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ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﺇﻳﻠﻞ ،ﻟﻴﺮﺓ ﻟﺒﻨﺎﻧﻴﺔ ،ﺃﺟﺮﺅ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﻝ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﻳﻌﺘﺎﺩ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ :GARCIN .ﺃﺛﺎﺙ ﺍﻹﻣﺒﺮﺍﻃﻮﺭﻳﺔ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻴﺔ ،ﺃﻻﺣﻆ ...
ﻓﻲﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺎﺳﺐ.
ﻏﺮﻓﺔ -ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﺳﻠﻮﺏ knothwe؟ -ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻧﻘﺎﻃﻪ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ .ﻭﻫﻤﻴﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻭﻫﻤﻴﺔ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺟﺎﺯ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺒﻴﺮ.
ﻓﻲ poosnitsiﻛﺎﺫﺑﺔ .ﺣﺘﻰ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﻋﺠﺒﻨﻲ .ﻣﻮﻗﻒ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺸﺎء ﻟﻮﻳﺲ ﻓﻴﻠﻴﺐ
ﺃﺧﺒﺮﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ،ﺍﻹﻋﻼﻥ ﻫﻮ ﻋﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻷﺛﺎﺙ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺳﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺑﻪ ،ﻭ
ﻫﻞﺗﻔﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻥ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ oDnoe؟ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﺎ؟ ...ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﺎﻷﻣﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ .ﻭ ﻝ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻡ ﺑﻪ
ﻳﺠﺮﺅﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﻝ ...ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ rItcaeinlyﻟﻢ ﺃﺗﻮﻗﻊ -ﻫﺬﺍ! ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺳﻔﻞ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﻘﺎً؟ ...ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺃﻧﺎ
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻋﻦ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﻮﻝ ...ﻫﺬﺍ -ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻦ.
-ﻗﺼﺺacnkd-bull؟ ﺃﺧﺒﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ :ﺣﻘﺎً ،ﺳﻴﺪﻱ ،ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺼﺪﻳﻖ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺎﻭﻥ
ﺇﻳﺪﻱ--ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻄﺄ ﻗﺪﻣﻪ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺛﺎ
ﻋﺬﺍﺏ tseofﻩ؟ﻡ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻻ ﺑﺄﺱ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ .ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ،ﺃﻳﻦ instru
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ؟
ﻓﻜﺮﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻪ ﻟﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺗﻪ ﺗﺒﺪﻭﻋﺎﺩﻳﺔ ﻭﺑﻮﺭﺟﻮﺍﺯﻳﺔ ،ﺡ
ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺕﺍﻟﺘﻌﺬﻳﺐ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺟﺤﻴﻢ ﺩﺍﻧﺘﻲ؟ ﻫﻞ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻠﻌﻘﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺻﻐﻴﺮ؟ ﻫﻞ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ
ﻣﺜﻞﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﺭﺳﻢ ﺳﺎﺭﺗﺮ ،ﺃﻡ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﺠﻬﺰﺓ ﻹﻳﺠﺎﺩﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ
ﺑﺸﻜﻞﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻭﺗﺨﻴﻞ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺷﻌﻮﺭﻙ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻌﻴﺶ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻻ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺔ ،ﻟﻴﻼ ﻭﻧﻬﺎﺭﺍ:
ﻓﻲﺑﻴﺉﺔ ﺟﺴﺪﻳﺔ ﺟﻬﻨﻢ؟ ﺃﺩﺧﻞ Sartrpea'scse
ﻧﺎﻧﻮﻏﺮﺍﻡ.ﻻ ﻣﺮﺍﻳﺎ ،ﺃﻻﺣﻆ .ﻻ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻧﻜﺘﺔ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ؟ ﺣﺴﻨﺎ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﻻ ،ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﺗﺮﻙ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ،ﻓﻘﺪ
ﻳﻜﻮﻥﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﻧﻮﺍﻓﺬ .ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻮﻗﻊ .ﻭﻻ ﺷﻲء ﻳﻨﻜﺴﺮ
ﺗﺮﻛﺖﻟﻲ ﻓﺮﺷﺎﺓ ﺃﺳﻨﺎﻧﻲ!
-ﻣﻬﺎﺟﻢﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ :ﻫﺬﺍ ﺟﻴﺪ! ﺇﺫﻥ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﺨﻄﻰ ry-oﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻩﻫﻞ ﺗﺴﻤﻴﻬﺎ؟ -ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﺱ
ﻛﺮﺍﻣﺔﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻥ؟ ﺍﻋﺬﺭﻧﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺘﻲ.
ﺃﻃﻠﺐﻣﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺗﻬﺬﻳﺒﺎ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺣﻘﺎ rliezaeﺍﻟﻤﻮﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺗﺴﺎﻣﺢ ...
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ
ﺍﺳﺄﻟﻨﻲﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻷﺳﺉﻠﺔ .ﺃﺳﺉﻠﺔ ﺳﺨﻴﻔﺔ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺘﻌﺬﺭ ﻋﻦ ﻗﻮﻟﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﺩﺑﻠﻴﻮ
ouregsutsﺁﺳﻒ ﻳﺎ ﺳﻴﺪﻱ .ﻻ ﺃﻗﺼﺪ ﺍﻹﻫﺎﻧﺔ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻛﻞ 'sAthET: ThatV Leﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺬﻳﺐ؟ reh'se
ﺗﺴﺘﺨﺪﻡﻋﻘﻠﻚ؟ ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ ،ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺰﻋﺞ ﺃﺳﻨﺎﻧﻚ؟ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﺑﺪﺃﻭﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻳﺚ ﻋﻦ
ﻓﺮﺵﺃﺳﻨﺎﻧﻬﻢ ﻭﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺑﻌﺪ ، Ghoeoadvens .ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺪ ، Garcinﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻪ ﻣﺴﺘﻠﺰﻣﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺎﻡ ،ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺅﻛﺪ ﻟﻚ.
ﻟﻜﻦﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ ﻗﺼﻴﺮﺓ ،ﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﺃﻋﺼﺎﺑﻬﻢ
ﺃﻭﻝﺷﻲء ﻳﻄﻠﺒﻮﻧﻪ ،ﻛﻠﻬﻢ .ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﻻ ﻳﺮﺛﻮﻥ ﺭﺅﻭﺳﻬﻢ
ﺁﻳﺖﺳﺎﺗﻮﻳﻮﺕ .ﺗﺤﺪﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻱ -ﺗﺮﻯ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻋﻨﻴﻪ؟ ...ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻧﻀﻊ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ t.aIba
ﻗﻄﻌﺔﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ .ﺃﻓﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻭﻗﺎﺕ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺣﺪﻕ ﺑﻲ
ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ shoduoilneﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺮﻯ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻧﻈﺮﺓ -ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺝ؟ ﻟﻜﻦ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻷﺩﺍﺓ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻭﻧﺰﻳﺔ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻖ .ﻭ ﺃﻧﺎﻣﺪﺭﻙ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً ﻟﻲ Lessure you
ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ،ﺍﻻﺧﺘﻨﺎﻕ ،ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻕ ﺣﺴﺐ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺿﻊ .ﻫﻞ ﺳﺄﺧﺒﺮﻙ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺷﻌﻮﺭﻙ؟ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ n
ﻗﻄﻌﺔ.ﻛﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻛﺎﺑﻮﺱ .ﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﻓﻜﺮﺗﻬﻢ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ...ﻻ ،ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺻﻐﻴﺮ
ﻫﻞﻳﺮﻯ ﻓﻈﺎﺉﻊ ﺑﺮﻭﻧﺰﻳﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺒﻞ -ﻣﺎ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻟﺰﻣﻴﻞ؟ -ﺑﺎﺭﺑﻴﺪﻳﻦ .ﻓﻲ Aeccotollr
ﺃﻭﺍﻣﺮ derﺑﻌﺪﻡ ﺍﻹﺟﺎﺑﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺳﺉﻠﺔ ؛ ] iannc'drﻫﺲ[ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻓﻮﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﺎء .ﻋﻮﻧﻬﺎﺕ
ﻟﻦﺃﺻﺮ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺗﻨﺴﻰ ،ﻳﺎ ﺭﺟﻠﻲ ،ﺇﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﺘﻤﺪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﺳﻴﺄﺗﻲ ﺇﻟﻲ ،ﻟﺬﺍ
ﺍﻟﻮﺿﻊﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻮﺍﺟﻬﻪ .ﺇﺫﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﻻ ﻓﺮﺷﺎﺓ ﺃﺳﻨﺎﻥ .ﻭﻻ ﺳﺮﻳﺮ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً .ﺍ
ﺗﻔﺎﺧﺮﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﺃﻭﻗﻔﺘﻨﻲ ﻋﻦ ﺣﺬﺭﺗﻲ ou؟taokne'tity ﻳﻨﺎﻡﻧﻴﻨﻔﻴﺮ ،ﺩ
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ.
ﻟﻜﻦﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ؟ ﺗﺴﺘﻠﻘﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﻳﻜﺔ ،ﻭﻓﻲ ﻭﻣﻀﺔ ،ﻳﻄﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ،ﻓﻬﻞ ﻳﻨﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء؟ ecyloessing -
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻮﻗﻌﺖ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺠﺐ ﻋﻠﻰﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻣﻴﺎﻝ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﻓﺮﻙ ﺍﻟﻴﺴﺮ ﺃ
ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ،ﺍﻧﻬﺾ ،ﻭﻳﺒﺪﺃ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ.
ﺑﻐﻴﺾ.ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ،ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻫﻞ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻗﺎﺑﻞ ﻟﻠﻔﻬﻢ؟ ...ﺁﻩ ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻬﻤﺖ؛ ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺍﻧﻘﻄﺎﻉ .؟ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻣﺮ
ﻣﻨﻄﻘﻲ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ، Waiint uatemﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻘﺒﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﺎ ؛ ﺷﻴﺉﺎ ﻣﺎ
!"ﺇﺫﻥ ﻳﺘﻌﻠﻖ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ ؛ ﻻ ﻳﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ.
ﺍﻧﻬﺎﺗﻨﺒﺜﻖ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺨﻠﻒ ،ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻡ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺼﻌﻴﺪ .ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺴﻤﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ "ﺭﻭﻣﺎﻧﺴﻲ
ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻲ ،ﺳﻮﻑ ﺃﻭﺍﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﻗﻒ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻠﺘﻮ ،ﻓﻮﺟﻬﻪ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻋﺎﺩﻝ ﻭﺻﺮﻳﺢ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﻠﺘﺰﻡ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ ،ﻣﻦ ﻓﻀﻠﻚ! ...ﻟﻦ ﺃﻓﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﻬﺪ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺁﺳﻒ
ﻛﻴﻠﻨﻲﺯ ،ﻧﺴﻤﻴﻬﺎ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ﺻﻐﻴﺮ :ﺟﻔﻮﻧﻚ .ﻧﺤﺮﻙ ﺑﻠﺪﻧﺎ ﻷﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﻷﺳﻔﻞ
ﻳﻌﺘﻘﺪ! ... oﻫﺬﻩ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﺓ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﻴﺶ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺟﻔﻮﻥ .ﻻ ﺗﺘﺼﺮﻑ ﺑﺄﺣﻤﻖ ،ﻓﺄﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ
ﻣﺮﻳﺢ .refregs ، hitnis،ﺃﺭﺑﻌﺔ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺭﺍﺣﺔ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ .ﺃﺭﺑﻌﺔ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺍﺳﺘﺮﺍﺣﺔ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ -ﻓﻘﻂ ﻭﺗﺠﻌﻞ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء
ﺃﺳﻮﺩﺍً ؛ﺗﺒﻠﻠﺖ ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء .ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺨﻴﻞ ﻛﻴﻒ
ﻣﺼﺮﺍﻉﺃﺳﻮﺩ ﻳﻨﻘﺮ ﻷﺳﻔﻞ ،ﻻﻧﻮﻡ ؛ ﻳﺘﺒﻊ ano.eyelids ،
ﺃﻟﻴﺲﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻟﻦ ﺃﻧﺎﻡ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺫﻟﻚ h - ﻳﺎﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﺷﺮﻛﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ؟ ﺗﺮﺳﻴﻪ
ﺳﻌﻴﺪﺓ.ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺣﻘﻞ ﺃﺧﻀﺮ .ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻣﺠﺎﻝ ﻋﺎﺩﻱ .ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺗﺠﻮﻝ ﻓﻴﻪ ...ﻫﻞ ﺃﻧﺎ Littleeadmrs
ﻟﻘﺪﻗﻀﻴﺖ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻲ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎ ﺃﻣﻀﻴﺖ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺟﻴﺪﺓ .ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﻮﻳﺾ ،ﺃﻓﺘﺮﺽ .ﻭ
ﺗﻔﻀﻞ ؛ﻻ ﺗﻀﺎﻳﻖ ﺑﻠﻄﻒ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻤﺮﺍﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺍﺳﺘﺮﺍﺣﺔ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﻀﺎﻳﻘﺔ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﻃﺒﻴﻌﺔ
ﺛﺎﻧﻴﺔﻣﻌﻲ -ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻌﺘﺎﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﻀﺎﻳﻘﺔ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ .ﺃﺻﺎﺏ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ،ﺇﺫﺍ
ﻟﻔﻬﻢ.ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺮﻯ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻐﺮﻡ ﺭ ydtimeﺍﻵﻥ؟
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ؟
ﻫﺎﺗﻞ.ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻨﺔ ،ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻋﻨﻴﻪ .ﻣﺎ ﻭﺭﺍء tw
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﻤﺮ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﻢ؟
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء.
ﺇﻟﻰﻣﻨﺰﻝ ﻋﻤﻲ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺧﺎﺩﻡ ﺍﻟﺮﺃﺱ .. VALET:ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﺑﻖ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻟﺚ Hre
ﺫﺗﺮﻳﺪ .ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ Fthteiﺭﻥ ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ :ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻺﺩﺍﺭﺓ ﻗﻄﻊ ﺍﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ
ﺗﺬﻛﺮﻗﻴﺎﻣﻬﻢ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﺑﻖ .ﻧﺤﻠﻔﻞ ﺍﻟﻜﻬﺮﺑﺎء ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻧﺮﻳﺪﻫﺎ.
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻟﺘﻌﻴﺶ ،ﻗﻠﺖ؟
ﻫﺬﺍﺍﻟﺠﻬﺎﺯ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻳﺐ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﻗﺪ ﻭﺃﺳﻘﻄﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﺒﺎﺡ -ﻟﻦ ﻳﻨﻔﺘﺢ .ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ .ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎ ﻭﺿﺢ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ
ﻋﻴﻨﻲ -ﻭﻓﻲ ﺭﺃﺳﻲ .ﻭ suppotsoeokI
ﺭiout؟ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻻ ﻧﺘﺠﺎﺩﻝ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ .ﻣﻊ oney'ses
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺤﺮﻳﻜﻪ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺛﻘﻴﻞ ﺟﺪﺍ.
؟ﺍﻧﺖ ﺫﺍﻫﺐ؟ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺑﻴﻞ ،ﺗﻴﺴﻴﺖ؟ ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﺗﺼﻠﺖ ،ﻓﺄﻧﺖ ﻣﻠﺰﻡ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﺠﻲء؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ
ﺗﺄﻛﺪﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺱ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺷﻲء ﺧﺎﻃﺊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺳﻼﻙ ،ﻭﻫﻮ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ
ﻋﻤﻞﻕ .ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ :ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ -ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ .ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﻛﻨﻔﺮ
ﻓﺎﻟﻴﺖ:ﻻ.
ﻳﺠﻠﺲ؛ﺛﻢ ﻳﺴﺘﻴﻘﻆ ،ﻳﺬﻫﺐ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺩﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺱ ،ﻭﻳﻀﻐﻂ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺰﺭ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺍﺫﻫﺐ ( .ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ﻫﻮ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ.
ﻳﺬﻫﺐﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺰﺧﺮﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻭﻧﺰﻳﺔ ﻭﻳﻀﺮﺑﻬﺎ ﺑﺒﺮﺍﻋﺔ .ﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺍﺛﻨﻴﻦ ﺃﻭ thG
ﺇﺫﻥﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﻫﺬﺍ؟ ﻣﻤﺘﺎﺯ .ﻳﻜﻮﺍﻭﻥ reAeRCIN:
ﻋﺪﺓﻣﺮﺍﺕ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺤﺼﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﺘﻴﺠﺔ .ﻫﻮ VALETﺑﻘﺒﻀﺘﻴﻪ ،ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ ﻳﻨﺎﺩﻱ .ﻓﺠﺄﺓ ﺑﺪﺃ ﻳﻬﺪﺃ ﻭﻳﺠﻠﺲ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ .ﻳﺘﺴﺎﻉ
ﻓﺘﺢﺁﺧﺮ ،ﺩﺍﻟﺴﻮ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺟﺪﻭﻯ .ﺍﺗﺼﻞ ﺑـ behaetsdtoor
ﻣﺮﺍﺕﺩﻭﻥ ﻧﺠﺎﺡ .ﺛﻢ ﻳﺤﺎﻭﻝ thdm ﻟﺤﻈﺔﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ
)> VALETﺗﺪﺧﻞ ،ﻣﺘﺒﻮﻋﺔ ﺑـ INEZ
ﻝ؟ﻫﻞ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺨﻴﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﺨﻠﻖ ﺳﺎﺭﺗﺮ ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺳﺎً ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ I
ﺳﺎﺑﻌﺎًﻻ ﺃﻣﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺗﺮﻙ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﻌﻴﻦ؟ ﺃﺣﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﺴﺘﻴﻘﻈﺎً ﻃﻮﺍﻝ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻣﻊ lightw
ﺍﺟﻌﻞﺃﻧﺸﻄﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﺗﺪﻭﺭ ﺣﻮﻝ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﺘﻔﺎﻋﻞ GARCINﻣﻊ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ؟ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻈﺮﻭﻑ erpnaotf
ﺍﻟﺘﻲﺗﻌﺰﺯ ﺑﺤﻴﺚ ﺗﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﺟﺤﻴﻤﺎً؟ ﻫﻞ ﺛﺮﻳﺘﺎ
ﺗﺠﺮﺑﺔﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ؟
ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺟﻬﺎ -؟ ﻣﻌﻈﻢ ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻪ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ :ﻫﺬﻩ ﻏﺮﻓﺘﻚ ،ﺳﻴﺪﺗﻲ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻳﻮﺍﺭﻧﻢ
ﺃﻱﺷﻲء ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻘﺪﺭ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺤﺪﺛﻨﺎ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ ،ﻫﻮ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ( .ﻣﺨﺎﺭﺝ) .
ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺱﺍﻟﻜﻬﺮﺑﺎﺉﻲ ،ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ، masnhtellfﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻬﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻙ
ﺍﻟﻀﻴﻮﻑﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻟﻴﻄﻠﺒﻮﺍ ﻣﻨﻲ .ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ، sAinyhow .ﻓﻴﻤﺎ ﻳﺘﻌﻠﻖ ﺑﻔﺮﺷﺎﺓ ﺍﻷﺳﻨﺎﻥ ،ﻭ
ﻝ wso.rdIﺍﻟﺠﻼﺩ! ﻟﺬﺍ ﺩﺧﻠﺖ ،ﺃﻟﻘﻴﺖ ﻧﻈﺮﺓ ﻋﻠﻲ ،ﻭﻇﻨﻨﺖ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺍً ﻣﻦ ﻫﺆﻻء
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺟﻴﺪ! ﻓﻜﺎﻫﻲ ﺟﺪﺍ ﻭﻣﺎﻳﻠﻴﻬﺎ .ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ،ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺰﻣﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﻴﻔﺔ
ﻣﻦﺍﻟﺤﺮﻭﻑ ﺣﺴﺐ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﻨﺔ .ﻭﻷﻧﻨﺎ ﻗﺎﺭﺏ ﺻﻐﻴﺮ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺟﺎﺯ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺒﻴﺮ ،ﻫﻞ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺳﻴﺪﺓ -؟
ﺧﻄﺄ؛ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﺮﻓّﻨﺎ .ﺗﻌﺬﻳﺐ! ﺃﻧﺎ ﺟﻮﺯﻳﻒ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ،ﺻﺤﻔﻲ ﻭﺭﺟﻞ
ﻫﻞﻳﺘﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﻼﺩﻳﻦ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﺍﻫﻢ؟ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺿﺢ ﺃﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭ .onutbhjecst
ﻛﺴﺮﺍﻟﺠﻠﻴﺪ ،ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺣﻘﺎً ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺑﺪﻭ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﻼﺩ؟ ﻭ ،ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ، ywﺁﻩ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺻﺤﻴﺢ .ﻫﺬﻩ ﺑﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ .ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻳﺒﺪﻭﻥ ﺧﺎﺉﻔﻴﻦ.
ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ،ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺗﺤﺪﺙ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻏﺎﻟﺒﺎً ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ab.oIu'vteﻳﺸﺎﻫﺪ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺝ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺍﺿﺤﻚ
ﻩ ovedﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻗﻞ :GARCINﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺝ؟ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻭﺣﺸﺎ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ! ﻫﻢ
ﺭﻣﺘﻮﺗﺮﺓ .ﻻ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺷﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﻜﺄﺱ .ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ ،ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺅﻛﺪ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ
ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲﻟﺴﺖ ﺧﺎﺉﻔﺎً .ﻣﻮﻗﻒ ﻃﻔﻴﻒ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺩﺭﻙ ﺧﻄﻮﺭﺗﻬﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺙ
ﻫﺬﺍﺷﺄﻧﻚ .ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺆﻻء ، INEZ:ﺃﻭ ﻫﻞ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﻧﺰﻫﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ ee ،
ﺍﻷﻥﻭ ﻻﺣﻘﺎ؟
ﻣﻘﻔﻞ.ﻳﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻣﺮ ﺳﻴﺊ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ
ﺃﻋﺮﻑ؛ﻟﺘﺮﺗﻴﺐ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ،ﻭﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻠﻤﺮء ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻪ .ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً -
ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﺑﺼﺮﺍﺣﺔ ،ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻭﺣﺪﻱ .ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﺃﻧﺖ
ﺛﻴﻠﺮﻣﻴﻦ:ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﻬﻢ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً ﺃﻥ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻳﺴﺒﺐ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻞ
togeG l C.ﻟﻠﺴﺤﺐ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﻮﻝ wanage
ﻁﻡ ،ﻧﻮﻋﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻣﻴﻞ ﺳﻠﻤﻲ .ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻣﺘﻜﻠﻤﺎ ،ﻻ ﺃﺗﺤﺮﻙ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ؛ ﻓﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ
ﻟﻮﻃﻲﻭﻟﻄﻒ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ ﻣﻊ ﺑﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ .ﺳﻴﺆﺩﻱ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﺴﻬﻴﻞ ﺍﻟﻮﺿﻊ ﻟـ ush.bot
ﻗﺪﺃﺟﺎﺯﻑ ﺑﺎﻗﺘﺮﺍﺡ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺻﻨﻌﻪ
!ﻓﻤﻚ INEZ:
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺃﺳﺘﻤﻴﺤﻚ ﻋﺬﺭﺍ.
ﺃﻻﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺤﺎﻓﻆ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻓﻤﻚ ﺛﺎﺑﺘﺎً؟ ﺍﻧﺖ ﺍﺑﻘﺴﺘﺘﻮ INEZ:ﻋﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻭﻗﺖ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ inig
ﺷﻰءﻣﺘﻨﺎﻓﺮ.
ﻭﺟﻬﻚ Rememboeur'rye.ﻟﻴﺲ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺍﻟﺤﻖ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻟﻘﺎء ﻧﻈﺮﺓ ﺧﻮﻓﻚ ﻋﻠﻲ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻭﺑﻚ ﻣﻊ!Theroeuyare .
ﺃﻧﺖﺗﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻷﺩﺏ ،ﻭﻻ ﺗﺤﺎﻭﻝ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻄﺮﺓ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﺎ
pnoibﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺳﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﺎﺉﺪﺓ؟ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺑﻌﺾ ee INEZ: ﺭﺧﺎﺉﻒ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺒﻞ ،ﺑﻴﻨﻤﺎ onn
ﻻﻳﺰﺍﻝ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺃﻣﻞ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻟﻢ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻣﻞ -ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ " "beef.oﻟﻢ ﻧﺒﺪﺃ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻧﺎﺓ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ .ﻧﺤﻦ ﺳﻮﻑ؟ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺳﻴﺤﺪﺙ؟
ﺃﻧﺖ hnidgiﻣﻊ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ .ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﺒﻖ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﻭﺟﻪ .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ! ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻓﻚ!
ﻻ.ﻻ ﺗﺒﺤﺚ .ﺍﻧﺎ ﺍﻋﺮﻑ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ESTELLE:
ﻛﺎﻥ t seooneﻳﺤﺎﻭﻝ ﺍﻟﻌﺰﻑ ﻋﻠﻰ :ESTELLEﻟﻢ ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً ﺃﻧﻚ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ .ﺃﻧﺎ -ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺮﻏﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﺧﺪﻋﺔﺳﻴﺉﺔ ﻋﻠﻲ .ﻫﻞ ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﺃﻱ ﺷﺨﺺ ﺁﺧﺮ؟
ﺛﺮﻳﺖﻣﻨﺎ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺪ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺪﺓ ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺃﻭﻩ! ﺛﻢ ﻧﺒﻘﻰ ﻭﺣﺪﻧﺎ h ،
ﻭﻧﻔﺴﻲ ( .ﻳﻀﺤﻚ) .
ﺍﻧﻈﺮﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻢ ﺗﺮﺗﻴﺒﻬﺎ .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻷﺭﺍﺉﻚ .ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﺷﻨﻴﻌﻮﻥ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔjAunsd .
ﺍﻧﻈﺮﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﻳﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻤﻠﺔ ،ﺗﺠﻌﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺭﺃﺱ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﺪﻳﺪﺓ -ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﻋﺘﺪﺕ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﻟﻲﻃﻦ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ .ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺮﻭﻋﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً ﻟﻠﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻠﻮﻥ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﻫﺖ ﻭﺍﻷﺧﻀﺮ ﺍﻟﺰﺍﻫﻲ .ﻣﺜﻞ .. thaIt.sﺍﻓﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ
ﻭﺍﺣﺪﻣﻨﺎ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺃﺭﻳﻜﺔ ﺧﺎﺻﺔ ﺑﻪ .ﻫﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻲ؟ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﻮﻗﻊ
ﻋﻤﺔﻣﺮﻳﻢ .ﻣﻨﺰﻟﻬﺎ ﻣﻠﻲء ﺑﺎﻟﺮﻋﺐ
ﻟﻄﻒﻣﻨﻚ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺣﻘﺎً -ﻻ ،ﻻ ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍً .ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺠﻮﻓﻮ ﺍﻟﻤﺪﺍﻋﺐ ،ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ؟ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ
:tEoSTELLEﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻔﺴﺠﻲ ،ﺗﻘﺼﺪ؟ ﺗﺤﻔﻴﺘﺮ
ﺳﺄﻟﺘﺰﻡﺑﺎﻟﻠﻮﻥ ﺍﻷﺧﻀﺮ .ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺪ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﻀﺮﻭﺭﺓ ﻫﻮ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﻞ.
ﺧﺬﻣﺎ ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻨﺎ ،ﻭ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﻞ ﺳﻤﻌﺖ ﺳﻴﺪ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺟﻮﺯﻳﻒ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ.
ﺃﺭﺣﺐﺑﻜﻢ ﻣﻊ .ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﺃﻧﺖ ﺟﻤﻴﻠﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ .ﺃﺗﻤﻨﻰ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﺰﻫﻮﺭ
ﺍﺑﻖﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﺪﺭ ﻣﺎ ﻧﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﺔ ،ﺃﻻ ﺗﻮﺍﻓﻖ؟ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ،ﺃﻧﺖ ِﺃﻳﻀﺎً -ﺯﻫﻮﺭ ﻣﺤﺒﻮﺑﺔ .ﻓﻘﻂ thefya'deﺑﻬﺬﻩ
ﺍﻟﺴﺮﻋﺔﻫﻨﺎ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﺇﻧﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻖ ﺟﺪﺍ .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺯﻫﻮﺭ؟ ﻧﻌﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ
ﺇﻟﻘﺎءﺍﻟﻠﻮﻡ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ،ﺍﻟﺪﻣﻮﻉ ﺗﻔﺴﺪ ﻭﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎً ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺃﻭﻟﻐﺎ ﺣﻀﻨﻲ ﻭ ،ﺭﻳﻮﻧﻮﺩ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ.
ﺻﺒﺎﺡ!ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﻤﺴﻚ ﺑﺬﺭﺍﻉ ﺃﺧﺘﻲ ﻭﺗﺴﺎﻋﺪﻫﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﻮﻝ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ
ﺗﺘﻸﻷﺩﻣﻮﻉ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺗﺤﺖ ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺎﺏ ﺍﻷﺳﻮﺩ .ﻳﺎ ﻟﻠﻬﻮﻝ! ﻳﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺸﻬﺪ Olgoakslothisﻭﻫﻲ ﺗﺒﺬﻝ ﻗﺼﺎﺭﻯ
ﺟﻬﺪﻫﺎﻟﻠﺒﻜﺎء .ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺰﻳﺰ! ﺍﺑﺬﻝ ﺟﻬﺪﺍً ﺁﺧﺮ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ، Ttewaors .ﺣﻔﻼﻥ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻨﺘﻬﻴﺎ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً .ﺍﻟﺮﻳﺢ ﺗﻬﺐ ﺣﺠﺎﺏ
ﺃﺧﺘﻲﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ .ﻫﻲ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺃﻧﺎ -ﺣﺪﻳﺚ ﺍﻟﻌﻬﺪ .ﻓﻲ ﺍﻻﻣﺲ .ﺑﺎﻋﺘﺒﺎﺭﻩ ﻣﺎﻭﺗﻔﺎﺭﻛﺖ ،ﻓﺈﻥ
-ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ .ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻣﻪ .ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﺣﺸﺪ ﻛﺒﻴﺮ .ﺑﻘﻲ ﺯﻭﺟﻲ ﻓﻲ .h euPmmoiaﺍﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ
.ﺗﺸﻐﻴﻞﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺮﻛﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﺒﺮﺓ .ﺣﺴﻦ
ﺗﻢﺗﺠﺪﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﺨﺪﺍﻡ.EgSrTieEfL ، LpEo: oPrnmanﺍﻵﻥ ،
ﻣﺎﺫﺍﻋﻨﻚ؟
ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ:ﻣﻮﻗﺪ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺯ.
ﻟﻢﻳﻜﻦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍً ﻛﻤﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺬﻛﺮ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً -ﻋﺸﺮ
.ﻣﻦﻓﻀﻠﻚ ،ﻣﻦ ﻓﻀﻠﻚ ،ﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﺨﺪﻡ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺔ ESTELLE:ﺍﻟﺨﺎﻡ .ﺣﻘﺎ ﺳﻴﺉﺔ ﺍﻟﺬﻭﻕ .ﻻ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ.
ﻟﻘﺪﺣﺪﺩﺕ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎء ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ ،ﺃﻗﺘﺮﺡ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺘﺼﻞ ﺑـ - '-ssos
ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ -ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ! -ﻏﺎﺉﺒﻮﻥ .ﻫﻞ ﻛﻨﺖ beseennat bfor long -؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﻮﺍﻟﻲ ﺷﻬﺮ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﻦ ﺭﻳﻮ.
ﺍﻟﻤﺆﺳﺴﺔﺍﻟﻌﺎﻣﺔ ﻟﻠﺘﻌﻠﻴﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻜﻨﺎﺕ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺟﺎءﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺯﻭﺟﺘﻲ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﻤﺪﺧﻞ
ﺯﻗﺰﻗﺔﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﻀﺒﺎﻥ .ﻫﻲ ﻻ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻏﺎﺉﺐ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻣﺸﺒﻮﻫﺔ
tsﻩﺍﺍﻟﺨﺎﻣﺲiwﻳﻮﻡ ﺭﺍﻱ .ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻟﻦ ﻳﺴﻤﺤﻮﺍ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﺪﺧﻮﻝ .ﺍﻵﻥ ﻫﻲ ﻣﺘﺪﺍﻭﻟﺔ ﺭ.ﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﺫﺍﻫﺒﺔ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﺮﺗﺪﻱ e
ﺳﻬﻨﺪﺱﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﻈﻞ ﺍﻷﺳﻮﺩ ﻳﺘﺴﻠﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﺍﻟﻔﺎﺭﻍ .ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺄﺳﺎﻭﻳﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺮﺓ OSF-H
ﺇﻧﻬﺎﻻ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﻮﻡ ﻣﺸﻤﺲ ﻭﻣﺸﺮﻕ tnoecehdange.
ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻧﻬﺎﺍﻷﺳﻮﺩ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺑﻜﺜﻴﺮ ،ﻓﻬﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ -ﻣﻊﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻬﻴﺪ ﺍﻧﻈﺮﻭﺍ ﻟﻬﻢ
ﻛﺎﻥﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎ .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻛﻴﻒ ﺣﺼﻠﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻋﺼﺎﺑﻲ!
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺇﺳﺘﻞ!
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺃﺳﺘﻤﻴﺤﻚ ﻋﺬﺭﺍ.
ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺹﺑﻲ :ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺿﻊ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺮﺗﻴﺐ .ﻳﺠﻮﺯ ﻟﻚ ﺯ GARCINﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻓﻀﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺒﻊ lahubut
ﻣﺜﺎﻝ.
ﻃﻠﺐﻣﺘﻜﺎﻣﻞ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﺮﺗﺐ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺟﻴﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻠﻘﺎء ﻧﻔﺴﻪ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻻ ﺩﺍﻋﻲ ﻷﻥ ﺃﺯﻋﺠﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﺎء ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺍﻵﻥ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ ﺣﺎﺟﺔ .ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﻓﻲ
ﺟﺪﻳﺪ!ﻛﻢ ﻫﻲ ﺳﺎﺧﻨﺔ ﻫﻨﺎ! ﻫﻞ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺣﻘﺎ؟ ﺗﺘﺨﻴﻞ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ ﺟﺪﺍً ﻣﺜﻞ thW
ﻣﺎﻧﻊﺇﺫﺍ--
ﻓﻲﻣﻜﺘﺐ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻴﻔﺔ ،ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﺛﻘﺒﺎً ﺃﺳﻮﺩﺍً ﻋﺎﺩﻳﺎً ،ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻟﻢ ﻧﺤﺘﻔﻆ ﺑﻜﻮﻧﻨﺎ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﺎً
ﺃﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً .ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ،ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻗﻀﻲ myghntis
ﺇﻧﻪﺧﺎﻧﻖ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ ﺍﻵﻥ.
ﺗﻴﺮﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ .ﻣﺎ ﻣﺪﻯ ﺳﺮﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ :ESTELLEﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ .ﺗﻌﺮﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺃﻭﻟﻐﺎ ؛ ﻳﺠﺐ
ﻳﻤﺮﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ!
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻧﻌﻢ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻨﺘﺼﻒ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻞ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﺘﻤﻮﺍ mymro. oﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﻈﻠﻤﺔ ،ﺣﺎﻟﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﻈﻼﻡ ،ﻭﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔ.
ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺍﺳﻲﻭﻟﻔﻮﺍ ﻗﻤﻴﺼﻬﻢ :GARCIN -ﻟﻘﺪ ﻋﻠﻘﻮﺍ ﻣﻌﺎﻃﻔﻬﻢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻈﻬﺮ
ﻳﻨﺘﻦﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍء ﻣﻦ ﺩﺧﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻜﻨﺎﺩﺭ .ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﺑﺄﻛﻤﺎﻡ ﻗﻤﺼﺎﻧﻬﻢ.
ﺍﻷﻛﻤﺎﻡﻓﻮﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﻮﻉ .ﺍﻝ
ﺍﻷﺫﻭﺍﻕﺗﺨﺘﻠﻒ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﺜﺒﺖ .ﻭﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻋﻨﻚ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺗﺤﺒﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻤﺼﺎﻧﻬﻢ ﺫﺍﺕ ﺍﻷﻛﻤﺎﻡ؟
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻟﺔ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻗﻠﺖ؟
ﻧﺤﻦﺫﺍﻫﺒﻮﻥ ﻟﻠﻌﻴﺶ ﻣﻌﺎً ...ﺇﻧﻪ :sto'w ESTELLEﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻴﻜﻤﺎ ﺍﺛﻨﺎﻥ ﻭﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﺳﺨﻴﻒ.ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺗﻮﻗﻊ ﻟﻘﺎء ﺍﻷﺻﺪﻗﺎء ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺍﻣﻰ ،ﺃﻭ relast.ive
ﻓﻲﻣﻨﺘﺼﻒ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ :INEZ .ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺻﺪﻳﻖ ﻗﺪﻳﻢ ﺳﺎﺣﺮ -ﻣﻊ ﺛﻘﺐ h
ﻫﻜﺬﺍ deilvyi.nﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺘﺮﻓﻴﻦ ...ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ،ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺠﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺟﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺘﺤﺪ؟
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻫﻮ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً .ﺭﻗﺺ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻧﻐﻮ
ﺗﺮﻛﺖﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ﻟﻠﺼﺪﻓﺔ! ﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ :ﻷﻧﻚ ﺗﺴﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺑـ "ﺍﻟﻤﺜﻘﻮﺑﺎﺕ" .ﺃﺗﺶ ify
ﺍﻓﺘﺮﺽﺃﻧﻪ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻄﻤﺉﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ.
ﻓﺤﺼﻮﺍﺑﻌﻀﻜﻢ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﻓﻲ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺃﺗﺴﺎءﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ .ﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﻗﺪ ﻧﺤﺮﻕ
ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻨﺎ؟
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻣﺎ ﻫﻲ ﻭﻇﻴﻔﺘﻬﻢ؟
ﺍﻓﻌﻞﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻳﺘﻤﺘﻌﻮﻥ ﺑﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﺟﻤﻴﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ ،ﻭﻳﺰﻭﺭﻫﻢ ﻣﻀﻴﻔﻮﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻟﻢ ﻳﻔﻌﻠﻮﺍ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺇﺫﻥ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻖ .ﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ chanhcaet htﻛﻤﺎ ﺟﻤﻌﺘﻨﺎ ﻣﻌﺎ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﺷﻴﺉﺎً ،ﻻ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻈﻼﻡ ﻣﺜﻠﻚ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻌﺮﻑ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻗﻞ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ؟
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺇﺳﺘﻞ!
ﻧﻌﻢ؟ ESTELLE:
ﺩﻳﻪ.ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻘﺪﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ :ESTELLEﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً؟ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ﺗﻴﻮ
ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺝﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻧﻮﺍﻉ ﻣﺨﺘﻠﻔﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻻﻫﺘﻤﺎﻡ ،ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺣﻘﺎً ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻴﺢ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ،ﺃﻻ ﺗﻮﺍﻓﻘﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻗﻠﺘﻪ .ﻟﻘﺪ
ﻛﺎﻥﻭﺿﻌﺎً ﺟﻴﺪﺍً ﺟﺪﺍً ،ﻭﻟﻄﻴﻔﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً .ﻛﺎﻥ ﺃﺧﻲ ﻃﻔﻼ ًﺣﺴﺎﺳﺎً ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ ﻭ
ﻹﺣﻀﺎﺭ.ﻧﺤﻦ ﻓﻘﺮﺍء ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺭﺩﻱء ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻃﻠﺐ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺻﺪﻳﻖ ﻗﺪﻳﻢ ﻷﻫﻠﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﺰﻭﺝ ﻣﻦ eey؟ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺝ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺍً ﺑﻤﺎ ﻳﻜﻔﻲ
ﻃﻔﻞ ،ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻱ ﺃﺧﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮ ﻟﻴﻜﻮﻥﻟﻲ
ﺃﺧﺮﻯ.ﻃﻠﺐ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻌﻪ ﻓﺮﻓﻀﺖ .ﺛﻢ ﺃﺻﺒﺖ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻬﺎﺏ ﺭﺉﻮﻱ . T eoyneeachﻗﺒﻞ ﻋﺎﻣﻴﻦ ﻗﺎﺑﻠﺖ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ
ﺃﺑﺘﺎﻩ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻤﺪﺓ ﺳﺖ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ﺯﻭﺍﺝ ﺳﻌﻴﺪ lihen
ﻛﺎﻥﻣﺼﻴﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ .ﻋﺮﻓﻨﺎﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻧﻌﻴﺶ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﺃﻧﻬﯩﻨﻲ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻜﻞ
ﺃﺿﺤﻲﺑﺸﺒﺎﺑﻲ ﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻗﺮﻳﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ .ﻻ ﺷﻚ ،ﺑﻤﻌﺎﻳﻴﺮ ﻣﻌﻴﻨﺔ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻌﻠﺖ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﺛﻼﺙﻣﺮﺍﺕ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ .ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺧﻄﻴﺉﺔ؟
ﺇﻥﺍﻟﻮﻗﻮﻑ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺟﺎﻧﺐ GARCINﻫﻮ ﺟﺮﻳﻤﺔ :ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﻻ .ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ،ﺃﺧﺒﺮﻧﻲ ،ﺍﻓﻌﻞ ﺍﻷﺻﻐﺮ
ﻣﺒﺎﺩﺉ؟
ﺍﻧﺪﻟﻌﺖ.ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ؟ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ!ً ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺩﻳﺮ ﺻﺤﻴﻔﺔ ﻣﺴﺎﻟﻤﺔ .ﺗﻲ nhwear
ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻳﺪ؟ ، ellﺃﻧﺎ ﺗﺠﺮﺃﺕ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﻃﻮﻳﺖ ﺫﺭﺍﻋﻲ ﻛﺎﻥﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﺮﺍﻗﺒﻮﻧﻨﻲ ،ﻣﺘﺴﺎﺉﻠﻴﻦ ":ﻫﻞ ﻫﻮ ﺩﺍ "rsW
ﻭﺃﻃﻠﻘﻮﺍﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻲ .ﻫﻞ ﻓﻌﻠﺖ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ﺧﺎﻃﺊ؟
ﻳﺘﺼﺮﻑﺑﺮﻏﻴﻒ ،ﻳﺤﺎﻭﻝ ﺭﻣﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺒﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﺑﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ؟ ﻛﻠﻨﺎ ﻣﻠﻄﺨﻮﻥ ﺑﺎﻟﺴﺎﺭﻡ
ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻓﻬﻤﺖ .ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﻫﻨﺎ! ﻣﺎ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﻄﺔ INEZ: useh.b
ﺣﻜﻢ.ﻧﺤﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ ﻳﺎ ﺣﻴﻮﺍﻧﺎﺗﻲ ﺍﻷﻟﻴﻔﺔ ؛ ﻫﻢ ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ :ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻧﺤﻦ ﻣﺠﺮﻣﻮﻥ -ﻗﺘﻠﺔ -ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﻻﺗﺮﺗﻜﺐ ﺃﺧﻄﺎء ،ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻟﻴﺴﻮﺍ ﻣﻠﻌﻮﻧﻴﻦ.
.ﺣﺎﻓﻆﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﺪﻭء! ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﻨﻌﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺳﺘﺨﺪﺍﻡ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻀﺤﻜﺔ ESTELLE:
ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻬﻢﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻠﻨﺎ -ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻧﺘﻐﻠﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ .ﻟﺬﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺪﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺎﺏ.
ﻣﺴﺎﻟﻢ.ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﻈﻴﻨﺎ ﺑﺴﺎﻋﺘﻨﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻌﺔ ehna'tvwe ،؟ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﺃﺣﺮﻗﻮﺍ :INEZﺭﻭﺡ ﻣﻠﻌﻮﻥ -ﻫﺬﻩ ﺃﻧﺖ ،
ﺑﻼﺩﻱﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮ .ﻭﻛﺬﺍ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﻞ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ
ﺃﻧﺼﺤﻚ -ﺃﻥ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﻣﺮﺗﻴﻦ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ . a GARCIN:ﺑﺄﻱ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ uy
ﻧﺤﻦﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﺑﺪ ﺍﻵﺑﺪﻳﻦ ...ﺑﺎﺧﺘﺼﺎﺭ ،ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻏﺎﺉﺐ ﻫﻨﺎ ،ﺍﻟﺠﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﺮﺳﻤﻲ.
ﺃﻧﺘﻢﻟﺴﺘﻢ ﺭﺍﻏﺒﻴﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ .ﻭﻟﻦ ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﺃﻱ ﺷﺨﺺ ﺁﺧﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﺳﻨﺒﻘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻓﺔ ﻣﻌﺎً threethof ،
ﻻﺗﻮﺟﺪ ﻋﺬﺍﺑﺎﺕ ﺟﺴﺪﻳﺔ -ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻮﺍﻓﻖ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻭﺇﻧﻴﺰ :ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ! ﺳﺘﺮﻯ ﻛﻢ ﻫﻮ
ﺑﺴﻴﻂ.ﻃﻔﻮﻟﻴﺔ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ .ﺑﻮﺿﻮﺡ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻘﺼﺪ؟
ﺃﻱﺿﺮﺭ ﻷﻱ ﻣﻨﻜﻤﺎ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻻ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً ﺟﻼﺩﻙ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻓﻮﺯ
ﻟﻦﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺻﻌﺐ ﻛﻞ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻣﻨﺎ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺍﺩ ﻟﻠﺘﻮﺍﺻﻞ ﻣﻊ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ
ﻫﻨﺎﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻮﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺍﻗﻌﻨﺎ .ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻻ ﻧﺘﺤﺪﺙ .ﺍﻟﺬﻱ -ﺍﻟﺘﻲ
ﻳﺒﻘﻰﻣﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺭﻛﻨﻪ ﻭﻻ ﻳﻨﺘﺒﻪ ﻟﻶﺧﺮﻳﻦ .ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺃﻧﺖ
ﺹﺭﺱﻻﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻃﻼﻕ .ﻟﺬﺍ ﻓﺈﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﻠﻮﻝ ﻛﺎﻑ ٍ.ﻛﻞ ht.hnyou. ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎء ﻋﺸﺮﺓ ﺁﻻﻑ ﻣﺘﺮ ﻣﺮﺑﻊ
ﻣﻊﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻟﻠﺸﺮﻛﺔ.
ﺳﻨﻌﻤﻞﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻞ ﻣﺸﻜﻠﺘﻨﺎ .ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ ،ﻭﻻ ﻧﺮﻓﻊ ﺭﺅﻭﺳﻨﺎ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً .ﻣﺘﻔﻖ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻧﻌﻢ .ﻭﺑﻬﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ -
.ﻣﺘﻔﻖﻋﻠﻴﻪ INEZ:
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺃﻭﺍﻓﻖ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺇﺫﻥ -ﻭﺩﺍﻋﺎً.
ﻋﺪﺩﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻮﺩﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺨﺔ ﻭﺃﺣﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﺸﻔﺎﻩ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ( ﺗﻐﻨﻲ Inezﻟﻨﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﺑﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ Estelleﻫﻲ pglyhie
ﺗﻨﻈﺮﻣﺴﺘﺪﻳﺮﺍً ﺑﺤﺜﺎً ﻋﻦ ﻣﺮﺁﺓ ،ﻭﺗﺘﺤﺴﺲ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻘﻴﺒﺘﻬﺎ ،ﺛﻢ ﺗﺘﺠﻪ ﻧﺤﻮ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ.
ﻗﻠﻖ.ﻟﺪﻱ ﻛﺄﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻘﻴﺒﺘﻲ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺟﻐﺮﺍﻓﻲ! ﻻ ﺑﺪ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺃﺧﺬﻭﻫﺎ ﻣﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﻤﺪﺧﻞ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ
ﺗﻐﻠﻖﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺷﻚ ﺍﻹﻏﻤﺎء .ﺭﻛﻀﺖ ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﻣﺎﻡ ﻭﺗﻤﺴﻚ ﺑﻬﺎ) .
ﻛﻢﻫﻮ ﻣﻤﻞ! ( ﺇﺳﺘﻞ ESTELLE:
ﻣﺎﺍﻷﻣﺮ؟ INEZ:
ﺍﻟﺤﺼﻮﻝﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ Tatkheant؟ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ،ﺃﺑﺪﺃ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺎﺅﻝ ﻋﻤﺎ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﺍً ﺣﻘﺎً .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺴﺎء
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻐﺮﺍﺑﺔ .ﻻ ﺍﺑﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻰﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻟﻠﺘﺄﻛﺪ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻻ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﻳﺴﺎﻋﺪﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺤﻈﻮﻅ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎً ﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺍﻳﺔ ﺑـ -mys-elifnﻋﻘﻠﻲ .ﻭﺍﻋﻴﺔ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻣﺆﻟﻢ.
ﺍﻟﺜﻐﺮﺍﺕﺍﻟﻤﻮﺟﻮﺩﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺭﺃﺱ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﻏﺎﻣﻀﺔ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻳﺠﻌﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﻳﺮﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻡ .ﻟﺪﻱ ﺳﺘﺔ ﻣﻼﻳﻴﻦ
ﺷﺨﺺﻛﺒﻴﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﻧﻮﻣﻲ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻫﻢ .ﺇﻳﺴﺘﻴﻞ :ﺁﻩ ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻓﻲ ﻋﻘﻠﻚ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء
ﻳﻤﻜﻦﺭﺅﻳﺘﻬﻢ .ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻻ ﻳﺮﻭﻧﻨﻲ .ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﺳﺠﺎﺩﺓ ﺛﻼﺛﻴﺔ ،ﺃﺭﻳﻜﺔ ،ﻧﺎﻓﺬﺓ-
ﻟﻘﺪﺗﺤﺪﺛﺖ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻟﻄﺎﻟﻤﺎ ﺻﻨﻌﺘﻬﻢ -ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻛﻢ ﻫﻲ ﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔ ،ﻛﺄﺱ ﻻ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻓﻴﻪ ProjectSyndicate ar
ﺃﺷﻌﻠﺖﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﺃﺗﺤﺪﺙ .ﻭﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺆﻛﺪ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻗﺮﻳﺐ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻓﻴﻪ f.y
ﺛﺮﺳﻮﺗﺸﻮﻟﻲ ...ﻳﺎ ﻋﺰﻳﺰﻱ! ﺃﺣﻤﺮ ﺷﻔﺎﻩ! ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺘﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻭﺿﻌﺘﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻣﻠﺘﻮﻱ .ﻻ ،ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ ﺍﺛﻨﻴﻦ
ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔﻣﺎ ﺃﺑﻘﺎﻧﻲ ﻣﺘﻴﻘﻈﺎً ،ﻭﺭﺃﻳﺖ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﻣﻦﺯﺟﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻤﻈﻬﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ ﻭﺍﻷﺑﺪ .ﺃﻧﺎ
ﺑﺒﺴﺎﻃﺔﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ.
ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺯﺟﺎﺟﻚ؟ ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﻭﺯﻳﺎﺭﺓ ﻣﺒﻴﺎ ﻳﺎ ﻋﺰﻳﺰﻱ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺭﻳﻜﺘﻲ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺍﻓﺘﺮﺽ
ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﻬﻢ؟ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ّﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺎﻧﻲ ،ﻓﻘﺪ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً ﻋﻠﻰ ﻳﺪﻳﻚ ،ﻳﺎ ﺳﻴﺪﻙ
، whadtﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺟﺢ ﺳﺘﺆﺫﻳﻨﻲ .ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ . AEZ: ﺍﺟﻠﺲ.ﺍﻗﺘﺮﺏ .ﻗﺮﻳﺐ ttnds.
ﺍﻧﻈﺮﺍﻟﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﺮﻯ؟
ﺇﻟﻴﻒﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺭﺷﻴﻖ .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ! ﻟﻜﻦ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺟﺪﺍ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻡ
ﺃﻧﺎﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ .ﻛﻞ ﺷﺒﺮ ﻣﻨﻚ .ﺍﺳﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ .qtuioenssﺳﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﺻﺮﻳﺤﺎً ﻣﺜﻞ ﺃﻱ ﺯﺟﺎﺝ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻟﻜﻦ
ﺭﻧﺖ .ﻧﺤﻦ ﻭﺣﺪﻧﺎ ...ﺍﺳﺄﻝ ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﻻ ﺗﻘﻠﻖ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ .ﻛﻤﺎ ﻗﻠﺖ ،ﻻ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ
ﺑﻌﻴﺪ.
ﺳﺄﺣﺎﻭﻝﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﻓﻜﺮﺕ ﺑﻨﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺭ .ﻟﺤﺴﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﻆ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮ ﺃﺣﺪ .ﺍﻧﺎ
ﺃﻓﻀﻞ.ﺭﻗﻢ ﺍﺗﺒﻊ ﺧﻂ .youprsliﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ!! ﺳﻮﻑ ﺃﺭﺷﺪ ﻳﺪﻙ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﺟﻴﺪ ﺟﺪﺍ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﺬﺍ
ﺣﺴﻦﺍﻟﻜﺮﻡ! ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺃﻋﺠﺒﺖ ﺑﻪ! ﺙ ESTELLE:ﻋﺪﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺭﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ Homaddening ،
ﺑﻌﺪﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﺍﻡ ﺍﻵﻥ؟ ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻲ! ﺃﻧﺖ ِﻣﺘﺄﻛﺪﺓ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً ﻳﺎ ﺁﻧﺴﺔ "ﺳﻴﺮﺍﻧﺎ"
ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ.ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻲ .ﻻ ﻣﺴﺘﻘﻴﻢ .ﺍﺑﺘﺴﻢ ﺍﻵﻥ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻗﺒﻴﺤﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً ﺃﻳﻀﺎً .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻧﻴﻜﺘﻲ
gIlaﺍﻟﺨﺎﺹ ﺑﻚ hran؟:ﻟﺪﻱ ﺫﻭﻗﻚ ﻳﺎ ﻋﺰﻳﺰﺗﻲ ،ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻳﻮ NsEsZ
ﺍﻻﻧﻌﻜﺎﺱﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺝ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻔﻌﻞ :ESTELLEﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ .ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺨﻴﻔﻨﻲ ﺑﺎﻷﺣﺮﻯ .ﺟﻤﻬﻮﺭﻳﺔ ﻣﻘﺪﻭﻧﻴﺎ
ﺗﺮﻭﻳﺾ ...ﺳﺄﺑﺘﺴﻢ ،ﻭﺳﺘﻐﺮﻕ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻼﻣﻴﺬﻙ ،ﻭﻧﻔﻬﻢ ﻣﺎ ﺳﻴﺼﺒﺢ .ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ،ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺟﻴﺪﺍً.
ﻣﺜﻞ SomethiInhgadﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ "ﺗﺮﻭﺽ" ﻟﻲ؟ ﺍﺳﻤﻊ! ﺃﻧﺎ nwtayouﻟﺘﺘﺼﻞ ﺑﻲ .Inezﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻧﻜﻮﻥ ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺎء
ﺣﻤﻴﻤﻴﻦ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻭ
ﻟﻴﺲﻣﻊ ﻛﺘﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻳﺪ ،ﺗﻘﺼﺪ؟ ﻫﻠﻮ ﻭﺍﺷﺚ INEZ:ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺮﺍء ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺉﺔ ﻓﻲ t at--
ﺃﺳﻔﻞﺧﺪﻙ؟ ﺑﺜﺮﺓ؟
؟ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺮﺁﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﺮﺓ ،ﻳﺎ ﻋﺰﻳﺰﺗﻲ ،ﻭﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﻬﺮﻭﺏ ﻣﻨﻲ ...ﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ liO larks-t-hwaiﻟﻴﺲ ﺃﺛﺮﺍً ﻷﺣﺪ .ﺇﺫﻥ
ﻣﺎﺫﺍﻋﻨﻬﺎ؟ ﻟﻨﻔﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺁﺓ ﺑﺪﺃﺕ ﺑﺈﺧﺒﺎﺭ ﻣﺮﺁﺓ iamnpyle ،
ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ...ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﺪ INEZ: ؟ﺍﻓﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻏﻄﻴﺖ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ -ﻛﻤﺎ ﻫﻮesr
ﺃﺩﺭﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ .ﻭﺳﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﻟﻄﻴﻔﺎً ﻣﻌﻚ ،ﻟﻄﻴﻔﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً .ﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ .ﺳﻮﻑ ﺗﻀﻴﻊ ﻓﻲ ﻫﻮﺍء
ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺮﺍء.ﻻ ،ﻻ ﺗﺨﺎﻓﻮﺍ ،ﻻ ﻳﺴﻌﻨﻲ lonogkai tﻟﻚ .ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ
ﺗﻔﻌﻞ -ﻭﺭﻓﻀﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ،ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺹ ﺑﻚ
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﺣﻘﺎ ﺟﺪﺍ.
ﻻﺍﻧﺖ ﻣﻬﺘﻢ ﺑﻬﺎ؟ ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﻧﺎ :INEZﻟﻴﺲ ﻓﻲ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻲ ،ﺭﺑﻤﺎ -ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻋﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ chiA
ﺍﻋﺠﺎﺑﻬﺎ.ﺭﺃﻯ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﻟﻌﺒﺘﻚ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺼﻠﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺭﺗﻔﺎﻉ ﺳﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺹ ﺑﻚ t tjo
ﺗﺤﺪﺛﺖﻋﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ :GARCINﻃﻠﺒﺖ ﻣﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺮﻛﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺳﻼﻡ Theroem t'lake you .ﺃﻱ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺳﻌﺎﺩﺓ ،ﺩﻋﻨﻲ
ﻣﻜﺘﺐﺍﻟﺼﺤﻴﻔﺔ ﻭﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻤﺎﻉ .ﻭ ifl im ﺃﺧﺒﺮﻙ
ﺃﻧﻪﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﻟـ "ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻠﺔ" ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺴﻤﻴﻬﺎ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺷﻜﺮﺍً.
ﻗﻮﻝﺍﻧﺖ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻃﻮﺍﻝ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﺘﺄﻫﺐ ﻟﻪ ،ﺗﺤﺎﻭﻝ ﻛﻞ ﺣﻴﻠﺔ ﻟﺠﺬﺏ ﺍﻧﺘﺒﺎﻫﻪ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺇﺫﻥ
ﻋﺒﺪﻩ!ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﻚ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺴﺎﻡ .ﺻﻤﺘﻚ ﺻﺎﺭﺥ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻧﻲ .ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﻣﺴﻤﺎﺭ uu
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﻥ ﺗﻨﺴﻰ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻳﻦ؟ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎ ﺷﻮﻑ ،ﺍﻗﻄﻊ ﻟﺴﺎﻧﻚ -ﺑﻮﺭﺗﻴﻮﻡ
ﻋﻠﻰﺃﺭﻳﻜﺘﻚ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻚ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ،ﻭﻛﻞ dsocuonmesﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻠﻄﺨﺎً ﻷﻧﻚ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ،ﻭﻋﻼﻣﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﺮﺍﺩ ،
ﻭ ، tick-tockﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺘﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﺴﻤﻊ ﺻﻮﺗﻲ .ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺟﻴﺪ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ
ﻻﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﻣﻨﻊ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﻫﻞ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﻘﻮﻳﺔ ﺍﻷﻓﻜﺎﺭ؟ ﺃﺳﻤﻌﻬﻢ ﻳﺪﻗﻮﻥ
ﻟﻴﻨﻔﻴﺲ.ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ! ﻭﺍﻋﺘﺮﺿﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻬﺎ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺳﺘﻮﻡ ﺇﻋﺎﺩﺓ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً ؛ ﻟﻮ ﻛﻨﺎ
rofmﻣﺎﺫﺍﻋﻨﻬﺎ ،ﻋﻦ ﺇﺳﺘﻞ؟ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺳﺮﻗﺖ ﻫﻮﻳﻢ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﺳﺘﻌﺎﻣﻠﻨﻲ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻭﺣﺪﻧﺎﺩ
ﺗﻔﻌﻞ؟ﻻ tuarke ، ﻫﺎﻳﻨﻮﺩﺱﻣﻦ ﻭﺟﻬﻚ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ
ﻣﻦﺃﺟﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺘﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ ؛ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻋﻴﻨﻚ ﻭﺃﻗﺎﺗﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﺟﻬﺎ ًﻟﻮﺟﻪ.
ﺣﻔﻴﻒﻣﻦ ﺭﻭﺍﺳﺒﻬﺎ ،ﻣﻦ ﻧﻔﻌﻨﺎ ،ﻳﺮﻣﻴﻚ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺎﺕ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺮﻫﺎ ....ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﻗﻒ
ﺣﺘﻰﻟﻮ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً ،ﺳﺄﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻲ -ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﺼﺪﺭ ﻛﻞ ﺻﻮﺕ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻨﺎﺳﺐ ﻛﺘﺎﺑﻚ .ﻛﻨﺖ
ﺗﺠﻠﺲﻫﻨﺎﻙ ،ﻓﻲ ﻧﻮﻉ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺸﻮﺓ ،ﻣﺜﻞ ﻳﻮﻏﻲ ،ﻭ
ﺍﺗﺮﻛﻚﻓﻲ ﺳﻼﻡ--
ﺃﻧﺎﻓﻲ ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﻣﻊ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ -ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﻟﻠﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻐﻠﻘﻮﺍ ﺃﻓﻮﺍﻫﻬﻢ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺻﻮﻝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ؛ ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ
ﻳﻌﺮﻓﻮﻥﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻭﺭﻭﻥ ﺣﻮﻟﻪ ،ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻟﻌﺒﺔ ﺳﻬﻠﺔ' Ifdthpeuyt .
ﺍﻳﺰﻳﺲﻧﺼﻴﺮ :ﺧﺬﻫﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ .ﺃﻓﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﺭﻧﺒﺪﻭﺗﻮ ﺑﻨﺖ؟ (ﻋﻴﻦ ﻋﻠﻰﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﺜﺎﻝ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺟﺬﺑﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺟﻼ itR
tltC
ﻳﺪﺍﻋﺒﻬﺎ).ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء؟
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻻ ﺗﻠﻤﺴﻨﻲ.
ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ،ﻛﻨﺖ ﻏﺎﺿﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎء؟ ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﻣﻐﺮﻡ ﺑﻲ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻧﺤﻦ mawyea
ﻟﻨﺘﻮﻗﻒﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﻈﺎﻫﺮ ،ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ﺷﻲء :GARCIN .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ؟ ﻗﺪ ﻧﻜﻮﻥ ،ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ ،ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻴﻴﻦ yDoou ...
ﺩ ،ﻣﺎ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﻣﻨﻪ؟ ﻧﺤﻦ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺨﺴﺎﺭﺓ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺎﻋﺐ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺍﻷﺩﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻳﻜﻮﺭ
ﺍﻻﻃﻔﺎﻝﺍﻻﻭﻟﻴﺎء .ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ .ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺿﺮ ﺳﻨﻜﻮﻥ ﻋﺮﺍﺓ ﻛﺎﻟﻌﺮﺍﺓ
ﺃﻧﺖﻳﺎ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ .ﺳﺄﻟﺖ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻨﻜﻢ ،ﻻ ﺷﻲء ﺳﻮﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ .ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻷﻃﻔﺎﻝ ﺣﺪﻳﺜﻲ ﺍﻟﻮﻻﺩﺓ .ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺬﺭﺕ ﺯ ﻧﻌﻢﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻧﻲ .ﻛﺎﻥ ﺟﻮﻣﻴﺰ ﺳﺒﻮﺗﻴﻦ
ﻋﺸﺮ ،ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻔﻴﻴﻦ ﻳﺴﺘﻤﻌﻮﻥ .ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﻬﻢ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ﻛﺎﻟﻤﻌﺘﺎﺩ ،ﻳﻘﻔﻮﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺳﻂ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﻳﻢ
.ﻋﻠﻰﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺗﺘﺤﺮﻙ ﺑﺴﺮﻋﺔ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ ،ﺍﻷﻛﻤﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺷﻴﺮﺕ .ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﻤﻊ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻜﻦ ﺣﺮﻳﺼﺔ gs
ﺗﻮﻗﻒﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ،ﻭﻣﺎ ﻳﻌﺘﻘﺪﻩ ﻋﻨﻲ ﻗﺪ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺻﺮﺍﻋﻪ ، .ﻭ
ﻛﻨﻐﻮ.ﺃﻟﻢ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻤﺴﻚ ﺑﺄﻟﺴﻨﺘﻚ؟ Nowoivt'esrﻫﻮ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎﺭﺅﻳﺘﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺡ
ﺗﻌﻠﻤﺖﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺮﻓﻪ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻣﺎ ...ﻋﺮﺍﺓ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻭﻟﺪﻧﺎ .ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ؛ bIew
ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺎﻣﻞﻣﻊ.
ﻟﻦﻧﺘﺮﻛﻪ ﻧﻈﻴﻔﺎً -ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺨﻄﺊ .ﻃﺎﻟﻤﺎ ﻛﻞ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻣﻨﺎ ﻟﺤﻢ ﺍﻟﺨﻨﺰﻳﺮ
ﺍﻟﻌﺪ.ﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺑﺔ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﺪﺃ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺍ؟ ﺃﺧﺒﺮﻧﺎ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ fr
ﺗﻮﻳﺚﻟﻮﻫﻮﻩ ﺃﻭ ﻫﺎﺟﻤﻬﺎ -ﻧﺤﻦ ﻻ ﻧﻌﺮﻑ ﺷﻴﺉﺎً .ﻧﻐﺘﻨﻂ ، ﺟﻠﺐﺷﺒﺤﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺧﻞ ifkwe
؟h iht yﻣﻔﺘﻮﺣﺔ ،ﻗﺪ ﺗﻨﻘﺬﻧﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺎﺭﺛﺔSo- out w! itW .
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻚ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ .ﺳﻮﻑ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻭﻧﻨﻲ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ.
ﻷﻧﻨﻲﻋﺎﻟﺠﺖ ﺯﻭﺟﺘﻲ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻓﻠﻴﻜﻦ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﺸﻜﻠﺔ ﺟﺎﻧﺒﻴﺔ .ﺍﻧﺎ ﺭﺍﺣﺐ
ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺉﻲ.ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﺠﻠﺲ ﺑﺠﺎﻧﺐ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺬﺓ ﻭﻣﻌﻄﻔﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﻛﺒﺘﻴﻬﺎ .ﻛﻮﺍﺕ ﺩﺑﻠﻴﻮ gihvernback
ﻟﻲ ،ﻭﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺭﺍﻫﺎ .ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺫﻫﺐ ﺟﻮﻣﻴﺰ؟ ﻟﻤﺪﺓ ﺧﻤﺲ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ! ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻌﻠﻮﺍ whoreinstts
ﻻﺗﺰﺍﻝ ﺗﻌﺎﻧﻲ .ﻫﺎ ﻫﻲ :ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺫﻛﺮﻫﺎ ،ﺃﺭﺍﻫﺎ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺟﻮﻣﻴﺰ
ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺫﺭﻑ ﺩﻣﻌﺔ ،ﺣﺒﻲ! ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﺳﺘﻀﻐﻂ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ -ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍً ! ، fan.cyﺟﻠﺴﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻠﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ.
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎﻟﻢ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﻗﻂ ،ﻭﻟﻢ ﺗﺘﻔﻮﻩ ﺑﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﺗﺄﻧﻴﺐ؟ ﺭﻗﻢ؟ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺘﻤﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺇﺩﺍﺭﺗﻬﺎ؟ ...ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻋﺪﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﻓﻲ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺳﻜﺮ
ﺃﻋﻤﻰ ،ﻧﺘﻦ ﻧﺒﻴﺬ ﻭﺃﺭﺗﺪﻳﻪ . Naturasllhy ، e's womSehne.ﺍﺛﻨﻲ ﻋﺸﺮ ﺭﺻﺎﺻﺔ .ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻴﺖ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻞ ﺷﺊ .ﻟﻤﺪﺓ ﺧﻤﺲ
ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕthite
ﺣﻠﻘﺔﺣﻮﻝ ﻛﻞ ﺛﻘﺐ q .ﺍﻗﺘﺒﺎﺱ ﻗﻄﻌﺔ ﻣﺘﺤﻒ ،ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﻄﻒ ؛ ﻣﺸﻮﻩ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺎﺭﻳﺦ .ﻭﺍﺳﺘﺨﺪﻣﺖ .acnhlyﺗﺤﺪﺛﺖ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻫﺎ.
ﺍﻟﺪﻡﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺼﺪﺃ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻲ ﻋﻴﻮﻥﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ ﻭﻣﺄﺳﺎﻭﻳﺔ .ﺃﻧﺎ
ﺍﻧﺖﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﺍﺭﺑﺎﻛﻚ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺃﺓ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺑﻮﻣﺎﺭﻧﺮﺗﻴﺮ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ؛ ﺿﺤﻴﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﺪﻋﻮﺓ .ﻧﺄﺳﻒ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﻻ ﺑﺪ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻓﻊ
ﺍﻟﺜﻤﻦ bsuhtaI،ﻻ ﺃﻧﻴﻦ ....ﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﺜﻠﺞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ .ﻣﺘﻌﻮﺩ
ﻻﺗﻔﻌﻞ
ﺳﻤﻌﺖ -ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء .ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻨﻬﺾ ﻣﺒﻜﺮﺍً ،ﺣﻴﺚ ﺑﻘﻴﺖ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻭﺍﻟﻔﺘﺎﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ
ﺇﻟﻰ.ﺃﺣﻀﺮﺕ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻧﺼﻒ ﻃﺒﻘﻴﺔ ﻟﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻨﺰﻟﻨﺎ .ﻧﺎﻣﺖ ﺯﻭﺟﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﺑﻖ ﺍﻟﻌﻠﻮﻱ .ﺍﺣﺬﻳﻪ
ﻟﻨﻔﺘﺮﺽﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﻔﺎﺟﺉﻚ ﺑﺎﻟﻐﻤﻮﺽ .ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺷﻲء ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﺪﻣﺘﻨﺎ ﺻﺒﺎﺣﻨﺎ
:.FeIeﻛﺎﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﺑﻜﺜﻴﺮ .ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻓﻀﻞ .ﺃﻧﺎﻥ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﻧﺖ ﻏﺎﺷﻢ!
ﻏﺎﺷﻤﺔ ( .ﻧﻈﺮ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ﺇﻟﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ )ﻻ ،ﻻ ﺷﻲء .ﻓﻘﻂ ﻏﻮﻣﻴﺰ ،ﻫﻮ
ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺷﻢ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﺭﺩﺕ .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻠﻮﺩﻑ oARCIN: yGuﻋﻨﻲ ...ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ et'stanlking
ﺃﻧﺎﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ؟ ﺩﻭﺭﻙ .ﺡ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ؟ ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻏﺎﺷﻢ .ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ .ﻭﺇﻻ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺷﺒﻞ
ﻫﻨﺎﻙ cda "lleaﻟﻌﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻫﺮﺓ ".ﻣﻠﻌﻮﻥ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻌﻞ .ﻟﺬﺍ ﻓﻠﻴﺲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻐﺮﺏ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻫﻨﺎ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ
ﻓﻘﻂﻓﺘﺢ ﻟﻬﻢ" .ﺇﻟﻰ" .LeItt'sﻟﺘﺪﻉ؛ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺇﺷﻌﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ .ﻫﺬﺍ -ﺳﺨﻴﻒ ﺟﺪﺍ .ﺣﻤﻠﺔ ﺗﻨﻈﻴﻒ .ﻓﻘﻂ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻓﺔ .ﺃﻧﺎ
ﺃﺭﺍﻩﺍﻵﻥ ﻓﻴﻤﺎ ﺑﻌﺪ .ﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔ ،ﻭﺍﻷﺑﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻘﻔﻠﺔ ....ﻻ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻌﻠﻮﺍ
ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ.ﻳﺒﺪﺃ ﺑـ ؛ ﻫﻲ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺬﺍ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﺒﻖ ﺃﺣﺪ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻋﻮ ﻟﻠﻘﻠﻖ ؛ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ .ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﻣﻊ ﻓﻠﻮﺭﻧﺴﺎ .ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﺩﻳﻤﻦ .ﻣﻊ ﺛﻼﺙ ﺟﺜﺚ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺛﻼﺛﺔ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺭﺟﻞ ﻭﺍﻣﺮﺃﺗﺎﻥ؟
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ؛ﻟﻘﺪ ﻋﺸﻨﺎﻩ ﺣﻴﺎﺓ ﻛﻠﺐ .ﻓﻲ ﻭﺍﻗﻊ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ،ﺗﻢ ﺩﻫﺴﻪ ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ trami.llA
ﻧﻮﻉﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻳﺔ ...ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻴﺶ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺬ ﻫﻮ؟ﻻ ،ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻟﺪﻳﻪ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺎﻋﺔ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ .ﺳﺘﻴﻞ ،ﺩﻳﻔﻴﺮﻱ ithZ:
ﻣﻌﻬﻢ؛ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﺑﻦ ﻋﻤﻲ.
ﻋﻠﻰﺃﻋﺼﺎﺑﻲ .ﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﺜﺎﻝ ،ﺃﺣﺪﺙ ﺿﻮﺿﺎء ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﺸﺮﺏ -ﻧﻮﻋﺎً ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﺮﻗﺮﺓ
ﺗﺼﺮﻳﻒﻣﺜﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺜﻴﺮﺍً ﻟﻠﺸﻔﻘﺔ :INEZﺗﺪﺭﻳﺠﻴﺎ ً.ﻛﻞ ﺃﻧﻮﺍﻉ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎء ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮﺓ
ﻫﻞﺣﻘﺎ .ﻣﻌﺮﺽ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ؟
ﺗﺮﻛﺘﻪ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻭﺿﻌﺘﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻳﺪﻱ .ﻧﺤﻦ ﻧﺠﻠﺲ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﺟﻠﻮﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻑ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺪﻳﻨﺔ.
ﻛﻦﻣﺘﺄﻛﺪﺍ ﺟﺪﺍ ...ﺗﺴﻠﻠﺖ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺩﺍﺧﻞ ﻟﻬﺎ ،ﻭﺭﺃﻳﺖ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ .ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺫﻟﻚ؟
ﺇﻟﻰ remihnedrﻛﻞ ﻳﻮﻡ" :ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺣﻴﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﺍﻷﻟﻴﻒ ،ﻗﺘﻠﻨﺎﻩ ﺑﻴﻨﻨﺎ" .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻗﺎﺳﻴﺔ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺣﺪ ﻣﺎ ،ﺣﻘﺎً.
ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ:ﺛﻢ ﻗﺎﻡ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﺮﺍﻡ ﺑﻌﻤﻠﻪ .ﺇﺳﺘﻌﻤﻠﺖ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ؟
ﻻﺷﻲء ﺳﻮﻯ ﺟﻤﺮﺓ .ﺫﺍﺕ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻧﻬﻀﺖ ﻭﺷﻐﻠﺖ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺯ ﺑﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻗﻠﺒﻴﺎً .ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺑﻤﻔﺮﺩﻱ ﺃﻃﻔﺊ .ﻟﻤﺪﺓ ﺳﺘﺔ
ﺃﺷﻬﺮ ،ﺗﻄﺎﻳﺮﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻬﺎ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺟﻌﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻳﻌﺎﻧﻮﻥ .ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﻔﺤﻢ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ .ﻓﺤﻢ ﺣﻴﻮﺍﻧﻲ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺳﺄﺧﺒﺮﻙ ﻻﺣﻘﺎً .ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎﺗﺴﻠﻠﺖ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺮﻳﺮ .ﻟﺬﺍ
ﺍﻵﻥﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ.
ﺍﻟﺪﻣﺎﻍﻟﻄﻴﻒ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻻ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻠﻲ :ﻛﻤﺎ ﺃﺧﺒﺮﺗﻚ ،ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺻﺪﻡ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ً.ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﻴﻜﺪﺍﻭﺭ ﺗﺮﺍﻩ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺗﻴﺖ.
؟ leHweﻋﻘﻠﻪ ﺧﺎﺭﺝ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺇﺫﻥ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺧﺎﺉﻔﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً
ﻫﻜﺬﺍﺗﺤﻄﻢ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﻭﺷﺄﻧﻲ! ﺇﻧﻪ -ﻫﺬﺍ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻋﺪﻻ ً lbyuinlg ،ﻟﻲ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ .ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ! ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ!
ﻭﺣﺪﻫﺎ.ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ .ﻭﺃﺭﺍﺩ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﻪ eimself
ﻫﻮ -ﻫﻲ؟
ﻓﻘﻴﺮﻣﺜﻞ ﻓﺄﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﻨﻴﺴﺔ :INEZ -ﺭﻗﺺ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻧﻐﻮ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻣﺤﺘﺮﻑ hbeuw ،
ﻫﺬﺍﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺳﻤﻌﺘﻚ ﻟﺘﺤﺎﻓﻆ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ .ﺍ ﺟﺎءﻳﻮﻡ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ﻭﻃﻠﺐ
ﻋﻠﻴﻚﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺮﺏ ﻣﻌﻪ ،ﻭﺿﺤﻜﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻫﻴﻜﺲ
ﺇﻧﺠﺎﺏﻃﻔﻞ .ﺍﺫﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ! ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻬﻤﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ ،ﺃﻧﺘﻤﺎ ﺍﻻﺛﻨﺎﻥ .ﺍﻧﻪ wadntm
ﺳﻴﻮﺭﻻﻙ.ﺫﻫﺒﺖ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺳﻮﻳﺴﺮﺍ ﻓﻮﺭﺳﺘﻴﻠﻲ :ﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻞ ﺟﺎء ،ﻭ
ﻛﺎﻧﺖﻣﻌﻲ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻭﻟﺪﺕ .ﺧﻤﺴﺔ ﺃﺷﻬﺮ .ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﻛﺎﻥ girol.gR
ﻟﻢﺗﺴﺮ ﻟﻪ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺔ ،ﺃﻧﺠﺒﺖ ﺍﺑﻨﺔ .ﺍﻧﻬﺎ dipdlne'atﺣﺪ ﺫﺍﺗﻬﺎ!
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺫﻟﻚ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻧﻌﻢ؟ ﻭﺛﻢ؟
ﻛﺎﻥﺳﺨﻴﻔﺎً ﻣﻨﻪ ،ﺣﻘﺎً ،ﺍﺷﺘﺒﻪ ﺯﻭﺟﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻛﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻛﺮﻫﻚ!
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺇﻧﻪ
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻃﻔﻞ ﻣﺴﻜﻴﻦ! ﻟﺬﺍ ﻓﻘﺪ ﺍﻧﺘﻬﺖ ﺟﻠﺴﺔ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻤﺎﻉ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻳﺤﺘﺎﺝ thserneoﺃﻥ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻪ ﻗﺎﺿﻲ ﻣﻌﻠﻖ.
ﺃﺗﺒﻮﻟﻴﺴﻲﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻮﺏ .ﻛﻢ ﻫﻲ ﺳﺎﺧﻨﺔ! ( ﻳﺨﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﻄﻒ) .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺁﺳﻒ!( ﻳﻀﻌﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ .ag )ain
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻗﺎﺿﻲ ﻣﻌﻠﻖ؟ ﺳﺄﻋﻄﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻷﻛﻮﻥ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﻣﺜﻞﻧﺴﻴﺞ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﻜﺒﻮﺕ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﺟﻌﻠﺖ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺇﻳﻨﺰ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻭﺿﻌﻮﺍ ﻓﺨﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻴﻦ nlnyi -
ﻣﻌﺎﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻻ ﻳﻨﻔﺼﻢ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﺍﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭﻙ .ﻳﺎ ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ؟ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺤﺪﺙ؟ ﻭﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺍﺭ.ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ،ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻣﻨﺎ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻘﺬ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﺃﻭ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ؛ ewlein'rked
ﺃﻱﺣﺮﻛﺔ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺭﻓﻌﺖ ﻳﺪﻙ ﻟﺘﺤﺮﻳﻜﻚ rsEesltelle ،
ﻳﺠﻠﺲﻋﻠﻰ ﺳﺮﻳﺮﻱ .ﺳﺮﻳﺮﻱ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﺳﻤﺤﺖ! ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺮﻛﻮﻫﺎ ،ﺩﻋﻮﻫﺎ! ﺍﺩﺧﻞ ،ﺳﺘﻼﺣﻆ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ
ﻟﻘﺪﺳﻤﺤﻮﺍ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ .ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺍﻓﺬ ﻭﺍﺳﻌﺔ Np INEZ: ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺷﻢ!ﺁﻩ ﻡ openm
ﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔﺟﺪﺍً ،ﻣﺠﻔﻔﺔ -ﻣﻴﺘﺔ ﺣﻘﺎً ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍً .ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻓﺔ .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ؟
ﻻﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺳﻤﺎﻉ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺍﻧﺘﻬﻴﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ،ﻋﻠﻰ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ Noemaolirbis .ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ! ﺍﻧﺎ ﺍﺷﻌﺮ
ﺍﻟﺘﻲﻗﺎﻟﺖ؟ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻈﻬﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻤﺲ ﻣﺸﺮﻗﺔ؟ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ .blBinladcﺍﻧﺘﻘﺪ .ﺃﻧﺎ
ﺃﺳﻤﻌﻬﻢﻳﺘﻬﺎﻣﺴﻮﻥ ،ﻭﻫﻤﺲ .ﻫﻞ ﺳﻮﻑ ﻳﻤﺎﺭﺱ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺲ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ MeYd؟ ﺏ ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺳﻴﻘﺒﻠﻬﺎ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﺬﻩ
ﻏﺮﻓﺘﻲ ،ﻏﺮﻓﺘﻲ! ﺣﺎﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻵﻥ .ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﺃﻧﻴﻨﻴﻐﺚ ،ﻟﻜﻦ
ﻳﺪﺍﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﺘﻔﻴﻪ ...ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻨﺔ ،ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﻳﻀﻲءﻭﺍ ﺍﻷﻧﻮﺍﺭ؟ ﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﺤﺼﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ kd.aNrow
ﻫﻨﺎﻙﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً .ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺫﺍﻫﺒﺔ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﻳﺎ ﺑﻮﻏﻮﺛﺘﻴﻨﺮ
ﺷﻲءﻋﻦ ﻣﺴﺎﻋﺪﺗﻲ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻟﻤﺴﺎﻋﺪﺗﻲ .ﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻔﻌﺎﻟﻴﺔ ez ،؛ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﺷﺮﺍﺭﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺮ ﺍﻹﻧﺴﺎﻧﻴﺔ.
ﺣﺘﻰﺍﻟﻨﺨﺎﻉ .ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﺷﻌﻮﺭ ﺇﻧﺴﺎﻧﻲ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﺧﺎﺭﺝ ﻧﻄﺎﻕ ﺑﻠﺪﻱ .ﺍﻧﺎ tterno
ﻫﻞﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﻣﺴﺎﻋﺪﺗﻚ؟ ﻏﺼﻴﻦ ﻣﻴﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﺰ ﻟﻠﺤﺮﻕ .ﺃﺯﻭﺍﺝ ﻓﻠﻮﺭﻧﺲ ،ﺷﻘﺮﺍء ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻴﺔ.
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺟﻔﺖ ﺟﻤﻴﻌﺎً .ﻻ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ givnedaﻻ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻼﻡ .ﻛﻴﻒ
ﺃﻧﺖ.ﺃﻧﺎ ،ﻣﻦ ، crosueﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺨﺘﻠﻒ -ﺑﻤﻌﺰﻝ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻧﺘﺒﻪ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻟﻨﻔﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ--
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻟﻬﺎ ﺳﻴﺤﺼﻠﻮﻥ
ﻧﻌﻢ؟ INEZ:
ﻟﻢﻳﻌﺮﻑ thitnhkeyﻣﺴﺒﻘﺎ ﻛﻞ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﺗﻘﻮﻟﻬﺎ؟ ﻭﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﺶ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﺎ ﺭﺅﻳﺘﻪ .ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻫﻨﺎ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﻋﺮﻑ .ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﻓﺦ ﺁﺧﺮ .ﻫﻞ
ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔﻟﻬﺎ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺿﺢ .ﻭﺭﺑﻤﺎ ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺦ ﻣﻔﺨﺦ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﻬﻤﻨﻲ؟ ﺃﻧﺎ pitfalo
ﺍﻟﺤﻖﺑﻬﺎ.
؟ nIokwﻣﺎ ﺳﻴﺄﺗﻲ ﻟﻲ .ﺳﺄﺣﺘﺮﻕ ،ﻭﺳﺘﺴﺘﻤﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ .ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ eyvte
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﻞ ﺃﺑﺪﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻉ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺘﺮﻛﻚ ﻫﻴﺮﻧﺞ.ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﺗﺮﻙ؟ ﻣﺮﻳﺾ
ﻫﺬﺍﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ .ﻣﺎ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺗﻌﺎﻃﻔﻲ؟ ﺃﺅﻛﺪ Iyokn
ﺍﺳﺘﻐﻠﻬﺎ ،ﺳﺘﺮﺍﻙ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻛﻞﺷﻲء ،ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ uow
ﻟﻘﺪﻭﻗﻌﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺦ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻷﺳﻒ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻲ .ﻓﺦ! ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻭ
ﺇﻧﻪﻳﻼﺉﻢ ﻛﺘﺎﺑﻬﻢ ،ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﻖ ،ﻭﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺷﻲء ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺣﻴﺎﻝ ﺫﻟﻚ؟ iAfﻥ
ﺃﻓﻀﻞ!
ﺭﺑﻂﺑﻴﻨﻨﺎ .ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺅﺫﻳﻚ؟ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﺴﺖ ﻧﺎﺩﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ،ﺃﻧﺎ dru
ﻓﻲﻭﺟﻬﻲ ،ﻧﺤﻦ ﻋﺮﺍﺓ ،ﻋﺮﺍﺓ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً ،ﻭﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ .ﺗﺸﻮﺍﻧﺖ ﺁﻱ ﺇﻱ ﺑﻲ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ
ﻫﻪ
، ot.oLookﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ ،ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻷﺳﻒ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺟﻠﻚ RlCIN: ﻟﻚﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ ﺑﺈﻣﻜﺎﻧﻲ GfA
ﺷﻔﻘﺔ.
ﻻ.ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻛﺮﻩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺧﺪﺵ .ﻭ INEZ:ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻚ .ﻻ ﺗﻨﺲ ،ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ،ﺃﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﺼﺎﺉﺪ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً ،ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺻﺤﻴﺤﺔ .ﻛﻞ
ﻣﺠﻤﻮﻋﺔﻟﻄﻴﻔﺔ ﻟﻚ .ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺘﻔﻌﻞ keeprypoituy
ﺍﺣﻔﻈﻨﺎﺑﺴﻼﻡ ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻞ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻓﻀﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺮﺍﻗﺐ ﺍﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﺎﺗﻚ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ
ﺳﺄﺭﻯﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺅﺫﻳﻚ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً.
ﻣﺄﺧﻮﺫﺓﻣﻦ؟ INEZ:
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻣﻦ ﻫﻮ ﺑﻴﺘﺮ؟
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﻞ ﺗﺤﺒﻪ؟
ﻏﺮﺍﻣﺒﻮﺱ.ﻳﺎ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻏﺒﻴﺔ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﺎﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺮﻗﺺ! ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﺟﺮﺅ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﻝ ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ...ﻻ ،ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﻻ
ﺃﺣﺐﺇﻧﻬﺎ puffinkgelia
ﻟﻪ.ﻳﺒﻠﻎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺛﻤﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻋﺸﺮ ﻋﺎﻣﺎً ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﻭﻟﺴﺖ ﻣﺠﺮﻭﺣﺎً ﻟﻠﺮﺿﻴﻊ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﻚ -ﻣﺮﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺍﻵﻥ ---ﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺗﻮﻛﻢ ﻩﺍﻫﻢ ﺍﺳﻤﻊ ،ﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻠﻤﺴﻪ .ﺃﻭﻟﻐﺎ
ﻳﻤﻜﻦﺃﻥ ﺗﻠﻤﺴﻪ ،ﺗﺤﺪﺙ ﻣﻌﻪ ﺑﻘﺪﺭ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺤﺐ ﺷﻮ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻀﻐﻂ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ
ﺍﻟﻴﺪﻳﻦ ،ﻓﺮﻙ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﺿﺪﻩ--
ﻛﺎﻥﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻠﻤﻊ ctheemﻭﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻗﺪ ﺍﻧﺴﻠﺖ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ .ﻫﻞ ﺣﻘﺎ ًﻻ ﻳﻮﺟﺪ ﺷﻲء ،ﻟﻢ ﻳﺒﻖ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺷﻲء؟ ﺧﺮﻭﻑ ،ﺃﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ
ﺃﻥﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﺳﺨﻴﻔﺔ؟ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺗﻀﺤﻚ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ؟ ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺑﻤﺠﺮﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻐﻂ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻬﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ ،ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻨﻔﺦ ﻭﺗﻨﻔﺦ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ.
ﻟﻜﻦﻳﺎ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺗﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻴﻨﺔ
ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺍﻧﻈﺮ! ﻫﻲ ESTELLE:
ﻋﻠﻰﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﻗﺪ؟ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻷﺭﻳﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﺰﺭﻗﺎء ﻟﻚ .ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻳﺎ ﻋﺰﻳﺰﺗﻲ ﻟﻚ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ
- -ﻭﻻﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻈﻞ .ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﻤﻠﻜﻪ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﻫﻞ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺳﻜﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺭﻕ ﻫﺬﺍ؟ ﺃﺭﺗﻮﻫﺮﻧﺎﻣﻨﺖ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻻ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ .ﻟﻢ ﻳﺒﻖ ﻣﻨﻜﻢ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﺗﻴﻬﺎ
ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪﻟﺴﺖ ﺧﺎﺉﻔﺎً ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ! ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻟﺪﻱ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺟﻤﻴﻞ ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻟﺼﺪﻗﺔ yaonud ،
ﻝ ،ﻗﺘﻞ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﺴﺎﺑﻲ .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﻻ ﺗﺒﺘﻌﺪ .ﺃﻧﺖ ﺭﺟﻞ ،ﻟﺴﺖ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ
ﻋﻠﻴﻚﺃﻥ ﺗﻨﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺷﻲء ﻣﺎ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻋﻮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻋﺪﺍ ﺍﻷﺭﺍﺉﻚ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﻓﻲﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺛﺎﺙ ﺍﻟﻐﺒﻲ .ﺯﺧﺮﻓﺔ ﻣﺮﻭﻋﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻤﺎﺉﺪﺓ .ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﻴﺘﻴﻠﻮ ﺑﺎﺭﻭ ﺳﻘﻂ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺸﻪ .ﻟﺬﺍ ﺍﺟﻤﻌﻨﻲ ﻳﺎ
ﻋﺰﻳﺰﻱ ،ﺿﻌﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ -ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً r otok
ﻳﺴﺘﻤﻊ!ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﺮﺟﺖ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻬﻢ ﻣﺜﻞ alelitst ﺃﻧﺎﻟﻄﻴﻒ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ.
ﻛﻼﻡﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ !rubbiYsohuﻟﻘﺪ ﺟﺮﺑﺖ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﻠﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻌﻞ ،ﻭﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻤﻞ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺷﻌﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ! ﻻ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ
ﻫﻞﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺨﺪﻋﻨﻲ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻉ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ؟ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻟﺒﺎﺑﻲ
ﻣﺤﻄﻤﺔ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ :ﺑﻠﻮﺭﺗﻚ؟ ﺇﻧﻪ ﺑﺸﻊ .ﻫﻞ ﺛﻴﻨﻮﻛﻮ y.eTcrystal
ﻫﻮﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ -ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﻚ .ﺭﻋﺎﻳﺔ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﺩﻣﻴﺔ ﻣﺠﻮﻓﺔ ،ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﻭﻳﻒ ﻡ
ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺍﻟﻠﻌﻨﺔ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺑﺴﻼﻡ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲءeO .
ﺃﻱﺷﻲء ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﻟﻠﺘﺨﻠﺺ ﻣﻨﻚ؟ ﻟﺪﻱ ﻣﻌﺮﻑ( eSap.itsﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻪ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ )ﻫﻨﺎﻙ!
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺃﺷﻚ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﻟﻦ ﺃﻫﺘﻢ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍً ﺑﺄﻣﻮﺭ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻣﺎ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎء؟
ﻋﻠﻰﺍﻷﺭﻳﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ ﺑﻚ ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺗﺘﻤﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻼﺣﻈﺔ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﻤﻼﺣﻈﺎﺕ ﻋﻨﻲ .ﺃﻋﺪﻙ ﺃﻻ ﺃﺯﻋﺠﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺳﺄﺟﻠﺲ
ﻫﺬﺍﺍﻧﺖ .ﺗﺬﻣﺮ ﻭﺗﺬﻟﻞ! ﻭ :hceh INEZﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺗﺰﻟﻒ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ،ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﻴﻒ ﺏ
ﻻﺗﺒﺪﻭ ﺟﻴﺪﺓ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﺘﺜﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ!
ﺇﻧﻬﺎ--ﻻ ﺷﻲء .ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ .ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻬﺎ ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ،ﺃﻧﺮﻭ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﺃﻧﺖ ،ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ؛ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻘﺒﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﺳﺘﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻠﻞ ﻓﻴﻚ .ﻧﻌﻢ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ myseoyfef
ﺣﺰﺏﺍﻟﻤﻴﺰﺍﻥ ،ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻣﻘﺎﺑﻞ ﺍﺛﻨﻴﻦ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺗﻨﺴﻰ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺃﺷﺎﻫﺪ .ﻟﻦ ﺁﺧﺬ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﺧﺬ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ .ﺍﻧﺎ ﺑﻄﺮﻳﻘﺘﻚﺍﻟﺨﺎﺻﺔ ،ﻣﺎﺭﺱ ﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﺣﺼﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ
ﻋﻠﻰ.ﻧﺤﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ .ﺳﻴﺄﺗﻲ ﺩﻭﺭﻱ.
ﻋﻠﻰﻣﻌﺎﻃﻔﻬﻢ .ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﻀﺤﻚ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺸﻌﺮﻭﺍ ﺑﺎﻟﺒﺮﺩ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ،ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ rtihneyﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺎﻓﻈﺖ shivge ،
ﺃﻧﺎ -ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺬﺭﺗﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﻛﻮﻥ ﺷﺎﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﻦ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎً ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﻫﻢ montihnsces
ﺑﺎﻳﻨﻜﺚﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺎﻓﺔ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﻏﻠﻘﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻮﺍﻓﺬ .ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺘﺎء ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﺳﺘﺔ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻬﻤﺖ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﺧﺎﻃﺊ .ﺇﻧﻪ ﺟﻮﻣﻴﺰ .ﻫﻮ ﺯ ﺇﻟﻴﺴﻮﺣﺎﺭ .ﺁﻩ ،ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺓ ﻳﺘﺤﺪﺙ
ﻋﻨﻲ.
ﻋﻴﻮﻥﻃﻮﺍﻝ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ،ﻭﻻ ﺃﻋﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻥ ﻟﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻷﺧﺎﻓﻪ ﻣﻦ ، Inezﻛﻤﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻝ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻚ.
ﺗﺤﺖﺑﻠﺪﻱ ! Consideringu'yllobeﻳﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻲء ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺄﻝ ESTELLE:
ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻨﺎﺯﻳﺮ .ﻟﺴﺖ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻟﻠﺪﻓﺎﻉ ﻋﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ Estelle ، yMoUuST .ﺃﻋﻄﻨﻲ ﺛﻘﺘﻚ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺿﺢ .ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻧﻮﻉ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺻﻔﺔ .ﺗﺤﺪﺙ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً ،ﺗﺤﺪﺙ
ﺍﻟﻔﻢ ،ﺫﺭﺍﻋﻲ ،ﺟﺴﺪﻱ ﻛﻠﻪ -ﻭﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺎً ﺟﺪﺍً ...ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﻄﻲ ymoy
ﻫﻨﺎﻙﺷﻲء ﻣﺮﻭﻉ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﻳﺠﻌﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﺤﺮﺝ ﺍﻟﺸﺪﻳﺪ .ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻠﻬﻤﺔ
ﻳﺎﺿﻤﻴﺮ ﻟﺠﻌﻞ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﺒﺔ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺑﻠﺪﻱ Trustin
ﻫﺎﻧﻔﻲ .idnosteadﻫﻞ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺮﺍﻝ ﻭﺃﻗﻮﻝ" :ﺟﻨﺮﺍﻝ ،ﺃﺭﻓﺾ ﺍﻟﻘﺘﺎﻝ"؟ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺃﺣﺴﻨﺘﻢ ،ﺇﻧﻪ
ﻳﻘﺪﻡﻗﻀﻴﺔ ﺟﻴﺪﺓ ﺿﺪﻱ ،ﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻻ ﻳﻘﻮﻝ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻨﺒﻐﻲ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺃﻧﺎ -ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺭﻓﺾ ﺑﺎﻟﻀﺒﻂ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻﻱﺃ ﻟﻌﺒﺔ ugﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﻣﻮﺟﻪ
؟ﻟﻦ ﻳﺘﻢ ﺇﺳﻜﺎﺗﻲ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﺎ -ﺃﺧﺬﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻄﺎﺭ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﻣﺴﻜﻮﺍ ﺑﻲ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻭﺩ.
ﺣﺒﺴﻨﻲ.ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﺩﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻇﻬﺮ ﺃﻟﻮﺍﻧﻲ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻀﺒﻂ ،ﻫﻞ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ
ﻳﺮﻳﺪ yotueltlohimﺃﻧﻪ ﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻷﺳﺪ .ﻷﻧﻪ ﻓﻌﻞ "ﺍﻟﺘﺮﺑﺎﺱ" ،ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻌﻀﻪ.
ﺃﻻﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﺨﻤﻴﻦ؟ ﺣﺴﻨﺎ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻥ .ﻫﻮ INEZ:
.ﺍﻧﺴﺤﺐ" " ،ﺫﻫﺐ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍً" -ﻟﻦ ﻧﺸﺎﺭﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ" GARCIN:
"ﺗﻲ ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ" :ﻟﻜﻦ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻬﺮﺏ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﻛﺎﻥﻗﺪ ﺃﺭﺳﻠﻚ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﻦ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ
ﺃﻧﻬﻢ؟
ﻏﻴﺮﻣﻌﻘﻮﻝ ﺟﺪﺍ .ndg ،ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺑﺸﺮﺗﻚ .ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻘﺮﺭ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻚ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻛﻴﻒ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ؟ ﻻ ﺗﻜﻦ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺬﻛﺮ .ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺃﺳﺒﺎﺏ ﻟﻠﺘﺼﺮﻑ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺖ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻱ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎ؟
ﻓﻜﺮﺕﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺑﺮﻣﺘﻪ ،ﻭﺃﺭﺩﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻫﻞ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺩﺍﻓﻌﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﻲ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ
- --ﻫﻢﺩﻭﺍﻓﻊ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ .ﻟﺬﺍ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮ ،ﺳﻴﺪ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ،ﻭﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺘﻔﻮﻗﺎً ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ -ﻟﻤﺮﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ .ﺃﺳﺒﺎﺏ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺘﻪ .ﻟﻜﻦ
ﺍﻟﺨﻮﻑﻭﺍﻟﻜﺮﺍﻫﻴﺔ ﻭﻛﻞ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﺬﺭﺓ ﻳﻈﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء؟ ﻻ ﺷﻚ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺟﺎﺩﻟﺖ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻣﻊ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ،ﻟﻘﺪ ﻭﺯﻧﺖ
ﺍﻹﻳﺠﺎﺑﻴﺎﺕﻭ conosu ، fyound good
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺑﺎﻟﻀﺒﻂ .ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺴﺆﺍﻝ .ﻫﻞ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ yoeuarl rmotic
ﻣﻦﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺬﺓ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ،ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺬﺓ ،ﺩﺧﻠﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ،ﻓﺘﺤﺖ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻫﻞ ﺃﺣﺘﺎﺝ ﺣﻘﺎً ﺃﻥ ﺗﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ؟ Danydanightﺃﻧﺎ ﺧﻄﻰ ﺯﻧﺰﺍﻧﺘﻲ ،ﻣﻦ
- -ﺗﺼﺮﻓﺖﻛﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺖ ،ﻛﻨﺖ ﻗﺪ ﺃﺧﺬﺕ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﻄﺎﺭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻭﺩ .ﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ؟ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ؟ ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍً ،ﺃﺧﺬﺕ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﻛﻠﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻣﻞ.
ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎً ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻮﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﻤﺆﻛﺪ -ﺃ tIhhad
ﻣﺜﻞﺍﻟﻤﺤﻘﻖ .ﻓﻲ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺷﻌﺮﺕ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻟﻮ ﺃﻥ Ig'diven :ﺳﻴﺤﺴﻢ ﻣﻮﺗﻲ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻭﺍﺟﻬﺖ
ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺕﺑﺸﺠﺎﻋﺔ ،ﺳﺄﺛﺒﺖ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺖ ﺟﺒﺎﻧﺎً.
ﻷﺷﻌﺮﺑﺸﺨﺺ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﺑﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻳﺘﺤﺪﺛﻮﻥ ﻋﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ...ﺃﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺮﺍء .ﻣﻨﻪ .ﻓﻘﻂ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ
ﻓﻲﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﺗﺸﻮﻳﻖ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ .ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﻫﻨﺎ ،ﺇﺳﺘﻞ .ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻲ .ﺃﺭﻳﺪ
ﻟﻢﻳﻜﻦ ﺳﻮﻯ ﺯﻭﺍﻝ --- phicyaslﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻗﺪ ﻳﺤﺪﺙ ﻷﻱ ﺷﺨﺺ ؛ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺧﺠﻞ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺑﺎﺉﺴﺔ .ﻓﺎﺳﺪ .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻫﻮ
ﺃﻧﺖﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻛﻢ ﻫﻮ ﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﺍﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﻲ! ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﻥ ﺃﻭ ﺭﻭ ،ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻭﺍﺣﺪ -ﺑﺸﺮﻁ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻘﺒﻞ ﺟﻴﺪﺍً.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺇﺫﺍ
ﻓﻲﺳﻴﺠﺎﺭﻫﻢ .ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻠﻞ ﻳﻨﻈﺮﻭﻥ .ﺷﺒﻪ ﻧﺎﺉﻢ .ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﻳﻔﻜﺮﻭﻥ" :ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ﻛﻮﺭﺩ
ﺩﺑﻠﻴﻮ"ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺸﻜﻞ ﻏﺎﻣﺾ ﻓﻘﻂ ،ﺩﺭﻳﻤﻴﺞ ﻟﻴﺎ :RCIN.ﻫﺎ ﻫﻢ ،ﺭﺍﻗﺪﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻘﺎﻋﺪﻫﻢ ksinug ،
ﺟﺒﺎﻥ"ﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﻓﻲ ﺷﻲء ﻣﺎ" ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻞ ﺟﺎﻭ RCains
ﺳﻴﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ":ﺟﺒﺎﻥ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻘﺮﺭ ،ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺎﺉﻲ ﺍﻷﻋﺰﺍء .ﻓﻲ ﺳﺘﺔ ﻣﻮﺗﻦ ،ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺤﻈﻮﻅ ،ﺃﻧﺘﻤﺎ ﺍﻻﺛﻨﺎﻥ ؛ ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻳﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻚ ﻣﺮﺓ
ﺃﺧﺮﻯ.ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ -ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﻮﺕ ﻣﻨﺬ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ.
ﻫﺬﺍﺍﻟﻈﺮﺑﺎﻥ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ".
ﻣﻴﺖ؟ INEZ:
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ؟
ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺮﻯ ؛ ﺍﻧﺘﻬﺖ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﺏ ،ﻭﺯﻭﺟﺘﻲ ﻣﺎﺗﺖ ،ﻭﺷﻘﻘﺖ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﻲ ﻓﻲ hyis.tor
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻤﻮﺕ ﻣﻨﻪ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً؟ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء isthfoer
ﻟﻲ.ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻨﻲ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ! ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻴﻦ! ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻲ .ﻣﻦ ﻓﻀﻠﻚ ﻣﺮﺣﺎﺽ Tko.uch
ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝﻳﻔﻜﺮﻭﻥ؟ ﺳﻴﻤﻮﺗﻮﻥ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺍ ﺗﻠﻮ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ .ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻫﻢ .ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻓﻘﻂ moew ، .n
ﺍﺑﻖﻳﺪﻙ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ .ﻻ ،ﻻ ﺗﺘﺤﺮﻙ .ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻣﺸﺎﻛﻞ ﻫﺆﻻء
!ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻟﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ،ﻟﻜﻦ ﺁﺧﺮﻳﻦ ﺳﻴﺄﺗﻮﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﻢ ﻟﻤﻮﺍﺻﻠﺔ ﺍﻷﺳﻄﻮﺭﺓ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺮﻛﺖ ﻣﺼﻴﺮﻱ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻟﻜﻨﻬﻢ ﻟﻦ ﻳﻨﺴﻮﻧﻲ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﻢ ﺃﻳﺪﻱﻧﺮﺕ.
ﻧﺸﻮﺉﻬﺎﻣﺮﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ...ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺈﻣﻜﺎﻧﻲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻓﻌﻠﻪ ﺍﻵﻥ؟ ﻛﻨﺖ mfaancoﺃﻱ ﻓﻲ
ﺃﻥﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ،ﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻓﻘﻂ -ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺗﻨﻘﻞ ﺃﺳﻨﺎﻧﻬﻢ.ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻣﻘﻔﻞ.
ﺇﻧﻬﻢﻳﺼﺪﺭﻭﻥ ﺃﺣﻜﺎﻣﺎً ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﺩﻭﻥ ﻣﺸﺎﻛﻞ ﺭ ،ﺏ ﺟﻠﻴﺎﺏﺣﻮﻟﻲ ،ﻭﻫﻢ ﺭﺍﻏﺒﻮﻥ
ﻷﻧﻨﻲﻣﻴﺖ .ﻣﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﻣﻨﻪ .ﻇﻬﺮ nu.mber
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ.
ﺧﺪﻣﺔ .doemaﻻ ،ﻻ ﺗﺘﻘﻠﺺ .ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻳﺒﺪﻭ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺎ ًﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻚ ،ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺑﻌﺾ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻫﻞ ﻣﺎﺯﻟﺖ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ؟ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﻊ ﺍﻵﻥ! ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﻣﻨﻚ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻠﻤﺴﺎﻋﺪﺓ ؛ﺃﻧﺖ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﺴﺘﺨﺪﻡ ngasyou
ﻫﻞﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺻﻌﺒﺎً ﺑﻤﺎ ﻳﻜﻔﻲ ،ﺃﺟﺮﺅ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﻝ ﺇﻧﻨﺎ ﻧﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺣﻘﺎً ﺃﻥ ﻧﺤﺐ ﺑﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ .ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺑﻬﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ
ﺇﻟﻰﺫﻟﻚ .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺘﺒﺬﻝ ﺍﻟﺠﻬﺪ ،ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﻨﻬﻢﻳﻌﻠﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ousand
ﻩ ،ﺇﻛﺘﻔﻲ ﺑﺸﺨﺺ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ،ﻟﻴﻘﻮﻝ ﺟﺒﺎﻧﺎً ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً ؛ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻲ ﺃﻫﻤﻴﺔ ﺍﻷﺭﻗﺎﻡ؟ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻗﺮﻳﺒﺎﺃًﻭ ﻳﻬﺮﺏ ،ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺷﺠﺎﻉ ﻭ
ﺑﺸﻜﻞﺇﻳﺠﺎﺑﻲ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻫﺮﺏ ،ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺖ tsw
ﻻﺉﻘﺔﻭﺑﻘﻴﺔ ﺫﻟﻚ --ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺺ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﻣﻦﺷﺄﻧﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻨﻘﺬﻧﻲ .ﻫﻞ ﺳﺘﺤﺼﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﺍﻳﻤﺎﻥﺑﻲ؟ ﺛﻢ ﺳﺄﺣﺒﻚ ﻭﺃﻋﺘﺰ ﺑﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻕ .ﺇﺳﺘﻞ -ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟
ﺣﺐﺟﺒﺎﻥ؟ ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ :ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﻴﻒ ﺍﻟﻌﺰﻳﺰ ،ﻫﻞ ﺗﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ cldou
ﻓﻤﻪ ،ﺃﻭ ﺻﻮﺕ ﺟﺒﺎﻥ ،ﺃﻭ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺟﺒﺎﻥ .ﻭﻫﻲ ﻟﻔﻤﻚ ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﻲ ،ﺑﺸﺮﺓ ﺻﻠﺒﺔ ﻭﺃﻳﺪﻱ ﻗﻮﻳﺔ .ﻟﻴﺲ
ﻟﺪﻳﻚﺫﻗﻦ ﺟﺒﺎﻥ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻗﻦ
ﺃﻧﺎ :SloTvEeL.LEﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺿﺎﻳﻘﻚ ﻓﻘﻂ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ،ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻲ ewaho're ، ﻭ ﺻﻮﺗﻚﺇﻱ
ﺙﻭﺃﻭﻟﺉﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺟﻮﺩﻳﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ .ﺇﺳﺘﻞ ،ﻧﺤﻦ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺛﻢ ﺃﺿﻊ ﺃﺻﺎﺑﻌﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﻢ ﺟﻤﻴﻌﺎً ،
ﺳﻮﻑﻳﺼﻌﺪﻭﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ ( .ﺗﻀﺤﻚ ﺇﻧﻴﺰ) .ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ؟ ﻗﺒﻌﺔ(.
ﺱ.ﻫﻞ ﻳﻤﻜﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻐﺒﻲ؟ ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻨﻲ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ﻋﻤﺎ ﻗﺎﻟﺖ
ﺹﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖﺭ.ﻫﻨﻲ "ﺇﺳﺘﻞ ،ﻫﻞ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺟﺒﺎﻥ؟" ﻛﻤﺎ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻬﺘﻢ ﺑﺴﺪ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ! ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ! ﺛﻖ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ! ﺑﻴﻨﺖ ﺭﺟﻼ ً -ﺇﻟﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺤﺪ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺍﻟﻮﺛﻮﻕ ﺑﺎﻟﻬﺮﻣﺎﻥ ،ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﻥ ﻣﺘﻮﻫﺠﺔ
ﻣﻦﺍﻟﺸﻬﻮﺓ .ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻩ .ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺳﺘﺆﻛﺪ ﻟﻚ ﺟﻲ
-ﺗﺮﻳﺪﺫﺭﺍﻉ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺧﺼﺮﻫﺎ ،ﺃ woulwﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪﺕ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ordeAlmightyﺩﻱ
ﻳﻤﻨﺤﻚﺍﻟﺴﺮﻭﺭ.
ﻛﻢﻫﻮ ﻣﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻀﻄﺮ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻹﺟﺎﺑﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺳﺉﻠﺔ ﻻ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﺃﻥ ﻳﺜﻴﺮﻫﺎ yoaulizre
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﺘﻮﻗﻊ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ؟ ﻻ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﻫﻞﺗﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻷﺷﻴﺎء
ﺃﺣﺒﻚﻓﻘﻂ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺪ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺟﺒﺎﻧﺎً .ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﺎ؟
ﺻﻌﺐ ...ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ﺣﺎﻝ ،ﻛﻨﺖ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻛﻼﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻘﺮﻓﻨﻲ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺃﻧﺎ ﺫﺍﻫﺐ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺳﺄﺟﻌﻠﻬﻢ ﻳﻔﺘﺤﻮﻧﻪ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻣﻦ ﻓﻀﻠﻚ! ﻟﻮ ﺳﻤﺤﺖ!
ﺑﻌﺪﺍﻵﻥ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻌﻚ ﻳﺎ ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻚ ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﺳﻴﻔﺘﺤﻮﻥ .ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻧﺘﻬﻲ
ﺵﻛﻼﻫﻤﺎ .ﺍﺫﻫﺐ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ (.ﺇﻟﻰ ) Estelleﺃﻧﺖ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻗﺴﻮﺓ
ae ﻥ.ﻟﻦ ﺃﺳﻤﺢ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻮﺭﻁ
ﻋﻴﻮﻧﻚ.ﺃﻧﺖ ﻧﺎﻋﻢ ﻭﻟﺰﺝ .ﻗﺮﻑ! ﻣﺜﻞ .opcutsoﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻨﻘﻊ.
ﺳﺄﻓﻌﻞ :romise not to talk again، I ESTELLE.ﺃﺗﻮﺳﻞ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ،ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﺗﻮﺳﻞ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ﺃﻻ ﺗﺘﺮﻙ ﻡ
ﺑﺄﻱﺷﻜﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﺷﻜﺎﻝ -ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﺗﺬﻫﺐ .ﻻ ﺃﻇﻦ ﺃﻧﻲ ﺗﺮﻛﺖ ﻭﺣﺪﻱ ﻣﻊ ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ ،ﺍﻵﻥ ﻫﻲ ﺃﻇﻬﺮﺕ ﻣﺨﺎﻟﺒﻬﺎ.
ﻟﻦﺗﺘﺎﻋﺐ
ﺃﻧﺎﺟﺒﺎﻥ :u ESTELLE .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﻛﻢ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻟﺉﻴﻢ! ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍﺉﻌﺔ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎً
ﻫﻮﺫﺍﻫﺐ ،ﻭﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺑﺉﺲ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻴﺮ .ﻧﺤﻦ ﺍﺛﻨﺎﻥ womweilnlﻟﺪﻳﻨﺎ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻷﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ .ﺍﻵﻥ .ﻟﻘﺪ ﺑﺼﻘﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ -
ﺗﻼﻋﺒﺖﺑﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ -ﻭﺃﺛﺎﺭﺕ ﺷﺠﺎﺭﺍً ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﺴﺎﺑﻪ .ﻭﻟﻜﻦ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻋﺼﻔﻮﺭﺗﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺳﻘﻄﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ،ﺃﻧﺖ ﺭﺍﺽٍ
.ﻟﻦﺗﻜﺴﺐ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺣﺎً ،ﻓﻠﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً ESTELLE:
ﺍﻳﻦ؟
ﺍﻓﺘﺢﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ! ﺍﻓﺘﺢ ،ﻓﺠﺮ ﻟﻚ! ﺳﺄﻧﺘﻬﻲ GARCIN:ﻣﻠﻘﻄﻚ ﺍﻷﺣﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺧﻦ ﻭ arneything ،
-ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺕﺷﻴﻄﺎﻧﻴﺔ ،ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺻﺎﺹ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺼﻬﺮ ،ﻭﺭﻓﻮﻓﻚ ﻭﺷﻮﻛﺎﺗﻚ ،ﻭﺍﻷﻟﻢ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻘﻄﻊ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻘﻀﻢ ﻭﻳﺘﻌﺜﺮ
ﻭﻳﻠﻌﺐﻭﻻ ﻳﺆﺫﻱ ﺍﻹﻗﻼﻉ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﺪﺧﻴﻦ .ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ،ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲء ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺃﻓﻀﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺬﺍﺏ ﻣﻴﻨﺪﻳﺲ ﻫﺬﺍ ،ﻁ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻟﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ.
ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ،ﺇﺳﺘﻞ؟ ﻭﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ؟ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺯﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﻢ h INEZ:ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﻨﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺜﻼﺛﺔ ﺳﻮﻑ ﻳﻐﺎﺩﺭ؟ ich
ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻮﺱ!ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺻﺮﺧﺔ! ﻧﺤﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺟﺰ ﺃﺳﻔﻞ ،ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻧﻨﺘﻈﺮ؟ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ
ﻻﻳﻨﻔﺼﻼﻥ!
، lmﺃﺗﻮﺳﻞ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ Inez )Estelle ،ﺗﻜﺎﻓﺢ ﻣﻊ ( INEZ:ﺍﻟﺒﻘﺎء .ﻟﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ! ﻟﻴﺲ ete
ﻓﻲﺍﻟﻤﻤﺮ.
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺍﺗﺮﻛﻬﺎ.
ﻣﺮﺍﺕﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺳﺨﻮﻧﺔ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺍﻓﺘﺘﺎﺣﻪ :INEZ .ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻲ؟ ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﺃﻏﻠﻖ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ .ﺗﻴﺘﻦ
ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻲﻗﻠﺖ؟
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻧﻌﻢ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ.
ﻣﺎﻳﻜﻠﻔﻪ ﺍﻟﺸﺮ .ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻘﻮﻝ ﺇﻧﻨﻲ ﺟﺒﺎﻥ ،ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﺔ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻌﻨﻴﻪ ﺫﻟﻚ .ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺗﻔﺴﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﺮﻋﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﻟﻤﺤﺔ ﻣﻦ
ﻗﺒﻞ.ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻪ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺟﻌﻠﻚ ﻳﻐﻤﻰ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﻋﺐ .ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺫﻟﻚ nexyt ، dyaou ،ﻻ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﻧﻌﻢ.
ﺃﻭﻧﻮﻋﻲ .ﻫﻞ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﻔﺘﺮﺽ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﺇﺫﻥ ﺃﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻨﻌﻪ ؛ ﺃﻧﺖ
ﻫﺰﻳﻤﺘﻲ ،ﻣﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻷﻓﻜﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺪﻭﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺭﺃﺳﻚ.
ﻳﻘﺼﺪﺍﻟﺬﻫﺎﺏ؟ ﻻ ،ﻟﻢ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻊ ﺗﺮﻛﻚ ﻫﻨﺎ ،ﺟﻠﻮﺟﺎﻭﺗﻴﻔﻨﺮ
esdﻻ ﺗﺤﺴﺐ .ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻬﻢ .ﺍﻧﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻜﺮﻫﻨﻲ .ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺇﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﺑﻲ ﻓﺄﻧﺎ dsoes
ﻣﻦﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﻥ .ﻟﺬﺍ ،ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ ،ﻧﺤﻦ ﻭﺣﺪﻧﺎ .ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﻧﺘﻤﺎ ﺍﻻﺛﻨﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﻗﻴﺎ ﻟﺘﻔﻜﺮﻭﺍ ﻓﻲ .Shhee-Fmoer ّ.ﺟﻴﺪ ﻭﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء .ﺃﺳُﺪﻝ
ﺍﻟﺴﺘﺎﺭ ،ﻭﻟﻢ ﻳﺒﻖ ﻣﻨﻲ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ -ﻭﻻ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻣﻤﻜﻨﺎ o .ﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺳﻤﺎﻋﻬﻢ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ .ﺭﺑﻤﺎ
ﻳﻌﻨﻲﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺍﻧﺘﻬﻮﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺫﻟﻚ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﺗﻤﻨﺎﻩ av
ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ.ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﻟﻦ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺳﻬﻼ .ﺍﻟﻖ ﻧﻈﺮﺓ ﻋﻠﻲ .ﺃﻧﺎ rdh-haeaded
ﺍﻟﻬﺪﻑﻫﻮ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺭﺟﻼ ًﺣﻘﻴﻘﻴﺎ ً.ﺻﻌﺐ ،ﻛﻤﺎ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ .ﺭﺍﻫﻨﺖ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲء ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﺎﻥ C ...ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ،
lienagdmotive؛ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ؟ ﺣﺴﻨﺎً ،ﻟﻢ ﺃﻫﺘﻢ ﺑﺎﻟﺜﺮﻭﺓ ﺃﻭ ﺑﺎﻟﺤﺐ .ﺃﻧﺎ
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﺍﺳﻤﻊ! ﻛﻞ ﺭﺟﻞ ﻟﻪ ﻫﺪﻑ ﻣﻦﺍﻟﻤﺤﺘﻤﻞ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﺟﺒﺎﻧﺎً
ﺟﻨﺮﺍﻝﺍﻟﻜﺘﺮﻳﻚ ﺣﻴﺎﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﻋﻤﻞ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ؟ ﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺩﺩ ﻟﻠﺨﻄﺮ ﻋﻤﺪﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻨﻌﻄﻒ؟ ﺃﻧﺠﻮﺩ
ﺗﻜﺘﻤﻞﺣﻴﺎﺓ ﺃﻭﻳﻦ ﺑﺄﻛﻤﻠﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ،ﻣﻊ ﺧﻂ ﻣﺮﺳﻮﻡ ﺑﺪﻗﺔ ﺗﺤﺘﻬﺎ readryth ،
ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ:ﻳﻤﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺮء ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻣﺒﻜﺮ ﺟﺪﺍ -ﺃﻭ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﻮﺍﺕ ﺍﻷﻭﺍﻥ .ﺃﻧﻴﺪﺕ ﺗﻠﺨﻴﺺﺍﻟﻌﺪﻭ .ﺃﻧﺖ -ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ،
ﻭﻻﺷﻲء ﻏﻴﺮ ﺫﻟﻚ.
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎﻗﻠﺖ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺿﻌﻴﻒ؟ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺳﺘﺪﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺜﻤﻦ ،ﺃﻧﺎ .ﺍﺟﻤﻊ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ،ﻳﺎ ﺭﺟﻞ ،ﺍﻃﻠﻖ ﺑﻌﺾ
ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺞ.ﺁﻩ ،ﻻ ﺗﺼﺪﻕ
ﺍﻧﻬﺪﺍﺕﺛﻤﻦ! !، YIoNuE'rZe: aNcoowwtahrednﻻ ﺗﻔﻘﺪ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ .ﻻ ﻳﻨﺒﻐﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ، boehsardﻣﻘﻨﻊ ، e
hanthdossﺍﻟﺨﺸﻨﺔ ،ﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ! ﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺗﺄﻣﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ؟ ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺧﻨﻖ ﺍﻷﻓﻜﺎﺭ ﺙ
ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍء gazervoibnsg،ﻟﻚ ،ﻓﻜﺮﺓ ﻻ ﺷﻜﻞ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻚ .ﺁﻩ ،ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﺣﻮﻥ ﺍﻵﻥ ،ﺗﻠﻚ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ -ﻫﻞ ﻫﻮ -ﺃﻧﺎ؟ ﺃﺗﻤﻨﻰ
ﺫﻟﻚ.ﻭﻣﻊ ﺫﻟﻚ ،ﻓﻘﻂ ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﺇﻟﻲ ،ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﻛﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺿﻌﻴﻒ ،ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻧﻔﺲ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺠﻮﺍﺕ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﺧﻴﺎﺭ ،ﻳﺠﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ
ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ،ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺗﻤﻨﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ! ﺍﺗﻤﻨﻰ
ﺍﻗﻨﻌﻨﻲﻭﺍﻧﺖ ﺗﺤﺖ ﺭﺣﻤﺘﻲ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ!
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻣﺎﺫﺍ؟
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻛﻴﻒ؟
ﻛﻨﺖﻓﻲ ﺑﻠﺪﻱ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ .ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ :ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺗﺤﺖ ﺭﺣﻤﺘﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺑﻮ otuy
ﻳﺎﺗﻌﺰﻳﺔ! ﺇﻳﻨﺰ :ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﻥ ،ﺃﻳﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻴﻒ ،ﺭﻛﺾ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻭﻭﻧﻤﺖ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻫﺬﺍ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ،ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ .ﺻﺮﻳﺮ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ.
ﻗﺪﻡﻣﺨﻠﺐ ﻛﺒﻴﺮ ﻋﻠﻰ :INEZﻳﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻭﺝ ﺟﻤﻴﻞ ﺗﺼﻨﻌﻪ! ﺇﺫﺍ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺷﻲ
ﻣﻊﺫﻟﻚ! ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﺘﺼﺒﺐ ﻋﺮﻗﺎ ً ،ﻭﻇﻬﺮﻩ ،ﻭﻳﻤﺰﻕ ﺟﻠﺪﻙ ﻭﻳﺜﻨﻲ ﻋﻈﺎﻣﻚ
ﺳﺘﺘﺮﻙﺍﻟﻴﺪ ﺑﻘﻌﺔ ﺯﺭﻗﺎء ﻋﻠﻰ ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻧﻚ.
ﻏﻴﺖ ،ﺩﺍﺭﻟﻴﻨﺞ .ﻻ ﻳﺰﺍﻝ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺻﺮﺍﻣﺔ ---ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺳﻮﻑ :ESTELLEﺍﻟﺼﺮﻳﺮ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ ،ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ ،ﺍﻟﺼﺮﻳﺮ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ! ...ﻫﻮﺟﻴﻢ
ﺍﻧﻬﺎءﻟﻬﺎ ،ﻭﺷﻲء ﺟﻴﺪ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ!
ﻭ ﺗﺤﻔﻴﺰﻫﺎﻟﻚ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺗﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﺄﺟﺴﺎﺩﻙ :INEZ .ﻧﻌﻢ ، Garcin ،ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻖ .ﺗﻮﺍﺻﻞ ﻣﻊ irte
ﻋﺰﺍءﻋﻈﻴﻢ ،ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻲ؟ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ ﻭﻣﻈﻠﻢ ﻛﺎﻟﻨﻮﻡ .ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺃﻧﺎﻡ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺑﺬﻭﺭ.
ﺗﺬﻭﺏﻓﻲ ﺑﻌﻀﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﻗﻄﻌﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺪﻑء ،ﺍﻟﺨﻔﻘﺎﻥ Loe's ...
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ .ﺍﺿﻐﻄﻲ ﺑﺸﻔﺘﻴﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺷﻔﺘﻴﻚ .ﺃﻭﻩ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﻚ ،ﻟﻚ ،ﻟﻚ.
ﺍﺟﻌﻞﺭﻫﺎﻧﺎﺗﻚ ،ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ .ﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﻥ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ﺳﻴﻘﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺪﺓ ﺃﻡ ﻻ ﻳﺠﺮﺅ؟ ﺩﺑﻠﻴﻮ ! m
ﻣﺸﻬﺪﺟﻤﻴﻞ :ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﻥ ﺟﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ ﻳﺤﻤﻞ ﻗﺎﺗﻠﺔ ﺍﻷﻃﻔﺎﻝ ﺇﺳﺘﻞ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺼﺮﻩ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻮﻟﻲ
ﺍﻟﺮﻫﺎﻥshthaet؟ ﺃﻧﺎ waItN Z: yﻣﺎﺫﺍﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ؟ ﺍﻓﻌﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ chEingWoeull ،،
ﻛﻠﺐﻣﺪﺭﺏ ﺟﻴﺪﺍً ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺘﺼﻞ ﻋﺸﻴﻘﺘﻪ .ﻻ ﻳﻤﻜﻨﻚ ﺣﻤﻞ ، hainmdﻓﻠﻦ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً.
ﺇﻗﻨﺎﻉ".ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ﺇﻟﻲ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻧﺘﻈﺮ .ﺗﻌﺎﻝ ،ﺍﻵﻥ ...ﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻣﻄﻴﻌﺔ ،ﻣﺜﻞ yhoopeﻟﺘﺨﺮﺝ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻔﺘﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﻴﻔﺔ؟
ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ؟ﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺃﻧﺴﺎﻙ ،ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﺃﻧﺎ! ' "sﻳﺠﺐ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ
!ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ...ﻻ ﻓﺎﺉﺪﺓ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻬﺮﻭﺏ ،ﻟﻦ ﺃﺗﺮﻛﻚ ﺗﺬﻫﺐ ﺃﺑﺪﺍً .ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻲ .ﻫﻞ ﺗﺴﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺤﺸﺪ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺗﺴﻤﻌﻬﻢ
ﻳﺘﻤﺘﻤﻮﻥ ،ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ؟" ﺟﺒﺎﻥ ! "--- thawt'hsat
ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊﻳﺸﺎﻫﺪ ،ﺃﻧﺎ ﺣﺸﺪ
ﺇﻳﻨﺰ:ﺃﺑﺪﺍ.
ﺍﻳﻨﺰ:ﺩﺍﺉﻤﺎ.
ﻛﻞﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻮﻥ ﺗﺘﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﻲ .ﺗﻠﺘﻬﻤﻨﻲ .ﻟﻤﺎ؟ ﺧﺎﺻﺘﻚ؟ ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺪﺕ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ
ﻣﺴﺒﻘﺎ.ﻛﺎﻧﻮﺍ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻮﻥ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﻗﻒ ﻋﻨﺪ fireplarcoeksintgﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻭﻧﺰ ،ﻣﻊ ﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﻗﺪ ،ﻭﺃﻧﺎ
ﺃﻓﻬﻢﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ .helel
ﻏﺎﺭﺳﻴﻦ:ﻫﺬﻩ ﺑﺮﻭﻧﺰﻳﺔ .ﻧﻌﻢ ،ﺣﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﻵﻥ I'mklionog .ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻲء
ﺫﻟﻚ.ﺗﺘﺬﻛﺮ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺎ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ؛ ﺍﻛﺜﺮ ﻛﺜﻴﺮ .ﺇﺫﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ .ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻣﻠﻚ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ievbed
ﺍﻟﻤﺮﻝﺍﻟﻤﺤﺘﺮﻕ" .ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺟﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﺎﺉﺰ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺨﺒﺮﻥ ﻋﻦ ﻏﺮﻑ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺬﻳﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺘﺮﻭﻳﻢ" nes ،
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ !IST HERﺣﻜﺎﻳﺎﺕ! ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺣﺎﺟﺔ ﻟﻠﻌﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﻮﻛﺮﺯ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺮﺍء ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺧﻨﺔ .ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ! ﻟﻮ ﺳﻤﺤﺖ-
ﻓﻲﺣﺎﻟﺔ ،ﺳﺄﻭﻗﻔﻬﺎ ﻋﻦ (watcgh.inﺍﻟﺘﻘﻄﺖ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﺭﻗﻲ ﻭﻃﻌﻨﺖ ﺇﻳﻨﻴﺰ ﻋﺪﺓ ﻣﺮﺍﺕ) .
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﺻﺤﻴﺢ! ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ
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ﻓﻲﺫﻣﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻰ.
ﺇﺳﺘﻴﻞ:ﻣﻴﺖ؟
ﻟﻘﺪﺣﺪﺙ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻌﻞ ،ﻫﻞ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ؟ ﻣﺮﺓ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ﻭﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻷﺑﺪ .ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻧﺤﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﻭﺭﻳﻒ .ef r ،
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