PREFACE

When I started writing this book I didnt fully understand the words that would expel from under my fingertips. You see many of these words were not my own, but were given from a source unfathomable, even to my understanding as this journey opened itself up to me. Throughout my lifetime of forty-seven years, these Mysteries I am about to share with you in this book have been unraveling in bits and pieces through dreams and automatic writings.

Right now I feel an urgency to let this book out of my hands into the world, not for moneys sake. You see it is December 2, 2012. I woke this early morning and realized I must reveal this book I have been holding onto the last three years. I ask that you copy it as fast as you can and send it out worldwide. We together can change the future.

Most of you know of the Mayan prophecies of the Awakening. I have been coming to an understanding over these last 2 decades now, like many of you. We were put here in this moment for a reason. We have the chance at this moment, to change the thought patterns of the world in these last minutes of this hour before us.

Dreams come and go, but some stay with you a lifetime. Engraved in my mind are memories that do not fade with time or death, but continue through our lineages. These dreams have haunted my every moment in this time, which hold memories of my ancestors and their lands from the Beginning. This so-called Matrix of souls many people are finding a connection to once again.

I have sought to understand these mysteries that have been shown to me. I have been shown a Truth, that I couldnt have thought up in my wildest imagination. Walking as if in a different reality of heart my whole life, than the majority of mankind. Many Indigenous Nations and ancient religious societies worldwide believe that we all have an ancestral link within our memories, and some have the ability to tap into this memory more than others.

At this time in this moment, we have been given that chance to tap into mankinds subconscious and come to know our long lost origins in the universe. There will be a so called psychic window that will be opened shortly December 21st, 2012. Its up to us to access this window not through fear, but through love. In doing so, the conscious mind of humanity may change in this one single significant time of the Quickening of the heart. You see some of us in this time have been given a special gift to

feel the hearts of others, in all moments in time throughout many colors of people. We see ALL our siblings as being related. We are coming to understand this gift more and more. This gift has been found among ancient religions worldwide throughout history. Many Indigenous Nations and ancient religious mystics have not allowed these gifts to perish among their people. They have hidden what they understand, away from those who seek to harm them because of this knowledge.

Organized European religions have become mans stumbling block, this I am sure of. Most religions have some form of Truth, but have not come to the full Understanding of the Communion with the Creator and have lost site of the Wisdom that is inherited through this Communion. This Communion will only come when ALL aspects of the Creator are seen as One.

Id like to help you see the connectedness among ALL religions and peoples on the earth. These links have never been so noticeable, as they are now in this time. At the touch of a button on the internet, we all have access to understand our beginnings and mans birth into a religious state.

Matriarchal societies were led to become patriarchal societies,

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and during this shift of civilizations became more aggressive in their plight for conquering lands and people. During this transformation, the heart and the voice of the Grandmothers and Mothers Wisdom were lost.

My heart lies with the Mothers of All Nations, as it has for many years. I believe that the Mothers of the earth were given the keys to the Hearts of the children. And through the Mothers Heart the earth has a chance to be healed, and maybe even changed to a Higher Level. Through the Wisdom of the Grandmothers that walked before us, we will stand.

I am here before the Mothers of the earth, to help guide you on a Spiritual journey of your own. I was lucky enough to have many teachers around me throughout the years. I would like to share some of my dreams and lessons I have been through. Many of these teachings have been hard roads to travel, and at time very lonely. I could not share many of my spiritual lessons with others, because of the unbelief of common man.

I am in hope that this book will become a Spiritual gift to women and men worldwide. I have faith this journey will take you to the dawn of mans religions, as it helps you to overcome the god of fear and

replaces this thought with the Inheritance of ALL LIFE.

I am in hope that the green waters of the Beginning will flow through your Heart of Hearts, as an Understanding starts to flow through you as Truth ministers itself to you, as it has me.

This Truth is as a contagion, a ripple in the Waters of time. And you my siblings are becoming those many drops of the Oceans in this time. Bringing forth a Truth that has not been understood since the beginning, of who your origins and Devine essence.

I have asked that the Creator would help me take you through this journey with me. As I wrote this book, recollections and memories surfaced from my unconscious mind, taking me on a personal journey of my own. As I attempted to help you on your path, I grew and learned myself. And after 3 years I am still learning.

So sit down for a read into the Yin, Yang and Universal Truth. So its time to go on a quantum leap into the dreams and realities of a sister that has been in wait for you, in this time and moment. Here to put to paper which many have tried and failed due to the Christian state and order.

If I had wrote this book 5 years ago, neither you nor I would have been ready for what I am about to reveal to you. I am here to show you, through your minds perception, you are what you sow. And the reality that you know will soon be a shadow in your own mind.

At the beginning of each chapter you will find what I refer to as, Spirit Writings or Automatic Writings. These writings will be in all capital letters and dated as the date I had blogged them on the internet on my board called A Mothers Prayer for All Nations. I have put scriptural and quoted writings in upper and lower cursive letters.

Much of the information I am sharing with you, has been copied from common knowledge on the internet. I ask throughout the book, that you too seek out this knowledge on your own. I have left you many word links to secret societies and ancient text that you may want to research further.

I thank you for caring about the future of our Mother Earth and her children, to even have picked up this book in search for the Truth.

I BELIEVE IN MAGIC CHAPTER 1

December 27th, 2008/ I Believe in Magic by Chrissy MAGIC IS WHEN I STILL BELIEVED, AND THOSE AROUND ME DISMISSED THIER ORIGINS. JESUS EVEN SAID, YOU MUST BE LIKE A LITTLE CHILD. I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE. I SEE IT IN YOU MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, WHEN YOU DO NOT SEE IT IN YOURSELF. I AM NO DIFFERENT THAN YOU. I BELIEVED AND SANG, WHEN I WAS TOLD TO STOP. IVE

CARRIED THIS SECRET VOICE WITHIN MY SOUL, WHILE OTHERS TOLD ME, IT WASNT THERE. I AM GIVEN ALL THE THINGS I NEED AND

SOMETIMES WANT, BECAUSE I STILL BELIEVE IN THOSE THINGS CALLED ANGELS. I HEAR THE VOICES OF OLD FROM YEARS LONG AGO, BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WITH ME. I HEAR THE HEARTS OF THE MOTHERS FROM GENERATIONS PAST, BECAUSE I LISTEN AND DO NOT DENY WHAT I HEAR. YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS ARE WITH

YOU, IF YOU CHOOSE FOR THEM TO BE. I BELIEVE I AM CONNECTED TO YOU, AND LOOK FOR THAT LINK INSTEAD OF PUSHING YOU AWAY OUT OF MY OWN FEAR OF MYSELF. YES, I BELIEVE IN MAGIC, IT IS ALL AROUND ME IN EVERYTHING I BREATHE. IT IS IN YOUR EYES. I CAN SEE IT, WHEN YOU ARE TOO AFRAID TO LOOK. I HEAR THE SOULS OF THE TREES AND SEE THEIR SORROW AND PAIN, BECAUSE YOU DO NOT RECOGNIZE THEM AS YOUR SIBLINGS. YOU DO NOT LOVE THEM, OH MY PRECIOUS

BECAUSE YOU HAVE LOST YOUR CONNECTION.

SIBLINGS, YOU ARE BEING SPOKEN TO IN THE DEPTHS OF THE NIGHT. WAKE AND LISTEN, YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS CALL OUT TO YOU,
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FROM THE 4 DIRECTIONS. WAKE UP!

We hear the word magic, and all kinds of little red flags go off in our heads. Many of us have been raised Christian, and tend to shy away from such words. No I do not believe playing with spirits, but yet do not deny their existence. I do not deny the fact that there are

human beings still on this plane after death of the body. Their energy somehow still stays here.

For what reason these entities are stuck in this plane of existence, I do not know. Ask your Creator. I am not here to speak of what churches have taught me in the past. What I have been taught spiritually, churches are cynical of and do not believe in. Due to

narrow minded thinking, religious dogma and fear of the Spirit World.

However, what I have learned about bad and good spirits, I will speak more in depth on, later in this book. But for now I would like to say, I believe All things were Created for a purpose, good and bad." If that is what you choose to call it.

The Magic I will talk about in this chapter is not what you think. It is a form of magic that exists in the mind of a child, in all its wonders. It is a form of magic that once you start believing, the whole world will

come to Life right before your eyes.

It is about listening and

recognizing the smallest of things and one another, so you can extend into the Higher Spiritual realms of our Father or Grandfather. However you choose to call the organizer or Power of ALL LIFE.

As the Honored Chief Joseph of the Nez Perez taught, we are to respect the smallest of creatures, in order to learn to respect one another. It is about learning how to become one with your

environment, and all things in life, and making that connection to the Matrix of Life.

Magic will become an everyday thing for you, and you will learn to survive off of it, once the chains of the world around you are broken. My siblings, you too will become a part of the hub or wheel of Life, through the Creator or Experience of the Universe. The Word is the center of this Matrix, which creates the reality around you. What you speak is what you become.

Friction and Chaos will no longer be your ally.

You will find a

balance within your Heart of Hearts, through the Spirit of the Grandmothers who have been here before you. They will help bring you to a remembrance of all things that are related to you.

If you would like to continue down this path of Awakening, keep reading on. You too can be shown the Mysteries of the never ending waters that will cleanse and purify the Mothers Heart that is within your soul. The Mother herself that you tread on daily is in wait for the children of the earth to gather. We will soon return to her and gather as One, with a whole Heart. We will change the course of the Rivers of Time together.

The Mothers are the Sacred Keys of Creation. Within the Mothers Song, there is a Tune of Purification and Healing for this planet. Our Mother is screaming out to be heard, and to be healed. She is

speaking to you through your sisters, those who are all around you. We are gathering as a Great Stream of Love, for the future children of the earth.

I am not here to teach, in any way or form. The teaching is up to you. We each have our own paths, and yours is not mine. There is a trick to this path however. taking your own steps. Allow it to flow beneath your feet, not This sometimes requires many years of

practice. And speaking in Truth, which is hard for all of us who dwell in these earthly temples called bodies.

In the Awakening of the Mothers however, I believe this will be

given more-so as a gift by the Creator in these days of Awakening. The Time is growing near. The Mothers will be called to protect the children of the earth. We are here to help the children in the days to come, through their struggles on this earth as we go through physical and Spiritual changes. Teaching them to love and respect the earth and one another, as it was in the beginning.

As many nations struggle over monetary gain, we as spiritual mothers need to grow stronger. We will help one another in all ways. As brother wars against brother, the sisters of the earth will gather by the Maker for this spiritual battle.

You are the Mothers many prophets have spoken of as the Bride, The Rose, White Buffalo Women, Rachael and many more names. We are the Lost Tune of Creation, as the sirens at sea. Only the pure

hearted man could pass safely by. We are that Female link that the Jewish Mystical prophets wrote of in The Zohar, The Book of Radiance.

Stories of old have been written of you, and yet you do not see this. For the Spirit of the Mother has traveled through time, to reside within your soul during this time and moment. All is the way it is

meant to be. The Secret of Her has been hidden until we were ready to search for Her, The Understanding.
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As you take the Mother by the hand, she will lead you on this journey. As you become aware of Who She is, the feminine aspect of the God Figure, Tunkashila, Creator, God, Elohim and Teacher. She

promotes Life and Healing through the Everlasting Waters of Old, bringing forth New Beginnings. The Jewish Nations refer to this Devine Femine as, SHEKHINAH, sometimes refered to as the, Sabbath Bride.

She is the Water with a reflection in it. She is the Spirit of Life. The woman is a reflection of her. The Earth also is a reflection of her, and this we call our Mother. She gives us Life and Nourishment, and provides our every need. And beneath her sod, lies the Grandmothers of this earth. The Grandmothers are a link to who we are, and whisper to us in our most silent moments.

I call upon my siblings to rise up, and find Unity and Peace within. Seek the comfort of the Grandmothers vision for the children of the earth. Listen to the voices of the Grandmothers through your own blood lines. Our Mothers of All colors, red, yellow, black and white, are within you. The tablecloth upon the banquet table of the Holy Spirit, is sewn with the tribal dresses of the women of the earth.

The very beginning of our path lies within our own grasp. The first step is to begin listening. It is up to the Creator or Universe to do the teaching, just follow. We just need to ask and seek with a pure and unselfish heart.

I am as you, with all the same faults and character traits that stop me from doing the right thing all the time. I am just a human being with the same worries, sorrows and troubles. And as a mother, I understand and feel your hearts troubles, struggles and tribulations in this world.

My past could have been an emotional crippling one. For many years it was, although I was always given guides to find my way. That inner voice encouraging me, when there was lack of encouragement from others. I have been Blessed in this way.

As I started this journey of the heart, my doubts soon became Hope. My Hopes became a reality. And my reality is becoming a

dream. We are what we believe. And that Power is within all of us. When I began to acknowledge this inner strength and connection to a wisdom that was beyond my own understanding, I began hearing the tunes of nature and all those individuals around me.

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I have an eagle feather on my right forearm, reminding me of this inner strength daily. At the start of this path I received a dream. Someone was drawing a feather on my forearm, with a white feather and ink. I heard the Voice I call Many Voices speak to me, saying, The Power is within thee.

After I had this dream I started searching within. In every waking moment, I started seeing answers to my questions in the strangest of places. A whole new world opened up to me, and its mysteries began to unravel. As I took one step forward, at times I took two back. I am not unusual in my fallings and failings when trying to reach a Higher Spiritual Understanding.

First I would like to give you a brief history of my life, before I continue down this road of mystery and magic. It will give you a little insight to who I am and where I come from.

As a child I had a very close contact with the Spiritual realm, through dreams. I lost this gift around the age of 8. I will share a few stories with you throughout this book. But I do not want to share too much of my own path, so as not to entice another down mine.

I sought the comfort of my Mother the Earth as a child, within the

boundaries of local city park I grew up near. So as a child I began to learn the magic and song of the Creator, through nature and ALL living things.

I sang in order to drown out the chaos of a society I was born into, that hurt and wounded me emotionally, physically and sexually. I believe we only become a product of society, if we allow ourselves to become one.

I ran and jumped in the woods of this park, through the rivers, ponds, and many playgrounds. From early morning, until the

streetlights came on in the evening. As a teen I hung out at the flats in the center of the park with bikers and hippies, those considered to be societys misfits.

I always found a balance within myself in the deep ravines that were formed by glaziers. Childhood abuses had turned to anger, and I was always in a fight against authority or any person who deemed themselves normal to society. I often saw authoritative figures as

controlling and greedy, only having a passion for material things, instead of caring about those things that were alive.

Quite often it seemed to me the more passionate people were

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about having material objects; the less they cared about nature and one another. They ignored lifes natural creations and found them to be disgusting and dirty.

I always found myself standing up for the small guy, which gave me quite a reputation at school. I had become a physical protector of my peers, who couldnt protect themselves from bullies. So in doing so, I became the bully of the bullies.

Always being a part of different groups in school and in life I didnt close the doors to anyone or anything. I had always enjoyed meeting many different people from different walks of life, religions and color. This is what makes life so interesting.

Varity in life is truly the spice of life, and I have seemed to live this to its fullest. I have acquired at length a list of different friends nationwide, with many backgrounds and life styles. I like to tend to believe our diversity is the Creators hope in mankind, symbolized by the rainbow, which represents All colors.

I enjoyed listening to all different opinions and teachings of many faiths. And I especially loved to listen to many different forms of tribal and religious music, which had tended to inspire me.

As an adult, I'm not very proud of getting into so many fights as I grew up. However growing up in the city I grew up in, it is very hard to stay out of them. I had tried to teach my children not to fight. I would rather heal people, than hurt them. In this world it is very hard to keep peace, when you or your loved one is being hurt by others. Turning the other cheek sometimes is not always the option.

I searched in and out of religions until my mid-thirties. Believing anyone, who deemed himself fit to preach. Finally, I started asking the Creator on my own. I had too many unanswered questions in

churches. Finding Truth in many, and lies in most religions.

Just as Christ had said, Ask and you shall receive. This Truth became profound in my reality. The more I began to ask, the doors to the universe began to open for me. Over the years I have found Truths of the Universe in the most unlikely places.

Many people around the globe are receiving instructions through their own dreams, as their inner soul is starting to Awake out of this dream of reality. I know now, my job is to gather my sisters in

recognition of one another to help those around the world connect to this vast Matrix of Life.
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These are the things that will prepare us for the spiritual battle ahead. Sometimes it just helps to hear another say, she or he had the same dream as you. It helps to know that many of us are on the same page. You are not alone my brothers and sisters, we are with you.

Often I had found myself singing thanks to the Creator, during all circumstances good and bad. I never doubted for a moment the

Creators Love for me. I always knew I had a purpose. I always knew someday many things would be revealed through me, this is why I had received so many dreams. reason and purpose. I now believe you my siblings are that

Although I never feared the Creator, I didnt want to be thought of as bad, by my Father. Now I call this being my Grandfather. I will not say anything about any church or specific religion. I believe the Creator is in the presence of all religions, to some degree.

You see it is through our asking and trusting the Spirit, the Universal Heart will be revealed. Not through being perfect. We all have heard the words, "nobody is perfect". The Universe is in wait for us to have respect and thanksgiving for all things. The purest form of religion is Thanksgiving.

This will not be found in religions that use their own people and writings, as a form of control. Many religions do not allow their

followers to experience their own path, while controlling them with a vengeance, with fire and brimstone.

Many religions have a very strong view on living in balance, but still control the mind of their subjects. Those who dont practice a

perfect state of control within the governmental reality are killed, at the hand of its governing officials. So it has been since the beginning of time.

Mankinds hearts would automatically change, if we sought this balance within. Which, I cant say for sure will happen, being that

chaos and selfishness has reached levels of no return for many. I have found many that still do speak truth, but its far and few in between.

Unknowingly, the spiritual realm opened itself up to me as a child. I began having dreams, of a man that looked like an Eskimo. I dont know if he had Native or Asian links. He had fur around his hood. I called him the Speaker of the Heart. He was literally taught me in my dreams to speak to animals and humans, through my heart. As an

adult this has helped me tremendously in my prayer life for others.

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This man became a spiritual father to me, in a sense.

Where

priest or preacher lacked, this secret wisdom of the ancients was shown to me through this man I called, the Speaker of the Heart. There are those who see, but choose to be blind. This was one of the many lessons I learned from him. mute. People choose to stay blind and

I was afraid of becoming excommunicated by family and friends for believing differently. People tend to not go against the grain of

society and its religious teachings. This is a fear that many of us who had grown up in religious homes, had installed in us since early childhood. Dont go against the church. Youre to be taught not here to learn on your own.

I learned many things from the Speaker of the Heart, in the wee hours of the night. I learned to call the birds in my dreams, which later in life I learned to do in the physical world. I learned to see the hearts of many through this teacher. In my early forties, I even started to

understand and hear those that screamed out from the grave.

Even though these things have always been in me, it was years before I actually understood what was going on. And only through

seeking a pure heart and the Love of the Creator, had these gifts become enhanced. And when I am not walking in balance, these gifts leave me immediately.

I had to set down my own ideas and began to wait in patience. This had been the hardest lesson of my whole life time, to just come into the moment of acceptance. Everything is the way it is supposed to be. I still have to be reminded of this daily, because I have a habit of just not listening.

As a small child, I had seen golden orbs in my room that would bounce off the walls. I called these orbs, me-me spirits. They sounded as if they were saying just that, in a very high pitched vibrational sound, ME>>ME>>ME>>. So this was the name I had given them. I drew them at a very young age, on everything.

I remembered telling my mother of these spirits dancing in my room. She took me to the eye doctor. I heard my mother and the eye doctor speaking, that there was nothing wrong with me, and children made things up. Boy did I get in trouble when I got home for making up stories. I quit telling my mother, about my experiences.

I also had a place I could lay down to sleep, and go to at will.

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Now as an adult I know what it was. But as a child I believed it just to be a cave. I had drawn a picture as an adult of this secret place. It was a giant cracked geode, situated half under a river bed. The crack or hole in this geode under the water I used as an entrance into this magnificent cave.

I would swim under the water, and come up inside of this geode. There was a small hole at the top of the cave, which the suns rays would penetrate through. The whole interior of this geode was lit up

with an emerald hue, because of the green crystals that grew on its walls. I often found solace in my sleep in this sanctuary, I purposely visited many times. Now I have come to understand this stone to be something what the great philosophers called, the philosophers stone. This is a place in the subconscious that we can wander to, contemplating our own discord in of our conscious mind. . At the tender age of 7, I was already in the midst of a society that was entranced by anger and material gain. I had always felt as if darkness was enclosing itself around me, due to my sensitive nature. I was constantly anxious, which took a toll on my emotional and physical state then and later on in life.

I find most children that are diagnosed today with ADHD or

bipolar, may also be of this sensitive nature.

Society just doesnt

understand these very spiritual children, choosing to medicate them.

Society deems these children not normal and uncontrollable. I believe this is just a form of controlling children who have more of a creative mind, or are free thinkers. Sometimes our toxic American diet plays a role in children that are put on medications, because of their sensitivity to many of the dye and hormone ridden foods.

I strongly suggest any mother that is considering putting her child on any medication, first look into taking their child to a nutritionist and allergy specialist. Many people in general are

misdiagnosed with physical and mental problems due to food allergies.

I had often found myself to be a misfit to my peers and those adults in the educational arena. I didnt understand the angry taunts of those around me that seemed to come from all sides. I had many years of no true friendships until I became a teen and found many others like me, especially in the art field.

I had been alone in a land of giants as a small child, whom squashed my ego on a daily basis. I sought out my Creator, which at the time was vital to my Spiritual and emotional survival in such a
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cruel world.

My wardrobe began to take on a personality of its own, hiding me from the glares of others. It became that of black leathers, ripped

jeans and bandannas. I put on a leather cloak of defense. I learned to shut my emotions down, because of my lack of trust in humanity.

I became strong and defiant, as many teens become who have to deal with society. I separated myself from the normality of life, as I watched those around me, who were so miserable from work and the daily drags of life. I did not want to become one of those walking dead, that had no empathy for their fellow man, animal or let alone trees.

I didn't want to be bound to four walls, books and work. I often sought freedom on the backs of Harleys, roaming biker bar rooms on the south side of Youngstown. streets of the lower west side. Later, I extended my romp to the Trying to escape the mandates and

rules of a society I did not care to be a part of. Let alone work until my fingers bled for the almighty dollar and Uncle Sam. To me this was the farthest I could be from, what I thought life to be. If only I could live in the woods by myself, I often pondered throughout my life.

Still to this very day, I have kept some sort of contact with the

people of these streets. I had formed friendships in that time of my life, that I know now have become lifetime friendships.

At that time in my life, I learned it was best to keep quiet about my dreams. I have only shared my many dreams with only some of my closet friends. Friends like Bear, Patty, Lisa and Beth, who also

understand that this gift brings many tests and tribulations.

I remember being punished in Catholic CCD class one time, for speaking out against biblical doctrines. These doctrines taught me to fear God. Somehow I always knew that my Creator was of Love, not of fear. Reasoning, "Why would my God want me to fear Him, if He is Love?" Now I understand that this fear had been useful in my

instruction as a good human being.

I found LOVE in the unseen, through the Christ Spirit of the bible. All else I took in stride. Some would read the same pages of the bible I read, and find only judgment and fear. All the while, I knew I was

different in my ways, beliefs and understanding of this Great Mystery.

However I did find Holiness among the sanctuaries built by the hand of man. So the Presence of the Creator was in the church, this I knew. So I never deemed the sanctuaries themselves as unfit or
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unholy, just the people who filled the seats. Not for lack of seeking, but for lack of believing and Understanding. Many are constantly

crying out to god, but dont listen when the answer comes. Or deny the answer, because it does not fit in their religion or way of thinking, in their Christian life.

I personally believe the churches have been sanctified by the Word of the Christ, because it is of the Truth. I found truth in the

mouth of some church leaders, but never to a level of Understanding that I was being fed by the Spirit. I had been taught by the Spirits

themselves, which was a, no-no, within the Christian church. I had been told by pastor after pastor, what I had been receiving wasnt of god. I beg to differ, it is of the Creator.

So I continued on, arguing with church elders and leaders through my late twenties, to no avail. All the while, church leaders told me, What you are receiving is not of God.

So I would ask them, If my dreams are from the so-called devil, then why does my mouth taste as sweet as honey when I awake from these dreams? And why then when does Truth and LOVE fill my whole being as I dream? And why would the Spirit heal others in the church, through me at times, while the whole church stood as a witness?

So I learned to just except solitude in my beliefs as being a part of my path, believing all would eventually come together for me as it is now. I would learn to be alone with these Spirits of the Creator.

As these teachings grew stronger, I quit attending church.

I quit

allowing humans to guide me, and sought the Spirits of my youth. I quit doubting and finally started believing. every mouth and every channel. These Spirits spoke to me through

Sometimes these teachings would

come in a humorous form, only the Creator could orchestrate.

The world called me back once again. I considered this to be a bad thing at first. But it soon turned into many lessons. Lessons that took me back to the streets of my youth.

I hung with bikers and at times with Native Americans.

The

Native ways and beliefs brought me back Spirituality to a higher level of thinking. This time the answers were coming through many Native Elders, without even asking the questions.

During the last three years while writing this book I began searching out the Kabbalah. I have found many connections with the ancient Jewish mystics (which come from Egypt), the Native Tribes of
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North America and South America.

My spiritual life has always felt like the movement of a yo-yo, up and down and around the world. Not literally around the world, but maybe one day.

I did not know who I was anymore. I lost my identity. But in my downfall, I found myself in the faces of the people who road fast and wild. My love for them came shining through, in their times of need. Soon I became a spiritual strength to others, even in my own darkness.

So you see, I struggled my whole life trying to become a part of something I had lost contact with, in early childhood. And that was a relationship with ALL my brothers, sisters and ALL LIFE I didn't find this with family or churches. I found this in bikers and Native Americans, who know what brotherhood and sisterhood was truly about. Most are pure hearted people, even when not on the straight and narrow, they too having secrets hidden in their past as I.

I was in between two worlds, the spiritual and the physical. Those so called misfits idea of a God, was also Love. Finally, I found others that didn't fall down and worship the doctrines of men.

I can truly say, I am not in complete balance as of yet. However, I do have an understanding of what true balance is, which starts in Truth and Love. Now I continually find myself in more control of my emotional behaviors and thoughts. Expelling the negative from my

mind, as soon as I realize it is in there. I am learning the way of the Magic of the Heart. I can finally sit and quiet my mind, so I can

actually experience all things, and listen.

The Love for the Creator and Creation still continues to grow in me, in spite of myself. Most of this growth was found in my hardships, not the good times. You cant have good without bad and vice versa.

So my siblings, I would like to be with you on this crazy journey called life. To help Awaken you, from your dark hypnotic slumber.

Helping pull you out of the spell, the world has you under.

For your journey, is that of Thanksgiving and Respect for ALL that IS. You may already be waking up. And I'm just being used as another tool, by the Creator to help pry your eyes open. So you too, can tend to the work that is at hand, helping to feed the hearts of the children. Guiding them in the Awakening, through the prayers of the

Grandmothers, who have gone out before you many years ago.

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For All things, work as a well-oiled piece of machinery. If one link is bad it will slow down the engine, eventually braking down. So the magic is, in the upkeep of the parts. The oil is the Christ

Consciousness, through the Prayer of the Mothers and Will of the Creator.

In your turmoil of heart, you may be that brother or sister that is the one weak link. The Grandmothers may be that tool that

strengthens you. Blessed is the oil of the Spirit of the Most High. The Holy Spirit that has no end, and is of ALL Things.

You may be looking for the Divine Heart that is within you. Not knowing its Secrets as of yet. As I did as a child, I ask you to do also. Set your face in the morning rays of the sun, giving Thanksgiving. Lift those up around you. Do not allow anger or negative thoughts control you. Began to train your mind in All Good things and toss the junk. Do not harbor negative thoughts of others. And above all, do not harbor ill resentment toward yourself in any way.

You are a beautiful being, and must come into recognition of your Divinity. Except this Divinity within as it connects you to all life, that is around you. For your destiny is in wait for you. To become ALL that IS. Unite and stand up my siblings. It is TIME! The womens Hearts are of

Spirit, and are not on the ground! The Indigenous way teaches, we still have a chance, as long as the Heart of the Mothers stand strong and are not on the ground.

April 27th, 2009/The Mothers hearts are not on the Ground by Chrissy I AM FEELING YOUR STRENGTH DAILY, RISING TO MEET A CALLING THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU THROUGH LOVE. EACH DAY I SIGN ON NEW SISTERS TO OUR SITE. EACH DAY . YOU ARE GROWING SPIRITUALLY STRONGER

I CAN FEEL IT IN YOUR WORDS YOU WRITE ME. WE'RE ALL OF US WHO WERE MEANT FOR THIS DAY TO

HERE WITH YOU.

GATHER IN PRAYER WORLDWIDE, OUR WORDS ARE BECOMING OF THE SAME THOUGHT, AND SONG FOR OUR MOTHER EARTH. SISTERS CHANGING BEFORE MY EYES. I SEE MY

MY SISTERS, OF THE FOURI SEE A

DIRECTIONS, COME TO THE AID OF THE CHILDRENS CRIES.

MOTHERS HEART GROWING ALL ACROSS THIS EARTH, IN MALE AND FEMALE ALIKE. KEEP ON SENDING OUT YOUR PRAYERS AND

THANKSGIVING. YOUR POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND ATTITUDES CAN CHANGE THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF MILLIONS, LIKE WILDFIRE. IT

ONLY STARTS WITH A FEW. WE ARE HERE TO LET THE NATIONS KNOW, THAT THE MOTHERS HEARTS ARE NOT ON THE GROUND. THE

MOTHERS HEARTS ARE STRONG!! WE ARE GROWING STRONGER EACH DAY WE ARE THOSE WITH THE SONG OF CREATION, HID WITHIN OUR .
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SOULS. FOR WE HAVE THE POWER WITHIN US TO MOVE MOUNTAINS, AND HOLD BACK SEAS. WE ARE THE WOMEN OF ALL NATIONS, ALL TRIBES AND ALL COLORS. FOR WE ARE, THE MOTHERS OF ALL.

Gather your sisters around you that have been receiving this Wisdom of the Grandmothers. Keep close at hand your children, for their hearts are Sacred. They must be taught the respect of the earth, before she vanishes before our eyes.

In the teaching of children, all will be saved. Learn to sing not with words or written notes. Sing the melodies of the Heart, crying out to your Creator, through His Guidance and Her Wisdom.

Tuning in to All that IS, around you. For, I AM you and you are ME. When you began to recognize your wholeness through others, you will be at the beginning of your path of the journey of the Heart of the Mothers.

So as we take these steps together, I ask you, Will you do this for the children, grandchildren and the earth Herself? Will you do this for all the future generations of Life?

Forget what you may think Magic is. Allow yourself to be open to

a Magic, beyond your wildest dreams.

Taking you places in your For the

dreams and minds eye that science will never understand.

Universe is at your fingertips. And the elements of Creation will leap forward into your conscious state of being, bringing you into a new existence, of time and space.

March 7th, 2009/A Mothers Prayer for All Nations by Chrissy FROM THE NORTH, FROM THE SOUTH, FROM THE EAST AND FROM THE WEST, THE WOMEN ARE GATHERING. WE ALL HAVE ONE

COMMONALITY .

WE ARE BEING LED BY THE INDIGENOUS NATIONS.

MANY OF US, BEFORE SPEAKING TO ONE ANOTHER HAVE BEEN PREPARED BY THE SPIRIT. YOU MAY BE READING NATIVE MATERIALS OR PRAYING FOR THE INDIGENOUS NATIONS. MANY ARE CONTINUELY

BEING REMINDED THROUGH THE SPIRIT, TO GATHER IN PRAYER AS SISTERS.

ALL ONE MESSAGE, AND ONE GATHERING.

GATHER IN LOVE,

HONESTY, HUMILITY, COMPASSION, UNSELFISHNESS AND TRUTH. YES SISTERS YOU ARE BEING CALLED TO THE FOREFRONTS OF A SPIRITUAL WAR. YOU ARE BEING CALLED AS THE WARRIORS OF LIGHT. FROM

THE ONE WHO SPEAKS, AND THE WATERS MOVE. WE ARE THE HEART OF ALL NATIONS. WE SHALL GATHER AS DROPS IN THE GREAT SEA OF LOVE. REACH OUT TO NATIONS THAT HAVE BEEN FORGOTTEN.
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ALL OF CREATION IS IN WAIT, FOR THE WOMEN WHO HAVE BEEN CREATED OF FLESH AND SPIRIT. NOT OF CLAY AS THE EARTH AND . THOSE WHO REST IN HER. WE ARE UNIQUE IN THE CREATION STORY . AND HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE HEART OF HEALING, AND A MOTHERS LOVE....

GATHER AS ONE AND ANSWER THE CALL OF THE SPIRIT WITHIN YOUR SOUL. SPEAK WITH LAUGHTER AND THANKSGIVING. GO AND FIND ONE ANOTHER, LIKE YOURSELVES. SISTERS ARISE AND TAKE

FLIGHT. FOR EACH FEATHER UPON YOUR WINGS HAS BEEN BLESSED BY THE MOST HOLY OF HOLIES. ARISE AND TAKE FLIGHT.

WE LOST OUR TUNE TO CREATION CHAPTER 2

August 27th, 2009/We Lost Our Tune to Creation by Chrissy WE HAVE LOST OUR TUNE TO CREATION, SENT TO US BY THE ONE WHO CREATES LIFE THROUGH THE BREATH AND VIBRATION OF ALL THAT IS. WHO YOU ARE HAS BEEN MASKED FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION, OF IMPRISONMENT IN MANS OWN KNOWLEDGE. WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT BY THE ANCESTORS OF OLD, THOSE WHO ARE A PART OF THE BEGINNING. YOU HAVE BROUGHT THE SYMBOLS OF LIFE DOWN THROUGH YOUR RELIGIONS, BUT HAVE FORGOTTEN THEIR MEANINGS. LOOK TO THE FIELDS, FOR THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS YOU HOLD WITHIN YOUR SUBCONCIOUS. THE PATTERNS AND THE VIBRATIONS ARE WITH US. LOOK TO THE ANCIENT MYSTERIES SCHOOLS FOR THE KNOWLEDGE GIVEN TO YOU FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME. FOR THEY HAVE LIED TO YOU, AND TOLD YOU, THAT YOU ARE A PAGAN. THE BLOOD OF THEIR ANCESTORS DOES NOT HOLD THE KEY TO THE ANCIENT MYSTERIES OF CREATION. THE SCHOOLS OF MAN, RELYED ON THE THEORY OF MAN. THE ANCIENT SCHOOLS BEHOLD THE TRUTH AND VIBRATIONS OF ALL THAT IS. UNTIL YOU SEEK THE TUNE OF CREATION, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HELD BY PHYSICAL LAWS. FOR CREATION IS BEYOND LAW. CREATION IS A LAW WITHIN ITSELF, BALANCED BY THE POWERS OF THE WATERS
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THAT DO NOT CHANGE.

Within the scope of this manmade reality, are the dictates of law and controlled energies. Quantum physics doesnt stick to theological or physical laws. Quantum physics looks beyond the boarder of mans physical reality, into a kaleidoscope of worlds, which inter-link passing through one another. The law of quantum physics is that there is no law. The theories of the men, who wrote of the chaotic order of physical worlds, are beyond the laws of physical science.

Allow your mind to stretch into the worlds, which the philosophers spoke of. Start looking into the hearts and minds of the great medicine men, alchemists and philosophers. Their teachings were the beginning of a great wisdom, which was the beginning of science and medicine. Their words have been stifled by a barbaric church and blood thirsty Rome, not interested in mans betterment. Many spiritual men and women died for being connected on a supernatural level with the Creator. Higher thought was not permitted, considered heresy and was punishable by death.

The Mysteries Spoken that had come through me came down

through Ancient teachings. I have been taught by the churches, not to read any other writings. Besides those found within the bindings of the 66 books, man has chosen to reveal to the masses.

Many thousands of other inspirational books have become secrets known only to the elders of the church, hidden in massive chambers below the Vatican palaces. And many scrolls and documents, such as the Mayans writings have been destroyed at the hands of the church. This Knowledge of these Ancient scrolls has been hidden from the multitudes of common man. The origins of mankind, has been sealed up from us.

Those who had this knowledge of these ancient secrets, hid in the crevices of the rocks and in caves, diverting many governmental forces worldwide. Many men laid down their lives in protection of this knowledge. Secret societies were formed through this knowledge, down through the ages of man. Many have used this knowledge for greed, material gain and selfish ambition. These have become that which is spoken of, coming in as angels of Light, while they led many astray.

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Some of these hidden societies have become occults, speaking false doctrines of man. Most dont realize it is all the same Wisdom, but can be used for bad or good, depending on the heart of the person.

These secrets are hidden within the pages of the bible. This Truth has been hidden by those who have scribed its text. Religions have followed the way of man and not the Creators way.

February 2011/They Will Come in Like Angels of Light by Chrissy THEY WILL COME IN, LIKE ANGELS OF LIGHT, AND LEAD YOU INTO THE MIDST OF A SECRET KNOWLEDGE. KNOWLEDGE ONLY MEANT FOR A FEW TO RECEIVE. THIS KNOWLEDGE IS OF THE BEGINNING OF ALL RACES, RED, YELLOW, BLACK AND WHITE. A KNOWLEDGE FEW DARE TO SEEK. FOR MANY SPIRITS ARE ON THIS ROAD. AND FEW SPEAK THE TRUTH. UNLESS MANS HEART IS OF PURE AND DEVINE SUBSTANCE. HE WILL BE LED ASTRAY. A PARTAKER OF THIS KNOWLEDGE MUST HAVE AN UNSELFISH HEART AND DEVINITY RECEIVED FROM THOSE ON HIGH. FEW ARE CHOSEN. MANY WILL FALL. THESE SPIRITS HAVE BEEN SINCE THE BEGINNING, COMING OUT OF THE BREATH OF THE ALL. THE NOT SEEN, HAD BECOME VISIABLE IN THE RANKS OF THE MATERIAL RHELM. THE RHELM IN WHISH THE

LEGIONS CONTROL AND FIGHT FOR THE SOUL OF MAN. BEING APART OF THE PHYSICAL, ENHANCES DESIRE. SO WHILE IN THE VISIABLE, RELINQUISH YOUR LINK TO THE PHYSICAL. SO THESE SPIRITS CAN HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOU. WHEN SEEKING THESE ANCIENT TRUTHS, MANY WILL COME. TOLERANCE AND SEPERATENESS ALLOWS THE SOUL TO THRIVE IN THE UNSEEN. RECEIVE THE MYSTERIES OF THE ANCIENTS. PURENESS OF THOUGHT AND WORDS OF TRUTH, BRING YOU INTO THE MOMENT OF ALL THAT IS. FOR THROUGH THE WORDS OF THE, I AM, ALL IS CONTAINED BY LAW. THROUGH THE PRINCIPLES OF THE PHYSICAL ALL ARE WEIGHED DOWN. THROUGH TRUTH AND LOVE ALL WILL CONTINUE, BECOMING PART OF THE ONE. THE SPIRIT OF THE LOGOS THE CHRIST. AS, I AM, WE ARE THE WORD OF TRUTH, BUT OF LAW. THROUGH THE SPIRIT OF HER THE BREATH OF LIFE, ARE THE WATERS OF THE ETERNAL FLAME AND THE HOLY WAY. SHE BRINGS THE WISDOM AND HEART OF THE GRANDMOTHERS. SHE IS THE SPIRIT OF LIFE AND THE MOTHER EARTH. SHE IS THE SPIRIT OF RACHEAL. HER HEART IS THE MADONNA AND THE MARY. SHE IS THE SONG OF LIFE. SHE IS THE SPIRIT OF THE SEA OF EVERLASTING, THE WATERS WITH NO END. SHE IS THE BRIDE.

You may not understand fully as of yet, the writings you read before you. For many years, I did not either. It will come in time. You
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may have an instant understanding as you read. If this is the case; you are already beginning to awake. And your heart is beginning to crave the Song within. The New Song that has been in wait for your Awakening.

For together with your sisters, we will raise the hearts of humanity to a new level the earth has never seen, through the grandmothers vision for her children. We can reach these Higher vibrational levels together, with the help of our ancestors. The doors will be opened to you, in a brief moment in time. Walk through this door, so humanity can be healed and peace will come to the earth as in the beginning.

Be steadfast in your ways for this search of the truth. When you open your heart and mind to the Spirit world, many spirits will come. You will receive both aspects, good and bad. You must be able to discern the two.

Before you continue on reading this book any further, I ask that you start a daily routine of prayer and meditation. The Creator will be able to guide you on this journey, better than any human. Many Truths

I am about to share with you, must come from the One on High. I am just an instrument or a messenger. Or you would not be reading this book right now. I cannot reveal to you, all that I have learned. Your teachings may have different lessons than mine.

Wake each morning to sit in the sun rays and give Thanksgiving in All your thoughts. Not allowing any negative to creep in. Your mind must be trained with pure thought, to obtain and receive the Knowledge I am about to reveal to you.

You can practice this throughout your whole day. Paint pictures in your mind of All that is good. The rivers, animals, birds, etc. Focus on the eyes of all those around you and in your own minds eye. Recognize that you are a part of All Things. All of Life is your realities.

If you can meditate in an outside atmosphere, that is even better. You will soon begin finding your relation to All Things. Connecting to the Life Force called the Creator or Universal Thought. I also call this force Grandfather.

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We are going to travel to the beginning of time, through these meditations. Where All is Connected. We will travel back to the Beginning, which many call the garden. Some call Atlantis. I call the Pure Waters of Creation. We will travel in our minds eye, into the world before it was tainted by mans thought and self-image. The lands before what is referred to as the great Demiurge or flood.

Your idea of what God is has been distorted. The Creator has no name and has no image. The Creator is of SPIRIT and unfathomable to mans mind. The Creator is All Things. And so are we. We share in this Divinity.

Date unknown/We Are the Creators of the Future by Chrissy WE ARE THE CREATORS OF THE FUTURE MY SIBLINGS. OUT OF ONE THOUGHT ALL WAS CREATED. YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN YOUR PURENESS OF THOUGHT MY SIBLINGS. YOUR THOUGHTS ARE CREATING AND PATTERNING YOUR LIFE ALL AROUND YOU. YOU HAVE BECOME THAT WHICH YOU CREATED. IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP AND ARISE TO THE TASK. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. WHAT YOU EXPELL FROM YOUR MOUTH IS WHO YOU WILL BECOME. WHAT IS IN YOUR MINDS EYE IS WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME. HAVE WE CREATED THIS

WORLD TOGETHER AT ONE TIME? FOR YOU ARE ALL THAT IS. ASK AND IT SHALL BE RECEIVED. WHEN YOU LOOK INTO ANOTHERS EYES, WHAT DO YOU SEE? YOU ARE A REFLECTION OF YOURSELF. UNTIL YOU RECOGNIAZE YOUR WHOLENESS, YOU WILL STAY BLIND AND IGNORANT. DO YOU SEE THE PATH THAT YOU ARE ON? LET US RECOGNIZE OURSELVES AND WALK THE DARK PATH OF OUR OWN MINDS. SO WE CAN MERGE IN THE LIGHT, TOGETHER AS A UNIT ONCE AGAIN.

TO THE RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD CHAPTER 3

April 30th, 2009/To the Religions of the World YOU THE RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD, WHO POINT FINGERS AND ACCUSE THE RELIGIONS OF OLD. ANCESTORS IS WRONG. THAT SPEAKING TO THEIR

YOU WORSHIP ANGELS WHO CALLED FOR

BLOOD SACRIFICES IN THE ATONEMENT OF SIN. YOU CALL UPON THE

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NAME OF THE LORD, WHO HAS NO NAME.

YOU SPEAK TO YOUR

YAHWEH OF OLD. NOT EVEN KNOWING WHO YAHWEH IS, GIVING HIM A FALSE IDENTITY THAT SUITS YOU. YOU SPEAK TO THE ANGELS OF DEATH AND THOSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND. YOU MINGLE WITH

THE SPIRITS OF DESTRUCTION IN YOUR CHURCHES AND SPEAK TONGUES. HOW CAN YOU CLAIM TO KNOW ALL THAT IS? WHEN YOU ARGUE WITH YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND HAVE NO LOVE. YOU ROSE UP THE GODS OF EGYPT AND THE UNDERWORLD, BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE HEBREW NATIONS, BUT CREATED THEM IN YOUR OWN IMAGE. THE STAFF MOSES ROSE UP IN THE DESERT BEFORE THE

PEOPLE WAS THE STAFF OF THOTH. THIS WAS THE EGYPTIAN GOD OF TRUTH. BUT YOU HAVE NO TRUTH IN YOU. YOU HAVE CORRUPTED WHAT WAS GOOD AND MADE IT BAD. YOU RISE BEFORE THE NATIONS AT THIS TIME AND MOMENT, THE HEALTHCARE STAFF. STAFF HELD BY THE GOD OF THE EMERALD TABLETS. TEACHER OF THE LIGHT, THE WAY AND THE TRUTH. THE SAME

HE WAS THE HE WAS THE

SCRIBE OF THE CREATOR, WHO FELL IN HIS OWN ERROGANCE. MOSES BROUGHT THOTH OUT OF EGPYT, WITH HIS KNOWLEDGE AND WORSHIPPED HIM IN THE DESERT. HE BORE FEAR IN MENS HEARTS AND CALLED FOR BLOOD SACRIFICE. HE WAS REPRESENTED AS THE GREEN WINGED BIRD MAN, WHICH LINES EGYPTIAN TOMBS. YOU

BELIEVE THESE CREATURES TO BE FABLES. THEY LIVED HERE WITH YOU IN THE BEGINNING, THEY WERE IN YOU. SEEK OUT THE BOOKS OF

OLD. SEEK OUT THE BOOKS OF ENOCH AND THE DEAD SEA SCROLLS. THE ONE WHO WALKED WITH THESE ANGELS AND RECEIVED INSTRUCTION. YOU LISTEN TO THE LIES OF MAN AND THEIR

DOCTRINES. DOCTRINES MADE UP IN THE FORM OF RELIGIONS, BASED ON THE WORDS OF THESE ANGELS OR BEINGS. THEY WERE SENT HER TO INSTRUCT YOU AND YOU BOWED DOWN AND WORSHIPED THEM IN THE DESERT. YOU TELL THE INDIGENOUS PEOPLE OF THE WORLD

THEY ARE WRONG IN SPEAKING TO THEIR ANCESTORS SPIRITS. YOURE THE ONE WHO IS WRONG! WE ARE ALL RELATED, DOWN

THROUGH THE TUNNEL OF TIME. UNTIL YOU RECOGNIZE YOUR OWN ANCESTORS VOICES, YOU WILL BE LOST FOREVER. KNOW OR RESPECT LIVING ELEMENTS. AND APART OF YOU. YOU DO NOT

YOU FEAR WHICH IS GOOD

YOU FEAR THAT WHICH YOU DO NOT

UNDERSTAND. ALL YOUR RELIGIONS ARE BASED ON FEAR. YOU GIVE WORSHIP TO THE SONS OF GODS. AND SEPARATE YOUR HEARTS

FROM YOUR TRUE BEGINNINGS (WHICH YOU CALL THE GARDEN). THE ANSWERS ARE WITHIN YOUR BLOODLINES THROUGH YOUR

ANCESTORS. UNTIL YOU CAN RETURN TO THE BEGINNING, YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND THE HOOP OF ALL NATIONS. AND YOU WILL

CONTINUE TO SEPARATE YOURSELVES THROUGH YOUR RELIGIONS THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED BY MANS OWN MIND. YOUR RELIGIONS

HAVE MADE YOU BLOOD THIRSTY. THEY CAUSE YOU TO WAR AGAINST YOUR BROTHER. THE MOTHERS VOICES ARE RISING UP. VOICES, YOU
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HAVE STIFLED SINCE THE BEGINNING. THE ADVERSARY THAT TAUGHT YOU RELIGION HAS TAUGHT YOU THAT THE MOTHER IS A WHORE. THE MOTHERS VOICE IS WHAT CALLED YOU INTO EXISTANCE. HER SONG STILL RESIDES WITHIN THE WOMENS HEARTS OF ALL NATIONS. YOUR RELIGIONS CAN NOT STAND IN THE PRESENSE OF THE MOTHERS HEARTS AND VOICES. GOVERNMENTS WILL FOR YOUR RELIGIOUS FOUNDATIONS AND CRUMBLE AND THE TRUTH WILL BE

REVEALED!!!!! THE TRUTH IS BEING REVEALED.

The spirit has brought me these words, through dreams and teachings. Since the beginning of time religions have been formed

out of mans own mind, to control others. The Creator has no feet to set on this earth. HE is of the Spirit of All that IS. So who have these religions been worshipping in the books of the Old Testament? That is the question. Who was this god of fear? The English bible has been written out of context and you have fallen do to the church and state. Any rabbi will tell you this book that was scribed by the Europeans, has been changed in content and message.

The ancient Hebrew Nations were very spiritual in their beliefs and practices. They too as the Native Nations communed on a Higher

Level in the ancient of days.

Through meditation, seeking out and

destroying ones own ego or dark side. The so-called devil is within each human being.

My God is that of Lovethe god of the Old Testament, is the god of law who instructed man and controlled the masses, by the King James interruption.

The Egyptians had a very intricate systems of gods, representing different characteristics in mans subconscious. hermetic psychology. This was a form of

This the Jewish mystics also knew about, and

how to go into ones self. Many religions at the time around the world knew of these things and had Shamans or medicine men to help their tribes come to a level spiritual enlightenment. If you read the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, you will see the similarities in your New Testament of the bible. The words are

reflected in Truth, a Universal Truth, all men knew in the beginning.

This so called god of ancient Egypt claimed to be half god and half man. He was the god of secret knowledge, in math, science,

astrology, art, music and etc. He was the seer of future events that
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were passed down from generation to generation. A plan for mankind created at the beginning of mans existence, passed through a blood lineage.

Many in secret cults have become world leaders today, controlling the monetary system. down in their mystery schools. They have passed this knowledge But however they have used this

knowledge in a DECEPTIVE WAY. These bloodlines have become the priest and priestess that control almost every religion across the face of the earth. Even those that fight against each other, have the same origins. Many of the scrolls containing this knowledge were hidden in the pillars of Solomons temple and in many vaults worldwide beneath the surface of the earth, hidden in darkness. During the crusades, much knowledge of the beginning was destroyed by the churches. Some

books were stolen by the Knights Templar and hid for safe keeping. This was a knowledge that contained the secret language and origins of the angels or star people.

The churches called this knowledge witchcraft. caught in this matrix from the beginning.

They too are

They follow the ways of

these angels or beings. The symbols for these beings line their church walls and sanctuaries.

The church was in fear of anyone finding these books, because this knowledge would bring an inner strength to the people. The church was in fear of the people learning of their true origins, and the divinity that lied within each individual person.

In many cases this knowledge was used to control and manipulate elemental forces. When the scrolls or keys, such as those written in Enochian text are completely understood by man, miracles will be seen daily. This is the knowledge of the star people. This is the knowledge of the vibrational patterns of the universe. We see this in the Mayan text as well.

So it is understandable that the church did not want these secrets to be unleashed to the general public. It was only revealed to the highest of Holy men within the Catholic ranks. However, has this knowledge been used for the good or bad? The elite systems of this world control all these religions, we can find links to all of them if we search.
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This knowledge is two-fold, depending upon the heart of the person. Spirits are a reflection of our own thought and heart. We are in charge of them, literally. We have this inherent Divinity within us. As Christ said, we are in charge over the angels.

So as humans grew darker in their thought, so did those spirits around them. In the beginning the earth was pure. Then the spirit of man was poured out, upon her. The number 666 is the number of

man. We have created negativity on this earth plane, through mans own thought. Mans dark thoughts have become our reality. We live in fear, because we were told to fear. So we could be controlled by a system that sets a father figure ahead of us. Like small children, when we fear we run to our father to protect us. This is what the system wants us to do, is run to them for protection, so we can be controlled.

All religions worldwide have esoteric beginnings. Religions deny their link to one another, but it is there and very clear through the ancient arts. This is more visible now than any other time in history thanks to the internet. We can look up any religious origin at the touch of a few buttons. The truth is here, for us to seek out.

This knowledge brought to us through the star people is very dangerous in the wrong hands. The elites of the earth have obtained many of these writings. I am not here to judge any group or church. But all nations of the world have fallen at the hand of religions. And do you really believe the Creator is in charge of such chaos? The Creator is of the Spirit. Man is of the physical.

My Creator doesnt need me to worship HIM or HER. My Creator wants me to recognize my connectedness with All things, through a Spiritual Communion. First I must commune and recognize my

relatives of the earth. Then I will see the face of that which I call the Christ Spirit, the teacher. So I too can be like him and be enveloped by the Spirit of the ONE the ALL.

I have seen the spirit of religion through my subconscious, in a dream. I will share this dream more with you, in a later chapter. I cant presume to call this spirit anything, because I knew him to be a part of the nothingness. This was an entity that existed in the mind of first man, which became a reflection of mans alter ego. A state of

primal mans first thought of a source that was all powerful, giving him
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life daily.

A source he considered to be a god, which rose in the

morning and left him in the night.

I did not want to be a part of this spirit of the nothingness. This spirit of the void is in the mind of primal mans first creation of a god. The older the spirit the more deceiving and cunning it is, because it is of the first thought. It is embedded within our genes and subconscious so deeply, it has control over us.

Those who have moved on to the higher planes of Light, are to be considered good entities. Few people are in contact with those

spirits. Most people today are making connections with very deceptive spirits, and it is getting out of control. You will see this in the persons mood if they have bad spirits around them. They will want to be in the darkness, want to commit suicide, be addicted to substances, look pale and often use very foul language, be sickly, have depression and so on.

These so called earth bound spirits or demons have a very hypnotic gaze, that sees into the fear of a human. This is why so many people are easily deceived by their lies. If you are seeking out the

spiritual realm, you can be so easily deceived.

You must have a very

strong Devine presence to overcome these spirits. We have to travel through the darkness first, to reach the Light. Many people do not have such a protection from the spirit world. You can seek this direction through a medicine person or someone who has gone through the steps of understanding his or her own mind, such as in a 12 step program.

Often I have seen these spirits that are trapped in the minds of man. In a void of destruction they spin out of control. They seek out to infect others that are around them. Many times these spirits pull others down into the same dark web, through their own dark void in their own mind. At times I have seen these spirits and felt pity for

them, which is also a part of their deception.

Has humanity been lost in mans own nightmare of negativity? These spirits have become a reflection of what man perceives god to be. All this was born from the primal thought of what man understood to be god, in his early state of mind. We still recognize this reflection we have created, to be the true god. In our advanced form of thinking, we are still being deceived, because we have been trained up to
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believe what we are taught.

So they built churches and temples, to worship beings that lived on the face of the earth. They claimed these beings would come into their tents and give them instruction. Your temple is your heart. This is where the Creator speaks to you.

Could these beings have left their negative energies on this plane, causing a spiritual vortex that traps man here in the afterlife? If these beings were powerful enough to be considered gods by early man, then what power can they have over us in death?

The physical mind of man has led you astray, through knowledge that was not of the Creator. Now it is time to put away the books and ask. It is as simple as that. Ask and give thanksgiving. Its time to quit being led by mans negativity and negative spiritual ways.

Constantine claimed he had a vision of a glowing cross in the sky, which angels came from and gave him the formula for Greek fire. This was a deadly fire that could not be extinguished in water. This

knowledge that was given to him by supposed angels killed many in his thirst for conquest of lands.

Now why would the angels of peace lead this man to kill many? And the Israelites were led to kill many in the name of god, just as many others have claimed. Who were these angels? And how can we as a civilized people not look back at these blood thirsty nations, and not re-think their guides? I am asking you to be a free thinker and

research history and its writers a little better, before you bow down to their gods of war and lust for lands.

Find the Love for all things around you. And then you will find the Creator. If you dont have the right kind of Love, ask for it. The Spirit that was sent here to free your mind is the same spirit of the Christ, Who was in the man Jesus. Although churches use this name to keep you captive in sin. The largest cult known to man was created by a barbaric Roman nation 2000 years ago and has held you under their control ever since.

Although I do believe the man Jesus did walk on the face of the earth and was definitely a teacher. Could this Spirit of the Christ have
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traveled all the way down through bloodlines, thus being reborn in Jesus becoming the greatest teacher of all time? Could he have been the original teacher in the garden? many faces. This is what One Spirit can be seen through nature has a hard time

human

understanding.

Ancient peoples believed iron workers were gods and the swords they crafted had special powers. They deemed anything or anyone of an advanced nature to be a god. Christs abilities were far beyond any men, and his blood may have been of the most Divinest. We also have this Divinity within us and have been told by Christ himself this is true. A message I believe was stifled by the church, that may have been the most important Christ had for us.

Sin is in the mind of the one who creates the sin. Until the mind is healed through the heart first, all is in vein. There are those who keep seeking the heart of God through the mind of knowledge. They will never find what they are seeking through fear. They must remove the fear within, through love. They abide in the law, because they

follow blindly the law of god in fear. When in Love with spiritual things, we do not want to harm another because we love them and we speak truth, which has no room for sin.

Dont seek to remove the sin first. Seek to understand why the sin exists in you, because your heart is sick. Go down into the depths of your soul and ask, and the doors of your mind will be opened to you. Setting free those things, which keep you in bondage. And I am sorry to say, most peoples thoughts of Jesus does keep them in bondage.

We must release these spirits from our minds eye. So we will not be bound to the nature of them, or they us. We must release the ties to religions that seek to control, by seeking the Spirit of Truth in all that we do.

We can be in connection with All things, as we channel the Truth. And those spirits that surround Our Creators pure Life force. You will reach a higher level of subconscious and vibration. When the higher realms are in contact with you, more will be revealed. These spiritual realms exist on different levels of vibrational patterns. This is why

music has always been used as a way of connecting to these levels. And this is also why our children are being led astray by the hypnotic music loaded with negative forces and vibrations.

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When in the presence of this higher realm, it may be hard to stand up in at first. Especially when one is still enveloped by earthly desire. When we seek these realms, we must do so pure in body, or the vibrational level is too high for our human soul to endure physically. This is why we must ground ourselves in pureness of heart and body.

Once this higher level of consciousness is reached, the spirits of the lower levels can no longer affect you in the same manner anymore. Anger melts away, bad habits, lusts and worries. I have felt this level many times, but somehow have a hard time staying in this enlightened state. Maybe its just not time for me to be completely enlightened yet. But I believe whole heartedly, the time is close.

I go back and forth, to and fro in my Spiritual walk. Many people do. Remember, none of us are perfect. And a perfect walk will never happen on this plane of existence. But becoming aware of this higher plane, you will have a new level of protection, because you will be in contact with the spirits of protection in the Archaic form.

Your words will become like magic, while you create your path

before you.

We must recognize that religions have failed. The Creator does not fail. Do you think HIS hand too short to give you All the Knowledge of the MYSTERIES? Well, of course not. You just havent asked, or

havent been listening to the answers.

If you choose to ask, you must remember to listen. answers come in the form of a whisper.

Some

And if you are asking and It is time for

listening, then you are receiving much right now.

humankind to know the Truth. The Spirit is being poured out on the earth right now, in the form of Truth. All darkness will be brought to the Light. Then we will shine as the stars in the heavens.

So the question is: Are you going to continue to be the victim of religions that control? Or are you going to go out on a limb and

experience the magic of your own Divinity within?

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THE DECEPTIONS OF THE VOID CHAPTER 4

April 28th, 2009/To the Spirits of Religions by Chrissy TO THE SPIRITS OF RELIGIONS WHO ARE YOU? THE SONS OF GODS? THAT CAME UP AGAINST THE DAUGHTERS OF MAN? SEALED WITHIN THE DAUGHTERS OF ZIONS HEARTS, ARE THE GREAT MYSTERIES OF THE STARS THAT RESIDE IN THE RIGHT HAND OF THE LAMB OF GOD. THE SEVEN STARS WHO DID NOT FALL FROM HEAVEN. TRUTH OF ALL THINGS UP UNTIL THIS TIME. THROUGH THE MOTHERS OF THE EARTH. THAT HELD

TO BE REVEALED

TO THE SONS OF GODS

THAT IMPREGNATED OUR MOTHERS BEFORE US. THEN CALLED OUR CHILDREN EVIL AND SHED THEIR BLOOD. ERRORS OF CREATION. THESE ARE SETHIAN

THESE ARE THE LIARS OF RELIGIOUS

FOUNDATIONS. THE DAUGHTERS OF MEN ARE HERE IN THIS TIME TO CRUSH THE SERPENTS HEAD BENEATH OUR FEET. TO STAND ABOVE YOU AND SMITE WHICH YOU CALL GOOD. TO YOU MY SETHIAN

BROTHERS, YOU DO NOT HOLD THE KEYS TO THE HEAVENLY REALMS.

THE KEYS YOU HOLD ARE TO SHEOL, THE LAND OF DARK MYSTERIES STORED UP UNTIL THIS TIME. TO YOU MY SETHIAN BROTHERS, REVEAL YOUR KEY TO THE WORLD. ALLOW THEM TO USE YOUR WATCH

TOWERS, BRING THE ARMIES OF ANGELS, THE SONS OF GODS. FOR YOU WILL NOT STAND! FOR THE MOTHERS OF ALL NATIONS WILL BE REVEALED. THE KEY TO THE RIVERS OF THE BREATH OF HE THE

GREAT MYSTERY OF ALL LIFE. THROUGH THE MOTHERS SONGS, YOU CAN NOT STAND. FOR THROUGH THE 8 SONS OF GOD, YOU WILL BE BOUND FOREVER.

So my brothers and sisters do not bow down before alters. Do not worship the sun or become a part of the masses. I will reveal to you, with the help of the Holy Spirit, those things in Truth, which have been revealed through me. Set aside your old ideas. The time is short and there are few workers.

Your perception of reality and of the Christ has been tainted by the governance of man. By its world leaders and religions that seek to control your minds eye.

The WORD is the Christ.Within these pages I will reveal to you

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this man and the Spirit within the man. The human mind has a hard time grasping the physical aspects of the spirits. Because they are of the spiritual realm which few understand or have seen.

The human mind has been deceived by the liar and the spirit of religions. You call this spirit the devil. I just accept nothingness for what it is. A creation of mans own mind. The devil wasnt even

created till hundreds of years after the death of Christ. It was created as a being to control you.

These spirits only have the power you allow them to have over you. Without your knowledge of them, they do not exist. But your

mind through religions and media has already been tainted. And your Devine nature has created them.

These spirits are very cunning, even using the Word of Truth against man. Even the prophets of old have been deceived by this

negative force, to gain the soul of man and leave him earth bound. As a vortex these spirits of mans own fear, arise from the pages of ancient text. The writings of old are tainted with law and control of man. A law meant to guide by. In turn these words and law had

become mans downfall.

When man learns to be dictated by a true

heart, the law will fall away.

The ultimate sin becoming mans own knowledge, which is destroying the earth and mankind right now. This is pulling humanity even further from communion with the Creator. It leaves mankind with a void in his soul. Absent of any form of Wisdom of the Heart.

The Wisdom you see is of Her the Mother. Law is of the male aspect of creation. We have lost our balance through arrogance of

knowledge. This knowledge has rose itself up above the Creator. We have lost our balance of mind and heart of the spiritual and physical. Yin and yang.

There are two aspects of human emotion, love and fear. She of Love. He of fear. That deity which causes fear in the human soul (the spirit of the desert), consist of negative attributes; anger, jealousy, war, greed, etc. That deity which is of Love in the human soul (the spirit of the waters), consist of positive attributes; giving, nurturing, unselfishness, charity, compassion, hope, etc. All things are of male and female.
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Are you starting to see a pattern flowing? Religions push these negative attributes on human beings, in order to control their thought patterns and actions. These attributes of the Old Testament god, are not the attributes of the Great Mystery. This is a lie!

The god of the Old Testament sounds like a bad behaved child to me. He cannot control emotionswowhas anyone else noticed that? He has all those characteristics I tell my children they need to control. I tell myself that too. This is not the god the prophets were trying to portray to you, this is what the churches have given you a portrait of. The god of fear and anger.

This is the deception of the void, written in the text of man. They worshipped beings that were sent here to teach us and fell at their hands. Believing, these beings will come back and lift them up during the tribulation. Being told for 2000 years that Jesus would return and save them. What if this is the greatest deception of all time? Even Jesus said not to believe them when they say the Christ is here or there. The Spirit of the Christ will be in the heart of the

remnant. Those people who were written of in Revelation chapter 10.

The virgins really mean those with a pure soul, who have the New Song in their hearts. Its not meant for any one religion.

The bible teaches that there is a lost tribe of Israel. The whole world has formed their religions around this god of law and anger. Through this worship of the god of the Old Testament, the whole world has been lost spiritually. This is the truth.

Im not claiming the prophets to be wrong. them is wrong.

Our perception of

They had the voices of Truth and Wisdom in their The churches

grasp, but man chose knowledge over Wisdom.

worshipped knowledge and the god that held the books of law.

The heart of man however, has not fully received the Christ Consciousness within. So man followed after the god of war with the same attributes as the god mars, a god of strength with infantile thinking. Moses brought the religion he was raised under out of Egypt with him, and the god or deity Thoth which represented Truth of ones inner soul. Moses was raised up in the sacred and secret ways of the high priests of Egypt. These esoteric teachings were handed down through
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oral traditions in the form of Jewish Mysticism.

Many of you may not know this, but Moses was one of the founding fathers of the masonry craft and these esoteric mysteries. He was one of the original high priests of the art or the scribes of ancient Egypt. He brought to the Hebrew nations the secrets of the master trade.

I still dont quite understand the nature of all the deities I have seen in dreams, but it is becoming more and more vivid to me in my reality, now more than ever. One spirit may have many different faces and names down through time. And one of these spirits on the earth was viewed by many nations as being their earthly father. This could be why Jesus said not to call anyone on earth your father. Was this a clue?

One of the patriarchs that walked with the angels was Enoch. The Enochian keys are supposedly magical texts of the angels. And it has the language of the angels within its keys. We have a double

edged sword here. These keys call in all forms of spirits good and bad. These teachings we can now find in the Kabbalah. Many rabbi

teachers are coming forth in these last years to inform the earth of these teachings. They also like the Mayan believe it is time to reveal the ancient mysteries.

Satanic occults use these words of the angels and so do the Jesuit priest. Depending on where the persons heart is, is the magic that will be performed. And only the Creator knows a humans heart, not even the owner of it.

These books and keys are a link to our archaic ancestors. Yes you heard me, our archaic ancestors. These beings or angels mated with woman on earth. This is also written of in many religions

worldwide. I dont know exactly what they are, but I do know not to play with them. I believe unless you are of a pure thought when

seeking out this Higher Spiritual realm, it can backfire on you. These patriarchs are also in the lineages of the masons and their sons. Im not into conspiracy theories, but all seem to be related. And if the shoe fits, you cant say it doesnt.

Throughout the world the masonic symbols come down through the ages. And because I am an artist, I may have noticed this at an
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earlier age than most. Especially in the larger cities on their buildings and monuments, these symbols are everywhere.

You will soon start recognizing aspects of the Creator the Alpha (the Beginning) and the Omega (the end) But All is the ONEfor they are ONE Yet separate in nature on the earths plane. For All is in the purpose of the Creator, raising the children to the level of perfection.

There are spirits that are here with you right now, standing in wait for you to physically ask what the truth is, so it can be revealed to you. So you too can be a reflection of this Truth to All nations. So what are you waiting for ask!

There is an ancient Hebrew word for the supernatural stream in heaven. This stream carries seven sacred Names of God. It is called NACHEL (nah-kal). The word (Eh-Yah) gains access to this heavenly

river joining it with the earthly rivers. I love to meditate in the water, which is like a conductor of the Higher Spiritual realms. This is where I tend to get most of my spiritual enlightenment.

Remember to speak with the Heart to your Creator, not words. What does the Word need with your words? I always ask everyone

that. It does make a lot of sense. The Creator knows your thoughts, before you think them. Songs and chants allow you to free your mind of thought during meditation, so you can allow the Higher Thought to flow through you. Or breathing deeply through the nose and out

through the mouth allows you to concentrate on breath, instead of thoughts in your mind.

When you start understanding your divine nature, you will still have good and bad in your life. You will soon come to an

understanding in your life, that All forces that are unseen have a purpose, for the manifestation of perfection.

You may not meditate right at first, but it will come.

It takes

practice to empty ones mind. And when you learn too, you will want to empty your mind all the time. It takes more practice to listen to what the spirit is telling you when your mind is clear, and not interrupt it with your own thoughts. All is a learning process.

Remember, music and song is a good way to connect to the

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Creator.

It brings you into the moment.

Practicing to stay in the

moment will also bring you to a higher level of consciousness. Soon then you will become aware of all movements around you and others.

So any music in your household that is of the negative should be removed. Get rid of it! Its not worth your soul being junked up over. That includes people, places, movies, food, etc. Remove all negative things in your life. negative do try. Some cant get rid of their jobs, but if they are

We as humans are like spiritual sponges and our

children are hypersensitive.

OUR LOVE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD CHAPTER 5

Date unknown/A Letter to My Siblings by Chrissy

I have experienced a lot of miracles in my life. IT IS NOTHING NEW TO ME, AND THE WOMEN AROUND ME. overpowering sense maternal love. woman, men receive it also. With all miracles comes an

It doesnt have to come from a

It is that feeling you have the minute

your child comes into the world, that swelling of the heart that you can feel in your throat. This is an amazing mystical type of love that is accompanied by creation. I cant explain it any other way. I am

beginning to feel that love daily, through my brothers and sisters globally. As I sit here writing you this letter, you may already be

receiving this divine presence of creation that has existed in you since the beginning. This earth is not going to die or explode, it will continue on. What is changing is the world as we know it to be. Cities will

collapse and fires will burn rivers. Death will be feared and welcomed at the same time. Those who have been brought here to this time will usher in creation once again through their love. You are beginning to know who they are. They walk next to you. You are starting to

understand one anothers hearts, and in some cases hear each other thoughts. The Creator is creating in you One heart and mind, the The Song of

Mothers heart of healing, nurturing and a New Song.

creation is in you my brothers and sisters. You will be able to speak to the waters and they will move. Go and sing to the waters that never change, with your hearts a new. I am you and you are me. When you look into anothers eyes what do you see? Can you see the reflection
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of yourself? Your thoughts and hearts are becoming as mine. For you my siblings are being created a new. Ride with the Spirit of the Wind in Truth and LoveChrissy

In this letter above I speak of the reflection of oneself in anothers eyes. I speak of this due to a dream I have had in the past that sticks with me, as if it was yesterday. This was one of the first lessons I had learned through the spirits, of the meaning of the symbol of the eye. The reflection of mans soul.

The dream however only lasted maybe less than a minute. Although when I awoke I felt completely energized. It was of a Light unexplainable by my own words. I was a type of jellyfish spirit made of light, with human eyes. And there were two others identical to me, in substance and spirit within this liquid Light. Three separate entities, of the same substance and spirit. All of us had human eyes.

We all started morphing. The one spirit turned into a whale, the other into an elephant and me into a human being. We were all still connected, within the same Spiritual Light. I then awoke, as fast as the dream began. Wanting to understand in my mind, what was being

conveyed to me through my heart, I asked, Give me words, as simple as that.

I went on about my day, into the early evening.

I completely

dismissed the thoughts of my morning dream, while I was painting in my art room. At this moment I was literally zapped by the Spirit. Its as if this amazing burst of electricity hits me, from the top of my head to my toes, with a strong presence of peace and love. When this

happens to me, my surroundings even become bright and colors very vivid.

When this usually happens to me it is accompanied by many voices. That is what I call it anyway. It sounds like a million voices rolling like thunder, speaking in unison in my mind. Did you ever stand at the fence of a race track as the cars roll by, and shake your insides? This is what it feels like. In some cases even stronger.

Anyway, the Many Voices said, What do you see when you look into anothers eyes? When they speak they always ask me a

question. I think this is so I realize the answer is not in my own mind. Many times the number 44 is shown to me afterwards, which is a sign
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to me I am being spoken to. I said, I dont know what I see. They said, You see the reflection of yourself.

Wow

I never would have thought of that on my own.

Everything that I have experienced through human emotions, others have experienced also. We are of the same substance, all having the same feelings. We are only having different human experiences and lessons.

At this moment I instantly realized, what the Natives had been trying to tell me for years. relatives. We are all related! All life is all my

The lessons I had been receiving up until this point in my life started making sense to me. Automatically the eyes of the Speaker of the Heart, who I had seen in my dreams as a child, were vivid in my mind. Over the next couple of days, many more dreams from the past started flooding my mind. This one dream had brought me to a new level of understanding in my spiritual walk.

So all these eyes I had ever seen during my human experience came alive to me. My meditation and prayer also became heightened during this time in my life. Mans words or teachings would have never been able to convey this message of communion to me. experience was untouchable by human words. This

The knowledge I had received through churches up until this point, had now become null and void to me. For now the Spirit was relaying to me a higher plane of Understanding and Wisdom. All my

studying of biblical text and religions worldwide, made little sense to me anymore.

I attempted for years to find common links between the early tribes of man, through books and the internet. Because I did not quite understand the wars between nations spurred on by religious states. I never understood death by means of a religious direction. My Creator is of Life not death. Religions have separated us, and I was bound to find their common link to bring us closer to a Universal Truth and common ground. Each person on this earth has an individual spiritual path and we must learn to respect that. No man or leader should be the
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instructor of this Truth.

Only the One with All Breath can be your

instructor. Each uniquely inspired by the Thought of the Creator.

What is good for one might be the downfall of another. It may even bring one person to a higher level and drive the other to insanity. Some are meant for the higher vibrational levels and some for the lower. We are all on different levels of spirituality and not to be forced by the hand of man. We must first seek out peace within our own

souls. We are all just pieces of the puzzle. You cant force the wrong piece into the wrong spot. We are all pieces of the puzzle.

Early 2000s/Separation of Man by Chrissy OUT OF ONE PRIMAL THOUGHT WAS BORN RELIGION. THE PUREST

FORM OF RELIGION IS THANKSGIVING OF THE MYSTERY OF ALL THINGS. YOU BOW DOWN BEFORE THOSE THINGS, WHICH YOU DO

NOT UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE YOU DO NOT SEEK THE TRUTH. LOOK WITHIN YOURSELF FOR THE TRUTH. IT WILL BE REVEALED TO YOU.

DO NOT LOOK AT YOUR BROTHER FOR HIS TRUTH. DO NOT LOOK TO YOUR SIBLINGS AND POINT A FINGER, BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN FEARS. BLOOD HAS POURED OUT UPON THE EARTH BECAUSE OF YOUR RELIGIONS AND THEIR LIES! DO NOT TELL OTHERS WHAT RELIGION

TO FOLLOW. YOU MAY BE IN ERROR. YOU HAVE SOUGHT TEACHINGS FROM THE MINDS EYE, OF THE ONE FROM THE BEGINNING WHO WORSHIPED THE LIGHT OF THE SUN. IVE SOUGHT THE RELIGIONS OF THIS EARTH, TRULY LOVING THE CHRIST SPIRIT AS A BROTHER NOT AS A GOD. HE SAID DO NOT BOW DOWN BEFORE ME. I WAS A DEVOUT CHRISTIAN MY WHOLE LIFE. NOW WHEN I AM ASKED, I AM JUST

CHRISSY WHO LOVES MY CREATOR AND MY BROTHER THE CHRIST. THOSE WHO FIND THE LIGHT, SEEK THE TRUTH WITHIN. THEN THEY WILL RECEIVE THE SON OR CHRIST AS A BROTHER. THE CREATOR IS ALL THINGS. YOUR MIND HOWEVER, CAN NOT GRASP THE TRUTH,

ONLY THE LIES OF MAN. MAN DREW THE SUN ON A CAVE WALL AND BOWED DOWN AND WORSHIPED IT. I FIND MY PLACE AMOUNG MY

ANCESTORS WHO SPEAK TRUTH TO ME, THROUGH DREAMS AND LONG LIFE LESSONS. YOU MY SIBLINGS WHO STILL SEEK EARTHLY

RELIGIONS, SEEK WITHIN. THE ANSWERS ARE THERE. THY POWER IS WITHIN THEE.

So we live in this so called Matrix of mans own knowledge. We must escape this labyrinth of the mind. Freeing ourselves of pre-

conceived perceptions of what god should be or is. Man has installed this into our pattern of thinking over a period of 2000 years, maybe even longer.
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I feel as if I had been brought here to this time to write this book to you. To reveal a message that has been locked up by the ages and time. It is time now to separate our minds, from those preconceived A

perceptions that have been implanted in our daily thoughts.

message that will guide you into a song and dance that is not among sanctuaries, but in the fields and hill tops.

Learn to sing, as the birds gather at your feet. Learn lessons in the darkest of hours, through the subconscious and an inner communion of the heart. Not allowing your sacred works to be seen before man.

June 26th, 2009/Letter to My Sisters by Chrissy For my sisters who are in prayer. I see you in every corner now and in every face, a reflection and beauty shining through from across the ages of man. We are here for this purpose to sing our songs. Gather my sweet sisters. Gather with your drums. Gather in the fields and hold hands. Your Creator is in wait for your song. You are receiving instruction worldwide. Keep those prayers moving for the children and the waters of our Mother. For you my sisters are the heart of all

nations. When you hear the beat of the drum in the thunders, you will know to Whom you belong. Where the path meets the waters edge, you will know to Whom you belong. You are the sisters of all and the Mother of the ONE. The Spirit has blessed you amongst the stars and the multitude is great. The Great Mystery will be revealed through

your dance. Dance my sisters. The mothers before you are waiting for their voices to be heard through your tune.

TOGETHER THE INDIGINOUS TRIBES OF THE EARTH SHALL HEAL THE HEARTS OF THE CHILDREN

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May 3rd, 2009/The Mask of Religions will be Unveiled Through the Mothers of All Nations by Chrissy YOU THE RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD, YOUR FACE WILL BE REVEALED. YOU ARE THE SERPENT OF OLD. THE MASK UPON YOUR FACE WILL BE TORN FROM YOU BY THE TRUTH. THE TRUTH IS WITHIN THE WOMENS HEARTS OF ALL NATIONS GLOBELY. WE ARE RECEIVING INSTRUCTION AND GUIDANCE FROM THOSE YOU HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF. YOU ARE OF THE MATERIAL, WE OF THE SPIRITUAL. WE ARE FROM THE REALM THAT IS BEYOND HUMAN THOUGHT. WE ARE FROM THE

SPACES THAT INHABIT ALL SPACES THAT BRING THOSE FROM THE DARK SHADOWS INTO THE LIGHT, SO ALL WILL BE REVEALED. YOU

THE ELITE POWERS OF THE EARTH CAN NOT HARM OUR MOTHER AND SHED HER CHILDRENS BLOOD, WITHOUT BEING BROUGHT TO THE TRUTH. YOUR LIES AND LAND GAMES WILL CEASE, WHEN THE

MOTHERS SONG IS REVEALED THROUGH THE WOMEN OF ALL NATIONS. WHAT WAS WILL BE AGAIN. YOU ARE THE MIRRORED

IMAGE OF FALSENESS AND TERROR, FROM THE DARK WATERS. YOU DESTROY EVERYTHING IN YOUR PATH AS LOCUS, FOR MATERIAL GAIN. YOUR HISTORY AND LINEAGE ARE CUNNING AND TREACHEROUS, DEVICED OVER THOUSANDS OF YEARS. STIFFLING THE WOMENS

VOICE, BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOUR OWN WEAKNESS, THE WOMENS SONG. YOU CAN NOT STAND IN ITS AWAKENING; IT WILL BRING YOU TO NOTHINGNESS ONCE AGAIN.

To the spirit of religions, we know who you are.

You have

claimed to be something you are not. You have claimed to be the One on High, the Creator. You have claimed to be all these things. You being left in charge to guide and teach, error had been found in you. You have caused man to forget his own inner Knowledge of the Creator. For the Creator is all Knowledge. But your sin was great in allowing mankind to bow down before you.

She is the Mother who holds the spirit of the waters (Ma-Na-Ka) from the beginning. She was the one who poured out the spirit of the Creator into man. Without Her, all would have ceased to exist in the Knowledge of the Great Mystery. man to fix your error. Her Wisdom was brought forth in

She caused the Sethians to come forth, but

again the spirit of angels tainted the lineage of the Sethian races. Causing offspring to be born that was of a monstrous form. So once again mans spirit was tainted by the lineage of these angels or beings.

Through this Sethian lineage, a god was created by man to be worshiped. The Sethians had a form of knowledge from the teachings of these ancient beings. So through the Sethian bloodlines this god
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came down through Egypt speaking to their sons and daughters, man raising himself up as a god.

When they tried to overcome this god by building the tower of babel, a separation was formed confusing their minds and language. The Creator seeks unity in man, not separation. separation. Deception seeks

The Mother of All things brought Divinity and unity to all man. She brought forth the Rivers of Knowledge to the earth, through the Spirit of the Christ. She brought the spirit of the Mother, which gives life to mankind. She is the one who is dying at the hands of men.

Its time the Spirit of the Woman rises up, and overcomes the one man calls god. Who is not the Spirit of ALL LIFE. The old god is only the earthly father the governments have set in place of the Creator. He had many names worldwide. They put him in the form of They gave him

man and bird, upon their walls in their sanctuaries. blood sacrifices in atonement for their sins.

The words of Truth were defiled by men and turned into lies and the adversary of the Earth. These words sought to control. This spirit created by man deceived many to control them by laws, creating an abundance of religions, from mans own mind.

The Mother still spoke through our ancestors and the prophets, even as they were being deceived by the lies of men. SHE was still a part of them. However their thoughts were confused. And they thought these gods and the Spirit of the Mother had the same voice.

She continued to speak to their inner most sanctuary, the heart. The god of Moses spoke to them in the desert of their heart. Speaking over them law and condemnation.

The old god caused his son to come forth, as the prophets foretold. A son in the lineage of David was born. He had all the old gods earthly knowledge of the ancient text and knew the ways of the science, writing and math. The old god was in charge of such things. Jesus was offered up the rule of the earth. But HE challenged the god of law, knowing the spirit that contained itself within his Sethian fathers. Jesus knew the Spirit of the Mother that was in Him also.
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He was of the heaven and the earth. He turned away from the law of the old god and his earthly pride. He taught that if our hearts were pure we would not need to be governed by law. Christ was One with the Heart of the Mother and the Creator.

Mary the mother of Christ was Blessed before her own birth. The seed of the Christ was planted in her, within the Great Rivers of the Holy ONE. She traveled here from the Great Everlasting. She is the Rose. So the seed was with her. She was raised up in the sanctuaries of man, and fed by the angels of the Sons of Light.

She brought the Spirit of ALL Things with her and the Spirit of the Christ. So the Spirit of ALL would enter into Jesus the man. He was of man and of Spirit. He was of the Things that are connected to the ALL.

The Christ was the first Adam and first Eve. He was Adam of the material and Eve of the Spiritual, male and female spirit.

The first Adam had great knowledge. He was given all these things. He understood the ways of the stars and their movements and

their flow. He understood mathematics and science. He had all these understandings. Because he was first man and related to all things. He spoke to these things and they obeyed him. He was a part of ALL Things.

SHE was of ALL Things. She was the Eve and of the moon. She consecrated us, through Her Light of the Logos that flows in the Heavens. This is the path that was set out for her children. Seek the Spirit of the Mother, within your own bloodlines.

For You the Spirit of the SPIRIT, come forth and gather with your sisters. Speak in Truth against the lies and deceptions of man and their religions.

I have seen the face of man, down through the tunnels of time. First man came to me in a dream. I had seen the face of all religious foundations. I have seen the spirit of the one in the desert, who brings thirst to mans heart.

The one that Moses held his staff up to, healing the people was
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the god of medicine. A being sent here to heal the people, not control them.

We still use this staff today, to represent medicine. It was wrapped with two snakes. Representing male and female and the DNA strand of man. It has the symbol of the sun, with wings. This represents the sun god Ra, and the wings of Isis. It is worldwide symbol for the health care system.

This god had become many things across the face of the earth, with many names. He called himself the Light, the Way, the Truth. And his Son had these words within Him. But without his knowledge, his son was born of the Light and the star nations. He knew the Light and was the True Word. He brought Love, when the old god brought only fear.

Through the star nations there was born a son named Seth, who was beautiful in Nature and Glory. He bore a son named Annis, who bore son after son, till the bloodlines of the Thothians appeared in ancient Egypt.

Having the same blood of the star nations, Thoth was raised up by the people as a god, even after death. All people with this bloodline lived for centuries, instead of decades, as Moses lived to be over 600 years old.

Thoth had the star peoples bloodline and the blood of man. The spirit of the man over-ruled. He was worshiped as a god. Sanctuaries were built for him, and for those who followed his ancestry after his death. Man has very little remembrance of him. Man asked for the blood of animals and humans to sacrifice to their gods. Mans instinctive nature rose above his spiritual nature, becoming destructive. He sought blood in the form of sacrifice.

Thoth spoke in truth, because the truth was spoken to him by his forefathers. When you speak, all these things come to be. You have the creation of your own path, through the spoken word. Man has the Power within him, but he does not know this yet.

We need to wake up and come to remembrance, allowing the Spirit of the Mother to guide us. For through this, we can even make the waters move.
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He, the one I seen in the deserts came to me in a dream. He walked out of the midst of nothingness and spoke to me, I was sent here to bring you a message.

I turned away from this man that looked like death. He had short dark hair with dark features. He looked Romanian. His eyes were sunk in his head and dark. His lips were black and had black veins under the skin. I did not want to have any part of this deity.

But again he spoke, in a demanding and frustrated tone. He said, Look at me! I was sent here to bring you a message

I had no fear of this man, just rejection. Matter of fact, I remember feeling as if my emotions were removed from me. So I was able to experience this dream without feeling, what he was about to reveal to me.

So I looked into the eyes of this man, this poor pitiful soul with no spark of the Creator. He spoke once more reassuring me I would be

ok. He said, I was sent to bring you a message. You are an untouchable.

So I looked into his black eyes that were spinning. Noticing the left one was spinning clock-wise, like a tornado. I always see rainbow spirits whirling like this, but full of Light. And those Spirits spin counter clock-wise, to the beginning. His was spinning forward with time.

At that moment I was sucked into his eye, accompanied by a vacuum sound. I was in a long dark black hole vortex, in bodily form. It seemed as if I was spinning for hours. So much knowledge was being enveloped into my mind.

At the entrance to the dark tunnel were thousands of spirits spinning with me. Each spirit belonged to a symbol of a religion. Every single religion that has been on the face of the earth, was there spinning out of control.

As I continued down through time in this tunnel, the spirits became fewer and fewer. As if they had multiplied with time over the
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years. And as I sped down through the tunnel of time, back to the beginnings.

The spirits that were innumerable at the tunnels entrance, lessoned in number as I traveled down through this dark tunnel. The thousands becoming hundreds, the hundreds became tens and all the way back to the one.

Then I became a part of this one spirit in the beginning. I popped out into a light of a cave. And in my hand I held some sort of writing tool. I dont know if it was a brush. I was painting on a wall of a cave the picture of a sun.

At this very moment, I was me in this dead mans body. And I knew man made a very big mistake. At that very moment I realized the mind of man had created every religious spirit on the face of the earth. And this spirit of first man held all people captive in this tunnel of time.

In this recognition, I immediately got sucked back through the

tunnel. This time so fast, I did not see the walls. My body felt as if it was elongated physically by this vortex. Then plop, with a strike of Lightening, I was standing before this pitiful man once again.

This time I had feelings, welling up inside of me for this spirit. I looked at him with a sunken heart. I knew that I must reveal to others what I had been shown. So this first man could finally be freed.

He spoke to me once again, I have created all of these, out of my one mind.

Then I saw a flash of light, and I woke up. I felt this great sorrow and pity in my soul when I woke. I believe I saw the face of Adam, not the very first man. It was the very first man that created religion. Man has been around much longer than Adam. The bible only dates Adam as being a little more than 6000 years old.

This spirit knew the error of his way. This spirit knew he had created this great vortex of trapped souls, because of his worship of the sun. He had led mankind into a powerful nightmare, by his one
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thought. He lacked the Spirit of the great Mystery, and was reaching out to me to be saved from this endless tunnel of time.

I didnt see him as bad. I knew him to be the spirit of all religions. But I knew he wanted it stopped and he couldnt stop it, without help from mankind believing in the truth.

These spirits have become a reflection developed by mans own mind. Mankind has to do the releasing. The physical mind has become imbalanced by religions and gods. These spirits were sent forth to teach, and we hold them captive in our worship.

These are the spirits many speak of that have fallen, because we have lifted them up and worshiped them. We have created them out of our thought and made them more powerful than ever.

Through the many religions of man they are trapped. It is time for the releasing of the spirits of the earth. All will be brought back to the Light. And the nothingness that remains in man will return to the void once again.

We will release all ties to religions and religious foundations by seeking the Truth within. There are spirits or angels that are not caught in this void. And we can connect to them on a Higher plain, through a communion with the Creator.

Humanity is ready to reach a Higher level of consciousness and vibration. It is up to all of us. We have all fallen by the lies of the god that says we were made in his image. For the ALL the ONE, has no image. We are worshiping an image our mind has created.

Since the beginning of time, man has been slaying his own brother, seeking out this image of god. Out of this god came jealousy, which this unmerciful god holds the scales of judgment. We put him in the form of Her wisdom, at your entrance to America. She Wisdom holds the book of law and judgment. No we are wrong. Wisdom holds Truth and Love.

Seek the womb of our Mother. Merlin sought the womb of our Mother. The one dubbed by the churches, to be a heretic and magician. His teachings were said to come to him, in a crystal cave in
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the oceans. Im not sure this cave is a physical place, because the one I went to as a child was not of this earth.

When I found this story of Merlin, it was almost identical to the dreams that I had experienced as a child.

Merlins cave also had green crystal walls, as mine. He was taught Secret Truths, as I was. He found solace in the womb of His Mother, the Spirit of Wisdom. And he was on the path of magic (what society calls it). She gave him more than Knowledge. She gave him Truth, which works as magic.

Speaking in truth, like I said, things of a pure nature will come to you, like in the garden of the beginning. Because we were of All things in the beginning. The truth knows to whom it belongs. And we also belong to it.

So we go against our own nature, when we speak lies. We cant rule Truth. Ruling and control is a deception, just as you cant control your own mind. We must ask for that to be done through us.

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Date unknown/To My Sisters of Old by Chrissy TO MY SISTERS OF OLD, WE HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE TO THIS MOMENT IN TIME TO FIND ONE ANOTHER. IT IS TIME, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. THE FEMALE ASPECT OF THE CREATOR IS COLLECTING BACK TO ITSELF, WHAT HAS BEEN LOST SO LONG AGO. WE ARE THE DAUGHTERS OF CREATION MY SISTERS. THOSE WHO REMEMBER THE SONG OF OLD THAT HAS ALL BREATH, FIND YOUR SISTERS TO COMPLETE YOURSELF. SEARCH WITHIN, AND THE PATH WILL FLOW BENEIGTH YOUR FEET. ALLOW ALL THINGS TO REVEAL ITSELF TO YOU. YOU KNOW THE VOICES OF YOUR SIBLINGS. YOU SANG THEM INTO EXISTANCE. YOU HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE FROM THE BEGINNING.
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YOU KNOW ONE ANOTHER AND WILL GATHER IN ONE SONG AND ONE HEART. YOU WILL CALL THE WINDS OF THE NORTH TO FIGHT YOUR BATTLE. YOU WILL CALL THE DIRECTIONAL FLAMES, WHICH HAVE BEEN SENT TO GUARD YOU. THEY WERE SENT TO HEDGE IN, FROM ALL THAT MIGHT WANT TO HARM YOU. GATHER AT THE STREAMS, AND HEAL THE WATERS IN ONE VOICE. FOR YOU ARE THE HOPE OF OUR MOTHER AND THE PROTECTOR OF HER CHILDREN. ALLOW THE THUNDERS OF LIFE TO SPEAK THROUGH YOU. FOR YOU SHALL BE THE VOICE OF ALL.

So now is the time of the Spirit of the MOTHER. We must go to the children. They cry out to you. Their hearts are broken. And the mothers cry for their children.

When I spent a week with my boyfriend Bear (Chico) in Uniontown Kentucky during Ancestors Day, the spirits of the Mothers cried out to me from their graves. I didnt know why they were crying. I thought they were crying for their own children. Their children were there with them in the dirt. They were buried beside them.

The spirit of these women werent seeking their own children.

They were seeking All the children of the earth, red, yellow, black and white. I KNOW THAT NOW. A couple months later I went to Bear Butte. This is a mountain in South Dakota that many Natives have sought a vision on. Bear Butte is a very Holy mountain.

As I went to the top of the Butte to sit and pray in an old prayer circle that had been left behind, I saw the faces and eyes of the children. I tried to pray at this time, but the winds were growing really strong and I had to hold on. A storm was forming right above my head, as I watched.

There hadnt been rain in South Dakota for months. They were going through a drought. Do you know this very storm followed us all the way back to Ohio? And along the way back it would stop everywhere we stopped.

You see we were speaking to people in front and behind us on our route, bikers and Indians. And it would be clear 5 miles in each direction. Thats how I knew it had followed us from the Butte.

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Anyway, as I tried to light my sage in this wind on the mountain, it wouldnt light due to the strong winds. So I set my incense bowl down, outside of the prayer circle. I dont even really remember praying. But I STARTED SEEING CHILDRENS EYES FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD and I started crying. Then I started seeing those womens eyes in their graves that were back in Kentucky. Immediately my incense lit. I smelled it, and looked up. There was a crack of lightening from over my head and it started pouring. Its as if the spirits were crying with me.

This was all happening at the same time of the Sundance. Thats where we had been for the week previously to visiting the Butte. You see I was with Bear (Chico Dulak) for 8 years, who is Sundancer. I had met many spiritual elders during this time of my life. This is when my spiritual journey really started to take off.

So as we traveled from the Butte back across South Dakota, so did the rain. It ruined the one day of Sundance. I wish I would have known this at the time. We would have gone a different way. Chico kept saying the Thunder beings were following me. I didnt believe him at the time. I really didnt believe in the Native ways and spiritual world. Opps so wrong.

All the eyes of the children I had seen that day on the Butte, were from All Nations, red, yellow, black and white. It seemed as if the prayers of the mothers and grandmothers were transcending time, and reaching me at that very moment. Crying out for All the children that had ever existed on the face of the earth. Which is All mankind.

These prayers were coming from the indigenous nations of the earth, through the Mothers. Could these nations be the lost Tribes and Nations of Israel? Could they be the lost tribes the Hebrew spoke of? The Hebrews may have remembered this nation at one time, before the deceptions of man and Adam crept in.

The Spirit of the Mother may have come through the indigenous nations of the earth. We know that these tribes were matriarchal in origin. These nations raise the womb or hoop of the Mother, with All the colors of man held within this circle. This hoop is called the hoop of All Nations.

And the red nations ancestors have spoken to us. They told us of HER. The Spirit of the White Buffalo Calf Woman is representative of
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this Mother. Native prophecy has told us that she would return, just as the Christ Consciousness would return to earth one day. She is here right now, through the Grandmothers. This brings me to another dream I had, that will help you understand this Spirit of the waters. This is when I finally understood with my heart the waters of creation.

An angel was standing before me. He was dressed in all white. He was in a garden of white roses, white coral, white pillars and 8 white wells made of sand stones. He was walking me through this garden teaching me the names of the wells. I do not remember any of their names, just the one in the middle. Because when he reached the 8th one in the center of the garden, I spoke to him.

I asked, What is the name of this one in the center? He said, Ma-Na-Ka. The Never Ending Waters.

Then I woke up and ran into my bathroom in the middle of the night, to google the words Ma-Na-Ka. To my amazement it came up. There is a river in South America called Ma-Na-Ka , meaning the waters that do not end. And a river in China that means, the water with the

reflection of faces. This I somehow knew was the Spirit of the Christ and the Spirit of Woman I had seen in the waters through a few dreams. Somehow both Spirits I believe are the same in one.

Now, my dreams are all being pieced together as I sit here writing this book. The dream I had of the womanly figure underneath the oceans, took my breath away. She looked like a jelly fish, made of iridescent rainbow lights. She was in a dark cave and it was collapsing all around her, as she was dying. It was horrible.

The Spirit of the Oceans and Mother Earth is dying.

Because of mans error, could have this spirit caused the waters of the earth to rise? Could she have saved her own bloodlines in the Arc of Noah? And then once again, there was one on the arc that had the spirit of man and the spirit of the nothingness. Were the pure bloods or blue bloods, tainted once again?

The Spirit of the Mother was strangled once again by man. So

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HER voice was silenced once again through the bloodlines of man. The Mother nurtures and gives Life to mankind. SHE brings forth the Rivers of ALL LIFE. SHE is the One Who is in charge of the Oceans Movement. SHE is the One Who is dying at the hands of man.

All through time, man has denied Her existence and Wisdom. The patriarchal societies had taken the voices of the mothers. The ancient civilizations deceived many with knowledge. The Woman, the Spirit of the Woman, is that of the Heart.

Its time the Spirit of the Woman rises up, and overcomes the one who calls himself god.

First man was great in knowledge. He was given all these things. He understood the ways of the stars and their movements and their flow. He understood mathematics and science. He had all these understandings. Because he was first man and related to all things. He spoke to these things and they obeyed him. But he was separated from ALL Things, due to his arrogance and ego.

SHE the Eve was that of the moon. She consecrated us through Her Light of the Logos, which flows in the Heavens, which is made up of the ALL Little Golden orbs of LIFE. This is the path to be taken. You the Spirit of the ALL SPIRITS come forth and bring your Wisdom to mankind.

Within the United States capital there is hidden book called, The Book of Secrets. Is this the hidden agenda for our nations future, which was set forth by our religious forefathers? Many believe these secrets have been handed down through the masonic lodges, all the way from Egypt.

We have been bred to worship a god and a system of order that has been here since the dawn of civilization. Our welfare has always been in the hands of the elites, we have never truly been a free nation under god. We have been enslaved by the god that was chosen for us, by the pharaohs of Egypt and the Roman Empire who enslaved even Egypt.

Since the beginning of time, man has been slaying his own brother, seeking out this image of god. Images line our institutions all
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over American. The Roman goddess of freedom, who holds a torch, stands at the entrance to America. She carries a tabula ansata (a tablet of law). Laws set forth by the Roman Empire and its church. We have never had freedom of religion. We have been bred to follow under one god, chosen by the people. We have never been given the chance to seek this Truth within.

Does not any understand? Does not any seek with a True heart, these secrets of man? Why do you just believe? Just dont believe and follow blindly. ASK! It will be shown to you. You need to allow the Creator to flow through you, to give you Understanding. Through the Spirit of HER the Wisdom, which is spoken of in your Psalms, all will be revealed.

We need to learn to seek the womb of our Mother Earth, as the Native Nations do through the sweat lodge. Merlin the magician sought the womb of our Mother, as I have spoken of. The one dubbed by the churches, to be a heretic and magician.

Some believed this cave to be on the edge of the ocean, which could only be entered at low tide. This is the place where he learned

all his magic and alchemy.

His cave as mine had green crystal on the walls. He was taught Secret Truths as I was. He was on the path of magic (what society calls it). The spirits gave him more than knowledge; they gave him truth and prophetic visions for his people. When we seek Truth, we become Truth. It becomes magic, because with it comes the Power of the Creator.

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April 6th, 2009/My Sisters Wake Up by Chrissy MY SISTERS WAKE UP. GATHER TO THE GREAT MYSTERIES THAT ARE BEING REVEALED TO YOU. WE ARE GATHERING FROM ALL DIRECTIONS AND ALL COLORS. WE HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE TO THIS TIME FOR A GREAT SPIRITUAL BATTLE AGAINST THE POWERS OF DESTRUCTION AND DEATH. THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE RAPING OUR MOTHER

EARTH. FIND ONE ANOTHER. IT IS TIME. I HAVE BEEN CONTACTED BY WOMEN FROM ALL OVER THE GLOBE, WHO SEEK THE SAME TRUTH IN LOVE. A LOVE YOU ARE SEEKING, WHO ARE HAVING SIMULAR DREAMS. WE HAVE BEEN LIED TO BY THE CHURCHES FOR YEARS, ABOUT THE GREAT MYSTERIES OF THE CREATOR. ALLOW YOUR PATH TO LEAD THE SPIRITS AND ANGELS

YOU, FOR THE TEACHERS ARE AT HAND.

ARE GUIDING YOU BY THE LIGHT OF YOUR MAKER. WE ALL HAVE BEEN BIRTHED FROM THE RIVERS THAT HAVE NO END. THE LIGHT, VOID OF DARKNESS. YOU STEPPED UP TO THE PLATE FOR THIS ONE IN THE

CREATORS REALM. YOU SAID, I WILL GO. AND YOU ARE HERE NOW. WAKE UP LITTLE SISTERS. IT IS TIME TO GROW STRONG, IN THE LIGHT OF YOUR CREATOR. TO GUIDE THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO STILL ASKASK...ASK... AND YOU

REMAIN IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS.

WILL BE SHOWN. DO NOT FEAR. WE HAVE DOUBTED OUR DIVINITY FOR TOO LONG, BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO DO SO. BEING TOLD IN SOME CASES, WHAT WE ARE RECIEVING IS NOT OF THE

CREATOR. WAKE UP FROM THE LIES OF MANS SPIRIT OF RELIGIONS. SING WITH US. DANCE WITH THE BEAT OF THE DRUM. WAKE UP. WE ARE HERE WITH YOU.

The soul of man is longing to return to its Truer Origins. For it has been spoken of, that the women will step on the head of the serpent. This may bring you to the question; Who is this serpent?

Man had formed this serpent or Satan through his own knowledge. Then brought it to form in the image of half man and half goat, which is the reflection of Satan or Pan. This was a being created in mans own mind and image. A deception and chaos, who rules

principalities of the dark matter or void within mans own thought.

Does this spirit have a real form that existed on the face of the earth? Most believe only in spirit. All religions have portrayed this

demon, in one way or another. This spirit has been blamed for many underhanded and deceptive acts. Many believe this spirit also has

control over earthly elements, taking out his wrath on the earths inhabitants. How silly does this sound to a learned intelligent human being? Maybe there were star people or aliens that had some form of control over weather patterns. I cant tell you this for sure, but that would explain why early man feared these gods and natural disasters.
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We portray this spirit and its dominions, in Hollywood films. The deeper the fear of these demons, the more fear begins to grow in our minds. And these dominions prey on such fears, by controlling the

mind. I had recently gone through this with my daughter.

We experienced somewhat of a haunting on land that we were renting. Innumerable Native people were slaughtered for the lands

throughout the whole region.

After we left this property we had found out about many previous owners being tormented by these spirits, even unto death. A young mother in the early 1900s had even fed her baby to the pigs. There were a number of suicides on that property and adjoining properties. Cancer ran rampid in this area, which could have been due to something else. Negativity can also cause cancer.

But I would like to be clear, I never thought of these spirits as being demons, but unsettled souls. The Indigenous Nations make spirit houses and put food out after dinner every night to appease these spirits that are lost. Its like they try to reach out grasping for life and love, but it causes people to go insane who cant handle their onslaught of chaotic emotions that are left on this plane.

I really dont believe them to be demons, but souls lost in this time and space who can be very dangerous at times. So to summon such souls is not a good idea. I had felt them there at times, but they never approached me the same way as my daughter. It just confused and depressed her, especially the spirits of suicide. And these spirits tend to collect together, so some places are stronger than others.

I cant imagine what some of these people felt before they took their own lives. And this raw emotion got caught up on this plane, and gets worse with each person that gives into it. Like a cloud of fear, anger, hurt, searching for someone or anything to dissolve it.

Can we physically bring these spirits to life? Well thats for you to come to an understanding of. But I can tell you this much. When anything from the negative principles of mind is formed, it wreaks havoc on our bodies, minds and those things around us. The mind of man can be easily controlled, when fears dwells in it. That is why it may be best to learn to overcome your fears and not allow things in that teach you to fear.

Many people have had contact with such spirits. Believing they are of the Light. The attitude of the person will reveal the spirit they
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are speaking to. And few see the Spirits of Light. I believe the longer the spirit of the dead has been on this earth, the stronger it is because others of its likeness have been magnetized to it. So it becomes many, which becomes like a legion, just as it says in the bible. This is what I believe the church has spoken of as demons.

The only thing that can counter react this, is a releasing of these souls. The church has its way of doing so and medicine men theirs. Wow! Can you imagine if the two came together one day to do so? Christ could do this, so why cant we? Can these souls see the Light after death? Is there really such a dance as Wovoka spoke of? The Ghost Dance?

Maybe one day we will finally figure out how to bring heaven to this earth as it was spoken of in the bible. Bring the Spirits of Light here to fill the darkness and void of these lost souls.

I myself do think chaotic energy fields are formed when someone dies who is out of balance. And now that man has become so entranced in the physical world, with worldly not spiritual thoughts, it is getting much worse. Our earths

population is out of control and the mind of man with it.

Spirits of the Higher plane, only come to guide during planetary unbalance, or if there is a major upheaval in a persons life. They don't just show up for the heck of it, at the will of any person. So I have no doubt that the Spirit of Light will return once again. But however I do not believe it will be in one human being, but many.

Most earthly souls that leave the body return to their place of origin, in the Higher Realms. Unless something

keeps them bound to this earth. These souls may get trapped in objects, certain localities or even in other people.

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Consciousness administers even in death, to those in need. You dont have to have this belief though. Many others

believe their ancestors guide them into the after world.

Does the spirit of man have more of a Divine origin, than what science gives it credit?
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These answers can be

found within your own mind.

When humanity starts

understanding their creative force, we may find the answers to many of these questions of Creation.

When you start asking some of these questions, be ready to receive the answers. In thinking outside the box, the answers will come. many dare to travel. You will then be on the path, too

Why do so many fear to take this path? Maybe we have been trained by religion not to seek the path of the heart. Not to ask questions. The answers are controlled by a

handful of few. The few in the ages of old, who chose what should be revealed to you. They themselves knew many of these answers. In order to control the earths population, knowledge was held from you.

Is mankind ready to think for himself? Is man ready to step out of the box? If so, man may learn that Divine Men on pulpits,

Knowledge is the inheritance to mankind.

have stolen this Divine Inheritance from us.

Are we the lambs, being led by the lions? Become the lions my siblings, as the Lion of Judah. Speak with authority and rise up into your Divinity and Power. Don't lie down for the slaughter. Rise up into your Inheritance, from the Holy of Holies. Rise up in Truth of the Great Mystery, becoming the Bride of Wisdom and Truth. given by the mind of religions. Bury the lies you have been

The Great Mystery schools of the days of old speak of this Divine esoteric magic. These schools speak of the workings of
the sub-conscious mind, through fictional gods of old representing mans own character.

The ancient Jewish religions, Hindu and Indigenous Nations, had an understanding of the hierarchy of the human mind and its levels. These levels of the psyche were explained through stories in the form of pictographs. Different characters of mans nature were represented in the forms of gods. So eventually man bowed down and worshiped these gods. Even though I believe some may have been rulers on this
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earth, of a higher or more intelligent form.

Through many ancient writings, it teaches us way to connect to our sub-conscious. It may have even taken these prophets or Holy

men on a journey into the fourth dimension. This level of vibration is where the spirits move, where many things can be revealed.

Ancient religions believed in something called tuning, a form of meditation, chanting or song. Some used music set in rhythmic beats. Some used drums, as the indigenous nations. The Hindus using brass tuning bowls. This will help to bring our meditation on a higher vibrational level. Many different religions, having different means of obtaining these Higher levels of frequency.

Even the animal world, is on different levels of vibration. When singing in nature, you can actually call the birds when hitting certain notes, as long as your heart is on a good tone itself. instinctively know the heart of the person. Animals

Jewish Mysticism teaches these practices of meditation.

The

Indigenous Nations use song and drums, to obtain this Higher level. Christians link to these Higher levels through song and worship. And I can go on all day.

By emptying ones own mind in song or meditation, Higher Thought will administer itself to you. It can only come through us, if we are an empty shell. We need to make room enough in our own

thoughts, to be able to hear.

The original Our Father in Arabic, speaks of these vibrations; Oh Thou, from Whom the Breath of Life come, Who fills all realms of sound, Light and vibration. utmost Holiest. May Your Light be experienced in the Let Your Will

Your Heavenly Domain approaches.

come True-in the Universe(ALL that vibrates), just as on earth(that is material and dense). Give us wisdom (Understanding) for our daily

need, detach the fetters of faults that bind us (karma) like we let go the guilt of others. Let us not be lost in superficial things (of the

material), but let us be freed from that what keeps us off from our true purpose. From You comes the ALL-working Will, the lively strength to act, the Song that beautifies ALL and renews itself from age to age. Sealed in Trust, Faith and Truth.

The colors of the rainbow are on this vibrational level. Red is on the lower vibration. And purple being on the Highest. We must tune into the Higher vibrational patterns, to become more Spiritually fit. We must get prepared.
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Some of you may have heard of the indigo children.

These

children are supposedly on this Higher level of vibration. Many having a purple aura. Some of these children have unusual abilities. Scientist testing them revealed actual changes within their DNA strands. So

does this mean mankind's DNA can actually be physically changing, due to a higher brain frequency levels?

The governmental orders of the earth are in fear the day man starts questioning his origins. Why? That is simple. When we start asking questions, we become free thinkers. Thinking outside the

governmental forces that we have been trained up to believe in, they will lose their power over us.

We would no longer be as lambs.

Following blindly, a system

devised out of a material illusion. Soon realizing, the face of religion is a grotesque one indeed.

When the Heart of the Nations starts to govern its own body, humanity will be on the way to being healed. We will no longer be in need of such strong governmental forces.

Where Love abides, no man can pull asunder. When mankinds

communion with this Creative Force, miracles will began to flourish. We would become indivisible through this Higher Power, each gaining a personal Wisdom. Answers would be found to all our questions,

physically and metaphysically.

Mankind would return to the beginning again, in perfect harmony. These lyrics are in a song. Written by one of the greatest song writers in history, John Lennon... You may say that I'm a dreamer...but I'm not the only one.

Our time is now, in this void of man. It is time for the Mothers to rise up in the ONE Heart, in ONE Song, given to us from on High. This gathering will be innumerable across the face of the globe, bringing the physical plane up to meet the Spiritual plane of existence.

Seek those, who are as you, who are receiving messages of Love and Truth. We need to bring these Spiritual yearnings into a Higher context. So physically we can transform the Hearts of humanity,

coming back into a thought of natural essence and pure being.

Socrates believed he knew nothing. In this recognition, he knew more than most. For one to believe he is full of knowledge, makes him a complete idiot.
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So within my own reasoning, I strive to be freed of those earthly chains that bind me, or cannot completely know peace on this earth, in any circumstance. So while I am on this journey, I will know peace in half measures.

Our voices and hearts are rising up to this Higher Frequency of Vibration. It is a process that has taken humanities whole existence, to achieve. Mans existence has been moving through lifes lessons by the voice of man. Now we are to receive instructions from the

Grandmothers and our ancestors.

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December 2008/ To the Indigenous Nations of the Earth by Chrissy I HAVE MANY COLORS IN MY BLOOD THAT BLEND AS ONE. WHO I AM. THIS IS

THESE COLORS DO NOT ARGUE OR FIGHT, THAT RUN THEY DO NOT WAR WITHIN MY BODY . THE

THROUGH MY VEINS.

HEART OF THE CREATOR IS ALL COLORS, AND SEEKS THOSE OUT WHO DO THE CREATORS WILL. THE CREATOR DOES NOT SEPERATE BY

COLOR OR RELIGION. WE WERE SEPERATED IN THE BEGINNING, AND SEEK BEING CALLED BACK AGAIN AS ONE. YOU CONTINUE TO LOOK AT THE COLOR OF THE OPPRESSOR, BLAMING WHOLE RACES FOR YOUR MISTREATMENT. THIS IS NOT TRUTH. THIS IS A LIE HOLDING YOU IN DARKNESS. WE MUST LOOK TO THE HEART THE PERSON, BECAUSE

THE COLOR OF THE BLOOD IS ALL THE SAME. THERE ARE THOSE WHO WALK THIS EARTH AS AN EMPTY SHELL, WHO SEEK TO DESTROY ANY COLOR OR NATION THAT SPEAKS IN TRUTH. THEY SEEK TO DESTROY THE INDIGENOUS NATIONS OF THE WORLD, CUTTING OFF ITS ROOT TO THE EARTH AND ITS BEGINNINGS, OUT OF THEIR OWN FEARS. THEY HAVE FEAR OF LOOSING THE MONEY THAT LINES THEIR POCKETS, BECAUSE THEIR ROOT IS ROTTEN. IT IS WOVEN OF EVIL WORKS, IN A
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PLAN TO SEPERATE THOSE WHO HAVE THE HEART OF THE CREATOR WITHIN. IN SEPERATING US, THEY CAN CONQUER MANKIND. TO THE INDIGENOUS NATIONS OF AMERICA, THE WHITE NATIONS ARE NOT YOUR ENEMY THE GOVERNMENTS AND RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD IS . THE ONE WHO STIFFLED YOU. STIFFLED ALL MANKIND. THE ELITE AND WEALTHY HAVE

WE ARE YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS,

FROM THE BEGINNING OF ALL THINGS. QUIT LOOKING TO THE PAST, AND MOVE ON TO THE FUTURE TO BE UNITED WITH YOUR SIBLINGS WORLD WIDE. YOUR SIBLINGS, WHO HAVE THE HEART OF THE MAKER, ARE IN WAIT OF YOU.

Mankind has brought us to the point of no return.

Its all or

nothing. The children are seeking refuge in drugs. While their parents hold prominent positions in industry. Industry that is destroying our

Mother earth at a rapid rate, effecting water systems, the air and the land. We ask, For what? For more material things that fill our

landfills.

The matrix of man has left us in a mess. We can't even live off the land anymore. We have to bow down to society, at the expense of our children's happiness and at the expense of our Mother earth.

The early empires extended their earthly knowledge to the ends

of the earth. All these great empires, eventually crumbled in their own knowledge, although their legacies still exist in us. Through gluttony, selfishness, lusts and madness for riches, this will become our downfall also.

We have become a fat lazy nation in our indulgences and lust for worldly goods. As I have said, at the expense of our children's We have become that

emotional, physical and Spiritual well-being. great harlot spoken of in Revelations.

We have made our children the sacrificial lambs, in exchange for new cars, luxury items and that big screen TV. Sacrificing their need of a parent at home to care for and love them.

Our parenting skills have flown out the door with us in the morning, rushing to work. Pleasing and providing for our bosss needs, instead of our own flesh and blood. Then slamming the door on them in their teens, when they are out of control.

Industry has forced its mass indulgences upon the American people. market. For that marginal yearly gain and the power it has in the If the eye causes you to sin, then cut it out. That is a

metaphor. But meaning, quit buying useless junk.

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Go back to cast iron skillets and a stove top coffee pot. Hand can opener? They last longer, and don't fill the garbage dumps. Oh, and god the diapers!!! People don't even know what cloth diapers are anymore. When our children were young, we all used cloth diapers. How many landfills are over ran with diapers? And above all, RECYCLE!

WE HAVE BECOME ENSLAVED TO JUNK!!!!!!!

Children need the love and time of their parents.

They don't

need the internet, top of the line phone and the wii! If I want to bowl with my kid, we go bowling! If I want to go for a walk in the park, we go walking! We swim in the rivers and dance in the sun. Half the time, my daughter and I don't even have the TV on. We use to cook on the fire every night in the summer, until we moved back to the city.

All this junk only distorts the reality of children, giving them a false sense of self. Teaching children to be greedy, be competitive and war. While the most important philosophies of life, are thrown out the window. Free thinking and philosophy were taken out of the learning arena in school. Those things our forefathers of this country held in high regard in order to keep our nation a free nation, has been taken out of the school systems.

Industry has capitalized of us for too long, forcing trade houses on us. Since the beginning of this nation, it has put Natives and

commoners in debt, then stole their lands right out from under their nose. And if you spoke out against capitalism, you were considered communist.

What do you think is going on right now with the banking systems? Do you really believe the destruction of the middle class,

was an accident?

Here is a letter Thomas Jefferson wrote in 1803, concerning the Native Nations of this country. It had been addressed to William Henry Harrison of the Indiana Territory.

They will perceive how useless to them are their extensive forest, and will be willing to pare them off from time to time in exchange for necessaries for their farms and families. We shall push our trading houses, and be glad to see the good and influential individuals run into debt, because observe that when these debts get beyond what the individuals can pay, they become willing to lop them off by cession of lands. And they will in time either incorporate with us as citizens of the United Sates, or remove beyond the Mississippi.
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Most people don't realize during the French and Indian wars, Washington and Jefferson were lopping off Native Territories at alarming rates. These territories were already owned by Treaty Rights, by the Indigenous people of this nation. Both of these men owned land companies throughout territories that had not yet become states. Making money at the expense of Red skinned lives.

Our forefathers stole Indian children from their parents and raised them up in mission homes, used as slaves to white mans industry. They taught them to become maid servants, and ranch

hands, not allowing them any formidable training in book knowledge, to take them to higher levels in society.

These children who were raised in these mission homes, up until the 1970's, could barely read. And they called them mission schools? Ha...thats a joke.... Many Native women even were sterilized in the prison system, and when going in for a minor surgery. This happened with Native woman into the 80's, in some cases.

During World War II, we fought a nation that was committing genocide of a whole race. While at home, behind closed doors, this country committed the same crime. Native children were stole out of

homes at the tender age of 5 or 6, for the advancement of our nation, and not returned to their parents until 18. Thats if they made it out of this system.

These founding fathers controlled the governance of mission homes, while the churches were the wardens, teaching a dogma of an abusive and angry god. This god inflicted corporeal punishments

against children who have a different skin color, not allowing them to speak their own native tongue. Inflicting punishment on a Nation,

thats Creative Force was that of Wisdom, Peace and Love.

These Indigenous Nations had a communion with ALL Great Mysteries, giving great reference to ALL LIFE. They had a Wisdom that reached above the understanding of the European Christian white settlers. One of the Spirits that brought this Wisdom to the Native

Nations was that of the White Buffalo Calf Women, who represents the Spirit of the Mother. She taught them how to stay in communion with their Mother, even through tough times. She taught them one of their most Sacred of ceremonies, the Sweat Lodge ceremony.

Capitalism and greed were aimed at these very Spiritual people. Most didn't even understand materialism. For the community shared everything. Greed does seek out the nave, entrancing them with lies,
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then going in for the kill. Then when their blood is poured out on the ground, steal the ground they lay on.

Later all freedoms would be taken away from their very few descendants. Making them live, within invisible walls of territories

called reservations, that did not produce vegetation or water livestock. They had no freedom of religion like the rest of America, or rights to be a human being.

Any treaty ever formed, has been broken. All mineral rights to their lands were stolen. And now it is in the plan to extend National Forest into these reservation lands, as they took the Bad Lands, in preservation of them. And the Black Hills were stolen from them, when the government found gold there. To top that one off, their most Three of which

Sacred Mountain had four presidents carved into it. slaughtered their ancestors.

Back to what we were talking about, a system of knowledge and religion was forced on a people that had no need of it. This was done worldwide to Indigenous peoples, forcing them to worship a god with very bad mannerisms. To this day white man is not charged with

murdering indigenous people here in the U.S., and other nations like Australia. Yes the Aborigine are killed at alarming rates by ranchers

and thrown off cliffs.

Our fore fathers claimed to mimic our Seneca brothers tribal council, by creating what you know to be a free democracy. They

didn't live up to the standards of this council. For in the foundation of democracy, the womans voice was withheld, which was the wisdom of the grandmothers.

The grandmothers were the top ranking council among the Seneca, above the chiefs, the last authority to be questioned when making decisions for the people. The Wisdom of the grandmothers

was never implemented in our nations democracy. Women didnt had a voice in our government until recently.

The ideas of Manifest Destiny were beginning to spread, a set of words used by the forefathers of this country. Words used as an

excuse to kill in the name of god once again. Believing it was gods will that the white nations be extended from sea to shining sea. Stealing lands, like I said that were already claimed by treaty rights. The Ohio and Indiana territories were the aim of this Manifest Destiny, in the beginning which led to the Indian Removal Acts.

Historian William E. Weeks, outlines Manifest Destiny, was seen

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through the eyes of the American elites at the time.

1) The virtue of the American people and their institutions. 2) The mission to spread these institutions, thereby redeeming and remaking the world in the image of the U.S. And 3) The destiny under God to accomplish this work.

Thomas Paine claimed the American Revolution was a great opportunity to create a Utopian society.

We have it in our power to begin the world over again.

situation, similar to the present, hath not happened since the days of Noah until now. The birthday of a new world is at hand.

Our founding fathers beliefs were claimed to be a Divine Providence of man, bringing Christian Anglo-Saxon thinking to men worldwide by means of force. Under their democratic rule, Divine

order and rule would prevail, in their egocentric way of thinking.

This idea of Manifest Destiny soon was in the mouth of white settlers, who now too claimed their god given rights as a white nation under god. Settlers helped in the expanse of this nation, by cruel

means to the Indigenous Nations even to the point of murdering

women and children.

I can't imagine what these nations must have gone through, with enemies at all sides. Then when they would retaliate, they were

considered blood thirsty savages. Most people dont even know till this day, that scalping was not a Native trait, that was brought over by the barbaric white nations.

In many cases these attitudes have not died over the years. When I was in South Dakota and Pipestone Minnesota, I experienced this first hand. I have white skin, and was treated badly. I have

enough resemblance in my features, to be followed around at the stores. I was with my Native boyfriend at a restaurant one instance, in Pipestone.

There was a bunch of old German people at this restaurant. They all got up and walked out, even before we had finished our order. There wasn't a soul left in that restaurant. I grew up in Ohio as a white girl. Never went through that.

Well anyway, during this nations expansion westward into Native Territory. Many suffered not only at the hands of government officials. The elite, religions, media and even white settlers themselves were
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cruel and deceiving. Many white settlers looked at the Native races, like they were merely just animals. Many churches taught that the

redskin had no soul. Citizens were trained to believe this, by preachers and our government officials. It was a way of life to treat natives bad, and killing them was not considered murder. And if they dare treat

them any different than their neighbors, they were considered outcasts themselves, often being called Indian lovers.

Merovingian monks were even sent into tribal lands in the Ohio territories, to gain favor with the tribes. They would talk them out of lands and their arms. Many may ask, What is a Merovingian monk?

Merovingian monks come from the Merovingian Dynasty. It is the supposed bloodline of Christ, through Mary Magdalene. Sworn to

protect the bloodline of Christ and ancient the Esoteric forms of knowledge brought back from Jerusalem by the Knights Templar. This knowledge was handed down from generation to generation, protected even unto death of the knight. These monks claim to hold the secrets of the Knights Templar, and were the owners of the Holy Grail.

This Dynasty claims the bloodline through the Sethian lineage, from Atlantis, represented by the Christian symbol of the fish, which is the symbol for Neptune. Neptune was the king and founder of Atlantis.

Many Christians have this embossed on their bibles, like I do.

Revelation 13:1, speaks of the anti-christ as the beast rising out of the sea. The symbol of this beast is the fish, the same one.

The bible speaks in Genesis 6;1-4 of these beings that had relations with women, creating giants upon the earth. were blood thirsty and hated the seed of Eve. These giants

So this Dynasty of ancient kings was formed, and their knowledge was hidden in ancient text. Some was hidden in the pillars of Solomons Temple beneath in its catacombs. Some of these men

with this knowledge used it for the good and other for the bad or control of man and through such things as Manifest Destiny.

These ideas of Manifest Destiny are not new to mankind, but rather ancient in their origins. As the Jewish Nations believed they too had a right by god to control lands, and war in gods name. Hitler also believed in Manifest Destiny for the Aryan races. Manifest Destiny is a lie.

To understand these lineages of these men even more, look up; The Order of Sion, Knights of Malta, The Order of the Holy Sepulche,
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Pythagorean School, Merovingian Lineage.

And my favorite, The

Emerald tablets of Thoth, from ancient Egypt. All of these subjects are connected to one another. Matter of fact Thoths words, may be found in the New Testament of your bible in red.

One major secret order that has gained favor with the United Nations was granted observer status, the Most Venerable Order of St. John of Jerusalem.

All of Christianitys foundations have connections to these esoteric religions, having the same head of the snake. The head office for many of these orders can be found in Portugal, Convent of the Order of Christ. This is the Knights Templar home, headed by the The Knights swore to protect the Merovingian

Knights of St. John.

blood line, which is of the blue bloods. Makes you wonder. Why do they call them blue bloods?

This knowledge of these angels or beings, has found its way into every form of religion on our planet. This is the matrix of man. These deceptions of mankind, goes all the way back to the beginning of time.

The symbols of ancient religions all connect to the same origins, which can be found in cathedrals worldwide. Its symbols line walls of

sanctuaries, Wiccan stores, Hindu temples, Buddhist temples, Celtic cathedrals and we can go on and on, and especially on the U.S. and British government buildings.

So this Divine Providence was set in the arena of Atlantis. A plan for mankind developed in the beginning of time. By whom? Angels or aliens? I really can't tell you that for sure, just lead you to the facts for you to investigate on your own. I will leave you key words, to be able to do this yourself.

Your future may have been reigned in for you, all the way at the beginning of time, because these religions are all related and most don't even know it. All organized religions are connected by the elites of this earth.

Many European nations gathered in the beginning, to remove these free thinking societies, such as the Indigenous Nations. Worldwide Christian thinking became the norm. Countries refusing to follow Christian religion were exterminated. This word democracy

reigns in the nations. Is it really a free democracy, with freedom of religion?

Even the Scottish Highlanders were used in the forming of this

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nation, in guerilla warfare methods.

They were used in the deep

ravines of Native Territories, because of their familiarity with this terrain. The whole world got in on it.

They pushed Indigenous Nations even more westward, led by our forefathers Continental Armies. This eventually led many Natives to death, by starvation, plagues, freezing temperatures and many more inhuman tactics. Much of this history I had to dig for in old libraries on the Ohio river. Most of this knowledge isn't even on the INTERNET.

THE UNVEILING OF THE PURPLE ROSE CHAPTER 10

The words I am about to reveal to you, we're written through me in the early 2000's. I gave it to my friend Lisa, to hold on to for me until the right time. She has been on this dream journey with me since we we're kids, also receiving messages through the Spirit that coincide with my own.

When I received these words, they came through me very strongly. I knew at the time to put them away for a while. I told her to give them back to me, when the time was right. She found them the

first week of May 2009, and said, It is time Chrissy.

This was the same time I had been posting a lot of my blogs, that have been written in this book. Many of these writings were written over a 15- 20 year period.

(early 2000's) FROM HE WHO IS IN ALL PLACES AT ALL TIMES, WHO SEES ALL HEARTS THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED BY HIM. SEARCH YOUR HEART, BEFORE

YOUR WORDS SEEP FROM THE HOLE IN YOUR FLESHLY FACE. DO NOT POINT FINGERS AT THE GENERAL PUBLIC, IN A GENERAL WAY, WITHOUT LOVE. SEEK TO LIFT YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER ON HIGH, BRINGING THEM INTO MY VIEW. LIFT THEM WITH WORDS OF PRAISE AND A HOLY HEART, GIVEN TO YOU BY LIFE ITSELF. GIVEN TO YOU BY GRACE. JUST BECAUSE I AM HE, WHO OFFERS JUST REWARDS TO

THOSE WHO HOLD THEIR BROTHERS AND SISTERS HANDS THROUGH TORMENT AND LONLINESS. I AM HE WHO OFFERS LOVE AND WISDOM, TO THOSE WHO SEEK TRUTH, WITH A BROKEN HEART AND REPENTIVE SOUL. DO NOT SEEK AFTER SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS. IT WILL ONLY

BRING YOU MANS PRAISES, AND A LOCKER IN HEAVEN WITH EMPTY GIFTS. DO NOT LIFT YOURSELF UP, BEFORE YOUR KING AND SAY YOU ARE AS HE IS. SO DO NOT CALL YOURSELF SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT. I AM HE, WHO KNOWS YOUR HEART. AND FOR WHAT PURPOSE YOU
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SPEAK YOUR WORDS WITH EMPTINESS.

I HAVE CREATED YOUR

BROTHERS AND SISTERS. WHO ARE YOU TO QUESTION MY HEART OF CREATION? I HAVE CREATED ALL OUT OF THE BREATH OF MY RIVERS AND THE LIFE EVERLASTING. THESE ARE MY CHILDREN. I OFFER THEM REDEMPTION THROUGH MY OWN RIGHT HAND, THAT I HAVE RIPPED FROM MY OWN BEING AND I HAVE PLACED IN THE FORM OF MY SON. I HAVE OFFERED YOU MY WORD. THAT IS THE WORD FROM THE OF

BEGINNING TO THE END, AND BACK TO THE BEGINNING AGAIN.

THE RIVER OF LIFE, THAT IS UNENDING. BE CAREFUL TO GUARD YOUR WORDS AGAINST JUDGEMENT OF THOSE WITH A BROKEN HEART. OFFER THEM UP MY LOVE THAT IS UNCORRUPTABLE, KEEPING YOUR FLESH QUITE IN DOING SO. SEEK MY HEART, AND YOUR EYES WILL CRY WITH UNDERSTANDING OF YOUR BROTHERS FALLEN WAYS AND LOST SOUL. BE CAREFUL TO USE MY WORDS WITH LOVE AND NOT

JUDGEMENT, OR YOU WILL BE JUDGED. IF YOU CHOOSE TO SPEAK MY WORD IN AN UNLOVING AND UNFORGIVING WAY, I WILL USE MY WORD AGAINST YOU AS YOUR FOLLY . I HAVE PLACED THIS SISTER BEFORE SO DO NOT SEEK TO JUDGE HER,

YOU, TO BRING YOU MY TRUTH.

PRAY FOR HER AND LOVE HER. SHE IS MINE TO DO WITH AS I SEE FIT. HER TIME IS MY TIME. AND I WILL CAUSE IT TO BE IN HER, WHEN I AM READY BLESSINGS I HAVE GIVEN TO THE LEAST OF THESE, FOR THEY . SEEK MY HEART AND WANT MY WILL TO BE DONE IN THEM. PREACHER SHALL FALL AND HIS FOLLOWERS SHORTLY THE

AFTER.

CHURCHES WILL BE IN CHAOS, AND THEN MY CHILDREN WILL BE RAISED UP BY MY TRUTH IN THEM. THEY SHALL KNOW ONE ANOTHER AND PRAISE MY NAME IN A HOLY WAY A WAY I WILL SHOW THEM. I AM . THE TEACHER AND THE LOVER, YOU MERELY OF HUMAN FLESH HAVING HUMAN WAYS. SEEK MY HEART BEFORE SPEAKING MY WORDS.

When I read this, after Lisa handed it to me, I was scared and excited simultaneously. I never thought for a moment I would be

copying it in a book for people to actually see.

I do not want people to think of me any differently, or try to follow me around like they do preachers. This is why I have chosen to send this book out on the internet freely, without my name attached to it. I am no different than anyone else, somehow just ended up on this telephone line with these spirits.

I've known my whole life I would eventually have to share with others what I have been receiving, so this message is being revealed to you at this time in this moment. We were all meant to receive this message.

I am here to help you have a better focus as to what the Holy Grail really is. All claiming they understand or know what it is. Many
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have come to the conclusion that it is some sort of woman, which may be true. Some esoteric religions believe she is of the physical, and

other religions believe of the Spiritual. Many are looking for this Bride of Christ.

Both of these aspects of belief have a form of Truth. But, as I said before, not one comes to a full Truth. Few understand the Fullness of what the Spirit has in store for us, through this Bride or Divine Feminine Principle.

At this time I would like to share another dream with you, I had about 5 years ago.

I was standing across the street from St. Elizabeth hospital, in Youngstown, Ohio. I was staring up at a massive cross on the outside of the hospital. I recall an urgency to get home, which was on the I was very young, and in fear of parental

other side of town.

repercussions. At the time, my house was about 10 miles away, with a massive park in between.

A friend stopped and asked if I needed a ride. I said, Sure.

I ended up at a party of some sort drinking, doing drugs and

other stuff. This scene kept repeating itself over and over again, as different friends picking me up and dropping me back off in the same place. This dream kind of resembled my life, when I was younger.

Finally after numerous friends had picked me up and dumped me back off in the same place, I gave up. The last person to stop and ask me if I needed a ride was my boyfriend Chico, at the I had this dream. I turned him down, and said no I would walk.

It was in the wee hours of the morning, right before dawn when the birds start chirping. I gave up the urgency feeling of trying to get home on time, because I figured I was already in trouble. I began

walking down the main street, of Belmont Avenue in Youngstown.

I began to calm down, as the sun started showing its morning rays. I remember smelling sweetness in the air that Youngstown

doesn't usually have.

I noticed a large cathedral to my left, carved out of hand hewn black blocks. It looked like a giant castle with lookout towers. The

doors had a medieval haunt to them. I put my hand up, as reached for the iron hoop that was the door handle. At the moment I did this, the doors swung open to reveal a gloomy interior.
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The church smelled of a mixture of stone and mold. As I walked through the doors, a chill ran down my spine. I had the need to ask a clergy member to pray for me. Just then a priest with a long black robe was hurriedly coming my way.

I yelled out, Father, father will you pray for me?

He mumbled, I am in a hurry, as he brushed by me without any thought of me. He slammed the massive doors behind me that echoed through the empty church.

Just then, a young girl about the age of 14, walked gracefully up to me.

She spoke to me in the sweetest voice of innocence.

She

grasped my right hand tenderly, saying, I will pray for you. But first I have to show you something. This is why you are here.

She walked me over to the eastern wall of the church. She then pointed to the wall. At the moment she pointed to the wall, the stones moved forward and opened like the gated doors to the entrance of the church. A third flat stone was on the bottom of this secret

compartment. On the stone lay a large black bible.

The bible and stone moved forward from out of the wall, toward me. The bible then too began to open. I was mesmerized by the

whole incident. I saw something in the middle of the bible as it was opening. It was a black rose.

Then out of the back of this secret box in the wall, an unearthly white Light appeared. The Light had shown its intense rays, on this large black rose that was hidden in the center of the bible. As the rays of this Light hit the petals of the rose, it became a deep hue of purple.

I began to shake within the presence of this bright Light. The young girl looked up at me. She spoke words to me I do not remember now. But she was making a reference to me as being this purple rose.

I left the church and began walking down the street. The street scene however had changed, during my visit in the cathedral. It was now an age of horse drawn buggy, and cobblestone streets. And all its inhabitants were wearing a multitude of different colored long robes.

I went up to a long bearded man stirring a buggy, wearing a beautiful robe with flowers hand sown on the edges. I asked this man
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the direction to my home, he said, You are home.

Over the years I have pondered the meaning of this purple rose. It wasn't till recently I came into a full Understanding of this dream. I also remembered the verse in the bible that it was opened to, for the longest time. I should have written it down. It was something about the Spirit of Christ.

Who is this purple rose, and why me? Over the last few years, I realized I am not the only one considered to be this purple rose. It is the Spirit of the Mother and Grandmothers, and all those who are partakers of this Spirit. And within my own knowledge of the bible, I was represented as the black rose. Knowledge is perfected. Within the Divine Light my

The color purple, I have come to find out, is the Highest level of vibration within the rhythm of colors. And the rose in many Ancient text, refers to the Divine Feminine. Or a woman who is referred to, that has Divine attributes.

I now know what message I am to bring to my siblings of the earth, which is a message of Truth. The Truth pertains to the origins of religions. We are here to unveil a Mystery, which has been kept since

the beginning of time and has been sealed up. It is the true nature of this Spirit the Mother and the Grandmother.

Within mans beginning, a force has been keeping the Mothers voice silent. This was a presence on the face of the earth that has

exalted mans knowledge and arrogance, sealing up these Mysteries. Who would do such a thing and why?

Something or someone, who would want to cut us off from our Creator, to keep mans mind in a prison of fear and darkness. Disorder, violence and war have been generated through religion. Religions that have been self-seeking and indulgent, in their

condemnation of man, which seek to destroy the Heart of the person, with guilt and sin.

Those that have set up your religious origins are sketchy. Bits and pieces of their lives have been given to you by a corrupt system. We do not even know the form in which they have revealed themselves, in the days before the writing of man.

The oldest of text, was written in ancient Sumerian, which tells of these beings. Were there such beings in the beginning of man? Has the blood of man been tainted by these beings?
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Did these beings or angels teach us to bow down before them, with blood offerings? Or did man? We were told by Christ himself, not to bow down before anything on earth. The Creator is of Spirit. If our planet was visited by this Spirit, like in the tents of the prophets, all would cease to exist.

The book of Revelation speaks of these principalities and spirits that once roamed the earth, would return again. Is this a warning to man, that all would be deceived? They will bring peace in a time of chaos and healing to many. The Spirit of the Creator will not come in the form of a man.

Lets use our reasoning as advanced human beings. What does the Creator need with blood sacrifice? vampires. This makes me think of

Why are they portrayed as humans with wings? Or were We call these

these beings humans who were spiritual vampires?

beings angels. Many tribes across the face of the earth have images of these beings, in ancient forms of artwork. pottery, tombs, ancient scrolls and churches. They are on cave walls,

The Heart of the Creator searches out a communion in you, through All Things, not blood sacrifices in the name of religion. Your

worship is in vein.

Giving Glory to your Maker should be an inner

reference and Love, between you and your Creator. Not out in public, receiving the honor of man.

This communion of the Heart of the Creator must take place in Creation itself. When people separate themselves from the Creative Force of nature, they miss the reflection of the face of the Creator.

Separating yourselves from each other and those things of Life around you kills the Love of the soul. Knowing, Loving and

experiencing all aspects of the Creation, brings you into a closer communion with the Maker, just as St. Augustine.

Some religions have this view of the Feminine aspect of God, being of New Age origin. However this is not true. Many teach that this is of the occult or devil worship, because they believe in a god that is male. This is somehow humorous.

We are always trying to put a human face on spirits. The Higher Realms do not have beings of sexual origin. So if this is true. Then who mated with the women of the earth in Genesis? It couldn't have been the angels. It would have had to of been beings who were male and female.
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Within the text of the English translated version of the English bible, the feminine aspect of God was removed. By who? Well, of

course the European elite of the Christian empires, who brought religion and state together, as a means to control man physically, emotionally and spiritually.

Man has always been in search of the Maker.

Knowing

instinctively, this is where he finds protection and union with humanity. So if the state rules the church, then man follows blindly. It makes

sense they would remove the voice of the Mother. The Truth has been held hostage by man, since the beginning of mans knowledge overrode it.

So who is this feminine aspect of the Creator? And why do some deny this Mother of Creation?

The spirit of destructive forces, keep balance from being restored to this earthly plane. In the bible it claims that the woman will stand on the head of the serpent, and crush it. It is time for balance to be restored to the earth, through the Prayers of the Mothers. The spirit of darkness will be restored to the void once again. Male and female will come together in the union, as bride and bride groom.

We can find this Feminine Force in most ancient writings. Although it has been removed physically from our bible, it was there at one time. Many esoteric texts have been destroyed by the Crusaders themselves.

Jewish origins didn't start with Moses writings.

Many different

religions formed the Jewish religion. Some aspects of Judaism come from Egypt and ancient Samaria. Ancient Samarias location was that

of the Tigris River and the Euphrates Rivers. In the bible it says, this is where the Garden of Eden was, in the beginning. Funny? The

Sumerian's who lived in this area point to the Atlantic Ocean being the origins of man. So did the Jewish nation come from Sumerian origins? And did the Sumerian's come from Atlantian origins?

From studying these cultures for so many years, I will tell you this much. All these religions were esoteric in origin. A Divine Mysticism being passed down from generation to generation, with a great knowledge of the inner workings of mans mind.

One of the greatest esoteric forms of thinking has come down through, what we call today psychiatry. Many self-help programs that

teach 12 steps are founded on these esoteric principles, to help the

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seeker expel all negative thinking from their minds.

So if these religions in the beginning taught positive thinking. Then why did their God teach negative thinking? Ah..ha.. Our Maker wouldn't! A crafty intelligent being would, in order to hold man

accountable to him.

This being had created a vortex of thought, within the mind of man. It would always lead man back to the darkness of his own mind. These principles taught him that he was lowly and without Divine Knowledge, setting rulers or priests in charge of law. It would hold

back the Divine Principles that teach man, to free his own mind of darkness.

This Wisdom is seeping out through the tunnel of time, because so many are seeking it out at this time. And when we seek Her this Truth, we will find Her.

She was ushered forth through the Spirit of the Waters.

She

shows those worthy, Her Wisdom. Those who seek Truth will find Her. She is spoken of as Wisdom in Psalms. Daughters of Zions voices. She will be found in the

We find Her, this Truth in the art of the masters. And within the writings of those who have Wisdom in their pen. The Truth has been kept within the passions of man, music, art and song. Many have a remembrance of Her, the Bride.

Balance in mans own mind must be restored upon the earth. For the marriage to take place. No man can be upheld without Her guidance. She is the Spirit that bestowed Herself upon the Christ.

The armies of Michael are in protection of Her. Within the Song of the Mothers, nations will weep. Arise, my brothers who have kept her Truth, who saved the ancient text until this day. Arise and hold before you the Ark of the convenient of man, your Mother awaits you. For She is the cup of Christ's Mercies.

Your time of silence is over. And your armies of the Mother are being prepared. Arm yourself in Truth and Wisdom, as a shield against mans knowledge and those who taught it to him. They are coming, as a thief in the night. And your only hope is pureness of Heart. Prepare your heart, so your mind will not be led astray.

With Her Song in you, Her treasures will be revealed. The seal will be broken in mans own mind.
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(Proverbs 4:5) Get Wisdom! Get Understanding! Do not forget nor turn away from the words of my mouth. Do not forsake Her, and She will preserve

you; Love Her and She will keep you. Wisdom is the principle thing; therefore get Wisdom. And in your getting, get Understanding. Exalt Her, and She will place on your head an ornament of grace; A crown of Glory She will deliver to you.

(Mathew 11:9) But Wisdom is justified by Her children...

(Song of Solomon 11:9) My Dove, My Perfect One, is the only One. The only One of Her Mother, the favorite of the One Who bore Her. The daughters saw Her and

called Her Blessed, the queens and the concubines, and they praised Her.

She is also spoken of in the Jewish Kabbalah. The word Adonai (AH-DO-NIGH), represents the Feminine aspect of the Divine. Adonai is related to Divine Speech, the Spirit of the Mother. I like to refer to this myself, as the Song of Creation.

Binah- is the essence of Understanding, which communes with the Heart. It is the seed of Wisdom, which enters into the womb of Binah. This is referred to as the Divine Mother.

Shekhinah- the Feminine presence of God, that manifests in the natural world. She is the daughter and the Bride of Sephirah Tiferet(THE TREE OF LIFE) meaning beauty. Tiferet resides in the

supernatural Gan Eden (The garden of Eden). Tiferet is referred to as the King, the Holy One.

In the Zohar, (The Book of Radiance) speaks of this Divine Rose of Sharon

Because She flowers splendidly in the Garden of Eden, the community of Israel is called the Rose of Sharon, because Her desire is to be watered from the deep stream, which is the source of All Spiritual Rivers, She is called the Lily of the Valleys.

In the secret Book of John (from the Gnostic Text) John speaks of the Higher Mysteries. One of the earliest priest of the church Irenaeus wrote against Johns text, (in the pamphlet called Against Heresies) removing it as a source of Knowledge within the church in the first centuries, of the church. He was speaking to Christ.
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John asked' How then was the Savior appointed? And why was He sent into the world by His Father? And what is the Nature of the Aeon to which we shall go? He told us, 'This Aeon received the type of that imperishable Aeon,' but he did not reveal to us what its nature is.

~Heaven was then opened to John in the next couple of paragraphs down~

The fount of the Spirit flowed out of the Living Water of Light. And it supplied All Aeons and All worlds in every way. It Understood Its own image, when It saw it in the Pure Water of Light which surrounds It. And Its Thought became operative and revealed Herself. She stood before It out of splendor of the Light, which is the Power which is before the ALL, the Power which revealed Itself and is the Perfect Forethought of the universe, the Light, the copy of Light, the image of the invisible. She is the perfect Aeon of Glory. She praises It because She appeared through It and Understands It. She is the First Thought, Its image; She became a First man, the Virginal Spirit, the thrice male One, which has three Powers, three names, three acts of generation; The Aeon which does not age, the male~female which came out of Its Forethought.

~later in these texts, John again speaks to Christ~

For it was through Her that they came into existence, and through the Spirit of the eternal self-born-Son of Barbelo (first Emanation of God flowing from the Feminine), because He came to the eternal Virginal and Invisible Spirit-the self-born God, Christ, Who the Spirit honored with great honor because He came into existence from Its First Thought.

And we also see this expression of this female Spirit, found in the Gospel of Philip. Another text also kept from us, is called the

Sacrament of the Bridal Chamber. In the Nag Hnmadi text, found only 60 years ago.

(WE) are reborn by the Christ two by two.

In His Breath, we

experience a new embrace; we are no longer in duality, but in unity. All will be clothed in Light when they enter into the Mystery of the Sacred Embrace (male~female). What is the bridal chamber if not the place of trust and consciousness in the embrace? It is an icon of Union, beyond all forms of processions; here is where the veil is torn from top to bottom; her is where some arise and awaken. If women had not been separated from man, she would not die
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Her separation was at the origin of death.

Christ came

again to heal this wound, to rediscover the lost Unity, to deliver those who kill themselves in separation, reviving them in Union. When Eve was in Adam, there was no death; when she was separated from him, death came. If she enters back into him, and he accepts HER, there will be no more death. Jesus came to the place of separation so as to reunite all that had been separated from God.

After this Christ reveals to His disciples, that they were not ready to receive the real Mysteries. These Mysteries of the Ancients, had

been sealed up by the Jewish leaders of their day, and are not to be revealed just yet.

In the books of the bible this is repeated by Christ.

(JOHN 16:12) I still have many things to say to you, but cannot bear them now. However, when HE (actually the HE is a feminine principle), the Spirit of Truth has come. HE will guide you into ALL Truth.

Pronunciation of HEE in the Hebrew SHE

ORIGINS OF ATLANTIS CHAPTER 11

December 12, 2010/ You do not Know Where You are From by Chrissy YOU DO NOT KNOW FROM WHERE YOU COME, THESE SOURCES HAVE BEEN VEILED FROM YOU THROUGH THE KNOWLEDGE OF MAN. THIS KNOWLEDGE HAS KEPT THE GREAT MYSTERY FROM REVEALING ITSELF
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TO YOU. YOU ARE OF THE MOTHER AND THE FATHER, AND THE MALE AND FEMALE, WHICH YOU CALL GOD. THIS IS THE GOD THAT IS OF YOUR HIGHER SELF THAT HAS BECOME FLESH. YOU ARE THE FALLEN ANGELS, WHICH HAS BEEN SPOKEN OF. YOU LOST YOUR WAY

THROUGH THE DOORS OF TIME. YOUR REMEMBERANCE OF US IS VITAL TO MANKIND. OUR ORIGINS CAN BE FOUND WITHIN TWO LANDS.

I have been struggling the last couple days with all the information I had been digging up, on the origins of man. Trying to separate mans knowledge, from the Spiritual Truths I have been receiving. I asked for the words to come to me, from this Higher source that has been spurring me on.

I've always had a memory of an island within my heart and dreams, since childhood I am coming to the conclusion now. A place of which housed the Spirit of the Mother, like the Indigenous Nations speak of. Knowing of a magical place that existed in another time and place, I could not reach by human means. A place I truly belonged.

At the same time I had memories of my fathers, who were from the North, of the Nordic and Celtic lineages. I always knew in my heart of hearts, I was from both. I never understood as a child the biblical

stories told me, which didn't make mention of this Mother.

So even as a child I understood the true essence of my father and mother, the Creator. Within I felt the presence of both, which had become a stumbling block for me in the search through religions.

My heart is elated at this moment in time, to realize I have found both. These last couple of months has been a reemergence for me, revealing the Truths of childhood I understood.

You were meant to have this Knowledge of who you were, in the beginning. That is why I am writing this book. To bring this Knowledge to you, through unseen forces that have been plaguing my dreams for a life time.

These unseen forces are here to help us gain an understanding of our astrological sources, and workings on a Higher level of consciousness. This chapter is dedicated to our European descendants and the ties to their esoteric religions, which began in Atlantis.

First I would like to share another dream with you, that I had 312-07. I was in my ex-husbands grandfathers house, cleaning after he had passed on,(he is still alive). I came to a small bedroom between the living room and family room.
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When I entered this room I noticed a red quilt embroidered in gold decorative oriental designs, coving a bed in the corner. When I lifted the quilt off what I thought to be a bed, an elaborate piece of handcrafted furniture was revealed to me. A piece I have never seen before in my life. It reminded me of some kind of sarcophagus.

This piece resembled a buffet table. It was top heavy with 12 drawers, facing the front. Under the drawers was a hollowed section of about 3 feet high. Under this 3 foot opening, was a large 12 shelf on the very bottom. I instantly knew this was some kind of ornamental table to view the dead on.

The 4 legs on all 4 corners were thickly carved dragons. Carvings of tropical birds were elaborately intertwined throughout the piece. Gold flake and inlaid jade enhanced the masterful artwork.

Fruits of the world completed the scene on this table, which reminded me of Egyptian and oriental artwork woven together.

On the 12 drawers were ancient symbols. Even though I did not know the meanings of this writing, somehow I knew body parts were in these drawers. After running this scene over in my mind a thousand times, I also feel they represented the 12 principles of life.

On the very bottom shelf where the deceased would lay, had louvers made from all the trees of the earth. They resembled

elongated s's to the left and on the right in reverse. An inlaid 8 pointed geometric wooden rose was in the center of these s shaped louvers.

I continued to inspect this unusual table that was before me. I remembered a strong smell of roses in the air. As I moved to the back, I accidentally leaned on a lever. And at that moment, the wooden

inlays and louvers at the bottom fell through to a secret compartment, under the bottom shelf.

I came around to the front of this massive box, and looked into the secret compartment. The wooden rose was broken in pieces,

which lay on top of a rather large old black bible. The cover I somehow knew was made of pig skin. It also had a small bit of gold leafing

around its edges. It looked as if in its time had been well used.

I reached in the bottom of this empty box with both hands, and pulled out this very heavy bible. Knowing automatically it contained more books than an average bible, because of its proportions.

As I opened it up, pages popped out like a child's pop-up book.

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were pages within pages. The pages of this bible were very And the words were written in

thin, reminding me of rice paper. various languages I didn't understand.

The pages within the normal pages were written in some form of Sanskrit and symbols, mixed together. The only words that stuck out to me were written in English.

At the same exact time I began to read the words, then I heard a crack of lightening, accompanied by the voice I call Many Thunders. As my eyes fell on the same words that were being spoken to me, I shook from head to toe.

The voices said, You discern in ME all falsenesss, let alone the false wrath of God!

When I awoke into the real world, I couldn't move for what seemed as hours, but was only minutes. This was one of those dreams that left an impression on me for days.

You see every time I hear this voice, I feel like I am not walking in this reality for days. I walk around like I am in a limbo or on a cloud, just continuing my functions in a human body.

Some of these dreams have led me to quit smoking and eating at times. You don't feel like you have any room in your body for junk. Too bad I don't have the human will to do that alone, because I always pick back up again. So much for my will...lol..

I have a feeling now that this dream had Atlantian origins. I am finding out that all of these religions are linked to one another. And the 4 dragons may be representative of the 4 races of man.

The memories now are flooding my mind of these places. As if calling me back. I believe this is happening all over the world right now, those searching for the Truth.

This Truth may lie within the hierarchy of the sons-of-gods themselves. Those who are in the Spiritual realm are merely vibrations of the Most High, which you will understand more when you read the beginning chapter 13 The Christ Consciousness.

So who are these sons-of-gods in the Old Testament? The ones who mated with the women of the earth, creating Nephillium? men and beast, called gods? Half

Something is a-miss within the text of

the bible. And why did biblical patriarchs live to be 300-600 years old?
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Many of these beings were portrayed with wings and faces of birds, reptiles and grotesque animal worldwide. Is this mans ultra-

ego? Many people across the face of this earth may have this same question.

Every year there is more and more archaeological evidence that giants did live once live on this earth. Was there more than one race

of these beings? Are they us or we a part of them? Did they mess with our DNA? Were some more of a peaceful nature and others aggressive and more instinctual?

I believe whole heartedly we can find together the answers to these questions, in the early artwork and ancient text of man. So we will be on this search together as I write this book, for the Truth.

Lets go back to the land of Atlantis first in this chapter. Chapter 12 will be dedicated to the land of my Mother Lemuria. The land I just found out about that was also called Sumatra.

With not much digging I was able to access more information now than ever on Atlantis, through online encyclopedias. information wasn't there a few years ago. This

Before we continue to write on this subject, I will like to bore you with one more dream, that I feel is crucial to this chapter. It is about a cave I dreamt of as a child, which I spoke of before previously in this book. I had one more dream of this cave as an adult, when I was

pregnant with my second child.

When I returned to this cave one last time as an adult, it had changed horribly. The water had become blackened like oil. And the light that shone from the hole in the ceiling was gone, and sealed up.

The cave was full of people, who appeared they popped out of the dark ages of man. They were adorned with lavish dress and jewels, covering their faces with hand held masquerade masks. They started a communicational chant, as if calling something, or someone. The

heavily gratified wall, of this desecrated cave opened up, revealing a monstrous being in its chamber.

The hypnotized audience's chants grew more intense at the site of this being. This thing had large amounts of fatty flesh hanging off of its naked body, with two beautiful women hanging off of each arm doing its will.

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I froze in my spirit body, too afraid to move. However, I had felt a level of protection around me enough to return back through the water I came. As I headed to escape, I noticed backwards numbers written in the blackened water. The numbers were accompanied with degrees symbols.

When I woke, I wrote these numbers down, taking them with me to my friend Patty's house that afternoon. I don't have the numbers anymore. I told her of my dream, and showed her the numbers. Her husband had been present, and thought they were latitude and longitude degrees.

So my friends husband looked up the latitude and longitude I had dreamt of, and they landed right in the center of the Canary Islands. For many years I searched for some kind of information, about the Canary Islands and Atlantis. But I couldn't find any connections till the last 5 years. I knew it had something to do with the islanders

decent and corruption.

So here is most of the material I have scraped up within the last couple of weeks about the island of Atlantis, and his sister island the Canaries.

A Roman philosopher and naturalist, Plinius wrote of a king Maurintania. This king sent an expedition to explore these mystical

islands. Then at the time, had the name The Fortune Islands, located in what was called the Dark Ocean (Atlantic). This place was situated past the Strait of Gibraltar (or also known as Hercules pillars).

The names of these islands were called Nirvania, Tenerife, Herbania, Juonia and Canaria. Canaria- means dog or canis in Latin. The original inhabitants were called Canarii. Considered to have red and blond hair, and of light complexion. Which I will make a note of the god Thoth of Egypt had bright red hair.

Now they are called Guanches, re-named by the Spanish nations to the north east of these islands. Eventually these nations

intermingled with the blood of the Spanish nations. These very light skinned people were often called blue-bloods, because you could see their blue veins through their skin.

Plato also referred to these islands called Timeos and Critias. This was the land of Poseidon, the god of the sea. The inhabitants

were called Atlants. They were the descendants of the first kind Atlas. Atlas was the son of a god, who had a mortal woman as his mother, similar to Hercules.
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Atlas was the god of law and justice. Humm... don't we find the god of the Old Testament the god of law? He was the god of first He

civilization, who began what we call today the mystery schools.

taught science, mathematics, law, metaphysics, astronomy, astrology, metal work, carpentry and the list goes on.

These gods also had the ability to manipulative unseen forces and control the elemental forces. This is what we call witchcraft today, hermetic wisdom or esoteric knowledge.

The story of Atlantis reveals a great flood that destroyed its massive cities. Some escaped the flood landing in Africa, Northern Celtic and Egyptian lure, lead us right back to

Europe and Ireland.

these Islands of Fotune.

It was told in Plato's epics that the higher god Zeus, was enraged by the Atlants self-indulgence and lusts, leading the all the isles astray. So Zeus punished these people with a great flood. Hum...story sound familiar?

These inhabitants worldwide were considered as the shining ones. Ancient text confirms this worldwide.

The Guanche tribes mummified their dead as the Egyptians. In Northern parts of Europe archaeologists are also finding tribes that mummified their dead. Celtic and Nordic symbolism is also being

linked to Egyptian symbolism.

These tribes that are found to have Atlantian links, have been known to be more advanced in their knowledge of astrology and the science. Such religious societies as the Druids, flourished in esoteric and mystical thinking.

Links have been made that suggest the male priest of the Druids possibly melted into the Catholic churches ranks, under the title of Jesuits priests. And the priestess's of the Druids met their demise on the fires of crosses across Europe, being burnt as witches.

The god of Celtic origins was known as Annuki, having all the same characteristics as the god Jehovah or Yehwah of the Jewish nations. The Gnostics consider this god Yehwah to be a warring,

jealous and wrathful god. Again we see the god of law and justice.

The Irish claim that within the ancient Druid writings, the Lost Ark of the Covenant was buried at Tara.
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Tara is considered the

mountain of god where the perpetual fire lives. mountain Moses visited?

Can this be the

The Celts also believed this to be a gateway or star gate to the other world known as Ish-Tar. Can this be why Moses could go without food or water for 40 days? Did he leave the earth and go somewhere else?

Within Irish lure, faeries are the supposed fallen angels of the bible. Celtic Christians still believe this today. Did these faeries fall from another planet, time or dimension?

The Egyptian priests of this day, believe the god Thoth is related to the Atlantians. Thoth and Poseidon share the same symbol, of the Christian fish. They are both considered the gods of the horizon, Light and messengers. Both of these gods taught the art of civilization.

These Atlantian gardens have also been spoken of in Greek mythology, called the gardens of Hesperides. This was a garden of

little nymphs. This is where we get the word nymphomaniac, which is someone who likes to have sex habitually. Remember Zeus was angry with the people for indulging in lusts.

In the garden of nymphs, were golden apples, which possessed magical powers. The daughters of Hesperus were assisted by a

dragon, which protected the fruits. Like the apple tree of the Garden of Eden?

These symbolic fruits the worlds myths speak of may be some sort of knowledge stored in what we would call time capsules. Remember these fruits came from the tree of knowledge. knowledge passed down from these fallen angels? Is it the

In Roman mythology this place was called the Elysian Fields, which was place of Light enclosed by darkness.

Most civilizations have a connection to this primal garden of man. It was a place of purity and unity with fellow man, where a god ruled over humankind, allowing them to live freely, serving these gods. The main law common in all these writings, was that we were not to partake of this forbidden knowledge or fruit.

So what is this forbidden knowledge? We may never know. It may even be a seed of a bloodline, that wasn't to be mingled with.

When I was given these automatic writings of the Sethian races, I

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didn't even know who they were at the time.

They were called the

sons of snakes? The time I blogged these writings, wasn't the same time some of them were written. So at the time of the Sethian

writings, I had a hard time finding out who these people were.

I came across a book called the Other Bible that linked me to the words I had been receiving, which has many ancient texts in it. Some of these texts include Enoch's writings, which have just been found this past century. This is one of the books that I am dragging information out of.

Enoch spoke of the Sethian lineages, coming directly out of the Garden of Eden, which again spoke of the sons-of-snakes. Shortly after the sons-of god came to intermingle with the human race, Noahs flood would wipe them out.

But one of the sojourners on the ark had the lineage of these angels or beings. So again the human race was tainted with the blood of this lineage.

There is a discrepancy in our bible in Genesis 5:3-29), stating the blood lines of Seth were as follows; Seth, Enosh, Cainan, Mahalalel, Jared, Enoch, Lamech, Methuselah and then Noah.

Within the Dead Sea scrolls that were found in 1947, Enoch states his bloodlines came down from his grandfather Cain, whose original homeland being Parwain or Achuzan, the site of paradise. He had a son called Lamech, then Methusalah and then Noah.

Later in this same text scribed by Enoch, Lamach accused his wife of having sexual relations with fallen angels. So if this is true,

then Noah and Christ are in this lineage of these beings or angels. These beings being referred to by the Jewish as Ben Elohim- the sonsof-god.

Genesis states in 6:12 that all flesh on the earth had been corrupted by these beings or angels. These mix breeds being called Nephilium, known as the men of renown. And within esoteric writings they were called the Watchers. The Sethians were called the sons-ofsnakes.

Within the Enochian writings, his place of rapture was also Achuzan. This whole area was considered to be the Antedilvian world, which means before the great Deluge or flood.

St Augustine also writes of the sons of Seth. Like the gods they
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have corporeal immortality and passions like human beings. I don't think he was referring to the hierarchy of Angels in heaven around the Creators throne.

You

can

also

search

yourself

through

these

following

mythological stories:

CHINESE- called this time, the time of the ancients. considered the happy age on the Celestria Mountain.

This was It was

considered the land with enchanted gardens, referred to as Tien-Chan. Where the four gushing rivers of Tuchin (meaning immortality), were in the mist of these gardens.

TIBETAN BUDDIST- the garden of Sineru, was the mystical Mount of Taurutisa, which also had four sacred rivers running in the four cardinal directions.

HINDU- had the tale of Talo or Atala, which was the kingdom of the giants to the west. This was considered the first age of humanity,

which was located at the center of the world on Mount Meru.

PUAN MOUND BUILDER IN OHIO- considered them to be from a colony called the burning Pahn, the sunken red land. Their survivors landed in

what we know today as Massachusetts.

APACHE OF ARIZONA- have a dance with trident figures in their head dresses. Very similar to a dance the Tuaregs of Africa do, who hold a trident looking stick.

MAYA, TOLTEC AND YUCATAN NATIVES- believed this place to be the kingdom of Tulan, that lies east in the ocean. Being a very happy place The god Hurakan (hurricane) destroyed the earth with a flood and their ancestors escaped.

AZTECS- in ancient Mexico believed there was an island in the east referred to Aztlan, where their ancestors also fled a great flood. This place was told of having temples, palaces and cathedrals, which very much resembling Plato's description of Atlantis. Quetzalcoati, the

Aztecs god, resembles the gods Atlas and Thoth. This Aztec god came from Tlapallen (meaning the red and black land). This was also the same reference given to this island by Plato.

GREEKS- refer to AT-lan-tis or At-lan-tiko's (Avalon landes), which also brings us to the Britons, who call this place Avalon. And the Celts who called it Landes.

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WELSH- consider this place the Sacred place of the great enclosure in the distant sea, called Llan.

NORSE SAGES- have writings of a sacred garden of Edda, considered to be inhabited by the gods of Valhalla.

BABYLONIANS- call this garden Aralu.

EGYPTIANS- call this the land of the Amorti, where their descendants were from. They believed they lived on an island called Sekhet, Aaru or (Aalu and Antes')

ARABIC NATIONS- consider their primal race was called Ad. The land where this race came from was called the land of bronze or red metal. It was a two and half year voyage westward to this land, which sank them right in the middle of the Atlantic.

THE LAND OF THE MOTHER CHAPTER 12

Date unknown by Chrissy THEY LOOKED DOWN UPON ME, AND I UNDERSTOOD TO WHO I WAS APART OF. I WAS APART OF THOSE WHO GONE OUT BEFORE ME. I WAS APART OF ALL MY RELATIVES THAT ARE RELATED TO THE STARS, AND THEIR MYSTERIES WITHIN. WITHIN THE ONE MIND OF THE ALL, THAT HAS CREATED US, THE ONE MIND OF MY ANCESTORS OF OLD. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN APART OF THOSE WHOS ORIGINS ARE NOT KNOWN BY MODERN MAN, EXCEPT THROUGH DREAMS AND VISIONS. THEIR TRUTHS ARE WRITTEN WITHIN THE ANCIENT TEXT OF MAN. THE HEBREW AND INDIGENOUS NATIONS HOLD THE KEYS TO THIS TRUTH. HOLDING THE KEY TO THE GREAT ABYSS OF MANS OWN MIND AND HIS ORIGINS.

I have heard of a land called Lemuria, throughout New Age writings, but didn't put two and two together. It may have been the land of Sumatra I believe I might have been connected to in my dreams in my youth. A land that was pure of spirit and pure of heart.

Wondering if these lands were tied to one another, I asked for help to write this chapter last week December 22nd, 2010, and that night I received a dream.

I dreamt I was standing in a snow covered, moon lit field of pine

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trees. One tree that stood directly in front of me, extended into the clouds. A bright light filled the clouds above it, and a beam of light shot down through the center of this giant tree.

A little girl about the age of 7, with white hair and gold eyes emerged from the clouds above the top of this tree. She then floated down through its prickly branches, without moving a single pine limb. A little red wagon waited for her at the bottom of the tree.

When she reached the bottom, she climbed into the little wagon and immediately became invisible. The wagon rolled slowly towards me and stopped in front of me at my feet. I saw the reflection of a little hand that reached up towards me, with tiny golden orbs the size of dust particles that danced in her hand.

I knew immediately I was to take the orbs and eat them. As I filled my mouth with these orbs, they started exploding like fireworks, burning my mouth. I remember feeling dizzy and nauseous. I saw a bright light as I always do, and woke up. nauseated when I woke. I remember still feeling

I called my friend Lisa that afternoon and told her of my dream. She said, Oh my god Chris, I dreamt of the same little girl. Was she

about the age of 7? I said, Yes.

Lisa said, the same little girl walked out of the darkness to her, holding the hand of her Mother. They walked by her, and Lisa knew she had to follow them. So she got up and followed them, and that was all she remembered.

The words and the text of our true origins of man are there, its just a matter of finding them. So help from the spirit world is always good. I can't just get help from a human source. The key to this land Lemuria might be found within my brothers and sisters of the Indigenous Nations.

I believe the Jewish Nations may have a remembrance of this land or the people that lived in it, which may very well be considered the lost tribes of Israel. Even some Indigenous words have links to some Hebrew words, which sound similar and have similar meanings. The original primal man had jumped from a lower level of thinking into a man higher thought, which was seemed dwelling like overnight. higher

Neanderthal

instantaneously

within

technological civilizations, even in some aspects out weighing our very own today. This was found especially through building techniques.

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Some experts today even believe these civilizations may have mastered aeronautic travel, due to archeological evidence of airplane and star craft pictographic hieroglyphs. And the pyramids may have been a doorway or quantum accelerator linking us to these star worlds, through a star gate.

If the governments try using these star gates to connect beyond our universe, it could be disastrous. Only the ancient Native elders And this

knew how to make this connection to the ancestors.

connection was to be made to bring mankind to a Higher level Spiritually. This doorway will be open December 21st, 2012.

Did our ancient ancestors, mix with alien or star nations bloodlines? Is this why the Jewish nations were so intent on not mixing their bloodlines? Genesis 1:26 states, Let us make man in our

image... It doesn't say lets created man, but make him into our own image.

There is also a matter of time lines. If the time lines in the bible are correct, that only brings mankind to the age of 5000-6000 years old. We all know this is incorrect, due to our studies in the fields of science, research and archeology.

I seriously have been led to believe through astrology sources, this Garden of Eden was just a zodiac new age or era of man. Many references in the bible relate to zodiac and astrological symbolization. Remember the Jewish religion was based on astrology.

In order to understand the reasoning I have behind this chapter, I again will share with you another dream about the creation of the earth. This dream I believe I had in the mid-nineties, because of the locality I was living in at the time.

I was a spirit hovering in the darkness. A bright liquid stream of light was spinning out of the darkness toward me. Our earth was to the right of me, a black rock void of all life.

The liquid light encompassed our lifeless earth, mixing its Spirit of Life with the matter of earth. Matter and Spirit melted together as one, while I watched in silence. The Spirit formed into water, and

turned the lifeless rock into a spiraling green and gold life form. Creating what looked to me, a yin-yang symbol of liquid and solid material.

The darker part of the yin-yang formed to the north in the Atlantic Ocean, which had a white dot in the center. The lighter part of
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the yin-yang formed in the southwestern hemisphere, which I guessed to be the South Pacific, also having a dark dot in the center.

The earth from where I was situated looked like a beautiful, green, gold and white marble. Then a giant rainbow encompassed the whole thing, and I see the blue in the oceans form.

I woke up and got my little girl ready for a walk in the woods. We started walking with the dogs up towards the path to the woods, and I tripped over a rock at its entrance. I couldn't believe it! I tripped over a rock that looked just like the earth in my dream.

Could these small dots within the yin-yang symbol have been the islands of Atlantis and Lemuria? I have thought about this often.

Memories are flooding back daily now, of this secret land of Sumatra. I remembered cherry blossom trees lining the walk ways.

Because just last week, I had a dream of driving an old pickup truck down these walk ways, which jarred my childhood memories of this island. The blossoms on those trees had to have been as big as my fist. The beauty was beyond any of this world today. The colors and air were so vivid and clean.

I have always remembered giant caverns beneath the earth, with crystals lining the walls. They had long spiral staircases, leading miles into the earth. On the tops of the ceilings of these caverns were small holes, like air vents with crystal lens lining the shafts to intensify the suns rays?

More crystals were on the ceilings of these caverns, diverting the light to shine on the massive gardens below. Could this have been one of the homes of the Indigenous nations that escaped Lemuria, because of the oncoming tsunami?

I believe this island of Sumatra to be as a living organism, with the Spirit of the Mother. I have always heard the Native Americans

refer to America as being Turtle Island. Could this island in the Pacific I have dreamt of been the original Turtle Island, or Mother Island? Like I said, many of my dreams are making sense now. I have been searching a life time for these people who spoke to me in my dreams that were from an ancient time and place. Up until only a few weeks ago, I believed this island to be the Canary Islands. Until I found that word Sumatra, which is tied to ancient Lumeria.

I still have not found a lot of information on these islands. So I will share with you some of the written knowledge that I have found.
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Through a web search I have found a Japanese marine biologist by the name of Masaaki Kimura, who had discovered a sunken island, which was island off the coast of the island Luinguni.

He writes of this island having a large castle in the center of a large city. This city had a large arch like entrance. It also had a shrine like structure that could also be seen from this large archway. This city even had what appeared to be a coliseum, with statues encompassing it.

Masaaki Kimura has estimated this island to have sunk about 4000 years ago.

The Hawaiian Kahuna's (shaman) speak about an island that was their Motherland a long time ago. They believe they are the keepers of the Wisdom of the Mother. The word Aloha means love. This love

coming from the Mother has been passed down through their generational voices.

In the Hawaiian, Makali'i means little eyes. This refers to the 7 sisters of the Pleiades. The constellation of the Pleiades rises over

Hawaii at sun set. In the Hawaiian creation story called Oli.

They also mention a teacher Elohim, who came from Makali'i or the Pleiades constellation. Elohim is a Hebrew name for God, which was too sacred for the priest to even speak. Elohim is also the

reference of the 32 paths of Wisdom, involved in the Genesis story of creation.

The Hawaiians also claim the Mother race does come from this constellation, who have white to blond hair and light colored eyes. Just as the Nordics believe, these Shining Ones are their ancestors who are linked to the 7 sisters.

I did find another article about the islanders of Mu who had gone underground, in the wake of this catastrophic event. It claimed that during this great flood, the Aborigines escaped underground and ended up in Australia.

The Inca that remain in the tops of the mountains in South America, also believe they had escaped a Mother island. They too also state they had escaped into caves under the earth, which led them to the Amazon.

I was also told by the Lakota, they believe their ancestors

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emerged from under the earth. They came up out of a place called the wind tunnel, which is in South Dakota to this day.

There has also been scientific evidence that many of these indigenous nations share the same Y chromosome that the rest of the human race does not have. This chromosome dates back 200,000

years ago, which is called the EVE chromosome from the Haplogroup Q (Y-DNA).

Can this be the missing Q document, that some believe to be a book hidden in the catacombs of the Vatican? Can this Q document be the truth of mans origins? Some believe this lost documentation may be Christs true lineage.

The Q document is supposedly a hand scribed document written by Christ Himself, of His life and ministry. I somehow believe this Q chromosome may be linked to the Christ Consciousness that was within Him. Could this be the lineage of those who lived on the Iland of the Mother?

This Eve chromosome was recorded long before the first Adam chromosome. Can science be trying to tell us something? The Y

chromosome of Adam dates only back 60,000 to 90,000 years ago.

Anthropologists have also traced this Adam chromosome back to Aaron, Moses brother. chromosome? Does that mean Moses was of the Q

Oh yah...Moses didn't die he was taken up from the The Aaron Y chromosome was named Kohanim

earth. Huh, where? man.

So was mans DNA changed when they encountered the god on Mount Sinai? Or during this time anyway? Are our DNA structures

waking us up at this time? change within man?

And how often does the DNA structure

Is this the harvest of the chaff and the wheat that is written of in the bible? Are these beings coming back here for the harvest? If only first man could come back and talk to us. I believe whole heartedly, this is who I was seeing in my dream, when I traveled down the eye of the spirit, I called the spirit of religion.

Many archaeologist and anthropologist have been baffled by these same questions. I believe this is why they search the stars so diligently. They too cannot find all the answers on earth, seeking the stars for mans origins. In hopes they will not find races waiting to

destroy us and take over our planet.

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The crop circles that have been made in the year 2010, had been recorded at alarming numbers. At the end of August 2010, over 5000 had been reported. Are these beings franticly trying to save us from something coming? ourselves. moment. Knowing we are on the verge of destroying

Especially with this core drilling that is going on at the

Professor Charles Piazzi Smyth, who was a researcher in the late 1800's, writes about the great Pyramid of Gaza. Saying they were

created with 7 chambers, reflecting the heavenly bodies of the Pleaides. The modern day priest even today, claim the pyramid was finished being built at midnight of the autumnal equinox. And the star Alcyone fell precisely on the meridian line of this pyramid.

Albert Churchward, a member of the Rosicrucian order wrote a pamphlet on Lemuria. He claimed the great pyramid of Khuti, means the 7 lights or Glorious Ones. He also stated that the Tower of Babel had 7 tiers. Being symbolic of the 7 stairs men have to climb to reach heaven, which are called the Great Alter Stairs.

The Tibetans believe Jesus didn't die on the cross, but went to India and Tibet to teach. Later Jesus became who they refer to as St.

Issa. Jesus was known in the Koran as Isa, in original Arabaic. This name is very similar to the name Isis, the mother.

The symbol of Issi is the same symbol for Taurus the bull. The same bull represented in Genesis that Moses scorned the people for worshiping. Was this symbolic of the age of Taurus leaving the

heavenly planes? Moses may have been telling his people to leave the bull behind, so to speak, because they were coming into a new age.

In Genesis 22:1-18 Abraham was given a Ram in place of offering up his son Isiac. This may have represented the sign of Aries, which was about the same time of Aries zodiac era. How many other Can this

astrological symbolism is found in the text of the bible?

record of biblical text just be a reflection of the heavenly units?

Aries had all the same attributes of the god of the Old Testament. He like Posiedon and Thoth also was called the god of the rising sun. Go figure... Did this represent a rebirth into a new system and era? A system ruled by the planet mars, who is a warring god. Aries is also referred to as the god I AM.

We must not forget one important clue to the Abraham offering story. God told Abraham to go to Moriah in verse 22:2. This is the site
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of Solomons temple.

This is also the same place that the masons

foundations were formed. This is also the same place where all the secret esoteric religions hid their text.

The ram is also mentioned in prophesies, which tell of the end days in Daniel 8:20. It speaks of the ram with 2 horns, being Media and Persia. I have still not found this connection yet, but am sure I will. I have the feeling it has something to do with the masonic lineages, splitting and becoming the Christian church and the Masonic Lodges. The two have the same earthly father.

Now lets go back to the Pleiades link. This is the cluster of stars found in the shoulder of Taurus in the skies. In the Babylonian Talmaud it states that the biblical Noahs flood was caused by two stars falling from the heavens, coming from the Pleiades or Khima.

In Chinese astrology the Yin star represents Scorpio and the Yang Taurus. Some Asian religions believe this is the locus of mystical

wisdom, carried to them from the Higher Initiates of the Mystery schools of Isis. Humm.. Again did John the Baptist eat of the locus in the wilderness? Was he being taught the Great Mysteries through

these Higher Initiates in the deserts?

Throughout the world the Pleidian Star system was seen through the eyes of the prophets and magi, as a source of a place of knowledge and Wisdom. Some represents this Wisdom of the stars as the serpent.

In the original Aramaic, Jesus is referred to as nagger, meaning serpent of Wisdom. This is one word in the bible that was

mistranslated in English text. They thought it said nanger, meaning carpenter.

Some accounts have been made that recorded the tomb of Jesus being in Srinager, the capital of Kashmir. Srinager means Great

Serpent. The Mystery School initiates Isis, were of the serpent. This serpent was even found on the staff of Moses in the desert, when he held up a staff healing the Hebrew nation. This staff had two snakes wrapped around a pole, and the symbol of Isis on the top of the staff. The symbol of Isis has two wings with a circular sun in the

middle. This is the same symbol we use for medicine today.

In the book of Mathew it says be as wise as serpents and as peaceful as doves. The dove in Jewish mysticism is the symbol for the Pleiades star system. This dove also represents the Holy Spirit.

The Great Serpent Mound in Ohio, was a ceremonial ground for

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the tribe called Adena. Adena?

If you haven't seen this image of this serpent mound in Ohio, it is massive in length. It has an egg in its mouth and a coiled tail. Can this be a symbol for genetic transmutation?

I found a word in the book of the Sethians, from The Other Bible on page 658. It claims there are 7 books named after Seth called

Allogeneis. I looked this word up and didn't find it. I found one really close though, allogeneic which means stem cell transplant. Did these beings literally transplant embryos into our earthly mothers? If the anthropologist and scientific accounts of the EVE

chromosome are true, being 200,000 years old. mans DNA 60,000 years ago?

Then who changed

In many legends throughout the world, when these star people mixed their blood with humans monsters were formed. To this day the natives of Easter island are afraid of the caves below their islands, saying Nephilium live under ground.

Every 25,820 years the equinoxes move through all twelve zodiacs, which puts us in complete alignment with the entrance to the Milkyway system. Science has never been able to look this eye of the

Milkway in the eye, because of the dense star dust surrounding it. The Natives believe this is a gateway to where their ancestors are.

This hole, or gateway that will align exactly when the zodiac reaches its birthday in completion, and begins new. This is the Mayan date of December 21st 2012. Can this be a gateway that will open to another dimension, or possibly another time? Will we meet those who changed our DNA in the past? Because I sure do not believe these I think thats what

entities created us, just somehow changed us.

Christ was doing here, trying to fix what they messed up.

CHAPTER 13 THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS

I asked who the Christ was 02-13-09, and these are the words I received.. A PERSONIFICATION OF ALL THAT IS GOOD, OF ALL PRINCIPALITIES SET FORTH TO BRING THE HEART OF MAN TO A REMEMBORANCE OF THE TRUTH. TRUTH FORMED BY THE VOICE OF THE ONE WHO HAS NOT YET BEEN GIVEN A NAME. THE ONE WHICH POURS FORTH THE BREATH OF LIFE, WHEN SPEAKS IS FORMED A PRINCIPLE SENT FORTH
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TO MAN IN A VISION OF AN ANGEL, WHICH TRULY HAS NO FORM. IT IS A VIBRATION FROM THE MOST HIGH, WHO IS WITHOUT FORM.

I have come to the point in my life I have found a new faith in the human race. We are in the moment of the collective consciousness or thought, brought on by the spurring of the Christ Consciousness. A communion called forth by the Rivers of Life that have no end, connecting us to All Life.

Written words cannot even begin explaining the Spirit of the Christ. The Spirit of the Creator is without form, but yet man puts a face and body on this Spirit by earthly means. This One Spirit flows through time in many forms and existences, brought forth through the man Jesus in its strongest form, being Love. This Spirit teaches us a higher form of Love, which is beyond the capability of mans own thought.

We sit back and wonder our whole life, what our purpose may be on this earth. The Spirit is finding us, so sit back and enjoy the ride. I know a lot of you are receiving things that I am, and may have been for a long time now.

I have seen you many times in my dreams, uniting in One mind and One Heart. Gathering together in fields and mountain tops, singing in One harmony, through the Spirit of All Things. Communicating on a level, that man has not experienced as of yet. We will learn to speak with the Heart to one another, not through words. This is the Christ Consciousness, in this New Age of man.

This is the Age of Aquarius. This is the dawn of a new time. The circle is coming around to great the beginning once again. The rainbow is uniting for the first time, since the beginning. Did you know when the earth was formed, a giant rainbow encompassed it?

I am not here to offend any religion. As a matter of fact, I do not believe in any one religion or religions at all. All religions will complete the circle of the rainbow. All colors, All Nations, All peoples with the Heart of the Christ Consciousness, who understand The Way and the Truth of the Heart.

Christ was one of the first Spiritual warriors of time, speaking of these things of the Heart. Can I dare to call Him one of the first of the
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rainbow warriors? A child of the stars, that even the star gazers sought out. Some indigenous nations seeing Him as an ancestor of the star people, as they are.

Religions made him a sacrifice in the sight of man, when the true sacrifice should have been of their own hearts. What does the Creator of Life need with a sacrifice? Primal man in his lack of Wisdom, sacrificed to gods that were created out of his own mind. So the Jesus became a sacrifice to mankind in the name of the Christ Consciousness that was within Him.

Mans religions were created from an esoteric origin, on the foundational principles that were formed within the isles of Atlantis and through its ancestors. This idea extended its reach to the ancient lands of Sumeria, Egypt and Europe. The Spirit of the Christ came to show the True Way of the Light of the star nations.

Prophecies of the rainbow warriors have many indigenous roots. Many of these prophecies stem out of the aborigine folklore in Australia, which speaks of the star nations and the chrystal links to these people. Their prophecies speak of the time of the rainbow

warriors or warriors of Light, coming to teach mankind the ways of the heart.

You may be one of the Light bearers of this Truth and Love. Just as Christ was, you are also. Many will reject this Truth, just as they rejected the teachings of Jesus. If you are not of this world and are of the Higher Thought, then may be shunned. You have been called back, to usher in a New World. This earth will live many more thousands of years, it will just be changed. Many changes are to come, and many will perish during this time of purification. This is why we are to be prepared within our souls, for whatever is to come good and bad.

Some people will reject and even hate what is in you, because you are not like them. They will see the Christ Consciousness within you and even deny your uniqueness.

Before we continue on, I would like to share with you another dream of a man I did not even know at the time I dreamt this dream. His name is Grandpa Fools Crow, a North American Native medicine man. After I explained my dream to Chico (Bear), he told me who it
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I walked up to a man in front of me that was sitting on an incline, on the edge of a wooded path. A pine tree stood on his left, and his head was bowed down in crossed arms, that rested on his knees.

He had a gray and red striped blanket draped over his shoulders. Instantly I thought of the blanket Moses was swaddled in, when he was sent down the river in a basket. After speaking to Chico about this later in the day, I understood this blanket to be a Pendleton blanket. These blankets were common amongst the tribes of the Plains. To me this blanket that was on the shoulders of Grandpa Fools Crow was a symbol of his leadership of a nation. Just like Moses was a leader of the Hebrew nations.

Grandpa Fools Crow held a staff of wood in his right hand, just as Moses and many other prophets before him. He lifted his head, so his eyes looked upward to meet mine. I was hypnotized by his hypnotic gaze, just as I have been in the past when meeting other Spirits in my dreams, who had the same Spirit within.

I spoke to him with words that just spewed out of my mouth. I said, Who will teach Bear (Chico) now?

His mouth remained closed, as he spoke to me, I AM YOU, AND YOU ARE ME. I understood instantly as he spoke, what he meant. You see his eyes and voice were the same as the, Speaker of the Heart. The one I dreamt of so many times, as a young adult. It was the same Spirit, as the Christ.

He was me and I him. Just as the Christ and the Father are as One, so am I. The Spirit of the I AM, that is written of in the bible. This is what I call the Christ Consciousness.

The word Christ came from the original Greek word Kristos, meaning anointed. This anointing of the Heart is like a fire that is poured out to mankind, through people like Moses and Grandpa Fools Crow. The fire or Light is represented by the symbol of the sun. We anoint in the physical with oil, as a ceremonial ritual representing this spark of life, or fire of Life.

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Many nations ceremonial baptize in water, representing a rebirth into this Spiritual way of life that is represented by the Fire of the Spirit. Soon after this ceremonial re-birth, ceremonies of fire (as in the Pentecost of the apostles) are often acted out in different tribal rights. This purification is usually brought through fire and water, which represents All life in its primal state. Through male and female, all things are created through fire and water.

All life is first formed of the waters and through the female essence. Most of you may already know that a baby boy before full fetus gestation is female. So within the water of the womb all are female, and during the progression of the fetus it becomes male due to onset of the testosterium hormone. Literally this chemical change makes a female into a male. This is the spark of fire, so to speak.

So through the feminine nature all things were created. So as society took shape in the ancient of days, did it take on a more patriarchal view in thinking? Were the matriarchal clans and tribes changed in their way of thinking and viewing religions?

The characteristics of religions became male dominated, stifling

that of the feminine nature as civilization grew and became more of a legislative order. Whereas, those societies that continued on in their tribal and nomadic ways, lived in a more natural state and did not have to be governed by laws and orders of elite persons. We need both aspects of male and female to complete the rightful order of mankind, to be in balance.

We need law and order in society to keep from running amuck. Without the god of law and order civilization would fall and the earth would become chaotic, and there would be no balance. Without the female to give Life, there would be no re-birth or renewing of the physical nature, giving us a connection to all things.

The truth is to be found in those who are here to protect our mother, through keeping her water clean and pure for future generations. And the only way we can do this is through the children, teaching them the respect for all things.

The Indigenous elders at this moment in time are here to teach us this respect for the earth, if only those nations of the world would just listen and take notice. The older brother (the Indigenous tribes of
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the earth), understands that his younger brother (the European and so called civilized nations) is in trouble. The younger brother has been raised in deception and lies. The younger brother has forgotten the ways of his Mother and Her Spiritual Wisdoms.

The Mothers of the earth retain this knowledge and lineage within their memories of time. Secrets of Her are hidden within the depths of the oceans, covered by time itself. Through the spirit of the waters, She will show herself to those who are worthy of Her Wisdoms.

Showing Herself to those, as she has down through time, in the form as what some call angels. Like it was written in the ancient lores and in the myths of man, she will come again. Those stories of heros, that fought for Her and by Her side, fought for a Truth and Wisdom that would lead mankind. We need to give this Spirit a voice, through us.

Most of this knowledge was sealed up, by those who claimed heresy against state authorities. So these secrets had to come down through music, poetry and art, to remember the Mother who bore the children of man. It took shape in the form of myths and religions, and the worshipping of Mary and Jesus.

It is of the most importance to the survival of man, that his acceptance of the feminine aspect of the Creator be collected back and embraced once again. This is where Love is adorned and the bride of Christ will come to flourish. Then the New Song can be sung once again.

THE NEW SONG- (1991) by Chrissy UNITE LITTLE CHILDREN, UNITE. HOLD HANDS AND SING THE NEW SONG, WITH THE LOVERS HEART AND THE WOMENS HANDS, UNITE. TOGETHER WE WILL FLY TO THE TOP OF THE WORLD, BECOMING THE LOST BRIDE. BOUND IN HER, FOR TOO LONG, HE SINGS HIS SONG. BLESSED BE HE WHO MADE THE MOUNTAINS TALL. BLESSED BE HE WHO MADE THE STREAMS AS ONE. AS THE THUNDERS BEAT IN UNISON IN OUR HEARTS, THE RAINBOWS DANCE AMOUNG THE TREES AND ALL THAT IS LIVING. UNITE CHILDREN FROM THE NORTH AND THE SOUTH. UNITE CHILDREN FROM THE EAST AND THE WEST. CALL THE WINDS WITH YOUR HOLY SONG. THE SONG GIVEN TO YOU IN THE BEGINNING, CARRIED ON TILL NOW. TO MAKE THE CIRCLE THAT HAS NO END. CALL UPON HIM WHO KNOWS THE SONG, DANCE IN A CIRCLE TO THE BEAT OF THE DRUM. LET THE STRINGS OF THE GUITAR SPEAK WITH LAUGHTER FROM THEN TO NOW, THE SONG IS SUNG. DEATH
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MELTS AWAY, AS THE MORNING DEW IN THE LIGHT. THE COLORS BLEND AND UNITE IN THE NEW SONG. WE GIVE HIM PRAISES AGAIN AND AGAIN, IN FASTING AND PRAYER, DANCE IN THE CIRCLE WITH CLASPED HANDS, SING THE NEW SONG, NOT OF WORDS OR WRITTEN NOTES. FROM THE HOLY GHOST, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!! JUST PRAISE AND THANK HIM FOR ALL THAT IS AND WAS, FOR ITS TIME HE BRINGS YOU THE NEW SONG. THE SONG OF HOPE FOR GENERATIONS PAST, THEN ALL HEARTS WILL BEAT AS ONE. UNITE CHILDREN UNITE!!! THE COLORS LOST, WILL BE FOUND.

FINDING YOUR CONNECTEDNESS TO THE UNIVERSAL MIND CHAPTER 14

September 12, 2009/ Siblings of the New Spring Arising by Chrissy AN ILLUSTION OF ILL FATE HAS BLOCKED YOUR PATH. ALL THIS THAT YOU CONSIDER BAD OR EVIL, ARE THOSE THINGS YOU HAVE RECEIVED THE MOST GROWTH FROM. THE PLANTS OF THE HARVEST ARE THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN GIVEN GOOD ROOT. THOSE THAT HAVE STOOD DURING THE WORST OF STORMS ARE THOSE THE SEEDS ARE GATHERED FROM.

So lets travel outside the box, where philosopher traveled before you. Many of whom died at the hands of religions and government. A government secured by church leaders. Philosophy was brought forth by the search for truth. Men of old have passed down oral traditions from the beginning, for truths sake.

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Many of these philosophers spoke of an undefiled truth, which is referred to as Universal Truth. A truth when sought out with a true heart, will be given to the seeker from the Universal Mind, we are all connected to. One truth that has been given to these great men is that within the thought of mans own mind and religions, is a great illusion trapping all who are blinded.

The prophet David of the Old Testament was Divinely inspired by this Wisdom. He was one of the greatest servants to the people of all time. Another great servant to the people was the man Jesus, who had the most profound connection to the Christ Consciousness and the Wisdom of this Universal Mind, in its fullness. But many of the Truths these two great men knew, could not be revealed until this moment in time.

Php. 2:5 MJKV Let the Mind be with you, which was also in Christ.

Luk. 8:10 MJKV And He said unto you, It is given to know the Mysteries of the Kingdom of God. But to others in parables; that seeing they might see

Philosophy doesnt put to death the idea of God, but merely reforms the idea of the Creator within her or his own mind. Thinking outside the box calls for courage as you go against the very grain of society. For some, this may mean going against all things they have been raised up in.

As we sink deeper into this rabbit hole, we began to find our way out of the Labyrinth of Pan. Your Enlightenment will find its natural course, through your heart of hearts. It will began to take on a more concrete form of Higher Thought.

Soon you will begin to dispel all your preconceived notions or thoughts of who this God really is. You must go to the outer limits of your own thought patterns that have formed themselves around you since your birth, into mankinds matrix of the mind.

The good root is those who think for themselves, which are inspired by the Higher Thought without the written words of man. Rise above mans knowledge, in search for the Truth.

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Finding your connectedness to the Universal Mind will allow you to observe the earth from a Higher Plane. In search of this Higher Thought those things that are of the unseen, will be seen. A Devine Magic will assist you on your path, which cant be conjured up by man.

For in order for the Spirits of Higher Thought to be revealed to you, a communion of heart must take place. Then these Spirits will guide you. This is what many claim to be white magic. It is just simply a Magic of the heart.

Joan of Arc was guided by such Spirits, and considered to be a witch, which they burnt at the stake. She was guided to free her people, who turned on her when the war was won. Many Gnostics, prophets and monks, died at the Crusaders hands during the rampages of their cave dwellings outside of Jerusalems gates.

Inspired artist and scribes hid their works, from the churches eyes. Some of these pieces of Knowledge have been hid for this generation to unveil. Scientist, mathematicians and inventors have been inspired during their dream state by this Higher Knowledge. ALL KNOWLEDGE comes from ONE Mind. The Higher Vibration at

the Higher fields of LIFE. So where your heart lies, is where the spirits of Truth or deception are. So we must give our hearts over to the Truth in every waking breathe, to be of the Truth. This is the first step.

Men have known these principles since the beginning of time. It has been withheld to keep you captive. The secret is seeping out at an alarming rate. The seals are being broken. But there are always those that will sway you to be embraced by the lower levels of thought, through works and written words and the following of mans doctrines. We are moving out of the Christian age into an age that will enlighten mankind worldwide.

So we are finally to the point in this book that I will ask you, Who is this God that so many speak of? Is it the Creator of ALL things? Some religions speak of this god as being of the Light, the Truth and the Way. Whos way? Christ spoke of this Truth and Way. The Way to Enlightenment, as the Hindus believe?

So what is this Enlightenment? And how do we obtain it? First we must recognize, it comes from within us. We must believe that every human being has this Universal reasoning within. This
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unchanging KNOWLEDGE.

Much of this Knowledge is hidden within the books of man. Within the pages of the bible, are many hidden mysteries man has not been shown as of yet. Remember this book has been changed through the ages, even though we are taught not one tittle would be changed. Remember, that was only said in one book, the book of Revelation.

Most seem to forget, the bible is 66 separate books. The original Arabic writings have been changed and their meanings, any rabbi will tell you that. The creation story, was only a story to explain our ancestral origins. Eve chromosome? Adam chromosome?

The truer esoteric origins of the Jewish religion come from the Kabbalah, which is very mystical and magical. They use chants and meditation to commune with the Maker and the Spiritual realm. These old esoteric ways took them to a Higher level of Thought. Allowing the Higher Levels of Thought to come through them.

We must learn to open the doors to our own fears, conquering

them in the end. And releasing these spirits we have created in our own image.

This is where we find the root to all psychology of the mind. Is through these ancient religions of man. Before the age of religious order, medicine men and high priest understood these things. Religious order kept us prisoners within our own minds and negative thinking. Using fear, guilt, jealousy, anger and war, as tools to control lands and nations.

So now I ask, Is this Creator ALL Things? Many religious people would say, well of course he is. Then he must be of the darkness too, like the devil? Many I have said this to gasp at the very thought. They cannot dare look outside the box. They only perceive this Being to be of the Light.

Well, if we contend this Being to be of ALL Things, then we must agree; this Entity must undoubtedly be of the Light and the darkness. Both sides of this Entity serve the ideas of man, which can be seen through two different port holes of view. These port holes, being the eye of mans thought.
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As a human has a set of eyes, each has a different view. Our views and ideas are only being seen through one eye. To view the Creator we must look through both eyes, and the inner spirit meeting the sub-conscious level of thought.

What happens when you close one eye? You view everything from a two dimensional vision, which is one sided. Can you actually view a forth dimensional Being from a set of 2D glasses?

So then I dare to say, is man viewing the Creator in flat form? Sure is a funny way of looking at it, dont you think?

So are we narrowed minded thinkers? In most cases I would say no. Our human nature truly wants to know the truth, but we fear it. We just merely werent trained up to have fourth dimensional thinking.

Many indigenous, pagan and esoteric religions were. Esoteric thinking was passed down through generational pools that taught to look at the inner sub-conscious and a connectedness to all things.

One way that we can connect to this fourth dimension, is by going into our own sub-conscious. Many times this can be dangerous, unless shown by a teacher or another person who has gone through the same experience. Without doing this, the essence of the Creator can never be reached. So the Higher Mysteries cannot be reached by human means. Especially not through memorizing verses and using them at will to put a brother or sister down.

So if you are ready now to venture outside the box, I would like to bring you back to the spirit, I call the spirit of religions. Truth can be found in this spirit, even though I perceived him to be of the void. I will explain how I felt to you, as I moved down through the dark spiral of this spirits eye. You may have a different view of this dream than I.

As I moved down through the spirit of religions eye, I had become one with this entitys thought. And every spirit that lined the wall, I was a part of at one moment in all times. All of these spirits of religion were created out of mans first thought.

So through the dark spirals of time and mans own mind corrupt
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spirits were formed. When man was in perfection of Thought, there was pure Light. The Light waned, the darker mans thought had become, thus creating unsettled spirits within the earths plane. So you see chaotic energies began to form, the further man moved away from the Great Thought. We must return now to a purer form of thought, which is respectful to ALL LIFE.

Truth is the One Principle that is in balance with ALL things. Through Truth we are able to see the Light. This will balance out the physical plane spiritually. The Light did not separate itself from the darkness, the darkness moved away from the Light. In the Aramaic version of Genesis, it says the gods created. These gods were male and female of matter and spirit, thus creating the heavens and the earth. The spirit of the earth was void and without form, and in darkness. She the Spirit of Creation gave the earth LIFE.

So are we just an illusion of the Mind of the Creative Force called Life? I cannot answer that. But many philosophers before me have had that same question. They too have traveled down this rabbits hole.

Even though we are of the physical nature, we are truly Created of the Devine form through perfection. We are ultimately a dream or expression of the Universal Mind.

And the Spirit of God hovered over the face of the waters, and God said, Let there be Light. Now here we have that word again, the Light. It was hovering over the waters. In many esoteric belief systems, the waters represent the feminine aspect of the Creator. While the fire, light or sun represented the male, which is the spark of Mind. He is of the fire, she of the water.

Many religions call this feminine spirit Isis, Venus, the Mother. In the bible, the spirit of the water represents the Holy Spirit. Many Indigenous Nations reflection of this Mother is the earth and the Grandmother the moon.

The image of the sun burns like the passion of the male, which burns with desire that is quenched by the waters of the female. This passion is like the fiery Will of God of the bible. This is like the fire of Life, the spark of first Thought.
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So this ONE THOUGHT divided itself, and formed physical and Spiritual principles. So what was mans first thought of the Creator? That of fire and the sun?

When a child first starts reasoning, all their first interactions to life around them is questioned. They rely on the answers of the people around him or her, believing the answers given to them are truth. They never think these answers are false, until they come to an age they start thinking for themselves. So as they grow and become independent, their minds quit depending on the answers to their questions from elders. First man in his infancy was like a small child, thinking in an infantile way. His answers came either from his own sources, which many times were explained the only way he could comprehend what he was experiencing. So stories were created to explain his experiences on earth.

First man claims that god was in the garden of Eden with him, teaching him and guiding him. Who do you think this god may have been? Was man given a limitation to his teaching by this being? Were

some truths held back from him? Could this being or teacher been one of the star people?

This first man probably never doubted for a second, this being wasnt the Creator. Because he was told it was the Creator and never doubted this for a minute. So he was told to bow down and worship this god he never questioned why, even giving blood sacrifices to this being.

So first man made a symbol representing this god of law and order, mimicking the one thing he could count on daily in life, the sun. The sun rose every day and set in the same order, was constant in its laws and motion, never changing. Without the sun, life would cease to exist. This was a source of power and authority, which man set as a symbol higher than himself. In the primal thought of first man, this was all power.

As we become adults, most of us receive an inner discernment over situations and people. We start understanding right from wrong, through our own inner Wisdom. A childs reasoning is not so advanced, which he only finds conclusions from those things around
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him. We have fallen into a thought pattern of primal first man.

We have grown and have become a more intelligent race, understanding science and flying machines now. If we see a light coming down from the sky, we do not say it is a god, and bow down and worship without question. We investigate and draw our own conclusions.

It is time to grow up children. Quit believing what you have been told of the Creator, its time to begin reasoning for yourself. Receive the food of the Creator, and put down the babies milk.

So within the primal thought of first man, we have drawn all our conclusions of what religion is. This has been the Labyrinth of Pan. This has become mankinds Satan.

So if we go back in time and look at what the first philosophers reasoned, we will find the answers to some of these questions. I recently started reading some of Platos works during the writing of this book. In search of these truths, I have reached some ahha

moments.

Plato too, has spoken of a cave, which was in the writings called the, Myth of the Cave. He had a theory about the mind of man. Plato stated if primal man only lived in a cave and faced the back wall, he would only know what was on the back wall of this cave.

If primal man never ventured out of the entrance, which was to his back, his mind was limited. And if the light of day was at his back, he would never see the light. Primal man would only see the shadows that were being cast on the wall by the light. So its sad to say, we are such an advanced race of human beings and still are only seeing the shadows on the wall. Wow What a concept. Are we only viewing the shadows of mans own knowledge? Are we still in an existence that still hedges us in, by the walls of a cave? Are we viewing the shadows of our own mind? Is scripture one of the things that keeps us hedged in?

Be freed of the walls that stunt the growth of your mind and spirit. Turn around and walk towards the Light. Leave the comfort of your cave or box. Venture out into the day of reasoning and spiritual
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growth.

You are no longer a child in mans infancy of religions. You have been only viewing the symbols that man has brought down through his religions, which you do not even understand yourself. These symbols were painted on cave walls.

First man worshiped the light of the sun, and the beings that were sent here to guide him. These beings raised themselves up above man and the One Who Creates ALL Things. Out of mans first thought, you were conceived and walk in mans shadows. You are still bowing down before the symbols of man and his religions. Set aside the books and search within. The Creator is ALL Things. You are a part of this Devine Thought, having access to ALL Things. You have the Devine Master within your soul. You are a part of this Source. As Plato reasoned, Natural phenomena are merely shadows of the Eternal form of Thought.

So seek Higher than the primal thought of man. Seek this Eternal form of THOUGHT. This is where Truth abides and Wisdom gives Her Knowledge.

I would now like to leave you with a conclusion. I was finishing up my last corrections on this book, when I had come across Enochs writings, taken from the Dead Sea Scrolls, in the book called the Other Bible. I Enoch Fountain of Goodness and the Son of Man There I saw the fountain of goodness which was inexhaustible. Around it were many fountains of Wisdom, all the thirsty drank from them and were filled with Wisdom and they lived with the good, the Holy, and the elect. At the hour the Son of man was named before the Lord of Spirits, and His Name was the Head of Days. ~a few paragraphs later within this same text~ All who Love on earth will fall down and worship Him, will praise and bless and celebrate the Lord of Spirits with Song.

WHAT WILL YOU BE DOING DECEMBER 21ST, 2012? SING FOR THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY

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