Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Synopsis
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Acknowledgments
Also by Olivia Wildenstein
About the Author
Synopsis
For five hundred years, my people and I have been locked on a tiny island
in the middle of the ocean because of my mother's cruel magic.
But that day came, and with it, a destiny that bound me to a winged beast of
a man.
A Crow.
My Crow.
G aining entry into the Fae Temple is surprisingly easy for the doors are
unlocked, however a Fae priest is flicking fire onto the wicks of the
candelabra hanging from what looks like the very sky but is, in fact,
a glass ceiling.
Although I keep the golden doors from banging shut, his amber eyes
rise to them. “Hello?”
Bronwen stiffens.
I drag her along, right toward the man who now stands in the middle of
the large aisle we must travel down. Without letting her go, I prick my
finger on my shell. Once I’m a hairbreadth away, I release Bronwen and
snag the man around the throat. I cannot help myself from whispering an
apology into his pointed ear before drawing the sigil for sleep onto his pulse
point.
His gasping and grunting quiets instantly.
“I’ve sedated him,” I tell her, so she doesn’t assume I’ve killed him.
I ease the male in white robes down onto one of the many stone
benches, then return to where I left Bronwen. When my outstretched hand
bumps into hers, she reappears.
I take her arm and lead her to where the white floor glimmers gold with
an inset sun. “How do we get through the Lucin emblem?”
“I don’t know.”
“What do you mean you don’t know?”
“The Cauldron hasn’t shown me how you’ll open it, only that you will.”
Well, great. I sink onto my hands and knees and crawl over the sun,
pressing my palms into every ray, smearing blood on the gold. An idea
comes to me. I paint the symbol that softens hard surfaces so we can travel
through walls. Before my next heartbeat, I sink into the floor and thump
against damp stone, in a chamber so dark I cannot see the tip of my nose.
My fall was brief, which tells me that the ceiling must be low. I feel
around me, scuttling like a blind bug. If only there was a sigil for light, but
our blood has its limitations and creating fire is one of them. The other is
slipping through wards intended to repel Shabbin blood.
My fingertips connect with a raised platform. I trail it upward,
straightening slowly. Although I’m not tall, the top of my head grazes more
stone.
Hunched over, I drag my fingertips across the rough surface. When the
raggedness turns smooth and colder still and the air fills with the tang of
iron, my entire body begins to tingle. I trail my fingers lightly across what I
recognize to be a metal arm.
A large metal arm.
I’ve found him.
I’ve found Lorcan Ríhbiadh.
Four
I trail the arm to the obsidian dagger my mother and her Fae lover
planted between Lorcan’s shoulder blades and wrap my fingers around
the hilt. I barely have to flex my muscles to slip it free from the statue
Lorcan became at the contact of the black stone.
The whoosh of a breath followed by the whisper of fabric resounds
through the darkness, and although I’m aware I’m awakening a good man, I
can’t help backing up as far as the tomb will allow.
Twin golden orbs flare, trying to locate me, but not only is the darkness
complete, I’m still invisible.
Who are you? The voice resonates between my temples like crumbling
rock.
My throat tightens until I can barely swallow, much less breathe.
“Zendaya,” I wheeze. “Granddaughter of Queen Priya of Shabbe.”
The silence becomes so complete that I worry Lorcan has impaled
himself anew on the obsidian dagger. But then he says, Meriam’s
daughter?
“Meriam may have made me but she’s no mother.” I have no memory of
the shape of her face or of the feel of her arms. For all I know, she never
embraced me during my first year of life.
The air thins as though Lorcan is siphoning every breathable molecule.
“How long has it been?” He speaks aloud this time, his deep timbre
coasting over the walls like a skipping stone.
“Five hundred years.”
He absorbs this in silence. I don’t have to wonder how he feels since
we’ve been trapped just as long. Our cage may have been larger but it was
still a cage.
“Bronwen is waiting for us above ground. I magicked her so she’d be
invisible like I magicked myself. You can’t see me, can you?”
Although we’re entrenched in darkness, my grandmother told me Crow
senses are exquisitely acute.
“No, but I can hear your heartbeats.”
Thank the Cauldron my enemies are the Fae and not these bird shifters
with unparalleled hearing. “You must carry her to safety.”
“What about you, Zendaya?” He pronounces my name slowly, as
though committing it to memory. “Do you plan to swim back to Shabbe?”
“No.” I think of this daughter I’m to have and of the mother I’d like to
find to ascertain whether she still breathes. “I’d like to see more of Luce
first. You see, Meriam drew a sigil. One that locked us in Shabbe for the
past five centuries. Which is why no one came to free you sooner.”
He absorbs the information slowly. “Five hundred years . . .” Although
his voice doesn’t shake with grief, it rattles with fury.
“Are you ready to reconquer Luce, Lorcan Ríhbiadh?”
The golden orbs shine more brashly. “Yes, Zendaya of Shabbe. I’m
ready.” Under his breath, he murmurs, “Tach ahd a’feithahm thu, mo
chréach.”
I learned Crow so long ago that it takes my mind a moment to recall the
translation, but when I do, goosebumps flourish over my skin. He’s
awakening his people, telling them that the sky awaits them.
Once he falls quiet, I say, “If you hold my hand, I can lead you out.”
I’m already out.
Before I can ask how, I recall my grandmother explaining that Crows
can not only shift into winged beasts but also into smoke.
I make quick work of reopening my barely-healed scab and drawing the
same symbol that led me inside Lorcan’s coffin. One breath later, I’m
standing in the heart of the temple, next to a cloud of sooty smoke that
keeps tearing and coalescing.
“Mórrgaht,” Bronwen rasps.
The oddity of hearing a Faerie call a Crow Your Highness is outweighed
by the relief that she’s safe and sound and still cloaked by my magic.
He must speak into her mind because she says, “I’m right here.”
Just as the great doors are thrown open and a platoon of soldiers led by
King Andrea himself penetrate the Holy Fae edifice, she winks back into
existence.
Andrea’s brown skin seems to gray as he takes in the cloaked woman
and the shadow of the man his father imprisoned. Before any of the Fae can
conjure up their magic, Lorcan morphs into a monstrous bird with iron
talons and a beak that gleams just as wickedly as his claws.
“Where is she? Where can I find the Shabbin traitress?” I yell, but
Bronwen’s already airborne, Lorcan having snatched her with his mammoth
talons.
He pummels through the glass ceiling, splintering it into a million
jagged pieces, which sends the glowing candelabrums crashing to the floor.
I drop to my knees and curl on myself, praying no fire or glass will
chew through my cloak for smoke or a puddle of blood would give my
location away.
In spite of the din, I hear a male exclaim, “I told you I felt the ground
tremble earlier!”
I peek up from where I’m huddled to find a redheaded man crunch over
the glass, straight for me.
My invisibility sigil!
My heart scrambles into my throat, obstructing my breathing.
“The dungeon! Now!” The king’s command stays the man’s feet, stays
my pulse too. I must still be invisible if he’s ordering his men away. “Justus,
NOW! Meriam must’ve gotten away!”
Justus? As in Justus Rossi? Agrippina’s father? The notorious Fae
general who’s single-handedly grown our Shabbin population by forcing
hundreds of Lucins to walk the plank?
Humans and Fae who ended up in Shabbe because our serpents deemed
them worthy of being saved and carried them through the one-way wards.
The general’s jaw tics as he sweeps his gaze over the destruction, over
me. The second he wheels around, I shoot to my feet to follow since their
destination is also mine. What I don’t take into account is that I’m covered
in specks of glass, which all tumble from my cloak as I straighten.
Justus whirls around, a dagger at the ready. “She’s here, Maezza!
Meriam is here! That’s how he escaped!” Justus’s blue eyes blaze with
bloodlust. “Show yourself, or we attack Shabbe tonight and turn your little
isle to ash.”
It’s a ploy. They won’t attack. They fear us and our magic too much.
They fear getting trapped alongside us in our diminutive southern isle.
“Sprites, send word to every captain and soldier to ready the ships!”
Andrea’s roar catches on every slab of marble and shard of glass. “Shabbe
will fall before the sun rises!”
“NO!” My voice stabs the wrought air.
“One last chance, Meriam. Show yourself or we attack.”
My heart beats so briskly there’s no dip between each thud. What to do?
The answer comes to me before my next breath.
I slash my palm with a piece of glass and sink back into the tomb, then
gush a scarlet pattern onto the icy stones, a lock, except this time, it isn’t
Shabbe I’m enclosing into an unbreachable sphere; it’s Luce.
I swoon from all my blood-casting and tip, bashing my head into the
wall. I blink, trying not to lose consciousness, but the air is so black and my
head so heavy . . .
Zendaya—Lore’s voice resonates between my temples, jolting my eyes
wide—where are you?
“Inside your tomb,” I murmur, trying to pry my weakened body off the
dank stones.
I need to find my mother. I need to make sure she’s dead, and if she
isn’t, I must kill her. I—
Cool air slicks around my ears and cheeks like silken wind, and then
eyes gleam in the darkness, but they aren’t gold; they’re pitch-black. I
stumble backward.
I’ve sent Cathal to carry you home but you must get yourself out of
the tomb.
Except he cannot carry me home.
Not as long as the swirls of my blood emblazon the Lucin stones.
Cool fingers wrap around one of my trembling hands and tows it toward
the low ceiling.
I smile because I’ll need more than a handprint to slip through the stone.
Slowly, I ease my fingers from the Crow emissary’s. What did Lorcan say
his name was again? Cathal?
Keeping one hand pressed against the ceiling for support, I sketch the
symbol to slip through the stones. Cathal must slip out in time with me
because my feet barely touch the ground before I’m airborne, drifting
amidst snowflakes and stars.
Five
“I f anyone should quake in their boots, Cathal, that’s you. I could spell
you in your sleep with a drop of my blood.”
Good thing I don’t intend to sleep then.
I cannot help wondering what he intends to do. Go out and fly over
Luce to terrorize the Fae? Fraternize with his awakened brethren?
Both corners of his mouth rise. If Lorcan will allow instilling a little
terror, I wouldn’t be against paying certain Fae a visit, but knowing the
man, he’ll surely want us all tucked in for a while. He goes to the table
and unwraps the food. A block of cheese tumbles out, along with what
looks like a sausage link.
My stomach growls at the sight of the cheese. Before he can eat it all, I
head over to the table and seek out a knife on the scarred wooden tabletop.
I may turn into an animal, princess, but I do have some manners. Yet
he grows his nails into iron talons to sliver the cheese. I admit it’s practical
but quite savage.
He pokes the slice and extends it my way. As I pinch it off, I remind
myself not to venture onto a Crow’s bad side because a swipe of those
metal nails would be most unpleasant.
It all depends on the pressure.
“Get out of my head, Cathal,” I grumble as I slip the morsel between
my lips and chew hard.
I’m afraid it’s too late for that, princess. You see, I cannot mind-walk
into just anyone’s head. Only our king has that ability.
“Then how come you can read my thoughts? Is my Shabbin skull
porous or something?”
Or something. He slivers another piece of cheese and holds it out.
I snatch it from him.
How much has your grandmother taught you about Crows?
“I know you shapeshift. I know that your beaks and talons are pure iron,
and that the king is made of five crows while the rest of you only transform
into one.”
What of our . . . mating bonds?
My pulse drops into my stomach. “What of your mating bonds?”
Mates can penetrate each other’s minds.
My jaw slackens. Is he saying—is he saying— No . . .
Yes.
“No.”
Yes.
I snap my jaw shut and wedge my teeth so firmly together that my gums
ache. There must be another reason for our mind-link.
He reclines against the table and props one giant foot on one of the two
chairs. I cannot possibly be mated to someone so large, so beastly, so . . . so
...
So what?
“I’m a princess, and one day, I’ll be a queen. My king needs to be”—I
gesture to his frightening form—“not you.” He’d terrorize Shabbins.
My horror blunts the twinkle in his eyes. I thought the little princess
wasn’t scared of anything.
“Do not call me little.”
He pushes away from the table and stalks closer. Or what, Zendaya?
I tilt my head as far back as it can go. “Or . . . or I’ll . . .” I don’t fall
back but my spine bends.
Spell away our bond? It’s Cauldron-made, so no amount of blood
magic will erase it.
I mash my lips together as his face hovers over mine, as his body
agitates the air between our bodies. “I’ll leave.”
Didn’t you just lock us inside Luce?
“It’s my sigil. I can erase it.”
He takes another step forward forcing me to lean farther back. Tell me,
how do you plan on getting back to that mausoleum the Fae call a Holy
Temple? Last I heard, Shabbins couldn’t fly, but I suppose a lot can
change in five hundred years.
As his smell and voice lace around me, my pulse clocks the lump on my
forehead, making it throb as hard as the organ lodged beneath my ribs.
His gaze flicks to the bump. As though my bruise harms him somehow,
he scowls, dark smoke coiling off his shoulders and black hair. Before my
next breath, the man becomes smoke and vanishes from the room.
Although I wanted him gone, the suddenness of his disappearance is
destabilizing. For several long minutes, I stay planted in the middle of the
bedroom, nibbling the life out of my bottom lip, wondering if he’ll return.
What if he doesn’t?
My mate . . .
A shudder rattles me. The Cauldron couldn’t possibly have been of
sound mind when it decided to make Cathal and me mates.
Not only could the man crush my larynx between his pinkies, but if he’s
massive everywhere . . . A wave of heat folds over me at the contemplation.
Remembering that I’m wearing two dresses, I contort my arms and
fumble to unfasten the bodice on the wool one. The laces untying feels like
a lungful of oxygen after a long underwater swim. I drink in the air greedily
as I shrug off the stiff woolen material and step out of it.
A burst of cool air has me glancing away from the fabric pooled around
my boots. Cathal’s broad figure darkens the doorway. Unabashedly he runs
me over with his gaze, absorbing each pleat of silver chiffon, each coil of
silver rope.
I feel like he’s undressing me even though his fingers are nowhere near
my body. “I thought you were gone.” Although not as breathy as
Agrippina’s, my voice sounds threaded with too much air.
I’ve just returned to give you this. He raises his hand, offering me a
knotted satchel. It’s snow. For your head wound.
I blink at his offering as though it were the oddest gift I’ve ever received
when it’s quite possibly the kindest. When I make no move to take it from
him, he sets it down on the table beside the crumbling cheese and uneaten
sausage.
My bed is yours. My room as well. Sleep well, princess, and come find
me when you’ve gotten over your fear of my . . . massiveness.
I suck in a startled breath as he shuts the door, the force of his departure
fluttering my long hair and plucking at my bewildered heart. “I’m not
scared, Cathal!” I call out after him, which earns me a raucous, chilling
chuckle.
Seven
T he sun sets and the stars rise and still Cathal doesn’t return to the
tavern or to his bedroom. Instead of relieved, my stomach has been
writhing with nerves since he left.
I refuse to seek him out.
If he wants to see me, he’ll come.
I slide between his sheets that smell faintly of him and completely of me
and toss and turn, lying awake for hours, body aching in ways it has never
ached before. I growl my pent-up frustration into the pillow before flipping
onto my back and watching more snowflakes flutter across the dark sky.
The flurries vanish as my eyes conjure Cathal’s dark smirk. I blink it
away, but somehow, his face has imprinted itself onto the backs of my lids.
I drag my palms across my face, then farther, over my tender breasts. I
haven’t touched myself in months. My frustration has absolutely nothing to
do with an infuriating Crow and everything to do with not having had a
release in so long. Kneading one breast, I close my eyes and let my other
hand wander lower and lower until my fingers find my wet heat.
Cathal’s face floods my mind. I try to replace it with someone else’s but
my head is stubborn and won’t allow my mind to wander. In the end, I give
up and allow his dark eyes and crooked nose to draw a long moan from my
lips, and then another and another, until I’ve thoroughly drenched his
sheets.
I barely have to graze my swollen clit to get myself off, so my fingers
grow as sluggish as my pulse. I give myself another slow stroke, and
although I keep Cathal’s name off my lips, I cannot keep his face off my
lids.
The creak of leather reels my lashes up, and I find myself looking
straight at the man I’ve been fantasizing about for the last hour. I blink to
make sure he’s real. When my eyes open, Cathal’s still there, still
unbuckling his battle fatigues while I lay in his bed with my hand between
my thighs.
“Don’t stop on my account, princess. I’m very much enjoying the
show.”
I snap the sheets over my body and glower. “Don’t you know how to
knock?”
“I wasn’t aware I had to knock on my own door.”
My pulse is slow no more and quickens further as he keeps stripping.
When his chest is bare, I tuck the sheets more snugly around my chest as
though a flimsy piece of linen could wrangle my heart into submission.
“What are you doing?”
“Taking off my clothes.”
I’m tempted to roll my eyes but keep them leveled on his. “You know
that’s not what I’m asking.”
As his fingers drop to the buttoned seam of his leather breeches that
barely contains the bulge beneath, my core clenches, threatening to tip me
over the edge without so much as a flick.
“Have you forgotten that it’s my bed, Zendaya?” He pushes the leather
down legs as thick as trunks. When he straightens, although the room is cast
in nothing but veiled moonlight, I don’t miss the enormous thing that
springs to life between his thighs and bounces as he walks over to the side
of the bed I haven’t taken over. He tugs on the sheets I’m clutching for dear
life, but I must’ve grown talons because there’s no give to my fingers.
“Very well.” He drops the sheet and just sprawls on top, his feet poking
from the mattress. Although his lids fall, his erection doesn’t. “Were you
imagining it was my hand?”
“What?” My voice is strangled.
“Between your thighs.” He turns his head to look at me.
Although I’m no stranger to the deep, I drown and flounder in the
depths of his irises. “No.”
He smiles. “My tongue, then?”
My heart catapults itself against my ribs before liquefying and dripping
along my spine. “No.”
He keeps smiling as though he can see right through my lie, the same
way he can see into my mind, and shifts on the mattress. I wrap the sheets
more snugly around me, half expecting him to make a move, but the only
part of him that moves is his arm.
He grips his shaft and gives himself a slow pump that makes his thick
tip glisten. “Gach air a bhain mi fhàin, ha schemlach do làhd ag do beul.”
It takes my mind a moment to make sense of his words, but when they
hit, they spring my fingers open and draw a choked exhale from my parted
mouth. Every time I’ve touched myself, I imagined it was your hand and
your mouth.
Oh Cauldron . . . oh Cauldron . . . oh Cauldron.
I fling the sheet off my body, too flushed and too sensitive.
Cathal’s eyes snap to my exposed flesh, to my heaving breasts, to my
pebbled abdomen, to the wet curls covering wetter folds.
He’s cast his net, and however much I’ve fought it, there’s no escaping
this mating bond. He’s caught me.
“And which felt better, Cathal, my mouth or my fingers?”
Nine
C athal has gone stock-still. Even his chest seems to have turned to
stone.
Cauldron, his chest. Now that I allow my eyes to linger on him, I
devour each slab of muscle, each sharp groove, each dark hair. He may be a
beast, but he’s apparently my beast. The surge of possessiveness and desire I
feel for this man rocks me.
He echoes the sentiment with a growled, “Leámsa,” before rolling
himself over me, his thick cock slapping my thigh.
Mine.
He brackets my face between his powerful forearms and simply stares
as though he’s memorizing the curl of my eyelashes, the pinkness of my
irises, the bow shape of my mouth.
Perhaps that isn’t what he’s doing, but it certainly is what I’m doing.
I’m committing each one of his features to memory even though I feel like I
already know him by heart.
I lick my lips as his arousal dribbles along my legs, and then I’m licking
his mouth, his tongue, his teeth. And he’s devouring my mouth, my tongue,
my teeth. My nipples strain against his chest, harden from the friction of his
coarse hair and stone pecs, from the sweep of his tongue and the heat of his
mouth and the pulse of his cock.
Possessed. That’s what we are.
He kisses a line down my throat, laves my breasts, and although he’s
unleashed, he isn’t brutal, and although he isn’t tender, he’s deliberate. My
blood whooshes faster and faster until my limbs feel as swollen as my
breasts, as swollen as the bundle of nerves Cathal is slowly traveling
toward.
When his kiss lands in my belly button, my hips jerk. He seizes the
opportunity to slide his arms beneath my thighs and tilt me to him. I gasp as
his next open-mouthed kiss lands there.
I grip handfuls of the sheets as he slides the flat of his tongue over me. I
come so fast and hard that I tear the sheet off the mattress and scream his
name. His lips curve against my tender flesh before his tongue ventures
lower, spearing into me and feasting on my wetness.
Another orgasm tightens my core and explodes against his tongue. His
fingers, which he’s wrapped around my trembling thighs, spread me wider.
I tug on his hair to tow his face back up my body, but the man’s
unyielding.
He teases my core until he’s wrenched every ounce of juice from my
body, and still more comes and bastes his tongue.
Never have I come this profusely or this intensely. I doubt the Cauldron
mated me with Cathal because of his proficiency at oral sex, but Gods am I
glad for the added benefit. He laughs, and the sound alone drives another
groundswell of pleasure through me.
He climbs back the length of me and hovers there, lips puffed and slick,
face glazed in sweat that makes his black makeup drip. I lift my hand and
run it over his bladed cheeks, smearing the charcoal dust over his feather
tattoo, before raising my head, and kissing the emblem of what he is.
A Crow shifter.
A Crow shifter I will one day have a child with. A little girl. I’m so
overwhelmed with emotion that it slides out the corners of my eyes and
dampens the hair at my temples.
“May she have her mother’s beauty,” he murmurs.
I swallow the lump his words drive into my throat before pressing my
palms into his chest to roll him onto his back. He goes down gently, taking
me along.
I straddle him and gaze upon his beautifully crooked face that stirs my
heart and agitates my blood like no other face, no other soul, no other body.
“And may she be endowed with your skilled tongue.”
He scowls. “You better be referring to my aptitude with words.”
I smirk.
“You’re talking about our daughter, Daya.” He shudders as though the
thought is positively revolting. “Our daughter may be the one destined to
break Lorcan’s curse, but she will not be doing it with her tongue.”
I laugh at his distress, and then I laugh because . . . well, because I’m
happy, but then I sober as my eyes meet his and my body glides
infinitesimally lower. I want to wrap my tongue around him and savor him
like he savored me, but I want him inside of me more.
I lever my hips to allow his engorged shaft to slide up between us. His
tip trails heat from my ass to my pulsating center before slapping my clit. I
lower myself and rock against the ridged underside of his shaft until his
expression warps from fury to ecstasy.
“That isn’t how babies are made, princess.” His hands grip my waist,
circling it almost entirely.
“Isn’t it?” I ask innocently.
He grumbles something low in his throat, lifts me, and without pausing,
spears me onto his cock. Although I think he may have breached my
stomach, if not my heart, and distended me so much that no other male will
fit, I moan in ecstasy.
The sound is swallowed by his brutish growl. “No other male will ever
fuck you, princess. Was that not clear?”
As he stretches my walls, I smile and let my head fall back. Although I
didn’t mount this man to make a child, when he spills his seed inside my
womb, I dream of her. Of this daughter Cathal and I will conceive in a few
moons.
A little raindrop of a girl who’ll swell into a storm and flood our world.
THE END.
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Acknowledgments
Thank you to Maria, Traci, Katie, and Laetitia for your unwavering love
and support. ♥
And thank you to the book box that inspired me to write this wintertime
tale. I hope my little love story will keep you warm during the cold months.
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About the Author
Olivia is the byproduct of a meet-rude in a Parisian discotheque that turned into an epic love story
spanning several decades. Naturally, this shaped the way she viewed romance.
After meeting her own Prince Charming—in a Parisian discotheque of all places—she decided to
put fingers to keyboard and craft love stories for a living.
None of her characters have ever met in a Parisian nightclub... as of yet.
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