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ay 25 gvP ivZi asmh, bksmZv, Pviw`K Avbi jwjnvb wkLv, Kvgvb jvwMq Dwoq
`Iqv Qvvevm, Qvvevm _K ei Ki Gb KvZview` Ki `uvo Kwiq Qv`i evk dvqvi
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MYKei Lyu o gvwU Pvcv `Iqv mB me jvk, GLbI gviv hvqwb Kvbv wjwe Qvi gvwUPvcv
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ivZ cZ KiQ, mvivivZ wji ga Kvbv iKg gv_v euvwPq Dcjw KiQ cvwKvbx
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_K Avb jvwMq `Iqv nqwQj Zv`i Kv| cvwbi Uv h evOvwj cywjk cwRkb
wbqwQj, Zviv gviv MQ dzU cvwbZ m nq| AvjZvd gvngy`i evmv wQj ivRvievM cywjk
jvBbi Lye KvQ| Zuviv `LZ cqwQjb mB `vhLi LvwbKUv| fvi nZ bv nZ
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kvU avi wbq ci A iL cvwjq hvq| G iKg cjvqbci evOvwj cywjk`i Avkq w`qwQj,
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w`K UvsK, AvigvW Kvi wbq Avwg ivvq bg Avm wj wj KiZ KiZ| ivZi ejv
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cvwKvbx Avwgi hy nq, fviejv evPz ewei evmv nq cb jvBbi wbRi evmvq wdiQ
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auvqv DoQ kvwbMi, ivRvievM, RvbvwKi mvgb ivvq jvk co AvQ|
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evmvq wMq wj Ki Lyb Kiv nqQ wkK`i, Qvx nj wMq bviKxq wbhvZb Kiv nqQ
gq`i| Zvi nvZi gyVv k nq Avm| vai Avb kixi nq IV Z| Ze ivRbxwZi
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Zvi eziv, cieZxKvj hviv Zvi mnhvv ne, Zv`i AbKB hyi gq`vbi mvb Ni
Qo ewiq hvq| knx`yjv- n Lvb ev`j, AvkdvK mvgv`, ew`Dj Avjg, gvmy` Igi, XvKv
wekwe`vjqi Pvi Qv ewiq co hyi mvb, Zviv bZ cvq MvwRcyi B ej
iwRgUi evOvwj-mbiv jovB KiQ cvwKvbx evwnbxi m, mLvb _K Zviv wcQy nU
gqgbwmsn hve, GUvB ^vfvweK, myZivs ev`j Avkwd Igi ew` Pvi ZiY KviwdD Zzj
bevi KqK Nvi weiwZi gaB XvKv Qo gqgbwmsni c_ cv evovq| evPz, Avmv` Ges
jvwaK XvKvevmx 27 gvP KviwdD Zzj bevi duvK Zv`i msMnxZ Ammn eywoMv
cwiq Avkq bq wRwivq| mLvbB Zviv c_g bZ cvq ^vaxb evsjv wec-ex eZvi K`i
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NvlYv, gywhvv`i AbKB GLbI gb KiZ cvi, gRi wRqvi K^i Zv`i Abycv wYZ
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hy mZB i nq MQ| iwWI-i G-NvlYv wgvnbxZ bZ cvq kvnv`Z Payix Avi dZ,
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cywjki| Zv`i mg AwZ ZLb cwZiva Avi cwZkvai Rb DbyL| ZvivI LuR y Q hy|
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bvQvo mvnwmKZvq, Avi bqvevRvii bvw`i vi GjGgwRi wjZ SuvSiv nq hvIqv cvwK
vbx mb`i wcQy nU hvIqvi ga w`q, mviv`k evOvwj mb`i we`vn Avi AvZvM Avi
cwZiva|
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gyL wPiKvji Rb Ki w`Z PqwQj evOvwji gywi AvKvvK| ay 25 gvP ivZ bq,
2 Gwcj wRwivq h MYnZv msNwUZ nqwQj, ZvK GLbI evPz, Avmv` ev hKvbv
cZ`kxi `vhL-`Lvi `ytmn wZ Qvov Avi wKQyB gb nq bv| cvYfq fxZ Avkqmvbx
cvq jvLLvbK XvKvevmx Avkq wbqQ eywoMvi Icvi| Zv`i Kviv Kviv KvQ `wk A|
GKUv `yUv e`yK| cywjk wKsev BwcAvii dj hvIqv w_bUw_| fviejv nVvr cvwKvbx Avwg
j Avi wgvihvM Pj Avm b`xi Gcvi, AZwKZ, evPziv Ui cq cQvZ cQvZ
mq`cyi mi Avm, Avi cQb ZvwKq `LZ cvq AvKvk nwjKvi RU DoQ, Avi
nvRvi nvRvi gvbyl cvjvQ w`Kwew`K, Avi Avwgiv Kx GKUv cvDWvi bvwK cvBc w`q dzqj
wQwUq Avb jvwMq w`Q, gvbyl cyo hvQ Avi QyU hvQ, QyU gvbyl cyoQ, cyo gvbyl
QyUQ, QyU gvbyl dzU, Rj, nvRvi nvRvi QyU AwMKz , Avi wPrKvi, cyivUv Rbc` cyoQ,
Avi wj, wiKvqjjm ivBdj _K, Avi nwjKcUvi RU _K, QyU gvbyl co hvQ,
aivkvqx nQ, nvRvi nvRvi gvbyl co Mj, gi Mj, gi Mj Zv euP Mj, AZ 10 nvRvi
gvbyl mw`b gviv coQ wRwivq, GB weeiY AvRv` RvbZ cvie, Avi Zvi gb ne Ug y vbi
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vwZK mK Kvm, Bqvi Ad wWwmkbm, wnivwkgvq hLb evgv djv nq AvgwiKvi
cwmWU Ugy vb ZLb evBi jv KiwQjb, evgv djvi ci ZvK Rvbvbv nq wbDwKqvi
Ui PqI Gevi asm nqQ AbK ewk, Ug y vb ejwQjb, BwZnvmi mePq eo wRwbm
njv GUv| Pjv, evwo hvB| GB evgv 20 nvRvi Ub wUGbwUi mgvb kwkvjx| I was greatly
moved... I said to the sailors around me, this is the greatest thing in the
history. Its time for su to get home. (AvRv`i wbRi nvZi 3.4.70 ZvwiL ^vi Kiv
GB eBUv iq MQ Rvq`i msMn)| wRwivi w`K cvjvZ wMqB msMxZ evixY gRyg`vi
Avi Bjv gRyg`vii AvOyj _K GK mgq Lyj hvq Zv`i eQi mvZK eqmx gq gaywgZvi
nvZi gyVv, Zviv ZvK WvKZb wgZz ej, Zvici wgZz wgZz ej Bjv gRgy`vi KZ WvKjb,
evixY gRyg`vi KZ WvKjb, Zv`i QvU Qj cv_ KZ WvKj, gay Avi wdi Gj bv| h hvq
m Avi wdi Avm bv, wK gvqiv cZxvq _vK, Zv`i cZxv `k ^vaxb nIqvi 14 eQi
ciI dzivq bv|

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nq Kzwgj-v, mLvb _K bZ cvq hy nQ wgiimivBq, cvq nuU Pj hvq PMvg, mLvb
_K wdi Avm XvKvq, Zvici cq hvq 2 b^i mi _K cvVvbv evZv, Lvj` gvkviid
Mwijv Acvikbi Rb XvKvi Qv`i Pvb, Mvcb XvKv ZvM Ki mxgvi Icvi gjvNi
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Avmv`| evUej Ljvqvo KvRx Kvgvj gZje gvdvj nvmb Payix gvqvi evwo nq
cuQ hvq gwZbMi gywhvv Kv, 6/7 Rbi GKUv `ji m`m wnme| ew`, knx`yjv- n Lvb
ev`j, AvkdvK mvgv` BwZga cuQ MQ| cuQ hvq kvnv`Z Payix, hyw`b hvK WvKv ne
kvP ej| kvP gRi Lvj` gvkviidi wcq ZiY cwiYZ neb, Avi knx`yjv- n Lvb ev`j
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To help us save some lives
Bangla Desh, Bangla Desh
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13. gywhy, wmwKzi ingvb, cKvkK: XvKv cKvkbx|
14. evOvwji BwZnvm, W. gvnv` nvbbvb, cKvkK: Abycg cKvkbx|
jLKi bIqv wbwjwLZ eweMi mvvrKvi (m^i: 2002)

1. gywhvv bvwmi Dxb BDmyd evPz,

2. gywhvv nvweeyj Avjg exicZxK
3. gywhvv KvRx Kvgvj Dwb Avng` exiweg
3. kvnv`Z Payix, gywhvv, mv`K mvvwnK 2000,
4. Aveyj eviK Avjfx, gywhvv, wkx
5. di`m Avng` Rvq`, knx` AvRv`i LvjvZ fvB, NUbvi ivZ wjwe
6. MvRx Avjx nvmb, gywhvv, knx` AvRv`i `ytmwKZ PvPv,
7. AvRv`i QvUgv|
9. MvRx Avwgb Avng`, gywhvv, knx` AvRv`i `ytmwKZ fvB, cvY evgcx
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10. wkgyj BDmyd; Awfbx|
11. Aviv GKvwaK ew (bvg cKvk AwbQyK)
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gvK jLv AvRv`i wPwV, di`m Avng` Rvq`i m~ cv|