A Heart of Mesquite

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Category: Gen
Fandom: Thor - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers
(Marvel) - All Media Types
Character: Loki (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Tony Stark, Clint Barton, Steve Rogers,
Frigga (Marvel), Odin (Marvel), Sif (Marvel), Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Kid Loki, Warning: Loki, Depressing, Past Child Abuse, deaged,
Deaged Loki - Freeform, Loki Needs a Hug, Whump, Child Neglect, It
Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, The Author Regrets Nothing, Odin's
A+ Parenting, Frigga's A+ Parenting, Abandonment, Bullying, Self
Confidence Issues, Self-Esteem Issues, Loki Has Issues, Odin's Bad
Parenting, Odin is a dick, Self-Hatred, Loki Angst, Oblivious Thor,
Triggers, Age Regression/De-Aging, It Gets Worse
Series: Part 1 of A Heart Of Mesquite
Collections: Loki_is_bae, Finished faves
Stats: Published: 2014-03-05 Completed: 2015-03-19 Chapters: 34/34 Words:
43941

A Heart of Mesquite
by Sif (Rosae)

Summary

Tags and warnings will be updated later. Cross-uploaded from my Fanfiction account.
Fair warning there will be a lot of angst and stuff to come. This will basically turn into Loki
Whump. Things will get better for him though!
_______________
So rather than torturing Loki, Odin gets some sense and admits that what Loki turned out to
be was a product of bulling and neglect. After some research a spell is found that will turn
back Loki's life until such a point as he could be saved. When they began to cast the spell,
everyone was expecting something, but no one expected the result.

Notes
See the end of the work for notes
 The First Root
Chapter by Rosae

When Odin had announced that after much consideration the blame for Loki's actions on Midgard
could not be punished by the normal means of Asgard, there had been much outrage and
questioning. It wasn't until it was released later that a healer had tried to help Loki's mind and had
almost fallen into a state of shock at how broken and shattered he was, that the people of Asgard
simmered down and accepted that there was no way to budge either Odin or Thor on the statement.

Four sunrises later it was told that in place of a punishment both Loki and Asgard were being given
a second chance, a spell had been found that could be used to reverse Loki's time stream and bring
him back to a point where he could be saved from the pits of madness. Along with this news came
warnings of what were to happen to anyone who revealed to the new Loki what had happened over
the last few years, and more warnings about what would happen to anyone who dared harm the
Loki that was to come based on old actions. Those mostly came from Thor.

When the day finally arrived in which the spell would be placed upon Loki, who was currently
under a powerful sleeping spell because let's face it there's no way in hell they'd be able to do it
otherwise, there seemed to be a silence hung over Asgard. The Avengers, who had fought so hard
to protect their planet from the man, had been invited to be present at the ceremony. Of them only
Bruce had chosen to stay at the tower for rather obvious reasons. Like many of the Asgardians,
most of the team members had been angered at Loki's lack of punishment along with several of
them who are not to be named thinking the entire thing was rather creepy. However, once they
found there was little they could do, they turned their emotions to curiosity when Tony had
brought up the fact that no one knew what age Loki would turn into.

Thor and Odin both had it firmly place in their minds that the spell would take but a few decades
off of Loki and leave most of him remaining. Frigga had a bit more sight than both her son and
husband and she had confessed to Steve that she would think Loki would return to the equivalent of
his early 20s. Hawkeye and Natasha both shared the same idea, as both of them had suffered
through a fair amount of crap in their lives and both had close encounters with Loki, so they were
firmly set at under 18. Steve had refused to give what age he thought Loki would come out, and
Tony had guessed that he would be in his mid to early teens. Everyone had their own idea of what
to expect as the spell folded itself around Loki's peacefully resting form.

No one had been able to foresee the five year old that lay where the man had once been.

A strange silence fell over the room as the room's occupants. Said silence lasted all of twelve shell-
shocked seconds before the room burst into a flurry of noise and panic. Little could be made out
between the boom of both Odin and Thor shouting at the same time, while the spell's casters were
racing back and forth to check that everything had been cast correct. No one could really
understand what was going on, thus nothing useful was really happening and the only thing all the
chaos seemed to be doing was amusing Tony further. Though it was serving that purpose well as
his armor was really the only thing stopping his from keeling over laughing.

It took almost two full minutes for the room to calm down enough so that someone could
understand what was being said. Odin had taken the floor of the room with Thor barely stopping
himself from growling at the casters. After a moment's quiet Odin spoke to the lead spell-caster
"What error has caused your magic to regress my son far past the proper age?" as he spoke his
voice boomed in a way that was clearly threatening pain should an answer not be given that suited
him.
"M-my lord, I am sorry but if there is an error in the spell then I can not find it. We checked the
runes thrice fold before we even thought of casting the spell, I am afraid that it may be that the root
of Loki's madness lies far deeper than was once thought." Stuttered out the caster in reply, the
spindly man cringed in fear as he finished his statement. Hid head was bowed down and his eyes
downcast.

It was only the presence of guests that allowed Odin to keep his temper in check and not strike
down the caster before him, rather he breathed in deeply once before half speaking, half growling
his reply "Then check them again. I want every available magician working to fix this error now."
The casters took no time in seizing the dismissal before Odin could change his mind. They scurried
from sight, taking their books with them.

Frigga, who had been standing right behind the throne in a state of shock up until this point, now
brought herself back to reality enough so to understand that her youngest son was now a child
laying upon a cold stone floor and could likely be hurt without anyone having checked on his
health. Sweeping forward across the room, past Odin and Thor and down onto her knees next to
Loki, ever so gently she reach out to touch his neck and feel for a pulse, and to her great relief she
found one. It was pumping weakly as it always had: often it had worried her throughout his
childhood at how much more fragile he was in comparison. It had been one of the reasons Odin
had allowed Loki to pursue magic rather than swords.

The queen pushed the thoughts aside for later worrying as she ever so gentle scooped his tiny form
into her arms and without paying her elder son or husband any mind, carried him down the hallway
towards the healers.

The room she left behind was plunged into a silence as the subject of their shouting matches and in
one case laughter exited the room. Now that the rage, panic and amusement had left the room, the
only thing remaining was an awkward silence, said silence was broke when Tony decided to speak,
his voice dripping with sarcasm "I think that went well."

A/N:

I'm sorry for lack of updates/sequel to Frozen Hearts Can Shatter Too. Lazy authoress is lazy. I
promise I will have the second half of this up before the end of the month and with some luck I
should have a fluffier sequel/companion piece to Frozen Hearts Can Shatter Too.

If I made any mistakes on this please feel free to tell me, this is unbetaed so any help is
appreciated.

I now have a friend in real life betaing this for me! You should still feel free to point out anything
he missed.
 The Second Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

A few hours had passed of chaos but finally it seems things had simmered down to a begrudged
muttering. Frigga had barred Odin and Thor from entering the chambers of healing with a quick
assurance that he was somewhat healthy and that their presence would only serve to distract the
healers along with herself.

During the timespan that Thor and Odin had been waiting outside the healers' room so that they
might be able to see Loki, one of the magicians had timidly approached them with the news that
there had been no error found in the spell no matter how many times it was checked over. The poor
man was very nearly brought to the dungeons in Odin's rage had Tony not stepped in to point out
that it wasn't his fault that Loki was truly messed up. A shouting match might have ensued at that
point had it not been but seconds after that statement that Frigga entered the hallway.

"Loki's condition has been stabilized. He now rests in one of the beds as the healers watch over
him." Frigga had spoken in a firm voice, not with the volume of Odin or Thor, but with a finality
that left no room for more arguing.

After a few seconds Thor dared to speak up from the corner in which he had tucked himself into.
"Will we be able to see him soon?" his voice of a much softer tone full of what could have been
hope or worry, most likely both.

Frigga gave her eldest son a smile and a nod accompanied by an answer "Yes. The healers will tell
me when he has awakened. If he is well enough then I will send for you." She glanced around to
see if anyone had anything more to ask and finding no other questions she swept down the hallway.

Barely an hour later one of the healers exited the doorway to find that Odin had left but Thor and
the avengers had remained. Brushing passed them and ignoring Thor's hurried quarry as to Loki's
condition the lady left the hallway in the same direction as Frigga. Minutes later she returned,
following the queen as she made their way to the doorway. This time Thor's question did not go
unanswered but rather he was given a soft reassurance that Loki was well. Once that had been
taken care of Frigga went through the doorway and into the chambers of healing.

What she saw was not was she had been expecting. To be fair though, she wasn't really sure what
she should have been expecting. Loki was huddled in a tangle of blankets backed against a wall and
into a corner, he seemed to be very, very confused about what was going on and who all these
strange people were. The healers had been attempting to get closer to him with soothing words, but
all they had done was frighten him more.

"Stand back." Frigga murmured in a voice to soft for the child Loki to hear but loud enough so that
the healers could. As they stepped back and Loki began to relax she stepped forward, crouching as
she did so. In the softest and sweetest voice she could manage she spoke to the half child, half
bundle "Loki, I know that you are scared right now, but I need you to calm down. Okay? Nobody
is going to hurt you, I promise."

It took a few seconds of staring before Frigga's words made it to Loki's ears but even then he didn't
seem to react to them. Rather he looked at her face for a few seconds more before croaking out in a
shy, scared and very confused voice

"Mother?"

While Odin, Thor and Frigga had all thought that de-aging Loki was a good idea, they had
forgotten to include one very important point in their thoughts, how in Hela's name are they going
to explain this to Loki without revealing what happened? Frigga had coaxed Loki back onto the
bed, still mostly in the blankets, with a promise of an explanation, one that she was still trying to
think up. After a few more minutes of being stared at by questioning eyes, she picked a story to tell
him, one rather similar to a Midgard fairy-tale. She turned to him and began to spin the tale "I'm
sorry to keep you waiting, but the shock of seeing you awake after so long has gotten to me. We
had thought you dead or at least trapped in an eternal sleep for so long. You were hit with a spell
and though we tried to undo the damage there was little that could be done."

Loki watched her closely throughout the tale and for a few moments Frigga thought he might call
out her lie but she need not have fretted as a few seconds later he asked "Is everyone okay? Is Thor
alright?" A note of panic sounded in his voice as he recalled his brother and worry writhed on his
face.

Quickly Frigga moved an arm around him and reassured him in a soft tone "Thor is fine, as is
everyone else. However they are… older. Much time has passed since you began your sleep. Many
things have changed in Asgard." Carefully Loki turned over Frigga's words, reading into them.
After having given her words much thought he tilted his head back and looked her in the eye
before asking

"How old are they?"

The queen sighed and returned his gaze before answering "Thor and Sif now both stand fully
grown, as do their friends. Thor has grown to be old enough to lead his warriors into battle and Sif
has grown to be one of them."

At this statement Loki did not react as Frigga thought he might have. Throughout this whole thing
she was surprised at how calmly he took the news once the threat to Thor had passed. She had been
expecting more fear or outrage or panic. Not this quiet acceptance he was now giving her. If
anything she would have preferred the panic. Then at least she could try to calm him down or
sooth his fears.

Rather than fear or anger Loki simply gave a nod of his head. Not a shell-shocked nod of horror
but just a nod as he schooled his face into a polite mask. Frigga began to worry the moment she
saw it, she had seen a young adult Loki morph his face into that look far too many times and now
that she looked back she could find it accruing earlier and earlier in her memories. She knew that
the face meant Loki was hiding, she knew what hiding lead to. However, before she could move to
attempt to help him he spoke up, his gaze still fixed on her eyes yet somehow not meeting them

"Is he here?"

Frigga did not miss the hidden question within his words 'Can I see him?' Biting her lip she gave
the question a few moments one hand she would have liked to spend more time with her son, not to
mention Thor was an awful liar and Loki could catch on. On the other hand, Thor and Loki had
been very close when they were younger and she wasn't sure if it would be a good idea to keep the
two separated for long. Taking one more glance down at her youngest son she decided that
anything that helped remove that mask from Loki's face was the best course of action.

"I will tell him that you wish to see him now. Will you be alright here on your own?" To which the
former trickster gave a nod and just the slightest glimmer of excitement shone past the mask before
he quickly locked it away and answered in a respectful voice, one that she would have expected to
hear from a noble who sought something from Odin. Not from a child who had yet to have passed
even the first marking of maturing.

"If he is not busy and has the time, then yes, I do think it would be a good idea for the two of us to
meet. I also do not think I will have any issues being alone for a few minutes."

Frigga was now truly worried. Not because that sort of thing was unusual behavior for Loki when
she looked back into his past, but rather that the fact that this was not unusual behavior for Loki.

Now that she took the time to glance backwards at those memories she did have of Loki, more
worry attacked her as she noticed how easy it was for her to recall the times he had done wrong, but
how hard it was for her to remember all the times he had tried to do right. She knew that there had
been many times he had done the correct thing but it would seem that those times were almost
always overshadowed by Thor. But no matter how far back she looked Frigga could not recall a
time that Loki had not been like this. Only now with the proof thrust in front of her eyes could she
look back and see all the wrongs Loki had been done.

Frigga pulled herself from her thoughts to give Loki a sweet smile and then exit the room. No
words were offered from either, Loki because he had naught to say and Frigga because if she said
any more she might very well break from the urge to beg her son for forgiveness.

Once outside the door in the hall that connected the healer's rooms, Frigga was relived to find no
healers present so that she might not be seen in such a state. In the peace of the hall she sank down
until she sat and covered her face with her hands as the memories of all the times she had passed
over Loki. They flooded by her, a thousand moments of times that she could have done something.

A thousand times she had ignored his needs in favor of Thor's because at the time she had not been
able to see that both children were her sons. Not simply the golden child. A thousand times she had
forgotten a promise, a meeting or even Loki himself. A thousand times she had not stood up for
him be it in front of children, nobles or Odin himself. A thousand times that she had stood by and
allowed him to be mocked, harmed or punished to avoid a conflict. Even when she knew quite well
he had done nothing to deserve it.

As Frigga looked back upon her failures she did not just morn over what she might have been able
to do. Instead she learned, learned from all the wrongs she had done so that she would not make
them over again with this second chance this wondrous spell had afforded her. And as she looked
back over all those times she came to a conclusion. It was not a conclusion she wanted to draw and
not one she would speak of until she had thought it over a hundred times, yet somehow she knew
that it would always be the one she would draw. The factor that never changed throughout all that
is bad that had happened to Loki was Asgard. From the people that lived in it to the very land itself
that seemed to reject him she could see now that it would be near impossible to raise him here,
especially after all that had taken place. Now Frigga could see that if Loki was to heal, was to be
restored to his right state of mind, it would not happen in Asgard.

With that thought stuck now at the back of her mind she pulled herself up from the floor and
cleaned her face with her sleeve. Frigga took a few moments but she managed to regain what was
close enough to her normal composure so that Thor would not be able to see what worried her, not
that she was worried, fooling Thor took all the same intelligence as fooling a rather loyal dog.

With a confidence so full and strong and yet so very fake, Frigga exited the hall onto the central
conjugation of the healer's chambers and from there she exited into the hallway where Thor, Sif
and their allies from Midgard awaited. When she strode out the doorway she was met with a tense
 silence.

Two glances told her that Odin had left the area. Good, this would give her an excuse to leave and
attend to her thoughts. She spoke with the same definitive voice from before "Loki is now awake
and as far as the healers and I can tell, he is unharmed. He is, however, more than a little confused.
I have told him that he was attacked by a spell caster and plunged into a sleep in which he did not
age. Thor, try not to bring up the matter, as you have as much talent in lying as Loki had at
following orders. I am going to inform Odin of the current situation as well. If an issue should
happen upon you, please contact one of the healers and they will inform me." And with that she
swept down the hallway.

Thor almost leapt up from the seat he had taken at the news that Loki wished to see him. Seconds
later he reminded himself of how fragile Loki had been when they were younger. If Loki wished to
see him he would have to calm himself so as not to harm or scare him. As he calmed himself, he
gave his mother a nod and walked into the chambers of healing. With cautioned steps he made his
way in only to remember he didn't know what room Loki was in. He opened his mouth to ask but
before he could one of the older healers put a finger to her lips and then moved it towards the first
hall on the right. A moment passed with them in that pose before she shifted them so as to convey
the number three. Thor gave her a grateful smile and nod before he moved to the hall and down it
until he reached the first room. A closed door met him and after drawing a few shaky breaths
before his hand clasped the doorknob and began to turn.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Annnd I'm ending it there because I am a terrible person.

Next up will be the sequel to A Frozen Heart.

Some mistakes in the last chapter have been corrected thanks to my new beta!

See you guys next whenever-the-heck-I write-the-next-chapter!

 The Third Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Summary

A hug, a choice and one failed game of space invaders.

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Thor entered the room quietly, as he did so he braced himself for what he would see. To be honest,
he could barely remember what had happened that morning in the Throne room, and he hadn't been
able to get a good look at the new Loki yet, when he had asked Frigga of his new age earlier she
had just brushed it off with the vague term "Young" and then hurried on her way. Even with all the
bracing he had done on the way to the room and in those hours outside it nothing could have
prepared him for what he saw, Loki, his treasured little brother, looking barely old enough to talk,
was curled up in a mound of blankets.

Now Thor had always and would always love Loki. Loki was his darling little brother and even
though there had been times when Thor would do something horribly, horribly wrong or just in
general be a terrible brother to Loki, before the ceremony it had always been that Loki would still
love him back. Now Thor was having to resist scooping his baby brother up into his arms and
never letting him leave. No really, Loki was absolutely adorable and Thor was using all of the
control he could muster to not 'Aww' as Loki started to open his eyes. After a few moments Loki
managed to succeed and drowsily he pushed himself up into a sitting position and scrubbed at his
eyes with one hand. He glanced up after a moment more of clearing away the sleep, his green orbs
brightening at the sight of his brother. Even through all of the years that he had missed Loki would
still always recognize his brother and the thought brought a light to his eyes that Thor had not seen
for ages. It did worry Thor that Loki did not smile at him, but then again Thor had done so little to
be smiled at.

For a moment the two were just happy to see each other but Thor had never had much control and
so he only made it for a few more seconds before he couldn't help himself and threw his arms
around Loki barely managing to stop himself from squeezing the life out of him. Loki put up no
fight at all and instead he wrapped his arms around Thor and returned the hug, with a fair bit less
force.

"It is very good to see you awake and well brother." And Thor wasn't lying, Loki had not been well
for a very long time if the spell had worked correctly and truly the god of thunder was very happy
to have his brother back, no matter of his age.

"It is good to see you as well brother." Loki answered "Thank you for making time to see me."

The first set of words set Thor on cloud nine. Loki had not called him brother in such a truthful and
affectionate manner for centuries. The second of Loki's words had Thor confused and he responded
as such "How could I do anything less?" and after a moment's thought (Actually it was an
impulse.) Thor scooped Loki up more fully into his arms before twisting himself to sit on the bed
settling Loki in his lap both keeping their arms on one another.
Somehow Loki managed to keep his arms wrapped around Thor's side (Even though they were too
small to reach even halfway around), he resettled himself onto his elder brother's lap without a
complaint and for a moment he remained silent, still it was only a few seconds before he asked
"How is everyone? What has changed while I've been asleep?"

"Sif is well, she has been concerned for you. The warriors have also been prospering. Mother and
Father are both fine as well. Do you remember that world we once learned about? That place called
Midgard where the people had just begun to learn? They have grown much throughout the years
and now their world stands just as powerful as Asgard. I have made quite a few friends amongst
their ranks. Some of them are now waiting out in the hallway before the chambers. I think that you
will enjoy their company, especially that of Stark. He is very intelligent and works his own sort of
magic that he calls science…" And as Thor continued to talk about everything and nothing he need
not know that Loki had slipped once more into the grasp of sleep.

_~*% 1 Hour Later With Frigga %*~_

"It is settled then?" Frigga asked. She was sitting in an ornate chair facing opposite Odin. The two
of them were in their shared bedroom near the balcony, both had serious looks resting on their
faces. Neither of them looked very happy at the idea that was being discussed.

Odin took a few minutes before he spoke, his voice expressing an unhappy and distasteful
acceptance "If the Midgardians agree to it, and Thor as well. Then yes, I think that the only course
of action here is that Loki be removed from Asgard if only long enough for the noise and hatred
about his attempted takeover to pass. I fear that no matter how much I threaten, it may not be
enough to keep Loki from finding out about what has happened. Asgard will settle down, given
time, but during that time it would be bad for Loki to remain here."

Frigga nodded at his words and stood up from her seat: she was doing all she could to not lose her
composure. The queen had only just regained her son and she did not wish to send him away, but
she knew it was for the best and that it was to keep Loki safe. Still there was a part of her that
wanted to be selfish, to keep Loki in Asgard where she could watch over and protect him. Where
she could sing him those old lullabies that she used to so long ago.

But Frigga was smarter than that and so with her heart cracking into pieces she spoke "I will go
speak to Thor and his friends now." before she exited the room.

_~*% With the Avengers%*~_

Tony had been quiet for almost the whole of this ordeal, and Steve was now very worried about
him: Tony was not a quiet person. Maybe he was feeling upset that Loki had gotten off easily?
Perhaps he was worried about Thor? He was always one to keep things bottled up. With a self-
assuring nod Steve covered the length of the room to where Tony sat in his armor. Awkwardly he
sat down next to Tony and asked him "Are you okay Tony? You haven't said anything and we're
starting to worry about you…" No response came from him which worried Steve further he spoke
again "Tony, you really can't keep hiding like this. It isn't healthy!" Yet again Tony remained
silent. Now Steve was starting to get angry, why did Tony insist on behaving like this! It was
completely unacceptable.

Steve gave Tony a hit to the side of the helmet in an attempt to get him to answer. This time he got
a response, Tony yanked off his helmet and demanded "Why did you do that?! I was about to get a
new high score!"

Staring blankly for a few moments Steve tried to figure out what he meant before he noticed that in
the helmet was a 'Game Over' screen for Space Invaders flashing in neon colors.
Chapter End Notes

A/N: And there goes the angst factor right out the window.

Yes I do have a reason for why Thor's reaction was basically "OMG Puppy Loki! It
will come up much later. Also I want to be able to write really overprotective Thor.
XD It may also have been that I was listening to Disney music whilst writing this.

Also, in case anyone was wondering, Loki's clothes changed when he did as well
because they also had the spell cast on them and that is how it works. But Loki's
helmet wasn't on him when he was shifted. Why? Because it means I can put the five-
year-old Loki in a giant helmet later on.

See you guys next time!

Side note for my beta; there's your Thor/Loki brother hug.

 The Fourth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Summary

Odin and Frigga have looked back on their past with Loki and realized they made
many mistakes in raising him. This does not mean they've fixed their parenting style.

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

'Do not punch him. Do not punch him. Do not punch Clint.' Was about all that Steve could think at
the time. The fact that Clint was almost on the floor with laughter, and Tony was already on the
floor and still laughing was not helping. Whatsoever.

Thank whatever god(s) that Frigga took that moment to appear around the corner and brought with
her a silence. It was the sort of calm before the storm. Great, first he watched Loki, one of his
greatest foes get reduced to a child, and now some new crap was going to come up. Why did these
sorts of things always happen to him?

Still being the good solider he was (or so everyone liked to think), Steve greeted her politely,
though he wasn't quite able to eliminate the trace of curiosity in his voice. Frigga gave him a nod in
return and a moment of silence followed.

It was Tony who broke it. "Look, we know crap is going to happen and at this point I don't see how
you could have good news for us. Can we skip the whole awkward dodging around, and just get
whatever it is sorted out?"

Steve was about to give the inventor a smack up the head when Frigga gave Tony a smile and
answered him "Yes, I do suppose that would be best. Odin and I have discussed the matter and
have come to the conclusion that it is not safe for Loki to remain in Asgard. There is much
resentment for him here and at least until thing have calmed and the people have settled, we think
it best that he and Thor go elsewhere."

This almost caused an uproar amongst the Avengers. The issue with said uproar being that Tony
spoke up before anyone else could. "Loki could come with us to Earth. While Fury will probably
be angry about it, my guess is everyone else will be fine with it. Humans kinda suck at staying mad
at little kids."

"Tony, I don't know if-" Steve tried to interject, only to have his interjection interjected by Tony,
who waved him off while adding a quick end to the conversation.

"Too late. Already decided. Conversation is over."

The queen glanced back and forth between Tony and Steve with a raised eyebrow, trying to figure
out whose word she should take. Before she could speak on the matter Cap decided to ask "Could
we have a minute? To talk this over? We would have to figure out a few things first."

"Of course. I am going to check on Thor and Loki." She consented and with a smile Frigga moved
 towards the chambers of healing. The moment she was out of sight, Steve tried to reason with Tony
but before his first word could be fully formed the brunette spoke.

"Look, I don't care what you think here. I'm not leaving that kid in this hole. If we do he'll end up
just like before, I mean clearly those two didn't learn anything from all of this. The kid obviously
has abandonment issues as an adult and few to no family connections here, and what's their first
thought when they finally get a second chance? Let's abandon him. Again. I for one am not letting
this happen to that kid for a second time. He and Thor can stay at my house, I can keep an eye on
him there and maybe I can stop this mess from happening all over again."

The rest of the avengers looked at Tony with widened eyes. They had never heard that sort of tone
in his voice. It wasn't quite a commanding tone, but it sure as hell held finality. It would be a more
then fair to assume that perhaps Tony had some past that was related for this. Good luck getting
any one of them to ask him about it though.

Steve finally dared to speak up. "I think that we can all agree to that?" which was met with nods
from around the room.

_*% With Thor and Frigga%*_

With relief that the Midgardians seemed to be okay with the idea of Loki staying with them, Frigga
made her way down the hall to the room she knew Loki and Thor were in. Carefully she inched
open the door to peer in only to be met with a sight that brought a smile to her lips. Thor and Loki
were curled up on the bed together, both fast asleep and both with their arms clutching one another.
The blankets appeared to have been forgotten and so she pulled them over her sons. The smile still
held its place.

For just a moment she wondering if sending Loki away was truly the right choice. Maybe he could
stay- No. She could not allow emotions into this equation. Emotions played no part in good
parenting and if she wished for the best to come of Loki then she would have to accept that fact.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I'm stopping here. There will be another chapter up on Monday though! I will cover
the move in that chapter and some of Kid Loki's inner monologue.

Things to come in the far or near future:

Sledding joy rides

Movies The Man of Steel

And holographic monopoly

Yes you should be very, very afraid.

 The Fifth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Things had been discussed, plans had been made and some things had been packed, but finally it
was time for Thor and Loki to say goodbye to Asgard. Loki had been told another lie about the
family of the sorcerer who had put him to sleep was possibly seeking to harm him, which he had
accepted with a nod and blank stare when Frigga told him. It was more then a little disconcerting,
and most of the avengers (including Thor) were convinced Loki didn't really believe them, but he
wasn't asking questions so they weren't giving him answers. Steve still had hope; he was funny that
way.

The team stood at the edge of the Bifrost with Heimdall as they awaited the arrival of Frigga and
Odin. Already the Warriors Three and Sif were there to say their goodbyes. Sif seemed the most
upset to see them leave: before this whole mess she had had a on and off friendship with Loki. The
two of them had hated each other, Sif because Loki could have so easily take the life of a warrior
which she had been forced to fight for her whole life, yet he chose the life of spell casting and
books; both jobs normally reserved for women. Likewise Loki detested her for the torment he
faced over choosing a career of a female, something that she would never have had to deal with.

Yet the two had also felt the kinship that was within their separate struggles. There had been times
when the world would be overwhelming for the two of them and times when they weren't sure if
they could go on. At those times the two of them would go into the forest where a broken wall
gave a view of a whole valley to anyone who sat upon it, and they would sit there and rest. They
would sit there and pretend that people accepted them, that they were allowed their chosen lives
without consistent struggle. They would pretend nobody ever bullied them, that Loki was never
tripped in the hallways or called mean names behind his back whenever Thor couldn't hear, that Sif
was never forced to fight match after match in a way that few boys could manage without being
able to stop for fear she would lose her place.

Neither Loki nor Sif ever spoke during these times. Simply they sat upon that wall, one foot apart,
never closer, never further, and sometimes Loki would whisper things Sif could not understand in
the language of the trees. Often it sounded like a beautiful song but she had never bothered to ask
what the words meant. Because when they were up on that wall, nothing mattered. Not the names,
not the bruises and most certainly not other people's opinions.

That wall was gone now. It had faded into the earth ages ago. Still, when Loki returned to Asgard,
Sif was going to bring him back there, and try to whisper those same songs. As much as people
claimed that this time thing would be made right with him, Sif could not quite believe that. And
now that she turned those memories around she realized that what Loki had been singing had not
been for him, but for her. It would only be fair to return the favor.

Sif was snapped from her thoughts at the arrival of Frigga and Odin. It was taking a fair bit of her
strength not to glare at them for making yet another really stupid choice with Loki. Perhaps the
Avengers would be able to fix Loki, she stole another glance at them. For all the skepticism that
rose within her, there was a small flare of hope to accompany it. Maybe, just maybe this would turn
out okay.

Frigga was standing just in front of Thor and Loki, they stood just a little ways off from the other
Avengers. First she embraced Thor as Odin stood off to the side, she spoke as she hugged him.
"Take care of yourself, and Loki. And please try to be more careful. When you come back next you
should being that Jane girl with you. I would love to meet her." To which Thor just nodded,
ducking his head in embarrassment at the sniggers from Tony. The queen then turned to Loki,
crouching down next to him and pulling him into a far lighter hug, his bones still felt so breakable.
"You be careful as well, and don't let him be running off to fight anything that moves. Remember
to be good okay?" Loki took the doting a bit worse than Thor did, he nodded with the same semi
blank stare.

After having given a kiss to each of their foreheads, Frigga pulled herself away and Odin stepped
forward. He place a hand on Thor's shoulder and instructed him to keep Loki safe. To which Thor
nodded.

The two of them stepped back to rejoin the group where they waited for a few moments before
Heimdall started up the gate and the whole group was encased in light.

Loki forced his eyes open only to find that the world was, in fact still being rude and more
importantly, not there. Taking its place was a spinning world of white. Snapping his eyes shut
again, Loki brought up one head to scrub at them before he heard Thor ask him a question "Loki,
are your eyes alright?"

Quickly Loki dropped the hand from his face and forced his eyes open once again, the world still
quite bright but now coming into focus admittedly a little painfully. After a moment more he
realized he hadn't answered Thor, something he quickly ratified. "I am fine. Thank you for your
concern."

Thor should not be worrying about Loki, Thor had more important people to be worrying about.
Loki was not an important person. The world finally complied and came fully into focus so Loki
could take a look around at his surroundings. He was standing in front of what appeared to be a
palace, but it was made of materials that Loki had never seen before. Unlike in Asgard where
painting was only done for artwork, this house had been clearly painted a stark white. Rather than
being built of cube shapes like almost everything in Asgard was, it seemed to be made of circles
and to be frank, it reminded Loki more of a spaceship then a house.

"Come on in you guys!" Called out the one named Stark. If Loki remembered correctly it was his
house, a theory affirmed by the way he strode into the building. The group slowly moved into the
house from outside, Loki coming in last following Thor. He still wasn't fully accustomed to this
new place and it was getting on his nerves.

'Calm down. Showing fear means weakness and weakness is bad. You aren't allowed to be weak.'

Carefully Loki schooled his face so that nothing of his thoughts bled through. Politely he listened
as Stark gave the layout of the house, what caught his attention was what he said right after that
"Oh and Loki, you will often hear a voice coming from the ceiling or walls or something. That's
my AI, not somebody sitting in the room. He's like a person except he doesn't have a body or
anything. Sort of, I mean he has a core but he doesn't have a human body. His name is JARVIS, his
nice if not a bit snarky."

Loki stared at Stark blankly, while in his head he was running amuck with confusion. It took him a
few more seconds to make the connection, he then asked. "Like a soul implant?"

Stark gave him a strange look, strange looks were never good. It meant that he had messed up.
Again. To be honest Loki wasn't sure if he was good for much else. If the whispered conversation
he had overheard that had happen between Frigga and Odin was anything to go by, he might not be.
 So it came to great surprise, so great that for a second he lost his mask, when Stark said "Yeah.
That sounds like it. I've never really studied those but I know the concept."

Loki gave him a shocked look for just a moment before replacing the mask, he really didn't know
how to respond here. It was very rare that he was told he was right about something, and those
times were only when Thor backed him up. Then Thor would take over the conversation. Luckily
Stark decided that no more words on that matter were needed and instead bustled Loki and Thor
down a hallway towards two rooms that stood opposite each other.

"You two will be staying here. I'm going to go figure out where to put everyone else, so get
yourselves settled. If you have any questions just ask JARVIS."

Thor spoke the moment Stark left. "I am going to go put my things away. Will you be alright on
your own?" To which Loki gave a nod and almost at the same time the two entered their separate
rooms.

Loki took his backpack off, placing it carefully on the bed. It didn't have very much in it, clothing,
a notebook, ink and a quill and most importantly, Loki's spell book.

Loki loved his spell book, because his spell book taught him Magic. Magic was the most amazing
thing ever. Magic protected Loki, Magic kept Loki safe and Magic made him happy. When Loki
was lonely because Thor had forgotten that he had promised to meet Loki so Loki could gather
herbs in the woods, Magic was there to make a fake Thor. It wasn't as nice as the real Thor, but it
made it hurt less.

When everyone forgot about his birthday again, Magic would allow him to have a fake party in his
room. Magic would let him believe that Odin didn't think he was weak, the Frigga didn't look at
him with that shame, the shame that meant that he wasn't as good as Thor. Magic let him pretend
people cared about him.

Even if it hurt more later when he would lie in bed, fighting tears over whatever injury he had been
given that day by sparring. It was worth it for those few moments of bliss. For those few moments
he could pretend he was loved.

And the best part was Magic needed Loki. Loki gave Magic life, it was Loki whose energy
supplied Magic's form. Nobody needed him, but Magic did. Some days it was the thing that kept
him going, if he stopped, so would Magic. Loki would never let Magic down like that so he would
keep going. No matter how much it hurt.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I think Frozen may have more singing then it does talking. Also the people in it can
teleport to a new location mid-note. No really, it creeps me out.

To explain, Loki stopped using his spell-book when he was about 6 in Midgard years,
right now he is 5 in Midgard years. He switched to a different spell book after that.

Next up, Movie watching!

 Chapter 6
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Loki did not understand what was going on. Stark had gone into his room and dragged him from it,
almost forcefully saying something about a 'movie night'. Were they dangerous? Was it a time of
sorrow for lost ones? Were monsters going to come out? That had been what Loki thought. Now he
really didn't know what to think. Stark had left him in front of a large, gray, slightly protruding
device that looked like a wall. Something about it bothered Loki though; it just didn't seem
ordinary enough to fit in with the other walls. Clearly there was something special about it.

Stark had said something about gathering the others, so clear it posed some sort of threat to them.
Why else would he need Loki here? Quickly, Loki set up runes in a semi-circle around the object
as best he could. It wasn't a very good force field, but he could improve it once he knew more
about the threat. The moment he completed the runes, he activated them. A green force field shot
up until it enclosed the strange wall in a half-sphere. Loki then proceeded to look around for some
sort of weapon. For whatever reason his knife that he kept under his cloak was missing and he
really didn't want to have to reload the ones in his shoes. Oh well, whatever was going to come out
of that thing couldn't be any worse then the warriors in training at Asgard, and Loki had survived
those guys. He could take this. Opening his mouth he started an incantation-

"Loki, don't do that. Don't do whatever you were about to do to the TV. It isn't dangerous. Damn it,
I probably should've explained what that is." Stark yelled, freezing Loki in his tracks. Of course he
had screwed up. Barely two hours in the realm and he had already managed to mess something up.
Now Stark was going to get angry and hit him. Loki didn't like it when people hit him, but they
only did it because he deserved it. What Loki wants doesn't matter, what matters is what is fair and
it only makes sense to punish those who do wrong.

But Stark didn't hit Loki like he should've. Instead Stark scooped Loki up in his arms and pulled
him away from the force field. "Are you alright, Kiddo?"

This was new. Loki wasn't quite sure what was going on. First Stark had said it wasn't dangerous
and now Stark was asking if he was okay, as if there would have been something to harm him.
Slowly he answered "I am not harmed."

"Good. That's good. What's the green thing?" Stark replied, and instead of placing Loki down now
that he knew there was no danger, he hugged Loki just a bit closer. One of his arms was supporting
Loki's legs and most of his weight, and his other arm was keeping Loki steady. Why would he
continue being closer than necessary to Loki? Loki wanted very badly to ask him these things but
Odin's words rang in his ears "You should not question other people's behavior." So Loki let it
pass, and instead he responded to Stark's question.

"The green thing is a force field I made. I thought there was some sort of danger that would come
from the object-wall. I'm very sorry that I did not wait and get a further grasp on the situation
before acting, sir."

Now it was Tony's turn to be surprised. Damn, how did this little kid have enough magic to make
that thing? It covered the whole TV and then some, and Tony did not have a small TV. Darn it,
things were already off to a bad start. He should have told Loki what that thing was, not run off to
alert Clint who was now getting Steve. Did Loki just call him sir? Did the universe just end? Why
was the answer only yes to one of those?

Either way it wouldn't be good to keep Loki waiting for a response, so Tony answered him.

"You made that? I knew you had some magic, but I had no idea you could do that much. That's
pretty impressive. And don't worry about it, I probably would have done something like that if I
had been in your place. Also never call me sir again. Or anyone else on the team. My name's Tony,
just in case nobody told you."

Wait. Did Star- Tony just call his magic impressive? That's not how it supposed to go. Tony should
not be forgiving him for making such a huge and stupid mistake, he shouldn't be okay with Loki
using magic. Tony should be yelling and shouting at Loki, Tony should be angry with Loki and
calling him a disappointment. Tony should be telling him about how Thor would never do
something this stupid. But he wasn't.

Loki had no idea how to respond to this new response to his actions. So rather then doing the right
thing and thanking Tony for not hurting him, he did the stupid thing and just nodded, moments
after he had to fight to stop from hitting himself for his stupidity. Why must he always mess these
things up? Why couldn't he just be good? Tony had already been very, very kind and Loki was
doing nothing, nothing but be bad. Like always. Before Loki could open his mouth and tell Tony
how sorry he was and ask for forgiveness Tony began to talk.

"Alright good. Problem solved. The thing you put the force field around is called a TV. It shows
images of various things by having tiny lights in different colors that form pictures. Sometimes
they're from other places around the world but often times they show what we call a TV Show or a
Movie. These are done by having people pretend to be other people like in a play, but put on this
screen. They also use a lot of illusions to make it look like people are in danger or hurt or in love or
other things like that but they aren't really. We're going to watch one of the new movies that came
out. I've heard it's a bit silly, but I think you'll like it."

With that the inventor sat back on the couch, plopping Loki down right next to him.

Tony wasn't going to yell at Loki? Even though he had screwed up twice? It was then that Loki
understood what was going on, Tony didn't understand how things worked. Tony thought that
because Loki was Thor's brother, he wasn't allowed to yell or hit Loki. He didn't understand that
Loki wasn't as good as Thor so it was okay to do those things. Loki needed to inform him of this.
Right now. That would also be the reason Tony was keeping him close to him. Clearly Tony
thought Loki was a better person then he was. If Loki didn't tell him the truth right now then he
would be a liar for letting Tony believe this things.

But… It felt really nice to be so close to someone who was so warm, it felt nice to have someone
close to him. Normally Loki wasn't supposed to go within about five feet of other people in
Asgard, or they would push him away or look at him really nasty. They knew how bad he was, but
Loki liked it when other people were close to him because he was so selfish. Because he was so
greedy and ready to steal all the warmth from other people. That warmth he never seemed to have
or his magic be able to bring him. So Loki did not speak up, he didn't pull away. Instead he was
horrible and selfish and curled into Tony who put his arm around Loki, something he knew he
didn't deserve. Yet for some reason he couldn't bring himself to protest it. Letting Tony's warmth
surround him, Loki drank up the feeling as Tony was talking about aliens and a 'superman', even
though Loki knew he was being rude, selfish, greedy and very, very bad. It was just too hard for
him to concentrate on the words when he was being given this wonderful amazing warmth.
Something he had not gotten for a very long time, and never for this long or from someone other
than Thor.

It was then that Steve and Clint walked in. The two seemed to be having a conversation in a very
active manner with their hands waving about, but both of them froze when the saw Loki and Tony.
Loki felt guilt set over him, he had been caught and they must know the truth about how horrible
he was. They were going to hate him and hurt him and send him back to Asgard, and Odin and
Frigga would be disappointed, and he would be yelled at and hear them talking when they thought
he couldn't hear about how it might be less trouble to send him away to live with the elves. But
worst of all Thor would give him that hurt look that said Loki wasn't as good as he thought he was,
because Thor thought Loki was good even though Loki was very bad. Loki was very bad, and
horrible and mean and selfish and-

"Loki are you okay?" Tony was talking again. Tony sounded worried. Why would Tony be
worried about Loki? Loki glanced around him only to realize that the force field from around the
TV had vanished and instead was now formed in the shape of a bubble around Loki. Steve and
Clint had moved and now were watching with worried expressions. As fast as he could Loki
lowered the force field and opened his mouth to try to make some excuse or beg for forgiveness,
but he couldn't because the moment the shield was down, Tony moved and wrapped him up in his
arms. Murmuring soft words that sound like 'It's okay'. And Loki knew it was very, very wrong.
Loki knew they should be hitting him for using Magic out of place and not submitting to
punishment. But once more the warmth took over and with Steve's hand on his back he just
couldn't bring himself to care.

_!%^* Eh, Like ten minute later *^%!_

Loki had calmed down enough so that he was positioned between Steve and Tony, Clint was
sitting just a little distance off. There had been a silent agreement among the three that there was
not to be any more arguing around Loki at all. Clearly the kid had issues that were triggered by
Clint and Steve argument because things had been just fine before they had walked in. For now
they were going to leave it alone and work on the more obvious affection starvation.

Seriously you'd think that the kid had never gotten a hug before. Tony had been worried that he
might have melted into him the first time Tony had held him. They should probably warn Thor
about that, not that Tony thought Thor would have any issues with giving Loki hugs.

Well, emotional issues aside, the movie had just loaded up.

Man of Steel, huh? Tony was doubting that he could measure up to their performance. Everyone
knew Iron was better than Steel. He may have to sue them over the name if the movie sucked.

The movie opened up on an alien planet. Ugh, cliché much?

The comments began with Tony.

"Wait, how did that flying bug thing know where to go?"

But surprisingly it was Steve and Clint who continued them.

Clint was the first of the two to speak up,

"Can't he just call for the troops on the platform?"

"15 minutes. 15 minutes and we're still in backstory! Great. Just what I want from a movie."

Before Steve began to chime in.

"Do you really need to say 'I will find you' four times?"

"I know right! Also how did that father dude get that super heavy thing down there?"

"Wait so when he was a kid, he couldn't handle how much he would hear without locking himself
in a closet, but now he can't hear that Lois is following him? At all?"

"So his dad gets to take care of him through magical space-time jumble but not his father?"

"A random guy on the street knows this totally obscure Pete Ross."

"Oh, I'm just going to let my father die even though I totally have the power to save him."

"Doesn't it take years of sunlight to give Krytonains powers?"

"Hmm, we have superpowers. Let's through each other into building even though we know it won't
do anything!"

"Cool metal shards making… One of the most useless formations ever."

"Why is Lois falling? How is she not getting sucked into the black hole?"

"Dude, take the fight out of the city! Stop letting tons of innocents die!"

The moment Clint finished his sentence, Thor walked in. It took him a few moments to understand
what was going on in the movie and a few more for him to notice Loki.

Tony had thought Thor would be happy to see that Loki was out of his room and hanging with
everyone. He didn't think that Thor would snatch Loki off the couch and start yelling something
that came out roughly as

"How could you even think of showing him something that violent?! Loki is only a child and such
things are not for his eyes!"

Thor looked absolutely furious at them. For a few seconds Tony thought Thor was going to call out
that it was some sort of prank but no such thing happened. Instead Thor had moved one hand
across Loki's eyes to shield them from the movie. Speaking of Loki, he was looking very confused
right now. Hadn't Sif said something about Loki having attend battles in real life? Like bloody
Viking battles?

"Thor, calm down. He wasn't scared or anything, besides the movie is only like PG-13."

This seemed to set Thor off even further, he looked as if he was ready to punch someone, but that
was a difficult feat to accomplish with Loki in his arms. Thor solved this problem by storming
down the halls and bring Loki to his room. Carefully Thor placed Loki down on the bed and said in
his calmest voice he could muster at the moment. "Loki, I want you to remain here for a bit. Just
while I talk to Tony and the others, Okay?"

Loki gave a nod. And with that, Thor stormed out of the room, Loki could already hear the yelling
going on. He still couldn't hear very much. His ears were ringing from the shouting. What Loki did
know was that he had been bad again. That Thor had found out that Loki was being Greedy and
Bad, and now he was telling the others. They were going to hate him. Why could Loki just have
been good?

There was no avoiding the punishment now. Instead Loki repacked his bags and went to sit on the
 bed. He also prepared a healing spell for himself, he was going to need it.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I'm not sorry about all the angst. I do promise that things will get better but for now
they're getting worse.

I've never seen Man of Steel but my Beta insisted on it. So I basically copied most of
the comments from Cinema Sins, a youtuber who does movie reviews. I love him and
you should go watch his videos.
 The Seventh Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

By the time the fight between Thor and Tony (with Steve trying to break it up and Clint avoiding
the whole thing) was over, it had been close to an hour of non-stop yelling.

The entire time Loki had stayed in his room and Clint was starting to get worried. Surely he could
hear at least a little of this mess, and giving the way he took Clint and Steve's heated debate, this
probably wasn't going to help at all.

Clint should probably go check on him. To be honest he wasn't holding a grudge for what had
happened. Unlike the others seemed to think, being under Loki's control hadn't really been that bad.
From what little he could remember, Loki had ordered them to rest for at least eight hours, eat
three healthy meals and basically take care of themselves. The guy had actually gotten books on
what humans needed. Beyond that everything was blurry but when he had come out of it the only
thing wrong with him was the throbbing headache from Nat, other then that he was fine. Even
SHIELD med agreed with him.

Either way, the past is the past and as far as Clint was concerned Loki was an innocent kid. And
innocent kids should not be put through this sort of stuff.

Clint gave the door a soft knock, he wasn't very good at knocking but he was getting better.

There was no answer so Clint tried again, this time much louder and much harder, and once more
he got no answer. Now Clint was truly worried, he turned the door knob.

The moment Clint peered in the room he noticed two things, one Loki's bag was packed, and two
Loki was huddled up in the corner in a ball, looking on the verge of tears and hyperventilating, he
seemed to be looking at Clint with unseeing eyes.

Clint tried to move towards Loki only to stop the next moment when Loki flinched and tried to
back further up into the wall. Right, that didn't seem to be helping. For a moment Clint considered
calling in the others, but that would likely just make things worse. Crap, the archer was fairly sure
that SHIELD had given him some training on this matter, he just couldn't remember it.

Well in any case standing here wasn't going to do anything, maybe talking to Loki would help? It
was known to help with PTSD, why not whatever the heck was going on here. In a voice Clint
hoped sounded comforting he began to speak.

"Loki? Can you hear me? I don't really know what's going on with you, but you're safe, alright. I'm
going to come a bit closer, okay?"

True to his word Clint edged a foot or so closer and Loki's breathing got worse. Clint raised a hand
to try and reach out towards him only to realize his mistake but moments later. This had been the
worst reaction yet, Clint was sure Loki was going to pass out, his breath had reached impossible
fast speeds his eyes were trained on Clint's hand for a few moments before Loki brought up his
hands to shield his head.

Now that he had begun to listen, Clint could hear a faint chant coming from Loki repeating the
same word over and over again.

"Sorry."

Finally the archer put all the pieces together, Loki was expecting Clint to hit him. He thought that
he would hurt him. Why? Had Clint done something to make Loki think that? Could Loki have
gotten his memories back and thought Clint would take revenge?

Clint had to push the theories out of his mind in order to focus on the problem at hand. Acting on
an impulse Clint reached over and as gently as he could, he scooped Loki out of the corner and into
his lap. The child was crying now but the archer held him through it, never moving from the
awkward sitting position. Instead Clint rubbed a hand on his back and murmured a chant of his
own.

"It's okay. You're safe here. I'm not going to hurt you."

Very slowly Loki seemed to calm down. Clint would guess that the two of them might have been
there close to fifteen minutes before Loki's breathing had finally steadied and the two were in an
almost silence. Okay, now what? Having never done this before Clint wasn't really sure of the
protocol for asking 'Okay, who the hell did this to you and where may I find them?' to an abuse
victim. Were you supposed to talk about it? Did you pretend it never happened? Are you allowed
to leave them alone to beat the crap out of the person responsible?

Luckily for Clint, Loki chose that moment to start talking. Unluckily for Clint, he was stuttering
and trying to apologize.

"I-I'm s-sorry sir. I-I di-didn't me-ean to im-pose on y-you. T-thi-is is al-ll m-y-y fa-a-ult. I-I'm s-s-
sorr-y-y for-r bein-ng gree-ed-y-y and self-fish and b-bad. P-ple-ease forgive m-e. I pr-omise I-I'll
never d-do it a-again."

Now it was Clint's turn for wide eyes, his shock at what Loki was saying was enough to withhold
any sort of response from him until Loki had finished speaking. Even after he had finished it took a
few seconds for Clint to not start demanding names. Loki began to pull away, one arm was moving
up to try and cover his face in a gesture of self-defense. Damn it, whoever had messed this kid up
had done it pretty stinking well, because even after that, Loki still thought Clint would hit him.

Moving slowly so as not to scar him, Clint pulled Loki back into the hug. In as soft a voice as he
could muster at the moment the archer began to talk to him again.

"Loki, it's okay. You aren't greedy or selfish and you didn't do anything wrong. You aren't in
trouble and nobody is going to hurt you. It's okay."

Clint had to repeat those last words a few times aloud, because even if he wasn't able to convince
himself of it, doesn't mean he can't try with Loki.

Speaking of the tyke, he seemed to have calmed down a fair bit, his eyes were drooping down and
he was clearly fighting to stay awake. When had the kid last slept? Not since he had gotten here
from Asgard and during almost the entire stay in Asgard he hadn't seen him get even a moment's
rest after having woken up from his nap with Thor. That had been more than 18 hours ago and
Clint was pretty sure that little kids needed lots of sleep.

Little kids also needed to not be showing signs of being abused, but hey, one thing at a time.

Clint gently moved the now almost asleep Loki onto the bed and tucked him in. It only took a few
moments for Loki to fall asleep, a troubled look settled on his face.
 It took four minutes for Clint to gain enough self-restraint to trust himself to walk out of the room
and not go on a killing spree in Asgard. It took twelve minutes for Clint to feel he was able to leave
Loki alone in the room. It took half an hour for him to actually do it.

When he did he walked in a sort of calm before the storm manner. Straight down the hallway and
into the living room where Bruce, Thor, Steve and Tony were now all sitting. (Nat was off on a
mission.) They turned to him when he walked in, even Thor could tell something was wrong. It
was Tony who finally asked.

"So… Where the hell have you been for like the past hour?"

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Alright. That's as far as I'm writing for now. Thank you to all the lovely people who
have been reviewing and commenting for me on both of these sites.

Please note that this is going to get worse, then better, then worse again. But I promise
this will have an at least sort of happy ending. It will depend on whose side you hear.

This started out as a one shot. Then got just a little bit longer. And now here I am at
chapter 7 barely halfway through if that.
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Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

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"Oh not much. I just thought that someone should check up on Loki, ya'know the kid having issues
with people fighting and all that. He's fine by the way, thanks to everyone else checking in. I only
found him curled up in a ball at the corner of his room hyperventilating and shaking like a leaf in a
tornado. So not a problem. I guess it might be a little bad that I couldn't move towards him or move
my hand in an upwards motion without him acting like I was planning on beating him. It only took
like fifteen minutes for him to calm down enough to talk to me." Clint's voice was barely above a
whisper, but his tone was sharp enough to slice air. The four men sitting around the table's eyes
were widening, their faces expressing growing horror as Clint continued.

"He was stuttering and stuff which did make it hard to understand, and I what I could make out
didn't really make sense. Loki kept going on about how he was sorry and then stuff about how he
was greedy or whatever. I think he may have gotten a bit wound up over the whole shouting match
between you two here."

Clint gave a flick of his hand towards Tony and Thor, both of who got separate looks on their
faces. Tony had the decency to look somewhat ashamed, at least ashamed by Tony's standards. On
the other hand Thor looked angry, at whom or what Clint couldn't be sure. So Clint finished up, the
sarcasm still dripping from his voice.

"Yeah, so long story short, I'm currently holding myself back from a killing spree in Asgard as a
means of deal with whatever jerks thought that they could get away with beating a child."

The volume of Clint's voice stayed the same but he might have well shouted the last sentence for it
would have not had any more of an effect. It took a lot to break through Clint's training, never let
anyone in, never let anyone know your real emotions. But this was too much for him. Maybe it was
that hurting a child was one of the lowest, rottenest actions he knew, and that was saying
something. However, if Clint were to take a moment to examine his rage, and if he was to be
honest with himself, it was because of how close to home seeing Loki like that had struck.

Clint had not been raised in the best of homes to say the least, his parents had gotten drunk and
beaten him at times. At the circus it wasn't much better, if anything, it was worse. Whenever
someone had an issue they knew they take it out on him, everyone always had. Those eyes he had
seen in Loki were the same eyes he had seen reflected in Coulson's sunglasses that day that he had
found him. Except they weren't the same, in Clint's eyes, there had been the light of hope, no matter
how faint it had been. In Loki's, there was nothing but a resigned acceptance and fear, and it scared
Clint. Because Clint had been through Hell in his life, it was hard to imagine what Loki must have
been through.

There were a few moments of silence. Nobody could speak. Now to be fair, Clint was still having
issues getting a grasp on the whole thing himself, and he had been there when it happened. Steve
did not appear to be doing so well, it was hardly a hidden fact that Steve's own childhood was not
the best. His face was contorted and his eyes held a sadness that Clint hated to see there.

At least Bruce seemed to be doing a little better; he wasn't green and giant anyway. It was always
hard to read that man with the amount of control he had over his emotions. Clint didn't know very
much about his past, but he did know one thing. It is exceedingly rare for anyone to get into the
hero business without having had a bad childhood. He was doubtful that Bruce was an exception.

Tony was a different matter altogether; he was looking as if he had just shot someone for the first
time. It was most likely a mix of guilt from being the cause of the panic attack and horror that it
had happened in the first place. Given that Clint was having similar feelings, it wasn't hard for him
to understand where Tony was coming from. Clint had read his files, even the little personal note
from Fury that had only been viewable to him and 'Tasha. The note had hinted that Howard may
not have been the best of fathers.

It was Thor whose reaction surprised Clint the most, Clint had expected Thor to be ashamed and
sad and vow to make things better. He was not expecting Thor to shout. Thor's voice carried
something between confusion, desperation and defensive anger.

"You are lying! There is not a soul in Asgard who would do harm to a child no matter what they
may have done. They are good people and I do not know what has gotten into you but I refuse to
stand here and allow you to make such horrid accusations."

As he spoke the thunder god pushed the table away from his chair, stood, and stormed down the
hallway, not to Loki's room, but to his own.

"He took that well." Tony's comment lacked his normal sarcastic tone. It sounding more like a
reflex than anything else.

Bruce was the one to rationalize Thor's actions. "Give him some time, odds are that Thor's just in
denial. If I were him, I wouldn't want to accept that a large part of my childhood had been a lie."

This was met with nods from around the room. This was quickly followed by an awkward silence.
No one was sure of what to do next, Clint was still playing with the idea of asking Loki for names,
somehow he didn't feel like that would go over well.

It was Tony who finally broke the silence.

"Well, I've got no clue whatsoever on how to handle this, so I'm going to the lab to figure it out.
JARVIS, could you please prepare a set of research and instructions for me on the way there?"

The walls whirred for a moment before the reply came. "Of course, Sir."

_/%* With Loki *%/_

Loki had been snapped awake from his sleep by Thor shouting. It took him only moments to
realize that he had managed to screw up again. Not only had he been greedy and stolen Hawkeye's
warmth and spoken to someone who wasn't one of THEM about the pain, but Loki had fallen
asleep in the lull of Hawkeye's warmth. He had fallen asleep when someone else had been talking
to him. Loki's despair at how absolutely awful his behavior only grew as he recalled his tears,
showing weakness in front of someone. As he looked over the timespan of his stay here he only got
more and more worried. How stupid could he be?!

Well, there was no taking it back now, what was done was done but from now on, Loki was going
to be perfect. No more stupid mistakes and no more being greedy. Maybe if Loki could pull his act
together and be one hundred percent perfect, they wouldn't break too many of his bones. Just
maybe when they sent him back to Asgard, Odin would only get mostly drunk and would only yell
at Loki. Not punish him with more blows and break more of his bones. It was a longshot and not a
fate Loki should be hoping for as he knew it would only bring him more pain in the long run, but
 for now it made things feel a little better.

'Maybe they won't hurt you at all. Maybe Hawkeye wasn't lying last night. May-'

Loki quickly shut off that line of thought. Too many times had he trusted in the words of others for
him to fall for that again. Clearly Hawkeye had been testing him on how easy it was for him to
lower his guard. Because Loki knew how this worked, everything was a test or a trick to make the
punishment hurt more. There was no one and never would be anyone who would want to be around
Loki. He was a horrible, ugly, lying, magic-using trickster. The only person who had liked him was
Thor, and Thor had gotten smarter and stopped liking Loki a little bit ago. Before Sif and the
others, Thor had liked Loki because he didn't know that there were so many others who were much
more worthy of being liked.

Thor hadn't know how awful Loki was. Even the monstrous frost giants were more likable than
Loki. That was why Thor never commented on the bruises or noticed when Loki stopped eating for
spans of time because he wasn't able to. It was why Frigga pretended not to hear Loki's screams of
pain when Odin was drunk and hurting him again. The reason that the other kids punched him and
called him mean names and the reason that adults would hurt him.

And Loki would love to believe that it the Avengers wouldn't hurt him, but he had heard it before
and it always ended up the same way. With Loki laying broken on the floor fighting tears. Maybe
the Avengers really didn't mean to harm him yet, but they would see the real him soon enough, and
then they would hurt him like everyone else.

Loki would like to believe that they wouldn't hurt him, but he was much too smart for that.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Oh, I'm sorry, were you having a nice day with happy little rainbows? Let me cover
that in angst and Loki feels. I'm kidding, I'm not sorry at all. I hope you guys enjoyed
and thank you again for the awesome comments and review's I've been getting.

I like to hide little puns throughout these. Go see how many you can find in each
chapter.

Spring break is coming up, updates will either be happening a lot or a little over the
next week or so, it depends on how much homework I end up with. Hopefully I'll be
able to write 3-4 chapters, but no promises.

Also in case anyone is wondering, Clint introduced himself to Loki as Hawkeye so

that's what Loki calls him.
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Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Inside Thor's head. Avengers have a talk. Loki talks with them. Hugs. Thor tries.

_/^*% With Thor %*^/_

It could not be true. It was the only thought Thor could muster at the moment. Clint must be
wrong, he must have made a mistake. Perhaps Loki had been waking up from some sort of
nightmare? Or maybe he had just had too long of a day and had been slipping in and out of a bad
daydream. It could even be that he was reacting to some sort of odd food in Midgard. While Thor
was sure that his friends here would never harm Loki on purpose, very little was known about how
Midgardian food might affect his Frost Giant form.

Putting aside what had really happened, Thor could say one thing for sure. There was no way that
anyone in Asgard would harm a child. Thor had grown up knowing almost everyone, even the
drunks at the bar were kind people to a child. As for the other children, most of them dreamed of
being great heroes, like Thor did. Many were his friends and all he knew well enough to say that
none of them would ever stoop to the level of harming one another outside of a spar or fair fight.
And Thor could sure that none of them would ever attack his little brother, Loki never started
fights or argued with anyone when they were little.

Actually now that Thor gave it some thought, up until the point where the whole mess began, Loki
almost never argued with anyone. Those few times he did, he had been right. On the few times
Loki would protest someone else's argument, he would almost always back down at the first glare.
Thor had thought before that his brother just did not enjoy fighting but what if it were something
more?

Looking back, Thor started to see more and more signs that he did not want to see. Those bruises
that Loki would always have, whenever Thor would ask Loki would mumble something about
getting beaten in a spar or being too clumsy on a staircase. The handful of times that Loki would
turn up at Thor's room asking to be let in, acting as if the whole of Hel was at his heels.

Even more worrying was those times when Thor would not be able to find Loki at all. Sometimes
his brother would just up and leave without ever giving an explanation. At first Thor would worry
endlessly at these times but once it had happened enough times, he stopped worrying and decided
that Loki was plenty capable in the art of taking care of himself.

No matter how much Thor didn't want it to be true, the more thought he put into it, the more he
realized that the only answer was that Clint was in fact, right.

Thor was reeling from this new development as he began to discover how deep this pain traveled.
If people in Asgard had been hurting Loki, Heimdall would have known about it. Heimdall was
required to speak to Odin about any threats to Asgard or to an Asgardian, so Odin must have
known about all of this. To be honest, it didn't surprise Thor that much anymore, that his father
would allow such a thing to continue. But if it had happened for so long, surely Frigga would have
found out about it, and it hurt Thor far deeper than he ever though he could be to know that she
would stand for such a thing.
 Laying on his bed, Thor looked up at the ceiling as if it was to give him some answer to all of this.
It should come as no shock to anyone that the ceiling was of very little help.

_/^*% With Bruce%*^/_

So far the other guy had been fairly quiet throughout Bruce's inner turmoil. Even the Hulk could
tell the difference between a danger that he could fight and a sadness he could only worsen.
Despite what military reports will say, the Hulk had yet to emerge when there wasn't some physical
threat to Bruce. Though at this point Bruce may or may not have already weighed the option of
letting the Hulk have a field day in Asgard. The result may or may not have been for that plan.

While that may make him feel better, it sure as hell wasn't going to do anything for Loki. Oddly
enough, Loki was the current conversation going around the table. Clint sat opposite him, Tony
was to his right with Steve sitting to his left with his head leaning on his hands. It was Clint who
finally summarized their debate in such a manner that no one could find a reason to protest it.

"Right, so the plan is basically to get the kid as much physical contact as possible, talk to Thor
about the whole Asgard thing, try to get some names and not fight anywhere near the kid?"

One round of nods was all it took for the matter. What would be done to any names that they got
was a different matter that was to be discussed later. A somber silence followed the nods until
Bruce couldn't take it anymore and spoke up.

"Why don't I go check on him? Just to be safe?"

Not waiting for the nod, Bruce fled down the hallway towards Loki's room. As softly as he could
he pushed open the door only to find Loki wide awake on his bed. It took Loki a few moments to
notice Bruce's presence, he startled for a moment before regaining his control and relaxing. Bruce
stood awkwardly in the door for a few moments before he spoke up.

"Hey, I was just stopping by to check in on you. Are you doing alright? I thought that you'd still be
asleep."

Loki quickly jumped up from his bed and tried to form some sort of apology for his actions over
the last day. But before he could do anything of the sort Bruce who had figured out what he was
going to say, moved across the room and scooped Loki into his arms. The boy didn't really know
how to react to this, Bruce's hands were soft and gentle as he pulled Loki closer to him for a strand
of seconds.

With the carefulness that came from lots of experience treating children, Bruce put Loki down onto
the bed, pulling the covers back with his hand that was not supporting the very light bulk of Loki's
weight. (This was something he took note of, Loki felt far to light in his hands.) The doctor in
Bruce could tell that Loki was suffering from a lack of sleep and he would be damned if he wasn't
going to do his best to fix it. Without allowing Loki time to question any of this, Bruce leant down
and placed a kiss on the little trickster's forehead.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I didn't mean to start writing this so soon after the last update but I could help myself.
To explain a bit more, Thor had no idea about Loki's abuse. Everything was kept very
well hidden from him. So for him to find out that all these people that he thought were
kind and caring and loving were really quite two-faced was very hard for him. Imagine
if you found that everyone you grew up with was a bully or abuser, it would not be
easy to go through. So please cut him some slack here, he really does love Loki and
would never do anything to hurt him.

Also in response to those who would like me to write longer updates, I wish I could
but during the school week I really can't. On the weekends and over break I will try to
make these longer.
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Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Loki gave Bruce a puzzled look. Why had he just done that to him? Was it some sort of spell? Loki
wanted very badly to ask what he had just done, but two factors were preventing him from doing
that. Firstly and most importantly, it would be very rude to question someone's actions so long as
those action were not leading to the possible harm of important people. The list of important people
does not include Loki. The second factor was that the monster known as sleep was crawling up
Loki's body and hindering his mind. Sleep was a very bad thing and Loki did not like it one bit, he
didn't understand how some people could call sleep an escape, for Loki it forced him to go over all
the bad memories again and again.

Bruce was smart though and noticed Loki's puzzlement. He gave Loki a puzzled look in return.
Maybe it was a Midgardian ritual, one that he should have known beforehand. The look of
puzzlement flew back to Loki's face when rather than hitting him, Bruce's face took on an almost
convincing kind look and instead of yelling at Loki said, "You know that you're allow to ask
questions right? I don't know what is a thing and what is not a thing, on Asgard. But on earth, it's a
sort of sweet dreams thing. Do you ever do anything like that on Asgard?"

His brow furrowed, Loki knew what it meant, what he wanted to know is why Banner was doing it
to him. Loki understood what a gesture of affection was, and he understood very clearly that they
were not meant for him. If someone directed them at him, they were either Thor, new, or trying to
trick him. Well, Banner had given him permission to ask questions, so maybe it wouldn't get him
hurt too badly? It took Loki a few seconds to work up the courage, but finally he asked his
question, with his eyes fixed on his shoulder, the closest he could get to the floor in his position.

"I-I understand what it means. I've h-heard about it in Asgard from o-other kids. I j-just don't und-
derstand why you did it t-too me."

Once more the confusion flew from Loki and back to Bruce.

"Well why wouldn't I do it to you? I want you to have sweet dreams. Didn't Frigga ever do it to you
when she tucked you in?"

This caused Loki to pull back a little ways, something that could have been a slight look of
defeated resentment. He didn't answer this time.

"She did tuck you in, right?"

It was a couple of seconds before Loki answered Bruce. His voice was shy and he barely kept
himself from stuttering.

"Thor and I sleep in different rooms, and she had to be sure he got into bed. She knew I would be
fine, I mean, I didn't see her that much anyways. I don't need anyone to tuck me in. I can take care
of myself. And if I ever get really lonely I can just make an illusion."

This revelation was one part horrifying and one part saddening to Bruce. He had still had some
hope for Frigga. Said hope was crushed by Loki's statement. Frigga was clearly not the person that
Thor had made her out to be. He already knew that Odin was a jerk, that much had been clear.
 Bruce took a few moments to run over his options, none looked too good, but he already knew
which one he had to pick. It was the same choice that had been made for him when he had been
rescued from his father.

There wasn't going to be any dodging around the subject, Bruce needed to know who had done this
to Loki. The only way to get those names would be to ask him. As much as Bruce wanted to let the
problem sit until some healing had happened, odds were not high that Loki and Thor would be
staying here long enough to get through to Loki, so it would be best if they knew who Thor should
be allowed to beat the crap out of. With their help, of course.

The scientist pulled himself together and looked down at the child god, it took him a few extra
moments before he finally managed to ask Loki what was pestering the forefront of his mind.

"Loki, I don't want to have to ask you about this so soon, but I-we need to know who was hurting
you. Clint told me what he knows and we know that at least one person if not more is hurting you.
We just don't know who. If you can tell us, we can help a lot more, I promise that we'll protect you
from those people."

As he spoke Bruce made the choice to not mention Frigga or Odin. He wasn't sure how that would
go over at this point, he didn't even know where they stood on the issue.

Now it was Loki's turn to pause at Bruce's speech. Chancing an out of line glance at Bruce's face he
found that he couldn't see anything but honesty and worry. He was good at his job, to try and
convince Loki that he was telling the truth and get him to go against what they had told him. They
were all really good at this game.

Loki knew that it was all just a test, that if he told Bruce he would fail and be punished, but for a
moment he allowed himself to hope. To hope that Bruce wasn't lying, that things would get better
and that moment turned into a few seconds, and those few seconds morphed into a full minute of
hope. All the while Loki tried to force it down and shut it out, but no matter what he did, that
dangerous little voice in the back of his head was asking him the same question over and over.

'What do you have left to lose?'

And no matter how hard Loki tried, he couldn't find a good answer.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Short chapter is short for reasons of I'm sleepy and cliffhangers.

If I fail in my goal of getting at least 4 chapters out over break, it will be because of my
cat. Every time I try to write she curls up on my arms and stretches out onto my
keyboard. I swear she does it on purpose.
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Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

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"Alright."

He had settled himself on this matter, there was no going back on it now. Thor sat up from his bed.
No longer would he be fooled by his illusions of who he had thought people were. From now on
Thor was going to find out the truth, he wasn't going to be fooled by anyone's lies.

If all this was true, it meant that everybody he knew could have had a hand in it. The only people
he still trusted were his companions on Midgard, Loki and Sif. Out of everyone, Thor knew Sif
would not have taken part in things such as this. She had faced too much bullying, even with his
protection to put that same burden on another.

Putting those few people aside, everyone else in Asgard was under his suspicion, even his own
mother and father. Scratch that, especially his own mother and father. This was not going to be easy
but Thor was going to forget all of them as friends until he knew for a fact that they had done Loki
no harm as a child. Because out of everyone in all the nine realms, Loki mattered more. Thor was
done with always putting Loki behind others, from now on, Loki was more important than anyone
else. Thor was never going to let his little brother down again.

Thor stood from his bed and began to pace. The earliest he could be back in Asgard would be in the
morning. Right now he could get a message to Heimdall, Loki would stay here and he would
return. He would demand the truth in full from Frigga and Odin. Also it would be wise to speak to
Heimdall and Sif on the matter, both should have insight on the issue. All he would need to do was
tell the other avengers and give Loki an excuse. Not a lie, just a half truth. Thor would not be
telling Loki anymore lies.

_/*% This is a Line Break %*/_

"Okay. I can this. I mean, It's for the best."

This was it, he was going to do this. He pulled himself into a sitting position and looked at the man
sitting above him. Nothing was going to get better if he didn't. Might as well give it a shot.

"I'm gonna go talk to the kid. Bruce is taking way too long. Also what is with you and heights? I
mean how are you even comfortable up there, and why? The couch is right there. I'm adding
perches for you in the new building. No take backs, I already text Pepper. Okay, maybe not.
JARVIS, text Pepper the thing I just said I texted her."

A mildly British mechanical voice respond before Clint could.

"Already done, Sir."

Clint look disgruntled, mostly for the sake of look disgruntled. In truth he was more than happy to
have perches. Everyone in the circus who tried to pick on him had sucked at climbing, so heights
were pretty much the only place he could be safe. The habit stuck. 'Tasha and Phil were the only
ones who knew that he rarely slept on a bed or on the ground.
"I like heights, it's safer and I can keep an eye on things. People can't sneak up on me and I don't
have to worry about anyone noticing me if they break in. Trust me, everyone looks left and
everyone checks behind themselves but nobody ever bothers to look up unless there's a shadow on
the moon or something like that."

Tony gave him an eye roll in return. He didn't really care either way, odds are Clint had a screwed
up past like everyone else here. But that doesn't mean he'll stop arguing. The day he does that is a
going a cold day in hell. Or hel. Whatever.

"Yeah, I get that when you're busy being a super-secret agent that stuff's probably pretty smart, but
dude, nobody is coming to stab you in my house. J would figure that stuff out waaay before you
did. Look, you can play Batman all you want. I'm going to check on Loki and Brucie."

And with that, Tony rolled off the couch and half walked, half stumbled out the doorway and in the
rough direction of Loki's room. He almost looked drunk. In reality he had hit his leg in the lab and
was refusing to seek any sort of medical attention for it. Not that Clint was any better about med,
everyone there is a creepy sadist. Natasha would stand by him about that.

_/%&* This is ANOTHER Line Break *&%/_

"O-okay."

He had nothing left to lose here. Even when this whole thing blew up, even when everything
started to go bad again. It would be worth it for that feeling of hope, almost like the feeling of his
illusions of his family. Loki took in a deep breath and took a few moments to prepare for the pain.

"How-w Sh-hould I-I tell y-you?"

No pain came at first, Banner was making sure that he wasn't planning on giving him false names.
The others would have just beaten him by now, it was nice to be hurt by someone a bit cleverer.
Instead Banner moved one of his hands into Loki's hair which he pushed out of his eyes and gave
him a soft smile. He gave Loki a few moments to even out his breathing before answering him.

"However you want. I understand that this is going to be hard and that you'll be frightened but I
promise nothing bad is going to happen, okay?"

The little trickster gave him a nod and took a few more deep breaths before he began.

"I-I don't know all the names, sometimes it's just people who are drunk and angry. M-most of the
p-people who hurt m-me are a-adults. The o-other kids don-n't do much, j-just a push or tripping
me. And name-c-calling, but t-that doesn't m-matter."

Loki took in another breath, and Bruce struggled to remain calm and not just smother Loki in a hug.
It was a few moments before he continued.

"O-odin hits me sometimes, not a lot, but sometimes when-n I've-e bee-en real-lly disappointing.
H-he g-gets d-drunk and y-yells. Mother, Frigga n-never h-hits me b-but s-she d-doesn't stop h-
him."

Loki took a few more deep breaths before he began listing names, the longer the list got, the less
Bruce could make the names out and the more he was reconsidering allowing the other guy a day
in Asgard.

Finally the words tumbling out of Loki's mouth slowed and stopped, the tears that had started at
about the fifth name did not, nor did his legs unfurl from the tight hug he had pulled them up into.
 Bruce waited until Loki was finally silent before he stopped fighting the urge and just wrapped the
kid in in his arms with no plans of letting him leave, like ever.

The kid was shivering and staring blankly ahead, but Bruce did not care, at the moment, he was
more worried about the way Loki flinched when Bruce squeezed him just a bit tighter. The hug
was soft and gentle and to be honest it could have lasted for hours. If the door hadn't banged open,
smacking into the wall.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

:p

I'm such a tease.

Two chapters in one day though, that's good. Right?

My cat stopped bothering me. Now it's my puppies, both of them are squabbling on
my lap. They open their jaws as wide as they can and shake their heads at each other
while whining. I don't understand it.

My animals have a conspiracy to keep me from writing, I swear.

I am so tired right now.

 The Twelth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

/ Side note, It's close to midnight but the lights are at 50%. /

A hard to make out form fell through the doorway. For a moment Bruce thought the person was
dead and he quickly scrambled off the bed, fighting to keep the other guy under wraps. It wasn't
until the body called out, "I'm okay. I was just testing gravity. Guess what? It's still working." At
which point the other guy stopped freaking out and Bruce had to fight laughter as he reached down
and helped Tony up off the floor where he had landed. There was still a chuckle hiding in his voice
when he spoke to Tony.

"Well, that's nice to know, I thought it had stopped. I hope you don't mind me asking, but why did
you feel the need to conduct that test here?"

Behind the two Loki had gained wide eyes. Tony accepted Bruce's hand and the moment he was
up, plopped himself on the bed while took a quick look at the kid to try check on him. It only took
Tony's brain 240 milliseconds to process Loki's state of being and another 260 to figure out what to
do about it. He sent a quick questioning glance to Bruce whose face darkened before shaking his
head. Not going to talk about it here then.

Loki was growing more than a little worried about what was going on. Was gravity commonly
known to malfunction here? Why would someone need to test it? Was Tony okay? His mind had
completely snapped away from his past, and now he was more worried about Tony's clearly
injured leg. He wasn't sure if Tony was aware of it, but blood was trickling down onto the floor. It
was at that point that Magic gave Loki a little jolt to remind him that he had his healing Magic
ready and at his command, sure he was going to need it in a minute because he had already given
Bruce the names, but Loki had stolen Tony's warmth. How would it be fair if Loki didn't help him?

Carefully but quickly, Loki moved down the bed and before Tony could stop him, he placed his
hands on Tony's hurt leg. A green glow cascaded from Loki's fingers, spreading out in leaps and
bounds. Magic flowed through Loki's hands and into the flesh before him. The wound was worse
than Loki had thought so he poured more energy into the Magic and the glow grow brighter. Both
Bruce and Tony were spell-bound by the green aurora, they had known that Loki was brilliant with
magic, but they had not been told that he was able to use it at such a young age.

Finally the leg was healed and Loki called his Magic back into his hands, he then pulled his hands
away and firmly fixed his eyes on the blanket that covered his bed. Loki knew that he wasn't
supposed to use Magic where others could see it, but he was willing to accept whatever punishment
for his actions.

Once more neither man did what Loki had expected them to. Rather than hurt him like they were
supposed to, they remained silent for a couple of seconds before Tony asked,

"How did you do that? I mean, I get the magic stuff, but my leg is completely healed, no pain at
all."

To prove his point, Tony twisted inwards towards him and then stretched it back out again. Not
 even a flinch. That sort of recovery would have taken about two weeks for a normal person. Three
for Tony because he wouldn't ever consent to medical care or resting it. Bruce was thoroughly
shocked by this revelation, Loki didn't look as if he could be any more then seven, how could he
have gotten so good at healing?

After giving his question a moment's thought, Bruce decided that he didn't want to know the
answer to that one. He was already low enough on reasons not to let the other guy out, why add
more?

Loki answered Tony's question after a moment.

"Magic likes m-me a lot. When I a-ask it to do something, i-it normally d-does it. I-I've healed w-
worse injuries b-before."

They didn't need to know that he had almost always used Magic on himself when it was the
healing sort. But the Magic had used most of his energy and he hadn't had much to begin with, so
as Loki tried to move away from Tony, he ended up not being able to stay awake and collapsing
into Tony's lap.

Bruce lunged forward on instinct but Tony had already caught him. As fast as he could Bruce felt
at Loki's neck for a pulse, he breathed a sigh of relief as he found a pulse beating slowly, but
steadily.

Moving his arms so that they cradled Loki, Tony shifted Loki so that he could stand up. Dodging
around Tony, Bruce pulled back the covers and Tony set the kid down on the bed. They both took
a moment to just be absolutely sure the kid was breathing normally before Tony pulled the blankets
back over Loki.

The two of them shared a look, Bruce jerked his head towards the door and Tony gave him a nod.
They were going to be needing to have a longer talk with the team. It took them a full minute to
exit the room silently and make it down the hallway so they had no chance of being overheard.
Tony raised his eyebrow at Bruce, wordless asking him what had happened.

Heaving a sigh, Bruce took a few moments to collect his thoughts before he began repeating
everything Loki had told him to Tony, he tried to get the names right but to be honest the list was
so long he couldn't recall them all.

By the end of it, Tony looked like he might punch someone. Bruce looked as if he was ready to do
the same. A silence stretched between the two of them that lasted only about a minute yet seemed
to span on for hours. It was Tony who finally broke it.

"Sooo, is a beating-the-crap-out-of-people spree out of the question right now? 'Cause I could
totally go for that. Actually no, let's get the others in on it first. It wouldn't be very fair if we didn't.
Besides I want to see what Steve does to them."

Now the universe has this funny little thing it does where whenever you start talking about
someone they magically appear behind you. Right now was no exception.

"See what I do to whom?"

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

We're back to being short again.

Animals are still harassing me while I attempt to write. The cat has been pacified with
a cardboard box but the dogs still insist upon laying on my chest as I get this down.
I'm working on a bribe of peanut butter cookies.
 Chapter 13
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Both Tony and Bruce whirled around to find that Steve was standing right behind them, in classic
form. His arms were crossed over his chest and he had that look on his face that basically said
'whatever you are doing I disapprove of. '. Tony really hated that face, he had seen it way to many
times in his life. Thanks to whatever non-child abusing deities were out there (So basically, none of
them), Bruce answered before he could.

"I just had a chat with Loki, he's asleep now. Long story short, Odin is an abusive jerk, I have a list
of names that I am hoping beyond hope that JARVIS recorded because it was so flipping long I
can't remember them all, of people that are now featured on my to-punch list, and we need to talk
to Thor. Also the kid managed to heal Tony's leg. And nobody is asking him where he got that
good at healing magic, because me turning green while not in Asgard isn't going to help anyone.
Would you please go get Thor? Tony and I are going to go to the living room nearest to here where
Clint is. Thank you, Steve."

Before Steve had time to make any comments on any of this, Bruce grabbed Tony by the sleeve
and pulled him down the hallway and out of sight. Tony made no effort to resist mainly because he
was so not going to be the one to tell Thor his father was abusive and his mother was a horrible
person. He was only so suicidal, thank you very much.

"Bu- Wait, what? How cou-. I'm not goi-. Well okay then."

Staring at the empty space that had possessed two men mere seconds earlier, Steve sighed and
turned to walk down the short stretch of hallway towards the door. Just as Steve went to open it,
Thor flung it open from the inside already in mid-stride. Blond met blond and the two of them went
crashing to the floor, in a heap of oddly colored outfits and exaggerated muscles. It took the both of
them a fair few seconds to separate and pull themselves off the floor. They took a glance at each
other both reading that the other had news, both decided that what they had to say was more
important, but Steve was polite enough to allow Thor to go first.

"I'm going to Asgard to get the truth from Odin and Frigga about what has really happened to
Loki."

"No need. Good news, apparently Bruce managed to get Loki to talk to him and JARVIS has a list
of names. Bad news, Odin's name is on said list. I don't know much beyond that, but we're
supposed to meet in the living room. The others are already there."

Thor took the news a lot better than Steve thought he would, actually he took it really well. There
was no more shouting, no denials, just this sort of sad acceptance. It would seem Thor had used his
time to himself wisely. Rather than any of the aforementioned options, the god of thunder just gave
Steve a nod, that same look on his face.

Without another word spoken, the two of them turned and walked toward where the others were
waiting for them. Steve was curious about how the others felt on a beating-the-crap-out-of-people
spree.
 / Meeting Time! /

As luck would have it, JARVIS did record the conversation, he also had taken the names, placed
them in a text list formatted and cross referenced various Norse mythology so as to properly
distingue the names that had come out towards the tail end of the talk and made back ups of said
list in multiply locations. All of that was normal on the levels of what Tony expected from
JARVIS, what was going above and beyond was then tracking down every reference of said
figures, adding that to the data he had gathered during Tony's stay in Asgard and compiling a list of
every locatable weakness of said people, on said list.

It was times like this that Steve had to work to convince himself that JARVIS was in fact a
machine, and that had not been satisfaction in his voice when he presented said lists to Tony. He
still held some doubts.

It had taken a bit, but finally everyone in the room was up to speed on the current situation with
Loki. Nobody was particularly liking it, but they had to make the best possible choice. Tony spoke
up after a bit, a plan formulating in his head as he talked.

"Well, I think everyone in this room knows one thing for sure, he is not going back to Asgard. I
will not be Dumbledore and send the kid back to live with people who are known abusers. I don't
care if they've reformed or whatever BS, one it's only a matter of time before things go right back
to the way they were, and two, even if they did everything perfectly it would be nothing but panic
attacks for the kid. I did the reading, even just being near an abusive figure can set victims off,
especially children. So what I'm not seeing, is why he can't stay here, like forever. I'm more than
happy to have the two of you over and I've opened my doors to the other Avengers as well. None of
us have any clue how to raise a kid, but we're doing a hell of a better job than Asgard."

This was met with a round of nods. After that nobody was really sure what else was to be said, until
Clint spoke up.

"We could ask Coulson about what we could do to help him as well. He's really good with kids and
this sort of stuff."

Another set of nods. When it came to people they could trust about this, Coulson was at the top of
all of their lists. If anyone knew what to do here, it would be him.

Clint figured that the guy had managed to save him, why couldn't Phil save Loki too?

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Natasha will not be showing up yet due to reasons of a plot device to bring in Darcy
and Jane.

Side note, the Avengers already found out Coulson didn't die. One of the reasons they
haven't been as worked up about Loki as they were.

I am too tired to write authors notes right now. But hey, I've gotten like 5 chapters up
in a row!
 The Fourteenth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

:?)(%** Sometime around late morning the next day **%)(?:

A jolt shot through Loki, he sat up in his bed, forcing down a scream. That was one of his least
favorite nightmares, not that he really liked any of them. They all were pretty scary, but that one
was the worst. Loki carefully went through the nightmares he could remember and noted any
repeats. It was only then that he recalled the strangest nightmare he had been given to date. It
hadn't been like the others, it hadn't scared him or hurt him or made him feel bad, it had made him
happy.

Now that he thought about it, nightmare wasn't the correct word, it had been a dream. He hadn't
had a dream in quite a long time, to be honest he had almost forgotten what they felt like. It had
given him such a warm happy feeling, slowly Loki replied it in his mind. Bruce had been there, he
had told Loki that he wasn't going to hurt him, he had hugged Loki and told him things would get
better; Tony had been hurt but Loki had gotten to heal him. The dream had seemed so real, it had
given him such a nice warm feeling. If only it had been real, not a dream, not some fantasy
concocted by his mind. But that would never be true, it would never happen to him, he did not
deserve such things.

No use dwelling on it now, Loki pulled himself out from under the blankets and noticed that he
was still wearing his outfit from yesterday, it must have slipped his mind to change into his night
clothes with all that had happened in the last evening. Quickly Loki changed his outfits, folding the
old set carefully and placing it on the chair by the desk. The outfit he was now wearing was a bit
more casual then his other one. A green undershirt and tunic with thick cotton pants, and his hat.
Loki had barely been able to find his hat, it had been hiding from him. It didn't look like much, a
fair sized rim and solid black, but it had been a gift from Sif. She had been the only one to
remember his birthday that decade, and had gotten it for him. Loki liked the hat, it was one of the
few things nobody had been able to take away from him yet.

The hat sat upon his head, looking just a little more worn than he remember, but still feeling as soft
and reassuring as ever. Glancing around the room, Loki tried to get some idea of the time, but the
curtains around the room were drawn. Nobody had come to yell at him yet though, so either he
wasn't late or they had forgotten about him. Loki also noticed that it was exceedingly dark in the
room, but he couldn't see any torches to light, he recalled Tony telling him about how JARVIS
controlled the lighting, but Loki was already dressed and he didn't anything else important to do, so
he just slipped out the doorway.

White and bright shades of yellow danced in front of Loki's eyes as they tried to adjust to the
sudden illuminated state of the hallway. A few seconds past, but finally Loki could see again,
quickly he found his bearings and made his way towards the kitchen. Windows littered the path
that took him there and it wasn't hard to tell that it was almost mid-day. Well so much for not being
late.

Finally Loki made his way to the kitchen, to his surprise, Steve and Tony were already there. Both
of them turned their heads when he walked in, Loki ducked his head down and tried to shrink back.
He hadn't know that they were already in here, it was rather rude to disturb others. Rather than
giving him a blow of some sorts and then ignoring him as they should have done, Tony pushed
himself off the counter and scooped Loki up into his arms. On instinct Loki wrapped his arms
around Tony to steady himself, something that Tony didn't seem to mind. Tony began to talk really
fast in a manner that Loki couldn't really keep up with no matter how hard he tried, but his voice
was calming and he almost didn't notice that Tony set him down in one of the chairs, still talking as
fast as a galloping horse.

Steve finally interjected.

"Tony, I understand that you would be willing to talk through just about every subject, but I don't
think that Loki is quite able to keep up with you. Also I don't recall him getting much dinner in last
night besides popcorn, so he should be eating some breakfast right now. Is there anything you'd
like me to make?"

Taking a few moments, Loki thought through Steve's words and decided to take a chance, they
clearly had different rules here on Midgard, so maybe Loki would be fine. When he spoke he held
his hands in his lap, his eyes firmly fixed on them.

"I-I don't really mind what you make, b-but do you t-think you c-could maybe m-make something
without m-meat? I-I don't really like t-the thought o-of some animal d-dying j-just so I could e-eat
them."

It took an almost equal amount of time for Steve to respond, mostly because both he and Tony
were trying not to 'Aw' at the little tyke. Really, Steve had no idea how this little angel had
managed to be transformed into the man they had met in war. Scratch that, Steve knew exactly
how, he just didn't understand how someone could do something as horrible as that. This time, they
were going to make things right. Steve turned to the cupboard to get some pancake mix as he
answered Loki.

"Of course I can. Have you ever tried pancakes before?"

/With Clint/

Clint yawned, a glance at the clock told him that it was about 10:47 in the morning. Five hours of
sleep, not that bad. Two glances around the room confirmed him that there were no hostiles of any
sort and so he fluidly slid down from his perch atop the dresser where he had fallen asleep last
night. Pulling out his phone, the archer checked for anything of importance, the only thing that
came up was a message from Coulson informing him that 'Tasha was fine and that she would be
coming to the mansion in a few days. That brought a smile to his face, one that lasted all of ten
seconds before he remembered what had transpired last night. Without really thinking about it,
Clint dialed the number that was set as number one on his speed dial, two rings later and the
familiar voice of his handler came on.

"Agent Barton?"

"I'm here Phil, there's no danger, to me anyways, and I just need your advice on a more personal
problem. Do you remember Loki?"

A slightly sarcastic and teasing voice answered him.

"Hm? Vaguely, the name seems to ring a bell but I can't really put a face it. Yes Clint, I remember
Loki. Please tell me you aren't thinking of asking him out."

There was a few moments of horrified silence on Clint's end before he managed to pull it together
 to answer his handler.

"First of all, no, no, no, no, no. Secondly, to put a long story short, he got transformed into a kid,
we're all at Tony's house and it's pretty damn clear that the reason he went insane is because of the
number of abusive jerks in Asgard. The kid can't be any more than six but he's got brains way
beyond that and more issues than anyone else on the team. Do you have any ideas?"

This time the silence came from Phil as he took a few moments to think about the situation. Sadly,
it wasn't the weirdest thing he'd ever had to handle. Finally he answered Clint.

"First and foremost, you guys should tell the kid about his real parentage. I could met him
tomorrow and try to figure out what the best course of action is, but if he finds out the truth later on
it could ruin any healing that he manages. I can't say much besides that without having met him.
I'll talk to Fury about it now."

Clint nodded, then remembered that Phil couldn't see him and responded verbally.

"Okay. I'll talk to Thor about it. Thank you Phil."

"Not a problem. See you tomorrow."

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Well, that wasn't too bad.

I'm just gonna go curl up in my nice warm bed now.

Have a nice lifespan everyone.

 The Fifthteenth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Clint hung up his phone and pocketed it. Now where would Thor be? Probably still asleep. What
about Loki? From what Clint knew of the guy, he would guess that he'd be an early riser. Or at
least earlier than Thor. Not that that was saying much. Running through his options, Clint vetoed
just telling Loki himself. It would have to come from Thor or it just wouldn't work, Thor needed to
be there to reassure Loki that this didn't change anything. Sighing Clint ran a hand through his hair
and put off all these thoughts, at least for a little bit.

One shower and a change of clothes later, Clint was roughly ready to go talk to Thor about this. He
couldn't really think of a good way to start this sort of conversations, so instead he crawled through
the air vents. It took him a few moments to gain his sense of direction and a solid minute to make
his way into Thor's room, clearly that needed to be improved. Putting that on his list of things to
do, Clint hopped down into the room below.

Thor was fast asleep on the bed, so Clint called him, hoping that Thor's warrior side would make
him somewhat of a light sleeper.

"Thor, we need to have a chat."

Luckily for Clint, Thor was in fact, a light sleeper and awoke with a start at the call of his name.
Unluckily for Clint, he startled, grabbed Mjölnir and swung it at Clint without bothering to see
who it was. He was saved from a fast death by his reflexes, which got him out of the hammer's way
just in time. Thor blinked for a few seconds and then realized what he had just done, a stream of
babbled apologizes poured from him, before Clint cut him off with a nonchalant voice.

"Whoa, hold on. That was my fault. I should have knock. And come in through the door. Don't
worry about it. Anyways, I talked to Coulson about Loki and he's going to meet the kid tomorrow,
he said that for today we should tell him about his real parentage. One of many things that Frigga
and Odin screwed up, was that they never told him about who he really was. Phil said that if he
finds out later on it could undo whatever we do to fix him. Probably best to get all the emotional
trauma over in one day, right? I would tell the kid myself, but I'm fairly sure it would be better if
you did it. That way he'll know that you already knew about it and still love him."

Seconds ticked by before Thor answered him. His voice was more thoughtful than usual. Clint
didn't think that he had ever heard Thor sound like that. First time for everything, Huh?

"Alright. I'll speak to him after we have both eaten."

"Right then. I'm gonna go see where the others are at."

Then, feeling just a bit too awkward to take the air duct out, Clint walked out the doorway.

_ /*&* This is a Line break *&*/_

Back in the kitchen, Tony, Steve and Loki had all sat down to eat. Tony was eating waffles, mostly
because JARVIS was denying him access to the lab until he ate something, Steve was having a
mix of scrambled eggs and pancakes and Loki was shyly picking at two pancakes. Two being the
least amount that Steve was willing to give him, the young god was already looking rather
underweight and nobody had any problems picking him up. Even Tony said that the kid's weight
was comparable to that of a feather. But Steve also didn't want to push him, the lack of appetite
could very well have something to do with Loki's frost giant heritage.

In truth, Loki was shocked the Steve had been kind enough to comply with his request and then go
so far as to not even make a comment on how weak it was to not eat meat. Normally, Loki would
just eat a small amount of fruit or whatever vegetable hadn't been soaked in gravy. Rarely would he
have some bread, but for the most part that was always dripping with some sort of meat sauce. He
knew that Odin would be staring at him with disapproving eyes on those few occasions he took
notice of Loki during a feast. It was one of the things that he would yell at him about when he was
in a drunk rage, but no matter how hard Loki tried he couldn't bring himself to eat the flesh of
another living creature. Just the sight of meat made him wonder what that animal was like, if they
had a family they would have liked to go back to. The more thought he put into it, the more wrong
it felt and the less will he had to force himself to perform such an evil task.

Steve had made him a Midgardian food called 'Pancakes'. Loki quite liked them. They tasted like a
light fluffy bread, and the butter on them gave them a mix of sweet and salty. It was a shame that
they didn't have these in Asgard.

His train of thought was derailed when Thor entered the room. A small rush of panic worried away
at him.

'What if Thor finds out that I don't like to eat meat?'

'Would he be ashamed in me? Would he act like Odin?'

Loki quickly through off the worries. Thor was nothing like Odin, Thor was kind and protected
Loki, and Thor wouldn't care about what Loki ate. The 'what if's in his head didn't go away.

Everyone ate breakfast with chatter going on between the three adults, and Loki doing his very best
to shrink into the chair. The chair was being rather uncooperative in the matter and steadfastly
refusing to provide any sort of shelter for him. Finally when he had finished his food, he brought
his plate over to a strange sort of slot and inserted the plate as he had seen the others do. Just as he
was turning to leave, Thor called him over.

"Loki, I need to speak to you."

This was it. He thought to himself. Thor must have noticed that Loki didn't eat meats and now he
was going to be angry at him about it. Resigning himself to his fate Loki hurriedly followed behind
Thor as he led him off somewhere.

_ /*&* This is a Line break *&*/_

Thor had been thinking about the best way he could inform Loki about his true parents, and finally
he had come to the conclusion that there was going to be no easy way out. He was just going to
have to get it over with.

Loki was sitting across from him on Thor's bed, looking downwards. It took a few tries for Thor to
manage to say what he wanted to, but finally he got it out.

"What I am about to tell you is something that you should have been told a long time ago. You are
not really Odin's son, or Frigga's for that matter. You are the son of Laufey, king of the frost giants.
From what I have been told, Odin found you out in the cold and took you in. No matter what he
 claims, I think that it was either a mistake or an attempt to steal you that lead you to be in that
position. I thought that it was time you knew the truth and I also want you to know that this
changes nothing between us. You will always be my little brother, whether or not we are bonded by
blood."

It took a couple of seconds for Loki to take in what he had just been told. It took a couple more for
him to react. Said reaction was to curl himself into a ball and look shell-shocked as his entire life
crumbled away. Suddenly, things began to make sense. This was why Odin had always given him
those hated glares, this was why Frigga never came to his rescue. This was why he had been cast
out and rejected for his entire life, by the Asgardian society. Sometimes he had wondered why he
had green eyes, even though nobody else in his family did, but he had always pushed those
thoughts away. Buried the truth he didn't want to find.

But now, it was all uncovered. Who he truly was. The words that Odin had shouted at him so many
times, that had been told to him again and again and again by so many different kinds of people so
many different times. His head fell onto his knees as he found the truth in their words.

"You're a monster."

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

That came out better than I thought it would.

Update on my pets, the cats has stopped bothering me entirely in favor of the box. The
dogs still insist upon hindering my writing.
 The Sixteenth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

'This is not going well.'

Maybe Thor could have been a bit more tactful about the way he had said that. He really was not
good with words. Unsure of what to do, but understanding that he had to do something because
Loki looked like he was going to break down, Thor did the only thing that he could think of at the
time. As gently as he could, Thor pulled Loki into a hug, murmuring soft words into his ears.

"Shh, it's okay. You're not a monster, you're not a freak. You're my brother, even if not by blood,
you are and will always be my brother. This changes nothing."

At the last sentence, Loki's eye flew up to him, and in a half panicked voice he asked,

"How could this change nothing?! This changes everything! My whole life has been a complete
and utter lie!"

Thor shook his head firmly and finally, words came to his mind.

"No. Because Loki, this is not something new. You have always been my brother and you have
also been a Frost Giant. Five minutes ago you were my brother, five minutes ago you were a frost
giant. A decade ago you were my brother, a decade ago you were a frost giant. From the moment I
met you when we were both but babies, you were still a frost giant and you were still my brother.
In this moment, you are a frost giant and you are my brother. Nothing has changed."

Throughout his speech, Thor continued to hold Loki closer and closer until anymore would hurt
him. Tears were still dripping from Loki's eyes, but they were slowing and he hugged Thor back
with just as much force.

Things were hard and it was going to be awhile before things got better between them, but now
there were no more lies tangling the two of them up and pulling them apart.

Neither of them noticed that the door was just slightly ajar, and that a smile had formed on the face
of a certain archer.

Hawkeye moved away from the doorway to give the two of them their space and instead slunk
down the hallway to where Steve and Tony sat in the kitchen, both looked up at him when he
entered. It was Steve who asked him the question that both of them wanted the answer to.

"Well, how did it go? Did he take it well?"

The smile on Clint's face really should have been answer enough, but he said it aloud anyways.

"As well as someone could take that sort of news. There were some tears, but it looks like Thor got
through to him. Tomorrow we're heading over to the helicarrier to see Coulson. He wants to meet
the kid and with any luck he'll have some idea of how to help him."

Steve looked a little wary about the idea, it wasn't that he didn't like Coulson. He was a great man
and very smart, but adult Loki had almost killed the guy. Being careful of his words, he voiced his
fears.

"Look, I know that Coulson is a great guy and I don't doubt that he would know how to help Loki,
but he did almost kill him. Are you sure about this?"

Eyebrow raised and an are-you-serious tone in voice, Clint responded.

"You do realize that some of the agents Coulson is closest to or was close to, tried to kill him at
one point or another. He does not hold a grudge. And If anyone can help him, Coulson can. The
man is amazing with kids, I've seen him save children who were so far gone we couldn't even
understand them."

What was left unsaid was that, just maybe, Clint had been one of those kids.

The rest of the day progressed without much going on. Loki seemed to move around in a shell-
shock state, and was rather jumpy. He stayed up with Tony and Clint to watch random episodes of
Doctor Who, all out of order. It was the first thing he ever showed a real interested in. In the end he
fell asleep curled up in Tony's arms. Tony didn't even complain about missing one of his favorite
parts to carry the kid to bed. It took him way longer than it should have to get back, when he did
Clint gave him a knowing looking.

"It's hard to leave him alone, isn't it? You just feel like he's so small and helpless that the wind
could break him."

"Yeah, honestly, I wonder how he survived through all of that.

-/ The next morning /-

The next day went fairly smoothly through the early hours of the morning, Clint's guess was right
on the mark and it turns out that Loki was in fact, an early riser. It took till about half pasted ten,
but finally all the Avengers were ready to leave. Loki had been told that they were going to visit a
friend of theirs that was going to see if he could help him, it took a little while to get Loki
convinced that it wasn't in fact about his lack of muscles, but eventually they got him through it.

Finally, Tony, Steve, Clint, Thor and Loki were all standing just outside the house. A Shield
aircraft was supposed to be coming any minute now. It took four minute longer than planned but
the plane showed up on the horizon at hurried down onto the landing strip. The flight was short to
the helicarrier and when they arrived, Coulson was already waiting for them. It took a fair amount
of self-restraint for Clint to not bound off the plane to meet him.

He was still the first one of the plane, the moment the landing gear went down, Tony followed him
closely with Steve lingering back with Thor who was carrying Loki. Clint saluted Coulson, even
given that it was half mocking, it still stood.

"It's good to see you, sir."

Okay, the Sir may have been in a rather sarcastic tone, but hey, at least Clint was trying.

"Same to you, Agent Barton."

"Hello, Agent."

Ah, that would be Tony. Coulson was starting to wonder if he would ever get rid of that nickname.
 "Mr. Stark."

Steve gave him a much more full-hearted Salute and a handshake, but they were distracted from
words, by the small child that Thor was carrying.

The young god was watching Coulson carefully, clearly a bit unnerved by him. A smile formed on
Coulson's face, a softer smile then most of his. If Coulson had one weak spot, it would be kids. He
could never bring himself to be angry with them, except for those times that they disobey
instructions and put themselves at risk. Coulson greeted Loki with a ruffle of his hair, something
that he was clearly not used to.

"And you must be Loki. It's very nice to meet you."

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I keep telling myself that I'll start these earlier in the day and I keep starting them later
on.
 The Seventeenth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Loki gave Coulson an unsure look, he had overheard Tony and Bruce talking about the man. They
didn't say anything bad about him, if anything they seemed to like the man, but they had also said
something about him 'fixing' Loki. He wasn't sure what 'fixing' meant to them, but Odin's word for
'fixing' or 'fixing him' was to beat him until he couldn't move, Loki didn't know how that fixed
him, but he did know that he didn't like it very much. Hoping that maybe it was just another time
that the Midgardian word meant something different, Loki extended a hand to Coulson.

"H-hello, Sir."

Coulson's smile remained the same, but inside his head he was noting Loki's behavioral patterns
and matching them up to various conditions and mental issues. The length of the list was not going
down. Clear signs of physical abuse from the flinch when he shook his hand. Clearly clinging onto
Thor even though he was fully supported, that would mean affection starvation, co-dependency or
abandonment issues, possibly all three. Natural fear in his eyes even though Thor was right there
and able to protect him, it wasn't that Loki thought Thor couldn't protect him, it was a would he. So
a check on abandonment issues and most likely low self-esteem. Given the fact that his gaze went
pretty much straight down after the handshake, the self-esteem issues were a yes. It was likely that
he also was pretty shy or at least fearful of meeting new people.

A few seconds had passed in the time it took Coulson to figure all this out, quickly he replied to
Loki.

"Hello there, Loki. You can call me Coulson or Phil if you'd prefer. I don't mind either way."

Seeing that the attention was making Loki pretty uncomfortable, Coulson waited for Loki to nod
before moving his gaze up to Thor. Subtly, Thor gave him a nod and adjusted his grip ever so
slightly.

"Loki, I was wondering if you would be alright with talking with me in my office? You aren't in
trouble or anything, but I would like to ask you some questions."

Now Loki was worried, what if the word didn't mean something different in Midgardian. What if
Coulson was lying? What if he had done something bad? Loki forced his mask to stay in place,
breath in, breath out, in, out, in out. As politely as he could muster, Loki nodded and answered.

"Yes, I could do that, if you wanted me to."

With the permission given, all of them began to move indoors.

-/ In Coulson's Office /-

It was just Loki and Coulson in the room, it was not what Loki had been expecting. Rather than
being filled with decorative furniture and breakable things, Coulson's office had three chairs, a
desk, and some brightly colored objects that looked like toys. Loki figured that they couldn't
possibly be that, because why would a grown man have toys? But Loki couldn't find another name
for them, there was a small set of brightly colored balls that appeared to be made of some sort of
rubber, a tray of tiny, sticky, rainbow balls of foam that were molded into and holding the shape of
an arch, and a collection of various painted figures, most of which were animals.

All in all, the office was quite inviting, and it scared Loki a lot less then he thought it would. If
anything it calmed him down a bit. Cautiously, he chanced a look up at Coulson from his position
in the chair just to the right of the desk. He seemed to be trying to find something in the papers, he
frowned but gave up after a few more moments of searching. Coulson turned to Loki, who quickly
refocused his gaze on his lap and waited, be it for words or a blow he wasn't really sure, but he did
know that one of the other was sure to come.

Once more, Loki was surprised when Coulson sat down, not in the chair behind the desk, but rather
in the chair besides Loki's, which he then angled so that it was facing him. Finally he spoke, his
voice was calm and soft, not like Loki had heard outside.

"First, I want you to understand that you do not have to tell me anything you don't want to. If you
don't want to talk about something, you don't have to. Second, I need you to be honest with me in
here. Third, if you say something here that you don't want anyone else to know, you have the right
to tell me that. If you want something to stay between us, I will not tell anyone else unless it
becomes a life or death situation. You don't even have to say anything, just nod for yes or shake
your head for no. Okay?"

Loki stuttered his response, not used to any of this.

"O-okay."

Coulson gave Loki a smile, one he couldn't see because his head was pointed firmly down towards
his lap.

"Alright, well to get it off the table, has anyone ever hit or otherwise hurt you?"

It took Loki a few seconds of doubt and turmoil before he finally nodded his head. Right, so it was
a case of abuse here. The questions continued much in the form of twenty questions.

"Was there more than one person?"

A nod.

"More than 5 people?"

Another nod.

"More than 10?"

A third nod, Coulson was have to fight very strongly to not call out an announcement that left
Asgard open ground for killing.

"More than 20?"

One more nod.

"More than 40?"

Thankfully this time, Loki shook his head. Now it was time to check some people.

"Did Thor ever hurt you?"

 This was the first question to bring a verbal response from him.

"N-no, I m-mean y-yes. N-never o-n purpose, u-unless w-we w-ere p-play fighting. A-and h-he
never r-really hurt m-me."

It was Coulson's turn to nod this time, he didn't think that Thor ever would, but it never hurt to
check. He asked the next question, one he had already guessed the answer to.

"Did Odin?"

It was a full forty-five seconds before Loki finally gave the slightest of nods. Alright, that was over
with. Toy had said he had a list of names, but Coulson had needed to check for himself, just to be
safe.

"Did he ever yell at you?"

This time Loki gave him another verbal answer.

"Y-yes. H-e y-yells a-at me a-a l-ot. H-he g-gets m-mad b-bec-cause I-I'm w-we-ea-k a-an-nd w-
worth-l-es-ss and b-bad."

As he spoke he curled himself up into a ball, his knees drawn to his chin and his eyes becoming
more and more unseeing. Coulson had seen these plenty of times before, and he knew how to
handle them. It was PTSD. No kid that young should have flipping PTSD.

Coulson quickly moved to wrap Loki up in a hug as best he could, now reconsidering that open-
game announcement.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

So tired.

I need to stop posting these at like midnight.

 The Eighteenth Root
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

It was a while before Loki was okay to talk again. As much as Coulson didn't want to have to put
him through this, he needed to know what he was dealing with.

Both back in their chairs with Loki's breathing mostly back to normal, he gave Coulson a slight nod
to indicate that he was ready. Coulson started asking his questions again.

"Did Frigga ever hurt you?"

A shake of the head. Good, at least there was that.

"Were you ever sexually abused?"

Another shake. Thank every god that he didn't believe in.

"Was is mostly adults who abused you?"

A nod. His breathing was starting to get shaky, that would have to be enough. The last thing
Coulson wanted was to put the kid through any more stuff then he had already been through. That
same soft smile returned to Coulson and he extended a hand to Loki, while doing so he spoke, his
tone a bit lighter now that the hard part was over.

"Alright, that should be everything I need to ask you. Let's get you back to Thor and the others,
okay?"

Loki took the offered hand, as nice as Coulson turned out to be, he wanted to be back with his brot-
No. Thor wasn't his brother and he needed to stop thinking that. This train of thought quickly took
over his mind, so he didn't notice at first, when rather than helping him out of the rather large chair,
Coulson scooped Loki up into his arms. A few moments of surprise overtook him, before he
decided that Coulson wasn't going to hurt him and relaxed into the half hug, and allowed himself to
be carried down the hallways. It was then that he noted that Coulson was rather warm too.

To be fair, Coulson really had been planning on helping him out of the chair, but he had just looked
rather small and fearful, much like a timid rabbit in one of Coulson's chairs that was made for an
adult which didn't help, and he was only so strong. Coulson just couldn't see how anyone could
stand to hurt such an innocent little thing. Everyone in Asgard must be blind, it was the only thing
that made sense. When Loki relaxed onto his shoulder, Coulson had to try very hard and almost
failed at not awing. Years of experience as an agent be damned.

They got to the room where the Avengers should have been, but it was found to be quite empty. A
check to his watch told Coulson that it wasn't that late, the talk had only taken about twenty
minutes and he had guessed that it would be twenty-five, so the only reason they wouldn't be here
was if they got districted, lost or forgot the time.

You'd think that he'd be used to this sort of stuff by now. Heaving a sigh, Coulson gently set Loki
down. As much as he didn't want to leave him alone, he did trust the other agents not to pull
anything. Only the team, himself and their pilot knew they were meeting here, but the room was
 off-limits so he should be just fine to be here for just a few minutes. The pilot was a nice women
and great with kids, on the longshot she did come in here, she wouldn't do anything.

"It figures that they wouldn't be here on time. I'm going to be gone for just a few minutes to find
them, okay? Will you be alright on your own?"

Loki gave him a nod and watched with trusting eyes as Coulson left the room. He glanced around
the room, and finding that nothing was wrong with it, he moved to sit in one of the chairs around
the table. His legs were pulled up to his chin, but for once, he wasn't trying to hide or comfort
himself, for once, he was just in that position out of habit. For the very first time in a long time,
Loki allowed himself a small smile, because for once in his life, things looked like the might get
better. And even if they didn't, he would still have some nice memories to escape to. The smile
lasted for another minute or so before he finally forced himself to put back on his mask, but
unbeknownst to Loki, that mask was starting to form little chips and cracks at the sides.

Because harsh words, blows, pain and hurt had all come and gone and the mask had faced them all
and come out without a scratch. Nothing had managed to break it, nobody had been able to truly
see him without all the layers and hiding. Coulson had done something different, he had be nice
and smiled, but most importantly, he had told Loki that he didn't have to. That he was allowed to
say that he didn't want to talk about something. It was strange for Loki to have a way out, to not
have to follow every instruction given. It was strange to feel like his mask wasn't being attacked.

That is why the mask and armor was starting to chip and crack, for once, it wasn't invulnerable,
and it scared Loki that he was letting other people get through his armor, but what scared him most
of all was that he was starting to wonder if letting someone else in would really be that bad.
Because for once in his life, Loki done with all the hiding. It had never made anything better, if
anything it made it worse. He was done with always falling for his own illusions that he would
conjure up only to be hurt even more when Odin vanished in the middle of telling Loki he was
sorry, or Frigga disappeared when Loki would try to give her a hug after she had told him that
loved him just as much as Thor. Loki worried that if he kept falling back on those, one day
everything would seem to be an illusion, he would never be able to trust anyone else's words.

And Loki didn't want that to happen. So for once, he was going to take a risk and just try. For once,
it was time for reality. He looked down at his hands and wondered what they really looked like,
when they were blue. Would his eyes still be green? Were they green in the first place? It was hard
for him to imagine looking in the mirror and not seeing, well him.

Loki was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn't notice the door creaking open. He didn't see
two eyes peer into the room, both full of hatred.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Just to point this out, some people have been saying that Loki sound surprisingly more
grown up then his age range (6-7). But I wanted to point out that that is just the
Midgardian equivalent of what he looks like. In reality Asgardian live for thousands of
years and so I would imagine them being somewhat more mature, except not really
mature. People in Asgard act like children.

Loki is also very smart and just a mature child. Point blank.
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Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

"He didn't see two eyes peer into the room, both full of hatred.

The door silently moved open, Loki's chair was turned away from the doorway so he didn't see the
person standing in the door. It was a female, she would have been very pretty, with ponytailed
brown hair that hung just touching her shoulders. She was wearing the standard SHIELD uniform
for pilots, she pulled it off quite nicely, and her figure was well taken care of. Yes, she really
would have been quite pretty if her face wasn't contorted with hatred, her eyes alight with hatred,
all of which was focused on the contents of the chair in front of her.

There he was, Coulson's attacker. Ah, Coulson, her love, he might be unwilling to take revenge on
the evil, vile creature that had harmed him, simply because it hid in the form of a child, but she
would not be fooled. She knew that the thing was a monster, it was why she had signed up for pilot
duty, and Coulson trusted her to carry out this act for him. Otherwise he wouldn't have chosen her
for this mission.

With all her years of experience as an agent she easily snuck up to the chair after having closed the
door behind her. The monster expected nothing, but she wanted him to see her before she took her
revenge. She wanted him to know what he did to deserve this. Spinning the chair around, she
pulled her knife out of the small sheath she kept on her hip. The knife was poised at his throat and
the monster had enough sense in it to keep silent. A grin spread across her face as she began to
speak.

"Well hello there, Monster. You may have fooled the others, but you won't fool me. I know the
truth. I know that you're a horrible nasty little creature, I know that you're a monster and I won't let
you get away with it. I'll take revenge for them. Nobody is going to save you now. Coulson made
sure of that. The others helped too."

Loki was more than a little confused and even more scared. The knife was pressed against his
throat and no matter how hard he tried to control his breathing it was still picking up speed. Slowly
he took in her words and his eyes widened. He had no idea what to do, but those voices at the back
at the mind were whispering to him that he shouldn't do anything. The same voices who had told
him not to trust them, not to listen to Coulson's nice words. No, that's what he should have said, he
shouldn't have been so stupid. Pain flared in his chest, not the heal-able pain but instead that stupid
ache his heart got whenever he was betrayed yet again. You'd think he would have known better
than to trust them, to begin to take off his mask.

Why had he been so stupid? Why did he keep falling for the same old tricks? Shouldn't he have
learned his lesson with those lies Frigga used to whisper in his ear on those very few occasions she
retrieved him after Odin had punished him. It was only ever when he was too broken to move and
unable to heal himself with his magic, she would come in when Odin had yelled for the fifth or
sixth time for Loki to get out of his sight without him leaving or answering. Then she would take
him back to his chamber and tuck him in and promise that it was never going to happen again, that
she wouldn't let it happen again.

It always happened again, and she never stopped Odin. At least Loki was used to getting betrayed
 by now, it hurt a lot more the first time.

Pain flared up as the knife was twisted into his stomach, it hurt, but Loki didn't even flinch. He was
done, with all of this. There wasn't any more reason for him to fight back anymore. The women
was still talking but he couldn't hear her words. Darkness flickered in and out of his sight and for
once he didn't call on Magic. Speaking of Magic, it was currently writhing and screaming at Loki
to let it free and to fight. For once, Loki ignored it as the blood flowed out of him freely, under his
breath he spoke a few soft words.

"Goodnight Magic, I'm sorry my friend. Goodnight Sif, thank you for sharing in my pain.
Goodnight Wind, thank you for your kind words. Goodnight Mother, Father, Brother, I suppose
you'll all be happier this way."

The women had stood up and was leering at him now, a look of disgust on her face. It took a
moment for Loki to notice his hand, blue was where pale should have been. So this was his true
form. Using the last of his energy, Loki let Magic loose just enough as to create a mirror like
surface. For a few moments he stared at his true form, a smile fitted itself onto his face. So he
really did have green eyes, he had always thought that frost giants had to have red eyes.

And with that thought, his eyes drifted close without the intent of ever opening them again.

_+*%%%$ With Coulson/The Avengers $%%%*+_

Coulson was almost running down the hallway, the others in close pursuit. It had taken him a
while to find them, mostly because they had thought they were in the right place. He had found
them at the opposite end of the ship where the pilot had told them Coulson would be meeting them,
the reasons being that someone else was in the other meeting room. The issues with that was the
Coulson had said no such thing, and that meant that Loki was left unattended and something was
clearly wrong. Okay, now he was running.

She wouldn't hurt him right? Coulson had known that she had taken the news of his almost death
hard, but she wouldn't hurt an innocent child over it, right? He wasn't really so sure now.

Finally they reached the door to the meeting room, it was flung open and quite possible torn off,
Coulson really couldn't tell. Right now all of his attention was focus on the two figures standing in
the room. One was grinning in an evil, crazed way, it was the pilot. She had completely lost it. But
what worried him more was the small and innocent figure of Loki, which was currently slumped
over in a chair, his body a soft shade of blue and looking very much like a frost giant, he had a soft
smile on his face. If it hadn't been for the gaping wound in his abdominal area, it would have
looked quite peaceful.

For once, Coulson was unable to process a very important piece of data until seconds later, his
mind was still reeling with shock. But once he did notice it, it got much worse and he moved as fast
as he could towards Loki. This was bad. Very bad. Worse than almost everything Coulson had
encountered beforehand.

Loki wasn't breathing.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:
I'm such an evil, evil person.

Updates are now moving back to the usual Monday/Thursday Releases. I had fun
writing for you guys, but break is over and I have plenty of work to get done. All these
chapters I've released over break are going to get betaed and put up again, so if you've
noticed some errors, most of them will get corrected with that.
 The First Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

The moment that Bruce's mind took in the situation, there was no force on earth that could have
stopped the other guy from coming out. There was barely time for his teammates to get out of the
way before he turned a rather deep shade of green and his body began to expand. It took two
seconds for the transformation to take place and the moment the Hulk was free, he leapt at Loki's
attacker and smashed a hole through the shell of the Heli-carrier. He was rather quickly followed
by Thor and, after putting on his suit, Tony. It was a pretty good thing he had thought to bring it
along, because it looked like they were going to need it.

This left Coulson, Clint and Steve in the room. Coulson was the first to be able to get to Loki and
he moved as fast as he possibly could to cross the room, using the chair as a carrier, he tugged it
across the room and away from the gaping hole. The moment it was safe, he gently scooped Loki
out of the seat and began trying to both stop the bleeding and restart Loki's heart, which had also
gone still. Steve and Clint joined him as fast as they could to assist with slowing the blood flow,
but it was all for naught, Loki's heart would not function.

It was then that Coulson got an idea, it was stupid but brilliant at the same time and he had no idea
if it would work, but it was their best hope. He shouted at Clint and Steve in order to be heard over
the now worrying amounts of wind coming in from the hole in the metal plating.

"Get him to the med-bay and have them try to save him. I've got an idea."

The moment he finished talking he was out the door, flat-out running and dodging around some
rather confused agents. As fast as he could, he made his way to the storage room, the one where
Shield kept old projects that might be continued if the proper conditions showed up. His mind was
working at a mile a moment as he scanned the labels of the boxes. Finally he found four that had
the proper labeling, and ripped the top off the first. Nope, it was all files, same for the second one.
The third contained some of the prototypes but it was the fourth that held what he was looking for,
a set of small vials of glowing blue liquid. Each one a sample of energy extracted from the
Tesseract.

The scientist has made a point to add in all of their reports on the energies, that it had a high
potential for healing if it could be de-energized enough so that it wouldn't overload people and
cause them to turn into blue streaks of light. Well, de-energizing it hadn't worked so far, but Loki's
body should be able to handle the energy intake. Coulson grabbed one of the vials and took off
again, on his way out he shouted at one of the agents to fix the boxes.

It seemed like it took ages, when in fact it only took Coulson about a minute to make it to the Med-
bay. When he got there, he found Steve and Clint, both standing worriedly by the door to one of the
rooms. They looked up when he entered, both clearly wanting to ask him what he had been doing,
but he didn't have any time, so he instead, dodged around them and pushed open the door into the
room. Within the room, three doctors and two nurses were doing everything they could to try and
revive Loki to no avail, they looked up when Coulson burst in, about ready to yell at him to get
out, but he shouted first.

"Everybody stand back."

They obeyed and barely managed to stand out of the way in time for Coulson to reach Loki, uncork
the vial and allow, one tiny drop poured out from the vial and into Loki's mouth. The reaction was
instantaneous.

Loki's body hovered off of the bed, a blue light cascading around him, focusing on the wound in
his body, but also connecting to his heart and head. For just a moment, between the blue glow of
the light and the natural blue of Loki's body, Coulson was afraid that he might not make it, but then
it was over. Gently the blue light set Loki down onto the cot where the doctors had placed him, the
wound was compete healed, but Loki still wasn't breathing. The light curled in on itself and
vanished, the silence in the room could have been cut by a spoon, and then Loki's breathing
resumed. Slow and steady, as if he had only been taking a nap and not been through death's door.

A sigh of relief escaped Coulson as he took in the fact that it had worked. Recorking the energy, he
tucked the vial into his pocket before turning to the doctors, glancing over the team he gave a small
smile, these people he should be able to trust. Their team was well known for treating former
enemies and keeping a very strict code of ethics, even going so far as to stand up to Fury. Clint had
made a wise choice bring Loki to them.

"I trust that all of you can keep quiet about Loki's current state and his presence here?"

Uniform nods circled the room, and a few more seconds passed before one of the doctors spoke.

"While I do appreciate your actions Agent Coulson, we would like to check our patient now to see
whether or not he is fully recovered. After that, I am not allowing him to leave this room until he
has had at least 12 hours of rest."

Coulson nodded and start to exit, in the doorway he was stopped by one of the doctor's voice.

"Should we be expecting another patient soon?"

A moment of silence followed as Coulson's face darkened.

"If there's anything left of her, yes."

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Thor and Tony had finally talked Hulk into letting the agent go. It had taken awhile, though they
hadn't really been trying until the point where she was probably going to die if they didn't. Tony
was the one to carry her back to the Heli-carrier, Thor had stayed behind to get Bruce once the
Hulk calmed down. He was flying at top speed, not because he particularly cared about the
women, she wasn't going to die too soon, broken limbs and nasty scars, but he did want to know
about how Loki was.

When he finally reached the entry way, a couple of agents raised an eyebrow at the other agent's
condition and a few looked about ready to offer help, but he waved them all off. He had landed
pretty close to the med-bay, when he got there, he saw Clint and Steve standing outside of the
doorway talking to Coulson. They saw him and their faces darkened, not at him, but at the girl in
his arms. Coulson gestured to the doorway, one away from where they stood and Tony moved
towards it, about to inquire about Loki's condition before Clint cut him off.

"He's alive, Coulson used some of this energy we extracted from the Tesseract to heal him. He'll be
fine."

It was the best news Tony had heard all day.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

I considered killing him off.

I really did.

But my friend threatened to push me off the waterfall we were on.

So I didn't.

You should thank her.

Also, I don't have time to reply to all of your awesome comments, but I do read each
and every one.
 The Second Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

It had taken some time to get everyone aware of Loki's condition, more importantly the fact he
wasn't dead. The agent had survived but she was being placed in one of Shields mental programs
and it was rather unlikely that she would be walking any time soon.

Loki was completely healed by the Tesseract's energy. The doctors had never seen anything like it.
He was up not three hours after the healing, he didn't move from his place in the bed for five, so
the nurse didn't notice it until then. When he did it was only a little movement, Loki moved his
hand from where it was hanging off of the bed. Quickly the nurse watching over him moved to
check on him, the first thing she noticed was his eyes, they were almost completely blank. The
nurse had chalked it up to a side effect of the energy overload, but to be honest she wasn't so sure.
So putting the official transcript aside, she went to talk to Coulson.

It took two knocks for her to be admitted into the room that Coulson was staying in along with the
other avengers, all eyes in the room were fixed on her. It was slightly unsettling, but she spoke to
them all the same. Really, it wasn't the worst she had be forced to deal with, there had been the
time with the bloody walruses.

"The doctors did a full exam of Loki and he checked out just fine, no damage of any kind. He woke
up about two hours ago according to our sensors. There wasn't any movement until half an hour
ago so we didn't notice until then. The movement was rather slight and we think that the energy
from the Tesseract has taken a toll on him. I would also like to speak to agent Coulson off the
record about this matter."

The flood of relaxation that had been engulfing the room was quickly dammed, everyone seemed
to tense up on her last words. Coulson took a moment before nodding. Having assurance that he
would follow, the nurse turned and walked from the room, trying to stay as professional as she
could, at least until she was out of the sight of everyone else. Once having moved to an empty
hallway, she turned to face Coulson who was wearing a questioning look, he tried to speak but she
cut him off.

"I'm concerned about Loki's mental health. I reviewed what could be recovered of the security tape
and what that women said was not only horrible, terrible things, but she also stated a few times that
both you and the avengers were involved in this as some sort of plot. I can't tell how much he had
heard, but when he woke up, his eyes were in this weird almost blank state, and the only reason he
moved was to pull his hand back onto the bed. I understand that the report may say one thing, but I
don't think that he's alright."

"I figured as much, she was still shouting those sorts of things when we got there. I have no idea
where it came from, she's always been such a nice person. To be honest, I have no idea how we're
going to fix this. The only thing I think of is to do our best and maybe time will be able to start
fixing this. I don't know if even that could work at this point."

A grim nod from the nurse confirmed this. She turned over her memories before she remember
something from Loki's file, an important something.
 "Loki's a frost giant, right?"

"From what Thor's told us, yes."

"Well then, wouldn't snow and ice be good for him? I doubt they get much in Asgard and at this
point anything could help. It might have a mental healing effect on him."

For a few seconds Coulson ran the thought around in his mind, and the more he did so, the more it
was starting to sound like a good idea. It would need to be run past the others, but being in a more
comfortable environment might help Loki recover. There were plenty of cases of changing the
location positively effecting people's mental health, and anything was worth a shot at this point.
Coulson turned his thoughts back to the nurse standing in front of him, and answered her.

"I think that might actually be good for him. I'll need to check in with the other avengers, but it
may work."

- With Loki -

It had taken him all of twenty minutes to figure out that he was not, in fact, dead. It took him an
hour and forty minutes to muster up the strength to move his arm, just back onto the bed. Another
ten minutes passed before he remember why he was here.

The Lady, the knife, the words.

He gave it some thought, the lady had put the knife into his stomach, so why was there no pain
there? A little movement of his pinkie against the sheets confirmed that he was still feeling things,
so it couldn't be that he had been given a potion, and now that he thought about it a bit more, he
couldn't feel anything wet on his stomach.

It was then he noticed another lady dressed in a different outfit. She spoke to him for a bit, he
didn't answer, he wanted to but he couldn't find the energy too. So he let her talk, she had a very
pretty voice, even if he could really understand what she was saying, it was nothing like the other
Lady. No, the other Lady did not have a pretty voice, she had a mean voice that Loki didn't like
very much. Looking around with his eyes, Loki couldn't see the other Lady.

That was when he figured it out, he must have gotten into an accident and used an energy zapping
substance on himself, and it had all been one nasty nightmare. The book he had found on the
subject had said that it was a common side effect. He would have breathed a sigh of relief, but
breathing was already hard enough. Nothing but a really nasty nightmare. This meant that Thor and
the others didn't hate him.

With that thought in mind, Loki drifted back into a gentle sleep.

He began to dream again, but this dream was different. It wasn't scary per say, just strange. There
was a warm blue light, the light was moving all around him, but it wasn't leaving, instead it was
forming some sort of protective layer around him. To be honest, it didn't feel bad, if anything it felt
quite nice and safe. Loki had no idea where the energy had come from, but he was glad it was
there. A gentle hum filled the… now that he thought about it, he didn't know where he was. Black
was all he could see beyond the blue light. That should probably worry him, but with the light
around him, he felt very safe, as if nothing could hurt him.

Slowly Loki closed his eyes and simply enjoyed the warmth of the light cascading around him.

Chapter End Notes

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

You thought that energy was gone, didn't you?

Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it always goes somewhere. The energy is still
with Loki.

Sings out: *Plot twist*

 The Third Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Reluctantly Loki awoke from his sleep, a voice was speaking to him. The voice sounded nice, but
urging, and it would be really impolite to ignore it, but the blue light was so comfortable. Needless
to say, Loki was not happy that he was being forced to leave the blue light behind as he forced his
eyes open, hazy images flickering around in front of his vision. Slowly, a picture formed and the
world stopped being hazy and pulled itself into focus. Said image was of the same lady, the real
one, from before. She was gentle shaking his shoulder and speaking to him.

Sluggishly, he fought a battle against gravity in order to rub at his eyes with one of his hands, this
action seemed to startle the lady because she took a step back. After a few moments, she spoke and
this time Loki could make out what she was saying.

"Are you alright? Do you feel any sort of pain? Do you need any help?"

Loki tried to answer her right away, but before he could, a yawn escaped him. Stifling it, he tried
once more to answer, though it was mostly mumbled.

"M'fine, no pain. Tired."

Then he began the process of attempting to sit up-right in his bed. Luckily for him, the pillow was
rather large and he didn't have to move very much before he was about to use it to prop himself up.
The lady was talking again.

"Alright, that's very good. You can go back to sleep soon, I just need to ask you a few questions
first, okay?"

Rather than a verbal response, Loki just nodded, hoping that she wouldn't mind.

"What can you remember from the point where Coulson left you in the meeting room to get the
others?"

This question made Loki a little unsure. Did dreams count? Decided that they probably did, Loki
began to talk.

"Not much. I think I feel asleep. I do remember the dreams I had though."

Now the lady was looking a little surprised and interested. She prompted him gently.

"Would you mind sharing those dreams with me?"

A slight nod of the head accompanied Loki's reply. As he talked his face was rather expressive. It
was quite unlike what the nurse had seen in other abuse patients. She did manage to keep her face
at least somewhat clear of emotions, giving him the wrong message would not be good.

"There were two of them. I didn't like the first one very much, it had a mean Lady in it. She
stabbed me, and according to her, the others helped her. That one I thought was real for a bit, but
then I realized that if it was, I would be hurt or dead. And I'm not. I liked the second one a lot
more, it happened after I woke up the first time. In it there was this really pretty blue light that was
all around me, it was nice and warm, not the fire sort of warm, but the people sort of warm. The
light was keeping me safe from the dark stuff on the outside. I don't really know what it was, but it
didn't matter 'cause the blue light was between me and it."

Loki didn't mind talking about all of this to the lady, she seemed very nice, and that safe feeling the
blue light dream had given him hadn't gone away. It was like if anything tried to hurt him,
somehow he knew it would fail. Not being afraid was quite nice.

Well that was not what she had been expecting. Thinking back on her memories of Loki's revival,
the Tesseract's energy had just disappeared. The possible outcomes here, were that either Loki was
having the feeling of the healing coming up in his dreams, or the Tesseract's energy was still inside
Loki. Whether that was a good or a bad thing remained to be seen.

Now, the more important thing was the first 'dream'. Clearly Loki was convinced that the previous
events had not taken place. To be fair, there was nothing to support that they had, he had returned
to his usual Asgardian form in his sleep. It would be up to Thor to decide whether or not Loki was
told the truth, as he was his current legal guardian. As much as she would like to, she was not
allowed to simply tell him.

She finished up asking him the other basic questions, he was being fairly open with her, so that
was a good sign. Finally she did have to leave, and so she did, right after jotting down a quick meal
request in the system. Loki had never mentioned being hunger, but it was fair to assume he was.
Once that was completely, the nurse took down the hallway and set off for where the avengers
were, to inform them of this new change.

_*(With the Avengers)* _

When Coulson had brought in the idea of a trip to the mountains, there had been a fair bit of
fighting. Thor had been very against it, he had thought that something that may reminded Loki of
his true heritage would be a bad idea. On the other hand, Tony had been all for it, he had thought it
would be good for the kid. Neither had been willing to back down on their stance, and eventually,
the whole thing had dissolved into a shouting match.

Said shouting match was given an abrupt end when Tony got completely fed up and finally yelled
something that crossed the line.

"You know what, I don't think Loki's the issue here. I think it's you. The issue isn't that Loki would
be ashamed of who he really is, it's that you're ashamed of who he really is. That you can't get over
the fact that your little baby brother is actually a frost giant."

The last words were almost spat at Thor, and once they were finished, Tony stomped out of the
room. Nobody had any idea where he was planning to go on the Heli-carrier, but they could guess
that Coulson would be getting some complaints soon. Thor was standing in a sort of shock. He
really didn't know what to do, Hel, he didn't even know whether or not Tony was right.

When he had found out Loki was a frost giant, he didn't get very much time to react or formulate
any sort of opinion on the matter. It was all just acceptance because he had already lost so much of
his little brother. Now that he had him back, voices were nagging at the back of his mind. That
Loki was really that creature he had been raised to hate. Thor would never be able to call Loki a
monster, it was just impossible for him to think of him that way. But the reality of his little brother
not being his little brother was reeling, and hard for him to wrap his mind around.

The state of shock that Tony's words had placed him and basically everyone else in the room in,
 was shattered when the nurse burst in. Okay, maybe it was more of a quietly walking in, but it
really felt like bursting. She took a good look around the room and raised a single eyebrow at
Coulson, who shrugged back. Clearing her throat, she spoke.

"Well, you seemed to being having issues already, so let me pile another one on top. Loki thinks he
dreamed up the entire stabbing and I need your decision over whether or not we tell him the truth.
Also the Tesseract's energy may still be in him, I'm not sure about that one though."

For once, Coulson didn't tell Clint off for making an over dramatic groan. He was having to fight
the urge to make on himself.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

When I finished the first chapter, I thought it would be about 7 chapters, maybe a bit
more, probably less. I like proving myself wrong.
 The Fourth Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

"Well, that's just great. At the very least we have a higher chance of not mentally scarring him as
much when he gets the truth verses what was going through his mind before him."

For the first time in a while, Clint spoke up from his perch. The attention in the room was shifted
to him, a seconds worth of reading into Clint's words prompted the nurse to attempt to get a
confirmation.

"So we are going to inform him of the truth? Or are one of you?"

This caused Thor to speak up, looking much like a kicked and confused puppy.

"I do not understand the reasoning of you two, would it not be best if Loki thought it was only a
dream?"

Coulson took a breath before answering, reminding himself that Thor had in no way been prepared
to suddenly have the responsibilities of a parent thrust upon him and that the fact that he hadn't
totally screwed something up yet was something to be commemorated. Calmly he began to explain
things to Thor.

"No, for two reasons. Firstly, he has had way too many lies told to him in his life already, and
secondly, if he finds out the truth and we've lied to him, there will be no way for us to convince
that we didn't help her with the attack. So the truth is going to be the best option, the only issue
remaining is who is going to tell him."

This caused a sullen silence to fall over the room. Said silence was broken after roughly a minute
by the beeping of the nurse's pad. Glancing down at it, her eyes went wide. Scanning the
information given to her, she looked up at them with a 'This-is-gonna-suck' smile.

"Good news, nobody has to tell him. Bad news, that's because Tony just did. I just got an alert from
one of the other doctors, but Loki seems to be handling it alright. Tony's in there with him now, the
doctors do not want to remove him until Loki's fallen back asleep to prevent Loki from getting
scared. They are also not allowing anyone else in. Shall we head over there and completely ignore
what they're saying now?"

Coulson gave her a weak smile and responded with,

"Yep. Let's go now."

As he stalked out of the doorway. The others followed him, some more slowly than the rest,
namely Thor was seeming rather shell-shocked.

When they arrived, it was to the same three doctors muttering amongst themselves, before they
could even try to stop him. Coulson pulled his badge out and called rank.

"I am not going to listen to any advice to the contrary, so you may as well just save us the trouble
and step aside now."
A three second glaring match pursued, before the doctors begrudgingly stepped aside, grumbling
all the while. As much as they would love to bar his entry, he had enough rank to be able to
disobey the orders of any medical officials, so long as they didn't involve his own health. Not even
Director Fury got that right.

Gently, Coulson pushed open the door, expecting to find yelling or shouting or tears. What he was
not expecting to see was Loki smiling. A real true smile. For the entire time he had been here, Loki
hadn't given a smile to anyone, Clint had approached him about it as one of the problems Loki was
having. But there he was, with a happy smile on his face, looking about ready to laugh at
something Tony had said.

Speaking of Tony, he was sitting to the side of the bed, sharing the smile with Loki. Coulson has
no idea what he had said, but now he wasn't so sure that they should be here. He had halted in his
tracks, this may have not been the best of ideas mostly due to the fact that the nurse was directly
behind him and was unable to see the same scene that he was and thus a collision accrued.

Said collision caused Coulson and the nurse to stumble to the floor, the nurse's legs tripped Steve
and he also fell, when he reached out to try and grab onto something to stop his fall he grabbed
onto Clint who grabbed onto Thor. Long story short it ended up being a large pile of people. Tony
was laughing his head off and Coulson just barely managed to hear a few giggles from Loki before
the young god shifted into a concerned mode.

"Are you all okay?"

Loki asked, still fighting to keep the light giggles out of his voice. He wasn't doing a very good job
of it though and a few more managed to slip out, just enough so that everyone in the room heard
them and also were put into a similar state of shock. It took a few seconds more of the silence for
Loki to break them out of their shock by repeating his question, now sounding a bit more
concerned.

Coulson quickly gathered himself back together and attempted to make his way out of the pile as
he responded.

"I am fine, I do not think anyone else is hurt. Sorry about that."

Mumbled agreements resounded from the others as they disentangled themselves from one
another. Tony was still laughing his head off at them.

When they had finally managed to pull themselves out of the pile and Coulson had shooed off the
doctors for a second time, only managing to do so with Loki's help of informing them that he was
absolutely fine. Everyone settled down at a place in the room, now feeling more than a little
awkward.

After a little bit, Coulson spoke up.

"So you're feeling better? And Tony told you about what really happened with the pilot?"

A nod was coupled with Loki's verbal response.

"Yes to both. Well, unless what really happen wasn't that one of the agents went a bit crazy and
attacked me."

Coulson gave a mixed happy-sad grin at that and answered with a bit of a laugh in his voice.

"Well, more like she went a lot crazy, but basically yes. Did he tell you anything after that?"
 "No, I was wondering why I'm not hurt now though. He was about to tell me, but then you guys
fell in."

"I used a very small amount of the Tesseract's energy to heal you. When I attempted it, you were
already dead and it brought you back."

At that Loki's mood changed just a little, he looked a mix of curious and tense. Coulson wanted to
ask right away what the problem was, but he waited and allowed Loki to work the words out of
himself.

"The Tesseract. That's the thing with the warm glowy blues light, right."

This time the nod was from Coulson. Suddenly he recalled the other thing the nurse had said.

'The Tesseract's energy may still be in him'

It seems the others who had heard it as well, were also tensing up. Loki spoke after a few seconds.

"Well, I'm not sure, but I keep getting this feeling like something's protecting me, and when I fell
asleep, the nightmares weren't there. It was all darkness and a blue light surrounding me."

He paused to look up at Coulson with a rather serious look.

"I don't think the energy left me when I was better.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Sorry this is a bit late, but life was chaos over the weekend. Luckily I have a break
coming up and I should be able to get more updates out then.
 The Fifth Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Coulson bit his lip before shaking his head. If that was how things were there wasn't much they
could do about it, besides from what Loki had told them it wasn't hurting him. Carefully he chose
his words so as not to hurt any feelings.

"Well, I doubt there is anything we could do to extract it that wouldn't be dangerous for you. So
until it becomes a problem, we'll leave it alone. Alright?"

A nod from Loki assured him. A slight silence fell over the room, not even a bad silence. Just a
silence. Of course this is the avengers we are talking about, and Tony did not do silence. So he said
something.

"Now that we've covered that, I was wondering how you'd feel about going to the mountains for a
bit. Pepper has been on my case about taking some sort of vacation and I'm fairly sure the same
could be said for SHIELD and Agent."

And they were back to the awkward silence. Damn it Tony. Thor looked about ready to start the
yelling again, until Loki spoke up. His voice was almost silent, yet everyone in the room managed
to hear it, the strength of it grew over time.

"I-if y-you w-want t-to go. I-I would l-like that too."

The look that would have been on Coulson's face if it weren't for his agent training was priceless.
The fact that Loki had managed to ask for something, and do so without losing that faint glimmer
of a smile in his eyes was something he had never seen in an abuse victim at Loki's level. Whatever
it was that Tony had said to Loki must have had a magic of its own. Coulson was going to need to
figure out what it was he had said.

"Alright, that's settled then. We should be able to leave in three days tops. Now if you will excuse
me, I am an hour late for the meeting that Pepper said she would kill me if I was any more then
and hour and a half late for, and I wouldn't put it past her this time."

As he strode out the door. Jumping up, Coulson darted after him, determined to know what he had
said. A few seconds after he had left the room, Clint noticed the fearful look on Loki's face and
decided to clarify for him.

"Pepper won't really kill him. It's just something we say on Midgard."

This brought forth a breath of relief from Loki, who had clearly taken the words seriously.

Out in the hallway, Coulson had just barely managed to catch up with Tony. When he finally did,
he spun him around by the wrist so that he was facing him and said.

"Hold up a second. What did you say to Loki to get him to be so happy?"

To which Tony responded with a half sly half real grin and the words,
"That, is between two inventors and those two inventors only."

Before he twisted his wrist out of the loose grip and strode down the hallway, and around the
corner. Coulson stood in a mix of annoyance and understanding, for a few more seconds he waited
as if an answer was going to pull itself out of thin air, but nothing of the sort came. Finally, he gave
a sigh and turned to go join the others.

-* Two Days Later *-

Once the chaos had been at least somewhat subdued, and Loki had returned with them to Tony's
house after two days of being within the SHIELD medical center due to the demands of the
doctors, everyone had begun to pack for the trip. For Thor and Loki, neither of them had really had
a chance to fully unpack their current possessions, so repacking was not that much of a problem.

Or it wouldn't have been if the time alone in his room had brought up memories of Thor's fight
with Tony. Thor was currently lying on his bed, his eyes closed as he mulled over his thoughts.

Loki was and always would be Thor's little brother, Thor would always love him regardless of
anything that accrued between the two of them, but it was hard for him to grasp that he could be
related to the creature he had been raised to hate. For his whole life he had been taught that the
Jotunns were a thing to be feared and what would eat bad little children who didn't listen to their
parents. But Loki clearly disproved that theory. So what were they really like? Were they a loyal
and easy going people, who had only been trying to defend themselves against the Asgardians?

Was there anything from his childhood his parents had not lied to him about? Because at this point,
he couldn't believe anything they had told him. Hel, one plus one might equal three for all he
knew.

A sigh escaped his lips as he opened his eyes and pushed himself off the bed. There wasn't
anything he could do about it now. But when he took the throne, he would be sure to try to reach
out to the frost giants.

Meanwhile, Clint, Loki and Tony had finished their packing and were now sitting out in the
TV/lounge area. Tony was trying to explain the basics of how a TV worked to Loki, and he was
half succeeding. It turned out that Magic obeyed many of the same principles as science, but it was
only useable to certain people. After that Loki had shyly showed a few of his spells to Tony, Clint
had been watching a bit more discreetly, but he had been just as transfixed by the green magic.

It was only then that he remembered he didn't actually know where they were going besides that it
was going to be somewhere with mountains. Clint voiced his thoughts, all the while fighting the
urged to punch himself for having waited two days before asking this question.

"Hey Tony, where are we going exactly?"

Tony looked over his shoulder to where Clint was seated against the wall, a grin covering his face
as he responded.

"Alaska, up near Fairbanks. We should be able to catch the new moon which is when the northern
lights are brightest. I thought it would be a good sight for the Asgardians."

This brought forth a puzzled look from Loki, he tilted his head slightly looking rather confused and
asked,

"Why would a cardinal direction affect lamps?"

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

A quick explanation of what has happened in this universe, Loki never killed Laufey,
instead there was an issue with the translation spells so he/Asgard only thought that he
had killed Laufey. Rather than that, he has killed the leader of a really troublesome
group of bandits, the actually Laufey thought they were doing it as a favor for him and
as a sign of peace, so it didn't break the treaty.

I never saw the first Thor, but I think that should make a little bit of sense given the
plot.

Also, note to self: Stop typing. It isn't working. I can't stop. I'm trapped in a loop of
never being satisfied with the ending I have written for the chapter. It won't let me
stop help meeeoiashfosdjnhiy8wehionfdhot43orenogh.

This is the author's beta. Sorry about that. As soon as her condition stabilizes, she'll be
able to continue writing.
 The Sixth Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Tony very nearly face palmed. You'd think he would know better than to use names that could very
easily be misunderstood.

"No, uh, wrong name. It's really called the Aurora Borealis, the name the northern lights comes
from the fact you find it up north and they're lights. Not like human made lights, something to do
with solar winds."

Still looking somewhat confused, Loki nodded, seeming to choose not to question him. He seemed
to think for a moment before asking a second question.

"What is Alaska?"

Damn. This was probably going to take a lot of explaining. And involve politics, Tony hated
politics. But it wouldn't be fair to not explain these sorts of things to Loki, so he spoke to Jarvis
hiding the slight annoyance he held.

"J, pull up a map of the US for me."

The TV in front of them glowed to life and displayed on it was a map of the US, the coloring was
unrealistic in order to show the borders but it got the physical features correct. Loki seemed
transfixed by it, and it struck Tony that maybe this wouldn't be so bad.

As it would turn out, Loki was a very curious kid, and a single question could led into an hour's
discussion of explaining the levels upon levels that went into question that with any other kid
would have been easy to answer. The reason for this being that once he'd been given the first
answer, he would ask either "How" or "Why" and said questions would continue until Loki had
either managed to stump whomever he was asking (which happened pretty quickly for basically
anyone but Tony) or he finally felt that he fully understood the matter at hand.

He also seemed to want nothing more in the world then to surround himself with books. The
collection of books that Tony had was quite large, something that surprised both Steve and Clint,
and Loki had managed to start reading in English with the help of his spells. Currently, all of them
were on a plane headed up towards Alaska. Loki was trying to figure out how an airplane worked,
Tony may or may not be trying to help him connect the dots on his own rather than giving him a
straight answer. It was a game Tony had played with some of the few students who even had a shot
at keeping up with him in collage. He had found that it worked a lot better for learning purposes
and he also wanted to see what connections Loki could find between Magic and Science.

Tony was still trying to fully figure out how magic worked. He had a theory on blood types and a
special formation in the brain that allowed the conversation of energy to Magic, but it would be
almost impossible to test without having some other magicians. Any tests run on Loki would be
completely invalid because any differences between him and another person could simple be
because of his Jotunn heritage. The spell that changed his form seemed to be more than an illusion
would, so there was no telling what it could do to his brain or how any scanning equipment could
effect it. It was probably best to not push it.
The others, minus Bruce had either been unable to keep up or in Clint's case just gotten bored with
the conversation and seemed to be entertaining themselves. Thor was still keeping one eye on Loki
while he attempted to work a Starkpad, but he wasn't overly worried. Slowly the flight neared its
destination, a landing strip in the Brooks Range.

It was a bit of a rough landing but the pilot was one of the best in the field (Also not a psycho) and
he managed to pull it off even with the heavy winds and slick roadway. A few minutes were spent
gathering their bags and pulling on some winter gear for the short walk to the 'cabin' it was really
more of a lodge. Thor insisted on putting Loki in a thick puffy coat, gloves and snow pants that
hinder his walking abilities more than a little. Everyone else in on the plane wanted to point out to
Thor that Loki was a Jotunn and should be perfectly fine in the cold, including Loki, but Thor was
having none of it and it seemed much easier to just let him have his way.

Finally they all managed to stumble into the lodge. It had the classic wood log look on the outside,
and the inside matched, with a stone fireplace, a log style make and soft patterned rugs, it really
looked the part of an old lodge. Nothing like what they would have expected anything of Tony's to
look like. After a few moments of the surprised looks, the inventor said something half jumbled
about it being passed down in the family and never having time to renovate.

Steve, for one, wasn't complaining. It looked much like something out of his day and age if not a
bit earlier and it felt very homely. Much more so than the beehives called cities.

A few more seconds passed before Tony directed everyone to where their rooms were, right before
basically vanishing. Seriously, they had no idea where he went, he just rounded a corner and was
off. Steve, Clint and Bruce decided that he was probably fine and rather than worrying, they
should go unpack. The two brothers followed suit abet a little more reluctantly.

The rooms were all nearby each other, with Loki and Thor's doors facing on another at the end of
the hallway and Clint and Steve's nearer to the front. Bruce's door was at the very front of the
hallway, facing another door that didn't appear to have been opened. There were two other
hallways so presumable Tony was staying in one of those rooms. Loki made it all the way into his
room, pulling off all the snow gear he could manage before he wondered for the first time where
Thor had gotten it. A touch clearly revealed that it wasn't a pelt nor was it made of cotton or
leather. Now that he thought about it, Loki wondered where most of Midgardian's clothing came
from, it was all so oddly colored. He would have to ask Tony about it.

Loki liked Tony, he was nice and really smart. Even the few scholars in Asgard weren't as smart as
him, and Tony was willing to talk to him and answer his questions. The scholars in Asgard
normally claimed to find him annoying whenever he asked them a question they couldn't answer,
but the few times Tony didn't know the answer, he would help Loki find it. In the past couple of
days Loki had been able to learn more than he would have been able to in several years in Asgard.
At the thought of the place, Loki tensed up a little, he still didn't like to think about that. Slowly he
breathed in and out, trying to tune out those stupid voices muttering to him in his head.

Before, the voices had often been his only company, and even if they often called him names, they
also gave him advice and they were something to listen to when he had been forgotten again. But
lately, he had started to notice that the voice's advice wasn't the best, they seemed to want him to
hurt other people even when there wasn't a good reason. So he had been trying to tune them out,
and for the most part they kept quiet. But the nearer they got to the mountains, the louder they had
gotten.

Shaking it off, Loki unpacked the last of his things and moved towards the door, surely they
couldn't do much damage inside his head. Right?
Chapter End Notes

A/N:

The normal Thursday update will not be happening, instead, you guys will be getting a
much large update on next Monday.
 The Seventh Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Opening the door, Loki peered down the hallway. It was empty, which he really should have
expected. Quietly he trod towards the set of stairs which led to the entry way, taking his time to
look at his surroundings. The building was clearly old, its building style somewhat like the cabins
Loki had seen once or twice in the forests. Somehow, it pulled off feeling both big and small at the
same time, in a good way too.

The walls were full of paintings and pictures all featuring people he didn't know. Cut logs with
showing wood grains and rounded bottoms made up the stairs which were in a spiral form, and the
floor was covered in rugs which had funny patterns on them. But if you looked up, the celling
seemed to be miles away. It was nothing like what would normally be found in Asgard, with pretty
but intimidating walls where everything was so tall it could make a crowded room feel empty. In
short, Loki loved it.

Keeping up the same slow pace, the young trickster moved through the lodge. More than happy to
spend his time doing nothing but exploring. It didn't take him very long to figure out with a burst of
sheer delight, there were secret passageways in the house. None of them led very far and for the
most part they just switched you into another room, but Loki still loved them. Asgard also had
many hidden walkways and they had, at points, saved him from a nasty beating.

Not very many people knew about them, and it had always been a secret joy of his whenever he
had managed to escape someone by way of knowing just which pattern to trace or how to ask a
wall to move nicely. It was one of the ways he could prove to himself that sometimes being smart
was just as important as muscles.

Loki remained lost in his thoughts for a few seconds more before the slam of a nearby door jolted
him out of it. The door was not in his field of vision which he didn't like whatsoever, Tony hadn't
said anything about anyone else coming but Coulson, and Loki didn't think that Coulson would
ever slam a door. He was very nice to everyone and very calm.

Hurriedly, the young god made his way towards the front area where the noise had come from.
What he found there was not what he had been expecting. Just inside the doorway stood three
women, all somewhat bundled up.

One of them had wavy, pretty, red hair, she seemed to be leading the other two. The second one
was wearing a knit hat and a thick coat, she had dark brown hair that was rather curly. They
seemed to be having some sort of conversation, but the only word Loki could catch was 'Tasers'
and he had no idea what those were. Standing a little ways behind the two of them was a lady with
straighter, lighter, brown hair. She looked quite exasperated at her two companions.

Cautiously, Loki moved a little further into the room so that he could get a better view of them.
This turned out to be a mistake when the movement caught the eye of the red-haired one. The
conversation she had been having went dead as her attention was refocused on him. Her two
companions also quieted themselves to take a look at him.

The sudden attention and lack of affirmation that they weren't a threat left Loki feeling rather shy.
He inched backwards just a little bit, about ready to turn and run off, stopped only by the abrupt
words from the one in the knit hat.

"So wait, is that Loki?"

This earned her a glare from the lighter haired girl. Said glare vanished when she turned her focus
to Loki. In an overly gentle tone, much like that used for hurt animals, she spoke to Loki.

"Don't mind her, she's a bit obtuse. I'm Jane, and this is Natasha and Darcy. We came here with
Coulson, he's currently out doing some agent stuff but he'll be here soon. You know Coulson,
right?"

At the mention of Coulson's name, Loki visibly relaxed. Then tensed up again as he remembered
the crazy pilot. With a fair bit of suspicion in his voice and a very serious tone he asked.

"You aren't secretly in love with him and going to stab me when I'm not looking, right?"

The one called Darcy burst out laughing. She was almost doubled over on the floor and Natasha
also seemed to be having issues with keeping a straight face. Loki glared at them with a rather
perturbed look. Running over his words again, he couldn't finding anything that would be worth
laughing over and he was about to attempt to get them to tell him when Jane spoke to her friends.

"Knock it off you two."

Before she turned to Loki.

"No, I can promise you that none of us are secretly in love with Coulson, and none of us are
planning on stabbing you."

It didn't really explain why they were laughing, but it did make Loki feel a little better. A sort of
silence (Darcy was still laughing her head off) reined over the room. Jane opened her mouth to
speak again, only to be cut off by the door creaking open.

This time, it was Coulson. The man was bundled up in a thick winter jacket, and a rather silly
looking hat, but Loki was more than happy to see him all the same. Once he had made into the
doorway, he suddenly found himself enveloped in a powerful hug. A single glance down told him
that he currently had a chibi god attached to his waist. Not that he minded. Coulson was quick to
return the hug, around the bag he was carrying and a smile made its way to his face.

The smile seemed to have contagious properties, because Natasha was unable to fight the one that
was making its way onto her face. It had been awhile since she had seen Coulson in this good a
mood, and she knew for a fact that children had always been a joy of his. Her smile only grew as
she imagined the family Coulson might have when he finally left SHIELD.

Darcy was the first to speak up after a moment of silent hugging, in her usual tone.

"I get that you two are having a moment and all, but can we move to the kitchen or something? I
want hot chocolate."

It was then that Loki remembered their presence and released Coulson, turning back to the three
females standing in the hallway a little ways away from them. Cautiously, he glanced up to
Coulson for approval, and seeing it there, he began to walk down the hallway, speaking as he went.

"The Kitchen's down this way, right behind the place with the creepy dead deer heads and the
hearth."
Loki moved quite quickly, through the room with the deer heads, something Coulson took note of,
and made his way into the hearth. It was only when he was almost to his destination that he
realized something and turned around to face them with a confused look on his face.

"What's hot chocolate?"

A silence fell over the room. Coulson was the first to try and answer.

"Do you know what chocolate is?"

Shaking his head, Loki's look of confusion grew.

"Right, it's a sort of candy made from a Cacao bean, I guess they wouldn't have those in Asgard.
Not the right growing conditions. Well, I can almost guarantee you'll like it. Basically everyone I
know does. Even Nick. Don't tell him I said that."

Seemingly satisfied by that explanation, Loki finished his walk from the Hearth to the kitchen,
before realizing he had no idea what to do here. Coulson noticed his confusion and quickly
gestured to the table.

"Why don't you go sit down with the girls? I can handle making the Hot Chocolate. It's pretty
easy."

With a reluctant mood to his steps, Loki moved over to the table and the three females followed. It
wasn't hard to guess that Loki didn't like not being useful. Actually, Clint had been the same way
when Coulson had first found him, he still was. It was a trait of abuse victims to always be trying to
make themselves useful, because if they weren't they got hurt. It took a fair bit of will for Coulson
not to flinch as he remembered Loki's past. It was easy to forget that the boy had suffered through
so much with how happy he'd become.

Perhaps it was the mountain air or whatever Tony had said to him, but Loki seemed to have more
life in him now than he had possessed during the entire time he had been in Midgard since Coulson
had met him.

Lost in his thoughts, Coulson went about making the hot chocolate, only returning to himself as he
sat down, placing the cups on the table. Everyone took one, and subtly, the adults watched as Loki
took his first taste. He seemed to love it.

The five of them sat and chatted for almost a solid hour before the others finally came down.
Apparently Thor was going to take a nap due to being quite weary and having been unable to sleep
during their travels.

About another half an hour and an extra cup of hot chocolate for everyone but Loki, who was still
on his first cup, Tony reappeared. When questioned as to where he'd been, he waved them off
mumbling something about getting something ready. It took all of five minutes before both he and
Loki were gone and ten for everyone to realized that they had no idea where the two of them were
going.

Loki was a little unsure about this. Okay scratch that, Loki was a lot unsure of this. Currently, he
and Tony were sitting at the top of a rather large hill, Tony wearing a coat and Loki wearing
normal clothing plus a hat. Not that Loki minded that, he liked the view from the top of the hill and
he loved the feeling of the cold on his skin. Rather what was bothering him was the fact the he was
about to go sledding down said hill, on Steve's shield.

Tony seemed to be rather intent on not giving him time to back out though, and so before he knew
it, he was speeding down the hill with the inventor only about a foot behind him.

It was awesome. From the blinding snow flurries to the blur that the world turned into, Loki loved
every second of it. Up until the point where he saw Thor, running towards the bottom of the hill,
looking a mix of furious and distraught.

The crash was inevitable. In order to stop himself from hitting Thor, Loki had been forced to send
himself off the course and towards a border of trees. The fear rushing up within him was enough to
overpower his mind and stop his magic. He forced his eyes close and waited.

Rather than crash. Loki felt himself slow down and then lifted up into the air gently. His eyes
fluttered open and he took in his surrounds. All around him, was the same flowing blue light from
his dream. Both he and the sled were now being gently carried toward the flat part of the hill where
Thor and Tony were both watching, their faces reflecting the same stunned feel Loki was having.

Slowly, he was set down by the blue light and for a few moments nobody spoke. And then Thor
exploded. Much to Loki's surprise, Thor wasn't angry at him, but rather he seem furious with Tony
for letting Loki get into danger. Also he was yelling something about proper snow gear.

Loki really didn't want to interrupt them, but they were both yelling now and he was starting to get
pretty scared. Suddenly, he wasn't on the mountain anymore, he was in Odin and Frigga's room
again, trying to hide from the blows and failing. The words Tony and Thor had been shouting at
one another were now being shouting at him, engulfing his mind. He was trying to hide him in the
corner and failing.

And then he heard the voices stop, slowly his mind returned to the mountain. His body was
shaking, and his eyes still wouldn't see who it was standing in front of him. Gradually the feeling
returned to his body and he found himself enveloped in his brother's arms. Tony was standing just a
little ways off looking awful and worried and Loki started to feel very guilty. He hadn't meant to
make them worry.

Lastly, his hearing pulled itself away from the cruel words being echoed again and again, drilling a
deep hole into his head. Instead he began to hear Thor's words, murmured apologizes and
reassurance, also being echoed, but this echo was filling the hole, not drilling it deeper.

Finally he was back, the fighting had stopped and he jolted back to life. Loki couldn't meet Thor's
eyes. How could have been so weak as to freak out over a little shouting?

That train of thought might have gone on, but for once, Thor saw through him.

"Loki, that was not your fault. I should have known better than to start a fight around you, I also
should have thought before I moved into you're way. Are you alright?"

Tears were now fighting their way from Loki's eyes. It was the sort of tears you couldn't explain,
tears that were obeying your hidden sadness and not you. For the first time in his life, Loki buried
his face into his brother's shoulder and let them out.

About two hours later, after having calmed down Loki and explaining things to everyone else. All
of them were seated in a small building that had a celling that retracted and would leave nothing
between them and the northern lights but a sheet of glass that kept off the snow. They were in luck
and the skies were clear. The Northern Lights were expected to be at their prime. Only five
minutes of waiting took place before the spirits of the north began their dance across the sky. Tony
was seated on one side of Loki, with Thor on the other. Keeping his eyes fixed on the lights, he
asked.
 "So, what do you think of them."

He waited a few seconds to no answer. Worried, he tore his eyes away from the lights and looked
towards Loki, about to restate his question, when he noticed that Loki eyes had lost their green
color and were instead glowing with the swirling purples, pinks and blues of the Northern Lights.

Damn it.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Everything is conspiring against me writing.

My flipping cat died on the day I was planning on writing.

It was a bear attack. The bear never stood a chance.

Okay maybe it was a heart condition. But if anyone asks, I'm telling them it was a
bear.

Thank you for reading and see you on Thursday.

 The Eighth Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

'Damn It.'

Before Tony could try to reach Loki again, the kid started to move, not even slowly. It took a few
moments for Thor to notice and a couple more for both Tony and Thor to try to catch Loki.
Unfortunately, they were also trying not to hurt or scare Loki, and thus he managed to slip out of
the hand that Tony had put on his shoulder.

Everyone else was trying to figure out what was going on. Of the others, only Hawkeye had noticed
Loki's eyes so nobody else understood why Tony and Thor were chasing him. All of them did
figure out that something was wrong, when Loki stopped and turned his head to the sky.

Tony and Thor were both suddenly confronted by some sort of invisible wall about three feet from
Loki. Said wall did not prevent sound from escaping though, and they could just make out Loki
mumbling the same word, over and over again. A word that stopped Thor in his tracks.

"Home."

For a few seconds, everything seemed to freeze. Nobody dared to move as the northern lights
slowed their dance, seeming to be intrigued by the small boy standing below them. The whole
frozen world around them stood still as the lights moved towards him, in a lazy way, they cascaded
down, surrounding him. A couple of second flew by, the glow of the lights becoming blinding,
until no one could see anything, and then it was gone. Along with Loki.

"Ugh."

Lying face down in the snow, it was about all Loki could bring himself to say. He had no idea
where he was, or what had happened, but he also couldn't find the energy to bring up his head and
look. A few minutes couldn't hurt, right? Where ever he was, it felt rather safe, with an ironically
warm feeling of home.

Home. Why was that word so powerful to him right now? It meant something, didn't it?

And then it all came back to him, the lights, the voices, the need to get home. When the lights had
appeared, new voices had spiraled into his head, calling to him, telling him that he must come
home. The odd thing was, they didn't sound like Asgardian voices, nor did he think he was
currently in Asgard.

Finally, he got the strength to raise his head, pulling it just a little ways off of the ground and
forcing his eyes to work. Everything was covered in snow, not a little layer either, it looked to be
over a foot and a half. Groaning, he allowed his face to fall back into the welcome cold of the ice
crystals beneath him. Speaking of the snow, it had begun to cover his body, covering him in what
felt like the softest of blankets. A dark hazy began to drift over his eyes as he began to slide into the
realm of sleep.

Loki never reached it, for just as he was about to nod off, something jumped onto his back.
Immediately, he flew off the ground, dislodging whatever had been on him, and wildly looked
around to try and find the creature that had attacked him. Noting in the back of his mind that the
light had changed his form into his Jotunn self, as evident from the blue skin that he now wore.

Standing only about two or three feet away from Loki, was a rather cold and disgruntled looking
rabbit. Well, almost a rabbit.

The thing looked to be a bad patchwork job. While the front part seemed to be entirely normal for a
rabbit, the back legs were that of a cream cat, its neck was a chocolate brown that matched its left
ear and it only had a single eye. Taking a closer look, he also noticed that the upper half of the right
ear was also stitched on and was a darker gray from the other parts of the head. On the rabbits left
half, the chocolate brown of the neck extended down until the tail, meeting the cream of the right
half at the center of its belly and top of the spine. It made it way down the back leg until it was met
by orange that made up the rest of the leg. Both of the front legs matched the head in color and
both belong to a rabbit. The front paws started at different locations, both gray, but in different
shades. A cat's tail adored its rear half, and all in all, the thing actually looked sort of cute.

Loki couldn't help but notice that it was also shivering, with such short fur it clearly wasn't made to
be out in such cold. Slowly, he opened up his arms and reached for it, prompting the almost imitate
reaction of the fuzzy (and wet) little thing hopping into his arms.

Frowning, Loki realized he wasn't going to be giving off very much heat, certainly not enough to
help the poor little thing. Hurriedly, he called his magic to light a small fire, something the rabbit
seemed to love. As the bunny curled up next to the heat source, Loki tried to give him a name,
calling him rabbit just didn't sit well with him.

"What do you think about the name Njáll?"

Just before Loki could scold himself for talking to a rabbit, the thing looked up at him with such
and offended glare that he was almost one hundred percent sure the rabbit could understand him.

"Okay, never mind then. What about Eyvindur?"

The rabbit held the scalding glare, and Loki got the feeling that he wasn't fond of Asgardian names.
Perhaps something Midgardian then? Thinking back to some of the books he had read, he recalled
one name in particular that seemed to fit nicely.

"Fredrick?"

This yielded a very different response from the rabbit, the glare vanished and was replaced by a
look of approval. Alright, that was settled, Fredrick it was.

Tired of sitting, Loki pulled himself up and went to look around. If he could figure out their
surrounds, he might be able to figure out a way back to Midgard. A small ridge stood out to him, it
looked as if it would provide him with a decent view of what appeared to be a valley that it was
currently hiding. A short trek later and he had almost crested it. When he did, it was hard for him to
keep his balance and not fall back down. He could now tell quite clearly where he was, and why he
was getting the feeling of home from the area.

Beneath him, in a hidden valley tucked deep within the mountains, was a bustling city of frost
giants. All the buildings were made of ice, carved with beautiful designs. It was a white ice, rather
than clear, so one could not see through it. But the way it caught and reflected the light was breath
taking. Fredrick, had followed him up the crest, the small fire Loki had made following the rabbit.
And he stood at Loki's heel, seeming unsurprised at the landscape of buildings below.
 So caught up in the sight, Loki didn't hear the sounds of the Frost giant patrol that had been sent
out to find out what had activated the lights.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

;)

This story is coming close to its end, though it may not seem like it. But I promise that
there will be some sequels/related one-shots even after I finish it.

Fredrick's story will be coming up as a separate one-shot on my AO3 account.

 The Ninth Branch
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Taken with the view below him, Loki leaned out a little further, trying to get a better look of the
city, had he been on a cliff made of rock or earth, it would have been able to hold him, but the
snow could do no such thing. Fredrick managed to hop out of the way just as the snow that had
moments before been under him and Loki, while Loki who wasn't quite as fast, went tumbling
down in an avalanche of snow.

The frost giant patrol snapped to life as they heard a rumbling, avalanches were one of the greatest
threats up in the mountains. A few second earlier, they had been ready to go and find that yet
another Frost Beast or amount of snow had managed to find a way to set off the light's alarm again.
Now, they were in serious danger. Four of them stood no less than eighteen feet but no more than
twenty three, their solid red eyes scouring the snow above them for a few seconds before they
figured out that the noise had come from by the area that the lights landed.

Running as fast as they could, they arrived just in time to see a strange rabbit creature fleeing down
a hillside with a very young child getting caught up in the avalanche at the top. Even at top speeds
they were far too late to be able to save him and so the rivers of snow carried him away. All of
them stood shell-shocked, the child had been so small and clearly so young, most likely just
learning to walk, but there was no way anything could have survived that torrent of snow; it had
been powerful enough to claim fully grown warriors.

Slowly, the snow settled and revealed itself to be safe to traverse on again, but none of them felt
that they had enough energy to move after having witness such a young life being claimed. Even
recovering the body would be next to hopeless, anything not torn apart by the snow would be
buried. They were about to begin towards home, when something caught the eye of the patrol's
leader. Running down the slope was a creature of which none of them had ever seen the likes of, it
looked like a child's attempt at sewing a rabbit. Close to the bottom of where the slid had reached,
the rabbit stopped and began to dig almost franticly.

A single glance between the four made the decision, perhaps the rabbit knew something they
didn't, and so they started down the slope, being very careful to avoid starting another slid. Finally,
they made it down to where the rabbit had managed to make a hole that stretched down about three
feet. The shortest of the group reached down to scoop up the rabbit, who seemed very unhappy
about that, until he saw that the other three frost giants were moving to dig where he had. For about
a minute, things seemed hopeless, but when they had managed to dig down almost six feet under,
they hit something. A solid blue light.

The moment is was uncovered, it erupted from the ground, knocking all of them back along with a
fair bit of snow. In a seemly careful manner, it lifted a small form out of the ground. A distinctly
Jotunn form. Gently, it placed the small form down on the snow and, with the Jotunn patrol
watching in awe, it flooded back into the child's body.

For a few seconds, none of them moved. Once the shock had wore off, the leader of the group
noticed a something very important, the child was breathing and very much so alive. He hurried
over and scooped up the tiny form in his arms, noting that the child's face looked far more mature
than the age he had originally put him for. His body looked for the most part unharmed, but the
 boy looked exhausted. Holding the small form close to him, the four Jotunn started making their
way back up the slope, the shortest stilling holding the small rabbit that had lead them to the child.

When they were almost at the top, the child began to stir. The leader looked down when he felt a
slight movement only to be completely stopped in shock. Staring weakly and unseeingly back up at
him, were two eyes, both colored the same way, green like the needles on the few trees Jotunn
possessed. Curious as to why he had stop, the two Jotunns behind him peered over his shoulders,
only to also freeze up in surprise.

It should have been impossible, but now that they thought about it, it made a sort of twisted sense.
The lights going off, the child being so far from a home, his small form. Laufey's son had returned,
the lights had fulfilled their purpose.

His age did not match up with how long ago he had been stolen by a group of rouge Jotunn before
being lost when the thieves had attempted to shift the child from one of their hideouts to another.
Laufey had been devastated by the loss and even after months of search, refused to consider that his
child might be dead. When spells made it clear that the child could not have been on Jotunheim, he
turned to the only other place that they could have survived. The colds of Midgard.

And thus the lights had been created, a device that's sole purpose was to find and bring home the
child. Ever member of the patrol who was sent to check whenever the alarm went off or the lights
needed fixing knew what Laufey's child was supposed to look like, drawings were hung in the halls
in the palace, and after what would have been the child's coming of age day, a drawing of what he
might of looked like had been placed amongst the others of the royal families.

The child had been the only Jotunn to have been blessed with green eyes, he also was known to
have a small form, even though he was of pure Jotunn heritage, a sure sign of powerful magic.

It should have been impossible, but apparently, Laufey hadn't lost his mind whenever he refused to
accept his child might be gone.

They picked up their pace, almost running now as the child shut his eyes once more.

Loki slowly forced open his eyes. For a few seconds, he strained to see and then everything hit him
at once and he bolted up. He was lying in a carved ice bed, with two furs covering him. An icy
ceiling, walls and floors also surrounded him. It was surprisingly comforting, the amount of ice.
What was a little less comforting, was that he had no idea how he had gotten here, what the time
was, or who was the giant stranger asleep in a sitting position by his bedside.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Yes, Frost giants have blankets.

No, I do not have any valid reasoning for why they would, but Loki is adorable when
he's trying to hide under a blanket so shush.

Also, I'm wondering if anyone would be interest in me doing a join-me for one of
these chapters so you can stalk watch as I fail at writing things the first three times. Or
start yelling at me for bad spelling/grammar. I would do it on the weekend (23, 24, or
25th). I'm in the PST time zone, so if you guys want a say in when I would do it, feel
free to say when you would be able to watch in that time-zone and I can take that into
consideration and let you guys know on my Thursday update.
 Who am I?
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Nope. Loki pulled the furs up and over his head, snuggling into the fur beneath him. He was so not
dealing with this right now. Maybe if he just curled up under the furs and closed his eyes, everyone
else would just forget that he existed for a couple of minutes. Or hours. If he was luck, this was
just a dream and he would wake up back in the lodge.

But Loki was never that lucky. It would appear that his movement had awoken the giant who had
been slumbering beside him. A light groan filled the air as he awoke. It seemed to take him a few
moments to catch his mind up on the current situation, because he went still, but after those few
seconds had passed, he went into a fury of movement. One giant hand that was easily large than
his whole body moved very slowly and gentle down to where it almost touched him before the
giant spoke. Oddly enough, his voice was soft even as loud as it was to Loki. It filled the room, but
not in the sense of Odin or Thor's boom, rather it was much more like water or snow.

"Are you alright, my son?"

My son.

Those two words made Loki freeze. Odin had never called Loki 'My son'. At least, not when he
wasn't insulting or degrading Loki. And if the giant was saying that he was his son that would
make him Laufey, the king of the Frost Giants. Sitting next to Loki. The only time that Loki had
ever heard them spoken in that tone was when Odin was saying it to Thor. And now there was the
king of the giants here who was so freely speaking those words to him. As if he were something to
be proud of.

As if he weren't some sort of runt.

It took a few moments before Loki could stutter out a response.

"Y-yes. I-I'm f-fine."

Honestly, he may as well have squeaked it. Certainly it didn't sound like he was alright.

Laufey looked down at his son with a great deal of surprise. The boy was speaking the language of
Asgard. It was something that he himself spoke, so it wasn't that big an issue commutation wise,
but it did raise some questions. Giving it a moment's thought, he came to the conclusion that his
size must be scaring his child.

A murmured spell under his breath shrunk his size down so that it was only a little over seven feet,
still large in comparison to the small boy, but at least he didn't have to be careful not to crush him
with a simple touch.

Seeming to notice the magic that had sparked the air, the boy peered out from under the furs in
such a manner that made Laufey want to scoop him up and not ever allow him out of his sight
again. But he also wanted to give him some time to adjust, the last thing he wanted was to scare
him any more than he already must be.
Cautiously, the boy emerge from the furs, clearly uncomfortable with everything that was going on,
Laufey decided that explaining some of what had happened might help.

"If what has been reported to me was correct, you were rescued up by the lights. I would guess that
they had teleported you here from one of their scouting locations in Midgard. You got a little too
close to an unstable edge and it collapsed. The patrol saw you, but they weren't able to dig you out
until your rabbit friend found you for them. He is currently under the care of one of the medical
staff a few rooms over. And I don't know whether or not you are aware of this, but I am your
father."

Loki breathed out a sigh of relief when he heard that Fredrick was okay. He hadn't known the little
rabbit for very long, but he didn't want to think that he had gotten him hurt because Loki had gone
to close to the edge. It took him two deep breaths before he could think about replying. Taking a
few moments to consider his words, Loki spoke softly.

"O-okay. Well, I-I was up in Alaska, a-a place on M-midgard, w-with Thor and the avengers. The
avengers are a group of really strong and smart Midgardians and they're friends of Thor. T-thor's
my big brother. Sort of, I mean. We grew up together in Asgard and we both thought we were
blood brothers for a long time. I only got told that we weren't recently, Thor found out a little while
ago and was waiting for a good time to tell me. Odin said that he found me out in the snow. If
you're wondering about my age, Thor and I used to be about the same, but then I got attacked by a
sorcerer and he put me in asleep where I didn't age for a long time. Asgardian magicians only
recently managed to wake me up."

It all sort of poured out in one big gush of softly spoken words, said in a manner that conveyed
quite clearly to Laufey that his son was also having a hard time fully comprehending the events that
had lead up to their meeting. One thing did make sense now though, why he had not been able to
find him.

"The snow part I can explain. Just barely after you had been born, you were stolen from me by a
group of bandits. My warriors had found the first of their bases and raided it, but you had already
begun to be moved. While they were trying to move you to the new location, something went
wrong and the one who was supposed to stay with you at the drop-off site got scared and ran when
he saw someone coming. The other thieves arrived to find you gone. We searched for years but
never found you."

Loki was an ocean of emotions, with mixed feelings colliding like the fiercest of waves. Relief was
flooding over him, that he hadn't been abandoned because of his small size, but at the same time he
was sort of panicking at the whole 'my-true-father-is-right-there' thing.

What if his father hated magic like Odin did?

What if his father was ashamed of him?

What if he acted too much like an Asgardian?

The what-ifs danced around in his head, stirring up the waves of doubt and summoning the wind of
fear.

Starting to worry about his son, Laufey realized that he didn't even know his name yet. He hoped
that that perhaps a change in topic might help.

"I've just noticed that we've been talking for a fair time here, and I haven't even remembered to ask
you for your name."
 Loki froze up. What-ifs screaming at him from all directions. Slowly he took in a deep breath and
spoke. A change came over him as he spoke, as he realized that this was something that would
never change. That after all the changes, all the pain, all the caring, one single thing remained the
same, no matter what.

"I am Loki."

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

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 Why Frost Giants Should Not Use Telports
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

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It was as if the moment he said that, the what-ifs keeled over and died. Perhaps it was a sudden
rush of adrenalin from being about to say that much in truth, or maybe there was a little part of him
that Odin hadn't be able to beat or scare away with harsh words and blows. A little part of him who
still held pride over who he was, a part who didn't feel tides of shame rush over him whenever he
looked in a mirror. The river of words that had been so heavily dammed for so long was suddenly
free to run. Inside him, something broke and before he could stop himself, words began to pour out.

"My name is Loki, I prefer fighting with Magic. I enjoy playing tricks on others because I like
being able to prove I can outsmart them. I've spent most of my life growing up in Asgard, but I
don't act anything like them. I can't use a sword or axe to save my life. I don't understand the appeal
of battle and honestly I find that the company of animals is often preferable to that of people. Just
the thought of eating meat makes me uncomfortable because I can understand a lot of animals.
Thor is the only one I still call family to me, I'm terrified of my fath- Odin and Frigga and I never
really had a bond. She was always too busy being a queen or a mother to Thor to take care of me."

It was about then that Loki managed to stop the flood of words. His whole body tensed up as he
awaited Laufey's judgment, but no matter what he said, Loki knew he wouldn't regret his choice to
speak out. No more hiding, no more voices in his head telling him what would happen if he told.

Even with all that said, Loki still wasn't able expect Laufey's reaction.

A small gasp escaped him, only to be muffled by Laufey's arms encircling him. He was pulled off
the bed and into his true father's lap, well above his lap, the difference in their respective sizes was
too large for even the tips of Loki's toes to touch.

The embrace he was wrapped up in was a little too tight, just like the hugs Thor would give him
when they were both about the same age. It was impossible for him to think of anything more
perfect at the moment.

Loki really didn't mean to cry, but the tears seemed to find their own way down his face, which he
buried into Laufey's neck. Distantly, he could hear soft words being spoken, but they didn't make
much sense to him. Perhaps they didn't to anyone.

After a couple of minutes he realized that they weren't just words, they were a song; Laufey was
singing him a lullaby. It was soft and soothing, a perfect match to the large hand rubbing circles on
his back. His eyelids seemed to be rebelling against his wishes, rather than staying open as he was
commanding them to, they were drooping downwards.

Just before a succumbed to sleep, he heard the song stop and Laufey ask him a question in such a
gentle tone, he barely managed to focus on the meaning of his words.

"Did Odin ever hurt you, Loki?"

Unwilling to respond verbally, Loki gave a small nod, one Laufey almost missed but didn't.

It was only due to his immaculate self-control that Laufey managed to not storm over to Asgard and
slay Odin where he stood. Gently, he set his son down on the furs, Loki now fast asleep. He
bundled the child up tightly, before turning away.

The moment he had exited Loki's room, his eyes darkened and his hands clenched into fist. Slowly
he began to take deep breaths until he felt he could trust himself again. It took a while. Turning,
Laufey addressed the guards that were watching him worriedly from their post outside of Loki's
door.

"I want the watch doubled on his room, nobody is allowed in unless I am with them or there is an
emergency. Also, I want a patrol headed up to lights to activate them, there is an Asgardian named
Thor who I would like brought here. He is currently on Midgard if what I have been told is true.
This is not mean to be a hostile capture and it should be made clear to him that my son, Loki, is
well and safe."

"That's it! I am officially declaring that the universe is out to get Loki. And us. But mostly Loki."

The tone in Tony's voice could have set water on fire with the amount of anger and frustration it
held. Even after hours of searching, scanning, yelling and hope they hadn't managed to find the
slightest of clues as to where Loki had gone. All of them were tired and on edge, with Tony's
statement a good summary of how they were feeling.

Once it had been clear that Loki wasn't anywhere to be found plus a few more hours of denial on
Tony and Thor's part, Coulson, Darcy and Jane had managed to get them all inside in order to
formulate a plan.

It took hours of examining every possible option before they all came to the same conclusion.

The only thing they could do was go to Asgard and speak to Heimdall.

Begrudgingly, Thor stepped outside of the lodge, followed closely by the others. It only took a few
seconds after having been called for Heimdall to react. Just as the light flew them upwards, the
northern lights reappeared, unseen to any of them.

Lights, stars and planets sped by all fading as soon as they appeared. With the way things shot by,
it seemed to only a moment, when in reality almost half a minute passed before all of them were
standing in the Observatory. Standing across from them were Heimdall, Odin and Frigga.

Everybody in the room tensed up.

Just as Thor was about to take a step forward and start yelling, something happened that wasn't
supposed to. The northern lights appeared smack dab in the center of the room.

Before anyone could say or do anything, the lights reached down to grab Thor. When they made
contact with him, another thing that wasn't supposed to happen happened.

As it turns out, Heimdall's Observatory is made from a very special metal that is wonderful at the
conduction of transportation energy. This is excellent for transporting large groups of people at a
time. It is horrible for energy that is not well contained. Such as the crude transporter known as the
Northern Lights.

None of them had any chance to react as the light's energy engulfed them all. Swirling, it blocked
their sight as to where they were going. Heimdall gave a vain attempt to stop it, but only succeeded
in throwing it off the intended course.

They could do nothing as the careened into a wall made of ice.

 A wall made of ice that happened to face a room.

A room that happened to contain two people.

A father and a son.

Loki and Laufey. One of whom had just been woken up by a very loud crash that had just come
from outside.

As Tony blearily tried to get up from the sprawl he was currently laying in, idly noticing the six
giants that were now pointing weapons at them, a single thought made its way into his mind.

'Well, at the very least I was right about the universe hating us.'

Laufey had been watching over his son, awaiting the arrival of 'Thor'. It should have been easy, a
simple visit from Loki's adopted brother in order to assure the both of them knew the other was
safe, and possible speak to Thor of his parent's actions. The key word in that statement being
'should have been' because things couldn't just be nice and easy for him. Nope. Something had to
ruin his day.

Reacting to the sudden loud disturbance that sounded outside, Laufey bolted up from his seat
beside his son's bed. For a moment, he noticed that Loki had woken up and considering allowing
himself a moment of childishness to still with him rather than go confront whatever issue was
currently outside the door. But unfortunately for him, he did have duties he had to serve as a king,
and while he could put off petty little things or ignore meetings. This probably needed immediate
attention.

Sighing, Laufey stepped out of the room.

The total mess that greeted him was almost enough to make him turn back around and go back into
the room. Almost.

In a heap on the floor in front of him, happened to be Odin, Frigga, one who he presumed to be
Thor do to how much he looked like Odin had when he was younger, another Asgardian and a
bunch of various Midgardians if their style of dress was anything to go off of.

Laufey held up his hand to stop the rather confused looking guards from their half-hearted
approach. It would do no good to start a fight with Odin here. While Loki was within hearing
distance. In as calm a voice as he could muster, he spoke to them.

"Does anyone here happen to have a clue as to what has just transpired?"

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

A bit longer then it normally is because of the extra time I had to do it.

Updates may be delayed or just may not happen in the next few weeks due to finals. I
promise that after finals and camping, I will go back to normal updates. I also promise
that this story will not get abandoned.
 A Whole Lot Of Shouting
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Even after being taken through one of the most confusing and seemingly random sequence of his
life, Tony still stayed true to his character, and couldn't help being a smartass.

"I think that may have been the most formal 'WTF just happened' I have ever heard."*

If Steve had been standing near him, or able to stand at all with his leggings caught up in various
pieces of armor, he would have hit him. He still might if he could get near Tony.

Laufey had a bit of a strange reaction to Tony's statement. Rather than, hitting or attacking or
killing him as any proper king who had clearly just been spoken to in an insolent tone should, he
laughed. It didn't last very long, nor was it very loud given that his size was currently shrunk down,
but it was still there.

Odin did not know why Laufey was acting in such a manner. A monster like him should have
already gone berserk at the sight of them and attacked. He managed to struggle his way to his feet,
one hand flying to his weapon that was kept safely on his belt. If he hadn't been surrounded and
clearly without a chance of winning, Odin would have tried to get the upper hand. For the moment,
he waited.

To be fair, Laufey had very nearly attacked Odin as well, though he had much better reasons then
the Asgardian simply existing. However, there were several other people in the way and his long
lost son was currently in the other room, and it was a fair guess that he would not respond well to
violent acts. So Laufey kept himself in check.

After a few seconds of watching the Midgardians attempt to struggle to their feet, Laufey realized
that they most likely weren't used to walking on ice and it was more than likely they would need
help. Or that they were currently hurt. He murmured softly under his breath and suppressed a
shiver of discomfort as his body was warmed to the point where he would be able to touch the
Midgardians without hurting them. Then he spoke, trying to keep his voice in as friendly of a
manner as it could be.

"I am going to presume that none of you have any clue as to how you've gotten yourselves into this
mess and move on. Have any of you been injured?"

Steve, who had just struggled to his feet and was trying not to slip on the ice, answered him. His
voice sounded like that of an army official. Still unsure as to what was going on or who or what
these people were, he did his best to not convey any signs of weakness.

"I think we're all fine sir, but thank you for the offer of help."

Right after he finished saying that, Steve slipped and very nearly crashed into Laufey. The king of
the frost giants managed to catch the Midgardian. Gently, he set Steve down next to the wall so the
Midgardian would have some means of supporting himself. The rest of the Midgardians and
Asgardians also made their way to their feet with varying levels of success.

A Ginger female stood quite easily and helped a blond male with short hair to his feet. They both
 appeared to be quite steady. All of the Asgardians seemed to have a bit more of a struggle, but they
seemed to do alright. The silence that had spread out grew rather awkward after everyone was able
to stand, was broken by the door behind Laufey sliding open.

Just barely visible from behind the door, was a small mess of black hair hiding emerald eyes and
blue skin. Loki peered out from behind the slight crack in the doorway, trying to figure out what
had happened.

For a few more seconds, nobody spoke. Thor was trying to figure out whether to yell at and attack
Laufey or thank him, he wasn't sure if Laufey had saved or endangered his little brother. The
genius billionaire was just happy to see that he was okay and clearly not being hurt by the Frost
giants. This same sediment was shared between the other Avengers, and Darcy just wanted to use
her fricking Taser already. Jane wanted to do everything to stop Darcy from using her Taser.

Luckily for Darcy and unluckily for Jane, Odin started to yell.

He didn't yell at Laufey or the Frost Giants for having Loki.

He didn't yell at Thor or the others for allowing Loki to get lost.

He didn't even yell at Heimdall for failing to find Loki's location.

No, Odin did what was almost impossible at that point and reveled himself to be an even worse
parent than anyone could have imagined.

The king of Asgard began yelling his head off at Loki. Heck, it was screaming. Threats and curses
tumbled out of his mouth as Loki flinched backwards. It was hard to make out what Odin was
actually saying, but it was clearly directed at Loki and very clearly horrible mean words.

As best he could on the ice, Odin tried to make a move towards Loki, something that snapped
everyone else in the room out of their state of shock.

Everyone moved, some back, some forwards, but only one person actually managed to land an
attack on him.

Darcy's Taser sent hundreds of thousands of volts coursing through Odin's body. The look of
disgust and hate on her face so plain and clear it must have sent another hundred thousand volts all
by itself.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

*I blatantly stole that from "Loki son of Laufey" who left a comment last chapter that
had me laughing.

'"Does anyone here happen to have a clue as to what has just transpired?" Most formal
"WTF just happened?!" Know to the Yggdrasil. And to think that Jotun's are consider
to be monsters.'

In other news, sorry for no Thursday/Monday update. I haven't had the time with
finals and being sick. Once again, updates will be slow or not existing for the next
week and a half or so due to the total chaos that is my life. And once more, I have not
nor will I ever abandoned the story.
 A Rabbit, A Way, A Choice
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Chapter 32

Odin was in fact, a god. Which meant that even a Taser couldn't do that much to hurt him. It
stunned him for a moment. After the moment was up, everyone began to move. Heimdall and
Frigga moved to defended him, Thor wouldn't attack his own mother and most of them had issues
with hitting women. So rather than the whole thing breaking out into a fight of words.

To put it into other words, there was quite a large shouting match in which nobody could really
understand one another. While they were all busy shouting things that barely made sense, Loki had
run. He's mind had been flung into panic mode and there was little he could comprehend in his
state, instead he had called his magic to hide him as he tried to get as far away from the yelling as
he could. Everyone else was so busy arguing about him that none of them noticed him slipping off.

His magic kept him hidden as he ran, but it broke when he tripped over something. As he struggled
back to his feet, ignoring the surprised looks of the other frost giants, he noticed that he had tripped
over Fredrick. What the small rabbit-creature was doing there was a mystery to him, but on a split
second choice, he grabbed Fredrick and took off again, the magic still covering him.

At this point, he didn't really know what he was doing, all he knew was that he wanted to get away.
He was really done with everything happening to him, and in general he just needed to be able to
calm himself. It took almost fifteen minutes of running before he had made his way to a quiet,
hidden area. It was well hidden in the maze that was Laufey's castle. Trying to calm down, Loki
began to breath as deeply as he could while letting out little bursts of magic. He was so focused on
it that he didn't notice that Fredrick had slipped out of his grip and was hurrying down the hall.

Fredrick didn't really know what was going on with the boy, clearly something was making him
unhappy, but he did know that the boy had stopped him from freezing out on the mountain that a
bad lady with a strange pointy hat had sent him to. The tall-now-short one smelled a lot like the
boy, most likely a parent and parents made kits happy. Following the scent trail they had left, it
was quite easy to find his way back. With the fuss the tall-still-tall blue ones were making, it was a
little harder to find the trail from where the boy had tripped over him, but he managed it.

Finally the rabbit like thing made it to his goal, only to jump back at the roaring noise that was
coming from just around the corner. Bracing himself, he darted around the corner and ran up to the
blue tall-now-short one trying to get his attention. He seemed to busy making loud noises to notice
Fredrick. This did not stop the small rabbit though, he was on an important mission to make the
boy not sad.

Did you know that rabbits have very powerful jaw, so powerful that they can do damage to a frost
giant. Fredrick did and Laufey found it out quite quickly. An odd and slightly scary rabbit like
creature was enough to halt everyone in their tracks. For a few seconds everyone just sort of stared
at him. Fredrick look like if he had an eyebrow, it would be raised, before he turned and hopped
slowly down the hallway. After five paces of none of them moving to follow him, he twisted his
head to cast a glance back at them the silent question hanging in the air.
Tony was the first one to move. He spoke in a mildly hesitate voice, choosing to ignore the rabbit
in favor of peering into Loki's room.

"Loki, are you in here?"

No answer came. A few glances confirmed that Loki was indeed not in there. Slowly Tony turned
back to the rabbit. He spoke again.

"You know where he went, don't you?"

This time he got an eye roll from the rabbit. An honest to goodness eye roll. Laufey was the next to
speak up, taking a step towards Fredrick.

"The rabbit was with my son when he arrived here. According to the patrol, it was him who found
Loki buried under the snow after an avalanche."

Giving what seemed to be a smile, Fredrick began to lop away once more, this time with Laufey
and Tony following him. After a few moments, Odin followed as well. The rest of them look tense,
but there was little they could do to stop him without another fight breaking out.

Wary of each other, the three moved down the hallways, each turn confusing them more and more.
It was Laufey's castle and where he had grown up and he didn't think he'd ever been down this
way. Fredrick didn't falter in his pace though, and he sure seemed like he knew where he was
going. Several guards tried to stop them on their way, but Laufey waved them off. This was
important damn it. Also a whole lot easier then explaining what had just happened to them.

Finally they reached Loki. When they saw him, Tony and Laufey both slowed down, not wanting
to spook the little frost giant. Odin did not.

Rather Odin took about ten paces towards Loki and then stopped. In a voice that was something
between a growl and actual words, he spoke.

"Loki, we are returning to Asgard now."

Tony and Laufey both moved to protest this, but they were stopped by a very small, trembling
voice coming from the little trickster.

"N-no."

His eyes narrowing, Odin's voice lowered dangerously. Both Tony and Laufey tensed up, ready to
move to Loki's aid in a heartbeat.

"What did you say?"

Loki furrowed his brow and clenched his hands. Slowly he got to his feet. He was clearly scared
but a determined look was on his face and he managed to glare at Odin. This time when he spoke,
there was no stuttering.

"I said no. I don't want to go back there!"

A few tense seconds passed before Odin spoke again, his voice low and promising pain.

"I will give you one last chance, but if you make the wrong decision, you should know that you
will never be allowed in Asgard again."
Chapter End Notes

A/N:

You know, the hardest part of this was writing Odin. It's pretty hard to make someone
that much of a dick. The next chapter will be the final one. It will be released on time,
I promise. Now that finals are over, I have more time to be writing so I'll be releasing
several oneshots and maybe starting another long story like this.
 A Goodbye, A Future and Hope
Chapter by Rosae

Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

Moments began flashing in front of Loki's eyes as he fully realized what Odin meant. All of the
sudden, all of the abuse and pain was phased out, all he could see was the happy times. He saw him
and Thor playing in Frigga's garden, chasing down butterflies, trying to find the strangest flower
and in general making a mess of themselves. Loki could hear the soft tone of Frigga's voice as she
sung him off to sleep and the sweet dream that had followed. The scent of the rare herbs Sif had
found him for his birthday one year flooded him. Did he really want to give up his home?

For a few seconds, he almost made the choice to say he was sorry, to return to Asgard, and then the
other half of his memories came back.

How after he and Thor had gotten messy, only he had gotten yelled at. That Frigga had been
singing him to sleep because of how badly Odin had hurt him earlier that day, and the nightmares
that had consumed his dream. He could remember how the elder warriors in training had smashed
his herbs into a pulp on the ground, ruining them. More bad memories rampaged in his mind,
almost causing him to go into panic mode, when new memories surged up.

There was Tony patiently explaining how a light bulb worked, down to the last detail. Bruce
hugging him and tell him it was okay. The warmth he had felt when Clint had held him until he had
fallen asleep after he had been scared by Thor and Tony's shouting match. He could recall the
warm scent of the pancake that Steve had made him without making fun of him for not liking meat.
Laufey's soft song that he still didn't know the word to rang through his mind, clear out all of his
doubt.

Loki's eye grew firm. A light bloomed in them that hadn't for a long time.

Taking a moment to breath, Loki brought his gaze up and looked Odin straight in the eyes.

"I said no! I'm done with getting hurt for stuff I didn't do and I'm done getting picked on for who I
want to be. I like magic, it's always there for me and it lets me do so much more. I hate swords,
blood and fighting because it doesn't get anyone anywhere and I won't ever like them. You aren't
my father and you never will be, you were never there for me."

Odin's eyes had widened, he looked furious. Before he could pull anything, Laufey stepped in.

"Might I remind you, that you are currently in my kingdom, and seeing as that is my son you're
threatening, I hold every right to use as much force as needed to remove you according to the
treaty."

Cornered and unable to find a way out, Odin gave a growl with some words they couldn't
comprehend before he turned and walked as gracefully as he could away on the ice back towards
the others. For a few seconds nobody moved. Then Tony decided to screw everyone else and just
hug Loki. It was a little cold, but he honestly couldn't care less as he embraced the little frost giant.

Later on, they found out that Odin had left along with Frigga and Heimdall. Thor had chosen to
stay and wait for his little brother.
 After some talking, Laufey was fully aware of what had happened to Loki and how he had gotten
deaged. A little more talking and they had decided that Loki would be staying in Jotunn for a
while, but then he would be returning to Midgard.

Raising a magical, form-changing kid would be hard, and the Avengers were still human minus
Thor, so they weren't going to get to stay with him for very long, but maybe, this time, everything
will turn out okay.

Chapter End Notes

A/N:

Yes, the ending is short and sort of open ended.

But that's how I wanted to end this story, so you can pick what happened after.

There will be some little oneshots that fit in with this here and there.

I would like to take a moment to call out a few people in thanks. Pallyndrome has been
following this story and leaving me some awesome reviews since a day after its release
all the way to the current chapter, thank you for sticking with me that long. The same
goes to fan girl 666. I would also like to thank xXxStarrxXx for leaving me some
really cool reviews that gave me some awesome plot ideas.

On the A03 end, I would like to say thanks to legion11 for giving me my first kudos
on this story.

Thank you all for stopping by to read, and I hope you enjoy my future works.
 An Update
Chapter by Rosae

Hey guys, so by request, I've started up a cute little series to accompany this that takes place later in
their lives. Each will center around one of the avengers, sans Thor. Here's the order I'll do them in!

Clint

Tony

Bruce

Natasha

Steve

I'll be releasing them all in one big package, hopefully within a week or two, so watch my page for
some soft and fluffy stories!

I hope you all have a lovely day, and thank you for all the comments/kudos!

End Notes

The title comes from the Mesquite tree which is know for having really deep roots and also
have these thorns that are powerful enough to puncture tires. They're pretty cool trees so if
you get some time, look them up.

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