Glories of god

1. About me

So I am writing this while listening to the songs typing I meant when I said I am writing this stuff
u may get it from the first line that I am such an ovrthinker yess this is the first thing I am telling
u guys about me stupid meee not even telling uu why I started typing this thing soooo

First of all the title glories of god is what it is because that’s the meaning of my name . yes, my
name is keerat with the double EE I am so particular about the spelling of my name that
whenever someone asks my name for some documentation or to write it somewhere I always
say the spelling k e e r a t because no one gets it when I say keerat they type it as kirat or kiran
which is not their fault but I hate when someone misspells my name so this was the first thing

The second thing ehich I am going to tell you about me and my lfe is that my father is mentally
disordered . yes u read it right why I am teling u this as the second thing is because mostly
everything in my life is connected to him

When my mom was pregnant with me my grandparents found out my gender and wanted to
abort me because I am girl and third girl being born in the family and they wanted a boy and obv
I cant become a boy and so they concluded with their decision that I am going to be mentally
disorderd too and didn’t wanted me in their life even but my moms aunt said that let her keep
the baby if anything would be wrong with her I will take her with me and will do keep her or
send her to an orphanage or something so after a lot of that they decided to keep me now you
must be curious that my dad is mentally disordered then howcome he is married and having a
kid let me clear it out for you now so my mom is from a lower middle class fmily and is a hinduu
my mothers parent that Is my grandparents wanted to get her married because they didn’t
wanted her to be the part of the crisis they were going through so somehow managed to get her
married I know you will be like if myy father is disabled then why the hell he got married or his
parents even thought of ruining someones life by getting him married but yaa they somehow
convienced my moms grandparent that he is an ok mam just a bit fat thst was the only problem
she knew off him before getting married and they didn’t had any problem because of tht one
problem and got my mother to marry him and yes my mither didn’t knew him she married him
because her mother asked for it and my mom wanted to get married for all the jewellery and the
fact that she would wear a lehenga and the chooda which is just so strange to even think of but
yaa it was a marriage full of lies and yes about me getting born the fact behind it is that my
paternal grandmom made them watch porn and asked them for a grandchild and my mother
had to do it

Soo they didn’t aborted me and a fun fact is that the day I came back from the hospital after
getting born for the firs time was the day my grandma got retired soo she still tells me that Iyou
came and I got retired fot you and see you grow upp infront of me and by me

She doesn’t know the fact that iam aware of how she reacted while she heard that third girl is
getting born in the family

Ihave two names one is mannat and the other is keerat which u have already heard so much
about
After my name and a lil bit of family history you would atleast have guess of how it began and
how I came in the worls as my granmaa said that she will take care of mee she did that with my
aren’t my parents , parental grandparents and my fathers brother family lived together in a
building everyone took care of mee like they have to as living in a joint family my mther used to
help me with the school work because y father could not study because of his condition and ya
u would be wondering that howcome a school gave me an admission when my parents havenot
studied well so my grandpaaa had some approach and got me the admission after a test that I
gave which every child did at that time I don’t know about today and I scoed well so tghey gave
me admission on the basis of that my grandma used to teach me too my grandpa helped me
walk and I am so grateful for them and as I know the two sides from the three the first one being
my moms side of the story second one being my side of the story as inwhati saw and believe and
what my mom has told me from the first side the third ne being my grandparents side of the
story and what they believd at somepoint I know a lil bit of their perspective and the rsssst is just
mystery I don’t even know if I know the whole truth or not I am just telling you ehat I know so I
cant really tell if I love my grandparents or shoulnot like them for what they did both my
maternal and parental sides I am talking about here I think it is enough for today and will
continue the rest of it whenever I feel like it