WHO AM I?

Well, people say I am naturally quiet, yes this is partially true. While I may come out as shy
and reserved to people who don’t know me but sometimes I am actually quite talkative. The
reality of the matter is I rarely make the first approach to talk to strangers. Therefore, I am
usually like a lone wolf in socializing. But, when a person approaches me, I’m very friendly
and when the stranger is patient enough he may witness my jovial and humble side. Not to be
mistaken as a social reject, but my lack of interaction is not a weakness or a deficiency that I
think. It is just that I dislike engaging in small and useless talk. I enjoy intelligent conversations
and these are rarely found in social things. I hate conforming to social norms. I don’t go around
breaking rules for the sake of it. However, I cannot be coerced to do something just because
everybody is doing it. I live my life the way I want it to be and this my circle, family they all
know. I love thinking for myself and making my own decisions. The mob mentality is not for
me this is probably the reason why I have very few friends. I only associate with people who
respect me and trust my decisions stay real. Large crowds are usually accompanied by too
much negativity, back biting and dishonesty. I actually feel like lonelier in crowd than when I
am by myself.
I am always very loyal to the people in my circle or anyone close to me because loyalty is
probably the biggest virtue of mine and neither I fake the things nor I have two faces. I give it
to the fullest and also expect the same from the people I give it to. I show utmost care and love
to the people that matter to me and I will do anything in my power to keep them happy but
sometimes I am also mad when it comes to anger. My biggest weakness is that I find it hard to
trust people. I don’t know if it is a gift or not, but my first instinct about a person is always
right. People tend to mask their true intentions from me, but somehow I just see through it all.
I tend to overlook the first instances of misbehaviour however, if the person is persistent with
it, then I give them a piece of my mind and avoid them entirely. It is actually hard for someone
to piss me off to the point that I don’t want to associate with them anymore. However, if such
a point were to reach, then I would never forgive him/her even if it was the last thing for me to
do on earth.
I’m also very funny to people who have a knack for intelligent humour. I never make obscene
or racial profiling jokes nor interested in doing that, because I know the repercussions that they
may have on people around me.
I have friends from different races and I’m therefore very sensitive on whatever comes out of
my mouth. I go out once in a while with my friends to have some good time. However, most
of my days or nights are spent at the comfort of my home watching a movie or reading a book.
We used to do a lot of partying when we were in under-graduation but somehow my moments
outgrew and the partying thing and nowadays I got busy with all Post Graduation stuff.
Apart from nature and behaviour I love music more than anything in this world whether I
understand them or not because from my point of view enjoying is must rather than getting into
the music. I listen to virtually every form of music according to what I want. I love Hip-Hop,
rock and my favourite artist of all time is “Tupac Shakur”. His music is like the vision to one’s
complicated life. I also love Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift and of course Kumar Shanu as my
blood running is of 90’s generation. I also used to make music on my own, although not on a
commercial level. I sometimes write poem if I am in mood and yes I own an acoustic guitar
which I rarely play, I mentioned rarely because I was not so good in studies so my parents told
me to only focus in what was needed then. My other love is nature walks. Nothing keeps my
spirits burning with joy than an adventurous expedition into the wild and this comes within me
because I myself belongs to close to the mountains, yes the reason is I am from Uttarakhand
state and every Uttarakhandi loves to travel hill areas and be into it.
Whether it is traveling plain lands or making our way through forests or kayaking in a lake,
I’m okay with it as long as it is far away from the city. It only gets better for me.
I also have travelling planning around the world and surely be doing this I still have a long way
to go, but I’m determined to visit at least few of all nations before the curtains close on me.
I plan to visit some of my favourite places like Hollywood, California and Hong Kong. I also
have interest in every type of cooking. Apart from being a lover of good food myself, there is
this feeling of satisfaction I get whenever people enjoy my food, All thanks to my father
because I got this interest from him and as I used to see him cooking for us, I can cook most of
the dishes. My favourite cuisine is Italian and Chinese food. I just can’t get enough of them.
Most Italian dishes are so good to me that it is hard for me to select one as my favourite. I really
do not watch illogical movies but fictional and comedic one. Somewhere I believe I have high
emotional quotient, it is easier for me to know what a person is going through from their
emotions. For instance, a person does not need to tell me that she/he is going through some
tough time. I’ll just feel it when they are around me. So, if their actions do not correspond with
the emotions I’m getting from them, I will know they are dishonest. My biggest fear is not
achieving whatever I want to accomplish in life.
Another phobia of mine is heights or Acrophobia. When I’m on high ground, I just panic
looking down. What I dislike the most in life is dishonest people because with dishonest people,
you can never know what they are planning for you. Dealing with hypocrites is very difficult,
because they trick you into letting your guard down and you become very vulnerable. They
will attack when you are down or when you least expect it.
In last I only want to add one thing that whoever I am, I can proudly say that I am right on my
own way and terms.

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