ESSAY ABOUT MY SELF

WRITTEN BY

IDA AYU DIAH NARESWARI KENITEN

NIM. P07120214039

POLYTECHNIC OF HEALTH DENPASAR

NURSING DEPARTMENT

D-IV PROGRAME

3RD SEMESTER

2015
 Who Am I ?
I’m A Master Piece

Who am I? The one question that very often arises in my heart. Who am I ? for what I
live in this world ? What can I do to turn my life ? and answers to the most frequently arises is
yes, I was me, I am also human beings who often make mistakes, once destroyed, fall in love,
laughing, crying and happy. I am a person who always feel lonely amid the crowded sea of
people surrounding me , I’m weak but really I did not give up easily, however a test of life that
God has given during my life I will not surrender that easily.

I was born in a family of caste in Bali with full name Ida Ayu Diah Nareswari Keniten .
My family used to call me Tugeg Diah . In college my friends usually called by many names .
Some are called Dayu Keniten, Nareswari, Geg Niten, and however they called my name, to me
it is still a name that always sounded sweet. I was born in Denpasar, on 14 March 1996, and now
I'm 19 years old. Not much to be proud of my physical, I'm just an ordinary woman with a height
of just 155cm and weight 41kg, very thin, short and small of course. That is why amongst
siblings and my cousins, I'm the only entity that has the least, it's probably because I carry most
of the genes from my mother who does have a body as small as myself .

I'm a person who has a lot of passion, but there is one that is my love. I love music,
especially singing. Music is my life, with the strains of beautiful tone and chanting songs, it
alone was able to make my world changed instantly. Music makes me happy, calm, even music
would often accompany me cry when I'm sad, or sometimes when I feel tired through the day.
Since childhood I was accustomed to sing until today I often follow some singing contests, as
well as filling an event on campus or at a party. Besides singing I also like to play music, guitar,
and the piano is my favorite music instrument, although I'm not quite adept at playing it, but I
always enjoy every training process that often I did in the midst of my lecture. I hope someday
I'm adept at playing music. I also like to write poetry, sometimes I made some of my poetry to
make a song. Most importantly for me, anything that has to do with the music I've always liked
it. It was about my music hobby, on the other hand I really like reading books, especially novels
and comics. I could spend my time just to read even until I forget to eat and shower. My brother
often give me the novel as a gift, my brother also likes to read like me. We often exchanged
novel and read it together. We also used to go to the bookstore and then hunt for the latest novel,
we often watch movies together, strolling and shopping sometimes. Among all my family, I'm
very close to my brother. He was very talkative, but I know every word of him showed how
much he loved me. Among all the men that I know, I love my brother more than anything, I
really trust him even though he was a bit annoying and very mischievous.

I studied at one of the public universities in Bali. I took the D4 nursing studies at
polytechnic Denpasar. I do have aspirations to become a nurse, because for me it is a very noble
profession. I really want to be someone that is useful to other people, I want to ease the burden of
those who suffer and I want my parents happy of course. My friends in college know me as
someone who is cheerful, talkative and playful. I often acting like a child and imitate the sound
of a baby to make them laugh. But sometimes I said in my heart, I have a different personality. I
have not found my identity. My parents divorced when I was 6 years old, my mother left home
and decided to split up with my father. My mother left my brother and me without a cause we
know what they decide to split up. Since then till now, I lived with my father and grandparents.
My childhood is almost the same with most other children, but I often feel lonely, and very
afraid of losing people who I care about. I'm afraid what happened to my mother and father in
my reoccur. My mother and the biological father now married to someone else, it makes me now
to have a stepfather and stepmother as well.

Nevertheless, the relationship between us all went very well. My father could be fair so
did my mother. My relationship with my stepmother was also quite good. I know that everyone
has their destiny, and I believe strongly behind the test that God gives, there is a wonderful plan
waiting in my life in the future. Time is the answer of all the waiting. And of course, all will end
happily. I often think that God created us as a masterpiece. all of God's creation is a Masterpiece.
life is full of obstacles, like playing games, so play the game Fate. there are hurdles that must be
passed, like a spinning wheel, sometimes above and sometimes below, and even in the travel
path was not always straight. But I really believe everyone can passed it well. I quote a word that
I read from my favorite book titled "Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya " in a book I read a
sentence that immediately made me realize. " Although there is no one who wants it, the pain
was important , in the pain that is we have to thank, because with it we become stronger "

That cursory story about me that might not be as simple as what I write here. I hope
that anyone who read this story also learned with me. I was a weak person, with all the
limitations and shortcomings in this life, but I believe that I can get through it well. All of this
will pass. I promised myself that I would not give up, however hard life that I went through, with
or without them I would still fight for life. because I know, I believe that I’m a masterpiece.