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Autoethnography On The Discourse of Learning and Educational Experiences
Autoethnography On The Discourse of Learning and Educational Experiences
In primary school days, one was taught about abstract concepts that sometimes would
have no relation to one’s reality. I was then taught that my capability to fail or succeed depended
largely on how well-versed I was in understanding and applying those concepts. Due to this, I
would be punished both by my teachers and parents whenever I failed to accomplish such tasks
examination, I would be criticized, and the adults in my life would even make deliberate efforts
to embarrass me for my lack of commitment to education and, supposedly, the key to life. In this
manner, societal systems and cultural values set out to define who I am; an identity that I see
now is also based on abstraction. Deep inside and on a personal level, there are knowledge and
skills I resonated with, even if only it was an individual experience. By intuitively following
these interests, it seemed as if I was revolting against what was expected of me by the
educational institution’s system, the curriculum, and even my parents. I knew I was not lost
since, under the guidance of my intuition, I was accessing knowledge and information that was
just what I needed or was looking for and was thus concretely significant to me, unlike the jargon
I was being taught to clam and that had functioned to define my identity, while I had another one
The experience described above comprises what Granger (2011) seems to be exploring in
his work, “Silent Moments in Education”, especially the opening anecdote. This is a discourse
that is exploring ‘individual identity on the one hand, and a relationship on the other…perhaps
between facets of identity, all within the context of education.”(Granger, 9, 2011). The focus is
on the difficulty that can arise in meaning and in learning, such that the individual learner or a
teacher gets stuck or freezes and, in a sense, is rendered silent. One example that Granger offers
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and that resonates with their personal experience is regarding a case where an experienced
educator who is usually at ease and confident in their classroom suddenly feels lost and is cast
adrift by the demands of new technology (Granger, 2011). In my case, the “silent moments”
occurred when the general curriculum prescribed to all students no longer made sense to me, and
I began following personal interests, reading only what interested me, enjoying the experience
(2020) explore the concerns of autoethnography with contexts to culture and power and also with
the construction of cultural identities, intersectionality, and social inequalities. Applying their
approach to “Silent Moments”, cultural identities and social injustices brought about by
educational systems that use a curriculum plan that is designed for the collective mass serves to
suppress the individual. Granger (2011) views such systems as agencies of power that serve to
suppress the individual, a position which would also represent personal stance on the same, and
as such, maintaining it. With regard to intersectionality, the examples he offers, especially
regarding learners’ experiences of having to follow teachers’ instructions even if they find them
the personal experience by showcasing that besides the identity that is given by the society and
its culture, an individual could also know themselves in ways surpassing what is observable or
In conclusion, this autoethnographic critique has taught me that there are discourses that
can be in support of or against personal experience. Mostly, discourses that seem to support
personal experience would be against the methods and systems being applied by social
Granger regards as silent moments, for they are experiences that only the individual and on a
personal level have access to, while the larger society is segregated. Therefore, general cultural
identities and societal systems could fail to offer a voice to personal experiences, and even when
it comes to such fields as education, it occurs to me that the identity forged out of my relation
with the general collective curriculum was doomed to fail. However, by taking time to follow
personal interests, meaning and a sense of identity could be constructed from within, and it is this
which should orient the individual to the society, rather than having their place outwardly
Reference
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