10. EšNI ULAC ÐÐAWIL NNI EN I LESLAK?

Ma‹‹i aÌas aya, di tesdawit n Texas, yiwen unelmad yusa-d £ur-i a y-isteqsi,
yenna-yi-d: “Acu£er d šisa Lmasi§ kan i d ÑÑawil swayes i nezmer an-nes›u
assa£ akk-d ºebbi?” Yu£ l§al imiren i d-hed¼e£, sfehme£-ed amek armi d
šisa Lmasi§ kan i d abrid yeÑÑawin £er ºebbi, tiggwa n Tira iqedsen akk-d
inelmaden uklalent laman, yerna tella-d tammunt i d-isbanen ayagi iwakken
an-nsers liman-nne£ £ef šisa, an-namen yis d akken d Amsellek, d Ssid. ¢as
akken, anelmad agi isteqsa-yi-d, yenna: “Acu£er d šisa kan? E›ni ulac ÑÑawil
nni en swayes ara nes›u assa£ akk-d ºebbi? I Mu§emmed akk-d Boudha, ur
llin ara si ÑÑawilat agi? Amdan ur izmir ara ad i›ac kan s tudert ta§lalt? Ma
yella Ñ-ÑideÑ, ºebbi ye‹‹u¼ d le§mala, e›ni ur iqebbel ara imdanen me¼¼a
akken llan s timmad-nsen?”

Yiwen wergaz ixeddmen deg iwezla, inna-yi-d; “Tura nwala, tesbeggne -a£-
d d akken šisa Lmasi§, d ºebbi. Maca ur d-iÑÑili ara ÑÑawil nni en swayes ara
nizmir an-nes›u assa£ akk-d ºebbi,? Anagar šisa i gellan?”

Tamawt agi i gjebbden lbal n yemdanen, tessakan-ed isteqsiyen i ÑÑaken i

yiman-nsen yemdanen ass agi, am usteqsi nni: “Acu£er d šisa Lmasi§ kan i
glaq ad yamen wemdan, ad yamen yis d akken d Amsellek, d Ssid, iwakken
ad is›u assa£ akk-d d Rebbi, iwakken a s-Ñwasemm§en ddnubat-is. Erri£-as i
unelmad nni belli aÌas n yemdanen ur nessin ara ÌÌbi›a n ºebbi; acku ac§al d
abrid numen ÑÑaken-d asteqsi agi: “Amek ara ye amednub ad ikcem £er
ahennama, ºebbi agi n le§mala?” Nekkini a wen-d-fke£ udem nni en
swayes ilaq a d-iÑÑunefk usteqsi agi: “ºebbi yellan d Imqeddes, d a§eqqi,
amek ara yeqbel amednub, ad ibedd zdat-es?” Uguren agi i d-Ñmagaren
yemdanen deg wayen ye›nan ºebbi akk-d tikli yelhan, ilaqen, Ñwacudden £er
lqella n tmusni-nsen, acku ur ssinen ara ÌÌbi›a lqayen n ºebbi, ur ssinen ara
le›qliya-s. AÌas n yemdanen i geÑwalin ºebbi d akken d ºebbi n le§mala, d£a
§ebbsen kan dinna, ur Ñkemmilen ara; ºebbi ma‹‹i d ºebbi kan n le§mala,
maca d ºebbi da£en a§eqqi, Imqeddes.

Di tazwara, nessen ºebbi s wudmawen n ÌÌbi›a-s. Yiwen wudem n ÌÌbi›a-

ines, ma‹‹i d yiwen we§ric si ºebbi. Zik nni, £ile£ ma ddme£-ed udmawen
me¼¼a n ºebbi, am leqdasa-ines, le§mala-ines, l§eqq-ines, ¾¾wab akk-d
lewqama-ines, ma ssemlale£-ten, nwi£ a d-afe£ ºebbi s lekmal-is. NeÑÑa ayagi
d lekdeb. Yiwen wudem n ÌÌbi›a n ºebbi, ma‹‹i d a§ric si ºebbi, maca d
ayen yellan di ºebbi, s tideÑ, d ayen ye›nan ºebbi. A d-neddem di lemtel
le§mala; m’ara neqqar “ºebbi d le§mala” lme›na-ines ma‹‹i “Yiwen we§ric
si ºebbi d le§mala”, maca “le§mala d ayen yellan Ñ-ÑideÑ, d ayen ye›nan
ºebbi”. Rebbi m’ara i§emmel, d neÑÑa s yiman-is i g§emmlen.
 Ayagi d ugur i gegman d analkam n u£elluy n talsa di ddnub. Sidi ºebbi
iqsed a d-ixleq argaz akk-d tmeÌÌut, si lebda. Nekk fehme£ belli Adlis iqedsen
ib£a a d-tini d akken ixleq-ed argaz akk-d tmeÌÌut iwakken ad ib u yid-sen
le§mala-ines akk-d l›a ima-ines. Maca ddnub ikcem ccetla n yemdanen, mi
d-kker Adam neÑÑa d ¦ewwa, ›u¾an ºebbi, teb›en abrid-nsen nutni. Seg
imiren, imdanen u£alen d imednuben, ye›ni mfa¼aqen d ºebbi.

D wagi i d i›wiq i d-immuger ºebbi. Ixleq-ed argaz akk-d tmeÌÌut iwakken

ad ib u yid-sen l›a ima-ines, maca nutni §eqren lew¾ayat akk-d lumu¼ nni
ines, xta¼en ddnub, xedmen-t. Mbe›d, Sidi ºebbi iqerreb-ed £ur-sen s le§mala
iwakken a ten-isellek. Yu£ l§al imi ma‹‹i d ºebbi kan n le§mala i gella, maca
d ºebbi a§eqqi, d ºebbi n ¾¾wab akk-d lewqama, tili d ÌÌbi›a nni ines ara
yesnegren amednub, akken yeb£u yili. Adlis Iqedsen iqqar-ed: “Acku lexla¾ n
ddnub, d lmut.” Swakka ihi, Sidi ºebbi immuger-ed yiwen n wugur, iqubel-it.

Ger tlata wudmawen n ºebbi: ºebbi yellan d Ababat, ºebbi yellan d Mmi-s,
ºebbi yellan d º¼u§ Iqedsen, yella-d yiwen n ccwe¼, d£a iffe£-ed leqsed agi:
D šisa, ºebbi yellan d Mmi-s, ara d-ilsen l eÑÑa n wemdan, a d-yas s wudem n
wemdan A¼ebbani, ye›ni amdan yellan d ºebbi. Ayagi yura di Yu§enna 1,
anda i d-yura: “Awal n ºebbi yusa-d di l eÑÑa n wemdan, i›ac gar-ane£”; Di
At Filibus 2, yura-d d akken “šisa Lmasi§ isellem di kullec, s yiman-is, yerna
yusa-d s ¾¾ifa n wemdan.

šisa d amdan yellan d ºebbi; yella d amdan am wakken le›me¼ yelli d

ºebbi, yella d ºebbi am wakken le›me¼ yelli d amdan. S lxetya¼ nni yexta¼,
i›ac s tudert ur nes›i ara ddnub, s ti£in n wawal i baba-s. Tasedda¼t i d-
iqqaren “Lexla¾ n ddnub d lmut”, ma‹‹i d neÑÑa i te›na; acku ma‹‹i d amdan
kan me§duden, maca d ºebbi ur nes›i l§edd n tilisa, yes›a tazmert swayes
iÑÑarra i yiri-s ddnubat n ddunit me¼¼a. M’akken i¼u§ yuli £ef umidag, ju alaf
iseggasen aya, d ºebbi imqeddes, a§eqqi, ama£ud, i d-ismaren urrif-is £ef
Mmi-s. M’akken i genna šisa Lmasi§ “Kullec iÑwakemmel”, ÌÌbi›a nni
ta§eqqit, timqeddest n Rebbi, teÑwaqenne›. Deg wayagi, nezmer a d-nini belli
Rebbi “teÑÑunefk-as tlelli” iwakken a d-ilhu d wemdan s le§mala, mebla ma
yessenger amednub; acku s lmut n Lmasi§ £ef umidag, ÌÌbi›a nni ta§eqqit n
Rebbi teÑwaqenne›.

Ac§al d abrid, ÑÑake£ asteqsi agi i l£aci: “Anwa i£ef yemmut Lmasi§?” S
umata, ÑÑarran-iyi-d tiririt agi: “Immut fell-i, £ef ddemma n ddnubat-iw”; llan
wid i d-iqqaren: “Immut £ef yemdanen n ddunit me¼¼a.” Nekk, ÑÑarra£-asen:
“Ð-ÑideÑ, ayagi d l§eqq! Maca anwa nni en i£ef yemmut Lmasi§?” Numen
qqaren-d: “Ur neØri ara!” Ð-ÑideÑ, yemmut fell-a£ s umata, maca yemmut
da£en £ef ddemma n Ubabat. Ayagi yura di Teb¼aÑ i wat ºuman, deg ixef wis
tlata, anda i d-ihedde¼ £ef wesfel nni iÑÑunefken i usuref n ddnub. Mi gemmut
šisa Lmasi§ £ef umidag, ur immut ara kan fell-a£, maca yemmut da£en
iwakken ad ya£ llza i wayen akken yellan d l§eqq, d imqeddes, i d-tessutur
ÌÌbi›a n Sidi ºebbi.

Yiwet n tedyant i d-i ran ac§al n iseggasen aya di tmurt n Californie,

tessefhem-a£-d nezzeh lme›na n wayen akken yexdem šisa Lmasi§ £ef
umidag, iwakken ad issefsex ugur nni n ddnub n talsa i d-immuger Sidi
ºebbi: Yiwet n tlemØit teÑwaÌÌef deg webrid te£seb mi tnehhe¼ tumubil-ines.
XeÌÌan-Ñ, d£a tbedd £er cc¼e›. Anezzarfu nni ye£ra-yas-d deg usebtar, ayen
akken texdem, ayen akken i Ñ-id-yewwin £er cc¼e›, inna-yas: “T elme ne£
ur te lime ara?” TilemØit nni tenna-yas: “ elme£”. Anezzarfu nni iwet s
tef ist-is £ef ÌÌabla nni ines, d£a yenÌeq-ed s tefgurt i tuklal: “100 idula¼en
ne£ 10 wussan n l§ebs” Mbe›d, te ra-d yiwet n tedyant iste› iben: Anezzarfu
nni yekker, ikkes aqendu¼-is n unezzarfu, i¾ubb-ed seg wemkan-is, izzi £er
tejma›t n cc¼e›, iddem-ed sselfa-ines, d£a ixelle¾ tafgurt nni. D acu n lme›na
n wayagi? Anezzarfu nni d baba-s n teqcict nni; i§emmel yelli-s, maca d
anezzarfu iteddun s lewqam, ur nxeddem ara s wudmawen. Yelli-s terØa
lqanun, ur izmir ara a s-yini: “Imi i kem-§emle£, semm§e£-am, fki£-am
tilelli.” Lemmer i Ñ-ixdim, ur iÑÑili ara d anezzarfu ye¾fan; tili akka d neÑÑa i
gerØan lqanun, ur t-iquder ara. Maca seg wakken i§emmel yelli-s, iqbel ad
ikkes aqendur nni ines n unezzarfu, i¾ubb-ed seg wemkan-is, iqubel tajma›t n
cc¼e›, ibedd £er cc¼e› deg wemkan-is neÑÑat, imi d baba-s i gella, iwakken a
s-ixelle¾ tafgurt nni i d-iwwi l§al a Ñ-txelle¾ neÑÑat.

Lemtel agi issakan-ed s yiwen wudem ayen akken i gexdem Sidi ºebbi £ef
ddemma-nne£, s šisa Lmasi§. Nedneb me¼¼a; Adlis iqedsen yenna-d: “Lexla¾
n ddnub, d lmut.” ¢as akken i§emmel-a£, Sidi ºebbi issefk-as l§al ad iwet s
tef ist-is £ef ÌÌabla, ad i§kem s lmut, acku d ºebbi a§eqqi, ur nxeddem ara
lxilaf ger yemdanen, ur neÑÑak ara l§eqq i win ur t-nes›i ara. Lad£a, imi d
ºebbi n le§mala, i§emmel-a£ armi yeqbel a d-i¾ubb seg ukersi-s n le§kum,
yusa-d s ¾¾ifa n wemdan, šisa Lmasi§, ixelle¾ deg wemkan-nne£ s lmut n
Lmasi§ £ef umidag.

Di tenqiÌ agi, aÌas i d-iÑÑaken asteqsi agi: “Acu£er Sidi ºebbi ur iqqim ara
kan di ssma§ nni ara isemme§?” Yiwen seg wid yestkelfen di tddukla
tameqrant n lxedma, inna-yi-d yiwet n tikkelt: “Ixeddamen-iw xeddmen ac§al
d abrid l£elÌat, ÑruØun ti£awsiwin, nekk Ñsemmi§e£-asen yerna akka kan.”
Inna-yi-d da£en: “E›ni teb£i ad amne£ d akken zemre£ ad xedme£ ayen
yellan d lmu§al £er ºebbi?”

Imdanen ur d-ÑÑarran ara s lexba¼ belli ssma§ ittabe›-it lexla¾. A d-nini di

lemtel, yelli terØa yiwet n teftilt. Nekk, yellan d ababat i§emmlen yerna
iÑsemmi§en, refde£-Ñ-id £er urebbi-w, sudne£-Ñ, nni£-as: “Ur ÑÑru ara a
tawizeÑ-iw, baba-m i§emmel-ikem yerna isemme§-am”. Yal tikkelt ideg ara d-
fke£ lemtel agi i walbe› , iqqar-iyi-d: “Akka i glaq ihi ad ixdem ºebbi!” Nekk
ÑÑake£-as asteqsi agi: “Anwa ara ixell¾en taftilt nni?” Ayagi d ayen ibanen: d
nekkini! TeÑÑili dayem ssuma n lexla¾ i gettaba›en ssma§. A d-nerr di lbal-
nne£ albe› ara k-ireggmen zdat wiya ; mi g›edda l§al, aÑ-Ѽu§e £ur-es a s-
tini seg wul: “Semm§e£-ak!” Anwa yewwin ssuma n reggmat dagi? d ayen
ibanen, d ke‹‹ini! D annect agi i gexdem ihi Sidi ºebbi. Sidi ºebbi yenna-d:
“Semm§e£-ak!” Maca neÑÑa iqbel ixelle¾ ssuma, s ÑÑawil n umidag.