Last year alive?

By Green Renaissance – Jeremy Puren

We are all gonna die soon. What would you do if this was your last year? What would it look like
if I lived my life as if this was my last year in life. What’s my human experience?

The little voices in my headconversationsgood and destructive chats.

Mindoverwhelmed and cluttereddifficult to take ur mind outside of urself.

Personalsafe spacePersonal retirementwhen overwhelmed

Big medicinea healera personal space

I can get most of my life when I’m in a space when I feel lightkind and sympathetic to myself
and my situation.

Extra need for kindsnesswhen going through difficult times in life.

Deep fear of lossidentitypermanentdeep fear of lossactually not ‘vas’/permanent as u

thought it would be.

Rebuild a new identity go through big shift in life

Who are u? What do u want to do with your time and your life?
What does life look like if I were in tune with that raw sense of journey?

What do u know is true about you? (despite society’s standards.)

I have been true to that essencehave to be strong enough.

It is a space that has a lot of potential also to hurtBecause u r vulnerable.

A way to sit with paina place to neutralise all those pains.

Guilty about having things make me feel guilty of not using it

If I don’t use it, am I honoring my privilege in a way?

I feel small and very vulnerable, but also feel safe, bcs I feel like im a part of everything.
Man , if I had to die now, man I have a good year.-->had difficult and good times tooit’s part
of life

Pain what can be healed and to see what’s hidden inside

PleasureUnderstand what we are seeking

The full picture of my inner beingI don’t want to take the pain a way, they need to be there.
Storyteller – Dawn Garisch

How do you develop your own eccentricity, your off-centredness, so that you make ur own
idiosyncratic contribution to the world? It’s about pushing boundaries, but it is a terrible cliché..
hahaha

Overcoming the little voice in your head, that you’re not good enough. (this strikes me really
hard.) let gomore of ur own characterliking the characteralthough sometimes pisses
people off but that’s ok

We are born creative, playfulschool system ironicallydivorce with our own creativity

Writingu can be characters u wouldn’t be in ur own life.

Artists could have been terrible people if they had not been artists
Pages is a very safe pagethink and live more deeply.

Condition that made her think,”I didn't know where I was going, and I didn’t know what was
going to happen nextstressful moments in life.-->anxious timefind ways of coping with it.

Contains u when u r flung with anxiety; it give u a tool to take the things that disturbs you and
explore it out in the world. So it doesn’t sit as this mush in your body, causing grief, u start
bringing it out and giving it shape in the world. Start having a conversation with what you don’t
know about your own anxiety.

What we know and our identity, is this small, and the unconscious is that big. Our egos are little
corks floating on the ocean. We have massive resource of unconsciousnesstrained by the
society not to trust the unconscious.

Curiouswhy are we doing this? Take it seriously, explore, and play with it. We are born story
tellers.