Trisha,

You know I’ve said it, but I never said it out loud. Trisha Mae, crush kita. First time I saw
you was like, August nung field demonstration tapos nagahanap ako ng source kase di ko pa alam
name mo haha. You were a glowing person in the crowd when we all were in in the sports complex,
never ceased to stare at you very frequently. Gusto kong kumaway everytime na tumingin ka sa side
kung nasaan ako pero hinintay ko na lamang yung opportunity na magpakilala ako sa iyo. That was
Christmas Party. And you know what, bumalik ako 3 times with Lorenz sa room nyo para
magpakilala ako at mareceive mo yung gift ko kase sabi ng mga kaklase mo kay Lorenz ay naglilibot
ka sa buong school with your close friends. Feeling ko ay parang naiwasan mo ako nung 1 st and 2nd
time na wala ka sa room nyo nung pumunta kami pero sabi ni Lorenz ay “di man ganun si Trisha”.
Kinausap ka ni Lorenz before the event na may magbibigay ng gift sa iyo then sinabi mo ay anything
basta pink, so sinundan ko, obviously hehe. Then nung one time na nagtagpo tayo sa CR ng JICA
building (sa laki ng lugar sa MNHS ay dun pa hahaha), aware ako na andon ka pero di muna ako nag
hello kase nahihiya pa ako na anlapit ko sa iyo non pero nag hello naman ako nung medyo malayo na
ako hahaha.
At first, I considered you as my “puppy love” when I had the first sight of you but now, I just
said it. That time na nagpost ako na “dami ko nagastos hahaha”, I never regret to what I just did and
you didn’t have to say sorry for it because it is nobody’s fault. My actions, my consequences. Instinct
ko yon na magbigay ako sa iyo ng something memorable.
I’m happy that I met you, but before that, I made a promise to Bea that I shall confess to her
before I start a new life in Manila. If she said yes, I will feel saddened because I have been in crush
with her since the 8th grade, I won’t be seeing her when I get to Manila and she knows that she likes
me too. If she said no, I’ll feel happier because I can move on and find another, and I promised to
myself that I will find another one that makes me joyful even though my situation points at south.
But the most tragic event first time of my life, she passed away and I never told her my confession.
The thing I was supposed to say to her, is now the thing I will be saying to you right now.
I just wanted to say that I have a crush on you. I don’t want to deteriorate your studies and
future because you know much better than me. I didn’t want to change your actions to every person
you know and talk with, including me. And lastly, I just only wanted to ask if you felt the same way
to me. Please if you can answer this question, I would be more even confident if you answered. Just
please try, but if you decided to just seen this message….. I understand.
P.S. Good Luck to your studies and have fun with
your friends for your whole alumnus. It’s easy
to see for myself that I saw a girl with potential
that was never seen in me. Haha mas better kung
English kase ito ay more precise way to deliver kung
ano ang gusto kong sabihin :D
Your self-proclaimed friend,

E.J. :D