RQ #3: Do you think being smart shamed affected your academic performances?

If yes or
no, why?

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Yes, it really
made me
question all
the things
that I
fundamentally
believed.
Every time I
heard the
word "bida-
bida," it would
make me turn
my neck to helpless dejection Falling But
spot who it Striving
was aimed at. motivation
It was
immature,
but during
that time
(Elementary
and Junior
High), it was
all I could
think about. I
couldn't even
defend myself
at that time,
which made it
worse.
Yes, actually Yes, actually Yes, actually
ano nung mga at first I was at first I was
una nadi- feeling feeling
discourage ako discouraged discouraged discouraged
sa studies ko regarding my regarding my
'pagka-magre- studies like studies like a drive
recite ako sometimes I sometimes I
ganiyan kahit want to raise want to raise
gusto kong my hands to my hands to
magtaas ng answer but answer but
kamay then I know then I know
nagdadalawan that they’ll that they’ll be
g isip ako ako be able to able to say
kasi 'yun nga say something
ahm may something again and I
masasabi na again and I didn’t wanted
naman sila at didn’t to be the
ayokong wanted to be center of
maging center the center of attention
of attention attention specially their
lalo na 'yung specially whisperings
mga bulungan their like “there she
nila na "ayan whisperings goes again”,
na naman like “there “she’ll raise a
siya", she goes hand again”,
"magtataas na again”, “she’ll “such an
naman siya ng raise a hand attention
kamay", again”, “such seeker” then
"napaka- an attention when it comes
bidabida" seeker” then to exams I’ll
ganun tapos when it sometimes
kapag exam comes to purposely
minsan exams I’ll wrong my
minamali ko sometimes answers since
nalang purposely I have this
purposely lalo wrong my classmate
na meron answers that would
akong kaklase since I have literally
na hahaltakin this snatch your
papel mo para classmate paper from
malaman score that would your hand so
mo tapos literally that they’ll be
sasabihan ka snatch your able to know
ng kung ano paper from your marks
ano behind your hand so and then
your back na that they’ll would proceed
kesyo be able to on talking
nandadaya ka, know your behind your
baka mamaya marks and back.
ay may mga then would Spreading
ano papers ka proceed on rumors like
na kinukuha talking you probably
tapos alam mo behind your cheated or
na ang sagot back. that you
kasi nga close Spreading already know
ka sa mga rumors like the answers
teachers pero you probably since you’re
ayun nung una cheated or close with
lang 'yun. that you your teachers.
Ngayon kasi already know But right now,
ano eh the answers I’ve turned it
ginagawa ko since you’re as a drive to
na siyang drive close with alleviate my
para your studies.
pagbutihin lalo teachers. But
'yung pag-aaral right now,
ko. I’ve turned it
as a drive to
alleviate my
studies.
Yes, kasi Yes, because Yes, because
nakakababa it lowered my it lowered my
siya ng confidence. confidence. it lowers
confidence. self-
confidence

Oo, affected Yes, it did Yes, it did

talaga yung affect my affect my
academic academical academical
performances performances performances
kase kapag because for because for
ano. For me me, when me, when
kapag may someone is someone is putting an
nasheshame shaming me shaming me extra effort
sayo, ano e, then I put an then I put an
ginagalingan extra effort to extra effort to
ko pa para it so like it so like yeah,
parang mas yeah, go go ahead and
ano sila mas ahead and talk about me
sige pag- talk about hahahahaha.
usapan niyo ko me
ganon hahahahaha.
hahahahaha
Yes, kagaya Yes, like Yes, like what
nga ng sinabi what I have I have said
ko kanina mas said earlier I earlier I
naging became more became more
cautious ako. cautious and cautious and
Sa pagiging because of because of
cautious ko, that, the that, the cautious
hindi ko thought of thought of not
namalayan na not being being able to
hindi ko na able to do my do my usual
pala nagagawa usual things things before
‘yung ginagawa before slipped my
ko before so slipped my mind and
ayun nag- mind and resulted in
result ‘yun sa resulted in my declining
pagbaba ng my declining grades.
mga grades ko. grades.