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With my clammy hands shaking I’m query whether or not I should have the simple and
irresistible pleasure of a cup of coffee.
So I do Knowing the shakes will get worse, but that didn’t matter. The simple
contentment of coffee and cigarettes were gratefully accepted.
Now my heart beats faster.
My mind Races.
I’m back to that same thought but again I hear a voice saying.
DONT PICK UP TODAY!
I rest my eyes hoping for the much needed nap my brain needs.
Yet my brain will always be conscious even when I sleep.
Able to shut off for a couple of minutes.
All of a sudden I feel startled, anxious, then aware that there is an intruder
inside my brain.
So my Guns are drawn, there’s a knife in my pocket, and a Grenade is hidden.
I say to myself Don’t test me or I will pull the pin.
Small but dynamic it only takes a second to clinch.
So I hold that pin with all the aggression I have, like a sliver back gorilla
ready to protect its family.
Testing only myself I question what the pin really means.
I prepare myself ready for battle only realizing the only person I’m fighting is
myself, which is an unfair and dangerous battle to take on.
So instead I decided to listen.
Again I hear a voice saying.
DONT PICK UP TODAY!