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mentaluri
misteria
Tbilisi
2018
ramaz gigauri
mentaluri misteria
gamomcemloba `saunje~
ISBN 978-9941-469-41-1
© ramaz gigauri
mentaluri misteria
winasityvaoba
gaga naxucriSvili
mentaluri misteria,
anu eSmakebi dedamiwaze aRar saxloben
welsa otaridisasa,
mTvaris saxlsa purva fhadrapadasa,
mTvaris mecamete dResa,
saaTsa muSTarisasa
is movida Soridan...
ziTharTa gautamas qveynidan
an gurjievis `harmoniuli institutidan~.
man icoda xmeli puris Wama
da cremlis daleva,
icoda moses ena
da sisxlis molekulis formula.
icoda loiolas ordenis simbolo
da vudus magiuri ritualebi,
romlebic astralur samyaroSi sruldeba.
masSi iyo ori sawyisi (araviTari ini da iani!) _
aRmosavleTi da dasavleTi (CrdiloeT-samxreTs ar scnobda).
is pirvel inkarnaciaSi Caqoles,
meoreSi _ yulfSi gaayofines Tavi,
mxolod mesameSi mokvda `bunebrivi~ sikvdiliT _
saSodanve mkvdari gamovida
(am dros dedamiwaze RmerTs uxmobdnen uxvad)...
trialebda meaTe arkani (fortunis borbali) _
RmerTi odini ki TavdaRma ekida sibrZnis molodinSi.
patara jadosnur yuTSi caTambjenebs TiTebiT xvretdnen _
adamianebi samasi metris simaRlidan yviriliT xtebodnen...
is ar krTeboda, atarebda spiritualur seansebs
da bevri ram fexebzec ekida (maT Soris politikuri arCevnebi).
gaiara uamravi mimdinareoba da mimarTuleba,
mere hyavda samasi coli da Svidasi xarWa
(mamrobiTi Svili darCa samassamocdaxuTi,
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mdedrobiTi _ dauTvleli).
is iyo umaRlesTa Soris mcire,
mcireTa Soris _ umaRlesi.
jibeSi ar egdo gaxvretili Sauriani
(rogorc Zvelad uyvardaT Tqma),
sabanko angariSze warmodgenac ar hqonda.
kompi saerTod ar icoda ra iyo,
`koka-kola~ da `pepsi-kola~ misTvis `SaSa-kola~ iyo.
sansara ki trialebda da trialebda...
icinoda, zizRi ki saerTod ar icoda ra iyo.
icoda logikac da mistikac, magram ver egueboda.
yiflibandi gaxsnili hqonda da kosmiuri informacia
nataxtaris wyaliviT Semosdioda.
mere, didad kataklizmebi xdeboda, mcired _ kolafsebi...
Tu kosmopolits eZaxdnen _ patriotobda,
Tu patriots _ dedamiwas efereboda.
saidan movida?! vin iyo?!
ocdameerTes geniosi (fenomeni) Tu `yviTeli saxlis~ binadari.
sake daleuli hqonda,
dekeulis xorci _ naWami,
Tumca frinvelTa ena mainc esmoda.
erTi icoda _ malhutidan gaRweva saocrad Zneli iyo
(ara da avatarac ar iyo).
ambobda... arafers, arafers, arafers
(erTi O-kultistis ar iyos,
mxolod gamouTqmeli da dauwereli sityvaa WeSmaritio).
roca eubnebodnen marjvniv-marcxniv,
anu angelozisken-eSmakisken _ eRimeboda.
dionisuri dRe hqonda,
Rame _ valpurgiuli.
siCumis melodias usmenda
da CanCqerTan Citebs diriJorobda.
atyuebdnen, amcirebdnen, aviwroebdnen _ eRimeboda.
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planeta vamfiris merve kvartalSi lamaz gogos icnobda
(is planeta `nasa~-s galaktikur saerTaSoriso katalogSi
`zet1919~-is saxeliT iyo moxseniebuli
da dedamiwidan orassami sinaTlis wliT iyo daSorebuli).
gogo mxolod cameti wlis iyo (sinaTlis wlis ara!).
loculobda zaraTuStrasa da lao-Zis sityvebiT,
yurSi ki qristianuli eklesiis zarebis xma Caesmoda...
ar undoda misi suli mzis cxel mandalas SeeWama,
amitom, cdilobda rahus ar CamorCenoda
(ketu cofebs yrida da mzis Casaylapad emzadeboda)...
Tumca, TeTr huneze amxedrebuli sahasrara
ketus laxvars umzadebda.
merilinis Sxamian fialebs erTimeoris miyolebiT clida
da viTarca miTridates sawamlavi aRar ekareboda.
mas Rriankalis mexuTe gradusSi egzaltirebuli uranosi hqonda,
es skandinaviuri sagasaviT iyo _ runebiT gajerebuli.
`xalxi~ nel-nela `eufleboda~ mis sxeuls,
is ki mSvinvier simSvides Seepyro...
mere, pirSi CaraTis mware gemo Caudga,
is gemo qaldeveli qurumis
moduRebul veluri yurZnis gemos hgavda _
meore dRes Tavsa da mkerds rom atkiebs.
CaraTma lesboseli kurtizani gaaxsena da `TeTrad~ gaiRima...
samyaros ki sknelebi qamrebiviT SemoeWira da sam ferSi banaobda _
SavSi, wiTelSi da TeTrSi
(bavSvma rom Tqvas, yvelaferi Wreli
da murasa iyo gvelis TvalebiviT).
siyalbe iyo iseTi, simarTles hgavda,
Tumca, ar tyuvdeboda,
ubralod Tavs ityuebda _ RimiliT (ara Tavazianad).
qari uyvarda (sulis kivili!) orakulis stvenasaviT
da axalmowvelili rZesaviT.
ar iyo mefe,
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ar iyo maTxovari,
ar iyo brZeni,
arc Slegi
(ara da avatarac ar iyo).
Siva Saqti gaTxoviliyo da viRac vihindaras mxevali gamxdariyo
(ara da rogorc brma beduini ityoda, `efesus~).
ho iyo arasaviT, ara _ saerTo ar iyo.
iyo RmerTis xmoba... uxvad.
hmereh, is wavida Sors...
lemuriaSi Tu kimirielebTan,
an zadus qveyanaSi (locviT rom mravldebodnen).
is wavida Sors...
is wavida Sors...
is wavida... Sors... wavida... is...
amen. amen. am...
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xevsuruli skvnili
beRurebis sakenki
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wyevla-krulviT miwaSe Cades yvela beRura
qoqola miayares omis damwyebsac.
mere SeSindnen,
radgan damSeulma qaTmebma kvercxis dadebaze Tqves uari.
dedakacebi qaTmebs gareT aRar uSvebdnen
da saqaTmeSive uyridnen sakenks.
aman qaTmebi mxolod or dRes Seinaxa,
mesame dRes beRurebma saqaTmeebis RriWoebSi SeZroma iswavles.
mere datrialda codvis kalo _
dedakacebis wyevla-krulva Seaskda zecas
da Suaze gaapo;
mere dafiqrdnen soflis kacebic.
raRac unda moefiqrebinaT,
Torem sofeli qaTmisa da kvercxis gareSe darCeboda.
amas kidev ra uSavda, ukvercxobas rogorme aitandnen,
balRebs erboSi Semwvar kvercxze etyodnen,
buam da buRdajanam waiReso,
magram aRdgomas ra SeeRebaT?!
micvalebulebisTvis saflavze ra gadaegorebinaT?!
andac beRurebis damarcxebuli sofeli ra iqneboda?!..
beRurebi iyvnen, lomebi da vefxvebi xom ara.
daiwyo xalxma saSvelze fiqri _
zogma mowamluli sakenki dayara saqaTmesTan,
zogma ezo kakanaTebiT da maryuJebiT gaavso,
erTma kacma ki,
yovel diliT saxlidan
pirjvris weriT rom gamodioda,
mglis xafangi daugo Citebs.
arcerTs ar miekarnen beRurebi...
mowamluli sakenki qaTmebma Wames,
kakanaTSic qaTmebi gaebnen.
xafangma ki is mewveli Zroxa daiWira mxolod,
wylis dasalevad boslidan rom gamoeSva patrons.
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bRaoda Zroxa
da Tavis daglejil-damtvreul fexs dastiroda.
Zroxis patroni,
romelic yovel diliT
saxlidan pirjvris weriT gamodioda
da romelmac beRurebs mglis xafangi daugo,
yvelafers eSmaks abralebda.
xmamaRla igineboda, `beRurebSi eSmakia Sesuli
da rkinis xafangic swored eSmaks davuge,
radgan eSmaki rkinas gaurbiso~.
magram aman Zroxas motexili fexi ver gaumTela.
dakles fexmotexili da Tvalcremliani Zroxa.
Zroxas patara xbo darCa.
mewveli Zroxis sikvdilma
kidev ufro gaaborota xalxi.
atyda Tofebis baTqi-buTqi
da cidan panta-puntiT cviodnen beRurebi.
magram beRurebis jars araferi akldeboda, Tu ar emateboda.
kvercxTan erTad Tofis wamalic Semoaklda sofels.
fiqrobdnen soflelebi
da veraferi moifiqrebinaT.
eqvsi dRe soflis SuagulSi ikribebodnen _
TaTbirobdnen, kamaTobdnen, qoTqoTebdnen, yvirodnen.
meSvide dRes wminda giorgis xatisTvis
cxvris Sewirva gadawyvites.
`isev RmerTi, wminda giorgi an mTavarangelozi Tu gviSveliso~.
qaTmis yvela patronma gaiRo wili _
zogma fuliT,
zogma erboTi,
zogma sanTliT
zogma xilis ornaxadi aryiT.
xatis win Seikriba sofeli.
iloca yvelam,
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magram yvelaze mxurvaled qaTmis patronebma iloces,
ras ar Sepirdnen RmerTs da wminda giorgis;
oRond maTTvis es Wiri da satkivari moeSorebina,
oRond ar gawyvetiliyo sofelSi qaTami da kvercxi,
oRond aRdgomas micvalebulebs wiTeli kvercxi hqonodaT.
wminda giorgisTvis Sewiruli cxvridan araferi darCa,
qadebi SeiWama da arayi dailia,
mTvrali kacebi colebma waiyvanes saxlebSi,
`Cxubi ar atydes da RmerTma ar gviwyinos.
Tu gviwyens, beRurebs aRar mogvacilebso~.
dawva sofeli dasaZineblad da ver daiZina.
xalxi dilis gaTenebas guliskankaliT eloda.
yvela sakuTar saxlSi damalvoda beRurebs
da gareT gamosvlas ver bedavda.
radgan sofeli damarcxda beRurebTan,
radgan adamianebs Zala gamoeliaT,
radgan imedi gauqraT.
amitomac mimarTes RmerTs.
am dros RmerTisTvis mimarTva xom aucilebelic kia.
yvelaferi ise gaakeTes, rogorc mama-papiT axsovdaT:
cxvari dakles _
saxeldaxelod am dRisTvis nayidi,
qada daWres _
saxeldaxelod am dRisTvis gamomcxvari,
sanTlebi aanTes _
saxeldaxelod am dRisTvis Camoqnili,
daloces jvar-xati da miafurTxes eSmaks.
axla ki sakuTar saxlebSi SeyuJuliyvnen
da RmerTis daxmarebas elodnen.
beRurebs RmerTi daupirispires;
RmerTis winaaRmdeg wasvla ki aravis SeuZlia,
garda TviTon RmerTisa;
da Tu am dilas beRurebi isev Semoeseodnen sofels,
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Tu isev darCebodnen qaTmebi sakenkis gareSe,
CaTvlidnen, rom beRurebi _
uflis gamogzavnilebi iyvnen.
amitom aRar SeuSlidnen xels sakenkis akenkvaSi,
Tundac qaTmebi mTeli dRe mSivrebi yofiliyvnen,
Tundac kvercxi aRar daedoT,
Tundac saerTod daxociliyvnen kidec,
Tundac micvalebulebi wiTeli kvercxis gareSe darCeniliyvnen.
ra unda eqnaT adamianebs,
roca es yvelaferi RmerTis neba yofila.
eloda sofeli gaTenebas;
gaTenebasa da saswauls.
rodis-rodis iriJriJa;
rodis-rodis amovida mze.
yvela Tavisi saxlis fanjridan iyureboda _
fanjrebidan moCanda maTi SeSinebuli da momlodine Tvalebi.
soflelebi fanjrebs akrobodnen da Tavs ar utydebodnen,
rom saswauli moxda.
yvela grZnobda raRac diads,
grZnobdnen, magram bolomde ver ijerebdnen.
ver ijerebdnen soflelebi am saswauls.
es saswauli _ siCume iyo.
bRaodnen Zroxebi,
kriaxobdnen qaTmebi,
yiodnen mamlebi,
yefdnen ZaRlebi,
magram aRar ismoda beRurebis JivJivi,
arsad sCanda erTi beRurac ki.
mere adamianebma erTbaSad ixuvles
da saxlebidan locviTa
da pirjvrisweriT gamoefinnen,
rogorc diliT bakidan gamoSvebuli cxvari gamoefineba xolme.
daiwyes erTmaneTis kocna da milocva,
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veraferi veRar moefiqrebinaT,
mxolod erTmaneTs kocnidnen da ulocavdnen.
TiTqos aRdgoma ukve damdgariyo
da qristes kidev erTxel gaemarjva sikvdilze.
pirjvrisweriani, beRurebisTvis mglis xafangis damgebi
da sakuTari Zroxis damkvleli ki xalxSi idga
da maT eSmakisa da RmerTis urTierTbrZolaze elaparakeboda.
mTeli sofeli mis garSemo Sekrebiliyo,
yvela masTan iyo,
garda metyeve dabal gagasi...
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dabal gaga soflis gadaRma cxovrobda,
sadac soflis mindvrebi sruldeboda da tye iwyeboda.
mas ar ecala soflisTvis.
ar ecala, radgan stumrebi hyavda... beRurebi.
gaeSala ezoSi dabal gagas erTi tomara xorbali _
im zamTris sarCo da beRurebis mxiarul JivJivs RimiliT usmenda.
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rZe
rodesac rZes vsvam,
sul gremisxevi mitrialebs Tvalwin.
ara mxolod Tvalwin mitrialebs,
aramed yurebSi mesmis
da raRacnairad vgrZnob.
aegre, cxadad momdis surneli
da Cemi sxeulis yvela ujredSi Semodis.
vxedav, papaCemi wamowolila taxtze _
CurCuliTa da tuCebis cmacuniT
yazbegis „mamis mkvlels“ kiTxulobs.
im adgilas, sadac koba erTi gasroliT girgolas moklavs
da dianbegs daWris, xmamaRla wamoiZaxebs:
`Seni Wirime vaJo!~
bebiaCemi rZian korkots xarSavs Rumelze _
RvTiuri saxiT Cascqeris qvabs da raRacas CurCulebs;
memgoni loculobs.
me magidasTan vzivar
da ZvelisZveli WiqiT, romelic Zalian miyvars,
cxel rZes vsvam.
oTaxSi irxeva idumali siCume,
romelic warsulSi makavSirebs _ Cems yvela winaparTan;
da momavalSi _ Cems yvela STamomavalTan.
es aris vercxlisferi Zafi,
romliTac mibmuli var or sofels _
didisas da wuTisas.
swored aqedan momdis ucnauri da sacnauri sizmrebi.
aqedan momdis xilvebi, fiqrebi, sityvebi da cremlebi.
me vsvam cremlian rZes.
mas idumali gemo aqvs _
bavSvobis motkbo-momwaro gemo,
romelsac araferze ar gavcvli
da romelic Cems sulzea amokawruli...
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welwadi
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Tan vtiri, mec minda TqvenTan-meTqi.
„wadi, mamcildi, gameca!~ _ brazobs papaCemi.
tiril-tiriliT vbrundebi saxlSi.
movdivar, SiSveli fexebi misveldeba da mciva.
sawolSi vwvebi, mamcivnebs da vkankaleb.
magidaze papas dadebuli spilenZis TefSiT kanfeti dgas.
kanfeti minda-meTqi, CurCuliT vambob.
dedaCemi erT kanfets miwvdis.
me vWam da vambob: „tkbilia papis kanfeti-meTqi.“
„ra papa, aSeqali iyo gadmosuli da iman moitana,
qalaqidan moutania imis SviliSvilso,“ meubneba dedaCemi.
Cemi da SeSinebuli TvalebiT miyurebs.
kedelze papaCemis cxraZaliani fanduri hkidia.
daukari-meTqi, veubnebi dedaCems.
dedaCemi kedlidan fandurs iRebs
da sabanze midebs, „Sen daukario“.
sawolze vjdebi da dakvras viwyeb...
„RmerTo, dideba Senda, RmerTo marTalo,
RmerTo, uSveli Sens ymasa gagasao“, _ loculobs berdeda...
kumetia _ apnisis TxuTmeti.
aRar Tovs...
me saqonels Tivas vuyri, SeSas vWri,
vCqarob, radgan mere xorbalia wisqvilSi wasaRebi.
gorSeRmidan papaCemis dakruli cxraZaliani fanduris xma ismis.
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wvima. papis gaxseneba
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TibaTve. mTiblebi balaxs Tibaven
TibaTve daiwyo...
ara da didi araferi mTibeli var _
Cemi umcrosi Zma mjobia TibvaSi.
sofelSi rom viyaviT da cels mousvamda,
imis yurebas araferi sjobda.
papaCemma gvaswavla orives Tibva,
Cemi Zma niWieri gamodga, me _ uniWo.
sanam mze balaxs gaaxurebs manamde unda Tibva,
dilabnelze unda adge, rom SuadRemde bevris gaTibva moaswro...
genacvaleT yvela mTibels,
vinac muxlamde balaxSi SexvalT,
gamokveril-galesili celebiT balaxs erTmaneTze miawvenT.
baraqa hqonodes Tqvens celsa da bevri moeTibos,
baraqa da kargi Rala hqonodes im Zroxis rZesac,
romel Zroxasac im balaxs dauyriT.
madli RmerTsa, rom mTiblebi kidev arian saqarTveloSi.
papaCemi RiRinebda xolme roca Tibavda:
„gamoTibe Cemo celo,
qadaჲ gamogicxobeno“.
aRar aris papaCemi...
es Cemi patara naweric im yvela mTibelis xsovnisa iyos,
vinac Tibavda, Tibavda da moiTiba sikvdilis celiT!
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Zaxveli
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amoaqvs da amoaqvs papaCems sisxliviT wiTeli Zaxveli.
Cemi da Cemi Zmis win konebad Sekruli Zaxvelis
patara gorebi dgeba.
abga icleba.
bolos Cahyofs xels papaCemi
da bolo kona Zaxveli amoaqvs _
erTiRa darCenila.
me da Cems Zmas guli gvibragunebs _
is bolo kona Zaxveli orives gvinda.
papaCemi kidev miutrialdeba bebiaCems
da RimiliT gauwvdis:
`merov, ai Zaxveli, nacarqaTamas mindorTan iyoo~.
bebiaCemi Zaxvels RimiliT gamoarTmevs
da iqve matylTan dadebs.
mere isev TiTistars daatrialebs.
me da Cemi Zmis sinanuliT savse Tvalebi
im erT Zaxvelis konas gahyveba.
mere papaCemi isev Cvensken motrialdeba.
jer erT goras erTad Sekonavs, mere meores.
mere gava aivanze da erT konas erT boZze dahkidebs,
meores kidev meoreze.
gvixaria meca da Cems Zmasac,
orives Cven Cveni aivnis boZi gvaqvs _ sisxlisfrad aRuebuli.
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viyide mejvrisxeveli kacisgan cota Zaxveli,
viyide da wamovuRe Cems Svilebs,
mindoda rom Cems Svilebs Cemi bavSvobis xili egemaT.
orivem papaCemiviT nela mowyvita TiTo-TiTo marcvali,
nela Caides pirSi, nela CaReWes,
orives saxe daejRana da daaskvnes,
rom saocrad mware da mJave bavSvoba mqonia.
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mamas
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am wuTisoflis dReebi
guls mamCnevia iarad,
idina Cemma sawuTrom _
mex-texad gadamiara.
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teriaanT Saqria
`haaiiiii, ramaaaaz!~
`gagaaav, hai gagaaav!~
es Saqriaa _ teriaanT Saqria.
Cveni ezos karTan damdgara maRali, saxexmeli moxuci kaci
da Cems saxels yviris.
me kisristexiT gavrbivar Saqriasken.
Saqrias yvirilze bebiaCemi saTonidan gamodis,
Tan axladgamomcxvari puris surnels gamoiyolebs.
me gavrbivar da Cveni ezo TiTqos zomaSi matulobs _
izrdeba da izrdeba.
gavrbivar da WiSkaric TiTqos ukan-ukan garbis.
rodis-rodis vaRwev ezos karamde.
`modi Saqri, modi ra Soridan iZaxi~,
ityvis bebiaCemi da mere daamatebs:
`kaco, balRs rom eZaxi;
an magi papis saxeli daiZaxe,
an magis mamisa~.
Saqria bebiaCems gaxedavs da xmamaRla,
Cems gasagonad etyvis:
`me visTanac movdivar, imas veZaxi~.
mere mitrialdeba aivanze gadmomdgar papaCems xels auwevs.
papaCemi Cumad iRimeba.
papaCemma icis rom Saqria tyeSi midis
da axla patiJs azri ar aqvs,
saRamosTvis unda gaamzados erTi boTli qliavis arayi.
damtvreuli kakali da nivris mwnili.
`gagimarjos balRo~, momibrundeba Saqria da
daZarRvul xmel xels gamomiwvdis.
mere mTeli ZaliT moviqnev Cems patara xels
da mis xmel xels davkrav.
`ai yoCaR~, metyvis Saqria da `kastums~ gaixsnis,
Tan miRimis.
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guli mibragunebs da vcdilob gamovicno
dRes ra momitana Saqriam:
`rZea Tu mawoni, rZea Tu mawoni~?! vfiqrob gamalebuli.
`abaaa?~ Tvalebi ucinis Saqrias.
`mawonia, mawoni~, vyviri gaxarebuli, radgan vamCnev, rom
Saqrias `kastumis~ gulis jibe Zalian gamoweula.
`ai yoCaR~, Caicinebs da `kastumis~ gulis jibidan
naxevlitriani minis qiliT kameCis mawons amoiRebs.
me gamovarTmev da isev kisristexiT gavrbivar ukan.
`nela Svilo, nela~, meZaxis bebiaCemi
da cxel purs miawvdis Saqrias.
papaCemic Camova ezoSi,
is da Saqria cota xans raRacas ilaparakeben.
mere Saqria zemoT, tyisken auyveba gzas,
papaCemi maranSi Seva da aryis Camosxmas daiwyebs.
saRamos Saqria tyidan Camoivlis,
Camoiyolebs pantas an maJalos,
iqneb Txilis an Sindis saxrec gamoWras sadme.
saRamos dasxdebian papaCemi da teriaanT Saqria,
axseneben RmerTsa da mama-papas.
me aivnis rikulebidan vuyureb ezos kars,
da vcdilob gamovicno xval ras momitans Saqria _
kameCis rZes Tu mawons?!
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erT civ zamTars gardaicvala Saqria.
me ukve didi, jarmoxdili viyavi.
mTeli sofeli Saqrias karze iyo Tavmoyrili.
Saqrias moxeve coli wamRerebiT tiroda _
misi naRvliani reCitativi soflis Tavze Sav Rrublebad ekida.
gaqvavebuli da kriWaSekruli saxlSi vijeqi
da samZimarze misvlas verafriT vaxerxebdi.
pirSi rZis gemo mqonda Camdgari.
damarxes Saqria.
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gvian Rame amovidnen bebiaCemi da papaCemi saxlSi.
me isev ise kriWaSekruli vijeq.
bebiaCemma tiriliT miTxra, Saqrias colma dagibara,
`erTi boTli arayi Saqrias saflavze davatovine,
gavides Tqveni balRi da Sesandobari uTxras,
Tu misvlaa, magis xelidan miuvao~.
gavedi im Rames Saqrias saflavze,
odnav movsvi im boTlidan arayi,
da davasxi Saqrias saflavs.
mere qurTukis jibidan erTi boTli rZec amoviRe
da isic davasxi saflavs.
amomijda guli da daviwye Rriali.
vtirodi da Tan Saqrias yvirili mesmoda:
`haaiiiii, ramaaaaz!~
`gagaaav, hai gagaaav!~
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bindura
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`wamodi Svilo, mdinares gadagiyvan,
gzas dagayeneb.
nu geSinia. eg binduraa, male gagivlis~.
wamouyvania papaCemi Zalisel biZas
gadmolaxes Turme mdinare,
amouyvnen cixisubnis gzas.
ewveba papaCems xeli,
ewveba da simwrisgan tiris.
biZamisis cxeli TiTebi Rrmad Casdis xorcSi.
rodis-rodis uTqvamss biZamiss:
`daiZaxe, Sens saxlTan varTo~.
aRrialebula dabrmavebuli da xeldamwvari papaCemi:
`heee Tamaz, Svilooo, gamamxede, Se xizanZaRloo!~
`ra iyo mami, genacvale, ra iyo kacooo~,
gamovardnila aivanze mamaCemi _ Svidi wlis balRi.
`modi, mamxede, bindura meca, veRar vxedav,
vano papam mamiyvana dabrmavebuli~.
gamosula bebiaCemi, dauZaxia mezoblebisTvis.
dabrmavebuli papaCemi Seuyvania saxlSi mamaCems,
vano ki versad unaxiaT,
aese ucbad gamqrala kaci.
`wminda giorgi iqnebodao~, uTqvamT mezoblebs,
`iman dagiwva aegre xeli,
aba, biZaSens aqedan ras gaagonebdi~.
ulociaT yvela jvarze da yvela xatze,
dauxvevia fTilebi dusas _ soflis uxucess,
gaegoT romeli wmindani iyo,
romelmac saxlSi miiyvana dabrmavebuli papaCemi.
bolo fTila mTavarangelozis saxelze amoxveula.
utiria papaCems gamwarebiT:
`dailocos mTavarangelozo Seni saxeli,
amaRleba dRes Wedilas dagiklavo~.
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utiria bebiaCems, utiriaT mezoblis qalebs,
tiroda Turme mamaCemic _ Svidi wlis balRi.
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roca cxovreba Cumad cdilobs
orive Tvalze gadamakras ruxi bindura:
roca vRrialeb gamwarebuli:
`heee rati, Svilooo, gamamxede, Se xizanZaRlo!~
dabrmavebuli haerSi veZeb vano papas,
wminda giorgis Tu mTavarangelozis cxel TiTebs,
damiwvas xeli, Tundac orive,
oRond saxlamde mimiyvanos dabrmavebuli.
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fiTri
mudam mikvirda,
marto rogor svamen kacebi.
rogor unda dalio marto _
sadilobisas Camoasxa wiTeli Rvino,
andac patara WiqaSi WaWis arayi.
moidga gverdiT es erTi Wiqa,
rogorc Seni maSveli rgoli.
da sanam kerZis pirvel kovzs pirisken waiReb,
manamde aiRo es erTi Wiqa,
aixedo maRla simwriT,
TiTqos Weridan giyurebdes Seni bavSvoba
aarido Tvali da Camoicva es erTi Wiqa
ise rogorc maSveli rgoli.
Tu Rvinos svam,
dalio nela, ylup-ylupebiT, gamoizogo.
im SemTxvevaSi Tu arayia, ucbad gadahkra,
ise rom Senma mfarvelma angelozma
Seni xelis daWerac ki ver moaswros.
mudam mikvirda,
marto rogor svamen kacebi.
ra unda gagiWirdes aseTi,
marto dajde da ase yasidad,
colis gasagonad Tqva: `gagvimarjos!~
da gadahkra is arayi rogorc cxovreba.
erT civ zamTarSi, sadilobisas,
rodesac dardisgan yeli mqonda gasiebuli
da cxeli kerZi arafriT ar gadamdioda,
Camovisxi WaWis arayi,
megobris mier kaxeTidan gamogzavnili.
aryis danaxvaze Cemi dardi dapataravda
da gulmac raRac gabedulad daiwyo cema.
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`gagvimarjos~ vTqvi Cemi colis gasagonad
da avixede WerSi...
iq davinaxe Cemi bavSvoba _
papaCemi Tibavs da mReris,
mReris da Tibavs,
misi mTibluri gvrini haerSi irxeva
da ajadoebs irgvliv yvelafers.
gaCumebula yvela sulmdgmuli _
xeebze foTlebi ar Srialeben
Citebi ar galoben,
balaxi ar irxeva,
TiTqos yvela monusxula papaCemis reCitativiT.
vxedav Cems Tavsac _
xuTi wlisa wamovwolilvar pantis ZirSi
da xis kenweroze fiTrs vakvirdebi.
ar ismis Cqami,
mxolod celis mosmis xma da
papaCemis mTibluri gvrini arRvevs siCumes.
miCuydeba guli da tirils viwyeb.
vtiri da momdis cremlebi _
vzluquneb da Tan fiTrs Tvals ar vacileb.
papaCemi Tibvas aCerebs da
misi gvrinic iyineba TiTqos haerSi.
`ra gatirebs balRo?~
vtiri da vuyureb pantis kenweroSi dakidebul fiTrs.
`ra gatirebs balRo, Sen geubnebi?!~.
`fiTri mecodeba~, Zlivs vambob tiril-tiriliT.
`ha... fiTri gecodeba?!~ axedavs papaCemi pantis kenweros.
hkidia es fiTri _ raRacnairad gabarjRuli,
magram mowyenili da gulamomjdari.
miyurebs papaCemi, miyurebs,
mere ise fiTrs axedavs da metyvis:
`codoa fiTri gagav, codo,
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magram kacni ufro codoni varT Svilo~.
amoiRebs qasurs da gausvams cels, gausvams bevrjer.
mere qasurs jibeSi Caidebs da gaagrZelebs Tibvas.
papaCemis gvrini isev Searxevs
pantis kenweroSi mowyenil fiTrs.
...WerSi nel-nela gaidRabna Cemi bavSvoba.
albaT is panta wlebis win gaxma.
manamde fiTri Camovardeboda _
mowyenili da gulamomjdari.
papaCemi saiqioSi Tibavs da misi
mTibluri gvrini irxeva saiqios saTibebSi
da me aRar mikvirs,
marto rogor svamen kacebi...
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mSieri qriste
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„visi ojaxia eso?“
„iason gigauriso“, Tqva bebiaCemma amayad.
mere gadmomxeda da daamata:
„roca dalevT esa da amis Zmac midRegrZeleTo“.
gatrialda es biWi da wavida.
bebiaCemic saToneSi Sebrunda.
me veRar viTamaSe, guli mifarTxalebda,
radgan darwmunebuli viyavi, rom qriste iyo CvenTan mosuli.
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suni
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glexi iyo da arc gaego kandelakis saxeli.
dasWidebian, Seutokebia Tedos sandro,
rogor ar Seatokebda, xaris nalos moaTrevda tyidan.
mere haerSi autatebia sandros
da aegre, cimcim dausvia miwaze balRiviT.
aRar wauqcevia.
mere mcxeTis sasadiloSi wauyvania
da ori boTli Rvino daulevinebia.
Cemi Zma miqnevs xis xmals da xmali xelidan mivardeba.
miyurebs TvalebSi, mere Cems xmals fexs gamohkravs
da Tavis gaqneviT maniSnebs, aiRe xmalio.
Wax! Wax! Wax!
vutev gabrazebuli.
„egre! egre gagav, midi iago“,
isev miSterdeba Tvali.
Tedos ukan qito moCans _ papaCemis papa. mecxvare.
soflis balRebs cxvris motrialebaSi batkans rom Cuqnida.
Wax!
isev mivardeba xmali xelidan.
papaCems vuyureb. iRimeba papaCemi.
mere kars gamoaRebs, nela Camova dabla.
mova CvenTan.
jer Cems Zmas dasunavs Tavze,
rogorc kaCemi sunavs Tavis kozaks,
mere CemTan mova da me damsunavs Tavze.
guli mibragunebs.
papaCemis suni cxvirSi mecema da guli yelSi amomdis.
tirili minda.
„gagav Sen naTelisZis suni gaqvs da iagos _ abas sunio“.
papaCemisgan vici naTelisZe da aba.
Zmebi iyvnen, blovelni, gigaurebi.
naTelisZe xucesi iyo da aba _ meomari.
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gameRviZa gaTenebisas.
yvelas eZina.
mivedi ratisTan,
davsune Tavze, kidev davsune.
papaCemis suni hqonda ratis,
cremli rom mereoda da guli yelSi amomdioda xolme _
is suni.
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mTvaris taZris
sizmrebi
TuTa da uTu
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caze nela gasrialda uxsenebeli.
gaikriales sibneleSi TeTrma mklavebma.
_ sad mixol, sada?! _ mivZaxodi gagiJebuli.
wavida TuTa,
gaiyola zecis siSave, Cemi Rriali.
verc davewie, Seeria im ukun Rames.
gamwarebulma movfxoWne da SevWame miwa...
meored ase vixile TuTa:
banze vijeqi, gvelispiruls vlesavdi sipze,
vbutbutebdi xmlis fxovur locvas.
am lesvaSi damadga Tavze.
`TuTa varo~, _ miTxra CurCuliT.
ver vicani...
gamxdariyo, galeuliyo.
sadRa iyo brolis yeli, TeTri mklavebi,
mis lurj TvalebSi Camqraliyo ciskris varskvlavi.
elda meca gulgamexebuls,
simwriT aRmomxda, `es ra mogsvlia~?!
`orjer Svidi dRe damelode da mere moval,
me mxolod SenTvis avivsebi nadiras vaJo!~
orjer Svidi dRe banze vijeq SelocviliviT,
arc Tu jixvis xorcs, qeris pursac ar vikarebdi,
ar vemZraxodi arc suliers da arc usulos,
vijeqi da cas Sevyurebdi.
Jamidan Jamze Cemi berdeda
milocavda Tvalnakravisas:
gavida orjer Svidi dRe da fexze avdeqi,
davibertye muxlebidan warsulis dardi,
awmyos bindi da momavlis SiSi.
Cems TeTr xelebSi mzis sinaTle ilandeboda.
mere daRamda.
da im RamiT movida TuTa.
ki ar movida, me davinaxe,
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Cumad idga zurgSeqceuli.
`ehei, TuTav~, davuZaxe omaxianad
da iqve mivxvdi, rom sxva xma mqonda,
an sxva dro iyo an TviT sxva viyav.
`TuTa ukve colia Cemi~ _
gaiJRriala Cems ukan xma(l)m(a).
mivixede, saxenaCexi wver-ulvaSiT _ mzveravda moyme.
vinatre rom mec msxmoda wveri.
iqve xmalze xeli movisvi _
gaiklakna gvelispiruli da iqca gvelad
wiTurma moymem gaaSiSvla Tavisi xmalic,
gaipriala wiTlad foladma.
Cemi xmali gasrialda, gaiyola Cemi Zal-Rone,
damtova uxmlod sulis Zafze Camokiduli.
davixare, movafaTure miwaze xeli,
qva momxvda xelSi _
aviRe da vesrole ZaliT.
`avaxmeo~, iRriala wiTurma moymem
da Caemxo pirqve miwaSi.
TuTa isev Cumad idga zurgSeqceuli.
moymes miwaSi pirqveCamxobils
safeTqlidan sdioda sisxli.
sul SeviSale, vRrialebdi _
vwyevlidi zecas.
gamwarebulma vgme koWimeli,
vgme Wirano, coranos Suqi,
vgme meltaro, WimWimeli da kimkimeli,
arbastroc vgme da varskvlavTa zecac...
mixvda morige, unda megmo mziani Rame,
damaswro da mesrola elva _
iqve daviwvi da daviferfle.
mxolod aragvSi erT oraguls waskda cremlebi.
mTvaris namgalze daiwera asomTavrulad:
`magram mainc miyorxar uTu!~
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Sahrazadas zodiaqo, anu sfinqsis dabadeba
(enigma)
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tanzeviT SiSveli mgela vefxvs atyavebda,
xelebidan sisxli wurwuriT Camosdioda
da Tan vefxvis sisxlian tyavSi exveoda.
veRar gaego yuraulisZis cols _
misi qmari iyo vefxvi Tu vefxvi iyo misi qmari.
meore dilas mdinarem mgelas vaJi waiRo.
balRis mosaZebnad xatobas dasmuli qadagic veRar qadagobda.
jvris enac daviwyeboda da usinaTlo TvalebiT iyureboda caSi.
veRarc mTvaris fers xedavda, mis asaksac gumaniT grZnobda _
`cxrameti dRisaao~, nawyvet-nawyvet isroda sityvebs.
mere gahkivlebda xolme mTebze Sefenil Wrel xalxs:
`egrea, egre, vefxvi xarSi ilandeba,
xari _ arwivSi, arwivi _ angelozSi,
ram gayo kaci da angelozi, orTaves erTi suli sCrav pirSiao!~
rodesac dadga Tve qvelTobisa,
Sahrazada iqca sityvad...
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gvelismWamelis naTluli
koba arabuls
gvelismWamelis weliwadi damdgariyo...
naRvarmSveniers xelebi aepyro da mTvares uxmobda uxmod...
misi daY ki _ samZimara xogais vaJs Tavs awonebda...
xogais vaJis guli qistis tilian balRebs unda SeeWamaT...
manamde ki gugulebis qveyana unda enaxa
da daTvisSi balRi moenaTla...
surwyunisi idga da vardisferi Tovli Tovda...
uxaroda abaT mindias, fandurs aJRrialebda
da buxunebda:
`gamagrdiT maraisZeno,
oSkaci dagvebadao~.
mere stumari movida abaT mindias saxlSi _
ucnauri da idumali...
qvasaviT beWebze mze da mTvare exata
da iRliebi hqonda dasiebuli...
monaTla stumarma abaT mindias vaJi da daarqva papis saxeli...
Wreli sizmrebi daanaTla _
gaWril gveliviT rom hgvanan erTmaneTs...
ori wlis mere yaCaRebma farad ifares patara aba
da ise Sevidnen xevsurTa saxlebSi.
mere movidnen Wreli sizmrebi _ gatexili xanjlebi,
gacrecili ornamentebi, ayvavebuli jvrebi...
mere movidnen qajaveTeli tyveebi
da moitanes oqros fanduri...
mere iyo leqsi da qalebis gvrini...
maZaxuras ZaxilSi gardasuliyo gvelismWamelis weliwadi...
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inkarnaciebi, anu efrem verdiaulis dRiuri
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mose
`...Tqva: radgan wylidan myavs amoyvanili~.
gamosvla. 2; 10.
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suli - Seni, Cemi...
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mzis amosvla sodom-gomorSi
(codvilTa himni)
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cecxlSi Camwvari
leqsebidan
Sobis varskvlavi
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erTi wamiT
samyaro garinduliyo...
me Cemi sisustis gamo, es garindeba saeWvod mimaCnda.
vicodi, rogor ar vicodi,
rom dRe-RameSi cota xniT unda gavrinduliyav
da sakuTari gulis feTqvisTvis momesmina,
magram susti viyav da ar SemeZlo.
dedamiwa kvarcis saaTiviT wikwikebda da nel-nela brunavda.
me isev susti viyav da `saeWvo~ dedamiwis gaCerebas vlamobdi(!).
daCoqili miwas TiTebiT fxoWnidi,
mTeli ZaliT vcdilobdi, rom sul cotaTi,
sul erTi wamiT SemeCerebina, magram amaod.
ara da wesiT unda SemZleboda...
fizikosebi Cems marcxs sayrdeni wertilis ar qonas abralebdnen,
alqimikosebi _ azotis naklebobas,
astrologebi _ marsi-uranis negatiur aspeqts,
Teologebi Cems urwmunoebas.
mizezi ki Turme martivi yofila _
dedamiwis SeCereba adamis Zes ar SesZlebia.
me ki vcdilobdi.
mekalove xariviT brunavda garinduli samyaro.
me Cemi uZlurebis gamo
samyaros es uCumari brunva TvalSi ar momdioda.
suleli viyav da imitom...
es roca infarqtma damartya, maSin gavige
(mTvarangelozma miqaelma gulSi maxvili miCxvlita, odnav...).
samyaro CurCulebda, moZraobda, iSmuSneboda...
me ukve mjeroda mzisa, mTvaris, mcenarisa, wylis wveTisa,
bavSvisa, brZenisa, matyuarisa, cbierisa, mruSisa, mkvlelisa...
samyaro Cems samganzomilebian sulSi ise gaCxeriliyo,
rogorc gardacvlilis fantomi naWerCamoufarebel sarkeSi.
me mjeroda...
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mjeroda, radgan, yovelTvis sjobia gjerodes da gatyuebdnen,
vidre ar tyuvdebode imis gamo, rom aravisi ar gjera.
samyaro ki garinduliyo da... brunavda.
kirie eleison
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Seyvarebuli wreebi
ar giyvardeT kuTxeebi...
kuTxeebSi energiaTa gadakveTaa.
swored amitom ayeneben celq bavSvebs kuTxeSi,
raTa energiisgan daicalon.
cxovrebac adamianebs swored kuTxeSi imwyvdevs
da maTTvis sulis amoZrobas cdilobs.
amitomac ar giyvardeT kuTxeebi.
bebiaCemi metyoda xolme, „nu dajdebi magidis kuTxeSi,
agremc genacvlebi, Svidi weli cols ver moiyvan“.
mere ra, Tu me jer Svidi wlis viyavi.
bebiaCemi ar fiqrobda, ramdeni wlis viyav,
imas maswavlida, rac dedamisma marTiam aswavla _
feiqriaanT Seupovarma da jiutma qalma,
romelmac Tavisi Svilic imsgavsa.
dedaCemic metyoda xolme, `rogor ici marTiasaviT gajiutebao~.
mec jiutad miyvarda kuTxeebi da sul kuTxeebs veZebdi,
vemwyvdeodi kuTxeSi, vecemodi,
muxlisTavebs da idayvebs viyvlefdi,
magram jiutad megona, rom kuTxeebis gadayvareba
Cemi mxridan Ralati iqneboda.
amitom miyvarda kuTxeebi da kuTxeebic `erTgulad~
maZrobdnen suls, mafleTdnen xorcs, mamtvrevdnen rqebs.
me gamwarebuli CavbRuodi miwas, rom
Cemi sayvareli kuTxeebi ase mimetebdnen.
gvian, Zalian gvian gavige, rom adre
adamianebs wreebi da mrgvali formebi uyvardaT _
gamoqvabulebi, mrgvali saxlebi, mrgvali magidebi,
mrgvali skamebi, mrgvali sawolebi.
yvelaferi mrgvali iyo da wriulad brunavda.
mere adamianebi gaborotdnen da Seqmnes kuTxeebi
da mas Semdeg omi ar Sewyvetila adamianebs Soris.
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me mivxvdi, rom Cemi siyvarulis gamo kuTxeebs davemsgavse _
gaborotebuli kuTxeSi vimwyvdevdi sayvarel adamianebs
da maT suls vaZrobdi.
mere ki mikvirda, Cemi siyvarulis gamo ratom ixocebodnen.
mivxvdi, rom Cemive Tavis gamo,
Cemi sayvareli adamianebis gamo
unda damekarga Cemi bavSvoba _ kuTxeebis siyvaruli.
unda davmrgvalebuliyav.
gadarCenis survilma da adamianebis siyvarulma
gamasuqa, Tumca sicili viswavle.
sicilma Semayvara wreebi.
Cven, visac gviyvars _ mrgvalebi varT, wriulebi.
isini, visac sZulT _ kuTxianebi.
wreebs uyvarT da kuTxeebi omoben.
unda gviyvardes wreebi da yovelive mrgvali,
radgan maTSi RmerTia da siyvarulia.
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araferia mzis qveS axali
(godeba berielisa)
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magram meored mosul qristes isev ise awameben,
gvemaven, mianerwyveben, Tavze eklis gvirgvins daadgamen;
da rogorc ori aTasi wlis win brbo isev iRrialebs:
`juars acu ege, juars acu ege~!
rogorc pirvelad, axlac veravin ver icnobs,
garda ramodenime kacisa;
da axali drois petrec mamlis yivilamde samjer uaryofs.
es yvelaferi dawerilia...
manamde ki yvelaferi `Tavis rigze midis~ _
qurdi iparavs,
mkvleli klavs,
meZavi meZavobs,
ficis moyvare ificeba.
`dedis muclidan SiSveli gamovedi da SiSveli miviqcevi wiaR~, _
marTali xar calxela espanelo,
yvela marTalia am qveyanaze, oRond... sikvdilamde.
RvTis samsajavroze yvela gamtyundeba.
es sityvebi `nebroTis wignidan~ gadmovwere
da mas `berielis godeba~ vuwode...
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wvimis Semdeg
darCenili nafexurebi
wvima
wvima iwyeba.
jer TiTo-TiTo wveTi vardeba,
Semdeg or-ori, sam-sami, kidev ufro meti...
wvims da zecidan iRvreba sulis wyali.
wkap-wkup, wkap-wkup... wveTaven zecidan kamkama sulebi.
zogi suli tiriliTa da moTqma-vaebiT eSveba miwisken,
zogi suli kiviliT zecas xevs da xmauriT exeTqeba miwas.
zogi suli sicil-kiskisiT da nar-narad eSveba dabla.
umatebs wvima...
jer Tqori iwyeba, Tqori _ TqeSSi gadava,
mere zeca delgmas da merexs daatexs miwas,
bolos setyva da koxic gamoereva.
zeca da miwa erTmaneTs ebrZvian...
miwa gulSi ixutebs sulebs, isrutavs mTeli sxeuliT.
mere daiRleba zeca,
daiRleba da cremlic gauSreba.
Savi Rrubeli gaTeTrdeba _ jojoxeTi samoTxed gadaiqceva.
gamoanaTebs mze _ ufali ciskrisa da RmerTi miwiskrisa.
gaTbeba miwa da aorTqldebian sulebi _
patara TeTr Rrublebad zecisken gafrindebian...
albaT xvalac iwvimebs, radgan isev wvimaa gamocxadebuli.
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merab miqelaZes
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Sokoladis nayini
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avadmyofobis leqsi
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dRes rogorRac fuli unda viSovo
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erTi sityva
sul erTi sityva,
erTi sityva im adamianisgan,
romelic giyvars _ sakmarisia;
absoluturad sakmarisia
Seni dapurebisTvis _ rodesac gSia,
Seni darwyulebisTvis _ roca gwyuria,
Seni gaTbobisTvis _ rodesac gciva,
Seni gaRimebisTvis _ roca itanjebi,
Seni aRdgomisTvis _ rodesac kvdebi.
is erTi sityva gaxda Seni ialqani
da cxovrebis qariSxlebi daimorCile.
im erTma sityvam gamogixsna
jojoxeTuri eWvebisgan da SiSebisgan,
im erTma sityvam Sen agavso Tbili ferebiT.
erT dResac adeqi da moxate Seni oTaxi,
roca manamde araferi ar dagixatavs,
erT dResac adeqi da dawere leqsi,
roca manamde araferi ar dagiweria,
imRere kidec, ucnaurad cekvavdi kidec _
zanzarebdnen saxlis kedlebi,
albaT imaTac uxarodaT Seni sicocxle.
im erTma sityvam Sen giboZa erTi Svili,
mere _ meorec.
da roca gava bevri weli, aTwleulebi,
cxovreba dagxravs _
Sens nervebze daukravs akords,
nu daiviwyeb Sen im erT sityvas.
Sen darCi droSi, nu imoZraveb,
nu gahyvebi cxovrebis zvirTebs,
grZnobebiT darCi Zvel oTaxSi,
sadac darCa Seni xelis anabeWdebi.
sadac irxeva is erTi sityva
da wkrialebs mudmiv sicilad.
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amdenma dardma guli aria,
isic veRar scnobs nacnob alagebs,
xval waumRerebs zecas arias,
mere yvelafers gadaalagebs.
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daRupuli Taoba
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da genialurad daiRupa.
saSveli?
aris saSveli!
sad aris saSveli _ purSi? wyalSi? haerSi?
zecaSi? miwaSi? RmerTSi? Cvens gulebSi?
aris saSveli _
gadavabaroT es yvelaferi Cvens momaval Taobas,
Cvens Svilebs!
Cven isedac bevri saqme gvaqvs,
Cven isedac gadaviRaleT,
Cven isedac bevrjer davmarcxdiT,
visac ra unda is Tqvas Cvenze,
da rogorc unda ise gvaZagos, ise gangvikiTxos...
Cven genialuri Taoba varT _
gvwams RmerTis da gviyvars samSoblo
da viRupebiT Cven rwmenasa da siyvarulSi...
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ucnobi nikos idumali impulsi
niko samadaSvils
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Tqveni sityvebi lurji wvimaa,
romelic garSemo yvelafers asvelebs
da kosmiuri JruanteliT avsebs,
noembris qaria _ neZuras napirze mocekvave.
bevri ram minda giTxraT,
magram samwuxarod ar SemiZlia
sityviT gadmovce is qafqafa impulsi,
romelic ase mfufqavs da gulSi aTas zarad wkrialebs.
Tqvens mier Seqmnili samyaro imdenad namdvilia rom,
zogjer mgonia,
RmerTma dagavalaT gagevloT
zeciuri Sesaqmis mistikuri repeticia.
sad da rogor dagetiaT amxela dardi,
amdeni sivalale _
rogor gamoxarSeT Tu gamoxadeT sakuTari gulSi?!
Tqven dros dueli gamoucxadeT,
amitomac drom rogorc warmarTi ise gagwiraT,
Tumca uflis naTeli yovelTvis Tan dagyvebodaT.
es ki mxolod xeldasxmulTa xvedria.
gavbedav da Cems am baraTs
Tqvens sarkmelTan Cumad davtoveb,
iqneb SeSlilma noembris qarma wuTisoflidan TqvenTan _
mRvrie did sofelSi moafarfatos.
baraTi ki sul ramdenime striqoni gaxlavT:
`gadaixara Seni samSvilde,
magram ar ginda eSmaks minebde,
suli verafriT ver daamSvide,
guli verafriT daaimede.
gdevda aCrdili rZisfer qaosis,
gza iyo... gzaze xevi da Txrili,
kvnesoda jvari sasaflaosi
da mze yviroda TvalebdaTxrili.
uRvTod gaZenZe Seni iRbali _
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Tmagawewili dasdevdi landebs,
ra vqna, ver vxvdebi, Tu vin iyavi,
miwas fexebSi rom gaeblande.
midi, icine Cemo javaro,
Cemo niko da Cemo nikola,
midi, icine, aris alali,
cxovreba aris: ara iyo ra.
midi, icine, sicili gijobs,
dRe ras dagaklebs, dRe bedsapyari,
`avadmyofoba egonaT biWo,
leqsebi tanze gamonayari~...
gadaxrilia Seni samSvilde,
magram ar ginda eSmaks minebde...
suli verafriT ver daamSvide,
guli verafriT daaimede.
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winasaaxalwlo rCeva, rogor viyidoT CurCxela
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wvimis wveTi
kokispirulad wvims.
saxlidan ki uciloblad gasasvleli xar.
ar icdis saqme _
man ar icis wvima da dasvelebis usiamovno gancda.
ixurav did quds, icvam sawvimars, ifarav kisers.
arxeinad gadixar wvimaSi, radgan ici rom ar dasveldebi.
didi qudi da bolomde Sekruli sawvimari wvimisgan gicavs.
midixar quCaSi CaTbunebuli da mSrali.
iRimebi, radgan gixaria;
gixaria, rom Zalian kargi sawvimari
da qudi gaqvs.
da am dros,
rodesac Zirs dacvenil Semodgomis yviTel foTlebs
frTxilad abijeb,
sadRac zecis siRrmeebidan giJiviT daSvebuli wvimis msxvili
wveTi axerxebs sawvimrisa da quds Sors carieli adgilis povnas,
Zvreba aTas mixveul-moxveulSi
da zed kiserze mTeli ZaliT gecema.
rogorc mfrinavi-kamikaZe Tavis cecxlmokidebul TviTmfrinavs
mtris Zalebisken mimarTavs,
zed daaskdeba da mfrinavis CurCuliT naTqvam patara locvas
mxolod amaterasu _ mzis qalRmerTi gaigebs,
aseve Cumi locviT, magram Seubraleblad
da TavganwirviT wvimis wveTi daecema Sens kisers.
Tu kamikaZis cecxlmokidebuli TviTmfrinavi dacemisas
afeTqebs mtris kolonas,
wvimis wveTi dacemisas WurviviT skdeba da kiserze geRvreba.
sul erT wamSi irRveva Seni filosofia,
sadRac orTqldeba pozitiuri gancda da
marmarilosi xdeba Rimili.
aq mzad xar zecas muStebi uqnio,
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agino sawvimrisa da qudis mkeravs;
maT gamyidvelsac ki.
swored am dros,
rodesac mrisxaneba da gineba unda amoifrqves Seni gulidan,
Tvalwin gagielvebs samurais iamamoto cunetomos mSvidi da
odnav naRvliani saxe.
gakrTeba misi sityvebi, hagakures traqtatSi amokiTxuli:
„Tu wvima moulodnelad daiwyeba da Sen ar ginda dasvelde,
mTeli siswrafiT gaiqcevi saxlisken,
magram Seirben Tu ara saxlSi, aRmoaCen,
rom erTianad dasvelebulxar.
arsebobs meore gza, rodesac wvima moulodnelad daasxams,
Sen nabijsac ar auCqaro.
marTalia dasveldebi,
magram am dros Tavisufali iqnebi SiSisgan,
facifucisgan, fusfusisgan da mousvenrobisgan.
ase unda imoqmedo yvela rTul situaciaSi!~
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mezobeli kacebi
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danis momqnevi mezobeli gadakocna sityvebiT: `qriste aRdga!~
ara da yvelaferi rogor kargad iyo sanam davlevdiT,
sanam gairkveoda, vis vin uyvarda da vis vin sZulda.
yvelaferi ra kargad iyo...
da axla... ai ase, Cveni mezobeli kvdeboda Cvens win,
ori mozrdili biWis mama,
kaci, romelic mezoblebs TiTqmis TavCaRunuli esalmeboda.
danis momqnevic da dana dartymulic
qaRaldiviT gaTeTrebuliyvnen.
ara da ramdenime wuTis win ismoda:
`qriste aRdga! WeSmaritad!~
Cven yvelas gvindoda dagvenaxa qriste,
Tumca qriste mxolod Cvenma ubralo loTma mezobelma dainaxa,
ara iman, romelmac dana moiqnia, ara _ daWrilma,
aramed ubralo, loTma mezobelma,
romelsac yvela calybad vesalmebiT,
radgan is cixeSi iyo namyofi,
Cvenma ubralo loTma mezobelma,
romelsac yvela daavadeba erTad sWirda,
Cvenma ubralo mezobelma, romelsac sZulda Tavis coli
da mas yoveldRe saSineli sityvebiT aginebda,
Cvenma ubralo mezobelma romelsac ar uyvarda Tavisi Svilebi
da maT yoveldRe atirebda.
ar vici, SeiZleba raRac uTxra qristem Cvens ubralo mezobels,
SeiZleba araferic ar uTxra, mxolod mxarze xeli daado
da es sakmarisi gamodga.
Cvenma ubralo mezobelma daWrili
wamis uswrafesad Tavis manqanis ukana savarZelze Seagdo
da saavadmyofoSi gaaqana.
rodis-rodis Cvenc gamoverkvieT da wamoviSaleT _
yayaniT, lanZRviT, ginebiT.
sanam danis damrtymeli vcemeT,
sanam policias Cveneba miveciT,
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sanam manqana movZebneT da saavadmyofoSi mivediT,
manamde Cvens ubralo mezobels,
romelsac sZulda mTeli ezo,
romelsac sZulda Tavis ojaxi,
romelsac sZulda Tavisi Tavic,
radgan mas yvela daavadeba erTad sWirda,
svamda, eweoda da yvelafers akeTebda,
rom rogorme Cqara momkvdariyo,
saavadmyofoSi mieyvana daWrili mezobeli.
ar vici, SeiZleba es eqimebis devizia,
rom Tavis damsaxurebas xazi gausvan,
magram daWrilis or mozrdil biWs qirurgma uTxra:
`mamaTqvens bedi hqonia, radgan sul xuTi wuTiT
rom daegvianaT misi moyvana, sul xuTi wuTiT...
ubralod ar gadarCeboda~.
ra Tqma unda danis damrtymeli daiWires,
ra Tqma unda daWrili mezobeli saavadmyofodan gamosvlis
Semdegac mezoblebs isev-isev TavCaRunuli esalmeboda.
ra Tqma unda Cveni ubralo loTi mezobeli,
romelsac yvela daavadeba erTad sWirda,
isev svamda, eweoda
da yvelafers akeTebda, rom rogorme Cqara momkvdariyo...
me xSirad vicvli sacxovrebels da am korpusidanac gadavedi
da veRar gavige Cems yofil ubralo loT mezobels
kidev ecxadeba qriste da mxarze xels adebs
Tu mxolod maSin gamoecxada,
rodesac mezoblis gaWrili filtvidan mas uTxra:
`eli, eli... lama sabaqTani?~
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induri sutra
Zvelinduri himni
ar dasruldebi _
radgan arasdros dawyebulxar,
ar mokvdebi _
radgan arasdros dabadebulxar;
puruSa da prakriti ukvdavia,
Sen ki maTi sunTqva xar.
nu SegaSinebs cecxli, romelic miwaSi gadadis,
miwa wyalSi gadainacvlebs,
wyali haerad aorTqldeba.
is, rac mova _ wava,
is, rac amova _ Cava,
is, rac daibadeba _ mokvdeba.
Sen ki araferi Segexeba,
radgan SenSi RvTis ukvdavi sulia...
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udaipureli meomris sityva
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induri nardi
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gamocxadeba
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Tu rogor gamoekveba ojaxi.
TvalebSi edga gadamxmari mindori
da marcvleulis carieli skivri.
gamovida taZridan Candra,
TvalSi sxviCamqrali da gulmokluli,
ar iZleoda RmerTi niSans
da arc nimita sWirdeboda _
RmerTisgan mocemuli niSnebis axsnis wigni.
sasowarkveTilma bazris karTan Caimuxla
da swored am dros...
swored am dros ixila RmerTi.
mtverSi, xmaurSi da Sardis sunSi,
iq, sadac ara mxolod Sudrebi,
aramed miukarebelTa kastis xalxi _
pariebi, Camarebi da dhobebic
iSviaTad sxdebodnen.
am mtverSi, WuWysa da zinTSi
RmerTi wamowoliliyo da Candras uRimoda.
Candras TvalT daubnelda...
Semdeg nela, krZalviT miuaxlovda RmerTs,
daixara misken da...
bazris mtverSi dagdebuli
xmiadis natexi xeliskankaliT aiRo.
bavSvobaSi mosmenili mantra mkafiod Caesma,
romelic qurumis zanzalakiviT wkrialebda:
`om purnamadah purnamidam purnaaT purnamudasiate,
purnasia purnamadia purnamevavaSisaiate
(samyaro, romelic ars sisavse, ese ars sisavse,
romelic gamovlinda sisavsidan,
arsebuli sisavse _ sisavsidan da
arsebuli sisavse naSTebi da natexebia)~.
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sulis mdinare
nisargadata maharajis
om Siva namaha||
om parvati namaha||
om ganeSa namaha||
miboZeT simSvide ese natruli,
momeciT atmanis myudroeba,
raTa ar SevbRalo suli Cemi,
ar gavsvaro samSvinveli Cemi _
Cemiv mogonebebiT da molodinebiT.
momeciT Zala gavapo talRa,
aRma avyve mdinaris dinebas.
...ai, Sevcure mdinareSi,
daRlili xelebiT vusvam mklavurs,
vcdilob gavcuro,
Tumca Znelia wyalTan brZola,
Tan mdinaresTan,
radgan mZimea mdinaris wyali.
mainc mivcurav,
guldaRlili mivapob talRebs.
mdinares amas cxovreba hqvia.
erTi napiri aris tkivili,
meore _ tkboba,
miedineba mdinare ese
da maxeTqebs erTi napiridan meoreze.
om Siva namaha||
momec miRebis Zala _
raTa miviRo is yvelaferi,
rac CemTan modis;
om parvati namaha||
momec tkbobis unari _
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raTa davtkbe im yvelafriT,
rac gamaCnia.
om ganeSa namaha||
momec simSvidis gancda _
raTa gavuSva is yvelaferi,
rac Cemgan midis...
puSkaris sicxe
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megobris werilidan
Sanmugam svamis
me daviRale laqSmi...
suli ise dameRala, rom RmerTebis wyalobasac ki aRar veli.
vici rom es codvaa, magram mgonia rom yvela RmerTma ukve migana
da ara Tu gzis gagrZeleba, fexze wamodgomac ki aRar minda.
erTi xani warsulSi dabruneba mindoda
da amisTvis mTvares _
savsemTvareobas Candra mantrac ki wavukiTxe,
vTxove, moeca CemTvis gaxsenebis unari,
rom Cemiv gonebiT gavfreniliyav Cems bavSvobaSi.
mindoda cxadSi an sizmarSi damenaxa dedaCemis naRvliani Tvalebi,
mindoda megrZno mis mier mowvelili
Cveni TeTri Zroxis rZis gemo,
Tixis jamiT mohqonda xolme _
me da Cems tyupiscal Zmas gvasmevda.
is dro menatreba da minda davinaxo, gavigo an vigrZno Tundac,
erTi wamis ki ara, sul erTi prativipalas ganmavlobaSi moxdes es.
ici es ramdenia, es aris 0,4 wamis 1/60 nawili.
vici mcirea, Zalian mcire,
magram es umciresi bedniereba mirCevnia
Cems xaxadaRebul mware realobas.
me mqonda saxli da Cemi saxli waiRo mevaxSem,
me myavda coli da Cemi coli Caiferfla gangis napiras,
me myavda ori Svili da orive Svili gaqra Cemi cxovrebidan,
ar vici isini romel qalaqSi an sofelSi cxovroben.
mZime aris Cemi karmac da Cemi dharmac,
winaswar vici usasrulod vitrialeb samsaris borbalSi
da arasdros meRirseba moqSa _ sulieri Tavisufleba.
mogatyue megobaro da amisTvis viTxov Sendobas _
roca giTxari, SenTvis viloceb-meTqi.
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winaswar vicodi, rom Cemi locva Sen arafriT mogeweoda,
Cems locvas ar aqvs Zala,
radgan Cemi locva me TviTonac ar Semwevia.
TviTon iloce-meTqi, verc amas getyvi,
radgan mgonia, rom RmerTs Cveni locva aras argia
da is mxolod Cvenive simSvidisTvis gvaqvs gamogonili.
nu damamSvideb, nurafers momwer.
gamiSvi xeli warmosaxvaSic da mimatove,
radgan fiqrSic ki Tu CemTan iqnebi _ gainawileb Cems mZime xvedrs.
gaxsovdes, Seni megobris bedze nawilobriv Sen ageb pasuxs,
amitom ar minda gaxde Cemi mZime karmis gamsworebeli.
gamiSvi xeli, gza gaagrZele.
yvelam Tavisi karma unda gamoasworos,
yvelam Tavisi baRi unda gamarglos.
amitomac xandana bhava megobaro, bandana Senda,
gawyvite jaWvi, romelic Sens Zalebs boWavs,
romelic gabams da verafriT ver afrenilxar.
xandana bhava megobaro, bandana Senda!
amitomac ar daiRalo,
laqSmi, gTxov, rom ar daiRalo.
ar dageRalos suli, radgan is _ RmerTia Sens sxeulSi.
daelode RmerTis wyalobas da isic mova,
vici gadmova uflis madli Senze, Sens cxovrebaze,
adeqi da gza gaagrZele.
arasodes ar ifiqro warsulSi dabrunebaze,
radgan is gaqra, ar arsebobs ise rogorc wina cxovreba.
ar daiRalo, adeqi da gza gaagrZele...
xandana bhava megobaro, bandana Senda!
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inkarnaciuli
gaxseneba
ZaRlebis koncerti
Cavida sulis mze da mosaRamovda,
Citebma Sewyvites gabmuli galoba,
sadRac, Sors ZaRlebma gaabes koncerti _
ukravda vivaldi, baxi da mocarti.
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mivdivar, Tumca ar vici saiT,
Zalian hgvanan erTmaneTs gzebi,
ca mxvdeba wvimiT, setyviT da qariT...
da qirqileben mosisxle mtrebi.
***
dardma gadamiara _ damitova cxeleba,
drom warsuli moaSTo daZarRvuli xelebiT,
Cemi sulis sarkmelTan Caiqroles cxenebma _
Caiqroles cxenebma TqaruniT da WenebiT.
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videqiT orni Sua velze Tavdaxrilebi,
qari bRaoda, aSar kldeebs kawravda saxes,
viRacas wixliT daemtvria xatis qilebi,
viRacas CvenTvis zed karebTan daego maxe.
isedac
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***
xval mkvdar patronebs itirebs ZaRli,
WinWari tyemals daugebs maxes,
nasaxlars stumrad miuva balRi,
gaunaTdeba nasaxlars saxe.
***
qanaobda ca da miwa,
aremare gadalewa _
grialebda qari,
veZaxe da ar gaCerda,
qari foTlebs ar arCevda _
yviTelsa da mwvanes,
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miveqanebi
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***
wvima daiwyo, atalaxda Cems orRobeSi,
viRac SeSas sWris, gaRmiT ismis didi Rreoba,
gamovketilvar tusaRiviT mTian sofelSi,
saSinelia axla Cemi mdgomareoba.
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`lurji rveulis~
natexebi
iqneb, odesRac...
mcxeTas vcxovrobdi
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aba, rad ginda iyo xevsuri
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nu ixevsureb, radgan amiT vals iReb mxolod,
vals ki icode, gadaxda unda.
aba, rad ginda iyo xevsuri _
kuSti, amayi, jiuti moyme...
wvims gremisxevSi
romeli xar
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muxranis bolos
giorgi leoniZes
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dRe Camoilia
dRe Camoilia
kldesaviT naSali,
mTvarem moixvia
cisferi TavSali.
qari mohkioda
gasudrul lazares,
Rame modioda
mkacri da sazari.
Rame modioda
kvexniT da muqariT,
Tbilad miRimodnen
sandro da lukai...
roSkasTan dedabrebs
da devebs eZinaT,
RulSi ki Tvrebodnen
jurxa da bewina.
...vebrZodi mirians _
ficxi da aSari...
dRe Camoilia
kldesaviT naSali.
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***
mTvares Sevyef, viT bulbuli vardsa,
uZilobas vebrZvi kalmis wveriT,
es oxeri, bedi dameTarsa,
cxovrebamac gamadina wveni.
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berdedas - meri RunaSvils
***
edemis baRSi dgas sicocxlis xe fesvgamxmari,
varskvlavTmricxvelni cas umzeren `ziquraTebSi~,
jer araferi ar momxdara mzisqveS axali,
Zvelia sivrcec _ sfinqsis TaTebSi.
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***
yelSi vibruneb kivils
(nel-nela daviRame),
sulo, gauZel tkivils,
gulo, miTxari rame...
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soneti
grigol robaqiZes
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erTi, ori, sam-sami...
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tortman-tortman, savsaviT,
moglejili mTasaviT,
moJRriale fa-saviT
mival da mivqanaob...
sizmris nafleTebi
leRvis xe
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wuTisofeli
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sinaTlis mgzavri
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***
erTi da ori _ gava es welic,
saflavze dayris qari sakravebs
da Semodgomac _ Zroxa mewveli
gamoSreba da uRvTod daklaven.
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nabaxusevze namzeri
kolxuri misteria
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`eli, eli lama sabaqTani?~
(sakramentuli naqadagari)
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***
miwa imeds miqrobda,
zeca zemoT mixmobda,
suli cisken miqroda _
Sori mqonda savali...
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iyo da ara iyo ra
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taxti
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***
saRamos tyeSi iqneba wvima
da sarecxiviT garecxavs foTlebs,
Caatareben Citebi wirvas,
qari mananas kaciviT mokrefs.
Zvelinduri motivi
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dReo, ucbad nu damaxrCob,
cotac gamiZeli kidev,
sakuTari guliT vvaxSmob _
ama soflis gadamkide.
angelozi icinoda,
Tan ar ujerebda yurebs...
qari wvimda, wvima qroda,
me ki vkrefdi furisulebs.
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adrian dilas Wermis yvavilis surneli
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***
Cavyureb sakuTari sulis ufskrulebs _
mxolod sibnele mefobs.
ver viTvli Cems mier Cadenil codvebs
da vTrTi SiSisgan...
Turme amaod vetrfodi wvimas,
amaod kioda Cemi suli _ daRlili qari.
romelic swored ise gaqreba,
rogorc wvimis wveTi okeaneSi.
...did xans vicine, udardeli bavSvoba mqonda _
masmevdnen rZes da maWmevdnen Taflian fiWas...
Tumca saxlidan mainc gaviqec!
gaviare erTi qalaqi, meore... mere udabno;
zRvac gadavlaxe...
momSivda da SevWame xorci!
momwyurda da davlie sisxli!
xan vipare da xanac vimruSe..
damiWires da gamyides monad.
Svidi weli vaTrie jaWvi da mere movkvdi!..
Znelia monobaSi sikvdili.
ufro Znelia martooba da kidev SiSi...
roca sikvdili Sens zurgsukan sunTqavs.
misi carieli Tvalebis susxi, misi gamyinavi sicili...
mere ki sulis dacemis xma: wkap!
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sulma gaiwkriala _ gawyda vercxlis gorgali,
boboqarma warsulma momavali danisla,
aRarsaiT trialebs Cemi bedis borbali,
gareT moCvenebaa Tu tirili qarisa?!
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brunavs samyaro
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Seminde qriste
Seminde qriste!
es me gagyide ocdaaT vercxlad...
radgan Sens winaSe cremlebsa vRvridi _
oRond mamaCemi nu wava-meTqi Cveni saxlidan.
mainc wavida.
da me gagyide!
Seminde qriste!
es me gamovuZex maxvilebiTa da waTebiT aRWurvil guSagebs
da moviyvane gesTimaniis baRSi...
radgan Cems simsivnian ZuZumoWril dedas,
romelic tkivilisagan xmaRla kioda,
TvalSi sicocxlis ukanaskneli sxivi Cauqra.
da me gamovuZex razms Sensken!
Seminde qriste!
es me geambore da vaniSne malqozs, rom Sen iyav ieSua...
radgan Cemi bavSvoba moifSruka xmeli balaxiviT,
daifSvna da qarma gafanta.
da me geambore!
Seminde qriste!
es me gagSolte, gnerwyve kidec, dagcinodi da gaginebdi...
radgan Cemi ocnebebi qarma waiRo,
gaWirveba damiZmobilda.
da gaborotebiT gSolte da gnerwyve!
Seminde qriste!
es me gacvi jvarze golgoTas...
radgan Semomefantnen megobrebi
da gamimravldnen moSurneebi da mtrebi friad.
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damemSa ojaxi... sakuTari Svilis SimSils veRar gavuZel
da gacvi jvarze!
Seminde qriste!
es me vaWame lomebsa da vefxvebs qristeanebi...
radgan sakuTari Tirkmeli gavyide
da es fuli mxolod mkvdrebis damarxvas eyo,
xolo cocxlebi darCnen xelgamowvdilni.
veRar gavuZel.
da me vaWame mxecebs qristeanebi!
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aq var ufalo!
134
induri anderZi
135
Samanis simRera
(ciklidan ulan-ude)
136
Cemi simRera morbis TqvenTan,
rogorc kvici mirbis deda cxenTan...
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sWvrets dros da sivrces brZeni Samani,
umRers RmerTs, winaparT sulebs,
misi xorxidan amodis Sesaqmis musika
da caSi swvdeba mTvaris suls
da mrume varskvlavebs...
***
uflis sabZelTan dafarfatebs Cemi aCrdili,
codvebi Cemi JivJiveben rogorc mercxlebi,
gulmowuruli saiqiod Sevivercxlebi,
male es suli dros eqneba pirSi gaCrili.
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mere? ra mere?! mivdivar,
xan cicqna, xanac didi var,
cisa da miwis xidi var,
davtove ocdacameti...
sofeli. qalaqi.
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lurji dumili xarjamis baRisTvis
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misi sityva, zed wawerili.
dabrundi saxlSi, Tu gaqvs saxli,
dabrundi colTan, Tu gyavs coli,
dabrundi SvilTan, Tu gyavs Svili,
dabrundi moZmesTan, Tu gyavs moZme,
dabrundi... magram nu axseneb xarjamis baRs;
nu mohyvebi zRapars lurj vardze an lurj badaxSze,
radgan waiRebs baRi, rasac daubrundi...
es iqneba saxli Seni,
es iqneba coli Seni,
es iqneba Svili Seni,
es iqneba moZme Seni;
darCebi marto, rogorc udabnos qari, vinc hqris arsaiT!
amitom, gaxdi TviTon dumili,
ara sTqva sityva, Tundac erTi, Tundac naxevrad,
radgan igi sakmarisia danakargisTvis.
dadumdi marad, iyav utyvi, magram metyveli...
Seni dumili gaxdeba wigni, gaxdeba sityva jer ar-Tqmuli,
naTqvami xalxSi.
iyav mdumari da gaigeb saubars cecxlis,
iyav mdumari da gaigeb saubars miwis,
iyav mdumari da gaigeb saubars haeris,
iyav mdumari da gaigeb saubars wylisas;
iyav mdumari da gaigeb saubars yvela cxovelis,
frinvelis, mweris...
Sen gaigeb xmas angelozis da Seni piriT imetyvelebs RmerTi...
iyav mdumari...
iyav mdumari...
iyav mdumari...
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xarjamis baRSi, sad izrdeba sulis lurji xe,
sad yvavilobs narinj-Turinji da xili maTi umtkbaresia,
sad hyveba zRapars urZnis maradmwvane buCqi,
sad galobs lurji frinveli zeciur xmebiT,
iq, swored iq, iSleba Seni bedis vardi...
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sarCevi
xevsuruli skvnili
beRurebis sakenki....................................................................11
rZe.............................................................................................17
welwadi.....................................................................................18
wvima. papis gaxseneba...............................................................20
TibaTve. mTiblebi balaxs Tibaven.........................................21
Zaxveli......................................................................................22
mamas..........................................................................................24
* * * (am wuTisoflis dReebi...)..............................................25
teriaanT Saqria.......................................................................26
bindura.....................................................................................29
fiTri........................................................................................32
mSieri qriste...........................................................................35
suni...........................................................................................37
TuTa da uTu............................................................................43
Sahrazadas zodiaqo, anu sfinqsis dabadeba.........................46
gvelismWamelis naTluli.......................................................48
inkarnaciebi, anu efrem verdiaulis dRiuri.......................49
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mose...........................................................................................50
kaen............................................................................................51
suli _ Seni, Cemi......................................................................52
mzis amosvla sodom-gomorSi.................................................53
Sobis varskvlavi.....................................................................57
erTi wamiT................................................................................58
kirie eleison..........................................................................59
Seyvarebuli wreebi.................................................................60
araferia mzis qveS axali........................................................62
wvima..........................................................................................67
merab miqelaZes........................................................................68
Sokoladis nayini.....................................................................69
avadmyofobis leqsi................................................................70
dRes rogorRac fuli unda viSovo......................................71
erTi sityva..............................................................................72
* * * (amdenma dardma guli aria...)........................................73
daRupuli Taoba......................................................................74
ucnobi nikos idumali impulsi.............................................76
winasaaxalwlo rCeva, rogor viyidoT CurCxela.................79
wvimis wveTi..............................................................................80
mezobeli kacebi.......................................................................82
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induri sutra
Zvelinduri himni.....................................................................87
udaipureli meomris sityva ..................................................88
induri nardi...........................................................................89
indoeli qali jaipuris bazarSi............................................89
gamocxadeba..............................................................................90
sulis mdinare..........................................................................92
puSkaris sicxe.........................................................................93
megobris werilidan................................................................94
inkarnaciuli gaxseneba
ZaRlebis koncerti.................................................................99
* * * (mivdivar, Tumca ar vici saiT...)................................100
* * * (dardma gadamiara _ damitova cxeleba...)..................100
* * * (videqiT orni Sua velze Tavdaxrilebi...)................101
isedac.....................................................................................101
* * * (xval mkvdar patronebs itirebs ZaRli...).................102
* * * (qanaobda ca da miwa...).................................................102
miveqanebi................................................................................103
* * * (wvima daiwyo, atalaxda Cems orRobeSi...).................104
iqneb, odesRac.......................................................................107
mcxeTas vcxovrobdi.............................................................107
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aba, rad ginda iyo xevsuri...................................................108
wvims gremisxevSi...................................................................109
romeli xar.............................................................................109
muxranis bolos.....................................................................110
dRe Camoilia..........................................................................111
* * * (mTvares Sevyef, viT bulbuli vardsa...)...................112
berdedas _ meri RunaSvils..................................................113
* * * (edemis baRSi dgas sicocxlis xe fesvgamxmari...).....113
* * * (yelSi vibruneb kivils...)............................................114
soneti.....................................................................................115
erTi, ori, sam-sami................................................................116
sizmris nafleTebi................................................................117
leRvis xe................................................................................117
wuTisofeli...........................................................................118
sinaTlis mgzavri...................................................................119
* * * (erTi da ori _ gava es welic...).................................120
nabaxusevze namzeri .............................................................121
kolxuri misteria.................................................................121
`eli, eli lama sabaqTani?~...................................................122
* * * (miwa imeds miqrobda...).................................................123
iyo da ara iyo ra..................................................................124
taxti.......................................................................................125
* * * (saRamos tyeSi iqneba wvima...)......................................126
Zvelinduri motivi................................................................126
* * * (dReo, ucbad nu damaxrCob...).....................................127
adrian dilas Wermis yvavilis surneli..............................128
* * * (Cavyureb sakuTari sulis ufskrulebs...).................129
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* * * (sulma gaiwkriala _ gawyda vercxlis gorgali...)...130
brunavs samyaro.....................................................................131
Seminde qriste.......................................................................132
aq var ufalo!........................................................................134
induri anderZi......................................................................135
Samanis simRera......................................................................136
* * * (uflis sabZelTan dafarfatebs Cemi aCrdili...)......137
33.............................................................................................138
sofeli. qalaqi. ....................................................................139
lurji dumili xarjamis baRisTvis ...................................140