You wouldn't have known, but I already knew I loved you.

But I'm still not sure I should tell you anything because up till now
I'm still struggling to trust again in this situation. ( having a hard time to trust in people again)
So, a year ago, I decided to keep these emotions to myself.
However, there are times when my feelings start to wane for reasons I can't explain. Perhaps it's
because you constantly push me toward someone else or give me the impression that you don’t like me
back.
(Fast forward)
As time passes, I come to the realization that it's okay to love you from a distance because I know that I
still have a lot of wounds to heal before I can commit to a relationship or tell someone that I like them. It
would be unfair to you if I told you that I liked you and I’m not sure within.