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Todd Dinkelman
University of Georgia
This article presents an argument for self-study of teacher education practices as a means and ends
tool for promoting reflective teaching. The assertion is that self-study serves a dual purpose: as a
means to promote reflective teaching and as a substantive end of teacher education. The argument
consists of a five-part theoretical rationale for the use of self-study in reflection-oriented teacher ed-
ucation programs. Taken together, the various components of this rationale suggest that the promo-
tion of reflective teaching will require something other than an additive approach to teacher
education reform. Rather, self-study calls for a reconceptualization of the very process of teacher ed-
ucation itself. When teacher educators adopt self-study as an integral part of their own professional
practice, the terrain of teacher preparation shifts. Self-study becomes more than just a means to the
treasured aim of reflective teaching—self-study becomes an end of teacher education in its own
right.
The first social studies methods course I taught than welcoming environment for some was an
served the additional purpose of providing data unsettling sentiment I had detected in the prior
for a dissertation on preservice teacher develop- weeks, but try as I might to figure out what was
ment. This first attempt at methods was also my so threatening about our class, I had few an-
initial, ambitious effort at building a classroom swers.
setting characterized by critical discussion, the Then, 2 months later, after the semester came
cha l l engi n g of assumpt i ons, an d an to an unceremonious end, I was nearing com-
emancipatory discourse. These grandiose ef- pletion of an interview of Amy, a student/study
forts were meant to send these beginning teach- participant from that class. I asked why she
ers into their student teaching semester charged thought some students did not feel free to speak
to lead the democratic transformation of public their minds in class. Amy replied,
schooling. In the middle of that semester, sev-
eral class members let me know that my best in- You have to have, like, a safe place, and where you’re
going to feel comfortable saying things, and you’re
tentions for the course were not being realized.
going to feel like you can say stuff and you won’t get
On this particular day, as the class moved away a funny face. I mean, you kind of have that wrinkled
from a discussion of the appointed topic, multi- face when you look at people, like that right there. . . .
cultural education, and toward a forum for air- You have a face. It’s stupid. It’s totally stupid. It
ing grievances with the course, one class mem- shouldn’t matter, but it does. Like, it shouldn’t mat-
ter, but if you don’t care that I say it, I know that peo-
ber began her contribution by saying, “I don’t
ple have said, “And then you’re talking and he gets
feel safe in this classroom,” and burst into tears. this face like, and it looks like, what are you talking
I was taken aback, to say the least, if not totally about? Like, are you stupid?” That’s what the face
surprised. That our classroom had become a less looks like. . . . And it’s good to, like, criticize and look
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at critical parts and pick things apart, but I don’t strategies to my repertoire. Rather, I believe a
think there was that safe place and developed rela- large part of the difference is accounted for by
tionship to do that yet . . . because some days when
we were talking, some days, people around me
knowing something important about my prac-
would say, “I’m scared to say what I’m going to say.” tice that I did not know before, something I only
That’s pretty sad. People were scared to say what came to know about as a result of self-study.
they had to say, that you would look at them funny This story serves as an introduction to the
and look at them like, “What the hell are you talking main argument of this article—an argument for
about?”
self-study of teacher education practices as a
I was stunned. This response was truly a revela- means and ends tool for promoting reflective
tion to me. Promotion of open discourse was, teaching. The assertion is that self-study serves
and is, one of the most valued objectives of my a dual purpose: as a means to promote reflective
teaching, one that I was unknowingly squelch- teaching and as a substantive end of teacher
ing. Immediately after the interview, I phoned education in its own right. As reflective teach-
several of my closest friends, all of whom ing has grown to become a treasured aim
worked outside the field of teacher education, to among growing numbers of teacher educators
ask them if they knew of this “look.” To a per- over the past three decades, a concurrent inter-
son, they did. One of my closest friends told me est has developed in the manner by which this
he knew the look well. I asked, “What does it aim is effectively advanced among both
mean?” He explained that it meant I was think- preservice and experienced teachers. There has
ing very hard about what he was saying, trying been a rush to share experiences of what works
to deeply understand his point. He claimed it in promoting reflective practice, and a growing
was one of my most endearing qualities as a body of research has addressed particular tech-
friend. I continued, “Could it mean anything niques and strategies for promoting reflective
else?” My friend continued, “Oh yeah, if I didn’t teaching (e.g., Calderhead & Gates, 1993;
know you very well, I’d think it means that you LaBoskey, 1994; Valli, 1992).
think I’m stupid.” The past decade has also witnessed a rapidly
Several years later, my efforts in teaching developing interest in self-study of teacher edu-
essentially the same methods course, with the cation practices. Over this time, many teacher
same aim of promoting critical reflection, meet education researchers have constructed a rich
with far different results. I have since come to theoretical and empirical case for the power of
more deeply appreciate the enormous complex- self-study as a reform tool in rethinking how
ity of a democratic teacher education project. In teachers learn to teach (Hamilton, 1998). For
much the same way as described by Cochran- example, Olson (1995, 1996) related her experi-
Smith (2000), my competence as a teacher of ence using narrative inquiry to investigate the
teachers has evolved as I have undertaken the ways in which her work as a teacher educator
sometimes painful work of carefully examining leads preservice teachers to examine and explic-
the assumptions I hold about progressive edu- itly link their own narrative understandings
cation. Many explanations account for my with the professional knowledge they encoun-
increasing effectiveness as a teacher educator, ter in school and university settings. Similarly,
but Amy’s words recall one particular change in Knowles and Cole (1994, 1995; Knowles, Cole, &
my professional practice—in the very first class Presswood, 1994) investigated their own devel-
meeting of all of my classes, students hear me opment as teacher educators and drew connec-
explain “the look” and what it means. As a tions between such self-study inquiries and
result of this simple yet powerful discovery, their developing expertise in working with
subsequent groups of students have experi- beginning teachers. Hamilton (1995) reviewed
enced this methods class far differently than did salient readings about action research and
that first group. In this case, my success is not so argued the merits of “self-reflective, inquiry-
much a result of using different techniques of based study of practice” (p. 81) for school and
instruction, although I have added different university-based teachers alike. Other accounts