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Ciuunujauoc Ilauaqouynoc

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Ceetuu enaquxa Huxonaj

o HE3HAHI1M
MOHax
M3

CY,l1;OBI1MA 60)K11}I1M
MAyhM y

CKMTCKe nycrmse,

Anexcannpajy

na npona CBO-

304 306 309

je pYKOAelhe - jep je jep TO 6ellIe y speae sa lbMM,

aspahxnao
BelIMKM

xopnmte naranan,

- BMAe HeKY caxpany

M

MreMOH1 AOTM'lHOra rpaAa,

xojn je rr06MO XMlhaAe 'lMTaBa

KOjM

HOBE EECE,UE IlO,U rOPOM

Ceeiuu enaquxa Huxonaj

EMAHYJ1Jl
CBewu enaquxa

BelIMKMX nporona, Berne nen AaH, cnposohaure ra AO rpotia, Kana je crnrao nahe aexor senaxor nycrmsaxa, M

yxpo xpmnhaua, sapotu nhaiue

DMO je

)I{MBlhallie y rryy

Huxona]
313

CTMlbM 60 rOAMHa rrycTMlbM,

KOjM

)I{MBlhallie caxo OA xopeisa OA xnjene.

KOlIMKO

C OHMM lIITO nanasaure

UAPEB 3ABET
Ceeuiu enaquxa Huxonaj

nahe

ra nojeneaor

OHAa je MOHax rrOMMClIMO: ca )I{MBeO caxo y rrOCTY M qMHM

MM MOlIMTBM,

je noxacra
KOjM

muao xa rpooy MreMOH,

M

je nooao xan.ane xpmuhaaa, a osora, ce Aa

je ClIY)l{MO DOry 60 rOAMHa

M

MJ1CJ10HAPCKA

IlJ1CMA

323 337 380 390 408 430 439 445 447 468

nojena je xajena' nonyurra

KaKBe TO CYAOBe MMa Dor? nenpasenne CTBapM. JeAaH

rOCIlO,U HJ1JE CTBOPJ10 CMPT Ctaapao; Tagej BUWOBHULtKU MJ1P J1 PA,UOCT Y ,UYXY CBETOM
Ilpeseuiuep PygJUH

Eor,

6YAyhM npenotiap,
MM

MOlIMhy

ce DOry na nporna
MAe

noxaxe

KaKBM cy Iberosa CYAOBM,jep M nojenn-

HM IhYAM

pacyhyjy

Boxnjer npoxacaa,

Boxajer 6pMroBol)elba.

je sao, rpellIHMK je, a

My A06po. L(pyrM je A06ap, alIM cy neua 31Ia, )I{eHa je

J1CTOPJ1JA MOHAXA Y ErJ1IlTY AH1)EJlJ1 J1,UEMOHJ1

Cwapau, /ecjJpeM

601IeCHa, a OH YTeKHYBlIIM OA jenne HaMlIa3M aa Apyry HeBOIhY· JeAaH je aao a )I{MBM nyro, a ApyrM je A06ap M yMMpe paHO. lIIhaHMH je A06ap, sao, rrcyje, naje,
M MOlIM

Ine,

HeKM XPM-

ce DOry, nocra,

caao na raycooe

HaMlIa3M, a ApyrM je

rora Bor He Ka)I{lbaBa.

YO'lMO

OQJ1HCKE IlOYKE [epotue] Bnaxoc >KJ1BOT IlOCJlE CMPTJ1

Ciuapau. Teoxnuiu Iluonucujaiucxu

J1 TaKO, MOHax je
je y neeomu.

MHoro TaKBMX CTBapM, xao lIITO ce Ka)l{e KOA rrpo311UX

pOKa Iepeanje: Iocuoqe, mma je, jep flym

Haflpegyje, a flym upaeux yaeK

rrOKa)l{M
MM

J1 OA rora

nana rroueo je Aa ce

MOlIM:

"Iocnone,
MOlIM

CYAOBe Csoje, CYAOBe

M

J13ME1)Y HEEA J13EMJbE J1IYMaH Maptco MOCKOBCKU JbY,UJ1 EO>KJ1JJ1 J13JlJ1,UYXOBJ1 JlYlTEPATYPA

na He 6MX eYAMO!" IiI IIO'leO je onaj MOHax na ce

DOry na My noxaxe

Iberose: KaKO TO Aa jenan, CMPOMax, KOjMje CBeT M rrpaB, 6YAe 601IeeTaH, crpana,
HaMlIa3M aa neaon,e, a Apym, rpeuran, paAM rro csojoj rnasa, a 3ApaB je MMa ycnexa, nocraje
1

60raT,

BelIMK

y clIY)l{6M, y 'IaCTM, M y CBeMY My

MAe

Ao6po.

Ynpasnrers, ryoepnarop.

TIPIlYE

AHljEilHMA

TIpj,jCIE

AHljEJIHMA

II ~IOlllO ce MOHax l1yro Dory na My noxaxe srior xera 6HBajy OBe Henpas.re. .ra :\06pll xecro rrare, a 31H1MaI1l1e1106po.

<papl1cejy:

Y~ox WU y Kyny WBOjy; HU Boge MU na HOle HUCU gao! (Yrr. ca IlK.

Hexa MI1 noxaxe Bor cYl10Be Csoje, jep je II MeHe secro caonaxn.aaana
OBa (rBap, jep caM Bl1lleO MHore aenpasne, ;!OnY(T1IO·· xoje - KaKO MI1 ce 'lHHH - na je

7,44.) [ep je raMO necax BeOMa apeo, 11KaA CI1 crnrao 'lOBeKY y xyhy 111I11He rl1 MallO xname BOAe na nore, 'lI1HI1 rll senaxo A06po. Hore ce Y>KaCHO>Kape
360r necxa II KaMelha. TI1 MlIal1l1nll, xana cy casxamr na cy 113CKl1rCKe nycrmse, caera MOHacll - CBeTl! Anronaje Belll1KII, Csern Maxapnje I1MaMO y xaneanapy - rrpl1MlIlIl1 cy I1X ca join BenOM aa cro. cYI1, BeOMa cxyn, urro 11M rrycrmsasxy xpaHY, rne 6exy caxo Belll1KII, CBeTl! ca lby6aBlbY,

Bor

A ITpe611am Bor, nourro 'lOBeK He 3Ha cYl10Be Iberose,

npeno-mo My je na

OBaKaBHa'lllH cYl10Be Csoje, lIaKO je Morao l1a ra carpe 360r oaor IICnHH1Balha, l1a casna rajne DO>KHje,xoje He snajy HI1 anhena. AlIH nourro ra lby6lbalile 360r cseror IKIIBora, xreo je l1a ra YMYI1PIl, jep cYl10Be DO>KlIje HIIKO He MO>Kesaara. Jel1HOMje nourao rrycrmsax nozsana nsaurao My je y cycper 111

Cncoje Belll1KI1, Caern OHY<PPl1je Belll1KII 11Apyrl1 BellllKII l1CnOCHII~11 xoje

xaurhy,

Onpalll1 cy 11Muore, OAMOPlllll1 l1X II nocraanna

caM y

Anexcannpxjy

na npona csoje KOpnl1~e, aa aexoj nenoj

TI1 MlIal1l1nl1 I1Ma!)axy y Kynll HeKI1 cpeopna 113rr060>KHOCrl1,

jep 6ellle rpH nana xona. AlIlI 'lIlM je nonrao 011csoje nehnne,

6ellle ocrao c xonena na KOlleHO. Y raj CYA cy 11Mcrasnnn

npyr»

MOHax, MlIaA, BeOMa nen.

yxaayjyhn

11MAOlll1'lHY sacr. cy na OTIIO'lII HY, jep 6exy CYA·

DlIarOCllOBI1, osel nexa re 611arOCllOBII, cnne! Kaao I1l1elll, O'le? I1AeM 110rpra, l1a npOl1aM csoje pYKOl1elbe.

MOHacl1 cy jellll,

611arOAapl11111 11nourmr cy

- Iccnon

yMopHI1. ITpeA aexe, KaA Aa nohy na nyr, MlIaAI1 MOHax je yKpao cpetipna

Om! rrpoAaBaxy Koprrll~e 11xynosaxy cy ce seneamuea -

xnetia, npaasaxy nsonex 11xpann-

xoja cy Halla3111111ro nycrnrsn. r IIl1eM.

- Oxe, ja nero y Anexcannpnjy

Cnasa Dory l1a I1MaM carrYTHI1Ka!

Ilourro je npeyseo repeT CTap~a, MlIaAI1 MOHax My je peKao: - Oxe, rnena] urra je. 3Halll urra rpe6a l1a 'lHHe MOHaCI1 xana IIAY na
I1n. it

Crapa MOHaxje BIIAeo l1 rrOMI1Clll10 je: "Inenaj! ITpl1Ml1l1l1 cy Hac lbYAI1 ca ronaKOM saurhy, Orrpalll1 cy HaM nore, Aalll1 HaM Aa jenexo, a osaj MOHax je yKpao cpefipny sneny". I1Aynl1 OHII MallO l1albe, npemmr cy npeKO nexe hynpnjnne. MlIaAI1 MOHax je oceHIIO onaj cYA xpcrox 116awlO ra je y BOAY. Crapau je BIIAeo 11 rrOMI1Clll10 je: "KaKBa aenpaanal 3allITO Y3e 3AellY 116alll1 je y BOAY? 3allIro je Hl1je OCraBI10 raxo?" AlIl1 je npehyrao, jep I1Ma!)allIe 3aBeT AO Anexcannpnje
Aa He rOBOpl1. YBe'le cy crnrna npllMl1lIl1 KOA Apyro ABoje MlIaAl1x. 11 OBI1 cy 113allIlIlI rrpeA IhIlX, 11Maore, KaKO je 06WIaj, 11AalIlI 11M na ce OA HeKOlIl1KOMece~l1. 11y6110 ra je.

,Lla ce MOlle cse BpeMe II Aa pasrosapajy

Boroa.

To je I1Y>KHOCT MOHaxa

xpmuhana, Kal1l1l1Y rryresc l1a ce MOlle. - Taxo, o-re, 110Anexcasnpaje hexo ce MOlll1rll. - Ila He nporOBopllMO HII pes! - peKao My je ouaj MlIal1l1. - I1l1ynl1 3aie;:JHOrpn nana OBIIM nyrev, Bl1l1enelil aa MeHI1 ueke crpaume cTBapll. Ila
He roaopaur, Aa MI1 He CYAl1ll111na He rrOra3111l13aKlIerBY! Lla, CI1He!AKO MI1 Bor nOMOrHC, nehy saure roaopnral nourna cy 060jl1~a. MlIaAII MOHax souraure xopnnue, I1I1!)axy cy ripen IhI1X ABa MlIaAa scaexa: jep cyHue
>Ke>Ke

I1X c lby6aBlbY, onpamr KaA Aa

oAMope. TI1 cy I1Malll1 nerenue Yjyrpy,

nohy,

MlIaAI1 MOHax je Orl111IaOKOA Ae'll1je xonesxe, a na

a.erosa pOAl1relbll He npaxere,

It
;!

hyreha,

Crapau je BI1Aeo 11rOBopallle y CBOM yMy: "Ca KaKBI1M caM 31II1KOB~eM nourao ja na rryr! TaMO je yKpao cpeopuy 3l1elIY, OBAeje y6110 nerel" AlIlI ra OH
6ellIe yrr030p110:

OKa nOAHeBa, kana je cyH~e >KerJIOBeOMa jaxo, Hal1ll1l1l1 cy na HeKO ceno, xsaurta - OUII, 0/1 calla He MO>Kere amne rryrosarn, \~·.:e7e KO;! Hac! ~.:. ;:p.a xtaanha
Y
_J .. .i.

"Baneheur

MHoro KOA MeHe na OBOM nyry, HeMoj cnysajao

Aa

BeOMa jaxo.

rrpOrOBOpl111I,jep KpllIl1l1I 3aKlIerBY!" Llpyrora naaa OKO rrOI1HeBa, nponaseha Kp03 HeKO ceno, naaurao tiM je y cycper HeKI1 AOManIlH: - O~I1, OA cana He MO>Kere smue I1nl1, jep je cynue npanexno je 11senaxa

cy I1X rrpl1MlIlIa ca Belll1KOM -ramhy, jep aa I1croKY rOKOM II seuepov.

1.<.:-:.. ;:" :!.!c:.+;t'lli nvrosarn, Hero caxo jyrpoa

11 raao je raxsa rpau;,,~, re npll~HI y xyhy, na TI1 orrepe nore. Cnacirren, je peKao CI1MOHY

spyhnna. Xajnere

KOA Hac Aa ce o,1(Mopl1re HeKOlIl1KO earn a npen seue

here

nOHOBO rroha.

10

TIpl1lJE

AHljElll1MA

TIpl1lJE

AH1)EIII1MA

11 je

Taj lJOBeK MMal)awe seaaaor rrca, KOjM lJYBawe lJMTaBO AOManMHcTBo. ITpMMMO MX je lJOBeK, yrocrno MX, nao MM na ce oAMope. ITpeA aese, KaA ce no-reno

6p30 Ben je 6110 aa BpXy xyhe. 3a jenan car YHI1WTI10 je neny KPOB, npara, nposope, cne WTO 6ewe y Kynl1 nOKBapl10 je. WMO ce KaA je BM,1.\eo.AIIM cana, nOWTO 6ewe crarao

xyhy. Paanynao

npoxnahnaarn,

narpar M - Aa BlIacHMK He npMMeTM - 3aKpcTMO je rrca, M nac je CKOlJMOYBMC M yrnayo je. Tana CTapal..\ rnenaure, alIM hyraure: "KaKBa je OBO patiorar TaMo je yKpao cperipny 3AeIIY, OHaMO je yrymno nere, oane je y6MO neal" 11AynM OHM npyrora ,1.\aHa, cnyr cy nponmn nopen nexe KplJMe. Taao smne y HMKO He ronopauie 0 DOry, rosopao je alIKOXOII y IbMXOBMM rnasaaa: rrO,1.\BpMCKMsaxy, nesaxy, 3BM}!{,1.\axy,ncosaxy: M xana cy BM,1.\eIIM MOHaxe, rrosena cy BMKaTM: "Inenaj nonypnel" - Kana je lJOBeK rnrjaa, He rOBopM smue OH, rosopa hasol CTapM MOHax HMje peKao HMwTa, rnenao je CBOj nyr, A MlIa,1.\Mce ospeay xa KplJMM M nanpana TpM MeTaHMje. IToWTo ce nOKIIOHMO npeaa KPlJMM, nowao
OHM cy OTMWllM. MllaAM MOHax ce Bpamo Ha MBMI..\M uryae
6MlI0

Crapn ce 3alJY,1.\110, aKO je aa car npexena pasnynao ueny xyhy, M nonnaK y Anexcannpnjy, Morao je na rosopa. Ka,1.\je onaj naamao nourro je pa3lIynao ueny Kyny lJOBeKOBY, yseo
ra je aa crpany M aamrrao ra: _ .D:eAe cnyuraj, tipare! 0,1.\ cana amue He Mory ,1.\a nyTMM! [e JIM 6MO 3aBeT Mel)y HaMa ,1.\a rOBoplIMO AOBAe? TM MeHI1 na xaxein WTa CII m! 1)aBo III1 CI1, He lJOBeK llM CM I1IIM anheo
AIIM lIM

CM!
lIM

3aIllTO, OlJe? [ecax

IlITO

31I0

YlJMHI10? lJMHMO CM caxo ana

_ Mope, AelIa!

na OA TpM nana, 0,1.\xana MAeMO sajenao,

je ,1.\albe. je ceno M

nexa

HanYWTeHa

I..\pKBa. Hnje MMalIa

HeKOIIMKO

- A nrra caa, ose, YlJMHMO 31I0? _ ITa ,1.\06po, Mope, OHM lbY,1.\M onaane, Ka,1.\ MO CI1Il1IIM C6pera, 3ap Hac HI1C cy npMMYlIIYI, 3ap Hac HMCY yrocTMIIM, 11IlITO cy cxynonenaje cy - OHY _ 3,1.\eJIy!

HM KpCTa, BpaTa 6exy Y3eTa, np030pM

nonynann;

nycra I..\pKBa, HanYWTeHa

KaMeHlJMna,

MMalIM nOCTaBMJIM

cMryPHO npe BMwe 0,1.\ 0 rO,1.\MHa.MlIaAM MOHax je Y3eo 4

HMCI1 JII1je OTY,1.\a yKpao II 6alll10 y BO,1.\y? ,1.\a

oceano MX CBeTMM KPCTOM M noseo MX tiauara na I..\pKBy. A cTapM MOHax rosopanre y cetin: "BMAI1 TI1 OBO! Ila je 0,[1 Dora, He 611 TO lJMHMO. AmI OA haaona je, jep ce KplJMM xnan.ao, a sa I..\pKBY 6 a1..\ KaMelbe". AIIM a My He 6ewe A03BOlbeHO,1.\a rosopa . .D:o AlIeKcaHApMje 6ewe jour jenan AaH. Tpehera naua yjyrpy, M,1.\ynMOHM noxpaj aexor cella, CTMfHY AO aexe xyhe nOKpMBeHe clIaMOM M TpCKOM. Ha KynHoM rpeay 6MlIa cy ,1.\elJMl..\a,bMX neroI po, 11 nllaKaxy. Crapn MOHax je 113BaAI10 HeWTO 113panua 11nao 11M. 3aTI1M IIX
je

Illra BeIII1W, oxe? 31I0 CM ypa,1.\lIo. BelII1Ka IIYAOCT, jep OHYI lby,1.\M fie Hac ocyhnsarn

CMO KpalIM!

_ One, TpM BelII1Ke M A06pe CTBapM caM YlJMHMO TaMO! OHa cpefipna 3,1.\ena 6eIlle neroxn.eonaua 113lIpKBe onora cena, thy 6eIlle yxpao npanena OHMX, ann OHM He snahaxy. Beure nncano na Iboj CTapMM lIpKBeHI1M nI1CMOM: "OBO je neroxrsetinaua upxae Cserora HMKOJIaja, AapoBaHa 0,1.\re 11re nOpO,1.\MlIe, M KO
je 6y,1.\e oryhao 0,1.\lIpKBe

yrnrrao:
lllro nnasere? cy CaXpaH111I11MajKY!

na 6YAe

y naKJIY ,1.\OK He BpaTM Ha3aA". je ,1.\aM OBM MAY Y naxao, jep je

alIM

- lyse

TaKO je nMCaJIO aa 3AeJIM. 11 360r re snene AeBeT nyura xoje cy je ynoTpe6lbaBaJIe MYlJMlIe cy ce y naxny. 11 cana je rperiano

A I1MaTe JII1 ouai ja,1.\HlIlIl1, HI1 oua HII MajKY.

ynorperirsanaxy,

11 MeHI1 je 611JIO}!{ao IbI1X, 11yKpao caM 3AeJIY;

MeHM HYlje

- Orau je yMpO JIaHe.

Hextahaxy,

Ilourro cy OTI1WJII1, MlIaAI1 MOHax ce BpaTI1 HaTpar 11aanann xyhy . .D:el..\a cy ce paaoezcana Ky,1.\xoj«, Crapa MOHax je nOMI1CIIMO: "Ie JII1 TO lJOBeK? 3analI110 je xyhy! Iocnone, KOIIHKO hy ja jow TprreTII oaor y6111..\Y? TaMO ce xnaisao KPlJMII, OBaMO je rahao lIPKBy! Osaj caxro ana lJIIHI1!" AIIII hyraure, jep he yae-re CTl1hl1 y AlIeKCaH,1.\pl1JY, y Bapow. Ka,1.\cy CTl1fJll1 y AJIeKCaHAPl1jy, 6ewe sexe. Taao 6ewe nexa BelII1Ka sana II BlIacHIIK He 6ewe
KO,1.\

611JIa norperina, jep caM je 6alll10 y BOAY· CYTpaAaH he AohM lIpKBelbaK npxse na ce Kyna y OHOj BO,1.\M M naha he cY,1.\· OH, 6YAyhM 113 upxae,

rroanasajyhn

lIpKBeHO nMcMO, onnehe

ra CBeiliTeHI1KY·

11 xana 6YAe CTaBMO 3AeJIY y CBeTM OJITap, OHMX AeBeT he M3ahYl M3 naxna, jep TaMO je nYlCaHO: "Ila 6y,1.\yy naKJIY AOK je He BpaTe Ha3a,1.\". _ 3HalJl1, ose, ja caM TaMO YlJYlHMO Tpll ,1.\06pa nena: II OHI1X neseropo ByKao caM 113naxna, 11OBe IlITO cy y }!{I1BOTY caxysao
31I0

113-

caM ).\a He yl)y, M nao cax 11 TM xaxcenr Aa caM

11sneny Ha3aA I..\pKBI1, na je MMa, jep oeure BeOMa norpetina. lJI1HMO, a ja cax notipo lJI1HMO!

xyhe.

MlIa,1.\M MOHax je MaJIO nornenao

xyhy,

11 BpllO

12

TIpl1CIE

0 AH1iEJII1MA

TIpl1'-lE

AH1iEJII1MA

13

Tana
-

ce 3a).lMBMO CTapal1:

"Inenaj, opare.
TIM raxohe ypa).lMO.

KaKO je 6MJIO, a ja caM pa'-lyHao

na

je JIOrrOB,).Ia je

yxpao

3).1eTIY!"

A Ka).l 01 y6}lO ,D,06po

nere, jecn

).I06po

y'-lMHMO?

).IeTIO caM M HMO

KaKO, y6MO CM nere 11 xazcenr CTaHM

na

CM ).I06po

).IeTIO ypanno? OHO je 611TIO

M He cy).ll1 rro CBOMe yMY. JeCM JIM BM).Ieo ).IeTeHI.\e(

uanyurrena l1pKBa. li16Y).lyhl1l1pKBa nycra, l)aBOTIl1 Mrpaxy na Cseroj rpanesn, ua rrp030pMMa, na xpaxy 11 cMejaxy ce orrycTowelbY ).laMa Boxorjer; 116ewe MI1 KpI1BO. li1 Bl1).1eO CM na caM OCeHl10 KPCTOM OHe KaMeH'-lMhe 11no-reo ce 6al1aTI1 aa l1PKBY, a l)aBOTII1 cy ce pasriexann onanne. [a HMcaM rahao l1PKBY, Hero l)aBOTIe KOjM 6exy raao! - A OHaMO 3aWTO CM 3anaTIl10 xyhy ).Iel1l1? Baneo Cl1 ).Ie'-ll1l1Y l1 HMje Tl1
To 6ewe OHa 6l1TIO )!(ao lbMX? Ta 611TIO Ml1 je

saxero na ).IaH Bacxpca, I10WTO ce HMCY Y3).1p)!(aTIM pO).lMTelhl1 aa ).IaH Bacxpce.1M Iocnomser, ).IeTe je, rro DmKjeM CY).ly, l1MaJIO ).Ia y csojoj 20. rO).ll1HI1 nocraHe pa360jHl1'-lKI1 sanoaenanx 11 ).Ia y6l1je cnoje pO).ll1Telhe. To 6ewe Ka3Ha aa lbl1XOBO HeY3).1p)!(albe. li1 MHoro je lh y).ll1 l1MaO na noonje, M MHoro noaerae l1MaO je ).Ia '-ll1Hl1 y csery, jep je 6110 saver na TaKO BeJII1Kl1 ).IaH. Ia caM OB).Ie y'-ll1Hl10 Tpl1 BeJIMKa ).I06pa ).IeTIa: nocnao caM nyury ).IeTeHl1eToBY '-lMCTY aa He60, crracao caM lberOBe ponnren,e 0).1 y611cTBa 0).1 pYKe lbl1XOBOr concrseaor nerera, M OHl1, HaWaBWI1 nere MPTBO, nnaxahe BeOMa MHoro, l1 Kp03 raj nnax orrpaWTa l1M ce l1 rpex Kojl1 cy y'-lI1HI1JII1 yO'-ll1 naua Bacxpca. li1 Tl1 xaacem ).Ia caM 3JIO '-ll1Hl10, a ja caM ).I06po '-lI1HMO!
-li1 A 3aWTO Cl1 HMO TaMO y6MO '-lOBeKOBor rrca? rrac li1

»cao

Bl1We

Hero

Te6l1!

li1

ypanno

caM

BeOMa

).I06po

Bnneo CM na OHa ).Ie'-ll1l1a He l1Mal)axy HI1 MajKy Hl1 oua, M OCTaTIa cy ca OHOM crpahapon 0).1 xyhe. ATIM OHa He saahaxy ).Ia non KyhHMM rpeMOM nocrojn 6TIaro CKpl1BeHO 0).1 lbMXOBor npanene. Cyn ca '-lMCTMM 3TIaTHMl1I1Ma. li1 ja caM aanamro Kyhy, jep OHM )!(MBlhaxy y Cl1pOMaWTBY l1 He snahaxy na l1Majy 6TIaro
no).l KyhHI1M HaKOH l1 Hal1hM he rpeMOM. HeKOTIMKO

nana
M

).Iel1a he rpa)!(MTM

ryna

).Ia Bl1).1e WTa je jow

OCTaTIO

CTBO, aTII1 je ra3).1apl1l1a

caa y'-ll1Hl10 ).I06po ).IeJIo! Ouaj cyrpanan rpetiano na rr06ecHI1.

xyaaure l1eTIO xana je rpetiano

).IoMahl1H-

na nohe
l1MaTIa

).Ia My ).Ia

aa

jeJIO, l1MaO je '-lOBeKa! I10WTO

na

je

yjene,
li1 Tl1

l1 BeTIl1Ka je

ruycooa

nossahe nexor caor ).Ie).ly, KOjl1 je l1pKBeHM TyTOp. '-lOBeK, ysehe non csoje craparse OHY ).Iel1Y, l1 ca Hal)eHI1M HOBl1eM nanpasahe MM BeTIMKY xyhy ca CBMM WTO 11M rpetia, WKOnosahe l1X, M nocrahe BeTIl1KM lhy).lMI1 BepHMl\M. li1 TI1 BeJII1W ).Ia caM 3TIO Y'-lI1HI10, oxe, WTO caM 3arraTII10 xyhy, aJII1 ja cax ).I06po Y'-ll1Hl10, jep na Hl1CaM aananno xyhy, He 611 HaWTIl1 6TIaro.
OHO 6TIaro

aa

Osaj,

6Y).lyhl1

60r060ja)!(lhMB

na

6Y).le y Kyhl1

onora

Hac je rrpI1Ml10,

6MTIO MI1 I1X je

xcao

11 a

A OB).Ie 3aWTO Cl1 rrOKBapl10

xyhy?

y6MO

caM rrca rrpe,

).Ia He yje).le

rasnapmry.
KPCTl10 l1

xaxeur
ce?

).Ia caM 3TIO '-lI1HI10,

ja caM ).I06po -

'-lI1HI10!

A WTO CM ce KO).l Kp'-lMe li1 TaMO caM y'-ll1Hl10 113 cena. UpKBeHI1

xnan.ao

).I06po TYTOP,

).IeTIo!

Ty Kp'-lMy

6exy

).IOWTII1 Haj60lhl1 OHI1 cy ce

).IoMahl1Hl1 caBeTOBaTIM

KHe3 11je).laH ).I06ap l1pKBY y ceTIY

AOMahI1H. 6ewe

na

ce y).lpy)!(e

na

HarrpaBe

soja

nanyurreua.
HarrpaBI1MO

Kan

CMO MI1

rana

rrpOTIa311TII1, OHl1 cy peKTIM: "I1oMo311,

Iocnone, na

l1PKBY!"

Mana
aanpaaao
Be l1PKBY!" KJIalbaO la

- Ose, OBa nena xyha 6ewe aanpaszsena HOBl1eM 0).1 xpahe. li16I1TIO je sanoseheno 0).1Dora OBaKO: "I10WTO je aanpaan.ena Tyl)l1M Tpy).lOM 11HOBl1eM 0).1xpahe, OB).Ie My)!( 11 )l(eHa HMKa).la nehe )!(l1BeTl1! )KeHa je rperiano na yMpe KO).l npsora nopohaja. CaMO My)!( ynon l1MaO je na )l(I1Bl1 uenora sexa y OBOj Kyhl1". li1 rrOKBapl10 caM xyhy, jep cy OHI1 OTI1WTIl1 na HeKY cBa).l6y, l1 Ka).l 6y).IY ).IOWTII1 11 Bl1).1eTII1 na je CBe pa3lIyrraHo, Ha'-lI1Hl1he aa MecTY MalbY xyhy, conCTBeHl1M TPY).lOM, 11)!(eHa onna aehe yMpeTI1 KO).l pahaaa rrpBora nerera. li1 TM xaxem ).Ia caM 3TIO Y'-ll1HMO, a ja cax y'-lMHl10 ).I06po, rro BOlhl1 DO)l(l1joj. OH).Ia je -

6exy

y KP'-lMI1, ja caM BI1).1eO).la cy lhy).ll1 XTeTIl1 ).Ia y'-lI1He ).I06po l1 peKao caM:

).IeTIO,

caM 11ja Tpl1 MeTaHMje li1 Tl1

'Tocnone,

rrOM0311 11M na Harrpa'-ll1HI10.

xascein

).Ia caM 3TIO '-ll1HI10, caM ce

a ja caM ).I06po

[a

ce HMcaM

,D,a TI1 MeHI1

sarnrrao MOHax: xaxceur, opare,

l1 TM

now TO CI1 TOTIMKO

BeTIMKI1X '-ly).la Y'-ll1Hl10,

KP'-lMI1, rrOKJIOHl10 3anywTeHY ce

Eery, na noxrorne

OHl1M WTO cy ce O).lJIy'-ll1JII1

urra
Dora?

el1 TI1? ATII1

oosose

l1PKBy. "Hl1 OB).Ie HI1CaM 6110 y

na

xaxceur

MeHM,

CBeTI1

oxe,

WTa CI1 Tpa)!(110

y MOJII1TBM 0).1

3a;UlBllO

crapan, rosopehn:
Ka).l CMO CTl1fTIl1

npasyl"
KaMelbeM

- A raxo, aa
UpJ..:Byi

na xpaj cena,

3aWTO

CM ce 6al1ao

- [a ce
ce y'-ll1HI1TIO

HeKOlIl1KO

ronnna

MOlIl1M ).Ia MI1 CTBapM

na

MHore

HerrpaBe).lHe

noxaxe Eor csoje cynose, nonyurra Bor y OBOM cnery,

jep MI1

14

[lPI1'lE

0 AHl)EJII1MA Mcal1jy? KOllUKO cy netieca BUUza og 3eMlbe, BeK pohen OA)!(eHe. A KOje noroMajKa?

[lPI1 IE
C

0 AHl)E!lI1MA

15

- J1.a? 3ap HI1CI1'lYO npopoxa A

Illra

Ka)!(e ncanav 44? Ca gecHe cUipaHe (yrr. ca

M

KOllUKOje J;[CillOKgalbe og Sauaqa, ilIOllUKO cy cygOBu MOjU BUWU og cygoBa II uucnu Moje og MUClllI Bawux, CUHOBUlbygCKU (yrr. ca Plea 55, 9).

eauiux

ilIu cUioju uapuua oqeeena U yxpaiueua snaiuo»: apOUiKaHoM xan.unou ITc 44,9; uau. npes.). .il1na fa,
6Mna

HHCl1lIl1'1yo COlIoMoHa urra Bemi? llliuo je UieJICe Uie6e ueuo] uoqusaiuu og II willa je gy6lbe og Uie6e neuo] IIcuuUiIIBaUiIl, HUCH BeOhta. KaKO cu ce YCYAMOTU, jenan 'lOBeK, na saaur CYAOBeno)!(uje, xoje HU apxaHl)elIl1, HI1 xepYBUMU He 3Hajy? AlIU nor Huje xreo na re carpe, jep je Morao na re caTpe 360r osor ncmrraaatsa, BUAl1ll1
HHIIO nH KOlIHKO lIM

AKO je ponnaa CMHa nO)!(Mjer OAJ1.yxa Cserora, HOCMna fa y YTp06M

AO-

ga He yMpew. gy60KO cy

je "CTaHI111ITeJ1.yxa Cserora". Ko MO)!(e 6MTM sehn OA lhe? OHa je

M cepaqlMMa! CBM

'1yo J1.aBuAa rrpopOKa KOjU xaxe: CygOBU rocaoglbll

Ilapnna J1.yxa Cserora, Ilapnua xepyanaa

aa AaH CYAa,

cexranrn

M narann,

snnehe

OHM

rana KOje

Boroaajxa,

KaA sacnja HaA 'leTOM

xepyanaa.
M

Teurxo

lhMXOBOj maBM! Onsemhe ca CBMM l)aBonMMa KOjM cy xynMnM

MX

caraaa y orais naxna sajenao ca C060M aa Borouajxy'

M

alIl1

snajyha

TpYAOBe rnoje,

nocnao

je

BMAMTe Aa XPMCTOC oeure aa KpCTy pacrreT

msyaaa

6WleBaH,

anM HM

MeHe, oxe, Aa TU noxaxea Aa CYAOBMno)!(ju HUCY xao lhYACKH. CHTH CYAHO MeHH? Illro rOA caM ypaAHo Te6H ce y'lHBenHKY

rana HMje 3a60paBMO noroMajKY. IToKa3a na lhy CBeTOMe JeBaHl)enMCTY JOBaHY, pexaaum: EBO tu« MajKe! (Yrr. ca JH 19,27.) To jeer npnxaara je. Mlhoj
BenM:

je! M npaxaarno je na nasosynaj-

jy

Aa je

31I0:

Aa caM y6Hl.\a, na caM YKpao cYA, na caM aanamio Kyhy, H llITO

MajKa, eBOUiu cuHa! (yrr. ca JH. 19, 26.)

Ilpenao jy

caM ron ypaAl1o. A TO je CBe 6HlIO A06po seoaa, H CBe je y'lHlheHO na M TI1 CU neurro jep OHH cy neo, pel.\H:
6HnH

'laCHMjeM anocrony,

M )!(MBena je jour 15 rOAMHa AO caora rrpecenelha na He60.

KOPI1CT.Eano je A06po rro CYAoBHMa nO)!(HjHM, He rro CYAoBHMa lhYACKHM!

pacyhasao,

alIH CYAOBH nO)!(l1jH HHCY 6HlIH

31I0

xao TBojH,

- Oxe, Y OTKpHBelbY xoh aHTHxpHcTOBa.

ce fOBOPH 0 )l(Hry aHTHxpHCTOBY, 666, KojH je Aa ce Y3MMa TaKO AocnOBHO, 666?

TpM

spno A06pH! TH CH peKao Aa caM

TJt

'lHHHO, a ja cax 'lHHHO H llITO ron 6YAelll BH-

- Bpare,

3ap

TM MMcnMlll

caxo A06po.

J1.aKne,

OA cana Aa same He CYAHllI nnxora CBe saaur. [a He nosnaiex

Iocnone,

rsoje CYAOBe!

Te TpM nrecraue cMM60nM3yjy CBeTOMy nocnenu,a speaena, HaMMe:

yxcacne cTpacTM xoje he BnaAaTM

M

J1.aKlIe, CBeTH ose, HHKO 0A lhYAH na ce smue He YCYAH Aa HCfIJ1.Tyje cyAOBe no)!(uje, jep HI1 aHl)enH He Mory 3HaTU CYl10Be Hserose' AnH nourro CH 'lOBeK, nor TH je onpocrzo, anu Me je rrocnao Aa re yMyAPHM na ce smne He YCYAHllI YXOI1HTH CYAoBe Hserose, jep CYl10BH nO)!(HjH cy MHoro Ay60KO H He MO)!(e HX 3HaTH HHKO, HH aHl)enu ca uetia.
J1.aKne,

1. Ee3YMHY
na
3eMlhM;

nOXOTy, TO jeer paaspar MalllTapcKo yvoaaae

najancrso

KaKBM He 6exy HMKaAa pasno-

II. Bpsonnero,
pe, AYllIeBHe
60necTM,

xoje BOAMy cexre, caaxojaxe

M

Bpa'lapCTBO, 6e3HaI)e oaaaxasa

M

caaoyriacrso, raes,
M

III.
cYAOBe nO)!(Hje HeAOCTH)I(HO!

rpeha

mecrana

uepacynaa 3nO'lMHe,

TO jeer MP)!(lhY Mel)y CMyTlhy Mel)y

Aa yrraMTHMO H3 OBe rrpH'le Aa ce Y CBeMY llITO HaMa y OBOM CBeTY

·'hYAMMa, parose,

OCBeTY, caaxojaxe

cnahy

xpmuhanauac

U3mel1a KPHBO H sno MHoro rryTa sapaaol Iep He nosnajeao CKpHBeHe U He06yxBaTHe. He HcnHTyj AMHH. HeHCnHTJbHBO H He )l(enH Aa AOCTHfHem

HMMa, Mel)y pOAMTelhMMa

Ael.\OM, xao llITO nmne y CBeTOM JeBaHl)elhY. 666, ananajy CYA.

M

CBe re CTpaCTM, xoje cy CMM6onM30BaHe 6pojeM '1l1TaBOM 3eMlhOM, AOK He Aol)e xpaj CBeTa TIpl1MMTI1TIOcBojl1M AenMMa. ITa 3ap
BM

CTpallIHM

Tana

he CBaKO AKO 11"ae(yrr. ca ceAaM

MI1CnMTe Aa he 6l1Tl1 KaKaB )!(l1r ca 6pojeM 666? Drynocra! 666, ja OA reoe 3aXTeBaM "snep llITO rosopa",

IIJ1TAlhA 0 BEPJ1
- LJ.a lIH je KOMe npenonpeheao MeCTO C AeCHa
If

Til Y OUiKpuBelbY saxreaaur C JIeBa Ilpecnere

reuxacror xorsa" M "paher xon.a" 11"spaaor xorsa", M "rpan llITO OTK 13,5 - 6; 6,4; 6, 5; 17). fpaA nocraje )!{eHa 11paha.
J1.e na TI1 MeHI1 xaxetu; urra je TO? CeAaM xaura rnena rpy6a, urra cy? Peua, peun'

paha"

Tpojauet - Cnacnrea semc CeAeTH MeHH C AeCHa Hnu MeHH C nesa Hl1je Moje na
naiea, Hero je OHUXaa xoje je npanpexrn.eno.

Boaorjera,

Ta ABa MeCTa cy

on

Oua onpeheaa

Hajnpoxnernja

cexra Ha CBeTY, xoja HaM rrpeTI1, jecre cexra jexosncra.

Eoroaaiua n CBeToMe JOBaHYKpCTI1TeJby. Ko je JOBaH KpCTHTeJb? Hajseha xo-

Kaxse reurxe xyne 113HOCeOHI1 rrpOTMB nO)!(aHCTBa! OHI1 He sepyjy y XpI1CTa.

16

TI P 11lJ

H 1) En

11 M A

I1PlllJE

0 AH'fiEnI1MA

17

To je jynejcxa llyxa

nonarauxa

cexra, xoja ce 60pM nporas

uiasa Aa uananae

AorMY Ilpecsere Tpojnne, jep onsajajy

xpmuhaacrsa M rroKyOua OA CMHa M OA

o CTPAXY
Ko ce 60jM bora He rroperKy UpKBe.
BOlIM

60)KMJEM

Caerora. Ie nM 6J10 J1KaAOrau 6e3 JIoroca? Xpncroc je JIoroc OlJeB. Ie nM 6MO MKaA Orau 6e3 llyxa? Illra ce xaxce y 32. Ilcamryi Iocuoqieo»: pe'ljy yuepciuuiue ce
netieca U gaxoM weioeux yciua caa eojcxa lfJuxoaa (yrr. ca ITc 32,6). IfKaA Orau 6e3 JIoroca J1lIM6e3 llyxa? 3ap HJ1CJ1 BMAeo npa CTBapalbY lJOBeKa? Ita Ha'lUHUMO «oeexa UO ceoue 06nu'tjy, Kao
iuiuo

Aa Y3MMa Tyl)y I1MOBMHy. Ko ce 60jl1 bora He

MAe KOA rylje xcene. Ko ce 60jl1 bora - M ca csojcx )KeHOM )!{I1BM y qMCrOrM, rro

[e lIM

6MO

Ko ce 60jl1 bora ne spina noriaxaje, anje najaanua,

J,mja, Hl1je rpanannau arrocTolIY ITaBlIy: OH gaje OHOMe KOju je ca 'tamny - gaJIC6uHY, KOjU je ca ciupaxou - ciupax, OCUMga lby6u

HMje rryuras, HMje xasranonrryje BlIaCT, rro

aa Tyl)OM MMOBl1HOM,HMje nenoxopan, U HUKOMe uuiuiua

- «aciu, KOjUje ca gaJIC6uHoM He ocmaje gYJICaH, He cnasa KOA xyhe,

CMOMU. C KMM lIM ce caaerosaure

HMCM

Orau, aKO He 6exy

CMH

Ilyx Cserai

3ap

BMAeo rrpM noaensn je3MKa? Xajge ga cutjeMO U ga UM

uOMemeMO jesux (yrr. ca 1. Moj. 1,26; 11,7). CBeTa KpMBa y HajTajaHcTBeHl1jMM ITI1CMI1Ma. llaKlIe, "J1
31I0

Tpojnua

Eoia

U 6nuJlClfJeia (yrr. ca PMM. 13,5-8). neuy Aa onpacrajy y 6e3aKOlbMMa, Hero I1X KOpl111

ce OA noxerxa

OT-

Ko ce 60jM bora raj 3a BpeMe HeAelhHe CBeTe mrrypraje Ko ce 60jM bora He ocrasn.a ncnpaarsa, 1f1I11 ce yqM MX na ce xnan.ajy

OA hasona OBO je: 6e3YMHa IIOXOTa, 6p30IIJIeTO YMOBalbe H

HepaCYAHH men. To 3HalJl1 666!

Bory,

na nocre, na OAlIa3e y l\pKBY 11na BOAe

noha

he aexa cexra aa xpajy csera, Ka)Ke CBeTI1

Annpej,

xoja ce

sehe

qMCT )KMBOTY rrOpOAl1l\l1. Ko ce 60jM bora He ry6M BpeMe Y3alIYAHO. J1lIM pana,
MOlIM

OCelbl1BaTI1KpCHI1M3HaKOM, 11crasnhe 11MaHTI1Xpl1CT)Kl1r aa AeCHYPYKY, 11nehe je rrOAl13aTl1 aa xeno, jep xeno je CI1MBOlI pa3YMCKe cTpaHe AYIlle, TO jeer YMa." llOIlllIe A6pYA-A1I6e2• cy KOA MeHe jour AaBHO HeKOlIl1KO )KeHa 6aITTl1CTKl1lba qaK 113 llBe cy ce npexpcrune. OA 30. rOAI1He 6exy 6aITTI1CTKl1lbe.

Bory,

MlIM

qMTa CBeTO nncxo, MlIl1 MMClIM 0 6YAyheM CYAY, 0 CMP-

TM, 0 HarpaAIf, 0 61Ia)KeHcTBY paja M 0

naxny,

JeAHa je pexrra:

Ko ce 60jM bora lhy61f csaxor xosexa M ca MHoro lhy6aBl1 nouaxe CBaKOM qOBeKY KOjl1 je y nesozsaaa. Ko ce 6ojl1 bora He IllTeAM csoje MMalbe OA pasnaaan.a cMpOMaCI1Ma. Ko ce 60jM bora y BelIl1KOM je cTpaxy He caxo Aa He 3rpeIlll1

- Oxe, nehy ce rrpeKpCTI1Tl1!

ITpeKpCTl1 ce! CTaBl10
TM

Eory

AelIOM 1f1Il1peqjy, Hero M MMIlllhy.

AlIM

360r qera? - 3Ha urra xasyje llyx . qOBeK? Illra xazce

Ka)KeM joj.

Csern: na je Bor Bl1Aeo l1 BI1AM HaIllY MMcao If rrpe Hero ce aaxue.

JeCTe 1Il1qylIl1 KOA JOBa? JeCTe lIM qylIl1: bor06oja)Klhl1B EO)KaHcKo rrl1CMo?

- Hehy

ce KPCTI1TI1,He Mory na Al1fHeM pyKy uaropel je haso )Kl1r, 3aTO je BI1Ille He rrOAJ1)KeIll! ITpeKpCTl1 ce,

Beiaiue

'IOaeK y 3eMlbU ACUgujCKOj, y upegellY Y3a, y Apa6uCBaKo seve rrpl1HOCaIlle rro jenner BOlla na 11

;.KeHO,rra heui Bl1AeTI1 Moh bO)Kl1jy! He, jep He Mory na rrOAl1fHeM pyKy!

ju, U tieuie Haj60iamuju

'I08eK Ha McmoKY. AlIl1 qyj urra xaxe: M tietue aeOMa 3aKOHa. ITeTl1 je OA Aapaana

BOi060jaJIClbua (yrr. ca JOB. 1,1-3).

H ja joj Y3MeM AeCHY pyKy l1 rrpeKpCTl1M je Tpl1rryT rro lIMl\Y. - lao! Jao! Cana caM je Moma rrOAMhM! Taxo je nooerao OA lbe haso KOjl1 je lbOM snanao. - lao, ocehaa ce BeOMa naxa! - lla! Cana je OTI1IllaO haso C rsoje pyxe!
3aHfM caM je I1crrOBeAMO 11rrOHOBO ce BpaTl1lIa UPKBI1. BMAMTe 1I11Moh

)KPTBy. AlIlf 3aIllTO? OH )KI1BI1 rrpe nncaaora )KMBI1 CKOPOXl1lhaAY rOAI1Ha rrpe Mojcnja.

H OH, raj qOBeK bO)Kl1jl1, MMal)aIlle ceAaM CMHOBa l1 Tpl1 shepn, If npnaocarne )KpTBY o-nnuhen.a, xao IllTO ce rrpMHoIllaxy oraua KpBHe )KpTBe rana, ga He 6ygy mmoiog BOiy (yrr. ca JOB. 1,5). KaKOgeu,a Moja, 6ygynu Mllaga, MumlbY sipeuiuna JeCTe 1I11qylIl1? Ko OA nanaunsax

M MajKI1, KOjl1 pOAI1Telhlf jour 6Pl1HY YMOBana Moja neua' MO)KAa cy no111I1f a u

Cserora

Kpcrai

urra MI1ClIe lbl1XOBa Ael\a? Ko ce nanac jour 60jl1 rpeXOBa csoje neue yql1lbeHMX MM:Illlhy? "Teuixo MeHM, MO)KAa cy IllTO MlfCnl1na na Y cy 3rpeIlllflIa
31I0

xpahy,

M:lIMna MP)KlbY, l1lIM ua pa3BpaT, 111Il1 nnjaacrso, ua

OCBeTY. Temxo MeHIf! lla rrpl1HeCeM )KpTBY

2

Bory,

na 6M 11M Eor OrrpOCTI10, jep

A6p\'J

- rpall

)!(ynaHl1jl1 AJI6a (AJI6a).

MMIlllhY!"

18

D P 11'1 E 0

A H 1) LI II M A

Il r n v s 0 AH1)E1111MA
JecVI JIVI qyo KOIIHKO je BelIHK raj npocropi

19

leca 1111 '1yo: pOAI1Telb neue? jecl1lIl1 '1yo: OTa~ Ae~e? Eoja ce na He 6YAY MUllilbY srpeunina ueua a.erosa Bory' Iecn IIVI '1yo 360r xera je nor rrOXBalIUO JOBa? EBO KaKO xasvje Ceeiuo nUCMO:
Eewe

Iep -ryjeur ,!Ia je qeTI1 nannx aurena nor gao MeCTO rron He60M. To MeCTO HM je nao. Ko Hac yqVl TO? - CBeTH
arrOCTOII ITaBlIe, YCTa XpVlCTOBa, KojVl BeIIH: KHe30au KOjU ux je KOjU ce CHaMa tiope c eucune, TO jeer H3 aasnyxa. 360r rora je C npaBOM xasao carana: IUUio je uog He60M, U eao Uiy V1ll1Ta ra rIV!Ta nor? ja)/(lbUaa Jew JlU 6uo KOg U

jeqnota

gaHa U go~o!Ue aH~eJlU Iocuoqieu Ko

upeg Iocuoqa

(yrr. ca JOB.

enaqajy

y aa3gyxy,

1,6). Iep je MHlIl1japAH MI1JIV!japAa anhena, HVIKO I1X He MO)l{e Vl36pojaTV!, xao WTO xaxce rrpopOK Iepeanja: HO necxa MopCKor.

gyxoau 3Jl06e y aa3gyxy (yn. ca E<l>.2, 2). V1 BeJIVlKVInpopoK ,I:\aBVI,!IBeIIVI: MHOio

he ustipojauu:

aojcKY He6eCKY? Iep VlXje smue

Ilpoxoquo

caM 3eMlbY, Iocuoqe,

U cse

V1 OHH VlAY K Eory, KOjVl je YM, rrpB06uTHVI YM, 113BOPCBVlX CIIOBeCHVlX yr.lOBa, C netia VI ca 3eMlbe, 11 nonnoce AYXOBHI1 113BelllTaj urra paAe aa cna-

cau.

ceu, y nyura, urra cnaceisy CBeTa.

paAe Iby,!lVl

na

3eMibU U KaKO ce OHU

oope

11clIY)l{e

Bory

xoiu

»cueu

cnyie woia loeai lep neua ouaxeoia na sesoeu, 601060upaeeqno aeoMa, Kao loe. ITa Kag TO Ka)l{e Onaj Kojn je
IllTO npOTI1BHO? Jep

Illra Ka)l{e anOCTOJIITaBJIe? Hucy JlU cau OHU cnyie - eenu 0 anhenusu: - Koje EOl uian.e ga CJly)/(e OHUMa KOjU he uacnequiuu cuacetee (yn. ca JeB 1, 14). JeCl1lIVI lIyo soja je lbVlXOBa cJIY)l{6a? IToCTaBlbeHVI cy y CJIY)l{6y cnaceu.a pO,!la IbY,!lcKor. Taxo cy AOIllIIVI aHl)eJIVI, VI sexao ,!IOlIa3e xao Mylba VI nonnoce 113BelllTaj Bory WTa pa,!le lby,!lU na 3eMIbVl, VICBaKI1 aaheo qyBap xasyje 0 CBOjOj ,!IYIllI1, xoja My je rrOBepeHa, urra paAVI y TOM MVlHyTy. Tana je nourao VI carana, 11nor ra rnrra:
A TI1 onaxne ,!IOJIa3111l1? Kao llITO ce Ka)l{e KO,!lIepexmje. AIIVI urrai 3ap nor He suahaure O,!laKJIe,!IOlIa311l)aBo, xan je nor na CBaKOM MeCTY rtpncyrau]

CTBOPl10 He60 113eMIbY, Onaj Kojl1l1CI1I1Tyje cpua cnnjy, Ka,!l OH XBalI11 jenner

xonexa,

KO MO)l{e

peha

neua na 3eMlbU

ouaxeoia

Kao [oe,

601060ja)/(lbUaa

U apJlo upaeequa

upega MHOM.

JeCl1lI11 qyo? M He 360r rora llITO oetue ytior 111111 reurxohaaa. Hero 6ey

ure BplIO

60raT.

Iep urra xasce

CaeUio UUCMO?JJa tieuie

epno

60iaUi, Haj60iaUiuju
YHHllTJ1lIO, HHje ra

1JOaeK na J1CUiOKY (yn. ca JOB. 1,3). AlBl ra HMalbe unje O,!lBojHIIO og Dora. Jep lby6lbaIlle

nora MHoro Cl1lIHl1je HO llITO lby6lbaIlle

I1Ma-

la caM

KOju ucuyteaeaw

He60

U 3eMlbY (yn. ca Iepeanja 23,24). Ilocroja JIVI MeCTO rne He 6116V10nor, y rraKJIY HIIVIy pajy, VlIII1 aa He6y VlJII1aa 3eMIbI1? ITocTOjVl JIVIKaKBO He60 111111 nanaeoecje HaA CBI1M He6eCVlMa rne He 611 6110 nor? ITa OH,!Ia, He suabatue je 6HIIa rrOBeCT JOBa. IIVI nor onaxne KaKBa AOlIa3V1? AIIVI 360r sera My je nOCTaBI10 rnrran.er - ,I:\a611HaMa onrosopao

rse. MMalbe aa u.era He oeure HHIllTa. nellie xao oasena Kprra. J1 TO je noxaaana JOBOBa nOBeCT, xojy hy YKpaTKO HCrrpl1qaTI1 y aacrasxy. illra ce gorogl1lIo? Pexao je carana Bory: - ,I:\a, f0CI10,!le. TI1 xaxeur na je JOB BpJIO rrpaBe,!laH 11na re ce 60jl1. AJII1
He 60jl1 ce OH -

reoe oanaaa'
'1l1TaBY jenay

Hero 360r qera?

- Kan CI1 My YMHO)l{l10 I1Malbe, 11crana n.erona npexpnaajy

HMalba 11qaCTI1? 1)aBo je CMaTpao ,!Ia ce JOB 360r

3eMIbY, KaKO Te He 611 lby6110? M KaKO ce He 611 oojao, Ka,!l CI1 My nao TOJII1KO je nor caTaHY.

- Onaxne TVI,!IOJIa3V11l1? ymrrao A OH je pexao:

- Iocnone, npoxonno
can,

rora

60jl1 nora, IllTO HMa HMalba. AIIH He

caM 3eMibY VI CBe IllTO je rro,!l He60M, VI eBO Ty

Iecn T111 KaKO OH ,!IeJIa?[ep HHje caM. Tpehnaa He6eCKl1X 3Be3,!1aje nana, -ryo rpehnna anhena je nana, xao IllTO noxasyje CBeTH Iparopnje HHo!jcKH. M y OUixpueewy ce xaxe: Bugeo caM 8eJlUKY upeeny a)/(gajy, Koja je ceojun peuosc eyxna UipenUHY 3ae3ga He6eCKUx U 6au,uJla ux Ha 3eMlbY (yn. ca OTK. 12,3-4). LIe je CTaH nexoua canai Y Ba3,!1yxy. AIIH He cavo onaj Ba3,!1yx KOjH
ospyx.yje HalllY nIJaHeTY H OCTaJIe,!IeCeTHHe MHIIl1jap,!lH nnanera, Hero Mel)yrrTlaHeTapHH npOCTOp VI Mel)Y3Be3,!1aHHnpOCTOp, KOjll HeMa rpaHH~a.

oeure TaKO. JOB oeiue HCTI1HCKH60r060ja)l{IbHB. - A urra TI1 xoheuii - BelIl1 Eor. - Iocnone, naj ra MeHVIy pyKe, na TH ja noxaxea na he Te y JIH~e npoKIIHlbaTH! - peKao je carana.
Illra xoheiu, Mopet - peKao My je OH. ,I:\aj JOBa MeHH y pYKe,,!Ia My ja O,!lY3MeM HMalba H ,!Ie~y H CBe,,!Ia BH,!IH-

~!O: aehe JIH Te rrpOKJIHlbaTH y JIH~e? Jep aKO CH cana CBOjOM CHIIOM orpa,!lVlO iseroaa I1Malba, H CBa HMalba a.erosa H clIyre n.eroae cy T060M orpaheae, ja My ce He Mory rrpVl6JIVI)I{VlTI1.

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IT P II 'I E

A H 1; E ,1II ~I A

ITPll'lE

AH1)EIIHMA

21

Ann

360r sera ra orpahnsatue

cnna bO)!(Hja?

Iep

6ewe BplIO npaBe)l,aH H

carana na He6y? 3ap ra Hl1je apxanheo 60p6a ca

Mnxaano
AllM

36al..\MOC He6a? 3ap mrje 611lla

ooiauie ce Dora, 11HHWTa ce He Morawe npH6I1H)!(HTH rseroaoa ra3)1,HHCTBy.[ep ra aHl)eiHl Iocnonn,n D,aj ra MeHH y qYBaxy, 3aTO WTO H OH 'IYBawe 3anOBeCT EO)!(Hjy.

apxanhenoa
sieciua na

MMXaI1110M, sao WTO BH)I,MMOY AuoKalluucu? He6y (yn. ca OTK. 12, 8).

J1 euiue UM

ce He Hafje

360r sera Caemo JIUCMO xaxce

- Illra xoheuii - ynHTao je Bor caTaHY.

He60"? Ba3J.\Yx ce Ha31lBa He60M. Iep -ryj WTa Belll1 Caemo JIUCMO: Xaallume

pyxel -

O)l,rOBOpHo je OH.

Iocuoqa, uiuuu« netiecxe! D,a KaKO OHeHe )!(HBe aa He6y, nOWTO MX Ha311Barrntua~!a He6ecKMM? He. )KMBe y

D,ajeM TI1 ra. M)I,H! AJII1 ce isera He )l,OTI1'IH!

aasnyxy,

D,aKlle, na CXBaTMTe: no ''Ta'1HOM U3ll0JICelbY

Iecn IIH BH)I,eOna baso He MO)!(e HHWTa 'IHHHTH 6e3 Bozorjera )l,OnywTeIba? Morao je OH OTl1hM na JOBa M panaje, jep My 6ewe BeOMa KpMBO na a.era WTO 6ewe npaBe)l,aH, aJIM )l,OK Bor HMje )l,03BOIIMO, HMje ormuao. je raxohe KaMO My
3eMlbM.

Iep xohe,

haso

upaeocnaene eepe" Cserora Iosaua D,aMacKMHa, saanyx ce Ha3MBa He60M. D,aKlle, caraaa je cnycTHo orais 113nasnyxa, H3 spaxa. VI I1Mal)awe ja)l,HM JOB 7.000 osaua, 3.000 KaMMlla, 500 japvoaa BOllOBa, 500 napH Marapal..\a, 3.000
cllyry onacannx 3llaTHHM nojacesnxa, KOjH clly)!(axy aa TOllMKOM HMaIbY, Ce)l,aM cy crana oaaua nana xao CI1HOBa M TpM xhepn, )l,BOpOBe M nocene. M najnpe

cllyra

bO)!(l1jM, jep M rsera je raxohe

Bor CTBOPMO, H O)l,IIa3M caxo

KOIIMKO H He )1,0-

Eor

nonyurra.

jep aKO 6H 6MIIO TaKO, na OH 'IHHM WTO CI1JIa orpaheua

CMlIOM

Mp)!(lbe MMa npeMa lbY)l,MMa, aa jenan nan He 6M OCTalIO HMje)l,HOr 'IOBeKa aa AIIM je hasoncxa bora Caenpxorrezsa, nywTa My )l,a 'IMHM snure HO WTO Bor nonycra, [eca 11M'Iyo WTa Ka)!(e anOCTOJI Ile Tap? -

)!(pTBe. Cnycrno je carana orais Cnetia, TOjeer H3 nasnyxa, M M3ropella cy JOBOsa crana O)l,je)l,HOMsajenao ca 'I06aHHMa, saienao ca cnyrana, ca 6a'IHjaMa, ca rrCHMa; 7.000 osaua O)l,je)l,HOMje caxerao oran.. AlIH rro 130)!(aHcKoj MKOHoMMjM OCTao je je)l,aH je)l,HHM 'IOBeK,)W 6M O)l,HeOBeCT. M nouiao je K JOBy. JOB6ewe xao l..\ap, nouraure noprpapy jep rprosatue nouiao je cllyra M peKao: H 6ewe 'IOBeK BeOMa 'IaCTBOBaH 0)1,lIapeBa 3eMalbCKMX, 3eMalba, jep I1Mal)awe
BelIMKO

Bepan

je EOI, KOjU aac

nehe

uy-

ciuuiiu: ga ce ucxyiuaiue u3Hag eauiux Monu, neio yjeqno ca uCKymelbeM iuane u uOMon (yn. ca Kop. 10, 13). BH)I,ell11CTe y Ienanhen.y, kana je XPMCTOCy Ianapu
MCTepao )l,eMOHeM3 nsojnne 6ewe y )l,Bojl1l..\MlbY)l,H! 6ecoMY'IHHX, )l,a MX je sannrao: "Kaxo ce 30BeTe?" -- "JIerMoH, Iccnone, jecre HMe aaure." JIerMoH 3Ha'IM 6.000 )l,eMOHa. TOIIMKO MX

ca lbY)l,MMa M3 npyrnx

MMalbe. M

Iep

lIerMOH je rp'IKa pe'I, nernja BojHMKa. JIerl10H MIIM

- Iocnonapy! - Illra je, CHHe?

EBo, cllyre rsoje, 'I06aHM TBOjM M crana rsoja nacnjaxy ropov M paBHl1l10M. M nouiao je orars C aetia - TO jeer M3 aasnyxa - Haje)l,HOM, je crana rsoja, 11nacrnpe A JOBje peKao: caM je)l,MHM ja M 110wao caM na TM Ka)!(eM WTa ce 110r0l1HllO.
Ii caxerao

nernja. Y )l,BOjMl..\M6ewe 6.000 )l,eMOHa. 360r rora cnasaxy y rp060BMMa M He Hl)axy y onehn, jep Hl)axy rOlIH no nYCTMIbM, KaKO xaxe Iesanhene. Beine HX t.lHoro. 3aHcTa HX 6ewe MHoro, jep je)l,Ha neraja MMal)awe Ta'IHO 6.000 )l,eMOHa,
11OHII cy peKIIM na cy je)l,Ha nernja, jenan JIerMOH. AKo

rsoje, M cnyre rsoje, M CBe WTO 6ewe TaMO. M OCTao

xoheiu,

Iocuoqe, ga Hac Mopa. EHO caM / cy y MO-

u310Hum U3 oaux lbygu, g03aollu HaM ga ugeMo y ceuiee (yn. ca MT. 8,31; MK.

- Hnje TO HMWTa, CI1He! Iocnon nane, Iocnon Y3e, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTP<;O, TaKO je y'II1HMO! Hexa je 6llarOCllOBeHO MMe Iocnonu.e ~Ka! M nnje ponTao. VI nnje HM 3aBpWMO onaj 011oaaua, a nohe onaj 011KaMMlla: 0)1,calla M 110

S, 12; JIK. 8, 32).

Iep 6ewe

KP)l,OCBHlba aa 06allM Iamorejckora

TaMO me cy ce yronnne

csmse, jep caM npouiao

Kp03 CBa MeCTa, xana caM 6HO

y Iepycanaay. VI Kana HM je nonYCTMO, yWllH cy )l,eMOHH y csmse, M nojypane

pe II CBe cy ce yrornrne. AJII1 360r xera je

Iocnon

norrycrno

l)aBollMMa na yl)y na )l,p)!(e CBMlbe,

- Iocnonapy, Xall)I,ejl..\M cy rrpeWllH jOPl1aH, crena rsoje KaMHlle, 3.000

KaMI1JIa, H nacrnpe, M JOBje peKao: TaKO je y'IMHHO! Hexa je 6llarOCllOBeHO HMe Iocnonn,e M CBe, M onsena MX y CBOjy 3eMlbY, M YTeKao caM jel1MHM ia H 110wao caM )l,a TI1 Ka)!(eM.

CBHlbe? 360r rora WTO Mojcnjea

3aKOH He noanon.asauie

a OHH, npOTIlBHO 3aKOHY, )l,p)!(axy 11jehaxy CBI1IbCKOMeco. M oana I1X je nyCTllO y Mope, 3apa)l,H OHMX xojnx MX )l,p)!(axy, jep MX )l,p)!(axy pa)l,11 TprOBHHe, na nponajy )l,pyrHMa.
D,eJ.\e )l,a ce

BpaTI1MO JOBy. M nouiao je haso KO)l,JOBa. M npBH nyT xana je

CTl1raO Han ra3)1,HHCTBOMJOBOBHM, cnYCTHO je orars C neria, Alll1 WTa? 3ap je

- Hnje TO HI1WTa, CI1He! Iocnon nane, Iocnon Y3e, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao, 011cana M )1,0sexal M HHje HI1 npOWJIO HeKOllMKO MHHYTa, 110l)e rpehn, onaj 011BOllOBa:

Il - Iocnoaapy, pa360jHI1l.111 cy AOIllJII1 113nycrnue, II JOB je IICTO pexao:

Iocnon nane, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon eMaTpao, TaKO je y'lI1HI10! Hexa npoiuno AO caxo MaJIO, a nourao je onaj OA Marapal.la: nx y csojy 3eMlby. )f{el) 11)f{I1Be ca MaJIO xpaHe. je 6JIarOeJlOBeHO I1Me Iocnona,e OA cana 11AO sexa! rrOKJIaJII1cy cnyre rsoje II Y3e,111cy OHIIX 500 japaosa BOllOBa 11OABeJII1ca C060M.

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Tana carana, BI1AeBIllI1 na ra nnje rropa3110, MaAa My je Y3eo CBe, OTI1IllaO 'c orrer KO,[\Bora. ,O,ol)oIlle H aHl)eJII1 Iocnonn,n, 11eTO nourao je 11carana rrpe,[\ Ibera. Y1 oner ra rmra:
OAaKJIe ,[\OJIa3I1Ill m? ra je

Y1 Hl1je

- Iocnonapy, AOIllJII1 cy CHPHjl\H H3 npenena ,O,aMaCKaH YXBaTl1lll1 cy rsoje

CJIyre 11aajenno ca Marapl\I1Ma rrperepana A TaMO oeiue 500 rrapl1 Marapal\a, jep cy y TonJIHM 3eMlbaMa aajrpaxceaaje )f{I1BOTl1lbe KaMl1lla 11Marapal.l, xoje Mory rpneru 11 JOBje pexao I1CTY pe'l:

- Iocnone, rrpOXO,[\HOcaM 3eMlbY 11cse IllTO je non He60M, 11eBO ry caM!

11 yrnrrao -

Eor

rro APYfH

rtyr:

A na JII1 CI1 6HO KOA Mora cnyre JOBa? ,O,a,Iocnone, 6110 caM H yql1HI10 caM My cae IllTO caM xreo! Ex! [e JII1 pexao urroron He, rrpOTI1B

Mene?

- Haje TO HI1IllTa, cHHe! Iocnon AaAe, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao,
TaKO je y'lHHHO!

Iocnone,

ana hy TI1

peha

aeurro,

Hexa

je 6JIarOCJIOBeHO I1Me

Iocnonrse

OA cana 11,[\0 sexal

3aTpa)f{11 ropn paT rrpOTHB JOBa.

- Illra xoheui, Mope?

KO)f{Y sa KO)f{Y. na Ka)f{eIll? MI1 Aa ce AOTaKHeM iseronora Meca 11lberOBI1X ,O,a.Yseo caM My cas HMeTaK 11neiry, aJII1 OH je 3ApaB I1lberOBa cyrrpyra rra na BH,[\HMO nehe JII1 Te rrpOKJIHlbaTI1 y JIHl.Ie?

11 HI1 pe'l Hl1je napexao nrro My je sa 'lac Y3eo CBe I1Malbe. Ha rrOCJIeTKYje nomao nern. Osaj My je paHI10 cpl\e, aJII1 ce OH nnax Hl1je YCYAI10 na xasce sny pe'l rrpOTI1B Bora. OH I1Mal)aIlle ce,[\aM CI1HOBa11Tpl1

xhepn.

- III Ta xoheur
xocrnjy,

11 OHI1, BH,[\eBIllI1 csora oua Aa Be'lHO 'lI1HH MHllOCTl1lb Y TOlll1KI1M Xl1lbaAaMa CI1pOMaxa, rrO'leJII1 cy H CI1HOBI1na 'lI1He I1CTOxao H lbl1XOB orau. Ilpnpehnaaxy r036y CBaKe cyoore. 11 jenae cytiore MHoro

ie OCTaJIa 3ApaBa. AJIH norrycru

npapehasaiue HajMJIal)H, 3aTl1M CJIeAeflH,

AOK He crnsaure no aajcrapnjera, BeJIHKoj r036H re cytiore,

H 3aTI1M xhepn,
lb YAI1

Y1 ynpaso

To jeer, HCKao je Aa My nanece TeIllKY oonecr. 3.'1paB, y )f{I1BDTy. 11,[\11peKao My je Bor aJIH n.eroae

Illra BeJIH? OCTao je 'lOBeK

cana 6exy rrpl1 aexoj

6eIlle rr03BaHO aa Tprre3y, 11OHI1 nooryOTI1IllaO je 113aTpecao je

ce )J;yrne He )J;OTJ11.JJ1!

)f{I1Baxy TaMO 3a Tprre30M HeBolbHHKe.

Carana, HMajyhl1 Eoxaje norryurrea,e,

xyhy -

JeCH llH saneo.arra srpafie qotuuuu. [ep ie IllTO nocroj ~!eHa rytio a nocraje 11

je najnparonenaje nparoueunja

y 'lOBeKY? - ,O,YIlla. ffieio6e

i::egywe
Hero CBe

nyma

0,[\ csera, OHa je nparoueanja

AY, ,[\BOpal.l rne 6exy - 11y6110 I1X je CBe: 11OHe aa Tprre30M, 11JOBOBe CI1HOBe.

Hnje

a OBOM csery.

360r rora je TOJII1KO60p6e aa cnacen,e nyure. 11y,[\apl1o je JOBa 0,[\ Ta6aHa,[\0 re,[\0 KoCTl111 HeMa nexa

OCTao,,[\O caao jenan, Kojl1 je noiuao K JOBy 11peKao:

- Iocnonapy,
cnyxajao

eTO CI1HOBHTBojH 11xhepa rsoje 6exy y Kyhl1 aajcrapnjera,

11 nom 0 je carana, BO)f{jI1M norryurren.ea,

na r03611, 11rrOTpeCJIa ce nouiao caM Aa TI1 Ka)f{eM.

xyha

. BOJIeCTxojy
eJIO

HI1CTeBI1,[\eJIH;,[\aBor casyaa: pacrra,[\a ce Meco 'lOBeKOBO

113reven.a

11y611JIa I1X CBe, 11cnacao caM ce ja

xao cner H re-te KpB 11ca l.IpBI1Ma; nponape

(jep ce TaKO, rro Boxancxoj

I1KOHOMl1jl1, caxo rro jenan cnacasaure) 11Ael.lY, ncuenao je CBYcsojy

11 JOB, xana je BI1Aeo na My je rrao nar y npaunnry H aasarnio:

Bor Y3eo

onehy,

- Hnje TO HHIllTa, CHHe, ro caM naaurao 113yrpooe

v BeKOBe BeKOBa. CaMO je Cnacnren, I1Cl\elbI1BaO ryoasue, xao IllTO CTe qYJII1. Tana je JOB, xana ce BI1,[\eo rycas 0,[\ reveaa ,[\0 raoana, rrao aa 3eMlbY 0,[\ <SOJIa; 11oeure HeKO l)y6pHillTe rrpe,[\ n.eroaoa xyho«, 11OH nexcaure aa l)y6pHillTy. ; 1 rrOlIITO ra paHe 60lbaxy, H l\pBH My rrpOY3pOKoBaxy cnpao, naurao je KOMa,[\
~111HeHora JIOHl\a, l\perr, 11OHI1M npenon

MaTepe csoje, ro hy

OTHhl1 Y paKy. HI1IllTa HHcaM AOHeo ua osaj CBeT, rrOKa3aHO je Aa HI1IllTa He MOry 113HeTI1. Iocnon nane, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao, TaKO je Y1.JI1HI10!

sahaiue l.IpBe 113paHa.

KOCTYP

Y1 He oeiue
ri d

ry6a aa JOBy AaH, Mecel\ I1JIVIrOAVlHy. CeAaM VIno rOAVlHa )f{VlBOr

Hexa je 6JIarOCJIOBeHO I1Me Iocnomse 0,[\ cana 11,[\0 sexa!

Y1 y

CBeMY IllTO My ce AorOAI1JIO JOB Hl1je peKao Hl1jeAHY 3ny pe1.JrrpOTI1B Bora.

.v JOBajeJII1l\pBI1! TOJII1KOje Tprreo. 11 HI1IllTa He xasnaame 11rpm-aure: l)y6pl1IllTy KojH je paajenana raxan.
A iserona cyrrpyra, rro ceJIY Y rrpoIlllby

csora Casnaren,a. TOJII1KOce JOB CI1JIHO60jaille

OCTaBIllI1 3llpaBa, jep lby Hl1je y,[(apl1o, jep oeiue CJIa6Hja 11,[(OHOlIIalIIe My noneurro aa

" Bepl1, onnaacauie C ropoov

2.J,

IT

P If 'l E 0

A WI) E JJ 11M A

IT PH
jeA~1Ha yresa, Aa He
6M

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A H 1) E JJ 11 M A

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xpaHy. jeA~1Ha My noaoh 6ellle a.erona cynpyra,

O~

yMpO

OHM

6exy

'IylIM

°crpanaisy
M

JOBa, alIM He sepoaaxy KaKBe clIyre MMa!)allle,

Ua je oaiu TaKO. M AOll1lIM

rnann.
Bnil,eBlllM !)aBO Aa HMje nopa3MO JOBa, noxyuiao je Kp03 JKeHY, xao lllTO sena

cy 113 npyre 3eMlhe. Kana cy AOllllIM KOU JOBa, nourro 'IOBeK 6ellle, KaKBe ABopOBe

saahaxy crajana cy

KaKaB yrnenau OHa TpM

npnja-

60A-:aHCK~1jOBaH 31IaTOYCT: "Kana je BHAeo na AMjaMaHTcKM cr yf Bepe, JOBa, He rrOpaA-:aBa, npnrierao je CTapOM opysqy''. KojeM? - )Keml, KojOM oeiue rropa3MO :'ua~la y pajy. 3Ha!)allle Aa je JKeHa cnarinja.

H JKeHa, xana je BMAelIa na ra jeny lIPBM rOAMHY, ABe, TpM, M ueo CBeT xasuaaiue na je npOKlIeT OA Bora, Aa ra je Bor 3a60paBMo M na je 'IMHMO MHora

s.ia npen Borou -

jep TaKO cYAe IhYAM, jep I-bMXOBMCYAOBM HMCY

xao

BOJKMjM

rersa xpaj JOBa ceuaM nasa M ceAaM noha, M HMjeAaH He MOrall1e rOBOpI1TM. CaMO ra rnenaxy. M pa3MMllllhaxy: Illra he TO 6I1TM? KaKBa je OBO Ka3Ha EOJKl1ja? M ceAMora nana OTBOPMOje YCTa ElIM<pac Tevanan, My MeCTO ua reuni JOBa y n.erOBIIM panaxa M 601IY, YMeCTO na ra xpaopn, jep 6exy aexanaunsa npajarezsa, no-reo je na ra pan.ana peqjy: - JOBe, l.JMHMMM ce Ua re je Bor nocexao xao OCTapelIO APBO xoje He paha.
360r l.Jera
CM TM

- rana je OBOMe JKeHa noaeposana, M Ao!)e K l-beMY M pexe My: - Mope, 'IOBe'Ie, eTO urra TM je yqMHMO Bor TBOj. CBe CM rOBoplIO na Til Eor nOMaJKe, na je Bor npaBeAaH. Ine, can re JKMBOr jeny lIPBM na !)y6pMlllTY, vseo HI je OA TOlIMKO rOAMHa cas MMeTaK, M AellY, M TM He xasyjem HMjeAHY
pe'l XYlIe npOTIIB

TaKO
CM

noxexao! -

3aApJKaO CI1 nnary YAOBMlIaMa

11

HaAHMlIY

paUHMIIMMa! bMO bora! YMHl10 qeTBpHl,

CM

HeMl1lIOCpAaH

JKeCTOK! bl10 CI1 rOPA! 3a60paBMO CI1 na

6e3aKol-ba npeA lhl1M!

M TaKO ra je CTalIHO
HeKM

xopeo.

MCTO M upyrl1

npnjarea,

11rpeha. M

nourao je

Ibera

He ry6Mlll

csoje rpnn.ea.e'

TOlIMKO ce JOB oojame Bora. - Illra je, JKeHO? - Penn pe'I XYlIe npoTMB Bora, M3rpAM fa IlITO re je TaKO ojanno

Ennjyj. Taj je rOBopMO MallO npaaemmje, jep ce 60jallle: "Mope, na He 6YAe KaKBa nocera Iocnonn.a, a JOB npaBeuaH, na ce 60jMM ua He OKlIeBeTaM osora l.JOBeKa". A JOB MM je no-reo rOBopMTM C xporoinhy:
11

nipehelll!

Ll,parM Mojl1,

Ieca lIn caA 'IYo KaKO je onaj JKMBOTHMcanYTHMK nocrao opyhe caTaHMHO v BpeMe neaon,e caora MYJKa? A JOB joj ca xporourhy rosopaure, jep snhame .ia haso rOBopM Kp03 l-beHa YCTa:
)KeHo, xej JKeHO! Kao lIYAa rOBopMlll
M MM M

pal-baBal-be.

npnjaren.a Mojl1, na AocaUY CTe AOllllIl1 OBaMO M MeHI1 aa Borse na caM rpooy peKao: "Majxo Moja" M lIpBMMa - "BII CTe MM 6paha

xao 6e3YMHa. HMcaM

lIM

ja JOB

cecrpe", Hero ua AO!)y MojM npnjaren.a 11Aa Me pan.asajy pel.JI1Ma. To jeer, 60lhe na caM ce reurao lIpBMMa 11MMll1lhy sa paKY, na rpoo, Hero na OBO qyjeM 113aaunrx YCTa.
M peKao 11 MM

xoin oejax xao lIapeBM 60raT

'laCl IIMalIM WIO
010

IlOlllTOBaH Y cBeTY? He ceham mr ce KaKBY CMO MMal-ba, M KOlIMKO

je: Aa caM 3aApJKaBaO

MCTMHY

aa 3eMIhM,

M KOlIMKO

crryry

MMa!)acMo? ITa xao

BM Me

oxpaan.yjere
6MO

mary cnyraaa

11

ua caM l.JMHI10

npMMMlIlI A06po 113PYKe Iocnomse, 3ap Aa He IlpMMIIMO II 31I0? Hvjeur 1I1I xosexa KOjM ce 60jM Bora, KaAa ra 3aAeCII nesorsa? Ll,a! Bor MM ie novarao TOlIMKO apexeaa: cana rpeoa na TpIlIIM, xao onaronapnocr Bory lllIO ~11I Je noxarao MHoro IlYTa. H BUAeo je haso Aa ra He MOJKe Ilopa3MTM. Tana cy AOll1lIa KOA n.era TpM npajaren.a: BMlIAaA, Corpap M ElIM<pac Tevauau. OBM 6exy 60raTM xao lIapeBM, BelIenoceAHMIIM M3 ApyrMx sexazsa, KOHl KynoBaxy 0A JOBa rosena na xan.ane, jaraisue M BYHY. Kana cY AOllllIM,
\·ITlITalIlI

nenpaany,

[a ce He XBalIMM, alIM hy

rOBopMTM. BMO caM orau CI1POTMI-bI1

cy: cy ABOPOBM jOBOBM?

- Ine
A
-

Ine je

JOB? KOcryp, jeny ra IIPBM.

M yxo rnysax M sora XpOMI1X 11 pYKa aarpesano je paxiena y60rMX, jep ByHy ca ceuaM xnzsana osaua CBY nasax sa onehy CMpOMaCI1Ma. Moja ce Bpara HI1CY 3aTBOpl1lIa HM npen jeUHMM cTpaHlIeM, M aasrepanao caM CMlIHO Aa cas CBOj ~IMeTaK pa3AaM HeBoIhHMIIMMa. Ll,aKJIe, HMje I1CTI1Ha ll1TO BM rosopare. MCTMHa je na Me pYKa [OCIIOUl-ba KOpM 360r MojMX rpexosa, alIl1 lllTO MM BM rrpl1BOUMTe xao Kpl1Bl1l1Y - mtje MCTI1Ha. BI1AehM Bor Tprrlhel-be JOBOBO, HaKOH IlITO cy OTMll1JIa rpojaua npajaren,a, 11 ElIMJIyj ce Mallo YKJIOHMO YCTpaHY, nojasno ce Bor y 061IallMMa M y BMXOPY

MajKa YAOBMlIaMa,

caM OKO ClIenMX

KlhaCTl1X. Crpnrau.e

MOjMX jararsaua

:hVUH MM

noxaaasaxy:
M

EHO TaMO ua OHOM !)y6pMlllTY

HaA I-bMM. JOB nexaure TaMO ceAaM

no rOUMHa, oeme OCTao cavo

M

KOCTM M

cplle, jep

Epana !vIY oeme AO 3eMlhe,

xoca YMpllleHa c hyriperov.

~Iy Meco 6exy M3jelIM IIPBM. M Kaua je notuao Tsopau neria

3eMlhe, JOB 6ellle

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11 P 11'1 E 113rpl)eH 11onaAHYT 11OA csoje cynpyre,

0 A H 1) En 11M A

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cana palbeH 11OA CBOjl1X npajarersa 11OA CBI1X. OAjeAHoM

"OnpOCTI1 cynpy311 csojoj, jep HMje OHa Kpl1Ba, Hero haso Kojl1 jy je Ky-

-ryje

mac EmKl1jl1 113061IaKa:

mao!"
VI onpOCTMO joj je OH M Y3eo jy je, M pOAl1lIa je oner ceAaM CI1HOBa 11TpM shepn, 11He oeure nenore !IOA He60M nOAo6He 01HOBI1Ma 11Khepl1Ma JOBOBVIM. He HalIa)Kaxy ce ua 3eMJbl1lIenWa Ael.\a OA lbMX. VI 6exy JOBOBI1 AaHM, xao WTO ce peKJIO, HaKOH OHe HeBOJbe, CTO lIeTp.recer rOAI1Ha, 11YCHYO je CI1T )KMBOTa 11OTI111IaOje KOA csora Casnaren,a, y sexao secerse. JeCTe JIM lIyJII1 urra je KOA JOBa YllMHI10 CTpax EO)KjM? ITOWTO je I1Mao
CTpax EO)Kl1j 11 HI1 kana oeme 60raT Hl1je ce ropAl10, HMje 6110 )KeCTOK M HeMI1JIO, cpAaH; HM xana My je Eor Y3eo 60raTCTBO, HMje peKao HM pell npOTMB Bora. ETO 1I0BeKa ca CTpaXOM EO)KMjI1M, KojM npauouraure aa )KpTBY no jenaor BOJIaCBaKO Belle, na HI1 neua n.erona He 6YAY KaKO MMllIJb y 3rpeWI1JIa (Be npOBeo y OBOM BeKY, 11OTI1WaO je Aa OTITO'-ll1Hey "aapysjy npayHyK 6ellIe. ETo, AaKJIe, KaKO ra je Bor 6JIarOCllOBI10!

- JOBe, YCTaHI1 xao MY)K, Y3MI1 onehy CBOjy - jep My je nocnao onehy OA Haj6eJbl1x, xao caer - onaunr ce, na na pa3rOBapaMO Hac nsojaual Ko je peKao "YCTaHI1"! - Onaj KOjl1 he rroAl1hl1 CBe MpTBe na CYA y jeAHoM

rpeay'
YCTao je JOB xao MYlba, 3ApaB xao TpI1AeCeTOrOAI111IlbaK, 06YKao je onehy xojy My je Bor nao.
M

nen, 11seceo,

VI pexao My je Bor: "lose, rne cl16110 TI1 kana caM ja 3aCHI1BaO 3eMJbY? Ka)K11 MI1: xoja je nOAHeoecna 1lIl1pl1Ha? Ha KOM MeCTY cranyje TM 6MO KaAa raua M xoje je MeCTO CBeTlIOCTM? Iue CM

cax

ja Mepl10 nnanane, TalIaCI1 TBojl1?

AOlIMHe M 6pAa?

Kana

caM MOPY rrOCTaBI10

aa Mel)y necax M orpanno nexa ce pastiajajy

Mope neCKOM 11peKao My: L(oBAe Aa AOlIa31111I,M y Te611

Bory,

Jecre

llM lIyJIM '-IOBeKa ca CTpaXOM EO)Kl1jI1M, KaKO ra je Bor oseasao! Kpos iura ra je

[a caM pa3BMO CeBepal.\ no cyxy. [a caM CTBOPMO 6Mha na 3eMJbI1. [a caM M3MepMO Te)KMHY BeTpOBa. Ja caM 03Halll10 rryT MYlbaMa nOA He60M. Ja caM OApeAI10 pal)alba llIYMCKI1X 3BepM, pahau,e )KMBOTl1lba aa 3eMJbI1, 11JbYAM. [a

Aspaaaa", '-II1jM

Bpaho Moja, '-IOBeKa KojM I1Ma CTpax EO)KMjl1 He rpeoa HI1KO na '-IyBa Aa
He KpaAe, VIJII1Aa He 6YAe 6JIYAHMK, MlIl1 !IMjaHI1l.\a, MJIM JIOnOB, I1JIMAa He '-IMHVI 3ll0. Ko MMa cTpax EO)Kl1jl1 csama AaHoHohHO 6AI1 HaA C060M: na He nOMI1CJIMM WTO
3JIO

cax CTBOPl10 0PI10H 11Ceaepisa-ry

11YKpaCI10 caM He60 3Be3AaMa, CYHl.\eM 11 MeCel.\OM, 11CBeTlIOCT caM AapOBao CBOM caanatsy.

Peun MM: Ine CI1TM 6110 TaAa? [a caM retie, JOBe, xao
MaJKe TBOJe, 3rpYlliao

MlIeKO

YlII10 y YTp06y

0 '-IOBeKY, Aa He rOBOpl1M WTO sno, jep je rpex, Aa He ylll1HI1M llITO Ko MMa CTpax EO)Kl1jl1 nocraje CTpa)Kap '-II1TaBe MYAPOCTI1,

caM re xao CMp, 113aTKao caM re xao nlIaTHO, CTBOPl10

3ll0, jep je rpex!

caM TI1 cpl.\e M KOCTI1 11CTBOPl10 caM re xao Csoje CTBopelbe y YTp0611 MajKe raoje, 11[a caM casnao rsoje cpl.\e 11suao caM Aa seheur 113ry6MTl1 TpnJbelbe.

qYBa csojy AYllIY 11yM OA 3JIMX nOMI1CllM, je311K CBOj OA 3lll1X pe'-ll1 11CBe 6Mhe csoje OA nenarsa rrpOTI1B Bora.

VI cana, JOBe, nourro CM xexao Moj AOlIa3aK ca CTpnJbelbeM 11HI1CI1peKao xojy 31Iy pell y TOJIMKMM ranocrnaa M HeBOJbaMa M 60JIeCTMMa, eTO [a TI1 napyjeM OA cana YHarrpeA 140 roAI1Ha )KMBOTa, M 6Mhe rsoja I1Malba YABoCTpyqeHa:
YMecTo ceAaM xl1JbaAa osaua - lIeTpHaecT xMJbaAa osaua, YMecTo Tpl1 xMJbaAe KaMl1lIa - urecr XI1JbaAa KaMl1lIa 11OCTalIO MCTOTaKO. VI AO)KI1Behew AO nerora M tuecrora npayHyKa M ycayheui nocrao cynpyra, CI1T)KI1BOTa 11noha hew K MeHI1 Aa ce ca MHOMe

"
'Iosex je I1KOHa Ilpecsere Tp oj 11 ue, OH MMa yM, pe'-l 11AYX. ,Uyx Y BMAY ~BeTJIOCHMX3paKOBa, KOjM je y CPl.\y; lbl1Me je '-IOBeK seha OA

anhena, Iep

an-

~elll1 HI1CY CTBOpeHI1 no llMKy 11nOAo611jy EO)Kl1jeM, Hero caxo '-IOBeK. tIoBeK e )KI1Ba I1KOHa CBeTe Tpojnue na 3eMJbI1, I1Ma yM, pell 11AYX. YM je lll1K Oua, ?e'-l je
JIMK

secemnu Y sekoae."

Tana je Eor
A iseroaa
snpasor

XpI1CTa, a )KI1BOTBOPHM AYX je

JIMK

,Uyxa Cserora.

HeBI1AI1B. kana je nouina OAaKlIe 6ewe OTI111IJIa, nauma Y JOBOB ABOp. ra je - Eor je nycTI10 je JOB nocene 11 I1WTyhM OA

M BplIO secenor; VI - xao llITO ce Ka)Ke y npenan.y

Aa)KA 31IaTHMKa TpM nana M TpM

noha

Kymro

roaena.
Cynpyra n.era onpourraj. lberOBa je nexcana Hl1l1Ml\e Tpl1 AaHa 11Tpl1 nolui,

VI Bor je peKao JOBy:

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o TBOPEBJ1HJ1,
Illra
KaJKY CBeTH MOBOM rrap;y?

QOBEKOBOM PAJY J1 IIAKJIY

CBeTO

IIA,1l;Y,
Ana-

o aHI)e1Il1Ma rpetia

na 3HaMO ,!Ia cy OHH Ca3,!1aHH Boroa, HenpOMeHJbHBH,

Hero HX je OCTaBHO ,!Ia caMH 60p60M CTeKHY HenpOMeHJbHBOCT. HH aHl)eJIH, HH npBH Jby,!lH HHCY HMaJIH MaWTY (MorytlHOCT na YMHWJbajy, npHM. rrpnp.). LI~M cy aHl)eJIH naJIH y MaWTalhe (YMHWJbeHOCT), sasrax cy naJIH C netia y naxao, Jep cy )!(eJIeJIH ,!Ia 6y,!ly HCTH xao BHWlhl1 Bor. A Jby,!lH cy nami y TpeHy Ka,!la cy nocYMlhaJIH Y pe'l Boaoijy, LIHM je carana

Oo;H H OC06HTO

rrHCMO 0 aH~eJIHMa H 0

nO'leTKY aHl)eJIH HHCY 3HaJII1 ,!Ia je

L\yx

CBeTH nasaao J.1cyca

Xpncra

aemrxora cas eTa" - KaKO fa Ha3HBa npopoK Hcanja - ca KojHM ce CTallHO caseronao Oran. "AHl)ellH fa HHCY 3HallH xao CHHa DO)!(Hjer!", xaxe CBeTH BaCHJIl1je BellHKH y illecmogHeBY. )J,aKlIe, Ka,!la je CBeTH apxanheo Mnxa11110 Y3BHKHYO roaopehn: 'TloKlIoHHTe ce Anheny senaxora casera", noje,!lMHH
"AHl)elloM O,!l anhena HHCY xrena ,!Ia My ce nOKJIOHe M 3aTO cy Ka)!(e CnaCHTeJb: Bugex lIM

oreo crpax O,!lCMPTH, roaopehn Heneme yupeiuu, ueio neme 6umu JlCUBU (yn. ca 1. Moj. 3, 4), 'lOBeK je nao y cpaHTa3Hpalhe H nOTOM y rpex. HaJBehH rytiaTaK jecre na 'lOBeK 3a60paBH ua CMpT. LIHM je H36pHcao 'lOBeKY H3 YMa c:pax on
IhHMa CMPTH, 'lOBeK je O,!lMaX yMpO Kp03 rpex. CBeTH JOBaH 311aToycT Ka)!(e,!la Je npBH 'lOBeK nao Kp03 TpH crsapn: Kp03 )!(eHy, ,!IpBO H nenocnymarse. J.1HCTO Kp03 TpH

caiuany

1ge uage ca

namr y ,!Iy6MHY naxna, neoa xao MYlba (IlK. 10, 18).

KaKO

Pa311HKaH3Mel)y rrana 311MX aahena H 'lOBeKOBor jecre y TOMe WTO cy anhe-

crsapn he 6HTH cnacea: Kp03 Boroxajxy, Kpcr H nocnymarse.

nana

no

concrsenoj

BOJbI1,JjaKlIe ClI060,!lHO, a '-lOBeKje nao no 06MaHH M na

noncrpex haaonos. A "rpex no casery", Ka)!(e CBeTH JOBaH 311aTOYCT,"nona je ouora KOjH ra TBOpH H nona onora 'lHjH je caner". Eor je ,!IonYCTHO '-lOBeKY y Pajy ,!Ia y'-lHHH HajMalhl1 rpex, TO jeer ,!Ia jene ca npaera nosnaaa ,!I06pa H 311a. Iep ,!Ia je jeo H ca npnera )!(HBOTa - KaKO xaxce CBeTH JOBaH 3JIaToycT - He 6H 'lOBeK amue HHKa,!la HMao rroxajan.e, OKaMeHHO 6M ce Y CPllY xao haso, nao 611 xao haso, HHKa,!la BI1We He 611 yMpo H My'lHO 611ce y BeKOBe y naKlIy, nO,!l06Ho carann, A,!IaMOBOM nany nonpmrene cy ,!IBe CTpaCTI1 'lOBeKOBe - rOp,!lOCT M noxo-

*
Illra "aM jour MOJKeTe pen" 0 TBOpeB""" " 0 crnaparsy 'IOBeKa? . Eor je CTBOPl10 -roaexa H ueo CBeT OA 'leTHpH xrarepaje MlIH CTHXHJe. ITo csenouetsy Cserora Bacnnnja Benasor: ,!IBe JIaKe crnxnje - sasnyx H Ba~pa, H ABe TeWKe crnxuje, xoje TeKY HaHH)!(e - 3eMJba 11 sona, Te 'IeTl1pl1 CTHX~Je nenyjy cjennu.ene H aecnnaene, allH 11ClIHBeHe. A y nocnemsa BP.eMeHa HaJBHwa, najnaxura crnxnja, TO jeer BaTpa, cazcehn he octane TpH CTI1XI1Je,allH ~aMo A~K 6y,!le JbY,!lCKora 6Hha, no pe'lH Iocnona, Kojl1 BeJIM: Og IHeBa Ceeqpxuiueneeoia yuanuhe ce ciuuxuje seuan.ctce (TO jeer Ba3AYx, 3eMJba 11sona). AJIH Ka3YJe L\yx CBeTH YCTMMa L\aBHAOBI1M na aehe YHHWTMTH crnxaje 11'lHTaBO casnarse, Hero he HX caxo 06HOBMTI1: Iloiun.eiu nu UM CBOjgyx, 6une ca3gaHu, U 06HOBunem RUW 3eMlbe (ITc. 103,31).

ra.

CBOjMM na,!lOM 'lOBeK A,!IaM HHje 113ry6110 lIelloKynHY

onaronar

DO)!(l1jy, OCTallH

jep je nao no basonoaoa

xyiuan.y, Taxo

cy 611aro,!laT H aanor cnacersa nOCTaO je nocnnau

y '-lOBeKY, nOWTO je 3rpeWI10 H3 neauan,a CaMO OHOMe KOjH ce onpexne 6JIarO,!laT, allH npeKpHBeHy ETo 360r xojer EBy, TO jeer Boroxajxy, H raj 6y,!le npHMJbeH Kp03 noxajatse. rpecMMa.

3eMaJbCKOr TeJIa.

Dora o,!lY3HMa ce 611arO,!laT )J,yxa Cserora, aJIH A KojH rpewH H3 aesuau,a

aanpxasa

Bor je
anocron

CTBOPHO TpH netia. ITpBo He60 je Ba3AYx; ,!Ipyro je erep, aeka BpcTa H rpehe He60 je He60 anhena. )J,oBAeje 6HO y3,!1HrHyT CBe~H

onsa HaA saanyxozr; I1aBlIe H

ce Y3poKa )!(eHa A,!IaMOBa asana EBa, TO jeer )KHBOT, a xao haso, H 3aTHM - WTO he ce Kp03 ,!Ipyry H36aBHTI1 pon JbY,!lCKH.

He CMPT, WTO Hl1je nana nornyao

ITo ClIOBYCserora JOBana 311aTOYCTa, '-lOBeKje CTBopeH xao nsojaa, ca TeJIOMH ,!IYWOM;,!IBojHOje 6HlIO H ,!IpBOrtosuan,a ,!I06pa H 3JIa;naojna I1nOClIe,!lHlIa Anasroae norpemke, nsojan je H Paj - 3eMaJbCKH Paj HlIH Hapyxje ABpaaMOBO, rne oopase nyure npaaenanxa KaMOhe AO 6YAyhera CYAa, 11He6eCKI1

pe'lu xo]« 'IoBeKY nuje gouymmeHo ioeopuiuu (2 Kop. 12,2-4). TaMo je Paj. Eor je CTBOPHO xoaexa no CBOM 1I11KyH nOA06MjY. OH je jeAHHo cTBopelhe koje je Bor casnao CBOjHM pYKaMa, a He caxo penjy, xao CBeOCTallO. 3aTHM, CTBOpl10 ra je caaerosaa.ea rpajy lIHlIa Ilpecnere Tpojmte, jep y Ilocaauey ce xaxce: .Ja ctueopuuo 'IOBeKa uo CBOMeflUKY U aogo6ujy (Ilocratse 1,26). LIoBeKoBo reno 6HlIO je CTBopeHO OA 3eMJbe, a nyiua My je aa HeBl1,!1JbHB Ha'IHH ynaxayra OA Bora. LIoBeK je CaCTaBJbeH OA ABa nena: TeJIa H nyure - KaKO Hac yqM aaura I1paBOCJIaBHa upxsa, LIoBeK MMa "61101l0WKy" AYWy xao CBa )!(HBa

'Iy neucxasane

Paj,

TO jeer UapCTBO He6eCKO,

yha

npaBeAHHlIH HaKOHnpyrora cYAa. A jenerse ca npsera rroaaarsa ,!I06pa

H 311a3Ha'lH "xaxo 6H 6HlIO A06po '-lOBeKY,Aa HHje jeo, H KaKO je 3110WTO je jeo".

onha, 113xoje npOI1CTI1'lY npl1pOAHe cnne xao: cnna onnohea,a, CHlIa paCTa, I1C-

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nPHLIE

AH'liEJlIIMA

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xpaHe, O'lYBalha, I1HCTI1HKTI1I1T,11. AJ111 OBa "6110J10IIIKa" ,11YIlla'lOBeKOBa rrpl1rra,11a Teay H He rpetia je 6pKaTl1 ca ,11YIIIOM 60)l(aHCKOra rrOpeKJ1a, xojy je

reunseny

rpeCI1Ma. ITOTOM My je nao 3aKOH CaBeCTI1, ,11ara y'll1 11,11ara KOpl1 ,11YXOBHO ocehaise xa A06pOM. ,11aHa aJ111 xepyBHMH

Bor CTBOPHO

aa 3J10. OCTaBl10 My je Y cp,-\y 'le)l(IhY sa 113fy6JbeHl1M Pajea, koja naje 'lOSeKY peBHOCT aa MOJ1HTBY,cy3e noxajnnue,

Y 'lOBeKY,

xoja ce cjenmsyje

C TeJ10My rpenyrxy

aaxeha,
3eMJbI1.

11Kp03 CMpT 0,11J1a311 K

OHOMe IllTO je Be'lHO. TeJ10 he ce cje,11I1HHTHC ,11YIIIOMHd Dy,11yheM CY,11y, aJ111 he BacKpcHYTI1 O,11yxOBJbeHO, He KaKBO je 611J10na a
3eMJbe

Y XpoHoipa¢y

ce xazce na je rro 113fHaHCTBY A,11aMa113Paja xerpnecer

nnaxao rrpapOAI1TeJb A,11aMna ABepHMa Paja, MOJIenH onponrraj, y 6eCMpTHOCT CMpTHI1 'lOBeK 6e3 noxajan.a BpaTI1BIIIH ce A,11aMHaTpar na
3eMJbY,

'Ioaex na 3eMJbl1 OKYCI1He6eCKO H rrO'll1lhe,11a ra ,110)l(I1BJbaBa, ce jour ca jep MaTepl1ja 'lOBeKOBa

KojH xynaxy pajcxe ABepH HI1CYMy BI1Ille OTBOPHJII1,jep saure He MoraIlle,11a yl)e 11orxyrnre )l(pTBe XpI1CTOBe.

oooxyje,

03apaBa ce y J111,-\y, pa30,11eBace 3eMaJbCKOr

Tana,

H O,11eBae y He6eCKO, xao IIITO cy 611J111 BeTHTeJbH. fep CBa WBap Y3guwe ... lJec C Kajynu 06HOBJbelbe lJOBeKOBeupupoge (PI1M 8, 22-23).

no-reo jy je OpaTI1, aacejaaarn

1106pa1)H-

BaTI1 y 3HOjy caora J1H,-\a,na 611crexao xJ1e6 HaCYIIIHH. onsa 11TapKaKO VlaKO oeure AaJ1eKOOA oora, O,11aB,11e 3eMJbe 'lOBeK Moraille BHAeTI1 Dora, ca

Ilocroje Tpl1 CBeTa: ,1101h11 CBeT, rne je caao TaM a, nnaacaise

nana 3J1I1Xanhezra, ~pyfl1

Tap, y KojeM ce My'le l)aBOJII1 H ,11YIllerpeIIIHI1Ka. ITaKao je aacrao y TpeHyTKy CBeT, Ha3BaH "MeIIIOBHTI1M", TO jeer 3eMaJbCKI1, rne je H3MeiliaHO ,1106po ,11eJ10a rpeXOM, Y)l(l1Balhe ca 60J10M, c

xaxe

CBeTH

Hcax

CHPHH, aJ111 TajHHcTBeHH Ha'lHH, ca ABa OKa nyine. ua cTBopeHor CBeTa, TO jeer AYXOBHI1M C03ep-

JeAHHM OKOM BHl)aIlle Dora nyrea ApyrHM OKOM

,-\aBalheM TBopeBHHe, csera IIITO je TaKO 'lYAeCHO ca3AaHO pYKaMa DO)l(l1jI1M;

,1106po ca 3JII1M, pa,110CTca ryroa,

snbaure

Dora Kp03 HcrrYlhaBalhe y casaan.y

Iberosax

3arrOBeCTl1 11Kp03 ,11a KO-

)l(I1BOT ca cMphy. OB,11ena 3eMJbH 'lOBeK ce Tpy,11H,11a crrace rpeXOBa 11naxna ce l1,11aCTeKHe cnaceise ,1106p11M ,11eJ1I1Ma noxajaa.ex. OB,11ece Y)l(l1Balhe y 6paKY 11

,11YXOBHO oceharse cp,-\a. CBeTH Bacnnnje BeJ1HKI1 Ka)l(e y TOM norneny J1HKO'lOBeK nanpenyje y I1CTOj MepH nanpenyje y BepH H y lby6aBH npeaa Dory.

HJII1 y rrpl1pOAHOM C03ep,-\alhY TBopeBHHe,

aarpahyje

60J10M, MYKaMa

nopohaja

xao H ,11e,-\OM. Ha'le HeMa cnaceisa. M

Jep

xaxce CBeTH MaKCI1M MCrrOBe,11HI1K: 6e)l(H 0)1,601l0Ba canaunsera Ko ynena y BeYHOMe 601ly.

nexa HMa

Illra Hac yqe CBeTH On;H 0 )1,eBeT aaheocxnx YHHOBa?

Bor je

aajnpe CTBOPl10 HeBH,11lbHBHCBeT, TO jeer AeJII1 aahene aa ,11eBeT aeriecxnx

Tpeha

cser je Paj H UapCTBO He6ecKO.

Tavo

je caxo pa,110cT, nesaise,

ITaBJ1e,11xacnnje lherOB Y'leHHK CBeTH ~HOHI1CHje U upxeeua jepapxuja, 'lHH HMa 0,11 Dora

anhene, Apeonanrr,

CBeTH arrOCTOJ1 y AeJIY Hetiecxa

CBeTJ10CT11)l(I1BOT Be'lHI1.

'lI1HOBa. CBaKI1 aaheocx»

Illra )1,pyro rpetia jOIlI )1,a3HaMO 0 YOBeKY?

'Ioaex je "nap TBopeBHHe", 3aTO IIITO je casnau no caBeTOBalhY Ilpecsere

onpeheay

clIY)l(6y (PI1M. 8, 38; 1. ITT. 3, 22). MHOrOOKI1 XepYBuMu H Ilpeciuonu, na KOjHrrpBy 'leTY

Taxo

IlleCTOKpl1J111Cepa¢uMu,

Tpojnue

rro DO)l(l1jeM J1HKy H rro,1106l1jy H 3aTO IIITO HMa AYillY )l(HBY H HOCI1Y ~yxa. Hosex je jeAI1HO 6l1he xoje

~a 'TocrrO,11,11YXOBHO rrOYI1Ba", ca-nnsasajy CJ1e,11eaTl1M CUJle, 3 thy

it

auhena.

OSI1

okpyxcyjy
cpen-

ce611, Kp03 Kpurrerse, Oua, CI1Ha 11Cserora Ihe. AJII1 rpexoa

nnaMeHI1 H CBeTJ10CHHnpecTo Ilpecsere Tpojaue (Je3eKl1lb 1,4-28).

npnaa Aap HanpeAoBalha y BPJ1I1HH,Y CBeTOCTH 11y CI1J1I1, OCTH)I(yhl1 060)l(eA 'lOBeK je nao 113rrpB06l1THe 'laCTH y crane porrCTBa, rpeumora xosexa. OAaB,11eMO)l(e rrOHOBOY3l1hl1 na npB06HTHY sacr na 6YAe CI1H DO)l(l1jH, ann MHOrl1M H BeJIHKHM )l(pTBaMa 11TPYAOBI1Ma. EBO IIITa 0 TOMe xazce CBeTI1 Pl10 sosexa aa MaJIOr 60ra, 60ra je HeMonHO 11rryHo narn,a, na, ByK ra
OlpTl1...
KOJbe,

Bnactau

H Iocuoqciuea,

KOjH CaYl1lhaBajy

npyry,

aabeocxy xery,

OBH I1Majy 3aAy)!(elhe Aa snanajy

CBeKOJ1HKHMCBeMl1pOM,

nnaaeraaa, 3Be3,11aMa,BeTpoBHMa, MOpl1Ma 11CHJ1aMaraae, TO jeer l)aBOJ1I1Ma rraKJ10M. CJ1eAe 3aTHM Hasana, ApxaHt;eJlU H AHt;eJlU, KOjH Ca'lHlhaBajy neseroj 'leTI1, xao nocnemsn

Ipnropnje

HI1Cl1jCKI1: "Kao IIITO je

3eMJbe,

I1CTOce TaKO, 360r rpexa,

Bor CTBOBor TOJ1I1KO

rpehy

aH-

~eocKy 'leTY 11I1Majy xao 3aAaTaK na 063HaHe lbY,11HMaBOlbY DO)l(l1jy. ~aKJ1e, ilaIllH aHl)eJ111'lyBapH cy npaopojana '1e.lI1Ma 11Haj6J1I1)1(11bYACKOMPOAY. J Mel)y aH-

pa3JbYTl10 na soaesa, Aa ce ,-\eJIOcasnarse n06yHI1J10 rrpOTHB xosexa. TeJIo My BaTpa fa Ca)!(H)!(e, XJ1aAHona fa y6l1ja, 3MI1ja fa yjeMope ra ,11aBI1, eMJba ra rYTa, ma,11ra MOpl1 11haso ra Kyilia ,110 3 Hl1je uarrycrno xosexa, ~ao My je cpe,11CTBaaa I1crrpaBJbalhe, aa

Hnax, Eor
noxaian.e

11sa cnaceise. Hajrrpe My je OCTaBl10 6J1arOAaT cnacersa, Ma,11arrpl1-

32

TIPIILIE

AH1)EflI1MA

TI P 11 lJ E 0

A H 1) E fl 11 M A

33

,..

Koja je 6poj anhena rraJI.II:X c netia, rro CBeToM nacsry .II:CBeT"M 00;.11:Ma? Ha KOM srecry npetiaaajy l)aBOJI.II: )1,0 6Y)1,ynera cyna .II: .ll:Majy JI.II: nonyurreise )1,axyurajy .II:ynponainhyjy Jby)1,e? DO)KaHCKO nMCMO HaM He xasyje rasno 6poj auhena naJIHX C neoa, Hero HaM caxo xaayje )1,aKOjM nanoure c netia 3aje)1,HOca JIYl\HcpepOM 6exy iupehuua 38e3ga He6eCKUX, ro jecr anhena (OrK. 12,4 M 9). A cran naJIMX anhena jecre y nonneoecjy, a ro je MeCTO H3Mel)y neria M 3eMJbe (Ecp. 6, 12). Ha npyroa MecTY
ce Ka)Ke )1,acy
3llM

(TeB 1, 14.) OBHM pelJHMa Anocron Y3HOCH YMoBe cnyuranaua H BeOMa MHoro reunt xpmuhaae, jep noxasyje na ce Eor BeOMa MHoro crapa 0 IbHMa, lJHM je "anhene, xojn npeaaannase JbY)1,e,O)1,pe)1,HO)1,allY)Ke aa cnaceise JbY)1,H". c Ana BH)1,HMO na H y Crapon 3aKoHY, H y 3aKoHY onaronara, Bor urazse aahene na nOMa)KY H na cllY)Ke H3a6paHHM JbY)1,HMa, xao urro cy flor, Aspaav, JaKoB, Mojcnje, Banaaa, Hcyc HaBHH, Ieneou, Manacnja, npopOK D,aBH)1" MllHja TeCBHnaHHH, ja, nacrHpH

Cenpax, Mncax
H3 Bnrnejexa,

H AB)1,eHarO, npopOK D,aHHllo, JOCHCP, ,jeBa D

Mapn-

aHl)eJIH 6aqeHM y TaMY, ro jecr )1,aJIeKO0)1,llMl\a EO)KMjer, )1,0

6Y)1,yner cy)1,a (Hcanja 14, 12-15; 2.

n-

2,4; J)1,.1,6;

flK.

8, 31).
M

Xpmuhaaa,
0)1,l)aBOJIa, no

CBM

npaBe)1,HH H

JbY)1,M

EO)KHjM, KywaHM cy

Y3HeMMpaBaHH
MM

nonyurren.y
M

BOJbM

EO)KHjoj,

na

ce He

6M

nOrOp)1,HJIH, )1,a6H

Mapnja Marnannna, xanerau Kopmcmje, anocron Ilasne 11 )1,PYrH. Kp03 OBO HeKOllHKO )1,OKa3anoxasao CaM)1,a HaM Ilpeonarn Bor onpehyje aahene qyBape He caxo na CBerOM Kpurrersy, Ben H y L\ellOM )KHBory, nOMa)KynH na nyry cnaceisa npaaemmxe, KOjH fa Jby6e H sepyjy y Hiera, ,IJ;a lUI .II: HeBepH.II:O;.II:, naraaa .II: jepeT.II:O;.II: )1,06.11:jajy 0)1, nora anhene

ce npOBepHJIa Bepa

)1,a6M CBe csoje y3)1,albe nOJIO)KMllM cavo y Dora (2. Kop.

syaapet
TaKBH, noiuro HHCY xpurrenn y Xpacroso HMe, He )1,06Hjajy

12,7; 1. fIT. 1,6-7). Taxohe cy xpmuhann KywaHH 0)1,hasona pa)1,MnpoBepe IbMXOBe Jby6aBM npeaa Bory, pa)1,Mnposepe noxopaaaisa JbY)1,M Eory.na 6M ce )1,06pM pasnaojallH 0)1,3llHX M na 6M ce ynocrojana Bene Harpa)1,e. AllM haaon.a xyuraisa HMKa)1,a He npeBa3Hlla3e Hallie cnare, jep Eor He nonyurra na 6Y)1,eMO HCKywaBaHH BenMa Hero urro MO)KeMO (1. Kop. 10, 13; 2. fIT. 2, 9; OTK. 3, 10).

anhene

lJyBape. OHH He sepyjy y

anhene.

A KOjH

nnax

Belle

na sepyjy

y Dora, allH cy

o AH1)EJIMMA, CMPTM, IiY,I1;Y1iEM )I{MBOTY M rrOCJIE,I1;lhEM CY,I1;Y

Kana ce qOBeKY naje anheo qYBap? Ha sa-rehy, na pol)elby
CBeToM KpIIITeIbY? .ll:JI.II:na

jepernun, xcanocre H y)1,aJbyjy 0)1,ce6e anhene Iocnomse, KOjH Jby6e HCTHHY npase Bepe, nOllO)KeHY 0)1,Xpncra H anocrona y Hserosoj L(pKBH (BH)1,eTH TyMatJelbe Ilocnauuue leepeiuua 0)1,Teodnrnaxta Eyrapcxor, 1904). Illro ce nrse naraHCKHX Hapo)1,a, OBH jensa HMajy no jeanor anhena -rynapa sa nonpyxje CBaKe npxcaae, no CBe)1,O'leIbY Ceeiuoia uucua, xoje BellH: Ilociuaeu upeqene napoquua UO 6pojy auhena EOJICujux (lloHo8lbeHu 3aKOHU 32,9). TH anl)eJIH npnnanajy qHHY Iocnoncrasa, xao OHH KOjH snanajy Ha)1,HapO):1MMa. Ilo npenaa y HMa aHl)ella 'lyBapa Ha)1,rsphaaaaa, rpa)1,OBHMa, cemlMa, MaHacTHpHMa
II 6HJIO rne ce BellH'la HMe EO)KHje. Koja je naxena anhena qyBapa y )I(.II:BOTY BepH.II:Ka .II:KaKO My noaasce

Ilo Cseroa Ilpenan.y L(pKBe Xpncroae, anheo qyBap ce )1,aje 'lOBeKY na Cserosr Kpurreisy. OBO ce MO)Ke nojMMTM H M3 nere MOllMTBe xoja ce qHTa npH Bpwelby ornaruasaua', rne ce, H3Mel)y ocranor; xasyje OBaKO: "yqHHM na ce csernn auheo npM)1,pY)KM lberOBOM )KHBory - )1,ara M36aBJba 0)1,CBaKe Bpa)KHje aanacrn, Malliralba". na
6M

y cnacersyt Haxena anhena

nckyuretsa UpKBe, noxajan,a '~\'Balba iseroaora

qyBapa jecre na na HeBH)1,lbHB HalJHH 'lyBa BepHHKa 0)1, aa

l)aBOJIOBHX, 0)1,nana y CBaKOBpCHe rpexe, )1,ara nyrenona H MOJIHTBe,)1,ara reunr y remxohaua

Tell

rryry

)KHBOTa H na ra noncnrse

0)1,cycpera

ca 3llHM, 0)1,)1,eMOHaKojH HaITa)1,aycpe)1, nasa, O,!l 3llHX xyaapa

;":p03 MHcao na CBeKOJIHKO )1,06po )1,eJIo.AHl)ella qyBapa je

Bor nao

qOBeKY pa)1,H

Ilopen anbena

Bor urarse
M

qOBeKY H ,!Ipyre

auhene

Y)KMBOTY,

a H nyme. OH HHKa)1,a He cnasa, no peqM fICaJIMOneBl\a:

My noxarana,

McrrpaBJballM ra

reWMJIM y MCKywelbHMa H npOBepaMa y

)1,YXOBHMM60p6aMa Kp03 xoje npOlla311 'iOBeK y OBOM sexy.

Huwu ga 3agpeMa wyeap tueo] (fIe. 120,3). Aaheo qyBap -rysa noaepeny My )1,ymy Y CRaKO RpeMe HCKYllielba, aKO HMa
3t'py
M

o OBOM rOBopM

60)KaHCKH anocron

Ilasne, rosopeha: Hucy nu C8U OHU

crpax

DO)KHjH, no Ka3HBalbY acrora

L\apa H npopoxa:

AHijeo focuog1bU

gYX08U 3a CllYJICe1be,KOjU ce UlalbY ga CllYJlCeOHUMa KOjU

3 Y uauie BpeMe ce '1l1H 06aBJba npe/\ Kpurrea.ea.

he uacnequiuu

cuacewe?

:!liajane

cupexcan

OKO OHUX KOjU ce ueia 60je (Ilc. 33, 7). AHl)eo qyBap CllY)KH

.nacersy 'lOBeKa (TeB. 1, 14). Anheo 'lyBap cnacaaa -roaexa y BpeMe onacnocru Jan. 5, 19; 12,7-8; 12, 15; 9, 11). Anheo 'lyBap jecre nyx DO)KHjM 3a cJIY)Kelbe,

34

TI P

11 'l E 0

A H 1) E II 11 M A

TI P HaM

11 'l E 0

A H Ii Ell 11 M A

35

pa):(11xyaan,a lhy):(11(fIc.

102,21; 103,5; flK. 16,22; JeB. 1,7). Cnacnren,

IhI1X? 11 aKO oHaj KOjU WBOpU ipex og !jaBOlla je (1. JH. 3, 8-10; JH. 8, 44), na KaKO nH he crajaru

sanosena ,[(a He noruen.yjeao ,[(eI.\Y,jep auhenu H1UXOBU na He6eCUMa ciuanuo illegajy llUL\e OL\a uoia (MT. 18, 10). liMa 1m Xpl1mnaHI1H 11 31Ior aahena, KOjl1 ra ClIe,ll,11uenora )KI1BOTa? Kojn je ~l1lh 31IOra anhena! )J;a, CBaKI1 xpmuhanau HMa 01.\Kpurren.a

anheo Iocnona.a y3 onora lllTO 'lJJ(HH l)aB01l0Ba nena, TO jeer ya

nnjanua,

61IYI.\HHKa,rtpersyrio-nrnua, 6e3BepHJJ(Ka,lIa)KlhHBI.\a, TBPI.\I1I.\Y,'lOBeKOMpCI.\a JJ(epernxa! li aKO rpex o,[(rOHI1 01.\xosexa 61IarOClIOB BO)Kl1jH (Epojesn j 14,34; Hcyc HaBHH 5,6; Ilc. 80, 13-14; Plcanja 48,18-19), na KaKO 6H aabeo
11

jenner noopor anhena,

Kojl1 My

BO)KJJ(jl1crajao y3 onora mTO rnopn rpex?

11 aKO ce Ilyx

CBeTJJ()KalIOCTI1 360r

CTOjl1 C necna H y'lH ra CBeKOlIl1KOM60royrO,[(HOM l.\elIy. OH nOAP06HO sanncyje

rpexa (Ian, 4, 30; 1. Con. 5,19), KaKO 1IJJ( e He 6JJ()KalIOCTJJ(O c anheo Iocnomsn yl.\alhJJ(O0,[( onora lllTO TBOPJJ(pex 11He )KelIl1 na ce 06paTI1 sa noxajarsei r je CBeTJJ()J;yx rnesan H lhyT na aenocnynme He 6JJ('lHCTIlI1 CBeTI1 anbeo Iocnomsn )KelIH Aa ce 06paTl1 na noxajaise! 3Ha'lJJ(, anheo sysap, lhymo

jenno no jenno, CBa 1.\06pa nena xoja 'lI1HH y )KHBOTY H npnxaaahe My I1X Y 'lacy Cyna, Kal.\a "he ce KIhHre OTBopHm". Taxobe, xpmuhanana 0):(MnaneHCTBa Clle,[(11
H jenaa 31I11anheo (haso), Kojl1l1 caM nerazsso
'WBeK

11 aKO

H 31Ie (Hcanja, 6, 3,10), KaKO nH ce

sanncyje CBaKII rpex KOjl1 'lI1HI1

11nO,[(CTI1'le

aa oaora lllTO TBOpH rpexe H He

y )KHBOTy, ,[(0 rpena CMpTI1. DHlh 31I0ra aahena jecre na ra

csarna xyiua

MalllTOM, 'lylIHMa,

pexjy, ,[(enOM,

TelIOM H I.\YlllOM. AKO ra 'lOBeK

na rpex Ml1llllhy, cnyuia, npncraje

rpex, jep rpex y6Hja

aa rpex, na ra 'laK 11TBOPH, l)aBo aanncyje CBaKY MHcao, CBaKY pe'l 111I11 no a neno y'lHlheHO y )KHBOTy, sa xoje he My Tpa)KI1TH Ol.\rOBOp na nojeAI1Ha'lHOM cy,[(y, TO jeer HaKOH CMpm, aKO y )KHBOTY Hl1je 6110 pasnpeuien OA rpexoBa

xojer je Bor onpenao CBaKOM xpmuhaunny, Mp311 11YAalhyje ce 0,[( onora mTO 'lJJ(HI1 riesaxoa,e. AlIl1 ce nOHOBO spaha 11nOMa)Ke 'lOBeKY rpelllHI1Ky, Ka,[(a osaj Aol)e aa noxajarse ca cysaaa JJ( 601I0M Y CPI.\y 360r y'lHlheHOr (2. Kop. 7, 9). Jep uaciuaie paqoctu ua C

nyury,

He6y 3a jeqnota

ipeiunuxa

KOjU ce Kaje

(Jlx.

15,7-10),

nourro Bor xohe ga

ce CBU

ncnoaeurhy

noxajau.ea.
31I0r anhena, TO jeer OA hasona, jep aKO He 60p611 II He MO)Ke

,,,ygu cuacy U ga go!jy y U03HaH1e UCWUHe (Iesexaa 18, 23-32; 33,11; 2. IIT. 3, 9; yn. 1. THM. 2, 4). )J;aKne, xana 'lOBeK TBOpl1 31I0, )KalIOCTI1 JJ( l.\alhyje 01.\ce6e )J;yxa Cserora y II anhena -rysapa, a HaMeCTO osora npH61IJJ()Kyje ce 'lOBeKY baso 1131I11nyx, A KaAa ce xpmuhamm HI1HOr anhena. JO JJ(3csera csor cpI.\a otiparn

Kaxo MO)Ke Xpl1mnaHI1H Aa ee erraee l1eKymelha haaona, xoja ra npara uenora )KI1BOTa?
3a

crraceise

'lOBeKOBO nOTpe6HO je

na

6YAe

xyuran

6Yl.\e xyinaa, nehe ce CnaCTI1. He MO)Ke ce Kanl1TI1 y nyxosnoj 6e3 I1KaKBOr nporxsneua cyuapuux ce UpowUBuwe

aa noxaian,e, necena Bora JJ(

I1MaTH HI1KaKBY nlIaTY aa csoja 1.\06pa nena, 6Yl.\ynl1 I.\a cy 'll1lheHa 113HaBI1Ke, 0,[(CTpaHe haaona, 360r rora 11CBeTI1 Ilerap BelIl1 na xogu U iupascu xoia ga eatu, !jaBO, Kao llaB puttynu YWBp!jeHU BepOM... (1.

CBe anhene C neoa, npH61IJJ()Kyje K ce6JJ( csora aahena H Ol.\rOHI1 OA ce6e cara-

11 OBa ce 60p6a

BO,[(11 'lOBeKOBOM CPIlY H yMy csaxora rpena, y ,lI;a capahyje ea eBojl1M aHl)e1l0M qYBapOM, CBeTI1Telhe 11anbene.na 6H 6JJ(0npaopojan

upoxqepe.

I-beMy

xpaja

lherOBora )KI1BOTa.

Ilr.

5,8-9).

KaKO rpeoa xpmnhaaaa

Ilatore, aatu )KI1BOTje 60p6a ca l)aBolIoM, KOjl1 Hac Kyllla 611/10Kp03 aaure
conCTBeHO Tello, 6111I0Kp03 OHe OKO Hac, 6HlIO

nerrocpenno

Kp03 cnY)KI1Telhe

aa 611 crnrao y Ilapcrso EO)Kl1je? Xpmuhaunn rpetia na onoaatua

rave. Hcxyureaa cy HeonXOAHa, jep Hac sane y 60p611 ca rpeXOM, pann aaurera cnaceisa, alIl1 caao na Hac He nopase. JeAaH BelIHKH OTaI.\ 113OWattHUKa semr: "YKlIOHl1l1eKymelha,11 HI1KO ee OA !by,ll,11aehe cnacra". Xpaurhaunn ce MO)KecnaCHTH aenopaxeu 01.\l)aBolIOBI1X I1CKYlllelha Kp03
Aenalhe CBHX ,[(06pHX I.\ena 11OC06HTO Kp03 MOlIHTBy, nocr, CMl1pelhe, lhy6aB, 'leCTY I1crrOBeCT, noxajarse, MHJIOCTI1IhY11MHoro Tprrlhelba.

na He6y CBeTJJ(TelhI1Ma 11aHl)enl1Ma. To jeer na nenpecraao ClIaBH Bora.na Ia XBa111 II na My YBeK 61IarOl.\apl1 aa CBe; Aa Ia cnyura, ,[(a'lYBa Hierose 3anOBeCTH, ,[(a
ny611 Bora,

na lhy6H

CBelhYAe l1,[(a y cBeMY BO,[(Hxpmuhaacxn

)KJJ(BOT. ao mTO K JJ(CTO TaKO Y Hseroay.

-e anheo

ClIY)KI1Telh BO)KHjH 11xyna

xosexa aa

CBHM nYTeBI1Ma lherOBJJ(M (IIc.

1l01b

90, 11) 11xao lllTO ce anheo nOBI1Hyje BOlhl1 BO)KHjOj (IIc. 102,20-21), rpe6a ):1a'lJJ(HI111'lOBeK BepHI1K. )J;ace IIOB~1Hyje Bory 11Aa 'lI1HI1

Kana xpanrhannu

rpeurn caojox BOlhOM, YAalhyje 1I11ee Ao6pl1 anheo OA

;! aKO ce aaheo panyje oopahaisy rpeunmxa na noxajan,e (Jlx.

:oll1Kyje AKo ce aHl)elIl1 crapajy

15, 7-10), TaKO

Ihera? A Ka,ll,a TBOpl1 KaKBO ,lI,06po ,lI,elIO, 6e)K111I1131111 anheo O,ll,Ihera? AKO je ipex iag upeg

na 'lI1HI1I1 lJOBeK BepHI1K.!J:a ce panyje oopahaay 3nl1X na noxajan,e. 0 cnacersy lhYAI1 H nOMa)KY 11M (IIoCT. 24,7; IIc. OC0611TO nacrapn

Botos:

(Iloaosn.eaa

3aKOHl1 25, 16; Ilpnse

5, 5; 10,5;

3,32), na KaKO 611 aaheo Iocnomsn lhy6110 rpelllHHKe

11He 611ce y,[(alhaBao 0,[(

"':', 11-12; IIc. 33,7; MT. 4,6), TaKO Aa 'll1He 11xpmuhana,

36

DPII'IE

0 AH1)FIIYlMA

Dpl1YE

0 AH1)EIIIIMA

37 cyna,

.ivura, na ce crapajy

na CBaKI1 HaYI1H 0 cnaceay 11otipahatsy

IhYACKI1X nyiua na

hl1 rryT BOAe rrpeA TIpecBeTY Tpojnuy, 11oAlI)"-Iyje joj ce, 1'10Ilocnemsera rrpeMa lbeHI1M AeJII1Ma, 6111I0 MeCTO oAMopa y pajy, 611JIOMecro OCYAe.

noxaiau,e. AHl'jelIl1 nenpecrano cnase Bora (ITc. 102, 20; Hcanja 6, 3; IlK. 2, 13-14; OTK. j, 11). Taxohe 11BepHI1~11 cy AY)J(HI1 na cnase Bora, rro peYI1 Ilcanaonenua: Iaaiocun.ahy Eoia y C8aKOg06a, iioxeana l-beMYje ciiuinno y MOjUM YCUtUMa
Ilc. 33, 1). M aKO anheo csarna 6AI1je OKO CBeKOlIl1KOr A06pa, rana je 11'lOBeK sepHIIK AY)J(aH na HerrpecraHO 6AI1 HaA CBOjl1M YMOM 11Aa Y3Me na yM Aa 'iW": HaUl,

Ou rora rpena auheo 1.JyBapje HarrYIllTa 1'10 Eynyher cYAa. A KaKO nyma rrpolIa311 Kp03 sasnymna MJ1rapCI'Ba nocne CMprl1, noxaayje HaM I1CTI1CBeTI1 Orau Je¢peM, roaopehn: "Iana, Y3eBwl1 aHl'jelIl1 AYwy, OAlIa3e Kp03 Ba3AYx, y KojeM croje nasana, BlIaCrl111 rocnoncrsa cynapnasxax cana, rOpKI1 Hallll1 cynapnnun, OKPYTHl1l1apl1Hl1l1l1, yxone 11rrOpe3H111111, Kojl1, cycpehyhn AYIllY y Ba3AYXY, rrpare je 11

cyuap-

haec,

xao nae xogu U UtpaJl(u Kola ga

upoxqepe (1. TIr. 5,8).

EYAe JII1

.:saKII Xpl1WhaHI1H raxo rBOp110, aaha he ce y 3ajeAHI1'lKOM AelIalbY ca cBojl1M JHne,lOM YYBapeM na rsopen.y KaKO IIOMa)J(e !be HaKOH CMpTH? Hajrrpe aaheo -rysap ce MOlIl1 Bory 3a nosepeay My AYWY, na 611 I1MaJIa KO)J.CBeWreHI1Ka no-rea 11Aa CBe csoje CBI1XA06pl1x nena. AYIllH y 'lacy CMpTH H AOKaA ocraje noxpaj

113Hocenpen 1.JOBeKapexe 11sanace 113MJIaAOCrl1, 113CTapOCTI1,sorsue 11neson.ae, r yYl1lbeHe AelIOM, MI1WIh y 11Cehalbl1Ma. MHOfl1 je crpax ravo, MHOrl1 rrorpec nonne nyiue: Hel1CKa3aHa je aeaorsa xojy rrporraTl1 rana 01'1 MHOIllrBa MI11I110Haaenpajaren-a KOjl1 je npaTe y crorry, xneserajyhn je, rypajyhn ce, cnpesasajyha AYIllY na ce He xacena y CBemOCT 11yl'je y 3eMjbY )J(I1BI1X.AJII1 Csera anbena, Y3l1Majyhl1 AYIllY, onsone je ... " (MCTl1, Cl1080 0 gpylOM gOllacKY U 0 cygy, TOM III). Taxo Csern ra '-IyBao 11rrOMarao My y )J(I1BOTY.JOIllI1 AYIllY nparu BeKa?

aaheo syaap

xpruuhaacxn
el]

xpaj 11Aa 611 joj ce onpccrnna

CBI1 rpeca. 3arl1M rrpl1BOAI1 Bep-

HIIK\' MI1CaO Aa ce rrOMl1pl1 ca CBI1Ma, Aa ce ncnoaena aermscraa, ::O(TaBI1 Y A06ap nopenax.

na ce npnseiuhyje Tenoa 11 Kpsn.y Iocnomsoa

anheo 1.JYBap,xao wro caM npehe rroxaaao, YBeK croja y3 1.JOBeKa BepHI1Ka, Aa 611 HaKOH CMpTI1 40 nana. Ila lIH he aa IIOClIeAlbeM nacxpcnyhy AohH H anheo 'IyBap csaxora '10y AaH cTpawHora
CYAa anbeo sysap rrOMa)J(e AYWI1 xojy je xyaao y OBOM CYAl1jy. 0 osoj I1CTI1HI1rnnue na BI1Ille U J1,pe8Hu gaHuMa 6yge cegeo, U lbyguMa ucupeq, U 3eMlba ce 6yge 3a1bYlballa, U

A Y sacy iseroae CMprl1, aKO je rBOpl10 A06pa nena, He noxaace My caxo C:]d.H aabeo, Hero BI1We lbl1X. OBO xasyje CBeTI1 Je¢peM CI1PI1H, rosopehn: "3ap He suare, 6paho Moja, i\J.KaB crpax 11nesorsy CJIeAI1na nponarusro 30HBa TaMO. 'c: nocrase y 'lacy nauiera 1131IaCKa113osora senaxa ce rajna aetiecxe sojcxe 11 :KIIBOTa, xana he ce pa31Iy'lI1TI1 nyma OA rena? BelIl1KI1 crpax,

csery 11rryryje

c lbOM npen crpamnor

~eCTa, 11OC0611TOY KaHOHY aHljellY 'IY6apy, rne rnnne OBaKO: Kaga ce 6yge uociua8UO upeciuo, U xiouie ce 6ygy oiueopune, ce 6yge CygUllO, U auhenu 6ygy ciuojanu cae ce 6yge

Iep

AOJIa3e KOA a.era A06pl1 aHl'jelIl1 11MHowrBO lbeHa Mecra.

cse eyrrapHI1'lKe cnne 11BJIaAap" rane, 06e crpane 11Aa joj ycraaose

)J(elIehl1 na y3My

nyury

11Aa

yciupaiuuno

U uoiupecno,

UOKaJl(U upeua MeHU ceoje 'I08eK01by6Jbe U BacKpcelba Aa 611

u36a8U Me uaxna, Xpucma YMonU6U1U (Ilecsra OCMa).

,'laKlIe, aKO je Aywa OBAe crexna noopa AelIa, y AaH lbeHora I1CXOAaA06pa .::ela xoja je CTeKJIaosne nocrajy nl!ie]Hoj OAcynapnnsxax A06pl1 aHl'jeJIl111 OKPY)J(yjy je 11He A03BolhaBajy 11Becnna l'1ace raKHY n.e, Hero je Y3l1Majy ca panouihy

Aaheo 1.JyBap he BOAI1TI1 AYIllY rrpl1lIl1KOM cseomurer

nosnana HOBor, OA 26. Mapra.

csoje reno OA 3eMlhe, xao IllTO ce Ka)J(e y )J(l1rl1jy Cserora Bacannja aH~elIH C aetieca aa rpeunmxa xoja ce noxaje H na

~ebe~1 sajenno ca aHl'jeJII1Ma, rresajyhn rr06eAHI1'lKe necae Eory 11BOAeje BlIaAI1KI1 \;:'Ih::Ty, Ilapy CJIaBe,11BOAeje OAaBl'1eaa MeCTOoAMopa, fAe HeMa 601Ia, HI1TI1ryre, niHil )'3AI1Calba, HI1TI1 cysa, Hl1rl1 6pl1re, seh )J(I1BOT6eCMprHl1l1 Be'lHO aecerse, 3J.le]HO ca CBI1Maxoja cy 6JIaroyrOAl11I11 Bory ... " (Cneru Je¢peM CI1PI1H, Cll080 0 :«ll\le ga ceaiqa UMaMO na yMy gaH usnacxa Hamel U3 Jl(U80Uta, rOM III).

Kaxo ce paAyjy

KOjJ1 ce Ha'lJ1H )J(alIOCTe, xana rpenmi

Kana

ce rpennntx

noxaje, aHl'jeJII1 c aeoeca

panyjy uahox

ce ClIl1'lHO BelIl1KOM TIa084Y C80jy u3fy61beHY (flK.

.:mpy, Crracnren, y HailleM

Hcycy Xpncry, Kojn

je naurao 113ry6lheHY OBlIY, ro jeer

bYACKI1 POA, peKaBWI1: PagyjUte ce ca MHOM,jep

Kon rpeuraaxa,
~C:.v 1.JacyCMPTI1, y

xazce CBeTI1 Je¢peM CI1PI1H, lbl1XOBa 3JIa Aella npersapajy

31Ie

anhene 11rrpare AYIllY onryxcyjyha

je aa OHO WTO je TBO-

15,6). To Cnacnren, OTKpl1Ba 11y rrpl1'-1l1 0 narytin.eaoj ApaxMI1. Panocr anbeaa 360r oaora xoja ce oopaha aa noxajan.e OH noxasyje pe'-lI1Ma: Taxo, tcasces«8aM,
QU8a pagocUt upeg aHljenUMa DOJl(UjUM 360f

F1I1J. II HI1je ce noxajana,

CBe AOK He 6YAe 6a'leHa y oraa naxna.

ieqno;«

IpeUlHUKa KOjU ce «a]« (flK.

Ilocne CMprl1 aaheo rrpaTI1 AYIllY 40 nana, sajenao C APY['J1M aHl'jelIl1Ma, noxasyjyha joj najnpe 61Ia)J(eHcrBo paja 113arl1M MyKe nakna, 3aTI1M je no rpe-

15, 10). A sana 'lOBeK rpeunr, aaheo 'lyBap ce )J(alIOCrl1l1 nnaue 3a lbl1M, YAalhY:vhll ce OA re nyiue, AOK ce OHa rrOHOBo He oopara Eery Kp03 noxajarse.

38

Il

P 11 lJ E 0

A H 1) E JI 11 M A

Il

P 11lJ E 0

A H 1) E JI 11 M A

39

,.
A 0 MecTY rne ce uacran.yjy MI1JIOCPAHOM rioraraury AYlIle IhYAI1 rro CMpTI1, CXO)lHO rrplllJl1 0 HeCBY/l,a rro 11 yooroa JIa3apy (JIK 16,19-31), CBeTa UpKBa Hac

jeAI1Ha xpaurhancxa

cJIy)!(6a 3aCHOBaHa 11CJIy)!(eHa OAcanora Cnacnrezsa, Ha3Banpersapajy

aa 11"seuuea ceAaM l.\pKBeHI1X XBaJIa". 3a speae CBeTe JII1Typrl1je ce CBeTI1 AapOBI1 y TeJIo 11KpB XPI1CTOBY.

YlJl1 OBaKO: TOKOM )lBa nana HaKOH CMpTI1 aaheo lJyBap HOO! nvuiy MJIa/l,eHCTBa AO saca CMpTI1. Tpehera joj ce

)l{PTBOM CBeTe JIHTyprHje MI1 nocrajeuo YAeOHHlJapHMa 60)!(aHCKHX TajHH, xoje rrpHMaMO KaA ron CMOAOCTojHI1. YAeOHl1lJapl1Ma re )!(pTBe nocrajy Y npasoj aa CBeToM orrrapy aa onponrra] rpexoBa. 11YCHYJII1 sepa "xoje HeBI1AI1MO npnseuthyie" XPI1CTOC, lbl1XOBI1M rrOMl1lbalbeM

cBeTy, rne je )!(HBeJIa 11'-Il1HI1JIa A06pa I1JII1 3JIa AeJIa, H OHa ce ceha csera Oil, nana onnoce je DOry, a HaKOH 40 nana rnasa 162, xaxe ce aa "aviua, 113 ycaca 11

onpehyje MeCTO noxoja I1JII1oCYAe. Y Benuxou upaeuny 113 Tprosnurra,

Mnore cy 11BeJII1Ke KOPI1CTI1 CBeTe

y l.\pKBI1. 3ajeAHo ca HaMa rrpl1CYTaH

JII1Typrl1je aa OHe KOjl1 ca BepOM yxecrsyjy

MHoro lhy6aBI1 rrpeMa (CBOM) TeJIy, jep ce paCTaBI1JIa OA n.era, nonexan Kyhy rne je 611JIay )!(I1BOTy, a nonexan spurena aa csoje cnaceise, na rpoo rne je reno noxonano.

H/l,e y

je caM XPI1CTOC ca CBeTI1M aHl)eJII1Ma 11ca CBI1M CBeTI1Ma.

11rrpaBe/l,Ha nyma O/l,IIa311na MeCTa rne je y0611'-1ajaBaJla na ce MOJlI1 11rrpOBOAI1 ABa nana na 3eMIhI1. A rpehera naxa, saienno ITOCTojl111 Apyra creneanua, Koja je TO? Iecn JII1 BI1AeO Cserora APyrora ITpeCTOJIOM

,.
Y3BI1lIleHl1ja OA OBe: IIpo30plbJIBa KOA Cserora MOJIJITBa. AMoHl1ja, AHToHl1ja BeJII1Kor? OTYAa, ca csoje rrJIaHI1-

cBojl1M aHl)eJIOM, AYlIla OAJIa311Ha He60 11CTOjl1 rrpe/l, CTpalIlHIIM 11xnatsa ce rrpeA 60roM. 360r rora ce rpehera naua apuni Csera nonymje noxasyje
11,0

rnrrypraja

He, Y TI1Bal1):1l1,rne OH 6ewe Y Erarrry, YMOM onnaxame aotuaxy aHl)eJII1 ua He60. 360r -rera ce KJIalbalIl?"

sa yMPJIOra. A nourro

ce rrOKJIOHI1 Dory, OAJIa311ca aHl)eJIOM, re joj rrpasenuaxa 11 cseruren,a KOjl1 cy

BeJIIiKOr I1crroCHI1Ka. Osaj 6elIle 113alIlao 113)!(I1BOTa, 11iserosy

60raTa 11nena CTaHl1lIlTa nyiua

TBOPI1JII1 BOIhY Bosorjy Y CBeTY. CBe TO BI1AI1 nyura rana (naxne OA '-IeTBpTOra

nynry J1 OH ce noseo KJIalbaTI1. J1 rrl1TaJII1 cy ra MOHaCI1: "Oxe, J1 OH je OArOBopI10: "Epar aam Aaonxje, BelIl1KI1 cryo
nyum", AMOHl1jeBe, OA Cserora AHToHl1ja AO nnannne

neaerora nana).
A neserora nana rrOHOBO OAJIa311re ce xnan.a DOry. 360r rora ce sputa nana. 3aTI1M je OABOAI1 aaheo 11noxasyie joj CBe 11noxen neserora

aetia 113eMlhe, OAIIa311na He60, 11rrOKJIOHI10 caM ce iseroaoj A tieure BeJII1Ka pasnan.aaa

JII1Typfl1ja npencnonae

aJII1 AHToHl1je anhaure AMoHl1jeBY AylIly, KaKO je aHl)eJII1 yaaoce na netieca, KaAa je 113alIlJIa 113TeJIa. To he pehl1lhYAI1 rrp030plhl1BI111JII1 ca YMOM!

MYKe (113naxna) AO '-IeTp/l,eCeTOra nana (xana ce rro rpehn rryT KJIa-

Boronpoaopn.nsav

lba Ilpecseroj xerpjtecerora

Tpojaun).

360r rora ce clIy)!(e JII1Typrl1je 11rtovenn

(sa MpTBe)

nana. A OA cana nanan.e, rro AeJII1Ma xoja je TBOpIiJIa, naje joj ce,

Kana

'-IOBeK AOCTl1rHe Aa 6y/l,e

Boronpoaopn.na,

OH I1Ma OBY MOJII1TBy,

re ce oAMapa AOK He 6Y/l,e nourao XPI1CTOC ):1acYAI1 CBeTY 11/l,a CBaKOM Aa I1JII1 nnara rro AelII1Ma lberOBI1M". To je

3BaHY "rrp030pIhI1BOM". CBe BI1AI1.

L\aKJIe, Y311]Ia311YMOM TaKO CI1JIHO, na OH BI1AI1 oane

me CMO MI1 KOJII1KO AeMOHa I1Ma - jep I1X je MHoro - 11KOJII1KO anhena I1Ma.

Ilpenan.e

UpKBe, 11TO je ynora CJIy)!(6I1lIlTO ce spure aa ynoxojene.

,.
Illra
Y'le CBeTJI OU;JI 0 ~ejcTBJIMa JI snauajy CBeTe JIJITyprJIje? IhYAI1 11Hieroso

xoje CBaKO nosonun,a. Iha? 3Hajynu

J1 BI1AI1 onora Kojl1 je O'-ll1CTI10 caoje cpl.\e, BI1AI1 11MI1CJII1; MI1CJII1 Iberos yM nocraje TOJII1KO '-II1CT, na TI1 xasyje urra TI1
MUCllU KIbUJ/Ce6HUKa U ¢apuceja, pexao je:

MI1CJIl1lIl, urra /l,pyrl1 MI1CJII1. CBaKOM 3Ha MI1CJII1.JeCl1lI11 BI1Aeo KOA CrraCI1Te-

Saiuiuo

3110nucnuiue

Heaa Hl1'-1er xopacnnjer

aajennnsapetse

aa Hac 11 Bory OMl1lheHl1jer, Hero lIlTO je )!(pTBa

CBeTe JII1Typrl1je, jep je OHa AeJIalbe Cnacnren.a 11sackpcnyhe

y cpu,UMa unu pehu:

C60jUM? llIiUa je OupamiUajy

naxiue? Pehu:

YciUaHU U Y3MU ogap C60j, U xogu;

tuu ce ipecui (Yn. ca MT. 9, 4 11MK. 2, 8-9.) Inenaiue 11 MOJII1TBy. 3Ha

CHaMa. CBeTa JII1Typrl1ja je 113HaA CBeKOJII1KeMOJII1TBe 11cna-

snhaure lbl1XOBe rrOMI1CJII1.

,IJ,aKJIe, OBY Mepy /l,OCTI1)!(e '-IOBeK KOjl1 I1Ma npoaopzsnay ~II1CJII1csajy crapajy aa name cnacen.e. rrpl1cyTHI1X. BI1AI1 3JIe AyxoBe, BI1/l,I1 anhene 11CBe KOjl1 ce osne

BOCJIOBlha 11)lOIII1Kyje HaM /l,a ce 6pl1HeMO 0 TOM 60)!(aHCKOM nenan.y, jep je sa lby CBeKOJII1KaMOJII1TBa WTO ce BplIll1 y l.\pKBI1, 11TO je cJIy)!(6a xoja ce aajsame nyra TBOpl1 y AaHe )!(I1BOTa aainera CBeTa mrryprnja (no CBeTOM CI1MeYHY COIIYHCKOM). 11caBplIleHCTBO OCTaJII1X clIy)!(611 jecre CP)!(, oseasan,e

Kojl1Ma npl1HOCI1Ma CJIaBOCIIOBlhe 116JIarOAapHocT Dory. OHa je I1CTOBpeMeHO 11

-tIl

n I' 11

\.j

E0

A H 1) Ell 11M A

[[PIFIE

0 AH1)EIII1MA

41

L(aKlIe, CI1lIa3ehH y cplle sa BpeMe MOlIl1rBe, yM Hal1JIa311na OBa ABa MI1Tap-

To ie rrpBa crannua. Caern HI1JI nOCrHI1K xaxce y,l(06poiiiO;hl'O:bV: OlIa)l(eH je pI KOjH je )l;ocTHrao)l;a ce MOlIH XpHCTY 6e3 MallTe, 6e3061IIIqHOI CrraCI1Te"beB yM Hl1je I1Mao MalIlTY, Ka)l(Y CBI1csern 60rOC110BI1.3aro urro OH 6ewe HOBI1 :\JaM 11nourao je Aa 06HOBI1 CTapora AAaMa, Ta'lHO KaKO je 6110 y paiv. Jep 11AAaM, kana ra je Bor CTBOPl10 y pajy, anje I1Mao ~!aWT\", HHie I1Mao \,~IHWJbalbe. Carana je rrao 360r YMI1Wihalba, jep je xreo na nocrane xao Bor, KaKO ce xasce KOA Hcanje: Tu cu peKao y C60MC yMy: Yseucuiiv Cc' Hag otinauu.\Ia, Hag ceeepuuu unauunasca xoie cy ua netiecuwa, Hag 36e3ga.\ta He6eCKUM uociuaeuhy upeciao C60j U 6uny Kao npe6UUJI-bU. M 'lI1M je JIYLlI!¢ep OHOyMI1CJII10, soauao ra je He noanaaunr cypBa aa rpen.

crsa: najnpe Ml1rapCrBO Malllre 113arl1M Ml1rapCrBO pa3YMa na ABepl1Ma cplla. MYAap 'lOBeK I1X npenaan y rpeny, Hajxpahn 3aKOH MOJIHTBe jecre )l;a He YMHlllballI HHIllTa xana ce MOnam. Iep Mawrapl1je cy rpojaxe: 3JIe, A06pe 11csere. L(a He rrpl1MI1W HI1KaKBY Malllrapl1jy. Iep aKO ce 3aycraBI1lll na MaWrl1, He MOlKelll YMOM yhl1 Y cplle aa BpeMe MOJIl1rBe. A OBAe, na Ml1rapcrBY pa3YMa, xoje je na ABepl1Ma cplla, Hal1lIa311aa npyre sne AYXOBe. Haseurhy OBAe jenan rrpl1Mep, na 611cre pa3YMelIl1.
KOA MI1TapCrBa pa3YMa

cycpehy uaur

yM iueonosu iiiaMe 11rjJUnococju aaITo CBeAO'leIbY Cserora

xna 11HaBOAe yM aa AYXOBHa pa3Marpalba.

Bacnnaja

Eor

AOJIe C netia,

aaro

lIITO je YMI1CJIJ!O Ja

6pe xao

OH,

Aa je CTBopelbe: na ra je Bor casnao caao MIIW."bY I! ~!olKe na ra

aam yM I1Ma OC0611HYna Be'lHO paha MI1CIII1, A06pe I1III1 31Ie. M nnje Kpl1B aa TO nrro paha, Iep lllTO y MIII1H cnnaao, ro Melbe. MI1 CMO OHI1 Kojl1 OAlIy'lyjeMo Aa
III1 heao nycrnra MI1CIII1. IToHeKaA 6YAelll na MOlIl1rBI1, KlIe'lehl1l1lIl1 crojeha lllTO xazce Caern Iparopaje
iom

Taxo 11A)I;aM, sana je nao, MHllIlbY je nao. Illra My je peKao caranar Heheiu
YMpewu, neio heui uociuaiuu xeo 601 U suaiuu iuiua je g06po, iuiua
,111

ceneha na CrOlIl1l1l1

3,10 (yrr.

11 11aa KlIyrrl1, jep ce MOlKelll MOlIl1rH I1lIe)l(ehl1, KaAa CI160lIeCraH I1III1 CTap, xao II CI1Hal1r: "Crapn 1160lIeCHI1 MOlKe nexcaru rJIaBOM aa jacryxy, aKO He MOlKe crajarn, caxo nexa ce MOIII1". Bor He saxresa OA xoaexa rtonoxcaj rena, Hero YMa 11cplla. Y TpeHy MOl1l1TBe TeK BI1AI1W Aa ce nojaszsyjy - He 311epe'll1, Hero 113C6eiiioia Ilucua, xao lllTO je IIYKaBI1 Kylllao Cnacnren,a

ca nooTi. 3,4-5). M 'lI1M je YMI1CJII10Aa he 611TI1 xao Eor, OTITao ie MawrOM OA

narux My AapOBa 113arl1M je 6110 npornaa 113paja. 360r Tara 60)KaHCKII Oun uaanaajy MallITY MOCTOM)l;eMOHa. Hajenan rpex He npenasa 113 pIa Y ocehan.e (cpue) aKO ra QOBeK najnpe He 3aMHCJIH YMOM. Ilaxne, aa speae MOIIHTBe He CMellI)I;a YMHlllballI HHllITa. HI! cnere CIII1Ke, m! Xpacra aa CBerOM Kpcry, Hl1rl1 aa rrpeCTOJIY CYAl1je. Hmura. Iep CBe cy Manrre H3BaH CPila, 11aKO ocraaem Aa ce xnaisaur IbI1Ma, He KJIalbaW ce Xpacry.
YM rpetia na CH~e Y CPile, jep cpue je KJIeT yMa. To je xner 0 xojoj IlU ce Ou,y c60Me KOjUje y wajHocwu; AKO raxo cxsarare, 3aKlbYQall cxsarare

na Iopn ncxynreaa.
uucano: AHljenuMa

3ap fa

nnje

Kywao 113C6eiiioia

nUCMa? CKOt[U gone, jep je

C80jUM sauoeequhe

3a iuetie, U ysehe we na pYKe, ga KaKO He uUCMa? Taxo 11 na Ml1rapyM OBe pe'll1:

3auHCUI 3a KaMeH HoiOM C60joM(yrr. ca Mr. 4, 6). JeCl1lI11 BI1AeO Aa je lbl1XOBa ynora Aa re 'lI1HI1 11ca HaWI1M YMOM, KaAa, na CTBy pa3YMa, xoje je ua ABepl1Ma

Xpncrcc

xaxce: A WU Kaga ce stonuiu, ylju y Knew C60jy, U 3aw60pU8U1U epaiua ceoia, UOMOU Owau, iueo] KOju 6UgU wajHo, Y36pawune Aa je ro OHa ApBeHa xner, Kyha? Tpoja Bpara HMallI na we6u iaeno (yrr. ca Mr. 6,6). 3ap BI1 sepyjere 6YKBaIII1Crl1'lKI1. CaCBI1M Apyro: sa lbY)I;ej spara ycaaa, aa pesn, A OBAe 60lKaHcKI1 01111 noavajy na He rosopmn

xyurajy 113C8ewoia MOlIl1rBI1, xohe na CHl)e y cplle. cplla, nohy TI1, aa npnxep, na

Iloquiao CU og Mopa KOl-beC80je, Mywenu 80ge MHoie. 111I11: 130cwane 08u,e ca J

xpal-bel-ba, Kag He 6yge 80n08a y3 jacne.

sana ce MOlIHllI: )l;pBeHa spara,

HH C KHM, )1;0ca OOrOMj H spara

CPila, 3a )l;YXOBe, na 6H CH-

mao YMOM Y KlIeT CPila. [ep cplle je xner yMa. tIyj urra BeJII160lKaHCKH orau Hcax Cl1pl1H: "qoBeQe, CHI)H YMOM Y KlIeT cnora cpna, H rana CH crnrao na netio", Iep je 11OHOKlIeT aeria, Ilapcrsa netieHe6eCKO y naurea CPllY? - Xpncroc, cxor, AIII1 KOje HaMa peKao na je Ilapcrno

Illra je TO, jep je 113 C8ewoia nUCMa, 3ap He? Ko cy BOIIOBM? Ko ey OBCserora MaKcMMa: Pa3YMHH BOIIOBM - jep cy sehn BOIIOBM OA osaua - jeey anocronn, emrcxomr 11caeurrenxua. Y'll1relbCKa IJ,pKBa, jepapxnja. Illra cy osuet YseHM'IKa UpKBa, aapon. KOlll1KO liM je rryra Xpncroc naasao HapOA OBlIaMa!
lie? KaKBo anaseu,e I1Ma TO? M HaMax re OABeAe YMOM aa rYMa'lelbe CIiOBeCHe oaue! Illra cy jacne 113KOjl1X ce xpane M BOIIOBM M osue? - UpKBa Xpacrosa. Iep ce
M

3ap Hl1je OH peKao: llapctaeo je He6eCKoYHywpa y 6aMa (yrr. ca JIK. 17, 21)? ETo, AaKJIe, na MI1 I1MaMO Ilapcrao aeoecxo y CBOMe cPllY. M Ka)l;a CTHrHeMO YMOM Y cpue, CTHflIH CMOY Ilapcrso aetiecxo.

Y'lMrelbCKa

UpKBa,

Y'leHM'lKa,

xpane ITpe'lI1CrMM Tajuava, Y'leIbMMa

CBerl1X Oraua, CBerl1M Ciuapui« 11H06UM saeeiuou M CBMM AorMaMa, CBI1M rYMa'lelbMMa

Ieaanhen,a. OrKYAa CBe TO? M3 OBMX jacana, xoje jecy UpKBa.

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Il
Hl1je nopasxna

P 11 lJ E 0

A H 1) E II 11 M A

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AlIl1 urra osne Belll1 J(yx CBeTI1: J130cwanC 06l1C ca XpalbClba, Kag HC 6ygc 60lZ06a y3 jacne. To jeer aehe 611TI1XPI1CTOBOra HapoAa y UPKBI1,

,l106pOTy EO)l(I1jy na peKHe: 0 JKeHO, 6elZUKa je 6epa taeoja! (Yn.

xana

BI1111e He

ca MT. 15,22; 15,28.)

6YAe 611110nacrnpa rrpl1 UPKBI1. Iep BOllOBI1, y pa3YMHOM BI1AY, jecy rraCTl1pl1 UpKBe. J1 eTO KaKO HaM I1CTJ1HJ1Ta 11Y3BJ1111eHa a3MaTpalba Hal111a3e aa BpeMe p MOllI1TBe! Ana ce nenpajaren, OH ce He lhyTI1 360r rora, xana BI1AI1 Aa TI1 pacyhyjem.

Taxo 11MI1, aa BpeMe MOJII1TBe, OC0611TO MOJII1TBe cpua, kana )l(elll1MO YMOM y cpl\e, TaKO na ce MOllI1MO, caMO je,l1HOM MJ1111lhy.Iep aKO HanYCTI1111OBY reonorniy aa speae MOllI1TBe, HaMax, rronohy EO)l(jOM, yM
/l,a ce crrycruao yl)e y cpl\e.

panyje, J(06po je lllTO oorooroacrnyjenr kana ce MOlll1111! Bpaho, OBOHeMa iura na rpaxor aa speae MOllJ1TBe! CBeTH JOBaH 311aTOYCT

xaxce: "TIt sana ce MOllItm nexoj TeOJIOrItCaTIt, jep TIt ce AeMOHH pyrajy!" Ka/l,a ce MOJIItm rpetia /l,a ItMam cpue cxpynreao It IIOTItmTeHO, 60JI cpua 360r rpexosa It cxapene.
J(aKJIe, sa BpeMe MOJIHTBe Hl1je nonyurreao HI1 Aa TeOJI0fl1111ew. Iep pasro-

Kner ceojy, saaj

YMa je

cpue, Kana -ryjeur y Iesanhez.y:

Tu Kaga ce sconuiu, ylju y xneiu

,l1aje pelJ 0 YJIaCKY YMa y cpl\e. Iep TaMO je XPI1CTOC 0,l1 Kpurrersa,

TaMO nesecra ca )KeHI1KOM 60paBl111 cjennn.yje ce, TO jeer aauia nyura ce cjenirIbyje ca XPI1CTOM y CPl\y.

IIIra ce neurasa Ka,l1yM Cl1lje y cpl\e Kp03 MOJII1TBYXPI1CTY? Cpeo ce )KeHMK

C HeBeCTOM. XPI1CTOC ca aamoa /l,YWOM. To AYXOBHO cje).{l1lbeIbe 'lI1HM 'IOBeKa Aa 6y,l1ejenan AYX ca Eoron. To je urro xaxe ArrOCTOJI: Ko ce C 6lZygHUl10M C6eJKe jegHo je iueno C 1b0M... A KO ce CjCgUHU C [OC!lOgOM jcgaH je gyx C !:bUM (yrr. ca

sapajyha

CKaKBI1M AYXOBHI1M pa3MaTpalbl1Ma sa speae MOJII1TBe,'IaK H Aa cy 113

C6eWOla nUCMa, He MOJII1MOce, Hero TeOJIOrl1111eMO. o jeer 3Ha'll1 na yMyjeMo T aeurro 0 pe'll1Ma Ceeiuoia Iluosa. Ilourro je OBOMI1TapCTBO paayaa na ABepl1Ma cpua, Hl1je AorrYWTeHO Aa roBOPI1111aa BpeMe MOJIMTBeHl1jeAHy pe'l 113C6cwola

1. Kop. 6, 16-17). To cjeAI1IbeIbe 11npl1aIbaIbe Bory y CPl\Y, Kp03 J1cyca XpI1CTa,

AOHOCI1nemncy AYXOBHY ClIaAOCT 11BeJII1KYronnory. AJII1 HI1TI1je CJIaAOCT,HI1TI1ronnora je cxpymeaocr cpua, xajan,e, 113cpl\a TeMelh

Ilucua. Hero CIIYCTIt ce y cpu;e je/l,HOMItCJIeHOM MOJIHTBOM, TO jeer MHCJIetm caxo ua HMe [OCIIO/l,a Hamer J1cyca XpHCTa. J(aKJIe, c TMM pacyl)l1BalbeM CMJIa3MMOy cpl\e, xasyjyh» OBaKO: "Iocnone
J1cyce XpI1CTe, CI1He EO)l(l1jl1, rroMl1l1yj Me rpeumor (I1JII1 rpeunry)". C Apyrl1M

nenaua.

TeMeJb /l,eJIalba xoje ce

60JI cpua 360r rpexosa

It cyse noxajaisa

raaa JIItjy. Y TOM CTaIbY naura nyma HMa TOlll1KO 611a)l(eHCTBa,TOJII1KOonaxuraIba, TOJII1KOTOrrJIOTe 11AYXOBHe clIaAoCTH, na nourro ce BpaTH 113osora cran.a cjeAI1IbeIba Y CPl\Y ca J1CYCOMXPI1CTOM, He MO)l(e ,l1aI1CKa)l(e Tpl1 pe'll1.

pacyhnaau.ea

HeMaw urra ,l1aTpa)l(I1111.Kao r0,l1111TOcaM BaM Ben peKao, KO,l1

MI1TapCTBa MalllTe, ,l1aHl1je,l1HOMalllTalbe, Ma KOJII1KO611JIOCBeTO, Hl1je y CPl\Y, Hero 113BaHcpl\a 11113BJIa'll1 naur yM aanorse 113cpua, TaKO 11OBa pacyhasau,a. Jep

haso,

3BaHI1 WCOlZOIwaMC 11 cfiUlZOcocfi uaxna, I1Ma aa l\111h,l1a HallleM

,.
CBeTH Ol\M sene na ce 3JIOxoje AOHOCI1caraaa cacrojn IIOXOTH, HepaCY/l,HOM fHeBY H 6p30IIJIeTOM yoopaacaaaisy jep cy nO)l(eJIeJII1 na 6YAY xao Y OBOM: y 6e3YMHoj ItJIIt aarahaisy. [e-

yMy sana TeOJIOrI1Calbe. J1 OH TI1 rrpl1BOAI1 ua MOJII1TBI1l\eJIO Ceeiuo !I UCMO,aKO

xohem -

jep OH je crapa TeOJIOr - 113Ha ra HaI13YCT. CaMO,l1a ce He MOJII1111! H O 11113 leeantena, 113rtpono-

3Ha na ra MOJII1TBaca)l(I1)1(e. 360r rora TI1 rrpl1B0,l111 TeKCTOBe11113 A!lociilolZa, 11apno Y3BI1111eHa nyxosna Be,l111oje cu-ryo y l\pKBM. TI1 CI1Ha MOJII1TBI1,a baao TI1 rrpl1B0,l111BeJII1KeCTBapl1 x

CI1JIH BHAeo xoje je 3JIO OA carane H OA CBHX IberoBI1X cnyryi Ee3YMHa rrOXOTa,

Eor,

HepaCYAHH rnes, jep ce 6e3 pa360pl1TOCTI1 jep

paaaarpan,a.

Tana TI1 ,l106l1jalll ,l1YXOBHYropnocr-

noxpehy

na 611JIOxora y6l1jy, na ce CBeTe, ,l1a'IHHe 3JIO 6HJIO KOM casnan.y Eo-

"OBe TaKO Y3BI1weHe pe'll1 Ha,l10JIa3e MI1 cana 360r rora, lllTO ce MOJII1M Bory".

)l(l1jeM, 116p30rrJIeTO yotipaxcaaan,e,

yoopaxaaajy

na 6YAY ynpaso

xao

Bor,

11OH pasaazsyje

ycra 0,l1CMexa! TI1 ce rana He MOJII1111, TeOJIOrl1111ew.Cnacarezs

aaoopaan.ajyhn

Aa cy OA Eora CTBOpeHI1. 611 rrOHOBO aHljeJIH.

TI! Ka)l(e na ce MOlll1111: u HC upasuocnoeuiue B

xao nuueuepu,

AKO 6H ljaBOJII1Ma onyseo OBe Tpl1 CTpaCTI1, nocrami nocrann

KojuMa ce 'tUHU ga

he 3a MHOICpc'tu ceoje
XPHCTOC rpasor

AJIM OBa Tpl1 3JIa lJl1He IbI1X l)aBOlll1Ma. A aKO 6 H 113BaAl10J13IbI1XOBOr 611na OBO, 6J1 'II1CTJ1xao auhemi, xao WTO cy 61111H rrpB06HTHO.

6uiilu YClZumCHU og BOla (yrr. ca MT. 6, 7). 0/1, sac MOJIHTBY je/l,HOpe1IHY, je/l,HoMHCJIeHY. 11CUHe Iiaeuqoe,

Iecn

JII1

BIIL{eo XaHaHejKY? J1l)allle 3a XPI1CTOM 11BI1Kallle HeKOlll1KO pe'-II1: nOMUlZyj Me,

J/L)'L"e, WHC Iiaeuqoe!

uouuny] Me! Alll1 snxaure 113cpl\a. OHa

113cpl\a, AOK

ce HHie MOllHlIa MHoro, MOlll111ace je,l1HOMpesjy, alll1 je xasnaaure

-l-t

Il P

II

tj

E ()

A H li Ell 1-1M A

Il
MIlM TBOpM A06po AelIO ca AKO
lIM 31IMM

P 11 YEO

A H 1) E

Il

11 M A

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31IMM 31I0.

,IJ;BAHAECT CTETIEHA fPEXA

0:\ Kap;a HaCTaHe y qOBeKOBOMYMY, rra AOK OABeAe YOBeKa;lO ca'.lOy6l1CTBa, ':0 (.'-'PTH, rpex I1Ma ABaHaeCT crenena,

lIl1lheM. ,IJ,06po AelIO TBOpeHO ca

lIMlheM npenaan aa CTpaHY lIl1lha, rra aKO je lIl1lh aao, 11A06po neno nocraje

Eor

je nao YOBeKY TOlIl1KO

CMlIe

p;a He

arpeuml

CaMOB.laCHe

cline.

YOBeK

je lIMJh A06ap, onna M A06po Aello ocraje qBPCTO M A06po. MCTO raxo xana HeKO TBOpM AelIO MMlIOCTMlhe C lIMlheM na ra lhYAI1 xsane,
MlIM

j!.\,a TOJII1KOCMJIe,xojy je

Bor

CTaBl10 y a.era, p;a - aKO 611 1I0IlllII

CBII

haaomr

111IMMOlIMTBY

rrOCTM MlIl1 npyro A06po AelIO xoje HMje YCMepeHO xa CflaBI1

M

i!3 naxna - He 611ra MOflIl1 HamaTI1 na srpeum. 3ap Bll He YIlTaTe \' Ilcaniuupy: iocuoqe, OpYJIcjeM tinaioeoneiea OBeH'IaO CU Hac (yn. ca ITc 5, 12)? 11 oner ce ae.ur y CBeilioM UUCMY:EOi je ca3gao '10BeKa U ociuaeuo ia Y pVI>:a,\ta wetoeoia upouseonen-a (rrpea. COllOM. 2, 23; J1cyc Capax 15, 14).

Boxnjoj,

nero xa 6MIl0 KOM APyroM CBeTOBHOMlIMlhY, TO A06po neno je 6e3 Aywe. AYWY. Tello Ao6por
It

MpTBO je. ,IJ,06po neno MMa reno Ha ~pyroM creneay

uena je lherOBO nenarse,

It

a lherOBa ~yrna ltlIlt IKltBOT je lIltlh, aKO je lIltlh ~06ap rpexa je ~elIalhe ~o6pora

npasenaa. ~elIa c He~OCTaTKOM. l1 nornyno, He

Kasahy
caxcyriacrsa,

BaM KaKO rpex 06Y31lMa xoaexa OA HajHl1lKHX creneaa II BOll11ra P;O aKO qOBeK He otiparn naaosy na O,ll noserxa 3aYCTaBII rpex. 3aKOHa Eo-

Kana

KorOA TBOpM A06po AelIO, alll1 ra He TBOpl1 caBpweHO, Hero C HeAOCTaTp;a ce TBOpl1 caBpweHO

KOM. CBeKOlIl1KO A06po AelIO rpetia OKplheHO.

Illra je rpex? ITo caenoxea.y CBeilioia uUCMa rpex je npecrynarse

iKHjer, 1l1I11IKalIall CMPTH, II rnycooa

Kana

je notipo

neno TBopeHo C Hep;OCTaTKOM l1 He caBpweHO, rana rpexa.

ce HalIa3l1MO aa P;PyroM creneuy ,IJ,ahy BaM jenan rrpl1Mep. Hero caao YCHaMa
M

je npen EorOM, jep je nenaise ~aBOJlOBO.

Y Ceeiuou
nojorcao;

UUCMYrpex ce Ha3l1Ba "MpaBO-lIaBOM". MpaBO-,1aB 110iu6e HeaKO ra He 6Y,lleMO y6HlIll CHa:>KaH xao nas, cyrrpoTcTaBlhalhe'.l,

Kana ce xoron MOlIl1 Bory, alIl1 He YMOM l1 cpuex, YCTl1Ma, pacnnajyha ce YMOM rro CTBapl1Ma osora sexa:
raj je na npyrox CTe-

Majynu xpaue (yrr. ca JOB. 4, 11). 3aTo WTO je rpex y rroqeTKY xao "'paB, caMO xacnnje,

ncnoseurhy

MlIl1 Ml1CIll1 aa saurap, I1JIl1 na OHO WTO I1Ma jour p;a ypap;l1, l11Il1 ce rrpl1CeTI1 p;a HMje nao :>KI1BOTl1lhaMaxpany, l11ll1 6111I0 WTa npyro, neny rpexa.

II ce,

MOlIllTBOM,

nocrahe

CBeTl1 Je<ppeM CHpl1H xaxe na je rpex 3J111 ~aBO, xojn nonaxo-nonaxo

npnxpanajyhn

Tpehn
MaMall
3JIe

crenen

rpexa je nacpra]

31Ie

rrOMltClIlt. To jeer kana y yM

p;OJIa3M

osnanasa HaWOM p;YWOM. J1 p;a6l1CMO ce Mornii cnacrn rora

ha-

Ml1ClIl1. ,IJ,o~e qOBeKY Ml1CaO 6JIyp;a, l1JIl1 rnena, l1JIl1 y6l1CTBa, 111111

BOlla l1 3aYCTaBl1Tl1 rpex na He rrpOApe y Haw yM l1 cplle, rpetia Aa Inla"l0 McrrOBep;HI1K: "Koja sepyje 60jll ceo A Kojl1 ce 60jl1, orpesosyje ce",

BeJll1KY

rOp,llOCTM, l1JIl1 TaWTe cnase, l1JII1 IlYKaBcTBa, 111I11 aBI1CTI1, l11Il1 MplKlhe, I1JII1 3 OCBeTe, MJII1 - aa xpajy - 6l1JIO xoja cTpacHa l1 ana MI1CaO, Ka,lla Ha,lloira311 xoBeKY y yM, TO je rpehn crenen rpexa. qerBprlt crenen rpexa je rrpltCraHaK KojOM ,lIpyroM rpeWHOM MI1Wlby. ltlIlt cjeAltlhelhe. To je xana cje-

Tpe3BeHOCT YMa, xoja ce paha 113CTpaxa EOlKl1jer, xao WTO Be;]11 Caern MaKCl1M

Ilpna

crenen

rpexa jecre Kap; xoron

Helie ~a rsopa

~o6po ~eJIo.

Eor je nao qOBeKY cane na TBOpl1 CBeKOlIl1Ka noripa AeJIa, a OH, aKO nehe na YI1HI1 A06po AelIO, ql1HI1 rpex.

,lIl1HI1MO csoj yM ca CTpaCHI1M MI1CJII1Ma, xoje caM can rrOMeHYO, l1JIM ca 6l11I0

Ipex

,lI01Ia3l1 aajnpe je,llHOCTaBHO y Haw YM.

lKeHY

Ilpyra
lheM.

crenen

rpexa jecre xana xoron

rsopa

~o6po,

ann ca 3JIltM lIlt-

CBaKa CTpaCHa rrOMl1CaO, peuaxo: je MaMall jenaocrasne lheMO ce cjemnsasara Cje,llI1Hl1Ill1

:>KeHa,HOBall, cnaaa - He 611 6111Iarpex. To l1 nosn-

rrOMI1ClIl1 rpexa. AlIl1 Ka,ll MI1 Ml1ClII1MO aa C Ml1WlhY, ,lIOHeKlIe ca

31I0M

CBeTI1 JOBaH ,IJ,aMaCKI1Hxasce OBaKO: ",IJ,06po Hl1je p;06po, aKO ce He TBOpl1 aa A06ap HaqI1H". PellI1MO, na BaM AaM jenan rrpl1Mep:

crpaiuhy,

11na HOBall, 11aa ClIaBY, rpexa. Taj crenen ca ce jour

31I0M

l1 aa 6111I0 WTa, rrpeWlIl1 CMOrana YMOM Hd serapnr

crenen

Hexo

rrOCTI1 11He jene, alIll oroaapa 11

CMO ce YMOM ca

MI1WlhY rpexa.

Kpl1BO My je aa xora, YeMY KOPI1CTI1TelIeCHl1 nocr, aKO anje cjep;l1I-beH ca I-bI1M lIyweBHI1 noer? J1J111 YI1HI1 MI11l0CTI1IhY, ana OA YKpaAeHor I1MeTKa. J11I11 YI1HI1 A06po AelIO, alIl1 ce ropnn, je ~aBO noryono noneuraao ca 3JIOM. Mew a ra C TaWTOM ClIaBOM, C ropnourhy.

Ha311Ba 11 npncrajaisex.

To jeer KaAa yM npncraje

Aa pa3roBapa

l1

Oner

My

cTpacHoM MI1Wlhy. Ilera crenen rpexa jecre 6op6a. creneaaaa ca cTpacHoM Ml1WlhY, Ml1WlhY rpexa,
M

Eop6a ce noxen onasne BOAl1 na CBI1M YMOM Aa pa3roBapa C rpexoM, EoHaMax - 6y,llyhl1 rrpO:>KeTcrpaxox

nnary. ,IJ,aKJIe,TBOpl1 A06po AelIO, ami OHO Hl1je noopo, jep je

rpexa. Eop6a je Ka,lla qOBeK npncraje

iKl1jl1M - rroql1lhe na ce 60pl1 Aa je l136alll1 113yMa. BI1AI1 na Hl1je p;06pa.

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AH1)EIII1MA

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AOIlllla My je MI1CaOMp>Klbe, 6JIYAa, MI1CaOOCBeTe, MI1CaOrOpAOCTI1, lIOHOCI1TOCTI1I1JII1 3aBI1CTI1,I1JII1Mp>Klbe I1JII13JI06e, 11HaMaX, BI1Aenl1 Aa Hl1je A06pa,

MeHI1 ce, rpeWHOM, noraha, JIaK! LJ:yj urra xazce Caern

na JII1 ere MOA<Aa BI1 OCJI060l)eHI1? Ko He

YMI1Wlba rpex YMOM? J1 MI1CJII1W Aa je JIaK rpex YMOM! Hexoj MI1CJIl1rl1 Aa je Je<ppeM Cl1pl1H: "Bpaho Moja, HeMojre Me 6al\I1TI1 y He6pl1ry 360r rpexa YMOM". Aa rpex YMOM Hl1je rexcax, He 611 611JIOnorpetino

nosaa.e Aa ce 60pl1 na je 1136al..\11 13yMa. Ha OBOM creneay ce cykoon.aaajy Y 1 60p611 rpn YMa: l)aBOJICKI1YM, IbYACKI1yM 11yM aHreJICKI1X CI1JIa.
1)aBOJII1 ByKy HaW yM

xa

3JIy,

xa

rpexy;

CBeTe CI1JIeI1JII1aHl)eJII1 11 3JIe

xa

AO-

na npasenaa JOB, 1850 rOAI1Ha rrpe AOJIaCKa Iocnomser, rrpl1HOCI1 aa A<pTBY rro
BOJIa CBaKO se-re, 3awro? J1Mao je ceAaM CI1HOBa 11 rpn

6pl1M MI1CJII1Ma,a YOBeKOB yM croja y CpeAI1HI1

A06pOBOlbHO ce rrpl1KJIalba MI1CJII1

A06py I1JII13JIy. Y TO speae, AOK ce Haw yM 60pl1, 611JIOrrpl1Majynl1 I1JII1seaaua I1JII1BeYHe Ka3He. IToCJIe OBara crenena rrpeJIa311 ce ua urecrn crenen

xhepn,

116exy MJIaAI1. J1

raxo

ce

OA l)aBOJIa, 611JIOA06pe - OA anhena, OBa 60p6a y YOBeKOBOM yMY ):(OCTojHaje rpexa, Kojl1 je

CI1JIHOJOB oojame Bora, na Ael\a iseroaa He carpewe

MI1Wlby, 11rrpl1HOCaWe A<p-

npaaoneaarse.

AKO je HaKOH OBe 60p6e ,Il06POBOIbHO rrorrycnlO

Aa ce npn-

BOJII1 crpacuoj MI1CJII1,MI1CJII1rpexa, rrpewao je cana aa urecrn crenen rpexa 11 rrpeJIa311 ,Il06POBOIbHO O,II rrpl1BOJIeBalDa na MaWTY, 11rrOYl1lbe ;:(a I1X ce611

rue o-nnuheisa, Aa OYl1crl1 Ae'-lY OA MI1CJIeHOr rpexa. OH Hl1je rpenmo MI1Wlby, 116ewe rrpe Crapora 3aKOHa, jep 6ewe rrpe Mojcnja. Ilpe nncanora 3aKOHa 11 3aKOHa onaronara rpex MI1WIbY ce OYI1WnaBaO A<prBaMa. Aa rpex MI1WIbY Hl1je rescax - BeJII1 Caern Je<ppeM - He 611 Xpacroc, caM JIoroc 11MYApocr BOA<l1ja, rroxory aa A<eHOM cMarpao rrpelby60M 11MPA<lbOM

yotipaxana.
Ce,ll,MI1 crenen rpexa je rpex YMOM. HaKOH WTO je YOBeK npnxno crpaCHY MI1CaO, rrOYI1lbe ,Ila ce nacnahyje MI1Wlby. O,II MI1CJIH YOBeK no-nuse ,Ila YMl1wlba rpex. BI1JIO na 3aMI1Wlba JII1l\e >KeHe xojy je crpacHo lby6110, I1JII1je

na

6para

- y611crBOM. lilra
C

BeJII1? Koju

uoineqa na

JlCeHY ca JlCelbOM 3a /bOM »oeexoytiuua (yrr. ca

Ben je yttUHUO upelby6y

/bOM Y cpu,y CBOMe (yrr. ca Mr. 5, 28). ETo HeBI1Albl1Be ceoia jeciue

npezsyoe'

CaMO MI1Wlby. Koju Mp3U tipaiua

1. JH. 3,15). KOJII1KOCMOMI1JII10Ha rryra y611Jll1 MI1 Y CBOMA<HBOTY' KOJII1KOCMOMI1JII1OHa y611craBa yqI1HI1JII1? - OHOJII1KO KOJII1KOCMO nyra Mp3eJII1 6para. KOJII1KO CMO MI1JIl10Ha rryra MI1 YYI1HI1JII1 rrpelb y6y? - KOJII1KO CMO nyra ca

xanron I1Mao crpacrn

npeaa n.oj, I1JII13aMl1Wlba JII1l\e OHara xora Mp311. 3ap

rl1 ce Hl1je Ka,Ilro,II AOrOAI1JIO Ka,II crojmn na MOJIl1rBI1, 11HeKO KO re Mp311 11 C lbl1M? Kao na 611 ~y, kana 611 6110 raao rrpl1cyraH, peKao aenrro, Cana je yM y 60p611 na ceAMOM CTerreHY· 1)aBOJII1 y3l1Majy JII1K onora urro Hac Mp311 I1JII1 Hac je rpAI10 I1JII1 HaM je YYI1HI10 KaKBO 3JIO, 11rr06yl)yjy npncehau.e na 3JIO xoje HaM je YYI1HI10, 11 rrpaTe naxhea,e 3JIa C MawrOM 11CI1JIHO nojyjy na AYWY: lIill1 JII1KOM Kojl1 je Kpl1BO rl1 je na u.era, xao ):(a ce csahanr lby6110 ca

crpaurhy

crpamhy,

I1JII1 OHI1M KOjl1 je Mp3eo I1JII1je re6e Mp3eo 11 Yl1Hl10 TI1

Herrpl1JII1Ke. J1JII1HOBl..\eM,aKO ra BOJII1W. ITpe,IlcraBlba rl1 Kyrl1j I1IW C HOBl\eM, MHoro xan.aaa, raWTY CJIaBy,MHOro BOJIOBa,MHoro osaua, MHoro xon.a, MHOrl1l1MeraK 11raxo Aalbe. 1)aBo ce Ha311Ba "crapna CJII1KapOM". YMe na >KI1BOrrI1WeMHoro BI1We Hero WTO YMew ra, LJ:I1MCI1My ,Il03BOJII10, >KI1BOrrI1We11>KeHe,I1IbYAe, 11

xojy A<eHy, I1JII1- yaK He rnenajyha - 3aMHCJIHJII1CMOje y CBOMyMy II rrpl1BOJIeJII1CMOce rpexosaoj rrOMI1CJII1,rOJlI1KO CMO nyra 611JII1rrpeJby60YI1H'-111 cpuea rrpeA BorOM. Ero 3aWTO je norpeono ropKO xajan.el Crpaxosnro' A YOBeK npednaa v Y>KaCHOMerpexy - ja, rpeWHI1K! - neocehan.a. 360r aeocehaisa (neocern,aBOCT) MI1 ce YI1HI1 na HI1CaM 6aw raxo rpeuraa, Ta HI1CaM 6JIYAHI1YI10 nanac,
HIlcaM xpao

nornenann

nanacl
caM

KOJII1KOCMO rOA rryra YI1HI1JII1npen.yoy YMOM 11Mp3eJII1 6para, 611JII1CMO ::peJby60YI1H'-I1111 y6111,~e. ro ycraaosn.aaa J1 ~OBOpIlMO 0 ceAMOM creneuy
'1 IIH 1..\11 11y611'-1e.Iep

Bor JIoroe.

AaKJIe, eTO, rrOWTO

rpexa, MI1Wlby, MI1 CMOXI1lbaAaMa nyra npersyoo-

saiuape, urra xoheiu. Kana 6YAew BI1Aeo ,Ila rl1 ro AOJIa311 Kp03 MawTy, no-nuse na sojyje na re6e
11/10JII1Ma rpexa. BI1/111WTa Ka>KeCBeTa CI1HKJII1TI1Kl1ja: "J1/101I11 ce jaBI1IIH 11 cy cyrrporCTaBI1JIa caM ce". CBI1 rpeCI1 aa ce,IlMOMcrerreHY rrocrajy I1AOJII1. MI1WlbaY jy ceo Ha ra6JII1 napa yMa, y MaWTI1, nojasn.yjy He noraha TO? KOMe ce Hl1je norahano ce: >KeHe, lby,Il11 KOjl1 Hac Mp3e, HOBa'-l, paYyHI1. J1 Aywa Ha ceAMOM creneny rpewl1 YMOM 11YMI1Wlba. 3ap ce HaMa 11He noraha ce ro y CBaKOM rpeuyi

MI1WIbY YI1HI1MO npen.ycy 11MI1WIbY Mp311MO6para. y xoaorns«, nourro

Ilocrajeao 11y611'-1e11rrpelby6oYI1H'-II1, 113arl1M HaM ce jour YI1HI1 na CMO

~!OHaCII. HI1CMO MI1 MOHaCI1, Hero CTpallHma aa crajarse ;!~la~1OAyraliKe XalbI1He. To CMOMI1 KaA He YYBaMO MI1Cao! AJII1l)aBoJII1 HaM ce '~Iejy, jep BI1Ae Aa y HaMa HeMa >KI1BOra 11>KI1Blbelba, Hero caao rrpl1BI1Aa. Crro'baWlbl1 rrpl1BI1A HaM He rrOMaA<e!

48

TI

P M tj E 0

A H 1) E II Ii M A

IT P Ii tj
CBellITeHItK ItMa

E0

A H 1)

Ell

yt

MA

49
CBe-

xoh Aa cnesyje

He caxo JhYAe, Hero It

anhene.Illro

Hajranaanje

11aajysnmneunje

H najrajancrneuuje

cjeAHlhelhe

H3Me~y

urrennx

'lI1HI1 - caeurrenonejcrsyje

TeJIo H KpB XpHCTOBY - He Mory 'lHHHTI1

bora H xonexa jecre cjeAHlhelhe nyxa aaurer ca AYXOM bmKHjHM. "Oaaj AYX je MHCJIeHa tje)({lha - rro 60)({aHCKOM Ipxropajy DaJIaMH - xoja cTOjH y BHAY CBeTJIOCHHX3paKoBa ycpeA cpua." OBHM ce pasnaxyjexo OA anbena, OBI1M )e !-beroB~, xao 'lOBeK BehH OA anhena. Hosex je HKOHa CBeTe Tpojaue na 3eMJhH; III1K je H nonooaje lllTO ce xazce y

najseha Kpnzsy,

Me~y aH~eJII1Ma. AJII1 nourro je

Bor 6lIarOH3BOJIeO

na cl1~e AO name Herrpe'lI1CTOM CBOjOM

Mohl1 paAH ocsehen,a osora noaer CBeTa, Kojl1 je orxynao OCTaBl10 je CBelllTeHCTBO y JhYACKOMPOAY.

Iloctuawy:

,aa Ha'lUHUMO 'IOBeKa UO CBOMellUKY u uog06u}y (yrr.

ca DOCT. 1,26). ,[\oHAe npoAHpe Iberoso snan,e: '" go pasqeotie gywe u gyxa (yrr. ca JeB 4, 12). BHAelIl1 CTena napacrocy: sa H OBAe: Aa je

HajJIaKIliH je rryT cnaceisa KPOTKI1X 11CMl1peHHX cp~eM.

Kporourhy

3a-

A06HjaMo JhYAe, a CMHpeJ-beM oijrOHHMo ~aBOJIe 11rrpH3l1BaMO ee611 y novoh

"Boxe

nyxosa H csaxora TeJIa... ", TaKO aasaaxaH najraaaunje cjeAl1lhelhe HHje

anhene,

KPOTKH H CMHpeHI1 cpuea I1Majy Malhe ncxyureaa jep

y OBOM )({I1BOTy, TO

Eor

nyxosa.

Iep

jeer "HaJIa3e noxoj CBOjHM nyruaaa",

xporourhy

KpOTe 11CTH'ly Jhy6aB CBHX

najysnnmeuaje

OHO H3Me~y rena 11nyure, Hero OHO H3Me~y nyxa H bora. Y1 360r rora name MHCJII1,rrpe Hero I1X rrOMHCJII1MO.Y1 na HcrrOBeCT kana onnasuur, MHCJIHTHAa MO)({elll YTajHTH xojy MHcao, jep He crojaur ce KaKO He HCI10BeAalll ca JIYKaBCTBOM. Y1crroBecT aexa 6YAe aajacxpeanja; na APyrora: "36or )({eHe cax arpeumo, je XPHCTOC rrpHCYTaH ca Boroaajxov H TBOjHM aH~eJIOM 'lyBapo~, TPYAH ce Aa onryxcyjeur

Bor

JhYAI1, a CMl1pelheM Ca)({H)({Y ~aBOJIe H OArOHe I1X AaJIeKO OA ce6e.

3H~ Y1 snajre jenno. KaMO 6YAeTe I1lllJII1 I1MajTe bora rrpeA O'lHMa. [ep 11y

HeMO)

ripen IIYXOBHHKOM; raao 11rnena na ce6e npen

Bor
Hy

HHje caxo osne. OH je H KOA sac KOA xyhe, 11y nanamrn, My.

Byxypeurry,

A<pPI1~H, H Y A3I1jH, H aa Mece~y, H aa 3Be3AaMa, y CBeMY je rrpl1cyraH.

Y cse(yrr. ca

AYXOBHHKOM lllTO ce anure MO)({e. Iep ce BeJIH - HeMoj KaKO Aa oauaur KpHBH~y 360r My)({a; 360r ~aBOJIa... "; 113ry6Ho CH lIeJIY HcrrOBeCT. To je I1CrrOBeCTxoja re He 'lHCTH, Hero npJha. Cveje ce ~aBO, rry'le OA CMexa, aKO TH oauaru KpHBH~y na tsera. lllTO CH 'lyo

Iep TaMO ce BeJII1: fa Bor je

caM KOjU UCUYlbaM He60 U 3eMlbY U upeucuoqioy

Iepevaja 23, 24) ...

'-IaK H y rrpeHcrrOAlhl1, II 3aY3AaBa ijeMOHe.

Bor

CBojOM CBeAP)({ehoM rrca, Aa

C11110M, jeAHHM OA CBojl1X caojcrasa,

hasone 06Y3AaBa, xao onacnora

Cserora Teonopa

CTYAHTa. OH je xao

Iep OH 3Ha Aa TI1 je caao AOHeo Milcao, xao pnriap: caxo oaua MaMa~. Y1

He 6H 'lI1HI1JII1 JhYAHMa 3JIa KOJII1KOxohe, HI1 y CBHlhe HHCY MOfJIl1 Aa y~y, 6yAyhH 3aAp)({aHH cBeAP)({ehoM DO)({HjoM CI1JIOM.Iep ~aBOJICKa je CI1JIa orpaheua CI1JIOMbO)({aHCTBa. CBa

TH, aKO CH rnyn, xsaraur ce, aKO He YMelll Aa ce syaam ...

Iep

ce BellH KOA Hcanje: Eopu ce CUllHU ca CBeCUllHUM. Y1Ma

OH CI1JIY,aJIH Hl1je CBeCHJIaH, jep ra

Bor

06Y3AaBa!

o AOCTOJHOCTJ1

basoncxa

CI1JIa orpahena je Cl1110MbmKaHCTBa.

Iep

HHa'-le, jecn JIH

CBEllITEHJ1QKOf QJ1HA - CABETJ1 fPYIIJ1 CTYAEHATA TEOJIOfJ1JE Y JIETO 1978. fOAJ1HE HItKO

BI1AeO, KaAa My je AorrYCTl10 na Kyllla JOBa, nrra je ypanao

aa jenan 'lac? Ca-

»cerao My je CTaAa, CBe My je CMPBl10 II y6110 neuy! BeJII1KY CI1JIYliMa carana, aKO My Eor norrycrn.

,.

AKO 6ItCMO Y3eJIIt no AocTOjHOCTIt xoja ce rpaaca op; CBellITeHItKa,

nnure na 3eMJbIt He 6It 6ItO CBellITeHItK, xana 6HCMO rOBopHlIH 0 HI1BOY KOjl1 ce Tpa)l(l1. [ep CBeTI1 Je<ppeM CHpHH BeJII1: "11 xana 6It 6HO 'lItCT sao aH~eJIIt It CBeT xao JOBaH KpCTItTeJb, He MO)l(ellI 6ItTIt CBellITeHHK". TOIlI1KO je ysnmuen eBelllTeHH'-IKI1 'lI1H. BeJII1Ka je OBO CTBap! "O! Becxpajna It HeH3peQHBIt nape, KojIt je nor Aao CItHOBItMa AAaMOBItM, - cBellITeHCTBo" CTBap! Illro CBellITeHItK 'lItHIt HIt aH~eJIIt He MOry 'lItHItTIt. - BeJII1 OH.

,[\OK ere TPOlllHJIH na B03, AOK ere TPOlllHJII1 na aYT06ye, AOK ere AOJIa3l1JIl1 neiunue,

anheo Iocnonn,a BaM je 1136pojao KopaKe, 113BaraO I1X 11npevepno,

H na ee

jep OBe KopaKe Hl1eTe y'lHHI1JII1 xa KptjMI1 11xa eBaA6aMa ea eBl1pa'-lHMa, Hero xa eBeTHM MaHaeTHpl1Ma, na Bl1ijl1Te lIerry eJIy)({6y, na -ryjere nponosen I1CrrOBeAHTe, Ae~o.

Bennxa

50

II

P 11 lj E 0

A H 1) E JlI1 M A

[IPl1ljE

AH1)EJlI1MA

51
H BpJlO

• CAeCHa Hac l)aBolIH

xyiuajy

TaHaHHM, remxo

pa3a6HplbHBHM,

KOjH cy HcrHHCKH H3BOPH ncsynren.a! TpM cy H3Bopa HCKYillel-ba: uoxoiua iuenecna, uoxoiua Ottujy, HagMcHocw JlCUBlbClba, sao IllTO Ka)!(e CBeTH anocron M [eaanhenncr JOBaH (1. JH 2,16); MnH: "Jby6aB npeaa Y)!(HBaI-bHMa,cnaBolby6lbe H cpeopon.yrine, M3 KOjHX ce paha CBaKO ano", xao IllTO Ka)!(e CBeTH JOBaHAaMacKHH (j(06POWOlby6lbC, TOM IV, CTp. 188). Ca OBeTpH BpCTe ncxyutena noxyurao je carana na Kyilla H XpHCTa (Mp. 4, 2-11). KOjH cy nenpajarezsn nrro paryjy CHaMa H xynrajy Hac ~o CMpTH? TpM cy nenpnjaren.a IllTO paryjy CHaMa H xyurajy Hac AO CMpTH: haso, CBeTOBHa Y)!(HBal-ba H TeJlO. CBa MCKYilleI-bHMa, H MallO je

TewKHM aa rrperr03HaBal-be H nopazcaaau.e

AyweBHMM M pa3YMCKHM erOH3aM, jepecn, cexre,

CTpaCTHMa, xao IllTO cy: ropAOCT, HaAMeHOCT,YMHIlllbeHOCT, raurra cnasa,

ocyhasan,e
rrpeBelIHKO

ApyrHx, 6YHT yMa, nenocnyurarse,

yanaaarse

y MHlIOCT EO)!(Hjy, BHCOKOYMlbe,

xyna,

cyMl-ba,

aeaeposan,e,

CHOBH, saheu.a, apaxan,e H Apyra. OBe CTpaCTH, HMajynH rrao y rrOHOp, BplIO cy remxo

y OCHOBMropAocT, 360r xoje je JIYl\H¢ep rrperr03HaTlbHBe H HCl\elbMBe. • Cnpena Hac xyurajy

ra TpM nenpajaren.a paryjy CHaMa CBaKOBpCHMM xpmuhaua KojM ycnesajy, AapOM XPHCTOBIIM, Aa H3al)y

M csryhyjy l)aBOnl1 rrp!1B!1l)aI-bHMa onora IllTO je 6ynyhe, TO jeer oattajy Hac y 6pMre, y cyMl-be 0 ApYrHMa H y npexovohae renecae TpYAOBe aa "cyrpauusn AaH", xao Aa Bor He BOAM6pMry 0 HaMa

sao rr06eAHHl\M y 60p6M ca MCKYillel-bMMa H Y)!(MBaI-bHMa osora sexa. )ep aKO

uenora

)!(HBOTa. V1cKymaHH OBHM MHClIHMa catinpy HMOBHHY 3a CTapoCT,

Iocuoq HC cattY6a ipag, Y3allyg 6u ce wpygullU (yrr. ca ITc 127, 1), senn Ayx CBeTM Kp03 ycra Ilcanxoneaua. AnH, nourro HaM rrOMa)!(e Cnacnrers, "HIIKO aehe rrOKBapHTH uanr rpan" (AHTM¢OH 3. maca). Koja cy najseha ncxyurea,a npeKo KOjHXparyjy CHaMa ra rpH nenpnjarersa aanmx ~yrna? 1)aBo, H3BOP csexonaxora ana, Kyilla Hac OC06MTO MMcnHMa HeBepOBalba, xyne, cyMl-be, 6e3Hal)a, ropAOCTH H raurre cnase; a nocpenno haso Hac Kyilla Kp03 IbYAe ca MHcnMMa ropAOCTH, raurre cnase, rneaa H pa3Bpara; cpeopolby6lbeM,

TpYAe ce

caao sa osaj )!(HBOT, 60je ce na aehe HMaTM WTa na jeny H iura na nxjy, nooauyjy csojy Ael\Y, rosopeha na aehe HMaTH '-IHMe Aa HX xpaHe, csahajy ce aa HMOBMHY,BelIHKe cy TBpAHl\e H lby6MTelbH HOBl\a, He

'-IMHe MHlIOCTHI-bY,H erOHCTH cy.

• Cneha Hac hasona

xyurajy noncehaisaaa na

rpexe H CTpaCTH KOjH cy

BlIaAalIH HaMa y MlIaAOCTH, noncnoryhn

Hac na MX rrOHOBO y'-lHHHMO.

naxoaomhy

3a HMOBMHOM, sasmnhy, cBal)oM, ocyl)lIBal-beM, je3Hlja-

sonrhy

H ApyrHM. Kp03

reno haso

Hac

xyuia neaouihy,

CTOMaKO)Tal)al-beM, cpl\a, ymlHHjeM H

Iep Hac l)aBolIH noncehajy na oco6e ca KojHMa CMO rpemHlIH, aa MeCTO ua KojeM CMOrpemHJlH, na Y3pOKe rpeXOBa KOjH cy BlIaAalIH HaMa. ITOAcehajy Hac na OHe ca Koj!1Ma CMO 6!1lIH saaahenn, aa pe'-l!1. KojHMa cy Hac lbyTHlIH, na 6HCMO rrOHOBO nosemr Aa HX Mp3HMO; noncehajy Hac

IIHjaHcTBoM, pa3BpaTOM, xnonynourhy ApYrHMa OBe BpCTe.

sorse, neocehan.ea

na renecne rpexe xoje aa nnjaacrsa H npyra

HATIOMEHA:

CMOyqHHHlIM,

31Ia M3 npoumocrx,

na nnua xoja cy Hac ca61Ia3HMlIa, nooyhyjyh« HaM BOIbY na /

xpa] OBe pexenauel/

Ca KOJIHKO crpana xyman xpaurhanaat je ITo cBeAO'-lel-bYCserora MeJIeTMja V1crrOBeAHHKa, haao xyiua xpnnrhanaaa ca ocan crpana, H TO: OA03ro Hac xyiuajy xana ce npnayhasaao aa nonaare H BplH1He rrpeKO
HawHX MonM. To jeer rrOCT AO H3Hypelba, rrpeKOMepHI1 TpYA rena, CBe-

y H3BOPHOMrexcry

nenocraje

• V13HYTpa, TO jeer M3 cpl\a,

xyurajy Hac HeBHAlbMBH nenpnjaren.a CBHM CTpaCTHMa xoje snanajy Cpl\eM, xao: rnes, 31I06a, nOXOTa, OCBeTa, OKaMel-beHOCT,3aBHCT, ropAocr H OCTalIO, xao mTO xazce Cnacnrers: A WWo
U311a3UU3yciua U311a3UU3 CP4a, U OHOuoiauu ttOBCKa. lep U3 CP4a U311a3C XyllC ... (M T. 15, 18-19). EOJICe,casqa] y MCHU

nohno 6Ael-be M Apyra A06pa AeJIa, xoja jensa AOCTI1)!(YcaBpweHH.

OA03AO Hac l)aBOJII1 xyiuajy KJIOHYlIowny H

311CUOMUCllU, ytiuciuea, 611yg, nascna

ceeqovena,

neuourhy

rsopen.y

AO-

360r rora ce H npopox AaBHA MOlbaIlle, rosopehn:

6PHX nena, H TaKO HaM clIa6H sozsa, pa3YM, rpiosa caBeCTH, My)!(eBHOCT H nocrojanocr y AYXOBHOj 60p6M. Cnesa Hac l)aBOnl1 xyuiajy CBaKOBpCHHMTeneCHHM CTpaCTI1Ma: nnjanCTBOM,naxoxotuhy, TBpAHljnYKOM, meBOM, MP)!(I-bOM,OCBeTOMH CBaKOBpCHMM TeneCHHM H AymeBHMM 3n06aMa. Haaasajy nonase nenocpenno ce TaKO, 3aTO mTO OA hasona, H CBaKOnaxo YOljaBa 3aMKe nYKaBora.

ttUCWO cpu,e, U gyx upa6 06H06U y MCHU (ITe. 50, 10).

• Cnon.a Hac xyiuajy

Kp03

hasona Kp03 ner '-IYlIa, xoja cy np030pH nyure. OC06HTO Kp03 BI1A, cnyx Mje3HK. 0 I1CKymel-bHMa WTO ynase y cpl\e
M

nopaxasajy

-ryna ljyjeMo

npopOKa

Hcaajy rne xaayje:

C

Iocuoqe; cMpm jc YWlla Kp03

up030pe nauie. 0 O'-lMMaBenH Cnacarers: CBaKu KOjU uoineqa na JlCCHY ca JlCClbOM3a /bOM, Bcn jc yttUHUO upClby6y /bOM Y CP4Y CBOMe (MT. 5, 28). A

52

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IT
PH cl E 0 A H T, E II VI M A

Y1 'I E U 6Y!

A HI)

JI 11 M A

53

o je3Y!KY 'lyjeMo anOCrOJIa Iaxosa rne xasyje: AKo HeKOy pe'lu He ipeuiu, maj je ca6pweH 'I06eK, MonaH je 3aY3gamu U C6e mow OK. 3,2). ETo, AaKJIe, Aa ca CBI1XcrpaHa haso riaua crpeJIe ncxyurersa na Hac, rpaacehn Aa Hac paHI1 rpecaaa MOJIY!TBOM,nocrov,
AJIY! Y! na

360r Tara je lJOBeKY onpehen anheo 'lYBap, Aa 6JIarOAar ~yxa Cserora Tara My je onpeheua nortycrno na ra xpena, onpehena aKO nopa3Y!,
6Y! Y!JIY!

My noraarao, nara My je 360r no-

My je U;pKBa, I1CrrOBeCr, ro jeer oCYAa, aKO je nOpaA<eH. Bor je

'WBeK

oaaa o-nnuhen,a rpexOBa, 11/l,yXOBHY!K na ra pa3ApelilaBa 11na ra caseryje.

narpana, l)aBOJIY na xyura -rosexa, na 'lOBeKa ojaxao y Bepl1, Aa 6Y!

Hac OAB)"-IeY nornoea.

AJIY!

MI1 CMOAYA<HY!Aa I1cnOBe-

AY!MOCBa 3JIa YMOBalba AYXOBHI1KY 11na OAarHaMO OA ce6e l)aBOJIOBa ncxymeu,a CMY!pelbeM, 'lYBalbeM YMa
Y!

JIOA<110 CBYHaAY cnacersa cano y nora, a He y csoje MOnl1, 11Aa 611'lOBeK BepHI1K ca6pao smue nnare KOA Bora. He AorrYlilra ropAora
nY!, Y! 6Y!

'lI1TalbeM n060A<HI1X Klbl1ra. OA Hac, 3HaK je Aa cy kopena je npennja MOlll1rBa, ca cy3a-

aKO ce nnax CTpeJIe Y!CKYlllelba He

ynan.yjy

Bor ocrasn.a

caraHY na Kylila 'lOBeKa, alll1 HI1KaAa OA l)aBolla npeKo CBOjY!XMOCllYA<l1relba.

Y!

crpacrY! A<I1BY!y uatuex yMy. 3HaK je na jour HI1CMO'lY!CTO I1cnOBeAI1JIY!MI1CJII1, 1111A<l)y!Kao rpex Y HaMa. Y TOM cnyxajy norperiaa je Ma
Y!

hasony Aa ra Kyllla Y!3HaA MOnl1lberOBe Bepe (1. Kop. 10, 13). Cavo
HeBepHI1Ka ocrasn.a

Bor Aa 6YAe KYlllaH

nocroa, AOK He npOrHaMO rpex KOjY! BJIaAa HaA HaMa (npeaa Heeuqn.ueo] 6op6u, OA Cserora HI1KOAI1Ma Caeroropua, Y!3Aalbe 1937, crp. 82). Koja cy l1CKYlilelba najreaca 3a npenosnanarse l1 nopaxanan.e! Hajrexa cy sa npen03HaBalbe u nopaacaean.e pa3YMcKa ucxyureua nyiue,
ro jeer: MI1CJIY! yne, cyMlbe y Bepl1, oxajan.a: 3aTY!M Y!cKYlilelbe YMl1llllbeHOCTI1, x BI1COKoYMlbe 0 ce611, Y3Aalbe Y ce6e 11APYro. je 3a nopaxaaan,e 11najonacnnja

na

ra CMY!PI10, 11Aa 611rpaA<110 nouoh Oil.Dora 11oil. iseroanx

Mel)yrY!M,

'lOBeKY je nara Mon na ce ycnporY!BY! l)aBOJIY, Aa ra rropa3Y!

na ra

onarna OA ce6e (Ecp. 6,11; 6,16; JK. 4, 7; 1. TIT. 5,9). Koja cy aajnaaornja melba? J1Ma g6a HajMonHuja
MY!

opyzda KojHMa nopaacaaaao

l)aBOJIOBa HCKy-

A OA reJIeCHY!X Y!cKYlllelba najrexa Bor ocrasn.a

na nanne

opyw]« KojuMa UOpaJl(a6aMO C6e3aMKe U uCKywelba

tya60ll06a. TIpBO je C6ema MOllum6a, 113aTY!M - cMupelbe. ce HerrpecTaHo MOJII1MO Ouy aeoecxoa,

MI1CaOpa3Bpara, saro lllTO je seaana aa npY!poAa 6eA<I1MOOil.CBaKe npl1lll1Ke rpex; na ce KllOHI1MO

AY, aa TeJIO. 3aTI1M, aaro urro onora Kojl1 ce ropAY! Y ce6Y! Y pa3Bpar. 360r rora HaM CBerY! 0l\11 aanosenajy 3a pa3Bpar, OA CBaKe rexecne MI1CIlI1, npe HO lllTO nocrane

rosopeha: J1 He Y6egu Hac y

vcxyweve,

HO u36a6U Hac og snoia (MT. 6, 13). To jeer 1111lreMOoil. Oua na Hac He

OCraBI1 y I1CKYlilelbl1Ma 113Hagnaunix MOnl1 11Aa Hac 1136aBI1oil. CBI1Xl)aBollOBI1X 3aMKl1 rrYHI1XJIYKaBcTBa. ~aKJIe, y 6l1JIOxoje BpeMe I1CKYlllelba rpe6a na ce MOJIY!MO nocrojano, py'lyjy ca cyaasia, Cnocrcxr
Y!

CBaKe ocoee xoja Hac caonaxosaaa Y! rypa y YA<acHY!rpex pa3Bpara. 360r xera l1Ma carana TOJIl1KOMp)Klbe rrpeMa qOBeKY l1 360r qera My Bor /l,orrylilTa /l,a acxyurana l1 npenemhyje rpeXOM Iberosy TBOpeBl1HY?

ca cxpyureaourhy cpl\a.

Csern

0l\11 HaM npenoI1CKYlllelba.

Aa CTaJIHOxasyjeao

YlCYCOBYMOJII1TBy, ocoonro

y BpeMe I1CKYlllelba, jep jecre CMl1pelbe. ce HajBenY!M

Carana HeMa Mon 11pa3pelllelbe

VlMe Iocnona kao Ma'l BaAl1113 aaunix cpqa 11nceua aenpnjarenesa

na BJIaAa, Aa 06Malbyje

HJIH na npl1Hynpl1pOAe,

hana

'lOBeKOBY BOIbY aa rpex. OH ra caxo

«yiua

CBaKOBpCHI1M MajcrOpl1jaMa,

Ilpyro
Yyj urra

BpJIO CHa)!(HO opyssje nporus

l)aBOJIOBI1Xncxyureaa

npHBI1l)albY!Ma, rrpncehaisaaa, OTKpl1Ba ce nenocpenao HO, nocpenao

BeJIY!

MalilrapY!jaMa,

'lyJII1Ma, cna60cnnla

~aBY!A: Bux UOHU3aH, U cuace Me (TIc. 114, 6). Kana CMO oxpyxeaa

YA<I1BaIbI1Ma, MI1CJIY!Ma.Caraua ce HY!KaA He noxasyje 'lOBeKY orBopeHO, He pa3xao nenpnjaren, 'lOBeKOB. Hero paryje C IbHM cKpY!Bel)aBOJICKe MajcrOpl1je, aaui nan
Y!

IlcKYlllelbl1Ma 11crpaCrl1Ma, CMI1PI1MOce 113cpqa, TOjecr csrarpajxo rpeumxuxaa, ll!rBa

I1JIY!Kp03 ane IbYAe, «opncrehx csaxojaxe

A<eJIY! Y!

roaopehn Aa CMO 360r aanntx rpexa 11aaure rOpAOCrl1 KYlllaHI1, II rana he haao nooeha OA Hac, jep aenpajaren.a aajjase caA<l1A<eCMl1pelbe, MOca CY3aMa 11nocr. )),pyra opyxqa y BpeMe I1CKYlllelba jecy: "MYA<eCrBeHO rpnlbelbe xecro ncnosenaise ncxyuren,a, MI1CJII1,'ll1ralbe caernx Klbl1ra, 1136eraBalbe pa3JIOra aa rpex,

na He 6YAe pa30rKpl1BeHO na OH caM OH ce Ha3Y!Ba KYllla'leM BOIbY, pacnnpyje nyurrea,e Mel)yrI1M,

aaury nornriezs. na npl1Cl1JII1 HalllY

Ol\eM JIaA<Y!,3aTO urro Hac Kp03 I1CKYlllelba 11 crpacrl1 H aarone nauie npl1pOAe, crBapa

llaA<IbI1Be 3aMKe HaBJIa'll1 na rpex. Caraua caao nokyuiana renecne 11nymesue npl111Y!Keaa rpex, cranao 11pa3Apelilelbe

Hac nonceha aa naure nanose, alll1 HeMa oil. Dora 11.0Aa Hac rrpl1MOpa aa rpex, jep rana He 611CMOY!MaJII1

Csero Ilpaseurhe, rnxoaatse, OApl1qalbe OA 3eMalbCKor 11APYro". Koje cy KOPl1CTH 0/1, ncxymen,a y nauroj 60p6l1 C aenpajarerseu
10~?

haso-

TIpBa je KOpl1Cr urro ce 6e3 I1CKYlllelba 116e3 60p6e ca I1CKYlllelbl1Ma He \!OA\e~!O CrraCTI1,HI1Tl1l1MaMO 360r xera na 6YAeMO KpYHl1caHI1 n06eAHl1M BeH:":<'\1.

HI1KaKBY KPI1BI1l\Y, HI1KaKBY OCYAY, 11HI1KO ce He 611 crracao lberOBI1X 3aMKI1. aKO 'lOBeK cJIa611 y BOIbI1 11MOJIl1rBI1, aKO ce

nacnahyje

l)aBOJIOBI1M

MaMl\I1Ma 11npaxsara

rpex, rana Hl1je KpY!B haso, Hero 'lOBeK.

Ees 11CKYlllelba 11AYXOBHe 60p6e Hl1je Moryne cnaceise AYllle. 360r Tara

54

IT

P f1 "I E 0

A H 1) E JI f1 M A

11 P 11 lj
H HHKO ce OA IbYAH nehe

E0

A H 1) E

JI 11 M

55

Ka311BallIe jenan OTaL\ Y rrYCTHlbH: "YKIIOHH ncxytuersa, cnacrn" (OTa'IHHK, H3Aalbe 1930). Hac npnanxaaajy 3aTHM, ncxyureaa Bepy, noysasajy

Ceeiuu 6JlaguKa Huxona]

aa MajcTopcTBO AYXOBHe 60p6e, kane HaM nocneuryjy Hac

Hac Y )!{HBOTY, noaaxcy HaM na AYllIeBHO Y3paCTaMO. vlcKYllIelba Hac H npnaopaaajy aa rpaxeae TPYAOlby6HBH Y L\pKBH, Y nocry, uran.y seuihe sa ncnoaecr, lba Hac CMHpyjy, noxasyjy MCKYllIelba nocneuryjy

BVIBJIl1JCKE TEME

na ce smue MOIIHMO, Aa 6YAeMO 6YAHH H casera H aa CBeTO npa-reurhe. MCKYllIe-

y 'lHTalbY rr060)!{HHX KlbHra; ncxyureua

HaM KOIIHKO CMO cIIa6H H HeMohHH KaAa CMO caMH. aa 3eMlbH. AeMOHCKe cnne, YMeCTO Bora, IbYACKHX )!{elba. BpaI,I6HHY 3aKOHa, H Y CTaL\ap CaYlI, Hallie 113eMlbY."

M yCHy (JaKo6) a WO llCCW6C cwajaxy iuuuaxy y

na 3eM1bU a 6pXOM
u

Hallie CTprrlbelbe, MOJII1TBy,cy3e, CMl1pelbe H Bepy.

netic,

u aH1jcllu DOJICjUUO IbUMa ce ueieaxy

ETO CMHClIa, L\Hlba H KOPHCTH OA ncsyurersa

CllaJICaxy. MIlle,

na

6PXY auajaiue Iocuoq.

Oxe Kneona,
aa

IIITa je BpaI,I6HHa H KOJlHKO je BpCTH HMa? nojennaax

I Moje. 28, 12.

ITOA pexjy BpaI,I6HHa nOHMaMO npasnaau.e

noxoh

'lOBeKY, y L\HlbY ncnyuaaan,a H y jespejcxou

AH1)EJ111 - HAIlIA CTAPl1JA EPA1iA

C6ewo nueMo rrO'lHlbe peqeHHL\oM: "Y nO'leTKY CTBOPH Eor He60 rrpa3aH rrpOCTOp 113HaA Hac, Hero )!{I1BI1

cy ynpa)!{lbaBalIH

HapOAY y speve Crapoaaseruora ce Bpa'lapH,

KOA xpmuhaaa y 3aKOHY 61IarOAaTI1, (Ha)!{alIOCT) AO naurera speaena. POM 3aKOHY Tpa)!{HO je l)aBolIOBY noaoh, otipahajyha 360r xera je 6HO crporo 360r xera ce nojenana AaHallIlbH He rararsex; xpHIIInaHH Ka)!{lbeH on 60ra. Bpasap je 6HO H Banaax. CJIy)!{e Bpa'lalheM?

IToA He60M ce He nonpasyaena noxerxy

CBeT HeBI1Albl1BI1X AYXOBa. Iopisa peqeHHL\a Morna 611ce pehn ):Ipyfl1M pe'lI1Ma: Y

360r rora llITO je y lbHMa ocnacana

Bepa H CTpax EO)!{HjH; 360r rora llITO ce

xpmuhaaa

He MOlle AOBOlbHO,Aa 6H HcrryHHlIH csoje M01I6e MOlIHTBOM, a ce 6apeM y

360r rora llITO He 'IHrajy CBeTO ITHCMO,Aa BHAe KaKBa OCYAaAOCTH)!{e caner H MOlIHTBe CBellITeHHKa.

Bpaqape, H 360r rora llITO He OAlIa3e peAOBHO y L\pKBy, He ncnosenajy TOKY 'leTl1pl1 nocra H He Tpa)!{e y orysajy norpetie ITojeAHHH xpamhaaa jour npnoerasajy soja cy AalIH XpHCTY npnrierasajy

rararsy, 3aTOllITO cy 3a60paBHlII1 ooehaaa y, xana cy pexnn: "OAPH'IeM ce carane, ... " Taxohe,

ua CBeTOM Kpurreu

H CBUX AeJIa lherOBUX, H CBHX CJIY)!{HTeJba iseronax 360r rora llITO saoopaanajy

xpauihana

join

haaonoaoj nonohx, xana ce lbHXOBa MOlI6a He I1crryHH y UPKBH HlIH

na CMpT H aa AaH XPHCToBora cy):la. Aa XHTaMO caxo Bory, caxro UPKBI1 H CBe-

Eor je CTBOPl10 HeBHAlbl1Bl111 BHAlbl1BI1 CBeT, xao llITO ce xaxce y npsoa xaxce: "Pajexjy Iocnomsoxr neoeca ce CTBOpl1llIe, H AYXOM YCTa a.eroaajex CBa sojcxa lbI1XOBa" (Ilc, 33,6). ITo TYMa'lelbY L\pKBeHI1X OTaL\a, OTaL\ ce Ha311Ba Iocnon, CI1H - Pes OL\a, a CBeTI1 .D:yx - .D:ax OL\a. ITpopOK Hcaaja je BI1Aeo cepaqll1Me (6, 2), a Iesexnn, xepYBI1Me (10, 8), ca HeKI1M Apyrl1M TajaHcTBeHHM crnopen.naa OKO rrpecTolIa Hajamuera. ApXI1CTpaTHr MI1XaHlIO je pexao Kpalby Axany: "Saro 'lyj pl1je'l Iocnomsy: Bl1):1jex Iocnona rnje cje):ll1 na npnjecrony cnojen, a CBa sojcxa netiecxa crajame My C AeCHe H C IIl1jeBe crpane" (I Ka, 0 L\apeB. 22, 19). Heanja je peKao y CBOjOj MOlIHTBI1: "TI1 CI1 caM Iocnon, TI1 CI1 CTBOPl10
-rnany naurer CHMBOlIa Bepe. Ilcanaonesau He60, aetieca HaA He6ecI1Ma 11CBY BojCKY lbHXOBY, 3eMibY 11CBe llITO je na n.oj, Mopa 11CBe llITO je Y lbl1Ma, 11TI1 O)!{I1BlbaBallI CBe TO, 11sojcxa ce xnarsa" (HeM. 9, 6). ITpOpOK .D:aHl1lIOje BI1Aeo Bora na Iberosy npecrorry - 11xarsane XI1lba):le, ClIyiKaxy lbeMy, a AeceT Xl1lbaAa rryTa necer xarsana, crajaure ripen lbl1M (In. 9, 10). CBeTI1 arrOCTOlI ITaBlIe, rosopeha 0 Mohl1 XPI1CTOBOj xaxe: "KOjH je I1KOHaEora HeBI1A1hI1BOra,Ilpsopohenn npnje CBaKeTBapl1, jep lbl1Me 611ca3):1aHOCBe,llITO je na He6ecl1Ma H llITO je na 3eMlbl1, llITO je Bl1):1lbl1BO 11HeBI1Albl1BO, 6111I11 pajecronn n lIill1 rocnoncrsa 111111 aasana 111I11 ilaCTI1; CBeje lbl1Me 11aa Ibera ca3AaHO, 11OH je B (KOlI. 1, 15-17)"; yrropeAI1 (I ITeTp. 3,22). npzje csera, 11CBe Y Ibesry nocrojn

360r rora Hac CBeTH OL\H ynyhyjy

llITeHHL\HMa, a He l)aBOlIl1Ma 11lbl1XOBHM czryrasra. A CBeTH JOBaH 3lIaTOYCT Hac caseryje, rosopehn: "MOlIHM sac, 6YAHTe 'lHCm OAOBe06MaHe ... 11Ka):la xoheur Aa npesopasnur npar csoje Kyhe, najnpe peL\11OBOCIIOBO:'OApHqeM ce reoe, carauo, H H rsora clIy)!{elba, 11cjeAHlbyjeM ce CT060M, XpI1CTe!' Ee3 osora 11sajenno C THM pe'lHMa ocean H seno csoje KpCHI1M CTp. 316-317). rsora xacraoaaua,

uetiecxa Te611

YMOBalba HI1KaAa Aa He H31Ia3HllI H3 Kyhe. To nexa TH 6YAe nannua, TO - opyxje, TO - oA6paM6eHa rspbasa, 3HaKOM. lep aKOce 6Y):lellI TaKO Haopy)!{aBaO CBY):la,He caxo qOBeK, Hero 'laK H baso na re cpeTHe, nehe re MohH nOBpeAI1TH" (Xpuewouwuja,

56

I] P

II YEO

A H 'I) E 11 11 M A

Haripajajyhn CBa I1MeHa aHl)eJICKI1X 'I.I1HOBa, CB, Al1oHl1cl1je Apeonarnr,

naripaja I1X no IhI1XOBOM AocTojaHCTBY (3x3

= 9)

HeMajy HI1 TeJIeCHI1X norpetia:

HI1 60JIa, H11CTpaCTl1, HI1 opara,

sa xpaHY, nnhe,

11TO: XepYBI1Ml1, CepaqmMl1, MHOlliTBO. na >KaJI6e osor

OAeJIO, H11T11 CKJIOH11llITe. HI1T11 ce >KeHe, H11ynajy (MaT. 22, 30). OHI1 HeMajy sa H116p11ra sa 6YAyhHOCT, H11crpaxa jaK11. OHI1 rrourro OA CMpT11. [ep, MaAa cy 611JII1CTBOpeHI1 npe 'I.0BeKa, OH11HI1CY OCTapeJI11,HI1TI1 CTape, Hero cy HenpOMeHlbl1BO MJIaAI1, nena n

TIpl1jecTOJII1, [ocnOACTBa, Havana, BJIaCT11,C11JIe, ApxaHl)eJI11 11AHl)eJI11. CBe 11X MI1 Ha311BaMO I1CT11M3ajeAH11'1.K11M11MeHOM anhencxo Y Klh11311no JOBY,'I.I1TaMO KaKO je

Iocnon

onrosapao

nahe-

raxohe

H11CY3a6p11HyTl13a csoje cnaceu,e 11CBOjy 6eCMpTHOCT, nourro

611JI11

HI1Ka: "Iana OArOBopl1 Iocnon JOBy 113B11xopa 11pe'l.e: KO je TO llITO 3aMpa'l.yje casjer pl1je'l.11Ma Hepa3YMHO? Onaunr ce cana xao xoajex, MI1 xaayj. Inje CI1 6110 KaA ja OCHOBax HO>Kja lhe311Ha yrnaszseaa? 3aje,11HO3Bje3Ae jyrapn.e,
3eMlbY?

cy seh 6eCMpTH11. Hacynpor lbYAI1Ma, OHI1 ce He KOJIe6ajy 113Mel)y A06pa 113JIa, cy seh A06p11 11CBeT11sao llITO cy 11xana 11Xje Eor CTBOp110. pa360pl1TOCT, C Apyre CTpaHe, aHl)eJII1 cy CJII1'1.H11 lbYAI1Ma no TOMe llITO cy JII1'1.HOCTI1, 11CBaKI1 je JI11'1.HO CBeCTaH ce6e. CJII1'1.HO lbYA11Ma, OHI1 nocenyjy

ja hy re n11TaT11,a T11 Ihe? Ha 'I.eM cy nOA-

Ka>K11, aKO C11pa3YMaH. Ko joj je Y>Ke npexo

OApeA110 Mjepe? 3Halli JII1? VIJII1 KO je paCTprao

I1JII1, KO joj je MeTHYO KaMeH yraOHI1? KaA njesaxy 11CB11C11HOB11 DO>Kj11KJII1KOBaxy" (JOB. 38, 1-7).

ocehajnocr, CJI060AHY BOlbY 11AeJIOTSopHY cnocoonocr, I1Majy 11JII1'1.Jla11MeHa xao lbYAI1. Hexa OA TI1X I1MeHa 3HaMO, I1JI11113Ceeiuoi IIUCMa, I1JII1113 Ilpxsenor
npeAalha, xao: M11xal1JIo, [aBp11JIO, Pacpa11JIO,Yp11eJI, CaJIaTeJI,

A I1CT11CBeTI1 neCHI1K xaxe: "[yiaapn« 3ee3ge tiuuco eenunanciueeno U cjajeM cjaje

Bapaxen,

JepeMI1-

eJI,

UCUYlVeHe He6eCKOMpaCKomu

JerYAeJI I1TA· Ynopel)yjyh11

lb YAe

ca aHl)eJII1Ma, CBeTI1 anOCTOJI TIaBJIe HaBoA11 pe'l.l1 jenner KOjl1 je rOBop11o DOry: "Hexo
11JI11

ose, unuo maMO - iqe Hon uuiqa He C1Iegu gaHy y3gUJlCy Cejam, Cejam, Ceiaiu" ueCMY ceafga
U 3a yeeK ... Taga, Kaga je 3eMlba Hajupe lle6gUlIa ycpeg

cTapo3aBeTHor

npopoKa

nax aernje nocajenoxa C11ra,

rosopeha: - 'Illra je sosjex Aa ra ce cjehaiu,

Y'l.11HI10 CI1fa npanpesreno

CI1H 'I.oBje'l.l1jl1 na ra nOXOAI1111?

Malhl1M OA anhena, CJIaBOM 11-raurhy osjeaxao

11nOCTaBI10 CI1 ra HaA AjeJII1Ma pyKy TBOj11X; CBe C11nOKOp110 nOA aore n.eroae,

upocuopa

11 nourro

My nOKop11 CBe, H11111Ta He OCTaBI1 HenOKopeHO. AJII1 cana jour He My

iuaqa, Kaga cy unaueuie uoxpnune na

C60jy mpKy,

B11A11MO My je noxopeno" Aa CJIaBOM 11xaurhy sjeasao 3a11cTa, je norasno CBeTI1M aHl)eJII1Ma.

(Iesp. 2,7-8).

"Illra

je 'I.0BjeK, re ra ce onoamseur, OA anhena, aa AjeJIJ1Ma pyKy

I1JII1 CI1H 'I.0Bje'l.jl1, re ra nOJIa311111? Y'l.11H110 CI1 ra MaJIO Malhera CI1 ra, TIocTaBI10 CI1 ra rocnOAapeM (TIc. 8,4-6). BJIaCT oearpeuraoa CBOj11X,CBe C11MeTHYO nOA nore iseroae"

taaqa, Kaga je OKOH'iaHO iuectuoqneeno

gello. Taga cy ceu bOJICju cuuoeu xnuuanu og

Bor

je nao orpoMHy

'I.oBeKY HaA CBOjl1M nena 3eMlbl1 rrpe Hero llITO

JIe-

paqoctuu, 11
y lIpKBeHI1M CJIY>K6aMa, M11ce noncehavo Hd CBeTe aahene 11

JI11Ma. AAaM je 11Mao BJIaCT HaA CBHMa craopeu.ava DO>Kjy 3arrOBeCT H nocryurao

CaTaHY, DO>Kjer npOTHBH11Ka. Ilpe

Haura

rrpaBOCJIaBHa lIpKBa rrOCBeTI1JIa je nonenen.ax

rpexa, 'I.0BeK je 6HO paean DO>KjI1M aHl)eJIHMa 11y Mohl1 11Y 'I.I1CTOT1111Y rrOCTaJIa HerrOCJIYllIHa lheMy, jep je Mel)YTllM, ce TBap noxopn orpexoBlbeHa TalllTHHH,
11

csakor nouenen.xa,

rrOTI1. Kp03 rpex, ry6HJIa ce lJOBelJl1ja BJIaCT na DO>KjI1M AeJII1Ma. TIp11poAa je OH rrOCTaO HerrOCJIYllIaH Dory. Aa ce jane CI1HOBI1DO>Kj11,jep rrporraAlbHBocTH na no rrp11poAa 'I.yBa y ce611 HaAY na novoh DO>Kjy:

BeJII1'1.aMOI1X y MOJII1TBI1: "CBeTI1 apxauhenn MI1 Ha311BaMO HalilOM crapajoxr 6pahoM.

11aHl)eJI11, MOJII1Te Dora aa Hac".

AHl)eJICKO MHOlilTBO je CTBopeHO rrpe lbYAI1.

To

je rrpBI1 pa3JIOr llITO I1X

'lep >KapKHM 111lI'l.eKI1BalheM TBOpeBI1Ha oxexyje

He OA cnoje son,e, Hero 360r oaora KOjl1 je noxopn

2.
Ilpnpona aH1)eJIa: Ilpapona aHl)eJIa je, y HeKY pyKy, CaCBI1M pa3JII1lJI1Ta OA
lJOBelJl1je rrpHpoAe, y HeKY pyKy, OHa joj je CJIl1lJHa. AHl)eJII1 cy 6eCTeJIeCHI111 xao TaKBI1 HeBI1)J,lbI1BI1 aa Hallie cpl1311lJKe0'111. Henajyha TeJIa, OHI1 CXO)J,HOTOMe,

c HaAOM. Aa he ce 11caxa TBap OCJIo60AHTI1 OA potionaisa cana" (PI1M. 8,19-22). XPI1CTOM

'::,l060AY CJIaBe njeue DO>Kje. Iep 3HaMO)J,a CBa TBap sajenao Y3)J,l1llIe 11ryryje

npenopohen

'I.0BeK, oner he 611TI1CJII1'1.aHaHl)eJIY, O)J,eBeHy CJJa6paha CBeTI1 11oesrpeurun aHl)eJII1, rrOMa>KY My,

B\, XPI1CTOBY. Iberosa crapxja

58

I1 P

11 'j E ()

A H 1) E fI 11 M A

I1 P Kao
OKO Iennceja" (II Bap. 6,15-17). CBaKaKo, OBOje

11

'j

E ()

A H 1) E fI M M A

59

CfIwmo lIeKapMMa KOjM noxrazcy 60IIeCHMl\MMa na lhMXOBOM oanpaarsea.y.

6MlI0

MHOWTBO anhena DO)!(jYlX,

lIlTO ce kaxce y C6emOM IIuCMY: "Hncy lIM CBMOHM AYXOBYIaa clIy)!(elhe, KOjM ce neMo 0 TOMe rosopara

rrOClIaTMX Aa 3aWTYlTe jenner npanenaaxa.

urarsy Aa clIy)!(e OHYIMa KOjYl he HaClIYIjeAl1rM cnacetse?" (leap. 1, 14). Kacanje onmapnnje. Ilojasa aahena: AHl)eIIYI ce jaszsajy y pa3IIYI'fYlTMM BMAoBMMapa3HMM ocotiaMa, ca pa3IIM'fYlTMM l\MlheBMMa 11y pa3HMM rrpMlIYlKaMa. Anheo ce jasno 11Mojcejy, xao nacnrpy crana y nycrl1lhYl: "A Mojcnje nacnjaiue crane JOTOPYracry csojeny,
cBeWreHI1KY MaAMjaHcKoMY, M OABeAecrane rrpeKo nycrmse,
YI A0l)e

Ilpopoxy Je3eKMlhY anheo ce jaano y BMAY sarpe: "J;1 BMAjex, a TO 06lIYlK na 0'f11 xao oran., OA 6eAapa My norse 6jewe orais, a 0A 6eAapa rope, 6jewe xao csjernocr, xao jaxa csjernocr' (Je3. 8, 2).
BelIMKI1 cTap03aBeTHM rrpopoK I1MaO je clIeAeny BM3Mjy: "J;1nonnrox csoje, M BMAjex, a TO jenaa -roajex 06y'feH y nnarno, O'fYi a rrojac 6jewe OKO isera OA a mac OA
BeIIMK,

na ropy DOJ;1

'fMCTOra snara M3 Y<pa3a. A rjeno My 6jewe xao XPI1CTOIIMK, M IIMl\e My xao MyIba, a 0'f11 My xao JIyqeBM aanazsenn, a pYKe M nore xao MjeA yrnahena, pMje'fM n.eroanjex noojerouie
6MO YI

)!(Yljy XOpMB. J;1jaBYI My ce anheo Iocnonn,u nornena, a TO xynnna

KOjYl

y nnazeny

onseaox

113xyrnrue.

OflheM ropn a He caropnjesa'' WTa rpe6a Aa paAM.

(II Moj. 3, 1-2).

xao mac MHorora lhYAcTBa. J;1ja

L(aHMlIo

caM BYlAjex YTBapy, CTpax re

Mojcnje HMje BYiAeo HYlKaKBOIII1l\e HM 06IIMK, caxo je M3Tor onsa xyo mac
ra je noasao M ynyrno

a lhYAM WTO 6Mjaxy ca MHOM, He BMAjewe je, amr MX cnonane cnare y MeHM, M rsenora

caKpMwe ceo J;1OCTax caM, M BYlAjex Ty BelIYlKY YTBapy, M He OCTa

Auheo ce jaano M CBeM HapOAY L-13paMlhcKoM rrpYlIIMKOM tiexcrsa M3 Ernnra: "A Iocnon l1l)awe rrpeA lhMMa nan.y y cryrry OA 06lIaKa BOAenM MX nyreu, a
nohy y cTyrry OA onsa csnjernehn 13,21). 11M,na 611rryronamr AalhY
YI

aohy" (II Moj.

MM ce HarpAM M He MMax cnare" (L(aH. 10, 5-8). To je apxanhen Iaspano (L(aH. 8, 16). J;1cTI1apxanhen Ianpnno janao ce YI cBewTeHYlKY 3axapMjy, ony CB. JOBana KpCTI1Telha. Mana lherOBa nojasa Hl1je 611IIaTOIII1KO sacrpanryjyha, xao OHa xojy
YI 06Y3eo

To HMje 6111I0jaarsan,e cavor Dora, Hero anhena lherOBor. CaM Mojcnje TO

je BMAeo L(aHMlIo, nnax ce 3axapl1ja Y3HeMl1pl10 Aeo. 360r rora My apxanhen

ra je CTpax kana ra je BI1-

rrorsphyje:
Hac M3BeAe

"J;1 BI1KaCMO Iocnony M Iocnon 'fy mac Haw, 11nocna anhena, KojM
Yl3

Macnpa, M eBO CMO y KaAYlCY, rpany na rsojoj Mel) 11 (IV Moj. " 20, 16). Y cnenehex cnyxajy, xao YI y HeKMM APyrMM, aaheo ce noncroaehyje ca Ibcnonou Eoroa: "EBo ja walheM auhena csojera npen r060M Aa re 'fyBa na

11rOBOpl1: "He 60j ce, 3axapYlja!" (Jlx, 1, 12-13). Illro ce TYI'fe jaarsan,a apxaahena Iaapnna L(jeBl1 Mapnj» y Hasapery, MYI npernocranzsaao Aa je TO jasrsan.e 6l1JIO y jeAHoM 6IIarOM 'fOBe'faHCKOM BI1AY, cTap03aBeTHl1M lhYAl1Ma.

nyry,

pa31Il1'fYiTO OA OHl1X

M na re OABeAe na MeCTO xoje caM TM rrpYlrrpaBMO. lJ:yBaj ra, 11cnyiuaj

ra,

aacrpauryjyhnx nojasa y KojMMa cy Hna« ce ):(jeBa Mapnja ynnaunina

ce aHl)eJfl1

jaBlhalIYI

YI Y3HeMYlpMlIa. HYI-

HeMoj Aa ra pacpAMW, jep BaM aehe OrrpOCTYITYIrpexa, jep je Moje YlMe y lheMY" (II Klh. Moj. 23, 20-21).

KaKBO 'fYAO, jep Hac l1 06M'fHe Yl3HeHaAHe nojase rrnarue, KaA l1M ce He HaAaMO.

Apxanheo je 3aTO l1 YTeWMO L(jeBY Mapnjy pe'fYlMa: "He 60j ce, Mapnja' Iep CM
naurna 6IIarOAaT y Dora!" ce anbeo Iocnonn,a.

Anheo ce Ieneony jasao y BMAY 06M'fHOr xonexa, I1CTOxao WTO ce apxanl)elI Pa<paMlIo jaszsao T06Y1jYl. Ieneon je CXBarMO Aa je TO 6110 anheo TeK rana
KaAa je Hen03HaTYI noceranau y'fMHYlO 'fYAO. Aaheo My pe'fe: "Iocnon je CT060M 12). osaj rajaacrseOAaKlIe,

Ok

1,29-30).

KaA ce POAMO Iocnon Haw Hcyc XPl1CTOC, rraCTMpl1Ma BI1TlIejeMcKYIM jaano J;1me, jaBI1 11Mce anheo Iocnonn,a M ooacja YlX CBeTIIOCT Iocnona.a. J;1OHM ce CTpaWHo ynnaunnue, a aaheo MM pe'fe: "He 60jTe ce!" )KeHe MYipOCHl1l\e cy BI1AeJIe aahena HaA OTBOpeHI1M rp060M sacxpcnor

xpaopn jynaxe!" (Ku;

CYA.6,

)KeHa uexor xosexa Manoja, 6MIIa je HepOTKYIlha. JaBMjoj ce aaheo ca seurhy Aa he POAMTMCMHaMna ra Ha30Be MMeHOM Caxcon. Ilpn-rajyhn
HYI

cny-raj CBOMe MY)!(y, OHa My pe'fe: "Ioajex 60)!(jM Aol)e K MeHYI, YI miue My
alIM

6l1jawe xao III1l\e anhena Eoxoijera, spno CTpaWHO, MeCTO y KOMe je )!(I1BeO rrpopoK Iemrcej, aannaurean "Iaox, Iocnonapy, Hero lhI1XOBMjex'. J;1rrOMOlI11ce Ienncej roaopehn:

ra He sanarax

HMTM MI1 OH xasa csojera I1MeHa" (Kn, 0 cYA. 13,6). Kana cy CYlPl\11 orrKOIIMIIM cnyra lherOB je Y3BYlKHYO: 'Iocnone, OTBOPI1 My O'fM Aa WTa heao caA?' A OH My pese: 'He 60j ce, jep je BYlWe HaWMX

Iocnona: "A nnue lherOBO 6Mjawe xao MYlha, YI onjeno a.eroao 6l1je1I0 xao canjer, H y crpaxy OA Hiera ysnpxraine crpaxapn, 11nocranoure xao MpTBI1. A auheo onronapajyhn pexe )!(eHaMa: 'He 60jTe ce BM;jep 3HaM Aa Hcyca pacrreTora TpaAl:I1Te!'" (MaT. 28, 3-5).
Hl1 Y jenaoj npyroj cseroj Klh113Y1 Hl1je TOIIl1KO nYlCaHO 0 aHl)eIIMMa, xao y JOBaH je suneo MHOWTBO anhe6elI0 BpliO

I\lhH3H Orxpaseu.a CB. JOBana, CBeTH anocron 'ia OKOrrpeCTOlIa Caeanunsera. onacanasr OKOCTpYKa 3lIaTHl1M nojacnva

OH I1Xje BI1AeO 06Y'feHe y 'fHCrO (OTK. 15,6). EBo jenner

nnarno, yne'fa-

BMAYI',YI Iocnon OTBOPYIMOMKY, re BMAje, a TO ropa nyna xorsa 11KOlIa onsennjex

60

Il

P 11 LI E 0

A H 'Ii E II 11 M A

f1PI1'lE TThI1BOr onnca: "I1 BH,[Ije ,[Ipyror anhena CHllHa r,[lje CHlla311 C neoa, KOjl1 6jewe onjesen y 0611aK, H nyra 6jewe na maBH n.erosoj, H nnue lherOBO 6jewe xao

()

AH'jjEJIllMA

61

Y C8eUloM JIUCMy aHl)ell11 ce npBI1 nyT rrOMl1lhY rrpl1nl1KOM narnan.a naWHX npapOAI1TeJba 113paja: "11113rHaB QOBeKa rrOCTaBI1 npen BPTOM E,[IeMCKI1M xepyBI1Ma, C rrnaMeHl1jeM MaQeM, KojH ce Bl1jawe 11TaMO 11aMO, na 'lyBa nyT xa ApBeTY OA )l(I1BOTa" (I Moj. 3, 24). MI1 na rrpBoM MecTY anbene cMaTpaMo aa Eoxqe 611arOBeCHI1Ke.JeAaH auheo ce ABa nyra jasn.ao Arapn, Aspaaosoj Aapl1l1a OWTpO ca 1h0M nocrynana. cnYWKI1IhI1, reiuehn je KaA je isena rocrro"I1 pe-te joj: Arapo, p06111h0 Capnna, OTKYAa

cyuue, 11nore a.erose xao cTy60BH onsenn,

11HMawe y PYlll1 CBOjy KIhH)I(l1l1Y oTBopeHy, 11crane csojoa ,[IeCHOMHorOM na Mope, a lleBOM Hd 3eMJbY; 11rrOBI1xa maCOM rpOMKI1M xao WTO pl1'Ie JIaB. I1 Ka,[l OH rrOBI1Ka, 11rOBOpl1We ce,[laM rpOMOBa maCOBI1Ma CBOjI1M" (OTK. 10,1-4). 06)"IeH y 06JIaK! 3arraMTl1Te WTa je Iocnon I1cyc XPI1CTOCrrpopeKao 0 CBOM

npyroa

,[IOJIaCKY:"I1 rana

he ce rroxasarn

3HaK CI1Ha sosjesnjera

na netiy, 11rana

he nponnaxarn

CBa nnexena

aa 3eMJbI1; 11yrnenahe

CI1Ha qOBjeql1jera rnje l1,[1e

I1Aew, KYAa 11I1I1Aew? A OHa peQe: Dje)l(l1M OA Cape, rocnohe csoje" (I Moj. 16, 7). A npyrox npl111I1KoM: "A Bor -ry mac AjeTI1IhI1, 11anheo DO)l(jl1 BI1KHy C netia Arapn, 11peQe joj, !IlTO TI1je, Arapo? He 60j ce, jep Eor Qy mac AjeT111h11 onanne rnje je" (I Moj. 21, 17). Ibea CI1H I1cMal111 OCTao je npaorau I1cMal1nnaHa, KOjl1 ce Ha311Bajy 11Arapjannaa. Tpn anhena cy ce nojaanna rrpe,[l ABpaMOM y paBHl1l1l1 Maspajcxoj. ABpaM je 6110 6e3 Aelle, 11Tpl1 rryTHI1Ka cy My rrpOpeKll11 Aa he A0611Tl1 CI1Ha. OBO ce 3al1CTa 11noronano I1Ayne rOAI1He. Taxo je pohen I1caK, rrpaOTall [espeja (l Moj. 18, 1-7).

na 0611allHMa He6eCKl1M ca CI1JIOM11CllaBOM BeJII1KOM" (MaT. 24-30). Taxo o6JIa1111 He6eCHl1 npencraan.ajy nojase 11HHCY rrorrrYHHl13pa3

anbencxo

MHOWTBO. CBa jaarsan,a

anhena cy cano

IhI1XOBe rrpl1po,[le. Jep OHH cy 'lI1CTI1AYXOBI1I1 CBa

IhI1XOBa Mon 11nenora je AYXOBHa, He MaTepl1jaJIHa. Kao WTO 60rOHaAaXHYTl1 ncannoneaau rOBOpl1 0 IhI1Ma: HeMaUlepuja1lHe CUl80pUO CUfbUX, OHU ueupeciuano u pa3YMHe aHl]e1le
0

Iocuoqe, upe

8UglbU80f ceeiua:

K1lUtty, Te6u UlaMO:

X8a1luUle Iocuoqa, C8a ge1la Iocuoqiea,

Kana je ABpaM

6110HaQl1HI10)l(pTBeHI1K 11xreo Aa xcprrryje DOry csor jeAI1HlIa

Iloju:« My 8e1lUKe UOX8a1le,3aY8eK.

AHl)e1l11 Iocnonu,n He )l(eJIe,[la 6y,[ly 060)l(aBaHI1. Kana je jeAaH anheo noxa3HBao CBeTOM JOBaHY pajcxe nenore 11He6eCKe rajne, arrOCTOJIje rrao HI1'll1l1e ca )l(eJbOM Aa My ce rrOKnOHI1 HAa ra 060)l(aBa. AHl)eo My TO He A03BOlll1 peKaBIIIH: "He qHHI1 TO,jep ja caM -rysap TBOj 11Clll1QaH caM Te611,TBOjOj 6panl1,

Hcaxa, y TOMe ra je crrpeQl10 anheo He6eCKl1 Kojl1 My pe'le: "He AI1)1(I1pYKe csoje
na Al1jeTe, 11He QI1HI1My HI1!IlTa; jep cana nosnax na ce oojjuu Dora, 11KaA Hl1jeCI1

noxanao

CI1Hacsojera, jeAI1HlIa csojera, MeHe paAI1" (I Moj. 22, 12). CaM Bor xajam.era paAI1 nauier cnaceisa (E¢. 5, 2). 11cnacasajy ThYAe Boxqe.

cnnje AparOBOJbHO rrpl1HeO je csor jeAI1HOpOAHor CI1Ha Iocnona I1cyca XpI1CTa, Kojl1 je aaxnan nonyr AHl)e1l11 DO)l(jl1 HOM rpany

npopounaa Bor

noaascy

Y 6e360)l(HOM

11rropOQ-

11OHI1Ma KojH QyBajy cnacen,e OBe Klhl1re. Otioxcasaj 11xnan.aj ce caxo Dory!"

COAOMY, )l(I1BeO je caxo jenan rrpaBe,[lHI1K DO)l(jl1 - JIOT. Kana je 11 HeMopana OCYAl10 COAOM aa rrporraCT; I1CTOBpeMeHO

Ilenaraocr aahena: L\enaTHocT aabena je ABocTpYKa: ua neey ,[Ia semorajy Dora a aa 3eMThl1Aa 06jaBThyjy Boxje 3arrOBeCTl1 xoje ce onnoce na JbY,[le. Caua peQ "anheo" 03HaQaBa BeCHI1Ka I1nl1 rnaconoiuy. OHI1 HI1KaAa He nounaajy, HI1 ,[Ialhy HI1 achy, Ben aenpexanao KIlI1'ly 11nesajy: "CBeT je, CBeT, CBeT Iocnon Eor Cnenpaorren., Koja 6jewe 11Koja jecre 11Koja nonaan" (OTK. 4, 8). A arrOCTOJI Ilasne rnnue 0 IhI1Ma: "Hacy 1111 BI1OHI1 ,[IYXOBI1aa cnyzcetse, Kojl1 ce waJbY Aa C cnyxe OHI1Ma KOjl1 he HaClll1je,[ll1TI1 cnaceu,ei" (lesp. 14). CBeTI1 Ipnropnje Borocnos rnnue: "HeKI1 OA OBI1X pa3yMHl1X nyxosa croje ripen CBeBI1Wlhl1M Boron, a Apyrl1 capal)yjy aa OAp)l(aBalh y lienor a csera." A CBeTI1 L\aMaCKI1H nnure: "OHI1 cy MOnHI1 11 cnpeaaa na spiue BOThYDO)l(l1jy, 11 nojasn.yjy ce rpenyruo 11na CBaKOM MecTY npeaa CBOjOj AYXOBHOj npapona, rne rOAI1X Bor OApe,[lI1."

360r 6e360!IlTBa

je nocnao ABa anhena, Aa 113osor rpaAa 113BeAY11crracy JIora 11n.eroay rropoAl1l1Y (I Moj. 19, 1). JeAaH anheo crracao je Iaxosa OA OCBeTe iserosor onaroorosxnjeuy opara Plcasa. A rrpe csoje CMpTI1 JaKoB je rOBOpl10 0 anherry: "Anheo, Kojl1 Me je 1136aBJbaOoA csaxora 311a,Aa oay, I1Aa ce rro MojeMY I1MeHY 11no I1MeHY oraua MOjI1X, Aapaxia 11Hcaxa rrp030BY, I1Aa ce xao pl16e HaMHO)l(e na 3eMJbI1!" (I Moj. 48,16).

Auheo je crracao rpn MllaAl1na OA CMpTI1 Y BaBI1110HY, 113ycnjane nehn sa

ronn.eise, rAe cy 611JIl16aQeHI1 3aTO, WTO cy o,[l6l1nl1Aa ce xnan.ajy I1AOlll1Ma Ben MI1 ce cy ce Kllalhanl1 caxo jeAHoMe npasoae Dory (L\aH. 3, 12). Csaxor jyrpen.a

noncehano na osaj QYAecHI1Aoral)aj rreCMOM ceAMor 11OCMor I1pMoca. Auheo je cnacao L\aHI111a 113llaBOBCKe nehnne y kojy je 6110 6aQeH 360r
csoje QBpCTe Bepe y jennora Dora. JIaBOBI1 cy ce YMI1JbaBall11 xao jaran.ua. 3a-

62

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11 YEO

A H 1) En 11 M A

IT

P 11 YEO

A H 1) En

11 M A

63

rrpenaurhenoa

l\apy ,napl1jy ,naHI1110 pe'le: Bor MOj nocnao je anhena csor KOjl1

KHe3, Kojl1 6paHI1 TBOj HapOA; 11611ne )!(allOCHO Bpl1jeMe, KaKO ra Hl1je 611110oA KaKO je napona AO rana: 11y TO he ce Bpl1jeMe 1136aBI1TI1 TBOj HapOA, CBaKI1 KOjl1 ce nahe sanucaa y Kth11311" (Ilan. 12, 1). Anocron JYAa onncyje cnysa] xana ce apxanheo Maxanno npennpaure ca haaonov OKO Mojcnjeaor rena, -lysap jespejcxora aapona, 6Y!0 je lJyBap lJaK 11MpTBor rena thl1XOBOr sohe. UpKBeHY! 0l\Y! y'le, Aa nocroje aHl)ellY! 'lyBapY! HapOAa, 3eMalba, l\pKaBa 11 nojennaaua: rra xax 3Be3Aa, enexenara n naaaera (OT. 2). CBeTY! JOBaH JIecTBl1lJHl1K cBegOlJY! 0 CBOM llY!lJHOM anheny 'lyBapy: "KaA rOA caM 'le3HYO sa BY!WI1M uanperxoa y AYXOBHOM )!(Y!BOTY, nojaan.asao ce

je 3aTBOpl10 'lelbYCTI111aBOBCKe Aa Me He nospene,

BI1Aenl1 na caM 'lI1CT 11HeBI1H npen thl1M. Hasenn CMO aexe cnyvajese rAe anhemr clly)!(e xao 113BPW110l\11DO)!(jI1X HapeA611. Haseurheao jour aexe cnysajese.

Ipan

COAOM YTOHYO je Y

najcrpaunmjy xarsyry nopoxa. Iocnon

je

no-

cnao ABa anhena na crracy jennaor npasennor sosexa y COAOMY, JIoTa. OHI1 cy AOWlll1 KOA JIOTa 11 caserosann ra Aa HarrYCTI1 raj rpaA, jep Iocnon Hac je nocnao na ra YHI1WTI1MO. Osaj rpan je 11 cnazsen cyvnopoa l1 onsea AO nenena (I Moj. 19, 12-25).

aaheo

Ilap

,naBI1A, I1Ha'le

cnyra

DO)!(j 11 orpeunio ,

ce jeAHoM 0 3aKOH

BO)!(j11. Bor

Y! noysasao Me." A eBO WTa BaCI111l1je BellY!KI1 YKOllY!KO

xaxe:

"Haw

aaheo

lJyBap ce

nehe

YAalbY!TI1

nocna anhena caor ca I1CYKaHI1MMa'leM y PYl\11 re nornny 70.000 Hspannaua, IlorI1611ja rrpecTage TeK rana, KaAa ce noxaja l\ap ,naBI1A 11sasann DOry aa MI1110CT. ACl1pCKI1l\ap CeHaXl1pl1M onxonno je Jepycalll1M MonHoM BOjCKOM. VI OH 11tserose sojaone xyrsaxy 11pyraxy ce Iocnony Dory VI3pal1lbeBoM I1rr0311Baxy xparsa Iesexajy 11iseros napon na npenajy. Alll1 Je3eKI1ja HI1'lHl\e nane rrpeA Boroa 11YCPAHO ce MOlbawe. Bor nocna anhena csojera KOjl1 y aCl1pCKOM neropy rr0611 611113Y 5.000 BojHHKa. To ce AoroAI1 nohy, YjyTpy l\ap yrneAa CTpawaH npnaop csoje nocajene sojcxe. Ilap nofiexce y HI1HeBl1jy, rne je 6110 y611jeH OA csojnx CI1HOBa (VIc. rn. 36 1137). DoroHaAaxHYTI1 ncanaoneaau rroY'leH rrpl1Mepl1Ma 113 ncropaje 11 csor 11l1'lHOr ncxycraa nosnaje ynory xojy I1rpajy aHl)elll1 y )!(I1BOTY nojemmor lJOBexa 111111 uenora HapOAa, rra xaxce: "AHl)elll1 Iocnonn.a CTallHO croje OKO oanjex KOjl1 ce thera ocje 111136aBlbajy I1X" (Ilc, 34, 7). VI Aalbe: "Hehe re 31103aAeCI1TI1, 11YAapal\ aehe rrOCerHYTI1 AO xonntie rsoje, jep aHl)elll1Ma CBojl1M aanosjena aa
reoe Aa Te sysajy rro cBl1jeM rrYTOBI1Ma TBojI1M. Ha pYKe

OA Hac,

ra MI1 He OTepaMO CBOjY!Mpl)aBI1M AellY!Ma. Kao WTO AY!M pa3-

roHY! melle

Y! cxpan

ronyooae,

Y!CTO

TaKO CMpaA rpexa Tepa OA Hac anhena, xojn

lJYBa Haw )!(Y!BOT." Illro ce TY!'le Ae'lY!jY!x anhena - -rysapa, lJyneMo TO AOl\HY!je 113ycra caxor

Iocnona VIcyca XpY!CTa.

AHl)ellJ1,

cnyre

XpJ1CTOBe UpKBe:

HOBY!

3aBeT je

nyn anhena.

OHI1 ce

he

re Y311jeTI1 na rAje

npocro poje OKO XpY!CTa, csora Crnoparezsa Y! son.eaor Iocnona OA rroserxa Hserosor saseha, YBeK cnpeann Aa My clly)!(e. OHY! [a cnyace 11oooxaaajy aa 3eMlbl1, xao WTO cy My CllY)!(Y!lll1 l1 oooxaaana [a aa netiy Y! cnyaotna [a 11 aonena y CBOj Hierosoj netiecxoj cnasu ca BaTpeHOM 11Y3BY!weHOM lby6aBlbY· Ca 3aAOBOlbCTBOM Y! 6YAHowny noxarana cy Iberos paA - UpKBy Hierony aa 3eMlbY!. VI OHY! TO lJl1He cana I1lJl1Hl1ne AO xpaja CBeTa. Kana ce OH POAY!OY jennoj caponaumoj nacrnpcxoj nehnnn, nojasao ce Xop aHl)ellCKY!X CI111aY!3HaA the, cnaaehn Dora (JIK. 2, 13). Ilocne kyuraisa y rrycraa.n, xana haso oncryrn, OA Hiera, me, aHl)ellY! npacryrnnue 11clly)!(axy My (MT. 4, 11). Hanni HapoAHY!
yMeTHY!l\Y! A06po cy ypaAY!lll1

He sannetu sa KaMeH HorOM CBojOM" (Ilc, 91,10-12).

xana cy

rrpl111Y!KoMcnaxan.a

Xpacra

rrpY!Ka3Y!Balll1

"Bnarocan.ajre Iocnona aahena lberoaa, KOjl1 CTe CI111HI1 xpnjenourhy, 113spuryjre pl1je'l n.erosy oryiuajyhn mac pnje-m Heroae" (Ilc, 103,20). AH1)ellJ1 QYBapJ1: [OPlbI1M pelJl1Ma ncanxronesan norspbyje onurre BepoBathe, Aa aHl)elll1 Kl1Te I1rrOMa)!(y n uene HapoAe n nojenaae lbYAe. Y CTapa speaena apxanhen MI1Xal1110 je cMarpaH sa anhena lJyBapa 113pal1lbCKOr HapoAa. Hcyc HaBI1H ra je Bl1AeO y [epnxoay 11yrrl1Tao ra: "JeCI11111 HaWI11111HaWI1X nenpajaren.ai A OH pelJe: Hl1jecaM; Hero caM sojsona aojcxe Iocnonae, cana nohox. VI Hcyc nane Hl1lJl1l\e Hd 3eMlbY, I1rrOKllOHI1 ce, l1 pelJe My: Illra sanosjena rocnonap MOj CllY311cBojeMy?" (Krs. VIc. HaB. 5, 13-14). VI ,naHl111yje rOBOpl10 apxanren Iaspn1100 MI1Xal111Y OBe pelJl1: "A y TO he ce Bpl1jeMe rrOAl1rHYTI1 MI1Xal1110 Belll1KI1

Hseronor, Eorojaszseu.a, Ilpcoripazcen,a, Pacneha, Hserosor Bacxpceisa 11Basnecea,a, KaA rOA 611ce jenau apxY!cTpaTY!r 111111 anheo nojasn.asao, npernocraan.a ce Aa je OKO Ibera 6Y!lla Y! lJl1TaBa sera aahena, MaAa HeBI1Albl1BI1X aa aauie lbYACKe O'lY!. MY! MI1CllY!MO Aa apxanhen [aBpl1110 anje 6110 caa, xana je 611aroBjecTYlo ,njeBY! Mapaja BeCT 0 pol)elby Mecnje. Harn na je anheo, KOjl1 ce nojasuo rrpY!llY!KOM Hserose MOllY!TBe y [eTCY!MaHCKOM spry, 11xparipno [a, 6110 6e3 Bene rrpaTthe HeBY!AlbY!BI1X cnna. Ine je l\ap, TaMO je l1 sojcxa Hserosa. Kora XPMCTOC BOlll1, Hiera BOlle M Hseroan auhenn. OH je soneo neuy
Y!

MHoro anhena OKO Ibera, VIcTo TaKO na I1KOHaMa Ilperese

Hd-

peAY!O je CBojY!M aHl)elll1Ma Aa 6YAY thI1XOBY! 3aWTY!THI1l\M. OH je rOBOpI10: "[ep

64

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65

aHl)eJll1lbl1XOBI1 nenpecrauo

raenajy JlI1u;e Oua Mora KOjl1 je na He6y." OH je He caao 11

aJII1 I1X anOCTOJI YMl1pl1 petIl1Ma: "J1 eBO npeAa Me anheo bora tIl1jl1 jecaa 11 'H311hl1 rrpe,LI hecapa; 11 (,Il,eJIa an. 27,22-25). My

soneo MallY neuy Hero je noacroaehnsao ce6e ca MallOM AeU;OM: "J1 A03Ba J1cyc Al1jere, 11nOCraBI1 ra Mel)y IbI1X, 11pe-re: '3al1cra BaM Ka)KeM aKO ce He ooparare He 6YAere xao njeua, aehere yhl1 y uapcrso OBO, onaj je aajaehn y uapcrsy Moje, MeHe npl1Ma, a Kojl1 ca6JJa3HI1 jennora MOpCKy'" (Mar. 18,2-6). je Ibl1X0BO uapcrso He6ecKO. Koja ce nOHI1311 xao Al1jere OA OBI1X MaJlI1X KOjl1 sjepyjy y MeHe, y Ay611HY sacmrrau,a urro 11aHl)elll1

cana BaM casjeryjex Aa 6YAeTe pacrrOJlO)KeHI1, jep HI1 jenna nyura O,LInac nehe rrpOrraCTI1, OCI1M nabe, Jep OBe Hoh'H crane KOMe CJIY)KI1M, rosopehn: He 60j ce, ITaBJIe! J1 TI1 Mopaw eBO Bor TI1 je ,LIapOBaO CBe KOjl1 nnose ca T060M" AH~eJII1
DO)l(jl1 )I(eTeOU;I1:

He6ecKOM. J1 KOjl1 npl1MI1 jeAHo raKBO Al1jere y I1Me

Y CBOjOj rrpV1tIV10 cejasy 11ceaeay Iocnon J1cyc HaM npn-ry 0 KYKOJhY na IbI1BV1', a OH

60Jhe 611My 611110na otieca KaMeH BOAeHl1lJHI1 0 Bpar lberOB 11Aa norone

XPI1CTOC je 06jacHI10 OBY np'HtIy cBOj'HM YtIeHI1U;'HMa OBaKO: "J1 npxcryrrmne YtIeHV1U;'HIberoan rosopeha: 'ITpoTyMatI'H

lour je

peKao: "He 3a6palbyjTe

AjeU;11Aa nonase MeHI1, jep

neoecxo."

(To je aajsnpasnia

OCHOBa xpnurhaacxor

onrosapajyha petIe 11M: KOjV1 cnje ,LI06po cexe, OHO je CI1H tIOBjetIjl1; a IbV1Ba je
cBV1jeT; a A06po cexre CV1HOBV1y u;apCTBa, a KYKOJh CI1HOBV1 3JIa. A nenpnjaren, c cy KojV1 ra je nocnjao jecre baso: a )KeTBa je CBpweTaK CBeTa. A )KeTeOU;M cy aHl)eJII1!" 11xpaja.y CY,LI6V1HY (MaT. 13, 36-40). 3aT'HM je Iocnon Hcyc XPV1CTOC npopeKao

- npaaoheae

neue Iocnony J1cycy Xpncry) To je 11fJIaBHI1 pa3llor

BOJle I1WTI1Te neuy. ITcaJIMOneBau; Ka)Ke: "XBaJII1Te Iocnona na He6ecl1Ma, XBaJIJ1re ra aa BI1CI1HM.XBaJII1Te ra CBM anbenx a.eroan, XBaJIMTe ra CBe sojcxe lberOBe! (ITe. 148, 1-4). XBaJII1Te ra, cynue 11MeCetIe, XBaJII1Te ra CBe 3Be3,L1ecjajne!"

,LI06por V13JIOr cexeaa: "Kao WTO ce, AaKJIe, KYKOJh caonpa 11orlbeM ca)Kl1)Ke, TaKO he 6V1TV1 a rrOCJIeTKY osora sexa. Ilocnahe CV1HY.OBjetIV1jV1anhene csoje, V1ca6pahe u V13napcrsa n.erona CBe Ca611a3HV1 11OHe KojV1lJl1He oeaaxone.

H 6aU;V1he V1Xy neh

113je-

AHl)ellV1 cy noxaraxa CBeTV1M anOCTOJII1Ma V1 xpaurhanava OCHI1Balba Llpxse XpV1CTOBe 11Kp03 CBa noroisa spexeua. Ka,LI cy jespejcxn y npBOCBeWTeHI1U;11 3aTBOpJ11111 rrocrone a

O,LIcastor

orlbeHY;

onnje he 6V1TV1 nnas n mxpryr syria" (MaT. 13,40-43). AlIV1 V1npe xpaja npecYAa, WTO ce jacno 3aKJhytIyje 11JIa3apy: "A Ka,LIaYMpl1je Cl1pOMaX, O,LIHeCOwe ra

csera, MHOrl1Ma O,LIHac seh je nspe-rena BaHl)eJhCKe npl1tIe 0 ooraraury aHl)elll1 y napysje y aapysjy

y raMHI1U;y, anheo

bO)KjV1 nohy OTBOPV1Bpara TaMHV1u;e, OCJI060,LIV1I1X11pe-te V1M:"J1AI1Te V1CTaHV1Te

Aspaxoao: a YMpl1je V1ooraram, 11CaXpaHI1We ra. H y naKJIY,

xpany

na rOBOpl1Te HapOAY CBe pV1jelJV1osora )KV1BOTa." anocro-

HaJIa3ehV1 ce y MyKaMa, nOAI1)Ke OllV1csoje V1YfJIeAa V13AalleKa Aspaxa 11JIa3apa lberoBy. H OH nOBI1Ka V1pelJe: oxe Aspaxe, CMV1l1yj ce na Me 11nouran,n Aa MI1 paCXlIaAV1 je3}fK; jep ce Aa CBOjy (JIYKa, 16,22-25). 3anaMTV1 OH,LIa,0 sosene, JIa3apa aexa YMOlJl1 y BO,LIy BPX OA npCTa csojera Mylll1M y OBOMe nllaMeHy"

Ka,LIa je Ilap J1pOA, HaMeCHV1K Iananeje, npOrOHI10 U;pKBy, noryrino na JaKOBa 11V1CTO TaKO nasrepasao

na y6V1je anocrona Ilerpa, y TOMe ra je cnpe-mo anheo Iocnomsa: "AlIV1 O,LIjeAHoM y,LIapV1ra aaheo [OcrrO,LIIbI1, jep He Aa,LIecnase Eory, V16YAyhV1 V13je,LIeHOA u;pBa, V13AaxHy" (Ilena an. 12,23). Kana je l)aKoH <PV1l1V1nponosenao y CaMapV1jV1, pelJe My anheo [ocnO,LIIbV1: n "YcTaHV1 V1V1,L1V1 npeMa xnje uapnue ernoncxe,

BetIV1TY CYA6V1HYcaM ce6V1 onpehyjem y OBOM cBeTy. OA retie 3aBV1CV1, ,LIa1IV1 hew 6V1TV1anhencxa I1JIV1,LIeMOHCKa)KeTBa. )J,06po je BepoBaTV1 y MV1110CTbO)Kjy, ann HaAaTV1ce y MV1110CT bO)Kjy, a AaJhe rpewV1TV1 V1He KajaTV1 ce, jecre npaBO ooroxyaCTBO. EBo, WTa V1caM CrraCV1TeJhrOBOpV1 0 norpecn 6V1BapaAOCT npen aHl)ellV1Ma DO)KjV1M360r jennora noxajan.a:

Iyry

na nyr KOjV1CV1l1a3V1 ,LIIepycamoaa y [a3Y; OH je nYCT. O KaHAa-

J1 YCTaBWV1 nohe, J1 me, lloBjeK ETV1onJhaHV1H, YWKOnJheHI1K, anacreann

"Iaxo, Ka)l(eM BaM,

WTO 6V1jawe HaA CBI1Ma lbe311HI1M pI13HI1u;aMa, KojV16jewe

rpeWHV1Ka KOjV1ce xaje" (JIYKa,

nourao y Iepycamor xao nOKlIOHI1K" (Ilena 8, 26-28). Taxo cy aHl)elll1 noaarana anOCTOllV1Ma y wV1pelby Ieaanhen.a y y,LIaJheHI1M 3eMJhaMa. JeAaH PI1MCKV1O<jlV1U;V1p OpHl1l1V1je, Ka,LIa ce MOJIV10 OKO Tpl1 can K n030Be Ilerpa V13lone na ra nOKpCTI1. Ilocne Ilerpose novorao je urxpeise jenner cYHtIaHOr AaHa no nO,LIHe, jaBV1 My ce y BV13V1jl1anheo bO)Kjl1 KOjl1 My petIe ,LIa npOnOBeAI1 Kopnnnxje ce nOKpCTV1caCBV1Mca CBOM nopOAI1l\OM CBOjOM. J1 Y OBOM oryxajy aaheo [ocnOAIbV1 l\pKBe XpV1CTOBe Mel)y He3Ha60wl\I1Ma. ITaBlIe ca CBOjV1M npaTI10l\V1Ma nYTOBao nahox sa onyja V13anpeTI1 na nOTOnl1
)J,OK je CBeTV1anocron

15, io; TewKo OHI1Ma Kojl1 yMl1py 6e3 noxajan,a, EBo BpllO cTporor yn030pelba Xpl1WhaHV1Ma y Be311ca noxajan.ea Koje yrryhyje anocron Ilerap: "[ep KaA Bor He nourrenje anhene KOjl1 carpeWV1we, Hero I1X 6au;V1 y OKOBe MpaKa naxnenora, V1
npe,LIaAe Aa ce tIyBajy aa CYA; 11He nourrenje CTapV1CBl1jeT, Hero CatIYBa nponosjenaa csnier 6e360)KHl1tIKV1; HI1Ka npaB,LIe Hoja 11ce,LIMOpo C IbV1M, 11aasene noron

V1rpaAOBe COAOM 11[OMOp OCYAI1Hd rrponaCT V1y nerreo npeTBOpV1, nOCraBI1BWI1 I1X aa npV1Mep 6y,LIyhV1M 6e360)KHI1U;I1Ma" (II ITeTp. 2, 4-7). Iocnon he 6l1TI1 Malbe MV1110CTI1BnpeMa OHI1Ma, KOjl1 cy caMO no V1MeHY xpmuhana, ,LIellV1Macy cnyre basoncxe, KaAKaA OHV1noxaayjy a CBojOM petIjy V1

PI1M, nOAI1)Ke ce na MOPY sennka

nahy.

Belll1KJ1

3HaKe xajan,a, xao JYAa, allV1 TO

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06WIHO 611Banpexacno:

"Iep he noha Om l{oBje'Ijl1 y ClIaBI1 Oua csojera CaHl)elll1-

KaKO onna MO)l(eMO 6l1TI1 jeAHaKI1 aHl)eJII1Ma, rrpOClIaBI1Telhl1Ma XpI1CTa, MI1 Kojl1 ra cBaKoAHeBHo XylIl1MO 11Bpel)aMo CBOjl1M rpecnaa. Ilpe csera XPI1CTOC rOBOpl1 BepHI1Ma 11OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy C lhy6aBlhY I1CrrYlhaBalIl1 3arrOBeCTI1 Iberose: "J1 noanara rsyfiaa XPI1CTOBY xoja rrpeBa31111a311pa3yM, Aa 611 CTe ce I1crryHl1lIl1 ce OHAa, 'IyjMO IlITa jenaa OKO He BI1Aje, 11yxo He '-Iy, 11Y cp,-\e CBaKOM rrynohoa DO)l(jOM" (Ecp. 3, 19). Yreunoao 611arOBeCHl1K He6eCKI1X TajHI1 xaxe: "Illro Klhy'I rajne: OHI1 Kojl1 nourryjy crsopeisa, CY3a:

Ma cBOjI1M, 11rana he Y3BpaTI1TI1 CBaKOMe rro Ajelll1Ma l-berOBI1M" (MaT. 16,27).

Ilpyrn
!J:pyrl1 nonaaax Ha}:1 nehaaov

,lJ;OJIa3aK XPHCTOB

Iocnona J1cyca Xpl1CTa noxasahe ce y csoj CBOjOj senarrpBor nonacxa Apyror AOJIaCKa nojasnno "MHOIliTBO aahena" 11 CBOjOM rreCMOM

'IaHCTBeHOCTI1 11ApaMaTI1'IHOCTI1. !J:OK ce rrpl1l1l1KOM a.eroaor BI1TlIejeMcKoM CaOrrlllTI1JIO uajpanocnnjy sne: "Iep he caM BeCT, AOTJIe he rrpl1JII1KOM rseronor ca

'IOBjeKY He nohe, OHO rrpl1rrpeMI1 Bor OHI1Ma KOjl1 ra lhy6e" (I Kop. 2, 9). OBAe je 11BOlle Dora, 6l1JIO na cy aahencxa 111I11lhYAcKa jeAHaKI1 cy npen DorOM. Y TOM CMI1ClIY, raxohe, MI1 Ha311BaMO anhene

OBa CJII1Ka 611Tl1 AaJIeKO BeJII1'IaHCTBeHl1ja. EBO IlITa 0 TOMe rnune anOCTOlI ITa-

aamoa crapnjov

opahoa, nourryjyhn ax 11MOlIehl1l1M ce 113OBe Hallie AOlIl1He

Iocnon

sanosjeurhy,

rnacosr

apxanhena

11ca Tpy60M DmKjoM

CBeTI1 apxanhemi 11aHl)elIl1, MOlIl1Te ce Dory sa Hac

rpeurae,

cl1hl1 C netia, 11rrpBo he MpTBI1 y Xpl1CTy BacKpcHYTI1" (I COlI. 4,16). Iocnon he

rnacox rpytia apxanhencxnx caxymrrn

3eMa1hCKa, ca jennor cynue y Ilapcrny

csoje 113a6paHl1Ke ca CBa 'IeTl1pl1 BeTpa xao

xpaja 3eMlhe na APYfl1; rana he rrpaBeAHI1,-\11 sacxjarn

Oua csojera. Tana he MHOIliTBO anhena aa I-bI1BI1 Iocnomsoj

rrOKa3aTI1 clIY)l(6y CBOjy DO)l(l1jl1X xcerenaua.

*
AlIl1 HajY3BI1ll1eHl1ja sarpana xojy je XPI1CTOC rrpeAcKa3ao 113a6paHI1'-\I1Ma ua 11rrpaBeAHI1,-\I1Ma CBOjI1M, KOjl1 cy )l(I1BelIl1 rro Iberoaoa JeBaHl)elhY 11crpanana sa Hsera na 3eMlhI1, jecre HarpaAa Aa he 611Tl1paBHI1 aHl)elIl1Ma. Onrosapajyha lIYKaBa rnrraisa npaocseurreaaxa 11Kl-bl1)1(eBHI1Ka jeapejcxax 'Il1ja he ua OHOMeCBeA06l1TI1 onaj sjex 11 He MOry yMpl1jeTI1, (JIyKa, 20, 113e61-b0M.

TY 6l1TI1 )l(eHa xoja je aa 3eMlhl1l1MaJIa ceAMopl1,-\Y MY)l(eBa, Iocnon 11MOArOBOpl1: "CI1HOBI1 osora sjexa )l(eHe ce 11ynajy, a KOjl1 ce ynocrojmue aacxpceu,e 113MPTBI1X, HI1TI1 ce )l(eHe, HI1TI1 ce YAajy;

Iep nmue

jep cy xao aHl)elIl1 11CI1HOBI1cy DO)l(I1jl1 KaA cy CI1HOBI1sacxpceaxja"

34-37). Cnyurajyhn OBe pexa, MI1 ce ncnyaaaaao crpaxononrrosaaea

KaKO MO)l(eMO 6l1Tl1 paBHI1 aHl)elIl1Ma? ITI1CaHOje 0 aHl)elIl1Ma: "Eor crane na caoopy DO)l(jeM, ycpen 60rOBa 113pe'Ie CYA" (Ilc, 82, 1). Heurro Aalhe: "PeKOX, 60rOBl1 CTe, 11 CI1HOBI1saunsera CBI1" (Ilc, 82, 6). Hapasno, aHl)elIl1 ce aasasajy 60roBI1Ma, He rro csojoj 60)l(aHcKoj rrpl1poAI1,

neh rro

CBOMe rrpl1CHOM 0AHOCY ca DorOM. Kako IhYAI1 !J:aBI1A Ka)l(e 0 aHl)elll1Ma:

MOry 611Tl1ca I-bI1Ma?A eBO IlITa ncanvoneaau

YKpazucHu 611uciJ1a6oM llCU0iJ10M, C6U aHljcllu C6cgpJICuiJ1clba, npU611uJlCa6ajy cc HCU3pC~U60j nC6ajyhu My gaH U Hoh,

cnaeu

XpuciJ1a.

EllafoCl106CH CU, Iocuoqe, 3aY6CK.

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)KJ1BOT IIOCJIJ1JE )KJ1BOTA

(J1cKYCTBa npaBOCrraBHHX

YAJ-to AOAelheH Y OHOM cBMjeTY, M Aa JIM ce YAOCTOjM aexe MMJIOCTMM paAOCTM OA Bora 360r csor ycpnnor MOlhaille npenonorinor CIIY>KeIM

xpmnhana)

Crapuy.

Pa3MMIlllhajyhM

0 TOMe, OH 'leCTO

BaCMJIMja na My xaxce IllTO je ca AYillOM npenonoone

Teonope.Iep je 'lBPCTO BepOBao na je TO rr03HaTO yroAHMKy BO>KMjeM BaCMJIMjy. V1 nourro '-IeCTO M CBecpAHO MOlhaille 0 TOMe CBeTOra Crapua, Crapau najsan,
He >KeJIehM Aa O>KaJIOCTMcsor AYXOBHor CMHa, rrOMOJIM ce aa a.era My orxpnje IllTO je C TeOAopOM. V1re HohM AOK je cnasao, Iparopaje
06MTelhM,

Iocnony,

Aa

BMAe Y CHY

Hpo rojepej Ceprnje qeTBepU:KoB HAll CE )I(J1BOT HE 3ABPllABA 3EMHJ1M IIOCTOJAlhEM

nOpeA, npnue 0 /lasapy M 60raralllY,

6JIa>KeHY TeOAOpy Y csernoj BaCMJIMja, xoja je 6JIMCTaJIa 6JIara. Y roj csery,

>K,18M 06MTelhM

cnpean.enoj

OA Bora aa npenonotinor MOJIMTBaMa yroA06MTelhM

neriecxoa

CJIaBOM M 6MJIa rrperrYHa HeMCKa3aHMX

npenonoona

Teonopa 6M nacrarsena

HMKa Eoxjer, jep My MHoro rOAMHa rrOCJIY>KMYCPAHO M TPYAOlhy6MBO Y OBOM rra ce CBeTMM MOJIMTBaMa lherOBMM YAOCTOjM na Y n.erosoj 6JIarOClIOBeHMM >KMBOTOM. BMAeBillM 6JIa>KeHY na

Iocnon

H y APYfHM CBOjMM pe'lHMa

oTKpHBa TaJHe He6ecKor >KHBOTa. Taxo, OH rOBopH ArrOCrOJIMMa: "Inenajre na He6eCHMa CTaJIHO rnenajy JIMl\e Oua Mora Hetiecxora" (Mr. 'lH, npso, na neua HMajy AHl)eJIe - syaape,

Teonopy, Ipnropnje

ce

He rrpe3peTe jennora OA MalIHX OBHX (neue), jep BaM Ka>KeM na AHl)eJIIIlhHXOBH

oripanosa,

M YTeillM ce lheHOM AyroM 6ecjeAoM xao na jasn. OH je yrrMTa, KaKO

18, 10), To 3Hanjeuy npen oojaunsasa

ce pa3JIY'lM OA rena, KaKO rrpe>KMBe MYKy CMPTHY, IllTO na CMPTHOM 'lacy BMAe, M KaKO npohe MMMO AYXOBa Y Ba3AYxy. A OHa My CTaAe Ka3MBaTM OBaKO: lJeAo Iparopnje, 0 crpaumoj CTBapM Me naraur, Y>KaCHO M cerara je ce tse, jep BMAex JIMl\a soja HMKaA HMcaM 6MJIa BMAeJIa,M 'lyx pe'lM xoje HMKaA HMcaM 6MlIa 'lyJIa. 11 urra Aa Ka>KeM?360r nena MojMX cpeTOille Me rana orraCHOCTH M CTpaXOTe, KaKBMMa ce HMcaM nanana, aJIH, MOIIHTBaMa M noxrohjy naurer 3ajeAHM'lKOr oua npenonotinor ynao Y
BelIMKM

H Apyro, na OBH nmrre

Boroa OA OHHX KO!H HX nonaxcaaajy,

Onrosapajyhn

na JIYKaBo mrrau.e canyxeja

o ~,eHH KOJOMce, JeAaH aa ApyrHM, >KeHMJIOceAMopo 6pahe He6y (Mr.

Iocnon

Aa o"BacKpcelhY HMTM ce >KeHe, HHTH ce ynajy, seh cy xao AHl)eJIH DO>KMjMna

22, 30). THM KparKHM 06jaIlllhelhHMa 0 3arp06HoM >KHBory xoja ce cpehy aa smue Mecra y Ieaanhen.y, rrOAM>Ke ce AOHeKJIe sanjeca ca isera M
oTKpHBaJY ce iseroae rajne.

BacMIIMja, CBe TO nocrane JIaKO. KaKO Aa TM H3pa3HM, '-IeAO,renecne oran., rra ropeo M ronno ce M y rrerreo ce 06paTMO, TaKO CaMpTHe rpeIllHMl\MMa

nanse, cTpaXOTY M MyKY xoje CHaJIa3e onora KOjM yMMpe? [ep xao KaA 6M KO aar MyKe M ropKH 'lac pasnysen,a PYille xosexa. 3aMcTa je CMpT crpauuia xao IllTO caM ja, jep Mja 'lMlhaX rpexe, a aa npasenna AeJIa He 3HaM.

Bnaacena Teonopa KA3J1BAlhE 0 MJ1TAPCTBJ1MA

113 ")[(uwuja ApxuMaHgpuw [yciuuu CBeWUX 3a MapW", DOaOBUn, oqnoua« U3

Kana

ce, AaKJIe, O'lM

~toj >KHBOTrrpH6JIM>KM xpajy, M HaCTaAe 'lac pa3JIY'lelha OA rena, ja BMAex rne OKO oApa Mor CTOjM MHOIllrBO hasona JIMl\a MM 6exy l\pHa xao yralh M xarpan, xao >KepaBMl\e, a nomen TaKO cTpalllaH xao M caM rtaxao onsenn. rpajarn M noaeru.y xao ncn, rpeha saenjaxy ~Ie 0AMax rrporyrajy. II orsapaxy xao BYl\M, '-IeTBpTH rpoKTaxy

11 OHM cranoure

JlCuwuja apeuogo6HO! Bacunuia HOBO! (26, Mapw) bJIa>KeHa Teonopa, xoja MHoro rrOCJIY>KHnpenonoonoa npHMM MOHalllKH :HH, npecrasn HM Je OHa 6HJIa nocpennxua AO'leKHBallle,

CTBapaTH: jeAHM pnxaxy xao MapBa M 3BepOBM, APYfH najaxy xao CBHlhe, H CBH 6eCHO AOJIa3aK aexor CYAMje,

Bacanajy, nourro
To

rnenaxy Y MeHe, rrpehaxy MM, HaBalhMBaxy na MeHe mxpryhyhn 3y6MMa, >KelhHMna

ce xa Iocnony (BHAH nOA 30. Ael\eM6poM).

11 crrpeMaxy xaprnje kao osexyjyha

O>KaJIOCrH CBe KOJH MMal)axy AYXOBHY lhy6aB rrpeMa CBerOM Crapuy, nourro KOA rsera. A OHa, KpOTKa H MHJIOCrHBa, XPMCTOC lhy6aBlhY Ho [pMropHje 3a>KeJIe Aa A03Ha lhy6HBa M l\eJIOMYApeHa, H .nYHa AYXOBHor auan,a, CBe nocernoue H 6JIarHM pHJeIllHMa reuraure. rA)e ce no npeCraBlhe!bY CBOM HaJIa3H npenonoona

KlhMre y KojMMa 6exy onncana

CBa Moja 3JIa AeJIa. Tana ytiora nyura

sroja oetue y BelIHKOM crpaxy

H TperreTy. 11 MaJIO MM 6exy caMpTHe MYKe, Hero MM

II raj rp03HM rrpM30p CTpaIllHMX H onaxax

hasona oeiue xao npyra CBecrpalllHa

CMpT. Onspahax O'lM TaMo-aMO, Aa He fIIeAaM lhMXOBa cTpalllHa JIHl\a, HMTH HM mac 'lyjeM, alIM MX He Morox H36ehH, jep 6e36poj lhMX BMAjex cBYAa KaKO ce Aepy

Teonopa, H KaKaB joj je

70
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71

By!qy,

Y!

He 6ewe HY!Kora ,n:aMY! noxorue. Y raxsoj

MY!

HeBOJhY!,CBa Y!3HeMoma, ja
06JIY!KY

MeraHY!ja uarrpamoia

M nohaa 6,n:elba o,n:p)!{aJIa, Y! xana caM 01\ cplla Y3,n:axHYJIa Y!

yrnenax rne

,n:OJIa3e ,n:BaCBeTJIOHOCHaAHl)eJIa Eo)!{ja y

,n:Y!BHMX MJIa,n:M-

Bory, Y! kana

caM nnasana 360r rpeXOBa CBOjY!X,Y! Ka,n:acaM ncnoneztana

Y!

Bory

rrpe,n:

ha, qMjy je JIerrOTY HeMoryhe MCKa3aTM. 11MlIa MM 6exy BeOMa cserna, Oqy! - rryHe Jhy6aBM, xoca na rnasa xao cner 6ella ca 3JIaTaCTY!M npemrsau.ea, oneha Y!M 6ewe xao Mylha, 311aTHY!Mnojacnaa 6exy KPCTOJIY!KOonacana rrpeKO rpyna. ITpY!611M)!{MBWM ce MOMe o,n:py, OHM cranoure C Moje necne crpaae, TYlXO paarosapajyha HeWTO Mel)y C060M. Kan Y!X BY!,n:ex,cplle MM ce oopanoaa, Y! ja BeCeJIO rnenax y lhY!X. A OHMlIPHY! hasona, BM,n:eBWMMX ysnpxrauie, M oncryrnnue nonan,e. VI je,n:aH CBeTJIOHOCHMMJIa,n:MhMM ,n:OBMKHy: "0 6eCTY!,n:HY!,rrpOKJIeTM, MpalJHY! Y! 31106HM aenpajaren.n pona Jhy,n:CKor! 3aWTO csarna BM rrpBM ,n:OTpqMTe KO,n:OHY!X KOjY!
yMMpy M, nanajyh«

,n:YXOBHY!M OlleM rpexe csoje caM aa

ncnaurrana, MJIY! WTO caM ,n:06po yqY!HY!JIa 6JIM)!{lheM, Y! WTO ce HY!caM HaJbyTy!JIa na aenpajaren.a, Y! WTO
Y!

Y!CKpeHO ce aa lhY!X xajana

orpnena

HeKY yBpe,n:y

Y!

3JIOCTaBJbalhe, Y! WTO HY!caM 3110rraMTY!JIO,Y! WTO caM WTO caM ce rrOHY!3Y!JIa,Y! WTO caM Ha,n:Tyl)OM HecpeY!

3JIO

1\06pY!M

yaspahana,
Y!

Y!

hOM Y3,n:aXHYJIaY! ca)!{aJIY!JIa ce, YTeWY!JIa nna-mora,

WTO caM caocernna

Y!

ca rraTHMlIMMa, WTO Oqy! csoje

Y!

WTO caM o,n:

Y!

WTO caM KOMe nonorna,

WTO caM HeKOMe y 1\06pOM njeny

rtpanoaorna,
TaWTYlHe, ce I\a
Y!X

Y!

WTO caM
Y!

nexor on 3JIa o,n:BpaTy!JIa, Y!

oxpenyx
Y!

Y! WTO je3Y!K

CBOjY3,n:p)!{aX on KlIeTBe, JIa)!{Y!, KJIeBeTe Y! rrpa3HOClIOBJba; HajMalha ,n:06pa nena, CBeTY!AHl)ellY! caonpaxy,
MojY!M 3JIY!M

npexy,

rrJIaWMTe M cxryhyjere CBaKY ,n:ywy xoja ce

paanyxyje

CBa ,n:pyra Moja, qaK CTaBe aa urxpryraxy

CKY!X Y!

crrpeMaxy

on rena? AJIM,

HeMojTe ce MHoro

panosam,

je ca OBOM ,n:YWOM Eoxje MMlIocpl)e,

osne aehere aaha M HeM a BaM y aoj y,n:eJIa!... "

jep

HI1WTa, rrOWTO

repasnje nacynpor
jep cy

,n:eJIY!Ma. l)aBOJIY!, BY!,n:ehY! O, A T

Y!3

na MeHe 3y6Y!Ma,

)!(eJIeJIY!

,n:aMe O,n:Maxnorpaoe

pyKy AHl)eJI-

Kan TO AHl)eo pese, o,n:Max ce ,n:eMoHMycxoaeuiaure, nanajyha CI1JIHYnpexy M BMKy. VI cranoure Y!3HOCMTM311anena Moja o,n:MlIa,n:oCTll yqY!lheHa, H rOBopaxy: "HMwTa y lhOj HeMaMo, je M re rpexe?" JIY!?

O,n:ByKy na ,n:HOnaxna.

Y TO BpeMe TaMO ce HeolJeKY!BaHO nojasa

Y!

A OBM rpecM qY!jY! cy? He yqHHH JIH OHa re amr HY!je

pelJe CBeTY!M AHl)eJIy!Ma: MOjoj.

Y!3

"Iocnono

Moja, OBa MY! je

npenonooan nyuia
MY!

orau Haw Bacannje,

Taxo

BHqyhH OHH OqeKHBaxy CMpT. VI me, CMpT HaHl)e pHqyhY!

crapocrn

Crora

ce aa lhy

MOJIY!M

Bory, Y! OH

je

nooryaorna y nonapa". - PeKaBWM

MHoro
Y!

xao nas, BeOMa CTpaWHa rro M3rne,n:y, HeKaKO je lIy!qMJIa na xoaexa, OHa MM o,n:Max npahe CBa ycrpece,
JIe)!{Y!

TO, OH y!3Byqe

cBOjY!X He,n:apa lIpBeHY Kecy rryHy 6JIara,

BY!

,n:a,n:ee CBeTY!M AHj

Y! 3JIY!

MMalla Meca na TeJIy, CBa je 6HJIa CaCTaBJheHa o,n:rOJIHX KOCTY!jy Jhy,n:CKHX VI ...

l)eJIy!Ma rosopehn:

"Kana 6y,n:e rrpOJIa3Y!JIa Ba3,n:YWHa MY!TapcTBa,

je

,n:yCY!

... Hanpasn

y saunr HeKY TeqHOCT,

npnaece

Mil je YCTYlMa

CTaHY Y!cTja3aBaTY! OBY ,n:ywy, 6JIaro,

Y!

orxynzsyjre
MY!

OBY!M Y!

on

lheHY!X

nyrosa. Iep

M HaTepa Me ,n:aje nonnjea. Ho raj nanarax AHl)ellY! yserue

6ewe TaKO ropaK, ,n:ace nyma Moja

6JIaro,n:ahy EO)!{jOM ja caM 60raT. CBOjY!M 3HojeM OBY Kecy noxnatsax

3JIY! Y!

Tpy,n:OM ca6pao caM BellY!KO

H Y!CKOlJHY!3 TeJIa xao CHlIOM Y!CTprHYTa. VI o,n:Max je CBeTlIOHOCHY!

osoj ,n:ywY! xoja

je rrocJIY)!{Y!JIa". -: ITOWTO TO

na cnoje

pyxe. VI oCBpHyBWH ce aasan ja BY!,n:exTeJIO Moje rae

Y!

pelJe, OH one. A xyxn.asy,

,n:ycY!, BY!,n:eBWY!TO, 6exy y He,n:oYMY!lIY!. 3aTY!M y,n:apY!we y

MPTBO, HeOCeTJhMBO Y! HerrOMMqHO. Kao Ka,n:HeKO csyse csoje oneno

6a-

nocraure HeBY!,n:JbY!BY!. YTOM oner Aol)e yro,n:HY!K Eo)!{jY! BaOlJIMje,

IIH ra, rra rnena ua n.era, TaKO H ja rnenax aa csoje reno xao na oneno xoje caM CBYKJIa. VIlJyl)ax ce BeOMa. JJ:OKcy Me CBeTM AHl)eJIY! ,n:p)!{allH, OrrKOJIY!we Hac MHorH l)aBOJIY!, By!qyhM:

;.I,OHeBWY!ca C060M MHoro

cynoaa nyanx

qY!CTor

jeneja

Y!

cxynonenor

MY!pa. M

oraapajyhn
MY!oMMpa, rrO):l06HM cspunrre TaM,)
Y!

jenan aa ,n:pymM OH Y!X M311Y! aa MeHe, Y! ja ce Y!crryHY!x nyxosnor ocernx KaKO ce rrpoMeHY!x Y! nocranox BeOMa CBeTJIa. Tana Ilpepeqe CBeTY!M AHl)eJIy!Ma:

"Ia nyiua HMa MHOWTBO rpexosa, OHa Mopa ,n:aHaM onrosapa!" - M nokasaaaxy noopa l\eJIa, H nahoure, KOJIY!KO caM 6Y!JIa yqY!HY!lIa: MY!lIOCTY!lhY WTO cax y,n:e/lll/la yriornaa, HlIH caM fJIai-\HOI'a
Moje rpexe. A CBeTY!AHl)ellM CTa,n:OWe Tpa)!{HTM Moja Y!lIH )!{e,n:Hora

oner
-

"Iocnono

Moja,

OBOj nyma,

onna

je

onsennre

y ,n:OMKOjY! MY! je

xana CBe WTO rperia on Bora yroronrsen ,n:a

)!{MBY!".

PeK3BWY! TO, OH nocrane HeBY!AJbY!B.A CBen1 Anhen« Me yserue,

naxpaaana,
rrpY!My!JIa
Y! Y!

aanojnna,
Y! noaorna

HlIH

ronora onenyna,

Y!JIY!

crpanua

y ,n:OM
MJIM

11HI)3cMO rro Ba31\YXY na MCTOK.

yrocrnna,

Y!1IY!

CBeTY!Ma rrOCJIY)!{Y!JIa, Y!JIM 60JIeCHY!Ka nocernna,

Y!M; Y!JIY!

cysose y TaMHY!IIY! 06Y!wJIa TBe Y! necae,

Y!JIH

Ka,n:caM C ycphe« y lIPKBY OTY!WJIa

MOJIY!-

,.
CBaKOMe ;:(alhY
Y!

ca YMMJIelheM H CY3aMa ce MOllY!JIa, Y!JIY! caM rra)!{JhY!BOCJIywaJIa upxseae caM ,n:OHeJIa lIPKBY! raajan H csehe
Y! Y!JIY! HeKY! Y!KOHe

xpmuhaanny
y CBe

na

CBeTOM xpurreisy

Bor

,n:ol\eJbyje AHl)eJIa qyY!

,n:pym rrOKJIOH, Y!JIM rr060)!{HO ue-

Bapa, KojY! HeBH,n:JbMBOlJyBajyhY! xoaexa,

yrryhyje

ra aa CBaKO 1\06po ,n:eJIOY!

caM jenej canana y KaH,n:Y!JIa rrpe,n:CBeTY!MY!KOHaMa; Y!1IY! caM JIHBaJIa; Y!JIY! WTO caM rrOCTY!JIacpe,n:y H nerax

nohy

naae

)!{Y!BOTa a.erosa

CBe 1\0 CMpTHor qaca,

sanacyje

CBe CBeTe rrOCTOBe; Y! KOJIY!KO caM

caa A06pa nena n.erosa

WTO ylJl1HY! Y OBOM )!{Y!BOTY, Aa 6M AOTMqHY! qOBeK

IT"

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M

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:~·Ql!O OJ [OCfIoAa Ml1lIOCT 11BeLJHYHarpaAY Y UapCTBY He6eCKOM. MCTO TaKO ;~ i\Ht'3 raae, )!(elIetm Aa cas pOA lhYACKI1 0AByqe Y CBOjy noraoao, ::L,jt'JHOr
~3.1

seh

ce rrpM6JlI1)!(M CMPTM,KaA BMAe oAap CBOj oxpyxcen AeMoHM-

onpehyje

31I0r nyxa CBaKOMe qOBeKY, Kojl1 CTalIHO rrpaTI1 xoaexa, MOTPI1 na

a.ercsa 31Ia AelIa, ua xoja ra lIYKaBCTBI1Ma CBOjl1M 1160API1, 11CKYIma CBe rne ce CBaKI1 rpex sanncyje, re cy TaKO CBMMa Ba3AywHMM

3.10 !llTO qOBeK yql1HI1. 3aTI1M CBe re rpexe qOBeKOBe OAHOCI1onrosapajyhua .\Il!TapCTBI1Ma, KHt'30BHMa

nosnarn

CBM rpecM CBI1XlhYAM rro lIelIoMe

csery.

M KaA ce

nyura

PJ3Jlyql1 OA rena, 11XI1Ta Aa Y3111)ena He60 K TBOPllY CBOM, rana je OHI1 nexa-

crusua

cnpesasajy,

noxaayjyhn aanncane rpexe a.ene. M aKO Aywa MMa snure

J06pl1x AeJla Hero rpeXOBa, OHM je He Mory 3aAP)!(aTI1. Ilponahy 1I11nax KOA Ihe BMWe rpexosa
II

KOjM cy ce cnpeaann Aa YXBaTe lheroBY nymy M Aa je HM3BeAY y aA. YTO ce nojaamue TpM Anhena. JeAaH on IhI1X crane xpaj onpa M nose na ce rrperrMpe OKO nyure ca HajoABpaTHMjMM AeMoHoM, KOjM je Ap)!(ao OTBOpeHY KIhMry, y xojo] cy 6111IM sanacann CBM rpajecn CBeWTeHMKOBM. Y Mel)YBpeMeHY Aol)e APYfl1 CBeWTeHMK,Aa na 6paTy nocsemse IT pnxeinhe . Ilose ncnosxjecr. DOlIecHMK, ynpaaisajyha yrmaurene OqM y KIhMry, rrpoM3HoCMO je ca caMooApl1l1alheM csoje rpnjexe, xao M36allyjyh]i[]i[X Jl3 ce6e M - urra je BMAMO? JaCHo je B]i[A]i[OAa TeK WTO 6]i[ ]i[3rOBOpMo HeKM csoj rpnjex, osaj 6M MWLJe3aO]i[3 AeMoHoBe KIhMre, y KOjOj je yMjecTo sarnrca ocrajana 6jelIMHa. Ha raj Haq]i[H OHje

Hero A06pMX nena, OHM je sanpxasajy aa M3BeCHO BpeMe, sarsapajy y TaMHMlIY HeBMl)elha bora, M Myqe je, YKOJlMKO MM CMlIa bO)!(ja Aa je Myqe, CBe AOK
M

M36p]i[cao

ncnoajemhy

Jl3 ojecoacxe KIhJlre CBe rpnjexe

csoje

M,

A06J1BWJI ncujelhYAMMa

lhelhe, ocrarax CBOjMXnaaa, rrpOBeo je y Ay60KOM noxajaisy, npasajyhn paA]i[ Ih]i[XOBOr Ha3]i[Aalha 0 B]i[l)eIhY, aaneaahenosr

nonyurra
rpewHa

ra nyiua

MOlIMTBaMa UpKBe M MMlIOCTMlhaMa

qYAeCHMM ]i[ClIjelhelheM.

CBOjMX 61IM)!(IhMX

He 6YAe MCKyrrlheHa. AKO ce

nax xoja nyura nahe

TOlIMKO

OABpaTHa Bory, Aa joj HeMa sane na crtacen,e, neh je sesna nornoao

oxexyje, OHMje 0AMax Hl13BOAe y 6e3AaH, rne je M IhMMa cnpesoseao MeCTO3a sexne MYKe, M TaMO je npsce AO Apyror nonacxa Iocnonaer, nocne xora he ce OHa ca TeJlOM CBOjMM sajenao ca IhI1Ma MyLJMTMy rraKlIY onseaoa. 3Haj jour M OBO: OBMM nyrea ynase, M ncriasaaajy ce, cavo OHM KojM cy BepOM M CBeTMM xpurren.ea npocaeheun, a HeBepHMlIM He3Ha60)!(HM MAolIorrOKlIOHMlIM, M MyClIMMaHM, M
CBM Tyl)M

Tarjana CJ1JIA J1CYCOBE MOJIJ1TBE

MOHaXJ1lba

(113 xteuie 'TIpaBOCJIaBHa qYAa y 20. BJ1jeKY", (BeCKa 4, Mocxea 1993) Ilocnnje jyraprser npasxna y 5 CaTJIyjYTPO, TeK WTO caM ycnnjena Aa rrpMJlerueM paAJI rrpeAaxa, KaA

Bory,

OBaMO He AOlIa3e. y aAY.

Iep jour aa

)!(MBOTa y

TelIY

OHM

cy AywaMa CBojMM norperienn

nose

He06MqHO Bl1l)elhe.

Bnnjex ce6e

Ilerepoypry

o MOJIJ1TBJ13A YMPJIE J13HAQAJY IIPJ1JECMPTHOr IIOKAJAlhA

CnYTlA] CEOCKOr CBElJlTEHJ1KA
AKO 'IOBjeK rro MCTMHM ncnoaajena rpaiexe M xaje ce sa yqMlheHo 3JlO,lherOBJI rpnjecn 6MBajy HeBI1AMBO M36pl1CaHl1MI1JlOcpl)eM bO)!(l1jMM, 11xazra lherOBa rrynra O\'Jt' AOBeAeHarrpeA saanyume MyqJlTelhe (AeMoHe, 6jecoBe), KOjM he pacTBopMTM csoie Klhl1re, OHM y IhMMa HMWTa nehe HahM, rra je nehe MohM HM O>KaliOCTMTM HM \'(TpaWIITI1, ]i[ nyma he C panoiuhy Y31Ia3MTM K Ilpecrony Bnaronarn, IlOMeHI1MO clIeAehM cnysaj, norahaj rOTOBO HaM caspeaen (19. BMjeK - llPIl~1. npnp.),

aa BaOllheBCKOM OCTpBy. Cnpeaajyhn ce Aa rrol)eM na CJly)!(6y y Ca60pHY lIPKBY Cserora HI1KOJle, 06yKOX MOHaWKe xarsaae ]i[ MaHT]i[jy M cenox y Malle KOq]i[je. M3HeHaAa, ooperox ce na HeKaKBOM MpaqHOM rpry, OA cTpaxa 11y)!(aca rposinrsano caM ce OCBpTalia xac aa jeAHY -rac na APYry cTpaHy, Tpa)!(ehl11131Ia3 M3 Tor nonoxaja. OAjeAHoM BMAMM:MAY Ha crornae lhYAI1. MCKlhyq]i[BO "Ml1pjaHM", a lI]i[lIa 11MMpaqHa, y6]i[jeHa Bje'IHOM ryrca, xao ]i[ MeHM.
Ko CTe B]i[? rr]i[TaM ]i[X. OH]i[ OArOBOpI1We:

- Ma CMOnonyr retie, y MaruoBelhY rrpeWlI]i[ y BjeqHOCT! Illra caM y TOM TpeHyTKy ocjerana, HeMoryhe je ormcaral Crpax 11TperreT oananann cy Mojl1M 6]i[heM. Ty MJI npahe HeK]i[ cBMjeTJlI1 My>K, LJJlje je Jll1l1e ocrajano CKp]i[BeHOy cjajy KOjMM je 3pa'I111I0, M peqe:
CJll1jeAI1 Me! 3aTMM Me rroBeAe - Ka MMrapCTBMMa.
6MlIe

Y
nocrojn

OKOlIl1HM rpana
HeKOlIMKO

Bonorne

HalIa311 ce BelIl1KO ceno, Kytieackoje,

y KOMe

napoxnja, Pa3601IM ce jennora AaHa jenaa OA napoxajcxnx

BOAMOMeje Kp03 wyMe, CTerre M aexe 3rpaAe. Crene cy

'.1 ca~1 ocjehana

6e3rpaHI1'IHe

na caM rrpewJla

M3

sexnor >KMBOTay 3arp06HM, all 11aecnpexma,

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HeOlleKI1BaHO. 3aTl1M Me YBeAe Y cooy, y xojoj ce HaJIa3l1JIO MHOIilTBO "Ml1pjaHa": MYIilKapalla

1160JlOM.

Iboj ce Hl1jeCI1 HaYlll1JIa. Kp03 Ty MOnl1TBY yceJhaBa ce 6JIarOAaT DO)Kl1ja 11nyiue ce cjeAl1lbyje ca XPl1CTOM 11He BI1AI1TaKBe CTpaXOBe y KaKBI1Ma ce BI1 HaJla311Te. Paj je Y AYllll1 1I0BjeKoBoj - rnje je Iocnon, TaMO je 11paj. 0 CBOMe Bl1t)elby TI1 rperia na rrpl1l1alll CBI1Ma MOHaxyjyhl1Ma KOjl1 nponanajy 11y canjery )KI1BehI1M xpl1111haHI1Ma, YCJIeA COrrCTBeHOr HeMapa. 0 BI1~eHOMe He npmaj jeAI1HO HeCMPTl1, aJlI1 OHI1 My nehe

11)KeHa, 0ApaCJII1X 11njeue. CBI1 cy OHI16l1JIl1 y6l1jeHl1 BjellHoM ryrox

Hacpen eerie KOA orpOMHor CTOJla CTOjl1 )KeHa 11rOBOpl1 MI1: - Hosje-te, OBO je MjecTo sa rerie npnnpewseao AO )..(pyror )..(OJIaCKa[0xa CBI1Ma KOjl1 cy 6l1JIl1 TaMO 11ymrrax:

cnomser, [a ce oxpenyx
-

ajepyjyhaxa
MpTBalla, noajepoaarn

11ManoBjepHI1Ma. CBeBI1111lbl1MO)Ke Aa BacKpCHe 11CTOrOAI1111lbera x y6l1he ra! re pnjexa, y MeHI1 ce jaBI1 nexa nana y rrOBpaTaK

LII1Me ce BI1 6aBI1Te, MOJII1TeJII1 ce Dory oBAje?

a na 611 11M cBjeAO'-l110 0 )KI1BOTY nocnnje

OHl1 TY)KHO oArOBOpl1111e: - 3aHaBl1jeK Hac Iocnon nehe lIyTI1 360r uauier HeMapHor Ap)Kalba sa AaHa nauier 3eMaJhCKOr )KI1BOTa. MI1 aanaanjex neheao I1MaTI1cMjellOCTI1 Aa rrpl13l1BaMO I1Me

TeK lllTO )KeHa npoasaece Me rrornemtxa, -

y 3eMaJhCKl1 )KI1BOT.CBl1 KOjl1 cy ce HaJIa311J111 )KeJhe3Hoj C0611, rrpOCTpl1jeJIl1111e y KOjl1 xao na cy rOBOpI1JIl1: 3ap je Moryhe Aa he 113l1hl1 113OBe TaMHl1l1e? AKO 1I0BjeK yMpe, np0l13HOCehl1 y TpeHyTKy CMpTl1 I1CYCOBY MOJII1TBy, BJIaAl1l1l1l1e Moja, Eoropomme, cnacn Me

Iocnonue.

)..(OKCMO)KI1BjeJIl1na 3eMJhl1, 6l1JIO HaM je narc p;a ce Y)KI1BOTY

TpyP;I1MO, a p;yllll1 je 6l1JIa nana MOJIl1TBa. 3arrOBl1jecT Xpl1CTOBa 0 aenpecranoj MOJII1TBI1611lJaje nama p;y)KHOCT.)..(Y)KHl1CMOna unjenora csora )KI1BOTaca CBaKI1M Y3p;axOMrrp0l13HOCl1MOMOJII1TBYI1CYCOBY,a MI1 Hl1jecMo oopahanu naxoey na CBOja cplla. AJII1, xao lllTO MI1 6e3 sasnyxa He MO)KeMO )KI1BjeTl1, TaKO je 11nyura 6e3 MOJII1TBe- MpTBa. MI1 CMOJhYAI1,cnozsa rnenano, Haj60Jher snanan.a, ncnynaaana CMOCBe p;Y)KHOCTI1,caao jemry, HajBa)KHl1jy, - MOJII1TBy,Hl1jecMo BPIllI1JII1 ... LIyBlll11 TO, ja ce rrOMOJII1X11ocjennx KpCHI1M 3HaMelbeM. 11... rana ... ? Ha CBOj Y)Kac ocjernx p;a ce '-laK 113ByK Mora maca BpaT110 K MeHI1! Oriaapeaunr ce, onasnx )KeJhe3HY TaBaHl1l1Y, )KeJhe3He 311p;OBe11p;pBeHI1 OA CI1J1HOrCTpaxa 11yxaca. on ocjehatsa 6e3113JIa60jeHl1 non. Tana aanpxrax

)KeHa HaCTaBI1: nynia he My CTaTI1rrpeA Iocnona 11611BaTl1ca lhl1M Hepa3JI)"IHo y sjexose. Taxo~e, aKO rrp0l13HOCl1 MOJII1TBY"Ilpecsera rpeunrora", y Bl1jeKe he 6l1Tl1 Hepa3JIYllHO ca Majxox DO)Kl1jOM. AKO Y CBOjl1M

rrOCJheAlbl1M TpeHYlll1Ma 1I0BjeK He 6YAe y CTalbY na 113rOBOpl1 HI1 pl1jelll1, n.erosa he je nyura, xoja je TOj MOJlI1TBI1Te)KI1JIa y spnjexre 3eMaJhCKOr )KI1BOTa, caxa rrp0l13HOCI1Tl1 na canpmoj rrOCTeJhI1. Y KaKBOM CTalbY nytua 11311Qe 113rnjena, TaKBa he y Bl1jeKe OCTaTI1. Hehe 611T1fHI1KaKBOr notion.nran,a. MO)Ke 113Ml1jeHI1TI1YAec AYIllI1H. CaMO rrOMl1lbalbe

3HOCTl1 COnCTBeHOr nonoacaja. OHI1 nopen MeHe peKOllle: _ 3aHaBjeK Hac Iocnon nehe lIyTI1. CaMO OHI1 KOjl1 )KI1Be aa 3eMJhl1 Mory p;aHac npen Ibl1M rrOMl1lbaTI1.

11 jour
-

MI1 pelle: MOHaxyjyhl1! I1HOlll1Ma ce Ha311BaTe, TO jeer UHU-

Ax, MOHaxyjyhl1,

J enna
-

)KeHa nose na MI1 rOBOpl1: OBI1 JhYP;11 y 6l1JIl1 p;06pl1 xpl1111haHI1. Jby6l1JIl1 cy Dora 11TBOPI1JIl1 cy c CTe )KI1BOTa, MI1CJII1JII1CTe p;a TaKO CBI1 )KI1Be.

Ma, Apyralll1jl1Ma

OA OCTaJII1X y CBl1jeTY )KI1Behl1x xpmuhana, caoje nenana na Iocnona

AmI, Aa Jll1 TaKO

)KI1BI1Te? BI1 He rronaxrere

11Majxy DO)Kl1jy 11OBaKO

p;06pa p;jeJIa Jhyp;I1Ma, aJII1 y P;yllll1 Iocnona CTeKJII1 nnjecy. CBI1 BI1 nonann osnje, 360r caora paBHop;YlllHor Ax peKox -

pa3MI1111JhaTe:"Cava rpetia Aa rrOCTl1fHeM, I1Halle MI1 HeMa )KI1BOTa." 0 TaKBl1M I1HOlll1Ma He 6pl1He ce Majka DO)Kl1ja HI1 y OBOMe HI1 y 6YAyheM )KI1BOTy. A 6pl1He ce caao 0 OHI1Ma KOjl1 cnoje nenana rrOJIa)KY na Iby, KOjl1 Tprre HeBOJhe, Cl1pOMalilTBO 1160JIeCTI1 y I1Me Marepe DO)Kl1je 11Iosope: "TaKO je, aaunjeno, yronno

KaKO ce My'-lI1M 11cTpap;aM. Kao na Me orlbeM )Ke)KY! xao p,a MI1 ce Tl1jeJIO Al1jeJII1 OA KOCTl1jy. ynl1Ta )KeHa.

Cpyumx ce 11ocjernx

KaKaB 611)KI1BOT TI1 )KeJheJIa? -

Ilapnua

Heriecxoj, CBe MI1 ce naje rro BOJhI1 CBeBI1111lbera!"

JIl1 Aa Tl1 rrOKa)KeM HeMapHe MOHaXl1lbe HaCTaBI1 )KeHa rro-

Onroaapax joj ca rpeneroa:

)KeJheJIa 6l1X )KI1BOTna, YMpeBIllI1, BI1AI1M 3eMaJhCKO11Heriecxo, Iocno11pelle: CaMO CBeTI1 npenase y BjellHOCT. OHI1 KOjl1 cy aa csora )KI1BOTa ua seAa 11MajKY DO)Kl1jy!

- Xoheur
rnenaj!

11 ja

Bl1Ajex - I1AY MOHaXl1lbe xoje cy cJIY)KI1JIe rrpl1 lIPKBl1 11KpaJIe HOBall sajenno ca xaprnjaKOMe aosau npl1rraAa. ITpOJIa3e 11Apyre - OHe xoje 611JIa je rrp116aAallaMa

Ha TO ce xeaa ocajexay
-

- OHe YKpaAeHl1 nonau noce na pYKaMa y Bl1jeKe anjexoaa, \Ia na Kojl1Ma je naaaa-teno anjecy AjeBCTBeHOCT callYBaJIe. Y HeKl1X nooryunnnia

MJhI1CTeKJlI1 Iocnona y CplW I1CYCOBOMMOJII1TBOM.A TI1, I1HOKl1lba (MoHaXl1lba),

76

nP

fl 'I E ()

A H 'Ii F JI Y1 tv! A

n P fl 'I
- I-bI1XOBa 1I11l.\a
na TO: Y MarHOBel-bY orrer ce oriperox rrocren,e croja bl1l1a caM na OHOM csnjery' crojn na OHOMe Mjecry. y CBOMe kpesery.

E0

A H 1) E II

r1

tv! A

77

npn-mpurhena
-

paca,

Mehy

I-bI1Ma cy 61111e11OHe ca rrjesnnue

ITOCKOlJl1X 11snnjex - KOI1

61111acy MpalJHa, KaO 11Moje - y611jeHa BjelJHOM ryrOM. [a ITojre njecxry Majua OHe onronapajy: _ HeMaMO cMjellocrl1

hy

vosjex. Ilorpxax csojoj KellejHI1l.\11 ca pl1jelJl1Ma:

[a ce crpaurao yrrllawl1M l1a

Boxorjoj, )I(elll1M Aa je nocnyuiaal

y Bl1jeKe BjeKOBa. 3aro urro Ioj, )I(l1Benl1 y 0611reJbI1, HeMapa 11 nnjenocrn MI1 sosjex, ca KOjl1 Me je

A lJOBjeK csejenaaxo

ce ca MHOM HeUITO He l1ecl1! OrBOpl1X Bpara l1a ce He 611x nocrnnjena l1a cae I1crrpl1ljaM, 11Bl1l1jex - lJOBjeK ce YKpl1 y 31111! Vl3111)orne na XOI1HI1K y Y)l(acHOM rperrery. K MeHI1 ca CBI1XcrpaHa 11cranoine MeHe 3a raxo xparxo ce orana nornyao 30BeM cecrpe.

11ycrema

Hl1jecMo cllY)l(l1l1e ljl1Crl1M Cpl.\eM. [a rOpKO sannaxax HaA rl1M urro CMO 360r csora Ilocnnje csera urro caM ljYlla 11BI1Ajella npanasn

OHe 110rplJawe soja ce KOI1 nx l1a caM

1I11WeHI1cpehe Aa rrjecMoM ClIaBI1MO Iocnona 11Iberosy Csery MajKY· BOAI10 I1 xaxce MI1: - ITo1)I1MO cana Ha Mjecro na KOMe ce rsoja nyura pacralla

ce lJYl1l1rl1 He0611ljHoj nposrjena,

Bpl1jeMe 361111a. ep, npnje csera 20 MI1Hyra Bl1l1jelle cy Me I

na 3ajeAHI1ljKoj MOlll1rBI1. ITal10X rrpel1l-bl1Ma ua KOJbeHa, yajepaaajyhn

rnjenox.

113Ml1jeHl1l1a.HI1KaKaB 3eMaJbCKI1Y)I(ac He MO)l(e ce yrropel1l1rl1 y )I(l1Bory nocnnje CMprl1. VI l1aH nanac

11, MarHOBeHO,

ja ce

aahox

y csojoj nocren.n.

bl1110 Me je crpax na ce noaie-

ca Y)l(acl1Ma xoje caM 61111anpexorsjena AMI1H.

PI1M, OCMOrpl1l1a caM cse rrpel1Mere Y csojoj Kelll1jl1, 110wlla K ce61111npoasnajena MOlll1rBY ca nyHI1M KpCHI1M 3HaKOM ... Cnasa Bory, ro je 6110 caul TeK urro caM ycnjena na OHOM csxjery, l1a 113rOBOpl1M re pl1jeljl1, Kal1, Ol1jeI1HOM, oopex ce onaj Kojl1 Me je B0l1110 Ka)l(e MeHI1 rana:

rOBOpl1M 0 OHOMe UITO caM Bl1l1jella 6e3 ycre3al-ba.

11, me,

He MI1Clll1l1a je CBe ro 611110y CHy. TI1 CI1aancra 61111aaa OHOM csajery,

M. X01)ElbE

IIal10x npel1l-bl1M na KOJbeHa: - Temxo MeHI1! KaKO caM necpehnal IIoHOBO caM 110wlIa osnje. VI saurro caM ronnxo pa3mel1alla rrpel1Mere Y ce Kelll1jl1, a Hl1jecaM sa nore CKOljl1l1a? - ClIl1jel1l1 Me! - pelje OH - XOl1l1neMO jow 20 naaa 11sparnheao rnje rl1 je cyheno na npotiopanmu MeHI1 oxpenyo 110npyror 1101lacKa Xpacrcaor.

no MJ1TAPCTBJ1MA
(M3 xtouie Tlpanocnaeaa
qYAa Y 20. BJ1jeKY", 4, Mocxea 1993)
C8eCKa

AHTOHMHa

ry,

>KI1Bjella ca sa Caxaznury 1949. rOAI1He, nocnnje OrrrpeMl1l1l1 cy Me aa xonno, 611jell xao cunjer, ycrane«

ayroM061111cKe Hecepene

y rpan TOMCK. bHlIO MI1 je rana 53 rOI1I1He.

[a caa, Me1)yrI1M, CBe nanana 11HI1KaKO anjecaa Moma l1a I1l1eM. OH je K 1I11l.\e11nornenao Me MI1110CrI1BO. Ymrrax ra: - Hajecn 1I11rl1 Moj Anren?
na! lJyx l-beroB Ol1rOBOp. 11spara MOjy I1YWY na ce rroxaje, rrOI1 jel1HI1M YCllOBOM: aKO 6Yl1ew I1crrpl1ljalla 0 Cral10X na ra MOllI1M: - YMOlll1 Caesaunsera

TeK urro Me 110Bel10We y 601lHI1l.\y, ja nanox Y KOMY 11jaBI1 MH ce Anren He06l1lJHe Jberrore: Vll1eMO na Ml1rapcrBa! 11peKOX na caM Cl1l1HO 601leCHa 11na He Mory na Ycraj, AHroHI1Ha! H3 xpenera.

Y Ol1rOBOP ja sannaxax

Tana MOj -Iyaap pelje: - Bparnhy, alll1 caao

cBeMY UITO CI1osnje Bl1l1jella I1ljYlla! Ilanox na KOJbeHa, l1aBWI1 oriehaa.e l1a hy CBe I1crrYHl1rl1, 11y rOM rpeHyrKy ocjerax nymesny paAocr. A Aaren MI1 jour rOBopawe: - Y rBOMe CPl.\y HeM a Iocnona, VI rl1 CI1caao ooehana Aa new [a 3a110611ru. AKO ce nonatu lIa)l(HOM crl1l1Y, sparnhenr ce na npehaunse Mjecro. r060M 611rl111 rnenahy KaKO new CBe I1crrYl-baBarl1!

Anren Me, nax, YMI1JbarO narosapaure: -- Ycraj, raao CBH raKBH HI1Y! - VI npyscn MI1 MallY y311l.\Y. Ia ce yxsaTHX aa I-by 11ycranoxl Anren a ja H3111)ocMOraxo 113601lHI1l.\e H aahooao ce nOA HeKOM Orl-beHOM KI1WOM. Ilpenanox ce 11macae sannaxax 011crpaxa. Auren Me Y3e aa pyKy 11pe-te:
- Oran, ce 1136jenl1 He MO)l(e! - TeK urro rrpOH3Hece re pl1jelJl1, Kal1 aasa111Cl1l1HI1 sjerap oma«. :1JJ

11ljY ce xyjaise.

ITomel1aBWH rope, yrnenax

crpovan

rnacrn

[a hy c

A KYAa ro I1l1eMo? -

ynnrax

Anrena. - [lie, KaKaB ce MpalJHI1 0611aK

HaMa Hal1Bl1ja!

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HMA

Il
oArOBOpl1 OH. MjecTY·

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79

To Hl1je 06naK, HO rOMl1na ojecosa -

- Mana,
-

113BaAl1Hac OAaBAe!

He 60j ceo KpCTI1 ce 11rrpaBI1JIHO KpCT aa ce6e CTaBI1!

ITpeKpCTI1X ce 11MI1 craAOCMO na ce rrpl16nl1)f(aBaMO crpaumou cy ra qYAOBI1111Tanoncjehana na rrce, anl1 ca pOrOBI1Ma,

11

CBe WTO je TaMO 6l1no oAjeAHoM noxe Aa naje, 3BI1)f(AI1, saaaja 11ypna. M3rneAoM npnroa cy cTpalliHo

sayjrapana.
-

OA

yxcaca yvano nornena

ce He OHeCBl1jeCTI1X. M Benl1M

Anreny:

KYAa Me TO BOAI1W? To je TaKO crpaunra Me YMI1JbaTO 11 peqe:

cnna!

ynl1TaX Aarena. - Tsoja njeua! - OArOBOpl1 OH. - 3ap CI1 aatiopasnna na TI1 je TBOj My)f( aanosjenao na aooprapanri Ty ce cjeTI1X KaKO caM 6l1na sarpynn.ena 11KaKO Hl1jecaM xrjena Aa y6l1jeM nnjere, KaKO Me je My)f( I1CTjepao 113 xyhe 11HapeAl10 Ml1 na arioprnpaa, KaKO ce nocnnje I1HTepBeHlIl1je noxasano Aa cy 6l1ne y rrl1TalbY nsojxe ... Ko je TO? ,IJ;yro 11ropKO

Moj AHren

nnaxana caxr HaA CBojOM

Anrena:

AjellOM y TOj jaMI1. ITOTOM caM rro-

- Iocnon je Cl1nHl1jl1.
M Tpl1rryT YAapl1 rro lIPHI1M crpaumnaxa OflbeHI1M MaqeM, 3aKpWTaBa-

Al1rna 0411 rrperryHe cy3a l1 ymnana

jyha

ax. Dl1jeCI1 ce paCrrpWI1Baxy ca CTpaHe

11

A03BOnl1We HaM

na npohevo

rynen,

fAje ca AeCHe CTpaHe crajaxy HeKI1 JbYAI1, IbI1X nernaecrax.

JeAHa jeAI1Ha japxo

- Kana he ce OHI1 ocn060Al1TM 113OBe raMHl1l1e? - Kana pOAMTeJbI1 IbMXOBl1 yMpy, Cl1hM he y jany, a HeBI1HY Aje4l1l1Y Iocnon he oCn060AI1TM. 3a CBaKO TBOjOM KPl1Bl1110M y6MjeHo AMjeTe rpetia ce MOnl1TI1 Iocnony Mcycy XpMCTY, na re nOMMnyje, M ner CTOTMHa 3eMHMX
noxnona npl1HMjeTM sa CBaKO AMjeTe. Mopaw crporo Ap)f(aTI1 nOCTOBe M MOnl1TI1 UaPl1l1Y He6eCKY na YMOnl1 Iocnona na TV! onpOCTM TaKO rexax rpajex KaKaB je y6l1CTBO corrcrsene Ajelle. MAeMo AaJbe rrYTeM 11BI1AI1M - croje lIpBeHM BaroHI1. Ilornenax y Bpara, TaMO ojecoacxa CTpaWl1na nannuaaa TyKy najannue, pYKe 11Msaaphy n03aAI1 11 npacnn.aaajy I1X na jeny CBaKY raAOCT. DMjy 11BM4y na IbI1X: - To je rsoja pariora! Hannjao CI1 ce AO nospahan.a! Csoje hew A06po
caAajecTM! lbYAI1 Kpl1ye, 3awTo 3HaM CM

ropeha csnjeha ocsjerrsaaana je TYHen jehoa. OH MI1 06jaCHI1:

11

JbYAe. Yrnrrax Anrena sa JbYAe ca CBI1-

_ To cy 6naroCnOBeHl1 Xpl1WhaHI1, KOjl1 cy MaKap ner napa, csnjerno

sa onurry csujehy

AaBanl1

11Mje 11A06po. Te csnjehe csnjernehe

BjeYHo.

yrnenax xao yraJb lIpHY 3Ml1jy, a noxpaj Ibe yrapKe. AHren MI1 xaaa na cy 3Ml1ja 11 ql1TaBO a.eroso crane =-nneae caTaHCKO, OHI1 Hl1jecy rrpl13HaBanl1 csjernocr XPI1CTOBY 11, ero, CBe I1X je nporyrana rasra y Bl1jeKe njexne. ITpOI)OCMO TYHen 11OTBOPI1 ce rrpeA HaMa nonpy». AHren Ml1 aapenn:
MHOWTBO JbYAI1, Hanl1K na oxaaeiseue - JIe311 y raj nonpyx! IToHOBO yrnenax 6l1jece y ncehen 06nl1qjy. l.J.eJbYCTI111M pasjana.ene,

Kana nornenax nannjeso,

nna-ry ... [a, aa-ryheaa, yrnrrax Anrena: Me onnje AOBeo' HMKaAa ce anjecax aanana
-

AO

najan-

(TBa! OAfOBOPM AHren anl1 Hl1jeAHo ce MMTapCTBO He MO)f(e ~lIIMOl1hl1.

H\"

inane nnaxaue, ca pOrOBI1Ma ypaCnl1M y nnaxy, ry61111Y rrOAl1rnl1 11 sexajy Me.

3annaKax 11peKOX Anreny: - KYAa hew Me rrOCnaTI1? OHI1 he Me paCTpfHYTI1! Amen

oner YMI1JbaTO no-te Aa Me noysasa: - Oxparipn ce 11KpCTI1 ceo Ta MI1TapCTBa CBI1he nponaanru! Ilosex na ce MOnI1M: _ Iocnone Hcyce XpI1CTe, CI1He DO)f(l1jl1, rrOMl1nyj Me rpeunry!
11 nonanaure, nopaxceue

,IJ;OI)OCMO TaKO AO MI1TapCTBa nyurersa - BarOH rryH CMpaAa 11AI1Ma. Y sarocjene uaropjena JbYAI1, a 6l1jecl1I1X nornazsyjy yrraJbeHI1M unraperaaa ... MAeM ca CBeTI1M AHrenOM narse, AOJIa3l1MO AO MI1TapCTBa 6nYAa. BI1Ajex l1 )f(eHe, 06aBMjeHe 3Ml1jaMa: Mane 11M3Ml1je ynase y YCTa 11 lbYAI1 noxymasajy na ca ce6e soaue 3MMje, a 6MjeCl1 "MMTapcTBa CKBPM

'.ia~1M MYlliKaplle -

Caaa

:'lll

a BenMKe AaBe rnjeno.

ce6e rrpeKpCTI1X 11jany 3aKpCTl1X Tpl1 nyra. Ilcehe IbYWKe 6l1jecoBa ce sarpecotue

LX vaapajy nannuaaa KpCHl1M

rro maBM.

3aTl1M ce HarrpeA YKa3aWe lIpHa Bpara ca xarnacox

3HaMelbeM! CTaAOX MOnl1TI1 Anrena na Me WTO 6p)f(e Y3Me onarne. AHren MI1 rrpY)f(11 6l1jeny spnuy, ja ce YXBaTI1X sa Iby 11113111)0X nanon,e. 3ajeAHo nohocao AaJbe,xa jaMI1 Ay60KOj xao 6YHap. A TaMO- Ajeql1l1a Mana xao KOMapYl1hl1 y <pnaWI1 - naurre, nna-ty, CBa )f(I1Ba. Ty ce paanexe Ajeqjl1 rnacah:

=' :'~10Blba 11npa3HOCnOBJba". Ty cy 6MjecM 3nM M )f(eCTOKI1, a JbYAI1 je MHOfO,

:::.~c~·lIPHI1
:: .'1<'(1[

11Mpa4HI1.ITollPlbenl1

cy 0,!1CBOjMx CKBpHI1X rnjena

rrpa3HI1X pMje411. OB,!1je ce Myqe

)f(elbe3HI1M rrpYTOBI1Ma aacnjeuajy

rpeWHI1Ka.

.' ;"0UKapl1.

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0 AH1)EIII1MA

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];1AeM ca AHfeJIOM rro nOJbY, a TaMO TpaBa onaka, nyua Tplba. Y isoj rMI13aBl\H Mpa'IHI1, 3eJIeHH, 01Khy
11

o MI1Tap(TBI1Ma. CBI1Ma rOBOpl1 llITO CYIBI1AjeJIa, He 60j ce! HeK onoaue OHI1

3BI1)1(Ae. ];1Ma I1X MHoro, smue Hero TpaBe. Ia

csoja rpelliHa
BI1AjeJIa!

AjeJIa YI noxajy ce, I1HaLJehe I1X nocrnha

BjeLJHe MyKe koje CYI

CBY TpaBy ca rMYl3aBl\YlMa 3aKpCTYlX YI 3MYlje xao onapene nonanaure ca Kpcra

Cserora re npohox Kp03 norse cpehno. - Ko ce osnje MyLJI1?- yrtnrax AHreJIa.

_ OHYI

... /bexap KOjl1 MH je y Mel)YBpeMeHY npaurao, yseo je OrneAaJIO 11npl1MaKao ra MOjYlM YCTI1Ma YI nposjepao na CBOjy rnasy IbYlXOBe LJI1TaBI1XMjeCel\ nana! ];13 60JIHYll\e cy Me OTnYCTHJII1xao anpasy. Cana MI1 je 71 rOAI1Ha. >KI1BI1M ca xhepn y rpaAY Apaaanpy, AjeJIa npaxana MYI je Iocnon 11 HaKOH rrOCTOBa Aa I1rpaTe AMI1H. caM CBI1Ma. OHO llITO npexo AHreJIa HapeAl10. Iocnony CJIaBa, LJaCT YI noxnoa.ersel OAna311My xpaM EO)l(l1jl1. 0 OHOMe llITO caM BI1Al1llIeM
JIYI,

6YAyhH Aa caM y KOMI1 6Y1JIa

KOjYl ce pyrajy

pYljeLJjy "ran" YI npasnnajy

6yJbyKe. I1pol)OCMO join MaJIO YI 06peCMO ce aa nexoj rrOJbaHYI. Ha n.oj orpOMaH npOCTOp aa I1.rpy. EYljecl1 ucrjaaaaajy nrpaxe, KojYlMa IIlbYBaLJKa, njeua, KpB EYljecYl YlX 6Y1jy HeMHJIOcpAHO
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Yl3 yCTa YlAe. Onn rrJIaLJY,He xcene Aa nrpajy.

MeHI1 je AHreJI peKao Aa cl1jeM CJIOBOEO)l(Ylje 11ja ncnyisaaaa

ycnYT YlM rosope: _ BYI CTe BOJbeJIYIna na CBeTe npasnaxe - na, eTO, nrpajre LJYlTaBBYljeK!

3aLJYAI1x ce 11ynarax AHreJIa: - Kana he OHl1rrpeCTaTI1 na nrpajy 11Aa ce 1136aBe OA ojecosa? _ He, OHI1he ce MYQI1TI1BjeLJHO,6e3 npexnna. >KYlBjehl1 na 3eMJbYl,cBojl1M 6ecKpajHYlM YlrpalbeM CYlJIHO npOrlbeBI1JII1 Bora. OC0611TOje rpeunio 0 npa3HI1cy l\I1Ma 11aa Bpl1jeMe nOCTOBa OAJIa311TYI npencrase - OAfOBOPI1 AHreJI. aa )J,aJbe MI1 nyTa HYlje 6HJIO - 3anJIeTOX ce y HeKaKBe KOHl\e YI He Morax YLJI1HI1TI1HI1 KopaK. _ ETo, TO je rsoj rpnjex. 3a Bpl1jeMe paTa KOHl\YI cy 61iJ1li cxynoujeua Aa, paAehl1 Y paAI10HI1l\I1, HYlKaAa unjecaa

MOHaXJUba

Eanpaxcnja
)KJ1BOTA

rrOBPATAK J13 OHorA

(110sauucy ciuapua AMcfiulloxuja

Ilaiuuocxoi U Ka3U6albY caste MOHaXUlbe Eeupaxcuje ca Kanuuuoca Koja ce yuoxojuna 1950)

ca

Iennora nana y 311MCKOA06a, 28. HOBeM6pa 1911. rOAI1He, noiuanunr

"300Aoxy

jeAHI1M OA Moje 6pahe lIO XPYlCTY, no I1MeHY AMQH1JIOxl1je, Y)l(eHcKYI.MaHacTl1p I1l1rYl" (>KI1BOHOCHI1113BOp), KOjl1 JIe)l(YIna 3anaAHOM xpajy BapOllIYlI1ryMaHl1je Eq)l1Ml1je, jeAHY ue naiuera oCTpBa I1aTMoc, lIOCeTI1X, no onoepen.y csojy CPOAHHl\Y MOHaXI1Iby. Y lbeHoj KeJIl1jYl 6exy H n.eae ABe nyxosne vcranoiue Aa ce nosyxy ceCTpe, xoje KaA Hac BI1AellIe, Aa naura noY 0 HaMa JbYAI111YAaJbe, HO naura MOHaXl1lba, snajyha

a TI1 CI1 I1X kpana! Ca KajalbeM ce npncjerax 3anJIaKax:

npeAaBana KOHl\e, KOjl1 cy 3aOCTanl1 nOCJIl1je cMjeHe. - IllTO na paAHM? _ MI1JIOCTl1lba he YlcKynl1TYI rpnjexl

- peLJe AHreJI 11pacjese OrlbeHI1M

cera HYlje paAYI aexer noceonor,

He AaAe 11Mna OAY. Taxo OHe 11ocranome.

MaLJeMKOHl\e 11napLJaA TKaHI1He KOjYl Me cnyranaxy. Ilobox 3aTI1M ca AHreJIOM narse 11BI1Ajex - nJIOBI1 BeJII1Ka 6Y1jeJIa naha.

\lel)YBpeMeHY, lIOlliTO ce nosene peq 0 EO)l(jeM npoaamn.an.y, .\Ia, jt'AHa 01( nsejy MOHaXl1lba, no I1MeHY Esnpaxcaja .::rOOKO, OHa no-te CMepHO Ka3I1BaTH:

ca OCTpBa KaJII1MHoca,

Kaneran

na TOj JIal)YI je MOj norl1HYJII1 CI1H. I1JIoBehl1 xa MeHI1, AOBI1Kyje aarosapeuon

MYI:

jh:rrpHLJa HaM OBO AI1BHO Eoxje '1YAO xoje ce ca 1b0M AeCI1JIo. Y3AaXHYBllIl1

"MOJII1 ce, MaMa! He naj AYllIY npary, 60pl1 ce ca IbYlM!" I10TOM yrnenax ce6e ca AHreJIOM na napoopony, 3anJIOBl1CMO xa nYl\11 YIAHreJI MYI rOBOpl1:

)l(I1TOM.

- Bepyjev na y Hallie BpeMe HeMa LJOBeKa ca

~':'\I TO ja. .ia omnne ];1 TO pexasum,

TOJIYlKO

CBeCTI1 0 csojoj

~~ellIHOCTI1, a na YlMa TOJII1KO MHoro AOKa3a 0 EO)l(jeM I1POMYlCJIY, xao llITO OHa sahyra ca YMYlJbelbeM. ny'lI1Hy cynona EO)l(aHCKOra A KO MO)l(e pexe Apyra MOHaXl1lba ca I1CTOM TaKBOM cMl1peHollihy oCTBapelbe nainera cnaceisa?

- fIOJIOBI1HY )l(I1Ta rpetia pacYTI1! I10CJIYllIax ra 11Y3ex )l(I1TO ca opona Aa 6al\aM. AHren Me nonpasn: _ He rperia TO pYKaMa LJI1HI1TI1- aeh YCTI1Ma! WTO CI1 BI1AjeJIa, AY)l(Ha (11 JbYAHMa na I1CrrpHLJallI! Cana

I1JII1 MaKap na CXBaTYI 6ecKpajHy

hy

re BpaTI1TI1 aa 3eMlbY, na JbYAI1Ma npl1LJalli

~ ?0\IIICna,

Kojl1Ma je jeAHHI1l\Hlb

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Y TOM CJI]"lajy - pel[e oner CMepHOYMHa MOHaXV!l-baEsrrpascnja,

so, BeOMa Me 3al[Y,LII1.AJII1 ja, CXBaTI1BIlII1 CMI1CaOrora, peKOX Xpl1CTy: ")KaIII1M

Pacnerora Mora Iocnona Xpl1CTa 113alhy6aB 3aIllTI1THI1l\e Hallie 0611Telhl1 ")KI1BOHOCHor 113Bopa", Ilpecsere DorOpO,LII1l\e, 11aa uaury ,LIYIlleBHY yTexy, ,LIy)!(Ha caM
,LIaHaC,LIa aM OB,LIe B 113JIO)!(I1M l[y,LIeCHerajne xoje cy MI1 ce ,LIorO,LII1JIero DO)!(aHCKOM r ITPOMI1CJlY 11xoje cy Me O,LIBeJIe,LIae 1136aBl1M 113KaHI,I11CBeTCKecyjere 11,LIarrpl1c 6erHeM y OBO KOJIO(rj. Y MOHaIllTBO).

Iocnone, sa OBO IlITO BI1,L1I1M, O ja cax Ben ynara". A OH MI1 Y o,LIroBopy pel[e: H
Beaau Kojl1l1Malli 11raj rrpcTeH KOjl1 HOCI1Il1, [a caM TI1 nao 11cana TI1 TOY3I1MaM.

Ilornenaj na BI1,L1I1Il1lITa he ce ,LIeCMTI1 rrpcTeHoM KOjl1 HOCI1Il1". ITorne,LIaBIlII1 I ca

r1pCTeH, BI1,L1eX,LIae TOITI111I1Il1l[e3aBa. "Saro cana CTaBI1", pel[e MI1 XPI1CTOC, "na c npcT osaj rrpcTeH xoja TI1 rrpY)!(I1M." Ia ca 3a,LIOBOlhCTBOM rrpl1MI1X rrpcTeH, aITl1

se Kpl1jeM I1CTI1HY ,LIa3a)l(aJII1X IlITO 113ry6l1x CBOj. Ha xpajy, nourro MI1 Iocnon
?e1.Je,LIaje HeMoryne HOBI1 npcren ;,:oill oriyxsara ,LIaHOCI1M ,LIBanpcrena, ja OCeTI1X ,LIaMopaM ,LIarrpl1MI1M Bl1,L1eXra y Bl1,L1y3IIaTHOr xpyra npotiana pel[e 3MI1jy Kp03 11XPI1CTOC MI1 ra CTaBI1 na rrpcT. l[BPCTO Moj rrpcT, 11na lbeMY npasspurhen ,LIpan! KaMeH aa KO-

BM1jElbE PACIIETOrA M HEEECKO IIPCTEHOBAlbE M IIOCTPlVKElbE

[O,LII1He 1900. rro'le csoje Ka311Balbe MOHaXl1lba Esnpaxcnja

- jenne

Pa3MOTpl1BIlII1 ca rra)l(lbOM osaj npcreu,

O,LI HI1XCTpaIllHI1X HOnl1, Ka,LIacaM 6,L1l1ITa paj nocrezse csora 6IIa)!(eHOr, reiuxo O x 60lIeCHor My)l(a, MeHe casnana nax can, I1 y CHy Bl1,L1exKaKO HaCTa,LIeBelIl1KI1 seMlhOTpec, I1 ja xao O,LICTpaxa CTa,LIOXaanatseaa Ta,LIa, nomenanunr

;e~1 oeure Hal\pTaHa KOTBa, xoja CBOjl1M caBl1jeHI1M xpaje« npcTeH, ja yrnrrax Xpl1CTa aa spennocr npcrena,

naahox

113xyhe Hallie ,LIace T060)l(e CrraCI1M. AJlI1,

rvnry 11,LIP)l(I1je 3y611Ma. JJ:l1Benl1 ce cjajy 11YMeTHOCTI1 ca KOjl1M oeure 113pal)eH "Taj npcren",

Ka,LIa Bl1,L1eX,LIaCBeTITI1 cas KalIl1MHOC O,LI)l(I1Be CBeTIIOCTI1. K He6y, ja Bl1,L1exrne ce ,LIeIII1MI1l[HO OTBOPI1 He60, nojasmne Hel13pel111BY CBeTIIOCT TI1M BI1l)elbeM, CBeTl1lhKI1. 3arralbeHa

Iocnon,

"aa xoja

3e~llhl1 je O,LIHerrpOl\elbl1Be Ie y3

Bpel\HOCTI1 - caxto je aa He6ecI1Ma nosuara

a.erosa

BpeI\HOCT. ITpcTeH Kojl1 06YXBaTa rsoj rrpCT, npencrasn,a

Mojy Bnatoqaiu,

ce BpaTa 0,LIVIcToKa xa Sanany, 11Kp03 ra BpaTa yrnenax xoja je ,LIOlIa311IIa0,LI MHOrl1X ynan.eunx ja npa TOM yrnenax rne ce Kp03 Ta spara

noxoh

CBeTI1Telha xoje rpeoa na rrpl13l1BaIll,

IlITI1TI1 11l[YBa 01\ csaxora na I1Malli Y

s.ra. KaMeH na rrpCTeHY osnasaaa

HeUOKOlle6u8Y 8epy, xojy rpeoa

noaazsa BelIl1KI1 KPCT, TaMHe 60je, 0,LI OpaXOBI1He. KpCT cy rrpaTl1lI11 Anhen«, nesajyha netiecxe necste, a HeKI1 cy 0,LI IbI1X Ka,LI110HI1l\I1Ma Ka,LI11 11, ,LIa Kal)elbeM OMI10MI1pe arnoopepy. ITpl1 II
TOMe, ja caM ce Tpy,LIl1lIa ,LIarra)l(lhl1BO ce XTelIO ,LIa,LI03HaM y ,LIace

Mene, A KOTBa xoja YCTI1Ma ,LIP)l(I13MI1jy aa spar, jecre Be-nronjeaa MaTI1 Moja, xoia he, Kal\ rrOIIO)l(l1Il1 csojy Hal\Y na Iby xao KOTBY 11TOlliITO je npaanaam Y
IOKY l[I1TaBe csoje 60p6e rrpOTI1B nenpajarezsa TaKO ,LIp)!(aTI1 IbI1XOBY 3Ml1jy ,LIa t\a ce 60pl1Il1 TIl OHa aehe HaHeTI1 I\YXOBHY CMpr. 3Halli JII1 na eVl npenonpehena rrpOII1B l)aBOJIa?" - "He", Ol\rOBOpl1X My. - "3Haj, ,LIaKJIe,ja
J.

xpehe

xa MeCTY

nocaarpaa TO l[y,LIeCHO 3611Balbe, jep MI1 xojex ce rrpaBl1Y xpehe nosopxa. Ha xpajy rrpl1MeTI1X rne cax ja crajana. KPCT, nax, TI1XO 11narauo, nohe 11
BelIl1l[I1HI1 y'lI1HI1 MI1 ce spno

hy

Y3eTI1 MY)I(a rsora MI1-

Til

hem

611Tl1MOHaXl1lba. EBO cana nocrajein

BeIII1KOCXI1MHI1'-1a." PeKaBIlII1 TO,

3aYCTaBI1 ce Ha,LIMOjOM manoa. Ilpeaa iseronoj nax. 3aTI1M, nourro npnxnanne )KMBora,

~ocnon OI\MaX nane 3HaK re Csern OKO Ibera rroseure ca YMI1JIelbeM neaarn -:03B]"lHl1je. 3arl1M Iocnonynanoure

cax ce oxpeuyna, l\eJlI1BaX lberOBO nonnoxje, rrpOMYl1aX Tporrape -Iacnoae KpCTy xoje HI1CaM oam ,LI06po anana. OH,LIa
Ta,LIa Bl1,L1ex1136Jll1311He Xpl1CTa

MaKa3e. [a, nax, Hal[I1HI1BIlII1 Tpl1 MeTaHl1je, CBeTI1Telha. Ilocne rora, Iocnon MI1 OKO BpaTa O,LIMaXyBI1,L1eX,LIa caM

~.1rHyx rnasy rrpe,LI IbI1M M OH rrOCTpl1raBIlII1 KOCY MOjy, Ha3Ba Me Eanpaxcaja, ,( B.laCI1 Moje ,LIa,LIe je,LIHOM O,LInpacyrnnx ,:IO\'!e 6elII1 Xl1TOH, xan.nny, xoja, Ka,LIsaxorrsax

KPCT, O,LIMaKHyBIlII1 ce MaIIO, crane y saanyxy.

Pacnerora, ca TPHOBI1M BeHl1eM ita rnann. C necna 11JIeBa 011 KpCTa Bl1,L1eX MHore O,LI BeTl1X rj, xacacr Ilperesy, cseror Huxonaja, CBeTY Kannony, C Mapnjy Mar,LIaJIl1HY, Canoxnjy,
3aTI1M CBeTY Bapsapy 11,LIpyre. a rrpOCTO TOMe, ce: "Benau KOjl1

rj.na norrryuo
"lnpel\

nara 11ooca, 11Iocnon MI1 ,LIa,LIe caMO raj XI1TOH KOjl1 noxpasaiue MI1 ,LIa,LIe sehy 116pojaHl1l1e, c

7,,10 ~oje. 3aTI1M, nourro :';':0 -lacnor

'O ..

Iocnon ,LI03Ba rro I1MeHY

Anheo

rrpl1HeCe XPI1CTY senau 0,LIHeYBeHI1BI1X, 6eJIl1x useroaa,

crrOMeHYTe Caeraren.e ,LIaMe OHI1 YXBaTe aa pYKe 11BO,LIeMe y onxony KpCTa. 11,LIahem ce 60pl1Tl1 rrpOTI1B Be-

OH ra, rrpl1Il1aBIlII1 MI1 61I11)1(e,CTaBI1 na Mojy maBy. He Bepyjynl1 I1MaM CBOj". OH rtax, y O,LIrOBOpy na TO pel[e MI1, ocvexyjyhir "Y3MI1 osaj rrpCTeH 11CTaBI1ra ita CBOj rrpCT aa oopysen.e".

ja CKpYllieHO peKOX Pacnerove: "JJ:a, Iocnone, raj senau je BpITO ,LII1BaH,alIl1 ja I1MaIll, Kp03 HeKI1 ,LIaHyseha TI1". IToCITe rora noxaaa MI1 CBeTaO npcren 11pel[e:

Ilocne rora CTa,LIOXrrOHOBO rrpe,LI Pacnerna Kojn MI1 pel[e: "Esnpaxcnja,

xa 111je 3HaHO ,LIahem I1nl1 y BelIl1KY 60p6y I1CKYllielba. AlIl1 HeMoj osajaaarn
-:,(!\I!X ~;!

HI1TI1 ce 11HajMalbe 60jaTI1 jep npcren

CBe TO xao HeOl[eKI1Ba-

ce aane 3aTO ,LIa,I1Majynl1 na yMy OHO IlITO je na lbeMY 03Hal[eHO, CTOjl1Il1 y

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BepM M lhy6aBM Mojoj qBPCTO, na na n.oj xao na HaKoBIhY y~apajyhM Maru Moja maBY 3MMje (rjhaaona), [a, Mel)yTI1M, saxsahena Aa. Heaoj saoopasn.ara Ha xpajy MM -recnrrame CrrpeqaBa n.eroae CMJIOBMTeaanane rrpOTMB retie". CTpaXOM, MOJIMXXpMCTa, aKO je Moryhe, na MH OJIaKllIa Aa je CBe Moryhe OHOMe KojM sepyje, M AOBOIhHa TI1 je CBeTMTelh11 KOjM cy
6MJIM

(TaKO MM pe'-le ~a ce 30Be): "Ka)l(H csojoj Majl\M

na re rrOJIO)l(Mraxo, na rnenain na I1CTOK". Moja MajKa npso He xrene, amr xan joj peKOx Aa TaKO aanosena Apxanheo, OHa IlpMcra~e M rrOJIO)l(MMe TaKO. Tana Apxanheo rrOHOBO crane M3HaA MeHe, xao M rrpBM nyr, - jep TMMe MM noxasa Hcrospeueao BMgex MJIa~Mhe rne pa~ocHo croje OKOMor KpeBeTa, a KO~ BpaTa KOCOM,KOjM oeure CJIM'-laHMeABeAY M MMaille BplIO
AJIM

60p6y. Ho OH MI1 0ArOBopM: "Moryhe je, AaKJIe, aJIM npeaa 60p6M 611he MHarpabJIarOAaT Moja". Pexaaunr TO, Iocnon ~aAe 3HaK na Me otiacny 3JIaTHMMJIMiliheM. OKO Iocnona, nozcenesura MM na ce noxazcea xao notiemnrua y rreCMaMa M XI1MHaMa. l)aBOJIa. OH~a ce ja rrOKJIOHMXXpMCTy. A OH

Ha'-lMHna KOjMY3MMa nyrue, - rra MM pe'-le: "He 60j ce jep TM cana aeheur yMpeTM". BM~ex '-lOBe'-lYIhKaca upaenoa

BeJIHKY rnaay, 110IllTO MM OH npnhe ja ce yrrJIaIllMx.

Me MJIaAHhM xpa6paxy,

6JIarOCIIOBI1BIlII1 Me 3HaKOM KpCTa, BpaTM ce na He60 ca CBOMCBojOM rrpaTIhOM

rosopehx:

"He 60j ce! MM HapO'1HTO ~OI)OCMO na re nparnao".

Tana, Auheo,
M3JIa)l(aille

craaum M oner kao rrpe, y3MI)e M3Ha~ MeHe, 3aKpCTM Me TpM nyra, H pe'1e: ",[(yIllO, H3al)M M3 TeJIa!" I1cToBpeMeHO ca TMM pe'-lMMa ocernx KaKO neurro

EOJIECT 11 HE113BJECHOCT YJIA)l{ElbE JbECTB11~AMA

Haje O~ rana npoumo rO~MHa.
AJIM, 6MJIO

CMPT11 Y HEEO
CnaorreMJIM

M3 rpy~M MOjMX, xorehn Aa 113al)ena YCTa. Y TOMe CXBaTMXAa TO ja 113MI)OXM3 corrCTBeHMX yCTa y 06JIMKY rOJIy6a, KOjl1 Y3JIeTe na pyKy ApxaHl)eJIOBY, a osaj Me seurro CTaBI1y csoje aapyxje. OKpeHyBIlII1 ce 113rserosa napysja, BMAex Moje TeJIOMPTBO, YCTa nonyoraopenax, 3aTI1M Apxanheo, a MOjy MajKy 11oua rne xyxajy. H3MIlIaBIlII1 113aaure xyhe, Ap)l(ehM Me xao IlITO peKOX,

MHOrO nana, M ja CXO~HO naroseurrajy

MJIM

lheBOM, M3ry6Mx MY)l(a, KOMe rana oeure 22 rO~MHe, ~OK caM ja HMaJIa rana 19 360r lhy6aBM rrpeMa MY)l(y, 360r Mora uexara, 360r OJIaKOr cxsaran.a tserone OHe rajne Mora rrOCTpM)I(e!-ba M OHe 3arrOBeCTM Cnacnrezseae, Moja BeJIMKa )I(alIOCT

yl)e y jenny BeJII1KY xyhy y I1CTOMnanrev rpa~y, rne BMAex JIeBO 11~eCHO MHore BeJII1KeM nene onaje.Taxohe BI1AeXM MlIa~Mhe OAeBeHe y 6eJIo MTO ca paAOCHI1M JIMl\eM, rne rrpOJIa3e llIHpOKMM XO~HMl\MMa y peny M6e3 HajMalhera IlIYMa, M caBpIlIeHO TMXOM3JIa3e M YJIa3e M3 onaja, OBO rnenax HaJIa3ehM ce y jenuoj on IhMX, y xojoj Me Apxanheo, 06JIMK. nonrro yl)e MY3Me Me M3 napysja, npeocpasa xaporonnje y Moj '-lOBe'-lMjM (rrocrpnra). MM 3arrOBeAM Aa

MeHe rrpepaHa CMpT Mora MY)l(a, BpJIO O)l(aJIOCTM, M TO YTOJIMKO smue IlITO MOpaJIHe oc06MHe 6exy 3aMCTa neyrropennae. Me caCBMM CJIOMM,M 360r rora ce remxo pastionex. Cenaa Mecel\M rrOCJIerrpe-

BpeMeHe CMpTM Mora MY)l(a, JIeKapM H3jaBMille na je M MeHM CMpT HeH36e)l(Ha. 110cIIeAlhMX nana csora )I(MBOTa, CKOPOueo jenan MeCel\, yorriliTe HMcaM BHAeJIa, H MHoro caM 6YHl\aJIa, IlITO je ~OJIa3HJIO O~ pa3rOBopa ca ~yIllaMa yMpJIHX rr03HaHMKa M CpO~HMKa. Ha xpajy,
'1MM

Bnnex

ce6e 06Y'1eHY y XI1TOH csoje nyxosne

Taxohe

MMal)ax na PYl\M M onaj rrpCTeH

Pacnerora. Apxaaheo

OCTaHeMy roj C06M ~OK ce OH He BpaTH, HO, '1MM OH OTMAeA0l)oIlle HeKM MJIaAMhM

M3 aaure

xyhe

M3al)e CBeIllTeHMK, KojH Me je rana ~pyrM rryT ja BM~ex rne y !-by yl)e HeKM KpyrraH MJIa~Mh noceha CBeTJIOopyxje M 0 6e~pMMa CBOjMM ce M ca BeJIMKOM6JIarOHaKJIO-

xoja, nourro Me BM~eIlle, a OC06HTO Ka~ BMAeille rrpcTeH aa PYl\M, HaMMfHYille jenau aa ~pyrora M samrraure Me KaKO ce 30BeM, M aanncaure y KIhMry Moje MMe 11yaesunr Me aa PYKY, rra npeoopaM naahe M3 "saro IlITO je "ATHHa AJIaXM3M". (TaKO oenre Moje MMe rrpe MOHailielha.) KaA OHM OTMAOIlle, nohe Apxaabeo 110MeHYTe rpeoano", 31lBIlII1 Me oner aa -rynecan Ha'-lI1H y rOJIy6a, CTaBM Me y napysje

rrpM'1eCTMO I1pe'-lMCTMM Tajaaaa, ca KpMIIHMa M npexpacnxn 3JIaTaH rrojac, 0 KOMe je

JIMKOM, BMCMJIa

BeJIMKa caon.a y BM~y TecTepe, '-lHja ce py'-lMl\a

6JIMCTaJIa. Kan ra BHAex KaKO YJIa3M ocnexyjyhx

nourhy,

ja ra ~O'1eKaX M rrpMMMx, M rrO~MrHyBiliM ce, cenox y KpeBeT. MJIa~Mh, ce MaJIO on 3eMlhe, crane y aasnyxy. Y MeI)YBpeMeHY, ja 06YKOX pacTa HO npnjanror M

xyhe.

OHAa rrpeJIa)l(aille

opna 11 IlIyMe oecxpajne, nax

M3MI)ocMO

nax, noauraaum

KaKO MM OH pe'-le, "na M3MI)eMo ua BpJIO BI1COKY ropy, M Aa ca n.e

csoj OrpTa'-l H oner nerox, Tana raj MJIa~Mh, KpyrrHor na Moja KOJIeHa a ~pyroM 06Y'1e najnenury

,leCTBMl\OM M3MI)eMo na He60".

Kana

na Ty BMCOKYropy, BMAex M3 Mpa'-lHe "OHa",

KpOTKOr nsrnena, TMXOce rrpM6IIM)I(M M crane MM JIaraHO je~HoM HorOM CBOjOM na rpy~M H pe'1e MM: ",[(a xazceur csojoj Majl\M na TH Majl\M. OHa pa3yMe~e xaIhHHy ... L(a TM CTaBM M rrpCTeH na PYKY, 3aTO IlITO rpetia Aa

upHl\e ~MBlher nsrnena, KOjl1 ~yrl1M M l\pHMM KOHOrrl\MMa syunjaxy

I1pOBaJIHje jenny )I(eHY, xojy Il03HajeM M xoja 11cana )I(MBM aa OCTPBY KaJIMMHOCY, YBe3aHY 0,11rnase ,110uory TpyJIMM M OKaTpalheHMM sonorntex. pe'1e MM Apxanheo, "CKpI1Ba jenan CTpaIllHM rpex M aKO ra He MCl10Be~M cnaha

re rrpMBeAeM ua Cyn", OBO MCrrpM'1aX cnojoj neyreunroj

na je TO rrpe~3HaK Moje CMpTM: O~Max ypaAM CBe TO M rrOJIO)l(MMe ua KpeBeT. 110-

he je

jour rope MyKe."

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YlIIABlIIM Y HOBM CMOH ...

)J,OKMI1 OH TO rosopauie,

oxpenyx ce aa JIeBO 11BI1AeX jennora orpoxnor

OA lbera HO OH, xpaopeh« Me, pelle MI1:

'IOBeKa, BpJIO036I1lbHor, npereher 113meAa, KOjl1 crajauie I1I1Mal)aIlle rrpeA C060M BeJII1KYKlbl1ry OTBopeHy. J a ce ynnaiunx "ATI1Ha, He 60j ce! (Eor MI1 je ca HeKI1M ~l1lbeM noxasao osaj JII1K.MI1CJII1M Aa MI1 pe'Ie Aa je OH AAaM.) Y osoj Klbl1311 xojy BI1AI1Ill sanacyjy MI1 cyrpahaanaa ce I1MeHa 11AeJIa OHI1X Kojl1 YJIa3ey HOBI1 CI10H". YTOM BI1AeXAeCHOOAce6e 11jenner MJIaAl1ha, nosnaror rro I1MeHYMJ1XaI1JIa,Kojl1 cehauie na rrpeAI1BHOMeKOlby. Cpna-mo ra rr03ApaBI1X 11,panyjyh» ce, samrrax ra na A03HaM pa3JIOr TaKOBeJII1KelIaCTI1 xojy I1Ma. "3ap ce He cehaur na caM 6110)!{pTBa aa I1CTI1HY, paneha npasny:" 11cTBapHo o

jenan OA npyrora. Mene YXBaTI1 BeJII1KI1CTpax, xana Apxanheo,

CTaBIllI1 aa rrpBy crenennuy, 113a3Ba BeJII1KI1rrOTpec. AJII1, OH Me aenpecrano

xpaopmne.

3aTI1M MI1 pelle

na meAaM

YHaOKOJIO.OKpeHyBIllI1 ce

na AeCHOAOJIe,

BI1AeX oecxpajao

~PHO Mope, xoje rrpaBlbaIlle BeJII1Ke 11AI1Blbe ranace. Y MOPY MI1 pelle Aa cy TO <papl1cejl1-JII1~eMepl1. )J,OJIeI1C-

BI1Aex lbYACKa TeJIa Y y)!{aCHOM cran.y, BI1TJIaHa 116a~aHa TaMO 11aMO rro BOAI1, y TeIllKI1M MYKaMa. Apxanheo

non JIeCTBI1~a BI1Aex jenan BeJII1KI1 neo xonaa (3eMlbe) 113Ay)!{eHOr 06JII1Ka, na
KojeM crajaxy ~PHI1 11CTpaIllHI1 AeMOHI1 ca AYrl1M KOrrlbl1Ma, TPYAet1J1ce Aa Me

saxase 11srpaoe. 3aTI1M, AOK Apxanbeo aacrasrsaiue Aa Y3lIa311y3 JIeCTBI1~e, xoje

I1Mal)axy lIeTpAeCeT CTerreHI1Ka, BI1Aex 11npyre AeMOHa na Hac rrpaTe y Ba3AYxy, 6e36pojHI1 rro MHOIllTBY, Bl1l1yhl1l1 OH, saneha

osaj MlIaAl1h je 6110y611jeH 3aTO IllTO je sacrynao I1CTI1HY11csoje 6JII1)!{lbe. Ilocne rora, nohox ca ApxaHl)eJIOM MaJIO nanpen 11CTl1rOCMO rrpeA APYry xanajy 113BaHpeAHor cjaja 11cBeTIIOCTI1.BeIlle OHa yxpaniena OArope AO AOJIepa3HOlII1KI1MApafl1M KaMelbeM. Ho, Mel)y lbl1Ma cy ce pa3JII1KOBaJII1HeKI1 KaMeHOBI1 AaJIeKO Behl1l1 nparouenaja, 11oeure I1X nsauaecr rro 6pojy. 113 lbl1X 113JIa)!{aIlle Haj)!{I1Blba CBeTJIOCT.Y CBaKOM nax ymy 6ejaxy KPCTOBI1 Hel13pe~I1Be nenore. 311AHaOKOIIO oeure 3lIaTaH 11cserrsaure

rpaxeha na Me Apxauheo npena lbl1Ma.

AJII1

HerrpeKI1AHO HOB~e 113nexe Top611~e, xoja My sxcnjaure

0 paMeHY,

pasnasame I1X 116p30 nacraan.auie ca Y3JIa)!{elbeM. A OHI1 cnenyjyh» sa HaMa, noxasnsaxy sanace Mojl1X rpexoBa.
3aTI1M ce oKpeHyx Harope Aa BI1AI1M na JII1 CTl1rOCMO AO )!{elbeHOra He6a, 11BI1AeX Aa ce JIeCTBI1~a rrpOTe)!{e y 6ecKpaj, a Kp03 lbY, xao Kp03 aasecy BI1AeX rpoja He6eca. ITpBO He60 I1Mal)aIlle rrJIaBY tiojy, CI1THI1M 06JIa'Il1hI1Ma, a TIIO 11HaJII1K Ha 3JIaTO. Ha xpajy, kana CTl1rOCMO, aahocno ce rrpeA BeJII1KI1M 11BeOMa BI1COKI1M

xao cynue. 0 xannje 6exy otieurena Tpl1

OTBOPI1BIllI1

KlbY'Ia: jenan 3JIaTHI1,Apyrl1 rB03AeHI111 rpehn ApBeHI1. Apxanheo, raTI1, OBI1M rB03AeHI1M

OHI1M3JIaTHI1M KlbY'IeM Karrl1jy, pelle MI1: "OBI1M 3JIaTHI1MKlbY'IeM orsapajy 60-

npyro

6eJIy ca HeKI1M

npasenmr,

a OBI1M ApBeHI1M Cl1pOMaIllHI1".

rpehe,

Y3BI1IlleHI1je OA rrpBa ABa, 6eIlle

nornyno

CBe-

Y npan Max, KaA yl)OCMO 11BI1AeX onaj Hel13pe~I1BI1 rrpl130p y CBOj n.eroaoj

narnpaponnoj
611jaJIacaM

lIerrOTI1, ca jenae CTpaHe, 11ca npyre CTpaHe, CB0jy 3JIexYAOCT, ra311M rro 6ecKpajHI1M 3JIaTHI1Mhl1JII1MI1Ma Hel13pe~I1Be MI1JII1He11 )!{I1BOTa. "Hexoj ce cHe6I1BaTi1", pelle MI1 Apxanheo. "11AI1

CTaAOXy HeAoyMI1~1111 He ycyl)l1Bax ce Aa ylll1HI1M HI1 jenan KopaK HarrpeA· OA-

xannja OAMepMepa. Kana CTl1rOCMO,Apxanheo noxpeay jenny BeJII1KY nonyry, ryPHyBIllI1 je Y jenny 'IeTBpTaCTY pyrry, 11OTBOPI1 KaI1J1jy. Ilpe Hero IllTO yI)OCMO, BI1AeX 11Apyry JIeCTBI1~y aJII1

3I1AOM, na KojeM oeiue nexa BeJII1Ka sarsopena

na

KpaCOTe. 0, KaKaB cjajan npasop! 0, KaKaB 113BaHpeAaH 113meA 'IYAeCHe nenore 11HOBor oecspajaor Cl1pOTI1~e, CJIo60AHO, jep je CBa ra A06pa rrpl1rrpeMI10 Iocnon 3a OHa cp~a xoja AeJIaTHO narone ce6e Aa lby6e Iocnona 11HerrpeKI1AHO fa Tpa)!{e. OHa he )!{I1BeTI1 y BeKOBe BeKOBa. Ho me AOlIa311HaM y cycpeT 6JIaropOAHa Mapnja,

nyr KOjl1 BOAI1 Y nponacr, OKpeHYx ce HaAOJIe Aa BI1AI1M 3eMlbY, aJII1 HI1IllTa npyro He BI1AeX OCI1MBeJII1KI1xaoc 11TO MpallaH. 11 aa raj y)!{aCHI1 npnaop yrnrrax Apxaahena,
Illl1pOKy. 3a 11OH MI1 pe-te: "CBe IllTO CTBOpI1Bor, 6eIlle BpJIO A06po, aJII1 lbYAI1, rrOTlII1HI1BIllI1 ce rpexy rj. CMPTI1, rrOTlIl1HI1Ille lbOj sajenno ca C060M 11CBY rrpl1poAY, xoja Y3AI1Illyhl1 oxexyje csoje OCJI060I)elbe". 11 TO peKaBIllI1 113BaAI1Me 113napyxja 11oner Me 'IYAeCHO npeoripaan pOMaIllHY y Mojy lbYACKY rrpl1poAy. Ho, cana ja I1MaAox CI1-

rsy ymrrax Apxanhena

11OH MI1 pe-te Aa je TO Illl1pOKI1

xoja je onpehena na re rrpl1XBaTI1 11rrpl1BeAe Aa npoheur Kp03 HOBI1 CI10H, 11BI1AI1Ill BellHY ClIaBY 116JIa)!{eHCTBa. Ilpenopyxyjea TI1 rrOHOBO na A06po ypeaceui y yM csoj CBe IllTO BI1AI1Ill, jep je rrOTpe6HO Aa TO I1Crrpl1l1aIll OHI1Ma y CBeTY, na snajy
Aa je

'Kpuciuoc u qauac u jY4e uciau u qoeexa"

BI1Aex, 6paho Moja, CBeTJIOCT TOIII1KOpa3JII1'II1Ty OACBeTJIOCTI1,xoja OCBe-

onehy

116ejax ooca. ITOIllTO, nax, yl)OCMO yHyTpa, 113al)ocMo BeOMa HeYBeHI1Boj TpaBI1. 3aMOJII1X rana AHl)eJIa na Me He

JIaKO rro rycroj

spaha

aa

rrsaaa HaIllY )!{aJIOCHY BOAeHY 3eMHY JIOIITY, KOJII1KOce pa3JII1Kyje CBeTJIOCT nana OA MpaKa MpKJIe He03Be3AaHe

3eMlby. "To je nexoryhe", OJ\roBOPI1 MI1 OH, "saro IllTO BpeMe rsora aenosparnor 60paBKa y He6ecHoM CI10HY JOIll Hl1je AOIllJIO."

nohn.

1..JYAeCHO 6eIlle TO IllTO ce 01111Moje BeOMa caM

HaBI1KOIlle aa TO, 11IllTO He ocehax HI1 HajMalbY CMeTlbY. Hanporns,

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ry CBerJIOCr HeHaOITO. A cBY,lla ce llU1pl10 Hel13pe~I1BI1 ce xao 06YXBaheHa 11113Hyrpa 11cnorsa A<I1BI1M 11aecen.ea. CBe A<I1Blba 11yMI1JIHl1ja. ,lIa 3aXBarl1M O,ll ouor

3arl1M, l1,l1yhl1 MaJIO ,lIalbe, BI1,l1eCMO BeJII1Kl1 Bpr ca 3JIarHI1M 3eMlbl1lIlreM 113JIarHI1M jaoyxaaa, rrperryHI1M 3JIaTHl1X, CBeA<I1X11,lII1BHI1X nnonona. Y xpajy Bpara, rrope,ll rryra KOjl1M XO,llI1CMOBI1AeXAPBO HeCJII1'IHO OCTalIl1M ApBerl1Ma y Bpry, xoje oeure CJIl1lJHOManoj CMOKBI111I1Mal)alIle nmuhe 3eJIeHO l1 nyro, xoje BI1CalIle sa AOJIe. To ,lIpBO rrOCMarpax paA03HaJIO, jep oeuie cponmrje npexpacnn ca ApBerl1Ma na 3eMlbl1 Hero ca OHI1Ma y Pajy. Y rOM ce rrojaBl111 crane KOA Tor ApBeTa

Ml1p. BI1,l1eBllU1CBe ro, ocernx ,lIYXOM, Hel13MepHOM panourhy

OBO He60 0 KOMe je pe'I, 11OBa CBerJIOCr, xoja je crBapHO rrpl1rrpeMlbeHa ITpaBe,llHI1~I1Ma, YKOJII1KOI1l)acMo Harrpe,ll, nocrajauie [a y,lll1cax HerrpecraHO

otiysera

HeI13pe~I1BOM

A<elbOM

Hel13pe~I1Bor M110Ml1pa, jep MI1 oeure ropKa rrOMI1CaOna mnuena csera rora, apanmunr J1,l1yhl1 raxo ca Mapnjoa ce na MHororYA<HY 3eMlby.

hy

MaJIO rrOCJIe 611rl1

Anheo y 6eJIOM 11pelJe MI1: "Xoheiu Aa rl1 y36epeM ,lIa OKYCl1lIl rrJIOA
Ha3l1B Tor ApBera

OA osor ApBera xoje ce 30Be AAaMOBO APBO?" AJII1, nourro 113a3Bay MeHl1 nenpnjanry

11rnenajyh« ca ,lII1Blbel-beM 6y,llyhy 6eCKOHalJHY KOjl1 oeuie CJII1'IaH OHOMe,

nacnany ITpaBe,llHI1X, nahox ce rrpe,ll 'laCHI1M Kpcrox, l-beMY Pacrrerora, He MprBora,

o KojeM cax BaM pekna y rrO'IeTKY oaor cnor Ka3l1Bal-ba. Orrer BI1,l1eXXpncra na Hero )KI1BOra. Ha 'Iacaoj fJIaBI1 Iberosoj oeure rpHOB senau, a OKOoenapa Haj'II1Crl1je, 11xao cner 6eJIo nnarno. HI1M rrpl130pOM caenooenaor jep oaora rpeHyrKa rrpOrI1B,lIeMOHCKor opyxqa,

ycnoaeny ja oA6l1X. Mapnja nax, CXBaTI1BlIll1 KaKBa je ro Moja ycnoxena, pelJe MI1: "He 60j ce''. J1 ,lIOK Mapaja nohe na MI1 caMa ysfiepe, Anheo CTI1A<ere MI1 AaAe y pyKy jenan nnon. "Ilasn cana", pe'Ie MI1 Mapnja, "KaA ra OKYCl1lIl, saneheur na I1Ma cnocotinocr na Aa yxyc 611JIO xojer ITJIOAa3eMalbCKor,
I1JIl1jena, I1JII1 naha, xoje rl1 MaJIo Aalbe, oxpenysum aJII1 aeorpanaxena ranax A<y60palIle. npencrasn.a

Iloxpaj Kpcra,

xoheur

na rrpeCraBl1lIl

ce611 y

cehaisy."

J1 crnapuo

Kojl16JII1cralIle jaxe on cynua, BI1,l1eX JIeCrBI1~y 11rpcKy. Ilpen rl1M BeJIl1lJaHCrBeMeHe YXBarl1 crpax,

6elIle raxo, ITa imax l-beroB noceoan rrpl1pOAHl1 yKyC 6elIle aeynopenas. ce, BI1AeX na re-te nexa 6JII1CraBa 3JIaTHa BOAa, AI1BHy nesojxy ce reunjaure rnje APA<11 l1 'IYAeCHO HI1KaKBI1M KOPI1TOM, 11jenny

Pacnehe na Kpcry.

cxarpax ce6e xao je,llI1Hy Kpl1BY aa Hseroso HerrpaBe,llHO AJII1 Mapaja, xoja oeure CBa onyurearsena 11noxaansaure
pe'Ie MI1: 'Tne, y60rl1

urran Kojl1M yrrpaBlba BOAOM, xoja ranacajyhn J1 aa OBO, yrrl1rax noxerax

A<I1Be3HaKe ,lIYXOBHe pa,llOcrl1l1 Cp,lla'IHe ycrperrranocrn, rese CBe npetioraro BelJHO aacnahea.e

Mapnjy,

xoja MI1 pe'Ie: "OBa BOAa xojy BI1Al1lIl

lJOBe'Ie, Hel1C~prrHI1 rajaHcrBeHl1113BOP, 113xojer xao 113rrpel130611JIHOr noroxa HOB or CI10Ha! Ine, ,UPBO )KI1BOra sacana 113JIelJI1 paHy nenocnyunrocrn, lby6aBI111 rrpl1rpJIl1o ,lIpBO caMolby6lba pYKe, 3a,llpA<aBa

peKe [opnaaa, 'Il1jl1 hem spaj BI1,l1erl1, KaA oyneur nocern-

JIa 3eMalbCKI1 J epycanna".

heuo on noserxa ycpen Paja 11npenonpeheao

6e3YMHor paBH060lIlrBa

paHy rrpao~a, KOjl1je rrpe3peo ro ,UPBOaajcaspmennje

Y O,l{AJAMA HEEECKJ1X CTAHOBA

3aTI1M, rrouraaum MaJIOAalbe, aahocao ce rrpeA 113BaHpeAHo BeJII1KI1M3Aal-beM ca onrosapajyhna npoaopnxa. YlIlaBlIll1 y isera, BI1AeCMO MHore peAoBe ronexa pasroaapaxy ca Kpajl-boM KJIyrra ua Kojl1Ma cebaure MHoro Ae~e. CBa 6exy ncror Y3pacra AO nsanaecr AI1Ha l1 6JII1CTaxy JII1~I1Ma. Hexa OA I-bI1X-nrraxy,

(rj. 113je,llHa'Iel-bace6e C Borca) 11cyjernor

11eronsaa. Taxo, Cnacnren, He BI1CI1,Hero I1Majyhl1 paunipene onseao

otiecr ,lIeMOHa ,lI0 speaena xana he haso, KOjl1 Hac Bapa, 611rl1 6a'IeH y jeaepo 11cyMrropHo 11611rl1 MY'IeH Kp03 CBe BeKOBe BeKOBa. Taxo, Cnacnren, ce Tpl1l1rrOCraCHOM BOA<aHcrBy. [ep y OBOM cy ry CBI1 Kojl1 My
clIYA<e.

Y311Ma rpexe csera, 11CBI1 xojn sepyjy y Ibera, 611Bajy 1136aBlbeHI1 IhI1Me O,ll CMpr1111 ,lIOJIa3eOB,lIe 11noxnaisajy

oeaaaneaourhy

l1 lbyrrKolIlhy.

Oaor rpeHyrKa

CXBarl1X jacno CMI1CaOI1cKpeHe I1lJl1rajy. Ho,

lby6aBI1. Ha'II1H, nax I-bI1XOBOrMel)yc06Hor nourro

pa3rOBopa rOJII1KO Me O'Iapa, na caM 11aa TO Mapnjy a

Ipany

je ITpecro Bora 11CI1Ha

Hseroaor, Taxohe

TI1,

rrOA<eJIeJIa,lIa HeHaCl1rO meAaM ry aHl)eJICKY Ae~y KaKO pasrosapajy He Morox ,lIa pa3YMeM Kojl1M jC311KOMroaope. yrnrrax He pasyxeur, OHa MI1 pese: "To lIlTO 'IyjelIll1

AaKJIe, rrpl1t)11cana, 11rrOKJIOHI1ce rr06e,llHOM yKpacy 'IYJIHe 11nyxosne 6JIaA<eHO,UPBO aa KOMe je YHl1lIlreHa CMpT!" OBe nyne A<I1BOra pelJl1 Hetiecxe Mapxje, lby6aBlbY ce npocrpex crpaumo

npl1pol1e.

Ilennsaj rrpe-nrcre nore Hserose xoje carl1py rnasy 3Ml1je, a nero TaKO 11OHO
Me rrorpeCOlIle. J1

jecy OHe Hel1CKa3aHe pe'Il1 0 Kojl1Ma

rOBOpl1 arrOCTOlI ITaBJIe, Y'Il1relb BaCI10He, y CBojl1M rrOCJIaHl1~aMa". ITOlIlTO joj peKOX na je He pa3YMeM jep HI1KaAa HI1CaM 'Il1raJIa 0 ITaBJIY, OArOBopl1 MI1: "Kana ce Bparl1lIl na 3eMlbY, samrraj sa n.era aexor OAY'Il1relba y rBOMe Mecry 11OH he rl1 06jacHI1rl1 rsojy HeAoyMI1~y". Ha xpajy, nourro AOBOlbHOcrajacno Harrrpl1pOAHOM 61IarolIlhy, rra OAOCMO.J1Ayhl1 TI1M I1Crl1M nyrea,

ponehn cy3e npnhox )KI1BOrO'II1BOM KpCTy, 11Ha'II1HI1BlIll1 rpl1 MeTaHl1je ca

na ~eJII1BaM nore XpI1CrOBe. OH, nax, cnose na rrpyA<11 pyKy CBOjy, xojy rrolby611x ca Cp,lla'IHOM npenaaourhy. IT03a,lll1, 113aTor BeJII1KOr

rnenajyh«
ca

HeHaCl1rO OHe MaJIe AHl)ene, MI1 I1X rr03ApaBI1CMO 11OHI1HaM ornosnpanmue

Kpcra, Bl1,l1eX11,lIpyra ,lIBa Mal-ba.

MI1 BI1AeCMO

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91

y peJ\y HaHl13aHe onaje 'lMjM

ce", pe'le MM OHa, "ami na aanaarmu CBe IlITO 6YAeill BI1J\elIa." OTBOPMBiliM cyceAHY cotiy ja BMAex rAe y cpeJ\MHM BI1CMcxynoueno KaHJ\MlIo xoje ocaerzsasaure cooy 6lIaroM csernourhy M ABe MOHaXMfbe rne cene jenaa HacnpaM J\pyre. Ilourro MM rnase 6exy nOrHyTe, BMAelIO ce na cy y MOIII1TBM. [a ce 0AMax nOBYKox, 3aTBOpMBiliM 6p30 BpaTa, jep MM jenna OJ\fbMX nane 3HaK na M3al)eM. 3anMTax Mapnjy M OHa MI1 pe'le J\a cy TOMOHaXMfbe xoje cy yronnne Bory nOABM3aBajynM ce aa jeJ\HoMe MecTy, 360r sera 6M yroAHo Iocnorry Aa OHe MOIIMTBeHO rnxyjy y TOj C06MU;M 06e sajenao M MOlle ce, xao IlITO BMJ\I1Il1, M )!(afbY nIIOJ\OBe AYXOBHor secersa M
TM

J\a lIM MM ce J\03BOlhaBa na yl)eM

paarneuaa

"Iloasozsaaa

l1 eBO, onaronapehn 3aTO na npeneceui

naposnaa Moje J\06pe )!(eHe, rtpnnpexmo ca Moje CTpaHe 6lIarOHaKIIOHOCT MOjoj notipoj

caM l1M pY'laK; )!(eHl111 Aa joj

xazcem J\a je 3a60paBMIIa na M3BpIlll1 CBe IlITO je ooehana, Tor M Tor MeCTa, Tor 11 Tor nana". 3aTl1M MM Kp03 jeJ\aH 6alIKOH rtokasa cjajna npOCTpaHl1 BpT. Y fbeMY Bl1AeX rne ce xpehy nernaecroronnunse AeBoj'lMu;e l1 aannaajy y lbeMY npnehe l1 usehe. Te AeBoj'Il1u;e Ml1 peKoille na OCTaHeM ca fbMMa. Oojacnanunr na Ml1 je
TO uexoryhe, ja ce n03ApaBMX ca fbl1Ma l1 ca L(MMl1Tpl1jeM, na 0AOX. YillaBIlIl1 y Apyry cyceAHY cotiy nahox Xpl1CToAYlIa, L(l1Ml1Tpl1jeBor 6paTa, KOjl1 je raxohe
6MO yMpO, rne ceJ\11na HeKOM yxpaureaov npecrony, xao MallO ceran. TIpl1Il1aBIlIl1 My n03J\paBl1X ra, l1l1cnpl1'lax My csoje YTl1CKe xoje caM CTe-

neoecxe panocrn.
Ilocne re, OTBOPl1XJ\PYry onajy l1 Bl1J\ex jenny )!(eHY OJ\eBeHYy cjajny csernocr, 3aTl1M OTBOPI1Xrpehy, y fbOj Bl1AeX csora My)!(a Annpejy, Kojl1 cehaiue aa npecrony, l1l13HaJ\ tserose rnase - nomma ca ceJ\aM KaHAl1lIa. lJ:l1M Me Bl1Ae, OH cahe ca npecTOlIa l1 n03ApaBl1 Me 6IIarOHaKIIOHO. J1 ja, orn03ApaBl1BIlIl1, peKOX My na jour HMcaM YMpiia M J\a je Moja )!(elha na OCTaHeM y3 isera. A OH Ml1 pe'le: "IT03HaTo Ml1 je na Hl1Cl1yMplIa, alIl1 J\a ocraaeur OBJ\e aa cana je nesroryhe, jep onpeheao BpeMe rnora )!(MBlhefba y CBeTY jour Hl1je l1CTeKIIO. Ilocrapaj ce, naxne, J\a y OBOMOCTaTKY csora 3eMalhCKora )!(I1BOTa noxaxceur BPIIMHCKI1)!(l1BOT l1 na He crynaui y J\pyrl16paK J\a 6M ce YJ\OcTojMlIa 06l1TaBaTl13ajeJ\Ho ca MHOM. EBo, npnnpeauo caM Tl1 CTOIIl1U;y",- npl1 TOMe noxasa na jemry OMafbY CTOIIl1U;yYMeTHl1'lKl1 aspaheay l1 61Il1CTaBO'll1ery. "Hnase, aKO ce ynaur, onora naua heiu Me
36aU;l1Tl1ca Mora Ha'll1H

xna AO oaora

'laca, a OC06l1TO My peKOX sa l13Y3eTaH nOIIO)!(aj

iseroaora opera.

nana,

pese, 11ja ra n.erosor napehen.a l1 naahox.

npecrona" (npa TOMe Ml1 OH l1CTOBpeMeHOl1 nOKpeTOM noxasa aeheui YJ\OCTojl1Tl1 na Bl1Al1Il1 Paj!" OHAa Ml1 TO ca nourroaaisea onna n03ApaBl1X, 06ehaBIlIl1 My na hy ce Ap)!(aTl1
l1 AOJ\aAe:) "a Tl1 ce

"Epar MOj", OJ\rOBOpl1 OH, "3aAOBOlhaH je l13 Bl1Il1e pasnora, a OC06l1TO IlITO ce YAOCTOjl10 Aa l1Ma 60r060ja)!(lhl1BY )!(eHY xoja CBe IlITO y'll1HI1 aa noxoj nyure Mora 6paTa, y'll1Hl1 ca J\06pOM BOlhOM l1 6e3 rynhan,a, AOKCBeIlITO 3a MeHe 'll1HI1 Moja )!(eHa, He 'll1Hl1 ca J\06pOM BOlhOM l1 saxaannouihy, Saro re MOIIl1M, na joj Ka)!(eill na ce )!(alIl1M, jep je norperino: l1IIM J\a Ml1 uran.e re AapoBe ca lhy6aBlhy M 6e3 ryuhan.a, na MaKap 6l1IIM l1 Mafbe BpeJ\HoCTI1, l11Il1 na MM He uran.e cpopMalIHO MHoro J\apOBa ca XlIaAHonOM l1 ryHl)afbeM." Oriehax My J\a hy McnyHl1Tl1 fberOBY )!(elhY l1 n03J\paBl1X ra, na l13l1I)OX M cpeTOX Mapnjy, ca KOjOM HaCTaBl1X XOA npeaa necnoj CTpaHl1. Bl1AeX J\a XOJ\l1MOno jeAHoM YCKOM 6eJ\eMY, KOjl1 ca csake cTpaHe oeme aacahen pa3Hl1M Ml1Pl1CHI1M l1 pa3H060jHl1M nsehea, xao IlITO cy 1by6l1'lMu;e,
KapaHcpl1IIl1, py)!(e l1 J\pyro, l1 CBe oeure HeYBeHl1BO. Y Aalhl1Hl1

yrnenax

BpToBe.

Ha J\pBeTY Bl1J\ex J\e'll1ja 1Il1u;aHel1CKa3aHe nenore ca Kpl1IIMMa. OHa, npenerajy-

hn no rpaHaMa, npocxasn.axy
"jecy nyuie Malle neue. l1X Eoroponnna

Tsopua. "Ta IIMu;a xoja BMJ\MIlI", pe'le MM Mapnja,

lbl1XOBOr OJ\lIaCKa 113aevazscxor CBOMe,
J\OK

3aTl1M, OTBOPl1BIlIl1 APYry cooy, IToiliTo ce n03ApaBMcMo, peKOX My 0

M

nahox
ce6M.

ce npeA MOjl1M n03HaTl1M

cyrpaha-

J1 nocne

CBeTa, J\P)!(l1

Tpl1 naaa y napysjy

He aatiopase

csojy 3eMalhCKY

Hl1HOM, KOjl1 oeuie yMpO npe ner rOAl1Ha, a asao ce L(l1Ml1Tpl1je Xpl1CTOAYIIY. OH Me YBeJ\ey jenny npocTpaHy callY nOCTaBMMe npeA J\BaHaeCTMlIaJ\Mna MCTor paCTa, Kojl1 61U1cTaxy sehaa OACYHnpel1306l1IIHOM csernotuhy

MajKy. Ilocne ce Aeu;a AOBOJ\eOBJ\e." CJ1JIA3EJiJ1 Y TOM, npeurasura KA A.aY. ..

ua l1 cehaxy na 3IIaTHl1M npeCTOIIl1Ma. Y CpeAl1Hl1 nax re cane oeure 110CTaBlheHa rprtesa 3a pY'laK. OBa cana oeure ocaerzseaa xoja ynasaure Kp03 sennxe nposope a OHl1, l13meAa, 6exy csama OTBOpeHl1. YmeAaBIlIl1 CBe TO l13HeHaJ\a, ja ce BeOMa 36YHl1X l1 nOCTl1AeX, l1 OKpeTOX ce na l13al)eM. Ho L(l1Ml1Tpl1je, 'll1jl1 )!(l1BOT na 3eMlhM oetue oopasau npnnae, 3aAp)!(a Me l1 IlITa Bl1Il1e noncrase Aa npl1l)eM l1 n03J\paBl1M CBefbl1X. IT03J\paBl1X
MX

oaaj YCKII xao IlITO peKOX 6eAeM, Mil l1l)acMo, He xao Mylha. Y fbeMY ce Bl1J\e jenna )!(eHa rJ\e 11OHa MM pe'le:

npe 3IIaTHl1M hl1IIl1MIIMa, Hero 110npOCTpTOM 3elIeHIIIIY. Taao, nax, MallO nan.e Bl1Aex jenno jesepo rryno cnpannor :Je)!(11HM'll1u;e. 3anl1TaX 0 lbOj

Mapnjy,

"To oeure

MOHaXllfba 11

11npnhox L(l1-

\''lI1Hl1 CMpTHl1 rpex l1 He noopaay nca, KojM je CTalIHO HacpTao na fby

ce J\a ce noxaje". lour y TOM npeJ\elIY BI1AeX

M

Ml1Tpl1jy, a OH Ml1 pese: "To cy J\BaHaeCT AnOCTOlIa l1 J\OIllIIM cy J\a Me nocere,

fB03AeHO ApBO. 0 fbeMY Bl1J\ex 0 nanny 06eIlleHY AeBojKY, a McnOJ\ fbe oenora CTpaIllHIIM yjeAMMa sanasao joj pane. A

92

I1 P

VI

l{

E0

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I1 P vI l{
"OHa ce MY'l11 raxo", peqe MI1 Mapaja, "saro

E0

A H 1; E n 11M A

93

OHa je OA 60JIa Maxm1TO jayxana. raxsoj

sa ropea.e. Ilourro 3eMlbl1Il1re 6eIlle 6JIarHO, He HaJIa)!{aX Mecra rne Aa cranex. MaJIo nax narse, y jennoj rrpI16JIl1)!{l1M nposanajn, BeJII1Koj nposamrjn jep ce npenanox Bl1Aex Aa ce npocrnpe "Onaj npeneo", raMa rype-te Ml1

urro je 6l1JIa MOHaXl1Iba BeJII1KOCXI1MHI1l.\a,rra je ro Harrycrl1JIa 11YAaJIa ce." 0 MOHaXl1lbl1 rOBOpl10 MI1 je jenan AYXOBHI1K, xana caM rrpBI1 rryr 'lyJIa ITocJIe Tara OrBOpl1X jenny ycasoseny cotiy 11BI1Aex y a.oj KpeBer, KOjl1 rope- AOJIe KpeBer ca 11HI1CY rrOIllrOBaJII1 urra 3Ha'll1 MOHaXl1lba. YMecro nyurexa I1Mal)aIlle rrJIaMeHOBe orn.a KOjl1 fiauaxy 'lOBeKOM 11)!{eHOM, KOjl1 cy ua 3eMlbl1 )!{I1BeJII1 y pa3Bpary

urha OA OHe npse a y n.oj ce -ryjaxy aanaja l1 y)!{aCHl1 jayua, He YCYAl1Xce na ce

OA crpaxa.

Mapnja, "Ha3l1Ba ce xursesnyhe."

ITo rOM Bl1AeCMOAl1Blbe l.\pHe AeMOHe, ca crpaXOBl1rl1M JIl1l.\l1Ma l1 6eAHOM OAenOM, 6JIarlbaBOM l1 KpBaBOM. OHl1 YAapaxy y 6y6lbeBe BeOMa jaxo 11cYJIYAO. MaJIO oxpatipa,

rrpa3HI1Ke. BI1AeX nan.e )!{eHY, soja nescaure y KOrJIY rrYHOM MJIaKe BOAe: pe'le MI1 Mapaja, yql1Hl1 MHore rpexe 11Ben je Ka)!{lbeHa KlbY'laJIOM BOAOM. "Cana ce nax YMalbl1 lbeHO MY'lelbe, jep ce ynocroja rrOCraBIlII1 caeurrenax sarpa MOJII1ce na I1Ma CI1Ha BpJIO 'lecrl1ror, Kojl1 na

Iocnony

aa ynoxojerse

csoje MajKe; 11xao urro

BI1AI1Il1 YCJII1Il1I1JIace iseroaa MOJIl1rBa." BI1AeX 11Apyry )!{eHY xoja crajaure 11,ropehn, c nory, aanoxaraure OA lbe sacmiran, norpecno.

Osaj npl130p Ml1 noseha crpax re norpsax Aa ce CaKpl1jeM nsa Mapnje, OHa Me re aa AeMOHe rnenacao BJiaCHO11ca npeanpoa. OHI1 Hac nOCMarpaxy Ml1pHO l1 onnaxaxy y npasuy osor l1Il1'le3Hyna. 3arl1M, nouianrua MaJIO aanpen, nabocao ce y jeAHoj YAOJII1Hl1, rne aaycraansum ce Mano, qYCMO XyK Mopa. ITPOAY)!{l1CMOxa Mecry Tara IlIyMa 11Bl1AeCMO,0, crpaunrora JIl1 npnaopal
Mope OA orrsa, xoje 6y'lHO oauaure BaJIOBe OA rrJIaMeHa aa Al1BlbY l1 OKOMl1ry 06aJIy npennaarsyjyhn y BeJIl1Koj BJfCl1Hl1OHY rMypHy arvocpepy BapHI1'laBl1M OHl1X Al1MOM. Ha roj 06aJIl1 Bl1AeCMOsojnnxa KOjl1 HaM nane 3HaK l1 lby6a3Ho Hac n03Ba

"Hsen CI1H", peqe MI1 Mapnja,

"phaso

xohe

Aa ce rroryp'll1.

AKO AaKJIe OH nanne y raKBO 3JIO, rpaan a y Mel)YBpe-

osaj he ce orais nojasarn

11ropehe uena y rrJIaMeHY."

BI1AeBIlII1 CBe ro, MI1 KpeHycMO nan.e no uerpyneacaoj

Aa l136JIl13a Bl1Al1MO raj CrpaIllHl1 rrpl130p. Bl1AeCMO na ce Y Kperalbl1Ma OrlbeHI1X ranaca npesphy rena lbYAl1 l1 )!{eHa pasnora yspacra

MeHY BI1AeCMO6e36pojHO npsehe l1l1mpe,ll csaxora OAlbl1X rro jenan IlIarop. KOA Bpara csaxora IlIaropa BI1AeCMOxonexa Kojl1 ceAI1 ca BeApl1M JII1l.\eM. Haahocao 11na jemrora ycaMlbeHora 'lOBeKa, rAe CeAI1 na OB'll1jOj KO)!{l1. Ilarax ra saurro Hl1rl1Il1arop? caM rpeiuan, ja ceAI1 caM 11HeMa HI1Il1ra xao yarnaazse, aa MaKap MaJII1 no-umax, Ha ro Ml1 caM OH 0ArOBOpl1: "CJIaBa CBerOMe Hl1 osora Mecra Hl1CaM nocrojaa". KO)!{Y, aa xojo]

11je3l1BO Bl1qy, Ay60KO

sanoaaxyh«: "Asaj, naropex!" J1 saacra oerue crpaIllHO ro ropeu.e. Tana npexany aa MaJIO csoje rrpl1'lalbe MOHaXl1lba Esnpaxcnja,

Bory,

jep nourro

Y3AaXHYBIlIl1 rra aacraan ca Y3ApXraJIl1M rnacox: _ Bl1AeX 11npyre crsapa nperryne crpaxa y rOM Mecry se-nrre ocyne, AJII1 nourro Ml1 cehatse aa ro Myql1 AYIllY, norpeoao je Aa Ka)!{eM Aa rana aanycrncao l1 nahory raay l1 Mecro se-me, 6e3HaAe)!{He oCYAe, ysahocxo y3 jenae necrsaue osaj, cBYAa paannaajyha

3Ha OH na Hl1Il1ra npyro HeMa AO jeAl1HO OBY saro nrro je aa 3eMlbl1 nOAapl10 He-

cehaure,

a lbe ce ynocrojao

urro jeAHoM jaAHl1KY. "A nrro ce nrse KOJIl16e, He rpe6a Ml1", pe'le OH, "jep, xao urro BI1Al1re, He60 je 6JIl13Y Hac, nyno 3Be3Aa, l1 Hl1rl1 l1Ma HOnl1, Hl1rl1 Kl1Il1e, Hl1rl1 serpa."

CMOce na OHOMe nyry rne rrperxoAHo Bl1AeCMOBproBe l1 eerie. Kaxo Al1BaH 6erne ce Ml10Ml1P OBara nanpennora Ipana, Honora Cl10Ha! Cana Ben qyx l1 AHl)eJIe rne nesaxy caecaspureao ca qYAecHoM XapMOHl1joM, OHY BeqHY AHl)eJICKY Xl1MHy: Ceiatu, CBjam, CBjam, l1 ocrano. LIyx cano mac, HO AHl)eJIe He Bl1Aex. Y'll1Hl1 Ml1 ce na 6exy rope na OHOMe 3JIarHOM neoy, aJII1 cy ce 'lyJIl1 xao Aa 6exy 6JIl13Y Hac.

Y MECTJ1MA ... BEllHE OCY/{E

ITocJIe rora, peqe Ml1 Mapnja, Aa onne 6JIl13Y I1Ma 11necrsnua «oja Hl13BOAl1 y naxao 11xan je aahocno, nohocao Hl13lbYAa Cl1JIa3l1MOxa Mecry sevae oCYAe.

Creneanxa oeure xerpnaecr l1 6exy nonjennaxo pasaaxayra jenan OA Apyror. KaA sahocao y Ay60KY raMY, ja ce ynnaunrx l1 peKOX Mapajn na je rpetiano Aa
Y3MeMo caernn.xy, HO OHa, AP)!{enl1 Me cranno aa PYKY, pese Ml1: "OBa rava He pyfieure MO)!{e 6l1rl1 CaBJIaAaHa OA npOJIa3He CBerJIOCrl1, jep je 6YKBaJIHO ornmzsnaa aesepa, KaA ce nane JIaMne. OHa HajAolba 3eMlba, nycrour l1 crpaxora,

uren llPECTOJIOM
rpaAa 6erne sersopoyrnacr Ha3l1Barne Iopa npopoxa l1 iserona

OIlET Y HOBOME CJ10HY. .. CBE/{F)KJ1TElbA

crpana l1Mal)aIlle rpl1 xarmje.

IToCJIe 06l1I)OCMO OKO xyne 11pa3meAacMo 3l1AOBe HOB ora CI10Ha. 06JIl1K

Ha

APY-

KaMa". Ha xpajy Ml1 xohacao no qBpCrOMe rny. MeHl1 ce y'll1Hl1 na je A06a OKO HepaBHa l1 xaorasaa.

roj CrpaHI1 Bl1AeX rpl1 rope. JeAHa ce 30Be J13rHaHCrBO AAaMoBo, BC';]l1qaHCrBeHI1M ABOpOM. Jl13 jenner

a Apyra ce 113JIa)!{arne,

J1nl1je. ):\albe Me Mapaja noseae re ce Hal)ocMO npen

Paspehena ApBera 6exy rrpecrapena,

ocyhena l1 rorosa

aajseher

nposopa

a.erosor

94
xao

II
M3

P 11 LI F 0

A H 1) E 11 11 tv! A M

TI PH CIE
aa Iopn.e He60
M

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A H 1) E 1111 tv! A

95

M3BOpa )KMBa
JIM

yMMJIHa, bO)KaHCKa CBeTJIOCT, xoja OCBeTJbaBaWe Paj. bora 11

na JII1 611611JIOMoryne Aa 113al)eM rope

BI1AI1M ClIaBY bO)Kjy?

M

"Cehaur

ce", peCIe MM Mapnja, "xana CMO crajane rrpeA PaCrreTI1M 11xana CaM

OH MI1 pe'le Aa TO Hl1je Moryne, jep ce jow He YAaJbI1X 3a csarna OA 3eMJbe, aJII1, Aa 611pa3peWI10 Ty MOjy HeAOYMMlIY, AHl)eo rrOBYCIesasecy jour caapmennjy xopose xoja M3JIa)KaWe 1133JIaTHl1X nonnjeneja. ja BI1Aex CBeTJIOCT JOW BI1AeX 6e36pojHe 3BOHa onjeM

TI1 peKJIa na My ce rrOKJIOHI1W, WTa je pexao! Y OBOMe rpany je Ilpecro

CI1Ha Hieroaor, Yl)I1MO, AaKJIe, y osaj ABOp, Aa BI1AI1W 11rrOKJIOHI1W ce CJIaBI1

Tpannocracnor

bora aamer!"

Kanybocsro, uahocao ce rrpeA jeAHoM orpoMHoM npocropnjoa 11BI1AeXCBeAp)KMTelha. VIMal)awe nomen y3AMfHyT rope, oCMexHYT, aJII1 cTpawaH. L(ecHoM HorOM CBOjOM crajaure na TO'lKY KOjl1 OKOJIO I1Mal)awe KpMJIa. C AeCHe CTpaHe CBeAP)KI1TeJbeBe BI1AeX XpI1CTa, KOjl1 rneuame CBOjl1M KpOTKI1M 11CMepHI1M
nornenox,
ca KpajlboM

AHl)eJIa KOjl1 YAapaxy y 3BOHa BeOMa CKJIaAHO 11nesaxy HajxapMoHI1CI-

Hl1je. Ta AHl)eJICKa XapMOHI1CIHa MellOAl1ja 11XapMOHI1'lHO opyjan.e peKOCMO 6ewe aapeheao na OCTaBI1M Be'lHY 11aeaspeuaay ja rr03ApaBMx He6eCKY

KI1Baxy rrOCJIey Mojl1M YWI1Ma - CII1TaBeTpl1 rOAI1He. Ha xpajy, nourro, xao WTO

panocr

secen,e,

Mapujy

11rtohox aa ApxaHl)eJIOM Kojl1 xpere y rrpaBlIY

aexuourhy

11lhy6aBlhY. KOA JIeBe nore CBeAp)KI1Telha

BI1AeX JIaBa me JIe)Kl1, ca OCIMMa113xojax

cenaxy

BapHl1l1e, a KOA AeCHe

nore

3JIaTHOra Ipana, Ha rryTy oner ymeAacMO BeJII1KI1 KpCT. ITPI161111)KI1BWI1 ce My KJIeKOX11ca cygaMa lIeJII1BaX rrpe'lI1CTe nore Pacnerora. Ca Hel13pelll1Bl1M y3AaXOM MCrrOlhl1X 60JI cplla caora, 3aTO WTO Ben OCTaBlhaM CBeTJIOCT11spahaa ce y ceHKY CMpTl1. I1ClIeJII1 raj
60JI AJIM

Cnacaren.ese Apyry )KI1BOTl1lbY ClIl1CIHYMeABeAY xoja I1Mal)awe JIl1l1e CJII1'lHO 'lOBeKY. Ca JIeBe crpane CBeAp)KI1TeJbeBe BMAex BJIaAM'll1l1Y Eoropommy. Y'lI1HI1 MI1 ce cpa3MepHO BI1COKa11TaHKa. OHa aotuauie ca CBeTJIenl1M 3Be3AaMa, a

onehy

Cpuesnanau

CBeAP)KI1Telh, BI1Aenl1

na

6ewe rrOTpe6HO Aa y KlbMry )KI1BOTa".

He6eCHO rrJIaBeTHY
M

na

nyuie

Moje, peqe MM: "Heaoj

ce )KaJIOCTI1TI1Hero sepyj Aa new

maBM joj 6ewe xpyaa

xojy Ap)Kaxy AHl)eJIM ca

rrOHOBO Aonl1 y HOBI1 CI10H, jep I1Me rsoje, Ben je aarnicano

crpaxonourrcsaneu

rr060)KHOwny.

BMAex rope, M3HaA Oua 11CMHa,

Ilpecse-

rora L(yxa y BMAY rOJIy6a, 113CIMjl1XyCTa xao 113HeMClIprrHor M3Bopa 113BI1paWe bO)KaHCKa CBeTlIOCT, xoja, xao WTO peKOCMO, ccsern.aaaure CBeAP)KI1TeJba, Cnacaren.a OBO 11MHoro Apyrora 11crajax xao yxonana. 11Boroponnue, Paj. IT03aAI1, 113a BI1AeX BOjCKY AHl)eJIa: y rrpBOM peny

crajaxy AHl)elll1 a y ApyroMe ca ABa Kpl1JIa, a Apyrl1 ca urecr Kpl1JIa. BI1AeBWI1 CBe WTO HI1CaM y cTalbY Aa I1CKa)KeM, ja ce YKO'lI1X oA cTpaxa AJII1 Me CBeAp)KI1Telh noasa KpOTKI1M maCOM 11ja My

VI na He 6l1X MMana HeKY CYMlbY 0 TOMe, OH A03Ba onor orpoanor xosexa 11OH MI1 CTBapHO noxasa Moje I1Me xao )KI1Be, sarmcaao y noxrenyroj Klb11311.360r rora, rryHa paAOCTI1 rrOKJIOHI1X ce Iocnony 11ca BOJbOM nohox ca AHl)eJIOM. ITOWTO 113al)ocMo 1133JIaTHI1X BpaTa 11 nohocao y npasny MepMepHI1X, BI1AeX CTaplla otiy-tenora y lIPHI1 OrpTa'l, rOJIOmaBOr ca CBeTJII1M JII1l.leM, cene 6paAe, cpeAlbe BI1CMHe,KperrKora 11CMellora. 3arrl1TaX aa n.era 11A03HaAox na je TO CBeTI1 HI1KOJIaj, 11na je AOJIe na 3eMJbI1. [ep MHOrl1 OA CBeTI1X, a OC0611TOCB. JOBaH bOrOCJIOB, CB. Ipnropaje
MOJI6e

npnhox.
cafHYBwl1

Ha'lMHMX TpM 3eMHa rrOKJIOHa 11lIeJIMBaX L(ecHl1l1Y ce na AeCHO Aa ce rrOKJIOHI1M Boroponnun,

Bnunsera,
M M

3aTMM

11CB. HI1KOJIaj, I1Majy rrpaBO

na

rro rrOTpe611

nocehyjy

oKpeTox ce

nohox Aa

3eMlhy. L(PYfl1 rtax CBeTI1TeJbI1 60)KaHCKOM CI1JIOM ncnya.asajy [a

6JIarOpa3YMHe

lIelll1BaM nore Cnacnren.a alll1 OH MI1 oner rrpY)K11L(ecHl1l1Y

rrOKJIOHI1BWI1ce

JbYAI1 113AaJbI1He. CBeTI1 HI1KOJIaj Me BI1Ae 113AaJIeKa, 11OCMeXHY MI1 ce. 11lIeJIMBaX My AeCHl1l1Y, a OH Me 6JIarOCJIOBI1 11OTI1Ae. ITO)KeJIex Aa 3aTl1M
M

Boroponmm, noayxox
)Kaxy sarnrce rpexosa

ce YHa3aA 11CTaAOX, xexajyh« Aa MM A03BOJII1 na 113al)eM. re

npahox

YTOM, Aabeo noaece jenny AYWy, 11aa lbOM l1l)awe MHOWTBO AeMOHa KOjl1 AP-

nytue.

BI1Aex

rne

ce

VI na jenan lbl1XOB xpaj 6M CTaBJbeHa Aywa KaA rperiauie na nanne OAJIyKa, BMAex AHl)eJIe Aa CMJIa3eca roplber neria, 11OHM, noaasyjyha nyury ca MMpOM xoje Ap)Kaxy y jennoj TaWHM, npeotipaamue je y Y3pacr OKO rpanecer rOAMHa M 0AMax je nonenoure y roplbe He60. A AeMoHM, He npncrajyha jour na Ty OAJIyKy, YAaJbMWe ce BI1'lynM: "CYAje aenpasenau". Ilocne, rrOWTO OTI1Ae rrpBI1 peA Anbena, oner Me nosaa CBeAp)KI1TeJb 11nocaaerosa Aa npoaenea OCTaTaK )KI1BOTa rro 3arrOBeCTI1Ma tberoBMM.
[JOWTO,

nocrasn.ajy repasnje ua cpennny. a na npyr» OHI1 samrcn AeMOHa; M

BI1AI1M n.erony cody, HO TO 6ewe AaJIeKO a BpeMeHa MI1 He npeocrajaure. BI1AeX 11npyra ABa CTaplla ooca, OKOwe3AeCeTI1X rOAI1Ha, 0AeHYTI1 orprase,

OHI1Y lIpHe

11I1Mal)axy rnase rrpeKpl1BeHe KYKYJbaMa. To cy, pe'le MI1 Apxanheo,

EHOX 11VIJIl1ja. tbl1XOBe onaje BI1AeX 113AaJIeKa, lIeJII1BaX lbl1XOBe AeCHl1l1e, 11 OHI1 Me 6JIarOCJIOBMwe. KaA CTl1rOCMO na OHa BpaTa OA MepMepa 11I1MaAoCMo Aa naahexo Kp03 lbl1X, BI1AeX AHl)eJIa KOjl1 notuaiue jennor xanyhepa 11npenane OHOM orpOMHOM 'lOBeKY, a OH ra 6e3 I1crrl1TI1Balba YXBaTM 3a KOCY aa maBI1, rypHyBWI1 ra AOJIe, 6allM ra aa 3eMlhY re I1Wqe3e. 3aTI1M ca rlbeBOM pe'le: I1AI1 TeJIeCHOy naxao",

narnena,

"Kana

CI1HerrOAHOWlhI1B,

I1CTI1CIe BpeMe Mora 60paBKa y HOBOM CI10HY, A03Ba ro-

cnon Apxanrena

Aa Me Y3Me 11onnece AOJIe na 3eMlhy. Tana sanarax

Apxaahena

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97

lIOBPATAK Y TEllO
IToCJIe rora apxanheo, npeoripaanaiua csoje. Me y roJIy6111"\y,CTaBI1Me y napysje

KOMYHI1CTa,rra cy 360r MeHe HapO'll1TO rr03BaJII1 rrporpecopa 'lI1JII1 na 113Bpille onepaunjy,

113Mocxse 11OAJIy-

Y rpenyrxy

ce oKpeHyx 11BI1AeX Aa CMO y namoj

xyh« na

3eMJbM. TeJIo

nax Moje Bl1/.1eX/.Ia ce HaJIa311y OHOM I1CTOM CTalbY Y KOMe caM ra OCTaBI1JIa rrpe Tpl1 nana, A MojM cy ra 3aAp)l(alll1 nenorpeoeao, 3aTO IllTO MI1, KaKO MI1 pelle rrOCJIeMoja MajKa, uexa BpaTHa )l(I1JIa noxasnaaiue 3HaKe )l(I1BOTa. Y TOMe Me Apxanheo Y3e 113csor aapyxja 11pelle MI1: "llyuro, yljM Y TeJIo!" A ja, y 3HaK rrocnemse 3aXBaJIHOCTI1l1eJII1BaX onehy ApxaHljeJIOBY 11Kp03 yCTa yhox y reno 11O/.l0X, rrpo6Y/.ll1BIlll1 ce xao M3 Ay6oKor CHa 11Y3AaXHYBillM Ay6oKO nonarox ce 11cenox na rrOCTeJbY. Kana BI1Aeme TO 'lY/.lO, MaTH Moja 11OCTaIlI1 rrpacynni noseure, HeKl1 Aa Me Jby6e xao nexora npyrora JIa3apa a HeKI1 OA lbl1X MI1 nonecome neurro ocsexasajyhe aa nnhe. Ho ja nourro 6ejax rnanna, 3aTpa)l(I1X Aa jeAeM. Kana
caM rrOTOM 03/.1paBMJIa, I1crrpl1'laJIa caM MHOrl1Ma OBO IllTO caM AO)l(MBeJIa 11 BI1/.1ella,a TaKO I1CTOcax I1crrymma OHe nopyxe 6pane Xpl1cToAYJIa ...

CMPT
19. ¢e6pyapa

ot; PAKA

HA OlIEPAI{l1Jl1
ja caM yMplla.

1964. rOAI1He y 11 xacona cy Me orrepl1caJII1 - OTKpl1BeH je

3JIonYAHI1 TyMOp y MCTpYllelll1M L\pl1jeBI1Ma! TOKOM onepannje

Kana cy pacjexnn rpoyx, ja caM crajana 113Meljy ABa n.exapa 11ca Y)l(acoM rnenaJIa na CBOjy 6011eCT.Y.I1TaB )l(ellYAaL\ 6110 MM je y rYKaMa paKa, a raxohe 11MaJIa npnjesa. [a caM rnenana 11MI1CIII111a: aIllTO Hac je ABl1je, Hal1Me, jenna ja CTOjl1M 3 a jenna ja JIe)l(I1M!? 3aTMM cy JbeKap11113BaAI11111 Mojy /.Ip06 na CTOM peKIlI1: "TaMO rnje 611rpeoano Aa 6YAe ABaHaeCTOrraJIa'lHO upnjeso, nocrojn caxo aeurro )l(I1TKO, TO jeer OHO je CaCBI1M carisnno 3ApaBor, CBe je cansnno 0/.1paxa". [a caM CBe TO rnenana 11MI1CIlI111a:3aIllTO Hac je ABl1je, HaMMe, jenna ja ne)l(I1M a jenna ja CTOjI1M?! ITOTOM cy n.exapa BpaTI1JIM MOjy AP06 KaKO cy CTl1ml1 11CTaBI11111y MI1 na rptiyx c J,13pal111Plcajeanx HeMMapK, Iespejaa, 11OTYAa CMO I1Cl1l1jeAI1JII1nona JII1Tpe

ruoja". I1 jour cy JbeKapl1 peKIlI1: "Iboj HeMa BI1Ille )l(MBOTa, HeMa KOA lbe HM'ler

3aMCTa, "CBI1MalhYAI1Ma npencroja BMMO, Iocnony )l(I1BI1MO, aKO YMl1peMO aKO YMl1peMO, Iocnonn.n

jeAHoM yMpeTll, a rrOTOM aa CYA" (leap,

konue. Onepaunjy je 113BpIlll10 nporpecop AOKTOP y rrpncycrny necer lheKapa. Kana cy

9,27). [ep Hl1jeAaH OA Hac He )l(I1BI1 ce61l, 11HlljeAaH He yMllpe ce6M. Iep aKO )l(ll-

MI1 CTaBI11111orrse, JbeKapl1 cy peKllM: "Tpe6a je AaTI1 MJIaAI1M JbeKapMMa paAI1 x

Iocnony

yMllpeMo.

AKO /.IaKJIe)l(llBI1MO,
M

npaxce". I1 rana cy Moje rnjeno OABe31111 MpTBa'lHl1l1Y a ja caM I1Illlla aa lbl1M y

11CBe ce 'lYAMlla: 3aIllTO Hac je /.IBl1je? " )J:orrpeMI1JII1 cy Me y MpTBa'lHl1l1Y 11ja caM najnpnje

CMO. lep "3aTO XPMCTOC 11yMpe 11nacxpce

O)l(MBe,

na snana 11MpTBMMa II )l(l1BMMa" (PI1Mlh. 14,7-9).

nezcana sara, a 3aTI1Mcy Me rrpeKpl111Msapuraeoa rrpeKO rpYAM. Ty,

11rrolhy6l10 Me y xeno, ropKO je nnaxao M CBe rOBOpI10:

y MpTBa'lHMl1Y, nouiao je xacnnje MOj opar ca MOjl1M CI1H'll1neM AHAPjYIllKOM. Moj CI1HMM je nparpsao "Maaune, 3amTO Cll yMPJIa? [a caM jour MaJIll, KaKO hy 6e3 reoe Aa )l(I1BllM, HeMaM TaTMl1Y?!" [a caM ra 3arpllMJIa 11norsyenna, a OH sa MeHe anje oopahao HllKaKBY rra)l(lbY! Moj opar je nnaxao ...

BACKPCElhE

KlIAB)J;J1JE YCTJY)I{AHJ1HE
(If;
Klbufe 'Tlpaaocnasua

'lYAa Y 20. nnjexy",

(8eCKa

1, MocK8a 1993)

J a caM 6MJIa 6e360)l(HMl\a,

xeaa ljaBollcKOM npeneuihy

rpAHO caM, CTpaUIHO xYJII1JIa na bora 11rOHI1JIa

uvm« lIOClll1JE
MY)l(a, 3aKOHMTor. BI1JIa je jespexeao

CMPTl1 - lIPEa rOClIOaOM

11Moja pohena ceCTpa. Ca rrpBI1M MY)l(eM CBOy Bora! I1 me, y
M

CBeTY U:PKBY, BOAI1JIarpeXOBHI1 )l(MBOT 1161111a caCBMM MpTBa AYXOM, rrOMpa(06MaHOM AYXOBHOM). AIlI1, MI1110cplje BO)l(I1je lle)l(alla, Hl1je /.IOrrYCTMllOCTBopelbY CBOMe na rrporraAHe 11Iocnon Me je rrpM3Bao K no-

ITOTOM caM ce oopena KOA xyhe. )J:OillJla je Ty CBeKpBa, MajKa Mora rrpBor

raao

HMjecaM xrjena /.Ia )l(MBI1M, 3aTO IllTO je ajeposao caM nenpasnou

xajan.y, Pasoozsena caM ce OA paKa 1160110Balla Tpl1 rOAI1He. Hnjecaa

611110 MeHI1 je CBaKI1M /.IaHOM nocrajano l1 CaCBI1McaM aaueaorna, Cl1llHO na nospahaa CBe rope. Ilocn.enn.ax

MOjOj KynM no-rena je AM06a MOjl1X CTBapl1. >Kl1Bjella caM 60raTo 60raTcTBo crexna

CBe csoje

Hero caM pa/.ll111a l1 11l1je'lI1JIa ce K0/.l 3eMalhCKI1X lheKapa, ami KOPI1CTM Hl1je uiecr MjeCel1l1 'laK HI1 BO/.ly Hl1jecaM Moma na rrl1jeM - novena caM

11611Y/.lOM.Moja ceCTpa CTaJIa je na Y3MMa pyra II

Haj60lbe CTBapl1, a Moja CBeKpBa MOIlI1J1ajy je /.Ia neurro OCTaBI1 M 3a Mora MaJII1uraua. AIlI1, ceCTpa joj Hl1je HI1IllTa /.IaJIa, no-rena je na joj ce csakojaxo rOBOpl1: "MaJIM Hl1je 0/.1rsora CMHa M
TM

l1 cMjecTMll11 cy Me y 60JIHl1l1Y. Enna caM BeOMa aKTI1BaH

My Hl1jecM P0/.l!" )J:OKce ceCTpa pyralla,

98

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A H T, En 11 M A

I1 P VI
OHM

lj

E0

A H 1) E II VI M A M

99
!heH

ja CaM nopeA !he BMAjella ojecose, M panoaanu ce!

cy aanxcnnana
M

cBaKY yBpeAlhMBy pMjeq ornume.

Iocnon je HaCTaBMOAa rosopa: "noAMjallo

je orau !heH
3MMje, YMOllMO ...

MM

je IbeHO 6orOXYllcTBO

cMpaAHM :>KMBOT. XTMO caM na je 36pMllleM ca naua 3eMlhe 6e3 noxajan,a, ana Me

. IlOTOM cy ceCTpa M caexpsa aaxzsyxane kyhy jena CBOjOj KyhM orpoaan rraxer.

Cecrpa je OAHM-

Tpe6a joj rrOKa3aTM MjecTo xoje je 3aCllY:>KMlIa... " onseae APym no

MeHM DMlIM

J1 ja ce MamOBeHO nahox - y aAY. Ha MeHe cy nnasnne crpaume

AyraqKMX jesnxa ca KojMX cnnn,e orais. a re
3MMje

A ja, rpeuma KlIaBAMja, y qempM qaca nonerjena caM YBMC! J1 BeOMa caM ce qYAMlIa KaKO TO lIeTMM HaA Bapaaynov. A 3aTMM je rpaA nursesao M nocrano
je MpaqHo. IlOMpqMHa je rpajana nyro. Ha
MlIM

cy ry

caaxojaxa
M

rMM3aBl\M. CMpaA je TaMO uecnocan, nrne Ha3y6lheHe, ynaae y

M

cy ce ynnjane y MeHe

nyry

cy

MM

noxaanaann
6MO

peAoM Mje-

rMM3alle, netieze xao nanau, nyre qeTBpT aptuana, C penOBMMa, a na penOBMMa

CTa na KojMMa caM 6MlIa OA csoje MlIaAocTM. Ha qeMY caM nerjena, na Ba3AYxy 0611aKY,He MOry Aa o6jacHMM. nOK caM nerjena, AaH je je nocrano BpllO csajerno, TaKO Aa ce HMje Momo rnenara. CTaBMlIM cy Me aa HeKY upny IIlIanpopMy. naanna caM ce y nexehea nonoxajy, HallMK na 4>YPHMP, allM MeKOM
M

yunc,
HM

Y oqM, y yCTa, y H03ApBe, y CBe npOlla3e - tion HeHeKMM

rxypaa, 3aTMM

cHOCHa... Ilosena caM Aa BpHlllTMM

rOTOBO TY~MM maCOM, amr MMlIocm :>KeHaYMplla 0/.(

MMlIOCT.

noaoha TaMO HHje

nlla'IyhM

6MlIO

OA sora. Ty ce 3aTMM nojasana :>KMBjellaaa 3eMlhH?

M

Mana

caM jour 6MlIa y lIeTy, na-

aoopryca,

no-rena je OA Iocnona na Tpa:>KMonponrraj,

CM

[OCTIOA na He

a na qeMY caM zrexcana He 3HaM, aa HeqeMy

joj je na TO OArOBopMO: "KaKO H npnsnaana,

M311MlllHMX

Meae

HMjecM

npaaaasana

upne 6oje. YMjecTo YllMl\e

M MeHM

ry

je 6MlIa aneja,

a njeuy
M

CM

y6Mjalla y YTpo6M csojoj

lhYAMMa caajerosana

AY:>Kxoje cy ce Halla3MlIM :>K6YHOBM,HMCKM

Herr03HaTM, caCBMM TaHKM pa3HMX 6oja. Me~y HMjecaM BMAjella.

lIM

rpeoa Ajel\OM YMHO:>KaBaTM CMpOMalliTBO. HeMa,

Baaa

cy Ajel\a M311MlllHa, a KOA MeHe allM

TM

npyrahn, C ourrpau
npsera, ApBeTMMa cy crajane caM nouma - y ceno KO osne
M HeKM :>KMBM?"

ca o6e cTpaHe lIMlliheM.

HeBellMKe

nalhe cy ce BMAjella orpoana

lIMCTOBM

[a BaM CBe AajeM

"Te6M

My

Meue csera MMa aa Moje CTBOpe!he ... "

na KojMMa cy ce Halla3MlIM BeOMa lIMjerrM

3amM je Iocnon MeHH peKao:

CM

caM nao oonecr, na 6H ce noxajana,

M

xyhaue,

allM y !hMMa nnxora

MMClIMM HM

AO xpaja Ha Mene xYllMlla ... " Ty ce 3eMlha sasprjena sajenno ca MHOM, pymy. ja caM nonerjena oTYAa, cMpaA BpaTa
M

Y TOj AOllMHM crepana ce npexpacna

MlIM

rpasa,

ce: 'TAje

caM TO, sana

rpani He BMAe ce

4>a6pMKe HM 3aBOAM HM lhYAM. Ila

je no-reo Aa nponaan, 3eMlha ce 3apaBHMlIa, qYlla ce XYKa, a 3amM caM yrnenana csojy l\pKBY xojy caM naapraaana My!he. Crajao je nornyre

[lIeAaM, KaA He TaKO nanexo OA MeHe - MAe :>KeHa,TaKOnnjena ua !hoj nyrasse, nJIaqyhM
M

Kana

cy ce orsopxna

xana je

BMcOKa, xamme MlIaAMh,

a OA03ro OrpTaq oA 6pOKaTa. 3a !-bOM MAe

MOllMO,

oTYAa nsmuao CBelllTeHHK, can y 6MjelloM, OA OAe:>KAM My spuane tineurrase cy rnase. Tana Me je Iocnon ymrrao: "Ko je TO?" OArOBOTM CM

CMlIHO

sa neurro je
MM

a OHa aa n.era He o6paha

HMKaKBY rra:>K!hy.IloMMlillhaM: rra:>K!hYna !herOBe M01l6e?!" nore

BellM: M

"KaKBa je TO MajKa? - OH rmaxe, a OHa He o6paha

pMlIa cax: "To je aam caeurreaux".

A mac

MM

je oAroBopMo: "A

roaopnna a

Kana

ce rrpM611M:>KMlIa, lIaAMh M
AlIM,

Ioj

je rrao rrpen

na je OH - napasurl He, OH naje napa3MT, HO TpYA6eHMK, HCTMHCKMnacrnp, He HajaMHMK. 3Haj, naxne, Ma KaKO OH 6MO MallM qMHOM, allM OH MeHM,
ClIY:>KM, M

oner je aa aeurro

MOllMO,

amr ja anurra HMjecaM cxsarana. OHa

MM

Iocnony
Me je

Xrjena caM Aa yrnrraa:

"Iocnone,
MM

"Inje caM ja?"

CMlIOBMTO

M3HeHaAa

npabe

aKO CBelllTeHMK He npOqMTa HaA To6oM pa3pelliHy

MOllMM

MOllHTBy, [a TM Heornycrn
TM "Te6M

KYAa C !hOM?" Crajana rope. Ha TO ce

M

je, npexpcrnaum crpecox, na

3eMlhM.

pyxe na rpYAMMa, a

hy

orrpOCTMTM!" IlOTOM caM ja CTaJIa na

Te6M

Iocnona:

"Iocnone,

OqM je nonnrna
M

nojMMBlilM na caM - yxpna,

na 3eMlhy, TaMO MM je CMH'IMh ocrao! ... " [OCTIOAMM peqe: "3HaM [a na CMHqMha. J1
AlIM, ce6M

MMalil

Aa

ce nyma Halla3M na He6y, a rnjeno

J1 MarHOBeHO rrojMMx na

ra je xcao?" OArOBapaM: "BeOMa »cao!" Iocnon peqe:

CBMX ce6M

MMaM MHoro rpexosa

na hy aa !hMX MopaTM Aa 0ArOBapaM. Cranox ropKO Aa

AO jennora qeAa, a [a sac HMaM 6e3 6poja. MeHH je KaKO CTe BH nyT aenpasenan
BellMKO

sac TpM nyTa :>KallMje.

nllaqeM. OKpeHeM maBY Aa 6MX yrnenana Iocnona, ami HMKora He BMAMM,a mac

M3a6pallM!?

Iocnomsn qyjeM ...

OH je pexao: "BpaTM je aa 3eMlhy, HMje AOllina y csoje BpMjeMe, noriponjeren,
BMlIe!"

Baruro Te:>KMTe CTeKHeTe Aa

60raTCTBO, saurro qMHMTe CBaKY aenpaany! BMAHlil KaKO nanac rsoj MMeTaK? KOMe je OTMlllllO rsoje nOKyhCTBO? TBOj MMeTaK cy AMjeTe y AOM sa CMpoqaA AallM a rsoja oxarsana nyura nourna je
M

pa3rpa6lhyjy paarpariana,

npmme

isenora

ona

!herOBe aenpecrane

MOllMTBe cy Me YMMlIOCTM-

OBaMO. ClIY:>KMlIa CM AeMOHa M :>KpTBeCM My npMHOCMlIa! Y 6MOCKon Ty caM TeK cXBaTMlIa Aa je ra :>KeHa- Ilapnua je nurao sa !-bOM M nnaxao - Moj Anren qyBap.

y n030M3

Heoecxa, a na je MlIaAMh,

pHlilTe OAlIa3MTe ... Y l\pKBY DO:>KHjyHe MAeTe... [a qeKaM xana here ce rpexoBHora npo6YAMm
M

CHa

KOjM

noxajaru

ce ... "

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CaMI1 nyuie csoje. MOJ1l1re ce, jep 11saro rpe6a Aa aacrojnre

11 q E 0

A II "I, E JJ 11 MAIO

1
je

Iloroa je Iocnon peKao: "Cnacasajre

je BeOMa MaJ10 BpeMeHa ocranol mrrne!"

Aa najere Ml1lIOCrl1thy norpeounora.

A ocorinro

YCKOpO, YCKOPO hy Aohl1 Aa CYAI1M csnjery.

AparOl.\eHa BOAa, xoja jeAHoM xann MO>Kena yracl1 >Kel) Mace HecpehHHX lbYAI1· Tora, Hl1rAa Hel1cl.\prrHOr EO>Kl1jer Aapa I1MaTe -nrraae peKe 11Mopa." J1 oAjeAHoM, Y jeAHoM rpeHyrKy MeHI1 cy rrpl1rpllaBalIl1 njena, roaopehn lll1ralla nauma caM ce y raprapy: onnje je jour rphe Hero aa npsoa MjeCTY, koje caM BI1AjelIa. Y noxerxy 6l1jecl1 ca xaprnjaaa cy rajao 6111I11 raaa 11orais,

Monnre ce!" Ynnrana caM Iocnona: "KaKO rpe6a na ce MOlII1M? [a He 3HaM MOIocnon je OArOBopI10: "M0J111 ce! Haje Ml1 Apara MOJll1TBa xoja ce 'II1ra cpLla, MI1! Iocnone, nOM0311 MI1! LIl1cro11rOBOpl1 nanasrer, Hero MI1 je Ml1lIa MOJll1TBa xojy np0l13HOCl1re OA 'mcra 113Ay611He nyuie. Peunre: [0Cl10Ae, onpocrl1 cpnasno, ca cysaxa 611rl1 yroAHl111 IIpl1jarHI1 ... "

11rrOKa311BalII1 MI1 CBa Moja XYAa

Olll1jy CBOjl1X _ ero KaKBa he MI1 MOlII1rBa 11KaKBO I1CKa!he Majka EO>Kl1ja H ja caM ce oopena na I1croj OHOj nnar-

MH: "MI1 CMOrl1 Kojl1Ma CI1clIY>KHlIa aa 3eMlbl1". J1 ja caM cana oru.eue I1cKpe. CraAOX na BPI1WTI1M OA Hel1CrprrH~r rpnotie,

csoja Ajella. El1jecHMa oran, 113611ja113ycra. OHI1 Me noseme YAaparl1 rro

Iloron ce nojasnua

maBI1 H y MeHe ce yrnnue

¢OpMI1, amt Hl1jecaM J1e>KalIaHero caM crajana. Tana MI1 Ilapaua 'ToCIIoAe, na lleMY na je cnycrna, y!he cy xoce xparxer" HI1L1Yy AecHY PYKY.··"

Heriecxa pe-re:

60J1a ann, asaj, OA MeHe ce xyno caMO cnaoo jesarse. OHI1 cy rpa>Kl1lIl1 Aa nl1JY, na nnjy, a kana 611 I1X orais OCBI1jerlII10, BI1AjelIa caM: ro cy crpaume ncrerneaax BparOBa, 1136elleHl1X OllHjy. J1 CBe MI1 rosopaxy: "Ere 11rl1 CI1APY-

Tana

llyX: "naj joj nnere-

Kana

je

Llapnua Hetiecxa

IIOWlIa no nlIereHI1L1Y, BI1AI1M:

AOWlIa je AO senaxe xannje 111I11 ABepl1 ... HalIl1K aa OJITapCKe, HeOrrl1CI1Bersencre _ 113!hI1X je 1136HjaJ1araxsa 11Mje csjernocr, na jy je HeMoryhe 6111I0 meAaTI1.

rapl1L1a, AOWJ1aK naxa, cana hew >KI1Bjerl1 ca HaMa. J1 rH H MI1 CMO >KHBjelIl1 na 3eMlbl1 H HI1KOra Hl1jecMoBI1AjelIl1 CMOce caMO rOpAl1lUl, na He nacrnpe _ HI1 ClIY>KI1Telbe EO>Kl1je, HI1 Cl1pOMaXe, Hero a npasocnaa-

Kana
a

Ilapnua

Hetiecka

npmuna,

ABepl1 cy ce rrpeA !-bOM caMe OTBOpl1lIe. OHa

Bora

XYJ1I1J1I1, CJ1YIllaJ111orooncrynnaxe, o noxajana,

je YWlIa yHyrpa

xao y HeKI1 ABOpaLlI1J111Bpr, a ja caM ocrana na cBOMe Mjecry paj. PeKOX: "Iocnone,

PY>KI1J1I1, 1HHKaAa ce HHjecMo xajana. AJ1H OHI1 KOjl1 cy rpeWHI1L111 1 XOAI1J111 xpax EO>Kl1jl1, rrpl1MaJ1H y

rropeA MeHe je OCTao MOj Aurea, aJ111 OH nuje rrOKa311Bao csoje 1I11L1e. MeHI1 MI1 Y ce jaauzra >Kelba Aa 3aMOlII1M Iocnona na MI1 noxaxe osnje paj?" Iocnon MI1 unje Aao oAroBop. je lIl1

xao 11MI1, aJ1Hcy ce llHcrocpAallHO

6ecKyhHe rrOKlIOHHKe, AaBaJ1HHHWTHMa, CBI1May Hy>KAI1 rrOMaraJ1I1, A06pa AjelIa TBOPHJ1H,OHH ce aanase raao rope". [a caM npxrana OA carnenanor Y>Kaca a OHI1 HaCraBI1We: "TH hew CHaMa

Y 3JIOCMPAJ(MIY
paj".

IIAKJIA
"Y3MH je H rrOKa>KHjoj rra MH Beml: "KoA sac lbYAI1 xao

Kana je Llapnna Hetiecka AOIllJ1a, Iocnon joj je peKao: Ilapnua Heoecxa npy>KHlIa je nana MHOM CBOjy pyKy,

>KHBjerl1 H Mylll1rl1 ce y Bl1jeKe, xao H MHI" 3arHM ce nojasnna Majka EO>KHja 11nOCTalIO je canjerno nonanann "Majxo EO>KHja, Ilapaue Heriecxa, He ocrasn

_. 6Hjecl1 cy CBH cy ce Iboj: a BOAe HI1

HHllHLle a CBe nyiue JhYAcKe, xoje cy ry llaMHJ1e, oriparnne

aa 3eMlbH je paj, a osnje je aa rpeuunnce, eBO KaKaB paj" _ 11rrOAI1>Kexao rroKpHBaJ10HJ111 sasjecy H ja aa mrjesoj CrpaHI1 yrnenax: croje LlPHI1 aaropjenn cxenera, 6e36poj IDI1X,a OAIDI1X6l1je cMpaAHI1 sanax, J1 cana kana ce cjerHM rora,

Hac osnje! ... " JeAHe BeJ1e:"MH CMO

rOJ1HKOosnje crpananel

... " npyre Ka>KY: "MI1 CMOTOJ1I1KOcrpanane,

ocjehau raj HeI13Ap>KHBI1cMpaA 11crpax Me je Aa oner He AorraAHeM rora MjeCTa.

OHI1 CBI1crersy, rpJ10 11Mcnexeno, I1Illry na rrl1jy, Aa rrl1jy, Aa 11MHeKO nona 6ap xanzsnuy BOAe. MeHI1 je 611J10crpawHo, KaA cy nosemr Aa rOBope: "OBa nyiua AOWJ1aje 1133CMalbCKor paja, OA !he snje apOMarHI1 Ml1pl1C. L[oBjeKY cy aa 3eMlbl1 AaTI1 rrpaBo 11spnjeae Aa 3aAo611ja He6eCKl1

xana, a japa je HeH3AP>KHa!" .. " J1 CBe nponasajy ropKe cpe. J1 Majxa EO>KHjaje CHJ1HO nnaxana H rOBOpHJ1aHM: "Ha 3eMlbH ere >KHBjeJ1H.

Tana

Me HHjecre rrpH3HBaJ111 H HHjecre aa

BOlbY

nouoh

MOJ1HJ1H, 1nnjecre 1
BOlbY

ce KajaJ1H Oua Csora

npen CHHOM MojHM H EorOM BaWHM, H ja BaM cana rroMohH He Mory. He MOry Aa rtpecryrnoa CI1Ha Csojera, a OH He MO>Kena rrpecryIIH

Paj, rra aKO ce He norpynn

na 3eMlbl1

paAI1 Iocnona OKO cnacen,a csoje nyme, uehe 1136jehl1 YAI10 oaora Mjecra ... "

Hetiecxora, 11aaro BaM He MOry rroMohl1, H aacrynmixa aa sac HeMa. IToMI1J10Bahy F. I" caxo OHe y aAY crpanajyhe, aa xoje ce MOJ1eUpKBa 116 J1HCKHpOljal.\H.
nOK caM 6HJ1a y aAY AaBaJ1H cy MI1 Aa jeAeM csaxojaxe HYTe Kojl1 cy 3aYAapaJ1H _ a ja caM KpHllaJ1a 11roaopnna: OArOBapaHO MI1 je: "Ilocrose HHjecH llYBaJ1a, AOK CH na upse _ >KHBe H LlPK"Kaxo

Ilapnna Heoecxa noxasana je na re 3J10CMpaAHe LlpHe lbYAe 11peKlIa: "KOA

sac y 3eMaJhCKOMpajy nparoujena je MI1JIOCrI1IDa, yaK 11ra BOAa. Ilonajre MI1J10CTI1IDY,KO KOJ1I1KO MO>KeOA Yl1cror cpLla, KaKO je pexao CaM Iocnon y Iesanhezsy. aKO BaM yaK H xaury XlIaAHe BOAe nona HeKO y Moje J1Me, Ao6l1he HarpaAY OA

hy na

HX jeAeM?!"

3eMlbl1

>KHBjelIa, 3ap

HHjecH Meco jenar TI1 HHjecH Meco jena HO l.\pBe, rra hew 11onnje npse jeCTH!" OBAje cy YMjecro MJ1HjeKa AaBaJ111csaxojaxe rMH3aBl.\e, >Ka6e ...

Iocnona. A KOA sac He casto na je BOACMHoro, Hero HMa AOBOlbHO csera Apyror,

102

I1PI1'1E

AH1iEIlI1MA

11 P 11'1 Kana cy MI1 aarpxjamt

E0

A H 1) En 11 MAl

03

ITo TOM CMO crane na ce rrOAI1)1(eMO,a OHI1 KOjl1 cy y aAY ocrann Cl1llHO cy BI1Kalll1: "He OCTaBI1 Hac, Majxo Bosotja!" ITo TOMje orrer HacTyrrl1l1a TaMa, 11ja caM ce oopena na I1CTOjOHOj nnarrpopMI1. Ilapnua pexao:

ABa xaca caM nporosopuna.

Hetiecxa oner je rrpeKpCTl1lla pYKe aa rpYAI1Ma 11nonnrna 0'111xa neriy, rra yrnrrana: "KaKO Aa nocrynaa ca IbOM 11KYAa na je AjeHeM?" Iocnon je

"Crrycrn

je aa 3eMJbY aa

n.ene

BllaCI1!" YTO ce 0AHeKYA

nojasmue

ra-nee,

Heriecxa MI1 semr: "ITOAl1fHl1 AecHY nory I1I1AI1 aanpen, K isoj najesy rrpI1BYL\I1!" Casra je I1llllla aanopeno ca MHOM 11, kana CMO rrpl1llllle nocn.ena.oj TaqKI1, OHa ce noxasana 6e3 AHa, Ty je 61111a nposannja, xojoj He 6l1jallle xpaja ...

IbI1X nsaaaecr,

6e3 TOqKOBa a xpehy ceo Ilapnua

Ilapana Hetiecxa

Belll1:

"Crrycrn

AecHY

nory

a rrOTOM 1II1jeBY!" [a

hy na

TO:

rnasy 11 MeHe nnjeny, oraopnna cax 0'111 11 Kp03 Moj rpyn 6110 je nonynpoapsao, nocreneao ce onopaarsao, raxohe 11M03aK. Cnoserxa cy Me BjelllTaqKI1 npexpan.naana, a nsaneceror nana AOHl1jelll1 cy MI1 nopysax - rrana-nuuce ca Ml1llepaMOM 11Ka<py. OAMax cax oA6l1lla Aa jeAeM. Cecrpa je y crpaxy OA MeHe OTpqalla 11CBI1Y C0611 06paTl1lll1 cy na MeHe rra)l(Ib y. )J,Olllao je n.exap 11crao na Me I1Crrl1Tyje saurro aehy Aa jeAeM. [a caM My onronopana: "Ilanac je nerax 11MpcHy xpauy He )l(elll1M na jeAeM!" li1 jour caM peKlla JbeKapy: "Bon-e cjennre, na BaM cse I1Crrpl1qaM, rnje caM 6l1lla n urra caM BI1Ajella". OH je cjeo 11CBI1 cy cnyuiana. Hajnpnje cax ce cjernna Aa Ka)l(eM OHO lllTO caa casaana 0 OHI1Ma Kojl1 He xysajy necrose: OHI1Ma KOjl1 He Ap)l(e necrose 11He nourryjy cpajeny 11nerak, najy TaMO YMjecTo
Mlll1jeKa, csaxojaxy )l(raAl1jy··· /bexap je TOKOM Mora rrpl1qaIba 'lac upaerseo cy ca rra)l(IbOM 'lac 6lll1jeAl10, a 60lleCHI1L\11

"EOjI1M ce, nponamhy ... " OHa MI1 onroaapa:

"Haaa je 11norperino

Aa rrporraA-

- "He, aehein rrOrI1HyTI1", oArOBOpl1lla je 11nana MI1 y AecHY pyKy nnerenauy ... OHa je 6l1lla cnnerena y Tpl1 peAa ... ITOTOM je rrpoApMycalla nnerennuy 11ja caM nonerjena aa 3eMJby ... IIOHOBO Y Tl1JEHY, l1CQl1JElbEHOM ...

neur!" [a hy oajra: "Ilornayhyl"

cnyurann.

ITOTOM ce

11ja caM 11ca IbI1Ma pa3roBapalla.

ry cjarnno MHoro rsexapa 11npyrnx 1I11L\a, Ioaopnna caM cae lllTO cax BI1Ajella 11-ryna, 11

li1 BI1AI1M ja KaKO rro 3eMJbl1 jype aYTOM0611111111bYAI1I1AY na paA. BI1AI1M J alll1 ce He rrpl13eMJbyjeM HO lleTI1M xa onoj nenapa rnje lIe)l(l1 Moje ntjeno, 11y TpeHyTKy cTaAOX na 3eMJbY - 611110je TO y
KaKO lIeTI1M aa Tpr HOBe nnjaue, 1 'lac 11Tpl1AeCeT MI1HyTa.

na MeHe smue Hl1lllTa He 60lll1 ... Ilocnnje rora K MeHI1 ce cnerno MHoro canjera 11ja caM 11Mnoxasasana csoje paHe 110 cBeMY caM 11Mnpnaana ... OHAa je Ml1lll1L\l1ja no-rena na Tepa HapOA OA MeHe, a MeHe cy npeaesna y rpancxy 60llHI1L\Y. Ty caM ce onopaanna. Momma caM n.exape, aKO Mory Aa 6p)l(e aannjese Moje paHe. CBI1M JbeKapl1Ma Kojl1 cy Me BI1Ajelll1, 6l1ll0 je 3aHI1MJbI1BO KaKO caM TO ja Moma Aa O)l(I1BI1M, xana cy MI1 csa upnjena 6l1lla rOTOBO cansnna 11kana je Moja YTp06a 6l1lla 113jeAeHa paKOM, a TI1M npaje lllTO je cse
TO y MeHe 6l1ll0 OHaKO ytiaseuo pl1jellll1lll1 Aa 11aa 6p3Y pyKy 3alll11BeHO. /bexapa cy TaKO

Ilocnaje OHe cBjeTllOCTI1 MeHI1 ce aa 3eMJbl1 smue Hl1je CBI1l)allO. Ilouma

caM y 601lHI1L\Y. Ilomna caM AO MpTBaqHI1L\e, yuma y Iby 11BI1AI1M: Moje MpTBO

nsnptue

HOBY onepaunjy,

na

611 ce yBjepl1lll1 ...

rnjeno lIe)l(l1, rnasa 11pYKa MallO saoasene, a npyra pYKa 1160K rrpl1TI1CHyTI1 Apyrl1M MpTBaL\eM. Kaxo caM, nax, yuma y rnjeno, He 3HaM, caxro caM ocjernna
lIeAeHY CTYA· HeKaKO caM OClI060Al1lla CBOj rrpl1TI1CHyTI1 60K 11,CHa)l(HO CaBI1Bllll1 KOJbeaa, cxnynsana ceoY TOM 'lacy AOHelll1 cy na HOCl1lll1Ma aexor MpTBor sosjexa ca

):fA CE lbEKAPl1 YBJEPE li1, eTO, rrOHOBO ce nahox aa orrepaL\110HOM crony, Kana je maBHI1 n.exap
BalleHTI1Ha BaCI1JbeBHa Anaojoaa CKI1HYlla xonse H orsopana je: "Saurro cy je 11ornapann. Illllla Aa Mll He aarsapajy y TaBaHI1L\Y - ornenano YrrHTaJIa cax n.exapxy KOA Ibe je CBe nornyao MOj rptiyx, peKlIa caM,

snpaao". [a caM 61111a 3aMO-

noraaa xoje My je B03 OTKI1HyO. [a caM rana OTBOpl1lla 0'11111noajepnna ceoJbYAI1 KOjl1 cy ra AOHl1jelll1, onaaann cy na caM ce caanna 11,rrpeCTpaBJbeHI1, OTpqalll1,
OCTaBI1Bllll1 oaor MpTBaL\a. 3aTl1M cy AOllllll1 601lHl1qapl1 H ABa n.exapa. OBI1 cy HapeAl1l1H

0'11111He najy HapK03Y, 6YAynl1 Aa Me, ronopuna

HHlllTa anje 60JbeJIo. JbeKapll cy rrOHOBO 113BaAllJIl1 Mojy AP06 ua CTO.[a meAaM H BHAI1M CBe lllTO je y MeHll 11lllTO MI1 paAe n.exapa. urra je ca MHOM II KaKBY 60JIeCT I1MaM? JbeKapKa Mll je

na Me lllTO npnje onnecy

y 601lHHL\Y. A TaMO cy ce OKO MeHe cjaTHlIl1 ... "

JbeKapH, KojH cy rOBopHlIH: "Tpe6a joj M03aK sarpejara!

Bano

je TO 23. <pe6pyapa y qeTl1pH 'lac a rro AaHy. Ha MOMe

rnjeny

6HlIO je

oArOBOpHJIa: "CBa YTp06a BaM je xao y njerera, qI1CTa!" Y6p30 ce Ty nojasao H rsexap KOjll Me je OHO npsn nyr onepacao, a ca IbllM H MHOrll Apyrl1 rsexapa.

ocaa uraaona, rpn na rpYAHMa, a OCTallH aa cToMaKY H aa norana, cy ce aa MeHI1 H cTYAeHTI1 Bje)l(6alll1.

6YAynH Aa

Ia

meAaM IbHX, a OHI1 MOjy YTp06y 11rOB ope:

"Inje

je

lbeHa 601leCT? KOA lbe je CBe 6l1JIO rlbHlIO 11pasjeneno,

a cana je caCBHM snpa-

:, -,i

i:t'~1---:':"3.11H (y Ol~L+-x
I! \!eHe:

j[

~Dc,lC'JHJl\U Y3BHKHBJ lit:

[1I1Td,111r.ne je l-beHd oonecr, Oil Ka)e "Eomr JIl! re, Knasa?" - "He", Kd>KeM 11Mja. LJY):l!!1H1 ce a 3arl!M ce cy yBjepHJUI na 3):1paBOO):lrOBapaM, J1 noxeure na ce mane: "ETo, KJIaBa, cana heur 03):1paBl!rl1 11ynahenr ce,.." A ja 11MBeJ!HM: 'Epxce aaapurasajre onepaunjyl ... TOKOM onepannje rpl1 rryra cy Me rnrrann: "KJ!aB):Il1ja, He 601111 re?" - "He, HI1Mano", onrosapana caM ja. Upyrl1 npncyrna lheKapl1 a 611J!0I1Xje MHoro, 11111J!11 cy aje',]dH JpnOrd

Ly (C' ,Ie OO,lOBd;1J~(,,. Ilurann

.-\\~ J.X , l!Y]H.1H

- ~ ..: -; :-.=-=-~!;_..!

(!)t-=-~~~,~ \?~!,:--:-(,a:'f'\i

i2.·n..i.\~..1. (oe~-=-cH;:~,

·c",

.\~(I·\.._

!--V:-dl0':':1\"-

ey

iv ie. JOTd'] ey y K\'fm B13JJ111 La~!O HelJIICTOrJ, ~.' ':'HO:<\T\''Ie, II 0:0 he na rrpenplllJa cse WTa cax: ja cae y u.oj pa,11l1lIa, .Ipyror nana nocnnje csor noxajan,a OTI1111J!a caM y pejoHCKI1 KOMI1TeT i! sparnna CBOjy naprnjcxy Kfbl1>Kl1l1Y. Iep, npebauusa KJ!aB):Il1ja, 6e360>KHI1ua 11aKrI1BI1CTKl1fba, BI1111ennje nocrojana, nourro je YMplIa y -rerpneceroj
_,'. ~[01e6aH ;1 ocseurrao rO;jIlHII, TIo MI1J!OCTI1 Ilapnue He6eCKe II CBeBI1111fbera Bora ja cana O):lJ!a3I1M y llPKBY 11BO):lI1M>KI1BOTKOjl1 rrpl1J!l1l1l1 Xpl1111naHKI1.J1):1eMno pa3Hl1M YCTaHo-

l! TpllKapalll1 rro onepaunouoj

canu, xao BaH ce6e, XBaTaJ!l! ce aa rnaay, Kpllll1lll1 CBOjy MI1J!ocr na MeHI1, ):Ia 6l1x

pyKe, 116l1lll1 6JIl1je):lM xao MpTBalll1! ...

Pexna caM 11M: "To je Iocnon npojasno

caM peKJ!a rrporpecopy rpnjeunrret rana: "Illra

saaa 11npl1l1aM nrra MI1 ce ):IorO):lI1J!o, 11Iocnon Mil y CBeMY noaaxe. TIpMMaM
(Be Kojl1 MI1 ,110J!a3e11CBaKOMe rrpllllaM 0 TOMe urra Mil ce ,11eCl1ll0. A cana casjeryjex CBMMa Kojll He 611,11a nonanay MyKa 0 KojMMa caa rrpllxana - noxajre ce sa CBe csoje rpnjexe II nosnajre Boral

>KMBjella 11):Ipyrl1Ma rOBOpl1lla):la Ha):l HaMa nocroja

Cnna Caesnunsera!" 3aTl1M

"KaKO CTe MOrnl1 na rro-

Hejaapxy

J13pal1J!Y J1cajeBl!lIy:

BI1 ere MM 113BPllll1J!11onepaunjyi" cana Ml1cJ!I1Te?" O):lrOBOpl10 je:

OH MI1je O):lrOBopMO: "Ty rpeunce paKOM ... "

Hl1je MOrnO):la 6Y):le, KO):lretie je cse 6l!llO pasjeneno My aa TO peKOX: "AKO y TO sjepyjeur, ce senuaj ... " Iep, 6MO je Ieapejnu. crpaiunoj He):loyMl1l1l1 y norneny

"Ilpenoponno

re je

Tana caM ra yrmCaeamun,a!" [a

KpCTM ce, rrpl1MM sjepy Xpl!CTOBy, y UPKBI1 OH je noupseaeo 0):136YfbeHOCTl! l! 6110 je y

caera lllTO ce ca MHOM noronuno.

[a caM cse Bl!):IjeJ!a n xyna, KaKO cy BpaTI1JII1 HaTpar Mojy ):Ip06. Kana cy uanpannaa nocn.emsn uras, rnasnn lheKap BalleHTI1Ha Baooseana (xoja Me je
rana ortepncaua) 113l!llllla je 113onepauaone mrrann: cane, cpyllll1lla ce na CTOllMlIY 11 joj TOJ!MKa - aapnnana. CBI1 cy je npecrpaineao

"Illra, je lll1 Knasa YMpJ!a? .. " OHa

caM TI1Me orxyna

je O):lrOBOpl1J!a: "He, Hl1je yMplIa. 3arrperralllneHa

cnara ... Hnje Hl1je):lHOM sajesana, 3ap 11TO orter Hl1je 'Iy):lo? To joj je osarnenno

Eor noaorao!" Kacnnje MI1 je OHa jour 6e3 crpaxa rOBOpl1J!a, ):10KcaM lle>Kalla y rpancxoj 60llHl1l1M nO):ll-beHI1M Ha):l30pOM, na jy je npooecop KOjl1 MI1 je 113Bpllll10 rrpBy
onepaunjy BI1111e nyra HarOBapao na Me HeKaKO YCMpTI1, lllTO je OHa xarero11 nahel Upyroj onepauajn npaKcM. Pl1l1HO o):l6I1jaJ!a, 11y npso Bpl1jeMe caxra je cBy):la l1111lIaaa MHOM, 60jenl1 ce ):Ia Me HeKO He y6l1je, caM a MI1 je naaana xpany rrpl1CYCTBOBallO je BeOMa MHoro lheKapa, Mel)y fbl1Ma 11):Il1peKTOp Me):ll1l1l1HCKOr J1HcTMTYTa, KOjl1 je 113jaBl10 na je TO He611BaJ!11 cny-raj y csjercxoj

EIIHlIor Kana cax naanma 11360llHlIlIe,

HI1 6110 I1CTI1HCKMcJ!yra O,11MaX caM n03BaJ!a onora CBelllTeHI1Ka KOMe caM ce pyrana 11xora caM I1CMl1jeBalIa xao rrapaanra, alIlI KojM je y CYlllTII-

Iocnona,n.

CBe caM My l1enpl1l1alla, l1Cl1oBje,11l1llace 11

104

Il

P 11 "l F 0

A H 1) F }] II M A

Il
Y3BI1KMBaJIM: "Ax, ax", LJYAMJIM ce cy OA xoje je 60JIOBaJIa!? ..
ITMTaJIM

P 11 LJE 0

A H 1) E II 11 MAl

05

BO? .. " ITpvtna3MIIl1 cy 6JII1)!(e M csejenaaxo H jenaa npyrora cy

M

rrpM'leCTI1JIa CBeTI1M XPMCTOBMM Tajuava. CBeWTeHMK je y MOjOj Kynl1 OACJIY)!(MO

nMTaJIM rAje je isena

JIM

60JIeCT,

MOJIe6aH

OCBeWTao jy je. L(oTaA cy y KynM BJIaAaJIM caxo He'lMCTOTa,

MeHe:

"EOJIM

re, KJIaBa?" - "He", Ka)!(eM 11Mja. lfYAI1JII1 cy ce a 3aTMM ce

YBjepHJIH na 3ApaBo onrosapaa. 03ApaBMTM

M

11 noxeure
MM

na ce urane: "ETo, KJIaBa, cana new

nnjanxe, TY'Ie, 11KO he na rrperrpl1'la CBe WTa caM ja CBe y Ihoj paAI1JIa. L(pyror nana nOCJIMje csor noxajan.a OTI1WJIa caM y pejoHCKI1 KOMMTeT
M

ynahem

ce ... " A ja

BeJII1M: "Epace saapuranajre

6MJIO MX

onepaunjyl ... "

MWJIM

BpaTMJIa csojy

naprnjcxy

KIhM)!(Ml\Y.

Iep, npehaunsa

KJIaBAMja, 6e360)!(HI1-

TOKOM onepaunje
M

TpM nyra cy Me rnrrann:

"KJIaBAMja, He 60JIM re?' - "He, HHMaje MHoro, cy

ua H aKTMBI1CTKMlha, snure nnje nocrojana, rOAMHM. ITo BaMa

M MMJIOCTM

rrOWTO je yMPJIa y xerpneceroj

110", OArOBapaJIa caM ja. L(pyrM npHcyTHM lbeKapM a Tp'lKapaJIM no onepauxonoj

M 6MJIH

CaJIM,xao BaH ce6e, XBaTaJIM ce sa rnaay, KPWHJIM

Ilapnne

Hetiecxe

Caesnunsera
MM

Bora ja cana OAJIa3MM y

l1AeM rro pa3HMM YCTaHOy CBeMY noaaace. ITpMMaM
MM

pyKe,

61Il1jeAl1 xao MPTBa'-lM! ...

MM:

lIpKBY 11BOAMM )!(I1BOT KOjl1 rrpMJII1'IM xpmnhank«.

PeKJIa caM caM peKJla rpnjeunrre? rana: "Illra

"To je

Iocnon

npojasao

Csojy

MMJIOCT

na

MeHM,

Aa

6MX

rrpM'laM WTa MH ce AOrOAI1JIO, M Iocnon

)!(MBjeJIa M ApYfMMa rOBopMlIa Aa HaA HaM a nocrojn

CMJIa

Cseaxnnsera!"

3aTMM na no-

CBe KojM MI1 AOJIa3e M CBaKOMe rrpH'laM 0 TOMe WTa 'IaJIa - noxajre ce sa CBe cnoje rpajexe
11

ce AeCI1JIo.

npooecopy Hejaapxy
BM

l13paMJIY I1cajeBM'lY: "Kaxo CTe MomM OH

MM

A cana casjeryjea CBMMa Kojl1 He 6M Aa AonaAHY sryxa 0 KojMMa caa npnnosaajre Dora!

CTe MI1 M3BPWMJIl1 onepaunjyi"

MMCJIMTe?"

HMje Morno Aa 6YAe, KOA rerie je CBe 6MII0 pasjeneno cana My aa TO peKOX: "AKO y TO sjepyjeur, ce BeH'Iaj ... " Iep, crpaunroj
6MO

"Ty rpeiuxe paxox ... "Tana caM ra ymrje onronopno: re je CBeBMWIhM!" [a

M

OArOBopMO je: "Ilpenoponno OH je noupsen.eo

KpCTI1 ce, npMMM sjepy XpMCTOBY, y L(PKBM OA 36YlheHOCTM 6110 je y

je [eapejaa.

HeAoYMM'-IH y norneny

csera WTO ce ca MHOM AorOAMJIO.

Ia

caM CBe BI1AjeJIa 11'IyJIa, KaKO cy BpaTMJIM HaTpar MOjy AP06. M3l1WJIa je 113orrepaL\I10HC cane, cpyWI1JIa ce na
HMje

Kana

cy 11

HanpaBMJIM noclbeAIhM mas, maBHM lbeKap BaJIeHTMHa Baooseaaa (xoja Me je rana ortepncana)
CTOJ1i1'-1Y

- 3apMAaJIa. CBH cy je rrpeCTpaweHO nHTaJIM: je oArOBOpHJIa: "He, caara ... yMPJIa.

"Ill ra, je JIM KJIaBa YMpJIa? ... " OHa Sanpenauihena caM TMMe oTKYAa joj TOJIMKa
M

Hnje

HMjeAHoM saje-rana, 3ap

MM

TO oner

HMje

'IYAO? To joj je O'lMrneAHO

Eor noaoraol"

Kacnnje
60JIHM'-IM

je OHa joiu 6e3 CTpaxa rOBOpMJIa, AOK cax JIe)!(aJIa y rpancxoj KOjl1
MM

non lheHMM HaA30poM, Aa jy je npooecop snure nyra

M

je 113BPWMOrrpBy

onepauaiy

HaroBapao

Aa Me HeKaKO YCMPTM, WTO je OHa xarero-

PH'IHO oA6MjaJIa,

y npBo spnjeae

cava je cBYAa MWJIa sa MHOM, oojeh« ce

M

Aa Me HeKO He y6Mje, caxr a MH je AaBaJIa xpaHy

rnrhel
M

L(pyroj

onepaunja npaxca.

npMcycTBOBaJIO je BeOMa MHoro zsekapa, Mel)y IhMMa

AMpeKTop MeAMlIMHcKor

l1HcTMTYTa, KojM je M3jaBMo Aa je TO He6MBaJIM cnysa] y csjercxoj

EnHlIor Kana
HM 6MO

caM H3aWJIa
M

M3

60JIHHlIe, 0AMax caM n03BaJIa onora

aJIM

CBeWTeHMKa

KOMe caM ce pyrana

xora caM MCMMjeBaJIa xao rrapa3l1Ta,

KOjM je y CYWTM-

HCTHHCKI1cnyra [OcnOAIhI1. Cse caM My Mcnpl1'laJIa, I1CnoBjeAI1JIa ce H

106

Il

P H lJ E 0 A H 1) F J] H M A

nPHlJE

0 AWFiEJ]HMA

107

Csern

Hlf<}lOHT

6poje caern aurena,

KaKO
M

6M MM

ce

OHM

rrpeTBOpMJlM y He6eCKY rrJlaTY y ,[IaH

Cyna. A JOIll My OTKpM

KaKO anrena

'lyBapM CBeIllTeHMX xpaMOBa 6eJle)Ke KO

rrO~BJ{)KHJfK Me1)y eIIJfCKOIIJfMa

je yHyrpa YIllao M CBaKe Be'lepM naaeurraaajy aareocxe CMJle xoje OKPY)Kyjy He6eCKM >KpTBeHMK. Tana aarenn He6eCKM ca BenOM rorosouihy M panoiuhy rrojy csoje CJlaBOCJlOBHenecae, rosopehn: TO IllTO
HM "KOJlMKO

je BeJlMKa sacr aa OBe Jhy,[le

nohy

HM

,[Ialby He npecrajy

na cnane npeonarora

Bora, rrpeM,[Ia )KMBe

y csercxoj

cyjern! Iloxnrajao

3aTO M MM,[Ia ce cnpeano

rrOKJlOHMMO Csecseroj
MOJIM

CMJIA MOJIMTBE M IIOCTA

Ilpohe ,[IOCTa nana. Ienne noha, BM,[Ie 6J1a)KeHM y CHY KaKO ce HaJla3M y nexoj aennxoj, YCKOj M nyraxxo] xyh«. Hajennox, ,[10Kje crajao na je,[lHOM xpajy,
OH
BM,[IM

TpOjMI..\M, nojyha [oj TpMCBeTY Ilecsry!" ITOIllTO je CBe TO casnao 0,[1 Cserora ,Uyxa, HM<pOHT ce crapao ,[Ia ce

nenpecraao, CBaKM 'lac xnrajyha y I..\pKBy.

,[IBOjMl..\y I..\pHMX MYIllKapal..\a CBMperror M3fJ1e,[la KaKO ce 6al..\ajy rrpey6Mjy.

PATOBAlbE
Hnax, JlYKaBM haso
He 6M
JIM M KojM

CA CKBEPHOCJIOBJbEM
nyna YCTa JhY,[lCKa ncosxaaa, nane CBe 0,[1ce6e
MOJlMTBOM

Ma lbeMY, ca )KeJhOM na ra TP'lM xa

,Ua 6M

MM

M3MaKao, OH npenannyr

KpeHy ,[Ia Ka,[la 6exy OTBOPM MX, 6e36e,[lHoM.

npyroa

xpajy

rrpY)KMJlM pYKe

na

ra

xyhe, arpaoe,
M

,[10K cy ra I..\pHI..\M jypMJlM. OH CTM)Ke ,[10spaja, Hal)e CHa)KHO MX

Y TpeHyTKy nexa BpaTa,

ce

na

raj Ha'lMH rropa3MO HM<p0HTa. A HM<pOHT ce 60PMO

3J10.

,[Ia

cas BaH ce6e YJleTe yHyTpa

aanynn

aa C060M.

onarna crpaumo

Je,[lHOM rrpMJlI1KOM, 'lMM je sacnao, BM,[I11OH Y CHy cserora HI1<poHTe! M

Tana

OH BM,[Ie na je YIllao y xpaM

EO)KMjM.

OceTMO

na je na

na yl)y yHyTpa. OH onaxny M YMMPM ceo Mane 3aTMM, OR rra)KJhMBO OTBOPM BpaTa M M3al)e narrozse. Ilpohe ,[IocTa ,[IaJleKO, Ka,[la ce OHM I..\pHI..\M,KOjM cy spetiamr rro YfJIOBMMa xyhe, nsueuana nojasaure M rrOHOBO noaeure na ra roue. '-IMM MX BM,[Ie, HM<pOHT rrOHOBO rrojyPM, aJlM osaj rryT xa ,[IpyroM xpajy xyhe. J1 TaMO Hal)e BpaTa, xoja cy osaj rryT
3aMcTa, rOHMOI..\Mce HMCY yCy,[lMJlM BO,[lMJlaHeKOM ,[IpyroM CBeIllTeHOM xpaMY, rrOHOBOMy ~PHI..\M,

ITpBoMyqeHI1Ka Crepaaa. - Panyj ce, cJlyro EO)KMjM TBOj, je,[lMHO IllTO ra

Ka)Ke My OH. -

,U06ap je

)KMBOT

nprsaui

rrCOBKaMa

cpaMHMM pe'lMMa. AJlI1

oriehanaxr

TM,

nere Moje, ,[Ia hy, YKOJlI1KO MyIllKI1 nosenem paT ca ,[IeMOHOM CKBepHOCJlOBJha, ja hy 611TMxpaj retie, xao TBOj rrOMonHMK M caoopau. HM<pOHT ce rrp06Y,[ll1 M rrpOMpMlba, ysnauryh«:
[ao
Te6M,

npyxajyh«
M

rrpM6e)KMIllTe.
MCTO

6eCrrJIO).(Ha M

uexncra

,[IYIllO! '-IaK 11CBeTI1Telbl1 Mape aa TBOj

o-tajnn, rrOHOBO ce aaonure rro YfJIOBMMa. Kana MaJlO xacanje HM<pOHT 60ja)KJhMBO M3al)e
'lMTaBMX cenax nana.

)KaJIOCHM nan, ,[10KTil )Kl1BMlII Y CTpaIllHOM HeMapy. OH O,[lMaX ycrane, Y3e ca C060M csehy 11nohe xa xpaMy cserora Creoana. ITOIllTO je ynanno csehy npen I1KOHOM iseronox, MOJll10 ce nyro y CY3aMa, rpaxehn n.eroay novoh. OH Y3e ca rryTa jenan KaMeH'll1n
M

OTY,[la, rrOHOBM ce noxyuiasao

M

OHO 0,[1MaJlOrrpe. To je caisao CBaKe aoha

J1 ,[10K je

na

CXBaTM 3Ha'lelbe Tor CHa, CBeTM ,Uyx My rajno y yMy rrporOBopM

xaaa:
M

Onnaaehn,
ce611 CaMOM: rrcyje.

CTaBM ra y YCTa, rosopeha

lby,[le.

- Hevoryhe
urre y
HMX CBeTMM

TM

je

na M36erHeIll
EO)KMjMM

3aMKe ,[IeMOHCKe,aKO He naheur rrpM6e)KMM

xpaMOBMMa

aKO ce He 60PMIll

MOJlMTBOM

rrOCTOM.
,[IMB-

Je,[ll1 KaMelbe, 6eCTl1,[1Hl1'le,,[Ia He 611 ncosao

Orana HM<pOHT anje M36MBao M3 I..\pKBe, a y Ilaparparpy 6eIlle MHoro xpaxona, rrpe,[laBIllM ce MCTOBpeMeHO MOJlMTBM M nocry. 3aTMM ra crane My'lMTM OBa ncancao:
"A

Taj KaMeH'lMn crajao

My je y YCTI1Ma MHoro nasa, cnpe-raaajyhu re 113rOBOpl10 noaexy

ra ,[Ia
6M

AKO 611 ce HeKI1 nyr 3a60paBMo, -

ncosky, OH

na

MO)K,[Ia HMje 60Jhe

MMJlOCT

na, YMecTo

IllTO TP'lMM Y xpaM,

ce,[lMM

aa je,[lHOM

OTI1IllaO na cTpaHY 11y,[lapao ce rro YCTI1Ma CBOM cnarox,

rosopehn:

MeCTY M Tpa)KMM
'-IoBeKolby6MBM

EO)KMjy?"

He'lI1CTI1, HI1KO re nocan Rl1je TaKO Ka3R110, 3aTO CI1ce 11OCI1JIMO.Cana 11 yBpe,[lM ra,

HeKO one y I..\pKBY na

Bor He O,[lOI..\HM My rrOHOBO orxpnje ,[Ia CBaKM rryT xana na 6M ce rrOMOJlMO, 6MJlO ,[Ialby 6MJlO aohy, fherOBe KopaKe

ny re ja Ray'lMTI1 naaern! A aKO 6M ce ,[IOrO,[lMJIO na ce pa3rHeBI1 sa nexora xoaexa oner

6M

OTI1IllaO aa ycaMJheHO MeCTO 116110 ce rro TeJlY, roaopehn:

108
CTl1my

Il

p Y1 '-I E 0

A Hfi

E JI 11 M A

n P )1 '-I F
06aB11jaJIO Me je 11 onnjano. opara csora 11 OTBapalli sjarr

A H 1) E JI H MAl

09

Pa3Be3aHOr JII1 jesnxa!

Hnje JII1 TI1 AOBOlhHO IlITO TI1 ce M11CJI11 KaKO

lllra oeure raj npeClIaTK11 Ml1pl1C nyro ce H11caM

nana He 0AOlIex. aeurro 611X re rnrrao 11MOJI11M J.1Ha-

noxpehy

aa rues,

Hero jour 11 ncyjeiu

ycyhnsao
lIe,

Aa ra ymrraa. AlIl1 jennora 11CT11Hy.

Mp)!(lbe 113Mel)y ce6e 11Ibera? Hexaj caao, cana

hy

re ja HaYQ11TI1KPOTOCTI1 11 nana caM ce611 YAapl1 rne TaKO 6ecno-

[OCllOAa paA11 IT11Taj TI1 pehn.

peKOX 60ja)!(lhl1BO -

hyrarsy: Heheur

T11MeH11Aa AI1Blballi oA rnesa 11Aa ncyjem ...

re Aa M11He caxpnjenr

Y3 TO, OH ce611 nOCTaBI1 aa en11TI1M11jy Aa csaxora no qeTpAeCeT llIaMapa. 1)aBo ce K11Aao OA 03JI06lheHOCT11, meAajyn11 IlITeAHO paryje ca Ib11M, re My rOBopallie

OArOBopl1 OH -

11aKO rpetia Aa TI1 Ka)!(eM, caanaheiu.

nehy
-

Hmponra

Pel\11 M11,aaurro T111I11l.\eonaje TaKBO 61Iaroyxalbe?

ca JIYKaBCTBOM:

- Tsoja Bepa naje T11Aa ocehaiu raj Ml1pl1C. A ja 3HaM Aa caM cas 0611'laH CMpaA. Hseroso nacrojao 1136eraBalbe na MI1 OArOBop11 pa)!(aJIOCT11lIO Me je. A nourro

JaAH11l[e, 3ap Aa ce He Ca)!(aJI111l1 conCTBeHO JI11l\e xoje je CTBOpeHO aa CMPAlhI1Bl[e, 11OBaMO C11noiuao na MI1 xaxcetu IlITa Aa paA11M ca caM11M uraxa ...

no JI11Ky DO)!(11jeM? Kaxo ra TO 611jelll TaKO HeMI1JIOCpAHO? C060M? Ax! L(a 11Tl1l1Malli nlIOT, na na M11nonanneur cnyre? Saurro na 11ja He Ka3Hl1M concrseaora

cax

na casnau IlITa je rrpaBa l1CT11Ha,OH MI1 xasa: L(aj M11 ooehaa,e Aa H11KOMeaeheur OTKPI1TI1, rra

Tana

611XT11noxa-

aao KaKO H11<POHTce611 yraha! 3ap rocrroAap11 HeMajy npaBa Aa Ka)!(lbaBajy 31Ie cnyry? Moj clIyra je Moje reno.

Ilpecryna 3aKOH 11ja ra Ka)!(lbaBaM!

JIYKaB11 Hl1je snao IlITa Aa My OArOBOpl111 OTI1Ae. AJI11 nonrro je caMO HaKpaTKO yCTyrr11o, a rrOTOM ce BpaTI10 11 aanoxeo oenocurrenaaja rrpeMa CBOM MHO)!(I1JII1 AO CTO 11 cypOB11j11 paT, 11 61Ia)!(eHI1 H11<POHT rtocrane B11ll1ecsaxora nana. nellie TO He0611l[aH rrp1130p: MYl[eH11K KOjl1 CTpaAa 11CTpalliHO ce MYl[I1, a

hy TI1 pehn. - Ooehasav TI1. - OHAa cnyuiaj, Y qaCOBI1Ma I1CKYllielba, xana 6l1jeM ce6e caM ora, AOlIa311 anreo, nocnan OA Iocnona, ca jeAHoM KaAl10Hl1l\OM 11He npecraje Aa Me KaA11.A MeHe 61Iaroyxalbe aeoecxo rora ravjaua TOJII1KOnonece, na He ocehax; 601I, Hero
M11ce, HarrpOT11B,HapaBHO, AYllia Cl1JIHOpanyje l1 necenn 360r aareocxe nocere 11 HeI13pel\11Bora M110Ml1pl1Ca.To je OHOIlITO re otiaanja kana M11ce rrpI16JI11)!(11IlI. OCTaAox 3aAI1BlheH T11MOTKpl1BelbeM npenonotinora npOClIaBI1X soaexozsycxsora nora. oua 11360r Tara 'lYAa

Telly. MaxH11To je caaora ce6e 6110, AOK cy ce llIaMapl1

6e3 MYl[I1Telha, 6e3 KpBH11Ka!

OA caera IlITO je ce611 Yl[11H110, H11<POHT je AOClIOBHO ncxonueo. Morao C11Aa B11A111l1 )!(11BOra MpTBal\a

PATOBAIhE CA IIJI01iY
HajJIYKaBI1 anje ry6110 BpeMe. Kp03 HeKOlll1KO nana, OH ce nOHOBO 6al\11 na HI1<pOHTa, npenonoonn, rne jensa Byqe nore 11qeCTO ce 6e3

IIpe, nnue My ce npe06pa311JIO OA MHOrl1X YAapal.\a 11 HeCHOCHO ra 601IeJIO. CBeCT11cTporrolliTaBa caMOMe: na 3eMlhy. A xana 611 AOlIa3110 ce611, rOBop11o je ce611

pacnarsyjyha
ysnbajyh«

l1 Apa)!(eh11 ra osaj rryT 61IYAHI1M nOMl1CJIl1Ma. AlIl1 Aa je y rrl1TalbY AeMOHCKI1 paT, cano je nonaszsao:

- Oner I1CTO,jaAHI1 HI1<poHTe! CBe I1crrO'leTKa ...

J.1 OA rora nana OH nose na jene caao CyB XJIe6, 113Y3eB Cy60TOM 11 Hel1elI,OM. 3aTI1M 611 rro l[I1TaBY CeAMl1l.\y jeo caxo Bone. Ilocne rora jeo 611 TeK CBaKl1 npyra AaH. IToHeKI1 rryT rnanosao 611 11rro HeAelhY naua, He rr11jyn11 'laK HI1 BOAY. Ha raj Ha'lI1H OH je CypOBO KPOTl10 11CM11pI1BaO CBOjy nlIOT. J.1Mao 6110611'laj Aa OBaKO rOBOpl1: nonsnr Pel\I1MO Aa HeKI1 'lOBeK rrOCT11'leTpAeCeT nana, HeKl1 Apyrl1, oner, jene 'lI1HI1 CTPO)!(11 OA npBora, jep KO jene, a He nnje BOAY, CTpalliHO ce My'll1 11pacrrarsyje peAOBHO uene ceAMI1l\e, aJII1 yorrIlITe He nnje BOAY. E, raj Apym

- Asaj Te611,jaAH11 H11<POHTe!AKO OBOMallO He MO)!(elli Aa nonnecetu, KaKO

1I11 hem nOAHeTI1 Be'-lH11reeHCK11 orais? AlI11 He ry611 CMelIOCT! Iep aKO ce cnon.a uaur l[OBeK 11pacrraAa, nnax ce yHyTpallllb11 Ha OBOMe MeCTY naseurhy otinasn,a 113nana y AaH.! H11je CKp11Bao. JI11l\a HeIllTO l[YAeCHO, lUTO MI1 je caM OH OTKp110.2 A KaAa 611CMOpa3Melbl1BaJIl1 l\eJII1B xoje je 113611jallo OA n.eroaora

J.1MaJI11 CMO, BI1A11Te,61I11CKYAYXOBHY Be3Y 113aTO M11mnnra Ja caM l[eCTO mnao na ra nocerua. lhy6aB11, HeKO He113pel\I1BO 61Iaroyxalbe
!

2 Kop. 4,16.

2 OBl1e, xao H Ha BHlIle MeCTa nan.e

rexcry,

neh y CBOjOj YTpo6l1. A OHOMe KO rrOCTI1 11na xlIe6y 11aa BOAI1 6op6a je naxura.
npBOM llHI1Y roBOPH cacrasn.av CBe-

rnren.eaor

)!(HTllja.

3aTo ce TaKaB 11He MO)!(e rrOpeAl1Tl1 ca OHl1M I1pyrl1M.

110

[IPI1YE

AHliElll1MA 6M

[IPI1YE

AHT,EIlI1MA

III

HeKM nyr, MaKO 6M ropeo 0):1)!(eI)M, 61Ia)!(eHM He l)aBOlIY. Ta):la 611ycyo sony y 'lawy 11peKao:

noxeneo na ce noncxexje

JeAHOM raxo, AOK je cnasao, HMCPOHT BMAe KaKO ce aauiao aa HeKOM Be1Il1KOM non.y, a n.eronx
CMlIHO

TajHI1 AelIOBI1 6exy nyna CMpAJhMBe He'lMCTM xoja My AO nnua 11 y 6elIO one-

- 0, KaKO je nena

caexa sona xojy hevo cana nomrrn, ):Iywo Moja!

CMeTalIa. A ys TO My je 11HeI13):1p)!(IbI1BM CMpaA nonnpao M3HeHaAa My npnhe

HeKM

A YI1M 611je3l1KOM AOTaKao yawy, sony 611CMeCTa rrpocyo JIYKaBI1 haso, csryhen AOMI1WlbaTOM oopceaourhy YAalbaBao 6M

na 3eMIbY! rrpenonotiaora oua,

M

113a3l1BaO My raherse. Hnje snao WTa Aa paAI1. .uOK je TaKO TaMO 36YlbeH crajao, BeH MlIa;LIMn
M

ce, pexyha: CBY

MM

kasa My: jeAHoM PYKOM CMPAIbMBI1 reper

M

Ax, Hnrpoare:
CBMX

je Mon ClIOMl1lIa 6rraroAaT Pacnerora

CMI1l\a-

I101)M ca MHOM.

1I11l\e Moje 06eCHa)!(MlIa je 60)!(aHCTBeHa CMlIa xojy HOCI1W y ce611! M rropeA

)!(MO

HMCPOHT KpeHy aa lbl1M, npnnpxaaajyha - TOlIMKa My 6ewe Te)!(I1Ha.

rropa3a, cBe31I06Hl1 HMje onycrajao.

M

I10HOBo ce Haopy)!(ao

rrlIOTCKMM I1CKywelbMMa ra je y CHy

M

pl1HYO aa CBeTMTeJhay 'lacy AOKje raj cnasao. Hanpa-

Ilohoure AO aexor jesepa nyaor 61IaTa. Tana ce anreo oxpere

CPOHTY:

pe'le

HM-

nao My na y CHy BMAM KaKO rpeWI1 ca HeKMM MlIaAMneM! HMCPOHTce rrp06YAM 11CKO'lM aa acre, CXBaTI1BWI1 0AMax Aa je y 11MTalbY
[ao cnaaamnnr Hl1cpOHTy! Illra neMo caA? HMwTa Apyro AO onora "neKOjM

6111I0 MCKywelbe, OH xpeay Aa BI1'le: Kapy, MCl\elIM caM eerie".' OH y yMy OAMepl1 Te)!(MHY rpexa ce OAlIyKy: xao

- Hcnpasan OBAe CBe WTO HOCMW Y cBojMM TajHMM MeCTMMa. Osaj TOyqMHM M CMeCTaOCeTI1onaxiuaa,e. CMP):lJhMBMTepeT cnane ca lbera,
a OH MCTOBpeMeHO OCeTI1xao Aa cy cKyrra ca lbl1M I1W'lyrraHM 11TajHM YAOBM iserOBM M Aa cy
M OHM

ca TepeTOM namr y OHOjesepo. OA y)!(aCHOra 601Ia, HMcpOHT

na je

rrOYMHMO y CHy

AOHe-

ce rrp06YAI1. Y Mel)YBpeMeHY anreo My pe'le: MMp

TM,

BelIMKM HMcpOHTe!

- Cana new, YMecTo nacnane, na oKywaw ropxa 601I! Hcrora saca, AoxBaTM ce OH aexe KpaTKe nannne M nose AMBlba'lKM Aa ce 6l1je rro aoraaa, TOlIl1KO I1X je YAapao, Aa My OHe xacanje jow nocra BpeMeHa 6exy nornyno MOApe. Kana ce Ben ncnpneo OA YAapalba, OH ce 06paTM Dory 11 crane Aa My ce ca Y3AacMMa MOlIM, rosopehn: - CMMlIyj ce, Iocnone, na MeHe
Koja TeWKO carpewMx.

M MW'le3HY. TeK rana 61Ia)!(eHI1 CXBaTM na ra je TO nocerno

anreo Iccnomsn,

re npo-

cnaan Csefinarora.
OA 'rora norahaja oxpuiaja 11y6YAytle, KaKO je caM rOBOpI10, AYX 61IY):la HaA !bI1M ca !bI1M, YBeK
6M M3

Hl1je BI1We MMao HMKaKBY BlIaCT. A 11 KaAa 611 parosao 1131Ia3110 xao ja'lM, ronopeha My:

- Hexaj caxo, nyxaase,

3aBpwaBa y rpooy,

3HaM ja y WTa Me rypaw:

Aa rrO)!(elIMM )!(eHY

Aa 3rpeWMM ca !bOM. AlIl1 WTa je )!(eHa? I1lIOT xoja

HOCM

onehy. I1lIOT xoja

Onpocra
CpaMHoM 3a
KojMM

MM, M

61IYAHOM, CBOjI1X, rrpOTI1B nyxa 61IYAa Kojl1 He na reno ynapa M KaMelbeM! ETO ca

rne TpylIl1 11CMPAI1. M caaa nnor WTa MMa? KpB, Macr 11

oCKBplbeHoM 3a)!(YAex.
4

)!(Mlle. A M3Mel)y !bMX je YTp06a, nyna 31I0cMpaAHe He'lI1CTI1 ... KaKBY nacnany

M noaena Me na rryT aanoaecrn

TOlIMKO

na YOBeK TaMO Hal)e? I1cMHo 6ecpaMHa! TI1 jenem He'lMcT! 3ap Me HaBOAI1W na TO rrO)!(elII1M? I1a cse je TO TpYlIe)!( 11 HeCHOCHM cMpaA. KaKO onna TO na
KywaM? fy611 ce OA MeHe, A KaAa
6M

Hnax,
oCTyrrawe.

OH HaCTaBI1 I10HeKM

na

ca MYKOM paryje

nyute

He'lI1CTI1!
M

nyr

6110 611 rrpMMopaH

1)aBo 611ce csreo OA MYAPOCTM Hl1cpOHTOBe ra BM):IeO rne rrocpaxrsea XOM My A06al\I1BaO, lIYKaBI1 csenrren,a

ca cTpaxoM
AlIM

6M

ce noxynno. 11ca rrOACMece ua

KOlIl1KOM ce japourhy OH 60pl10 ca M3a30BMMa paaspara. I..J:I1TaBI1X xerpnaecr TO 6111I0.

3 4

oAlIa3M, HI1CPOHT 611 crajao clIa60cTM.

remora BO):lMOje HMcpOHT CTpaWHY 60p6y ca nnohy.

M

pyrajyhn

ce iseroaoj

HI1 nopen csera rora,

A 3aTl1M ra Ben caM Bor 1136aBM OA rora Kywalba

flK. 4, 23.

rrpeKMAe paT. EBO KaKO je

He ocraszsaiue

na MMpy. M3HOBa 11 M3HOBa oauao

isera, CBaKVi nyr ca HOBOM cMMl\aJIMl\OM 113aMKOM. [ennora nana, AOK je ceneo 6e36pl1)!(HO, alIl1 6AMjynl1, 06paTl1 ce HMcpOHT Dory 11yrnrra fa:

Ilc. 118,35.

112

n P H LI E

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AH

'1,

E II Ii M A

nPI1'IE

AH1)EIIHMA

113

- Iocnone, je 1IM.l)aBo CaCBM.MOTM.IllaO OA MeHe?

AIIM. rrpe Hero IllTO je M. M3rOBOpM.0 TO AO xpaja, yrnena csoje KeJIM.je,na uekaxsoj na lbera. rOMM.IIM HeqM.CTM,cxnynsanor MaJIO Aalhe OA lIpHOr rrca.

fOCIlO)]; CMJ1PEHJ1MA )];AJE EJIAfO)];AT

(llpU'l. 3, 34)
VI me! VI3HeHaAa Ayx i30)l(l1jl1 nonyr xao na he Mylbe 3a611McTa rrpeA lbM.M, rrperrJIa[a

"Aa osaj rrac HM.je AeMOH?", rrOMM.CJIM. H, HeCBeCHO rroxasyjyhn rrpCTOM O

Onaj ce M.CTOraqaca 6allM. M.xpeny Aa KM.AM.Ille ua csernrezsa

Aa ra paCTprHe. AJIM. KaKO

BlhyjyhM. My cplle BecelheM 11BeJIMKOM panourhy. HM<pOHTe, HM<poHTe peqe My. -

npnhe

6JIM.)I(e HM.<pOHTY,YKM.rrM.ceo EBO Me, AaKlle, Ty

hy

TM AaTl1 Cl1JIY l1 BJIaCT npoCMM.peH. OA ropnax. AKO

- Meue
caM!

Tpa)l(M.Ill? -

yrrMTa ra lhYACKM.M maCOM. -

TMB HeqMCTMX nyxosa.

AJIM rrpMrra3M caao aa TO Aa YBeK ocraueur

Iep

KOJIMKO BOJII1M CMl1peHe, TOIIM.KO ce

onapahaxt

xoheur,

AJIM CBeTM.TelhAYHY Y lbera M.yqM.HM.Aa HeCTaHe. ApyrM nyr, oner, AOK je

AaKJIe, Aa re BOJIM.M,najnpe jesnxa.

TM san,a MMaTM CMMpelbe. AIIM. na MMaill na yMy M rra MaKap OH H ce, naxne, y

ceneha

cnasao y jennoj CTaCM.AM lIPKBM, Aol)e My y Kao na

OBO: HM.KaAa ce He 3aKYHM, Hl1KOMe ce He rrOACMeXHM, lIa)l( He rrpeBaJIM rrpeKO HHKaA ce HeMoj pa3rHeBHTM HHTM OCYAMTH soaexa, ITa3l1 ce, jep reurxa je Ka3Ha aa CBe TO. He carpeuino.

haso, rrorre My ce na nore 11no-te Aa ra ApMyca.

HM<pOHT ce 0AMax rrp06YAM M.noxyma Aa YCTaHe allM He Moraille. je
6MO

ynonoozsaaa]

Be3aH. VI OH CXBaTM urra ce AoroAMJIO. JIYKaBI1 je rrOHOBO yqMHMO csoje

rpeumnnaaa. Crynaheni,

CBaKaKO, M3Mel)y 3aMKl1 basonoaax. AJIM naaer

"qYAO"! OH ra nzsytry rrpaso y JIM.lIe M.OCYAM.ra: - 0, aenonpaan.xaa nenpajaren.y i30)l(MjM.! TOJII1KO CM.rrOCTpaAao OA

maBY na ce He YJIOBMill y HeKY OA IhM.X... AP)l(M ce! [a caM ca T06oM! KaKO My TO xasa, Ayx CBeTl1 M.3BeAenpenonorinora ra HeKaKBH lhYAM, rpoMaAHH cy xrernr na M.lIPHM nonyr oua Y I1CTyrrlhelbe. VI aaopyacann HM<pOHT rana BHAe HeKM AyraqKH APYM KOjM.je BOAMO xa MCTOKY. lJYBaJIM. cy

Iocnona Mora Hcyca XpM.CTa M jour ce HMCM onaaerno? Tana ycrre na MallO noaepn AecHY aory. IToAM)I(e je
IllM noxper

ca HarropoM

M,

yqMHM.B-

Ernonn.aaa, reurxo

- Hexa

xao na je uryrayo carany, peqe My: re Eor, JIYKaBqe, caCBMM noryrin: IllTO ce MeHe TMqe, ja ce He

M.ca KOrrlhM.Ma y pYKaMa. Ha rroqeTKY ApYMa TI1CKaJIO ce MHOiliTBO lhYAM. Kojl1

noby

Aalhe, amr cy ce 60jaJIM CTpaWHM.X -rysapa.

60jMM TBOjl1X cpaMHMx aanana. VI CMeCTa YCTaAe l1 rrOMOIIM.ce:

TOM MHOIllTBY naurao ce, AaKJIe, M.HH<p0HT. VI OH je rnenao Aa aJIM.nnje suao KaKO. AOK cy CBM TaKO 36YlbeHO cTajaJII1, Mel)y lbHMa ce nojasn OAeBeH y 6eJIo, M maCHO M.Mxasa: KaKaB aac je TO KYKaBHqllYK CBe crronao? i30jMMO ce Ernonn.ana

npohe,

- Iocnone i3o)l(e Moj,

TM. Koja CM CBe rrpeMYApo YCTpOjMO, TM. KOjM CM.CBOjOM 6ecKpajHoM TM CM.JIOM ITpeABojM.O He60 M YKpaCMO 3eMlhy,

HeK~ MY)l(, caa

- OArOBOpM.Ille My.

Kojn

AP)l(Mill CBY TBap y uraua

Csojoj,

Aaj MM BJIaCT rrpOTMB JIYKaBMX AeMOHa, KaKO 6M.Xce YAOCTOjMOAa MX CKPIllM.M,

OH ce rana ooparn HI1<P0HTY. - A Tl1? 3aIllTO He rrOJIa3M.Ill? VI ja ce 60jl1M ... JeCl1 JIM ce xana rrOMOll110 na TM. ce Aa CMM.pelbe? AJIM.... ja ra CTallHO 11TpalKM.M OA Bora csoral E, rra, AaKJIe, OH TM ra je 11nocnao! yrrM.ra ra anreo

Cnaxen AYXOM TBOjM.M CBeTMM.

Pyxy

rrOAl1rHYTl1X xa netiy, cnyra i30)l(M.jl1 HaCTaBM jour Ayro na ce

M.3HeHaAa.

MOJIM...

Ilornenaj WTa he ce AorOAI1TI1 ...

aareo xao na

VIIllTa je HM<pOHT M.MaOna Bl1gl1! JegHM.MXMTpMM noxperov lberOBO MeCTO CTaBM HeKO Apyro 11npyrasnje. A 3aTMM My xasa: he re overara

My pacexe rpygM. VI raMO, rrpeg CBI1Ma, 113BagMMy cplle, 6allM ra na 3eMlhY M na

- Xajne
Hl1jegaH re

nohn OBI1M rrYTeM. Ilpnua HM.rrpcToM nehe AOTahM..

cana,

y npOJIaCKy, aJIM.

I 14

11 P

11

lj

A H 'Ii F II II M A

n p ~I 1I E
anrena:
ocerurn 3al1CTa -

A Hf)

F II 11 MAl

15

Tana 11OCTaIII1 noveure na npexnnn.y

-

nOHaBlbao je Hl1cpOHT, caB BaH ce6e -

'-lOBeK He MO)l(e

MOIII1MO re, y'-lI1HI1 11HaMa I1CTOTO, KaKO 611CMOMOml1 C1I060,!lHO ,!Ia npoheao OBI1M nyrea' 3aTpa)l(I1Te
M BM

Beny cIIaAoCT O,!l OHe KOjy npyxa MI10MI1Pl1C Cserora )J,yxa. )J,a, OH
6MX

:lpeBa3111Ia311CBaKI1Y)l(I1TaK, CBaKY pa,!lOcT. Ax, Ka,!l6l1x 3aYBeK Morao Y)l(l1BaTI1 \ lbeMy! He amue xceneo pa,!loCTI1 osora CBeTa!

TO, ca

MOIIMTBOM HM

11rrOCTOM, O,!lDora 11CBaKaKO he BaM

lIM,

narn. He 3aTpa)l(I1re 1I11,nehere Aa npohere OBI1M nyrea rrpl1MI10 je CPl1ecxpyuieno A TeK ra ce cana ynocrojno CBI1 nornenaure

,!I06Mrl1. A He norinjere

nehere MOnl1
O,!lDora. I1Ae OHI1M

- je,!lI1HI1M KojM BO,!l11 )l(I1Bor! Osaj xora ere BI1,!1elIl1 y

11CMl1peHO,5jep ra je MHoro rO,!lI1Ha rpasoro ... Ilornenajre
M

KAKO TPE6A 111i11HA U;PKBEHA CA6PAlbA

Tora nana rrpenOA06HI1 HMCPOHTnao MI1 je 11npyre casere: xnra.acro )J,06po naan, xana ce aanasmu 113'-lOBeKoyroAHl1lllTBa. AIII1 3ap je rpex '-lI1HMTM CBe TO lllTO CI1 rrOMeHYO? HaMepHO ra ynay l1PKBM ca ,!IpyrMM xpmuhaanxa, Aa ce 11 He cMejelll, na He pa3rOBapalll, ,!Ia He ouen.yjenr ,!Ipyre 11Aa He nojeur cyjeruo

caxo KaKO cryrra!

,!IBa ETI1OIlJhaHI1Ha.

xa Hndiotrry

snneure ra rne 6e3 npenpexa

rrYTeM. CTl1)1(e ,!Io rrpBe CTpa)l(e, rne crajaxy y TOM '-lacy pYKe yxosaure:

Kaxo

11M ce

rrp1161I11)1(11, aa !hera Tprollle Ma'-leBe, nonaroure OHI1

I1X ,!Ia ra y,!lape, alIl1 11Mce

Hl1cpOHT C1I060,!lHO HaCTaBI1 nan-e. Ha MCrl1 Ha'-lI1H OH crpa)l(y, rra rpehy

M

npohe

11,!Ipyry

'-lerBpTy

CBe ocrane, ljMTaBe sere ErM,!Ia ra uananay,

Tax, He 6MX III1 ra naseo ,!Ia MI1 snure xazce.

KOHa'-lHO, CTl1)1(eOH na HeKO MeCTO rne cy ce yrupnnne OIIJbaHa KOjl1 ce onxax oaumue

- Ilocnynraj,

nere Moje. J13Ha,!llbY,!l11KOjl1 croje Y l1PKBI1 aanasa ce MHoro 0 )l(I1TejcKI1M

An«, me, 11OHI1 ce onyseiue, rrpeM,!Ia I1X oeure rOlIl1KO Aa cy 3aKp'-ll1lll1 CBe, re Hl1cpOHT Hl1je MOraO,!la npohe.
~ Ko je OB,!Ie,!IOBeo OBe nrycasue ,!Ia HaM sarpahyjy rrpOlIa3 y )l(I1BOT? OH lIaKO

smue anrena, KOjl1 HeBI1,!1lbMBOnojy sajenno ca IbI1Ma. J1 aKO HeKO 11311pKBeHora caopatsa no-me ,!Ia ce mana, I1IIM ,!Ia orOBapa 11 11Aa pacnpaBlba II ':TBapI1Ma, aaremr xoja ra nocvarpajy TyroBaHKe 360r n.eronora ocraan.ajy necuonoj
M

)J,a 611ce, naxne, rrp06110, OH nexe rtoae ,!Ia rypa, a ,!Ipyre ,!Ia rasn, BI1'-lynl1: J1 ,!10K cy ra OCTaIII1 lbY,!l11 ca ,!II1Blbe!heM nocaarpami, l1elIMM nyrea M CrM)I(e ,!IOiserosora xpaja.

rrO'-lMIbY ,!Ia nojy

nana, rosopehn: "Ax, KaKO je nana y porrcTBo rpexa

npohe

.ryura
00:'3

osora sonexa KOjM CTojM y l1PKBM TOIII1KOHeMapHO, 6e3 crpaxa

M

CTM,!Ia,6e3 rtourroaaisa!

Boxotjera, Eor ce camyo ca neoeca Aa '-lyje MOIII1TBY CMepHY M

orosapan,a."

Kana

ce 6IIa)l(eHl1 MallO rrOBpaTI1 on Bl1l)e!ha, crane ce mrrara

urra je CBe

Fell!! MOIII1TBeHe, a YMeCTo Tara CllYllla mane

TO 3Ha'-l111I0.Tana ra CBeTI1 )J,yx,

Koja

jour oeme ca !hI1M, 06aBeCTI1:

- Xohem nn 06jalll!he!he rora lllTO CI1BI1,!1eo?)J,06po na311: nyr KOjl1M CI1 nourao je YCKM M TeCHI1 nyr," ETMonlbaHI1 cy IIYKaBI1 ,!IeMOHI1 Kojl1 CBe '-lMHe ,!Ia OMeTY OHe Kojl1 6M na npohy, Te611 ce cana Ben jacno OTKPI1IIO ,!Ia TI1M nyrea
HI1KOHe MO)l(e npohn, aKO najnpe O,!lMe He He aarpaxn ,!IaMy AaM CPl1eCMMpeHO
M

Iberose pe'II1 Me rrpenaAOllle. OTaAa, aKO 611MM ce HeKM rryr o~aKlIa y l1Pl\Bl! nonexa rrpa3Ha pes, cerao 6J1x ce rora 11CpaMI10 ce 0,11 anrena EO)l(l1jl1x.

fHYC06A

PA3BPATA

cxpyuieuo.

TI1 CI1ra 3aTpa)l(MO

M

,!I06MO CM ra. Oncan Ha,!lalbe aeheur ce 60jaTl1 ce611.7

AIIM

OAIIa3enl1 OTYAa, npobocao xpaj nekora 6IIY,!lI1IIJ1lllTa. Ha lberOBOM rrpa.v ceneo je nexn nen MlIaAl1n, IIlIeMeHI1TOra IIMKa. Hsrnenao JO(IIOBHO oxajuo. je BeOMa YTY'-leHO,

CTpaxa nohnora

crpelle xoja nern Aalby, on CTBapl1 xoja y TaMM npOXO,!lI1, jep

Bnunsera CI1 nOIIQ)KI10 sa rrpM6e)l(l1lllTe he ce MCKYlllelbe nonnha rrpOTMB rerie.

ca T060M. To )J,yx DO)l(MjM pelle 11npexnay Ibe Koje je nparMlIo
5
b

Hnax, naaer y rnasy' BelIl1KO aehem 6MTl1 nooeheu, jep [a caM

Hac 611npexpno

III111eAliaHOBI1Ma 116pl13HYO Y nnas, xac 611

Bl1l)elbe. HeKaKBo Hel13pel111Bo onaroyxa-

Iberoso IIpl1CYCTBO join YBeK je 06aBI1jaii0 CBeTI1Telba.

carnn.ao rnasy na rpYAI1 1160lIHO ysnacao. Hac 611 nonnrao pYKe xa necy 11y cvsaaa ce M01I110, '-lac 611ce HaiiaKTI10 11norpY3110 Y O'-lajHI1'-lKO hyraise. Inenajyhn ra raxsora, cseruren, ce TOlll1KO caxann na tsera, na M caM IIO'-le .ia nnaxe. A 3aTI1M oopnca 0'-l11, npnhe My 11ynl1Ta ra ca Ora'-lKOM lby6aBlbY: 3a I1Me Dora, fipare! WTa rl1 ce AOrOAl1llo? 3alllTo cemnu OBAe, npen OBlIM 6plloroM, rsoje jannxoaan,e

lle. 50, 19.

Yrr.Mr. 7,13-14.

nna-ryha

TaKO ropxoi

Peua MI1, MOlll1M Te, xohy p,a 3HaM, jep

, [Ie. 90, 5-6, 9.

paannpe MI1 cpl..(e.

116

TIpI1lJE

0 AH1)EJlI1MA ITpJbaBl1jl1 rpex Oil: Ihera He nocrojn

TIpI1lJE -

0 AH1)EJlI1MA

117

- Ia cax, 'laCHI1 HI1<pOHTe, anreo BO)j(J1jl1 - Oll:rOBOpl1 My MlIall:l1h. - l1

xao IIITO CBI1 xpl1IIIhaHI1 y 'lacy KpIIITeiba 1l:0611jajy rro anrena KOjl1 11M lJYBa )!(I1BOT, TaKO caM 11ja onpehea Oil: Bora na 'lYBaM jennora xcaexa. AlIl1 OH Me je raj rrall:? ojanno, jep ce sazsa y 6e3aKOIhI1Ma. EHO ra, 11call: je osne y osoj ja3611HI1 11rpeIIII1 ca HeKOM 61IYIl:HI1I..\OM.1 KaKO na He nnasea, l A 3aIIITO ra He nocaseryjeur

peKao je. -

AlIl1 aKO pa3Bpa11ronmrje Hero CBe

TaH 'lOBeK nozcenx Il:a ce noxaje, Bor ra rrpl1Ma cnpexanje rpelllHI1Ke.

Iep

OH 3Ha KOlIl1KO je Cl1lIHa Ta CTpaCT, 6Yll:yhl1 Il:a ce OHa XpaHI1

lJOBeKOBI1Mrrpl1pOIl:HI1M POIl:HI1M rrOpI1BOM, a y3 TO join ll:eMOHI1 aa Ihy rrOIl:CTI1lJy pa31I11'lI1TI1M I1CKYIIIeIhI1Ma. Ko Ihy )!(elIl1 na nooena, aKO y'lI1HI1 nonaar, 1II1IIII1BIIII1 ce CHa 11xpaHe. rpexa. l1 KaKO CMO xonana, OH nonane: Jell:HOM caM cpeo nexor xoneka KOjl1 je I1IIIao IIIl1pOKI1M nyrea

rnenajyha

Kaxo Il:a He
ymHa je clIyra

ycnehe y TOMe caxo

3apl11l:aM Hall: 06pa30M BO)!(l1jI1M KOjl1 je rrao 11norpysno ra HI1<poHT.

ce Y TaKBY TaMy?

na HarrYCTI1 raj y)!(aCHI1 rpex? -

He Mory Il:a My rrpl11)eM. OTKaKO je noseo Il:a rpeIIII1, nocrao ,U06po, KaKO HeMalli BlIaCT? 3ap TI1 ra Hl1je Bor noaepno. IToClIYIIIaj Me, clIyro BO)!(l1jl1.

I! me! OTBOpl1IIIe ce 0'l11 Moje Il:YIIIe 11ja sanex TpI11l:eCeTaK ll:eMOHa KaKO
npaBe nOMeTIhY OKO a.era. HeKI1 cy My 3Y'lalIl1 nonyr cy My syjaznr nonyr MyBa OKO II 11 a, Il:pyrl1 1..\ seaana y)!(e OKO KOjl1 ByKy KOMapal..\a y yIIII1Ma, 1l:0K cy My rpojnua

ll:eMOHI1Ma 11ja HI1KaKBY BlIaCT HeMaM Hall: IhI1M.

Bor

je CTBOPl1O xoaexa

caMOBlIaCHI1M 11

spara,

aory 11nojaca 11rpytio

ra ByKlIa aa CBe CTpaHe. Ilpen TI1M )!(alIOCHI1M

ll:0rrYCTI10 My je na ClI060ll:HO nohe nYTeM Kojl1 My ce nenana. Y3aHI1 nYT, a rtoxasao

Iloxasao My je
ITOlliTO

npl130pOM, MeHI1 ce 0'l11 I1cnYHI1IIIe CY3aMa. "Ko 1I11cy ra rpojnua npyru rrpeJby60'lI1HCTBa, a rpehn My)!(elIO)!(HI1IIITBa.

My je 11IIII1POKI1. l1 peKao My je: Y3aH je 11rexcax nyr

lJOBeKa KOHOnI..\I1Ma?", rrOMI1ClII1X.l1 OTKpl1 MI1 ce na je jenan 6110 ll:eMOH 61IYll:a, OHI1 Kojl1 cy My syjan« A OHI1 KOjl1 cy xao KOMapl..\11y YIIII1Ma nOKYlliaBalIl1 cy na ra rypHy y osajarse.

KOjl1 BOIl:I1Y )!(I1BOT.B Illnpok je 11npOCTpaH nyr Kojl1 BOIl:I1y nponacr." Jba CBOjI1X, nYCTI10 ra je Il:a X01l:11KaKO My BOJba, ca caseurhy npl1 'leMY ra je, pa3YMe ce, najnpe yn030pl10 csaxora Oil: TI1X nyresa sexae MyKe, 1l:0Knpyr» cnoxojcrso. na 'lYBalhe? CaM Iocnon 11MOlIl1 11noysasa aa pe'll1 Hierose - jenaa naje MallO npnnpeaene HYIl:I1 MallO npaspeaenora

ra je, naiore, Haopy)!(ao 60)!(aHCTBeHI1M 3aKOHOM CBOjl1M 11nOYKaMa CBeTI1Texao BOIl:I1'leM, na TO IIITa ce HalIa311 na xpajy aacnane, alIl1 BOIl:I1 y Hanopa, alII11l:0HOCI1 Be'lHO

3YlJalIl1 xao MyBe OKO1I11I 'lI1Hl1lIl1 cy ra HeOCeTJbI1BI1M 116eCpaMHI1M. To MI1 .ta je Iocnon 06jaB110. TeK rana rrpl1MeTI1X na ra je n.eroa anreo rrpaTI10 1131l:alIeKa, Il:P)!(ehl1 y PYI..\I1ueurro xao TaHaK IIITan aa 'll1jeM ce xpajy HalIa3110 'lYll:eCHO YTY'leH, osajaa, nen Jbl1JbaH. Xonao je noapasen, 11ja nonarox

rnenajyha

Tora xoaexa KaKO rrlIOTI1. Tana

,UaKlIe, KaKaB caner Mory ja na ll:aM lJOBeKY xojera MI1 Bor nOBepl1 aaur l1cyc XPI1CTOC, conCTBeHI1M yCTI1Ma, YMYll:pyje I1X TaKO cy MalIa06pojHI1! pYKe xa netiy 11Y31l: 1 1 meru "(ynara y CBe JbYll:e Il:a ce KlIOHe HelJl1CTI1X ll:elIa. AlIl1 OHI1 KOjl1 nase 11npl1Melhyjy

ce HalIa311 y YCTI1Ma ana, rrOT'll1lheH OHOM rpojuy

otioacaaan,a

pYKe xa aetiy, y )!(eJbI1 na 113rOBOpl1M MaKap MallY MOJlI1TBY aa rro pyxaaa, MI1ClIehl1ll:a he Me TaKO OMeCTI1 y MOlIl1TBI1

Ihera. AlIl1 lIYKaBI1 ll:eMOHI1 I1CTora ce xaca 6al..\I1IIIe aa MeHe xao KOMapl..\1111 noxeure )J,aMe yjenajy aa IhI1XOBY )!(PTBy. Ca CTpaXOM 11TpeneTOM caClIYIIIao caM OBY rrpl1'ly CBeTI1TeJbeBY.3al1CTa, HI1Kall:a panaje HI1CaM 6110 'lyo mlIIITa TaKO norpecno.

- AlIl1 3aIIITO CBaKO MallO rromoseiu CBeTI1TeJbanrena,

- Bnneo
crpyne, nrycooe

caM OKO Ihera ll:eMOHe - jenne na nesajy,

Il:pyre na canpajy

nexe na My ce anypano cMejy. Cpue MI1 ce pasnnpano KaKO My ce noncaeaajy.

1l:0KcaM rnenao re

3aTO caM 11MOJll10 Bora na 1136aBI1 craopen.e

Csoje Oil: noncvexa

lherOBOM noxajan.y

Mpa'lHI1X CI1J1a,a y3 TO 11na Me YIl:OCTOjl1 Il:a ce otipanyjea 11rrOBpaTKy, MaKap jenan ll:aH rrpe Hero IIITO one 113osora

PY~AK
Jell:HOM npl1lIl1KOM, 1l:0Kje rrpolIa3110 xpaj nexe

xyhe,

npenonoona

orau je

)!(I1BOTa, KaKO 611x My npenao Il:YIIIY a.eroay 6e3 MPJbe 11lJl1CTy. To aareo pelJe 11HeCTa HaM CO'll1jy. ,UOK CMO 11MI1 01l:1Ia3111I11, CBeTlHeJb nahe npnmrxy CTpaCTI1 11rpexy 61IYll:a.
8 4

Bl1ll:eO Kp03 OTBOpeH nposop 1l:0Mahl1Ha KaKO cell:l1 sa Tpne30M 11otienyje ca CBOJOM )!(eHOM I1ll:eI..\OM. l13mell:alIl1 cy BplIO Cl1pOMaIIIHI1, alIl1 OH onasa KaKO xpaj csaxora snaaa nop0ll:l1l..\e CTOjl1 no jenan nen, y 6elIO onesen, MlIall:l1h.

na MI1 xaxce aeurro 0

- Illra 1I11 call: OBO? - ynrrra ce y ce611113HeHa~eHI1 CBeTI1TeJb.- OBI1 je

JbYIl:I1KOjl1 cene cy Cl1pOMalllHI1.

MT. 7,14. MT. 7,13.

Ma

IIITa Cl1pOMaIIIHI1? Jail: 116ell:a. A OBI1 KOjl1

croje, IhI1XOBI1 ClIY)!(I1TeJbI1, noce 6J1l1cTaBY onehy!

118

II

P 11 'I E U A H 'Ii E Jl 11M A

II P 11'1 E
.ia je OH CI1JII10ce6e 11MOJII10ce aa csoje nenpnjaren,e,

A H 'j) E JI 11M A

119

HeAOYMI1l\Y My pa3pell1l1 Iocnon, 06jacHI1BllIM My He0611'-IH11np1130p: TI1 MJIaAl1nl1 6exy aarenn. AKO, AOKjeny,

TOJII1KOnyTa 611CI1JIa3110

Ibnx DOr uran.e na croje xpaj xpmuhaaa y BpeMe 06eAa. xpmuhann BOAeKOpl1CHe11cKpyweHe pa3rOBope, aHreJII1 ce panyjy

anreo [ocnOAlbl1l1 nonarao My Ha flIaBY He6eCKI1 senan, YKpallleH Al1jaMaHTI1Ma. To caM OH, HapaBHO, anje ocehao, jep ra je Eor OBeH'IaBaO HeBI1AJhI1BO... 3aTO, 'IeAO Moje, A06pl1

11BeCeJIeca IbI1Ma. A aKO nl1 ce sa Tpne30M 'Iyjy cpanne pe'Il1 111111 ocyl)I1Balbe, CMeCTa, xao WTO AI1M OArOHl1 rrrene, TaKO 11ana 6eceAa onarna aarene Boxoije.

Bor 'IeCTO A03BOJhaBaAa ce BpJII1JhYAI13JIO(JIOBe11nomcsasajy,

KaKO 611TaKO YMHO)!(l1JII1csoje seaue l1 HarpaAe 11He6ecKY nllaTY CBOjy.

11 'Il1M

OAY CBeTI1anrenn, AOJIa311 jenan Mpa'IHl1 AeMOH Mel)y 6p6Jhl1Be 11CKBep-

HOCJIOBHecarpneannxe,

cejyhn OKO Ihl1X AI1M 11cMpaA.

aa Tpne30M 3aBl1CI111npl1cy-

OA pe'Il1, naxne, l1 on pa3rOBopa xpmuhana CTBO611JIOanrena CBeTJIOCTl1,611JIOAYXOBa raae.

IIJIATA 3A MJ1JIOCTJ1lhY
- Y speae
rnaBHOM npxrame enncxona jepycanaacxor

Kapnjaxa

10)!(l1BeOje jenan BpJIO 6JIa-

rO'IaCTI1B l1 Ml1JIOCTI1B'IOBeK, no l1MeHY C030HT. I1pOJIa3enl1 jeAHoM npl1JIl1KOM

3AIIITO CBET MP3J1 IIPABE,I1;HJ1KE

- Peua
HI1Ke? Saurro MI1, oxe, MOlll1M re, jour HewTO: aaurro I1X npesnpyi

rpancxox

YlIl1l\OM, Bl1Ae OH nexora Cl1pOMaXa xojn 6ewe rOTOBO nar 11

OA XJIaAHone. Tora 'IOBeKa TOJIl1KOnyiua 3a60lIe sa 1b11M,na OH CKl1Ae 1106Y'Ie Cl1pOMaxa.

sehnna

JhYAI1Mp311npasen-

CBOj orpras

Kana

ce BpaT110 xyh«, Ben ce CMPKlIO 11OH lIe)!(e

3alllTO cy Ca6JIa)!(lbeHI1 1b11Ma?11 3awTO, ca Apyre

na cnasa, YI1M ra 06Y3e can, OH BI1Ae y CHY Aa ce oopeo y HeKOM 'IYAeCHOM BPTY, oKyrraHoM csernoiuhy. BpT 6ewe nyu npeKpaCHor Ml1Pl1CHor useha, py)!(a, JhI1JhaHa 11xeopojenor oesripojne Apyror, xao 11CBaKOBpCHor npseha, TOJIl1KOorexcanor cjeAl1lbyjynl1

CTpaHe, I1Ma MaJIO OHI1XKOjl1 I1X nourryiyi I1paBeAHI1l\l1Ma MHoro KOPI1CTl1,nere Moje, JhYACKI1npe311p. Ihl1Ma OH npI1JII1'II1, peKao 611X,xao WTO neoy npl1JIl1'Ie 3Be3Ae. BJhelba. A na KOjl1 Ha'll1H I1Xje OCBOj110?Y'Il1Hl10 je MHoro notipor ynl1Ta opar y HeAoYMI1l\I1. Ilocnyinaj: raj 'IOBeK )!(I1BeO je y BYKOJII1. Dl10 je 3HaMeHI1T 11nocrojan JhYAl1Ma Mel)y Kojl1Ma je )!(l1BeO l1 CBe l1X nYKaBl1 11OHI1 no-rente Aa

Ia

caM 'IaK Bl1Aeo jennor

3JIOCJIO-

nOA 'IYAeCHl1M nnOAOBI1Ma, Aa My ce rpalbe nOBl1jaJIO xa 3eMJhl1. I10cpeA 1b11X ITTl1l\e nesane cy ca He6ecKoM cnanoiuhy, nerrpecrano csoje CJIaBOCJIOBHe necxe ca 6JIan1M uryurraisea 1I11wna. Taj BpT 3al1CTa ce He raj npl130p, nojaan

BpJIOr 'IOBeKa KOjl1 je 3apaAI10 nenece r seaaua aa jeAaH AaH OA ryher

Aa Onl1CaTl1. 11 AOKje TaKO C030HT, caa BaH ce6e, nocaarpao IbI1M 11y6p30 cruronre

ce rrpeA IbJ1MHeKI1 Hen03HaTl1 MllaAl1n 11pe'Ie My: "Xajne ca MHOM". OH nohe aa AO nexe, OA311aTaI1CKOBaHeorpaAe. C030HT 6aql1

nourroaaa,a,

nomen

je soneo xao anrene DO)!(l1je. A 1b11Xnnax npenacrn

113aIbe 11BI1Ae ABOpl1lllTe 11'IYAeCHY nanary. ):10Kjoj ce Al1Bl10 11ca 3aHl1MalbeM je pasrnenao, 113lbe KpeHywe Aa 113lIa3e llICCHaeCTOpl1l\a Kpl1lIaTl1X My)!(eBa, CI1-

ocehajy

nenpnjaaan

npeaa CBOMA06po'll1Hl1reJhY kao Aa je OH3JII1KOBal\.HeKI1 cy

rOBOpl1JII1 Aa je nOAMyKao, Apyrl1 Aa je pa3BparaH, rpehn na je JIOnOB, a 'IerBpTI1 Aa je jepernal BI1Al1l1l, haao I1Ma 0611'Iaj Aa CBeTeJI'YAeoupn.yje ycrl1Ma rpeWHI1X JhYAl1.AJII1 'IOBeK 0 KojeM rOBOpI1M, cnytuajyhn re KJIeBeTe, I1CKpeHOce paAoBao 116JIarOAapl10 je Dory. "Iocnone", Me Mp3e, Kojl1 Me ronopauie, "nOKa)!(11MI1JIOCTCBOjy OHI1Ma Kojl1 Hl1KO OA Moje

jajyh»

nonYT cyuua 11onsojean

y 'IeTl1pl1 'IeTBopKe. CBaKa 'IeTBOpKa HOCl1lIa je OrpaAl1, HacnpaM n.era, nOTOM BI1Al1 C030HT

na paMeHI1Ma no jenan 3lIaTaH KOB'Ier. OHI1 npohoure 60APl1M KopaKOM xa MecTY rne je crajao C030HT. YI1M cy ce npl16JII1)!(l1lIl1 snarnoj je xao na 'IeKajy nexora smuer OA ce6e. OHI1cranoiue, CKl1HYllle KOB'Iere ca paMeHa l1 cnycTl1We l1X na 3eMJhy. Plsrnenano

xnesehy

11oupn.yjy,

Hexa

opahe

He npeTpnl1

11, 3al1CTa, MallO

KaKBO 3JIO 360r MeHe rpeWHora, MOJIHM

HI1 y OBOM)!(l1BOTY, Hl1Tl1 Y CJIeACneM,Hero caKOJII1KO cllyry

jennor npeKpaCHor 'IOBeKa KaKO 113JIa311l13 anare 11ynyhyje ce npeMa anrennxa. n "OTBOpl1Te KOB'Iere", 3anOBeAl1 11MOH, "11 noxaxnre OBOM 'IOBeKY IlITa 'IYBaM aa n.era, 3601' OrpTa'Ia KOjl1 Ml1 je MallO'IaC naposao npeKo onora Cl1pOMaxa." OHI1 OAMax OTBOpl1We jenaa 311aTHI1KOB'Ier 11rroseure Aa 113n.era sane l\apCKe orpra-re 11xarsnne, nexe CaCBl1M6elle, neke sesene, 611I1CTaBe11npeAparOl.\eHe.
10Csern CBeWTeHOMY'leHI1K Knpajax, enncxon jepycaJ1J!MCKI!, KOjl1 je oojasno L[aCIII1 KpCT y BpeMC CBeTe lcneue, rrocTpaAao je aajenuo ca MajKoM CBOjOM AHOM 363. roAI1He, na 'IWIHY 3arrOBeCT JYlIl1jaHa OACTyrrHI1Ka.InHxoB CTlOMeHcnasn ce 28, okrotipa.

TPI1 JIYKaBe AeMOHe KOjH I1X nOAHrome npOTl1B MeHe 11y'll1HH na OHl1 HeCTaHY.

Te,

DO)!(e Moj, xao WTO ce HI1Cl1OABpaT110 oA MeHe cxaepnora,

rOA nyra Aa caM carpeuino

11npl1TeKaO TBoMe Ml1JIOCpl)y rpaxehn onpourraj,

TaKO ce HI1 cana HeMoj OABpaTI1Tl1 OA IbI1X KOjl1 OITTY)!(l1we uenorperinor

Taora, HanpOTl1B, ocseurraj I1X MI1JIOlllny CBOjOM l1 noxpnj l1X 6JIarowny CBOJOM." Taxo ce MOJII10,JI,y6JheHl1 6paTe, raj rtpanennn« sa OHe KOjl1 cy ra Mp3elll1 l1 3JIO 0 lbeMY rOBOpl1JlI1! 11 nornenaj KaKBO ce 'IYAO AOrOAl1JIo: KOJII1KOrOA nyra

120

I1PI1'1E

0 AH1)EJlIIMA

TIPH4E

0 AH1)EI1HMA

121

Ilpocrpeiue
nocrojan nporxane

ra rrpeA IhI1M. "C030HTe, nonanajy 1111 I1 cei", yrrl1TalIle ra. "HI1CaM T Aa My noxasyjy 61II1CTaBe, paCKOlIlHe 113IIaTOM rrpeKO xl1lhaAY. ITo-

ITpecTaHI1 muue, Heql1CTa 11AI1Blha 3BepI1HO, Aa AOAl1jaBalIl crsopen-y

HI1 ceHKY IhI1XOBY Aa BI1AI1M", oArOBOpl1l1M OH, cas 06HeBI1Aeo oA TOuapcxe xan.nne, CBe AOK IhI1XOB 6poj He nocnoxe

EO)l(l1jeM! !lITa heui TI1 A0611TI1, )l(aIiOCHa 6eCI1HO, aKO - AalIeKO 6111I0! - u.erosa nyma 110fl1He?

ra cjaja. AIII1 anrena nacraanure

- Peha hy TI1 - OAroBOPI1 My 1)aBO. - Hehy A0611TI1, HapaBHO, nmura.

AIII1 xreo ja TO I1III1 He, HY)l(Aa Me rOHI1 Aa CTalIHO paryjexr I1MaMo 11MI1, BI1Al1lIl, csoje rocrroAape paAI1MO CBOj nocao, OAHOCHOna lll1 paryjevo ca xpl1lIlhaHI1Ma. na III1 KOjl1 Hac rrpaTe 11nposepaaajy

lIlTO My je 06jaBI10 TaKO )l(I1BOrrI1CHOna he sa jenan OrpTa'l Kojl1 je nao rrpl1MI1TI1 MHorocTpYKO 11HaClIeAI1TI1 Be'lHI1 )l(I1BOT, Iocnonap anrena My xasa: "YBepaBaM re, C030HTe, na caM CBa OBa 6IIara nparrpenao sa retie, jep kana CI1 Me BI1Aeo aarora, CMl1lIOBaO CI1ce 11ooyxao Me.I1AI1 cana 11HaCTaBI1 Aa '1I1Hl1lIlI1CTO, KaKO 6l1x 11Ia I1CTOq11H110:xana TI1 najeur HeKOM cl1poMaxy onehy, ja TI1I1X CIIpeMaM CTOTI1HY." ITYH panocrn III1 11M cnpexaur 11rpenera, C030HT yrrl1Ta: "Iocnone MOj, xreo 611x na 3HaM na III1I1CTO TO ql1Hl1lIl CBI1Ma KOjl1 cy MI1IIOCPAHI1 rrpeMa Cl1pOMaCI1Ma? L(a CTOCTpYKa onara 11BeqHI1 )l(I1BOT?" OH My 0ArOBopl1: "CBaKO KO je OCTaBI10 AOM, I1III1 IhI1Be, I1III1 60raTCTBO, I1III1 cnasy, I1III1 oua, 11 11MajKY, II I1III1 6pahy, I1III1 cecrpe, I1III1 )l(eHe, 11 11neuy I1III1lIlTa OA 3eMalhCKor, CTpOCTpyII KO he rrpl1MI1T1111)l(I1BOT BeqHI1 HaClIeAI1TI1.
11

AaH 11soh I1III1 MO)l(Aa HaKpaTKO

3aCTaHeMO. 11 rana jao AeMOHY xora rOCl10Aapl1 YXBaTe Aa ceAI1, jep ra lIll16ajy AI1BlhaqKI1, Myqe ra HeMl1lIOcpAHO 11AalIeKO ra 113rOHe. Tpe6a Aa anaiu Aa 11 MI1 I1MaMO Me1)y C060M HeMapHe, lIelhl1Be 11TpOMe, xao 11BI1. L(aKlIe, CTpax OA Ka3He Hac rOHI1 Aa sac HI1KaAa He OCTaBlhaMO aa Ml1py! Ee3YMHl1qe! L(06po, 3ap He snaiu Aa re o-rexyje oran, sa ronnxe rsoje rpexe? 3alIlTO ce OHAa He ypa3yMl1lIl? )l(HOr MY4elha xoje TI1 je npnnpexn.enoi Ha TO AeMOH Hl1je snao urra na OArOBopl1. Ilocpaxn.en, I1lIlqe3e. Tora saca I1pOlIa)l(alIle TYAa 11HeKI1 MOHax. Beure MlIaA, csernora 1I006pa3Hor III1Ka. 11anreOH oAjeAHoM 3alIlTO He oneur Aa nnasem 360r He1136e-

Hevoj ce, 3aTO, HI1KaAa noxajarn

Cl1pOMaXa KOM CI1 HelIlTO

360r nexor csor MI1IIOcp1)a. 11 HeMoj Aa nomosaaaiu

nao, [ep rana heur, YMeCTO nnare, rrpeTprreTI1 ABa nyra

sehy lIlTeTY: 11unary

hem asryonra,

11na 6YAyheM CYAY 611helIl ocyhea." Y TOM 'lacy, C030HT ce rrpo-

Kana

ra rrpel1oA06HI1 yrnena, OH I1pl1MeTI1 KaKO 113n.eroanx oeme lherOBa cryoa jenan anreo Kojl1 My je qYBao Aa ra sannaure.

6YAI1, cas y qYAY 113aAI1BlheH OHI1M lIlTO je BI1Aeo. OH CKOql1 ca KpeBeTa - jep Hl1je I1Mao BI1IlIe HI1KaKBe aorse aa CHOM - re Y3e 11APyrl1 CBOj OrpTaq 11OTI1Ae na ra rrOKIIOHI1 HeKOM ApyroM cl1poMaxy. A '111Mce BpaTI10 Ha3aA, KaCHO nohy, 11nerao rrOHOBO Aa cnasa, I1Mao je I1CTOBI11)elhe! Taxo je yjyTpy csoje I1Malhe CI1POTI1IhI1, onpexao ce csera 11nocrao 11TI1 I1CTO pa3AelI110 CBe MOHax 110ABI1)1(HI1K,ncny-

yCTa 113IIa3e I1llaMeHOBI1 11AI1)1(Y ce y He60 - TOIII1KO orn.ena MOIII1TBa! ITpaTl10 ra je 110rryT oriseaora noripor MOHaxa, nperehn

AYlIlY 11reno. Ma'leM y py~11 pa3rOHI10 je AeMOHe KOjl1 cy ce Bp3MalIl1 OKO Tor My 11noxyuraaajyhn ITperroA06Hl1 ca AI1BlhelheM rrpOMpMlha:

lheH BplII1HaMa. CBe TO I1Maj ua YMY, nere Moje, re 411HI1rro Mepl1 CBOjl1X Mohl1 110CaBeTOBa CBeTI1Telh csora 110CeTI10~a. -

3a11CTa, AI1BaH je Bor y CBeTI1Ma CBOjI1M; Eor 113pal1lheB caM naje CI1IIY

Taxo hem

aa He6y

11YKperrlhelhe cnyraaa CBOjI1M. ElIarOCIIOBeH Eor!12

ypl13HI1411TI1 CTOCTPYKOonaro.

KA3HA 3A CPEEPOJb YEJbE ,ll;EMOH OTKPJ1BA

]eAHOM npI1III1KOM, AOK je XOAao nYTeM, nperrOA06HI1 OTa~ ce npl161II1)1(I1 HeKOM 40BeKY Kojl1 je mnao npen IhI1M.l1lIlTa BpaTHI1 AeMOH npaTI10 ra je 11361I113a 1yoanaaao 1 je I1Mao Aa BI1AI1! JeAaH ~PHI1, OAMy CKBepHe rrOMI1CIII1.AIII1 nyrJeAHe cyriore 11crane nocpen OAe HI1¢OHT aa Beqeplhe y ~pKBy cserora OH HajeAHoM yrnena 113a Ihe nojaamue ITpecBeTY

Aaacracnja.
xoja A01)e 11jour

TOKOM clIY)l(6e,

Eoroponnuy

napona.

ce EO)l(aHCTBeHI1 anocronn

HeKOlIl1KO CBeTI1Telha. Mallo nOTOM, OHa rrose Aa npOlIa311 ncnpen csaxor XPI1-

HI1K, qOBeK 6IIarOqeCTI1B 11AYXOBaH, I1CIII1TI1BaOje ca na)l(lhOM 11pacy1)I1BalheM csoje nOMI1ClI11113aTO ce CBaKI1'lac OKpeTao 11nlhYBao hasona, pY)l(ehl1 ra. Ha raj rrpl130p CBeTI1Telh ce pa3fHeBI1. OH ynepn MOHa 11BI1KHy My:
11

mhannaa

11Aa ncrurryje

n.eroao AYXOBHO cran.e. BelIl1KI1M 6pojeM IhI1X 411HI1IIa L(pyrl1Ma ce, oner, pa30qapalIa, jep sanexapyjy csojy

ce 3aAoBOlhHOM 11oeine paAOCHa, jep je YTBpAl1lIa na ce OHI1 ca MHoro Hanopa y neoope sa csoje cnaceise.

lhyTI1TI1 nomen

Yn. Mr. 19, 29.

12

Yn. Ilc, 67, 36.

122

11 P 11 'I

E () A H li E iI 11 M A

I1Pll'IE

() AHT1EJlIlMA

123

iWWy. I1peA lhl1Ma je crajana Ay>Ke, ca ryroM je 0AMaXI1BalIa maBOM, rrOAI13aJla maBY xa CBOMe CI1HY 11Y CY3aMa Ca MHoro crpaxa xpaMy 11ca Ay60KVlM raayhea

Ia

npexnan.ana

Aa I1X rroMl1lIyje.

Kacunje, rrOCJIeCMpTI1 ynrxonn.ennxoae, CBeTI1HI1<pOHT I1CnpM'Ia raj norahaj HeKI1M CBOjl1M nOCeTI10l\VlMa 11nocaserosa I1X:
rIa311Mo 11MI1,

11AI1Blbelha rrpaTI10 je HI1<pOHT KpeTalhe Ilpecsere rro YBepVlO ce Aa BJlaAVl'lI1l\a HI1KaAa He OCTaBJha crapa aa rrpaBeAHe Vl rpeWHe, '1e3HyhVl aa IbVlnajsan BI1Ae xpaj Bpara nexora YlllKorrlbeHI1-

tipaho,

Aa Hac carana

He I1cMeje. He 6YAI1MO CTpOrl1 11 jep MO>KAa he ce 11

HeMI1JIOCpAHI1 npeMa CI1POTl1lhl1, aKO I1MaMO oorarcrsa,

xpmuhane,

Hero ce uenpecrano

Eor noxaaarn

rrpaBeAHo CTporMM ca HaMa. J1 Ta,11aheMo 113ry611rl1 11>KMBOT

XOBI1M cnacen.ea. I10111TO npohe cae,

CBOj 11AYIllY CBOjy - 11osaj CBeT, 11Ilapcrso neriecxo.

Eoroponnna

xa. Cl1pOMaCI1 My npanaacaxy Aa My Tpa>Ke noaoh, alIl1 OH VlMHMIllTa He nasame. CarBY ce rana Ilpecsera lberOBOM anreny '1yBapy M rnrra ra:

Eyp;Y1iM CYp; Beh

ce 6ellle CaCBI1M CMpKIIO.

- Penn
-

MVl, E<preVllIe, VlMa lIM osaj '1OBeK MHoro snara KOA xyhe? jep je cperipon.yrias M CBeT 6Vl oxpenyo sa jenaa

Csernren,

je rex aaapumo

CBOjy peAoBHY

J1Ma, BlIaAM'IMl\e,

HOtHY MOJII1TBy. I1py>K110 ce npeKo KaMelha, KaKO je I1Mao 06M'Iaj, Aa oncnasa. AIII1 can My anje AOlIa3110na 0'111.Bpeae je npOlIa3111I0. Ilouma je JOIll OTBOpeHI1M OH je nOCMarpao 6ecKpajHo

0601I.13 Csoje cnyre AMBlba'lKI1 ryse M ocraszsa MX maAHMMa, a y3 ro MX rOHM Aa My HarropHO -

nonoh,

a O'll1Ma

pane,
OH He naje MMIIOCTVlIbY CMpOTMIbM? Moja, haso M Ka>Ke My: "Ocrapnheui,

He60 ca 3Be3AaMa M MeCel\OM. 'lac cyna, ceru ce CBojl1X

A ca KOjMM naroaopoa AOlIa3M, Ilpecnera

Taxo,

CaCBI1M caM, OH nOMI1ClI11 na crpalllHVl

pasoozeheur 'Illra MM 6Vl Aa

BlIaAVlHMKaKBO

rpexoBa 11none ,11a pl1Aa. ce nojasn.yje OKO fbera

ce Vl naurheui y rrOCTeIbY. Hevoj Aa najeur HI1111Ta caora 60raTCTBa, jep KaAa 0,11 6YAeill CTpaAao y OCKYAI1l\Vl, ropKO heur ce kajara Vl rosopahem: CBe rrOAeJIMMOIPOHllbl1?' AIIVl rana he 6MTVl npesacao." '1Vll\e Moja, oecpaaaa cacrpaAaBalhe ponnua. ca norpeoava CVlpOMalllHMX. To nourarrrasa,

Hajemroa, OH BI1AI1 KaKO ce CBOAHe6eCKI1 nOBJIa'l11 xao aaseca, a 113an.era Iocnon J1cyc Xpncroc! Beure orpoMaH 11lIe6AI1jaille y Ba3)IYxy.
6exy ce nocrpojann CBe He6eCKll 1I1lHOBI1, anrenn, Vl rperreroM, apXaHfeJIll 11 11

BapaJII1l\a haso. A OH Y TO sepyje M He noxasyje

OCTaJII1, nocsiarpajyhn rr060>KHOcrl1.

Ia ca crpaxoM

ca MHoro rtourrosaa.a

- E, aKO je raxo, noronnhe My ce OHO y iura sepyje - pe'le crporo

J1 uexa ce nocne He lbyTI1 na cserinarora

Borobora, Hero na ce6e caaora,

Iocnon AaAe 3HaK 3anoBeAHI1KY jennora ,{llHa 11raj My npahe, cas 06HeBI1AeO 0,11 CBerliOCTI1 11crpaxa.

Iep Bor HMje xyuia«

J1 ro pexaaum, CBerMTeIbMMa.

31I0M Vl CaM He VlCKYlllaBa HMKora, Hero CBaKOra xytna con-

- Maxanne,
orn.eaooripasun ra raao AaH.

KHe>Ke 3aBeTa rrpecro

pe'le My. -

fIOAl1rBl1 ca cBojMM '1llHOM,

CTBeHa >Kelba,14 jep He nasn, Hero sepyje caBery l)aBOJIOBOM.

cnase Moje II nohn y AOJII1HY [ocadiarosy.

Ilocrasn

Boroponnna

HeCTaAe sajenno

ca anocromeaa

M ApyrVlM

Aa 6YAe crrpeMaH aa Moj AOJIa3aK. Aa, jep

nehe

OKaCHllTI1 'lac cYAa, rrp116JII1>K1l0 ce raj

kana CBaKO 6YAe rrpllMI10 rrJIary aa nena csoja. IloXI1Taj,

Yurxona.eaax ce Kp03 HeKOIIVlKOAaHa remxo pa3601Ie Vlnane y nocren, y, xaKOje M nOBepOBao Aa My ce MO>KeAeCMTM.Eonecr My 6ellle 60JIHa VlHeMCl\eIIMBa. CBe csoje 3JIaTOnOTpolllVlO je na nexape, alIM noriozsuran,a ce, nanpornn, craae JOIll Vl noropuiano ce My'lMO HeKO BpeMe, AOK ce HVlje ncromio, Vl TeJIOM VlAYIllOM. yracno HMje BMAeo, Hero My M 601I0BVl My nOCTalIM HeCHOCHM.Taxo Vl necrao xao AI1M. YMpO je ua MHOlllrBO 60raTCTBa 11OHO lllTO je 3an11CaHO: 'Tile '1OBeKa KojVl

Ilnarnhe

CBll KOjl1 cy ce rrOKnOHllJII1 I1AOJII1Ma 11OApeKJIll ce

Mene,

csora

casnaren,a, rrorpe6e

KOjl1 cy 60rOBllMa

Ha3BaJII1 KaMelbe 11 npsehe urro 11M nanox sa Tako he OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy ce YCYAHJIH

IbI1XOBe. CBI1 he ce OHll pa3611TI1 kao Kp'la311 rpH'IapCKI1.16 MOjllM H ca jeperaunaa,

611rl1 11ca nenpnjaren.aaa

na Me onsoje 0,11Oua Mojera

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Taxo

ce ucnyuano

Yreunrren.a
ra!
17

Mora,

Ilyxa, Aaaj

He CTaRM bora aa nOMohHMKa ce6Vl, Hero ce nenana cBojera Vl OCMJII1ce y cyjern csojoj" .15
13

06jaBI1hy

ce cana 11JYAejl1Ma KOjl1 He rrOBepOBallle 11pacrreille Me. Ya, TH KOjH pasaazsyjem

Kana

6ejax aa Kpcry, rOBopaxy:

xpaM ... cnacn ce6e caxto-

Crapoxeneacxa
I, 13-14.

a Bl13aH'rHjcKl1

HOBlJl1h

HC3HaTHe

Bpei\HOCTI1.

CaAa hy rrpl1MeHI1TI1 CBOjy snacr 11CYAl1hy rrpaBeAHo. Moja je ocsera, ja

16

14 jK.

TIc. 2, 9. MK. 15,29-30.

15nc.51,9.

17

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paaapahenn

J1 JIYKaBJ1 POA, jep My AaAOX rrpJ1JIJ1Ke na ce noxaje, cana hy ce OCBeTJ1TJ1.

a OH je He J1CKOPJ1CTJ1. J1

MJ1JIOCT J1 noxajaise, J13jeCTJ1 cpue. -

aJIJ1 HJ1KO ce aa Mene HJ1je OCBPHYO. Cana he J1M l\pB

- J1

OHe KOjJ1 cy rrpe3peJll1 bO)l(aHCTBeHa rrl1CMa, aanncaaa ,[(YXOM MojJ1M

COAOMJ1Te, KOjJ1 cy OCKBPHJ1JIJ1Ba3AYX J1 3eMlbY CMpaAOM CBOjJ1M,

[a KojJ1 J1X crraJIJ1X rrOHOBO hy CrraJIJ1TJ1,jep OABpaTJ1llle ce OA CJIaAOCTJ1,[(yxa cserora J1Y3lby6J1Ille HaCJIaAY ~aBOJIOBy. - Cana he IIlJaTJ1TJ1 J1 npen.yriosaau«, Hepa3YMHJ1 J1 rrOMpaqeHJ1. He oeure J1M AOBOlbHa IbJ1XOBa corrcraena xcena, Hero cy xao KOIbJ1 rrOMaMlbeHJ1 aa )!(eHKOM, CBaKJ1 aa )l(eHOM 6JIJ1)!(lbera cnora p)l(e.19 Taxo, 360r 6e3YMlba CBOra, rrOCJIaHJ1cy y aM6J1c onsena, rne J1Xje carana aesao. 3ap HJ1CYqyJIJ1 Aa je

pYKaMa csernx Moj J1X, oaunhy y TaMY J1HeBJ1AeJIJ1l\y. A nourro He J1CrrYHI1Ille Moje 3arrOBeCTJ1, Hero J1M ce aapyraiue, cana hy ce [a IbI1Ma HapyraTJ1, ocpaMOTJ1TJ1J1X11rrpeAaTJ1 oru, y.

- J1 OHe KOjJ1 npnoerasajy

3aKJIJ1lbalbl1Ma J1BpaQalbY Aa 611ce I1Cl\eJIJ1JIJ1,

OHe KOjJ1 sepyjy Aa he J1M noaoha HO)!(eBJ1, MOTJ1Ke, CprrOBJ1 J1npyra MarJ1jcKa

crpaumo nacrn
-

pyxe

bora )!(J1Bora ?20AJIJ1 nnax ce He ynnannnue, 3aTO

hy

opyha, CTporo hy pa306JIJ1QJ1TJ1. OHAa he J1M 6J1TJ1jacno Aa je rpetiano Aa ce aanajy na bora, a He na TBap Iberosy. OHJ1 he ce, CBaKaKO, ycrrpOTJ1BJ1TJ1, no6YHJ1he ce J1 rpaxnhe

J1X

onpasnan.a,

aJIJ1 HI1IllTa J1M aehe noaohn, jep CTJ1raO je

cana Ka3HJ1TJ1CTporo. IIoHYAJ10 caM J1M noxajan,e, a OHJ1ce He noxajame.

Ka3HJ1hy J1JIOrrOBe J1y6J1l\e J1CBe 3JIOqJ1Hl\e. Y TapTap

neh xac aarrnare.

- Kasaahy, pasyae ce, l1l\apeBe J1KHe)!(eBe KOjJ1cy Me CTaJIHOOrOpQaBaJIJ1
HerrpaBAaMa CBOjJ1M.OI1JIYKe IbJ1XOBe6J1JIecy 6e3aKoHe, HeQaCHe, ropAe J1rrory6He aa
lb YAe.

hy

J1X6al\J1TJ1.

Cana hy 11M ncxaaara

Be 3arrOBeCTI1.

KOJII1KOcy 113ry611JIJ1IllTO HJ1CYCJIYIllaJII1 bora J1 Hiero-

Ine

cy IbI1XOBa A06pa AeJIa?

Ine

J1Mje Kajalbe? ,[(ao caM J1M xao Aa He 611 rraJII1 y o-iajan,e. AJII1

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rrpl1Mep 6JIYAHora CJ1Ha, amI 11MHore Apyre, OHI1 npeneoperouie 3arrOBeCTl1 Moje. He ce OApeKOIlle, a nocranoure CaMJ1pacrraJII1JIJ1. OHe Kojl1 cy yMpJIJ1 y

rrOKpJ1JIJ1HerrpaBAY. A Moj CYA He 3aBl1Cl1 OA AapOBa. Kao Iocnon 11 Bor, AaKJIe, YQJ1HJ1hy l1a HecTaHY y CKJIaAY ca lbJ1XOBJ1MJIYKaBcTBoM. 3eMHJ1x.21

Mene

OMp3HYIlle, a 6JIYA

aaaoneure.

Me-

J1 OHAa he

pa3YMem

p060BJ1 rpexa. Hexa

nanay oana

y orars KOjl1 cy HeMJ1py.

Aa caM [a CTpaillaH J1 ouaj KOjJ1 Y3J1Ma AYX KHe)l(eBJ1Ma, CTpaillaH MI1MO napesa

Hecpehe

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TJ1

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hy

caxo !'HeBY rrpeAaTI1 11 OHe CBeIllTeHI1Ke

xoja He 6exy
KojJ1 nenoJ1X!26 Osue

J1CTJ1HCKJ1 nacrapn,

Hero HajaMHI1l\J1! OHe KOjJ1 paCTOQJ1Ille BJ1HOrpaA Moj,24

na

3JIaTO, a OCTaBJ1Ille

Mene,

KOjJ1 pacejaute osue Moje,25KojJ1 cy jypJ1JIJ1 aa 3JIaTOM J1 cpe6poM, CTOjHo rrpl1MJ1Ille CBeIllTeHCTBO ... KOJIJ1KO he

xao na ce HJ1CaM 0 IbJ1Ma CTapao.

OCYAJ1hy J1 OHe HaBOAHe

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Kojl1 Ka)!(y

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cezsetse nyura. CBe lbJ1X xcronahy

y rrpax J1rrerreo.

xao socax y re-

nponanzsnna

rneAaJIJ1 cy Aa CTeKHY, a

MOjl1M CJIOBeCHJ1Mosuaaa IbJ1XOBa J16J1-

orn.y

Tana hy

J1M rrOKa3aTJ1 na JIJ1J1Ma sac-

HJ1je J1X3a60JIeJIa nyura. 3aTO

hy

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sejahe ce rro BeTpy J1HeCTaTJ1.

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xao onexy hy npoaanujy. Iao

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hy rrpanenno

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21 22

ne. 75, 13.

n. 34,
16.

l1a Me He nocnyurauie

Hero MJ1 ce jour J1 noncaexayuie.

19

IR PI1M. 12, 19; Ienp. 10,30. jep. 5, 8.

20 leap. 10,31.

23 ne. 105, 38. 24 jep. 12, 10. 25 jep. 23, 2. 26 Yn. n. 2, 5.

27

ne. 88, 33.

126

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127

- [a caM Onaj Kojn he AOnl1. ):(mmo caM 11nOHOBO hy AOnl1. A KO Hal)e cuare, uexa CTaHe rrpeA Meuel - Asaj 6e3aKOHI1l\I1Ma KOjl1 nanny y pYKe Moje! Iep crahe rrpe):l Mene Harl1l1 OTKpl1BeHI1Y Ine he rana 6l1Tl1 fbl1XOBa 6ecpaMHOCT? KaKO he nornenaTI1 y nl1l\e Moje? Kyna he CKpl1TI1 CBOj CTI1):1 kana 6Y):ly ocpanohenn rrpe):l CBI1M anrennaa MOjI1M?
OCYAl1ny 11MOHaxe Kojl1 )KI1BThaxy He6pl1)KHO 11TaKO He ca'lYBaIlle

3aTO 6ewe rrpOrHaH 113paja rro rrpaBeAHOM CY):ly 11O):lIIYl\11 Boaorjoj, jep, xao 6ecpaMHOM rrpecTyrrHI1Ky, BeLJHO. Mallo HI1)Ke OH rrpOLJI1Ta: 06pa3 onarooroaa je CI1T.l1KoHa ocsehen,a je Enoc. A npaoopaa Mora saaaecen,a je aasnecen.e EHOXOB03U Kal1H je - peLJe Hl1je My ):IOJII1KOBaliOAa )KI1BI1 y TaKBOM ):I06py. rroclIywao caner l)aBOJIOB 11y6110 Asezsa. OH he CBaA
ABell,

TIOHOBO nohe MallO ):laThe. KaKO 113rOpeTl1 y orfbY reeHCKOM, jep OCTao je nenoxajan. he )KI1BeTI1

otiehaisa xoja ):Ia):lowe rrpe):l Borox, anremoaa 11ThYAI1Ma,OHe KOjl1 cy jeAHo 0):1pel)I1Banl1, a ):Ipyro LJI1Hl1nl1,l-bI1X hy, ):IaKne, 3rpa6l1TI1 116al\I1TI1 y aM6l1c, jep He 6ewe 11M):IOBOThHa caxo fbl1XOBa nornoao, Hero cy ca6na3Hl1lIl1l1 HaBe1I11na
rpex 11npyre. EOThe61111M6111I0):Ia ce HI1CY O):lpeKJlI1 CBeTa, Hero WTO cy ra ce O):lpeKIII1, a rrpO)KI1BelIl1 rpeWHO 116IIY):lHO.

Oxpehyhn
xasa:

TaKO crpaunuy

rro CTpaHI1l\Y, OH CTI1)Ke AO xpaja Klbl1re 11

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- [a cax, naxne, Onaj Koja he Ka3HI1TI1, [a caM Onaj Koja he BpaTI1TI1, [a hy Cy):ll1TI1xao rrpaBe):lHI1 Cynaja CBI1Ma Kojl1 He XTe):lOWe Aa ce noxajy'
Ca TperreTOM cacnyiuaure xamelly. MI1Xal11I CMeCTaOTl1):1e ):10M3aBeTa 11):IOHeCe Oantiexy y I1X. reo TIOIIO)KI1I1X npen sao senaxe Kfbl1ca cTpaxoM KaKO Kp03 BeKOBe. neripojene cnne anrena rpOMomaCHe peLJI1 [0aanosenn cana OH apcnonn.e LJI1HOHaLJaJIHI1KY l1xal1JIY. M ):(OHeCI1MI1 ceAaM BeKOBa CTBapafba CBeTa! -

he 611Tl1 cyheno rro AeJII1Ma lberOBI1M.

Ha I1CTI1HaLJI1HOH npenacra pYKe nocnems y 11peLJe: TIO'leTaK ceAMora sexa: TOje KOHal\ BeKOBa 11rrOLJeTaK3JI06e, JIYKaBCTBa, lIyKaBl1jl1 Hero I1KaAa, CliaBOThy6I1BI1, ClIaCTOThy6l1Bl1 11CBI1M rpecpe6poThy6Tha 11HeMI1IIOCTI1BOCTI1.Jby):ll1 cana nocrajy 3aBI1AThI1BI1,lIa)KThI1BI1, III1l\eMepml, CI1MarrOTLJl1lbeHI1. OH npohe MallO AaThe Kp03 Klbl1ry, HeWTO rrpOLJI1Ta,a rrOTOM nomose OLJff YBI1C,YAapl1 PYKOM 0 LJeIIO,noxpn AJiaHOM OLJI1I1HaKpaTKO octane TaKO HerrOMI1LJaH.Hajennon, xao na ce rrOBpaTI1. xao Aa peLJe caMOM Ce611 ceAMI1 onaj BeK rrpeBa311wao je OAI1CTa -

Iocnona

11CKIIOHI1 ce na cTpaHY,

nparehn

OH oxpehe CTpaHI1l\e I1CTOpl1je I1LJI1Ta CBe WTO ce noromrno

Taxo Cynuja Y3e K!hl1ry rrpBora sexa, OTBOPI1je 11peLJe: - OB):Ie najnpe mnue: Oran, CI1H 11CBeTI1 ):(yx, jenan Bor y Tpl1Ma 1I11l\11Ma. 0):1 Oua ce POAI1 CI1H, TBOpal\ BeKOBa.

Iep

0):1J1oroca OLJeBOra rtocranoiue cnne, 0):1 J1oroca OLJeBOra

BeKOBI1, 0):1 J1oroca OLJeBOra HaCTa):lOWe ueoecxe

HerrpaBAOM I1IIYKaBCTBOM rrpeTXOAHI1X urecr!

YTBpAI1Ille ce He6eca 113eMTha 11CBe IllTO je y !hI1Ma 11AYXOM YCTa l-berOBI1X CBa cana fbI1XOBa!29 3aTl1M nohe Mallo ):laThey Klb1131111xasa: OB):Ie mnue: 06pa3 HeBl1):1ThI1BOra Dora je rrpBI1 LJOBeKA):IaM, ca )KeHOM 6lIa)KeHOr )K11CBOjOMEBoM. AAaMY CBe):lp)KI1TeTh Eor, TBopal\ csera Bl1):1ThI1BOr 11HeBI1):1ThI1BOr, nane 3arrOBeCT, jenan 3aKOH. ):(p)Kalbe rora 3aKOHa 6l1ne jevcreo BOTa LJOBeKOBor,jep he ra YBeK nonceharn ):Iaje Eor 113Ha):l!hera.

Ilornena rrOHOBO AaThe y Klb1131111xasa:

He3Ha60wl\1111 I1AOIII1IbI1XOBI1 060peHI1 cy KPCTOM Mojl1M 11caTpBeHI1 )KI1BOHOCHOTezro Moje.
CBeTIIOCT

cy KOrrTheM11KlIl1HOBI1Ma KOjl1 npooonouie Hakparxo -

yhyra, a 3aTI1M ce rrOHOBOaannece HaA Klbl1ry. ):(BaHaecT KHe)KeBa Benaxora Ilapa - peLJe - 6eJIl1 Kao
aaepn, nonaamue

rrOTpecowe Mope, ynaumuue

3Ml1je, AaAowe BI1A cnernoaa,

HaCI1TI1We rnanae, OCl1pOMaWI1We oorare 11,rrpe csera, YIIOBl1we MHore ThYAe, JaBWI1 11MHOBM )KI1BOT. BeJII1Ka je nnara IbI1XOBa!

Ilornen My nohe ):laThe.

OBAe rmure 0 rrpecTyrry Kojl1 1I0'lI1HI1 06pa3 DO)Kl1jl1, LJOBeK.OH 6ewe HeMapa 11nenaxn,e. 06MaHYT 11rraAe. l1JII1, 60The pehx, nane 360r concrneuora
23 2Y

Mano nan.e OH rrpOLJI1Ta: - [a, Jby6TheHI1 CI1H, nsaopax aa Ce6e 11MYQeHI1Ke. TIpI1Bp)KeHOCT fbl1\OBa Y3Hella ce AO neria, Jby6aB Ibl1XOBa CTM)Ke AO rrpecTolIa
)0

Mojera.

LJe)K!ha

Yn. lenp. 4, 13.

Ilc. 32, 6.

Yn. [lOCT. 4, 25-26; 5, 24; Clip. 49, 14.

128

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129

IhI1XOBa yl)e y cpue Moje. [OpI1M OA IhI1XOBe lby6aBI1. Cnasa Moja 11cnna Moja je ca lhl1Ma! 3aTI1M oKpeHY MHoro CTpaHI1l\a 11oCMexHY ceo lJoBeK KOjl1 je ca

Tpeha oeiue omYWTeH lJl1HOHa'-laJIHI1KPa¢al1ll ca BOjCKOM KOjl1 nojauie: - JeAaH je CBeT, jenau je Iocrron, Hcyc XPl1CTOC, y cJlaBY Dora Ona.
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nooosorourhy

Ca'1YBao BllaAalhe CeAM06pe)!(jeM11

11

Hajsan OTI1AeI1lJeTBpTa sojcxa. fbl1XOB soha Ypl1l1J16ewe 6eo norryr cnera,

can OA CBeTJlOCTl111nOTpeCHO nen. Onnaseha, 11OH rrojawe onyuienn.eno:

rrpl1MI10 l\apeBalhe peBmlTelbeM

HaA lhl1M rrocrao

je cJlY)!(I1TelbeM Moje lby6aBI1 11Mojl1M crane 11yCKJlI1KHy: rroKy-

11nonpaacaaaonea.

3aTO My AOlll1Kyje UapCTBO He6eCKO. 11MHoroAparOl\eHa! KOJlI1Ke sapannue

- Bor

60rOBa

Iocnon

rrpOrOBOAl1l1 nosna 3eMlbY OA l1CTOKa cyuua AO aa-

I10TOM 6p30 npohe 11Apyre CTpaHI1l\e. A aa jennoj

nana. "Ca CI10Ha je 6J1arOAOJIl1lJHOCTKpaCOTe Iberone, Bor he Bl1AHO noh«, Bor Haw, 11 aehe npehyrarn. BojHI1l\11 n.eroaa, Hl1l1 nonyr

- Hesecro Moja npexpacna

uraure Aa re rrOHI13e 11ooeursacrel lby6lbeHI1Ka! He noxoneoa ce, jep spara anosa

Orais he ce rrpeA fbl1M pa3rOpeTI1 11OKO Ibera 6ypa

oner, KJlI1l\axy:

AJlI1 TI1 Me HI1CI1113Aalla, Mene, csora jeAI1HOr aJlI1 CTeHa ua KOjOj CI1OCHOBaHa

CI1J1Ha " 11OCTaJle CTl1XOBe I1caJlMa.35 ... YCTaHl1, DO)!(e, 11 CYAl1 3eMlbl1, jep TI1

Heopojeue jepecn re uarranoiue,

aehe je

HaABJlaAan1.32

hem

HacJIeAI1Tl1 CBe

uapone."
y l1CTl1-

Ilpeuramun

na cnenehe CTpaHI1l\e, Iocnon pe'-le: CBe pe'-ll1 lbYAcKe, 11A06pe, xao 11OHe nome xoje je 11CBa npyra lbYAcKa carpemeu.a - MHora, 6e36pojHa, maBOM 11TeWKO OA cTpawHora

DJlarOCJlOBeH je KOjl1 he Aohl1, jep AOJIa311na CYAI1 3eMlbl1 11sacerseaa

OBAe cy aanncane

npasna."
3aTl1M npeA Iocnona nonecoure rrpOCJIaBlbeHl1 Iberos KpCT KOjl1 je cnjao 11nOTpecaH. Mylhe 11He113pel\I1BO Ml1pl1Cao. Ap)!(aJle cy ra ca MHoro 6JIarOBepja 11noABe aojcxe, BJlaCTl1 11CI1J1e. I1p1130p 6ewe cTpawaH AOK cy nonaxo rrpl1J1a311Ile, CI1JIe cy nojane: Y3HOCI1hy Te, DO)!(e Moj, l\ape MOj, 11 6JIarOCI1lbahy I1Me Tsoje y BeK

CMpT ycrreJla Aa rrpeAYXI1Tpl1, a Aa HI1CY 611lIe 1136pl1CaHe noxajan.ex. Aalbe 6exy aanncana sao necax MOPCKI1! Iocnon I1X rrpO'-lI1Ta, CBaKI1 xac oAMaxyjyhl1

urroaan.a

ysnauryh«,
'-II1Talha.

AOK MHOWTBO anrena crajaxy

BaH ce6e 11y rpenery

OH seh Aol)e AO CpeAI1He ceAMora sexa, xana rrYCTI1 mac neronosau.a. AOCTa je BI1We! OBa nocnenisa Klhl1ra nperryna je 3J10cMpaAl1ja rpexa. KaKBe Jla)!(l1, KaKBa 3J1a,KaKBa nenpajarezscraa, CTOTa! AOCTa je! Ilpecehn Ml1xal1JI l1CTOra xaca ceo A onnaseha, rrojaxy: CBeT, CBeT, CBeT je Iocnon, crpaiuan, BeJII1K, BI1COK,'-IYAecaH 11rrpocJIaBojCKOM, maCHO rroBlbeH y BeKOBe BeKOBa. 3aTI1M ce YAalbl1 11'-II1HOHa'-laJIHl1K [aBpl1JI ca csojoa jyhl1 n06eAHl1'-1Ky XI1MHy: CBeT, cser, CBeTje KaKBa y6l1cTBa, cMpaA 11He'-lM-

11y BeK BeKa.38 A BJlaCTl1 aHTl1¢OHO rrojaxy: Y3HocMTe Iocnona Dora nauiera annnyja, 11xnaa.ajre ce nonnosqy nory HseroBI1X, jep je cBeT.39 AJll1lIyja, xann. OH ce CMeCTa nojasn cana senmca annnyja. ca jow jeAHl1M aarenou a 113HyTpa

hy TO nanona, npnhe
csojoj

Aa ce rpex jeAHoM 3aYBeK YHI1WTl1! BojCl\11 - TOJII1KO6pOjHOj, na liM je 11 11YAalbl1We

OH 0AMax '-II1HOHa'1aJIHl1KY Ml1xal1JIY nane 3HaK aa CYA. 3eMlba 611JIaMaJla! OHI1 nonnroure HeOrrl1CI1Bl1 rrpeCTO Iocnomsn

3aTl1M 611 AaTa 60)!(aHCKa 3arrOBeCT Aa rrOHOBO nobe '-II1HOHalJaJlHl1K MI1rrpel-\ Iocnonoa aajenno KOjl1 je Ap)!(aO HeWTO HaJll1K JlyKy 6J1eAopY)!(I1'-1aCTe60je, aa lJl1jeM xpajy je BI1-

rpyria,

Ta rpytia

cnon.a 6ewe rrpecBY'-leHa oapuryaoa, Ha cnon.aunsoj ")j(MBOT a aa ynyrpaunsoj

6ewe rrpeKpl1BeHa je "BACKPCEfbE YI10KOJEHMX".

HelJl1M HaJlI1K rrpaxy. MPTBMX",

rrOBpWl1HI1 nncano Y DJIAroBEPJY

Iocnon

Iocnon je Y3e y pyKy, AYHY Tpl1 nyra 11113rOBOpl1Tpl1 rajne pe'-ll1. 3aTl1M je
CaBaOT, nyaa je CBa 3eMlba CJIaBefberOBe.J30A YCTa aHfeOCKI1X nOTpecaxy ce He60 34 DOlKaHCTBeHa fll-lTypmja. XIIMHa nocne Y3HOlllelba cserora 10 nco 49.
36 37

npenane apxaHreJlY Ml1xal1J1Y 11xaaa My: xneoa,

CTpaWHora Tor cnasonoja 113eMlba.

113aeripojeanx

31 CegMo6pelKjeM ce Ha311BJ KOHcraHTIIHorrOIb (maBHII rpag, crapl1 BII3aHT110H), jep ce rrpocrllpe HJ ccgaM 6pelKYlbaKa.
MT. 16, 18. 33 Me. 6, 3.
32

Ilc. 81, 8. Yrr.

nco 144, l. 19 ne. 98, 5.

18

n. 95,

13.

130
-

11 P

11 L] E 0

A WI) E 1111 M A

I1PI1LIE

AH1)EJII1MA

131

Y3MM OBY rpy6y

M noha na Ionrory,

rne

Ia

MCrIPY)!(MX na Kpcry Herro-

'JlJeKyjyhl1 ca y)!(aCOM 11 crpaxoM

Aa aa 3eMlhY cahe crpamna

60)!(aHCrBeHa rpyc

po-me pYKe Cnoje. Taao AYHM rpM nyra M sexaj.

s tacr.
AIlM oAjeAHoM rpOMOBI1 11Mylbe nonenaure Ba3AYX, AOK crpaIIIaH norpece AOIlI1HY CYAa. CMerOIIIe ce CBI111ncxeure na npxre,

Iloroa nossa APYry BojCKY, Haxancraa, M pe'le IbMXOBOM3arrOBeAHMKY:

Y3MM CBeIlITeHY 'lery CBOjy 11pacejre ce rro uenove cBery. Y3AMrHI1re M sanana, ceBepa M jyra, M AOBeAMre MX MeHM na ce rrpeMeTHY He60 M 3eMlha oA na 06JIaKe caernren,e JeAHOM npyrox oA ncroxa

Yrspna He6eCKa nosyue ce xao aaseca.

M me! M3a Ibe nojasn RaIIIeM (e.4' ce lJaCHI1 KPCT, 61ll1crajyhM nonyr cynua M pacl1rrarryr

y cycper 'lMM ce saxyje rpy6a. aHrellY OH aanoaenn rpYlle)!(HOCrM Y HerpYlle)!(HOCr, na ce rrOMpa'le cynue M MeCel.\, Aa rraAHY 3Be3Ae, Aa ce oCyIIIe peKe M Mopa, Aa ce CBe yMprBM ...

.vhn 60)!(aHCrBeHe 3paKe. ,I:\p)!(axy ra csern anrenn, oraapajyhn

Iocnony

Hcycy

XpMCTY, CYAl1jl1 sacezsene. cnaaocnosn.e 113neripojennx YCTa:

Y6p30 ce 3a'lY ue-ryaeao na 3eMlhY M BMAe: Mama OA reIIIKe M Be'lHM CBe je YHMIIIraBalla

Iloroa
rnpannje rasnna

rrpaBeAHM CYAMja rra)!(lhMBO nornena M CMIlHM jaynn,

EllarOCIlOBeH je KOjl1 AOlla311y I1Me Iocnonn,e."

Bor Iocnon 11jaBM HaM

M MpaK csyrne, panan.e caraaaae.

lhYAcKa BMKa M ysnacau,e

3MMja je oecnena M MaXHMralla.

Bor cnnan, snacraa, Kana ce 3aBpll1l11la

KHe3 Ml1pa, orau 6YAyhera BeKa.43 ra )!(I1Ba XI1MHa, nojasa ce CYAl1ja aa 06Ilal\I1Ma, ceneKOjl1 je rrpeCBerlll1M rrllaMeHI1Ma CBojMM BaCKpCIlMX xpraana, HeKI1 noxeme na

xao rpaBY, AOK je rnenana

anrene EO)!(Mje KaKO joj cnpesiajy

~II na npecrony

BI1COKOM11onseaox,

oran.. Ilocvarpajyha

CBe ro 31l0, Hcyc nosna jennor onsenor

anrena, 'lMjM IlMK

onazsasao He60 113eMlhy. Hajenno«, M3Me!)y MHOIIIrBa

6eIIIe crpor, nomen CypOB, a M3pa3 HeMMllocpAaH. To 6eIIIe 3arrOBeAHMK anrena KojM HaA3Mpy oran, naxneax. M xasa My:

cnjajy xao cynue 11na ce ysnoce y BMCI1He,na 06Ilal\MMa, na ce cpeTHy ca [0(rrOAOM CBOjI1M. AIlI1 sehnaa, asaj, octane
none, OHM ropKO pnnaxy

IIIro He

- ITO!)M M Y3MM Mojy nannuy xoja 1l0MM M seayje. Y3MM M MMpMjaAY anrena M3 csoje xere, OHe najcnocotinnje 11najonaopannje KOjl1 cy OApe!)eHI1 na Ka)!(lbaBajy. OTl1hl1 here na YMHO Mope, nahu here rparose 3Ml1jl1He, BllaCHO here je 3rpa6MTM 111136MTI1IIITarrOM MojMM 6e3 MI11l0CTI1, cae AOK BaM ce He npena sojcxa lbeHI1X He'lMCrI1X nyxoaa, A rana here I1X CBe 'lBPCTO CBe3aTI1 Cl11l0M nannue Moje M 6al\I1TI1 I1X y najropa My'lI1IlI1IIITa!

oexy YAocrojeHM Aa M IbI1X rroHecy 061lal\M 11AYIIIe 11M6exy ojahene OA ryre II 601la. ITaAoIIIe aa xonena npen Iocnonox, \·CTaAOIIIe. YKpyr rrpecrolla alll1 6eIIIe 11MY3aIlYA, re rrOHOBO

Ilpnnpeae, aa KOM je saceo Belll1KI1 CYAl1ja, nocrpojmue

CBI1 KOjl1

ce CBe He6eCKe cane ca crpaXOM 11rperrerOM. 3AeCHa lheMY cranonie oexy JYAejl1, BllaAapM, apxnjepeja, ORl! crajaxy ocpaaohenn,

6exy nonecenn na 06Ilal\I1Ma. OCra1l11 6exy OABeAeHI1cnesa lheMY, a Me!)y IbMMa 6eIIIe nara 60)!(aHCKa jepeja, l\apeBM M MHOIIIrBO MOHaxa M MMpjaHa. o-rajarse, y)!(ac ... TeIIIKa ca MYKOM. Tpeha

Kana

anreocxa

xera orMAe Aa YXBaTI1 KHe3a rave,

3arrOBeCT apxaHrellY KojM Ap)!(aIIIe rpytiy Aa sarpycn.

onnaxyjyhn ce6e caMe 11pMAajyhM 360r csoje rr0fl16M-

Csyrne sasnana norrryna TI1IIIMHa, xao na ce CBeyMpTBI11l0.

3a'ly ce npsa rpyoa 11rena MprBI1X ce 06HOBI1IIIe.

'e. Ha IlMl\I1Ma MM 6exy OCIlMKaHM crnn, cKpYIIIeHocr,

rvra MX CKOIlM.HeKM cy Ay60KO Y3AMcaIlM. ,I:\pyrM cy ponrallM

Ornacn ce npyra rpy6a 11xao na M3 Ibe 113a!)e ,I:\yx Iocnonn,a 11rrOHOBO aparn CBaKY AYIIIY y n.eno MprBO reno, Crpax 11rperrer 06Y3eIIIe CBaKO 6l1he.
Jeaa M y)!(ac rrpocrpeIIIe lJy ce 11 rpeha ycranoure 6ejaxy aeripojeua 113 rp060Ba. ce He60M 113eMlhOM. jOIII crpaumnja, 11 rrorpece CBe. MprBI1 CMecra rpy6a,

cv ce norpysnnn
:lllorKYAa HaAe...

Y O'lajHM'lKO, MprBa'lKO hyran,e.

HMorKYAa HMje 6MIl0 yrexe,

Hanporus, OHI1 KOjM crajaxy snecna CYAl1jl1 CBI16exy BeApM 1161lMCraBI1

.tonyr cyHl.\a, CBI1CBe'laHO 036MlhHI1, rrpocllaBlheHM 11cjajHI1 xao csernocr, ':':!beHI1, xao na je HeKaKBa oorocnerna CBM CBI1 cranoiue rrpaBo - a Mylba y'lI1Hl1lla na spase 3al1CTa - aKO

Crpauinora

IlI1 npnsopa'

116eIIIe I1X BI1IIIe OA 3pHeBlha na CBOj 3eMlhl1. Hajennosr

:.;;!ie CMellO pehn - xao Iocnon 11Bor IbI1XOB.

4[)

xao rycra KMIIIa CTaAOIIIe na CI11la3e aHreOCKI1 He6eCKI1 QI1HOBI1xa Ilpecrony

Ilpnnpeae, nojyhn maCHO: - Cser, cser, cser je Iocnon Casaor, rryHa je 3eMlha crpaxa 11rpenera.40CaB HapoA M aeopojena anreocxa sojcxa CTaAOIIIe 11 nornenaure yBI1C,

Yn. We. 6, 3.
Ilc. 117,26. nc.117, 27. ~1c.9, 6.

41 42
4.'

132

Il

P 11 cl E 0

A H 1) E JI 11 M A

llpl1lJE

AH1)EJII1MA

133
ce 11rro-

Ty CrpalllHI1

CYAl1ja

nornena

11 aa

jemry

11 aa Apyry

crpaHy.

Hanecno
CKJIOHI1

6ellle 111l1pOKaxao Mope. BI1AeBlll11 je, CBI1 rpelllHl1l..1l1 cnesa najesonue 6IIeAellie

nornena ca 3aAoBOlhcrBOM oKpeHY OHI1Ma KOjl1 crajaxy

11He)!(HI1 OCMex nojasa

My ce na YCHaMa. 3arl1M ce

CJIeBa, aJII1 0AMax ce Y3HeMI1pl1 11xl1rpo

Ty

OA crpaxa. Iocnon 3arrOBeAI1 Aa Kp03 ry peKy npohy CBI1, 11rrpaBeAHI1 11 rpeuma, 3AeCHa. Ilpohouie CBI1, 6exy I1CKYlllaHI1 11

nomen ca IbI1X.
Cana ce 3aqy Iberoa MohaH 11BeJIl1qaHCrBeH mac KaKO roBOPI1 rrpBI1Ma: XOAl1re, 6JIarOCJIOBeHI1 Oua Mojera, HaCJIeAl1re Ilapcrso xoje BaM je Me, rrpl1rrpeMlheHO OA rrocran,a csera. lep ornannex 11AaAocre MI1 na jeAeM, oxenMe, y raMHl1l..1l1 6ejax 11nohocre MI1.44 OHI1 [a rana y 11HaXpaHI1CMO

Aa I1X oran, I1CKYllia. Hajrrpe yhoiue OHI1 KOjl1 crajaxy

113al)01lle xao Ql1cro 3IIarO Kp03 orars. !-bI1XOBa nena He caxo na He caropeuie Hero ce Kp03 ncxytuaa,e noxasaure 11cjajHl1jl1M 11QI1Crl1jI1M. Ca Heorrl1CI1BI1M BecelheM BI1Aellie rrpaBeAHl1l111 Aa ce Y IbI1XOBI1M A06pl1M AeJII1Ma He nahe HI1KaKBa Mplha. 3arl1M 11OHI1 KOjl1 crajaxy IbI1XOBa CJIeBa noboure aa peA, KaKO 611 ce ncxyurana 11

Hex 11 narracre Me, crpaHal..l 6ejax 11rrpl1MI1Cre Me, nar 6ejax 11 otiyxocre pa360JIex ce 11nocerncre HeAoYMl1l111 yrnrrame:

neaa,

AIII1 AOK cy rrpOJIa3111I11 Kp03 orais, rrliaMeHOBI1 cy I1X rrp)!(l1lIl1, jep 113ap0611111eI1X nocpen peKe. L.\elIa IbYXOBa

- Iocnone, xana Te BI1AeCMO rnannora

HYCMO Ie? -

Te, I1JII1 )!(eAHOra

11

OHI1 6exy rpelllHI1,

csrecra rmanyure

Harrl1CMO Ie? Kana Te BI1AeCMO sao crpaHl..Ia 11rrpl1MI1CMO Te, I1JII1 narora 11OAe-

Kana Te BI1AeCMO 60JIeCHOra

I1III1 y raMHl1l..1l1, 11AOl)OCMO rl1?45

xao cnaaa, AIII1 rena 11Mocranouie nerasnyra, na 611ropella BeQHO ca l)aBOJIOM 11 AeMOHI1Ma. HI1KO OA IbI1X Hl1je yerreo na nsahe 113re onseae peKe. Kao nocrojna
oCYAe 11Ka3He, CBI1 6exy orlbeM 3ap06lheHI1. I10111ro rpelllHl1l..1l1 6exy pl1Hyrl1 y naxao 11rriiaMeHI1 je311l..11111Xal..ll1111eaa 6 pa3Ha Mecra Ka3He, crpamun CYA I1ja ycraAe ca rrpecrolla 11nohe Csojoj neriecxoj 1I0)!(HI1I1I1. 3a !-bI1M nobouie CBI1 He6eeKI1 caerarersn !-berOBI1. M OKpY)!(I1111era

A OH 11M0ArOBopl1: 3al1cra BaM Ka)!(eM, aKO yql1HI1Cre jeAHoM OA OBe 6pahe Moje HajMalbe, MeHI1 YQI1Hl1cre.46 3arl1M ce 11ca rHYllialbeM: MAl1re OA Mene, npoxnern, y oran, BeQHI1, rrpl1rrpeMlheH l)aBOIIY 11aareMe, 60JIeCraH III1Ma lberOBI1M. fep ornanaex 11He nanocre MI1 na jeAeM, O)!(eAHeX 11He uanojncre Me, crpaHal..l 6ejax 11He rrpl1MI1Cre Me, nar 6ejax 11He onenvcre 11y raMHl1l..1l1 6ejax 11He nocerucre Me.47

rnenan

oKpeHY Apyrl1Ma, OHI1Ma

cnena

Ce611, 11peQe 11Mcrporo

cnne He6eCKe ca crpaXOM 11rpeneroa, nojyhx. - Ilonnruare apara. KHe)!(eBI1 nama, 11Y3BI1Cl1re ce, Bpara BeQHa, 11yh» he Ilap ClIaBe52, Iocnon 11 Eor, sajenao ca cseraaa CBOjl1M Kojl1Ma napyje
BeQHO HaCJIeACTBo! L\pyrl1 QI1H oAroBapallle: - Enarocnonea je onaj KOjl1 AOlIa311 y I1Me Iocnonn,el

'fYAY, OHI1 ra

ymrraure:

- Iocnone, xana Te BI1AeCMO rnannora, I1III1 )!(eAHOra, I1III1 xao crpaHl..Ia,

11 11narora, I1III1 60JIeCHOra I1III1 y raMHl1l..1l1, 11He rrOCJIY)!(I1CMO II1?48 II 3al1cra BaM Ka)!(eM, aKO He YQI1HI1Cre jeAHoM OA OBI1X HajMalbI1X, HI1 MeHI1 He YQI1Hl1cre.49 Hecrannre l1enpeA Meae, craHOBHl1l..1l1 raMHI1X Mecra 3eMlhe!SO Y raprap! IaMO -

HaM ce," sajenno ca el1HOBI1Ma Honora CI10Ha, OHI1Ma KOjl1 ce ynocrojmue

Eor je Iocnon 11jaBI1 na

11

nocraay

Aella Boxotja rro 6JIaroAaTl1! A apXaHrelIl1, KOjl1 cy crynana rrpeA Iccnonox,

nojann ey

CaMI1 aarmpo-

rne je mras

I1111Kpryr 3y6a,51 rano here ce My'fl1rl1

11

HO He6ecKY MeJIOAl1jy: - XOAl1re, oopanyjao

ce Iocnony, yeKlIl1KHI1MO Dory, cnacnren.y

naiuex,

nnaxarn

y BeKOBe! BelIl1KY OAlIyKy Csojy, 1131I11ce, HajeAHoM, OA onsesa peKa xoja ce ca CI1IIOM san.ana xa sanany. OHa

CraHI1MO rrpeA III1K Iberos y ncnoaenaay A Apyra sojcxa onrosapaiue,

11y rrCaJIMI1Ma YCKIII1KHI1MO !-beMy.54

ljl1M je CYAl1ja 06jaBI10 I1crOKa jeAHa orpoana 44 Mr. 25, 34-36. 4SMr. 25, 37-39.
46 47 48 49

CJIarKO rrojyhn: - Iep Eor je BelIl1K Iocnon a uap BelIl1KI1 na uenoj 3eMlhl1; jep y pyua !-berosoj ey xpajean 3eMlhe 11BI1CI1He ropcKe Iberose cyl" 51 Mr. 25, 30; JIK. 13,28. 52 fTc. 23, 7. 53 I1c. 117,26-27.
54 55

Mr. 25, 40.

MT. 25,41-43. MT. 25,44.

Mr. 25,45.

n. 94,

1-2.

so n. 73,20.

Ilc, 94, 3-4.

134

Il

P 11 II E 0

A H 'I) E JI 11 M A

Il r n s e
nCBa1I11cy CBCTI1aarenn, AOHOCeIlJ1HCI13-

AH1)EJII1MA

135

OBC 11Apyrc 'lYACCHCcnasonoje

Cnasa lbl1XOBa 611IIa je Cl1lIHa, a YKpamCHC BeH,-\C CBaKI1 OA lbl1X A06110

je no MCpl1 csora nonnnra I10clIc npenonotinax npecjajna, I1 snoja. MOHaxa yl)c 1Il1KCBeTI1XnpopoKa. lhl1Ma oeure nara ,UaBI1AOBca TI1MrraHI1Ma I1XOpOBI1Ma, CBCTIIOCT 11ClIaBOClIOBlbC Cserora ,Uyxa. nCCMOMTOIII1KOpaAocHoM,

pe,-\I1By paAocT OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy I1X clIymalIl1.

Ilojyhu TaKO, OHI1 yhoiue ca [OcrrOAOM 11CBeTI1Ma lhCrOBI1M y netiecxe

onaje 6mKaHcTBcHC 1I0)!{HI1,-\e, nocxaxyjyhn 3aTBOpl1me. OA paAOCTI1. A BpaTa ce 0AMax

necxra HaA necxaaa, ncanvonoj

IICrrOTa Hc6cCKa, BCCClbCoecxpajno

Tana

J1cyc n03Ba 'lI1HOHa'laIIHI1Ke aHreOCKI1X BOjCKI1. I1pBI1 ce nojasmue

lhl1XOBI1 BCH,-\11 6cxy CBI1 OA 31IaTa I1 61II1CTaBI1.BlIaAI1Ka 60)!{aHCKC 1I0)!{HI1,-\C 3aTpa)!{I1I1M na HcmTO ornojy, a OHI1[a npocnasmue Aa cy CBI1oKyrrlbCHI1 CBCTI1TClbl1oA paAocTI1 nOCKaKI1BalIl1.

Mnxaan, Iaspnn, Pacpal1lI, YPI1I1JI,a rrOTOM 11Apyrl1.

3aTl1M 6exy rr03BaHl1 ABaHaeCT CBeTl1lIHI1Ka CBeTa, CBeTI1 ArrOCTOIII1. [0cnon 11MAapoBa cBeTIIY cnasy, nane 11MABaHaeCT onseotipasaax 113Be3AaMa YKpameHI1X npeCTOlIa 11nOCaAI1 I1X Aa ceAHY xpaj Hsera, Y'lI1Telba csora, ca MHoro nO'laCTI1. Cnasa lbl1XOBa oeure jCAHa HenpOlIa3Ha CBeTIIOCT,HeOnl1CI1Ba 11aenpacrynna.

Ilourro cy CBI1npl1Ml1lIl1 caoje AapoBc 113HCrrOpO'lHe PYKC CnaCI1TClbCBC,

ocranouie na casexajy I1 OHa A06pa xoja OKO He BI1AC I1 yxo HC 'ly I1 Y Cp,-\C 'lOBCKOBOHC nohoure." A rana yl)c III1K lbYAI1 KOjl1 cy ce cnacnna y CBCTY- Cl1pOMaCI1I1 60raTI1, BlIaAapl1 I1 nocnyunmua, nora )KcHI1Ka, pajcxora clIyrc 11clI060AHI1. CBI1 cranoure npen 60)!{aHCTBC-

Xan.nae

11M6exy 3IIaTHO)!{YTC 1161Il1CTaxy xao janrap.

Hax

cy

I1X I1 apXaHrelI11 nocaarpann

ca AI1BlbelbeM. Hajsan, XPI1CTOC11Mnane 11ABaHa-

eCT Kpl1CTalIHI1X BCHa,-\a, YKpameHI1X Aparl1M KaMelbeM xoje je cnjano AOK cy I1X aHl)elI11 HOCI1III1y pYKaMa I1 nonarann 3aTl1M OHI1 nosenoute npeA neoecxora xa I1 anOCTOlIa lhCrOBI1X. J1 lbl1Ma 6cxy naposaae ABaHaCCTOpl1,-\l1. I10TOM ce nojaamne Ma 6cmc naro nocrojancrso

aacnerrn.yjyhe

Iocnona.
OHC KOjl1 6exy Ml11I0CTl1BI158 11AapoBa I1M cnanocr BCH,-\C,paAocT

na rnase lbI1XOBe.

Hajnpe, OH pasnsoj«

Ilapa csora cCAaMAeceT YlJCHI1CIII1'lHe nO'laCTI1 11cnasa,

EAcMa, aeoecxe CKI1Hl1je CBCCBCTlIC,MHoroAparo,-\cHc

ocsehen,a, rrpccTolIC, )!{C31IaI1 aHrClIC CBCTIICAa I1X ClIY)!{C,

YClIeAl1mc CBI1 KOjl1 Xpl1CTa paAI1 nocranouie Cl1pOMamHI1 AYXOM.59 OHI1 ce cana Cl1lIHO Y3BI1Cl1mC,rrpl1Ml1mC 113PYKC Iocrronae rrpcKpaCHc senue I1 aa-

jeAI1HO mTO IhI1XOBI1 BeH,-\116exy MalbC CBeTlI11 oA OHI1X Kojl1 npl1naAOme I1 CBeTI1 My'leHI1,-\I1, '-lI1TaBa sojcxa MY'lCHI1Ka. IbnI1 MCCTOsemncora anreocxora 'fI1Ha Kojl1 6emc I1 Hc6pojCHC BCH,-\Cxojn cy

ClICAl1mC Llapcrso Hc6cCKO. 3aTI1M Aol)ome OHI1Kojl1 nlIa'fY,o° OHI1KOjl1 cy ce I1Crr1IaKa1I1160r rpcxoBa 3 csojnx y ronnox noxaiarsy, TC 11Moeure AaTa BClIl1Ka YTcxa CBcTc Tpojaue 11 CBepaAOCHa paAOCT pajcxa. EBO I1X cana 11KPOTKl161 11He31I06l1Bl1 KOjl1 HaCIICAl1mc 3eMlbY 06chaHY, file ,Uyx CBCTl1lIl1jc CBOjy clIaAOCT 11MI10MI1PI1C.KOlIl1KY cy HacIIaAY 11BCCClbC OHI1 oxymamr, xana cy BI1ACIII1 KaKO CTCKomc 6IIa)!{CHCTBO! J1 KaKO 3aApxTa OA ClIaAOCTI1nyuia IhI1XOBa, xana I1X Iocnon yKpaCI1 BCH,-\I1MapY)!{I1'laCT03IIaTHIIM, KpaCHI1M 1161II1CTaBI1M! Ilocne lbl1X nohoure rnaAHI1 11)!{CAHI1 npasne." lhl1Ma 6eme nara 60raTa

nao sajenao ca ,UCHHI1,-\OM.OAMax 11Mnoaecoine ce He113pe,-\I1BO 06paAOBalIl1 11pa3BeCelIl1lIl1.

Cl1jalIl1 nonYT cyH,-\a 11IhI1Ma YKpaCl1mC lbl1XOBC OCBemTaHe rnase. A OHI1 cy YClICAI1 rrOTOM CBemTeHI1 III1K CBCTI1Xjepapxa, jepeja I1 haxona, J1 OHI1 cjaja I1 ce MO-

6exy OBCH'laHI1 BCH,-\I1Ma BC'lHI1M I1 HCYBCIhI1BI1M, ann npyrasnjera ClIaBC - CBaKI1npcMa CBOMCAeIIY, PCBHOCTI1,TpnlbClbY I1 lby6aBI1. rno BI1AeTI1 Aa cy MHOfl1 cBCmTeHI1,-\11ClIaBHl1jl1 OA apxnjepeja, l)aKOHI1 Aa cy cjajHl1jl1 I1 OA jepeja, I1 OA apxnjepeja. )!{PTBCHI1K, KaKO 611 na lbeMY, cana yroAHy )!{PTBy csojy.Tana III1,-\a cajaxy norryr

Taxo

alIl1 I1 MHOrl1

A III1,-\a CBI1XIhI1X cajaxy 11 Bory

OA paAOCTI1, aecersa 11 cpehe. lhl1Ma, y3 TO, 6eme npcAaT 11yMHI1 He6eCKl1

nnara npaBAc na ce HaCI1Te. A OHI1ce OA cp,-\a pa3BeCClIl1mC, KaAa BI1Acmc IlaHe. 6, 3.

1 Kop, 2, 9. Mr, 5, 7.

seh

BC'lHO, npl1HOCl1lIl1 caapuieny

nohe peA na 61IarO'laCTI1BC MOHaxc. OA npenonoo60rocBcTlIC 3paKe. CBaKoMc OA IhI1X

56 57 58 59 60
61

aor 360pa IhI1XOBOr 1131II1BaO AYXOBHI1 MI10MI1PI1C, a IhI1XOBa npoclIaBlbcHa ce cyaua, paomajyhn 6emc naro no mCCT Kpl1lIa 11TaKO, CI1IIOM Cserora ,Uyxa, CBI1nOCTaAOmc xao CTpamHI1 XcpyBI1MI1 I1 ccpacpl1MI1, OHAa OHI1noseure maCHO na nojy: CBCT, CBCT,CBCTje Iocnon Canaor, nyHa je 3eMlba ClIaBC Hseroae."

Mr. 5, 3,
Mr. 5,4. Mr. 5, 5. Mr. 5,6.

6!

136

Il

P 11 lj F ()

A H T) E JI 11 M A

n P 11 cl E
CBeTI1 aarenn. fbl1XOBI1 rajne ca MHoro aenrrnae. fbflMa l1al1e cseaohue Bl1l1e 1I11u;ebO>Kl1je 3aKOH XPM.CTOB, Hero J1Xje BOl1l1JIa casecr,

A H 'Ii E Jl 11 M A

137

pa Xpl1CTa KaKO My cnasonojy BeHU;116exy npecaerna

fI yxasyjy My noxacr

HaKOH lbl1X yl)e BeJII1KO MHOlliTBO flI101I0rrOKlIoHflKa

KojJ1 HM.CYrr03HalIJ1 y cpU;flMa

I1I1I1BHI1, nspahexa

re cy ra I1p)KalIl1 HeCBeCHO. To cy

3aTI1M Iccnon 11311Bojl1 'lI1CTe cpuesr." y BeKOBe BeKOBa. Aal1e 11M 11 caojeoopaane xepYBI1MCKe 0'111. ITOTOM ce Hajel1HOM caopauie

6J11IJ1OHI1 KOjl1 cy flMalIl1 l1a rrOKa)KY l1a je neno 3aKOHa nanacano 011 HeBI1HOCTI1 11'lI1CTOTe. OHM. ce Yl1ocrojl1ll1e J1 l1a ce uaorane 011pY)Ka fI JbI1JbaHa. CaMO cy

0'111 11 BI1I1 I1YXOBHI1, Cl1lIHl1jl1 11 011 CBeTlIOCTI1, na jacao

lbI1XOBI1M, nourro 11Mcanecr CBeI10'l11.67 Maorn 0):\ lbl1X CJ1jalIl1 cy norryr cyHu;a l1a nacnene UapCTBO He6eCKO - TO lllTO cy, 6Yl1ynl1 He-

senue na Kojl1Ma cy ce Harrpel1 11

nasan HalIa3111111Kpl1CTaJIHI1 KPCTOBI1, 110K 311eCHa 11 cnesa 6exy HaClIl1KaHe 11MI1POTBOPU;1164•fbl1Ma 6exy l1aTI1 Ml1p, 11 11MI11I0CT 11rrpOCBeTJbelbe csernourhy CMH bOrA )KMBOI1MeHa

Berea, re 6exy OBeH'laHI1 BeHU;I1Ma 'lYl1eCHJ1M, I1CrrJIeTeHJ1M

jenno

rrOI1HelIl1 reinxo

xpurrenn,

6f1lII1 cnenn, jep CBeTO KplllTelbe

je CBeTlIOCT 11 OKO I1Yllle 11 KO ra

MYI1POCT,11Ayx bO)Kl1jl1, 11onaroaonen,e,

XPJ1CTOBOM.J enna HeBl1l1JbI1BapyKa, xoja je I1p)KalIa He6eCKI1 KI1CT,rrpl161I11)Kl1lIa 11Mce 11aanncana 11Maa 'lellJ1Ma pe'll1 "MCYC XPMCTOC, r A". Hajsan, l1aTI1 11M6exy 11BeHU;1161Il1CTaBI1 na KOjI1Ma 6exy ncnncaua

HeMa, Ma KOlIl1KO 1106pa 'lI1HI10, nacnehyje, 11011Yllle,pa j 11oceha 110HeKlIe n.eron MI10MI1Pl1C 11ClIaI10CT, alIl1 He BI1I1f1HI1111Ta. MI101I0rrOKlIOHI1Ke je ClIel1l1lIa I1pyra 'leTa CBeTI1X. To 6exy xoja cy 113)KI1BOTa OTJ1111lIl1 npeapenetro.

neua

Xpl1111naHa

CBI1 cy 113mel1alIJ1 xao na 11Mje rro

Ona J1CI1Ha 11Cserora Ayxa.

3aTI1M 1101)01lle ron.emr xaana, sennxora npasne pal1l1.6S fbflMa oeme nata 60)KaHCKa rro31IaTa, I1I1BJbelba 110cTojaH )KI1BOT 11HeI1CKa3I1BM.rrpeCTOlIl1 UapCTBa

rpnnecerax
-

rOI1I1Ha. )KeHI1K I1X CaCTpal1alIHO nornena 11pe'le:

XaJbI1Ha saurera KplllTelba je oecnpesopaa,

ann nena HeMa Hl1rl1e! Illra

l1a calla pal1M.M ca BaMa? Ha TO 11OHI1 CMelIO pexoure: Iocnone, Tfl CI1 Hac 1I11111HOeMaJbCKI1X CBOjl1X 61Iara. Heaoj 3 Hac MaKap He6eCKI1X 1I11111I1TI1. )KeHI1K ce OCMeXHYI1l1apOBa M.Mae-ma onara, l1al1e 11Msenue Bepe, 'lI1CTOTe, He3JI06I1BOCTJ11161Ia)KeHCTBa.Ca MHoro I1I1BJbelba rneaane cy I1X He6eCKe sojcxe, aJII1 11OHI1 CaMI1 ca panomhy cy HOCl1lIJ1csoje HeTpYlIe)KHe senue. bM.lIO je 'ly):\eCHO CJIYlllaTI1 anrene KOjl1 CBI1X CBeTI1X, nojaan CJIaI10CTJ1.

netiecxor, BeHU;fI lbl1XOBI1 6111I11 01160)KaHCTBeHor, aeaeurracrsenor cy

'll1je cnjaa,e je pal10BalIO 1Il1KOBe aureocxe. ClIel1l1lIl1 cy OHI1 KOjl1 cy rrpeTprrelIfl Xpl1CTa pal1l1.66 OHI1 cy rrpI1MJ1JIJ1cseurreao

YBpel1e 11rrporOHe 1131I0ClIOBJbelbe 61Ia)Kelbe 0):\ bora, noxsany anrena

Iberosax

11MHoro 'laCTI1 J1cnaae. Eexy 11Ml1aTM.11rrpeCTOlIl1111apeHO yxparuenn, 6exy 110Bel1eHI1 OHI1 KOjl1 ce, 11011Yllle,

)Ke31IM.u;apCKI1 11BeHU;11rrpeKpaCHI1. Ilocne CBflX lbl1X, npen Iocnona jecy noxajann 360r CBOjl1X rpexosa, alIM. HJ1CYI1MalIl1 110ClIel1aH I1YXOBHI1 )KJ1-

cy, nocaarpajyhn

caopane 'leTe

BOT, ca MOlII1TBaMa, rrOCTOBI1Ma 11OCTalIJ1M lllTO aaura UpKBa

onpehyje.

necxe rrpepal10CHe, nyne secen,a, cnase 1160)KaHCTBeHe

OHI1 M.

ce 6exy Yl1aJbl1lIl1 011 lIYKaBI1X neaa, alIl1 HI1CY ):\elIalIl1 1106po ca pessourhy

rasnourhy.
M TO lllTO CTe 1136erlII1 naxao MHoro BaM je pe'le 11M)KeHflK 11l1al1e 11Mcasro rro jel1Hy rpaay, xao 3HaK

Kana
npaaenaa

cy CBI1 OHI1, naxne, Ben yllllIl1 y 1I0)KHI1U;y 11611JII1OBeH'laHI1, Bl1l1e

na

HI1CY Ka)KlbeHI1, l1a He 611 6111I11 6a'leHM. y KOjM. cy 'lI1Hl1lIl1 MHora 1106pa l1elIa 11 M.1I11 ocybnsaae y 11orOBapalbe

oran., Hero l1a 6Yl1Y CBpCTaHI1 na MeCTO HeCBeTlIO - HfI CBeTlIO HJ1Mpa'lHO.

Ilocne lbl1X 1101)01lle na pel1l1pyrl1

ueopojena

Ml1lIOcpl)a, alIJ1

nourro

cy

nanamr

CBOjl1X 61I11)KlbI1X, J11111 rrlIOTCKe rpexe, M.OHI1 6exy CMelliTeHI1 y 110lbY raxry, Y rile je Mama fI snara 11rile jenaa nonnpe rrOHeKI1 cnaoaiuaa
63 64 65 66

3paK CBeTJIOCTM..

Mr. 5, 8. Mr. 5,9. Mr. 5,10.

Cynnja KaKO ce JIO)KHI1U;J1rrpM.6JII1)KaBa 1160rOCBeTlIa HeBeCTa. CBa oeure 61Il1CTaBa 11CTpalliHa 11yjenao Y3BI1111eHa.lll1M je Bl1l1ellle, CBeTI1 aarenn nocxo-nnue 011pal10CTI1 1161Ia)KeHCTBa. 011 Hory lbeHJ1X, KaKO je xonana, 61IeCKalIl1 cy 3paU;11 nonyr Mylbe. 0'111 cy joj cnjane. AOK je rrpOlIa3111Ia, 111l1pl1lIa je He6eCKI1 MI10MI1PI1C, xao 01160lKaHCKI1X apOMaTa. bl1l1a je onesena y uapcxe onehe, cnozsa y japxo upseny nopdiapy, a 113HyTpa y XaJbI1HY 011 oenora JIaHa. Ha CBOjOj npexpacnoj maBJ1 HOCl1lIa je 60)KaHCKY I1l1jal1eMY xojoj He oeure pasae rro cjajy J1lIerrOTI1. Anrem; 3aI1I1BJbeHI1, a CBeTI1TeJbI1 06HeBM.l1elIl1 raenamr cy 60)KaHCKe 3paKe KaKO ce pacnnajy OKO re He6eCKe I1l1jal1eMe.

MI. 5,11.

67

PI1M. 2, 15.

138

IT P [1 'I

E 0 A H 1; E ;1 11M A

IT

P "I 'I E 0

A H 1) E

nHMA

139

AOK je HeBeCTa ynasnna y nO)KHMlIY, nojann ce M3a n.e HeM36pojHO MHOlliTBO ):(eBCTBeHMlIaxoje cy je cnenane nojyhn
OHMM M M

CnaBOCnOBenMBenMqaHCTBa bO)KMja.
CBMM

xojy My je OH Aao.68 OH caa, oner, yhe y 60)KaHCKY 11nenpncryrray onajy, xao HaClIeAHI1K Oua Csojera 11Ilap 11 Apxnjepej BeqHI1, sajenno ca CBI1M CBOjlfM
CBeTI1M caHaCneAHl1l1l1Ma. Ha KOHlIY rajna xoje ce ynocrojno OBO CTpalliHO OTKpl1Belbe: CaM Orau 11 POAIfTelb jennoponaora CMHa, CBeTnOCT HerrpMcTyrrHa 11

Kana Ben Aol)e AO >KeHMKa, OHa My ce nOKnOHM TpM nyTa sajenno ca

YKa3a joj noxacr xao npe-mcroj

CBeTMM AeBCTBeHMlIaMa. A OH, pa):lOCHO ce cMellienM, npMKnoHM rnaBY

na BI1AI1, rrpaBeAHM HI1<pOHT A061f If

Marepa CBOjOj. Tana My ce OHa, Y3Ap)KaHO npeKpCTMBllIM pyKe, npM6nM)KM ca MHoro 6naroBepja M lbynKocTM M uemisa 6eCMpTHe M nenpeaaae OqM Hseroae, xao M MMnOCTMBe pYKe Hserose. Ilocne rora 60)KaHCKOr nennaa, Iocnon AapoBa AeBcTBeHMlIaMa 6nMcTaBe xan.nne M qMCTe seaue. 3aTMM nohoiue YMHe cnne M nMKOBM CBeTMX M CBIf ce, csepanocaa, noxnoxaure boroMajllM If sanesatue joj xMMHe, 6na)KeJ-ba M Benlf'l.aJ-ba,pyKy rrOAlfrHYTMX y CBelllTeHOM 3aTMM
>KeHMK

sacnja HajeAHoM, 6nl1cTajynl1 113HaA re oecxpajne onaje 60)KaHCKe 611arOAOlll1'l.HOCTI111 113HaAKPY)KHO rrOCTaBlbeHI1X crpojesa aHfeOCKI1X 'l.I1HOBa. Ocsern.aaao je onajy xao llITO cyHlIe ooacjaaa CBeT, panyjyhx Hel13pelll1BI1M bO)KaHCTBOM CBOjl1M 11cnaTKOM ronnorox CBeTnOCTI1 Csoje CBe CBeTe. J1 xao
lllTO

nenojaana,

onyureazsersy.
M,

cynhep ynnja

If

aanpscana

BOAY, TaKO cy 11CBeTI1 ynnjan« O'l.eBO bO)KaH-

YCTaAe ca Csora rrpeCTona

AOK My 3AeCHa 6ellIe CBeHe-

CTBO 11cjeAI1J-baBalll1 ce ca llil1M, KaKO 6M )KI1Benl1 Be'l.HO ca Eoroa y lIapCTBY

nopo-ma MaTIf Hserosa, a cnesa BemlKM

M 'l.YAecHM rrpopoK M

Kp03 nO)KHMlIY y 60)KaHCTBeHY onajy, rne ce aanase He3HaHa cBecBeTny If 'l.YAeCHY onajy yhoure paAocT
M

Ilperexa, npohe M nesysena M

HeMCKa3MBaA06pa, rrpMrrpeMlheHa OHMMa KOjM Y3lby6Mllle bora. Ca lliMM y Ty

M CBM CBeTM xoje, KaKO BMAellle ra A06pa, secen,e. Tana noseuie, xao y 6yHMny OA netiecxe paAocTIf, Aa nrpajy M nesajy If cnaae ... (AnM TO 60rolby6MBIf HM<pOHT anje Morao na MM ornnne 11 npesma caM MHoro uacrojao, anurra MM Hl1je peKao. - He Mory - caao je nOHaBJbaO, ysmnuyh» - Aa rrpeACTaBMM TO CBojMM

06y3e aenapeunaa

je3MKoM Mnl1 Aa He6eCKO yrropeAMM

M ca

'l.MM 3eMaIbCKMM. To je
11

6Mno MMMO

CBa-

xe MalllTe

nopeheu,a, M3HaA CBaKe MMcnM

snhea,a,

M3HaA csera BMAlbl1BOr

11HeBI1AIbMBor.)

Kana je, naiore, Iocnon nonenno CBeTMMa CBojMM A06pa xoja TaMO 6exy,
OH 3arrOBeAI1 xepYBI1MMMa na onxone Be'l.HY onajy, xao lllTO 3MAI1He onxon.yjy

rpan. 3aTMM nane aanor Aa cepa<pMMM orr KOlle xepyBMMe, npecronn cepa<pI1Me, rrornaBapCTBa npecrone, aasancrsa rrornaBapCTBa, BJIaCTI1 nasancrsa, a cnne BnaCTI1. Tako, xao lllTO 3lfAlfHe onxorsyjy rpan, jenan ql1H onxomso je Apyrl1, oopasyjyh» ceAaM nojacesa. 3AeCHa OA se-nre onaje crane, y caspnrenoa crpojy, Maxann ca cBOjl1M 'l.IfHOM. Cnesa ce ca MHoro 611aroBepja nocrpojn Iaspan ca CBOjl1M qI1HOM, Pa<pal1l1IfCTOqHO, a Ypl1lfll, ca cBojl1Ma, sananao. Csoja cy MeCTa 3aY3elll1 KaKO 11Mje Iocnon 3arrOBeA110.I-bI1XOBe sojcxe 6exy orpOMHe 11cKyrra ca 'l.I1HOBI1Ma HerrOpOqHI1X cnna OHI1OKpY)KI111Ieonajy Eoxnjy y senaxoj ClIaBI1. Ilocne csera rora, 11Iocnon, CI1H bO)Kl1jl1, rrOTql1HIf ce Ouy CBOMe Koja je rrOT'l.I1HI10 llieMY CBe 11rrpeAaAe My CBe uapesan.e 11nornasapcrao 11BnaCT

Hierosoa. Orana aa IbI1X smue mrje 611no HI1 aohn, HI1 naua. Ilocrojao je caao Bor 11 Orau, CI1H 11 Ayx, CBeTnOCT 11 nacnana, )Kif BOT 11cnasa, nacnana 11secen,e. Carra aasnana rrOTrrYHa Tl1llll1Ha. O'l.I1Ma 6na)KeHora HI1<pOHTa oeure ca netia ):IaTOAa BI1AI1 xpajn.e rajne. ITpBI1 'l.I1H Kojl1 je OKPY)K110 onajy rrpl1MI10 je y Be'l.HO HacneACTBO jeAHY rreCMY rrpepaAocHy, CBeCBelllTeHY 11onojny, J1 raj 60)KaHCKI1 11CTpalllHI1 'l.I1H CMeCTa no-te ca Hel1CKa311BI1MCBOjl1M CJIaBOCnOBlbeM, AOK CBeTI1 rrOCKaKI1Baxy OA paAOCTI1, no-nnsyh« 11 OHI1Aa 6naroAape Iocnony 11 xsane fa. ITpBI1 ql1H Hel13pelll1BI1 raj necxorroj rrpeAao je ApyroM, cepa<pI1MI1Ma. J1 OHI1 no-reure Aa rrojy cBecKnaAHY 11aenojaxmy XI1MHy xoja je xao npecnarKI1 MeA secenana CBa 'l.yna csernren.a: OHI1 cy Oql1Ma rnenann Herrpl1cTyrrHY csernocr, IbYXOM cy Ml1pl1Canl1 6naroyxalbe Boxorje, YllIl1Ma cy cnYlllanl1 60)KaHCKIf cnasonoj HerrOpO'l.HI1X cnna, YCTI1Ma cy KYllIaml HOBO Teno 11KpB Iocnona J1cyca XpI1CTa,69 pyxaxa cy AOAl1pl1Balll1 aexaa 6nara, a noraaa cy rrnecann y aeonncasoj nenorn He6eCKe onaje. Ilpesacxonnora nl1 secersal Henojaane cnaAOCTI1! Hel1CKa3aHe paAOCTI1! 3aTI1M APYfl1 'l.I1H npenane ry 60)KaHCKY XI1MHy rpeheu 'l.IfHy, a rpehn 'l.eTBpTOM 11nan.e peAOM, AOK ce aa xpajy OHa Hl1je opl1na 113aeopojemo; YCTa. Ami cnanocr, 6narM CKnaA M BeneAOnM'l.HOCT rora cnarxonoja HeMoryne je pe'l.I1Ma OrrI1CaTM. A aajsynecanje oeure TO llITO HI1CY CBI1 'l.I1HOBI1 nojann I1CTY XI1MHy, Hero MHore 11pa3nl1QI1Te, aenosnare 11AO rana ae-rysene, XI1MHe aerieCKe 1160roHaAaXHYTe
68

--CBaKI1 'l.J1H COrrCTlleHY - a OHe cy ce

nnax

caBpllleHO

YII. I Kop. 15,24-28.

69Yl1. MT. 26, 29; MK. 14,25.

140

Il

P 11 'I E 0 M

A H 'I) E JI 11 M A

I1Pf14E

AH1)EJlI1MA

141

rrperrJIl1TaJIe

Mel)yc06Ho

cnajane. Taxo cy ce CKJIaAHO cjenmsaaane

M

anreocxe

CBOjy pnayx Y 6JIaTO, yM csoj nOMpaql1X, cp,-\e Kp03 pa3BpaT yql1HI1X HeOCeTJhI1BI1M ... lao MeHI1, rpeumnxyl

sojcxe, CJIaBOCJIOBetHl Dora

noaocehn paAocT CBeTI1Ma I-herOBI1M,

Kana

apMl1ja 6eCTeJIeCHI1XCI1JIaOKOHqa csoje aeoecxo CJIaBOCJIOBJhe, qeTl1pM

Illra na qI1HI1M, He 3HaM. 0'111 Moje rnenajy cpaMHe npl130pe, YWI1 Moje CJIaAe ce ,[IeMOHCKI1MrreCMaMa. Hoc MI1 rpaxa 3aMaMHe MI1PYKe MI1 ce npyxcajy na rpex. TeJIo MI1 11A06po jeno. )f{eJha

ql1Ha apXaHreJIa aarroxeure Tpl1cBeTY XI1MHY- Ilojao je ql1H MI1XaI1JIOB, a lheMY je aHTI1<poHO nojao ql1H [aBpI1JIOB. 3aTI1M je, CJIMqHO TaKO, saneaao Apyrl1 ql1H, Pa<paMJIOB,a 3aBpWI10 je YPI1I1JIOB.I-hI1XOBO ncanuonojaae 6ewe qYAeCHO M ue-ryBeHO. [JIaCOBI1 4eTBOpl1,-\e ql1HOHaqaJIHI1Ka 113ABajaJIMcy ce y He6pojeHI1M APYfl1M maCOBI1Ma IhI1XOBI1X CI1JIa11611JII1JhynKl1jM 11BeJIl1qaHCTBeHl1jl1. 110KpeHyTM 6ecKpajHoM TOM panourhy
M M

pl1ce. YCTa MI1 ce 6a'-\ajy na MHorojeAelhe.

XI1Ta na ce YBaJha y KaJI pa3BpaTa 11Tpa)l(l1 MeKe nocrerse

Moja )l(YAI1 aa 6IIYAOM. Ax, 6e3aKOHI1Ka rrOMpaqeHOr, CMPAJI,I1Bor! KYAa hy, He 3HaM. Ko na Me 113Byqe, HeCpenHI1Ka, 113oaora JhYTor onsar Ko na Me 1136aBM 113 MpKJIOra MpaKa 11crpaumora raprapar Ko Aa Me 1136aBI1OA urxpryra 3y6a? Asaj, asaj MeHI1, rHYCHOM! DOJhe 611 MM 6111I0 na ce HI1CaM HI1 POAI10! Ox, 6e3 KaKBe

HaCJIaAOM,

CBM

CBeTI1 rana rronojane cy ce

seure 11CaMI1 na 113netiecxe onaje nojy

na CJIaBe BeJIl1qaHCTBa DO)!(I1ja.

Taxo

hy CJIaBe OCTaTI1, '-\pHI1 ja! KaKBY 4aCT, KaKBe senue, KaKBY paAocT 11aecerse hy
M3ry611TI1, jep nOCTaAOX p06 rpexa! JaAHa AYWO Moja, rne TI1 je cxpyurenocr?

cy XMMHe 0):13BalhaJIe M3HyTpa, OpMJIe cy ce M aanorsy,

csyrne - XI1MHe xoje cy paaropesane HaCJIaAoM. A re -rynecire necae

cpua CBeTI1X CBeql1CTOM 11npecnaxenoa BeKOBe ...

Ine TM je noxajan.e! [Ae cy TI1 BplII1He, aecpehnnuei

CTpaWHI1 AaH? Iecn
JIM

KYAa new oTMnM y onaj DOry? ropql1-

xoje cy HaAI1JIa311JIe pa3yM 113JII1BaJIecy ce y

yYl1Hl1lIa I1WTa A06po,

WTO 611 Momo na yrona casecr 6ecKpajHy

He6eCKI1M cKI1Hl1jaMa HerrpeKI1AHO, y oecxpajae mac Dora Aa My rOBOpl1: -

Kaxo new ynl1 y nehi Kaxo III1 he 113Ap)l(aTI1 )l(aIIOCHe 0411 rsoje HenpeKMAHI1
nnax 11BeqHO jaAI1KOBalhe? KaKO he 113Ap)l(aTI1 rsoja TpYlIe)l(l1, xoja CI1 caarna Hy 60)l(aHCKe oCYAe? 0, npJhaBa AYWO, xoja CI1 csaraa )l(YAelIa Aa ce sarsaur no CIIY)l(l1lIa YTp0611! KaKBMM new Oql1Ma nornenaru,

110cJIe csera WTO je BI1AeO, 6JIa)l(eHI1 HI1<pOHT, naBWI1 y I1cTynJhelhe, aany HI1<poHTe, HI1<poHTe! J.(I1BHOje 611JIOrsoje npOpOqKO BI1l)elhe 11ca3p,-\aCBe WTO CI1BI1AeO 11xyo, jep CBe he ce

Ihe. 3arrl1wl1, crora, ca CBaKOM raxnourhy CI1HY M HaCJIeAHMKY Mora

AorOAI1TI1 TaKO qYAecHo. To J a OTKpl1X Te6M xao BepHoM npnjaren, y 11Jhy6JheHOM

6e3aKOHa 11nOKBapeHa, npeClIaTKI1 JII1K XPI1CTOB? KaKO new ce nojaBMTI1 npen I-hI1M? Pe,-\11MM! Pe,-\11MI1! BI1AelIa CI1CBe cTpaxoTe xoje he y411HI1TI1 y nocnenn.e nane Iocnon, Pe,-\M MI1, oana, AYWO, MMaw
JIM

Ilapcrsa,

Aa 611TI1 CXBaTI10 KOJII1KOre Jhy6I1M.

Ynepa

ce crora 11cana, xana CI1TaqHO nosnao KaKO he ce OBe CTpaWHe rajae OCTBapl1TI1, y Moje BeJII1KO qOBeKOJhy6Jhe npeMa Te611 M CBI1Ma KOjl1 ce ca CMl1pelheM noxnaisajy MOMe ,-\apcTBy 11BJIaCTI1. [ep

AeJIa nocrojna

60)l(aHCKe cnaaei

[a ce

cnarna

panyjea

lao Te611 rana, OCKBplheHa nyiua Moja! VIMa Aa HaClIeAI1W BeqHI1 orars. VI 1)1e he 611TI1rana rpex M OTa,-\ lheH, haso, na re crracy? Hero.i. ... Iocnone, Iocnone, Cnacn AYWy MOjy OA onsa,
OA wKpryTa 3y6a raprapa,
MOIIMO,

Aa nornenaa

aa

CMepHora 11Ml1pHara 11oaora KOjl1 APXTI1 OA peqM MOjMX_7D To pexanum, xoje je rpajano

Iocnon My pa3peWI1 TO CTpaWHO 11MHOrOqYAeCHO BI1l)elhe

qMTaBe ABe HeAeJhe!

Kana

na xpajy

nobe

ce611, OH ce cxnynsa

cas npenannyr

11nose Aa nnaxe

VI OA cTpawHora

11jaAMKyje 11na )l(aJII1 ce6e caxora, roaopehn:

- lao MeHI1, rpeumnxy!

Illra JII1 sexa csejanay

csojai

AYWy MOjy? lao MeHI1, Kynpen KYAa na caKpMjeM MHOWTBO

TI1M ce peql1Ma 6lIa)l(eHM

ce6e caxora pa306lIMqyjynM,

AOK cy My Hare, 113-

KaBHOM! Y KaKBOM hy ce CTalhY aahn, 6JIYAHI1? KaKO JII1 hy ce onpaanarn CYAl1jOM? KaKBY pes hy AaTI1 aa oeaason,a oeaaxon,a CBOjI1X? Hecpehan

1130411jy cy3e y nOTO,-\I1Ma IIl1lIe.

Hapenanx
rajnaaa

nana JhYAI1cy ra MOml1 BI1AeTI1 na jensa xona,

syxyh«

JII1 caM, XyJIHI1K 11HeCpenHI1K! HI1 ysnaxa HeMaM! He HaJIa3I1M!

JII1Bajynl1 peKe rOpKI1X cy3a 11Ay60KO Y3Al1wyhM.

Pa3MI1WJhaO je 0 CTpaWHI1M CBeT 11CBe 3eMaJh-

Mnore

cyse He JIl1jy 113oql1jy MOjI1X! Ilokajaa.e

Mnnocpha

HI1KaKBOr

xoje je BI1AeO 11XI1TaO je na I1X AOCerHe, ocrann.ajylur

y MeHI1 HeMa! Heva HI1 MOJII1TBe! Jby6aBI1 HI1 xanu' Aa ce crracl1 Aywa Moja? Kpurren,e
70

He3JI0611BOCT 11KPOTOCT

CKO. Hecro, kana 611ce 411CTO11)l(I1BO nOAceTI10 y yMy rora rrpl130pa, xao Aa 611 My ce nOTpecao pa3yM OA HeCHOCHora pacnalbMBalha 0, KaKBa paAOCT KIII1,-\ao je KaKO ce 60jl1M Aa He OCTaHeM 6e3 roral

HMWTa ca MHOM HeMajy! Ax! Illra na qI1HI1M, janaa 11npJhaB? KYAa na ce YXBaTI1M csoje YKaJhaX, XaJhI1HY CBOjy I1CrrpJhaX, AYWY
Yn. He 66, 2,

Cserora J.(yxa.

KaKaB cjaj 4eKa CBeTe aa He6ecl1Ma!

142

Il

l' H 'I E 0

A H 'Ii E JI 11M A M

fjPI1'IE

0 AH1)FJlMMA

143

A 3aTMM 6M gy60KO ysnaxnyo

nonao: MOjy!

6JIa)l(eHM, onxozsea CMJIOM Kpcra, oeure nenonnpn.aa, cMexHYo

6M M

re

6M MM

ce TaKO non-

- Iocnone,

nOM03M

MM M

cnaca nOMpaljeHY gyilly

nn.ynyo

MX.

Tana

6M

MpaljHM

geMoHM,

nocpasoi.ena,

MIlIlje3JIM, gOK

OH jour TOnJIMje 6JIarogapvIO

Bory Kojn

My je gapoBao TaKBY CI1JIYnpOTMB

CJ1JIA KPCTA
HeKI1 6JIarOljaCTMBM xcaex ncnpasao
MM

HeBMglbMBMX

aenpajaren.a.

je I\pyrM ljygecHM norahaj,

KOjM

hy

samrcaru

aa CJIaBYMMeHa Iocnona naurera

Hcyca Xpncra,
xpaaa cserora AHa-

MJ1TAPCTBO
JegHoM npI1JIMKOM, y 'lacy nsnenana
OKO

3A JJ;YIIIE
oxpeayrnx xa neriy, CBeTJIOCT.

JegHe cyoonse

sesepa, xazce, MOJIMOce Y npensopjy npoaonno

I\OK ce MOJII10 oxajy

CTaCMja, y KOM ce CJIY)l(MJIOy0611ljajeHo HegelbHo 6geHl1je. BO)l(l1jM HM¢OHT Kojl1 je, KaKO 3HaMO, xecro CBeTI1Telba. gHna ga gOJIa3e ca lbHM, 3JIaTa. VI M3a lbera,

Tana go~e 11crryra uohn y XpaMOBI1Ma

npenonotiaora

oua aacnja 60)l(aHCTBeHa 11aeoecxa

Y3 TO ce nojana

11jel\aH y 6eJIo O!1eBeHI1 aureo, I\p)l(enl1 3JIaTHY KagHoHI1l\Y.

Ilose najnpe Kal\l1TI1 xa He6y, a 3aTYlM HI1¢OHTY. I10TOM crane xpaj lbera 11
CTal\e THXO nojarn ... Y6p30,
BMl\e

Yrnega, natore, raj Xpl1Il1naHMH H HeKaKBO MHOiliTBO y 6eJIo Ol\eBeHHX MJIa-

oxpyxyjyh«

ra panocnnx

JIMl\a. A HajljygecHl1je oeiue

CBeTI1Telb KaKO ce nsepa ueriecxe orsapajy

11anrene BO)l(I1-

TO, IlITO je npen lbl1M I1Il1aO H jegaH KpCT rseroae BI1CMHe,HaljHlbeH 01\ -nrcrora

je na nonYT nsena CMJIa3e M nelbY ce, OH 11MHoro upaaua nrsenajy

npeuocehn

gYille yMpJII1X lbYI\I1. BHl\e

raxohe,

oeiue jenau I1CTI1TaKaB KPCT, M jour TpM CJIHljHa 31\e-

- Ba31\YIllHa MI1TapCTBa - KOjl1 cy gaBalIM CBe 01\ ce6e ga

CHa, CJIeBa11M3Hal\ isera. CBM TM 6JIHCTaBH KPCTOBH6exy cjegl1lbeHH y HeKaKaB CnJIeT KOjM je caernrena OnaCI1BaO11IlITHTMO ca CBMX crpana.

I\YIlIe 11060pe I1X. AJIM aHreJII1 cy npY)l(aJIH CI1JIaH OTIIOP JIYKaBHM

Ba3gYIllHHM gYXOBHMa, umoajyha I1X 11cnacaaajyhn gYille. Y jel\HOM 'lacy yrnena HI1¢OHT nna asrena KaKO Y3Hoce HeKY gyilly na He60. AJIl1ljl1M ce npM6JII1)1(I1Il1eMHTapcTBY 6JIYl\a, 3anoBegHI1K MI1TapCTBa crane na 6eCHH H ga neronyje. HaMa? Ca KojHM
BM

Kana
nonyurrao sozser
M

je gOJIa3HJIO ncxyrueu,e, ga ce KPCTOBH pasnnoje,

Bor

6H, )l(eJIenM I\a ra

ncxyma

11oaensa,

ocraan.ajyha Me~y C060M MaJII1 npouen,

csoje CTpeJIe. Y 'lacy narrana
M

Kp03 lbera je nenpnjaren,

Morao ga y6al\yje

ha-

u.erone 60p6e ca npen01\06HHM,

MHOiliTBa anrena

geMoHa cTajaJII1 1\0CTa ynapaua

npaBOM -

nOBMKa OH -

Y3MMaTe ry l\yIlly

soja npl1nal\a

cy OKO lbHX H ca Y)l(aCOM nOCMaTpaJIH I1cxog ogMepaBalba cuara. BJIa)l(eHH HH¢OHT, nourro 611 npBo gpcKOM uenpnjaren.y sanae I1JIMI1X 01\ n.era npl1Ml10, nomraao 6H pYKe xa BHIlIlbeMY Eory H ycxonno xa fbeMy ljHCTHM YMOM. Ocrajao 6H TaKO, 60p611 npOTHB YMHe 3Ml1je. A carana, og CTpaxa gpY)l(HHH: -

I1oKa)l(11 HaM KaKBY BJIaCT I1Maill Hag 1h0M no caxora xpaja Ol\rOBOpH geMoH 1\0BOlbHO,

peKOille My aHfeJII1.
M

OHa ce nan.ana y pa3BpaTy. gpyre ga

rpaxeha on Hsera na My noxorne y rnenajyh« ra y TOM nonoxajy n npxreh«

csojoj l\eMoHcKoj

VI xao ga joj TO HHje 6HJIO

YCY~I1BaJIa ce jour

ocyhyjel

Xohere
-

JIH jour HI\PYrMX rpexa, ropax 01\ OBHX? na pexoure 3HaMO na je p060BaJIa TI1M CTpaCTI1Ma, aJII1 npexnJIYKaBMI\Yx. -

ripen

meBOM BO)l(HjHM, rOBopMo 611 npecrpaiuen

AHreJII1 nanoure CBe og ce6e ga 3aIllTHTe Ty l\yIlly. nyna je ca IhI1Ma MaJIO npe CMpTM. - He, HHje xao IlITO xaxcere! - n06yHI1 ce pasjapean xoaex yMpo je nenoxajan. na ncnoaenao, HHTI1 je rrpecrao ga 6e3aKoHyje.

VIl\eMo 01\ osora osne, jep je Y3HIlIao na nerieca H MOJII1ce npOTI1B Hac. CBI16116e3 rpara HIlIlje3JII1!
3eMlbY,

I1pe Hero IlITO ce 1131IHjerues BO)l(I1jl1 ua uaure rnase, xajne na HeCTaHeMO. Ha re pe-nr csora aanoaemnixa ce61111,xana 611BMl\eo I\a uenpnjaren, I1paBeI\HHK 611, nOCJIe csoje nposoe, CI1JIa3HOnOHOBO na BHIlIe HHje TY, 6JIarOl\apHo 1\01Ia3HO Kojn ra je

Osaj

Ipeumo je go nocsenn.era csor naxa. HI1TI1 ce I1KaVI3gaxHyoje, l\aKJIe, xao p06

Bory

rpexa. 3aTo je cas MOj! Ha TO My jenan 01\ anrena CTporo xasa: jM

3aIllTHTMO. Tana 6H M amelIM pal\OCHI1 ogJIa311JIH He60, I\OK 6H ce ljaCHI1 KPCTOBH na nOHOBOCnJIeTaJII1,sarnapajyhn a 3aKJIalbajynl1 npenonoonora yHyTap ce6e.

HI1Kal\a TI1 ueheao nOBepOBaTH, HeljI1CTH, jep TM CHuenpnjaren,

BO)l(I1-

Hecro

6M

My ce, nonao je raj 6JIarOBepHI1 xpMIlInaHHH, npH61IH)I(aBaO haso

H npBM JIa)l(lbMBal\. I103BaneMO lberoBora

anrena KOjH My je gaT na CBeTOM I1CTHHy.

ca MHOiliTBOM geMoHa na ra naaene aa HeKY cTpacT, aJIH He 6H My ce nano, jep

KpiliTelhY xao ljYBap 113aIllTl1THI1K. OH

he HaM pehn

144

IlpHLIE

0 AH1jEJlHMA nyr, H3 sne naanxe, H caxoyxopeaauea, 360r CBOjHX rpexa HnH OJlrOBOpH anreo.

11 P Ii LJE

A H 'I) F

HMA

145

Taxo

noaaaure anrena '1yBapa re nyme - jep OH ce join YBeK Hana3HO xpaj - H yrrHTame ra: HaM opare, na nH ce OBa nyuia noxajana

11rrao y HeKl1 rpex, OH 611 ra orrpao cysaaa H noxajaa.ea xao H '1eCTl1M '1l1lbelbeM MHnOCTHlbe. Illra can xohere,

rena CBeJlO lberOBora norpetien,a

- Peua
-

3BepHHe? ,D,ara nyura OAe y naxao? He! [ep suajre, nYKaBI_\H, na casro aa OHe rpexe KOjH HHCY 611nl1 OTKpHBeHH na ncnosec'rn. KojH IhYAH ncnosene 60A<aHCKOMHnocpl)e. THM pe'lHMa anrenu onrypnyuie Mano

Eor

KaA<lbaBa

je yMpna ca lbHMa? }l{enHMo LIHCTYHCTHHy. [a HHcaM HH '10BeK HH nYKaBH nyx, rra Jla naA<eM -

A CBe rpexe

ca cY3aMa 11CMl1pelbeM H He no-nnre HX nOHOBO opmue onosprnyiue TBpAlbe nYKaBHx nyxosa. 3aTHM HX xoja je xoja

- Ilpen Eoroa sac, naxne, YBepaBaM na OJI xaca xana ce pastioneo H jour JlOK
My HHje nocrano 'lac caCBHM nome, osaj '10BeK ce ceTHO - He 3HaM KaKO - CMpTH. pYKe MonHTBeHO «a 11 no-reo je Jla nnase H Jla ce xaje H Jla ncnonena

nomosyh»

netiy, A

na nH My je

Iocnony csoje rpexe, CBaKH Eor orrpOCTHO snaurhy

MOA<e -

na CTpaHY 11npohome xanajy

He6eCKY aajenno ca nyiuoa noce jour jemry

H naxao 1136errra, H 6Hna ynocrojeua

Aa na Aap rrpHMH cnaceise 0):1Iocnona. Jlymy TOKoM uenora csor A<HBOTa OHa je 6e3 pa3nHKe CBe je '1HCTO,

xojy HMa - H KaMO cpehe na My je orrpOCTHO, jep OH TO H xohe, H 3HaM. A aKO, oner, HHje, cnasa rrpaBeJlHOM CYJlY Iberosoxl lfHM TO aaxyure, aarenn ce ca rrpe3HpOM noncnexaytue me Jlymy H HaCTaBHme rryT neoa,

He

3aTHM, BHJlH 6naA<eHH rne aareznr

6eme Bpno rr060A<Ha H 60r060jaA<IhHBa. JleMOHY. IToBeJlOIhY):le, npnjaren,e H nenpnjaren.e

HHje '1HHHna HHmTa OCHM noopa H MHIIOCTHlba. nenonynpeno H cMepHo. Ba3J1ymHH AYXOBH noxeiue Aa joj rrpeTe,

Bonena

ocnoriahajyhn

je H3 JleMOHCKe3aMKe.

H iW HCXO):la H3 rena noxnaena

3aTHM CBeTHTelhyrrreJla KaKOnoce YBHCJlPYry '10BeKa, meBIhHBor H cpeopon.yoneor.

nyury,

Jlymy nexor CBHperror na aa-

mkpryhyhx

3y6HMa. A cHpoTa aurena.

Teurxe

6exy omYA<6e H pa306nH'IaBalba

JleMOHCKa.OHH cranouie

Jlyma, yrrnameHa lbHXOBOM canpenouihy, caKpH ce y aapysjy

Y Mel)y-

6pajajy jeJlHY rro jeJlHY cpaMHy peLJH reurxe rrCOBKexoje je raj '10BeK H3rOBopHO JlOKje A<HBeO,xao H CBa npyra ana xoja je rrO'lHHHO. AnH anrena ra cranoiue 6paHHTH, roaopehn na OH HMa HeKO rrpaBe na ce cnace. 11 nasenonre aa TO HeKOIIHKO rrpHMepa: smue rryTa aa A<HBOTa, JlOK 6H CMHmihao Aa y'lHHH HeKO sno, OH 6H ce H3HeHaAa rrpeAoMHclIHO H He 6H TO OCIBapHO, Hero 6H ocyhnsao H ocerno cxpyureuocr, HemTO MHnOCTHlbe cHpoMacHMa. 3HajynH CBe TO, CBeTnH aurenn cyrrpoTcTaBlhanH AHnH Jla he cy ce JleMOHHMa H TBPce H Y3HeMHpHme. He cano mTO je H KOPHO ce6e canora. 11nH 6H ce OCBeCTHO nyra nao je H ropKo 6H Y3J1HCaOH nnaxao.

BpeMeHY, JlpyrH aarenn, KOjl1 cy CHna3HnH na npey3My nyuie, rrpHIIa3HnH cy joj H ca lhy6aBlhY je rpnHnH. Kana, KOHa'lHO, 'ra CBeTanyura CTHA<eAO xannje He6eCKe, BH):Ienpenonorian rne ce ca CBHXCTpaHa neria noaarsajy rpne je H cnarxo uennaajy, rosopeha: neripojena aurena, CBeTnH H CBepaJlOCHH, 3MHje! sarpne. y

- Cnasa nexa je Dory Koja je H36aBHo H OBY nyury OJI crpauiue

11 mTO je OHa nan.e yna3Hna y yHyTpamlbe cy ce smue YMHOA<aBanH anrenn KOjH cy joj XHTanH na je ca

Hexonnxo

onaje He6eCKHX cKHHHja, TO

panotuhy

Taxo ce He6eCKe cnne YBeK panyjy 360r csakora '10BeKa KojH ce cnacaaa,

Bor, 6YJlynH

MHnOCTHB, rrOMHnOBaTH H Ty Jlymy. xna):lHOKpBHOCT. Osnojenmue OHH OA Mna):lOCTH je ... Ma Ill.Td CBe HHje

Kana

Ben rrpHHecome ):Iymy npecTony

DOA<HjeM, aarenn je npenanoure je Ha3Ba 6IIaA<eHOM H npnne,D,yx O):lMax 06aBH 6naroJlany

,D,eMoHHnsryriame AnH OH je -

pYKe CHHa,

Iocnona

namera 11cyca

rrpacHyme

ce je kao CBeTY A<pTBY Ouy CBOMe. CBOjOM 11npennaaa

Xpncra. OH Iby CBeTH

paAHO! PaJlHO je CTBapH xoje He ):IonHKyjy 6nYJlHH'IHO Hero je crurao MO ca lberOBHM ncosarsea

xpmuhannna'

je 6eCMpTHOM HaCna):lOMUapCTBa He6eCKOr.

na rrO'lHHH H CO):lOMHTCKerpexe! A urra Jla pa):lHH H3nHBHMa ruesa? 11 urra je CBe TO y nopebeisy

3aTHM nyiua 6eme npenara '1HHOHa'lanHHKY 11me! Cana npenonorian BH):Iecrpaunur

Mnxaany,

KHe3Y 3aBeTa, ):Iaje

OH onsene y Be'lHH noxoj H 6naA<eIlCTBO,KaKO H 6HBa ca CBHM CBeTHM nyuiaaa. rrpH30p - JleMOHeKaKOjenny Jlymy ByKy y an. To je 6HO HeKH clIyra KojH ce Mano pauaje 6eme y6HO - otiecno ce! Hseros anreo muao je H3a lbera, ropKo rrna'lynH 360r rserose nomonje. Ax, cBelIYKaBHx ):IeMOHarOBopHo je Kp03 cy3e KOjH HaBO):leIhYJle aa TOlIHKa ana! ETo, rocrroAap osora clIyre, rro ):IeMOHCKOMHarOBOpy, meBHO ce 6e3 HKaKBor 036H!bHOr pa3nora aa lbera TaKO, na ra je TyKao 6e3 Ml1lIOCTl1 H

ca join ropHM H CTpamHHjHM? Y3MHTe l_\elIH CBeT 11cnacnre

Iep

OH je - -ryjre H YA<aCHHTece - '1aK H y6H-

jao! Illra can KaA<eTe? AKO je):lHOM TaKBOM '10BeKY ):IOnHKyje cnacen.e, OH):Ia ra Hl1 360r sera. A MH TO OH):IaO):lMaX ):Ia 3HaMO, a He na ce Y3anYJl My'll1MO 11IhyTHMO!

- Hyjre, aecpehnaun! - peKOme HM anrernr. - CBe re rpexoBe H3 MJlaAoCTl1 Oil je oncexao, 3aTo My je Bor 11orrpocTHo. A oner, aKO je HeKH

146

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'I)

E 1I 11 M A

TIpl1'1E

0 AH1)ElII1MA

147

ocrasrsao

ra rnamror, A OH, aecpehmrx,

O.ll O'1ajaIM xoje cy My YJUllIl1 .lIeMOHI1,

,Ua HeMajy 3HaK J1CyCOB -

npexanome

ra OCTaJII1 -

KOjl1 I1X qYBa ca To

Y3e Y)l(e 1106ecI1 ceo J1 TaKO ce CaB rrpnneo y )l(pTBY l)aBOllY 11TO corrCTBeHI1M

CBI1X CTpaHa xao yrspheaa Ben noxasyje

311.l1, l1.l1eO611 TI1 naury Mon! B

pyxaxa. [ao MeHI1! Hiera xora MI1 je Bor .lIao.lla qYBaM yrpaoa MI1 MpCKa 3MI1ja 11 nporyra ra! Hecpehe Moje! KaKO .lIa ce rrojaBI1M rrpe.ll Iocnonovi J1 KaKO na nornenaa y caanaren,a csora, )l(allOCHOr 360r ry611TKa OBe aecpehne .lIYIlle? J1 .lIOK je anreo TaKO ryrosao, cahe ca neoeca .lIPYfl1 anreo, npnhe My 11
peqe: OTal1 aaur, Iocnon CaBaOT, naje TI1 OBY 3arrOBeCT: "J1.l111 PI1M, rne ce y y .lIeTe nexora BojHI1Ka. Ilpeysehemripary A ja 0 lDeMY CI1110MCBeosora cnyre OBOMe qacy xpurrasa

A 3aIllTO .lIa ce 60jl1MO npaera na KOM je pasaner Haaapehanxni

na CMO CaCBI1M nponamrl

onsa
31I0. TeJIO

He 60jl1MO ce MI1 Tor .lIpBeTa, TO noopo ananr, Hero crpaurnora

KOjl1113 rsera 113611ja. - Kana 611 cano 113 npsera AJII1 qaK 11 xana Xpl1Il1naHI1

113611jaJIa BaTpa, TO 611 join 611JIO MaJIO

11306pa3e TO 3HaMeIDe PYKOM 11 aanesare

csoje, 11rana ... ox, ox, ox, KaKaB nnaaea 11MTO paajacano, ymrrame ra:

on rsax 113JIene 11cnan.yje Hac!

csor BeJII1KOr CTpa.llalDa. ,Ua 611

rora ,Uyxa Kojera je rrpl1MI10 xpurrersea. 11naysnhy ra .lIa ce He meBI1

hy

Ka3HI1TI1 rocrro.llapa

OCTaJII1 CXBaTI1Il1e .lIa ce OH CeTI10 aexor

na

OHe Kojl1 My CJIY)l(e 11.lIa I1X He 6l1je, HI1TI1 .lIa I1X

ocrasna ma.llHI1Ma, a noceoao xana My HI1 360r xera HI1CY KPI1BI1." To aareo xasa CBOMe npyry 11ITOHOBO Y311l)e na nerieca, A osaj rana 6e3 onnaraaa OTl1.l1esa PI1M, ncrryrsasajyh« 3arrOBeCT Bosorjy. AJII1 rana npenonooan Bl1.l1e KaKO ce aexa nyura Y3HOCI1 Kp03 Ba3.l1YX y3 BeJII1KY rroMeTIDY 116YKy. Illra ce neuranano? MHOiliTBO .lIeMOHa, Bl1qynl1 11raJIaMenl1, 60pl1lI0 ce na yrpatia Ty necpehuy .lIYIllY xoja je - anaj - npnnanana
cBeiliTeHI1KY! To 6eIlle HeKI1 CBeiliTeHI1K rro I1MeHY Enerprepnje 611 nohy na rryTy 11y611jao nponasnnxe, Kojl1 )l(I1BOT oeiue rrpoBeo y Y)l(acHI1M rrJIOTCKI1M rpecaxa. 'laK je 11HeKOlIl1KO y611cTaBa rrOq11H110! Bpe6ao a 3aTI1M 611 11MY311Mao onehy 11rrpO.llasao je, He 611 II 11yronno cBojl1M He3aKOHI1TI1M HaJIO)l(Hl1l1aMa, ,UOK ce TaKO Y3HOCI1JIa, ra janna .lIYIlIa Hl1je ycnena na CTl1rHe HI1 .lIO rpehera MI1TapCTBa. ,UeMoH CMeJIO rrpY)I(11 pyKe, yrparin je 113PYKy aHreOCKI1X 116al111 ua
3eMlb

A rne CI1 TI1, HaBO.llHO, .lIO)l(l1BeO CBe TO 0 qeMY rOBOpI1Il1, na HaM

ony-

311Maill Ha.llY? - J1Ma y KOHCTaHTI1HorrOlbY HeKI1 qOBeK rro I1MeHY HI1<POHT, nam BeJII1KI1

nenpnjaren;

MlIa.llOCTI1 n.erosoj

narrao caM ra 11ja, 11OCTalIa naura .lIpY)l(I1Ha.

J13JIyl)I1BaJIl1 CMO ra aanannaa, ca6lIa3HI1Ma 11CpaMHI1M rrOMI1CJII1Ma. TOJII1KO ra 6ejacMo pacnaannn.na je najsan rrao y rpex, a MI1 CMO360r re nooene rrOCKaKI1BalI11 O.ll pa.llOCTI111 iseroa rpex CMOca rrOHOCOM sanacaaa y csoje 6eJIe)l(Hl1l1e. AJII1 OH ce Ben I1CTora xaca noxajao 11noseo na jannxyje l1.l1a ocyhyje ce6e caMora: "O! 3ap na OBOMe TeJIy, xoje he rrojeCTl1l1PBI1, ql1HI1M nocnytuan.e? 3ap OBOj )l(elbl1, xoja he Me O.llBynl1 y orais.na ce rrOTql1lDaBaM?" I10IllTO TO peqe, caa ce pasrneauo. MI1 ra ce, HapaBHO, HI1CMOyrrJIaIllI1JII1. Ca rrpe311pOM CMOce cMejaml rrpe.llIDMM. AJII1 OH, KOjl1 je
BplIO

JIYKaB 11.l106pO nosaaje aaure cnarie ra-nee, nperehn

rrOBI1Ka: "Can

hy

BaM ja rrOKa3aTI1, rrOKBapeHI1.l1eMOHI1!" Onxax ce rromoxe 11PYKOM Hac OCeHI1oopa30M .lIpBen Haaapehaanaosor. rrpoiliao
If

y. Oryna je yseme npyrn .lIeMOHI1 11, ynapajyh»

je snypano,

BpfHyille

je

Ax! illra na BaM Ka)l(eM! Kao .lIa HaM je Kp03 CPl1e

y aM611c 11npenanonre

KHe3Y raae.na je OH TaMO 3a.llP)l(I1 Be3aHY sajenno ca IDOM

orars 11cnpxoto Hac!

qacy CMO HeCTaJII1. CaMO jenan, Hajpa.ll03HaJll1jl1

CJIl1qHI1M 6e3aKOHI1M nyuiaaa .lIO nana onurrera BaCKpcelDa, ,UOK cy ce BpanaJII1 aasan aa csoje MeCTO, MpaqHI1 .lIeMOHI1 ce Ha.lll1Maxy O.ll noaoca 11rosopaxy Mel)yc06HO: BI1.l1I1Il1?'laK CMO 11CBeiliTeHI1Ka Ha3apenaHI1HOBOr rr06e.lll1lII111 6al1l1III1 ra na KOJIeHa! (,UpyrI1M I1MeHOM HI1CY ce YCY.llI1III1 .lIa Ha30BY Iocnona, OCI1M Ha3apenaHI1HOM I1III1 !1CYCOM.)

HajcMeJll1jl1, crao je 113.l1aJleKa.lIa BI1.l1I1IlITa

he

HI1<jJOHT na yql1HI1. Bl1.l1l1 ra OH,

TaKO, rne 6p30 YlIa311 y l1pKBY, ql1HI1 rpa MeTaHl1je npen DorOM 11xaxe:

"Iocnone,
Ja caM qOBeK rpeIllaH,

Mnan

Y3paCTOM, TeJIa.

J1 jour YBeK ca CBOjl1M CTpaCTI1Ma paryjea J1 ca paCrralbl1BalDeM

Hnax, je.llaH Mel)y IDI1Ma ca TyroM je KlIl1MaO rJIaBOM 11 rrO.llCeTI10 I1X na ropKy I1CTI1HY:
- A 3aIllTO ce XBalIl1MO IlITO CMO Cpe.lll1JII1 jenaor necpehnor rrorra? [a Mory .lIa BaM noxazcesr aeopojene npyre Kojl1 6JII1CTajy BPJII1HOM, a IDI1X He MO)l(eMO HI1 na rumaevo..

Crora MI1 He ypasynaj Osaj rra.ll Moj y rpex, MOJlI1M Te, Xpl1CTe Bosce. TI1, xao Iocnon, I1Maill BJiaCT

148

TI

P 11

'j

E0

A H 1) E II H M A

TI

P J·I 'l E 0

A H 'I) E 1111 M A

149

11 CaMO pexjy
Carpeurersa

CBOjOM Moja }:ia 6pI1IlleIll." HaCTaBM AeMOH Alll1, menan aHreo cnhe 11OBeH'la ra 360r

):(ol)e TaKO anreo 11crane xpaj lberOBe nocrerse, HeIllTO

nornena yrrepeHor y He60,

sesajyha. 11, 3al1CTa, 3a'lY

ce mac:

- Ilocne Te nposrie noxajaa.a aanoposr 11cKpYIlleHocTI1.

- 3ra311 aHTI1XpI1CTa! He )!(aJIl1 ra He'lI1CTor! EOJIHOonceun 6JIYAHY AYIllY OA OKOBa TeJIa! KOJII1KOje )!(I1BeO na 3eMJhI1, Ml1pa Ml1 Hl1je nao osaj Hl1TKOB! YCY}:il10 ce JOIll l1 Aa ocyhyje CJIYry Mora HI1¢OHTa! YAPl1 ra 6e3 Ml1JIOCTl1! ):(a He }:iaBl1 BI1Ille CI1POTl1lbY aenenaureisea CBojl1M ... 6e3 oxnesaisa nonaxce Ma'l CBOj aenenaura. A onaj ncrora

aa cnojy rrJIOT, OH nose na ce 611je rro

mnry CBOMCHarOM, AOK Hl1je CaCBI1MMaJIaKcao. IloTOM, rrOAI1)!(ynl1 ca Belll1KI1M pYKe xa neoy, nose Aa MOlll1

Bora, ronopehn:

Kana

'ly

ry

CTpaIllHY 3arrOBeCT, anreo

"CTpaIllHM Ose, Koja CI1POAI10 CTpaIllHora CMHa

11YAapl1 rrpaBO y cp~e, CBOM CHarOM, necpehaora saca l13}:iaxHy,

ponhyhn

y 60JIy 11uixpryhyhn 3y6l1Ma.

Anreo

My Y3e AYIllY y nose

11 Koja CBe ):(YXOM CBojl1M ncnynaaaur, Ilocnyiuaj Me He'll1CTOra 11 noxapaj OBe rnycooe
Koje ce AI1'le IllTO cy Me rr06eAI1JIe.

CTpaIllHI1M MYKaMa 11nosene je xa aM6l1cy. OBAe ce 3aBpIlll1JIO Bl1l)elbe CBeTI1TeJheBO.OH nohe ce61111, noaeren, na pa3MI1IllJba, BaH ce6e l1 norpecen OHI1M IllTO je Bl1Aeo. Ax, KaKO JIl1 CMO HeCpenHI1 MI1 rpeIllHI1~I1!

Kaxo

je )!(aJIOCTaH 11ropaK

Iep Te6M jeAI1HoMe CarpeIllI1X, Ia rrpJhaBMI1 paaapahenn." - 11 me!

OAMax aureo KOjl1 ra je OBeH'laO 6a~11 ca BI1CI1HeHeKaKBO y)!(e rro jennor Aa Hac BaAI1 oTYAa 11na HaM

xpaj aauiera )!(I1BoTa! A 3aTl1M nonasa CTpaIllHI1 eYA 11Be'lHM orars y xojn 611BaMO 6a'leHM, KYKaBHI1, 3aYBeK ... Tpe6a, crora, na CBaKM Ha'lMH na CTpeMMMO cnacen.y, cnnehn ce6e cane na 'll1lbelbe Bplll1He 11}:ip)!(albe EO)!(l1jI1X 3arrOBeCTI1. JeAI1HOTaKO heuo My yro}:iI1TI1.

11CBe Hac saseaa. 3aTI1M KpeHy jennor 11"yx!" ... A OH Hac je 6e3 crpaxa

sanaje rro XI1Jha}:iy ynapaua. ):(a CTe 'lyJII1 TaMO uaure jayxe, cavo ce Opl1JIO "ax!" MllaTI10 11rOBOpI10: "EBO BaM! Taxol Ila He 113MJIaT110, npl1MOpaBaTe BI1Ille cnyre Boacnje na 611jy csoje TeJIO!" KOJII1KO Hac je KI1lbl10 raj HeMI1JIOCpAHI1anreo He Aa ce OnI1CaTI1. A nourro Hac je nourreao HI1¢OHTa, ja I1Crrapl1M. EOjl1M ce Aa oneT jennaxo BOj My~l1. Xa, xal Illra
TM

fPEIlIHJ1KOBA

CMPT Y MYKAMA

JeAHOM rrpI1JIMKOM, xana rrpaBe}:iHI1K oeiue y ~PKBI1 - 6eIlle ce 3aBpIllMJIa clly)!(6a 11OH cehaure ca crpane, y jennoj CTaCI1AI1- ca6pa ce OKO isera HeKOlll1~I1Ha -

nocne XI1JhaAYMyKa rrYCTI10 Hac je na cll060AY ... OTaAa, AaKJIe, 'lI1M BI1}:iI1Mrora He npobea ... Ha re nocnenn.e pe'll1 }:ieMOHOBe,OCTaJIMnoxeme Aa ce noncaeaajy iseroce noronnno,

xpmuhana

na 'lyjy lberOBe KOpl1CHe pe'll1.

Pe~11 HaM HeIllTO, o-re, 0 pa3JII1'll1TI1M BpCTaMa CMpTI1. 3aIllTO HeKI1

I1Majy CMpT 60JIHY, a APYrM MI1PHy? nYCTl1lbl1, a

11 3aIllTO

HeKM yMl1py y Tyl)MHl1, ApyrM y aamrcaao KaKO

rpehu

Hd MOpy? HeKI1 'laK xascy Aa je aa csaxora OArOBOpl1 npenonoonn. -

aecpehnnxel

OCpaMOTI10 CI1 ce! IlOHM-

he

11kana yMpeTI1. -lyire,

3110re je! KyKaBI1~e! Y MeI)YBpeMeHY, npasenna HI1¢OHT, KOjl1 je y CBOM Bl1l)elby 'lyo urra cy KaKOCI1lla311aa CeAM06pe)!(rOBOpl1JII1 JIYKaBI1 AYXOBM, 11cax no-te na ce cMeje ca lbl1Ma. MaJIo 3aTI1M,yrnena OHjenner anrena onseaor je,

opaho -

OHO IllTO CMOMI1 }:iY)!(HM Aa MI1JIOCT

'lI1HI1MO jecre na rrlla'leMO 360r CBOjl1X rpexa 11Aa Tpa)!(I1MO y noxajaisy DmKl1jy. Illro ce TI1'le rora IllTO Me rnrrare, ~II.

TO rrpl1rraAa Hseroaoa CYAY M OAJIy-

11 Hepa3YMHO

je, APCKO 11ortacno TO I1CrrI1TI1BaTl1.EOJhe HaM je }:ia nnaxexo

nperehe

}:ip)!(enl1 Ma'l. Y TOMe 'lacy, nerne y rpany HeKI1 'lOBeK paCTaBJhaO ce rrCOBKaMa 11KJIeBeTaMa.

II ryryjesro

360r CBojl1X oeaaxou,a, MO)!(Aa hexo ycrreTI1 Aa Hal)eMo MaKap MallY

OA nyure 11TeIllKO ce MY'l110. OH oeme aeneaam a HeMl1llOCTI1Ba~, a 11rrpaBe}:inora HI1¢OHTa CTaJIHOje oriacnnao Ha3I1BaO, 11xojexaxo JOIll,

xart cnacersa. EBO, AOJIa3e TeIllKI1 }:iaHI1, xana HI1KO He MO)!(e }:ia pa}:iI1.71 A rrpe Hero IllTO Aol)y, 'lI1HI1MO noopo, KaKO 611CMOBe'lHO )!(I1BeJII1. ):(06pa TI1je 11CBeTa 6eceAa, ose - OArOBOpl1Ille My OHI1.- AJII1 6YAynl1 ]a re He ITI1TaMO3llOHaMepHO, MOlll1MO Te, Aaj HaM HeKI1 OArOBOp.
71

11jepeTI1KOM

ra je

ocyhyjyh«

ra rrpeA ~eJII1M CBeTOM: "3aIllTO OH xaxce

TO 11TO? 3aIllTO paAI1 OBO11OHO?" HeCpenHI1K Hl1je BI1Aeo concTBeHY 6eAY, caxro je rnenao na }:ipyre.

In. 9, 4.

150 Me,72re

TI P 11 LJ E 0

A H 1j E JI 11M A M

TIpl1'1E 60Jhe
6M 6MllO

AH1jEJII1MA CM

151 CBMMa aa3awro

CM

ITOHOBOBaM Ka)!(eM, ro cy CYAOBMEO)!(MjM

AllM ...

na 0 roue 3awro

- Hecpehnme, aaurro
KMAao na csojoj
CM

CM 6MO

rOllMKO necasecrau! 3awro

CM

He pa3rOBapaMO.

nanajy

MM

na yM peqM ITMcMa nahe rM ncrnrryje

Eor

rro CplW rBO-

npoxneroj

Barl1? 3awro

npespeo Bepy
MMeHOM

3aKOH XpMcrOB?

hy

BaM saro noaeurro

pehn. A Bor, KOjM

Harne rrpOM3BOJhelhe,

ce HerrpOMMWJheHO aaxmnsao crpaWHMM

M 3110CllOBMO

EO)!(MjMM?

nexa HaM na rnra HaM je norpetino.

CI1ncosao

xacne JhYAe?EBo urra rM je CBe ro AOHellO! J!I aaurro

MM

J!I raxo nose OH na npnrroaena 0 HeKOM CBOMrr03HaHMKY KOMe MMe 6ewe

ce npnseuthnsao 3awro
CM

aenocrojno,

a 3arMM 6e3 crpaxa EO)!(Mjer rrzsysao Hd 3eMJhY? KpMWOM aa BarM? 3aro cana, aKO

Teorpan.

TeoqlMll je paAMO y jenno] paAMOHM'-IM, rne je sarao

M

pooy,
6MlIO

AllM

6ewe
M

cMporMlhM nno KpB, 3aKMAajynM

rroAMYKao rraMrMB
M

rroTKpaAaWe
M

xynue
crpawHo

na sarn.

AlIM,

anaj, HMje ro

jeAMHo 3110

xoje je qMHMO M HMje OH cave 3aKMAao na MY'-lM cMporMlhe. pa3Apa)!(JhMB cxaepnocnosan.

EMO

je

ys

ra sara He nohe OBaMO, na ce npen CBMMa06jaBM rsoje oeaaxon,e, M3anM M3

AllM

nehe

rM nyura Aa My

ro

3110-

renal

J!lMa Aa 3aYBeK crpananr!

je3MK

ITpaBM nponasena

je3MK! npyr«

Haje

Ipex ce HaA lhMM 6ewe caCBMM aauapno. [om oA MlIaAocrM iserose, Hndrorrr je secro ca lhMM pa3roBapao, caserosao ra, cejao My je y cpue KopMcHe peqM. AlIM HMje ycrreo na ra rrpMBOlIM A06py. Teorpnn 6M ca 3aAoBOlhcrBOM onoryiuao urra My je caernren, rOBopMO, xsaneha
anao aa crpax
EO)!(MjM.

OH, KaKO My pasyxrern

HeKM

6erne OArpM)!(eH,
M

HMje

Morao Aa aarpaaoi
AllM

ce AOHece sara. CaMO je 6pojao rrpcre

MomM

maBOM nanao 3HaKe.

KojM

KaKO cy ra

urra je xreo?
M

Hajsan,

cser

rrp030PJhMB qOBeK,
M

ce raao

nabe, CBe ro BMAe

M

CBOjMMnpocBerlheHMM llMM je BMAe,

OqMMa, qy anrena

3arpa)!(M Aa ce nonece aara, na noxasyje

ra 360r lherOBora )!(MBOra ca cMMpelheM

BplIMHe - "611a)!(MOje MOjy nsnnocr",

rOBopMO je
M

csenrrezs,

"He

anajyha

Teo<pMlI

nose CHa)!(HO na KllMMa maBOM Y3e My AYWY

M

na cy Moja oeaaxon,a npeaaarorasnna

AeMOHcKa" - alIM cax ce HMje Melhao.

pyxaxa,

xao na ncnoaena
M

Aa je !hOMe yqMHMO csa csoja 6e3aKOlha. 3arMM My rrpeAaAe je CYAY ynnra rrpeM M

J!I raxo Aol)e sac na ra noxose cprr cMprM M Y3Me ra ca osora caera, Mecen naua AO rora, YXBarM ra CPA060Jha, a 3arMM crpaunnr aarsop M Hepacnonoxen,e, Ilorosr, xao Aa ce y a.era 3apMllo HeBMAJhMBOCeqMBO xoje My je
MCKMAalIO yrpotiy.
TOlIMKO M

ce ore Y3Aax EO)!(MjeM. lllra rrOA06HM ja,

OH M3AaxHY. Anbeo xaamrren,

MO)!(eMO Aa 3aKJh)"IMMO 113jenae OBaKBe cMprM? nocne noaecrn. -

Tana

My ce '-IpeBa pa3Be3awe

yrpooa

My rrOKYJhaaanorse.
M

cnyuraoue

Y cKlIaAY ca AelIMMa notuna My je

rpeWHMK
6M M

60)!(aHCrBeHa npasna.

Ilourro 6ewe

BelIMKM

6e3aKOHMK - xao

OA Tara saca nescao je nonyapras, ra

y HerrpeKI1AHMM rrpeAcMprHMM MYKaMa. porrrao

je3MK

Bor

6ewe rrOKapao, Aa ce OH cenasmaecr nasa KMAao

aecpehanx CBM
KOjM

rOlIMKO je crporo

Ka)!(lheH oane, na ynnaunnue rpecnaa,

oxymao

~alhM 601I y

nrxpryrao

3y6MMa je
ce6M

ua nocrersn

xao rrOMaMJheH. Ipnsac je concraenn

M

ApyroM )!(MBory. cy clIywalIM caeraren.a ce rnx peqM M noseure na Y3AMWY, paaamnrsajyha 0

ca

rOllMKO cnare, Aa ra je na xpajy OArpM3ao KPBJh y!

McrrlhyHyo sajemro ca rrJhYBaqKOM M

Hynao

6paAY AlIaKY rro AlIaKY, AOKje HMje cacBMM oronno. J!I cranAllM

concrnenxx

HOje 6pojao npcre na pyxaaa, 3arOHerHO je KlIl1MaO maBOM. ,IJ,MBJhe xonyrao je OqMMa. Tpa)!(MO je Aa MallO no-mae, Aa ce MallO yremn ... MMP, HM yrexy! J!I orter
6pOjM 6M

nnje nanasno crpaumo

HM

J1CKYIU1TEJbCKA CMPT
Ilourro
na
MM )KMBeo

rrOql1lhaO nero - Aa KllMMa rnanoa, xcanocran npnaop!

AllM M

Aa -ryna KOCY,na Myqelhe!

MX nomose

M pese

MM

Aa ceAHY aa csoje xnyne, csernrers

rrose

rrpcre, na

ponhe ... Beine ro

npnnoaena

0 Aoral)ajy KOjl1 MM 6ewe otiehao. rOAMHa, alll1 OCBMrao

6MO

Kaxo ra je, aancra, ncrpneo? Ha xpajy 6ewe M3jeo 11concrseae YCHe! Ilosynao je KOCY,nnje My ocrano HM BllaCI1! Hnax, aacrasno je na lIe)!(M, jeseha TaKO Aa
ce nyuia KMAalIa OHMMa KojM ro nocaarpaxy, rrpcre ... CralIHO je 6pojao npcre, Y3alIYA xoje je na sarn yqMHMO! JeAaH anreo CBOjMM6eAHora
72

je, xasce, AaBHO Y Ilaparpany HeKM MllaAMn, rro MMeHY Bacannje. je BeOMa nyxan, CKBepHOCllOBaH M naM xecro
6M

J!lMao je rex ocaauaecr

uixpryhyh« 3y6MMa noxyuraaajyhn Aa M36pojM

6pojenM

pasnparau

031I0maweHMM KpqMaMa. Taj Bacanaje,

nenpasne

xne, paAMO je KOA jensora kpojasa. lllno je XMrOHe M 6ewe A06ap saaarnnja, npeana BeOMa MlIaA. Iberos rasna, rro MMeHY Ilarpaxnje - 31IaraH qOBeK M siex, xojn MMllOBawe M nasatue," KaKO xaxe ITMCMO,CBMMa KojM 6M ce HaWlIM Y HeBOJhM- qecro ra je cnao na cnozsaunse nocnose, a OH 6M xopacrno rrpMlIM73

KojM

raao

HeBMAlhMBO crajawe My:

MyqMO je orlheHMM MaqeM

Teodnrna, rosopehn

Dc. 19,5.

n-. III,

5.

152

Il

P 11 '.J E 0

A H T)

En

f1 M A M

Il
.I1YIlle
M

P 11'.J E 0

A H 1) Ell 11M A

153

Ky .I1ace sarsa y 611aTY pa3BpaTa, npn.ajyhn nenory MMao je BacMIIMje

M

Tell a csora. AIIM

Ilocne HeKOIIMKO .I1aHa, jennora jyrpa, .I10Kje BaCl111Mje csaxora xaca oseKI1BaO CMPT, npohe TY.I1aHeKM rr060)KHM 'J.OBeK, rro MMeHY HMKM<jJOp. Cpue My ce CllOMI1 Ka.I1a ra je BM.I1eO raxo janaora. cllyraMa .I1ara rr0.I1MrHY
M

je.I1HO BellMKO .I106pO, je.I1HY BpIlMHy, xao IlITO heao BM.I1eTM 611aroYTp06Mje

na xpajy, soja je rroKpeHyna

Eoxorje. J1 TaKO je CBe611arM Bor

rIIa.I1. 3aje.I1HO ca rnahy,

Bes oxneaan.a OH 3arrOBe.I1M CBojMM

pYKaMa rrpOCTpo MeKY rrOCTelbY
M M

YCTpojMO n.eroao cnacea.e. AIIM rrol)MMo pe.I10M. bMIIO je TO y BpeMe Ka.I1a je ueny 3eMlbY nanana

rrpeHecy y n.eron .I10M. rrpY)KMO CBaKY aery

TaMo My je HMKM<jJOp corrCTBeHMM rrOllO)KMO ra y lby. CaM My je ca lby6aBlby O.I1pe.I1MOje HM .I1ace

M

aanana jy je
[lIa.I1
M

TaKO oiliTpa

3MMa, .I1acy y uamex rpa.I1Y CBaKO.I1HeBHOYMMpalle

cnoxojcrso.

rro XMlba.I1e lbY.I1M. HMCY CTM3allM HM.I1a MX nocaxpaisyjy, Mpa3

nyro
HeKM

cy

norpajann. Taxo

CBM

6exy

npnnyhea»
M

.I1a orrrycre

.I1BOjMl.\y cllyry OCTa.I1e y roj

.I1aMy

csoje pa.I1HMKe, a
HMTM .I1aMX KaKO 6M

'.JaK M cllyre

csoje, jep HMCY MMallM .I1a MM .I1ajy unary,

.I1anponajy COrrCTBeHY .I1el.\y,
M

nonepa, nourro

My CBe TKMBO

cnyzce, jep caM Bacunnje He 6eIlle y CTalbY oeure OCMY.I1l1l1aY)KaCHa xnannoha.

.I1Be He.I1elbe, .I10K My He .I1ol)e 'lac .I1a O.I1e M3HeHa.I1a ra 'J.yIlle r,[le

naxpane, HeKM cy 'J.aK .I10IllIIM norne .I106MIIM aeurro sa jeno' hy

06e36e.I1MTM norperie
M

Bacnnnje

xyh«

Iocnony.
Beine cyriorise
rOBopM: ,U06po MI1 .I10IllllM ... ,U06po .I10IllllM, CBeTIIo06pa3HM ... Iocnon Bac rrocaMO MallO, rra M.I1eMO ... ClIa ... ,U06po je na CTe Haj3a.I1 CTl1rJIM ... Casexajre jYTpO. ,UOK je nexcao y nocrezsn,

3aje.I1HO ca ocranaaa, KMje. "Kaxo pa3MMililbao

pa3YMe ce, naurao ce y crpaumoa

nonoxajy
M

I1aTpM-

csoje,

neue csoje

CBOjMX pa.I1HMKa?",

je. Jep OH je MMao MHoro CJIY)K6eHMKa. Xreo He xreo, naiore, 6MO je

rrpMMopaH .I1aMX KOHa'.JHO ornycnr.

Bacannje ce nahe aa yIlMl.\M. lour rrpBora .I1aHa rrpo.I1ao je CBOjy xalbMHY y nexoj Kp'J.MM M 0.I1HOBl.\a xynao xpaHy xojy je 0.I1MaX rrojeo. Kacnnje, Mallo-rroMaJIO, rrpo.I1ao je M CBe OCTallO IlITO je MMao. Ha xpajy, crnrao je .I10 npocjaxea,a, nyrajyhn nonynar osaao-onaao, onnaxyjyhn csojy rrporracT M npxrehn 0.I1 XlIa.I1HOne. Tonnxo je oiliTpa 6Mlla cyaovpasnna. .I1a cy My ce M na pYKaMa M
na aorava OTBopMlle paHe
M

no-rene .I1aKpBape.

J13 .I1aHay .I1aHcran-e My ce rroropillaBallO. PMO, .I10 "cnasa TM, bO)Ke"! Ko MO)Ke .I1a ornnue HeCHOCHe 60ll0Be 6llar0.I1apenM Cp'J.aHOCT
M

amr OH HMje amura .I1pyro rOBOKo MyKe 0.I1 ma.I1M?

- Xajne, rrO)Kypl1, MOlll1MO re! Heaoj .I1a0.I10l.\HI1Il1, jep Iocnon re 30Be! - J1 ja sac MOIIMM, cllyre XpMCTOBe, caao aa OBO EBo ... J e.I1aHqOBeK MM je noaajvao .I1eCeTotiona ... M rpetia na My MX BpaTI1M Ilpexnmsea sac 3aTO, casexajre ... Caxexajre .I10K He BpaTMM .I1yr CBOj ... ,Ua TO He nahe xao M3rOBOp llYKaBM KHe3 sasnyxa ... M 6al.\M Me y aM6MC ... a .I1YIlla MM nornne! lJ:MM TO xyme, anremr 6e3 nporaaaersa CTa.I10Ille, jep Iocnon MM MOHaKO tieure 3arrOBe.I1MO .I1a rrpey3My .I1YIllY Bacanajesy 6e3 MKaKBe )Kyp6e M .I1a My nocnyinajy CBaKY M01l6y. .
XpMCTOlby6MBM qyo Bacamrja, .I1a.I1ejoj otione
M

jayxe

pnnau-a n.erosai

Ko

HMKM<jJOp KOjl1
MX

aarene

HMje Morao

.I1a BM.I1M, allM je

0.I1 paHa xoje My je Mpa3 OTBOPMO, a xoje je xpa6po

Tprreo,

0.I1MaX noasa pe'J.e joj na

jenny 0.I1 CllYIllKMlba

Bory?

xoje cy nasune na n.era, O.I1Hece OHOMe 0.I1 xora I1X caMpTHMK oeure

rpnzseae n.eroao norpajann cy nyro. AllM jennora .I1aHa, I1Cl.\prrlbeH, cKllyrr'J.ao ce y nexoj yllM'J.I1l.\11 rpancxoj cren.yhn, .I1pXTenM M xonaehn
0.I1ma.I1M ...

Y Mel)YBpeMeHY, 0.I1 CTpailiHe XlIa.I1HOne, aore cy My ce 0.I1Y3elle, a rrpCTH

My ornana. A OH, raj .I1MBHM Mlla.I1Mn npes.] porrrarsa - l.\ap
M M M

nosajxno. A Bacannje 0.I1MaX rrO.I1M)KepYKe xa He6y, rrpocllaBM qOBeKolby6MBora bora CBOM caaroxr xoja My jour 6eIlle npeocrana M rrpe.I1a.I1enyx csoj axrennaa. - BM.I1I1Telll1 ca.I1a,.I1el.\0Moja - .I10.I1a.I1e rrpaBe.I1HM HM<jJOHT, saspuraaajyha CBOjy rrOBeCT - BM.I1MTe KaKO npaaenan cY.I1Mja Iocnon ypehyje CTBapM y cxnalIM
.I1yca rrpOM3BOlbelbeM csaxora 60p6a 0.I1Hac? OHO IlITO caotipasno

MCTMHCKM BaCMJIl1je [l.\apCTBeHM

TOllMKMM

- rrpMM.

Bor ncnnryje

jecre yHyTpaililba lbY.I1MMa

cserna
M

3Be3.I1a Tprrlbelba nerrpecrano

- CBe je rrO.I1HOCMOkao .I1pyrM JOB, 6e3 CBOjMM uesozsaaa,

qOBeKOBa, a CBe narpahyje

roj 60p6M. Iep qeCTO 6MBa .I1aje allM MMa YHYTpaililbe,

6e3 cnopersa

ca Boron. HarrpOTI1B, y [a CllaBMO.

HeKO Herra)Klbl1B y CBOM cnorsaunsex onxoheu.y, HeBM.I1lbMBO, .I1YXOBHOnenaise: ce, noxasyje

M

OH My je 6rrar0.I1apMO My nosrome.
CBM

ocyhyje ce6e caaora, nnase, y3.I1I1Il1e, cMMpaBa

.I1pyrMMa
M

Pa3YMe ce, y roj cseonurroj cy onnaxnsana

HeBOlbM, HMf.I1e ce HMje Morao HanM '.JOBeK .I1a corrCTBeHY ma.I111 MyKy.

cacrpanasan,e

npexa
M

cMaTpa CBe 60lbMMa 0.I1 ce6e ca-

Mora. ,Ua, MHorM )KI1Be M3HyTpa 6MIIl1 rpeIllHM, a cpnesnanan

rajao

OHaKO KaKO

Bor )Kelll1,

rra MaKap cnorsa

MM

Iocnon Koja BM.I111 CKpMBeHO He nonyurra

154

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tl E 0 A WI, En II M A

I1 P IJtl
31Iy

E 0 A WI) EJUI M A

155

na na KOHlIY nornuy.

A OHI1 KOjl1, HarrpOTI1B, 113HyTpa potiyjy noopo,

111IYKaBcTBY

- OAaBHO caM xreo na cpeTHeM TBOjy npocnaaaesocf Dora Aa noheiu HeKI1 rryT OBaMO Aa ce noaomnn, re yrro3HaM 11na Y)KI1BaM y rsojoj CBeTI1Telh My 0ArOBopl1: U06po, MOlII1TBI1.

TOlIl1KO caM MOlII10 na

11Apyrl1M CTpaCTI1Ma, 'IaK 11aKO cnorsa 'II1He aeurro A06po: csecpnno xoja oeme spnana cacrpanasaa,e

IllTO nsrnena xao ETO

Aa 611x TaKO I1Mao npannxy

spmora, HI1IllTa He A06l1jajy. Taxo je 11OBOMOM'Ie Bactomje y ce61111MalIO jenno 11601I0Balbe ca OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy ryrcaana.
TelIOM

iseroae nyure, AOK je

OH rpellll10.

ETO KaKBO je 6111I0

OTKYAa snaur sa MeHe, Haj60)KaHCTBeHl1jl1? J13allITo CI1TOlIl1KO I1CTpYlIenor y rpeCI1Ma? .

TajaHcTBeHO 61II1CTalbe iseroaora Aa normre,

cplla Kojl1M je, KaKO BaM aa rrO'IeTKY peKOX,

xreo Aa cpeTHelli MeHe, craplla

crexao 6narOYTp0611je 11Ml1lIOCT DO)Kl1jy. 3aTO HI1 Eor rsera Hl1je CaCBI1MOCTaBI10 Hero ra je cnacno na Ha'II1H KaKO BaM ncnpnrtosenax.

Ua, yrrpaBo caM 3aTO TOlIl1KO'Ie3HYO - Aa 611x yrro3Hao TO TBOJeCMl1pelbe. To CI1 'Iyo? AlIl1 3ap je Moryhe na ce na neriy rOBOpl1 0 myc0611 KaKBa J1CTI1Hy TI1 rOBOpI1M, lhy6lheHI1 cnyro DO)Kl1jl1 OArOBopl1 My anren, naxne: KaA rOA I1AeM

Iep

'Iyo caM na neoy KaKO TI1 ra je rOCrrOA AapOBao CorrCTBeHOM PYKOM. -

IIPJ1JATEJb AHfEJIA
nobocao na O):lClIY)KI1MOJII1Typrl1jy y xpaMy cserora xonaja, KOjl1 ce HalIa311 xpaj Ilanare 1130611lha, KaKO je 30By.
Aa ce MOlIl1 rOCrrOAY, 3aBYKaBIlll1 ce y HeKI1 yrao. XI1TpO ce rrorpysuo CTBeHO caspuan,e. (OBAe

caM ja? HI1BeApo ce OCMeXHYBllIl1. - JIYKaBCTBa y MeHI1 HeMa. na He6eCKI1 )KpTBeHI1K na npeuecea 11npnnoce

Ienaora jyrpa,

Cnyuiaj,

Dory ca osora )KpTBeHI1Ka 3eMHor MOlIl1TBe jep CBOjl1M Ay60KI1M CMl1pelbeM AeMo~e

CTl1rOCMO rrpe Hero llITO je clIY)K6a rrosena. AlIl1 rrpaBeAHI1K 0AMax none Y rajan-

xpnurhancxe,

Aorrl1pe MI1 AO yurajy urra Apyrl1 anrenu rOBope 0 re-

611 - na je HJ1(POHT yronno

Bnunsea,

hy rrOMeHYTI1 Aa je,

aKO ce MOlII10 a He 611jacao rnenao ca HeKI1M. J13HeHaAI10 caM ce, jep

CaTl1pe y rrpax 11rrerreo, Aa ce ceha y cBojl1M MOlIl1TBaMa He6eCKI1X cnna 11Aa Je 3aTO Iocnon 3arrOBeAI10 CBaKOMe aHrelIY na ra HerrpeCTaHO rrOMl1lbe ... 11Apyro ClIl1'IHO TOMe. ETO 3allITO caM T01II1KOxceneo Aa re yrr03HaM. J1 cana 61IarOAapl1M Dory llITO MI1 je OCTBapl10 Ty )Kelhy ... AlIl1 Hl1je Moryhe, rrpe61II1CTaBI1 CBeTl1nHI1'Ie He6eCKI1! Mopa na ce AOrOAl1lIa nexa rpellIKa ... To llITO MI1 kascenr ):Ia CI1 xyo CBaKaKO Mopa na cy 0 HeKOM npyroa HI1<P0HTY anrenu roBOPl1lIl1. 3a MeHe Ba)K11 caMO OBa I1CTI1Ha - Aa HI1KaKBO A06po HI1CaM y'II1HI10.

Iocnona, OH TaKBY MOlIl1TBY cMaTpao 113ry6lheHI1M BpeMeHoM.)

Uocra xacnnje, -ryx ra KaKO paarosapa snao caM ):Iajour HI1KOra HeMa y lIpKBI1.

Y jeAHoM rpenyrxy pa3rOBOp npecrane 11Mallo rrOTOM OH, 3aMI1IlllheH, cene y csojy cTacI1AY. Xrenox Aa ra yrIl1TaM ca KI1M je pa3foBapao, amr y Mel)YBpeMeHY
rtoxe DOlKaHcTBeHa JII1Typrl1ja. UOK je caopann ynopno rtpnxosanor 3a speae HapoA rrojao, npenonorinn orau crajao je npaso, nornena n aenpnae, I10rneA pyxe xa CBeTI1aa CBeTI1lKpTBeHI1K. Cnjao je oA panocrx

Cana aeh

113HeHal)eH 11raHYT lberOBI1M 6ecKpajHI1M CMl1pelbeM, amen He-

My ce 113MeH110.JII1K My je 6110 61II1CTaB 11pYMeH xao CBe)Ka pY)Ka.

crane, He peKaBllIl1 My HI1 pe'I. CBeTI1Telh ce camy 11rrOKlIOHI1 MeCTY na KOM je aaren crajao. A 3aTI1M ce rrorpY311 Y pa3Ml1ll1lhalbe. . "I1a311 ce, aecpehnn HI1<pHTe!", rrOMI1ClIl1 OH. "YaK 11Aa TI1 Je A06pa 60p6a 11na TI1 je rroasnr Ae6elIora nocrojan noxsane 11Aa je ClIaAaK nnon TBojl1X Harropa, TI1 CI1 cBaKojaKI1M
31I0M,

Bennxora Bxona, CBeTI1Telh je

ca 'IelKlbOM npyzcro

lbaMa 11113rneAalIo je na ce MOlIl1 norpecno xao Aa he na ce pacnyxae, Ilpennaazsen epocoa, OHje 'Ie3HYo na norpxn

caopauo.

Cpue

My je CHalKHO nynano,

onaronahy Uyxa 11OMaMlheH 60lKaHCKI1M

npeaa rropeTKy, CY3Ap)Kao je ca KI1M je

aa AapOBI1Ma, Aa nanae na lbl1X, na I1X lIelII1Ba ...

AlIl1 na He 611 xora Ca6JIa3HI10 11113nourrosan,a

I1rraK HalIl1K rprosa-ncoj

lIal)l1, ncnyn.eaoj

KOJarrlIOBI1 rrocpeA CpeCTI1 XpI1CTa,

CBOj 6oroHaAaXHYTI1 nopaa 11OCTao aa CBOMe MecTy, cnaaehn Dora.

Mopa. AlIl1 KO 3Ha na 1I11hem CTl1hl1 AO nyxe, rne

hem

Onnasehn
pasrosapao

rrOCJIe ornycra

113npxse, 3aMOJII1X ra na MI1 orxpnje

111I11 em AO)KI1BeTI1 6pOAOlIOM 11TPYA he TI1 ce rrOKa3aTI1 Y3alIYAHI1M? J1llITa he h 611TI1TaAa? 0, KaKBa uecpeha' J1m! 3aMI1ClII1 Aa Cl1lbl1Ba sacejana, nyaa KlIaCJa. AlIl1 KO 3Ha xoheur 1I11113AplKaTI1 AO xaca lKeTBe? J11I11he I1Tl1l1e 11)KI1BOTl1lbe AI1Blhe rr0306aTI1 rsoje xnacje, a rtoxcap CrralIl1TI1 ClIaMY KOJa rrpeocT~He. TaKBo ra pa3MI1Illlhalbe
. ?"

TaMO, paHO yjYTPY, 11KaKBO je TO Bl1l)elbe I1Mao. A OH, xao -renon.yCBI1 KOjl1 ce uanajy na isera, ca aHrenOM! To 6eIlle anren KOjl1

611BI1oran, HI1IllTa MI1 He CaKpl1. 3aTO 11ja cana 3arrl1cyjeM CBe IllTO syx, Aa ce rrpOCJIaBl1l1Me DO)Kl1je 11Aa ce 06paAyjy

Y lIPKBI1, AaKJIe, 61Ia)KeHI1 je pa3roBapao

AOBeAe AO cKpYilleHOCTl111 OH ce CMl1pl1 JOlli BI1Ille.

'IyBa CBeTI1 )KpTBeHI1K. OH ce y jeAHoM 'Iacy janao CBeTOMe 11peKao My:

To je 6110 yrrpaBo onaj TpeHYTaK KaAa je ceo y CBOjy craCI1AY, KaKO caM aeh rroMeHyo, Mano rrpe Hero IllTO je no-rena JII1Typrl1ja.

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11 M A

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157

AHfEJU1 CACJIY)KJ1TElbJ1
3arl1M ra yrnrrax urra je BH,l1eoKaga je no-rena EO)KaHCrBeHa JIHryprl1:ja. OH MH pelJe ,l1alJl1M je CJIY)KHrelb peKao "ElIarOClIOBeHO uapcrso ,l1araj HHlIlTa HHje ocerno. ... ", OH a Bl1:ge oraa, KaKO Cl1l1a3Hca neria H rrOKpHBa CBerH )KprBeHHK H cseurreanxa,

Kana CJIY)KHTelb nomoxe CBeTH XJIe6, yaaxxyjyh« "Csermse cBeTHMa", a ,l10KHapO,l1nojaure "je,l1aH je CBeT, jenaa je Iocnon ... ", HeKO H3 catipaa.a oKpeHY
ce cBeTHTelbY H THXO ra yrrHTa: 3alIlTo, oxe, CBelIlTeHHK xazce "Csernn,e cBeTHMa"?

Kacmrje,

xana je HapO,l1 no-reo na rroje

Tpncsery

necsry, lJempl1: anrena

- 0 CBHMa HaMa OH TO rOBopH, nere Moje. To 3HalJH: CBeTHM y,l10BHMa XPHCTOBHM aexa rrpHcTyrrH onaj KOje cserl
A ,l1pyrH opar, KOjH oeiue rrpocr H neyx, yrrHra ra: A lIlra je CBerocr, oxe? To 3HalJH cnenehe ... AKO
01

cmuna cy H nojana sajenao ca IhHMa. Ha lJHTalhY ArrOCTOJIY, nojasno "Annnyja'', nocne aaspurerxa ce 611a)KeHHI1aBlIe na opojanxua.

ynyhy]«

-rreua. Ha

Anocrona, cjegHlheHH rnaCOBH HapO,l1HHYCXOgl1JIH

A na EBaHljelbY, H3 ycra CBelIlreHHKOBHX H Y3HOCl1:H3HeHa,l1aBH,l1eKaKO ce He60 AHI1oMa3aHI1KY

pa3BparaH, H

HeMoj ce yCy,l1HrH ,l1arrocraca 6HJIO KHM, csora 6JIH)Klher, croj

cy na He60 xao KaKBa orrseaa, lJBpCrO ncnnereaa jenaa no jernra pelJ H3JIa3HJIaje xao nnaven JIa ce na neoeca. MaJIo rrpe

ueur CY,l1eOHHKraxo He npncrynaj.

BeJIHKe raj He. AKO CH Y aenpnjarezscrny

AKO HCMejaBalIl HITH ncyjem

ocyhyjeut

nonarse 0,l1EO)KaHCrBeHora npmeurha.

Bxona

lJaCHHX ,l1apOBa, cserarezs

Y rOM lJacy Ben, MeljyrHM, cnY)KHrelb pelJe "npahnre".

orsapa 11ca isera ce H3JIHBa HeKaKBO HeH3pel..\HBO H He3eMHO onaroyxau,e. rena cl1:JIa)Kaxy ca BI1Cl1:He, ojyha XI1MHe 11CJIaBOCJIOBlba n [ansery, 11CHHY EO)Kl1jeM.

Tana

csenrren,

nocaarpaure cynua!

OHe KOjl1 cy ce rrpHlJelIlnHBanH. JIHKOBI1HeKHX

O,l1IhHXrrOl..\pHeJIH6H lJl1M 611OHH npl1MHnH 60)KaHCrBeHe rajne. A mma ,l1PYrHX 6nl1crana cy norryr EJIa)KeHH crane Y3,l1I1CarH11O,l1MaXHBarH maBOM ... xpaj rryrHpa H ca nourrosaa.ea rrparHJIH rrpHlJeOHH xao HeKO onarosecrxa, OHH 6H My Hd rajne AHreJIH cy crajamr

nojasn npexacrn 11rrpelbyrrKH Mnanenau! Ha pYKaMa fa ,l1p)Kaxy aurenn Kojl1 fa ,l10HeCOlIle H nonoxmue aa CBerH ,l1HCK,aa KOM ce aalIa)Kaxy lJaCHH naposn. OKO Hiera ca6pa ce MHOIllTBO y fieno ogeBeHI1X H rrpe611HCraBl1X MlIa,l1Hna, KOjH cy ca gl1BlbelheM 11rpeneroa 60)KaHCrBeHY nenory, L(olje
11 'lac

J1 me! Y TO ce

urhnsau,e.

Kana 611 ce, TaKO, npxxeurhasao

maBY rrOJIaraJIH seaan.

A kana 611, nartporas,

rrpl1na3HO HeKO rpeuraa,

nocaarpana

Iberosy

6H OKperaJII1 rnase ca OlJHrne,l1HI1M rHYlIlalheM.

Tana

uenopoune

na cy I1lIllJe3aBaJIe ca CBeTe )KJIHl.\e, raxo ,l1aje narnenano no JII1l.\y, OH 6110,l111a3110as noupneol c

xao na rpelIlHI1K He H306pa)KeHOM rrOHOBO

Bennxora Bxona. ClIY)Kl1Telb ce npl1611l1)KH na Y3Me y pyxe

HX 11nonoxa aa csojy rnasy, rrO,l1I1)Kynl1

rrpHMa y ce6e TeJIo H KpB XPI1CTOBY. Ca OCY,l10MIocnonisoa

csera ,l1HCK11csern rryrHp, nomose sajenno ca IhHMa 11L(eTe. lJ:HM csermse

Kana
ce nojasn

ce JIHryprHja

3aBplIlHna H CBelIlreHHK 113rOBOpHo orrrycr,

naahoure, 11gOK je HapO,l1 ca YMl1:lbelheM rrojao, caerarezs

MJIa,l1eHlJe sa pYKaMa CBerl1X anrena H xao ,l1ace KpOB xpaMoBHH

BH,l1eanrene KaKO nenehy KpHm1Ma Hag rnaBOM ClIY)KHTelbeBOM, naa xepYBI1Ma H nsa cepa<iJHMa ,l1al1,l1ynpen n.aaa, a 6e36pojHe npyre aarene na ra OKPY)Kyjy, nojyha ca panomhy HeHCKa3aHe cnasonoje.

pa3,l1eJII1 nansoje.

Tyna

aHreJIH 113HeCOlIle L(ere aa He6eca y3 XHMHe l1: CJIa,l10K ce lJygecHH Ml10MHPHC H cana

BOCJIOBlba, xao lIlTO fa 6exy 11cnycrnnx, csyna YHaOKOJIOH3JIHO.

Kana

CBelIlreHI1K CTl1)Ke,l10caere rpne3e 11nonosor ua Ihy 'laCHe napose, CBOjl1M Kpl1l1HMa. L(BojHl..\a xepysaaa cranoure ca necne

To je, naxne, 6HJIO OHO urro je rrpaBe,l1HHK saneo y l..\pKBH 11lIlTO MI1 je HCnpn-rao na rryry, ,l10KCMO ce spahana y HalIlY KeJIHjy.

aarenn je npexpmue

CTpaHe CJIY)Kl1relbY, a ,l1Bacepa<iJl1Ma cnesa, raxo na HX OH mrje BH,l1eo. EO)KaHCrBeHO TajHoBO,l1CrBO ce HaCTaBI1. Hapon je 113rOBOpHO"Bepyjea'' 11nobe 'lac ocaehen.a lJaCHHX ,l1apoBa. Cnyxorren, I1X 611arOClIOBl1 11xasa: " ... I1peTBOpHBlIlI1I1X L(YXOM CBOjl1M CBeTI1M. AMI1H, aMI1H, aMI1H." HI1K Bl1:,l1e jennora anrena rne Y3HMa Ma'l 11KOlbe Mnanenua,

Eor

My je, HcrHHa, OTKPl10 MHore rajne xoje, aKO ce 3arrHlIlY nojenanaxao, Klhl1re.74 KaKO 6H ce rHMe rrpOCJIaBl10

KaKO BeJIl111Eaaaherse, MHClII1M,l1a HH y cas cser nehe craru nanncane L(O,l1any,nnax, join noaeurro,

Eor.

Tana

npasenylll1 y ln. 21, 25.

KpB Iberosy

CBeTH rryrHp, ,l10KMy EO)KaHCrBeHo Tello Hcrrap'la 11CMeCrl1 na ,l1I1CK. arHM ce 3 rrOHOBOnOBY'le na csoje Mecro 11crane CKPOMHO11n060)KHo.
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n P H lJ E 0
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fioja onpeMa. 11YKa3a ce Iocnon, ceneha aa rrpeca nourrosarsea
M

A H '6 En 11M A

159 a

Iep

TOlU1KOje orripannxe
MM,

rpexosa

KojM ce

pahajy

on crpacra,

OAjeAHoM, OTBOPI1 ce CBOA He6eCKM CBeTJIOM npeCTOJIy. OKO Ibera, nocrpojean 6exy qMHOHaqaJIHMl1l1 oqapa csenrren,a onsenoa
AJIM M He6eCKMX

KojMMa rHeBMMO Bora nyurra

BojCKM

neopojena

norioxaouthy, Apyrl1 anrena, Bnhea.e

M

uecpehan lhYAM. JIYKaBM AeMOHM yseuie csoje opyxje M cnpeMMwe

qMHOBe jenan no jenan,

ceo 1)aBo nose Aa OTxoje cy

najyh«

MM

csoje BOJIwe6He HanpaBe,

MX

ocxejax paAocTM nojasn

My ce na YCHaMa. CPl1e My je ca

qe)!(IhOM )!(YAeJIO Aa ce

nahe

Mel)y lhMMa.

Kaxo

611xreo Aa je ITTMl1a 11 IToKa-

onrosapane csaxoj rrojennnoj UpKBe XpMcTOBe. nonpan jour smne 3y6MMa. M

cTpacTM. Paceja
M

no l1eJIOM cBeTy, y CBe 06JIaCTM

Aa rrOJIeTI1 xa lhMMa! 11OHI1 cy M3meAaJIM xao Aa ra ca 3aAoBOlhCTBOM nocaarpajy,

A 3aTMM Aol)e -rac na nouran.e nexe

y BM3aHTMoH.75

Tana

My MpaqHM

nMK

OH ce HaMpWTM OA cpnre,

HawaBWM ce y HeAOYMMl\M. WKP-

syjyh«
BOJII1!

ca
AJII1

panoinhy
HM¢OHT!

na isera jenan ApyroMe,

rOBopaxy: je osne! KaKO Hac OH 3aMCTa

- KaKO Aa ce YXBaTMM y KOWTal1 ca ,1..(eBM110M? CTaJIHOje nonasn.ao, -

[JIe,

Jby6lheHM Haw rrpnjaren,

ryhyhn

OHa ce 3aYBeK YCTOJIMqMJIay

M

Ilapnrpany

He MMqe ce OTYAa. a najnpe

3aTO M Ml1lhera

nOMl1lheMO y CBOjMM TajaHcTBeHMM CBeWTeHOCJIYM

JIMqHO WTMTI1 BI13aHTI10H AalhY 60Pl1MMa ...

M

nohy

naje CMeJIOCTHasapehanaaa,

)!(elhMMa!

Taxo

He AonYWTa MojMMa Aa pane KaKO san-a CBOj rrocao ... yPJIMK, 113a6pa rpnnecerax xl1lhaAa AeMOHa

Csarna je 6JIarOCJIOBeHM 6JIa)!(MO anrene

reJIM
BOJIe

rOBopMO HaM: -

0,

KOJIMKO

an-

POA xpmuhancxa'

Kana 6MCMO

3HaJIM KOJIMKO ce OHM Myqe Hac pana! 11na 6JIarOAapMMO CBOjMM BeJII1KI1M ce HenpeCTaHO sacrynajy
M

OH McrrYCTM jeAaH paajapenn rrOCJIa MX y UapCKM rpan, Y TO, MeI)YTMM, npenonoonn HM¢OHTe, OKpeHM ce cana

3aTO, AaKJIe, 11MI1 rpetia IhI1X na nourryjeuo Ao6poqMHMTelhMMa, TOM nparoa HaKMTy, 6eCMpTHI1M l\BeTOBMMa!

orau sauy nOHOBO MCTM mac rAe My xaxce:

M

KaMelhY, 6JIMCTaBl1M 6l1Cepl1Ma, He6eCKOM

nornenaj

xa

MCTOKY.

Iep

OHM

sa Hac KOA

Caeonarora 11npeKJIMlhy [a Aa HaM ce CMI1JIyje M cnacn Hac OA se-mora Myqelha.

A Aa He rOBOpl1MO 0 TOMe WTO croje xpaj Hac croje xpaj Hac sao CTpa)!(a. CBojMM. AJIM
M M

AalhY
M

uohy:

KaAa

jenexo,

OHI1

necpehmrx AeMOHa, OH ce OKpeHY M BMAe jenao norse aehe OA rrpBora, oKynaHo CBeTJIOwhy. Taao cy ce HaJIa3MJIM nocrpojenn neripojena anrenn, OAeBeHM y 6eJIo M 6JIMCTaBM nonyr Mylhe, npelhynKM
M

Y3AMWyhM )!(aJIOCHO 360r nocrnruyha

Kana

cnanavo,

aaxpnsajy

Hac 3aWTMTHl1qKl1 Kpl1JII1Ma kana rryryjevo MopeM, cByrAe

npeKpaCHM.

BMJIO

MX

je MHoro sntue OA AeMOHa, netipojene

WTMTe M

XMlhaAe.
M

kana paAMMO, 11xana MAeMOnYTeM,

Ienan 0):1IhMX, HajBMwM 11HajcBeTJIMjM, npOJIa3MO je Kp03 jenaa no jenaa CTpOj nOACTMl\aO CJIyre BO)!(Mje na ca na)!(IhOM qyBajy xpmnhane.

csarna,

OHM

cy xpaj Hac, xao 3aWTMTHI1l\11 11rroMohHMl\M HaWM y CBeMY!

SaTMM OH raj He6eCKM

rrOCJIa no ABa qMHa y CBaKY 06JIaCT UpKBe, a y KOHCTaHTMHorrOlh rrOCJIa mesnecer xl1lhaAa anrena. A rrOWTO pacrroAeJII1 CBY BOjCKY rro sacen.eua, qMHOHaqaJIHMK Y3111)eHa aetieca ...

HAIDJ1 HETIPJ1JATEJbJ1 J1 CABE3HJ1IJ;J1

Kana
KaKO My roaopa: M

je 3aBpWMO CBOjy
M

MOJIMTBy,

6JIa)!(eHM aajenaoa M3a ce6e, xa

aaxy

HeKM

mac

ITperroA06HM nohe CTaJIHO noaaaaajyhn: Ax,

KOJIMKe

ce6M

M,

nopaxen BMl)elheM, CTaAe 0AMaXMBaTI1 maBOM,

HM

HI1¢OHTe, OKpeHM ce
M

nornenaj

aanany,
non-e
MX

ce rajne

36MBajy, a MI1

He 3HaMO!
MM,

KOJIMKY

HaM novoh

OH ce CMeCTaOKpeHY

rrp030plhMBMM OKOM BMAe HeKaKBO oecxpajao

na lheMY caopauo neopojeno

M

MHOWTBO l1PHMXpaTHI1Ka. JeAaH OA lhMX, CTpaWHM na

HeBMAlhMBO npy)!(a qOBeKolhy6MBM y HeMapy 11JIelhOCTI1...

CBeTM

Iocnon

ca netia! A
M

jaAHMl\M, BalhaMO ce

11MpaqHM rpMalh, XMTpO ce rrpOBJIaqMO M3Mel)y lhMX, 6pojehl1 BOjCKY,neneha sere

OH Ay60KO Y3AaxHY, rrOAI1)!(e OqM xa neoy Ose Haw, Boxe, )!(MBOTBOpqe, ,1..(apyj CBI1Ma HaMa paCYAHOCT VI CMJIY 11BJIaCT ITpOTMB JIYKaBMX AYXOBa. YqMHI1 Aa ce CKpwe
75

xasa:

crpojese 11Aajyhl1 pa3JIMqMTa aapehersa M ynYTCTBa 3arrOBeAHI111I1Ma. - Paryjre 60APO 11CMeJIO!- qy ra npenonotia« rne BMqe. - CI1JIa Moja Be-

JIMKaje ca BaMa!

Mene

rnenajre, Aa ce He rrJIaWMTe! pasnsojeaa nonecoure uresnecer

M3 M

Taxo,

AaKJIe, rne cy paTHI1l\11 crajann AeMoHa

M

y qI1HOBe, rro jenan aa ana opyxje

M

CBaKM rpex, Aol)e jour ApyrMx

paTHy
M

orrpeMy, pa3JIl1Ql1TY sa CBaKM QMH. Tpncra

ner 6l1JIO je BpcTa

Ilapnrpan.

160

n P 11'1 F

A H 'fi E 1111M A

npl1LJE

0 AH1)EIlI1MA

161

Iloxohy 11Cl1lIOM TBojOM, Y lIl1HI1 ua 113al)eMo xao rr06eAHI1l\11

HaA MpallHI1M 11lIYKaBI1M BapBapl1Ma. A nourro ce OBeHlIaMO MI10MI1Pl1CHI1M TBOjl1M BeHl\eM, ITpa3HI1l1HI1 heMo CaCTaBI1TI1 JII1K 3ajeAHo ca aHfeJII1Ma TBojl1M CBYAa OKO rrpeCTOJIa Tsora, BJIaAI1KO 6JIa)!(eHI1, CBeTI1, TpI1CBeTI1,

KpCTMO. JIa)!(e!

Enaxen

je onaj KO xpurrasa

nyure M TaKO MX YBOAM Y UPKBY M rOBopM Iocnon Y EBaHl)eJhY.

l\apCTBO XPI1CTOBO. Ko rrpMMa aac Mene npnaa," nere Y

MMe

A jeAHoM, Y3eBllll1 nere, rrOCTaBM fa xpaj Ce6e M pelle 11M: AKO KO rrpMMI1 OBO Moje, MeHe rrpl1Ma, a aKO KO Mene rrpMMM, rrpMMa Onora Koja Me Ko je, onna, 6JIa)!(eHl1jl1 0.11retie KojM rrpMMalll sajenno ca MJIaAeHJIM

je nocnao." 0.11rorar

l\I1Ma Xpncra, a ca XPMCTOM Iberosora Ouai I1Ma I1AM, crora, AeHl\11 lIMjM

Mller smuer

M csernjer

nere Moje, M HaCTaBM Aa lI11HMlll TO A06po AeJIo. ua CBeTOM xpurren.y,

Iep

MJIa-

hem

KpCHM orau na nocraneur

I1hl1 he npen CBeTMJhKI1

Oxe,

CI1He 11Yrerunren.y )lYllle, Koj 11onpxcaaaur CBeT.

rnojox AYlliOM xana ce OHa 6YAe Y3AM3ana na nerieca, BelIMKa je TO lIaCT aa

reoe, a nopaa He6eCKI1XJIYKaBMX AYXOBa! AHreJIM, Ap)!(ehM
KOJIMKO OHOlIMKO

DO)!(e crpaunm

je M neue xojy CI1 KpCTI10, 6JIa)!(eHCTBa.

)lOK je rrojao re pelll1 MOJII1TBe, rrpaBeAHMK je ropxo nnaxao 11y3AI1Cao, jep ce riojao Aa ra AeMoHI1 He nooene, na He 113ry611 AYlllY 0.11nexe Ca6JIa3HM OHI1X

aa MeCTO ae-mora

ncsemhe re .110npecrona Boxajer, a OTYAa Yxasahe TM nosacr; AaKJIe, aa MCTM HallMH aa

y
JIMKy

KojM CM M TI1 rrpMMMO XpMCTa 11yxasao My noxacr

Ael\e.

. KOJI11I11He6 esakon.e. 70 ITperroA06HI1 HWpOHT je nenpecraao

11aarnpaponne ce cnoraxne

pa3MI1lllJhaO 0 3nOlll1HCTBI1Ma AeMOH-

CKI1M11CTapao ce na OCTaHerrpl1Jhy6JheH DOry. [ep, rrpeMAa My je OH 06jaBI10 MHore rajae, MaAa ra je YAOCTojMo na BI1AM lIYAeCHa BI1l)elba, MaAa ra Je ysepao, xao BojHI1Ka 11npnjarena

Csor Jhy6JheHOr, Aa HI1KaAa saure uehe AaTI1 Aa

Hero Aa he aa acnnny 11BaCI1JIMCKaCTapTI1 11CMI1l\alIMl\a

0 KaMeH nora u.eroaa,"

113ra311TI1nasa 113Ml1jy,78 nnax jc 6JIa)!(eHI1 HWpOHT csarna )!(I1BeO 11rr0,11BI13aBaO ce ca BeJII1KOM rra)!(lbOM 11cMMpelbeM, jep ce 60jao reese onseue lIYKaBI1X AeMOHa.

BJIAfO,l1,AT KPCHOfA
)lpyrl1

OU;A

nyr, oner, AOK je rrpellOA06HI1 orau TI1XOBaO Y CBOjOj KeJIl1jl1, A°l)e

My Y nocery HeKM l\apCKI1 Ocpl1l\l1p. _ MOIlI1M re, oxe, rrOM0311MI1 - pelle My OH, Olll1rJJeAHO )!(alIOCTaH. - )lourao caM na Ylll1TaM neurro rsojy cserocr,

aanajyhn

ce Aa hy I1MaTI1 KOPI1CTI111

Hahl1 Ml1p, jep Me je y:meMl1pl1JIa jenna rrOMI1CaO. CBeTI1TeJh Hl1je xexao na My osaj orxpnje CBOjy rrOMI1Cao. _ Carana re je 06MaHYO - 0AMax My OArOBopl1, - IToAcMeXHYO TI1 ce,

rosopehn
76 77

TI1 ):Ia HaBO):lHO

neheui

I1MaTI1 rrnaTY OA Dora aa CBY neiry xojy CI1

Yn, ne. 90,12. 7R Vn. Ilc. 90, 13.

Dc 140,9,

79

My, 10,40,
9, 47 -48,

80 flK,

162

ITPI1LIE

AH'I)EJJHMA

IT P 11 LI E 0

A H 1) E

Il

11 M A

163
je

C6emU

Hexiuapu]e

EfuHCKU

Kana

ce sparno

xyhn, Hexrapnje

ce pastioneo

OA rpana.

Y nocren.n

3EMAJbCKJ1 AH1)EO HEBECKJ1 QOBEK

~poBeo ABaAeceraK nana, alIl1 je cpehoa 6110 y A06pl1M pYKaMa 110 fbeMY cy ce 0PI1)KIbI1BO crapamr. TOKoM Tor nepl10Aa, Hexrapnje je y CHY MMao jenno BMl)efbe. BMAeo je caxora ce6e rne crojn na 3elIeHOM naunsaky M nena cnasocnosn,e "CBerIIOCrl1 )KI1BOrBOpHa csere cnase". M3HeHaAa, CBe ce pacnnaacano 113a611MCraii0 3acllenlbyjynoM c~er~olllny.

Tana je

rrpMMerMo Aa na YAalbeHocrM oA ornpxnnxe 11ca

036MlbHMM

ner Merapa croja JeAHa )KeHa, CKPOMHO onesena

11TY)KHMM cy je CBeTM ... "

113pa30M na IlI1l\Y· OKO fbeHMX pavena cnjane cy 3Be3Ae, a npanont BaCl1lIMJe BellMKM M CBeTM Iparopnje Ilanaaa. "Hexrapnje", noasao ra je lbeH cnanak, 3BOHaK mac. "Hexrapxje nomen 6110 je npnxosan HI1 na ce aa n.y, 3a'IYBlIll1 HeKTapl1je~

Iberosa nponosen je rora nana 61111a nocsehena rprrlbefby. I10311BaOee na 6eceAY xojy je na I1CTYTeMY 113rOBOpl10 AHTI10X, MOHax 113Ianaruje.

KaKO 113rOBapa

"Khepa

Moja,

Ileuo

EO)Kl1ja", peKao je

Hexrapnje,
'IMMe

"BI1AI1M na ce aaura l\pKBa, Aa ce OHa Halla3H

iseroao MMe, HI1Je 6110 y crarsy xpa6pocr, Y3Bl1KHYO je: "Ilpecnera

noxpene, Kana
... "

je aajsan caxynno

cpl\a TI1XO MOlle Ilpecseroj DoropOAI1l\I1. Hatua CBeTa, Ilpasocnaana YBeK nocraszsa Hieny I1KOHY 113HaAomapa, noxasyje H3Mel)y netia H sesose, H3Mel)y Caenpxorren,a H Hierose

EorOpOAI1l\e, KaKO caM ce ynocrojno

sojyjyhe UpKBe. To

"He 60j ceo MM re n03l1BaMO na HaM ce npI1ApY)KMlIl. JY'Ie ce HeKOlIl1KO amelIa npnnpeaano aa reoe ... " "He paayvea", nponpscsao je. "Iocnon je OAIlYQl10 na ocranenr. Hacrasuheur Aa xopasaur OBMM Ter06Hl1M nyrexr, nYTeM rpnn.eu.a I1l1l1l'IeKI1Bafba, alIl1 ja He 3HaM KOllI1KO... " "~peeBeTa crpax. "Heaoj na ee nnaunnu ... HaeTaBI1 csojy 60p6y. focnOA EorOpOAI1l\e", ApXTao je OH, "He nanyurraj Me jep Me XBaTa . retie."

'IHHI1MO yrrpaBo crora lIlTO je OHa aaiua HajMonHHja 3acTyrrHI1l\a,

nama Majxa
Ca

na He6ecMMa xoja 'Iyje naure MOllHTBe H nosnaje nauie nenahe M oxexaaarsa.

onsaaorotuhy
npeA lbl1M.

xojy Majxa HMa npen CMHOM, OHa aa csaxora OA Hac nocpenyje

Hehy

ce smne sanpxcaaara

ua oojaunsersy

Hiene neoecxe yllore, jep

sepyjes, na je OHa A06po n03HaTa CBaKOM I1CTMHCKOM npaBOClIaBHOM

xpmnha-

HI1Hy. )Kelleo 6HX, Mel)YTI1M, na ce ycpeAcpeAHM na jeAHy BeOMa Ba)KHY BPllHHY xojy je H OHa nocenonana OBAe, na 3eMIbH. Ta BpllHHa je Tprrlbefbe. OHa je narana 360r CYMfbHI1 aenonepersa, 11ycaxrsenocra, ce 'IaK H anrena ce noxajere rpnersnsocra
M

he 6l1TM ys

narnna je ycnen cnpoaanrrna, )KanOCTH, cTpaAafba allH je YBeK 6HlIa rpnen.asa. Ibenoj rprrelbHBocTH AI1Bl1l1l1ey
OHa je 3601' fbe 61111a aarpabena, 11 BHAl1re,

Mnorn Hexe

OA HeKTapl1jeBMx
M

Y'IeHMKa pYKorrOllO)KeHI1 ey sa cseurrenaxe. To je aa isera npencraarsano

BenMKY

xhepn

Moje, aKO

OA lbl1X je

lIH'IHO pyxononoaoro.

a He noxaxere TprreIbI1BOCT, onna ere caeBHM Mano y'II1HHlIe. De3 He MO)KeMO3aA0611TH octane Bplll1He.

panocr, 6YAynl1 Aa Je snao na 11Maa raj Ha'IMH ornapa 61Il1CTaBl1 nyr KOjl1 BOJII AO eaMMX spara

Xpncroc, 113BOPpaAOCTI1 aa csaxor xpmuhaanna, Kpaja 6une citacen ... "

Hax je 11naur Iocnon Hcyc pexao: OHaj KO upeUipuu go

YTellll1-

Ilapcrsa Heoecxor. I1paBoenaBHI1 cseurreaax,

jep My je nonyurreao

CKPOMHI1 eBO-

~aco¢op,

I1Ma sehy Mon Hero Apxanreo

na, npaaocehn

oecKpBHY )KPTBy, I1crrpY)KJ1 csojy pyKy npexa II OO)KaHcKY KpB. llaK J1Ka):1ayMpe, He npecraje UIHOM

CaMoM Dory. Caeurrennx

KaA je 3aBpllll10 csojy nporroBeA, 113rneAallO je Aa cy ce napoxnjana HaKOH crnycra, Al10 ee Aa yrellll1 CBI1cy ee oKyrrl1l1l1 OKO Hexrapnja,

IO~ rrpOrraAIbJ1BOM, 3eMHOM PYKOM rrpeTBapa XJIe6 11BI1HO Y 60)KaHCKO Tello Aa spiua BellJ1KO TajJ1HcrBO J1 ~PUAPy)Kyje ee J13a6paHJ1M AYlllaMa CBI1Xpaca rrpeA )KprBOBaHJ1M Ianseroa,

nl1l1 na ocehajy 3aXBalIHOCT jep 11Mje reurxo AYllleBHO 6peMe CKI1Hyro ca cpl\a.

npeionnsyh«

ra Aa ocrane OA

ea fbl1Ma. Ycneo je Aa ce Y fallaKCHAl1jy 3aAp)K11rpn nana. 3a cse ro speae, Tpynrro je Moryne amue OBI1X yuecpehennx rrocTpaAane. )KeHa, nosesun, OHI1X koje cy najsauie

Bora

)KJ1BOra. I1paBoclIaBHI1 CBelllTeHI1K je rrpl1'IaCHJ1K Y3Bl1l1leHe, 60)KpTBa 'IOBeKa KOjJ1 npacryna 60)KaHcKoj

A\aHCKe )KprBe. To je caojeaozsna if\pTBI1.

l64

11P H

'I E 0

A H li E JI 11 M A

Il
He.l1aBHOpYKorrOllO)!(l1o YI1CTI1HY 113Espone KOjl1 ce

P 11 'I E 0

AH

'Ii

JI H

MA

l65

Je.l1aH0.l1 CBelIlTeHI1Ka xoje je Hexrapnje je nocrao

sanpenamhena
MllOMl1pl1C.

jeAHoM He06l1QHOM nojasoa: Oil. MpTBor rena 1I1l1pl10 ce cnanax HaKOH rora, MOHaXl1lha 11cecTpa cy 0AlIYQI1JIe na My npecsyxy Aa ra BpaTe na Eruny. CKI1HYlle cy lherOBY cTapy BYHeHY

"MI10MI1PI1CHI1 .l1YXOBHI1'-IBeT". OH je anao KaKO na csoje 113BaHpe.l1He 06pa30BaHoM HayqHI1Ky npncrarno«

apryaenre cyrrporcraan

Henocpenno

qYAl10 ql1lheHI1'-111na HeKO MO)!(e Aa OCeTl1l1JII1 BI1.l111ocrojaa,e n

Boxoije, na O.l1JIy-

onehy, jep je rpetiano

6110 napanasoaaa.

ql1 Aa Y3Me KpCT 11.l1ace OApeKHe OB03eMalhCKl1X nacnana. HOBI1 CBelIlTeHI1K je ca HeKOJII1KOpeQI1 yxasao na "eKpI1BeHO" Tajl1HCTBO 113rOBOpl1BlIll1 CTI1XOBe113ITpBe caoopne rrOClIaHI1'-1eJOBaHa Borocnosa: CBaKU KOjU ipeiuu Huje fa Bugeo HUUlU fa je i103Hao (l. JH. 3; 6). Taxohe ra je nocaserosac nenusoj Aa ce onpexne CTpaeTI1 xoje cy ra Y KojeM he Myql1l1e 11Aa ce CMl1pl1npen ApYfl1Ma, oMoryhl1BlIll1 TI1Me CBOjOjAYlIll1 Aa ce BpaTI1 6e3a311eHOCTI1. ana he CXBaTI1TI1Aa je 3aKOpaQl10 y npensopje T ee Y npecsernoj AO)!(I1BeTI1AparO'-leHI1 omrr 11oxynara 11HeYHl1lllTI1Boj HaAI1·

rrOTKOlIlYlhY 11oaunne je Ha KpeBeT rne je nexcao QOBeK KOjl1 je seh rOAI1HaMa

VI rrpe Hero lIlTO cy ycrrelle Aa ra yanjy y rrOKpOB, onaj QOBeK je HeOQeKI1BaHO caM YCTao ca xpesera 11,l1aKO noxano HeCl1rypHO, noseo Aa noxpehe csoje AOHeAaBHO napanaaosane aore. 'Ioaex ce rrpexpcrno 11Y3BI1KHYO: "Ia CTOjI1M, a xory M na XOAaM ... CJIaBa Eory, YI1CTI1HY caM I1C'-IelheH! KaKBY TO
qYAOTBOPHY CI1JIYnocenyje OBa CTapa norxouryn.a?" HI1KO Hl1je Morao .l1apa3YMe iura ce noromoto. 113HeHal)elha HI1CY Mome .l1a rrporoBope CHO I1C'-IelheH, a 0.l1 Hexrapnjeaor

Monaxmsa

11cecrpa

0.l1

HI1 peQ. 0.l1Y3eTI1 qOBeK je 6110 qY.l1eMI10MI1PI1C. .l10K cy 11cnaxosana je y sasezosa]

rena ce paCrrpOCTl1paO cnanax

Ilpouma cy ABa Mece'-la M Hexrapnjy

lllTO je BeHI13ellOCOB 11360pHI1 nopas, MI1TpOrrOJII1Ta Meneraja

ce HMje yxasana

HMjeAHa npannxa xao Kpalha

na 6YAe orrepl1CaH. Y Mel)YBpeMeHY, ATI1Hy cy rrOTpeCaJII1 6pojHI1 norahajn rrpOMeHe y BlIaAM 11 nosparax KOHCTaHTI1Ha. L\pKBeHI1 KpyroBI1 cy 6MlII1 rrpeoKyrrl1paHM TpOH. YcpeA CBI1X OBI1X Y36YAJhl1BMX norahaja, ca EfI1He BI1AeO je KaKO ce rrpeA lhMM orsapajy aarena xexa na ra rr03ApaBI1. Hexrapaje rrpl130pOM, rra)!(lhl1BO ocnylIlKyjyhl1

36YlheHa MOHaXl1lha je yaena norxouiyzsy )0) ce pYKe TpeclIe.

rrpl1qaMa 0 nany JIeKap 11 601lHI1QKO ocoon,e ytiorx 6111111 sanpenaurheaa cy OTKPVlBlIll1 Aa je OH '-IPHOPI13a'-l ca EfI1He nexana 6110 AeKaH Pl13apl10Ha rra sax 11 HelIlTO KO je 3aY3l1MaO TaKO pBI11I1eH

M rrOHOBHOM rroBpaTKY MI1TpOrrOlll1Ta TeoKlIMTa aa CMl1peHM M 611eAI1jepovonax neriecxa Bpan, a MHOlIlTBO sacrao rrpeA OBI1M

BI11I1eOil. rora, OAHOCHO, Aa je OH nexana 6110 MI1TpOrrOJII1T neararrozscxn. YI1CTI1HY HI1 HajMalhe Hl1je JII1Ql10 na nexora

je aanpenaiuheno

rrpe Hero lIlTO je rrpeAao AYlIlY. 'Iyo je csojera, OBAe re l11I1qeKyjy ca KPYHOM cy Hexrapnjese YCHe

nonozcajl Moxaxnaa
AaH yjyrpo Je<jJI1Ml1jaje Ty noh rrpoBena onnaxyjyhn npnjarezs, CTl1raO je Hexrapajes

.
noxojnnxa. CYTpaapXI1MaHApl1T 11 npononennak

KaKO ra ClIaTKM, rr03HaTl1 mac rr0311Ba y HeKY qYAeCHY 3eMlhy. "Yl)M, nere, yl)11 y paAOCT Iocnonapa

cnase."
"na 1I11ce MeHI1 oopahaiu, na nporosope lhy6lheHor

Iocnone", noxyurasane

rrOClIeA1h11rryT. Ca CBOjl1M rrOClIeAlhl1M AaXOM OCeTl10 je KaKO CBI1X aeoeca, Kojera je npocnasn.ao

rrpeBa311JIa311rpaHI1'-1e 11KOHaqHO npenaje CBOjy caery, Tprrelhl1By AYlIlY y pYKe Iocnona, BpXOBHor Iocnonapa qeTl1pl1 rOAI1He.

Ilanrenejaon <DOCTI1HI1C.Herrocpenno sa lhl1M crnrao je 11 nporonpeanarep Anrenoc HMCI10TI1C, KOjl1 je aexana 6110 rseroa YQeHI1K y PI13apI10HY. nOlllao je 11Kocrac Caxonynoc KOjl1 je AOCJIOBHO6110 ClIOMlheH. OBI1 JhYAI1 cy rropyql1l1l1 KOBQer 11norpeoaa xona, a 3aTl1M cy ce 3arryTI11111y Ilnpej. Tpajexr "ITTepoTI1" je nonasno sa EfI1Hy TaQHOy ABa Qaca nononne. ITOlIlTO
cy ce rr06pl1HYlll1 OKO norperianx AOKYMeHaTa, norpeona xona cy ce nojaanna

cenaxnecer

ITo60)!(Ha cecrpa Jeqll1Ml1ja Halla31111ace y TO speae y 601lHI1'-1111161111a je y)!(aCHO norpeceua:

ripen ca60pHOM '-IPKBOM Ilpecsere

npoumo 11'-IpKBa je 61111a aarsopeaa. yKlh YQyjyhl1 Ty 11upxaersaxa, na ce oxynn.ajy OHa YCHYOy

Tpojnue y IT npejy. IToAHe TeK lIlTO oetue

CBI1, Kojl1 cy oane I1Manl1 aexa 3aAy)!(elha BeCT Aa je CTapa'-l113 PasapnCTerreHI11I1Ta,rne je Tpe-

"Ilpeocnehenn, Ilpeocsehenn", OQajHI1QKI1 ra je A03I1BaJIa. Tana je CXBaTI1JIana cy ce OCTBapl1l1a CBa lheHa CTpaXOBalha 11ycnnaxnpeao je nossana KOCTaca Caxonynoca: 'T-AI1He Caxonynoc, rne je r-AI1H Caxonynoci
MOJII1M aac, nexa MI1 HeKO Aa renedioa, ITpl11I1lla joj je cecrpa aaxnn,a je noxyurasana

KOpl1CTl1nl1 cy rroAHeBHY rray3y. JbYAI1 cy no-rena

OKO KOBQera jep ce 6p30 nponena

reneoon ... "

npeamryne y 601lHI1'-1I1. Mo-

Iocnony
nenanexo Oil. upxseaor

xoja je npekpnaana

KOBQer je 6110 nocraan.en

na joj HelIlTO xaace, anl1 Hl1je ycrreBana jep je 6l1na

6ano HaQI1HI1TI1 y0611QajeHY <jJoTorpa<jJl1jy. Hajsan, Ilnpej je 6110 rpaA KOjl1 je

166

Il

P 11 II E 0

A HI,

E JI 11 M A My

[lPHlJE OTBOPMlIM

AH1)EJIHMA

167

Hexrapnje
ser
CBM

MHoro soneo
6MlIM

KojeM je lJeCTOrrporroBeAao. Kana cy 3601' oaora WTO cy ymeAallM.

KOB-

~Ia uennsao neirranonckor rpaA

MOWTM lhMXOBor 611ara, lhMXOBor nsaopaaor

nerera,

MI1TpOrrOlll1Ta je rrpaTMlIa

cy

aanpenaiuhenn

Ca Hexrapajesor

Hexrapnja.

lJ:MTaBI1M rryrex

AO Kcanroca

Hexrapaja

cnoxojnor lIM,-\a MCTM,-\allO je HeWTO WTO je lIMlJMlIO aa MI10MMpMCHe xanzsnue snoja ... ,[I06pM Iocnonel KOCTac Caxonynoc je OTplJaO AO 0611M)!(lher KMOCKa na KyrrM BaTY KojOM
je
6pM)!(lbMBO YKlIOHMO MMOMMPMCHM

lhl1XOBa rsytiaa cjenan.eaa

ca Ay60KMM, AyrMM 11I1CKpeHMM Y3AI1CajMMa. J1 caM

3HOj ca lherOBor
M

nnua. JbYAM cy MCTor Aa

MX

M ooana Emae 6MlIM cy 3aBMjeHM y ,-\PHO.U;pKBeHa 3BOHa cy 3BOHMlIa crropo, xao WTO 3BOHe aa BellMKM rrerax. Ca CBI1X CTpaHa je AOIll1paO Ml1pMC ravjana, AOK cy lJMTaBMM rrYTeM CTapl1,-\e, rrpe<pMlheHe AaMe 11MlIaAe nesojxe oauane CBe-

TpeHYTKa no-rena na ce oTI1Majy aa KOMaAMlJe re sare aoce CBOM lJelly. ,[10K cy KOBlJer spahann OHI1, "naran je xao nepol" na norperina

rr060)!(HO rrpl1HOCMlIM

)!(e

usehe, Ipyrra

MlIaAI1X YlJeHMKa PI13apMOHa, 0AeBeHI1X y MaHTMje, CBeqaHO je

KOpalJalla sa KOBlJerOM.

xona,

OHM

WTO cy ra

rrpl1-

CBI1 Kojl1 cy HOCl1l1M KOBlJer MOml1 cy na Ka)!(y caxro jeAHO: "OH yonurre HeMa Te)!(I1HY, naran je xao nepo!" J1 y caMOM MaHaCTl1py seh ce oeure oxynano HecameAI1BO MHOiliTBO IbYAI1. IToTI1,-\allM cy na
M M3

MeTl1l1M cy HeWTO Hey06MlJajeHO: "OH HeMa HI1KaKBY Te)!(I1Hy", Y3BMKl1Balll1 cy

pa311MlJl1Tl1XApYiliTBeHI1X cpeAI1M

113pa311l1lJl1Tl1X xnaca, rrpl1rraAalll1 cy pa311l1lJl1TOM y3pacTy

M

AOlla3MlIl1 cy

* Tpajexr "ITTepOTI1" npacrnrao

nomse. Ha rrpeAlheM japoony MOWTM lJOBeKa Boxorjer nyrosane Aa npecrony je ua Ernny HeWTO rrpe lJeTMpl1 xaca rrocy MOAPI1M BOAaMa CapOHCKor aannaa, xoje KOjl1 je YBeK nacrojao MMao je 3aCTaBY crrYiliTeHY na nona xonrsa. CBeTe

M3

pa311l1lJMTl1Xrpanona 11aacen.a. CBI1 cy, MeI)YTI1M, AOIlllll1 ca jeAHoM HaMepOM, Aa onnaxyjy

OAHOCHO, ca )!(eIbOM na ce lJMTaBe noha MOlle

Hexrapnja,

YcpeA Tor orpOMHor MHOiliTBa Halla31111ecy ce OAaHe MaHaCTl1pCKe MOHaXI1n.e. Ol1l1e cy HeYTeWHe 360r ry6l1TKa csor AYXOBHor PYKOBOAMTelba 11nnaxane cy 6111111 Al1plbl1BI1 nocrynun cnene I1ryMaHl1je Kcennje. Crajana je McrrpeA xomera amr HMje Moma Aa BMAM MMOMMpl1CHe xanrsaue xoje cy, CllMlJHO MMpy, MCTI1,-\alle M3 Hexrapnjeaor xezra, HMTI1 je Moma Aa BMAM na je lherOBO 1I11,-\ecnoxojno M onaro, 360r sera je MHoro smue nsrnenano na je YCHYO Hero na ce ynoxojno. OHa je, MetJYTI1M, Moma na OCeTI1 611ar 11ClIaAaK Ml1pl1C tseroaor "snoja", TpM nyra ce npexpcrnna M peKlIa: Haw oUlau, cy xao neua. Ilocerino

je Hexrapnje sa )!(MBOTa TOlll1KO aoneo. OMOje jepononax

Iocnomseu

ClIY)!(11 nooryumourhy,

noxopnoiuhy,

paariopnrourhy,

BepOM 11lby6aBlby. Y rrpl1CTaHI1WTY ce seh 6eIlle oxynnno HerrpemeAHO MHOiliTBO IbYAI1. Hexe )!(eHe cy TI1XO nnaxane a nexe sanoaarane, AOK je aehnna MyiliKapa,-\a jeuana "Ose, 3aIllTI1THI1lJe Cl1pOTe 11caxe?' ct>opMl1palla ce rpyrra OA rOTOBO ABe CTOTI1He IbYAM KOjl1 cy ce npenapana OKO rora KO he HOCI1TI1KOBlJer. CBM TI1 IbYAI1 YmaBHoM cy 6111111 pM6apl1l1 1I0B,-\11cynhepa je Hexrapnje
CBM 6MlIM M

yoornx,

WTa he cana 6l1Tl1 ca HaMa kana CI1 Hac OCTaBMO

uohac MOllU 3a
ciauiuu. je

nu]« MpUla6. HaupoUlu6, OHje JlCU6U MOJICe ga Hac. Haw nanaciuup he naupeqoeaiuu U Iocuoq

l·laC 6ugU. OH ce Hac

uehe

uauy-

cy HeKTapl1jeBI1 npnjarean. aa

OH je iuo Y6eK f060PUO gOKje 6uo JlCU6U gOK je 6uo y3 Hac. Ilpopoxoeao pe'tUMa:
n

lJeCTO cy nyroaamr 011110je

Inopan-

cneqehu»

Tap 11y TYHI1C. OAaTlIe cy My AOHOCl1l1l1 cyahepe ca ypeaaana KOPl1CTl10 aa CBeTO npnseurhe.
M

KPCTOBI1Ma xoje paAHI1Ka IllTO cy 11rrpeKyrra,-\a, cy none-

upucUlunu 3a6eUlHUM

ayUloM06ullU

"Khepu Moje, ua 060 uycUlo ueciuo tu: 3a HeKOllUKO ioquna qoeosehu MHowUl60 lbygU ca UPUll03UMa U 6ellUKUM
ga CMOMU, Y C60jOj HaU6HOcUlu, «eciuo

ry

ceehaua.

MopaM upusuaiuu

paAl1l1l1 y MaHaCTl1py, 3l1Aapa cy ra OHI1 A06po nosaaaann. ,[Ia 611 npexanyn«

BI1HorpaAapa,

xao 11rpronaua

CYMHJalle U tiueane usuenaheue gOK CMOce y ciueapu uuiuane ga llU je IlpeoceeheHU usiytiuo 3gpa6 pa3YM. Haj3ag, 3aUlpaJICuny og 6ac, uoje 6pane U ceciuapa, ga He unaueiue jep cy

Aalb y pacrrpaBy, rpanonaseana«

11nonnuajua

Eiuna

U fp'tKa g06ulle

upaeeqnoi

ceeiuuiuen.a

U nexoia KO he
M

1I111111 rOMl1l1Y y xernpa rpyrre, OA KOjMX OBY craan.ann

he CBaKa HOCI1TI1KOBlJer aa jennoj ABa 11no saca. 0110 je TO

ce 3a Hac MOllUUlu upeg pacueiuu»

Cuacuiuen.eu.
l1aKO je y Ay6MHM AYille noxncao na CMpT. OHa cy, Mel)yTMM, na ce

erann nyra AO MaHaCTl1pa. Y3eBWl1 y 063l1p rryr KOjl1 je BOAl10 AO TaMO, rrpemocy Aa he ce nOBopKa KpeTaTI1 ornpanxse je HanOKOH CBe
6MlIO

Kcennjane nnaxana xao M

,DYAI1 yMl1pe
M

pelJM 61111ecy 60rOHaAaXHYTe,

CBM

OCTallM. Ibene rrpMKlIaAHe pelJM nonorne

Kana

norosopeao,

rrOBopKa je kpeayna.

Aa onarnajy

otiecnokojaaajyhy

Al1plbl1B 11MCTOBpeMeHO CBelJaH npM30p. Ernna jour HI1KaAa He oenre BI1Aella Aa lheHI1 MeiliraHI1 ncxasyjy TaKO CHa)!(Ha ocehan,a, CBaKI1 OA OBI1XIbYAI1je Y MMClIl1-

Iloxnon.en,e HeKTapl1jeBMM MOIllTI1Ma norpajano je TpM nana M Tpl1 noh«. 113 TI1X MOWTl1jy HerrpeCTaHO cy I1CTI1,-\alle MMpl1CHe xamsnue "snoja" xoje cy

168

TI

P 11 Cj E 0

A H 1) E JI II M A

TI L(pKBa je ovexusaa,e, CrBeHI1 3JIaroycr JIYKa y OKeaHY. YKJIalhajynl1 yroql1wre

P 11 Cj E 0

A H lj E JI 11 M A

169

JIO 611 na rro)l(ypl1MO ca caxpanoa",

noncehane na CBerO Ml1pO. JeAHa OA cecrapa 611JIaje BeOMa saopanyra: "Tpetiacaserosana je Kceunja, "jep je ro, na xpajy xpajesa, caao reJIO 11nosehe na saynapa."
Te ncre HOnl1, OBa MOHaXl1lha je y CHY BI1AeJIa Hexrapaja lhe.El1o je OAeBeH y emtcxoncxe KaKO crojn rropeA oAe)l(Ae. "Ilpeocsehena", Y3BI1KHYJIa je 11nana aa KOJIeHa Aa 611l.(eJII1BaJIa lherOBY pyKy. "A cana, nere Moje, pel.(11 MI1l-\a JII1 Moje reJIO saynapa", yrrl1rao jy je Herol-\yjynl1. "Hanporns, Ilpeocseheun, raj Ml1pl1C OHO l-\I1BHO Ml1pI1We", nocrnheno je rrpowarr-

11yrexa CBI1X sepyjyhnx y Xpacra.Boscaa-

Ka)l(e: "L(pKBa xojy je Bor ycraHoBI10 ce 0l-\ )l(I1BOrHe cyjere,

aa 3eMlbl111CrO je urro 11
HI1Wra
Hd-

y n.oj HaJIa311MO yrOQI111Ire OA 3eMlbe. OHa

11reWI1MO ce Ml1pOM." "He YAalbyj ce OA L(pKBe, jep OA lhe He nocrojn CI1JIHl1je. OHa je xnpurha OA crene, BI1Wa on neoa 11npocrpamrja

HI1Kal-\a He crapl1 Hero, HarrpOrl1B, 6eCKOHaQHO usera. 360r Qera je y fIl1CMY 360r lheHe nenponann.aaocra. na rrpl1Mep, cnyuraise Cseror ce Kp03 lhy cy 60)l(aHCrBeHI1M rrl1CMa, rrpl1rrl1rOMlbeHe

3BaHa rrJIaHI1HOM? 360r csoje HerrOKOJIe6I1BOCrl1. 360r sera je Ha3BaHa creHOM?

ranyhea
crpacrl1

KaKBO je, OHa

CBe l-\I1Blbe asepn,

rana MOHaXl1lha.

rrpOHI1Qe CJIyx csaxora QOBeKa, rrpOAl1pe Y AYwy 11ycnasn.yje

xoje cy

"Ha urra re

noncehai"
Moje MOWrl1

raao pacnnaxcane."

"Ha raMjaH 11anojy." "OHAa ce HeMoj Monaxnaa

nnaurara na he

noxeru na saynapajy."
je AO xossera 11rpl1

ce rrp06Yl-\I1JIa 06Y3era crpaXOM. Orpsana

rryra l.(eJII1BaJIa Hexrapnjesy

pyKy. J.1 osora rryra je rrpl1Merl1JIa l-\a ca n.eroaor je caxpalheH rropeA kanel-\a npecana

JII1l.(a xartn.e MI10MI1pl1CHI1 "3HOj". HaKOH rpn naaa 06aBlbeH je 11rrorpe6. Hexrapaje JIe, y 6JII1311HI1oopa KOjl1 je rOJII1KO BOJIeO 11Hd KOjl1 je 6110 BeOMa nonocaa, EI1JIO je ro nero OHO l-\pBO xoje je jenna Ol-\ rrpBI1X MOHaJG1lha noxyurasana KaAa je 3aqYJIa mac: "OCraBI1 MaJIO Mecra aa rpool" Cana je 611JIOCaCBI1Mjacno l-\a je Iocnon onaopao ro Mecro Aa 6M aa lheMY rrOqMBaJIO Hseroso M3a6paHO 'leAo. Ilpe Hero urro je xosser 6110 sarpnan, MOHaJG1lhe 11yqeHI1l.(11 PI13apl10Ha AOHeJII1 cy uaerose ca JII1MYHoBa xoje je OH JIl1qHO sacanno rro ql1raBOM rOM Kpajy 116al.(I1JII1I1X Y xoaser.

,.
L(pKBa je Yl1crl1HY 06HOBI1JIa, npecasnana EO)l(l1jI1M. QOBeKa, 11yql1HI1JIa ra 06pa30M

Csera npecro

L(pKBe - ro je I1Crl1HCKa rprre3a xoja lbYAe XpaHI13a )1(11ce pasnaje

aor BeQHI1. Ca re rprre3e aepyjyhnaa

Xne6

He6eCKI1, TeJIo He6eCKO, 11 y

OHI1 KOjl1 ra oKyce HI1Kal-\a uehe yMperl1.

Caern

rrpecro, ycraaoan.eu

cpennurry

L(pKBe XpI1CrOBe, jecre Tpneaa Heoecxa. OH l-\0611ja 3eMHe craapn 11Y3HOCl1 I1X aa He60, OH l-\0611ja aeoecxe CrBapl111 pacnonersyje L(pKBe AOl-\l1pyje
3eMlbY

I1X aa 3eMlbl1. Csern rrpecro na lluiUypfujy y Bpe-

11,I1crOBpeMeHO, BI1Wlhl1 TpOH. Taj rrpecro je crpauran

11sa caxe anrene, KOjl1 nere non CB0l-\0M He6eCKI1M. (Ally3uja Me Y3HOWe1ba gapoBa u eosinaca:

"Teoie og Teoiux

Te6u

upuuocehu,

og C6UX u 3a

CBe... L(pK6a UpUHOCU Boiy 3eMalbCKO tmaio, iU). xlle6 U 6UHO, a 3aY36paiU g06uja

Teno

U Kp6 XpuCiU06y ... ')

170

[IPI1CIE

() AH1jEIIIIMA

Il
4. "KaA 6l1CMO BI1Aenl1 aauier ce He 6l1CMO ocehann ycazoseao. anrena

P II 'I E 0 A II

'I, E Jill

MA

171
HI1KaA

Ciuapai; JIajcuje u ciuapaii Ilopipupu]e

11 KOnl1KO HaM je OH

6n113Y,

MI1 I1MaMO join npnjarersa:

JOBaHa Ilperexy,

IIOYKE EO)l{AHCTBEHE JbYEABM

xepYBI1Me, ceparpnae 11caMY ITpecBeTY EorOpOAI1l\Y."

MOHaXl1Iba:
fpeWUMO?"

"Ctuapne, ga nu ce Haw anieo-nyeap

,T1YlllO, Kal1 611 Hac anreo

ygalbyje og Hac Kaga

TaKO naxo HanYlllTao,

Crapau: "Honex Aaje reno CBOM CI1Hy. Bor My naje Ayllly. Telhl1 CKl1l1ajy ca ce6e OArOBopHOCT.

"Bnarocnosena

Kana

nere OApaCTe, POI1I1na ce6e nOBepl1MO

CBeT 611 aeh O,T1aBHO nponaol OH He 0,T1lIa311, craje, C TI1M lllTO narn n npa3Hl1X o

Eor

CBaKOM qOBeKY naje amelIa-qYBapa.

pyxy

1131Ia311 pel1 Bora." n

OH ql1TaBOr )KI1BOTa noxiasce qOBeKy. 3601' sera ce nnauuoao

Bory"

"YBeK heao ce n0,T1B113aBaTl1ca )KelhOM 11 penaourhy

1I0CTl1nl1

,T1a 611CMOpa)KaHe

11oropql1nl1

aaurer aHrena-qYBapa,

jep OH ,T1aHOHOhHOBOI1I1 cypOBy

"3HaM,T1a Hac naur aHfeO-l{YBap 3acTyna 11PYKOBO,T1I1. KaA ce aa nexora MOnl1MO, naur aureo MO)Ke Aa noaorne CaQYBa onora aa xora ce MOllI1MO." 6P3l1HOM Mylhe. OH MO)Ke ,T1a cnpeQl1l1lIl1 na

60p6y ,T1a HalllY ,T1yllly npe,T1aql1CTY y pYKe EO)Kl1je. He 1103BOnl1MO l1a npa3Hl1X pyKy CTaHe npen Bora. He npenynrrajre CTBapl1Ma OBara CBeTa 11He ryritrre y onaj )J,aH AaTI1 OArOBOp. csoje cpl\e I1cnpa3Hl1M 11npvIBpeMeHI1M Y3anYl1HO csoje BpeMe na 1h11X,jep heao na raj je

Bor

HaM je nao BpeMe Aa 611CMOra ynorperinnn

o AHfEJIy-qYBAPY
1. "He 611rpetiano
l1a ce YAalhyjeMo 0,11Dora, jep HeheMo npoha -nrraaor
6e3

,T10nl1qaH HaQI1H. Ilpenajsio Tpa)Kl1 anurra MyKe. aenpnjaren, EO)Kl1jl1!"

sacueno csoje cpue Eory a He csery.

Bor 0,T1Hac He

OCl1M Ql1CTOr cpl\a. Onaj KO je csoje cpl\e npeAao cnery,

IToMl1ClIl1Te Aa ce ameO-QyBap

)Kl1BOTa Tpy,T1l1na y l{OBeKOB yM nonozoi

n03l1TI1BHe nOMl1ClIl1, 11,T1a TpI1l1, na CTpa,T1a11na ce )KanOCTl1 KaA l{OBeK rpeura, Aa 611 na xpajy caM anreo crao npen Bora npa3HI1X pyKY. BI1 caxo pa3MI1Cnl1Te o TOMe! To je BeOMa ropKo.

Beh

"Ieuixo caM ce pasrioneo", npl1l{ao je CTapal\ Ilajcnje. "Bnna je ,T1y60Ka311Ma,

11nano je TOnl1KO cnera ,T1a Hl1jeAHo APSO, norpY)KeHO Y 6elIl1HY, Hl1je nl1Ql1lIO na ApBO. CTa311l\e cy ce nOTIlYHO 113ry6111Ie cnery, rrrnue cy 3aMyKHyne 11caxpnne ce, y a 06nal\1111 Marna npexpnna cy Aroc, ITpeKI1HyTl1 cy CBl1KOHTaKTl1 CMaHaCTl1pOM CTaBpOHI1Kl1Ta l1 Ml1Cnl10 caM na

113caxior Tor pa31I0ra Hl1KO He 611 rpeoano Aa npecryna

,T1a

ce y,T1alhyje 0,11Bora. OAHOCHO, He 611 rpeoano IToKa)Kl1MO MallO YCp,T1HOCTI1." 2. "MHOfl1 cy BI1Aenl1 csor aHrena-l{YBapa. smue Hl1lllTa npyro.

3anOBeCTl1 EO)Kl1je.

l-lI1M ra HeKO Bl1AI1, OH He )Kelll1

nehy

npO)Kl1BeTl1 Hl1 HeKOnl1KO nana, jep Me 60Ol{eKI1BaO caM Iocnona na Y3Me MojYAYWY

KaA ce Malia neua csrejy, OHa Bl1Ae csor anrena-xyaapa.

lIeCT nOTfIYHo npl1KOBana aa nocrezsy

Tpetiano 611Aa Yl{l1Te Many neuy na ce Mone, jep Bor IhI1X cnyuia." 3. "Bor ce 6pl1He 0 CBI1M lhYAl1Ma 11csaxora lllTI1TI1. Cehav ce jenner XPl1urhanana KOjl1 je l1MaO MHoro neue. JeAHOM npl1l1l1KOM nourao je ca cynpyroa 11ABoje-Tpoje AeIW ua cseaohao 6Aelhe. Taao, rne cy noumn, ynnrann cy l1X: TAe cy BaM MlIal)a neua" Orau je onrosopao: 'OCTaBl1l1l1 CMO l1X KOA xyhe, Bor je aauroj Ael\l1 OApeA110 anrena, a Ml1 CMO nourmr na caenohno 6Aelhe a He na
saoaay.' BI1AI1Te
nl1

11Aa je no Csojoj Ml1nOCTl1 nosene ca C060M. Hncaa Morao Hl1 xaj Aa cKYBaM, Hl1

neh

na HanO)Kl1M. Hl1caM I1Mao Hl1 BOAe aa

rnrhe.

Moj )Kl1BOT 6110 je npenylllTeH

Ml1lIOCTI1 Eoxorjoj: 'Iocnone, y Tsojy Ml1110CTce Y3AaM, He ocraszsaj Me!' HaKoH OBe KpaTKe MOnl1TBe xojy caM npOlllaIlTaO CBenl1Kl1M HanopOM, Bl1AeO caM na ce y Mojoj anrenn l1 cseraren.a xoje Ml1 je nocnao Bor 'Hexa npena MHOM Tsoja, Iocnone!' Bnaronapno caM l1 npoClIaBlhao csor Cnacnren.a. 3annaKao caM. JeAaH 0,11anrena paCrralhl1BaO je neh, APYfl1 je npl1npeMaO ronny xpauy, AOHelll1 cy Ml1l1 M110Ml1Pl1CHl1xneri, Hauiao caM ce y pajy. illra Apyro na noKenl1jl1 nojaaa.yjy IIAe onaronar

KaKO cy OHl1 pacyl)l1Banl1?

Ilpesra TOMe, MI1 lhYAl1 AY)KHI1

CMO Aa YQl1HI1MO CBe WTO MO)KeMO a

Bor

he 3aTl1M CBe ypeAI1TI1."

172
lKeJU1M?

Il

P 11 l[ E 0

A H 1) E J! H Iv! A

II

P 11 '[ E ()

A H 1) E

11 Iv! A

173

CBeTI1 cy novena na Me xpene peljHMa YTexe.

Y1 caM nomen

na IhHX nasao

MH je cnoxoj. YKpenHJIH cy Me H AaJIH MH HaAY. CeAeJIH cy HeAaJIeKO OA MeHe cae AOK Hl1eaM OCHalKl10 116110 y cTalhY na yCJIylKl1M caaora ce6e. 3aTl1M cy OTI1IllJII1, aJII1 cy ce nojaBlbl1BaJII1 TOKOM-nrraee nenen.e.

CUlullujaHoc IIailagoilYlloc

CTAPAQJAKOB
Y npso BpeMe maAI1 1941. rOAI1He yrrpKoc BeJII1Koj I1C'-IprrlbeHOCTI1 JaKoB je OTI1IllaO ua CJIaBY MaHaCTJ1pa cseror KBeHe Klhl1re xoje cy My 611JIe norpeone Y noxerxy je rrojao ca Apyrl1Ma.

Kacmrje, KaA caM ce npannrao

xcyje rnenao caM ApyrHM Oljl1Ma.

11113aIllaO 113xennje, npl1poAY xoja Me OKPY-

Tana

caM CXBaTl10 CMI1CaO CTBapalha senrra11y TOMe ce TBOpeBI1HI1.

CTBa, CMI1CaOCTBapalha xoaexa 11CBeTa. YHYTap MeHe 3a6JIHCTaJIa je HeTBapHa CBeTJIOCT 6narOAaTl1 Cserora nyxa. 113pa3HJIa oearpamrma

[a HHcaM 6110 rora nocrojaa,

lby6aB 11A06pOTa Boxorja npeaa Iberosoj

Hnxone, y [aJIaTaKI1, 6JII13Y jesepa na

upcy 11neuixe CTl1raO na Be'leplhY ce ae-repn,e 6JII1lKl1JIO xpajy CJIYlK6y. nojun

Y CBaKOM CJIYljajy, ocehao caM TaKBY 6JIarOAaT xoja Me je I1CnYlhaBaJIa 113HyTpa 11AOCJIOBHO06Y3l1MaJIa, na caM y jeAHoM TpeHyTKy peKao: 'nOCTa je, DOlKe MOj, jep

EBl1jl1. Otiyxao je ljl1CTO CYKHeHO OAeJIO, CTaBl10 MaJIO xpaHe y Top6y,y3eo

aehy

BI1Ille H3APlKaTH H eKCTIJIOAl1pahy! Y1JIH Me Y3Ml1 K Ce611 I1JIH YMalhH

Kaxo

6JIarOAaT xojy CH MI1 nao, AKO CY1MI1 TaKBy 6JIarOAaT nao cana, Mory caao Aa 3aMHCJIHM urra he 6HTl1 y pajy! xojy cana I1MaM!' ETo, 6paho,

OAJIa3I1JII1. Y '-IPKBI1 je OCTaJIO HeKOJII1KOCTapl1'-1a. Hajaan cy 11OHe OTI1IllJIe. Y1aKo ucupnn.ea, JaKOB je ycrrpaBaH HaCTaBI10 na rroje 11'lI1Ta Ay60Kl1M I1ryMaHl1ja) je rrpl1MeTI1JIa [n.eron MeJIOA11ljH11MmaCOM '-IeJIe noha, HI1 MOHaXl1lhe HI1CY OCTaJIe Aa 6Al1jy· JeAHa MllaAa I1cKyIlleHI1'-1a (canaunsa nonanr] crpanau, AOK MOHaXl1lhe cnasajy. 11peKJIa I1rYMaHl1jl1. IIOCTI1AeJIe cy ce IllTO na IhI1XOBoj CJIaBI1 6AI1je OA rana cy neke 0AJIYljI1JIe Aa re Hohl1 6AI1JY JaKOBa HI1CY rr06eAHJIe.

Hehy

na YMpeM, MeHI1 je AOBOlbHa OBa 6JIarOAaT

KaKO je BeJII1Ka 11narnpaponaa

noxoh xojy HaM

noaoh-

Aaje Tsopan KaA 60JIeCHl1K Tpnelbl1BO nOAHOCI1 60JIeCT H HeMa Apyror HI1Ka na 3eMlbl1. BeJII1Ka je Tsoja MI1JIOCT, BOlKe nam!"

Orau CI1JIyaH je Ka3l1BaO joiu noneurro 0 CTap'-lY Ilajcnjy: "IIpOIllJIe 1977. rOAI1He y ljl1TaBoj Ipsxoj BJIaAaJIa je BeJII1Ka cyura, a noceoao
je nOCTpaAaJIa TeCaJIHja. Celba'-lH cy 6l1JIl1 norrryno O'lajHH, xmue Hl1je 6HJIO HI10TKYAa 11necpeha je 6Mlla HeI136e)!(Ha. Ilourao caM KOAona Ilajcnja na My I1cnOBeAI1M nOMI1CJIl111Aa A06l1jeM AYIlleBHY KOpHCT. HHcaM HI1 nOMI1IlllbaO na Moryhy Hecpe-

npeMa CBOjOj CHa311. [JIaA, naxne, 11 npyre

nenahe aayseha

Mehyrn»,

YMaJIO Aa 6YAe nooehea OA npe3l1pa. JaKoB je 6110 HajCl1pOMaIllHl1jl1. uanene. IIojao je y ceocxoj aa Ilcanrnpoa

Y TO A06a cy CBI1 6111111 Cl1pO~aIIlHI1. 1)op~a.

Y1Mao je HeKO CYKHeHo OAeJIO, aJII1 HI1Je I1MaO

hy

y CeOCKI1Mkpajesnaa:

neurro caM nasyc 0 TOMe, aJII1 HHcaM oopahao nalKlhy.

UPKBH cneror

Onpacrao

ljOBeK CTOJI160c

Orau Ilajcnje je nsrnenao Y3HeMl1peHO, l1aKOje y ,!W6HHH6HO caBpilleHo cnoxojan. Cascarseaajyha necpehne 3eMJhOAeJI'-Ie, na xpajy name 6eceAe MH je peKao: 'Oxe CI1JIyaHe, YlJI1HI1jenao MI1JIOCPAHOAeJIo. Cyrpa ynese 0ACJIYlKl1 6Aelhe 11YMOJII1 Iocnona H II pecsery DorOpOAI1'-1Y na ca6epy 06JIaKe 11113JII1jyKI1Illy na Iecannjy,
jep cy ycesn 113rOpeJII1OA cynua I1lKere, a HapoA cTpaAa 11nana y osajaa.e. MI1 CMO06aBe3HI1 Aa I1X nOAplKl1MO CBOjl1M MOJII1TBaMa. [a aJII1 CBaKI1 he 611TI1y CBOjOj KeJIl1jl1.' 'DJIarOCJIOBI1, ose Ilajcnje', pexao caM 11OTI1IllaO y MaHaCTl1p

11CBI1 BI1Ae n.erosy 6eAY. Ocehao ce BpJIO pylKHO. 06Y3l1MaO ra nore KaKO ce He 611 BI1AeJIO

je CTI1A. Byxao je rraHTaJIOHe HaHl1lKe Aa 611noxpao

na je 60e. Y1naK, Hl1je Morao na I1X caxpnje. LII1HI1JIO My ce Aa he

nyh«

OA CTI1Aa.

BpaTl10 ce Kyhl1 60JIeCTaH OA TecK06e. IIOMI1CII110 je Aa BI1Ille He I1Ae Aa noje. Mel)YTI1M, sa a.era je 611JIOHenOAHOIlllbl1BO Aa He rroje Dory CBOMe. Kana cy My 6paha 113aIllJIa 113 xyhe, OH je KJIeKHYO npen I1KOHY cseror 6e3 '-111 ella. rr nourrsaua

hy raxobe

6AeTl1 CT060M,

Xapanasmaja

(KOJY

6exy AOHeJII1 113JII1BI1Cl1ja) 11rrOMOlI110 ceo YCTao je 11OAJIY'll10 na I1Ae na noje

Kyrnynyur.

Y1 OTI1IllaO

je jenae, na 11Apyre uenen.e. Mel)YTI1M, HeKI1 6e3yMHI1 rroxeure Aa rOB ope rnacno:

CYTpaAaH ce He60 HaA ATOCOM nOMpaljl1JIO 11aa Hac ce 113JII1JIaKI1Illa. PaAOCT, MI1JIOCTBoxorja, 6JIarOCJIOB.IIOTpljaO caM npeaa KeJIHjl1 crapua Ilajcnja, a OH, TeK IllTO Me cnasno, xazce: 'DorOM 6JIarOCJIOBeHI1, peKao caM TI1 na ce MOJII1Ill Aa KI1Illa one caxo y Tecannjy, a He 11na CBeTY ropy! CaA I1MaJIa CI1JIYAa Cserinaror

11npenponaaun

"3ap ce He CTI1AI1. 3ap He BI1AI1 CBOjy 6eAY: 60c, a xohe Aa noje." JaKOB je BI1Ille nyra '1yo [IhI1XOB rOBOp]. BpaTHO ce Kyhl1 CMPTHO OlKaJIO-

hy

TI1 AaTI1 enI1TI1Ml1jy!'

uthen. Hnje
je
6l![o

HI1 jeo, HI1TI1 nno. Pa3Ml1IlllbaO je Aa npecrane "MOlKAa",

Aa noje.

To MI1 je peKao na 611 CaKpl10 CBOjy BpJII1Hy 11nJIaMeHY MOJII1TBY xoja je Dora rrpl1KJIOHI1 na MI1JIOCT."

0AIIYljI10.

rOBOpl10 je y ceon, "lbYAI1 KOjl1 Me

Y1 CKOPO ocyhyjy I1MaJY

rrpaBO ... Ilpxsa je

xyha

CBeTa, a He 611JIOxoja xyha ... " YBelje je nerao Aa cna-

174

TI P

1111 E ()

A H 'Ii E

11 M A

TI P Ii 'I
je cseror 1)opl)a KojVl My je "Oxe Moj, ja caM apxanhen

E0

A H 'I) E JI Ii M A

175

na rrocne nyre

MonViTBe.

lJ:VlM je sacnao yrnenao na oneui.

Mnxann. [a

He

)!(enViM

na MVI ce xpaM carpa-

pexao:
"Ia, nere, He
BenViKO )!(enViM

Ul1 aa MeCTY rue cy rr06V1jeHVI KO'-lVlhVl. Hanporns,

ja

hy

TI1 IIOKa3aTVI [npyro

OTVI-

Xohy

na rrojenr y MOjOj KyhVl xao WTO jecn."

11 OH je HaCTaBVIO ua rroje 6e3 nnnena jour rouVlHy nana. VlcrrVlTVlBalbe sanecnno ra je 1942. rOUVlHe. Iberona noripa VIMHoroxora cy cTpaUanHa MaTVI Teonopa, KhVl Jopra Kpeannaca,

MeCTO]." OH ce CaBI10 11rrpeMeCTVlO xosnhe HeWTO narse. Yjyrpo je orau JaKoB wao 11naurao rrpeMeWTeHe KO'-lVlhe. Ilapaxnac je rperiano

Ua 6yue carpaheu

Hd

Typu«

y6V1nVl

HaUOMaK

6p3V1HY,OU 6naTa 11TpCKe, 6yuyhl1 Ua anje 611no CpeUCTaBa. Cnenehe nohn cy ce ouy JaKOBY nojaaane uBe sojcxoaohe ca 3naTHVlM Ma'-leBI1Ma VIpeKnl1 My: "MVI CMO apxaHl)enVi MVixaVin VI Iaapnn. Pel(VI CBOMe crapuy na He )!(enl1MO Ua ce nauia

Hnrne, 6ewe jaxo Vl3MY'-leHa. 113ry6V1na je wecTopo neue. Hajsan cy je cnarune VI nenahe sayseha. OHa HVije Vl3uP)!(ana. YMpna je 1942. ronnne.Haxo TeK 6ewe
npoinna '-IeTpUeceTY, OHa je ce pasrionena.
nVl'-lVina

aa crapnuy

Ou ceUaMueceT VI snme ronnaa. VI xasana yMpem

VIM:

xyha

rpann on onara VI TpCKe,

6V1no

aeh

Ou necxa, xpexa 11upBeTa, a

Teuixo

TI03Bana je neuy

"Baw yjax KOCTa yMpo je 12. jyna. cynue nonue y BViCOKYrpcxe." JaKoB je rnrrao: "Kaxo saam MajKo?" OHa My je ourOBopVlna: ",1:\olllao je anheo VIpeKao na je JaKOBa VInanoxorna ")KeHcKo My:
MVI."

7. jyua [a hy

rpa uaHa paunje,

Kaua ce

KpOB Ou KepaMVlue." MeI)YTVlM, re rpahe HVije WHO. Haje 611no Hl1 noopor

Bl1COKO y nnaHI1HVI. )KVlBeno ce CVlpOMa-

nyra ua 6V1 ce rpaha npesesna.

Orau JaKOB VlX je

IIl1TaO 0 TOMe VIu06l10 onrosop: "He 6pVlHl1, o-re. Ml1 hexo ce n06pVlHYTI1. YBe'-le he naCTI1 KI1Wa VIsona he UOHeTVInocra necxa.

Ipahy

he, nax, uapOBaTVI n060)!(HVI Xpl1WhaHVI."

6V1no

11 CBe ce necnno xao WTO je

npeupe'-leHO, y3 '-IyuecHy novoh.

11 CBe ce uecVlno Ta'-lHO rro pe'-leHOMe. Ilpe Hero WTO je Vl3UaxHyna, noaaa-

*
,1:\VlpJbVlBa l1 n.erosa ncsycrna cy ruje. Heaspeuaso je VI npenaano npennoxen.e npeunO)!(elbeM (npOCKoMVluVljy), y xpaxry sa spexe DO)!(aHCTBeHe JIViTypOHO WTO je BVlUeo VI uO)!(VlBJbaBao. Bpurehn

(rj, hepxy)

OCTaBJbaMy Boxnje VIrnoje

pyxe, Hexoj

Ua oneui rrpe HeWTO pyxe

Hero WTO je 36pI1Hew." ,1:\ocTa BpeMeHa rrpe HO WTO ce pasoozrena, MajKa My je rrpopeKna Ba)!(HO: "TVI

xoje je noamsao. Kp03 nonyoraopeaa uVlpyje rno. Ilonexan

hem,

JaKOBe Moj,

6V1TVI

CBeWTeHVlK. TIpBa he aarpopy

60noM

Vl3 rsoje

OH je '-IeCTO BVlueo UYXOBHO crarse ynoxojeanx Mana onrapcxa BpaTa BVluenVi cy npeu (rj. npOCKoMVluVljOM) KaKO CTOjl1 BI1COKOY Ba3UYXY VI He UO6V1 3a60paBVIO Ua noueue CBOjy MajKY. 11 OHa 6V1 My ce
HVlCVI

Y3eTVI rsoja cecrpa." TaKO je VI 6V1no. Ca My ce '-IaK jasana ce ocerno Y

ceny BenVlKVlM

je JaKoB onnaxao

CBOjy MajKy. OHa

y CHy VI rpaaoina smue

na He naase. Ilocne CMpTVI csoje MajKe OH OH jy je MHoro soneo, MOHax, OH ce VI paUVIo je CBe UOK je HVije

jaanna, )!(anehl1 ce: "[axone MOj. CBVlMa CVI nao nOKnOHe. MeHVI, nax, nanac

HVlWTa

3aWTVlTHVlKOM Mnal)e ceCTpe, Auacracnje. Hero WTO je paxynao

nao."
waBajyhl1

ce aanpxcaaao

36pVlHYO, rj. UO n.ene ynaje. Haxo je VlMao naxrepy Ua nocrane 3aUp)!(ao KaKO 6V1najnpe yuao cecTpy.

Ilpnsao je Ua My ce CnVl'-lHO UeCVlno 11ca Maxapnjex Kl1napCKVlM. Saspnpennoxeue VI OKpeHYBWVI ce xa Cseroj Tpne3V1, OH ra je BVlueo
uP)!(ehl1 UnaHOBe jenan npexo upyror xao KaUa CBeWTeHI1K TenOM [OcnOUlhVlM. Y nOMl1lbalbY 11 MonVlTBVI aa je CXOnaCTI1K. TIOMl1lbaO je MHore. IToMVllbao je VI MOHaxa AHMonViO

KaKO My CTOjVl C UeCHe crpane, ce npnseiuhyje

3AIIOBECT
l1ryMaH HViKOUVIMVIjepoaonax l(PKBVll(Y y '-IaCTCBeTVIXapxanhena

APXAH1)EJIA
JaKOBcy 1961. rOUVlHe oAnyqVlnVl
JIVlMHVI.

yrroxojene na carpaue ouy

6V10

TViMa KojVl ra je MHoro HaMY'-l110. JeUHOM je AHTl1M ormuao

Dora na My orxpaje

rAe je

nocne CMpTI1. Bnneo ra je jeuHe aohn seona TY)!(HOr y PY)!(HOM VIja rro-

Mnxanna

l1 Iaspnna.Hryaan je nsaopao MeCTO

VIKO'-ll1hVlMa onpenao rpaHVll(e. ITOToM je OTl1waO y KOBYjaano jeuaH BViCOK,nnas 11nen aojcxosoha

Hohy ce, nax,

Ia-

Mpa'-lHOM nOu3eMJbY. ITOWTO ra je n03upaBVlo, AHTVlM My pe'-le: "[a caM OBUe... Kana Me nOMl1lbeW nonaan MI1 jeuaH 3paK cyxua HeWTO BVlUVlM."

ca 3naTHI1M Ma'-leM 11peKao My:

176

n P 11 4

E () A H 01) E Jl 11 M A M

TI J1 saacra,

P 11 cI E 0

A H 1) E Jl 11 M A

177

jacan Ha4MHo DlIa)l{eHM CBelliTeHOCIIY)I{MTelb Y BpeMe xepysnxe MHoro rrYTa anje 6MO caM Y onrapy, ITpMCYTHM aHl)elIM cy
CJlaBMIIM Dora MlIaAalIa4Ke
M

CBe je 6MBaii0 na rrpOCT oKpY)I{elhe

M

4MHMlIM

paAocHMM. Ona cy caclIY)I{MBalIM ca CBeM

urreaocnyaorren.e«

IhMXOBa KPMJIa cY ra AOAMpMBalia. OH je OH

M3lIa3M

IIMKOBe ...

BplllM
DMlIa

BelIMKM M

YlIa3aK. JeAHa

rnenao IhMXOBe npncyrna

onaj KO je ceneo nopen rsera HerrpHMeTHO 6H ce YMHPHO, 6e3 063Hpa Aa JIH je npasao HJIH He. OH je rrpeHOCHO mrrcaocr; yHyrpallilhy THunnry H MHp. Taj ,T1apHMajy caao lby,T1H DO)l{HjH, M3a6paHM caCYAM lDerOBH, OHH KOjM ra MHoro BOJIe M nocseheno My clIy)((e.

MOHaXMlha BMAM KaKO ce OH xpehe Y sasnyxy rraroc. OHa ce 3a,T1MBMlIaM rrpeKpCTMlIa. llYAO.

KaKO YlIa3M Y OJITap He rasehn

je 36YlheHa: rrpBM nyr je BMAelIa

"nOCTAliEIII nATPJ1JAPX ... "

Crapau je sanocranrsao rsapno. OH ce rrOABH3aBao
CBe llITO je AOHOCHJIO4yJIHH Y)((MraK, xao
M aJIM M

Kana

ce JIMTyprMja 3aBplllMIIa

MOHaXMlha rrpMllIlIa

na

Y3Me 6lIaroCIIOB

CBe

aa OAlIa3aK, OH joj je jeAHocTaBHO pexao: ",1..(aHac JIMTyprMja 6MIIa HeKaKO je KOM

Tpa)((HO jeAHHo ,T1YXOBHY pa,T10cr, xojy My je Bor JIl npexo rrOKJIOHHKa. Je,T1aH
M3

npyrasnja."
H peKao ,T1a hYTH, HMKOMe

napnaao

HohHMa y CBelllreHMM AO)((HBlbajMMa,

OHa ce OABa)l{MJIa M OTBOpMJIa YCTa ,T1a omnue KaKO ra je BHAeJIa aa BeJIH-

O,l1IhHX 6HO je H MHrpOrrOJIHr XaJIKHAOHa BapTOJIOMej, umje. OH je CJIY)((HOy MaHacrHpy 06pa,T10BaO H ca

Bacerseacxe narpnjap-

ynacxy, MeI)YTMM, crapan HHllITa He rosopehn.

jy je

npenyxarpno

2. oxroopa

1989. rOAHHe. Crapau ce OC06HTO

cnrypnourhy

My (jour AOK

narpajapx

,1..(HMHTpHje HHje HMao

[JeAHOM rrpMJIHKOM] je oojauusasao KYCTBMMa H BMl)eIhMMa: "Ax, 04e MOj, Ka,T1a 6HcTe BHAelIHllITa cseurreaax

AY)l{HOCTM

baxona.

,1..(a6H

haxona
MC-

Y4HHHO rra)l{lbHBMM, OH My je ca ,T1y60KHM YMHlbelheM rrpH4ao 0 CBojHM ce neurasa y BpeMe xepyamce,

Ka,T1a

4MTa MOJIMTBY:CBl1 6l1CTe noriernn

...

AHl)eJIM HeBl1,T1lbl1BO Cl1JIa3e l1

ocotinre anpascrneae nporineae) "npopexao": "TH hem nocrarn narpajapx! Ilacrapcrnoaaheur UPKBOM XPHCTOBOM. )l{eJIHM rM Aa xao narpnjapx nocernur MaHaCTJIlp npenonoonor ,1..(aBM,T1a." Kp03 ABe rOAHHe nojasao ce rrp06JIeM HOBor narpnjapxa. CMJIlpeHJIl ,1..(JIlMJIlTPJllje ce ynoxojno. OKT06pa 1991. rOAJIlHe crapau je narao oua IT. M casnao

Y31Ia3e. Macro rryTa ocehasr KaKO Me Ihl1XOBa xpnna

ynapajy

y paveaa."

na

M360p 3aBJIlCJIl A TypcKe BJIa,T1e o soja he 6pJllCaTJIl nojennua HMeHa CMHO,T1CKMX ce npenonorinon ,1..(aBHAY. Kacmrje je naautao H peKao ouy Il.: He 3HaM nrra

BpeMe JIl1Typmje, xepYBl1Ke l1 HapaBHO npanoiuen.a Cl1jaJIa je M 6JIMcrana 4l1CTOTa, 6lIa)l{eHCTBO l1 senenenaocr, flOHl1)1{eHl1 jeposioaax (Kojl1 je 0,T1

MJIlTpOrrOmna JIl3CIlMCKa JIl3a6paHHKa. Crapau je rrOTOM cmuao y l.\pKBY H rrOMOlIMO

1960. rOAMHe )((MBeO H panno YBeK ca HeKOM reurxoa oonemhy) 4l1Hl10 je BeJIe-

"04e Moj, rrOMOJIHO caM ce rrperr0,T16HOM JIlpeKao My: BHAe, YCJIJIllllJllOy CBeMY urro caM rpa)l{Ho.

nenne,

aJIl1 He

l13a30BHe rrOKpeTe. lDerOBO

cnyxeae

je 6HJIO uapcxo.

J1 CBH

'TM CH Me; CBerM ,1..(ahem YllJllHMrH. J1AM y

cy OCehaJIM ,l1aBeJIelIerrHOCT AOJIa3M H3 oesrpaaaaaor rrpeMa Cseroj TajHH Esxapacrn]«, rrpHCYCTBa "3BaHHllHHKa", rj. "AHl)eJIM H

nourroaaaa xoje je MMao OHa ce, urra smne, npnponao HaMeTaJIa 360r
M

Typcxy

H rrOMYTH

Typxe

H IhJllXOBe narmpe. IT06pMHJIl ce ,T1a orau BaprOJIOMej

nocrane narpnjapx."
KaCHMje,

aahena, apxanhena

csernx

y OJITapy.

Caonurrno

xana

cy My jaBJIlJIM I\a je BapTOJIOMej JIl3a6paH sa

je JIlOHO urro je MHoro nyra BHAeo na Cseroj Tpnesn:

apxanhenn,

lleAo Moje, ,T1p)((e TeJIo KOM ceJIY ,T1a je

Iocnomse."
J1HTyprHjy H Ma rAe Aa je

je 3a6JIJIlCTaO 0,T1 paAOCTJIl, ycrao, DO)((e". ja Enrncxor. Caernren, HallHHe. OH ra je yreunio orau jyrpa,
CIIY)((MO

npexpcrno

ce JIl pexao rpM

narpnjapxa, OH nyra: "CJIaBa rn,

Hexrapx-

HaBeAeHO je BpJIO 6p30 nocrano Y3POK apaxen.a oua JaKOBa, najnpe sesaar-

Kao MlIaA 1961. rOAMHe OHje rrpOCJIaBJilOnpornauren,e csenrren.a

nor,

aJIH crora cranaor,

muac ca

Ma y rrraBOM npenonoonor

CJIY)((MO

je csarna 6HO yrexa rrOABJIl)l{HJIlKYouy JaKOBY na pa3He JIlaa AaH lherOBor CIlOMeHa, 9. HOBeM6pa 1989, xana je

,1..(aBHAa, Xpmuhauu cy XTeJIH He XreJIH ocrajamr

MX

3aAHBlbeHH. OH je aeurro rrpeHOCMO na IhMX. OH H KaA HMje mnura rOBopHO. lDerOBO

je He4HM Ha,T1aXIhMBao,llaK

J1MTypmjy y MaHacrMpcKoM IIapaKIIHcy cseror

Hexrapnja. Tora

cserno

'leIIO,

lherOBe OllH xoje cy

ca ... 'ly,T1MJIHcy lbYAe.

onaro JIHl.\e, nyuo 4HCTe lby6aBH, lherOBO rprnrne 40BeKa M TOrrJIa BelIM4aHcrBeHOCT rnaTperiano 6H na 'lOBeK 6y,T1e0,T1KaMeHa HJIM pacejan rra na
HMje HHllITa Apyro
lby6aB

CBe 1\0 B03f1Iaca: "DJIarOCJIOBeHO Ilapcrso Oua JIlCMHa H Cseror ,1..(yxa", aa tsera
M

OH je knexao npen XPJllCTOBOM MKOHOM. Iloxena je, HaCraBMJIa ce JIl saapumna J1J1lryprMja. Mel)yrJllM, aa MaJI06pojHe rrpJllcyrHe pal\MJIO ce 0 rroce6crapl.\a

He ocern Aa je osaj MOHax HeKaKO ,T1pyra4HjH. Ta npyra-mjocr ,T10[neurro ]60)((aHCTBeHO, llITO llIHpM

noj JIHryprHjM.

CBH cy AO)l{MBlbaBalIH jenaa 6lIHCTaBM 3aHOC nparehn

H H3a3HBa MMp OKOce6e.

y clIy)((elhy. CaM je, rrax, nao l1 oojaunsen,e:

178

TI

p VI ~!E 0

A H 1) E 11VI M A

TI p

VI ~!E 0

A H 1) E 11VI M A

179

"IT pM xpajy ClIaBOClIOBJba, 'Iefla Moja (rj. BOM MKOHOM), BMfleo

nox je jour KlIe'IaO rrpefl XPMCTOCaM, orrpOCTMTe MM, cserora Hexrapaja. nMO je panocran M

ceeaiu 81laguKa Huxonaj

rrojao je sajenao ca HaMa: 'CBeTM Bosce' ... Moxcere 3aMMClIMTM KaKO caM rrOTOM HaCTaBMO IIMTyprMjy ... " Ha rOTOBO MCTM Ha'IMH BMl)ao je y l\pKBM M npenonoriaor )J;aBMfla.

MOJIMTBE HA JE3EPY

Ienne

aenerse, nox je rrojao rseroso aennxaa,e, OH ra je BMfleo xao xazryhepa KOjM 61IarOCMJha rropefl Pacneror, Crapau je 'IeCTO BMl)ao CBeTe. OH je OCTaBJhaO YTMcaK na je ClIM'IaH norahaj iserosa xpaHa, 3a xojy je caao M )l(MBeo. Crora
je

paanonyiuaa npexa rsapnoj xpaan, xojy je Y3MMao y MalIMM KOlIM'IMHaMa, M M3 naua y AaH CBe Malhe. OH je )l(MBeO xao aaheo. )J;ewaBalIO ce 'IeCTO fla BMAe crapua xao cseror MlIM anhena, rrpeMAa xeurhe xao anhena, Haseurhexo jenaa csojeapcran cnysa], MlIaAM MOHax E. ce namao BaH KyxMlhe yO'IM Bosorha. Ilornenao je rrpeKO nyra, rj, xa crapseaoj KelIMjM, soja je cana xenxja nryxana KMPMJIa. BMAeo je
360r xera je 6MO cseror

jacno

Ha xonena, uneueua u Hapogu, npen BelIM'IaHCTBOM nO)l(jMM. ITaAaTe XMTpO na KOlIeHa npen CBOjMM xapaaoaiuaaa, a OKlIeBaTe nacrn npen aore
Cseaoryhera'

Bennre:

3ap he Hac OBaKO MalIeHe Ka3HMTM

Iccnoni

)J;a Hac je CTBOPMO

BehMM M CHa)l(HMjMM, rra Aa Hac M xasosasa! BMWM OA rpHoBor HaM

OBaKO, me,

jensa

CMO HeWTO

)l(6Ylha yxpaj ApYMa rrpeMa xysno] BaCMOHM OKO Hac, a TM

npermu

Ka3HOM Hecpa3MepHO

Beher

OA Hac?

CTapl\a KaKO MAe xa QPKBUl\U je oKpeHyT BpaTMMa upxaaue ce y

Xapanaxnnja.
CBeTlIOCT y

Taao je sacrao. Crajao

ClIaBM. Y6p30 rro-

ne3YMHMl\M! KaA sac same xapavtiame CI10Ha 3aTpece, Ma

noansajy

aa

31I0,

OA xora ce M sa-

M ABOpMWTy. ITOTOM je M3HeHafla 3aCBeTTIeO,

onna

He rOBOpI1Te, fla CTe cyBl1we MalIeHI1. CaMO ce aa CBeTlIa M cnatiourhy,

npeoopasno

anhena

M cas

nocrao

xynecno]

nena 113rOBapaTe MalIeHKowli.y

TOM CTapal\ je CMlIa3MO HM3 crenennue caCBMM y rrpMpOAHOM 061IMKY.

na

CTe MalIeHM ua O'II1,

lIMKOM.

non

BelIMKI1M CTe MMeHOM 3arrMCaHI1 y BelIl1'Il1HY 11 61II1CTaWe 111I11

Klh11311CYA6e. Ilpaorau

saur MMal)awe apxaHrelICKY 3a TO je 11 BaMa

apxanrencxna

onpebesa apxanrencxa narpana

apXaHreTICKa Ka3Ha. KaA ce aexyjao yBy'Ie y cpl\e rrpaolla apxaHrelICKM saurer )l(eJha, Aa nosna CTBapl1 BaH

Tsopua,

lherOB

lIMK

rrOTaMHM xao 3eMJha, 11 lherOBa BelIM'IMHa

pa3611 ce y CMTHMl\e - y sac, cene iseroao. ce pa3611 y CMTHI1l\e, Aa 6M Morao I1X.

Jep nccsemr, na nosaa

CI1THJ1l\e, rra

yh«

y CI1THI1l\e, M OKYCJ1TMI1X, 11MCrrl1TaTI1 ce 3APY)l(MTI1 M OKpeHYTJ1 rrpaoTall rrOHOBO sacoKpeHYTor

CBe CMTHMl\e, CBI1 CI1THI1 rrpeCI1THI1, Mopajy rrOCTaBMO J1 Aa 6M mrue a.eroso xa cyauy,

,111l\eM OA 3eMJhe xa TBOPllY. )J;a 611ce saur apxaHrelIcKM rrOHOBO aacjano cjajeM

ornenana

..
Ilocuauipa]
.10TIa3aK CMpTI1. 'IIIM y60CTI1.

ce6e «ao yMplla, rOBopMM caMOM ce6M, rra nehem HM OCeTI1TI1

Yryn«

)l(aoKY CMpTM sa )l(MBOTa, 11KaA

nohe nehe

re J1MaTI1

Ilocxarpaj ce6e CBaKO jyrpo

xao noaopoheao 'IYAO, J1 neheiu OCeTI1TI1

crapocrx.

180

I1PI1LJE

AH1)EII11MA

I1PI1CIE

AH1)EJ1I1MA

181

He I1lllqeKyj AOlIa3aK CMPTI1, jep me CMpT je Ben nouina 11He 1136l1ja 113

TaKaB caM 11ja xao osaj nyhan, peKOX ce611 y CTl1AY. lour HOCI1MI1Me )1(11BOTa, a )l(I1BOT je MOj can pasrpaon.en OA cycena MOjI1X.

retie. 3y611 lbeHI1 cy HenpeKI1AHO y TBOMe Mecy. OHO lllTO je )l(I1BelIO npe rsora pohen.a, I1lllTO he HaA)I(l1BeTI1 TBOjy CMPT, OHOje 11cana )l(I1BO y Te611. JeAHe HOnl1 0ACYKa auren naurrsnxy BpeMeHa, xojoj HI1 xpaj He Morox cameAaTI1,11 noxaaa MI1 na naHTlbl1~11 ABe raxxe jenny y3 npyry, "Pacrojan.e, sena, 113Me1)yre ABe rasxe TO je AY)l(l1Ha rsora sexa." - Moj BeK je, 3Haql1, Ben npOlllao, y3BI1KHyX, 11 rpetia Aa cax cnpexan sa rrYT. Tpe6a.lla caM xao Bpe.llHa ,llOManl1l1a, xoia .llaHalllIhI1 .llaH npOBO.ll11'111crehn AOM 11cnpeaajyhn AapOBe aa cyrpaunsy ClIaBY. 3a11CTa,AaHallllb11 AaH canjy CI1HOBa lb YACKI1XI1CnYlbeH je Benl1M AelIOM 6pl1rOM aa AaH cyrpaum.a. Ho MallO je OHI1X, KOjl1 sepyjy y Tsoje ooehaae 11 6PI1HY, urra he 6l1Tl1 cyrpanau nocne CMpTI1. Hexa 6YAe Moja CMPT, Iocnone,
nOClIeA1b11Y3Aax He sa OBI1M CBeTOMHO sa 61Ia)l(eHl1M 11Beql1TI1M CYTpa.

Hucu nu iuu Oua] UlTO he noho? Ilnrajy CI1HOBI13eMlbe Poheuora 011,[(esojxe rsoje, AYlllO Moja. A Po1)eHI1 OA Ilesojxe, 61IJ1CTajyrapn.oa csernoruhy Me1:JyCI1HOBI1Ma 3eMJbe, KOjl1 cy MpaQHI1 xao yraurean .llaHI1. fIlIaMeHI1 cepaqll1MI1 cnjajy y !-berOBI1M OQI1Ma; npeMYApl1 xepYBJ1MI1 cene na lberOBJ1M YCHaMa; rocnOACTBeHJ1 npeCTOlIJ1 Ap)l(e CTaB Iberos. BI1AenJ1 [a caxa, Bo1)a 6e3 3eMaJbCKe sojcxe CBaKI1 yMHJ1 QOBeK nosepyje, Aa TO MO)l(e 6J1TJ1soha CTpalllHe J16e36pojHe sojcxe HeBI1AlbJ1BJ1X CJ1JJa. 11 eBO, OKpY)l(eH aHrelICKI1M aojcxaaa TBOj B01), AYIllO, OTBapa ycra 11
OArOBapa: 3aJ1CTa, ja cax onaj, xora oxexyjere, 11ApyroMe ce He nanajre. AKO Tpa)l(J1Te nyr, ja caM Ilyr,

Mehy yrallleHI1M csehaaa MOjl1X npajaren.a 11Moja cseha AoropeBa. He nynyj, xapax cana ce6e, 11He )l(alIl1 lllTO cseha AoropeBa. 3ap TaKO MallO lby6l1lll npajaren.e csoje, Aa ce 60jl1lll noha aa IbI1Ma, sa MHOrl1M OAllleAllll1M? He )l(alIl1 lllTO cseha AoropeBa HO lllTO uejacny l1 AI1MHy CBeTlIOCT ocrasn,a aa C060M.

[a caM same CYTpa 011 nanac AO xpaja BpeMeHa. CBaKO A06po, lllTO BJ1 oxexyjere OA CBI1X cyrpaunsnx nana, y MeHJ1je. ,[(aHac je same cyTpa y MeHJ1 ncnyiseao. 11 HJ1jeAaH AaH, AO nocnemser AaHa, nehe BaM AOHeTJ1OHO lllTO BaM ja AOHOCI1M.Die, ja cax AaH 6e3 noserxa 11xpaja,

CUHe »cueoiua, I1cnYHJ1 3eMlbY rena 11nyiue Moje )l(I1BOTOM cBojl1M, na ce I1MaM C qJ1M nojaBI1TI1 Me1:Jy)l(I1BJ1MaHrelIl1Ma. Ee3

Tsora

)l(I1BOTa ja

nehy

MOnl1 AI1CaTJ1Ba3AYx lllTO anrena lIe)l(I1M.

AJ1lllY, Hl1TI1

Ia caM pl13HI1~a CBYKOlIl1Ke 6YAynHOCTl1 J1nyT xa TOj pl13Hl1l1l1. ella 6yayhaocr He MO)l(e BaM AaTJ1Hl1jeAHo 3pHO A06pa, AOK OA MeHe He tr03ajMI1. CBI1 rrpOpOllJ1 nOKa3l1BalIl1 cy rryr K MeHI1. Y MeHJ1ce aaspuiaaajy 11ry6e
(BII npOpOQKl1 nYTOBl1. OA calla cax cauo ja rryr, 11BaH MeHe cy riecnyrnue.

jeCTJ1 xneti lllTO aarenn jeny. 11 6l1ny oner J13rHaH sa Bpan I1cnpeA KOjl1X 11cana xao pacnaon.en HaMaMI1 Me cser Ha CBOj xneo, 113acy

Ilapcrsa netiecnor,

Kao MHOrl1 rrOTOllJ1, lllTO ce ynesajy y jenny peKY, 11npl1 TOM ry6e CBOj nyr.
MOjy KaMelbeM. HaMaMJ1 Me

nyury

Taxo

cy ce CBl1 npopoun

ylIl1lIl1 y MeHe, l1 OA can ja oApel)yjeM TOK )l(l1BOTa.

na pl16y, 11sacy cpue Moje KaMelbeM.

HaMaMI1 Me na CBeTlIOCT,J106yQe yM MOj MpaKoM. He Mp3l1M CJ1pOMaXa,alIl1 MJ1oMp3e CBeT lllTO ce xao Cl1pOMaX npaBI1 60raTI1M. HJ1TI1 Mp3J1MCe611'lHOra, alIJ1 MJ1oMp3e CBeT lllTO ce xao Ce6l1'taH npasn Aape)l(lbl1BI1M. HI1TI1 Mp3J1M6e3YMHora, alIJ1 MJ1OMp3e CBeTlllTO ce xao 6e3YMaH npaBI1 YMHI1KOM.HI1TI1 Mp3J1M601IeCHora, alIJ1 MI1 OMp3e CBeTlllTO xao jeXTI1'laB HaMepHO rpyje BOAY 3l1paBI1Ma. Bapammy 11npersapasa Mp3I1M, Iocnone, IlITO OA cycena )l(I1BOTMOj 3aTpna 3eMlbOM rosopehn MJ1CBeBpeMe 0 He6y.

Ko 11 HaAaJbe nponyxyje na l1Ae rrYTOBl1Ma rrpopOKa, raj he l1nl1 rrYTOBl1Ma nenocrojehnn; 11yrpysahe ceo

Ilpopoun

cy AOlIa3111I11, noxaxcy rryr: ja caM nouiao, Aa 6YAeM fIYT. na

Ko xohe 3a MHOM na l1Ae, raj He MO)l(e l1nl1 aa MHOM casro soraaa, HO 11 (BOM AYlllOM, J1CBI1M cpuex, 11CBI1MYMOM CBOjJ1M. ,[(yr je Moj nyr, 11naiuhe OA yMopa KO ce caao

Y csoje

nore Y3Aa.

Kana
Ko :\'IlIe,

neua »cene na l1AY yrtopeno

c I1I1BOBI1Ma,xropajy ce OTKa3aTl1 xona

':BoillM aoraxa,

11CeCTI1na neha AI1BOBl1Ma. Aa I1Ae ynopeAo ca MHOM, Mopa ce OTKa3aTl1 CBojl1X nory, csoje

Beine
l1 crajaure

60raT rprosau,

na yMpe, J1 nyhaa

My 611 paarparirsen

xohe

npa3aH jour YBeK ca J1MeHOMnOKojHJ1Ka ua BpaTJ1Ma 11J1CnI1CJ1Ma

l1 csora cplla, l1 csora yMa. Onora, KO ce orxaxe csera rora, ja hy yse-

nparouene

potie y nyhauy.

~;~ na csoje nore, y csojy AyIlly, y csoje cpue, y CBOj YM. 11 nehe MI1 Oil 6l1Tl1

182

Il

P H lJ E 0 A H T) E II H M A HVlTM

Il
MO)!(e CBe lJ.eTVlpM npencranrsajy
MCTOK, MOllMM

P 11lJ E 0 A H 1) Ell H M A

183

rexcax, HHTVI ja lheMY saxopaa. Onaj nax, KO ce He OTKa)!(e csera, MeHe ua

jenny
M

lJ.eTBOpOCTPYKY n06eAY,

UlTO otiacja

nyry

CTM3aTM HVlTM 3aAp)!(aBaTVI.

sanan, cesep VIjyr csera nocrojeher CBeTa. BaM ce,

,.
MOllUM BaM ce, Cepa¢UMU,

Apxanrenn

Anrems,

KO MO)!(e na Y)!(VlBa 611arOAeT no-

oene CVlHa AeBoja'lKor?

KO npBI1 OCeTI1 rrpHCYCTBO CHHa AeBojaqKOr VICTpaXOM ce I1cnYHMUle.

Onaj, KO MO)!(e Aa je pa3YMe, ocern VIYCBojVl.

Ko je pa3YMe, raj ce KlIalba CI1HY AeBojalJKOM AaH VI noh.

y CBeTY? HelJ.HCTI1 AYXOBI1 rrpBI1 [a ocermue,

Ine je

CTpax,

Ko je ocern, raj nnaue OA paAOCTVI, UlTO jy je OCeTI10, VI OA CTI1Aa, UlTO jy

je TaKO AOllKaH ocerno. Ko je YCBojM, raj ry6M CVlHa )!(eHI1HOr y ce6M
M

ry je

11nysen,e, rAe nyserse, Ty VI ApCKOCT. 3aMCTa, aajaehn KpVlBlIVi najaehaa

ce tioje cynaje, VI KaA cYAVlja

aaahe,

OHVI ra rrpBI1 rr03HaAY.

nocraje

VI caM CI1HOM

IIpaBeAHMK He nosnaje CYAl1jy, jep He MViClIVi 0 lbeMY, HI1TVIra musexyje. ra He Tepa, Aa CTpVl)!(e YI1lVlMa M nornena, C xoje
MOllViM

Ipex

AeBoja'lKVlM.

he

ce CTpaHe cYAVlja nojasnra.

Baaa

ce

MOllViM

nOKlIOHI1M, KpyroBVI cseruren.a n06eAY CVlHa AeBoja'lKor.

11MY'leHI1Ka, KOjVl pa3Ca CBVlMa He6eCHVlM

BaM ce, XepyBI1MVI, KaKO HeqVlCTVI AYXOBVI OCeTI1Ule rrpMCYCTBO

M

YMeCTe, ocerncre

11ycaojncre

CI1Ha AeBojaqKOr Y CBeTY? Kao UlTO Hero TaMa? raaa ocern CBeTlIOCT. Illra je ocern.nanje rrpO)!(AVlpaqa csora, npeMa CBeTlIOCTVI
M

CI111aMaMOlll1Te ce CVlHY AeBojaqKOM 3a Hac, KojVl CTOjVlMOjour na 60jI1UlTY. ripen 30py He ClIYTe

J1 KaMeH

VI 6MlbKa VI )!(MBOTl1lba jour cnasajy

,.
Ileua
U

AaH, AOK rana Ben oceha ncaasax ce aa 6eKCTBO. TaKO VIAeMOHI1 ocermne aapona, qVlCTl1jer OA IhMX.
MOllViM

11YCKOlle6aHa crrpeMa rrpe csera sevan.cxor AY-

ceeuiutaen.u

Ap)!(e

Te, Iocnone,

OCTallM ce 6YHTyjy rrpOTVlB Te6e.

nonasax CI1Ha AeBoja'lKor KaKO casnana

CMH

Ileua VIcaeraren,n rpanaua cy Vl3Mel)y lIapCTBa 611na H ceHVI He6l1na. Crapaoun ce nasaaajy pOAVITelbHMa M oauajy TBOjy neuy ca BI1COKe
CTeHe y rroHop.

BaM ce, Ilpecronn,

AeBojalJKM ae-mcre

Crapaoua yoopaxaaajy, Tyha

M

na cy

OHVI

pOAVITelbM, rra
M

ynpannajy

AelloM TBO-

XOBe? HeqVlCTVI AYXOBVI npezcraasajy IhVlX rnena sao na yaanpen

MOllViM

JOM xao CBOjOM VlMOBI1HOM. 3aMCTa, He ynpaan.ajy HeKY Mon caao npesra 3eMlbVl. He60 na
3110M

Hero xpnae

VllIOMe.

cy neua, crapaoun, saur

)!(MBOT HM

xojy CTe npacsojann,

HVlTM

onroaapahere sa xpahy

CaB1!aAaHe

CBOjI1M. KaA ce AOManVlH nojasn

pa360jHMUlTBO.

Y CBOjOj IhVlBVI, 1I0rrOBVI 6e)!(e xa orpana BaM ce, Iocnoncrna CI1H AeBojaqKI1 Y CBeTY?

VITpa)!(e OTBOP na Vl3111)y.

)!(VllIVi

Hnje

onaj UlTO je y BaMa,

onaj, KOMe CTe BVI nocnyaa

VI Cane, xoje cy qeTVlpVl nooene, koje onnece

xao xaaan.

Tyhe

je cse, OCVlM 311ay BaMa, 11 onrosapahere

xpahy

11

pa360jHI1UlTBO.

lleTVlpl1 nooene jecy notiene HaA qeTVlpVl 311a,xoja VlCTVlqy jenno Vl3Apyror xao MyTHa peKa
M3

Onrosapahere aa Kpal)y, jep CTe ryhe Ha3Balll1 CBOjI1M; M sa pa360jHVlUlTBO,

jep CTe ryhe ocaKaTVIlIM VI rropYUlMlIl1.

MYTHor 113Bopa. OA KOjVlX AOlla3V1rpex. cMpny. HaA rpexo», OA xora nonaae 601lecTM.

ITpBa je nooena HaA Heql1CTMMa nyxoanaa,

Hena pOAVITelba na 3eMlbVl. POAI1Telb je na He6y. Ha 3eMlbl1 cy caxo

CTapaOlll1. OHI1, UlTO ce6e Ha3V1Bajy pOAI1TelbMMa na 3eMlbl1, 1I0rrOBI1 cy VI pa360jHl1l1V1. Ha 3eMlbVl cy caao crapaoua, npeBellViKa sacr. - noHMTVI

Ilpyra Tpeha
-lerapra
MOllMM

je je

noriena noriena

HaA 601lecTMMa xoje ce saapnryjy

M

je nooena HaA cMpny. BaM ce, BlIaCTVI

VITO je rrpeBellMKa -racr. 611aro, UlTO

Havana, xoja je aajseha notiena CVlHa AeBO-

AaTO BaM je aa CTapalhe najnparonenxje

Bor

VlMa.

J1 TO je

jasxor!
HMjeAHa HVije HI1 aeha HVI Malha. CaMO je rrpBa - npBa a nocnemsa cnemsa. Apyra qeTBpTa 6e3 naje Moma Apyre
M 6MTM

ElIa)!(eHl1jVl je onaj, KO ce HMKaA Hl1je POAMO, 11KOMe HViKaA HI1UlTa HVije nOBepeHO y CTapalhe Hero
BM,

6e3 npBe, HVI rpeha 6e3 Apyre

npse,

aKO je same CTapalhe Ca611a3aH VI YMpTBlbelhe

rpehe,

npBe.

ayuia.

184

Il

P H LJ E 0

A H 1) E II 11 M A

Il

I1l]

()

A H T) E II 11 M A

185

3arnro ce panyjere

,Qel\VI, aKO He MVlcllVlre 6,QVlrVlHa,QlhVlMa xao Ha,QaHV! nooerny

rellVlMa He6ecHVlM? 3a urro KYKare aa lhVlMa, Ka,Q sac paHO octane K aHrellV!Ma? TyljeMY ere ce pa)J,OBallV!,V! aa ryljV!M xyxare, He crapajre ce cavo 0 ocV!rypalhy

He ca lIV1CV!'lVlhVlMa.Hero ce crapajre 0 Eory y ,Qel\V! sauioj. Cacrapaan

nocrapahe

ce sa CBe ocrano,

rena same neue, jep ro VI lIV1CVll\e'lVlBor 11 OHO nrro c MYKOM catinpare ,Qel\V! csojoj, OH
MVlP, V! cpehy, VI ere npernanBpllO Mpa'lHe

he V!M 6e3 MyKe cafiparn, 6p30 V!lIaKO. He V!3rOHV!re Bora V!3 neue saute, jep here V!M oreparVl

o ABBM AATOHMjy
1. ,UOKje caern assa Anronnje otinraaao y rrycrmsn, onxpsajy ra HeMap H nOMI1C1Ul. 11 rOBopallie OH Dory: - Iocnone, )!(ellVlM na ce cnacen, alll1 Me nOMHClll1 He nanyurrajy: Illra na VI HarHYBllIl1 ce MallO rrpeMa BaHI1, yrneua AHroHHje aexora KO oeure I1crl1
xao OH, KaKO ce)J,11 1pann, a 3arl1M KaKO ce )J,11)!(e csora nocna 11MOllH ce, 11 1 ca KaKO orter cena 11nnere xoaort, a ncroxi aHljeo ce 113HOBa)J,11)!(e a MOlll1rBY. DI10 je ro n

snpasrse, V!onarocratse. 11 aKO CBY3eMib y ocrasnre

HI1M, KOjl1 he CBe nojecrn He ocarypasajre

ocraBlbeHV!M O,Q Bora, ocrasnna O,Q maAVI.

VInoapern

,Qel\11csojoj KOMa,Qxneoa HO KOMa,Qnyure VI CaBeCrH. 11 a BVI611arOCllOBeHVIy ABa cnera, VlMOBVlHV!60lbe Hero 0 CBOjOj, 11Harpa,Qa Barna 6l1he

'lHHI1M y CBOMeja)J,y?KaKO na ce cnacexri

6V1heneua Barna ocnrypana,

Crapajre ce 0 ryljoj
HeVl3MepHa.

Ilapcxa neua nara cy BaM ua crapalhe. 3al1cra, Ilap nehe AarVl MallY Hdrpany OHV!Ma, Kojl1 My casyaajy uapesuhe, VI He Vl36pl1rny VlMe Ponnren,a Vl3
naaern lhI1XOBe. y nac, 11sexa same onrosope. AKO OAKp03 Ael\Y meA a Ilap 3a'lyljeHo craparVl 0 neureanaa. ,Uel\a 11 csernren.a Te6e. ,Uel\a 11csenrren.a Ap)!(e Te, Iocnone MOj, ocrann cy Tsoje Kyrnalhe caera. ce 6yHrajy nporns

rocnona.n

KOjl1 oeure nocnar pa)J,11 ITOMOli.Y!11nonpmxe

Anronnjy. VI OH

saxyje anhena KaKO rOBOpl1: - TaKO 'lI1HI1, 11611helli cnaiuen. A osaj, 'lyBllll1 ro, oceru BelIHKY pa)J,ocr cao ceo
Y!

OABa)!(HOCr; 11raxo lll1Heli.11crra-

rOBopVl 6y,Qy cMprOHOCHI1, Ilap he ce nosyhx Vl3 neue same, VI BVI here ce

24. OTKPl1110 ce aBBI1 Anronujy y nycrms«:

- I1Ma y rpa)J,y jenan 'lOBeK, lIeKap ITO3aHI1MalhY, Kojl1 je re6H nannx, KOjl1 CBe urro My rrpeTl1'Ie naje OHI1Ma KOjl1l1Majy rrorpe6y, ca aH~ellI1Ma, rroje rpncsery rrecMy. 11CBaKO)J,HeBHO, sajemro

ITa311,nyuro xroja, nasa VIHe norpeura.

o aBBM Apcennjy
38. I1pl1'lalll1 cy KaKOje HeKaKaB MOHax nonrao y CKl1r)J,a BI1)J,11 aBBY Apceanja. 11 y~e OH y UpKBY 113aMOllH cneurremrxe na My rrOMOrHY na BI1AI1aBBY Apceinrja.
A OHI1 My Ka)!(y: - O)J,MOPI1ce MallO, 6pare, 11BI1)J,eli.ellIra. A OH pe'le:

- Hehy jecrn HI111Ira )J,OKlIera He cycperHeM. VI raxo, noman.y OHI1jenuora 6para na My novorae, jep Crap'leBa xennja 6ellle nanexo. 11 noxyuasum aa Bpara, OHI1 yt>y, uenxsajy crapl\a 11hyrxe cenHy. Tana 6par KOjl1 oeme 113UpKBe, pe'le:

186

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Y1

LI E

A H 'Ii E II ~1 M A

IT OH O/l,rOBOpl1: pe'-le opary: - 3a TOIlI1KO.

P 11 II E

A H 1) E II 11 M A

187

- Ia O,UOX,MOlll1Te ce aa MeHe.
A CTpaHI1 opar, He aanaaehn - ITolla311M 11ja ca T060M. Yl OHI13aje,UHO113al)y. A osaj ra 3aMOlll1, roaopehn: - IToBe,U11Me 11xa aBBI1 Mojcnjy, KOjl1 aexana 6eme pa36ojHI1K. A Ka,UOHI1,Uol)y ,UOaaae Mojcnja, osaj I1Xca panourhy npl1XBaTl1, 11nourro I1Xneno yrocrn, OTIIYCTI1I1X, 11pe'-le My opar KOjl1 ra 6eme BO,U110: - EBo, O,UBeocaM re KO,Ujenaor CTpaHll,a 11KO,Ujenner 01\ lbl1X ,UBojl111,e I1 ce nonaoi T O,UBa)!(HOCTI1 pe,U crapuev, n

Osaj My peLIe:
- KyI1I1 MI1 OBO. Yl CTapall, Kyrrl1. A xana je nponao CBe cY/l,OBe 11xreo na nohe, Belll1 My

oorazs:
- O/l,lla3I1m? OH o,UroBOpl1: - .IJ:a.

Ernnhannaa.

Koja

A osaj

onroaopn:

Osaj My pe'-le:
- EY'u11Jby6a3aH npeaa MeHl111 npeHeCl1 Me TaMO rne Cl1Me naurao. Crapan ra ynpTI111 nonece no a.erosor MeCTa. A osaj My Belll1: - Bnarocnoaen CI1,AraTOHe, OLl,I'ocnona 11aa He6y 11na 3eMJbI1. 0'-111He BI1,UeHI1KOra, jep OHO 6eme anheo I'ocnonn,n A OH, nonarasuru

- MeHI1 ce, CBaKaKO,,Uorrao EfI1rrnaHI1H.

Kana je TO '-Iyo jenan O,Uoraua, rrOMOll11ce Eory rosopehn: - I'ocnone, 06jacHI1 MI1 Ty CTBap, O,UHOCHO, KaKO TO 6l1Ba,Ua jenaa 1136eraBa JbYAepa/l,I1I1MeHa Tsora, a ,Upyrl1 /l,a I1Xcp/l,a'IHO rrpl1Ma, oner pa/l,I1I1MeHa Tsora, Yl me, yxaaaure My ce ,UBeaenuxe Ilal)e y pel\l1, 11yrnena aBBY Apceanja 11 .IJ:yxa Boxorjer KaKO y Ml1py nnone y jenaoj llal)l1, a aBBY Mojcnja 11aHl)elle Eo)!(l1je y npyroj, 11KaKO ra OHI1xpaHe.

KOjl1 6eme nouiao na 611ra ucxyurao .

o aBBH
AraToHY Y rpa/l, KaKO 611nponao HemTO cynosa, 11

.II:aHHJIY

o aBBH
30. Yl3alje jC/l,HOM aaaa Araron

7. Ilpnnosenao je aasa .IJ:aH11110 113¢apaHa: Ilpnsao je orau Ham asna Apceunje 0 HeKaKBOM opary 113CKI1Ta Kojl1 je
6110 IlpllO 036I1JbaH aa /l,eny, ann BpllO Hal1BaH y sepn, na je 113rnynocrn npelleCT. Yl rOBOpl10 je: rrao y

nahe xpaj nyra jenner oorazsa, Pe-re My 60raJb:

- Kyna

l1,Uem?

- Xne6

KOjl1M ce npmeurhyjeuo

nnje, HapaBHO, reno XPI1CTOBO,Ben CI1MBOll.

O,UroBOPl1 My ansa AraTOH:

Yl '-Iyjy /l,Ba CTapll,a na OH TaKO rOBOpl1 rra, 3Hajynl1 na je 6110 BPlll1HCKOra )!(llBOTa, nosrucne KaKO OH TO roBOPI1 y He3110611BOCTI111 Hal1BHOCTl1,re /l,oljy xa lbeMY 11Ka)!(y My: - ABBO, '-Iylll1 CMO0 je,UHOMe6paTy HeKYHeBepOBaTHYCTBap;OH rOBOpl1 KaKO XIIe6 Kojl1M ce npmeurhyjeno nnje no npl1pO/l,11reno XPI1CTOBO,Ben CI1MBOll. cynose. Crapau pene: - [a caM raj xojn TaKO rOBOpl1. A OHI1 ra cTaHY MOIlI1Tll: - Hevoj ce 'up)!(aTI1 rora Ml1mJbelba, aBBO, Ben nosepyj OHaKO KaKO je rrpenana KaTOlll1'-1aHCKaUpKBa. Iep MI1 aepyjevo /l,a je raj XIIe6 reno XPI1CTOBOa ra xatua KpB Xpl1CTOBa, I1CTI1HCKI1 He CI1MBOlll1'-1KI1. nl1 xao mTO je y nonerxy, a A Y3eBml1 rrpax 3eMaJbCKl1, Bor CTBOPl10'-IOBeKarro CBOjOjClll111,l1, 11HI1KOHe MO)!(e perm na OH mtje cmrxa EO)!(l1ja, l1aKO je Bor HeCXBaTl1B,TaKO 11XIIe6, aa xora je peKao /l,a je reno Iberoso, sepyjevo na je 3al1CTareno XPI1CTOBO.

- Y rpa,U na rrpO/l,aM CY,UOBe.

PeLIe My osaj: - EY,Ul1Jby6a3aH rrpeMa MeHl1l1 npeHeCI1 Me TaMO. Crapau ra ynPTl1l1 rroaece y rpan. OBaj My Belll1: - ITOllO)!(11Me TaMO rne nponajeur - 3a
KOll11KO

OH TaKO 11Y'-II1H11. xana je nponao jenan cY,U,yrrl1Ta ra ooran; A CI1ra nponaoi OH O/l,rOBOpl1: - 3a TOllI1KO.

Onaj My pe'-le:
- Kyna MI1 rrora'-ly.

Crapau My Kyrr11. A 3aTl1M oner rrpo/l,a cY,U.A osaj ra mrra: - A OBOaa KOIlI1KO?

1 88

TI P 11 II E

A H 'Ii E iI 11M A

Il

P 11'1 E 0

A H 1) E JI 11M A

189

A crapau pellc: - AKo ce He yBepHM Kp03 CTBapl1, He Mory TO crr03HaTH. A OHH My peKowe: - TIOMOJlHMO ce Eory OBe ce)l,MHl\e sa Ty TajHY H aepyievo na he HaM je Eor
OTKpHTI1.

CY)l,.TIpe)l,CTaBH ce611CBeWTO je O)l,pe~eIlO rpeunnunraa, cpaMOTY npen EorOM,

Crapau TO ca panomhy rrpHXBaTH H rrOMOIIH ce Bory rosopehn: - I'ocnone, TI1 anaur na III1CaM y aeaepmnr 11331I06e; ann na He 6HX 6HO Y rrpeJIeCTI1360r nesnarsa, OTKpl1j MH TajHY, I'ocnone Hcyce XpI1CTe. A sana CTapl\11 ony y csoje xennje, rronone ce 11OHI1 Bory, rosopehn: - I'ocnone Hcyce Xpncre OTKpl1j crapuy ry rajny, na nosepyje H na My lie nponanne rpyn, VI Bor HX 060jl1l\Y YCIII1WI1. A xana ce HaBpWI1 ce)l,aM nana, )l,O~y 01111Y Henersy y l\pKBY rra CTaHYCaMI1 Hd jenao rrOCTOJbe,a y Cpe)l,I1HI16ewe crapau. 11 oTBope HM ce 01l11;rra xana XJIe6 6Y)l,e rrOIIO)J(eH aa CBeTYTpnesy, fhHMa rpojmm je narnenao xao nere. A xana CBeWTeHI1K rrpY)J(11pyKY KaKO 611 rrpecexao XJIe6, me, anheo I'ocnona,n CH~e ca He6a )l,p)J(enl1 HO)J(re »cprsyje nere 11KpB fheroBY 1131II1je nynrp. 11 )l,OKje CBeWTeHI1K cexao XJIe6 na Malle )l,eIIOBe, 11anbeo je O)l, y nerera cexao Malle KOMa)l,e. TIa xana rrpl1CTyrre na ce npmecre, caxro crapuy nonane KpBaBO Meco. A OH, BH)l,eBWI1 TO, npecrpaum ce H rrOBI1Ka: - Bepyjea, I'ocnone, na je XJIe6 Tsoje reno a na je xaura Tsoja KpB. 11 Meco xojc je 611]]0 y iseronoj PYl\l1, na rajancrnea Halll1H CMeCTanocrane XJIe6, 11OH ce O)l,MaX rrpuvecrn 6J1aro)l,apenl1 Eory. A CTapl\H My Ka)J(Y: - Bor 3Ha na 1I0BeK He MO)J(ena jene CI1POBOMeco H 360r rora je rrpeTBOPl10 reno y xIIe6 a csojy KpB y BI1HOaa one KOjl1 he TO rrpl1MaTl1 ca BepOM. 113aXBaJII1We OHl1 3a cTapl\a Bory KOjH Hl1je )l,OnYCTI10na n.eroan nO)J,Bl1311nporra)l,IIY, re ce CBatpojnna pa)l,OcHO nosyxy y csoje xennje.

npen aH~elIHMa 11apXall~eJll1Ma I1rrpe)l, CBHMJbY)l,HMa,O)l,HOCIiOMYKe, Be'-!IIH oran., raprap, TaMy, iuxpryr sytia, CTpaXOBen naru,e. AlIH npencraan ce611H noopa xoja cy onpehena npasennmnoia: C1I060)l,y rrpeJl EorOM Ouen H I-beroBHM XPHCTOM, npen aH~ellHMa H apXaH~e]]I1Ma H npe)l, CBI1M MIIOWTBOM CBeTHTeJba,UaPCTBO He6ecKO H caa a.eroaa onara, panocr H ~HBa!be y fheMy. Cehaj ce 060je; a 360r ocyne rpeuruaxa rrlla'-!H, ryryj, rrJIaWenH ce )],a ce MO)J()],aH TH He oopereui Me~y fhl1Ma; a 360r nooapa xoja cy HaMefheHa rrpaBe)],HI1l\HMa, panyj ce H secenn. TIa311 na He 611KaKO3a60paBl10 aa TO, 6H]]0 Y CBOjOjKellHjH, 6HII0 Heme H3BaH n.e.na 6H
Tl1M cenafheM naoerao CKBepHe l1111TeTHenOMl1CIIH.
i

o aBBIi
HI1l\Y 11yrnena jennora

I1caKY TIIBejcKoM

1. Ilocern je,o,HoM npl1IIl1KOM ansa Hcax THBejcKl1 je)],HY MOHawKY sajen0)], opahe y HeKaKBOM carpewefhy, rra ra OCy,o,H.Me~yTl1M, xana je nsaiuao y rrYCTHlbY, ,o,o~e anheo I'ocnonn.a a CTaHe npen BpaTa on n.eroae KeJll1je, pexaaum: - Hehy re rryCTHTl1)],a y~eIlI. A OH ra crane MOllI1TI1:
- Q LJeMYce pa)l,l1? Onronapajyhn MY, aaheo pe-te: _ Eor Me je nocnao peKaBWI1: "Ymrraj ra, rne sanoaena na nocraana umora opara xojera je oCY)l,110?"

rpe-

Osaj ce cMeCTa noxaja, na pexe: - Carpeurno caM, OrrpOCTl1MI1. A anheo pelJe: _ Y CTaHI1, Eor TH je onpocruo, lJyBaj ce, nax, y6y,o,yne na He ocy~yjew
HI1KOra npe Hero WTO ra

o aBBIi
1. fOBOPl10 je ansa Esarpirje:

Esarpajy

Bor

OCY)],I1·

- Kana

o CBeTOM Ierppesry
2. )J,pyroM rrpI1III1KOM, oner, HeKI1 on CBeTI1TeJbaje y CBOMe BH~efhY yrnenao lJeTY anhena KaKO, rro 3arrOBeCTH Eoxorjoj, Cl1IIa3e ca neria, l1Majynl1 y CBOjl1M PYKaMa CBI1TaK,O)l,HOCHO rpava ry I1Crrl1caHYnsnyrpa cy Me~y C060M: - Ko Tpe6a OBO)l,a npeyave? 11cnozsa; 11rOBOpl1J111

cemnu y csojoj Kelll1jl1 caoepn csoj yM. CeTI1 ce naua CMpTI1: BI1)l,11
Tell a,

rana YMl1pafhe

3aMl1CIIl1 uecpehy, OCeTI1oon, oCy)l,11TaWTI1HY CBeTa,)l,a 611

Morao saysex na oyneur npen TI1XOBafheM,l1,o,aHe oxexrohatn. TIpl1CeTI1ce 11cauaunser craisa y naxny: 3aMl1CIIl1 KaKO je nyruaaa xoje cy TaMO, y najcrpaunnrjoj TI1WI1HI1, y Haj)J(YlIHl1jeM crersan.y 11y KOJlI1KOBelIl1KOM cTpaxy, arOHl1jl111 o-reKI1BafhY; 3aMl1CIIl1HerrpeKl1,o,HYnansy, nyuresno 116eCKOHa'-!HO nnaxaise. AnI1 ceTI1 ce 11JJ:aHa BaCKpcefha 11nojase rrpe)l, EorOM; 3aMl1C]]11raj ~aCHI1 11CTpaWHI1

190

Il

P Iftl E 0

A H 1; En 11 M A

11 P )PI E

A WI) E 1111M A

191

HeKI1 cy, rrax, roBOPl1lIl1 "onaj'', HeKI1 "onaj". - 3a11CTa,OHI1cy CBeTI111npaaennn, Je<ppeMa.

11 onrosope:
OCI1M

38. Ilpaxao

je ansa JOBaH KOlIOB 0 TOMe KaKO je jeAaH CTap.al\ AYXOBHI1K

alIl1 OBOHI1KO He MO)!(e npeyaern

1l0CTaO 3aTBOpHI1K; a 6110 je rr03HaT y rpaAY 11aeova ClIaBaH.

11 jaBI1JII1 cY

My:

11 BI1Ae crapal\ KaKO rrpenajy onaj CBI1TaK Ieppevy. A xana yjYTPY YCTaHe, qyje Je<ppeMa KaKO rrponosena xao na je 113BOPrexao 113lberOBI1X ycra, 11CXBaTI1
na OHO !lITO 113BI1pe113lberOBI1X YCTa je Oil, ,IJ,yxa Cscrora.

o aBBH
crapnjev opary.

JOBallY KOJIOBY

"lenan Oil, CBeTl1X rpeoa na yMpe, 1l,0l)11na ra l\eJII1BaIll rrpe Hero WTO ce yrroKojn". A OH peqe y ce611: "AKO 113al)eM rro naay, rrorpxahe IbYAI13a MHOM 11yxasahe MI1 BeJII1KYqaCT, a Y TOMe ja HeMaM cnoxoja. Ilohn hy, AaKJIe, Holly, rro MpaKy, 11 ncxpamhy ce Oil, CBI1X". A xan yseve 113al)e 113KeJIl1je, )!(eJIelll1 Aa ce I1CKpaAe, me, noiuarse Bor ABa anhena ca 6aKibaMa na My ocnern.aaajy rryr; 11raxo ueo fpaA nOXl1Ta na BI1Il,I1
CJIaBy.

11 KOJII1KOje

MI1CJII10 Aa 1136erHe CJlaBY, jow

BI1Ille oeure npocnaBlbeH.

2. ITpl1qalIl1 cy KaKO je anna JOBaH KOJIOB jeAHoM rrpl1lIl1KOM peKao jeAHoM - Xreo 611x na 6YAeM 6e36pl1)!(aH, xao IllTO cy 6e36pl1)!(HI1 aHl)eJII1 11HerrpeKI1AHO CJIaBeDora. Ila CKI1HyBIllI1 CBOj IIJIaWT 113al)e y nycnrn.y 11IIpOBeBIllI1 TaMO HeAelbY nana, BpaTI1 ce xa CBOMe 6paTY, 11ql1M je noxynao na spara, opar My OArOBopl1
11npe Hero
UlTO

TI1Me je l1Cl1jlbeHO !lITO je rrI1CaHO: "CBaKI1 KOjl1 ce6e

nomosyje,

Y3BI1cI1lle

ce"."

o aBBH

JOBaHY THBejcKoM

rIpl1qaJII1 cy KaKOje MaJII1ansa JOBaHTI1BejcKI1, Y'IeHI1K aase AMoja, rrpoBeo ABaHaeCTrOAI1Ha y crap-reaoj CJIy)!(6I1, xana je oaaj 611060JIeCTaH, 11 KaKO je )!(I1BeO ca lbl1M y WI1IIpa)!(jy. A cTapal\ HI1je rrOKa3I1BaO uarepeconau,e sa lbera; na l1aKO ce onaj MHoro TPYAI10 OKOlbera, HI1KaAa MY Hl1je peKao: ",IJ,ace crracew". A xana je

je OTBOPI10:

- Ko CI1TI1?

A OH onronopn: - Ia caM JOBaH, rsoj 6paT. Onaj My pelle:

- Iouau je fIOCTao anheo 11Hl1je BI1We Mel)y IbYIl,I1Ma. A OH ra crane MOJII1TI1 11roBOPI1TI1:
- [a caM.

rpeoano na CKOHqa, 1l,0Kcy CTapl\11 cenemr, OH ra Y3e aa pyKy 11BeJII1My:

- ,IJ,ace cnaceui, na ce cnacew, na ce cnaceui.

n, ra rrpeAaAe

CTapl\I1Ma

pexaaunc

- OH jc anheo a He qOBeK.

AlII1 My 6paT He OTBOPI1 Bell ra OCTaBI1 na jaAI1Kyje AO jyrpa, A 3aTI1M My oArOBOpl1 11pese: - L[oBeK CI1, orter I1Maw rrorpeoy na pamnu na 611ce XpaHl1o. A OH nanpasu MeTaHl1jy 11pe-te: - OnpOCTI1 MI1. 33. ,IJ,ol)e jeAaH crapau y xemrjy aase JOBaHa 11Hal)e ra KaKO cnasa a jenan crojn xpaj isera 11 XlIaAI1 ra MaIllylll1 KpI1JII1Ma. onaj, xana ce rrp06YAI1, yrnrra csora yqeHI1Ka:

o aBBH Maxapnjy ErHnaTCKOM

33. Ilpnnosenao je assa BI1TI1Ml1je 0 TOMe KaKOje asna Maxapnje l1Cl1pl1qao: ,IJ,OKcaM xexana )!(I1BeO y CKI1TY, crrYCTe ce TaMO ABa CTpaHa MJIaAl1lla; 11 jeAaH OA lbl1X I1Mawe 6paAY, a npyrosre je TeK no-rena Aa 113611jaopana. Ila nohome 11peKowe:

- I'ne je xennja aaae Maxapajai

Aja peKOX:

anheo

11 BI1AeBIllI1

TO, OH OAe. A

- Illra he BaM OH?

Pexoure:
- L[YJII1 CMO 0 lbeMY 110 CKI1TY, rra Aol)OCMO Aa ra BI1AI1MO. PeKOX 11M: - [a caM raj.

- Ie JII1I1KO AOJIa3110AOK caM cnaaaoi OH OAroBOPI1:

- ,IJ,a,HeKaKaB crapau.

11 CXBaTl1OAMax asaa
Aa je BI1Aeo aahena.

JOBaH na je raj CTapal\ n.eroaor

AYXOBHor Y3paCTa, 11

OHI1 HarrpaBI1Ille rrOKJIOH npena MHOM, rosopehn:

RJ

nK.

14, II.

192

nPIJlIE

()

AWf)EnI1MA - O,Il,lIa3I1WIII1? Aja peKox: - He, cnasahy OBJ(e. Te rrpocrpeIlle

T1PHYE

0 AHljEJlI1MA

193

- )Kenl1MO OBACAa OCTaHeMO. A ja, BI1Aehl1 KaKO cy He)!(HI1I1 HayYeHI1 aa 60raTcTBo, peKox: - He MO)!(eTe OCTaTI1osne. Crapnjn OJ(thl1X peye: - AKo He MO)!(eMO OCTaTI1osne, l1J(eMOHeme ,Il,pyro.

non.any aa MeHe aa je,Il,HOMMecTy, a aa ce6e ua ,Il,pyroM Mece sajenno na OHl1lIerOWe, ja ce rrOMOlIl1M Bory na MI1 OTKPl1-

J a peKOX y ce611:
- 3aWTO I1X TepaM, rra ce ca6IIa)!(thaBajy? Tpyn he I1X HaTepaTI1 J(a CaMI1 O,Il,Y· ITa 11MKalKeM:

cry, y yrny; rra CKl1,1l,OIllecsoje nojacesc 11OrpTa'le 11crrycrmne noisasy rrpe,Il,a MHoM.l1 nourro jy Y yeMY je thl1XOB nonanr.

11 OTBOPl1ce Ha,Il,CTpeWHI1~a l1 nojaau ce CBeTIIOCT

xao J(aH; alIl1 OHI1 He BI1Aewe CBeTIIOCT.ITa rrOWTO cy Ml1CIII1IIl1 na cnaeav, CTapl1jl1 ,Il,OTaKHeMlIaljera y 60K, rra YCTaHY,onawy ce l1 rrpy)!(e caoje pYKe xa He6y. xennjy, aKO MOlKeTe. A ja caM I1XBI1J(eo, alIl1 OHI1 MeHe Hl1CY;11yrnenax ,Il,eMOHeKaKO xao MyBe J(01Ia3e sa MlIaljera; a je,Il,HI1 cy My KI1,Il,I1CalIl1 ycra a npyru na Iocnonn.er KaKO AP)!(11orisean Hl1CYMOrJIl1 Aa ce rrpI16nl1)!(e. A Kana cy yjyrpo ce TeK rrp06Y,Il,110, a l1CTOTaKO 11OHI1. Crapajn PeKOX: - ,L:(a. 11 MlIaljl1 ornoja csaxor 11KaKO ner ncanava ca urecr CTI1XOSa11jeAHI1M "amoiyja", A KOA CTHxa 113IIa311IIaje nnaveaa na OYl1. 11 Bl1,Il,eXanhena nax, MJ'Il1 O,Il,rOHl1,Il,eMOHe0,Il,u.era, Crapujevy, MI1 pe'le caxro OBe pe'll1:

- Xajne,
Pekoiue:

npunpexnrre

- IToKa)!(11 HaM MeCTO,11yYl1Hl1heMO WTO rpeoa. [a 11Mnanox jenny 6pa,Il,By, spehy rryHy nsonexa 11CO;rra 11Mnoxasax je,ll,aH TBp,Il,KaMeH 11peKOX: - Ilopasaajre cemrre. A MI1CII110caM, BelIl1 crapa~, na he 360r yMopa OTl1hl1. A OHI1 Me YI1l1TaWe WTa ce OB,Il,errpaBI1. J a 11MpeKOX: - ITlIeTeH e CTBap 11. ITa Y3MeM npyha 113oase 11rrOKa)!(eM 11MKaKO ce OCHI1Bannereise rperia AaBaTI1 061II1K rtncren, y, re peKox: - Ha'll1HI1Te xoiuape rra I1X najre 'lyBapl1Ma a OHI1 he BaM ,Il,OHeTl1xneoa, 11 HaKOH rora OAeM. A OHI1 CTprrJbI1BOyYl1He CBe WTO caM 11M peKao, 11 HI1CYMI1 ,Il,01Ia3111I11 y nocery rpn rOJ(I1He.A ja OCTa,Il,OX,Il,a 60pl1M ca rrOMI1CIII1ce Ma: "KaKaB III1 je thl1XOB nonnnr rra He ,Il,01Ia3ena Me mrrajy aa nexe rrOMI1CIII1? 113,Il,alIeKaMOHaCI1,Il,01Ia3exa MeHI1, a OBI1KOjl1 cy 61II13YHI1CYAOWIII1, HI1TI1cy rrOWlI11 xa ,Il,pYrHMa, OCI1My npxsy na y3My Ha<pOpy, 11TO hyrxe", ITa rrOCTI1BWI1 HeAeJbYnasa, rrOMOnl1M ce Bory na MI1 noxaxce y 'leMY je thl1XOB rrO,Il,BI1f. 11 YCTaBWI1 rrocne HeAeJbY nana, rroljeM xa thl1Ma na BI1,Il,I1MKaKO cy. ITa rrOWTO noxyuax, Ce,ll,HeM.Crapnja OHI1 MI1 OTBOpl1We 11hyrxe Me ~eIII1BaWe; a ja ce rrOMOlIl1M 11 0,Il,thl1X, rrOWTO nane 3HaK MlIaljeMY na nsahe, cene na nnere a y ,Il,eBeTI1'lac rroKy~a 11ylje ouaj MlIaljl1, rra npn,Il,aAe3HaK, rrOCTaBI1rpnesy; 11CTaBI1aa thy OB,Il,e11,Il,OHeCI1Te npaa 113oase, rra rrOWTO Ha'll1HI1Te KPOB,

nernu, ja ce HarrpaBI1X KaKO caM

- Xohem III1 na rrpO'lI1TaMO ,Il,BaHaeCT ncananai

cneha 113n.eroanx

ycra l1 Y3,Il,113alIace na

He60.11cTo TaKO, 113YCTaoaor crapnjer, HeKaKaB niiaMeHH xonortau ncanaxra aanauer.

xana 6H HX ornapao Aa rroje, 113IIa3110 je

11Aoce330 AO rpeher neca. 11 ja H3peKOX HeKOlIl1KO

ITa H3aW3BIllH, Ka)!(eM: naxne, na je osaj crapnjn

- IToMOlIl1Te ce aa MeHe. A OHI1 hyrxe Ha'lI1HI1We MeTaHl1jy. Casnanox, C3BpweH, 3 MlIaljera je jow MyYI10 nenpajarers, crapnjn 311IIHy nocery aBBI1 Maxapnjy, A HeKOJlI1KOnana KacHHje yMpe

opar, a rpehera ,Il,aHaaa thl1M H MlIaljl1. 11 kana cy HeKl1 OJ(oraua nonaOH HX je BO,Il,HO thHXOBY xernrjy, rosopehn: y

- ,L:(oljl1Tena Bl1AI1Te MyYeHHwTBo MlIa,ll,I1Xcrpanaua.

o aBBM

Mojcnjy
A crapa~ ra

y)!(a,Il" HI1IllTa He ronopehn;

I. 50pl10 ce jeAHoM ansa Mojcnje rrpOTHB 61IY,ll,a,rra rrOWTO nnje Morao BI1We Aa 113AP)!(H y KelIHjl1, nohe 11I1crrpl1'1a CBe aBBH Hcnnopy. 3aMOlII1 na ce BpaTI1 y CBOjy xennjy. Osaj He npnxaaranre, - He Mory na H3APlKI1M, aBBO. rosopehn:

rrpeMI1 MallO jena 11xana My crapajn

rpn nsonexa 11OCTaAeAa CTOjl1 hyrxe. A ja pexox:

- Y CTaHI1Tena je,Il,eMo.
ITa YCTaAocMo 11jenocno: nano se-re, peKoIlle MI1: a OH noaece Kp'lar,
're

ce HarrI1CMO. A xana je

Crapau ra Y3Me ca C060M, nonne ra y ropthy onajy H peye:

- Ilornenaj

npeMa sartany,

194

Il

P 11 CI E ()

A Ii '1) E JI 11 M A

IIpMYE

AH1jEJIMMA

195

11nornenaaum, peHl111 cnpenajyha - Ilornenaj 11 OH rtornena

OHyr JIeAaHel13MepHO MHOiliTBO )l,eMOHaKojl1 6exy Y3HeMI1ce sa 60p6y, AI13axy BeJII1KY6YKY. Pexe My oner asaa Hcnnop: 11yrnena Hel13MepHO MHOiliTBO CBeTHX anhena KOjl1 6exy y

o aBBJI MaKapJljy

Ipahanmry
jennor

11npeMa HCTOKY.

Je)l,HOMje aasa Maxapnje 'leTl1pl1 MeCel(a CBaKO)l,HeBHOnocehnaao

WaBI1. 11 pe'le aaaa Hcnnop: - ETo, TO cy OHI1 xoje Iocnon uran.e CBeTI1TeJbI1May novoh. A OHI1 npeMa sanany cy OHI1 Kojl111X nananajy, BI1Ille je, naxne, OHI1X Kojl1 cy ca HaMa. 11 TaKO ce ansa Mojcnje oxpaopn rra ce, aarinaronapusum Bory, BpaTI1 y caojy KeJIHjy.

MOHaxa; 11He Hal)e ra HI1 jenannyr na Hl1je 3aY3eT MOJII1TBOM;IIa 3a)l,I1BJbeHO pese: - [JIe, 3eMaJbCKI1anheo.

o aBBJI Iladnryrnjy
1. TI pnvao je aasa TIaqlHYTHje: .uOK caM uurao nYTeM, noronn MI1 ce )l,a 3aIIYTaM 360r MarJIe 1106peTeM ce y 6JII13HHH cena, 11 BI1)l,HMHeKe IbY)l,eKaKO pasronapajy,

o aBBJI Mapxy

ErJlIIaTCKOM

re ce 3aycTaBHM MOJIe-

nl1 ce 360r CBOjHX rpexa. 11 me, )l,ol)e MI1 anheo ca Ma'leM na MI1 pe'le:

1. TIpl1'laJIl1 cy sa aBBY Mapxa Ernnarcxor na je npOBeo TpH)l,eCeTrO)l,I1HaHe

113JIa3enl1 cnoje KeJIHje. 11 0611'lHO je CBeIllTeHHK )l,OJIa3110 sajenno npnnecy H3 na

- TIa<pHYTHje, CBI1KOjH ocyl)yjy csojy opahy 6Hne YHHIllTeHH OBI1MMa'leM; Ben CHnOHI1)f(aBaO ce6e rrpe)l, Borov xao na CI1TH nO'lI1HI10 rpex, 360r rora je rsoje I1Me ynncaao y Klhl1fy )f(HBI1X. aJII1TI1, 36ar rora IllTO HHCI1ocybasao,

oaor sosexa, AOMI1CJIH na ce HaY)l,HlheroBoj Tpe3BeHOCTI1; 1nama nexor l)aBOI1MaHOr)l,a )l,ol)e xa CTapl(Y T060)f( 1 360r MOJII1TBe.A osaj OnCe)l,HYTH,npe Hero he pehn nurra )l,pyro, pe'le crapuy: - Tsoj CBeiliTeHI1K saynapa aa rpex, HeMoj ra BI1Ille II)'IllTaTI1)l,a YJIa311 Te611. K A 60rOHa)l,aXHYTI1 'lOBeK My pe'le: - Heno Moje, CBI1oauajy He'lI1CTony nanorse, a TJ1CHje YHeo K MeHI1. AlII1
nl1CaHO je: "He cY)l,I1Te,)l,a BaM ce He CY)l,I1"134. Mel)YTI1M, n na je rpeuiaa, I'ocnon ne ra cnacrn: jep je nI1CaHO: "MOJIHTe ce Bory je)l,HI1 aa npyre, na 03)l,paBI1Te" .135 11 HaKOH THX pe'lH, rrOMOJIHBIllI1 ce Bory, OH 113arHa )l,eMOHa 113xosexa H omYCTH ra anpasor. A «ana, KaKO je Ben 6110 0611'laj, )l,ol)e CBelllTeHI1K, OH ra noxexa ca panourhy.

CBeTenapose. A l)aBo, BI1)l,eBiliH BPJIHHCKO crpnrsea,e

o aBBJlllaBJIY

Tlpocrosre
acnpma
Ol(H-

1. bJIa)f(eHI1 ansa TIaBJIe TIPOCTH, yqeHHK cseror AHToHHja, Ma cnenehe: PI1CTJ1 opahe, na HaKOH y0611'lajeHor pasroaopa

.uol)e OH je)l,HOM npl1Jll1KOM y MaHaCTHp pamr nocere 11pa)l,11)l,YXOBHeKOMel)y lhl1Ma, yl)e y CBeTYl(pKBY TIaBJIe nOCMabO)f(l1jy)l,a rrpHcyCTByje y0611'lajeHoM 60rocny)f(elhy.116JIa)f(eHI1 I1Mao je raj )l,ap, KOjl1 My Focnon oeure rronapno, xao IllTO MI1 BI1)l,I1MOJII1l(a jenan npyrora, 11 )l,OKcy CBI1YJIa311JII1sernora c

rpaure csaxor KOjl1 ynaaaure y l(PKBy, ca KaKBOM )l,YIllOM YJIa311aa CJIY)f(6y; jep )l,a MO)f(e na BI1)l,H csaxora y JII1l(a, a anheo csaxora

A )l,06pH Bor, BI1)l,enl1 CTap'leBY He3JI06I1BOCT, noxasa My

KaKO CI1l)e ca netia 11rrOJIO)f(11 pyKy na

3HaK. "HaHMe", rrpl1yao je crapau, "kana je CBeiliTeHI1K rperiao na CTaHe npen cBeTY Tprre3y, yrnenax anhena I'ocnomser BI1l)elheM, 3a'lYX mac KOjl1 MI1 rOBOpl1: cBeiliTeHI1KoBY rnasy 11osaj nocrane xao cryri orn.ena.

nyuiy,

A ja,

JIHKa 11osapenora

3a)l,HBJbeHTaKBI1M

on n.ax ce panoaaure aa lhera, yrJIell.a jenner upnor H Mpa'lHOr rro l(eJIOM Teny; 11

yrnena raxohe )l,eMoHe ca 06e crpane KaKO ra )l,p)f(e 11ByKy xa ce6H, cranrsajyh«
~IY ysny na HOC, H lherOBor cseror aHl)eJIa KaKO HX 113)l,aJIeKa CJIe)l,11 yp06aH 11 T TYiKaH. A TIaBJIe caa y CY3aMa H ynapajyhn nna'lynH nouauran,e r a sarurrxyjy 11uarny rrponeay ce PYKOM y npca, cenne npen l(PKBy, na maCHO 360r OHara IllTO je BI1Aeo. A OCTaJII1,BI1)l,eBIllI1 lherOBO 'lY)l,HO xoja ra je AOBeJIa)l,O )f(aJIOCTI1I1cysa, cranouie MOJIenl1 ra na 11Mxasce 3aIllTO nna-re, MI1CJIenl1)l,a TO YI1HI1 ocyl)yCI1JIHOonora xoja ce 6e-

- Hoaese, 3aIllTO ce )l,I1BI1Ill360r oaorai Iep aKO jenan 3eMaJbCKI1l(ap nehe

)l,onycTI1TI1 CBOjHM BeJII1KaIllI1Ma)l,a CTaHY npe)l, n.era npJbaBI1 Ben y nYHOM cjajy, KaKO JII1 TeK 60)f(aHCKa CI1JIanehe O'lI1CTI1TI1cnyxorrerse croje npen He6ecKOM CJIaBoM?" CBeTl1XTajHH KOjl1

A O)l,Ba)f(HI1nOABI1)f(HI1K XPI1CTOB, Mapxo Erl1naTcKI1, Kojl1 nocrane BeJII1KI1, y)l,OCTOjl1ce rora )l,apa jep He oeure OCY)l,110 CBeiliTeHI1Ka.
134

jynH I1X CBe; 11cranoure ra MOJII1TI1na yl)e ca lhl1Ma na 6orOCJIY)f(elhe. A TIaBJIe 1136eraBajynHI1X, octane na ce)l,11 HanOJbY, onzraxyjyln, ure OHaKO npnxasao.

MT. 7, I.

135 JaK. 5, 16.

196

Il

p Y1 '-l E

A H 'I) E II VI

Il
IIH, 113Cserora nperxonao

P Y1 '-l E

A H 1) E II 11

197

A neurro

xacnnje, xana ce cny)!(6a OKOH'la H AOK cy CBH H3I1a3HlIH, ITaBJIe

TII1CMa 11113CBeTI1X orxpnsen,a,

KOllHKO )]'06pOTe I1Ma Bor sa

oner no-rae na rrocMaTpa csaxora, )!(elleflH Aa casaa KaKO H311a3e;H YTlIeAa onor xosexa 'lHje ueno reno oeme U,PHOH TaMHO, KaKO je cana oenora TeJIa H KaKO ra AeMOHH npaTe nsnanexa a CBeTH anheo ce HaJIa3H xpaj a.era H CHlIHO ce panyje 360r rora. A Ilanne, cKa'lyfm Oil, panOCTH, crane na BH'le H na 6JIarOnapH Dory: 1I0n-

OHe KOjl1 My I1CKpellO npntieranajy rpeunora, lIX sa nperxonne

11ca noxajarsea

ncnpaan.ajy

OliO UITO cy

11na OIleT ysnpaha )]'06p11Ma soja je ooehao He ocybyiyh» sa csoje cnacen.e. Iep, KaKO je 06e-

rpexe, HeMojMo ovajasarn

- 0 neaapeunsor

hano npexo npopoxa Hcanje na he HeqHCTe O'lI1CTHTI1 0)], rpexa, )],a he HX 1136eJIHTli xao cner 11Y'lHIIHTI1 )],OCTojHI1Ma 6l1ara neriecxor Iepycamora, TaKO Hac,

qOBeKolby6lba H 6l1arOCTH Do)KHje! ITa noxnrasunr,

He ce na BI1COKOnocrorse H pe'le CI1JIHI1MfJlaCOM: - ,J:(ol)l1Te na BI1AI1Te KaKO cy CTpalilHa 11-rynecna nena DO)!(Hja.194 ,J:(ol)HTe

orrer, npexo npopoxa Iesexnn,a ys 3JKJIeTBY otiaaeurrana na Hac aehe norydnTH; jep "TaKO 6HO ja )!(HB, BellH [OClIO)]" anje MH MHJIo)],a yMpe 6e36o)!(HHK, Hero na ce BpaTH 6e360)!(HHK ca csora rryra H)],J 6y).(e ))(HB".199

na BHAI1Te Oaora KOjH xohe na ce CBI1lbynH crracy 11na Aol)y y rtoanan,e I1CTHHe.19\ ,J:(ol)HTe na My ce rrOKlIOHHMO H na npananaeno npeA aore II rt.erone,
196

na

Ka)!(eMO: "TH CH jeAHHH KOjl1 MO)!(elll)],a Y3Melil rpexe".

11 CBH pesuocno npirrp-raiue, )!(eJIenl1 Aa -ryjy TO lllTO ce rOBopH. 11 xana ce CBI1 caxyrnnue, TIaBlIe HCrrpl1'Ia urra je snneo, rrpe YJIaCKay IWKBY a urra je BHneo nocne I-be, rra sarpascn 0)], onora -rosexa na xaxce urra je 6110 pa3l10r 360r xojera je Bor H3HeHa)],a Y'lHHHO TaKBY npoMeHy. A 'lOBeK, na xora TIaBlIe 6eme noxaaao, 6e3 oxnenan.a HCrrpl1'la urra My ce )],orO)],HlIO:

o aBBJI Cncojy
14. ITpH'laJIH cy KaKO je y aaae Cncoja, )],OK je 6110 aa caMpTH a CTapl\11 cenenn xpaj n.era, iseroso nnue cnjano xao cynue: rra HM xasce:
- [JIe, assa AHToHHje je nourao,

A aeurro xacnnje xaxce:

npopoxa je nourao. 11 oner n.erono JIHl\e 3a6JIHCTa rra xaxce: - [JIe, xop arrOCTOJIaje nourao. 11l-berOBO JIHu,e oner sarin.eurra; a OH xao na ca HeKHM rosopatue. A crapU,Hra ymrraure: - Ca KHM paarosapaiu, o'le?
- [JIe, xop

- Ia

caM qOBeK rpemaH, sena, H ))(I1BeOcaM y 6ny)],y MHoro BpeMeHa CBe)],0

naaac; a cana YlllaBUIl1 y CBeTYU,PKByDO)!(Hjy, <lyjeM KaKO ce 'lI1Tajy pe'll1 rrpopOKa

Hcanje, l1JlH'laK Dora KaKO rOBOpl1 KP031-b11X:"Y MHjTe ce, O'lHCTI1Tece, YKlIOHI1Te snohy J\eJIa CBojHX Hcrrpe;\ O'-ll1jy Mojl1X, rrpecTaHHTe 3JIO 'lHHHTH. AKo rpecl1 aaum 6y)],y xao CKeplleT, nocrahe 6eJIH xao cner. AKo xohere CJl)'lliaTH, noopa 3eMalbCKa jetuhere''."" A ja 6ny)]'HHK, BeJIHAHPHYT peql1Ma TIpoPOKOBI1M H ysnnuryh» y CBOjl1M MI1CJII1Ma,peKox DOry: "TI1 KOjH CH Bor, Kojl1 CI1 noiuao y CBeT na cnaceiu rpemHHKe, OHO lIITO CI1 cana oriehao rrpeKo csora rrpopoKa, I1CrryHl1 H aa MeHH rpeumon H nenocrojnon. Iep CBO,0)], osora -iaca TH )]'ajeM pes, 11ooehasai« H 0)], cpu,a TI1 ce ncnonenav, na Heny BI1111e 'lHHI1TI1 OHO lllTO je 3l10, Hero hy 0)],6au,HTI1 CBaKO6e3aKOl-be 110)], cana hy TH ClI)"A<HTI1 qHCTOM caseurhy. ,J:(aHac,BlIa)]'I1KO, 11 ca
0)], oaora -raca, rrpHMH MeHe KOjH caM ce noxajao 11Kojl1 ce noxnan.au rrpe)], T060M 11y6ynyne ce )]'P)!(I1M rronan.e 0)], csaxora rpexa.H ca TI1M, Belll1, 06enal-bHMa H3a-

A OH pe'le:
- EBo, )],OlllJIH cy aHl)eJIH rroKajeM.207

na

Me y3My rra I1XMOllHM

na

Me OCTaBe na ce MaJIO

A pexoure My crapun: - Heva rrorpeoe na ce xajeur, o-re.

A OH 11MY3BpaTI1:
- 3aHCTa, He 3HaM )],a JIH caM H rroxerax Y'lHHI10. Tana CBlI CXBaTI1111e)],a je caspurea.H orrer iserono JII1l\e Haje)],HOM nocrane xao cynue; H CBI1ce yrtnaunrure, A OH 11MBeJII1: - BH)]'HTe, I'ocnon je nouiao 11xaxce: ",J:(OHeCHTe MI1 cacyn rrYCTI1I-bCKH". Te O)],Max npenane )],YX CEOj. t1 )],ol)e HelIlTO xao MYi-ba a Kyna ce HCITYHI1 ~1110MI1PHCOM.

hox

113u,pKBe, O)]'JlY'!I1BlIIl1 y ce611na He 'lI1HI1M HI1KaKaB rrpecryrr rrpeMa Dory. CfYBUll1 TO, CBH nosuxaure y jenan rnac xa Dory: "Kaxo cy Belll1'-lallCTBella

nena Tsoja, I'ocnone, CBeCI1rrpeMy)],po CTBOpHO".19K 3Hajynl1 naxne, 0 Xpnurha194 195 19h

I1c. 45, 9, I. TI1M, 2, 4. I1c. 94, 6,

19711c. I, 16-19,
lOR

199 007

Ilc. 103,24,

je3. 18, 32; 33, II. B. 113peKY 49,