BE BE

Beyond
Beyond Enlightenment

Enlightenment Published and printed by Destiny Books

National Library of Canada Cataloguing in

Publication

C, 1953-
BE : Beyond Enlightenment / by C.

ISBN 0-9730043-0-4

1. God. 2. Meditation. I. Title. II. Title: Beyond

Enlightenment.

BL205.C12 2002 291.2’11 C2002-901282-1

by
C

Claudio is adamant about not copyrighting these
works, for reasons that he hopes will become
self-evident to the reader, once the “message” is
understood.
He can be reached through Destiny Books, at the
following addresses :
Claudio, P.O. Box 2509, Sidney, B.C., Canada.
V8L 3Z4
Or
destinybooks@hotmail.com
EDITORS’ NOTE
Part one of this book consists of various edited
excerpts, from different talks, retreats and
presentations that C. gave recently. Most of these
took place on the West Coast of Canada, where he
resides.
The talks might seem a bit repetitive at first,
but that is the particular style of his teaching.
The main thrust, or “bottom line” as he likes
to call it, is what is important to grasp and he tries
to stay very focused on that, throughout his talks.
Part two is really a separate little book unto
itself. It was his first published work (1981), under
the title of “No-Colour Mind” and has been
slightly revised over the years. In it, C. tries to
convey a sense of the state of mind and
understanding that is necessary, in order to sit and
practice meditation.
Ed.
Spring 2001
( Reviewed and Up-dated Spring 2004 )
 PREFACE
Dear Reader,
There is no “new message” in this PART ONE
teaching. The concepts of Harmony, Peace,
Enlightenment, God, etc., have been with mankind
since the beginning; and they have been presented,
explained, pointed to… in countless different ways,
using innumerable teaching methods, throughout
the ages.
The message though - or rather the “GOD IS EVERYTHING”
“bottom line” of the message – is always the
same. It’s only the words, the concepts, the
understanding that changes, from age to age and Questions and Answers
teacher to teacher.
So this message is not “my”
message; it is the same, ageless, one message: It is
about God, Life, Creation.

The only thing that you might find

different is the method or flavour that is used to
present It.
It is my sincerest hope that this
little book will shed some Light, Understanding
and Peace in your Life.

With great affection,

Claudio
 CHAPTER ONE
Location: An evening public talk, held at a
library in Victoria, Canada.
C. Hello everybody. Thanks for coming and
welcome. We’re going to get right down to the
“essence” right away and we’ll try to stay as
focused as possible on that and not wander off too
much.
The “essence”, the very “bottom line” in this
teaching is this:
GOD ALONE EXISTS.
With huge openness. With a big, un-opinionated
mind. Because the implications of this…once the
whole meaning, or understanding of “God is
Everything” truly sinks in… are life- changing.
I should start by saying that, obviously, we are
limited to using words; and words are poor
interpreters of thoughts; and thoughts are hopelessly
inadequate at trying to express what “IT IS” that is
aware of thoughts themselves. i.e. this “I”.
So we are using these limited, inadequate words
tonight, to try to present a concept , that is used to
describe - and hopefully - point directly towards -
this ever-present “thing” that we keep calling “I ”.
( pause )

Or, in other words, this thing that we call “God” Okay…So God is everything. Everything living
is… EVERYTHING. and non-living. Everything created and not yet
conceived. Everything visible and invisible. In the
Absolutely…Totally…Without exceptions… past, in the present, in the future, etc., etc…In this
dimension and all other dimensions. On this level
EVERY - THING. and all other levels. In this Universe and all other
Galaxies and Universes. Before, during and after
That is to say… they all become manifest…
God is ALL…
ALL OF IT…IS GOD.
There is nothing BUT God.
SOMEONE : I don’t like the word “God”.
ONLY God exists.
C. Pardon me ? Sorry ?
( pause )
GENT: The word “God”…It’s so “religiousy”…Its
We have to look at this very, very deeply. so…
Carefully. With great honesty. With great humility.
C. ( laughing ) …Yes, yes…Of course. It doesn’t
matter. It doesn’t matter what you call “It”. These
are just words. Words that are trying to convey an
idea. The idea being…
“TOTALITY”… “ONE-NESS”
Please feel free to use ANY word you like…
Energy… Tao... Life…. Consciousness….
Kingdom of Heaven…. Buddha Nature….
Allah…. God…. The Source…. Nirvana… etc.,
Or make up your own word for IT! It doesn’t
matter. These are all simply words!!!… that have
been used to TRY to describe the…SAME
THING.
Let’s cut through all of the different “languages”
and focus on the message that these words are
trying to convey. All right ?
GENT: Okay.
C. Okay.
( Pause )
So the word “God” points one towards this “ALL”.
“It”, He, She, The Energy, Consciousness, Etc., is
everything that surrounds you and I…RIGHT
NOW !
The stars, the planets, the billions of galaxies. The
air you breath; the trees, plants, wildlife, insects…
Get it ?
Each blade of grass, each grain of sand, etc., etc…
What else ? Well, this must mean that “God” is also
your body. Right ? Your skin, your heart, liver,
stomach, blood cells…
Please try and follow all this. Again, I
repeat…these are just words ; please try to
understand the meaning behind them...
So…What else is included in this concept of “God
is Everything” ?
( Lady raises her hand )
C. Yes…Please.
LADY: Your mind ?
C. Sure!!! Of course! Good. If God is everything,
then He/She/It is also your mind. Your very
thoughts. The source of all your thoughts. The
thoughts themselves…
IT’S ALL GOD.
SOMEONE: ( Inaudible )…
GENT: What about so called “bad” thoughts then?
Negative thoughts…
C. …Those too! No exceptions! So if God is ALL
THERE IS. Including “you” and “I”…and
everyone/everything else in existence. And He is
also the very essence of all thoughts, emotions,
desires, plans and actions of EVERY-“THING”
and EVERY-“BODY”…Where does this leave
“You” and “I” ?
LADY: ( somewhat irritated )…NOWHERE!
C. ( laughing )…Good! Or maybe…Everywhere!
LADY: So I can have any thought I like and it’s
okay? Is that what you’re saying?
C. Who? What? Is having the thought? If it is
God having the thought…because God is
everything…then what IS this “I” that thinks IT
has a good thought or bad thought?
GENT: The Ego?
C. Whose ego? The ego is ALSO God.
GENT: Well…I know that “I” am in this room!!!
C. Yes. Of course. The “I” IS in this room. “I am”
in this room…no problem. However… “I am
“Stevie”, or “Bobby”, or “Mary”… in this
room”…BIG problem!
GENT: But I am in this room!!!
C. The “I AM”, which is Consciousness Itself, is
aware of being in this “room”…which is also
Consciousness Itself.
( Consciousness being another name for God. Ed. )
( pause )
Look…What are you “doing” in order to be here
…right this very moment ?
GENT: What do you mean ?
C. I mean…Are YOU…yourself…actually
needing to make any kind of effort at all, in order to
“be”…right here and now ?
GENT: I’m breathing…I’m sitting…I’m
thinking...
C. You see; Breathing is actually totally
automatic, isn’t it ? Can you really say you’re
“doing” it ? It even carries on during dreamless
sleep! No input from “you” at all ! Also… if you
care to notice… the oxygen that is being breathed is
ALSO automatically present! Neither the breathing
nor the oxygen is… in any way at all… an
“accomplishment” of “yours”.
Now…Sitting ?… Thinking ?… BEING ? …
Again…NO EFFORT… of any kind at all…
is needed, for all of this to “happen”. Thoughts just
come and go and there’s simply an “awareness” of
them…
GENT: But they are my thoughts…
C. They are under your control ?
GENT: ( laughing )…Sometimes!
C. But not always!!! Why ?
GENT: Sometimes there are too many of
them…or I’m too hyper and…
C: But they are your thoughts, right ? If they are
“yours”, you should be able to turn them on and off
at will !
The reality, though, is this…In the exact same way
that “you” have absolutely ZERO input and NO
control over the shape or colour of even one single
strand of hair on your head …in that very same
way…thoughts simply come and go.
Thoughts, like everything else in existence, are
placed there by God. And the “I AM”, which is
forever present, is simply aware of them. That’s
all.
LADY: So I am this “I AM” ?
C: GOD is the “I AM”, madam. THAT is the
understanding.
God ALONE exists.
God alone is the “I AM”.
Which we could also refer to as “Consciousness”.
LADY: So what is “I” ?
C: “I” is…an illusion of separateness…that God
creates…moment for moment…in order for Life as
we know it, to carry on.
LADY: I don’t exist then ??!!
C: “I” is a manifestation of GOD, under the
illusion that it is a separate entity, expressing
itself.
And this is where things become supremely
pertinent…
It is the ILLUSION of being SEPARATE…that
is the source of all suffering.
When that ILLUSION of separateness finally
evaporates…Peace, Harmony, Compassion,
Love… are seen everywhere.
GENT : I think I understand what your main thrust
is…
C. Good !…
GENT : …but the obvious question is : How can I
stop the illusion and realize that I am God…???
C. ( Laughing ) No! No! It isn’t that you are God.
It is that… Only God Is.
God ALONE exists.
“You” is simply just another shape and form of the
Cosmic Itself ( God). Just like a tree is none other
than another shape and form of God. Just like a
fish…a flower.
All shapes and forms are GOD’S shape and
form.
In other words…God, which is EVERYTHING ,
manifests ITSELF in countless billions of different
forms…one of which is “you”; “your” thoughts;
“your” mind; “your” happiness; “your” suffering.
Understand ?
GENT : Yes. I’m beginning to have a feeling of
what you’re saying. But that still leaves me with
how do I get rid of this illusion of “I” ?
C. Yes! Exactly. How does this “I”…that is
actually just another manifestation of God
Itself…realize that it is an illusion and…so to
speak… “wake up” ? Right ?
How does “I” get rid of this illusion of
separateness?
( pause…laughing… )
“You” can’t !!! “You” can’t because “you” don’t
really exist.
( pause )
Look… “You” didn’t do anything to manifest
yourself in this Life. You appeared here, in this
Universe…from God knows where…through your
mother…who also had nothing to do with
it…and… after a few, short years in this Magical,
Mind-Blowing Cosmos you will…again…without
any input or even a say in the matter !!… “you”
will be off again…God knows where!!!
Your arriving on this planet…your being here…and
your inevitable departure…Simply “happens”.
We create all this incredible suffering, every
single day of our lives, by simply imagining that
it is OUR doing.
GENT : I’m losing it a little here…I was following
before…but how does this tie into…
LADY : ( interrupting )…I need to work. I need to
get a job. I need to…
C. But all these events, if you watch carefully, just
“happen” ! It’s not that “you” get a job. A job
appears. That “job situation” simply appears. It’s all
very effortless; very automatic; very…
LADY : Why do I get that job then and not
someone else ?
C. If you don’t get the job, it is because somebody
else is supposed to have it. No problem. Another
situation…another job… is in store for you.
GENT : You are saying that it is all pre-destined ?
That it is destiny who gets the job ?
C. Precisely. But much more importantly…I’m
saying this…
… That the “you” that applies for the job; and the
“other” that applies for the job; and the job itself;
and everybody else at that job; and the building
within which all these jobs happen…are ALL…
none other than different shapes and forms of…
GOD Expressing ITSELF.
In other words…it’s ALL God’s role.
 ( Pause…Silence…)
God alone exists. He writes the script. He is all the
actors. He acts out the play. He is the audience…the
stage…the props…and…HE ALONE… enjoys
the show!
( Pause…Silence…)
GENT : There remains the question of the illusion
of “I”.
C. Quite right. Thank you. Let’s go back to that
right now.
So…all of this is understood. I understand
intellectually; deeply; clearly; this concept . This
idea that “God Is Everything”. I understand that
the “I”, the “me”, the “ego”…or whatever you
want to call it…never actually existed. It was just
another manifestation of God. That the separate “I”
was an illusion all along.
So…How do “I” get rid of this illusion ?…and get
to relax ! To let go ! To go home…to the “Source”.
That’s the million dollar question, isn’t it ?
LADY : That’s the Spiritual Search, right ?
Wanting to re-unite with God…To find Peace.
C. Yes ! Exactly ! And the big joke is on us,
because…
THERE WAS NOTHING BUT GOD
ALL ALONG!
All along…it was GOD that was looking for God.
LADY : So I don’t need to do anything…
C : There never was an “I” !!! Do you see ? This
feeling…This illusion…of a separate “me”…was
simply that…an illusion.
An illusion can’t act because it doesn’t exist !
All along it was only Consciousness.
LADY : Which is God ?
C. Yes. You can call God “Consciousness” if you
like. No difference. It’s just a word…just a name.
So all along…right this very moment…There is
ONLY CONSCIOUSNESS that exists.
And our illusion of being a separate “I”, a
separate “me”, is actually just another
manifestation / expression of Consciousness Itself.
GENT : So there never was a “seeker” !
C. Correct ! The path was not “other” than the goal
all along.
LADY : I still get the feeling …the desire or
drive…that “I” need to work towards It somehow.
C. That’s not a problem. IF you understand that the
desire or drive is not “your” desire or drive. That it
is God’s “desire”. That HE places that drive in
another shape and form of HIS. That the “you” is
ACTUALLY… HIM expressing HIMSELF.
Then there is no problem at all.
Let the desire come…you have no choice anyway !.
and let the desire go…again , you have no choice. It
comes and goes by the Grace of God’s Will Alone.
And All is Well.
LADY : I don’t need to meditate then ? To pray ?
To be good ?
C. If “you” meditate, it is actually just meditation
that “happens”. Prayer happens in “you” if that is
“your” destiny. Being good will also simply,
effortlessly take place, if it is meant to be. And all
of this, will or will not happen…absolutely
automatically. With NO EFFORT on “your” part,
because…again… “You” is an illusion.
LADY : So I don’t have my own will?
C. You don’t have your own will because a
separate, individual “You” never existed.
That is the message here. The concept here is
that only God exists…He is EVERYTHING.
There is only God’s will…That He places in this
manifestation of Himself…that “you” mistakenly
call “you”.
LADY : I am just a puppet !!!
C. ( laughing ) You could put it that way.
LADY : A puppet that thinks it actually exists.
C. Yes.
LADY : When will the illusion end?
C. Exactly when God wills it ! The illusion of
separateness ; of suffering; of not being “home”..
Will end exactly the same way it began…
When GOD wills it.
LADY : I will be enlightened when God wills it?
C. No ! When God wills it, the illusion of a
separate “I” will totally disappear and only God
will remain.
( pause…)
You see… “Enlightenment” is simply this…
The awareness that ONLY GOD has ever
existed.
That is enlightenment. The question of
enlightenment itself is finally dropped completely!
Enlightenment…which can only happen by the
Grace of God…is when the illusion of a separate
“I” completely dissolves…and there remains
ONLY the…
 ORIGINAL COSMIC ESSENCE
GENT : When I am here, I can feel all of this. I
understand it. I see it clearly. My illusion of
separateness does dissolve. But later on…outside…
suffering. THAT is the understanding. It’s God’s
suffering.
The CLEAR realization of this, is referred to as
Enlightenment…Liberation…Peace.

C. Yes. No problem. You see… “you” are here May we please be quiet and still for a few minutes?
because it is God’s will. “I” am speaking because Let us Let Go and Let God for a few moments.
“I” can’t help it. It is ALL God’s will. God’s
actions. No problem. In the next moment, no one ( silence for 20 minutes )
can know what will happen. Again…No problem.
C. Thank you all for coming.
Whatever happens will be God…The
Totality…The Tao…The Universe… simply
carrying on…with IT’S role.

There is NO OPTION but to watch it happen.

Maybe a meteor will come through the library’s

roof ! Right now ! It could happen…and everything
changes. No problem. God constantly changes and
re-arranges the billions of different shapes, forms
and manifestations of Himself. One minute as a
seeker listening to a concept of God…The next
moment as a cosmic explosion !

GENT : So all I have to do is to completely “let

go” ?

C. Yes. But you have to clearly see that even the

letting go is not in your control. Do you understand?
If “letting go”, or “surrendering”, or “accepting”, or
“just being”…is to happen to “you”, then God will
make it so. If God won’t “let go” in “you”, then
suffering will continue. But it’s not YOUR
 CHAPTER TWO
Location : Wednesday evening, in a “Spiritual
Bookstore”. Vancouver Island, Canada.
C. Thank you all for coming out this evening. It’s
not the best of weathers and I appreciate your effort.
I’ve got some good news and some bad news…
( laughter… )
Actually…it’s good news, bad news and then some
great news. So please don’t worry !
( more laughter… )
Okay. The good news is this…
AT ALL TIMES there is nothing other than
One-ness, Harmony, Perfection and Peace.
The bad news… is that most people don’t see It.
The GREAT news…is that…IT DOESN’T
MATTER !
LADY : ( a long, drawn out “Ohhhh”!!! )
C. This is a “Spiritual” bookstore. There are so
many books here that, at first, it might seem that
they are presenting different messages. There is the
Christian section. The Hindu section. The Buddhist,
Taoist, Muslim section, etc., etc..
So it’s only natural to assume that they are all
talking about different subjects. After all…each
religion, each philosophy, each school of thought
has it’s’ own terminology. It’s own vocabulary. It’s
own way of expressing things. It could get
confusing !
( laughter…)
But it’s so terribly important to understand that
even though the message might be presented in
totally different ways…the fundamental Core,
Subject, or Truth, is exactly the same in all of
them.
They are all pointing towards the same
Fundamental Source. And this Source or Truth is
IMPOSSIBLE to express in words, because of It’s
very Nature.
So one is reduced to presenting the Truth in the
form of different Metaphors, Similies…Concepts.
And there are so many different concepts that are
used to TRY to convey, or “point one towards”, this
Ever-Present, Boundless, Universal Presence for
which one stumbles for words in an effort to try to
express.
Which is the “right” word ? God ? Reality ?
Heaven ? Nirvana… Buddha Nature...Allah…
Peace…Tao…Consciousness…Brahman ???
But no matter which words are used, they all boil
down to this…
That this “Thing” called God is...
 EVERYTHING. ( pause )

( pause ) Okay. So the word “God” refers to…

Please listen carefully… EVERYTHING.

The whole thrust, the whole concept or message, The Universes, the Galaxies, the stars, the Whole
from all the Teachers in the past is simply this… Cosmos. All that is beyond the Cosmos as well.
“THAT” within which the Cosmos exists. All that
THAT GOD IS EVERYTHING. that was before the Cosmos. Everything that will
come after…
TOTALLY.
ALL OF “LIFE”…The oceans…the billions of
THAT GOD ALONE EXISTS. fish species…the jungles…the mountains and
desserts. In this world and in all other worlds…
THAT THERE IS NOTHING OTHER THAN
GOD. God is ALL this.

That everything is surrounded by…immersed Right NOW ! Right THIS MOMENT !

in…covered in…totally saturated with…is made
up off…and consists off…ONLY GOD. All the good. All the bad.
All the saints and all the Hitlers.
All the joy and all the suffering.
Absolutely everything – within you…without All the “you”s and all the “I”s.
you…and everything in-between…is none other All the visible and all the invisible.
than God Alone.
ALL OF IT…is simply a manifestation of …GOD.
Again, I repeat ; we use the word “God” because it
conveys a good enough sense of understanding in ( pause )
our English speaking, Western way of thinking. We
could just as easily substitute words such as “Tao”, Are there any questions, please ?
“Buddha”, “Brahman”, etc., but that would
necessitate us having to learn a whole different ( Silence. Some murmuring…)
“language”, “religion” or “philosophy”, in order to
resonate with essentially the same thing. So please C. Yes, madam. Please go ahead.
let’s keep it as simple and as direct as possible.
LADY : I am also God then ?
C. “You” are just another shape and form of the
One. Of the Source. “You” is simply another one
of un-countable zillions of unique expressions of
the Lord Itself.
LADY : So I am not God ?
C. It’s not that you are, or that you are not God.
The understanding is that…ONLY God IS. God
ALONE exists.
LADY : But my mind…my brain…my ego…they
all tell me that I exist ! I am in this bookstore.
Right?
C. God …in the form of different people…one of
which is “you”…is in this “bookstore”…which is
also only another shape and form of God Itself.
LADY : I can understand that God is Everything.
But I am having trouble seeing where the “I” or
“Me” fits into all of this.
C. Okay…Let’s go slowly. Maybe we could talk
specifically about you ? Would that be okay ?
LADY : Sure.
C. Why are you here tonight? What brings you
here?
LADY : I’m interested in these things.
C. What things ?
LADY : Religion. Spirituality. Truth.
C. Yes.
LADY : So I try to attend different
lectures…talks…workshops…in order to
understand more clearly.
C. When did the interest in such things first arise?
How long has this search been going on?
LADY : ( laughing…) It seems like forever!!!
C. Yes ! Precisely. Most people say the same
thing. This desire, this yearning, this passion seems
to have always been there. Right?
LADY : Yes.
C. So it’s not something that you could say “you”
initiated?
LADY : ( pause…) No.
C. So “something” , let’s say “within” you,
initiated it. The original desire, the thought, the
willpower to seek, to search…all that came from
deep within…Right?
LADY : Yes.
C. My message here tonight…and all other
nights…is this…
That because absolutely everything is God…
Including “you”…including “your” thoughts…
“your” desires, “your” will. Because the whole of it
ALL is ACTUALLY none other than God. Then
that which you thought was doing the seeking, was
never you at all! It was God alone.
GOD was / is looking for God.
( pause )
LADY : Not me ?
C. God alone exists.
LADY : So this “I” within…
C. Is a mirage. Which is also created by God !
Which is witnessed only by God. Which goes on
doing whatever it is destined to do…think, feel,
act…by the Grace of God alone.
It’s like this : God alone exists. He writes the play
called Life. He manifests HIMSELF into all the
different props, locations and… of course…
ACTORS… ( like “you” and “me” ) .
He manifests HIMSELF into an audience. HE then
acts out each and every part . HE then watches
HIMSELF doing it all…and then wraps it all up
when it’s all over. And then…maybe…starts up
another whole new play again. Who knows ?
GENT : ( Inaudible )
C. Sorry, Sir. Could you speak up, please ?
GENT : So I am just an actor in a play ?
C. Didn’t Shakespear say that ?
( laughter…)
Yes ! In fact…You are such a gifted and talented
actor ( because God is doing all the acting ! ) that
you’ve even convinced yourself that you are real !!
( laughter )
You see. It is God who manifests Himself as “you”.
He programs in all your DNA, all your thoughts, all
your desires, wants, needs, preferences, illusions.
One of them being this illusion of an “I” existing
separately from God.
GENT : Okay. I think I understand what you are
saying. But frankly I don’t see the point in any of
this ?
C. The point is this :
THE END OF SUFFERING.
When you truly understand this concept clearly.
When you truly see that ALL things spring up
FROM and are an expression OF this…
ONE SOURCE ONE ENERGY
ONE ESSENCE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS
When you really understand that it is all ONE
An Infinite…Boundless…Seamless…
WHOLE
That “THAT” is all that is going on…moment for
moment…
THEN there is a Total, Complete, “Coming
Home”. An Un-shakeable Peace. A feeling of
Harmony and Connectedness…that cannot be
explained in words.
GENT : Enlightenment !
C. Yes ! But you have to be very careful here…
It’s not “YOUR” enlightenment.
Realizing that a separate “I” never existed. That it
was all
NOTHING BUT GOD
Moment for Moment, all along…
When the illusion of a “you” is finally, completely
and totally dropped…THEN enlightenment is there
by simple default.
LADY : I don’t need to search anymore !
C. When God wills the search to end, it will end.
No problem. It’s not “you” searching. You have no
say or choice in any of it. So you might as well…
TOTALLY let go…relax and surrender.
But remember ; you will be able to “let go” and
“relax” only if God wills it.
Let us “Let Go and Let God” right now.
Let us relax and expand into His Vast Immensity.
No more questions…No more answers
Just God.
( Silence for 20 minutes )
C. Thank you, everyone.
LADY : Sometimes I become very quiet inside. I
become very…very big…
C. Yes.
LADY : Bigger than “big”, really…
C. Boundless…
LADY : Yes. Yes. Just like that. Boundless…
C. No boundaries. Beautiful ! That is the way it is !
Isn’t it ? How can it be otherwise ? If God is
everything, then there can be no boundaries! No
divisions. No borders…frontiers…limitations.
Things that appeared to be separate when the
illusion of “I” was there, are now perceived as a…
ONE HARMONIOUS SEAMLESS INFINITE
WHOLE
When there is the clear Realization that God alone
exists, the illusionary boundaries separating “you”
from God, simply don’t exist anymore.
LADY : I feel so peaceful now. So lucky…So This whole understanding brings one to the stage
grateful… ( starts to weep softly ). of letting go…COMPLETELY .

C. If the feeling of Oneness is there…Beautiful. No
problem. God makes it so.
If the feeling is replaced by suffering, angst, feeling
of separateness…Beautiful. No problem. God
makes it so.
When the illusion of “I” is dropped completely.
When there is no more “I” and “other”…and there
remains only this Infinite, Eternal, Boundless,
Seamless…WHOLE…this GOD.
Then THAT is enlightenment.

IT’S ALL GOD THAT is freedom.

That is the realization here. THAT is Peace.

LADY : ( Still crying )…Yes… GOD returning to GOD…is Enlightenment.

C. I am very happy for you. The assumption of an “I” being enlightened would
simply never arise.
GENT : So enlightenment does exist then ?
( Silence…Long pause…)
C. In the absolute sense…No ! Bummer , eh ?
GENT : Thank you very much.
( laughter )
C. Thank you. Thank you all for coming.
You see…When we talk about enlightenment, it
immediately re-enforces the illusion of some “me”
or “I”, that is going to attain or experience this
enlightenment. Right ? But when we realize clearly,
deeply, that all there is …is GOD…Then where is
this “I” that can be enlightened ?

The Understanding ( which is arrived at only by the

Grace of God ) that only God exists. The
realization that even the “I” was an illusion. That
this illusion of a separate “I” was also the will of
God…
 CHAPTER THREE
Location : A group get-together, at a Friend’s
home. Victoria, B.C.
C. Good morning everyone. May we start with ten
minutes of silence, please ?
( ten minutes pass…)
C. Hello. Are there any questions, please ?
GENT : When I am here…in this setting…I find
myself being unusually calm and peaceful. I can see
and understand the message you present, quite
clearly…
C. Yes.
GENT : And this might last for a while, but then
the old ways…
C. The old ways keep coming back. Right ?
GENT : Yes. It’s frustrating…Because I don’t even
know why…
C. Exactly ! You don’t know why ! And this “not
knowing”…if you can understand the reason for
it…can set you free !
( pause )
Okay…So you don’t know why the old ways keep
coming back.
You don’t know why, simply because it’s not your
doing ! Because neither the old ways, nor the new
ways, are your ways ! They are all God’s ways.
( pause )
Let’s go slowly, here. Let’s stay very focused on the
main message…i.e. That God alone, is absolutely
Everything , at all times. Okay ?
GENT : Okay.
C. Part of that “everything”, is this physical
manifestation called “you”. God manifests Himself
in billions of different forms. “You” being merely
“one” of them. This unique, one-of-a-kind
“you”…thinks, behaves and acts…according to the
way it has been programmed , to think, behave and
act.
Or…in other words…GOD thinks, behaves and
acts, in a certain way, as HE expresses HIMSELF
in this form, that you call “I”.
Now…Sometimes… He introduces a thought, an
awareness, a Realization… of Stillness…
Understanding…PEACE. The “new ways”, in
other words. Which is fine. Great.
And sometimes He re- introduces thoughts of
confusion, separateness, suffering…The “old
ways”... WHICH IS ALSO FINE…IF you truly
understand the concept that it is GOD that is
thinking, doing and experiencing EVERYTHING,
moment for moment.
GENT : Sometimes I understand all this…right
now for example. I can see it clearly. But I just
know that it…
C. Yes, yes…that it will go away. The clarity goes
away. And you want to know how “you” can hold
on to this Understanding , this Peace ? Right ?
GENT : Yes. Of course. How can I…
C. You can’t ! You can’t. Because this “you” is
a mirage!
In this concept…and I repeat again and again , that
all this is just a concept… A way of pointing
towards …a certain Realization…
In this concept… “you” don’t exist. The ONLY
reality that actually exists…is God.
Which means that sometimes God appears as an
idea in “your” head, that “you” are separate; that
“you” are a seeker; a sufferer; etc., etc…And you
have no control over that input.
OR…
…Sometimes…God totally clears the mind;
eliminates all illusion of “I”, “other”… and all other
imaginings of separation…and all that remains
behind is pure, limitless Cosmic Essence.
Do you see ? Both the suffering and the
enlightenment, are God’s business ALONE.
The Realization of this… sets this “you” free.
LADY : Or not !
C. EXACTLY ! Free or not ! No difference. No
problem.
( pause )
We have to understand this point very, very,
clearly , because it’s crucial.
( pause )
Again. I repeat. “You” will understand all of this IF
GOD wills it. Only God can will it, because HE is
the ONLY THING THAT ACTUALLY EXISTS.
When God decides to bring Illumination or
Enlightenment…to a particular form of His…then
it will be so.
“ Enlightenment ” being …
The spontaneous Realization that ONLY GOD
is.
That only God ever existed and that all
concepts, ideas and beliefs of a separate “I” or
“me” were simply illusions…that God Himself
created…
THAT IS “ENLIGHTENMENT.
In other words ; Only God can make you feel lost ;
and only God can take away the illusion of a “you”,
that believes in this or that.
( Pause. Long Silence…)
GENT : So there’s no point in “seeking” ? I don’t
need to try ?
C. There’s absolutely no choice. That is the
Realization.
What is It ??… that is seeking ? Not “you” ! So
relax.
“You”, have no control over any of it ; at any time.
If God wills it, enlightenment is sought. We can
call this “Destiny”. If it is your destiny to be a
seeker, you will seek. If it is your destiny to
meditate, then you must meditate. If you have been
programmed to chase money, fame, drugs…then
that is exactly what will “happen”… effortlessly,
naturally, automatically. There is no choice other
than to proceed with that.
IT’S NOT YOU !!
If you let go of the illusion of a separate you. If
you Realize that God is…absolutely…
EVERYTHING…
Then suffering comes to an end.
Let’s sit quietly for a few minutes.
( After a long Silence…)
LADY : Is it good to attend talks such as these ?
C. There is no choice ! So sure ! Why not ?
LADY : Do you have any choice in giving these
talks or not ?
C. Thank you for asking! ( Laughing…) NO ! Of
course not! That’s the whole Message ! The
whole point ! It’s God’s will. Tomorrow
everything could change !
GENT : You don’t know what’s going to happen
tomorrow ?
C. Of course not ! But I do know that
tomorrow…just like today and yesterday…the only
actions that will occur will be God’s actions.
If it is God’s will that tomorrow His presence will
be pronounced…or not…in this form of His ( C.
points to his own body )…that is completely up to
Him.
Tomorrow, this ( pointing to his own body again )
could turn into a raving madman ; or could get hit
by a car ; or could commit suicide. It is all God’s
will. His actions. Do you see ? It’s God’s play. His
Creation.
LADY : Does it help to have a Teacher ? A Guru ?
C. It could mean that things are “progressing”…
and these are just words now…in a positive
fashion. But not always ! Only God knows the
ending of every script.
LADY : But what I mean is…Even though we
really have no choice…Is it a good thing to have a
Teacher or Guru ?
C. You see…the Guru thing is mostly an Eastern
concept. To have a spiritual Master…or Guru…is
mostly an Indian thing. And like all concepts, it can
work very well…or not…depending on the
understanding of it all…by both the Guru and the
seeker.
GENT : Could you talk about that a little, please ?
C. Sure…
First of all, we have to CLEARLY ESTABLISH
that…
The Guru…just like the student…doesn’t
actually exist.
Remember…God ALONE exists.
The only difference between the two (the Guru and
the Student), is that in the Guru, there is…to a lesser
or greater degree…an Understanding or
Realization of that Fact.
In other words ; The Guru lives the Reality that
ONLY God exists.
GENT : Are you saying that the Guru is God ?
C. Please go slowly here…
We have to be very careful when trying to
understand the Guru concept.
ULTIMATELY…the Guru IS God. JUST LIKE
the student is ALSO God. Just like each and every
blade of grass…is none other than God Alone.
One hundred percent…completely…Totally.
NOTHING BUT GOD EVER EXISTS.
( pause )
What makes the Guru “different”, is that the
Realization of One-Ness is more present in the
“Guru” manifestation of God…And not quite there,
in the “student” manifestation of God.
But please remember ; that ultimately…there is
absolutely NO DIFFERENCE between the two.
LADY : Does the Guru think of himself as God ?
C. The thought would never arise…simply because
the Guru is living the reality that ONLY God
exists.
From the Guru “point of view”…there IS no Guru
anymore.
There is no “Guru” point of view.
The Guru realizes that any thoughts, desires,
actions…that come and go within his/her “form” or
“body”…are just different shapes and forms of God
morphing into and out of Himself Alone.
GENT : So the Guru is not “ God Himself ” ?
C. Only GOD is God !!!
And the Guru…by the Grace Of God…is a
manifestation of that Truth.
Now…
( pause…)
That “Truth”… carries with it a certain kind
of…Perhaps we could call it… “Presence” or
“Resonance”. Which certain seekers will
harmonize with…and others will not . Depending
on the Guru and depending on the seeker.
( pause )
You see; from the “Guru’s” perspective…it’s all a
movie. All the numberless scripts, actors,
props…that make up this incredible movie called
“Life” are, to the Guru, only images on a screen.
The “screen” being the only real, unchanging
Reality that is actually present. The screen being
God.
And the Guru…by the Grace of God alone…
knows that he himself, is just another image on the
screen. He sees the movie going on. He’s aware of
all the images as being just images ; and…by the
Grace of God…is aware of “ THAT ” which
underlies all these images of Life. “ THAT ”, of
course, being God.
So the Guru is in a position to talk about, to point
towards… this Reality…this Very Essence of All
Things.
GENT : Are the images on the screen real ?
C. They are real images. Only images. The solid,
never changing Reality…is the Screen. The
“Screen” being GOD.
GENT : So where do the images come from ?
C. Oh no!! ( laughing ) We’re getting lost in
confusing metaphors. It’s my fault. Sorry.
Okay…Let’s say it’s like this …
All the images emanate from the projector…which
is God. Which is showing a movie that is
conceived, written, produced and acted out, by
God.
All the props…all the actors…
ALL OF THE ABOVE
…the projector, the images, the screen, the
audience ( “you” and “I” )…Are ALL just
different shapes and forms of GOD.
Look…( laughing ) Let’s drop the “movie” thing…
It’s too Hollywoody…
But please don’t forget…Only GOD can receive an
Oscar !
 ( laughter )
LADY : To get back to the Guru issue…
C. Yes.
LADY : You are saying that it’s good to have a
Guru ?
C. I am saying…firstly… that whether you have a
Guru or not…that’s perfectly okay. If you are to
have a Guru, it will effortlessly, simply happen. If
it is not in your destiny to have a Guru, it simply
and effortlessly will not occur. If and when it
happens, you will know it.
Secondly…and this is very, very important…This
is the whole point…
…There is NO DIFFERENCE between “you”
and the “Guru”.
Both of you are simply manifestations of God.
Once this is understood…All seeking ends.
Because this insight dissolves the seeker. Both the
illusion of a “Guru” and the illusion of a “Seeker”,
simply evaporate into the reality of Oneness.
Now…IF the Guru understands and lives this
reality…then it might be beneficial to hang around
him/her for a while…in order for this Realization to
become ever more deeper and clearer.
LADY : But how do I know if the Guru is…is not
a…
C. Fake ! ( laughing )
LADY : Yes. I mean…anybody can give a talk…a
workshop…
C. You can tell by your level of quietness, serenity.
By the peace of mind, that is experienced in his/her
presence. That’s all. If Peace, clarity, insight happen
in the Guru’s presence…that’s a positive indication.
If, on the other hand, you are just sitting there…,
getting more and more confused, hyper and
irritated…then it’s time for you to move on. He or
she is not the Teacher for you.
But even these are not hard and fast rules !
Sometimes a total shake-up is exactly what is
needed ! ( laughing )
( long pause… )
Just a few more words on all this and then we’ll
wrap it up…
Here in the Western world, words like Guru and
Disciple are so very, very heavily loaded with
preconceptions and misconceptions. It’s almost
impossible for a Westerner to really grasp and use
the Guru concept without getting lost in it. It’s far
more freeing here to use words such as “Teacher”
and “Student”.
The bottom line is this : If you are interested in C. No problem ! You want another Mathematics
Mathematics, you could study it in a variety of lesson ! ( laughter ) It would be my great pleasure
ways: You could buy a bunch of books and go it to give it.
alone. You could ask a neighbour or friend, who
studied Maths, once upon a time, for pointers. And Thank you all very much for coming.
any of these ways might be enough to satisfy your
appetite for the subject. But if…because of God’s
programming in you…you want to get a clear
insight into E=Mc2 …then it would be best to seek
out a University Mathematics professor .
Somebody who lives and breathes Mathematics !
Maths is literally his/her make-up.

Now…IF that professor and you “hit it off”. IF

there is an understanding… a resonance… a
communion … between the two of you…then
he/she is the “ONE”…

THE Maths master for you.

And all of this will happen only strictly according

to God’s will ! Because…again…You, the Maths
teacher, the Guru, the whole Cosmos…are nothing
other than God expressing Himself in some of HIS
infinite forms.
God creates Himself into a Teacher, and creates
Himself into a Student. And in that way…
Life goes on.

GENT : One last question, please ?

C . Sure.

GENT : I feel very strongly that I want to come

back and hear you talk again, that…
 CHAPTER FOUR
Location : Evening get-together, at a Friend’s
home in Victoria, B.C.
C. Hello everyone. Could we have ten minutes of
silence together, please ?
Thank you very much. Any questions ?
LADY : This morning you were emphasizing the
idea that God is everything, including our will and
our thoughts themselves.
C. Yes.
LADY : What bothers me, of course, is that that
implies that I can go ahead and act absolutely any
which way I want and it’s all okay ! Because it isn’t
really me, right ? I can steal…and lie…and…
C. Okay. You are asking…What about morals ?
What about personal responsibility ? What about
personal responsible actions ? How should one act?
LADY : Yes. Obviously. I mean…if it’s not “me”
doing anything. If they are not “my” thoughts ;
why bother working for a living ? Why not…
C. Sure ! Why not just rob banks ? Why not rape
and pillage on Friday nights ? ( laughing )
LADY : Yes.
C. It’s an important question and… fortunately…
the answer is very simple :
You think and act the way you do, because God
creates it so. You have absolutely no choice at all
in acting in any other fashion !
The thought that you have any say in the matter, is
misguided. The idea that you have a “will”, is an
illusion. How so? Because God is EVERYTHING.
God is “your” body. God is “your” mind. God is
“your” thoughts. And God alone carries out all of
“your” actions. There never was a separate “you”
in the first place.
So…if you think that you have an option to think
or act in a particular manner…Please TRY and do
so !
You’ll find that if you haven’t been programmed by
God to be a thief, a killer, a lunatic…you simply
WILL NOT BE ABLE to think or act in that
particular way !
If God hasn’t programmed in you the ability to hurt
another living being ; If those “genes” aren’t part of
the make-up HE created “you” with ; If that isn’t
part of your Destiny…then “you” will be
INCAPABLE of carrying out those types of
actions.
GENT : So Hitler was innocent !!!
C. There was no Hitler ! THAT is the
understanding here. “Hitler” was just another
manifestation of Life …of Creation…of God.
God took the form of “Hitler” and inflicted an
enormous amount of pain and suffering on millions
of other different shapes/forms/manifestations of…
HIMSELF.
GENT : ( Disgusted ) It sounds so heartless…so
cruel…So stupid ! What’s the point ?
C : The problem is this…
We don’t see the WHOLE picture !
There is absolutely no way of knowing how or
why this Boundless, Infinite Universe is playing
Itself out. We are just the teeniest, tiniest specs of
illusion, floating around this…literally…Infinite
Mind of God.
We do not have the capacity to judge.
LADY : But why all the suffering ?
C. For Life, as we know it, to carry on ! There is
“Good” because there is “Bad”. There is “Pleasure”
because there is “Pain”. There is “I” because there
is “Other”. There is “Joy” because there is
“Sorrow”…i.e. There is Life.
The Sum Total of it ALL…is GOD.
LADY : So Hitler then…?
C. So Hitler…just like Jesus…just like
Stalin…just Buddha…just like YOU and I…just
like…
ABSOLUTELEY EVERYTHING…
…was/is simply a manifestation of the Infinite or
God.
Understanding this clearly…brings an end to
suffering.
LADY : But wars are still happening ! People will
still suffer !
C. Suffering itself , will still be there. But people
themselves , if the understanding is there, would
not suffer PERSONALLY.
Suffering would still be there, but it wouldn’t be
THEIR suffering.
Let’s put it this way : From an average person’s
point of view… “He” lives… “He” suffers… “He”
dies.
Me ! Me ! Me !
From a sages point of view…
Only GOD lives…only GOD suffers…only GOD
dies.
GENT : There is no suffering for a sage?
C. There is no SAGE for a sage ! There is ONLY
God.
To a sage, suffering is something that happens
within God’s OWN Essence.
In other words…The Realization is there that only
God exists. There IS no “sage” to experience
suffering…or anything else for that matter.
ALL events are created by…and experienced by…
GOD ALONE .
If only God exists…What is this “you” that is
suffering?
LADY : I think I see what you’re pointing at. So
my original question, of whether I should act
responsibly or not…is irrelevant ?
C. Yes. You can simply go on acting exactly the
same way that “you” have always acted. Why ?
Because you have never had the choice to act in
any other way ! Because that is the way God has
programmed Himself to act, in this form of HIS ,
which you mistakenly think of as “yours”.
In other words ; You can carry on living AS IF you
have a choice. AS IF you exist. But actually
knowing that it is ALL nothing but God.
God’s Being. God’s Will. God’s Actions.
GENT : I just want to make sure that I’m getting
this concept exactly right. So if I can’t help acting
“bad”…because it’s actually God that is the
“Doer”…then I also can’t force myself to be
“good”…?
C. Right ! Exactly right. If it is God’s will, God
will perform “good” deeds through “your” body.
And if God has not programmed “you” to behave in
a gentle fashion, you’ll carry on driving like a
maniac in traffic…giving everybody the
finger…Because “you” can’t help it. Because ALL
actions are God’s actions…And sometimes HE
likes to drive really irresponsibly !
( Laughter )
LADY : So reading inspiring books…reading
about spiritual things…
C. Is great ! No problem ! All that will happen, if
God wills it. “You” can take no credit for any of it.
The thought, “I want to do good”, is placed there by
God. It just appears. And that might lead to
studying books that inspire. And that might lead to
good deeds…IF that is what GOD has in mind. Not
you. “You” cannot create a thought. “You” can
only receive them. They simply come and go. And
the body/mind effortlessly and spontaneously reacts
to them.
We cannot create a thought in the very same way
that we can’t “create” our next breath. Our next
heart-beat. One single hair on the body.
If you watch closely, you’ll notice that
EVERYTHING…INCLUDING “I”
…is ALREADY effortlessly here.
This ties in very simply with the main concept…
That only ONE THING exists.
 One…Universal…All-Encompassing… CHAPTER FIVE

Indivisible
Location : Morning get-together, at a Friend’s
WHOLE home, Victoria.

And ANY feeling of separateness…

C. Good morning everyone. Could we have twenty
“I”… “Me”… “It”… “Other”… etc.. minutes of silence, please ?

Is simply an illusion… Thank you.

Which is ALSO a facet of the Whole. I’d like to go over the main theme that we discussed
last night. The main theme being…

The absolute, very bottom line… ? ONENESS and all that it implies.

GOD ALONE EXISTS Please do try and stay on this concept, because it’s
so easy to get side-tracked into other issues and
So don’t worry…Be Happy ! concepts ; and that will only confuse the
understanding.
( Laughter )
( pause )
Thank you all for coming.
Okay…So the main theme is simply this :
That only God actually exists.

Absolutely Everything in creation is none other

than a different expression of the One, Indivisible,
Seamless WHOLE .

This includes not only your physical body, but also

your innermost desires, feelings, emotions, etc.,
etc.. All your fears and joys. All your
thoughts…good or bad. They are ALL constantly
emerging from and being lived by, this Cosmic
Essence, that we are using the word “God”, to
describe.
GENT : I just spent the better part of twenty years,
looking for some kind of “Truth”.
C. Yes.
GENT : I’ve practiced just about every type of
spiritual discipline that exists…
C. Yes.
GENT : And now I feel that it has all just
vanished…I mean…Totally !…Completely ! I
don’t have the slightest interest in any of it right
now. I just feel…
C. Peaceful.
GENT : Yes…Even “peaceful” doesn’t really
describe it. I feel completely…Empty ! As if…
C. As if “you” doesn’t exist anymore…
GENT : ( very softly ) Yes…just like that…
C. Like there is Infinity in all directions.
GENT : Yes.
C. And no actual centre.
GENT : Yes ! Like that ! No centre at all.
C. So… What exactly is it ?…Right at this
moment…That is realizing this ?
( a long pause…silence )
C. Yes! You see! That’s the correct understanding!
When one really understands ; Clearly. Deeply.
Totally…This concept of Oneness. That ALL there
is, is God. That God is All in All. Then the “ego” or
“I”, completely loses it’s “reality”. There is no
more ; “I am Johnny”, or “I am Suzie”. There
remains only an un-spoken sense of “I AM”. And
this “I AM” is realized to be impersonal. It is
absolutely BOUNDLESS. INFINITE . Totally and
completely un-graspable by anything other than It’s
own Self. This “I AM” is pure Consciousness or
God. This “I AM” Consciousness is exactly the
same in… every “body”… and… every “thing”.
Because it IS everybody
And everything
EVERYWHERE
All at the same time…
RIGHT NOW !!!
LADY : So I am this Consciousness then ?
C. Only the “I AM” is this Consciousness. There
IS no separate , individual , personal , “you” at
all.
“I AM” is spontaneously present everywhere…at
the same time…in all of Existence.
“I AM” is that Conscious Awareness that we use
the word “God” to describe.
When the “you”, the “ego” is present…then the “I
AM”, the WHOLE , the UNIVERSAL…seems
hidden.
When there is a complete and total letting go .
When the illusion of a separate, personal
individual “I”, is dropped …
THE WHOLE COSMIC ESSENCE
SEES ITSELF EVERYWHERE .
And it is seen everywhere because it IS
“everywhere”…It IS… “EVERY THING”.
LADY : So enlightenment is when I can see or
feel…
C. NO ! Enlightenment is the Realization that
there IS… NO “YOU” !
No separate “you”, to experience…or
feel…anything.
THAT… is “Enlightenment” !
When the personal, illusory, separate “you”…
Completely and utterly dissolves into the Whole,
Cosmic, Seamless, Omni-Present Reality called
GOD. When there is the final, clear, spontaneous
understanding that…
ONLY God has ever existed…EVER …
THAT…is “Enlightenment”.
LADY : Does this take practice ? Should I
continue meditating or…
C. “You” have no choice in any of it. That is the
understanding. It is all just GOD happening. If He
wants “you” to meditate…if that’s the role that He
is going to act out in “you”…then you will
meditate.
People that meditate, do so because they have to!
They can claim no credit.
It is GOD that is meditating.
A banana has absolutely no choice , other than to be
a banana.
LADY : But you say that it is good to meditate ?
C. All actions are “good” ! It is God that performs
all deeds…So all deeds are good !
I repeat…
ALL ACTIONS ARE GOD’S ACTIONS .
When this is clearly realized…There is no more
“I” to ask such questions.
GENT : I have never felt the need to meditate.
There has never been any interest in that…
C. That’s perfectly okay ! Perfectly okay. Any
“personal” need or desire is actually God’s need or
desire. If you can understand that , then you will
immediately and spontaneously express the reality
of meditation…Which is to say…ONENESS .
LADY : What about the spiritual powers…the
psychic powers…that you develop through
meditation…?
C. WHAT “YOU” ? WHICH “YOU” ?
WHOSE powers ?
You see ? It’s so easy to lose track of the big
picture ! There is only God. There IS no…”you”.
God is ALL there is. The idea of a separate “me”
that is…or is not…meditating…Is simply an
illusion…
GENT : An illusion created by God ! The illusion
itself is ALSO God …!
C. EXACTLY ! OF COURSE !
The idea of a separate “I”, that thinks “IT” is
meditating, is an illusion…created by God.
Therefore we say…If you wish to meditate…or
not…that is perfectly okay …IF you have a clear
understanding that it is ALL happening according
to…GOD’S will. It is God who decides to meditate
or not, within this body of HIS , that “you”
mistakenly identify as … “yours”.
If you practice meditation…or anything else for
that matter … thinking that “you” are the doer ;
then it’s all a waste of time. It’s simply just re-
enforcing the illusion of this separate “I”.
LADY : But the “I” is searching for enlightenment?
C. GOD is searching for enlightenment ! THAT
Is the understanding.
God is EVERY-THING . If enlightenment is to
happen in this particular manifestation, or “form” of
GOD…then ALL illusions of separateness, of
personal “I”-ness, of “Me”-ness…absolutely and
totally…disappear.
GENT : It’s so simple ! ( laughing ) I realize now
that “I” never spent twenty years seeking anything !
It’s a big joke ! ( laughing out loud ) I’m so…
relieved !!!
C. ( laughing ) Yes ! And if it’s God’s will that
“you” spends another twenty years, under the
illusion of an “I” seeking…No problem ! Because
it would simply be His doing…Not yours .
I hope that I’m explaining it in a clear fashion ?
GENT : Yes, yes. It’s very, very clear right now.
Now I can…
C. Now…”you” can carry on doing whatever “it”
wants to…KNOWING that it is ALWAYS…
ONLY GOD THAT IS THE DOER .
GENT : Thank you so very much.
C. Thank you, everyone.
 CHAPTER SIX
Location : Evening get-together. Same home.
C. Good evening everyone. Before we have a few
minutes of silence, I’d like to say a few words about
“Meditation”. We are going to be looking at the
whole concept of meditation a little more closely in
the next three days, because it’s very important to
have a clear understanding of what it’s all about.
( pause )
First and foremost, the “meditation” concept can
only be really understood within the “God is
everything’ context. That is to say ; We already
understand that Only God Exists. That every thing
is an expression, or manifestation of God .
Including our thoughts and our desires…One of
which might be the desire to meditate…or not.
In other words…
GOD WANTS TO MEDITATE .
So if we start our investigation into the subject of
meditation with that understanding, things will be a
lot easier to grasp.
( pause )
Okay. So God , for some reason, has brought about
the desire to meditate, in a particular shape/form of
His…Joey, Suzie, Stevie.
What does this mean ? It means that, all of a
sudden, in that particular person, there is a desire of
wanting to “relax” or “let go”.
Now… “Let Go” of what, exactly ?
LADY : One’s problems…
GENT : One’s suffering…One’s delusions…
GENT : One’s “seeking”…
C. Yes. It’s all of these things. But what the person
really wants to let go off are his CONCEPTS of
himself…and subsequently to realize the
REALITY of his SELF.
In other words, the seeker has a burning desire to
cut through all of the illusions of what he imagines
himself to be…and to re-recognize his actual True
Nature.
The natural desire…sooner or later…is for one to
drop one’s illusion of a “me” that is apart and
separate from God. From Totality. From the
Whole.
The natural yearning, sooner or later, is for ONLY
the very SOURCE of this thing called “I”.
So meditation is simply this :
The practice of “Letting Go” of ALL illusions
and concepts… ESPECIALLY INCLUDING
the concept or CONVICTION of what / where
this “I” actually is.
 ( pause )
Please understand this part very clearly : It
doesn’t matter if the “I” has “negative” thoughts or
“positive” thoughts. Spiritual thoughts or worldly
thoughts. It doesn’t matter if the “I” is under the
illusion that it is seeking enlightenment or a brand
new Cadillac. All of this isn’t the issue.
What matters , is that the “I” comes to the
understanding, the direct, immediate experience
of it’s own True Nature. True Nature being…
That Cosmic Essence that is “illuminating”…
“generating”… that is the very SOURCE …of
the “I”.
So the realization, sooner or later, is that it was the
Source all along.
It was the Source / God that felt separated ; that felt
it was suffering. It was God / The Source that
decided to seek wisdom or Truth. And it was God
that found Itself in the form of “Enlightenment”.
This revelation allows one to “Let go”. Either bit
by bit. Or… Instantly…Totally.
( Pause )
So meditation is God letting go. Not “you”. So
relax ! Let go.
God is coming to the surface, so to speak, and all
“you” have to do is surrender . Expand yourself
into the ever-present Infinity. Let go.
To put it another way ; “You” don’t have to do
anything in order to meditate…Just Be Here.
GOD IS ALREADY DOING EVERYTHING .
So let’s relax and let go for thirty minutes.
( Silence )
C. Thank You. Any questions, please ?
LADY : I find it so easy to completely let go when
I’m here. And I love it ! It feels that that is what
I’ve always been searching for. I feel so peaceful…
C. Peace comes from letting go of our
imaginings of what “I” is. From letting go of
ALL concepts of separateness.
When one isn’t concerned anymore with whether
the “I” is meditating or seeking “enlightenment”…
then peace prevails.
You see ; the desire for God, the desire for Peace,
the desire for Enlightenment…Is no different from
any other type of desire . Money, fame, power.
All desires simply re-enforce the illusion of a
separate “ego” or “I”.
With the final understanding that ALL IS GOD , all
striving naturally and effortlessly drops away.
The illusion of a separate “ego” is annihilated. It
vanishes. There is this tremendous sense of release.
Of expansion . There can be no more suffering,
because there is no more “you” to suffer.
Only God remains . And this realization brings on
this incredible sense of
Peace…Harmony…Connectedness.
GENT : What is it then, that experiences this
Peace, if it’s not the “I” ?
C. That is the time we introduce the thinking mind
to the BIGGEST possible “concept”.
That is when the mystics… the Buddhas, the
Christs, the Zen and Sufi Masters, etc.,…all
scramble around, looking for impossible words to
describe …
The In-Describable. The Un-Knowable.
The Un-Manifest. The Limitless.
The NON-DUAL .
SO LET’S JUST CALL IT …GOD .
God ISN’T the right word, of course. It doesn’t
describe It. There IS no word to describe It.
But we use the word God anyway. It’s as good as
any other word that could be used.
So…The question is… “What IS “It” that
experiences this Peace”?
GOD ALONE .
GOD ALONE EXPERIENCES GOD .
AT ALL TIMES… It is ONLY God , experiencing
God.
The understanding of that…is “Enlightenment”.
Letting go of “trying to figure out” enlightenment,
is also crucial . Because only God can figure God
out. Anything else is just the play of the thinking
mind again.
LADY : So one could say that a sociopath is
actually already as God-saturated as a saint !
C. Has always been ! Will always be ! Can you tell
us why, please ?
LADY : Because neither of them ever existed ,
except as illusions of their “own” egos…Which
God also created !
C. YES ! YES ! ( laughing ) EXACTLY !!!
WONDERFUL !
I think YOU should come and sit in this chair and
give the rest of the talk ! Very, very good.
( Laughter )
LADY : So ultimately, it is totally irrelevant
whether “we” suffer in delusion or attain
enlightenment. It has always been nothing but God We go from the personal to the impersonal. From
all along. the fragmented illusion of separateness , to the…

C. Yes ! Correct! Exactly correct ! Boundless, Seamless, Reality of ONE-NESS .

LADY : Thank you so very much. It’s such a GENT : I’ve never really thought of myself as
liberating revelation. being a “seeker”. Never felt to be religious. But the
understanding of what you’ve been presenting
C. For whom ? here…Makes me feel so…

LADY : NOT ME !!! C. Humble…

( Everybody laughing ) GENT : Yes. I feel so blessed … In awe…

Thankful .
C. Okay. So when we meditate, we meditate with
the above understanding. If we understand what has C. It makes one want to drop to one’s knees in
been said here this evening, we can practice reverence…
meditation properly…
GENT : I want to bow towards Life in every
Effortlessly. Naturally. Spontaneously. direction…

Not with the usual, small, petty, illusory mind. Not C. I’m SO glad you mentioned this. Because that
with the little, limited, self-engrossed, “me”, “me”, IS the final feeling…or outcome…of meditation.
“me” mind. All that has been dropped . It’s a feeling of Reverence…Humility…Worship.

But with a … Towards that Infinity that is Omnipresent .

VAST… BOUNDLESS ... INFINITE MIND. Please try to remember this, when you face another
person. Remember that that other person is also the
A COSMIC MIND… Infinite in the flesh.

that is totally unconcerned with…and liberated You are Infinity , greeting another manifestation of
from…any concept of a personal experience or Infinity.
gain whatsoever.
We should bow down before All of Creation .
THAT… IS THE MESSAGE HERE . CHAPTER SEVEN

Thank you all very much for coming.

Location : During breakfast at a Friend’s home.

LADY : What about the whole “Karma” thing ?

Birth…Death…Heaven and Hell ? Reincarnation ?

C : All these exist for the “normal” person. For the

Sage, all concepts of separation or fragmentation ,
simply don’t exist anymore. If only God exists…
who is there that is actually born…or actually dies ?
Do you see ? It’s always JUST GOD manifesting,
re-manifesting and dissolving HIMSELF , within
his OWN Infinity.

At NO TIME was there ever a separate entity,

that experienced Birth, Death, Karma, etc., etc..

Is there Karma ? Is there Reincarnation ?… WHO ?

cares ? Do you see ? Within the understanding that
ONLY God is present…there exists no separate
“you” or “I” to experience, or care about, any of
this.

The understanding that Only GOD Is Present ,

spontaneously dissolves all such theories and
concepts. They become a non-issue.

Please don’t spend too much time on these sort of

things. Try to stay focused on the BIG PICTURE .
Don’t limit your mind. Harmonize with the
SOURCE as much as possible.

It’s ALL the Cosmic Essence…at ALL TIMES .

 CHAPTER EIGHT
Location : Morning get-together, same day.
C . Good morning everyone. This is the last
gathering of the week. May we please start with
thirty minutes of silence ?
( time lapse )
C. Thank you all.
( room is very still and quiet )
Not much left to say, is there ?
( laughter )
Any questions ? Please feel free.
GENT : I’m feeling so good right now. So
expanded and liberated. But I have this fear that this
will all vanish tomorrow. As soon as I get back at
work…It’s so hyper out there…
C. And you want to know what you can do to
retain this wonderful feeling of Peace and Harmony,
right ?
GENT : Yes.
C. But you now know exactly what the answer to
your question is. You know what the answer is.
GENT : ( laughing ) Yes.
C. Please tell us.
GENT : The answer is that the “I” can’t do
anything at all to retain this feeling.
C. Yes. Good. Why is that ?
GENT : Because it is all the will of God. It’s the
will of God alone, that is the only operating
principle. It’s the Grace of God that brings on this
feeling.
C. To whom ? Who is feeling this feeling ?
GENT : God Himself.
C. How is that ?
GENT : Because only God has ever existed. It’s
all just God in different shapes and forms of
Himself.
C. Yes ! Very good . You’ve got a very clear
understanding of it all. So please don’t worry
about anything .
You now know that tomorrow might arrive…or it
might not. Tomorrow might be full of suffering, or
full of Enlightenment. It might be business as usual,
or it could be the end of the world. You don’t
know. And you don’t know, because only GOD
knows.
And only God knows, because ONLY HE EXISTS
And the deep ,clear, un-shakeable understanding ONE ONENESS
of this…
SETS YOU FREE . God is all there is. THAT is your Legacy.

If there is suffering, you now know that it’s not God’s Play is proceeding perfectly.
“YOU” suffering. It’s not YOUR suffering.
Because there IS no SEPARATE “you”. All Things are a perfect expression of…

Then “Letting Go and Letting God” can happen HIS OWN SELF .
in the truest sense of the phrase.
Absolutely… Everything…Everywhere…
So…If it is GOD’S Will… Is Sacred.

PLEASE KEEP PRACTISING LETTING GO. Because ALL is GOD .

Please try to take time off, during the day, to Please focus on all of this. Don’t lose your Self in
meditate on your Original Essence . illusions.

Remind yourself of It, if you can. Understand the meaning behind the words…

You can’t , of course ! Only God can do that ! “TRUE ONENESS”

But now you know what I mean. and all illusions of Suffering or Enlightenment, will
equally cease to be.
Please PRACTICE this Understanding.
Everything will blend into that Magical Essence,
Leave a note for yourself on your fridge. ( laughter) that Unspeakable Wholeness that we call God.
It can simply say… “Let Go and Let God”. That’s
all.
Thank you all very much.
Please take heart in the fact that All Things are in
Harmony. In Balance.

Every part of God is interwoven with all other parts

of God. They all form ONE GOD .
 Within the concept of “God Is Everything”, we
can understand the concept of “Meditation”.

Meditation is simply…The Practice of “Letting

Go and Letting God”.

There should be no effort in one’s meditation.

PART TWO
Because for effort to exist, there needs to be an “I”
to make that effort. And the whole purpose of
meditation, is to bring in the deep, clear, final
realization that the personal , separate “I” never
MEDITATION actually existed at all. That God ALONE was the
ONLY thing that was EVER …

Refining Your Technique ACTUALLY PRESENT .

So in Meditation, we emphasize the practice of

“non-effort”. Of course, even this “non-effort” is
not “yours”. It is Gods’ Alone. At all times it is
Gods’ Will alone that is in Operation. Knowing
this , one can be totally relaxed about the whole
process.

If it is understood that it is God that is the

“meditator”. That God is the thoughts, the effort,
the non-effort and the understanding itself. If God
is the Enlightenment… THEN one can …

Completely…Totally…Un-Conditionally

RELAX and SURRENDER

to the Cosmic Moment .

Through the practice of Meditation, all of this
becomes effortlessly apparent.

So Meditation is simply the act of sitting very

quietly…with the above understanding…and letting
go of absolutely EVERYTHING .

Meditation is the act of simply BEING .

NOT being like “this” or being like “that”.

Please keep the above in mind, as you read on…

FROM TRUE EFFORTLESSNESS
THE WONDROUS WHOLE

APPEARS .
 The Wondrous Whole To meditate
is ALL that exists . is to Let Go.

No need to attain It.

Above all in your meditation
strive for and practice
Letting Go .

No effort of any kind

Is required.

When one lets go

There is no distance involved. there is Peace .

Just Be Still.

In Peace

the Cosmic Essence

Just sit quietly
And allow all things to Be So . Naturally and Effortlessly

becomes apparent .

Be Still.
 The practice of Letting Go There is absolutely
is called Meditating. nothing more to Meditating…

In meditation
nothing needs to be “done” .

This is very , very , important

to remember.

than simply sitting .

There is no need to “do”

( and there is no need to “not do” ).

It is ALL happening automatically .

Simply sit…and “Be” . It is this “simply sitting”

that takes practice .

Remember the above.

It is the KEY to good practice .
 On a comfortably firm chair This is how we sit…
( or cross-legged, if you are so accustomed )

with eyes closed or open, Silently .

this is how we sit… Naturally .

Effortlessly .
Quietly .
Absolutely Un-Contrived .
Calmly .

Patiently . Without interfering.

Without trying to achieve.
Without tampering or changing.
Without any expectations.
With no goals or preconceptions.
Anticipating and demanding nothing. With the greatest humility.

With full acceptance. Just being .

Quietly.
Just sitting .
Utterly still inside.
Innocently. Openly. Receptively.

With a great Serenity and Peace . Allowing the Universe

To flow freely

Sitting with utter simplicity. in Its’ own

Simply Sitting … and nothing else. Unrestricted Way .

That is how we meditate. That is how we practice.

 When you meditate Remember…
have faith in the way
All Things
Already are .

When you sit

cultivate “letting go” .

Don’t disturb the Moment.

Don’t try to control. Don’t let thoughts bother you.

They will come and go.

Don’t analyze or ponder. Let them be .

Don’t evaluate or criticize. Don’t chase them.

Don’t touch or manipulate.

Pay them no mind.

Don’t interfere . Relax.

Slow down .

Allowing the Original Essence

Let go .
to simply “be”.

You don’t need to think

That is the correct way. In order to “be”.
 Above all… Learning to let go completely
takes time and practice .

Strive for Don’t worry if at first

You are fidgety or bored.

Absolute effortlessness .
That’s okay too.

Don’t fight it .
When the mind has let go…

Be patient.

All Things Have faith in each perfect moment.

fall into their

All is as it should be.
Natural Place .

Sit quietly.
 Strive to keep Be diligent.
your meditation pure.

Pay attention when you sit.

Don’t wander off

Don’t add to it.
in your meditation.

Don’t complicate it.

Don’t get lost

Don’t pollute it. in day-dreams and fantasies.

If any appear…

Let them be .

Don’t colour it with “your” opinions .

Whether your thoughts are pleasant

or upsetting,

pay them no heed.

Keep it spotless.

Gently bring the awareness

back to
Crystal Clear.
Effortless Being .
 Every day… Don’t be concerned with
wanting to “experience” your meditation.

During your practice,

cleanse “your” busy mind “Wanting to experience”

of opinions and prejudices, is just another noisy thought

preferences and commentaries. that will limit you

and tie you down.

Strive for…
Have faith .

It will all appear

on It’s own accord.

A clearer Meditation.

A quieter Peace. Just sit quietly .

and the Wondrous Moment

A deeper Stillness .
will unfold Itself

exactly as It should.
 Please remember…
while meditating,

there is nothing that needs to be “done”.

There is no destination. For just a moment

There is no distance.

There is no separation.

Nothing needs to be accomplished.

without the slightest effort…

NOTHING NEEDS TO CHANGE .

The very act of sitting

is meditation itself .

There is only That which has always been…

Let go completely .
The Eternal Present.

The Infinite, Boundless, Seamless Moment.

THE WAY IT ALREADY IS .

Let go. Have Faith. Sit quietly.

 Let go .

No questions…
When one lets go completely

there arises a Great Immensity .

No answers…

In this

Greatest of Immensities…
Pure Being.

Love pours in .
 AFTERWORD

I urge you…please…

Don’t think of “yourself” as a “meditator”.

Don’t carry mental “stuff” around.

Keep your mind open and un-cluttered.

No illusions. No enlightenments.

No here. No there.

No this . No that.

No “I” . No “other”.

Boundless…Infinite…Timeless.

THAT is the Original , Ever-Present Essence.

Please don’t limit your Self.

Please allow your Self to be…

Natural…Effortless…Un-Contrived .

INFINITY is all there is.

THAT is the Legacy.

Practice Daily. Walk Lightly. Love All .