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to me, despite my mothers supercilious guidance, he didnt look much different than
any of my friends, just older.
Im not sure. I snapped. Probably Terrys husband or boyfriend.
Her HUSBAND?!? she shouted as she threw her hands into the air in a very
abrasively Italian manner. I rolled my eyes again.
Okay then mom. Im going to get my chinchillas now. I sighed, as I reached
toward the handle of the car door. Suddenly, I felt my mothers long fingers firmly wrap
around my arm.
Christina She commanded, I do not want you going to that womans barn this
place is not safe. I dont like this place at all. It gives me a bad feeling. She whispered
as she looked around in disgust. That man looks dangerous. Why does this woman
need you to meet her in her barn? Why cant she come out?
In that moment I realized I had a decision to make. Do I listen to the woman who
raised me and has put all of her love and time into me from the time I was born? Or do I
dis honor her and tell her that her ways of casting judgment upon people are wrong and
hateful? Would it hurt my mother to tell her that I was no longer going to listen to her
way of thinking?
People, like my mother for example, are often a product of their environment.
They are raised to judge and evaluate others based on completely subjective societal
criteria like money, skin color, gender, religion, and all this other bull shit that we as
collective whole have decided means something. It is so convenient for us to fall into the
same path of narrow minded thinking that our parents expect us to follow. In that
moment I decided I would not be a product of my environment and that I was not going
to follow a mentality that I knew, in my heart, was wrong. I would not judge someone for
looking different and expressing themselves in a way that might make me
uncomfortable, and I would not think someone is lower than me and dangerous simply
because they live a different lifestyle in which they have less money than me and my
family. Terry is renowned by the chinchilla breeding community, and holds the highest
reputation for breeding on the entire east coast, winning every first place award in
national chinchilla shows for her superior breeding. My mother knew this as I showed
her Terrys Facebook page and all the awards she had received on a national level and
still, my mother decided to judge Terry and her husband because they lived in a mobile
home and had tattoos.
My mother looked at me blinking as the air grew heavy in silence.
Stop it. I finally spoke.
What?! My mother gasped.
You know that Terry is not dangerous mom. I dont have to tell you that. I
breathed. And you know that the only reason you are saying that is because you think
she is poor and you dont like that her husband has tattoos. I stated with a clenched
jaw. I could hear my voice rising. And you know that judging someone because you
think they are poor is not right. She blinked in shock as if I had just slapped her across
the face. Then she did something I did not expect.
She looked down. In a tired voice she whispered.
Youre right.
I was so taken aback I nearly jumped. I had no earthly idea that my mother could
even feel guilty, but there she was clearly uncomfortable with herself looking down and
nervously fidgeting with the fabric of her skirt. I looked around awkwardly not knowing
what to say. My mother finally broke the silence.
Why dont you go? She spoke softly. Terry must be wondering where you are.
She smiled.
Thanks mom. I replied and gave her a peck on the cheek before leaving.