riunoske akutagava

rasiomonis karibWe

es ambavi ase moxda: erTxel, saRamos pirze, vinme msaxuri rasiomonis karibWis
qveS wvimas Sehfarvoda da gadadarebas ucdida.

farTo karibWeSi aravin iyo mis garda. marto erTi WriWina ijda msxvil,
mrgval svetze, alag-alag rom gadascloda wiTeli laqi. raki rasiomonis karibWe
suZakus xalxmraval quCazea aRmarTuli, mis qvS itimegasaTi Tu momiebosiT
TavSemkul bare ramdenime qalsa da jeel kacs SeeZlo wvimaSi gadayudeba. arada,
msaxuris meti aravin iyo.

es imiT aixsneboda, bolo ori-sami wlis ganmavlobaSi kiotos zedized Tavs

daatyda aTasi ubedureba: xan miwisZvra, xan grigali, xan xanZari, xan SimSiloba.
hoda, uCveulod dacarielda dedaqalaqi. Zveli mateaneni mogviTxroben, saqme
iqamde mivida, budas qandakebebsa da sataZro avejeulobas dauwyes mtvreva da gzis
pirebSi SeSad iyideboda galaquli, oqrocurvili avejis nalewio. ai, aseTi ambebi
trialebda dedaqalaqSi. amitom, rasakvirvelia, arc rasiomonis karibWis
misaxedavad aitkivebda Tavs vinme da, raxan ase upatronod iyo migdebuli, Sig
meliebma da maCvebma daibudes. qurdebmac daides bina. bolos xalxma
gaupatiosnebeli mkvdrebis motana da dayrac daiwyo. da roca mze Tvals
miefareboda, ise Semzaravi xdeboda aqauroba, Zexorcieli ver bedavda karibWesTan
miaxloebas. samagierod, saidanRac auracxeli yvavi iyrida Tavs. dRisiT
yrantaliT boinobdnen saxuravis boloebaprexili Tavxeebis zegardmo.
Sebindebisas, roca karibWes alisferi dafioni daadgeboda, frinvelebi ise
mkafiod irCeodnen cis kabadonze, TiTqos qunjuTis marcvali mimobneulao.
yvavebi, cxadia, gvamebis sakortnad akiTxavdnen zemo iaruss. TumcaRa axla erTic
ara Canda, albaT imitom, rom gviani Jami idga. mxolod qvis naxevradCamoSlil
safexurebs _ bzarebSi maRali balaxi rom amozrdoda _ aqa-iq TeTrad aCnda
gamxmari skintli. sul zemo, meSvide safexurze Camomjdari, cisferi sufTa
tansacmliT mosili msaxuri drodadro xels hkidebda da isinjavda marjvena
Rawvze amoZgibul Zirmagaras, Tan uazrod misCereboda wvimas.

avtorma zemoT gvauwya, msaxuri gadadarebas ucdidao. magram, kacma rom Tqvas,
wvimas Tundac gadaeRo, msaxurs arsad hqonda wasasvleli. Cveulebrivi droeba
yofiliyo, cxadia, adgeboda da Tavis batons miubrundeboda, magram ramdenime
dRea daiTxova igi batonma. ukve iTqva, kioto im dros uCveulod iyo
dacarielebulio. hoda, is ambavi, rom batonma daiTxova masTan wlebis
ganmavlobaSi namsaxuri kaci, erTi kerZo gamovlineba iyo sayovelTao Wirisa.
amitom, iqneb ufro marTebuli yofiliyo, imis nacvlad, msaxuri gadadarebas
ucdidao, ase gveTqva: `wvimisagan karibWeSi Sedevnili msaxuri wawymediliviT ijda
da ar icoda, Tavi ra wyalisTvis mieca~. aqeT kidev, amindic xels uwyobda am
xeianisdroindeli msaxuris ugunebobas. wvima maimunis saaTis miwuruls daiwyo,
mas Semdeg dioda da odnavadac ar etyoboda, gadaRebas Tu daadgeboda saSveli.
hoda, msaxuric, rom ar usmenda da mainc ismenda suZakus quCaze damdimare wylis
Tqrials, isev da isev arTavda uTavbolo fiqrebs, cdilobda gadaewyvita, rogor
Caeqnia xeli yvelaferze da rogor gaetana Tavi Tundac marto saxvaliod, sxva
sityvebiT rom vTqvaT _ rogor moegvarebina is, raic arasgziT gvardeboda.

wvima gabmuli SrialiT moiwevda SoreTidan da gars exveoda karibWes. bindi

dabla da dabla swevda zecas _ kacs, zeamxedvels ase moeCveneboda, karibWis
kramitiani saxuravis kide bijgad Sesdgomia mZime, Sav Rrublebso.

imis mosagvareblad, rac arasgziT gvardeboda, msaxurs ar sWirdeboda

saSualebaTa rCeva. saqme Tu amaze midgeboda, arsebiTad, erTaderTi gza hqonda _
SimSiliT unda momkvdariyo sadme, Robis Ziras an quCaSi. mere mis gvams aq,
karibWis zemo iarusze amoitandnen da ZaRliviT miagdebdnen. xolo rCevas Tuki ar
daiwyebda... msaxurma fiqriT ukve ramdenjerme ganvlo es gza da sul erTsa da
imaves miadga. es `Tuki~ iyo. msaxurs dasaSvebad miaCnda, ar daewyo iwilo-biwilo
da nebismieri saSualeba esinja, magram vera da ver gabeda imis aRiareba, rac am
`Tukis~ bunebrivad mosdevda: ewada Tu ar ewada, erTi saxsariRa iyo, _ qurdoba
unda ekisra.

msaxurma magrad daacxika da uilajod wamoimarTa. kiotoSi axal saRamos

sigrile unda yofiliyo, magram ise cioda, Rumeli moenatreboda kacs. karibWis
svetebSi Tavisuflad daseirnobda qari da sibnele. is weRandeli WriWina, wiTlad
galaqul svetze mimjdari, ukve sadRac mimaluliyo.

msaxurs yviTeli, usaxelo juba ecva da zemodan cisferi kimono hqonda

mosxmuli. aswura kimonoSi gaxveuli beWebi, Tavi mxrebSi Cargo da mimoixeda:
adgili Tu vnaxe, saca wvimasac Sevefarebi da arc vinme daminaxavs, ki Rirs aq
gavaTio da erTi gemoze gamoviZinoo, gaifiqra. iRblad, maSinve SeniSna karibWis
zemoT, koSkSi amavali farTo kibe, wiTladve galaquli. Tuki iyo zemoT,
upatrono mkvdariRa iqneboda. msaxurma gverdze Camokidebul maxvilze moivlo
xeli, raTa qarqaSidan ar amovardnoda da Zira safexurs aabija wnul xamlSi
Cadgmuli fexi.

ramdenime wuTi gavida. maRla, rasiomonis karibWis koSkSi amavali farTo

kibis Suawelze, katasaviT mokuntuli da sunTqvaSekruli viRac sulieri zemo
sarTuls zveravda. koSkidan Camowverili sinaTle mkrTalad uSuqebda marjvena
loyas. swored im loyas, romelzedac mokle jagarSi wiTlad amoRuebuli
Telgamiani muwuki aCnda. Tavdapirvelad msaxurs eWvic ar epareboda, rom zeviT
aravin iyo gvamebis garda. magram ori-sami safexuri rom aiara, daatyo, viRac
dadioda iq, sanTels daaborialebda. es maSinve TvalSi ecemoda kacs, radgan
ablabudiT kuTxeebmoblargnil Werze mkrTali, yviTeli aTinaTi dafarfatebda.
raRac ambavi iyo, rasiomonis karibWis koSkSi am delgmian saRamos tyuilubralod
ar enTeboda is sanTeli.
 msaxurma xvlikiviT uCumrad iwyo asvla, bolos lamis cocviT aipara zemo
safexuramde. aq, ramdenadac SesaZlebeli iyo, mTeli taniT gaekra kibes da, rac ki
SeeZlo waigrZela kiseri, frTxilad Seixeda SigniT.

xmebi rogorc dadioda, koSkSi marTlac WerexiviT eyara gvamebi, magram

rakiRa sinaTle didad ar aSuqebda iqaurobas, msaxurma ver gaarkvia, mainc ramdeni
gvami iqneboda. erTaderTi, rac bundovnad gaarCia am domxalSi, is iyo, rom zog
mkvdars tansacmeli ecva da zogic titveli egdo. rasakvirvelia, mamakacebi da
dedakacebi ganurCevlad aRreuliyo erTmaneTSi. miyril-moyriliyvnen iatakze,
pirebi Riad darCenodaT, Tixis TojinebiviT gaeCaCxaT xelebi. maTi Semxedvare
kidec daeWvdeboda, neta odesme cocxali adamianebi Tu iyvnen esenio. mkrTali
sinaTle sxeulTa gamoburcul nawilebs aSuqebda mxolod, mxrebsa Tu mkerdebs,
ris gamoc CaRrmavebebSi Crdilebi kidev ufro bneli Canda. iwvnen damunjebulebi,
samaradisod dadumebulni.

msaxurs mkvdarTa simyrale eca da uneblieT cxvirze aafarebina xeli. magram

wamic da, ise SesZra uCveulo sanaxavma, cxvirze xelis mifareba xom daaviwyda da
daaviwyda, lamis ynosvis unaric dakarga.

mxolod am wams gaicxada misma mzeram gvamebze dayunculi sxeuli. TmaWaRara

dedaberi iyo, gaCxinkuli, cqranti, maimunisdari. kimono ecva xinokis qerqis
ferisa, marjvena xelSi fiWvis aprialebuli kvari eWira da erT-erTi
micvalebulis saxes TvalCaciebiT dascqeroda. grZeli Tma mianiSnebda, rom qalis
gvami unda yofiliyo.

SiSiTa da cnobiswadiliT atanil msaxurs TiTqos sunTqvac ki daaviwyda.

mematianis Zveli gamoTqma rom vixmaroT, igrZno, rogor `eburceboda Tavze kani~.
sanam msaxuri aqeT am dReSi iyo, dedaberma iatakis RriWoSi Caamagra kvari, orive
xeli im amoCemebuli micvalebulis Tavisken waiRo da swored maimuniviT, Svils
rom TavSi tilebs uxilavs xolme, qalis grZel Tmas Rer-Rerad dauwyo putva.
etyoba, Tmis Rerebic advilad hyveboda am qiCmaCobas.

imisdakvalad, rac met Rer Tmas daaZrobda gvams dedaberi, cotcotaobiT

cxreboda msaxuris gulSi Cabudebuli SiSi. imave dros, TandaTan umZafrdeboda
dedabrisadmi zizRi. ara, `dedabrisadmi~ albaT veraa savsebiT marTebuli Tqma.
ufro sworad, msaxurs wamidan wamze uZlierdeboda zizRi saerTod yovelgvari
borotebisadmi. axla vinmes erTxelac rom mieca igive kiTxva, razedac Tavad
fiqrobda qvemoT, karibWis kibeze mjdomi _ SimSiliT momkvdariyo Tu qurdoba
ekisra _ ueWcvelad wamiTac ar iorWofebda da SimSiliT sikvdils irCevda.
avkacobisadi siZulvili ise Zalumad aubrialda gulSi, rogorc iatakSi CarWmuli
ai, es kvari brialebda.

msaxuri, rasakvirvelia, baiburSi ar iyo, risTvis bdRvnida dedaberi

micvalebulis Tmas. maSasadame, logikurad rom iTqvas, arc ise ecodineboda,
sikeTe iyo es Tu boroteba. magram marto isic ki miaCnda rasiomonis karibWis
koSkSi gvams Tmas aglejdnen. raRa Tqma unda, is sul daaviwyda, ager axla
TviTonac rom qurdobas epireboda.
 da aha, maxvilis vadaze moivlo xeli. daZgiba fexebi, erTi naxtomiT Sevarda
koSkSi da grZeli nabijiT mivida dedaberTan. dedaberi rom daizafra, raRa
saTqmelia.

msaxurs Tvali hkida Tu ara, SurdulnakraviviT wamoiWra, gvamebze

gadabarbacda da, dabneulma, gaqceva scada.

_ Sesdeq! sad garbixar! _ dasWyivla msaxurma da gza uyela. dedaberma mainc

scada, misTvis xeli ekra da gamsxltariyo, magram kacma ar gauSva, ukanve
waaporwiala. erTxans erTmaneTs Cafrenilni savsebiT uCumrad ibrZodnen gvamTa
Soris. magram imTaviTve cxadi iyo, vin vis dasjabnida. bolos da bolos msaxurma
advilad gadaugrixa qaTmis fexebiviT gaCxinkuli, gaZvaltyavebuli xelebi da
iatakze dasca dedaberi.

_ Tqvi, rasa Svrebodi! ar ityvi da inaneb, icode!

mere xelis kvriT moicila igi, amoiwvada maxvili da zed Tvalebze moutana
iaraRis moelvare wveri. magram dedaberi aras ambobda. xelebi ucaxcaxebda,
qoSinebda, Tvalebi ise gadmoekarkla, lamis budeebidan amocvenoda, magram jiutad
dumda, rogorc munji. maSinRa gaisigrZegana msaxurma, rom mTlianad mis xelT iyo
am dedabris sicocxle. es rom SeigrZno, rogorRac SeumCnevlad daunelda gulSi
mogizgize bzari. SerCa simSvide da kmayofileba, nebismieri saqmis warmatebiT
aRsrulebisas rom eufleba xolme adamians. daxeda Zirs garTxmul dedabers da
xma moulba:

_ yarauli ar gegono, weRan Camoviare karibWesTan. arc Sens gabawvras vapireb,

oRond es miTxari, ras iqmodi am dros aq, am koSkSi?

dedaberma kidev ufro daWyita isedac daWyetili, quTuToebSewiTlebuli

Tvalebi da saxeze miaCreda msaxurs. mtacebeli frinvelis maxvili mzeriT
moaCerda. mere, TiTqos raRacas ReWavso, gasZra dapranWuli, TiTqmis zed cxvirze
mimsWvaluli tuC-piri. wripa yelze wamowvetili xvanCic aumoZravda. da am yelidan
msaxuris yurs moedina yru, xliCina xma, TiTqos yvavma daiyrantalao:

_ Tmas vaglejdi... Tmas... parikisaTvis.

es iTqva da msaxuric ganixibla: molodinis sawinaRmdegod, savsebiT

Cveulebrivi gamodga dedabris pasuxi. imedi gaucruvda. am imedgacruebasTan erTad
xelxaxla moeZala sibraze, odnav zizRnarevi. dedaberma, etyoba, igrZno es. kvlav
daiyrantala, Tan arc gvamis Tavze abdRvnil Tmas uSvebda xels.

_ marTalia, iqneba kia cudi saqme, micvalebuls rom Tmas aglejs vinme,
magram egeni, aq rom wvanan, yvelafris Rirsebi arian. Tu ginda, es qali aiRe, axla
rom Tmas vaglejdi: oTx-oTxi sunis sigrZeze Wrida gvelebs, axmobda da mere
xmel Tevzad asaRebda, sasaxlis mcvelebi yidulobdnen... amiT edga suli. Wirs
rom ar moekla, axlac amiT icxovrebda. arada, xalxi laparakobda, Zalian
gemriel Tavzs yidiso. Cafrebi sauzmeze sul amis Tevzsa Wamdnen. mainc ver vityvi,
cuds Svrebodnen-meTqi. sxva ra gza hqonda, ase rom ar moqceuliyo, SimSiliT
amoZvreboda suli. mec magitom mgonia, arc me vSvrebi, ara, cuds! mec SimSiliT
movkvdebi, ase rom ar vqna! Cemi nebiT ara var cudis mqneli. es qali rom wamodges,
arc damadanaSaulebda, aman xom kargad icoda, gaWirveba rasac Caadeninebda xolme
kacs.

ai, ra Tqva dedaberma.

msaxuri gulcivad ismenda mis naubars, maxvili Caego, marcxena xeli daedo
davaze. TavisTavad igulisxmeboda, rom ar dros marjvena xels xangamoSvebiT
avlebda loyaze amowifinebul Zirnagaras. oRond egaa, sanam dedabers usmenda, mis
gulSi TandaTan mtkicdeboda gambedaoba. is gambedaoba, adre, karibWis
safexurebze mjdoms rom ar hyofnida. da igi mimarTuli iyo swored rom
sapirispirod im suliskveTebisa, rac ager axla amoZravebda koSkSi amosulsa da
dedabris Sempyrobels. ukve aRar yoymanobda, SimSiliT momkvdariyo Tu qurdobas
Sesdgomoda; eg ki ara, am wuTSi, dastur, ise Sors iyo SimSiliT sikvdilze
fiqrisagan, rom es fiqri azrdac ver mouvidoda TavSi.

_ ai, Turme ra yofila! _ damcinavad Cailaparaka man, roca dedaberma

saTqmels Tavi mouskvna. mere win wadga nabiji, uceb xeli uSva Zirmagaras,
dedabers qeCoSi swvda da dahyvira: _ aba, mec garTmev da ar damemduro! sxvafriv
mec SimSiliT unda movkvde!

mswrafl Semoacala kimono, mere roca dedaberi samoselze daebRauWa, wixli

miazila da pirdapir gvamebze miagdo. kibeze xuTiode nabiji iyo. msaxurma
amoiRliava dedabrisaTvis wanagleji kinomo xinokis qerqis ferisa,
TvalisdaxamxamebaSi Cairbina cicabo kibe da Seeria Rameul wkvarams.

did xans ar gauvlia, mkvdariviT uZravad mwoliare dedaberic wamoimarTa

gvamebidan. SiSveli iyo. kaci ver gaigebda, tiroda Tu burtyunebda. jerac
mopriale kvaris Suqze gasasvlelamde miforTxda. daixara, Zirs gadaixeda, WaRara
Tmis mokle burZgebi CamoeSala Sublze.

bneli, uZiro Rame mosdgomoda karibWes.

mas Semdeg msaxuri ukvalod gaqra.

aprili, 1915w.