My life after I failed to pass the qualifying exam

I was determined before when I have remained in the program

I felt the flame of eagerness and courage to do the extent of my best
I tend to join webinars that are related to my course to add knowledge to me
and be advanced. however, the things that I thought would be enough
were never really enough to garner good remarks. having dozens of certificate
earned from various webinars would never be an indicator of your best. I was
wrong in the first place that I see it as a benchmark sometimes to level my
advancement
against other.