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MADAREZUN NABUWAT: The Sacred life Sketch of the


greatest prophet Hazrat Mohammad Mustafa (sm.) by Shaekh
Abdul Haque Muhaddese Dehlabhi (Rh.) translated into Bengali
by Maolana Mominul Haque/Published by Hakimabad Khankae-Mozaddedia. Exchange Tk. 230/- U.S.$ 10

ISBN 984-70240-0014-9

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fyuBMo, bvivqYM|

MADAREZUN NABUWAT: The Sacred life Sketch of the


greatest prophet Hazrat Mohammad Mustafa (sm.) by Shaekh
Abdul Haque Muhaddese Dehlabhi (Rh.) translated into Bengali
by Maolana Mominul Haque/Published by Hakimabad Khankae-Mozaddedia. Exchange Tk. 230/- U.S.$ 10

ISBN 984-70240-0014-9


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nRiZ gymv Av. I bex m.


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nRiZ gymv m. Gi gvRRv wQj Bqv` evq`v ( n)| Zv _K


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nvK m`Kvi gvj eRb Kiv imyjcvK m. Gi weklZi chvqfy, PvB Zv


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Gi eaZv mK eYbv cvIqv hvq| Gfve IB mKj wRwbm LvIqvI
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m. Gi xMY mKjB gymjgvb`i gv| Avi Zuviv RvbvZI Zuvi x wnmeB
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Ze nuv euv`xK wbq wbwkhvcb ea wQjv|
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wb`vevq Kn K_v ejj wZwb bZ cZb| nv`xQ viv GUvB cgvwYZ


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wb`vevq Kn K_v ejj wZwb bZ cZb| nv`xQ viv GUvB cgvwYZ


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Kvbv GKwU k ev eYi icvi KiZI Zviv mg nqwb|
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ne BbkvAvjvn&Zvqvjv|
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ci kZvxi ci kZvx AwZevwnZ nqQ, GLbI wk, wKkvi I
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nKZvqvjv myiv dvZnv, AvqvZzj Kzimx, Avgvbvi imyjy A_vr myiv
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Ab Kvbv bexK GRvZxq AvqvZ c`vb Kiv nqwb| G imyj AvKig
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c`vb Kiv nqQ|
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m. Gi m _K hy KiZv| hgb e`i I bvqbi hy nqwQjv|


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Kvbv GKwU k ev eYi icvi KiZI Zviv mg nqwb|
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hvq, hviv Aaqb I Aavcbvq mg wR`Mx AwZevwnZ Kievi ci Zv`i
Aev mK hrwKwZ vb cqQb| KviAvb Kixgi mscY, Gi
c~Yv cwiwPwZ I Yvejx mK gvRRv Aavq mgwaK AvjvKcvZ Kiv
ne BbkvAvjvn&Zvqvjv|
DZi Kvbv ew KviAvb Kixg wZe Kivi BQv Kij
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ci kZvxi ci kZvx AwZevwnZ nqQ, GLbI wk, wKkvi I
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mnReva Kivi Rb, ghv`v cwZv I ev`vi Dci `qvciekZvi KviY
Avjvn&cvK KviAvb gRx` mvZ jvMvZ bvwhj KiQb| D mvZ jvMvZ
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m`ni wKQyB bB|
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wbwavq Zuvi fyj ai dj|
nKZvqvjv myiv dvZnv, AvqvZzj Kzimx, Avgvbvi imyjy A_vr myiv
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Ab Kvbv bexK GRvZxq AvqvZ c`vb Kiv nqwb| G imyj AvKig
m. Gi ewk nQ, GB fvvimg~ni Kzw Kej imyj AvKig m. KB
c`vb Kiv nqQ|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/34

Aviki Kzw `vb Kiv nqQ K_vwUi evwnK A_ nQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv


cieZxKvj mvnvev Kivgi gvag cvim I ivg mvgvR gymjgvbMYi
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m. Gi mvwbZ nvZ mvc` Ki w`qQb Ges Rvni evZbi hveZxq
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mv c`vb KiQ| MvQ I cv_i ZuvK mvjvg KiQ|
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njb?
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cvebi NUbv AvcwK wnme NU wMqwQjv| hvi dj gvbyl Bgvb`vi
cwiPq mxwgZ nq euP wMqwQjv| Avgv`i bex m. Gi imvjZi
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mKj gvbyli Rb cwiZ| Avi wKqvgZ ch Zuvi kixqZ e we`gvb
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Aviki Kzw `vb Kiv nqQ K_vwUi evwnK A_ nQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv


cieZxKvj mvnvev Kivgi gvag cvim I ivg mvgvR gymjgvbMYi
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m. Gi mvwbZ nvZ mvc` Ki w`qQb Ges Rvni evZbi hveZxq
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njb?
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cvebi NUbv AvcwK wnme NU wMqwQjv| hvi dj gvbyl Bgvb`vi
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bex Kixg m. Gi AviKwU weklZ nQ, wZwb LvZgyj Avw^qv A_vr


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Avnevb KiZ eviY KiQb| NvlYv w`qQb Zvgiv GK AciK hgb
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Avnvb Kiv, miKgfve ZuvK m. Avnvb Kviv bv| eis ZuvK Avnvb
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mvb, webq I AvRhx GbKQvixi m AbyP ^i WvK w`Z ne|
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GKw`b mvBq` Avjg m. wRm Kijb, evcvi Kx? QveZ Kbv
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Avi Avgvi mvnvexMYi KDB miKg bq|
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w`bjv Dg Ges Dg AevZB Zzwg `ywbqv _K cvb Kie|
imyjcvK m. ZuvK RvbvZi mymsev` wbq w`jb| cieZxZ wZwb
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Aea wQjv| G Av`e nQ, PzcPvc Acv KiZ ne, hZY bv
wZwb ^Qvq evBi Avmb|
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Zuvi Rvgvbvi Kmg KiQb| imyjcvK m. Gi AviKwU weklZ,
Avjvn&Zvqvjv Inxi mg cKvii gvag Zuvi m Kvjvg KiQb| Gi
wevwiZ eYbv gveAvQ Aavq Avme BbkvAvjvn&|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi ga GwUI GKwU AbZg weklZ h,
imyjcvK m. Gi wbKU nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. GmwQjb| wZwb BZvc~e Ab
Kvbv bexi KvQ Avmbwb| Bgvg wZeivbx nRiZ Beb Igi iv. Gi
gvag eYbv Kib ivmyjcvK m. Gikv` KiQb, Avgvi wbKU Bmvdxj
GmwQjb| Avi Kvbv bexi KvQ wZwb Avmbwb Ges Gi ciI KviI
KvQ Avmeb bv| GKevi Bmvdxj Av. Gm bex Kixg m. Gi KvQ Avih
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/40

Kijb, Avcbvi cfycvjK ej cvwVqQb, Avcwb bex Ges ev`v nIqv


cQ` Kib, bvwK bex Ges ev`kvn& nIqv cQ` Kib| Avwg wRe&ivBji
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MnY Kib| ev`v nIqvK cQ` Kib|
bex Kixg m. ejjb, Avwg hw` bex Ges ev`kvn nIqv cQ` KiZvg
Zvnj ^Yi cvnvo Avgvi AbyeZx nZv| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve
GiKg eYbv Kiv nqQ h, nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. bex Kixg m. Gi wbKU
GKevi `yevi AvMgb Kibwb, eis wZwb bex Kixg m. Gi gRwjk me`vB
DcwZ _vKZb|
mydivZzm& mvAv`vZ wKZvei jLK ejb, imyj AvKig m. Gi eqm
hLb mvZ ermi ZLb Zuvi `v`v nRiZ Ave`yj gyvwje gZzeiY Kib| Zuvi
jvjbcvjbi `vwqZ Gm co nRiZ Avey Zvwjei Dci| ZLb
Avjvn&Zvqvjv nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. K Kzg Kib, wZwb hbv me`vB
imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ nvwRi _vKb| Gici _K bex Kixg m. Gi
eqm GMviv ermi nIqv ch nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. Zuvi mB _vKZb|
Zuvi eqm hLb GMviv ermi c~Y njv, nRiZ wRe&ivBj Av. Gi wbKU
digvb njv, imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ _vKv|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, wZwb Av`g Av. Gi
mvb`i ga mek| Bgvg gymwjg nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. Gi gvag
eYbv Kib bex Kixg m. ejQb, wKqvgZi w`b Avwg ebx Av`gi
mi`vi nev| wKqvgZi w`b ebx Av`gi mi`vi nj `ywbqvZ Zv
nebB| Kbbv mvb I mgq Zv Zuvi bZZ, BZ-mvb ewntcKvkiB
vb| mLvb wZwb eZxZ Ab KviI Zv wbkvm djvi AeKvk _vKe bv|
gvwjwK BqvIwgxb Gi Zvdmxii m~Zv mw`KB BwZ Ki|
Bgvg wZiwghx nRiZ Avey mvC` Ly`ix iv. Gi gvag eYbv Kib, bex
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wQjv bv| Avi IB bqvgZi AwaKvix wZwb hZUzKz nqwQjb, miKg Avi
KD nZ cvibwb| nvg` Gi A_ gvngyw`qvZI nZ cvi| A_vr
wKqvgZi w`b Zuvi hZ ckw I cksmv Kiv ne Gic Avi Ab KviI ne
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/41

bv| mBw`b ZuviB w`b| mBw`bi gwngv ZuviB gwngv| bex Kixg m. Gi
ee `vw bq K_vwU iqQ| Gi fvev_ nQ, Dchy weklZ Avgvi
AwRZ weklZ bq| eis GUv gnvb Avjvn& ieyj Avjvgxbi dRj I
gnievwb| AZGe KwZZRvZ AnsKvi _K Avgvi Dw gy|
Avevi Dciv nv`xQi gg GI nZ cvi h, AvIjv` Av`gi
mi`vixi h mK Avgvi cwZ nqQ, ZvZ AnsKvii wKQy bB|
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi AbyMn wbfikxj nq AnsKvi Kiv hvq| hgb Kvbv
Kvbv Avnj Gjg bex Kixg m. Gi ejvqZK Zuvi beyIqvZi Dci
ghv`v w`q _vKb| Kvbv Kvbv Avnj Kvjvg GB nv`xQi A_ GiKg
Ki _vKb h, Avgvi AnsKvi Zv cKZc mB GKK mvq jqcvwZ
wbwnZ| AwZi wb`kb I mwi ebxi ga bq| ZvB eywS Zvi
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Iqvjv Avjvg|
wZwb mgM AvIjv` Av`gi mi`vi| mg gvLjyKvZi mi`vi|
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi wbKU wZwb mg Avw^qv gyimvjxb, gvjvqKvq gyKviivexb,
mg hgxb I AvmgvbIqvjv`i PvBZ AwaKZi mvwbZ I ghv`vkvjx|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K, Avjvn&Zvqvjv ZuvK Ges Zuvi
Imxjvq c~eeZx Ges cieZxMYi Mvbvn& gvd Ki w`qQb| hgb
Avjvn&Zvqvjv cwe KviAvb gRx` NvlYv KiQb, gv ZvKvvgv wgb
hvw^Kv Iqv gv ZvAvL&Lviv| kvqL Bhhyxb Avym mvjvg i. ejb, GUv
imyjcvK m. GiB GKgv ewk h, Avjvn&Zvqvjv `ywbqvZB ZuvK gvi
mymsev` wbqQb| Ze wZwb GK_v ejbwb h, Ab bex`iK GiKg
mymsev` `qv nqwb| wK GZUzKzZv Rvbv hvq, Ab mKj bex wKqvgZi
w`b bvdmx bvdmx ejeb|
mviK_v, GB mKj bex hw`I gvcv Ges bexMY AvLivZi kvw
_K gy, ZeyI Zuv`i gv mwKZ ghv`vi evcvi cZ NvlYv
Avmwb| wKqvgZ w`em bex Kixg m. K ^Z ghv`v `qv ne| wZwb
wbRi wPv fvebv _K wbtksK ejB DZi wPvq gbvwbek Kieb|
DZi Rb kvdvAvZ, Zv`i Mvbvn& gvd Kivbv Ges Zv`i ghv`v DP
Kivi Rb wZwb AweiZ Pv KiZ _vKeb| Zuvi weklZi AviKwU w`K
GB, Zuvi Kvixb A_vr nvghv` kqZvb Bmjvg MnY KiwQjv| A_vr Zuvi
KvQ AvZmgcY KiwQjv| K_vwUi wevwiZ AvjvPbv AvQ nRiZ Beb
gvmD` iv. Gi nv`xQ| ejv nqQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv` KiQb cZK
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/42

Kijb, Avcbvi cfycvjK ej cvwVqQb, Avcwb bex Ges ev`v nIqv


cQ` Kib, bvwK bex Ges ev`kvn& nIqv cQ` Kib| Avwg wRe&ivBji
KvQ RvbZ PvBjvg, KvbUv cQ` Kiev? wZwb ejjb, Avcwb webqK
MnY Kib| ev`v nIqvK cQ` Kib|
bex Kixg m. ejjb, Avwg hw` bex Ges ev`kvn nIqv cQ` KiZvg
Zvnj ^Yi cvnvo Avgvi AbyeZx nZv| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve
GiKg eYbv Kiv nqQ h, nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. bex Kixg m. Gi wbKU
GKevi `yevi AvMgb Kibwb, eis wZwb bex Kixg m. Gi gRwjk me`vB
DcwZ _vKZb|
mydivZzm& mvAv`vZ wKZvei jLK ejb, imyj AvKig m. Gi eqm
hLb mvZ ermi ZLb Zuvi `v`v nRiZ Ave`yj gyvwje gZzeiY Kib| Zuvi
jvjbcvjbi `vwqZ Gm co nRiZ Avey Zvwjei Dci| ZLb
Avjvn&Zvqvjv nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. K Kzg Kib, wZwb hbv me`vB
imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ nvwRi _vKb| Gici _K bex Kixg m. Gi
eqm GMviv ermi nIqv ch nRiZ Bmvdxj Av. Zuvi mB _vKZb|
Zuvi eqm hLb GMviv ermi c~Y njv, nRiZ wRe&ivBj Av. Gi wbKU
digvb njv, imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ _vKv|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, wZwb Av`g Av. Gi
mvb`i ga mek| Bgvg gymwjg nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. Gi gvag
eYbv Kib bex Kixg m. ejQb, wKqvgZi w`b Avwg ebx Av`gi
mi`vi nev| wKqvgZi w`b ebx Av`gi mi`vi nj `ywbqvZ Zv
nebB| Kbbv mvb I mgq Zv Zuvi bZZ, BZ-mvb ewntcKvkiB
vb| mLvb wZwb eZxZ Ab KviI Zv wbkvm djvi AeKvk _vKe bv|
gvwjwK BqvIwgxb Gi Zvdmxii m~Zv mw`KB BwZ Ki|
Bgvg wZiwghx nRiZ Avey mvC` Ly`ix iv. Gi gvag eYbv Kib, bex
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nev, GK_v AnsKvicm~Z bq| Avgvi nvZB mw`b Avjvn&i e`bvi cZvKv
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Avjvn&Zvqvjvi AbK cksmv Kieb, hv Avi KviI c Kiv me bq|
Kbbv Avjvn&Zvqvjvi gvidZ vb Zuvi hZUzKz wQjv, ZZUzKz Avi KviI
wQjv bv| Avi IB bqvgZi AwaKvix wZwb hZUzKz nqwQjb, miKg Avi
KD nZ cvibwb| nvg` Gi A_ gvngyw`qvZI nZ cvi| A_vr
wKqvgZi w`b Zuvi hZ ckw I cksmv Kiv ne Gic Avi Ab KviI ne
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/41

bv| mBw`b ZuviB w`b| mBw`bi gwngv ZuviB gwngv| bex Kixg m. Gi
ee `vw bq K_vwU iqQ| Gi fvev_ nQ, Dchy weklZ Avgvi
AwRZ weklZ bq| eis GUv gnvb Avjvn& ieyj Avjvgxbi dRj I
gnievwb| AZGe KwZZRvZ AnsKvi _K Avgvi Dw gy|
Avevi Dciv nv`xQi gg GI nZ cvi h, AvIjv` Av`gi
mi`vixi h mK Avgvi cwZ nqQ, ZvZ AnsKvii wKQy bB|
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi AbyMn wbfikxj nq AnsKvi Kiv hvq| hgb Kvbv
Kvbv Avnj Gjg bex Kixg m. Gi ejvqZK Zuvi beyIqvZi Dci
ghv`v w`q _vKb| Kvbv Kvbv Avnj Kvjvg GB nv`xQi A_ GiKg
Ki _vKb h, Avgvi AnsKvi Zv cKZc mB GKK mvq jqcvwZ
wbwnZ| AwZi wb`kb I mwi ebxi ga bq| ZvB eywS Zvi
evcKwew`Z K_vwU GiKg, AvjdvKi dvKix `vwi`B Avgvi AnsKvi|
Iqvjv Avjvg|
wZwb mgM AvIjv` Av`gi mi`vi| mg gvLjyKvZi mi`vi|
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi wbKU wZwb mg Avw^qv gyimvjxb, gvjvqKvq gyKviivexb,
mg hgxb I AvmgvbIqvjv`i PvBZ AwaKZi mvwbZ I ghv`vkvjx|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K, Avjvn&Zvqvjv ZuvK Ges Zuvi
Imxjvq c~eeZx Ges cieZxMYi Mvbvn& gvd Ki w`qQb| hgb
Avjvn&Zvqvjv cwe KviAvb gRx` NvlYv KiQb, gv ZvKvvgv wgb
hvw^Kv Iqv gv ZvAvL&Lviv| kvqL Bhhyxb Avym mvjvg i. ejb, GUv
imyjcvK m. GiB GKgv ewk h, Avjvn&Zvqvjv `ywbqvZB ZuvK gvi
mymsev` wbqQb| Ze wZwb GK_v ejbwb h, Ab bex`iK GiKg
mymsev` `qv nqwb| wK GZUzKzZv Rvbv hvq, Ab mKj bex wKqvgZi
w`b bvdmx bvdmx ejeb|
mviK_v, GB mKj bex hw`I gvcv Ges bexMY AvLivZi kvw
_K gy, ZeyI Zuv`i gv mwKZ ghv`vi evcvi cZ NvlYv
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DZi Rb kvdvAvZ, Zv`i Mvbvn& gvd Kivbv Ges Zv`i ghv`v DP
Kivi Rb wZwb AweiZ Pv KiZ _vKeb| Zuvi weklZi AviKwU w`K
GB, Zuvi Kvixb A_vr nvghv` kqZvb Bmjvg MnY KiwQjv| A_vr Zuvi
KvQ AvZmgcY KiwQjv| K_vwUi wevwiZ AvjvPbv AvQ nRiZ Beb
gvmD` iv. Gi nv`xQ| ejv nqQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv` KiQb cZK
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/42

ewi Rb gyAvj wbhy Kiv nqQ| mKji RbB GKRb Rxb Avi
GKRb dikZvK mv_x Ki `qv nqQ| mvnvexMY wRm Kijb, Bqv
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Zvi Dci AvgvK mvnvh KiQb; ZvB m Bmjvg MnY KiQ| m GLb
KjvY Qvov Ab wKQyZ civwPZ Ki bv| KD KD ej _vKb, kqZvbi
Bmjvg MnY Kiv gvb Aaxb nq hvIqv| Ze Gevcvi AwaKvski gZ,
cKZB gymjgvb nq hvIqv|
bex Kixg m. Gi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Zuvi Rb Kvbv Abvq ea
bq| gvIqv`x I nRvRx gyLZvmvi ivDhv bvgK wKZve GK_v DjL
KiQb| GK mc`vq GiKgI ej _vKb, fyjI Zuvi Rb Aea| kin
gymwjg Bgvg beex _K D gZ mK DwZ `qv nqQ| gvIqvne
jv`ywbqvi MKviI gZvbK DjL ewZiK G mK wevwiZ eYbv
KiQb| Zuviv ejQb, IB mKj evYx hv ZejxM, kixqZ I Inxi mv_
m, mjvi fyj vw bv nIqvK eySvbv nqQ Ges Gi Dci
GRgv msNwUZ nqQ| Ze Lei ev wew msv evcvi Zuvi fyj vw
nqwQjv wKbv, G mK KD KD gZvbK Ki _vKb| Zuviv G mKj
bex Kixg m. _K fyj vw nIqvK Rvqh gb KiQb| Ze
Zv`i gZwU `yej| Kbbv eveweivax msev` wg_v Ges `vlYxq| G
evcvi imyjcvK m. Gi BZi cmK cvK mvd gb Kiv IqvwRe|
GK_v m`nvZxZfve Rvbv AvQ h, mvnvev Kivgi ^fve wQjv, Zuviv
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h Kvbv welqB nvK bv Kbv| GUvB cLvZ AvjgMYi gZ| bvgvR
imyjcvK m. Gi fyj nqwQjv| GB fyji evcvi aviYv ivLZ ne h,
Gi gvag kixqZi weavb Rvix KivB wQjv Dk| imyjcvK m. Gi
gvbexq Ask Ges cvKwZK weavbK we`gvb ivLv nqwQjv| Zuvi wewfb
Ai KvR Ges A mvjb Gme wKQy mw RMZi mv_B mKhy
wQjv| Iqvjv Avjvg|
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KvQ _K wd`Bqv MnYi evcviwU| G `Lv MQ, imyjcvK m. K
D weePbvcm~Z fyji Dci we`gvb ivLv nqwb| eis G mK ZuvK
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iBjv m`ni evcvi| m`ni evwZK Zuvi cwe Rxekvq KLbv
cwijwZ nqwb| hgb bvgvR GiKg m`ni mw nIqv h, `yivKvZ
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/43

bvgvR cojb, bv wZb ivKvZ| Gaibi m`n Zuvi wQjvB bv| wZwb
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bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU i nQ, gZewK Kei Zuvi
m. mK ck Kiv ne| hgb ejv ne, IB ew mK Zvgvi gZvgZ
Kx, whwb Zvgv`i ga cwiZ nqwQjb| bex Kixg m. mK ck Kivi
evcvi ewYZ nv`xQ _K eySv hvq, Kei Ab Kvbv DZK Zv`i bex
mK wRm Kiv ne bv| Gi cwicwZ Kvbv Kvbv Avjg ej
_vKb, Keii ckvi DZ gvnv`x m. Gi GKwU ^Z ewk|
Kbbv, Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zv`iK Avjg eihL Mvbvn& _K cvKmvd Ki
Avjg AvLivZ DcwZ Kieb| bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU
w`K nQ, Avjvn&i bvg Kmg Kivi mgq imyjcvK m. Gi bvgI Kmg
Kiv Rvqh| Ze Ab Kviv bvg Kmg Kiv Rvqh bq| hgb, dikZvi
bvg ev bexMYi bvg Kmg Kiv Aea| kvqL Bhhyxb Beb Avym
mvjvg ejb G eaZvwU imyjcvK m. Gi Rb Acwinvh| Ab KD Zuvi
gZv bq| K_vwU gvIqvne jv`ywbqvZ AvQ|
gnvbex m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, Zuvi cyZcwev xMYK
DZi Rb nvivg Ki `qv nqQ| Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Zuvi
m. xMY DZi gv| Zuv`i Gnb ghv`v imyjcvK m. Gi ghv`vi
KviYB| Zuviv RvbvZI Zuvi x wnme emevm Kieb|
Avjvn&Zvqvjv cwe Kvjvg NvlYv KiQb, Zvgv`i Rb GUv mgxPxb
bq h, Zvgiv Avjvn&i imyjK K w`e, Avi GUvI mgxPxb bq h, Zuvi
cvbi ci Zuvi xMYK weevn Kie|
iIRvZzj Avneve wKZve AvQ, Zvjnv Beb Avyjvn ejwQjb,
imyjcvK m. `ywbqv _K c`v Kij, Avwg nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. K
weqi cv e `ev| ZLbB Dciv AvqvZ bvwhj nq| Kvbv Kvbv
wKZve GmQ, e`eLZ Bqvhx` nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. Gi cwZ jvf
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nq wMqwQjb| Zv`iK weq Kiv nvjvj nIqv mK gZvbK iqQ|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/44

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GKRb dikZvK mv_x Ki `qv nqQ| mvnvexMY wRm Kijb, Bqv
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Zvi Dci AvgvK mvnvh KiQb; ZvB m Bmjvg MnY KiQ| m GLb
KjvY Qvov Ab wKQyZ civwPZ Ki bv| KD KD ej _vKb, kqZvbi
Bmjvg MnY Kiv gvb Aaxb nq hvIqv| Ze Gevcvi AwaKvski gZ,
cKZB gymjgvb nq hvIqv|
bex Kixg m. Gi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Zuvi Rb Kvbv Abvq ea
bq| gvIqv`x I nRvRx gyLZvmvi ivDhv bvgK wKZve GK_v DjL
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jv`ywbqvi MKviI gZvbK DjL ewZiK G mK wevwiZ eYbv
KiQb| Zuviv ejQb, IB mKj evYx hv ZejxM, kixqZ I Inxi mv_
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GRgv msNwUZ nqQ| Ze Lei ev wew msv evcvi Zuvi fyj vw
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GK_v m`nvZxZfve Rvbv AvQ h, mvnvev Kivgi ^fve wQjv, Zuviv
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h Kvbv welqB nvK bv Kbv| GUvB cLvZ AvjgMYi gZ| bvgvR
imyjcvK m. Gi fyj nqwQjv| GB fyji evcvi aviYv ivLZ ne h,
Gi gvag kixqZi weavb Rvix KivB wQjv Dk| imyjcvK m. Gi
gvbexq Ask Ges cvKwZK weavbK we`gvb ivLv nqwQjv| Zuvi wewfb
Ai KvR Ges A mvjb Gme wKQy mw RMZi mv_B mKhy
wQjv| Iqvjv Avjvg|
GLb Avmv hvK fyji m~ cm| eywevw`Zvi fyj hgb e`ie`x`i
KvQ _K wd`Bqv MnYi evcviwU| G `Lv MQ, imyjcvK m. K
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Rvwbq `qv nqQ| mg weePbvcm~Z fyji evcvi GKB weavb| GLb
iBjv m`ni evcvi| m`ni evwZK Zuvi cwe Rxekvq KLbv
cwijwZ nqwb| hgb bvgvR GiKg m`ni mw nIqv h, `yivKvZ
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/43

bvgvR cojb, bv wZb ivKvZ| Gaibi m`n Zuvi wQjvB bv| wZwb
Gikv` KiQb, mskq m`n Avb kqZvb|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU i nQ, gZewK Kei Zuvi
m. mK ck Kiv ne| hgb ejv ne, IB ew mK Zvgvi gZvgZ
Kx, whwb Zvgv`i ga cwiZ nqwQjb| bex Kixg m. mK ck Kivi
evcvi ewYZ nv`xQ _K eySv hvq, Kei Ab Kvbv DZK Zv`i bex
mK wRm Kiv ne bv| Gi cwicwZ Kvbv Kvbv Avjg ej
_vKb, Keii ckvi DZ gvnv`x m. Gi GKwU ^Z ewk|
Kbbv, Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zv`iK Avjg eihL Mvbvn& _K cvKmvd Ki
Avjg AvLivZ DcwZ Kieb| bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU
w`K nQ, Avjvn&i bvg Kmg Kivi mgq imyjcvK m. Gi bvgI Kmg
Kiv Rvqh| Ze Ab Kviv bvg Kmg Kiv Rvqh bq| hgb, dikZvi
bvg ev bexMYi bvg Kmg Kiv Aea| kvqL Bhhyxb Beb Avym
mvjvg ejb G eaZvwU imyjcvK m. Gi Rb Acwinvh| Ab KD Zuvi
gZv bq| K_vwU gvIqvne jv`ywbqvZ AvQ|
gnvbex m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, Zuvi cyZcwev xMYK
DZi Rb nvivg Ki `qv nqQ| Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Zuvi
m. xMY DZi gv| Zuv`i Gnb ghv`v imyjcvK m. Gi ghv`vi
KviYB| Zuviv RvbvZI Zuvi x wnme emevm Kieb|
Avjvn&Zvqvjv cwe Kvjvg NvlYv KiQb, Zvgv`i Rb GUv mgxPxb
bq h, Zvgiv Avjvn&i imyjK K w`e, Avi GUvI mgxPxb bq h, Zuvi
cvbi ci Zuvi xMYK weevn Kie|
iIRvZzj Avneve wKZve AvQ, Zvjnv Beb Avyjvn ejwQjb,
imyjcvK m. `ywbqv _K c`v Kij, Avwg nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. K
weqi cv e `ev| ZLbB Dciv AvqvZ bvwhj nq| Kvbv Kvbv
wKZve GmQ, e`eLZ Bqvhx` nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. Gi cwZ jvf
KiwQjv, ZLb gywgbMY Dciv AvqvZ Kvixgv wbq ZvK GKvR _K
weiZ KiwQjb|
AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZi weq nvivg nIqv mwKZ weavb IB weweMYi
ejvq huv`iK GLwZqvi `qv nqwQjv h, Zuviv BQv Kij `ywbqv I Zvi
PvKwPK MnY KiZ cvib| A_ev BQv Kij Avjvn& I Zuvi im~jK MnY
KiZ cvib| Gici hviv `ywbqv PqwQjb, Zuviv imyjcvK m. _K c_K
nq wMqwQjb| Zv`iK weq Kiv nvjvj nIqv mK gZvbK iqQ|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/44

Bgvgyj nvivgvBb Ges Bgvg Mvhhvjx i. Zuv`i nvjvj nIqvi evcvi gZ


cvlY KiQb| wK h weweMY imyjcvK m. Gi IdvZ ch RxweZ
wQjb Zuviv wPiKvji Rb Abi Rb nvivg|
GLb Zuv`iK `Lv DZi Rb nvjvj wKbv m mK `ywU gZ
iqQ| Gi ga cwm gZwU nQ, Zuv`iK `LvI wbwl| gv K_vwUi
Zvrch nQ, Zuv`iK Bh&hZ-mvb Kiv Ges weq nvivg nIqv| Zuv`i
m wbRb Aevb, Zuv`i _K gxivQ MnY GiKg A_ bq| hgb KD
hw` ej, imyjcvK m. Gi KbvMY Zv gymjgvb`i Rb fwM Zzj, GUv
wVK bq| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve GiKg DZ nqQ|
gvUK_v, AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMY DZi Rb nvivg nIqvi g~j
KviY nQ, bex Kixg m. Gi iIRv kixd RxweZ _vKv| Djvgvq Kivg
ejb, ^vgxi gZzi KviY xMYi h BZ cvjbi wbqg, AvhIqvR
gyZvn&nvivZMYi ejvq Zv wQjv bv| hv`iK imyjcvK m. GLwZqvi w`q
w`qwQjb Ges Ai Zv `L huv`iK wZwb c_K Ki w`qwQjb,
Zuv`i evcvi wewfb gZ iqQ| Zba GKwU gZ nQ, ZuvivI DZi
Rb nvivg|
Bgvg kvdqx i. `pZvi mv_ GB gZi Dci iqQb| Avi GK gZ
Abymvi Zuviv nvivg bq| Bgvgyj nvivgvBb ejb, Zuviv hw` bex Kixg m.
Gi m evmi hvcb Ki _vKb, Zvnj nvivg| GKwU eYbvq cvIqv hvq,
AvkvAvQ Beb Kvqm nRiZ Igi dviK iv. Gi Rvgvbvq imyjcvK m.
Gi RbK cwiZv weweK weq KiwQjb| GZ nRiZ Igi dviK iv.
w nq ZuvK mQvi KiZ PqwQjb| ci hLb wZwb RvbZ
ciwQjb, D wewei m bex Kixg m. Gi evmihvcb nqwb, ZLb
mQvi Kiv _K weiZ nqwQjb|
evmi hvcb Kivi ci bex Kixg m. h mKj euv`xK Qo w`qwQjb,
Zuv`i m DZi weq ea nIqv mK wZbwU gZ iqQ| Zba
ZZxq gZwU nQ, ZuvivI DZi Rb nvivg neb, hw` Zuv`i c_K
nIqvUv bex Kixg m. Gi IdvZi KviY nq _vK| hgb nRiZ gvwiqv
wKewZqv iv., whwb bex Kixg m. Gi mvneRv`v nRiZ Bevnxgi Rbbx
wQjb| Avi hw` Kvbv euv`xK bex Kixg m. Zuvi Rxekvq wew Ki w`q
hq _vKb, wZwb DZi Rb nvivg neb bv|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K GB wQjv h, c`vi AvqvZ
bvwhj nIqvi ci Zuvi AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMYi `n gveviK `LvI
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/45

nvivg nq wMqwQjv, hw`I Zv eviKv ev Pv`i AvQvw`Z _vKZv| Kvbv


cqvRb h_v mvx BZvw`i KviY Pnviv gveviK ev nvZ LvjvI nvivg
wQjv| hw`I G Ab gq`i Rb Gic Kiv Rvqh|
KvhxLvbi ga GiKg dZIqv c`vb Kiv nqQ| wZwb ^xq M
dZIqvq KvhxLvb DjL KiQb, DvnvZzj gywgbxbi Pnviv Ges nvZi
c`vI diR wQjv| GZ Kvbv gZf` bB| mvx `qvi I gyL I
nvZ Lvjv ea wQjv bv| Ze nuv, cvKwZK cqvRb Rvqh wQjv| gyAvv
M GB nv`xQ viv Dciv weavbi `jxj bqv nqQ|
nv`xQLvbv nQ GB, nRiZ nvdmv webZ Igi iv. Gi IdvZ nj
gqiv Zuvi `n gveviKK AvQvw`Z Ki djwQjb, hbv KD Zuvi
`n gveviK `LZ bv cvi| nRiZ hqbe webZ Rvnvk iv. nRiZ nvdmv
iv. Gi jvk gveviKi Dci Kvco w`q M^yRi gZ Zix Ki w`qwQjb,
hbv `ni MVbI Abygvb Kiv bv hvq|
gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi kvqL Beb nvRvi AvmKvjvbx _K eYbv
KiQb, dZIqvq KvhxLvb hv ejv nqQ Zv h diR, G mK Kvbv
`jxj bB| GK_v mymve h, AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMY nR I ZvIqvdi
Rb evBi AvmZb Ges mvnvex I ZveqxMY Zuv`i KvQ _K nv`xQ
bZb| Ze Zuv`i `n gveviK Kvco viv AvQvw`Z _vKZv| Ze
kvixwiK KvVvgvKI Zuviv jywKq ivLZb, GiKg nZv bv| DvnvZzj
gywgbxbi c`vi A_ `n KvVvgv hvni bv Kiv, hw`I Zv Kvco viv
AvQvw`Z _vK| GK_v meRbwew`Z Ges mymve| Ze G kvqL Beb
nvRvi i. Gi K_vi A_ Kx? IBic c`v diR bq, GUv eySvbvB wK Zuvi
Dk? Zuvi eYbvi cKvk A_ viv GiKgB eySv hvq| bvwK- Gic c`v
cqvRbi cwicwZ ne, Gic eySvbvB wQjv Dk? A_P Zuv`i nR
I ZIqvdi mgq `nKvVvgv `wMvPi nqQ, Gic cgvYI cvIqv hvq|
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. eYbv KiQb, Avgiv
nR cvjbKvj ivvq Ab gq`i m Pjvi mgq Pnvivi myL _K
c`v DwVq w`Zvg| Avevi Kvbv cyil gvbyl mvgb cuQ hve gb nj
Pnvivi Dci c`v dj w`Zvg| Ab eYbvq cvIqv hvq, Dyj gywgbxb
nRiZ mywdqv iv. `yejZvq Avv nIqvi KviY fxoi ga ZIqvd KiZ
cviwQjb bv, ZLb imyjcvK m. ZuvK gvbyli wcQb _K ZIqvd Kivi
Rb ejwQjb| mKj eYbv viv cZxqgvb nq h, c`vi wfZi _vKjI
Zuv`i `n KvVvgv Av`vR Kiv hZv bv, GiKg wQjv bv|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/46

Bgvgyj nvivgvBb Ges Bgvg Mvhhvjx i. Zuv`i nvjvj nIqvi evcvi gZ


cvlY KiQb| wK h weweMY imyjcvK m. Gi IdvZ ch RxweZ
wQjb Zuviv wPiKvji Rb Abi Rb nvivg|
GLb Zuv`iK `Lv DZi Rb nvjvj wKbv m mK `ywU gZ
iqQ| Gi ga cwm gZwU nQ, Zuv`iK `LvI wbwl| gv K_vwUi
Zvrch nQ, Zuv`iK Bh&hZ-mvb Kiv Ges weq nvivg nIqv| Zuv`i
m wbRb Aevb, Zuv`i _K gxivQ MnY GiKg A_ bq| hgb KD
hw` ej, imyjcvK m. Gi KbvMY Zv gymjgvb`i Rb fwM Zzj, GUv
wVK bq| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve GiKg DZ nqQ|
gvUK_v, AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMY DZi Rb nvivg nIqvi g~j
KviY nQ, bex Kixg m. Gi iIRv kixd RxweZ _vKv| Djvgvq Kivg
ejb, ^vgxi gZzi KviY xMYi h BZ cvjbi wbqg, AvhIqvR
gyZvn&nvivZMYi ejvq Zv wQjv bv| hv`iK imyjcvK m. GLwZqvi w`q
w`qwQjb Ges Ai Zv `L huv`iK wZwb c_K Ki w`qwQjb,
Zuv`i evcvi wewfb gZ iqQ| Zba GKwU gZ nQ, ZuvivI DZi
Rb nvivg|
Bgvg kvdqx i. `pZvi mv_ GB gZi Dci iqQb| Avi GK gZ
Abymvi Zuviv nvivg bq| Bgvgyj nvivgvBb ejb, Zuviv hw` bex Kixg m.
Gi m evmi hvcb Ki _vKb, Zvnj nvivg| GKwU eYbvq cvIqv hvq,
AvkvAvQ Beb Kvqm nRiZ Igi dviK iv. Gi Rvgvbvq imyjcvK m.
Gi RbK cwiZv weweK weq KiwQjb| GZ nRiZ Igi dviK iv.
w nq ZuvK mQvi KiZ PqwQjb| ci hLb wZwb RvbZ
ciwQjb, D wewei m bex Kixg m. Gi evmihvcb nqwb, ZLb
mQvi Kiv _K weiZ nqwQjb|
evmi hvcb Kivi ci bex Kixg m. h mKj euv`xK Qo w`qwQjb,
Zuv`i m DZi weq ea nIqv mK wZbwU gZ iqQ| Zba
ZZxq gZwU nQ, ZuvivI DZi Rb nvivg neb, hw` Zuv`i c_K
nIqvUv bex Kixg m. Gi IdvZi KviY nq _vK| hgb nRiZ gvwiqv
wKewZqv iv., whwb bex Kixg m. Gi mvneRv`v nRiZ Bevnxgi Rbbx
wQjb| Avi hw` Kvbv euv`xK bex Kixg m. Zuvi Rxekvq wew Ki w`q
hq _vKb, wZwb DZi Rb nvivg neb bv|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K GB wQjv h, c`vi AvqvZ
bvwhj nIqvi ci Zuvi AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMYi `n gveviK `LvI
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/45

nvivg nq wMqwQjv, hw`I Zv eviKv ev Pv`i AvQvw`Z _vKZv| Kvbv


cqvRb h_v mvx BZvw`i KviY Pnviv gveviK ev nvZ LvjvI nvivg
wQjv| hw`I G Ab gq`i Rb Gic Kiv Rvqh|
KvhxLvbi ga GiKg dZIqv c`vb Kiv nqQ| wZwb ^xq M
dZIqvq KvhxLvb DjL KiQb, DvnvZzj gywgbxbi Pnviv Ges nvZi
c`vI diR wQjv| GZ Kvbv gZf` bB| mvx `qvi I gyL I
nvZ Lvjv ea wQjv bv| Ze nuv, cvKwZK cqvRb Rvqh wQjv| gyAvv
M GB nv`xQ viv Dciv weavbi `jxj bqv nqQ|
nv`xQLvbv nQ GB, nRiZ nvdmv webZ Igi iv. Gi IdvZ nj
gqiv Zuvi `n gveviKK AvQvw`Z Ki djwQjb, hbv KD Zuvi
`n gveviK `LZ bv cvi| nRiZ hqbe webZ Rvnvk iv. nRiZ nvdmv
iv. Gi jvk gveviKi Dci Kvco w`q M^yRi gZ Zix Ki w`qwQjb,
hbv `ni MVbI Abygvb Kiv bv hvq|
gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi kvqL Beb nvRvi AvmKvjvbx _K eYbv
KiQb, dZIqvq KvhxLvb hv ejv nqQ Zv h diR, G mK Kvbv
`jxj bB| GK_v mymve h, AvhIqvR gyZvn&nvivZMY nR I ZvIqvdi
Rb evBi AvmZb Ges mvnvex I ZveqxMY Zuv`i KvQ _K nv`xQ
bZb| Ze Zuv`i `n gveviK Kvco viv AvQvw`Z _vKZv| Ze
kvixwiK KvVvgvKI Zuviv jywKq ivLZb, GiKg nZv bv| DvnvZzj
gywgbxbi c`vi A_ `n KvVvgv hvni bv Kiv, hw`I Zv Kvco viv
AvQvw`Z _vK| GK_v meRbwew`Z Ges mymve| Ze G kvqL Beb
nvRvi i. Gi K_vi A_ Kx? IBic c`v diR bq, GUv eySvbvB wK Zuvi
Dk? Zuvi eYbvi cKvk A_ viv GiKgB eySv hvq| bvwK- Gic c`v
cqvRbi cwicwZ ne, Gic eySvbvB wQjv Dk? A_P Zuv`i nR
I ZIqvdi mgq `nKvVvgv `wMvPi nqQ, Gic cgvYI cvIqv hvq|
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. eYbv KiQb, Avgiv
nR cvjbKvj ivvq Ab gq`i m Pjvi mgq Pnvivi myL _K
c`v DwVq w`Zvg| Avevi Kvbv cyil gvbyl mvgb cuQ hve gb nj
Pnvivi Dci c`v dj w`Zvg| Ab eYbvq cvIqv hvq, Dyj gywgbxb
nRiZ mywdqv iv. `yejZvq Avv nIqvi KviY fxoi ga ZIqvd KiZ
cviwQjb bv, ZLb imyjcvK m. ZuvK gvbyli wcQb _K ZIqvd Kivi
Rb ejwQjb| mKj eYbv viv cZxqgvb nq h, c`vi wfZi _vKjI
Zuv`i `n KvVvgv Av`vR Kiv hZv bv, GiKg wQjv bv|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/46

GLb GKwU ck _K hvq, Dyj gywgbxbMY hLb nv`xQ kvbvZb, ZLb


Zuv`i Aev Kx wQjv? Gi Di nQ h, GUvZv me h, Zuviv c`vi
wfZi _KB nv`xQ eYbv KiZb| nRiZ Avyj Iqvn` Beb Avqgb
Zuvi wcZv _K eYbv Kib, wZwb ejQb, GKevi Avwg nv`xQ keYv_
Dyj gywgbxb nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. Gi KvQ Mjvg| ZLb Zuvi kixi
wKZqx Dobv wQjv| GB eYbvi cKvk A_ viv GUvB eySv hvq h,
DobvLvbv Zuvi `n gveviKi Dci wQjv Ges `n AvQvw`Z wQjv| Dyj
gywgbxbMYi c`vi A_ `nKvVvgvI `Lv hve bv GiKg bq| Ze IB
mKj A hv cqvRb gqiv LyjZ cvi, hgb nvZ, gyL Gjv Zuv`i
Rb Lvjv nvivg wQjv|
bex Kixg m. Gi wekl AviKwU w`K GB h, Zuvi mvneRv`xMYi mvbmwZi esk cwiPq imyjcvK m. Gi gvagB nq| wcZ eski gvag Zuviv
cwiwPZ nZb bv| bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, cZK bexi AvIjv`
Zv`i c nZ Avi Avgvi AvIjv` Avjx Kv. Gi c nZ| nRiZ Bgvg
nvmvb I Bgvg mvBb iv. Gi kvb mK nv`xQ kixd GmQ, G`yRb
Avgvi Kbvi cy| n Avjvn&! Avwg G`iK fvjevwm| ZzwgI G`iK
fvjevmv| Avi hviv G`iK fvjevm, Zzwg Zv`iKI fvjevmv| Aci
GK nv`xQ GmQ, Avgvi G `ymvb `ywbqvi myMx| ewYZ AvQ, bex
Kixg m. mvBq`v nRiZ dvZgv iv. K ejZb, Avgvi dih` `yRbK
Avgvi KvQ Avbv| Zvici wZwb Zuv`i `ni myNvY uKZb Ges eyKi
m Zuv`iK Rwoq aiZb|
nRiZ Bgvg nvmvb iv. mK ejZb, wbqB Avgvi GB diR`
GKRb mvBq` ev bZv| GK nv`xQ ewYZ AvQ, nRiZ Bgvg nvmvb Ges
Bgvg mvBb iv. Gi ga _K Kvbv GKRb gmwR` beexZ Gm bex
Kixg m. Gi cwe c`ki Dci em Mjb| wZwb m. ZLb mR`vq
wQjb| mR`v _K gv_v DIvjb KiZ wej^ Kijb| bvgvRv
mvnvevqKivg bex Kixg m. K wRm Kijb, Bqv imyjyjvn! mR`v GZ
`xN Kivi KviY Kx? mR`vi mgq wK Inx GmwQjv? imyj m. ejjb,
Avgvi wcV Avgvi diR` mIqvi nqwQjv| m ^Qvq wcVi Dci _K
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nRiZ Bgvg nvmvb I Bgvg mvBb iv. h bex Kixg m. Gi eskai wnme
cwiwPZ, Zvi cgvY AvqvZ gyevnvjvZ iqQ, hLvb ejv nqQ, Avwg
Avgvi mvb`iK WvKev|
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bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K GB, wZwb Gikv` KiQb,


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nRiZ Bgvg nvmvb I Bgvg mvBb iv. h bex Kixg m. Gi eskai wnme
cwiwPZ, Zvi cgvY AvqvZ gyevnvjvZ iqQ, hLvb ejv nqQ, Avwg
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bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K GB, wZwb Gikv` KiQb,


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cwicwZ nRiZ Igi dviK iv. nRiZ dvZgv iv. Gi RbKv KbvK
weq KiwQjb| Dk GB wQjv h, GB eevwnK mKi gvag wZwb
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G cm GKwU NUbv DjLhvM| nRiZ Avjx gyZRv iv. GK mgq
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ej h, imyjyjvn Zuvi mvneRv`xMYi ejvq Kvbv Agj Kvgbv Kib
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Rvnji KbvK weq Kivi BQv cwiZvM Kijb| Gici imyjcvK m.
nRiZ Avjx iv. Gi Dci nvivg Ki w`jb h, nRiZ dvZgv iv. Gi
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gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/48

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bv `vI| GZ AvgvK K `qv nq| GB nv`xQLvbv hw`I weklfve nRiZ
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GKB Kzg| GQvov eySvbv nqQ, Zv`i mKji ejvqB mZxb MnY Kiv
imyjcvK m. K K `qvK Acwinvh Ki| ZvB GB weavb mKj
mvneRv`xi ejvq chvR nqQ|
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eiveiB gmwR` beexi gnive Zix Kiv nqwQjv|
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auvKvq djZ cvi| Kbbv, Avjvn&Zvqvjv n`vqZ I Mvgivnxi


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^ ^ AwfZv eYbv KiQb|
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^ ^ AwfZv eYbv KiQb|
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KLbI PZbv wejywZ wbgwZ nq `kb jvf Ki _vKb, hvK Pvzl
`kb gb Kiv nq| Avevi KLbI Ggb nq h, wbRi Lqvj I aviYvi
AvKwZK `L _vKb Ges gb Kib, wb`v I RvMiYi gaeZx Aev
hvK Z`v ejv nq, G Aevq imyjcvK m. Gi `kb nq _vK| Ze nvu,
RvMZ`q, hviv me`vB gvivKvev I ZvIqvvni ga AvQb, cewi
gwjbZv _K huviv c~Ycwe, `ywbqv I `ywbqv`vi _K mKwQbKvix, huviv
me`vB imyjcvK m. Gi cg g, abm` I mvb-mwZi cwZ wbwj,
Zuviv bex Kixg m. Gi `x`vi Ggbfve cq _vKb, hgb cq _vKZb
mvBq`ybv MvDQyj AvRg nRiZ Avyj Kv`i wRjvbx i.| wZwb w`e
RMZB imyjcvK m. Gi wRqviZ KiZb| Zuvi Ggb gZv wQjv, hLvb
`wnK mK vcb Kiv hvq bv, mLvb civgcfvweZ Aevq K_v ejZ
cviZb| nRiZ kvqL Aveyj Avevm gimx i. _K ewYZ AvQ, wZwb
ejQb, GK gyn~Zi Rb Avgvi `kb _K mvBq` Avjg m. Gi
m`hivwR jy nj Avwg wbRK gymjgvb gb KiZ cviev bv| GB
Aev imyjcvK m. Gi mybZ, Av`e, myjyK I ZwiKvq AweiZ gykvnv`v I
Ryixi chvqfy| welqwU imyj AvKig m. Gi IB Gikv`i chvqfy,
hLvb wZwb ejQb, Avj Gnmvby Avb Zvey`vjvn& KvAvbvKv Zviv A_vr
Gnmvb A_ GB h, Zzwg Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Bev`Z GiKg Aevq Kie, hbv
Zzwg ZuvK `LQv| kvqL Aveyj Avevm gimxi Dciv eei ci e`i
Gnjvj i. ejQb, gvkvqL Kivgi eejvK ea ejZ nj GB
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/54

A_ MnY KiZ ne h, MvdjZ I wbmBqvbi c`v viv imyjcvK m.


AvQvw`Z bb| AweiZ Avgj, gvivKvev I Ryixi `wKvY _K Zuvi `kb
nZ cvi| ^xq PvLi `w _K imyjcvK m. c`vQvw`Z bb GiKg
A_ MnY Kibwb| Kbbv GUv nIqv Ame| Iqvjv Avjvg|
ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Avyj nK gynvQ `njfx) ejb, AweiZ
gvivKvev, bex Kixg m. Gi cwZ gneZi DQvm I Dcjw, Zuvi AvKwZ
`kbi wbiewQb wPv Zvje I mvjKMYi GKwU gZev, hvi gvag m
jvfevb nq _vK| GB AvjvPbvwU PjQ AvKwZ I gQvji `kbi Dci|
hgb ^ci gvag Zuvi AvKwZ I gQvj `kb ea| ^c hgb Kvbv
ewi mvgb imyjcvK m. Gi cwe RvInvi (g~jmv) AvKwZevb nq
DvwmZ nZ cvi| GUv me| Kbbv kqZvb Zuvi AvKwZ aviY KiZ
Ag| GZ m`ni AeKvk bB| GiKg Aev RvMiYKvjI me|
hgb Nyg ew ^c `L, Avi RvMZ ew Lvjv PvL `L| `Lvi
KvRwU DfqB KiZ cvi| evnRvZzj Avmivi wKZvei eYbv viv GUvB
cwivi nqQ|
GK nv`xQ eYbv GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avwg bex
gymvK KqK nvRvi ebx BmivBji m GKmv_ Gnivg eua Zvjweqv
coZ coZ nR Av`vq KiZ `LwQ| GB AevwUK ^c AvLv `qv ev
eZvi cwicx| gvbexq AvKwZZ dikZv`i Avwefve m~ RMZi
evcvi| GB cwZ w`ePvL `kb viv GUv Riix nq bv h, bex Kixg
m. iIRv kixd _K ewiq GmQb| Avevi G `kb viv `kbKvixK
cwifvlvMZ mvnvex AvLv `qvI hve bv| Ze nuv, Kvbv Kvbv
ZuvK AekB mvnvexi Kzgi Af~Z Kiv hve| wRwKii cveji KviY
Abyf~wZi Aavbi dj hw` `kb NU Ges hw` wb`v ev ^cK mve bvI
Kiv nq, ZeyI GZ evavi Kvbv KviY bB| Kbbv gw Av`Zvi cveji
dj Abyf~wZi h wbwjZv NU ZvZB wb`vi mw| Avi RvMZ Aevq
Abyf~wZi Aavb wRwKi-`i cveji KviY nq _vK| Avi G A
avbwU RvMZ Aevq nq _vK| wbw`Z Aevq bq| GB AvjvPbvi mviK_v
nQ, wZivavbi ci imyjcvK m. Gi `kb jvf Kij m `kb ne
gQvjx ev D`vniwYK `kb| ^ci gvag hgb `kb nq _vK, Zgwb
RvMZ AevqI nZ cvi| Avi g`xbv kixdi iIRvq Zuvi h cwe mv
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/55

we`gvb, ZvB cwZwew^Z nq _vK| GKB mgq wewfb vb cwZwe^


cwZdwjZ nIqv me| mvaviY ewiv ^c cq _vKb, Avi wekl
ewiv RvMZ Aevq jvf Ki ab nb| gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi Zuvi
wbR^ gZ GiKg e KiQb h, IjxMYi KvivgZ hviv wekvm Ki,
Zv`i GK_v wekvm Kiv ^vfvweK| AvDwjqv Kivgi kvb nQ, hgxb I
Avmgvbi mg eB Zuv`i KvQ DbvwPZ nZ cvi GZ Kvbv m`n
bB| imyj cvK m. Gi `x`viI GB chvqi| Bgvg Mvh&hvjx i. ejQb,
mvaviYi ^c` welq wekl ewMY RvMZ Aevq `L _vKb|
mvaviYRb hv Kcqvmi viv nvwmj Ki wekl ewiv Zv Avjvn& c`
`vb wnme cq _vKb| Iqvjv BqvKzjyj nK Iqv Bqvn&w`m&mvexj (Avjvn
mZ ejb Ges wZwbB ivv `Lvb)|
mZKZvt ^c imyjcvK m. Gi `x`vi jvf ab nIqvUv hw`I mymve
I cgvwYZ, Z_vwc Djvgv Kivg ejb, kixqZi weavb msv evcvi hw`
KD ^ci gvag wKQy nvwmj Ki, Ze Zvi Dci Avgj Kiv hve bv|
Ze GUv GB cwicwZ bq h, D iBqvZ ev `kbi ga KvbviKg
m`n iqQ| eis Zvi KviY, wb`vwefviZvq AvQb nj aviY I msiY
gZv wejy nq| GmK Djvgv Kivgi gZ GUvB| AvnKvg ev weavb
K_vwUi Zvrch nQ, kixqZi weavbi cwicx Kvbv Kzg ev weavb jvf
Kiv| GiKg wKQy nj Zvi Dci wKQyZB Avgj Kiv hve bv| weavb
mwKZ evcvi Qvov hw` wKQy nvwmj nq, Zv gvb Kiv I Avgj Kivi
evcvi KviI gZweiva bB| Kbbv, GiKg `Lv hvq h, AbK
nv`xQev ewYZ nv`xQi weZv mK ge KiQb ^qs bex Kixg
m.| GiKgI `Lv MQ h, nv`xQevMY nv`xQi evcvi imyjcvK m.
Gi wbKU wbe`b KiQb, GB nv`xQ Avcbvi KvQ _K GmQ wKbv?
RIqve wZwb nuv ev bv ejQb| RvMZ Aevq `kb jvfi vivI Kvbv
Kvbv gvkvqL Gjgi wbtmskqZv nvwmj KiQb| Iqvjv Avjvg|

bex Kixg m. Gi bvg bvg ivLv


gnvbex m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, Zuvi cwe bvg bvg ivLv
eiKZgq, DcKvix, `ywbqv AvLivZi ndvRZi Imxjv nq _vK| Ggg
mvBq`ybv nRiZ Avbvm iv. _K ewYZ AvQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv`
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/56

A_ MnY KiZ ne h, MvdjZ I wbmBqvbi c`v viv imyjcvK m.


AvQvw`Z bb| AweiZ Avgj, gvivKvev I Ryixi `wKvY _K Zuvi `kb
nZ cvi| ^xq PvLi `w _K imyjcvK m. c`vQvw`Z bb GiKg
A_ MnY Kibwb| Kbbv GUv nIqv Ame| Iqvjv Avjvg|
ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Avyj nK gynvQ `njfx) ejb, AweiZ
gvivKvev, bex Kixg m. Gi cwZ gneZi DQvm I Dcjw, Zuvi AvKwZ
`kbi wbiewQb wPv Zvje I mvjKMYi GKwU gZev, hvi gvag m
jvfevb nq _vK| GB AvjvPbvwU PjQ AvKwZ I gQvji `kbi Dci|
hgb ^ci gvag Zuvi AvKwZ I gQvj `kb ea| ^c hgb Kvbv
ewi mvgb imyjcvK m. Gi cwe RvInvi (g~jmv) AvKwZevb nq
DvwmZ nZ cvi| GUv me| Kbbv kqZvb Zuvi AvKwZ aviY KiZ
Ag| GZ m`ni AeKvk bB| GiKg Aev RvMiYKvjI me|
hgb Nyg ew ^c `L, Avi RvMZ ew Lvjv PvL `L| `Lvi
KvRwU DfqB KiZ cvi| evnRvZzj Avmivi wKZvei eYbv viv GUvB
cwivi nqQ|
GK nv`xQ eYbv GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avwg bex
gymvK KqK nvRvi ebx BmivBji m GKmv_ Gnivg eua Zvjweqv
coZ coZ nR Av`vq KiZ `LwQ| GB AevwUK ^c AvLv `qv ev
eZvi cwicx| gvbexq AvKwZZ dikZv`i Avwefve m~ RMZi
evcvi| GB cwZ w`ePvL `kb viv GUv Riix nq bv h, bex Kixg
m. iIRv kixd _K ewiq GmQb| Avevi G `kb viv `kbKvixK
cwifvlvMZ mvnvex AvLv `qvI hve bv| Ze nuv, Kvbv Kvbv
ZuvK AekB mvnvexi Kzgi Af~Z Kiv hve| wRwKii cveji KviY
Abyf~wZi Aavbi dj hw` `kb NU Ges hw` wb`v ev ^cK mve bvI
Kiv nq, ZeyI GZ evavi Kvbv KviY bB| Kbbv gw Av`Zvi cveji
dj Abyf~wZi h wbwjZv NU ZvZB wb`vi mw| Avi RvMZ Aevq
Abyf~wZi Aavb wRwKi-`i cveji KviY nq _vK| Avi G A
avbwU RvMZ Aevq nq _vK| wbw`Z Aevq bq| GB AvjvPbvi mviK_v
nQ, wZivavbi ci imyjcvK m. Gi `kb jvf Kij m `kb ne
gQvjx ev D`vniwYK `kb| ^ci gvag hgb `kb nq _vK, Zgwb
RvMZ AevqI nZ cvi| Avi g`xbv kixdi iIRvq Zuvi h cwe mv
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/55

we`gvb, ZvB cwZwew^Z nq _vK| GKB mgq wewfb vb cwZwe^


cwZdwjZ nIqv me| mvaviY ewiv ^c cq _vKb, Avi wekl
ewiv RvMZ Aevq jvf Ki ab nb| gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi Zuvi
wbR^ gZ GiKg e KiQb h, IjxMYi KvivgZ hviv wekvm Ki,
Zv`i GK_v wekvm Kiv ^vfvweK| AvDwjqv Kivgi kvb nQ, hgxb I
Avmgvbi mg eB Zuv`i KvQ DbvwPZ nZ cvi GZ Kvbv m`n
bB| imyj cvK m. Gi `x`viI GB chvqi| Bgvg Mvh&hvjx i. ejQb,
mvaviYi ^c` welq wekl ewMY RvMZ Aevq `L _vKb|
mvaviYRb hv Kcqvmi viv nvwmj Ki wekl ewiv Zv Avjvn& c`
`vb wnme cq _vKb| Iqvjv BqvKzjyj nK Iqv Bqvn&w`m&mvexj (Avjvn
mZ ejb Ges wZwbB ivv `Lvb)|
mZKZvt ^c imyjcvK m. Gi `x`vi jvf ab nIqvUv hw`I mymve
I cgvwYZ, Z_vwc Djvgv Kivg ejb, kixqZi weavb msv evcvi hw`
KD ^ci gvag wKQy nvwmj Ki, Ze Zvi Dci Avgj Kiv hve bv|
Ze GUv GB cwicwZ bq h, D iBqvZ ev `kbi ga KvbviKg
m`n iqQ| eis Zvi KviY, wb`vwefviZvq AvQb nj aviY I msiY
gZv wejy nq| GmK Djvgv Kivgi gZ GUvB| AvnKvg ev weavb
K_vwUi Zvrch nQ, kixqZi weavbi cwicx Kvbv Kzg ev weavb jvf
Kiv| GiKg wKQy nj Zvi Dci wKQyZB Avgj Kiv hve bv| weavb
mwKZ evcvi Qvov hw` wKQy nvwmj nq, Zv gvb Kiv I Avgj Kivi
evcvi KviI gZweiva bB| Kbbv, GiKg `Lv hvq h, AbK
nv`xQev ewYZ nv`xQi weZv mK ge KiQb ^qs bex Kixg
m.| GiKgI `Lv MQ h, nv`xQevMY nv`xQi evcvi imyjcvK m.
Gi wbKU wbe`b KiQb, GB nv`xQ Avcbvi KvQ _K GmQ wKbv?
RIqve wZwb nuv ev bv ejQb| RvMZ Aevq `kb jvfi vivI Kvbv
Kvbv gvkvqL Gjgi wbtmskqZv nvwmj KiQb| Iqvjv Avjvg|

bex Kixg m. Gi bvg bvg ivLv


gnvbex m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, Zuvi cwe bvg bvg ivLv
eiKZgq, DcKvix, `ywbqv AvLivZi ndvRZi Imxjv nq _vK| Ggg
mvBq`ybv nRiZ Avbvm iv. _K ewYZ AvQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv`
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/56

KiQb, Avjvn&cvKi `ievi `yB ewK `vqgvb Kivbv ne Avi


Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zv`iK RvbvZ cek Kivbvi Kzg w`eb| GZ wewZ
nq IB `yB ew Avjvn&Zvqvjvi KvQ wbe`b Kie, n Avjvn&! Kvb
wRwbm Avgv`iK RvbvZi AwaKvix I DchvMx evbvjv? Zvgvi ingZ
viv RvbvZ hvev G aibi Avkv Kiv Qvov Avgiv Zv Avi Kvbv bK
Avgj Kwiwb| Zv`i K_v b ieyj BZ ejeb, hvI Zvgiv RvbvZ
cek Kiv| Kbbv Avwg ^qs RvZi Kmg viv Avgvi Dci AekKZe
Ki wbqwQjvg h, Avwg ewK KYI Rvnvbvg cvVvev bv, hvi bvg ne
Avng` ev gvnv`| Ab GK eYbvq AvQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv imyjcvK m. K
Dk Ki ejQb, Avgvi ghv`v I civgi Kmg! Avwg Ggb ewK
Avhve `ev bv hvi bvg ne Avcbvi bvg|
mvBq`ybv nRiZ Avjx iv. _K ewYZ, cw_exZ h Kvbv vb
gvbylK Lvbv LvIqvbvi Dk `iLvb weQvbv nq, Avi mLvb hw`
Avng` ev gvnv` bvgi Kvbv ew nvwRi nq, Zvnj h Ni `iLvbv
weQvbv nqQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv m NiK `wbK `yevi cwe Ki `b|
nv`xQwU Avey gbmyi `vqjvgx eYbv KiQb| GiKgI ewYZ AvQ, Ggb
Kvbv Ni bB, hLvb gvnv` bvgi Kvbv ew iqQ A_P
Avjvn&Zvqvjv mLvb eiKZ c`vb Kibwb|
GK nv`xQ AvQ, Kvbv KIgi civgk wewbgq mfvq gvnv` bvgi
KD DcwZ _vKj wbq Avjvn&Zvqvjv mLvb eiKZ `vb Kieb| Aci
GK nv`xQ AvQ, hvi bvg gvnv`, imyjcvK m. Zvi Rb kvdvqvZ
Kieb Ges ZvK RvbvZ wbq hveb| GB wKZvei iPwqZv kvqL Avyj
nK gvnvQ `njfx GKevi ^c `Ljb, wZwb MvDQyj AvRg Avyj
Kv`i wRjvbx i. Gi mvgb `uvwoq AvQb| DcwZ RbZv ejQb,
gvnv` Ave`yj nK Avcbvi KvQ mvjvg wbe`b KiQb| GK_v b
MvDQyj AvRg i. `uvwoq Mjb Ges Zuvi m gyAvbvKv Kijb| wZwb
ZuvK Dk Ki ejjb Zvgvi Dci `vhLi Avb nvivg nq wMqQ|
evnZt `Lv hvq, GB fmsev` jvfi KviY bex Kixg m. Gi bvg bvg
ivLv| G evcvi Djvgv Kivgi HKgZ cwZwZ nqQ| Kvbv Kvbv
Avjg bex Kixg m. Gi cwe bvg I cwe Dcvwa mnhvM bvg ivLZ wbla
KiQb| h Kvbv GKwUi gvag bvg ivLv Rvqh iLQb A_vr nq
gvnv` bvg ivLv hve, bv nq Aveyj Kvmg| `ywU GKwZ Ki gvnv`
Aveyj Kvmg, GiKg bvg ivLv hve bv| GB gZwU AwaKZi we|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/57

Bgvg beex ejb, bex Kixg m. Gi bvg I KzwbqvZ GK Ki bvg


ivLvi evcvi KqKwU gZ iqQ| Bgvg kvdqx i. Gi gZ nQ, mvaviYZ
wbwl| Bgvg gvjK i. Gi gZ, ea| Avi ZZxq gZwU nQ, Aveyj Kvmg
bvg ivLv IB ewi Rb Rvqh, hvi bvg gvnv` bq| h nRiZMY
mvaviYZt Rvqhi cev, Zviv wblavivcKvix nv`xQjvK bex Kixg m.
Gi cw_exZ emevmi mgqi Rb wbw` gb Ki _vKb| Avi GB gZwUB
mwVKZvi AwaK wbKUeZx|

gnvbex m. Gi `ievi DP AvIqvRi wbwlZv


bex Kixg m. Gi weklZmg~ni ga AbZg weklZ nQ, Zuvi nv`xQ
cvVKvj Mvmj Kiv Ges myMw eenvi Kiv gvvnve| imyj Kixg m. Gi
nv`xQ kixd cvVi mgq AvIqvR mshZ Kiv DwPZ| hgb Zuvi Rxekvq
wZwb hLb K_v ejZb, ZLb Abvb`i AvIqvRK bxPy Kiv nZv| Ggg
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Gikv` nQ, n Bgvb`viMY! bexi AvIqvRi Dci
Zvgv`i AvIqvRK DP Kiv bv| nv`xQ kixd Zv bex Kixg m. GiB
Kvjvg, hv eYbvi gvag Avgv`i KvQ ck Kiv nqQ| GB nv`xQi
mvb I DP ghv`v Zuvi Avcb hevb gveviK _K wbtmZ ki gZB|
Avi nv`xQ cvV Kivi mgq Kvbv DuPz RvqMvq iL cvV Kiv Acwinvh|
nRiZ gyZwiK i. _K ewYZ AvQ, KD Bgvg gvjK i. Gi mvvr
Kvgbv Kij wZwb c_g euv`xK cvwVq w`q Rb wbZb, Zviv wK Kvbv
nv`xQ bZ GmQ? bvwK kixqZi Kvbv gvmAvjv Rvbvi Rb GmQ?
jvKiv hw` gvmAvjv Rvbvi Rb GmQ ejZv, ZLb wZwb m m
ewiq AvmZb Ges Zv`iK gvmAvjv gvmvqji Zvwjg w`Zb|
Ab GK eYbvq AvQ, wZwb wfZi _KB gvmAvjvi Reve w`Zb| Avi
hw` jvKiv ejZv, Zviv nv`xQ kixd kvbvi Rb GmQ, ZLb wZwb
MvmjLvbvq hZb Ges Mvmj Ki kv`v cvkvK ciZb, cvMwo euvaZb,
Pv`i Mvq w`Zb, Lvkey jvMvZb| Kzimx cZ Kiv nZv| Gici wZwb
evBi Gm KzimxZ Dcekb KiZb| AvD` I Av^ii AvMievwZ Rvjvbv
nZv| Gici AZ webq I Zvhxgi mv_ wZwb nv`xQ kixd eYbv
KiZb| nv`xQi cvV`vb Qvov Ab Kvbv mgq wZwb KzimxZ Dcekb
KiZb bv| Djvgv Kivg ejb, Bgvg gvjK i. GB cwZ nRiZ mvC`
Beb gymvBqve iv. _K MnY KiwQjb| nRiZ KvZv`v I Bgvg gvjK
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/58

KiQb, Avjvn&cvKi `ievi `yB ewK `vqgvb Kivbv ne Avi


Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zv`iK RvbvZ cek Kivbvi Kzg w`eb| GZ wewZ
nq IB `yB ew Avjvn&Zvqvjvi KvQ wbe`b Kie, n Avjvn&! Kvb
wRwbm Avgv`iK RvbvZi AwaKvix I DchvMx evbvjv? Zvgvi ingZ
viv RvbvZ hvev G aibi Avkv Kiv Qvov Avgiv Zv Avi Kvbv bK
Avgj Kwiwb| Zv`i K_v b ieyj BZ ejeb, hvI Zvgiv RvbvZ
cek Kiv| Kbbv Avwg ^qs RvZi Kmg viv Avgvi Dci AekKZe
Ki wbqwQjvg h, Avwg ewK KYI Rvnvbvg cvVvev bv, hvi bvg ne
Avng` ev gvnv`| Ab GK eYbvq AvQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv imyjcvK m. K
Dk Ki ejQb, Avgvi ghv`v I civgi Kmg! Avwg Ggb ewK
Avhve `ev bv hvi bvg ne Avcbvi bvg|
mvBq`ybv nRiZ Avjx iv. _K ewYZ, cw_exZ h Kvbv vb
gvbylK Lvbv LvIqvbvi Dk `iLvb weQvbv nq, Avi mLvb hw`
Avng` ev gvnv` bvgi Kvbv ew nvwRi nq, Zvnj h Ni `iLvbv
weQvbv nqQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv m NiK `wbK `yevi cwe Ki `b|
nv`xQwU Avey gbmyi `vqjvgx eYbv KiQb| GiKgI ewYZ AvQ, Ggb
Kvbv Ni bB, hLvb gvnv` bvgi Kvbv ew iqQ A_P
Avjvn&Zvqvjv mLvb eiKZ c`vb Kibwb|
GK nv`xQ AvQ, Kvbv KIgi civgk wewbgq mfvq gvnv` bvgi
KD DcwZ _vKj wbq Avjvn&Zvqvjv mLvb eiKZ `vb Kieb| Aci
GK nv`xQ AvQ, hvi bvg gvnv`, imyjcvK m. Zvi Rb kvdvqvZ
Kieb Ges ZvK RvbvZ wbq hveb| GB wKZvei iPwqZv kvqL Avyj
nK gvnvQ `njfx GKevi ^c `Ljb, wZwb MvDQyj AvRg Avyj
Kv`i wRjvbx i. Gi mvgb `uvwoq AvQb| DcwZ RbZv ejQb,
gvnv` Ave`yj nK Avcbvi KvQ mvjvg wbe`b KiQb| GK_v b
MvDQyj AvRg i. `uvwoq Mjb Ges Zuvi m gyAvbvKv Kijb| wZwb
ZuvK Dk Ki ejjb Zvgvi Dci `vhLi Avb nvivg nq wMqQ|
evnZt `Lv hvq, GB fmsev` jvfi KviY bex Kixg m. Gi bvg bvg
ivLv| G evcvi Djvgv Kivgi HKgZ cwZwZ nqQ| Kvbv Kvbv
Avjg bex Kixg m. Gi cwe bvg I cwe Dcvwa mnhvM bvg ivLZ wbla
KiQb| h Kvbv GKwUi gvag bvg ivLv Rvqh iLQb A_vr nq
gvnv` bvg ivLv hve, bv nq Aveyj Kvmg| `ywU GKwZ Ki gvnv`
Aveyj Kvmg, GiKg bvg ivLv hve bv| GB gZwU AwaKZi we|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/57

Bgvg beex ejb, bex Kixg m. Gi bvg I KzwbqvZ GK Ki bvg


ivLvi evcvi KqKwU gZ iqQ| Bgvg kvdqx i. Gi gZ nQ, mvaviYZ
wbwl| Bgvg gvjK i. Gi gZ, ea| Avi ZZxq gZwU nQ, Aveyj Kvmg
bvg ivLv IB ewi Rb Rvqh, hvi bvg gvnv` bq| h nRiZMY
mvaviYZt Rvqhi cev, Zviv wblavivcKvix nv`xQjvK bex Kixg m.
Gi cw_exZ emevmi mgqi Rb wbw` gb Ki _vKb| Avi GB gZwUB
mwVKZvi AwaK wbKUeZx|

gnvbex m. Gi `ievi DP AvIqvRi wbwlZv


bex Kixg m. Gi weklZmg~ni ga AbZg weklZ nQ, Zuvi nv`xQ
cvVKvj Mvmj Kiv Ges myMw eenvi Kiv gvvnve| imyj Kixg m. Gi
nv`xQ kixd cvVi mgq AvIqvR mshZ Kiv DwPZ| hgb Zuvi Rxekvq
wZwb hLb K_v ejZb, ZLb Abvb`i AvIqvRK bxPy Kiv nZv| Ggg
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Gikv` nQ, n Bgvb`viMY! bexi AvIqvRi Dci
Zvgv`i AvIqvRK DP Kiv bv| nv`xQ kixd Zv bex Kixg m. GiB
Kvjvg, hv eYbvi gvag Avgv`i KvQ ck Kiv nqQ| GB nv`xQi
mvb I DP ghv`v Zuvi Avcb hevb gveviK _K wbtmZ ki gZB|
Avi nv`xQ cvV Kivi mgq Kvbv DuPz RvqMvq iL cvV Kiv Acwinvh|
nRiZ gyZwiK i. _K ewYZ AvQ, KD Bgvg gvjK i. Gi mvvr
Kvgbv Kij wZwb c_g euv`xK cvwVq w`q Rb wbZb, Zviv wK Kvbv
nv`xQ bZ GmQ? bvwK kixqZi Kvbv gvmAvjv Rvbvi Rb GmQ?
jvKiv hw` gvmAvjv Rvbvi Rb GmQ ejZv, ZLb wZwb m m
ewiq AvmZb Ges Zv`iK gvmAvjv gvmvqji Zvwjg w`Zb|
Ab GK eYbvq AvQ, wZwb wfZi _KB gvmAvjvi Reve w`Zb| Avi
hw` jvKiv ejZv, Zviv nv`xQ kixd kvbvi Rb GmQ, ZLb wZwb
MvmjLvbvq hZb Ges Mvmj Ki kv`v cvkvK ciZb, cvMwo euvaZb,
Pv`i Mvq w`Zb, Lvkey jvMvZb| Kzimx cZ Kiv nZv| Gici wZwb
evBi Gm KzimxZ Dcekb KiZb| AvD` I Av^ii AvMievwZ Rvjvbv
nZv| Gici AZ webq I Zvhxgi mv_ wZwb nv`xQ kixd eYbv
KiZb| nv`xQi cvV`vb Qvov Ab Kvbv mgq wZwb KzimxZ Dcekb
KiZb bv| Djvgv Kivg ejb, Bgvg gvjK i. GB cwZ nRiZ mvC`
Beb gymvBqve iv. _K MnY KiwQjb| nRiZ KvZv`v I Bgvg gvjK
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/58

i. cgyL nRiZMYi GK RvgvZ eARy Aevq nv`xQ cvV KivK gvKin


gb KiZb| nRiZ Avgvk iv. Gi Zv Gic Afvm wQjv h, wZwb hLb
eARy nq hZb, m m Zvqvyg Ki wbZb| GZ Kvbv m`n bB,
imyj AvKig m. Gi AvjvPbv, Zuvi nv`xQ kixd cVb cvVb, Zuvi cwe
bvgi I c~Zt RxebPwiZi AvjvPbv Kiv I kvbvi mgq IB iKgB Zvhxg
mvb Kiv Riix, hiKg Zuvi BnKvjxb Rxeb Zuvi DcwwZZ Kiv Riix
wQjv| nv`xQ kixd cvVKvj Kvbv ewi AvMgb Zvi mvbv_ `vqgvb
nIqv DwPZ bq| Kbbv GZ imyjcvK m. Gi PvBZ Abi mvbK
cvavb `qv nq Ges Abi cwZ gbvwbek Kivi dj nv`xQ kixdi
gvag bex Kixg m. Gi dqR cvwZ cwZeKZv mw nq| wekl Ki
Kvbv dvmK dvRi I e`vZxi mvb `vqgvb nIqv KYv mgxPxb
bq| mjd mvjnxbi Zv GiKg bxwZ wQjv h, bex Kixg m. Gi nv`xQi
mvbv_ nv`xQ Aaqbi avivK Zuviv wQb KiZb bv| bovPovI KiZb
bv, `ni Dci mvsNvwZK Kvbv wec` I wZ bg GjI| Kw_Z AvQ,
GKevi nv`xQ kixd AaqbKvj Bgvg gvjK i. Gi kixi GKwU weQy
Gm mZivwU `skb KiwQjv| ZeyI wZwb cvk cwieZb Kibwb| wZwb
KvqgbvevK AaqbB iZ wQjb| nv`xQZv bex Kixg m. Gi| ZvB Zuvi
mvbv_ mB nv`xQi cvV e Kibwb| GB NUbvwU Bebyj nv Avjgv`
Lvj bvgK wKZve eYbv KiQb|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, GK gyn~Zi `kb cj
A_ev gveviK gRwjk Dcekb Kij Zuvi Rb mvnvweqvZ mve ne|
gyn~Zi mvnPh ev `kb mvnvexi Mie jvf imyjcvK m. Gi ewki
Af~Z| mvaviYZt `xNKvj KviI mvnPh Aevb KivK mvneZ ev
gvmvnevZ aiv nq _vK| wK Zuvi GK gyn~Z ev GKwU `wcvZB
h_| we I cQ`bxq gZ Abymvi GiKg ewKB mvnvex ejv nq|
Djvgv Kivg Gaibi ewki AbK AvjvPbv KiQb, hv bex Kixg
m. mn Abvb Avw^qv Kivgi ga wQjv| hgb wb`vq ARyf bv nIqv,
kqZvb bexi AvKwZ aviY KiZ Ag nIqv, nvB bv Avmv BZvw`| Ze
bex Kixg m. Gi ^Z ewk GB h, KD GKevi Zuvi m`hi cwZ
`wcvZ Kij Ges mvnPh Gj mB ewi b~ivwbqvZ I KvgvwjqvZ nvmj
nq hZv| IB Yvejx Zvi ga cKvwkZ nZv| hgb ejv nq _vK,
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/59

bex Kixg m. Gi GKwU `wcvZi cfve g~L I wbeva vbx nq hZv


Ges cvc~Y K_v ejv i KiZv| KzIqvZzj Kzjye bvgK wKZve AvQ,
nRiZ mvBq` Avjg m. Gi Rvgvj gveviKi Dci GKevi `w coj
Ggb Kvkd Rvix nZv, hv eevi gvivKvev KiI nvwmj nq bv| GUv
imyjcvK m. Gi GKwU ^Z gvRRv, hv Kej ZvuiB ewk| Ab Kvbv
bex Gi Ask cvbwb|
gnvbex m. Gi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Zuvi mvnvexMY mKjB Av`j
ev bvqcivqY wQjb| Zuv`i bvqcivqYZvi cksmv wKZveyjvn& I nv`xQ
kixd my I _nxb fvlvq DjL Kiv nqQ| Zuv`i Av`vjZi
evcvi KviI Kvbv KUzw bB| nv`xQi mb` ivex ev eYbvKvixi msLv
GKRb Gm `uvovj IB gvnvQK gybdvi` ev Mixe ejv nq| wK
mvnvexi GiKg nj D nv`xQK gybdvi` ev Mixe ejv nq bv|
mKj mvnvex Av`j ev bvqwb G evcvi Avnj mybZ Iqvj RvgvAvZi
HKgZ iqQ, hw`I Zuv`i ga KD KD dZbv I ivRbwZK
weksLjvi wkKvi nqwQjb| Avnj mybZ Iqvj RvgAvZ Zuv`i mK
myaviYv cvlYc~eK ej _vKb, Zuv`i mgq m ivRbwZK weksLjvjv
GRZnv`x fyj wnme msNwUZ nqwQjv| Zuv`i dhxjZ I KvgvjZ
mK m`ni m~cvZ nZB cvi bv| Kbbv Zuviv imyjcvK m. Gi
Av`k wbla cvjbi kw_j c`kb Kibwb| P~ov wbvi mv_
Zuviv Av`k evevqb KiZ hZevb nZb| Zuviv me`vB imyjcvK m. Gi
msmM KvjvwZcvZ KiZb| wewfb hy bexKixg m. Gi mx nZb| wewfb
GjvKv, ivR I Aj weRq AskMnY KiZb| n`vqZi Kvh AvZwbqvM
KiZb| bvgvR, ivRv I hvKvZ BZvw` Bev`Z gkj _vKZb| Zuv`i
gZv exiZ, mvnwmKZv, `vbkxjZv I cksmbxq Yvejx c~eeZx Kvbv
DZi ga cvIqv hvq bv| Rgi Djvgvi gvhnve GB h, mvnvev Kivg
iv. mKjB DZi ga mek Ges wgjvZi ga mevwaK mvwbZ|
Zuv`i cieZxiv Zuv`i gZv gvKvg I gZev jvf KiZ cvi bv| Kvbv
Kvbv Avjg, hgb cLvZ gvnvQ nRiZ Beb Avyjvn& I Zuvi gZv
AviI AbK GiKg ge ck KiQb h, GKvj G mgvR Ggb K
nZ cvib, whwb mvnvexMYi ci Zuv`i gZv? Gjg I Avgji dhxjZi
w`K w`q Zuv`i gZv ghv`vevb K? Kvbv mvnvex KLbI Kexiv Mvbvn&
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/60

i. cgyL nRiZMYi GK RvgvZ eARy Aevq nv`xQ cvV KivK gvKin


gb KiZb| nRiZ Avgvk iv. Gi Zv Gic Afvm wQjv h, wZwb hLb
eARy nq hZb, m m Zvqvyg Ki wbZb| GZ Kvbv m`n bB,
imyj AvKig m. Gi AvjvPbv, Zuvi nv`xQ kixd cVb cvVb, Zuvi cwe
bvgi I c~Zt RxebPwiZi AvjvPbv Kiv I kvbvi mgq IB iKgB Zvhxg
mvb Kiv Riix, hiKg Zuvi BnKvjxb Rxeb Zuvi DcwwZZ Kiv Riix
wQjv| nv`xQ kixd cvVKvj Kvbv ewi AvMgb Zvi mvbv_ `vqgvb
nIqv DwPZ bq| Kbbv GZ imyjcvK m. Gi PvBZ Abi mvbK
cvavb `qv nq Ges Abi cwZ gbvwbek Kivi dj nv`xQ kixdi
gvag bex Kixg m. Gi dqR cvwZ cwZeKZv mw nq| wekl Ki
Kvbv dvmK dvRi I e`vZxi mvb `vqgvb nIqv KYv mgxPxb
bq| mjd mvjnxbi Zv GiKg bxwZ wQjv h, bex Kixg m. Gi nv`xQi
mvbv_ nv`xQ Aaqbi avivK Zuviv wQb KiZb bv| bovPovI KiZb
bv, `ni Dci mvsNvwZK Kvbv wec` I wZ bg GjI| Kw_Z AvQ,
GKevi nv`xQ kixd AaqbKvj Bgvg gvjK i. Gi kixi GKwU weQy
Gm mZivwU `skb KiwQjv| ZeyI wZwb cvk cwieZb Kibwb| wZwb
KvqgbvevK AaqbB iZ wQjb| nv`xQZv bex Kixg m. Gi| ZvB Zuvi
mvbv_ mB nv`xQi cvV e Kibwb| GB NUbvwU Bebyj nv Avjgv`
Lvj bvgK wKZve eYbv KiQb|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, GK gyn~Zi `kb cj
A_ev gveviK gRwjk Dcekb Kij Zuvi Rb mvnvweqvZ mve ne|
gyn~Zi mvnPh ev `kb mvnvexi Mie jvf imyjcvK m. Gi ewki
Af~Z| mvaviYZt `xNKvj KviI mvnPh Aevb KivK mvneZ ev
gvmvnevZ aiv nq _vK| wK Zuvi GK gyn~Z ev GKwU `wcvZB
h_| we I cQ`bxq gZ Abymvi GiKg ewKB mvnvex ejv nq|
Djvgv Kivg Gaibi ewki AbK AvjvPbv KiQb, hv bex Kixg
m. mn Abvb Avw^qv Kivgi ga wQjv| hgb wb`vq ARyf bv nIqv,
kqZvb bexi AvKwZ aviY KiZ Ag nIqv, nvB bv Avmv BZvw`| Ze
bex Kixg m. Gi ^Z ewk GB h, KD GKevi Zuvi m`hi cwZ
`wcvZ Kij Ges mvnPh Gj mB ewi b~ivwbqvZ I KvgvwjqvZ nvmj
nq hZv| IB Yvejx Zvi ga cKvwkZ nZv| hgb ejv nq _vK,
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/59

bex Kixg m. Gi GKwU `wcvZi cfve g~L I wbeva vbx nq hZv


Ges cvc~Y K_v ejv i KiZv| KzIqvZzj Kzjye bvgK wKZve AvQ,
nRiZ mvBq` Avjg m. Gi Rvgvj gveviKi Dci GKevi `w coj
Ggb Kvkd Rvix nZv, hv eevi gvivKvev KiI nvwmj nq bv| GUv
imyjcvK m. Gi GKwU ^Z gvRRv, hv Kej ZvuiB ewk| Ab Kvbv
bex Gi Ask cvbwb|
gnvbex m. Gi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Zuvi mvnvexMY mKjB Av`j
ev bvqcivqY wQjb| Zuv`i bvqcivqYZvi cksmv wKZveyjvn& I nv`xQ
kixd my I _nxb fvlvq DjL Kiv nqQ| Zuv`i Av`vjZi
evcvi KviI Kvbv KUzw bB| nv`xQi mb` ivex ev eYbvKvixi msLv
GKRb Gm `uvovj IB gvnvQK gybdvi` ev Mixe ejv nq| wK
mvnvexi GiKg nj D nv`xQK gybdvi` ev Mixe ejv nq bv|
mKj mvnvex Av`j ev bvqwb G evcvi Avnj mybZ Iqvj RvgvAvZi
HKgZ iqQ, hw`I Zuv`i ga KD KD dZbv I ivRbwZK
weksLjvi wkKvi nqwQjb| Avnj mybZ Iqvj RvgAvZ Zuv`i mK
myaviYv cvlYc~eK ej _vKb, Zuv`i mgq m ivRbwZK weksLjvjv
GRZnv`x fyj wnme msNwUZ nqwQjv| Zuv`i dhxjZ I KvgvjZ
mK m`ni m~cvZ nZB cvi bv| Kbbv Zuviv imyjcvK m. Gi
Av`k wbla cvjbi kw_j c`kb Kibwb| P~ov wbvi mv_
Zuviv Av`k evevqb KiZ hZevb nZb| Zuviv me`vB imyjcvK m. Gi
msmM KvjvwZcvZ KiZb| wewfb hy bexKixg m. Gi mx nZb| wewfb
GjvKv, ivR I Aj weRq AskMnY KiZb| n`vqZi Kvh AvZwbqvM
KiZb| bvgvR, ivRv I hvKvZ BZvw` Bev`Z gkj _vKZb| Zuv`i
gZv exiZ, mvnwmKZv, `vbkxjZv I cksmbxq Yvejx c~eeZx Kvbv
DZi ga cvIqv hvq bv| Rgi Djvgvi gvhnve GB h, mvnvev Kivg
iv. mKjB DZi ga mek Ges wgjvZi ga mevwaK mvwbZ|
Zuv`i cieZxiv Zuv`i gZv gvKvg I gZev jvf KiZ cvi bv| Kvbv
Kvbv Avjg, hgb cLvZ gvnvQ nRiZ Beb Avyjvn& I Zuvi gZv
AviI AbK GiKg ge ck KiQb h, GKvj G mgvR Ggb K
nZ cvib, whwb mvnvexMYi ci Zuv`i gZv? Gjg I Avgji dhxjZi
w`K w`q Zuv`i gZv ghv`vevb K? Kvbv mvnvex KLbI Kexiv Mvbvn&
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/60

Ki djjI Zvi Dci cwZwZ wQjb bv| Kexiv Mvbvn&i Rb Zuv`i


Dci kixqZi n`I Kvqg Kiv nqwQjv| Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zuv`iK gvd
Ki w`qQb| Beb Avyjvn& IB mKj nv`xQi gvag `jxj MnY
KiQb, hv AvLix DZi dhxjZ ev ghv`vi cwicwZ ejv nqQ|
Kvbv Kvbv gvnvQ Aek ej _vKb, mvnvev Kivgi ghv`v chvR
ne Zuv`i ejvq, huviv `xNKvj ai bex Kixg m. Gi msmM wQjb Ges
ewea dqR jvf Ki DcKZ nqQb| Ze G c_g gZwUB mevwaK
cQ`bxq| mePvBZ mZ I eo K_v, Zuviv bex Kixg m. Gi `kb jvf
KiwQjb| cZ Bgvb viv ab nqwQjb| GB ghv`v Kej Zuv`i
RbB wbavwiZ| Ab KD GiKg dhxjZi AwaKvix nZ cvib bv|
AvLix DZi dhxjZ mwKZ nv`xQi cwZ Aek wfb| mvnvev
Kivgi Bgvb wQjv Bgvb wej Mwqe| hv BDwgbybv wej Mwqe AvqvZ
Kvixgvi Zvdmxii gydvm&wmiMY eYbv KiQb| Iqvjv Avjvg|
bex Kixg m. Gi weklZi AviKwU w`K nQ, gymjx bvgvR
Av`vqKvj Zvkvn&`i ga A_ev bvgvRi evBi `i` I mvjvg ck
Kivi mgq bex Kixg m. K Avmmvjvgy AvjvBKv AvBqynvbvweqy ej|
ZuvK Qvov Ab KvDK Gfve m^vab Kiv nq bv| m^vab viv imyjcvK
m. Qvov Ab KviI Dci mvjvg ciY Kiv hw` Dk bv nq, Zvnj Zv
ne nRiZ Beb gvmD` iv. KZK ewYZ nv`xQi Abyic| IB nv`xQ wZwb
ejQb, Avgiv imyjcvK m. Gi m bvgvR Av`vqKvj ejZvg,
Avm&jvjvgy Avjvjvn& Avm&mvjvgy Avjv wRe&ivBj, Avmmvjvgy Avjv wgKvBj|
Avmmvjvgy Avjv AgyK BZvw`| imyjcvK m. bvgvR _K dviM nq
Avgv`i w`K wdi ejjb Zvgiv Avm&mvjvgy Avjvjvn& evjv bv| Kbbv
Avjvn&ZvqvjvZv wbRB mvjvg| A_vr hveZxq wU I fxwZ _K wZwb Zv
mvjg ev wbivc` Ges myiwZ| ev`vK wU I fxwZ _K wbivcv `vb
Kib wZwbB| KvRB fq I gyLvcwZvi aviYv mw Ki Ggb mvjvg Zuvi
Dci ck Kiv A_nxb| GLb _K bvgvRi eVK emj cvV Kie
AvvwnqvZz wjjvwn Iqvm&mjvIqvZz IqvBwqevZ| Avmmvjvgy AvjvBKv
AvBqynvbvweqy Iqv ingvZzjvwn Iqv eviKvZz| Avmmvjvgy AvjvBbv Iqv
Avjv Bevw`jvwnm& mwjnxb| ev`v GB Zvkvn` kixd cvV Kij
Avjvn&Zvqvjv mvjvgZx `vb Kieb| Avj nv`xQ|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/61

myZvis `Lv hvq weklZi mv_ imyjcvK m. K mvjvg c`vb KivB


cKZ K_v| Abvb`iK mvaviY chvq ivLv nqQ| AvvwnqvZvi ga
Avm&mvjvgy AvjvBKv ej bex Kixg m. K m^vab Kiv nqQ| A_P
`kZt wZwb AbycwZ| GUvI Zuvi GKUv weklZ| Gi KviYI iqQ|
Djvgv Kivg ejb, givR iRbxZ Avjvn& ieyj Bh&hZ Zuvi nvexe m. K
GfveB m^vab KiwQjb| Gici Avjvn&Zvqvjvi D KvjvgwUK e
iL `qv nqQ| evLvixi kivn KigvbxZ ejv nqQ bex Kixg m. Gi
Aivj MnYi ci mvnvevMY Avmmvjvgy Avjvbvwewq ejZb| Avmmvjvgy
AvjvBKv ejZb bv|
Kvbv Kvbv Avid ejQb, AvvwnqvZvi ga imyjcvK m. K
m^vab Kiv nq Zuvi in gveviKi gykvnv`vi (`kbi) cwicwZ| mg
we`gvb ei ga wekl Ki bvgvRx ewi AvZvi ga Zuvi cwe ini
m~mvmg~n DvwmZ nq| bvgvRi mgq imyj AvKig m. Gi `
(AvwZK `kb) Ges IRy`i Dvmb _K eLei nIqv DwPZ bq|
imyjcvK m. Gi invbx dqyRvZ Kvgbv Kiv DwPZ|
imyjcvK m. Gi Aviv GKwU weklZ nQ, wZwb KvDK Avnvb Kij
m m Zuvi WvK mvov `qv Ges Z_vq DcwZ nq hvIqv IqvwRe nq
hve| bvgvRiZ _vKjI bvgvR Qo nvwRi nZ ne| nRiZ mvC` Beb
gyAvjv iv. Gi nv`xQ wZwb eYbv KiQb, Avwg GK`v bvgvR iZ wQjvg|
GgZvevq imyjcvK m. AvgvK WvKjb| Avwg Di Kwiwb| bvgvRv
imyjcvK m. Gi `ievi hq wbe`b Kijvg, Bqv imyjvjvn&! Avwg bvgvR
wQjvg, Reve w`Z cvwiwb| imyjcvK m. ejjb, Avjvn&Zvqvjv wK Gikv`
Kibwb.
Zvgiv Avjvn& I imyji WvK mvov `vI, hLb Zuviv Zvgvw`MK DxweZ
Kivi Dk Avnvb Kieb| KvRB imyjcvK m. Gi WvK mvov `qv
IqvwRe Ges GiKg bv Kij Mvbvn&Mvi nZ ne| ck RvM bvgvRiZ Aevq
bex Kixg m. Gi WvK mvov w`q mLvb DcwZ nj bvgvR evwZj ne wKbv?
G mK gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi ejb, kvdqx gZvej^x Avjgmn
AviI KwZcq Avjg G mK gZ cvlY Kib, GZ bvgvR b ne bv|
wK Kvbv Kvbv Avjgi gZ bvgvR b nq hve| Aek D nv`xQi
gvag G mK cwivi wKQz eySv hvq bv| Iqvjv Avjvg|

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/62

Ki djjI Zvi Dci cwZwZ wQjb bv| Kexiv Mvbvn&i Rb Zuv`i


Dci kixqZi n`I Kvqg Kiv nqwQjv| Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zuv`iK gvd
Ki w`qQb| Beb Avyjvn& IB mKj nv`xQi gvag `jxj MnY
KiQb, hv AvLix DZi dhxjZ ev ghv`vi cwicwZ ejv nqQ|
Kvbv Kvbv gvnvQ Aek ej _vKb, mvnvev Kivgi ghv`v chvR
ne Zuv`i ejvq, huviv `xNKvj ai bex Kixg m. Gi msmM wQjb Ges
ewea dqR jvf Ki DcKZ nqQb| Ze G c_g gZwUB mevwaK
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DZ gvnv`x m. Gi ghv`v I ewk


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Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejjb, n gymv! ZzwgZv DZ gvnv`xi dhxjZ


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Avwg Zuvi DZK mg DZi Pq Dg evbvev| Zviv fvjv KvRi
Av`k Kie, Avi g` KvRi cwZeK ne| Avgvi GKKZK ^xKvi
Kie, Avgvi Dci Bgvb Avbe| Zviv Avgvi wbfRvj Bev`Z Kie| Avwg
Abvb bexMYi Dci hv bvwhj KiwQ, Zvi mgKB Zviv cZqb Kie|
P` I m~hi cwZ `w ivLe A_vr Bev`Zi mgq mK mPZb ne|
Lvkbmxe IB Ai, Pnviv I AvZv, hviv Avgvi mv_ GLjvmi mK
Kie| Zv`i cwZwU gRwjk, khv, mdi, Aevb, PjgvbZv I wiZv
mevevq Avgvi Zmexn, ZKexi, Zvngx` I Zwn`K Zv`i Rb Avwg
mnR Ki `ev| Aejxjvg mevevq Zviv Gjv Pvwjq hve|
dikZv`i mvwii bvq gmwR` Zviv mvwie ne| dikZviv AvQ
Avgvi Aviki Avkcvk, Avi Zviv nQ Avgvi wcqcv Ges Avgvi xbi
mvnvhKvix| Avwg Zv`i gvag Avgvi DcvmbvjqK g~wZc~Rvix `ykgb`i
_K gy Kiev| Zviv Avgvi Dk `vqgvb nq, Dcwe nq, iKz

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/84

Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejjb, n gymv! ZzwgZv DZ gvnv`xi dhxjZ


mK Rvbv bv| mg gvLjyKvZi Dci Avgvi hZUzKz AbyMn, wVK Zvi
mgcwigvY AbyMn mB DZi Dci| nRiZ gymv Av. Avih Kijb, n
Avgvi cwZcvjK! AvgvK `wLq `vI| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejjb, Zzwg Zv`i
`Lv cve bv| hnZz Zviv kl hyMi DZ nq `ywbqvZ Avme| Ze nuv,
ZvgvK Avwg Zv`i Kvjvg kvbvZ cvwi| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv DZ
gvnv`xK WvK w`jb| mKj DZ mg^i RIqve w`j, n Avjvn&&|
Avgiv nvwRi, Avgiv nvwRi| A_P IB mgq Zviv mKjB wcZv, wcZvgn,
cwcZvgni c Ges gvZv-gvZvgn, cgvZvgni ingi ga wQjv|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv DZ gvnv`x mK Gikv` Kijb, Zvgv`i evcvi
Avgvi ingZ Avgvi Mhei Dci AMMvgx, Avi gv AMMvgx Avhvei
Dci| Zvgiv `vqv Kivi AvMB Avwg Keyj Ki bev| KD jvBjvnv
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`ev| imyj Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Avgvi Dci hLb
Zuvi bqvgZi ewntcKvk PvBjb, ZLb Gikv` Kijb, n gvnv`!
Avcwb hLb f~ZPZzqi ga wQjb, ZLb Avwg Avcbvi b~iK WvK
w`qwQjvg| Avcbvi DZKI WvK w`qwQjvg| Dk wQjv, Avcbvi
DZi K_v gymvK kvbvev| ZLb Avcwb Zzi cvnvo wQjb bv| GB
nv`xQ nRiZ KvZv`v iv.I eYbv KiQb| Ze Zuvi eYbvi ga AwZwi
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GZv my`i| GZv AvKlYxq? n ciIqvi`Mvi! AvgvK Zv`i K^i
wbq `vI| nRiZ Avey bvCg wjqv bvgK wKZve cybivq nRiZ Avbvm
iv. _K eYbv KiQb, bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv bex
gymvK Inxi gvag Rvbvjb, G gyn~Z KD hw` Avng`K A^xKviKvix
nq, Zvnj ZvK `vhLi Avb wbc Kiev|

gymv ejjb, Avng` K?


Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejjb, Avng` IB gnvb ew, whwb Avgvi mevwaK
bKUfvRb| Avmgvb hgxb mwi c~eB Avwg Zuvi bvg Avgvi bvgi cvk
Avik wjwce KiwQ| Avgvi Zvgvg gvLjyKi Rb RvbvZ cek Kiv
nvivg, hZY bv wZwb Ges Zuvi DZ RvbvZ cek Kie| GB nv`xQ viv

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/83

evwnKfve eySv hvq, imyjcvK m. Gi DZ Zuvi AbymiYi KviY Ab


mKj Avw^qv Kivgi c~e RvbvZ cek Kie|
h AwZw_wcq nb, Zuvi mxMYI Zv wcqcvB nq _vK| Ze nv`xQ
kixd Zvgvg gvLjyK K_vwU AvQ, Zvi A_ bexMY Qvov Ab mKj gvbyl|
Kbvbv Kvbv DZ bexi Ea hZ cvi bv ev Zuvi mgchvqI AvmZ
cvi bv| Gic bq| KYv bq| mvaviY gvbyl Kbv! Kvbv IjxI bexi
ghv`v jvf KiZ cvi bv|
bex gymv wRm Kijb, DZ gvnv`x Kx iKg| Zv`i Yvejx I
ewkmg~n Kxic? Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zuvi I Zuvi DZi Yvejx DjL
Kijb|
imyj gymv wbe`b Kijb, n Avgvi Avjvn&&! AvgvK `qv Ki mB
DZi bex evwbq w`b| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` Kijb, Kvbv DZi
Rb bex mB KvIg _KB nq|
imyj gymv ejjb, n Avgvi Avjvn&&! Zvnj AvgvK mB bexi DZ
evwbq w`b| nRiZ Inve Beb gybvevn _K ewYZ AvQ, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv
nRiZ qvBqv Av. Gi wbKU Inx cvwVq ejjb, Avwg Dx bexK `ywbqvZ
ciY Kiev, h bex `ywbqvZ Gm ewai Kvb, A PvL Ges IB Aimg~n
hv J`vwmbi c`vq XvKv coQ, mjvK Lyj w`eb| Zuvi Rbvb ne
gv gyKviigv Ges Zuvi wnRiZi RvqMv ne g`xbv gybvIqviv| Avi Zuvi
ivR ne kvg|
imyjcvK m. Gi DZi Yvejx mK Avjvn&&Zvqvjv GgbI ejQb,
Avwg Zuvi DZK mg DZi Pq Dg evbvev| Zviv fvjv KvRi
Av`k Kie, Avi g` KvRi cwZeK ne| Avgvi GKKZK ^xKvi
Kie, Avgvi Dci Bgvb Avbe| Zviv Avgvi wbfRvj Bev`Z Kie| Avwg
Abvb bexMYi Dci hv bvwhj KiwQ, Zvi mgKB Zviv cZqb Kie|
P` I m~hi cwZ `w ivLe A_vr Bev`Zi mgq mK mPZb ne|
Lvkbmxe IB Ai, Pnviv I AvZv, hviv Avgvi mv_ GLjvmi mK
Kie| Zv`i cwZwU gRwjk, khv, mdi, Aevb, PjgvbZv I wiZv
mevevq Avgvi Zmexn, ZKexi, Zvngx` I Zwn`K Zv`i Rb Avwg
mnR Ki `ev| Aejxjvg mevevq Zviv Gjv Pvwjq hve|
dikZv`i mvwii bvq gmwR` Zviv mvwie ne| dikZviv AvQ
Avgvi Aviki Avkcvk, Avi Zviv nQ Avgvi wcqcv Ges Avgvi xbi
mvnvhKvix| Avwg Zv`i gvag Avgvi DcvmbvjqK g~wZc~Rvix `ykgb`i
_K gy Kiev| Zviv Avgvi Dk `vqgvb nq, Dcwe nq, iKz

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/84

mR`vi mv_ bvgvR Av`vq Kie| Zviv Ggb ne h, Avgvi mwi


Dk Avcb Nievwo I gvj `jZ iL ewiq Avme| Zviv Avgvi ivvq
Rnv` Kie| Avwg Zv`i wKZve A_vr KviAvbi gvag mKj wKZveK,
Zv`i kixqZi gvag mKj kixqZK Ges Zv`i xbi gvag mKj
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wKZvei Dci Bgvb bv Avb Ges Zv`i xb I kixqZK bv gvb, Zviv
Avgvi wcqcv _vKe bv| Avwg Zv`i Dci Am|
Avwg Zv`iK mKj DZi Pq Dg DZ Ges DZ ImvZv
evwbqwQ| Zviv wKqvgZi w`b mKj DZi mvx ne| Zv`i ^fve ne
GiKg ivMvw^Z nj Avgvi Zvnjxj A_vr jv Bjvnv Bjvjvn& awb w`e|
hy&weMn wj nj Avgvi Zmexn cvV Kie, Avgvi cweZv eYbv Kie,
myenvbvjvwn Iqv wenvgw`nx eje| gyLgj I kixii A-cZK cwe
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AvKevi eje| i cevwnZ Ki Kvievbx Kie| Zv`i wKZve Zv`i
mxbvq _vKe| ivZi ejvq Zviv Ave`, Avi w`bi ejvq wmsnZzj
exihvv| Zviv KZB bv fvMevb, hviv D DZi m _vKe| Zv`i
gvhnve I ixwZbxwZi Dci cwZwZ ne| Gme Zv Avgvi AbyMn, Avwg
hvK BQv ZvKB `vb Kwi| Avwg gnvb KiYvgq Avjvn&Zvqvjv| GB
nv`xQ eYbv KiQb Avey bvCg|

Bev`Zi DZ gvnv`xi ewk


AZxZi Avmgvbx wKZvemg~n h mKj dhxjZ I ghv`vi K_v DjL
Kiv nqQ, mme GB DZ gigvi Rb wbavwiZ| KvRB D Yvejx
ARbi Rb mP nIqv cqvRb| Kbvbv Dg I kZi KviY Zv
GUvB| Avi GZ KvbB m`n bB h, GB DZi c_g mvwii jvK A_vr
mvnvev Kivg I Zuv`i mv_ mswk ewMY D Yvejxi Pig wkLi
wQjb|
DZ gvnv`xi ewk nQ, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zv`i Rb MwbgZi gvj
nvjvj Ki w`qQb| c~eeZx Kvbv DZi ejvq Zv nvjvj wQjv bv|
cw_exi mgM f~LK Zv`i Rb gmwR` ev bvgvRi DchvMx ewbq `qv
nqQ| Zviv hLvb BQ mLvbB bvgvR Av`vq KiZ cvie| gwKvK
cwe evwbq `qv nqQ| cweZv ARbi gvag evwbq `qv nqQ| cvwb
bv cvIqv ev cvwb eenvi KiZ Ag nIqv Aevq gvwU viv Zvqvyg Ki
`n cwe KiZ cvie| imyjcvK m. Gi ewki AvjvPbvZI Gic
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/85

eYbv Kiv nqQ| KvRB DZI Zuvi m IB mg Yvejx I weavbi


Askx`vi| Kvbv Kvbv Avjg ARyKI GB DZi ewki ga
cwiMwYZ Ki _vKb| Zuv`i `jxj GB nv`xQLvbv, ARyi AvjvgZi viv
A cZ PgwKZ _vKe| GgZvevq Avgvi DZK wKqvgZi gq`vb
IVvi Rb WvK `qv ne|
Gi nvKxKZ GgbI nZ cvi, ARyi cyivi DZ gvnv`xi RbB
wbw` Ki `qv ne| Ab KD Zv cve bv| dZj evix wKZve nRiZ
mviv iv. Gi NUbv eYbv DjL Kiv nqQ
AZvPvix Kvdi ev`kvn& bgi` hLb wewe mvivK e`x KiZ PvBjv,
ZLb wZwb ARy Ki bvgvR gkj nqwQjb| Ryivqn ivne Gi wKmmvi
ga Zuvi mK eYbv GmQ, ZLb wZwb ARy Ki bvgvR cowQjb Ges
Avkcvki evPv`i m K_vevZv ejwQjb| Zvnj `Lv hvq, ARy Kej
GB DZi ewk bq| ARy c~eI wQjv|
GB DZi weklZ nQ, ARyi KviY Ai Jj Ges b~ivwbqvZ|
gymwjg kixd nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. _K ewYZ, imyjcvK m. Gikv`
KiQb, jjvUi Jj Zvgiv Qvov Ab KD cve bv| DZ
gvnv`xi ewkmg~ni ga GKwU AbZg ewk nQ cvuP Iqv
bvgvR| AZxZi DZmg~ni bvgvR wQjv Pvi Iqv| Gkvi bvgvR Kvbv
DZiB wQjv bv| mec_g Avgv`i bex m. Gkvi bvgvR Av`vq
KiwQjb| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv` KiQb, Gkvi
bvgvR ivZi GK ZZxqvsk ch wej^ Ki Av`vq Kiv| Kbvbv
AZxZi DZMYi bvgvRmg~ni Dci Zvgv`iK ghv`v c`vb Kiv
nqQ| ZvQvov Avhvb, GKvgZ Ges wemwgjvwni ingvwbi inxg ejv
GjvI DZ gvnv`xi ewk| Ab Kvbv DZi Dci Gmei
Kyg AeZxY nqwb|
nRiZ myjvqgvb Av. Aek ^Z| Kbvbv wZwb mvev mc`vqi ivYx
wejwKmi wbKU wjwLZ c wemwgjvwni ingvwbi inxg viv Avi
KiwQjb| Avgxb ejvI DZ gvnv`xi GKwU ewk|
nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. Gi eYbvq AvQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv`
KiQb, B`xiv Avgv`i cwZ Ab KvbvwKQzi KviY GZ ekx wnsmv Ki
bv, hZ ekx wnsmv Ki Rygvi bvgvRi Rb| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Avgv`iK
n`vqZ `vb KiQb| Z`c Bgvgi wcQb Avgxb ejvKI Zviv wnsmv
Ki|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/86

mR`vi mv_ bvgvR Av`vq Kie| Zviv Ggb ne h, Avgvi mwi


Dk Avcb Nievwo I gvj `jZ iL ewiq Avme| Zviv Avgvi ivvq
Rnv` Kie| Avwg Zv`i wKZve A_vr KviAvbi gvag mKj wKZveK,
Zv`i kixqZi gvag mKj kixqZK Ges Zv`i xbi gvag mKj
xbK mgv Ki `ev| Zv`i Rvgvbv cvIqv mI hw` KD Zv`i
wKZvei Dci Bgvb bv Avb Ges Zv`i xb I kixqZK bv gvb, Zviv
Avgvi wcqcv _vKe bv| Avwg Zv`i Dci Am|
Avwg Zv`iK mKj DZi Pq Dg DZ Ges DZ ImvZv
evwbqwQ| Zviv wKqvgZi w`b mKj DZi mvx ne| Zv`i ^fve ne
GiKg ivMvw^Z nj Avgvi Zvnjxj A_vr jv Bjvnv Bjvjvn& awb w`e|
hy&weMn wj nj Avgvi Zmexn cvV Kie, Avgvi cweZv eYbv Kie,
myenvbvjvwn Iqv wenvgw`nx eje| gyLgj I kixii A-cZK cwe
ivLe| UvLbyi Dci Bhvi cwiavb Kie| cwZwU PovB DrivB Kvj Avjv
AvKevi eje| i cevwnZ Ki Kvievbx Kie| Zv`i wKZve Zv`i
mxbvq _vKe| ivZi ejvq Zviv Ave`, Avi w`bi ejvq wmsnZzj
exihvv| Zviv KZB bv fvMevb, hviv D DZi m _vKe| Zv`i
gvhnve I ixwZbxwZi Dci cwZwZ ne| Gme Zv Avgvi AbyMn, Avwg
hvK BQv ZvKB `vb Kwi| Avwg gnvb KiYvgq Avjvn&Zvqvjv| GB
nv`xQ eYbv KiQb Avey bvCg|

Bev`Zi DZ gvnv`xi ewk


AZxZi Avmgvbx wKZvemg~n h mKj dhxjZ I ghv`vi K_v DjL
Kiv nqQ, mme GB DZ gigvi Rb wbavwiZ| KvRB D Yvejx
ARbi Rb mP nIqv cqvRb| Kbvbv Dg I kZi KviY Zv
GUvB| Avi GZ KvbB m`n bB h, GB DZi c_g mvwii jvK A_vr
mvnvev Kivg I Zuv`i mv_ mswk ewMY D Yvejxi Pig wkLi
wQjb|
DZ gvnv`xi ewk nQ, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zv`i Rb MwbgZi gvj
nvjvj Ki w`qQb| c~eeZx Kvbv DZi ejvq Zv nvjvj wQjv bv|
cw_exi mgM f~LK Zv`i Rb gmwR` ev bvgvRi DchvMx ewbq `qv
nqQ| Zviv hLvb BQ mLvbB bvgvR Av`vq KiZ cvie| gwKvK
cwe evwbq `qv nqQ| cweZv ARbi gvag evwbq `qv nqQ| cvwb
bv cvIqv ev cvwb eenvi KiZ Ag nIqv Aevq gvwU viv Zvqvyg Ki
`n cwe KiZ cvie| imyjcvK m. Gi ewki AvjvPbvZI Gic
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/85

eYbv Kiv nqQ| KvRB DZI Zuvi m IB mg Yvejx I weavbi


Askx`vi| Kvbv Kvbv Avjg ARyKI GB DZi ewki ga
cwiMwYZ Ki _vKb| Zuv`i `jxj GB nv`xQLvbv, ARyi AvjvgZi viv
A cZ PgwKZ _vKe| GgZvevq Avgvi DZK wKqvgZi gq`vb
IVvi Rb WvK `qv ne|
Gi nvKxKZ GgbI nZ cvi, ARyi cyivi DZ gvnv`xi RbB
wbw` Ki `qv ne| Ab KD Zv cve bv| dZj evix wKZve nRiZ
mviv iv. Gi NUbv eYbv DjL Kiv nqQ
AZvPvix Kvdi ev`kvn& bgi` hLb wewe mvivK e`x KiZ PvBjv,
ZLb wZwb ARy Ki bvgvR gkj nqwQjb| Ryivqn ivne Gi wKmmvi
ga Zuvi mK eYbv GmQ, ZLb wZwb ARy Ki bvgvR cowQjb Ges
Avkcvki evPv`i m K_vevZv ejwQjb| Zvnj `Lv hvq, ARy Kej
GB DZi ewk bq| ARy c~eI wQjv|
GB DZi weklZ nQ, ARyi KviY Ai Jj Ges b~ivwbqvZ|
gymwjg kixd nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. _K ewYZ, imyjcvK m. Gikv`
KiQb, jjvUi Jj Zvgiv Qvov Ab KD cve bv| DZ
gvnv`xi ewkmg~ni ga GKwU AbZg ewk nQ cvuP Iqv
bvgvR| AZxZi DZmg~ni bvgvR wQjv Pvi Iqv| Gkvi bvgvR Kvbv
DZiB wQjv bv| mec_g Avgv`i bex m. Gkvi bvgvR Av`vq
KiwQjb| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv` KiQb, Gkvi
bvgvR ivZi GK ZZxqvsk ch wej^ Ki Av`vq Kiv| Kbvbv
AZxZi DZMYi bvgvRmg~ni Dci Zvgv`iK ghv`v c`vb Kiv
nqQ| ZvQvov Avhvb, GKvgZ Ges wemwgjvwni ingvwbi inxg ejv
GjvI DZ gvnv`xi ewk| Ab Kvbv DZi Dci Gmei
Kyg AeZxY nqwb|
nRiZ myjvqgvb Av. Aek ^Z| Kbvbv wZwb mvev mc`vqi ivYx
wejwKmi wbKU wjwLZ c wemwgjvwni ingvwbi inxg viv Avi
KiwQjb| Avgxb ejvI DZ gvnv`xi GKwU ewk|
nRiZ Avqkv wmxKv iv. Gi eYbvq AvQ, imyjcvK m. Gikv`
KiQb, B`xiv Avgv`i cwZ Ab KvbvwKQzi KviY GZ ekx wnsmv Ki
bv, hZ ekx wnsmv Ki Rygvi bvgvRi Rb| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Avgv`iK
n`vqZ `vb KiQb| Z`c Bgvgi wcQb Avgxb ejvKI Zviv wnsmv
Ki|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/86

GB DZi ewki AviKwU w`K nQ, bvgvRi ga iKz Kiv|


nRiZ Avjx iv. _K ewYZ, wZwb ejQb, mec_g Avgiv iKz KiwQ
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G iKzwU Kx GiKg Zv Avcwb AvM Kibwb| wZwb m. ejjb, GUv Kivi
Rb AvgvK Kzg `qv nqQ| GB nv`xQ _K eySv hvq, Avgv`i agI
cv_wgK Aevq iKzi cPjb wQjv bv| cieZxZ Gi Kzg nqQ| Aek
KviAvb gRx` GK RvqMvq AvQ n gwiqg! Avcb cfyi AvbyMZ Kiv,
Avi iKz I mR`v Kiv| GB AvqvZ eySv hvq, c~eeZx DZi DciI
iKzi weavb wQjv| Di GB h, GLvb KzbyZ, iKz I mR`v Gme wKQzK
`vqgx KzbyZ ev wbiewQb AvbyMZ eySZ ne| Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv`
KiQb, IB ew, h Anwbwk mR`viZ I `vqgvb Aevq Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi
AvbyMZ Ki| GLvb KzbyZ A_ AvbyMZ, wKqvg Ges Ly ev GKvMZv|
mR`vi A_ bvgvR| hgb Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, mR`vi ci
A_vr bvgvRi ci| iKzi A_ GKvMZv I webq| AvqvZi ga iKzi c~e
mR`vi K_v DjL Kiv nqQ| GvivI eySv hvq GB iKzi A_ bvgvRi
iKz bq, eis GKvMZv I webq cKvk A_ iKz bq| Kbvbv bvgvRi
ga iKzi c~e mR`v `qvi weavb bB| DwjwLZ ZvIRxn I nRiZ Avjx
iv. Gi eYbvi gvag cgvwYZ njv h, c~eeZx DZMYi Dci iKz Kivi
weavb wQjv bv| bvgvR I hy GB DZ mvwie nj Hic ghv`v I
bKU jvf Ki, hic dikZve` mvwiefve Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kzg
Zvgxj Ki bKU jvf Kib| GUvI GB DZi AbZg ewk| AwaK
hw` Gic ejv nq, bvgvRi RvgvZI GB DZi AviKwU ewk, Ze
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv G evcvi mevwaK cwivZ|
GB DZi AviKwU ewk nQ Zvwnqv ev mvjvg| nRiZ Avqkv
wmxKv iv. Gi ewYZ nv`xQi klvsk mvjvgi K_v iqQ| Aek nv`xQ
DwjwLZ ki Rvnix A_ bvgvRv mvjvg wdivbv| Ze Zvwnqv I mvjvg
ki evwnK A_, mvvZi mgq cii mvjvg wewbgq Kiv|
GB DZi ewki AviKwU w`K nQ Rygvi bvgvR| Rygvi bvgvR
Ab Kvbv DZi Dci AvivwcZ wQjv bv| hgb, nv`xQ kixd GmQ,
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AbyMn Ki w`qQb| myZivs G w`b Avwg Avjvn&& Zv`i Rb, Avi
AbyMnxZ gvbylivI Avgvi Rb| B`xiv GB w`b D`hvcb Ki kwbevi|
Avi bvgvR D`hvcb Ki iweevi|
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DZ gvnv`xi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Rygvi w`b Zv`i Rb


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2. D LqvjK jvjb Kij ev DrmvwnZ Kij ZvK ejv nq LvZi|
Gici nQ Km` I Giv`vi i| Kiv bv Kivi ^vaxbZv|
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Gici nQ Avhg I Zvwnqvi i| A_vr Mvbvn&i Lqvj, AvMn I BQv
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Kieb| Kbvbv G AevwU Aii wiwmv| (D Aevq Ai _K
Avjvn&&ZvqvjvK mwiq w`q Mvbvn&K `p vb `qv nqQ| ZvB Gi Rb
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Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Zvgv`i `q hv iqQ Zv cKvk
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Kieb| Ze ewfPvii wimsK wK ewfPviZzj bq| ewfPvi Kij
h Mvbvn& nq, msK Kij miKg ne bv| nuv ewfPvii msK Ggb
GKwU Mvcb Mvbvn& hvi Rb Abvb Mvcb Mvbvn&i gZv cvKovI nIqvI
me| DZ gvnv`xi Rb mePq cwic~Y ewk njv, LvBij Dgvg
(k DZ) nIqvi ghv`v jvf Kiv| Kbvbv GB DZi kixqZ c~eeZx
mg kixqZi Pq mevwaK cwic~Y|

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/91

imyj AvKig m. mKj Dg ^fve I cksmbxq Yvejxi c~YZv mvabi


Rb Avwef~Z nqQb| ZvB Zuvi AvbxZ kixqZ I xb c~eeZx mKj xb I
kixqZi Pq AwaKZi cwic~Y I c~YvZv neB|
nRiZ gymv Av. Gi kixqZ Kmva I KwVb wQjv| hgb, KZj bdm
ev ZIevi Dk cvY msnvi, nvjvj e nvivg Ki `qv, Acivai mv_
mv_ kvw cvIqv, AxKvi MnY, `yweln `vwqZfvi Pvwcq `qv Ges
Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kni I civgkxjZvi ewntcKvk BZvw`| fxwZc`, fqven
I ivMvw^Z nvj Ges kvwi Rb m m cvKovI Kivi w`K w`q nRiZ
gymv mv. Gi Pq KwVb KD wQjb bv| gvbyl Zuvi cwZ `wcvZ KiZ
cviZv bv| ewYZ AvQ, hw`b nRiZ gymv Av. Kvjvg Gjvnx I ZvRvjx
viv ab nqwQjb, mw`b _K wZwb Pv`i gyL XK ivvq ei nZb|
vqx ivlvZv _K gvbyl hbv wePwjZ bv nq, GRb wZwb GKvRwU
KiZb| Zuvi DZi jvKjvI wQjv `~i Ges KKk cKwZi| mnR
mskvwaZ nIqvi jvK Zviv wQjv bv| m w`KB BwZ Ki Avjvn&&Zvqvjv
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Mjv, GgbwK Zvi PqI KwVb| Gw`K nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi kixqZ wQjv
`qv, gnievwb, bgZv I webq ficyi| hy weMni weavb wQjv bv|
bvmviv`i ag hy Kiv nvivg wQjv| KD hy Kij m nZv bvdigvb I
Mvbvn&Mvi| ZvB nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi DZi jvKiv mvaviYZt gvjvqg
cKwZi I big ^fvei wQjv| Zv`i Dci KwVb weavb Avivc Kiv
nqwb| eis Bxj wKZve Zv`i cwZ Gic wb`k iqQ h, KD hw`
Zvgv`i Wvb Mvj GKwU PcUvNvZ Ki, Zvnj evg MvjwUI Zvi mvgb
GwMq `vI| KD hw` Kvcoi evcvi Zvgv`i m SMov Ki Ges
Zvgv`i cwiaq e Lyj wbZ Pvq Zvnj cwiaq ei mv_ mv_ Pv`i
LvbvI ZvK w`q `vI| KD GK gvBj c_ wbZ PvBj Zvi mvnvhv_ Zzwg
`yB gvBj hvI|
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GUv Zv`i ^m gZev` e wKQzB bq| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zv`i Rb Bxj
wKZve hv wjLQb Ges IqvwRe KiQb, Zv`i eivMev` Zviv
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Av. Gi ga wQjv Lvjm Rvgvji nvj| j~Zd Ges Gnmvbi ewntcKvk
NUwQjv Zvi ga|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/92

wbmBqvb nQ ^vfvweKfve Kvbv wRwbm fyj hvIqv| hgb Kvbv


ivRv`vi fyjekZt cvbvnvi Ki djjv| Avi LvZv nQ, ivRvi K_v
ivRv`vii iY AvQ, wK Kzwj Kivi mgq AmveavbZvekZt KbvjxZ
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Mvbvn&i KvR wj Ki `qv|
hgb, Kvbv Rvjg KvDK ejjv Kzdzix K_v DPviY Kiv, bBj
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Avjvn&&cvK G evcvi ZvK cvKovI Kieb bv|
GLb AvjvPbvq Avmv hvK, nv`xQ bdj (gbi K_v) A_vr gbi wfZi
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Aev AvQ|
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nvRm ejv nq|
2. D LqvjK jvjb Kij ev DrmvwnZ Kij ZvK ejv nq LvZi|
Gici nQ Km` I Giv`vi i| Kiv bv Kivi ^vaxbZv|
ev`vi AiwZ evcvi gvhvM| eis Giv`v nIqv mI hw` D
Mvbvn&wU bv Ki, Ze Zvi Rb GKwU bKx wjL `qv nq|
Gici nQ Avhg I Zvwnqvi i| A_vr Mvbvn&i Lqvj, AvMn I BQv
KvhKi Kivi Rb msKe njv, wK cvwicvwkKZv cwZK~j nIqvq
Mvbvn&i KvRwU Kiv hvQ bv| G Aevi Rb Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ZvK cvKovI
Kieb| Kbvbv G AevwU Aii wiwmv| (D Aevq Ai _K
Avjvn&&ZvqvjvK mwiq w`q Mvbvn&K `p vb `qv nqQ| ZvB Gi Rb
ZvK cvKovI nZ ne)|Abyev`K|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Zvgv`i `q hv iqQ Zv cKvk
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Kieb| Ze ewfPvii wimsK wK ewfPviZzj bq| ewfPvi Kij
h Mvbvn& nq, msK Kij miKg ne bv| nuv ewfPvii msK Ggb
GKwU Mvcb Mvbvn& hvi Rb Abvb Mvcb Mvbvn&i gZv cvKovI nIqvI
me| DZ gvnv`xi Rb mePq cwic~Y ewk njv, LvBij Dgvg
(k DZ) nIqvi ghv`v jvf Kiv| Kbvbv GB DZi kixqZ c~eeZx
mg kixqZi Pq mevwaK cwic~Y|

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/91

imyj AvKig m. mKj Dg ^fve I cksmbxq Yvejxi c~YZv mvabi


Rb Avwef~Z nqQb| ZvB Zuvi AvbxZ kixqZ I xb c~eeZx mKj xb I
kixqZi Pq AwaKZi cwic~Y I c~YvZv neB|
nRiZ gymv Av. Gi kixqZ Kmva I KwVb wQjv| hgb, KZj bdm
ev ZIevi Dk cvY msnvi, nvjvj e nvivg Ki `qv, Acivai mv_
mv_ kvw cvIqv, AxKvi MnY, `yweln `vwqZfvi Pvwcq `qv Ges
Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kni I civgkxjZvi ewntcKvk BZvw`| fxwZc`, fqven
I ivMvw^Z nvj Ges kvwi Rb m m cvKovI Kivi w`K w`q nRiZ
gymv mv. Gi Pq KwVb KD wQjb bv| gvbyl Zuvi cwZ `wcvZ KiZ
cviZv bv| ewYZ AvQ, hw`b nRiZ gymv Av. Kvjvg Gjvnx I ZvRvjx
viv ab nqwQjb, mw`b _K wZwb Pv`i gyL XK ivvq ei nZb|
vqx ivlvZv _K gvbyl hbv wePwjZ bv nq, GRb wZwb GKvRwU
KiZb| Zuvi DZi jvKjvI wQjv `~i Ges KKk cKwZi| mnR
mskvwaZ nIqvi jvK Zviv wQjv bv| m w`KB BwZ Ki Avjvn&&Zvqvjv
Gikv` KiQb, AZtci Dnvi ci Zvgv`i `q cv_ii gZv KwVb nq
Mjv, GgbwK Zvi PqI KwVb| Gw`K nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi kixqZ wQjv
`qv, gnievwb, bgZv I webq ficyi| hy weMni weavb wQjv bv|
bvmviv`i ag hy Kiv nvivg wQjv| KD hy Kij m nZv bvdigvb I
Mvbvn&Mvi| ZvB nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi DZi jvKiv mvaviYZt gvjvqg
cKwZi I big ^fvei wQjv| Zv`i Dci KwVb weavb Avivc Kiv
nqwb| eis Bxj wKZve Zv`i cwZ Gic wb`k iqQ h, KD hw`
Zvgv`i Wvb Mvj GKwU PcUvNvZ Ki, Zvnj evg MvjwUI Zvi mvgb
GwMq `vI| KD hw` Kvcoi evcvi Zvgv`i m SMov Ki Ges
Zvgv`i cwiaq e Lyj wbZ Pvq Zvnj cwiaq ei mv_ mv_ Pv`i
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`yB gvBj hvI|
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GUv Zv`i ^m gZev` e wKQzB bq| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zv`i Rb Bxj
wKZve hv wjLQb Ges IqvwRe KiQb, Zv`i eivMev` Zviv
wbRivB Avwevi KiQ, Avwg Zv`i Dci Gme diR Kwiwb| nRiZ Cmv
Av. Gi ga wQjv Lvjm Rvgvji nvj| j~Zd Ges Gnmvbi ewntcKvk
NUwQjv Zvi ga|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/92

nRiZ gymv Av. wQjb wecixZ ^fvei| Zuvi ga Rvjvj, civvw I


fqvenZv wQjv| wK Avgv`i bex Kixg m. Gi ga wQjv Kvgvj, Rvgvj
Ges Rvjvj, GB wwea Yi mg^q|
kw, bvqcivqYZv, KVviZv, bgZv, `qv I gnievYx G aibi
hveZxq Yvejxi AwaKvix wQjb wZwb m.| Zuvi kixqZ Abvb mg
kixqZi Zzjbvq AvKgvj| Zuvi DZ Abvb DZi Pq AvKgvj| Zuvi
nvj Ges gvKvgI Z`c AvKgvj ev AwaKZi c~Y| KvRB Zuvi kixqZ nQ
gaeZxZvgwZ, fvimvggq Ges c~Yv|
Zuvi kixqZi weavbjv GZv AvKlYxq h, Kvbv welq diR, Kvbv
welq IqvwRe, KvbvwU gbQze ev Rvqh, Avevi KvbvwU gvvnve|
KVviZvi j KVvi weavb, bgZvi j webgZv| Kvbv `Lv hvq
Zievix Pvjbvi weavb, Avevi Kvbv `vbkxjZvi Abycg `k|
Kvbvvb `Lv hvq Av`j Bbmvdi ewntcKvk| Kv_vI Avevi cwijwZ
nq dRj I gnievwbi evwielY| GKmgq GKwU Abvqi wewbgq
mgcwigvY kvwi weavb `qv nq _vK| Av`j I Bbmvdi gvag KvR
Kiv nq| Avevi AviK mgq gvd Ki w`j Ges mskvab Ki w`j Zvi
cyivi iqQ Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi KvQ| Gi gvag gvi w`K DrmvwnZ Kiv
nq| kvw `qvi Ryjygi Avkq MnY Kivi Rb uwkqvi Ki ejv nq,
wbqB Avjvn&&Zvqvjv hyjygKvix`iK fvjvevmb bv|
G RvZxq evYxi gvag hyjygK nvivg Ki `qv nqQ| hgb ejv
nqQ KD Zvgv`iK kvw w`j Zv`i `qv kvwi cwigvY Zv`iK
kvw `vI| GRvZxq evYxi gvag Av`j I BbmvdK IqvwRe Kiv nqQ,
Avevi hyjygKI nvivg Kiv nqQ| Zvgiv hw` ah aviY Kiv, ahavix`i
Rb Zv AekB KjvYKi|
GB evYxi gvag `qv I AbyMni cwZ DrmvwnZ Kiv nqQ| GB
DZi Rb hveZxq wZKi I g` wRwbmK nvivg Ki `qv nqQ|
hveZxq cQ`bxq I DcKvix KvRK gvevn mve Kiv nqQ| GB nvivg
Ki `qv DZi Rb wekl ingZ^ic| Kbvbv AZxZ G RvZxq
KvRi RbB Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Avhve bg GmwQjv|
G gg Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejQb, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zvgvw`MK eQ wbqQb,
iv KiQb Ges agi ga Zvgv`i Dci Kvbv msKxYZv ivLbwb|
DZ gvnv`x m. K Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mg DZi Dci mvx evwbqQb Ges
bexMYi jvwfwl Ki w`qQb| Kbvbv bexMY mKjB Avcb Avcb
DZi evcvi mvx c`vb Kieb| G DZK Dg DZ hvK gvbyli
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/93

Rb ei Kiv nqQ ej ghv`v `qv nqQ| mvb I c`ghv`vi gvag


Zv`iK wekwlZ Kiv nqQ| hgb Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb,
Avjvn&Zvqvjv hvK BQv Zuvi ingZ w`q wekwlZ Kib| wZwbZv gnvb
AbyMnkxj|
DZ gvnv`xi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Kvbv Mvgivnx I
c_Zvi Dci Zviv GKZve ne bv| GB nv`xQLvbv e mb`i gvag
gki| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` Kib, Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi
KvQ Avwg cv_bv Kijvg, n Avgvi ie! Avgvi DZi mKj jvK hbv
Kvbv Mvgivnxi Dci GKZve bv nq| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Avgvi cv_bv Keyj
KiQb| AwaK G DZi Rb Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi AviKwU wekl
gnievwb, Zv`i GRgv (HKgZ) kixqZi GKwU `jxj wnme gyix
cqQ| wK c~eeZx DZMYi GRgv kixqZi `jxj wnme ^xKZ
wQjv bv| G DZi ga GLZjvd GKwU ingZ ^ic, hv AZxZ DZi
Rb Avhve wQjv| nv`xQ kixd D nqQ, Avgvi mvnvexMYi cviwiK
gZvbK Zvgv`i Rb ingZ| Avgvi DZi cviwiK gZvbK
ingZ GB nv`xQLvbvI meRbwew`Z| gydZx I Avjg gyRZvwn`MYi
wewfb welq agxq gZvbK mywew`Z evcvi|
Dchy nv`xQi BwZ Gw`KB| ZvB `Lv hvq, KD Kvbv welq
nvjvj nIqvi dZIqv w`qQb| Avevi Ab GUvK nvivg ejQb| A_P
GK Acii cwZ `vlvivc Kibwb| Kvbv Kvbv Avjg Avevi D
nv`xQi gg Gfve e KiQb h, DZi KvR I ckvi wewfbZvi ga
ingZ iqQ| DZ wewfb aibi KvR I ckv MnY Ki wk ev
mRbkxjZvi ga ksLjv I mnRmvaZvi De NUve| Zgwb dKvn
kvi gvmAvjvq AvjgMYi GLZjvdi gvag iLmZ ev mnRmva
Avgj Kiv Ges Avgji msKxYZv cwinvi Kivi myhvM mw nqQ|
DZ gvnv`xi AviKwU weklZ nQ, ZvDb ev cM ivM Zv`iK
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Abvb DZi Rb wQjv Avhve| hgb nv`xQ kixd D nqQ, cM
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AvQ, cM Zvgv`i c~eeZx`i Dci bvwhj nqwQjv Avhveic|
mnxn& nv`xQ ewYZ nqQ, gymjgvbi knx`x ghv`v iqQ cM| Ab
GK eYbvq GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, cM Avgvi DZi Rb
knx`x `ivRv Ges GwU Zv`i Rb ingZ| Avi Kvdi`i Rb Avhve|

gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/94

nRiZ gymv Av. wQjb wecixZ ^fvei| Zuvi ga Rvjvj, civvw I


fqvenZv wQjv| wK Avgv`i bex Kixg m. Gi ga wQjv Kvgvj, Rvgvj
Ges Rvjvj, GB wwea Yi mg^q|
kw, bvqcivqYZv, KVviZv, bgZv, `qv I gnievYx G aibi
hveZxq Yvejxi AwaKvix wQjb wZwb m.| Zuvi kixqZ Abvb mg
kixqZi Zzjbvq AvKgvj| Zuvi DZ Abvb DZi Pq AvKgvj| Zuvi
nvj Ges gvKvgI Z`c AvKgvj ev AwaKZi c~Y| KvRB Zuvi kixqZ nQ
gaeZxZvgwZ, fvimvggq Ges c~Yv|
Zuvi kixqZi weavbjv GZv AvKlYxq h, Kvbv welq diR, Kvbv
welq IqvwRe, KvbvwU gbQze ev Rvqh, Avevi KvbvwU gvvnve|
KVviZvi j KVvi weavb, bgZvi j webgZv| Kvbv `Lv hvq
Zievix Pvjbvi weavb, Avevi Kvbv `vbkxjZvi Abycg `k|
Kvbvvb `Lv hvq Av`j Bbmvdi ewntcKvk| Kv_vI Avevi cwijwZ
nq dRj I gnievwbi evwielY| GKmgq GKwU Abvqi wewbgq
mgcwigvY kvwi weavb `qv nq _vK| Av`j I Bbmvdi gvag KvR
Kiv nq| Avevi AviK mgq gvd Ki w`j Ges mskvab Ki w`j Zvi
cyivi iqQ Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi KvQ| Gi gvag gvi w`K DrmvwnZ Kiv
nq| kvw `qvi Ryjygi Avkq MnY Kivi Rb uwkqvi Ki ejv nq,
wbqB Avjvn&&Zvqvjv hyjygKvix`iK fvjvevmb bv|
G RvZxq evYxi gvag hyjygK nvivg Ki `qv nqQ| hgb ejv
nqQ KD Zvgv`iK kvw w`j Zv`i `qv kvwi cwigvY Zv`iK
kvw `vI| GRvZxq evYxi gvag Av`j I BbmvdK IqvwRe Kiv nqQ,
Avevi hyjygKI nvivg Kiv nqQ| Zvgiv hw` ah aviY Kiv, ahavix`i
Rb Zv AekB KjvYKi|
GB evYxi gvag `qv I AbyMni cwZ DrmvwnZ Kiv nqQ| GB
DZi Rb hveZxq wZKi I g` wRwbmK nvivg Ki `qv nqQ|
hveZxq cQ`bxq I DcKvix KvRK gvevn mve Kiv nqQ| GB nvivg
Ki `qv DZi Rb wekl ingZ^ic| Kbvbv AZxZ G RvZxq
KvRi RbB Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Avhve bg GmwQjv|
G gg Avjvn&&Zvqvjv ejQb, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zvgvw`MK eQ wbqQb,
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DZ gvnv`x m. K Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mg DZi Dci mvx evwbqQb Ges
bexMYi jvwfwl Ki w`qQb| Kbvbv bexMY mKjB Avcb Avcb
DZi evcvi mvx c`vb Kieb| G DZK Dg DZ hvK gvbyli
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/93

Rb ei Kiv nqQ ej ghv`v `qv nqQ| mvb I c`ghv`vi gvag


Zv`iK wekwlZ Kiv nqQ| hgb Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb,
Avjvn&Zvqvjv hvK BQv Zuvi ingZ w`q wekwlZ Kib| wZwbZv gnvb
AbyMnkxj|
DZ gvnv`xi AviKwU weklZ GB h, Kvbv Mvgivnx I
c_Zvi Dci Zviv GKZve ne bv| GB nv`xQLvbv e mb`i gvag
gki| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` Kib, Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi
KvQ Avwg cv_bv Kijvg, n Avgvi ie! Avgvi DZi mKj jvK hbv
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KiQb| AwaK G DZi Rb Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi AviKwU wekl
gnievwb, Zv`i GRgv (HKgZ) kixqZi GKwU `jxj wnme gyix
cqQ| wK c~eeZx DZMYi GRgv kixqZi `jxj wnme ^xKZ
wQjv bv| G DZi ga GLZjvd GKwU ingZ ^ic, hv AZxZ DZi
Rb Avhve wQjv| nv`xQ kixd D nqQ, Avgvi mvnvexMYi cviwiK
gZvbK Zvgv`i Rb ingZ| Avgvi DZi cviwiK gZvbK
ingZ GB nv`xQLvbvI meRbwew`Z| gydZx I Avjg gyRZvwn`MYi
wewfb welq agxq gZvbK mywew`Z evcvi|
Dchy nv`xQi BwZ Gw`KB| ZvB `Lv hvq, KD Kvbv welq
nvjvj nIqvi dZIqv w`qQb| Avevi Ab GUvK nvivg ejQb| A_P
GK Acii cwZ `vlvivc Kibwb| Kvbv Kvbv Avjg Avevi D
nv`xQi gg Gfve e KiQb h, DZi KvR I ckvi wewfbZvi ga
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kvi gvmAvjvq AvjgMYi GLZjvdi gvag iLmZ ev mnRmva
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Kei I nvkii gq`vb DZ gvnv`xi weklZ


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n Avjvn&& DZ gvnv`xK mskvab Ki w`b, n Avjvn&& DZ


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Kei I nvkii gq`vb DZ gvnv`xi weklZ


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gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/99

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gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/100

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Kvbv Kvbv eYbvZI GiKg GmQ, wZwb m. Gikv` KiQb, Avwg


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Abygvb Ki nvkiKI AvwZK ej AvLvwqZ Ki| Zviv h givRK


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bb| Zuviv GUvB gb Kib h, G RvZxq KvR Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb LyeB
^vfvweK| Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb Ame wKQz bB| ^Yi ZkZixZ Zuvi
Kje AvZnviK aZ Kivi evcvi hw` KD ck Dvcb Ki, ^Yi
eenvi Zv Zuvi kixqZ nvivg| Ggb nvivgK gb bqv njv Kgb Ki?
Di nQ GB h, GUv mvbv_ ejv nqQ| ^Yi eenvi G RMZ
nvivg, wK AvLivZ enkZi eiZbmg~n Zv ^YiB ne|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, n imyj! Avcwb ej w`b h GUv (^Y)
Bgvb`vi`i Rb GRMZ nvivg, wK wKqvgZi w`bi Rb bq| bex
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Rb| givRi NUbvwU Zv AvLivZ mwKZ NUbv| `ywbqvwfwK NUbv
bq| Di GI nZ cvi h, Gi eenvi Zv imyjcvK m. wbR Kibwb|
KiQb dikZv| Avi dikZvi Rb kixqZi GB weavb chvR bq|
AviKwU ewj Di GI nZ cvi h, cyili Rb ^Y eenvi wbwl
nqwQjv g`xbv gybvIqvivq, givRi NUbv msNwUZ nIqvi ci|
Kvbv Kvbv fveev`x vbxRb ^Y Ges Kje bexi ga mvgm
Gfve mvab KiQb h, ^Y nQ enkZx cv Avi GwU LwbR c`v_i
ga mePq fvix g~jevb c`v_| gvwU GK b KiZ cvi bv Ges Zvi
ga Rs-I ai bv| gvbeRvwZi Kjemg~ni gaI Zgwb Kje bex m.
mePq fvix, g~jevb Ges mevwaK mymwZ| Zuvi Kje Inxi fvi AwcZ
nqQ| AatRMZi gwKv ZvK b KiZ cvi bv Ges ZvZ RoRMZi
Kvwjgvi Rs-I jvMZ cvi bv| hvnve gvb ^Y Avi Zvi AviK A_
hvIqv| myZivs GB kwUi fveMZ A_ GI nZ cvi, Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi w`K
hvIqv|
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Avevi Gi A_ GiKgI nZ cvi, bvcvKx `~i Kiv, cvK mvd Kiv|


ZvQvov Gi A_ PKPK nIqv, vqx _vKv, cwivi nIqv BZvw`I nZ
cvi| ZkZixK nKgZ I Bgvb viv ficyi Kivi A_ Bgvb I nKgZi
c~YZvi mvie b~ivbx RInimg~n viv cwic~Y Kiv| ZkZixZ iL KjeK
aZ Kivi evcviwU AvavwZK `n msv evcvi nIqviI mvebv
iqQ| hgb myiv evKvivq iqQ, wKqvgZi w`b ne wejvn& A_vr Qvqv`vi
gZzwU ne eKixi AvKwZ Ges gvbyli bK Avgjmg~n my`i my`i `ki
gZv nq DvwmZ ne Ges Zvici ZvK gxhvbi cvjvq Zvjv ne|
Avnj AvidMY ejb, givRi NUbvq GUvB cgvwYZ nq h, Bgvb I
nKgZ AbyfehvM, evLv mvc| GUv AbywgZ AvwZK evcvi bq ev GUv
Kvbv Avih ev RoeI bq, hgb ZKwe`iv gb Kib| bex Kixg m.
ei nvwKKZi evcvi mevwaK vZ I cwiwPZ| cvc~Rvix`i `w
Rvnii Dci| Bgvb I nKgZK Zviv hLb RvInvi _K cKvwkZ nZ
`L ZLb Avih ej AvLvwqZ Ki, hv Kvqg wej Mvqii Kzg ivL|
givRi Dci wekvm ivLv wbtm`n Bgvbi A| Avi GUv nKgZiI
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RvZxq Afvm Bgvb asmi evcvi ksKvnxbZvi cgvY| bex Kixg m.
mevevq Ges mKj gvKvg gnvexi, my`p Ges mevwaK kwkvjx nIqv
mI Zuvi KjeK Ave hghg viv aZ Kivi ga nKgZ AvQ| Avnj
GjgMY ej _vKb, Ave hghg `qK my`p Ki _vK| G KviYB Zuvi
KjeK Ave hghg viv aZ Kiv nqwQjv, hvZ Avjg gvjvKzZ `kbi
AwaKZi kwkvjx nq hvq| GB NUbv _KB Kvbv Kvbv Avnj
Gjg `jxj ck Kib h, Ave hghg Ave KvDQvi _K Dg| ZvB
Dg cvwb vivB cwe KjeK aZ Kiv nqQ| Kviv Kviv gZ, Ave
KvDQvi AbK `~i wQjv| hghg wQjv wbKU weavq Ave hghg viv aZ
Kiv nqwQjv| GB eewU `yej| GLvb wbKU Ges `~ii ck Zvjv mZ
bq| Kbvbv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZi KvQ DfqwUB mgvb| Iqvjv
Avjvg|

evivK
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GKwU PZz` evnb Avbjb, hvi bvg evivK| evivK LPii Pq bxPz
Avi Mvavi Pq wKwZ DuPz| m c`wec KiZ cvi `wi klmxgvbvq|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/114

Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi m `Lv KiZ Mjb, ZLb Avjvn&&cvKi m wZwb Kvjvg


Kijb wVKB, wK c~ecwZm~Z cweZv AwRZ bv _vKvq `x`vi jvf
ewZ njb|
GB gvKvgi m`h jvf Kiv Zv`i c me bq, hviv cKwZc~Rvix|
cvKwZK weavbK cvavb w`q hviv ej, eyK duo Kje ei Kij gZz
AeavwiZ| GKvR Kij nvqvZi mv_ mK _vKZ cvi bv| Avevi
GK`j vbi c~Rvix ej, KjeK aZ Kivi A_ nQ Kjei cweZv
c`vb, bki I mvei gqjv _K imyj m. K evZbx cwiQbZv c`vb
Kiv| Avi hviv Avnj Bgvb, Zuviv Gjvi Kvbv ic fvev_ bv Ki,
cKvk A_ wVK iLB Zvi Dci Bgvb Gb _vKb Ges Zv ^xKviI Ki
bb| Zuviv GUvB gb Kib h, G RvZxq KvR Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb LyeB
^vfvweK| Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb Ame wKQz bB| ^Yi ZkZixZ Zuvi
Kje AvZnviK aZ Kivi evcvi hw` KD ck Dvcb Ki, ^Yi
eenvi Zv Zuvi kixqZ nvivg| Ggb nvivgK gb bqv njv Kgb Ki?
Di nQ GB h, GUv mvbv_ ejv nqQ| ^Yi eenvi G RMZ
nvivg, wK AvLivZ enkZi eiZbmg~n Zv ^YiB ne|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, n imyj! Avcwb ej w`b h GUv (^Y)
Bgvb`vi`i Rb GRMZ nvivg, wK wKqvgZi w`bi Rb bq| bex
Kixg m. ejQb, ^Y G RMZ Kvdi`i Rb Avi AvLivZ Avgv`i
Rb| givRi NUbvwU Zv AvLivZ mwKZ NUbv| `ywbqvwfwK NUbv
bq| Di GI nZ cvi h, Gi eenvi Zv imyjcvK m. wbR Kibwb|
KiQb dikZv| Avi dikZvi Rb kixqZi GB weavb chvR bq|
AviKwU ewj Di GI nZ cvi h, cyili Rb ^Y eenvi wbwl
nqwQjv g`xbv gybvIqvivq, givRi NUbv msNwUZ nIqvi ci|
Kvbv Kvbv fveev`x vbxRb ^Y Ges Kje bexi ga mvgm
Gfve mvab KiQb h, ^Y nQ enkZx cv Avi GwU LwbR c`v_i
ga mePq fvix g~jevb c`v_| gvwU GK b KiZ cvi bv Ges Zvi
ga Rs-I ai bv| gvbeRvwZi Kjemg~ni gaI Zgwb Kje bex m.
mePq fvix, g~jevb Ges mevwaK mymwZ| Zuvi Kje Inxi fvi AwcZ
nqQ| AatRMZi gwKv ZvK b KiZ cvi bv Ges ZvZ RoRMZi
Kvwjgvi Rs-I jvMZ cvi bv| hvnve gvb ^Y Avi Zvi AviK A_
hvIqv| myZivs GB kwUi fveMZ A_ GI nZ cvi, Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi w`K
hvIqv|
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Avevi Gi A_ GiKgI nZ cvi, bvcvKx `~i Kiv, cvK mvd Kiv|


ZvQvov Gi A_ PKPK nIqv, vqx _vKv, cwivi nIqv BZvw`I nZ
cvi| ZkZixK nKgZ I Bgvb viv ficyi Kivi A_ Bgvb I nKgZi
c~YZvi mvie b~ivbx RInimg~n viv cwic~Y Kiv| ZkZixZ iL KjeK
aZ Kivi evcviwU AvavwZK `n msv evcvi nIqviI mvebv
iqQ| hgb myiv evKvivq iqQ, wKqvgZi w`b ne wejvn& A_vr Qvqv`vi
gZzwU ne eKixi AvKwZ Ges gvbyli bK Avgjmg~n my`i my`i `ki
gZv nq DvwmZ ne Ges Zvici ZvK gxhvbi cvjvq Zvjv ne|
Avnj AvidMY ejb, givRi NUbvq GUvB cgvwYZ nq h, Bgvb I
nKgZ AbyfehvM, evLv mvc| GUv AbywgZ AvwZK evcvi bq ev GUv
Kvbv Avih ev RoeI bq, hgb ZKwe`iv gb Kib| bex Kixg m.
ei nvwKKZi evcvi mevwaK vZ I cwiwPZ| cvc~Rvix`i `w
Rvnii Dci| Bgvb I nKgZK Zviv hLb RvInvi _K cKvwkZ nZ
`L ZLb Avih ej AvLvwqZ Ki, hv Kvqg wej Mvqii Kzg ivL|
givRi Dci wekvm ivLv wbtm`n Bgvbi A| Avi GUv nKgZiI
evcvi| NUbvwUi Dci Roev`x `wfx Bgvbi c~YZvi I ewi Aivq| G
RvZxq Afvm Bgvb asmi evcvi ksKvnxbZvi cgvY| bex Kixg m.
mevevq Ges mKj gvKvg gnvexi, my`p Ges mevwaK kwkvjx nIqv
mI Zuvi KjeK Ave hghg viv aZ Kivi ga nKgZ AvQ| Avnj
GjgMY ej _vKb, Ave hghg `qK my`p Ki _vK| G KviYB Zuvi
KjeK Ave hghg viv aZ Kiv nqwQjv, hvZ Avjg gvjvKzZ `kbi
AwaKZi kwkvjx nq hvq| GB NUbv _KB Kvbv Kvbv Avnj
Gjg `jxj ck Kib h, Ave hghg Ave KvDQvi _K Dg| ZvB
Dg cvwb vivB cwe KjeK aZ Kiv nqQ| Kviv Kviv gZ, Ave
KvDQvi AbK `~i wQjv| hghg wQjv wbKU weavq Ave hghg viv aZ
Kiv nqwQjv| GB eewU `yej| GLvb wbKU Ges `~ii ck Zvjv mZ
bq| Kbvbv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZi KvQ DfqwUB mgvb| Iqvjv
Avjvg|

evivK
hghgi cvwb viv Kje aZ Kivi ci nRiZ wRe&ivBj Av. kv`v eYi
GKwU PZz` evnb Avbjb, hvi bvg evivK| evivK LPii Pq bxPz
Avi Mvavi Pq wKwZ DuPz| m c`wec KiZ cvi `wi klmxgvbvq|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/114

bex Kixg m. ejQb, AvgvK mIqvi Kivbv nqwQjv Ges nRiZ


wRe&ivBj Av. AvgvK AvKvki Dci wbq wMqwQjb| nv`xQi evwnK A_
GiKg wZwb Avmgvb ch evivKi Dci wQjb| Avi evivKwU hgxbi
Dci hgb PjwQjv k~bgjI PjwQjv ZgbB| GUvI ^vfvweKZvi
Ea, Kbvbv Kvbv gvbyl ev R nvIqvi Dci fi Ki PjZ cvi bv|
wK Gme h Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZ| Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZ Zv
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cvLv, hvi gvag m AvKvk Io| Avevi KD KD ejb, Avivnx
evivKi Dci wQjb gmwR` AvKmv ch| Gici GKLvbv givR A_vr
mvcvb jvMvbv nqwQjv, hvi gvag bex Kixg m.K Dcii w`K IVvbv
nqwQjv| `ywU eYbvi ga mvgm weavb Gic nZ cvi, Kvbv Kvbv
eYbvKvix givRi NUbvi wevwiZ AvjvPbv Kibwb, KD KD KiQb|
c_g eYbvKvixiv gmwR` AvKmv ch gYi eYbv KiQb fve|
wK Gici Avmgvb gYi AvjvPbv Kibwb| Avevi wZxq eYbvKvixMY
Avmgvb AvivnYi eYbv KiQb| GLvb GiKgI nZ cvi h, ZLbKvi
gYwU emIqvix Aevq wQjv| Iqvjv Avjvg|
bex Kixg m. K enb Kivi Rb evivK ciYi ga nKgZ nQ,
mvBq` gvneye ieyj Avjvgxb m. Gi cwZ mvb c`kb| hgb Kvbv
ez Zvi ezK enb Ki Avbvi Rb Nvov ciY Ki _vK| Avevi GgbI
`Lv hvq, wekl ewK Avbvi Rb cvBK cqv`vI cvwVq `qv nq|
ivwejvq givR msNwUZ nIqvi gaI nKgZ iqQ| ivZi gyn~Zjv
nQ GKv Awfmvii gyn~Z| Abvbi `w _K Avovj iL cwgK Zvi
cgv`K GKv wbfZ wbq Avme, GUvB Zv cKZ cgi wbqg|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb iqQ mevP Dcgv| LPii Pq bxPz Avi Mvavi
Pq DuPz Nvovi AvKwZwewk evivK cvVvbvi ga nKgZ GB h, GB
wbqgi ga kvw I wbivcvi BwZ AvQ| e Nvov cvVvbv nqwb|
Kbvbv Nvov hyweMn I fxwZksKzjZvi cZxK| evivK Nvovi AvKwZZ
wQjv, wK Nvovi gZv ^vfvweK MwZmb wQjv bv| Zvi MwZ wQjv
A^vfvweK, hv gvRRv cKvki DkB ZvK `qv nqwQjv| kvqL
Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx ejb, Gi bvg NvovI bq, LPiI bq|
evivK Aviex k eviKzb _K GmQ, hvi A_ we`yr| ZvB Zvi MwZI
wQjv we`yrmg| Kvhx Avqvh i. ejb, Zvi bvg evivK nIqvi hwKZv
nQ. evivKi Mvq `ywU iO wQjv, hvK ejv nq kvZ eviKv A_vr
PgK`vi eKix| G kvZ eviKv IB aibi eKixK ejv nq, hvi Mvqi
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ckg kv`v Ges Kvj eYi| gvIqvne jv`ywybqvi MKvii gZ, evivK
kwU eviKzb ev evixKzb k _K Drcb bvI nZ cvi| Kvbv Kvbv
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miKvi `vAvjg m. Gi Pq k KD Zv BZvc~e Zvgvi wcV
Pobwb| GK_v b evivK AvMn cKvk Kijv Ges hgxbi Dci bZRvby
nq Mjv| imyj AvKig m. Zvi wcV Pojb| GB eYbv viv cgvY nq
h, Avw^qv Kivgi RbB evivK Zix nqQ| KD KD GiKgI
ejQb, cZK bexi RbB Avcb Avcb ghv`v Abymvi wewfb evivK
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m gyjvKvZ Kivi Rb evBZzj gyKvvm _K gv gyKviigvq GmwQjb
evivKi wcV mIqvi nq|
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evivK ZLb Avb` bvPvbvwP i Ki w`qwQjv, hgb cvnvo KbKvj
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Dci wbqB bex, wmxK Ges `yRb knx` iqQb|
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gYi mgq wRe&ivBj bex Kixg m. Gi wcQb emv wQjb| eYbvqi ga
mvgm weavb Gfve nZ cvi h, c_g nqZv wRe&ivBj cv`vbx aviY
KiwQjb, wK cieZxZ cw_ga imyjcvK m. gneZi AvwZkh ZuvK
wbRi wcQb ewmq wbqwQjb| mgvavb GicI nZ cvi, c_g wZwb
bex Kixg m. Gi wcQb emv wQjb, ci Zuvi mvb c`kbv_ bg wMq
cv`vbx aiwQjb| Iqvjv Avjvg|
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bex Kixg m. K ejjb, GLvb `yivKvZ bvgvR Av`vq Ki wbb|
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gYc_ gv`vqb Ges nRiZ Cmvi Rbvb cuQj wRe&ivBj ZuvK `y
ivKvZ bvgvR Av`vq Kivi K_v Rvbvjb| Gici imyjcvK m. `LZ
cjb, GK cvk GK ev igYx `uvwoq AvQ| wZwb m. wRm Kijb, m
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/116

bex Kixg m. ejQb, AvgvK mIqvi Kivbv nqwQjv Ges nRiZ


wRe&ivBj Av. AvgvK AvKvki Dci wbq wMqwQjb| nv`xQi evwnK A_
GiKg wZwb Avmgvb ch evivKi Dci wQjb| Avi evivKwU hgxbi
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wK Gme h Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZ| Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZ Zv
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eYbvKvix givRi NUbvi wevwiZ AvjvPbv Kibwb, KD KD KiQb|
c_g eYbvKvixiv gmwR` AvKmv ch gYi eYbv KiQb fve|
wK Gici Avmgvb gYi AvjvPbv Kibwb| Avevi wZxq eYbvKvixMY
Avmgvb AvivnYi eYbv KiQb| GLvb GiKgI nZ cvi h, ZLbKvi
gYwU emIqvix Aevq wQjv| Iqvjv Avjvg|
bex Kixg m. K enb Kivi Rb evivK ciYi ga nKgZ nQ,
mvBq` gvneye ieyj Avjvgxb m. Gi cwZ mvb c`kb| hgb Kvbv
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`Lv hvq, wekl ewK Avbvi Rb cvBK cqv`vI cvwVq `qv nq|
ivwejvq givR msNwUZ nIqvi gaI nKgZ iqQ| ivZi gyn~Zjv
nQ GKv Awfmvii gyn~Z| Abvbi `w _K Avovj iL cwgK Zvi
cgv`K GKv wbfZ wbq Avme, GUvB Zv cKZ cgi wbqg|
Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Rb iqQ mevP Dcgv| LPii Pq bxPz Avi Mvavi
Pq DuPz Nvovi AvKwZwewk evivK cvVvbvi ga nKgZ GB h, GB
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Kbvbv Nvov hyweMn I fxwZksKzjZvi cZxK| evivK Nvovi AvKwZZ
wQjv, wK Nvovi gZv ^vfvweK MwZmb wQjv bv| Zvi MwZ wQjv
A^vfvweK, hv gvRRv cKvki DkB ZvK `qv nqwQjv| kvqL
Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx ejb, Gi bvg NvovI bq, LPiI bq|
evivK Aviex k eviKzb _K GmQ, hvi A_ we`yr| ZvB Zvi MwZI
wQjv we`yrmg| Kvhx Avqvh i. ejb, Zvi bvg evivK nIqvi hwKZv
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PgK`vi eKix| G kvZ eviKv IB aibi eKixK ejv nq, hvi Mvqi
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/115

ckg kv`v Ges Kvj eYi| gvIqvne jv`ywybqvi MKvii gZ, evivK
kwU eviKzb ev evixKzb k _K Drcb bvI nZ cvi| Kvbv Kvbv
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nq Mjv| imyj AvKig m. Zvi wcV Pojb| GB eYbv viv cgvY nq
h, Avw^qv Kivgi RbB evivK Zix nqQ| KD KD GiKgI
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evivKi wcV mIqvi nq|
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Av`g Av. cw_exZ Avmvi ci Zuvi RbB GB evBZzj gvgyiK EaRMZ
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AvKvk| Avi Zvi kvLvmg~n mg AvKvk ch weZ| wm`ivn& ki A_
eiB MvQ| GwUi bvg wm`ivZzj gybZvnv ivLvi ^v_KZv mK bex Kixg
m.B fvjv Rvbb| MvQwUi wZbwU weklZ iqQ| 1. Gi Qvqv my`xN| 2.
Gi dj AZ my^v`y| 3. Gi NvY AZ gbgyKi| Bmjvgi mv_ G
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miKg evZvmI MvQ cwZcvwjZ nZ cvi| GUv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Kz`iZi
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GgbI nZ cvi h, MvQwU RvbvZi gvwUZ cyuZ `qv nqQ| hgb
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Avey ivqiv iv. _K nv`xQ eYbv KiQb, bex Kixg m. mg AvKvk
cwiq GKwU bni `LZ cjb| BqvKzZ I hgi` cv_ii Dci w`q
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eq PjQ bniwU| Zvi cvk co _vKv cqvjvjv ^Y, Puvw`, BqvKzZ,


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GUv nvDh KvIQvi, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv GUv AvcbvK `vb KiQb| nRiZ Avey
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mvjmvwej| Zv _K `ywU aviv bg GmQ| GKwUi bvg KvDQvi Avi
AciwUi bvg ingZ| Mvbvn&Mvi ev`v `vhL Rj cyo hLb Kvjv nq
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ZLb GB bnii cvwb w`q Zv`iK MvQj Kivbv ne| Zvici Zviv
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c`v mwiq `qv njv| G mK nv`xQ kixd eYbv GmQ, AZtci
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ejv nqQ h, bex Kixg m. Ges evBZzj gvgyii ga nqZvev AviI
AbK Avjg we`gvb| IB mKj Avjg mK wRm Kivi gZv kw
Zuvi wQjv bv| ZvB G mKj _K c`v mwiq `qv njv Ges mewKQyB
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evBZzj gvgyi hw` cw_exZ cwZZ nZv Ze Kvev Mni DciB coZv|
Av`g Av. cw_exZ Avmvi ci Zuvi RbB GB evBZzj gvgyiK EaRMZ
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EavKvk wbq hvIqv nqQ|
cw_exZ Lvbvq Kvevi hv ghv`v, AvKvk evBZzj gvgyii ghv`vI
mBic| dikZvMY EavKvk GB NiK ZIqvd Ki Ges Zvi w`K
wdi bvgvR Av`vq Ki, hgb `ywbqvZ Kvev Mni ZIqvd Ges Zvi w`K
wdi bvgvR Av`vq Ki _vK Av`g mvbiv|
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_vK| wRqviZ kl wdi Mj Avi Kvbw`b whqviZi mfvM Zv`i
nq bv| GfveB `wbK Zv`i MgbvMgb nQ| evBZzj gvgyi mwi mgq
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/124

_KB GB wbqg Rvix AvQ| GUv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi eni Kz`iZi wb`kb|


Avjvn&&Zvqvjv GZv AwaK msLK dikZv mw KiQb, hv Kbvq aviY
Kiv Ame| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, Avmgvb hgxbi Ggb GK weNZ RvqMvI
evKx bB, hLvb dikZviv mR`v Kiwb| Avi mvMie Ggb GK we`y
cvwbI bB, hvi Dci Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Kvbv bv Kvbv dikZv wbqvwRZ
ivLbwb| nv`xQ kixd ewYZ nqQ, Avmgvb GKwU bni AvQ, hvi bvg
bnij nvqvZ|
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Gm cvLvjv Svov `b| ZLb Zuvi cvLv _K mi nvRvi cvwbi dvUv
Si co Ges Avjvn&&Zvqvjv cwZ duvUv _K GKRb Ki dikZv mw
Kib|
GB dikZvivB `wbK evBZzj gvgyi wRqviZi Rb DcwZ nb Ges
mLvb bvgvR Av`vq Kib| cybivq Avi KLbv GLvb Avmvi myhvM cvb
bv| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve GiKg eYbv Kiv nqQ|
Bgvg dLixb ivhx i. ^xq Zvdmxi M Zvgiv hv Rvbv bv Ggb
wRwbm Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mw Kib G AvqvZi Zvdmxi cm DjL
KiQb, AvZv, gyKvwZj Ges hnvK cgyL Gjg Zvdmxii BgvgMY nRiZ
Beb Avevm iv. m~ eYbv KiQb, Aviki Wvb w`K b~ii GKwU bni
iqQ, hv mvZ Avmgvb, mvZ hgxb Ges mvZ Avjgi mgZzj| nRiZ
wRe&ivBj Av. `wbK mLvb Mvmj Kib Ges Zuvi wbR^ b~iK Ges
m`hK AviI ewaZ Kib| Mvmj mgvcbv wZwb hLb cvLvjv Svov
`b, ZLb Avjvn&&Zvqvjv cZKwU duvUv _K KqK nvRvi dikZv mw
Kib| G mwaviv wKqvgZ ch Rvix _vKe|
GK weewZZ AvQ, mLvb hZjv dikZv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Zmexn
cvV Kib, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zvi cZK Zmexn _K GKKRb dikZv mw
Ki `b| ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx) ejb,
AvKvk dikZvMYi Zmexn _K hw` Avjvn&&Zvqvjv dikZv mw
Kib, Zvnj cw_exZ Avjvn&&cvKi `ievii Lvm mvjn ev`vMYi Zmexn
Zvnjxji vivI Avjvn&&Zvqvjv dikZv mw KiZ cvib| GUv wewP wKQy
bq| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mewKQyi Dci c~YgZvevb|
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cvwbi duvUv _K h mKj dikZv mw nq, Zviv wbv dikZve`i
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1. hviv mevwYK Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Bev`Z iZ| 2. hviv Dw` Ges


wiwhK mw Ges iYveYi KvR wbqvwRZ| 3. hviv ebx Av`gi `ni
AvKwZ evbvbvi KvR wbqvwRZ| 4. hviv ewelYi mv_ RwoZ| 5. hviv
Rygvi w`b gymwjMYi ZvwjKv cZ Kib| 6| hviv RvbvZi cnix| 7.
hviv w`b Ges ivZ ev`vMYi Avgjbvgv cZ Kivi Rb cw_exZ AvMgb
Kib| 8. IB mi nvRvi dikZv hviv me mgq imyjcvK m. Gi iIRv
kixd nvwRi _vKb Ges mLvbKvi Avgj wjwce Kib| 9. IB mKj
dikZv hviv bvgvRx ewi myiv dvZnv kl nj Avgxb ejb Ges
mvwgAvjvwjgvb nvwg`vn kl nj ivevbv jvKvj nvg` ejb| 10. IB
mKj dikZv hviv bvgvRi Rb AcvKvix`i Rb Avjvn&&cvKi KvQ
`vqv KiZ _vKb| 11. ^vgxi Pvwn`v _vKv mI h mKj x ^vgxi m
wbwk hvcb Kiv _K `~i _vK Zv`i Dci jvbZ elY Kivi Rb hviv
wbqvwRZ| 12. cZK Avmgvb Avcb Avcb `vwqZ wbqvwRZ
dikZve`|
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, h mKj dikZv AvikenbKvix, Zv`i cZKi
Pnviv Ges kixi wfb wfb aibi GKi m Acii mv`k bB Ges
Zviv GZ wekvj AvKwZi h, Zv`i Wvbvi GKwU cvjK viv mg cw_ex
AvQvw`Z nZ cvi| Avik enbKvix dikZv AvURb| Zv`i `n GZv
wekvjKvq h, GK Kvbi jwZ _K AviK Kvbi jwZ ch `yk eQii
`~iZ| AviK eYbvq AvQ, mvZk eQii `~iZ| AveykkvqL ^xq wKZve
AvjDhgvq AbK weqKi ei eYbv w`qQb| G mKj weqKi mw
_K LvjK gvjK evix Zvqvjvi gnZ I kZ mK wPvfvebv Kiv
DwPZ| Zuvi kw I kvb KZv evcK KZv wekvj!
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AvKvk AvivnY Kijvg, ZLb Bevnxg LjxjK evBZzj gvgyi njvb `qv
Aevq `LZ cjvg| Zvi mv_ GK weivU RvgvZ Dcwe| Avwg ZuvK
mvjvg c`vb Kijvg| wZwbI cZzi w`jb| mLvb Avwg `Ljvg Avgvi
DZ `yaibi| GK`j kv`v cvkvK cwiwnZ| Zv`i cvkvKjv
KvMRi gZv wgwn| Aci RvgvZwU gqjv cvkvK cwiwnZ| kv`v cvkvK
cwiwnZ jvKjv evBZzj gvgyii wbKU Avgvi m wgwjZ njv| Avi
gqjvKvco cwiwnZ jvKiv iBjv wcQb| Avwg kv`v cvkvK cwiwnZ
jvK`iK m wbq evBZzj gvgyi bvgvR Av`vq Kijvg| cvkvKi
cwiQbZv I Zv my`i Avgji BwZen| hgb Avcbvi jevmK cwe
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/126

_KB GB wbqg Rvix AvQ| GUv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi eni Kz`iZi wb`kb|


Avjvn&&Zvqvjv GZv AwaK msLK dikZv mw KiQb, hv Kbvq aviY
Kiv Ame| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, Avmgvb hgxbi Ggb GK weNZ RvqMvI
evKx bB, hLvb dikZviv mR`v Kiwb| Avi mvMie Ggb GK we`y
cvwbI bB, hvi Dci Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Kvbv bv Kvbv dikZv wbqvwRZ
ivLbwb| nv`xQ kixd ewYZ nqQ, Avmgvb GKwU bni AvQ, hvi bvg
bnij nvqvZ|
wRe&ivBj Av. `wbK IB bni Mvmj Ki _vKb| Mvmj kl evBi
Gm cvLvjv Svov `b| ZLb Zuvi cvLv _K mi nvRvi cvwbi dvUv
Si co Ges Avjvn&&Zvqvjv cwZ duvUv _K GKRb Ki dikZv mw
Kib|
GB dikZvivB `wbK evBZzj gvgyi wRqviZi Rb DcwZ nb Ges
mLvb bvgvR Av`vq Kib| cybivq Avi KLbv GLvb Avmvi myhvM cvb
bv| gvIqvne jv`ywbqv wKZve GiKg eYbv Kiv nqQ|
Bgvg dLixb ivhx i. ^xq Zvdmxi M Zvgiv hv Rvbv bv Ggb
wRwbm Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mw Kib G AvqvZi Zvdmxi cm DjL
KiQb, AvZv, gyKvwZj Ges hnvK cgyL Gjg Zvdmxii BgvgMY nRiZ
Beb Avevm iv. m~ eYbv KiQb, Aviki Wvb w`K b~ii GKwU bni
iqQ, hv mvZ Avmgvb, mvZ hgxb Ges mvZ Avjgi mgZzj| nRiZ
wRe&ivBj Av. `wbK mLvb Mvmj Kib Ges Zuvi wbR^ b~iK Ges
m`hK AviI ewaZ Kib| Mvmj mgvcbv wZwb hLb cvLvjv Svov
`b, ZLb Avjvn&&Zvqvjv cZKwU duvUv _K KqK nvRvi dikZv mw
Kib| G mwaviv wKqvgZ ch Rvix _vKe|
GK weewZZ AvQ, mLvb hZjv dikZv Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Zmexn
cvV Kib, Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zvi cZK Zmexn _K GKKRb dikZv mw
Ki `b| ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx) ejb,
AvKvk dikZvMYi Zmexn _K hw` Avjvn&&Zvqvjv dikZv mw
Kib, Zvnj cw_exZ Avjvn&&cvKi `ievii Lvm mvjn ev`vMYi Zmexn
Zvnjxji vivI Avjvn&&Zvqvjv dikZv mw KiZ cvib| GUv wewP wKQy
bq| Avjvn&&Zvqvjv mewKQyi Dci c~YgZvevb|
gvIqvne jv`ywbqvi MKvi ejb, nRiZ wRe&ivBj Av. Gi cvLvi
cvwbi duvUv _K h mKj dikZv mw nq, Zviv wbv dikZve`i
ewnf~Zt
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/125

1. hviv mevwYK Avjvn&&Zvqvjvi Bev`Z iZ| 2. hviv Dw` Ges


wiwhK mw Ges iYveYi KvR wbqvwRZ| 3. hviv ebx Av`gi `ni
AvKwZ evbvbvi KvR wbqvwRZ| 4. hviv ewelYi mv_ RwoZ| 5. hviv
Rygvi w`b gymwjMYi ZvwjKv cZ Kib| 6| hviv RvbvZi cnix| 7.
hviv w`b Ges ivZ ev`vMYi Avgjbvgv cZ Kivi Rb cw_exZ AvMgb
Kib| 8. IB mi nvRvi dikZv hviv me mgq imyjcvK m. Gi iIRv
kixd nvwRi _vKb Ges mLvbKvi Avgj wjwce Kib| 9. IB mKj
dikZv hviv bvgvRx ewi myiv dvZnv kl nj Avgxb ejb Ges
mvwgAvjvwjgvb nvwg`vn kl nj ivevbv jvKvj nvg` ejb| 10. IB
mKj dikZv hviv bvgvRi Rb AcvKvix`i Rb Avjvn&&cvKi KvQ
`vqv KiZ _vKb| 11. ^vgxi Pvwn`v _vKv mI h mKj x ^vgxi m
wbwk hvcb Kiv _K `~i _vK Zv`i Dci jvbZ elY Kivi Rb hviv
wbqvwRZ| 12. cZK Avmgvb Avcb Avcb `vwqZ wbqvwRZ
dikZve`|
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, h mKj dikZv AvikenbKvix, Zv`i cZKi
Pnviv Ges kixi wfb wfb aibi GKi m Acii mv`k bB Ges
Zviv GZ wekvj AvKwZi h, Zv`i Wvbvi GKwU cvjK viv mg cw_ex
AvQvw`Z nZ cvi| Avik enbKvix dikZv AvURb| Zv`i `n GZv
wekvjKvq h, GK Kvbi jwZ _K AviK Kvbi jwZ ch `yk eQii
`~iZ| AviK eYbvq AvQ, mvZk eQii `~iZ| AveykkvqL ^xq wKZve
AvjDhgvq AbK weqKi ei eYbv w`qQb| G mKj weqKi mw
_K LvjK gvjK evix Zvqvjvi gnZ I kZ mK wPvfvebv Kiv
DwPZ| Zuvi kw I kvb KZv evcK KZv wekvj!
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, bex Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avwg hLb mg
AvKvk AvivnY Kijvg, ZLb Bevnxg LjxjK evBZzj gvgyi njvb `qv
Aevq `LZ cjvg| Zvi mv_ GK weivU RvgvZ Dcwe| Avwg ZuvK
mvjvg c`vb Kijvg| wZwbI cZzi w`jb| mLvb Avwg `Ljvg Avgvi
DZ `yaibi| GK`j kv`v cvkvK cwiwnZ| Zv`i cvkvKjv
KvMRi gZv wgwn| Aci RvgvZwU gqjv cvkvK cwiwnZ| kv`v cvkvK
cwiwnZ jvKjv evBZzj gvgyii wbKU Avgvi m wgwjZ njv| Avi
gqjvKvco cwiwnZ jvKiv iBjv wcQb| Avwg kv`v cvkvK cwiwnZ
jvK`iK m wbq evBZzj gvgyi bvgvR Av`vq Kijvg| cvkvKi
cwiQbZv I Zv my`i Avgji BwZen| hgb Avcbvi jevmK cwe
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/126

Kib AvqvZ Kvixgvi Zvdmxi ejv nqQ| nv`xQ kixd GmQ, bex
Kixg m. Gikv` KiQb, Avwg Bevnxgi KvQ Ggb GK`j jvK `LZ
cjvg, hviv KvMRi gZv my`i Ges | mLvb AviK `j jvK wQjv
hv`i `neY AKvi I K| AZtci Zviv GKwU bnii KvQ Gjv Ges
mLvb Mvmj Kijv| ZvZ Zv`i Kvwjgv AbKUv cwivi nq Mjv|
Gici Zviv AviKwU bnii KvQ Gjv Ges cybivq mLvb Mvmj Kijv|
ZvZ Zv`i `ngb cwic~Yfve my`i jvK`i gZv nq Mjv|
imyjcvK m. kv`v eYi jvK`i mK wRm Kijb, Giv Kviv? Avi
Kvjv eYi jvKjvB ev Kviv? Avi njvb w`q em AvQb whwb, wZwb
K? bni `ywUB ev wKmi, hvi cvwbZ Iiv Mvmj Kijv?
wRe&ivBj Reve w`jb, whwb njvb w`q em AvQb, wZwb Avcbvi wcZv
Bevnxg| kv`v eYi cvkvK cwiwnZ jvKjv Avcb BgvbK Abvqi
Kvwjgv viv KjswKZ Kibwb| KeYi jvKjv Zv`i mrKgK
AmrKgi m wgwkZ Ki djwQjv| wK ci Zviv ZIev KivZ
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv Zv`i Dci ingZ KiQb| Avi bnijv nQ c_gwU
bni ingZ, wZxqwU bni bqvgZ| AviKwU bni nQ, kivevb Zivi
bni| KviAvb cvK G K_v ejv nqQ|
imyjcvK m. Gi mIqvix AviI Dci DVjv| GZv Dci DVjv h,
mLvb Kjgi AvIqvR kvbv hvwQjv| Kjgi gvag dikZvMY
Avjvn&&Zvqvjv KZK wbavwiZ ZK`xi wjwce KiwQjb| ZK`xi Gjvnx
wPib, wK Zvi wjLb wqvwU A-kvkZ| Avi jIn gvndzR mwRMZ
mK jLv nqQ Avmgvb hgxb mwiI AvM| nv`xQ kixd G mK
ejv nqQ, fwelZ hv ne, Kjg Zv wjwce Ki wKq MQ| GB
nv`xQLvbv jIn gvndzRi jLv mwKZ| bex Kixg m. bZ cqwQjb,
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jvKi `q GKB `q cwiYZ nq wMqwQjv| Zuviv bex Kixg m. Gi
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evwoNi wemRb w`Z mg_ nqwQjb| Avcb KvIg I AvcbRb _KI gyL
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AvK KiZ cvib, ev Zuvi m`i jvf co gvbyl Zuvi AbyMZ nq
hZ cvi| Avevi kvixwiK kwI Ggb wKQy wQjv bv h, Zuvi fq gvbyl
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abm`I wQjv bv| mmgq gvbyl fm hvwQjv g~wZc~Rv Avi g~LZvgwZ
AvPvi msvii wbeva cevn| Kzmsvi, wnsmvwel Ges nZvjxjv wQjv
wbqwgZ evcvi| G mg AcKg mv`bi cwiYwZ mK Zviv wPvB
KiZv bv| Avhve ev kvwi fq wQjv bv Zv`i| wb`v wZivii AvksKvI
Zviv KiZv bv| G aibi RNb Aev I KvR bex Kixg m.B mskvab
Ki w`qwQjb| Zv`i AtKiY eBq w`qwQjb cg fvjvevmvi
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Gic nq wMqwQjv h, AwfgZmg~n GwKf~Z Ges AiivwR mgw^Z nq
wMqwQjv| mKjB Zuvi AbyMZ nqwQjb| mZi mvnvhi evcvi wewfb
jvKi `q GKB `q cwiYZ nq wMqwQjv| Zuviv bex Kixg m. Gi
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evwoNi wemRb w`Z mg_ nqwQjb| Avcb KvIg I AvcbRb _KI gyL
wdwiq wbqwQjb| ZuvK mvnvh Kivi Rb Rxeb, m` DrmM KiZ
KzwZ nbwb| imyj Kixg m. Gi mvbv_ RxebK Zjvqvii bxP vcb
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bv h, mjvi jvjmv Zuv`i cq emZ cvi| eis bex Kixg m. K
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c`kb KiQb| GB mg Yvejx I ewk wK Kvbv GK ewi ga
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/142

mwbewkZ nZ cvi? wPv wdwKii Ges Pvi gvag Gjv ARb Kiv
wK me? wZwb wQjb GZxg| wQjv bv abm`, mvnvh DcKiY,
hkcwZcw| Zgb mvnvhKvixI wQjv bv| wK Avjvn&Zvqvjv ZuvK Ggb
mvb, kw, gZv, mvnvh, mnhvwMZv, gvbghv`v c`vb KiwQjb h,
wZwb nqwQjb mKji gagwb| wmv MnYi Pig `pZv ZuvK `vb Kiv
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Ki w`qwQjv| G mg welq wbq Kvbv eywgvb hw` wPv Ki, Zvnj
Zvi m`n Kivi gZv Avi _vKe bv| Zvi c~Y wekvm ne, G me wKQyB
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi wb`k I Avmgvbx kwgvi wb`kb| gvbexq kwZ G
ch cuQvbv me bq|

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Ggb mc`vq hviv mKjB wQjb wbii| Zuvi cwZcvjb nqwQjv Ggb
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nqwQjb, mLvb DcbxZ nIqv c~eeZx Ges cieZx KviI cB me
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`vb| KD hw` bex Kixg m. Gi Pwi, Yvejx, c~YZ, webq I wkvPvi mK
GKUz wPv Ki `L Ze c_gB Zvi gb ne, Zuvi gZv gvbyl cw_exZ
Avmbwb|

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k gvRRvt KviAvb gRx`


bex Kixg m. Gi gvRRvmg~ni ga mePq kwkvjx, Dj,
ewew`Z Ges m`vwe`gvb gvRRv nQ KviAvb gRx`| G gvRRvLvbv
wKqvgZ ch gvRRv _vKe| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi evYx, Bbv AvZBbv Kvj
KvDQvi- Gi cwicwZ G gvRRvLvbv msLvwaKi cwZwbwaZ Ki|
GB myiv KviAvb gRx`i mePq Qv myiv| Gi ga mwbewkZ gvRRv
MYbv Ki kl Kiv hvq bv| G myiv w`q cixv Kij MvUv KviAvb
gRx` I Abvb gvRRvi cwigvY wbaviY Kiv Kx Ki me?

KviAvb gRx` gvRRv nIqvi w`Kmg~n


gvRRv nIqvi w`K I `wKvY KviAvb gRx` AbK iqQ|
KviAvb gRx` gvRRv nIqvi evcvi wevwiZ vbjvf KivUv wbfi
Kie Zvi gvRRvi w`K I `wKvY mK vb jvf Kivi Dci|
mvaviYZt Zvi GRvRi w`KwU nQ, imyj m. GB KviAvbi gvag
wekgvbeZvi KvQ Pvj wbq nvwRi njb| KD hw` cvi Zvnj hbv
GB KviAvbi gZv GKwU myiv cZ Ki Avb|
hgb Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Avwg hv Avgvi imyji wbKU
bvwhj KiwQ m evcvi Zvgiv hw` mw`nvb nI, Zvnj Gi gZv Avi
GKLvbv myiv wbq Gmv| GB Pvji gvKvejv KD KiZ cviwb| GB
Kvjvg gZ`i RxweZ nq hvIqv, A`i Pzvb nIqv Ges ewai`i K
I keYw`q Lyj hvIqv BZvw`i w`K w`q weqKi gZvi AwaKvix
wQjv|
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Kvjvg KviAvbi KvQ Ag nZ eva nqwQjv| Avi Zv`i Gnb
AgZv nRiZ Cmvi gZK RxweZ Kiv, AK Pzvb Kiv Ges
KzivMxK my Ki `qvi PqI weqKi wQjv| Kbvbv nRiZ Cmv Av.
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nRiZ Cmv Av. gvRRv c`kb Ki Rqx nqQb| wK KviAvbi evcvi
Zv Zv`iK mivmwi Pvj Kiv nqQ| Avi Zviv civwRZI nqQ| Avi
nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi gvRRv hviv `LQ, Zv`i Zv G we`vq cvi`wkZv
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/144

mwbewkZ nZ cvi? wPv wdwKii Ges Pvi gvag Gjv ARb Kiv
wK me? wZwb wQjb GZxg| wQjv bv abm`, mvnvh DcKiY,
hkcwZcw| Zgb mvnvhKvixI wQjv bv| wK Avjvn&Zvqvjv ZuvK Ggb
mvb, kw, gZv, mvnvh, mnhvwMZv, gvbghv`v c`vb KiwQjb h,
wZwb nqwQjb mKji gagwb| wmv MnYi Pig `pZv ZuvK `vb Kiv
nqwQjv| Zuvi Kmgi evYx jvIqvjvn (Avjvn&i Kmg) mKjK chy`
Ki w`qwQjv| G mg welq wbq Kvbv eywgvb hw` wPv Ki, Zvnj
Zvi m`n Kivi gZv Avi _vKe bv| Zvi c~Y wekvm ne, G me wKQyB
Avjvn&Zvqvjvi wb`k I Avmgvbx kwgvi wb`kb| gvbexq kwZ G
ch cuQvbv me bq|

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imyjcvK m. Gi beyIqvZi GKwU AbZg `jxj GB h, wZwb Dx ev
Aii AgyLvcx wQjb| wZwb wjLZ RvbZb bv| Zuvi Rb nqwQjv
Ggb mc`vq hviv mKjB wQjb wbii| Zuvi cwZcvjb nqwQjv Ggb
GK kni hLvb vbwevbi AwaKvix KD wQjv bv| wZwb Ggb Kvbv
kni KLbI mdiI Kibwb, hLvb wQjv vbx ew`i emevm| Zvnj
Zuvi jLvcov wkL bqv mK aviYv Kiv hZv| Zvnj nqZvev c~eeZx
Avmgvbx wKZve ZIivZ-Bwji vb jvf KiZ cviZb Ges c~eeZx
DZ`i Lei I Zv`i Aev Rb hZb| ZLb c~eeZx Avmgvbx
wKZvei eo eo AvjgI wQjb, huviv Avcb Avcb j wQjb LvwZgvb|
ZrmI imyjcvK m. IB mKj RvwZi cZK kvLvi AbvPvi mK Ggb
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wkvMnY Ges vbvRb QvovB wZwb Gjg I gvidZi h gvKvg DcbxZ
nqwQjb, mLvb DcbxZ nIqv c~eeZx Ges cieZx KviI cB me
bq| GI wPv Kiv DwPZ, Aviei h jvKjv g~LZv, AZv Ges
AmZZvi w`K w`q wbZg i cuQ wMqwQjv, ZuviB m. wkv I cwiPhvq
mZZvi KZBbv DP i cuQ wMqwQjv Zviv| Gme wQjv Avjvn&Zvqvjvi
`vb| KD hw` bex Kixg m. Gi Pwi, Yvejx, c~YZ, webq I wkvPvi mK
GKUz wPv Ki `L Ze c_gB Zvi gb ne, Zuvi gZv gvbyl cw_exZ
Avmbwb|

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ewew`Z Ges m`vwe`gvb gvRRv nQ KviAvb gRx`| G gvRRvLvbv
wKqvgZ ch gvRRv _vKe| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi evYx, Bbv AvZBbv Kvj
KvDQvi- Gi cwicwZ G gvRRvLvbv msLvwaKi cwZwbwaZ Ki|
GB myiv KviAvb gRx`i mePq Qv myiv| Gi ga mwbewkZ gvRRv
MYbv Ki kl Kiv hvq bv| G myiv w`q cixv Kij MvUv KviAvb
gRx` I Abvb gvRRvi cwigvY wbaviY Kiv Kx Ki me?

KviAvb gRx` gvRRv nIqvi w`Kmg~n


gvRRv nIqvi w`K I `wKvY KviAvb gRx` AbK iqQ|
KviAvb gRx` gvRRv nIqvi evcvi wevwiZ vbjvf KivUv wbfi
Kie Zvi gvRRvi w`K I `wKvY mK vb jvf Kivi Dci|
mvaviYZt Zvi GRvRi w`KwU nQ, imyj m. GB KviAvbi gvag
wekgvbeZvi KvQ Pvj wbq nvwRi njb| KD hw` cvi Zvnj hbv
GB KviAvbi gZv GKwU myiv cZ Ki Avb|
hgb Avjvn&Zvqvjv Gikv` KiQb, Avwg hv Avgvi imyji wbKU
bvwhj KiwQ m evcvi Zvgiv hw` mw`nvb nI, Zvnj Gi gZv Avi
GKLvbv myiv wbq Gmv| GB Pvji gvKvejv KD KiZ cviwb| GB
Kvjvg gZ`i RxweZ nq hvIqv, A`i Pzvb nIqv Ges ewai`i K
I keYw`q Lyj hvIqv BZvw`i w`K w`q weqKi gZvi AwaKvix
wQjv|
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Kvjvg ck KiwQjv, mjv fve, Zvrch, k I A_i w`K w`q
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Kvjvg KviAvbi KvQ Ag nZ eva nqwQjv| Avi Zv`i Gnb
AgZv nRiZ Cmvi gZK RxweZ Kiv, AK Pzvb Kiv Ges
KzivMxK my Ki `qvi PqI weqKi wQjv| Kbvbv nRiZ Cmv Av.
Gi Gme gvRRv hviv `LQ Zv`i Rb Gjv Cmv Av. Gi c _K
Pvj ^ic wQjv bv h, m Pvji KvQ Zviv civwRZ nqQ| Avi
nRiZ Cmv Av. gvRRv c`kb Ki Rqx nqQb| wK KviAvbi evcvi
Zv Zv`iK mivmwi Pvj Kiv nqQ| Avi Zviv civwRZI nqQ| Avi
nRiZ Cmv Av. Gi gvRRv hviv `LQ, Zv`i Zv G we`vq cvi`wkZv
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/144

wQjvB bv| wK bex Kixg m. hv`iK Pvj Kijb, Zviv wQjv fvlvq
cvi`kx| dvmvnvZ, evjvMvZ I mvlYhvMZv wQjv Zv`i AmvaviY| PPv
wQjv kvwYZ| Gnb Aevq Zv`i Ag nIqv bex Kixg m. Gi
imvjvZi weZvi mnvqK Ges AKvU `jxj|
Avey myjvqgvb Lvvex i. cwm nv`xQ wekvi` I evLvKviMYi AbZg
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Zuvi AvbxZ KviAvbi gZv Kvjvg Zviv gvKvejv KiZ cvie bv GUvB
^vfvweK| wZwb GiKg gnvvbx bv njI Zv`i c KviAvbi Pvji
gvKvejv Kiv me wQjv bv| ZLbI Zviv vb, eyw I wkvi P~ov
chvqi IB ch cuQZ cviZv bv| Zv`i Rb Zvgiv KYI cvie
bv GB Pvj _KB hZv| gvUK_v, imyjcvK m. Zv`iK Pvj
Kijb Ges Zviv Gi gvKvejv KiZ Pigfve Ag njv| Lbi Pvi
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mg gvbyl I Rxb wgjI GB KviAvbi Abyic wKQy cZ KiZ cvie
bv GK Acii mvnvhKvix njI|
nv`xQ kixd GmQ, GK`v bex Kixg m. gmwR` nvivgi GK cv
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jvKwUi (gvnv` m.) KvQ wKQy cv e wbq hvwQ| Avkv Kwi Gi ga
wKQy cv e wZwb Keyj Kieb, agcPvii KvR _K weiZ neb Ges
Avgv`i wcQy bqv Qo w`eb| jvKiv ejjv, wVK AvQ Aveyj Ijx`
Zzwg hvI| Gici Drev imyj m. Gi KvQ wMq em cojv Ges Zuvi m
K_vevZv i Ki w`jv|
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Avi Avcbvi gb hv Pvq ZvB ejyb| imyjcvK m. ZLb GB AvqvZLvbv
ZjvIqvZ Kijb cig KiYvgq I `qvjy Avjvn&Zvqvjvi c _K
AeZvwiZ G wKZvei AvqvZmg~n wevwiZ eYbv Kiv nqQ Aviex KviAvb
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cvwb| mUzKz wbswoq GKwU cqvjvi ga Rgv Kiv njv| imyj m. Zuvi
AvOyjmg~n cqvjvq iL w`jb| `Lv Mjv, AvOyji gvSLvb w`q cvwb
DQj ewiq AvmQ| AZtci imyj m. jvK`iK cvwb cvb KiZ
ejjb| mKjB Lye Zwi mv_ cvwb cvb Kijv| kl hLb imyj m. Zuvi
nvZ gveviK cqvjv _K ei Kijb, `Lv Mjv, cqvjvwU ZLbv
cvwbZ ficyi| GB nv`xQLvbv Bgvg Avng`, evqnvKx Ges Beb kvnxb
nRiZ Rvei iv. _K eYbv KiQb|
nRiZ Beb gvmD` iv. ejb, Avgiv GKevi bex Kixg m. Gi m
wQjvg| Avgv`i KvQ cvwb wQjv bv| imyj m. ejjb, KviI KvQ _K
wKQy cvwb wbq Gmv| Avgiv wKQy cvwb wbq imyjcvK m. Gi KvQ Gjvg|
cvwbUzKz wZwb GKwU eiZb ivLjb Ges wbRi n gveviK mB cvwbZ
Wvevjb| GB nv`xQmg~n wewfb eYbvKvix eYbv KiQb| wK cZ
mvx wQjb mevB| bZzev cwZev` nZv, hv wQjv mvnvev Kivgi mvaviY
Afvm|
weavb GB h, Lei Iqvn` (GKK eYbv) hw` mvnvev Kivgi
RvgvZi mvgb eYbv Kiv nq, Avi Zuviv Pzc _vKb, ZLb mKjB D
Lei Iqvn`i eYbvKvix nq hvb|
bex Kixg m. Gi Aywj gveviK _K cvwb cevwnZ nIqv mK nRiZ
Beb Avevm iv. _KI nv`xQ ewYZ nqQ| nv`xQjv kvbvi ci GKwU
cki AeZviYv nq h, c_g cqvjvq cvwb mwZ Ki Zvici mLvb
nvZ gveviK cek Kivbvi gvnvZ Kx? c_gB Zv cvwb cevwnZ KivZ
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/160

nRiZ gymv Av. nvZi jvwV viv cv_i AvNvZ Kivi KviY cv_i dU
cvwbi SYv cevwnZ nqwQjv| wK AvOyj _K cvwb cevwnZ nIqv, cv_i
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nvo _K cvwb cevwnZ nIqvi evcviUv ^vfvweK bq| wbtm`n Dciv
nv`xQ mvnvev Kivgi eo eo RvgvZ eYbv KiQb| Zba nRiZ Avbvm
iv., nRiZ Rvei iv. Ges nRiZ Beb gmD` iv. Gi eYbvI iqQ|
nRiZ Avbvm iv. Gi nv`xQ evLvix I gymwjg kixd ewYZ nqQ|
Zuviv eYbv Kib, Avwg GK`v bex Kixg m. K `Ljvg| ZLb wQjv
Avmii Iqv| jvKiv PZzw`K cvwbi mvb KiwQjv| wK Kv_vI cvwb
cvIqv hvwQjv bv| imyjcvK m. Gi Rb GKwU cv Ki wKQy cvwb Avbv
njv| wZwb Zuvi cwe nvZ cvwbi cvi wfZi ivLjb Ges gvbylK Kzg
Kijb, cv _K ARy Kiv| Avwg j Kijvg, imyjcvK m. Gi Aywji
gvSLvb _K dvqvivi gZv cvwb SiQ|
GK eYbvq AvQ, AvOyj Ges Zvi Rvov _K cvwb cevwnZ nqwQjv|
mg gvbylB IB cvwbZ ARy mgvav KiwQjv| nRiZ Avbvm iv. K
wRm Kiv nqwQjv, KZRb wQjb? wZwb ejjb, Avgiv wZbk| Beb
kvnxbi nv`xQ nRiZ Avbvm iv. _K ewYZ AvQ, wZwb ejb, Avgiv
ZeyKi hy imyjcvK m. Gi m wQjvg| gymjgvbMY wbe`b Kijb,
Bqv imyjvjvn! Avgiv Ges Avgv`i DUiv mKjB ZvZ| imyjcvK m.
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cvwb eiZb Xj `vI| Gici wZwb Zuvi cwe nvZ cvwbZ Pzweq w`jb|
nRiZ Avbvm iv. ejb, Avwg `LZ cjvg, imyjcvK m. Gi AvOyj _K
cvwb wQUK coQ| Avgiv Avgv`i DU I Abvb cK mB cvwb cvb
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evqnvKx nRiZ Avbvm iv. _K eYbv KiQb, imyjcvK m. K~ci
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`vBweqvi w`b Avgiv mKjB ZvZ nq cojvg| imyjcvK m. Gi mvgb
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mB cvwb h_ nZv| Ze Avgv`i jvKmsLv wQjv `o nvRvi|
mnxn& gymwjg kixd nRiZ Rvei iv. _K ewYZ nqQ, Avgiv
eIqvZi hy wQjvg| ZLb Avgv`i gkK wQjv mvgvb KqK duvUv
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AvOyjmg~n cqvjvq iL w`jb| `Lv Mjv, AvOyji gvSLvb w`q cvwb
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nvZ gveviK cqvjv _K ei Kijb, `Lv Mjv, cqvjvwU ZLbv
cvwbZ ficyi| GB nv`xQLvbv Bgvg Avng`, evqnvKx Ges Beb kvnxb
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nRiZ Beb gvmD` iv. ejb, Avgiv GKevi bex Kixg m. Gi m
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Wvevjb| GB nv`xQmg~n wewfb eYbvKvix eYbv KiQb| wK cZ
mvx wQjb mevB| bZzev cwZev` nZv, hv wQjv mvnvev Kivgi mvaviY
Afvm|
weavb GB h, Lei Iqvn` (GKK eYbv) hw` mvnvev Kivgi
RvgvZi mvgb eYbv Kiv nq, Avi Zuviv Pzc _vKb, ZLb mKjB D
Lei Iqvn`i eYbvKvix nq hvb|
bex Kixg m. Gi Aywj gveviK _K cvwb cevwnZ nIqv mK nRiZ
Beb Avevm iv. _KI nv`xQ ewYZ nqQ| nv`xQjv kvbvi ci GKwU
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nvZ gveviK cek Kivbvi gvnvZ Kx? c_gB Zv cvwb cevwnZ KivZ
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/160

cviZb| GB cki Reve Djvgv Kivg ejb, G bex Kixg m.


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Avjvn&Zvqvjvi mgZzj KD bq| imyjcvK m. Gi nvZ wQjv KqKduvUv
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cvwb ew Ki `qv
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cviZb| GB cki Reve Djvgv Kivg ejb, G bex Kixg m.


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ev`v wgmKxb kvqL gynvK Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njex i. ejb,
gvRRv `kbKvj DZi kvnv`vZi Kjgv DPviY nq _vK beyIqvZi
`vexi mZZvi Dci wekvm I `pcZqi cwicwZB| wK G j GB
kvnv`Z viv DZK Dy Kiv I wkv c`vb KivB wQjv bex Kixg m. Gi
Dk|

nRiZ Avbvm iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avbvm iv. ejb, Dyj gywgbxb mvBq`v hqbe iv. Gi weevni
mgq nRiZ D myjvqg iv. nvqm fwZ GKwU eo cqvjv AvgvK w`q
imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ cvwVq w`jb| nvqm nQ LRyi, wN I
QvZzwgwkZ GK wekl aibi Avnvh| D myjvqg nRiZ AvbvmK ejjb,
n Avbvm! Gjv imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ wbq hvI Ges ejv Avcbvi
L`gZ Avgvi AvvRvb GB Lvevi ciY KiQb| Avcbvi KvQ wZwb
mvjvg ck KiQb|
nRiZ Avbvm bex Kixg m. Gi `ievi Lvevi ck Kijb| wZwb
ejjb, iL `vI| AgyK AgyK ewK WK Avbv| KvK KvK AvbZ
ne wZwb Zuv`i bvg ej w`jb| AviI ejjb, ivvq hvK hvK cve
Zv`iKI m wbq Gmv| nRiZ Avbvm ejb, imyjcvK m. hv`iK
WK AvbZ ejwQjb, Zuv`iK Ges ivvq hv`i cqwQ, Zuv`i
mKjK WK Avbjvg|
imyjcvK m. Gi evwoi Avwbv ZLb jvK jvKviY| nRiZ Avbvm
RvwbqQb, jvKmsLv wQjv wZb nvRvi|
imyjcvK m. Zuvi cwe nvZLvbv nvqmi eiZbi Dci ivLjb Ges
wKQy cvV Kijb| Zvici `k Rb Ki LZ WvKjb| ejjb, Zvgiv
cZKB wemwgjvn co wbR`i mvgb _K LZ _vKv| Gfve
GKm `kRb Ki AvmQb Ges Lq Pj hvQb| mKjB cU cyi
Ljb| Gici wZwb m. ejjb, Avbvm! GLb eiZb DwVq bvI| nRiZ
Avbvm ejb, Avwg eiZb IVvjvg| wKeySZ cvijvg bv, nvqmfwZ
eiZbwUZ Avbvi mgq Lvevi ekx wQjv, bv ekx wQjv wbq hvevi mgq|
nv`xQwU eYbv KiQb evLvix I gymwjg|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/167

nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvix iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvixi nv`xQ GmQ, GKevi wZwb imyjcvK
m. Ges nRiZ Avey eKi wmxK iv., G `yRbi Rb h_ nq GB cwigvY
Lvevi cZ Kijb| imyjcvK m. Avey AvBq~e Avbmvix iv. K ejjb,
Avbmvi`i mvwbZ wkRb jvKK WK Avbv| wZwb Zuv`iK WK
Avbjb| imyjcvK m. Zv`iK Lvbv LvIqvjb| wK Lvbv Zvi ciI
Aewk iBjv| ci miRb AvbmviK WK Gb Lvbv LvIqvbv njv|
ZviciI Lvbv Aewk iBjv| G mKj jvK`i ga Ggb GKRb jvKI
wQjv bv, hviv Lvbv LvIqvi ci Bmjvg MnY Ki imyjcvK m. Gi nvZ
evqvZ nbwb| nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvix iv. ejb, Avgvi Lvbv mw`b
GKk Avwk Rb LqwQjv|

nRiZ mvgyiv Beb Ry`ye iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ mvgyiv Beb Ry`yei nv`xQ ewYZ nqQ wZwb ejb, GKw`b
Avgiv mvivw`b imyjcvK m. Gi m wQjvg| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Kmg! Avgiv
KqKRb chvqg mKvj _K mv ch gvbyl`iK Lvbv LvIqvjvg|
`kRb jvK Lvbv kl Ki `uvovZv, ZLb Avi `kRb Lvbvi Rb emZv|
KD ZLb nRiZ mvgyivK wRm KiwQjv, GZv eiKZ KvK
nqwQjv? wZwb Avmgvbi w`K Bkviv Ki ejwQjb, ILvb _K|
nv`xQwU eYbv KiQb `vigx, Beb Avex kvqev, wZiwghx, nvKg, evqnvKx
Ges Avey bCg|

nRiZ Ave`yi ingvb Beb Avex eKi iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Ave`yi ingvb Beb Avex eKii nv`xQ GmQ, GKevi Avgiv
GKk wZwik Rb bex Kixg m. Gi m wQjvg| cvq mvo Pvi mi AvUvi
Lvwgi evbvbv nqwQjv| Avi GKwU eKixi MvkZ cvK Kiv nqwQjv|
Zvici eKixi KwjRv, Mv`v BZvw` f~bv Kiv nqwQjv| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi
Kmg! GKkZ wZwik Rbi ga Ggb GKRbI wQjv bv, hvK imyjcvK
m. MvkZi UzKiv c`vb Kibwb| MvkZi ZiKvix `ywU eo eo eiZb
ivLv nqwQjv| mKjB AZ Zw mnKvi LvIqvi ci euP hvIqv MvkZ
wbRi eiZb fi DUi wcV Zzj w`qwQjb|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/168

KviY wK? wZwb m. ejjb, GB mvi mv_ h Avjvn&Zvqvjvi mv jvf


KiZ cvie, wbtm`n Zvi evmvb ne RvbvZ|
ev`v wgmKxb kvqL gynvK Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njex i. ejb,
gvRRv `kbKvj DZi kvnv`vZi Kjgv DPviY nq _vK beyIqvZi
`vexi mZZvi Dci wekvm I `pcZqi cwicwZB| wK G j GB
kvnv`Z viv DZK Dy Kiv I wkv c`vb KivB wQjv bex Kixg m. Gi
Dk|

nRiZ Avbvm iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avbvm iv. ejb, Dyj gywgbxb mvBq`v hqbe iv. Gi weevni
mgq nRiZ D myjvqg iv. nvqm fwZ GKwU eo cqvjv AvgvK w`q
imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ cvwVq w`jb| nvqm nQ LRyi, wN I
QvZzwgwkZ GK wekl aibi Avnvh| D myjvqg nRiZ AvbvmK ejjb,
n Avbvm! Gjv imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ wbq hvI Ges ejv Avcbvi
L`gZ Avgvi AvvRvb GB Lvevi ciY KiQb| Avcbvi KvQ wZwb
mvjvg ck KiQb|
nRiZ Avbvm bex Kixg m. Gi `ievi Lvevi ck Kijb| wZwb
ejjb, iL `vI| AgyK AgyK ewK WK Avbv| KvK KvK AvbZ
ne wZwb Zuv`i bvg ej w`jb| AviI ejjb, ivvq hvK hvK cve
Zv`iKI m wbq Gmv| nRiZ Avbvm ejb, imyjcvK m. hv`iK
WK AvbZ ejwQjb, Zuv`iK Ges ivvq hv`i cqwQ, Zuv`i
mKjK WK Avbjvg|
imyjcvK m. Gi evwoi Avwbv ZLb jvK jvKviY| nRiZ Avbvm
RvwbqQb, jvKmsLv wQjv wZb nvRvi|
imyjcvK m. Zuvi cwe nvZLvbv nvqmi eiZbi Dci ivLjb Ges
wKQy cvV Kijb| Zvici `k Rb Ki LZ WvKjb| ejjb, Zvgiv
cZKB wemwgjvn co wbR`i mvgb _K LZ _vKv| Gfve
GKm `kRb Ki AvmQb Ges Lq Pj hvQb| mKjB cU cyi
Ljb| Gici wZwb m. ejjb, Avbvm! GLb eiZb DwVq bvI| nRiZ
Avbvm ejb, Avwg eiZb IVvjvg| wKeySZ cvijvg bv, nvqmfwZ
eiZbwUZ Avbvi mgq Lvevi ekx wQjv, bv ekx wQjv wbq hvevi mgq|
nv`xQwU eYbv KiQb evLvix I gymwjg|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/167

nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvix iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvixi nv`xQ GmQ, GKevi wZwb imyjcvK
m. Ges nRiZ Avey eKi wmxK iv., G `yRbi Rb h_ nq GB cwigvY
Lvevi cZ Kijb| imyjcvK m. Avey AvBq~e Avbmvix iv. K ejjb,
Avbmvi`i mvwbZ wkRb jvKK WK Avbv| wZwb Zuv`iK WK
Avbjb| imyjcvK m. Zv`iK Lvbv LvIqvjb| wK Lvbv Zvi ciI
Aewk iBjv| ci miRb AvbmviK WK Gb Lvbv LvIqvbv njv|
ZviciI Lvbv Aewk iBjv| G mKj jvK`i ga Ggb GKRb jvKI
wQjv bv, hviv Lvbv LvIqvi ci Bmjvg MnY Ki imyjcvK m. Gi nvZ
evqvZ nbwb| nRiZ Avey AvBqye Avbmvix iv. ejb, Avgvi Lvbv mw`b
GKk Avwk Rb LqwQjv|

nRiZ mvgyiv Beb Ry`ye iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ mvgyiv Beb Ry`yei nv`xQ ewYZ nqQ wZwb ejb, GKw`b
Avgiv mvivw`b imyjcvK m. Gi m wQjvg| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Kmg! Avgiv
KqKRb chvqg mKvj _K mv ch gvbyl`iK Lvbv LvIqvjvg|
`kRb jvK Lvbv kl Ki `uvovZv, ZLb Avi `kRb Lvbvi Rb emZv|
KD ZLb nRiZ mvgyivK wRm KiwQjv, GZv eiKZ KvK
nqwQjv? wZwb Avmgvbi w`K Bkviv Ki ejwQjb, ILvb _K|
nv`xQwU eYbv KiQb `vigx, Beb Avex kvqev, wZiwghx, nvKg, evqnvKx
Ges Avey bCg|

nRiZ Ave`yi ingvb Beb Avex eKi iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Ave`yi ingvb Beb Avex eKii nv`xQ GmQ, GKevi Avgiv
GKk wZwik Rb bex Kixg m. Gi m wQjvg| cvq mvo Pvi mi AvUvi
Lvwgi evbvbv nqwQjv| Avi GKwU eKixi MvkZ cvK Kiv nqwQjv|
Zvici eKixi KwjRv, Mv`v BZvw` f~bv Kiv nqwQjv| Avjvn&Zvqvjvi
Kmg! GKkZ wZwik Rbi ga Ggb GKRbI wQjv bv, hvK imyjcvK
m. MvkZi UzKiv c`vb Kibwb| MvkZi ZiKvix `ywU eo eo eiZb
ivLv nqwQjv| mKjB AZ Zw mnKvi LvIqvi ci euP hvIqv MvkZ
wbRi eiZb fi DUi wcV Zzj w`qwQjb|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/168

nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. Gi KqKLvbv nv`xQ


nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. ejb, imyj Kixg m. AvgvK Avnj myddvMYK
WK AvbZ ejjb| Avwg Zuv`iK WK wbq Gjvg| imyjcvK m. Gi
mvgb ZLb GK cqvjv Lvbv wQjv| mB LvbvUzKz Avgiv mKj wgj Lye
Zw mnKvi fY Kijvg| LvIqv kl `Lv Mjv, cqvjv c~ei gZvB
fwZ| Ze ZvZ AvOyj jvMvbvi `vM ay `Lv hvwQjv| Ab GK nv`xQ
nRiZ Avey ivqiv ejb, GK mgq Avwg LyeB zavZ wQjvg| imyjcvK m.
Gi mvgb ZLb `yafwZ GKwU cqvjv wQjv| wZwb Avmnve myd&dvMYK
WK AvbZ ejjb| GK_v b Avwg gb gb ejjvg, `yaZv wbZvB
A| imyjcvK m. hw` GUzKz AvgvKB `vb Ki w`Zb, Zvnj Avwg
cwiZ nZ cviZvg| wK bex Kixg m. Gi Av`k evevqb Qvov MZi
wQjv bv| myZivs Avwg imyjcvK m. Gi Kzg gZv Avmnve myddvMYK
WK Avbjvg| mKjB cvb Kijb| Kej Avwg Avi imyjcvK m. evKx
wQjvg| imyjcvK m. AvgvK cqvjv w`jb| mKji kl wZwb cvb
Kijb Ges ejjb, KvIgi mvKx meklB cvb Ki _vK|

nRiZ Avjx iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avjx gyZRv eYbv Kib, GKevi imyjcvK m. Ave`yj gyvwjei
eskai`iK GKwZ Kijb| Zviv megvU Pwjk Rb wQjv| Zv`i ga
Ggb KqKRb wQjv, hviv GKKRb GKKwU eKix iqvmn Lq kl
Ki w`Z cvi| wK imyjcvK m. gngvb`vixi Rb gv GK eiZb
Lvbvi AvqvRb KiwQjb| Zv mI Zviv mKjB AZ cwiZw mnKvi
Lvbv LqwQjv| LvIqv kl GK cqvjv cvwb `qv njv| mKj wgj mB
GK cqvjv cvwb cvb Kivi ci `Lv Mjv, cqvjv AvMi gZvB fwZ|

nRiZ Rvei iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Rvei _K ewYZ AvQ, D gvjK bvgi RbKv Avbmvix
gwnjv gvS gvS imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ GK cqvjv wN cvVvZb| wZwb
me`vB cqvjv fwZ wN `LZ cZb| GKw`b D gvjKi mvbiv
LvIqvi Rb mvjyb PvBjv| wK Ni m mgq Kvbv mvjyb wQjv bv| gwnjv
mB cqvjvwUi KvQ Mjb, hvi ga `wbK wZwb wN Rgv KiZb| mw`b
wZwb mB cqvjv _K meUzKz wN Xj mvb`iK w`q w`jb| wK ci
Avi ZvZ wN Rgv KiZ cvijb bv| wZwb imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ hq
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/169

me K_v Lyj ejjb| imyjcvK m. ejjb, Zzwg Zv mg wN wbswoq Xj


wbqwQj, ZvB Ggb Aev nqQ| mvgvb wKQy iL w`j me`vB wN
_vKZv|
ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx) ejb, ewYZ
nv`xQ viv GUvB eySv hvq h, imyjcvK m. Gi gneZ hv wKQy LiP Kiv
nqQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zuvi wiwhKi fvvi _K ZvZ `vb KiQb eiKZ
Avi eiKZ|

nRiZ Rvei iv. Gi AviKLvbv nv`xQ


nRiZ Rvei _K ewYZ AvQ, GK ew imyjcvK m. Gi wbKU wKQy
Lvbv PvBjv| imyjcvK m. ZvK lvU mv he `vb Kijb| jvKwU Lv`UzKz
wbq wMq Zuvi x cwiRb I gngvbmn Lq hZ jvMjv| cwikl
GKw`b LveviUzKz IRb Ki `Lvi ci mnmvB m Lv` dzwiq Mjv|
jvKwU imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ hq Zvi Aevi K_v AviR Kijv|
wZwb m. ejjb, Zzwg IRb bv Kij Lv` KLbI kl nZv bv|
Avnj GjgMY ejb, cqvjv _K wN wbswoq ei Kivi KviY Ges
heK IRb Kivi KviY eiKZ `~i nq Mjv| nKgZ GB h, wbsovbv
Ges IRb Kiv Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Dci ZvIqvKKzji cwicx KvR| ZvB
bqvgZ `~i Kivi viv kvw c`vb Kiv nqQ| Bgvg beex i. G gvnvZwU
eYbv KiQb| GRbB Lvevi cvwZji wfZi `w KiZ wbla Kiv
nqwQjv|
G mK Dci GKLvbv nv`xQ eYbv Kiv nqQ| Iqvjv Avjvg|
eiKZi cwicwZ IB nv`xQLvbvI weLvZ, hv Bgvg evLvix nRiZ
Rvei _K eYbv KiQb| nv`xQwU nRiZ Rveii wcZv nRiZ Ave`yjvn
Avbmvix iv. Gi FY Av`vq msv| nRiZ Ave`yjvn Avbmvixi KR`viiv
FYi UvKv `vex Kijv| wK Ave`yjvn Avbmvixi LRyi evMvb IB cwigvY
LRyi wQjv bv, hvi viv FY cwikva Kiv hvq| nRiZ Rvei bex Kixg
m. Gi `ievi wbe`b Kijb, Bqv imyjvjvn! Avcwb Zv Rvbb, Avgvi
wcZv D` hy knx` nqQb| wZwb AbK FY iL MQb, Avgvi BQv
wQjv, FY kvai Dk evMvbi LRyijv imyj m. Gi `ievi ck
Kwi| wK LRyii cwigvY FY kva Kievi gZv bq|
imyjcvK m. ejjb, hvI, Avjv`v Avjv`vfve iwZ LRyii ~cjv
GK Rgv Ki KqKwU ~c Ki djv| imyjcvK m. Gi Av`k
gvZveK miKgB Kijvg| Gici Avwg imyjcvK m. K m wbq
mw`K Pjjvg|
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/170

nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. Gi KqKLvbv nv`xQ


nRiZ Avey ivqiv iv. ejb, imyj Kixg m. AvgvK Avnj myddvMYK
WK AvbZ ejjb| Avwg Zuv`iK WK wbq Gjvg| imyjcvK m. Gi
mvgb ZLb GK cqvjv Lvbv wQjv| mB LvbvUzKz Avgiv mKj wgj Lye
Zw mnKvi fY Kijvg| LvIqv kl `Lv Mjv, cqvjv c~ei gZvB
fwZ| Ze ZvZ AvOyj jvMvbvi `vM ay `Lv hvwQjv| Ab GK nv`xQ
nRiZ Avey ivqiv ejb, GK mgq Avwg LyeB zavZ wQjvg| imyjcvK m.
Gi mvgb ZLb `yafwZ GKwU cqvjv wQjv| wZwb Avmnve myd&dvMYK
WK AvbZ ejjb| GK_v b Avwg gb gb ejjvg, `yaZv wbZvB
A| imyjcvK m. hw` GUzKz AvgvKB `vb Ki w`Zb, Zvnj Avwg
cwiZ nZ cviZvg| wK bex Kixg m. Gi Av`k evevqb Qvov MZi
wQjv bv| myZivs Avwg imyjcvK m. Gi Kzg gZv Avmnve myddvMYK
WK Avbjvg| mKjB cvb Kijb| Kej Avwg Avi imyjcvK m. evKx
wQjvg| imyjcvK m. AvgvK cqvjv w`jb| mKji kl wZwb cvb
Kijb Ges ejjb, KvIgi mvKx meklB cvb Ki _vK|

nRiZ Avjx iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Avjx gyZRv eYbv Kib, GKevi imyjcvK m. Ave`yj gyvwjei
eskai`iK GKwZ Kijb| Zviv megvU Pwjk Rb wQjv| Zv`i ga
Ggb KqKRb wQjv, hviv GKKRb GKKwU eKix iqvmn Lq kl
Ki w`Z cvi| wK imyjcvK m. gngvb`vixi Rb gv GK eiZb
Lvbvi AvqvRb KiwQjb| Zv mI Zviv mKjB AZ cwiZw mnKvi
Lvbv LqwQjv| LvIqv kl GK cqvjv cvwb `qv njv| mKj wgj mB
GK cqvjv cvwb cvb Kivi ci `Lv Mjv, cqvjv AvMi gZvB fwZ|

nRiZ Rvei iv. Gi nv`xQ


nRiZ Rvei _K ewYZ AvQ, D gvjK bvgi RbKv Avbmvix
gwnjv gvS gvS imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ GK cqvjv wN cvVvZb| wZwb
me`vB cqvjv fwZ wN `LZ cZb| GKw`b D gvjKi mvbiv
LvIqvi Rb mvjyb PvBjv| wK Ni m mgq Kvbv mvjyb wQjv bv| gwnjv
mB cqvjvwUi KvQ Mjb, hvi ga `wbK wZwb wN Rgv KiZb| mw`b
wZwb mB cqvjv _K meUzKz wN Xj mvb`iK w`q w`jb| wK ci
Avi ZvZ wN Rgv KiZ cvijb bv| wZwb imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ hq
gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/169

me K_v Lyj ejjb| imyjcvK m. ejjb, Zzwg Zv mg wN wbswoq Xj


wbqwQj, ZvB Ggb Aev nqQ| mvgvb wKQy iL w`j me`vB wN
_vKZv|
ev`v wgmKxb (kvqL Ave`yj nK gvnvQ `njfx) ejb, ewYZ
nv`xQ viv GUvB eySv hvq h, imyjcvK m. Gi gneZ hv wKQy LiP Kiv
nqQ, Avjvn&Zvqvjv Zuvi wiwhKi fvvi _K ZvZ `vb KiQb eiKZ
Avi eiKZ|

nRiZ Rvei iv. Gi AviKLvbv nv`xQ


nRiZ Rvei _K ewYZ AvQ, GK ew imyjcvK m. Gi wbKU wKQy
Lvbv PvBjv| imyjcvK m. ZvK lvU mv he `vb Kijb| jvKwU Lv`UzKz
wbq wMq Zuvi x cwiRb I gngvbmn Lq hZ jvMjv| cwikl
GKw`b LveviUzKz IRb Ki `Lvi ci mnmvB m Lv` dzwiq Mjv|
jvKwU imyjcvK m. Gi L`gZ hq Zvi Aevi K_v AviR Kijv|
wZwb m. ejjb, Zzwg IRb bv Kij Lv` KLbI kl nZv bv|
Avnj GjgMY ejb, cqvjv _K wN wbswoq ei Kivi KviY Ges
heK IRb Kivi KviY eiKZ `~i nq Mjv| nKgZ GB h, wbsovbv
Ges IRb Kiv Avjvn&Zvqvjvi Dci ZvIqvKKzji cwicx KvR| ZvB
bqvgZ `~i Kivi viv kvw c`vb Kiv nqQ| Bgvg beex i. G gvnvZwU
eYbv KiQb| GRbB Lvevi cvwZji wfZi `w KiZ wbla Kiv
nqwQjv|
G mK Dci GKLvbv nv`xQ eYbv Kiv nqQ| Iqvjv Avjvg|
eiKZi cwicwZ IB nv`xQLvbvI weLvZ, hv Bgvg evLvix nRiZ
Rvei _K eYbv KiQb| nv`xQwU nRiZ Rveii wcZv nRiZ Ave`yjvn
Avbmvix iv. Gi FY Av`vq msv| nRiZ Ave`yjvn Avbmvixi KR`viiv
FYi UvKv `vex Kijv| wK Ave`yjvn Avbmvixi LRyi evMvb IB cwigvY
LRyi wQjv bv, hvi viv FY cwikva Kiv hvq| nRiZ Rvei bex Kixg
m. Gi `ievi wbe`b Kijb, Bqv imyjvjvn! Avcwb Zv Rvbb, Avgvi
wcZv D` hy knx` nqQb| wZwb AbK FY iL MQb, Avgvi BQv
wQjv, FY kvai Dk evMvbi LRyijv imyj m. Gi `ievi ck
Kwi| wK LRyii cwigvY FY kva Kievi gZv bq|
imyjcvK m. ejjb, hvI, Avjv`v Avjv`vfve iwZ LRyii ~cjv
GK Rgv Ki KqKwU ~c Ki djv| imyjcvK m. Gi Av`k
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Zvgvi bvg Kx? MvavwU Di ejwQjv, Avgvi bvg Ghx` Beb wknve|
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KiwQjb| wnRiZi mgq QIi nvZ gvKokvi Rvj evbvbv Ges
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AbK nv`xQ we`gvb| mjvi ga hjv weLvZ Ges BgvgMY
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MvQcvjvi AvbyMZ
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gyKviigvi wewfbvb wMqwQjvg| ZLb ivvi mg MvQcvjv I cvnvo ceZ
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gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/179

DcwZ njv| Zvici wZwb MvQi wbKU _K wZbevi mvMnY Kijb|


MvQwU Avevi h_vvb wdi Mjv| Bgvg `vigxI GiKg GKwU weeiY
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gveviKK iiwZ KiwQjv, Zuvi `uvZ gveviKi wZ KiwQjv| IB
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MvQwUK WvK w`b| imyjcvK m. MvQwUK WvK w`jb| MvQwU `o Gm
imyjcvK m. Gi mvgb `uvwoq Mjv|
wRe&ivBj Av. ejjb, GLb MvQwUK ^vb wdi hZ ejyb| wZwb m.
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imyjcvK m. e`yBbK ejjb, IB MvQwUK hq ejv, Avjvn&i imyj
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AbK nv`xQ we`gvb| mjvi ga hjv weLvZ Ges BgvgMY
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gv`viRyb& beyIqvZ/179

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wRe&ivBj Av. ejjb, GLb MvQwUK ^vb wdi hZ ejyb| wZwb m.
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A_vr GB `vqv coZ fyj wMqwQjvg| GB nv`xQLvbv Avey `vD` I
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ekx ekx cvV Kiv| GB `vqv RvbvZi Lvhvbv| nRiZ gvKj i. ejb

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mv_ mv_ RvbvZi `iRvI Lyj hve| Ave`yj nK i. Avweybeex wKZve
GK_v DjL KiQb|
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LvIqvi mgqi `vqv


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A_vr GB `vqv coZ fyj wMqwQjvg| GB nv`xQLvbv Avey `vD` I
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jv nvIjv Iqvjv KzIIqvZv Bjv wejvni wRwKi


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