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Lozza Abaineh
Professor Beadle
ENGL 114A
9 Dec 2021
A Wall of Words
Languages across the world are what bring people together, start conversations, and
are the foundation of culture. In Africa alone, there are about two thousand different
dialects that are spoken. Visiting my relatives in Ethiopia, I saw firsthand how the very
dialect that is spoken can either bring together or separate your blood. Not being able to
create conversation and understand what life was like in my home country, I questioned
if my trip would've turned out differently if only I could speak to them. Language is the
Communication is a vital resource for us to stay in touch with one another, in how we
meet others and create authentic connections. I saw this on a personal experience on my
trip to what I called home. A trip I anticipated for years and so excited to see the cousins
I only heard of, was abruptly met with a linguistic wall. The moments meeting my never
seen family was almost cinematic; Excited to be there but I immediately felt as thorough
I just stepped into an entirely different world. Listening to them with smiles on their
faces, I could only show them how thrilled I was to see them to a certain extent. I had no
way of telling them, and even though they tried hard they could only communicate with
the very little English they knew. A sense of anxiety fell over me, immediately making
me feel defeated that I didn’t know my own ethnic language. Building a wall, I became
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quiet and didn’t want to communicate. As a reader, I can see an initial correspondence
language and my particular encounter. Corder explains, “ I was so anxious that my hands
became my enemy” (Corder 11). I instantly began to feel anxious and felt like my words
had no value simply because no one could understand them. I felt as though, that this was
going to be the longest summer ever, and that all the things that I hoped for would fall
short.
The first month of my trip was very difficult, to say the least. I was very anti-social, I
kept to myself, and didn’t have many friends. The times that I tried were deficient due to
not only a lack of communication but also bullying. Many of the kids that lived in my
grandmother’s neighborhood had inadequate English skills, along with my knowing only
a few words in Amharic (Ethiopian dialect) everytime I tried to communicate and create
language. I was mocked for my accent and demeaned for my communication skills. I was
ecstatic that I was in my homeland but for many reasons, I didn’t feel welcomed when
people saw that I didn’t understand Amharic. From the words of Corder, “We were
honored to be there but some of them were not happy”(Corder 35). As Corder was there
to learn and experience a different environment, the students felt as though she was
taking something so sacred from them such as language. And for many reasons that’s
exactly how I felt, I didn’t feel accepted and felt more like an outsider in a world that I
As my mother noticed my introverted behavior she began to realize how much value
I held in learning my native language. Shaming herself for not teaching me, she felt that it
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was her fault. As I was feeling the pressures of not understanding the people around me,
that’s something she endured almost all her life after moving to the United States. I
reassured her and explained to her that there is nothing to be upset at herself for, she was
going through the stresses of moving to an entirely different country and creating a new
life for her family on top of learning a new language. She began to give me language
lessons every day in the afternoons. I began to see a difference in my skills, and
improvement in the way I spoke with family and friends. The more I learned, the stronger
judgement meant so much to me. Meeting her for the first time and not being able to tell
her I love her was something so strenuous for me. Every time she saw the improvement
in my accent and word usage, she told me how proud she was of my overall growth. I
began to spend more time with my family and cousins, creating friendships and getting
out of my shell. The neighborhood kids that weren’t very fond of my presence began to
talk to me and explained that they felt that I was invading what they called home and
became guarded to not get to know me. But as they saw that I wanted to learn and be in
touch with my culture, they realized I wasn’t too bad after all. I felt more comfortable day
by day and my cousins became more comfortable with my being and surely helped me in
my language skills. I felt more comfortable in my environment and Ethiopia began to feel
like home.
Saying my goodbyes, I realized how much I gained just from learning my ethnic
relationships, and finally found a place my heart calls home. As Corder conveys, the lack
of understanding things and people around you ties to a multitude of obstacles. It can be
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the very thing that opens you up to a new world to understand or closes you off to so
many possibilities. Language comes in many forms and is an imperative tool we use in
our day-to-day lives. I learned hands-on that it is in fact the basis of culture, and
traditions. Everywhere you go it is the foundation of how people act, view life, and how
they simply conversate. It is at the tip of our hands, it’s our choice to utilize it.
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Work Cited
“Hearing Race: Can Language Use Lead to Racism?” OpenLearn, The Open
University, 8 Sept. 2020.