Professional Documents
Culture Documents
DECEMBER 2023
Editor’s Note 6
POETRY
Peter Venable
I Am 8
Ron Riekki
As I Get Older, I Get Softer, And I Hope 10
It’s Simple 11
Alex Hawkins
Waltz Red, Kind of Blue 13
Searching For a Real Love 15
Tombs 16
Danielle Page
For Asheboro 19
Pondus Gloriae 20
Rick Hartwell
He is All 21
Danny Collins
The Twenty-Second of June In My Thirty-First Year 23
John Grey
A Workman At St. Peters 27
Poem of the Light 28
The Painting of Saint Sebastian 30
Alan Altany
Lord Jesus Poems, No. 2 33
Sebastian Koga
Now I Know 35
Liturgy of the Hours 36
Verbum Caro Factum Est 38
J W Goossen
Silent Retreat 41
Joseph Teti
On a Roadtrip 42
Jordan Zuniga
The Bread and Water of Life 46
NONFiCTiON
Kirby Olson
Communism is the Problem, Christ is the Solution 32
Noor Fredly
Lament of Ezra 39
FiCTiON
Claire Chow
Sanctuary 44
ViSUAL ART
Elder Gideon
Out of the Deep cover
Upper Room 12
Passing the Plate 18
The Lamb is My Shepherd 22
Borne on Eagles’ Wings 26
Daniel Mitsui
Tetragrammaton 31
Fiat Voluntas Tua 34
Ecce Quam Bonum 40
Deus Lux Est 43
Shayna Miller
Potter’s Hands 45
EDiTORʼS NOTE
…
After two days he will revive; on the third day he will raise us up, that we may live before him.
~ Hosea 6:2 ~
December is a month of unabashed gift-giving. It is my hope that this issue too will come to be its
own sort of gift; a gift to God, a gift to its readers, a gift from and to its contributors. But what is the
gift, really?
There are too many people I know who would fake a smile if they uncovered a neatly
printed poem or a visual piece of art beneath bright wrapping and a bow. If it is taken out of
context, if it is unoriginal, if it is not specially attuned to its receiver, then the gift may as well be
meaningless.
We find this reality embodied in Old Testament scripture. We find Cain’s heartless offering
to Yahweh rejected. We find the delivered Hebrews at the base of Mt. Sinai bequeathing golden
jewelry to create an idol, only to their own self-absorbed destruction.
We find it spelled out in chapter one of Isaiah. The pre- Babylonian exile prophet couldn’t
have said it more clearly: “‘The multitude of your sacrifices—what are they to me?’ says the
LORD… ‘Stop bringing meaningless offerings! Your incense is detestable to me. New Moons,
Sabbaths and convocations—I cannot bear your worthless assemblies.’” (Isaiah 1:11-13)
This was a reprimand to a delivered people losing themselves yet again—not to Egyptian
slavery, but to the bonds of idolatry. For gods of war, of chaos, of indifference, and of greed, the
Israelites were neglecting the One True God. What then, Yahweh asks, were their multitudes of
sacrifices, of outwardly pleasing gifts, worth, if the greatest commandment to “love the LORD thy
God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might” (Deuteronomy 6:5) was not
duly obeyed?
God was not, and has never been, a fool to His people gone astray. Yet even as He deplores
through the words of the prophet Hosea, “Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that
disappears,” in the very same chapter, Hosea declares the Lord’s remarkable promise to His people:
“After two days he will revive us; on the third day he will raise us up, that we may live before him.”
(Hosea 6:2-4)
In response to His people’s sinfulness, as prevalent today as it was three thousand years ago,
God offers a gift. This is the greatest gift that not only the Christmas season, but our life, death, and
salvation rest on—the Lord’s promise of returning, of restoring, and of resurrecting.
God’s free gift of grace in Christ Jesus can never be matched nor earned, and yet what we
offer Him sincerely, with our lives, with our writing and our art, is by no means meaningless.
I believe the gift of this journal is in its beauty; in its statements made and questions posed;
in the care taken to craft each piece; in the author’s interpretation, and in the reader’s, and in God’s.
I believe it is not a worthless offering, but a humble acknowledgement of God’s own extraordinary
sacrifice.
Natasha Bredle
Editor-in-Chief
I AM
Peter Venable
A
Pi(π)
relation
for Khufu
helped builders
to design the Great
Pyramid, Giza, Egypt—
from height, perimeter, and
polyhedron base up to its apex.
It is reckoned to be four thousand,
six-hundred years old and stands fixed
through roasting noonday summer suns,
chilly winter nights, whipping desert winds,
and millennia of pharaohs, monarchs, presidents.
Multitudes still watch and marvel at its perpetuity.
alive, in my chronic
pain, my eyes cry
I am dead, so that I,
alive, can feel the love
I promised myself
to God in September.
The first. These words
commemorate. I
remember. The moment
strikes me, clashes
Sudden stillness
An imposed lull
Some
use the watchful eyes of owls
or winged-dogs hunched in secure corners.
Some
hold obelisks pointed to the transactions
of sun and moon, wishing for Nile-river royalty.
Some
revive Athenian hallways, trapping
spirits into philosopher’s thoughts.
Some
slam stone slabs into dust,
bearing names and number to be withered
by rain, hail, teenagers, tourists, and time.
And suddenly,
it All makes sense.
He is All.
THE LAMB iS MY SHEPHERD
Elder Gideon
THE TWENTY-SECOND OF JUNE iN MY
THiRTY-FiRST YEAR
Danny Collins
I
New doubts darken the green time dance
Not a hint cooler the air
Not a blush redder the leaves
Yet my steps brace against a snow pregnant wind
II
I listen at dawn to the standing oak
To the leaf speech
To the wind song
To the wisdom of deep rooted winters
III
I listen at noon to the river running
To the spring’s babble
To the rapid’s roar
To the slow erosion of uncertain banks.
IV
I whisper at dusk to the wayward moon
The waxing and waning
The rootless and wandering
The searching and sought after, helpless moon
The church
is of a Christian mind,
boasts a heart of spirit,
limbs of pews and vestibules,
and now this.
POEM OF THE LiGHT
John Grey
Valerie Solanas didn’t care who she killed that day. Maurice Girodias or Andy Warhol.
They were both merely symbols, not men whose mothers loved them. Hatred is
collective.
The modernists lost their footing in scapegoating abstractions. Some tended toward
fascism, some toward communism. Those that kept their footing, like Marianne
Moore, were grounded in a solid faith. She knew that God, like us, has an individual
human face. It is the face of Jesus Christ, our Savior. To see the one true face of Our
Lord is the beginning of all true prayer. To continue to reflect on the individual face
of each of our loved ones is the end of our prayers. It is also the beginning of all
poetry. One must not begin to pray until one can clearly see Christ’s face.
To let go of this emphasis on individual love is to fall into the arms of Satan, whose
face is legion, and always changing, from one demonic abstraction to another, from
one ism to another, endlessly alienating oneself from the One True God, falling into
mass movements focused on eliminating those who don’t belong to some abstraction.
LORD JESUS POEMS, NO. 2
Alan Altany
Twilight:
the day is brought to the gallows
in a flash of fever.
On the road to Jericho,
flowers of blood caked
on my temple,
on my chest.
You pass
with a satchel of light,
a desert bladder full of dew.
Tomorrow,
startled from sleep,
the guillotine of morning
rolls the heads
of the primrose
and the moonflower.
What of my love for you?
Silence into silence.
Yoked to your little name,
Begotten of the Father
before all ages.
LiTURGY OF THE HOURS
Sebastian Koga
The low cries of worship skip across the stacked stones; the wall stands in the
moonlight, waits to be whole. Sawdust bathes in the starlit air above the city—clean
work in the clear land You planned for us. The tears on my palms tremble like my
grieving heart and our guilty city. Stacked by the tents, our skins still bulge with the
waters from Ahavah, where Your sword watched over our camp and our gold; Your
love, like a sword before us, cleared the bandits from the road to the half-built city
while we clutched our scrolls and sacks of silver. The half-built house, where we
looked for food, held poison; we looked for friends, but found fools. Eloheinu, I am
too ashamed to lift my face to You. Lowing in the fields, our flocks, patient, listen to
their shepherd’s songs, awaiting the blade. We, like sheep, have gone astray. Our sins
are higher than our heads—we deserve their fate! Nebuchadnezzar’s gold, Your gold,
gifted back to us, still bright from the fire of Solomon’s crucibles, sits tied in our tents
in droves to adorn Your house again—Your house, half-shod with cedars from Cyrus
that stand in testimony against us. My God, you took off our chains and gave
kindness from kings to rebuild these ruins, which the sons of the Levites have filled
with the sins of the Jebusites, the Perizzites and Canaanites, You had routed from our
hills. You cleared the land for us; we invited in impurity, married with obscenity,
poured tar on our white wool. You have punished the floods of our sins as if they were
small as a spilled cup; shall we break the dam again? How high will Your anger rise?
The camp around us testifies that You are worthy of the gifts from every hand, the
love of every eye. Here we are before You in our guilt; not one of us can stand.
ECCE QUAM BONUM
Daniel Mitsui
SiLENT RETREAT
J W Goossen
Gina harbored this secret wish to be a nun. When she thought nun, she pictured
simple white garments, loaves of coarse brown bread baked on an open hearth,
lovingly tended gardens with stone angels, and the calm, purposeful chanting of
ancient hymns. The very words: vespers, evensong, compline, stirred within her a
deeply visceral sense of the mystical, and it was to this image that she gravitated
whenever the reality of everyday life became too burdensome.
She could try to carve out a piece of her day for contemplation, a moment of
stillness amidst the noise and chaos of life. But more often than not, an unhappy
child, an unpaid bill, a threatening letter from the gas company, an ominous
thunk-clunk-thunk from under the car would rise to the surface and permeate her
consciousness, with a constant refrain of “I need” or “You must pay attention to this.”
Right now, the baby was screaming, his tiny red face turning a more and more
alarming shade, his fist shaking violently, as if to make the urgent point, “You must
have no other priority than me! Your life is not your own.” Gina was trying to transfer
a heavy, boiling pot of macaroni to the strainer in the sink, baby Marcus tucked under
one arm, when she had an almost unbearable thought: she could simply let go. She
could let go of bawling baby, let the pot drop to the floor and clatter, clatter, clatter,
spraying waves of hot water and pasta everywhere. The idea was terrifying and
thrilling in equal measure, but somehow, she was able to suppress the thought,
somehow find a sense of calm and carefully do what it was that needed doing. Get the
pot safely to the sink. Hold the baby tightly and protectively.
Many years later, when Marcus was a grown man with a strong back and a kind
heart, he would carry an ember of this memory, and when times were rough, it would
spark into flame. He would remember being held securely, no matter the chaos
around him. Not in any sense a religious man, Marcus could only describe it as a
moment of infinite grace.
POTTERʼS HANDS
Shayna Miller
THE BREAD AND WATER OF LiFE
Jordan Zuniga
Alan Altany has a Ph. D. in religious studies (University of Pittsburgh) and is a semi-retired
professor of Comparative Religions at a small college in Florida. He was the founding editor of
a small magazine of poetry (The Beggar’s Bowl) and has self-published two books of poetry: A
Beautiful Absurdity (2022) & The Greatest Longing (2023). Website:
https://www.alanaltany.com/.
Danny Collins is a Christian, poet, and factory worker from the hills of Upstate New York.
Noor Fredly is an undergraduate student in Linguistics. She loves to serve in local ministry and
plans to enter the mission field after college.
Twice nominated for the 2023 Pushcart Prize, Elder Gideon is the author of three poetry
collections—Sophia’s Wisdom (forthcoming with EPS Press), Gnostic Triptych and Aegis of
Waves (Atmosphere Press)—and co-author with Tau Malachi of Gnosis of Guadalupe (EPS
Press, 2017). His poems, essays, and sculptures have appeared in dozens of journals. He’s an
alumnus of the 2022 Kenyon Review Summer Conference and the 2021 Community of
Writers. A veteran English teacher-activist and faith leader of a mystical Christian tradition,
Gideon lives to connect. Reach out to him @elder.gideon or eldergideon@gmail.com.
J W Goossen, born and raised in Vancouver, currently lives in Ladner BC and enjoys carving
out time for writing poems and stories, and painting. Publishing credits include Rhubarb, Geez,
Grain, Canadian Stories, Red Ogre Review and Alchemy.
John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in New World Writing,
California Quarterly and Lost Pilots. Latest books, “Between Two Fires”, “Covert” and aaaaaaaa
“Memory Outside The Head” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in the Seventh
Quarry, La Presa and Doubly Mad.
Rick Hartwell is a retired middle school teacher (remember the hormonally-challenged?) living
in California with his wife of forty-nine years, Sally Ann (upon whom he is emotionally,
physically, and spiritually dependent), two grown children, two granddaughters, and fifteen
cats! Like Blake, Thoreau and Merton, he believes that the instant contains eternity.
Alex Hawkins is a writer based out of East Tennessee. His work explores the crossroads of the
Holy Spirit, heavy metal, and God’s beauty found throughout the southern United States and
the people who live there.
Sebastian Koga is a Romanian neurosurgeon and poet currently working in New Orleans. He
completed a Masters in Creative Writing at the University of Oxford and serves as a director of
the Institute of Orthodox Christian Studies, Cambridge, UK.
Shayna Miller is a self-taught Christian artist who specializes in watercolor and oil paintings.
Most of her work includes vibrant florals, rich landscapes, and detailed nature paintings. She
often finds inspiration for her work while spending time in nature, and she enjoys adding the
beauty found in everyday life to her paintings.
Daniel Mitsui is an artist whose specialties include ink drawing, religious iconography,
lettering, and ornament. His meticulously detailed works, made entirely by hand on paper or
vellum, are held in collections worldwide. He desires to make art that is faithful to tradition yet
strikingly original, and vigorously medieval in spirit.
Danielle Page is a truth-teller, writer, and educator. When she’s not reading up on composition
theory, she’s scribbling in her Moleskine journal or hiking a mountainous trail. Her work has
appeared in the Whale Road Review, Calla Press, The Raven Review, Dream Noir Magazine,
The Amethyst Review, and elsewhere.
Ron Riekki’s latest book is the poetry collection We're Also Wounded. Right now, he's
watching the 1986 documentary Gerard Manley Hopkins: To Seem a Stranger.
Joseph Teti is an emerging writer from Hyattsville, MD. His poetry has appeared in Clayjar
Review, Solid Food Press, Foreshadow, and Rialto Books Review among others. He is a graduate of
Hillsdale College, and a fierce defender of Platonism and Romanticism in their continuities
with Christianity.
Peter Venable has written sacred and secular verse for many decades. He’s appeared in Ancient
Paths, Third Wednesday, THEMA, The Windhover, Prairie Messenger, The Christian Century,
The Merton Seasonal, Windhover, WestWard Quarterly, and others. He is a septuagenarian,
happily married, “Poppy” to two granddaughters, a Christ follower, and volunteers at a prison
camp. His Jesus Through A Poet’s Lens is available at Amazon. He is at petervenable.com and on
FB.
Jordan Zuniga is an emerging Christian and conservative poet, devotional, and creative writer.
He has appearances with The Upper Room, the Lorelei Signal and other publications.
Inquiring literary agents who are interested in offering representation can follow and contact
him on Instagram and Instagram messenger @cccreativewriter.