darling, I am so confused and frustrated my love, I thought about you all through

yesterday my love.

I feel so insecure and depressed at the moment my love; I have no idea of what to
do my darling

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darling, I don�t even know where to start from right now my love... I have never
been in a situation like this my darling

Darling, I hope you remember that I told you that I will be going to the seaport
to clear my goods and I will be paying 40,000pounds to clear it from the seaport
before making the supply to my client my love.

after getting to the seaport today, I met with the control officer in charge of my
goods, and made my payment to him.... after making the payment he refused to
release my goods and demand for additional payment of 5000pounds

He said that because I am not a citizen of the country that I have to pay a non
residential tax clearance my darling.

I am so confused I do not know what to do my darling, I have done all that I can
and yet my goods would not be released to me.

And do you know the worst of all, my darling? This seaport is not secured my love

My goods can be vandalized if I don't clear the goods on time, and if anything
should happen to my goods my darling, then this would be the end of me, because I
have invested almost all that I have in this contract

I do not know why life has to be so difficult my darling, I am so confused my

darling, I feel so terrible at this moment my love.

I have contacted my bank manager he said that they my bank do not have a sending
agreement to afrika, and so they will not be able to send any money down to me no
matter what.

I also tried using me ATM master card to no avail my love, I am so confused and I
feel like killing myself right now my love

I have been given 3days interval to come with the money or else my goods will be
place on embargo and everything I have worked for all my life will be gone within
the twinkle of an eye.
I am so afraid my love, because I don�t know what I will say to my daughter if
anything happen to me here in afrika.

I called my client to explain the state of things to him, if he will be able pay me
any upfront payment and as soon as I deliver the goods to them, I will receive the
other half, but my client refused to comply insisting that, this was not the
agreement reached by the both parties, that he will not pay me until I deliver the
goods to the company site.

The agreement reached was that as soon as I deliver the goods to the company site,
only then will I be paid my love.

Darling, I have tried everything I know right now I have no one else to turn right
now, I feel like the whole world is ending before me my love.

please my darling, can I ask you for a favor

I don�t know how to tell you this my love, I am so afraid, because I have never
done this before my love

please my love I need you to loan me 5000euro, as soon as I arrive Germany this
weekend I will pay back the money to you my darling

please my love I promise to pay it back as soon as I arrive Germany my darling, I

won�t let you down, I love you with every breath of my being my darling.

Immediately I get to Germany this weekend, I promise you on my life that I will pay
back every cent of this loan

I can even payback at the airport my love and with interest my darling

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WRITE UP
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It feels like my world was crashing down around me, my

darling ......................... Being without your love has made it hard to
breathe, my angel.

My love for you would not be erased for all eternity.

I miss you so much.

Martin.
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Dear

I have tried a million times to put into words how I feel for you. It's so hard to
describe such an intense emotion. I knew from the day we met, that you

were meant for me.

There are so many expressions of our love: the gentleness of your Words, I can but
keep imagining the way your lips would feel pressed against mine, and how

you would rub your thumb over the back of my hand, you make my knees buckle when
you look into my eyes on your photo, how a smile lights up my face when I

hear your voice. I cannot say how happy I am when I am with you - you make me who I
am.

There was a huge void in my life until you came along. I thank God everyday for
leading us to each other. You complete me. I think back to how empty my life

was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here.

I can't wait to spend forever with you. You are my life, my love, my soul mate, my
heart, and my reason for breathing. I love you ........., with everything

I am.

Love always,

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Good morning my darling .

Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came
into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to

find my way.

There are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the
words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart,

and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love and our love will
ever fade or wither.

You mean the world to me and I care about you so deeply that it hurts for the short
time that we are not together each day. My every thought and breath, I

draw from you and I truly do love you.

I love you and you are my world. You are the most sweetest, most precious woman in
my life. All my life I prayed for someone like you and I thank God that I

finally found you. My Love and angel, I promise that I will always be yours, please
never ever leave me, for I will not survive. I know in my heart our love

will never die. You will always be a part of me and I am a part of you
indefinitely.
I do not find enough words to describe how I feel about you. You possess all the
color and beauty of heavens, lush and satiny. Do you know how much I hunger

for your gentle touch and the warmth embrace of your body?

I love you; you are my every heartbeat and my every breath. Sweetie, let this
letter be a testament to my true feelings for you. The whole world can see and

know how I feel for you. I love you for eternity.

With undying love.

Martin

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Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest
hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my

favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than
any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my

day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my
thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part

of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me
into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd

rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart
because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And
now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

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good morning my darling ,

I hope you have slept well my love. I found that I have been restless not being
with you ever since my darling. I have missed you much more than I ever

imagined was possible; at home, at work, even when I sleep darling, I miss you
beyond words description.

I am indeed happy that every thing went well in Italy and now you are safely back,
back to me and back to our ever sweet love. I feel like I could last

forever loving you this way my darling.

You have no idea how good it feels to wake up every morning knowing you are mine
and I am yours. Being in love with you makes every morning worth getting up

for and being in love with you makes living every day much easier.

I miss you more than anything else in the world my darling, and I long to hold you,
I long to kiss you, I long to melt into you my darling, I long for every

thing about you my love.

My wish for you is that you could feel all the passion and love that I carry around
in my heart and soul for you. You have won my love and soul. You have

gotten it all, even my heart. You make me feel like I am in heaven in the arms of
an Angel. you make me want to live for eternity.

Thoughts of you is what keeps me going when I just want to give up. You are my
meaning for life and love. I love the way that you love me, in each and every

word that you write to me. I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't have you.

Like the sunshine in the morning, may this brighten your day, and remind you that
you are deeply loved and above every other thing in this world, I long to

be with you.

With love beyond description,

Martin.

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My darling

I wish I could hold you in my arms, and gaze into your beautiful eyes and express
how much you mean to me.

But since we are separated by many miles, I can only offer my heart through this
letter. It is important to me that you know how much I love you and how

devoted I am to our relationship.

I cherish you. I cherish every thought of you. I prize all of the memories of us
that arise in the depths of my mind and all of the thoughts of us that

arise in the breaths of my being.

I live for day when our physical separation will end. My love for you is boundless,
immeasurable.

And despite the miles between us, and their assault upon our existence, your heart
is safe in mine; for my love for you is strong and enduring and will

overcome any adversity.In fact, the longer I am away for now, the greater my
yearning becomes to be with you.

And until I can seal these words with a tender kiss, and a warm embrace, I send my
heart across the miles along with my vow of everlasting love and devotion.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER SAY....Martin

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good morning my darling Angel,

I hope you have slept well.

How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should
say I love you then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed.

But of course, I must say something ... my heart beats for you, and my heart longs
for you.

You have allowed me to realize a lot of things in life. You've showed me true love,
something no one has ever done. I love you so much inside my heart that

it keeps me from breathing sometimes.

I never thought I could love this much but I was so wrong. I just thank God for
having you. We are meant for each other and no one can change that. I love

you with ALL my heart.

Sometimes I think about what it would be like if I never met you; my heart aches,
my eyes swell up with tears and I can't help but fall into your arms in my

mind at the pure thought of it! I love you more than words can describe and no
matter what happens, my love, I will always love you. I can't be without you.

My promise: I will keep forever a promise; my heart won't let me forget to always
love you and keep you near in my heart.You are my only love. I will love

you forever; I will belong to you and no other forever.

I love you until the end of time.

Martin
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Good morning my sweetheart,

I just woke up now, because I slept quite late yesterday, sorry my darling that I
could not write you or chat with you in the evening, but I need to tell you

that I have very good news for you. I hope it comes to a positive conclusion today.
If my contract proposals is approved today my darling, then can we

celebrate because that means I can come over soon to be with you, my love.

My angel I must say it is you that inspires me. It is your beauty and your
beautiful words that fall upon my ears every morning and night, that inspires me

and make me want to live forever. You are in my head all the time. This makes me
believe our souls are forever connected in a most profound way and if I am

your absinthe, you then are certainly my chocolate!

You had my heart from the moment I laid eyes on your photograph, and now it`s near
impossible to take my mind off you.
Memories I share with you are the most beautiful I can and will ever recall, and my
heart begins to flutter every single time I read your messages.

Holding you in my arms and running my fingers through your hair is a feeling I long
for with all my heart and I know nothing can compare, with it.

You will forever and for all times be my one and only love, my angel sent down to
me from above. Forever you will fuel the blood flowing through my veins,

and I promise my feelings will never change. You`re everything I dreamt for, and
the woman of my dreams, just never forget that you are all that gleams.

We share a love that most will never know An unbreakable bond that continues to
grow. Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasons why I love you

from the depth of my heart and soul. And I wonder what I'd do without you, without
your healing smile, your words of love, the caring and sensitive way they

touch me, lifting me just when I need it most.

Without you, what would I have? What would I be? I can't imagine existing in a
world where someone doesn't love me the way you do.

And I think you're nothing short of amazing. Your love always has been and always
will be,life's greatest gift to me!

I love you from the bottom of my heart and for all eternity.

Martin

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good morning my darling Hilda,

have you slept well my darling? I have thought and dreamed of you all through the
night my love.

Thank you for your response and your telephone number that you sent to me. I will
try to call you as ypou have asked. I long to also here your voice.

Here also is my telephone number: (+44 701 112 9430), Just in case you want to
reach me anytime.

From the very first moment I saw you, you had stollen my heart and my love. This is
something I had thought impossible for It has been so long since a woman

has captured my attention so fully or made my heart beat the way it did from that
day.

Each day that passes makes my love for you to grow stronger. I miss you more every
day. I am here with open arms where you will some day finally arrive...
right where you belong.

I love and hope to hear your voice soon.

Martin.

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VIRUS

Good morning my darling ,

I hope you have slept well. This is and will be my continual prayers for you my
darling.

Thank you so much for your letters and I must confess that your concerns for me
brings me almost to tears my love; this is the first time in a very long time

that anyone is truly concerned about me and this give me a whole new feeling of
safety and security.

My darling, thank you so much for your care and concern in such a short while.
Please know that I am grateful from the bottom of my heart.

I know sometimes you might wonder at the intensity of my love, sometimes you might
even think this is but a fairy tale. But I wish to assure you again my

angel with all that I am in this world," I love you and I will love you even more
until then end of time". I wish to assure you my darling, that I would

never hurt you, I will never play with your love and trust for me, I will never
disappoint you and I will never make you cry.

I will be the hand that dries your tears, the shoulder you can lean on in your
times of weakness, I will be the one that carries you over broken bridges.

Honey, if I must tell you truthfully, all my life, I have lived a life of
loneliness; I almost lost in isolation and lack of care. This turned me into a

workaholic, I had worked so hard to amass money and material things, but I have
found no satisfaction in all these things, my darling.

There had been a vacuum in my life, a longing and a desire that non had been able
to quench. But the moment I laid eyes on you my love, everything changed, I

felt something like I have never felt before, you lit a fire in my once cold heart,
now I feel warm and secured.

My life was devoid of laughter and light, but you have given me light and music to
dance to. Please my love, don't you ever play with my heart and my love,

for I will not survive.

I love you far above every other thing in life and I wish above all things to spend
the remaining of the rest of my life with you my darling.

I will love you forever and no matter what life brings our way, I will keep loving
you. I am a man of my word darling, and I will keep loving you until the

end of time.

With love