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I’m not a normal child anymore because if I was, I would have been
there, on the football field, striking a goal. This sickness, I don’t know
when it will leave me and I don’t know why I’m here too. Why didn’t
Varun or anyone else get affected? What wrong have I done to be in
this situation? I’m the one who gets bullied everyday and I’m not the
one who gets punished by the principal every now and then. I’m just 10
and I’ve already shamed my parents, neighborhood, school, friends,
everyone around me. My mother won’t talk to me because of that little
printed paper. Why did all of this happen suddenly? Wasn’t everything
going so well already? I was getting brilliant grades, was liked by so
many people in school and also made my parents proud once upon a time.
I don’t know why I’m here.
I was a normal child when my parents would drop me to school and not
to the hospital. AIDS does alienate an individual from themselves, from
the society, from the family and now from their loved ones too. My
friends who would make promises to stay with me forever have now
vanished into thin air. I am tired of being depressed and guilty for my
situation because I didn’t ask for this. If I was evil enough like Varun
and his friends, I would go around sneezing at everyone who mocks at
me. But, I’m no quitter and definitely not an idiot like them. I’m going
to get through this. Probably not get well soon or anything, but prove
that I am still a normal child.