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KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

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KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Abykxjb KiB DcKvi cZ i KiQb ^Qvmexiv| Zvi wZxq


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KvqvUvg gKvwbi AvM wevb wbqwZ nZv wbDUwbqvb
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gbK Avevi wevb cybevwmZ Ki| evwbK eveZvq GB Avg~j
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my`i I mv_K Rxebi Rb cqvRb c~Yv Rxeb`w Ges mewKQyi
ga GKUv cwiwgwZ| Avgv`i KvQ eZgvb KvqvUvgi A_ nQ
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KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : GK K_vq KvqvUvgi g~j Dk Kx?


Di : KvqvUvgi g~j Dk njv Rxeb hvcbi wevbi Avjvq
wbRK e`jvbv, Pvicvki gvbylK e`jvbv| AkvwK ckvwZ
ivMK myZvq Avi e_ZvK mvdj e`j `qv| KvqvUvg wekvm
Ki cwZwU gvbyli gaB AwgZ mvebv my iqQ| cwZwU gvbyl Zvi
AwbwnZ kw Ges mvebvK RvMZ Ki gavi mevg weKvk NwUq
GKRb mdj gvbyl cwiYZ nZ cvi| mB mv_ mNe cPvi
gvag Zvi GKK KjvYkwK eY ew KiZ cvi|
KviY GKK ewi cPvq eo Kvbv KjvYg~jK KvR Kiv bv
MjI AbK hLb mgeZ nb, ZLbB me `~icmvix wKQy Kiv| Aek
Gi Rb AvM cqvRb ewi mvdj, ewi AvZwbgvY| KviY ew
hw` mdj bv nq, Zvnj mgvR mdj ne bv, iv mdj ne bv| ZvB
ewi bwZK AvwZK elwqK cvwievwiK ^vMZ Dbqbi ga w`q
chvqg Avgv`i RvwZK weki bZvbxq RvwZZ cwiYZ KivB
njv KvqvUvgi ^c|

KvqvUvg g_W
ck : KvqvUvg g_W PPv Ki Avgvi Kx DcKvi ne?
Di : Avgiv KvqvUvg g_WK ewj Rxeb hvcbi wevb| RxebK
my`i Kiv hvq Kxfve, Rxeb fyj KZ Kg Kiv hvqRxebi KvRjv
KZ mnR Kiv hvqRxebi A Kxfve gjvbv hvqRxebK Kxfve
kvwgq, Avb` I mvdjgq Kiv hvq, GmeB njv Rxeb hvcbi
wevbi weeP welq| Avmj Rxebi cuvPwU gj cqvRb 1.
gvbwmK ckvw 2. kvixwiK myZv 3. Avw_K mQjZv 4. cvwievwiK
mgw 5. AvwZK c~YZvGB DcKiYjv AZ my`ifve KvqvUvg
g_W mwbewkZ nqQ| KvqvUvg g_W PPv Ki GKRb gvbyl
mvaviYfve h DcKvijv jvf KiZ cvib Zv njv :
AvKlYxq ewZ : AwiZv Ubkb bvfvmbm fq-fxwZ nZvkv
welYZv ivM-vf I e`gRvR _K gyw| wbRi Ici c~Y Avv,
gvbwmK ckvw I AvKlYxq ewZ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
2-

17

my^v : ivM wbivgq gbi gZv wekevcx wPwKrmvwevbi GK


^xKZ mZ| gbi kw w`q `ni ivM cwZiva I wbivgq gZv
evwoq cZ cvib ivM-evwagy my my`i `xNRxeb|
jLvcovq mvdj : Rxebi j I Dk wbaviY, AL gbvhvM
mw I wekl cwqvq jLvcovi gvag A mgq cov Zwi,
cixvfxwZ `~i I AvZwekvmi mv_ cixv w`q AmvaviY dj|
A_ we LvwZ cwZcw : gwi Wvb I evg ejqK mgw^Z Ges
gwK ewk cwigvY eenvi Ki ckvMZ mvdj, c`vbwZ, eemv,
Awfbq, xov I Rbckvq RbwcqZv I A_ we LvwZ cwZcw jvf|
mK Dbqb : ewMZ `vZ cvwievwiK ckvMZ I mvgvwRK
mKi Dbqb, AbK evSv I Zvi DcKvi Kivi gZv|
e`fvm `~i : a~gcvb GjKvnj WvM bkv I gv`K`e eRb Ges
hKvbv e`fvm _K gyw|
AwZPZbv : AwZPZbv, cv A_vr ^ZtZfve mwVK mgq mwVK
wmv bqvi gZv, gy wekvm I ckv cZq|
Bev`Z GKvMZv : GKvMwP Bev`Z ev cv_bv `vqv wRwKi
Avivabv ev bvgRci gvag mvi bKU|
ck : ckvMZ mvdji Rb KvqvUvg g_W wK KvhKi?
Di : ckvMZ mvdji Rb gwWUkbi BwZevPK f~wgKv mK
GLb Avi Kvbv m`n bB| gwWUkbK KvR jvwMq AmvaviY
mvdj jvf KiQ wekevcx AmsL Kvvwb I eemvwqK cwZvb|
hv`i ga iqQ Zvwkev, mwb, UqvUv, mywgZgv, fjfv, Rbvij
gUim ev AvBweGg-Gi gZv wekLvZ Kvvwb| Rbvij gUim
NvlYv KiQ, Zv`i hme Kgx gwWUkb Kvm Ask wbZ AvMnx,
Zv`i eqfvi Kvvwb enb Kie| Kgx`i gwWUkb kLvbvi
Rb Kvwiqvi mvgmvs wkMvx ivRavbx wmDji `wY 17 GKi
RvqMv Ryo Mo ZzjQ GK wekvj cwkYK`|
ckvMZ gwWUkbi f~wgKv wbq evcK MelYv nqQ|
Gme MelYvq `Lv MQ, KvvwbZ gwWUkb Pvjy Kivi dj
Kgx`i Ubkb, AwiZv, Aemv` I Awb`v KgQ; a~gcvb I bkvi
18

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avmw KgQ Ges `Zv, Kgmw I cviwiK mKvbqb eoQ


jYxq gvvq| h Kgxiv mRbkxj, eywgvb, my Ges cvYe
^vfvweKfve ZvivB ewk KvR KiZ cvi| ZLb Drcv`bgZv evo,
AbycwwZi nvi Kg Ges `jMZfve KvR Kivi ceYZv ew cvq|
Rem AvaywbK eemvRMZi cavb Pvj| 1993 mvj
AvRvwZK kgmsv ev AvBGjI-Gi GKwU wicvU Abyhvqx Remi
KviY AvgwiKvq cwZeQi 200 wewjqb Wjvi AcPq nq|
AjUvibwUf _ivwc Rvbvji 1996-Gi GKwU msLvq ejv nq,
kZKiv 54 fvM KvR AbycwwZi KviY njv wbK e_v,
nvBcviUbkb Ges gv_ve_v| Avi G meKwU mgmvB Zwi nq gvbwmK
Pvc I DM-DrKv _K|
Avi GLvbB gwWUkbi f~wgKv| weRbm DBKi KvvwbR Avi
evUwjs Ggc-wqR m DB_ gwWUkb kxlK GK wicvU ejv nq,
AvgwiKvi bvkbvj BbwwUDU Ad nj_, gvmvPzmUm& BDwbfvwmwU
Ges nvfvW BDwbfvwmwUi GKvwaK MelYv _K cgvwYZ nqQ h,
gwWUkb gvbyli ebi ZrciZv evovq, Zvi eywgv, wmv MnY
Ges gbvhvMi gZvK evovq|
Abw`K Kgxiv cvqB Avv nqGiKg bvbv aibi e_v-e`bv
`~i KiZ mvnvh Ki gwWUkb| Gme KviY cw_exi eo eo
Kicvikbjv GLb Zv`i Kgx`i Dy KiQ gwWUkb| eev
KiQ wd gwWUkb Kvmi| KviY GZ h LiP nQ m Zzjbvq
Drcv`b gZv evoQ AbK ewk| ejv hZ cvi, ckvMZ DM
wbimbi mePq KvhKix I mvkqx GKwU Dcvq nQ gwWUkb| ay
cvvZB bq, fviZi gZv Dbqbkxj `ki eemv cwZvbI
wbqwgZ AvqvwRZ nQ m gvbRgU cvMvg|
evsjv`kI wcwQq bB| MZ 20 eQi ai KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi
mvo wZbk evP Ask wbqQb kZ kZ ckvRxex I wk-evwYR
mswk- eweM| G`i ga Wvvi, Bwwbqvi, AvBbRxex I
evsKvimn iqQb eo wkMvxi Pqvigvb, eRvwZK Kvvwbi
wmBI _K i Ki AmsL cvewjK I cvBfU Kvvwbi
GwwKDwUf Ges eemvqx| gwWUkb PPv Ki ewMZ Dbqbi
cvkvcvwk Zviv cqQb ckvMZ DcKviI| G wbq GK MelYvagx
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

19

ce cKvwkZ nq 2004 mvj BbwwUDU Ad K G gvbRgU


GKvDUUm Ad evsjv`k-Gi Rvbvj w` K G gvbRgU-Gi
bf^i-wWm^i msLvq| w` Bbdzq Ad G gwWUkbwijvkb
UKwbK Ab GwwKDwUf cvidig wkivbvgi G ce KvqvUvg
g_W Kvm AskMnYKvix 20 Rb wkgvwjK I eevcKi gwWUkb
cieZx AwfZv chvjvPbv Kiv nq|
GZ `Lv hvq, gwWUkbi dj gvwjK eevcK`i KvR Drmvn
Ges ZrciZv eo MQ| em, mnKgx I Aaxb`i mv_ mKI
NUQ Dj-LhvM AMMwZ| bwZevPK AveM A_vr ivM-vf-ClvK
wbqY Ki Zviv GLb AvMi Pq Vvv gv_vq wmv wbZ cviQb|
kvixwiK-gvbwmKfveI Zviv AvMi Pq my I ckv|
ck : e`fvm ev Avmw `~i KiZ wK gwWUkb KvR Ki?
Di : cPwjZ Ab hKvbv wPwKrmveevi Pq wmMviU, gv`K I
Ab Kvbv WvMi Avmw _K wbivgq gwWUkbB GLb ewk
KvhKi ej cgvwYZ nQ bvbv MelYvq|
70-Gi `kK _K G ch G msv mejv MelYvqB BwZevPK
djvdj cvIqv MQ| G MelYvjvi GKUv gUv Gbvwjwmm KiQb
gnvFwl BDwbfvwmwU Ad gvbRgUi Pvjm Avjvvi I Zvi
mnhvMxiv| Zviv `LQb, mejv djvdjB Avmw _K ivMxiv
Ab hKvbv cwqvi Pq gwWUkb KvhKixfve wbivgq nqQb
cvkcwZwqv QvovB| Zv`i cybivq gv`Kvm ev a~gcvb Avm
nIqvi nviI AbK Kg|
2006 mvj BDwbfvwmwU Ad IqvwksUbi W. mviv evIqb I Zvi
mnhvMxiv RjLvbvi gv`Kvm ew``i Ici gwWUkbi cfve
welq GK MelYv Pvjvb| GZ `Lv hvq, Rj _vKvi mgq hviv
gwWUkb Kvm Ask wbqQ, Rj _K ewiq Zv`i gv`Kvmwi
cwigvY KgQ| Gme gv`Ki ga GjKvnj hgb AvQ, Zgwb
AvQ KvKb, gvwiRyqvbv BZvw`I| gwWUkbKvix Mci ga
gv`Ki cfveRwbZ gvbwmK mgmvI Kg| mvgvwRK cwieki mv_
Zviv Aviv fvjvfve Lvc LvIqvZ cviQ|
20

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kvwjdvwbqv zj Ad cdkbvj mvBKvjwR, evKji MelK


Kvivj ejb, gwWUkb Rxeb GKwU Dkc~YZv Zwi Ki hv
gv`Kvmw _K gywi cavb KviY|
gwWUkb Ges my Rxeb`wi G Abb wb`kbvi AvjvK MZ 20
eQi KvqvUvg Kvm AskMnYKvix kZ kZ gvbyl a~gcvb, gv`Ki
gZv bkv _K hgb wbR`iK gy KiQb Zgwb mdU I GbvwR
wWsKm, `ya-Pvqi gZv wZKi Lv`vfvmKI QoQb Aejxjvq|
ck : ivM wbivgq KvqvUvg g_W KZUv KvhKi?
Di : ivM wbivgq wekvm, gbQwe I cv_bvi mgw^Z cqvMi GK
mdj cwqv KvqvUvg wnwjs| G cwqvK AbymiY Ki evsjv`kI
nvRvi nvRvi gvbyl Awb`v, gvBMb, `ivM, DP iPvc, kvmK,
Avjmvi, wUDgvi, PgivM, evZ e_v, AvBweGm, gv`Kvmw, GgbwK
Kvvii gZv `yivivM evwa _K wbivgq jvf KiQb|
KvqvUvg wbivgqi KvhKvwiZvi bc_ iqQ gwWUkb| KviY
wPwKrmvwevbxiv `xN MelYv Ki `LQb 75% ivMi g~j KviY
gvbwmK| ZvB gb-`n wbqYKvix Z_fvvii cybwebvmi gvag
GKw`K `n hgb wbRB wbRK ivMgy KiZ cvi; Zgwb my
Rxeb`w MnYi gvag cvi cwic~Y my^vi AwaKvix nZ| Avi G
cwqvi mePq mnR gvag njv gwWUkb|
wek kZK wPwKrmvi gbQwe cqvM AMYx f~wgKv cvjb
KiQb Uvmi Wv. Kvj wmgbUb| Zvi weLvZ BgR _ivwc cqvM
Ki Awg Aev _KI e Kvvi ivMx wbivgq jvf KiQb| Bqj
BDwbfvwmwU gwWKj zji cdmi Wv. evwb mxRj gbQwei cqvM
Ki AmsL `yivivM ivMxK wbivgq I Kgg Ki ZzjQb|
AvgwiKvi gwbvi dvDkb Kvvi, GBWm I gv`Kvm`i
wbivgqi Rb gwWUkbB cavb gvag| Avi Wv. Wxb Aiwbki
gwWUkb wfwK cvMvg di wifvwms nvU wWwRm-Gi gvag Ilya
Ges mvRvwi QvovB wbivgq jvf KiQb nvRvi nvRvi `ivMx|
Avj-vn ejQb, Avwg Ggb Kvbv ivM cvVvB wb, hvi wbivgq cvVvB
wb| A_vr cwZwU ivMi wbivgq iqQ| G wbivgq Ilya nZ cvi,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

21

gwWUkb nZ cvi, m`Kv ev `vb nZ cvi, `vqv ev cv_bv nZ


cvi| KD hw` AvZwbgM Aevq Pvq h, Avgvi gv_ve_v fvjv nq
hvK, evKcBb fvjv nq hvKwbqB Avj-vn ZvK wbivgq KiZ
cvib| KviY wbivgqKvix GKgv Avj-vn| Avi G wekvmi kwi
cvkvcvwk gwWUkbi gvag wbRi wbivgqkwK DxweZ Ki my
nqQb Ggb D`vniY GLb Avcbvi PvicvkB iqQ| ZvB KvqvUvg
g_W Kvm wbtm`n ivM wbivgq mnvqK ne|
cmZ ejv hvq, meRbkq wPwKrmvwevbx RvZxq AavcK Wv.
byij Bmjvgi K_v| 1993 mvji 1 Rvbyqvwi RvZxq cvewjK jvBewi
wgjbvqZb Ubkbgywi Rb wkw_jvqb kxlK mwgbvi I wkw_jvqb
KvmUi cKvkbv Abyvb wZwb KvqvUvg g_WK AvaywbK
wPwKrmvwevbi cwic~iK AvLvwqZ KiwQjb| mUvB wQjv
KvqvUvgi AvbyvwbK hvvii w`b|
Gi 18 eQi ci 2011-Gi RyjvBZ KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi 331
Zg evP Pvi w`b cheK wnme DcwZ _K wZwb cybivew Kib
mB GKB K_vi| wZwb ejb, AvaywbK wPwKrmvi cvkvcvwk KvqvUvg
g_W PPvi gvag ivMgyw I ckvw ARb mnR ne| GLvb Gm
Avwg `Ljvg, e gvbyl G Kvmi gvag bZzb Rxeb wdi cqQb|
KvqvUvg dvDkbi cwZ Avgvi AbyivaivMgyw I wbivgqi
G Abyf~wZjv msKwjZ Ki eB wnme cKvk Kib| cqvRb
Avgv`iK w`b| Avgiv Avgv`i wekwe`vjq _K cKvk Kiev|
KviY Pvicvki gvbylK G msev` Rvbvbv AZ Riwi|...KvqvUvgi
fwelr Dj| gvMZ Gi evcKZv evoZ _vKe, AmsL gvbyl
DcKZ ne| GKRb wPwKrmK wnme ejZ cvwi h, KvqvUvgi
KvhKvwiZv GLb GKwU cgvwYZ mZ hv mg weZKi Ea|
ck : Avwg AwZwi `ywvq fywM| `yB eQi hver vqweK ivMi Ilya
meb KiwQ| mgmvwU Avgvi eskMZ| Avgvi eveviI G mgmv iqQ|
wZwbI `xNw`b vqweK ivM wPwKrmvaxb wQjb| Avwg Kvb gwWUkb
Kij m~Y AvivM jvf Kiev? hnZz, Avgvi G AmyLwU RbwUK,
GwU wK gwWUkbi gvag wbivgq ne? Rvbvj AZ DcKZ nev|
22

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : mvaviYfve gb Kiv nq, GKRb gvbyl `LZ Kgb ne, Zvi


Pzj ev PvLi iO Kgb ne, m ivMx ne bv kv ne, Pj ne bv
axiwi neG mewKQy wbavwiZ nq wRb viv, evev-gvqi KvQ _K
esk ciivq hv m cqQ| ay Zv-B bq, m Kx Kx ivM Avv
nZ cvi mUvI wVK nq eskaviv viv| evevi ev `v`vi WvqvewUm
_vKj m-I ai bq Zvi WvqvewUm ne, wbRi wb GjvwR nj m
gb Ki gvqi wQjv, ZvB nqQ| evcviUv hb wbqwZi gZv, wKQyB
Avi Kivi bB|
wK GLb MelYvq `Lv hvQ, AekB wKQy Kivi AvQ, Avi Zv
njv gwWUkb Ges mUvi cgvYI Zviv w`qQb| wevbxiv `LQb,
GKRb gvbyl Kvvivv nIqvi cQb hgb wRbi f~wgKv AvQ,
Zgwb Zvi `n AvQ Kvvi cwZivaK wRbiI AwZ| Zvi Kvvi
ne wK bv Zv wbfi KiQ Kvb wRbUv myBP Ab Kiv Avi KvbUv myBP
Ad Kiv| wevbxiv GLb ejQb, GB myBP Ab/ Ad evcviUvK
wbqY Kiv me| Lv`vfvm, evqvg, my Rxeb`w Ges AekB
gwWUkbi gZv wbqvgKjv w`q GUvK wbqY Kiv hvq|
ebmb-nbwi BbwwUDU di gvB-ewW gwWwmb GK MelYvq 19
Rb ^QvmexK wbq `LQ, Zv`i `ni 1000 Gi ewk m
wRb myBP Ad nq MQ wbqwgZ gwWUkb Ki| Giv `xNw`b ai
gwWUkb KiwQjb| Abw`K hviv gwWUkb Ki bv, Zv`i `n
`Lv MQ Gi wYiI ewk m wRbi DcwwZ| Avi m wRbi
DcwwZ gvbB e_v-e`bv, DP iPvcmn Abvb kvixwiK mgmv|
gRvi evcvi njvhviv gwWUkb Ki bv, Zv`i gwWUkb
kLvbv Ges AvU mvn ai gwWUkb Kivbvi ci `Lv MQ, Zv`i
`ni 433wU m wRb myBP Ad nq MQ|
Wv. Wxb Aiwbk cwiPvwjZ AviKwU MelYvq `Lv MQgwWUkb
Kvvi AbyNUK wRbi Ici cfve djQ| cvU Kvvii cv_wgK
Aevq AvQ Ggb cyil`i wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kwiq `Lv MQ,
Zv`i `ni cvq 500 wRbi AvPiY e`j MQ| wZKi wRbjv
`g MQ, DcKvix wRbjv mwq nq DVQ|
KvRB Avcwb wbw _vKZ cvib| Kvvii gZv RwUj ivMi
I hLvb RbwUK cfveK gwWUkb wbqY KiZ ciQ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

23

mLvb vqweK mgmvqI GwU KvhKix ne| Avcwb wbqwgZ `yejv


gwWUkb Kib| wkw_j cwqvq gwWUkb Kib| Qq gvm ci Avcwb
wbRB eySeb Avcbvi cwieZb|
ck : ivM wbivgqi gwWUkb Kxfve KvR Ki? GwU
evwbKfve cgvwYZ wK bv?
Di : wbivgq I my^vi gwWUkbi h mivmwi f~wgKv iqQ
Zv GLb mviv wekB ^xKZ| wPwKrmvwevbxiv `LQb h, kZKiv 75
fvM ivMi KviYB gbv`wnK| A_vr ivMi jY `n cKvk cjI
Gi Drm nQ gb| Avi evwK 25 fvM ivMi KviY RxevYyy msgY,
fyj Lv` MnY, evqvg bv Kiv Ges `wnK AvNvZ, Ilya I
Acvikbi cvkcwZwqv|
ZvB kZKiv 75 fvM ivM wbivgq nZ cvi aygv `wfw
cwieZb Ki my Rxeb`w MnYi ga w`qB| Avi myZvi Rb
`wfw ev RxebPZbv cwieZbi mePq mnR c_ nQ gwWUkb|
1987 mvj MelK Wv. WwfW Iig Rbmb GK evcK wbixv
Pvjvb| Zvi cwimsLvb `Lv hvq, hviv gwWUkb Kib, Zv`i
Wvvii KvQ civgk bqvi cqvRbxqZv Zzjbvg~jKfve AbK Kg|
eqm AbycvZ Wvvii civgk wbZ hvIqvi cwigvY nQ wk-wKkvi
(0-19 eQi) 46.8 fvM Kg| hyeK (19-39) 54.7 fvM Kg| eq
(40-Gi Ici) 73.7 fvM Kg|
G cwimsLvb cgvY Ki h, gwWUkb gbv`wnK ^vi Kx
cwigvY DbwZ nq| GKRb gaeqmx gwWUkbKvix h mgq GKevi
Wvvii kiYvcb neb, wVK GKB mgq whwb gwWUkb Kib bv,
wZwb kiYvcb neb 4 evi|
W. Rb KvevZ wRb Ges Wv. wiPvW WwfWmb GK cixvq `LQb,
hviv gwWUkb Kib Zv`i ivM cwZiva gZv Ab`i Pq ewk|
gwWUkb Kib bv Ges bZzb gwWUkb wkLQb Ggb `yB kYxi
jvK`i ga dzi RxevYy mswgZ Ki `Lv MQ, hviv gwWUkb
KiQb Zv`i i G msgYi Pvi mvn GgbwK AvU mvn ciI
GwUewWi gvv wQjv ewk|
24

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AvgwiKvq Rxeb msnviK gvivZK `ywU evwa nQ `ivM Ges


Kvvi| W. Rbmbi mgxvq `Lv hvq, hviv gwWUkb Kib Zv`i
ga GB ivM Avv nIqvi Avkv AbK AbK Kg| `ivM
Avv nq nvmcvZvj fwZi cwigvY nQ 87.3 kZvsk Kg| Kvvi
ev wUDgvii I G cwigvY 55.4 kZvsk Kg|
Wvvwi Ilya ev cPwjZ ivM cwZiva cwZZ AvR ch KD G
mvdj `L wb| Kvbv Kvjij nvmKvix Ilya hw` nvU GUvKi
Avkv 50 kZvsk nvm KiZ mg nZv, Zvnj Zv mviv wekevcx
msev` wkivbvg cwiYZ nZv|
cvk eQi ai hyiv wewjqb wewjqb Wjvi LiP Ki MelYv
Pvjvbvi ciI mLvb Kvvi Avv ivMxi nvi AcwieZbxqB iq
MQ| wK Lv` hyiv cwiPvwjZ cwimsLvb _KB Avgiv `LZ
cvBgwWUkbi gvag gwWUkbKvix`i `ivM ev Kvvi
Avv nIqvi SuywK KZUv Kgvbv hvq| ay Zv-B bq, Wv. Kvj wmgbUb
Ges Wv. evwb mxRj cPwjZ wPwKrmvi mv_ gwWUkbi UKwbK
cqvM Ki kZ kZ Kvvi ivMxK wbivgq KiZ mg nqQb|
1995 mvj wPwKrmvwevbi mevP cwZvb hyivi bvkbvj
BbwwUDU Ad nj_ mKj wbK e_v wbivgq wkw_jvqbK wPwKrmv
cwqvi g~javivq Afy Kivi wmv MnY Ki| w`b w`b mLvb
gwWUkbi RbwcqZv evoQ|
1975 mvj mvZ kZvsk AvgwiKvb wkw_jvqb PPv KiZv| GLb
fvjv _vKvi Rb wkw_jvqb PPv Ki 33 kZvsk gvbyl| ... hyivi
66 kZvsk Wvvi GLb ivMx`i wkw_jvqb I gbv`wnK wbivgq
cwqvi civgk `b|
cdmi Wv. nvevU ebmb| nvfvWi gvB-ewW gwWKj
BbwwUDUi cwZvZv| gwWUkbi wbivgq gZv wbq whwb MZ 50
eQi ai MelYv KiQb| 1975 mvj cKvwkZ nq Zvi Avjvob
mwKvix The Relaxation Response.
GB eBqi 25 eQic~wZ msiYi f~wgKvq 2000 mvj Wv. ebmb
ejb, Avgiv weMZ eQijvq nvRvi nvRvi ivMxi wPwKrmv KiwQ|
`LwQgwWUkb, evqvg I evwbK Lv`vfvmi gvag gbv`wnK
evwajvi Dckg ev c~Y wbivgq nZ cvi|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

25

Wv. ebmb `pZvi mv_ ejQb, `ivM, WvqvewUm, Avjmvi,


wb GjvwR, ewqvj GRgv, gv_ve_v, gvBMb, mvBbymvBwUm,
Av_vBwUm, evKcBb, wjvBwUmmn me aibi e_v Ges Kvvi I
GBWmi cvkcwZwqv gywZ gbv`wnK wbivgq cwqv AZ
KvhKi| mBmv_ `ywv, Aemv`, Awb`v, nvBcviUbkb I bvfvmbm
_K gyw cvevi cixwZ evwbK cv njv gwWUkb|
2003 mvji Gwcj AvgwiKvb BDivjwRKj mwgwZi mjb
Wv. Wxb Aiwbk Zvi mvcwZK MelYvi djvdj NvlYv Kib,
gwWUkb cvU Kvvi wbqY KiZ cvi|
AviKwU cixvq `Lv MQ, h gwnjviv wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib
Ges ivM wbivgq gbQwei cqvM Kib Zv`i b wUDgvi Avv
nIqvi SuzwK Kg| nj&_ gvMvwRbi m^i, 1995 msLvq cKvwkZ
GK wicvU ejv nq, wcwiqW i nIqvi AvM mgmvq fyMZb Ggb
gwnjv`i Ici GK MelYvq `Lv MQ, cuvP gvm wbqwgZ gwWUkb
Kivi ci Zv`i mgmv Kg MQ kZKiv cuvP fvM|
kvixwiK ivMi cvkvcvwk gvbwmK ivMI gwWUkbi f~wgKv LyeB
KvhKix| KgweR BDwbfvwmwUi Rb wUmWj wbK welYZvq fvMv
ivMx`i Ici gvBdzjbm gwWUkbi cfve wbq mgxv Pvwjq
`Lb, G`i ga cybivq welYZvq Avv nIqvi nvi AaK KgQ|
gvbwmK Pvc KgvZ Ilya LZbGgb GK ivMx ejb G GK
weqKi cwieZb| KviY `yeQi AvM gwWUkb kLvi AvM ch
Rxeb Avwg KLbv Ilya Qvov _vwK wb| Avwg gb Kwi welYZv ev
Ubkbi Rb Kvbv Ilya LvIqvi cqvRb bB|
20 eQi AvM G wekvm wbqB KvqvUvg WvK w`qwQjvAvmyb,
`wfw e`jvb| gwWUkb Kibgbi Adzi kwK, gwi
gZvK RvwMq Zzjyb| kvK ej wKQy _vKe bv| Akvw ej wKQy
_vKe bv| 75 fvM ivM fvjv nq hve KvbviKg Ilya QvovB|
`v mw nZ mgq jvM wb| c_g evP _KB GKi ci GK
mvdj| gvBMb wbq GmwQjb wK gvBMbK Avi evmvq diZ
wbZ cvib wb| gvBMb DavI nq MQ Kvmig _KB| `ywU vP
wbq KvbviKg LuvovZ LuvovZ GmwQjb, vP QvovB nuU
wMqQb| Bj Pqvi Ki GmwQjb| fewQjb, Kvbvw`b Avi
26

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nuvUZ cvieb bv| Kvmi wZxq w`b Kviv mvnvh QvovB nuUQb|
Wvvi eviY Ki w`qQbKvbvw`b iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coeb
bv, Pjvdiv Kieb bv, GgbwK ewkY `uvwoq _vKeb bvKvm kl
wZwb GLb iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coQb, wmuwo eq DVQb, cvnvo
DVQb Aejxjvq, hb Zvi Kvbvw`b Kvbv AmyweavB wQjv bv|
KvqvUvg PPv Ki `xNw`b ci iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coQb, Ggb
bvix-cyili msLv AbwZ|
eQii ci eQi Nygvb wb, GgbwK Ilya LqI NygvZ cviZb bv,
Kvm _K evmvq wMqB weQvbvq q Nywgq coQb| wKkvix gq
h cvKv `LjB fq wPrKvi Ki DVZvwZb gvm bv hZB m
hKvbv cvKv ai gRv KiZ i KiQ|
gZyfq fxZ nq Nii evBi eiZ whwb PvBZb bv, wZwb w`we
we`kI Nyi GmQb GKv GKv| Wvvi ejwQjb, Gwm ig Pvi w`b
_vKj gZz wbwZBbnjviI KvR ne bv, mB gvbylwU Kvmig
_K eijb GRgvgy nq| Avi KLbv Bbnjvi eenvi KiZ nq
wb| dvRb kvvi| nvZ IVvZ cvib bv, we`k wPwKrmv KwiqI
Kvbv KvR nq wb| Kvmi gaB cyiv nvZ Ici DwVq ZvK jvwMq
w`jb| 15/20/30 eQii evKcBb KvmB DavI nq Mj| Wvvi
ejwQjb, BwgwWqU evBcvm mvRvwi KiZ ne| Kvm Ask wbjb|
Zvici KU MQ e eQi| GLbv evBcvm QvovB w`we ^vfvweK
KvR-Kg KiQb|
KvqvUvgi iZ hv wQjv Avgv`i wekvm, Kvmi ivMgywi
nvRvi nvRvi D`vniY Zv cwiYZ nqQ eveZvq| Avi AvaywbK
wPwKrmveevi ^MivR hyivi Wv. ebmb, Wv. KvevZ wRb, Wv. Kvj
wmgbUb, Wv. wiPvW WwfWmb, Wv. WwfW Iig Rbmb, Wv. Rb iwe,
Wv. evwb mxRj, Wv. Wxb Aiwbk cgyLi MelYvq Avgv`i wekvmB
cwiYZ nqQ cixwZ wevb|
Gme KviYB wekRyo ^xKZ gwWKj UUeB Merck Manual
of Diagnosis and Therapy, Hurst`s The Heart ev Braunwald's
Heart Disease : A Textbook of Cardiovascular Medicine

BZvw`Z GLb gwWUkbK cmvBe Kivi K_v kLvbv nQ


wPwKrmvwevbi wkv_x`i|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

27

cig KiYvgqi Kwiqv Av`vq Ki Avgiv ejZ cvwi, wewfb ivM


wbivgqi Dk hviv Kvm GmQb Ges wbqwgZ Abykxjb KiQb
Zviv cZK AvMi Pq my AvQb|
ck : `ivM wbivgq wK gwWUkbi f~wgKv AvQ?
Di : Wvvi`i GKmgq aviYv wQjv, GKevi hw` AvUvwi e-KW nIqv
i Ki Zvnj GbwRIc-vw ev evBcvm Qvov Kvbv Dcvq bvB| c_g
GB aviYv fO `b Wv. Wxb Aiwbk| wZwb mvbdvwmKvi
KvwWIjwR| 1986 mvj 40 Rb `ivMx wbq wZwb MelYv
Kijb| Kvbv Ilya bq, GbwRIc-vw bq, evBcvm bqgwWUkb,
hvMevqvg, jv-Kvjij WvqU Ges KvDwjs|
GK eQi ci fvjv nq Mjb mevB| wbDBqK UvBgmi c_g
cvi Lei wQjv GwU| 1993 mvj hyivi BbwmIi Kvvwbjv
200 ivMxK Dy Kijv Wxb Aiwbki cvMvg hZ| KviY hyiv
`ivM nQ bv^vi Iqvb wKjvi wWwRm| GZ nvBUK/ DbZ
wPwKrmveev, ZviciI kZKiv 50 Rb gviv hvq `ivM|
Gw`K GbwRIc-vw/ evBcvm Kij h Avcwb fvjv nq hveb
Zvi Kvbv wbqZv bB| Aveviv AvUvwi e-KW nZ cvi| Ges
hyiv GwU AZ eqej wPwKrmv| 1993 mvjB wQjv 15 nvRvi
_K 40 nvRvi Wjvi| Zviv Dy KijvWxb Aiwbki cvMvg hvI|
ivMxiv ejjv, hw` fvjv bv nB? Zviv ejjv, hw` fvjv bv nI
Acvikb Kivev, cqmv Avgiv `ev|
200 Rbi ga 190 Rb cvMvg AskMnY AevnZ ivLjb| Avi
190 Rbi ga 189 Rb fvjv nq Mjb| GKRbK ay Acvikb
Kivi cqvRb nqwQjv| GwU wbDRDBK RyjvB 24, 1995 msLvi
wicvU| `ivM wbivgq gwWUkbK Avi weK wPwKrmv ejv nq bv|
GwU wPwKrmvi g~javivq cek KiQ|
m KviYB wekRyo KvwWIjwRi gwWKj UUeyKjvZ wgjQ
ZviB ^xKwZ| 'Heart Disease : A Textbook of Cardiovascular
Medicine'- Eugene MD-Braunwald's-Gi jLv G eBwU wekRyo
j j `ivM wPwKrmv wkv_xi wbZw`bi cvVeB| GB eBqi 8g
28

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

msiYi cv 1157-Z ejv nqQ, gwWUkb, hvMevqvg Ges


`gPPvi GK mgw^Z cwZZ mgyw ev e_v wbivgqi DcKiY
AvQ gvBdzjbm gwWUkb cwZZ|
AbKjv MelYvi djvdji GKUv gUv Gbvwjwmm `Lv MQ
gwWUkb PPv Ki e gvbyl m _K, AbK aibi ivM _K
wbivgq jvf KiQb.... ay e-vWckvi Kgvbv bq, `n Bbmywjbi
gvvK ^vfvweK Kiv Ges `hi KvhgZv ewZ gwWUkbi
PgrKvi djvdj `Lv MQ|
cw_exi wewfb `ki cLvZ MelK Ges wekl`i mnhvwMZvq
msKwjZ AviKwU UU eB njv Hurst`s The Heart. G eBqi 12
Zg msiY ejv nqQ, gwWUkb PPv Ki AbKB Zv`i Rxeb
ckvw, my^v Ges fvjv _vKvi Abyf~wZ jvf KiQb| GgbwK
GbRvBbv bvgK h fxwZKi eyK e_v e `ivMxi `bw`b AvZi
welq, Zv _KI gyw wgjQ gwWUkb PPv Ki| ay Zv-B bq,
G_ivwiMkbi gZv AmvaviY djI cvIqv MQ Gi gvag| dj
GLb ay `ivM cwZivaB bq, `ivM wbivgqi RbI gwWUkb
GKwU cixwZ Ges ^xKZ cwZ|
KvRB mw`b Lye ewk `~i bq, hLb KvwWIjwRi QvQvx`i
cvVgiB GKwU Ask neKxfve gwWUkb KiZ nq, Zv wbR
kLv I ivMx`iK kLvbv|
KvqvUvg GmI MZ 20 eQi `ivM cwZiva I Zv _K
wbivgq jvf KiQb kZ kZ gvbyl| evBcvm Acvikb bv KwiqI
w`we fvjv AvQb 18 eQi ai| Avi Acvikb Kivi ci GjI Zviv
wdi cqQb Kgvxcbvgq ^Q` Rxeb| Mo DVQ GbwRIc-vw
I evBcvm Qvov `ivM cwZiva I wbivgq cK KvqvUvg nvU
Kve| `yw`bevcx IwiqUkbi ci G Kvei wbqwgZ djvAvc
Kvhg mc nq kZ kZ gvbyl GLb my `n ckv gb Kge
`xNRxebi g DxweZ|
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nq bv| Avgvi wK gwWUkb ev KvqvUvg g_W Kvm
Kvbvfve mnvqK ne?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

29

Di : AvZwekvm ejxqvb nq gbvhvMK myPvM Ki wbRi gwK


Vvv iL GK mePq fvjvfve eenvi Ki RxebK e`jvbvi
cwqvB KvqvUvg| KvqvUvg g_WK KvR jvwMq GKRb MwnYx
hgb DcKZ nZ cvib, Zgwb DcKZ nZ cvib GKRb
PvKwiRxex ev eemvqx; GKRb agcvY ew hgb Bev`Z-Dcvmbvq
GKvM nZ cvib, GKRb wkv_xI cvib Zvi wkvRxeb c_g nZ,
mdj nZ| Avmj fvjv iRv Kivi Rb c_g cqvRb AvZwekvm
h, AvwgI cviev|
mvaviYfve Avgiv gb KwiKvm 1g nIqvi Rb wRwbqvm nZ
ne ev AmvaviY gavex nZ ne| wK eveZv nQ, fvjv iRvi
Rb wRwbqvmbm ev AwZ gav bq, `iKvi njv wekl wKQy wbqg
jLvcov, wKQy Kkj AbymiY, avivevwnKZv Ges cwikgwbfiZv|
hgb, LiMvk-KQci M Avgiv `wLLiMvk wK Zvi mvg_
_vKv mI KQci KvQ `o cwZhvwMZvq ni wMqwQjv|
KviY m Kkj cqvM Ki wb, jM _vK wb, evemZ c`c
bq wb Ges cwikg KiZ Pvq wb| Zgwb wRwbqvm ev gavexiv Zv`i
wRwbqvmbmi Me AbK mgqB fvjv iRv KiZ cvi bv| Zviv
gb Ki cixvi AvMi ivZ cojB ne| Gfve nqZv GKevi/
`yevi fvjv Kiv hZ cvi wK memgq bq| Abw`K GKRb mvaviY
gavi wkv_x Rvb h, ay cixvi AvMi ivZ co m cvie bv,
ZvK cwikg KiZ ne Kvmi c_g w`b _KB| dj `Lv hvq,
wRwbqvm`i Zzjbvq fvjv iRv KiQ mvaviY gavi wkv_xivB|
KvqvUvg g_W PPv Ki Avi me AskMnYKvixi gZv GKRb
wkv_xiI c_g ARb GB AvZwekvm h, m h gaviB nvK bv Kb,
Kvm c_g Zvi cI nIqv me| Avi mBmv_ wbqwgZ gwWUkb
Zvi gwi gZvK Ki Aviv kvwYZ| mw Ki myPvM gbvhvM,
evovq wZkw|
wkvq mvdji Rb AviKwU cqvRb njv mywbw` j| whwb
hZ myfve j wbaviY KiZ cvieb, wZwb ZZ GwMq hZ
cvieb ji c_| Avi gwWUkbi Mfxi AvZwbgMZvi gaB
GKRb gvbyl eySZ cvi Zvi mwVK gav I mvebv Kx| dj Kvm
Ask wbq GKRb wkv_x hgb Zvi j wbaviY KiZ cvib, Zgwb
30

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wkv_x IwiqUkb, KvDwjs BZvw`i gvag cvQb m j


cqvRbxq w`K-wb`kbv| dj MZ 20 eQi KvqvUvg g_W PPv Ki
mvaviY gavi nvRvi nvRvi wkv_x AwiZv, RoZv, cixvfxwZ I
nxbbZv `~i Ki `k-we`k KwZZi ^vi ivLQb|
ck : KvqvUvg g_Wi weklZ Kx?
Di : KvqvUvg g_W evsjvfvlvq AvaywbK gvbyli DchvMx GKgv
c~Yv Rxeb hvcbi wevb| KvqvUvg g_W hnZz cyivcywi
evsjvfvlvq GRb evSv Lye mnR|
KvqvUvg g_Wi cwZwU UKwbK Lye mnR| h KviY 12 eQii
wKkvi-wKkvix _K i Ki 82 eQii ZiY-ZiYx h KD G
Kvhg _K mgvbfve DcKZ nZ cvib|
GRb wekl Kvbv wkvMZ hvMZvi `iKvi bB, evsjv eySj
njv Avi Pqvi emZ cvij njv| em&, Avi wKQy `iKvi bB|
GB gwWUkb Kvm Kvbv aibi evqvg Kivi cqvRb nq bv|
Kvmigi Pqvi emB Avcwb AvjvPbv beb Ges gwWUkb
KiZ cvieb|
Avcwb hKvbv ag `kb ev gZev` Abymvix nvb, KvqvUvg g_W
Abykxjb Ki hfve DcKZ nZ Pvb, nZ cvieb| Avcbvi
agwekvm ev `kbwekvm GUv _K DcKvii c_ Kvbv Aivq bq|
KvqvUvg me agi, me gvbyli|
PPvi myweavi Rb mviv`k KvqvUvg g_Wi mUvi-kvLv-mj
iqQ| iqQ KvmU-wmwW-eB, wbqwgZ IqvKkc, AvjvPbvi eev|
cwZ mvn AvjvKvqb, mv`vKvqb Kvhg iqQ| A_vr gwWUkb
kLvi ci PPvi hZiKg myhvM cqvRb mviv`k Zv iqQ|
ck : KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Pvi w`bi| Pvi w`b wK kLv me?
Di : AekB me| AmsL gvbyl BZvgaB Zv me KiQb| mnR
I KvhKi cwkY cwZi KviYB Zv me nqQ| wevbi mekl
Z_i wfwZB cwZwU welq AvjvPbv AbywZ nq| AvjvPbvi ciB
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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nq gwWUkb| gwWUkb PjvKvj cwkKi avbkw-Zii cfve


AskMnYKvixiv mnR gwWUwUf jfj cuQ hvb| Zwi nq
KvqvUvg PZbv ejq| vb ZLb ay k viv evwnZ nq bv, vb I
Abyfe ZLb mvwiZ nq gb _K gb| KvqvUvg Kvm gb _K
gb Abyfe mviY I gbi Mfxi wbgM nIqvi cwigvY GZ evcK h,
cwkYv_xiv wbRivB wewZ nb|
ck : KvqvUvg g_W `kR Kvm| we`wk Kvmi Zzjbvq Gi
Aevb Kv_vq|
Di : Avmj we`wk kZ wbq Avgv`i GKwU fyj aviYv iqQ|
Avgiv hnZz 200 eQi BsiR`i Mvjvg wQjvg, Avgiv GLbv
Kvco KvPvi mvevbK ewj evsjv mvevb, Mvq gvLvi mvevbK ewj
wejvwZ mvevb| A_vr KvqvwjwU fvjv nj wejvwZ, Avi KvqvwjwU
Lvivc nj Zv `wk|
Avgv`i Kviv Kviv gbi Aev nQ ^`kx VvKzii Pq we`wk
KzKziK Avgiv ewk c~Rbxq gb Kwi| VvKzi ZvZ Kx, GUv Zv `wk|
KzKzi ZvZ Kx, GUv Zv we`wk| Avgiv cig KiYvgqi Kwiqv
Av`vq Kwi h, avb Ggb GKwU hLvb BDivc Ges AvgwiKvb
cwZjv Avgv`i Pq AbK wcwQq AvQ| GUv Avgv`i `vwe
bq| cixwZ mZ|
28 Gwcj, 1990 wbD mvqwU mvgwqKxi GK wicvU ejv nq,
AvgwiKvi 60wU wekwe`vjq 100wU MelYv cK cwiPvjbv Ki
h, Kvb cwqvq, Kvb g_W wkw_jvqb fvjv nq| cvPi cwZZ
bv cvvZi cwZZ? 100wU wicvU ejv nq h, cvvZi
hKvbv cwZi Pq cvPi cwZ wYiI ewk KvhKix Ges
KvqvUvg g_W nQ Avgv`i cvPi jU cwZ| AZGe
AvgwiKvb ev BDivwcqvbhKvbv g_Wi Pq Avgv`i cwZ
wY ewk KvhKix|
ck : Avgvi Zv Kvbv mgmv bvB, ivM bvB, Avwg Zv fvjvB AvwQ|
Avwg Kb gwWUkb Kiev?
32

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : ay mgmv _vKjB gwWUkb KiZ nqGUv GKUv fyj aviYv|


eis Avmj mdj gvbyliv gwWUkb Kib| zj-KjR-wekwe`vjqi
Qv, wkcwZiv gwWUkb Kib| ivbvqK, Wvvi, Bwwbqvi, wevbx,
ckvmKiv, cUvMbi Rbvijiv Kib| Kb Kib? ckvwi Rb,
gwK Aviv ewk eenvi Kivi Rb|
Avgiv AvR _K 20 eQi AvM, 1993 mvj ejwQ h, gwWUkb
nQ wevb, gwWUkb nQ mvq| GUv Kvbv fvRevwR bq,
AjwKK wKQy bq| KviY AjwKKZ Ges wevbi ga ZdvZ nQ
AjwKK wKQyK wiwcU Kiv hvq bv| wK wevbi hKvbv wRwbmK
wiwcU Kiv hvq| gwWUkbK Avgiv wevb ejjvg 1993 mvj, Avi
2003 mvj UvBg gvMvwRb cQ` wbe Kijv, The Science of
meditation A_vr gwWUkbi wevb|
G wbe ejv nqQ, GK KvwU AvgwiKvb GLb wbqwgZ
gwWUkb PPv Kib| beB `kKi Zzjbvq G msLv wY| e Awdm
GwwKDwUfi G hyM gvbwmK Pvc _K gyw cZ `j `j
AvgwiKvbiv GLb SuyKQb gwWUkbi w`K| hvi cgvY gwWUkbi
wewfb cwkY GLb wecyj msLvq g~javivi RbMYi DcwwZ| w`b
w`b gwWUkbi RbwcqZv GZ evoQ h, gwWUkb AwekvmxivB GLb
mLvb msLvjNy| gwWUkbi GB evcK wewZi KviY njv, inmi
AveiY _K ewiq gwWUkbi cwqv GLb AbK mnR I djcm~|
mB mv_ iqQ gwWUkbi Ici cwiPvwjZ AmsL evwbK
MelYvi BwZevPK dj|
g~javivi RbMYi cvkvcvwk gwWUkbKvix`i `j bvg wjwLqQb
weLvZivI| G`i ga AvQb dvW gUimi cavb abKzei wej
dvW, mveK gvwKb fvBm cwmWU Avj Mvi `wZ, eZgvb ciiv
gx wnjvix wKbUb Ges nwjDWi bvwg-`vwg me kvweR ZviKv| Zv`i
Zv A_, LvwZ, gZv KvbvwKQyi Afve bB| ZviciI Kb
gwWUkb Kib| ckvwi Rb| GB ebUvK Aviv my`ifve, Aviv
fvjvfve KvR jvMvbvi Rb, Aviv mdj nIqvi Rb|
wcwQq bB Avgv`i `ki mdjivI| MZ `y`kK ai KvqvUvg
g_W Kvm Ask wbqQb `ki eiY wPwKrmvwevbx, wkvwe`,
mgvRZvwK, agev, Kwe, jLK, wkxmn mdj eemvqx, mgvRcwZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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I kvweR vi| cvvZi LvwZgvb`i gZv ZvivI gwWUkb


KiQb ckvwi Rb, mdj nIqvi Rb|
RvZxq AavcK Wv. Gg Avi Lvb| evsjv`k wk wPwKrmvi m~Pbv
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wnme Ask bb|
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wQjb mK_v ejZ wMq ejb, Avmj kLvi Kvbv kl bB| bB
Kvbv eqm| Rxebi klw`b ch GKRb gvbyl wkLZ cvi| njfwZ
GZ wecyj msLK gvbylK Uvbv Pvi w`b aygv K_vi gvag iRx
hfve ggy Ki ivLjbGwU mwZB Avgvi Lye AevK jvMQ|
Avhi evcvi njvwPwKrmvwevbi gvbyl ej Avwg Rvwb,
Avgv`i gw h j KvwU wbDivb iqQ, Zvi AwaKvskB Avgiv
eenvi Kwi bv| wK GjvK Kxfve DxweZ KiZ nq, KvR
jvMvZ nq, iRx Zv PgrKvi wevbwfwK AvjvPbvq Avgv`i mvgb
Zzj aiQb| Avwg ejev, me aibi bwZevPKZv _K gy nq
GKRb BwZevPK gvbyl nq IVvi w`K-wb`kbv iqQ KvqvUvg|
ay KvmB bq, eQiLvbK ci 343 evP wZwb KvmwU wiwcUI
Kib cyiv 4 w`b| Wv. Gg Avi Lvbi gZv GKRb Kge RvZxq
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gwWUkb Kie, Kb Kvm Kie m ck eva nq Avi _vK bv|

Kvm KiZ PvwQ KiZ cviwQ bv


ck : bvbviKg mgmv RRwiZ nq 1995 _K gwWUkb Kvm Kivi
BQ wQjv| AvRI Kvm KiZ cvwi wb| Avgvi AeviI Kvbv
cwieZb nq wb| GUvB nqZv Avgvi fvM|
Di : Avcwb 1995 _K Kvm KiZ PvQb| `o hyMI KiZ
cvib wb| Zvi gvb Avcbvi Kvm Kivi BQ KLbv cej wQjv bv|
KviY BQ cej _vKj `o hyMI Kvm KiZ cvib wbGgbwU
KLbv nZv bv| Kvm Kivi evcvi Avcbvi AePZbB nqZv Kvbv
34

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Abxnv ev wav AvQ| h KviY eve Avcwb Kvm KiZ cviQb bv|
ZvB fe `Lyb GB wavUv Kx? DiUv LyuR `Lyb, Zvici mwVK
wmv wbb|
Avcbvi wavUv wK Kvm wd wbq? KD KD ejeb h, GZ Kvm
wd! wd-i Rb AskMnY KiZ cviwQ bv|
fyj aviYv| Avcwb wbqZ Kibwd-i eev Kxfve nq hve
Avcwb wbRI Ui cveb bv| Avgv`i Kvmi Ici mvi ingZ
iqQ| Kvm Kivi Rb whwb wbqZ KiQb Zvi wd-i eev nq
MQ| Avi GUv wbQK Kvm wd bqG Kvm Kivi ga w`q
KvqvUvgi mv_ Avcwb AvRxebi Rb mshy nq hvQb| AZGe
GUv nQ jvBd js GUvPgU ev jvBd js g^viwkc wd Ges
dvDkb _K mvivRxeb Avcwb gwWUkb msv ev Rxeb`wi
hKvbv welq mnvqZv cvQb|
Kvm bv KivUv Avcbvi fvM ev wbqwZ bq| GUv Avcbvi
bwZevPKZvi e| G e fvOZ ne|
Avmj cwZwU gvbewk Amxg kw I gav wbq RbMnY Ki|
ZviciI cvwicvwkK cfve, bwZevPK wPvi gbvRvMwZK kLj, v
wekvmi ew` nq AvcwbI nqZv fveQb h, GB `ytL Avgvi wbqwZ,
GB Afve Avgvi wbqwZ, GB WvM Avgvi wbqwZ, GB Lvivc iRv
Avgvi wbqwZ, GB ivM Avgvi wbqwZ, GB gvBMb Avgvi wbqwZ, GB
Akvw Avgvi wbqwZ ev GB AcgvbGUv Avgvi wbqwZ|
wK eve mZ nQe_ZvK mvdj, ivMK myZvq, `ytLK
kwZ icvii Ges e_Zvi `yP wQb Kivi kw mv Avcbvi
gaB w`qQb| KvqvUvg g_W GB kwKB RvMZ Kivi cwqv|
Rxebhvcbi G wevb PPvi ga w`q Avcwb Avcbvi `ytLK
kwZ, ivMK myZvq, nZvkvK ckvwZ, AfveK cvPzh icvwiZ
KiZ cvib| AvcvZ`wZ Ame ej gb Kiv nq Ggb AbK
wKQyKB me KiZ cvieb| KvRB Kvmi Rb GUv LiP bq,
wewbqvM| AZGe wbqZ ev AwfcvqK cej Kib| Avcbvi Kvm Kiv
ne| e`jI hveb Avcwb|

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

35

AbK Kvm Dy Kiv


ck : gv-evev, AvZxq-^Rb`i Kxfve KvqvUvg wbq Avmev?
Kxfve Dy Kiev| Zv`i gwWUkbi cv_wgK avcjv Kx?
Di : AvM Avcbvi ga cwieZb AvmZ ne| hLb Abiv Avcbvi
ga cwieZb `Le, Ab Qj-gq`i Pq AvcbvK Avjv`v
`Le GgwbZB Zv`i ga KZ~nj mw ne h, Avi! G-Zv
AvMi gZv wPrKvi ivMvivwM KiQ bv| covkvbvq gbvhvMx nqQ|
iwUbgZv PjQ| mevi mv_ fvjv eenvi KiQ| evmvi KvR mvnvh
KiQ| A_vr h Yjv gv-evev mvb`i ga `LZ Pvb mjv
hLb `Leb, Zviv GgwbB Dy neb|
Avgiv Lye mfvMevb h, dvDkb Avgiv `LwQ 40%
Qj-gqiv wmwbqi MvRyqU, gv-eveviv Rywbqi MvRyqU| A_vr mvb
AvM Kvm KiQ| Zvici gv-evevK wbq GmQ|
KviY bZzb welqi cwZ eq`i Pq ZiY`i AvMn _vK ewk|
AbK mgq mvbiv gv-evevK evSvZ e_ nq wbhvZbi wkKvi
nqQ, KvqvUvg Avmv e KiZ eva nqQ| wK Zviv eqv`we
Ki wb| ah aiQ, vb Kvj myhvMi Rb Acv KiQ| Ggb
nqQ, gv gb KiQb h, Qj eva nq Kvm Ki ag _K wePzZ
nq MQ| ZvB KvqvUvgi cwZ NYv Rbvevi Dk gv ZvK eva
KiQb Zvi MvRyqU AvBwW KvW _yZy w`Z, cv w`q gvovZ Ges
klgk Avgvi Qwe wQuo djZ|
QjwU hLb Avgvi KvQ Gme K_v ejjv, ZvK ejjvg, Zzwg
Zvgvi gvqi mvgb wZwb hv hv ejQb meB Kie| Zvici wRm
Kie, gv Zvgvi mvgb Zv _yZy w`jvg, cv w`q gvovjvg| wK Avgvi
gbi fZi h Qwe AvQ mUvK Kx Kiev?
GB gv ci Kvm KiQb| `ytL cKvk Kivi Rb Avgvi KvQ
GmwQjb| LvwbKUv msKzwPZ wQjb Avwg me Rvwb ej| wK Avgiv
ejwQ, bv Rb wZwb hv KiQb mvbi KjvYwPvq DwM nq
hKvbv gv-B Zv Kieb| wZwb ZLb ejQb, Kvm Ki Zvi fyj Zv
fOQB, wZwb GLb wbw h, Zvi Qj GZ fvjv GKwU mN AvQ
36

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hLvb ZiY cRbK mwVK w`K-wb`kbv `qv nq| wZwb ejwQjb


Zvi Qji cwieZbi K_v| GKmgqKvi e`gRvRx Qj KZUv e`j
Mj gvqi GZ AhwK AvPiYI Kvbvw`b w nq hvq wb| h
QjK AvM cvwbUv ch Xj w`Z nZv mB Qj GLb Dv gvK
cvwb GwMq `q|
KvRB gv-evevK cfvweZ Kivi Rb Avi wKQy jvMe bv| ay
wbRK cgvY KiZ ne h, Avcwb fvjv Qj ev gq nqQb|
gv-evev wewZ neb, Zvici wbRivB AvMn cKvk Kieb Kvm
Avmvi Rb|
ck : Avgvi x GKv Kvbv KvR KiZ cvi bv| GgbwK Zvi ewMZ
KvRI Avgvi mvnvh Pvq| Zvi mg gbvhvM Zvi evev Ges fvBevbi Ici, Avgvi Ici bq| ZvK Kvbv wKQy eywSq Kivbv hvq
bv| hgb KvqvUvg Kvm ZvK AvbZB cviwQ bv| dj Awfgvb
evoQ, Kx Kiev?
Di : Lye mnR| ZvK Kvmi K_v ejeb bv| eis AvcbvK Kzkjx
nZ ne| Zvi gbvhvM hw` Zvi fvB-evbi cwZ nq, Zvnj Zv`i
cwZ gbvhvM w`b| Zv`iK Kvm Dy Kib| Zviv hLb Kvm Ki
dje ZLb Avcbvi xi AvMn GgwbZB mw ne| A_vr memgq
mivmwi hvIqv hvq bv| hgb mvaviYfve wbRi weqi cve wbq ki
evwo hvIqv hvq bv, AviKRbi gvag cvVvZ nq GUvI m iKg|
ck : Avgvi GK ezK Kvm KivZ AvcvY Pv KiwQ| UvKvI Avwg
`ev ejwQ| ZviciI ZvK ivRx KivZ cviwQ bv|
Di : GLvbB Avcwb fyj KiQb| h Kvm KiZ PvQ bv ZvK
Kvm Kivbvi Rb AvcvY Pv Kivi Kvbv cqvRb bB| Avi
Avcbvi UvKv w`q ezK Kvm Kivbvi K_v fyjI fveeb bv| ZvK
axi axi Dy Kivi Pv Kib| Zvi mgmvjv kbv Kivi Pv
Kib| Kvm Zvi mgmv Kxfve `~i nZ cvi m welqwU evLv
Kib| Avcwb gwWUkb Kgv mUvi ZvK Gb evSvZ cvib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

37

wKQyw`b ci `Leb m wbRB Gm ejQ| A_vr Kvmi K_v ejZ


nj, ejvi fwUv memgq Ggb ivLeb hvZ AviKRb eySZ cvi
h, GUv Zvi KjvYi Rb|
ck : Avgvi `yB Qj-gqK MvRyqU Kvm KwiqwQ wK Iiv wbqwgZ
gwWUkb Ki bv| gv wnme Kx Kiev? Avgvi ^vgx Kvm Ki wb,
Kivi BQv AvQ ej gb nq bv| Kx Kiev?
Di : GUv mvaviYZ ^vgx`i mgmv| GUv Avgv`i cheY h, ^vgx
Kvm Ki xK Kvm KivZ e_ nqQb GiKg D`vniY cPzi AvQ|
wK x Kvm Ki wMq ^vgxK Kvm KivZ e_ nqQb GiKg xi
msLv Lye Kg| Avcwb cwimsLvbMZ w`K _K myweavRbK Aevb
AvQb| Kgv mUvi Gb ZvK wbqwgZ evSvb| wZwb eySeb|
Avi Qj-gqK memgq Dy KiZ ne, Rvi bq| GgbwK
gwWUkb KiZI Rvi Kieb bv| eis Zv`iK Kgv mUvi Gb
evSvb h, Zvgv`iK GZ my`i GKUv UKwbK kLvbv njv| GLb
PPv Ki| Zvnj Zvgv`i iRv fvjv ne| Avi hnZz Zviv Kvm
KiQ, KLbv bv KLbv gwWUkbi cqvRb Zviv Abyfe Kie|
wekl Ki cixvi mgq hLb Zviv wKQyUv Pvci ga _vKe ZLb
gwWUkbi K_v ejZ cvib| `Leb Zviv AvMn `LvQ|
ck : hviv KvqvUvg g_W mK Kvbv aviYv ivL bv Zviv hw`
KvqvUvg g_W Ges Gi Kvhg mK ck Ki, ZLb Zv`iK GK
K_vq Kx ejev hb Zviv KvqvUvg mK GKwU mwVK I BwZevPK
aviYv cvq?
Di : KvqvUvg g_W mK BwZevPK aviYv mw ne wK bv Zv wbfi
Kie KvqvUvg h Rxeb`w AvcbvK w`qQ mUv Avcwb KZUv
AbymiY KiQb| Zvi AvjvK Avcwb wbRK KZUv e`jvZ
ciQb| hw` e`jvZ cvib Zvnj Avi AvcbvK ejZ ne bv|
AvcbvK `LB Zviv eySZ cvie| Avi KvqvUvg mK ejZ
Mj Gi AvZ Dbqb I mevg~jK KvRjv h Kviv mvgb Zzj aivB
38

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

h_| Avi GK K_vq ejZ cvib, KvqvUvg nQ fvjv _vKv I


fvjv ivLvi wevb| ZvQvov ZvK AvjvKvqb, mv`vKvqb Abyvb wbq
AvmZ cvib| KvqvUvg DQvm viK coZ w`Z cvib|
KvqvUvg wekvm I eveZv Ges AvcwbI my nZ cvibG `ywU
wWwfwW `LZ w`Z cvib|

Kvm Kivi ci weic cwiwwZ gvKvejv


ck : Avgvi GK AvZxqi cwievii KqKRb Kvm KiQb| wK m
AvZxqK wKQyZB evSvZ cviwQ bv| wZwb ejb, mev Zv Ni emB
Kiv hvq| Gi Rb KvqvUvg hZ ne Kb?
Di : GLb Avi ZvK eve evSvZ hveb bv| gwWUkb Kgv
mUvi Gb evSveb| Avi eve AvjvcPvwiZvq mPZbfveB
KvqvUvgi Kvbv cm Avbeb bv| GZ eis KvqvUvg mK
Zvi KZnj evoe| hLb Zvi ga KZ~nj mw ne ZLb ZvK ejyb
h, mNe bv nj eo Kvbv fvjv KvR Kiv hvq bv| GRb
KvqvUvg hZ ne|
ck : Avwg 257 Zg evPi MvRyqU| KvqvUvg dvDkb Avmvi ci
Avgvi RxebUv cyivcywi cv MQ| Avgvi cwievi AvwgB c_g GB
dvDkbi mv_ hy nqwQ| Avgvi GB cwieZb AbKB kwZ
Ges AevKI| Zv`i mvgb AvgvK AbK cki gyLvgywL nZ nq|
Avwg PvB Avgvi cwievii Ab mevB GLvb AvmyK Ges RxebUvK
my`ifve DcfvM KiK| Kx cwZZ Avwg Zv`i Dy KiZ cvwi?
Di : cwievi c_g MvRyqU nIqvi myweav AvQ, AmyweavI AvQ|
myweav nQ h, Avcwb GwMq Mjb| Amyweav njvKvmi ci
Avcbvi K_v-evZv Rxeb AvPiY cwieZb `L Abiv wewZ ne, ck
Kie| Ze GUvI GKwU BwZevPK w`K|
hgb, GKwU ZiY ev ZiYx nqZv ecivqv wQjv, DZ wQjv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

39

Ges KLbv KLbv nqZv Zvi ga eLvUcbvI wQjv| gwWUkb PPv


Kivi ci gv-evev hLb Zvi ga cwieZb `Lb, `Lb h, G Avi
AvMi gZv ivMvivwM KiQ bv, DwRZ nQ bv, eKvewK ev fvsPzi
KiQ bv wKsev UvKv-cqmv `qvi Rb Rvi-Rei`w KiQ bv, PvBQ
my`ifve Ges hywmZ hKvbv wKQy evSvj eySQ, ZLb wewZ
nb| nqZv AbK mgq A^vfvweK wKQy NUjv wK bv mUv AbymvbI
jM hvb| KviY GUv gvbyli ^fveiB Ask h, m Kviv AvPiYMZ
cwieZb `LjB c_g gb Ki Zvi gv_v wVK AvQ wK bv|
Zvici hLb `L h gv_v wVKB AvQ ZLb KZ~njx nq| RvbZ
PvqKxfve G cwieZb njv| Rvbvi ci Zvi cvwicvwkK cwigj
`ywU avivi mw nq| GKwU Mc cksmv Ki, Drmvn `q| AviKwU Mc
mgvjvPbv Ki, weivwaZv Ki| KviY Zviv wbRiv fvjv nZ Pvq bv
Ges Ab KD fvjv nZ Mj mUvKI gb wbZ cvi bv| GUv
cwievi mncvVx mnKgx ey ev cwiwPZ hKvbv cwigj nZ cvi|
hgb mw`b G jfj coqv Avgv`i GK ZiY KvqvwUqvi Gm
AvgvK ejwQjb, wZwb KvqvUvg jve ^Qvmex wnme KvR Kib
b mncvVxiv wUKvwUbx KUQ| ejQ, f~Zi eMvi LvUv| Gme
b m AbKw`b Avi dvDkb Avm wb|
Avgiv ejjvg, GUv Lye ^vfvweK| KviY GB mncvVxiv Zv me
AXj A_-wei AwaKvix evev-gvqi bbxi cyZzj| AwaKvsk B
hvi Drm ea bq| Zv`i KvQ Rxeb gvb ev cvkvK, Mvjdeqd, wWRym Avi cvwU-wWmKvZ UvKv Iovbv| Rxebi j Kx,
gvbyli Rb KvR Kivi Zw Kgb Zv Giv AwaKvskB Rvb bv|
KvRB Zviv hLb Zv`i GKRb mncvVxK G Rxeb `Le, Zviv
Zv weic ge KieB| Zv bv nj Zviv Zv Zv`i GB AbwZK
RxebvPviK eaZv w`Z cvie bv| ZvK QvU KiZ bv cvij Zv m
wbRB QvU nq hvQ| fvjv eB covi Rb ZvK AuvZj ej hw`
KvYVvmv KiZ bv cvi Zvnj Zv ZvKI wWRym ev` w`q fvjv eB
coZ ne| AZGe G`i viv cfvweZ nIqvi wKQy bB| Avcwb
Avevi jve KvqvwUqvi wnme KvR Kib|
AZGe KvqvUvgi evcvi hZ ck Avme ZZ gv_v bvoeb Ges
cksmv Kieb h, Lye fvjv ck KiQ| h cki Reve Avcbvi
40

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Rvbv AvQ, mUvi Di `eb| hv Rvbv bB, webqi mv_ ejeb


GUv wbq Avgiv ci K_v ejev| KLbvB weZK hveb bv| Avi hLb
eySeb Aci c weZK hZ PvQ ZLb Kkj Gwoq hveb|
Avi Avcwb ZZUzKzB ejeb hZUzKz Avcwb KiZ cvib| hgb,
Avcwb nqZv w`b GKejv gwWUkb KiQb, webqi mv_ ejeb,
`Lyb, gwWUkb Zv fvjv wRwbm, `yB ejvB Kiv DwPZ, wK Avwg
GK ejvB KiwQ, Pv KiwQ wK `yB ejv KiZ cviwQ bv| wbR `yB
ejv KiQb bv, wK AviKRbK ejeb h, GB `yB ejv gwWUkb
Ki, Zvnj Avcbvi K_vi cfve coe bv|
AZGe Ab`iK Dy Kivi Rb Avcwb wbqwgZ `yBejv
gwWUkb Kieb| dvDkbi wb`kbvjv AbymiY Kieb|
`LebAvcbvi ga ZLb h BwZevPKZv, h ckv cZq, h
Kwiqvi `wfw Abiv `Le mUvB Zv`i gy Kie|
ck : Avgvi BQv KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi evcvi Avgvi cwievi
AvMnx nvK| GRb h_vmva Pv KiI evevwqZ nQ bv| Kb?
Di : mewKQyi RbB wbw` mgq iqQ| Kvbv Kvbv dzj wkMvQ
dvU, Kvbv dzj MvQ eo nj dvU, Avevi kZvxZ Kvbv dzj
GKevi dvU| Avcbvi cwievi Ke Kvmi evcvi Dy ne Zv
wbfi KiQ Zv`i Aevi Ici| Avcbvi KvR nQ Pv Kiv| AvR
nvK, Kvj nvK GKmgq cwievi Kvm Kie|
AvR _K `k eQi AvM Ges AvRK IqvKkc AskMnYKvixi
msLv GK bq| 1994 mvj PMvg c_g Kvm nq| wZxq evP
AskMnYKvix wQjb gv 11 Rb| AvRK RvqMvi Afve AbKK
wdwiq w`Z nqQ| AvR _K `k eQi ci IqvKkc Kivi Rb
nqZv RvqMv cvIqv hve bv, evP evP IqvKkc KiZ ne| Gme
ay mgqi evcvi gv|
GgbI nqQx Kvm KiQb, ^vgx Kvm KiZ AvMnx nb wb
A_ev ^vgx Kvm KiQb, x Kvm KiZ AvMnx nb wb| Kvm GK
wkwKv Ask wbqwQjb| Zvi ^vgx Kvm KiQb 11 evP Avi wZwb
Gjb 190 evP| Kvm Ki wZwb Avdmvm KiQb AvM Kb Kib
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

41

wb| GLb wZwb gb KiQb dvDkbi mv_ Zvi ^vgxKI Aviv


m KiZ ne| KZ `Z Zviv DrmvwnZ ne Zv memgqB wbfi
KiQ Kxfve Avcwb Zv`iK Dy KiQb Zvi Ici| Kgv mUvi
Gb Zv`i evSvZ _vKzb| GKmgq bv GKmgq Zv`i mvov cveb|
Avmj, Avcwb GKRbK `vIqvZ w`Z cvib, mZi Avjv Zvi
KvQ cuQ w`Z cvib, wK m MnY Kie wK bvGUv Zvi evcvi|
AZGe, mZi evYx, AvjvwKZ Rxebi evYx cuQvbvUv Avcbvi
KZe| KD MnY Kie wK Kie bvG evcvi Avcbvi Kvbv `vwqZ
bvB| m Avcbvi fvB nvK, gv wKsev Qj-gq, h-B nvK bv Kb|
cuQvbvUv Avcbvi `vwqZ, evwKUv Zvi wbRi|
ck : KvqvUvg mK KD fvjvfve bv Rb Lvivc ge Kij
Kx Kiev?
Di : KD Lvivc ge Kij KLbv DwRZ neb bv| gyPwK gyPwK
nvmeb, Rvi bq| hLb wRm Kie nvmQv Kb? ZLb ejeb h,
ejv hve bv| GUv b Zvi KZnj Aviv eo hve| m nqZv
cxovcxwo KiZ _vKe ejvi Rb| Avcwb ZLb ejyb, wVK AvQ wZb
w`b ci ejev| wZb w`b ci `Leb, m wbR GmB RvbZ PvBQ|
ZLb ZvK KvqvUvg mK LvwbKUv ejb Avi ejb h, nvmwQjvg
GRb h, GB mnR wRwbmjv ZvgvK evSvZ cvwi wb| KvqvUvg
nQ GB| `Leb gbvhvM I KZ~nj wbq m Avcbvi K_v bQ|
ck : Avwg nj _vwK| nji iggU I Avkcvki jvKRb c_g c_g
gwWUkb wbq nvmvnvwm KiZv| wK Avgvi `pZvq Zv `~i nqQ
Ges ZvivI gwWUkb KiQ| mvgwqK Kvw `~i Kivq gwWUkbi
iZ Zviv eySQ| wK mvgwMKfve eB, viK coI gwWUkbi
iZ evSvi Pv Ki wb| iRxK wbqI wewfb KgU KiQ|
G Avgvi Reve Kx nZ cvi?
Di : Avcbvi Revei Kvbv cqvRb bB| Avcbvi Reve GKUvB
Avi Zv nQ wbRi ckvw| Avcbvi iK wbq KgU KiQ| Gi
42

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Reve hw` w`Z hvb Zvnj Zv Avcbvi Avi Zvi ga Kvbv ZdvZ
_vKjv bv| ay nvmeb| nvwm `LB m eySe Avcwb ZvK evKv gb
KiQb| Zvi KgUi Reve `qvi cqvRbI gb KiQb bv| GUvB
geKvixi Rb mePq eo kvw| Avi evwKUv nQ wbRi fZii
kw| Avcwb wbRi fZii kwK weKwkZ Kij ay Zvi w`K
ZvKvjB `Leb m KgU fyj MQ| GRb wbqwgZ gwWUkb,
ii mv_ Ges mrmNi mv_ GKvZ _vKZ ne|
ck : KD hw` KvqvUvg dvDkbi iRxK Mvwj `q, H mgq
Avgvi KiYxq Kx nZ cvi?
Di : ZvK ejv h, Lye fvjv jvMQ| AviI ejv| Mvwj w`Qv, ZeyI
Zv iRxi bvgUv wbQv| KvqvUvg dvDkbi bvg Zv wbQv| GB
KvqvUvg dvDkb bvgUv bjB Avgvi gbUv fvjv nq hvq|
Avi AvgvK Mvwj w`j Zv Aviv Lywk neb| KviY Avgvi hv bvn
AvQ Mvwji KviY mUv gvd nq hvQ| KviY hKvbvfveB nvK m
nqZv dvDkb mK ev Avgvi mK wKQy fyj Z_ cqQ| m
mB fyj Z_Uv AvcbvK w`Q| gbvhvM w`q Zvi K_v byb| Kvbv
cwZwqv e Kieb bv| eis ejeb, Aviv fvjv Ki Mvwj `qvi
Rb GB wRwbmjv co| co co Aviv `vl-wU hv cvI me ei
Ki, Zvici Avevi Avmv| Gm Avevi ejv|
A_vr dvDkbK h MvwjMvjvR KiZ Pvq ay Zvi K_v b
hveb| Kvbv weZK hveb bv| cvv hyw w`Z hveb bv KLbv|
KviY ZLb m KvDUvi GUvK Kivi cqU cve| b hveb Ges
cksmv Kieb| `Leb, GKUv mgq m Avi eje bv| KviY m
Avcbvi ga cwZwqv mw KiZ PvQ| Avcwb cwZwqv mw bv Ki
ZvK civf~Z KiQb Ges ZvK eySZI w`Qb bv h civf~Z nQ|
Avi Avgiv Avgv`i AwfZvq `LwQ h, AZxZ hviv MvwjMvjvR
KiQb, Zv`i GKUv eo Ask ci Kvm Ask wbqQb|
ck : mevB KvqvUvgi fvlv evS bv| cv-GKwUf _vKZ PvBjI
memgq Zv me nq bv| wKQy gvbyl Avevi e Ki| Avwg Kx Kiev?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

43

Di : mgvRi mevB KvqvUvgi fvlv eySe bvGUvB ^vfvweK| Avi


evS bv ejB Avgv`i KvR KiZ nQ, KvR KiZ ne| G
Avwg, AvcwbAvgiv hviv eywS, Avgv`i AMcw_Ki f~wgKv cvjb
KiZ ne| Avi AMcw_KivB iYxq nq, Agi nq| Di gi `wY
gi ev AvgwiKvq GLb AbKB hvQb| wK Avgiv gb iLwQ
Zv`i, hviv c_g wMqwQjb| wVK GKBfve Avcwb Avcbvi cwigj
c_g| Avcbvi K_vB Zviv gb ivLe, hviv ci GmQ Zv`i bq|
hLb bZzb wKQy i nq, ZLb mLvb hviv gavex, cwZfvevb,
`~i`wmb I eywgvb ZvivB c_g Zv MnY Kib| GKB mv_ AbK
weivwaZv, e-we`c, DcnvmiI wkKvi ZvK nZ nq|
wK GKmgq mvaviY gvbyl mZK eySZ cvi Ges ZLb Zviv
Avm mvZi gZv| KvRB Ab`i e-we`c cfvweZ neb bv|
Avcwb h bZzb wKQy KiQb, wfb wKQy KiQb GUv ZviB jY| c_g
e Kie, Zvici KZnjx ne, klgk AbymiY Kie hw` Avcwb
Avcbvi wekvm AUj _vKb Ges mZi Avjvq wbRi RxebK
AvjvwKZ Kib|
AvR hgb AvcbvK e KiQ, GKmgq AvgvK e Kivi jvKI
wQjv cPzi| cieZxZ ZvivB GK GK GmQb Zv AbymiY KiZ|
ZLb wK Avwg Zv`iK wbq e Kwi wb ev K_v kvbvB wb| eis
Awfb`b Rvwbq ejwQ, Lye fvjv wmv wbqQb, GLb Avcwb
DcKZ neb| bv Gj ewZ nZb|
Avi Avgiv hLb i KiwQjvg1993 Ges 2012GB `yB mgqi
ga AvKvk-cvZvj eeavb| GLb e bq, cksmv Kivi jvKB ewk|
ZviciI wKQy weivwaZv _vKemUvB ^vfvweK| KviY Zv`i fyj
`wfw ev Anseva Zv`iK G c_ Avmv _K `~i mwiq ivL|
Gi evBii hviv mvaviY gvbyl Zviv Avme `j `j| KviY
wbt^v_fve Avv, wbfiZv, Avkvev` Ges KjvYi h mvb dvDkb
w`Z cviQ Zv G mgq Lye weij| Avgv`i mgvR AwaKvsk B
gvbyl GLb cZvwiZ nQ, kvwlZ nQ, ^v_v^lx Pi wkKvi
cwiYZ nQ| KvRB h hZ e KiK Avcwb Avbw`Z neb h,
Abiv hLb vwi cQb, Akvwi cQbAvcwb ZLb mZi c_
AvQb, KjvY c_i AMhvx wnme AvQb|
44

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : KvqvUvgi hKvbv cvMvg Avmvi AvM evmvq h Svgjv nq


ev evav nq, kvw jvM bv| GB evmvi eUv fvOev Kxfve? iRx,
my`i eyw w`j DcKZ nev|
Di : evmvUvK myhvM evwbq djv DwPZ| Avcbvi AvPiY nqZv
Ggb wKQy mgmv iqQ hv evmvq mgmv mw Ki| cvMvg Avmvi
AvM evmvq h Svgjv mw nq Zv `yUv KviY nZ cvi| c_gZ,
Avcbvi AvPiY evmvi jvK`i KvQ cQ`bxq bq| Avcwb Avcbvi
AvPiY w`q cwieviK cfvweZ KiZ cvib wb|
GRb AvM AvcbvK wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ ne| Avcwb hw`
wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZb Zvnj evmvi h SvgjvGUv AvcbvK
KvbvfveB cfvweZ KiZv bv| GB wRwbmjv hZ AvcbvK Kg
cfvweZ Kie, ZZ evmvi jvKivI Avcbvi mv_ mv_ cv-GKwUf
ne| AZGe, evmv Ges dvDkbi ga evj KiZ cvivUv nQ
Lye iZc~Y|
evmvq Ggb AvPiY Kieb bv hUv wi-GKwUf| memgq cv-GKwUf
_vKeb| evmvi Rb hv KiYxq, dvDkbi KvR KiQb ej mUvK
Aenjv Kieb bv| mLvb Kvbv NvUwZ ivLeb bv| GKRb gvbyli
mewKQyi ga evj KiZ cvivUvB nQ Abb gvbyli ewk|
dvDkb-ckv-evmvmewKQyK evj KiZ ne|
hw` dvDkb KiZ wMq evmv asm Ki djb, GUv mxgvjNb
njv| hw` evmv KiZ wMq dvDkbi mv_ mKQ` KibGUv
mxgvjNb njv| hw` dvDkb KiZ wMq ckvi evivUv evwRq
`b, mUv mxgvjNb njv| Avevi ckvi Rb dvDkb ev` w`q
w`jbGUv Avcbvi Rb wZKi| A_vr evj KivUv iZc~Y|
evmvUvK memgq gb Kieb GUv GKUv GmU| Kvbv PZbv hw`
cwievi cek bv Ki mB PZbv KLbI `xNvqx nq bv, jvwjZ nq
bv| Avi Avgiv Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi h, KvqvUvg PZbv
cvwievwiKfve jvwjZ GKwU PZbv| Avgv`i KvhgjvZ gv-evev,
fvB-evb, ^vgx-x, ki-kvwo, bb`-`ei mevB wgj Ask bb|
mevB wgj PPv Kivi myhvMB Avgiv mw KiZ PvB| Avi GLb
cvwievwiKfveB KvqvUvgi PPv nQ| AZGe, Avcwb hw` evmvK
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

45

Dy KiZ bv cvib Zvnj ejZ ne Avcbvi Kv_vI mgmv iqQ|


mgmvUvK kbv Kib| mUvK `~i Kib; evmv Avcbvi nq hve|
ck : Avgvi evev KvqvUvg ev gwWUkb evSb bv| Zvi KvQ _K
wg_ ej UvKv AvbZ nq| GZ wK Avgvi cvc nQ ?
Di : wg_ K_v ej Avbeb bv| ejeb, evev, Avwg KvqvUvg
hvev| GRb Avgvi UvKv jvMe| Avwg Zv wmMviU LvIqvi Rb,
bkv Kivi Rb ev Avv `qvi Rb UvKv wbwQ bv| RxebK
cwieZb Kivi Rb Avwg KvqvUvg hvB| Zzwg hw` AvgvK UvKv bv
`vI Zvnj GB Avwg Zvgvi cvqi KvQ emjvg| GLvb _K Avwg
boev bv, Lvev bv, Kv_vI hvev bv, wKQyB Kiev bv|
nqZv wZwb kvixwiKfve gviZI cvib| ZviciI ejeb, evev
GB fvjv KvR AvgvK Zvgvi mnhvwMZv KiZ ne| A_vr evevgvK memgq ejeb webqi mv_, bg nq| wK GKB mv_ Avcwb
h fvjv KvRi mv_ AvQb GB wekvm Avi mvnmUvI Avcbvi _vKZ
ne| evev ZLb AvcbvK kv KiZ i Kieb| mvgb eKvewK
KijI Avovj wVKB ejebAvgvi Qj fvjv KvR Ki| eLvU
nq hvq wb, bkv ev evR Avvq gk bv|
ck : kievwoZ AbK AenwjZ nB, dvDkb Avmv Zviv cQ`
Kib bv| G Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq Kib Ges ki-kvwoKI abev` w`b
h, Zviv ay Avcbvi dvDkb Avmv AcQ` Kiv ch AvQb| Zviv
AvcbvK AvmZ evav `b wb ev Zviv AvcbvK wbhvZb Kib wb|
Avgv`i Ggb KvqvUvg MvRyqU I cv-gvvi iqQb hvK nvRe
ai wcwUqQb hb KvqvUvg bv Avm|
ZviciI wZwb GmQb Ges evmvq wMq ejQbAvwg Zv
KvqvUvg wMqwQjvg, AvgvK Avevi gviv| GLb nvRe Kevi
gvieb! wZwb ci Kvm KiQb| Avcwb Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq Kib
h, Avcbvi kievwoi jvKRb Avcbvi Ici wbhvZb Kib wb Ges
46

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hZY ch Zviv eySZ bv cviQb Zviv Zv Aenjv KiebB| ZvB


Avcbvi KiYxq nQ memgq Zv`i Rb `vqv Kiv h, n cfy! Zzwg
Zv`iK Aviv fvjv Ki `vI hvZ Zviv wbRivB mZi c_,
Avjvi c_ AvmZ cvi| Avi wbRi wekvmi Rb GKUz K Zv
KiZ ne, wekvmi cixv w`Z ne|
ck : Avgvi ^vgx GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqU nIqv mI Avgvi
gwWUkb Kivq evav `q| KvqvUvg Gi Kvhg Avmv wbq cvqB
Akvw Ki Ges bvbv iKg KU~w Ki| Avgvi Kx Kiv DwPZ?
Di : ZvK Kgv mUvi wbq Avmeb| Avmj ^vgxK wbRi gZ
nuv KivbvGUv Zv cZK xi Rb GKwU mnR KvR| Kgv mUvi
wbq Avmyb Ges ZvK evSvb h, ZvK KZ fvjevmb Ges eve Zvi
cwZ GKUz gbvhvMx nvb| Avi KLb wZwb nuv ejeb mB mgqUv eyS
K_v ejeb| `Leb h, mewKQy Lye mnR nq MQ|
ck : Avgvi evevK wKQyZB KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Dy KiZ cviwQ
bv| wZwb ejb, Avwg cvMj bv h, KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Kiev|
Avgvi Kvm AskMnYi evcvi wZwb Rvbb bv| hZB evSvZ hvB
wZwb iM hvb| iRx, Avwg evevK Kgv mUvi Gb evSvbvi
Pv KiwQ, Kvbv KvR nQ bv| Kxfve IbvK evSvZ cvwi ?
Di : gwWUkb gvMZ ZvK Kgv mUvi Gb evSvb| wZxqZ,
cZKiB GKwU `yej RvqMv AvQ, Avcbvi evevi mePq `yej
RvqMvwU LuyR ei Kib| wZwb hvi K_v kvbb ZvK w`q ejvbvi
Pv Kib| memgq mivmwi wnU Kiv hvq bv| Kivg Ljvq hgb
GKwU wU w`q AviKwU wUK wnU KiZ nq| KviY hUvK Avcwb
cKU djZ PvQb mivmwi mwU cKU djv hvQ bv|
AvcwbI Avcbvi evevK mivmwi wKQy ejZ cviQb bv| G
AviKRbi gvag ZvK ejZ ne| hw` mwVK jvK wbevPb KiZ
cvib, wZwbB ZvK evSvZ cvieb| `Leb, Avcbvi evev Kvm
Avmeb| mB mv_ `LebmB AviKRbI Kvm Pj GmQb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

47

ck : Avgvi GK ez dvDkbi Nvi weivax| ej, gwWUkb fyqv


wRwbm| bvbvb weeZKi ck Ki| Gici Avwg Kx ejev?
Di : gb gb Zvi cwZ mge`bv cKvk Kieb| Avnv ePviv!
gwWUkb h cgvwYZ wevb, GB eve Z_ m GLbv Rvb bv| wKQyB
ejeb bv, ay nvmeb| Avcwb Rvbb h, G weivax| Zvi mv_ Kvbv
weZK RovZ hveb bv| m hZ ej ejyK| nvwmgyL b hvb|
GKRb avbx KLbv Abi K_vq weeZ eva Kib bv| weZK KLbv
Roveb bv Ges KvDK Ggb Kvbv K_v ejeb bv, Ggb Kvbv ge
Kieb bv h, mRb ci `ytL cKvk KiZ nq|

KvqvUvg, gwWUkb I Bmjvg


ck : KvqvUvg g_W ag ev Bmjvgwei wK bv? Bmjvgwei Kvbv
wKQy GZ AvQ wK bv?
Di : Bmjvgi mv_ KvqvUvgi Kvbv weiva bB| Avgiv `pwP
ejZ cvwi h, KviAvb-nv`xmi Kvbv weavbi m KvqvUvgi
Kvbv weiva bB|
Avgiv hLb G Kvm RbmvaviYi Rb Dby Kwi, Avgiv Avgv`i
`ki mg wewk Avjg, hZ gZi Avjg AvQb mevBK AvgY
RvwbqwQjvg cheK wnme Kvm _vKvi Rb Ges `Lvi Rb h,
KvqvUvg g_Wi Kvbv m~ ev UKwbKi ga Cgvb-AvKx`vi mv_
mvsNwlK wKQy AvQ wK bv, Bmjvgwei Kvbv wKQy AvQ wK bv|
AbK wewk Avjg G Kvm AskMnY KiQb Ges mevB GK
evK ejQb h, KvqvUvgi Kvbv m~i mv_ Avgv`i CgvbAvKx`vi Kvbv weiva bB|
AwaKvskB Lye `ytL Ki ejQb h, Avgiv Zv ewj `wij Kvje
Qvov bvgvR nq bv| ay iKz-mR`v w`j, m~iv-KivZ coj bvgvR nq
bv| bvgvRi Rb cqvRb `wij Kvje, GKvMwPZv| GB `wij
Kvje Kxfve mw KiZ nq GLvb Gm wkL Mjvg| AvjgMY hviv
G Kvm Ask wbqQb, mevB GKwU K_v ejQb h, Zv`i bvgvRi
48

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

GKvMwPZv, gbvhvM AvMi Pq ewk| ZvB hviv Bev`Z-e`wMZ


GKvMwP nZ Pvb gwWUkb Zv`iK PgrKvifve mvnvh Kie|
GQvov AbK AvMB Avgiv ejwQ, hw` Kvbv Avjg cgvY KiZ
cvib h, KvqvUvg g_W eB ev KvqvUvg g_Wi Kvbv K_v ev
cwqvi mv_ Bmjvgi Kvbv weiva iqQ Zvnj Avgiv Zv mskvab
Ki bev| MZ 20 eQiI KD GKwU jvBb `LvZ cvib wb|
AZGe wbw gb _vKeb, wbw gb PPv Kieb|
ck : KviAvb I imyji nv`xm mwVKfve Abyaveb Aaqb I Gi
AbymiY Kij mvdj I ckvw AeavwiZ| m KvqvUvg ev G
RvZxq Kvbv g_Wi wK Kvbv cqvRb AvQ?
Di : KviAvb Ges imyji nv`xm mwVKfve Abyaveb, Aaqb Ges
AbymiY hvZ Avcwb KiZ cvib GRbB gwWUkbi cqvRbxqZv|
KviY hZY ch bv gy gb wbq Avcwb KviAvb-nv`xm Abyaveb ev
Aaqb Kivi Pv Kieb ZZY ch Zv Avcbvi `qg ne bv,
Avcwb eySZ cvieb bv|
GLb ejeb, gwWUkb bZzb wRwbm, bexRxi hyM Zv GB
gwWUkb wQjv bv, KvqvUvg g_W wQjv bv, gwWUkb Kivi
cqvRbUv Kx? Avmj bexRxi mgq GZ Ubkb wQjv bv, GZ
hvwKZv, GZ cwZhvwMZv wQjv bv| ZLb gvbyl DwRZ nZv Avevi
VvvI nZv| wK GLb gvbyl DwRZ nq, wK Vvv nq bv| hvi dj
m mZK AbymiY KiZ cvi bv|
mwVKfve Avcwb hvZ KviAvb Ges nv`xm Abyaveb KiZ cvib,
Aaqb KiZ cvib, `qg KiZ cvib G Rb gv_vUvK Vvv
ivLv cqvRb| Avi G RbB gwWUkb| ebUvK ewk Ki eenvi
KiZ gwWUkbi weK bB| hLbB Avcwb mwVKfve Abyaveb Ges
Aaqb KiZ cvieb, ZLbB Avcwb h_vh_fve AbymiY KiZ
cvieb Ges gwWUkb G AZ PgrKvi mnvqK kw|
ck : AbK ejb, cuvP Iqv bvgvR Av`vq KijB h_| Gici
Avi gwWUkbi cqvRb bB| G evcvi Avcbvi gZ Kx?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
4-

49

Di : cuvP Iqv bvgvR Av`vq Zv cZK gymjgvbi Rb diR, hv


Aek cvjbxq| Kvbv gymjgvb hw` Zv bv Ki Zvnj agi GKwU
AvekKxq jNbi `vl m `vlx ne| wK cuvP evi bvgvR Av`vq
KijB wK me nq Mj?
Avmj ay Pvj-Wvji Zwi wLPzwo _KB GKwU gvbyl Zvi `ni
Rb cqvRbxq 19wU Gwgbv GwmW cZ cvi| ZvB ej wK gvbyl
ay Pvj-WvjB Lvq? mewR, gvQ-gvsm Lvq bv? GKUv Ni ay LyuwU,
`qvj, Qv` _vKjB nq bv| Nii Avmeve, mvR-mvi DcKiY,
BZvw`I jvMvZ nq| A_vr diR njv gwjK, hgb GKUv Nii
LuywU| wK ay LuywU _vKjB Ni nq bv, hw` bv Aviv cwic~iK
Dcv`vb ZvZ m nq| ZvQvov bvgvR gbvhvM ewi RbI
gwWUkb Kiv DwPZ|
ck : Avgvi cwiwPZ GKRb Lye avwgK| KvqvUvg Avgvi Avmv-hvIqv
`L ej nvivg-nvivg, Kvdi nq hve| ZvK Avwg wKQyB ewj wb|
Kx Di `ev?
Di : wKQyB ejeb bv, Kvbv Di `qvi `iKvi bB| wZwb hLb
nvivg-nvivg ejeb, Avcwb gyPwK nvmeb| GKgv g~L Qvov KD
GiKg K_v ej bv| KviY KvbvwKQy bv Rb hLb KD dZvqv `q
ZvK g~L Qvov Avi wKQy ejv hvq bv|
ck : KvmgU ejQ, dvDkb bvwK Bmjvg _K `~i ivLvi Rb
KvR KiQ, Avwg wekvm Kwi wb|
Di : wekvm Kib wb Zv evSvB hvQ, wekvm Kij Avcwb AvmZb
bv| Avmj dvDkb Bmjvgi g~j wkvKB cPvi KiQ| bex-imyjiv
h K_vjv ejQb, dvDkbI GKB K_v ejQ| Avgiv hviv
dvDkbi mv_ AvwQ, dvDkb Avmvi ci Avgiv mevB hvi hvi
agcvjb AvMi Pq AbK ewk mwq nqwQ|
ck : Bmjvgi mv_ KvqvUvgi Kvbv gZweiva AvQ Kx? bvP Mvb
AwfbqK mvcvU `qv nq Kb?
50

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : bvP, Mvb ev Awfbq Kx KvR jvMvbv nQ GUv nQ iZc~Y


GUv AvcbvK mvi w`K AvKlY Ki, bv mv _K `~i mwiq wbq
hvq| Avgiv h wgDwRK eenvi Kwi GUv wK Avcbvi gbK ckv Ki,
bv gbK kqZvbi gZv Awi Ki Zvj, Akv Ki| Bmjvg mB
wRwbmUv nvivg hUv Avcbvi Rb wZKi, Avi mB wRwbmUv nvjvj
hUv Avcbvi Rb KjvYKi|
ck : Avwg Rvwb h, KvqvUvg g_W BmjvgmZ| wK Ab`iK
Kxfve evSvev?
Di : Avmj Ab`i evSvbvUv Lye mnR| Abiv h fvlvq evSb
m fvlvq evSveb| Abiv AvcbvK `L gbB Ki bv h, Avcwb
BmjvgmZ| mRb hv`iK `L gb nq Giv BmjvgmZ Zv`i
K_v ejeb h, Zviv Kvm KiQb| Ggb Kvbv Mc bB h Mci
Avjg-Ijvgviv Avgv`i Kvm AskMnY Kib wb| ejeb h, AgyK
KiQb, AgyK KiQb Ges mevB ejQb h, Gi mv_ Bmjvgi
Kvbv weiva bB| GUv nQ mePq mnR Dcvq| ZvwK AvjvPbvq
hvIqvi cqvRb bB|
ck : Avgvi cwievii GKRb m`m gwWUkb Ki h_ DcKvi
cqQb, wK GLb wZwb ejb, Avj-vnK WvKv| KvqvUvg hZ
ne bv| ILvb wn`y, wLvb, eiv Avm|
Di : bexRx (m)-Gi ILvb cwjK AvmZv, wLvb AvmZv, B`x
AvmZv| bexRx Zv KvDK AvmZ gvbv Kib wb KLbv| bexRxi
ILvb wewfb mc`vqi, wewfb RvqMv _K cwZwbwaiv AvmZb|
GgbwK hLb bvRivb _K wLvb cwZwbwa`j gmwR` beexZ Gjb,
Avjvc-AvjvPbv kl hLb Zviv ejjb h, Avgv`i Zv GLb
cv_bvi mgq nqQ, Avgiv evBi wMq cv_bv Ki Avwm| bexRx (m)
ejwQjb, Kb, Zvgiv wK GB RvqMvUvK Zvgv`i cv_bv Kivi
gZv cwe gb Ki bv? ZLb gmwR` beexZ wLvbiv cv_bv Kijv|
mB bexi DZ nq KZ QvU `w, KZ Muvov, KZ A `w
Avgv`i! h GUv ejQ Avgiv Zvi n`vqZ Kvgbv Kwi| cig cfy
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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ZvK n`vqZ `vb Kib| KviY bexRx (m) cw_exZ GmwQjb


ivngvZzwj-j Avjvgxb ev mgM mwi Rb ingZ wnme| ay Avie`i
Rb bq, ay gymjgvb`i Rb bq ev bq Kvbv wekl mc`vqi
Rb| wZwb KvR KiQb mevi Rb|
AZGe, Zuvi cwZwbwaZ hviv Kieb, Zviv mg mwi Rb KvR
Kieb| wekl Kvbv RvZi ev wekl Kvbv mc`vqi Rb bq|
GUvB Zuvi h_vh_ AbymiY|
ck : gwWUkb gbK ckv Ki| Avwg KviAvb-nv`xmi AvjvK
RvbZ cvijvg bvgvRB GKgv gbK ckv KiZ cvi| Gi mwVK
evLv RvbZ PvB|
Di : gbK ckv Kivi gZv bvgvR hvZ Avcwb coZ cvib
GRbB gwWUkb `iKvi| ay IVv-emv Kij, iKz-mR`v w`j
bvgvR nq bv| Avgv`i bvgvRxi msLv Zv Kg bq| Ryvi w`b wekvj
ivv e Ki bvgvR nq| hfve Avgiv bvgvR cwo ZvZ hw` ckvw
cvIqv hZ, Zvnj Avgv`i `k GZ Akvw _vKZv bv|
bvgvR wVKfve covi Rb gbvhvM cqvRb| Avi gwWUkb
gvbyli gbK eZgvb wbq Avm| hLb Avcwb gbK eZgvb wbq
AvmZ cvieb, gbvhvMK GKvM KiZ cvieb, Avj-vnK nvwRi
bvwRi wnme Abyfe KiZ cvieb ZLb m bvgvR Avcwb coZ
cvieb h bvgvR gvbylK ckv KiZ cvi| ZLb Avcwb ejZ
cviebbvgvRB h_| wK H i hZ nj gwWUkb cqvRb|
GRbB imyjyj-vn (m) gwWUkb KiQb| wK wZwb Avgv`i
Ici gwWUkb Pvwcq `b wb| bexRx (m) KLbv Pvb wb, wZwb hZ
KVvi mvabv KiQb Zvi Abymvix`i Ici Zv Pvwcq w`Z| AbK
wKQy wZwb wbR KiQb wK Avgv`i Rb ejQbZvgiv KijI
KiZ cviv|
G cm wewk Bmjvgx wPvwe` W. ZvwiK ivgv`vb Zvi The
Messenger : The meanings of the life of Muhammad eBZ
ejQb, He did not demand of his companions the worship,
fasting and meditation that he exacted of himself. A_vr wZwb
52

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hfve Bev`Z KiZb, ivRv ivLZb Ges gwWUkb KiZbwZwb


Zuvi Abymvix`i Ici m KVviZvK Pvwcq w`Z Pvb wb| wZwb Zuvi
AbyMvgx`i evcvi AbK big wQjb|
ck : bex-imyjMY gvbylK h Avmj gywi c_ `wLqQb KvqvUvg
wK m KvR KiQ?
Di : KvqvUvg m KvRB KiQ| gvbyli AatcZbi KviY nQ
Awe`v, v wekvm, v msvi, v `wfw| hyM hyM bex-imyjiv
GmQb gvbylK GB vw _K gy Kivi Rb| gbvRvMwZK `vmZ,
v wekvm _K gy Ki Zv`iK bZzb wekvm ejxqvb KiQb|
KvqvUvg Avgiv mB KvRUvB KiwQ|
Avj-vn Zvqvjv ejQbh Avj-vnK wekvm Ki Avj-vnB Zvi Rb
h_| GB wekvmi kwK Avgiv RvMZ KiwQ| wekvmi kw GKRb
gvbylK Zvi gbvRvMwZK `vmZ _K gy Ki|
Avgiv ejwQwekvm Kib, Avcwb mdj neb| Avgiv ejwQ
wekvm Kib, ivM _K Avcwb gyw cveb, Avgiv ejwQwekvm
Kib, gv_ve_v _vKe bv| Kvgi e_v _vKe bv| nuvUzZ e_v _vKe
bv| wekvm Kib, iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coeb|
whwb wekvm KiQb wZwb iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coQb| e_v
bvB, e`bv bvB, ivM bvBivM _K wZwb gy nqQb| Avgiv
ejwQwekvm Kib, Avcwb ckvw cveb| Avcbvi fZi kvw
Avme| Kwiqv Av`vq Kib, kvKiMvRvi nvb| Avcbvi cvPzh
Avme, Avcbvi Afve _vKe bv| Avcbvi Rxeb eiKZ Avme| jvLv
gvbyl Zv wekvm KiQ, Zv`i ga cwieZb GmQ|
ck : wUwfZ ckvii GKwU jvBf Abyvb GKRb ck KiwQjb
gwWUkb Kx? gwWUkb wK Bmjvg MnYhvM? KvqvUvg wK
BmjvgmZ? Ryiiv Di ejQb, GwU BmjvgmZ bq| b Avgvi
Qj gwWUkb KiZ Pvq bv| gwWUkb wK Bev`Zi ga co?
Di : Kvb Ryi Kx ejQb GwU iZc~Y bq| iZc~Y nQ Avj-vn
Ges Avj-vni imyj G mK Kx ejQb| Avj-vn Zvqvjv KviAvb
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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kixd mivmwi gwWUkbi K_v ejQb|


Zvdvzi Aviwe k| Gi A_ nQ KbUg&c-kb, gwWUkb ev
avb| Avj KviAvb AbK RvqMvq kwU iqQ| m~iv Avj Bgivbi
190-91 AvqvZ Avj-vn vbx`i ewk eYbv Ki ejQb, Zviv
AvKvk I cw_exi mw inm wbq Mfxi avb (Zvdvzi) wbgM nq|
Avj-vgv BDmyd Avj Kvihvfx eZgvb weki GKRb meRbgvb
Bmjvwg wPvwe`| wZwb 1973 mvj Avj AvRnvi wekwe`vjq _K
Dm~j Av`-xb Abyl` nZ wcGBPwW wWwM ARb Kib| wZwb wgki
miKvii evW Ad wiwjwRqvm Gdqvm-Gi m`mc`mn AvRvwZK e
iZc~Y `vwqZ cvjb KiQb| eZgvb wZwb BDivwcqvb KvDwj di
dZvqv G wimvP-Gi cavb wnme `vwqZ cvjb KiQb| wZwb
ejQb, gwWUkb ev avb nQ DPii Bev`Z|
wewk MelK I gbvwevbx AavcK gvwjK ev`wi Zvi gwWUkb
welqK M 'Contemplation : An Islamic Psycho-Spiritual study'
f~wgKvq ejb, MKvi Zvi M avb I ckv gb mrwPvi AvjvK
wePvi Kivi evcvi Bmjvgi wb`kbvK wevwiZ wek-lY KiQb|
h_v_B Avj KviAvb ej Avwg GKwU welq mZK KiwQ, Avj-vni
mvgb `uvovI GKK ev h_fve Ges wPv Ki...| GLvb GKK ev
h_fve A_ nQ mvgvwRK ev ewMZ msvii cfve ev Pvc _K
wbRK gy Ki wPv ev wePvi-wek-lY Kiv| wZwb Bev`Zi GKwU
gvag wnme avbi iZ evLv KiQb|
nhiZ Beb Avevm _K ewYZ, imyjyj-vn (m) ejQb, GK Nvi
avb mviv eQii Bev`Zi Pq Dg| GQvov nhiZ Avey ivBiv _K
ewYZ AvQ, bexRx (m) ejQb, mw mK GK Nvi avb 70
eQii bdj Bev`Zi Pq Dg (gkKvZ)|
hLvb Avj-vn Zvqvjv Ges imyjyj-vn (m) ^qs avb ev gwWUkbi
iZ cm ejQb, mLvb Ab Kviv K_vq wev nIqvi Kvbv
myhvM Avgv`i bB| AZGe GB welqjvK GKeviB iZ `eb
bv| Avgiv memgq iZ `ev Avj-vn Ges Avj-vni imyji K_vq|
ck : Avcwb hLb K_v ejb, ZLb ejb kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, cv_bv
Keyj Kib, Bev`Z-e`wMZvi AbKjv Aviwe k| Avgiv hviv
54

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wn`y agvej^x, G K_vjv ejZ fvjv jvM bv| ZvB me K_v hb


mnRfve Avgiv ejZ cvwiZv-B Kij fvjv nq|
Di : wKQy wKQy k wK GLb Avi Aviwe bvB| hgb, knx` kwU
Aviwe| wK GwU wK ay gymjgvbiv eenvi Ki? zw`ivgK Avgiv
knx` zw`ivg ewj| KjKvZvq knx` wgbvi iqQ| knx` Aviwe, wgbvi
kUvI Aviwe| Avevi evey kwU wK wn`y ev msZ k bq| evey
kUv nQ Aviwe ev dvwm k| wK cZK mbvZb agvej^x cyili
Rb evey m^vab GKwU mvaviY NUbv|
Avmj wKQy k mswZi Ask nq hvq| miKgB Avgiv h
kjv DPviY Kwi mvaviYfve GB kjvi eenvi nQ cPzi
cwigvY| Avgiv kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ewj, nwi Ig ewj, _vsKm& MW
ewj, cfy ZvgvK abev` ewj, fMevb ZvgvK abev` ewj, Cki
ZvgvK abev` ewj|
KviY Avgv`i KvQ Avj-vn hiKg cwe, Cki cwe, fMevb
cwe, MWI cwe| KviY GKB cfyi AbK bvg| h bvg Avgiv WvwK
GKRbKB WvwK| wZwb GKK Ges AwZxq| Dcwbl`i wkvI wK
Zv-B h, wZwb GKK Ges AwZxq, wZwb GKgewwZqs| AZGe h
bvg WvKzb Kvbv Amyweav bB| hfve Avcbvi fvjv jvM Avcwb
ejeb| mfveB wZwb mvov w`eb|
Avgv`i dvDkb GKRb Lye ewZgx mvaK GmwQjb| Zuvi
eqm 112 eQi| evev wkevb` gnvivR| Ibvi Rbvb evsjv`k|
KvkxZ Zvi Avkg AvQ| AvMiZjvq 112 Zg Rbw`b Dcj Abyvb
nQ, mLvb hvQb|
hvIqvi c_ XvKvq Avgv`i dvDkb Gjb| Dwb `vZjvq wmuwo
eq wbRB DVQb Kvbv wKQy bv aiB Ges w`we Pjvdiv KiQb|
K_vevZv, Pnviv `L hw` eqm Av`vR KiZ ejv nq, h KD eje,
nqZv 70-Gi KvVvq| Zvi LveviI Lye gRvi, Lye mnRmewR, PvjWvj GKmv_ ivbv KibZj bvB, Ab wKQy bvB| mKvjejv DV
hvMvmb Kib|
Dwb ejjb h, Avwg 18 evi ewj kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn| Avwg Zv
c_g AevK h, Avwg fyj bwQ wK bv| Dwb Avevi ejjb h, Avwg
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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mKvjejv 18 evi kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ewj| Zvici Avgvi g Rc


Kwi| mKvjejv c_g kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn 18 evi ejb, Zvici
Dwb bvivqYg Rc Kib| Avmj Avjnvg`ywjj-vn gvb nQmg
cksmv Avj-vni gvb mwKZvi|
ck : iRx, Avcwb Bmjvgi evcvi KZUzKz GcvU h, Avcwb agxq
evcvi Di `b| Avgv`i imyjyj-vn (m) mvivRxeb ZvInx`i K_v
ejQb, Avj-vni GKZ cwZvi Rb Pv KiQb| Avcbvi KvQ
Avgvi Abyiva _vKjvAvcwb h nv`xmjv ejb, Zv mwn ev Rvj wK
bv GKUz hvPvB Ki ejeb| `ywbqvi evcvi KvqvUvg cvid wK
xbi evcvi KviAvb Ges mnxn nv`xmjvB djv KiZ ne|
Avgvi ck Avcwb wKQy gb beb bv|
Di : Avmj Avwg GjvZ KLbv wKQy gb wbB bv| Avi `yB b^i
nQ h, Avwg Kvbv evcviB GcvU bv| KviY Bmjvg hw` ay
GcvU`i ag nZv Zvnj GUv mvaviY gvbyli ag nZ cviZv bv|
Bmjvg nQ mvaviY gvbyli ag| GKRb mvaviY gvbyl nIqvB Bmjvg
cvjb Kiv, Bmjvg AbymiY Kiv Ges Bmjvg evSvi Rb h_|
Avi hv`iK GcvU ev wekl ejv nq, Avgiv ewj H wekl
welq Qvov me evcvi m A| wK Zviv gb Ki Zviv me evcvi
GcvU| KviY Rxeb ay Kvbv welqi GcvU nIqvi bvg bv| Rxeb
nQ Rxebi mew`KK evSvi bvg|
Avcwb KviAvb Lye fvjv eySjb| nv`xm Lye fvjv eySjb wK
GLbKvi mgqKvj, GLbKvi cwiek, GLbKvi RxebwRvmv, GLbKvi
mgmv hw` Avcwb bv evSb Avcwb mgvavb KiZ cvieb bv|
Avcwb RxebK hw` Mfxifve bv evSb, Rxebi `ytL hw` bv
evSb, Rxebi hYvK hw` bv evSb, hyMi KK hw` bv evSb,
Avcwb h evcviB GcvU nvb bv Kb, Avcwb G hyMi Rb
AKRv nq hveb|
KviY cZKUv hyMi wKQy wbR^ mgmv iqQ, wbR^ hYv iqQ,
wbR^ K iqQ Ges mB hyMi AvjvK AvcbvK wmv wbZ ne|
m mgmvjvi mgvavb Avcwb ZLbB KiZ cvieb hLb mB mgqK
56

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mB hyMK Avcwb eySeb|


Avgiv Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi| BmjvgK AbymiY Kivi Rb
KviAvb-nv`xm GcvU nIqvi Kvbv cqvRb bB| BmjvgK
AbymiY Kivi Rb GKRb mvaviY wekvmx gvbyl nIqvB h_|
AvwiK nIqvB h_ h, Avwg Avgvi agK AbymiY Kiev, GUvB
h_| evwKUv Avj-vnB ej `eb h, Zzwg wK Kie bv Kie|
Avgiv Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi h, Avgiv KviAvb Ges
nv`xmi wkvK AbymiY Kwi, AvwiKfve AbymiY Kwi Ges Avgv`i
KvqvUvg g_W Kv_vI GKwU evK bB hUv KviAvb Ges nv`xmi
wkv, imyj (m)-Gi wkvi wecixZ|
ay AvRK bv, AvR _K 20 eQi AvM Avgiv ejwQ h, cyiv
KvqvUvg g_W Avgv`i cyiv Kvhg KD hw` `wLq w`Z cvib
h, GB evKUv KviAvb nv`xmi wkvi mv_ weivac~Y ev mvsNwlK
Avgiv ZvK cyiZ Kiev|
AZGe wekvmx nvb| Avcbvi wekvmB AvcbvK mZi mvb
`e| m~iv dvZnvq Kx ejv nqQ? m~iv dvZnv cyivUv nQ
cv_bv| Avcwb hLbB bvgvR `uvovQb, Avcwb cv_bv KiQb| Kvb
c_ Pjvi Rb? mnR-mij c_ Pjvi Rb, n`vqZi c_ Pjvi
Rb| Ges Kvb c_ _K weiZ _vKvi Rb? AKvii c_ _K,
Mnii c_ _K|
hLbB Avcwb Ai _K G cv_bv KiQbAvj-vni `vwqZ nq
hvQ h AvcbvK mij c_ cwiPvwjZ Kiv| KviY Avcwb Zv wbRK
mgcY Ki w`Qb Avj-vni KvQ|
Avj-vn Zv Avi mivmwi Gm ejeb bv Avcbvi KvQ| Avcbvi gb
eje h, GUv wVK, GUv Ki, GUv Kiv bv| Avi Zvici Avcwb hLb
KviAvb Ges nv`xm coeb, Gi ggv_ ZLb Avcwb eySZ cvieb|
hw` Avcbvi fZi wekvm cej _vK|
hw` Avcbvi fZi mgcY _vKAvcwb ggv_ eySZ cvieb| Avi
hw` mgcY bv _vK, H wekvm bv _vK Zvnj Avcwb ggv_B hZ
cvieb bv KLbv| AZGe BmjvgK AbymiY Kivi Rb AvwiK
wekvmB h_|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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Kvm wd
ck : Avwg KvqvUvg Kvm Kivi K_v ejj AbK AvgvK ejQ,
Zvgv`i cwZ Kvm GZ gvbyl nQ, w`b w`b msLv evoQ; GLvb wK
dvDkb BQ Kij `yPviRb Ki gvbylK wd Kvm KivZ cvi bv?
KviY wKQy ivMx AvQ hgb wmRvdwbqv ev gvbwmKfve chy`| Giv
G KvmUv Kij my nq hZ cvi wK UvKvi Afve Zviv Kvm
KiZ cviQ bv| GKRb AvgvK wRm KiwQjv, Zvgv`i cZqb
RvwZ ag eY Mv wbwekl gvbyli KjvY Kiv| GB KjvYUzKz wK Kiv
GZB KwVb? iRx, Avwg G K_vi Di w`Z cvwi bvB| ZvB Avcbvi
KvQ Di PvBwQ|
Di : c_gZ, cw_exZ G aibi hZ Kvm iqQ Zvi ga Avgv`i
KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi wd nQ mePq Kg| AvgwiKvZ
Pviw`bevcx G aibi GKwU Kvm KiZ Avcbvi jvMe 4000 Wjvi
ev Avgv`i UvKvq 2 j 80 nvRvi UvKv| `xcK Pvcov h Kvm
cwiPvjbv Kib fviZi Mvqvq Gm Zvi Kvm wd 85 nvRvi Bwqvb
iwc| Zv-I ay wbivgq AskUzKz, evwKjv bq|
wZxqZ, h wRwbm gvbyl Kvbv cwikg Qvov, g~j Qvov, wewbgq
Qvov MnY Ki mB wRwbmi ghv`v m KLbv evS bv| Gi GK Rj
D`vniY njv mvwfqZ BDwbqb| KwgDwb kvmbvgj mvwfqZ
BDwbqb Lvevi wQjv mePq mv| iwU Avi f`Kv (GKRvZxq
ivwkqvb g`) bvggv g~j mevi KvQ cuQ `qvi Rb miKvi
fZywKi eevI KiwQjv| iwU mLvb GZ mv wQjv h, eo eo
ebiwU w`q evPviv dzUej LjZv| wK GZ mvq Lvevi mieivn
KiI mvwfqZ BDwbqb wUK _vKZ cvi wb|
A_vr gvbyl hv wd cvq mUvi iZ Zvi KvQ _vK bv| Avgiv hLb
Kvm i Kwi, c_g eQi cwiwPZ`i ai ai wbq AvmZvg| wd
Kivi myhvM Ki w`Zvg| KviY AZ wek, cuwPk, wkRb GKUv Kvm
bv _vKj `LZ fvjv jvM bv| Avgv`i AwfZv nQ, hZ Rb
cqmv Qvov Kvm KiQb, Zv`i KDB dvDkbi mv_ bvB|
AbK Pvi w`b Kivi mgqI cvq wb, `yw`b GmQb, Zvici Avi
58

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avmb wb| Zviv bvwK e| wK hviv wd w`q Kvm KiwQjb Zviv


AbKB GLb ch dvDkbi mv_ AvQb|
Avgv`i KiY AwfZv Aviv AvQ| Avgiv hLb 100 Zg Kvm
KiwQjvg Avgv`i Kvm wd wQjv mvo Pvi nvRvi UvKv| Avgiv wmv
wbjvg hnZz Kvm GLb weZ nQ, Avgiv Qv`i Rb ev hv`i
cqvRb Zv`i Rb wKQy Qvo w`Z cvwi| Avgiv Qv`i Rb Kvm
wd-i 2000 UvKv Qvo w`jvg| A_vr AvovB nvRvi UvKv| Av Av
Kvm jvK Kgv i Kijv| hLvb Avgv`i Kvmi mvaviY DcwwZ
wQjv 80/90 mLvb Zv nq Mj 40/50/60| Aviv Dj-LhvM njv
QvQvx`i DcwwZ GLb AvMi Pq Kg| eySZ cviwQjvg bv Kb
G gvebwZ? hLvb evovi K_v mLvb KgQ Kb?
Gi ga GK KjR coqv Qvx Gm ejjv, m Zvi KvmgU`i
ejvewj KiZ bQ h, KvqvUvg g_W Kvm bvwK GLb Avi PjQ
bv| mRbB wd Kg MQ| Zviv Abygvb KiQ GB wd Aviv Kge|
wmv wbjvg Avi Kvbv Kbmkb _vKe bv| Kvm wd-I 500
UvKv evwoq cuvP nvRvi UvKv Kiv njv| KqKw`b ci GK Qv Gm
AvgvK ejjv, MZ gvm ch Zv AvovB nvRvi UvKv wQjv! GLb
zWU Kbmkb bvB Kb? Avwg ejjvg, GB 7/8 gvm ai 2500 UvKv
wQjv, ZLb Gjb bv Kb? ejjv h, Avgiv Zv fvewQjvg Aviv
Kge eva nq! mRb Acv KiwQjvg|
Avgiv ejjvg, GLb Avi Kvbv myhvM bvB| hv-B nvK cii
gvmB Kvm DcwwZ eo Mj| cii eQi hLb Kvm wd Aviv 500
UvKv evojv, DcwwZ Aviv evojv| Zvi cii eQi Aviv| Gfve
Avgiv Avgv`i AwfZvq `LwQ Kvm wd evovi mv_ mv_ Avgv`i
Kvm DcwwZI evoZ _vK|
Avmj mvaviY gvbyli gb nQ, hv m chv g~ji wewbgq
cqQ ej gb Ki mUvKB m iZ `q ewk Ges KvhKix gb
Ki Ges mUvK Abykxjb Kivi evcviI AvwiK _vK ewk| wKQy
gvbyl GgbwK MeI eva Ki|
ZZxqZ, AvR ch whwb wbqZ KiQb h, Avwg Kvm Kiev, wZwb
Kvm KiQb| UvKv Zvi Kvm Kivi c_ Kvbv Aivq nq wb|
Kvbv bv Kvbvfve UvKvi eev nq MQ| Avi GLb Avgv`i
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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Awdm Kvm GKvDU Lvjvi eev iqQ hLvb Kvm AskMnYQy


h KD bvggv A_ Rgv w`q GKvDU LyjZ cvib Ges Gici
wbqwgZfve UvKv RgvZ cvib|
hLbB Kvm wd cyiv nq Mj, wZwb Kvm Ask wbZ cvieb|
Ges G KvmUv wZwb gb ivLeb mvivRxeb, KviY K Ki hv kLv
nq, hv ARb Kiv nq mUv gvbyl ai ivL| K Qvov hUv cvq, mUv
Avmj ai ivL bv| A_vr wd w`q Kvm Kiv GB Kvm _K Zvi
DcKZ nIqvi RbB `iKvi| KviY hvK Avcwb ejQb Kvm wd
Kgvj ev wd Kij m AvmZ cviZv, ZvK Avcwb wbq Avmb|
`Leb h c_g w`b Avmvi ci `ycyiB Zvi gb ne fvjv jvMQ bv,
Pj hvIqvi evnvbv LyuRe m|
ck : mQj, gawe I mg ew hviv, ZvivB myhvM cvwQ eqej G
KvqvUvg Kvm KiZ| mgvRi AmQj, AvMnx, wb Avqi
gvbyl`iK Kxfve Kg LiP GB my`i Kvmi myhvM Ki `qv hvq?
Di : mvaviYfve Avgiv gb Kwi, GKRb gvbylK Avw_K mvnvh
KijB eva nq Zvi RxebUvK e`jvbv hve| Avmj GUv GKUv v
`wfw| Avw_K mvnvh w`q KLbI Kviv RxebK e`jvbv hvq bv| G
cm 2007 mvj wmWi wea `wYvj Avgv`i vY Kvhgi
AwfZvi K_v ejv hvq|
`yMZ GjvKvjv mdi Ki Avgv`i KvqvwUqviiv `Ljb, wmWi
AvNvZ nvbvi gvmLvbK ciI gvbylRb ivvi cvk fvOv Nievwo,
Gjvgjv co _vKv wRwbmci mvgb Kbv gyL Ki em AvQ|
KD wRm KijB ejQ, Kvbv mvnvh cvq wb| GBfve vY
ZrciZv Pvjvbv AbKi KvQ _KB mvnvh wbQ| wK Avevi ci
w`b mB fvOv Nii mvgbB `uvwoq AvQ mvnvhi Rb|
Zv`i KvR `qvi Pv KiwQjvg Avgiv| wK wY-wZb Y gRywi
w`qI KvRi Rb ivwR Kivbv hvq wb| KviY KvR Kivi Pq Kbv
gyL em _K webvkg GB mvgwqK mvnvh MnY KivKB m ewk
jvfRbK gb KiQ| wK GZ h Zvi Kvbv `xNgqv`x jvf ne bv,
mvgwqK GB mvnvh kl nq Mj AveviI h m wbt^, `y Aevq
60

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cwZZ ne GUv ZvK evSvbv hvQ bv| dj Zv`i AeviI Kvbv


cwiZb NU bv|
hgb Zviv Ni Kivi K_v ej AbKi KvQ _K FY wbQ, wK
Ni Zviv evbvQ bv| GB myhvM hZ UvKv wbq bqv hvq| A_vr UvKv
w`q ev wd-Z Qvo w`q Avcwb KvDK eo KiZ cvieb bv, hZY
bv Zvi `wfw e`jvQ|
hviv K Ki Kvm wd RvMvo Ki Kvm Kieb KvmUv wZwb gb
ivLeb mvivRxeb| KviY K Ki hv kLv nq, hv ARb Kiv nq mUv
gvbyl ai ivL| K Qvov hUv cvq, mUv Avmj ai ivL bv| hgb
nxivi iZ GZ Kb? KviY nxivi `vg ewk| nxivi `vg hw` KvPi
mgvb nq hvq KD wKbe bv|
AZGe hKvbv wRwbm Avcwb hLb K Ki ARb Kieb, hLb
g~j w`q ARb Kieb, mB wRwbmi cwZ Avcbvi ggZv ne ZZ
ewk| Avgiv AvMI ejwQ, Kvmi evcvi wbqZUv nQ iZc~Y|
Avcwb wbqZ Kib Avcwb Kvm Kieb| UvKv RvMvo nq hve|
ck : gwWUkb hnZz abx-Mwie mevi Rb, wK Gi h Kvm wd
ZvZ Mwieiv ewZ bq wK? Kvm wd Kb evovbv nq?
Di : KviY nQ `eg~j| h KviY bZzb c-j nQ| KD Zv
ejQ bv bZzb c-j nIqvi KviY Kx? h KviY bZzb c-j
nqQ, mB GKB KviY Kvm wd eoQ| Avi Mwieiv ewZ wK bv G
cki Di ejv hvq, hLb Kviv ga Kvbv wKQy cvIqvi AvKvv
Zxe nq, mB AvKvv dj cme KiB| GwU Avgv`i Kvm
AskMnYi I Avgiv `LwQ|
AvR ch hviv Kvm KiZ PqQb, hvi AvKvv Zxe nqQm
hZ Mwie nvK, Kvm Kivi c_ Zvi Rb ewiq MQ| nKvi, MnKgx,
MvgUm Kgxmn wb Avqi AmsL gvbyl Avgv`i Kvm KiQ| UvKv
Zv`i Rb evav nq `uvovq wb, eev nq MQ| Avi h Kvm KiZ
Pvq bv, Kvm wd hw` 500 UvKvI Kiv nq Zv-I m Kie bv|
Kvm KivUv hw` abx ev Mwiei Ici wbfi KiZv Zvnj GLbv
Avgv`i `k j j abx iqQb| Zv`i KRb Kvm KiZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

61

ciQb? eis hviv Kvm KiQb Zv`i AwaKvskB K Ki Kvm wd


msMn KiQb Ges G eqUvB Zv`i Rxebi mePq mv_K eq
nqQ, Ab hKvbv eqi Pq|
Kvm Ki jvfevb nqQb G iKg jvKi msLvB nQ mePq
ewk| AZGe, Kvm wd hZB nvK GwU Kvm Kiv ev bv Kivi Kvbv
KviY bq| Kvm wd hw` 1000 UvKvI Kiv nq, ZLbI Kvm Kieb bv
GiKg cPzi jvK _vKeb|
Kvmi mv_ Kvm wd Gi mK Lye Kg| Avgiv wbqZv w`q
ejZ cvwi, AvKvv hvi Zxe nqQ, Kvm KiZ PqQb, Ggb KD
bvB whwb Kvm KiZ cvib bvB| eev nqB MQ, wZwb wbRI
wewZ nqQb h, eev Gfve nZ cvi!
Avmj Kvm wd ay Pvi w`bi wd bq| GUv GKUv jvBd js
GUvPgU wd| A_vr dvDkbi m AvRxeb mshy _vKvi ga w`q
h mev m MnY KiQ Zvi GKKvjxb wd|
Avi Kvm bv KiI Avgv`i AbK KvR h KD AskMnY KiZ
cvib| Kvm Kivi AvM GKRb gvbyl hvZ gwWUkbi evcvi
aviYv jvf KiZ cvib, KvqvUvg g_W _K DcKZ nZ cvib
mRb cwZ gjevi Avgv`i mvvwnK AvjvKvqb cvMvg AvQ, cwZ
evi mvvwnK mv`vKvqb cvMvg AvQ| G cvMvgjv mevi RbB
Dby| cvMvgjvZ dvDkbi KvDwjiiv _vKb, hv`i KvQ
_K h KD civgk wbZ cvib|

Kvm Kivi ci cwievii Kvbv m`m hLb


dvDkb AbvMnx
ck : AbK evSvbvi ci Avgvi Qj Kvm KiQ 247 Zg evP|
wK GLb Avi Kvbv cvMvg hZ Pvq bv, gwWUkbI KiZ Pvq
bv| Kxfve gvwUfU Kiev?
Di : Awi bv nq AvM AvcbvK wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ ne|
Avcbvi AMZ kwK RvMZ KiZ ne| Avgvi gb nq Avcwb
62

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nqZv wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiQb bv| wbR wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib|


Zvici QjK Kgv mUvi Gb evSvb| Avcbvi gwWUwUf
jfj hLb wVK ne ZLb Avcbvi QjiI wVK nIqvi mvebv
eo hve| ZvK PvcvPvwc Kieb bv, Rvi Kieb bv| hZ bv
PvBj eKvewKI Kieb bv| KviY Rvi Ki Kvbv fvjv KvRI
Kivbv hvq bv|
ck : Avgvi cwievii m`m wZbRb, Avgiv ^vgx-x Ges Avgv`i
gq| mevB Kvm KiQ wK Avgvi ^vgx cvMvgjvZ Avm bv|
Avwg Ges Avgvi gq Lye Pv Kwi wK cvwi bv| Kxfve cviev `qv
Ki hw` ejb?
Di : Kvm hnZy wZwb KiQb KvRB cvMvgI wZwb GKw`b AvMnx
neb| Ze Lye Pv KiZ hveb bv| KviY AbK mgq ewk ejjI
AvMn De hvq; eis GLb wKQzw`b ZvK Avi ejebB bv| Avcbviv
cvMvg _K Gm wbRiv wbRiv AvjvPbv KiZ cvib h, GB GB
njv| wK Zvi mvgb bq| `Leb h, KZ~njx nq DVQb wZwb|
Avi cvkvcvwk Kgv mUvi Zvi Rb `vqv Kieb hvZ wZwb
wbqwgZ cvMvg Avmb|

KvqvUvg PZbvi mv_ AmvgmZv


ck : hw` Kvbv KvqvUvg MvRyqUi AvPiY KvqvUvg PZbvi mv_
Lvc bv Lvq ZLb Kx KiYxq? Kxfve Dy Kiv hvq?
Di : ZvK Dy Kivi mePq mnR Dcvq njvh welq ZvK
Dy KiZ PvQb, m welqi gWj wbRB nq hvIqv| KviY Avgiv
Avgv`i AwfZvq `LwQ, hviv wbRiv e`jvZ ciQb ZvivB
Ab`i mePq fvjv Dy KiZ cvib| Avi KvqvUvg g_W Kvm
Kivi ciI GKRb gvbyl wgZ cvlY KiZ cvi| GUvI GKUv
^vfvweK evcvi| KviY Pvi w`bB GKRb gvbyl cyivcywi e`j hve,
Rxebi me mZK Dcjw Ki dje Zv bv-I nZ cvi| ZvK
mgq w`Z ne, myhvM w`Z ne|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

63

Gi Rb DwRZ nIqv hve bv, weZK Rovbv hve bv, Rvi


Ki ZvK evSvZ hvIqviI Kvbv cqvRb bB| ZvK dvDkb
AvmZ ejZ cvib| AMvwbqvi`i mv_ K_v ejj ^vfvweKfveB
Zvi AbK mskq-weZKi Aemvb NUe| A_vr Kviv weZwKZ AvPiY
_K mv_ mv_ gb gb ev cKvk DwRZ nq hveb bv| ah
aib, mnbkxj mgggx AvPiY Kib| `Leb ZvK Rq Kivi c_
cq MQb|
ck : Avgvi QvUfvB I Avwg Kvm KiwQ| QvU fvBwU gv-evevi mv_
Lvivc eenvi KiZv| Kvmi ciI Zvi Kvbv DbwZ bB| GgbwK
wVKgZv gwWUkbI KiQ bv| Avwg ZvK fvjv Kivi gbQwe `LwQ|
wK eve Avwg Kx c`c bev eySZ cviwQ bv|
Di : Kviv Kviv aviYv h, KvqvUvg Kvm KivjB GKRbi AvPvi
AvPiY ivZvivwZ e`j hve| Kvbv Kvbv gv-evev mvb`iK wbq
Avmb hb KvbviKg Kvm KivjB eva nq m ivZvivwZ e`j
hve| Avmj fvjv wRwbm Rvbv evSv Ges fvjv nIqv G `yUvi ga
AbK cv_K iqQ| `xNw`bi AvPiY Afvm e`jvZ mgq jvM|
nqZv fZii cwieZbUv Lye `Z Pj AvmZ cvi|
wK PZbvMZ cwieZbUv AvPiYMZ cwieZb ic wbZ memgqB
mgq jvM| GgbwK bex-imyjivI hviv hyM hyM GmwQjb gvbyli
AvPiYMZ cwieZb Ges m`vPvix nIqvi wkv w`Z, ZvivI eQii ci
eQi ai Zv`i Abymvix`i mB wkv Abymvi AvPiY KiZ Dy
KiQb| Zv m mgq ch Acv KiZ ne Ges Dy KiZ ne|
wK Avgiv AbKB mB mgq ch Acv KiZ ivwR nB bv|
Avgiv ewj h, Kvm KiQ `yB w`b nq Mj, GLbv Zv cwieZb
nq wb| Avi ZLbB Avgiv eo aibi fyj Kwi| GZ Zvi fZii
cwieZbi AvMnUvB evavM ne| fveeI AvQv, AvgvK Zv ejQ,
P nq wb, Zvnj Zv Avwg AvMB fvjv wQjvg| hiKg wQjvg,
miKgB _vKev| GiKg LuvUv hLbB `qv nq, ZLb Zvi
cwieZbUvK AwaKvsk B wcwQq `qv nq| AZ cwieZbi
Zvi GKUv wiRvfkb mw nq hvq|
64

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

GRb ZvK memgq Dy KiZ ne, cwieZbi AbyKj cwiek


mw KiZ ne| ay ejeb, evn! ZvgvK Zv AvMi Pq fvjv
jvMQ| Zvgvi ivM Zv GKUz KgQ|
A_vr memgq ZvK Dy Kieb| m h fvjv nQ GUv ZvK
ejeb| KviY, GKRb gvbyl hLb cksmv cvq, ZLb Ggb wKQy KiZ
m waveva Ki hv GB cksmvi wecixZ| Zvi gb nqG KvRUv
Kiev? GUv Kij Zv cksmv cvev bv Ges `Lv hve h, m Av
Av fvjv nq DVQ|
Avmj Kvbv Kvbv gv-evev fvjvUvK cksmv Kib bv, Avi
Lvivc wKQy cj Suvwcq cob wb`v-g` Kivi Rb| A_P mvbK
kvaivevi Dcvq nQ fvjvi cksmv Kiv, QvULvUv LvivcK AbK
`LI bv `Lvi fvb Kiv| A_vr Zvi ga h `vlwU AvQ, Zv
h Avcbviv Rvbb, mwU eySZ bv w`q civ D`vniY w`q `vljv
awiq `qv| KviY, Zvnj m-I GKaibi msKvPi Mwi ga
_vKeh, gvbyl Zvi `vljv mK Rvb bv, Zv`i mvgb fvjv
_vKvi Rb|
ZvK memgq dvDkb hZ Dy KiZ ne| m hw` Zvi
PZbvi hviv mx Zv`i mv_ ewk mgq KvUvZ cvi ZLb Zvi
cwieZbUv AbK `kgvb ne|
ck: Avgvi AvMB Avgvi evev Kvm KiQb| cuvP eQi ek fvjvB
wQjb| wK GLb wbRi BQvq AmyZvi w`K hvQb| K_v ejZ
Mj bvbvb ZK Kib| Ggbme K_v ejb h, ivM DV hvq|
QvULvUv welq wbqI Lye Svgjv Kib| evmvq _vKv Lye mgmv nq
MQ| Avevi mvb nq G AevI `Lv hvq bv| Gme KviY nZvkvq
fyMwQ| Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : Avgiv Avbw`Z h, Kvm Kivi ci cuvP eQi Avcbvi evev my
wQjb| wK GLb Avevi Amy nqQb| evSv hvQ Zvi eqm nqQ|
nqZv wiUvqvW GBR| GB eqm Kviv Kviv ga GK aibi
mbvwjwU ev eqmRwbZ gvbwmK mgmv `Lv `q| hUvK mK
PvBWI ej| A_vr wki gZv AeyS, Amnvq, Ab`i Ici
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
5-

65

wbfikxjZv| Avcbvi evevi AevI GLb Zv-B| Zvi GLb cqvRb


ggZv, hZ, gbvhvM Ges cwiPhv|
Avcbvi ck _K Aek evSv hvQ Avcbvi evevK Avcwb Lye
fvjevmb| mB fvjevmvi `wZB ZvK `Lyb| ZvK Avmj
gvbwmKfve cwic~Y my gb Kivi KviY bB| KviY, my nj wZwb G
aibi AvPiY KiZb bv| wZwb nqZv Avcbv`i KvQ _K GLb
Aviv gbvhvM PvQb| ZK Kiv ev QvULvUv welq wbq Svgjv Kivi
evcvijv nqZv mUvi KviYB nQ| ZvK GLb GKwU wki gZv
`Lyb| ivM Kieb bv| ZK Kieb bv| hZw`b euP AvQb mvagZv
L`gZ Kivi Pv Kib| KviY Pj hvIqvi ci Zv Avi GB myhvM
cveb bv| cveb bv evev ej WvKvi gZv KvDK |
Avi Avcbvi evevi Rb `vqv Kieb, cwZw`b `yevi gwWUkb
Kgv mUvi evevK wbq Avmyb| ggZv w`q ZvK evSvb h, Avcwb
ZvK KZ fvjevmb, Zvi wbivgq Kvgbv Kib| Avwg wekvm Kwi,
Bbkvj-vn Avcbvi evevK wbq G mgmv _vKe bv|

66

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gwW
gwWUkb

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

67

68

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mvdji kw inm
ck : GKRb gvbyli mvdji inm Kx? Kb m wekvm Kie h,
mdj nevi mvg_ ZviI iqQ?
Di : mdj nIqvi Rb GKRb gvbyli A_-we, eskghv`v, kvbkIKZ, wWwM-c`we bv _vKjI Kvbv mgmv bB| KviY mdj nevi
Rb Zvi hv cqvRb Zv mv RbMZfveB cwZwU gvbylK w`q
w`qQb Ges cwZwU mdj gvbyl G m` ev cyyuwRK eenvi KiB
mdj nq| Avi hviv eenvi Ki bv ZvivB nq e_, nZvk Avi
AKgY| Avi GB m` ev cyuwRi bvg nQ gw|
GB gw h KZ eo cyuwR, KZ eo m` Zv Avgiv wKQyUv eySZ
cviev hw` Avgiv wnme Ki `wL gwK evRvi wKbZ nj wK
iKg `vg w`Z nZv| Avgiv Rvwb, gwi KvQvKvwQ h h evRvi
cvIqv hvq Zv nQ KwDUvi|
-1 nQ Avwki `kKi GKUv mycvi KwDUvi| Gi IRb mvZ
Ub| Avi gwi IRb nQ `o wKjv| -1 KwDUvii GB mvZ
Ubi `n 60 nvRvi gvBj Zvi eenvi Kiv nqQ| Avi gwi GB
`o KwR IRbi ga h Zvi eenvi Kiv nqQ Gi `N `yB j
gvBj| -1 KwDUvi cwZ mK 400 wgwjqb KvjKzjkb ev
wnme KiZ cvi, gw cvi 20 nvRvi wewjqb| A_vr gw GK
wgwbU h KvR KiZ cvie -1 mycvi KwDUvii mwU KiZ
jvMe 100 eQi|
h KviY wbDivmvqwUiv ejb, hKvbv mycvi KwDUvii
Pq gw nQ Kgc 10 j Y kwkvjx| GLb `vg wnmve
Kib| GKUv KwDUvii `vg 50 nvRvi UvKv| gw 10 j Y
kwkvjx| 10 j w`q 50 nvRviK c~iY Kib| KZ nq? cuvP nvRvi
KvwU UvKv| cuvP nvRvi KvwU UvKvi mwi gvwjK Avcwb|
-1 Gi ci MZ wZb `kK Aviv AbK kwkvjx mycvi
KwDUvi Zwi nqQ eU, wK eZgvb weki `ZZg KwDUvi AvB
we Gg ivW-ivbvi ch gwi KggZvK kgv KiZ cvi wb|
eis gw wbq wevbxiv hZB MelYv KiQb ZZB Zviv eySZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

69

cviQb wekvj mgy`i cvo `uvwoq Zxi aq Avmv XDB Kejgv


Zviv YQb|
gwi gv GKwU welqI hw` Avgiv `wL, ZvnjI Gi wekvj
KggZv I cwZwU gvbyli Adzi KggZv mK AviKUz aviYv
KiZ cviev|
gw 100 wewjqb wbDivb mj iqQ| cwZwU wbDivb GK
nvRvi _K cuvP j wbDivbi mv_ mshy| KZjv hvMvhvM
me? hyiv gwWUkb msv MelYvi AMcw_K nvfvW gwWKj
zji cdmi W. nvevU ebmb Lye PgrKvifve ejQb, msLvwU
ne : 25,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000|
GUvK Avcwb AbfveI `LZ cvib| Avcwb Avcbvi Uwej
GKUvi Ici GKUv mvaviY mvBRi UvBc Kivi KvMR ivLyb| ivLZ
_vKzb| GUv DuPz nZ _vKe| Avcwb hw` Avcbvi gwi mve
wbDivb mshvM msLvi mgmsLK KvMR ivLZ Pvb, Zvnj KvMRi
wXwe DuPz nZ nZ Puv` cvi nq, miRMr cvi nq Mvjvw cvi nq
hve| GgbwK Avgv`i Rvbv gnvweki mxgvbv (16 wewjqb AvjvKel)
cvi nq hve| ZviciI KvMR iq hve|
A_vr mvdji Rb cqvRbxq mKj DcKiY w`qB mv gvbylK
mw KiQb| cqvRb ay GB Adzi mvebvgq Re KwDUviK
cwiKwZfve ewk cwigvY eenvi KiZ kLv|
ck : gwK ewk cwigvY eenvi Kivi Rb Kx Kiv DwPZ?
Di : gwicx weqKi Re KwDUvi h_vh_fve eenvi Kivi
Rb cqvRb mymsnZ gvbwmK cwZ| Avi gvbwmK cwZi wfw nQ
`wfw, wbqZ ev Awfcvq| KviY gb cwiPvwjZ nq `wfw ev wbqZ
viv| Avi gwK Pvjvq gb| wevbxiv `xN MelYv KiQb gb I
gwi mK wbq| W. Gjb MvBb, W. Rb gwUj, W.
IqvBvi cbwd I W. B iq Rb `xN MelYvi ci ejQb, GKRb
cvMvgvi hfve KwDUviK cwiPvwjZ Ki, Zgwb gb gwK
cwiPvwjZ Ki|
gw nQ nvWIqvi Avi gb nQ mdUIqvi| bZzb Z_ I bZzb
70

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wekvm gwi wbDivb bZzb WbWvBU mw Ki| bZzb wmbvcmi


gvag Zwi nq mshvMi bZzb ivv| e`j hvq gwi Kgcevni
cvUvb| gw ZLb bZzb `wfwi AvjvK bZzb eveZv Dcnvi
`q| bZzb eveZv fvjv ne bv Lvivc ne, KjvYKi ne bv wZKi
Zv wbfi Ki gw `qv Z_ ev cvMvgi fvjv-g`i Ici|
KjvYKi Z_ I wekvm KjvYKi eveZv mw Ki Avi wZKi Z_
ev wekvm wZKi eveZv Dcnvi `q|
aib, eb hw` cvMvg w`Z _vKbcvov Kcvj, cvov Kcvj,
cvov Kcvjebi Rb GUv Kgv nq hvq h, KcvjUvK cvovZ
ne| AZGe hLvb Mj Avcwb AcgvwbZ neb, K cveb, hYv
cveb eb Nyi wdi AvcbvK mLvb wbq hve hvZ AcgvwbZ nq,
jvwZ nq Avcwb ejZ cvib h, ejwQjvg bv, Avgvi cvov
Kcvj| Avevi eb hw` cvMvg w`Z _vKb mvdj mvdj mvdj
Zvnj Avcwb mvdji m~ LyuR cveb| hLvb Mj mnhvwMZv
cveb, eb AvcbvK Nyi wdi ILvb wbq hve| ZvB gbi kwK
mywbqwZ KiZ cvijB ebK ewk cwigvY eenvi KiZ cvieb|
Avi gbi kwK mywbqYi Rb cqvRb gwWUkb| Ze
mvcwZK MelYvq `Lv MQ, gwWUkbi dj Lv` gwB NUQ
Ggb wKQy cwieZb hv GKRb gvbyli eywgvmn Zvi evSvi gZv,
wZkw, wek-lYx gZv I mRbkxjZvK evwoq w`Z cvi| G wbq
wbDRDBK gvMvwRbi 10 Rvbyqvwi 2011 msLvq GKwU cQ`
cwZe`b cKvwkZ nq|
wevbxiv ejb, GKRb gvbyli gwi wbDivb I wmbvcmi
(`ywU wbDivbi gaeZx mshvM c_) msLvwaKi wfwZB mw nq
DPii eywgv| Avi MelYvq `Lv MQ, gvMZ gbvhvM w`q
weZ Kiv hvq G wmbvcmK| Aviv `Lv MQ, gwi h AskwU
Avgv`i gbvhvM wbqY Ki wbqwgZ gwWUkb Zvi cyiZ eoQ|
Avi gwWUkbi gvag gwK ewk cwigvY eenvi Kivi P~ov
hvMm~Uv nQ m mvivZ gwWUkbi Ae_ dj| wevbxiv ejb,
m wbDivbi k| mi dj wbtmZ KwUmvj nigvb wbDivbi
gvqwjb wk_ bvgK AveiYK wZM Ki, evavM Ki wbDivbjvi
AvtcviwiK hvMvhvMK| gwWUkbi c_g jvfB hnZz ckvw,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

71

ZvB GKRb wbqwgZ avbx memgqB mvaviY`i Zzjbvq eywgvb,


cvevb Ges mdj ewk|
ck : Avgiv Kb GB wekvj kwfvviK eenvi KiZ cvwi bv? Kb
e_Zv Avm?
Di : Avmj gvbyli kw I mvebvK memgq kLwjZ I cy Ki
ivL msvi I v wekvm| Ab mvebv wbq RbMnY Kiv mI
cvwievwiK, mvgvwRK I ivxq cwigj cPwjZ aviYvi kLj m
gv^q ew` nq co| cwiek hv ZvK fveZ kLvq m Zv-B
fve, hv KiZ ej Zv-B Ki|
cwZwU mvebvgq gvbewk gbvRvMwZK `vmZi KviY cwiYZ nq
GK Amnvq wbicvq cvYxZ| mvKvmi nvwZi Rxebi w`K ZvKvj
GB gbvRvMwZK `vmZi welqwU eySZ Kvbv Amyweav nq bv|
Rj _K `yi cvY Pj nw kveKK ai Gb Qq dzU jvnvi
wkKj w`q k cvUvZbi mv_ eua ivLv nq| c_gw`K nwwk
wkKj Quovi Rb gwiqv nq Pv Pvjvq| wK GZ QvU kixi w`q m
wRwi fvOZ cvi bv| Dv Zvi cv-B iv nq hvq| dj GK
mgq GB Mw I ew`Zi KvQ nw wk AvZmgcY Ki| Gfve Zvi
ga Zwi nq msvi I v wekvm| m wekvm KiZ i Ki GB
Mw, GB wRwi _K Zvi gyw bB| GUvB Zvi wbqwZ|
nw wk wekvj`nx c~Yv nvwZZ cwiYZ nIqvi ciI wkKj w`q
ZvK QvMj euvavi LuywUi mv_ eua ivLjI m Qq dzU eKB Zvi
cw_ex ai bq| hLbB wkKj Uvb co ZLbB m Zvi ei Aviv
fZi cek Ki| v wekvm ZvK ej, Gi Pq Avi Gbvi mva
Zvgvi bB|
GgbwK `Lv MQ, mvKvm gjvq Avb jvMjI nvwZ Zvi wkKj
fO cvjvbvi Pv Ki bv| Avb cyo QvB nq hvq| KviY v
wekvm ZvK mLvbB `uvo Kwiq ivL| hLb Zvi `ni kw w`q GK
Uvb LuywUmn me wKQz Dco djZ cvi, ZLbI m fve, GB Qq dzU
eB Avgvi wbqwZ| Zvi G kLj jvnvi wkKji bq, LuywUi bq| G
kLj nQ gbi|
72

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avgv`i AevI Zv-B| Avgv`i cwZwU gvbyli, cwZwU cwievii


cyiv RvwZi wecyj mvebv, kw I mvg_ _vKv mI msvi, v
wekvm, kvlK I civfeev`x`i AvivwcZ wg_v aviYvi kLj Avgiv
wbR`iK Mwe I ew` Ki djwQ| gbvRvMwZK `vmZi kLj
fvOZ cvijB Avgiv Avgv`i wekvj kwfvviK eenvi KiZ
cviev| e_ _K mdj nev|
ck : gb wbqY K_vUvi gvb Kx? GKUz eywSq ejeb wK?
Di : gbK wbqY Kivi AvM Avgv`i Aek gb mK gwjK
aviYv iY ivLv DwPZ| wevbxiv gbK fvM KiQb wZb fvM|
mPZb, AePZb Ges APZb| mPZb gb mewKQyKB wbRi aviYv,
hyw I wekvmi cwZ wePvi-weePbv Ki| wK AePZb gb fvjvg` Kvbv wKQyB wePvi Kivi Pv Ki bv| m h Z_, cwiKbv ev
AvBwWqv cvq, mfveB cfvweZ nq KvR i Ki `q| cfveUv
Avcbvi Rb fvjv nvK ev wZKi m weePbv Ki bv|
fq, va ev wekvm viv Mfxifve ZvwoZ nj hKvbv aibi
cfve AePZb gb mnRB mvov `q| gbi AePZb Ask Avevi
mPZb Aski K_v mnRB kvb| fq, mxgveZv ev fyj wekvmi
ekeZx nq mPZb gb memgq AePZb gbi `iRv e Ki
ivLZ Pvq|
A_P cvi mv_ mPZb gbi hvMvhvMi gvag nQ AePZb
gb| KviY mPZb I APZb gbi gvSLvbB Aevb KiQ AePZb
gb| wevbxiv hvK gbi APZb Ask ej gb Kib, mvaKiv
mUvKB gb Kib gbi gnvPZb Ask| aygv AePZb I
APZbi gvSLvbi `iRv LyjZ cvijB mPZb gb cv ev
gnvPZbi mv_ hvMvhvM vcb mg nq|
Avgiv AvMB RbwQ, AePZb gb fvjv-g` wePvi-weePbv
KiZ cvi bv| Avi AePZb gb Avjv`xbi `Zi gZv KLbI
Ajm em _vKZ cvi bv| Zvi PvB KvR| Avcwb hw` ZvK Avcbvi
KjvY BQvbymvi e bv ivLb Zvnj m Avcbvi cvwicvwkKZv viv
cfvweZ nq KvR Kie| ewkifvM B GB KvRi KuvPvgvj ne
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

73

Avcbvi fq, fxwZ, AcQ`bxq I AevwZ welqmg~n| Lvivc ev fvjv


h welq m cvK bv Kb AePZb gb m wPvK Zvi hywmZ
cwiYwZi w`K GwMq wbq hve|
AePZb gb hnZz fvjvg` wePvi bv KiB cwiZ wPvK
hwK cwiYwZi w`K GwMq wbq hvq, mnZz mvdji Rb Avcwb
Kx Pvb m mK AePZb gbK my I mywbw` wb`k cvVvZ
ne| ZvnjB AePZb gb mB wPv I wb`kK Zvi hwK
cwiYwZi w`K wbq hve|
Avi Avgiv Rvwb, gbi cwZwU KvR Ki `q Avgv`i eb| Avi
eb KvR Ki wekl wbqg| mwq Aevq eb _K cwZwbqZ Lye
g`y we`yr Zi wewKwiZ nq| wevbxiv GK ejb, eb Iqf| 1929
mvj Wv. nv evRvi BjKv GbmdjvMvd (BBwR) h viv GB
Iqf ev Zi gvcb| gvbwmK Pvc, mZKZv, ZrciZvg~jK
cwiwwZZ ebi e`ywZK wewKiY eo hvq| ZLb eb Iqfi
wdKvqw `uvovq cwZ mK 14 mvBKj _K 26 mvBKj ch|
GK ejv nq weUv eb Iqf|
PvL e Ki wekvgKvj GKUz Z`v Z`v fve mw nj ebi
e`ywZK ZrciZv Kg hvq| G Aevq eb Iqfi wdKvqw `uvovq
cwZ mK AvU _K 13 mvBKj| GK ejv nq, Avjdv eb
Iqf| w_Uv eb Iqf Avjdvi Pq axi| Gi wdKvqw nQ cwZ
mK Pvi _K mvZ mvBKj|
Gici iqQ Mfxi wb`vKvjxb eb Iqf| Gi wdKvqw nQ
cwZ mK 0.5 _K wZb mvBKj| GK ejv nq Wv eb Iqf|
eb Iqf wdKvqw cwZ mK 27 ev Zvi Ici DV hZ cvi
nVvr DwRZ Aevi dj| GK ejv nq Mvgv eb Iqf|
Avgiv Rvwb wekvg, Z`v ev wb`vKvjxb mgq AePZb gb mePq
mRbkxj _vK I fvjvfve KvR Ki| Avi wekvg ev Z`vKvjxb mgq
`n-gb cyivcywi wkw_j nq wMq eb Iqf bg hvq cwZ mK
13 _K Pvi mvBKj, wevbi cwifvlvq Avjdv/ w_Uv jfj|
GLb hw` Avgiv Kwgfve wkw_jvqbi (Relaxation) gvag
kixi-gb wekvg I Z`vKvjxb Aven mw KiZ cvwi, ZvnjI eb
Iqf bg Avme Avjdv/ w_Uv jfj| Avi eb IqfK Avjdv/
74

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

w_Uv jfj bvwgq AvbZ cvijB avbvev mw ne| AePZb gbi


Mfxii kwK KvR jvMvbvi c_ ne gy|
Avcwb cek KiZ cvieb gbi AviI Mfxi| mPZb gb hgb
AePZbK h_vh_ wb`k c`vb KiZ I mRbkxjfve KvR jvMvZ
cvie, Zgwb cvie APZb ejqi mv_ hvMvhvM vcb KiZ|
Avi AePZb ZLb mB wb`k ev aviYvK hywmZ cwiYwZi w`K
wbq hvIqvi Rb AbyKj eb wdKvqwZ wbijm KvR bg coe|
kixi-gbK wkw_jvqbi gvag eb IqfK Avjdv jfj wbq
gbi avbvev mwB nQ `wfw cwieZb, gb wbqY, gwWUkb ev
cwiKwZ avbi c_g avc|
ck : gwWUkb Avmj Kx?
Di : wZbwU w`K _K Avgiv gwWUkbK evLv KiZ cvwi :
c_gZ, mPZbfve cwk Ges vqyi wkw_jvqb| mvaviYfve kixi
hLb wkw_j nq ZLb Avgiv APZb nq hvB, Nywgq cwo| gwWUkb
`n wkw_j ne wK PZbv mRvM _vKe, Avcwb mPZb _vKeb|
wZxqZ, Awi gbK wiKiY Ges gbvhvMK myPvM Kiv|
Avgv`i gb nq AZxZ wbq AbykvPbv Ki, bv nq fwelr wbq `ywv
Ki, m eZgvb _vKZ Pvq bv, wi _vKZ Pvq bv| Avgv`i gbi
Aev nQ AbKUv euv`ii gZv|
euv`ii mePq wcq Lvevi nQ Kjv| Avcwb GKUv euv`iK Lye
Av`i Ki GK Kuvw` Kjv w`q ewmq ejb h, euv`i fvB, euv`i Avcv,
Zzwg em em Kjv LvI| euv`i Kx Kie? c_g KjvUv wQuo wbqB m
MvQi Wvj DVe| GK Kvgo Lq AviK Wvj hve| Avi GK Kvgo
Lq Avi GK Wvj hve| `Lv hve Avi GK Wvji mv_ jR
cuwPq m `vjbvi gZv `yjQ|
euv`i hiKg GK RvqMvq _vKZ cvi bv Avgv`i gbI miKg
wi _vKZ Pvq bv| memgq dzUeji gZv ay jvdvjvwd Ki| Ici
_K co Avevi Ici IV| Avgv`i gbK eZgvb wbq Avmv,
A_vr Awi gbK wi Kiv nQ gwWUkbi wZxq ewk| gb wi
njB gbvhvM myPvM nq|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

75

myPvM gbvhvMi kwK Avgiv GKwU D`vniY w`q evSvZ


cvwi| GKL KvMR iv` mvivw`b iL w`jI ZvZ Avb aie bv|
wK GKwU gvMwbdvBs M-vm m~hi AvjvZ ai dvKvm cqUwU
KvMRi Ici djj KqK gyn~ZB ZvZ Avb ai hvq| Zgwb
gbvhvM myPvM nj hKvbv RwUj welqI mnR evSv hvq|
ZZxqZ, AvZwbgMZv| hLb GKRb gvbyl AvZwbgM nq, wbRi
AvZvi mv_, AiZg Avwg-i mv_, field of pure potentialities Gi
mv_ mshy nq ZLbB m cvc~Y A`w jvf Ki| Zvi `w, Zvi
Abyfei `iRv Lyj hvq| m bZzb mZK Abyfe KiZ cvi|
ck : AbKB ejb gwWUkbi cvw Kx Zv GKK_vq eywSq ejZ|
wK GZeo cvw GK K_vq eywSq ejv Kxfve me Zv Avgvi evaMg
nq bv| G mevg Reve Kx nZ cvi?
Di : Avmj gwWUkbi cvw GZ evcK h, Zv GKK_vq eywSq
ejv mwZ KwVb| ZviciI hw` KD RvbZ Pvq Zv ejeb
gwWUkbi mePq eo cvw nQ fvjv _vKv, fvjv AvwQ GB
K_vwU ejZ cviv| Avcwb hw` gwWUkb Kib Zvnj Ai _K
ejZ cvieb h, Avwg fvjv AvwQ|
ck : gwWUkb Ki wK Avgvi mgmvi mgvavb KiZ cviev?
Di : wbqB cvieb| cZKwU mgmvi ga jywKq _vK mgvavbi
exRbZzb mvebv| mdj ewiv mgmvi ga mvebvKB LuyR ei
Kib| wK AvgivmvaviY gvbylivmgmv GjB Ubkb i Ki
`B| mgmv wbq wPv Kwi Mvgv jfj, DwRZ Aevq| dj
mgvavbi c_ Zv LuyR cvB-B bv eis mgmvK Aviv RwUj Ki Zzwj|
Avmj mgmv wbq wPv KiZ ne Avjdv jfj, AvZwbgM
Aevq| gwWUkb wi Aevq ebK eenvi Ki wevbxiv Zv`i
wevbi m~ Avwevi KiQb, eemvqxiv KwVb mgmvi mnR mgvavb
LyuR cqQb| hviv wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib Zv`i eb Ges gb wi
_vK, mgmvi fZii mvebvK LyuR ei Ki AvbZ cvib Zviv|
76

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZvB KvqvUvg Avgiv ewj, mgmv + Ubkb = msKU|


Ges mgmv + gwWUkb = mgvavb|
mvaviY gvbyli mgmvi mgvavb bv nIqvi KviY nQ, m mgmv
wbqB ewk fve| mgvavb wbq bq| wbRK m mgmvi Ask Ki
dj| Avi mdj gvbyliv mgmv wbq bq fveb Gi mgvavb wbq|
Zviv mgvavb cq hvb| wbqwgZ gwWUkb KijB Avcwb mgvavb wbq
fveZ wkLeb| mgvavb ewiq Avme|
ck : Avcbv`i KvmU jLv _vK Ubkb gywi Rb gwWUkb
(wkw_jvqb)| gwWUkb Kxfve Ubkb _K gyw w`Z cvi?
Di : Avmj mnRfve ejZ Mj, Ubkb Kb nQ? `ywv
KiQb, wec`i Kbv KiQb, mRb Ubkb nQ| wPv hw` KiZB
nq `ywvi `iKvi Kx? mywPv Kib| GKRb jvK Qviv wbq
`ovQ, GUv Kbv bv Ki Kbv Kib GKRb Mvjvc wbq `ovQ
Avcbvi cQb| Avnvi ePviv! AvgvK aiZI cviQ bv, MvjvcUv
w`ZI cviQ bv! Kbv KijB Zv gb kvw Gm hvq|
wkw_jvqb Avgiv GB my`i my`i wPvB KiwQ| ZvB Ubkb Pj
hvQ| Ubkbi evcvi bexRx (m)-Gi GKUv nv`xm GLvb Dj-L|
wZwb ejQb h, DwRZ nj `uvovbv _vKj em co, emv _vKj
q co| Ubkbi cKwZ nQ kvqv gvbylK `uvo Kwiq `qv| ZvB
`uvovbv gvbyl hw` q coZ cvi, Zvi DRbv, Ubkb `~i nq
hve| wkw_jvqb Avgiv Avmj cZKUv KvlK Bq w`B|
Aek Gi evwbK evLvI iqQ| Ubkbi kvixwiK cKvk nQ
dvBU Ai dvBU imc| wevbx IqvjUvi Kvbb Zvi MelYvq
`LQb, Avgiv hLb Kvbv wec`K Abyfe Kwi ZLb nvBcv_vjvgvm
bvg ebi GKUv QvU A ivmvqwbK msKZ hvq| nvBcv_vjvgvm
Avevi Avgv`i wm_wUK bvfvm wmgK mwq Ki Zvj|
wm_wUK bvfvm wmg ZLb GwWbvwjb, bvwicvBbdvBb, KwUmj
BZvw` bvbv aibi m nigvb Zwi Ki|
GB m nigvbjv ZLb ii gvag cevwnZ nq Avgv`i
`nK cvjvbv ev jovBqi Rb cZ Ki Zvj| r`b `Z nq
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

77

Ges enr cwkjvZ i PjvPj eo hvq| Pvgovi wbP i


KwYKvjv msKzwPZ nq hvZ GwWU nj ewk icvZ bv nq|
PvLi gwY eo nq hvq| ZvB Avgiv fvjv `LZ cvB| e-vW myMvi
eo hvq `n kwi hvMvb `qvi Rb| nRg Ges cRbb gZv
nvm cvq| Mv_ nigvb e nq hvq| ivM cwZiva gZv evnZ
nq| Avi G mejv cwqvB nq hvZ Avgiv Rvi `ovZ cvwi ev
jovB KiZ cvwi|
1967 mvj nvfvW gwWKj zji AavcK W. nvevU ebmb Zvi
MelYvq `Ljb AyZ evcvi| hLbB GKRb gvbyl gwWUkb KiQ
ZLb Zvi `n h cwZwqv nQ Zv m Gi cwZwqvi m~Y
wecixZ| gwWUkb wm_wUK bq, AUvbvwgK bvfvm wmgi
cvivwm_wUK ev mwq nq DVQ|
GB evB Avgv`i ckv Ki| i GwWbvwjb, bvwicvBbdvBb I
KwUmji cwigvY nvm cvQ| dj bvf I gvsmcwk wkw_j nq DVQ|
gUvewjK iU Kg hvQ| AwRb MnY I nvUweU nvm cvQ| e-vW
ckvi KgQ| `n e_v ev AvNvZi Abyf~wZ nvm cvQ| `ni ivM
cwZiva I wbivgq gZv evoQ| ivMgywi cwqv mwq nq DVQ|
A_vr wkw_jvqb ev gwWUkbi kvixwiK cKvk Ubkbi kvixwiK
cKvki m~Y wecixZ| wkw_j `n Ubkb _vKZ cvi bv|
AavcK ebmb Zvi MelYvi AvjvK 'The Relaxation
Response' bvg GKwU eB jLb, hv A mgqB hyiv e
mjvi cwiYZ nq| nvRvi nvRvi AvgwiKvb Ubkbgywi Rb
gwWUkb PPv i Kib| AvR ch UbkbK gvKvejv Kivi Rb
Gi Pq KvhKi Kvbv cv AvweZ nq wb| AZGe Avcwb
wbtmsKvP Ubkbgywi Rb gwWUkb PPv KiZ cvib|
ck : gwWUkb Kxfve mwVK ewZ weKvk mvnvh KiZ cvi?
Di : gwWUkb Avmj GKRb gvbyli fvjv w`K Ges g` w`K
`yBB eySZ mvnvh Ki| Avi fvjv w`KK weKwkZ Kiv Ges g`
w`KK cwieZbi Rb h fZii ZvwM` _vKv `iKvi GUv GKRb
gvbyl jvf Ki AvZwbgM AevZB|
78

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hw` GKRb gvbyl wbqwgZ gwWUkb Ki, Zvi fZi cwieZbi


Ggb GKUv AbyiYb mw nq hv Zvi evBii ewZi cKvk Ges
Abvb mewKQyK AvMvMvov e`j w`Z cvi| Avi KvqvUvg
g_Wi gwWUkb hnZz WvqbvwgK ev mwq ZvB GB gwWUkb
Wvej GKkb|
GB gwWUkb Avgiv AUvmvRkb w`wQ| AUvmvRkb nQ
gw gvMZ cvMvg `qv| Ges hLbB gw gvMZ GKUv cvMvg
cZ _vK ZLb m mB Abymvi KvR i Ki Ges Avwg hv nZ PvB
GB nIqvUv ZLb mnR nq| fZii hZ wav RoZv msKvP fqfxwZGjv Lye mnR Dco djv hvq AUvmvRkbi gvag|
Avcwb ay Qq gvm wbqwgZ PPv Ki `Lyb AUvmvRkb KvR Ki
wK bv| Avcwb wbRB AevK nq hveb, Avcbvi ewZK KZLvwb
e`j w`Z cvi AUvmvRkb Zv `L!
ck : Abvq ev cvc Kij wK gwWUkbi gvag gvd cvIqv hvq?
Di : gvd Kivi gvwjK Avj-vn| wZwb Mvdzii inxg ev gvkxj| h
KvDK wZwb gv KiZ cvib, hw` m AvwiKfve gv Pvq Ges
Acivai cybivew bv Ki|
gwWUkb gvbylK GKvM nZ mvnvh Ki| hLb GKRb gvbyl
AvZwbgM nq ZLbB Zvi ga AbykvPbvUv fZi _K Avm| gv
cvIqvi Rb GB fZii AbykvPbvUvB `iKvi|
ck : PZbvi QqwU gvv Kx Kx? GB QqwU gvv cyivcywi Avq Kiv
Kxfve me?
Di : PZbvi c_g gvv nQ RvMwZ| wZxq gvv wb`v| ZZxq gvv
^c| PZz_ gvv AwZPZbv| cg gvv Ab PZbv| l gvv nQ
GKvZ PZbv Ges GB QqwU gvvB cyivcywi Avq Kiv me| Gi Rb
`iKvi mvabv, Pv|
ck : gwWUkb Ki Kvbv welq wbq wPv Kiv Ges gwWUkb bv
Ki Kvbv welq wbq wPv Kiv wK GK?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

79

Di : Avmj gwWUkbi jfj wMq h wPv Kiv mB wPv


mvaviY jfj wPv Kivi Pq AbK AbK Mfxi| weUv jfj
Avmj wbR^ ^v_ wPvUvB ewk cKU nq| ZvQvov weUv jfj Avgiv
hv wPv Kwi Zv Avgv`i cvwicvwkKZv viv cfvweZ| ZvB weUv jfj
mZK Dcjw Kiv me nq bv| wevb ejb, wk ejb, mvwnZ
ejb, hv wKQy mRbkxj, hv wKQy KjvYKi mewKQy gvbyl Avwevi
KiQ hLb m AvZwbgM nqQ|
hLb GKRb gvbyl wKQy mgq evBii cwiek _K wbRK gy
Ki Vvv gv_vq wPv Ki ZLb Zvi Rxeb`wZ mB wPvi, mB
fvebvi Mfxi Qvc co| Zvi Rxeb`w cwiewZZ nq|
hyM hyM hviv cw_exK cfvweZ KiQb, BwZnvmi euvK cwieZb
KiQb Zviv KD wgwQj KiZ KiZ, fvOPzi KiZ KiZ, RvjvI
cvovI KiZ KiZ, wR`vev` gy`vev` KiZ KiZ cwieZb Kib
wb| KviY fZi _K cwieZb bv Gj Rvi Ki evBi _K
cwieZb Avbv hvq bv|
cwieZb memgq Avm bxie gyn~Z, avbi i| hLb GKRb gvbyl
AvZwbgM nq, wbRi AvZvi mv_, AiZg Avwgi mv_, field of
pure potentialities-Gi mv_ mshy nq ZLbB m cvc~Y A`w
jvf Ki| Zvi `w, Zvi Abyfei `iRv Lyj hvq| m bZzb mZK
Abyfe KiZ cvi|
BwZnvmi w`K ZvKvb, nhiZ Bevnxg (Av) AvZwbgM njb| Zuvi
gb ck RvMjvK Avgvi mv? GKw`b, `yBw`b, wZbw`b, Pviw`b
cuvPw`bwZwb Zuvi cki Di cjb Ges mB bZzb vb Zuvi
Abymvix`i gvS cPvi Kijb|
nhiZ gymv (Av) wmbvB cvnvo Pj Mjb, AvZwbgM njb| mvi
mv_ Zuvi K_v njv| mvi evYx jvf Kijb Ges mB evYx wbq Gm
wZwb Zuvi mc`vqK divDbi nvZ _K gy Kijb|
whwL ev nhiZ Cmv (Av) gvS gvS cvnvo Pj hZb|
AvZwbgM nZb Ges mvi evYx Gb gvbyli gvS, Abymvix`i gvS
cPvi KiZb| Avgv`i gywb-Fwliv Zcveb Pj hZb, wngvjq Pj
hZb, mvabv KiZb| wmwjvf Ki Avevi jvKvjq Gm gvbyli
KjvY wbRK wbew`Z KiZb|
80

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gnvgwZ ey Ak ei wbP eQii ci eQi avbgM _vKjb,


Zvici evwa jvf Kijb| imyjyj-vn (m) niv nvq eQii ci eQi
avbgM _vKjb, Zvici wZwb beyIqvZ jvf Kijb| AZGe
gwWUkb wPv Avi gwWUkb bv Ki wPv KLbvB GK bq|
Avmj gwWUwUf jfj wPv Avi mvaviY jfj wPv G `yqi
ga cv_KK Avgiv GKUv cwiwPZ D`vniY w`q eySZ cvwi| Avgiv
Rvwb, wevbx wbDUb Kxfve gvavKlY kwi AwZi K_v eySZ
cvib| GKw`b wZwb Avcj MvQi wbP gwWUkb emwQjb| Ggb
mgq GKUv Avcj wbP cojv| Zvi gb ck RvMjv, AvcjUv wbP
Kb cojv? Ici Kb DVjv bv? Mfxi fvebvq gM njb wZwb|
Avwevi Kijb j Ad MvwfUkb|
Avgv`i c~e-cyiliv wK MvQ _K Avg coZ `Lb wb? `LQb,
`Lvi mv_ mv_ Kx KiQb? Gw`K-Iw`K ZvwKqQb| `o wMq
AvgUvK aiQb| Qywi w`q wQjQb| Svj-gwiP, jeY jvwMqQb|
Lq djQb| Kb? KviY Zviv `LQb weUv jfj| `Lvi mv_
mv_ wRf cvwb Pj AvmQ| Avn&! Kx my`i Avg GKUv cojv| wK
wbDUb `LwQjb AvZwbgM Aevq| GKB dj cov _K KD dj
Lvq, Avi KD evwbK m~ Avwevi Ki| GUvB nQ Avjdv Ges
weUv jfji ga ZdvZ|
ck : Nyg Avi wkw_jvqb wK GK Acii cwic~iK? w`bi ejv Nygi
cwieZ wK Kvbv wbw` mgq wkw_jvqb Kij w`bi ejvq Nyg
cqvRb ne bv?
Di : Avmj GKRb gvbyl w`bi ejvq Nygi mgq Kxfve cvq Avwg
GUvB eywS bv| Rxeb Zv GKUvB| Avcwb Nywgq Nywgq hw` eq Ki
djb Zv RxebK DcfvM Kieb Kxfve? GgwbB Zv ivZ AvU
Nv NygvQb| Avcbvi 60 eQi Avqy nj 20 eQi NywgqB KvUvjb,
Rxebi GK ZZxqvsk NygB Pj Mj| ZviciI Avevi `ycyii Nygi
Kx cqvRb?
wkw_jvqb ay w`bi Nyg bq, Avcbvi ivZi Nygi cqvRbKI
Kwgq `e| KviY AbK weePbvZB wkw_jvqb Nygi Pq ewk
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
6-

81

DcKvix| hgb Ubkb ev `ywv Kij Avgv`i i jvKUU bvgK


wZKviK Uwbi cwigvY ew cvq| wevbxiv MelYvq `LQb, Nyg
Aevq i jvKUU h cwigvY Kg, wkw_jvqb Kg Zvi Pvi Y|
A_vr jvKUUi cwigvY nvmi Avav Nv gwWUkb `yB Nv
Nygi mgvb DcKvix|
BDwbfvwmwU Ad KUvwKi evqvjwRi cdmi W. em Inviv GK`j
KjR QvQvxK wbq MelYv cwiPvjbv Kib| GB MelYvq
QvQvx`i wZbwU `j fvM Ki Zv`i GK`jK gwWUkb Kivbv
nq, Ab`jK NygvZ ejv nq Ges ZZxq `jK wUwf `Lvbv nq|
Gici Zv`i ejv nq GKUv wbw` wb evwZ Rj IVvi mv_ mv_
GKwU wbw` evZvg Pvc w`Z| `Lv Mj, mePq `ZZvi mv_
evZvg Pvc w`Z ciQ hviv gwWUkb KiQ Zviv| m Zzjbvq
hviv Nywgq wQjv Zv`i ZrciZv wQjv ek axi| A_vr Nygi Pq
gwWUkbi ci gwi mg^q I ZrciZv ewk _vK|
ZvB Avgiv ewj, Avcbvi myweavRbK mgq AvavNv Ki gvU GK
Nv gwWUkb Kib| GZ Avcwb Pvi Nv Nygi mgvb DcKvi
cveb| Avi Pvi Nv Nygveb| Pvi Nv Nyg, GK Nv gwWUkb mgvb
AvU Nv Nygi DcKvi| Rxeb _K Aviv wZb Nv mgq ewiq Gjv
KvR Kivi Rb| Aek nVvr Ki Avcwb Nygi cwigvY KgvZ cvieb
bv| axi axi KgvZ ne|

gwWUkbi cwZ I cwqv


ck : gwWUkbi cwiek, cvkvK BZvw` cvwicvwkK cwZ mK
wKQy ejeb Kx?
Di : gwWUkbi mgq nvjKv Avjv _vKe| chv evZvm _vKe|
KLbv AKvi ig gwWUkb Kieb bv| ivZ hLb gwWUkb
Kieb memgq nvjKv Avjv Rvwjq Kieb| GKUz hw` nvZ gyL ayq
bb ev Vvv cvwbi SvcUv gyL w`q bb Zv Lye fvjv ne| GQvov
wXjXvjv Avivg`vqK cvkvK cieb Ges Pkgv Lyj beb|
82

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : gwWUkb q, em ev Kxfve Kij mePq fvjv ne?


Di : gwWUkb Avcwb q, Pqvi em ev gSZ em A_vr
hfve KiZ ^vQ` eva Kib mfveB Kieb|
gwWUkb KiZ KiZ Nywgq coZ PvBj A_ev wekl Kvbv
mgmv _vKj q gwWUkb KiZ cvib| m k weQvbvq
gv`yi ev cvZjv KvcU wewQq q cob| cqvRb gv_vi wbP GKwU
cvZjv evwjk w`Z cvib| kvqvi ci nvZ _vKe `ni `ycvk,
nvZi Zvjy _vKe Icii w`K| `ycvqi gvSLvb AZ Pvi AvOyj
duvK _vKe| Ze q Kij Nywgq covi mvebv ewk|
mvaviYfve Pqvi em KivUvB fvjv| KviY Zvnj gi` Lvov
_vKe, Avcwb mPZb _vKeb, Nywgq coeb bv| dj avbi kwK
cyivcywi KvR jvMvZ cvieb| cvPxb wgkixqiv Pvi nvRvi eQi AvM
Pqvi em gwWUkb KiZb| Pqvi hLb emeb `yB cv gvwUZ
jM _vKe| `yB cvqi gvSLvb Qq _K AvU AvOyj cwigvY duvK
_vKe| `yB nvZ `yB nuvUzi Ici _vKe| Ze gi` mvRv _vKjI
k _vKe bv|
ck : eRvmb ev MvgyLvmb wkw_jvqb ev gwWUkb Kiv hve Kx?
Di : hviv hvMi wewfb Avmb Rvbbcvmb, myLvmb, MvgyLvmb,
wmvmb BZvw` hKvbv Avmb em gwWUkb KiZ cvib| eRvmb
GZY em _vKZ hw` Amyweav bv nq Zvnj KiZ cvib|
MvgyLvmbI hw` Af nq hvb, gwWUkb KiZ cvib| hviv bvgvR
cob RvqbvgvR hfve emb mfveB gwWUkb KiZ cvib|
ck : gwWUkb Kivi c_g wbqg wnme Rvwb h, Pqvi em Kij
gi` mvRv Ki gvwUZ cv iL KiZ ne| wK AbK ej
cvKwUm nq hvIqvi ci `nfw Kvbv evcvi bv| Avmj wK ZvB?
Di : `nfw memgqB evcvi| Avgv`i AwaKvski mgmv nQ
Avgiv hLb gb Kwi Avgiv GcvU nq MwQ, ZLb fvwe GLb Avi
wbqg Avgvi Rb chvR bq| GB `wfwUv wVK bq| hgb bvgvRi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

83

wbqg AvQ| Avcwb hw` gb Kib c_gw`K wbqggZv coev, Gici


Avi jvMe bv, Zvnj ne bv| bvgvR c_g hfve `uvovZ ne
hZw`b euP AvQb ZZw`b HfveB `uvovZ ne| miKg gwWUkb
hfve c_g Avcwb i KiQb, hZw`b euP AvQb ZZw`b mfve
KiZ ne, hw` kvixwiK Kvbv mgmv bv nq| Avi gwWUkb wbqwgZ
Kij kvixwiK mgmv GgwbZB Kg ne|
ck : AbK mgq gi` mvRv Ki gwWUkb KijI kl wbRK
Avwevi Kwi, gi` ek euvKv nq em AvwQ|
Di : hw` gwWUkbi gvSLvb eySZ cvib h, gv_v SzuK MQ
mPZbfve mvRv neb| hv`i gi` ewk euvKv nq hvq Zviv
MvgyLvmb Kieb| hZ MvgyLvmb Kieb ZZ gi` mvRv _vKe|

`g
ck : kvm Gi Pq ckvm GKUz ewk mgq bqvi wK Kvbv evwbK
evLv AvQ? _vKj AbyMn Ki Rvbveb|
Di : GUv Lye mnR| `g bqvi mgq Avgiv AwRb MnY Kwi Ges
`g Qvovi mgq kixii Rb wZKi Kveb-WvB-AvBW ei Ki
`B| Avgiv hLb ckvm ewk mgq wbwQ ZLb fZii h Kveb-WvBAvBW GUv ewk cwigvY ewiq hvQ| GUvB evLv|
ck : wkw_jvqbi Dk hw` PZbvK DxweZ Kiv nq Zvnj eyK
dzwjq kvm wbZ Amyweav wK?
Di : eyK dzwjq kvm nQ `nK DxweZ Kivi Rb, PZbvK
bq| wkw_jvqb Avgiv `nK wkw_j KiZ PvB| Gmgq `n
AwRbi cqvRb nvm cvq| `g bqvi mgq cU dzjj dzmdzm Kg
mcmvwiZ nq| `n AwRb MnYi cwigvY nvm cvq| ZvB
wkw_jvqbi mgq Avgiv cU dzwjq `g bB|
84

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : gwWUkb PjvKvj eyK fi `g wbZ cvwi bv, bvK e _vK|


Di : bvK e _vKj Zv wPwKrmv KiZ ne| nvjKv aibi bvK e
nj wbqwgZ KvqvUvg evqvg Kij Zv fvjv nq hve| wK GUv hw`
ewkw`b ai _vK Zvnj wPwKrmKi civgk Abyhvqx eev bqv
DwPZ| mvaviYfve mvBbymvBwUmi Rb bvK e nZ cvi, Avevi
cwjc&mi Rb nZ cvi|
hw` mvBbymvBwUmi Rb nq Zvnj KvqvUvg evqvgi mv_ mv_
ivZ kvqvi mgq Ges fviejv RvMvi mv_ mv_ Mig cvwb w`q
MvMj Kij bvK cwivi nq hve| Avi cwjc nj wekli civgk
wbZ ne|

gbi evwo
ck : gbi evwoi evcviwU GLbv Avgvi KvQ mwVKfve evaMg nq
wb| welqwU Aviv evLv Kij DcKZ nev|
Di : Avmj gbi mRbkxj I Dvebx gZvi mevg cqvM Avcwb
ZLbB KiZ cvieb hLb gb mKj cKvi wPv _K gy nq ckv I
Avbw`Z _vKe| GB RbB gbi evwo|
ZvB gbi evwo Zwi Kieb Ggb Kv_vI h RvqMvUv Avcbvi Lye
cQ`| nqZv Kv_vI eovZ wMq mLvbKvi cvKwZK cwiek `L
Avcbvi gb Lye fvjv nq wMqwQjv| mLvb Avcwb gbi evwo evwbq
wbZ cvib| A_ev wUwfZ ev cvvi `Lv Avcbvi Kvbv wcq vb
ev Kvbv KvwbK RvqMvZI Avcwb gbi evwo evwbq wbZ cvib|
cvnvo-ceZ, b`-b`x, mgy`, Rj hv AvcbvK Avb` `q mewKQy
wgwjq gbi gZv Ki gbi evwoi cwigj mw Kib|
Zgwbfve `k-we`k h evwoUv Avcbvi cQ` mUvKB gbi
evwo evwbq wbb| hw` Kvbv evwoB cQ` bv nq Zvnj KvwbKfve
evwo Zwi Ki wbZ cvib| A_vr g~j j nQ gbK Ggb GK
RvqMvq wbq hvIqv, h RvqMvUvK gb Lye cQ` Ki| GKRb gvbyl
mvivw`b KvR Kg Ki hLb evwoZ di ZLb m hgb ckvw Abyfe
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

85

Ki, GK aibi wbqZv Abyfe Ki, gbi evwoZI gb hb Zgwb


ckv, Avb`vQj nq IV|
gbi evwo hvIqvi c_ Avjdv kb iqQ| Avjdv kb nQ
gw Avjdv Iqf mw nIqv| hiKg Avgiv Kv_vI hZ PvBj
evm ev ij kb wMq DwV miKg gw Avjdv Iqf mw nj
gb ckv nq| Zvici gbi Aviv Mfxi i ceki icKB nQ
gbi evwo|
gbi evwoZ GKwU `ievi K _vKe| `ievi KUv ek eomo
Ki evbveb| `ievi Ki Wvbw`K GKUv c_ _vKe, mUv w`q
wbivgq K hvIqv hve| `ievi Ki evgw`K _vKe Kgv
mUvi hvIqvi c_|
gbi evwoZ cqvRb Abymvi Aviv hZ iKg K hvM KiZ Pvb
KiZ cvib| hviv msMxZ PPv Kib mLvb GKUv iqvRK evwbq
wbb| hviv Awfbq Kib Zviv GKUv Awfbqi g evwbq wbb|
Kviv Kviv gb nZ cvi h, GZ my`i evwo evbvjvg| ^vgx, x,
mvb, wcqRb mevBK ev` w`q GKv co _vKev? GKv _vKvi
cqvRb bB| Avcwb hvK BQv ILvb wbq hZ cvib| wMq
`Leb h, mevB AvcbvK IqjKvg nvg, IqjKvg nvg, IqjKvg
nvg KiQ| ay hvi mv_ SMov Kib ZvK wbq hveb bv| Zvnj
`Lv hve ILvb wMqI SMov i nq MQ|
ck : Avjdv kb _K gbi evwoZ hvIqvi Rb Kx Kx hvbevnb
eenvi KiZ cvwi ev Kx Kx Dcvq hvIqv hZ cvi?
Di : Avjdv kb _K gbi evwoZ nuvUZ nuvUZ hZ cvib,
hv`i GKUz `ovbvi Afvm AvQ, `ovZ `ovZ Pj hZ
cvib| ejeb h, GLvbI `ovZ ne? wiKkv wbq hZ cvib|
ejeb GLvbI wiKkv? cixi gZv Wvbv gj Do Pj hZ cvib|
ejeb cix evKWUW evcvi, AvaywbKKvj cix-Uix wKQy bB|
Zvnj Kx Kieb, ILvb wMqB `Leb h, WvBfvi Avcbvi Rb
Mvwo wbq Acv KiQ| G Mvwo ivvi Ici w`q hZ cvi,
avbZ w`q hZ cvi, Rji Ici w`q hZ cvi, cvwbi Ici
86

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

w`q hZ cvi, AvKvk w`q hZ cvi| A_vr hfve Avcbvi Lywk


mfve hZ cvib|
ck : wbRi evwoK gbi evwo Kbv KiZ wK Kvbv Amyweav AvQ?
Di : wbRi evwo hw` Avcbvi gbi gZv nq Zvnj wbRi evwoKB
gbi evwo fveZ cvib| Avi hw` fvovevwoZ _vKb Zvnj gbi
gZv GKUv evwo evbvZ `vl Kv_vq? GUv Avcbvi Ici wbfi KiQ|
ck : Avgvi gbi evwo Avwg g`y mvZavivi Sbvi cvk Rji ga
iLwQ| Avwg wK memgq GB evwoZB hvev bvwK GB evwo P KiZ
cviev| Ab cwiekI hZ cviev|
Di : evSv hvQ h, Avcwb fvovwUqvfvovevwoZ _vKb| ZvB evwo
e`jvZ Pvb| hZw`b e`jvZ Pvb e`jvb| evwo, cwigj mewKQy
e`jvZ cvib, Kvbv Amyweav bB| e`jvZ e`jvZ GKUv evwo wVK
nq hve| hUv Avcbvi GKevi gb Mu_ hvq, cQ` nq hvq
mUvZ Avcwb _vKeb|
ck : gbi evwoi `ievi K, wbivgq K, Kgv mUviGme wK
cwieZb Kiv hve? bvwK Gi KvbvUv wbla AvQ?
Di : KvbvUvi Ici wbla bB| BQvgZv e`j beb| Kvbv
Amyweav bB|
ck : gbi evwoi wKQy Ask e`jvZ PvwQ| wK G i Kx Kx ivLev
Zv fve aviYv KiZ cviwQ bv| Zvnj wK AvMi gZvB _vKe?
Di : Avmj hviv cexY Zv`i c gbi evwo evbvbv GKUz KwVb,
GKUz KKi| Kb? Zv`i bvbviKg hyw KvR Ki| m fwUjkb
ne wK bv, Rvbvjv Kvb w`K w`q Kiev, `iRv Kvb w`K w`q
KievG wbq Zv`i AbK wPv| wK hviv bexb Zv`i Gme wbq
AZ wPv-fvebv bvB| `iRv bvB ZvZ wK, Rvbvjv w`q XyK hvev|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

87

Zv-I bv _vKj jvd w`q XyK hvev| gbi evwo evbvbv Zv`i Rb
Lye mnR Ges Zviv Lye my`i my`i gbi evwo evwbq dj|
GKevi Kvmi wZxq w`b Kvm XvKvi mgq j KijvgGK
`yi wKkvi Zvi `v`v-bvbvi eqmx wZb-PviRbK gbi evwoi Ici
jKPvi w`Q| `yPviUv k Kvb Mj, KZ~nj njv| wRm Kijvg
h, evev, gbi evwo Kv_vq evbvj?
m GKMvj nm ejjv, iRx, nvqvBU nvDRUv Avgvi Lye cQ`,
nvqvBU nvDRKB Avwg Avgvi gbi evwo KiwQ| A_vr AvgwiKvi
cwmWUi evmfebK m Zvi gbi evwo evwbqQ|
Avcwb hZw`b bv aviYv KiZ cviQb ZZw`b gbi evwo
AvMi gZvB _vKzK| hLbB aviYv Avmeevwo e`j djeb|
ck : K) gwWUkb Kivi mgq gbi evwoZ wMq nuU eovbvi mgq
cvqB cvqi wbP gvwU LuyR cvB bv| gb nq AZj Wye hvwQG
Aevq Kx Kiev?
L) gwWUkbi mgq hv fvwe bv Zv-B `wL| hgb, Avwg fvewQ
b`xZ muvZvi KvUwQ ev Sbvi cvwbZ bgwQ, Gici Avwg Avi cvwb
_K DVZ cvwi bv| Wye hZ _vwK|
M) Avgvi gbi evwo GKUv xci ga evwbqwQjvg| KqKw`b
hver mLvb MjB gb nQ xc cvwb DV GKUv Ask Wye hvQ|
N) Mvwoi `iRv LyjwQ, wK evi evi `iRv e nq hvq| Avwg
MvwoZ DVZ cvwi bv| Aekl nuU gbi evwoZ hvB|
O) Avgvi gbi evwoK wKQyZB eo KiZ cvwi bv| hZeviB eo
Kwi ZZeviB QvU nq hvQ| XyKZ MUi mvgb GKUz Rvj nq
_vK, cwivi KiZ cviwQ bv| GUv wbq Lye Ubkb AvwQ| GUv wK
Avgvi gbi msKxYZv, bv Ab wKQy? GUv wK Kvbv mgmv mw Kie
Avgvi gwWUkb?
P) Avwg wbqwgZ gwWUkb i KiwQ| mgmv njv gbi evwoi
Avkcvki cwimi Achv gb nQ| gbi evwoi GKUv Ask LyeB
A, AKvi, `iRv-Rvbvjv wKQyB bB| Pv KiI Gi mgvavb
KiZ cvwi wb| Kxfve my`i cvYe GKUv gbi evwo cZ cvwi?
88

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avcwb Avmj AePZbfve gbi Mfxi hZ PvBQb bv|


Avcbvi fZii Kvbv bwZevPK wPv ev bwZevPK mv Avcbvi
Mfxi hvIqvi c_ evavi mw KiQ, mUvi cKvk NUQ Gfve|
GUv KvUvbvi Dcvq nQ wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kiv Ges AUvmvRkb
`qv h, Avwg Gevi gwWUkb hvev, Mfxi GKvMZvi mv_ gwWUkb
Kiev| cwZwU wRwbm Avwg hfve PvBev mfveB NUe| mPZbfve
hv PvB, AePZb iI ZviB cwZdjb Avwg `LZ cvev| Avgvi
gbi evwo my`i _vKe, cwiQb I AvjvwKZ _vKe, Avgvi xc cvwbi
Ici _vKe, BQ Kiv gv Mvwoi `iRv Lyj hve| Avwg Lye
PgrKvifve hZ cviev, _vKZ cviev Ges mg mv wbq Avwg
Avgvi gbi evwoi Avb`K DcfvM KiZ cviev| mB mv_ gbi
wel I gbi evN `~i Kivi gwWUkbjv wKQyw`b PPv Kij Avcwb
DcKZ neb|
ck : hLb Mfxi jfj hvB ZLb kixi SuvwK Lvq Kb?
Di : Avmj SuvwK LvIqvi A_I GKB| Avcwb Mfxi i hZ
PvQb; wK AePZb fq ev Ab Kvbv bwZevPK AveM KvR
KiQ| G Avjdv kb gbi wel ev gbi evN `~i Kivi
gwWUkbjv wKQyw`b PPv Kij G evav `~i nq hve|
ck : gbi evwoZ cuQvbvi ci Avgvi gbi evwoi fZi XyKZ
BQv Ki bv| Avkcvk, evMvb, Rj Nyi eovZ Avi mLvbB
cKwZi gvS avb ev gbQwe `LZ BQv Ki| G Kx KiYxq?
Di : evwo-Ni hw` fvjv bv jvM Rvi Kivi `iKvi bB| RjB
wVK AvQ| So AvmyK, ew AvmyK, Kx Amyweav? ewZ wfReb, iv`
cyoeb| Rj hw` gkv-Ukv _vK Kvgo Lveb| hZw`b ch XyKZ
BQv bv nq XzKeb bv| hLb BQv Kie ZLb XyKeb|
ck : iv gwWUkb Kij gbi evwoZ wMq w`b bv ivZ gb Kiev,
wVK KiZ cvwi bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

89

Di : gbi evwoZ memgq ivZ, memgq w`b| Avcbvi hUv fvjv


jvM mUv gb Kieb| hw` ivZ nq evwZ Rvwjq beb| gbi
evwoZ Zv Avi jvWkwWs bB|
ck : gbi evwoi igwUZ Gwm _vKe bv Rvbvjv Lvjv _vKe?
Di : hw` Kvbv Vvv cwiek nq Ges m Vvv hw` Avcbvi Rb
mnbxq nq Zvnj Avcwb Rvbvjv Lvjv ivLZ cvib| Avi hw` Lye
Mig RvqMvZ nq Zvnj mLvb Gwm jvMvbv fvjv| A_vr Gwm
_vKe bv Lvjv Rvbvjv _vKe mUv wbfi KiQ Avcwb Kgb Abyfe
KiQb Zvi Ici|
ck : cZK wRwbmB my`i nj Zvi cwZ Avjv`v AvKlY _vK| Avgvi
gbi evwoi me wKQy my`i wK Avwg A_vr bvqK hw` wdwRKwj Kvjv
I kixii Mob my`i bv nq Zvnj mLvb Avb`Uv ev m`h cyivcywi
DcfvM KiZ cvwi bv| GRb Kx Kiev?
Di : ILvb wMq wbRK my`i mycyil wnme Kbv Kieb ZvnjB
njv| Avi Kvjv njB wK Amy`i nq? Kvjv wK mv`vi PqI
my`i nZ cvi| Avevi aeae dmv wK Kvbv m`h bB
Zv-I nZ cvi| myZivs Kvjv ejB wbRK Amy`i gb Kivi
Kvbv KviY bB|
ck : gbi evwo wMq Ckii KvQ cv_bv Kiv hvq bv? hgb, n
gjgq Cki Zzwg AvgvK iv Ki|
Di : CkiK WvKvi Rb, fMevbK WvKvi Rb, Avj-vnK WvKvi
Rb gbi evwoi Pq fvjv RvqMv Avi Kv_vI bvB| gbi evwoZ
Avcwb hfve Pvb mfve Ckii KvQ cv_bv KiZ cvib| PvBj
GKUv MxRv Zwi Ki djyb| gw`i Zwi Ki djyb| A_ev bvgvRi
Rb GKUv K Zwi Kib| Avcwb hfve myweav eva Kib
mfveB KiZ cvib|
90

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AejvKb
ck : gbi evwoZ Mj wKQyB `LZ cvwi bv| me AKvi gb nq|
ZviciI gbQwe ev AUvmvRkb w`wQ| Avj-vni Akl ingZ Zv
eve nQ| wK Avwg Kb mewKQy cwivi `LZ cvB bv?
Di : Avmj cwivi `LZ cjb wK cjb bv ZvZ Kx Avm hvq?
Avcbvi gbQwe hw` eve nq hvq, AUvmvRkb eve nq hvq mUvB
h_| `Lj fvjv, wK bv `LjI Kvbv Amyweav bB hw` Avcbvi
KvR nq hvq| KviY djvdj iZc~Y| Avcwb Lye my`i `Ljb wK
eve njv bv| A_vr djvdj bB, ay `Lv njv| Zvi Pq Avcwb
`Ljb bv wK evevwqZ njv GUv AbK fvjv Ges GUvB iZc~Y|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq hLb Kvbv Pnviv A_ev Kvbv jLv ev
Kvbv wKQz Avgv`i PvLi mvgb cwivi nQ bvZLb ZvZ Kx
eySev? nqZv Avwg cvYcY PvwQ cwivi nvK|
Di : cvYcY PvIqvi Kvbv `iKvi bB| cwivi nj fvjv, bv nj
Aviv fvjv| KviY cvYcY A_vr Rvi Ki Qwe `Lvi Pv KijB
gv_ve_v Kie| Avmj Avgiv G AbKB wev nq hvB|
Avgiv fvwe AviKRb KZ my`i `LQ, Avwg wKQy `LZ cvwQ bv|
A_ev AgyK mw`b Kvm Kijv, GLbB `LZ cvQ, Avwg GZ eQi
ciI `LZ cvwQ bv| Avgvi eva nq gwWUkb nQ bv|
Avmj AejvKb gvb wK ay `Lv bq| c Bw`qi hKvbv
Bw`qhvM Abyfe Kivi bvg nQ AejvKb| hw` ejv nq h, Avg
AejvKb Kib| Avg `Lj AejvKb njv| PvL e, `Lv nq wb,
Avgi NvY cjb, Zv-I AejvKb njv| NvY cvb wb, Avgi ki
Abyf~wZ Abyfe Kijb, AejvKb nq Mj| ki Abyf~wZ nq wb,
Avg h LqwQjb mB ^v`UvK Abyfe KijI AejvKb nq Mj|
Zv-I hw` bv nq Avg kUv h bjb ZvZI AejvKb nq Mj|
ZvB KvqvUvg Avgiv ewj, `Lj fvjv, bv `Lj Aviv fvjv|
`Lj fvjv KviY `Lvi GKUv Avb` AvQ| GB h evwo, GB h
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

91

NiKx my`i! Avi bv `Lj Aviv fvjv! KviY `LjB Zv GUvK


wVKVvK Ki ivLZ ne| bv `Lj Kvbv Svgjv bB|
ZvB `LvUv AZvekKxq wKQy bq| ay fveebGB h Avgvi gbi
evwo| GB Zv cvwLUv Do Mj| Avnv! Kx my`i dzj, Kx my`i M|
fvebvi mv_ mv_ gbUv ckv nq DVe, eb Avjdv jfj Pj
hve| Avmj gwWUkb Kiv ev gwWUwUf jfj hvIqv Lye mnR|
ck : Avgvi AejvKb Kivi gZv GKeviB Kg| Avwg G evcvi
Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : wfRyqvjvBRkb gZv ev AejvKb kw evovbvi Rb wKQy
PPv KiZ cvib| gvK Avcbvi mvgb emvb| fvjv Ki gvi gyLi
w`K ZvwKq `Lyb, Zvici PvL e Ki Zvi Pnviv AejvKb Kivi
Pv Kib| Avevi ZvwKq `Lyb, Avevi PvL e Ki `Lyb| gv-I
Lywk neb h, Avcwb Zvi w`K gbvhvM w`Qb, Avevi Avcbvi
AejvKb gZvI evoe| A_vr Avcbvi wcq gyL hwU, mwUK c_g
AejvKb Kivi Pv Kib| mvgbv-mvgwb bv cj Qwe w`qI PPv
KiZ cvib| hv`i AejvKb bq, Abyfe kw hv`i GKUz Kg
Zviv GB PPvi gvag wbRi Abyfe kwK Lye PgrKvifve evwoq
wbZ cvib| wKQyw`b PPvi ci `Leb, PvL e Ki hv fveZ
PvQb mUvB Avcwb fveZ cviQb|
ck : Avwg mevBK AejvKb KiZ cvwi| wK wbRK AejvKb
KiZ cvwi bv| Gi KviYUv ejj DcKZ nev|
Di : Avmj Avgiv Avgv`i wbR`iK mePq Kg `wL| evwK
mevBK Zv memgq `LwQ| wbRK Zv Avqbvq Qvov `LZ cvwQ
bv| G KviY wbRK `Lv Lye KwVb| wbRK `LZ PvBj Avqbvi
mvgb `uvwoq _vKzb| Pvicvk Avqbv ivLyb, hw`K ZvKveb wbRK
`Leb| `Leb wbRK AejvKb Kiv Lye mnR nq MQ|
ck : Avwg `yB gvm gbi evwo `LZvg| GLb Lye Svcmv `wL|
92

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avmj AwiZvUv eo MQ| hLbB GiKg ne 40 w`b wkw_j


cwqvq wkw_jvqb Kieb| hLbB gb ne h, gwWUwUf jfj
AvMi gZv nQ bv, Kgb hb Awi jvMQ, A_ev gwWUkb
emQb, AvM nZv GLb Svcmv nq hvQ ZLb 40 w`b Avevi
wkw_jvqb Kieb| Avevi jfjUv PgrKvi nq hve| GQvov jvgv
KvqvUvqb AvQ| hv`iB myhvM _vKe Zv`i jvgv KvqvUvqb Ask
bqv DwPZ| gbi AwiZv Kg hve| ckvw evoe| gbi evwo
Avevi ne|

wkw_jvqb
ck : AvZ Dbqbi Rb wbqwgZ Kvb gwWUkb Kiv DwPZ?
Di : AvZ Dbqbi Rb wbqwgZ wkw_j cwqvq wkw_jvqb Kieb|
wkw_jvqb KvmU ev wmwW b^ii w`K w`qI c_g, DcKvwiZvi w`K
w`qI c_g|
Avmj Avcwb h aviviB gwWUkb Kib bv Kbmywdavivi nvK,
mbvZb agi nvK, e agi nvK A_ev agwbic nvKwkw_jvqb
nQ mKj gwWUkbi gv| Avgiv ewj wkw_jvqb nQ 1, evwK
gwWUkbjv nQ 0| 1 Gi Wvbcvk Avcwb hZ k~b hvM KiZ
_vKeb ZZ msLvi g~j evoZ _vKe| wK 1 Gi AbycwwZZ
hZwj k~bB _vKzK bv Kb meB g~jnxb| wVKgZv wkw_j nZ bv
cvij gwWUkbi evwK UKwbKjv KvbvUvB KvR Kie bv| ZvB
wbqwgZ wkwLjvqb PPv AZ iZc~Y|
ck : wkw_jvqb Kxfve Kiev?
Di : wbR wbR wkw_jvqb PPvi Rb Avcwb KvqvUvg IqemvBU
_K wkw_jvqbi (wkw_j cwqv) AwWI dvBj WvDbjvW Ki wbZ
cvib| Avcwb ay PvL e Ki mLvb hv hv ejv nq Zv Ki MjB
ne| ZviciI Avcbvi Abykxjbi myweavi Rb Avgiv avc avc
wkw_jvqbi chvqjv AvjvPbv KiwQ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

93

nvjKvfve PvL e Kib| I Pnviv KzuPKveb bv| PvLi `yB


cvZvK axi axi GKmv_ jM hZ w`b| PvL e Kivi mv_
mv_B Avcwb Kvbv wKQy `Lv _K weiZ _vKQb Ges mePq mwq
Bw`q PvLK wekvg `qvq Kvbv wKQy `L DwRZ ev wPvM nIqv
_K invB cvQb|
Gevi bvK w`q j^v `g wbb| Av Av gyL w`q `g Qvob| `g
beb wekl cwZZ| eyK dzwjq bq, `g bqvi mv_ axi axi
Avcbvi cUi DcwifvM dzje| Avevi `g Qvovi mgq cUi
DcwifvM Pzcm hve| `g bqv I Qvovi mgq axi axi cUi Icii
Ask IVvbvgv Kie| GK, `yB, wZb, Gfve Y Y Qq _K 10 evi
`g wbb| `g bqvi Pq `g QvoZ mvgvb ewk mgq wbb| `g wbZ
wbZ fveyb, cKwZ _K Adzi cvYkw Avgvi `n cek KiQ|
Avi `g QvoZ QvoZ fveyb kixii mKj `~wlZ c`v_ evZvmi mv_
ewiq hvQ| Gfve Qq _K 10 evi `g bqvi ci `g ^vfvweK
nZ w`b| A_vr `g bvK w`q wbq bvK w`qB QvoZ _vKzb|
Avcbvi PvL eB AvQ| GK gyn~Z gbi PvL bRi eywjq hvb,
gv_vi Zvjy _K cvqi cvZvq| Gevi c_g 10 mK gbvhvM
K`xf~Z Kib gv_vi Zvjyi cwkjvZ| Avcwb gbvhvM `qvi mv_
mv_ Abyfe Kieb mLvb i PjvPj evoQ| mLvb GKUz Mig
Mig jvMQ ev GKUz wkiwki KiQ| Gici Abyfe Kieb, Zvjyi cwk
wkw_j nq AvmQ| fvix nq hvQ|
GKBfve Avcwb chvqg Kcvj, PvL I PvLi cvZv, VuvU I
wRnv, Pvqvj, gyLgj, Mjv, Nvo, Kuva, Wvb nvZ, evg nvZ, eyK, wcV,
gi`, cU, Kvgi, wbZ^, Ei, nuvUz, cv, Mvovwj I cvqi cvZvq
gbvhvM K`xf~Z Kib| ewYZ cwZwU A 5 _K 10 mK Ki
gbvhvM w`b| gbi PvL w`q wbw` A AejvKb Kib|
AejvKbi mv_ mv_ Abyfe Kieb cwZwU A i PjvPj eo
hvQ| cwk wkw_j nq fvix nq AvmQ| (Abykxjb ii AvM Kvb
Ai ci Kvb A gbvhvM K`xf~Z Kieb Zv KqKevi co
gyL Ki djyb| Zvnj Abykxjbi mgq Kvbv Amyweav ne bv)
Avcwb hLb gv_v _K gbvhvM K`xf~Z Ki cvqi cvZv ch
bvgZ _vKeb, ZLb Abyfe Kib h, eidMjv cvwb hgb eidi Mv
94

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

eq wbPi w`K bvg, Zgwb wkw_jZv mvZi gZv Avcbvi Mv eq


gv_v _K cvqi w`K bg hvQ|
fveyb Avcbvi A wkw_j I wbvY nq AvmQ| Gevi Avevi cuvP
evi bvK w`q axi axi `g wbq ek mgq wbq axi axi bvK w`q
`g Qvob| `g bqvi Pq Qvovi Rb mgq GKUz ewk wbb| Gici
kvm-ckvm ^vfvweK nZ w`b|
Gevi gbvhvM K`xf~Z Kib `gi Ici| evZvm Kxfve bvK
w`q XyKQ Zv Abyfe I gbi PvL AejvKb Kib| Abyfe I
AejvKb Kib evZvm Kxfve dzmdzmi cwZwU Kvl cek Ki
Avevi ewiq AvmQ| `gi Avmv-hvIqvi Ici Avcbvi gbvhvM
w`b| evZvm ^vfvweK hvIqv-Avmv Kie, Avcwb ay `gi cwZ Lqvj
ivLyb| (GK _K `yB wgwbU Avcwb `g AejvKb Kib) Gici Abyfe
Kib Avcbvi kixi fvix jvMZ i KiQ|
Avcwb Gevi mPZb nvb gvavKlY kw mK| Kxfve
gvavKlY kw Avcbvi kixiK wbPi w`K UvbQ Zv Abyfe Kib|
wbRi IRb Abyfe Kib| Abyfe Kib gv_vi IRb| Kuva eyK wbZ^
nvZ cvqi IRb eo MQ Zv Lqvj Kib| Abyfe Kib Zv fvix
nZ nZ Ro c`v_ cwiYZ nQ| Abyfe Kib `ni Re Kvljv
Avi Re Kvl bB, cwiYZ nqQ evjyKYvq|
Abyfe Kib Avcbvi mviv `n GLb evjyKYvq cwiYZ nqQ|
Gevi Abyfe I AejvKb Kib Avcbvi kixii cwZwU A _K
evjyKYvjv Si coZ i KiQ| AvOyj nvZ cv eyK cU Eime
evjyi gZv Si Si co hvQ| Avcwb cwiYZ nQb GK evjyi
~c| hZ fve me Kbv Kib h, Avcbvi cyiv kixi m~
evjyKYvi ~c icvwiZ nq gSZ co AvQ|
Avcwb GLb m~ evjyKYvi ~c| GLb Avcwb Abyfe Kib Di w`K
_K Vvv evZvm AvmQ| evZvmi eM Av Av evoQ| evZvm
Soi ic wbQ Avi Avcbvi kixii Aewkvsk wnme h
evjyKYvjv iqQ So Zv Dwoq wbq Pviw`K Qwoq w`Q| Avcbvi
kixi ejZ Avi wKQyB bB| Avcbvi ejZ GLb iqQ ay Avcbvi
PZbv, Avcbvi gb|
Avcwb GLb cwic~Yic wkw_j| wkw_jvqbi Mfxi i cuQ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

95

MQb Avcwb| Avcbvi eb wdKvqw weUv i _K bg MQ


Avjdvq| gbi evwoi c_ GLb Avcwb Avjdv kb Gm
cuQQb| GB kb Avcbvi Rb iqQ wekl IqwUs ig|
Gevi gb gb ejyb, Avjdv kb _K GLb Avwg Aviv Mfxi
gbi evwoZ cek KiZ hvwQ| Avwg hZY gbi evwoZ _vKev,
ZZY evBii hKvbv AcqvRbxq k Avgvi gbvhvM Aviv Mfxi
ne| Ze Avb, f~wgK ev Kvbv wecbK ev Riwi cwiwwZ mw
nj Avwg hZ Mfxi jfjB _vwK bv Kb, gyn~Z cyivcywi RM
DVev Ges cwiwwZ gvKvejvq `Z KvhKi eev MnY Kiev|
Avjdv kb _K gbi evwoZ ceki Rb Gevi wekl
KvDU WvDb i Kib| 19 _K 0 MYbvi ci Avcwb Avjvi c_
w`q cuQ hveb gbi evwoZ| 19 DPviYi mv_ mv_ Avcwb
Kbvq AejvKb Kib kxZj bxj w Avjv ewlZ nQ Avcbvi
Ici| Avjvq Avcwb AeMvnb KiQb| Avjvi GK `xN c_ iwPZ
nqQ Avcbvi Rb| Avi m c_ cuQ MQ gbi Mfxi i|
Avcwb 18, 17, 16, 15, 14, 13, 12, 11 DPviY Kib| Gevi
gb gb ejyb, Avjvi c_ w`q Avwg cuQ hvwQ gbi Mfxi _K
Mfxi| Avevi 10, 9, 8, 7, 6| gb gb ejyb, Mfxi _K Mfxi
cuQ hvwQ Avwg| 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0 DPviY Kib| gb gb ejyb,
Avwg cuQ MwQ gbi evwoZ| Abyfe Kib GK Abvwej ckvw|
gbi evwoZ cuQvi ci Avcwb c_g cvwicvwkK cvKwZK `kvewj
DcfvM Kib| dzji myevm, cvZvi is, cvwLi KjZvb, Sbvi k ev
mgy`i Zi, AvKvk gNi fjv, hv hv `LZ cvb me LyuwUq LywuUq
`Lyb, k Kib, Abyfe Kib|
Gevi gbi evwoi `ievi Avivg Ki emyb| (c_gevi gwWUkb
Kivi mgq Avjdv kb I gbi evwo evbveb)
gbi evwo PZbvi GK kwkvjx i| G i cuQvi mv_ mv_
gb `ni cwZiv I wbivgq eevK ^qswqfve ivMgywi KvR
wbqvwRZ Ki| G i gb hKvbv KjvYgyLx cwiKbv evevqb
ebK cyivcywi KvR jvMvZ cvi| gbi evwoZ Avcbvi hKvbv
AUvmvRkb gw mnRB MnY Ki|
96

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Gevi fwelZi Kvhgi Rb wbRK cZ Kib| gb gb


ejyb, fwelZ wkw_jvqbi Dk hLbB Avwg PvL e Ki
Avivg! Avivg! Avivg! DPviY Kiev ZLbB Avgvi `n-gbi mKj
AcqvRbxq ZrciZv e nq hve Ges Avwg cwic~Y wkw_j nq
hvev| hLbB Gici 19 _K 0 MYbv Kiev ZLbB gbi evwoZ
cuQ hvev|
Gici gbK AviI wKQy BwZevPK AUvmvRkb w`Z cvib|
hgbgb gb ejZ cvib, GLb _K Avgvi wZkw evoe|
AvZwekvm I mvnm evoe| Avgvi gbvhvM evoe| Avgvi kixi I gb
memgq my _vKe| Ag~jK fqfxwZ I bwZevPK wPv ev bwZevPK
K_vi cfve I cwZwqv _K Avgvi gb I gw cyivcywi gy _vKe|
BwZevPK wPv Avgvi Rb KjvY eq Avbe| Avwg hv PvB BwZevPK
wPv w`q Zv cvev| cwZw`b Avwg mew`K w`q fvjv nwQ, jvfevb
nwQ, mdj nwQ|
AUvmvRkbi Avcwb Avcbvi gbv`wnK ev cvwicvwkK
cqvRb Abymvi hKvbv BwZevPK K_v mshvRb KiZ cvib|
cQ`mB AUvmvRkb wbgvY Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb
eB-Gi mvnvh wbZ cvib| Avcbvi DPvwiZ cwZwU AiB GLb
kwZ cwiYZ ne|
Gici Avcwb mgq wbq gbQwe ev Abvb hv Kivi cqvRb Zv
KiZ cvib| Gici ek KqKevi gb gb ejyb, my `n ckv gb
Kge myLx Rxeb|
Gevi RM IVvi cvjv| AvcbvK GLb gbi evwo _K eve
wdi AvmZ ne| c_g j^v `g wbb| gb gb ev AvIqvR Ki ejyb,
0 _K 7 Y Avwg PvL gj ZvKvev, Avwg cyivcywi RM DVev,
c~Y mPZb Aevq kvixwiK I gvbwmKfve cyivcywi mRxe Drdzj- I
ZiZvRv Abyfe Kiev|
Gevi MYbv i Kib| 0, 1| Abyfe Kib Do hvIqv
evjyKYvjv Pvicvk _K Gm Avcbvi kixi MVb KiQ| 2, 3| j^v
`g wbb| Abyfe Kib evjyKYvjv cvYe ReKvl cwiYZ nqQ|
4, 5| Avevi j^v `g wbb| gb gb ejyb, 7 Y Avwg PvL gj
ZvKvev, Avwg cyivcywi RM DVev, c~Y mPZb Aevq kvixwiK I
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
7-

97

gvbwmKfve cyivcywi mRxe Drdzj- I ZiZvRv Abyfe Kiev| 6, 7|


Gevi PvL gjyb| gv_v I Nvo bvob| cv Uvb Uvb Kib| nvZ bvob|
Av Av DV emyb ev `uvovb| Rvi ejyb, ek fvjv jvMQ| ek
ek fvjv jvMQ|
wbqwgZ wkw_jvqb Kij Avcbvi kixi gb Avcbvi msKZi mv_
m nq ^Zt~Z mvov `e (Condition reflex response)|
GKmgq `Leb wkw_j nIqvi Rb GZ j^v wbqg cvjb Kivi
cqvRbB nQ bv| ay PvL e Ki KqKevi j^v `g wbq Ges 1/2
wgwbU `g AejvKb Ki Avivg Avivg Avivg DPviYi mv_ mv_
Avcbvi `n-gbi mKj AcqvRbxq ZrciZv e nq hve, Avcwb
cwic~Yic wkw_j nq hveb Ges 19 _K 0 MYbvi mv_ mv_ gbi
Mfxi i gbi evwoZ cuQ hveb| Ze hZY ch kixi-gb
Avcbvi msKZi mv_ m bv nQ ZZY ah ai cwZwU avc
AbymiY Ki wkw_jvqb Ki hvb|
wkw_jvqb i Kivi Rb wbqwgZ w`b `yB evi Ki 40 w`b PPvi
Kgm~wP wbb| KviY gwWUkb jfj cuQZ cvijB Gi cieZx
m~jv KvhKixfve cqvM KiZ cvieb|
wevwiZ wbixvq `Lv MQ, wbR wbR GB cwqv Aej^b Ki
hKvbv eqmi GKRb wkw_jvqb KiZ cvib| KD 10/15 w`bi
gaB wkw_jvqb i Ki djZ cvib, Kviv nqZv ev wbR wbR
i KiZ wbqwgZ 2/3 gvm PPvi cqvRb nZ cvi|
ck : wkw_jvqb KvmU myii fyeb nvwiq hvevi mgq Kx Kbv
Kiev?
Di : Lye my`i ck| hLb myi evRZ _vKe Avcwb fveyb Avcwb
GKUv cRvcwZ| PgrKvi evMvb GK dzj _K AviK dzj Do
eovQb| A_vr hv Kbv KiZ Avcbvi fvjv jvM Zv-B Kbv
Kieb|
ck : wkw_jvqb KiZ wMq Zv ay Nygfve Qvov Avi Kvbv Abyf~wZ
cjvg bv| Ze wK Avjdv jfj cuQvbv me bv?
98

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GKevi gwWUkb Ki Zv Avi gwWUkb evSv me bq|


Kvm Ki wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kiv Avi Kvm bv Ki gvS gvS
gwWUkb Kivi ga cv_K GLvb| Nygfve Avi gwWUkbi ga
cv_K eySeb hLb Avcwb Pvi w`bi Kvm Ki gwWUkb `Zv
ARb Kieb A_ev `xN w`b Abykxjb Ki gwWUkb Avq Kieb|
ck : GK gvm ev 40 w`b wkw_jvqb GKUvbv KiZ wMq gb nwQjv
gbi mv_ kixiI GZv wkw_j nq hvQ h, mewKQyZB wSgywbfve|
G _K gyw cvev Kxfve?
Di : wkw_jvqb gvbylK Pvv Ki, Zvi ga KLbv Mv-Qvov fve Gb
`q bv| Mv-Qvov fve GjB eySZ ne h, Avcwb kvixwiKfve `yej|
Ges GB `yejZv `~i Kivi Rb AvcbvK cywKi Lvevi LZ ne,
evqvg KiZ ne|
ck : Avwg hLb gwWUkb Lye gM nB, Avcbvi mv_ ing ejq
cv_bv Kwi, ZLb Lye fvjv jvM wK gwWUkb kl nj Lye gv_v
Nvivq Ges Nv `yqK Lye `yej jvM, wK Lye kvw jvM| `yejZv
hve Kxfve?
Di : Gi KviY nQ kvixwiK `yejZv| gwWUkbi Mfxi jfj
hZI wK kwi cqvRb nq| ZvB kvixwiKfve `yej _vKj Mfxi
jfj hvIqvi ci wKQyY `yej jvM| Gi Rb wfUvwgb LZ ne|
kvKmewR I dj LZ ne| h FZzZ h kvKmewR I dj ewk
cvIqv hvq mB kvKmewR I dj ewk Ki Lveb|

AUvmvRkb
ck : AUvmvRkb ev cZqb Kx? Kxfve GwU KvR Ki?
Di : AUvmvRkb nQ BwZevPK ki mwjb MwVZ evKgvjv|
k ev K_v GK cP kw| agxq gZ mwi i nQ k| Bmjvg ag
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

99

Abymvi Avj-vn Zvqvjv mw KiZ PvBjb| wZwb ejjb, Kzb&nI,


nq Mj| mbvZb ag Abymviev mw KiZ BQyK njb| wZwb
IsKvi awb w`jb, GB wekev mw nq Mj| mw mK wevbi
mekl gZev` nQ mwi iZ GKwU weMevs ev gnvweviY
NUwQjv| GB weviYI wK k| Zvnj Avgiv `LwQ ag I
wevb`yB AbymviB mwi iZ iqQ k|
Avevi, mwi Mfxi Kx? ei Mfxi Kx? cvYi Mfxi Kx? eK
fvOZ i Kij kl ch Avcwb cveb wewfb cigvYy| Avcbvi `n
h Kvlwj w`q MwVZ m Kvli K` AvQ wWGbG AYy| GB
wWGbG AYyK fvOjI Avcwb cveb Kveb, bvBUvRb, nvBWvRb,
AwRbi cigvYy| cigvYyi fZi XyKj Avcwb cveb wewfb mveGUwgK cvwUKj| KvqvUvg gKvwb ej GB cvwUKjjv GbvwR
A_vr kwic _vKZ cvi, Avevi cvwUKjicI _vKZ cvi|
hKvbv gynyZ cvwUKj _K GbvwR Avevi GbvwR _K cvwUKj
cwiYZ nZ cvi| GB cvwUKj Ges GbvwRi h gaeZx Aev ZvK
ejv nq KvqvUv| Quantitative bundle of energy, GKUv ZiQ
ev `bQ| hgb, Avgiv k wb Kxfve? GKUv Zi mw nq,
mB ZiUv Kvb Gm AvNvZ Ki, dj Avgiv k wb| A_vr Avgiv
`LwQei Mfxi k, cvYi Mfxi k|
Avevi mwi kl Kx? ag ej mwi kl iqQ Bmivwdji wkOvi
sKvi| wKiKg k ne evSvB hvQ| wevb ej GKUv weM v
ne, mewKQy am hve| am Mj Kx ne? k| Zvnj Avgiv `LwQ
mwi iZ k, ei Mfxi k, cvYi Mfxi k, mwi klI
k| GB Rb k GZ kwkvjx|
Avmj k ay eveZvi weeiY `q bv eveZv mwI Ki| k
Kxfve eveZv mw Ki? Qv D`vniY `B| Avcwb KqKevi ZuZzj,
ZuZzj, ZuZzj k DPviY Kib| wKQyYi gaB `Leb gyL jvjv
Pj GmQ| Avcwb ZuZzj `LbI wb| gyLI `b wb| ay ZuZzj k
DPviY KiQb gv| gyLi jvjv wK e| A_vr k ay ei weeiY
`q bv e mw Kivi gZvI ivL|
AUvmvRkb I cZqb Avgiv ki GB BwZevPK gZvK
wbR`i KjvY eenvi Kwi| cZqbK wevbxiv ejQb ew
100

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

BgR cwieZbi cZ I wbqwZ cwZ| gbvwevbxiv Zv`i


MelYvq `LQb, mvdji Abyf~wZ wbq Avgiv mdjfve KvR KiZ
wkwL| Avgv`i AZxZ mvdji wZ eZgvb cvcU AvZwekvm
hvMvq, dj Avgiv mdjfve KvR KiZ cvwi|
K_v DVZ cvi, h gvbylwU AZxZ ay e_Zvi AwfZvB mq
KiQ m mvdji Abyf~wZ Avbe Kxfve? Dcvq AekB AvQ|
wKwbKvj mvBKvjwRiv MelYv Ki cgvY Ki `wLqQb h,
Avgv`i bvfvm wmg Kbv Ges eveZvi ga ZdvZ KiZ cvi
bv| eve NUbvq h eb Iqf mw nq, KvwbK NUbvi I mB
GKB eb Iqf mw nq|
wPv Kib Avcwb hLb wmbgv `LZ hvb ZLb Kx Kib? nqZv
`ok UvKv w`q wUKU KU wmbgv nj XyKQb| ILvb wMq
bvwqKvi `ytL `L Ku` eyK fvmvQb| bvwqKv wK GB `ytLi Awfbq
Ki j j UvKv DcvRb KiQ| H Kvbvi Awfbq KiZ wMq h
Zvi KZ wM-mvwib LiP nqQ, m LeiI Avcbvi Rvbv bB| m
wM-mvwib PvL w`q Ku` cqmv DcvRb Kijv Avi Avcwb wM-mvwib
Qvov cqmv w`q Ku` Gjb| Avcwb Zv Rvbb h, Avcwb Awfbq
`LZ wMqQb| ZviciI Avcwb Kuv`Qb Kb? KviY Avcbvi bvfvm
wmg GUvK Awfbq gb KiQ bv, m GUvKB eve gb KiQ|
Avgv`i bvfvm wmgi GB ewk nQ wbRK mvdji c_
cwiPvwjZ Kivi eo A| eve mvdji AwfZv bv _vKjI Kbvq
Mfxi cZq wbq wbRK mdj ej fvej, gyL evi evi mvdji
K_v ejj, axi axi Avcbvi ga mvdji Abyf~wZ Zwi ne| GB
mvdji Abyf~wZ eve mvdjK AvKlY Kie| BwZevPK K_vi
AwbwnZ kw GLvbB|
ck : ejv nq Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb| GUv Kxfve
me? wKQy K_v, wKQy k, wKQy evK Kxfve Rxeb GZ eo cwieZb
AvbZ cvi?
Di : AUvmvRkb QvU QvU K_v, k evi evi DPvwiZ nq mw nq
wekvm I kwi GK A AbyiYb hv e`j `q mewKQy| Zwi Ki bZzb
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

101

eveZv| evi evi DPvwiZ BwZevPK k ev K_vi cfve mK


mvaKiv mPZb wQjb Avw`Kvj _KB| cwZwU agB BwZevPK K_v ev
evYxK wekl iZ `qv nqQ| bexRx (m) ejQb, Kviv mv_ `Lv
nj mvjvg wewbgqi ci Kzkj wRm Kij eje, kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, ek fvjv AvwQ| Kb ejwQjb, ejj Kx ne, bv
ejj Kx wZ, Gme Avgiv nvRvi eQi aiI evwbKfve eywS wb|
wek kZKi iZ gbvwevbxiv GB fvjv AvwQ ejvi iZ
eySZ i Kijb| divmx gbvwevbx Wv. Gwgj Kvq eve MelYvq
`Ljbfvjv K_v evi evi ejj fvjv wRwbmjvB Zvi w`K AvK
nq| m fvjv nZ _vK| wZwb Zvi wKwbK ivMgywi Rb cqvM
Kijb AUvmvRkb| 1910 _K 1926 mvj ch gvBMb, gv_ve_v,
evZe_v, GRgv, cvivjvBwmm, ZvZjvwg, wUDgvi, MvwK, Avjmvi,
Awb`v _K nvRvi nvRvi gvbylK fvjv KiQb GB AUvmvRkb
cqvM Ki| Zvi GB wbivgq cwqvq ivMxK wKQyw`b mKvj I
weKj GKvM gbvhvM w`q 20 evi ejZ nZv W evB W Bb Gfwi
Iq AvB Gg MwUs eUvi G eUvi| em, ivM DavI|
evsjv`k dwjZ gbvwevbi cw_KZ cdmi Gg BD Avng`
wbRi Ici GB AUvmvRkb c_g cqvM Kib 1934 mvj|
cvivUvBdqW Avv nq Pvi gvm XvKvi wgUdvW nvmcvZvj _vKvi
ci Wvviiv Zvi euvPvi Avkv ev` w`q ZvK evwo wbq hZ ejb|
ZvK eRiv bKv Ki ewikvj Mvgi evwoZ wbq hvIqv nq|
eywoMvq bKvq DVB wZwb fZi _K euvPvi g cjb| Ai
_KB evi evi ejZ jvMjbAvwg euvPZ PvB! Avwg euvPev! wZwb
my nq DVjb| GKB cwqvq 1973 mvjI 64 eQi eqm
wKwbKvwj WW Aev _K euP IVb wZwb|
cdmi Gg BD Avng` ay wbRi IciB AUvmvRkb cqvM
Kib wb; Zuvi cewZZ gwWwK mvBKv_ivwc cwqvq AUvmvRkb
w`q nvRvi nvRvi ivMx wewfb RwUj evwa _K gyw cqQb
weqKifve| gbv`wnK ivM wbivgq cdmi Gg BD Avng`
AZ mdjfve AUvmvRkb cqvM Kib wZb `kK ai|
^vfvweKfveB Avcbvi gb Aveviv ck RvMe AUvmvRkb A_vr
ay wKQy K_v wKQy k wKQy evK Kxfve Rxeb GZ eo cwieZb AvbZ
102

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cvi| G inmI wevbxiv Av Av DbvPb KiQb| wKwbKvj


mvBKvjwRiv nvRvi nvRvi MelYv Ki `LQb, gvbyli bvfvm
wmg eveZv I Kbvi ga Kvbv ZdvZ KiZ cvi bv| eve
NUbv `Lj h eb Iqf mw nq, mB GKB NUbv Kbv KijI
GKB eb Iqf mw nq| h KviY wmbgvq Avgiv Awfbq `L nvwm
Avevi Kvbvq welv` gb fi IV| Avcwb Rvbb cyivUvB Awfbq|
wK ZviciI DRbv ev welv`i ik KvUvZ mgq jvM| GB m~KB
gbvwevbxiv KvR jvMvQb KLbv AUvmvRkb, KLbv gbQweZ|
bexRxi (m) kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, ek fvjv AvwQ! ejZ ejvi
inm GLvbB| Avcwb w`b 20/30/40 Rbi mv_ `Lv nIqvi ci
hw` GKB K_v ejb, Zvnj 40 evi Avcbvi gw GB fvjv _vKvi
evYx hvQ| evi evi GKB evYx hvIqvi dj gw fvjv _vKvi Zi
Zwi nQ| fvjv _vKvi AvKzwZ evoQ|
wbDivmvqwUiv `xN cixvq `LQb, hLbB gw bZzb Z_
hvq, gw bZzb WbWvBU A_vr GKwU wbDivb _K AviKwU
wbDivb bZzb mshvM c_ Zwi nq| gvMZ GKB Z_ hZ _vKj
gwi KgKvVvgv (Working Structure) e`j hvq| gw ZLb GB
bZzb eveZv mwZ jM hvq|
AUvmvRkb Avcwb Avmj GKB K_v, GKB evYx evi evi ej gb
I gwi wekvj kwfvviK mwq Ki Zvjb| Avcbvi
gbv`wnK cwqv wbRi PvIqvK cvIqvi Rb cZ I hvM Ki
Zvj| cvIqvi gbv`wnK cwqv mb njB PvIqv cwiYZ nq
eveZvq| AwZ `ZB e`j hvq me| gb nq me AjwKK| wbRK
gb nq fvMi eicy|
ck : AUvmvRkbi gvag wK gbvhvM I iYkw evovbv hvq?
Di : AekB AUvmvRkbi gvag gbvhvM I wZkw evovbv
hvq| wZkw evovbvi Rb AUvmvRkb nZ cvi :
G gyn~Z _K Avwg hv `Lev Ges hv bev Zvi mewKQyB
^Zt~ZZvi mv_ cyivcywi gb ivLev| KviY Avgvi gb memgq
mewKQy gb ivL| Avgvi wZ AZ wbLuyZ| hv-B Avwg iY KiZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

103

PvB, Zvi meUvB mv_ mv_ iY KiZ cviev| Avgvi wZ GLb


_K ^Zt~Zfve cyivcywi KvR Kie|
ck : cZqb Ges AUvmvRkbi ga Kvbv cv_K AvQ wK?
Di : AUvmvRkb Avcwb gb gb AvIovjB njv| wekvm Kivi
cqvRb bvB| wK cZqb wekvmi mv_ KiZ ne| aib, Avcwb
wekvm Kib bv h, Avcwb mvnmx| wekvm bv KiB ejQb Avwg mvnmx,
Avwg mvnmx, Avwg mvnmxGUv nQ AUvmvRkb| Avevi hLb wekvm
Ki ejQb h, Avwg mvnmx, Avwg mvnmxGUv nQ cZqb| A_vr
hLb K_v, evK, k ev evYxi mv_ wekvm hvM KiQb ZLb GUv
cZqb nQ|
GK bvMvo hKvbv AUvmvRkb wekvm Kib Avi bv Kib hw`
w`Z _vKb, Avcwb wbRB AevK nq hveb Gi mydj `L|
KvqvUvg GKwU gq AvmZv| ZLb m Kvm bvBb co| GZ fxi
wQjv h, GKUv cvKv `LjI wPrKvi Ki DVZv|
gwWUkb Kivi ci Zvi bvwK cvKv `LjB IUv ai `LZ
BQv Ki, IUvi nvZ Kgb, cv Kgb BZvw`| kl ch ZvK WK
ejjvg, gv Zzwg wK eo nq RyqvjwR nZ PvI? m ejjv, bv|
ejjvg, Zvnj GZ cvKv aivi `iKvi bvB| A_vr GZ fxi GKUv
gqm GZ mvnmx nq MQ|

AUvmvRkb PPv
ck : cqvRb Avwg wK wbR AUvmvRkb ev cZqb Zwi Ki
wbZ cviev?
Di : mvaviYfve gbMov AUvmvRkb bv `qvB fvjv| KviY K_vq
hw` DcKvi nZ cvi Zvnj K_vUv wVKfve bv nj Zv wZi KviYI
nZ cvi|
gbMov AUvmvRkb wKiKg wZKi nZ cvi Zvi GKUv Qv
D`vniY `B| AbK eQi AvM Avgv`i kvwbMi Awdm GK gv
104

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Gjb Zvi QjK wbq| Qji Kvb bvwK fuv-fuv, kuv-kuv k nq|
Avwg ejjvg, GUv Zv kvixwiK mgmv| Avcbvi Zv bvK-Kvb-Mjv
wekli KvQ hvIqv DwPZ|
f`gwnjv ejjb, wbq wMqwQjvg| Iiv mvBwKqvwU `LvZ
ejQ| Avwg Zv-B KiwQ| mvBwKqvwU Avcbvi KvQ wbq AvmZ
ejQb| KviY GUv evwbqQb Avcwb, AvcwbB cvieb wVK KiZ|
QjwUK Avjv`v Ki P^vi wbq Mjvg| wRm Kijvg, evev
evcviUv Kx? AvgvK Lyj ejv|
QjwU NUbv ejjv| Zvi GmGmwm cixvi ci nvZ hLb ek
mgq AvQ, PvBjv Avgv`i gwWUkb Kvm AvmZ| gvK ejjv
ZvK Kvm fwZ Ki w`Z| wK gv-Zv iM Avb| KviY GUv
1993 mvji NUbv| GLb Zv gv-eveviv evPv`iK gwWUkb KiZ
Dy Kib| KviY, GLb wkwZ mevB Rvbb h, gwWUkb KjvYKi
GKUv welq| wK ZLb gwWUkb mK aviYv wQjv bv|
Zviv ejjb, GB eqm gwWUkb! bv bv wKQyZB bv| eis GLb
jvdvjvwd Ki, bvPvbvwP Ki| eyov hLb nwe ZLb gwWUkb Kiwe|
wK Qji Zv AvMn| hLb gv-evevK ivRx KiZ cvijv bv m
Mvcb KvqvUvgi Awdm _K KvmU, eB wbq Mj| evmvq wMq
ig e Ki gwWUkb PPv KiZ jvMjv|
Zvi GKUv mgmv wQjv| m hLb coZ emZv ZLb gb nZv hb
gv_v w`q Mig auvqv ei nQ| GLb GB mgmv `~i Kivi Rb Kx
AUvmvRkb `e m fe cvQ bv| Gi ga GKw`b m wUwfZ GK
gvwRK `LwQjv h, gvwRwkqvb wKQy LvQ Avi `yB Kvb w`q auvqv
eivQ| m-Zv mv_ mv_ AvBwWqv cq Mj| gwWUkb em
AUvmvRkb `qv i KijvAvgvi gv_vi hZ Mig `yB Kvb w`q
auvqv nq ewiq hvQ|
em, Kw`b ci Zvi gv_v Vvv nq Mj| wK Kvb w`q fuv-fuv,
kuv-kuv k i njv| KviY AUvmvRkb Abyhvqx Zvi gv_vi Mig
Kvb w`q auvqv nq eivbvi k wQjv GUv| fq cq hLb gvevevK ejjv, Zviv c_g BGbwU GcvU, Zvici mvBwKqvwU,
mekl Avgvi KvQ wbq Gjb| Avwg eySjvg, mgmvUv Kv_vq?
ZvK mfve mvRkb w`q w`jvg| wVK nq Mj|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

105

Avjxevevi mB M Zv coQbwPwPs duvK ejj `iRv Lyje|


GLb wPwPs duvK bv ej Avcwb hw` Avjy duvK, UgUv duvK ejZ
_vKb, Lyje? Lyje bv| ZvB gbMov AUvmvRkb `eb bv| Rxeb
e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb eBq gvU GK nvRvi PviwU
AUvmvRkb AvQ| mLvb _K Avcbvi cqvRbgZv hKvbv
AUvmvRkb PPv KiZ cvib| cqvRb dvDkb Gm
KvDwji`i civgk wbb|
ZviciI wekl cqvRb AUvmvRkb ev cZqb Zwi KiZ nj
wbv mnR wbqgwj AbymiY KiZ cvib :
o GB cZqb ev AUvmvRkb m~Y Avcbvi ewMZ| ZvB Avwg
ev Avgvi k eenvi Kib|
o cyivcywi BwZevPK nvb| hv Kvgbv Kib ZvB wjLyb|
o AUvmvRkb memgq BwZevPK k eenvi Kib| bwZevPK k
eRb Kib| ivM-evwai Dj-L hZ Kg Kib ZZ fvjv| hgb
Avgvi nvUi AmyL fvjv nq hve bv ej ejeb Avgvi rwc
fvjvfve KvR Kie, Avgvi eg~ fvjv nq hve ev WvqvewUm
fvjv nq hve bv ej ejeb h Avgvi AMvkq ev cvbwqvm
h_vh_fve KvR Kie|
o eZgvb Kvj ev fwelr KvjvcK k eenvi Kieb|
o AZxZi mv_ ev Abi mv_ Zzjbv Kieb bv|
o AUvmvRkb ev cZqb AekB evemZ nZ ne|
o Kvbv mgqmxgv wbaviY Kieb bv| mgqmxgv wZKi nZ cvi,
GZ Ubkb mw nq|
gbvwevbxiv ejQb, Avcbvi AePZb gbi ^qswq mRbkxj
Kgaviv memgqB cwiPvwjZ nq Avcbvi wbavwiZ jK K` Ki|
Avcwb AePZb gbK mywbw` j ARbi `vwqZ w`j AePZb gb
Avcbvi mPZb gbi PqI myPvifve AvcbvK j ARbi c_
wbq hve| Avcwb AePZb gbi ^qswq MvBW wmgi Ici
Abvqvm wbfi KiZ cvib| AePZb gb ej `e Avcwb Kxfve
Avcbvi j cuQeb|
gb wbqYi gvag AvZ Dbqbi g~j m~ nQAvcwb hv nZ
106

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Pvb, Kbvq Zv nvb A_vr miKg fvb Kib Ges Kbvq h iKg
KvR Kieb, eveI Zv-B ne| Ze Avcwb hv nZ Pvb m mK
AvcbvK AvwiK, mywbw` I mywbwZ nZ ne|
ck : cwievii m`m ev cwiwPZ AbK wK AUvmvRkb w`Z cviev?
Di : AUvmvRkb memgq wbRK `qvi Rb| AbK `qvi Rb
bq| Abi Rb Kgv mUvi eenvi Kieb|
ck : gwWUkb eZxZ AUvmvRkb ev cZqb KZUzKz KvhKix?
mevevq AUvmvRkb `qv hve?
Di : hLb Lywk Avcwb AUvmvRkb ev cZqb PPv KiZ cvieb|
Ze gwWUkb hLb `eb GUv ewk djcm~ ne KviY gbi evwoZ
Avcbvi AePZb gbi Pvbj Lyj hvq, AePZb gbi Z_fvvi
cybweb Kiv mnR nq| GQvov fviejv Nyg fvOvi ci weQvbv Qo
IVvi AvM A_ev ivZ weQvbvq q Nywgq covi AvMgyn~ZI
AePZbi mv_ hvMvhvM Kivi my`i ^vfvweK mgq|
ck : GKwU welq AUvmvRkb ev cZqb PjvKvj mdj bv nIqv
ch wK Ab welq cZqb Kiv hvq?
Di : hvq hw` mUv ciiweivax bv nq| hiKg Avcwb cZqb
Kijb hAvwg PMvg hvev| PMvg cuQvbvi AvMB hw` cZqb
Kib h, Avwg iscyi hvev Zvnj Zv ciiweivax nq Mj| wK
weqi evcvi Avi PvKwii evcvi GKB mv_ nZ cvi|
covkvbvi cZqbi mv_ mv_ PvKwii evcviI cZqb nZ
cvi| ewZi Dbqbi Rb cZqb nZ cvi; ^vi Rb cZqb
nZ cvi| Gfve 4/5/10Uv cZqb GKB mv_ nZ cvi, hw`
ciiweivax bv nq|
ck : cZqb GKmv_ ewk Kij Ges Zv hw` ciiweivax nq Ze
wK mejvi IciB cfve dje?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

107

Di : Kb cii weivwaZvq hveb? GKUv GKUv Ki Kib hvZ


cii weivax bv nq| AbKjv GKmv_ wgwkq Kivi Zv
cqvRb bvB|
ck : cZqb Kv_vq Kiev?
Di : cZqb Kieb Avcbvi gbi evwoi `ievi K em|
ck : 640 bs AUvmvRkb PvIqvK msvwqZ KiZ ejv nqQ|
GZ 19wU welqi K_v ejv nqQ| `qv Ki GB AUvmvRkb mK
wKQy ejj KZ nev|
Di : PvIqvK msvwqZ KiZ cvij gb wi nq, AZw KgZ
_vK| 19wU Ggb welqi ZvwjKv Avgvi AvQ hv Avwg gZyi AvM
ARb Kiev|Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb eBqi 640 bs
AUvmvRkbi G 19wU welq Avcwb eQ beb Avcbvi Rxebi
cqvRb I j Abymvi|
ck : gwWUkb ejv AUvmvRkbjv wK GKevi ejjB ne, bvwK
evi evi gwWUkb Ki evi evi ejZ ne? hgb Avwg mvnmx,
AvZwekvmx, KgV BZvw`| cZqbi mgq g~jK_v KZevi ejZ ne?
Di : hZevi Lywk ejeb| evi evi ejeb| hZ ewk ejeb DcKvi
ZZ ewk ne|
ck : cwZw`bi cwZevii gwWUkb AUvmvRkb wK wfb nZ cvi?
Di : GKB AUvmvRkb AbKw`b ai wbqwgZ w`Z ne|
AUvmvRkbi msLv AbKjv nZ cvi| wK Zv evi evi wbqwgZ
w`Z ne|
ck : gwWUkb cZqb Kwi wK eve Kvbv cwieZb `wL bv|
Kxfve cZqb Kij eveI Zvi dj cvev?
108

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : mdj Ges BwZevPK cZqbi Rb PviwU kZ iqQ| c_gZ,


Kvgbv ev AvKvv| Avcbvi ga fvjv nIqvi, fvjv _vKvi Zxe
AvKvv mw nZ ne h, Avwg gvBMb PvB bv, mvBbymvBwUm PvB bv,
e_v PvB bv, `ytL PvB bv, Avwg fvjv _vKZ PvB|
Kx iKg Zxe nZ ne? GKRb Wye gvbyli KvQ AwRbi
AvKvv hiKg Zxe miKg Zxe| GKRb Wye gvbyli mvgb Avcwb
GK nvZ 50 UvKvi GKUv AwRbi wmwjvi Avi Ab nvZ `k
KwR nxiv ai hw` ck Kib KvbUv be? m AwRbi wmwjvi
be| KviY m fvee, euP _vKj nxiv cvIqv hZ cvi| wK GLb
hw` `k KwR nxiv wbB Zvnj Zv Aviv wbP Pj hvev!
GKRb Wye gvbyli KvQ AwRbi AvKvv hgb Zxe, Avcwb
hv Pvb, mwU ivMgyw nvK, mvdj nvK, Kvbv Y nvK mUvi Rb
Avcbvi AvKvI Zgwb Zxe nZ ne|
wZxqZ, Z_| AePZb gbi Z_fvvii cybwebvm KiZ ne|
ZZxqZ, cybivew| evi evi GB AvKvvi cybivew KiZ ne|
PZz_ nQ, bxie KvR| NUbv NUvi Rb bxie KvR KiZ ne|
Avcwb wPv Ki `Lyb GB PviwU kZ Avcwb c~iY KiQb wK bv|
hw` c~iY Ki _vKb Ze Avcbvi AUvmvRkb ev cZqb eve
icvwiZ nIqv mgqi evcvi gv|
ck : cZqbi c_g avc eZgvb Aevi eYbv wK ay gwWUkb gb
gb Kiev bv ^vfvweK AevqI Kiv hve?
Di : GUv ay GKevi| c_g avc hUv eZgvb Aevi eYbv Ges
wZxq avc hUv fwelr ji eYbv GUv ay gwWUkb GKevi
ejeb| Gici _K hLbB gwWUkb ev eve cZqb PPv Kieb|
ZLb ay cZqb, A_vr kl AskUv ejeb| aib, Avcwb fq cvb|
c_gevi gwWUkb Avcwb c_g ejeb Avwg fq cvB| Gici ejeb
Avcbvi fwelr j h, Avwg mvnmx nZ PvB| mekl ejeb
Avcbvi cZqb, Avwg mvnmx| ay c_gevi GB wZbUv Ask _vKe|
Gici hZevi cZqb Kieb ay ZZxq AskUv ejeb| A_vr ay
ejeb h, Avwg mvnmx, Avwg mvnmx, Avwg mvnmx|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

109

ck : cZqb wK ay iRv ejev bv wK `~i KiZ PvwQ Zv ejev|


hgb Avgvi fq `~i ne, Avwg mvnmx nev|
Di : fq `~i ne GUv ejvi `iKvi bB| AUvmvRkb memgq
BwZevPK k eenvi Kieb| bwZevPK k eRb Kieb| Kb Zvi
KviYUv evSvi Rb wbPi MUv cob|
GK f`jvK Mvg hvQb, myU-eyU ci| Lvj cvi neb| Lvji
Ici euvki wPKb cyj| cyji gvSvgvwS hLb GmQb nVvr Lqvj
Kijb h, Lvji H cvi GK cvMj em Avcb gb Kv`vgvwU
bvoQ| ^vfvweKfveB Dwb gb Kijb cvMji Zv eyw Kg| m hw`
GLb GB Kv`vgvwU bvov ev` w`q nVvr Ki euvk ai bvovPvov i
Ki Zvnj Zv Avwg co hvev| Zv AvM _KB ZvK GKUz mZK
Ki w`B| Dwb cyji Ici _K wPrKvi w`jb GB cvMjv euvk
bvwom bv wK!
cvMji wK GZY Gw`K Kvbv LqvjB wQjv bv| b gb
njvAvi! G Zv fvjv K_v gb KiQ! GKUz fvjv Ki euvkUv
bo `B| ej AvQvgZv w`jv bvov| f`jvK myU-eyUmn GKevi
Lvji cvwbZ co Mjb|
GB cvMj wK Zvi gZvB wQjv| hB ZvK bv Kivi K_v gb
Kwiq `qv njv Agwb m IUv KiZB QyU Gjv|
Avgv`i gbI wK GK aibi cvMj| fqi K_v gb Kwiq w`j
`Lv hve Aviv ewk Ki fq cvQ| GKB KviY AUvmvRkb I
cZqb ivMevwai Dj-L hZ Kg Kib ZZ fvjv| hgb Avgvi
nvUi AmyL fvjv nq hve bv ej ejeb Avgvi rwc fvjvfve
KvR Kie, Avgvi eg~ fvjv nq hve/ WvqvewUm fvjv nq hve
bv ej ejyb, Avgvi AMvkq ev cvbwqvm h_vh_fve KvR Kie|
ck : cZqb Pvwn`v ev AvKvvi cPZvi Afve _vKj Kxfve Zv
ew Kiv hZ cvi?
Di : mRb AUvmvRkb `eb| Pvwn`v Ges AvKvvUv hvZ Zxe
nq| Avmj cZqb Kxfve KvR Ki Zv wbq AbK MelYv nqQ|
110

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AvgwiKvi GKwU gb wbqY cwZ nQ mvBKv KevibwU| Gi


DveK wQjb cdmi gvIqj gjR| cZqb msv AbK eve
AwfZvi weeiY cdmi gjR w`qQb Zvi eBq| GKUv D`vniY Lye
gRvi| gvIqj gjR ejwQjb, Avgv`i mvBKv KevibwUK
IqvKkc AskMnYi Rb GKw`b GK hyeK Gjv| m Zvi `yiev
evLv Kijv| Zvi Kvbv A_ bB| m (Zvi gZ) FY RRwiZ Ges
welYZvq Avv| hyeK AweevwnZ| gv Zvi mv_ _vK| AvwiRvqvbvi
UmWj Zvi GKUv AvU kc iqQ| mLvb m wbRi I Abvb
wkx`i wkKg wew Ki| AZ gavex fvi nIqv mI wbRi
mK Zvi aviYv AZ evR| IqvKkc I mkb m wbqwgZ
AskMnY Ki|
AePZb gb Z_ cybwebvmKvj m QqwU cZqb Ki :
1. AvU kc Ggb `vg wew ne h, ZvZ Avgvi mKj `bv kva
nq hve|
2. Avwg evmv e`jvZ cviev|
3. Avgvi gvqi _vKvi Rb bZzb evmvbi eev ne|
4. evsK Avgvi 10 nvRvi Wjvi Rgv _vKe|
5. Avwg Avw_K `ywv _K gyw cvev Ges fvh Kivi chv
mgq cvev|
6. Avgvi gYi AvKvv c~Y ne|
m wbqwgZ Kbvq G mejv NUbv NU hZ `LZ jvMjv|
Gfve KqK mvn KvUvi ci GK mvq Avgvi KvQ Gm nvwRi
njv| ejjv, Avwg eva nq wR nq hvwQ| KviY Avgvi gb GKUv
myLvbyf~wZ GmQ, wK eve Avgvi Aevi GK we`y boPo nq wb|
Avwg ZvK ejjvg, Zzwg hv Abyfe KiQv, Zv nQ cwieZb| Avi
hLb Zvgvi fZi GB cwieZb GmQ, ZLb eveI Zzwg GB
cwieZb DcfvM Kie|
eve Zv-B NUwQjv| Zvi QqwU cZqbB gv Qq gvmi ga
eveZvq cwiYZ nq|
Avmj c_g cwieZbUv AvmZ ne gb, `wfwZ| h KviY
Avgiv ewj h, `wfw e`jvb Rxeb e`j hve| gb hLb cwieZb
Avme eveZvI e`j hve|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

111

ck : mgmv ewk nj cZqb Kxfve Kiev?


Di : GKUv GKUv Ki Kieb| H h K_vq AvQ bv h, euvki AuvwU
hw` fvOZ nq Zvnj `wo Lyj euvkjvK AvjMv KiZ nq| AZGe
mgmvK GKUv GKUv Ki aib| Lye `Z mgvavb cq hveb|
ck : cZqbi ci H evcvi Kvbv bMwUf NUbv NUj Kx Kiev?
Di : Acv Kieb Ges cZqb KiZ _vKeb| hKvbv NUbvi
B evav AvmZ cvi, wej^ AvmZ cvi| mRb memgq Acv
Kieb| Avcwb Avcbvi cZqb Ki hveb| bxie ahi mv_ j
ARb KvR Ki hveb|
ck : gwWUkb cZqb Kwi wVKB wK eve Rxeb Kvbv cZqb
wVK ivLZ cvwi bv| hv cZqb Kwi mUv Aviv ewk f Kwi Kb?
Di : GiKg nj mv_ mv_ ZIev Kieb| Avevi bZzb Ki cZqb
Kieb| hnZz Avcwb fvjv KvRi Rb cZqb KiQb, hZevi
Avcwb fvOjb ZZevi bZzb Ki cwZv Kieb h, Avwg Avevi
Kiev| GKUv wk hLb `uvovZ kL, cyivcywi `uvovZ cvivi AvM m
evi evi co, Avevi evi evi DV `uvovq| AvcwbI Zv-B Kieb|

AUvmvRkb Kx ne
Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb eBwU _K Avcbvi gbgZv
AUvmvRkb eQ wbb|
ck : Avwg PvB `p I AvKlYxq ewZ ARb KiZ| mRb Kxfve
AUvmvRkb `ev? Kxfve eySev Avgvi BQv cZvkvq ic wbq
evevwqZ nQ?
112

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : c_gB AvcbvK `p, ewj I AvKlYxq ewZ ejZ Kx


evSvq Zv fve eySZ ne| Avcwb Kx iKg `p, ewj nZ Pvb,
Kxfve AvKlYxq nZ Pvb mjv AvM wbRi KvQ my nZ ne|
Zvici AUvmvRkb `eb, Avwg `p, ewj I AvKlYxq ewZ
cwiYZ nZ PvB| Zvici GB Yjv ARbi Rb AvcbvK Pv
KiZ ne| memgq Yi AvjvK wbRi mg AvPiYK wePvi KiZ
ne| wbqwgZ wbRK g~jvqb KiZ KiZ GKmgq `Leb Avcwb
`p ewj Ges AvKlYxq nq DVQb|
ck : Avwg abx nZ PvB| cfvekvjx, cwZfvai, egyLx hvMZvi
AwaKvix nZ PvB| Kxfve cZqb Kiev?
Di : GKUv GKUv Ki aib Zvnj cvieb| eywgvb mbvcwZ wK
GKmv_ AbKjv dU Lvjb bv| GKUv GKUv Ki dU Lvjb|
c_g abx nvb| Zvici cfvekvjx nvb| Zvici Avcbvi egyLx
hvMZvi cwZdjb NUvb| RvK Ad Aj UW&m nIqvi AvM GKUv
welq gvvi nIqv DwPZ| GKUv welq gvvi nIqvi ci Avcwb hw`
RvK Ad Aj UW&m nb mUv Avcbvi AwZwi Y wnme weewPZ
ne| Avi GKUv welq gvvi bv nq hw` Avcwb RvK Ad Aj UW&m
nZ Pvb Zvnj Avcwb wKQyB cveb bv|
K_v AvQ bvivwjs vb M`vm bv gm| miKg hw` me welq
hvM nZ Pvb Zvnj wK kl ch wKQyB ne bv| c_g GKUv
welq gvvi nvb| Zvici ew`K Avcbvi wPvK Qwoq w`b|
ck : Kvb Kvb cZqb Kiv hvq?
Di : Avcwb ivMgywi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib| gvbwmK Dbqb,
AvZwekvm ewi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib, cvwievwiK I cviwiK
mK Dbqbi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib| eemv-evwYR Avw_K
myhvM-myweav jvfi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib| Kg emi mv_
mK Dbqb I emi AvbyKj jvfi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib,
QvQvxiv wkK-wkwKvi mv_ fyj evSveywSi Aemvb I Zv`i
AvbyK~j I n jvfi Rb cZqb KiZ cvib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
8-

113

gwWUkb Abykxjb
ck : hLb mgq cvB bv 10/15 wgwbU gwWUkb Kwi| GZ Kvbv
mgmv AvQ wK?
Di : GZ Kvbv mgmv bB| 10/15 wgwbU AvZwbgM _vKeb| wKQy
DcKvi Avcwb cveb| wekl cqvRb Avcwb GwU KiZ cvib| Ze
gwWUkbi DcKvi cyivcywi cZ nj 30 wgwbU KiZ ne|
ck : w`b `yB evi gwWUkb Kiv nq IV bv, wbqwgZ GKevi KiZ
Pv Kwi| Avgvi wK j cuQZ AbK mgq jvMe?
Di : w`b `yB evi bv Lj gRvR wVK ivLv, wbRK wbqY Kiv
gykwKj| w`b `yB evi LvIqv hgb Avcbvi Rb cqvRbxq, `yB evi
gwWUkb KivI ZgbB cqvRbxq|
ck : `yBwU gwWUkb wK GKejvq Kiv hvq wKsev GKevi Kiv hvq?
Di : Avcwb hw` ivZi Ges `ycyii Lvevi GKmv_ Lq djZ
cvib Zvnj `yevii gwWUkb GKevi Ki wbZ cvib| Avi hw`
gb Kib `yBejv Lvevi jvMe, GKejv ewk Lq AviK ejv bv
Lq _vKZ cvieb bv, Zvnj gwWUkb `yBejvB nIqv DwPZ|
ck : GKm AbKjv gwWUkb Kij wK wZ nIqvi Kvbv
mvebv AvQ? gwWUwUf jfj fvjv Kivi Rb Ges AbKjv
w`K wbRi DbwZi RbB GUv KiZ AvMn cKvk KiwQ|
Di : GKm AbKjv gwWUkb Kivi Zv cqvRb
cqvRb GKKw`b GKKUv gwWUkb nZ cvi|
wkw_j cwqvq wkw_jvqb cZKw`b GKevi Ki Kieb|
hviv wbivgq Kieb, Zviv GKevi wkw_j cwqvq wbivgq
wbivgq-1, AviKevi Ab gwWUkb Kieb| jfj wVK Kivi
wbRi DbwZi Rb w`b `yejv gwWUkbB h_|
114

bB|
A_ev
A_vr
Rb,

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : mgq _vKj w`b `yevii ewk gwWUkb Kiv hve wK?


Di : Avmj hviv msmvix gvbyl Zv`i Rb w`b `yejv gwWUkbB
h_| Ze ckv-evmvi `vwqZ cvjbi ciI hw` `yevii ewk
gwWUkb Kivi mgq Avcbvi _vK, m mwi mevq AviI KvR
Kivi myhvM AvQ Avcbvi| gvwUi evsK weZiY Kib| AvjvwKZ
Rxebi evYx cuQ w`b gvbyli KvQ| Avi gwWUkb QvovI Avcwb
dvDkbi n gvbyl kvbv, cwe agevYx, AvZRvMiY wKsev
RxebKwYKv AwWI wmwWjv bZ cvib|
ck : `ywU gwWUkbi ga Kq Nv cv_K _vKv `iKvi?
Di : mvaviYfve `yUv gwWUkbi ga 6 Nv cv_K _vKv fvjv|
ck : Avcwb ejQb wbqwgZ `yBejv gwWUkb KiZ| wK hLb
KvqvUvgi Kvbv cvMvg _vK Ges mLvb gwWUkb Kivbv nq
mw`b wK evmvq Gm Avevi gwWUkb Kiev?
Di : G mw`b evmvq Gm gwWUkb bv KijI Pje|

KLb
ck : gwWUkb KLb Kiv fvjv? fvi, fvi ivZ, mvq ev ivZ,
`ycyi ev mKvj?
Di : GUv memgq ewi Ici wbfi Ki| GKKRbi gvbwmK
Aev GKK mgq GKK iKg _vK| KD KD ivZi ejvi
gwWUkb fvjv eva Kib| Avevi KD fvjv eva Kib dRi
bvgvRi AvM| KD Avevi dRi bvgvRi ci gwWUkb emj Nywgq
cob| Kviv nqZv `ycyi ejvevmvq Qj-gq, nvRe KD bB,
Gmgq wbwiwewj gwWUkb KiZ fvjv jvM| A_vr gwWUkb KLb
Kiv fvjv, GUv memgq wbfi Kie Kvb mgqUv Avcwb fvjv gb
KiQb Zvi Ici| cZKi ejvq GK wbqg chvR bq|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

115

ck : gwWUkb `ycyi wKsev ivZ Lvevii AvM bvwK ci Kiev|


Di : `ycyi Kij LvIqvi AvM Kieb| ivZ kvqvi AvM Kieb,
Ges memgq LvIqvi AZ `yNv ci NygvZ hveb| GUv GKUv iwUb
Ki bqv DwPZ| ivZi ejv Avgiv AbK mgq LqB NygvZ hvB
GUv ^vmZ bq| LvIqvi `yNv ci NygvZ hvIqv DwPZ| LvIqvi
`oNv ci gwWUkb Kieb, Zvici NygvZ hveb|

Kxfve
ck : gymjgvbiv bvgvR covi c~e IRy Ki bqKviY GUv cwe
nIqvi GKwU cwqv Ges bvgvRi gvag Avj-vni w``vi jvf KivUvB
nqZv g~L welq| gwWUkbI Zv Zv-B| Zvnj G Avgiv IRy
KiwQ bv Kb ? `qv Ki Di `eb iRx|
Di : bvgvR covi AvM Avj-vn Zvqvjv IRy KiZ ejQb GRb
Avgiv bvgvR covi AvM IRy Kwi| gwWUkb Kivi G aibi
Kvbv wb`kbv bB| Ze nvZgyL ayq bqvUv memgq fvjv| Avcwb
hw` gb Kib nvZ gyL ayq beb, GKUz fvjv Ki cvwbi SvcUv w`q
beb, Lye fvjv| hw` gb Kib IRy Kieb, IRy KiZ cvib|
ck : gwWUkb Lvwj ev ficU KiZ ne Ggb Kvbv mywbw` wbqg
AvQ wK?
Di : Avmj Lye fiv cU ev Lye Lvwj cU KvbvUvB fvjv bq|
fiv cU Kij Nyg Avmvi mvebv ewk| Lvevi ci KiZ PvBj
wKQyY eRvmb Ki Zvici KiZ cvib| Avi cU zav _vKj Zv
gwWUkb gbvhvM w`Z cvieb bv| AZGe gwWUkb Kieb cU
nvjKv fiv AvQ Ggb Aevq|
ck : AKvi Ni Kb gwWUkb Kiv hve bv?
Di : AKvi Ni gwWUkb KiZ wbla Kivi KviY, AKvi Ni
gwWUwUf jfj nVvr hw` fqi wKQy gb nq, fqi Kvbv Abyf~wZ
116

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nq Avcwb Aviv ewk fq cq hZ cvib| AKvi memgq fqi


gvvK evwoq `q| AZGe nvjKv AvjvZ gwWUkb Kieb|
AKviY fq _K gy _vKeb| ZvB AKvi Nii Pq nvjKv Avjvq
gwWUkb memgq fvjv nq|
ck : PvL Lvjv iL gwWUkb Kiv me wK bv? A_vr gbi evwo
wMq PvL Lvjv iL cZqb ev AUvmvRkb `qv hve wK bv?
Di : cv_wgK chvq PvL Lvjv iL gwWUwUf jfj _vKv KwVb
ne| PPv KiZ _vKzb, GK mgq wbqB PvL Lvjv iLI cvieb|
Ze cv_wgK Aevq PvL e iLB gwWUkb Kieb| GZ Avcwb
`Z KbwWk neb|
ck : gwWUkb I evqvgG `ywUi ga KvbUv AvM Kiev?
Di : GUv Avcbvi BQvi Ici wbfi KiQ| KD gb Kibevqvg
Ki gwWUkb Ki GKevi wijv Kiev| Avevi KD gb Kib
evqvg Ki gwWUkb Kij Kvw Pj AvmZ cvi, Nywgq coZ
cvib| wKQyw`b PPv Ki `Lyb KvbUvZ Avcwb myweav eva KiQb|
hfve myweav eva Kieb mfve Kieb| Ze `yUvB Avcbvi
Rxebi mv_ IZcvZfve RwoZ Ges Rxebi Rb iZc~Y|

Kv_vq
ck : gwWUkb wK hKvbv mgq, hKvbv vb Kiv hvq?
Di : gwWUkb hKvbv mgq Kiv hve wK hKvbv vb Kivi
Lye mZK _vKZ ne| Avcwb XvKv-PMvg nvBIq w`q hvQb|
GZ Dby RvqMv `L em Mjb gwWUkb KiZ| evm Ges UvK
KLb h AvcbvK Avj-vni cqviv (!) evwbq `e m LuvRI _vKe
bv| ZvB vb wbevPb Kivi AvM Lqvj Kieb G vbUv gwWUkbi
Rb wbivc` wK bv, my`i wK bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

117

ck : avb Kivi Rb AbyKj ev Avivg`vqK cwiek bv cj Kx Kiv


DwPZ? A_ev b~bZg KZUzKz Av`k cwiek avb Kiv me?
Di : hKvbv cwiek, hKvbv RvqMvZB Avcwb gwWUkb KiZ
cvib, hw` Avcbvi miKg gvbwmK cwZ _vK| Avmj gwWUkbi
Rb Kvbv wekl RvqMvi cqvRb bB| Avi Avcwb memgq wekl
RvqMv cveb Ggb Kvbv K_v bB| KviY avbUv Zv gbi evcvi|
AvcbvK hv KiZ ne Zvnjv gvbwmKfve wewQb nIqv,
cvwicvwkKZv _K gbK mwiq Avbv| c_g nqZv Kvjvnj A^w
ne, wK Gfve KiZ KiZB Avcwb Af nq hveb, Gici
Kvjvnj Avi Kvbv Amyweav mw KiZ cvie bv| Avi gwWUkb
Zv Avgiv AUvmvRkb w`wQ, hKvbv AcqvRbxq k Avgvi
gbvhvM Aviv Mfxi ne| myZivs AvcvZ`wZ cwZKj cwiekI
Avcwb PgrKvi gbvhvMi mv_ gwWUkb KiZ cvieb|
ck : Ub ev MvwoZ wiKkvq 2/3 wgwbUi Rb ev ewk mgqi Rb
gwWUkb Kiv hvq wK bv?
Di : hvq| wK mvebv AvQ Avcwb GKevi k~b gvavKlY cuQ
hveb| aib, Avcwb wiKkv w`q hvQb, mvgb wiKkv eK Kljv ev
cQb _K avv w`jv| Avcwb gvavKlY kwK nvi gvwbq
wiKkvIqvjvi Ici w`q mvgb wMq coeb| ZvB wiKkvq DV
gwWUkb KiZ hveb bv|
Ze evm, Ub ev MvwoZ ewk mgqi Rb hLb Avcwb gY
KiQb ev Rvg em AvQbZLb gwWUkb KiZ cvib| Aek
wbR WvBf Kivi mgq KLbv gwWUkb ev AUvmvRkbi wmwW
bZ hveb bv|
ck : Avwg XvKvq dvwgwj Qvov _vwK| Avgiv QqRb GKwU evmv fvov
Ki _vwK| mgmv nq ivZ gwWUkb Kiv wbq| mevB AbK ivZ
ch RM _vK I co| Avgvi iggUI co| G Aevq gwWUkb
Kij mevB nvme ev cyivcywi gbvhvM w`Z cviev bv ej Acv
Kwi| wK GK chvq ivZ ewk nj Nyg Pj Avm Ges gwWUkb bv
118

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KiB Nywgq coZ nq| `wi Ki NygvB ej mKvj DVZ `wi nq


hvq| evwoZ MjI mevB `L djeb ej gwWUkb Kiv nq bv|
KviY Zviv KD GUv cQ` KiQb bv| GRb cvqB gwWUkb
AwbqwgZ nq hvq| G Kx KiYxq?
Di : Avmj Avcbvi Aev nQ cvQ jvK wKQy ej, A_vr wiGKwUf `wfw| Avcwb wbRB gb KiQb gwWUkb Ki Lye Abvq
wKQy Ki djwQ, KD hb bv `L| Zv bv Ki h ig Abiv co
m igB Avcwb em gwWUkb Kib| Abiv c_g nvmvnvwm Kie,
bvbviKg ge Kie, GgbI nZ cvi LuvPv w`Q| nvmvnvwm Kij
AvcwbI nvmb| GKw`b, `yBw`b, wZbw`bGiKg Pjvi ci Zviv
wbRivB iY f `e| Avcbvi Kvbv cwZwqv bv `Lj ZvivB
AvcbvK wei Kivi AvMn nvwiq dje|
wbqwgZ GB cwiek gwWUkb Ki Mj wKQyw`b ci Avcbvi
iggUivB gwWUkbi evcvi AvMnx nq DVe| KviY Avcbvi
wekvm, Avcbvi bxieZv, Avcbvi ckv cZq Ab`iK AvK Kie|
G ckwU hw` 1993 mvji nZv Zvnj nqZv wVK wQjv| ZLb
gwWUkb hviv KiZv Zv`iK Avkcvki AbKB cvMj ejZv|
AvgvKI cvMj ejvi jvKi Afve wQjv bv| Avi wek eQi ci GLb
Zv mgvRi mPZb gnji mevB gwWUkbi evcvi AvMnx| GLb
gwWUkb PPvKvix`i cvMj ejvi gZv wbeva jvKi msLv wbZvB
Kg| Avi KqK eQi ci hviv gwWUkb Rvbe bv wevbgb gvbyl
Zv`iKB Kvbv wekl wbeva cvYxi mv_ Zzjbv Kie| AZGe
wbwavq gwWUkb Kib|
ck : hviv kni gm ev Ggb evmvb _vKb hv AZ jvKviY|
Zv`i c `y` kvwZ gwWUkb KivI Lye KwVb nq| Avgv`i hw`
dvDkb _K Ggb GKUv ig `qv nq hLvb KvmU Qvov hvi hLb
BQv mLvb wMq gwWUkb Ki AvmZ cvi| Ggb GKwU gbvevm
Kiv hZ cvi hwU mKvj mvZUv _K ivZ 10Uv ch Lvjv _vKe
ay gwWUkbi Rb| cwZevii Rb 10 UvKv PvR ivLv hZ cvi
hv KLbvB Ab Kvbv cvMvgi Rb e _vKe bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

119

Di : Gici ejeb h, dvDkb ig Ki wb ZvB Avgvi gwWUkb


nq wb| gwWUkb Kivi Rb dvDkbi igi cqvRb AvQ? GB
XvKv kni GK gmwR` _K eiZ wMq nuvPU LjI `Lv hvq h,
AviK gmwR`i `iRvq wMq coQbGZ gmwR`| Avkcvk me
RvqMvZB gmwR`| XyK hvb| Avcwb Zv KvmU Qvov KiQb|
KvmU ev IqvKgvb eenvi Kij nqZv ejZv h, Kx Rvwb em em
Mvb bQ bvwK? hnZz Avcwb GUv KiQb bv, em cob ILvb|
bxie AvZwbgM nvb| KD wKQy eje bv|
myhvM cj gw`ii AvwObvq bxie gwWUkb KiZ cvib| Gi
Rb Kvbv cqmv LiPI nQ bv|
Avi GLb XvKv Ges XvKvi evBi cvq me Rjv kniB iqQ
dvDkbi ek KqKwU mUvi/ kvLv/ mj I wc-mj| LuvR Ki
`Lyb, ILvbI Avcwb gwWUkb Kivi myhvM cveb|
memgq gb ivLebGKUv KvR bv Kivi Rb GK nvRvi GKUv
ARynvZ `Lvbv hZ cvi| wK KvRwU Kivi Rb GKUv KviYB
h_ h, KvRwU Avwg Kiev| AZGe mv AvcbvK h gw
w`qQb Zv eenvi Ki weK ei Kib| GB ebUvK KvR
jvMvbvi Pv Kib|
ck : Avwg XvKv _K bvivqYM Awdm Kwi, evm hvZvqvZ cvq 40
wgwbU| evm gwWUkbi mgq gvS gvS mPZb nq DwVevm GLb
Kvb RvqMvq cuQjv! Avgvi wK gwWUkb nQ? Kx Kiev?
Di : GUv mgqi Lye my`i menvi nQ| G gvS gvS
jfj fO MjI Kvbv mgmv bB| GK mgq Af nq hveb|
Ze wmU em cv `yUv mvgbi wmUi mv_ Ggbfve Vm w`q
ivLeb, hvZ Mvwo nVvr eK KljI Avcbvi Kvbv Amyweav bv nq|
Avi gwWUkbi AvM Avcbvi mv_i evM ev g~jevb wRwbmc
hvZ mveavb _vK mUv wbwZ Ki beb|
ck : Avwg hLb gwWUkb Kwi ZLb Avgvi mvbiv Avgvi Mvqi Ici
em _vK, uZvuwZ Ki, Pzj ai Uvb, G Aevq gwWUkb nq wK?
120

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Lye fvjv gwWUkb nq| mvbiv Avcbvi mv_ uZvuwZ Kie


bv Zv wK AviK gwnjvi mv_ wMq uZvuwZ Kie? m Zv evS h,
uZvuwZi RvqMv Avgvi GB GKUvB|
GZ gwWUkbi wKQy ne bv| DwRZ bv nj gwWUkbi
jfj b nq bv| AZGe mvb uZvuwZ Kij Avbw`Z neb, Kqw`b
ci `Leb Zv`i uZvuwZi Drmvn Kg MQ|
Avgv`i `ki GKRb Lye eo jLK Ges Avjg wQjb|
Bmjvgi Ici AbK eB AvQ Zvi| Avwg hLb mvsevw`K wQjvg
GKw`b Zvi mvvrKvi wbZ wMqwQjvg| wMq `wL Zvi Uwej,
gSZ me Qovbv-wQUvbv eB| gvkvj-vn Zvi mvbi msLvI wQjv
ek| Zviv KD eBqi Ici jvdvQ, KD Uwej jvdvjvwd KiQ,
`yBRb Nvoi Ici em AvQ Ges H Aevq Dwb wjL PjQb| Avwg
wRm Kijvg, Gfve jLb Kx Ki? Dwb ejjbIiv KieUv Kx|
I`i GKUv KvR e Ki iLwQ, Avwg Avgvi KvR KiwQ|
mvbi cwZ KLbI wei neb bv| mvb Zv mvbB| evPv
ejB Zv uZvuwZ Ki| AviKUz hLb eo ne ZLb `Leb m-I
Avcbvi cvk em AvQ|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq Pz^Ki Aevb Abymvi Di-`wY nq emZ
ne wK bv| bvwK Py^Ki mv_ wgj ivLvi Kvbv `iKvi bB| KvbUv
fvjv nq, Pz^Ki gZv Di-`wY bv wK hKvbv w`K gyL Ki emv?
Di : hLb mvabvi c_ AMmi neb ZLb bvbvRb bvbviKg K_v
eje| Avmj gwWUkb Di-`wY, c~e-cwg ej wKQy bB| me
w`K Avj-vni| ZvB h w`KB gyL Ki emeb ZvZB gwWUkb ne|
ay gbUvK GKvM KiZ ne hv fveQb Zvi Ici|

Kvb gwWUkb Kiev?


ck : Kvmi ci h 40 w`b gwWUkb KiZ ejv nqmUv wK wbw`
Kvbv gwWUkb KiZ ne bv hKvbv gwWUkb nj Pje?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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Di : Kvmi ci 40 w`b wkw_jvqb gwWUkb Lye iZc~Y| hviv


wbivgqi gwWUkb KiQb Zviv wbivgq-1 Ges wbivgq-2 Avi
wbivgq bv Kij wkw_jvqb GKevi Ges Ab hKvbv gwWUkb 40
w`b Kieb|
ck : AbK welq gwWUkb AvQ| KLb KvbUv Kiv DwPZ? w`b
`yBevi gwWUkbi mgq wkw_jvqbi mv_ Avi KvbUv Kiv DwPZ? me
welq gwWUkb wbq Kvbv wkwWDj Zwi Kiv wK me? G evcvi
AvjvPbv Kij AbKiB DcKvi ne|
Di : GLb wK myweav AvQ| hgb gbQwei KvmU, mvBW-GZ
wkw_j cwqvq gbi evwo hvQb| AZGe wkw_jvqb gwWUkb bv
Ki Avcwb gbQwe G mvBW KijI wkw_jvqbi mgvb DcKvi
cveb| Avevi wbivgqi KvmU/ wmwW b^i 6, mUviI mvBW G nQ
wkw_j cwqvq gbi evwoZ hvIqv| A_vr wkw_jvqb-1, gbQwe-1 Ges
wbivgq-1GB wZbUvi hKvbv GKUv KiZ cvib| Gi mv_ Avcwb
myLx Rxeb ev Ab hKvbv gwWUkb KiZ cvib|
GKK mgq GKK gwWUkb Kib| KLbv hw` gb GKUz Lvivc
_vK Zvnj mKvj-weKj Avb`i gwWUkb Kib| gb fvjv nq
hve| hw` nxbbZvq fvMbKx Kieb? 9 b^i KvmUi nI DbZ
wki| hw` gvbyli mvgb hZ jv jvM, RoZv-msKvP _vK,
Zvnj 9 b^ii we mvBW jv, msKvP, RoZv| cvwievwiK mK
fvjv Kivi Rb wekl gwWUkb iqQ| hviv cv_bvq Avb` cvb
Zv`i Rb mveRbxb cv_bvi gwWUkb iqQ| KviAvbi `vqvi
gwWUkb iqQ| A_vr hv hv gwWUkb iqQ mjv cqvRbgZv
Avcwb eenvi KiZ cvib| G evcvi Avcwb cyivcywi ^vaxb|
ck : cvq Pvi eQi AvM Avgvi bvfvm eK WvDb nq| wK wkv_x
Kvm Kivi ci wbgM covkvbv gwWUkbwU Abykxjb KiZ Lye fvjv
jvM| wbqwgZ G gwWUkb Kivi dj Avgvi wZkwi AmvaviY
DbwZ nqQ| gv_v Vvv nqQ| hKvbv cwiwwZ mnR gvKvejv
KiZ cviwQ| ivZ G gwWUkbwU KiZ Avgvi Lye fvjv jvM|
122

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avevi Abvb kvixwiK mgmvi KviY wbivgqi gwWUkb Kivi


cqvRbxqZv Abyfe Kwi| Avevi cwZw`b gbQwe Abykxjb KiZ BQ
Ki| Avevi wbqwgZ ivM vf `ytL fq BZvw`i gwWUkbI KiZ
BQ Ki| w`b AZ GKevi wkw_jvqb Kiv AZ cqvRbxq|
GZjv gwWUkbi ga Kxfve mg^q Kiev| Dj-L, h MZ cvq
`yB gvm hveZ gwWUkb Kiv nQ bv| Avwg Avevi gwWUkb KiZ
PvB| cqvRbxq w`K-wb`kbv w`j KZ nev|
Di : AbK wKQyi wfo nvwiq hveb bv| hKvbv GKwU welq
gvvi nZ ne| KkjUv Lye mnR| Avcwb Mfxi wkw_jvqb Kib,
hLb wgDwRK i ne Avcwb gbQwe `Lyb| Gici wnwjs mUvi Pj
hvb| wnwjs kl Kgv mUvi hZ PvBj Avevi `ievi K wdi
Avmyb| Zvici wbqggZv Kgv mUvi hvb|
A_vr wkw_jvqb gwWUkb Avcwb gbQwe, wnwjs, Kgv mUvime
GKmv_B KiZ cvib| GQvov gvS gvS Ab gwWUkbI KiZ
cvib| wKQyw`b wkw_jvqb Kib mKvjejv, Gici BQ nj Avb`i
gwWUkb KiZ cvib, ebi gwWUkb KiZ cvib| A_vr
hZjv gwWUkb AvQ Avcwb BQgZv cwieZb Ki PPv KiZ
cvib| wK c_g wfw nQ wkw_jvqb|
Avcbvi hnZz bvfvm eKWvDb nqwQjv Avi wbgM covkvbvi
gwWUkb Avcbvi fvjv jMQ, wbqwgZ PPvq Avcwb DcKvi
cqQb, GB gwWUkbwU Avcwb ivZi ejvq Kieb| Zvnj `yUv
gwWUkbi ga mewKQyB Pj AvmQ| Avi fq `~i Kivi Rb
AUvmvRkb `eb| cwZwU welqi Rb Avjv`v gwWUkb Kivi
mgq ev myhvM _vK bv| m AUvmvRkb `eb| AUvmvRkb
eBwU hLb coeb, Dcjw KiebGLvb Rxebi cwZwU w`K mK
BwZevPK AUvmvRkb `qv AvQ|
ck : gwWUkb gbi vf `~i Kivi ciI iq Mj| Kx Kiv hvq?
Di : GUvK Aviv KqKevi mvd KiZ ne| AbK gqjv AvQ hv
GKevi mvd Kij hvq bv, IUvK wZxqevi, ZZxqevi cwivi KiZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

123

nq| GUvI miKg| wKQyw`b ivM-vfi gwWUkb PPv Kib|


`Leb `~i nq MQ|
ck : KZw`b PPvi ci Avgvi gbi evN `~i ne?
Di : GUv Avmj ejv gykwKj| KvjK _KI Pj hZ cvi| ci
_KI Pj hZ cvi| Avcwb hZ AvwiKZvi mv_ PPv Kieb ZZ
ZvovZvwo gbi evN AvcbvK Qo cvjve| Avi memgq AUvmvRkb
`eb, Avwg mvnmx! Avwg mvnmx!
ck : eemvwqK mdjZvi Rb Kvb gwWUkbwU Kiv cqvRb?
Di : eemvwqK mdjZvi Rb cZKw`b mKvjejv gbQwei
gwWUkb Kieb| mKvj Nyg fvOZB w`b i Kieb kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ev cfy ZvgvK abev` ej| Zvici gbQwei
gwWUkb eemvq h aibi mdjZv Pvb, mB mdjZvK `Lyb|
gwWUkb w`bi KvRi QK Zwi Kib| `LybcwZwU KvR my`ifve
KiZ cviQb| eemvwqK mdjZv Avme|
ck : Avwg QvUejv _KB BUvfvU UvBci Qj| GB mgmv _K
cwivY cZ Avgvi Kvb gwWUkb Kiv DwPZ?
Di : Avcwb AvM `Lb h, Avcbvi G AgywLZv Avcbvi wZ
KiQ wK bv| G AgywLZv hw` AvcbvK mRbkxj KvR I GKv h
KvR Kiv hvq mjvZ ` Ki Zvj Zvnj GB AgywLZv Avcbvi
Rb Lye fvjv| Avi hw` gb Kib h, G AgywLZvi KviY Avcbvi
ga GK aibi nxbbZv KvR Ki, RoZv KvR Kih RoZvi
KviY Avcwb Abi mv_ wgkZ cvib bv, wbRK wUq ivLb|
Zvnj msKvP I RoZv KvUvbvi Rb Avcwb gwWUkbi 9 b^i
KvmU/ wmwW wbqwgZ eenvi Kib, Avcbvi msKvP I RoZv KU
hve| Avcwb Lye mnR ^vfvweKfve Abi mv_ wgkZ cvieb|
124

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kxfve jfj fvjv Kiev?


ck : gwWUkbi Mfxi jfj hvIqvi Rb Kvb welqwU mePq
iZc~Y?
Di : gwWUkbi Mfxi jfj hvIqvi Rb dj bq, cwqvi w`K
bRi `eb| GB cwqvUv Lye iZc~Y| A_vr nQ wK nQ bv GUv
wbq wPv Kieb bv| hZ nQ wK nQ bv GUv wbq wPv Kieb ZZ
Kg ne| hZ wPv Kieb nQ ZZ ewk ne|
evLvUv Lye mnR| hZ wPv KiQb, Avn& Lye my`i gbi evwo,
gbUv ckv nQ Avcwb Avjdv jfj Pj hvQb| Avi hLb wPv
KiQb wKi nQ wK nQ bv, gbi evwo `LwQ wK `LwQ bv| Ubkb
mw nQ| Avi Ubkb mw nj eb Pj hvQ Mvgv jfj|
A_vr hLbB nQ wK nQ bv wPv KiQb Avcwb Av Av Mvgv
jfj Pj hvQb| Avi hLb nQ fveQb ZLb AUvgwUK Avcwb
Avjdv jfj Pj hvQb| AZGe cvidig Kbkvm neb bv|
ay cwqvUv AbymiY Ki hveb|
ck : gwWUwUf jfj fvjv Kivi Rb Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : gwWUwUf jfj fvjv ne hLb Avcbvi `wfw mwVK ne|
hZ BwZevPK I KZwP nZ cvieb, ZZ gwWUkb fvjv ne|
GRb w`b i Kieb kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ej Ges w`b hZevi
gb co ZZevi ejebkvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, ek fvjv AvwQ|
wZxqZ, gwWUkbi mgqUv wVK Ki beb| fveebAvwg
cwZw`b wVK G mgq gwWUkb Kiev Ges G mgq gwWUkb Qvov
Ab wKQy Kiev bv| `Leb Avcbvi `n-gb Kwkb&W nq hvQ|
Avcwb ^ZtZfveB gwWUwUf jfj Pj hvQb|
GKwU KvR hLb wbavwiZ mgq wbqwgZ Kiv nq ZLb `n-gb
Kwkb&W nq hvq H mgq H KvRwU Kivi Rb| h KviY bvgvR
mywbw` mgq coZ ejv nqQ| AvRK fvi gwWUkb Kijb,
Avevi AviKw`b fvejb kixi gvRgvR KiQ, AvQv GKUz MovMwo
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

125

w`B, 8Uvi mgq DV gwWUkb Kijb, Avevi AviKw`b mKvjejvq


DV `o w`jb, `ycyi ejv gwWUkb KijbGZ jfj fvjv
bv-I nZ cvi| ZvB wbR mgq wVK Ki beb h, Avwg cwZw`b G
mgq gwWUkb Kiev| `Leb gwWUkbi jfjUv PgrKvi nQ|
GQvov gwWUwUf jfj fvjv Kivi Rb wbqwgZ gwWUkb,
KvqvUvqb Ges KvqvUvgg KvqvUvqb AskMnYI iZc~Y|
(KvqvUvqb mK Aviv aviYvi Rb KvqvUvqb Aavq `Lyb)

KvmU/ wmwW-Z bv wbR wbR?


ck : gwWUkb KvmU/ wmwW w`q Kij, bv KvmU/ wmwW Qvov Kij
ewk KvhKix?
Di : Avmj `yUvB KvhKi| KvmU/ wmwW w`q KijI KvhKi,
KvmU/ wmwW Qvov KijI KvhKi| Ze c_g w`K KvmU/ wmwW
w`q Kiv fvjv| GZ jfjUv Lye `Z my`i nq| hLb Af nq
hveb, ZLb KvmU/ wmwW w`qI KiZ cvib, KvmU/ wmwW QvovI
KiZ cvib|
ck : Avgvi nvRe, Qj I AvwgAvgiv wZbRbB KvqvUvg Kvm
KiwQ| wbqwgZ `yejv wkw_jvqb gwWUkb KiZ Pv Kwi wmwWZ|
wK we`yr bv _vKvq gvS gvS ev` co, Avgvi ck nQ`xNmgq
ai we`yr bv _vKj gwWUkb Kxfve Kiev?
Di : `xNmgq we`yr bv _vKj gwWUkb Kxfve Kieb m ck
AvmQ| wK Avcbvi cqvRbxq Ab KvR wK Avcwb we`yr bv _vKj
e ivLb? gwWUkbK hw` cqvRbxq gb KiZ cvib, Zvnj
hKvbv AevZB Avcwb gwWUkb Kivi myhvM Ki beb|
Avi gwWUkb h wmwW w`qB KiZ ne Ggb Kvbv K_v bB|
gwWUkbi avcjv gyL Ki djyb| gwWUkbmyhvM cj wmwW
w`q Kieb, hLb cveb bv ZLb wbR wbR Kieb| wKQyw`b PPvi
ci `Leb wbR wbRB PgrKvi gwWUkb KiZ cviQb|
126

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : KvqvUvgi KvmU hLb evmvq bev ZLb wK IqvKgvbi


mvnvh GKvB bev bvwK WKmU bev?
Di : Ab Kviv hw` Kvbv Amyweav bv nq Zvnj Avcwb WKmU
bZ cvib| A_ev IqvKgvb w`qI bZ cvib| GUv Avcbvi
myweav Abymvi| Ze nWdvb hZ Kg eenvi Kiv hvq ZZ fvjv,
KviY GZ Kvbi wZ nq| hgb, AbKB AvRKvj Ggwc w_ c-qvi
ev AvBcW nWdvb ev Bqvidvb jvwMq Mvb kvbb| evRviI
AvmQ wbZbZzb Ggwc w_ c-qvi ev AvBcW| gvevBj dvbmUI
AvQ Ggwc w_ Ackb| keY wekl`i MelYv _K Rvbv hvq,
`xNY ai DPk Avgv`i Kvbi fZii keYhi bvRyK Kvl
b Ki `q| GZ keYkwi mg~n wZGgbwK Zv wPiZi bI
nq hZ cvi|
ck : KvmU/ wmwW QvovB Avwg gwWUkb KiwQ| KviY Avwg 15/20
wgwbU Ki gwWUkb Kwi Ges cwZevi AUvmvRkb, gbQwe Ges
Kgv mUvi hvB, Gfve gwWUkb KZUzKz djcm~? KvmUi me
K_vB cvq gyL nq MQ| ZvB GLb KvmU QvovB Avgvi myweav|
Di : Avgiv 30 wgwbU mgqUvKB ewk KvhKix gb Kwi| AZGe
KvmU w`q ev KvmU QvovgwWUkb 30 wgwbU Kiv DwPZ|
ck : Avwg wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kwi| KvmU Qvov gwWUkb Kij
Amyweav AvQ wK bv| wbR wbR gwWUkb KiZ Kvbvw`b
GKNviI Ici mgq jM hvq| mgqi evcvi Kvbv mxgveZv
AvQ wK bv|
Di : hw` KvmU/ wmwW Qvov gwWUkb KiZ ewk mgq jM hvq
Zvnj KvmU/ wmwW eenvi Kieb|
ck : KvmUi gvag gwWUkb Kivi mgq nVvr KD WK djj
Gici Avwg wK KvmU Ub cybivq bZzbfve Kiev bv wK H Aev
_K PvL e Ki bev?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

127

Di : nVvr WK djj PvL gjeb| Avevi PvL e Ki hLvb


_K PvL gjwQjb, mLvb _K Kieb| bZzb Ki Avevi i
Kivi `iKvi bvB|
ck : wmwWZ gwWUkb Kivi mgq we`yr Pj Mj gwWUkb KiZ
mgmv nq| Avcwb ejQb evwK AskUzKz Kbv Ki wbR wbR KiZ|
wK Avevi hLb we`yr Avm ZLb wmwW c_g _K PjZ _vK| ZLb
gwWUkbi evwK AskUzKz mb KiZ Aviv K nq| KviY wmwW Ad
Ki `qvi KD _vK bv| Kx Kiev ejj DcKZ nev|
Di : we`yr Pj Mj PvL gj Avcwb wmwW Ad Ki Avevi
gwWUkb i Ki `eb| h cwiwwZB nvK m cwiwwZK cvGKwUf _K my`ifve KvR jvMveb|
ck : cKwZi mv_ GKvZZv Ges Kbv, ebGB gwWUkb KiZ
Avwg AvMi KvmU eenvi Kwi| Af nq MwQ H KvmUjvZ,
Avwg wK H KvmUjvB eenvi KiZ cviev gwWUkbi Rb?
Di : Kb cvieb bv| hUv Avcbvi cQ` mUv eenvi Kieb|
Avcwb hw` cyibv KvmU Af nb Kvbv Amyweav bvB| LvgvLv
bZzb KvmU wKb cqmv LiP Kivi `iKviUv Kx?
ck : ggvwi KvW Avgv`i gwWUkbjv Kwc Kiv Mj PPv KiZ
myweav nZv| G evcvi mnhvwMZv Kvgbv KiwQ|
Di : Avcwb KiZ cvib, hZjv gwWUkb iqQ me ggvwi
KvW fi djyb| Avgv`i wmwW ev KvmUi Kvbv KwcivBU bB|
Avgiv IqemvBUI wjL w`qwQ Copyright belongs to humanity|
ay wbRi ggvwiZB bq hZ Rbi ggvwiZ me Avcwb fi w`b,
Kvbv Amyweav bB; eis GwU AbK fvjv I mIqvei KvR|
128

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

dj cvwQ bv
ck : Avwg gvvmi Qv| cwZw`b GKUvbv PviwU Kvm Kivi ci gv_v
I Nvo fxlY e_v Ki| w`b wZb evi gwWUkb KiI GiKg nQ|
GLb Kx Kiev?
Di : wkv_x`i w`b `yevi gwWUkbB h_| Avi Nvo-gv_v
e_vi Rb evqvg KiZ ne| wbqwgZ evqvg Kij kvixwiK `yejZv
KU hve, gbvhvM w`q KvR KiZ cvieb| gwWUkb KiI
GiKg nQ KviY Avcwb Avmj wkw_j nZ cviQb bv| wbqwgZ
40 w`b `yB ejv wkw_jvqb Kib| `n-gb wkw_j nj Nvo ev
gv_ve_v _vKe bv|
ck : Avwg hLbB gwWUwUf jfj hZ PvB ZLb Avgvi cPzi DP
iPvc i nq PvL, gv_vi `yB cvk I gv_ve_v i nq| Avgvi
aviYv RbQ h, hw` mevB Avgvi Rb wnwjs Kib, Zvnj Avwg
m~Y fvjv nq hvev| `qv Ki Avgvi Rb GKUz eev Kieb|
Di : Avmj cyiv aviYvUvB fyj| Avgv`i GLvb Zv gwWUkb
kUv Avgiv `yB `kK ai bwQ| cvvZ wK lvUi `kK _K
i Ki gwWUkbi Ici cPzi MelYv nqQ| AvR ch
gwWUkbi Ici hZRb MelYv KiQb Zviv KD GKUv NUbvI
cvb wb hLvb gwWUwUf jfj hvevi mgq DP iPvc mw nq|
AZGe GB aviYv fyj| gwWUkb DP iPvc eis Kg hvq| Avcwb
nqZv gwWUkb wMq Rvi Ki Qwe `Lvi Pv Kib| ZvB
nqZv Ggb nQ|
ck : gwWUkb Kivi dj gvbyli AveMi ZxeZv wK Kg hvq?
Avgvi gb nQ Avgvi Bgvkb fuvZv nq MQ|
Di : gwWUkb gvbylK kvKiMvRvi nZ kLvq| hKvbv
cwiwwZK ^vfvweKfve MnY Kivi, Vvv gv_vq fvevi gZv evovq|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
9-

129

wK Zvi myKzgvi ewjvZ Kvbv bwZevPK cfve co bv|


mwZKvii `ytLK hw` Avm ZvZ m AveMceY ne, Zvi PvL
cvwbI AvmZ cvi|
hgb imyjyj-vn (m) Gi mx gviv hvevi ci wZwb Zvi gZ mxi
Kcvj Pzgy Ljb| Pzgy LvIqvi mgq Zvi `yPvL eq cvwb cowQjv|
cvwb cowQjv Zvi mxi gyL| GUvB ^vfvweK| GUvB gvbweKZv|
KvRB avb KLbI gvbyli myKzgvi ewK b Ki bv, Ze
AnZzK `ytLwejvmK b Ki `q| AvM Avcwb nqZ `ytLwejvmx
wQjb, AnZzK AveM AvcbvK ZvwoZ KiZv, GLb mUv KiQ bv|
Avcbvi AveM cwikxwjZ nqQ, GUv Avgiv wbtm`n ejZ cvwi|
Avi ggZv Ges AveM GK bq| gwWUkb Kij fvjevmv, gvqv-ggZv
ew cvq, wK AcqvRbxq I wZKi AveM nvm cvq|
ck : Avwg wbR wbR gwWUkb KiwQ| AvRI gbi evwoZ cuQvZ
cviwQ wK bv eySZ cviwQ bv, Kxfve eySev?
Di : GUv wbR wbR evSv Lye KwVb Ges mgq mvc evcvi| wbR
eySZ nj AbK mgq jvM| mnR evSvi RbB wkKi cqvRb,
Kvmi cqvRb|

gwWUkb Nyg cvq


ck : gbi evwoZ wMq Abgb nq Ab Kv_vI nvwiq hvB| `qv
Ki mgvavb `eb|
Di : gbi evwoZ wMq Ab Kv_vI nvwiq Mj ne bv|
mPZb _vKZ ne| Avmj wkw_jvqb wMq Avcwb Aviv ewk
wkw_j nq MQb gvb Z`vq Pj hvQb| mRbB gb nQ h,
Kv_vI nvwiq hvQb| Avcwb hLb wVKfve wkw_j neb ZLb Avi
Kv_vI nvwiq hveb bv| GRb em gwWUkb Kieb Ges gi`
mvRv ivLeb|
130

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avwg gwWUkbi mgq ay Nywgq cwo| Kx Kiev?


Di : gwWUkbi ga Nywgq coj Pje bv| cqvRb wbqwgZ
AUvmvRkb `eb| gwWUkb Kivi AvM cqvRb GKUz kevmb
Ki beb, GKUz wkw_jvqb Ki beb, bv nq Pv Lq beb| wK
gwWUkb Nygveb bv|
q gwWUkb Kij hv`i Nyg Avm Zviv KLbv q gwWUkb
Kieb bv| em gwWUkb Kieb| hw` em gwWUkb Nyg cvq
Zvnj cvmb em gwWUkb Kib| Z`v Avmvi Kvbv myhvMB
_vKe bv|
ZviciI hw` KvR bv nq Zvnj `uvwoq gwWUkb Kieb| `uvwoq
gwWUkb Kiv hvq| bvPZ bvPZ gwWUkb Kiv hvq| nuvUZ nuvUZ
gwWUkb Kiv hvq| PvL Lvjv iLI gwWUkb Kiv hvq| Avgiv
PvL e KiwQ KviY GUv mnR| AZGe hLbB Nyg Avme Avcwb
`uvwoq gwWUkb Kieb| `Leb, Nyg AvmQ bv| KqKevi SuvwK
Lveb, wK Nyg Avme bv|
Avi me kl wnme wbRK kvwi eev Zv AvQB| A_`|
50 UvKv gvwUi evsK| hw` gb nq 50 UvKv GKUv UvKv njv? Zvnj
500 UvKv| 5000 UvKv| mUvI hw` h_ gb bv nq, UvKvi AsK
evovZ _vKb| `Leb UvKvi gvqvq Nyg Avme bv|
ck : KqK gvm ai gwWUkb KiZ MjB Nywgq cowQ wKsev
Z`vQb nq cowQ| `uvwoq, cvmbhfveB Kwi bv Kb, GKB
mgmv| nZvkvq fyMwQ| Kx Kij mwVKfve gwWUkb KiZ cviev?
Di : evSv hvQ Avcbvi wbRi kixii Ici Avcbvi Kvbv
wbqY bvB| GRb AvcbvK kvixwiK kwUv evovZ ne, A_vr
wbqwgZ evqvg KiZ ne|

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

131

gwWUkb PvL cvwb


ck : gwWUkb PjvKvj PvL cvwb Avm| KviYUv `qv Ki ejeb?
Di : AbKi GKUz wijv Kij PvL cvwb Pj Avm| PvLi cvwb
Lye fvjv wRwbm| hZ Avm ZZ fvjv| fZi _K hw` cvwb Avm
gb ivLeb Avcbvi AbK `ytL, AbK kvK, AbK e`bv, AbK
e_v hv Avcwb KvDK ejZ cvib bvBmjv ewiq hvQ|
ck : hLb gwWUkb wbRi `ytLi K_v gb Kwi ev AejvKb Kwi
ZLb `ytLi K_v gb co wVKB wK Kvbv cvq bv ev AveMceY nB
bv| A_P Abmgq AwZ mvaviY mvaviY welq AbK AveMceY nq
cwo Ges Kvbv cvq| `qv Ki Gi KviY GKUz evLv Kij Lywk nev|
Di : KviYUv Lye mnR| Kvbv nQ GKUv ^ZtZ Abyf~wZ| KD
KD AvQb BQ KijB Kuv`Z cvib| wK mevB BQ KijB
Kuv`Z cvi bv| nvwm hgb Avm fZi _K, KvbvI Zgwb Avm
fZi _K| hLb `ytLi K_v AejvKb Kib ZLb Avcwb mPZb
nq IVb| AbKUv Rvi Ki Kuv`vi Pv Kivi gZv| ZvB Abyf~wZi
^Zt~ZZv b nq, fZii KvbvUv Pvcv co hvq| AZGe Kvbvi Pv
Kieb bv| Kvbv hLb Avmvi ^ZtZfveB Avme|
ck : Avcwb ejQb `ytLK Dcjw KiZ| Avwg gv-evev nvivB wb|
fvjevmvi gZv fvjevmv AvRI cvB wb| gnvbex (m)-Gi Rxebi
Kjv Abyfe Kivi Pv KiwQ| wbRi Rxeb AbK Acvw iqQ
hv AvM AvgvK AbK Kuv`vZv| Gevi `ytLi gwWUkb Ku`wQjvg|
eZgvb Avgvi Kvbv K bB| Avgvi gb nq, wewfb KviY K
jvMjI fyj _vKvi Pv Kwi| H Kvbv Avi Avm bv| Avgvi Kx Zvnj
gwWUkb nQ bv? Kvmi wkv wK Avwg MnY KiZ cviwQ bv? Avwg
AbK GZ PvB| wbRi fZii KjvYkwK KvR jvMvZ PvB|
Di : Avmj memgq Kvbv Avmvi cqvRb bB| Avcbvi Kvbv hUzKz
Avmvi Gm MQ| ci Avevi wKQy Kvbv Rgv nj Kuv`eb| GUv wbq
wPv Kivi wKQy bB|
132

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gwWUkb gbvhvM wew nIqv


ck : gwWUkb Kivi mgq AbK Dvcvv K_v gb Avm| nVvr
Lqvj Kwi ARv Mvb KiwQ| `qv Ki mgvavb `eb|
Di : GUv nZ cvi| gwWUkb KiZ KiZ nVvr Ki wbRi
ARv Abgbfve MvbI Ki djZ cvib| Ab RvqMvq nvwiq
hZ cvib| GiKg hLbB ne wei neb bv| gwWUkb hLvb
wQjb mLvb gbUvK wbq Avmeb| mLvb _K Avevi i Kieb|
Avi wKQy kvwi eev nZ cvi| hZevi gb Abw`K hve, Lqvj
KiZ ne| GKevi Mj, `yBevi Mj, wZbevi, PvieviGUv YZ
ne| hZevi gb Abw`K Pj hvq, Y cZKevii Rb GK UvKv
Ki gvwUi evsK ivLZ ne| hw` UvKvi cwigvY ewk nq hvq, Ze
`Lv hve, UvKvi fq gb Abw`K hvQ bv| GwU cixwZ Ges h
KD GwU Pv KiZ cvib|
ck : Avwg gwWUkb KiwQ Qq/ mvZ gvm njv| AvM gwWUkb
AbK gbvhvM w`q KiZvg| GLb cvwi bv, AbK iKg wPv Pj
Avm, AbK mgq gwWUkbi gvS fyj hvB Avwg gwWUkbi Kvb
avc AvwQ? GLb gb nq h, Avgvi gwWUkbB nq bv|
Di : GwU GKwU gwjK ck| Avmj GLvbB Avgiv fyj Kwi| Qq
gvm AvM hLb Avcwb gwWUkb i KiwQjb, ZLb Avcbvi gb h
Abw`K Pj hZ Zv eySZB cviZb bv| Avcbvi gb nZv Avcwb
Lye gbvhvM w`q gwWUkb KiQb| GLb Avcwb gbvhvMi cwZ
gbvhvMx nqQb, ZvB gb wew nq Mj eySZ cviQb|
GB mgq Gm mvaviYZ Avgiv h fyj Kwi Zv njv gwWUkb
nQ bv fe gwWUkb Kiv ev` w`q `B| Avmj wK GLbB cKZ
gwWUkbi chvq i nQ| Avcwb mPZb nq DVQbgb Abw`K
hvQ Zv eySZ cviQb| GLb KiYxq nQ, hLbB gb Abw`K hve,
gbUvK Avevi AvMi RvqMvq wbq Avmv| hLbB gb ne h, jfj
bB, hLvb _K i KiwQjb mLvb _K Avevi i Kib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

133

Avcwb GLb h Aevq AvQb mUv gwWUkbi GKUv iZc~Y


avc| wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ _vKzb| hZ mgq hve Av Av
wPvjv w_ZvZ _vKe| Avcwb Bjnvgi i, w`evbi ii w`K
GwMq hZ _vKeb| Avcbviv hviv GKeQi, `o eQi, `yeQi, `k
eQi ai gwWUkb KiQb Zviv G wPvjvK ewk Ki kbv
KiZ cvieb| GUv Lye fvjv jY| KviY GiciB Avcbvi Rb
gwWUkbi Aviv fvjv jfj AvmQ|
ck : `xNw`bi gwWUkbi ciI GLbI gvS gvS AgbvhvMx nq
cwo, Kx Kij Aviv ewk gbvhvMx nZ cviev?
Di : Avmj GUv wbq Zvovov Kivi wKQy bB| `xNw`b gwWUkb
PPvi ciI AgbvhvM nZB cvi| GKevi nhiZ Bgvg Avey nvwbdv
(i)-Gi KvQ GKRb Gm ejjb, Avgvi GKwU welq gb coQ bv|
Bgvg Avey nvwbdv (i) ejjb, `yB ivKvZ bdj bvgvR co, bvgvRi
ga gb co hve| A_vr hw`I bvgvRi Av`e nQ Ab Kvbv
fvebvq gbK wew nZ bv `qv, wK AwaKvski B Zv nq bv|
AwaKvskiB gb bvgvR Lye mnR Ab wKQy wbq fveZ i Ki|
gwWUkbI nQ GiKg| gwWUkb emj kqZvb memgq bvbviKg
fvjv-Lvivc wPv XywKq `q hb gwWUkb _K gb Abw`K _vK|
AZGe G wbq wPvi wKQy bB| DwRZ nIqv ev ivM Kivi wKQy bB|
hLbB Ab wPv Pj Avme, Avevi mv_ mv_ ZIev ZIev ev evwZj
evwZj ej gbUvK g~j wPvq wbq Avmeb|

gwWUkb kvixwiK-gvbwmK A^w


ck : gwWUkb Avgvi gv_v Nviv, ewg ewg fve nq| Kx Kiev?
Di : gwWUkb Kij GKRb gvbyl kvixwiKfve c_g h DcKvi
jvf Kib Zv njvwkw_jZv, ckvw| Avi hLb GB wkw_jZv Avm
ZLb `ni AwRb MnYi cwigvY nvm cvq| Gmgq `n AwRb
MnYi cwigvY mvaviYZ 10 _K 20 fvM nvm cvq| wK Avcbvi
134

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nqZv GKUz ewk Kg wMqwQjv| GRb gv_v Nvivbv ev ewg


ewg fve jMQ| Avevi Kviv iPvc Kg _vKjI gwWUkbi mgq
gv_v Nviv, ewg ewg fve nZ cvi| GiKg gv_v Nvivbv ev ewg ewg
fve nj H AevZB j^v Ki KqKevi `g beb `g Qvoeb|
`Leb h, gv_v Nvivbv ev ewg ewg fve Pj MQ|
ck : gwWUkb Avgvi gyL Lye jvjv Pj Avm| Kx Kiev?
Di : gwWUkb Avcwb Avmj Lye wijv KiQb| GUv Lye fvjv
jY| Nygi ga hgb AbK mgq jvjv co evwjk wfR hvq
AbKUv miKg| gyL ewk jvjv Pj Gj Kx Kieb? wbRi jvjv
wbRi Rb AgZ| wMj djeb|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq Mjv wKq Mj Kx Kiev?
Di : Kx Avi Kieb! gbi evwoZ Zv KvbvwKQyi Afve bB|
KqviUKviK ejjB nq h, `yUv Wve wbq Gmv| Avcwb Kbvq
`Lyb h, m Wve Gb KU AvcbvK w`Q Avi Avcwb LvQb| em,
cqmvI LiP njv bv| ZvI wgU Mj|
ck : njvb w`q gwWUkb Kij Nywgq hvB Avi wcV mvRv Ki
gwWUkb Kij Nvo e_v Ki| Kx Kiev?
Di : GUv wbq wPwZ nIqvi Kvbv KviY bB| Avmj KLbv
GZY mgq wbq Nvo mvRv Ki Kv_vI em _vKb wb| Ggwb em
_vKjI nvZ-cv boQb, Nvo Nywiq Gw`K Iw`K ZvwKqQb|
Avgv`i Nvoi ^fveB nQ memgq bovPov Kiv| wK gwWUkb
Avcwb AbKY mgq NvoUvK mvRv Ki wQjb| ZvB gwWUkbi
ci Nvo wcV e_v ^vfvweK| KqKw`b PPv Kij Afvm nq hve,
ZLb Avi GB e_vUv _vKe bv|
Avi AvcvZZ gwWUkb _K hLb DV Avmeb ZLb mvRkb
w`q Avmeb, hb ^vfvweK Aevq Avmvi ci Avi e_v bv _vK|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

135

Ze hw` GiKg e_v ewkw`b Pj Zvnj eySZ ne nqZv Kvbv


kvixwiK Amyweav AvQ| KvqvUvg evqvg Kieb| Zvnj G Amyweav
Avi _vKe bv|
ck : Avwg wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kwi| wK nVvr Kvbv k bj Avgvi
eyK Kuc IV Ges kvm wbZ K nq| G _K cwivYi Dcvq `qv
Ki ejeb Kx?
Di : GiKg Dcvq ejvi RbB Zv Avgiv| GUv `qv bq, GUv
Avgv`i KZe| AvcbvK KvqvUvg evqvg KiZ ne| vqweK
`yejZv AvQ ej Avcbvi GiKg nQ| nVvr k bjB gb
nQMwQ! Avi bvB! wbqwgZ evqvg Kij G mgmv Avi _vKe bv|
ck : Avwg `xNw`b gwWUkb KiwQ, Aek gvS gvS ev` hvq| mgmv
nQ, ^vfvweK Avmb gwWUkb KiZ wMq cvq mgqB Wvb cvq
wSuwSu ai hvq Ges gwWUkb evNvZ NU| Kx Kij `Z G mgmvi
mgvavb ne Rvbvj KZ _vKev|
Di : ^vfvweK Avmb KvbUvPqvi em? Pqvi emj Kb Wvb
cvq wSuwSu aie? Wvb cvq wSuwSu aiv gvb nQ cv Zvi gvwjKK
ejQAvgvK GKUz LvUvI| GKUz nuvUvI, bv nq evqvg KivI| cvqi
gvwjK GUv eySZ cviQb bv| Zv bv nj wSuwSu aie Kx Rb? A_vr
nuvUZ ne, evqvg KiZ ne Zvnj cvqi wSuwSu KU hve|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq PzjKvwb nj Kx Kiev? KviY AbK mgq
PzjKvwb Pig chvq Pj Avm|
Di : GUv AbKiB nq| mvivw`b PzjKvq wb| wK hB PvL e Ki
`g wbQb, gb nQ GLvb PzjKvQ ILvb PzjKvQ| hw` PzjKvq
c_g c_g gwWUkb GKUz PzjK beb Kvbv Amyweav bvB|
ck : gwWUkb Avgvi Lye Mig jvM| AbK mgq nvZ-cv-I Nvg|
Kx Kiev?
136

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : gwWUkb Kviv Kviv Mig ewk jvM| gb nq h, kixi


Ng hvQ| GUvI ^vfvweK| Avcbvi hw` gwWUkbi mgq Lye Mig
jvM Zvnj eySZ ne h, Avcwb KvqvUvg GbvwR wdi Lye Mfxi
XyK wMqwQjb, mRbB Mig jMQ| KqKw`b PPv Kij GB Mig
jvMvUv ^vfvweK nq hve|
Gici hLb gwWUkb Kieb AUvmvRkb `eb| Ab mgq
hnZz Avcbvi nvZ-cv Nvg bv gwWUkbI nvZ-cv Nvge bv|
ck : hLb gwWUkbi Lye Mfxi Pj hvB ej gb nq ZLb kixi
GKUv wkiwki wSgwSg fve Abyfe Kwi| G evcvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : Kviv Kviv GUv nq, mg kixi gb nQ GK`g bvB| AwZ
bvB| GUv nZ cvi, Ze GUv wbq wPwZ nIqvi Kvbv KviY bvB|
ck : Avwg gm _vwK| wbwiwewj K gwWUkb Kivi myhvM bB|
AbK UxKv-wUwb KvU| gwWUkb KiZ wMq jfj b nq| G
cwiwwZ Kxfve gvKvejv Kiev?
Di : c_g c_g mgmv ne| wK wbqwgZ gmi mevi mvgb
gwWUkb Ki hveb| `Leb jfj wVK _vKQ| eis wKQyw`b ci
`Leb Abiv gwWUkbi evcvi AvMnx nq DVQ| KviY Avcbvi
wekvm Ges gbZv, Avcbvi bxieZv, ckv cZq Ab`iK AvK
Kie| wK Avcwb hw` wei nb Abiv AvcbvK LuvPv w`Z Aviv
Drmvn cve|
ck : B`vbxs gwWUkb emZB cvwi bv| gwWUkb KiZ emjB
AyZ GK AwiZv i nq| gwWUkb Kiev wK Kiev bvGB feB
mgq kl| gbvhvM Avi nq bv| G Aevq wK KiYxq|
Di : gwWUkb emj hLbB AwiZvq cq eme, weiw jvMe
ZLbB eySeb h, LyPiv kqZvb Pj GmQ| LyPiv kqZvbi MwU
nQ kL mv`xi wjuvi M| MUv GiKg|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

137

kqZvbi `ievi| mvejv Bewjm `ievi emQ, Avi hZ LyPiv


kqZvb, hZ Pjv-Pvgyv AvQ mvivw`b KvR-Kg kl me wicvU
KiQ| GKKRb Gm ejQ, Bewjm bQ| KD ejQ h, Avwg
wZbUv Lyb KwiqwQ AvRK| KD ejQ, `ybxwZ KwiqwQ| KD ejQ,
MvQ KvwUqwQ| KD ejQ, Avwg ivnvRvwb KwiqwQ| Bewjm hvi hvi
KvR Abymvi ZvK cyivi w`Q|
AbKY ci Bewjm Lqvj Kijv h, GK kqZvb PzcPvc em
AvQ| Kvbv K_v ejQ bv| Bewjm ejjv, GB, Zzwg wKQz Ki bvB?
m ejjv, Ryi, Zgb wKQz KiZ cvwi bvB|
AvQv wVK AvQ, hv KiQ Zv-B ej|
ZLb LyPiv kqZvb ejv i Kijv h, Ryi, Avcwb Zv Rvbb
Avwg wbR Pjvdiv KiZ cvwi bv| mKvj ejv Nyg _K IVvi ci
ivvq Gm `uvwoqwQ| Gw`K ZvKvB, Iw`K ZvKvB, KvDK `wL bv|
AbKY ci `wL GK gv`vmvi Qv hvQ (GLb h iKg zj, kL
mv`xi hyM gv`vmv wQjv GiKg vb K`)|
Avwg fvejvg h, KvDK hLb cjvg bv ZLb GKB awi| ejjvg,
`L, GB iv`i ga GZ wKZve wbq Zzwg hvQv! Iv`Rx Zv
Avmeb bv, KvmI ne bv| LvgvLv GB iv` hvIqvi `iKviUv Kx|
Zvi Pq Kx my`i MvQGB MvQi Qvqvq em| wKQzY jvdvjvwd Ki,
wKQzY bvPvbvwP Ki| wKQzY Mvb MvI, wKQzY NygvI| wKQzYGB
h Kx my`i dj, dj LvI| Zvici Avevi weKjejv eB cyK wbq
evmvq Pj hve| Iv`RxI Gjb bv, KvmI njv bv, Avi Zvgvi GB
iv` GZ`~i nuvUZ njv bv|
LyPiv kqZvb ejjv, Ryi, m Avgvi K_v bjv| m MvQi wbP
wMq emjv| eB cyK iL wKQzY jvdvjvwd, bvPvbvwP, wKQzY Nyg,
Wvvwj Ljjv, dj co Ljv| Zvici weKj evmvq Pj Mj|
Bewjm GZY wmsnvmb emwQjv| GB b GKevi wmsnvmb
Qo Gm Avgvi cvYi LyPiv! ej ZvK Rwoq aijv| Zzwg Zv
mevg KvR KiQv! LyPiv kqZvb nv Ki ZvwKq AvQ| ej h,
Ryi, wKQz KiZ cvijvg bv, GRb AvgvK mevi mvgb GB iKg
Acgvb! Bewjm ejjv h, Avi, Zzwg Zv Zvgvi KvRi WvBgbkbB
evS bvB, Zzwg h KZ eo KvR KiQv Zv wK Zzwg Rvbv!
138

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avi, GB evUv wZbUv Lyb KwiqQ, G-Zv GB cRb kl|


wQbZvB KwiqQ, GB cRb kl| ivnvRvwb, GB cRb kl| Avi
Zywg Kx KiQv? GKUv QvK vbi c_ _K mwiq iLQv|
mvebv nQ, GB evUv g~L nj Gi Qj g~L ne, Zvi Qj g~L ne|
A_vr Zvgvi KvRi cfve wZb cRb ch Pje| Avi g~L`i `vm
evwbq ivLv, Avj-vni KvQ _K `~i mwiq ivLv Lye mnR| myZivs
AvRKi miv KvRUv ZzwgB KiQv| mivi LZve Zvgvi Rb|
ZvB hLbB gwWUkb KiZ Mj Awi jvMe, hLbB gb ne
h, DV coZ cvij fvjv ev covkvbvq hLb gb emZ PvBe bv,
AbwKQy KiZ BQv Kie, ZLbB eySeb h, LyPiv kqZvb Gevi
Avcbvi gv_vi ga Pj GmQ| mZK nq hveb| KqKevi j^v `g
wbq gwWUkb ev wbRi KvR gb `eb|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq gvS gvS kixi cv_ii gZv fvix nq hvq|
ZLb Lye A^w jvM| Kx KviY GiKg nq Zv ejj DcKZ nev|
Di : gwWUkb Avcbvi kixi Lye fvix jvMQ| Gi A_ njv
Avcbvi `n Avcbvi Kgv bZ i KiQ| gwWUkb Zv IRb
eo hvIqvi Kvbv KviY bB| hv IRb wQjv Zv-B AvQ| Zvnj
fvix jvMQ Kb? KviY Avcwb ejQb Avgvi fvix jvMQ| Avcbvi
`n hLb Avcbvi GB Kgv bQ, Ab KgvjvI be| GUv Lye
fvjv jY|
ck : gwWUkb Avwg Lye bovPov Kwi| Kxfve Kgvev?
Di : Avcbvi GB bovPov wK Avcbvi gbvhvM Kvbv evNvZ mw
KiQ? hw` evNvZ mw bv Ki Zvnj G wbq wPwZ nevi KviY bB|
ck : gvS ga GK bvMvo ek KqK w`b gwWUkb ev` co hvq
GZ wK Kvbv mgmv ne? wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kij KZUv DcKZ
nIqv hve? Avi hw` ev ci Avevi Kwi, Avevi ev` co Gfve ev`
w`q Kij wK Kvbv mgmv ne?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

139

Di : hw`bB Lqvj Kieb ev` co MQ, mw`b _KB Avevi i


Kieb| GKmgq `Leb Avi ev` coQ bv|
ck : gwWUkbi evcvi Avgvi AvwiKZvi wKQyUv Afve iqQ|
Avgvi gv Lye GKvMZv I wbvi mv_ gwWUkb Kib, Avwg Zvi gZv
cvwi bv| Avwg Aviv ewk AvwiK nZ PvB| Kxfve Gev?
Di : Avcwb h AvMn `LvQb, GUvB Lye iZc~Y| mB mv_ hviv
wbqwgZ gwWUkb Ki Zv`i mv_ hy nZ ne| mNi iZUvB
GLvb| dvDkb hLb Avmeb, AbKK gwWUkb KiZ `Leb
A_ev gwWUkb Ki Zv`i mvdji K_v beb ZLb Avcwb Drmvn
cveb| Kvbv mgmv _vKj KvDwji`i mv_ Avjvc Ki Zvi
mgvavb cq hveb|
ZvQvov hKvbv KvR Revew`wnZv Lye iZc~Y| mN GB
Revew`wnZv mwZ mvnvh Ki| Revew`wnZv mwi AviKwU c_ nQ
AvZchvjvPbv| cZKw`b mvq ev ivZ kvqvi AvM cyivw`bi
KvhgK chvjvPbv Kib| fveybmvivw`b Avwg Kx KiwQ, KZUzKz
fvjv KvR KiwQ, KZUzKz Lvivc KvR KiwQ| AvRK gwWUkbi
jfjUv Kgb wQjv| cqvRb wbRi Rb kvwi eev Kib|
ZZxqZ, mN AvcbvK mevg~jK KvRi mv_ mshy nIqvi myhvM
Ki `e| mvi ingZ Qvov Avmj KjvYKi eo wKQy nq bv| hLbB
Avcwb Abi DcKvi KiebAvcbvi Ici mvi ingZ ewlZ ne,
Avcwb h wRwbmUv PvQb mUv cvIqv Avcbvi Rb mnR nq hve|
ck : Avwg hZw`b euP _vKev, ZZw`b wK mKvj I ivZ gwWUkb
Ki hvev? KvRi Pvc KLbv mKvj gwWUkb nq bv| Avi ivZ
kixi GZ Kv _vK h, gwWUkb KiZ KiZ Nyg Avm| G Aev
_K cwivY cvIqvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : mKvj hw` KvRi Pvc gwWUkb KiZ bv cvib, `ycyi
Kieb| `ycyi bv cvij weKj Kieb| A_vr hLb cvieb Kieb|
mgq KiZ bv cvivGUv wK Luvov ARynvZ| gwWUkb KivUv hw`
Avcbvi KvQ AMvwaKvi cZ Zvnj Avcwb wVKB mgq ei Ki
140

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

djZb| Avcbvi DcKvii RbB gwWUkb|


Avgiv AbK mgq eZvi ARynvZ w`q gwWUkb Kwi bv| e
njB mdj nIqv hvq bv| mdj ZvivB nb hviv eZvi dmjK Ni
ZzjZ cvib| G wbqI M AvQ|
GK dv`vi GK Uvw Kve DVQb| Kvei WvBfvi Lye ivd
PvjvQ| dv`vii gb njvm hfve Mvwo PvjvQ GwWU bv Ki
hvq bv| dv`vi Zv CkiK iY KiZ jvMjb hb GwWU bv nq|
wK GwWU nqB Mj|
dv`viI gviv Mjb, WvBfviI gviv Mj| gviv hvIqvi ci hLb
wePvi njv, `yBRbKB ^M hvIqvi AbygwZ `qv njv| Ze WvBfvi
AvM hve dv`vi ci hve|
dv`vi ejjb, Cki, GUv KxiKg K_v! Avwg mvivRxeb PvP
agcPvi KiwQ, Zvgvi YMvb MqwQ| GB WvBfvi Kvbvw`b Zvgvi
YMvb Ki wb| m AvM hve, Avwg ci hvevGUv Zv AhwK|
Gi evLv w`Z ne|
Cki ejjb, `L, evLv Lye mnR| Zzwg hLb PvP fvlY w`Z
ZLb jvKRb NygvZv| Avi GB WvBfvi hLb Mvwo PvjvZv, ZLb Zvi
MvwoZ h DVZv m Avgvi bvg gyn~Zi Rb fzjZ cviZv bv| GZ
ivd PvjvZv h, h-B emZvMvwo _K bv bvgv ch gvMZ Avgvi
K_v iY KiZvCki, euvPvI! Cki, euvPvI! Cki, euvPvI! Zywg h
KvR KiQv, Zvi djvdj Kx? Zvi KvRi djvdj Zvgvi KvRi
djvdji Pq fvjv|
GUv hw`I KZzK, Gi _KI wK kLvi AvQ| KvR Kijb
AbK, wK djvdj cjb bv, ZvZ Kx jvf?
eZvi dmj Avcwb ZLbB Ni ZzjZ cvieb hLb Avcwb mwVK
mgq mwVK wmv wbZ cvieb Ges cwiKbvgvwdK wQq
mgqvbyewZZvi mv_ KvR KiZ cvieb, A_vr mywebvmvqb KiZ
cvieb| GUv Avcwb ZLbB cvieb, hLb Avcwb wbqwgZ gwWUkb
Kieb| Zv bv nj KvRjv RU cvKvZ _vKe, KvRi dmj Avcwb
Ni ZzjZ cvieb bv| ZvB Avcbvi mvdjK Aviv A_en, cwic~Y
Ges vqx Kivi Rb gwWUkb GKv Riwi| Avcbvi cwZw`bi
LvIqv-Nyg hgb Riwi, gwWUkbI Zgwb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

141

ck : gwWUkb KiZ ev bvgvR coZ Mj gb nq mgq b nq


hvQ| G Kx Kiev?
Di : Avmj h KvR DcKvi ewk, mB KvRUvZB Abxnv mw nq
ewk| gb nQ h, mgq b nq hvQ| Avv w`Z mgq b nq bv,
wUwfZ wnw` wmwiqvj `LZ mgq b nq bv, KbmvU hLb bvPvbvwP
Kwi ZLb mgq b nq bv|
mgq b nq KLb? hLb Avgiv AvZ Abymvb KiZ hvB| hLb
Avwg wbRK wWwmwc-b&W KiZ hvB, hLb Avwg Rxebi mewKQyK
PvbjvBR&W KiZ PvB ZLb| A_vr h KvRUv Avgvi DcKvi Kie
mePq ewk, mUv hLb KiZ hvB ZLbB gb nq h, mgq b nQ|
Avi h KvRjvZ Avgiv mgq b KiwQ m KvRjvZ KLbvB gb
nq bv mgq b KiwQ| hw` gb KiZvg Zvnj m KvRjv Avgiv
KiZ cviZvg bv|
Avcwb Avcbvi mvivw`bi KvR wnme Kib| `LebKvRi Pq
AbK ewk mgq Avcwb b KiQb AKvR| eis Avcwb hLb bvgvR
coQb Ges gwWUkb KiQb, GB mgqUv Avcbvi fwelZi Rb
wewbqvM nQ Avcbvi KjvYi Rb| gwWUkb Ges bvgvRGB `yUv
Avcbvi AiK ckv Kie Ges fvjv wRwbmjvK Avcbvi w`K
AvKlY Kie| Avcwb Rxeb fvjv ewk Kieb, g`i cwigvY
Avcbvi Rxeb _K Kg hve hw` Avcwb gbvhvM w`q bvgvR cob
Ges gwWUkb Kib| GKUv mgq Avcbvi gb nemgqi Gi Pq
fvjv wewbqvM Avcwb KiZ cviZb bv|
ck : Kvm Kivi ci 40 w`b Uvbv `yejv gwWUkb KiZ ejQb|
Avwg Uvbv 22 w`b `yejv gwWUkb Kivi ci AmyZvi Rb
gwWUkb KiZ cvwi bvB cvq 15 w`b| GLb 40 w`b Kxfve c~iY
Kiev? w`b Kevi Ges KZY ci ci gwWUkb Kiv hvq?
Di : 22 w`b Kivi ci hnZz ev` co MQ, GLb _K 40 w`b
Avevi bZzb Ki i Kib| Gi ga hw` eovZ wMq ev` co
Zvnj Avevi 40 w`b i Kib| hZevi ev` coe ZZevi c_g _K
i Kieb| Avcwb Abyfe KiebfZii kw KZ weKwkZ nQ|
142

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avgvi GLbI 40 w`b 80wU gwWUkb nq wb wewfb mgmvi


KviY| Avgvi cixvi ci Zv AbK mgq AvQ ZLb wK Kij ne?
Di : ZLb Kij ZLb ne| GLbKvi LvIqvUv hw` Avcwb cuvPw`b
ci Lvb, mUv wK GLbKvi LvIqv ne? cuvPw`b cii LvIqv ne|
A_vr Avcwb hv wgm KiQb Zv wgmB KiQb| cixvi AvM wbqwgZ
gwWUkb Kij Zv cixvq fvjv KiZ mvnvh KiZv| Ze hv nq
wb Zv nq wb| cixvi ci Avevi i Kib|
ck : Avwg KvqvUvg MvRyqU nqwQ 2004 mvj| wK wbqwgZ
gwWUkb KiwQ MZ `y eQi, GLb Avgvi ckvMZ KvR GZ eo MQ
h ejvi gZv bv| wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kiv LyeB KwVb| Gw`K Avgv`i
kvLvi GK cv-gvvi ejjb, KvqvUvg MvRyqUiv wbqwgZ gwWUkb
bv Kij `y`kvi e cwZZ nb| G welq wKQy ejeb wK?
Di : Avgiv AvcbvK Awfb`b RvbvwQ Avcbvi KvR eo hvIqvi
Rb| gwWUkb Kij cKwZi wbqgB KvR eo hvq| GUvi wK
GKUv P AvQ| PUv nQ GB iKgKvm Kivi ci c_gw`K hLb
GKRb MvRyqU wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib, Zvi KvR I eZv evo,
wZwb fvjv Aevq hvb| hLb fvjv Aev mw nq ZLb wZwb eZvi
ARynvZ gwWUkb Qo `b| dj wZwb wdi hvb Avevi AvMi
Aevb| GiKg GKUv `yUv bq, cPzi NUbv iqQ|
Avgv`i 1g evPi GK MvRyqU| f`jvK Avgvi KvqU wQjb,
A_bwZK Aev GZ Lvivc wQjv h, Kvm wd `qvi mvg_ wQjv bv|
c_gw`K Zv Kvm GjB Avgiv Lywk nZvg| wd w`j fvjv, bv w`j
Aviv fvjv, gwWUkb KijB njv| wZwb Kvm Kijb|
Kvm Kivi ci c_gw`K gwWUkb Lye wbqwgZ| mewKQy wVKVvK|
PgrKvi wKQy cvwicvwkK myhvM Gjv| Dwb UvKv Kijb, AbK UvKv|
mbvKjvY feb wekvj dvi wbq Awdm wbjb, mB Awdmi gvwmK
fvovB w`Zb Pvi/ cuvP jvL UvKv| Gici Kvbv Lei bvB| ew`b ci
Gm ejjb, gwWUkb Kivi Kvbv mgq cvwQ bv iRx| Avgvi
Rb Avcwb gwWUkb KiZ _vKb| hZ UvKv jvM Avwg `ev|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

143

ejjvg, Avwg gwWUkb Kij Zv Avgvi DcKvi ne, Avcbvi Zv


DcKvi ne bv| hgb Avwg Lj wK Avcbvi cyw ne? ne bv| Zgwb
Avgiv gwWUkb Kij Avcbvi DcKvi Zv ne bv| Avcwb hnZz
AbK weevb nqQbAvcbvi gwWUkbi cqvRb Aviv ewk|
Dwb Avgvi K_v bjb bv| UvKvi cQb `ovZ _vKjb| `ok
`yk KvwU UvKvi m` nq Mj| Zvici ewk m` nj hv nq,
Ubkb, AwiZv evojv| eemv wbqI wKQyUv RwUjZv njv| GKmgq
nvUdj Kijb| gZzi ci Zvi UvKv-cqmv Kv_vq Kx AvQ Zvi
cwievii Kvivi Rvbvi myhvM _vKjv bv| GZ m` Zvi mvb`iI
Kvbv KvR jvMjv bv| Avmj Avjv cvIqvi ci, kwi Drm
cvIqvi ci Zv hw` KD eenvi bv Ki, Zvi `y`kv K gUve!
ZvB eZv evojI gwWUkb ev` `eb bv| gb ivLeb, Rxeb
mewKQyiB cqvRb AvQ| KvR, cwievii cwZ gbvhvM, gwWUkb
mewKQyiB cqvRb AvQ| iuvaZ hgb RvbZ ne, Pzj euvaZI RvbZ
ne| mywebvmvqb KiZ wkLZ ne, ZvnjB Avi mgmv ne bv|
ck : Avwg 293 Zg Kvm Ask bqvi ci weklfve DcKZ nq
Zvi ciievi Avevi wiwcU KiwQ Ges mvBwK, evqvg Ges c_gvqb
KiwQ| wK GLb wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ cviwQ bv| gwWUkb
KiZ MjB gb nq AvMi gZv nQ bv| GKw`b ci A_vr weiwZ
w`q Kij Avevi fvjv nQ|
Di : gwWUkb memgq wbqwgZ Kieb| Avcbvi gwWUkb AvMi
gZv nQ wK nQ bv GUv wPv KiZ hveb bv| Avmj gwWUkb
wK GKBiKg nQ| wK bZzb bZzb GKUv wRwbm Avgv`i hZ Avb`
`q, wKQyw`b ci mB GKB wRwbm Avi miKg Avb` w`Z cvi bv,
KviY Avgv`i Abyf~wZ fuvZv nq hvq|
nvRxi wewiqvwb AbKw`b ci ci LvB ej IUv nvRxi wewiqvwb|
AvcwbI miKg gwWUkb weiwZ w`q KiQb ej Avcbvi gb nQ
fvjv nQ| nvRxi wewiqvwbI hw` wbqwgZ Lvb IUv Wvj-fvZi gZvB
nq hve| wK gb ivLeb H Wvj-fvZUv iZc~Y| gwWUkbI
Zgwb wbqwgZ bv Kij Avcwb ewZ neb|
144

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Kvmi ci `ygvm gwWUkb Ki Avi Kiv nQ bv| BQv _vKv


mI wewfb cvMvg Avmv nq bv| kvLv mjI hvIqv nq bv| GLb
Avwg Avevi bZzb Ki cwZw`b gwWUkb KiZ PvB| Kx Kiv DwPZ?
Di : AvRK _KB gwWUkb i Kiv DwPZ| Avmj fvjv Kvbv
KvRi K_v hLb Avcbvi gb ne, DwPZ nQ Kvjwej^ bv Ki c_g
myhvMB Zv i Ki `qv| KviY Avgv`i Rxeb Avgiv AbK fvjv
fvjv cwiKbv KiI kl ch Avi evevwqZ KiZ cvwi bv GB
AvR Kiev, Kvj Kiev`xNm~wZvi KviY|
GKB KviY Avcwb myhvM _vKj AvRKB KvQvKvwQ hKvbv
mUvi, kvLv ev mj Pj hvb| msKvPi Kvbv KviY bB| Qjgq nvwiq hvIqvi ci Avevi hLb Zviv wdi Avm gv-evev hgb Lywk
nb| AvgivI cwievii nvivbv m`m`i wdi cj Zgwb Lywk nB|
Avi KvqvUvg g_W Kvm wiRywfbkb Ask bqvi gvag Avcbvi
GB bZzbfve i KivUv nZ cvi mePq djcm~| Avmj Kvm
wiRywfbkb h KZUv DchvMx m cm ejwQjb AvjvwKZ gvbyl
Movi AMcw_K, wekmvwnZ K`i cwZvZv AavcK Ave`yj-vn Avey
mvqx`| cheK wnme KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi DQvm 14 evP Pvi
w`b Ask bqvi ci GK mvvrKvi Kvmi evcvi Zvi Abyf~wZi
cm ejwQjb x wgmm iIkvbviv mvqx`i K_v|
2002 mvji RyjvBq KvqvUvg g_W Kvmi 146 Zg evP Ask
bqvi wKQyw`b AvM _K mvqvwUKvi e_vq fxlY Amy wQjb Zvi x|
xi mmgqKvi Aev Ges Kvm Kivi ci Zvi cwieZb cm wZwb
ejb, Avgvi x GKevi cvq bq gvm gi`i e_vq weQvbvq q
wQjb| GKRb MwnYx hvi Ici cyiv cwievii `vwqZ _vK, hvZ wZwb
Af _vKbGB `vwqZ _K ZvK hw` Gfve ewZ nq GKUv
weQvbvq q _vKZ nqGKv, wbtm| w`bi ci w`b bqUv gvmGUv
h KZLvwb K`vqK Zv Abygvb Kiv hvq|
mB mgq Dwb KvqvUvg Kvm KiZ Mjb Ges Avwg LyeB Avh
njvg h, Kvm Ki `Lv Mj Av Av Zvi e_vUv Pj Mj| G
wk weKg bigvj| GK`g my GKRb gvbyl! Zvici AbK eQi Pj
MQ| wZwb GK`g bigvj|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
10-

145

wK Gi ga Avevi Zvi mB GKB wRwbm njv| wKQyZB Avi


mvi bv| KZ iKg Ilya, KZ iKg wPwKrmv, KZ iKg _ivwc
wKQyZB mvi bv! ZLb AbKB civgk w`jv h, Zzwg G Kvm Avevi
hvI| wiwcU Ki| nqZv wKQyUv fvjv ne| Ges mwZ mwZ wiwcU Ki
Avmvi cii w`b _K wZwb Lye fvjv Ges GLbv fvjv AvQb|
A_vr Kvm wiwcU Ask bqv cZK MvRyqUi RbB AZ
KvhKix| Avgv`i Ggb AbK MvRyqU AvQb hviv 30/40/50 eviI
Kvm wiwcU KiQb| Zviv ejb, hZeviB wiwcU Kib ZZeviB bZzb
bZzb DcjwZ DxweZ nb| ZvB hZ wiwcU ZZ gRv|
Avi hviv GKUz AwbqwgZ nq MQb, Avevi bZzb Ki i KiZ
PvQb Zv`i Rb GUv nZ cvi Lye PgrKvi GKwU m~Pbv|
ck : ew`b Abykxjb bv Kivi ci Kxfve Avevi c~ei i cuQvbv
hve A_vr c_g Kvb KvmU KZ evi w`b KiZ ne? G `Z
avivevwnKZv ARbi Rb Kx Kiv hvq?
Di : Avmj ew`b hw` Abykxjb bv Ki _vKb, Zvnj c_g hUv
Kieb, mUv njv wkw_jvqb| wkw_j cwqvq wkw_jvqb [1 bs wmwWi G
mvBW] Ges gbQwe [5 bs wmwWi G mvBW] eenvi Kieb| G `yUv Pwj-k
w`b Kib| `Leb h me wVK nq MQ| me nj Kvm wiRywfbkb
Ki wbZ cvib| Zvi PqI eo welq nQ dvDkbi mv_ mshy
_vKeb| mUvi/ kvLv/ mj/ wc-mj hveb, gjevi AvjvKvqb
Avmeb| dvDkb GLb AbK aibi cvMvg| hZ cvMvg hy
neb ZZ Avcbvi gwWUwUf jfj fvjv ne|
Ze gb ivLeb `Z wKQy Kiv hvq bv| wKwjq KuvVvj cvKvbv hvq
bv| KuvVvj wKwjq cvKvj nvZi AevI Lvivc nq, KuvVvji AevI
Lvivc nq| ZvB axi axi jfjUvK wVK Ki wbq Avmeb|
ck : `ki evBi AevbKvj hw` dvDkbi mv_ mwq
hvMvhvM ivLZ bv cvwi, Zvnj wK Avgvi gwWUkbi kw axi
axi KgZ _vKe? KviY GLbB KqKw`b bv Gj gb nq h,
cvIqvi Kg hvQ|
146

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GUv wbfi Ki Avcbvi AvwiKZvi Ici| Avcwb hw`


gwWUkbK fvjevmb, Avcwb hw` dvDkbK fvjevmb, cw_exi
GK cv _K AviK cvI hw` Pj hvb, Avcbvi kw KLbvB
Kge bv| Avi hw` Avcwb dvDkbi cwZ fvjevmvq AvwiK bv nb,
Zvnj kvwbMi Avgv`i Awdmi cvkI hw` Avcwb em _vKb,
Avcbvi cvIqvi _vKe bv|
dvDkb Avgiv h cwievi GUv Zv RweK cwievi bv| Avgiv
nwQ AvwZK cwievi| Avi AvZv hKvbv Kvj, hKvbv vb wePiY
KiZ cvi| hw` KvqvUvgi cwZ Aii Uvb _vK, hZ `~iB _vKzb
bv Kb, Avcwb Abyfe Kieb Avcbvi ii AvwZK kw Avcbvi mv_
iqQ| hgb hw` Avcwb wZb nvRvi gvBj `~iI hvb, gv-K wK fyj
hveb KLbv? eis `~i Mj gvqi cwZ Uvb Aviv evo| GKBfve
Avcbvi hw` AvmjB dvDkbi cwZ fvjevmv _vK, hZ `~i hveb
ZZ gb Aviv KvQ _vKe, ZZ cvIqvi Aviv evoZ _vKe|
Avi hvMvhvM Zv GLb Lye mnR| B-gBj hvMvhvM ivLeb|
ZvQvov me Z_i Rb Avgv`i IqemvBU iqQ| AvQ Kvivg|
ZvB hLvbB _vKzb bv Kb, Avcwb `~i bb| memgq gb ivLeb,
you belong to a family| AZGe Avb` `ytL e`bvq dwZZ
memgq gb ivLeb h, dvDkb Avcbvi| Avcwb dvDkbi|
ck : Avwg 39 evPi MvRyqU| Kvm Kivi ci KLbv gwWUkb Kwi
wb| GLb Wvvi AvgvK ejQ gwWUkb KiZ| Kx Kiev?
Di : Kx Avi Kieb! Wvvii civgk hnZz wkivavh KvRB mUvB
AbymiY Kieb| Avmj mvaviYZ Muqv hvMx wfL cvq bv| wekLvZ
PjwP wbgvZv Iqv wWRwbi GKwU NUbv AvQ| Zvi Qq eQi eqmx
gqwU zj wMq hLb bjv h, Zvi evev Iqv wWRwb GKRb
weLvZ ew, evwo Gm wewZ m Zvi evevK wRm Kijv, WvwW
Avi BD Iqv wWRwb? wWRwb Bqm ejvi ciI m AveviI wRm
Kijv Avi BD `vU Iqv wWRwb? evev Gevi Rvi w`q ejjb
Bqm| gq ZLb `o wMq Zvi AUvMvdi LvZvUv wbq Gm
evwoq w`q ejjv `b wc-R wMf wg Gb AUvMvd| A_vr evevi LvwZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

147

mK zj kvbvi ci Zvi gb njv evevi GKUv AUvMvd `iKvi|


AvcwbI Zgwb 1994 mvj 39 evP Kvm Kivi ci 2008 mvj
Wvvii KvQ b GLb Abyfe KiZ cviQb gwWUkbi iZK|
Avgiv AekB Avbw`Z GK hyMiI ewk mgq ci Avgv`i GKRb
m`mi cZveZbi wmv| Avgiv AvcbvK mvnvh KiZ PvB, hvZ
Wvvii KvQ AvcbvK Avi AmyL wbq hZ bv nq|
ck : AbK MvRyqUi gZv AvgviI wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kivi Afvm
Mo IV wb| Avwg gb Kwi, wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kivi Rb Aviv
Rvi`vi cPv bqv DwPZ| mj-Gi h Kgm~wP Zv wbqwgZ
gwWUkbi Rb h_ bq| G evcvi Avcbvi ge Kx?
Di : Avmj Avcwb Avcbvi wbRi `vwqZ hw` mji Ici Pvwcq
`qvi Pv Kib Zvnj Kx ne? mj wK cwZw`b Avcbvi evmvq wMq
AvcbvK eje, fvB, AvRK gwWUkb KiQb wK bv? hw` Zv-I Ki
ZviciI `Lv hve h, mji jvKRb hLb Avcbvi evmvq hvQ
ZLb Avcwb MnKgxK ejQbGB ej, ej, evmvq bvB| Avcwb hw`
Ici DVZ bv Pvb Zvnj Vj Vj AvcbvK Ici IVvbv hve bv|
eis euvk w`q VjZ Mj AvcbviI wec` ne, euvkiI wec` ne|
GZv myhvM-myweavi ga hw` Avcwb wbqwgZ Afvm KiZ bv cvib
Zvnj eySZ ne, Avcwb Af ei ga AvQb| GB ei evBi
AvcbvKB wbR D`vM eiZ ne|

PPv : wewfb
ck : mivmwi gbi evwoZ hvIqv I ei nIqv hve wK bv? bvwK GZ
Kvbv kvixwiK I gvbwmK wZ ne?
Di : Avmj gwWUkb mwVK cwqv AbymiY Kiv AZ iZc~Y|
h h avc AwZg Ki gbi evwoZ hvIqvi K_v m m avc AwZg
KiB gbi evwoZ hveb Ges h cwqvq wdi Avmvi K_v wVK m
cwqvq wdi Avmeb| bvnj wZi mvebv AvQ ewK|
148

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : DcKZ nev wK nev bvGB wbq Kx Kiev?


Di : GUv GKUv PgrKvi ck| Avmj wekvmB nQ g~j| Avcwb hw`
Wvvii KvQ hvIqvi mgq fveb, `~i! Wvvii KvQ wMq Kx ne,
Avgvi GB ivM wK Avi fvjv ne! Zvnj Wvvii Ilya wKQy ne?
ne bv| AZGe c_g Avcbvi `wfwK cwieZb KiZ ne| AvR
ch cw_exZ hv wKQy mw nqQ, mfZvi hv wKQy `LQb, mewKQy
gvbyl mw KiQ Ges hZ mRbkxj wRwbmme gvbyl gwWUwUf
jfj Zvi ebK eenvi Ki mw KiQ| AZGe DcKZ neb wK
neb bvGB m`n ivLvi Kvbv myhvM bB|
ck : gwWUkbi mgq gb ck Gj Kx Kiev?
Di : ck gb Ki ivLeb| Gici myhvMgZv cki Di LuyReb|
Avcwb hw` KvqvUvg MvRyqU nb Zvnj Avcbvi wbKUeZx mUvi/
kvLv/ mj-Gi `vwqZkxj`i mv_ K_v ejZ cvib| Avi GLbv hw`
KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Kivi myhvM Avcbvi bv nq _vK Zvnj Kvm
Ask wbb; ewkifvM ckiB Reve cq hveb
ck : gwWUkbi GK chvq `ievi Avivg Ki emZ ejv nq wK
Zvi AvM Zv evjy nq Do MwQ, emev Kxfve?
Di : Avmj evjy nq hvIqvi ci hv AejvKb KiQb Zv Avcbvi
`n bq| Avcbvi kixi evjy nq Do MQ wK Avcbvi PZbv Zv
AvQ| Avcbvi PZbvK fveeb GKUv Qvqvic, GKUv Aeqeic|
`ievi K emv, wnwjs mUvi ev Kgv mUvi hvIqvme wK
Avcbvi KvwbK Aeqe KiQ, kvixwiKfve Avcwb KiQb bv|
ck : Avwg Avcbvi K^i Qvov gwWUkb KiZ cvwi bv| dj
AvgvK KvmUi gvag KiZ nq|
Di : GUv GK aibi Kwkwbs| GUvKI Avcwb wWKwkb&W KiZ
cvib| c_gw`K GKUz Amyweav ne| gb ne h, gwWUkb nQ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

149

bv| Avcwb cwqv AbymiY Kib| axi axi wbR wbRB KiZ
cviebAvgvi Ki cqvRb ne bv|
ck : Avgvi mePq wcqRb we`k| Zvi Rb memgq gb Rj| GB
gb Rjv eb AvNvZ KiQ| Avwg Amy nwQ| wcqRbi Rb gb Rjv
Kxfve `~i Kiev?
Di : Lye mnR| gbi evwoZ wcqRbK wbq Avmyb| `Lyb h,
wcqRbi mv_ Avcwb K_v ejQb| Nyi eovQb, `ov`wo
KiQb| gb Rje bv| hLbB gb Rje Avcwb gwWUkb em
hveb| wcqRbK PvLi mvgb `LZ cveb|
ck : gwWUkb emj gb evi evi Lvivc wPv Avm| gbi evwoZ
fqi wPv Avm| BQv bv _vKvi ciI gb Lvivc K_v Avm| Avwg
fq _vwK h, Avgvi gwWUkb b nq hve| Avgvi gwWUkb wK
mwZ b ne?
Di : Kvbv `ywv ev KzwPv Gj gb gb ZIev ZIev ejeb|
Zvici gbK Av Ki Avevi mwVK wPvi w`K wbq Avmeb|
Avmj AvcwbI gvbyl| hw` KLbvB `ywv KzwPv bv AvmZv Avcwb
gvbyl nZb bv| ZvB fyj Kij ZIev Kieb| wK GUv wbq DrKwZ
nq gwWUkbi jfj b Kieb bv|

gwWUkbi Aceenvi
ck : gbi evwoZ Kx Kx Kiv hve, Kx Kx Kiv hve bv?
Di : gbi evwoZ me wKQy Kiv hve, ay Lvivc wKQy Kiv hve bv,
wbRi I Abi Rb wZKi wKQy Kiv hve bv| Avcbvi gb nZ
cvi Avwg Zv GLb gwWUkb cvwi, gbK KbmbUU KiZ cvwi,
Zv AgyK AvgvK Lye K w`qQ, wVK AvQ, Gevi IK Awfkvc w`q
f Ki `B| gbi evwoZ wMq hw` BQvKZfve Abi Kvbv
150

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wZi wPv Kib Zvnj Avcbvi mewb kvw nQ Avcbvi cyiv


wmg kUmvwKU nq hZ cvi| Gici Avcwb Avi gbi evwoZB
hZ cvieb bv, hLb avb emZ hveb gb ne wKQy GKUv avv
w`q Ici Zzj w`Q| GUv nQ mewb kvw| GQvov kvixwiKgvbwmKfve Avcwb wech nZ cvib, `yivivM evwaZ Avcwb
Avv nZ cvib hw` gbi evwoi G kwK Avcwb Abi wZi
Rb BQvKZfve eenvi KiZ Pvb|
ck : gwWUkb nVvr Ki Kviv cwZ Awfkvc Pj Gj Kx Kiev?
Di : mv_ mv_ ZIev ZIev ev evwZj evwZj ejeb| hvi cwZ
Awfkvc GmQ Zvi gj Kvgbv Kieb| hw` Ggb nq h, m
AvcbvK GZ K w`qQ h, Zvi gj Kvgbv Avm bv| Zvnj
eoRvi Avcwb cfyi KvQ wePvi w`q `eb h, cfy AgyK AvgvK Lze
K w`qQ| Zzwg Gi Dchy wePvi Ki `vI| wK wePvi kvw Kx ne
GUv Avevi ejZ hveb bv h, ZvK cy Ki `vI, ZvK A Ki
`vI| kvwi fvi cfyi nvZ Qo `eb| BQvKZfve KLbv Abi
Kvbv wZ, Abi Kvbv Agj, Abi Kvbv AKjvY gbi
evwoZ Avcwb KiZ hveb bv|
ck : Avwg GKRbK Lye cQ` Kwi| GRb Kx KiZ cvwi? ZvK
Kvbvfve evSvZ cviwQ bv| gwWUkbi gvag KvbvwKQy Kiv
wK me?
Di : GRb Avcwb cQ` Kiv ev` w`Z cvib| hvK Avcwb
evSvZ cviQb bv, ZvK evSvbvi Kvbv cqvRb bvB|
gwWUkbi gvag ZvK evSvZ hvIqvi gZv evKvwg KLbv KiZ
hveb bv| Avcwb weUv jfj ZvK evSvZ cviQb bv, Zvi gvb m
AvcbvK cQ` Ki bv| Avi cQ` KLbv Pvwcq `qv hvq bv|
Avcwb hLbB Rvi KiZ hveb GUv wievD Kie Ges GKUv mgq
Gi Rb AvcbvK cvZ ne| GKUv mgq Avcbvi mg hyw mg
AveMK m cwiZvM Kie| KviY cQ` memgq `yBZidv nIqv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

151

DwPZ| Avi GKZidv Kvbv wKQyK Avcwb hw` eve ev gwWUkbi


gvag Rvi Ki Pvwcq `bI, Zvi cwiYwZ KLbv fvjv ne bv|
Avi Avcwb hw` gq nb, Zvnj GUv Avcbvi Rb Aviv wec`RbK|
Avmj Avgiv GLvbUvq fyj Kwi| Avgiv wPv Kwi bvAvwg hvK
cQ` Kwi m AvgvK KZUzKz cQ` Ki| wPv Kwi bvZviI Ab
Kv_vI cQ` _vKZ cvi| Qj nj GK aibi cvMj nB, gq nj
AviK aibi cvMj nB| gwWUkbK cQ` Pvwcq `qvi Dk
KLbv eenvi Kieb bv|
ck : gwWUkbi deeper level-Gi cwZwU K_vB bvwK mZ| mvaviY
K_vi Pq 1000 Y kwkvjx| Zvnj Avgvi evmvq h nKvi ccvi
w`q hvq m h `wbKwU w`q hvq, Avwg change Ki Ab Kvbv
`wbK wbZ PvB| deeper level-G nKviK hw` ewj Zzwg Kvj _K
AgyK `wbK cwKv w`q hve Zvnj wK m Zv-B `e? wKsev Kvbv
ezK AvR Avgvi evmvq AvmZ ejj wK m Avme?
Di : Avmj GUv Lye Aevi ck| h K_vUv nKviK gyL ej w`jB
nq mUvi Rb avbi Mfxi i hvevi `iKviUv wK? Avgvi GLvb
M-vm cvwb AvQ, Avwg GUv PvBjB Zzj LZ cvwi| Gi Rb
gwWUkb Kivi wK Kvbv cqvRb AvQ?
Avi ezK evmvq AvmZ ejj AekB Avme hw` ZvK AvM
_K AvgY Rvbvb Ges m AvgY MnY Ki _vK| mB mv_ Zvi
Avmvi gZv AevI _vKZ ne| aib m RvgvwbZ AvQ| GLb
Avcwb ZvK AvmZ ejjI Zv Zvi c me bq|
A_vr h KvRjv Avcwb mnR ^vfvweKfveB KiZ cvib
mjv AvavwZKZv w`q Kivi Kvbv cqvRb bB| hgb GKevi
GK mvay GK MnK ejjb, `L, Avwg PvLi Bkvivq Kxfve GK
jvUv cvwb DVvb _K eviv`vq wbq Avwm| G Avgvi 40 eQii
mvabv| ej m Zv-B Kijv| Mn Gevi ejjv, evev, Gevi Avcwb
`Lyb Avwg Kxfve jvUv wbq Avwm| ejB m nuvK w`q WvKjv Zvi
QjK, GB, GK jvUv cvwb Gw`K w`q hv| QjwU Zv-B Kijv|
mvay nv nq ZvwKq iBjb|
152

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AbK gwWUkb kLvbv


ck : Kvbv GmvwmqU hw` `yejv wbivgqi gwWUkb KiZ Pvb
Zvnj wK Kvbv Amyweav AvQ?
Di : Kvbv GmvwmqU `yejv wKsev wZb ejvI hw` wbivgqi
gwWUkb Kib, Amyweav bB| wbivgqi gwWUkbmn MvRyqU`i
Abvb gwWUkbI mevB KiZ cvib| Ze Kgv mUvi Ges
cv-gvvm gwWUkb cwkY Qvov Kiv wbRi Rb wZKi|
ck : `wi` KD gwWUkb wkLZ PvBj ZvK kLvbv hve wK?
Di : Kb hve bv? hviv Kvm AskMnY KiQb Zviv ZZxq w`b
`ycyi ch A_vr wbivgq K ch hZ gwWUkb AvQ, hZ cwZ
kLvbv nqQ Zv h KvDK kLvZ cvib| Avmj AviKRbK
gwWUkb kLvbv Zv AbK cyYi KvR, mIqvei KvR| Avi Mwie
nqQ ej ZvK kLvbv hve bv Ggb Kvbv K_v _vKZ cvi bv|
AZGe Avcwb h KvDK kLvZ cvib, Kvbv Amyweav bB|

weeZKi ck
ck : gb nq Avgv`i me mgmvi mgvavb AUvmvRkb Avi avb
me, Avmj evcviUv wK GZ mnR?
Di : Avmj evcviUv GZB mnR| Avmyb| PPv Kib| Avcwb wbRI
GKgZ neb| KviY hLb AUvmvRkb `eb, fZii kw RvMZ
ne| hLb gwWUkb Kiebgb ckv ne, gwK ewk cwigvY
eenvi KiZ cvieb| gvbyl Zvi mKj RweK mxgveZv I mgmvi
mgvavb KiQ gwK eenvi Ki, Vvv gv_vq wbijm cwikg Ki|
ck : eB cov ev fvjv wKQy covi ci gwWUkbi gZv SiSi
Abyf~wZ nq| eB coj bZzb vb jvf nq hv gwWUkb Kij nq bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

153

eB coj SiSi Abyf~wZ jvf Ges gwWUkb `yUvB nQ| G


wK gwWUkb Qo `ev?
Di : Avmj eB co bZzb vb jvf Kiv hvq bv| AvR ch hZ
mvaK GmQb, hZ gnvgvbe GmQb, hZ wevbx GmQb KDB eB
_K bZzb vb jvf Kib wb| mevB AvZwbgM Aevq bZzb vb jvf
KiQb| eB _K hv cvIqv hvq me cyibv vb| wbDUb Zvi m~
Kvbv eB _K cvb wb| AvBbvBbi w_Iwi Ad wijwUwfwU Kvbv
eB _K cvIqv hvq wb|
hZ wevbx AvR ch cw_exZ GmQb Zviv Kvbv m~ eB _K
cvb wb| m~ Avwevi KiQb AvZwbgM Aevq| mUv eBq GmQ
Ges eB co Avgiv Zv RbwQ| A_vr bZzb vb wK eB _K cvIqv
hvq bv| h KviY hyM hyM Kvj Kvj hviv cw_exK wKQy `vb KiQb
Zviv gwWUkb KiQb| bZzb vb jvf Kiebm DkB Avcbvi
gwWUkb Kiv DwPZ|
ck : gwWUkb w`q hw` me PvIqvB cvIqv me nq, Zvnj gvbyl
GLbv gwWUkbi w`K AvK nQ bv Kb|
Di : bv Rvbvi Rb| RvbZ Zv ne h, KvbUv w`q Kx cvIqv
hvq| KvUv RvqMvq `yevNvm wPc im w`j iiY e nq hvq, GUv
bv Rvbj Zv Avcwb `yevNvm dj WUji Rb `ovebB|
Avgv`i Aev wK Zv-B nQ| Avgiv Avgv`i mg mgvavb KvQ
iL `~i `ovwQ| ZvB hZ ZvovZvwo Rvbev ZZ Avgv`i gj|
ck : mywbw` j wi Ki hw` QK AvKvi KvRwU Kiv hvq Zvnj
Zv mvdj AekB Avme| Ze wbqwgZ gwWUkbi cqvRb Kb?
Di : wbqwgZ gwWUkb Avmj QK Abymvi KvR Kivi AbyciYv
hvMve| gbK wi KiZ bv cvij, gbi Ici wbRi wbqY cwZv
KiZ bv cvij QK Abymvi PjZ cvieb bv| hviv QK Abymvi KvR
Kib Zviv nq gwWUkb bv nq Ab wKQy Abykxjb Kib| Kvbv wKQy
Abykxjb Qvov KLbv QK Abymvi KvR Kiv me bq|
154

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Kvm Gm mevi c wK avbi i cuQvbv me?


Di : nuv, mevi cB avbi i ev gwWUwUf jfj hvIqv me
Ges GUv gvbyli RbMZ gZv| Avmj avbi i Avcwb wK
ninvgkvB hvQb| em _vKZ _vKZ hLbB PvLi cvZv GKUz fvix
nZ i Kijv, Avcwb Avjdv jfj Pj Mjb| Avjdv jfj
hvIqvi Rb Kvbv cwkYi cqvRb bvB|
cwkY cqvRb aygv Avjdv jfj AbKY _vKZ cvivi
Rb| hgb, b`xZ nveyWyey LvIqvi Rb Kvbv cwkYi `iKvi
bvB| wK fm _vKvi Rb cwkYi `iKvi AvQ| Zgb mvaviY
gvbyl hLb em _vK ZLb Avjdv _K `Z w_Uv, Zvici Wv
jfj Pj hvq, A_ev Avjdv-w_Uv, w_Uv-Avjdv Ki| cwkY
cqvRb Avjdv jfj 30/40 wgwbU/ 1 Nv _vKZ cvivi Rb|
Avi wevb G KvR Avgv`i Rb Lye mnR Ki w`qQ| Avgiv
avbi i hvIqvi Rb gbvwevbi AvaywbK m~jvB mnRfve
eenvi KiwQ|
GKviYB KvqvUvg g_W Kvm AskMnYi Rb Kvbv c~e
hvMZvi cqvRb nq bv| hviv evsjv evSb Ges Pqvi emZ cvib
ZvivB Kvm Ask wbZ cvib|
AbKB gb Kib GKUv Pqvi Pviw`b 40 Nv Kvm Kiv Lye
KKi evcvi ne| wK Av` Zv bq| GUv mvaviYfveB Avb``vqK
mnR evcvi| 1994 mvji NUbv| cqvZ Kwe kvgmyi ivngvb ZLb
gvS gvSB ek Amy nq coQb| Zvi Nwb ez AvwRR gni
ZvK ejjb, Zzwg gnvRvZKi KvqvUvg Ki| fvjv nq hve| Kwe
kvgmyi ivngvb hnZz c~e cwiwPZ, wZwb dvb Ki Avgvi KvQ RvbZ
PvBjb KvqvUvg mK| hLb bjb cwZw`b 10 Nv Ki Pvi w`b
40 Nv Kvm, Pqvi em _vKZ newZwb ejjb, Avwg Zv 10 Nv
qB _vKZ cvwi bv| GZ K| Avi em _vKv Ame| Avgiv
ejjvgAvmb| Avcbvi Lye fvjv jvMe| Pvi w`b 40 Nv wZwb
GKUv mvaviY Pqvi em wQjb| Ges em _K gwWUkb KiZ
KiZB AbK my I fvjv nq DVjb| Gici `xNw`b wZwb AvMi
Pq AbK my wQjb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

155

ck : gq`i gwWUkb Kivi `iKvi wK? Avgvi Zv gb nq Zviv


GgwbZB Avjdv jfj _vK|
Di : Avmj gwWUkb Avgiv Avjdv jfjUvK eenvi KiwQ
Avgv`i cZKi gaB h Ab mvebv, h Ab kw iqQ mB
mvebvi weKvk NwUq ZvK wbRi Ges gvbeZvi KjvY eenvi Kivi
Rb| GLvb gq Ges Qj ej Kvbv K_v bB| meviB gwWUkb
kLv DwPZ Ges PPv Kiv DwPZ|

gwWUkb Kvm cieZx KiYxq


ck : KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Kivi ci Avgvi cieZx KiYxq Kx?
Di : KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Kivi ci Avcbvi wKQy KiYxq iqQ|
Kvmi gvag Avcwb RxebK mdj Kivi h evwbK m~jv nvZ
cqQb ZvK Aviv fvjvfve cqvM Ki Rxeb mdj nIqvi Rb
wbqwgZ Abykxjb I dvDkbi mv_ GKvZ nvb|
o w`b i Kib BwZevPK `wfw wbq| mKvj Nyg fvOZB
ejyb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn/ nwi Ig!/ _vsKm MW ev cfy Avwg KZ
bZzb GKwU w`bi Rb| mvivw`b kZevi ejyb, my `n ckv gb
Kge myLx Rxeb|
o cwZw`b `yevi gwWUkb Kib| GKevi wkw_j cwqvq
wkw_jvqb [wmwW-1, mvBW-G]| AviKevi myLx Rxeb/ gbQwe [wmwW-5]/
mveRbxb cv_bvi gwWUkb| wkv_xiv Kib wkv_x gbQwe [wmwW31]| wbivgqi Rb [wmwW-6] I `n-gbK Avb` c-vweZ Kivi Rb
Kib gwWUkb Avb` [wmwW-10]|
o KvqvUvg kw msnZ Kivi Rb cwZw`b `yB `dvq 30 wgwbU
wnme GK Nv Ki 40 _K 57 w`bi ga 40 Nv gwWUkb
mb Kib|
o cwieviK AvjvwKZ Kib| enwZeviK cvjb Kib
cvwievwiK w`em wnme| cwievii mevB GKm em K_v ejyb,
GK hKvbv ejvi Lvevi Lvb, gwWUkb Kib, gvmi kl
enwZevi weKj AvjvwKZ cwievi Kvhg Ask wbb| Avcbvi
156

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cwievi ckvw I cvPzh Aviv evoe|


o cwZ gjevi AvjvKvqb Kvhg Ask wbb| XvKvi KvKivBj
KvqvUvg gwWUkb nj mvivw`b gvU 10wU mkb AbywZ nq G
Kvhg| GQvovI XvKvi ebkx Kvhvjqmn dvDkbi PMvg,
ivRkvnx I wgicyi mUvi GKvwaK mkb AbywZ nq AvjvKvqb
Kvhg| AvjvwKZ Rxebi Ici welqwfwK AvjvPbv, gwWUkb I
KvDwjsqi G Kvhg Avcbvi AvZxq I ezK mv_ wbq AvmZ
cvib| GZ Avcbvi AMZ kw evoZ _vKe|
o XvKvq gvmi c_g eyaevi KvqvUvg MvRyqU`i Rb cv
Rvjvwj AbywZ nq| GZ Ask wbb|
o cwZ evi mKvj 9:30 wgwbU Avcbvi wbKUeZx mUvi/
kvLv/ mj/ wc-mj-Gi mv`vKvqb Kvhg wbqwgZ Ask wbb|
o my^vi Rb wbqwgZ KvqvUvg evqvg Kib|
o wbRi I cwiwPZ`i wbivgq I mvdj Kvgbvq m`Kv wnwjsq
bvg w`b|
o myhvM cjB Kvm wiRywfbkb Ask wbb| GZ Pvi w`bi
KvqvUvg g_W KvmK Avcwb Abyfe Kieb Dcjwi bZzb gvvq|
cvij cwZeQi `yB evi Ki Kvm wiRywfbkb Kib|
o wnibq gbZvi kwK Abyfe KiZ nj Ask wbb ev`ievbi
jvgvq KvqvUvgg 3 w`bevcx KvqvUvqb|
o jvgvi KvqvUvgg KvqvUvg mvdvwi GK PgrKvi AvqvRb|
KvqvUvggi cvKwZK cwigj cvq cwZ gvmB AbywZ nQ G
mvdvwi| gYi ewPgq ^v` DcfvM KiZ mcwievi Ask wbb|
o dvDkbi IqemvBU www.quantummethod.org.bd
wfwRU Kib| GZ hKvbv mgq Avcwb cveb dvDkb mK
AvcWUW Z_ I Kgm~wP|
o KvqvUvg g_W eB nvZi KvQ ivLyb| mgq Ki PvL evjvb|
o gwWUkbi K_v, Rxeb-hvcbi wevbi K_v cwiwPZ`i KvQ
wbtmsKvP AvwiKZvi mv_ ejyb| gwWUkbi nvRviv Z_i
cvgvY `wjj KvqvUvg DQvm KvQ ivLyb| coZ w`b, Dcnvi w`b
cwiwPZ`i| AvZxq-ez`i KvmU, wmwW, kvKivbv wWwfwW AvcwbI
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

157

my nZ cvib, KvqvUvg wekvm I eveZv Ges Abvb KvqvUvg


mvgMx Dcnvi w`b| avbi Avjvq AvjvwKZ Kivi, mwi mevq
mrmN GKvZ Kivi Pv Kib Pvicvki gvbylK|
o Avcbvi ivMgyw, wec`gyw ev hKvbv KvRi mvdj Kvgbvq
AvR _KB KvqvUvg gvwUi evsK-G UvKv ivLyb| ez ev cwievii
mevBK GZ UvKv ivLZ Dy Kib| evsK fi Mj K` ev
wbKUeZx mUvi/ kvLv/ mj/ wc-mj Rgv w`q bZzb evsK Dcnvi
wnme wbq hvb|
o KvqvUvg ^Qv i`vb Kvhg wbqwgZ i w`b| ez I
AvZxq`i i`vb Dy Kib| ^QvmeK wnme KvqvUvg jve ev
e-vW Kv KvR Kib| myhvM _vKj e-vW Kvi AvqvRb Kib|
o mwVK Rxeb`w jvf cob wkvPvi, AUvmvRkb, cwievi,
^v, cv_bv, myePb I Rxeb KwYKv wkivbvg dvDkbi GKvwaK
KwYKv mU| Dcnvi w`b wcqRbK|

KvqvUv awb I fw
ck : KvqvUv awb Kivi AvM wK Kvbv cKvi gwWUkb KiZ ne?
Di : Avmj Riwi Aevq Zv gwWUkb Kivi mgq _vKe bv|
nvBRvKvi Qviv wbq AvmQ| Avcwb hw` ejb h, I evev, `uvovI,
Avwg GKUz gbi evwoZ wMq wbB, Zvnj Zv ne bv|
wK gwWUwUf jfj wMq Avcwb cZKw`b Kwkwbs Kieb|
gbi evwoZ GB AUvmvRkbwU wbqwgZ `eb : Avwg hLbB KvqvUv
fw Kiev ev KvqvUv awb DPviY Kiev mv_ mv_ Avgvi PZbv
gnvPZbvi mv_ hy ne Ges Avwg mB Aevi cwZ mevg
wmv MnY Kiev| KvqvUv fw Ki Avwg hv-B coev, hv-B bev
me Avwg gb ivLev I eySZ cviev| Avgvi hLb cqvRb me Avwg
my`ifve ejZ Ges wjLZ cviev| KvqvUv fw Ki Avwg Avgvi
ivM va zavK Abvqvm `gb Kiev|
ck : GB awbi KvhKvwiZv wK AvR _KB cvev? bvwK Aviv
AbKw`b Acv KiZ ne?
158

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GUv GLb _KB ne Ges Avcwb hZ PPv Kieb Gi kw ZZ


evoZ _vKe|
ck : g DPviY bv Ki ay fw KiB wK mydj cvIqv hve?
Di : `yUvi hKvbvUv Avcwb KiZ cvieb| gI cqvM KiZ
cvieb, fwI cqvM KiZ cvieb| wK hLb PPv Kieb, i
Kieb ZLb g Ges fw `yUvB Kieb hvZ hKvbvUv Avcwb
cqvM KiZ cvib|
ck : mvivw`b fvjv _vKvi Rb GB fw Ki ei nj wK mvivw`b
wec`-Avc` _K gy _vKev?
Di : Avmj wec`-Avc` Qvov Zv Rxeb nq bv| Ggb gvbyl LuyR
cveb bv, hvi Rxeb wec` Avm wb, Sv Avm wb| mdj gvbyl
mUvK AwZg KiQb, e_iv mUvi mvgb civwRZ nqQb|
AZGe mKvj ejv KvqvUv fw Ki eiveb wec` _K ay gy
_vKvi Rb bq; eis wec` Gj wec`K hb Vvv gv_vq mvnmi mv_
gvKvejv KiZ cvib mB Rb|
Gici cwZwbqZ GB fw Ges awbK Avcwb KvR jvMvZ
cvieb| UvwdK hLb Wvb-evg Kvbvw`KB bovPov KiQ bv
Avgv`i AbK MvRyqU ZLb DwRZ bv nq GB fw Ki Acv
Kib| `Lv hvq hvIqvi c_ mnR nq MQ| A_ev kxZi ivZ, 4Uvq
nvBIqZ hvbevnb cvIqvi Kvbv mvebv bB| GB fw Ki Acv
KiQb hvbevnb Pj AvmQ| A_evme Mvwo Di w`K hve, `wY
Kvbv Mvwo hve bv| GB fw Ki Acv KiQb `wYi Mvwo Pj
AvmQ| AwZwi fvov PvQ, GB fw Ki Acv KiQb, bvh
fvovq hvbevnb cvIqv hvQ|
Avjvc-AvjvPbv bMvwmqkbAcic wRjvwci cuvP cuvPvQ|
Avcwb DwRZ bv nq GB fw Ki Acv KiZ _vKb| m
cuvPvZ cuvPvZ wbRi cuvP wbRB coe|
A_ev bvfvm wdj KiQbwUPvii ig XyKZ, emi ig XyKZ,
KvqvUv fw Ki XyK hvb| `Lv hve h, Dwb h Rb WKwQjb
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

159

m cm nqZv fyjB MQb| Ab cm Avjvc Ki Qo


w`qQb AvcbvK|
A_ev AnZzK ev AhwKfve fq cvQb| KvqvUv fw Kib ev
gb gb wZbevi KvqvUv awb Kib, `Leb h, fq KU MQ|
evmvq wdiZ `wi nq MQ| eySZ cviQb h, evmvq AvR
ZzjKvjvg Kv ne| hw` AKviY `wi Ki _vKb, AnZzK
AvvevwRZ `wi Ki _vKb, AvM AbykvPbv Kib h, bv, KvRUv
wVK nq wb, fwelZ GiKg Avi Kiev bv| Zvici gb gb ejyb,
evmvq hvwQ kvwi Rb, wMq hb me kv `wL| KvqvUv fw Ki
XyKzb evmvq| `LebDRbvi cwieZ DrKv| nqZv ejeb h,
evmvqI hw` GB fw Rvb ZLb Kx ne? ZLb Zv Aviv myweav| DwbI
Avjdv, AvcwbI Avjdv| Avjdv-Avjdvq Kvbv mgmv _vK bv|
ck : Kvbv hLb Avwg KvqvUv fw GK nvZ Kwi| ZvZ hZ
ZvovZvwo KvR nq `yB nvZ Kij wK wY ZvovZvwo KvR ne?
Di : bv, Avcwb GK nvZ KijI hv, `yB nvZ KijI Zv, Gi mv_
g DPviY KijI mB GKB KvR ne|
ck : Avwg GKevi eLqvj KvqvUv fw Ki wg_v ejwQjvg| GLb
Kx Kiev?
Di : Avj-vn AvcbvK gvd Kib| fwelZ Avi wg_v ejeb bv|
GB h AbykvPbvi Abyf~wZUv Avcbvi ga GmQ, GUvKB Avgiv
cQ` Kwi| Avj-vn Zvqvjv memgq AbykvPbvKvixK, ZIevKvixK
fvjevmb| wK fwelZ mZK _vKeb|
ck : Avgvi KvqvUv awb-fw Avgvi mv_ GWvW| wK GUv
AciRbK mwqfve Kx Ki cfvweZ Kie?
Di : Avmj Avcwb hLb KvqvUv fw KiQb ZLb Avcwb Avjdv
jfj| mv_ mv_ Avcbvi gbvhvM ew cvQ, Avcwb GKvM nQb
Ges Avcbvi gb ckv nQ, Avcbvi gw Vvv nQ| Ges hw`
160

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcwb gbvhvM w`q Kvbv wPv Kib, GB wPvi dj h eb Iqf


mw nq, mB eb Iqf, Avjdv eb Iqf Lye mnR Abi gw
Pj hZ cvi Ges fvjv KvR, fvjv welq ZvK cfvweZ Kiv mnR
nq| KviY Avcwb Zv KjvYi Rb GUv eenvi KiQb| wZwb
DwRZ bv nj Zvi KjvY ne| A_vr Avcbvi cv-GKwUwfwU ZvK
wi-GKwUf nIqv _K euvPvQ|
ck : Mvwji Reve Mvwj bv w`q KvqvUv awb Ki wmvi evcviUv
Avevi eywSq ejeb wK?
Di : Mvwji Reve Mvwj `qv gvb nQ Avcwb iM MQb| Avi
iM Mjb Zv ni Mjb| iM bv wMq ZvrwYKfve wbRK
ckv Kivi Rb KvqvUv awb PgrKvi| hLbB gb neGB ivM
GLb cv _K gv_vi w`K DVZ hvQ, j^v `g wbb| axi axi `g
Qvob| gbK wRm Kib h, gb, GLb Avwg Kx Kiev? `Leb h,
Avcwb Vvv gv_vq m Aevi cwZ mevg wmv wbZ cviQb|
ivM wbqY A_vr wbRK gyn~Z kv KiZ G fw cqvM Kieb|
ck : KD Avgvi mv_ SMov KiQGgb mgq hw` fw ev awb
DPviY Kwi ZLb wK m R nq hve, bv wK kv nq hve?
Di : c_gZ, eywgvb gvbyl KLbv SMovi ga hvq bv| wZxqZ, GB
h Avcwb awb DPviY Ki AbK kv KiZ PvQb Gi cQb
DkUv wK fvjv bv| DkUvB nQ Avcwb Zvi Dci KZZ
KiZ Pvb Ges mUv Avevi cKvk `LvZI Pvb h, `L, Avwg cvwi
ZvgvK Vvv KiZ| Avgiv hv wkLwQ Zv wbRi Ges Abi KjvYi
Rb| AvcbvK hw` AviKRb Kvbv wKQy DPviY Ki R Ki `q
mUv hiKg Avcbvi fvjv jvMe bv miKg Avcwb hw` AbK R
Kib mUvI Zv Zvi fvjv jvMe bv| mRb KvDK R KiZ
KLbv GB UKwbK cqvM Kieb bv| eis ZvK mrc_ Avbvi Rb,
fvjv c_ Avbvi Rb GB UKwbK cqvM Kieb Ges evSvbvi
PvUv hZ ggZvi mv_ ne, ZZ fvjv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
11-

161

ck : Uvi `vwLj Kivi mgq mewb `i KvR cvIqvi Dk


KvqvUv fw KvR Avme wK?
Di : mewb iU wbaviYi Rb Kgv mUvi eenvi Kieb|
ck : covkvbvi KvqvUv awbi Kvbv DcKvwiZv AvQ wK?
Di : KvqvUv fw Kij vb ARb mnR nq ejB GK vb gy`v
ejv nq| QvQvx`i Rb KvqvUv fw PgrKvi GKwU UKwbK|
hLbB Avcwb GB fwhvM coeb, cov gb _vKe mnR| Avcwb
wkv_x nj Uwej hLb eBc wbq emeb, c_gB PvL e Ki
gbi evwoZ Pj hvb| `ievi K wMq ejyb h, Avwg GKUz ciB
PvL gjev| KvqvUv fw Ki GB eBqi GB Aavqi GZ cv
_K GZ cv coev| hv coev me Avgvi gb _vKe| hv coev me
Avwg eySZ cviev| hv coev, mv_ mv_ Zv Avwg my`ifve ejZ ev
wjLZ cviev| Zvici PvL gj evg nvZ KvqvUv fw Ki ivLyb|
Wvb nvZ wjLyb, bvU Kib, cob| h cov Zwi KiZ Qq Nv
jvMZv mvi ingZ `Leb Zv wZb Nvq nq MQ| GZ PgrKvi!
ZvQvov Kvm Kivi mgqI KvqvUv fw Ki ivLZ cvib| jKPvi
gb _vKe| mnR eySeb| bvUI ZzjZ cvieb `Z|
ck : cixvi nj ev BUviwfD evW hvIqvi AvM evmvq hw` fw ev
k DPviY Kwi, Ze Zv KvR Kie wK?
Di : Avcwb hvevi AvM gwWUkb Ki ejeb h, Avwg hv Rvwb,
fvBfv evW Zvi ga _KB AvgvK wRm Kiv ne Ges Avwg
AZ mvejxjfve Zvi Reve `ev| Avgvi Reve mevB gy ne|
`Leb, Avcwb Reve `eb Ges mevB gy ne| Avi BUviwfD evW
ev cixvhLvbB hvQb Avcwb ay evg nvZ KvqvUv fw Ki
ivLeb ZvZ Avcbvi Avi Kvbv iKg wav m`n mskqwKQy
_vKe bv| Avcbvi fZi Ggb cZq mw ne h, `LB gb ne
AvcbvK ewk wKQy wRm Kivi cqvRb bB|
162

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Qviv wK cixvi nj ck jLvi mgq gb gb KvqvUv awb


cqvM Kij KvR ne? cov Rvbv bv _vKjI wK ne?
Di : cki Reve my`ifve jLvi Rb awb ev fwZ AekB KvR
ne| Ze Aek coZ ne| hw` covB Rvbv bv _vK, Zvnj Kxfve
wjLeb| KvqvUv fw Rvbv wRwbm my`ifve gb iL jLvi Rb|
AZGe AvM g~j KvRUv KiZ ne| G wbq AvgwiKvb`i GKUv M
AvQ| GK f`jvK Lye cyYvZv, wbqwgZ PvP hvb| Ckii KvQ
cv_bv Kib| nVvr wZwb Avw_K Amyweavq co Mjb| AvgwiKvZ
cwZ mvn jUvwi nq| H jUvwii c_g cyiviUv hw` Dwb cvb Zvnj
Zvi GB mgmvi mgvavb nq hvq| mgmvI _vK bv, wKQy jvfI nq
hvq| Dwb Ckii KvQ cv_bv i Kijb h, Cki AvgvK H jUvwii
c_g cyiviUv cvBq `vI|
GKgvm `ygvm cvi nq Mj wK c_g cyivi Avi Dwb wKQyZB
cvb bv| GKw`b Dwb Kvbvq fO cojb h, Cki Avwg hw` Rxeb
Kvbv cyY Ki _vwK m cyYi wewbgq njI AvgvK H c_g
cyiviUv cvBq `vI| Cki Zv GgwbZB `qvjy| GZ KvbvKvwU Kij
wZwb Zv bxie _vKZ cvib bv| wZwb ZLb AvIqvR w`jb h, Avi,
Avwg Zv ZvgvK w`Z PvB wK Zzwg Zv AvgvK `qvi myhvM `e|
AZ jUvwii GKUv wUKU Zv wKbe| Avmj K_v nQ h, Avcwb hw`
jLvcov bv KibKvbv gB ZLb KvR ne bv| Avcbvi KvRUzKz
AvcbvK KiZ ne| Zvici KvqvUv awb cqvM Kieb|
ck : KvqvUv awb ev fw cqvM Ki wK cixvi nj cixKi gb
`yej Ki `qv me?
Di : cixKi gb `yej Kivi cqvRb wK? Avcbvi vb evovjBZv
nq| KvqvUv fw Ki covkvbv Kij Zv bKji cqvRb nq bv|
ck : bvfvmbm KvUvbvi Rb fw ev k hw` DPviY bv Ki gb
gb ewj Ze wK KvR ne?
Di : AekB KvR ne| Avcwb ^vfvweKfve gb gb DPviY
Kieb| k Ki bq|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

163

ck : KvqvUv awb cqvMi evcviUv KvKZvjxq bq wK? GUv KZUzKz


wevbmZ?
Di : gvUB KvKZvjxq bq| Avgiv AbKB bwQ AZxZi mvaKiv
g, Bmg ev gy`vi mvnvh AvcvZ`wZ AmeK me KiZb|
mydxiv, `iekiv Avj-v, Bqv, Bqv nK, nK gIjv BZvw` bvbv
awbK Bmg wnme eenvi KiQb| Fwliv Ig, Ig Zrmr, nwi
Ig, ni ivgv BZvw` bvbv awbK g wnme eenvi KiQb|
B`x I wL agvej^xiv Avgb kK, Rvcvbx eyiv bvgv Avwg`v
evrmy awbK g wnme eenvi KiQb|
hviv gvkvj AvU PPv Kib Zv`iK Avgiv `LwQ nvZi AvNvZ
8/10Uv BU ev cv_ii -ve fO djZ| j Ki `Leb, AvNvZ
Kivi AvM Zviv GKUz cuvqZviv Kib, gbvhvMK GKvM Kib| Gi
ci KzB.. awb DPviY Kivi ci AvNvZ Kib|
GB awbi mvnvh Amva mvabi evLv Avgiv cvB AvaywbK
wevbi mvnvh| Avgiv AbKB KbwWkb&W wid mK wevbx
cvfjfi MelYvi K_v bwQ| G MelYvq cvfjf GKwU KzKziK
cwZevi Lvevi `qvi mgq Nv evRvZb| Lvevii mv_ jvjvi AQ`
hvMvhvM| hLbB Lvevi `qv nZv, KzKzii gyL w`q jvjv SiZv|
wKQyw`b ci ay Nv evRvbv njv, wK Lvevi `qv njv bv|
wK `Lv Mj, KzKzii jvjvMw _K jvjv wbtmiY nQ| cvfjf
GK ejQb Kwkwbs| A_vr Kvbv awb ev fwi mv_ Kvbv GKwU
wekl KvR ev AevK hw` evi evi mc Kiv hvq, Zvnj
AvcvZfve ^fve ev wbqgewnf~Z njI GKwU Aevi mv_ AviKwU
Aevi hvMm~ vwcZ nq|
`iek Fwliv mvabvq j j evi Zv`i g Rc KiZb| Gfve
AMwYZevi DPviYi dj GKmgq GB awbi mv_ Mfxi avbvevi
Kwkwbs nq hZ| dj GB awb DPviYi mv_ mv_ `n I gb
gyn~Z kwi i Pj hZ| ewgb I PZbv mshy nZv gnvPZbv
ev KmwgK Kbkvmbmi mv_| AwRZ nZv `kgvb mewKQyi cQb
cKwZi h bc_ `b I wbqg wqvkxj, ZvK cfvweZ Kivi kw|
gvkvj AvU PPvKvix`iI Zgwb awb DPviYi mv_ `ngbi kw
164

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nvZ mgw^Z nq| mvaviYfve AvNvZ Kij hLvb nvZ _uZjvbvi


K_v, mLvb BU ev cv_i fO uov nq hvq|
KvqvUv awb ev fwI Zv-B| KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Avcwb
Ggbfve Kwkb&W nQb hb KvqvUv awb DPviY ev KvqvUv fw
Kivi mv_ mv_ Avcwb gbi ^ZtZ avbvevq cek Kib| Avi
Avcbvi gb I gw hnZz avbvevq mePq fvjvfve KvR Ki,
KvqvUv awb ev fw eenvi Ki Avcwb hKvbv mU DiY G
kwK mePq fvjvfve KvR jvMvZ cvib| GUvB KvqvUv awbi
evwbK evLv| Avi hw` KvqvUv awb cqvMK GKvB KvKZvjxq
gb KiZ Pvb ZvZI Kvbv Amyweav bvB| KvqvUv awb cqvM
Kij `Leb KvKZvjxq NUbvi cwigvY gvMZ evoQ| Avcbvi
wbRiB ZLb gb ne h, KvKZvji evBiI wKQy GKUv iqQ|
ck : KvqvUv fw wnme GB fwKB eQ wbjb Kb? Ab Kvbv
fw wK eQ bqv hZ bv?
Di : evywj I ZRbx mshy nQ, k KiQ, wZb AvOyj wewQb
_vKQGB nQ KvqvUv fw| Avmj G fw nQ Avgv`i cuvP
nvRvi eQii HwZn| gnv`viv-nivZ Avgiv h wb`kbjv cvB
mLvb Avgiv G fwi cPjb `wL| Zviv GUvK ejZb vb gy`v ev
Afq gy`v| G fw Kij vb ARb mnR nq ZvB vb gy`v| Avi G
fw Kij fq _vK bv GB Rb Afq gy`v| gnvgwZ eyKI Avgiv G
fwgvq cvB| Avgiv Avgv`i AbK gywb-Fwl mvaKK G fwgvq
cvB| AvaywbKKvjI ivbvqKiv, mwjewUiv, AwfbZv-Awfbxiv G
fw eenvi KiQb| eRvwZK KvvwbI wevcb G fw eenvi
KiQ| Avgiv GUvK ewj KvqvUv fw|
Avevi G fwi GKUv gRvi w`K AvQ| Avcwb Wvb nvZ KvqvUv
fw Ki PvLi mvgb aib| `Lyb Zv Wvb w`K _K wKQy coZ
cvib wK bv| Avwjd, jvg, nv A_vr Avj-v| hLb Avcwb G fw
KiQb Avcbvi nvZ Avj-v nq hvQ| Avcwb mvK iY KiQb|
Avi mvK iY Kij fq _vK bv| mvK iY Kij vb ARb
mnR nq| G KviY Avgiv Kwkwbsqi Rb G fwK eQ wbqwQ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

165

Kgv mUvi I Ai
ck : Kgv mUvi Kx? Ai K?
Di : Kgv mUviK GK K_vq ejv hvq, gbi evwoi g~j kw I
KjvYK`| gvbe AwZi h Ask vb-Kvj (Time and space)
Ave bq, m Ask Kgv jfj cKwZi bc_ `b I wbqgi
mv_ mnRB hvMvhvM vcb Ki| Avi Avcwb Rvbb, `kgvb
mewKQyi cQbB mwq iqQ cKwZi bc_ `b I wbqg| vbKvji mxgvbv AwZg Ki hvMvhvM, Z_vbymvb Ges wbRi I
gvbeZvi KjvYi mKj cwqv mv`bi cqvRbxq me Dcv`vbB
iqQ GLvb| Avi mewKQyB _vK m`v cZ Aevq|
gbi evwoi `ievii evg w`Ki Kvbvq AewZ `iRv w`q 10
_K 0 MYbv Ki AZ myiwZ Kgv mUvi cek Kieb| me
mgq 10 _K 0 MYbv Ki cek Kieb| GwU GKwU njNi| GLvb
Avcbvi Rb GKwU wekl Kgv Pqvi, Aii Rb wekl Pqvi,
wZbwU gwbUwis wb, Wvb w`Ki Kvbvq ing ejq ev Avkxev` ejq ev
c-m Ad we-m, Wvb GKUv ev_Uve, GKwU UvBg gwkb, GKwU gnvk~b
hvb, hvMvhvM, Z_ msMn, gwbUwis, wbivgq I mvweK KjvY mvabi
cqvRbxq mewKQyB Avcwb c_gevi wVKVvK Ki beb| Aek
GiciI Avcwb cqvRbgZv hKvbv wRwbm mshvRb I weqvRb
KiZ cvib|
ing ejq nQ gbi evwoi mePq kvwi RvqMv| ing ejqK
GKUv wvji Lye my`i Mvj njNi wnme Kbv KiZ cvib|
hLvb memgq GKUv bxjvf PgrKvi ckvwi Avjv iqQ|
Avevi hviv GKUz avwgK Zviv gb KiZ cvib h, `ywbqvZ
ingZi RvqMv nQ gmwR`| Zviv ILvb GKUv GK M^yRIqvjv
gmwR` evwbq wbb| GKUv MxRv ev gw`i ev wKqvs evwbq wbb| A_vr
hvi hvi agwekvm Abymvi ingZi RvqMv evwbq beb|
Zvici Avcbvi Ai, gywk` ev MvBW ev wUPviwZwb Avmeb|
Ai nQb Avcbvi Aii c_ c`kK| ZvK KD i ejb, KD
cxi Kvgj, KD gywk`, KD Iv` ev KD ejb MvBW| h bvgB
166

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZvK WvKzb wZwb nQb Avcbvi evcvi AvwiK civgk`vZv, mwVK


w`K-wb`kbv c`vbKvix| Kgv mUvi wbgvY Ki mewKQy wVKgZv
mvRvbvi ci avbi wekl i Aii AvMgb NU|
ck : Ai ev gywk` K nZ cvib?
Di : Avcwb hvK gb Kib h, whwb AvcbvK Rxebi c_ mwVK
w`K-wb`kbv w`Z cvieb, ZvKB Ai wnme MnY KiZ cvib|
Ze h avb ev gwWUkb cwZ ev cwqv Avcwb AbymiY Kieb,
m cwqvi DveK ev cwkKK Ai wnme MnY Kiv memgqB
ewk KvhKix| eve Rxeb Avcbvi welq mK ii Kvbv vb
bv-I _vKZ cvi wK IB i wZwb m welq Avcbvi Pq Mfxi
vbi AwaKvix| Ai me mgqB Avcbvi cwZ evev/ gvqi gZv
nkxj Ges Nwb ezi PqI Nwb|
ck : Aii `kb jvf KLb NUe? iK bv `LZ cj wK
KvR ne?
Di : AiK cvIqvi AvKvv hZ Zxe ne ZZ mnR Avcwb Zvi
`kb jvf Kieb| KLbv KLbv GB `kb GZ ^Zt~Z nq h, Zv
AvM _K aviYv Kiv hvq bv|
Avevi KLbv KLbv ii `kb jvf mgq jvM| GgbI
nqQ wZb eQi wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kivi ci Aii `kb jvf
nqQ| Kviv GK hyM ci nqQ| Ze AiK AejvKb Kib
Avi bv-B Kib, ZvK Abyfe KivB Avcbvi Rb h_|
Aii mvvr cZ `wi njI Kgv mUvi Abi wbivgq I
KjvY mvabi Kvbv KvR cwiPvjbvq Avcbvi Kvbv Amyweav ne bv|
Avevi AbK mgq hvK i wnme Kvgbv KiQb Zvi cwieZ Ab
Kviv AvMgb NUZ cvi i wnme| wK ZvZI Kvbv Amyweav
bB| wZwbI h_vh_ c_c`kK wnmeB Avcbvi wbZw`bi mx neb|
ck : Ai hnZz agxq cyil nZ cvib Zvnj bexRxK Ai
Kiv hve wK bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

167

Di : bexRx (m) gvbe k| mKj bex-imyji bZv| Avj-vn Qvov


Zuvi Ici Avi Kvbv vbx bB| Avcwb gv avbi c_g i
XyKQb| AvwZK DiYi i I avcjv axi axi GZ ne|
ck : i RxweZ nj fvjv bv gZ nj fvjv?
Di : i RxweZ njB fvjv| KviY i hw` gZ nb Zvnj Dwb
memgqi Rb Avjdv jfj Pj MQb| Zvi Kvbv K_vi evcvi
hw` Avcbvi gb Kvbv ck RvM Ze Zvi mv_ weUv jfj Avcwb
AvjvPbv KiZ cvieb bv| wK i hw` RxweZ _vKb Zvnj
cqvRb weUv jfjI Zvi mv_ hvMvhvM KiZ cvieb|
ck : iK wK hKvbv ck Kiv hve?
Di : hKvbv mgmv _vKzK, hKvbv ck _vKzK, Kgv mUvi wMq
iK wRm KiZ cvieb| i H i Avcbvi mveR mK
Avcbvi Pq fvjv Rvbb| AZGe wbtmsKvP ii civgk MnY
Kieb| Ze civgk MnYi KqKUv welq gb ivLZ ne|
GK nQ wbRi BQvUvK Pvwcq `qvi Pv Kieb bv| Avcwb
PvQb h, i GUv nuv Ki w`K| i nuv Ki `eb| wbicfve
wRm KiZ ne| Zvnj Avcwb mwVK Reve cveb|
Avcbvi hKvbv ck RvK Kgv mUvi wMq iK wRm
Kieb Ges Revei Rb Acv Kieb| ReveUv ^vfvweKfve gb
gbB Avme|
nqZv ejeb KvbUv Avgvi gbi K_v, KvbUv ii K_v GUv
eySev Kxfve? wbqwgZ PPv Kivi ci Avcwb wbRB eySZ cvieb h,
KvbUv Avcbvi gbi K_v, KvbUv Avcbvi ii K_v|
ck : Kgv mUvi Kvb Kvb KvR eenvi Kiv hZ cvi?
Di : cwiwPZ-AcwiwPZ h Kviv ivM wbivgq I KjvY Kvgbvi
cvkvcvwk wbRi KjvY Kvgbv, wbRi AvwZK I gvbwmK DbwZ,
elwqK I ckvMZ DbwZ, mRbkxj I Dvebx KgKv, cvwievwiK I
168

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

`vZ mK Dbqb Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hZ cvi| fvjv


KvR AbK Dy Kivi RbI Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hZ cvi|
KvqvUvg MvRyqUiv Kgv mUvi eenvi BZvgaB evcK
mRbkxjZvi cwiPq w`qQb| Avmj Kgv mUvi Mfxi AvwiKZvi
mv_ Avcwb Kviv Rb wKQy Kvgbv Kij Zv g~jZ GKvM cv_bvi ic
bq| Avi AvwiK GKvM cv_bv AwaKvsk mgqB eve ic jvf Ki|
ck : gv`Kvmw `~ixKiY wK Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : Kb hve bv? GK ZiY MvRyqUZLb m iscyi gwWKj
KjR wZxq eli Qv| Zvi QvU fvB iscyi gwWKj KjR c_g
el fwZ nIqvi wKQyw`b ciB gv`Kvm nq co| eo fvB GUv Rvbvi
ci wbqwgZ `yBejv QvU fvBK Kgv mUvi Gb cvk ewmq ggZv
w`q evSvZ jvMjv, fvB, WvMm LvIqv fvjv bv| GK gvm `yB gvm
Ki Qq gvm cvi nq Mj| wK Kvbv dj bB|
eo fvB ah I GKvMZvi mv_ PPv Pvwjq Mj| mvZ gvm cvi
nIqvi ci dj djZ i Kijv| QvU fvB hLbB WvM wbZ hvq
ZLbB Zvi gb nqK hb Kvb Kvb ejQ, fvB WvMm LvIqv fvjv
bv| wKQyw`b GiKg gb nIqvi ci QvU fvB WvMm LvIqv Qo w`jv|
covkvbvq gbvhvMx nq wbRK fvjv Qv wnme cwZwZ Kijv|
ck : Uvi `vwLj wK Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve? Mj cwqv
Kx ne?
Di : eemvwqK Uvi `vwLji RbI Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv
hvq| Avcwb Uvii mewb `i Kx ne GUv Rvbvi Rb gvSi gwbUi
(2 b^i gwbUi) ev wbi Ici evg w`K GKwU jvj evwZ Ges Wvb
w`K GKwU meyR evwZ vcb Kib|
aib, Avcwb GKwU cYi `i w`Z PvQb 480 UvKv| 480 UvKvi
K_v wPv Ki gwbUii w`K ZvKvb| jvj evwZ Rj DVj eySeb GB
`i mewb bq| Zvnj Av Av `i wbPi w`K bvgvZ _vKzb| 470
UvKvAvevi jvj evwZ Rj DVjv| evSv Mj GZI Pje bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

169

bvgvZ bvgvZ 445 UvKvq hLb GjbmeyR evwZ Rj DVjv| A_vr


445 UvKv mewb `i ne|
GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqU GK mgq gx wQjb| gwZ Qo `qvi
ci wVKv`vwi eemvq gbvwbek Kijb| GKUv eo Ai Uvi
`vwLj Kieb| Bwwbqviiv GKwU wbw` A ejjv| GZ KvR cvIqv
hve wK Kvbv jvf ne bv| wZwb gwWUkb Kijb GK Nv|
gwWUkb _K DV ejjb, `ici A AviI GK KvwU UvKv
evovZ| Bwwbqviiv nv nv Ki DVjv, Zvnj Avgiv Uvi cvev bv|
wZwb ejjb, AvgivB cvev| `ic cybweb njv mfve| wZwbB
mewb nq Uvi cjb| jvf njv KvwU UvKvi Ici|
ck : BUviwfD/ cgvkbi Rb wK Kgv mUvi KvR jvMvbv hve?
Di : hve| PvKwi ev cgvkbi Rb BUviwfD evWi myLxb
nIqvi AvM _KB LuvR wbb Kviv BUviwfD evW _vKeb| ci ci
KqKw`b cyiv evWKB Kgv mUvi wbq Avmyb| hfve GKRb
BUviwfD `q, mfve w`b| Avcbvi `Zv, hvMZv I AvbyMZ
mK ejyb| `Lyb, Avcbvi DcwwZB Zv`iK Bgcm KiQ| Zviv
Avcbvi cwZ mnvbyf~wZkxj nq Avcbvi h_vh_ g~jvqb Ki Avcbvi
c AwfgZ cKvk KiQb|
cgvkbi dvBj emi KvQ AvUK AvQ| emK Kgv mUvi
wbq Avmyb| emi ig XyKj Avcwb hgb my`i webqx AvPiY
KiZb, GLvbI Zgwb my`i eenvi Kib|
AvcbvK cgvkb w`j emi Kx jvf, cwZvbi Kx jvf Zv
my`ifve Zzj aib| AejvKb Kib em Avcbvi ee Dcjw
KiQb| AvcbvK cgvkbi dvBj mB Ki h_vh_ wb`k w`Qb|
KqKw`b Abykxjb Ki eve emi mv_ `Lv Kib|
wej/ e`wj ev Avw_K myhvM-myweav msv dvBji evcviI GKB
cwZ AbymiY Kib| Ze Avcbvi wej hw` hywmZ KviY AvUK
ivLv nq _vK Zvnj G cwZ KLbv KvhKi ne bv| aygv
AhwKfve wej AvUK ivLv nq _vKjB G cwZ KvhKi ne|
170

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : fvBfv evW ev mdj BUviwfD `qvi Rb wK Kgv mUvi


eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : hve| fvBfv cixv `qvi AvMI fvBfv evW hviv iqQb
Zv`iK Kgv mUvi Gb mvbi mv_ ewmq mLvbB Avcwb
Avcbvi fvBfv cixv w`Z cvib| mLvb `Lyb mvwbZ wkKiv
mLvb _KB ck KiQb h welqjv Avcwb mePq fvjvfve
coQb Avi Avcwb PgrKvi Di w`q Zv`iK gy KiQb|
Avcwb GKvMwP nZ cvij eve fvBfv evWi mvgb hLb
hveb, ZLb `Leb Avcbvi mePq fvjvfve cov welqjv _KB
Zviv ck KiQb| Avi Avcwb PgrKvi Reve w`Qb| hLb fvBfv w`Z
hveb ig XvKvi mgq evg nvZ KvqvUv fw Ki gb gb wbavwiZ
ckjv wPv KiZ KiZ hveb|
ck : cvIbv UvKv Av`vq wK Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : hve| KqKw`bi ga diZ w`q `e ej Avcbvi KvQ
_K UvKv wbq wMqwQjv wK Avi diZ `qvi bvg bBZvK
Kgv mUvi wbq Avmyb| Avcbvi UvKvi cqvRb GUv ZvK Rvbvb|
Zvi h `bv kva Ki `vqgy nIqv `iKvi mUvI ZvK ejyb| GK
MvRyqU `bv`vii KvQ _K G cwqvq cuvP eQi ci cvIbv UvKv
Av`vq Kib| `bv`vi wbRB Zvi LuvR wbq UvKv w`q hvq|
ck : cvwievwiK gZweiva `~i KiZ wK Kgv mUvi KvR Kie?
Di : AekB Kie| ^vgx/ x, gv-evev, fvB-evb, ki/ kvwo,
ezeveKviv mv_ gZweiva ev fyj-evSveywS `~i Kivi Rb ZvK
Kgv mUvi wbq Avmyb| Avcwb h ZvK KZ fvjevmb Zv ejyb|
Avcbv`i gvSi Avb`gq wZi K_v ZvK ejyb|
Zvici Avmj NUbv evLv Kib| AejvKb Kib, wZwb Zvi fyj
eySZ cviQb| ggZv fvjevmvq Avcbviv cviwiK GKvZZv Abyfe
KiQb| gvMZ KqKw`b GwUi cybivew Kib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

171

eve Avcwb Zvi mv_ cv-GKwUf AvPiY Kib| `Leb PgrKvi


dj cveb| hKvbv cviwiK mK Dbqb G cwqv AbymiY Kiv
hZ cvi|
ck : ivMxi wPwKrmv ev Acvikb wK Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : AekB hve| wcwRi GKRb cwWqvwUK mvRb mvRvwii
Kgv mUvii PgrKvi eenvi KiQb| wZwb Acvikbi AvM
ivMxi mKj KvMRc `L gwWUkb Kgv mUvi ivMxK Gb
Acvikbi cyiv cwqv mv`b Kib|
Zvici eve wdi Gm Acvikb w_qUvi ivMxK Acvikb
KiZb| Avi GZ Ki wZwb Acvikbi mgq cvq AaK Kwgq
AvbZ mg njb| AvM h Acvikb KiZ `o Nv mgq jvMZv,
m Acvikb wZwb 45/50 wgwbUB mb KiZ cviQb| Avi ivMxi
Acvikb mgq hZ Kg jvM ZZ `Z m wbivgq jvf Ki|
ck : hvwK wU ev Z_ Rvbvi Rb wK Kgv mUvi KvR Ki?
Di : GI Avcwb Kgv mUvi eenvi KiZ cvib| GK `yi
wKkviKvqvUvg MvRyqU| Kvbv hcvwZ nvZi KvQ cj m Zv
Lyj mewKQy `LZ PvBZv| Zvi `yicbvq evev/ gv memgq ZU|
GKevi evevi KwDUvi Lvivc nq Mj| m fvejvevevK
mvicvBR `e| gwWUkb Kgv mUvi wMq Aii KvQ RvbZ
PvBjv KwDUvii Amyweav Kv_vq| Ai ZvK ejjb, Zgb wKQy
nq wb| GZ b^i GZ b^i cvUm Lvivc| cvUm `yUv e`j w`jB wVK
nq hve| LiP coe Pvi/ cuvPk UvKv| evev evmvq AvmZB m evevK
ejjv, KwDUvii Zgb wKQy nq wb| GZ b^i GZ b^i cvUm
Lvivc| e`jvZ Pvi/ cuvPk UvKv jvMe|
K_v b evev GKevi Mvgv jfj| evevi aviYv, Qj
KwDUvi LyjQ| Zv bv nj m cvUmi b^i Rvbjv Kxfve| Qji
Avi Kvbv K_vB bZ PvBjb bv wZwb| Lye ivM Kijb|
KwDUvi BwwbqviK `Lvbv njv, wZwbI GKB K_v ejjb|
172

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Gevi evevi weqi cvjv| Qj bv nq KwDUvi Lyj cvUmi b^i


`LQ, wK GB cvUm `ywUB h Lvivc Zv m eySjv Kxfve?
evev Qji KvQ _K me bjb| Qj gvgvevwo eovZ wMq
gvgvi mv_ Kvm KiwQjv| Kvm Ask wbq evev wbRB cyiv NUbv
ejwQjb cZqb Abyvb|
ck : `~i `k GKRb Kx Aevq AvQ Zv `Lvi Rb wK Kgv
mUvi eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : AekB hve| Ggb e NUbv iqQ| GK Qj KjKvZvq
MQ| hvIqvi ci `yB w`b Kvbv LuvR bB| Qj, evev I gq
cwievi wZbRbB KvqvUvg MvRyqU| gq Wvvi| Qj hvIqvi ci
`yw`b Uwjdvb bv Kivq evev DwM| ZZxq w`b mvq gq Gm
evevK DwM `L KviY wRRm Kijv| evev KviY ejjb| gq
ejjv, Uwjdvb Ki wb ZvZ Kx? Avcwb Kgv mUvi wMq `Lyb,
I Kv_vq AvQ|
evev gvMwiei bvgvR co gwWUkb Kgv mUvi wMq Qji
eZgvb Aevb `Lvi Pv KiZB KvjKvZvi GKwU wmbgv nji MU
fm Gjv| Qj wmbgv nj XyKQ| evev QjK Zvi DMi K_v
Rvbvjb| ejjb, wkM&wMiB Uwjdvb KiZ|
Iw`K wmbgv `LZ `LZB Qji gb cojv evwoZ Uwjdvb
Kiv nq wb| nj _K ewiqB Qj evevK Uwjdvb Kijv| evev
Uwjdvb ai Qji K^i bB wRm Kijb, mvq ZzB AgyK
wmbgv nj wQwj? Qj Zv wewZ! evev Rvbjv Kxfve? evev ZvK
ejjb, Kgv mUvi wZwb ZvK wmbgv nj XyKZ `LQb|
Gfve Kgv mUvi eenvi KiZ cvib| wK wbqZ Lvivc
Kieb bv| xK evmvq iL GmQb| x evmvqB AvQ bv cvki
evmvq wMq M KiQ GKUz `L wbB| A_ev ^vgx ejQ h, AvRK
Awdm AvIqvii ci weRbm wgwUs AvQ| GLb weRbm wgwUsB
PjQ, bv Kvbv wmwUs PjQ GKUz `L wbB| wbqZ hw` Zv-B _vK,
Avcwb wKQyB `Leb bv|
A_vr KvDK QvU Kiv, Ac` Kiv, nq Kivi hw` Kvbv wPv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

173

_vK Avcwb wKQyB `Leb bv| GB vbK, GB kwK memgq


KjvY eenvi Kieb| KvDK nq Kivi Rb bq|
ck : wfmv jvfi Rb Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve wK bv?
Di : AekB hve| nvRvi nvRvi KvqvUvg MvRyqU eenvi KiQb|
cKkj wekwe`vjqi GK wkwKv GKwU cwgv `ki wfmv wbZ
hveb| ivZ Kgv mUvi `Ljb, jvBb `uvwoqQb| KvDUvi
GKRb cyil I GKRb gwnjv| ZvK Kvbv ck QvovB wfmv w`q
w`Q| ciw`b mKvj jvBb `uvwoqQb| KvDUvi `Lb Ab cyil,
Ab gwnjv KvR KiQb| wZwb GKUz weeZeva Kijb| jvBb GQ|
wkwKvi mvgb GLb gv GKRb| G mgq cvjv e`j njv| hviv KvR
KiwQjb Zv`i e`j Ab `yRb Gm KvDUvi emjb| wkwKv
wewZ nq `Ljb, Kgv mUvi hv`i `LwQjb, Giv ZvivB|
wkwKv KvDUvi cuQvi ci Giv ay cvmcvU `Ljb, g`y nvmjb|
cvmcvU iL ejjb, weKj wfmv wbq hveb|
ck : AvavwZK mvabvq Kgv mUvi eenvi Kiv hve?
Di : AekB| hviv AvwZK-AvavwZK DbwZ Pvb, Zv`i mvabvi GK
PgrKvi RvqMv Kgv mUvi| Kgv mUvi wMq ing ejq em
Aii mv_ GKvZ nq Bmg AvRg ev gnvbvg Rc Kib, `vqv
`i` cob, exRg ev nwibvg Rc Kib, cig cfyi Avivabv Kib
A_vr Avcwb Avcbvi agwekvm Abymvi mvq wbRK wbew`Z Kib,
cv_bv Kib| GK Avjv`v Abyf~wZ I Abyfei RMZ cek Kieb
Avcwb| Ze AvavwZKZvi c_ AMmi nZ nj GKRb AvjvwKZ
i, gywk` ev MvBWi KvQ evqvZ ev `xv MnY cqvRb| evqvZ ev
`xv MnY Qvov wbR wbR AvavwZK mvabv GK wcwQj c_| hKvbv
mgqB cv wcQj cvnvo _K GKevi wMwiLv` co hZ cvib|
ck : Kgv mUvi c`vq hvK `LZ PqwQ hw` ZvK `LZ
bv cvB, Zvnj GUv wK Kvbv mgmv?
174

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GUv Kvbv mgmv bv| axi axi Avcwb `LZ cveb|


c_g Abyfe KiZ Pv Kib| Ze Rvi Ki Pv Kieb bv| gbi
Ici Qo w`b| gbi c`vq Qwe AvmZ w`b| mgq wbq Acv
Kib| axi axi Qwe nq DVe| GKmgq `LZ cveb|
ck : Ggb KLbv nq wKZ_ c`vbKvix h wVKvbv w`jv, mB
wVKvbvq m ew DcwZ bB, Ab KD _vKjv| Avwg mB wVKvbvq
Ab KvDK `Ljvg, ZLb Kx ne?
Di : GiKg nZ cvi hLb jfjUv wVK nq bv| Ze Avcbvi
jfj hw` wVK _vK, Avcwb eySZ cvieb h, G mB ew
bq| Avcwb ZLb mB wbw` ewK LyuR ei KiZ cvieb|
ck : `bw`b Rxeb QvULvUv wmv bqvi Rb wK Avjdv jfj
ev gbi evwoi Kgv mUvi eenvi KiZ cviev?
Di : Avmj QvULvUv wmvi Rb Kgv mUvi eenvii `iKvi
bB| hgb, Avwg fvZ Lvev bv iwU Lvev, gvqi mv_ K_v ejev bv
evevi mv_ K_v ejevG wmv bqvi Rb Kgv mUviK eenvi
KiZ nj GUv gkv gviZ Kvgvb `vMvbvi gZvB nvmKi nq hve|
Avmj QvULvUv evcviI hw` gwWUwUf jfj wMq mgvavb
cZ nq, Zvnj Rxebi RwUjZv evoe e Kge bv| gwWUkbK
eenvi Kieb eo wKQyi Rb, eo cvwi Rb| QvULvUv evcvi
mvnvh beb ^ZtZ cvi| Avi cvi G kw ZZ kvwYZ ne hZ
Avcwb wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kieb|
ck : wbRi ga K _vKj kvwi Rb Kgv mUvi hvIqv hve?
Di : hLbB Kvbv K Abyfe KiebKgv mUvi Pj hveb|
ii mv_ ing ejq wMq emeb, AvQvgZv Kuv`eb| Kuv`j K
ewiq hvq| Avj-vni KvQ Kuv`ebAvj-vn, Avwg Zv `ywbqvZ wbRi
BQvq Avwm wb| Zzwg cvwVqQv| GLb K `~i Ki| Zzwg mekwgvb|
ivLj ivLZ cviv, gvij gviZ cviv| Zzwg K `~i Ki `vI|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

175

Avj-vni KvQ KvbvKvwU Kib, `Leb h, Avjv`v GKUv kvw


cvQb| ILvb em GKUz `vqv-`i` cob| nwibvg Rc Kib| A_vr
hvi hvi agwekvm Abymvi HLvb Mfxi i wMq cfyi KvQ wbRK
mgcY Kib| `Leb, Avjv`v Zw cvQb, Avjv`v kvw cvQb|
ck : Kgv mUvi wK ay kvixwiK mgmv mgvavbi Rb? ZvZ wK
ewMZ A_ev cvwievwiK Kvbv mgmv mgvavb Kiv hve?
Di : AekB hve| h mgmvi evcviB Avcwb gb KiQb h ii
KvQ wRm Kiv cqvRb, wRm Kieb| aib, Avcwb GKUv wmv
wbZ PvQb| Avcwb eySZ cviQb bv GUv Avcbvi Rb fvjv ne bv
Lvivc ne| Avcwb iK wRm Kib A_ev Avcbvi ILvb h wb
AvQ| Zvi Ici `yUv evj jvwMq wbb| GKUv meyR, GKUv jvj|
ck Kib| hw` jvj evwZ Rj IV Zvi gvb Gi ga Avcbvi
Kvbv gj bvB| Avi hw` `Lb h meyR evwZ Rj DVQ, Zvi gvb
wMb wmMbvj| A_vr BwZ f|
GUv Avcwb wbRi Rb I cvwievwiK hKvbv mgmv mgvavb
eenvi KiZ cvib| h AvcbvK w`q `qv njv| Kxfve eenvi
Kieb GUv Avcbvi Ici| ay Lqvj ivLeb memgq h, Avcbvi
Dk, wbqZ hb wVK _vK| wbqZ hb gvbe KjvYi Awfmvix nq|
ck : hv PvB Zv | wK Kxfve KvR KiZ ne Zv eywS bv|
G AvgvK Kx KiZ ne?
Di : Kgv mUvi hveb Ges AiK wRm Kieb|
ck : Kgv mUvi wK Pbv-APbv gvbyli AZxZ-fwelr Rvbv me?
Di : Pbv Kvivi AZxZ Zv Avcwb RvbbB| ZviUv Avi Kgv
mUvi wMq Rvbvi `iKvi Kx? Kgv mUvi wMq Zv Avcwb Rvbeb
hvK Avcwb Pbb bv, hvK Avcwb Rvbb bv| hvi K_v Kvbvw`b
kvbb wb| Zvi AZxZ eZgvb fwelr AbK wKQyB Rvbv me| Ze
wbqZ wVK ivLeb|
176

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Kgv mUvi AZxZ, eZgvb, fwelrGB wZbUv wb _vKe|


AZxZi NUbv AZxZB _vKe, eZgvbi ga Uvbv hve wK?
Di : ILvb hLb Kvbv NUbv `Lev ZLb AZxZiUv AZxZ,
eZgvbiUv eZgvb, fwelZiUv fwelZ `Lev| Kgv mUvi
Avgiv GKK mgqi NUbv GKK wb `Lev| NUbvi Kvj cwieZb
nIqvi mv_ mv_ wbUvK e`j bev|
ck : Kvbv wcqRbi fwelr Rvbv I KjvY Kvgbvi welqwU Kxfve
Kiev? Avwg wK Zvi my`i I gjgq fwelr wPv Kiev, bv cKZB
Zvi fwelr wb fm DVe?
Di : `yUvB| Avcwb hw` ay fwelr RvbZ Pvb Zvnj Zvi cKZ
fwelr fm DVe Avi hw` Zvi gjgq fwelr Pvb mUvI Avcwb
Kgv mUvi Kvgbv KiZ cvib| Avcwb Wvb cvki wb `Leb
KjvYgq fwelZ Zvi Rxebi AevK| `yUvB Avcwb KiZ cvib|
ck : Avgvi hLb gb Pvq ZLbB wK Kgv mUvi hZ cviev?
Di : Avcbvi Kgv mUvi, hLb gb PvBe hveb, K AvcbvK
AvUKve? Ze hZ ne wbqggZv|
ck : cwZw`b `yejv gwWUkb GKevi Kgv mUvii gwWUkb
Kiv wK evbxq?
Di : w`b `yejv gwWUkbi GKevi Kgv mUvi hveb| BQ
Kij `yeviI hZ cvib| wkw_j cwqvq GKevi wkw_jvqb Kib,
gbi evwoZ hvb, Zvici mLvb _K Kgv mUvi Pj hvb|
hviv avbi Aviv Mfxi hZ Pvb Zv`i Rb `yejv gwWUkbB
Kgv mUvi hvIqvUv fvjv| ZvZ Ki ii mv_ Avcbvi
hvMvhvM fvjv ne, ii mv_ mK fvjv ne|
ck : Avwg GKRbi `vl `LZ PqwQjvg Kgv mUvi| Zvici
Kgv mUvi KvDKB fve `LZ cvB bv, GLb Avwg Kx Kiev?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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177

Di : GLb ZIev ZIev Kiv Qvov, Avj-vni KvQ gvd PvIqv Qvov
Avcbvi wKQy Kivi bB| Avgv`i c_g w`b hw`b Kgv mUvii
AvjvPbv Kwi, mw`b Avgiv ej `B KvDK Ac` Kivi Rb, nq
ev QvU Kivi Rb wKQy `LZ hveb bv|
hnZz Lvivc wbqZ `LZ wMqQb, hv nIqvi Zv-B nqQ|
Avcwb GLb Avj-vni KvQ gvd Pvb, hvi `vl `LZ PqwQjb Zvi
KvQ wMqI gvd PvBeb|
ck : hvK fvjevwm Zvi mv_ weq ne wK bvGUv wK Kgv mUvii
KwDUvi wb `Lv Avgvi Rb Abvq ne?
Di : Abvq Kb ne? Avcwb AiK wRm KiZ cvib| Ze
AveMK ckq `eb bv| Rvi Ki BwZevPK Reve PvBZ hveb bv|
ck : Avwg hw` RvbZ PvBAgyK Avgvi m^ Kx fveb? Kx aviYv
Kib? RvbZ cvij Avwg Zvi mv_ Pjvdiv KiZ ^vQ` eva
Kiev| mUv wK me?
Di : AekB me| hw` DkUv mr nq| DkUv hw` nq Zvi mv_
mnv` ew KivAekB me Ges Avcwb Zv eySZ cvieb| wK
DkUv hw` nq AgyKi aviYvUv Rb wbB Zvici ZvK eKvq`vq
dj `ev, Zvnj me bq|
G `wfwwU neAgyKi mv_ Avwg mK Dbqb Kiev|
ZvZ AvgviI KjvY ne ZviI KjvY ne, Zvnj GUv me|
ck : mK Dbqbi Rb eb gmR cvVvbvi D`vniY w`j fvjv
nq| gyL ejev bv KvMR wjL gMR ivLev?
Di : Avcwb hw` KwDUvi GcvU nb, Avcbvi K_vjv Zvi
gMR GKevi KwDUvii ggvwi KvW evwbq XywKq w`b ev KvMR
wjL IUv GKevi ebi ga XywKq w`b| Avi Avcbvi hw` ejZ
fvjv jvM, ZvK cvk ewmq my`i Ki ejZ _vKzb|
178

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Kgv mUvi Avgvi PvIqv KZw`b KvhKix ne? KZw`b


cvMvwgs KiZ ne? fvjv PvBZ wMq hw` g` nq Zvnj Kx Kiev?
Di : Kgv mUvi Avcwb Avcbvi wPv I KbvK hZ GKvMZvi
mv_ Kieb, ZZ KvhKi ne| KZw`b KiZ ne? w`bi mxgv
wbaviY Kiv hve bv| hZw`b ch wVK bv nQ KiZ ne| G
ahUv Lye iZc~Y|
GKUv NUbvGKRb PvwQjb h, wZwb hb AviKUv fvjv evwoZ
hZ cvib| fvjv evwoZ hvIqvi Kbv KiZ KiZ hLvb wQjb
m Avkq _KI wePzZ nq Mjb|
wZwb mvsNvwZKfve fO cojb| ejjb h, Avwg GKUv fvjv
Avkq PvwQjvg| Avgvi eZgvb Avkq hv-B _vKzK, GKUv wQjv| mUvI
nvivZ emjvg! Avwg ZvK ejjvg, GB ei nIqvUvB H fvjv RvqMvq
hvIqvi AvMi Aev| gwWUkb KiZ _vKzb|
Zv-B njv| Gici Zvi hLvb hvIqvi myhvM njv, mUv `Lv
Mj Aviv fvjv RvqMv Ges Ifve AvkqPzZ bv nj bZzb GB
RvqMvq Zvi nqZv hvIqv nZv bv|
KvRB AbK mgq cvMvwgs KiZ wMq `Lv hZ cvi h,
eZgvb hv wQjv Zv-I Mj| wK ZvZ wPwZ neb bv| KviY Avgiv
cKwZi mv_ GKvZ nZ wkLwQ| Avgv`i Q`K cKwZi Q`
Q`vwqZ KiZ wkLwQ| GLb hv ne Avgv`i gji RbB ne|
ck : Avwg meB wbRi gZv Ki mK wbaviY Kwi| wK
^vgxi B Zv nQ bv| m me Avgvi Pq Aviv eo|
Rvwb, Zvi gvbwmK kw ev gwWUkbi kw Avgvi Pq ewk| Zvi
I hb Avwg wbRi gZv Ki mK wbaviY KiZ cvwi Zvi
Rb Kx Kiev?
Di : GB eeUvB cv w`b| GLb _K fveeb Avcbvi kw
ewk| Avcbvi gwWUkbi gZv ewk| Avcwb ZvK fvjevmb, Zvi
gj Kvgbv Kib, AZGe Zvi evcvi Avcbvi PvIqv evevwqZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

179

nIqvi myhvMI ewk| gwWUkb GUvB fveeb h, Avwg Avgvi ^vgxi


ga GB GB cwieZb `LZ PvB, hw` Zv Avgv`i Rb KjvYKi
nq| Avi hZY ch Kbv Kieb h, Avcbvi ^vgxi gwWUkbi
cvIqvi ewk ev gbi kw ewk ZZY Avcwb ZvK cfvweZ KiZ
cvieb bv| KviY Avcwb cfvweZ nq em AvQb|
Avcwb hLb GUvK cv `eb h, bv, Avgvi kw ewk Ges Avwg
hv PvB GUv Aviv ewk KjvYKi| Avi ^vgx-xi memgq
gwWUkb GUvB nIqv DwPZ h, Avgvi ^vgxi GB cwieZb Avwg PvB
hw` Zv Avgv`i `yRbi RbB gjRbK nq| KviY Avcwb h
cwieZbUv PvQb GgbI nZ cvi Avcwb nqZv eySZ cviQb bv
GUv Avcbvi ^vgxi Rb wZKiI nZ cvi|
AZGe gwWUwUf jfj hLb hveb, memgqB ejeb Avgvi
^vgx Ges Avgvi`yRbiB hw` GZ gj nq Zvnj Zvi ga GB GB
cwieZb PvwQ| ZvZ `yRbiB gj ne| `yRbB myLx neb|
ck : Kgv mUvi hvIqvi ciI Avwg Pvicvki mewKQy Abyfe Kwi,
wevwiZ GKUz eywSq ejyb|
Di : GLb GUv Abyfe KiQb, Av Av Abyfe Kieb bv| hZ
GKvMZv evoe ZZB gwWUkb ewk wbgM nZ cvieb|
Avcbviv Rvbb, GKevi nhiZ Avjx (iv)-Gi cvq Zxi weua Mj|
KDB Zxi LyjZ mvnm cvwQjv bv| KvQI hZ mvnm cvwQjv bv,
ZLb imyj (m) mvnvex`i ejjb h, Zvgiv Acv Ki| Avjx hLb
bvgvR mR`vq hve ZLb ZxiUv Lyj wbI|
Dwb bvgvR `uvovjb, mR`vq Mjb| Zxi Lyj bqv njv, Dwb
UiB cjb bv| hLb Avgv`i gbvhvMUv miKg GKvM ne, ZLb
`Leb h, Avkcvki wKQy Ui cvQb bv| GUv Av Av ne,
GKw`b ne bv| Avcwb h Kgv mUvi hZ cviQb GUvB Avcbvi
eo ARb Ges Av Av Avcwb Aviv Mfxi hZ cvieb|
ck : KD AvgvK wjW Kij PjZ myweav nq| Kgv w`Z cvwi bv|
G Avgvi `wfw Kx nIqv DwPZ? DiYB ev NUe Kxfve?
180

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : hwK hKvbv K_vGUv gvbv DwPZ| wK Kviv AhwK


K_v gvbvi cqvRb bvB| memgq webqi mv_ cwiwwZK mvgj
beb| Avcwb gbi evwoZ hveb, `Leb h, Kviv hwK Kgv
PgrKvifve AbymiY KiQb|
Avevi Avcwb wbRI Ab`iK hwK Kgv KiQb| gbi
evwoZ Kgv KiZ KiZ Af nvb, `Leb h, evBiI Kgv
KiZ cvieb| `Leb h, hviv Lye fvjv AwfbZv ev Ljvqvo Zviv
h LjvUv Zv`i `iKvi ev h AwfbqUv Kiv `iKvi, PvL e Ki
winvmj Ki djb|
gbi PvL `Lyb h, wZwb Kxfve WvqjM _v KiQb, Kxfve
Afw KiQb, Kxfve kUwU LjQb| AvcwbIKxfve Kgv Kij
myweav nq mUv gbQweZ `Leb Zvici Kieb| AekB GUv me|
ck : gwWUkb Kgv mUvi hvIqvi ci Kvgi I cvqi
gvsmcwkZ e_v Abyf~Z nq| `yw`b ci wVK nq hvq| Gi KviY I
cwZKvi Kx?
Di : Avmj e_vi cyivUvB nQ gvbwmK| KviY Avcwb em AvQb|
hw` Kgv mUvi Qvov Ab mUvi Avcbvi Kvgi e_v, cv e_v bv
nq Zv Kgv mUvi ne Kb?
Avmj AePZb gb nqZv GK aibi evav KvR Ki Kgv
mUvi hvIqvi evcvi| GB evavB Kvgi e_v Ges cv e_vic `Lv
`q| AePZb gbi GB evavUvK `~i Ki djyb| Kgv mUvi
hvIqv Avmj Lye fvjv GKwU KvR| Kgv mUvi nQ Avcbvi
gwWUkbi MfxiZi Aev|
avbi wewfb i AvQ| Abykxjb Pvwjq Mj avc avc Zv Aviv
eySZ cvieb| Avi avc AwZg bv Ki Mfxi i hw` hvb, Zv
avbi mwZKvi ^v` Avcwb KLbv cveb bv|
hLbB e_v Abyfe Kieb, eySZ ne h, AvcbvK wew Ki
`qvi Rb Avcbvi fZii Kvbv bwZevPKZv KvR KiQ|
ck : Kgv mUvi mgmv mgvavb ii cqvRb AvQ Kx?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

181

Di : AbK mgq gb ne h Avcwb AbK wKQy eySZ cviQb bv,


A_ev GKUv welq wbq Avcbvi fZi wav- _vKe ZLb mUv
mgvavbi RbB i cqvRb|
ck : Avgiv Zv AvcbvK i gb Ki Kvm KiwQ| Avevi Kgv
mUvi i Kb?
Di : H h hLb Avwg mkixi Avcbvi KvQvKvwQ _vKev bv| memgq
Zv Avi AvgvK cvQb bv| GRb Kgv mUvi i| ivw evivUvi
mgq gb njv h, GB cki Zv GKUv mwjDkb `iKvi| ZLb
AvgvK cveb Kv_vq? mB RbB Ai|
ck : Kgv mUvi Avwg h iK PqwQjvg ZvK cvB wb| ZvK
cj Avwg Gi PqI ewk jvfevb nZvg ej Avgvi aviYv| ZvB c_g
iK wK e`jvbv hvq?
Di : cqvRb bvB| H iK cj hv cZb GB ii KvQ _K
Zv-B cveb| ZviciI Avcwb BQv Kij e`jvZ cvib| Ze
e`jvbvi evcviI cwqv iqQ| m cwqv AbymiY KiZ ne|
ck : Kgv mUvi h iK PqwQjvg Zvi Qwe Kvbvw`b `wL
bvB| A_P Ab GK i evi evi AvmwQjv hvK Avwg PvwQjvg bv|
QweZ `LwQ kl i AveQv Aevq iqQ| GLb Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : iK memgq IqjKvg Kiv DwPZ, whwbB Avmyb| Avcwb h
ZvK PvQb bv, G Rb i GKUz Awfgvb KiQb| Gici
gwWUkb hvb| evev-gvqi Awfgvb Avi KZY _vK| wMq ejyb h,
i, Zzwg hLb GmQv, ZvgvKB Avwg PvB| ZzwgB Avgvi i|
`Leb h, Awfgvb Pj MQ| ZLb Avi AveQv Aevq `Leb bv,
B `Leb|
ck : Aii Pnviv cwZw`b e`jvZ _vKv ev GKK w`b GKK i
`Lv wK fvjv jY?
182

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GKK w`b GKK iZ Kx ne? MvRb b nq hve| i


GKRbB _vKv DwPZ| gbi wiZv GjB ii Pnviv wi ne|
ck : Kgv mUvi AvcbvK wVKgZv `LZ cvwQ bv| Kx Kiev?
Di : evSv hvQ, fvjvfve wkw_j nZ cviQb bv| 40 w`b wbqwgZ
wkw_jvqb Kib| KvqvUvqb Kib| wVK nq hve|
ck : Kgv mUvi i wK memgq _vKQb? bv wK hZevi hvev
ZZevi ZvK Avnvb KiZ ne?
Di : Avcwb hvIqvi AvMB Ai Kgv mUvi cuQ hvQb|
Avcwb hLb hveb, hZevi hveb, `Leb h, i Avcbvi Rb
Acv KiQb|
ck : KvqvUvg g_W eB co RvbZ cvijvg, gwWUkbi whwb
DveK, Ai wnme memgq ZvK wbevPb Kiv ewk KvhKi| wK
Avwg Kvm Kivi mgq GUv RvbZvg bv| ZvB Ai AviKRbK
wbevPb KiwQ| wZwb Kgv mUvi GmQb wK Kvbv K_v ejQb
bv| Ai cwieZb Kiv hvq wK?
Di : hve| Kvm hLb Aii gwWUkb nq, Avcwb Gm Ai
cwieZb Ki wbZ cvieb|
ck : MvRyqkb Kvm KiwQ `yeQi nqQ| wK AvR ch Avwg Kvbv
Ai `wL bv| mvBwK Kvm KiwQ| mLvbI wKQy `LZ, bZ ev
Abyfe KiZ cvwi wb| G mvKmmdzj nIqvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : `Lv cveb, Kb cveb bv? wekvmK cej Kib| GKevi bv
cvwij `L kZevi| Avcwb jM _vKzb, Kb cveb bv? Avi, i
DV Gm Avcbvi mv_ `Lv Kieb|
wK jM _vKZ ne Ges `Lvi Rb wbRi gwWUkbi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

183

cvIqviUvK evovZ ne| GRb `iKvi wbqwgZ wkw_jvqb| gbK


hZ wi KiZ cvieb Aii Abyf~wZ ZZB cwivi nZ _vKe|
Gi cvkvcvwk wfRyqvjvBRkb PPv KiZ cvib|
Avcbvi whwb i Zvi GKUv Qwe wbb mvgb| PvL gj QweUv
`Lyb, Zvici PvL e Kib| PvL e KiB QweUv `Lyb| Avevi
PvL gj `Lyb| Avevi PvL e Ki `Lyb| Kb wfRyqvjvBR ne
bv? PPv KiZ _vKyb| AekB gwWUkb iK `LZ cveb|
ck : Ai K_v ejb bv| Zvi mv_ mK Dbqbi Dcvq Kx?
Di : eve i hLb Ai nb, ZLb ii w`K-wb`kbv hZ
AbymiY Kieb, ZZ ii mv_ mK fvjv ne| `Leb, i ay
K_vB ejeb bv, wRm bv KijI ej hveb, ii AvMn eo
hve| AbK mgq Qj-gqiv evevK dvb Ki bv| evev ZLb
wbRB LuvR bb| Zgwb iI wbR Avcbvi Lei beb| ii
wb`k AbymiY bv Ki hZ Kgv mUvi wMq iK bRivbv `b bv
Kb, Kvbv jvf bB|
ck : hLb Kvbv KvRi djvdj mK iK wRm Kwi ZLb i
hv ejb eveZv AbK mgq mwVK nq bv| wK `Lv hvq m KvRwUi
djvdj mK Avgvi gb hv ejQ Zv cvqB mwVK nq| G wbq Avwg
KbwdDkb AvwQ| GRb Kgv mUvi KD wKQy `LZ w`j Avwg
fq fq _vwK hw` Zv wVK bv nq| G cwivYi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avmj Avcbvi wekvmi wfwUv Lye `yej| Avcwb wbRB
mskqvQb| G mskq _K hZY bv ewiq AvmZ cviQb, ii
KvQ _K mwVK Di cveb bv| KviY Avcwb wbRB ii evcvi
KbwdDRW| wekvmK cMvp Kieb| Kvbv mskqK wbRi ga
AvmZ `eb bv| ZvnjB Avcwb mwVK Di cveb|
ck : cvi gwWUkb AiK h ck wRm Kiv nq Zvi hme
Di cvIqv hvq memgq wK Zv-B mwVK nq? KviY AbK mgq Zvi
mv_ eveZvi wKQy cv_K j Kiv hvq?
184

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GKUv welq memgq gb ivLeb h, ii KvQ _K Kx Di


cvIqv hve Zv memgq wbfi Kie Avcbvi gwWUwUf jfji
Ici| Avcbvi wkw_jZvi ii Ici| Avcbvi jfj hZ fvjv
ne, ii Di ZZ my`ifve eySZ cvieb|
gbi wiZv mePq iZc~Y| aib, gvevBj hLb bUIqvK
wWmUve nq, ZLb Kx nq? wKQy K_v Avcwb kvbb, wKQy kvbb bv|
GLb bv bB, bv eySB Avcwb hw` nuv-nuv KiZ _vKb, Avi ci Ggb
wKQy Ki djb hv Kivi Kvbv K_vB bv, ZLb GUv Kvi `vq?
hw` Avcbvi jfj wVK _vK, Avcwb AekB mwVK Di cveb|
Avi hw` jfj wVK bv nqDi Zv wVK AvQ, wK Avcwb nqZv fyj
bjb ev AvswkK bjb| hZ wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kieb, hZ jfj
wVK nZ _vKe, ZZ Di wVK bZ _vKeb|
ck : i-`kb wVKgZv njv bv| `vl wK Avgvi? GB gwWUkb wK
wiwcU Kiv `iKvi?
Di : wVKfve i-`kb bv njI GKUv AveQv ic Zv `LQb|
mB AveQv icUvB Av Av cwivi ne| AZGe Kvbv wiwcUkb
Gi `iKvi bvB| Kgv mUvi hveb Ges Kvgbv Kieb h, iK
fve `LZ PvB| `Leb h, iK fve `LZ cvQb|
ck : ii mvwba fK ii wb`k AbymiY AbycvwYZ Ki| Kvbv
Kvm ev Abyvb Qvov Avcbvi mvwba cvIqv hvq bv| mgvavb Rvwbq
evwaZ Kieb|
Di : hLbB Kgv mUvi hveb, gwWUkb emeb, ZLbB iK
Abyfe Kieb| fZi wekvm fvjevmv ggZv hZ _vKe, ZZ
Mfxifve Avcwb iK Abyfe KiZ cvieb|
ck : Kgv mUvi Kvbv civgki Rb Aii KvQ RvbZ
PvBj i Kxfve ejeb Avi Avwg Kxfve bevwelqUv Avgvi
KvQ GK`g cwivi bv| Avwg wK Kbvq eyS bev?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

185

Di : Avmj iI gb gb ejeb, AvcwbI gb gb beb| A_vr


ii mv_ h K_v nQ mUv fZi K_v nQ| gbi fZi K_v
hfve nq mfveB ne|
ck : Kgv mUvi Kvi Kgv KvhKi neAvgvi bv ii?
Di : PgrKvi ck KiQb| Avcwb hUv eySZ cviQb bv mUvi
RbB Zv iK wRm KiQb| AZGe iK wRm Kivi ci
Avcbvi Avi Kvbv Kgv ej wKQy _vKQ bv| i hv ejQb mUvB
nQ Avcbvi Rb KiYxq|
ck : Di cvIqvi ciI GKB ck wK ci ci `yB evi A_vr ci ci `yB
gvm cvi gwWUkb wRm Kiv hvq?
Di : AvnvK Qvov GKB ck `yBevi KD Ki bv| Kvbv eywgvb
gvbylB GKB ck `yB evi KivK cQ` Kib bv| iI ^vfvweKfveB
Zv-B| GK ck, GKevi Di njv| nq Mj|
wK Di cvIqvi ci wbRi gbgZv njv bv, AZGe Avevi
iK ck Kijb| i Avcbvi gbgZv Di w`q w`jb| h hvn,
ZzB hLb GUv bZ PvwQm, hv kvb|
wbRi gbgZv Di Pvq aygv evKviv Ges i memgq evKv
_K `~i _vKZB cQ` Kib| KviY evKvi i KD nZ Pvq bv|
Kvm h fvjv Qv nq, mevB wK Zvi wUPvi nZ PvqAvgvi Qv
AgyK, Avgvi Qvx AgyK| wK Kvm h jvy cvq ZvK Kvbv wUPviB
`vwe Kib bv h, `L, m Avgvi Qv ev Qvx| AZGe `yBevi Kvbv
ck Kieb bv Ges wbRi gbgZv Di KLbv cZvkv Kieb bv|
ck : Kgv mUvi iK Rvi Ki Di ei KiZ nq| wbR _K
Di `b bv| cwZKvi Kx?
Di : ii mv_ RvivRywi Kieb bv| wZwb hw` Di bv `b Avcwb
GKUz wZ nvmyb| ejyb h, i, Avcwb Di bv `b Lye fvjv|
186

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KZw`b bv `b Avwg `wL| cwZw`b ck KiZ _vKzb| Di bv cvIqv


ch wRm KiZ _vKzb| Ze ck Kieb webqi mv_, AvwiKZvi
mv_| Rvi Kivi cqvRb bB|
Avi hLb Avcwb Rvi KiQb bv ZLb `Leb wZwbI ^ZtZ nq
AvmQb| KviY H jfj ck Qo w`Z nq| Di ^ZtZfve hw`
Avm wVK AvQ| wK hZY bv Avm ZZY Acv KiZ nq|
GKw`b, `yBw`b, wZbw`b, Pviw`bAcv KiZ _vKzb| `Leb h,
^ZtZfveB Reve cvQb| KviY Acv ev mei Qvov AbK mgqB
AbK wKQy cvIqv hvq bv| Acv Ggb GK kw hv mewKQyK
civwRZ KiZ cvi| Ze i GKevi Di w`j H GKB ck Avi
wRm Kieb bv, Di Avcbvi cQ` nvK Avi bv nvK|
ck : Kgv mUvi wMq Avgvi Aii KvQ wKQy wRm Kij Lye
mnR Di cvB bv| wKsev Di cjI Avwg hv Avkv Kwi Zv-B Di
Avm| GUv wK mwVK?
Di : Avkv Kieb bv| Avkv Kij nqZv wZwb mB DiB w`q
`eb| KviY Aii gbUv Lye big| wZwb Kviv Avkv f KiZ
cvib bv| Avcwb hv Avkv Kieb wZwb Zv-B Di `eb| Avcwb
GKUz k nvb h, bv, Avgvi Kvbv Avkv bB| i hv ejeb, mUvB
Avwg bZ PvB| Zvnj Dwb mwVK Di `eb|
ck : Kvbv ck Kij Ai Di `b bv| dj AbK welq Avgvi
wav _K hvq| Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : Kvbv ckiB hw` Di bv `b Zvnj eySZ ne Avcbvi mv_
ii GKUv KwgDwbKkb Mvc AvQ| GB Mvc, GB `~iZUvK `~i
KiZ ne| GRb wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kieb| Kv_vq `~iZ nQ
GUvK ei Kivi Pv Kib| `Leb h i Di w`Qb|
Avevi KLbv KLbv i Kvbv Kvbv welq Di `b, Kvbv
Kvbv welq Pzc _vKb| h welq Pzc _vKQb eySZ ne DiUv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

187

Avcbvi gbtc~Z ne bv| Avcwb hv PvQb DiUv Zv bq| DiUv Zvi


wecixZ| GLvb gbs mwZ bv|
ii Kvbv welq Pzc _vKv gvb nQ AmwZ| gbs AmwZ
jYs| AZGe, mveavb nq hveb mB KvR Kivi evcvi| KviY,
i mvaviYZ bv ejZ Lye msKvP Kib| bv ejevAvQv hvK Pzc
_vKvB Zv fvjv|
ck : Kgv mUvii i ay Dc`k w`q hvQb wKQy wRm KiZ
cvijvg bv|
Di : Lye fvjv i cqQb Avcwb! wRm Kivi AvMB Dc`k
w`q hvQb| Avcbvi mgmv mgvavb nq hvQ| mvaviYZ Avgv`i
AvMKvi iiv `k eQi wRm Kivi ci GKUvi Di w`Zb|

Kgv mUvi AbK wnwjs


ck : wnwjsqi KvhKvwiZvi evwbK evLv Kx?
Di : Avmj cw_exi e wKQyiB evLv wevb w`qQ| Avevi AbK
evLv wevb w`Z cvi wb| KwVb Aevq mKj ei AvqZb Kg|
wK cvwb KwVb nq eid nj AvqZb evo| wevbi m~ Gi evLv
w`Z cvi wb| ejQ GwU ewZg|
wevbi RMZ G aibi ewZg I weqi Kvbv kl bB|
AvaywbK wevbi D`vniY w`qB gbi GB kwi evLv `qv hvq|
GKkv eQi AvMi K_v wPv Kib| AvcbvK KD hw` ejZv,
Nii Kvbvq Avgvi GKwU ev AvQ| GLb GB gyn~Z dv h dzUej
Ljv nQ GB ev Avwg Zv `LZ cvwQ| Zvnj Avcwb ZvK Kx
ejZb? cvMj! Avi GLb Ni em Uwjwfkb Avcwb dzUej Ljv
`LQb| Avcbvi G K_vK hw` KD wekvm bv Ki ZvK Avcwb wK
ejeb? ejeb cvMj|
gw h h Zwi KiQ Zv w`q hw` weki Aci cvi GB
188

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gyn~Zi NUbv `Lv hvq, Zvnj GB gwK wekl cwZZ eenvi


KiI Zv `Lv hZ cvi|
NUbvwUK GfveI evLv KiZ cvibcwZwU gb nQ wekgb
bvgK GK mycvi mycvi mycvi KwDUviicx gnvRvMwZK vbfvvii
(information super highway) GK GKwU Uvwgbvj|
mycvi KwDUvii hZjv UvwgbvjB _vKzK bv Kb, hKvbv
Uvwgbvj _K Bbdigkb mycvi nvBIq ev mycvi KwDUvii K`i
mv_ hgb hvMvhvM Kiv hvq, Zgwb avbi i wekl wdKvqw
mw nj wekgbicx gnvRvMwZK vbfvvii mv_ mshvM vcbi
gvag gb KvwZ Z_ jvf Ki|
wZxq ck RvMZ cvi, Avwg Avgvi gw Z_ ciYi gvag
Z_gvjvK cwiewZZ Ki ivMgyw I KjvY mvab KiZ cvwiGUv
evwbKfveB mZ| wK e`~i AewZ AviKRbK cvVvbv
Z_gvjv m cve Kxfve? Gi mnR Di nQUwjcvw_|
GB Uwjcvw_K gZv Avgv`i mvaKiv nvRvi nvRvi eQi ai
cqvM Ki AvmQb| Gi GZ AmsL D`vniY iqQ h, Zv Dj-L
KiZ Mj GUv GKUv wekKvl nq hve|
ck Kieb, AvaywbK wevbgb gvbyl wK Uwjcvw_ wekvm Ki?
GB kZvxZ Uwjcvw_ MelYvi AMcw_K nQ wWDK BDwbfvwmwUi
cdmi R. we. ivBb| vbdvW wimvP BbwwUDUi cwiPvjK
wnme wZwb BGmwc MelYvq bZzb hyMi m~Pbv Kib|
Gcvjv-14-Gi bfvPvix GWMvi wgPj P`c _K f~-wbqY
K` wnDbi mv_ Uwjcvw_K hvMvhvM vcb Kib| GB
hvMvhvM GZ mdj nqwQjv h, bfvPvix wgPj f~c wdi Gm
Mo Zvjb GK bZzb cwZvbBbwwUDU Ad bvqwUK mvqm|
Uwjcvw_ wbq `yB civkwi MelYvi cwZhvwMZv wevbxgnj Lye
fvjfveB Rvbb| mvwfqU BDwbqb 60-Gi `kK GB MelYvq GZ
GwMq wMqwQjv h, Kgvvi gv _K e-vwWfK gvm KvW
Kgv cvVvQb Avi e-vwWfKi Kgvvi Zv MnY Ki Avevi gvm
KvW Reve cvVvQb|
wevbxiv Uwjcvw_Z wekvm Kib wK bv G wbq wevbx`i cwKv
wbD mvqwU GK Rwic PvwjqwQjv| Rwic `Lv Mj, kZKiv 75
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

189

RbB Uwjcvw_Z wekvm Kib A_vr wevbgb gvbyli Rb


Uwjcvw_ nQ GK bZzb eveZv|
Kgv mUvi Avcwb Avcbvi gb I gwK wekl i wbq wMq
mB eveZvKB KvR jvMvQb| Avcbvi KjvY Kvgbvi Z_gvjv
Avcbvi gb _K Aci ewi gb Pj hvQ| Avi Gici Zv mB
ewi gwi Z_fvviK cybweb KiQ| gw Zvi ivMgywi
cwqv mwq KiQ, KjvY cwqvK Rvi`vi KiQ| Zvi Rb bZyb
eveZv wbgvY KiQ|
ZvB wbtm`n ejv hvq, Kgv mUvi Avcwb Uwjcvw_i GB
evwbK cwqvKB KvR jvMvQb|
Avi cZK gvbyli gvSB GB gZv my iqQ| AvaywbK
gbvwevbi AbZg cw_KZ Wv. Kvj e Bqvs Lye KiB
ejQb, gvbe AwZi ga Ggb GKwU Ask iqQ, hv vb Kvji
Ea Pj hZ cvi|
ck : Avgv`i Awj eyRyMiv wK GB Uwjcvw_ cqvM KiQb?
Di : AekB| Avgv`i Awj-eyRyMiv, gywb-Fwliv nvRvi nvRvi eQi
ai G cwZK eenvi Ki AvmQb| cqvM Ki AvmQb| nhiZ
Igii mgqKvi GKUv NUbv|
Avey Ievq`v RiRvjg ivgvb`i mv_ hy KiQb| ivgvb`i
mb msLv wQjv Ievq`vi mb msLvi cuvP Y| w`bwU wQjv evi|
NviZi hy nQ| nhiZ Igi g`xbvq gmwR` beexZ LvZev
w`Qb| hy nQ RiRvjgg`xbv _K KqKk gvBj `~i| nVvr
LvZev e Ki wZwb em cojb| em ejQb, Avey Ievq`v,
cvnvoi cQb `L|
Avey Ievq`v mB hy hy KiZ KiZ bQb h, Lwjdv
ZvK cvnvoi cQb `LZ ejQb| wZwb KqKRb AkvivnxK
cvwVq w`jb`L Zv cvnvoi cQb Kx nQ? Zviv cvnvoi cQb
wMq `L h, gvivZK Aev| 50 nvRvi ivgvb mb cvnvoi cQb
w`K _K AvmQ Avey Ievq`vi evwnbxK NivI Ki djvi Rb|
Avey Ievq`v mv_ mv_ Zvi evwnbxK `yB fvM Ki djjb| GKfvM
190

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cvwVq w`jb cvnvoi cQb gvKvejv Kivi Rb| mB hy Avey


Ievq`v Rqx nqwQjb|
hw` Kgv KiZ cvib Zv Avcbvi Kgv gvbyl bZ cvi,
ccvwL bZ cvi, MvQcvjv, cvnvo-ceZ, b`-b`x bZ cvi|
nhiZ Igii mgqKvi AviKwU NUbv| Avgi Bebyj Avm wgki Rq
KiQb| wgkixq`i ga ZLb GKUv c_v wQjv| GLb h iKg
my`ix cwZhvwMZv nq ZLb mLvbI my`ix cwZhvwMZv nZv| GK`g
Mvg _K i nZv| evQvB nZ nZ miv wgki my`ix h wbevwPZ
nZv ZvK mePq g~jevb cvkvK mwZ Ki GKevi gv_v _K
cv ch mvbv w`q gywoq AjsKvi cwiq bxjb` wbq ewj `qv
nZv| KviY wgkixqiv wekvm KiZv, mePq my`ix KzgvixK ewj
w`j b`x Lywk ne, dmj fvjv ne| Avgi Bebyj Avm NvlYv Kijb
h, bv, biewj gnvcvc, biewj `qv hve bv|
biewj e, c-vebI e nq Mj| mgq cvi nq hvQ, c-veb nQ
bv| c-veb bv nj dmj ne bv| KlKiv we`vn Kie| we`vni ie
DVjv Pviw`K| cvc-cyY ci, AvM Avgv`i Zv Lq euvPZ ne|
Avgi `Ljb h, KlKiv hw` we`vn Ki, GB we`vn `gb Kivi
Rb h mb`j `iKvi m jvKej Zvi bB| AZGe wZwb LwjdvK
wjL cvVvjb| Lwjdv `~Zi KvQ wPwV cvwVq w`jb, j^v wPwV| ZvK
ejjb h, AvgiK eje bxj b` wMq wPwV co wbq bxj b`
wPwVUv Qo w`Z|
Avgi wPwV wbq Mjb, bxj b`i mvgb `uvovjb| `uvwoq Lwjdvi
digvb co kvbvjb| AbK j^v wPwV| kl jvBb n b`x! Zzwg hw`
Avj-vni Kzg cevwnZ nq _vKv, Avwg Avj-vni Lwjdv Igi ejwQ,
Avj-vni Kzg c-vweZ nI|
Qo `qv njv wPwV cvwbZ| cuvP wgwbU, `k wgwbU, GK Nv, `yB
Nv, cuvP Nv, mvZ NvAv Av cvwb dzjZ i Kijv, c-veb
njv, dmj njv| Ges mB h wgki biewj e njv Zvici Avi
Kvbv Kzgvix bvixK bxjb` AvZvwZ w`Z nq wb| Kgv KiZ
cvij gvbyl be, b`-b`x be, cvnvo-ceZ be hw` Avcwb Kgv
KiZ Rvbb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

191

ck : GKmv_ KZRbK wbivgq Kiv hve?


Di : GKv hLb gwWUkb Kieb GKB gwWUkb ci ci PviRbK
Gb Avcwb Zvi wbivgq I KjvY Kvgbv KiZ cvib| ci ci,
GKmv_ bq| GKRbK Avbeb, ZvK we`vq Rvbveb| Zvici wZxq
RbK Avbeb, we`vq Rvbveb| Zvici ZZxq RbK Avbeb, we`vq
Rvbveb| Zvici 4_ RbK Avbeb|
ck : wnwjs KiZ wMq Zv AbK mgq Qwe nq bv| ZvZ wK
wnwjs KvhKix ne?
Di : Qwe A nZB cvi| Kviv Kviv Qwe cwivi AvmZ cvi|
Kviv Kviv Qwe wZiwZi wSiwSi KiZ cvi| Kviv Kvjvi GmQ,
Kviv e-vK G nvqvBU GmQ| Kviv wKQzB Avm bvB| Qwe Gj
fvjv, bv GjI fvjv| Qwe AvmvUv iZc~Y bq| fvejB njv h,
Zvi Qwe mvgb AvQ Ges Avcwb AvwiKfve Zvi KjvY Kvgbv
Kijb| GB AvwiK KjvY KvgbvUvB iZc~Y|
ck : mvBwK cvIqviUvK Avgiv Avgv`i eve Rxeb Kxfve KvR
jvMvZ cvwi?
Di : `bw`b Rxeb mvBwK cvIqviUvK hZ Kg KvR jvMvb, ZZ
fvjv| GUv eo KvRi Rb eenvi Kieb| hgb GLvb _K
ewiq wiKkv cvev wK bv GKUz `L wbBGUvi Rb hw` Kgv
mUviK eenvi KiZ hvb Zvnj Kx ne|
BGmwc-K eo KvRi Rb eenvi Kieb| hgb : GKUv
weRbm wWj, mLvb Kx vUwR beb, m Kx ejZ cvi, Avi
Avcwb ZLb Kx ejeb, BZvw`|
ck : Avcwb GK AvjvPbvq ejwQjb, wKQy nvwiq Mj ev Pzwi nj
Kvbv mvBwK hb Zv bv `L| Zvnj evPv nvwiq Mj ev wbRi Lye
cqvRbxq wRwbm cvIqv bv Mj mvBwKiv Zv `LZ cvieb wK bv|
192

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Kviv wbRi evPv nvwiq Mj Ges Zvi `Lvi m gZv


_vKj, `Lv hve h, Avwg bv ejjI wZwb em coeb| Avi wZwb
hw` mUv `LZ cvib, Zvnj eySZ ne h, wZwb GK weivU cixvq
DxY nq MQb| KviY wbRi evPv nvwiq Mj h Ubkb mw nq,
mB UbkbK AwZg Ki KD hw` jfj hZ cvi, Zvi gvb
wZwb avbi c_ h_ AMmigvb|
Avmj GB K_vUv Avgiv Kb ejwQjvg? aib, GKRbi Mi
nvwiq MQ ev Kvbi `yj nvwiq MQ| GLb Avcwb wK Kvbi `yji
cQb jM _vKeb? mvgvb Kvbi `yji Rb Avcwb h kw eq
Kieb Zv w`q Avcwb Aviv eo Kvbv KvR KiZ cviZb| eis `yj
nvwiq MQ, AviKUv wKb wbb|
Avmj h kw GKUv weivU DcKvi jvM mUvK hw` Avcwb
ZzQvwZZzQ KvR jvMvb, AcqvRbxq welq eenvi Kib, Zvnj m
kwi Aceenvi ne|
mvBwK cvIqviK Avcwb hw` Pvi LuvRvi KvR jvMvb, Zvnj
Avcwb Avi PvbLvicyji Gjg viv Pvi ai hviv, Zv`i ga Zv
Kvbv cv_K _vKjv bv|
ck : mwq I wbwj gwWUkbi ga cv_K Kx?
Di : cv_K Lye my| GKUv PvIqvi, AviKUv bv PvIqvi| Avmj
PvIqvi gwWUkb nQ Kbkvm _K mve-Kbkvm jfj hvIqvi
gwWUkb| bv PvIqvi gwWUkb nQ mycvi Kbkvm _K Kbkvm
jfj-G hvIqvi gwWUkb|
hLbB PvIqv _vKemB gwWUkbi jfj, Avi PvIqvnxb
gwWUkbi jfj`yUv Avjv`v| hLb bv PvIqvi jfj Avcwb Pj
hZ cvieb, ZLb GUv mbmwi cvimckb ewj ev Bjnvgi i
ewj ev AwZPZbvi h ejq mLvb _K Bbdigkb mPZb ejq
cek Ki| Avi GB ejqB hy gnvPZbvi mv_, A_vr mKj
Bbdigkb fvvii mv_|
Ze c_g PvIqvi gwWUkb, Zvici bv PvIqvi gwWUkb| KviY
GKevi wKQy hw` bv _vK, bv PvIqvi R hvIqv hvq bv| KviY
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
13-

193

bexRx (m) ejQb `vwi` Kzdii mgvb, `wi` gvbyli c Cgvb iv


Kiv Lye KwVb| KvRB mewKQyi ga cwiwgwZ eRvq ivLeb|
ck : Kgv mUvi hv `Lev Zvi KZUzKz ejZ cviev Avi KZUzKz
ejv hve bv?
Di : hv ejj Ab weow^Z nZ cvi Zv ejeb bv| me ejv hve
bv| hUzKz Zvi Rb KjvYKi, Zvi Rb gjRbK mUzKz ejeb| h
evcvi ZvK mPZb Ki `qv DwPZ Zv Kkj ejeb| hgb,
ejZ cvibAvcwb G evcvi mRvM _vKzb, mZK _vKzb| AbK nq
KiZ cvi, Abi wZ nZ cvi Ggb wKQy ejeb bv|
Avcwb nqZv `Ljb QvUejvq m GKUv RvqMv _K Pzwi KiQ|
Avcwb GK_v hw` ZvK ejb, m AcZ nq hZ cvi| Gici
Avcbvi Kvbv K_v kvbvi gZv Aevq m bv-I _vKZ cvi| KviY
GUv ^xKvi Kivi gZv mr mvnm Lye Kg gvbyli iqQ|
GKUz nm wZwb nqZv ejZ cvib, eySjvg, Avcwb KZUzKz
wkLQb| ZLb Avcbvi wbRi KvQB wbRi jfj mK m`n
RvMe| KviY, m Zv ^xKvi Kie bv| hw` PvjvK nq, AvcbvK
KbwdDR Ki `e, bwZevPK wKQy K_v eje hv Avcbvi wbRi
weo^bvi KviY ne|
ck : AwZPZbvi cKvkUvK AvMfvM Rvbvbvq wK agxq Kvbv
evav AvQ?
Di : Avmj GKwU welq memgq gb ivLZ ne, mywbw`wfve
Avcwb hw` wKQy ejZ hvb, GgbwK eySZ cvijI, mywbw`fve ne
ejj Avcwb Bmjvgi `wZ wki&K Ki djjb|
hgb, Avcwb hw` KvDK ejb h, AgyKw`b Zvgvi cv fvOe,
hw`I GwU Rvbv me, wK mywbw`fve Zv ejj wki&K ne| KviY
fwelrK mywbw`fve GK Avj-vn Qvov Avi KD ejZ cvib bv, GwU
Avgv`i Cgvbi Ask|
wK Avcwb hw` ejb, fvB AgyKw`b Avcbvi cvq AvNvZ cvIqvi
194

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avkv AvQ, Avcwb GKUz mveavb _vKeb| Avcwb Lye wVK KvRwU
Kijb| GLvb agxq Kvbv evav bvB| Avi hZ Kg ejb ZZ fvjv|
ck : AbK eyRyMi mybRii KviY gq`i mvBwK cvIqvi _vK,
wK weqi ci Pj hvq Kb? G cvIqvi wK Qj`i bvB?
Di : _vK, AekB Qj`iI mvBwK cvIqvi _vK| Ze ZdvZ
njvmvaviYfve gqiv MVbgyLx, ZvB G cvIqviUvK Zviv ai
ivLZ cvi| wK Qj`i cKwZRvZ ewk nQZviv ewngyLx,
evBii w`K| ZvB Zviv cvIqviUvK ai ivLZ cvi bv| Avi gqiv
hnZz AgyLx, ZvB GB cvIqviUvK Zviv ai ivLZ cvi AbKw`b|
wK m hw` PPv bv Ki, GKUv mgq Avme h Zv Avi _vKe bv|
Avevi GKRb cyil hw` mvabv Ki, PPv Ki, Zvi ga AvgZz GB
cvIqvi _vKe| eis eveZv nQ, GKUv chvq hvIqvi ci, mvabvi
gq`i msLv Zzjbvg~jKfve Kg, wK Qj`i msLv ewk|
Awj-eyRyM`i ga gq`i msLv Zzjbvg~jKfve Kg, Qj`i
msLv ewk| KviY mvabvi GKUv i wMq h K ^xKvi Kiv cqvRb,
h ZvM ^xKvi Kiv cqvRb, mUv gq`i c gykwKj nq| KviY
Avevi H AgywLZv| Zvi msmviag cvjb eZv| A_vr h AgywLZv
c_g chvq Zvi Rb wQjv cwic~iK, mB AgywLZvB mvabvi GKUv
KwVb chvq wMq wecixZ nq hvq|
ck : mvBwKZ gvS gvS GKRbi Pnviv Avmvi e`j AbRbi
Pnviv Pj Avm| GwU wK wVKvbv fyj nIqvi dj bv Ab wKQy?
Di : GUv GKvwaK KviY nZ cvi| g~j KviY nQ jfji wUDwbs
wVK nq wb| iwWIZ Lye KvQvKvwQ wdKvqw nj GKUv ev bZ
wMq AviK kb Pj AvmZ cvi| wUDwbs wVK bv nj mvBwKZI
G welqwU Pj AvmZ cvi|
mvBwKZ GKwU welq mZK _vKZ ne| Avcwb hv `LZ cvQb
bv, mUv wbq Kvbv Rvi Kieb bv| `Lvi Rb c_g cqvRb
cZ nq emv| hv Avmvi AUvgwUKwj Avme| h ewK AvbZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

195

Pv KiebPvBeb, wK Rvi Ki m ewi Qwe fvevi Pv Kieb


bv| Avcwb hLb wi jfj hZ cvieb AUvgwUK m Avme|
GRb wkw_jvqb PPv Lye iZc~Y| cqvRb gb Ges `nK
cyivcywi wijv Kiv Ges hLb Qwe `LZ PvQb ZLb mPZb cPv
bv Pvjvbv| KviY Avcbvi Bbdigkb AvmQ fZi _K| mPZb
Pv Pvjvj mPZb _K Zv fZi hve| hZ Avcwb wkw_j neb,
wi neb ZZ QweUv mwVK ne| GLvb Zvovov Kieb bv, mwq
Pv Kieb bv|
ck : 3, 2, 1, 0 ejvi mv_ mv_ Qwe hiKg `wL, wKQyY ci Qwe
Avevi AbiKg nq hvq| G Zvi Avmj Pnviv KvbwU?
Di : GwU NU ZLb, hLb Avcbvi wdKvqw wVK nQ bv| A_vr
Avcbvi jfji wiZv bvB| Avcbvi kixi gb hZ wkw_jZv _vKe,
hZ Avcwb cwqvwUK wbqYnxb bv Ki ^Zt~Z nZ `eb, ZZB
Avcwb wbLuyZfve `LZ cveb| hv `Leb GKwUB `Leb, hv
`Leb mwVK `Leb| wbcyYfve wnwjs KiZ cvieb|
ck : wb hvi Qwe AvQ, wVK _vKj 98% wVK nq, Avi wVK bv
_vKj GK`g Gjvgjv|
Di : ^vfvweK| GLvb Zv MuvRvwgji Kvbv evcvi bB| wVK Qwe
Gj Avcwb Lye mwVKfveB Zv ejZ cvieb|
ck : Avwg mvBwKZ wbixvaxb ewi K_v fvej Avkcvki KvDK
`LZ cvB| Zvi Aev Abyhvqx wbixvaxb ewi eYbv w`B| wgj
hvq AbKUvB| wbixvaxb ewK cyivcywi `LZ PvB, Kx Kiev?
Di : Avkcvki KvDK `L wbixvaxb ewi eYbv `eb bv|
AbK mgq KvKZvjxqfve AbK wKQy wgj hZ cvi| wK KLbv
MuvRvwgj `qvi Pv Kieb bv| duvwK w`Z Mj wbRB duvK co
hveb| G Aevq gb gb AUvmvRkb `eb, Avwg hvK `LZ
PvwQ ZvK cyivcywi `Lev| `Lvi ci Avwg Zvi mK ejev|
196

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : mvBwKZ em gvS gvS wbixvaxb ewi gyLQwe fve


Abyf~Z nq bv| G evcvi Avcbvi civgk, `vqv I wb`kbv PvB|
Di : wkw_jvqb PPv wbqwgZ Kieb, jvgvi KvqvUvgg KvqvUvqb
Kieb, mvBwKi Yjv Avq Kieb, gbi wel `~i Kieb, ZvnjB
wbixvaxb ewi gyLQwe Lye cwivi `LZ cveb|
ck : wnwjsqi mgq hvK AejvKb KiZ PvB Zvi Pnviv, ewk
AvMi wnwjsqi mv_ wgwjq dwj| wKQyZB eZgvb wbixvaxb ewi
cwZ gbvhvM wbe _vKZ Pvq bv| dj Z_ AejvKb I ejvi wav _K hvq| Avgvi Kx Kiv DwPZ?
Di : wbqwgZ PPv KijB GwU wVK nq hve| 3-2-1-0 ej ZvK
Avbeb, KvR kl 0-1-2-3 ej myBP Ad Ki w`jb| Zvici
Avevi 3 _K 0 Y Avbeb| meZ Avcbvi GKmv_
KqKRbK wnwjs KiZ wMq GKRbi RvqMvq AviKRb Pj Avm|
A_vr wb AvDU Kivi AfvmUv Mo ZzjZ ne| ZvnjB Avi Pnviv
`Lv wbq mgmv ne bv|
ck : Avwg hLb wnwjs KiZ PvB ZLb GKRbK KiZ Mj
AviKRb Pj Avm| Avgvi ZLb Lye wei jvM| iRx, G Aevq
Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : AviKRb AvmyK, weiwi wKQy bB| h Avme, eySZ ne Zvi
cqvRb AvQ| aib, Avcwb LZ emQb ev Uwej Lvevi `qv
nqQ| GKRb Pj Gjv| Avcwb hw` wei nb, ZvK ev` w`q LZ
emb, Avcbvi wiwRK DV hve|
AZGe, Avcwb GKRbi wPwKrmv bv Ki hw` we`vq Ki `b, hw`
wei nb Zvnj Avcwb h kw ARb KiQb mUv _vKe bv| ivMx
hw` kI nq, Zey GKRb Wvvi Zvi wPwKrmv Kib| hvivB G KvRUv
KiQb, BwZnvm ZvivB gnr nqQb|
myjZvb mvjvDwbi mv_ zmWi mgq ivRv wiPvWi hy njv|
Rxeb-giY hy| wiPvW Amy nq Mjb| myjZvb wPv Kijb, m Zv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

197

evBi _K GmQ| m Avgvi gngvb, Amy gngvb| k nvK, Zvi


wPwKrmv KivUv Avgvi `vwqZ|
wZwb wPwKrmKi ek wkwei Mjb Ges ivRv wiPvWi wPwKrmv
Kijb| my nIqvi ci ivRv hLb ZvK wPb djjb, ejjbGB
jvKB Zv Avgvi Rxeb euvwPqQ, Gi mv_ Avi Kx hy Kiev! mw
njv, wiPvW wdi Mjb|
mbvZb ag ejv nq, AwZw_ njv bvivqY| mvnvhi nvZ evoveb|
GUv ay Kgv mUvi bv, kI hw` wecb nq, ZvK mvnvh Kieb|
Zvici Avevi m kw mq KiewVK AvQ| wK wecb Aevq Zvi
mevi eev Avcwb Kieb|
ck : GKRb mvBwKi KvQ bwQjvg, wZwb hLb GKRb ivMxK wnwjs
KiwQjb ZLb Zvi fZiI m AmyLUv `Lv w`qwQjv| m
KiYxq wK?
Di : GwU GKwU Ame K_v| Avcwb KvDK wbivgq Kieb Avi m
ivM Avcbvi `Lv `e GUv nq bv| nZ cvi wZwb fyj KiwQjb
A_ev Zvi ga AmyLUv AvMB wQjv| wKQyw`b ci Zv `kgvb nqQ|
wK AviKRbK wbivgq KiZ wMq m AmyL Avcbvi ne GUv
KLbvB nZ cvi bv| Avgv`i mvBwKiv MZ 20 eQi nvRvi nvRvi
ivMxK wnwjs KiQb| GiKg NUbvi K_v AvR ch KD ejb wb|
ck : KLbv ^c `wL, Avevi KLbv Lvjv PvLB AbK wKQy `wL hv
cieZxZ mwZ nq| GUv wK Avgvi AZxw`q kwi Rb nq? Kxfve
Avgvi mvBwK cvIqvi evovev?
Di : Kvbv Kvbv gvbyli QvUejv _KB wKQy wKQy gZv
weKwkZ nq| hgb KD AsK fvjv cvi, KD fvlv Lye fvjv cvi|
KvDK BsiwR GKevi ej w`jB njv| GKKRbi GKKw`K
cwZfv _vK hv QvUejv _KB weKwkZ nq|
Avcbvi ga mvBwK cvIqvi iqQ| GK Aviv evovZ cvib
wbqwgZ mvBwK PPv I wnwjs Kivi ga w`q| hLbB myhvM cveb,
198

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gwWUkb emjB KvDK bv KvDK wnwjs Kieb| mvvwnK wnwjsq


memgq Ask beb|
KviY GZjv gvbyl hLb GKmv_ gwWUkb Ask wbQb ZLb
GB wbivgqi kw Lye mwq Aevq _vK| hnZz wbivgq kw mwq
_vK, fvBekb ev AviweZ hvK dvqR ej Zv Pviw`K Qwoq hvq,
Avc-yZ nq, cvIqviUv eo hvq| mRb hviv G cvIqvi evovZ Pvb
Zv`i Rb wnwjsq Ask bqvUv Lye PgrKvi GKwU myhvM|
ck : cyivcywi AvZw Qvov mvBwK cvIqvi ARb KZUzKz me? A_ev
AvZwi mv_ mvBwK cvIqvii wK Kvbv mK iqQ?
Di : AvZw mvBwK cvIqvii mv_ Avwfve RwoZ| Avi
AvZwK fq cveb Kb? KviY hUzKz Kieb m wRwbmUzKzB
Zv Avcbvi| Zv wbqB Avcwb cwivYi c_ hveb| hw` KiZ
bv cvib Zvnj hv wKQy A me Avcbvi wZi KviY ne|
Avmj AvZwi h cwqvq Avgiv iqwQ Zv GKUv gvjvi gZv|
GKwU cwqv Qvov AviKwU APj| ZvB AvZwi Rb dvDkbi
cwqvK cyivcywi AbymiY Kieb| Avevi ay AvZw ARb KijB
Avcbvi kw Avme bv, hw` bv Avcwb m kwi PPv Kib|
Avcbvi AbK UvKv iqQ| wK Kvjvi gwbUi hw` bv Kbb
Zvnj Kvjvi QweI `LZ cveb bv| mRb ay AvZw mvBwK
cvIqvii Rb h_ bq| GwU mnvqK, cwic~iK| AvZw nj
mvBwK cvIqvi eo hve| Avi ZvB mvBwK cvIqvi ai ivLvi Rb hv
hv Kivi K_v ejv nqQ Zv KiZ ne|
ck : mvBwK cvIqvi evovZ KvqvUvqb wK Kvbv DcKvi Avme?
gvm KqwU KvqvUvqb cqvRb G cvIqvi evovZ?
Di : mvBwK cvIqvii Rb jvgvi KvqvUvgg wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb
Kieb| ay mvBwK bv, Rxebi cwZwU KvR jvMe| evRvi
KiZ MjI KvR Avme| eySebKe evRvi hZ ne| gvQ
Kvbw`b cvIqv hve|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

199

Avwg Zv mvaviYZ evRvi hZ cvwi bv, wK hw`b hvB, `wL


cq MwQ| Kvbv Kvbvw`b GZ wRwbm Pj Avm h, `vg Kg| Kg
`vg wRwbm wKbZ cvij Kvi bv fvjv jvM| nqZv h gvQi K_v
fvewQjvg, AbKw`b XvKvi evRvi `wL bvB| `Lv Mj mB gvQ,
GK`g dk| Ze gvQ Avwg Kq wcm Lvev mUv Avgvi evcvi|
wK, Avb`Uv njvAvwg wPv KiwQjvg, Avj-vn cvBq w`qQb|
Avj-vni kvKi|
AZGe, memgq myhvM cjB jvgvq KvqvUvqb Kieb| evmvq
Kvbv KvR bB| m mgq wkw_jvqb Kieb| hLbB myhvM cveb
gwWUkb Kieb| gb _K fveeb| A_vr AnZzK mgq b Kivi
Pq gb fvebv AbK fvjv|
ck : mvBwK nIqvi evcvi Avgvi wbRi cwZ Avv Lye Kg| gb nq
Avwg m chvq hZ cvwi wb| ZvB wnwjs Kivi mgq hZUv gbvhvM
w`Z cvwi, KD wKQy `LZ w`j Avwg Zv ZZUv Avvi mv_ `LZ
cvwi bv| gb nq hv `LwQ Zv hw` fyj nq, whwb AvgvK `LZ
w`qQb wZwb hw` Avgvi evcvi weic aviYv cvlY Kib| GB fq
memgq Avgvi fZi KvR Ki| gb nq G hb Avb wbq Ljv
Kiv| G fq _K ev wbRi fZii AwbqZv _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avcbvi mK K Kx aviYv Kijv bv Kijv Zvi Ea
AvcbvK DVZ ne| g~j welq nQ Avcwb Avcbvi KvR KZUv
AvwiK| hw` Avcwb Avcbvi KvR AvwiK nq _vKb Zvnj K Kx
fvejv bv fvejv ZvZ Avcbvi wKQy Gm hvq bv|
Avmj Avcbvi ga nxbbZv KvR KiQ| BgR b nZ cvi G
wPv KvR KiQ| GKwU welq gb ivLeb, cwZwU Avcwb KLbv
mwVK nZ cvieb bv| mvBwKZ Avcbvi mvdj nvi hw` c_g mvwii
nq ZvnjI Zv 90% Gi ewk hve bv| nqZv 90wU Avcwb
mwVK neb, 10wU fyj Kieb|
Kb fyj ne? KviY me hw` mwVK nq Avcbvi ga AnsKvi Pj
Avme| Avcbvi gb ne, Avcwb Zv meB Rvbb| GRbB nqZv
cKwZ GKUv PK G evj Ki w`qQ|
200

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Ze Avgiv h 10 fvM fyj Kwi Zv ^xKvi KiZ PvB bv|


Avcwb ejZ cvib, Avgvi gb nQ| Avgvi fyjI nZ cvi| KviY
GKgv Avj-vn fyj Kib bv, wZwb me Rvbb| wZwb Qvov Avi Kvbv
gvbyli c 100 fvM mwVK nIqv me bq hw` bv m welq Avj-vn
^qs ZvK ej w`q _vKb|
Avcbvi cwZ weic aviYv cvlY Kiem fq w`q Avcwb Kb
ZvwoZ neb| Avcwb Zvi DcKvii Rb KiQb, Avcbvi mK Zvi
aviYv ewi Rb KiQb bv|
mvBwKi wbRK Rvwni Kivi Pv Kiv mePq eo cvc|
memgq AvwiK neb| GKRb gvbyl mvnvh PvBZ GmQ, Avcwb hv
`LQb Zv-B ejyb| mB mv_ ejyb, Avgvi fyj nZ cvi|
G evcvi Aviv hLvb _K Z_ cvIqv hZ cvi mLvb
hvIqvi evcvi Avcwb cyivcywi ^vaxb| A_vr memgq webqx neb|
hZ webqx neb ZZ Avcbvi G kw evoZ _vKe| hLb Avcwb gb
Kieb, Avcbvi fyj nZ cvi, ZLb Avcbvi fyj Kivi cwigvYI Kg
hve| KviY ZLb Avcwb mvi cwZ ewk wbfikxj neb|
ck : eqv`we beb bv| KvDK weq KiZ PvBj Kgv mUvii
gvag ZvK AePZbfve Rvbvbv hve Kx?
Di : Zvnj weqI KiZ ne AePZbfve| Kbbv eve bv
Rvwbq Zv weq KiZ cvieb bv| A_vr weqi evcvi AePZbfve
KvDK Rvbvbvi gZv KvcyilZv Avi bB| GUv KLbv KvR Kie bv|
GZ fq Kb weqi evcvi?
memgq gb ivLeb, cyil ev bvix h-B nvbKvDK cQ` nZB
cvi| AvM Zvi mvgvwRK Aevbi mv_ wbRi wgj `LZ ne| hw`
Avcwb cyil nb Zvnj gqi mvgvwRK Aevb fvjvfve wPv
Kiebweqi ci Zvi vUvm Abyhvqx ZvK PvjvZ cvieb wK bv|
hw` bv cvib, Zvnj mvebv nQ Zvi evKevY AvcbvK RRwiZ
nZ ne mvivRxeb|
wZxq cqU, Avcbvi cwievi ZvK cQ` Kie wK bv| Avi ZZxq
welq nQ wZwb AvcbvK cQ` Kieb wK bv| A_vr mg-mvgvwRK I
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

201

mg-mvswZK cwigj wK bv Zv wbwZ nZ ne|


Avcwb ZvK weq Kijb| wZwb gvm 10wU Ki kvwo wKbZ
Af| weqi ci wZwb nqZv 10wU _K 5wUZ bvgZ cvib| wK
Zvi wbP hw` bvgvb wZwb ejZ cvib h, Gi Pq weq bv KivB
fvjv wQjv| A_vr A_bwZK Aevb Lye iZc~Y|
Avevi cvx gv_vq Kvco w`q Af bb, Avi Avcwb cQ` Kib
bKvePvL Qvov me Kvco w`q XvKvZvnjI ne bv| Avcbvi
cwievi hw` bKvex gq cQ` Ki Zvnj m cwigji Kvbv
gqKB AvcbvK LuyRZ ne| Avcbvi gv hw` eDK bKve ciZ
eva Kib h, Zv bv nj c`v b ne| A_P gq nqZv c`v Ki bv,
ZLb mgmv Zv neB|
Avevi gq hw` Ggb nq bKveB Zvi Rxeb, wKQyZB bKve
Qvoe bv| Avi Avcwb gb KiQb eviLv, bKvei cqvRb bB,
gvUvgywU kvjxb cvkvK cijB njv| Avcwb fveQb Avcv`gK XvKv
Kvbv gqK wbq Avcwb NyiZI cvieb bv| GiKg gqK weq
KiviB Kvbv `iKvi bB|
m Zvi gZv mg-mvgvwRK, mg-mvswZK cwigji KvDK LuyR
be| A_vr weqi evcvi AePZbfve KvDK Rvbvbvi gZv
KvcyilZv Avi bB| GUv KLbv KvR Kie bv|
ay cve `qvi mgq bq, cZvLvZ nIqvi I mvnmx nZ
ne| cZvLvb Kij ZvK ^vMZ Rvbvb| KviY cve `qvi AwaKvi
hLb KD msiY Ki, ZLb cZvLvZ nIqvi AwaKviI ZvK msiY
KiZ ne|
Ze Acic ZLbB cZvLvb Kie hLb Zvi gvb` m
AvcbvK Dchy gb Kie bv| hw` gb bv Ki Avcbvi ivM Kivi,
z nIqvi wKQy bB| eis Avbw`Z neb GB fe h, eo GKUv
dvov KU Mj|
ck : AvM Avgvi mvBwK cvIqvi Lye fvjv wQjv| wK GKevi fvjv
gb bv wbq AviKRbK Kgv mUvi Avbvi ci Avwg Avi wKQyB
`LZ cviwQ bv| Zvi ewMZ evcvi AviKRbK wKQyUv AvfvmI
w`qwQ| Zvici Aek Avcbvi K_vgZv Zvi KvQ Ges Avj-vni KvQ
202

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gvI PqwQ| wK ZvZI wKQy nQ bv| GLb Avgvi Kx Kiv DwPZ|


Avgvi `Lvi Rb Avwg AbyZ| Gme `Lv I ejvi evcvi Aviv
wevwiZ AvjvPbv Kij fvjv nq|
Di : h cwigvY cvc Avcwb KiQb Zvi Zzjbvq b~bZg GKwU kvw
Avcwb cqQb h wKQy `LZ cvQb bv| GUv KLbvB Kiv DwPZ
bq| KviY Avcwb hv `LQb Zv nQ cKwZi AvgvbZ| Zvi mK
vb cKwZ AvcbvK w`qQ|
hgb Avgiv AbK wKQyB eywS| wK hvi mK eySjvg m
KLbvB eySZ cvie bv h Zvi mK GB Z_ Avgv`i KvQ AvQ|
A_vr Avcbvi Rvbv w`q hvZ Avcbvi AvPiY cfvweZ bv nq| GgbwK
Kvbv BwZI Kieb bv|
Avmj G welqjvZ Lye mPZb _vKv cqvRb| KviY AZxw`q
jfj h Z_ Avcwb cvQb Zv nQ AvgvbZ| G Z_ Ab KvDK
ejv GB AvgvbZiB LqvbZ|
Abi wZ nZ cvi, wZwb AcZ nZ cvib Ggb Kvbv wKQy
KvDK KLbv ejeb bv| ejj AZ GUzKz ejZ cvib hv bj
wZwb Avbw`Z neb, Lywk neb| A_vr Zvi Rb KjvYKi wKQy Avcwb
ZvK ejZ cvib| ZvK ejyb h, Avcwb Zvi ga AbK eo mvebv
`LQb| wK Zvi Kvbv `vl ev ewMZ evcvi KLbv bwZevPK
BwZ Kieb bv|
ck : AmyZv Qvov Ab Kvbv `vqvqhgb, weq PvKwi ev Abvb
welq wnwjs Kivi Rb ZvK wnwjs ig wbq hvev, bv mivmwi ing
ejq hvev?
Di : Abi wbivgq-KjvYi Rb Avgiv Kgv mUvi eenvi
KiwQ| wbivgq K aygv wbRi wbivgqi Rb| GZ Avcwb Qvov
Kvivi RvqMv bB| Kgv mUvi njv Abi Rb| weq, PvKwi ev
AmyZvi Rb Avgiv Ab KvDK Kgv mUvi wbq hvev| mLvb
ZvK wbivgq Kiev| Kgv mUvi _K ing ejq hZ cvwi| Zvi
Rb `vqv KiZ cvwi|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

203

ck : AvcbvK Avgvi GKwU mdjZvi K_v bv ejjB bv| Avgvi kvwo


MZ GKgvm ai Kvbi wUDgviRwbZ KviY K cvwQjb| BGbwU
Wvviiv ejQ, Acvikb Qvov Kvbv Dcvq bB| kvwoi GB 75
eQi eqm Avgiv fq cvwQjvg Acvikb hZ| iRx, MZ eyaevi
Avwg ZvK Kgv mUvi wbq GmwQ| Avcwb Avgvi gbi evwoi
Wvvi| Avcwb PgrKvifve Acvikb KiQb Ges AvgvK ejQb,
Bbkvj-vn fvjv nq hve, Kvbv Lvivc wKQy bB|
Di : Avgiv Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi, GUv ZuviB gnievwb| hZ
AvwiKfve G kw Abi KjvY eenvi Kieb ZZ Avcwb Gi
cwZ`vb cveb|
GKRb Amy gvbyl, m AvZxq nvK Avi AbvZxq nvK, ivMx
wnme Zvi KvQ Avcbvi cwiPq nQ GKRb mvBwK, Wvvi| Wvvi
hgb Zgwb AvZxq-AbvZxq wbwekl Avcwb ivMxi wbivgq KjvY
Kvgbv Kieb, Avcbvi mvBwK cvIqvi Aviv evoZ _vKe|
ck : GKevi Ggb nqwQjv h, hvi w`K ZvKvZvg, Zvi kvixwiK
gvbwmK mgmv, m Kx wPv KiQ Zv-I ej w`Z cviZvg| wK mUv
gv GKw`b wQjv, mKvj Gm ivZ Pj Mj| Avi cvIqviUv wdi
Avm wb| G Kx KiYxq?
Di : wbqB cvIqviUvK h_vh_ mvb `qv nq wb| kwi
Aceenvi Kiv nqwQjv| A_ev fZi AnsKvi Pj GmwQjv| kw
AnsKvixi KvQ _vK bv| GK hZ bxie Ges Kwiqvi mv_ jvjb
Kiv hvq Ges Abi KjvY eenvi Kiv hvq, ZZ GUv vqx nq|
ck : wnwjs mkb gwWUkbi mgq PvL Lyj bvg-wVKvbv cwo| PvL
e Kivi mgq gb ck RvM PvLi gwY Icii w`K _vKe, bv
wbPi w`K _vKe?
Di : PvLi gwY hw`KB _vKzK, PvL e KijB Pje|
204

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avwg hLb Kvbv Km cvB, bvg covi mv_ mv_ cvq mewKQyB
gb Pj Avm| wK jfj hvevi ci h ewK `wL Zvi mv_
eYbv gj bv| ci `Lv hvq, bvg kvbvi ci hv `LwQjvg mUvB
ewkifvM mwVK| GLb Avwg Kx Kiev?
Di : Avmj, Avcbvi AwWI Avi wfwWIZ wgj nQ bv| AbK mgq
wmbgvZ `Lvq gyL boQ, K_v nQ bv| AvcbvK wUDwbs wVK KiZ
ne, Qwe Avi K_v hvZ GKmv_ Avm|
Avi wkw_j nZ ne| Zvovov Kiv hve bv| nj fvjv bv nj
Aviv fvjv`wfw ne GB| KviY Avwg Zv AviKRbi KvQ
c`kbxi Rb KiwQ bv| Avi memgq hv `Leb, ejebAvgvi gb
nqQ| GUv nZI cvi, bv-I cvi|
wbwZ ay Avj-vn nZ cvib| wWU bqvi Kvbv cqvRb bvB|
hLbB ejebhv `LwQ 100% KviAvcwb wcwQq coeb|
ck : mvBwK PPvi gvag Avwg h gmR cvB, Zv cvq mewKQy mZ
nq| wekl GKwU NUbvi gmR Avwg evi evi cvB, hv eve NUvi
mgq nj AvbylwK hv NUvi mewKQy NU| wK g~j AskwUi NUbv
cyivcywi Dv nq| Ggb Kb nQ RvbZ PvB|
Di : g~j AskUvB Dv nIqvi A_ nQGK, wUDwbs wVK nQ bv|
`yB, AbK mgq Avgiv mvBwK cvIqvi Avi njywmbkbi cv_K eywS
bv| hLb njywmbkb ne ZLb g~j NUbv Dv ne|
ck : mvBwK Kvm hLb KvDK cheY KiZ hvB ZLb cwivifve
wKQy `LZ cvB bv| Avevi gvS gvS Lye fvjv `LZ cvB| G
mgmvi Di w`j Lye DcKZ nev|
Di : Avcwb hvK `LZ PvQb A_vr Avcbvi h mveR, ZvK
cwivifve `LvUv memgq wbfi Ki Avcbvi gbi wiZvi Ici,
Avcbvi jfji Ici| jfj hw`b fvjv ne mw`b mewKQy
Avcwb my`ifve `LZ cveb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

205

Avcwb hZ gvMZ PPv Kieb ZZ fvjv `LZ cveb| Gi mv_


hLb h_ wnwjsq Ask beb ZLb Avcbvi GB kwUv Aviv eo
hve| gjevii wnwjs Ges mvBwKGUv ay Abi wbivgqi Rb
bq| GB Abykxjb Ges gjevii wnwjs hZ Kieb ZZ Avcbvi
AwZPZbv evoZ _vKe Ges cv evoZ _vKe| ^Zt~Zfve mwVK
mgq mwVK wmv bqvi gZv evoZ _vKe| ^Zt~Zfve wbRB
eySZ cvieb Avcbvi KLb Kx Kiv DwPZ, Kx DwPZ bq|
ck : Avwg mvBwK IwiqUkb Kivi ci GLb AwZ A mgq
AUvmvRkb, gbQwe, wnwjsgwWUkbi G welqjv nq hvq| AvM
mewKQy KiZ 45 wgwbU _K 60 wgwbU mgq jvMZv| Avwg q ev
em gwWUkb KiZvg| GLb cvmb em Kwi| GUv wK wVK AvQ?
Di : Avmj Avcwb hLb mvBwK PPv KiQb, ZLb Avcbvi AwZPZbv
kvwYZ nQ| gbi APZb ii mv_ mPZb ii wbqwgZ mshvM
NUQ| dj Avcbvi cv evoQ, ^ZtZfve, eySZ cviQb KLb
Kx Kiv cqvRb|
m RbB Avcbvi gwWUkbi MfxiZv eoQ, MwZ eoQ|
GUvB mvBwK PPvi KvhKi w`K| Avmj mdj`i AbZg GKwU ewk
nQ Zviv ^ZtZfve mwVK wmv wbZ cvib| mwVK mgq mwVK
RvqMvq _vKZ cvib| mvBwK PPv G gZvKB evwoq `q|
ck : fvjv mvBwKi Yvewj Kx? GRb Kvb gwWUkb ewk Ki
KiZ ne?
Di : fvjv mvBwKi Yvewj njv : c_gZ, Zvi wbqZ| AviKRbi
fvjv Kiv, KjvY KivUvB Zvi Dk| wbRi gZv Rvwni Kiv bq,
wbRK Rvwni Kiv bq| wZxqZ, gbi wel `~i KivUv Lye iZc~Y|
Avi gwWUkbi ejvq c_gB wkw_jvqb| wkw_jvqb nQ
gwWUkbi gv| ay fvjv mvBwK nIqv bv, ebUvK eenvi KiZ
njI wkw_jvqb KiZ ne| cwZw`b gwWUkb GKevi wkw_jvqb
KiZ ne|
206

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AejvKb gZv evovbvi Rb Kbvi gwWUkb Kieb| Aviv


fvjv nQ gvqi Qwe mvgb wbq Avmeb| Qwei w`K ZvKveb, PvL
e Ki gvK Kbv Kib| Avevi ZvKvb, Kbv Kib|
Avcbvi wfRyqvjvBwRs cvIqvi evoZ _vKe| KviY, gvqi mv_
Bgvkbvj mK ewk| `Leb, Qwe ZvovZvwo Avme| gv bv _vKj
gvqi Qwe `Leb Avi eve _vKj gvK mvgb ewmq ivLeb| GUv
nQ wfRyqvjvBRkb evovbvi mePq PgrKvi c_|
ck : AZxw`q gZv evovbvi Rb mZ ejv, MxeZ _K `~i _vKv,
Aviv Kx Kx hvMZv ARb KiZ ne?
Di : hw` mZ ejb Avi MxeZ _K weiZ _vKbAvi wKQy jvMe
bv| KviY, G hyM mZ ejvi Pq KwVb KvR Lye Kg| MxeZi hiKg
PPv Pvicvk nQ ZvZ MxeZ _K `~i _vKv ek KKi| AZGe
G`yUv KvR KiZ cvib| Avcbvi AZxw`q gZv evoZ _vKe|
mZ ejvi kw Kx iKgmZ ejvi Afvm hw` GKevi nq hvq, hv
ejeb ZvB mZ ne| gyL _K hw` fyj K_vI ewiq hvq, mUvI
mZ nq hve|
ck : fvjv mvBwKi Rxebhvv Kgb nIqv DwPZ? Rxebhvv mvBwKi
Ici cfve dj wK?
Di : AekB dj| GKRb gvbyl Abw`K Amr _vKe Avi Rxebi
Gw`K mr _vKeGUv nq bv| h mr, m Rxebi mew`K mr|
AZGe, memgq wbRi KvQ mr _vKeb| Ggb Kvbv KvR Kieb bv
hUvi Rb wbRi KvQ KwdqZ w`Z nZ cvi| Avi fyj nq Mj
AbykvPbv Kieb| fyjK KLbI RvwdvB Kieb bv| AbykvPbv
Kieb, cwZKvi Kieb|
GKRb fvjv mvBwK memgq GKRb fvjv gvbyl| GKRb fvjv
mvBwK AviKRbi Avkqj| hw` AviKRb Avcbvi Ici wbfi
KiZ bv cvi, Avcwb KLbI fvjv mvBwK nZ cvieb bv| AbKi
AbK Z_ Avcwb Rvbeb| wK mveavb _vKebMe Kivi Rb hb
KLbv GUv cKvk Ki bv djb| AbK nqZv cksmv Kieb h,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

207

Avgvi G evcviUv Avcwb `LQb, Avcbvi wnwjsqi KviY Avgvi G


ivMUv wbivgq nqQ BZvw`| wK Avcwb GUv ejbGB AbygwZ bv
w`j KLbv Kviv welq Ab`i wKQy ejeb bv| KviY, whwb Avcbvi
mvnvh PvBZ GmQb Zvi mewKQy Mvcb ivLvi `vwqZ nQ Avcbvi|
wnwjs mkb Gm Ggb bvg `Ljb hvK Avcwb Pbb| wK
Avcwb Zvi H mgmvUv RvbZb bv Ges mI Pvq bv GUv Avcwb
Rvbb| KLbv AvcbvK Rvbvq wb| KqvgZ ch hb Zvi mv_ G
welq wbq Avcwb Avjvc bv Kib, m bv ejv ch| Avcwb h Zvi
Km coQbGUvI ZvK ejeb bv| GB AvvUv Lye eo wRwbm|
Avwg memgq GB Avv I wekZv iv Kivi Pv KiwQ| ewMZ
evcvi wbq KLbv KvDK wKQy ewj wb, mvsMVwbK evcvi wbq nqZv
Lvjvgjv Avjvc Kwi| Avcwb h mgmv wbq GmQb GUv Avcwb
Rvbb, Avwg Rvwb| GgbwK Avcbviv hw` bv Kib, Avwg Avcbv`i
gv-Rxi mv_I KLbv G welq wbq Avjvc Kwi bv| GUv nQ fvjv
mvBwKi mePq eo Y|
Abi wekZv hZ iv Kieb, Avj-vni ingZ ZZ Avcbvi Ici
ewlZ nZ _vKe| KviY, bexRxi wkv nQ, Kviv `vl ev ivM hUv
m cKvk KiZ Pvq bv, mUv AcKvwkZ ivLvUv Avcbvi `vwqZ|
Avcwb RbI h welqUv Mvcb ivLjb, Avj-vnI Avcbvi `vl
Ifve Mvcb ivLeb|
ck : wbt^v_ I GKvMwP cv_bv wK AciK vw Avi Awe`vi RMr
_K AvjvwKZ c_ AvbZ cvi? hw` cvi Ze Kxfve Ges G
KZw`b cv_bv Kiv DwPZ?
Di : Avmj Abi Rb cv_bv AbK mgq KvR Ki, AbK mgq
KvR Ki bv| Avcbvi KvR nQ GKvMwP cv_bv Kiv| DcKvi nj
Avcbvi `yUv mIqve ne| bv nj Avcbvi GKUv mIqve ne| Avcwb
Zvi Rb cv_bv KiQbGB mIqveUv cveb| Avi m hw` fvjv nq
hZ Zvnj mIqveUv Aviv ewk nZv| AZGe, h Kviv fvjv nevi
Rb GKvMwP Avgiv cv_bv KiZ cvwi| djvdj Kx ne GUv
Avgv`i `Lvi `iKvi bB|
208

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : GKRbK wnwjs Ki my Kivi Pv KiwQ| hLb ivR ZvK


wnwjs Kiev ZLb wK Avevi ZvK Amy Aevq `Lev bv wK my
Aevq `Lev?
Di : ZvK evi evi my Aevq `Leb|
ck : Avwg hw` KvDK wbivgq KiZ PvB Zvnj Kgv mUvi ZvK
KZevi wbq Avmv Riwi? GKevi wbivgq Kivi ci Amy ew hw` my
bv nb Zvnj KiYxq Kx?
Di : GKevi bv nj evi evi, kZeviGUv Zv Avgiv Rvwb| GKevi
hw` bv nq Zv kZeviB Kieb| hZY ch wbivgq bv nQ Kgv
mUvi Zvi Rb wiRvf ivLeb| A_vr hLbB gwWUkb Kieb,
ZLbB wnwjs Kieb| Avcwb Kgv mUvi wbivgq KiQb gvb Zvi
Rb `vqv KiQb| GKRb Amy gvbyl eve my bv nIqv ch Zvi
Rb `vqv Kiv Bev`Z|
ck : iZi Amy Avgvi GK evbK Avwg my KiZ PvB| Kxfve
wnwjs Kiev?
Di : Kgv mUvi ZvK wbq Avmeb Ges ZvK wnwjs Kieb|
ZvK wbivgq Kivi Rb Aii civgk I mnhvwMZvq hv hv Kiv
`iKvi mUv Kieb|
ck : Kgv mUvi mevP KZRbK wbivgq Kiv hve? ewk gvbyl
nj wbivgq Kivi KvK ewk mgq `ev?
Di : Kgv mUvi GKv hLb gwWUkb Kieb ZLb mevP 4
RbK wnwjs KiZ cvieb| GKmv_ GKRb, Zvici wZxq Rb,
Zvici ZZxqRbGKRb GKRb Ki Avbeb| GKRb Avme| wnwjs
Kieb| m Pj hve| Zvici AviKRb Avme|
Avi Kgv mUvi hLb cwievii m`m`i wbq Avmeb,
cwievii mevBK GKmv_ wbq Avmeb| wK cwievii m`m`i
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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209

evBi hLb Avbeb, ZLb GKRb GKRb Ki Avbeb| Avi wbivgq


Kivi Avcbvi gb hvK hZUzKz mgq `qvi K_v ej, ZZUzKz
mgq ZvK `eb| G memgq Aii mvnvh beb|
ck : GKmv_ 12-14 RbK wgwUs-Gi gZv mvRkb w`Z ne mUv
wK me? KviY 12-14 RbK wbq evi evi screen-G Gb mvRkb
`qv Zv AbK mgqi evcvi|
Di : h KvRwU iZc~Y mUvi Rb Zv mgq AvcbvK w`Z ne|
Avi hw` gb Kib h, GB KvRi iZ bB, Zv mgq Kb `eb?
Avevi gb Kieb h, KvRUv Lye iZc~Y, A_P mgq bvB`yUv Zv
nZ cvi bv| KviY GKwU KvRK hw` Avcwb iZc~Y gb Kib
Zvnj Zv Kivi mgqI Avcwb ei KiZ cvieb| KviY cw_exZ e
jvKivB KvR Ki|
ck : wnwjs KiZ wMq e_ njvg| ivMx gviv Mj| G Aevq mevB
AvgvK wRm Ki, wnwjs-G Kx jvf? Avgvi Di Kx ne?
Di : `k-we`k GZ eo eo nvmcvZvj, eo eo Wvvi, KvwU
KvwU UvKvi hcvwZ| me ivMx wK fvjv nq? nvmcvZvj wPwKrmvi
ciI cwZw`b AbK ivMx gviv hvQ| GRb nvmcvZvji `vl `qv
hvq bv| KviY nvmcvZvj wbivgqi GKwU cwqv Avi wnwjsI wbivgqi
GKwU cwqv|
gZy Qvov Avi me ivMiB Ilya AvQ| hKvbv wbivgqi Rb
Avgiv gwWUkbi gvag wnwjs KiZ cvwi| gZz hLb Avmvi ZLb
Zv AvmeB| gZzi I hw` wnwjs KvR KiZv, Zvnj Kvbv
gnvgvbe gviv hZb bv| gZzi evcvi Kvbv wnwjs KvR Ki bv|
gZy Qvov Avi me ivMi Ilya wnwjs| Avgiv Avj-vni Kwiqv Av`vq
Kwi, gwWUkb wbivgq jvfi Ac~e gZv Avj-vn Zvqvjv w`qQb|
hveZxq ivMi 75 fvMB gwWUkbi gvag wbivgq Kiv me|
300 Zg Kvm DQvm-5 G AskMnYKvix GK f`gwnjv| wZwb
nvmcvZvj wQjb ek KqKw`b| Zvi dzmdzm cvwb GmQ| Kwg
210

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

kvm-ckvmi gvag ZvK euvwPq ivLv nwQjv| Wvviiv ch Zvi


Avkv ev` w`q w`qwQjb|
Kvmi c_g w`b Lye Amy wQjb| Zvi nvRe Kvm AvmZ
wbla KiwQjb| wK wZwb wekvm wbq GmQb| nuvUzZ Kvc ci
_vKZb, iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coZ cviZb bv| Kvm Gm c_g
w`b _KB wZwb iKz-mR`v w`q bvgvR coQb|
ck : e-vK gvwRKi cfve mgmvM nj Kxfve wbivgq Kiev?
Di : KvqvUvg MvRyqU nj e-vK gvwRKi cfve Avcbvi
mgmvM nIqvi Kvbv KviY bB| Kvmi ci _K e-vK gvwRK,
Rv`y-evb-UvbvGi Kvbv cfve Avcbvi Ici KLbv coe bv| KviY
Kvm i AvcbvK m cwZiv eg w`qQb| AZGe memgq wekvm
ivLeb h, h hZ aibi e-vK gvwRK KiK ev hv-B KiK, mUvi
Kvbv cfve Avcbvi Ici coe bv|
ck : Abiv hw` eyS hvq h, Avwg KvqvUvg g_W eenvi Ki
Zv`i Ici cfve wevi KiZ PvBwQ?
Di : wbRi ^v_ Dvii Rb KvDK cfvweZ Kivi Pv Kieb
bv| Avi Abi AvwiK KjvY Kvgbv Kij m K_v Zv KvDK ejvi
cqvRb bB| Zvi KjvY nj eveB Zv `LZ cveb| Avi wZwbI
Zv Abyfe KiQb eySZ cvij Avcwb mvi Kwiqv Av`vq Kieb|
ck : Aci `yBRbi mK Lvivc| mUv fvjv Kiev Kx cwqvq?
Di : GRb Zv`i Kgv mUvi wbq Gm civgk `eb,
fvjvfve evSveb| Aek Zviv hw` wbRiv bv Pvq Zvnj fvjv
nIqvi mvebv Kg| KviY evcviUv Avmj Avcbvi bq, Zv`i| Avi
Zviv hw` Pvq Zvnj Zv`i KjvY Kvgbvq wbqwgZ wnwjs KiZ
_vKeb, Kgv w`q hveb Ges me fvjv fvjv aviYv cii cii
mK `eb| `Leb h, mK fvjv nq AvmQ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

211

cv
ck : cv Kx? cvnxbZv Kx?
Di : GUvK Avgiv GKwU M w`q evLv KiZ cvwi| GKwU
cwZhvwMZvi M| `yBRb cwZhvMx| GKRb evOvwj AviKRb Pxbv|
Pxbv gvb nQ Pxb `ki Awaevmx| wRwbm `yUv| GKw`K 10
KwR IRbi iB gvQ| AviKw`K gvQ aivi hcvwZ| kZ GKUvB,
`yUv bqv hve bv| hKvbv GKUv wbZ ne|
Kvbv cwZhvwMZv nq wb| evOvwj Bqv Avjx ev gv Kvjx ejB
gvQi Ici Suvwcq coQ| Avi Pxbv PsPzs ev dsdzs ej GKevi
gvQ aivi h jyd wbqQ|
evOvwj Kb gvQ jyd wbjv? m fvejv, Avn! GUvK GLbB wbq
wMq `vcuqvRv Kiv hve| Avi Pxbv Kb hcvwZ wbjv? KviY Pxbv
Rvb h, gvQ wbq Mj mKvjejv GUv UqjU Pj hve| Avi
hcvwZ wbq Mj mviv eQi m gvQ ai LZ cvie| GUvB nQ
cv Ges cvnxbZv|
Avgiv c_g ^vaxb njvg 1947 mvj| cyivcywi ^vaxb nIqvi Rb
Avevi 1971 mvj gywhy KiZ njv| Zvici 40 eQi cvi nq
Mj| KvwU KvwU Wjvi FY wbq Avgiv mycvi cyIi nq Mjvg mycvi
cvIqvi bv nq|
Avi Pxb Avgv`i GK eQi ci ^vaxb njv 1948 mvj| Kvbv
FY wbjv bv| GB kZvxi A_bwZK mycvi cvIqvi Ges cieZx mycvi
cvIqvi nQ Pxb| Kb? GB cvi Rb|
cv nQ vb + A`w + `~i`w| ^Zt~Zfve mwVK mgq mwVK
wmv MnYi mvg_|
hKvbv gyn~Z Avcwb 1000Uv wmv wbZ cvib| 1000Uv weK
_vKZ cvi Avcbvi KvQ| wK GKUv wmvB ne mwVK| Avi
999Uv ne AvswkK wVK A_ev fyj| GB mwVK wmvwU whwb wbZ
cvib wZwbB nQb cvevb| GB cvi wbevm Kv_vq? cvi wbevm
nQ Avgv`i gbi AwZPZb ejq| wevbxiv hvK ejb APZb
ejq| mvaKiv ejbAwZPZb ejq| mLvbB nQ cvi wbevm|
212

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : cvevb K? cvi iZB ev Kx?


Di : whwb ^ZtZfve mwVK wmvwU mwVK mgq wbZ cvib
wZwbB cvevb|
cvi iZ AbK| my^vi ci mvi mePq eo bqvgZB njv
GB cv| KviY GKRb gvbyli A_, eMZ mw wQbZvB nZ cvi,
e`Lj nZ cvi, cvKwZK wechq b nq hZ cvi| wK gvbylwUi
hw` cv _vK Zvnj QvB _KI Zvi cybivb NUZ cvi| Avi hw`
cv bv _vK, Zvnj DivwaKvim~ AbK wKQy cvIqvi ciI m bg
hZ cvi wbt^, AmnvqZi wbZg i|
BwZnvmB iqQ Gi `v| Dcgnv`k BsiR kvmbi
MvovcbI nqwQjv cvnxbZvi ga w`q| Bsjvi ivRv Rgmi
wekl `~Z nq gyNj mgvU Rvnvxii `ievi GmwQjb BsiR
KUbxwZK Ugvm iv|
DkB Bwqv Kvvwbi Rb evwYR Qvo Av`vq| eQii ci
eQi wZwb mgvUi cQb NyiQb, Dcnvi-DcXKb Avi wgw K_v
w`q Zvi gb Rqi Pv KiQb|
mgvU Rvnvxii Kbv `yivivM evwaZ Avv nj nwKgKweivR hLb ivM mvivZ e_ njb ZLb Ugvm iv BsiR Wvvi
wbq Mjbhvi wPwKrmvq RvnvxiKbv my nq DVjb|
mgvU Lywk nq cyivi w`Z PvBj Ugvm iv wbRi Rb wKQy Pvb
wb| wZwb Zvi ^RvwZi Rb gy eemvi myhvM PqwQjb|
w`j-xki m myhvM ZvK w`jb| cieZx mgq B Bwqv Kvvwb
GKQ ivRZ Kijv| divwm, Ij`vR, cZyMxR, wdwiwiv BsiR`i
mv_ cwZhvwMZvq Avi wUKZ cvijv bv| evwYR Zv eUB cieZx
mgq fviZeli kvmb gZvI Zv`i c`vbZ nqwQjv|
A_vr GKB NUbvq GKRbi cv Ges AviKRbi cvnxbZvi
D`vniY Avgiv `wL| BsiR Ugvm iv h NUbvq Zvi AmvaviY
`~i`w Ges wePYZvi cwiPq w`q wZb kZ eQi ai Zvi RvwZK
m`-gZv fvMi myhvM Ki w`qwQjb, mB GKB NUbvq
wbR`i cvnxbZvi cwiPq w`q gvNjiv RvwZi ^vaxbZv I mgwi
webvk KiwQjv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

213

Avmj cv njv Zv-B hv w`q GKRb gvbyl eySZ cvie Zvi


AvRKi GKwU wmvi djvdj 5/10 eQi ev Aviv ci Zvi Rb
Kx cwiYwZ wbq Avmefvjv bv g`, KjvY bv AKjvY|
hgb, QvQvxiv AbK mgq wecixZ wji cwZ mvgwqK GK
aibi gvn AvK nq| GKUz euvKv Pvnwb, GKUz AveMc~Y K_v, GKUz
iZ `qvGme `L gvnvwe nq, eve vbk~b nq ev AbwZK
KvR Ki dj| b Ki covkvbv, Kvwiqvi, cvwievwiK mK| wK
ZLb hw` m GKUz _g fveZv Zvi G AveM ev SuvKi gv_vq bqv
wmvi cwiYwZ Kx ne ZvnjB wK cg-cvMjvwgZ Rwoq b
KiZv bv Rxebi mvebv|
Avevi cv cqvM Ki eve Rxeb RwUjZv ev msNvZ Govbv
MQ Ggb NUbvI cPzi| GKwU eve NUbv| mw` Aviei cwZvZv
ev`kvn Beb mD`i mgq hLb mw` Avie Uwjdvb Pvjy Kiv
nwQjv, cej weivwaZv AvmZ jvMjv wKQy agxq bZvi KvQ _K|
KviY hviv agv Zviv Zv memgq bZzb wKQyK e`vZ ej evwZj
Ki w`Z Pvq| Aek e`vZ kUvi gvbB njv bZzb wKQy| mB
wnme me bZzb wRwbmKB e`vZi `j djv hvq|
GKRb Avjg c Mjb h, bv, GUv nQ Bw`-bvmviv`i
eev| GUv mw` Avie Pvjy Kiv hve bv| GLb ev`kvn `Ljb h,
gnvwec`| Giv hw` Kvbv dZvqv w`q `q Zvnj nqZv Avgvi
ivRZI Pj hZ cvi|
ev`kv eyw wVK Ki djjb| ejjb h, GB cwZ Avj-vn cQ`
Kieb wK Kieb bv GUv Avgv`i wbwZ nIqv `iKvi| GRb
ev`kvn cve w`jbhviv weivwaZv KiQb Zv`i ga bZvbxq
GKRb Uwjdvbi GK cv _K KviAvb ZjvIqvZ Kieb| Avi
Zv`iB AviKRbK ejjb Aci cv _K mUv bZ| Avi hw`
kvbv hvq Zvnj mvjvg w`Z| hw` `yRbB ciii K_v bZ cvb
Zvnj evSv hve h, GZ Avj-vni AbygwZ iqQ| KviY Avj-vni
AbygwZ Qvov Avj-vni Kvjvg GB Zvii ga w`q hve bv|
Zviv mZ njb| KviY hviv dZvqv w`qQb Zv`i Zv Uwjdvb
mK Kvbv aviYv bvB| wbw` w`b Uwjdvb GP Pvjy Kiv
214

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

njv| Uwjdvbi ga w`q mdjfve hLb KviAvb ZjvIqvZ Kiv


I kvbv MjZviv gb wbjb h, GZ Avj-vni AbygwZ AvQ| Pvjy
nq Mj Uwjdvb eev|
ev`kvn mD`i hw` cv bv _vKZv Zvnj Dwb Kx KiZb?
weiva Rwoq coZb| `Lv hZ weivwaZvi KviY ZvK ev`kvnxI
Qo w`Z nQ| wK Dwb weiva Govbvi Rb cvi Avkq wbjb|
AviKwU NUbv| GK jvK LRyi MvQ _K co Mj| co-Zv-co
AviK jvKi Ici| Ges hvi Nvoi Ici coQ m gviv Mj|
GLb gZi x ivRvi `ievi Zvi ^vgx nZvi wePvi Pq AvwR
Rvbvjv| ivRv `Ljb, hnZz GUv GKUv `yNUbvnZvKvixi Kvbv
BQvKZ Aciva bq, Avi weaev gwnjvwUI `y, ZvB gZzi e`j gZzi
Pq wKQy Avw_K wZc~iY nIqvUvB mew`K _K gjRbK|
wZwb iFY kvai cve w`jb| ZLb Avie GKwU c_v wQjv
icY| A_vr h gviv MQ Zvi wbKU-AvZxqiv UvKv cqmv wbq hw`
m nq Zvnj Zvi gZz` gIKzd nq hZ|
wK gwnjv wR` aijv h, Avgvi ^vgxK hnZz giQ gZzi
kvw gZz nZ ne| ivRv hLb wKQyZB ZvK evSvZ cvijb bv
ZLb ejjb h, wVK AvQ, Zzwg hLb wR` KiQv, AvBb Abymvi
Zvgvi ^vgxi h nZvKvix Zvi gZz ne|
Ze Zvgvi ^vgxK hfve nZv Kiv nqQ ZzwgI ZvK GKB
cwZZ nZv Kie| H jvKK LRyi MvQi wbP eua ivLv ne|
Zzwg LRyi MvQ DVe, ILvb _K H jvKi Nvo coe|
gwnjv ejjv h, GUv Kxfve ne?
ivRv ejjb h, `L, AvBb Zv mywePvi Pvq| Zvgvi ^vgxi
hfve gZz nqQ Zzwg hnZz Zvgvi ^vgxK fvjevmvZvgvi
^vgxi nZvKvixKI mB GKBfve nZv KiZ ne|
GLb gwnjv Zv MvQ DVZ cvi bv| GB iKg j^v LRyi MvQ|
kl gwnjv hLb wav- KiQ ZLb ivRv ejjb, GLbv Zvgvi
myhvM AvQ| gwnjv ZLb ejjv, wVK AvQ, ZvK gvij Zv Avi
Avgvi ^vgx diZ Avme bv| Avwg icYB bev|
GB h `~i`w, GB h ^Zt~Zfve GKUv cwiwwZK eywgvi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

215

mv_ gvKvejv KivGUvB cv| hLb Avcbvi ga cv Avme ZLb


memgq ^Zt~Zfve mwVK mgq mwVK wmv wbZ cvieb|
ck : Gjnvgi i K_vUv b _vwK| Gi gvb Kx?
Di : Gjnvg nQ w`evb| Avgiv hUvK cv ejwQ, mUvB
Gjnvgi i| cvi i Mj gvbyli A`w Lyj hvq,
^ZtZfve vb Zvi KvQ AvmZ _vK|
Avmj G w`evb memgqB iqQ| wK hw` gb Abvb wPv,
Ubkb wbq e _vK, DrKwZ _vK, Zvnj GB vb Avmvi myhvM
cvq bv| wVK wegvb bvgvi Rb hgb duvKv ivbIq `iKvi|
ivbIqZ GKUv BU _vKjI Zv wegvbwUi Rb wecbK| KviY
ZvZ `ZMwZZ bvgv c-b vk Kivi mvebv _vK| Zgwb gbi h
ivbIq mUv hLb wbi, bxie ne, gmY I k ne, ckv ne
ZLbB gmR Gm jv Kie| A_vr ZLbB vb, A`w, cvi
`yqvi Lyj hvq| GUvB Gjnvgi i|
ck : vb Kx? cvi m Gi wgj-Awgj Kx? cvi gwWUkb Avgiv
gnvRvMwZK vbfvvi _K evsjv, BsiwR, MwYZ Ges Abvb welq
vb MnY Kwi, GB vb Kv_vq Kxfve KvR jvMe?
Di : vb ejZ cPwjZ fvlvq Avgiv hv evSvB Zv Avmj Z_|
hgb, Kijv GKwU mewR hvi ^v` ZZv, is meyR| Gjv njv Z_|
wK Z_wUK Avwg Kxfve KvR jvMvev mB weePbvi bvg njv
vb| hgb, GKwU Mvwoi is Kvjv| GwU GKwU Z_|
wK MvwowU Avwg Kxfve Pvjvev, GUv w`q wK KjvY Kiev bv
AKjvY KievA_vr Z_K eenvi Kivi KjvYKi ev AKjvYKi
w`K mK mPZb nIqvi bvg nQ vb|
Avi ^Zt~ZfveB KD hLb eySZ cvi h, KjvY Kx, AKjvY
Kx, G KvRwU Zvi Rb KjvYKi ne wK bv mUvB njv cv|
hgb, GKwU wmv bqvi mgq ^ZtZfveB KD hLb eySZ
cvi KvbwU mwVK, KvbwU fyj; hw`I AvcvZ` nqZv c_gwUK
216

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZZUv jvfRbK gb bv-I nZ cvi| mwVK wmv bqvi m gZvB


njv cv| me vbKB Avgiv KvR jvMvev Avgv`i RxebK my`i
Kivi Rb|
ck : cvevb nIqvi eve cwZdjb Kx? A`w mK RvbZ PvB|
Di : cv gvb njv vb + A`w + `~i`w| cPwjZ A_ Avgiv
ZvK vbx ewj hvi AbK Z_ ev Bbdigkb AvQ| GB Z_ ev
Bbdigkbi mv_ hLb A`w hvM nq, ZLbB wZwb cv ev
cvevb| GKUv D`vniY w`q Avgiv GUvK eySZ cvwi|
GKRb Gm GKUv Z_ w`jv h, AgyK eemvq gvi LqQ|
A_vr GZ ewk jvKmvb KiQ h, eemv wUq djZ eva nqQ|
G Z_wU cvIqvi ci Avcwb hw` Zv wek-lY KiZ cvib h, Kb G
Z_ AvcbvK `qv njv? h w`jv Zvi Dk KxZvnjB Avcwb
A`wi cqvM KiZ cvijb| hgb, c_gZ Z_wU mZI nZ
cvi| Avevi wg_vI nZ cvi| hw` mZ nq Zvnj G Z_ m
AvcbvK Kb w`jv?
nZ cvi, h w`qQ m K_v Mvcb ivLZ cvi bv| hv m Rvb
Zvi mewKQyB Ab`i RvbvZ Pvq|
Avevi nZ cvi m GZ Lye `ytL cqQ Ges Zvi `ytLUvKB m
Avcbvi mv_ kqvi KiZ PvQ|
ZZxqZ nZ cvi h, m GZ Lye Avbw`Z| mRb Avcwbmn
mevi KvQ ej eovQ|
Avevi Avcbvi mve cwZwqvi K_v wPv KiI Z_ w`Z cvi|
hgb hvi mK G Z_, Avcwb nqZv ZvK AcQ` Kib| AZGe
Zvi wec`i Lei AvcbvK Avbw`Z KieGUv fe m G Z_
AvcbvK w`qQ Ges Zvi Dk njvGi gvag Avcbvi KvQ _K
Kvbv AvbyKj ev myweav bqv| Avevi AvcbvK K `qvi RbI
w`Z cvi|
A_vr GB wek-lY, gvwUf eySZ cvivB njv A`w| Avi GB
A`wi AviK w`K njvG Z_ ev NUbvwU Kb NUjv Zv eySZ
cviv| Avi `~i`w njv NUbvi cieZx cwqv ev cfve Kx ne Zv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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eySZ cviv| 5 eQi, 10 eQi ev 50 eQi ci Avcbvi Rxeb G NUbvi


cfve Kx ne Zv hLb eySZ cvieb, Avcwb eySeb Avcwb cvevb|
ck : cvevb nIqvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : cvevb nIqvi Rb cqvRb `wi ^QZv| GB `w Rxeb`w
nZ cvi, A`w nZ cvi, evSvi gZv nZ cvi, Dcjwi
evw nZ cvi| Avi GB `wi ^QZv ZZ evoe hZ gbi c`vjv
mwiq djv hve| hgbPvL hLb Qvwb co ZLb GKRb gvbyl
PvL _KI A| KviY Zvi PvLi mvgb iqQ GK c`v, hv AbK
mgq `LvI hvq bv| Zgwb gvbyli gbic `wi mvgb hw` c`v _vK,
ZLb Zvi cv, Zvi A`wI Ggwb mxgve nq hvq, ei evBi
hZ cvi bv|
Avi gbi GKUv eo c`v nQ Avgv`i v AveM, bwZevPK
AveM| cvevb nIqvi Dcvq njvAii c`v GB bwZevPK
AveMi gqjvjv `~i Kiv| KviY AiB njv cvi AvKi|
hw` Avcwb Rvbb Ai Kxfve ZvKvZ nq Ges hw` Avcbvi
Ai cwivi _vK Zvnj Avcbvi AiB mewKQyi cwZQwe `LZ
cveb| hgb, GKUv Avqbvq ZLbB cwZwe^ `Lv hvq hLb AvqbvUv
^Q _vK, cwivi _vK| hw` gqjvi i _vK Zvnj Avqbv AveQv
nq hvq| cwZdjb Avi nq bv|
gqjv memgq i i Rg| hw` GKUv Avqbv dj ivLb Ges
mUvK hw` cwZw`b cwivi bv Kib, Zvnj Av Av Avqbvq
gqjv RgZ _vKe|
hgb, Avgv`i gqbvgwZ, cvnvocyiG RvqMvjv Lbb Kivi AvM
wUjv wQjv| Avmj Gjv wQjv ZLbKvi w`bi myDP me febH
Rbc`i mfZv mswZi K`j| GKmgq Kvbv bv Kvbv KviY
hLb Zv cwiZ njv, Av Av ayjvevwj RgZ _vKjv| `yk wZbk
Pvik cuvPk Qqk eQi ci Gjv me wUjv nq Mj|
Avgv`i GB XvKv kniKI hw` AvR cwiZ NvlYv Kiv nq, Kx
ne? myDP febjv ayjvi i co co me eo eo wUjv nq hve|
hjv `vZjv wZbZjv mjv QvU wUjv, hjv wekZjv evBkZjv
218

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mjv eo wUjv ne| cuvPk eQi ci hviv Avme gb Kie h, GUv


GKUv cveZ GjvKv|
Avgv`i AiI Zv-B| GUvK hw` memgq cwivi Kiv bv nq,
Zvnj Gi h cwZdjb gZv, Gi h ^QZv A_vr Uvcviw Zv b
nZ _vK| i i ayjv RgZ _vK, gqjv RgZ _vK| Avi G
gqjv hZY ch cwivi bv nQ ZZY GB Ai Kvbv cwZdjb
NUe bv| cwZwe^I `Lv hve bv| ZvB cvevb nZ nj bwZevPK
AveM _K wbRK gy KiZ ne|
ck : cavbZ Kx Kx bwZevPK AveM _K wbRK gy KiZ ne|
Kxfve Kiev?
Di : c_gZ, vf Ges Awfgvb| vfi GKUv aib nQ h,
AvgvK KD eySjv bv| GUv Avgiv Kwi Avgv`i mePq KvQi
gvbyl`i mv_ hv`i mv_ Avgiv ewkifvM mgq KvUvB| wZwb
cwievii m`m nZ cvib, KgRxebi mnKgx nZ cvib, em nZ
cvib ev nZ cvib Aaxb|
Avmj mgmv wK Dwb bb, mgmv Avcwb| wZwb eySjb bv Zv bq,
Avcwb eySjb bv| hw`I Avgiv wbRi fyj KLbv ^xKvi KiZ PvB
bv| `vlUv Abi Nvo PvcvZ PvB| ejZ PvB ev fveZ PvB h,
Avwg wb`vl, Avwg wbiciva, Avgvi Kvbv fyj bB, Kvbv Abvq bB,
Avgvi Ici Abvq Kiv nQ| wK AbvqUv h Avwg KiwQ GUv Avwg
eywS bv| Avgiv memgq PvB h, AviKRb AvgvK eySzK| Avwg h
ZvK eySZ cvwi bv mUv Avwg eywS bv| hgb, fvBqi wei hw`
AwfhvM _vK h, Kb fvB eySZ cviQ bv? Gw`K Avwg wK fvBK
eySZ Pv KiwQ bv|
Zvnj mgmvwUK Avcwb cv w`b| Avcbvi fvBK Zv Avcwb
e`jvZ cviQb bv| KviY Avcbvi fvB e`jveb wK bv GUv Zvi Ici
wbfi KiQ| Avcwb e`jveb wK bv, Avcwb cwiewZZ neb wK bv GUv
Zv Avcbvi Ici wbfi KiQ| AZGe Avcwb hv cvib mUv KijB
AbK mnR nq hvq|
AveM hLbB Avme, ZLb Avcwb Avi wbicfve wPv KiZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

219

cvieb bv| Avcbvi fvebvUv nq hve ccvZ`y| Avcbvi wePvi


gZvUv cfvweZ nq hve| ZLb Avcbvi wmvUv wbic ne bv,
cvmZ ne bv Ges mwVK ne bv|
cvevb nZ nj ZvB AvcbvK AveMi Ea DVZ ne Avi
GUv Avcwb ZLbB cvieb hLb h KviY Avcbvi AveM mw njv
A_vr hUv AvcbvK Awi Ki ZzjQ, Avcbvi ga Awfgvb mw
KiQ ev vf mw KiQ mB welqUvK wbicfve `LZ cvieb|
Avcwb ZLb Acici `wfwZ `LZ cvieb Ges Avcbvi fyj
Kivi cwigvY Kg hve|
Rxeb Avgv`i fyjUv nq Kv_vq? Avgiv ay wbRi `wKvY _K
`wL| Avkcvk h cuvPUv gvbyli cuvPUv `wKvY iqQ mUv `wL
bv| Rxebi cwZwU Avcwb hw` Abi `wKvYK eySZ cvib
Zvnj Avcbvi `wKvY ZvK evSvbv mnR nq hve|
Zv bv cvij Avcwb AveMceY nq hveb| fZii AveM-mgy`Uv
wbi bv nq Dvj nZ _vKe| `ytL K vf NYv A_vr AveMi
cvej _vKj Kvbv gvbyli c mnR wmv bqv me nq bv|
cvi c_ wZxq bwZevPK Dcv`vb nQ `ytL| `ytL bvgi G
wZKi AveM AbKfve Avgv`i mvgb Avm| `ytLi Kvbv kl
bB| cj-xKwe RmxgD`&`xbi weLvZ Kei KweZvq `v`xi `ytLi K_v
ejv nqQ cyZzji weq fO Mj ej Ku` fvmvBZv eyK| mB
gyn~Z cyZzji weq fO MQGUvB Zvi KvQ eo `ytL|
GKKRbi KvQ `ytL GKKiKg| KD Kvbvw`b Avgvi Zv
K_v w`jv bvGUv hgb `ytLi KviY, KD K_v ivL wbGUvI
`ytLi KviY| GKRb `ytLev`x, welYZvq fiv gvbyli fZi `ytL
RgvU euvaZ euvaZ Zvi A`w DbvPbi c_ i Ki `q|
KviY GKRb `ytLev`x, welY gvbyli KvQ cw_exi mewKQyKB gb
nq `ytL Avi welYZvq fiv| dj iwOb KvPi ga w`q `Lj hgb
ei ^vfvweK icUv evSv hvq bv, Zgwb `ytL-welYZvi bwZevPK
AveM wbq KD hLb AvQb _vK, Zvi A`wI ZLb Avi ^Q
nZ cvi bv|
Avmj `ytL AvmZB cvi, K AvmZB cvi| wK nuvm hgb
220

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ewZ wfRjI GKUv Mv-Svov w`qB SiSi nq hvq`ytLKI


gvKvejv KiZ ne mfve| A_vr cfvweZ nIqv hve bv|
gyiwMi gZv wfR hvIqv hve bv| nuvmi gZv Mv-Svov w`q gy nq
hZ ne|
Lye ZzQ welqI `ytLi KviY nZ cvi| vf, Awfgvb mw KiZ
cvi| hgb, GKevi GK wUbR gqi mv_ c_ `Lv| Avgv`i GB
MvRyqU gqwUK AvM cvMvg `LjI gvSLvb `LwQjvg bv|
Zvi mv_ `Lv nIqvi ci gv_vq nvZ w`q wRm KijvgwK gv,
Kgb AvQv? wRm Kivi mv_ mv_ Kvbv| Kb? KviY GKevi
Kvbv GK cvMvg Avgvi hvIqvi c_ Abvb`i mv_ gqwUI
wQjv| Avwg Zvi Avkcvk AbKi gv_vq nvZ iLwQ, wK gqwUi
gv_vq ivwL wb Ges mUvB Zvi `ytL Ges GB `ytL _K Awfgvb|
mB KviY MZ Qq gvm m dvDkbi Kvbv cvMvg Avm wb|
Avwg gqwUK ejjvg, `L gv, GUv nqZv wfoi ga nq MQ|
wK Zywg hw` GUv AvgvK ejZ Zvnj Avwg Zv KqKevi Zvgvi
gv_vq nvZ iL `vqv KiZvg| gvSLvb _K Zvgvi Rxebi QqwU
gvm Pj Mj, h QqwU gvm Zzwg fvjv KvR eq KiZ cviZ|
A_vr AveMi KviY QvU GKUv welqI AbK eo gb nZ
cvi| Rxebi Aviv iZc~Y ev KjvYKi c`c _K `~i mwiq
ivLZ cvi| KviY, hLb AveM Avm ZLb hyw ev KvhKviY Avi
KvR Ki bv|
ck : BGmwc gvb Kx?
Di : BGmwc gvb nQ GUv mbmwi cvimckb, AvavwZK mvabvi
Avgiv GK ewj Gmbwkqvj mbmwi cvimckb| Ze GwU
GUv mbmwi cvimckb bvgB Awfavb cwiwPZ|
GUv mbmwi cvimckb gvb nQh, cvimckb Avgv`i
cuvPwU mbmwi AMvb-Gi evBi _K Avm| hgb, Avgv`i
Bbdigkbjv g~jZ cuvPwU mbmwi AMvb A_vr PvL Kvb bvK ZK
Ges wRnvGB cuvPwU AMvbi gvag Avm| GB cuvPwU Bw`qi
evBii RMr nQ BGmwc|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

221

ck : gvbyli gb mKj vbi AvKi| Zvnj gb wbqYi gvag


Avgiv mg Z_i Di cZ cvwi| Zv-B hw` nq Zvnj UKwbKj
vbi wK Kvbv cqvRb bB?
Di : UKwbKj vbi cqvRb Kb _vKe bv| gnvgwZ eyi
mgqi GKwU NUbv| GKevi Zvi GK wkl Gm ejjv, AgyK GK
mvaK AvQ h b`xi Ici w`q nuU cvi nZ cvi| ey ejjb, Lye
fvjv| wK G b`xZ Lqv cvivcvi KiZ KZ jvM? wkl ejjb,
GK cqmv| ey ZLb ejjb, mvgvb GK cqmv w`q h Lqv cvivcvi
nIqv hvq, Zvi Rb GZ mvabv Kivi Zv Kvbv cqvRb wQjv bv|
ey ejjb, AgyK mvaKi AZ eQii mvabvi g~jI GK cqmv!
hLvb UKbvjwR cqvM Kiv hvq mLvb AvavwZK kw cqvM
Kivi `iKvi Kx| hLvb UKbvjwR cuQvq bv mLvb AvavwZK kw
cqvM Kieb|
ck : Kvbv ew KZUv cvevb ZvrwYKfve eySev Kxfve?
Di : Avcwb hw` cvevb nb Ze ZvrwYKfve evSvi Pv Kieb
bv| KviY, kUKvUi cwiYwZ AbKB wZKi| AviKRbK
evSv GZ mnR bq| Avcwb eQii ci eQi GK Qv`i wbP _vKZ
cvib, ZviciI Avcwb ZvK bv-I eySZ cvib| AZGe KvDK
evSvi Rb Zvovov Kieb bv| eyS djQb GgbUvI gb Kieb
bv| memgqB mPZbfve wek-lY Kieb|
ck : Avcwb ejQb h, AveM njv A^Q `wfwi GKwU Dcv`vb|
`wfwi ^QZvi Rb G AveMK `~i KiZ ne| Avgvi ck njv
AveM Qvov wK Rxeb Pjv me? AveMnxb gvbyl wK iveUi gZv
bq? AveMk~b nq Mj Zv Avcb-ci KviviB `ytL-K, e_v-e`bv
AvgvK k Kie bv|
Di : Avmj AveM Ges ggZv`yUv wK GK wRwbm bq| Avcwb
ggZvK AveMi mv_ wgwkq djQb| ggZv nQ Abi cwZ
222

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

my`i Abyf~wZ| Zvi KjvY Kvgbvi Abyf~wZi bvg nQ ggZv| Zvi


fvjv PvIqvi bvg nQ ggZv| ggZv me mgq KjvY Ki|
wK G ggZvUvB hw` ewk eo hvq, ZLb GUv nq hvq bwZevPK
AveM| hgb mvbK jvjb Kiv, Av`i Kiv Ges Avnv` `qvG
`yUvi ga wK cv_K iqQ| Av`i Ges Avnv` wK GK wRwbm bq|
ZvK mwVKfve jvjb Kivi bvg Av`i| Avi Zvi AbvqK ckq `qvi
bvg nQ Avnv`|
miKgBggZv Ges bwZevPK AveMG `yUv Avjv`v wRwbm|
ggZv AvcbvK gvbyl evbvq Avi AveM Avcbvi wnZvwnZ vb jvc
Ki| AveM AvcbvK gyfve wPv KiZ `q bv| AvcbvK w`q
ccvwZZ Kivq|
AveMceY nj Avcwb gy wPvq mwVK wmv bqvi gZv nvwiq
djb| Avcwb fveZ _vKb h, AgyK G KvR KiZ cvi bv| m
hnZz Avgvi Avcb, m hv KiQ Zv-B wVK| A_vr GKRb fyj KiQ,
A_P fyjUvK Avcwb `LZ cvQb bv| Kb? Avcwb Zvi evcvi
A| GUv nQ AveM| AveM Avcbvi `wK msKxY Ki `q|
AvcbvK A Ki `q Ges AveM memgq cvi Rb wZKi|

cKwZi mv_ GKvZZv


ck : cKwZi mv_ GKvZZvi gwWUkb Kvbv wKQyi gaB XyKZ
cvwi bvB| Kxfve XvKv hve Dcvq ej w`b|
Di : Avmj Kbv KijB Zv XvKv nq hvq| Avcwb Kbv KijB
XyK Mjb| ZLb XyKZ bv cvivi gvb nQ Avcwb nqZv Nywgq
cowQjb| LqvjB Kib wb h, wK ejwQ| Gici Avi gwWUkb
Nygveb bv| Zvnj Avcwb wVK XyKZ cvieb|
ck : cKwZi mv_ GKvZZv gwWUkb ejv nq h, GLb _K Kvbv
mgmvB Avcbvi mgmv bq| GLb cKwZB Avcbvi mgmv mgvavb
Kie| wK mKj mgmv Zv mgvavb Kieb Avj-vn| cKwZ Kxfve
Avgvi mgmv mgvavb Kie?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

223

Di : GUv GKUv PgrKvi ck| Avgiv GLvb h cKwZi bc_


`bi K_v ejwQ Zv GKUz evSvi Pv Kwi| Avmj cKwZ Kvi
mw? K Pvjvb cKwZ? Di njv, mekwgvb Avj-vn|
wZwb cKwZ hgb mw KiQb, Zgwb mw KiQb cvKwZK wbqg;
h wbqg cwZwU KvR mvw`Z nq| ewZg _vKjI mvaviYfve GB
wbqg AbymviB mewKQy nq, KviY cvKwZK cwqvi AbymiYB Avj-vni
wbqg| ewZg hw` nq Zv mUv ewZgB| hgb, Avj-vn Zvqvjv
BQv Kij beB eQii GKRb eK GLbB eviv eQii wKkvi
evwbq w`Z cvib| cvib, wK Dwb Kib bv|
Avi GLvb cKwZ gvb GB cvKwZK cwqv| GB cwqvi mv_
hLb Avcwb GKxf~Z nq hveb, ZLb Avcbvi cwZwU KvR cvKwZK
cwqvI nq hve mnvqK| cKwZi mv_ GKvZ nIqvi gwWUkb
Avcwb GB cwqvi mv_B GKvZ nb|
ck : cKwZi mv_ GKvKvi nj cKwZ AvgvK Kxfve gvbe KjvY
mvnvh Kie?
Di : GKRb mvaKi GKwU NUbvK G cm ejv hZ cvi| Zvi
mv_ Avgvi GKw`bB `Lv nqwQjv| mKvj 10Uv _K mv ch
Avgiv K_v ejwQ| ZviI K_v ejvq Kvbv Kvw wQjv bv, AvgviI ck
Kivq Kvbv Kvw wQjv bv| cw_exi Ggb Kvbv g_W bB hv wZwb
Kib wb| Zvi kLB nQbZzb Kvbv wKQyi K_v bj ZvK Zv
RvbZ ne| wZwb h Avjdv jfj-Gi gvbyl, Zv `LjB evSv hvq|
wZwb Zvi Rxebi GKwU NUbv ejwQjb| wdwR wbq wcGBPwW
Kivi GK chvq wKQyUv wew mgq KvUwQjv Zvi| gv_gwUi wKQy
RwUj mgvavb hb wKQyZB nwQjv bv| MelYv-covkvbvwKQyZB gb
emQ bv| KLbv gwWUkb KiQb, KLbv mvay`i KvQ abv w`Qb,
KLbv ev w`bi ci w`b D`vi gZv Nyi eovQb|
Gi gaB GKw`b cvK emwQjb wZwb| AbKY em _vKvi ci
Lqvj njvGKUz `~iB co AvQ GKL KvMR| KvMRUvZ wKQy
AsK Klvi wP `L KZ~njx nq nvZ Zzj wbjb| fuvR Lyj
LvwbKUv `LB Zv Zvi PvL Qvbveov! G Zv `wL Zvi mB e
224

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Aviva RwUj AsKwUi mgvavb hv wbq wZwb Mj`Ng nwQjb GZw`b|


GUv wQjv Avmj Kvbv GKUv wimvP ccvii Quov cvZv Ges
NUbvP m cvZvUvZB wQjv Zvi wimvPi mgvavb| GUvK
AbymiY KiB wZwb Avevi i Kijb Zvi wimvPi KvR| kl Ki
mvewgUI Kijb|
A_vr gbi AwZPZb i GB mjykbUv wK wQjv| wK mPZb
iK evSvZ cviwQjv bv, gmRUv w`Z cviwQjv bv| wK
eve h NUbvH KvMRUv `Lvi mv_ mv_ wKK Ki Mj h, w`m
BR w` mjykb|
wbDUb hLb Avcj MvQi wbP emwQjb, jR Ad MvwfUkb Zvi
AwZPZb i wQjv, wK AwZPZb Zv KwgDwbKU KiZ cviwQjv
bv mPZb iK| hB AvcjUv cojv, wKK Ki Mj, KwgDwbKkb
nq Mj h, AvcjUv wbP cojv Kb? mv_ mv_ AwZPZb ii
h evLv, AwZPZb ii m~, Zv ewiq Mj|
ei AvqZb cwigvc wevbx AvwKwgwWmi cwZ Avwevii K_vI
Avgiv Rvwb| ivRvi Rb GKUv mvbvi gyKzU Zwi Kiv nqwQjv| ivRv
PvwQjb Gi ga Kvbv Lv` AvQ wK bv Zv cixv Kiv nvK|
wK kZ njv gyKzUUvK Mjvbv hve bv ev Gi AvKwZZ Kvbv
cwieZb Avbv hve bv| AvwKwgwWmK G `vwqZ `qv njv| wZwb Mfxi
fvebvq Wye Mjb| ivZw`b ay GUv wbqB fveQb| Gi ga GKw`b
Mvmj Kivi Rb wZwb ev_Uve bvgjb| memgq hv nq GeviI Zv
njv| ev_Uve Wvevi mv_ mv_ cvwb wKQyUv DcP cojv|
gyn~Z AvwKwgwWm mgvavbi m~ LyuR cjb| wZwb eySjb cvwbi
GB agK NbZ cwigvc eenvi Kiv me| gyKzUwUK cvwbZ Wvevj
h cwigvY cvwb DcP coe Zv _KB gyKzUi NbZ ei Kiv me|
Avi Gi ga Kg NbZi Kvbv mv avZz gkvbv AvQ wK bv Zv-I
evSv me|
ejv nq, GB Avwevi AvwKwgwWmK GZUvB DwRZ Ki
ZzjwQjv h, wZwb ev_Uve _K ewiq bM Aevq knii ivvq
BDiKv! BDiKv! (wMK fvlvqAvwg cqwQ!) ejZ ejZ ivR
`ievi QyU GmwQjb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
15-

225

avbi Mfxi i \ KvqvUvqb


ck : avbi iK Aviv Mfxifve Dcjw KiZ PvB| Kx KiYxq?
Avwg 273 evPi MvRyqU|
Di : wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kieb| Kvm wiwcU Ges KvqvUvqb
Kieb| jvgv KvqvUvqb hLb Avcwb hveb, cv_KUv wbRB eySZ
cvieb| AvMn Ges Avb`I cveb| Avi GLvb Avcwb `Leb Lye
weij `k| `Leb, 20/50/100 Rb gwnjv GK RvqMvq em AvQ
wK KD Kviv mv_ K_v ejQ bv| Avmj GZRb gwnjv GKmv_
em AvQ wK KD Kviv mv_ K_v ejQ bvGUv h KZUv weij `k
Zv wbq cvPxb GKwU M AvQ|
GKevi Pxbi GK ivRv GK cwZhvwMZvi AvqvRb Kijb| h
mePq Aeve M ejZ cvie m-B weRqx ne| AbKB AbK
M ejQ| wK LvwbKUv bB ivRv bvKP Ki w`Qb h, bv, bv, GUv
eve, GUv nZ cvi| Gfve GKi ci GK MKvi Gjv Avi Mj|
mekl Gjb LyeB e GKRb MKvi| wZwb Zvi M i
KijbgnvivRv, GKevi Avgvi Lye gb Lvivc wQjv| wMq emjvg
cvKi ewZ| em AvwQ| nVvr ZvwKq `wL gvVi Aci cvi
ewZ em AvQb `yRb bvix| wKQyY ci Lqvj Kijvg KD Kviv
mv_ K_v ejQ bv| fvejvg, GZY evanq K_v ejwQjvGLb
weiwZ w`qQb|
wK AevK nq j Kijvg AbKY ciI KD Kviv mv_ K_v
ejQ bv| GgbwK `ycyi Mwoq weKj njv, ZviciI K_v ejQ bv|
GKmgq `yRb DV `yw`K Pj Mj|
Mi GUzKy ejv gvB gnvivRv wPrKvi Ki `uvwoq Mjb Ges
ejjb, Awekvm! Awekvm! G wKQyZB nZ cvi bv h, `yRb gwnjv
mvivw`b cvkvcvwk em _vKe, A_P KD Kviv mv_ K_v eje bvG
Awekvm| G KLbv nZ cvi bv|
G Awekvm `kB Avgv`i GLvb `Lv hvq KvqvUvqb Kvhgi
mgq| `yRb ay bq, 20/50/100 Rb gwnjv em AvQb, wK KD
Kviv mv_ K_v ejQb bv| KviY, Zviv KvqvUvqb AvQb|
226

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KvqvUvqb Aek c_g c_g Lye Lvivc jvMe| gb ne h, GZ


K_v fZi wKjwej KiQ, Pc ivLv gykwKj| c_g w`b Gfve hve|
wZxq w`b _K Avcwb Avmj gRv cZ i Kieb, fvjv jvMZ
i Kie| c_g w`K hv gb nqwQjv K_vi ey`ey`, AwiZv, wZxq
w`b _K Zv kv nZ _vKe| Zvici axi axi kv gb GKmgq
AvZvi mv_ wgwjZ ne, Avi Avcwb Abyfe Kieb cKZ Avb`| hviv
cvi c_ GZ Pvb Zv`i Rb KvqvUvqb iZc~Y|
ck : dvDkb Avwg `yB/ wZbw`b KvqvUvqb KiwQ| wK Avgvi
LyeB Awi jvM| em _vKZ _vKZ weiI jvM| KvqvUvqbK
fvjv jvMvbvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avmj KvqvUvqbi c_g KqKw`b Awi jvMvUv ^vfvweK|
hgb, KD hw` c_gevii gZv KvqvUvqb Avmb, Zvnj c_g w`b
Zvi LyeB A^w, weiw jvMe| gbi fZi K_vjv ey`ey`i gZv
fvmZ _vKe| gbi fZi `yUv mv hb cii K_vi LB dvUve|
wZxq w`bI Zv-B ne| ZZxq w`b GKUz Kge Ges wKQy wKQy mgq
GKevi we gbZv mw ne|
Avmj Pzc _vKv Avi gbZv GK bq| Pzc _vKjI Avgv`i gbi
fZi K_vi mvZ eBZ _vK| wK gbi GB K_vi mvZI hLb _g
hvq, ZLb mUvB njv we gbZv| Avi GB gbZvi chvq hLb
hvIqv hve, ZLbB fvjv jvMZ _vKe| ZLb ay Avb`B Avb`|
Avi m i h gbQwe Kieb Zvi kw Avcwb wbRB eySZ cvieb|
gywb-Fwliv GB we gbZvK Avq KiwQjb| Avmj gywb
kwUi A_B nQwhwb gbZvi kwK Avq KiQb| K_vi hgb
kw AvQ, Zgwb gbZvi AvQ Zvi PqI ewk kw| GUvK GKwU
D`vniY w`q ejv hZ cvi|
Avgiv Rvwb Qv GKUv Sbvi cvwbKI hw` euva w`q i Kiv nq,
Zvnj m cvwb w`qB Rjwe`yr Zwii gZv eo cK Pvjvbv hvq|
Zgwb gbZvi gvagI K_vK wbqY Ki AvwZK kwK Aviv
kvwYZ Kiv hvq| Avi hviv gbZvi kwK Avq KiQb, Zv`i
K_vi kwI eo hvq eY|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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bexRx (m) gbZvi iZK evSvZ wMq mvnvex nRiZ Avey Ri


wMdvix (iv)-K ejQb, Avey Ri, ZvgvK `yUv KvRi K_v ejwQ hv
gvbyli Rb cvjb Kiv Zgb KwVb bq, wK IRbi w`K _K
AZ fvix| Gi GKwU njv m`vPiY, AviKwU njv AwaK gbZv|
ZvB KvqvUvqbi AwfZv c_g chvq wKQyUv GKNqwgc~Y njI
wKQyw`b wbqwgZ KijB Zv nq IV AZ DcfvM I Avb``vqK|
ck : kvixwiK myZvi Rb KvqvUvqbi f~wgKv Kx?
Di : kvixwiK myZv hnZz GKwU PvIqv, ZvB KvqvUvqbi gvag
G PvIqvi Rb AvZwbgM nIqv AekB djcm~ nZ cvi|
wnwjsqi Rb KvqvUvqbi cwqv njvc_g wbavwiZ cwqvq
gbK wPvk~b Ki hLb Avcwb wPvi Drm cuQvQb ZLb wbivgqi
gbQwe `Lv| `Lyb, mgmvv Ajv my`ifve KvR KiQ| G
gbQwe KvqvUvqbi H i kw mvi Kie, ccy cj-weZ ne|
Avi G RbB ejv nq, wnwjs gwWUkbi Pq wnwjsqi Rb
KvqvUvqb AbK Y ewk kwkvjx| Ze mewKQyi gZv myZviI
GKUv evevbyM cwqv AvQ Ges mLvb me-Amei hwKZvi
mxgviLvI ^xKvi KiZ ne|
hgb, nuvUzi nvo q MQ Ges cP e_v nQ| GLvb q
hvIqv nvoi qc~iY me bq, wK cZvkv Kiv hZ cvi h, Ilya
QvovB e_v mi hve Ges ^vfvweKfve Pjvdiv Kiv hve| Avevi
wKQy wKQy ivM AvQ hvi mvRvwi cqvRb| m KvqvUvqb Kij
Avcbvi Acvikb cieZx AvivMjvf NUe mvaviY`i Pq `Z|
ck : Avwg GKRb eKvi hyeK| nb nq PvKwi LyuRI cvwQ bv|
Avgvi fvB ivZw`b coI jLvcovq fvjv KiZ cviQ bv| Avgvi
evev Zvi eemvq evi evi jm KiQb| Avgv`i KvqvUvqb Kx
KvR Avme?
Di : Avmj GB h ejQb PvKwi LyuRI cvQb bv ev Avcbvi fvB
ivZw`b coI fvjv KiZ cviQ bv, Avcbvi evev eemvq evi evi
228

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

jm KiQbcwZwU NUbvi cQb iqQ e_Zvi Rb `vqx KviYjv


eySZ bv cviv ev eySZ cvijI Zv _K ewiq AvmZ bv cviv|
cwZwU e_ZvKB mvdj icvwiZ Kiv me hLb GKRb gvbyl
Zvi fyjjvK ai mvdji Rb cqvRbxq Yvewj Avq KiZ
cvib| Avi GLvbB KvqvUvqbi iZ| KviY KvqvUvqb ev
gbmvabvi gvag GKRb gvbyl Mfxifve AvZchvjvPbvi myhvM
cvb| ^vfvweK RvMZ Aevq h gb _vK Awi, Akv, Zv-B gbZvi
gvag Av Av cek Ki wi, kv, Mfxi GK Dcjwi i|
`bw`b Rxebi nZvkv, DM ev fqK Qvwcq ew ZLb jvf Ki
GK Af~Zc~e ckv Dcjwi Av^v`| Avi m chvqB Zvi c me
nq msKxY AvPiY AfvmjvK kbv Kiv Ges Zv ai gy AvPiY
Afvm Af nIqv|
Avmj esk ciivq ev cPwjZ mgvRi msvi, wekvm ev aviYvK
MnY KiZ wMq AwaKvsk gvbylB ck Ki bv h, G wekvmi Kvbv
KjvYKi ev hywMvn w`K Av` AvQ wK bv| G cm GKwU M
AvQ| GK wLvb cwievii Qv gq eow`bi AvM Zvi gvK Ki
Qvbvi iv KiZ `LwQjv|
m `LwQjv Zvi gv Ki Qvbvi Mjv Ges cQbi w`K _K ek
wKQyUv ev` w`q evwKUv Ifb XvKvQ| G wbq Zvi gvK ck Kij
gv ejjv, Avwg KviYUv Rvwb bv, Ze Avwg Avgvi gvK GfveB
KvUZ `LwQ| Zzwg RvbZ PvBj ZvK wRm KiZ cviv| gqwU
ZLb Zvi bvbxgvi KvQ Mj|
bvbxgv ZvK ejjb, AvwgI Avgvi gv-K GfveB KvUZ
`LZvg, wK KviYUv AvwgI Rvwb bv| Zzwg Zvi KvQ wRm Ki
`LZ cviv| gq ZLb Zvi bvbxi gv A_vr eogvi KvQ Mj| wZwb
ZLb LyeB ev| `uvZ co MQ, Kvb Kg kvbb|
gqwU ZvB Rvi Rvi ZvK GB ck Kivi ci eogv `uvZnxb gyL
GKMvj nm ejjb, Avgiv hLb msmvi i Kwi, ZLb cqmvi Afve
Av Ki Qvbv iv Kivi gZv eo KovB Avgiv wKbZ cvwi wb| h
QvU KovBUv Avgv`i wQjv ZvZ Ki Qvbvi mvgbi Ges cQbi
AskUzKz Ifve KU djj ZvZ AuvUZv Ges Avwg Zv-B KiZvg|
Zvgvi gv-bvbxiv nqZv mUv `LB Ifve KiQ, hw`I GLb Zv`i
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

229

eo KovBqi Kvbv Afve bB|


A_vr G M _K Avgiv `wLAwaKvsk mgqB Avgiv cPwjZ
avb-aviYv ev wekvmi A AbyKiY Kwi Gi fvjv-g` wePvi bv KiB
Ges `Lv hvq, GB msKxY AvPiY-Afvm ev v `wfwi KviYB
Avgv`i Rxeb e_Zvq NyicvK LvQ, nZvkvq Zwjq hvQ ev GKB
fyji cybivew NUQ|
wK mvdji Rb, cvPzhi Rb GB v wekvmi kLj _K
gy nZ ne| KviY cvPzhZv wei nvK, wP ev bwZKZv, ag
ev mRbkxjZvi nvKevc-`v`vi cPwjZ v msvi _K
ewiq hviv gy AvPiY Afvm mw KiZ ciQb, ZvivB BwZnvmi
cvZvq iYxq-eiYxq wnme wbR`i bvg wjwLqQb|
KvqvUvqb GB v wekvmi kLjgywiB GK djcm~ cwqv|
KviY GKUv jLvevSvB nvqvBU evW bZzb wKQy jLvi AvM hgb
evWUvK cwivi Ki wbZ nq, Zgwb gy AvPiY Afvm Af
nIqvi RbI v I wZKi AfvmP _K ewiq AvmZ nq|
ck : gwWUkb gb GKw`K wbe _vK bv| memgq bvbvb wPv fi
Ki| `xNw`b hver GiKg nQ| KiYxq Kx?
Di : gwWUkbi mv_ mv_ KvqvUvqb KiZ ne| mvn GKw`b
Ki hLb KvqvUvqb ev gb mvabvq Avcwb wbgM _vKeb, `Leb
bxieZvi kw ev wnibq gbZvK Avcwb Abyfe KiZ cviQb|
Avmj AvaNv gwWUkbi gvag Avgv`i cvwjv wK QvU;
ckvw, my^v ev mvdji wKQy wQUduvUv| AbK mgq wbRK wi
KiZ KiZB AvaNv jM hvq| wK KvqvUvqbi gvagB me
mwZKvi Mfxi gwWUkbi ^v` DcfvM Kiv| Avi mUvB wbRi
AiZg mv ev we mvebvi AvKii mv_ mshywi cKZ c_|
Ze Zvi Rb mgq w`Z ne| KviY wPvk~b Aevq cuQvi AvM
AbKUv mgqB KU hve niKiKg wPvi ey`ey`jvK mvgvj w`Z
wMq| Gici GKUv mgq gb neAvcwb GKwb nZ cviQb Ges
mUvK ai ivLZ cviQb|
GUvB mwZKvi ckvwi i| Avi GB i h wPv Avm, mUvB
230

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wec-e NUvq, cPwjZ kLj fvOvi kw hvMvq, fvwmq wbq hvq mg


`ytL Riv evwa KzwPv `ywvK|
mgy`i Zj`ki kl cv _K h mybvwgi De Zv hgb fvwmq
wbq hvq mewKQy, KvqvUvqbI Zgwb DcjwUv Avm gbi MfxiZg
c`k _K| Avi m DcjwB hyM hyM `k `k wPvi ivR
NwUqQ wec-e, cw_exi gvbylK w`qQ bZzb c_i w`kv|
ck : KvqvUvqb Kx? mvdj I cvPzhi Rb Gi GZ iZ Kb?
Di : AvZ Dbqbi GKwU djcm~ cwqv KvqvUvqb| wekl
wb`kvewj AbymiY Ki gb mvabvi bvgB njv KvqvUvqb| Ze
gbZvi G cwqv bZzb wKQy bq| hyM hyM cw_exi me Rbc`B agxq
gnvgvbe ev AvavwZK mvaK ev LvwZgvb ewiv G gbmvabvi
gvagB mZvb DvwmZ nqQb; bZzb wPvi m~, bZzb aviYv,
evwbK mZ ev ec-weK wPvi mvb w`q mfZvK GwMq wbq
MQb| Avi dvDkbi KvqvUvqb G gbZvi kwK Avq KiviB
GK PPvi bvg hvZ AskMnYKvixiv wbw` w`bjvZ wbavwiZ mgq
Kvbv K_v bv ej wbw` welq wbq wPv ev avbgM _vKb|
gbK Avgiv hw` GKUv Dvj mgy`i m Zzjbv Kwi, Zvnj gbi
ewniveiY njv GB mgy`i Ziz DcwifvM, mvivYB hv D_vjcv_vj Ki| ^vfvweK RvMZ Aevq gb gvMZ GK wPv _K AviK
wPvq QvUvQywU Ki; fq, Avkv ev AwiZvq Avv nq|
KvqvUvqb GB gbKB wi Kivi Afvm Kiv nq| wew
wPvjv ZLb mi hZ _vK| gb cek KiZ _vK Mfxi _K
Mfxi| mgy`i Zj`k h iKg kv mgvwnZ Zgwb `xNmgq gbZvi
gvag GKUv chvq gbI cek Ki GK Af~Zc~e ckv Abyf~wZi
RMZ| mshvM NU wPvi g~j Drm ev field of pure potentiality-i
m| Avi wPvi GB Drmg~j _K DrmvwiZ vb, aviYv ev Z_ w`qB
hyM hyM gnvgvbeiv cw_exK w`qQb bZzb mvebvi mvb|
KvqvUvg gKvwb w`qI welqwU evLv Kiv hZ cvi| c`v_i
GK z`Zg KYv njv BjKUb| GB BjKUbi GKUv wWKvwnqvi
(Decoherence level) i AvQ hUv cijB BjKUbwU gyn~Z
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

231

e`j hvq| GK Kc_ _K AviK Kc_ Pj hvq Ges AvMi


Pwi cv m~Y wfb Pwi aviY Ki| GwU ZLb bZzb Kc_ bZzb
kwmb GK bZzb BjKUb| Avi wPvi GB wWKvwnqvi
i hvIqvi cwqvB njv KvqvUvqb|
gvbyli APZbv njv mKj we mvebvi AvKi| KvqvUvqb
GB APZbvi kwKB KvR jvMvbv nq, gbK fwiq `qv nq GK
ckv MwZgqZvq| GB ckv cwiQb gb hKvbv mvdj ev cvPzhi
gbQwe GZ Mfxifve cwcZ nq h, PvIqv ^Zt~Zfve cvIqvi
cwqvq mshy nq hvq| Rxeb mvRvbv hvq bZzb AvwK, bZzb iO|
ck : cvPzhi mv_ KvqvUvqbi Kvbv mK AvQ wK?
Di : cvPzhi Rb cqvRb kwi g~j Drmi mv_ mshvM| hLvb
_K cvPzh Avm mB kwi g~j Drmi mv_ AvcbvK mshy _vKZ
ne Ges Gi Rb cqvRb nQKwiqv, ckv cZq| KvqvUvqb
Kwiqv mw Ki, msKxY AvPiY-Afvm _K AvcbvK gy Ki|
hLb Avcwb KvqvUvqb Kib, wPvi g~j Drm ejqi mv_ mshy
nb Ges hLb Avcwb field of pure potentiality Gi mv_ mshy nb
ZLb Ang wejxb nq hvq AvZvi gvS, AvZkwi gvS| Ang wejxb
njB msKxY AvPiY-Afvm _K ewiq Gm Avcwb bZzb AvPiYAfvm mw KiZ cvieb, bZzb ^fve mw KiZ cvieb| wVK ZLbB
Avcwb mwZKvifve m` ev cvPzhi c_ AMmi nZ cvieb|
Avmj Avgiv gb Kwi, ay KvR KijB cvPzh Avme| ay KvR
KijB cvPzh Avm bv KviY MvavI cPzi KvR Ki, GKRb w`bgRyiI
cPzi KvR Ki wK cvPzh Avm bv| cvPzhi Rb cqvRb kwi g~j
Drmi mv_ mshy nIqv| ZvnjB Avcwb gwi DvebxkwK
h_vh_fve eenvi KiZ cvieb|
ck : Avgvi WvqvewUm AvQ, KvqvUvqb Kivi mgq hw` Lvevi
cqvRb nq, Zvnj LvIqv hve wK?
Di : LvIqv hve, Kvbv Amyweav bvB| hv`i WvqvewUm ev Ab
Kvbv mgmv AvQKvqvUvqbi mgq cqvRb Zviv LZ cvieb|
232

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avcwb ejQb Avgiv gbI _vwK bv, K_vI ewj bv| gvb `yUvi
gvSvgvwS| gb _vKv gvb Zv GKevi Pzc _vKv, wK K_v ejv gvb
wK memgq AbeiZ K_v ejv?
Di : Avmj Avgiv gb _vwK bv, K_vI ewj bvGi gvb wK
memgq AbeiZ K_v ejv GB A_ bq| Avgiv hLb K_v ewj, ZLb
gbvhvM wK Avgv`i K_vi w`K _vK| Avgiv K_v ewj Avevi
AbwKQyI fvwe| fvewQ, ejwQ| gbUv wK K_vi ga bq| hLb Avcwb
K_vi mv_ GKvKvi nq hveb, h K_v ejQb mB K_v Qvov Ab
Kvbv fvebv Avcbvi ga _vKe bv, ZLb GB K_vUvB kw nq hve
Ges mB K_vi kw gbZvi kwi Pq Kg bq| mB Rb Avgiv
ejwQjvg, Avgiv K_vI ewj bv, gbI _vwK bv|
ck : KvqvUvqbi Pq bkvqb Avgvi KvQ ewk fvjv jvM,
m Avwg Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : Avmj Lye fvjv jvMv wK mvabvi Rb iZc~Y bq, mvabvi
Rb iZc~Y nQ evKiY AbymiY Kiv| iZc~Y nQ GB KvRUv
Avcbvi Rb cqvRbxq wK bv|
ck : Nyg KvqvUvqbi GKwU eo evNvZ| ay KvqvUvqb bq eis
`bw`b me KvRB GwU mgmv mw Ki| G evcvi Avcbvi KvQ
mgvavb PvB|
Di : hLbB Nyg Nyg fve Avme, AaPvmb Ki beb| ci `Leb
h, AbKY Nyg AvmQ bv| Avi KvqvUvqb em hw` Nyg Avm, Ze
cvmb em _vKzb| nuvUzZ hLb e_v nZ _vKe ZLb Nyg Avme bv|
ejeb, KZY ci Zv cv k nq hve| nvK cv k| ci `yRb
Ub Zzje| A_vr Avcwb hw` NygvZ bv Pvb, Avcwb hw` mvabv KiZ
Pvb, c_Uv AvcbvK ei Ki wbZ ne| Avcwb hw` mRvM _vKvi
evcvi wmwiqvm nb, Avcwb `Leb h, Avcwb mRvM _vKZ cviQb|
ck : ah I gbvhvM mnKvi my`i KvqvUvqb Kxfve Kiv hvq?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

233

Di : GUv PPv Ges Afvmi evcvi| KvqvUvqb wK Avmj GKUv


Afvm| ^fve icvi KiZ ne KvqvUvqbK| ZLb Avcwb
hKvbv RvqMvq hKvbv Aevq KvqvUvqb KiZ cvieb| A_vr
Abykxjb KiZ ne| KvqvUvqbUvK Avcbvi second nature-G
icvwiZ KiZ ne| hZ Afvm Kieb ZZ GwU evoZ _vKe|
ck : Avwg RvbZ PvB KvqvUvqbi mgq cvev Kv_vq? gb _vKZ
nj GKv _vKZ ne Avi Zv Zv me bq| `ywgwbU K_v bv ejj
eDqi LuvPv LZ nq|
Di : LuvPv Lj Avi KvqvUvqb Kieb Kxfve| LuvPv LqI
Avcwb LuvPv Lvb bvB, KD LuvPv `q bvBG iKg fveeb| hZevi
LuvPv `e Avcwb cv-GKwUf _vKeb, hb Avcwb LuvPv Lvb wb Ges
gb _vKeb, ZvnjB ne| mgq cveb| Ze Avmj K_v nQ
KvqvUvqb Kivi RvqMv Ni bq, KvqvUvqb Kivi Rb mvaviYfve
Nii evBi hZ ne| hLvb Mj eDqi LuvPv LZ ne bv| Avi
GLb KvqvUvqbi mePq my`i RvqMv nQ jvgvi KvqvUvgg|
ck : KvqvUvqbi cwqv Rvbv AvQ, mUvi KqK evi KiwQ|
gmwR` ev wbRb Kvbv Kvgiv ev wbRb Kvbv vb KvqvUvqb Kiv
hve wK bv `qv Ki Rvbveb?
Di : KvqvUvqbi Rb wKQyUv wbRb RvqMv AekB cqvRb|
mLvb Avcbvi gbvhvM AviKRb wewNZ Kie bv| wK GKevi
hw` AbKY wbRb mgq KvUvZ Pvb, Ze Avcwb nuvwcq DVeb,
Avcwb cvieb bv| h KviY c_g Avgiv ewjw`b mvZ _K
AvUNv gb _vKzb|
Avi gb _vKeb Kxfve! gb _vKvi cwqv AvQ| wbw` wPv
wbq| wKQy wKQy wPvi LvivK AvQ, wKQy wKQy wPvi welq AvQ| mB
welqjvK wbq Avcwb wPvUvK gv^q Hw`K cwiPvwjZ Kieb
Ges Kx Kieb Zvi wb`kbvI `qv AvQ| KviY, Avcwb hw` ay
PzcPvc em _vKb Ze wKQyY ci wei nq hveb|
234

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avevi wbRi mv_ h wbR K_v ejeb, Kx K_v ejeb mUv hw`
AvM _K wVK Kiv _vK Zvnj AvRevR K_v Kg ne| m Rb
hLb KvqvUvqb emeb, AvM wkw_jvqb Kieb| `n-gbK wkw_j
Kieb| `nUvK wkw_j Ki djyb, gbI Av Av wi nZ
_vKe| gbi ewniveiYi h Zijv, mjv Av Av wi nZ
_vKe Ges KvqvUvqb i ne wbRi mv_ K_v ejv _K| GK
gbi wfZiB ay K_v nQ| AbK K_v| K_v ejZ ejZ GKUv
mgq gb Kv nq hvq| K_v ejv KgZ _vK|
wK c_gw`b GUv KwVb| bvbvb w`K wPv Pj hve| Zvici
wZxq w`b Av Av Pzc _vKZ fvjv jvMe| Avevi, AbK mgq
wZxq w`bI H GKB Aev| D_vj-cv_vj Aev fZi Pje| ZZxq
w`b kqZvb cQb Lye ewk Ki jvMe| KviY kqZvb eySZ cviQ,
G`i cQb hw` ewk Ki bv jvwM Ges G hw` GKevi fvjv gvbyl
nq hvq Zv Avgvi Lei AvQ!
G KviY kqZvb ewk Ki jvMZ cvi| Aviv Awi jvMe| hZ
w`b hve Av Av fZiUv kv nZ _vKe| KviY GLb Avcwb
`ovQb| `woq nVvr Ki kixiUvK Kx wi Kiv me! kixiUvK
wi KiZI Zv mgq jvMe| GRb KvqvUvqb Avcwb PzcPvc em
_vKjB wK gb _vKZ cvieb!
gb nZI mgq jvM| Gici hLb wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb KiZ i
Kieb, Av Av Avcwb Mfxi hZ _vKeb| Av Av Avcbvi
wPv m~ _K m~Zi nZ i Kie Ges Ggb GKUv mgq Avme
h, GUv m~ nZ nZ myPvM nq DVe, gyn~Z Dcjwi RMrUvB cv
hve| Ges GUv hKvbv mgq AvmZ cvi|
GwU wZb w`b AvmZ cvi, GwU wZb eQi AvmZ cvi Ges nVvr
KiB Avcwb Abyfe Kieb, GB nQ mZ| Avwg Rvwb mZ Kx|
hfve gnvgvbeiv evwa jvf KiQb, mZi mB i Avcwb DcbxZ
neb, Avcbvi AvPiY-Afvm e`j hve| Avcwb nq hveb Avjv`v
gvbyl| avb Kijb wVKB, wK Avcwb hw` mB AvMi gvbylwUB iq
hvb, Zvnj eySZ ne Avcbvi avb nq wb|
hgb, bvgvR co GmB kjvcivgk i KijbAgyKi gv_vq
Kxfve evwo `eb| wZb-Pvi nvwR mvne wgj AvjvPbv i Ki
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

235

w`jbAgyKi wei wg_v mvUv Kxfve Zwi Kiv hvq! Lvevi


Kxfve fRvj `ev! gwWUkb Kivi ciI hw` Avcbvi cyibv
AvPiY-AfvmB _K hvq, Zvi gvb nQh jfj hvIqv `iKvi,
mB jfj hZ cvib wb| mB jfj hLb hveb Pvicvki
gvbylB ejeAvcwb Avi AvMi gvbylwU bB, Avcwb e`j MQb|
ck : cvPzhevb nIqvi Rb `wfwi iZ KZUzKy? Kx `wfw MnY
Kiv DwPZ? Gi Rb KvqvUvqb Kxfve mvnvh KiZ cvi?
Di : Rxebi g~j welq njv `wfw| cvPzhevb Avcwb ZLb nZ
cvieb hLb mwVK `wfw MnY KiZ cvieb| hLb Avcbvi jUv
A_ bq, jUv ne mev| mev Ki KD KLbv `wi` _vK wb, `wi`
_vKZ cvi bv| mev Ges `vwi` cii weivax|
Avcwb hw` mev w`Z cvib, cvPzh AvmeBewMZfve nvK,
mvsMVwbKfve nvKcvPzh AvmeB| mev whwb KiZ cvib Zvi
Afve _vKZ cvi bvhw` Kvbv ivM Qvov, Kvbv vf Qvov
AvwiKfve mev `b| Avgv`i Rxeb cvPzh Avm bv Kb, Avgiv
KvR Kwi vf wbq, weiw wbq|
GKRb Wvvi| Zvi mePq eo myhvM nQ mev `qv| wK GLb
GKRb Wvvi wK Avbw`Z wP, KZwP ivMxi mev Kib,
ivMxK civgk `b? kZKiv beB fvM `b bv| h KviY
Zv`i Rxeb A_ Avm wK cvPzh Avm bv| KviY wZwb `b weiw
mnKvi| Kvbv mev hw` weiw mnKvi `qv nq Zvnj mUvi
eiKZ b nq hvq| mev w`Z ne Avbw`Z wP| mevi evB-cvWv
wnme cvPzh Avme|
Avcwb fveebAvwg GB KvRwU KiwQ Zvi KjvYi Rb, m hvZ
DcKZ nq| GB h `wfwi cwieZb, GB WfjcgUUv Avm
avbi i, GB cwieZbUv Avm KvqvUvqb jfj| A_vr cyibv
AfvmUv hLb Avcwb fO ewiq hveb, Avcwb `Leb Avcbvi
Kvbv AwfhvM _vKe bv|
Avcbvi Rxeb hw` vf _vK, AwfhvM _vK, Zvnj eySZ ne
Avcwb Avmj `wfwUvK cvvZ cvib wb| wKQyY PzcPvc em
236

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wQjb wK `wfw cvvq wb| AZGe, ZLb Avcbvi cvPzh Avme bv|
`wfw cv djyb, vf _K gy nvb, Kvbv iKg weiw QvovB
Avbw`ZwP mev w`b, cvPzh Avme| ZLb Afve Avcbvi nZ cvi
bv| Avcbvi gavUv mevq icvwiZ nq hve, cvPzh Avme|
Avevi Avcwb ay mev Kijb, gavK weKwkZ Kijb bv,
ZvnjI cvPzh Avme bv| GKevi GKRb wkKK ejv njv h,
GKw`bi Rb Lvj KvUZ ne| wZwb ejjb, eeQi Avwg Zv
Kv`vj PvjvB bv Ges Ke Kv`vj aiwQjvg Zv-I Lqvj bvB| Avwg
Zv Lvj KvUZ cviev bv| Avwg eis GUv KiZ cvwi, Avwg GKw`b
Avgvi RvqMvq AviKRb jvKK wbqvM KiZ cvwi h Lvj KvUvZ
GcvU, h Kv`vj PvjvZ GcvU, Zvi mvivw`bi cqmvUv Avwg w`q
w`Z cvwi| ZvZ LvjI KvUv ne, KvRUvI ne Ges Avgvi nvZI
dvv coe bv|
GUv nQ gav| Avcwb Rxeb Kv`vj aib bvB, nVvr Ki GKw`b
GKevi hLb gvwU KvUeb, wZxqevi aivi ci Avcbvi nvZ dvv
co hve, Gici mvZw`b Avcwb nvZi dvv wVK Kivi Rb b
Kijb| AZGe, mev gvb ay kg bq| mev gvb nQ gav w`q
mev Kiv| Ze wbRi kvixwiK mgZv evovbvi Rb gvS gvSB
wbqg Ki KvwqK kg Kiv gav weKvki RbI DcKvix|
hgb aib, GKRb ev QvB wew KiQ, wK Gi cQb Zv
Kvbv gav bB| A_ev, Avcwb wkj-cvUv Lv`vBqi KvR Kib|
Avcwb cwikg KiQb, mev w`Qb| wK GwU Zv cvPzh Gb `e bv|
KviY wKQyw`b ci wkj-cvUvi cqvRb ne bv| wKQyw`b ci wK ne
me uov gmjv| KviY cvUvq gmjv ckvi GbvwR Ges mgq gwnjv`i
GLb bB| wKQyw`b ci Aviv _vKe bv| Avcwb wkj-cvUv Lv`vBq
hZ eo GcvU nvb, Avcwb eKvi nq hveb| AZGe Kx mev
w`Qb GUv iZc~Y| mev w`Z ne h mevi memgq Pvwn`v evoe|
Avcwb hv Kib mUvi wekl nZ ne AvcbvK Ges mevUv
w`Z ne AvwiKfve| Avcwb hLvbB hvbAvwiKfve mev w`b,
cvPzh AvmeB| Avcwb Avcbvi hviv mx-mv_x Zv`i Pq Ici DV
hveb| Avi KvqvUvqb Avcbvi gavK kbv KiZ Ges gavK
mevq icvwiZ KiZ ciYv hvMve|
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ck : Avcwb ejQb, mvdj I cvPzhi Rb KvqvUvqbi iZ


Acwimxg| wK hviv AZxZ mvdj, cvPzh ARb KiQb, Zviv wK
KvqvUvqb KiwQjb?
Di : bv, Zviv KvqvUvqb Kib wb| hv`i D`vniY w`B Zviv
AwaKvskB KvqvUvg MvRyqU bb, AZGe Zviv KvqvUvqb Kxfve
Kieb! wK KvqvUvqb Avgiv hv Kwi Zviv Zv KiQb| Zviv wnibq
gbZv, we gbZv, hLvb GKRb gvbyl mB i cuQ wbRi
AvZvi mv_ mshy nq, wd Ad wcIi cUbwkqvwjwUGi mv_ mshy
nqQb| m Rb Zviv cPwjZ e _K ewiq hZ ciQb|
hgb, `wY Kvwiqvi GKRb abKzei Pzs Ry Rs| wZwb vB
Kcvikbi gvwjK wQjb| Lye Mwie, Mvg f~wg kwgK wnme KvR
KiZb| wK f~wg kwgK wnme Zvi fvjv jvMjv bv| Zvi gb njv,
GB e _K ewiq AvmZ ne| evevK ejjb, evev ivwR njb bv|
Zvi evwo wQjv Di KvwiqvZ| evevi Mi wew Ki w`q mB
Mii UvKv wbq wZwb evwo _K ewiq Mjb|
h gvbylwU evevi Mi wew Ki cvjvZ eva nqwQjb, wbR _K
A_ msMni Kvbv Dcvq wQjv bv50 eQi ci Di Kvwiqvq
`ywfi mgq mB gvbylwUB `wY Kvwiqv _K GK nvRvi UvK
evSvB Mi wKb wbq wMqwQjb|
AZGe, GB e _K eiZ ne| AZxZ hvivB mvdj ARb
KiQb, cvPzh ARb KiQb Zviv e _K ewiq GmQb| G
Aevq Avwg m bB, G Aev _K AvgvK ewiq hZ neGB
Zvobv fZi mw nZ ne|
Avi G Zvobv ZLbB mw nq, hLb Avcwb wbRi AMZ mvi
mv_ mshy nZ cvieb| Avi mUvi RbB GKUv Mvgvi nQ
KvqvUvqb| Mvgvi mPZbfve djv Ki mdj neb Avcwb| Avi
AZxZ hviv mdj nqQb Zviv Mvgvi bv Rb mB KvRwU
^Zt~Zfve Ki mdj nqQb|
ck : Avwg AcqvRbxq K_v Kg ejZ PvB| ZeyI gyL w`q ei nq
hvq| GRb Avcbvi civgk PvB|
238

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GUv Lye mnR| hLbB AcqvRbxq K_v gyL w`q ei nq hve


Zvici GKw`b KvqvUvqb Kieb Ges gvwUi evsK GKk UvKv
ivLeb| hw` cwZwU AcqvRbxq K_vi Rb G eev Pvjy Kib
Avgiv wbwZ GKgvm ci Avcbvi gyL w`q AcqvRbxq K_v ei
nIqvi mvebv Kg hve|
ck : btk _K kw wiRvf nq wK Kxfve mUv Ab fvjv KvR
eeZ nq? Kxfve evSv hve h, cwZw`b Avgvi kw evoQ?
Di : wWg _K evPv ei nIqvi AvM wK evSv hvq h, GB wWgUvi
gaB evPvUv wQjv? evSv hvq bv| Avi evSvi Rb Avcwb hw`
cwZw`b gyiwMK Zv `qv _K mwiq wWg `LZ hvb, Zvnj Kx ne?
mB wWg dzU Avi KLbv evPv eive bv| hgb, ivRnuvmi wWg
iv`i Avjv cojB wWg b nq hvq, Zv _K Avi evPv nq bv|
GLvbI Avcwb hw` cwZw`bB eySZ Pvb h, Avcbvi kw evoQ
wK bv, Zvnj GKB Aev ne| Zvi Pq wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb Kib|
mgq w`b| wKQyw`b ci dj Avcwb wbRB eySZ cvieb|
hviv wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb KiQb Zv`iK wRm Kib h, wbqwgZ
KvqvUvqb Ki Zv`i Kx Kx DcKvi nqQ| DcKvi bv nj KD
w`bi ci w`b Kb KvqvUvqb mgq eq Kieb? KviY mdj gvbyliv
KLbv AcqvRb mgq eq Ki bv| gbZvq DcKvi bv cj
gnvgvbeiv KLbv Gi cQb mgq eq KiZb bv|
ck : GKRb wLvb wnme Avwg agxq w`K w`q KvqvUvqb _K Kx
Kx DcKvi jvf KiZ cviev?
Di : Avmj GKRb wLvb hw` wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb Kib, gb mvabv
Kib Zvnj wZwb GKRb fvjv wLvb neb, m icvwiZ neb|
GKRb gymjgvb hw` wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb Kib Zvnj wZwb GKRb
fvjv gymjgvb neb, eyRyM icvwiZ neb| GKRb wn`y hw` wbqwgZ
KvqvUvqb Kib Zvnj wZwb GKRb fvjv wn`y neb, FwlZ
icvwiZ neb| GKRb e hw` wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb Kib Zvnj
wZwb GKRb fvjv e neb, wfzZ icvwiZ neb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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A_vr KvqvUvqb ev gb mvabv nQ GKUv cwqv ev Abykxjb|


whwbB Abykxjb Kieb wZwb G _K mgvbfve DcKZ neb| AZGe
Avcbvi ag wekvm hv-B nvK, KvqvUvqb _K Avcwb mgvbfve
DcKZ nZ cvieb|
ck : General mind discuss people, average mind discuss
events, great mind discuss ideas and greatest mind acts in
silence. G K_vi gvb Kx?

Di : General mind discuss people, average mind discuss


events, great mind discuss ideas and greatest mind acts in
silence. A_vr mvaviYiv jvKRb (Ab`i) wbq K_v ej, MocoZv

wkwZiv NUbv wbq AvjvPbv Ki| eywgvbiv aviYv wewbgq Ki,


AvjvwKZiv wnibq gbZvq nvwiq hvq|
A_vr AgyK Kx cvkvKUv cijv, AgyK gyLUv KxiKg Kijv,
AgyKi `nfw KxiKg njvGUv wbq hLb AvjvPbv Kib, ZLb
evSv hve wPv-PZbvi AZ wbi Avcwb wePiY KiQb| Zvi
Pq GKUz Icii i ev MocoZvi i nQ average mind Gi i
hLb Avcwb Kvbv NUbv wbq Avjvc Kieb|
Avcwb hLb we ZLb AvjvPbv Kib aviYv ev AvBwWqv wbq| Avi
cviv Wye hvb wnibq gbZvq| GUvB mwZKvii Dcjwi i| ZvB
ejv nq, greatest mind always acts in silence.
ck : wd Ad wcIi cUbwkqvwjwU Kx?
Di : wd Ad wcIi cUbwkqvwjwU nQ we mvebvi AvKi|
KvqvUvqbi gvag mB AvKii mv_ hLb Avcwb mshy nQb ZLb
mewKQyB Avcbvi w`K AvK ne| gvbyl AvK ne, A_ AvK ne,
cwiwwZ AvK ne, LvwZ AvK ne, hk AvK ne Ges mUv
m` cwiYZ ne|
APZbvi GB kwKB Avgiv KvR jvMvwQ KvqvUvqbi
gvag| GB MwZgq APZbvi mv_ ckv gb Ges `ni mylg
mg^qi gvagB PZbvi hKvbv i, m`i hKvbv i
240

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcbvi DiY NUZ cvi| ckvw Ges MwZgqZvi KviY cwiwwZ,


e, gvbylmewKQyi Ea AvcbvK wbq hve, Kvbv wKQyB AvcbvK
cfvweZ KiZ cvie bv eis Avcwb mewKQyK cfvweZ Kieb|
KvqvUvg g_Wi KvqvUvqbi weklZ nQGi ckv
MwZgqZv| Avgiv hLb KvqvUvqb Kwi ev hLb KvqvUvg jfj
cek Kwi, GwUK e`i fvlvq ejv hvq, Do less, accomplish
more. Kg KvR Ki, ewk ARb Ki ev ewk mv`b Ki|
Kg KvR ewk Kg mv`bi c_B nQ gbZv| KvqvUvqb
Avgv`i wPv-PZbv I kwi Drmg~j wbq hvq Ges mLvb _K
hLb cwieZb Avm ZLb mybvwgi gZvB GK wekvj Zii mw nq, h
Zi mewKQyK fvwmq wbq hvq|
wPvi g~j Drm A_vr hvK Avgiv ewj field of pure potentiality
mLvb _K hLb Avjvob mw nqQ, cw_ex e`j MQ| Avgiv Zv
evBiiUv `wL, fZii kwK `wL bv|
Avcwb `Lyb, hZ gnvgvbe, huviv AvRKi cw_exZ iYxq-eiYxq,
Zuviv GB KvqvUvqb ev gbZvi kwK ARb KiQb, Zuv`i wPv
DrmvwiZ nqQ wPvi Drmg~j _K Ges mviv cw_exK Zuviv mB
wPvq AvjvwoZ KiQb| Zuv`i Rxeb LvwZi Afve nq wb, cvPzhi
Afve nq wb, m`i Afve nq wb, KvbvwKQyi Afve nq wb| cPwjZ
aviYvi kLjK fO djwQjb gbi mB Mfxi i _K, wPvi
Drmg~j _K|
ck : jvgv KvqvUvqb Kx? Gi DcKvwiZv Kx?
Di : jvgv KvqvUvqb GLb wZbw`bi GKwU wekl Kvhg| eyaevi
ivZ iIbv w`q enwZ, I kwbevigvU wZbw`b| Abe` G
cvMvgwUZ hvivB myhvM cvb, Zv`iB hvIqv DwPZ| KviY jvgvq
gwWUkb, gbZvi ^v`B Avjv`v| GUv kni em cvIqv hvq bv|
c_gw`K nqZv wKQyUv GKNq jvMZ cvi| hgb, Avcwb hLb
emeb, LyPiv kqZvb nqZv AvcbvK Awi Ki Zzje| Zvici AZ
kixiUv hLb wi njv, Gici i ne ey`ey`i gZv K_vi wKjwej|
`ywbqvi hZ K_v| GKUv mgq Av Av K_v KgZ _vKe|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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241

c_g w`bUv Lye weiwi ga hve| gb neGB i! wKmi ga


cojvg| wZxq w`b _K Avcwb wi KiZ cvieb h, gbZvi
gwngv Kx, Avb`Uv Kx| Av Av Avcwb Zv Abyfe KiZ cvieb|
ZZxq w`b Avcwb Abyfe Kieb Avmj kvw Zv cw_exi Ab
Kv_vI bB| kvw AvQ GLvbB| Avcwb AvZvi mv_ ZLb mshy
nIqvi myhvM cveb| ckvwZ AeMvnb Kieb Avcwb| mybvwg hgb
fvwmq wbq hvq, `Leb h, Avcbvi v wPvfvebv AbK wKQy fm
MQ mvZi gZv|
Avmj mybvwg GZ kwkvjx nq Kb? mybvwgI nQ mgy`i fZii
f~wgK| mgy`i Mfxi hLvb cvwb Ges gvwU wMq wgkQ, mBLvb
hLb KbUv nq| wbP Zv A A KuvcQ wK GB KuvcywbUv hLb
Ici IV, wekvj XD mw Ki, ZLb mewKQyK c-vweZ Ki `q|
gbZv wK mybvwgi PqI kwkvjx| hLb Avcwb KvqvUvqb
Kieb Avcbvi mg v aviYv, Kzmsvi, cvwicvwkKZvi hZ Lvivc
wPv, wZKi wPv me fm hve GB XDq| Avmj cwieZb wbRi
fZi _K nZ nq| AZGe KvqvUvqbi GB myhvM MnY Kieb|
ck : Avwg K_v Kg ewj| wK Avgvi GB Kg K_v ejvK ev gbZvK
AbK AnsKvi ev eqv`ei gZv Pzc Ki _vKv fve| wK wKQy wKQy
mgq Avm hLb K_v ejvi gZv Kx AvQ eySZ cvwi bv| GUv wbq
Avgvi kievwoZ ek fyj evSveywS nq| Gi Kx mgvavb? B`vbxs K_v
ejvi cwigvY eva nq evwoqwQ| wK mjv Avgvi KvQ ayB K_vi
AcPq ej gb nq|
Di : G mePq mnR Ges KvhKix UKwbK njvAvcwb ewk
K_v bv ej AcicK ejZ DrmvwnZ Kib| KD K_v ejZ GjB
Avcwb LvwbKUv ej Zvici GKUv `yUv Ki ck ZvK KiZ _vKzb|
K_v LvwbKUv GwMq Mj AveviI ZvK bZzb Kvbv cqU w`b|
wKQyYi gaB `Leb wZwb K_v ejZ GZ ^vQ` eva KiQb h,
wZwbB K_v ejQb| GKw`K wZwb hgb Z nQb, Zgwb AvcwbI
euP hvQb K_v ejv _K|
KviY Avmj ewkifvM gvbylB kvbvi Pq ejZB ewk cQ`
242

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Ki| wKQyw`b Gfve PjZ _vKj GKUv mgq `Leb kievwoZ


Avcbvi K`i eo hve| KviY mevB ejZ Pvq, bZ Pvq Lye Kg
gvbyl| Avi Avcwb Avcbvi GB kvbvi YUvKB KvR jvMvb|
ck : cv_bvi AvM KvqvUvqb Kij wK cv_bv GKvM ne?
Di : cv_bv mePq my`i nq, mePq PgrKvi nq hLb Avcwb
KvqvUvqb Kib| hLb gbZv Aej^b Kib, hLb bxieZv Aej^b
Kib, hLb evBii mg hvMvhvM wQb Ki `b ZLb Avcbvi
hvMvhvM ne ay wbRi mv_, wbRi Aii mv_, AvZvi mv_|
KviY AvZv nQ mvi mv_ hvMvhvMi gvag| GB `n AvZvi
gvag Qvov mvi mv_ hvMvhvM KiZ cvi bv| gb hLb AvZvi mv_
mshy nq ZLbB Avmj mvi mv_ hvMvhvMi c_ Lvjvmv nq hvq|
GRbB AvZwbgMZv Ges GRbB KvqvUvqb|
ck : AbKB ej KvqvUvqb Kiv Lye KwVb| AvmjB wK ZvB?
Di : wKQyUv Zv-B| gbZv nQ gvbyli mnRvZ cew wei|
gvbyli ^fveUvB nQ K_v ejvi, kviMvj Kivi| mnRvZfveB
Avgiv ejZ PvB| G RbB BQ bv _vKjI K_v gyL w`q ewiq
hvq| G wbq Lye gRvi M AvQ|
GKevi Pvi wfz avb wbgM njv| PzcPvc _K avb Kie Zviv|
Gi ga mv nq Mj| Avkgi GKRb meK c`xc Rvwjq Pj
Mj| ZLb c`xc Rvjvbv nZv Pwe w`q| wK GB c`xcUvi Pwei
ga cvwb wQjv|
cvwb _vKvi dj mjZ RjQ Avevi cUcU cUcU Ki AvIqvR
nQ| GB AvIqvR GKRb wei nq Mj, ejjv, evUv e-Avj!
Avgv`i gbZvK wewNZ Kivi Rb GiKg Pwe w`qQ| m Zvi
gbZv fO weiw cKvk Ki djjv|
cvkiRb ZLb ejjv, m w`qQw`qQ, Zvgvi K_v ejvi
`iKvi Kx wQjv? AZGe Zvi gbZvI fvOjv|
ZZxqRb ejjv, I ejwQjvejwQjv, Zvgvi K_v ejvi `iKvi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

243

Kx wQjv? Mj m-I|
PZz_Rb ejjv h, `L, ZvgivB wK K_v ejQv, Avwg wK
Kvbv K_v ewj wb|
A_vr bqR, KgUm, AvIqvR GfveB mswgZ nq| GKRb
bqR mw Kij ay h Zvi gbvhvM b nq Zv bq, Avkcvk mevi
gbvhvM b nq| AZGe KvqvUvqbi mgq Avcwb hw` mZK _vKb
h, Avcwb AmPZbfve Kvbv k mw Kieb bv| ZvnjB
KvqvUvqb Lye mnR nq hve|
ck : xi mv_ mcvikb PjQ| Gme KviY gwWUkb KiZ mgmv
nwQjv| jvgv KvqvUvqb Ki Avmvi ci mUv KU MQ| mgmv
njv, x-ci jvKiv hLb kvb GB msKUi gaI Avwg kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, fvjv AvwQ ejwQ, Zviv gb Ki, h gq`i m`n
Ki Avgvi x Pj MQ, Avwg eva nq GLb Zv`iK wbq fvjv
AvwQ! Avwg Kx Di `ev?
Di : Di Lye mnR| kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! Avwg fvjv AvwQ| hv
m`n Ki KiK| Avcwb ay GKUv K_vB ejeb h, kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! Avwg fvjv AvwQ Ges Avgvi mgmvi mgvavb nq
hve| KviY Avwg Avj-vnZ wekvm Kwi Ges wekvm Kwi wZwb hKvbv
mgmvi mgvavb Ki w`Z cvib| Avwg gwWUkbi gvag Avj-vni
KvQ mB c_bv KiwQ|
Avmj K Kx gb Kijv ev K Kx wmv wbjv, ZvZ wKQy Gm
hvq bv| Avcwb Zv-B Kieb hv Avcwb mZ ej wekvm Kib| hv
Avcbvi Rb I Abi Rb KjvYKi|

244

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

`wfw
fw

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

245

246

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

`wfwi iZ
ck : `wfw gvb Kx? `wfw Kb GZ iZc~Y? `wfw RxebK
Kxfve e`j `q? Gi evwbK evLv Kx?
Di : Rxeb`w ev `wfw K_vUvi gvb nQ RxebK Avwg Kxfve
`LwQ| Rxeb mK Avgvi wmv Kgb nIqv DwPZG welq GKUv
my AwfgZ| Avi RxebK my`i Kivi Rb h GKwU wRwbmi
cqvRb, Zv njv mwVK Rxeb`w| evwK mewKQy ZLb GgwbB Pj
Avm| KviY PvweUv hw` wVK _vK Avcwb ZvjvUv LyjZ cvieb| Zv bv
nj hZ Pvwe _vKzK Avcbvi KvQ, GUv hw` H Zvjvi Pvwe bv nq,
Zvnj mB Zvjv Lvjv hve bv|
Rxebi Zvjv, Rxebi e `iRv Lvjvi Rb h mwVK PvwewUi
`iKvi mB PvwewU ARb Kivi Rb cqvRb mwVK Rxeb`w|
Avmj mKj eveZvi wbgvZv gwK h_vh_fve eenvi Kivi
Rb cqvRb mymsnZ gvbwmK cwZ| Avi gvbwmK cwZi wfw nQ
`wfw, wbqZ ev Awfcvq| KviY gb cwiPvwjZ nq `wfw ev wbqZ
viv| Avi gwK Pvjvq gb|
wevbxiv `xN MelYv KiQb gb I gwi mK wbq| W.
Gjb MvBb, W. Rb gwUj, W. IqvBvi cbwd I W. B iq Rb
`xN MelYvi ci ejQb, GKRb cvMvgvi hfve KwDUviK
cwiPvwjZ Ki, Zgwb gb gwK cwiPvwjZ Ki| gw nQ
nvWIqvi Avi gb nQ mdUIqvi|
bZzb Z_ I bZzb wekvm gwi wbDivb bZzb WbWvBU mw
Ki| bZzb wmbvcmi gvag Zwi nq mshvMi bZzb ivv| e`j
hvq gwi KgKvVvgv| gw ZLb bZzb `wfwi AvjvK bZzb
eveZv Dcnvi `q|
bZzb eveZv fvjv ne bv Lvivc ne, KjvYKi ne bv wZKi
ne Zv wbfi Ki gw `qv Z_ ev cvMvg-Gi fvjv-g`i Ici|
KjvYKi Z_ I wekvm KjvYKi eveZv mw Ki Avi wZKi Z_
ev wekvm wZKi eveZv Dcnvi `q| ZvB wbtm`n ejv hvq,
Rxebi bZzb eveZvi PvweKvwV nQ `wfw ev wbqZ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

247

wevbxiv ejb`wfw `yaibi|


GK, cv-GKwUf| `yB, wi-GKwUf|
cv-GKwUf A_ nQ hKvbv cwiwwZZ DwRZ ev AveMceY
bv nq Vvv gv_vq wPv-fvebv Ki wmv I c`c MnY|
cv-GKwUf A_ nQ Abi KvRi cwZwqv wnme Kvbv KvR
ev AvPiY bv Kiv| mevevq wbRi j I `wfw Abymvi AvPiY I
Kgcv Aej^b Kiv| cv-GKwUf A_ nQ Kx Kx bB Zv wbq nvZvk bv Ki hv AvQ Zv wbqB mycwiKwZfve KvR i Kiv| cvGKwUf `wfw memgq mvdj I weRq wQwbq Avb|
Aciw`K wi-GKwUf `wfw memgq e_Zv, nZvkv I Akvw mw
Ki| wi-GKwUf nj wbqY wbRi nvZ _vK bv| wbqY Pj hvq
Abi nvZ| Avcwb hLb Abi K_vq K cvb, Abi K_vq iM
hvb, Abi AvPiY va dU cob, Abi Zvlvgvw`Z Drdzjnq IVb, PvUzKvwiZvq Mj hvb, Abi K_vq bvPb, ZLb wbqY Avi
Avcbvi nvZ _vK bv| wbqY Pj hvq Abi nvZ| wi-GKwUf
`wfw Rxeb bwZevPKZv mw Ki|
ck : GKRb cv-GKwUf gvbyli ewk Kx?
Di : GKRb cv-GKwUf gvbyli ewk wZbwU
1. Zviv DwRZ ev AveMceY bv nq Vvv gv_vq wPvfvebv Ki
wmv I c`c MnY Kib|
2. Zviv Kx Kx bB Zv wbq nv-Zvk bv Ki hv AvQ Zv wbqB
mycwiKwZfve KvR Kib|
3. Zviv mvgwqK e_ZvK Lye mnRfve MnY Kib Ges Aev
cwieZbi Rb ahi mv_ wbijmfve KvR Ki hvb|
ck : Avwg Rvwb h, Avwg cv-GKwUf| wK Avgvi Avkcvki
gvbyljv Zv Avgvi gZv bq| mme gvbyli AvPiY Avwg Lye K
cvB| ewkifvM gvbyl Avgvi mijZvi myhvM bq| Gi cwZKvi Kx?
Di : hw` cv-GKwUf nq _vKb Zvnj Avkcvki gvbyli AvPiY
Avcwb K cveb Kb? Avkcvki gvbyli AvPiY K cvb gvbB
248

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

nQ Avcwb wi-GKwUf| cv-GKwUf nj Avkcvki gvbyli AvPiY


Avcbvi `ytL nZvAvnv! G jvKjv KZ nZfvMv| GLbv GiKg
AvPiY Ki| Avgv`i hviv gnvgvbe wQjb Zviv gvbyli AvPiY
Kvbvw`b K cvb wb| eis Avkcvki gvbyli Lvivc AvPiY Zv`i
RbB K cqQb| Zv`i g~LZv, Zv`i `xbZvi Rb `ytL
cqQb| Zv`i myeyw Kvgbv KiQb|
ck : KD Mvq nvZ Zzjj Kxfve cv-GKwUf _vKv hvq?
Di : Mvq nvZ Zzjj Avcwb Kx KiZ cvib? nvZUvK aiZ
cvib| hw` nvZUvK aivi kw Avcbvi _vK| GRb nvZ aivi kw
AvcbvK ARb KiZ ne| Vvv gv_vq wbijm cwikg KiZ ne|
gb ivLeb, `yeji Kvbv ez nq bv Ges `yej cwZKvi KiZ cvi
bv| cwZKvi KiZ nj AvM mej nZ nq|
hZY ch mej bv nQb ZZY Mvq nvZ Zzjj PzcPvc
_vKeb| GK Mvj Po gvij cvij AviK Mvj evwoq `eb| KviY
kw mq bv Kiv ch hZB jvdvjvwd Kib, Kvbv jvf bB| c_g
Zv Mvq nvZ ZzjwQjv, ci Mvq cv Zzje| ZvB cwZev` bq,
cwZKvi Kxfve Kiv hvq Zvi wPv Kieb Ges Vvv gv_vq mfve
c`c beb|
ck : KD MvwjMvjvR Kij ev Ryjyg Kij wK mnR gb bqv hvq?
Di : GLvb KqKwU evcvi AvQ| c_g njv, hLb AvcbvK
MvwjMvjvR KiQ, eKvewK KiQ, Gme Avcbvi cv-GKwUwfwUi
cwiPq nQ cvv Reve bv w`q bxie _vKv| A_vr GLvb GUv mnR
gb bqv| Avi GUvB mwZKvii exiZ| KviY AvcbvK LuvPv w`Q,
Avcbvi Po gvivi kw AvQ, ZLbI Avcwb mn KiQbGUv Lye
KwVb| GUvB gnvgvbe`i ewk| Avi KD LuvPv w`QAvcbvi Po
gvivi kw bB, Avcwb Zv mn KiebB| GUv nQ `yeji KvR|
Avevi mewKQyB mnR gb bqv hvq bv| hgb Abvq nQ, Ryjyg
nQGUv Avcwb gb wbZ cvib bv| hw` Avcbvi kw _vK Zvnj
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

249

Abvqi cwZKvi KiZ ne| Avi hw` kw bv _vK Zvnj GUv h


Abvq Zv ejZ ne, cvwicvwkK RbgZ Mo ZzjZ ne Ges hvi
Ici G Abvq nQ ZvK Dy KiZ ne| bwZK Ges AvwZK mvnm
hvMvZ ne hvZ m Gi cwZKvii kw ARb KiZ cvi Ges
AvwiKfve Zvi Rb `vqv KiZ ne|
ck : Avwg GLb AbK cv-GKwUf I mvnmx| GLb Avwg hw` Kvbv
mvmxK cvB, Zvnj wK cv-GKwUf _K Pzc _vKev, bv gviev?
AZvPvwiZi cwZ Avgvi LyeB mnvbyf~wZ| mvmxK wgw K_v ejj
Dv gvi LZ cvwi| ZvB c_g myhvMB AvNvZ Kiv DwPZKx ejb?
Di : cv-GKwUf K_vUvi A_ nQ, hKvbv Aevq m Aevi
cwZ mevg wmv bqv| mevg KiYxq wVK Kiv| AZvPvwiZi
cwZ Avcbvi mnvbyf~wZ cksmbxq| wK cwZ Qvov ev VKvbvi mvg_
Qvov Avcwb hLb GKRb mvmxK cZvNvZ KiZ hveb, Avcwb ZLb
fyj Kieb| KviY GZ AvcwbI wkKvi neb GKB cwiYwZi| nqZv
`Lv hve Avcwb kvixwiK, gvbwmK ev Avw_K wechqi gyL coQb|
ZvB mvmi wei, AZvPvii wei cwZev` bq, cwZKvii
mgvavb hZ ne| KviY cwZev` njv `yeji KvR| wK cwZKvi
KiZ nj kw mq KiZ nq, cwZ wbZ nq|
aibwQbZvB nQ, Avcbviv `yRb ev wZbRb wQbZvBKvixK ai
djZ cvib| mUv wVK AvQ| wK wQbZvB nQ Ges wQbZvBKvix
11 Rb, Avi Avcwb GKv| G Aevq Avcwb AveMi ek Suvwcq
cojb| mUv cv-GKwUf Kvbv wmv ne bv| KviY AveM bq,
cv-GKwUf wmv ^vfvweK wePvi-eywUvB ewk chvR|
Avmj Rxeb KLbv KLbv AvcvZ`wZ cv`cmiYi `iKvi
nq| iYbxwZi fvlvq hvK ej KkjMZ cv`cmiY| wZxq
wekhyi mgq Rvgvbevwnbxi nvZ BsiRiv Ggb gvi Ljv h, dv
weRqi ci Rvgvbiv hLb Bswjk Pvbji w`K AMmi njv ZLb
BsiR evwnbxi `yj mb cQb nU hZ eva njv|
mevB ai wbjv BsiR evwnbx cvwjqQ| wK GB cv`cmiYKZ
cwkwZ mbivB Pvi eQi ci Aviv msMwVZ nq Rvgvwb AvgY
250

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kijv Ges evwjb wbR`i cZvKv Iovjv| KvRB nVKvwiZv bq,


AveMekZ jvdvjvwd bq, AvmjB Avcwb KZUv cvieb mUv fe
wbq Abvqi cwZKvi KiZ ne, cwZev` bq|
ck : Kviv Abvq AvPiY `Lj Avwg Avi wi _vKZ cvwi bv| mv_
mv_B cwZev` KiZ PvB| G Afvmi Rb AbK SvgjvqI
cowQ| Kx KiYxq?
Di : mv_ mv_ cwZev` KiZ hvIqv A_nxb| KviY cwZev` Ki
KLbv Kvbv jvf nq bv| wKQyw`b Lye PuPvgwP nq, n-nvvgv nq|
Zvici GKmgq Drmvn fvUv co, Mjvi ^i big nq hvq| hv Kiv
DwPZ Zv njv cwZKvi|
eywgvb gvbyl cwZev` bq, cwZKvi Ki| Avmj vf, NYv Avi
weliB GK aibi cKvk nQ cwZev`| dj mgvavb bq, mgmv
eis Aviv RwUjZvi w`KB Movq| fyj evSveywS, kZv Ges
cwZwnsmvi Rb `q| dj `ycB fvMvwi wkKvi nq| Abw`K
cwZKvii gvbwmKZv wbq GKRb gvbyl hLb KvR Ki, ZLb RwUjZv
bq, mgvavbi D`vMB _vK Zvi| dj mwVK wmv I c`c
bqvUv nq Zvi Rb mnR|
Avi ZiY eqm ivM-vaK gb Kiv nq GKUv exivwPZ evcvi|
wK eveZv nQ, ivM-va w`q KD KLbv fvjv wKQy KiZ cvi
wb| eis Vvv gv_vq MVbg~jK KvbvwKQy hLb m KiQ ZLbB m
mdj nqQ|
ck : eve cwiek bMwUf| Kvbv cKvi cwieZbi Kvbv c_
bB| mBme cwiwwZ Kxfve AwZg Kiev?
Di : Avmj GUv GKUv fyj aviYv h, cwieZbi Kvbv c_ bB|
cw_exZ Kvbv wKQy, Kvbv cwiwwZB vqx bq| `ytLI vqx bq,
mgmvI vqx bq| mgmv vqx nq KLb? hLb mgmvK msKU gb
Kib| Kbdzwmqvm Lye PgrKvifve ejQb, hvK Avcwb mgmv gb
KiQb, mUvK hw` wek-lY Kib Ze Zvi ga _KB mgvavbi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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exR ewiq Avme|


AZGe eywgvbiv KLbv eve cwiek viv cfvweZ nq bv, Zviv
eveZv Zwi Ki| cw_exZ cwZwU mdj gvbyl eveZv Zwi KiQb|
KvRB cwieZbi Kvbv c_ bB, GUv nQ m~Y fyj aviYv| Avcwb
eoRvi GUv ejZ cvib h, Avwg G gyn~Z BwZevPK cwieZbi
Kvbv jY `LwQ bv| Avi GLb _K memgq gb Kieb, h
Kvbv AevK cwieZb Kiv hvq| cwieZbUv fvjvi w`K hve, bv
g`i w`K hve mUv wbfi Kie Avcbvi Ici| Avcwb BQ Kij
fvjvi w`K cwieZb KiZ cvib, Avi BQ bv Kij Lvivci w`K
cwieZb nZ cvi|
ck : Avwg GmvwmqU cdmi nIqvi hvMZv _vKv mI `jxqKiYi
KviY nZ cvwi wb| G G welqwUK gb wbj cwZev`i exR
b nq hvq| A_P kvKii `vwe njv gb wbZ ne, mxgviLv
Kxfve Uvbev?
Di : Avmj Avgv`i GLbKvi h mgvR-eveZv ZvZ bUIqvwKs ev
mshvMvqb A_vr hvMvhvM KivUvI GKUv LyeB iZc~Y hvMZv|
GLvb cwZev` KiI wKQy ne bv| Avevi gb bqviI wKQy bB|
hLvb hvMZvi h gvcKvwV mLvb AMmi nZ nj AvcbvK Zvi
mewKQyB cvjb KiZ ne|
ck : Rxebi hKvbv Aev _KB wK Rxebi Kvhg i Kiv hvq?
eqm nq MQ GLb Avgvi viv ne bv| GUv wK mwVK?
Di : GUv gvUB wVK bq| Avgiv hw` BwZnvmi cLvZ gvbyl`i
Rxebx `wL, Avgiv `Lev Zv`i AbKiB Rxebi c_g AskUv
AbK mv`vgvUv| Rxebi AbK ci Gm ev AbK kl chvq Gm
LvwZ, cwZcw, gZv ev h KvRi Rb Zviv AgiZ jvf KiQb m
KvRi myhvM cqwQjb|
hgb, mvov RvMvbv Dcbvm iUmi jLK Gj nvwj| 40 eQi
gvwKb Kv MvW Lye mvaviY PvKwi kl Aemi MnYi ci wZwb
252

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

fvejb, Zvi c~e-cyilAvwdKv _K hv`i `vm wnme Rvi Ki


AvgwiKvq wbq Avmv nqQ mB Kvjv gvbyl`i BwZnvm wbq GLb
GKwU Dcbvm wjLeb| i Kijb MelYv, gYi KvR|
mewKQy kl Ki 1976 mvj iUm \ `v mvMv Ad Gb AvgwiKvb
dvwgwj hLb cKvwkZ nq ZLb Zvi eqm 50 cwiq MQ| mwjwewUi
LvwZ cjb ZviI KqK eQi ci hLb Zv wgwbwmwiR wnme
Uwjwfkb cPvwiZ njv, wekRyo Ab~w`Z njv AbKjv fvlvq|
Avevi BwZnvmi GKRb gZvai gvbyli K_v aib| 21 eQi hLb
Zvi eqm ZLb wZwb eemvq jm Kijb| 22 eQi eqm AvBbmfvi
wbevPb civwRZ njb| 24 eQi eqm AveviI eemvq jvKmvb
njv| 26 eQi eqm nvivb wcqZgv xK Ges 27 eQi eqm bvfvm
eK WvDbi wkKvi nb, 34 eQi eqm AveviI KsMm wbevPb
civwRZ nb, 45 eQi eqm wmbU wbevPb civwRZ nb Ges Gi
gvSLvb 37 eQi eqm fvBm cwmWU wbevPb civwRZ nb Ges 49
eQi eqm AveviI wmbU wbevPb civwRZ nb|
Aekl 52 eQi eqm wZwb gvwKb hyivi cwmWU wbevwPZ
nb| GB gvbylwU njb Avevnvg wjsKbMnhy Ges `vmc_vi Aemvbi
Rb hvK AvgwiKvi BwZnvmi mePq LvwZgvb cwmWU wnme
MY Kiv nq| MwUmevM `qv Zvi weLvZ fvlYWgvwm BR evB
w` wccj, Ad w` wccj, di w` wccjG DwwUK ejv nq cw_exi
BwZnvm MYZi evcvi G hverKvj mePq DZ Dw|
Bgvg Avey nvwbdvi K_v aib| eZgvb weki AaKiI ewk
gymwjg GLb nvbvdx gvRnvei Abymvix| ZuvK ejv nq Bgvg AvRg
A_vr kZg Bgvg| A_P kke wZwb Kvbv covkvbvB Kib wb|
evevi Kvcoi eemv `Lvkvbv KiZb| GKw`b wZwb hLb Avj-vgv
kvexi evwoi mvgb w`q hvwQjb, kvex ZvK wRm Kijb, Zzwg
Kvi Qv? Avey nvwbdv Reve w`jb, Avwg Kviv Qv bB| Avwg
covkvbv Kwi wb| kvex ZLb ejjb, wK Zvgvi ga Zv Avwg
eyw`xZv `LZ cvwQ| Zvgvi DwPZ vbx jvK`i msk _vKv|
kvexi G evKwUB Avey nvwbdvi Rxeb cv w`jv| wZwb vbmvabvq
eZx njb| cieZx Rxebi K_v Zv Avgiv mevB Rvwb|
Guiv hw` GZ ci Rxeb i KiI mdj nZ cvib, LvwZgvb,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

253

Agi nZ cvib Zvnj Avcwb Kb cvieb bv| AZGe Rxeb hLvb


AvQb mLvb _K i Kib| hv AvQ Zv wbqB i Kib| Avcwb
AekB hLvb cuQZ Pvb mLvb hZ cvieb|
ck : Avcwb memgq ej _vKbAvcbvi hv AvQ Zv wbqB i
Kib| G eewU GLbI eyS DVZ cvwi bv| bZ nvmKi wK GUv
mZ| cwievi _K wkKvj _KB m~Y gvbyl nIqv mI Avwg cy;
Aej^b Qvov Rxeb eo nIqv hvqGB AvZ Dcjw Zwi KiZ fxlY
eM cZ nq wK Avwg AvwiKfveB eo nZ PvBh fyj KiwQ Zv
_K ei nZ GLvb GmwQ| Avwg Rvwb, eo nZ Mj Aej^b-Gi
wbfiZv QvoZ ne| wK Abyfe KiZ cvwi bvgb Aej^bKB
AuvKo aiZ Pvq| gywi KvhKi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avmj hv AvQ Zv w`qB i KiZ nq| hv bB Zv w`q
KLbv i Kiv hvq bv| Avcwb wVK ejQb, Abi Ici wbfiZv
QvoZ ne| wbRK wekvm Kib| wbRi Ici Avv ivLyb| wbRi hv
AvQ Zv w`qB i KiZ cvieb| Zv wbqB KvR KiZ cvieb|
QvU GKUv NUbv ewj|
1978 mvj wewUwfZ Avgvi GKUv mvvrKvi cPvwiZ nIqvi K_v|
AvgvK AvgY Rvbvbv njv| AvwgI cwZ wbwQ| Abyvbi w`b Ni
_K ewiqwQ| Ggb mgq cv wcQj ivvi cvki KuvPv Wb co
Mjvg| cowe Zv co Ggbfve h, Avgvi cibi cvkvKwU gqjv I
cvwbZ wfR GKvKvi nq Mj| GwU ci Avi eivbv me bq|
evmvq wdi Gjvg| wK Avgvi Avmj evBi civi gZv GKwUB
cvkvK wQjv| fvewQjvgGLb Kx Kiv hvq?
nVvr gb njvAvgvi Ni civi Rb MvgQv w`q evbvbv h
dZzqvUv AvQ mUvI Zv civ hvq| mv_ mv_B Ni civi cvRvgv I
dZzqv ciB iIbv njvg| gRvi evcvi njvivgcyiv wUwf kb hLb
Mjvg ZLb XvKvi Rb cvm jvM hv Avwg RvbZvg bv| wK Avgvi
XyKZ Kvbv Amyweav njv bv| ci eySjvg Avmj wbivcv cnix
Avgvi cib HiKg cvkvK `L AvgvK bvUKi GKRb wkx gb
KiwQjv| Avi Gw`K cvMvg Zv iKwWs nq Mj|
254

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZLb wQjv mv`vKvjv Uwjwfkbi hyM| Avi Avgvi cib wQjv


njy` Kvjv PKi mB MvgQv hv mv`vKvjv Kvgivq LyeB evBU
`wLqwQjv| G Abyvb `Lvi ci AbKB RvbZ PvBwQjvGZ
kvj Wm Avwg Kv_v _K RvMvo Kijvg| A_vr hv wQjv GK
aibi mxgveZv, Zv-B nq Mj kw| Avmj hv AvQ Zv wbq i
KijB cfy ZvZ eiKZ `b|

wekvm
ck : Avcwb ejb, Avgiv wbRivB cvwi wbRi mewKQyK e`j w`Z|
mwZB wK ZvB? Kxfve?
Di : AvmjB Avcwb wbRB cvib Avcbvi mewKQy e`j w`Z| Avi
Rxeb e`jvbvi Rb, cqvRb ay gy wekvm|
Avwg cvwi, Avwg cvievQv GKwU evK| wK GB QvU evKwUi
ga w`q wekvmi h ^ZtZ cKvk NU mUvB cfvweZ Ki Avcbvi
mKj KgKv| aib, Avcbvi evwoi mvgbi ivvq 100 dzU j^v Ges
GK dzU PIov Qq Bw cyi GKwU Zv wewQq ejv njv, Gi Ici w`q
nuU hvb, Avcwb wZxq Kvbv wPv QvovB nuU hveb| KD ev nqZv
`oI `eb| KviY Avcwb wekvm Kib, Avcwb Rvbb h, Avcwb
cvieb| Avcbvi cv djvi Rb GK dzU PIov RvqMvB h_|
wK G ZvUvB hw` ivvi Gcvii eZj febi Qv` _K
Icvii eZj febi Qv` jvwMq `qv nq, Avcwb GB 100 dzU `~iZ
AwZg KiZ cvieb bv| GK cv `ycv GMvbvi ciB nvZ-cv KuvcZ
i Kie, gv_v NvivZ i Kie| KuvcZ KuvcZ GKmgq nqZv
coB hveb, GKvKvi nq hve Avcbvi nvo-gvsm|
A_P PvLi mvgbB Avcwb `LQb GKRb ivRwgw euvk eq
ZiZi Ki Ici DV hvQ| 8/10 Zjv febi `qvj c-vvi KiQ
`yB euvki gvSLvb weQvbv GK dzU PIov Zvi Ici `uvwoq| GKRb
KvVwgw cvZjv KvVi KvVvgvi Ici `uvwoq wUbi Pvj ev Qbi
QvDwb jvMvQ| ivRwgw ev KvVwgw 8/10 Zjv febi c-vvi KiZ
wMq ev wUbi Pvj jvMvZ wMq co MQ, Ggb K_v Avcwb KLbv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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bQb? kvbb wb| Kb?


KviY m wekvm Ki 70/80/100 dzU Icii KvVi Zvq `uvwoq
m `qvj c-vvi KiZ cvie, Qv` DVI Abvqvm wUb jvMvZ
cvie| wekvmB Zvi ga mw KiQ GB ^ZtZ Kg`Zv|
^vfvweKfveB Avcwb ck KiZ cvib, wekvm Kxfve Kg`Zv
mw Ki? Gi evwbK Di Lye mnR| wekvmi c_g cfve co
gb| gb cvMvg cvVvq gw| Avi gw Avcbvi cvivi BQvUv
eveZvq icvwiZ Ki|
Avevi Avcwb ck KiZ cvibgb Kx? bvej cyiviweRqx
wbDiv mvqwU iRvi wi 'Mind, Brain and Humanist Values'
wbe 50 KvwU eQii weeZbi mevP ARb ej AwfwnZ KiQb
gbK| bvej cyiviweRqx wevbx mvi Rb GKj&m 'Evolution of
the Brain : Creation of the Self' M gbK eYbv KiQb
AvZmPZb, mwq, Abymwrmy ^Z cwqvic|
Avi weLvZ KvbvWxq wbDivmvRb W. IqvBvi cbwd Zvi 'The
Mystery of the Mind' M Aviv Ki ejQb gw nQ
KwDUvi hv gbi cvMvg Abymvi cwiPvwjZ nq| ZvB Avgiv
wbtmskq ejZ cvwigb GK wekvj ^Z cwqv hv cwiPvwjZ Ki
gwK| Avi gw cwiPvwjZ Ki mKj kvixiexq KvhgK|
gwK wbDivmvqwUiv mePq AvaywbK KwDUvii PqI
Kgc 10 j Y kwkvjxic eYbv KiQb| gw wbq hZ
MelYv KiQb ZZB wevbxiv eySZ cviQb wekvj mgy`i cvo
`uvwoq Zxi aq Avmv XDB Kej Zviv bQb|
wbDivmvqwUiv mekl MelYvq `LQb, Avcwb hLb Avcbvi
gw bZzb wekvm, bZzb aviYv, bZzb ^c c`vb Kib, ZLb gwi
wbDivb bZzb mshvMc_ iwPZ nq| GKB wekvm, GKB ^c, GKB
aviYv, GKB Kbvi cybivew GB mshvMc_K ivL e I mwq|
gwi wekl wekl Ask Dx nq IV| e`j hvq gwi
KgKvVvgv| Avcbvi mKj gbv`wnK cwqv ^qswqfve KvR KiZ
i Ki ji evevqb| mnR-^ZtZZvq Avcwb Avcbvi KvR
mb KiZ cvib| gy wekvmB Avcbvi mKj KgKv Gfve m~wPZ
Ki GB gwjK cwieZb|
256

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : gy wekvm hw` mewKQy GZ mnR e`j `q, Zvnj `y`kvMiv,


AfveMiv, ivM-kvK fvivviv Kb GB mnR c_K MnY Ki bv?
Di : KviY Lye mnR| Zviv wekvm Ki bwZevPKZvq| wekvm Ki
`yfvM| wekvm Ki AjxK| wekvm Ki cZviK`i| wekvm Ki
g~L`i| wekvm Ki kqZvbK| Avi Zv`i GB wekvm ^ZtZ|
fvjv KvbvwKQyK Zviv mnR wekvm KiZ cvi bv| cvi bv
BwZevPK fvjv wRwbmK MnY KiZ| KjvYKi fvjv wRwbm `LjB
Zv`i gb m`n RvM| GZ fvjv nq Kxfve! GZ mnR!
agi evcvi G`i ck AvQ| Aagi evcvi Kvbv ck bB|
mZi evcvi G`i ck AvQ| wK cPwjZ g~LZv ev Awe`vi
evcvi G`i Kvbv ck bB| Ckii evcvi G`i gb ck AvQ|
kqZvbi evcvi Kvbv ck bB|
GKRb bvwKK wRm Kib| `Leb m Cki mK GK
nvRviUv ck KiQ| ZvK wRm KibkqZvb mK Avcbvi
Kvbv ck AvQ? `Leb Zvi gyL Kvbv K_v bB|
`y`kvMiv Kb `y`kvgy nZ cvi bv? KviY, Giv bwZevPK
K_vq wekvm Ki ewk| bwZevPK K_vq cfvweZ nq hvq mnR|
KqK eQi AvMi NUbv| Kvmi klw`b mevB Pj hvIqvi ciI
GK f`jvK Acv KiQb| myhvM eyS KvQ Gm `ynvZ Rwoq
aijb| Kvbv K_v ejZ cviwQjb bv| AveMvc-yZ nq coQb|
PvLgyL GKaibi KZZv| GKUz wi nq ejjb, Avgvi GZ
eQii mgmv h GZ mnR mgvavb nq hZ cvi Avwg ^cI fvwe
wb| Zvi K_vq Rvbjvg, f`jvK kvwbMi GjvKvq _vKb 20 eQi
ne| dvDkb Awdmi mvgbi ivv w`qB Avmv-hvIqv Kib
cwZw`b| wRm Kijvg, GZ eQi ci Kb Kvm Gjb? Aviv AvM
Gj Zv AbK AvMB Avcwb fvjv _vKZ cviZb|
GKUz BZZ Kivi ci ejjb, `Lyb bvbviKg K_v bwQ Pvicvk
_K| GKKRb GKKiKg K_v ejQb| gvS gvS KZnj h
GKevi nq wb Zv-I bv| GKevi fewQjvg wbR GKUz LuvR-Lei
bev, wK ci bvwcZi K_v b Avi mvnm nq wb|
wewZ nq ZvKvjvg Zvi w`K| wRm Kijvg, gwWUkbi mv_
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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257

bvwcZi mK Kx? wZwb ejjb, `Lyb gnj-vi bvwcZ| e eQi ai


Pzj KvUvB Zvi KvQ| GKw`b Pzj KvUvZ wMq K_vq K_vq ejjvg,
`wL GKevi KvqvUvg hvev| m nv nv Ki DVjvmvi! Avi hv-B
Kib HLvb hveb bv| bwQ HLvb Mj me mbvmx nBqv hvq|
Cgvb Avgj me b nBqv hvq| GKevi e`vwZ KvR| bvwcZi K_v
b gb gb ejjvgGgwbB Ki kl bB| AvQ GKUv Cgvb| ZvI hw` b nq hvq Ze Avi _vKe Kx?
GKUz nvmjvg| wRm Kijvg, GLb Kx gb nQ, Cgvb AvQ bv
bvB? f`jvK ejjb, Avi jv w`qb bv| Kvm Gm wkLjvg,
kvKiMvRvi Kxfve nZ nq| MZ `yBw`b bvgvR h Zw cqwQ Zv
mvivRxebI cvB wb|
^vfvweKfveB Avgvi cieZx ck njv, Zvnj kl ch Kvm
Gjb Kxfve? wZwb ejjb, Avgvi GK evjez wKQyw`b AvM Kvm
KiQ| Avgvi mgmv `L m AvgvK GKiKg Rvi KiB Kvm
cvwVqQ| ezi K_v ejZ ejZ Zvi PvL Avevi QjQj Ki DVjv
KZZvq| ejjb, m-B AvgvK euvwPqQ| gb nQ enkZi
kvw| GZ kvw AvM KLbv cvB wb|
GUv Kvbv wewQb NUbv bq| Pvicvk G aibi NUbv AbK|
Avmj `y`kvi e ew`iv v wekvm, bwZevPK K_v, m`n-mskq
vivB cfvweZ nq ewk| Giv agv`i K_vq, PvjevR`i K_vq,
kvlK`i K_vq, g~L`i K_vq, cZviK`i K_vq, `vivqvbi K_vq,
gyw` `vKvwbi K_vq, bvwcZi K_vq Aviv mskqx nq IV| wbR
Abymvb Ki LuvR-Lei wbq wmv bqvi D`g nvwiq dj|
AvjvwKZ AvcbRb`i viv Dy bv nIqv ch Giv GB kqZvb ev
AKjvYi e _K eivZ cvi bv| wekvj mvebv wbq cw_exZ
Avmvi ciI G`i mKj ^c Aaiv _K hvq|
ck : evOvwj gw h Lye fvjv gw GUv ejv nqQ memgq| GKUv
mgq Zv cev` wQjv h, nvqvU ej w_sKm UzW i Ad Bwqv
w_sKm Uzgivevsjv AvRK hv wPv Ki fviZ Zv wPv Ki AvMvgx
Kvj| Zv GB fvjv gw _vKvi ciI Avgiv KD eenvi KiZ
cviwQ, KD cviwQ bv Kb? KviYUv Kx?
258

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : GB KviYUvK hw` Avcwb ei KiZ cvib, Zvnj Avcwb


Avcbvi e_Zvi KviYK, Avcbvi AmQjZvi KviYK, Avcbvi FYM
nIqvi KviYK ei KiZ cvieb|
hviv gwi Adzi gZvK eenvi KiZ cviQ bv, Zviv cviQ
bv Zv`i bwZevPK `wfwi KviY| Giv wbRi e_Zvi Rb AbK
`vlvivc Kih, AgyKi KviY Avwg e_| AgyK AvgvK GKUv
PvKwi w`Z cviZv, PvKwi `q wb, AgyK AvgvK mnhvwMZv Ki wb|
A_P wbR h Ajm mgq KvUvQ mUv hb Kvbv `vl bq| m
memgq z _vKGUv cjvg bv, IUv cjvg bv, GUv njv bv, IUv
njv bv| wK nIqvi Rb hv `iKvi Zv-I Kivi D`vM bq bv| v
`wfwi KviY m nZvkv I nxbbZvq fyMZ i Ki Ges Zv`i
Rxeb Kvbv Kwiqv bB|
ck : Avcwb memgq ejb, wbRK mvdji wkLi `LZ PvBj
wekvmi mv_ KvR KiZ ne| wekvm wK mwKZvi Ici ivLev, bv
wK Pv Kij AekB mdj nev Zvi Ici ivLev?
Di : Avcwb hLb mvi Ici wekvm ivLQb mv_ mv_ KgUv Avcbvi
`vwqZ nq hvQ| KviY m wekvm wekvm bq, h wekvm Kg Drcv`b
Ki bv| Avcwb cixvq c_g nIqvi wekvm Kijb| mvi Ici wekvm
ivLjb h, Avj-vn PvBj nqI hZ cvi wK Kvbv covkvbv
Kijb bv| Avj-vni AZ VKv co bvB| Avj-vn ZvKB `b h co,
h KvR Ki| A_vr KvRUv Lye iZc~Y| KvR KiZ ne Ges wekvm
ivLZ ne mvi Ici|
ck : gb hLvb AvZvi mv_ wgwjZ nqQ mLvb Kxfve AUj
wekvmK hZ `ev? AUj wekvm Kxfve memgq jvjb Kiev? `qv
Ki G evcvi Aviv GKUz ejyb|
Di : Avmj, GB AUj wekvmUvB nQ mg mvdji PvweKvwV| AUj
wekvm hLb Avme ZLbB Avcwb kvKi Ges mei AvmZ cvieb|
AUj wekvmB g~j| cw_exZ Avcwb wbRi BQvq Avmb wb| AvmvUv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

259

Avcbvi BQvaxb bq| wbRi BQvq hvebI bv| GUvI Avcbvi BQvaxb
bq| KviY hw` BQv `qv hZ cw_ex _K Avcwb wbRi BQvq hZ
Pvb wK bv, KD hZ PvBZv bv cw_ex Qo, `yGKRb ev`| cw_exZ
ZLb GZ jvK nq hZ h, cv djvi Kvbv RvqMv _vKZv bv|
hnZz Avcwb wbRi BQvq Avmb wb, wbRi BQvq hvebI bv,
AZGe wekvm KiZ ne KD AvgvK cvwVqQb| wbRi KjvY Ges
gvbyli KjvYi Rb| memgq wekvm Kib eo wKQy Kivi Rb Avwg
cw_exZ GmwQ| AUvmvRkb w`b| nuvUZ PjZ memgq gb gb
AvIovb eo wKQy Kivi Rb Avgvi Rb nqQ, eo wKQy Kivi Rb
Avwg cw_exZ GmwQ| hLb GB AUvmvRkb memgq w`Z _vKeb,
Avcwb `Leb Avcbvi wekvm Lye Mfxi Mu_ MQ|
Avi wekvm GKevi Mfxi Mu_ Mj Avcwb KvR KiZ cvieb|
Avcbvi KvRi c_ Kvbv Aivq mw ne bv| eis cwZwU evav
Avcbvi KvRK evwoq `e| GRb memgq gwWUkb gbQwe
`Leb, AUvmvRkb `eb h, eo wKQy Kivi RbB Avgvi Rb Ges
cZKUv gvbyl GB ^c evevqbi gZv ivL, kw ivL|
ck : KvwZ j ARb h me Zv evSvbvi ciI gb wekvm KiZ
PvBQ bv| Kx Kiev?
Di : Avmj wekvmUvK `p KiZ ne| KviY, wekvmi DvUvB
nQ mskq| Ges kqZvbi mePq eo A nQ mskq| kqZvbi
Kkj nQ hw` KvDK Awekvmx evbvZ bv cviv Zvnj Zvi gb ck
XywKq `vI, hvZ m cyivcywi wekvm bv KiZ cvi| KviY wekvm
KijB Avcwb mvdji c_ _vKeb| wekvm KijB Avcwb kvKi
Rvwii c_ _vKeb| wekvm Kij Avcwb wbRi KjvYi cvkvcvwk
Abi KjvY Kieb|
kqZvb Pvq bv h, Avcwb mUv Kib| AZGe m Avcbvi gbi
ga mskq XywKq `e| ck XywKq `e| Zvnj Avcbvi KvR ne
GB wekvmK cej Kiv| Kxfve Kieb? wbqwgZ `yejv gwWUkb
Kieb Ges memgq AUvmvRkb `eb h, Avwg wekvmx, Avwg
wekvmx, Avwg wekvmx| Avgvi wekvm Avgvi wbRi Ici, Avgvi wekvm
260

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avgvi dvDkbi Ici, Avgvi wekvm Avgvi cfyi Ici|


Avgvi mxgveZv _vKZ cvi, wK Avgvi cfyi Kvbv mxgveZv
bvB, Avgvi AgZv _vKZ cvi, wK Avgvi cfyi gZvi Kvbv
Afve bvB| Ges wZwb hKvbv wKQy w`Z cvib| wZwb AvgvK dwKi
_K Avwgi evbvZ cvib, gZvnxb _K gZvevb KiZ cvib,
Avevi gZv wZwb PvBj KoI wbZ cvib|
wZwb mvb w`Z cvib, PvBj AmvwbZI KiZ cvib| A_vr
GjvK mvwRq beb| Avgv`i cv_bv KwYKvq wKQy my`i my`i
cv_bv AvQ AvZwekvm ewi Rb| mB cv_bv Kieb Ges AvMvgx
Qq gvm `yejv gwWUkb Ges hLbB gb coe, hLbB gb duvKv
_vKe GB AUvmvRkb w`Z _vKeb ev AUvmvRkbi AwWI bZ
_vKeb| Avcbvi wekvm evoZ _vKe|
ck : hvMZv I `Zv Zwii Rb myhvM AvmZ nq| wekvm _vKvi
ciI myhvM bv Gj Kxfve Zv `Lvbv hvq| myhvM Avm bv Kb?
wekvmi Rb Avi KZ Acv? fvjv muvZvi wkLwQ wK bv `Lvbvi
Rb cvwbi `iKvi| cvwb bv _vKj Kxfve `Lvev?
Di : cvwbi Afve evsjv`k bB| Avcwb KYdyjxZ bg mvZi
cwZKj 24 Nv wi `uvwoq _vKvi cwZ wbq b`xZ bvgj
AvcbvK `LZ Avmv jvKi Afve ne bv| bvPZ bv Rvbj DVvb
memgqB euvKv| hvMZv, `Zv Zwii myhvM KD KvDK Ki `q
bv| AvR ch `q wb| hviv c`kb KiQ Zviv wbR D`vMx nq
c`kb KiQ| cvjvqvb wbR myhvM Zwi Ki wbqQ|
KjKvZvi gvmy`yi ingvbi K_v Avgiv Kvm ewj`yB cv KvUv wbq
muvZvi wZwb bZzb iKW vcb KiQb| wZwb wK cy cwZhvMx bq
eis my muvZvi cwZhvMx`i mv_ cwZhvwMZvq c_g nqQb| ^Qvq
wZwb my mej`i mv_ cwZhvwMZvq bgQb| myhvM KvDK `q bv,
myhvM mw Ki wbZ nq wbRKB|
Avmj Avcbvi mvebv hgb Avcwb mw Kib Zgwb Avcbvi
mxgveZvI AvcwbB Zwi Kib| ZvB Avcwb wekvm Kib| hvMZv
mw Kib| myhvM Abymvb KiZ _vKzb| myhvM AvmeB|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

261

ck : wekvm Kwi| wK wekvmK ai ivLZ cviwQ bv| gb mskqx nq


IV| euvPvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avmj wekvm ai ivLvUvI GKUz KwVb evcvi| KviY kqZvb
Zv memgq jMB AvQ| kqZvbi Kkj nQ if you can't
convince, then confuse A_vr hw` KvDK convince KiZ bv
cviv Ze Zvi ga confusion A_vr mskq XywKq `vI, ck Zzj
`vI| Kx Rvwb! nj nZ cvi, bv nj Zv bv-I nZ cvi ev GUv
mevi Rb wVK AvQ wK Avgvi Rb eva nq wVK bv BZvw`|
KvRB hLbB AnZzK ck Avme, eySeb kqZvb wev Kivi Pv
KiQ, mskq XvKvQ| Avi mskq Ges Awekvmi ga g~jZt Kvbv
cv_K bB| eis mskq Awekvmi PqI Lvivc| hgb gvbvdwK
Kzdixi PqI ewk Lvivc, wZKi| Avi Awekvm ev mskq Rb `q
bwZevPKZv hv Avcbvi mvgb Gbvi c_ e Ki `q| BwZevPK,
wekvmx nIqvi Rb AvcbvK wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ ne|

gbQwe \ Rxebi j
ck : Rxebi j ejZ Kx evSvq?
Di : Rxebi g~j j njv cw_exZ gvbyl wnme Avgvi AvMgbK
A_en Kiv| Avi Zvi Dcvq njv wbRK wRm Kiv h, Kb GmwQ
Avwg, Kx KiZ PvB| GKUvB Zv Rxeb| RxebUvK Kxfve DcfvM
KiZ PvB, mgqUvK Kxfve eq KiZ PvB, Pvicvki gvbyli KvQ
_K Avwg Kx PvB? Zv`iK Kx w`Z PvB? G ckjvi DiB nQ
Rxebi j| Gi Aviv mnR Dcvq nQwgwWqvq wbRi gZz msev`
Kxfve `LZ PvB, bZ PvB mUvK AejvKb Kiv| KviY GKRb
KxwZgvb gvbyli gZy msev`B _vK Zvi Rxebi me Ae`vbi K_v|
ck : Avgvi GK evb j-Bqvi| jLvcov kl Kivi ci m KvU
cvKwUm Ki wb, PvKwii PvI Ki wb| evmvq em ay KwDUvi Mg
Lj| AbK evSvbvi ciI KvR nq wb| ZvK Kxfve evSvev?
262

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avmj Avcbvi evbi Rxebi Kvbv j bB, mwVK `wfw


bB| ZvB RxebUvK wZwb DknxbZvq fvwmq w`qQb| IKvjwZ
cvk KiI KwDUvi Mg Ljvi gZv A_nxb KvR w`bi ci w`b
AwZevwnZ KiZ cviQb| hZw`b bv Zvi wbRi mPZbZv Zwi nq,
Rxebi j Zvi mvgb nq, ZZw`b ch Zvi cwieZb me
bq| gwWUkb Kgv mUvi ZvK evSvZ cvib hvZ Zvi
evav`q nq| hvi Rxeb j _vK bv, m KLbv cwieZb AvbZ
cvi bv| hLb j _vK ZLb cwieZb Avbv hvq|
ck : wbRK fvjevmZ cvij AMZ kwK RvMZ Kiv hvq| mKj
cwieZbi GB nQ i| Avgvi ck wbRK fvjevmev Kxfve? Kx
Kij wbRK fvjevmv hvq|
Di : wbRi YjvK wPv Kieb Ges wbRi GB Yjvi Rb
memgq kvKiMvRvi neb h, cfy, Zzwg AvgvK GB Y w`qQv,
Zvgvi KZ `qv| GLb AvgvK ej `vI h, Avwg Kxfve GB
YjvK KvR jvMvZ cvwi| GB YjvK Avcwb Kxfve KvR
jvMvZ cvib gwWUkb wMq wPv Kieb| Ges Avcwb AekB
wbRK fvjevmZ i Kieb Ges Avcbvi ga cwieZb m~wPZ ne|
Avmj GKRb gvbyl nZvkvq fvM KLb? hLb m wbRK AfvMv
gb Ki| hLb m gb Ki h, Zvi Kvbv Y bB ev Zvi Yi
KD Kvbv K`i KiQ bv| Zvici m nxbbZvq fvMv i Ki|
nxbbZv _K nZvkv Avm| wK hLbB Avcwb Avcbvi Yi Rb
kvKiMvRvi neb ZLbB `Leb h, cfyi ingZ Avcbvi Ici
Avme Ges Avcwb YK ewk ewk eenvi KiZ cviQb|
ck : Avgvi gw AZ mRbkxj| wK D`gnxbZv ev PzcPvc _vKv
ev Abi m Gwoq PjvK A^vfvweKZv gb nq| mgvavb AvQ Kx?
Di : gw mRbkxj njB h D`g _vKe Ggb Kvbv K_v bB|
D`g memgq wbfi Ki Kb KvR KievG welqwU Avcbvi KvQ
cwivi wK bv Zvi Ici| G welqwU hZY ch Avcbvi KvQ cwivi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

263

bv nQ ZZY ch D`g cveb bv| Kb Avwg Abi mv_ wgkev,


Kb Avwg Abi mv_ K_v ejev KviYUvK AvM RvbZ ne| A_vr
Rxebi GKwU j jvMe| Rxebi j bv _vKj hZ mRbkxj gvbyl
nvK, hZ wewjqvU gvbyl nvK m GK RvqMvq nuvPU Lq co hve|
mgvavb AekB AvQ, mgvavb nQ gbQwe|
ck : mvaviY gvbyl Kb `y`kvi e fO ewiq AvmZ cvi bv?
Di : m e fvOZ fq cvq| m Zvi cPwjZ Mwi evBi AvmZ Pvq
bv| GgbwK Zvi mvb G e fO ewiq AvmyK Zv-I Pvq bv| Avgvi
bimy`i whwb wQjb, Pwj-k-cuqZvwj-k eQi ai Zvi KvQB Avwg Pzj
KvUvZvg| KqK eQi AvM GKw`b Pyj KvUvZ wMq `Ljvg Zvi
QjK| QjI bimy`i| mw`b bjvg Zvi evev gviv MQ| Qj
GLb `vKvb| Pzj KvUZ KvUZ QjwU ejwQjv Zvi bvwcZ nq
IVvi K_v| evev ZvK KvR wkwLqQ| `vKvbUvI w`q MQ| GLb G
`vKvb w`qB m Rxeb PvjvQ| Ab Avi wKQyi K_v fveZ cvi bv|
GB h ^YKviivhviv mvbvi Mqbv evbvq Zv`i Rxeb wK
mvbvi PvKwPK KLbv aiv `q bv| eskvbywgKfveB Zviv ^YKvi|
`vKvb mvbvi Mqbv evbvQ| A_P G`i cvwikwgK mePq Kg|
fviZi nxiv kwgK`i gRywi h KZ Kg Zv Avgiv KbvI KiZ
cviev bv| GKmgq ai bqv nZvgv h evwoZ MnKgxi KvR KiQ,
gqI m evwoZ MnKgx ne| KviY AwbqZvi fq| gq fveZv
evBi Kv_vq hvev, cwiYwZ Kx ne BZvw`| Zvi Pq G evwoB
fvjv| gvi LjI AZ `yejv Zv LZ cviwQ, AZvPvi KijI
GKRbB KiQ, evBi wMq bv Rvwb Kvb Svgjvq coev!
A_vr Avgv`i g~j kLj GUvB h, Avgiv bZzb wKQyK fq cvB|
kLjjv KLbv agi bvg, KLbv ivi bvg, KLbv mgvRi bvg,
KLbv wcZcyili bvg Pj AvmQ|
ck : AwaKvsk gvbyli Rxeb e_Zv Kb?
Di : KviY m Zvi jK nvwiq dj, m hvv i Ki GKw`K,
wK wMq cuQvq AviK w`K| A_vr j nq Ges Zvi `w ji
264

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

w`K _vK bv, `w Pj hvq Pvicvk|


Mvwjei GKwU MRji Ask nQiIbv KiwQjvg gmwR`, wK
hLb Gm cuQjvg, `Ljvg h, GUv GKUv cvbkvjv! `vlUv wK
Kcvji, bv `vlUv Mvwjei! A_vr wMqwQjb gmwR`i w`K, hZ
hZ gmwR` ev` w`q cvbkvjvq Pj Mjb!
GLb Avcwb hw` gmwR`B hveb, Zvnj Zv Avcbvi jUv
gmwR`B _vKe| Avi hw` cvbkvjvq hvb, Zv mUvB j ne|
Avevi iIbv KiwQjvg cvbkvjvq, Pj Gjvg gmwR`GiKg NUbv
wK NU bv| A_vr Lvivc KvR KiZ wMq fvjv KvR Ki djwQjb
GiKg NUbv NU bv| fvjv KvR KiZ wMq Lvivc KvR Ki djvi
NUbvUvB mePq ewk NU| g~j K_v njv j wePzZ nj e_Zv
AvmvUvB ^vfvweK|
ck : Avgv`i KvR Avq DcvRb eiKZ bB Kb?
Di : Avb` wbq KvR Kwi bv ej| D`vniY^ic GKRb wkKK
`Lyb| whwb nqZv w`b cuvPUv Ki evP covQb| wZwb wK Avb`i
mv_ covb? `yqKwU ewZg ev` AwaKvsk B bv| GKivk
weiw, gRvR wZwiw| Dd! Avevi GKUv evP covZ ne! Kx
Svgjv! BZvw`|
GKeviI wPv Ki `Lb bvGB Qvjv coZ AvmQ ejB
Zvi DcvRbi myhvM nqQ| ^Q` Rxeb hvcb KiZ cviQb| GB
fe Zvi Zv Kwiqvi mv_, Avb`i mv_ covbv DwPZ wQjv| wK
Zv wK nq? Avcbv`i wbqB AbKi AwfZv AvQ, AZ mvbK
covZ wbq hvIqvi myev`| Zviv AwaKvskB Avb` wbq covb bv|
Avi GRbB Zv`i Rxeb eiKZ bB| KviY weiwmn h KvR Kiv
nq m KvR KLbv eiKZ _vK bv|
GKUv D`vniY w`q welqwU cwivi Kiv hZ cvi| aib Avcwb
gvm 50 nvRvi UvKv DcvRb Kib| Gi ga GKw`b Avcbvi nVvr
cU e_v njv| wKQyZB KgQ bv| kl Mjb wekl Wvvii
KvQ| Wvvii wfwRU w`jb 1000 UvKv| wK ZvZI evSv Mj bv
e_vi KviY| evSvi Rb Wvvi GKMv`v U w`jb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

265

GB U, mB U, AvjUvmbv, mycvimbvmjv KiZ wMq


Pj Mj nqZv Aviv nvRvi cbi| Gw`K msmvii wbqwgZ eq Zv
AvQB| Avi hnZz 50 nvRvi UvKv Avcbvi DcvRb, Avcbvi Rxeb
hvcb gvbI miKg| dj eq msKvPbi myhvM bB| me wgj gvm
kl wbqwgZ-AwbqwgZ gvU eqi cwigvY `uvovjv 70 nvRvi UvKv|
A_vr 20 nvRvi UvKv NvUwZ, hv nqZv FY Ki hvMvo KiwQjb|
Avevi Avcwb 15 nvRvi UvKv DcvRb KiQb| wP Avb` AvQ,
Kvbv ivM bB, mgmv bB| wmwU vbi `iKvi bB, cqvRb bB
GgAviAvBqi| Avcbvi LiP njv 12 nvRvi UvKv gvm| D njv
wZb nvRvi UvKv| Zv `yUvi ga KvbUvZ myL? D _vKvi bv FYM
nIqvi? D _vKvi| GB `wfwUvK eySZ ne| Avmj Avgv`i
GB `wfw, G Rxeb`wKB ejv nqQ wbqZ|
Avmj Rxebi j hw` nq ay DcvRb Zvnj AbK UvKv nqZv
Avcwb KiZ cvieb| wK kvw bv-I cZ cvib|
GK Wvvi `wZi K_v ewj| ivZ-w`b ay nvmcvZvj, wKwbK Avi
P^vi| GB KiZ wMq Zv`i GKgv QjwUK `qvi gZv Avi
Kvbv mgq wQjv bv Zv`i| dj eL Mj QjwU| WvM GwWW
nq Mj| GKmgq Rvi Ki fwZ Kiv njv gv`Kvmw wbivgq
K`| wK ZvK wPwKrmv `qv hvQ bv wKQyZB| klgk m ivwR
njv GB kZ h, cwZ BbRKkb bqvi wewbgq ZvK 10 nvRvi Ki
UvKv w`Z ne|
mvivRxeb gwkbi gZv UvKv KvwgqQb h gv-evev GQvov Zv`i
`qvi Avi wKQy wQjvI bv| Gw`K UvKv cq Qji Zv cvqveviv|
UvKv w`q m wKwbKi KgPvix`i KqKRbK nvZ Ki djjv|
Zv`i gvag WvM Avwbq w`we nvmcvZvji gaB WvM wbZ jvMjv|
GB Wvvi gv-evev hw` ay UvKv DcvRbi K_v wPv bv Ki
ivMx`iK fvjevmZb, AvwiKfve Zv`i ckvMZ `vwqZ cvjb
KiZb Zvnj AZ ivMx`i `vqvi wewbgq njI Zv`i GKgv
mvbi Rxeb Gfve b nZv bv|
Avmj GivI Wvvi| Avevi Wvvi weavb ivqI Wvvi wQjb|
mevcivqYZv Avi ckvi cwZ fvjevmvi Rb whwb AvRv iYxq nq
AvQb gvbyli gb|
266

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

e_Zvi ci `wfw \
nj fvjv, bv nj Aviv fvjv
ck : meiKg cwZ bqvi ci djvdj Lvivc nj Kx `wfw MnY
Kiev? Avj-vn fvjvi Rb KiQbG `wfw AbK mgq wbRK
Avk KiZ cvi bv| wekl Ki hLb `wL mivmwi `kgvb ev ek
KRb GKmv_ mgvb cwZ bqvi ci djvdj wewfb nq|
Di : ek KRb hw` GKmv_ cwZ bq Zvnj djvdj GK Kxfve
ne? aib GKUv `o cwZhvwMZvq 16 Rb `ovQ| cwZ Zv
mevi GKwU jBdv nIqv| wK 16 Rb Zv Avi dv nZ
cvie bv| KD dv ne, KD mK ne, KD _vW ne, KD dv_
ne| KD Avevi GZ cQb _vKe h, gb ne m Ab`iK
Zvwoq wbq hvQ| Abiv Zvi fq `ovQ| AZGe GUv Zv neB
Ges G AevZI ejZ nekvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, ek fvjv AvwQ!
AbK mgq cwZ wbqI wK bv nj fvjv nq| Kxfve? QvU
NUbv ewj, KvqvUvgi BwZnvm _K ewj1993 mvji cnjv
Rvbyqvwi Avgiv KvqvUvgi c_g cvMvg Kivi wmv wbjvg| Dcj
njv KvqvUvg g_W eBqi cKvkbv Drme| Qq gvm AvM cvMvg
mU Kiv| Gw`K eB Avi kl nQ bv|
ivZi ci ivZ RvMwQ, AvcvY Pv KiwQ| wK ZviciI cvijvg
bv| hLb 15 wWm^iI cvi nq Mj, eySjvgG mgqi ga G eB
Avi cKvk Kiv me bv| Gw`K cavb AwZw_ wnme RvZxq AavcK
cdmi Wv. byyij BmjvgK AvgY Kiv nq MQ| wZwb Avmvi
mwZI vcb KiQb| fveZ jvMjvg Kx Kiv hvq| mgvavb ewiq
Gjv| wkw_jvqb gwWUkbi KvmU Kiv|
gwWUkbi w Zv ZwiB wQjv| zwWIZ wMq iKwWs Ki
cQ`mn GUvK GK ZvwiLi AvMB Ki djv Mj| eB cKvkbv
Abyvb e`j nq Mj KvmUi gvoK DbvPb Abyvb| cvewjK
jvBewiZ KvmU cKvkbv njv| AvjvPbv njv wkw_jvqbi Ici|
Abyvbi ci mvsevw`Kiv ejjbKvmU AvmjB gwWUkb nq wK
bv GUv Zv `LZ ne| em, KvmU evwRq `qv njv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

267

weKjejv `yB Nv AvjvPbvi ci hLb G gwWUkb KvmU


Pvwjq `qv njv ZLb nji AwaKvsk `kKB bvK WvwKq Nyg| mevB
gb KijbG-Zv gnv gwWUkb nq MQ! KD gb KijbGZv GK AyZ evcvi| GKRb KvmU wbq njfwZ gvbylK Nyg
cvwoq w`qQ| Ggb `k mvsevw`KivI Lye Avc-yZ nq Mjb| ci
w`b ZLbKvi mevwaK cPvwiZ `wbK BdvK c_g cvq e AvBUg
wbDR njv AvQb Z`vq bvK WvKv ckvw| Avgv`i Awdm GKi
ci GK dvb AvmZ jvMjv| mevB RvbZ PvBjvKx bvwK GKUv
gwWUkbi KvmU ewiqQ| GwU Avgv`i PvB| AvjvPbv b me
wgwjq GK Gjvwn Kv| hw` GUv eBqi cKvkbv nZv Zvnj GiKg
ewZg NUbvI NUZv bv, LeiUv c_g cvZvq AvmZv bv| eoRvi
fZi cvZvq QvU Ki GKUv wbDR nZv|
Zvi gvb hLb meiKg cwZ bqvi ciI e_ neb, gb Kieb
GUv bv nIqvi gaB Avcbvi KjvY AvQ| Avcwb mPZbfve
PvBjI Avcbvi AwZPZb gb PvBQ bv Ges nqZv Kvbv Amyweav
AvQ ev bZzb fvjv mvebv AvQ, ZvB weN mw KiQ|
wZxqZ, ZLb eBwU eivj GZ eo iKgi GKUv fyj _K
hZ| KviY H eBq Avgiv gbi evwoi `ievi K ev WwqsigK
wjLwQjvg iig| ci Avgv`i c_g KvmwU hLb nvUj
mvbviMuvq nwQjv ZLb GKw`b ILvbKvi UqjU wMq `wL jLv
iig! Kx nvmKi fyj KiZ hvwQjvg evSvi mv_ mv_ Kwiqv
Av`vq Kijvg| KviY h eBwU ei Kivi GZ Pv KiI KiZ
cviwQjvg bv Zv hw` ZLb eivZv Zvnj ZvZ GB nvmKi fyjwU
_K hZ| Avi ZLb Kx Aev nZv Zv mnRB Abygq| Qvcv nq
hvIqv eBjv Zzj Avbvi Avw_K wZ QvovI fveg~wZi h wZ nZv
Zv Zv Ac~iYxq|
KvRB meiKg cwZ bqvi ci djvdj Lvivc nj Avj-vn fvjvi
Rb KiQbG `wfwi Pq mwVK Avi wKQy bB| KviY Avcwb
KvR KiZ cvib| djvdj `qvi gvwjK Zv Avj-vn| wKm Avcbvi
gj mUv Zv Avcbvi Pq Avj-vn fvjv Rvbb| Avi memgq gb
ivLeb, Avcwb h KvR KiQb GB KvRi ZvrwYK dj Avcwb bv-I
cZ cvib| wK Zvi gvb GB bq h, Avcbvi KvR e_v MQ|
268

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KgRxeb GUv memgq AbymiY Kieb| Avcwb Avcbvi KvR Ki


hvb, Avcbvi GLbKvi cwZvb hw` AvcbvK g~jvqb KiZ bv cvi ev
bv Ki, Avcwb Ggb RvqMvq hveb hLvb Avcwb g~jvqb cveb|
KvR Avcbvi KLbv e_v hve bv, Pv KLbv e_v hve bv, cwikg
KLbv e_v hve bv Ges Avj-vn Zvqvjv dj wbq wPv KiZ ejb wb|
ejQb, Zzwg KvR wbq wPv Ki| Avcwb KvR Kib| dj whwb `qvi
wZwb `eb Ges wZwb dj `ebB| KviY wZwb dj `qvi evcvi
Iqv`ve| KLbv AvM, KLbv ci|
ck : cwikgi ci mvdj bv cj Kx eySev? Avgvi Rb Avj-vn
Aviv fvjv wKQy iLQb| Avwg Kvm Kivi ci hv PqwQ Zv
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn me cqwQ|
Di : mewKQyZB mevB mvdj bv-I cZ cvib| AbK cwikg,
AbK hvMZv _vKvi ciI GKRb gvbyl me GKB iKg mvdj
bv-I cZ cvib| hgb, cwmWU nIqvi Rb Avcwb cwZwZv
KiQb| wK cwmWU Zv neb GKRb| hw` cuvPRb cwZwZv
Kib, Zv`i GKRb neb| evwK Pvi Rb nZ cvieb bv| KviY
Pqvii mxgveZv AvQ| m kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vnnj Lye
fvjv, bv nj Svgjv Mj| A_vr memgq gb ivLeb, KvRUv
Avcbvi| dj `qvi gvwjK wK Avj-vn Ges Avcwb hw` AvwiK wbqZ
I KjvYi Rb Kvbv KvR Kib, mB KvRi djvdj memgq
Avj-vn Zvqvjv fvjv Kieb| dj wZwb Ab w`K _K `eb|
ck : Rxeb Kvbv e_ nj m Aevb cvPzhi `wfw Kgb
nIqv DwPZ?
Di : e_Zvi gvS my AvQ mvdji exR| hZ eo e_Zv ne ZZ
Avb` Kieb, ZZ Kwiqv Kieb, `Leb mvdj AvmQ| Avmj
GUv wK Lye eve h, hZ eo e_Zv, mvdj ZZ eo nq|
G cm HwZnvwmK GKwU NUbv AvQ| MRbxi myjZvb wQjb
gvngy`| Zvi GKRb `vm wQjb, bvg AvqvR| AvqvRK myjZvb gvngy`
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

269

Lye cQ` KiZb Zvi wekZvi Rb, myjZvbi cwZ Zvi AvbyMZi
Rb| GZB cQ` KiZb h, GUv Avevi myjZvb gvngy`i `ievii
Kvbv Kvbv gx-mfvm`i Lye Mv-Rjywbi KviY wQjv|
AvbyMZ KxiKg wQjv? GKevi AvqvR myjZvbi mv_ hvQ| c_
GK ZigyR Z `L myjZvbi ZigyR LZ BQ njv| Kvdjv
_vwgq Z _K ZigyR Avbv njv| KvUv njv| KvUv ZigyRi
GKUzKiv myjZvb AvqvRK Zzj w`jb| ejjb, LvI| AvqvR Ljv|
myjZvb AvqvRi w`K ZvwKq wRm Kijb, Kgb jvMjv? AvqvR
ejjb, Ruvnvcbv, GZ ^v`i GZ wgw ZigyR ew`b LvB wb| ej
ZigyRi UzKivUvi mewKQy PUcyU LZ jvMjb|
`L myjZvbi Lye gvqv jvMjv| ejjb, wVK AvQ, GZB hLb
Zw cvQ, Zvnj GK MvUv ZigyRUvB KU `vI| Zv-B Kiv njv|
GKi ci GK ZigyRi UzKiv AvmQ, Avi AvqvR PUcyU LvQb|
myjZvbI Drmvn w`q hvQbLvI LvI, Aviv LvI|
kl ch GKUv UzKiv euP Mj| GB kl UzKivUv myjZvb gyL
Zzjjb| Avi mv_ mv_ IqvK _y Ki dj w`jb| cP ZZv Avi
Kl| GB ZigyR AvqvR Kx Ki GZ A-vb e`b Lq Mj Zv fe
myjZvb wewZ njb| AvqvRK wRm Kijb Kxfve G ZigyR Zzwg
Lj? GKUz Zv ejZ cviZ| AvqvR ZLb ejjb, Ruvnvcbv, h
ZigyR Avcbvi nvZ _K GmQ Zv Av`c hZ ZZvB nvK Avgvi
KvQ Zv wgQwii PqI wgw|
wK GKmgq myjZvb gvngy`i KqKRb gxi lohi wkKvi
njb AvqvR| myjZvbi m fyj evSveywS mw Kijv Zviv| myjZvb
AvqvRK ew` Kivi wb`k w`jb| AvqvR ah aijb| KviY mmgq
Zvi Avi wKQyB Kivi wQjv bv|
RjLvbvq ew``kvq KvUZ jvMjv Zvi w`b| wK AvqvR Zvi
wekvm AUjh, myjZvb GKw`b Zvi fyj eySZ cvieb| Ges AvR
nvK Kvj nvK wZwb gyw cvebB| w`b hvq, gvm hvq, eQi hvq| GLb
Zv Kvivew``i Rb wKQz wbqg AvQ| ZLb Gme wKQz wQjv bv| GK
UzKiv iwUGB nqZv GK mvni eiv| ew`iv GKUz GKUz Ki
Rwgq iL Zv-B LZv| AvqvRI Zv-B KiZb| GiKgB GKevi
AvqvR GK UzKiv iwUi LvwbKUv Lq evwKUv Zzj iL NygvZ
270

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Mjb| Nyg _K DV `Lb wZb w`bi Lvevi mB iwUi UzKivUv


wbq GK Bu`yi `o cvjvjv|
`L AvqvR nm DVjb| hvK! Zvnj Avgvi GLvbKvi wiwRK
kl nq AvmQ| Avwg GLb gyw cvev| A_vr wekvm Ges Avkvev`Uv
KZ! m mgq Zvi gb nqQ hbv, Gi Pq Lvivc Zv Avi wKQy
nZ cvi bv Ges Gici Avgvi gyw Qvov Avi Kvbv wKQy bvB| Ges
mwZ mwZB Zvi wKQyY ciB wZwb Lei cjb h, myjZvb gvngy`
Zvi gywi NvlYv w`qQb Ges ZvK `ievi WK cvwVqQb|
GB h wekvm A_vr mevevq kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn Ges mevevq
Avkvev`x nIqvGUvB nQ cvPzhi Rb mwVK `wfw|
ck : Avgv`i Rxeb w`b w`b AbK KwVb nq hvQ| ivvq bvgjB
Rvg, mgq b| Pviw`K gvbyli kVZv, Am`vPiY, gvS gvSB nZvkv
Pj Avm, GB mgqUvZ Kx Kiv DwPZ?
Di : hv Kiv DwPZ Zv-B Avgiv KiwQ| GB h Pviw`K mgmv, G
mgmvjv KvwUq IVvi Rb Avgiv Avgv`i gwK Vvv gv_vq
eenvi KiZ wkLwQ| wbtm`n Avgv`i Rxeb mgmv GLb AvMi
Pq AbK Kg| KviY, Avgiv Rvwb mgmvK Kxfve gvKvejv KiZ
nq| Zv kvixwiK-gvbwmK hKvbv mgmvB nvK| mgmv mwB nq
bwZevPK wPv w`q| bwZevPK wPv mgmvK Aviv RwUj Ki
Zvj| hLb Avcwb Avcbvi gwK BwZevPKfve eenvi KiQb
ZLb Avcbvi mgmv GgwbZB Kg hve| mgmv mvebvi ic be|

wbqwZ \ fvOZ ne bwZevPKZvi e


ck : Avwg hv wKQyB i KiZ PvB, ZvZB wbqwZi mKj evav-wecw
AvgvK wNi ai| Avwg Kx Kij G kLj _K gyw cvev?
Di : Avmj mgmvwU nQ Avcwb wKQyB i KiZ Pvb bv| mRbB
evav-wecw AvcbvK wNi ai| Avcwb nqZv ejeb, Avwg Zv i
Kwi ev i KiwQjvg| Avmj mPZbfve nqZv i Kib, wK
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

271

AePZb Ggb cvMvwgs nqZv Kv_vI iq MQ h, Avcwb Avi


mdjKvg nZ cvib bv|
hgb, KD KD MZ 10 eQi ai KvqvUvg g_W Kvm Ask
wbZ PvQb| wK hLb Dwb AvmZ PvbcwZeviB `Lv hvq, Kvbv bv
Kvbv evav Gm mvgb `uvovq| KLbv evPvi AmyL, KLbv QywU cvb
bv, KLbv wbR Amy, KLbv ev UvKv LiP nq hvq BZvw`| Avmj
welqwU nQKvm Kivi evcvi Zvi AePZb Kvbv Abxnv iqQ
hvi eve cKvk NU G aibi Kvbv bv Kvbv Svgjvq|
KvRB Kvbv KvR i KiZ Mj hw` evav Avm eySZ ne h,
Avcbvi c`c ev wPvq Kvbv wav AvQ| Avcwb e _K ewiq
AvmZ cvib wb, bwZevPKZvi e NyicvK LvQb| GRb memgq
AUvmvRkb w`b h, Avwg hv Kiev, AvwiKfve Kiev| cwZwU
KvR wbRi I Abi KjvY myz, my`i I PgrKvifve Kiev|
ck : bwQ mv wKQy wKQy wRwbm gvbyli Rb AvMB wbaviY Ki
w`qQb| G welq RvbZ PvB|
Di : fvM Kx GUvK Avgiv GKUv D`vniY w`q eySZ cvwi| hgb,
Avj-vn gvbyli Rb wbaviY Ki iLQb h, Zvi gv_vq Kvbvw`b
wks MRve bv| wK Mi ev Mvii gv_vq wks MRve| gvbyli gv_vq
wks _vKe bv, wK Mi ev Mvii gv_vq _vKeGUv nQ fvM|
Avevi Avgv`iK LZ nq gyL w`q| Avgv`i nvZ `yUvwZbUv ev
PviUv bq, GUv nQ fvM| GUv nQ wWGbG cvMvwgs, GUvB wKZve
wjL ivLv nqQ| evwK meUvB nQ Kg|
evwK mewKQy Kivi Rb Avj-vn ^vaxbZv w`q w`qQb| h
welqjvZ Avgv`i Revew`wn KiZ nq m cyiv wRwbmUvB njv
Kg| KviY hw` Avwg Kx Kiev GUv c~e wbavwiZB nq _vK Zvnj
Avgvi Zv cwZ`vb-cwZdji wKQy _vKZ cvi bv|
hLvb Avgvi ^vaxbZv iqQ mUv wbqB AvgvK Revew`wn KiZ
ne| hLvb Avgvi ^vaxbZv bB mUv Revew`wnZvi welq nZ cvi
bv| AZGe AvcbvK Avcbvi KvRi Rb Revew`wn KiZ ne gvbB
nQ, KvRi wmv bqvi evcvi Avcwb ^vaxb|
272

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hgb, Avcwb cZvwiZ nQb| kqvi evRvi bvgK RyqvevRvi webv


cwikg jvfi jvf wMq me^v njb| GgGjGg bvgK cZviYvi
Li coQb| GUv wK fvM! GUv Zv fvM bv| mv AvcbvK gw
w`qQb, wePvi-wek-lY Kivi mvg_ w`qQb| Zv w`q AvcbvK
hvPvB-evQvB KiZ ne| Giv h PUK`vi gybvdvi K_vjv ejQ Zv
KZUzKz evemZ mUv eySZ ne| Zv bv Ki dvKU cvIqvi
jvfi duv` Avcwb cv w`jbGUv wK wbqwZ! bv Avcbvi wbeywZv,
Avcbvi AvnvwK!
GgbwK Avcbvi RbwUK Kvbv ewk hw` _KI _vK hvK
wbqwZ ejv hZ cvi, ZvKI cwiek cvwicvwkKZv ev BwZevPKZv
viv cfvweZ Kiv hvq| G mwKZ MelYvi djvdj wbq nvqvB BDi
wWGbG BRb&U BDi WmwUwb wkivbvg UvBg gvMvwRbi Rvbyqvwi
2010 msLvq GKwU wbeI cKvwkZ nqwQjv| ZvZ KiB ejv
nqQRbwUK ewkKI cfvweZ Kiv hvq|
ck : GKRb gRjyg wK AvjvwKZ nIqvi gvag Zvi fvMi cwieZb
NUvZ cvi?
Di : gRjygivB fvMi cwieZb NwUqQ| hviv fvMevb Zv`i Zv
Avi fvMi cwieZb NUvbvi `iKvi nq bv| hviv weevb Zv`i Zv
wei cqvRb bB| hv`i we bB Zv`i wei cqvRb Ges GB
gRjygivB wbR`iK AvjvwKZ KiQ I e`j w`qQ Zv`i Rxeb|
hZ mdj gvbyl AvQ ZvKvb Zv`i w`K, Zviv AwaKvskB GKmgq
gRjyg wQjb| cPwjZ eK hLb wQb KiZ ciQb ZLbB wZwb
AvjvwKZ nqQb| wbRi Rxeb hgb wZwb cwieZb GbQb Zgwb
NwUqQb BwZnvmiI euvKe`j|
evwRji Rbwcq bZv jyjv wW wmjfvi Rxeb `Lyb| gv 12 eQi
eqmB cwieviK mvnvh Kivi Rb ZvK KvR bg coZ nq| Ges
wZwb Rxeb i Kib -cwjk eq wnme| Gici KvR bb Kcvi
cmwms dvwii j` AcviUi wnme| A_vr GKRb kwgK wnme|
19 eQi hLb Zvi eqm ZLb GK Mvwo Zwii KviLvbvq KvR KiZ
wMq Zvi evg nvZi GKUv AvOyj KU hvq| nvmcvZvji ci
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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273

nvmcvZvj NyiQb GKUz fvjv wPwKrmvi Rb| wK cvb wb| G


NUbvwUB ZvK Dy Ki kwgK BDwbqbi mv_ RovZ Ges
ivRbxwZZ mwq nZ|
jyjv wW wmjfv ci ci `yevi evwRji cwmWU wbevwPZ nb, ZZxq
evii wbevPb Zvi gbvbxZ cv_xB Rqjvf Ki| ivRbxwZK wnme
evwRjB ay bq, cw_exi mePq Rbwcq bZv`i GKRb wZwb|
ck : AvgvK memgq GKUv wbw` Mwi ga ew` ivLZ Pvb Avgvi
evev| wZwb ejb, hvi ga Zzwg iqQv ZvKB wbqwZ gb Ki| Gi
evBi hZ Pqv bv| Avwg ZvK Kxfve evSvev h, e fvOvi Pv
Kiv DwPZ? `qv Ki ejeb?
Di : ZvK evSvbvi Pv bv Ki Avcwb hvMZv ARbi Pv
Kib| hvMZv ARb KijB Avcwb e fvOZ cvieb| KviY e
fvOvi Rb hvMZv jvM| Avi mN _vKzb| ZvnjB GK GK Ki
e fvOvi c_ cveb Avcwb|

ZvweR/ Rv`y/ evb-Uvbv/ MYK/ iZcv_i


ck : GKRb nvZ `L ejQb AvgvK ZvweR Kiv nqQ Ges ZvweR
viv Avgvi weq e Ki ivLv nqQ| Gici Avgvi gv Zvi KvQ _K
ZvweR Gb Avgvi nvZ eua `b|
Di : GB ZvweR-KePjv nQ Z_vKw_Z cxi`i cqmv KvgvB Kivi
GKUv eyw| Avi G`i mePq mnR wkKvi nq `yejwP cyil I
gwnjviv| nhiZ gIjvbv Avkivd Avjx _vbfx (i) my`ifve ejQb,
GLb gyix` cxi LuvR AvLivZi Rb Avi cxi gyix` LuvR `ywbqvi
Rb| `ywbqvZ Zvi Kx jvf ne, GRb cxi gywi` LuvR|
Z_vKw_Z cxiiv gywi`i AvwZK DbwZi cwieZ, Zv`i AvZkw
RvMZ Kivi cwieZ Zv`iK ZvweR-KeP-SvoduzK BZvw`Z
wbfikxj Ki Zvj| hgb, Kvbv weevwnZv gwnjvK hw` Awi gb
nq Zvnj ZvK ejjB nq h, Avcbvi ^vgx wK Avcbvi w`K GKUz
274

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kg bRi w`Q? gwnjv ZLb LuyR LuyR mvcwZK mgq Zvi ^vgxi mB
AvPiYjvKB gb Kivi Pv Kie, hLvb Zvi ^vgxK Zvi
evcvi GKUz AgbvhvMx gb nqQ|
m ZLb GB eveZvi K_v gv_vq ivLe bv h, weqi cii KqK
gvm GKRb ^vgx Zvi xK wbq hfve e _vK mviv eQi Zv Avi
Zv _vKe bv| Avi Gici fcxi hLb eje, Avcbvi ^vgxi bRi Zv
gb nQ Abw`K| Lye GKUv fvjv AvjvgZ cvwQ bv|
em, Kvbv gwnjvK Kvey Kivi Rb GUzKzB h_| wZwb ZLb Zvi
mqi mewKQyB H fcxiK w`q w`Z ivwR _vKeb Zvi ^vgxK
wdwiq Avbvi Avkvmi wewbgq| Avi cxi mvneI ZLb Z-gv_vi
gvwU jvMe, Pvi b`xi cvwb jvMe, Rvov Lvwm jvMe, cuvVv jvMe
BZvw` bvbv ARynvZ cqmv nvZvZ i Kib| mq Zv eUB,
wbR`i ^YvjsKvi ch gwnjviv Gfve Zzj `b Zv`i nvZ|
KvRB GB ZvweR-KePjv njv gvbyli Amnvq AevK cuywR
Ki GKkYxi cZviKi eemveyw| Gjv wbq gv_v Nvgveb bv|
weq hw` bv nq Zvi eve KviY Kx mUv LyuR ei Kib| hgb, AbK
mgq `Lv hvqcvxc ewk evQwePvi KiQb| Pnviv, ckv, Avw_K
I cvwievwiK Aevb, wkvMZ hvMZvmewKQy wbqB GZ DPgvvi
cZvkv Kib h, c_gw`K AbK cveK njvq wdwiq `b|
Gw`K Zv cvxi eqm evoQ| evoQ Zvi hvMZvI| wekwe`vjq
_K mevP wWwM wbq nqZv m fvjv Kvwiqvi XyK MQ| GLb
hvM cv cZ Zv ZvK Aviv Acv KiZ ne| A_vr eve KviY
bv LyuR hw` ZvweR-KePi cQb QvUb ZLb mgmvi mgvavb Zv
neB bv, Dv UvKvcqmv Lvqveb|
ck : Avgiv hviv KvqvUvg MvRyqUAvgv`i Zv mvBwKK eg `qv
AvQ| ZviciI Kvbv cKvii Kz-bRi, Rv`y, evb-Uvbv Gjv jvMe
wK bv? Avgiv AbK KviY ZvweR ci _vwK, G ZvweR civi Avi
cqvRb AvQ wK?
Di : hviv KvqvUvg g_W Kvm KiQb, Kvmi ZZxq w`bB
Kgv mUvi i Avcbv`i mvBwKK eg w`qQb| Avcbvi wPv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

275

Kivi Kvbv KviY bB| AZGe Gme ZvweR-KeP wbq AnZzK


gv_v Nvgveb bv|
ck : Avwg Rxeb hZB K Kwi, GKmgq wbRK k~bi ga Avwevi
Kwi, Avevi k~b _K AvgvK i KiZ nq| mvivRxeb G evcviwUi
cybivew nQ, Kx Ki G ejq _K gyw cvev? hZB myLi gbQwe
`wL cwiwwZ AvgvK Pig `y`kvq dj `q| Avwg Kzivwki
RvwZKv| bxjv I cvbv eenvi KiwQ| AbyMn Ki hw` civgk `b|
Di : GB bxjv I cvbv ci h cqmv LiP KiQb Zv A_nxb| hw`
cvib GUv wew Ki w`b| bBj dj w`b| cv_i hw` `y`kvi e
fvOZ cviZv Zvnj GjRviiv nZb cw_exi mePq abx ew|
Avwg hLb GjwR ckvq wQjvg ZLb GK KvqU Gm ejjb,
AvgvK Ggb GKUv cv_i w`b, hvZ Qq gvmi ga Avwg KvwUcwZ
nq hvB| b Avwg nm ejjvg, IiKg cv_ii LuvR hw` Avwg
cZvg Zvnj Zv H cv_i AvM wbR ciZvg| Avmj cv_i Kviv
fvM e`jvq bv| cv_i eenvi Kiv nq kvixwiK KviY| ivM-evwa
wbivgq Kvbv Kvbv cv_i DcKvix|
fvMmsv Avgv`i GB h wevw, GUv Avgvi fvM! Avgvi
Kcvj! Gjv Avmj KzmsvinvRvi eQi ai Avgv`i mvgvwRK
ebv I eYev`x wPviB dmj| hgb, AvM wbeYi jvK`i `vm
evwbq ivLv nZv| ejv nZv, Zzwg AvMi Rb cvc KiwQj, ZvB
wbeY RbMnY KiQv| GLb hw` DPeYi jvK`i wVKfve mev
bv Ki Zv cii Rb cvqLvbvi KxU nq RbMnY Kie|
GLb K cvqLvbvi KxU nq RbMnY KiZ Pvq? ZLb m fq cq
fve h, hv-B nvK, gvbyl AvwQ Zv wVK AvwQ, KxU nZ PvB bv|
AZGe GB Rb hw` DPeYi jvK`i mevhZ Kwi Zvnj cii
Rb AvwgI DPeY RbMnY Kiev|
GB fvM wekvmUv nQ GKUv v wekvm| KviAvb kixd m~iv
iv`-Gi 11 bs AvqvZ iqQ, wbR`i fZi _K cwieZbi m~Pbv
bv Kij (A_vr `wfw bv e`jvj) Avj-vn Kvbv RvwZi Aevi
cwieZb Kib bv| AvbdzwmKzg A_vr wbRi fZii h `wfw, GB
276

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

`wfwK cwieZb bv Kij fvM cwiewZZ ne bv| fvM cwieZb


memgq wbfi Ki `wfwi Ici| h KviY Avgiv ewj, `wfw
e`jvb Rxeb e`j hve|
`w cwZex nIqvUv fvM nZ cvi wK LvwZgvb nIqv wbfi Ki
wbRi Ici| hfve gnvKwe nvgvi LvwZgvb nqQb| nji Kjvi
gnxqvb nqQb| Avmj hv wKQyK Avgiv myL gb Kwi, Zv wbfi Ki
wbRi Ici, Avcbvi `wfwi Ici, Avcbvi gy wekvmi Ici|
mvdjI wbfi Ki Avcbvi gy wekvmi Ici, Avcbvi Kgi
Ici| whwb hZ cwikg Kieb wZwb ZZ mdj neb| cwikg KiZ
ne mwVK cwZZ| KD KD ^ZtZfve mwVK c_ cq hvb,
Zv`iK Avgiv ewj fvMevb| Avi hw` KD fyj c_ NvivNywi Kib,
Zv`iK Avgiv mvbv `qvi Rb ewj, Gi fvM Lvivc|
wK Avmj K_v nQ, m fyj c_ PjQ| Avi whwb mdj, wZwb
mwVK c_Uv eQ wbZ ciQb, mwVK mgq mwVK wmv wbZ
ciQb| AZGe GB evcviwU Avgv`i KvQ Lye cwivi _vKZ ne
h, Avcbvi cvc~Y Kg, gwi Dvebx gZvi cqvM, Avcbvi
cwikgB Avcbvi mfvM mw Kie|
ck : Avgvi GK ez Gevi nR _K Gm AvgvK GKwU AvwKK cv_i
w`qQ| GwU AvswU wnme eenvi Avcw AvQ wK? KviY, imyjyj-vn
(m) bvwK G cv_i eenvi KiZb|
Di : AvwKK cv_i eenvi Kiv IqvwRe/ diR nj Avgiv AekB
RvbZvg| ZLb Avi GB bv wK K_vUv _vKZv bv| Avi imyjyj-vn (m)
AvwKK cv_i eenvi KiZbGUv Kvbv cvgvY nv`xm bq|
wZxqZ, AvwKK cv_i ej nR _K hv Avm mUv bcvj Mj
Avcwb ev ev cveb Ges ILvb Gjv gY`i wew nq| mgy`i
cvo hgb wSbyK co _vK Ges h KD Zv Kzwoq wbZ cvi|
AvwKK cv_i nQ GiKg| AZGe, AvwKK g~jevb cv_i, GUv cij
AbK mIqve neGgb gb Kivi Kvbv KviY bB| kL wnme
AvswU eenvi KiZ cvib| mUv GKiKg| wK GK mybZ ejvi
myhvM AvQ wK bv G evcvi dwKniv Aviv fvjv gZ w`Z cvieb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

277

ck : Bwqvb wUwf Pvbj `LvwQjv h, GK aibi AvgjU, jKU


I emjU wew KiQ| Zviv GK myiv KeR ejQAbi bRi
jvMv ev Kz`w _K iv Kie| GKwU AvgjU ev emjUi `vg
2,500 iwc| wUwf PvbjwU GwU Zwii cwZI `wLqQ| GB wRwbm
wK wekvm Kiv DwPZ negnievwb Ki Rvbveb|
Di : Avmj ZvweR-KePi w`K bRi Mj, eySZ ne Avcbvi
`wfwi MvovqB Mj` iq MQ| Avmj Gme ZvweR-KeP h Kx Zv
wbq GKwU eve NUbv ewj|
NUbvUv GKRb ZiY GjRvi Ges Zvi GK cyibv KvmgUi|
ZiY GjRviwU me mwLb GjRvi wnme LvwZ cZ i
KiQb| Ggwb GKw`b Zvi KvQ n` nq QyU Gjv Zvi mB
cyibv KvmgU| KvK m Lei cqQmcwZ GjRvi nq IVv
Zvi mB mncvVx GLb gvbyli f~Z-fwelr me ejZ cvi, cvi
gykwKj Avmvb KiZ|
Zvi mgmvUv wQjv GiKgm Zvi eo fvBqi GK kvwjKvK Lye
cQ` Ki| gqwUI ZvK cQ` Ki| hvMZv, mvgvwRK mgZv meB
wVK AvQ| wK GKB cwievi `yB weq Kivbvi evcvi ivwR nwQjb
bv gyiexiv| klgk Ab RvqMvq gqwUi weqI wVK nq Mj|
Lei b Zv QjwUi Aev w`knviv| Avi Kvbv Dcvqvi bv
`L m QyU GmQ Zvi GjRvi ezi KvQ| Avkvhw` AjwKK
Kvbv gZvej m wKQy KiZ cvi| me NUbv eYbv Ki m ejjv,
AvQv, Ggb wK Kvbv ZvweR Zzwg AvgvK w`Z cviv hv w`q me
wKQyK Avwg Avgvi BQgZv KivZ cviev?
b GjRvi ezwU ejjv, `L Avwg Zv ZvweR-KeP w`B bv|
Avwg GKRb GjRvi| evwbK-MvwYwZK wnmewbKk Ki Avwg
gvbyli mK ewj| Zv`i civgk w`B|
m ejjv, `v, Avwg Gme eywS bv| Avwg bwQ Zzwg AbK
KvgwjqvZ ARb KiQv| Avgvi Rb ZvgvK GKUv wKQy KiZ
neB hvZ H gqK Avwg weq KiZ cvwi|
m GKevi bvQvoev`vi gZv jM iBjv GjRvii cQb|
278

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mKvj Nyg _K DV `LZ nq ZvK, ivZ evmvq hvIqvi mgqI


AvQ m| AMZv GjRvi Zvi Drmvn Kgvbvi Rb ZvK ejjb,
AvQv wVK AvQ, hvI, GZ eo GKUv KeP wbq Avmv (ej Ggb
GKUv mvBR `Lvjb, h mvBRi KeP evRvi cvIqv hvq bv)|
wK mB ezi Drmvn ZvZ fvUv Zv cojvB bv, eis Aviv ewk
Drmvn wbq m digvk w`q evwbq Avbjv eo GK jvnvi KeP|
`L GjRvi wKQyY Avi K_v ejjb bv| GZ bvQvoev`v gvbylK
Zv Avi wKQy ejvi bB| ezK ejjb, GKw`b ci AvmZ| ez Pj
Mj wZwb KePUvZ Vm Vm gvwU fi Ici gvgi Avi jvwMq
w`jb| GQvov Zvi Avi wKQy RvbvI wQjv bv| DkKvbvfve Zvi
nvZ _K wbwZ cvIqv|
ci w`b m Gj ZvweRwU ZvK w`q ejjb, GUvK fvjv Ki
Kvgi euvaZ ne (Kvgi Qvov GZ eo ZvweR Avi Kv_vI euvavi
RvqMvI wQjv bv)| Avi ejjb, GzwY Mvgi evwo iIbv nq hZ|
KviY NUbvji KvQvKvwQ bv Mj GB ZvweR KvR Kie bv|
Avmj GjRvii g~j Dk wQjv ZvK XvKv _K we`vq Kiv|
KviY XvKvq _vKj m cwZw`b ZvK wei Kie| m gyn~Z `wi bv
Ki iIbv nq Mj Zvi Mvgi evwoi Dk|
Gw`K GjRvi nuvd Qo euvPjb| hvK, GZw`b gyw cvIqv
Mj| cii GK gvm mB ezi Avi Kvbv LuvR-Lei bB| GjRvi
fvejb, wbqB gqwUi Ab RvqMvq weq nq MQ| Avi mB
kvKi avv mvgjvZ wMq ezi GB bxieZv|
wK GjRviK PgK w`q GKw`b mB ezwU bZzb eqi mvR
GK gqK wbq nvwRi| gqwUK Rvi Rvi ejZ jvMjv, mvjvg
Ki, mvjvg Ki| Avgvi ez nj Kx ne? eZ Kvgj gvbyl| Ii
RbB Zv ZvgvK cjvg Avwg|
weq evKnviv GjRviK Gici h NUbv m kvbvjv Zv
hKvbv wmbgvi KvwnbxKI nvi gvbvq| NUbv njv, H ZvweR ci
ZLbB Zv m Pj GmwQjv Mvgi evwoZ| wMq `Ljv, fvexi
evbi weqi me RvMvoh Zwi| ZLbKvi w`b Mvg weqi GK
mvn AvM _KB jvKRb Gm weqi KvR bg coZv (NUbvwU
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

279

1974/75 mvji)| Qj evsK gvbRvi|


Gw`K mmgq 100 UvKvi bvU wWgwbUvBRW Kiv nqwQjv|
evsKi gvbRvi wnme GB evcvi wKQy eAvBwb jb`bi mv_
RwoZ nq wMqwQjv cvwU| hvi dj wVK weqi AvMi w`b cywjk
Gm Gvi Ki wbq Mj ZvK|
m mgq Mvg GjvKvq Kvbv weq Gfve fO Mj gq Ges Zvi
cwievii cwZ jvbv-Mbvi Kvbv kl _vKZv bv| gqwUi cwievi
ZvB `Z wmv wbjv hv nevi nqQ| wK GLb weq ne Ges Zv
ne wbavwiZ w`bB| Ze cv Gevi Zv`i eo gqi `ei hvK wbq
Gi AvMI K_v nqQ| Qji evev-gv A_vr Zv`i eqvB-eqvBbiI
GLb Avi Kvbv Avcw bB| AZGe nq Mj weq|
me NUbv eYbv Ki m AveviI ejjv, `v, Zvgvi ZvweRi
YB G mewKQy nqQ| GjRvi hZB ejb, ZvweR wKQy bv, hv
nqQ Avj-vni BQvq nqQ| m ZZB ej Zv wVK AvQ wK ZvweR
_vKvZB Zv nqQ| kl wZwb ejjb, wVK AvQ, GLb Zv weq nq
MQ| GLb Avi ZvweR w`q Kx Kie? cvwbZ dj `vI|
A_vr GB ZvweR-KeP Gjv me A_nxb| hKvbv bRi _K
euvPvi Rb Avcbvi BQvUvB h_| Avj-vni KvQ cv_bvB h_|
Avgv`i `ki Z_vKw_Z cxi mvneiv Zv GfveB weLvZ nq hvb|
AbKUv So eK gi, dwKii KivgwZ evoi gZv| nqZv
KvKZvjxqfve GKUv NUbv NUjv| em! m LeiUv Pvicvk Ggbfve
Qwoq cojv ev Qovbv njv h, wZwb Kvgj cxi nq Mjb| i
nq Mj ZvweR-KePi igigv eemv|
Aek wKQy wKQy cv_i AvQ ^vi Rb DcKvix| mUvi KwgKj
KvwRkbi Rb, mUvi jvBU widKkb Ges widws Gji
Rb| wK cv_i Kviv fvM e`jvq bv, cv_i KvDK KvwUcwZjvLcwZ evbvq bv| Zvnj mg GjRviiv KvwUcwZ nq hZ Ges
Zv`iK Avcwb civgk MnY Kivi Rb cZb bv| KviY KvwUcwZ
nIqvi GB mnR ivv Qo m Kb em _vKe Avcbvi wd-i Rb|

280

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

GjwR
ck : Avwg h ckvK gbQweZ wbZ PvB Avgvi ivwkZ m ckvZ
mdjZv jvfi Kvbv Dj-L bB| G Aevq Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : hviv AvnvK Zviv ivwk viv cfvweZ nq| Avi hviv eywgvb
Zviv ivwkK cfvweZ Ki| Avmj ivwk wKQy mvaviY ewki K_v
ej| Y Avi `vli K_v ej| YjvK KvR jvwMq `vljv
`~i Ki Avcwb ivwkK AwZg KiZ cvieb|
Kxfve? GKRb fvjv GWfvKU wK AvBb AbymiY Kib, bv wK
AvBbi duvK w`q Zvi gjK euvwPq wbq hvb? AvnvK DwKj
AvBb AbymiY Ki Avi eywgvb DwKj AvBbi duvK w`q Zvi gjK
euvwPq wbq hvq| ivwkI Zv-B|
Avcwb Avcbvi mvK, Avcbvi PvK, Avcbvi eywK Ggbfve
kwkvjx Kib; Avcbvi AvMnK, gbQweK Rvivjv Kib`Leb
h, ivwkK AwZg KiZ ciQb|
ck : GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqUi GjRvi-Gi civgk bqv wK DwPZ
ne? mvaviY gvbyl wewfb mgmv _K gywi Rb GjRvii civgk
wbq fvjv dj cqQ| Zvnj Avgv`i wK civgk bqv wVK ne?
Di : GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqU hw` `yBejv wbqwgZ gwWUkb Ges
KvqvUvqb Kib Zvnj civgk bqvi Rb ZvK Avi Kviv KvQ
hZ ne bv| AwZPZb gbB ZvK ej `e KLb Kx KiZ ne|
ck : AvBwPs Ki wmv bqv KZUv chvR?
Di : AvBwPs nQ cwiwwZ evSvi Rb| Gici wmv Kxfve
beb ev bv beb GUv Avcbvi Ici wbfi Ki| wK hme evcvi
my w`K-wb`kbv AvQ mme evcvi AvBwPsqi Kvbv cqvRb
bB| hgbbvgvR coeb wK bv GUv wbq AvBwPs Kivi Kvbv
cqvRb bB| KviY G evcvi my wb`k AvQ h, IqvgZv
bvgvR coZ ne|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

281

cvkvK
ck : evW cvkvK I Abvb wRwbm wK m~Yic eRbxq? bv wK
bvg Rvwni bv Ki eenvi Kiv hvq| GB evcvi Avcbvi gZvgZ
RvbZ PvB|
Di : hw` bvg Rvwni bv KiZ Pvb Zvnj evW wRwbm Kbvi
`iKvi Kx? GKB wRwbm ev GKB kvU evW nj Avcwb wKbQb wZb
nvRvi UvKv ev ZviI ewk w`q Avi evW bv nj mUv wKbQb
`ok UvKv w`q, `yk UvKv w`q| hw` evUv Lyj djbB Zvnj cuvP
nvRvi UvKv w`q Avcwb Kb 500 UvKvi wRwbm wKbeb?
Avmj ev civi gvb nQ h, `L, Avgvi KZ cqmv AvQ!
Avgvi KZ qgZv AvQ, Avwg IgyK evi Rvgv-RyZv Qvov cwi bv|
A_P RyZv mvZ nvRvi UvKv ev mi nvRvi UvKv njI IUv cvqB
_vKe| mUv Avcwb BQv KijI Uzwci gZv gv_vq eenvi KiZ
cvieb bv| KvRB ev Kbv nQ GKUv evwZK Ges mUv nq
nxbbZvi KviY, wbRi Ici Avv bv _vKj|
ck : Avgv`i wK mvRmv Kiv DwPZ? hw` DwPZ nq Ze Kgb
aibi mvRmv Avgiv gqiv I Qjiv Kiev m mK ejj
fvjv nq| mwZKvii vUbm Kx?
Di : my`i cwiQb cvkvK cwiavb Kieb, iwPmZ cvkvK cwiavb
Kieb| GUvB nQ mvRmv| Avi Qj`i mvRmvi Kx cqvRb
Avwg GUv eywS bv| gq`i eySjvg h, Avj-vn Zvqvjv Zv`i GKUz
mvRmv ewk w`q cvwVqQb AZGe Zviv GKUz mvRmv KiK|
Avi wUwfZ Zv `wL Qj`i cvvex Avi gq`i cvvexi ga
Kvbv cv_K bB| A_vr QjivI Kx cwigvY nxbbZvq fyMQ
AvRKvj| Avi mwZKvii vUbm njv, Avcwb hLvbB hveb `L
gb ne h, GKRb gvbyl AvmQ| Avcbvi DcwwZB ej `e h,
Avcwb GKRb gvbyl| AvcbvK mvb Kiv hvq, kv Kiv hvq,
AvcbvK mvjvg w`q emvbv hvq| vUbm cvkvK bq| vUbm
nQ AMZ mvi ^Zt~Z cKvk|
282

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : `vgx cvkvK I ewk ewk Kbvi cwZ SuvK _K Pv Ki Avwg


weiZ nqwQ| wK cvkvK Z_vKw_Z vU wWRvBb AvgvK GLbI
AvK Ki| G wbq gvS gvSB A fywM| Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : wZbwU weePbvq cvkvK wbevPb evbxq| GK, cvkvK Zvi
Dk c~iY KiQ wK bv A_vr `ni Ave eRvq ivLv Ges Mig ev
Vvvi cKvc _K `nK iv Kiv| `yB, whwb ciQb Zvi KvQ GwU
`wb`b wK bv Ges wZb, wZwb ci ^vQ` eva KiQb wK bv|
GB wZbwU weePbvK mvgb iLB hKvbv cvkvK evQvB Kiv
DwPZ| hgb, cvkvKi Dk `ni Ave iv Kiv| GLb evRvi
nvj dvkbi Ggb GK cvkvK Gjv hv cij jv wbeviYi e`j
`nK Aviv AveiYnxb gb nq| Zvnj mUv wK cvkvK? Avevi
kxZi mgq Ggb GK dvkb Gjv h, wdbwdb Kvcoi Zwi eyK
Lvjv kvU| mUvI wK cvkvK?
Avevi ejv nq Avc iwP Lvbv, ci iwP cnbbv| A_vr LvI
wbRi cQ`gZv, wK cvkvK ci Abi cQ`| mUvI cvkvK
civi v `wfw| eis cvkvKI civ DwPZ wbRi cQ`, wbRi
fvjv jvMvi Ici wfw Ki|
Avi mekl weePbv njv, Avivg`vqK wK bv, whwb ciQb wZwb
^vQ`eva KiQb wK bv| GLb vU wWRvBbi bvg Ggb GK
cvkvK Avcwb cijb hv Ggbfve Avcbvi Mvqi mv_ muU _vK, hv
ci Avcwb emZ cviQb bv, ev_ig hZ cviQb bv, GgbwK mnR
kvm-ckvm wbZ cviQb bv| ZvnjI wK GUv cvkvK? bv, Zv bq|
A_vr cPwjZ vU wWRvBb ev nvj dvkb BZvw` weePbvi Pq G
wZbwU weePbvZB Kej cvkvK Kbv DwPZ, civ DwPZ|

Awe`v
ck : Awe`v wK? Awe`vq Avv nj G _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Awe`vK Avgiv msvwqZ KiZ cvwiwZKi Z_, vb,
aviYv, wekvm Ges msvi (msvi eskMZ nvK, AvwjK nvK ev
ewMZ nvK)|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

283

gnvgwZ ey mg `ytLi Drm wnme wPwZ KiQb Awe`vK|


Zuvi Rbi nvRvi eQi ci gvbek nhiZ gyn` (m) GKwU nv`xm
PviwU welq _K Avj-vni Avkq cv_bv KiQb| hvi ga c_gUv nQ
wZKi Bjg A_vr Awe`v| jvjmv Kvgbv evmbv Avmw jvf l
gvni KviY nQ Awe`v|
mwZKvii ^vaxbZvi c_, KjvYi c_, gywi c_, GK
KjvYgq RvwZmv ARbi c_ mePq eo Aivq nQ Awe`v|
mKj Akvwi g~j hgb Awe`v, mKj AKjvYi g~jI Awe`v|
mwZKvii mgwi c_ g~j Aivq Awe`v|
we`v ev vb gvbyli gvbweKZvi weKvk NUvq| Avi Awe`v gvbylK
`vbe evbvq A_ev gi`nxb cvYx, Kvcyil ev `vm icvwiZ Ki|
nq m `vbe ne bqZv `vbei nvZ kvwlZ gi`nxb cvYx, Kvcyil
ev `vm cwiYZ ne| Avi hyM hyM ai ewkifvM gvbylB cavbZ
Awe`vi `vm cwiYZ nq| G KviY cw_exZ GZ Akvw|
Awe`v _K gywi Rb AvM Kx Kx Awe`vq Avcwb Avv Zv
kbv KiZ ne| Zvici GKwU GKwU Ki `~i KiZ ne Ijv|
ck : Avgvi GK AvZxq wekwe`vjqi mvP wWwMavix GKRb gavex
miKvwi Avgjv| wK wZwb dvBj AvUK Nyl bb, ewMZ KvR
miKvwi m` eenvi Kib Ges evwoZ xK gviai Kib| wK
wbRK wZwb GKRb wkwZ, PKm ew gb Ki Me Ki _vKb|
ZvK wK wkwZ ev vbx ejv hvq?
Di : mvcwZKKvj KD hw` BsiwR fvjv ejZ cvib ZvK
Avgiv Lye vbx jvK ewj| A_ev Kvbv chywi Ici Lye fvjv
ejZ cvib, ZvK vbx ewj|
mwZKvii vbx Ges wkwZ wZwbB whwb Rvbb Ges gvbb| A_vr
whwb wkvK ay Rvbv ch mxwgZ bv iL wbRi RxebI Zv
evevwqZ Kib| KviY wkv ev vbi cfve hw` Kviv Rxeb bv
_vK Zvnj ZvK KLbv wkwZ ev vbx ejv hvq bv|
GKRb Wvvi hw` ay cqmvi RbB ivMx `Lb Ges h cqmv
284

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

w`Z cvi bv ZvK webv wPwKrmvq gviv hZ `b, wZwb Avi hv-B
nvb, wkwZ bb|
GKRb Bwwbqvi ev Avgjv hw` Nyl LvIqvi Rb dvBj AvUK
ivLb, UvKv Lq AhvM cv_xK Uvi `b, Zvi AevbI ZLb
GKRb a~Z, cZviK ev kvlKi Pq Avjv`v wKQy bq|
wekwe`vjqi GKRb wkK hw` cfvekvjx gnjK Lywk Kivi
Rb Abvq KvR mnhvwMZv Kib, Zvi gav I eywI ZLb nq hvq
A_nxb| GKRb ckv`vi ev a~gcvbi Kzdj wbq eZv Kivi ci
ciB hLb wbR GKUv wmMviU aivb ZLb a~gcvbi wei ejvi
AwaKvi bxwZMZfve Zvi Avi _vK bv|
KvRB wekwe`vjqi mevP wWwMavix njB Avi gavex, PKm
eywRxex njB vbx nIqv hvq bv, hw` bv Zvi AvPiY gvbweKZvi
weKvk NU, hw` bv wZwb Zvi vbK gvbyli KjvY eenvi Kib|
ZvK eoRvi a~Z, cZviK ev kvlK ejv hvq| Awe`v ev Acwe`vi
cfveB gvbyl GiKg kvlK cwiYZ nq|
ck : Avgv`i `k AbK bvwg-`vwg, Yx eywRxex, wkvwe`, wPvwe`
Z_v wevbxi `Lv cvB| wK Zviv KDB Rxebi evLv, Rxebi
cwZwU welq my`i Ki, wePvi-wek-lY Ki Kb eywSq `b bv| GUvK
wK Awe`vi cfve ejv hvq? hw` Zv-B nq Ze Gi kl Kv_vq?
Di : vbx, bvwg-`vwg, eywRxex, wkvwe`, wPvwe`, wevbxiv wekl
vb wbqB e _vKb| mvaviY gvbyli mgmv wbq fvevi mgq Lye
Kg cvb| mvaviY gvbyli mgmv ZvB Zviv Zgb eySZ cvib bv|
Rxeb PjZ wMq hviv mgmvi myLxb nq, eveZvK hviv
gvKvejv Ki Zv`i c Rxebi mgmv evSv mnR| AbK mgq
wekliv Zv cvi bv| mvaviY wRwbm Zviv fyj Ki ewk| GUv wbq
weLvZ M AvQ|
wevbx wbDUb Zvi KzKzii Rb Ni evbveb| wK KzKzi `yUv
GKUv eo AviKUv QvU| wbDUb wgwK ejjb, Ni `yUv `iRv
evbvZ| eo KzKzii Rb eo `iRv, QvU KzKzii Rb QvU `iRv|
wgw ZLb AevK nq ejjv, mvi, `yUv `iRvi `iKvi Kx? GKUv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

285

eo `iRv evbvj Zv `yUv KzKziB Zv w`q XyKZ cvi| wbDUb G mnR


mgvavbi K_v b wbRI Lye AevK njb|
ck : Avgv`i cwievi AvwgB GKgv KvqvUvg MvRyqU| cwievi
Avi KDB G evcvi AvMn eva Ki bv| evev-gv cPzi Awe`vv|
Zv`iK wKQy evSvZ PvBjI evSb bv| Zviv gb Kib, RxebUv
ay covjLv Ki DcvRb Kivi RbB| GLb Avgvi Kx KiYxq?
Di : AbK mgqB gv-evevK evSvZ mgq jvM| KviY Zviv AvRb
jvwjZ cwiekB Af| ewkifvM gvbylB cPwjZ GB v aviYvi
kLj fO eivZ cvib bv| wK Avcwb hnZz G mK mPZb
nqQb, ZvB Avcbvi `vwqZ njv Awe`v _K gy nq wbRi
RxebK mwVKfve Mo Zvjv| Zvnj Ggb GK mgq Avme hLb
Avcbvi cwievii m`mmn Aviv AbK gvbylK Rxeb mK mwVK
`wfwi K_v ejZ cvieb hvi cfve Zv`i Ici coe|

cvvZ I Awe`v
ck : cvvZ Awe`vi cfve ewk, fvRb I g_ybB Zviv e| G
evcvi Kvbv m`n bB| Ze GUvI mZ h, vb-wevb GLb
ZvivB AMmi| mLvb we`v Ges Awe`vi GB mnvevbK Avcwb
Kxfve evLv Kieb|
Di : Avmj vb I we`vi PPv Ges Z_ I chywi DrKl`yUv
Avjv`v welq| Z_ I chywi GB DrKli gvag `Zv mwi djB
cvvZ GLb AMmi nq AvQ| wK mwZKvi vb ev we`vi PPv, hv
gvbweKZvK vb `q mePq Ici mUvi cfve cvvZ bB| eis
Zvi wKQyUv njI AvQ cvP| KviY cvvZi `kbB nQ Rvi hvi
gyj-yK Zvi Ges Gi Drm njv wMK `kb| GwiUj I c-Uvi GB
`kbi g~j K_v njv, mgvRK kvmb Kie gywgq AwfRvZMvx Avi
msLvMwi mvaviY gvbyli KvR njv GB Mvxi mev`vmZ Kiv|
A_P eYev`x `kb h mgq cvvZK Mvm KiQ, AvovB nvRvi
286

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

eQi AvMi wVK mmgqB cvP gnvgwZ ey cPvi KiQb Awnsmv


I mvgi evYx| NvlYv KiQbRbi viv bq, Kg vivB wbavwiZ
nq GKRb gvbyl evY ev ghv`vkxj ne, bv wK AQyr ev Acvsq
ne| GgbwK mfZvi weKvk cvvZ nqQ ej Avgiv gb Kwi|
A_P mfZvi weKvk, vb-wevb-chywi c_g PPv, wk-mswZi
cxVvb wMm ev ivg bq, Zv njv evwejb, gmvcUwgqv Ges
Avgv`i Dcgnv`k|
wK GLb cvvZ AMmi nq AvQ Z_ I chywZ Zv`i gav I
`Zvi weKvk NUvbvi KviY| mLvb we`v bB| KviY Awe`v I
we`v KLbv mnvevb KiZ cvi bv| mRb cvvZ gvbweKZv I
bwZKZvi weKvk NU wb| ay kw I `i cKvk NUQ| Zviv mycvi
cvIqvi nqQ| Kvbv mycvigvb ev Abb gvbyl Dcnvi w`Z cvi wb|
ck : MZ cuvPkZ eQi ai BDivwcqvbiv Afvei Zvobvq ev bZzb
Rxebi LuvR weki wewfb cv Qwoq co| Zviv Di I `wY
AvgwiKv, Awjqvmn wZbwU enr m`kvjx gnv`k `Lj Ki bq|
Gme vb vbxq Awaevmx`i RwgRgv jyU Ki bqvi `xN I ggvwK
BwZnvm iqQ| BDivc, AvgwiKv I Zv`i Dim~wi`i h AvPiY
Avgiv MZ GKk eQi ai `LwQ, Zv Zv`i c~em~wi`i PqI RNb|
Zv`i Rxebi meUvB wbgwZ Awe`vq| ck nQ, GZ `xNmgq
Awe`vi PPv KiI Giv Kxfve weki mePq AMmi RvwZ nq AvQ?
Di : hnZz Avgiv chywZ wcwQq AvwQ ZvB Zviv AMmi nq
AvQ| Avgiv hnZz chywi PPv Kwi wb, Avevi bwZK kwKI
weKwkZ Kwi wb, ZvB Avgiv AMmi nB wb| ay mZZv w`q wKQy nq bv
hw` bv mZZvi mv_ gav I `Zv hy nq| cvvZi bwZKZv bB,
chyw AvQ| Avi Avgv`i bwZKZvI bB, chywI bB| AvgivB
cw_exK bZZ `ev hLb Avgiv bwZK kw I chyw`yUvZB
ejxqvb nZ cviev| AZGe Zv`i GB weRq fq cvIqvi wKQy bB|
mgvU Rvnvxii KvQ Gm B Bwqv Kvvwbi cwZwbwa Ugvm
iv Kzwbk KiwQjv| wK Zvi gv `ok eQii gv_vq GKB Kvvwb
_K KvBf hLb evsjv wenvi Dwolvi beve wmivRDjvi KvQ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

287

GmwQjv m wK Kzwbk Ki wb| AvR _K mvo Pvik eQi AvM


Zzii Imgvbxq Lwjdv mvjgvb ` gvMwbwdwkqU-Gi `ievi
BDivwcqiv AvmZv bZRvby nq|
AvovBk eQi AvM KvBf hLb gywk`vev` GmwQjv, gywk`vev`i
kvb-kIKZ `L m _gK wMqwQjv| gywk`vev` ZLb jbi Pq
eo kni wQjv|
Avmj, GKwU RvwZi `yUv kw| GK nQ Zvi bwZK kw, `yB
Zvi elwqK kw ev chyw| Avgiv hw`b Avevi Avgv`i bwZK kw
I chywK GKwZ KiZ cviev AvgivI bZZ `ev| Kb cviev
bv? eZgvb Aev fvjv bB ejB Zv ewk wKQz Avkv Kiev| eZgvb
Aev fvjv _vKj Zv ewk wKQy Avkv Kivi cqvRb nZv bv| cwZwU
Aev gvbyl e`jQ gbQwe Ki|
ck : cvP _K mfZv wMm Mj| wMm _K mfZvi weeZb,
cwieZb, cwieab nq AvRKi GB AvaywbK mfZvi Rb| cvP _K
wkv wbq Zviv wbR`iK cwZwZ KiZ cvijv| wK mfZvi Drm
nIqv mI cvP Kb I`i gZv wevi jvf KiZ cvijv bv?
Di : BDivci AvRKi mfZv gv MZ AvovBk eQii| AvR _K
500 eQi AvM WvK GR ejv nZv BDivcK| gahyM nQ
BDivci Rb AKvivQb hyM| Avi m mgqUv wQjv cvPi Rb
mfZv Avi vb-wevbi ^YhyM| Ag kZvx _K i Ki qv`k
kZvx ch vb-wevb PPv nZv cvP|
AvR _K wZbk eQi AvM Zzii Imgvwbqv LjvdZi mdjZg
mgvU mvjgvb ` gvMwbwdwkqU-Gi ivR wQjv nvwi, eyjMwiqv,
wMm nq Rvgvwb ch| ZLbKvi w`b Zzii iv`~Z nIqvUv wQjv
hKvbv BDivwcqvb KUbxwZKi mePq mvbRbK GmvBbgU|
GLb hiKg AvgwiKvq iv`~Z nZ cvij AbK gb Kib
KUbwZK Rxeb mv_K njv|
wK ZviciB Avgiv fvM-wejvm g nq Mjvg, hvMZv`ZvK KvR jvMvZ e_ njvg, Avgv`i cZb njv| GLb Zviv
wejvm g, avweZ nQ cZbi w`K| ^vfvweKfveB Dj fwelr
288

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Acv KiQ Avgv`i RbB| hw` Avgiv bwZK kwK RvMZ Kwi
Avi chywZ ` nB|
ck : Avcwb GKvavi cvvZi KUv Kib, Zv`i Materialistic
life ev cY`vmZ wbq| Avevi Kvbv Z_i mZZv ev MelYvi K_v

ejZ wMq Zv`i idvi eenvi Kib| cvvZi KvjPvi hw` GZ


Lvivc nq Zvnj Zv`i wimvPK Kb GZ iZ `qv nQ?

Di : KviY Zviv wimvP KiQ| A_vr fvjv-Lvivc me welq wbqB


Zv`i iqQ bvbvb aibi MelYv| Avi Gme MelYvq Zviv cgvY
cvQ mme kvkZ mZi, hvi K_v gnvgvbeiv ej MQb hyM hyM|
cgvY KiQ Zv`i Awe`vv Rxebi AmviZi| cwimsLvb w`q
`LQ AbwZKZv Avi AagvPvii cwiYwZ| dj Zv`i DwZ w`qB
Avgiv evSvwQ Zviv KZ Amvi, Atmvik~b| bBj ejZb Avgiv
evwbq ejwQ| KviY Avgv`i cvP GLbv AbK gvbyl AvQb hviv
gbvRvMwZK `vmZi kLj Ave| Zv`i KvQ GLbv cvvZi
idvi, cvvZi MelYvj Z_i wekvmhvMZvB ewk, Zv Avgiv
hZfveB ewj bv Kb|
ck : cvvZi `kmg~n Awe`v viv Avv| wK gavi weKvki
Rb Avgv`i `k myhvM bB ejjB Pj| dj Avgv`i
cvvZgyLx nZB nQ| wevb mvabvi , RbKjvYKi,
AKjvYKi hvB nvK cvvZ GwMq AvQ| Avgv`i cvP hme
wevbx ZvivI cvvZ wMq MelYv KiQb| Zvnj Avgv`i
cvvZ wMq vb mvabvi Pv wK Awe`vcm~Z? Avevi cvvZ
hvIqvi myhvM AbKiB _vK bv| m wbRi gZvi Pq
Ckii KiYvi `iKvi mePq ewk| Kx Kiev?
Di : c_gZ, we`v Ges chyw G `yUvK Avjv`v KiZ ne| KviY
chyw Avcwb fvjv KvR eenvi Kieb bv Lvivc KvR eenvi
Kieb Zv wbfi Kie Avcbvi we`v ev Awe`vi Ici| Avcwb hw`
Awe`v viv cfvweZ nb Zvnj chywK Lvivc KvR eenvi Kieb|
wZxqZ, chyw wbq MelYv KiZ nj AekB cvvZ hveb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
19-

289

wK Avgiv KqRb mRb hvwQ? cwZ eQi h wecyj msLK QvQvx


DPwkvi bvg we`k hvq Zv`i GKUv eo AskB Avi covkvbv
KiZ cvi bv| KviY Zv`i AbKiB cZvkv _vK, AvM Zv hvB|
Zvici KvbviKg GKUv KvR RywUq covi LiP Pvjvev| wK mUv
h GZ mnR evcvi bq Zv eySZ i Ki hvIqvi ci| KviY G mgq
hLvb Zv`i jvKRbB PvKwi nvivQ mLvb wfb`wk Kvjv Pvgovi
QvQvxiv Abvqvm KvR cq hve Zv fvevUvI A^vfvweK| Avi
cjI m eZb w`q wekwe`vjqi covi LiP hvMvbv me bq|
_vKv-LvIqvi LiP Zv ev`B Mj| dj Zv`i AbKB kl ch nq
`k wdi Avm, bqZv covkvbv Qo w`q KvbviKg GKUv AW
Re Ki Rxeb Pvjvq| Avi cvvZi DQLj RxevbvPvi Af nq
eL hvIqv Zv AvQB| weklZ hviv wUb-GR we`k hvq|
Gme KviY Avgiv ewj, QvQvx`i Rb cv MvRyqkb jfj
evBi hvIqvUvB fvjv| ZLb G mgmvjv nIqvi mvebv Kg _vK|
AZGe chywi Rb hw` nq AekB hveb Zv AvgwiKv, Bsjv,
Pxb, Rvcvb hLvb nvK| KviY AvcbvK chywZ ` nZ ne|
Avcwb hLb chywZ ` neb ZLb Avcbvi mZZv kw ARb Kie|
Avi GKRb gvbyl hLb wbRi `ZvK cqvM Kivi evcvi AvwiK
nq ZLb mv Zvi KjvY Kib| Avcwb Ni em mvi KiYv PvBeb,
Avi mv Gm chywi Rb AvcbvK we`k cvwVq `eb Zv KLbv
ne bv| AvcbvK AvwiKfve Pv KiZ ne|
ck : Awe`v mK evLv Kib| GUv wK Avgv`i ZvM KiZ ne?
Awe`v wK gvbyli RweK PZbvevaK evSvq? Zvnj bvix-cyili
h ^vfvweK mK mUv wK eRbxq?
Di : Avmj Awe`v mwKZ GB h aviYv GUvI GKUv Awe`v|
bvix-cyili ^vfvweK mK hw` eRbxq nZv, Zvnj GZjv bvix,
cyil GK GLvb em AvwQ Kxfve, mvivw`b KvUvwQ Kxfve| Avevi
gvbyli RweK PZbvKI Awe`v evSvq bv| Awe`v evSvq
evovevwoK| Awe`v evSvq cwiwgwZ AwZg KivK|
Awe`v cwiZvM Kiv KKi| KviY Awe`v QvoZ Mj wbR`i
290

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

AbK wKQy QvoZ nq, Avi AbK wKQy QvoZ bv cvij A_vr RvqMv
hw` Lvwj bv Kib Zvnj bZzb m` XvKveb Kv_vq? bZzb m`
XvKvZ nj AvM Zv AveRbvjvK `~i KiZ ne|
ck : evsjv`k GLbI Mvgme^ GKwU `k| MvgI AbK Awe`v|
Mvg wbq KvqvUvg Kx fveQ?
Di : Avgv`i AvM wbR`i wbq fveZ ne| Avgiv wVK nj Zvi
cfve Mvg-M, nvU-NvU, Awdm-Av`vjZ, kni-ivRavbxZ A_vr
meRvqMvq coe|
ck : Pviw`K hv `wL me Ang Ges Awe`v| vf cKvk KiZ
cviwQ bv| gvS gvS wbRB cfvweZ nq cowQ| G _K euvPvi ev
mvgb GwMq hvIqvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Pvicvk Awe`v AvQ ejB we`vi cqvRb| GB we`v
Abykxjb KiB Avgiv ahi mv_ GwMq hvev|
ck : GB Awe`vi hyM hviv GKUz we`vi PPv Kib ev we`vi evYx
gb Pjvi Pv Kib Zviv Ni Ges evBi KvYVvmv nq covi
Aevq| G Aevq mgvRi cwZ Avgv`i Kx KiYxq?
Di : mZ c_gw`K memgq KvYVvmv Aevq _vK| wK mZi h
KjvYKi Y Zvi KviYB mZ Av Av weKwkZ nq| KvYVvmv bv
nq KvYv Av Av evoZ _vK Ges msLv memgq evoZ _vK|
KviY mZi GKUv wbR^ kw iqQ|

wgwWqv I Awe`v
ck : Avgiv wgwWqvq cvvZi mvdji K_v `LwQ| AZGe Zv
AbymiY KiZ Amyweav Kv_vq?
Di : Avgiv `yBkZ eQi BDivwcqvb`i Mvjvg wQjvg| m KviYB
mvgvRev`x cPvi gvag hv fvevq, Avgiv Zv-B fveZ ^vQ`eva
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

291

Kwi, hv LvIqvq, hv civZ Pvq ZvZB ^vQ`eva Kwi| hb wUwfZ


ejj ev cwKvq wjLjB me A nq Mj|
mvgvRev`x cPvi gvagjv h KxiKg wg_vPvi KiZ cvi Zvi
GKwU D`vniY njv, MZ kZvxi Lye eo GKRb `vkwbK Ru cj mv
hvi viv lvUi `kKi ZiYiv h_ cwigvY cfvweZ nqwQjv| wZwb
gvbeZvev`x `vkwbK wQjb| Zvi ewZ GB gvvi wQjv h, hLvb
bvej cyivi cvIqvUvK AbK GZ eo wKQy gb Kib, Zv cvIqvi
Rb mewKQy, GgbwK wbRK wewI KiZ cvib, mLvb Ru cj
mv GB cyivi cZvLvb KiwQjb| wbRi `kbi Ici GiKgB
wQjv Zvi wekvm| ZvKB wmAvBG cw_exi GKb^i mvmx wPwZ
KiwQjv| A_P wZwb Rxeb KLbv A aib wb, evgv dvUvb wb,
GgbwK KvDK KLbv PoI gvib wb|
lvUi `kK Zvi GKwU eB Avgvi nvZ Gjv 'Being in
nothingness' hwUK ejv nZv Existentialism Gi evBej| A_vr
Existentialism-K eySZ nj GwUK eySZ ne| eBwU cojvg, wK
eySjvg bv| cieZx KqK eQi AviI `oki ewk eB cojvg H
eBUvK evSvi Rb| ZviciI KZUv eySZ ciwQ Zv Avgvi wbRi
KvQ cwivi bq| Kb? KviY Avwg Avgvi wbRi vbi AvjvK
ZvK wePvi KiZ PvB wb| Avwg PqwQ, wZwb Kx evSvZ PvBQb, Zv
eySZ| gy gb wbq evSvi Pv KiwQ Ges Zvi ee evSvi Rb
Existentialism-Gi Ici eB msMn Ki cowQ|
cyuwRev` wbqwZ wgwWqv memgq GUvB nZ w`Z Pvq bv h, Avcwb
gy gb wbq wKQy bZ cvib, memgq GKUv preconceived idea
Avcbvi ga XywKq w`Q|
Avmj cvvZi `kb ev wgwWqvK Awe`v cfvweZ Qvov Avi wKQy
ejv hvq bv| hgb, cvvZ `kbi wfw njv wMK, ivgvb mfZv|
GB wMK mfZvi mePq eo `vkwbK c-Uv, GwiUj cgyL|
GwiUji mgvR wPvUv Kx? Zvi ivfvebvUvB GK Awe`v|
c-Uv I GwiUji ivfvebvq iqQ `ywU kYxi DcwwZ| GK,
AwfRvZ, `yB `vm| Avi `vm`i AwZ njv AwfRvZ`i Avivg
Avqki eev Kivi Rb| GB `kbK GLbv covbv nq Ges
`kbi wfw ejv nq| Zv`i GB `kbK evSvevi Rb KvUzb
292

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Bjvkb `Lvbv nqwQjvGKwU cvnvo, hvi P~ovUv mgZj| mLvb


em AvQb AvU `kRb AwfRvZ kYxi gvbyl| Avi cvnvoi wbP AvQ
j j mvaviY gvbyl hviv KvbviKg KuzRv nq cvnvoi evSvUvK
enb Ki PjQ| wMK mfZvq h MYZi K_v ejv nq, m MYZ
nQ AwfRvZ wKQy gvbyli MYZ| mvaviY gvbyli bq| GUvK Awe`v
Qvov Avi Kx ejv hvq|
ivgvb mfZviI GKB evcvi| mLvb M-vwWqUi`i hy
AeZxY Kivbv nZv Ges GKRbK w`q AviKRbK nZv Kivbv
nZv hv `L AwfRvZ kYxi bvixiv ch Dj-wmZ nZv|
AvgwiKvi cwmWU wbevPbI Avgiv `LwQ MYZi bgybv|
fvU ewk cvq GKRb Avi cwmWU nq AviKRb| GK MYZi
cwinvm ev Awe`v Qvov Avi Kx ejv hvq?
Avevi cvvZ ej, gy evRvi A_bxwZ| GB gy evRvi A_bxwZi
cwinvm Avgiv eySZ cvwi Kweii `yB weNv Rwg KweZvwU w`q|
hLvb GKwU Q AvQ, evey ewjjb, eySQ DcbGLvb Dcb njv
`wi`, kvwlZi cZxK hvi RwgUzKzi RbB Zvi Akvw|
Rwg`vi evey ZvK evSvjbhnZz GB RwgUzKzB Zvi Akvwi
KviY, AZGe Zv w`q w`jB Svgjv PzK hvq| m Zv-B Kijv|
cieZxZ Zvi wbRi jvMvbv AvgMvQ _K GKwU Avg So wbP
cojv| Avi mB Avg Kzwoq LvIqvi Aciva ZvK Pvi mve Kiv
njv| ZLb Dcb ejwQjv, Zzwg gnvivR mvay nj AvR, Avwg AvR
Pvi eU|
AZGe Avgv`i Aev GB Dcb`i Pq ewk wKQy bq| Zviv
Avgv`iK hv evSvq Avgiv Zv-B eywS Avgv`i Awe`vi KviY| `wi`
nq _vwK hgb Awe`vi KviY, Zgwb `vwi`K fvM ej gb Kwi
mUvI Awe`vi KviY|
ck : Avgiv KvqvUvg cwievii m`miv weMZ wewfb IqvKkc _K
RbwQ h, eZgvb wek wewfb wgwWqv ev wUwf Pvbji gvag wewfb
iKgi Awe`v viv Avv| Avi Zv Rvbv mI wUwfi AvKlY _K
AvgivB cyivcywi gy nZ cviwQ bv| wUwf _K gy Kxfve nev `qv
Ki ejeb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

293

Di : wUwfi Rb hviv cvMvg Zwi Ki Zviv memgq gvbyli


^fvei `yej w`KjvZ myuomuywo `q| GKwU gvbyl, ZiY-ZiYx Kx
Pvq? hv Pvq mfve Zwi KijB m `Le| mvaviY gvbyl h RweK
Rxebhvcb Ki Zvi PvIqvUvK DmK `q| eve KLbv hv Zvi c
me bq, Kvwnbxi Kbvq ZvK Zv `wLq gvngy Ki ivL|
hgb, AwaKvsk wmbgvq Kx _vK? bvqK wiKkvIqvjv| Avi bvwqKv
weivU eojvKi gq| bvqK-bvwqKvi ga cg njv| bvwqKv GKUv
wiKkvIqvjvK ^vgx evwbq Ni Qo cvjvjv| Ges bvqK evevi
cvVvbv 10 vK GKvB aivkvqx Ki cywjki KvQ _K abev`
cjv| Avcbviv KqRb eve GiKg NUbv `LQb| A_P GiKg
KvwnbxK DcRxe KiB Zwi nQ AwaKvsk wmbgv| Kb? KviY
wiKkvIqvjviv, MvgUm kwgKiv G AjwKK Kbvq Wye _vKZ Pvq|
wgwWqvB ZvZ G`iK Af KiQ|
AZGe, Avcwb wVK Kib, wUwfZ Avcwb Kx Kx `LZ Pvb? wVK
Kib, Avcwb wK wgwWqvi MvwjKvq Mv fvmveb, bv wbRi cQ`
`Leb? hw` wbRi cQ` `LZ Pvb Zvnj Avcwb Zv-B `Leb hv
Avcbvi `Lv cqvRb Ges KjvYKi| hv `Lvi cqvRb bB`Lv
e Ki w`b| Zviv Gm Zv Avi Rvi KiQ bv|
Avcwb wVK Ki ivLyb h Kx Kx `Leb, KvbUv `Lvi ga
Avcbvi DcKvi iqQ| KviY wUwfi meB Lvivc bq, AbK wKQyB
AvQ hv Avcbvi Rvbv cqvRb| mUv hLb Rvbeb ZLb Avcwb DcKZ
neb| mfve Avcwb cvMvg Ges wbw` mgq wVK Ki beb|
AwaKvsk hv`i Nygi mgmv Zviv ivZ RM wUwf `L|
GLb PvbjjvZ h wmwiRjv nq mejvZB MxeZ Pv loh
KvPvj Avi ciKxqv| Avi Gjv nwjDWi mvc Acivi wnw` bKj,
cwiek cv Zwi Kiv nqQ| A_vr fvRb, loh, cgi bvg
bvwg Qvov Avi wKQy bB| MxeZ loh gvivgvwi `Lvi dj Avcbvi
bvf Bb nQ| Avcwb NygvZ cviQb bv, kvwZ _vKZ cviQb
bv| KviY wnDgvb bvf GjvK eveZv gb KiQ|
mRb Avcwb wbw` mgq, wbw` cvMvg `Leb| Avgiv
AfvmekZ wUwf `LZ em cwo| A_P m mgqUv mvbi mv_, xi
mv_ KvUvj Avcwb DcKZ neb, kvw cveb|
294

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : wUwf `LvUv GKUv bkv nq MQ| Gi wZKi cfve mK


Rvbvi ciI G Avmw _K eivZ cviwQ bv| G Kx KiYxq?
Di : Avcwb h wUwf `LvUvK bkvi m Zzjbv KiQb ZvZB
evSv hvq Gi wZ mK Avcwb mPZb| wK G mPZbZv mv_K
ne hLb Avcwb eveI GB Avmw _K gy nZ cvieb| KviY
wUwfK ejv nq evKvi ev A_vr `kKK GUv evKvi gZvB gvngy
Ki ivL| wK AbKY `Lvi ci Kv nq wUwf e Ki eySZ
cvib GZYi wbU djvdj k~b| eis m, mvmc Avi fvqvj
fiv Gme cvMvg Avcbvi vqweK DRbvB evwoq `q|
Avmj GB wUwf wgwWqvi gvag cyuwRev`x kvlKP Zv`i
`xNgqv`x lohKB evevwqZ KiQ| KviY gvbylK hw` Kvgbvevmbv-jvjmvq Dm&K `qv hvq, gvbweK g~jeva hw` asm Ki `qv
hvq Zvnj Zviv KLbv kvlKi wei `uvove bv| fvRb, RweK
Pvwn`v c~iY Ges AbK cxob KivK hw` Rxebi GKgv j ej
cPvi Kiv hvq Zvnj mvaviY gvbyl cwiYZ ne wPivqx `vm, fvMi
Rb m ay wKbe Avi Kbvi A_ hvMvoi Rb m Mvavi gZv KvR
Ki hve| Avi mUvB GB kvlK Pi Pv, h Dk Zviv
wgwWqvK eenvi KiQ|
ck : wUwf `Lj Awe`v, evBi Mj Awe`v| GB Awe`v _K
wbR`iK Kxfve iv Kiev?
Di : memgq wbR`i gbK wRm Kieb, h KvRwU Avwg KiwQ
Zv wbRi Rb KjvYKi wK bv, mgvRi Rb KjvYKi wK bv| Avwg
h QweUv `LwQ, h bvPUv `LwQ GZ Avgvi Kx gj nQ? G iKg
bvP wK AvM `wL wb? GKevi Zv `Ljvg Avi Kqevi `Lev?
wbRK wRm Kib `Lj Kx nq| GZ `Leb Avcbvi AvKlY
Kg hve| Avgiv Zv ck Kwi bv, AvnvKi gZv ZvwKq _vwK, hb
Rxeb GUv c_g `LwQ|
ck : eZgvb mgq wUwf cvMvgi AviKwU bZzb aviv njv wewfb
msMxZ ev Abvb cwZfvi AwaKvix`i ga cwZhvwMZv Abyvb| GZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

295

`kK`i GmGgGm eenvi Ki AskMnY Kivi myhvM `qv nq| GUv


KZUv DcKvix?
Di : weRqx nIqvi cwqvq GmGgGm fvwUsqi bvg h mvaviY
`kKiv m nq Zv webv`b eemvi mvgvRev`x Pi evevqb Qvov
Avi wKQy bq| hgb, GKRb ZiY Zvi cQ`i Kvbv MvwqKvK weRqx
Kivi Rb 9000 GmGgGm cvVvjv| GZ jvfevb njv H gvevBj
Kvvwb, wUwf Pvbj, wevcb msvjv Ges gaeZx `vjvjMvx|
Zvi PqI Dj-LhvM njv mvaviY `kK`i fvUi gvag
KLbvB wbavwiZ nq bv h, K 1g 2q ev 3q ne| Zv memgqB
wbavwiZ nq H eemvqx Pi wbR^ cQ`-AcQ`i wfwZ| Avi Gi
mewKQyiB cwiYwZ nQ Akvw, Ubkb, nZvkv Ges mgq b|
evOvwji K_v ejvi ceYZv Ges AvvwcqZv gvevBj
Kvvwbjvi eemvwqK ^v_ nvwmji KvR Lye fvjvfve jvMQ| h
KviY `wi` ej h `k cwiwPZ Zvi 15 KvwU gvbyli mvZ KvwUiI
ewk gvbyli KvQ GLb gvevBj| Avi G msLv cwZw`bB evoQ|
Avgiv Lye Zw wbq `wL h, gvevBj dvb GLb KZ myjf| wK
GUv wPv Kwi bv h, GB njv i| Gici cwZ gvmB h K_v ejv,
gmR `qvi Rb kZ kZ UvKvi KvW wKbwQ mUv wK Avgiv Lqvj
Kwi? ejv ne h, AvaywbK mgq `Z hvMvhvMi Rb gvevBj
dvb GK Abb myhvM| mUv wVK| wK Gi KZUv cqvRb Avi
KZUv AcqvRb eenvi Kwi Zvi wnme wbj `Lev AcqvRbxq
LiPUvB ewk|
Avmj GB gvevBj Avmw AvjmiB GK ic| KviY Avjm gvb
cwiKbvgvwdK mywbw` KjvYKi djcm~ KvR bv Ki mgqi AcPq
Kiv| Avi wek cyuwRev`x P GK myMfxi Pvi Ask wnmeB GB
AvjmceYZvq Avgv`i Vj w`qQ webv`bi bvg ev AMMwZi
bvg| KviY GKwU RvwZ hLb Avjm Avv Avi fvMi ceYZvq g
nq, ZLbB Zvi cZb Avm|
hgb ivg hLb cyowQjv, ZLb mgvU bxiv ivRcvmv` em euvwk
evRvwQjb| wmcvnx wec-ei mgq mviv fviZ hLb RjwQjv Ahvavi
beve IqvR` Avjx kvn ZLb `vev LjwQjb| ZvB kvlK ev
296

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

civfeev`x`i Kkj njv kvwlZK Avjm, Avv Avi fvM


ceYZvq g ivLv| GZ Zvi Kgnv _vKe bv Ges we`vnx ev
cwZev`x ne bv| RxebK wbq m eo wKQy fveZ cvie bv|
Pv kwgK`i Rxeb Gi Lye KiY D`vniY| mviv mvn AgvbywlK
LvUzwbi ci h DcvRb m Ki, Ni divi AvMB Zvi cvq cyivUvB
m Dwoq `q g`-Zvwoi `vKvb| Zvici Km Pj Zvi evwK
mgq| cii mvn Avevi GKB NUbv|
GfveB eskciivq PjQ Pv kwgK`i Rxebg`i bkv, ivMkvK Avi Afve ayuKZ ayuKZ| G AevUv cwieZbi D`vM bqv nq
bv BQ KiB| KviY Zvnj Avi Zv`iK `wgq ivLv hve bv,
hfve Lywk mfve kvlY Kiv hve bv|
KvRB GKRb ^vaxb gvbyl wnme AvgvKB mPZb nZ ne h,
wgwWqv Avi wevcb cfvweZ nq Avwg wK cKvivi kvlK`iB ^v_
iv KiwQ bv? AvcbvKB D`vMx nZ ne| MvwjKv cevn Mv
fvmvbv gvbyl bq, AvcbvK ewZgx nZ ne|
ck : webv`bi Rb wK wUwfi cqvRb bB? hw` _vK Zvnj
KZUzKz? Kxfve eySev?
Di : Avgiv KLbv ewj wb h, wUwf `Leb bv| Avgiv hv ejwQ Zv
njvwUwfi cwZ Avcwb hw` Avm nq hvb mUv Avcbvi Rb
wZKi ne|
Avmj welq nQAvgiv KLbv wUwfi wec bB| wK wUwf hb
AvcbvK cq bv em| mycfvZ _K Avgvi mvbvi evsjv ch hb
wUwf bv `wL| wUwf KZY `Leb, KqK Nv bv GK Nv mUv
Avcwb wVK Ki beb| Kx cvMvg `Leb Zv-I wVK Ki ivLeb|
Avi m cvMvgB `Leb hv AvcbvK ckvw `e|
Avgiv Ggb me cvMvg `wL hv bvfK Awi Ki `q, DrKv
evwoq `q| wnw` wmwiqvji bvwqKv Kzmygi AvMvgxKvj Kx ne Zv
Avcwb hw` wPv Kib Avi Gw`K Avcbvi ckv, cwievi, covkvbv
wbq Kvbv fvebv bB Zvnj eySZ ne Avcwb Avm nq coQb|
Avcwb Aeqi w`K hvQb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

297

ck : Avwg BwWqUi ev wbq KvR KiZ PvB| wK `kK`i BwWqU


bq, vbx evbvZ PvB| Kx Ki me?
Di : GUvI me| wgwWqvK vb weZiYi RbI eenvi Kiv hZ
cvi| wgwWqvZ fvjv cvMvg nZ cvi| fvjv cvMvg evbvZ cvib,
gvbylK vb w`Z cvib, mUvI Bev`Z ne hw` Avcbvi cvMvgi
ga w`q GKRb gvbylK AvjvwKZ KiZ cvib|

Kzmsvi
ck : eve f~Z ev Ackw ej wKQy AvQ wK bv hv wbRb avb Kivi
mgq wZ Kie?
Di : GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqU wbRb ev Rbmgvek avb KiZ
cvib| f~Z ev Ackw KLbv Zvi wKQy KiZ cvie bv| Avmj f~Z
ej wKQy bB|
ck : Ni _K ei nIqvi mgq KD hw` nuvPU Lvq, nuvwP Avm ev
Kvbv evav Avm Zvnj wK Dk mdj nq bv?
Di : GUvI GKUv Kzmsvi| nR hvIqvi mgq Avgvi Pkgv fO
Mj| nRi hvv AZ mdj nqQ|
ck : Ni Svo `qvi Svo ev cvwbi Lvwj Kjm `Lj, wWg Lq ei
nj wK Agj nq?
Di : cwZw`b mKvj GKUv wWg Lq Avwg evmv _K ei nB| KviY
mKvji bvkZvq Avi wKQy _vKzK bv _vKzK wWg _vKeB| Gjvi mv_
Agji Kvbv mK bB| Gjv meB Kzmsvi| Ni Svo `qvi
Svo cwe wRwbm| GUv hw` eeZ bv nZv Zvnj cweZvB _vKZv
bv| h KviY i_hvvi mgq i_x gnvi_xiv Svo w`Z w`Z c_ Pjb|
SvoK Lvivc gb Kiv DwPZ bq| cvwbi Kjm Lvwj bv nj fieb Kx
Ki? AZGe Gjvi mv_ Agji Kvbv mK bB|
298

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : hw`b iZc~Y cvMvg _vK mw`b KvR eo hvq| Zvovov


KiZ wMq Kvbv `yNUbv NU, bqZv cvMvg hvIqv nq bv|
Di : GKevi cvMvg hvev| Avcbv`i gv-RxK Zvi mUi evZj
w`Z wMq evZjUv Avgvi nvZ _K co Mj| co-Zv-co, Avgvi
cvqi Ici| co IUv fO Mj| ^vfvweKfve cv GKUz KUI
Mj| we`k hvev| me cwZ kl| eySjvg, GUv kqZvbi KvR|
Ab KD nj Kx gb KiZvAf jY| Avwg ejjvg, kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! ANUb hv AvMB NU Mj| hvv f| Zgb ewk
KvU wb| cvqi Ici ev-GBW jvwMq RyZv ci hvv Kijvg|
AZ djcm~ gY wQjv GwU|
ck : Svoi gvi Lj wPKb nq GK_vwU KZLvwb mZ?
Di : Svoi gvi Lj hw` wPKb nq Zvnj hviv IRb KgvZ Pvb,
hviv gvUv nq MQb Zviv Zv wbR wbR Kvbv Pv bv Ki ay
Svoi gvi LqB wPKb nq hZb| Avmj Gjv njv Kzmsvi|
Svo w`q gvij hw` wPKbB nIqv hZv Zvnj gvUv ^vgx ev xiv x
ev ^vgxK ejZvZzwg GKUz Svo w`q wcUvI, Avwg wPKb nB|
ck : mevB ej mKvj `yB kvwjK `Lj w`b fvjv KvUe, GK
kvwjK `Lj Kcvj Lvivc wKQy RvU| GUv wK Awe`v?
Di : GUv Awe`v bv, evR Kzmsvi|
ck : cvqB `Lv hvq h, P`MnY I m~hMnYi mgq AbK LvIqv`vIqv KiZ wbla Ki| wekl Ki MfeZx gwnjv`i ejvq G wbqg
gvbv AwZ Riwi nq co| GgbwK wk`iI Lvevi _K weiZ ivLv
nq| welqwU KZUzKz cvmwK|
Di : m~hMnY Ges P`MnYi mgq Avgv`i `ni gUvewjK Aevi
wKQy cwieZb Avm| m mgq k Lvevi Avcbvi `ni gUvewjK
Aevi RbB wZKi nZ cvi Ges ZLb Lvevi Lj dzW cqRwbs
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

299

nZ cvi| m~hMnY P`MnYi cfve ay `ni Ici bv cyiv cKwZi


Ici co| GB `wfw nQ evwbK| Avi AZUzKz mgq k Lvevi
bv LvIqv Kvbv KwVb wKQy bv| wZ nIqvi Pq bv LvIqv fvjv|

KvqvUvg Rxeb`w \ w` mvq Ad wjwfs


ck : KvqvUvg Rxeb`w Kx? KvqvUvg Rxeb`w w`q wK RxebK
my`i Kiv me?
Di : mdj I cwiZ Rxebi Rb cqvRb c~Yv Rxeb`w|
mgKvjxb gvbyli mgmvUv GLvbB| h hLvb AvQ m gb Ki
Zvi GUv w`qB mewKQyi mgvavb Ki djv hve| hgb, GKRb
GKvDUU gb Kib wnmvewevbB me| GKRb Bwwbqvi gb Kib
chywvbB Avmj| GKRb Wvvi gb Ki Ilya Lj ev Acvikb
Kij me mgmv `~i nq hve| Avevi wcGBPwW Ki Avmvi ci,
GKRb wekwe`vjq wkK gb Kib cw_exi mKj vb Zvi Avq
Pj GmQ|
A_P mewKQy wgwjqB nQ Rxeb| ay nvZ em avb Rc Ki
hw` ckvw cvIqv hZ Zvnj gywb Fwl `iekiv jvKvjq AvmZb
bv, KvR KiZb bv, gvbyli KjvY Kivi K_v fveZb bv| hw` ay
evqvg KiB ckvw cvIqv hZ, Zvnj Mvgvi gZv evqvgexi Pwj-k
eQi eqm wjfvi cP gviv hZb bv| hw` ay A_ ckvw w`Z
cviZv, Zvnj abKzei`i Rxeb GZ Akvw _vKZv bv| ay gbi
vbB hw` ckvw w`Z cviZv, Zvnj gbvwevbxiv AvZnZv
KiZb bv|
KvqvUvg Avmj Avgv`iK G K_vB ej| RxebK `LZ ne
cwic~Yfve| mwVK Rxeb`w MnY KiZ ne, Avq KiZ ne
Rxebhvcbi wevb|
Rxebhvcbi wevbw` mvq Ad wjwfs K_vwU GmQ Agi
K_vwkx wjI Ujqi GKwU DwZ _K, hLvb wZwb Gi
cqvRbxqZvK Zzj aiQb Lye my`ifve| Most important of all
the sciences one can and must have to learn is the Science
300

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of Living, so as to do the least evil and the greatest possible


good. A_vr mKj wevbi gvS mePq iZc~Y wevb hv gvbyli

Rvbv cqvRb I Riwi Zv nQ mvq Ad wjwfs hv ej `q


RxebUvK Kxfve my`i Kiv hvq, fyj _K Kxfve `~i _vKv hvq,
Avi fvjv ev KjvY KZ ewk Kiv hvq|
ik gbxlx wjI UjqmeKvji miv jLK, wPvwe`, `vkwbK|
weki meKvji miv `kwU eBqi 1g I 3qwU Zvi jLv| RbwQjb
Rwg`vi cwievi, DivwaKvim~ gvwjK nqwQjb Pvi nvRvi GKi
Rwgi| wK mvaviY Rxebhvcb KiZb, ciZb mvaviY KlK`i
cvkvK| ag Ges AvavwZKZvq Mfxi vbi KviY Zvi jLvjvZ
dzU DVQ gnr Rxebevai K_v| Aek GRb A_W PvP ZvK
wLag _K ewnvi Ki|
Bmjvgi evcviI wZwb Mfxifve AvMnx wQjb| gZzi mgq Zvi
cKU h eBwU cvIqv hvq, Zv njv w` mwqsm Ad gvnv`GKRb
evOvwj Ave`yj-vn mvnivIqv`xi jLv nv`xm msKjbi GKwU cywKv|
mvq Ad wjwfs cwifvlvwU Avgiv Zvi KvQ _KB cqwQ| wZwb
wbRI ej MQb QvU QvU wKQy RxebvPvii K_v| hgb, ZvovZvwo
NygvZ hvIqv, mKvj IVv, cwiwgZ Avnvi, wbRi KvR wbR Kivi
wkv BZvw`|
KvqvUvg nQ mB mvq Ad wjwfs hv ej `q RxebUvK
Kxfve my`i Kiv hvq, fyj _K Kxfve `~i _vKv hvq, cvc KZ Kg
Kiv hvq, Avi fvjv ev KjvY KZ ewk Kiv hvq|
KvqvUvgi wkv G bex-imyj`i h wkv, Awj-eyRyM`i h
wkv, gywb-Fwl`i h wkv, Zv _K Avjv`v wKQy bq| nvRvi eQi
ai Zuviv h wkv w`q GmQb, KvqvUvg m K_vjvB ejQ| ay
fvlvUv AvaywbK|
Avi Gi m~Pbv nq gvbwmK cwZ A_vr `wfwi ga w`q| bexRx
(m) ejQb, Bbvgvj Avgvjy web-wbqvZ| wbqZ mKj Kgi Azi|
ac` AvQwPv ev Awfcvqi cwZdjb NU ^fve ev cKwZZ|
hw` KD g` Awfcvq wbq K_v ej ev KvR Ki `ytL ZvK AbyMgb
Ki| Avi KD hw` mywPv wbq K_v ej ev KvR Ki myL ZvK Qvqvi

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

301

gZv AbymiY Ki| [hgKeM&Mv : 1-2]


A_vr Rxeb`w hw` mwVK nq Zvnj Avcwb myLi c_ AMmi
neb| hw` Rxeb`w wVK bv nq Zvnj Avcwb `ytLi c_ AMmi
neb| KvqvUvg mB wbqZUvK MVb KimB `wfwUvK MVb Ki
hvZ Ki Avcwb RxebK my`ifve hvcb KiZ cvib| RxebK
mdj KiZ cvib, Avb`gq KiZ cvib|
AZGe, RxebK Avcwb hLb LwZfve MnY Kieb Rxeb
AvcbvK LwZ mvdj `e| Avi hLb cwic~Yic MnY Kieb,
Rxeb AvcbvK cwic~Y mvdj `e|
KvqvUvg nQkvkZ agxq PZbvi wbhvm mg cwic~Y Rxeb
wbgvYi cwqv| G PZbvi Avjvq Avgiv wbRiv AvjvwKZ nwQ,
AvjvwKZ KiwQ mvaviY gvbylK|
ck : Avwg Zv AbK wKQy Rvwb| AbK wKQy PvB wK RxebUv my`i
nQ bv Kb?
Di : Avmj RxebK my`i Kivi Rb ay Z_ h_ bq| Avcwb
AbK wKQy RvbZ cvib| AbK Z_ Avcbvi _vKZ cvi| wK mUv
KLbv Avcbvi RxebK my`i KiZ cvie bv hw` m Z_K Avcbvi
Rxeb evevwqZ Kivi cwqv Avcwb bv Rvbb| Z_UvK KvR
jvMvbvi cwqv AvcbvK RvbZ ne|
Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi h, G cwqvUv Avgiv Rvwb| ay e`j hvI
ejj me e`j hvewelqUv Zv GiKg bv| Kxfve e`jvev,
e`jvbvi cwqvUv Zv RvbZ ne| Avgiv G cwqvUv Rvwb| h
KviY Avgv`i jvLv Rxeb e`j MQ| ay fvjv K_v coj ne bv,
ay fvjv K_v bj ne bv| ay fvjv K_v ejj ne bv| GUv wbRi
Rxeb cqvM Kivi cwqv AvZ KiZ ne|

302

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ckvw
kvw

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

303

304

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kb Ubkb
ck : m ev Ubkbi Avmj KvhKviY Kx?
Di : m ev Ubkbi Re-ivmvqwbK KvhKviYwU hw` Avgiv eywS
Zvnj m _K gy _vKvI mnR ne| Avmj euP _vKvi cqvRb
cvYx-`ni GK RweK cwqvi bvg m| Avw`Kvj gvbyl hLb nvq
ev Rj evm KiZv, wnsm R-Rvbvqvi ev ki gvKvejvq GB
m imcB ZvK joZ A_ev cvjvZ kw hvMvZv|
Kx nq GB m imc? Avgiv hLb Kvbv wec` Abyfe Kwi
ZLb nvBcv_vjvgvm bvg ebi GKUv QvU A ivmvqwbK msKZ
cwiZ nq| wm_wUK bvfvm wmg ZLb bvbv aibi m nigvb
Zwi Ki| hgbGwWbvwjb, bvwicvBbdvBb, KwUmj BZvw`| GB
m nigvbjv ZLb ii gvag cevwnZ nq Avgv`iK cvwjq
hZ A_ev jovB KiZ mvnvh Ki| ZLb r`b `Z nq Ges
enr cwkjvZ i PjvPj eo hvq| Pvgovi wbP iKwYKvjv
msKzwPZ nq hvZ GwWU nj ewk icvZ bv nq| PvLi gwY eo
nq hvq dj Avgiv fvjv `LZ cvB| e-vWmyMvi eo hvq `n
kwi hvMvb `evi Rb| nRg Ges cRbb gZv nvm cvq| Mv_
nigvb wbtmiY e nq hvq| ivMcwZiva gZv evnZ nq| Avi
GB mejv cwqvB nq hvZ Avgiv Rvi `o cvjvZ cvwi ev
jovB KiZ cvwi|
ck njv, GLb Zv Avi eb R-Rvbvqvi bB, Zvi mv_ jovB
Kiv ev cvjvbviI cqvRb bB| Zvnj GLb Kb Avgiv m
fvivv nB? GLbKvi mi KviY Avcbvi wec` bq, wec`i
Kbv; ebi evN bq, gbi evN; eveZv bq, Avcbvi gvbwmKZv|
nqZv Avcbvi evPvwU ek wKQyw`b ai Amy, bvbviKg U KwiqI
wKQy aiv coQ bv| Awdm AvMvgxKvj AwWU wUg Avme wnmec me
wVK AvQ wK bv `Lvi Rb ev mnKgxi mv_ D evK wewbgq
nqQG Aevjvq Avcbvi Kvbv eve wec` bv _vKjI Avcbvi
eb eRB PjQ wbii GK Wvi Gjvg hv Avmj 100%-B djm
Gjvg| KviY Avcbvi ebi mgmv ev mvebv hUvB ejyb Zv njv,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
20-

305

eb eve I Kbvi ga cv_K KiZ cvi bv| eve wec` eb h


cwZwqv `Lve, KvwbK wec`I mB GKB cwZwqv `Lve|
aib, Avcbvi eb GKUv dvqvi Gjvg AvQ| Avb jMQ
eySjB Zv eR IV| wK hw` Ggb nq h, Avbi Kbv KijI
Zv eR IV Ges `nK Zrci Ki Zvj Zv gvKvejvi Rb,
ZLb? Avgiv hLb m Avv nB, ZLb G evcviwUB NU| eve
wec` bv nj ev Zv KU hvIqvi ciI ebi m imc nZB
_vK| dj cZKevi Rvg cojB Avcbvi gRvR wLuP IV,
gvevBj Lyj emi wgmW& Kj `Lj Ubkb Kib ev mvejvq
wUwfi Lei `LZ emjB AwbqZvq fvivv nb|
GLb GB mi cwiYwZ Kx? QvU QvU iiY _K hgb
gZyI nZ cvi Zgwb QvULvUv mjvB hw` memgq AvcbvK
fvivv KiZ _vK, Avcwb gvivZK kvixwiK Ges gvbwmK AmyLi
wkKvi nZ cvib|
PU Ki Zwi Ki djv hvqmRwbZ Ggb AmyLi ZvwjKvq
iqQ : nvU wWwRR, nvBcviUbkb, ivMcwZiva gZv Kg hvIqv,
vK, AvBweGm, Avjmvi, WvqvewUm, gvm&j I RqU cBb, GjvwR,
wgmKviR, GgbwK nvmKi kvbvjIAKvj `uvZ cov|
AbK Drm _K m AvmZ cvievBii cwiek, cwievi, ez
ev cwiwPZ Mw, ckvMZ , mvgvwRK | Ze Drm hv-B nvK,
mi KviY g~jZ PviwU : cY`vmZ, cYFY, wec`i Kbv Ges
eq eovbv|
c_gB Avmv hvK cY`vmZi K_vq| AvaywbK cyuwRev`x mfZvq
cY ev qgZvKB Avgiv gb Kwi mvdji gvcKvwV| K KZ `vwg
wRwbm wKbZ cvi, K KZ wejvmej Rxebhvcb KiZ cvi Zv
w`qB Avgiv gvbyli iZ gvcZ Pv Kwi| dj m` AvniY ev
cY Kbvi GK Amy cwZhvwMZvq wj AwaKvsk gvbyl| wK cYi
cKwZ nQhZB Kbv nvK, Aviv Kbvi Afveeva KLbv dzivq bv|
AvgwiKvi abKzei Rb wW iKdjviK wRm Kiv nqwQjv,
What is enough? wZwb Reve w`qwQjb, Just one more. A_vr
cY ev mw ev fvMi DcKiYi ewkB nQ GK Ab
Afveevai `yP AvewZZ nIqv| Avi Gi dj Zwi nq
306

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cwZhvwMZv/ cwZwZvi gvbwmKZv| hvi cwiYvg m| KviY cY


Avivg w`Z cvi, wK ckvw w`Z cvi bv| UvKv w`q weQvbv Kbv
hvq, Nyg bq| UvKv w`q Lvevi Kbv hvq wK zav ev LZ cvivi
mvg_K bq| UvKv w`q cvmv` Kbv hvq, wK kv-myLi bxo bq|
Akvwi `yB b^i KviY njv FY| cYFY| AvaywbKKvj
evsKjv fvv`i bvbv aibi cYFYi Advi w`Q| wUwf, wdR
_K i Ki Qj-gqi weqI hvZ Zv`i KvQ _K FY Ki
w`Z nq mRb Zv`i AvKlYxq wevcbi kl bB| mvaviY gvbylI
AvaywbK (!) jvBd vBji AvKlY cv w`Q FY bvgK Gme `y
Pi duv`| Avi cwiYvg wbq AvmQ wbRi Ici GK Acwigq
Akvw, Ubkb Avi AwiZvi LoM| FYi ewkB nQ, GKevi hw`
Avcwb FYM nb Ze gvMZ Zv evoZB _vKe| c_g nqZv wUwf
Kbvi Rb FY wbjb, Zvici Gwm, Zvici Mvwo, Zvici evwo,
Zvici Qj-gqi weq BZvw` BZvw`|
FY _K h Ubkb Zv _K h gZy ch nZ cvi, gvBKj
RvKmbB Zvi cgvY| 2009 mvj AvKwK GK KvwWqvK Gi hLb
wZwb gviv hvb ZLb Zvi Acwikva FYi cwigvY wQjv 500 wgwjqb
Wjvi hv cwikvai Pv KiZB wZwb AmyZv mI jb KbmvU
AvqvRbi cwZ wbwQjb| wK Ubkb KgvZ `xNw`b ai wZwb h
cBbwKjvi Avm wQjb Zv-B ZvK gZyi w`K Vj w`qwQjv|
Avi FYRwbZ Ubkbi dj gvbyl Zvi ^vfvweK wePvi-eyw nvwiq
wbRK KZ weeZKi Aevq Vj `q Zvi mvcwZK D`vniY njv
eUbi ivRcy Gyi mveK x mviv dvmb| mcwZ eUbi GKwU
UvejqW cKvwkZ nq h, WvPm Ad BqK mviv dvmb Zvi mveK
^vgx wc Gyi mv_ mvvr Kwiq `eb G cwZkwZi wewbgq
GKRb eemvqxi KvQ _K cuvP j cvD `vwe KiQb| Ges Mvcb
Kvgivq aviYKZ QweZ `Lv hvQ, h wicvUvi eemvqx mR
dvmbi mv_ G K_vcK_b KiQb wZwb Zvi nvZ AvMvg 40 nvRvi
Wjvi Zzj w`Qb|
wZb b^i njv, mi KviY NUbv bq, NUbvi cwZ m gvbwmK
cwZwqv| GKwU D`vniY `qv hvK| `yRb gwnjv gyLvgywL `ywU wiKkvq
hvwQjb| c_g wiKkvq GKRb gwnjv GKvB wQjb| Dvw`Ki
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

307

wiKkvq wQjb GK gwnjv Ges Zvi Pvi eQi eqmx gq|


c--Mc cov gqwUK wbq zj _K wdiwQjb wZwb| `ywU wiKkv
hLb gyLvgywL ZLb NUjv GKUv Qv NUbv| gv-gqi wiKkv `Z
AvmZ wMq Pj GK evmi mv_ avv jM LvwbKUv Kvr nq Avevi
mvRv nq Mj| gqK Rwoq ai gv k Ki wiKkvi W ai
djjb| wiKkv Avevi PjZ i Kijv|
NUbvUv GLvbB kl nq hZ cviZv| wK njv bv| KviY
cvki wiKkvq whwb wQjb wZwb `~i _K cyiv NUbvUv `Ljb Ges
Gici wbRi KbvkwK cqvM Ki fveZ jvMjb hw` wiKkvUv
Kvr nq co hZ, Zvnj Kx nZv? hw` gqwU wQUK coZv Zvnj
Kx nZv? gqwUi Ici w`q hw` evmUv Pj hZ, Zvnj Kx nZv?
GZ QvU gqgviv Mj gvqi Kx Aev nZv? A_ev gv-I Zv co
AvnZ nZ cviZb ev gviv hZ cviZb| ZLb gqwUi Kx nZv?
Gme wbq fveZ fveZ gwnjv wbRB Amy nq Mjb| A_P eve
NUbv wKQyB bv, GgbwK hv`i wbq GZ DM Zv`iI Kvbv cwZwqv
njv bv, gvSLvb _K wec`i Kbv KiZ KiZ Amy nq Mjb
ZZxq GKRb ew|
Avi Pvi b^i KviY njv, eq eovbv| Avgiv AwaKvsk mgq
QvULvUv NUbv ev cwZwqvjvK eq eovB| dj h welqjvK
mnRB gv Ki w`Z cviZvg ev Gwoq hZ cviZvg Zv KiZ cvwi
bv Ges cwiYvg mW& nB|
`yB wfzi M G welqwU Lye my`ifve DV GmQ| eqm bexb
Ges cexY `yB wfz Rji c_ w`q Avkg wdiwQjb| cvq hLb
mv, nVvr `yRbB `Ljb, wbRb Rji cvk LimvZv GK b`x, Zvi
muvKvi Mvovq GKv em AvQ GK ZiYx| gqwU Rvbvjv, AvZxqi
evwo _K wbRi Mvg wdiQ m| wK fiv Rvqvii GB mgq GKv
GB muvKv civZ m fq cvQ| GRb em AvQ|
cexY wfz wKQyY wPv Kijb| wfz`i AvPiYwewa Abymvi
Kvbv wfzi c bvix k gnvcvc| wK GB ZiYxK hw` GKjv
GLvb iL Zviv Pj hvb Zvnj GB ivZ gqwUi Rxeb ev mg
wecb nIqvi h SuywKi ga ZvK dj hvIqv ne mB cvc ne Aviv
eo| cexY wfz wmv wbjb Ges nvZ ai ZvK cvi Ki w`jb|
308

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

muvKv cwiq Avevi `yB wfz c_ PjZ jvMjb| Gevi bexb wfz
gyL Lyjjb, i, G Avcwb Kx Kijb? bvix ki gZv gnvcvc Ki
djjb? Avcbvi GLb Kx ne i? Gfve mvivc_B m eKZ
jvMjv| cexY wfz wKQyB ejQb bv|
Aekl hLb Avkgi `iRvq Gm _vgjb, cexY wfz ZLb
ejjb, `L, Avwg Zv H ZiYxK H muvKvi cviB iL GmwQ|
wK Zzwg Zv ZvK GLbv eq eovQv| cvc Zvnj Kvi ewk ne,
Avgvi bv Zvgvi?
AvgivI Avgv`i Rxebi w`K ZvKvj `LevGiKg AbK
welqB AvQ hv Avgiv IfvijyK KiZ cvij Avgv`i Rxeb AbK
ewk mnR, mgy nZ cviZv|
ck : ckvw, Zwi Drm Avmj Kx? KLbv gb nq UvKv-cqmv, evwoMvwo, gZvGmeB gvbwmK ckvwi Drm| wK Gme cPzi cwigvY
AvQ Ggb AbKK hLb nZvkvq fyMZ `wL ZLb Avevi wev nB|
Di : Avmj UvKv-cqmv, evwo-Mvwo, gZv A_vr eMZ cvw KLbv
ckvw, Zw w`Z cvi bv| e njv Ggb wKQy hv cvIqvi Rb hgb
AwiZv Akvw KvR Ki Zgwb cjI i nq bZzb AwiZv,
Akvw| Avi mUv njvAviv cvIqvi AwiZv Ges hv cqwQ Zv
_vKe wK bv mB AwbqZv|
AvaywbK gvbyli Ubkbi mePq eo KviYB njv eMZ cvwi
Rb Zv`i Avmw, cwZhvwMZv| KviY ei Pvwn`vi Kvbv kl
bB| hZ cvIqv hvq, ZZB evoZ _vK Aviv cvIqvi Pvwn`v|
GRbB nqZv Kwe ejQbG RMZ nvq, m-B ewk Pvq, AvQ hvi
fywi fywi| ivRvi n Ki mg KvOvji ab Pzwi|
Avmj eMZ cvw hw` ckvw w`Z cviZv, Avb` w`Z cviZv
Zvnj hv`i Rxeb eMZ Kvbv Afve bB ZvivB nZv mePq myLx
gvbyl| wekLvZ ccvi gvBKj RvKmbi K_v Avgiv AvMB ejwQ|
GZ m`, GZ LvwZ, GZ f-Abyii `jZviv wK ZvK kvw
w`Z ciwQjv? hw` w`Z cviZv Zvnj wK wZwb cBbwKjvi WvMm
Avm nZb? gZyi GK Nv AvMI wZwb WvM wbqwQjb| cvgUg
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

309

wicvU Zvi cU wKQy wcj Qvov Avi wKQy cvIqv hvq wb|
Avgv`i mgvR wKQyB fvjv jvM bv RvZxq AKviY welYZvq m
gvbylivB mePq ewk fvM hv`i eMZ Kvbv wKQyi Afve bB|
Abw`K eMZ cvw Zv `~ii K_v, `yejv Lvevi hvMvo KiZB
hv`i wngwkg LZ nq, Zv`i GB AKviY welYZvq fvMvi Kvbv
mgqB bB|
e Kb Zw w`Z cvi bv, ckvw w`Z cvi bv Zvi GKwU
KvhKviY AvQ| mwU njve hZ `vwg Avi bqbvwfivgB nvK, ei
AwaKvix ewwUi mv_ Zvi fve wewbgqi Kvbv myhvM bB| GKRb
wcq mxi gZv m Abyf~wZ e KiZ cvi bv|
aib wbtmZv KvUvbvi Rb Avcwb wUwf `LQb| wK Avcwb
hZY aiB wUwf `Lb bv Kb, wbtmZv NyPe bv| KviY wUwf
Avcbvi mv_ K_v ejZ cviQ bv| fve wewbgq KiZ cviQ bv|
Avcbvi ggZvi Avnvb mvov w`Z cviQ bv|
e KLbvB Zv cvi bv| Avi eMZ cvwi GKUv AweQ` A
njv AwiZv| KviY eMZ cvw gvbB Avcbvi mvgb iqQ GKvwaK
Ackb| Zvi gvb mvivYB Avcwb fveQb, Gi Pq fvjv wKQy eva
nq Avgvi nvZQvov nq hvQ| dj Zwi nQ AwiZv, Akvw|
ZvB ckvwi Rb, Zwi Rb AbK e bq, cqvRb GKUz mywi
nq wbRi ga Wye `qv| hv me gwWUkbi gvag|
mePq eo K_ve KLbv Avcb nq bv| hZ `vwg AjviB nvK
wQbZvBKvix wQwbq wbq Mj Ajvi KLbv ej bv, AvgvK Rvi
Ki Avbj Kb| Avwg Zvgvi bB| eis Ajvi gyn~ZB Zvi nq
hvq| UvKv ev m` KD Rei `Lj KiZ cvij ZviB fvM nq|
A_P cvY Avcb nq| GUv GKRb Ryii mZ NUbv| Dwb wewfb
mgq wewfb RvqMvq wbLuvR nq hZb| ZvK cvMjv cxi ejv nZv|
Zvi x ZvK Lye fvjevmZb| GKevi wbLuvR njb, 12 eQi cvi nq
MQ Kvbv Lei bB| gwnjvi wbRi A_bwZK Kvbv Aej^b wQjv
bv| Avkcvki jvKRb ejjv`L, I cvMj nqZv gi MQ| Zv
bv nj Zv AvmZv| Gme ej mevB wgj ZvK AviKRbi m
weq w`q w`jv| m Avi Kx Kie? A_bwZKfve ^vej^x bv, ZvK
Zv LvIqv-`vIqv KiZ ne|
310

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

weq njv, eQi `yqK Zvi mv_ Ni-msmvi KiQ| Gi ga Lei


cjv cvMj Pj GmQ| kvbvgvB m evwo _K `o ewiq
MjAvgvi cvMj AvmQ! Avgvi cvMj AvmQ ej| A_vr GUvB
nQ e Avi cvYi cv_K| gvbyl ggZvK wiwmcvKU KiZ cvi|
cvY ggZvi Avnvb mvov w`Z cvi| wK e KLbv mvov `q bv|
ck : wcq `j AvRwUbv mvcvU Kwi Ges Ljv `wL| Ljv `Lvi
mgq h_ DRbvi mw nq| mme Kxfve wbRK DRbvi
nvZ _K `~i iL Ubkbgy _vKev?
Di : Ubkbi KviYjvi ga Pvi b^i KviY njv, enb Ki
eovbvGUv Zvi GKUv D`vniY| Kv_vq Kvb gnv`k `wY
AvgwiKv, Zvi GKwU `k AvRwUbv, Avi Avcwb Gw`K mB Ljv
`L DRbvq fyMQb| ivZ RM Ljv `LQb| Ni Ni cZvKv
SzjvQb| `LZ `LZ Ub&mW nQb| GgbwK Ljv `LZ `LZ
KD KD Avevi nvUdjI KiQ| G `wfw hw` _vKAvcwb
memgqB AkvwZ fyMeb|
nuv, hw` Ggb nZv h, wekKvci G Ljvq AvgivI LjwQ ev G
Ljvi Avgv`i Aevb Avgiv gvMZ kxlvb wbq hvIqvi
Pv KiwQ, ZvnjI GKUv K_v wQjv| wK Zv Zv bv| Avcwb Kx
KiQb, Ljv `LQb, wKQy mgq b KiQb, wewbgq DwRZ nQb|
ciw`b Kvm ev Awdm gbvhvM w`q Avi KvR KiZ cviQb bv| GUv
QvMji ZZxq evPvi jvdvbvi gZv njv| mB mgqUv hw` Avcwb
wbR`i Dbqbi Rb, Abi KjvYi Rb eq KiZb, Zvnj
AbK ewk DcKZ nZ cviZb|
ck : Avgvi QvU `ywU AwZ Av`ii gq, Zviv ivZ GKwU Kvwk w`jI
AwZ Ubkb nq| Nyg fO hvq| Ubkbi KviY ivZ Avi Nyg Avm
bv| gb nq I`i KZ bv K nQ| G _K cwivYi Dcvq Kx?
Di : evPv Kvwk w`j Nyg fO hvIqv ^vfvweK| wK GB Ubkb
hw` Nyg bv Avm Ze Zv ^vfvweK bq| wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib| GB
AnZzK Ubkb Pj hve|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

311

ck : Ubkbi KviY wK PviUvB? bv Aviv AvQ?


Di : Aviv AbK welq AvQ| Avmj Avgv`i `bw`b Rxeb KZ
h wewP welq wbq Avgiv DrKvq fywM Zvi Bqv bB| AwaKvsk
B Gjv hZUv bv cqvRbxq Zvi Pq ewk AcqvRbxq welq|
KLbv GUv mvb wbq, KLbv ^vgxK wbq, KLbv xK wbq|
GgbwK mvb eo nq MjI DrKvi kl bvB| mvbi x ev ^vgxi
mv_ Zvi mK Kx mUv wbqI DrKvq fywM|
Kviv cg wbq DrKv| Avwg hvK cQ` KiwQ, m _vKe, bv wK
AvgvK Qo AviKRbi mv_ cvwjq hve? KviY AvRKvj Zv cg
KD GKRbi mv_ Ki bv, GKmv_ AbKRbi mv_ Ki| Avevi
mevBKB ejQ Zzwg Qvov Avwg euvPev bv| AZGe, KvK m mwZ
ejQGUv wbq Avgv`i DrKv| GgbI nqQ h, GK Qj
GKmv_ wZbRbi mv_ cg KiQ Ges wZbRbB Avevi GKRb
AviKRbi cwiwPZ| wZbRbB gb KiQ, bv, I Ab `yRbi mv_
Awfbq KiQ, Avgvi mv_ Avmj|
Avevi Kviv weq wbq DrKv| Qj nj cQ`mB gq cvQ bv,
gq nj cQ`mB Qj cvQ bv| GKwU gqi wPwV GiKg, Avwg
gvvm cvk KiwQ| DPZv 5-4 Ges Avgvi mgmv njv weq| gvvm
cvk Kivi ci GLb Avwg evmvq AvwQ| `yBevi wewmGm cixv
w`qwQ, wK cvk KiZ cvwi wb| eZgvb KvbvwKQy KiwQ bv|
mvivY cvq evmvq _vwK| Avgvi gv-evev-fvB Avgvi weqi Rb
AbK `ov`wo KiQ, wK weq nQ bv| cvc AvgvK `L
cQ` Ki wK weq nq bv| KviY Avgv`i evmvi Avkcvk Avgv`i
AbK k AvQ, Zviv wewfb iKg K_v ej weq fO `q|
AbK ej evmvq kiv ZvweR cyuZQ| Avevi AbK ejwks
gvQi KuvUvi m ZvweR eua b`xZ Qo w`qQ, hvi RbB weq
nQ bv| GBfve KZ KweivR KZ K_v ej h KZ UvKv wbqQ Zvi
wnme bB| wK KvR nQ bv| Gw`K Avgvi gv-evev-fvBqiv
GKevi fO coQ| GRb Avwg Lye nZvkvi ga w`b KvUvwQ,
gb gb wmv wbqwQ, AgyK ZvwiLi ga hw` Avgvi weq bv nq
Zvnj Avi weq Kiev bv| cv wnme Avgvi cQ` c_g Avwg
312

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Awdmvi, Zvici cywjki GGmwc, Kvgm Awdmvi, weGmwm Bwwbqvi


cuvP b^i nQ gvwRU| ...
GB h gqwU Gi Akvwi KviYUv Kx? Zvi PvIqvK m mwVKfve
msvwqZ KiZ cvi wb| GKUv weqi Rb h AwiZvq m fyMQ
Zvi GKvskI hw` wbRi cwiPq mw Kivi Rb Abyfe KiZv Zvnj
Zvi Rxeb AbK ckv Avi A_c~Y nZv|
Avmj m wRwbmwUB AvgvK PvBZ ne hv Avgvi Rb KjvYKi|
Avmj Avgiv AbK mgq evwnK PvKwPK ev PgK _K cjy nB|
wbRi Rb mUv PvBZ wMq nvmKi AbyKiYceYZvq wj nB ev
AwiZvq fywM| wK hw` kv nq ay GUzKz fveZ cvwi h, GB
PvIqvUv wK Avgvi Rb KjvYKi bv AKjvYKiZvnj mwVK wmv
bqv me, mwVK PvIqv me|
ck : h wRwbmjv AvgvK myL Gb `e fewQjvg, Zv cqI
GLb Avgvi Zw bB| Kb?
Di : Avmj AZw ev Akvwi GUvB c_g KviY| Kvbv wKQy cvIqvi
ci Avgiv Zvi Rb Kwiqv cKvk Kwi bv| eis Avgiv Kx bvB mUv
wbqB wPv i Kwi| Kx bvB, mB wPvUv Avgv`iK e Ki ivL|
hw` Gfve i Kwi h, Kx AvQZvnj wK Akvw AbK Kg hvq|
KviY, hv AvQ Zv w`q i KiZ ne hv bB Zv ARb Kivi cPvq|
Kx AvQ Avgvi?
Avmj GKRb gvbyli kvw cvIqvi Rb hv hv cqvRb Avcwb
`LebAb AbKi Zzjbvq Zv Avcbvi AbK ewk AvQ| `yPvL
w`q `LZ cviQb, gyL w`q K_v ejZ cviQb, bvK w`q NvY wbZ
cviQb| Zvici gyL w`q LZ cviQb, `uvZ w`q wPeyZ cviQb,
nvZ w`q KvR KiZ cviQb, nvZUvK BQvgZv bvovZ cviQb|
Avcwb wPv Kib GKUv iveUi K_v| iveUi GKUv nvZ bvovZ
nj ZvK KZ KmiZ KivZ nq| ZviciI Zvi nvZ bvovbv KLbvB
gvbyli bvovbvi gZv my`i bq, ^Q` bq| cvqi K_v wPv Kib,
Avcwb `ovZ cviQb, nuvUZ cviQb, `uvwoq _vKZ cviQb|
Avcwb BQv nj nvmZ cviQb| nvwmi K_vq nvmZ cviQb, Kuv`Z
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

313

cviQb, Kx bB Avcbvi? h mdj gvbyljvi w`K Avcwb weqvwe


nq ZvwKq _vKb, Zv`i hv AvQ, AvcbviI wVK GKB wRwbm AvQ
Ges GB wRwbmjv Avcwb cqQb webvg~j| Avgiv Gjvi w`K
ZvKvB bv| Avgiv i Kwi hv bB, mUv w`q| dj Avgiv Ubkb
Avv nB| memgq wPv KiZ neKx AvQ Ges Gi mePq fvjv
eenvi Avwg Kxfve KiZ cvwi!

Z_vKw_Z webv`b Ges ckvw


ck : Avgiv Zv gb Kwi mvivw`b KvR Kivi ci Ni Gm wUwf `L
GKUz wijv Kiev| Avmj wK Zv-B?
Di : Akvw ev Ubkbi AviKwU eo KviY nQ wUwf Avmw|
Avmw h ay g` ev WvMmB ne, Zv bq| Zv AvcvZ webv`bi
bvgI nZ cvi| nZ cvi R ev Dbv`bvi bvg| wUwf Kxfve
webv`bi bvg Ubkb evovq m K_v Avgiv ejev|
Avmj GLb webv`b GKUv weRbm gwkb nq MQ| Avi Avcwb
GB weRbm gwkbi GKRb KbwRDgvi Qvov Avi KD bb| hgb,
AvgwiKvb AvBWji bKj Bwqvb AvBWj njv| Avi Zvi AbyKiY
Avgv`i `kI i njv bvbv aibi wiqwjwU kv| ZvgvKB LyuRQ
evsjv`k, mycvi vi, miv K, z` MvbivR BZvw`| GB
cwZhvwMZvjvZ hviv Ask wbQ Zviv wKQyw`b wgwWqvi K`we`yZ
_vKQ| cwZw`b wewfb Pvbj nqZv Zv`i `LvQ| wekvj me
wejevW UvOvbv nQ Zv`i Qwe w`q|
Zvici hviv weRqx nQ Zv`iK wbq wKQyw`b Lye n P nQ|
AvgwiKv, `yevB, BDivc mdi hvQ| wK Zvici? AwaKvskKB
Avi Gici LyuR cvIqv hvq bv| KviY jvBg jvBU _vKvi Rb gavcwZfvi h Abykxjb Zv h_vh_fve bv KiB Zviv kvweR vi nIqvi
gvn Avv nqwQjv| Avi G`i GKUv eo Ask Si cowgwWqvq
wUK _vKvi Rb h Lvjvgjv Rxeb Af nZ nq, MW dv`vi`i
gbvib KiZ nq Zv KiZ bv ci|
314

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : wUwfZ ay wmwiqvjB `Lvbv nq bv, `ki wewfb RvqMvq h


Lvivc Leijv nq Zv-I Zv `Lvbv nq|
Di : wgwWqvi KjvY Avgiv weki fvjv-LvivcmeiKg LeivLei
cvwQ, GUv wVK| wK ZvZ wK Avmj Kvbv jvf nqQ; `k eQi
AvMi AcivaceYZvi nvii Zzjbvq GLbKvi nvi eoQ e Kg wb|
wnw` wmbgvq GKmgq Ak-xj `k fviv Awfbq KiZv| KviY
Gme `k bvqK-bvwqKviv Awfbq KiZ PvBZb bv| `kKivI gb
KiZv Gjv Lvivc| wK GLb Avi G gvbwmKZv bB| GLb Ak-xj
`k Awfbq bv Kij LvwZ cvIqvB KwVb|
AbK mgq bvgi KviY Ak-xj wRwbmKI k-xj ej Pvwjq w`Z
Pvb wKQy Mvx| GKevi wmbgv nj GKwU wmbgv GjvWb Ad
Bmjvg| hnZz wmbgvi bvg Bmjvg kwU iqQ, AZGe wmbgv
ii AvM SvocvQ Ki MvjvcRj wQwUq wmbgv njK cvK-cwe
Kiv njv| Zvici wgjv` cwoq i njv wcwgqvi kv| mB wmbgvq
Rvnwj hyMi Kvwnbx eYbvi mgq ZvZ Aa-Dj bZKx`i bvP-Mvb
Aejxjvq `Lvbv njv|
GLvb nqZv hyw `qv ne, Kvwnbxi cqvRb| GiKg Kvwnbxi
cqvRb wb`vl `vwe Ki wgwWqvZ Ggb AbK wKQyB `Lvbv nq hv
Ak-xj, DRbv I gvi`vvq ficyi Ges `kK`i Ici hvi cfve
wbwl `ki gZvB wZKi|
Ze KD GUv gb Kieb bv h, Avgiv wUwfi wec| Avgiv
memgqB wUwfi c| KviY wUwfZ Ggb AbK wKQyB `Lvbv nq hv
wUwf bv _vKj Avgiv `LZ cviZvg bv| Ze G AvcbvK wbR
_KB GKUv fvimvg Aej^b KiZ ne h, KZUzKz Avcwb `Leb
Ges KZUzKz `Leb bv|
ck : Avgv`i evmvi cwZwU gvbyl wUwfi cwZ Avm| Zviv ej
webv`b ev vbvRbi Dcvq njv Uwjwfkb| Avmj wK ZvB?
Di : Avmj GKmgq Avjm ejZ evSvbv nZv AvKvk-Kzmyg Kbv
ev dvjZz AvvevwRK| wK GLb Z_vKw_Z webv`bi bvg Avjm
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

315

Mvm KiQ Avgv`iK| Aek Gi GKUv cUf~wgI AvQ|


mfZvi AMMwZi mv_ mv_ gvbyli Ubkb, AwiZv evojI
`wnK cwikgi cwigvY Kg MQ AbK| hgb mvBKji RvqMvq
GmQ gvUi mvBKj ev Mvwo| Mvwoi chywZI NUQ wbZbZzb
DrKl| hgb Mvwo AvM wQjv gvbyqvj, nvZ Nywiq vU w`Z nZv|
GLb cvIqvi wqvwis| AvM Nywiq DBv M-vm IVvZ nZv| GLb
WvBfvi myBP wUcB PviUv M-vm Zzj w`Z cvi| AvMKvi gZv wiqvi
wfD wgii DuwK w`q Avi Mvwoi Aevb `Lvi `iKvi bB, mvgbi
KwDUvi AvBq PvL ivLjB Zv `Lv hvq|
A_vr kvixwiK kgK KZfve Kgvbv hvq m PvB njv wevbi
MelYvi g~j UvMU| AbKUv mgq GZ mvkq nQ| hviv eywgvb
Zviv G mgqUvi menvi KiB wbRi SzwjZ Rgv Kib KxwZi
fvvi| wK hviv AvnvK, MvwjKv cevn Mv fvmvb, Zviv
webv`bi bvg Gme wUwfi duv` AvUKv co hvq|
GUv Kx evcK AvKvi aviY KiQ Zv GKUv cwimsLvb _KB
nq| cw_exi KqKwU `k `kK mvn Mo KZ Nv Ki wUwfi
mvgb KvUvq Zvi GKUv cwimsLvb wbq `Lv MQBsjv mvn
Mo 28 Nv gvbyl wUwfi mvgb KvUvq, AvgwiKvZ 38 Nv Ges
evsjv`k gwnjviv 45 Nv, cyiliv 35 Nv| A_vr evcviUv Ggb
h, Awdm ev KvR _K wdiB Nygvevi AvM ch wUwfi mvgb em
_vKvB Zv`i wbZw`bi iwUb|
GB wUwf Pvbjjvi g~j AvKlY Kx? niK iKg wmwiqvj hvi g~j
DcRxe njv Pv loh m Ges fvqvj| ciKxqv Avi
jvUi KvwnbxB me Qovbv| nqZv GK Qj wZb evbi mv_
cg KiQ ev x cg KiQ ^vgxi fvBqi mv_| Avi Avgiv
AvnvKi gZv Gjv `LB fvewQ fvwi vbvRb KiwQ ev webv`b
KiwQ| GRbB wUwfK ejv nq BwWqU e ev AvnvKi ev|
GB AvnvwK h KZUv Zvi GKUv NUbv njvGKevi GK gwnjvK
cvIqv Mj whwb `yivKvZ bvgvR co Avj-vni KvQ `vqv PqQb
GRb h, Kzmygi ^vgx hb gviv bv hvq| GB Kzmyg eve Kvbv
wecb, Amnvq igvsmi bvix bq eis Uwjwfkbi wnw`
gMvwmwiqvji GKwU Pwi| A_vr Avgv`i Bev`Z e`wMZI XyK
316

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

MQ GLb GB wUwf bvgK Avjm-Avmw| ay Zv-B bq, GKmgq


gWj ejZ Avgiv gb KiZvg Rxebv`k, A_vr hvK AbymiY Ki
GKRb gvbyl mdjZvi c_ LuyR cZ cvi| wK cwinvm nQ
wgwWqvi KjvY Avgv`i ZiY-ZiYx, wKkvi-wKkvix`i gWj
GLbKvi kvweR viiv| Giv hv Ki, hv ej mUvKB Giv fve
AvevK| Gi ga Kvbv GKUv mdU wWsKmi wevcb wP Awfbq
KiwQjv GLbKvi `yRb LvwZgvb bvqK-bvwqKv| wevcb `LvwQjv
h, mdU wWsKm LvIqvi Rb Zviv Pzwi KiQ| GUv `L Kx wkLe
Avgv`i wkiv, ZiY-ZiYxiv? mdU wWsKm LvIqvi Rb PzwiI Kiv
hvq| dj Gme cfve coQ Avgv`i ^fve, Avgv`i `wfwZ|
wgwWqvZ gaivZ Aewa G mg bvbviKg mgmv, Pv, DRbvi
Kvwnbx wUwfi c`vq `Lvi ci AePZbfveB Avgiv cfvweZ nq
cwo| AwiZv, DRbv AkvwZ fywM Ges mePq wZM nq
Avgv`i Nyg| B`vbxs Kvji Bbmgwbqv ev Nygi mgmvi cavb KviYB
njv Mfxi ivZ ch wUwf `Lvi ceYZv|
ck : AbKY KvRi ci Avgv`i webv`bi cqvRb, GZ KvRi
cwZ GKNuqwg `~i nq| Kvw Pj hvq| Avcwb Kx ejb?
Di : webv`bi Rb wUwf wmwiqvjG aviYv fyj| GKgv nvwmi
wmwiqvj Qvov evwK mewKQz Pv loh fvqvj Ges mvmc hv
bvfvm wmgK Ub&mW Ki `q| Gjv w`q webv`b Zv nqB bv,
b nq mgq, DwRZ nq bvf| eis m mgqUzKz Avcwb cwievii mv_
KvUvb, AbK fvjv eva Kieb|
Avi KvRK hw` fvjevmb Zvnj webv`bi Rb Avjv`v mgqi
cqvRb bB| Avwg Avgvi wbRi Rxeb `LwQ, KvRi Pq fvjv
webv`b Avi wKQy nq bv| Avwg Zv KvB nB bv| Kb? KviY Avwg
Avgvi KvRUvK fvjevwm| AvcwbI Avcbvi KvRUvK fvjevmyb|
`Leb AvcbviI Kvbv Kvw bB, GKNqwg bB| hgb, Avgv`i
dvDkb KvR i nq mKvj bqUvq| Pj ivZ bqUv, 10Uv, 11Uv
ch| KD Avevi KvR KiZ KiZ `Lv hvq h, AwdmB _K
hvQ| ZviciI Kviv Kvw bB| Kb? KviY GB KvRUv nQ wbRi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

317

KjvYi Rb, AvZ Dbqb I mwi mevi Rb|


Avi webv`b aviYvUv cwgv`i ev cyuwRev`x`i ^v_ nvwmji|
Avcbvi cKU _K cqmv nvwZq bqvi Rb Zviv Z_vKw_Z
webv`bi GB aviYv Zwi KiQ| cwgv `kjvZ mvivw`b mevB
wbRi ^v_ KvR Ki| mLvb Abi I wbRi Rb KjvYKi Kvbv
KvR Zviv Ki bv| wbRi ^v_ KvR KiZ KiZ Zviv Kv nq| mvn
kl mB Kvw gUvevi ARynvZ Zviv gZ IV LiP Avi fvMwejvwmZvi weKwZZ| wK GKRb gvbyl hLb wbRi Ges Abi
KjvY KvR Ki ZLb Zvi Kvw _vK bv| hvi Kvw bB Zvi
Z_vKw_Z webv`biI cqvRb bB|
ck : wUwfi wZKviK w`Ki Zzjbvq DcKvwiZv mvgvb| Avwg MZ 1
m^i _K wUwf `Lv GK`g e Ki `qvi cwZv KiwQ Ges
GZ DcKvi cvwQ| GLvb Gm cwZv eRvq ivLvi Rb gb `p
njv| Avkv Kwi KvqvUvg cwievii Abvb m`mivI GB Kvvi
_K wbR`i euvPvbvi D`vM beb|
Di : Avmj KLbv extreme point G hveb bv| KviY extreme
wRwbm KLbv sustain Ki bv| Zvi Pq eis Avcwb mi Kib Kx
`Leb, Kx `Leb bv| KvbUv fvjv, KvbUv g` GUv evSvi gZv
eqm, vb meviB AvQ| AZGe Avcwb hv `Lvi Zv-B `Leb, hv
`Lvi bq Zv `Leb bv|
Avmj webv`b KvbUv? GK gIjvbv mvne IqvR KiwQjb| wZwb
ejwQjb, hLb `v` nq ZLb PzjKvwb jvM| PzjKvwbi mgq ek GKUz
Avivg jvM| wK PzjKvwb kl nq MjB Rvjvcvov i nq|
Avgv`i Rxeb webv`bi f~wgKvI GiKg| hLb `wL ZLb wKQyUv
Avivg jvM| wK `Lv kl nIqvi mv_ mv_ evivg i nq| Avevi
Rjywb i nq, m, Ubkb i nq| AZGe mwZKvi webv`b nQ
Abi KjvY mgq eq| GZ ckvw Avm `qi Mfxi _K|
ck : mywbw` wKQy KvR hw` Dj-L Ki `b Zvnj Aemi mgq wUwf
bv `L Zv Avgiv KiZ cvwi| gwWUkb Qvov/ mn Abvb wKQy KvR|
318

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avcwb hw` ckvRxex nq _vKb Zvnj Awdm _K evmvq Gm


Avcbvi KZe nQ cwievi mgq `qv| cwievii m`m`i wRm
Kib, K Kgb AvQ| Avcwb hw` Nii KZv nb Nii mevi LuvR
wbb| gv_vq GKUz nvZ evjvbevev Kgb AvQv Zzwg? mvaviYZ
GLbKvi eveviv Ni Gm x-mvbK Lye GKUv mgq `b bv| Ni
Gm GKUz dk nqB nqZv wUwf wbq em cob|
Avevi AbK xiI mgq bB nvRei mv_ K_v ejvi| nqZv
cQ`i Kvbv wmwiqvj `L Nvi ci Nv KvwUq w`Qb| GUv Zv
bkv, Avmw| AZGe wbRi mvbi Lei wbb| Gici mgq _vKj
AviKRb MvRyqUi Lei wbb| m gwWUkb KiQ wK bv Lei wbb|
gvwUi evsK Rgv w`qQ wK bv Lei wbb| AgyK i`vZv i w`qQ wK
bv Lei wbb| wbRi hvMZv I `Zv evovbvi Rb cqvRbxq KvR
Kib| GKwU bZzb fvlv wkLyb| AviKRbK AvjvwKZ Kivi Rb
KvqvUvgi evYx Zvi KvQ cuQ w`b|
AZGe KjvYg~jK KvR Avcwb mgqjvK eq Kib| `Leb,
Avcwb GKNqwgZ Avv nQb bv| Avgiv mKvj _K ivZ
Nygvbvi AvM ch KvRB Kwi| Avgiv wK GKNqwgZ fywM bv|
KviY, GK Zv nQ fvjem KvR Kwi| Avi `yBewPgq KvR Kwi|
GK KvR hw` gb nq AbKw`b mgq w`qwQ ZLb Ab KvR Kwi|
ck : Avwg wZbw`b 30 wgwbU wmwiqvj `wL| hLbB coZ ewm
wmwiqvji K_v gb co| wmwiqvjwU bv `Lvi Pv KiwQ wK cvwi
bv| GLb Avwg Kx Kiev?
Di : Lye mnR| hLb wmwiqvj Pje ZLb gwWUkb em hvb| ZLb
gb wmwiqvji wPvB Avi Avme bv|
ck : wmwiqvj _K cyivcywi gy nqwQ Kvm Ki| wK GLb Avgvi
gv-evbiv wmwiqvji cQb jM AvQ| hv `L Avgvi K jvM|
AbK eywSqI G _K weiZ ivLv me nQ bv| Avcbvi K_vgZv
GLb PzcPvc _vwK| wK Avgvi Lye K jvM h, Zviv w`b w`b asmi
c_ avweZ nQ| Avgvi K, gb Lvivc Kx Ki `~i KiZ cvwi?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

319

Di : Avcbvi cwievii jvKiv Avcbvi K_v bQ bv GUv wbq gb


Lvivc Kivi wKQy bB| Avcbvi K_v kvbvi Rb nvRvi nvRvi cwievi
AvQ| cwievii evBi ewiq cob| Ab`i Dy Kib| Zviv
Avcbvi K_v be| Avi hLbB gwWUkb Kib Kgv mUvi
cwievii jvK`i wbq Avmyb| ggZv w`q Zv`i evSvb| mgq
jvMZ cvi wK KD bv KD eySeB|
ck : wUwf Avmw _K euvPvi Rb AvRK mKvjB Avgvi evmvi
wWki jvBb Lyj djwQ|
Di : Lyj djQb fvjv| Lyj djvUvB wK mgmvi mgvavb bv|
GUv Lyj djZI mgq jvM bv| Avevi jvMvZI mgq jvM bv|
Avcbvi gbK wbqY KiZ ne| wWki jvBb _vKe wK Avcwb
`Leb bv| Avcbvi Kvbv AvMn ne bv|
Kxfve? hZ gwWUkb Kieb, hZ AUvmvRkb `eb, gbQwe
`Leb Ges Rxebi jK hZ mvgb ivLeb, ZZ Avcbvi mgq
mPZbZv evoe| h, Avgvi GB h mgqUzKz, GB mgqUzKz AcPq Kivi
Avgvi myhvM AvQ wK bv? GB mgqi KvQ _K Avwg jvfevb nwQ wK
bv? GUv nQ Lye iZc~Y|
ck : Avgvi wUwf wmwiqvj `Lvi bkv AvQ| Avwg Kxfve GUvK `~i
KiZ cvwi?
Di : c_gB wPv Kib h, wmwiqvj `L wK Avcbvi Zw nQ? GB
wmwiqvjjvi cwZUv ceK Ggbfve kl Kiv nq h, Avcwb Gici
Kx ne GUv wbq wPv bv Ki cvieb bv| Ggb RvqMvq GUv kl ne
h, gijvI bv, euvPjvI bv| giv-euvPvi gvSvgvwS SzjQ| biKI hve
bv ^MI hve bv| gvSLvb Szj AvQ Ges AvcwbI Szj AvQb| HUv
wbq wPv KiZ _vKb| wPv Avi gy nZ cviQ bv, ^Q nZ cviQ
bv| ay H mgqUzKzB bq, ci w`b Avmvi AvM ch|
Gjv Avgv`iK GgbfveB gvnv Ki iLQ h, Gme
wmwiqvj GKKUv nvRvi L njI, cwZw`b `LvjI Avgv`i `Lvi
320

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kvbv Kvw bB| hLbB gb nQ Gjv `Lvq Kvw Avme, mv_


mv_ Ad, bZzb wmwiqvj Avevi Pvjy nQ| bZzb wmwiqvjI cyibv
wRwbm| ay Pnviv Avjv`v, WvqvjM GK| Ges hKvbv wmwiqvj
`Lj evSv hvq Gici Kx ne| Avcbviv AbKB eySZ cvib
Gici Kx ne| ZviciI `LQb| hZ `LQb, wbRi ARvB
vqyK Aemb KiQb|
Avmj Avcbvi wPvi gyw, Avcbvi cvi c_i GKUv eo Aivq
nQ GB wUwf Avmw|

KwiqvUbkbi mgvavb
ck : Avgvi mewKQyZB Ubkb| GgbwK Kvbvw`b Ubkb bv nj gb
nq Kb Ubkb njv bv| ckvw K_vUv ejZ PvB| wK Kgb hb
LUgU jvM| memgq gvbwmK A^wZ fywM|
Di : Avmj gvbyl hLb GKwU avivq Af nq hvq mUv fvjv
Afvm ev e`fvm nvK, KjvYKi ev AKjvYKi nvKZvi ebi
KgKvVvgv ZLb m AbymviB KvR KiZ _vK| AbwKQy ev bZzb
wKQyK m mnR MnY KiZ cvi bv| Gi Rb Avgv`i `wfwK
e`jvZ ne|
Avcwb fe `Lyb, Ubkb Ki Avcbvi wK Kvbv jvf nqQ?
mgmvi wK mgvavb cqQb? cvb wb| KviY Ubkb mgmvK evovq e
Kgvq bv| Avi hZ Ubkb Kieb ZZ Zv evoZB _vKe| GRb
hLbB Kvbv KvR bv _vK ZLbB gb gb ejyb, my `n ckv gb
Kge myLx Rxeb| cwZw`b Kgc kZevi DPviY Kib| `Leb
Avcbvi Ubkb Pj MQ|
ck : cvwicvwkK bwZevPK cfve ev evBii K_v, Afve-AwfhvM
_K wbRK gy ivLZ PvBjI evi evi ZvZ cfvweZ nB|
gwWUkb Ki wKQyY fvjv _vKjI Aveviv Avv nB `ytLnZvkvq| Kxfve G mgmv _K gyw cvev?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
21-

321

Di : memgq ejeb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn/ nwi Ig/ _vsKm& MW


ev cfy abev`, ek fvjv AvwQ| A_vr memgq KZ _vKeb, mvK
Kwiqv Rvbveb fvjv ivLvi Rb, my ivLvi Rb| KviY Avcwb hZ
LvivcB _vKzb bv Kb memgq gb ivLeb Avcbvi Pq Lvivc Aevq
KD AvQ|
A_vr mv hZUzKz w`qQb mUvi Rb Zuvi KvQ Kwiqv vcb
Ges Zvici wZwb hvZ Aviv `b mRb Zuvi KvQ cv_bv KivGUvB
nQ mdj Rxebi `wfw|
Avi mB m KvR Wye hvb| KviY, mgq Ges KvRi hvMdjB
Rxeb| Avi Ajm gw njv mg bwZevPK wPvi AvLov| hviv e,
GKi ci GK KvR wbR`i wbqvwRZ ivLb Zv`i Rxeb nZvkv ev
welYZv _vK bv| mnR `ytL-K AvQb nb bv| ZvB wbqwgZ `yejv
gwWUkb Kib Avi hZUv ewk mgq me MVbg~jK KvR wbRK
e ivLvi Pv Kib|
ck : Pvicvk Ubkb| GZ cwZKj cwiek wK Avgv`i c
memgq ckv _vKv me?
Di : Avcwb hw` kvKiMvRvi nb Zvnj ckv _vKZ cvieb|
Pvicvk Ubkbi eo KviY mvivY bvB bvB gbvfve| 30 eQi
AvM Kviv gvevBj wQjv bv| GLb Ni Ni gvevBj, mevB mevi
mv_ hvMvhvM KiZ cviQ, LuvR-Lei wbZ cviQ, ZvZ bvB bvB
fveUv Aviv eoQ e Kg wb| hv AvQ Zv wbq kvKiMvRvi _vKzb,
hv bB Zvi Rb gbQwe Kib|
mKvjejv Nyg fvOZB ejyb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! cfy ZvgvK
abev` my`i GKUv w`bi Rb| hLbB mgq cvb AUvmvRkb
w`bmy `n ckv gb Kge myLx Rxeb| `Leb Avcbvi Rxeb
ckvwgq nq DVQ|
ck : Avgvi mgmv nQ, KvbvwKQyZB cyivcywi m nZ cvwi bv|
Kwiqv Av`vq Kwi, wK gb nq Ab`i Zzjbvq wKQyB Kwi wb| GB
Amw _K nxbbZvI Avm| Zvnj Kxfve kvKiMvRvi nev?
322

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : mwZKvi Kwiqv njv, h mvdj ev ARbi Rb GB Kwiqv


mB KvRUvK Aviv evwoq `qv| hgb Avgv`i KvqvUvg g_W
Kvm hLb kZZg evP mb Kijv, Zvi Kwiqv wnme cieZx 30
w`b Avgiv mviv`k PviwU Kvm, wZbwU IqvKkc Kijvg|
150 Zg Kvm _K Avgiv GKUvbv Pvi w`bi Kvm i Kijvg|
Avi Gi dj MZ eQijvZ Avgiv AbK ewk Kvm Ges Abvb
cvMvg Kivi myhvM cqwQ| GLbI dvDkbi KgcwZi w`K
ZvKvj `Leb, GKi ci GK Kvhg AvmQ| Kvbv mvdj ev
ARbi Avb`K dvDkb DcfvM KiQ AviKwU bZzb KvRi
Pvj MnY Kivi ga w`q|
KvRB Ab`i fvjv KiZ `L nZvk ev nxbb nIqvi
cqvRb bB| Avcwb Avcbvi KvRUvKB Aviv evwoq w`b, wbZ bZzb
Pvj I D`vM MnY Kib| Avcwb kvKiMvRvi I Avb`gq
Rxebi AwaKvix nZ cvieb|
ck : Avwg cvwicvwkK bwZevPK cfve ev evBii K_v, Afve-AwfhvM
_K wbRK, wbRi gbK gy ivLZ PvB wK cviwQ bv| wKQyY
fvjv _vwK Gici Avevi Hme K_v Avgvi gv_vq Avm| Avgvi gb Lye
Lvivc _vK| gwWUkb Ki GUv `~i KiZ Pv KiwQ| wKQyY ci
Avevi Avv nB `ytL-nZvkv viv| Avwg avbi i cuQvZ cviwQ
bv| Gme mgmv _K Kxfve gy nZ cvwi?
Di : AvcbvK memgq ejZ ne, Avwg fvjv AvwQ| kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, Avwg fvjv AvwQ ev mbvZb agvje^x nj ejeb, nwi
Ig ev Ckii Kcvq Avwg fvjv AvwQ| Lye fvjv AvwQ|
Avgv`i GZ Ubkb Kb? Avgiv ay Icii w`K ZvKvB, wbPi
w`K ZvKvB bv| fwelZi w`K ZvKvB, Pvicvk ZvKvB bv| Avgvi
Ubkb bvB Kb? Avwg Icii w`K ZvKvB, wbPi w`KI ZvKvB|
fwelZi w`K ZvKvB, PvicvkI ZvKvB| hvi KviY Avgv`i Kvbv
nZvkv bB| memgq mKvj DVB ejeb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn!
GKwU my`i w`b cqwQ| GKwU bZzb w`b GmQ| GB w`bUvK Avwg
KvR jvMvZ cviev|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

323

Avcwb hw` Nyg _K bv DVZ cviZb, Avcwb hw` cvivjvBRW


nq evmvq co _vKZb, Ni _K eivZ bv cviZb Zvnj Kx
nZv? Avgv`i mePq eo Amyweav GLvbB| hUzKz Avgvi AvQ
mUzKzi Rb Kwiqv Av`vq KiZ cvwi bv|
Avcwb GZ cvieb ZLbB hLb hUzKz AvQ mUzKzi Rb Kwiqv
Av`vq KiZ cviebcfy hUzKz w`qQv mUzKzi Rb Avwg KZ|
Avgvi KZZv MnY Ki| GLb Avgvi GB GB wRwbm Aviv jvMe,
AvgvK `vI| Zvgvi Zv Afve bB wKQyB| Avi Avwg Zv wbRi
BQvq cw_exZ Avwm wb| Zvnj `e bv Kb?
ck : memgq gbi Atj _K mvi Kwiqv Kiv me nq IV
bv| wVK H Aevq KiYxq Kx Ges `wfwUv Kgb nIqv DwPZ?
Di : Avmj memgq h gb _K Kwiqv Avm Zv bv, wK hLb
Avcwb gyL ejQb Ges evi evi ejQb, GB gyL ejviI cfve
iqQ| Avcwb gyL ejQb, Avcbvi Kvb bQ| Avcbvi eb wMq
GUv Avevi cvMvg nQ| Avevi Avcwb ejQb| Avevi Avcbvi eb
hvQ, eb _K GUv Avcbvi Ai hvQ|
KvRB memgq Ai _K Kwiqv bv GjI KwiqvUvK Afvm
icvwiZ Kivi Pv Kib| kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, _vsKm MW, nwi
Ig ev cfy abev` ejvK Afvm icvi Ki djyb| hZ Afvm
icvwiZ Kieb, ZZ GUv Avcbvi Ai XyK hve| ZLb KwiqvUv
Avcbvi AwZi Ask nq hve Ges Kwiqv fZi _K Avme|
ck : h wRwbmjvK fewQjvg h myL Gb `e, Qq eQi ci mB
wRwbmjv cqI GLbv Avwg mB AvMi Aevq AvwQ GKv| Kx
Kiev, Avevi bZzb Ki i KiZI BQv KiQ bv| GKB ei fZi
NyicvK LvwQ| Kxfve myLx nevRxebi A_B eySZ cviwQ bv|
Di : Avmj Akvwi AvcvZ Dj-LhvM KviYjvi cQbi KviYK
Avgiv hw` `wL, Avgiv `Lev GKUv mnR mZ| mnR mZ nQmv
Avgv`iK wKQy gvbexq Yvewj w`q cvwVqQb| w`qQb KjvYKi
Yvewj, mRbkxj kw Ges ggZvi Abyf~wZ| hvZ Avgiv gvbyli
324

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KjvY KiZ cvwi, bZzb bZzb mw KiZ cvwi| A_vr gvbyl wnme
Avgv`i Kgi h ^vaxbZv, mRbkxj gvbyli Kgi h ^vaxbZvGB
^vaxbZv cwZwU gvbyli ga RbMZfve `qv AvQ|
mB gvbylK hLb iveU evwbq djZ Pvb, cY evwbq djZ
Pvb, KbRygvi evwbq djZ Pvb m KLbv kvwZ _vKZ cvie bv|
GLbKvi cRbi wKQy Rbwcq wmbgvi bvg Kx? AvfvUvi, gwU,
wKsev Aviv wKQzw`b AvMKvi gywf wQjv wm wgwjqb Wjvi gvb,
BbwWej nv ev ivevKc| G wmbgvjvZ Kx Kiv nqQ?
G wmbgvjvZ gvbyl, gZcvq gvbyl ev gi MQ Ggb gvbyli
mvqyZ wKQy BjwK wWfvBm w`q Zvi ebi ga bZzb cvMvg w`q
`qv nqQ| dj m Avi bZzb wKQy KiZ cviQ bv| A_vr GKUv
mbwmej gvbyl, kKvZi gvbyl, Abyf~wZcivqY gvbyl nq Mj
Bbmbwmej GKUv wqPvi, GKUv cvYx| wbw` KvRi evBi hvi
Kvbv m bB, Zvi gvqv bB, ggZv bB, wKQy bB| Avgiv wK
cKvivi GLb Zv-B nwQ|
hgb Avgv`i `k AvMKvi w`b AwaKvsk gvbyl evwoZ evMvb
KiZv| evMvb dj nQAvg nQ, cqviv nQ| wKQy wbR LvQ,
wKQy cvov cwZekxK w`Q, AvZxq-^Rbi KvQ cvVvQ, cvki
MwieK w`Q| GLb Avg MvQi Avg Kvbv AvZxqi evmvq hvq bv,
cvov cwZekxi KvQ hvq bv, Mwiei KvQ hvq bv| AvgMvQ _K Avg
Avgiv wbRivI LvB bv| GLb Avg MvQmn wew nq hvq, cvBKvii
KvQ bqZv eRvwZK wWsKm Kvvwbi KvQ| Avcwb LZ PvBj
AvcbvK cvBKvii KvQ _K wKb LZ ne|
A_vr mewKQzB GLb cY nq MQ| cYi cqvRb AvQ| wK
mewKQyKB hw` cY evwbq dwj, A_vr hw` evj KiZ bv cvwi,
hw` Rxeb cwiwgwZ bv _vK, Zvnj mxgvjNbi kvw Zv neB|
Avj-vn Zvqvjv ejQb, LvI, cvb Ki, wK AwZwi Kiv bv| Avgiv
LvB, cvb Kwi Ges AwZwi Kwi| AvRK BDivc AvgwiKvi GK
ZZxqvsk gvbyl Kvvi Avv| cwZ wZbRb GKRbi Kvvi|
gvbylK hw` Avcwb cY icvwiZ Kib, gvbyl hw` KbRygvi nq hvq,
ay fvv nq hvq, gvbyl hw` Bbmbwmej, Abyf~wZnxb, gvqvggZvnxb
cvYxZ icvwiZ nq, Zvnj G cwiYwZB ne|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

325

AbK AvM GBP wR Iqjmi Dcbvm UvBg gwkb Aej^b


Zwi gywf `LwQjvg| KvwnbxZ bvqK UvBg gwkb evwbq AZxZ Ggb
GKwU RvqMvq Pj hvq hLvb cigvYyhy Ki GKUv mfZv asm nq
MQ| `kRqx c Lvevii LuvR klgk wewRZ ci gvbyl`iB
LZ i Kijv| Zviv `Ljvme hw` GKmv_ Lq dj Zvnj
Gici Lve Kx| AZGe Zviv gvbyli dvg Kijv|
mLvb hviv _vK Zv`i LvIqv-`vIqv Ges eskew Qvov Avi
Kvbv m bvB| ILvb GKUv `k `Lv hvQZviv GKUv Sbvi
aviLimvZv Sbvi avi iqQ| GKwU gq co MQ, fm Pj
hvQ| wPrKvi KiQ wK KD euvPvbvi Rb GwMq AvmQ bv| hgb
GKUv gyiwMK ai wbq Mj AviKUv gyiwM c Ki bv, AbKUv
miKg| ZLb bvqK jvd w`q co ZvK euvwPq wbq Gjv Ges Ab
cyil`i wavi w`Z jvMjv| ZviciI KD Kvbv K_vB ejQ bv|
Gi ga mvBib evRjv| gvbyljv ZLb KvRUvR dj jvBb
wMq `uvovjv| GK GK Ki XvKvbv nQ GKUv Ni `qv RvqMvi
fZi| GKUv wbw` msLK gvbyl XvKvi ci MU e Ki `qv ne
Ges GivB ne AvMvgx wKQzw`bi Rb I`i Lvevi| evwKiv H hvvq
euP Mj| Zviv wdi Gm LvIqv-`vIqv Kie| hviv Mj Zv`i wbq
GKeviI fvee bv|
Avgiv hw` Avgv`i GLbKvi jvBdvBji w`K ZvKvB Zvnj
`Lev AvgivI wK axi axi Avgv`i gvbexq YvewjK ZvM Ki
cY`vm cwiYZ nwQ, KbRygvi cwiYZ nwQ| hgb, AZxZ Avgiv
hLb evmvq hZvg, Avgiv evmvi jvK`i mv_ K_v ejZvg| evmvi
jvK`i mv_ Avgv`i mK wQjv|
Avgiv GLb evmvq hvB, wK evmvi jvKRbi mv_ wK Avgiv K_v
ewj? AwaKvsk mgqB Avgiv Kx Kwi? nq wUwf, gvevBj bqZv
KwDUvi wbq co _vwK| GgbI nq, GKB evmvq AvwQ, A_P w`bi
ci w`b `Lv bB ev K_v bB| KviY Avgv`iK mBiKg cvMvg
`qv nqQ| Avgvi Rxeb Avgvi| Zvgvi Rxeb Zvgvi|
^vgx-x nq Mj nvg `v, nvgviv `vGi evBi Kvbv Rxeb
bB| GB ^vgx-xi hLb mvb nq, m-I ZLb eo nq ej, nvg `v,
nvgviv `v| AvMi hviv AvQ me ev` nq hvq| A_vr Avcwb hLb
326

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KgvZ _vKeb, nvg `v Avi _vKeb bv| nvg-nvg Zzg-Zzg nq


hveb| A_vr Avgiv bv, Avwg Avwg, Zzwg Zzwg nq hveb|
AvRK BDivc-AvgwiKvZ Kx nQ? GLb wmj cviU wmg
i nqQ| GLb gv nj evev bB, evev nj gv bB| Gi KviY nq
weq weQ`, bqZv weqnxb evev-gvqi mvb nIqv|
GB h gvbexq Aevb _K Avgv`i wePzwZ, Abyf~wZnxb cvYxZ
cwiYZ nIqvGUv Zv Avgv`i AMZ mvi wecixZ| h mv
fvjevmZ Pvq, Abyfe KiZ Pvq, ggZv cZ Pvq ev w`Z Pvq| wK
Avgiv Kx KiwQ? evBii eZv w`q, evBii gyLvk w`q Avgiv mB
gvbexq YvewjUvK avgvPvcv w`q ivLZ PvwQ Ges GUv KiwQ
Avgv`i Pvicvki cfvei KviY|
Avgv`i wgwWqvjv GLb wbqY KiQ Kviv? wUwf ejb,
msev`c ejbmewKQyB wbqY KiQ eRvwZK eemvqxiv| Zviv
wevcb w`j wUwf Pje, Zviv h aibi cvMvg Pvq m aibi
cvMvgB AvcbvK e ivLe| wmjU ebv nQGUv wbq Avgv`i
Kvbv gv_ve_v bB| wK RvgvwbZ Ljvq K wRZQGUv wbq
ivZ Nyg bB|
GB h Ljv wbq GZ R Kb? BDivc GZ R Kb? KviY
BDivc LjvUv nQ Ryqv, ILvb GjvK ej eyKvi| Bsjv
gnj-vq gnj-vq, cZK AwjZ MwjZ eyKvim Kve, hLvb K wRZe
Gi Ici Avcwb evwR aieb| hw` Avcbvi `j wRZ hvq Zv Avcwb
wKQy cveb| Avi ni Mj AvcbvK w`Z ne| wK Avmj jvfevb
ne Gme evwRi D`vviv| hgb, jUvwiZ mePq jvfevb Kviv nq?
D`vviv| Avi Gme evwR ZZ Rge hZ Ljv wbq Dbv`bv mw Kiv
hve| Avi Zvi gvag njv wgwWqv| GLb Zv Avgv`i Dcgnv`kI
Gme i nq MQ| GB h AvBwcGj wbq GZ kviMvj, Gi
cQbI iqQ GB RyqvevwRi Ljv|
wK GKRb mvaviY `kK wnme Avcwb Kx KiQb? wgwWqvi
Dbv`bvq gZ DV wbRi ARvB ^v_v^lx Pi duv` cv w`Qb,
AkvwK wbRB WK AvbQb|
GUv ay Avgv`i `k bv, mviv cw_exZB mvaviY gvbyl cwiYZ
nqQ gvwbvkbvj Pi xobK| eo eo gvwbvkbvjjv me
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

327

gvR KiQ| A_vr G`i msLv KgQ| wK AvqZb evoQ| KviY Zviv
`LQ h, Zviv hw` mNe _vK Zvnj cw_exRyo Zviv GKPwUqv
eemv KiZ cvie| KvRB cwZhvwMZv Ki AbK jvf `qvi
`iKviUv Kx? fvM-hvM Ki eis wbRivB LvIqv hve|
dj AZ mycwiKwZfve Zviv mw KiQ Zv`i cY Kbvi
cwZhvwMZv, hv`iK Zviv AvBWj wnme Dcvcb KiQ, Zv`i
AbymiY Kivi cwZhvwMZv| Avi wbRi gvbexq mvK weKwkZ bv Ki
Kbv ev AbyKiYi h cwZhvwMZv, G cwZhvwMZvB nQ mg Akvwi
g~j KviY| Avgiv mwZKvi A_ GB Akvw _K ZLbB gyw cvev,
hLb Avgiv wbRi fZi ZvKvev, hLb Avgiv Avgv`i fZi h
gvbexq mv, h mRbkxj mv iqQGB mvK weKwkZ Kiev|
KviY, GB h cvsKz ejb, wnw ejb, wWRym ejbGB Rbvikb
wK gvbylK wKQy w`Z cviQ? Zv`i Mvb wK gvbylK ckvw `q? Mvb
Zv ne GiKg, mUv h Dk iwPZ mUv `e| nq Mvb ckvw
`e, bv nq Mvb Dy Kie| hgb, gywhyi mgq Mvb Avgv`iK
Dy KiwQjv| wK GLb? MvbI MvBjvg, KZY jvdvjvgI, wK
kvw cjvg bv, DyI njvg bv, Aviv Akv nq Mjvg| Zvnj jvf
Kx njv? gRvi evcvi njv, hv`iK Avgiv AvBWj gb KiwQ, Zviv
wK kvw cqQ h, AvcbvK kvw `e? Zviv hnZz kvw cvq wb,
Zv`i hw` AvBWj gb KibAvcwbI KLbv kvw cveb bv|
hgbGB h gvwbvkbvj KvvwbZ hviv PvKwi KiQ, eo eo
PvKwi KiQ, Zviv wK kvwZ AvQ? Avgv`i `ki K_v ev` w`b|
mvBKvjwR UzW cwKvi GKwU cwZe`b `Lv hvq, AvgwiKvb
gvwbvkbvjjvi 80% wmBI wWckb fvMb| Zvi gvbUv Kx?
wZwb h KvR KiQb mB KvR Zvi Ai ckvw mw KiZ cviQ bv|
kvwi Rb ZvB Aii w`K gbvhvM w`Z ne| Avmj hvi
cwZ Avcwb gbvhvM `eb, Zv-B Avcbvi w`K AvK ne| Avcwb
dzUeji cwZ gbvhvM w`b, Avcwb ^ci gaI dzUej `Leb|
Avcwb wKU gbvhvM w`b, ^cI wKU `Leb| Avcwb Aii
w`K gbvhvM w`b, ^cI Avcwb AiB `Leb| hZY ch Avcwb
Avcbvi Aii w`K bv ZvKvQb, `wUv Aii w`K bv w`Qb
ZZY ch Avcwb ckvw cveb bv|
328

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avwg h cwigj _vwK mLvb ev cvkvK, ev Lvevi ev


ev UKbvjwR eenvi KivKB gb Kiv nq vUvm wm^j ev
AvaywbKZvi cZxK| cvvZi vBj Lvjvgjv bvix-cyil mK
wKsev nvj dvkbi bvg DU mvRcvkvK PjZ bv cvij ZvK gb
Kiv nq LvZ| wK Gme Avgvi fvjv jvM bv| Avwg Rvwb GB
gvbyljvi KD kvwZ bB| eyKfiv Akvw Avi AwiZv wbq
mvivY ay myLx gvbyli fvb Ki eovq|
Di : Avcbvi cheY mwVK| Avmj Akvwi GKUv gwjK KviY
nQ mwVK PvIqv Kx ne Zv hLb Avgiv eySZ bv cvwi| Avgiv AvcvZ
PvKwPKgq Rxebi gvn Avm nB Ges euv`ii gZv AbyKiY KiZ
PvB| GKw`K Avgiv Zv AkvwZ fywMB, mBmv_ wbRi ARvB G
AbyKiYceYZvi myhvM wbZ `B ^v_v^lx`i|
G wbq gRvi GK M AvQ| GK jvK bviKj MvQ PoZ cviZv
bv| bviKj coI LZ cviZv bv| GKevi GK euv`iK bviKj
MvQ PoZ `L m eyw wVK Ki djjv| wbP _K GKi ci GK
wXj QyuoZ jvMjv| KviY m RvbZveuv`i nQ AbyKiYceY cvYx|
ZvK wXj QyuoZ `Lj euv`iI wXj Qyuoe| Avi Ici _K Qyuoevi
Rb euv`ii GKUv wRwbmB AvQ| Zv njv bviKj| Avi jvKwU Zv
Zv-B Pvq| KviY ZvZ MvQ Po bviKj cvovi Kmva KvRUv Avi
ZvK KiZ nQ bv|
mwZ mwZ Zv-B njv| jvKwUi gvwUi Xjvi GKKwU wXji
Reve euv`i cvYcY bviKj wQuo wQuo QyuoZ jvMjv| euv`i eySjvI
bv h, Zvi AbyKiYceYZvK AviKRb KZ myKkj Zvi ^v_ Av`vq
eenvi Kijv|
Avcwb hv`i K_v ejQb Zviv GB euv`iiB gZv| GLb hviv
wWRym Rbvikb Zviv Zv G KvRwUB KiQ| Gi ga GKUv
gvMvwRb Zv`i wbq cQ` cwZe`bI ewiqQ| Zv`i cvkvK,
fvlv, AvPiY BZvw` wbq| G`i Avevi Mvwo Pvjvbvi vBj `LI
bv wK evSv hvq| Mvwoi ewW P Ki GUvK Zviv vUm& Kvii
gZv evwbq dj| Mvwo ewk Rvi wW w`j gvS gvS wewfb
cvUm Lyj co hvqAvjMv jvMvbv wK bv!
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

329

Giv Kviv? G`i AwaKvskB Aea DcvRbi gvag nVvr AvOyj


dzj KjvMvQ nq IVv kYxi mvb-mwZ| GUvI Aek bZzb Kvbv
ceYZv bq| beBqi `kK G`i ejv nZv cvsKz Rbvikb, Zvi
AvM wQjv wnw Rbvikb| 70-G wRcwm Rbvikb| GB wRcwm,
wnw, cvsKz ev wWRym Giv Zv euv`ii KvRwUB KiQ| G`i Pnviv
`Lj evSv hvq h, G`i Kvbv kvw bB| euv`i nqI G`i kvw
bB| Avi Zv`i `Lv`wL hviv wWRym nZ cviQ bv evevi AZ A_i
Rvi bB ej, Zv`iI kvw bB, KviY Zviv euv`i nZ cviQ bv|
ck : Kvm Kivi mgq bwQ nZvk I bv-kvKi gvbyl`i _K `~i
_vKZ nq| wK hvi evev ^qs Ggb GKRb, Zvi Kx KiYxq?
Di : ay Avgiv bv, me wPvkxj gvbylB GK_v ejQb| RvZxq Kwe
bRij-Gi GKwU PgrKvi KweZvi jvBb nQ wekvm Avi Avkv bvB
hvi hIbv Zvnvi KvQ/ bovPov Ki ZeyI m giv? Rv m gwiqvQ|
kqZvb Zvi kl KwiqvQ, Cgvb jqQ Ko/ civb wMqvQ
gZzcyixZ fq Zvi `n Qo|
AZGe Avcbvi KiYxq njv Avcbvi Kwiqv Aviv evwoq `qv|
KviY evev wbR bv-kvKi njI kvKiMvRvi mvbK wZwb cQ`
Kieb| evevi mvgb memgq kvKifve cKvk KiZ ne| hv wZwb
`eb, ZvZB kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ev _vsKm evev ejZ ne| GK
chvq evev nqZv wRmI Kie, Zvgvi Avi wKQy PvIqvi bB? ZLb
ejeb, Zvgvi KvQ Kx PvBev? bv PvBZB Zv Zzwg me `vI| kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! `Leb evev Aviv ewk ewk w`Qb|
Avi Avcbvi evevi Ici KLbv ivM Kieb bv| z neb bv|
A_vr Avcbvi AvPiY hvZ Ggb nq h, evev wbRB jwZ nq
fveb, Avi! Avgvi Qj AB GZ Kwiqv Av`vq KiQ! wZwb Zvi
Abvb mvbi m Avcbvi cv_KK Lqvj Kieb| GK chvq
wewZ nq wZwb Abymvb KiZ PvBeb h, Avgvi Qj GZ fvjv
njv Kxfve| Ges mvebv cej h, wZwbI dvDkb Avmeb|
KviY Avgv`i AwfZvq Avgiv `LwQ, Avgv`i Kvm AwaKvsk
Qj-gqiv AvM Avm| ci Zv`i `L Dy nq Zv`i
330

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

gv-eveviv Avmb| GB gv-eveviv wbtm`n fvMevb| KviY Qjgqiv e`m Rovjv wK bv, WvM GwWW nq cojv wK bv, cgi
bvg cZviYv ev mgq bi duv` cojv wK bv Gme Ubkb hLb
mvaviY gv-eveviv mvivY Awi _vKb ZLb Avgv`i gv-eveviv mvb
fvjv wKQz KiK GUv wbq fveeb `~i _vK, mvbB ZvK fvjvi
c_, Avjvi c_ wbq Avm|
ck : KvqvUvg _vsK BD-Gi Reve _vsKm MW ev _vsKm Avj-vn
ejv nq| Kb?
Di : mvaviYfve abev` ev _vsK BD Gi Reve IqjKvg ejv
nq| KvqvUvg Avgiv ewj_vsK MW ev Avj-vni kvKi, CkiK
abev`| A_vr me abev`i cvcK nQb mv| hLbB Avcwb _vsK
BD Gi Reve _vsK MW ejQb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ejQb,
CkiK abev` w`Qb, ZLbB Avcwb mvK iY KiQb| Zuvi cwZ
KZZv cKvk KiQb|
KvRB hLbB Kviv Rb wKQy KiZ cvieb, webq cKvk Kieb|
Avcwb h KiZ ciQb Gi Rb mvi Kwiqv Av`vq Kieb|
Avmj hZ Kwiqv Av`vq Kieb, ZZ `Leb h, cfyi KiYv
Avcbvi Ici ewlZ nZ _vKe| Amyweavjv Kg hve| evjv-gywmeZ
Kg hve| ivM-kvK Kg hve| `ytL-welv` Kg hve|

ivM-vf-Awfgvb
ck : Avgvi GK wbKUvZxqi KviY Avgvi evev GKwU `yNUbvq gviv
hvb| mB AvZxq GLbv Avgv`i Ici weic fve cvlY Kib| Avwg
wK Gi cwZkva bev, bv Zvi m mve eRvq ivLev? Avwg Zvi cwZ
cP NYv I vf cvlY Kwi| ge Kieb Kx? Lye DcKZ nev|
Di : c_gZ, hw` `yNUbvq gviv wMq _vKb, Ze Zv Kvbv
AvZxqi KviY `yNUbv NUZ cvi bv| `yNUbv Zv memgq `yNUbvB|
AZGe Avcwb hw` gb Kib Avcbvi evev `yNUbvq gviv MQb Ze
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

331

GRb AvZxq `vqx bb, `vqx `yNUbv| Avi hw` gb Kib h, GUv
Kvbv Pv-lohi djmUv Avjv`v evcvi| wK Kviv KviYB
KD `yNUbvq gviv hZ cvi bv| `yNUbv GgwbB NU _vK|
Avi m cwZkva bqvi Kx AvQ? Ze Avcwb hw` gb Kib
wZwb GLbv Avcbvi cwZ weic gbvfve cvlY KiQbAvcwb Zvi
cwZ my`ifve cvlY Kib| Zvi weic fve KUI hZ cvi|
Avi wZxqZ, Kviv cwZ cP NYv I vf cvlY Ki Avcbvi
wbRi Kvbv jvf bB| ZvZ wbRi wZB nq| mRb NYv I vf
ev` w`b| Zvi mv_ mK iv KivUv hw` Avcwb wecbK gb Kib,
mK ivLeb bv| wK Zvi cwZ weic gbvfve cvlY Kieb bv|
Avi hw` gb Kib h, wZwb Avcbvi evevi gZzi Rb `vqx Ze m
cwZkvai fvi cKwZi Ici Qo w`b, KviY cKwZ mePq wbgg
cwZkva MnYKvix|
ck : memgq wK ivM `gb Kiv hvq? KD hLb Lvivc eenvi Ki ev
Abvq myhvM wbZ Pvq, ZLb wK kv _vKv me?
Di : AekB me| KviY Lvivc eenvi ev Abvq myhvM MnYi
cwZev` AvcwbI hw` Lvivc eenvi Kib ev ivMvivwM Kib Zvnj
Avcwb wbRK Zvi iB bvwgq wbjb| Avi va w`q ev DbZv
w`q KLbv Abvqi cwZKvi Kiv hvq bv|
KviY va ev DRbv GKRb gvbyli ^vfvweK wePvi-eyw b Ki
`q| m ZLb fyj wmv bq ev fyj KvR Ki Ges nqZv ki cvZv
duv`B cv `q| KviY ivM Ggb GK weasmx AveM hv mybvwgi gZv
mewKQyK fvwmq wbq hvq| ZvB KD Lvivc eenvi Kij ev Abvq
myhvM wbZ PvBj c_gZ kv _vKZ ne Ges Vvv gv_vq Kkj
fveZ ne| Avi G cwiwwZ _K wkv wbZ ne hvZ fwelZ Zv
Govbv hvq|
GgbwK agxq Abyf~wZZ AvNvZ KijI h kv _vKv hvq m
D`vniY agxq gnvgvbeiv w`q MQb| gnvgwZ ey, hxwL ev
bexRx (m) KLbv weiev`x`i Abvq AvPiY z nb wb| bexRx (m)
hLb Zvqd agcPvi KiZ wMqwQjb, ZLb Zvqdevmxiv cv_ii
332

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ci cv_i gi ZuvK iv KiwQjv| wK ZviciI wZwb Zv`i gv


KiQb, Zv`i KjvYi Rb cv_bv KiQb| Abi DcvmK Mvwj
w`Z wZwb wbla KiQb| KviY ZLb Avgvi DcvmK cvv Mvwji
Rb `vqx nev AvwgB| KvRB agxq `wZI ivM wb`bxq Ges
eRbxq| ZvB ivMK wbqY ivLZ ne|
memgq gb ivLZ ne h, iM Mjvg Zv ni Mjvg| KviY
hyM hyM `k `k h ew ev RvwZ iM MQ ZvivB civwRZ
nqQ| hviv Vvv gv_vq KvR KiQ ZvivB Rqx nqQ|
ck : iM Mjvg Zv ni Mjvg RbI ivM `gb KiZ cvwi bv|
ivMi KviY hLb NU, ZLb mewKQy fyj hvB| va Db nq Ggb
K_v ewj ev AvPiY Kwi hv ci AbykvPbvi KviY nq| Kx Kiv hvq?
Di : GwU GKwU eve mgmv| KviY nVvr Ki GB va Db nq
hvIqvi ceYZv wbRi Ges wcqRb`i mePq ewk wZ Ki| hgb,
nqZv gv-evev mvbK Awfkvc w`q `b| fvOPzi Kib| ivMi
gv_vq Ggb K_v ej djb h, 20 eQii mK GKUv K_vq b
nq hvq| GgbwK ivMi KviY ckvi nvB nq iZi Amy ev gZz
nZ cvi|
AZGe gyn~Zi GB ivMK `gb KiZ ne| GRb hLbB iM
hvQb ej gb nQ, GK gyn~Z _g j^v GKUv `g wbq KvqvUv
fw Kieb| gbK wRm Kieb h, gb, GB gyn~Z Avgvi Rb
mevg KiYxq Kx? KviY hviv wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib, KvqvUv
fwi mv_ Avjdv jfj ev ckv Aev Abyfe KivUv Zv`i
Kwkwbs nq hvq| dj `Leb PgrKvifve Avcwb H cwiwwZK
gvKvejv KiZ cviQb|
Avi h AvcbvK ivMvZ PqwQjv m wewZ nq hve h, GUv Kx
njv! Avwg Zv PvwQjvg Zvi mv_ SMov KiZ, GLb `wL Dv Zvi
K_vB AvgvK bZ nQ| KviY hLb Avcwb iM K_v ejb, ZLb
m K_vi Kvbv cfve kvZvi Ici co bv| Zvi Ici ZLbB cfve
coe hLb Avcwb Vvvfve ejeb, ggZvi mv_ ejeb, Zvi
mwUgUK AvNvZ bv Ki ejeb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

333

Avmj iM hvIqvUv cil bv, kwgv bv| GUv njv AvnvwK|


h KviY Rvgvb `vkwbK bxUk ejwQjb, mwZKvii hvv m-B h
Rvb KLb A mseiY KiZ nq| A_vr A _vKjB A eenvi Kiv
hvq| wK A eenvi KivUv mwZKvii hvvi cwiPq bq| A KLb
mvgj ivLZ ne mUv h Rvb, m-B nQ mwZKvii hvv| AZGe
Avcbvi kw iqQ| mB kwK msnZ Kiv, wbqY KiZ cvivUvB
nQ Avcbvi gn|
Avmj ivMj h gvbyl memgq ni hvq Zvi AmsL D`vniY
BwZnvm Ges Avgv`i Pvicvk AvQ| GgbwK GLbKvi wek
cwiwwZI m K_vB gb Kwiq `q| 2001 mvji 11 m^i gvwKb
hyivi UzBb UvIqvi asmi `ytLRbK NUbvi ci wek h DRbv
Ges msNvZ Qwoq coQ Zvi g~jI GB ivM-va Ges Gi
cvvcvw AvgY|
vai Ici wbqY AvbZ GKwU mnR UKwbK Aej^b KiZ
cvib| Zv njvhLbB iM hveb, va Db nq Zvi cKvk
NUvZ hveb, Ggb GKUv eev Kib hvZ H ivMi `kK
Kvgivew` Kiv hvq| AvRKvj gvevBj Kvgiv ev wfwWI Kivi
eev _vKvq GUv mnR GKUv myhvM| ci hLb kv neb, ZLb H
Qwe ev `kjv `Lyb| `Leb Avcbvi axi-wi kv Pnvivi Pq H
Pnviv KZ Avjv`v| va Db GKUv `vbei gZv Ggb wnsm Ges
KzrwmZ Pnviv `L Avcwb wbRB fxlY jv cveb| ZLb wbRB
`Leb h, cwZv Ki djQb, fwelZ Avi KLbv iM wMq H
Pnvivi cybivew Kiev bv| cqvRb evi evi H ivMvw^Z KzrwmZ
Pnviv `Lyb| ivM-vagy nIqvi GUv GKUv KvhKi cwZ|
ck : Avgvi GKwU e`fvm nQ Avwg ivMi gv_vq AbK wKQyB ej
dwj| ci AbyZ nB| wK hv`iK ejwQjvg cieZxZ Zv`i
vf wel ev cwZkvacivqYZvi wkKvi nB|
Di : GUvB ^vfvweK| KviY Avcwb AveMi gv_vq ejQb, Ab`i
vf-welK DmK w`qQb| m-Zv KUz K_vUvB gb ivLe, Avcwb
Kx cwZ ejQb mUv bq| Avmj GUvB cvmemgq gv_v Vvv
334

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

iL K_v, KvR I AvPiYi cwZ iZ `qv| KLbv Ggb wKQy ejv ev


Kiv DwPZ bq hvi Rb ci `ytL cKvk KiZ eva nZ nq| Gi
Rb wbqwgZ gwWUkb AUvmvRkb w`Z cvib, cv_bv KiZ
cvib| Avi mePq KvhKi njv AvZchvjvPbv|
cwZw`b hw` w`bi K_v, KvR I AvPiYjv wbq GKUz wPv Kib,
wbRB wbRK ejZ cvibKb GUv KiQb; GUv bv Ki ev Gfve
bv Ki Avi Kx Kx fve KiZ cviZb, `Leb Avcbvi fyji cwigvY
Kg AvmQ| Avcwb AbK mshZ, mnbkxj Ges cvc~Y AvPiY KiZ
cviQb| wbRK wbq ZLb Avcwb Z nZ cvieb|
Avi gyn~Zi G ivM ev va _K gywi Rb KqKwU UKwbK
Aej^b KiZ cvib| Avqbvq `Lyb h, ivMj AvcbvK Kgb
`Lvq, Avqbvi mvgb ivMi Awfbq Kib| cqvRb QweI Zzj
ivLyb| ci hLb ivM AvmZ be ZLb QweUv ei Ki `Lyb| KviY
iM wMq Avcwb cwiwwZK RwUj KiZ cvieb| wK cwiwwZK
gvKvejv KiZ cvieb bv|
Ze hw` KLbv ivMi fvb KiZ nq mUv Avjv`v| ivMi fvb
Avjdv jfj KiZ nq| ivMi fvb Ges ivMi ga ZdvZ nQ
ivM Mvgv jfj Ges ivMi fvb Avjdv jfj| ZLb Avcbvi fyj
Kivi mvebv _vKe bv| Ze GB fvbUvI hb AUvgkb bv nq hvq|
KviY Zvnj Avcwb fyj Kieb| AZGe ivM Kieb bv Avi ivMi fvb
hZ bv Kib, ZZ fvjv|
ck : cv-GKwUf _vKj ^vgx gb Ki Avgvi `yejZv| Qj-gqivI
AvgvK iZnxb fve| wK gyLiv nj mevi KvQ _K `vg hgb
cvB, ^vgxI wVKgZv mewKQy `q| Zvnj Avgvi KiYxq Kx? we`k
hvIqvi wfmv nq MQ| hZ 75 nvRvi UvKv jvMe| ^vgxK GK
gvm ai axi-wi ivwR KivZ PvBwQ| wK Dwb Avgvi kv wi
AevK fq cvb| fveb AveviI UvKv PvBe| Gw`K hw` ivMvivwM
Kwi Zvnj Qj wUKU Ki `e| G Kx KiYxq?
Di : Avmj Avcbvi welqUv GKeviB Avjv`v| cvwievwiK Rxeb
^vgx-x ev Qj-gqi gaKvi mK h wbR^ GKUv aib _vK
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

335

GUv ZviB GKUv D`vniY| A_vr Avcbvi ivM ev ivMi fvb


Kij ^vgx ev Qji KvQ Avcwb iZ cvb Ges Zviv Avcbvi Pvwn`v
c~iY D`vMx nq|
Ze gb ivLeb, ivMi fvb memgq Avjdv jfj Kieb|
cwiwwZK wbqY Avbvi Rb Avcbvi hnZz GUv KvR KiQ
mUv Avjv`v welq| wK G cwqv h mevi B KvR Kie Zv bq|
KviY ivM Kij KD nvi ^xKvi Ki wbZ cvi, KD Avevi Aviv
iM hZ cvi|
Avi ivMi Awfbq Ki KvbvwKQy Av`vq Kivi memgq
mZK _vKeb| KviY GUv nQ GKaibi Bgvkbvj e-vKgBj|
Avcwb h ivMi Awfbq KiQb m Zv eySZ cvi wb| m feQ
Avcwb nqZv mwZB iM MQb| Ges m nQ Ggb GKRb h
Bgvkbvwj Avcbvi cwZ `yej, Avcbvi ivM ZvK K `q, DwM Ki|
Avcwb Zvi GB `yejZviB myhvM wbQb|
memgqB hw` Zv KiZ hvb Zvnj Zvi GB AveM nqZv bI nq
hZ cvi| Avi gb ivLeb, cKwZ Lye wbgg cwZkva MnYKvix|
Avcwb myhvM beb AvRK, Abw`b GB myhvM Avcbvi Ici KD bv
KD beB|
AZGe KLbv Bgvkbvj e-vKgBj Kieb bv| weklZ Kvbv
wKQy cvIqvi Rb| KviY ei PqI iZc~Y njv gvbyl Ges gvbyli
ga mK|
ck : Abiv hLb GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqUi cv-GKwUfbmi
Aceenvi Ki, ZLb Gi cwZKvi Kx? hgb, KvRi eyqv/ WvBfvi
mgqgZv bv Avmvq KvR hZ `wi njv| wK wKQy ejjvg bv| `Lv
Mj, AveviI m Zv-B KiQ| A_P h gvwjKiv ivMvivwM wPrKviPuvPvgwP Ki, Zv`i K_v wVKB bQ| cvqB evPviv evmvq GZ wei
Ges fvsPzi Ki h, ivMK wbqY Kiv hvq bv| Avevi wbR kv
_vKjI Ab`i ev ^vgxi PuvPvgwPZ Nii cwiek wVKB fvix nq
DVQ| AbK mgq AbKevi KvqvUv awb KiI cwiwwZ Vvv KiZ
cvwi bv| Gme KiYxq Kx?
336

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : c_gZ, eyqv/ WvBfvii mv_ PuvPvgwP Ki jvf bB| KviY


eKvewK bB Zviv Af| G Avcwb Ab Kkj Aej^b KiZ
cvib| hgb, WvBfvi K_v bQ bv| ivMvivwM bv Ki kvfve ZvK
ejyb, `L, Gici hw` GB KvRUv fyj Ki Zvnj Zvgvi eZb _K
GB UvKvUv KvUv hve| ev m `wi Ki AvmQ| GKw`b `wi Kij
Zvi w`bi eZb _K GK-PZz_vsk KvUzb| AviKw`b `wi Kij
AveviI GK PZz_vsk| GiciI hw` `wi Ki, Zvnj QywU w`q w`b
h, mw`b Avi Zvi KvR Kivi `iKvi bB| `Leb `wi Ki Avmv
e nq MQ|
Awdm Aaxb`i evcviI hUv KiZ cvib, KD fyj Kij,
Abvq Kij ZvK kv-KR Kib| KviY GKRb wcqbi mv_ wPrKvi
Kij GKw`K Avcbvi ckvw b ne| Abw`K mUv Lye KvhKix
bv-I nZ cvi| `Lv hve, m AveviI nqZv GKB fyj KiQ|
GLvb AvcbvK mB c`c wbZ ne hv ZvK kvaivZ cvie|
wZxqZ, evPvK wbq h mgmvi K_v ejjb, Gi g~j iqQ
Avgv`i GLbKvi GK ev `yB mvbKw`K cwievieevi cfve| gvevevi ckq Ges Avnv`i cyivUvB Lye mnR cq hvIqvi dj G`i
AbKB nq IV fxlY Rw`, GKuq Avi Aeva| KviY Avi Kvbv
fvB-evb bv _vKvq m h gv-evevi mvb evrmji GKgv m^j GUv
m evS Ges Gi myhvMI m bq AwaKvsk |
AZGe mvbK ay Av`i bq, kvmbI ivLeb Ges fyj/ Abvq
Kij ZvK kvw cZ `eb| G wPrKvi-PuvPvgwP ev eKvewK
bv Ki Vvv gv_vq ZvK awiq `eb h, Zvi H Abvqi Rb G
kvw cZ nQ ZvK| Avevi myhvMgZv Av`iI Kieb, cksmv Ki
Drmvn `eb| A_vr ay Avnv` bq ev ay kvmb bq| Av`i Avi
kvmbi ga GKUv evj| mB mv_ mvbK GUv eySZ `eb h,
m-B Avcbvi Avkv-fimv-AveM-wbfiZvi GKgv DrmGUv Avcwb
gb Kib bv| Avi mZI Zv-B| KviY gv-evev wnme mvbK
GKRb mr gvbyl, Abb gvbyl wnme Mo ZvjvB Avcbvi `vwqZ| Gi
evBi Avcbv`i Rxeb I Kg Avjv`v Avjv`v| mLvb KD Kviv
Rb `vqx bq| cw_exZ Avcwb hgb GKv GmQb, GKv Pj hveb,
m-I Zgwb GKv GmQ Ges GKv Pj hve|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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337

Avi Avcbvi cki kl AskA_vr KvqvUv awb KiI cwiwwZ


kv KiZ cviQb bv| G gb ivLZ ne, KvqvUv awb g~jZ
wbRK kv ivLvi Rb| A_vr DRbvKi cwiwwZ hb Avcbvi
DRbvi KviY Aviv RwUj bv nq mUvK wbqYi Rb| KviY
Avcwb hw` kv bv _vKb, cv-GKwUf bv _vKbAvcwb KLbv
cwiwwZK wbqY KiZ cvieb bv| GgbwK ^vgxi PuvPvgwPi gyLI
Avcbvi ckvwPZv KvR `e| Avi ZvK Kgv mUvi Gb
evSvZ ne ggZv w`q, fvjevmv w`q|
ck : AvgvK hviv K w`qQ Zv`i Ici Avgvi AbK ivM| Zv`i
mv_ Kx iKg eenvi Kiv hvq?
Di : hviv K w`qQ Zv`i cwZ GB ivM-vf ev cwZkvanv
Zv`i hZUv bv wZ KiQ Zvi Pq ewk wZ KiQ Avcbvi|
gvbwmK ay bq, kvixwiKI| mvcwZK MelYvq `Lv MQ, hv`i
ivM-vf ewk Zv`i nvU GUvK nIqvi SuywK Ab`i Pq ewk|
AviKwU MelYvq Ab`i cwZ wel ev cwZkvacivqY gbvfve hviv
cvlY Kib Zv`i `ivM Avv nIqvi GwU wmMviU,
gv`K, Kvjij ev AwZwi IRbi gZvB SuywKc~Y ej cgvwYZ
nqQ| GQvov ivM gvK Ges cwicvKZi RbI wZKi Ges
gv^q Zv Avjmvii ic wbZ cvi| GgbwK e`gRvRx Ges ivMvfceY gvbyl`i cieZx Rxeb Kvvi Avv nIqvi
hvMm~I LuyR cqQb wevbxiv|
Avi GB ivM-vfi mePq wZKi cfve co cvi Ici A_vr
^Zt~Zfve mwVK mgq mwVK wmv bqvi Ici| A_vr Avcbvi
ivM-vf hw` ewk _vK, cwZwnsmv hw` ewk _vK, Zvnj Avcwb
^Zt~Zfve mwVK wmv wbZ cvieb bv|
aib, GKUv wUbi Ni| ZvZ GKUv wQ` AvQ| wQ` w`q evBii
Avjv AvmQ| wQ` _K Avcwb hZ `~i _vKeb, evBii Avjv ZZ
Kg cveb| wK Avcwb hw` H wQ`Uvi mv_ PvL jvMvZ cvib,
Zvnj evBii cw_exUvK AbK ewk `LZ cveb|
ivM Ges vf Kx Ki? H h wQ` w`q Avjv XyKQ, h wQ` w`q
338

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcwb evBii cw_exK `LZ cviZb, ivM Ges vf G wQ` _K


AvcbvK `~i mwiq `q| Avi hLb Avcwb ckv nb, AvZwbgM nb
ZLb H wQ`i KvQ hZ _vKb|
ck : Avwg gvUvgywU cvq mevevq ivM wbqY KiZ cvwi, wK KD
wekl Ki ay ay Acgvb Kij mn KiZ cvwi bv| fqven iM
hvB| Avgvi ck njv, ivM wK mevevq cwiZvR? AcgvwbZ njI?
AvZmvb wK AZ iZc~Y welq bq? GB evcvi `qv Ki GKUz
AvjvKcvZ Kib|
Di : AvcbvK Kviv c AcgvwbZ Kiv me bq hw` Avcwb wbR
AcgvwbZ eva bv Kib| Avi ZLbB Avcwb AcgvwbZ eva Kieb
hLb Avmj Avcbvi AvZmvbeva ej wKQy bB|
Avcwb `LybbexRx (m)-Gi c_i Ici KuvUv wewQq ivLv nqQ|
Kvev kixd hLb wZwb bvgvR `uvovZb, bvwo-fuywo Gb me Zuvi gv_vi
Ici djv nZv| Ggb Kvbv Mvwj-MvjvR wQjv bv hv ZvK Kiv nq
wb| Zvqd ZuvK cv_ii ci cv_i gi iv Kiv nqQ, wZwb
AcgvwbZ eva Kib wb| KviY Zuvi AvZmvbeva cej wQjv|
h Acgvb eva Ki, Zvi Avmj Kvbv AvZmvbeva bB|
AviKRb Mvwj w`jB Avcwb AcgvwbZ njb bv| Mvwj w`qQ m, gyL
Lvivc KiQ m| GUv Zvi mgmv| Avcbvi bq|
memgq gb ivLeb mvbUv Avcbvi wbRi, AviKRb hv Ko
wbZ cvi, Zv wK Avcbvi? mUv Avcbvi bq| AZGe Kviv mvb
KD KLbv Ko wbZ cvi bv| KvDK KD AcgvwbZ KiZ cvi
bv, hZY ch m wbR AcgvwbZ eva bv Ki| Zv m MvwjMvjvR,
Akve K_v ev AcgvbKi K_vhv-B nvK| hgb, GKUv KzKyi Gm
ND ND Kij Avcwb wK AcgvwbZ nb? Zvnj AviKRb wPj-vwPwjKij Avcwb Kb AcgvwbZ neb?
GLb _K gb ivLeb, GKRb KvqvUvg MvRyqU KLbv
AcgvwbZ eva Ki bv| KviY m memgq mZ-bvqi c_ PjZ Pvq|
m memgq Abi KjvY Ki, Abi DcKvi Ki Ges mwVK wbqZ
wbq mwVK KvRUv Ki| AZGe AcgvwbZ eva Kivi wKQy bB|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

339

ck : Rxeb `iKvi Rq, ivMK KiZ PvB Rq, wK evi evi nq hvq
civRq, Kxfve cvev Rq? ej w`j gb cvev Afq|
Di : wbqwgZ myLx Rxebi gwWUkb Kieb Avi Avcbvi Pvicvk
wKvi jvwMq ivLeb Ges wbRi Avqbvi mvgb wKviUv fvjv Ki
jvwMq ivLeb, hLbB Pnviv `LZ PvBeb hb iM Mjb Zv
ni Mjb gb nq|
ck : Avwg wbqwgZ `yejv gwWUkb Kwi| ZviciI Avwg iM hvB|
Avgvi KiYxq Kx?
Di : H h `yP| Kx Kieb? GLb _K hZevi ivM Kieb
cwZevi ivMi Rb 100 UvKv gvwUi evsK ivLeb| Qq gvm ivLyb|
`Lyb ivM KxiKg Kg hvq| UvKvi gvqv eo gvqv, UvKv hw` ivM
Kgvbvi cQb eq KiZ nq, ivM GgwbZB _vKe bv|
ck : ivMi Kx gvUI cqvRb bB? hw` _vK Ze Kvb Kvb ?
Di : ivM Avmj cZKUv wZKi| hw` ejb, AbvqKvixi
wei? AbvqKvixi wei ivM bq, Abvqi cwZKvi KiZ ne|
Avi mUvI KiZ ne Vvv gv_vq| ebUvK KvR jvMveb| cwZKvi
Kivi Rb kw, hvMZv ARb Kieb|
ck : Avwg hLvb AcgvwbZ, cZvwiZ nB mLvbI wK ivM `gb
Kiev| gv Ki w`j wK AvgviB wZ ne bv? m Zv Avevi GKB
KvR KiZ cvi|
Di : Acgvbi Kx AvQ! Avcwb wbR AcgvwbZ nZ bv PvBj KD
Acgvb KiZ cvie bv|
Avi cZvwiZAvcwb hw` gb Kib KD AvcbvK cZvwiZ
KiQ Avcwb Zvi wei AvBbvbyM eev wbZ cvib| GUv Avcbvi
AwaKvi| Vvv gv_vq Zvi wei AvBbvbyM eev wbb| wK ivM KivUv
340

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcbvi Rb wZKi| KviY cZvwiZ hv nIqvi Zv nq MQb| GLb


Avcbvi ivM AvcbvKB wZM Kie| mUv wbq hZ Avdmvm
Kieb Avcwb ZZ wcwQq hveb|
ck : Avwg GKRb exgv cwZwbwa| AvgvK cwZw`b Abi mv_ mvvr
KiZ nq| hviv AbKB AcwiwPZ| Avwg hLb Zv`iK wewfb c-vb
evSvB, Zviv wewfb iKg bwZevPK ge Ki| dj Kvvwbi kZ
evSvZ A_ev Zv`iK evSvZ AvgvK K^i evwoq K_v ejZ
nq| GUv ZLb Mvgv jfj njv wK bv RvbZ PvB|
Di : Avmj K^i evwoq KvDK evSvbv hvq bv| K^i evwoq
Avcwb AviKRbK Pzc Kwiq w`Z cvib, evSvZ cvieb bv|
evSvZ Mj K^iK Aviv bvgvZ ne| hZ K^i bvgveb, ZZ
K_vUv Zvi fZi XyKe|
Avi K^i evovj K_vUv Zvi Kvb XyKe, fZi bq| AZGe
hKvbv wKQy evSvbvi mgq K^i evoveb bv| GKRb exgv
cwZwbwa wnme AviKRbK evSvbvi Rb AvcbvK Aviv Kzkjx,
Aviv gvjvqg Ges ahkxj nZ ne| KviY AviKRbi cKU _K
cqmv ei Kiv Lye KwVb| hvK evSvZ PvQb Zvi mv_ K^i hZ
gvjvqg Kieb, ZZ Zvi cKU _K Avcwb cqmvUv ei KiZ
cvieb| K^i Povj Avi ZvK evSvZ cvieb bv| m evSvi fvb
Kie wK Avcwb hv KiZ PvQb m KvR m mvq `e bv| AZGe,
K^i memgq gvjvqg Kieb|
Avi hvK evSvZ Pvb Zvi KvQ _K bZ ne ewk| Avcwb Lye
Kg ejeb| gvS gvS ay ejZ cvib h nuv Avcbvi K_vq hyw
AvQ eU| Gfve ejZ ejZ ZvK Kv nq hZ w`b| hLb Zvi
Avi wKQz ejvi bB ZLb Avcwb ejyb, Avcbvi K_vq hyw AvQ eU;
wK GB GB evcvijv wbqI fveZ cvib| Gmgq Avcwb Zvi `yej
Kvbv cqU ai ejvi Pv Kib| KviY cZKiB GKUv `yej
RvqMv AvQ| m cqU ai hw` ZvK ejb, Zvnj Avcwb ZvK
evSvZ cvieb| ZvK ejvi myhvM ewk `eb| Zvnj Avcwb ZvK
evSvZ cvieb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

341

ck : mvb hw` fyj Ki m ivM Kiv wK gv-evevi Rb Aciva?


Di : ivM cZKi RbB wZKi| mvb hw` fyj Ki Ges eqm
_vK Zvnj kvmb KiZ cvib| kvmb Kiv Avi ivM Kiv GK wRwbm
bq| ZvK evSvZ cvib ev kfveI ejZ cvib| wK Vvv gv_vq
ggZvi mv_| Avi mvbi hw` kvmbi eqm cwiq hvq, Zvnj Zv
gv wnme AvcbvK eySZ ne, mvbK Avcwb Kxfve kvmb Kieb|
GKevi GK gv Gm ejjb, Zvi Qj Zvi Mvq nvZ ZzjQ| Avwg
wRm Kijvg, Avcbvi Qji eqm KZ| gv ejjb, 28 eQi|
Avwg AveviI wRm Kijvg, Avcwb Kx KiZ wMqwQjb? gv
ejjb, Avwg ZvK gviZ wMqwQjvg|
ZLb ZvK ejjvg, GUv Zv Avcwb fyj KiQb| 28 eQi eqmx
QjK Avcwb gi kvmb KiZ MQb, QvUejv _K ZvK Avcwb
eo`i gvbZ kLvb wb| dj hv nevi Zv-B nqQ| Avcwb ivMi
gv_vq gviZ MQb, QjI ivMi gv_vq Avcbvi nvZ ai avv
w`qQ| wbtm`n Qj Abvq KiQ, gv hv-B Kib| wK gv wnme
AvcbvK Zv eySZ ne KZ`~i Avcwb hZ cvib|
Avevi gv hw` nb Awef fviZi ^vaxbZv Av`vjbi bZv
gIjvbv gvnv` Avjx Ges gIjvbv kIKZ Avjxi gv we Avw eMgi
gZv, Zvnj wfb K_v| LjvdZ Av`vjbi bZZ `qvi mgq
ewUkweivax ee `qvi Rb `yfvB hLb MdZvi njb, ZLb BsiR
miKvi RjLvbvq Zv`i KvQ cve cvVvjv h, miKvii weivwaZv
Kie bv G gg gyPjKv w`j Zv`iK gyw `qv ne| G K_v hLb
Zv`i gv we Avw eMgi Kvb Mj wZwb Pj Mjb KvivMvi|
Qj`i mv_ `Lv Ki ejjb, Avwg hv bwQ GiKg Kvbv gyPjKv
w`q hw` Zvgiv BsiR`i mv_ Avcm Ki Zvnj Avwg Zvgv`i gv
we Avw eMg ejwQ, Avwg wbR nvZ Zvgv`i Mjv wUc nZv Kiev|
GLb Avcwb AveMekZ 28 eQii QjKh wK bv WvM GwWW
nq MQZvK gviZ hveb, Avi Qj PzcPvc `uvwoq Avcbvi gvi
Lve Zv-Zv ne bv| ZvK QvUejv _KB kvmb KiZ nZv| wK
kvmb KLb Kieb, KZUv Kieb mUvI cvi mv_ wVK KiZ ne|
mLvb hw` fyj Kib mvb Avcbvi K_v be bv| KviY GLbKvi
342

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mvb`i Avgv`i Rgvbvi mvb`i gZv AvDUjyK bB| AZGe


AvcbvKI eyS b PjZ ne| memgq GUv gb ivLeb h,
AvcbvK ejZ nehZUv kvbvi Rb Avcbvi Qj cZ AvQ
ZZUv| Avi MvQ hw` GKevi k nq hvq, Wvj hw` GKevi k nq
hvq mUvK euvKvbv hvq bv| AZGe, mvbK hv kvmb Kivi Kieb,
mUv QvU _K| QvUejvq Avnv` `eb Avi eo nIqvi ci kvmb
Kieb| mUv ne bv| Av`i Ges kvmb `yUvB KiZ ne QvUejv
_K, ZvnjB mvb gvbyl ne|
ck : KvDK `LjB bv wK ivM ai? GUv Kx aibi va? ivM
mPZb nZ wMq cvidig Kbkvm nq Mj gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : KD KD GiKg KiZ cvib| h AgyKK `LjB ivM nq|
AgyKK `LjB gRvR Lvivc nq hvq| GUv GK aibi bMwUf
Kwkwbs| wZwb nqZv Zvi eb GK aibi fyj cvMvg w`q
iLQb| GUv ZviB cwZdjb| Avcwb m`vPiY Kib| Zvnj GUv
Avcbvi Afvm cwiYZ ne| cvidig Kbkvm nIqvi ckB IV bv|
ck : AwZwi ivM nj Kx Kiev?
Di : AwZwi ivM hw` nq, mv_ mv_ ev_ig Pj hveb| wMq nq
Mvmj Ki djeb, bv nq wbRi Mvj AvQvgZv KqKUv Po
`eb| `Leb h, ivM Pj MQ| memgq gb ivLeb, Avcbvi
fZi hw` k KD _vK, Zv njv ivM| Avi ivMK KLbv Avcbvi
Ici Rqx nZ `eb bv|
ivMK `gb Kivi Rb hv hv Kiv `iKvi Kieb| GKevi nRiZ
Beb Dgvi bexRx (m)-K wRm Kijb, wKm Avgvi KjvY ne?
bexRx (m) ejjb, ivM `gb Ki| ivM `gb Kivi gaB iqQ
KjvY| wZb evi wZwb wRm Kijb Ges GKB Di w`jb
bexRx (m)| Zvi gvb Avcwb hw` ivM `gb KiZ bv cvib, Avcwb
hw` Vvv gv_vq KvR KiZ bv cvib, Avcwb hw` iM wMq ci gZv
AvPiY Kib Zvnj Avcwb agwei KvR Kijb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

343

ck : Avwg ivM wKQyZB KUvj KiZ cvwi bv| iM Mjb Zv ni


Mjb AUvmvRkb, KvqvUv fw wKQyB KvR `q bv| iM Mj
nvZ-cv KvwU| Kx Kiev?
Di : iM Mj nvZ-cv KvwUGUv nQ ivMi chvq, GUv gvbwmK
ivM| Gi Rb gvbwmK Wvvi ev KvDwjsqi kiYvcb nZ ne|
ck : AvM Avwg Lye iM hZvg Ges AbK weiwi KvR KiwQ wK
GLb Avwg Kviv mv_ hw`I ivwM bv, ZeyI GiKg fve Avmj Zvi
mv_ K_v ejv e Ki `B| GZ Lye DcKvi cqwQ| ck nQ GUv
wK wi-GKwUf KvR bv cv-GKwUf?
Di : Avcwb cv-GKwUf bv njI cv-GKwUf nIqvi AvMi chvq
AvQb| A_vr Avcwb wbRK wbqY KiZ wkLQb| Avi Gi dj
Avcwb h DcKviI cvQb Zvi KviYI cwivi| KviY ay gb gb
iM Mj mgmv nq bv| mgmv nq ivMUvK cKvk Ki djj| G
AevUv eRvq ivLZ cvij Avcwb `Leb h, Gici Avi Avcbvi
K_v e KiviI cqvRb nQ bv|
ck : Avwg ivM wbqY KiZ cvwi, wK weiw `~i KiZ Kx KiZ
cvwi? Avgvi ewMZ wRwbm KD eenvi Kij fxlY wei jvM|
Di : wKQy ewMZ wRwbm _vKZ cvi hv AviKRbi eenvi Kiv
DwPZ bq| hgb, Uz_evk ev UvIqj ev wPiwb BZvw` Ab KD eenvi
Kij wei jvMv ^vfvweK| Zv hw` GgbwK ^vgx-x nq ZviciI|
Avevi wKQy wKQy wRwbmi evcvi Avgiv ewk mbmwUf nq hvB|
nqZv mUv AviKRb eenvi Ki djQ| fyj nZ cvi, Lqvj
KiZ bv ci nZ cvi ev nqZv m eySZB cvi wb h, GUvK
Avcwb cQ` Kieb bv| Gme ZvK my`ifve ejvUvB hywhy|
KviY Avcwb hw` bv ejb, Zvnj m eySe Kxfve h, Avcwb
GUvZ wei nQb| Avcbvi cQ`-AcQ`i K_v AviKRbK ejZ
ne wK Ggbfve ejeb hvZ m gb K bv cvq| KviY ewMZ
344

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

wRwbm eenvi Kiv gvb nQ Zvi mv_ Avcbvi GKwU Nwb mK


AvQ| KvRB ZvK ej w`Z ne, eywSq w`Z ne mgqmyhvMgZv| ZvnjB Avcwb G weiw _K AevnwZ cZ cvib|
ck : ivM ckwgZ Kivi Rb Kvb gwWUkb wbqwgZ Ki hZ ne
ivMi gwWUkb bv wkw_jvqb?
Di : wkw_jvqb wbqwgZ Kieb| ivMi gwWUkbI gvS gvS
Kieb|
ck : msmvi wekLjv GovZ ev Kvbv `vl-wU awiq w`Z GKUz
ivMi cqvRb nq| memgq ah aiv ev Pzc _vKvUvK `yejZv gb Kiv
nq| mn KiZ bv ci cwZev` KiZ nq, ZLb Kx Kiev?
Di : ivM Ki `vlwU awiq w`jB h kvaive Zv bv-I nZ
cvi| kvaivbvi Rb AvcbvK mgq-myhvM Ges Zvi gvbwmKZv eyS
Zvici ejZ ne| G KLbv KLbv Avcwb ivM bq, ivMi fvb
KiZ cvib| Avi cwZev` nQ `yeji A| `yej cwZev` Ki|
wK mej Ki cwZKvi| AZGe mew`K _K mej nvb|
ck : AbK mgq `Lv Mj KD Kvbv evR KgU Kijv ev AvgvK
K w`q K_v ejjv ZLb Zv Avgvi gv_vi ga mvivw`b _vK| gb
Lvivc nq, Kvbv KvR, covkvbv, wKQyB KiZ cvwi bv| cwZKvi PvB|
Di : `bw`b Rxeb hw` Avcwb Acici `wKvYUvK eySZ
cvib Zvnj GB K _K gyw cveb| GKRb AvcbvK LuvPv
w`jv| Kb w`jv? AbK mgq LuvPvUv Avevi mivmwi bv nq GKUz
Nywiq nq| AvcvZZ wbixn GKUv geB Kijv, wK Avcwb eySZ
cviQb AvcbvK Dk Ki Kiv|
hgb nZ cvi m Avcbvi evcvi Clvw^Z| Avcwb Zvnj Kx
Kieb? Zvi cksmv Kib| Zvi ici cksmv Kib, Yi cksmv
Kib| GKUv mgq `Leb, Avcbvi evcvi Zvi `wfw cv MQ|
m Avi AvcbvK weli PvL `LQ bv|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

345

ck : Avgvi Pvicvki cwiek GZ ewk bMwUf h, Avwg wbRK


wbqY KiZ cvwi bv| Lye ivM Kwi| gviai Kwi| Ges Zvi cfve
Avgvi Qj-gqi Ici co| GLb Avgvi KiYxq mK ejeb|
Di : cwiek hZB bMwUf nvK, ivM Ki Zv Avcwb wbRi wZ
KiQb| KviY, ivMi gv_vq vai gv_vq Mvgv jfj h KvR Kiv
nq mUv KLbI KjvY eq Avb bv| ZLb eb KvR Ki bv, cew
KvR Ki| hgb, GKUv evN kw w`q Kvey KiZ Pvq| wK `wnK
kwi Pq Avmj kwUv nQ eywi kw| evN wbtm`n Lye kwgvb
cvYx| m hKvbv gvbylK Lq djZ cvi|
wK gvbyl evNK civwRZ Kijv Kxfve? eyw w`q, ebUvK
cqvM Ki| ivM GB ebK KvR jvMvevi B Aivq mw Ki|
AZGe Pvicvki bwZevPK cfve AvcbvK Rq KiZ ne Vvv gv_vq
BwZevPK KvR Ki|
ck : ckvMZ hvMZv ev KvRi ^xKwZ hw` bv cvB Zvnj Kx
KiYxq? ZLbKvi vf-KK Kxfve mvgjvev?
Di : GiKg nZ cvi| wK GKwU welq gb ivLeb cKwZi wbqg
Lye hywmZ| Avcwb hw` KvR Kib, KvR Avcbvi `ZvK
evove| hvi KvQ _K ^xKwZ PvQb m hw` ^xKwZ bv-I `q
cKwZ AvcbvK ^xKwZ `e| wK z nq Avcwb hw` KvR Kwgq
`b, hw` fvebGZ K Kijvg Avi cgvkb Avgvi bv nq AgyKi
njv ev BbwgU njv bv, AgyK Uyi AvgvK cvVvbv njv bv|
ZvnjB Avcwb wcwQq Mjb| Avi Avcwb hw` AvwiKfve KvR
Kib, H cwZvb hw` ^xKwZ bv-I `q Ab cwZvb AvcbvK wbq
hve ^xKwZ w`q|
ck : wbRi mwVK I mZ wmvK KD hw` fyj wKsev mwVK bq ej
Dcvcb Ki Ges Kvbv cve hw` cZvLvb Ki Zvnj Avgvi
ivM Pig DV hvq| Aek GUv ay cwieviB nq| G _K gywi
Dcvq ej w`eb|
346

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : G Avcwb `vwqZUv wbR wbb| Avmj Avcbvi K_vUv hZB


mwVK, mZ ev hywmZ nvK bv Kb Avcwb Avmj wZwb h fvlvq
evSb m fvlvq evSvZ cviQb bv| AZGe `vlUv Zvi bv, `vlUv
Avcbvi| KvRB mfve evSvevi Pv Kib, hfve wZwb eySeb|
GKw`K _K bv eySj Abw`K _K evSvb|
Avi Gme Avcwb hZ Vvv _vKeb, ZZ evSvZ cvieb|
hZ iM hveb, DwRZ neb, ZZ ebK eenvi Kiv _K Avcwb
`~i _vKeb| Avi KvDK cve w`j gb ivLeb cve `qvi
AwaKvi hiKg Avcbvi AvQ, Zgwb cve cZvLvb Kivi AwaKviI
Zvi AvQ| AZGe hLb KvDK cve `eb, mv_ mv_ Zvi cZvLvb
Kivi AwaKviKI mnRfve MnY Kieb|
ck : Avgiv AbK mgq wb AgyK Awj ev cxi Lye Rvjvwj wQjb, ivMx
wQjb| Zviv hw` ivMx nb Zvnj Avgv`i ivM `gbi cqvRb Kb?
Di : AbK Awj-eyRyM ev gywb-Fwl`i ivM wQjv, Zviv Lye gRvRx
wQjbGB eei Kvbv mZZv bB| KviY ivM Ges AwjZ GK
mv_ nq bv| gnvgvbeiv cw_exZ Avmb gvbyli KjvYi Rb, ZvK
Awfkvc `qvi Rb bq ev f Kivi Rb bq| wbRiv ivM Kiv Zv
`~ii K_v, Zv`i mv_ `yeenvi, Abvq GgbwK kvixwiK wbhvZb
njI Zviv ivM Kib wb| Dv gv Ki w`qQb|
Zvqd hLb imyjyj-vn (m) Gi Ici cv_i wbc Kiv nqQ, mB
iv AevqI hLb wRevBj (Av) Gm ejjb h, n Avj-vni imyj,
Avcwb ejyb, cyiv ZvqdK asm Ki `eb Avj-vn Zvqvjv| ZLb
bexRx ejwQjb, hw` G Rbc` asm nq hvq Zv Avwg Avgvi mZi
evYx, Avgvi xbi K_v Kvi KvQ cPvi Kiev?
nhiZ gvwjK w`bviK GKevi GK gwnjv z nq ejjv, Zzwg
GKUv f| gvwjK w`bvi GKUzI DwRZ bv nq nm ejjb, nuv,
ZzwgB nQv GKgv fvMeZx h GZw`b AvgvK wPbQv|
Avmj ivM-vaK me agB wbirmvwnZ Kiv nqQ| agi evYxB
wQjv memgq kvw, gv, D`viZv Avi gn| hgb, bexRx (m)
ejQb, z nqv bv, h ew vaK mseiY KiZ cvi m-B
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cKZ exi| Avevi ac` gnvgwZ ey ejQb, iY mnmhvvi


Ici weRqxi Pq ivM-va weRqx ev AvZRqx exiB exik|
evBej hx ejQb, KD Mvwj w`j cvv Mvwj w`I bv| eis ZvK
Avkxev` Ki| ZvnjB Zvgiv Avkxev` cve|
ck : Avwg ivM wbqYi Pv Kwi| wK gvS gvS wiKkvIqvjv ev
wmGbwRIqvjviv hLb AwZwi fvov Pvq ZLb Lye ivM nq|
Di : GUv wVK h, AbK mgq Zviv AhwK fvov `vwe Ki| wK
GKRb wiKkvIqvjvi mv_ hw` Avcwb ivMvivwMZ wj nb Avcbvi Avi
wiKkvIqvjvi ga cv_K Kx njv? Avcwb Zv Zvi iB wbRK
bvwgq Avbjb| Avi Avcwb hw` GKRb wiKkvIqvjvi gbUv evSvi
Pv Kib, Avcwb eySeb Kb m GiKg|
GKRb wiKkvIqvjv KLb wiKkvIqvjv nq? b`xfvOb A_ev
gnvRbi cvj-vq co hLb Mvg Zvi wfUvgvwU mewKQyK nvwiq mnvq
m^jnxb nq co| m kvwlZ, ewZ| jLvcov kLvi myhvM cvq
wb| G me KviY Zvi AePZb _vK mevB AvgvK kvlY KiQ|
hgb Avcwb hw` fvov wVK bv Ki wiKkvq IVb Zvnj bvh fvov
w`jI m fvee AvgvK VwKqQ| GRb memgq fvov wVK Ki
wiKkvq DVeb|
ZviciI hw` `Lb wiKkvIqvjv PuvPvgwP KiZ cvi Zvnj
`yUvKv ewk w`q njI Avcbvi w`K _K KZe njv cwiwwZK kv
Kiv| KviY PuvPvgwP Ki wiKkvIqvjv fyj hve ciYB| wK
Avcbvi fyjZ mgq jvMe| `Lv hve mvivw`bB nqZv Avcwb gvbwmK
DRbvq AvQb| hv Avcbvi KvRi wZ Kie| ZvB fvov AvMB
wVK Ki wiKkvq DVeb, `Leb wiKkvIqvjvi mv_ Avcbvi mgmv
AaK Kg hvQ|
G cm Bgvg Rvdi mv`K (in)-Gi GKwU NUbv AvQ| wZwb
GKw`b evmvq divi c_ `Lb Zvi GKRb mnhvMx gRywi wVK bv
Ki `yBRb kwgK wbhy KiQ| Bgvg ZvK ejjb, gRywi wVK bv Ki
kwgK wbqvM Kiv Zvgvi DwPZ nq wb|
Avmj ivM ev vf Ggb welq hv cKvk Ki djj AvcbvK
348

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

`ytL cKvk KiZ ne, gv PvBZ ne| KvRB hRb mwi ejZ
nq, gv PvBZ nq mUv bv KivUvB eywgvbi KvR| Avi gb ivLeb,
h AvPiY Avcwb GKevi Ki djjb, h K_v ej djjb, m
K_vi cfve wK coeB Zv hZB `ytL cKvk Kiv nvK bv Kb|
ck : Avgvi cwievii m`m`i Ici Avgvi AbK Awfgvb| Zviv
AvgvK evS bv| memgq Avgvi Ici wmv Pvwcq w`Z Pvq| Kx
Kiev?
Di : Avmj cwievii m`mhv`iK Avgiv wcqRb gb Kwi,
Zv`i IciB Avgv`i Awfgvb mePq ewk nq| hgb mvb nj gvevevi wei, x nj ^vgxi wei, ^vgx nj xi wei| Avgiv
fvwe, m Kb memgq Avgvi Ici Pvwcq `q? Kb AvgvK evS bv?
GLb Avgiv hw` `wLAvmj mgmvUv nQ Avcwb eySjb bv|
Avcwb evSvZ cvijb bv| gvb mgmvUv wZwb bb, mgmv Avcwb|
KviY Avgiv KLbv wbRi fyj wbR ^xKvi KiZ PvB bv| memgq
`vlUv Abi Ici PvcvZ PvB h, Avgvi Ici Abvq Kiv nQ|
AbvqUv h AvwgI KiwQ GUv eywS bv| hw` fvBqi wei AwfhvM
_vK, hw` evbi wei AwfhvM _vK, Avwg wK ZvK evSvZ
PvB| wK ZvK eySZ PvB bv| m Kx ejZ PvQ mUv eySZ PvB bv|
hgb, eKv AvgvK w`qQ wVK AvQ wK Kb m AvgvK eKvUv w`jv
GUv eySZ Pv Kwi bv| GUvB nQ Avgv`i Awfgvb mwi KviY|
AZGe mgmvUvK Avcwb cv w`b| Avcbvi fvBK Zv e`jvZ
cviQb bv| KviY Avcbvi fvB e`jveb wK bv GUv Zvi Ici wbfi
KiQ| wK Avcwb e`jveb wK bv, GUv Avcbvi Ici wbfi KiQ|
AZGe hUv Avcwb cvib mUv hw` Avcwb Kib Zvnj mgmv AbK
AbK mnR nq hvq|
Avmj AveM hLbB Avme, ZLb Avcwb Avi wbicfve wPv
KiZ cvieb bv| Avcbvi wPvUv ZLb ccvZ`y nq hve| dj
Avcbvi wmv fyj ne| GRb AvcbvK AveMi Ea DVZ ne|
Avi GUv ZLbB cvieb hLb h KviY Avcbvi AveM mw njv A_vr
hv Avcbvi ga Awfgvb mw KiQ, vf mw KiQ mB welqUvK
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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wbicfve `LZ cvieb| A_vr hvi weiB Avcbvi Awfgvb


nvK bv Kb, wZwb mnKgx nZ cvib, fvB nZ cvib, evb nZ
cvib, AvZxq nZ cvib, ixq nZ cvibAvcwb hw` Zvi
`wfwZ AvcbvK `LZ cvib, wek-lY KiZ cvibAvcwb
`Leb h, Avcwb fyj KiQb bv|

fq
ck : fq Kx? fqK Rq Kivi Dcvq Kx? fwelZi AnZzK fq nq|
AvwgI Rvwb, hv fq KiwQ Zv ne bv wK GB fq Avgvi eZgvbK b
KiQ| Kx Kiev?
Di : bwZevPK wPvi Rbbx nQ fq| fq GK A`k f~Z| AbKi
RxebB fq Zvov Ki eovq Qvqvi gZv| GB fqB nQ Avgv`i
ebK ewk ewk KvR jvMvbvi c_ mePq eo Aivq| fq h KZ
aibi nZ cvi Zvi Bqv bB| ivM fq, jvK fq, evaKi fq,
wcqRb weQ`i fq, wbivcvi fq, e_Zvi fq, `vwi`i fq, cvKv
gvKoi fq, f~Zi fq, gZzfq BZvw`|
Ze gRvi evcvi nQ, fqi Aevb nQ Avgv`i mPZb gb|
Avcwb hw` GB fqjv KvMR-Kjg wjwce Ki djb, Zvnj
GjvK h_vh_fve kbv KiZ cvieb| cvieb Gjvi Drm
LyuR ei KiZ| GKevi h_vh_fve wjwce KiZ cvij Gjvi
AvKwZ ne wjwLZ Aii mgvb| ZLb Avcwb G fqjvi wei
mnR c`c I eev MnY KiZ cvieb|
Avgiv hw` Avgv`i mPZbZvi mgy`i Mfxi GB fqjvK
wePiY KiZ `B Zvnj Avgv`i ARvB Gjv jvwjZcvwjZ nq
bv`ym-by`ym nq DVe| Gjvi nvZ _K Avgiv KLbv invB cvev
bv| Mfxi mgy` AbK wekvj wekvj cvYx evm Ki| GjvK hw`
Kvbvfve mgy`i Zxi wbq Avmv hvq, ZvnjB G`i gZz NU|
fqKI GKBfve gvKvejv KiZ ne|
fq KLbv Mfxi cheY I wek-lYi Avjv mn KiZ cvi bv|
350

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

fq nQ AKvii KxU| Avjvq GjB Zv gyL _yeo co hvq|


Avgv`i Rxebi mePq ewk mgmvi KviY nQ Awbw` fq|
hw` Ggb nq Ze wK ne GB AvZB Avgv`i mePq ewk wZ
Ki| ZvB Avcbvi AvkvK KvMR Ki wjL djyb| jLvi ci
wRm Kib, Gici Kx ne? mePq LvivcUvB wjLyb| KvMR eo
Ki wjLyb| hvZ Ki Avcwb `LZ cvib|
fqi nvZ _K euvPvi mnR c_ GKUvB| Zv nQ, fqi K_v
KvMR wjL Zv cywoq djv| Gfve Avcwb ceZcgvY fqKI wbwq
Ki w`Z cvib| KviY ARvbv welq hLbB Rvbv nq hvq, ZLbB fq
Zvi inm I kw `yB-B nvwiq dj|
hgb, AKvi KvKZvoyqv `LI Avcwb f~Z fe fq cZ
cvib| wK GKevi UPi Avjv djyb| em! me kl| Avcwb eySZ
cvieb Avcbvi fqi Drm mvgvb LoKzUv, euvk Avi GKUv nvwo I
GKUv Quov-dvUv Rvgv gv|
ZvB fqK gbi Mnxb evm KiZ `eb bv, ZvK PvLi mvgb
Zzj Avbyb| KvMR wjL djyb| A`k `ZK `kgvb Ai cwiYZ
Kib| Avi cywoq djyb AijvK|
fq _K gyw cvIqv ev fqK Kvey Kivi AviKUv c_ nQ fqK
wbq Vvv Kiv| fqK Rq Kivi Rb Aev I Aenjvi Pq mdj
A Avi Kx nZ cvi! Avcwb gZv bv w`j Avcbvi Ici fqi
Kvbv gZv _vKZ cvi bv|
h KvRK fq cvb mvnm Ki Zv Ki djyb| fq mK AvcbvK
gb ivLZ ne h, KDB fq _K gy bb| fq cvb wb cw_exZ
Ggb Kvbv gvbyl bB| Ze hviv mdj, hviv exi Zviv fqK
gvKvejv KiQb, fqK wbq Dcnvm KiQb, fqK AwZg
KiQb| Zviv KLbv fqi KvQ AvZmgcY Kib wb|
Avcbvi RxebI AbK cwiwwZ Avme, hvi gyLvgywL nZ Avcwb
fq cvb| nqZv Avcwb BUviwfD evWK fq cvb, bZzb jvKi mv_
Avjvc KiZ fq cvb, `uvZi Wvvii KvQ hZ fq cvb, BbRKkb
wbZ fq cvb, wegvb PoZ fq cvb| wVK AvQ| Avcbvi G fq wbq
jv cvIqvi wKQy bB| Avcwb ay GK gvKvejv Kib| fq KvwUq
IVvi Pv Kib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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h KvRK fq cvQb, mvnm Ki KvRUv Ki djyb| wekvm Kib!


Avcwb mivmwi fqi Ici Suvwcq coj fq cvjvevi c_ cve bv|
Avevi GgbI nZ cviAvcwb h KvRK fq cvQb mvnm Ki Kivi
ci m KvRB Acvi Avb` jvf KiZ cvib|
hgb Avcwb wegvb gY fq cvb| wegvb Kvbvw`b IVb wb|
mvnm Ki DV cob wegvb| hLb wbPi w`K ZvKveb, cw_exK hLb
AvKvk _K `Leb ZLbKvi bZzb `w AvcbvK, Avcbvi Dcjwi
fvviK mg Kie|
`uvZi Wvvii KvQ mvnm Ki c_gB Pj hvb| nqZv wZwb
Avcbvi `uvZ dj bv w`q iL `qvi eev KiZ mg nZ
cvib| mvnm Ki BUviwfD evWi myLxb nvb| Avcbvi PvKwi ev
c`vbwZi `iRv Lvjvi GUvB Zv c_|
e_Zvi fq AvcbvK cq emQ! GUv AvcbvK KvUvZ ne| Zv
bv nj Avcwb KvR i KiZ cvieb bv| mvaviYZ `Lv MQ, e_
jvKivB e_ZvK fq cvq| KviY Zviv i KiZB mvnm cvq bv|
Avcwb mdj neb bv ej wekvm Kij Avcwb KvR i KiZ cvieb
bv| Avi KvR i bv Kiv GK iZi Aciva| gbK ejyb, mvdji
c_ KzmygvxY bq, e_Zv AwZgi gvagB Avm mvdj|
KvR i Kib| j DuPz ivLyb| K_vq ej, m~hi w`K Zxi gvij
Zv AZ eo MvQi gMWvj wMq jvMe| ZvQvov e_Zvi wPvKI
Avcwb BwZevPKfve eenvi KiZ cvib| hgb, GKwU D`vM hw`
AvkveK dj bv cvIqv hvq Zvnj Gi weK Kx c`c bqv hvq
AvM _KB Zv wVK Ki ivLyb| ZLb fq Avcbvi mnvqK kw wnme
KvR Kie|
fqK Rq Kivi AviKwU eo A nQ fvb Kiv| fvb Kib,
Ggbfve Awfbq Kib, hb Avcbvi Rxeb fqi Kvbv AwZ bB|
gvwKb cwmWU w_IWvi iRf AKcU ^xKvi KiQbAvgvi
Rxeb e wKQy wQjv hv wbq Avwg c_g fq cZvg| wK m
KvRjv KiZ wMq Avwg memgqB fvb KiZvg h, Avwg Av` fxZ
bB| fvb KiZ KiZB Avgvi fq Kg hZ jvMjv| Avgvi GLb
Kvbv wKQy wbqB fq bB| BQ Kij ewkifvM gvbyli RxebB G
NUbvi cybivew NUZ cvi|
352

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cwmWU iRfi Rxeb hUv mwZ Avcbvi RxebI Zv mwZ


nZ cvi| fqK Rq Kivi Rb Avcwb GKB cv Aej^b Kib|
Rvi Ki fvb Kib h, Avcwb fq cvb wb| Avcwb evSvi AvMB
`Leb h, fvbUvB mZ cwiYZ nqQ|
Avmj Avgv`i AwaKvski Rxeb fq nQ fwelZi KvwbK
wec` wbq| fwelZ Kx wec` nZ cvi, Kx Svgjv nZ cvi
BZvw`| fwelr msv AwbqZv wbq Avcwb Avcbvi eZgvbi my`i
mgqjvK b KiQb| Avcwb AvMvgxKvjK hZ ewk fq cveb,
ZZB Avcwb AvRKi w`bwUK KvR jvMvZ I DcfvM KiZ e_
neb| eZgvbK cyivcywi KvR jvMvb, eZgvb wbq Avcwb e _vKzb,
fwelr wbRB wbRi hZ be| RxebK, Rxebi MwZK fq cvIqvi
wKQy bB| eZgvbK cwic~Yfve KvR jvMvb, DcfvM Kib| KviY
Avcbvi Rxeb eZgvb Avi wZxqevi wdi Avme bv|
ck : Avwg memgq fq Ges AvZ _vwK| gb nq GLbB wbtkvm e
nq gviv hvev| Kx Kiev`qv Ki ejeb?
Di : wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kij G Aev nIqvi K_v bq| nqZv
Avcbvi gwWUkbB wVKgZv nQ bv| Avcwb nqZv gwWUkb
wSgvQb ev NygvQb| Avi wbtkvm Zv GKw`b e neB|
GLb _K hLbB gb ne h, wbtkvm e nq hvQ, ZLbB
ejeb, kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn, Avwg gviv hvwQ| Aviv ewkw`b euP
_vKj cvci cwigvY Aviv ewk nZv!
A_vr h wRwbmUvK fq cvQb mUvKB IqjKvg Kieb|
mivmwi m AevK gvKvejv Kieb| `Leb Avi fq cvQb bv|
Avmj hLb Avcbvi gZzi mgq ne, ZLbB Avcwb gviv hveb| Avi
mgq hw` bv nq, Zvnj mdvqvi Kivi ciI `Lv hve h, wj gv_vi
Ici w`q Pj MQ wKsev c-b vk Ki mevB gviv hvevi ciI
Avcwb euP MQb|
KvRB gviv hvIqvUv GZ mnR evcvi bq, hw` Avqy kl bv nq|
ZvB LvgvLvgviv hvwQ, Kx ne GLbGme fe Awi nq jvf
bB| Gici _K GiKg gb nj gvwUi evsK `vb Kieb| hZevi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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353

gb ne ZZeviB `vb Kieb| memgq gb ivLebmgqi AvM


Avcwb gviv hveb bv| mgq nq Mj Avcwb euvPeb bv|
ck : cwZwU ^vfvweK KvR KiZ Mj jvKfq Avv nB| gb nq
Zviv AvgvK cQ` KiQ bv| ZvQvov i `Lj fq cvB, Kx Kiev?
Di : Lye mnR mgvavb| eqm Ges IRb wVK _vKj cwZ Pvi gvm ci
ci i `eb| Avi i `qvi wKQyY ci cvwb Lq dk nq,
ii evMUv `Leb, Avi ejZ _vKeb, evn! Kx my`i i! Avwg
KZ mvnmx h, Avwg i w`qwQ|
Avi jvKfq _K euvPvi mnR Dcvq nQKvbv KvRi evcvi
Pvicvki jvKiv Kx ejjv bv ejjv mUv bv fe G evcvi
Avcbvi weeK Kx ejmUvZ gbvhvMx nIqv| KvRwU hw` mwVK nq,
wbRi Ges Abi KjvYv_ nqZvnj jvKK fq cvIqvi wKQy
bB| KviY mvaviY gvbyl Avi fovi cvji ga Kvbv cv_K bB|
mvaviY gvbyl AvRK Avcbvi wb`v KiQ| Avcwb eo wKQy Ki djyb,
KvjB Zviv Avcbvi cksmvq cgyL ne|
KvRB jvKfq fxZ nIqvi Pq evKvwg Avi wKQy bB|
jvKfqK cvv w`q KDB gnvgvbe, iYxq ev eiYxq nZ cvib
wb| bexRx (m) hLb mZi evYx cPvi KiQb, ZLb wZwb hw` gb
KiZb, KD KD Zv AcQ` KiQ, AZGe _vK, wcwQq Avwm,
Zvnj Zuvi j wZwb cuQZ cviZb bv|
KvqvUvgI GKB evcvi| 19 eQi AvM hviv Kvm KiQb
Zv`i AwaKvskKB cvMj m^vab bZ nZv| A_P hviv mw`b
cvMj ejQb Zv`i AbKB AvR Kvm Kivi Rb AvmQb| Kb?
KviY jvKfqK Avgiv Rq KiZ ciwQ|
ck : Ni AKvi _vKj Avgvi `g e nq hvq, Lye K nq| Avi
`iRv Zvjve _vKj Avgvi Lye Awi-A^vfvweK jvM| Kx Kiev?
Di : AKvi `g e nq Mj PvL e Kieb| PvL e KijB
`Leb Avjvq AvjvKgq RMr| ZLb my`i Kbvq Wye hvb, gbQwe
`Lyb Ges `LZ `LZ Nywgq cob|
354

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avwg wRb-f~ZK fq cvB| cwievi f~Z wekvmi cPjb AvQ|


AwffveKiv `vqv-ZvweR wekvm Kib| Zv mI fq KvU bv| w`b`ycyi GKv bvgvR coZ fq cvB| Kx Kij G fq `~i ne?
Di : f~ZK fq cvIqvi wKQz bB| KviY f~Z ej wKQz bB| Ze
wRb mK KviAvb kixd ejv AvQ| wRbi fq Gj gb Kieb,
wRb AvcbvK aie bv eis Avcwb wRbK aieb| `Leb, fq cvwjq
MQ| Avi ZvQvov KvqvUvg MvRyqU wnme Avcbviv mg Akixix
mewKQz _K wbivc`| Avcbv`i KvQ Giv NulZ cvie bv|
ck : wKQyw`b AvM Lye Amy wQjvg| eZgvb my AvwQ| wK bZzb
mgmv `Lv w`qQ| ivMfxwZ KvR KiQ Avgvi ga| mvivY fq
Avi Ubkb Awi _vwK| Gw`K eveI Zv `wL wKQyw`b ci ci
GKKUv gnvgvixi AvZ QovQ|
Di : Avmj fq `Lvbv ev fxwZKi cwiek mw KivGUv
eemvqx`i GKUv Pvj| gvbylK fqM Kiv njv kvlK`i GKUv
nvwZqvi| Zvnj fq iva Kivi wKQy DcKiY m wew KiZ cvie|
ivMfqI Zgwb|
mvaviY gvbylK hZ ivM-evwa-gZyi fq `Lvbv hve ZZ Zviv
wKbe Ilya, fvKwmb Ges bvbviKg ivMcwZivaKvix DcKiY ev
hcvwZ| Avi DPg~ji Gme wRwbm wew Ki gvwbvkbvj Ilya
Kvvwb Ges Zv`i mnhvMx wPwKrmv eemvqx Mvx jvfevb ne|
KqK eQi AvM WyivM wbq Avgv`i `k h ZzjKvjvg njv
Zvi g~jI wQjv wPwKrmv eemvqx`i m GB gvm wnwwiqv| Avi
ivMfqi RyRyK eemvwqK ^v_ KvR jvMvevi RNb cPvi GKUv
mvcwZK D`vniY njv Z_vKw_Z mvqvBb dz cvbWwgK|
2010 mvj cKvwkZ nq mvqvBb dz-i Ici BDivci 47wU
`ki cvjvgU m`m`i wbq MwVZ KvDwji GK Z` cwZe`b|
GZ ejv nq, 2009 mvj wekRyo Qwoq cov mvqvBb dz AvZ
Avmj wek ^v msvi AuvZvZ dvgvwmDwUKj Kvvwbjvi m
wg_v Re Qvov Avi wKQy bq Ges GUv Zviv KiQ Rb^vK wecb
Ki gybvdv jvfi Dk|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

355

KwgwUi cavb DjdMvs IWvM ejwQjb, mmgq Ilya Kvvwb Ges


wek ^v msvi wekliv wewfb `ki miKvijvK gvMZ Pvc
w`q hvwQjb DPg~ji Z_vKw_Z Gme fvKwmb wKbZ, hvi Kvbv
evwbK ev eve wfw wQjv bv| G hver hZ aibi dzi RxevYy
AvweZ nqQ, Zvi ga GwU njv mePq `yej MvQi GKwU|
ZviciI GUvK Ggb fqvenic Zviv Dcvcb Kijv h, gnvgvixi
msvUvB Zviv e`j djjv| Avgiv GLbv Rvwb bv h, Avmj Kx
NUwQjv| ay GUv Rvwb h, GmewKQyi ga w`q wKQy dvgvwmDwUKj
Kvvwb nvwZq wbqwQjv wecyj AsKi gybvdv|
Avgiv Avmj ivM-RxevYy mv_ wbqB euP _vwK| Avgv`i ivM
cwZiva gZvB Avgv`iK my ivL| wK fqUv hLb gbi ga
XyK hvq, ZLb ivMcwZiva gZvI b nq hvq| KviY eve Avgiv
h wmUgjv `wL Gjv Avgv`i KbviB cKvk| Ges h KviY
Wvviiv hLb ivMvv nb, ZLb Ilyai cvkcwZwqv Zvi ga ewk
nq KviY cvkcwZwqv msv Z_ Zvi gv_vi ga iqQ|
AZGe fqfxwZK `~i Ki djyb Ges ivMK eyov AvOyj `LvZ
wkLyb| Avcwb ivMfq _K euP hveb| Avi memgq AUvmvRkb
`eb, cwZw`b Avgvi ^v fvjv nQ, cvYkw evoQ| Avwg bZzb
bZzb Kg, bZzb bZzb fvebvq DxweZ nwQ|
ck : iv Avwg hLb Nygvbvi Rb AvM jvBU Ad Kwi A_ev Kvbv
KviY hw` AKvi Aevq Nyg fvO| ZLb GK ARvbv AvZ AvgvK
Mvm Ki| Avgvi gb nq K hb AvgvK cQb _K Ub aiQ|
GZ Avwg cP fq cvB| G fq _K Kxfve Avwg cwivY cZ
cvwi, `qv Ki civgk `eb wK?
Di : hLbB gb ne KD cQb _K Ub aiQ, Avcwb ZvK Ub
aib, Kv_vq hvwQm? AvgvK ZzB Kx aiwe? Avwg ZvK aiev|
`Leb h, Avi AvmQ bv| hLbB gb ne GiKg Kieb| cwZw`b
kvqvi AvM wZbevi KvqvUv awb DPviY Kieb Ges gb gb
fveeb h, AvgvK iv Kivi gvwjK nQb Avgvi cfy, wZwb AvgvK
iv Kieb| Avgvi fq cvIqvi wKQy bB|
356

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avwg 192 evPi MvRyqU| Kvm Kivi ci ci wbqwgZ


gwWUkb KijI gvSLvb AwbqwgZ nq wMqwQjvg| GLb Avevi
wbqwgZ nqwQ| Avwg gvS gvS ivZ NygvZ Mj hLbB NygUv Mfxi
nq, gb nq Avgvi cvk KD hb Mfxifve kvm djQ| Avi gb
nq KvQvKvwQ KD AvQ| Ggb nq Kb?
Di : Avcwb ejQb Nyg Mfxi nQ| wK Avmj nqZv nQ bv|
Avi hLb GKRb gvbyl Avav-Nyg, Avav-RvMZ Aevq _vK ZLb
wbRi wbtkvmUvKB Abi wbtkvm gb Ki| gb nq GUv wbRi bv,
KvQvKvwQ KD wbtkvm QvoQ| GRb wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kieb, Nyg
Mfxi ne Ges G aibi k Avi beb bv|
ck : GKUv wk wbvc nq Rb bq myZivs fqnxbfve Rb bq|
wK `Lv hvq wkI fq cvq| Kb?
Di : gvZMfi Avivg, DZv Avi wbivcv Qo wk hLb f~wg nq,
ZLb KvbvB nq Zvi mnRvZ cKvk| m eySZ cvi GZw`bi GKUv
Af cwiek Qo m ewiq AvmQ| GUv wVK fq bq, cwiewZZ
cwieki cwZ GKwU ^Zt~Z cwZwqv|
ck : fq cvq ejB Zv gvbyl mveavb Pjvdiv Ki| fq bv _vKj
Zv gvbyl hZ Pjvdiv KiZv, Mvwoi Zjvq co gviv hZ|
Di : fqK wek-lY Kij Avgiv cavbZ `yaibi fq cvB| GKUvi
cfve BwZevPK| AbwUi cfve bwZevPK| BwZevPK fq AwfZvj
vb cwiYZ nqQ| Zv hywmZ I mveRbxb|
hgb Avb jvMvi fq| hw` Avbi evcvi Avcbvi Kvbv fq bv
_vK Ze Avcwb Ggb ecivqv nq hveb h, AvR nvK ev Kvj
Avcwb nqZv Avb viv wZM neb| Avcbvi hw` ivvq ecivqv
MwZZ Mvwo Pvjvbvi evcvi Kvbv fq bv _vK Zvnj Avcwb AvR
nvK ev Kvj `yNUbv NUvebB| Avb I `yNUbvi fq AvcbvK mZK I
mRvM ivL, Avcbvi wbivcv wbwZ Ki|
fq AbK mgq mRbkxj kwZ cwiYZ nZ cvi| hgb
AvbZvi fq| G fqB zj I wkvqZbi Rb w`qQ| cPv-evwm
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

357

Lvevii fqB cwiQbZv I weZvi Rb w`qQ| Avcwb hv ejQb Zv


fqi BwZevPK cfveiB D`vniY|
Avi wZKviK ej Avgiv h fqi K_v ejwQ mUv nQ
AhwK| GLb GKUv Mvwo AvmQ| Avcwb mUvi mvgb UviRvbi
gZv `uvwoq Mjb| Mvwoi avvq AvnZ ev wbnZ njb| GUv Zv
AvnvwK| GB AvnvwK Kivi Zv Kvbv ckB Avm bv|
GKUv wRwbm memgq gb ivLeb, mveavb nIqv Avi fq cvIqv
`yUv wK Avjv`v wRwbm| mveavbZv nQ GKUv BwZevPK `wfw|
Avi fq nQ GKUv bwZevPK `wfw| Avcwb hLb mveavb nQb
ZLb Avcwb cv-GKwUf nQb| Avi hLb Avcwb fq cvQb ZLb
Avcwb wi-GKwUf nQb|
ck : Avwg wbqwgZ `yejv gwWUkb KiwQ Ges cwZw`b evqvg KiwQ|
kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! AvMi Pq AbK fvjv AvwQ| wK GKwU
mgmv GLbv cyivcywi `~i KiZ cvwi wb| Zv njv wekl gyn~Z bvfvm
nq hvIqv| hgb : emi mvgb, mevi mvgb eZv `qv BZvw`|
bvfvmbm Avwg cyivcywi Kxfve `~i KiZ cviev, `qv Ki Rvbveb|
Di : fq Avmj ewki fvM gvbyli gaB KvR Ki| Kviv ewk,
Kviv Kg| KD GUvK wbqY ivLZ cvib, Avi KvivUv cKvwkZ
nq hvq| GKevi `wY AvwdKvi Kv RvZxqZvev`x bZv bjmb
gvjv c-b hvQb| ZLb wZwb cwmWU| Zvi mv_ wQjb GKRb
mvsevw`K whwb Zvi mvvrKvi wbwQjb| nVvr wegvbi GKUv Bwb
MMvj `Lv w`jv| mK cvBjU Gm RvbvZB wZwb ejjb, wVK
AvQ| ej Avevi K_v ejZ jvMjb|
Gw`K Ab hvxiv Zv AvZ wPrKvi i Ki w`qQ| c-b
ZLb fxlY evws nwQjv| hv-B nvK, klgk wegvb wVKfveB
Me bvgjv| mvsevw`K ZLb gvjvi mvnmi cksmvq cgyL|
gvjv ejjb, mwZ ejZ wK Avgvi fZiUvI ZLb fq Vvv nq
wMqwQjv| wK AvgvK fq cZ `Lj Zv evwKiv Aviv ewk
bvfvm nq hZ| ZvB Avwg ZLb ay CkiK iY KiwQjvg hvZ
Avgvi Pnvivq Kvbv fq dzU bv IV| A_vr Kvbv Kvbv mgq fq
358

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cjI mvnmi fvb KiZ nq| hgbwU KiwQjb bjmb gvjv|


GZ Svby mvsevw`KI Zv aiZ cvi wb|
KvRB wekl gyn~Z cv_wgKfve bvfvm nq bv, Ggb gvbyl Lye
Kg| emi mvgb bvfvm nb bv Ggb gvbyl Kg| eZv w`Z wMq
bvfvm nb bv Ggb gvbyl Kg| wK hviv mdj Zviv gyn~ZB GwUK
KvwUq IVb, fqK wbRi wbqY wbq Avmb|
Avcwb mvnm Ki ejQb| AwaKvsk gvbylB mvnm Ki ej bv|
AZGe GUv wbq wPvi Kvbv KviY bB| hLbB emi mvgb hveb
ev gb nQ Avcwb bvfvm nq hvQb, gb gb wZbevi KvqvUv awb
Kieb, `Leb h, Avcwb bvfvmbm KvwUq DVQb|
ck : BUviwfD evW Mj bvfvm nq hvB| Rvbv welqI fyj hvB| G
_K cwivY cvIqvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kij fvBfv evWi mvgb KD bvfvm ne
bv| wbqwgZ `yejv gwWUkb Kib| cZK evi mUvi/ kvLv/
mji mv`vKvqb cvMvg hvb Ges dvDkb h mrKg AvQ
GjvZ hZ`~i me Ask bqvi Pv Kib| `Leb, Avcbvi fvBfv
Avi Zviv Kx be? Avcwb Zv`i fvBfv beb| KviY GKRb mdj
BUviwfDwq wZwb whwb BUviwfDqviK Zvi wPv viv cfvweZ Kib|
Avcbvi DiUvB cieZx ckK wbavwiZ Kie| Avmj BckbUv
nQ Lye iZc~Y| Avcwb GKRb AvZcZqx mrKgkxj gvbyl nvb,
Avcbvi Bckb GgwbZB AvKlY Kie| wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kij
^ZtZfveB Avcbvi Pnvivq _vKe AvZcZq| Avi mBmv_
mvnmx-AvZwekvmx ewZi Rb wbqwgZ AUvmvRkb w`Z cvib|
ck : Avwg mewKQzZB fq cvB| fviejv jvBU Rj bvgvR coZ
fq cvB| Mvwo ev j DVZ GgbwK me iKgi hvbevnbB fq cvB|
ivZ Rvbvjv-`iRv jvwMq NygvB| Zv-I fq cvB| euvPvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avcbvi fqjv Ag~jK| GKevi evm PMvg hvIqvi c_ GK
f`jvKi m `Lv njv| c~e cwiwPZ ej RvbZvg h, wZwb
evsjv`k wegvbi eo Awdmvi| x-Qj-gq _vK PMvg, wK Zvi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

359

cvws XvKvq| mvnv ZvB wZwb evwoZ hvb| wK ZvK evm hZ


`L AevK njvg| KviY wegvb Zvi h c`ghv`v ZvZ XvKv-wPUvMvs
dvBU Zvi wd hvIqvi myhvM AvQ| wK Zv mI cZK mvn GZ
K Ki Kb wZwb evm hvb?
Reve wZwb hv ejjb Zv b Zv Avwg _| wZwb wegvb Pob bv
KviY Zvi wegvbfxwZ AvQ Ges GRb we`ki AvKlYxq cvws
ch wZwb wdwiq w`qQb| Zvi fq njv, hw` gvSc_ wegvbUv weMo
hvq, co hvq| ZLb Kx ne? Avwg ejjvg, wegvb co hZB cvi|
hKvbv wKQyB coZ cvi| wK KqUv wegvb coQ? hZ hvbevnb
AvQ Zvi ga wegvb mePq wbivc`| IUv covi Pv _vKj Zv
cvBjUB IUv wbq Doe bv| Avgvi-Avcbvi GZ wPv Kivi `iKvi
wK| f`jvK ZviciI ej PjQb h, bv, AvgviUvB hw` co!
GgbwK Kvm KiZ wMqI KZ aibi fq `LwQ| GKevi
gwZwSji wewmAvBwm febi 19 Zjvi mwgbvi nj Avgv`i Kvm
nQ| Kvmi 2q ev 3q w`b 19 Zjvq IVvi Rb wjdU XyKwQ| `wL
Kvmi GKRb AskMnYKvix gvSeqmx KZv`yi GKRb f`jvK
wmuwoi w`K GQb| Avwg ejjvg, Avmb GKmv_ wjdU hvB| Dwb
ejjb, Avwg GKUz wmuwo w`q AvmwQ| Avwg ZLb fvejvg Icii
Kvbv Zjvq eva nq Kvbv KvR AvQ| wjdU w`q DV KwiWvi
`uvwoq KqKRbi mv_ K_v ejwQjvg| Gi ga cwiq Mj 8/10
wgwbU| Ggbmgq `wL h, f`jvK cvq nuvcvZ nuvcvZ Gm DcwZ|
19 Zjv eq DVj mUvB ^vfvweK| AvgvK `L wKQyUv jv
cjb| Avwg ejjvg, Gfve wjdU iL 19 Zjv wmuwo eq DVjb?
wZwb ejjb, Avgvi wjdUK Lye fq| hw` `wo wQuo hvq Zvnj
Zv Avi euvPvi Dcvq bB| Avwg wRm Kijvg h, Avcwb XvKv kni
KZ eQi ai AvQb? ejjb XvKv kni Avgvi Rb| ZvK ejjvg h,
Avcwb GB GZw`bi ga Kvbvw`b wK Kvbv Leii KvMR
`LQb h wjdU-Gi `wo wQuo co MQ| ejjb h, bv, Zv `wL
wb, wb wb| Zvnj? wZwb ejjb, wK wQuoZ KZY?
GUvB nQ Ag~jK fq| h fqi Kvbv eve wfw bB, wK Kzi
Kzi Lvq Avcbvi Rxebi mvebvK| wbqwgZ KqK w`b fq `~i Kivi
gwWUkb Kib| Avi mvnmi AUvmvRkb w`b|
360

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : fq `~i Kivi gwWUkb GKgvm ev 15 w`b Kqevi Kiv `iKvi?


Di : fq `~i-Gi gwWUkb cwZgvm Kivi `iKvi bB| c_gw`K
ci ci KqKw`b KivB h_| Avi mBmv_ fq `~ii Rb KvhKi
njv AUvmvRkb| fq `~ii Rb AbK aibi AUvmvRkb AvQ
Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb eB A_ev AvZRvMiY ev
nvRviv AUvmvRkb wmwWZ| Gjvi ga _K hKvbvwU
Abykxjb KiZ cvib|
ck : Avwg hLb gbvhvM w`q KvR KiZ _vwK ZLb nVvr Kvbv k
bj AuvZK DwV Ges AbKY ch KuvcZ _vwK| Avgvi GB mgmv
mgvavbi Dcvq Kx?
Di : GUv AbK mgq nZ cvi| nqZv KD Nywgq AvQ| Gmgq
nVvr hw` KD ZvK WK dj, m Kuc DVZ cvi| ev Avcbvi
hwU nQ h, Mfxi gbvhvM w`q KvR KiQb| Gmgq Kvbv
k nj ev KD WK djj Avcwb AuvZK DVQb| GRb
AUvmvRkb `eb h, Avwg hLb gbvhvM w`q KvR Kiev ZLb
hKvbv k AvgvK Aviv Avbw`Z Kie| Avwg mB kUvK
^vfvweKfve MnY Kiev|
ck : cwZw`b msev`c, wgwWqvZ cPvi nQ QvU QvU f~wgK
_KB evsjv`k Zxe f~wgK ev mybvwg nZ cvi| GZ bv wK cPzi
Rvbgvji wZi myLxb ne evsjv`k| GB Aevq KvqvUvg m`m
wnme Avgiv Kx KiZ cvwi? f~wgK welqK `wfw Kx nIqv DwPZ?
Di : f~wgK welq GKRb MvRyqUi `wfw GUvB nIqv DwPZ h,
f~wgKi mgq hw` GKZjvq _vKb Zvnj hZ `Z cvib Ni _K
ewiq ivvq `o `eb| f~wgK `Lvi Rb Acv Kieb bv|
Avi Ewbk Zjvq _vKj q _vKeb| KviY hv nIqvi Avcwb Ewbk
Zjv _K bvgvi AvMB nq hve| AZGe `ov`wo Ki jvf bB|
ILvb emB gwWUkb gM nq hveb h, Avj-vn Zzwg gviZI
cviv Avevi euvPvZI cviv| AZGe hw` euvPvI Zvnj AvgvK wbq
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

361

KvDK hb UvbvUvwb KiZ bv nq| K KiZ bv nq| hw` ivLv my


kixi ivLv| hvZ Avwg AviKRbi Rb KvR KiZ cvwi|
AviKRbi mev KiZ cvwi|
Avi memgq wekvm ivLeb h, Avcbvi Avqy hZY ch AvQ,
f~wgKmn hZ eo wec`B AvmyK bv Kb Avcwb euvPeb| Ggb
nqQf~wgKi asm~ci wbP _K 12/15 w`b ciI RxweZ
wkK Dvi Kiv nqQ| wegvb wea nq mgy` co MQ, gv-mn
mevB gviv MQ, wK evPvwU euP AvQ| KvRB memgq gb ivLeb
h, nvqvZ-gDZ GUv Avj-vni nvZ|
ck : Avgvi memgq gb nq Avwg Kvvi ivM Avv nq gviv
hvev| Avwg KvbvfveB GUv fyjZ cviwQ bv| G `ywv _K Avwg
Kxfve gyw cvev?
Di : GUv Zv mZ h, Avcwb gviv hveb| ivMK fq cvb Avi bv
cvb, Avcwb gviv hvebB| hnZz Avcwb gviv hvebB, Zv Avcbvi fq
cvIqvi `iKviUv Kx? gZzfqi Pq AjxK fq Avi wKQy bB| Avgiv
memgq AvZwZ _vwK, hw` gviv hvB! fveLvbv Ggb h, Avgvi AvM
KD gviv hvq wb| AvwgB c_g gviv hvev|
A_P eve mZ nQ cw_exZ Avmvi ci Avcbvi Rxeb hw` GKwU
gv mZ _vK Ze Zv nQ gZz| Avcwb hZ fvjv KvR Kib bv Kb
Avcwb gviv hveb| hgb bex-imyj, `iek, gywb-Fwl, agev meviB
`wnK gZz nqQ| Avevi mePq Lvivc KvR hviv KiQ, Ryjyg
KiQ, AZvPvi KiQ, gZzi nvZ _K euvPvi Rb wbwkQ` wbivcv
eev Zwi KiQ, ZvivI gZzi nvZ _K invB cvq wb| jn
hewbKvi gvSB vwjb gviv MQb| wmAvBG ev GdweAvB KbwWK
euvPvZ cvi wb| wnUjvi GUg evgvcd evsKvi AvZnZv Ki
fejxjv mv KiQb| Avmj gZz Rxebi AeavwiZ mZ| ZvB
gZzK fq cvIqv evKvwg gv|
gZzfq wbq my`iebi weLvZ evN wkKvix cPvw MvRxi PgrKvi
GK M iqQ| 57wU evN wkKviKvix cPvw MvRxi evev I `v`vI
wQjb evN wkKvix| cw_exi mevwaK msLK evN wkKviKvix cPvw
362

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

MvRxi GK ez GKw`b ejjv, cPv, Zvi evNK fq Ki bv| Reve


cPvw ejjb, bv| ez Avevi ejjv, Zvi evevK Zv evN LqQ!
ZviciI Zvi evNK fq Ki bv? cPvwi Reve, bv| ez Avevi
ejjv, Zvi `v`vKI Zv evN LqQ| ZviciI Zvi evNK fq
Ki bv? cPvwi mB GKB Reve, bv|
Gevi cPvwi cvjv| cPvw Zvi ezK wRm Kijb, Zvi evev
Kxfve gviv MQ? ezi Reve, ivZ weQvbvq q wQjb| mKvjejv
mevB `Ljv wZwb gviv MQb| Zvi `v`v? cPvw RvbZ PvBjb|
`v`vI ivZ weQvbvq q wQjb| mKvjejv mevB `Ljv wZwb gviv
MQb, ez Rvbvjv| Gici gyPwK nm cPvw ZvK wRm Kijb,
ZzB wK GLbI ivZ weQvbvq Nygvm! weQvbvK Zvi fq Ki bv?
A_vr evNi nvZ gZz AvmyK ev weQvbvq q, gviv Avcwb hvebB|
gZz Rxebi AeavwiZ mZ| Ze hw` Avcwb gZzK fq cvb Ze
cwZw`b Avcwb be befve gZzhYv fvM Kieb| Avi gZzK fq bv
cj Avcwb ay GKeviB gviv hveb| mB RbB ejv nq, exii gZy
GKevi Avi fxi gi nvRvi evi|

bwZwPv
ck : Avgvi Zv gb nq AwaKvsk mgqB bwZevPK wPvq AvQb
_vwK| Kxfve G _K gyw cvIqv me?
Di : Awekvm njI mZ h, Avgv`i AwaKvski wPvRMZi
kZKiv 70-80 fvMB `Lj Ki ivL ivM vf NYv `ytL AbyZvc
AbykvPbv KzwPv `ywv welYZv nZvkv I bwZevPK wPvicx
AvZwebvkx cvMvg|
hgb, mvivw`b fvjv NUbv nqZv 5Uv NUQ| Lvivc NUbv, SMov
nqZv GKUv nqQ| Avcwb wK mvivw`bi fvjv NUbvjv gb
ivLQb bv| SMovi NUbvUvB Nyiwdi fveQb| GBfve ejjv Kb?
AvQv Avwg hw` GBfve ejZvg Zvnj Kx nZv? BZvw` BZvw`|
GUv Avgv`i RvZxq RxebI mwZ| ek KqK eQi AvM Avgv`i
wKU wUg AwjqvK nvwiqQ| Avgv`i `k Gi nwWs njv,
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

363

wKUi ANUb| Avwg wKQyUv AevK nq fvejvg, nvivjvg Avgiv Avi


nwWs njv wKUi ANUb! LjvZ Zv h KD nviZ cvi, wRZZ
cvi| Avgiv nvivj GUv ANUb ne Kb? A_vr Avgiv h fvjvfve
cwZwqv e Kiev, mUvI cvwi bv|
Avgv`i Rxeb GZ `ytL Kb? KviY bwZevPKZv wbq Avgiv
gvZvgvwZ Kwi ewk| msev`ci m LeijvB gvbyl ewk co hv
bwZevPK| h KviY Zviv QvcvqI Zv| GKUv fvjv Lei cPvi cZ
mgq jvM| wK Lvivc Lei gyn~Z Qwoq hvq| hgb, Kv_vI nqZv
Avb jMQ ev fvOPzi nQ| wUwf ev cwKv Lyjj Avcbvi gb ne
mviv ivv me Avb RjQ| KviY Kvgivi dvKvm ivvq bv nq
nqQ H AvbUvi Ici| wUwfi Kvbfvm cyivUv RyoB ay Avb|
Avmj GB AvZwebvkx cvMvg AwaKvsk gvbyli RxebKB axi
axi KiY cwiYwZi w`K wbq hvq| evi evi hLb GKRb gvbyl
bwZevPK K_v ej, ZLb mUvB bwZevPK cZvkvq icvwiZ nq|
gw ZLb mUvKB evevwqZ Kivi Rb jM hvq|
Avgv`i Rxeb GZ `ytL Kb? KviY Avgv`i mePq wcq Mvb
nQ `ytLi Mvb| gb gvwS Zvi eVv b i, Avwg Avi evBZ cvijvg
bv| Avi Avcwb evBZ bv cvij Avcbvi eVv K be? Avi hw`
KD bqI, m c_g Kx Kie? AvcbvK bKv _K dj `e|
Zvici m eVv wbq Pj hve| KviY KD evSv enb KiZ Pvq bv|
Avgiv hw` GB cwqvK D w`Z cvwi A_vr 70-80 fvM
wPvKB AvZweKvkx BwZevPK wPvq cwiYZ KiZ cvwi, ZvnjB
Avgiv gbi kwK djcm~fve KvR jvMvZ cviev| BwZevPK
wPvK GKevi 70 fvM DbxZ KiZ cvij bwZevPK wPv axi axi
wejywi c_ GwMq hve| GiciI hw` wKQy Aewk _vK Ze Zvi
cfve GZB nvm cve h, BwZevPK wPvi cvavbi KviY Avcbvi
Rb Zv wZKi wKQy KiZ cvie bv|
AvZwebvkx wPvi webvk mvab c_g Awekvm gb nZ cvi|
GgbwK bwZevPK I BwZevPK wPvi AbycvZ 50:50 KivI gb nZ
cvi `ytmva| KviY Avgiv bwZevPK wPvq Ggb Af nq MwQ h,
GUv Avgv`i Pwii A cwiYZ nqQ| ZeyI GKUz mPZb cPv
Pvjvj avc avc Avcwb GB bwZevPK wPvK wbg~j KiZ cvieb|
364

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

GKevi G cwqv i Kij Avcbvi KvQ Zv GZ my`i I gRvi


gb ne h, Avcwb ZvK hywmZ cwiYwZi w`K wbq hveb|
Avcbvi ga Ggb GKUv Zw Avme, hv Avcwb BZtc~e Abyfe Kib
wb| bwZevPKZv _K gywi Rb wbqwgZ gwWUkb I AUvmvRkb
w`Z ne|
ck : bwZevPKZv `~i Kivi KvhKix Dcvq Kx? bwZevPK wPvi cKvk
wK GUv `~i Kivi KvhKix cv?
Di : bwZevPK wPv I Abyf~wZhgb ivM, vf, va, `ytL _K
gyw cvIqvi AviKwU c_ nQ Zv cKvk Kiv| mvaviYZ Avgiv
Avgv`i bwZevPK wPv ev KzwPvi kZKiv 90 fvM KLbI cKvk
KiZ cvwi bv| KviY GKUvB jvK bj Kx eje!
A_P wPvi cKvk gbK nvjKv Ki| cKvk hZ Zxe nq, gb ZZ
`Z nvjKv nq IV| wkKvixi nvZ mx ev kveK wbnZ nj ci h
`q wbsovbv wPrKvi Zv h KvDK ew_Z Kie| wK mB wPrKvii
ciB `Z me fyj wMq m RxebK bZzb Ki Movi D`vM bq|
Kvbv `ytL cj KD hw` AvZwPrKvi w`q Kuv`Z cvib, Zvnj
wZwb mnR m `ytL KvwUq DVZ cvieb| Avi whwb Kuv`Z cvib bv,
wZwb mnR `ytL fyjZ cvib bv|
gbi wel So djvi cqvRbxqZv mK PgrKvi GKwU M
AvQ| GK Mvg GK mvc evm KiZv| Qj-gqiv LjZ eijB
mvc Zv`i fxZ-m Ki ZzjZv| Mvgi gyiexiv mvci mv_ `Lv
Ki Abyiva Kijbm hb Qj-gq`i bv Kvgovq| mvc Zv`i
Abyiva iv Kijv Ges cieZx KqK mvn mewKQy wVKVvK Pjjv|
Qj-gqiv gvV Ljvayjv kl cwZ mvqB Lywk gb evmvq wdi
AvmZ jvMjv|
gyiexiv GZ Lywk nq mvcK abev` w`Z Mjb| wK wMq
`Ljb h, mvc wea-Amy nq wbR wbRB wMuU cvwKq co
AvQ| Zviv mvcK wRm Kijb, evcvi Kx? Kx nqQ Zvgvi? mvc
weim K Reve w`jv, ZvgivB Zv AvgvK Qj-gq`i KvgovZ
gvbv KiQ| gyiexiv Reve w`jb, Zv wVK! Avgiv KvgovZ bv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

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KiwQ, wK duvm duvm KiZ Zv bv Kwi wb|


mvci G M _K va, NYv, vf Gjv gb _K cKvk Ki
djv h KZ Riwi Zv Avgiv eySZ cvwi| wewk gvwKb kj wPwKrmK
I ivM wbivgq gbvkw eenvii cev Wv. evwb mxRj Lye
PgrKvifve ejQb, AcxwZKi Abyf~wZmn Avcbvi Abyf~wZjv
cyivcywi cKvk Ki djv DwPZ| cKvwkZ njB Avcbvi Ici Gjvi
cfve b nq hvq| Gjv ZLb Avcbvi gb RU mw KiZ cvi bv|
wK mPZb gbi Abykvmb memgqB Avgv`i wPv cKvki
Aivq| Abiv Lvivc gb Kie, GRb Avgv`i AwaKvsk bwZevPK
wPv AcKvk _K hvq| AwaKvsk mgqB ivM, vf, NYv gbi
fZiB givZ _vK| Gi dj gb mw nq GK bwZevPK Aev|
bvsiv AveRbv I eR c`v_ gbi K c~Y nq IV| fvjv wRwbm
XvKvi RvqMvB cvq bv ZLb|
Avgiv hgb Nievwo Avmeve wbqwgZ mvd Kwi, Zgwb gbi GB
eRjvI wbqwgZ mvd Kiv cqvRb| GB mvd Kivi cwZ nQ
jLv, cKvk Ki djv| hLbB gyL w`q ewiq hve, ZIev ZIev ev
evwZj evwZj ejv| Avi bwZevPK wPvi GKwU wekl gwWUkb
wbqwgZ Abykxjb KiI wKQyw`bi ga Avcwb So djZ cvieb
Avcbvi mg bwZevPKZvK|
ck : BwZevPK K_v ejZ PvBjI gvS gvS bwZevPK K_v gb Pj
Avm| mv_ mv_ evwZj evwZj ej BwZevPK K_v ewj| wK fq jvM
hw` bwZevPK K_vwU dj hvq| fveZ fveZ GKmgq gv_v fvix nq
hvq| Kx Kij gyw cvIqv hve?
Di : evwZj evwZj ev ZIev ZIev ejeb| GwU Lye kwkvjx GKwU
GwUfvBivm| KwDUvi fvBivmi cwZiva hgb GwUfvBivm w`q
Kiv nq, bwZevPK wPvi I Zgwb evwZj evwZj ej Gi cfve
_K gy _vKv hvq| GwU BwZevPK wPvi YjvK AzY iL ay
bwZevPK wPvKB webvk Ki|
ck : bwZwPv GLbv cyivcywi hvQ bv| bwZwPv, fq GLbv gbi
ga AvQ|
366

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : wbqwgZ AUvmvRkb w`Z _vKzbbwZwPvjv Pj hve|


ck : QvU QvU evcvijv wbq Avgvi Lye gb Lvivc nq| wekl Ki
Ab`i Kvbv AvPiYi dj Avwg cfvweZ nB Lye `Z| wbR wbRB
Ubkb Kwi, welY nB| ci `wL Avmj hv wbq gb Lvivc nqwQjv
Zv nqZv Zgb wKQzB bv| Kxfve G Aev _K gyw cvev?
Di : Avgv`i AbKiB G mgmv iqQ| hgb, Lye Qv GKUv
D`vniY| Kvbv GKw`b Avcwb Awdm _K evmvq wdi `Ljb h,
Avcbvi x Abw`b hiKg nvwmgyL AvcbvK Af_bv RvbvZv,
AvRK wVK miKgfve AvcbvK Af_bv Rvbvjv bv| Kgb hb
GKUz welY, Mxi| wKsev gb nQ iM AvQ| Avi Zv `LB Avcwb
Lye wPv i Ki w`jb| Kx nqQ, Kx evcvi| Kb AvRK GiKg?
Avwg h AgyKi mv_ Uwjdvb K_v ewj GUv Rb MQ wK bv| ev
KD wKQz ejQ wK bv| wKsev evwo _K Kvbv `ytmsev` GmQ wK bv
BZvw` e wKQy wPv Ki djjb|
AvcwbI Lye mZK nq Mjb, Mxi nq Mjb ev gb gb xi
wei vf RgvZ jvMjb| wK Avmj nqZv NUbvwU wQjv
Avcbvi xi gv_ve_v KiQ| gv_ve_v Kij Zv Avi nvmv hvq bv|
A_P Avcbvi AvaNv mgq Pj Mj AwiZvq|
Avevi Awdm nqZv Avcbvi GK mnKgx Zvi Kvbv Aabi
mv_ Kvbv KviY DwRZ| Gmgq Avcwb Iw`K w`q Mjb| wK
Avcbvi mnKgx Avcbvi w`K Ab mgq hiKg nvwmgyL ZvKvq AvR
Zv Kijv bv| KviY wZwb h gyW ZvZ Zvi nvmvi K_v bq|
wK Avcwb fvejb Kx Rvwb! G eva nq Avgvi Ici c AvQ|
Kb c _vKZ cvi? G evUv Zv GgwbZI AvgvK `LZ cvi
bv| Avevi Kx gZje KiQBZvw` bvbvb fvebv|
GB mnR wRwbmUvK Avgiv Avmj eywS bv| A_vr GKUv mnR mij
NUbvK wbRi Kbvi iO ivwOq wbB| Kweii hgb KweZv AvQ
Zvgvi PZbvi iO cvbv njv meyR, Pzwb DVjv ivOv nq| wK eve
Rxeb GB Kbvi is hZ Kg Povb ZZ fvjv| mnR mZK evSvi
Pv Kib|
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hgb, `ycyiejv Avcbvi evmvq Gm xi mv_ LvIqvi K_v| wK


Avcwb Gjb `wi Ki| Avcbvi zavZ-Kv x hw` AvcbvK nvwmgyL
Af_bv bv Rvbvq, mUv wK Lye A^vfvweK ne? ne bv|
eis wZwb hw` iM wRm Kib, GvB GZ `wi Kij Kb?,
Zv mUvB ^vfvweK| GLb GiKg mgq AvcwbI DwRZ nq DVjb,
ivM wPrKvi KiZ i Kijb, RwUjZvUv wK i nq GLvb _KB|
Avcbvi `iKviUv Kx Zvi K_vi Di `qvi? wKQy ejviB `iKvi
bB| zav jMQ AvM Lq wbb| xK LZ mvnvh Kib| LvIqv`vIqv kl nZ nZ `Leb h, x `wi Kivi K_v Avi wRmB
KiQ bv| ZLb xiI LvIqv nqQ, AvcwbI LvIqv-`vIqv KiQb|
AZGe mgmvUv `~i nq MQ|

`ytL I nZvkv
ck : nVvr Ki gb Lvivc nq hvq| Kvbv ew ev ei viv bq|
GgwbZB nVvr Ki gb Lvivc nq hvq| Avwg PvB bv Avgvi gb Lvivc
nq hvK| gb Lvivc nj Avgvi K nq| KvRi MwZ Kg hvq|
`xNm~wZv mw nq| G _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : gb Lvivc jvMj Avb`i gwWUkb Kieb, AUvmvRkb
w`Z _vKeb| gwWUkb nqZv memgq KiZ cviQb bv| wK
memgq AUvmvRkb w`Z _vKeb| `Leb h gb fvjv nq MQ|
Avmj avb h gvbylK ckv Ki, myLx Ki Zv Avgv`i gywbFwl-`iekiv nvRvi nvRvi eQi ai ej AvmQb| wK cvvZ wek
GLb ixwZgZv jveiUwi MelYvi gvag Zvi cgvY cvQ, cw_ex
Ryo cPvi KiQ wbDR wgwWqvjvZ|
Ggwb GK Km vwW njb 64 eQi eq gv_y wiKvWGKmgq
whwb gvBvevqvjwR wQjb, GLb GKRb agcvY e wfz| avb
KiQb 35 eQiiI ewk mgq ai|
wiWvm WvBRi Rvbyqvwi, 2011 msLvq gv_y wiKvWK AvLvwqZ
Kiv nqQ `v nvwcq gvb Ad w` Iqvweki mePq myLx
gvbyl wnme|
368

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Ze hvPvB evQvB bv Ki ZvK G LZve `qv nq wb| jveiUwiZ


wbq wiKvWi cyiv gv_vUvK gywoq djv nq 256wU BjKUvW w`q|
`xNmgq wbq Pvjvbv nq bvbv cixv-wbixv| mekl Rvbv hvq,
wiKvWi ebi wc-dUvj KU AZ myZx hv Zvi ga mw KiQ
Avb`c~Y Rxebi GK Afvebxq gZv|
wevbxiv ejb, gvbyli Zw, myL Avi Avb`i gZv BwZevPK
AveMjv wbqwZ nq ebi G AskwU _KB|
2007 mvj gv_y wiKvW GKwU eB jLbG MvBW Uz Wfjwcs
jvBdm gv BiUU wj| e mjvi G eBwUZ wiKvW ejQb
myL wbq Zvi bvbv Dcjwi K_v| wZwb ejb, my my`i gb _K
DrmvwiZ GK Mfxi Abyf~wZB njv myL| Avi vqx I Ab myLi g~j
Dcv`vb njv gwWUkb| gwWUkbi djB wZwb gbK wbqY KiZ
cvib AZ `Zvi mv_|
wiKvW ejb, cw_exi mewKQyK Avwg KLbvB wbRi BQgZv
e`j djZ cviev bv| wK Avgvi gbUvK Zv Avwg e`jvZ cvwi|
Avi h wbR e`jvZ cvi, m e`jvZ cvi cw_exKI| wiKvW Aviv
ejb, w`b AvaNv gwWUkb AvcbvK cuQ `e GK Avh
myLvbyf~wZi ivR| ZvB wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kij AvcwbI gyw cveb
GB nVvr nVvr gb Lvivc nIqv ivM _K| wiKvWi gZv miv myLx
gvbylI nq hZ cvib Avcwb|
ck : GKgv mvb nvivbvi K gwWUkb KiI fyjZ cviwQ bv|
hZB ewj Avjnvg`ywjj-vn fvjv AvwQ, ZZB Kvbv cvq, fvjv _vKZ
cviwQ bv Kb?
Di : `ytLUv gvbexq| gnvgvbeivI `ytL cqQb| hgb, bexRx (m)
Gi `yB cy QvUejvqB gviv wMqwQjb| cyi gZzi ci imyjyj-vn
(m)-Gi PvL cvwb `L KqKRb mvnvex Lye weqi mv_ wRm
Kijb, Bqv imyjyj-vn! Avcwb Zv Avj-vni imyj| Avcbvi PvL cvwb?
ZLb imyjyj-vn (m) ejjb h, AvwgI Zv gvbyl| AvwgI Zv Avgvi
mvbK fvjevwm| mvbi Rb AvwgI `ytL cvB| wK `ytLUvK wZwb
Lye mnR Avevi KvwUq DVQb| Lye mnR `ytLUvK kwZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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369

icvwiZ KiQb|
GUv Kxfve Kieb? `ytLi gwWUkb Ki KiZ cvib| me
`ytLK Rov Ki Zvici Avcwb `ytLUvK ei Ki w`Z cvibZv
Aki AvKvi nZ cvi, wjL nZ cvi| `LebAvcwb nvjKv eva
KiQb| KviY fZii GB `ytL-KjvK ei Ki w`jB Avcwb
bZzb mvebvi mvb cveb|
ck : Avgvi eqm 22 eQi| Kvbv wKQzZB Avwg Drmvn cvB bv|
GgbwK gwWUkb KiZI bv| gb nq Avgvi viv wKQz ne bv| Avgvi
wKQz cvIqvi bB| wKQz Kivi bB| gbi Akvwi KviY Avgvi
AvZnZv KiZ BQ Ki| GLb Avwg Kx Kiev?
Di : AvZnZv KiZ PvIqvUv GKUv ivM Ges bwZevPKZv hLb
gbi ga Mfxifve evmv euva ZLb GiKg wPv-fvebv Avm| hw`I
AvZnZv Kiv AwaKvsk gvbyli RbB me nq IV bv| Avi gZz
jLv bv _vKj AvZnZv KiZ PvBjI giv hvq bv| Avgvi GjwR
Rxebi GKUv AwfZv ewj|
GK gq Lye Rw`| GKw`b Gm ejjv Avwg AvZnZv Kiev|
Avwg ejjvg, wK Avwg Zv gZz `LwQ bv| gqwU ejjv, Avwg GzwY
eiwQ| AvZnZv Kiev Ges cgvY Kiev h, Avcbvi `Lv wVK bv|
Pj Mj m| AbKw`b Avi Kvbv LuvR-Lei bB| Avwg gvS
gvS fveZvg, Zvnj wK mwZ mwZB m AvZnZv KiQ! AbKw`b
ci GKw`b `wL Avgvi mv_ mvvrcv_x`i w-c Zvi bvg| mv_ mv_
WvKjvg| RyZv ciB XyKjv Avgvi ig (KvcU weQvbv ig mevB
RyZv Lyj XyKZv)|
AvgvK AevK nq ZvKvZ `L m Bkviv Kijv Zvi cvqi
w`K| `wLMvovwj _K Ii `ycv KvUv Ges mLvb KvVi cv
jvMvbv| Gici _K m-B wQjv Avgvi GKgv KvqU h RyZv ci
Avgvi ig XyKZv| Zvi GB kvixwiK mxgveZvK XK ivLvi Pvi
cwZ Avwg memgq wQjvg mnvbyf~wZkxj|
bjvg Zvi Kvwnbx| AvgvK Pvj Quyo w`q mw`bB AvZnZvi
Rb m eQ wbjv Ggb GK cwZ hv Zvi aviYvq wQjv Ae_|
370

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

A_vr gZz neB| Ubi wbP Suvc `qvi wmv wbjv m|


wK wewa evg! hB bv Ubi wbP Suvc w`Z MQ, mLvb DcwZ
njv GK jvK| jvKwU gb Kijv cvi nZ wMq eva nq Gi
cv noK MQ|
gqwUi gv_vq wQjv Lye j^v Avi Nb Pzj| mB Pzj ai jvKUv
w`jv nuvPKv Uvb| Avi ZvZ kixiUv ewiq GjI cv `yUv KvUv
cojv Ub| ek KqK gvm nvmcvZvj KvwUq evwo wdijv m|
mB _K KvVi cv| Gici PvKwi wbjv, weq Kijv| Lye
KZZcivqY x wQjv m| ZviI AbK eQi ci ^vfvweKfveB gviv
wMqwQjv m| gqwU mw`b ^xKvi KiwQjv, Avcwb Avmj wVKB
ejQb, giZ PvBjB giv hvq bv, hw` wbqwZZ bv _vK|
GUv Zv Mj GKw`K| Avi Avmj AvZnZv Kiev, gviv hvevG
RvZxq bwZevPKZv GKRb gvbyli mvebvK b Ki `q| Zvi viv
eo KvbvwKQy Kiv me nq bv| hvi dj m GKaibi e_ Rxeb
hvcb Ki|
AZGe wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kib, mNi mv_ hy _vKzb, mrKgi
mv_ GKvZ nvb| hLb Avcwb `Leb mewKQyB Lvivc bv, fvjvI
AvQ Ges Avcbvi vivI AbKwKQy Kiv me ZLb Avcwb Avcbvi
gavK KvR jvMvZ cvieb| Rxebi cwZ AvMn evoe|
ck : AvRKvj cvqB Avwg welYZvq Avv nB| nVvr nVvr wKQyB fvjv
jvM bv| gb nq mewKQyB A_nxb Avi wbivb`gq| KvR D`g cvB
bv| wbRi ARvB Wye hvB welY fvebvq| G _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avcbvi GB welYZv, nZvkv, Avi D`gnxbZvi g~j KviY njv
Avcbvi Rxeb Kvbv j bB| dj j ARbi Rb GKi ci
GK KvR Suvwcq covi Avb`I Avcwb DcfvM KiZ cvib bv|
RxebUv Avcbvi KvQ cwiYZ nqQ A_nxb GK KvwKi evSvq| G
_K gyw cvIqvi Rb c_gB AvcbvK Rxebi Rb GKwU mwVK
j wbaviY KiZ ne|
Avi m j ay AvZKw`KZv ev AvgviUv AvMG `wfw
_vKj Pje bv| m j nZ ne wbRi KjvY I gvbeZvi KjvY
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

371

wbew`Z| ZLbB LyuR cveb Rxebi A_| cwZw`b bZzb bZzb KvRi
Zvobv Abyfe Kieb| nZvkv, fvjv bv jvMv `~i nq Avb` Avi
ZwZ fi DVe Avcbvi Rxeb|
Avi GB h wKQy fvjv jvM bv, GUv Avmj hv`i wKQyB Kivi
bB Zv`i Aev| hviv wKQy Ki bv, ZvivB GB fvjv bv jvMvq
Avv nq ewk| hv`i KvR AvQ Zv`i wKQy fvjv bv jvMvi Kvbv
myhvM _vK bv| AZGe gb hvZ Lvivc bv nq, mRb KvRi gvS
Wye hZ ne| Avi memgq AUvmvRkb `eb my `n ckv gb
Kge myLx Rxeb|
ck : gvS ga Lye Lvivc jvM| nZvk nq cwo| wbRK wbqY
KiZ cvwi bv| G _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Lye Lvivc jvMvUvI LyPiv kqZvbi KvR| cZKwU gvbyli
Rxeb `ytL-K AvQ| Avgiv hw` gvbek nhiZ gvnv` (m)-K
`wL, Zvi RxebI `ytL K jvbv evav Acgvbi KgwZ wQjv bv|
GKRb gvbyl Rxeb hZ aibi `ytL K jvbv cZ cvi, wZwb Zvi
meB cqwQjb| ZviciI wK wZwb nZvk nqQb?
wcqRb ejZ hv`i evSvq Zv`i mevi gZzkvK ZvK mn
KiZ nqQ| evev gv `v`v PvPv x mvbmevB gviv MQb GK
GK| hv`i DcKvi KiZ PqQb Zv`i KvQ _KB cqQb
jvbv, Acgvb Avi wbhvZb| ZviciI wK wZwb nvj Qo w`qQb?
wZwb h K ebv cqQb, cw_exi Avi Kvbv gvbylB Zv cvq wb|
Avcbvi Rxeb wbqB Gi Pq ewk K bB| ZvB hLbB Lvivc
jvMe, wPv Kieb h, Avwg wK cw_exi mePq `ytLx? Avgvi Pq
K wK Avi KD bB? `Leb h, Ggb AbKi K_v fveZ cviQb
hviv Avcbvi PqI Lvivc Aevq AvQ| Avi ZLb Avcbvi Lvivc
jvMvI KU hve| Avi Lye ewk Lvivc jvMj wbqwgZ Avb`i
gwWUkb Kib| Lvivc jvMv `~i nq hve|
ck : Avjmi AbK KviYi ga gb LvivcI GKwU KviY| wK hLb
mwZB gb Lvivc Kivi gZv Aev mw nq Ges gb Lvivc nq hvq
ZLb G Aev _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
372

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : hvi KvR AvQ Zvi KLbv gb Lvivc nq bv| KvRi ga whwb


_vKb Zvi gb Lvivc Kivi gZv Aev-B ne bv| AZGe Avcbvi gb
Lvivc nIqvi gvbB nQ Avcbvi nvZ KvR bB| Avi ZviciI hw`
gb Lvivc nq Zvnj fvjv KvRjvi ga Wye hZ ne| hvi gb
memgq m`vb` _vK Zvi KvQ hZ ne|
gb Lvivc `~i Kivi Aviv Dcvq AvQ| wjL djZ ne, Kb
gbUv Lvivc jvMQ, Kvb NUbv gbUvK welY KiQ| jLv kl Ki
AvgvK cvwVq `eb| `Leb, gb fvjv nq MQ|
Avi GB gb Lvivc nIqv wbq Kbdzwmqvmi GKUv Lye PgrKvi evK
AvQ, gb Lvivc nZB cvi wK gb hb Lvivc bv _vK| hgb, gv_v
hLb AvQ, Pzj hLb AvQ, gv_vi Ici w`q cvwL GKUv Do hZB
cvi, wK cvwL hb Pzj evmv bv euva| A_vr cvwL hgb gv_vi Ici
w`q Do hvq gb Lvivc KivUvI hb gv_v _K Do Pj hvq| GUv
hb gv_vq evmv bv euva|
ck : Rxebi GK Ask Avwg `ytL-K I nZvkvi ga KvwUqwQ|
Avgvi ejZ Mj cyiv kke Ges KkviUvB gvbwmK Akvwi fZi
w`q cvi KiwQ| ewZ nqwQ AbK wKQy _K| Avgvi mncvVxiv
mgeqmxiv hv cqQ Zv Avwg cvB wb| Gi KviYUv nqZv Avwg
Dcjw KiwQ| Avwg eySZ ciwQ| Avwg Avmj QvUejv _KB
BbUvfvU UvBci Qj| AZGe G mgmv _K cwivY jvf KiZ
Avgvi Kvb gwWUkb Kiv DwPZ?
Di : Rxebi K-`ytL wbq gRvi M AvQ GjwRZ| GKevi GK
jvK GjRvii KvQ wMq RvbZ PvBjvZvi fwelr Kgb?
GjRvi MYbv Ki ejjb, AvMvgx cuvP eQi Avcbvi Lye K hve|
jvKwU gb Lvivc KijI Avevi boPo emjv| Zvi gvb cii
cuvP eQi fvjv hve? GjRvi ejjb, bv, ZLb mq hve| A_vr
c_g cuvP eQi `ytL-K mBZ mBZ ci `ytL-K Af nq hve|
Avmj QvUejvq K cvIqvUv fvjv| QvUejvq K bv cj eo
eqm cvIqvi mvebv AbK ewk _vK| KviY QvUejvq hviv `ytL
Ges Ki ga w`q eo DVQ AwaKvsk eo nIqvi ci Zv`i
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

373

KxwZ, ARb AbK ewk nqQ| eis ejv hZ cvi QvUejvq hviv
Lye Av`i gvbyl nqQ eo nIqvi ci Zv`i KUv eoQ| KviY K
Kvbv bv Kvbv chvq GKRb gvbylK cZB nq| AZGe GRb
kvKiMvRvi neb h, hv wKQy `ytL-K kke Ges Kkvi Pj
MQ| GLb cpZ Ges evaK Avb`gq Rxebi gbQwe `Leb|
ck : GB cw_exZ mePq my`i gyn~Z hvi mv_ A_ev hvi K_v fvej
fvjv jvMZv m AvR Avi cw_exZ bB| Kvbv gvbyli nvZB Zvi
gZz nqQ| ZvB AvR Kvbv Avb`B AvgvK Avb` w`Z cvi bv|
Avgvi ck njv, Kxfve wbRK Avb`gq I myLKi gb Kiev? Avwg
LyeB nZvkvM| Avwg mevi gZv Ki Avb` cvB bv Kvbv wKQyZB|
Di : Rxeb Avmj KLbI _g _vK bv, Avi hv _g hvq Zv Rxeb
bq| Avi Avgiv hviv Ab hvvq wekvm Kwi, Zv`i KvQ Rxeb _K
Kv_vI hvIqvi Kvbv myhvM bB|
Lye KvQi gvbyl, Avcb gvbyl gviv Mj `ytL jvMv ^vfvweK wK
mB `ytLUvK eq eovbvUv ^vfvweK bq| Ze GwUK Avevi Rvi
Ki `~i Kiv hve bv| GRb Ggb wKQy KvRi ga wbRK wbew`Z
KiZ ne, h KvR Abi DcKvi nq| hLbB Ab gvbyl DcKZ ne
mB DcKvii cwZ`vb wnme `Lv hve h, gbi evSv, `ytLi
evSv AbK AbK nvjKv nq MQ|
ck : Avgvi gyW fvjv _vKj Avwg AbK KvR I wWRvBb KiZ cvwi|
wK gyW fvjv bv _vKj gv_vq wKQz Avm bv| Avevi Avkcvk KD
_vKjI KvR gb emvZ cvwi bv| Avgvi GB gRvR-wbfi AvPiY
GKwU cwZKjZv|
Di : h KvRUv Avw_K jvfi Rb ev cvw_e jvfvjvfi Rb Kiv
nq mUvB gyWwbfi| KviY mUv Rxebi j bq, wgkb bq| KvRUv
KiwQ, Avgvi wKQy jvf nQ, LvwZ nQ em| mUv mRbkxj KvR nZ
cvi ev nZ cvi iwUb IqvK|
Avmj h KvR gyWi Ici wbfikxj nq IV, mB KvR Avb`
ewkY ai ivLv hvq bv| Avi KvRUv Kb KiQb GUv hw` Avcbvi
374

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

KvQ cwivi _vK Zvnj Avcwb KLbv gyW viv cfvweZ neb bv|
hgb, gnvgvbeiv KLbv gyW viv cfvweZ nb wb| wK LvwZgvb hviv
wkx-mvwnwZKAbKB wQjb hviv nZvkvq fyMZb| hgb, Avb
nwgsIqi I gvb G `v wm Avkvev`i KZ PgrKvi GK Dcbvm|
wK mB nwgsIqB AvZnZv KiQb| jevbbi weLvZ jLK
Kvnwjj wReivb wWckbi ivMx wQjb| Zviv mRbkxj wQjb| wK
wbRi gbi Ici, gyWi Ici Kxfve wbqY Avbv hvq Zv Zv`i Rvbv
wQjv bv| KvRB gyW fvjv bv _vKj gv_vq wKQz Avm bv ev KvR gb
em bvG RvZxq fvebv So djyb| wbqwgZ myLx Rxeb gwWUkb
Kib, AvZRvMiYi AUvmvRkbjv byb| gyW fvjv nq hve|

nxbbZv
ck : Avwg wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiI nxbbZvq fywM| G _K
cwivYi Dcvq Kx?
Di : gwWUkb Ges nxbbZv GKmv_ _vKZ cvi bv| hw`
wbqwgZ gwWUkb Kiv nq Zvnj nxbbZv _vKe bv| Avi ZviciI
hw` _vK Ze eySZ ne Avcwb Af e _K ewiq AvmZ cvib
wb| GRb KvqvUvqb KiZ ne| AvZchvjvPbv Ki wbqwgZ
AUvmvRkb w`q AvZkw RvMZ Ki Af e fvOZ ne|
ck : Avwg eZgvb GKwU emiKvwi cwZvb KgiZ AvwQ| Avgvi
GmGmwm Ges GBPGmwm `yUv cixvq c_g wefvM AvQ| gvvmi
iRvI ek fvjv| wK Abvm Avwg `yfvMekZ gv wZb b^ii
Rb ZZxq kYx cvB| hvi KviY wewfb RvqMvq PvKwi cZ ek K
nq| GLb PvKwii cuvP eQi AwfZv _vKjI wewfb cwZvb ZZxq
kYxK bwZevPK ge Ki, hv cvqB AvgvK cxov `q| Avwg
Kxfve GB Aev _K gyw cvev?
Di : ZZxq wefvM hnZz nq MQ GUv wbq Avdmvm Ki GLb
Avi jvf bB| GLb Avcbvi cqvRb njv `Zv| Avcwb Avcbvi
vbK evovZ Pv Kib| h ckvq AvQb, m ckvq hZ `Zv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

375

ARb me mjvK ARb Kib, `LebdvKvmavixi IciI


Avcwb KZZ KiQb| KviY fvjv iRv mvgb Gbvi GKUv
Dcv`vb, wK GUvB me bq| cixvi iRv memgq mnvqK wK ay
cixvi iRv w`q Rxeb c_g nIqv hvq bv|
KvRB hv nq MQ Zv wbq Avi nxbbZvq fyMeb bv| hw`
Avcwb cgvY KiZ cvib h, Avcwb dv Kvmi PqI ewk `,
cwZvbi KgKZv AvcbvK be dvKvmavixK ev` w`q| AvcbvK
cgvY KiZ ne h, Avcwb G cwZvbi Rb Awbevh| KviY
emiKvwi cwZvb wWwM ev mvwUwdKUi PqI hvMZv Ges `Zv
ewk iZc~Y|
ck : Avwg GKRb cKkjx| eqm 40 eQi| GKwU bvwg KvvwbZ
KgiZ| hw` fyj nq, Abiv Kx eje, BZvw` bvbviKg wav- RoZv
Avi jvi Rb BsiwRZ wcwQq AvwQ| BsiwRZ `Zv _vKj
Avwg Kg Aviv DPZi Aevb hZ cviZvg| wK m myhvMI
cvwQ bv| KviY mvivw`b AvgvK AbK eZvi gvS KvUvZ nq|
Kxfve Avwg BsiwRZ `Zv ARb KiZ cviev?
Di : mvaviYfve zj-KjR Avgiv h BsiwR wkwL Zv KvR
Pvjvevi gZv BsiwR ejvi Rb h_| wK BsiwR wbq GK
AnZzK fq-msKvPi KviY Avgiv BsiwR ewj bv ev gb Kwi ejZ
cviev bv| Avgiv fvwe, hw` fyj nq| A_P GUv eywS bv h, ejZ
ejZB GB fyj wVK ne| bv ejj Kvbvw`b Zv ne bv|
Avi Avgv`i fyjUv Kv_vq? Avgiv BsiwRZI evKiY AbymiY
KiZ PvB| A_P Gi Kvbv cqvRb bB| Avgiv `yRb evOvwj hLb
evsjv ewj, Avgiv wK evKiY AbymiY Ki ewj? Zvnj BsiwR Kb
evKiY AbymiY Ki ejev? AZGe BsiwR ejjB njv| ay ejvi
PPv KiZ ne Ges GRb gbi evwoi `ievi K wMq BsiwRZ
K_v ejZ ne, gbQweI BsiwRZ `LZ ne| Qq gvm Gfve PPv
Kib| hKvbv fvlv kLvi Rb Qq gvmB h_|
Rvcvbi cavbgx dzwRIgywii BsiwR vb wbq Lye weLvZ M
AvQ| cwmWU wKbUb hLb Rvcvb wMqwQjb Zvi AvM cavbgxi
376

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mnhvMxiv ZvK `yqKUv BsiwR kLvbvi Pv KiwQjb| myweav


KiZ bv ci Zviv kl ch `ywU evK kLvjb| hvi GKUv njv
nvD Avi BD| mnhvMxiv aiB wbqwQjb h, wbqB wKbUb Gi
Reve ejeb, AvB Gg dvBb| ZLb dzwRIgywi ejeb, wg Uy!
wbw` w`b cwmWU wKbUb hLb Gjb ZLb dzwRIgywi GZ n P
Avi WvgvWvji ga fyjB Mjb ZvK kLvbv eywji K_v| wZwb
nvD Avi BD Gi RvqMvq ej djjb Avi BD!
Gw`K cwmWU wKbUb Zv Lye iwmK| wZwb ejjb, AvB Gg w`
nvRe Ad wgmm wnjvwi wKbUb|
dzwRIgywii wZxq evKwU gb wQjv| wZwb GKUz nm ejjb, wg
Uy! eySzb Aev!
GiKg BsiwR RbI hw` Rvcvbi gZv BKbwgK mycvi cvIqvii
cavbgxi nxbbZv bv _vK Zvnj Avgv`iI Kvbv nxbbZvi
cqvRb bB|
BsiwR wbq Avgvi wbRiI M AvQ| GKevi Avwg Rvcvb MwQ|
mLvb Avgv`i whwb `vIqvZ KiwQjb wZwb GKRb abvX Rvcvbx
gwnjv| hw`b wdi Avmev Zvi AvMi w`b wZwb Avgv`i GKUv eo
Rgm vi wbq Mjb|
PgrKvi me Ajvi Ges iZ cv_i w`q mvRvbv| nVvr gwnjv
GKUv Lye my`i evP Gb AvgvK `Lvjb| BwZ evSvjb GUv
Kgb| Avwg ejjvg, Lye my`i| KviY Kvbv gwnjv hw` cQ` Ki
Kvbv wRwbm Gb `Lvq ZLb mUvK fvjv bv ejvi Pq evKvwg
Avi wKQz bB|
`Ljvg Dwb Pj Mjb| mjmMvjK ejjb, Lye my`i Ki ivc
Ki w`Z| Ges wKQzY ci Avgvi nvZ w`q ejjb, wMdUv gvB
IqvBdv| Avwg wKQzY evKvi gZv ZvwKq iBjvg| wK wZwb Aviv
KqKevi GKB K_v ejjb|
Zvici Avwg fO fO eySjvg, wMdUv gvb njv wMdU, Avi gvB
IqvBdv gvb Avgvi IqvBd| wK gwnjvi Zv Avi IqvBd nZ cvi
bv| Zvi gvb GUv Avgvi IqvBdi Rb Zvi c _K `qv wMdU|
Zvi gZv GKRb abvX gwnjviI hw` GiKg BsiwR wbq Kvbv
nxbbZv bv _vK Zvnj Avgiv Kb nxbbZvq fyMev? Avi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

377

BsiwRi evcvi GKwU K_v gb ivLv DwPZ h, G fvlvq Avgv`i `


nZ ne| cw_exK bZZ `qvi Rb G fvlv cyivcywi Avq KiZ
ne| Avi Avcbvi mvgvb GKUz PvZB Zv me|
ck : Avwg `LZ LyeB KzrwmZ| my`i KvDK `Lj gb nq Avwg
Zvi gZv njvg bv Kb? AvgvK Avj-vn Kb my`i Ki mw Kib wb!
GB Abyf~wZ wbR _K Kxfve `~i Kiev?
Di : GB Abyf~wZ Zv AvcbvK wbR _KB `~i KiZ ne| bBj
Avcbvi GB Akvw KLbv dzive bv| Avmj GB h bv-Kwiqv A_vr
Avgvi Kx bB mUv wbq wPv _KB Avgv`i ga nxbbZv mw
nq| mw nq Akvw, AwiZv|
Avcwb hw` Avcbvi Kx bB mUv wbq wPv KiZ i Kib Zvnj
`Leb Avcbvi bB Gi Kvbv kl bB| KviY wekvj GB cw_exi
KZUzKzB ev Avcwb ARb KiZ cviQb? GKUv cvIqvi ci gb ne
Aviv AbKwKQzB Zv cvIqvi evwK _K Mj Ges Avcwb nxbbZvi
GK Ab P AvewZZ neb|
hw` ek fvjv AvwQ ejZ cvib, hZ ejZ cvieb, nxbbZv
ZZ KvUZ _vKe| nxbbZv KvUvbvi DcvqB nQmemgq kvKi
Avjnvg`ywjj-vn/ nwi Ig/ _vsKm MW/ cfy ZvgvK abev`! ek fvjv
AvwQ ejv| KviY ek fvjv hLb Avcwb _vKeb Avcbvi Kvbv
nxbbZv _vKe bv| Avcwb h ek Z, GB Zw Avcbvi Rb Aviv
cvwi vi Lyj `e|
Avmj hZ Z neb ZZ Avcwb cveb| GRb wbRi ici w`K
bv ZvwKq wbRi Yi w`K ZvKvb| YjvK weKwkZ Kib| hLb
Avcbvi Yjv mgv`Z nZ _vKe Avcbvi Zw evoZ _vKe|
ck : Ab`i KvQ _K h_vh_ g~jvqb bv cj, cvc ghv`v ev mvb
bv cj `wfw Kx nIqv DwPZ?
Di : Avcwb nxbbZveva fyMQb| KviY nxbbZvq fyMjB
GKRb gvbyl Abi g~jvqb wbq gv_v Nvgvq ewk Ges QvULvUv welq
wbq ewk wPv Ki| ZvK wVKgZv mvb Ki K_v ejjv wK bv, hZ
378

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Ki LZ w`jv wK bv, ZvKvbvi ga Kvbv ZvwQj wQjv wK bv


BZvw`, BZvw`| A_vr wZwb h_vchy ghv`v cjb wK bv| Zv`i
nxbbZvi cKvk NU `yeenvii ga w`q|
Lye ZzQ ZzQ evcvi hw` Avcbvi gbvhvM Pj hvq, hw` AvcbvK
GUv wev Ki, Zvnj eySZ ne Avcbvi ivMUv Avmj nxbbZvi,
Zvi eenvi bq| h wRwbmjvK Lye mnRB IfvijyK Kiv hvq,
GKRb gvbyl hLb nxbbZvq fvM ZLb Avi m GZ mnR cvi bv|
hvivB nxbbZvq fvMb Zviv memgq ghv`v mPZb _vKb h,
AvgvK KZUzKz ghv`v `qv njv KZUzKz Aghv`v Kiv njv, AvgvK
LvUv Kiv njv bv eo Kiv njv, AvgvK wK nq Kiv njv, Avgvi cwZ
wVK hZUv nvZ evwoq `qv DwPZ wQjv ZZUv nvZ evwoq w`jv wK bv,
m `iRv _K AvgvK wiwmf Ki wbq MQ bv gvSc_ _K wiwmf
Kijv! hvi nxbbZv bB wZwb GjvZ wKQyB gb Kieb bv|
wiwmf Kij Lye fvjv, bv Kij Aviv fvjv|
Avi Abi gZvgZi gyLvcx nj Avcwb KLbv Avcbvi
Rxebi wbqY MnY KiZ cvieb bv Ges ckvwZ _vKZ cvieb
bv| hgb, Avcwb nqZv Avcbvi cQ`gZv GKUv mvjvqvi KvwgR
wKb evmvq Gm KqKRbK `Lvjb|
`L GKKRb GKKiKg ge Kijv| KD ejjv fvjv
nqQ, KD ejjv gvUvgywU, Avevi KD ejjv GKUzI fvjv nq wb|
ZvgvK Zv GK`g gvbve bv| KD Avevi Kvbv ge bv Ki Mxi
nq iBjv| GZ aibi cwZwqv `L Avcwb wev nq Mjb| GZ
cQ` Ki `vg w`q Kbv Kvco Avi GLb fvjv jvMQ bv|
gZvgZ KLbv GKiKg ne bv| `Leb evRvi meaibi wRwbmB
cvIqv hvq| Avcbvi KvQ hUvK Lye evR ej gb nq, mUvKB `vg
w`q wKb wbQ AviKRb| Avevi Avcbvi hUv cQ` mUv `LB
AviKRb bvK wmuUKvQ| KviY nqZv AvcbvK GKUz AwiZvq dj
m GKaibi Avb` cZ PvBQ|
Gmg Lye mivmwi ejeb, `Lyb fvB ev Avcv, Avwg Zv
cQ` Ki wKbZ cvwi bv| Gici _K evRvi wMq Avgvi Rb
Avcbvi hUv cQ` mUvB wKb Avbeb| `Leb, Avcbvi cQ`i
cvkvK ci Avwg Lye my`ifve Avcbvi mvgb Avmev| ZLb
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

379

AvcbviI KZ fvjv jvMe! Gfve hLbB ejeb, `Leb m Avi


AvcbvK ejZ AvmQ bv| KviY ejZ GjB Zv ZvK Avcbvi Rb
wKb w`Z ne|
A_vr AgyK Kx eje mUv iZc~Y bq, iZc~Y nQ Avcwb h
KvRUv KiQb mB KvRUv bwZK wK bv, mB KvRUv Avcbvi Rb
KjvYKi wK bv, mB KvRUv gvbyli Rb KjvYKi wK bv| em| Avi
wKQy Avcbvi `Lvi `iKvi bB|
Avcwb KvivUv LvbI bv, KvivUv cibI bv| AZGe Kviv
Abygv`bi Ici Avcbvi wbfi Kivi Kvbv cqvRb bB| Rxeb
GB cvQ jvK wKQy ejkvbv _K Avcwb hZ weiZ _vKZ
cvieb ZZ Avcwb mdj neb, ZZ Avcwb GB kKj _K wbRK
wQb KiZ cvieb|
ck : Avgvi mvjvg beb, Avwg Lye bvfvm wQjvg| Kvm Kivi ci
wbqwgZ gwWUkb Ki wKQy DbwZ njv, cyivcywi bvfvmbm gy nZ
cvwi wb| hgb emi mvgb, BUviwfD evW Ges gq`i mvgb
cPzi bvfvm eva Kwi|
Di : em, BUviwfD evW Ges gq A_vr bvfvmbmi welq hv-B
nvK bv Kb, KviY GKUvB h, Avcwb wbRK wbq nxbbZvq
fvMb| Avcwb fveb AvcbvK eva nq Zviv cQ` KiQ bv, hvM
gb KiQ bv| GB `wfwUv cv w`b| fveyb h, K AvcbvK MnY
Kijv bv Kijv Zv wbq Avcbvi Kvbv gv_ve_v bB| Avcwb Zv-B
Kieb hv Avcbvi weeK, g~jeva, bwZKZv AvcbvK mg_b Ki|
mBmv_ wbqwgZ gwWUkb I KvqvUvg evqvg Kieb|
ck : iO Kvjv nj Kxfve nxbbZv _K gy nev?
Di : ay dmv njB my`i nq bv| dmv gvbyl hgb my`i nZ cvi
Zgwb kvgjv ev Kvjv iOi gvbylI my`i nZ cvi| AbK kvgjv
ev KeYi gvbyl iqQ hv`i w`K ZvKvj PvL divbv KwVb nq|
m`hi gvcKvwV nQ Pnvivi KgbxqZv| GUv nQ evwnK| Avi
Avcbvi fZi hw` m`h _vK, Avcbvi Pnviv hv-B nvK Abiv
380

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcbvi cwZ AvK neB| hfve gnvgvbeiv Ab`i AvK KiQb|


A_vr Avcwb hw` Avcbvi mrmvK RvMZ KiZ cvib, Avcbvi Mvqi
iO hv-B nvK GUv wbq Avcbvi wPv KiZ ne bv| Avi GLb Zv
dmvK BDivc ev AvgwiKvq m`h ej gb Kiv nq bv| h KviY
Zviv Avevi mgy`Zxi wMq UvbW& nq|
GUv nQ Avcbvi `wfw| Avi Abiv hw` ej Zvnj fveeb
Zviv Avmj Avcbvi gbvejUvK b Kivi RbB ejQ| AZGe
Avcwb YK weKwkZ Kib| gvbyl Avcbvi KvQB hve| hgb, kL
mv`x `LZ gvUB my`i wQjb bv| jZv gykKii PnvivI my`i
bq| wK ZvZ Zv`i f-Abyii Kvbv Afve nq wb|
ck : hLb Avwg Avgvi wPv-fvebv wQq KvDK ejZ cvwi bv ev
hLb Avwg Lye Drmvn wbq Kvbv K_v ejZ PvB wK KD bZ Pvq
bv, ZLb wbRK ek iZnxb I Amnvq gb nq, G aibi gbvfve
_K ei nq Avmvi Dcvq Kx?
Di : Avcwb fvjv kvZv nq hvb| 90% mgq Avcwb beb| Avi
10% Avcwb ejeb| A_vr Avcwb Lye Kg K_v ejb Ges fvjv
K_v ejb| `Leb Avcbvi cwZ mevB AvK nQ| KviY, ej
mevB| kvbvi jvKB Kg| mRbB fvjv kvZvK mevB cQ` Ki|
AZGe Avcwb kvZvi `j Pj hvb| ejv wbq wPv Kieb bv| Zvnj
Avcwb cfvweZ KiZ cvieb|

Avjm I `xNm~wZv
ck : Avwg gvUvgywU wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiwQ| AjmZv AvMi Zzjbvq
AbKUv ZvM KiZ ciwQ| Kxfve Aviv Zrci nZ cviev?
Di : Avgv`i mnRvZ GKwU ceYZv njv Avjm| Kvbv KvR bv
Ki mgq KvUvbv hvq Kxfve| mgqvbyeZx nq mycwiKwZfve
mywbw` KjvYKi djcm~ KvR bv Kivi bvgB Avjm| KjvYKi I
djcm~ KvR bv Ki h mgqUv Avgiv KvUvwQ ZvB nQ Avjm| GUvB
nQ Avgv`i AvZwebvkx kLj b^i GK| h RvwZ GB Avjm fvM
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

381

wejvmi gvS Wye MQ m RvwZ cwZZ nqQ| GKUv RvwZi Dvb


nq Kgi ga w`q, cZb nq Avjmi ga w`q|
Avcbviv `Lyb, ivgvbiv GKUv mgq Z`vbxb mg BDivc I
f~gamvMixq GjvKv wbqY KiZv| ivg hLb cyowQjv, bxiv ZLb
euvwk evRvwQjb| ivgK iv Kivi Rb h cwZ `iKvi m cwZ
Zvi wQjv bv KviY Zvi Avjm I weKZ wejvwmZv| wVK AvQ, cyoQ,
cyoK| `Lv hvK Zvici Kx nq! H h `yB Avjmi M AvQ bv!
GKRbi wcV Avb jMQ, wcV cyoQ| m wcV cvo bv ej
msc wc cv ejjv| AviKRb GZ Ajm h, cvjvZ h eje Zv
ejjv bv KviY cvjvZ nj Zv `ovZ ne| m ejjv Ny kv gvb
Nyi kvI| ZeyI DVe bv| GZ Ajm!
wmcvnx wec-ei mgq mviv fviZ hLb RjwQjv Ahvavi beve
IqvR` Avjx kvn ZLb Kx KiwQjb mZwRr ivq m wP Lye
PgrKvifve Zzj aiwQjb Zvi mZi Kv wLjvwo QweZ| mZi
gvb nQ `vev| Ahvav cyoQ Avi wZwb `vev LjQb| ewUkiv hLb
Dcgnv`ki wewfb Aj GK GK Ki `Lj Ki wbwQjv ZLb
Avgv`i beve, ivRv, ev`kviv Kx KiwQjb| fvM wejvm Ges Avjm
Mv fvwmq w`wQjb| mvZ mgy` Zi b`x cwiq BsiRiv G
Dcgnv`k kvmb Ki MQ ay Avgv`i Avjmi KviY|
Avgv`iI wK Kvbv wKQyi Afve bB ay cwikgi Afve Qvov|
GLbv Avgv`i Rbwcq Mvb nQ Kwd nvDmi mB AvvUv AvR Avi
bB| Kwd nvDRi Avv w`q Kx ne? Kwd nvDRi Avv gvb Zv
MxeZ Qvov Avi wKQy bv|
Kwd nvDRi AvvUv fO Mj, gvb Ajm mgq KvUvZ cvijvg
bv| GRb `ytL| Rxebvb` `vki KweZv, Avgvq RvwMI bv Avgvq
NygvZ `vI, Ges ci kvbv MQ Dwb Uvg gvb VjvMvwoi wbP co
gviv MQb| Uvg hLb AvmwQjv ZLbv nqZv Dwb ejwQjb, AvgvK
gvwiI bv AvgvK NygvZ `vI|
Avjm nQ WmwUbkb nj| Rvnvbvg hvIqvi ivRc_| Avjm
Avgv`i RxebK ewZ KiQ| KviY mgq + KvR = Rxeb| mgq +
AKvR/ KzKvR = Rxebbvk| Rxebbvk gvb Rxebi mvebv bvk Ges
GB Avjm nQ kqZvbi mePq eo A|
382

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZvB memgqB AUvmvRkb w`Z nemy `n ckv gb Kge


myLx Rxeb| Ges gbQwe `LZ ne h, Avwg Lye `Z, Lye my`ifve,
mgq Abymvi KvR KiwQ| Avi cwZw`b mKvj gwWUkb wMq
mvivw`bi Kx Kx KvR Avcwb Kieb, Kxfve Kieb, KZUv mgq wbq
Kieb GUvK wfRyqvjvBR Kib, gbQwe Zwi Kib| `Leb KvRi
MwZ eo MQ| fZi _K GKUv Zvobv Avme| KviY eb cvMvg
wdW Ki w`j eb KvR Ki|
ivZ Avevi gwWUkb wMq `LZ ne h, KvRUv Avwg mwVK
mgqi ga wK KiwQjvg? hw` Ki _vKb wbRK abev` w`b|
Kbvq gbi evwoZ Avg Rvg djg~j hv wKQy AvQLvb| A_vr gb,
ZzB Avgvi KvRUv wVKgZv Ki w`qwQm, GRb GB cyivi| Avi hw`
`Lv hvq h, KvR nq wb ev QvULvUv A wKQy nqQ| AvQv wVK
AvQ AvRK gvd Ki w`jvg| KvjK Kwim wVKgZv| Zv bv nj
wbRK kvwi eev KiZ ne| Dg kvw nQ gvwUi evsK `vb|
Avmj Rxeb GB Avjm nQ AMMwZi c_ GKwU cavb evav|
GK b^i k nQ ivM Avi AvjmK k bv ej Pvivevwj ejv
fvjv| KviY AvjmK `Lv hvq bv| wK GKevi hw` Avcwb Wveb
Avcwb gk wbPi w`K bvgZ _vKeb| Ajm gvbyl KLbv eo KvR
KiZ cvi bv|
ck : gwWUkbi gvSLvb Avgvi Lye Nyg cvq Ges gwWUkb kl
nvB ZzjZ _vwK| gwWUkb kl nIqvi ci gb nq GKUz Nywgq wbB|
Avgvi gwWUkb nq wK nq bv?
Di : Avcbvi wkw_jvqb nq bv| Avcbvi Nygvqb nq| NygKvZiZvi
cwiYvg wbq mywd`i GKUv Lye my`i M AvQ| MUv nQGKRb
Lye fvjv gvbyl| Rxeb Kvbv Lvivc KvR Ki wb fvjv KvR Qvov|
Zvi mgmv GKUvB wQjv Avi Zv njv Nyg| bvgvR Nyg, wRwKi Nyg
GgbwK em _vKjI Nyg|
jvKwU gviv Mj| wePvii mgq `Lv Mj Zvi Rxeb Kvbv
Aciva bB, Abi cwZ Kvbv Ryjyg bB, cZviYv, RyqvPzwi bB| ay
GB NygKvZiZv Qvov Avi mewKQyB Zvi fvjv| mve njv h, m
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

383

enkZ hve| wK ZvK hZ ne nuU| m nuvUv i Kijv|


enkZi `iRvq Gm hLb avv w`jv, fZi _K AvIqvR Gjv,
wKQyYi ga `iRv Lvjv ne| Zzwg Zwi _vKv|
m fvejv h, GZUv nuU GmwQ, GKUz Mwoq wbB| `iRv Lyjj
Zv Ui cvevB| GB fe GKUz MovMwo hZB Nywgq cojv m| Nyg
Zv Nyg, gnv Nyg|
Nyg fvOjv Zvi GK cP AvIqvR| Avi mB AvIqvR wQjv `iRv
e nIqvi| m jvd w`q DV `iRvq avv w`Z jvMjv| fZi _K
ZLb Reve GjvenkZi `iRv Lvjv nqwQjv, wK Zv e nq
MQ| Zzwg Acv Ki, AveviI Zv Lvjv ne 500 eQi ci| A_vr
GZ hw` Nyg cvq `Lv hve h, enkZi `iRvq wMqI Avcwb
enkZ XyKZ cviQb bv|
gwWUkb Nygvbv wK AbKUv miKgB| Nywgq coj Avcwb
gwWUkbi Avb` _K, cvw _K ewZ _vKQb| Avi GB NygK
wbqYi Rb AvcbvK KVvi c`c wbZ ne| cqvRb `uvwoq
gwWUkb Kib Ges mePq fvjv nQ cvmb gwWUkb| cvmb
gwWUkb Kij Nyg cvIqvi mvebv Lye Kg|
ck : Avjmi KviY Kx? Avjm KvUvZ Kvb gwWUkb Kiev?
Di : Avjmi g~j KviY AMZ nZvkv| nZvkv hLb AePZb i
Pj hvq, ZLb Gi cKvk nq Avjm Ges `xNm~wZvi ga w`q|
nZvkvK Rq KiZ cvij, Avb`K Avcbvi AwZi mv_ GKvKvi
KiZ cvij, Kvbv Kvw _vKe bv, Avjm _vKe bv, `xNm~wZv
_vKe bv| AwZi mv_ wekvm Ges Avb`K GKwZ Kivi RbB
Avb`i gwWUkb|
GB gwWUkb Avb`K Avgiv Kwkwbs Kwi hvZ gyn~Z hKvbv
cwZKjZv, mgmv ev evavi gyL wbRi fZi _K Avb`K wbq
AvmZ cvwi| Avgv`i gywb-Fwl ev Awj-eyRyMiv wVK GKBfve
Avb`K wbq AvmZb| GQvov AUvmvRkb eBq Avjm I
`xNm~wZvK Rq Kivi Rb AbKwj AUvmvRkb iqQ| Gjvi
PPv KiI Avcwb AvjmK `~i KiZ cvib|
384

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ck : Avgvi mQjZvi cQb cavb Aivq AjmZv, RoZv I cvQ


jvK wKQy ej fvev| Kxfve gyw cvev?
Di : Avcwb Zv kbv KiQb| AjmZvi Rb wbRK kvw `qvi
eev Kib| cwZw`bi iwUb Kib| mnR iwUb Kieb hv Avcbvi
c AbymiY Kiv me| KviY iwUb KiZ wMq Avgiv AbK mgq
Ggb KVvi iwUb Ki dwj hv eve AbymiY Kiv nqZv me bq|
GRb Ggb GKUv iwUb Kieb hv Avcwb AbymiY KiZ cvieb|
Gevi cwZw`b GKUz GKUz Ki Pv Kib iwUbi ga _vKZ|
wVKgZv cvjb KiZ cvij wbRK abev` w`b, cyiZ Kib| Avi
hw`b iwUb cvjb KiZ cvijb bvwbRi Rb kvwi eev Kib|
Avi cvQ jvK wKQy ejGUv nQ msKvP, RoZv| msKvP,
RoZvi h gwWUkb [9bs wmwW mvBW-we] wbqwgZ Kib| wbqwgZ
mvnmi gwWUkb [2bs wmwW mvBW-we] Kib| `LybfqjvK wjL
wQuo Rvwjq cywoq Avcwb mvnmx nq KvR KiQb|
ck : Mvb Kiv ev Ljvayjv Kiv wK AjmZvi ga co? Aemi mgq I
Ajm mgq KvUvbvi cv_KUv Kv_vq?
Di : bv, Ljvayjv Avjmi ga co bv| dzUej Ljvq Avjm _vK
bv| `o `o `o ILvb| nuvcvZ nuvcvZ Avcbvi Avjm _vKe
bv| Ljvayjv Avjmi ga co bv| Avi Mvb hw` wbR Kib mUvI
GKUv PPv, GKUv mvabv| Mvb MvIqv, Avew Kiv GUv GKUv Kjv, GUv
GKUv AvU| hKvbv AvUi PPv KiZ cvib|
Avmj eZvB Rxeb| h Rxeb KvR bB mUv Kvbv Rxeb bq|
GKUvB Rxeb| GLvb Aemii Kvbv myhvM _vKvB DwPZ bq| GKRb
gvbyl memgq KvR Kieb, nq wbRi KjvY, bv nq Abi KjvY|
ZvnjB wZwb fvjv _vKeb| myL _vKeb| Avi Ajm mgq _vKj
Zvi gw kqZvbi KviLvbv nq AkvwB evove|
ck : Nyg wK GK aibi Avjm? Avwg mKvj QqUv _K weKj PviUv/
cuvPUv ch KjR, mvii evmv BZvw` wbq e _vwK| evmvq Gm
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
25-

385

Nyg cvq wK Avwg gvUvgywU cov kl bv Ki NygvB bv| hLb Nywgq


cwo, gv-evev eKvewK Ki| GUv wK Kvbv AjmZv?
Di : Avmj Nyg KZY nIqv DwPZ? GKRb gvbyl hw` GKNv
gwWUkb Ki Zvnj Zvi Nyg cuvP _K Qq Nvi ewk nIqv DwPZ
bq| Gi Pq ewk Nyg GjB mUv Avjm|
ck : wUwf `Lv wK Avjm nZ cvi?
Di : nZ cvi| eis ejv hZ cvi h, GLb Avgiv AvKvkKzmyg
Kbv Kwi bv, AvKvkKzmyg Kbv `wL| KviY AvKvkKzmyg Kbv Kivi
RbI h kg `iKvi, h wPv `iKvi mUvI Avgiv KiZ PvB bv|
hgb, AvKvkKzmyg Kbv KiZ nj AvgvK fveZ ne h, cixi
mv_ Do eovjvg, cixi ivR Pj Mjvg BZvw` BZvw`| wK
Avgiv m KbvUzKz Kivi KI Kwi bv| Avgiv Ajm mgq KvUvB Ges
Gi Rb Avgv`i Avevi hywi Kvbv Afve nq bv|
Avgiv AbK ewjKvR Ki Kx ne, Avwg Zv PvKwi cvev bv|
Zvi Pq Nyi eovB, evevi nvUj LvB| eKv w`jI w`bi kl
Lvevi Zv `eB| A_P eveZv nQ, cwZwU KvR Ame mB ewi
KvQ h KLbv KvR Kivi D`vM bq wb| GUv Avgv`i ew I
RvZxq Pwii GKUv Ask h, Avgiv AbKB Abi Ici hw` PjZ
cvwi, wbR Avi KvR KiZ PvB bv|
GB Avjm AvM wQjv AvKvkKzmyg Kbv| ci dvjZz Avv Ges
GLb GB RvqMv `Lj Ki wbqQ AvnvKi evwUwf|

gvevBj/ Mgm/ BUvibU


ck : Avwg GK Qji mv_ dvb K_v ewj| Rvwb GZ Avgvi mgq b
nQ| wK AfvmekZ AbKw`b hver ejwQ| Avwg AvR _K wmv
wbqwQ dvb Avi Kvbv AcqvRbxq K_v ejev bv| iRx, Avcbvi
Dc`k cj Lywk nev|
386

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : hv`i Rxeb KvR _vK, Zviv AbKmgq cqvRbxq K_v


ejviI myhvM cvq bv| Avi AcqvRbxq K_v ejvi Zv ckB Avm bv|
Avmj Avgiv hw` RxebK `wL Zvnj `Lev, mgq Ges KvRG
`yUvi hvMdjB Rxeb| mgq hw` bv _vKZv Zvnj KvR Kiv hZ bv|
Avi KvR hw` bv Kwi mgqUv Kvbv DcKvi AvmZv bv| Rxeb KLbv
djcm~ nZv bv| wKQyB hw` bv _vKZvLvIqv, covjLvmn Ab Kvbv
KvRB hw` bv _vKZv Zvnj Rxeb Kx wbq nZv Gi Reve `vkwbKiv
w`Z cvieb wK bv m`n| A_vr, mgq + KvR = Rxeb| mgq AvQ,
KvR bB Zvi gvb Rxeb bB|
dvb Avi Kvbv AcqvRbxq K_v bv ejvi h wmv Avcwb
wbqQb Zvi Rb AvcbvK Awfb`b RvbvwQ| Avj-vn Avcbvi G
wmvK Keyj Kib|
ck : KwDUvi Mg Lj, Nywgq Avgvi AbK mgq Aceq nq| G
mgq Aceq _K Kxfve gy _vKv hvq?
Di : Rxebi Rb Kvbv eo j wVK Kib| j ARbi Rb
Suvwcq cob| eZv evoj KwDUvi Mg Ljvi mgq cveb bv|
ck : dvb K_v ejv, BUvibU PvU Kiv Ges evR wPv _K
Kxfve gy _vKv hvq?
Di : Avmj Rxebi GKUv j wVK ivLZ ne h, Avwg Rxeb
_K Kx PvB| Rxebi GB gbQweUv hw` cwivi _vK Zvnj Gme
mgqLv`Ki duv` Avcwb KLbv coeb bv|
Avi j bv _vKjB `Lv hve Gme AvcbvK Mvm KiQ|
AvcbvK kvlY Kiv Lye mnR ne| hviv kvlY KiQ Zv`i cwZ
Avcwb KLbv Pvj nZ cvieb bv| KviY, Avcwb Avcbvi gavK
weKwkZ KiZ cvieb bv|
Avi gavi weKvk Kiv Qvov Avcwb KLbv eo nZ cvieb bv|
gavi weKvk Kiv Qvov KLbv Rqx nIqv hvq bv| cw_exZ h RvwZ ev
h ew weKwkZ nqQ KD Ajm wQjb bv| AvjmK ckq `b wb|
Zviv memgq AvjmK Rq KiwQjb|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

387

ck : Wve Drcv`b MZ cuvP eQi KgQ| GUv bvwK gvevBj dvb I


Bjv-gvMbwUK iwWqkbi Rb| G evcvi Avcbvi AwfgZ Kx?
Di : ay Wve Drcv`bB bq, chywi geagvb eenvii mv_ mv_
AvaywbK gvbyli Rxeb h wechqwU fqvenfve aq AvmQ Zv njv
GB Bjv-gvMbwUK iwWqkb m Zwor`~lY ev BjvcwjDkb| G
cm mvvwnK wecixZ mvZ cwKvi wWm^i, 2011 msLvq XvKv
wekwe`vjqi ZvwK c`v_wevb wefvMi AavcK W. Mvjvg
gvnv` f~Tvi GKwU cQ` wbe Qvcv nqwQjv|
ZvZ ejv nq, AvaywbK chywi Zwor Kkjmg~nhgb,
gvBvIqf Ifb, nqvi Wvqvi, Uvvimn GLbKvi KvwU KvwU
gvbyli wbZeenvh gvevBj dvbi KviY MZ `yB `kK AvMi
Zzjbvq gvbemgvR AvR KvwU Y ewk Bjv-gvMbwUK iwWqkb
`~lY Avv| mBmv_ AvevwmK, wkvcwZvb I nvmcvZvj
GjvKvq Anin wewsqi Qv` Mo Zvjv eBR kb ev UvIqvi
GUbvi iwWqkb Zv AvQB|
MelYvq `Lv MQgvevBj dvb K_v ejvi mgq Kvb I ebi
Kvgj wUmy wZM nq hv cieZxZ eb wUDgvi, eb Kvvi I
AwURgi SzuwK evovq| 2003 mvj myBWbi GK`j wevbx `Lvb
h, w`b Mo GKNv gvevBj dvb eenvi Kij eb Kvvi ev
wUDgvi nIqvi SzuwK 30% eo hvq| Kvbv wk gvevBj gv `yB
wgwbU K_v ejjI Zvi eb GZUvB cfve dj h, cieZx GK
NvqI Zv ^vfvweK nq bv| 1970 mvj cwZ 10 nvRvi wki ga
gv GKRbK cvIqv hZ AwUwK| 2003 mvj G msLv nq 166
Rb! Avi 2008 mvji GK cwimsLvb `Lv hvq, AvgwiKvq cwZ 88
Rb wki GKRb AwUwK!
GUv Zv Mj gvevBj mUi wZ| wK hviv eBR kb ev
UvIqvi GjvKvq _vKb, Zviv Zv 24 NvB AvQb DP gZvi GB
wewKiYi fZi! mvgvb GKUz DuPz RvqMv cjB Avgv`i `k
hfve evOi QvZvi gZv Gme UvIqvi `uvwoq hvq, Zv `LB evSv
hvq welqUv wbq Avgv`i Kvbv mPZbZvB bB| A_P cw_exi DbZ
`kjvZ RbemwZ GjvKvq Zv `~ii K_v, GKUv UvIqvi vcbi
388

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Rb gvbZ nq AbK wewa-wbla| AbK DuPzZ wbgvY KiZ ne,


wbavwiZ gvvi ewk wewKiY Kiv hve bv BZvw`|
hv-B nvK, bxwZ wbaviYx chvq Gme hLb ne ZLb ne| wK
Zvi AvM GKRb mvaviY eenviKvix wnme gvevBji wZ _K
wKQyUv njI euP _vKvi Rb Avcwb hv KiZ cvib Zv njv
gvevBj dvb hZUv me Kg eenvi Kiv| ay cqvRbxq K_vUzKz
ejB dvb iL w`b| Ab Aevq mUUvK `n _K `~i ivLvi Pv
Kieb| Nygi mgq gv_vi KvQ bv iL cuvP/ Qq dzU `~i ivLyb| Avi
Pv Kib K_v ejvi mgq Gqvidvb eenvi KiZ| Avi LyeB
iZc~Y njv wk`iK gvevBj _K `~i ivLv|
Avmj AvaywbK chywi DcKiYjv Avgv`i hgb eenvi KiZ
ne, cvkvcvwk Pv KiZ ne Gjvi wZ _K euP _vKvi|
ck : gvevBj dvb eenvi Kivi bwZevPK w`K mK Avcwb
AvjvPbv KiQb| mB AvjvPbvi cwicwZ hviv gvevBj dvb
eenvi Kib Zviv wK Avi dvb eenvi Kieb bv? Avi hw` eenvi
Kib Zvnj eenviUv Kx iKg ne?
Di : cqvRb| hw` gvevBj dvb Avcbvi AvmjB cqvRb _vK
Zvnj eenvi Kieb| hLb Kviv mv_ Avcbvi K_v ejvi cqvRb
_vK ZLbB gvevBj Ab Kieb| evwK mgq Ad Ki ivLyb| wbw`
weiwZZ gvevBj dvb Ab Kieb| GZ Avcbvi mgq AbK euP
hve| Zvici ivZi ejv gvevBj dvb Ad ivLeb| hgb,
KvqvUvg Avgiv hviv AMmi m`m AvwQ, Avgiv ivZ 11Uvi ci
gvevBj dvb Ad Ki ivwL| ejeb h, G mgq hw` Riwi Kvbv
Lei Avm| Lei hw` AvmB Zvnj Avcwb Kx Kieb? AvcbvK Zv
mKvj ch AcvB KiZ ne| dj Avgiv `LwQ, AbK Akvw,
AwiZv _K Avgiv gy _vKZ cviwQ|
ck : iRx, GLb nVvr Ki gvevBji Kj, GmGgGm Kiv Kwgq
w`j ev GKeviB e Ki w`j ey ev evexiv gvB Kie|
m Kx Kiv hZ cvi|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

389

Di : GB h ez I evexGiv Avmj KD ezI bv, evexI bv|


Giv mncvVx Ges G`i Kvbv KvR bB| G`i hw` KvR _vKZv,
Zvnj Giv Acv KiZv bv Avcbvi GmGgGm ev gvevBji Rb|
hLb G`i KvR _vKe ZLb Avcwb gvevBj Ki G`iK cveb bv|
GiKg ez ev evex hZ Kg nq ZZ fvjv| Avi AcqvRbxq gmRi
Reve w`q mgq b Kij Avcbvi gavi weKvkB wejw^Z ne|
ck : Kviv Rbw`b wK GmGgGm Ki fQv Rvbvbv hve?
Di : Avmj hKvbv Dcj fQv Rvbvbvi Rb GKwU wPwVB
h_| Ze GLb hnZz GmGgGm, B-gBji hyM, Avcwb GmGgGm
ev B-gBj KiI fQv RvbvZ cvib|
ck : hviv BUvibU eenvi Kib, Zv`i AbKB dmeyK wbq gZ
_vKb| dmeyK ev BUvibU eenvii Kvbv wZKi w`K AvQ wK?
Di : Avmj GB dmeyK nQ GKUv dmjm eyK| Ges GUvZ hw`
ewk gZ _vKb Zv Avcbvi dm ej Avi wKQz _vKe bv| gvb Gi
Pq mgqi AcPq Avi wKQz bB| Avmj dmeyK wbq mcwZ
mgvRwevbxiv bvbv aibi MelYv cwiPvjbv KiQb| Zviv `LQb
AvaywbK gvbyli AwiZvi GKUv eo KviY njv dmeyK ev mvgvwRK
hvMvhvMi bUIqvwKs IqemvBUGjvi ZrciZv|
dmeyKmn Aviv hme mvkvj bUIqvwKs mvBU AvQUzBUvi,
Mj c-vm, wjsKW-BbmejviB mePq eo wZ njvAvmw|
aib Avcwb dmeyK Afy njb| Avcwb Kx Kieb? cwZw`b wbqg
Ki Avcbvi ez`i AvcWUW vUvm coZ i Kieb| Zvici
Avcwb `Leb GLvb zj-KjRi cyyibv ez-evex`i AbKKB
cq MQb| Zv`i Qwe `LQb| Avcwb ZLb Avcbvi QweI w`Z
PvBebAvcbvi wbRi Qwe, evwoi Qwe, cvlv KzKzii QwemewKQyB|
GLvbB kl bq| Avcwb PvBeb G QwejvZ Avcbvi eziv
cwZw`b KgU cvVvK| AvcwbI Zv`i mewKQyZ KgU cvVvZ
_vKeb| Avi dmeyKi mePq AvmwKi w`K njv Gi Mgmjv|
KvR ev` w`q ev cwievii mv_ mgq bv KvwUq Mgm Nvi ci Nv
390

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

hfve Avgiv mgq b Kwi ZvZ GUvK Avmw ejjI Kg ejv nq|
Avi dmeyKi AviKwU wZKi ceYZv njvGLvb Avcbvi
mewKQyB Dby| GKevi Avcwb hLb dmeyK mvBb Avc KiQb,
Avcwb cw_exi KvQ wbRK cyivcywi gj aiQb| Avcbvi mK
h KD hKvbv aibi Z_ RvbZ PvBj m Zv cq hve
dmeyK| Avi GUv eenvi Ki AvcbvK fq `Lvbv _K i Ki
AvcbvK hKvbv ^v_i Rb eenvimewKQyB m KiZ cvie|
dmeyK BDRviiv wbR`i mK GZ evcK Z_vw` `b h,
PvBj hKvbv ew GB Z_jvK KvR jvwMq ZvK nbv
KiZ cvi| hgb, Avcwb nqZv Kvbv PvKwii Rb Ave`b
KiQb| wbqvMKvix cwZvb hw` Pvq Zvnj Avcbvi Ggb AbK Z_
dmeyK _K wbZ cvi hv Avcwb Zv`i RvbvZ cQ` KiZb bv ev
RvbvbvUv Avcbvi H cwZvb XvKvi evav nq `uvovZ cvi|
mePq `ytLRbK nQ mvaviY BDRviiv wK wbRi ARvB
Zzj w`Qb wbRi mK Gme Z_ hv eeZ nQ Zvi wbRiB
wei| G cm wbDRDBKi Ryb, 7 msLvq GKwU wbe cKvwkZ
nqQ w` nvB cvBm Ad dmeyK bvg, hvZ ejv nqQcvvZ
AvaywbK UwK Rbvikb-Gi GKUv Mc GLb dmeyKK eRbi
Av`vjb hvM w`qQb hvK Zviv ejQb gvbyli ewMZ
MvcbxqZv fi GK RNb AvgY|
dmeyK wbq GKwU Abymvbx cwZe`b Qvcv nqwQjv `wbK
BdvKi 9 Ryb, 2010 msLvq| cvVKi myweav_ m cwZe`bi
mswcZ AskwU GLvb `qv njv

dmeyK : mgq AcPqi bZzb duv`


weki 40 KvwUiI ewk jvK dmeyK GKvDU LyjQ| G`i ga
Kgc 20 KvwU cwZw`b dmeyK XvK| G`i cZKi Mo 130
Rb Ki ez AvQ| gvm dmeyKi me eenviKvix wgj Gi cQb
50 nvRvi KvwU wgwbU mgq eq KiG K_vjv ej AvjvwPZ
mvgvwRK hvMvhvMi IqemvBU dmeyK wbRB m`c wjL iLQ
Zvi cwimsLvb cvZvq|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

391

GB wecyj mgqK Nv w`b eQiGfve wnme Kij nq bq jvL


51 nvRvi 293 eQi| A_vr wekvj RbMvxi GK gvmi gvU mgq
_K mvo bq jvL eQi wbRi cQb LiP KivZ cviv dmeyKi
KvQ `viY Mei welq| wK hviv mB mgqUv dmeyKK DrmM
KiQ Zviv Kx cvQ mUv Rvbvi Rb dmeyK Avmj Kx m mK
GKUz aviYv _vKv `iKvi| Avi gv-evev`i Rvbv DwPZ Zv`i mvbiv
dmeyK eyu` nq AvmjB KZUv mvgvwRK nq eo DVQ|
cw_exi KvwU KvwU IqemvBUi GKwU nQ GB dmeyK WUKg|
dmeyK GKvDU Lyj mLvb Avcbvi cwiPq wjLZ cvib, ewMZ
Qwe ivLZ cvib| Avcbvi eZgvb Aev, Aevb BZvw` wjL ivLZ
cvib| Abiv AvcbvK ez wnme Zv`i GKvDU hvM Kij
Avcbvi GKvDU hv wjL iLQb wKsev hme Qwe mLvb w`q
iLQb mjv mevB `LZ cve|
Avcwb Ab`i cvdvBj XyK Zviv h ge wjL iLQb wKsev
hme Qwe w`q iLQb Zvi cwZ ge wjLZ cvib| Gfve
ge wKsev cvv-ge Pvwjq hZ cvib| gvUvgywU GB njv
dmeyK Ges Gi mvgvwRK hvMvhvM|
ZiY cRb dmeyKi gvag Kx aibi mvgvwRK hvMvhvM iv
KiQ mUv cheYi Rb `ePqb cwZZ zj Ges wekwe`vjq
cob Ggb 10 Rb ZiYi cvdvBj eQ wbq Zv djv Kiv nq|
KgU jLvi mgq wek-lY Ki `Lv hvq, G`i ga KD KD ivZ
11Uv _K fvi PviUv ch G IqemvBUi cQb mgq eq KiQ!
Zv`i GKwUwfwU wj _K `Lv hvq, mevB G mgqUzKz wewfb
gqi cvdvBj ge wjL mgq KvwUqQ| Avevi KD KD
Abi Qwei Gjevg XyK mLvb Ak-xj ge wjLQ! Gfve
w`bi wKsev ivZi g~jevb mgq LiP Ki mvgvwRK hvMvhvM iv
KiQ ZiY cRb!
Avgv`i `k dmeyK GKvDU LyjQ cvq AvU jvL 76 nvRvi
Rb| Gi ga cyil Qq jvL 43 nvRvi Avi gwnjv `yB jvL 33 nvRvi|
G`i ga 18 _K 24 eQi eqmx ZiY-ZiYxi msLv cvq cuvP jvL
AvU nvRvi| A_vr gvU eenviKvixi AwaKvskB Ggb eqmi, h
eqmi g~j eZ nIqv DwPZ wkvjvf wKsev Kvwiqvi MVb gbvwbek|
392

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avi ZvivB ivZ RM GB mvgvwRK hvMvhvM iv Ki PjQ!


hviv covkvbv kl Ki PvKwi Rxeb cek KiQb ej ai bqv
hvq (25 _K 34 eQi eqmx) Zv`i ga dmeyK GKvDU LyjQb
gv 53 nvRvi| 35 eQii Ea eqmx`i ga dmeyK eenviKvix
AvQb mvZ nvRvii gZv| A_vr, h eqmx jvK`i cPzi Aemi,
hv`i cyibv ezeve wKsev AvZxq^Rbi mv_ hvMvhvM iv Kivi
K_v, dmeyKi cwZ Zv`i AvMn mvgvbB| dmeyK wUK AvQ
Aeqmx QvQvx`i g~jevb mgq MjvatKiY Ki|
dmeyK GKRb cyili Mo AvovBk ez AvQ| Avi GKwU
gqi Mo GK nvRvi ez! Kvbv Kvbv gqi ezmsLv cuvP
nvRvi! cyili ez ZvwjKvq hviv _vK Zvi A KqKRb Zvi
PbvRvbv cyil ev bvix ez Avi evwKiv nq AcwiwPZ bvix ev bvixi
Qekx cyil| ZiYiv dmeyK XyK ewkifvM mgq eq Ki bvix
eenviKvix`i gbvhvM AvKlY|
evmv wKsev wkv cwZvb em AbK QvQvx I Awdm em
AbK KgPvix dmeyK mgq eq Kib| hyiv weUb Rvgvwb
BUvwjmn DbZ `kjvi AwaKvsk bvgKiv zj-KjR-wekwe`vjq
dmeyK e-K Kiv|
hyivi kZKiv cvq 60 fvM KicviU Awdm dmeyK wbwl
Kiv nqQ| G nvi weUb cvq 70 kZvsk Ges Awjqvq cvq 55
kZvsk| dv b BUvwj Rvgvwb Rvcvbmn e `ki AmsL cwZvb
dmeyK e Ki ivLv nq| AbK Awdm Gi eenvi PvKwi
QuvUvBhvM Aciva wnme wbqvMc kZ _vK|
dmeyK eenviKvixiv em em ey LuvRv Ges cvdvBj ge
jLvK mvgvwRKZv gb Kib| Avi Gfve Avcwb hZ ewk mvgvwRK
neb dmeyKi evsK GKvDU ZZ UvKv Rgv ne| dmeyK
IqemvBU XyK hZevi hKvbv wjsK wKK Kieb ZZevi bZzb Ki
wevcb jvW ne| GKevi jvW nj ZvK GK Bkb ej| cwZ
GK nvRvi Bkbi Rb IB wevcb`vZv _K dmeyK wbw`
cwigvY A_ cq _vK|
GB eemvq g~jab nQ dmeyK eenviKvix`i gZv mvgvwRK
gvbyli AcPq Kiv mgq| hviv NyYviI eySZ cviQb bv Zv`i
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

393

eenvi Ki Kxfve KvwU KvwU Wjvi Avq KiQ dmeyKi


KYaviiv| 2009 mvj dmeyKi Avq wQjv 550 wgwjqb Wjvi| Avi
2010 mvj Gi Avq GK wewjqb Wjvi Qvwoq hve ej Avkv KiQ
Zviv| GKRb eenviKvixi gvag wmwcGg GvW _K `yB Wjvi
Avqi UvMU _vK dmeyKi|
cwZwU chywi cqvM I AccqvM wbfi Ki Gi eenviKvixi
Ici| Zgwb dmeyKI| GLvb GKwU ge wjL Avcwb mevBK
Rvwbq w`Z cvib Avcbvi Aev wKsev Aevb| mwjewUiv Zv`i
f`i mv_ hvMvhvM ivLZ cvib| wewfb eemvwqK cwZvb
hvMvhvM ivLZ cvi KvqU`i mv_| Mc Ki iZc~Y welq
AvjvPbv Kiv hZ cvi ciii mv_| wbRi Abyf~wZ wewbgq
KiZ cvib ez`i mv_|
dmeyK eenviKvix`i ARynvZGLvb Qjejvi ez`i LyuR
cvIqv hvq| Zv-B hw` nq Zvnj zj ev KjR hv`i m coQb
Zv`i LyuR ei Kiv wK Rxebi mePq eo eZ?
covkvbv I Kvwiqvii g~jevb mgq b Ki, cvwievwiK Rxeb
Akvw WK Gb w`bi ci w`b PjQ G mvgvwRK hvMvhvM| GKRb
gvbyl `wbK wZb/ Pvi Nv GB hvMvhvM eq KiQ nvwiq hvIqv
ez`i LyuRZ| mevi cvdvBj XyK KgU jLvi G mvgvwRKZvq
wbRi Aj Rxeb _K nvwiq hvQ AwZ g~jevb mgq|
ck : KwDUvi Mgm Avmw _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : KvqvUvqb Kib| KwDUvi Mgm mgq b Kivi KviY
Avcbvi Kx Kx wZ nqQ mjvK ZvwjKvfy Kib| wbRi Rb
iwUb Zwi Kib| ckv I evmvi mgq ev` w`q evwK mgqUv
dvDkb AvZ Dbqb I mevg~jK KvR eq Kib| `Leb
KwDUvi Mgmi Avmw `~i nq MQ|
ck : Avgvi PzcPvc _vKZ AbK fvjv jvM| mgq cjB PzcPvc
kvfve em _vwK| GKaibi ckvw KvR Ki gb| Avi meaibi
Kvjvnj _K `~i _vwK| GRb AbK eKv bZ nq| GB PzcPvc
_vKv wK Lvivc?
394

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avmj PzcPvc _K Avwg Kx KiwQGUvI iZc~Y| PzcPvc


Ajm fvebvi ga wbRK Wyweq ivLjvg, GUvI mgqi AcPq njv,
GUvI Avjm| ay PzcPvc _vKvUvB iZc~Y bq|
ck : KvRi mywebvmvqb Kx? Kxfve? KvR KiZ wMq Avwg h
mgmvq cwo Zv njvK) hw`b iZc~Y cvMvg _vK mw`b KvR
eo hvq; L) Zvovov KiZ wMq Kvbv `yNUbv NU, bqZv cvMvg
hvIqv nq bv; M) cwikg ewk wK mdjZv Kg| cwZw`b mvi ci
covkvbv KiZ BQv Ki| wK KvRi Pvc nq bv| ivZ kvevi
AvM gb Lvivc nq h, me KvRB wVKgZv nqQ wK covkvbvUv nq
wb| vb ARb mviv RxebB evavi myLxb nwQ|
Di : Avcbvi mejv mgmvB nQ `wfwi KviY| hgb, c_g
`yUv A_vr iZc~Y cvMvgi w`b KvR eo hvIqv ev Zvovov
KiZ wMq `yNUbv NUv Ges cvMvg hZ bv cviv`ywU B Avcwb
nqZv AePZbfveB PvwQjb bv cvMvg hZ| ZvB eveI Kvbv
bv Kvbv ARynvZ Gm evavM KiQ AvcbvK| nqZv Amy eva
Kijb ev Ggb GKUv KviY njv h, Avcbvi Avi hvIqv njv bv|
hgb, AbK QvQvxB AvQw`we my| wK cixvi mgq GwMq
AvmZB m Amy| KviY cixvK m fq cvQ, Kvbvfve GovZ
PvQ, mRbB G AmyZv| Avevi hvi BQvkw cej m nqZv
UvBdqW wbqI cixv w`Q| AbRb nqZv mvgvb cU e_vi
mvgbB Kvey nq hvQ| A_vr g~j evcviwU nQ AePZb gb BQvi
ZxeZv| AePZb gb bv PvBj eveI evav-wecw Gm nvwRi nq|
ZLb gb nqnqZv wbqwZ ev fvM GUv KiQ| wK Avmj wbqY
gZv H ewi nvZB|
AZGe Kvbv cwiwwZi `vnvB `eb bv| hv Avcwb KiZ Pvb,
mfve AMvwaKvi wVK Ki djyb| wekvm Kib h, KvRwU wVKgZv
KiZ cvieb| Ges KvRwU Kivi Rb AvwiKfve mP nvb|
ZvnjB `LebARynvZ bv w`q Avcwb KvRwU KiZ cviQb|
Avi covkvbvi evavi ejv hvq h, GLvbI Avcbvi `pZvi
Afve| hw` covkvbvK cvqvwiwU w`Zb Zvnj hZ evavB AvmyK mUv
KiZ cviZb| KviY Avcwb Zv H mgq Kvbv bv Kvbv KvR
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

395

KiQb| Ab KvR Kivi Rb Avcwb mgq cvQb| wK covkvbvi


Rb cvQb bv| Kb? KviY Avcwb GUvK cvqvwiwU w`Z cvib wb|
ZvB `pcwZ nvb h, Avcwb G KvRwU Kieb| KviY KvR bv
Kivi nvRviUv ARynvZ `qv hZ cvi| wK KvR Kivi Rb GKUv
KviYB h_ h, Avwg KvRwU Kiev|

Clv/ wnsmv/ NYv


ck : Avwg XvKvq covkvbv Kwi ej gv Avgvi LvIqv-`vIqv wbq ek
wPwZ _vKb| GUv wbq Avgvi evb gvi mv_ memgq SMov Ki|
Avevi Avwg KLbv wbRiUv Pq wbB bv ej gv Avgvi K_v ewk wPv
Kib Avi m wbRiUv wbR eQ wbjI Avgvi cwZ Clv Ki| Avwg
IK Lye fvjevwm| wK Kxfve IK Clv _K euvPvZ cvwi?
Di : Avmj Avgv`i AwaKvsk gv-evev GB RvqMvq fyj Kib|
`kgvbfve GKRbK Av`i ewk Kib Ges Zv cKvkI Kib|
Dcnvi `qvi , kwcsqi GB fyjwU ewk Kib| KLbv
mPZbfve, KLbv AePZbfve| KbvKvUv KiZ wMq mePq
nv` Qj ev gqi K_v gb cojv| AvQv, Ii Rb GUv wbq
hvB| AviKRbi K_v nqZv fyjB Mjb| GLvb _KB mvb`i
ga Clvi mw nq Ges GKmgq Zv AbK eo nq `Lv `q|
evUv ivmj Zvi GK eBq GKwU NUbvi eYbv KiwQjb| jywm
bvgi GKwU gq, ZvK Zvi wbRi K_v jLvi Rb KvMR `qv
nqQ| jywm Abymvb KiQ Zvi Kx Kx cvc, Zvi ga Kxfve Gjv
Rb wbjv| Abymvb KiZ KiZ Zvi gb cojv c_g NUbvKxfve
Zvi ga Clv Rb wbjv| m ejwQjv, GKw`b mKvjejv bvvi mgq
bvvi Uwej em AvwQ| evev `yUv wRwbm Avbjb| Avgvi evbK
GKwU KvmU w`jb Avi Avgvi fvBK GKwU ej w`jb| `yUv
wRwbmB `yB RbK w`jb, AvgvK wKQy w`jb bv Ges AvgvK wKQy
ejjbI bv| mB gyn~Z Avgvi fZi Clvi Rb wbjv|
A_vr GfveB Clvi Rb nq fvB-evb ev evb-evb ev fvB-fvBq|
Ges hv cwievi ay bq, mgvR GgbwK ivi wechqiI KviY nZ
396

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cvi| gyNj ev`kvn kvnRvnvbi Dim~wi K ne Zv wbq Zvi


mvb`i ga h iqx weiva nqwQjv Ges Zvi KiY cwiYwZi
cQbI iqQ GB Clv| eo Qj `vivwkKvi cwZ AwZwi n I
ccvZ`y AvPiYB ZZxq cy AvIiReK nqZv Vj w`qwQjv
fvB`i cwZ Zvi wbziZvi w`K hvi cwiYwZZ m ci ci nZv
KiwQjv Avcb fvB myRv, gyiv` Ges `vivwkKv-K|
ck : Avgvi gvS Clv iqQ| dvDkb KD Avgvi Pq ewk mgq
w`j Clv eva nq| Kxfve GUvK KvwUq DVZ cviev?
Di : Clv _K hw` euvPZ nq Zvnj kvKi Ges mei Qvov Gi
Kvbv weK bB| kvKi A_vr hv cqQb mUvi Rb memgq
kvKi KiZ ne Ges meihv cvb wb mUvi Rb wbijmfve cwikg
KiZ ne| hZ kvKi evoe ZZ Avcbvi Clv KgZ _vKe|
mrKg cwZhvwMZv wK Kvbv Clv bq| AviKRb GKUv fvjv
wRwbm cqQ, mB fvjv wRwbmUv cvIqvi Rb Avcwb Pv KiQb
Gi bvg Clv bq| Clv nQ, m Kb cjv? Avwg Kb cjvg bv?GUv
nQ Clv, Avwg cvev m cve bvGUv nQ Clv|
Avmj Clv GZ gvivZK GKwU `vl hvi m~ DcwwZI AbK eo
wZ mvab KiZ cvi| Clvi GKwU weLvZ M AvQ|
GKUv nvmcvZvj| ZviB GKUv Kweb `yRb ivMx cvkvcvwk|
AbKw`b aiB nvmcvZvj AvQ| `yRbB Lye Amy| weQvbv _K
bvgZ cvi bv| KvbviKg nqZv nuvUzZ GKUz fi Ki weQvbvq
emZ cvi| Gi evBi nuvUvnuvwU Kiv ev GK weQvbv _K AviK
weQvbvq hvIqv Gme wKQyB cvi bv|
AvZxq-^Rb Zgb GKUv KD Avm bv| nvmcvZvji bvm ev
Wvvi gvS gvS Gm PK-Avc Ki hvq| Zv`i h AmyL mUvI
fvjv nIqvi bv| GLb ay gZzi Acv|
^vfvweKfveB `yRb hnZz GKB Aevi wkKvi, _vKI GKUv
Ni, fve nq Mj Zv`i| hZY Nygvq Zv Nygvq| RM _vKj,
kixiUv fvjv jvMj GKRb AviKRbi mv_ bvbvb iKg M Ki|
Gi ga GKRbi weQvbv Rvbvjvi cvk, AviKRbi `qvji cvk|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

397

weKj njB `yez weQvbvq DV emZv| Avi Uzi Uzi Ki M


KiZv GKRb AviKRbi m|
GKw`b weKjejv `qvji cvk h AvQ m Rvbvjvi cvki
RbK WK Zzjjv| ejjv, ez! Zzwg Zv weQvbvq emj Rvbvjv w`q
evBiUv `LZ cvI| ej bv Kx `Lv hvQ evBi? KZw`b AvKvk
`wL bv, meyR Nvm `wL bv| Nvm-cvwL, gvbyl, wk`i KjKvKwj wb
bv! b Zvi ezwU wKQyY ZvwKq _vKjv| Zvici mv_ mv_B
weQvbvq DV emjv| Avi Rvbvjvi w`K ZvwKq GKi ci GK `k
eYbv Ki hZ jvMjv|
ejjv, H-Zv `Lv hvQ wekvj GK jK| In ez! ZvgvK ej
evSvZ cviev bv, mB jKi cvwb h Kx bxj! Avi, IUv wK!
gvQivOv bv! Avi Avi, G h `LwQ GKSuvK ivRnuvm| Kx my`i KiB
bv Rj SuvcvSuvwc KiQ|
bZ bZ `qvji cvki ezi PnvivUv Avb` PKPK Ki
DVjv| m wRm Kijv, AvQv, `L bv ez, Kvbv meyR Nvmi gvV
`Lv hvq wK bv| mLvb wK Kvbv wk LjQ? eqm KZ wkjvi?
LjQ gvb? GK SuvK dzUdzU wk LjQ jKi cvk wekvj GK
gvV| eqm... nuv, wkjv Zv Zvgvi bvwZUvi eqmxB ne| Rvbv,
wk`i gvqiv bv gvVi cvk em em M KiQ Avi Zv`i Qj`i
Ljv `LQ| Kx h my`i `k!
GBfve cwZw`b weKj njB i nZv `yB ezi M|
GKK w`b `Lv hZ GKK `k| GKw`b cqjv ekvL knii
mePq eo ivwjUv Mj m ivv w`q| KZ iOeiOi cvkvK ci
bvix-wk-cyiliv Mj| Lye my`i Ki GB `ki eYbv kvbvjv
Rvbvjvi ez Zvi cvki RbK|
GB fve w`b hvq, gvm hvq, eQi hvq| Lye Avb` w`b KvUQ `yUv
gvbyli| gvS gvS Zviv fyjB hZ h, eQii ci eQi ai Zviv
ew` nq AvQ GB BU-KvVi wbim nvmcvZvji weQvbvq|
wK w`b memgq GKiKg _vK bv| GKmgq Clv XyK Mj
`qvji w`K h AvQ Zvi ga| m fveZ jvMjv, h Rvbvjvi
cvk AvQ m Kb GZ fvMevb njv| m hw` Rvbvjvi cvk _vKZv
Zvnj KZB bv fvjv nZv| em, Gici _KB Avi M Kvbv gRv
398

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cZ bv m| GKmgq evI eySjv Zvi mx Avi AvMi gZv AvMn


`LvQ bv| m-I `g Mj| Av Av Zv`i ga K_vevZv Kg
hZ jvMjv|
Gw`K h M ejZv Zvi kixi Lvivc nZ jvMjv| GKivZ Zvi
Lye kvmK `Lv w`jv| Avkcvk Kvbv bvm wQjv bv| KvDK h
WvKe m AevI Zvi wQjv bv| cvki Rb `Ljv, wK Kvbv
mnhvwMZv Kijv bv| bv bvmK WvKjv, bv ZvK Kvbv mvnvh
Kijv| AePZb nqZv Zvi G PvIqvB KvR KiwQjv h, G hw` gviv
hvq Zvnj H weQvbvq m hZ cvie Ges Rvbvjv w`q my`i `kjv
`LZ cve| Zv-B njv| QUdU KiZ KiZ GKmgq gviv Mj m|
mKvjejv gZ`nUvK mwiq bvm hLb bZzb Pv`i wewQq
weQvbvUvK AviK ivMxi Rb Zwi KiQ, jvfvZzi PvL ZvwKq
ZvwKq m fvewQjv KZY hve ILvb| bvmK ejZB eev nq
Mj| DV emjv Rvbvjvq| wK G wK ! G h md mv`v GKUv
`qvj| Zvi gvb! GZw`b Zvi mx ZvK h M wbqQ Zv Avmj
evbvbv! nvq! Clv Ki m G wK mebvk Kijv Zvi wcq mxi!
Zvi gvb Kx? mv`v `qvj`qvjUv AvMI wQjv, ciI wQjv,
Rvbvjvi avi whwb wQjb, wZwb wK Zvi M Ggbfve me wRwbm
dzwUq ZzjwQjb, h Rvbvjvi cvk whwb wQjb bv wZwbI cZKUv
wRwbmB Abyfe KiZ cviwQjb| AciRbK Avb` `qvi RbB wZwb
K_vjv ejQb| Ges `yBRbB mgfve Avb` cqQb|
KZY ch? hZY ch Clv wZxq RbK k Ki wb| hLbB
Clv k Kijv, Avb` De Mj| cwiYwZZ ZvK cZ njv
mxnxb ggZvnxb GK Ki Rxeb| Avmj ClvI Ggb GKwU wel hv
Avgiv wbRiv cvb Kwi| Avi cZvkv Kwi Aci c gviv hve|
cvwievwiK , ckvMZ , mNi Ges me B hLb Clv
AvmeAvcbvi gavi mgvw HLvb| eiKZ kl nq hvq HLvbB|
ck : Avwg memgq wnsmv _K euP _vKZ PvB| wK GiciI AbK
mgq wbRi BQvi wei wnsmv Kiv nq hvq| Avi GB wnsmvZK
Aevq Avgvi Ici Avj-vni c _K KwVb Avhve bg GmQ ej
gb nq| A_vr Lye Akvw Abyfe nq| cP BQv _vKv mI
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

399

ZvrwYKfve GB wnsmv _K ewiq AvmZ cvwi bv| G Aevq Kx


Kiev? `qv Ki Rvbveb|
Di : Lye fvjv| GUv wK Lye mnR, hLb GiKg ne ZLb Kx
Kieb? hgb, KLbv KLbv ivM Gm hvq| bexRxiI h ivM nq wb
Zv bq| wK Dwb ivMi Kvbv ewntcKvk NUvb wb| ivM Gj `gb
Ki djQb| ivMK `gb Kiv nQ iZc~Y| hLbB wnsmv Pj
Avme, mv_ mv_ eySeb h, kqZvb Pj GmQ| ZIev coeb| hvi
Ici wnsmv nQ Zvi Rb `vqv Kie h, Avj-vn Zzwg ZvK Aviv
`vI, Aviv `vI, ZvK Aviv fvjv Ki| hLbB Zvi Rb `vqv KiZ
_vKeb, `Leb Avcbvi wnsmv Pj MQ| KviY `vqv Ges wnsmv
GKmv_ Kiv hvq bv|
ck : Avgvi AvZxq-^Rbiv AvgvK wnsmv Ki| Avwg mdjZv jvf Kwi
Zv Zviv Pvq bv| G evcvi Avwg Kx KiZ cvwi?
Di : Clv Avcbvi AvZxq-^Rbi KvQ _K AvmZ cvi, Avcbvi
cwievii m`m`i KvQ _KI AvmZ cvi| Clv h-B KiK, Zv`i
g~j Dk nQ AvcbvK DwRZ Kiv, Avcwb hvZ Vvv gv_vq KvR
KiZ bv cvib, Avcwb hvZ gavK weKwkZ KiZ bv cvib m Pv
Kiv| KvRB Zv`i AvPiY cfvweZ bv nq Avcwb Zv-B Kib hv
Avcwb KiZ Pvb ev Kieb ej wVK KiQb|
ck : Avcwb ejQb wnsmyK jvKi KvRB Zvi kvwi Rb h_|
Avgvi wKQz cwZekx AbK eQi ai Avgvi cwieviK nqivwb KiQ|
Avgvi evmvq fvovwUqv Gj wK GK Rv`yi ej Zv`iK Avgvi k
evwbq `q| Avwg Avgvi fvovwUqv`i mv_ AZ cv-GKwUf AvPiY
Kwi, Zviv evBii H Mci viv cfvweZ| G Avgvi Kx KiYxq?
Di : Avmj wbRi bvK KU Abi hvv f Kivi gZv gvbyl me
RvqMvqB wQjv| G wbq `yB cwZekxi M AvQ| GK cwZekx Ab
cwZekxK `LZ cvi bv| K L-K `LZ cvi bv| K bjv
L GKUv f KvR hvv KiQ|
400

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ZLbKvi w`b msvi wQjv h, hvvi mgq bvK KvUv jvK `Lj
Zvi hvv b nq hve, hvv Af ne| Zv K `Ljv L hveB
Ges Mj mLvb Zvi AbK gj ne| Kxfve Zvi hvv b Kiv
hvq? hLb Avi Kvbv Dcvq LyuR cjv bv, ZLb bvwcZK ejjv,
Avgvi bvKUv KU `| KvUv bvK wbq Ii mvgb wMq `uvovev, Zvnj
m Avi hvvi f dj cve bv|
Avmj gb ivLeb, Clv hviv Ki Zv`i KvRB Zv`i cwiYwZ
WK Avb| Clvi gvag GKRb gvbyl h Kxfve wbRi mebvk
wbR WK Avb mywd`i AbK M AvQ| Bgvg evKii GB MwU
Zvi GKwU|
GK ivRvi `ievi GK vbx jvK wQjv| ivRv ZvK Lye cQ`
KiZb| `ievi ZvK wbRi cvk emvZb| ivLZb memgq mv_
mv_|
Gme Avevi `ievii AviK mfvm`Zvi KvQ Lye Lvivc jvMZv|
wnsmvq Zvi gbUv Rj-cyo hZ| mvivY Lvwj fveZv, Kxfve GB
evUvK GKUv AvQv kvw `qv hvq| fveZ fveZ eyw cqI Mj|
Ggb GK dw` AuvUjv h, Zvi k wPiZi Zvi c_ _K mi hve|
cwiKbvgZv H mfvm` ci w`b Gm ivRvK ejjv, Ruvnvcbv,
Avcbvi GZ cQ`i mfvm` AgyK Zv mevBK ej eovQ h,
Avcbvi gyL fxlY `yM| Mi PvU KD Avcbvi KvQ AvmZ cvi
bv| Avi GjI ZvK bvK igvj Pvcv w`q AvmZ nq|
ivRv Zv bB Lc MjbKx ejj? wekvm Kwi bv| AgyK
GiKg K_v ejZB cvi bv|
wnsmyU jvKwU ejjv, Ruvnvcbv, ZvK GKUz WvKzb| ZvnjB Avcwb
me eySZ cvieb|
ivRv ejjb, AvQv, Zzwg hvI| GUv wbq Zvgvi mv_ ci K_v
ejev|
Gw`K wnsmyU jvKwU evwoZ wMq mB ivZB `vIqvZ w`jv
ivRvi mB wcq mfvm`K| Avi eveywPK WK ejjv, kvbv, AvR
ivZ gngvbK h Lvevijv `e ZvZ cPzi imyb w`q ivbv Kie|
ivZ ivRvi wcq mfvm` `vIqvZ LZ Gjv| AbK ivZ ch M
U Kijv| wnsmyU jvKwU gb gb ejZ jvMjv, evUv AvRB Zvi
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
26-

401

Rxebi kl w`b|
LvIqv-`vIqv kl AbK ivZ evwo wdi mfvm`wU bjv h,
AvMvgxKvj mKvj Riwi wfwZ ivRv ZvK WKQb|
mKvj DV m Zwi nq eivZ hve| nVvr Lqvj Kijv Zvi
gyL cP `yM| eySjv, MZivZ h Lvevijv LqQ ZvZ cPzi
imyb wQjv| ZvB GB Aev|
hv-B nvK, GLb Avi Kx Kie? wKQyY `uvZ gvRvgvwR Kijv,
Mig cvwb w`q Kywj Kijv| wK ZviciI M hvq bv| Gw`K ivRvi
KvQ hvIqvi Rb Zvi `wi nq hvQ|
klgk eva nq H AevZB ei nq Mj| `ievi ivRv ZvK
Lye fvjv Ki Lqvj KiZ jvMjb| ejjb, Kgb AvQv? AvR GZ
`~i Kb? Zzwg Zv memgq Avgvi KvQ KvQB _vKZ|
ejjv, Ruvnvcbv, memgq Zv AvwgB _vwK| AvR GKUz Ab`i
myhvM Ki w`Z PvB|
GB-Zv ivRvi gb m`n XyK Mj| Zvnj Zv wVKB ejQ|
wZwb Mxi gyL ejjb, bv, Zzwg Avmv Avgvi KvQ| Avgvi cvki GB
PqviUvq em|
Abmgq nj GiKg myhvM cj mfvm`wU hvicibvB Lywk nZv|
wK AvR Zvi AvZvUv hb Kuc DVjv| fq fq m ivRvi KvQ
Mj| Avi gv_vi cvMwoUv w`q fvjv Ki gyLUv eua wbjv|
ivRv Gevi wbtm`n njb, Zvnj Zv wVKB AvQ| gyL Kvco
eua GmQ| Zvi gvb Avgvi gyL M AvQ gb KiB m GUv
KiQ| KvRB I h ejjv h, m bvwK ej eovQ Avgvi gyL M
AvQ GK_v wVK|
ivRv fxlY iM Mjb| Ze ivMUv cKvk Kijb bv| ay GKUv
wPiKzU wKQy wjL ZvK w`q ejjb, GB wPiKzUUv wbq AgyKi KvQ
hve| m ZvgvK ZLb hv KiZ eje, Zzwg Zv-B Kie|
Gw`K GB ivRvi GKUv Afvm wQjv h, wZwb hLb KvDK Kvbv
Dcnvi, Kvbv gZv, RvqMxi`vi BZvw` `vb KiZb, ZLb Zv
wPiKzU wjL w`Zb| DcwZ mevB GeviI Zv-B gb Kijv|
wPiKzU nvZ wbq wcq mfvm`wU hLb eivZ hve ZLb wnsmyU
jvKwU ZvK cvKovI Kijv| m-Zv fveQ, Kv_vq Avwg GZwKQy
402

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Kijvg ZvK ivRvi KvQ gZz` cvIqvi eev KiZ, Avi GLb wK
bv m Dcnvii wPiKzU wbq hvQ!
m ejjv, `L, GB wPiKzUUv AvgvK w`q `vI| Avwg hvev wPiKzU
wbq| wcq mfvm` ejjv, wVK AvQ ey, ZzwgB hve| GUv ZvgvKB
w`q w`wQ|
wPiKzUUv wbq m hLb ivRvi jvKi KvQ Mj, ZLb ivRvi
jvKwU wPiKzU co ejjv, Zzwg wK Rvbv GB wPiKzU Kx jLv AvQ?
GB wPiKzU jLv AvQ, cevnKwU cuQvgv Zvi gv_v KU dje
Ges Zvi Pvgov wQj ZvZ Lo fi Avgvi KvQ cvVve|
b Zv wnsmyU jvKwUi gv_v Lvivc nIqvi hvMvo| m wPrKvi
Ki ejZ jvMjv, kvbv, kvbv GB gvbylwU Avwg bB| GUv Ab
GKRbi K_v ejv nqQ| `qv Ki AvgvK KZj Kiv bv| Avgvi
K_v ivRv ejb wb|
ivRvi jvK GUv b ejjv, `L, GLvb Zzwg bv Ab K mUv Zv
Avgvi `Lvi welq bv| ivRv wjLQb cevnKi K_v| GLb GB
cevnK Zv Zzwg Qvov Avi KD bI| ZzwgB Zv cUv wbq GLvb
ch GmQv| KvRB ZvgvKB Avgvi KZj KiZ neGB ej m
Zvi gv_vUv KU Pvgov wQj ivRvi KvQ cvwVq w`jv|
Gw`K wcq mfvm`wU hLb `ievi wdi Gjv, ivRv Zv AevK|
wK njv, Zzwg hvI wb wPiKzU wbq? m ejjv, Ruvnvcbv, Avcwb
AvgvK Dcnvi w`qQb b Avgvi GK ez mUv PvBjv| Avi AvwgI
w`q w`jvg|
ivRv wRm Kijb, K m ez? bvg b ivRv Zv eySjb G-B
Zv m h Zvi KvQ Gi bvg AwfhvM KiwQjv| evcviUv Zvi KvQ
GKUz AbiKg gb njv| me Lyj ejZ ejjb ivRv ZvK|
me b wZwb eySjb, mewKQy Avmj wnsmyU jvKwUi KviYB
nqQ| Avi Zvi wnsmvi cwiYvg ZvKB fvM KiZ njv| Abi
Rb h MZ m LyuowQjv mB MZ m wbRB cojv|
ck : wnUjvi GKRb ` eywgvb mvnmx I AZ DbZgvbi
mvsMVwbK gZvi AwaKvix nIqv mI Kb Rxebi mvweK wePvi
kl gyn~Z e_ njv? wbziZvB wK GKgv KviY?
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

403

Di : Avmj wnUjvii wQjv v Rxeb`w| wnUjvi wekvm KiZb


h, Rvgvbiv Avh RvwZ Ges cw_exK kvmb Kivi RbB Zviv| gvbyli
h mgvbvwaKvi, mgM mw h GK cwievi GUv wZwb wekvm KiZb bv|
GB h AnsKvi, Abi AwaKviK kv bv Kiv Ges AbK kvmb
KiZ hvIqvi AcPvGUvB Zvi cZbi KviY| wbRi gZvK
msnZ Kivi Rb Ggb Kvbv wbziZv bB hv wZwb Kib wb| Ges
wbziZvi cwZdj, cvKwZK wbqg wZwb cqQb|
my Rxeb`w Qvov KD KLbv ckvw cvq wb| mwi i _K
AvR ch Kvbv AbvqKvix, Rvjg KLbvB myLx Rxebi AwaKvix
nZ cvib wb| h Abi m` jyb KiQ, AZvPvi KiQ, Ryjyg
KiQ m KLbv ckvw cvq wb|
wnUjvi wbRi Rxeb kvw cvq wb, cw_exi GKwU gvbylKI kvw
w`Z cvi wb| Zvi cwiYwZI wQjv Lye KiY| wnUjvii `wfw wQjv
NYvi| Rvgvb RvwZi `y`kvi Rb Bw`-divwm-BsiR`iK `vqx
KiZv m| ZvB Zv`iK asm Kivi gvbwmKZv Zvi nqwQjv| dj
ggZvi kwK RvMZ KiZ bv ci asmi kw RvMZ Kijv| wK
NYv w`q KD KLbv eo wKQy KiZ cvi wb| wnUjviI wedj njv|
NYvekZ Kvbv fvjv KvR KiI Avcwb KLbv kvw cveb bv|
KD nqZv gmwR` evwbqQ, AvcwbI AviKwU gmwR` evwbq fvejb
Avcbvi gmwR`B ewk jvK bvgvR coeZvnj Avcwb KLbv kvw
cveb bv| Avcbvi gmwR`I wUK _vKe bv| KviY NYvi Ici wfw
Ki Mov Kvbv wRwbm wUK _vK bv|
NYv Ggb GKwU Avb hv Abi cvkvcvwk wbRKI cvovq|
GKRb mvmxi Rxeb`wI NYviAgyKK Lyb Ki `k kxl mvmxi
GK ne| GKRb mvmx mvm Ki nqZv Kwgkbvi nZ cvi|
Zvici nqZv Ggwc nZ cvi| Zvici gx ev Aviv eo c` hZ
cvi, wK kvw cve bv Kv_vI| cwiYwZ wK GKB ne| wnUjvii
cwiYwZI GKB nqwQjv| wbRi evsKvi AvZnZv KiwQjv| nq
Avcwb Kviv wjZ wbnZ neb, bqZv AvZnZv Kieb|
Avcwb nqZv ejebgviv Zv mevBKB hZ nq| ZvivI gviv
MQ| mUv wVK| wK G`i gZzUv memgqB Ki| GgbwK AbK
mgq jvk bqvi gZv KDI _vK bv|
404

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

cksmvi jvf/ AnsKvi


ck : cwZwU fvjv KvR hgb AvMn _vK, Zgwb gbi fZi GKUv
cksmv cvIqvi jvfI _vK| Kxfve GB jvfUvK `gb Kiev?
Di : cksmvi GB AvKvvUv A^vfvweK bq| AwaKvsk gvbyli
gaB GUv _vK| wK Abb gvbyl GUvK Rq Kib| Avi mvaviY
gvbyl GB cksmvi duv` co asm nq| KviY cksmv cvIqvi jvf
gvbB njv Avcbvi fvjv KvR wbq Avcbvi ga Me AvQ, AnsKvi
AvQ| Avi mrKgi AnsKvi njv mePq wecbK| Bewjmi cZb
nqwQjv GB AnsKvi _KB|
Bewjm wQjv wRb`i ga DPghv`vi GKRb Ave`| Bev`Zi
GKvMZv Ges wbvi KviY dikZv`i m _vKvi myhvM m
cqwQjv| Avj-vn dikZv`i mw KiQb ay Zvi AvbyMZi
Rb| cvc Kivi ev Avj-vni AevaZv Kivi Kvbv myhvM Zv`i bB|
Gw`K Avj-vn Zvqvjv Zv meB RvbZb| GKw`b wZwb Zv`i
ejjb, AwPiB Zuvi mwi ga _K GKRb Zvi Aeva ne| b
dikZviv Bewjmi KvQ wMq wgbwZ Kijv hvZ m mevi Rb
Avj-vni KvQ GB `yfvM _K cvbvn Pq `vqv Ki| KviY Avj-vn
c` DP ghv`vi KviY Bewjmi hKvbv cv_bv mv_ mv_B gyi
nq hZ| m ZLb mevi RbB cv_bv Kijv ay Zvi wbRi Rb
Qvov| KviY m gb KiwQjv GZ Bev`Z e`wM m KiQ h, Ggb
`yfvM Zvi ne bv|
cieZx NUbvi weeiY cwe KviAvbi m~iv Avj Avivd AvQ|
Avj-vn Zvqvjv nRiZ Av`g (Av)-K mw Kijb Ges ZvK mwi miv
AvLv w`q mKjK ejjb, ZvK wmR`v KiZ| wK Bewjm A^xKwZ
Rvbvjv| Zvi hyw wQjv, m Avbi Zwi| wK Av`gK Zwi Kiv
nqQ gvwU _K| AZGe Av`g Zvi Pq eo nZ cvi bv| G
AevaZvi Rb Avj-vn ZvK Awfk Kijb Ges AbKvji Rb
Rvnvbvgx NvlYv Ki ZvK enkZ _K ewnvi Kijb|
KvRB AnsKvi _K `~i _vKeb| hKvbv fvjv KvR Kij ev
Gi Rb Ab KD cksmv Kij mv_ mv_ kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

405

ev _vsKm MW ev cfy abev` ejeb| ZvnjB `Leb Avcwb


AnsKvigy _vKZ cviQb| Avi Avmj mewKQyB Zv Avj-vni| ev`vi
wK AnsKvi Kivi wKQy AvQ?
G wbq nRiZ gymv (Av)-Gi GKwU NUbv AvQ|
GKevi wZwb GK Dli cveZvji ga w`q hvwQjb| nVvr GK
nvi fZi GKRb gvbylK `Ljb Mfxi Bev`Z gM| KZ~nj
wbq Zvi KvQ hZB AbKUv ZvwQji mv_ jvKwU wRm Kijv,
Zzwg K? gymv (Av) wbRi cwiPq w`jb| m ejjv, Avj-vnK ej
Avgvi BQv c~iY KiZ|
gymv (Av) ejjb, Kx Zvgvi BQv? jvKwU ZLb ejjv, MZ 100
eQi ai Avwg GLvbB Aevb KiwQ| Gmgq Avj-vni Bev`Z Qvov
Ab Avi wKQyB Avwg Kwi wb| GB GKwb Bev`Zi Kx cwZ`vb wZwb
Avgvq `eb Zv Avj-vnK wRm Ki|
gymv (Av) ejjb, wVK AvQ, Avwg Avj-vni KvQ Zvgvi G AvwR
ck Kiev| mv_ mv_B wZwb Pj Mjb cvnvoi Ici| Avj-vni
KvQ RvbZ PvBZB Mvqe _K fm Gjv, n gymv! H ewK ej
AvMvgxKvjB m Zv RvbZ cvie|
mvaKK Gm RvbvZB m ejjv, wVK AvQ| AvMvgxKvji Zv
Avi Lye ewk `wi bB|
G mvaKi Afvm wQjv cwZw`b mKvjejv KvQi GK Sbvq m
Mvmj KiZ hZ| Zvici mv_ cvwbi cv wKQy cvwb wbq nvq
wdiZv| ciw`bI m h_vixwZ Sbvi Dk eivjv| wK c_ Avi
m LuyR cvQ bv| mvivw`b G c_ I c_ Ki klgk Kv nq GK
cv_iLi Ici em cojv| Zvq Zvi QvwZ dU hvevi Dcg|
RbemwZnxb G DcZKvq em m hLb Avmb gZzi K_v fveQ
ZLwb GK jvKK `Ljv mvgbi c_ ai hvQ| wPrKvi Ki
WvKZB KvQ Gjv m|
mvaK KvbviKg ejjv, `qv Ki wK AvgvK GKUz cvwb LvIqvZ
cviv? jvKwU ejjv, GLvb Avwg cvwb cvev Kv_v _K? Ze
Avgvi wbRi Rb mvgvb wKQy cvwb AvQ| mUv w`Z cvwi| wK Zvi
AvM ej Gi wewbgq Zzwg AvgvK Kx `e? mvaK ejjv, `L,
Avgvi Zv `qvi gZv wKQy bB| MZ 100 eQi ai Avwg GKwbfve
406

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ay Avj-vni mvabvB KiwQ|


jvKwU wKQyY fe ejjv, wVK AvQ| Zzwg hw` G Bev`Zi cyiv
mIqve AvgvK w`Z ivwR _vKv Zvnj Avwg Avgvi cvwbUzKz ZvgvK
`ev| ejv Zzwg wK ivwR?
mvaK fe `Ljv euP _vKj Avevi m Avj-vni mvabv KiZ
cvie| KvRB GLb cvwb LZ cvivUvB Zvi Rb ewk iZc~Y| m
ivwR nq Mj| Gw`K nRiZ gymv (Av)-K cyiv NUbv Rvwbq Avj-vn
Zvqvjv Inx cvVvjb Ges Zvi KvQ hZ ejjb|
gymv (Av) Zv-B Kijb|
`~i _K ZvK `LB mvaK ej DVjv, n gymv! Avwg Zv Avgvi
me cyY AviKRbK w`q w`qwQ| gymv (Av) ejjb, Avwg Rvwb|
Avj-vn AvgvK ejQb Ges Avj-vn RvbZ PqQb, gv GKNwU cvwbi
g~j hw` 100 eQii Bev`Z nq, Zvnj MZ 100 eQi ai wZwb
ZvgvK hZ cvwb cvb KwiqQb Zvi g~j Kx ne?
bB mvaKi AivZv Kuc DVjv| AbykvPbvq ` nq m
ejZ jvMjv, n imyj, `qv Ki Avj-vni KvQ Avgvi Rb mycvwik
Kib hb wZwb Avgvq gv Ki `b| wZwb Zv cig `qvjy I
gvkxj| mv_ mv_ gymvi Ici Inx bvwRj njv| n gymv, ZvK
ejG gyn~Z Zvi h AbykvPbv, Avgvi KvQ Zv Zvi 100 eQii
Bev`Zi PqI ewk cQ`bxq nqQ| Gi wewbgq ZvK Avwg nvRvi
eQii Bev`Zi mgvb mIqve c`vb Kijvg|
ck : AbK mgq gb nq KvRi Pq cPviYvUv ewk nq| GUv wK
wZKi bq?
Di : wZKi Zv eUB| KvRi cPvi hLb ne ZLb m cPvii
cQb AvZcPviUv ewk ne| A_vr KvRi Pq h KvR KiQ m
ewi cPvi ewk ne| m ew ZLb dzjduc hvq| m gb Ki,
GLb mewKQy Avgvi| ZLb H KvR ^fveZB am bvg|
mB ew ZLb aivK miv vb Ki| gvwUZ Zvi cv coZ Pvq
bv| m gb Ki AvwgB evanq mewKQz| hgb, i_ fve Avwg `e,
c_ fve Avwg, g~wZ fve Avwg `e, nvmb Ahvgx|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

407

Avmj hLb gvbyl weRq `L ZLb Kx Ki? imwjsq GKRb


AbRbK wcwUq bvvbvey` Kivi ci Kx Ki? GBw`K nvZ Zzj
wPrKvi Ki, Hw`K nvZ Zzj wPrKvi Ki h, `L! GKUv gyiwMI hLb
wWg cvo ZLb KK KK Ki, gb nq h `ywbqv Rq Ki djQ|
Avb` GZB AvZnviv nq h, cvivi cQbi Avi me KvhKviY fyj
hvq| gb Ki h, m~Y KwZZUv Zvi|
Avgv`i bZviv hLb ee ivLb Kgx`i K_v KLbv KLbv
ejb, IUv Kgx`i nvZ Kivi Rb| wK Dwb wK Kvbv KgxK AvM
evwoq `b? bv Ibvi Qwe hvZ wVKfve IV mUvi evcvi AvM
wbwZ nb? wZwb AvM wbRi Qwe wbwZ KiZ Pvb A_vr cwKvZ
hw` Qvcv nq Zvi QweUv hvZ Qvcvq, GRb hLvb hfve _vKv
`iKvi, mfveB wZwb _vKb|
wgwQjI hw` Ab KD GwMq hZ Pvq, Zv`iK Avevi bZv Zvi
cQb wbq Avmb ev Zvi hviv jvKRb AvQ Zviv IK ai cQb
wbq Avm| hvZ bZvi QweUv wVKfve Qvcv nq| A_vr Avgv`i
^fve nQ memgq KwZZUv wbR bqv| wK Avj-vn Zvqvjvi wkv,
bexRxi wkv nQ h, KwZZ wbR wbZ MjB Ang Avme Ges Ang
GjB cZbi m~Pbv ne|
ck : Avwg KqKw`b AvM Pj gvUi mvBKj _K ivvq co hvB|
mLvb q AvKvk `LZ `LZ kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ejwQ| Avwg
m~Y my, Avgvi Ab wKQz nq wb| ay nvZ-cv Qo hvq| Avwg wVK
KiwQjvg bv wK fyj? GK gjevi AvjvKvqb kl evmvq divi c_
Avgvi gvevBj nvwiq hvq| Avwg `ytL cq fvwe AvjvKvqb KiZ
Gm GUv njv| iRx, GUv wK e``vqv njv? Avwg KbwdDRW|
Di : Avmj GKUv wRwbm nQ h, Avcwb hnZz co MQb ILvb
Zv Avi Kivi wKQy bB| kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn ej hZ ZvovZvwo
wbRK mvgj bqv hvq| `yB b^i hUv nQ h, hw` gvevBj nvwiq
hvq Zvi KviY njv Avcbvi AmZKZv| Avcbvi K_v _K evSv hvQ
h wQbZvB nq wb| Zvi gvb Avcwb LyeB AmZK|
A_vr Pj gvUi mvBKj _K hw` co hZ cvib Zvi gvb
408

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avcwb KZ eLqvj| GLvb Zv `vqv-e``vqvi Kvbv evcvi bB|


GUv nQ Avcbvi eLqvjxcbv| ZvB memgq mZK _vKeb| G
evcvi imyjyj-vn (m)-Gi nv`xm wK Lye cwivi| Avj-vni Ici
ZvIqvyj Ki, wK DUUv AvM fvjv Ki iwk w`q euvav| Gi ci
gvevBj dvb PBb w`q fvjv Ki AvUwKq ivLeb hvZ bqvi mgq
Avcwb AZ Ui cvb h, Avgvi gvevBj KD wbq hvQ|

AbykvPbv/ DiY
ck : cvwicvwkK cwieki Zzjbvq ek fvjv AvwQ| wK AZxZ
Rxeb AveMi ek mxgvjNb Ki iZi cvc Ki djwQjvg| G
AbykvPbv, G cvceva mvivY Ggbfve Zvov Ki eovq h, eZgvb
Rxeb Kvbv KvR e_ njB gb nq hb H cvciB cwiYvg GUv|
gb nq, Avgvi viv mdj nIqv me bq| G _K gywi Dcvq Kx?
Di : AbykvPbv GKwU DcKvix Afvm njI KLbv KLbv
AbykvPbvi ZxeZv bwZevPKfveI cfve dj gvbyli Ici| A_vr
KD hLb AwZ-AbykvPbv eva Avv nq mewKQy mK nZvk nq
hvq ZLb G AbykvPbv Zvi Kvbv KjvY Avm bv|
AbK mgq iZi Abvq nq hZ cvi, eo iKgi jbI nZ
cvi; nqZv AveMi ek, SuvKi gv_vq ev cvwicvwkKZvi cfve|
wK cvc hZ iZiB nvK, KD hLb AvwiKfve AbykvPbv Ki
Ges m fyji cybivew Avi bv Ki, mv ZvK gv Ki `b, ZvK
wdi Avmvi myhvM `b| gvkxjZv mvi AbZg Y|
KvRB e_ZvK cvci dj gb Kivi Kvbv KviY bB| e_Zv
njv KvRi dj| A_vr nqZv BwZevPK wekvmi Afve wQjv ev
KvRi cwqvi Kvbv Am~YZv wQjv| AZGe AvcbvK GB wZKi
AbykvPbv ev cvceva _K ewiq AvmZ ne h, AZxZ cvci
KviY Avcwb e_ nQb| wbqwgZ KvqvUvqb Kib| wbRK evSvb
h, Avcwb AbykvPbv KiQb Ges mv AekB AvcbvK gv Kieb|
Avmj mvdji mv_ cvc-cyYi Kvbv mK bB| Lvivc KvR
mvmxiv, AbvqKvixiv mdj nQ Kxfve? mvdj wbRB GKUv MwZ|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

409

mvdj wbfi Ki KvRUv elwqKfve KZUv hywhyfve Kiv nQ


Zvi Ici| cwiYwZ nqZv Avjv`v Avjv`v nZ cvi| hgb, GKRb
Aeafve DcvRb KiZ cvi| Gi Lvivc cwiYwZ ZvK fvM KiZ
ne| wK DcvRb Zvi wVKB nqwQjv|
ZvB AvwiKfve AbykvPbv Kieb| mvi KvQ Abvq Ki
_vKj Zvi KvQ gv Pvb| wZwb gvkxj, gv KiZ fvjevmb|
Avi hw` Abi KvQ Abvq Ki _vKb, Zvnj Zvi KvQ wMq
gvd Pq wbb h, fvB, Avwg Abvq Ki djwQ, AvgvK gvd Ki
`vI| Avi m hw` gviv wMq _vK Zvnj Avcwb h fvjv KvR Kieb
Zvi me mIqve ZvK w`q w`b| KviY euP _vKv AevqB AbykvPbvi
g~j AvQ, gZzi ci AbykvPbv Kvbv KvR Avme bv| Ze Gici
eve `wfw wbq Suvwcq coeb hvZ KvR mdj nZ cvib|
ck : Avgvi gqi eqm Pvi eQi| heb Avgvi PvwiwK `vl wQjv|
gwWUkb Kvm Kivi ci Avwg fyj eySZ ci ZIev KiwQ I
Avj-vni ingZ mme _K gy nqwQ| Avgvi gqi ivwk I nvZi
iLvi wek-lY `Lv hvq, fwelZ ZviI GB mgmv ne| G evcvi
Kx mveavbZv bqv hvq hvZ m mshgx Rxeb hvcb Ki?
Di : Avmj Avcwb GK aibi Acivaeva fyMQb| heb Avcwb
h cvc KiQb Zvi cvqw eva nq Avcbvi gqK w`q ne|
Avj-vn memgq ZIev KeyjKvix| hnZz Avcwb AbykvPbv KiQb Ges
wbRK ai wbqQb, ZvB memgq GB cv_bvB Kieb h, Avcbvi
gqi Rxeb hb Kjylgy nq|
Avi ivwk ev nvZi iLvi wek-lY egyLx nZ cvi| GKB iLvK
efve evLv Kiv hvq Ges GKB iLv GKKRbi nvZ GKK A_
enb Ki| AZGe Avcbvi gqK wbq `ywvi wKQz bB| ZvQvov
Avcwb hnZz gwWUkb Rvbb, ZvB Kgv mUvi gqi Rb
memgq `vqv Kieb| m mr gvbyl ne|
ck : AvovB eQi AvM ^vgxi m Avgvi wWfvm nq hvq| KviY
wQjv Qq/ mvZ eQi AvM Kiv Avgvi GKwU Abvq| wbRK AbK
410

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ai wbqI Avwg Avgvi msmvi UKvZ cvwi wb| fxlY msKUgq mB


mgq KvqvUvg AvgvK bZzbfve euvPvi ^c `Lvq| KVvi msMvg
Ki Avwg GLb ghv`vc~Y GKwU Rxebi w`K GwQ| Qq/ mvZ gvm
ci wcGBPwW i Kiev| Ggwb mgq Avgvi AZxZ Rxebi Kvjv
Aavqjv Avevi Avgvi RxebK `yweln Ki ZzjZ PvBQ| fq nq
hw` Zv AveviI Avgvi Rxeb So Zvj, AvgvK gv-evev, cwievicwiRb nvivZ nq| ZLb Avwg Kxfve euP _vKev? Avgvi cwievi h
Avgvi kl Avkqj| Avwg Kgb Ki AZxZ NUbvjv _K gyw
cvev? Avwg fyjZ PvBjI mgvR AvgvK fyjZ `q bv Kb?
Di : h Kviv Rxeb fyj nZB cvi| hLb KD mwZKvifve
AbykvPbv Ki, ZLb mv ZvK gv Ki `b| Ze mvi gv cvIqv
MjI AbK mgq gvbyli gv AZ mnR cvIqv hvq bv| wK mUv
wbq Avdmvmi wKQy bB| KviY KD fyj Kivi ci mUv wbq
AbykvPbv Kij Ges mB fyji cybivew bv Kij, mUvB Avj-vni
gv I KiYv cvIqvi Rb h_|
KviY AZxZ wbq bq, euvPZ nq fwelr wbq| Avi ZvZ hw` evevgv, cwievi-cwiRbK mge_x wnme cvIqv hvq, Zviv hw` gvi
`wZ `L mnhvMx nZ cvib Zvnj fvjv| Ab_vq euvPZ ne
wbRi cwiPqB| hvMZv ARbi gvag gavK mevq icvwiZ
KiZ ne|
KviY gv-evevK memgq evSvbv bv-I hZ cvi| GUv nZ cvi
Zv`i Awe`vi KviY, v aviYv ev ZvivI `y`kvi e AvemB
KviY| Avi gv-evev bv _vKj eo wKQy Kiv hve bv G aviYvI v|
KviY gv-evev _K AbK `~i wMqI gvbyl eo wKQy KiQ|
hgb gv`vi Zimv| Avjewbqvi GK wQbcj-x _K wZwb QyU
GmwQjb fviZ, wgkbvwiR Ad PvwiwUi gvag `vwi`wK gvbyli
gyL nvwm dzwUqQb, iYxq-eiYxq nqQb| Zvi gv-evev wK Zvi
m wQjb?
Avmj cwievi bq, esk cwiPq bq, mgvRi mevi AvcvZ cksmv ev
^xKwZ bq, gnvb KvRB gvbylK Agi Ki, kq Ki|
AZGe AZxZ bq, Avcbvi Rb iZc~Y njv fwelr hv wbavwiZ
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

411

ne Avcwb gavK KZUv wekvmi mv_ mvi mwi Rb mwi


mevq eq Kijb| Avi ZLbB Avcbvi mg `ytL-M-vwb fm hve|
ck : bwQ, Abvq Kij Zvi dj cZB ne, ay mgqi evcvi|
wK AbykvPbv KijI wK dj cZ ne?
Di : me AbykvPbvB Abvqi cwZdj cvIqv _K iv KiZ cvi
bv, Avcwb hw` Kviv AwaKvi jsNb Ki _vKb Zvnj AbykvPbvi
cvkvcvwk AvcbvK cwZKviI KiZ ne|
AvwiK AbykvPbv I h_vh_ cwZKvi Kij Avj-vn gv Ki
w`ZI cvib| Avi cKZ AbykvPbv nQ fyji cybivew bv Kiv|
Avmj kqZvb Ges gvbyli ga ZdvZ nQ kqZvb AbykvPbv
KiZ cvi bv, kqZvbi KLbv AbykvPbv nq bv| Avi gvbyli GKUv
mnRvZ Y nQ h, m fyj eySZ cvi, AbykvPbv KiZ cvi Ges
ZIev KiZ cvi| ZvB AvwiKfve AbykvPbv Kib| weiZ _vKzb
fyji cybivew _K| Zvici Avj-vni gvi Acv KiZ _vKzb|
ck : AZvekZ h evPv b KiwQ Zvi Rb Kvbv cvc nqQ wK?
cvc nq _vKj Zv _K cwivYi Dcvq Kx?
Di : AZvekZ h evPv b KiQb mUv Zv fyj KiQb| GLb
Avi mUvK wdwiq Avbvi Dcvq bB| GLb hv Kivi AvQ Zv njv
GB fyji cvqw Kiv| Avi Zvi Dcvq njv jvgvi wkKvbbi GKwU
wki AvwZK gv ev AvwZK evev nIqv| Avcbvi wKQz A_i Ae`vb
wkwU h AvjvwKZ ne mUvB Avcbvi cvcgvPb Ki `e|
mvaviYZ AbykvPbv ejZ Avgiv AbK eywS h, mvivY eva nq
ay AvnvRvwi Avi Avdmvm Kiv| Avmj Zv bq| GKRb gvbyl fyj
KiZB cvi| wK eywgvb gvbyl fyji cybivew Ki bv| mwZKvi
AbykvPbv GUvB| Avi mBmv_ GLb hw` mvg_ _vK Zvnj Ab
Kvbvfve Zvi wZc~iY ev cvqw Kiv|
ck : Avwg Lye QvULvUv evcviB Acivaeva fywM| GKmgq Zv GK
aibi gvbwmK mgmvq cwiYZ nq| Kxfve G _K gyw cZ cvwi?
412

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Di : Avmj Ggb gvbyl bB h fyj Ki wb| Rxebi Kvbv bv


Kvbv chvq gvbyl fyj Ki, Abi Abyf~wZK AvnZ Ki, Abi cwZ
AwePvi Ki| Abvq ev fyji djkwZZ mw nq cvceva ev
AbykvPbv| GB cvceva ev AbykvPbvK BwZevPKfve KvR jvMvZ
bv cvij gvivZK gbv`wnK cwZwqv mw KiZ cvi|
cvceva AvZwekvm b Ki, AvZmvbevaK asm Ki, Rxebi
Avb`K gvwU Ki w`Z cvi| cvceva mK b Kiv _K i Ki
RwUj ivMGgbwK Kvvi mwiI KviY nZ cvi| A_P GKUz Pv
KijB cvceva ev AbykvPbvK Avcwb BwZevPK kwZ icvwiZ
KiZ cvib|
KqKwU c`c MnY Ki Avcwb Abvqvm cvcevaK fwelr
mvdji wfwZ icvwiZ KiZ cvib| Avcbvi cvceva ev
AbykvPbvB nq DVZ cvi Avcbvi AvZwbgvYi nvwZqvi|
c_gZ, cvcevaK mZK msKZ wnme weePbv Kib| hKvbv
cvceva gb Kwiq `q h, wKQz GKUv fyj nq hvQ| hLbB
cvceva AvcbvK cQb wdi ZvKvZ, wbRi KvR chvjvPbv KiZ,
wbRi AvPiY cwieZb KiZ Dy Ki ZLb AbykvPbv Avcbvi GK
b^i wg cwiYZ nq|
cLvZ gvwKb MvqK bBj Wvqg-Gi K_v aib| 1972 mvj
bBj Wvqg hLb LvwZi kxl ZLb wZwb msMxZ RMr _K Pvi
eQii weiwZ wbq wbjb| KviY wQjv weeKi `skb|
wZwb wbRK ejjb, c_g weq ZvjvK nqQ| wZxq weqI fO
hvK GUv Avwg PvB bv| wZwb cyiv 48 gvm KvUvjb wbRK wbq, xmvb`i wbq| bBj Wvqg GB weiwZi gvag GKB fyji cybivew
iva Kijb| Pvi eQi ci wZwb wbRK Avwevi Kijb ckv I myLx
gvbyl wnme| g wZwb cjb AvMi Pq AbK mnR mvejxjZv|
ew wnmeI wZwb njb AvMi Pq AgvwqK fvjv gvbyl|
wZxqZ, cvcevai iZ Abyfe Kib| cvceva ev AbykvPbvq
mvov w`q GKRb gvbyl hLb wbRi fyj wZKi AvgYvZK
welvZK I asmvZK AvPiYK mskvab Ki ZLb GB cvcevaB
AvZ Dbqbi mnvqK kwZ icvwiZ nq| ZvB wbRi cwZ ev
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

413

gvbyli cwZ Kvbv fyj ev Abvq Kij AekB AbykvPbv Kiv DwPZ|
AbykvPbvB g`K fvjvq icvwiZ Kivi gZv ivL|
ZZxqZ, cvcevaK wek-lY Kib| mZKZvi mv_ wek-lY Ki
cvcevaK Kgvbv ev mskvab Kiv hZ cvi| GgbwK Zv cyivcywi
`~i Kiv hZ cvi| KgRxex gwnjv bvmixb gq Amy njB
cvceva fyMZb| wZwb PvKwi Kib| gqi hZ wVKfve wbZ cvib
bv, ZvB gq Amy nq| GB wQjv Zvi aviYv|
wZwb G mgmvi K_v Rvbvj Avwg cyiv welqwUKB eveZvi
AvjvK wek-lY Ki `LZ ejjvg| wZwb `Ljb PvKwi Qo w`j
gqK wbq Rxeb aviY Kivi weK Kvbv Avqi Drm Zvi bB|
ZvB PvKwi Qo `qv Zvi c me bq| hnZz GUv me bq, ZvB G
wbq cvceva I AbykvPbv KiviI Kvbv hyw bB| bvmixb hnZz
cvcevaK eveZvi AvjvK wek-lY KiQb Ges eySZ ciQb
GwU Zvi BQvKZ Kvbv Aciva bq, ZvB GB cvceva Zvi ev Zvi
gqi Rxeb Avi Kvbv wZKi cfve djZ cvi wb|
PZy_Z, hywmZ KvR Kib| wbRi cvceva wek-lY Ki m
evcvi hywmZ c`c MnY Kib| wKQz KiZ cvib wb ev Kvbv
fyj Ki djQbGB Acivaeva `~i Kivi Rb mskvabg~jK
c`c MnY Kib| cqvRb gv Pvb, fyj kvaivbvi myhvM _vKj
fyj mskvab Ki wbb| Acivaeva hb AvcbvK Ggb wKQz bv Kivq
hv AhwK I AcqvRbxq|
AvgwiKvi NUbv GwU| GK abvX ew Zvi gZ fvBqi mgvwa
evwbqwQjv, cv_ii Zwi cgvY mvBR gvwmwWR e Mvwoi gWj
w`q| `Lj gb ne GKwU gvwmwWR Mvwo `uvwoq AvQ| fvi GKwU
gv cv_ii L _K GK eQi cwikg Ki Mvwoi gWj Zwi Kib|
LiP co Avgv`i UvKvq 80 j UvKv| GwU Zwii KviY nQ
f`jvKi fvB Mvwoi Rb Ave`vi KiwQjb| eZvi KviY AvR
w`B Kvj w`B Ki Kbv nq wb| Gi gaB `yNUbvq fvB gviv hvq|
f`jvK AbykvPbvq co hvb| ZvB wbRi Acivaevai gvj wnme
fvBqi Keii Ici cv_ii gvUiMvwo ewmq `b|
GUv GK aibi Pig eev| GK cvMjvwgI ejv hvq| Gme bv
414

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Ki wZwb hw` UvKvUv AvZgvbeZvi mevq `vb KiZb, Zvnj gvbyli


DcKvi nZv Avi Zvi fvBqi AvZvI kvw cZ| Avcbvi ejvq
KLbv Ggb NUbv NUj AvZgvbeZvi KjvYg~jK KvR A_ eq
Kib| gZi AvZv kvw cve|
cgZ, KD fyji Ea bq| cw_exZ Ggb Kvbv gvbyl bB h
fyj Ki wb| ZvB KLbv fyj Ki djj fyj ^xKvi Kib| gv Pq
wbb| wbRK gv Ki w`b| memgq gb ivLeb, Avcwb fyji Ea
bb| Avcwb fyj KiZ cvib| ZvB fyj wbq AnZzK I AcqvRbxq
AbykvPbv Kieb bv| gv PvIqv I gv Kivi ga w`q bZzbfve
mewKQz i Kib|
lZ, fyj _K wkv wbb| GKB fyji cybivew ay wbevaivB
Ki _vK| eywgvbiv memgq wbRi fyj _K wkv bq| fyji
cybivew _K weiZ _vK| ZvB GKB fyj ev GKB Acivai cybivew
hvZ bv NU m evcvi mZK _vKzb|
mgZ, ZIev Kib| Kvbv Aciva ev cvc Ki djj
AvwiKfve AbykvPbv Kib| cig KiYvgqi KvQ cv_bv Kib|
Avcbvi cvc gvPbi Rb KiYvgqi mvnvh wbb| Avcwb Rvbb mv
gvkxj| gv nQ mvi mePq eo Y| Avcbvi hKvbv cvcK
wZwb gv Ki w`Z cvib| ZvB AvwiKfve AbykvPbv Kib| ZIev
AvcbvK beRvZ wki gZv wbvc I mvebvgq Ki Zzje|
AgZ, me fyj hvb| mvebvgq fwelZ hvv Kib : fyj
mskvab I AvPiY cwieZb Kivi Rb cqvRbxq me c`c MnY
Kivi ci cvceva ev Acivaeva gb _K wbevwmZ Kib| fyj hvb
AZxZ fyjK| mvebvgq fwelZi cvb GwMq hvb| GB fyj hZ
cvivUv AZ iZc~Y| AcivaevaK gb _K cyivcywi we`vq KiZ
cvijB Avcwb KjvYgq bZzb Rxeb i KiZ cvieb|
Acivaeva ev cvceva _K wbRi DiY NUvbvi Rb Ici
Dwj-wLZ Kkj ev c`c AZ KvhKix| Avcwb Abvqvm GB
Kkj AbymiY Ki wbRi Ab mvebvK weKwkZ Ki GK ckv I
gwngvw^Z Rxebi AwaKvix nZ cvib|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

415

RvbvK gvbvq icvi


ck : Rvwb wK gvwb bv, RvbvK Kxfve gvbvq icvi KiZ cviev?
Di : Avmj h Rvbv, h vb gvbvq icvwiZ nq bv mUv Kvbv
Rvbv bq, mUv Kvbv vb bq| wZwb KLbv vbx nZ cvib bv|
vbx, wkwZ ev Avjg wZwbB whwb Rvbb Ges gvbb| wbRi KjvY
Ges Abi KjvY whwb vbK cqvM Kib|
hgb Avcwb gay mK AbK Rvbb, wK KLbv gay Lvb wb,
AvcbvK wK vbx ejv hve? Avevi Avcwb wmMviUi AcKvwiZv
mcK ee w`jb| wK Zvici g _K bgB aivjb GKUv
wmMviU| Avcbvi Rvbv gvbvq icvwiZ njv bv|
GKevi GK bZv g Lye eZv w`wQjb bvix wbhvZbi wei|
`kK`i ga Zvi xI wQjb| wK evmvq Gm xi mv_ K_v
KvUvKvwUi GK chvq DwRZ nq wZwb xi Mvq nvZ Zzjjb|
Kuv`Z Kuv`Z x ejjbg h K_vjv ejj mjv Kx? ^vgx
ejjb, Ijv Ab bvix`i Rb, Zvgvi Rb bq|
Avgiv GB ceYZv _K eivZ PvB| kvkZ mZi h K_vjv
Avgiv Rvwb, Zv Avgiv gvbZI PvB| KviY GUvB AvjvwKZ nIqvi
c_| GRb wbqwgZ gwWUkb KiZ ne| KviY AvZgM nIqv Qvov
wbRi cewK KLbv wbqY Kiv hvq bv| Avi mBmv_ AUvmvRkb
w`Z ne| Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV AUvmvRkb eBq iqQ nvRviiI
ewk AUvmvRkb| AvQ Gi AwWI wmwW-mU| Avi AvZRvMiY
wmwWZ AvQ evQvB Kiv GKk AUvmvRkbi GKUv msKjb| Gjv
_K eQ wbZ cvib cqvRbxq AUvmvRkbjv| Zvici wbqwgZ
w`Z _vKzb| RvbvK gvbvq icvii Pvq Avcwb mdj neb|
GQvov dvDkbi mv_ GKvZ _vKvi Pv Kib| wbqwgZ
AvjvKvqb, mv`vKvqb, KvqvUvg MvRyqU nj cv Rvjvwj Avi
KvqvUvg gvvi nj mv RvjvwjZ Avmyb| PZbvi K_v Ab`i
Rvbvbvi RbI KvR Kib| ckv-evmvi ci KvqvwUqvi wnme
hZUv me mgq `qvi Pv Kib| `Leb axi axi Avcbvi
Rvbvjv GKUv GKUv Ki cwZdwjZ nQ Avcbvi Rxeb|
416

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Abb gvbyl
ck : AbK fyj Kivi ciI wK AvjvwKZ ev Abb gvbyl nIqv me?
Di : gvbyl Avmj fvjv nqB RbMnY Ki| bexRx (m) fve
ejQb, cZK gvbe wkB fvjv nq Rb| gv-evev ev cwiek
cwiwwZ viv nq m fvjvfve weKwkZ nq, bq Zv Lvivcfve
weKwkZ nq| wK hw` Zvi fvjv cewjvK Zzj aiv hvq, fvjv
ceYZvK ei Ki Avbv hvq Zvnj wbtm`n Rxebi hKvbv i
_K m fvjv nZ cvi|
GKRb gvbyl PvBj h KZ wbPz Aev _KI gnr Rxeb DbxZ
nZ cvi Zvi GK Av`k D`vniY nRiZ dvRvqj Beb AvqvR (i)|
AvR _K cvq 1200 eQi AvM mgiL` Zvi Rb| GLb hUv
DRewKvb coQ| hyeK eqm dvRvqj wQjb GKRb c_`my|
gvb c_i WvKvZ| h ivv w`q ZLbKvi gvbyl GK kni _K ev GK
Mvg _K AviK kni ev AviK Mvg hZ, dvRvqj mLvb IuZ
cZ _vKZb| Kvbv gvj`vi cw_K `LjB Svc _K ewiq
Suvwcq coZb Zv`i Ici Ges A_-Kwo mvbv-`vbv ev g~jevb hv
wKQy cZb me wQwbq wbZb| KD hw` KLbv evav w`Zv ZvK gvi
LZ nZv| GfveB PjwQjv dvRvqji Rxeb|
GKevi GK my`ix gqi cg cob wZwb| GKw`b gqwUi mv_
`Lv Kivi Rb DuPz GKUv `qvji Ici DVQb| Ggb mgq bjb
KD GKRb KviAvb ZjvIqvZ KiQ| KviAvbi evYxjv Zvi
`q Mfxifve iLvcvZ Kijv| mLvb _K Pj Mjb wZwb|
mw`b ivZ Avi WvKvwZ KiZ eivjb bv| Avkq wbjb GKUv
cwiZ cvmv`| nVvr `Lb mLvb KqKRb cw_K em AvQ|
Zv`i GKRb ejQ, Pj Avgiv ei nB| AviKRb ejjv, bv, bv GB
ivZ eivj WvKz dvRvqj Avgv`i Ici AvgY KiZ cvi|
ZviPq fvi bv nIqv ch GLvb Acv KivB fvjv|
b dvRvqj LyeB wePwjZ nq cojb| Gfve wZwb gvbyli gb
vm mw KiQb! GZ AvZ _vK gvbyl ZvK wbq!
mv_ mv_ wZwb Zv`i mvgb wMq ejjb, kvbv fvBqiv
ce 1 \ gwWUkb
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417

Avgvi! Zvgv`i Kvbv fq bB| AvR _K dvRvqji AvZ _K


Zvgiv gy|
cw_Kiv gyL PvIqv-PvIwq KiZ jvMjv| G K? Kv_v _K
GmQ? Avi ejQB ev Kx? hv-B nvK kl ch Zviv ei njv Ges
wbivc`B evwo cuQjv|
Gici _K dvRvqj nq Mjb GK Ab gvbyl| WvKvwZ Qo
cvwb UvbvK ckv wnme wbjb| gvbyli evwo evwo wMq cvwb fi
w`q AvmZb Ges G _K h DcvRb nZv Zv w`q wbRi I
cwievii fiYcvlY KiZb|
dvRvqj AZxZi cvci Rb Mfxifve AbykvPbv Kijb|
AvMi Rxeb Zvi GKUv Afvm wQjv h, hvi KvQ _K hv wKQy
WvKvwZ KiZb Zvi me wnme ivLZb| GB wnmeUv GLb Zvi Lye
KvR jvMjv| Zvi viv wZM cZKwU gvbylK wZwb cvB cvB Ki
wZc~iY Kijb| hZY bv m Lywk nQ| Ges cZKi KvQ _K
gv Pq wbjb|
Zvi WvKvwZi wkKvi nqwQjv GK Bw`| Bw`i `vwe wQjv Zvi
KvQ _K dvRvqj h evMUv wQwbq wbqwQjb mUv fwZ wQjv
mvbv| GB mvbv bv `qv ch m gv Kie bv| GLb dvRvqj
hZB ZvK evSvZ hvb, ZZB m Abo| KZ KvKzwZ-wgbwZ, KZ
Abybq-webq wKQyZB wKQy njv bv|
kl ch GKw`b Bw` ejjv, `L Avwg Avmj cwZv KiwQjvg
h hZY bv Zzwg GK evM mvbv Avgvi nvZ Zzj w`Qv ZZY Avwg
ZvgvK gv Kiev bv| hvnvK Zzwg GK KvR Ki| Avgvi Ni AgyK
RvqMvq GK evM mvbv AvQ| mUv Zzwg Avgvi nvZ Gb `vI| AZ
Avgvi cwZvi K_vUv wVK _vKzK|
dvRvqj Zv-B Kijb| Bw`i nvZ evMUv Zzj `qvi ci m
evMUv hLb Lyjjv, Zvi Zv PvL Qvbveov| G Kx! mwZ mwZB `wL
evMi fZi PKPK KiQ my`i my`i me mvbvi gvni| m-Zv GB
evMi fZi ivv _K gqjv, bvsiv me bywo-cv_i Kzwoq fi
iLwQjv| dvRvqjK m cixv KiZ PvwQjv h, Zvi ZIev
Avmj KZUv AvwiK| KviY ZvIivZ (Bw``i agM) m coQ
h GKRb gvbyl hLb AvwiKfve ZIev Ki ZLb Zvi nvZi k
418

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

GgbwK evjyI mvbvq cwiYZ nq| m cixvq dvRvqj h GZ


fvjvfve cvk Ki hve Zv m KbvI Ki wb| Ges GUv h mwZ
mwZ NUjv mUv wekvm KiZI Zvi wKQyUv mgq jvMjv| Ze wekvm
hLb Kijv ZLb cyivcywi wekvm Kijv| Bmjvg MnY Kijv m| Avi
dvRvqj h mwZB GKRb AwjZ icvwiZ nqQb m mv w`jv|
A_vr fvjv nIqvi myhvM, mr cew, mr ^fve GUv gvbyli gvS
Pvcv coZ cvi wK mr cewK KD asm KiZ cvi bv| hKvbv
mgqB mr cewK ei Ki Avbv hvq| mr nIqv hvq| Abb gvbyl
nIqv hvq|
ck : gvbyli Rxebi P~ov mdjZv ev mv_KZv Kv_vq Ges wKm wbwnZ?
Di : Avcbvi Pvicvki gvbyl hw` Avcbvi Rxebi kl A_vr hLb
Avcwb GB Rxeb _K Ab Rxeb cvwo `eb ZLb Ai _K Kvbvq
fO co Zvnj eySZ ne h, Avcbvi Rxeb mv_K nqQ| hw` Zv
bv nq Zvnj eySZ ne Avcbvi Rxeb e_ nqQ GB Kvj Ges IB
KvjI| AvRKvj Zv giv evwoZ hvIqvUvI GKUv ivRbxwZ nq MQ
h, ILvb Mj wUwf Kvgiv Avme, Qwe DVe BZvw`| mUv bv, hw`
Avcbvi Pvicvki gvbyli Ai Kvbvq fO co Zvnj eySZ ne
h, Avcbvi Rxeb mv_K nqQ|
ck : AvjvwKZ ev Abb gvbyli Y Kx ?
Di : Abb gvbyl nQ mh `ytLK Avb`, ivMK myZvq,
nZvkvK ckvwZ Ges AfveK cvPzh icvwiZ KiZ cvi| m ay
wbRB gy nq bv, nvRviv gvbylK gywi c_ `Lvq|
mvaviY gvbyl memgq wnme Ki Kx cjvg| Zvi wPvUvB nQ
Avwg Kx cvev, Avgvi Kx jvf ne, Avwg Kx cvwQ| PvIqv-cvIqvUvK
m memgq ei A `L| AgyK KvRUv Kij Avgvi Kx ne G wPv
m Ki Ges mUv cvIqvi Rb KvbvwKQz KiZB Zvi evav bB|
mUv KiZ wMq hw` jvLv gvbyli wZ nq, hw` nvRviv gvbyli
AKjvY nq ZvZI Zvi Kvbv wav bB| GwU GKwU `wfw|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

419

Avi wZxq `wfw nQ Kx w`jvg| Avwg Kx w`Z cvijvg| GB


`wfwUvB nQ Abb gvbyli `wfw| m memgq Kx w`Z cvijv,
KZUzKz w`Z cvijv, KZUzKz mev KiZ cvijv Zv wbq fve| hLvb
mvaviY gvbyl fve KZUzKz cjvg|
GUv QvULvUv hKvbv welq w`q i nZ cvi| gv-K w`qI
i nZ cvi| gv Avgvi Rb Kx Kijv? AvRK kxZi mKvj wcVv
evwbq w`Z cviZv| wK gv w`jv bv| GUv nQ mvaviY gvbyli
`wfw| Avi Abb gvbyli `wfw nQ AvRK mKvj gv-K Avwg
Kx w`Z cvwi|
Awnsmv I gvq m wekvm Ki| m wnsmvi c_ KLbv hvq bv|
ZviI AveM I cew iqQ| wK GUv m wbqY ivL| Abi viv
bq, jvjmvi viv bq, m wbqwZ nq mZ viv|
m gZyK fq cvq bv, gZzK bZzb Rxebi m~Pbv gb Ki| m
KLbv `vm nq bv| gywi A^lvq AvZ`vbK AbK kq gb Ki|
Abi KvQ Avkq Pvq bv, nvRvi gvbyli AvwZK Avkq cwiYZ nq|
m ay wbR cvPzh cvq bv, nvRvi gvbyl Zvi KvQ Gm cvPzhi
mvb cvq| m KLbv kvlK nq bv, m nq kvwlZi ez Ges
kvwlZi gywi c_-c`kK| m Rvb m KmwgK Uvfjvi, GB Rxeb
kl Ki m bZzb Rxeb cek Kie Ges Zvi cwZ m bq|
ck : mvaviYfve ejv nq, GKUz eqm evoK| Zvici ag, bwZKZv
Gme wbq fvev hve| Avmj wK ZvB?
Di : GUv GKUv LyeB fyj aviYv| KviY Avcwb GLb euP AvQb|
GK gyn~Z ci Avcwb euP _vKZ cvieb wK bv Avcwb Rvbb bv|
GKevi GK KcY AbK ab-m` RgvQ| RgvQ Zv RgvQB|
Kvbv `vb-LqivZ Ki bv cvQ Kg hvq G fq| Qj-gq-xi
Rb LiP Ki bv| GgbwK wbRi RbI bv| GKUv fvjv mvj
ciZ cvi bv| hw` ewk `vg w`q wKbZ nq| gywPi KvQ _K mjvB
KivZ KivZ mvji `kv kl| Zvi evwoi KvRi jvKi
mvjI Gi Pq fvjv|
Zvi Kej GKUvB wPvfwelZ GKmgq Gme UvKvcqmv KvR
420

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

jvMe| ZLb wbw _vKv hve| wK mB fwelr h Ke Zv m


wbRI Rvb bv|
Gi gaB Zvi gZzi mgq nq Mj| dikZv Rvb KeP Kivi
Rb iwW| m-Zv dikZvK `L c_g agKv-agwK, Zvici
KvKzwZ-wgbwZ i Kijv| AvgvK wbq hveb bv| GZ K Ki UvKvcqmv Rgvjvg, euPB hw` bv _vwK Zvnj Kx jvf! Avgvi m`i
AaKB AvcbvK w`q w`wQ| gv wZbwU w`b euP _vKZ w`b|
dikZv Zvi K_v b nvmjv| AbK mgq AeyS evPvi K_v b
Avgiv eoiv hiKg nvwm| evSvZ Pv Kijv, `L AvgvK Nyl
`qvi Pv Ki jvf bB| Avwg Gme wKQyi Ea| Avi Zvgvi gZzi
mgq GLbB| GUvK cQvbvi Kvbv myyhvM bB| KDB Zv cvi bv|
kl Pv wnme m AveviI ejjv, wVK AvQ, Zvnj GKUv w`b
AZ w`b| Avgvi me m`B Avwg w`q w`wQ| dikZvK Abo
`L GKmgq KcY jvKwU mwZ mwZB eySjv h, ZvK giZB ne|
GLb Avi wKQy Kivi bB|
ZLb m ejjv, Avwg wK Zvnj gv GKUv wgwbU cZ cvwi GKUv
QvU bvU jLvi Rb? dikZv ejjv, nuv, Zv nZ cvi|
ZLb KcY jvKwU hv wjLwQjv Zv hviv euP AvwQ Zv`i Rb Lye
iZc~Y| K_v KqwU njvwcq cvVK, G bvUwU Avcwb coQb, Zvi
gvb Avcwb GLbv euP AvQb| Avcwb fvMevb| Rxebi evwK
mgqjv Ggb wKQy hvMvoi Rb LiP Ki djeb bv, hv Avcwb
wbq hZ cvieb bv| Ggb wKQyB Kib hv Avcwb wbq hZ cvieb|
Avgiv gb Kwi eqm nvK, Zvici Abb gvbyl nIqv hve| GKUv
Wvj hw` i _K euvKv nq hvq Zvnj MvQ eo nIqvi mv_ mv_ Zv
mvRv nq bv, euvKvB _vK| KvRB hviv fve GLb eqm Kg, GLb ag,
bwZKZv, Abb gvbyl BZvw` wbq fvevi `iKvi Kx? mr KvR, fvjv
KvR eyov nq Kiev| GLb `ov`wo Kwi, Avb`-dwZ Kwihviv
GiKg c-vb KiQ Zv`i Kviv vivB Rxeb fvjv KvR nq wb|
hviv fvjv KvR KiQ Zviv Kkvi _K, heb _K i
KiQ| h KviY KvqvUvg Avgiv ewj, GLb heb hvi, Abb gvbyl
nIqvi k mgq Zvi|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

421

ck : GKRb Abb gvbyl wK Zvi RweK cqvRb gUve bv? Zvi wK


elwqK cqvRb ne bv?
Di : AekB ne| Abb gvbyliv Afvex wQjb bv| cqvRb cyivcywi
c~iY bv Ki KD RweK AwZ ZvM Kib wb| GKRb Abb
gvbyliI RweK I elwqK cqvRb gUvevi evcvi AvQ| wK m
KLbv Gjvi Rb Afveeva fyMe bv|
Avmj cqvRb I Afve GK bq| cvw_e wRwbmi cqvRb AvQ
Ze hZUzKz cqvRb ZZUzKz Qvov AwZwiUv `iKvi bB| Avi Afve
njv ZzQ I elwqK welqi mv_ Rwoq hvIqv| gyiwM hgb cvwbZ
wfRj Rwoq hvqnuvmi gZv DV AvmZ cvi bv| nuvm cvwbZ
gyiwMi Pq ewk Wye `q muvZvi KvU ZeyI cvwb ZvK k Ki bv|
Afvex nj ZvB Avcwb Abb gvbyl nZ cvieb bv| hLb Avgiv
Abyfe KiZ cviev Avgv`i nvivbvi wKQy bB ZLb Avgiv `Lev
h, Pvicvk cIqvi iqQ AbK wKQy|
mgvU nZ nj cvq Kx Kx jY _vKZ neG evcvi GK
RvwZlx ek cvi`kx wQjb| GKw`b c_ hZ hZ cvqi Qvc
`L wZwb eySjb GwU GKRb mgvUi cvqi Qvc| wZwb KZ~njekZ
cvqi Qvc `L GwMq Mjb I Zvi KvQ wMq `Ljb h, GKRb
mbvmx em AvQb| mbvmxK `L wZwb AevK njb| mbvmxi cvq
mgvUi Qvc `L wZwb wev nq Mjb| Zvi nvZ `L wZwb Aviv
wech nq MjbG Zv mgvUi nvZ|
Zvi weeZ Aev `L mbvmx ZvK wRm Kijb, Avcwb weeZ
Kb? wZwb ejjb, Avgvi mvivRxebi vb, mvabv e_v njv| Avcbvi
Zv mgvU nIqvi K_v| Avgvi MYbv Zv-B ej| wK Avcwb Zv mgvU
bb| Avgvi vb wK Zvnj e_v Mj?
mbvmx RvbZ PvBjb, mgvU KvK ejh MnY Ki, bv h w`Z
cvi? RvwZlx ejjb, h w`Z cvi|
mbvmx ejjb, Zvnj AvwgB mgvU, KviY hv wKQy Avgvi wQjv me
wKQy Avwg w`Z ciwQ| Avgvi nvivbvi wKQy bB|
RvwZlx Zvi cwiPq RvbZ PvBjb|
mbvmx RvbvjbwZwb wmv_ A_vr MZg ey|
422

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

iRx/ gnvRvZK/ GjwR


ck : Avcbvi bvgi mv_ h gnvRvZK kwU AvQGUv wK
BmjvgmZ? Bmjvg RvZK, RvwZi BZvw`Z wekvm Zv Kzdwi|
Di : Avmj gnvRvZK bvg Avwg `wbK BdvKmn wewfb cwKvq
h ivwkdj wjLZvg Zv _KB AbK gb KiZ jvMjb h, RvZK
ki A_ eva nq RvwZl| Avi gnvRvZK gvb gnvRvwZl| Avmj
RvZK ki A_h RbMnY KiQ| m wnme cwZwU gvbyl njv
RvZK| hgb, beRvZ wkK ejv nq beRvZK|
Avi gnvRvZK gvb gnvb h RvZK| GUv GKUv Qbvg| hgb
ebdzj, ksKi ev hvhvei| wKQyw`b AvM Avgv`i `ki GKRb wewk
mvsevw`K BKvj KiQbmgy` | wK GwU wQjv Zvi Qbvg|
Zvi Avmj bvg njv Ave`yj gvbvb| hgb KvRx Avbvqvi nvmbi
jLK bvg nQ we`yr wg| GgbwK iex`bv_I fvbywmsn Qbvg Zvi
c_g iPbv cKvk KiwQjb| m iKg gnvRvZKI GKwU cb bg ev
Qbvg ev jLK bvg| GLvb Kzdwi ev BmjvgmZ nIqv bv nIqvi
Kvbv welq bB|
ck : iRx Avcwb `vwo ivLb bv| Avcbvi eo Muvd iqQ| GUv
BmjvgweiGB ej Avgvi GK ez cvqB AvgvK wei Ki| Avwg
jwZ nB| Di w`Z cvwi bv| wK Avwg ZvK KvqvUvg AvbZ
PvB| G evcvi cwivifve wKQy ejj Lywk nev|
Di : `vwoi mv_ Bmjvgi mKUv KZUzKz Zv Avgv`i eySZ ne|
`vwo bexRx (m) Gi GKwU mybZ| wK diR bq ev Cgvbi Ask bq|
KvRB `vwo w`q KD hw` Kviv Cgvb wePvi KiZ hvb wZwb fyj
Kieb| `vwo ivLb bvay G hywZB KvDK Bmjvgwei ejv
GUvI ne GKUv v KvR| Ze `vwo ivLv mybZ Ges whwb Zv cvjb
Kieb, wZwb mIqve cveb| wK `vwo diR ev Cgvbi A ev `vwo bv
ivLj cwivY cvIqv hve bvGgb Kvbv ee KviAvb-nv`xm
Kv_vI bB| Avi Muvdi evcvi welqwU Aviv mnR| Muvd eo
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

423

ivLZ wbla Kiv nqQ| KviY LZ wMq Muvd cvwb jvMj, cvwb
gvKin nq hvq| Avj-vni kvKi| Avwg G evcvi h_ mPZb|
cvkvK-AvkvK, `vwo-Muvdi gZv z` evcvi wbq KvivB jwZ
nIqvi wKQy bB| Gi fvjv-g` meUzKzB ewMZ| Avcwb ZvK
KvqvUvg AvbZ PvQb Zvi KjvYi Rb| Zvi ivMgyw, mvdj,
cvPzh I ckvwi Rb| Avgiv hLb Kvbv mevi Rb ev wkvi Rb
Kviv KvQ hvB ZLb wK Zvi cvkvK-AvkvK `vwo Muvd `wL, bv m
welq Zvi vb cvwZ I `Zv `wL? ^vfvweKfveB ewniveiYi
Pq hvMZv-`ZvKB ewk iZ `B| Bmjvg h Cgvbi K_v,
`ywbqv I AvLivZi KjvYi K_v ej, miKg gReyZ Cgvb`vi
nIqvi Rb, kvKiMvRvi nIqvi Rb, ivMgy my Rxebi Rb,
bvgvR gbvhvM evwoq Avj-vni bKU jvfi Rb KvqvUvg g_W
GB hyMi evwbKfve cixwZ cgvwYZ cwqv| jvLv gvbyl DcKZ
nqQb| Avcbvi ez Gj wZwbI DcKZ neb|
ck : Bmjvgi `wZ wK RvwZlkv nvivg? nvZ `Lv, Kvw Kiv,
wVKzwR Kiv wK wbwl? GRbB wK Avcwb Qo w`qQb? Avwg iZ cwi
Ges wekvm Kwi Kvbv mgmv ne bv|
Di : RvwZlwevb ev GjwR GKwU mvq| GwU njv mvq Ad
cvevwewjwUm ev cwmwewjwUm| A_vr Kx nZ cvi Zv wbq AwfgZ,
evLv, chvjvPbv ev AbygvbGUvB njv RvwZlwevb| Avi
Bmjvgi `wZ Gi MnYhvMZv wbq wewk Avjg`i AwfgZ Avgiv
MnY KiwQ| Avj-vgv nhiZ gIjvbv gynv` Ave`yi inxg, Avj-vgv
AvjvDwb Avj AvRnvix, Avj-vgv nvdR gyn` nvexeyi ingvb cgyL
`keiY Avjg`i mv_ Avwg G welq ewMZfve Avjvc KiwQ|
Zviv myfve ejQb, GKgv Avj-vnB cvib wbwZfve
KvbvwKQy NUe GUv ejZ, Kvbv gvbyl Zv cvi bv| wK KD hLb
Kvbv mvebvi K_v ej, ej GUv nZ cvi, mUv NUZ cvi, ZLb
Zv wbq Kvbv weZK bB| Ges GjwRi AvjvK KD hw` GB
mvebvi K_v ej Zvnj Zv Bmjvgi eaZvi mxgvi gaB _vK|
cwe KviAvbi m~iv Rxbi 26-27 b^i AvqvZ Avj-vn Zvqvjv
424

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

ejQb, Mvqe ev fwelr aygv wZwbB Rvbb, hw` bv wZwb KvDK


Rvbvb, hgb wZwb imyj`i RvwbqQb| A_vr Rvbvi c_ Lvjv AvQ|
wZwb h KvDK BQv fwelr RvbvZ cvib, h KvDK BQv Mvqe
RvbvZ cvib, GUv Ibvi GLwZqvi| Avi GUv Avj-vni GKwU AvkvmB
h, h hv RvbZ Pvq, Avj-vn mB welq ZvK vb `vb Kib|
Avmj RvwZlx wbq Avgv`i mgvR AbKi ga h weic
gbvfve Zvi g~j AvQ mv`vwqK `wfw| KviY Avgv`i GLvb
AZxZ RvwZlPPv KiZb g~jZ evY cwZiv| AZGe RvwZlwevb PPv Kij m gymjgvb _vKe bv| mBmv_ KviAvb-nv`xmi
ccvZ`y evLvi gvag Kicx GKkYxi Avjg G welqwUK
agxq wblai eovRvj ew` Ki djb| Zviv MYKi fvM MYbvi
mv_ RvwZl wevbK GKvKvi Ki djb|
A_P Bmjvgi ^YhyM hZ eo eo cwZ wQjbAvj eibx, Beb
Lvj`yb, Beb wmbv, Beb ik`, Avj evvbx, Avj wKw`, Avj
Av`vjvmx, Avj RviKvwj, Beb evv, Beb Zvdvqj, Beb Avivex,
Bevnxg Avj dvhvwi, Avj dviMvwb, Avj LviRwg, Avj Zvivwe, Igi
Lqvg, Beb BDbym, DjyM eM, bvwmiwb Avj Zzmx cgyL gymwjg
gbxlxMY RvwZl wevbi PPv KiQb|
KviY Zv`i AbyciYv wQjv cwe KviAvbi evYxwbqB AvKvk
I cw_exi mwZ, w`b-ivwi AveZb vbx`i Rb wb`kb iqQ|
Zviv `uvwoq, em ev kvwqZ Aevq Avj-vnK iY Ki| Zviv AvKvk
I cw_exi mwinm wbq Mfxi avb wbgM nq Ges ej, n Avgv`i
cwZcvjK! Zzwg Gme Ab_K mw Ki wb (m~iv Avj Bgivb 190191)| cwe KviAvbi 85 bs m~ivwUi bvg eyiR hvi gvb ivwkP|
Aviwe fvlvq ivwkK eyiR ejv nq|
evM`v`i wbRvwgqv gv`vmv ZLb wQjv weki cavb wekwe`vjq|
mLvbKvi cvVZvwjKvq wQjv GB Bjg Avj bvygx hv GKBmv_
GjwR Ges Gbwg`yUvKB evSvZv| Ggb Kvbv gymwjg cwZ
wQjb bv whwb GjwRZ ` wQjb bv| AvaywbK RvwZwevb
eqvim vi PvU ev eqvii ZvivZvwjKv eenvii AvM ch
cPwjZ wQjv wRR-B-DjyM eM ev DjyM eMi ZvivZvwjKv hv cYqb
Kib gahyMi mePq LvZbvgv gymwjg RvwZwevbx DjyM eM|
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

425

AvaywbK RvwZwevb hZ bi bvg iqQ Gi wZb fvMi GK


fvMB nQ Aviwe bvg|
cwZ Avj eibx wQjb myjZvb gvngy`i ivR RvwZl| wZwb hLb
myjZvb gvngy`i `ievi Avmb myjZvb Zvi RvwZl wevb `Zv
cixv Kivi wmv wbjb| wZwb Avj eibxK ejjb, AvMvgxKvj
Avwg Kvb `iRv w`q wmsnvmb cek Kiev, Zv ejZ ne|
wmv njvAvj eibx me wnme-wbKk Ki Zvi wmv wjL
GKUv Lvg wmjMvjv Ki myjZvbK `eb| myjZvb LvgwU wmsnvmb
iL hveb| ciw`b myjZvb `ievi Gm mevi mvgb Zv Lyjeb|
h_vwbqg Avj eibx Zvi QK Kl wnme Ki Zvi fwelvYx wjL
Lvg wmjMvjv Ki myjZvbi nvZ w`jb| myjZvb Zv wmsnvmb iL
`ievi kl Ki ewiq Gjb| GmB Kzg Kijb`qvj fO
ivZi gaB bZzb GKwU `iRv wbgvY KiZ ne|
h_vixwZ `iRv wbwgZ njv| ci w`b myjZvb gvngy` bZzb `iRv
w`q nvmZ nvmZ `ievi cek Kijb| fveLvbv GB h, Avj
eibxK AvR fvjfveB R Kiv hve| KviY ^vfvweKfveB we`gvb
wZbwU `iRvi hKvbv GKwUi K_vB KvMR jLv _vKe|
myjZvb wmsnvmbi w`K GwMq Mjb| LvgwU Zzjjb| gxi nvZ
w`jb| Lyj coZ ejjb| gx Lvg Lyjjb| KvMR jLv AvQ
myjZvb AvR bZzb GKwU `iRv w`q `ievi cek Kieb|
`ievimy mfvm`iv weq nv nq Mjb|
Kwe wnme weLvZ njI Igi Lqvg wQjb Lvivmvbi ivR
RvwZl| wZwb ZvwiL B Rvjvwj bvg wbfyj Kvjvi Zwi Kib|
MMix Kvjvii mv_ Zzjbv KijB Lqvgi MYbvi kZ cgvwYZ
nq| eZgvb mviv wek cPwjZ MMix Kvjvi Abymvi 3330 eQii
MYbvq GKw`bi cv_K `Lv `e| Aciw`K Igii Kvjvi
wnme MYbv Kij 5000 eQi GKw`bi ZviZg `Lv `e|
Igi Lqvgi RvwZl-vb GZ wbfyj wQjv h, wbRi gZzi
w`b-Y mK Zvi aviYv wQjv| HwZnvwmK kvnRywii eYbv
AbymvigZzi w`b Lqvg ivRv iLwQjb| gvMwiei mgq nj
wZwb bvgvR `uvovb| mR`vq wMq wZwb DP^i ejbAvj-vn!
h_vmva ZvgvKB PqwQ| AvR Avgvi wgbwZZvgvi KiYv I gv
426

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

_K hb ewZ bv nB| mR`v _K wZwb Avi IVb wb|


Avwg hLb GjwR PPv KiwQ ZLb Bmjvgi `wfwB Avgvi
mvgb cwivi wQjv| hw`I mmgqI Gme wbq gvS gvS nvmKi
cwiwwZi gyLvgywL nZ nZv|
hgb, GKevi GK weqevwoZ wMqwQ| AwZw_`i mv_ AvgvK
cwiwPZ Kwiq `qv nQ| ZLb mLvb DcwZ GKRb wewk gIjvbv
Avgvi cwiPq cqB DwRZ nq DVjb| mevi mvgbB mivmwi
AvgY Ki ej DVjb, Avcwb Zv RvwZl, gnvRvZK| Avcwb
nvweqv `vRL hveb|
Avwg webqi mv_ wRm KijvgKb Ryi!
wZwb i ^i ejjb, Avcwb fwelvYx Kib|
Avwg `Ljvg h, GLb hw` G K_vi Kvbv Reve bv w`B Zvnj
DcwZ`i ga GKUv wgk cwZwqv nZ cvi| Avwg nm ejjvg,
Ryi, Avcbvi K_v hw` wVK nq Zvnj Avgvi Kvbv `ytL bB| KviY
mLvb Avcbvi gZv Avjgi KvQvKvwQB Avwg _vKev|
G K_v b wZwb Avevi w nq DVjb| KviY Avgvi gZv
GKRb RvwZl ZvK GiKg ge Kie GUv wZwb fveZB cvib wb|
Avwg ejjvg, Ryi, ivM Kivi AvM AvgvK Zv GKUz wRm Kieb
h, Kb Avwg G K_v ejwQ|
Avgvi K_v b DcwZ AwZw_iv ejjb, wVK K_v| ejb|
Avwg ZLb ejjvg, Ryi `Lb, Avgiv fwelvYx Kwi GK eQi,
`yB eQi, 10 eQi, 20 eQieoRvi 50 eQii Rb| Avi Avcwb
Avwg gviv hvev, Avcwb gviv hveb| Kzj gvLjyKvZ asm ne|
KqvgZ ne, Zvici nvki ne, Zvici wbavwiZ ne K Kv_vq hve
bv hve| A_vr nvRvi ev j eQi ci Kx NUe mB fwelvYx Avcwb
Kijb Avgvi evcvi| hw` 50 eQi cii fwelvYx Kivi Rb
AvgvK nvweqv `vRL hZ nq, Zvnj j eQi cii fwelvYx Ki
AvcbvKI nvweqv `vRL hZ ne| KviY Gi Pq wbK `vRL Zv
Avi bB| mB Rb ejwQRyi, Avcbvi K_v hw` wVK nq Ze
`vRL Avcbvi KvQvKvwQB Avwg _vKev| b wZwb Pzc nq Mjb|
GLb Avwm Avcbvi ck h, Kb Avwg RvwZl PPv KiwQ bv| Avwg
Avgvi Rxeb hLb hv KiwQ Zv KiwQ c~Y gbvhvM w`q| dj
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

427

KvqvUvg g_Wi mv_ m nIqvi ci GjwRi gZv evcK


GKwU welq gbvhvM `qv Avi Avgvi c me nq wb| KviY Zvnj
Zv nZv Avgvi KvqU`i ewZ Kiv| Avi mBmv_ Avwg wekvm Kwi
GLb Avwg hv KiwQ Zv GjwRi Pq gvbyli AbK ewk KjvY
KiQ| KviY AvM ejZ cviZvg h, Avcbvi GB ivM nZ cvi, GB
Amyweav nZ cvi| wK GLb ejZ cvwi, GB ivM nZ cvi wK
Avcwb hw` gwWUkb Kib, GB KiYxqjv AbymiY Kib Zvnj
Bbkvj-vn Avcwb G _K gy _vKZ cvieb|
Avi wZxq welq nQ iZ ci Avcwb hw` gb Kib h, GUv
AvcbvK cvUKkb `e, Zvnj Avcwb fyj Kieb| iZ ci mgmvi
mgvavb Kiv hvq bv| iZ ci KvwUcwZ nIqv hvq bv| GKevi GKRb
Gm AvgvK Lye Ki aijv ZvK Ggb GKUv cv_i hvMvo Ki w`Z
ne hv cij Qq gvm m KvwUcwZ nq hve| Avwg ZLb wRm
Kijvg Zvnj Avwg Kx `vl KiwQ? hw` GiKg Kvbv cv_i _vKZvB
hv ci KvwUcwZ nIqv hvq Zvnj Zv mUv Avwg c_g ciZvg|
Avcbv`i civgk w`q wd cvev ej GLvb em _vKZvg bv|
Avmj iZ-cv_i Kvbv Kvbv ^vi Rb, kvixwiKgvbwmK myZvi Rb DcKvwi| AbKUv Ilyai gZv| GUv Avcbvi
fvMK e`jvZ cvie bv, ev cvie bv AvcbvK cUKkb w`Z|
ck : weqi AvMB Avwg KvqvUvg Kvm KiwQ| cvMvgjvZ ZLb
wbqwgZ hZvg| wK weqi ci kievwoi Avcwi KviY GLb Avi
hZ cvwi bv| wekl Ki Avgvi kvwoi eo Avcw njv iRx
bvgwU wbq| wZwb ejb, iRx Zv nq wn`y nj| Zvgv`i iRx wK
wn`y? eywS, Zvi K_v AhwK| wK ZvK evSvev Kgb Ki?
Di : Avmj iRx Avgvi bvg bq| c`exI bq| Avgvi Kvm Ask
wbq KvqvUvg g_W viv DcKZ nq Avgvi cwZ fvjevmvi KviY
KD AvgvK iRx, KD Iv`Rx, KD Ryi, KD mvi ej m^vab
Kib| Avgiv Avgv`i wkKK fvjemB m^vabi GKwU k wVK
Ki bB| GB m^vabi mv_ agi Kvbv mK bB| Avwg GKRb
wkK| Avcbvi kievwoZ h m^vab WvKj Zviv Lywk neb m
428

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

m^vabB WvKeb| ZvZ hw` KvqvUvgi cvMvg Avmvi evav KU


hvq Ze AvwgB ewk Avbw`Z nev|
ck : Avgiv wK iRx A_ev gv-Rx nZ cviev? Avgiv wK m iKg
gbQwe `LZ cvwi?
Di : ck KiQbiRx ev gv-Rx nZ cvieb wK bv| Zvi gvb
Avgv`i mK Avcbvi gb GKUv my`i aviYv iqQ| gb KiQb
h, iRx ev gv-Rx nZ cviv fvjv| Ges Avgv`i Avb`Uv GBLvb
h, GKRb ZiY ev GKRb ZiYx Avgv`i gZv nZ Pvb| Gi Pq
eo Avb` Zv Avi wKQy bvB|
Avgv`i Pq AbK eo nIqvi myhvM Avcbv`i AvQ| KviY
Avgiv hLvb kl Kiev Avcbviv mLvb _K i Kieb| Avgiv
Zv cZ KiwQ| Ges GKRb wkKi mePq eo Avb` Kx?
hw` Zvi Qv ZvK AwZg Ki hvq, Zvi PqI eo nq| Avgv`i
Zv `vqv _vKe h, Avcbviv Avgv`i PqI AbK AbK eo neb|
Ges Avcbv`i cwiPq hb Avgiv cwiwPZ nZ cvwih, nuv, AgyKi
i wQjv AgyK| AgyKi gv wQjv AgyK| GLvbB Avgv`i Avb`|
ck : Avgiv Rvwb Avcwb GKmgq mvsevw`KZv KiZb| Zvici
GjwR KiQb| mme Qo Avcwb Kb KvqvUvg Gjb?
Di : Avwg Kb KvqvUvg? nuv, GUv GKUv my`i ck Ges Gi DiI
Avgvi KvQ my| Ze Di `qvi AvM GKUz cvcU ejv `iKvi|
c_g ewj, mvsevw`KZvq Kxfve Gjvg? ZviY hLb gvbyli `ytL
K Afve ebv `LwQ, gb nqwQjvG `ytLi K_v, Ki K_v hw`
jLv hvq Zvnj wKQy GKUv ne| i Kijvg wicvUvii KvR| Avi
Avgvi GKUv ewk wQjvAvwg memgq hv KiwQ c~Y gbvhvM w`q
KiwQ| fvjem KiwQ| dj KvRi cwZ`vbI Avwg mfve cqwQ|
mvsevw`KZv ckvq GZ A mgq Avwg evZv mv`K c` DbxZ
njvg h, ZLbv Avgvi AbK mnKgx wicvUvi wnmeB KvR
KiwQjb| wK mgqi mv_ mv_ eySjvgevBi _K hv-B gb
nvK, GKRb mvsevw`Ki ^vaxbZv Avmj Lye mxwgZ| ZvK wjLZ nq
ce 1 \ gwWUkb

429

cwKvi gvwjKi BQvbymvi| mZ RvbvZ PvBjI Rvbvbv hvq bv|


wmv wbjvg, mvsevw`KZv Qo `ev| b Avgvi fvbyavqxiv
Avdmvm Kijb| AbK ejjb, GKUv bi cZb njv|
GjwRi cwZ AvMn wQjv| GB kLKB ckv wnme bqvi
wmv wbjvg| KviY gb njv, GKRb gvbylK hw` fvjv civgk `qv
hvq, GKUv MvBW jvBb `qv hvq Zvnj Zvi `ytLUvK wZwb KvwUq
DVZ cvieb ev ZvK hw` mZK Ki `qv hvq Zvnj `ytL _K wZwb
nqZv `~i _vKZ cvieb|
Ze m`n bB h, evZv mv`Ki c` Bdv w`q GjwRi
gZv GKwU AcPwjZ ckvq Avmvi wmvUv ek SzuwKc~Y wQjv| wK
G SzuwK wbZ ciwQjvg, KviY Avwg memgq gb KiwQRxeb Avgvi|
Avgvi Rxebi `vwqZ AvgvKB wbZ ne| Avi hnZz Avwg KvRUvK
fvjevwm AZGe GLvb Avgvi gavK KvR jvMvZ cviev|
Zv-B njv| GjRvi wnme Avgv`i `k GKRb gvbyli c
LvwZmn hv hv cvIqv me Zvi meB Avwg cqwQ| h mgq Avgv`i
`ki GKRb wekl Wvvi 200 UvKv wdm wbZb ZLb Avwg wdm
wbZvg 500 UvKv|
GjRvi wnme Avgvi g~j wPv wQjvgvbylK nZvkv _K gy
Ki Kxfve AvZwekvmx Ki Zvjv hvq| KviY Avwg RvbZvg mvaviYZ
GKRb gvbyl GjRvii KvQ Avm wecb Aevq, mekl| c_g
m wbR Pv Ki| wbR hLb cvi bvWvvii KvQ hvq| Wvvi
hLb cvi bv ZLb m cxi mvnei KvQ hvq| cxi mvneI hLb
cvijb bv ZLb kl RvqMv nQ GjRvih, fvM Kx AvQ, `wL!
Avwg Pv KiZvgG gvbyljvK Kxfve mr civgk, fvjv
civgk `qv hvq| mmgq gvbyli `ytL-KK GZ KvQ _K `LwQ
h, Ab Kvbvfve GUv me nZv bv| KviY GjRvii evcvi
GKRb gvbyl gbB Ki h, Dwb AbK Rvbb| AZGe Ibvi KvQ
jyKvbvi wKQy bvB| Zviv `q DRvo Ki ejZv| Avi Avwg bZvg|
eis ejvi Pq Avwg bZvgB ewk| ejZvg Lye Kg|
Ze K_v Ges Z_i AvgvbZ`vwi Avwg iv KiZvg Lye
mPZbfve| Avi wfwRUi Gj AvgvK w-c cvVvZ nZv| GgbI
nqQ, nvRe h Avgvi KvQ Avmb IqvBd Rvbb bv| IqvBdI h
430

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

Avmb Zv nvRe Rvbb bv| Zv`i KvDK Kvbvw`b eySZ w`B wb


h, Zvi nvRe ev IqvBd Avgvi KvQ Avmb| GRb Avgvi `yUv
wZbU ig wQjvhvZ Avjv`v Avjv`v K_v ejv hvqciii mv_
`Lv`wL bv nq| GiKg nqQ h, IqvBd fZi K_v ejQb
nvRe Pj GmQb| Avwg ZLb nvReK wbq AviK ig
Mjvg| K_vevZv ej wZwb we`vq wbjb| Zvici wdi Gjvg IqvBd
h ig AvQb m ig| Zvi mv_ K_v ejjvg|
Ze GKRb GjRvi wnme Avgvi mxgveZv wQjv h, GLvb
nqZv Lye Abvqvm GKRbK ejZ cviwQAvcbvi gvBMb nZ cvi
ev AgyK ivMwU nZ cvi| wK gvBMb _K Kxfve Avcwb iv
cZ cvib ev evKcBb _K Kxfve invB cZ cvib GUv ZvK
ejZ cviwQ bv| `ytL ejZ cviwQ, wK `ytLi Kvbv mgvavb w`Z
cviwQ bv| cwZKvi KiZ cviwQ bv| GB AZw wQjv, `ytLeva wQjv|
Avi hnZz avb-gwWUkbi mv_ ZviYB cwiPq wQjv, Avwg
eySZ ciwQjvg h, G ivMjv gbi K _KB AvmQ| gbi RU
Lyj Mj Zvi Kjv `~i nq hve| eySZ cvijvggwWUkbi
gvag `wfw e`j Zvi fZii kwK RvwMq wecb Aev _K
ZvK gy Kiv me| eySjvgZvi fZii kwi RvMiY NwUqB Zvi
`ytLK Avb` ivMK myZvq e_ZvK mvdj Avi AfveK cvPzh
icvwiZ Kiv hve|
hLb eySjvg ZLb Avi mgq wbB wb| hfve mvsevw`KZv
QowQjvg, Zgwb GjwR Qo KvqvUvg wbRK muc w`jvg| SuywK
wQjv| Dcnvm cwinvm Avi cwZKjZv Kg wQjv bv| wK wekvm
AUj wQjvg| ZvB KvqvUvg AvR mKj ii gvbyli KvQ
MnYhvM GKwU bvg| kvKi Avjnvg`ywjj-vn! Avgvi Rxebi k mgq
KvUvwQ GLb| Avwg fvjv AvwQ| AvcwbI Avmyb Avgvi mv_| AvcwbI
fvjv _vKeb|

...

ce 1 \ gwWUkb

431

wcq cvVK,
G eBqi Kvbv welq mK Avcbvi Kvbv ck ev gZvgZ _vKj
wb wVKvbvq cvVvZ cvib :
gnvRvZK
hvM dvDkb
31/wf wkvPvh Rqbyj Ave`xb moK,
kvwbMi, XvKv-1217|
E-mail : info@quantummethod.org.bd

432

KvqvUvg \ nvRviv cki Reve

mvdj
mvdj

PvIqvK
icvwiZ
l mvdji
jB mdj

K AvK
i MwZgq,
Z cvi
AwRZ nZ

KwjZ ic
eve 2 \

gnvRvZK

knx` Avj evLvix gnvRvZK evsjv`k evwbK gwWUkb PPvi cw_Kr|


RvMwZK I gvbweK mgmv mgvavbi Rb Rxebhvcbi wevb KvqvUvg g_W Gi
DveK I cwkK| cig KiYvgqi AbyMn 20 eQi ai wZwb GKbvMvo `ki
me KvqvUvg g_W Kvm cwkY c`vb KiQb| Avi gwWUkb PPvi BwZnvm
DveK KZK GKKfve Kvm wbq 350wU Kvm mb Kiv wek GB c_g|
`yB hyM ai evsjv fvlvq mevwaK cwVZ M KvqvUvg g_W QvovI Zvi iwPZ
AvZwbgvY, PZbv AwZPZbv wbivgq I ckvw, Rxeb e`ji PvweKvwV
AUvmvRkb I Gi BsiwR msiY `1001 Autosuggestions to change your life'
Ges AvjvwKZ Rxebi nvRvi m~ KvqvUvg KwYKv cvVKi KvQ evcKfve
mgv`Z nqQ|
KvqvUvg

KvqvUvg AvaywbK gvbyli Rxebhvcbi wevb| mwVK Rxeb`w cqvM Ki gav


I cwZfvi cwic~Y weKvki gvag cwZwU gvbylK Abb gvbyl icvwiZ KivB
Gi j| ^-D`vM, ^-cwiKbv I ^-A_vqb mwi mevq mNefve KvR
Ki evsjv`kK weki bZvbxq RvwZZ icvwiZ KivB
Gi gbQwe| KvqvUvg g_W Abykxjb Ki mgvRi
meii jvLv gvbyl AkvwK ckvwZ, ivMK
myZvq, e_ZvK mvdj, AfveK cvPzh
icvwiZ KiQb| KvqvUvg PPvi gvag
AvcwbI e`j w`Z cvib Avcbvi Rxeb|

1 gnvRvZK

wKQy ARb,
B RxebB
Kvwiqvi
v ARbi
q GmQ

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nvRv
cki Reve

nvRviv
nvRv
cki
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