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Grief is also felt physically: you might be struggling to eat or sleep, or
might feel sick in your stomach. These feelings may come in waves, and
you may be tossed from one to another. All of these feelings are a
normal part of grieving. Despite the pain, the process of grieving is an
important part of how we come to terms with loss.
Powerful feelings of grief and loss are so normal and natural that they
are typically not given a ‘diagnosis’ like other conditions such as anxiety
or depression. There is no right way to grieve, and unfortunately, no
quick x.
Although there are no short-cuts, there are things you can do to help
yourself along the way. Judging and comparing yourself to how you
‘should’ be feeling can add to your su ering and pain. Start by learning
to be patient, kind and understanding with yourself, like you would with
a dear friend. This is a di cult journey, and treating yourself kindly can
support you along the way.
Gloria was 62 when her husband Mario died from prostate cancer.
Unfortunately, his cancer was only diagnosed once it was in a fairly
advanced stage. Mario had surgery and underwent hormone therapy and
chemotherapy. Gloria was by Mario’s side every day and hoped and
prayed that he would recover, but he got weaker and weaker with each
treatment. He was ill for nearly two years before he was eventually moved
to a hospice three weeks before he died. Gloria knew then that her
husband would never return home.
Gloria and Mario had been married for forty-two years and had three
children and six grandchildren. They had their ups and downs during their
life together, and it hadn’t always been easy. Mario used to like having a
drink and this had been an ongoing tension for them for as long as they
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had been together. However, despite these challenges they loved each
other dearly and were looking forward to all the things they would do in
retirement together when Mario became ill.
Gloria then became his carer, which was di cult for them both as Mario
had always been a very independent man. As the cancer spread, he got
weaker and required more and more help each day. There were times
when Gloria found it tiring and demanding caring for Mario, although she
never complained and tried not to show how it was a ecting her. When he
was moved to the hospice, she felt many di erent emotions. She was
scared and knew his death was imminent, and she was worried how she
would cope without him. On the other hand, she also felt relief that she
didn’t have the physical demands of caring for him round the clock. This
made her feel guilty, and she felt ashamed for having such a thought.
While Mario was in the hospice, Gloria was there every day. She would
read to him, play his favourite music, and helped the nurses to care for
him. On the day he died, Gloria had left the hospice to buy cakes for the
nurses. When she returned, she found Mario had died – the nurses told
her that he had slipped away peacefully. Gloria felt awfully guilty for not
being by his side in his last moments, and this was something that she
kept playing over in her mind.
Gloria’s life and home felt empty without Mario. For a while after he died
the house was busy with her family, and she was kept busy with planning
for the funeral. When things became quieter afterwards, she felt helpless
and didn’t quite know what to do with herself. The past years had been so
busy each day caring for Mario that Gloria couldn’t remember what life
was like before. There was also part of her that felt relief that he was no
longer su ering and in pain.
As Mario had been unwell for some time, Gloria thought that she would
be, to some extent, prepared for his loss. However, she was shocked by the
deep despair and yearning she felt for him once he died. She often
replayed regrets in her mind, all the things she wishes she had said and
done. She wished she hadn’t argued with him about his drinking and
hoped he didn’t go with the memories of her nagging him. She thought
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about the future they would never have. She couldn’t imagine what her
life would be like without him.
Gloria tried to keep herself busy to distract from her pain. Fortunately, her
children and grandchildren lived nearby, and she was able to throw
herself into their lives and helping with childcare. Her children told her
how strong she was and praised her for the way she was dealing with
things. However, she knew on the inside the e ort it was taking to supress
how she was really feeling. When she heard his favourite song on the
radio she would feel like she had been hit in the stomach. Keeping busy
helped Gloria get through the days, however at night she would lie awake,
unable to sleep. She would feel a deep longing for Mario and the life they
had planned in their retirement. Gloria started to feel very fatigued from
all the business and lack of sleep. Eventually her grief started to catch up
with her and she felt consumed by it. She couldn’t get up in the mornings
and felt like all the joy had been drained from her life.
Gloria saw a bereavement counselor after her daughter suggested that she
might nd it helpful to speak to someone. In counseling Gloria felt
listened-to. She started to talk about how much she was struggling. She
felt like her counselor wasn’t judging her, and let her tell her story. Gloria
found it helpful to tell her counselor about her life with Mario and how he
had died. Gloria shared her regrets about not being with him when he
died, and the guilt she felt for having felt relief when he passed. Her
counselor helped Gloria to see that these were normal reactions. This
helped Gloria to forgive herself and her attitude towards herself became
kinder.
In counseling Gloria also shared her fears about the future. When she
looked ahead everything felt bleak and dark. She felt useless, her children
were all grown and didn’t need her as much as they used to. She couldn’t
imagine what life would be like without Mario. Gloria also felt guilty and
didn’t want to let go of Mario or move on without him. Gloria’s counselor
helped her to realize that grieving wasn’t about letting go or moving on,
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but instead learning to live without Mario while also carrying him in her
heart.
Gloria’s counselor encouraged her to talk about the life she had with
Mario, and all the good memories they had together. Gloria made a
memory book to put together all the photos and things that reminded her
of Mario. She enjoyed nding ways to remember him and felt relieved to
not be so consumed by guilt. It took time, but Gloria was able to start
thinking about her future. She started trying new hobbies and seeing her
friends more regularly. Whenever she felt guilty, she would imagine what
Mario would say to her, which helped her to feel better. She knew he
would want her to live a full and happy life and would want her to enjoy
her retirement. Gloria still had her ups and downs, but no longer felt
unable to carry on.
What is loss?
When we talk about loss we often mean the death of someone that we
love. It is important to acknowledge that people can also experience
grief when confronted with other losses such as: the breakup of a
relationship, the loss of an important role such as a job, or the diagnosis
of a life-changing illness. For much of this guide we will refer to
bereavement, but most of it is relevant other losses too.
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When someone dies you might experience many losses. Part of grieving
is about recognizing what you have lost, and loss comes with many
changes that are not always immediately visible. There is the physical
loss of the person and their presence, and other less tangible losses such
as:
The loss of a shared life, consisting of the things you did together
and for each other.
The loss of a shared future together, including all of your shared
hopes, dreams, and plans for the future.
The loss of your shared social life.
The loss of all that your loved one did for you. They might have
been the one who xed problems around the house, or who
managed your nances.
Not all losses are the same and not all losses a ect us in the same way.
The circumstances of the loss can a ect how you grieve. Some of the
characteristics of the loss that can a ect how you grieve include:
The manner of the death and whether you had time to prepare
Anticipated and expected. For example, you may have known
that your loved one was going to pass after a long illness.
Their death may not have had any less impact, but in these
circumstances some people notice that they started to grieve
before the person died, or when they learnt of the illness.
Sudden and unexpected. You may have lost your loved one
unexpectedly from a health event, or from an accident. It is
normal to be in a state of shock and disbelief, as your mind
and body tries to understand what has happened.
Traumatic or violent. Your loved one may have died violently
or by suicide. In these circumstances there are often
additional layers of shock and grief.
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The type and quality of relationship you had with the person
can a ect the kind of grief you experience. The degree of
emotional closeness, the role that this person played in your
life, and your feelings for them while they were alive are all
factors that can in uence how you grieve for them.
What is grief?
Grief is more than just sadness and you might be overwhelmed by a
variety of di erent emotions and feelings in your body as your grief
changes over time. Grief is di erent for everyone: everyone deals with it
in their own unique way.
How you might think and How you might feel How you might act
remember emotionally and in your
body
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Anger at the person Regret Avoid being with
for leaving you Numb people
Thoughts that you Hopeless Carry on as normal
can’t go on Helpless Keep busy
Thoughts about what Anger Tell other people you
you should have done Sadness feel ok
or said Yearning Stay in bed
Thoughts about how Longing Stop doing things
things are going to be Frustration that you used to do
di erent Forgetfulness Drink alcohol
Thoughts about what Irritable Distract yourself
you are going to miss Tired Behave recklessly,
Remembering Fatigued take risks
conversations (or Pain Remember them
arguments) Heartache Visit their resting
Wishing that you had Emptiness place
done things No feelings at all Want to be near them
di erently Shock Talk to them
Unwanted memories Disbelief Look at photos
Dreams or Feeling sick Speak to people who
nightmares Unable to eat were close to them
Happy memories Unable to sleep Look through their
Thoughts that Tired belongings
they’re at peace Relief
Thoughts that they Peace
are not su ering Content
Seeing or hearing
your loved one
Grief often feels like it comes in waves that can initially feel intense and
overwhelming. These waves of grief can feel like they come out of
nowhere, or can be triggered when you are reminded of the person you
lost. When you rst lose someone, it can feel as though you are
constantly being hit by enormous waves of grief – sometimes so close
together that it feels as though you hardly come up for air between
them. With time, the size of the waves tends to lessen, with larger gaps
in between waves. As the weeks, months, and years pass by you will
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experience many ‘ rsts’ as you navigate life without your loved one –
your rst dinner out, your rst supermarket trip, your rst birthday
without them. In each of these moments it will be natural to feel their
absence, and for waves of grief to be triggered again.
Figure: Grief often feels like it comes in ‘waves’. To begin with, the
waves feel intense and frequent, but over time they tend to be spaced
further apart and feel more manageable.
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Figure: An illustration of di erent ‘trajectories’ of grief. The most
common type is ‘resilient grief’. ‘Prolonged grief’ typically follows the
rough trajectory of ‘chronic grief’. [1]
If you are struggling with a prolonged grief reaction you can feel as if
you are in the depths of grief all the time, and can feel overwhelmed by
an intense longing for the person you have lost. It can be a real struggle
to carry on with your daily life and you might nd you can’t get on with
the things you used to do before, such as working, socializing and seeing
friends and family. A prolonged grief reaction is more likely when the
loss was particularly traumatic, for example after losing a child, or
losing a loved one in sudden, violent or traumatic circumstances.
How other people might respond to your loss and your grief
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Want to talk about it too much with you.
Shut you down, or try to cheer you up when actually you just want
to talk about it.
Remember that it’s OK to let people know what you need and what you
don’t. Grief can be like a rollercoaster: there will be times when you
want to talk and other times when you don’t. Sometimes you might
want a distraction and to not think about it, at other times all you might
want to do is talk about how you feel. You may not know what you need
from others and this can be confusing for you and them. Remember that
there are no rules – whatever you’re feeling is OK.
As you read the theories and models below, there may be some that
resonate with your experience and others that don’t. That’s absolutely
ne! Remember there is no right way to grieve – the theories are just
some ways of understanding the process of grieving.
When someone you love dies, it can feel as though you have been injured
by their loss. Loss is often described as an open painful wound that
needs healing. Just like a physical injury, the pain of loss is very raw to
begin with. The wound is all that you can think about – it is all
consuming – and any movement reminds you that it is there. In this
early stage you may be so consumed by your injury that friends and
family need to take extra care to look after you and be there for you.
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Grief is often described as the process of healing from the wound. If the
conditions are right then wounds will heal naturally in time.
Continuing bonds
Some ways of thinking about grief describe ‘stages’ that grieving people
go through, often ending with ‘acceptance’ or ‘investment in a new life’.
Grief researchers Denis Klass, Phyllis Silverman & Steven Nickman
questioned these stage models, and proposed a di erent way of thinking
about grief[2]. They argue that when a loved one dies you go through a
process of adjustment and rede ne your relationship with that person –
your bond with them continues and endures. They say a relationship
never ends – grief is not something that you go ‘through’ to ‘let go’ or
‘move on from’ your loved one. Instead, grieving is the process that
helps you to form a di erent relationship with them.
Although your loved one has gone physically, you can learn to remember
them, and they can continue to live on in your memories and heart. This
will mean di erent things for each person, for example it could mean
you continue to say goodnight to them and tell them about your day, you
might carry on some of the routines and things that you did together, or
you go to their favourite place on their birthday.
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“they are remembered, not forgotten”
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Tasks of grief
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connecting with others and doing things that perhaps you used to
do together. If you have lost your partner in life you may be
guring out how to do all the things your partner used to do. You
may need to learn new skills and do things that you had never done
before.
R = Reinvest in the new reality. By ‘reinvesting in the new reality’
Worden means nding ways to continue an emotional connection
with your loved one. This involves living your new life whilst also
holding dear the memories of your loved one and allowing them to
live on in your heart and memories. This will mean di erent things
for each person. For many people it involves engaging with new
connections and things in your life, that bring pleasure and
meaning to your life again.
Not wanting to face the reality of your loss. This may involve
carrying on as if nothing has happened.
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Being angry about your loss, feeling that it is unfair and unjust. You
may feel angry at others, or at your loved one for leaving you, or
angry at yourself.
Trying to gure out if there is anything you can do or change to
make your loved one come back.
Believing that there is no purpose and no meaning in life without
your loved one. Feeling hopeless and depressed. Withdrawing from
life and the people who care about you.
Starting to come to terms with your loss. Beginning to feel that you
will be able to live your life without your loved one.
If you feel that you are struggling to come to terms with your loss you
may nd it helpful to speak to someone about how you are feeling. Many
people nd bereavement counseling helpful, and you may be able to nd
a specialist bereavement counselor near you.
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Grief is a normal human experience for which there are no
recommended medical treatments. Some medical professionals argue
that symptoms of depression (which may perhaps predate or ‘sit
alongside’ experiences of grief) can be distinguished from symptoms of
grief and propose that medical treatments such as antidepressant
medication can be helpful in these cases. This view is not without
controversy.[4]
Rituals help us to come to terms with loss and are a way to honor and
respect our lost loved ones. They are so important that all cultures have
their own rituals that are part of the grieving process, for example:
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In Mexico there is an annual Day of the Dead to celebrate and honor
the lives of the deceased.
“I don’t really go in for formal rituals, but I gave my son a name that
would have been meaningful to my Dad. It makes me laugh to sometimes
order his favourite pizza and think about how he used to be. These things
are meaningful to me.”
Talking about your feelings of grief can help you to begin to come to
terms with your loss. Could you nd some close friends or family with
whom you would feel comfortable talking about how you feel?
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After a loved one dies, some people nd it important to keep their
memories alive. One suggestion is to put together a ‘memory box’ of
items and photos that remind you of your loved one. For example, you
might include photos, some of their favourite belongings, their
favourite music, a treasured item of clothing, letters, their favourite
book, or sentimental items they gave you. You could place the box in a
special place, and perhaps set a regular time when you visit your
memory box like on their anniversary.
Talking about your loss and telling the story of your loss and grief can
help to process what has happened. Whether you lost your loved one
suddenly or after a long illness, there is often much to process and come
to terms with.
As your mind tries to make sense of your loss, you may feel a need and
even an urgency to tell your story and make sense of what has happened.
This can be an important way of processing all the emotions that you are
feeling.
If you don’t feel that you’ve had a proper chance to speak about what
happened then you might nd it helpful to write your story from your
perspective, as if you are telling someone about what happened. If you
decide that this is something you would like to try, here are some tips to
get you started:
What was happening in your life just before you found out about
the death of your loved one? If they had an illness you might write
about what was happening just before you received the news that
they were going to die.
If your loved one went through an illness, it might help to write
about what that was like for you. You might write about the time
you received the diagnosis, the medical interventions they went
through, and your interactions with the medical sta . Try and
notice how you were a ected, re ect on your thoughts and
feelings, and what it was like for you.
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Write about the moment you found out your loved one had died.
How did they die? What happened? This moment is often very
vivid, people often say they felt shock. What were you doing at the
time? How did you feel? What did you do or think?
How has your loss a ected you? Re ect on your feelings, thoughts
and how your grief is a ecting your life.
Tackling avoidance
In the early days, the loss may be raw and it can be too painful to do
things that remind you of your loved one. As time goes on, it is
important to begin to face the places and situations that you have been
avoiding. Here are some tips:
Make a list of all the places, situations, people and tasks that you
have been avoiding. For example, the swimming pool you used to
go together, the takeaway you used to eat together, or certain
people that remind you of them.
Organize your list into a hierarchy, with the most di cult
situations at the top.
Make a plan for how and when you will start facing the situations
you have been avoiding. Be kind to yourself, see if you can get a
friend or close family member to come along with you to begin
with.
Pace yourself, you don’t have to jump in the deep end. It can be
di cult to start facing reminders again, so be gentle with yourself
and take your time.
If you notice di cult emotions coming up, perhaps try the “Get in
touch with the parts of your grief” exercise to help you work
through your emotions.
Telling the story of your loved one’s life and your life together
Your loved one’s life wasn’t just about their death. It can help to
remember your loved one’s life and the life you shared together. Writing
from your perspective, imagine telling someone else about your loved
one. Use the prompts below to get you started:
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What was your loved one like? What interests they did they have?
What did they enjoy and dislike? What was their life like?
What was your life together like? What did you enjoy together?
Re ect on your memories. When you rst met, how did your
relationship developed and did you share any special moments?
What were your hopes for the future with this person? How did you
imagine that relationship being in times to come?
Sometimes the feelings we have about our loved ones are not
straightforward – while they were alive either of you may have said or
done things that were hurtful, or which you regret. Writing to your loved
one can be a helpful way of working through your feelings. Try to
express how you feel, and say all the things you wish you had said. Here
are some tips to get started:
Firstly, there is nothing you cannot say: this is a personal letter and
no-one else needs to see it. Let yourself write freely from your
heart.
You can tell your loved one the things you didn’t get a chance to say
to them.
You might tell them how you are getting on since they died; you
can include the good and the bad.
You can tell them how you remember and honor their memory.
You can share the memories you cherish the most.
You can share your regrets, or your feelings about any issues that
were left unresolved.
You can tell them about how you feel, you might want to include
the di erent parts of yourself.
Once you’re done, think about what you want to do with your letter. You
could keep it somewhere safe, or get rid of it if you prefer. There is no
right or wrong answer, just be kind to yourself and do whatever feels
right for you.
Sometimes our emotions con ict with each other. For example, your
angry part might be angry with the part of you that feels scared. Or the
part of you that feels guilty might get in the way of the part of you that
accepts what has happened. Here is an exercise to help you to work with
these con icts. In your own time, work through the steps below:
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One at a time, bring each emotional part to mind one at a time and
ask yourself some questions:
What does this part of you think about your loss?
How does this part feel?
Where in your body is that feeling strongest?
What does this part want to do?
When someone whom we love dies it is common to feel some regret and
guilt. You may recall things you did or said, or that you failed to do or
say. Events that might ordinarily have seemed trivial may take on a new
meaning in the light what has happened. Over time most people nd
ways of resolving these emotions. However sometimes guilt and regret
can get stuck: as though it keeps looping on a circuit. This can be very
distressing, and can get in the way of grieving in a healthy way. If you
are feeling guilt or regret, here are some things that you might try:
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If this was another person that was feeling regret and guilt,
what would you say to them?
Talk to your friends and family about how you are feeling, see if
you can listen to their perspective, often they won’t be as harsh on
you as you are to yourself.
The death of a loved one may mean that you are faced with some
challenging decisions. If you lived together you may have to confront
nancial decisions, or even have to move home. Even the smallest of
decisions can feel overwhelming in the early days. If your circumstances
allow, it is often advisable to postpone any big decisions until six to
twelve months have passed.
If big decisions are unavoidable, you may need help to try to think
through your options clearly. Consider enlisting the help of a trusted
friend or family member to help you work out a plan. A classic problem-
solving strategy is to:
References
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[2] Klass, D., Nickman, L.N., Silverman, P.R. (1996). Continuing Bonds:
New Understandings of Grief (Death Education, Aging and Health Care).
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[3] Worden, J. W. (1991). Grief counselling and grief therapy: A handbook for
the mental health practitioner (2nd edition). London: Springer.
[4] Friedman, R. A. (2012). Grief, depression, and the DSM-5. The New
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