This poem explores themes of self-destruction, masochism, and desire through vivid imagery of being torn down and tied up by an unnamed other, experiencing both pain and pleasure. The speaker describes being left dangling and wild yet still alive, feeling sensations penetrate through every open wound and mouth as they seek different extremes of feeling, including life, sensation, numbness, death, and nothingness.
This poem explores themes of self-destruction, masochism, and desire through vivid imagery of being torn down and tied up by an unnamed other, experiencing both pain and pleasure. The speaker describes being left dangling and wild yet still alive, feeling sensations penetrate through every open wound and mouth as they seek different extremes of feeling, including life, sensation, numbness, death, and nothingness.
This poem explores themes of self-destruction, masochism, and desire through vivid imagery of being torn down and tied up by an unnamed other, experiencing both pain and pleasure. The speaker describes being left dangling and wild yet still alive, feeling sensations penetrate through every open wound and mouth as they seek different extremes of feeling, including life, sensation, numbness, death, and nothingness.
break down my bones, lacing sinews between your fingers like ribbons tie me up with tongues and leave me dangling by the hook of the night taunted and wide eyed, blinded and wild still alive always, still alive the pain and the joy of it penetrates me, snakes like tentacles through every open wound every open mouth seeking life seeking sensation seeking numbness seeking death wanting forgetfulness and punishment wanting to come wanting to feel wanting nothing and nothingness, the greatest Lie I am the demon devouring myself whole and you are the deliverer spitting out my bones