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Sexual Orientation and Male Participation in


Dance Education: Revisiting the Open Secret

Doug Risner

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Sexual Orientation and Male
Participation in Dance Education
Revisiting the Open Secret
Doug Risner, Ph.D., M.F.A.

Abstract nalized homophobia. The findings of the study


This interpretive inquiry explores the ways in suggest that a more responsive pedagogical path
which young adult males experience and make for confronting homophobic attitudes and social
meaning of the social stigmatization associated stigmatization should begin with openly discuss-
with men in dance. General procedures for this ing the fact that gay and bisexual males repre-
study include interviews, confidential surveys, sent half of the male population in dance, and
and field observations with six undergraduate second, seeking to understand the larger social
male students (three self-identified as hetero- context male youth and teens encounter as dance
sexual, two as gay, one as bisexual) enrolled in students.
beginning level dance technique courses at a

A
public university in the United States. The par- lthough the field of dance is generally more
ticipants’ narratives reveal a deeper understand- accepting of the homosexual lifestyle, there
ing of social stigmatization as articulated are many indications that male
through stories that lace together five important participation in dance remains a culturally suspect
themes: homophobic stereotypes, narrow defini- endeavor for male adolescents, teens, and young
tions of masculinity, heterosexist justifications adults.1-3 For dance educators, encouraging male
for male participation, the absence of positive involvement has historically included well-
male role models (straight and gay), and inter- intentioned, but frequently heterosexist
approaches that idealize noteworthy heterosexual
male dancers,4 focus on masculinist comparisons
Doug Risner, Ph.D., M.F.A., University of North between male athletes (presumably heterosexual)
Texas, bridges critical social issues in education with and males dancers,5 and encourage greater male
dance pedagogy and performance in higher educa- participation by minimizing or ignoring the
tion as well as in community contexts, such as significant population of gay men in dance.6
Abraxas Foundation for Troubled Youth (prison al- While I am somewhat sympathetic to these
ternative), Parents and Friends of Gay & Lesbians, practical appeals for increasing male involve-
and the Western Pennysvlania School for Blind ment, I believe in actuality that these ap-
Children. He regularly contributes to various dance
proaches most likely make matters worse, exac-
periodicals and is the author of “What Matthew
erbating the already tenuous situation and
Shepard Would Tell Us: Gay & Lesbian Issues in
Education” in The Institution of Education published homophobic stereotyping that males in dance
by Simon & Schuster in 2003. repeatedly encounter. All stereotypes begin to a
certain degree with some particular aspect of a
Correspondence and reprint requests: Doug Risner, certain population, which is then applied or
Ph.D., M.F.A., 400 Woodland Street, Denton, Texas
essentialized, to the group as a whole. But at the
76209.
same time, these assumptions about men and

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young male adults in dance education are part methodology larger themes of human experience
of what D. A. Miller describes as the “open se- present themselves and other realities can be
cret,” a knowledge that is present and under- embraced. To perform this research in a man-
stood, yet unspoken and unarticulated. This se- ner that was in agreement with my assumptions
cret is, in Miller’s words, “a secret that everyone and research philosophy, I chose a methodology
hides because everyone holds.”7 drawn from phenomenological and hermeneu-
Although recent research indicates that gay and tic inquiry.13
bisexual men comprise half the male population
in dance in the US,1,8 serious scholarship and peda- Procedures
gogical study rarely address the experiences of gay The general procedures for this study included
men and boys in dance education. While we know interviews with seven male dancers in beginning
and accept that many of our male students and level dance technique courses I taught at a pub-
colleagues in dance education are gay, we rarely lic university in the southeastern United States.
discuss the fact critically in popular or scholarly Of the six participants who completed the study,
discourse. three self-identified as heterosexual, two as gay,
This interpretive inquiry explores the ways in and one as bisexual. After the initial series of
which young adult males experience and make interviews, one participant elected to discon-
meaning of social stigmatization associated with tinue involvement in the study. Of the remain-
men in dance. More specifically, what do males in ing six, four were Caucasiona, one Aftrican-
dance perceive as the cultural meanings of sexual American, and one Latino. For five of the six
orientation through their experiences in dance men, dance technique courses were required for
education? How do young males in dance express either their majors in theater or education, or
their sexual orientation and what is the by their dance minor. The participants ranged
profession’s response to such expressions? What in ages from 18 to 26 years of age, with the ma-
can we learn from these voices about what it means jority in the lower, 18 to 19 year, portion of this
to be gay, straight, or bisexual in a homophobic range.
world? Each participant was interviewed twice; inter-
views lasted between 45 and 60 minutes. Although
Methodology interview questions focused on the dancers’ expe-
Qualitative interpretive research takes as one riences as young men in dance education, the in-
of its central tenets that research should ren- terview format was posed in a semi-structured,
der a larger understanding of what it is to be open-ended fashion, allowing the dancers to speak
human in the world. Stinson and Anijar assert candidly about themselves and their experiences.
the aim of interpretive research is to elicit mean- Interview questions that would result in specific
ing and understanding rather than proving or “yes” or “no” answers were kept to a minimum, as
disproving facts.9 The small sample size for this were highly specific questions other than bio-
inquiry is characteristic of many qualitative re- graphical information. However, a confidential
search studies. Miles and Huberman note that survey instrument was administered at conclusion
qualitative samples “tend to be purposive, rather of the study for the purposes of internal validity
than random.” 10 My concern in this project is and discrepant data.
“personal meaning making” and the ways in It is important to acknowledge that perform-
which young men make sense of their experi- ing research with one’s students is not without
ences in dance study. Given these assumptions, its own unique set of problems and ethical quan-
I sought a methodology that would retain the daries. As Green has suggested about this type
richness of individual awareness contained in of dual-role relationship, “researchers must be
the dancers’ narratives. self-reflexive and continually seek outliers and
Acknowledging that the researcher can never discrepant cases.” 14 Although conducting re-
be truly objective, the purpose of qualitative re- search with one’s students may sensitize re-
search in Donmoyer’s words, “is not to subsume searchers to their ethical obligations as both
particular events under general categories but teacher and researcher, these concerns do not
to alter the general categories and constructs to invalidate the findings of this study, but instead
better accommodate the novelty of the particu- more clearly frame its interpretation and future
lars.”11 Narrative research reveals the plurality scholarly reference.
of our human experience as evidenced by the sin- For the purposes of this research, I posed
gularity of individual existence. 12 Within this broad questions to allow the dancers’ voices to
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explore their own personal histories and mean- do they’re gay, and if they’re gay, that’s wrong.”
ingful experiences as men enrolled in profes- “They’re more effeminate.” “Only gay guys dance.”
sional dance study. Questions asked included: “I was very interested in dancing, but you know
boys don’t take dance classes.” And finally Jacob
• What prompted you to take a dance tech-
(pseudonyms used throughout) offered a more
nique class?
clinical answer, “If you were to take a survey of all
• Did you have an interest in dance?
male dancers, there would be a correlation between
• Before taking this course, what did you
homosexuality and male dancers.”
think about dance?
When asked where these preconceptions come
• Can you speak about studying dance as a
from, many responses indicate the important role
male?
family members, males in particular, play in shap-
• What’s your experience?
ing their attitudes about men and young males in
• Could you talk about what, if any, images
dance. Drew traces his preconceptions to his fa-
you had about male dancers before this
ther and grandfather:
class?
• What, if anything, is enjoyable about danc- They’re very…. they have a military back-
ing? ground and they’re very men’s men. My
• What, if anything, is uncomfortable about grandfather told me that ‘you need to watch
studying dance? out because there are plenty of fruits.’ He
thinks homosexuals are dangerous. He’s of-
Second interviews provided an opportunity to
ten spouting derogatory remarks, like ‘fag-
revisit significant issues heard earlier, and there-
got’ specifically.
fore were often more individualized. All interviews
were tape recorded and transcribed by the re- Travis, a former Marine, tells me:
searcher. Transcriptions were returned to the par-
My dad said I shouldn’t take it because sis-
ticipants for their own self-editing, deletion, or
sies take it. Everyone in our family was in
addition, where appropriate. After reading the
the Marine Corps. And if I mentioned I
transcriptions a number of times, coding them, and
wanted to take up dance, my dad said, ‘only
consulting my field observations, I edited the in-
queers do that.’ So, I ran track and played
terview material before proceeding further with
baseball instead. But I always wanted to take
the analysis. The analysis of the data generated
dance, but everyone would always call me a
was based on procedures of interpretive inquiry.13,15
sissy if I did.
Extraneous material was eliminated and emerg-
ing themes in each narrative account were identi- Brett, who describes himself as “openly gay” at
fied. An independent researcher then verified the the university, says of his father, “He’s racist and
edited reductions. sexist and homophobic, so he’s not really the best
From the reductions, the young men’s stories person to talk to. I wouldn’t have ever asked him
were brought together conversationally for further for dance classes.”
discussion. The emergent themes reveal a wider Others draw a connection to the attitudes their
perspective of what it means to be a male in dance male friends hold about men in dance. A.J., a
education. These accounts are overlapping clus- dancer and actor, explains:
ters of experience that spiral around and between
I think it was really from my peers, people mak-
the following themes: homosexual stereotypes,
ing fun of dance. That ‘middle school’ kind of
ways of justifying male involvement in dance, the
mentality where… you know, everything that
absence of male role models in dance, internalized
is not the norm is wrong. Boys play football,
homophobia, and divergent social bonds in the
play all sports. And gym is the best class. If
dance studio. For the purposes of this paper, I will
you’re not playing sports, that’s a sissy.
discuss these thematic clusters separately, all the
while intimating the complex tapestry the male Early in the semester Jacob feared that if it be-
dancers’ narratives weave. came common knowledge that he was enrolled in
dance, his freshmen dorm would think he was gay.
Preconceptions Travis shared harassment difficulties he encoun-
All of the participants spoke at great length about tered throughout the semester with his roommate.
popular attitudes and preconceptions of male danc- All of the participants voiced negative precon-
ers in US culture. Unsurprisingly, they told me ceptions of male dancers and societal barriers for
that, “Girls dance. Guys shouldn’t dance, if they young men interested in dance, but at the same
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time each spoke eloquently about the satisfaction difficult as sports. It’s more than sports!” Jacob
they felt while studying dance. Some examples: reminds me that his dorm knows that he plays
soccer and that he has a girlfriend. In his words,
To be able to use your body for expression…
“I guess they just think I’m weird, you know, in-
I think it’s interesting and it’s a good
stead of gay.” A.J. also made clear not only that
challenge.
dance is required for his degree, but also his deep
When I leave dance class, I’m sweating more and profound attraction to both women and sports.
than my workout on the treadmill. I love I have little doubt that the physical nature of
dancing. dance is commensurate with that of football or soc-
cer. Nor do I doubt, for those participants who are
It’s exciting. I look forward to it, because I
straight, the ontological significance of their het-
love moving to music, the drums, that energy.
erosexual orientation. However, I do find it prob-
So how is it these young men balance these com- lematic that justifying male participation in dance
peting narratives? On the one hand, their dance requires testimonials that clearly serve to not only
education is an important source of joy, satisfac- buttress homophobic stereotypes, but also to erase
tion, and affirmation. While on the other, their the experience of half the male population in dance.
masculinity and sexual orientation is repeatedly First, why do these young men, gay and straight,
questioned and surveilled. reaffirm the very stereotypes they repeatedly con-
front themselves? Second, why do these men feel
Justifying Male Participation in Dance it necessary to deny the presence of gay and bi-
Complicated meta-narratives require equally com- sexual males in dance education in order to legiti-
plicated coping mechanisms for the participants. mate their own participation? While we can cer-
As each struggles to bridge individual affirmation tainly acknowledge the enormous courage required
with societal stigmatization, their words tell mul- of these young men to confront social stigmatiza-
tiple stories of justifying male participation in tion, we must also recognize the myriad ways in
dance. Quite interestingly, their stories do not which denigrating some people serves to privilege
break on lines of sexual orientation, which is to others – in this case, heterosexual males.
say I found no characteristically straight or gay
justification narratives. While their modes of cop- Male Role Models in Dance
ing with negative stereotypes differ, most partici- Many of the participants describe their frustra-
pants negotiate stigmatization with solutions that tion with the lack of positive male role models,
conform to dominant definitions of masculinity. including male peers, faculty, and popular images
Drew, A.J., and Brett say that if not required, of male dancers. Drew and A.J., both actors and
they most likely would not have enrolled in dance dancers, use theatre as an example. Drew believes:
initially. Luke, although he has always been inter-
You see acting everyday – TV, movies, com-
ested in dance, cites the requirement as the major
mercials. We get to know these actors. You
reason he pursues dance study. A.J. acknowledges,
know that guy’s an actor, he’s straight and
“If you have to take dance, rather than if you just
he’s got a wife. But we don’t see dancers, un-
chose to take it, it frees you up. By it being a re-
less you’re flipping through PBS (television).
quirement, you don’t have to show that you’re in-
So, we don’t get a chance to know male danc-
terested, but of course I am.” Confessing further
ers. Obviously, not all men in dance are gay.
he reveals, “I think I did use it (the requirement)
as an excuse with my friends back home, my fam- A.J. reiterates, “I think the reason males don’t
ily. I wouldn’t talk about my dance classes much, dance is that guys don’t have any role models in
but I’d be like, ‘I have to take it; it’s required.’” dance. In theatre there’s Tom Cruise, Tom Hanks,
Luke’s words, “Yes! I have to take dance!” reaf- whoever. I think it’s a shame.” Luke voices his con-
firm the importance of the requirement as an alibi cern about the absence of male examples, “It’s tough.
or excuse. Travis and Jacob rationalize their strong I don’t see men dancing. Don’t get me wrong, I love
attraction to dance study by situating dance, at my women teachers, but I feel like, ‘am I supposed
least from their vantage point, as a masculine, to move that way?’ No role models, it’s you [the re-
heterosexual sport activity. Travis declares, “I do searcher] and Tyrell [another male instructor].”
justify it to others. Most people have misconcep- Travis echoes a similar position, “I mean my best
tions of dance, that only weak people take it so friends are girls, but in dance, because I’m the only
they won’t have to play sports, that dancers guy or only one of a couple of guys, sometimes I feel
couldn’t play football. I let them know it’s just as I can’t relate. That’s why I wanted to be in your [the
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researcher’s] class. I feel more comfortable with a Jacob (who identifies as straight) and Brett (who
male teacher.” Brett summarizes, “I’m glad that I identifies as gay) seem to have accepted the ho-
have a male teacher. I like it. And also, just because mophobic responses they often garner, but also
you’re [the researcher] a male and you’re gay, you’re attempt to minimize the personal impact of such.
a very good role model for me.” Jacob admits, “It’s really annoying, but I don’t give
it much heed. I mostly try to avoid those people
Accepting Homophobia – Internalizing altogether, but it still hurts, especially in the dorm.”
the Stereotype Brett confides:
Without strong role models to challenge narrow
In high school I got called faggot everyday of
views of gender identity, Drew suggests that ho-
my life. Now I make sure I surround myself
mosexual stereotypes become so imbedded in
with people and situations where I won’t expe-
dominant definitions of masculinity that young
rience homophobic remarks or actions. But I
males in dance often become complacent. He says:
mean it’s going to happen, just walking down
I didn’t really have any concept of homosexu- the street, people still drive by and yell ‘faggot’
ality in elementary school. It wasn’t until or ‘queer.’ I just accept it’s gonna happen.
middle school that these stereotypes started
coming out and… by that time I was so ac- Divergences
customed to them, I thought it was ridicu-
For the remainder of this paper, I want to focus
lous. I accepted that people feel that way.
upon areas of this research in which the partici-
A.J., who is self-identified as straight, confesses: pants’ narratives appear to divide on lines of
sexual orientation. But at the same time, and for
I learned not to come [to dance class] too
a number of reasons, I am wary about making gen-
early because then you have to sit in the hall-
eralizations about the differing experiences of gay
way, where you know the basketball players
and bisexual males and straight males in dance
are walking. So I knew not to come that early.
education.
I’d be sure I’d get there so that I could just
First, because if feminist theory and identity poli-
walk right in. It was just kind of uncomfort-
tics has taught us anything about human liberation,
able. You know what I’m saying? I wasn’t like
we know that drawing our own particular lines in
frightened about what they would think, I
the sand has frequently produced divisive territo-
just wanted to keep a low profile.
rial disputes and unnecessary fragmentation. In or-
Oh, and when the teacher would leave the
der to address homophobia in a meaningful way, we
door open, I’d get really embarrassed because
will need to bridge larger concerns about sexism,
all the sports jocks would stop and look in at
gender inequity, and dominant definitions of mas-
the girls. And I’d feel like, you know, “oh, God
culinity and femininity. Second, it should be clear
they’re looking at me doing… frappes.” That
from the examples above that homophobic prejudice
was embarrassing.
is experienced by both gay and straight male danc-
When I was in ballet I was really embar-
ers. Therefore, I am reluctant to distance gay danc-
rassed by carrying around my ballet shoes
ers from their heterosexual counterparts, or to place
and stuff. Walking toward the gym but not
these concerns solely on the plate of gay and lesbian
going into the gym, but going into the dance
dance educators.
studio. Like a couple of my friends had this
Having said that however, I do believe we have
joke where after dance class we’d act like we
much to learn from the divergence of these sto-
had just come from weightlifting. Now it
ries. From the participants’ narratives, as well as
doesn’t really bother me that much. I’m so
my observations of these students in class, it ap-
used to it.
pears that important relationships and social
Travis, who came out to me in our final inter- bonds forged in dance class tend to break on lines
view, resists this kind of complacency: of sexual orientation, as does parental support and
encouragement for these young men.
Everyone always assumes that men in dance
are gay, like Bridget. She automatically knew Social Bonds in the Studio
that all the men in our class were gay, that’s The Straight Experience
what she said. She wasn’t sure if I was gay, but
A.J., Drew, and Jacob (all self-identified as straight)
assumed I was because I was taking this class.
tended to stick together throughout the entire se-
But it doesn’t get talked about – you know, the
mester. Their support of one another was evident
gay thing. That makes me so angry.
in many instances – helping one another with
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movement combinations, cheering each other on rary, heterosexual masculinity.17 In the dance stu-
across the floor, partnering with one another on dio, this may explain the rationale for A.J., Drew,
alignment experiences, and working and Jacob’s exclusively heterosexual bonding.
collaboratively on midterm and final practical At other times it seems that gay males are dis-
projects. Drew shares his connection with other interested in developing relationships with their
straight males: male peers. What’s more, they frequently have very
little positive to say about other gay men in dance.
A.J. and I… we always try to stick together.
Luke tells me, “I never talk to men in class. I pre-
We’ve kind of resolved to take our dance
fer straight women because they’re not as diffi-
classes together. I’m not comfortable with
cult to talk to as gay men.” When I ask Luke to
girls so it’s nice to have another boy, another
elaborate, he explains:
person in the class I know.
Well, we are so engulfed in our own learning,
Jacob relays that:
we don’t identify with other gay guys. This
I share a locker with Drew. We talk a lot and sounds stupid, but I really don’t like gay
socialize. I’ve tried to make more of an at- people that often. And the ones that I do like
tempt to introduce myself to the girls, but I really get on my nerves. I talk to straight
usually go across the floor with him, and well, women. It’s easier. I mean, who wants to talk
you’re in a room with a number of very at- to a bitchy male dancer?
tractive young women. Sometimes you can’t
Brett traces his proclivity for relationships with
help where your eyes go. So, I usually dance
women in dance to his childhood experiences of
with A.J., you know ‘high fives’ and all.
girls as being more accepting:
A.J. and his roommate (who also studies dance)
Growing up, most of my friends were girls.
practice together outside of class a couple times per
Women in general are more warm and open.
week and often frequent the local dancewear store
You know, accepting. And a lot of girls don’t
together, so that neither has to go alone. A.J. says,
have a problem with me being gay anyway.
“We’ll go to pick out new jazz shoes or ballet shoes if
Like they don’t really care. Part of it is I’m a
we need them, or warm-up clothes. It’s fun. I’m sure
guy and they want to have guy friends. And I
that some of the people think we’re gay.”
can talk to them. I’m not trying to get in their
The Gay and Bisexual Experience pants or anything. So, it’s probably refresh-
ing not to have to worry about that, like with
For Travis, Luke, and Brett (all self-identified
straight guys.
as gay or bisexual), the story is quite different.
None formed important bonds with other men Brett’s relationships are also influenced by his low
in dance – straight or gay. Sometimes this was tolerance for those males in dance he perceives as
caused by the powerful ways in which hetero- still in the closet. He chides:
sexual male dancers exclude them by forming
I know many openly gay men in theatre, but
close bonds with one another. Travis feels a pro-
in dance, many are closeted. I don’t under-
found sense of alienation from all of the males
stand why. I get so frustrated with them. I
in his technique classes. He says:
mean, I know it’s difficult and I don’t judge
I’ve tried but… I feel like I’m an outcast in them, but please, we’re in dance… and these
class with the guys. I don’t know why. Some- closeted gay guys try so hard. It’s all about
times, I feel they treat me differently. They their girlfriends. I just figure I’m not gonna
stick together. So, I’ve bonded with the waste my time.
women. My best friends are girls anyway.
The words of Brett and Luke indicate, like some
Observing Travis and his heterosexual peers in gay men and lesbians unable to escape the perva-
class, I have witnessed the kind of treatment he sive nature of heterocentric bias and homophobic
describes. prejudice, an internalized homophobia, in which
For straight males, homosocial bonding, although they self-identify as gay or bisexual, they
Sedgwick notes, requires a complete disavowal of develop negative feelings about homosexuality and
homosexual attraction and necessitates a ho- gay people.18,19
mophobic attitude in order to sustain such inti- Because I found this complicated phenomenon
macy.16 Recent research in men’s studies finds that surprising, I asked these three in particular if they
homophobia is a defining element in contempo- felt that dance was a supportive environment for
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gay men. Although the group uniformly believed and bisexual students face verbal, sexual, or physi-
that dance provides an extremely open and sup- cal harassment or physical assault while at
portive atmosphere for gays, each struggled to ar- school,20 and nearly half of all gay and lesbian
ticulate the ways in which they experience the youth suffer violence from their families, peers,
support to which they attest. Brett says, “There’s and strangers.21 The American Journal of Public
some sort of sense of support in that nobody’s call- Health finds that teenagers (mean age: 15.5 years)
ing you names. It’s not hostile.” Luke believes, “It’s with same-sex attractions are nearly three times
a big escape in the studio. When I come out of dance as likely to attempt suicide than heterosexual
class I feel it all coming back on me, to be a cer- youths.22 Massachusetts Safe Schools Program for
tain way, to answer to all these people.” Travis con- Gay & Lesbian Students has shown important sta-
siders dance supportive because, “There’s no ha- tistical links between levels of student harassment
rassment from the other dancers. It’s… neutral experienced and attempted student suicide. Ac-
and that feels extremely supportive.” cording to the Human Rights Watch, a non-profit
The interesting picture these young gay and advocacy and research organization, millions of
bisexual men paint, in conjunction with my field gay teenagers may be subjected to such widespread
observations over the semester, depicts a contra- harassment and teacher indifference in US schools
dictory landscape characterized by a strong sense that they do not receive an adequate education.23
of gay and bisexual support and affirmation on While there is vast individual variation, young
the one hand, but a deeply internalized homopho- gay males tend to begin homosexual activity dur-
bia on the other. This landscape, when combined ing early or mid-adolescence. Since adolescents are
with the homophobic attitudes characteristic of only beginning to possess the capacity for formal
homosocial bonding, tends to isolate gay males reasoning skills that allow them to cognitively in-
from their straight male classmates, as well as tegrate their sexual experiences, dance educators
from each other. What this small picture may be must realize that gay male adolescents and teens
showing us is that young males in dance — gay are extremely vulnerable to gender criticism, ho-
and straight – tend to distance themselves from mophobic attitudes, anti-gay slurs, and the absence
gay males and homosexuality. of positive gay male role models. Young gay males
may also suffer from internalized homophobia
Differences in Parental Support learned throughout childhood in which self-hate,
In addition to differences in social bonding, one low self-esteem, destructive behavior, and further
other important difference between gay/bisexual confusion characterize their underlying attitudes
participants and straight participants focuses on and conduct.
the kind of support and encouragement these Moreover, gay adolescents and teens often have
young men experience from their parents. Hetero- far fewer resources available to them for under-
sexual dancers describe their parents as much standing homosexuality and same-sex attraction
more supportive of their dancing compared to gay in a balanced and unbiased manner. Social sup-
participants’ parents. Bailey and Oberschneider port networks for the young gay male are rare.
found the same phenomenon in their psychologi- Leaving the dance studio often means returning
cal study of 90 professional male dancers, with only to the embarrassment and humiliation of being
13% of gay male dancers citing parental encour- labeled the pansy, fag, or queer. This kind of envi-
agement (as compared to 60% of straight male ronment is stressful and often threatening, par-
dancers).1 The lack of parental support and ap- ticularly since these are young people struggling
proval experienced by gay male dancers may be to claim and affirm their sexual orientation in a
attributed to parents’ more general disapproval frequently hostile social atmosphere. Dance edu-
of dancing, or to dance as a career choice for their cators, aware of it or not, have a profound impact
sons. It may well be the case that larger fears of on this environment.
homosexuality inhibit parents from encouraging
their male children to pursue dance study, espe- Conclusion: Revisiting the “Open
cially if one or both of the parents harbor homo- Secret”
sexual suspicions about their male child. While I have little doubt that the field of dance
education is generally more accepting of homo-
Gay Youth Today sexuality, I believe this study illustrates the
For dance educators, it is worthwhile to situate ways in which this kind of quiet internal “ac-
these concerns in a larger educational context. A ceptance” obscures larger social issues that
recent survey finds that nearly 70% of lesbian, gay, males in dance repeatedly encounter. Through
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the dancers’ words heard here, an account of sages about difference and prejudice. Regretta-
what it means to be a male in dance education bly, by maintaining the “open secret,” the legacy
is revealed. By bringing the participants’ nar- we have unwittingly nurtured is one that not
ratives into conversation with one another, a only breeds further societal suspicion and nar-
deeper understanding of social stigmatization is row definitions of masculinity, but also one that
articulated through stories that lace together ignores the vast contribution that gay men and
four important themes: homophobic stereotypes, young adults make to the profession.
narrow definitions of masculinity, the absence
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