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7. Be patient.
From My Book: From Charm to Harm and Everything else in Between with a
Narcissist
Gradually, the target/victim will NOT trust their own perceptions and doubt
themselves completely. This more than often also induces depression and
anxiety – two separate issues that will have to be dealt with as well as the
‘other’ consequences of this hideous abuse. The target/victim is totally broken
and unable to trust their own perceptions in life (the ones we take for granted
as just knowing what to do in life, etc.,) so they isolate themselves because life
is just too confusing and they fear it. The victim now doubts everything about
themselves, their thoughts and opinions, their ideas and ideals. Ask yourself
here and now if you are experiencing this, maybe it is a feeling of hopelessness,
fear, confusion, or just an abnormal sense of life, one where you feel very alone
and without a real objective to change or fix this or moving forward.
Targets/victims will become co-dependent on the abuser for their reality and
the Narcissist loves this because that is their goal – TOTAL CONTROL of your
thoughts and actions and they are at the steering wheel driving this abuse full
forward. Who does this but a highly disordered human being with a dark
agenda? Who could take, steal away or destroy any portion of another person’s
life for any reason yet alone the agenda of a highly disordered Narcissist that is
basically driven by their own hate AND an extortionist as well that wants
everything they can take from another human being.
No relationship ever ends in such a shroud of hate and destruction as one that
ends with a Narcissist. They annihilate every aspect of the relationship, the
person, their life, their family, their friends AND basically everything in a
manner to completely disable you/us. Every action and word that comes from
a Narcissist is a bizarre attack on your personal reality. It takes you from the
goodness and normality that you have had all of your life to a dark place
where you now have feelings of inadequacy and worthlessness because
EVERYTHING you do is wrong and you are basically worthless. Even after
separation from a Narcissist, the abuse lives on because like a poison it has
entered into every cell in your body and in the case of a Narcissistic abuse the
poison destroys the mind and reality of their target/victim!
OK – YOU CAN BEAT THIS! You have the ability to unlearn what the
Narcissist has conditioned you into believing about yourself and purge the
many negative message out of your mind. That old saying “A horse can be led
to water but they can’t be made to drink it” – well lets change that a little bit
and say “A horse can be led to water and taste it, drink it and swallow it –
BUT it can stop drinking it, walk completely away from it and not only find a
better watering hole BUT greener pastures and other fully functioning horses.”
You have to do this so that you aren’t stuck in a fog of lies that will only guide
your life in a negative and destructive direction. What the Narcissist has
internalized in you can be EXTERNALIZED and thrown away. Move yourself
away from any level of this abuse by knowing that you and only you can
change and find normality and the reality of a better life. Say no to the
Narcissist, say no to the messages in your head that say you are not worthy,
SAY NO TO THE ABUSE. Those negative words and debasing actions are only a
curse/spell that the Narcissist casts out on the world and it can’t stick if the
Narcissist doesn’t have you under his/her spell. Once you have the education
that enables you to see the very truth about this abusive Narcissist, you can
remove yourself and break the spell. You have the power to govern your own
will and what you will do with your life. You have to take all of that power
AWAY from the Narcissist and give it back to yourself. Yes of course
no-contact – but when you have to have minimal contact use the truth to
really see the abuser that harmed you that is standing in front of you and
disengage in your mind from any thought, emotions, words or actions they
send your way because they are like bullets from a gun and meant to harm!
This is what starts you on your road to recovery acknowledging the truth that
this was situational and administered from a personality disordered person.
You are not to blame, you were conned into believing this person loved you,
you trusted this person, believed in them and gave them your love in return –
BUT they were NEVER that person – they were a sadistic and abusive person
that caused you great distress. Know this and NEVER allow yourself to accept
their abuse again. Greg