Introduction

Falling inlove was never an option. I don't

do those things of fuck buddies nor
anything. Infact, I'm still pure at the age of
21. I'm turning 22 this year, at the 29th of
August. I have no friends and I'm not
planning to have any.

I have a degree of Bachelor of Accounting

Science, I graduated last month(March) at
Wits University. Meanwhile, I am a waiter
at some Italian restaurant at Rosebank
mall. It really hurts, I mean, I have a degree
but then I just graduated last month, so
there's hope.

I'm renting an apartment at Greenside, my

dad pay the rent for me. Mom is a nurse
and owns a bakery back at KZN. While my
dad is a lawyer. So, I had it simple in life. I
have a little sister, Amber, she's 10 and I
love her. She lives with mom.
Well my mom is a zulu woman but my
father is colored. They divorced when my
little sister was 7 but nevertheless, their
separation never affected Amber and I. I'm
not tall nor short, I got slim waist and a bit
thick thighs, medium rounded buttocks
with curves. I really have a hot shape.

I have dark hazel eyes, fine pink lips, I got

black natural hair, heart shaped face. I
have no cellulite nor any stretch marks or
even a small scar on my body. By the way,
I'm Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay, the daughter
of Hlengiwe Mkhize and Stephen Clay.
This is my story.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

At high school, I was never a deep sleeper,

it started when I came to university. I'm
that person who criminals can steal
everything that they want while I hear
nothing . I even sleep for 10 hours when
I'm too tired. I never loved partying or
vacations, I was always a hardworking
little girl. Matric?? I obtained 7 As, the
folks were happy.

I just woke up now, I take a bath, dry

myself and lotion. A black jean, white Nike
Air Force sneakers and black sleeves t-
shirt is perfect for today. I tie my braids
into a high bun, I make breakfast for
myself, eat and go to work. It's 3.3 km
away, so I just walk.

A black Maserati breaks and park near me.

Oh God, I can't be kidnapped today please.

Man : Hey, please get in.

This hot gents doesn't even greet. He is so

hot people, tall, chocolate skinned nigga
with buff body. He looks like he's in his late
twenties. I just keep quiet and keep on
walking.

Man : Please, I can't just let a beautiful lady

like you walk.
He had a stupid smile on his face, now
that I see his face clearly, I get to see that
he's the famous billionaire Tariq Khoza.

Me : Just leave me alone, if I didn't want to

walk I would have requested a bolt.
Thanks but no thanks.

I say annoyed, he gives up and drive his

car to where God knows. I arrive at work,
change to my waitress uniform and starts
working. Atleast, I'm knocking off at 3
today.

I go to serve at some table with 2 gents, oh

it's this guy again. He's with his friend this
time. I know some of his friends because
they're famous. Now I have to pretend with
a stupid smile.

Me : (fake smile)Good afternoon

gentlemen, how can I help you?
Tariq : Ohh it's the beautiful lady again.
How come that I don't know you ?

Mxm!
Me : Are you ready to order or what ?
Man 2 : Just give me water please, don't
mind my friend, he's crazy.

I fake a smile.

Tariq : You don't have to fake that smile

you know. Water will be fine for me too.
You're beautiful.

I blush involuntarily then walk away.

Sabrina: Ncoh girl, you was saving our hot

boss ??

I wonder why girls keep drooling over this

guy, I'm sure he's a fuck boy. She's my
colleague by the way and she's talkative.
Wait?? Did she just say that one of those
guys is our boss?

Me : What do you mean by boss?

Sabrina : (Giggles) You didn't know? Mr
Khoza is the owner of this restaurant. That
is one of his yummy friends, Mike Faya.
How come that I don't know my boss ? the
owner of this restaurant?

Me : I didn't know really.

I take 2 sealed bottles of water with two

glasses and go back to the table.

Me : Here
Tariq : (smirk)Tell Mr Hlongwane that I'll
fire him if he overworks you. Thank you by
the way.

He's starting to annoy me, if he thinks I'll

fall for him then he's crazy. Woah Luna,
who said that he wants you ?? I'm going
crazy.

Mike : Thank you Ms...

Me : Ms Clay.
Mike : Nice to meet you Ms Clay, I'm Mike.
Me : It's a pleasure to meet you too.
Tariq : Go back to work Ms Clay.

Ohh, I walk back and continue with my

duty. End of shift, I'm ready to go home. As
I walk, the Maserati appears again and
break.

Tariq: Now that I know you, please get in, I

just want to help not to kill you.
Me : Who said I need your help Mr Khoza?
Tariq : I'm just being friendly to my stuff.
Me : Take your “friendliness” somewhere
else Sir.
Tariq : (smirk) Feisty, aren't we??
Me : Mxm

I just keep on walking.

Tariq : You know one day I won't force you

to get in my car. You'll drive it on your own
with me busy calling and asking where you
are. I gonna wife your stubborn ass.

Now he's crazy, he said that all aloud. I just

laugh and continue walking. He then drives
off in a high speed. I arrive at my
apartment. I take a shower and wear my
bum shorts with white baggy t-shirt and
flops. I then start with cooking, I'll just boil
3 pieces of chicken and make a green
salad. My phone is ringing, it's my dad.

Me : Hey daddy
Dad : My princess, how are you?
Me : I'm fine dad and you ?
Dad : I'm okay. How is job seeking?
Me : I submitted my CV at A.Khoza Inc
maybe I'll be lucky.
Dad : That's the biggest company princess,
I really wish you all the best.
Me : Thanks daddy.
Dad : I love you.
Me : I love you too.

He then end the call ,my phone beeps after

2 minutes. Money in, R5000 from my
father. As if he knew that I have only
R1200 left in my account. I send a text
thanking my father.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm in my office now, at one of my

companies, A.Khoza Inc. I'm trying to stop
thinking about that beautiful mamasita but
I just can't. She really captured my heart.
She's so beautiful, stubborn, challenging
and just everything that I want in a woman.

She's also educated and I had really fell

hard for her. I had known her for a month
even though I pretend like I just met her
today. I've always been a fuck boy but I'm
willing to change for this one. I really love
her but I'm scared to tell her heyy. She's
not those girls who throw their selves on
me.

I've already researched about her and I

know she submitted her CV at this
company. The plan is to hire her so that I
can keep her close. The things that I feel
for that girl are out of this world. Let me
call the HR department now.

Voice: Boss
Me : Thandokazi, a woman submitted a CV
back in the days right?
Thando : Yes boss.
Me : How is it?
Thando : It's clean and she's suitable to be
our Financial Analyst.
Me : Good, send her an email for an
interview tomorrow.
Thando : Okay Sir.

I then end the call, let's see how far you're

gonna play hard to get Luna Ndoniyamanzi
Clay. By the way, I'm Andisa Tariq Khoza,
aged 27. I am a CEO and a Software
Engineer by profession. I own many
companies across the world and I am a
billionaire. I am a former mafia boss
leader.

I have 4 sisters including my twin sister

and 1 little brother. I'm a son of
Malibongwe Solumuzi Khoza and Zandile
Olwethuthando Khoza, the multi trillionaire
couple. My father is a head of the South
African force, where my grandfather is the
former leader. My parents also own many
businesses in this world.
My grandparents from my paternal are still
kicking while those from my maternal side
died long ago. I have 2 uncles and 1 aunty.
My grandparents live back there in KZN
suburbs. One of my uncle lives in KZN
rurals with his family while the other one is
modern.

My parents, aunty and my siblings live here

in Gauteng, Johannesburg just different
estates. My parents are at Blair Athol
Estate, while I am at Southdowns Estate.
My siblings and friends are at the other
estates. I have 4 bestfriends who I now
consider as brothers.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's a new day, by the way, I received an

email for a job interview at A.Khoza Inc
today. I'm really excited and nervous at the
same time. It's now 6 and my job interview
is at 9. The owner of that company is
Tariq.

I'm just happy because it's a big company

which means more money but I don't get
why I always work for that man. I wonder
how rich he is. Maybe it's in the genes,
everyone in that family is successful, very
successful and they live at high incomers
estates.

I take a bubble bath, dry and lotion. I wear

my black pencil high waisted skirt which is
below my knees, the way this skirt is
revealing every part of my body. I then
wear a royal blue key hole top, black blazer
and royal blue peep toe heels. I puff my
cologne, tie my braids into a high bun and
apply edges.

I wear my Era necklace and earrings, apply

red matte lipstick. Now I'm ready for the
day. I call my mom, pray afterwards then I
request a bolt. I get into this big fancy
building. I walk to the reception where I'm
welcomed by a bubbly girl who's a
receptionist.

Rec : (smiles) Oh my word, you're so

beautiful.
Me : (smile) Thank you. How are you
though?

This girl didn't even greet me.

Rec : (Giggles) Oh, I didn't greet, I'm sorry.

I'm fine and you? I'm Lisa. Are you the
boss's wife ?

What ??

Me : Lol No, I'm here for a job interview.

Lisa : Oh okay. You're so beautiful, take a
seat there.

I see Mr Tariq Khoza walking in, the room

is tense. He's not smiling, he's like a cold
stone. Everyone is busy, he just nod, he
doesn't greet. He's so yummy though.
Lisa : Boss
Tariq : What ??

He's so rude.

Lisa : There's a woman who's here for a job

interview.
Tariq : Send her to my office.

He's not that annoying stupid person

today, he's just cold and intimidating like
his father and grandpa, I know them from
media. I notice that nobody enters the lift
with him.

Me : Is he always like that?

Lisa : (Giggles) Yeah, I had never even
seen a single tooth of him, he doesn't
smile. He's always serious.
Me : (sighs) Yoh, is he the one interviewing
me ?
Lisa : Yes, good luck.
Me : Say it again, looks like I will need it.

She accompany me to his office, I then

knock and opens the door.
Tariq : Who said that you can come in ?

This guy is rude, he's not even looking at

me but at his PC. I just keep quiet, then he
raise his head.

Tariq : Oh it's you, welcome. I'll show you

your office.

He have that stupid smile again, I can't

believe that he's the one who was serious
and intimidating us downstairs.

Me : I'm here for the interview.

Tariq: (Chuckles) No, you're here to start
with your job Ms Clay.
Me : Wow okay.

This man is hot bakithi, the things that I'm

feeling inside my stomach right now.

Tariq : You can take a seat Mrs Khoza.

That stupid smirk again.

Me : (frown) I'm not Mrs Khoza, I'm Ms
Clay.
Tariq: But you're soon to be Mrs Khoza,
Mrs Me, I'm just practicing.
Me : I'll never be Mrs Khoza nor Mrs you.
Tariq : (chuckles)We'll see about that.
Me : Just show me my office.
Tariq : Patience madam.

This guy is crazy. I just shook my head

defeated.

Tariq : You're so beautiful. Why did you

wear that skirt ??

I'm not your wife hello!

Me : Thanks, but my skirt is none of your

business.
Tariq : (smirks) You're revealing my assets
there, I don't like that.

Is this guy listening to himself ??

Me: Wahlanya ini ?

Tariq: Ngi hlanyisa nguwe.
I give up xemm.

Tariq : Let me show you your office before

I annoy you more.

Mxm, he showed me my office and God it's

so beautiful. It even have an en-suit
bathroom, a TV like his. Just that his office
is more advanced. I start with my tiring
enjoyable job.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I've now started with the first step, which

is to annoy her then make her smile
afterwards. I want to drive her crazy and
make her fall hard for me. That way she'll
start to always think about me. That girl is
really hot, that ass nc nc!! The things I
would to her.

I just need a night with her and fuck her

until she pass out. She got the meat in the
right places, I felt Mkhathini getting hard
when I raised my eyes and looked at God's
creation. Tell me to define beauty,
Gorgeousness or hotness, I'll show you
Luna.

Those long natural eyelashes and dark

hazel eyes, she blink a lot. Oh my
goodness! But in the meantime, I need to
release, Luna did a number on me, my d*ck
is hard. Let me call Kedibone, she's one of
my fuck buddies. She work here, also part
of the HR department.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Finally, it's knock off time. Atleast my first

day was great, there's this girl whom we
kinda clicked. But I'm not planning to make
her my friend. These peep toe heels are
killing me, I should also take flops
tomorrow.

I lock my office and take a lift to the

reception. I find Mpumi with some fine
dark brown skinned gent. Mpumi's skin
tone is olive, she's a bit shorter than me,
she have slim waist, thick thighs, big butts
and big curves. She's really beautiful. She
also have an expensive taste.

Mpumi : (smiles) Hey girl, meet my man,

Kyle Gasela. Babe, this is my first friend,
Luna Clay.

Friend??

Kyle : Nice to meet you Luna.

Me : Likewise Kyle.
Mpumi : You're heading home ??
Me : Yeah, I'm really tired.
Mpumi : Let's go, I'll give you a lift.
Voice : I'll take Luna home don't worry.

I know this voice, it's Tariq. His intoxicating

cologne is filling my nostrils, he smell so
lovely. He do those gang handshake thing
with Kyle, they're laughing together, oh,
Kyle is one of Tariq's friends.

Mpumi : (Whisper) You guys will be a

perfect match.

She's so crazy, I'll never date this rude guy.

Me : (Giggles) You're crazy, I'll never date
this ice man.

I whisper back.

Kyle : Stop gossiping and let's go.

He says holding her by her waist, I've

noticed that he's so touchy. He loves her,
you should see the way he looks at her.

Mpumi : We're driving different cars, I don't

know why you're rushing me.
Kyle : No, I missed you, that's why I passed
by here. We're driving my car, a guard will
bring your car at home.

Oh, they live together.

Tariq : (chuckles) You're really whipped my

friend, you guys are living together you
would've seen Mpumi at home.
Kyle: Just leave me alone Rellik.
Tariq: Fuck you!
Mpumi and I laugh, she leaves with her
man leaving me with this arrogant guy
who's staring at me. I take my phone and
request an Uber. I'm not allowing him to
take me home, never! I then walk out then
he follows me.

Tariq : My car is that side.

Me : Don't worry, I've already requested
Uber.
Tariq : (chuckles) You're so stubborn.
Me : I know, thanks for reminding me.

He just look at me while smiling, I stare

back until I decide to give up. The things
that I'm feeling inside my stomach, the
way my heart is beating. I've never felt like
this.

Me : (clears throat) My Uber is 10 minutes

away.

He just continue looking at me and shook

his head then go to his car. Yohh, it's a
black Rolls-Royce this time. I walk outside
the gate while waiting for my Uber, it
arrives the same time this guy is driving
out.

He get off the car and hold my hand when

I'm about to open the door of the Uber. The
way I'm feeling weak because of his touch.

Tariq : Ekse broer, here is some mulla. I'll

take my wife home.

Have I told you how deep his voice is ??

But forget about that, this guy just paid the
Uber driver to go away and called me his
wife. Who does he think he is ?? The
stupid Uber just drove away. If he thinks I'll
let him dictate my life, then he got another
thing coming. I am not one of his whores
nx!

Me : (Shouts) Are you stupid weh Andisa

Khoza?
Tariq: (frown-smile) What have I done
now?

I feel like slapping his stupid grin right

now. He's looking at me like I'm some
crazy woman while I'm fuming.

Me : (shouts) You know what, I got no

time for crazy people like you.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I would really enjoy having a wife like her.

She's more beautiful when she's angry. I
know she's annoyed, and yeah that's the
plan. After that I'll make her smile, watch
me. I want to be able to control her
emotions. I want to drive her crazy, I love
this girl.

Me : You're more beautiful when you're

angry.

I say out of the blue, she just looks at me

defeated.

Me : Let me take you home please, atleast

make me happy.
Luna : Who said I want to make you
happy?
Yoh, this girl is hard headed haii!

Me : Please, do you want me to kneel

down. Can you please be the last person
that I see before I go home, before I retire
to sleep?

I see an involuntary smile there and she's

trying so hard to fight it.

Me : I swear even if you request another

Uber, I'll send it away. If you want me to
just walk you home, then I will do it
because it seems like the problem is
getting in my car madam. Please Lulu.

This time she blush and I'm busy ululating

in my heart. I really love this girl.

Me : Or maybe you're scared of falling

more inlove with me. If not, then prove me
wrong by getting in my car and let Andisa
drive you home.

I say with my million dollar smile. She

looks at me and smile back.
Luna : Mxm, you're so crazy Ice man.I will
only get in the car because I want to go
home, not that your mental reverse
psychology tactics are working on me.

I got you where I wanted you Ndoni. I open

the door for her, she thank me then I jog to
my side and we drive off.

Me : (smile) So I'm ice man now?

Luna : Yes, you're cold like an ice. The fear
that your stuff have for you.
Me : (chuckles) Don't you fear me ?
Luna : (Giggles) Hell No!
Me : That's great.
Luna : I live at Greenside.
Me : (smirk)I know.
Luna : How do you know?
Me : You're so beautiful.
Luna : I get that a lot, thank you.
Me : (chuckles) You're full of yourself
madam.

We continue driving while talking. She

takes off her blazer, she got medium sized
fresh boobs. Her top is tight that's why I
saw it. Mkhathini just got hard now. What
are you doing to me woman ??

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Nobunhle Snenhlahla Khoza

I really had a very long day, I don't feel like

cooking so I'm driving straight to
Mandisa's place at Serengeti Golf &
Wildlife estate. I could go to my twin's
place but hey it's a waste of petrol. This
week I'm partying yoh, it's been a long
time.

I arrive at Mandisa's place and find her

eating with her husband and their
daughter, Kuhlekonke. Kuhle is 5, my sister
had a baby at the age of 22. Dad was
pissed, Andisa beaten Kwenzo like crazy.
She's married now and she's a qualified
Anaesthesiologist who also have a very
big private hospital.
Her husband is a Chartered Accountant
and a business man. She's my big sister
and Andisa's twin. Mama and daddy
decided to do the buy one get one free
with their first borns and the seconds
borns.

Me : Hey Family.
Kuhle : Aunty Nobu
Me : Hey baby, what are we eating here?
Kwenzo: (Chuckles) Good evening to you
too Nobunhle Khoza.
Mandi : I knew that you came here for
food.
Me : (Giggles) Yoh, I'm hungry. I had no
choice.
Mandi : You have hands little sis, you
should have cooked.
Me : Haii stop being rude doc please.

I say serving myself, it's roasted turkey

with rice and gravy. It smells so lovely. I
wash my hands and take the cutlery, sit
down then dig in.
Me : You're a good cooker my sister yoh.
Kuhle: Aunty you should swallow first
before talking and you didn't even pray.

I forgotten that this baby talks a lot,

Kwenzo and Mandi laughs.

Kwenzo: Tell her baby.

Me : Mxm.
Mandi : Wash the plates after eating.
Me : Huh you're not fair.
Mandi: No, you're paying for finishing my
food.
Me : One couldn't even believe that you're a
doctor with a big private hospital, you're
stingy.
Mandi : You also own a boutique and a
catering company yet you can't afford
groceries.
Me : It's not that I don't afford groceries,
I'm just lazy to cook.
Mandi : Just wash the plates lil sis, they're
just 4.
Me : Mxm, I have a bitch sister.
Mandi : Language Nobunhle marn
Me : (Giggles) She didn't hear us hauw.
Kuhle : Aunty what's a bitch ?

Oh my God!

Kwenzo : (chuckles)You see, answer my

baby please.
Me : It's inappropriate word my love, don't
say it or you'll be arrested.

Mandi and Kwenzo just laugh instead of

helping me Mxm.

Kuhle: But you're not arrested for saying it.

These two just continue laughing.

Me : It's because I'm old.

Kuhle : So babies are not allowed to say it
?
Me : Yes my love.
Kuhle : Okay.

Thanks God.
Kwenzo : Now you done eating, it's
bedtime princess. Let's go and tuck you in.

Kwenzo take Kuhle while I wash the plates

with this sister of mine. Atleast she's
helping me.

Mandi : I still don't get why Andisa is still

not married, he's not getting younger.
Me : Mom is also worried. I have to
convince uncle Khathaza to arrange a rural
wife for him.
Mandi : (Giggles) Mxm, you'll never grow
up.
Me : But I'm just coming up with a solution
here. Andisa is a controlling freak like dad,
atleast a rural wife will be submissive.
Mandi : But dad married mom who's a
challenger, Andisa should also get that
type.
Me : Mxm you're spoiling the fun.

I continued talking to my sister, and later

drive off to my house. I live at Eagle
Canyon Golf estate. Well my name is
Nobunhle Snenhlahla Khoza,
Buhlebenkosi's twin.

Buhlebenkosi Simlindile Sibanda

I was a Khoza before a hot gent stole me

from my parents. I have a loving husband,
lot of money, cars and live in fancy
estates. I have everything that money can
buy. I have parents, siblings, grandparents
and other extended family members. But
my life is still incomplete.

I'm worried more about my marriage. He

keeps assuring me that when the time is
right, the Lord will bless us with our baby
but I'm losing hope. What if he gets tired of
waiting then go to impregnate outside of
marriage.

I'm 23 turning 24 on 14th of September,

and we've been married for 3 years. We
started dating when I was 18 in grade 12
and he was 22 doing his last year at
University. My twin says it's still early but
hey, she's not married so she don't
understand.

Ndabe : What are you thinking of ??

He says kissing my neck and sitting near

me.

Me : Nothing.
Ndabe : Thembalami, I thought we talked
about this.

I look at him confused.

Ndabe : About this thing of a baby.

Me : But babe you're 28 now and still don't
have a baby. Aren't you worried?
Ndabe: (sighs) Sthandwa sami, I promised
to be with you through mud and shit. I love
you the way you are even if you're barren.
We will adopt.
Me : I just feel like less of a woman, if I
can't give you a baby then I'm not a woman
enough.
Ndabe : Babe, stop listening to this stupid
media people. They're not worth it. I'm
planning to wait even if it's forever. I love
you Buhlebenkosi Khoza.
Me : (smiles) I love you too Sibanda.

He make me rest my head on his chest.

My safe sanctuary. Well my name is
Buhlebenkosi Simlindile Sibanda,
Nobunhle's twin sister. I'm a CEO of
MZ.KHOZA FANCY HOTEL which belongs
to my parents. I also own a club and a
beauty spa which is linked to a salon.

My husband is a Mechanical Engineer and

he owns a garage and a restaurant with
other small businesses. I live at
Johannesburg, Dainfern Golf estate.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been a week since I've started to work

at A.Khoza Inc as a Financial Analyst and I
couldn't be more happier. Well, I think I lied
to myself when I said I don't want friends
nor to fall inlove in my life.

The thing is I'm falling really hard for Tariq

and Mpumi is a good friend. He finally said
the 3 words to me, I didn't reject him nor
accept him, I just walked away. I think I
love him but I don't trust a guy like him. I'm
very confident about my looks but with Mr
Ice man it's different.

Siya is off this week and he's planning to

visit me. He's my gay uncle who's a nurse
at Kimberly. He's 23 and have a twin sister,
Thandeka. They're my mom's siblings, I'm
close to the both of them. But I'm more
close to Siya, Thandeka is still studying
medicine at UKZN.

I don't get the Mkhizes obsessions with

the health faculty. Uncle Muzimuhle is
unemployed and famous for nothing at
Umlazi, that's where my mom come from.
She's still living there just that she have her
own house. Uncle Sbonelo is 30 and he's a
teacher.

Then there's aunty Thandiwe who is also a

nurse at some clinic in Umlazi. Aunty
Thembeka died when she give birth to
Carol, 13 years ago, atleast Carol survived.
Gogo is still alive. Enough about the sad
stories, it's Monday today.

I wake up and pray, thanking God for the

gift of life. I call my mom first, then my
father to check on them. I take a bath until
I feel clean enough, I dry my body and
lotion. I'm not a make-up person but today
I feel like dolling my face.

I go for natural make-up with nude lipstick.

I wear my red bandage body hugging
dress which is below my knees. I wear my
black pump heels with black denim jacket.
I take my handbag and laptop bag then
catch a taxi to work.

I arrive the same time with Mpumi.

Mpumi : Hey girl
Me : Hey babes

We hug each other and walk inside. Mpumi

is a COO here, so we are in different
departments. I go my way and she go her
way. I get inside my office and starts with
my work. There's a meeting at 10, I should
prepare for that also.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I really don't know what to do anymore to

show that girl that I love her. I'm attending
a meeting now. I go to the boardroom and
find everyone seated including Luna.

Me : Good morning, we shall starts.

The meeting goes well even though all the

time I was just looking at Luna and
admiring her. The way she focus and note
everything down. If I wasn't the boss I
would be fired for this behavior. Ohh, the
meeting is over.
The dress that Luna is wearing is a torture
I'm telling you, red really suits her. What
am I saying, there's nothing that this girl
doesn't look good at. I confessed my love
for her, she just looked at me like I'm some
shit and walked away nx!!

Voice : Earth to Rellik .

Oh it's Erin, I wonder why he was attending

this meeting when he have his own
company. He's also my bestfriend. It's just
2 of us left in the boardroom now, I was
really out of here.

Erin : You okay?

Me : (clears throat) Yeah

I stand up and go back to my office with

Erin following me. We arrive at my office
and take seats.

Erin : Did you even hear what was

happening there ?
Me : (frown) What do you mean?
Erin : You zoned out bro', you was just
concentrating on that new hot financial
analyst. You're whipped Rellik, you have
fell deep for that girl.

Is it that obvious??

Me : Huh No...
Erin : (chuckles) Don't deny it, even a blind
person could see what I'm talking about.
The way you was looking at her, like she's
the only thing that matters to you.
Me : (clears throat) Eish Scar, you won't
understand bro'. I love that girl, I'm really
inlove with her.
Erin: (chuckles) I don't blame you, she's all
that. Why don't you make a move?
Me : You think I didn't?? That girl just
looked at me like I'm some piece of shit
then walked away.

This guy just laugh like really laugh, I'm

inlove with Luna and it's frustrating the hell
out of me.

Erin : You're becoming weak Rellik. Don't

give her a choice, make her yours.
Me :(Sighs) She's different Scar, I'm not
weak. She always challenges me, she's
respectful but not submissive. She doesn't
tolerate my shit nor throw herself at me.
She's educated, independent, smart,
beautiful, have the meat in the right places,
she's...

I stop talking when I realize that I've fell

deep for Luna and there's no turning back.
Erin was just looking at me amused.

Erin : If I was a journalist, I was going to

make a good headline that would attract
lot of readers. “ Andisa Tariq Khoza falls
deep inlove ”
Me : (chuckles) Voetsek!
Erin : Nawe msunu. I'll see you some other
time, I was just here to check on you. Get
your girl Andisa.
Me : (chuckles) Fede fede Vusimuzi.

He left, leaving me with my whipped self.

Mpumelelo Zikalala
It's lunch time, I'm sitting with my friend in
her office. I'm telling her about how Mr
Khoza wasn't focused at the meeting but
just lost in her.

Me : I still don't get why you're rejecting

him.
Luna : I'm scared friend. I cannot trust a
guy like Andisa Khoza.
Me : (chuckles)Ngoba ?
Luna : Ngoba ?? That man is just a bad hot
guy nje. Who knows, maybe he just wants
to play with my feelings. I mean, why me ?
Me : Why not you friend? You're educated,
beautiful, smart, challenging, intelligent
and independent, his type. That guy loves
you, you should see the way he looks at
you.
Luna : (sighs) I also love him...

I always knew that she loves him.

Luna : ...but the other day I saw him with

some girl from the HR department. They
looked cosy and I was really hurt.
Me : That girl is a non-factor friend. I'm not
saying that it will be bliss and roses but
you guys belong together. If you fall, I'll be
here to teach you how to stand and nurse
the wounds then move on. You're my
bestfriend and I love you Luna, I will never
throw you into the Lion's den. We all gonna
fall in life, stop instilling that fear. Stop
looking down on yourself and erase those
insecurities. If only you would see yourself
through our eyes, you're so damn
beautiful.
Luna : (blink) I hear you friend but it's not
that easy.
Me : Come here.

We stand up and hug each other. I know

that Tariq is a fuckboy but I know that he'll
never hurt Luna intentionally. I'm certain
that he loves her and I love her. She's like a
little sister that I never had. She's 21 and
I'm 25. But nevertheless, I couldn't ask for
a better friend.
Insert 005
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's evening now, 6pm and I'm busy

preparing dinner for myself and Siya who
is coming later on, I'm cooking rice with
beef tostadas. I cleaned my kitchen, then
washed the 2 mugs and spoons. I see a
car parking, I peep through the window, it's
a red Bentley.

Maybe it's going to the apartment next

door, the driver talk to the security and
they are laughing together. I stop minding
people's business. I clean the stove, I hear
a knock, maybe it's my gay uncle. I'm
wearing short pyjamas, oh, there's my
robe. I put it on.

Me : Who is it?
Voice: It's me.

I know this voice. My gay uncle is on his

way, I don't know what this guy wants here.
I open up the door, then unlock the burglar
door. This guy just look at me. So that is
his Bentley, he's wearing black ripped
jeans, white Ralph Lauren hoodie and
black Dior sneakers. Did he have to be this
handsome though??

Me : Come in.

He push himself in and starts looking

around my small apartment, I'm sure he's
judging, rich people! He haven't said a
word. Eventually, he comes near me and
slams his cold juicy lips on mine while
holding my waist. It take me few seconds
before I give in and go with the flow. We
pull out when we both loses our breath.
Suddenly I feel shy, why did I allow him to
kiss me ??

Me : (Clears throat)You can take a seat.

Tariq: Thanks.

What does he want?? it's late. I'm really

happy to see him but my crazy gay uncle is
coming and he's dramatic. I don't even
know why I am happy because we're not
dating. I feel so awkward. I'm avoiding the
eye contact by all means.

Me : Can I make food for you?

Tariq : Yes.

I was expecting no but once a zulu guy

always a zulu guy no matter how much
money they have. He's comfortable and
have changed my channel, he's not that
stupid annoying person today. Now I'll
miss my show because of him.

I dish for him, I wonder if he'll eat this

because this guy is a real Zulu from
Inquthu. That's where he comes from. I
start by giving him a bowl with warm water
and a cloth. He looks at me amused, I
don't even know why I'm doing this.

I leave him, take his plate and put it on a

tray. Oh and a spoon with orange juice.

Me : Here.
Tariq : Thank you.
I'm hungry, so I dish for myself and eat
sitting with him at the lounge. The way
he's eating, you won't believe that he's a
multi billionaire guru. He's eating like a
person who starved for days. He's not
even self-conscious. His phone rings.

Tariq : You're disturbing me Andile, I'm

eating white people's delicious food here.

What?? But atleast he says it's delicious.

Who's Andile?? He listens and respond.

Tariq : (chuckles) Tell mom that I won't

pass by Blair today, I'll go straight to my
house.

Oh, he's talking to his sibling.

Tariq : Nah, I'm eating and it's not

takeaways but delicious food cooked by a
beautiful woman.Bye.

He hangs up without waiting for the

response. I wonder what time will Siya
arrive though?? I don't want the whole SA
to know that I was visited by a rich multi
billionaire. We finish eating then I clean up
with him looking at me flabbergasted.
Okay??

I take the plates and the glass to the

kitchen, I rinse them. I pour water for
myself and sit on the high chairs, I'm trying
to gather my thoughts here. A handsome
guy come to my apartment and kiss me
and finish my groceries...

Tariq : Your food was delicious, thank you.

I didn't see him coming. He stands behind

me, he's very close. I feel so weak right
now.

Me : You're welcome.
Tariq : Do you regret it ?

I know what he's talking about but I don't

respond. Not because I don't want to but
because I don't know how to tell him that I
enjoyed it.
I feel his big hands around my waist and
his head resting on my neck. My heart is
beating too fast, he suddenly turns me to
face him, we lock our eyes and I'm failing
to break it. Next thing I know, our lips
collide. Oh God, his lips are so juicy. He
break the kiss when we're both breathless,
my knees are shaking, my panties are wet,
my heart is beating for him and my mind is
shouting his mine.

Tariq : Please Ndoniyamanzi, spend the

rest of your life with me. I'm not promising
me to not hurt you, just know that I'll never
hurt you intentionally sthandwa sami. I
love you Ndoni, I love you with everything
in me. I know that I got lot of flaws but
with you in my life, I know that I will be a
better man. Please give me a chance. Ngi
nike ithuba, ngiku jabulise waya waya.
Ngiyak thanda Ndoniyamanzi.

I don't know what to say. I'm sure my voice

is shaking right now.
Me : I ca... can't.

Oh God, that's not what I wanted to say.

Tariq : (teary eyes) Please Ndoni.

Have I told you how his voice is, deep and

undescribable. Just hearing it, I become
wet instantly.

Me : Okay.

I say with a squeaky voice, I wanted to say

“ Yes I'll give you a chance ” not okay.

Tariq : Pardon?
Me : I will give you a chance Tariq.
Tariq : Thank you so much. Ngiyabonga
sthandwa sami. A ngeke ngiku phoqhe
nhliziyo yami.

We starts kissing again then a loud knock

disturb this. I'm sure it's Siya this time. I
break the kiss, Tariq looks annoyed.
Me : I have to open, it's my uncle, he's
coming to visit.
Tariq: (frown) Uncle??

He look scared and uncomfortable, I want

to laugh so bad but now is not the time.

Me : Don't worry, he's 23, just a year older

than me.
Tariq : I don't want it to look like I'm
disrespectful.
Me : Relax please.

He's still not relaxed, my poor boyfriend, or

is it early to call him that?? I go and open
the door for this crazy person. He just get
in before I say come in. He's pulling a pink
luggage and holding some Era sling bag,
he introduced me to Era by the way.

Siya : (smiles)Heyyyy girl, where did you

get a Bentley?? You should borrow me
tomorrow, you'll use my Polo scrap. I really
missed you girlllll!
He stops talking when he see Tariq, my
man is just confused looking at this gay
crazy person. Or is it early to call him my
man ??

Siya: Oh, I didn't know we have famous

guests here. That's your car, I was
wondering how Luna would afford that car.
Sorry for my bad manners, heyyy! I still
can't believe that I'm seeing you in person.

No, this one is talkative, he's not even

giving any of us a chance to respond. Tariq
is now relaxed and I see that he wants to
laugh so bad.

Tariq : Hey, you must be Luna's uncle.

Siya : (smiles)Ohh yess, the one with
classy. But don't call me uncle, just my
name. I'm Siyabonga, call me Siya or Sisi.

Tariq chuckles and I laugh.

Me : (clears throat) Tariq this is Siyabonga,

my uncle, we call him Siya though. Siya
this is Tariq as you know him, he's my bo...
Tariq : I'm soon to be her husband.

Okay?? I wanted to say my boss.

Siya : (Giggles) I'll be your wedding

planner. I really can't wait, you're more
handsome in person. Let me leave you
love birds, I want to bath and tell my
boyfriend that I've arrived. You look so
good together.Goodnight lovely people.

I'm sure this lunatic just assumed that

Tariq is sleeping over. He go to the room
that he use when he's here, my apartment
have 2 bedrooms. I'm left with my new
handsome boyfriend. He looks confused
by that guy with female hormones.

Tariq: Is he a gay ?
Me: (Giggles) Yes, I told you to relax.
Tariq : He's so bubbly.
Me : (Giggles) I know, he never gets tired.

I go sit near him, he wrap his big arms

around me and kiss my forehead.
Tariq: I love you.

I just look at him and nod.

Tariq: (chuckles) One day you gonna say it

back without being forced. I have to go my
heart, I'll see you tomorrow morning.
Me : Okay.

I stand up with him and wrap my arms

around his waist, he's tall. He looks at me
with a smirk in his face, he's amused. He
hold my face gently, pressing his forehead
on mine.

Tariq : I know you don't want to let me go

but I have to go my heart.
Me : (Giggles) Who said that I don't want
to let you go ?
Tariq : (smirk) Your actions. I love you.

He gives me a french kiss, which left me in

a dam. He stare deep in my soul, I see love
in his eyes. He kiss my forehead.

Tariq: I love you Ndoni.

The way he says “Ndoni” oh my
goodness! He then left, I lock the burglar
door and the door then go to the guest
bedroom. I find Siya busy with what God
knows on his phone.

Siya : (smiles)Yoh girl you're so clingy, I

was watching when he wanted to go, you
just held the poor guy, you're whipped. You
guys make a perfect match. I didn't even
know that you're now being shagged, poor
me.

Yoh, this gay can talk shemm. Ask him

why he was peeking through us, he won't
have a valid reason.

Me : (Giggles) First of all, we made things

official tonight. He had never “shagged”
me.
Siya : You should give him the pussy, don't
starve the poor guy. The guy is hot xemm,
now I get why many girls are drooling over
him. But from now on, imma kick any bitch
who gonna drool over my girl's husband.
We laugh.

Siya : I thought he was sleeping over.

Me : No, it's still early for that.
Siya : So tell me, how did it start ?

I narrate everything to him, he look

amused.

Me : He even once called me Mrs Khoza,

saying that he's practicing.
Siya : Ncooh, that's so cute. That guy is a
hunk xemm, the deep voice, his skin tone,
the muscles plus his money. You won girl.
Me : (Giggles) What I know is that I don't
want his money.
Siya : You're so boring, I got a hot white
boyfriend. He's so yummy and the sex is
good.
Me : (Giggles) I really didn't wanna know
about the sex part.
Siya :The red flag is that he is stingy weh
girl. Ngeke!

He laughs, I join him.

Me : You're a nurse for God's sake Siya.
Siya : Yes, not a financial analyst of
A.Khoza Inc, one of the biggest companies
in the world. So, I do need money from a
boyfriend. I'm gonna get a hot ass rich
boyfriend and I'm gonna leave his stingy
self nx. What did you cook ?
Me : Beef tostadas with rice.
Siya : Let me go and eat your mouth
watering food, that's why I love visiting
you. I'm sure the hot man was impressed.
Me : (Giggles) I didn't even know that he
was coming to finish my food. It's 10pm, if
I was alone I would be asleep, I'm working
tomorrow.
Siya : Suka, it's your man's company. When
are you going home?
Me : I was thinking of next week, I miss
gogo, mom, Amber and my dad. And
Thandeka.
Siya : I hate your father but not more than
aunty Nontombi, she's always judging
everyone.
Yeah, Siya hates my father because he left
mom. I had made peace with it.

Me : Don't worry about a person who have

her own house.

We continued talking, we slept at 11.

Insert 006
Andisa Tariq Khoza

It's a new day, and am I not happy? Am I

not in a good mood? I'm really proud of
myself, I wish I could scream and tell the
whole world that she's mine. I love her, I'm
inlove with her, she's my heart, my life. I
think it's time for me to cut ties with my
fuck buddies, I'll start with Kedibone.

I wake up, take a long shower, dry and

lotion my body. I wear my navy 3-piece
Saint Laurent tuxedo with white shirt and
navy tie. I wear black Laurent formal
shoes. I take my laptop bag. Car keys??
black Aston Martin DBS.

Oh, MaNdlovu is already up. She's my

house helper, but she have a flat outside. I
have guards all over my house. Even my
apartments and my other houses have
guards.

Me : Morning ma

She's the only person whom I am bit

friendly too. She's been my helper for 6
years, even when I was still living in my
first house which is at Midrand.

MaNdlovu : Sawubona mfanami.

I then go straight to the second floor

garage and hop in my Aston Martin car. I
drive straight to Greenside. I get there
within 30 minutes.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Siya : An Aston Martin DBS have just
parked outside, the number plate is
AT.Khoza. Your man is heree!

He screams from the dining room. Oh shit,

but I'm almost done. My phone rings, it's
him.

Me : I'm coming.
Tariq: Okay.

He then hangs up. I wear a green light

straight formal pants, which hugs my
curves and butts very tight. I put on my
black tube top, then a green light blazer, I
fasten it at the middle button only. I put on
my black platform heels, Era necklace, Era
earrings and I tie my braids into a high
messy bun with edges.

I then put on some foundation, black

lipstick. Now I'm ready to go, I take my
clutch bag, cellphone and my laptop bag. I
walk to the dining room.
Siya: Yes girl, Tariq will go crazy I swear.
Look at that big ass, you're so beautiful
girly.
Me : (Giggles) Thank you.

He's eating breakfast and watching TV

with his cellphone.

Me : Let me love and leave you.

Siya : Bye.

I walk out and find this man standing out

of the car using his cellphone. He then
looks at me, mouth wide open. His eyes
move from my head to toe.

Me : Close your mouth before a fly get in

there.
Tariq: (clears throat) You're so splendid.
Me : Thank you.

He hugs me and kiss my forehead, he

smell so good. I love his scent. He opens
the door for me, I thank him then he go to
his side.
Tariq: I love you.
Me :Mmh

He shake his head.

Tariq : The day you gonna say it back

woman.
Me : (Giggles)What will happen Ice man ??
Tariq : Only God knows. I love you.

I don't know how many times he told me

those 3 words but everytime he says them,
he sounds so sincere. He's happy and
proud of himself. We arrive at work before
I know it. We walk into the reception with
him holding my hand like he's showing me
off.

We find Mpumi ordering coffee at the

cafeteria.

Mpumi : (smiles) You guys look so cute

together, I've been waiting for this day.
Tariq : Good morning to you too Ms
Zikalala. Babe, I'll see you later I was just
dropping you off. I won't be working here
today, my Software company needs me. I
love you.

He perk my lips, the stares that I get. I'm

totally sure that I'm going to be called a
gold digger soon by the media. My man
doesn't even care, he just show affection
to the public while I'm shy. Mpumi was
busy cheering. He then leave after wiping
my lipstick with his lips and kissing my
forehead.

Mpumi : (Giggles) So tell me all the details.

Me : (smiles) Wait for lunch time, I'll tell
you everything.
Mpumi : I'm losing patience.

We laugh and go separate ways as you

know. I find a chocolate, mint flavor, that's
my favorite with a note on top of the table.
“ I love you my heart - Tariq ” this is so cute
people. How did he even put it in here ??

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm eating beef tripe and steamed bread
with my brothers(friends) at Andi.K
Software Development company in my
office, I just signed a big contract today
and I'm so happy. But the main source is
that I finally found my heart.

Triller : You look so happy Rellik, this

cannot be just about signing a contract.
Mike: You're right Trigger, there's more to
this.
Me : (clears throat) I just scored
someone's heart yesterday.
Erin : Is it the hot mamasita, Luna Clay ?
Kyle : (chuckles) I don't think so, that
mamasita is stubborn Scar.
Mike : I'm with you Kray, that girl is a
challenger. She's smart and beautiful, no
way that she can fall for this mumu.

I just look at this fools who look down on

me.

Me : I'm sorry to disappoint you cos I'm

talking about her.
Kyle : No, you're lying.
Erin : (chuckles) And I'll believe it when I
see it.
Mike : Me too bafo.
Triller: Kanti how is that girl you're talking
about, now I'm curious.
Erin : Lishandapha Thapelo man, a whole
mamasita, a hot ass lady. A rare diamond
bafo.
Triller: Is she beautiful more than
Mpumelelo ?
Kyle : (chuckles) I hate to admit that but
yeah, Luna takes the cup.

I look for Luna's picture and show Triller.

Triller: Yoh Yoh bafo, now I also don't

believe you. She can't be yours, does she
bath with milk or what?? Did you see those
eyes bro', the lips and that ass ?? You're
day dreaming. That one can only date the
most richest American person in the
world.
Me : (Chuckles) But I'm also rich and
handsome Trigger. I have money that can
buy the planet.
Triller: I get that, but she's not your type.

Laughter.

Erin : We're joking Rellik, you got a hot wife

here. She's a rare diamond, beauty with
brains.
Me : She even cooked for me last night.
Mike: A girl like her knows how to cook ?
Me : You seems to forget that she was a
waitress.
Kyle: A waitress not a chef. I don't believe
that she can cook.
Me : She can bafo, I don't even know the
name of that dish. It was delicious, she
even served me water in a bowl so I can
wash my hands.
Triller: I'll believe it when I see it, Rellik
dating that kind of beauty ?? It can't be.

We all laugh at this idiot. I then call one of

the cleaner in this company to take trash
bin and these take aways out.
Me : Don't worry, we'll clean the table.
Her : It's my job Sir.
Me : No, we got this.
Her : Okay, thank you.

The way Mike was looking at her. She look

so young and good looking. I won't say
beautiful, because I met the most beautiful
woman in the world. The love of my life.

Erin : Looks like Sambulo Faya also wants

to settle.

Laughter.

Mike : Huhh??
Me : You're taken bro', the way you was
looking at that cleaner.
Mike : So I'm not supposed to look now.
Kyle : Cut the cap Sniper, you've never
looked at a woman like that in your life.
Mike: (sighs) How do you know, you're not
always with me mxm.
Triller: She's good looking though, looks
innocent and submissive. She's your type.
Mike: Mxm, just stop Trigger.
Triller: I'm going to search for a girl which
is hot more than Rellik's bias and make her
my wife. Even if I have to go to Brazil to
search for her, I'll go fozas. I won't be
defeated by Rellik.

He's still on that. Mxm, this guy still think

that I'm lying. We all laugh and continue
talking. I miss my wife yoh.

Insert 007
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been 2 weeks since Andisa and I

started dating, it's a new month, May. I'm
going home today, it's Friday. Things are
good between my man and I , I couldn't be
more happier. Siya left on Friday the very
same week.

My man booked a flight for him, and had

his car delivered at his apartment at
Kimberly. Siya was so happy xemm, I'm
also flying to KZN but I've already bought
the ticket on my own. Sometimes I don't
get Andisa, he always wants me to use his
money even when I don't want to.

I don't want his money, I'm working for my

own. It's either he learns to live with it or
he should just die. Okay I'm joking on the
dying part because I'm nothing without
this man in my life. I love him and I'm
happy. I haven't even offered the cake
though. I think it'll just happen, I'm now
ready.

I'm at my apartment now, parking few

clothes for the weekend. We knock off
early on Fridays, at 1pm. My flight is at
6pm and it's now 2pm. This man is sitting
here watching me, this is his second home
now. He usually sleep over, on the same
bed but we don't do anything, just cuddle,
muffing and him finger fucking me.

Tariq : Why are you packing lot of clothes,

aren't you coming back?
Me : (sighs) Because I change a lot babe.
Tariq : Just pack 4 outfits and 2 pyjamas,
and I don't think you don't have clothes at
your home.

I know he doesn't want me to go, but I

need to see my family. I just give him the
look and shook my head.

Tariq : Don't kill me, I was just saying.

He says raising his hands up in defeat.

Mxm.

Tariq : Don't wear tight clothes there, I

don't want village boys lusting on what's
mine. Or I will give them slow painful
death.

He says with his stupid smirk, he sounds

serious though . He's controlling, but he
knows I'll never let him control me .
Sometimes he's just his stupid eating tripe
self, can you believe that he didn't know
that what I cooked the other day was Beef
tostadas. He says when his mom or
sisters cook, he just eats not ask any
questions.

He's a real Zulu man, I wonder how he

copy in restaurants. But he know some
dishes though, that keep me at ease. I
can't have my man embarrassing himself.
Yeah, I love him that much.

Me : It's Umlazi, a township not Inquthu.

I say wanting to laugh.

Tariq : (Laughs)Inquthu is better than

Umlazi.
Me : (Giggles) You're lying, it's a deep rural
area.
Tariq : Let me buy ticket for you and stop
listening to your crazy opinionated self.

Now we're about to fight.

Me : I've already bought it, my flight is at 6.

Tariq : (Sighs) When will you allow me to
do things for you? You don't allow me to
buy you groceries nor send you money!
You make me feel man less, you didn't
even tell me about your flight departing at
6 Ndoniyamanzi!

I did say we're about to fight. I know that

once he call me with one of my names,
he's angry.

Me : It's because I can do my own things. I

can buy my own groceries or ticket.
Tariq: (chuckles sarcastically) You know
the sooner you get used to spend my
money the better. Sometimes this things
of you busy acting independent piss me
off really. I told you that this is forever,
you're my wife and my money is your
money. Just let me provide for you!

I just look at him because I really don't get

why he's fuming. He should be happy that
I'm not spending his money.

Me : I don't get why you're angry?

The eye that shoot me, if only looks could

kill.
Tariq : I'm angry because you don't want to
spend my money. You're making me look
like I'm not a man enough, LIKE I CAN'T
AFFORD YOU!

Yoh, now he's raising his voice.

Me : I'm not one of your bitches Andisa, I'm

not attracted by your wealth.

I think I pressed the button, maybe I

shouldn't have said that.

Tariq : Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay...

Full ID names, he's pissed.

Tariq : ...First thing first, I had never chased

my bitches to be with me. I had never
begged my bitches to use my money, I had
never spent nights at an apartments of my
bitches. I had never laughed with my
bitches or either loved them than they love
their selves. I had never worried about
their safety. You're my first girlfriend, the
first girl who have entered my house, the
first woman whom I can push mountains
for without even thinking twice. I can't
believe that you still don't trust me Luna.

He says that and walk out, I don't hear the

dining room door being unlocked which
means that he's somewhere inside this
house. Wow I still can't believe that he
loves me like that, I just feel like he's too
good to be true.

Last week he took me to his house,

Southdowns estate. He said to me “this is
your house, you can come whenever you
want” I even have the spare keys. It's a
triple storey mansion which have guards
everywhere. Each floor have a kitchen and
a play room.

It also have elevators, the garden is at the

highway. That house is so beautiful, he
have 12 expensive cars and a black corolla
which was his first. He wanted to give me
one of his cars but I refused and he was
angry. He's still not back, I'm done packing.
I go downstairs and find him watching
soccer while drinking a bottle of Heineken,
my fridge is full of heineken bottles these
days, I go to the kitchen and make him a
sandwich. I'm totally sure that he's hungry,
infact I should cook more food and put it
inside the big container so it could last him
for two days. I'm the one who cooks for
him these days and he enjoys it.

I've become that girl which I never

dreamed of becoming. Love can change
you, trust me. I finish making the thick
sandwich, I pour juice for him. Put it on a
tray and start by taking the bowl of warm
water to him, he looks at me astounded.
Maybe he was thinking that I'll starve him.

I take the tray with a plate of sandwich and

juice to him.

Me : Here

I then stand up, I need to start cooking for

this controlling freak.
Tariq : Luna

I stop and look at him.

Tariq : I love you

Me : I love you too.

He then starts eating. I take out two trays

of chicken thighs and defrost it on the
sink. Meanwhile I'm cooking rice,
chakalaka and mashed potatoes salad at
the same time. My chicken thighs are
ready, I marinate and put it inside the oven.

I sit down, after an hour of sitting at the

kitchen I'm done with everything. It's now 4
and I have to take a bath. I pack the food in
4 medium containers, this is a lot, it will
last him for 2 days. Even though he eat for
5 people in a day.

I take the containers to the dining room.

Me : Here is food, it will last you for 2 days

even though you eat for 5 people in a day.
There's that smile that I was looking for.
Not it's not a smile, he's laughing.

Tariq : (Laughs) Don't start me MaClay.

(Serious face) I love you my heart and
thank you, I'm blessed. It smells divine,
maybe I should just eat now.(smiles)
Me : No, there's a plate at the oven. You
can't finish that food while it's still today. I
don't want you to starve.

He looks at me amused by something.

That million dollar smile.

Tariq : You're not just beautiful outside but

also inside. You cook for me, even after we
fight. You stay calm even when my voice is
high. How do you do it woman ?

Now I'm blushing, it doesn't help that I'm

very light skinned. I stand up, he catches
me fast and hold me by my waist, he's too
close. He stare deep into my soul, he's too
happy and deeply inlove with me. I can see
it in his eyes. He kiss me passionately,
pouring out his love for me. We break it
when we catch our breath. I'm an ocean
down there.

Me : Let me go take a bath.

He spank my ass for the first time and I

just laugh walking to my room. I take a
quick shower, I'm late. I dry and lotion my
body. I wear black skinny fit jeans, black
printed Louis Vuitton sports bra(Yep, I do
wear those) and black knee high boots
with black knee length trench coat then
puff my cologne.

I got rid of the braids and just pleated my

hair last week. I put on my 28-inch
Brazilian weave. I put on some natural
make-up with black lipstick and Era
jewellery as you know that I'm obsessed. I
take my small luggage with my handbag
and walk downstairs. This man is washing
his plate looks like he just finished eating.

Me : Babe, I'm ready.

He turns and look at me.

Tariq : (curse) Fuck!

He says that looking at me. I look at his

pants, my poor guy is hard. I still have an
hour, we will make it to the airport in 30
minutes if he speed up. Let me do this.

Me : What's wrong my love?

I take off my trench coat and cat walk

towards him. Imma do this, I don't want
him to get it somewhere else. I unfasten
his belt while looking straight in his eyes, I
don't know if I'll do it right. I've never did
this before as you already know.

I just hear Mpumi talks about it, I put my

hands inside his brief and hold his huge
anaconda. I feel a bit uncomfortable but I
brush it off. He groans loudly, I push him to
the couch and kneels down. Atleast there's
a mat, my trouser won't get dirty.

I start by licking his tip. With my hands

busy massaging the huge anaconda. I then
put the half of him in my mouth.
Tariq : (Groans) Fuck...Luna!!

He's holding my hair tight, I'm sure my

weave is messed up by now. I finally take
all of him inside, I do in and out, the
circulars with him busy screaming my
name like a mad man. His knees are
vibrating, looks like I will love being in
charge. I think he's about to spill the juices,
He comes in my mouth and I feel like
vomiting.

I stand and looks at him, xemm he looks

so helpless and he's trying to come to his
senses. I go to the bathroom which is
downstairs, rinse my mouth, change my
panty liners and fix my hair. I go back to
the dining room and find him fixing himself
smiling like retard.

Tariq : (smiles) I'm gonna wife your crazy

ass woman.

Now I'm proud of myself. We make it to

airport on time.
Me : Did you pack the food inside the car?
Tariq: (smirk) Yes, you made me scream
like a woman. Things I'm gonna do to you
when you come back.
Me : What are you gonna do Ice man ??
Tariq : This.

He bite my ear lobe while holding my

waist. The first flash.

Me : My flight is now ready. I love you.

Tariq: I love you too and your blowing job
self.(Giggles) I already miss you.

The flashes that follows when he kiss me,

I guess I'm now exposed. I get inside the
plane and I already miss him.

Sambulo Mike Faya

Pinky: Daddy, today I got total at school.

Me : (smiles) Come and give daddy a hug.

I hug her and kiss her all over her face.

Me : Daddy have to take you to bed now
okay?
Pinky: Yes daddy.

I take her to bed, after 20 minutes of

repeating the same story she's asleep. I go
to my room, maybe I should just sleep. I'm
disturbed by a call from my guards telling
me that someone is here to see me. I go
downstairs to only find Rellik sitting on my
couches like he bought them.

Me : You disturbed me on my sleep Rellik

man. You gonna buy my couches wena.
Tariq : I'm sorry baba ka Pinky, where's my
princess by the way?
Me : She's fast asleep.
Tariq : Okay, I'm coming back from
dropping my hot wife at the airport. It's
gonna be the longest weekend of my life.
(sighs)
Me : Where's she?
Tariq : Went to visit home, KZN.
Me : Isn't she coloured?
Tariq : She is, but her mother is a zulu
woman from Umlazi. Her father also
resides there.
Me : Oh okay, you love her neh ?
Tariq : Too much Sniper, I love that girl.
She's amazing, can you believe that we
had an argument today but she still
cooked for me. She's selfless and kind,
also respectful. She never raises her voice
on me.
Me : (chuckles) She's rare indeed, some
bitch would just starve you.
Tariq : Say that again, she even cooked
enough food that will last me for the
weekend. As beautiful as she is, she's also
a wife material. She's so calm and
reserved. She even challenges me, that
makes me love her more.
Me : She's like your mom bafo, that woman
amazes me too. So, where's the food?
Tariq : (Laugh) No no, I'm not sharing.
What will I eat tomorrow?
Me : You're so stingy.

I've been thinking about that girl from

Andisa's software company. I think she's
the one for me. The thing is I lost Pinky's
mom when she was giving birth to my
baby girl. Losing Mandisa broke me, she
was the first woman that I loved whole
heartedly. Then God decided to take her
from me.

Tariq : U dliwa ini Sambulo?

Me : Please don't laugh.
Tariq : (chuckles) I won't, I promise.
Me : That girl who's a cleaner at your
software company, what's her name?
Tariq: I have many cleaners at that
company bafo, elaborate.
Me : That one whom you called to take out
the trash bin 2 weeks back.
Tariq: (chuckles) I don't know man, I don't
know the stuff's names expect for the CEO,
COO, CFO and the receptionist. Are you...
Me : I think she's the one bafo, I feel
different towards her. Please don't tell
those mumus up until I make her mine.
Tariq : (smiles) I got you, I'm glad that
you're finally moving on bafo.
Me : Yeah hey, so have you tapped it ?
Tariq : (chuckles) I don't discuss my sex
life with you.
Me : (Laugh) Huh bafo, it's me Mike, not
Trigger who gonna tell the whole world.
Tariq : Okay, she's a virgin...
Me : You're lying bafo ?? Where was she
this whole time? I swear I would have
tapped that...
Tariq : (chuckles) Voetsek Sambulo.

I laughs.

Tariq:I am not lying bafo, I was also

shocked. I'm waiting for her to come back
then I'm on it.
Me : (laugh) You're one lucky man Rellik,
you gonna be the first guy to tap that
mamasita?
Tariq : Yeah bafo, and the last one.
Me : I'm glad that you're finally growing up,
I never dreamed of you settling down.
Tariq : Voetsek Sambulo. I'm sleeping over.
Me : No smoko bafo.
We go to our rooms to sleep, Monday, I'm
going to Tariq's software company.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just arrived here, and I'm waiting for

Sbonelo, my uncle to come and pick me
up. Oh, speaking of the devil.

Sbo : Mshana ka malume, have you seen

that you're trending? You're so beautiful.
Me : Hey malum' wami.

I hug him and he take my bag and put it

inside the boot. Wait, did he just say I'm
trending??

Me : What do you mean I'm trending?

Sbo : It's a picture of you with some Khoza
Zulu celeb guy.
Me : Oh, Andisa??

I take my phone and log into Twitter, the

picture is now all over. “ The multi
billionaire Khoza son finally settles down ”,
it's a picture of me with Tariq at the
airport. Bloody paparazzi!!

Sbo : Are you dating him ?

Should I tell the truth or lie ?

Me : (clears throat)Yes
Sbo : How is he ?
Me : He's treating me well, he loves me
and I am happy.

I can't believe that I'm having this talk with

Sbonelo, maybe if it was Siya.

Sbo : Good, I'll kill him if he mistreats you.

Are you going to sisi's place?
Me : Yeah.

I'm scrolling, it's me all over. Another

headline “ The Cold Khoza son seen with a
10/10 ”. “They look so good together, power
couple ” it's a comment. “Where did the
Khoza son get a girl like this, she's a gem ”
another comment. “ She's just a gold
digger njee ” I was expecting this.
I wonder if Tariq had seen this, we arrived
at home so fast. “Goodnight my heart, I
love you ” A text from Tariq beeps. I love
my man people, we get inside, it's 8 and
Amber ain't asleep.

Me : Hey cutie cutie.

I say hugging her and kissing her all over

her face with her giggling.

Amber: (Giggles) Stop it sisi, I'm old now.

I hug my hot mama.

Me : Hey mommy.
Mom : Hey baby.

She hug me back and perk my lips.

Sbo : I should get going now.

Mom : Okay Sbo, thank you.
Sbo : Okay sisi.

He then walk out, the nasty look that my

mom is giving me says it all. She had seen
my trending pictures.

Amber: What did you bring me big sis ?

Me : (smiles) Nothing cutie, I'll take you to
the mall tomorrow.
Amber : Okay, goodnight mom, goodnight
sis'.
Mom : Night baby.

I kiss her, then she run to her room. She

have grown.

Mom : I saw your pictures on Twitter and

Facebook, even a video of you exchanging
spits with that boy on YouTube is there.
And it looks like today, because it's the
same clothes.

This is awkward.

Mom : When did you start dating?

Me : (clears throat) 3 weeks back.
Mom : How is he ?
Me : He's good, he loves me and he treats
me well.
Mom : Good, I'm sure he knows that you're
not with him for his money.
Me : Yebo mah.
Mom : You're getting so beautiful these
days, are you pregnant Ndoniyamanzi?

WTF!!

Me : No mah, I had never even slept with

him, he's being patient.
Mom : You do know that the media will
follow you forever right and I'm sure now
they're into finding more about your
background.
Me : (sighs) Yebo mah, I'm a Financial
Analyst, my mom is a nurse and a
business woman, my father is a lawyer so
I'm not worried.
Mom : He loves you.

Huhh ??

Mom : I saw the way he was looking at you

on those pictures. I am glad that you
chose a real man who'll be able to take
care of you. I give you my blessings
mtanami. Is he promising about the
future?
Me : Thank you mah, he said it's forever.
He told Siya that I'm soon to be his wife.
Mom : Siya knew about this, (laughs) I'm
surprised that the newspaper of the family
didn't tell. Goodnight, I'm going to sleep.
Me : Night mah.

I also walk to my room, just when I was

about to close my eyes. I get a call, I
thought this man wanted to sleep.

Me : Sthandwa sami.
Tariq : You should always answer your
phone like that when I call my heart. I love
you.
Me : I love you too.
Tariq: You travelled safely?
Me : Yes, I've arrived now.
Tariq : I'm glad to hear that, I miss you, I
can't sleep.
Me : I miss you too.
Tariq : I heard that the media is painted by
a picture of you with your man.
I'm sure he have that stupid million dollar
smile on his face.

Me : (giggles) Even a video of my man and

I kissing.
Tariq : I'm sure your man is happy that the
world gets to know that his wife is taken.
The only problem that he have is people
calling his wife beautiful, a 10/10. He's the
only one who have to see that and
compliment.
Me : (Giggles) My man will have to deal
with his jealousness.
Tariq : (Laughs) Now I'm hurt. Ngiyak
thanda Ndoniyamanzi.
Me : Uthandwa yimi Bhovungane.
Tariq : Hauw madoda. Bavumile
abaphantsi.

I'm sure he's blushing now. I continue

talking to my man until I doze off.

Insert 008
Narrated
It's the following day, a cool Saturday, at
the Khoza residence. The family is sitting
at the dining, eating breakfast when they
see their son and a sibling with a beautiful
girl on TV.

Mrs Khoza: That's Andisa.

Mr Khoza: I'm also surprised, who is that
girl?
Nhlaka: So that's the girl that bhuti was
talking about the other day.
Mrs Khoza: You knew about this ?
Nhlaka: Yes, the other day he was at her
apartment and she cooked for him.
Sphe: (smiles)Huh, she looks like the types
that can't cook njee.
Mrs Khoza: (smiles) She's so beautiful.
Sphe: Indeed.
Mr Khoza: Where did Andisa get this girl
though? She reminds of my early days with
your mom.
Mrs Khoza: (smiles) Yeah heyy, I'm just
happy that my son is finally settling down.
But I'm disappointed because he didn't
introduce her to us.
Sphe : I'm sure he have a reason.

Nobu barges in, like she's being chased by

something.

Nobu : Have you seen the news?? Andisa

have a girlfriend.
Mr Khoza: Good morning to you too
ndondakazi. That's good news.
Nobu : Sorry daddy.It is, she's so beautiful.
She do fits in this family.
Mrs Khoza: (chuckles) Now you're
dramatic.
Sphe: Aren't you working today?
Nobu : Aren't you supposed to be at UCT,
when did you even arrive here ?
Sphe: Yesterday, I wanted to see my
family. I'll go back tomorrow at night.

Sphesihle is studying Actuarial Science at

the University of Cape Town. She's 19 and
doing her 2nd year. Nhlakanipho is doing
matric, he's 17 and he's the last born.
Nobu : I can't wait to see Andisa's girlfriend
and ask her what she uses on her skin.
Mr Khoza: I thought you wanted to say
something that makes sense. I'm out of
here.
Mrs Khoza: I'm also going to take a
shower.

They both walk upstairs, just then, Tariq

walk in while talking to his phone. His
siblings just look at him curiously.

Tariq : Okay babe, we'll talk later there are

some monkeys looking at me like I owe
them bananas here....(chuckles) I love you
my heart.

He then ends the call and sits down.

Nobu : (smiles)You're so gone my bro'. But

never call me a monkey again.
Tariq : What are you even doing here when
you have your own house?
Nobu : Is this your house weh Andisa ??
What are you doing here because you also
have your own house?
Tariq : I came here to see my parents.
Baby girl, aren't you supposed to be at
school?
Sphe : (smiles) No gone boy, it's a
weekend. I'll catch a flight to Cape Town
tomorrow, my father owns a private jet
hello.

Tariq just chuckles and kiss his little

sister's forehead.

Nhlaka: Bafo
Tariq : Foza, unjani?
Nhlaka: No smoko and you ?
Tariq: (smiles) I'm kicking and inlove.
Nobu : So have you dealt with that
shapeless bitch of yours. I'll show her a
movie if she mess with my beautiful
kotiza.
Tariq : (chuckles) I had many bitches, and I
dealt with all of them.
Nobu: Good boy.
Tariq: Voetsek Snenhlahla, whom are you
calling a boy?
Nobu : (Laughs)You, can I have few
thousands my dear brother. I need to do
some Malaysian hairstyle.
Sphe : Huh Nobunhle, you have your own
money.
Tariq : (chuckles) Thank you baby girl. Plus
I'm not paying for a yellow weave.
Nobu : Mxm.

His parents walk from the elevator looking

all beautiful and handsome.

Mr Khoza: Oh, the prodigal son is here.

Tariq : What have I done now?
Mrs Khoza: You find us a beautiful makoti
but show her to the world first before your
family. How long have you been together?
Tariq : Three weeks, I wanted to introduce
her next week. The media is just forward.
I'm sorry parents.
Mrs Khoza: Come and give mommy a kiss.

He laughs and kiss his mother's cheek.

Nhlaka: Niyaphi Solumuzi no Zandile

Khoza?
Mr Khoza: (chuckles) We're attending
some business function.
Nobu : Nibahle bazali bami shem, one
couldn't even tell that mom is 45 and dad
is 49.
Tariq : Yeah, couple goals.
Mr Khoza : She's more beautiful than all of
you and I love her.
Sphe: Look at mom blushing.

Laughter.

Mrs Khoza: Let us love and leave you

babies.

They leave to their journey.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just finished bathing, I wear a light blue

mom jeans, white Fendi crop top, light blue
Denim jacket and white Nike Air Force
sneakers. I puff my cologne, Era jewellery
and put on my Brazilian weave. No
makeup today, I just put on my lip gloss. I
throw my cellphone, purse, lipgloss inside
my Era sling bag.
I go to Amber's room, this baby is not done
yoh. I'm taking her shopping, even though I
only have less than R3500 left in my
account. Mom is working today, as you
know that nurses have no life whatsoever.

Me : Cutie you're not done?

Amber: I don't know what to wear. You look
so beautiful big sis'
Me : Thank you my love, let's dress you
now.

Ncohh, this baby have lot of clothes

xemm. I dress her in black moms jeans,
white crop top, black denim jacket and
black drip sneakers. I tie her huge hair into
a neat bun. My lil sis is so beautiful
people.

Me : Now we're done. Let's call dad and

ask for money.
Amber: Okay.

I dial my father's tens, he answers on the

first ring.
Dad : My prodigal daughter.

Oh shit, it's about the pictures and videos.

Me : I can explain dad.

Dad : No baby girl, I understand, you're old
now. Just tell that Khoza boy that he
doesn't own you, he hadn't paid dowry for
you. So he should not kiss you in public
like you're his wife.
Me : (Giggles) Okay dad.
Dad : How are you doing though?
Me : I'm good daddy and you ?
Dad : I'm fine, I heard that you're home.
Me : Yes dad, I'll come and see you today
with Amber.
Dad : No, I'm out of the country. I thought
your mom told you, I was there yesterday
afternoon.

What's going on here ??

Me : Oh
Dad : Yeah, where's Amber?
Me : Here.
I give Amber the phone.

Amber : Hey daddy, we need some money.

This kid, she listen and respond.

Amber : Ask big sis' I don't know how

much. Here sisi.

Me : Dad
Dad : How much do you need?
Me : I think R2000 will be good.
Dad : Okay.

We then end a call, request the Uber and

go to Pavillion mall at Durban. We start by
the salon, for Amber's hair. My phone beep
+R3500 into my account, reference: Mr S
Clay. I love my dad. She optioned for two
braided buns hairstyle with pink and white
beads, she's so beautiful. I pay R750 for
that. Atleast it took us an hour and half.

We go to Spur to eat food, then we go to

Ackermans for shopping. She take lot of
clothes while I just take 1 pink fur jersey,
we then request an Uber to take us home.
She's so bubbly and I love her. I receive a
call from my man, he've been calling me
each an every 10 minutes.

Me : Babe
Tariq : My heart, where are you?
Me : At home, but I want to go visit my
grandma soon.
Tariq : Okay stay safe, I miss you.
Me : I miss you too.
Tariq : I love you.
Me : I love you too.
Tariq : I'll call you later.
Me : Bye.

I then end the call and walk to the Mkhize

residence with my little sister.

Amber : I saw you on TV last night, some

beautiful guy was kissing your forehead.
Me : (chuckles) Men are not called
beautiful, they are said to be handsome.
Amber: Whatever, he's a celebrity, I know
him. Is he your husband?
Oh God, this kid.

Me : Something like that.

Amber: Okay.

We arrive at gogo's ,yoh, gogo Nontombi is

here Jesus! She's my mom's aunty from
her paternal and isn't she annoying.

Me : Hello family.
Gogo Mkhize : Hauw Ndoniyamanzi, unjani
mzukulu, waze wamuhle.
Me : Ngiya phila gogo, ngiyabonga.

I hug her and kiss her cheek.

Amber : Sawubona gogos.

Gogo Mkhize : Sawubona baby girl.

She then run to where God knows.

Gog Nonto : Ndoniyamanzi.

Me : Yebo gogo.
Gog Nonto: Usi phatheleni ?
Thanks God I have R400 in my pocket. I
share R200 amongst them. The way
Nontombi shove it inside her bra.

Gogo Mkhize: Siyabonga mtanami.

Gog Nonto : Yazi umuhle. Ngi zwile bantu
ba thetha ngawe namhlanje, bathi wena u
jol nomfana wakwa Khoza.

Oh God!

Me : Yebo gogo Nontombi.

Gog Nonto : Iyena aku nikezayo le mali,
ukhethile mntanami.
Me : Qha gogo, mina ngiyazi sebenzela.
Gogo Mkhize: Mtshele ntombi ka gogo
ukuthi wena u fundile.

Yoh, these women. I continued talking to

them, until Thandeka came back from
school. I go to chill with her in her room.

Insert 009
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay
It's Sunday night, Tariq just fetched me
from the airport. And we're now in his
house. Can you believe this guy ate the
whole food on Saturday with his friends.
Now he's telling me that he's hungry.

Me : Just order babe, I'm tired.

Tariq : But babe I missed your home
cooked meal. I ate takeaways for
breakfast and lunch today, ate beef tripe at
the rank late, I can't eat takeaways for
supper when I have a girlfriend who cook
mouth watering food.

Oh God, why did I cook for this guy in the

first place nx! Can't he just understand that
I'm tired. I'm not even his wife.

Me : Tariq marn!
Tariq : Babe please.

I stand and go to the kitchen while

dragging my feet, I am really annoyed.
What do I cook ?? Spaghetti and
meatballs. I'm done within an hour. I serve
him his food and sleep on the couch. I'm
really tired, travelling is tiring.

Tariq : Babe...

Oh God, can this man just let me rest.

Me : Tariq assomblief, I'm really tired yoh.

Tariq : I wanted to say thank you and that
it's delicious.

He says with a stupid smirk. How old is he

again?? I just ignore him and doze off.

***********************

It's next morning, oh, I'm in a bedroom, I'm

sure he brought me here. Where's this guy
by the way?? Oh there he is carrying a tray
with a plate.

Tariq : Rise and shine, good morning Mrs

me, I made you breakfast in bed.

It's fried burned polony, burned eggs and

burned toast with coffee. The coffee is
good though.

Me : Thank you sthandwa sami.

Tariq : (smiles) How is it ?
Me : The coffee is good but the rest is just
eatable.

I'm lying, it's not even eatable.

Tariq : I'm hurt, I've never cooked that

much in my life my heart. I only know how
to make money, buy good clothes, houses
and cars.
Me : (Giggles)My typical zulu guy.

He kiss my forehead and go to the

bathroom. I also finish eating, he strip out
of the bathroom walking to his walk in
closet. I swallow hard when I see his big
anaconda pointing north. My clitoris
twitch, Gosh!

Tariq : (smirk) It's all yours.

Me : It won't fit in here.
Tariq : It will my love, just wait. You'll even
enjoy having Mkhathini being inside of
you.(smile)

Tonight I'm giving it to him. I'm even wet

down there. He go to the walk-in closet, I
make the bed and go straight to take a
shower. I finish up, dry and lotion. He
enters the bedroom while I'm naked, he's
all dressed up and hot as always. I try to
cover myself.

Tariq: (clears throat) I don't know why

you're hiding what's mine.

His eyes are red and the way he's looking

at me.

Me : Please get out I want to dress up.

I don't know why I suddenly feel shy. But I

do want him inside of me.

Tariq: You know what, you're not going to

work. I'll call Mpumi and say that you're
sick, besides it's my company.
He says moving towards me, oh God, now
I see where this is going. I just nod looking
at him. Words are failing me. The lust in
his voice and eyes. He hold me and starts
kissing me, I'm so damn wet. I help him
take off his shirt and blazer, atleast he
didn't put a tie on. He looks at me smiling,
that million dollar smile.

He gets in between my thighs on top of me

and starts sucking my neck. It looks like I
won't wait for tonight.

Me : (moans)Oh...Gosh!

He go down to my breasts and suck my

nipples while playing with my clit. I don't
even know what to do myself, the things
that I'm feeling. I close my eyes when I feel
his finger entering me. He stops and look
at me.

Tariq : Open your eyes.

I do so. He stare deep into my eyes while

his finger is moving inside my jewel, the
pleasure.

Me : (moans) Oh, God... Ta..riq, Ahh!

Tariq : I love you.

He says moving his finger on a faster

pace.

Me : I...I...love...you too!
Tariq: Nobody shall enter here, I shall be
the first and the last one.

I nod fast, oh damn!

Tariq : I want to hear your voice my heart.

Me : (moans) You're...Ahh...the
first...Ahh...oh yes!

He moves his face to my jewel and get his

face in between my thighs.

Tariq : (smiles) You smell so lovely my

heart.

He starts muffing the hell out of me. I try

to move but he holds my thighs, I feel
some sensation moving in my body with
my thighs vibrating.

Tariq : Let go my heart.

I spill some liquid in his face, he licks me

clean. He then come to my face kissing
my lips while unfastening his belt. It's
about to go down now, he then stand up
jerking his huge anaconda up with me
looking at him. I swallow hard.

Me : Protection?
Tariq : I'm clean my heart, I won't use a
plastic on my wife.

He then come back to bed, kisses me

while rubbing his anaconda on my jewel
entrance.

Me : Won't it hurt ?
Tariq : A little.

He looks at me and smile, he then come

back to kissing me. He tries to enter me
for the first time but I'm too tight. He try for
the second time and get in slowly, he
groans loud, the sharp pain that I'm
feeling. No, there's nothing pleasurable
here.

Tears starts streaming down on my face.

Tariq : My heart, relax okay ?? The worst is

over now. Don't close your eyes.

He starts moving slowly, and I'm still

feeling the excruciating pains. He kiss me
while staring deep into my eyes. I now feel
that pain subsides being replaced by the
pleasure. The rest is history... My body is
numb, I want to pee. I try to get off bed but
I cannot feel my legs, no, what's wrong
with me. Am I paralyzed?

Me : Babe my legs.

He looks at me and smirk.

Tariq : What's wrong with your legs ?

Me : I cannot feel them. What if I am
paralyzed?
I'm panicking right now, and he's just
relaxed smiling like an idiot.

Tariq : (Smirk) Welcome to my world

Ndoniyamanzi.

He kiss my forehead and scoop me up to

the bathroom.

Sambulo Mike Faya

It's Monday, I just arrived at Andi.K

software development company. Yeah, I'm
here for that girl which the gents were
teasing me about the other day. Lucky me,
the Fayas are with me. I see that girl
cleaning on the reception, I quickly hurry to
her.

Me : Hey
Girl : Hi

She looks down and stop mopping.

Me : I'm... Y-You good?

WTF is wrong with me now, I've never
stuttered.

Girl: I'm good and yourself?

Me : Can you please leave this for few
minutes, I need to talk to you.
Girl : Won't that get me into trouble?
Me : (sighs) No, let me call someone to
cover for you.

I quickly call some girl to finish with

mopping. I then take my girl to sit with her
at some dining area of that company.

Me : I'm Sambulo Faya and yourself?

Girl : Why do you want to know my name ?

She ask with her soft sweet voice. I raise

my eyebrow, she quickly looks down. Oh,
she's shy, my type.

Me : So that I can get to know you better.

Girl : Okay, I'm Ntombenhle Cassandra
Nzimande.
Me : (smiles) Beautiful name for a
beautiful lady, I'll call you Enhle.
Enhle: (smiles) Oh okay.

She have a beautiful smile. She's caramel

skinned and have big beautiful eyes. She's
also short and size 32.

Me : So tell me about yourself?

Enhle : (clears throat) There's nothing
interesting about me. I'm just a simple girl
nje.
Me : Any friends??

I'm really curious, I wanted to say

boyfriend but I didn't want to be obvious.

Enhle : Yes, she is a nurse. She's the only

person that I have in my life.
Me : What do you mean?
Enhle : (Looks down) My parents died 2
years back when I was 18.

This is so sad, it means she's 20 now.

Me : I'm sorry, I also have a daughter. I lost

her mother 6 years back during my
daughter's birth. I was taken in and raised
by my father's friends when I was 4. I lost
my parents at a young age.

Yeah, I was raised by Kyle's parents. Never

had I felt like an outcast in my life. They
treated and loved me like their own.

Enhle: I'm sorry.

Me : It's nothing, I'm a strong man. So who
do you live with now ?
Enhle: I'm renting a backroom somewhere.
Me : I should take you out on lunch one
day, what do you think?

She looked down.

Me : (smile) Please say yes ?

Enhle : I'm... I...

I touch her one hand, and hold her face

using my other hand to make her face me.

Me : Please MaMdluli.
Enhle : I can't.
Mdluli is her clan names. Gosh, this is
harder than I thought.

Me : (sighs) Atleast give me your phone

numbers please.

I didn't wait for her response, I just gave

her my phone. Good, she wrote them
down.

Me : Thank you, I have to go. I'll fetch you

for dinner on Saturday.
Enhle: But...
Me : (smiles)Wear something formal
Enhle.

I kiss her hands, and forehead then left

without waiting for her response. Yes!!
Mission accomplished. What I know is that
she'll be mine, I do have faith in God. I
know, she's the one. I drove to my
company. I'm a Transportational Civil
Engineer by profession, also part of the
force led by Tariq's father.
Insert 010
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's Friday afternoon, I'm about to meet the

Khozas today. I'm nervous, my palms are
sweating. I hadn't even went to my
apartment ever since I came back from
KZN. I feel like I'm losing myself, but then
I'm happy. Ever since that guy broke my
virginity, he's always pounding me like
crazy.

Even in my office or his, sometimes I even

run from him when he comes to my office.
He doesn't mind chasing me all over the
house, but then, I'm not complaining. I'm
clingy, but he's extra. He even said that
he'll kill me if I let another guy into his
jewel or even let one kiss his lips, I felt like
he was joking but his tone said he was
serious. The level of craziness, but I love
him.

Tariq : Are you ready my love?

He says kissing me, his hand going to my
vagina and the other one holding my ass.
The irony, ngeke!

Me : (Giggles) No babe, we're about to

leave so please.
Tariq : (smiles) It's not my fault that you're
delicious, and that I love you.

That stupid smirk, but I love him too. I

don't see myself surviving without him.

Me : I love you too but now we have to go.

He's wearing blue ripped Gucci jeans,

white Givenchy hoodie and white Gucci
sneakers. His weaves are clean and his
beard is well trimmed, I fucken love this
guy. He's so hot.

Well, I am wearing Lace up body hugging

white dress. It's Fendi, I swear this week I
got to buy those expensive labels using his
money. And wasn't he proud of himself,
even though I just received my fat salary.
The dress is below my knees and
respectable.

I put on my blue Christian Lauboutin Lita

heels, with blue denim jacket. I put on
some Fendi necklace which he bought for
me with diamond earrings. Am I not hot??
I put on my 40-inch Brazilian weave and do
some natural make-up with red matte
lipstick.

Tariq : I don't like this dress.

He have started. I just look at him and

shook my head.

Tariq : It's revealing my assets.

Mind you?? This is my body plus this dress

isn't too tight. We go to the garage, we're
using the white Rolls Royce. Great, I love
this car. He spank my ass when he opens
the car door for me. He's so nasty, I just
look at him and laugh.
Me : Will they like me ?
Tariq : They love you. I don't know nor care
about what my uncles, aunty and their
wives will say though. I only care about my
family, more especially my parents who
already loves you. But even if they didn't, I
don't think I would leave my virgin beautiful
wife. I love you my heart.

I know he mean this, even though he's a bit

crazy.

Me : I love you too. I'm nervous.

He hold my hand while focusing on the

road and kiss it.

Tariq : Don't be. You're mine, not theirs.

Sambulo got a girlfriend.

Sambulo is Mike, I finally met the friends in

a proper way on Wednesday. We were at
Southdowns estate, Tariq's house, as you
know that I'm becoming a stranger at my
apartment. Which was not part of the plan.
Me : (smiles) That's great.
Tariq : You know, I saw him broken when
he lost his baby mama 6 years ago. I felt
his pain and never thought he would find
love again. He lost his parents when he
was 4. Kyle's parents, the Gaselas, took
him in and raised him as their own son. He
have been through shit that I don't think I
would've survived. He's a very strong man
and I look up to him even though I had
never told him. I wish this girl treats my
brother well, he deserves it.

I've noticed that these guys really care

about each other, they're more like
brothers than friends. Mpumi said she
won't allow anything to break their
friendship circle and I'm also saying the
same thing.

Me : It must have been hard. Tell Mike to

bring Pinky tomorrow at Greenside. I want
to spend my time with her.
Tariq : (frown-smile) Okay, but why
Greenside?? I thought you're moving in
with me.
Me : I'm not moving in with you Tariq. I will
not cohabit. After meeting with your
family, you're taking me back to my place.

I know he's angry.

Tariq : Then let me pay lobola for you!

Me : It's still early babe, I'm not yet ready to
lose myself.
Tariq : What do you mean Luna ? Do you
even know what you want?

I did say he's angry but trying to keep

calm.

Me : (sighs) Nevermind.

We arrive at a very gigantic beautiful

mansion. He parks and open the door for
me. He's not talking, he's really angry. We
get inside the lounge and be welcomed by
beautiful and handsome people looking at
us with smiles and straight faces. I'm
really nervous, he's holding my hand.
Trying to calm me down I think.
Me : (clears throat) I'm... Hi
Woman : (smiles) You're more beautiful in
person, take a seat my darling.
Me : Thank you.

I sit down at a very big dining table, next to

my man who's holding my shaking thigh
under the table.

Tariq : Good day family, this is her.

Girl : Hi, I'm Nobunhle Snenhlahla. You're
so beautiful, you can call me Nobu.

Oh, she's the annoying talkative sister that

Andisa always talks about. She's so
beautiful.

Me : Nice to meet you Nobu.

Woman : I'm Andisa's beautiful mother.
Call me mah.

Ohh, Mrs Khoza. She's so beautiful and so

simple. She stand up to hug me, I look at
Tariq, he nods. I also stand up and we hug.
We then sit down, ohh, she's crying and
some Tariq's version is comforting her.
Ohh, it's Mr Khoza, these people looks like
one and it's creepy.

Lady : (smiles) I'm Mandisa Smangele,

nice to meet you kotiza.

Ohh, she's the twin sister. I smile back and

nod.

Mah : (sniffs and smile) I'm happy that he

founds a beautiful girl like you. I was
worried that he's gonna die without
bearing me grand children.

Laughter.

Tariq: (laughs) Huh mah.

He takes my hand and kiss it. The ncohh

sounds from the sisters.

Mr Khoza: I'm his father, it's a pleasure to

meet you nkosazana.

This man is scary, but there's the other

older one. Which I think is the grandfather.
That one is more intimidating. They're all
cold, the men of this family.

Girl : I am the most gorgeous sister of this

family, Buhlebenkosi Simlindile, a Sibanda
now.(smiles)

She's right, they're all beautiful but she's

more beautiful. Ohh she's Nobunhle's twin
I guess. It's not that easier to tell them
apart. I think I'll be helped by Nobunhle
and her colourful weaves. The clothing
brands that are here, I'm sure I'm sitting on
a chair that costs a leg.

Sphe: (frown-smile) Who said that you're

the most beautiful one? I'm Sphesihle
Nonhlanhla sisi Luna.

She have a beautiful voice and she's

respectful. Great, I heard a lot about her,
she's my man's favorite. I've already met
Nhlakanipho, he looks at me and smile.

Nhlaka : (smiles) We've already met my

wife.
Yeah, he calls me that. He's so freaking
handsome like his father, brother and
grandfather, he's doing matric. Everyone in
this family is very beautiful and very
handsome. I smile back and nod.

Woman : I'm Tariq's aunty, aunty Zoleka,

you're so beautiful and I love you.

She looks like the bubbly crazy type.

Me : (smiles) Thank you and I love you too.

Mah : You're taking my spot Zoleka.

Laughter.

Old man : I'm his grandfather, I hope you're

not with my grandson because of his
money.

The Fuck!! Tariq squeeze my hand. I'm

really offended but I know I'm stronger
than this, I'm Hlengiwe's daughter after all.

Me : It's a pleasure to meet you Mr Senior

Khoza. And no, I am not with your
grandson because of his money, I'm
capable of providing for myself.
Old man : Call me Mkhulu. Who knows,
maybe he's the ticket to the fancy life.

This creepy old scary fine looking man is

testing my patience I see.

Me : With all due respect mkhulu, I am a

highly qualified Financial Analyst, my
parents own businesses and they're also
educated. They may be not that rich but
they're capable of providing for me, for us.
I really don't see a need for me to be
wanting Tariq in my life. He's the love of
my life not my meal ticket. I'm not a trophy
girlfriend.

The way everyone look at me smiling and

shocked. Tariq kiss my hand again.

Mkhulu : (Chuckles) Stubborn, feisty, smart

and strong. Typical Khoza makoti, marry
this woman ndodana. She'll stand by you
through anything.
What ?? Tariq looks at his grandfather,
nods and kiss my hand again.

Old woman: (smiles)You're strong

ndondakazi, you remind me of when we
first met Zandile. I'm the grandmother, call
me gogo. Welcome to the family.

Zandile is mah's name. Now I've met

everyone I think.

Me : Thank you gogo.

Mandi : (smiles) I wanted to say the same
thing gogo, she have mom's personality
type.
Mr Khoza : (Chuckles) And someone I
know didn't inherit all that, great!
Mandi : (laughs)Huh dad, don't start with
me abeg.
Mah : Feel at home sthandwa sami, if
Andisa gives you problem. I'm just 30
minutes away from Southdowns.

So they think I live with their son. Great!!!!

Sphe : I'll get the chefs to serve us food.
I'm hungry now.

So we have chefs, wowza!!

Mah : Okay baby.

Buhle : I'm also hungry yoh.

This girl is eating cookies but she say

she's hungry.

Gogo : Are you sure that you're okay

Buhlebenkosi?
Buhle : Huh, uqhazi kuthini gogo ?
Gogo : Nex.

Mandi, gogo and mah looks at each other

and smile. Okay??

Nhlaka: So, she's the one who was rude to

you bafo. Do you still remember how
stressed you was thinking that she won't
be yours ?

Laughter. Mxm, my man is really blushing.

Mah : Like father like son. His father was
also annoying, I don't know how many
times I had to tell him to stay away from
me.

Laughter

Mr Khoza: (chuckles) This other time, she

slapped me very hard because I kissed
her. Mind you, she was going with the flow.
We pulled out, the next thing I know, my
cheek is burning.

Laughter, the way mah is blushing. They

look so good together, even the old couple.

Tariq : I wasn't going to give up, I was sure

that aboMkhathini chose her for me. I love
her.

I'm sure my cheeks are red right now.

Nobu : The time when you was exposed to

the paparazzi, he came here. He was
talking to you on a cellphone blushing, can
you believe that he called us monkeys just
because we were suprised by the way he
was happy so we stared at him. He was
happy and still is. Welcome to the family
makoti.

It feels like long time ago, even though it

was just 3 weeks back. I remember that
morning Nobunhle is talking about. I was
at KZN.

Tariq : (chuckles) Isn't she beautiful?

Aunty Leka : (smiles) She's the most
beautiful person that I've ever seen in my
life.

Now she's exaggerating.

Buhle: (Laughs)Huh aunty, what about me

??
Nobu : Kanti wena uzwe ngo bani ukuthi
umuhle. Abantu baya qamba amanga
xemm.

Laughter.
Buhle: (Pouts) Mxm, pops, aren't I
beautiful?
Mr Khoza: Haii haii, you want me to lie.

Laughter again.

Gogo : Umuhle sthandwa sami, I mean

even the Sibanda boy knows.

Laughter, that's her husband I'm sure. I've

noticed something in this family. They
have money but when they're around each
other, they're just their selves. There's love
and unity in this home.

Insert 011
Ndabenkhulu Sibanda

It's a bright beautiful Saturday. My wife is

still asleep. She sleeps a lot and eat a lot
these days. She's even always fighting with
me. That lead me to one thing, she's
pregnant. She's even gaining more weight.
I've always wanted a baby, just that God
wasn't ready to give me one for his own
reasons. One thing that I couldn't do, was
to cheat on my wife. I love her way too
much to hurt her like that. She's the reason
why I'm still kicking.

I'm waking her up now, I want to take her

to a doctor. I just pray for my predictions
to be correct. I kiss her all over her face.

Buhle: (sulk) Mmh, I'm still sleepy Ndabe

marn.

I pick her up, walk with her to the

bathroom and put her in the bathtub. She's
crying, this wife of mine is pregnant
people, the moods. It's funny but I know
she'll be angry if I laugh.

Me : Okay, I'm sorry for waking you up

baby. I just want to take you to the doctor
okay??
Buhle : What for ?
Me : You're not feeling well.
She looks at me like I'm crazy then
continue bathing. I make the bed. She's
done, she dresses into those black
palazzo pants and white tube top with
white Louis Vuitton 5-inch heels. I don't
know how she walk on those high things,
women!! She makes herself more beautiful
with those women paints or is it called
make down or make up.

She then puts those tail weaves, it suits

her though. I'd rather be an ant not a
woman, this people are in a real struggle. I
don't get why she uses those things
because she's very beautiful, when I say
very, I mean very!

Me : Shall we ?
Buhle : Yes.

I kiss her cheek, take the Porsche car keys

and drive to the doctor. Mandisa's surgery
though. Atleast I made an appointment, so
we go straight to the doctor.

Doc : Good morning Mr and Mrs Sibanda.

We greet back, the doctor know what we're
here for. So it's no trouble.

Doc : I'm, Mrs Sibanda can you lay on that

bed ?
Buhle : What for ?
Me : Please my love.

She doesn't protest, that's first. The doctor

do his things and smile at me. Buhle is
creeped out. I wipe the gel on my wife's
stomach and kiss her lips until the doctor
clears his throat.

Doc : Congratulations Mr and Mrs Sibanda,

you are 8 weeks pregnant. Which means
that you're 2 months pregnant.

I love how he said WE ARE. The tears in

my wife's eyes, she's in denial.

Buhle: (sniffs) Please don't joke like this.

Do you know how much I need a baby?
Me : It's true sthandwa sami, haven't you
noticed that you've gained weight. Your
eating habits, the moods swings also.
We're pregnant my love.

She smile with tears. The doctor give us

the scans. I kiss her forehead.

Me : Ngiyabonga bambo lwami.

Ngiyabonga MaMkhathini.

We bid our goodbyes to the doctor and go

to the pharmacy for prescribed meds and
Woolworth supermarket for my wife's
cravings. It's gonna be the longest 7
months and I'm looking forward to it.

Sambulo Mike Faya

Guess what ?? My date with Enhle was

great last night. She looked so beautiful
and I was really taken. I asked her to be
mine and she agreed to give it a chance.
I'm definitely gonna marry her, she's the
love of my life. She's slept over but in a
guest room, she's still sleeping. Luna
asked to spend sometime with Pinky
today, so I'll take her to her.
Pinky: Daddy, what time are you taking me
to aunty Luna's place ?

She met Luna the other day when all of us

went to Southdowns estate, Tariq's place.
He wanted to introduce us to Luna in a
formal way.

Me : Soon my love.
Pinky: Okay. I need a milkshake.

Enhle walked downstairs looking beautiful

as always. Her and my baby had never
met.

Enhle: (clears throat) Good morning family,

hey little cutie.

Pinky raise her head and look at her.

Pinky: (smiles) Hey aunty, what is your

name? Are you going to make my hair
beautiful?

You couldn't even think that she's 6. I'm

just glad that this was easier than I
thought. Enhle sit down next to Pinky
opposite to my couch.

Me : My baby, this is my girlfriend, her

name is Ntombenhle Cassandra.
Sthandwa sami, this is my daughter, Pinky.
Enhle: (smiles) Nice to meet you baby.
Pinky: Likewise aunty Cassa.

Laughter.

Pinky: Aunty can you please make my hair,

my other aunty is coming to fetch me
today.
Me : (chuckles) She's talking about Tariq's
girlfriend, Luna.
Enhle : Okay. Come, let's go and make your
hair and dress you up pretty baby.
Pinky: (screams) Yeyyy!

I'm glad that they get along, my two

favorite people. They go upstairs to Pinky's
room leaving me smiling alone. Wait, Pinky
said she wants a milkshake but now she
no longer cares because she found a new
mom, I'm hurt.
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Change of plans, I'll do outdoor activities

with Pinky. I'm taking her to Gold reef city,
Mpumi spends time with her usually. She's
a cute baby. I'm at my man's house, that
thing of me going back to my apartment
didn't work.

When we were coming back from Blair, I

raised it, he just gave me the look and
continued driving. I really miss my
apartment, I miss the simple Luna Clay.
Mpumi and Kyle went to Capetown for the
weekend. I exchanged the contacts with
the Khozas yesterday and I was also
added to the family group.

This is really getting serious than I

thought. It's said that I'll meet the uncles
some other time. I've just finished bathing,
and I'm wearing black skinny fit ripped
jeans, black long sleeve turtleneck, black
Christian Dior sneakers and brown Chanel
hoodie. I tied my hair into a neat bun and
go with my natural look.

I find my man drinking some vegan

milkshake at the first floor kitchen. He's
wearing grey Prada joggers, black baseball
vest and Prada push ins. No guys, my man
is hot!

Tariq: Can't I join you and Pinky?

I roll my eyes, he spank my ass.

Me : No.
Tariq : Atleast give me a quickie my love,
look at that ass. Those fuckers will be
drooling on what's mine nx!!

He says looking frustrated, I laugh at him.

He's dramatic.

Me : (chuckles) You're definitely crazy.

Just 2 hours ago, you was pounding me.
Are you a sex addict?
Tariq: (Laughs) I'm addicted to my vagina
that's in between your legs. But that
trouser is too tight my heart, no.
Me : To you, everything is always tight on
me, you want me to wear grannies clothes.
Let me get going.
Tariq: Plus the grannies clothes would look
good on you, gogo Ndoniyamanzi.

We laugh together with me playfully hitting

his arm.

Tariq : I'll miss you, I can't survive a second

away from you. I'll definitely die.

Now he's being dramatic. I wrap my hands

around his waist, he kiss my lips
passionately. I pull out when I realize
where this is going. This guy grab my
waist fast and go to my neck, the way I'm
wet within seconds. I moan involuntarily.

Me : (moans) Oh, Gosh!

He unzips my jeans, he takes me and pins

me on the wall while kissing my lips. He
insert his huge anaconda when I least
expect it.
Tariq : (Groans) You're... tight my heart.

He starts moving in a faster pace, he's

chasing the climax. This guy is really good,
the way I'm screaming or should I say
moaning here. His groans and my moans
are filling the whole room.

Me : (moans) Yes babe...ohh...ahh...Tariq,

ahh!

We both reach climax before we know it.

He puts me on the couch and quickly run
to the bathroom, takes a towel and clean
both of us.

Tariq : (smiles) That was amazing, we

should do quickies more often more
especially when you want to go out. You're
so beautiful, I love you.

God, why did you bless me with this stupid

psycho?? I'm joking, God did well, but he is
a psycho. I love him though, I love him
more than anything.
Me : I love you too.

I fix myself, he walks me out and tell the

guards to take me to Mike's house. I'm
inside a black SUV with 2 guards. I arrive
at Mike's place and press the buzz. The
door opens, Pinky comes running to me. I
enter inside the lounge and find Mike with
some beautiful tan skinned girl, I guess
she's the girlfriend.

Me : (smiles) Good day family.

Mike : (smiles) Ohh, Luna. Hey, I thought
I'm bringing Pinky to your place.
Me : No, I changed my mind. We're going
to Gold reef city.

Pinky jumps in happiness. That's where

Mpumi usually takes her.

Pinky: Yayyy!

He stands up to hug me then we sit down.

The way Pinky is losing patience, I guess
the girlfriend is the one who dressed her.
Mike: (clears throat) I'm...babe, meet my
friend or brother's girlfriend, Luna. Luna
meet my girlfriend, Ntombenhle.
Ntombi : It's a pleasure to finally meet you
Luna, I know you from the media.

Ohh, I had forgotten that I'm famous for

what God knows.

Me : Nice to meet you too. We shall get

going.
Mike : Okay, Pinky, come and give daddy a
kiss.

Pinky just sulk and give her father a kiss. I

pick her pretty self up, get in the car, then
we travel to Gold reef city, she's so cute
xemm. She's wearing a pink Naartjie
turtleneck, white printed Naartjie hoodie,
black kids jeans and black timberlands
boots. And a black-pink beanie, she's so
cute.

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Andisa Tariq Khoza

One thing that I am sure of is that I am

going to impregnate Luna this year, I want
to prevent other guys from taking her,
she's mine alone. I will do anything to
make her mine, I really love her. She's my
life. It's been another week, my guy, Sniper
is happy with his new girlfriend and that
makes me happy.

Kyle is finally paying the lobola for Mpumi

this week. And I am also doing the same
on the end of this month. I don't need 5
years to know what I need in my life. What
I need is my sexy beautiful mamasita, the
one and only Ndoniyamanzi.

I was disturbed on my thoughts by my

cellphone ringing. Oh, it's mkhulu.

Me : Tshamase
Mkhulu : Unjani
Me : Ngiyaphila wena ?
Mkhulu: Ukuphi?
Me : In my company, A.Khoza inc.
Mkhulu: I heard your father saying that you
want to tie the knots with makoti.
Me : Yebo mkhulu.
Mkhulu: I'm proud of you, uya khula manje.
She's respectful and strong, that's the
most thing I love about her.
Me : Ngizi thola ziphelele izinkomo
mkhulu.
Mkhulu: Hehh madoda, u qhamba amanga
ndodana. Not that I'm surprised though.
Me : (chuckles) Yeah, she's that kind. I
tapped it first mkhulu, she's not only
respectful but also selfless.
Mkhulu : Sibonga abaphantsi, you know
that you have to pay the damages right?
Me: Yeah, I know. We'll finalize everything
on the lobola day.
Mkhulu : Okay ndodana, sizo khuluma.
Me : Tshamase.

I end the call and smile looking at my

wallpaper, it's her. U mathandana wami
loh.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's Tuesday, so it's not that busy. We only
had one meeting earlier, The other one is
on 3pm. Oh, Andisa and I turned 1 month
anniversary and I couldn't be more happier.
Kyle finally popped the question and my
friend have a very big stone on her finger.
A beautiful diamond ring.

My relationship with the Khozas is on

another level, we really get along and that
makes me happy. My man is still my man,
my sex maniac. I love that he loves me and
I love him too. Cassandra(Ntombenhle),
Mike's girlfriend really gets along with me
but Mpumi is still cold towards her.

I think Mpumi is being overprotective of

Mike because she was there, she knows
the way Mike was broken. I really
understand her, I would also do the same
thing I guess. At the Khozas I get along
with all of them, but I am more close to
Buhlebenkosi. That one is pregnant and
happy.
Cassa is hosting a braai this week, I just
love that she gets along with Pinky. Cassa
is the sweet, calm, innocent, obedient and
bubbly type, that I love about her. Anyway, I
just finished balancing some books which
I need my man to check. Let me go to his
office.

I get in without knocking, I found him with

his PA who's flirting with him but my man
isn't interested. I really need to find a way
to get rid of her, I'll talk to Nobunhle, she's
crazy so she'll help me. My man is
handsome bakithi, I put the books on the
table and wrap my arms around him, I
want to piss this whore.

Me : Hi

She frowns and look at me.

PA : I'm, boss, I think that will be all. Oh,

hey Luna.
Me : It's Mrs Khoza to you or either boss
lady.
Tariq looks at me with a stupid smile and
kiss my forehead.

Tariq: Okay, thank you Masande.

Oh, this bitch is Masande, good now I got

her name, makes my mission much easier.
She nods and walk out fuming. This man
looks at me and laugh.

Tariq: Jealousy doesn't suit you my love.

But I'm not complaining.

He says and kiss my lips passionately. It

leads to a hot steamy session, atleast this
office is sound proofed. He go to the
bathroom and come out with a wet warm
towel. He wipes both of us then I fix
myself and he fix his self.

Tariq : (smiles) That was amazing, thank

you.

I wrap my arms around him and rest my

head on his chest. We were sitting on the
couch that's in his office.
Tariq : I love it when you're clingy.

He's so stupid.

Me : (Giggles) You're crazy.

Tariq: I think it's time for you to let go of
the Greenside apartment. I need you to be
by my side everyday.

I sit straight and look at him. Is he crazy??

I'm not planning to cohabit even though
I'm still in his house. Or maybe I do want to
be always with him, I'm just fooled by my
pride. Sighs.

Me : I'm not letting go of my apartment

Andisa, plus I'm not planning on
cohabiting with you. What happens when
you turn your back against me ? Besides I
love my independency.

I'm pissed, I'm this calm because I respect

him.

Tariq : (Chuckles) I'm never letting you go

my heart. I will die before I let that happen.
I'm just hurt because you still don't trust
me. The 30th of this month, I'm sending
my family into your family.

Ini?? We've been together for just a month.

Me : (sighs) I think we're moving to fast,

don't you think ?
Tariq: I don't have to stay for a long time to
be sure of what I need in my life. You are
the life that I need, the love of my life.

This guy is good with words, I can't believe

that I was pissed but now I'm smiling like a
love stricken teenager. He've been like this
since day one, making me angry and smile
within a minute. He drives me crazy but I
think I want to do this.

Me : Okay.

I'm not sure what I am agreeing to but I am

sure that I need to spend the rest of my life
with him. Many people are going to judge
us but I really don't care. I want to live in
the same world that he's living in. He looks
at me shocked in disbelief I think.

Me : I'm serious, send them. But I still don't

understand why you didn't discuss this
with me.
Tariq : (smiles) I don't compromise when it
comes to things that I love my heart.

What am I ?? His possession.

Tariq : Maybe you should give me another

round.

I'm busy thinking of ways of telling my

parents while he's busy being stupid.
Wait?? The 30th is next week. Should I go
to KZN this week or just call mom. No I'm
nervous about this, I'm calling dad. Dad
will ask many questions, Siya is the best
option. I'll visit him in Kimberly this week
and buy him a Gucci handbag.

Me : I'm going to Kimberly this Friday.

He raise his eyebrow and looks at me. I
know it means I should elaborate further.

Me : To visit Siya, I want to tell him about

this so he can tell the family.
Tariq: Can't you just call him or tell him to
come here ?

Why me God ?? Why did you give me this

man ??

Me : I need to soften him Tariq. Maybe

buys him an expensive handbag or
something.
Tariq : Okay you'll use the private jet. How
much do you need?

What for ?? I have enough money, my

parents send me money. I got paid last
month, I only used that money at the salon
for these braids and manicure last week.
And only because I wasn't with him. He
pays for everything because I'm always
with him.
I have more than 150K of rands in my
account.

Me : Don't worry, I'm sorted.

He looks at me and smirk, the stupid

smirk. He uses his cellphone, a minute
later my phone beeps, +R 1000 000 into
my account. Is this guy crazy?? What will I
do with a million rands when I don't even
know what to do with few hundred of
thousands rands. But I'm not mad about
him sending me money, I'm about to be his
wife so why not?? Let me bemuse him, I
know he expects me to fume with anger.

Me : (smiles)Thank you hubby.

Tariq : (wide smile) Wow, you're not angry
?? Thank you babe, you don't how much I
wanted this. For you to let me be the man,
take care of you. My money is your money,
I can give you some few cards if you want.
I've already opened a trust fund for you, I
just need you to sign. I was scared to give
the forms to you.
Oh, the time when I thought I lost my ID,
this freak had it nx! Woah, I have trust
funds now. Not that I'm surprised, this guy
is rich. Now I've come up with a solution, I
want to invest this money so I can be able
to buy an Accountant company, No, I'll
build my own.

Me : You're so crazy.
Tariq : You drives me crazy.

He says and perk my lips. He's so touchy,

he's always touching me or either kissing
me. I love that he even show affection in
public. Last week Monday, we drove past a
restaurant to eat there before getting
home. My man just stood up and leaned to
give me a passionate kiss with people
looking and flashing cameras as you know
the story of our lives. Famous for what
God knows.

Tariq : I'm coming with you to Kimberly.

I look at him in disapproval.

Tariq : I won't survive 2 days without you.
Me : I'll come back at Saturday night.
Tariq : No, I'm coming with you. I don't
even survive an hour without you, so a day
is too much, I will die.

He's right, he's always in my office every

minute, I think he's crazy. When he's at the
other companies, he calls me or sends
sms every 10 minutes. He loves me way
too much than the way I love myself. The
other time I almost fell in his house, the
way he got to me before I could even
balance myself.

Mind you we just had an argument, but he

couldn't let me fall. After that he held me
too tight and kept on brushing my back
and kissing my forehead. The way he loves
me, I know even if I would tell him to jump
a river full of crocodiles, he would do it. I
trust him more than I trust myself with my
life.
Me : But Tee...
Tariq : (sighs) Babe please don't think that
I am suffocating you. If it gets too much,
please do tell me. I love you way too much
and sometimes I can't control myself. I just
feel like someone will take you from me if
I'm not with you. I won't survive that, I
really love you.

He's frustrated but I won't let someone

take me from him. I love him way too
much to allow that to happen.

Me : You're doing great my love, you're not

suffocating me. I love you too and a lot.
I'm glad that I found someone like you
first. I trust you with my heart. And I won't
allow anyone to take me away from you.

I mean this, I love this man of mine. He

holds me tight but in a comfortable way. I
feel complete, I feel safe and inlove. I
know it will gets tough but I will fight for
my man with everything. Unless if it comes
to fight a losing battle, that I won't do.
Insert 013
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's Friday and I just arrived at Kimberly.

Andisa have business meetings so he
couldn't come anymore. To be honest, I
was happy but now I miss him. I used the
Khoza family private jet. I get inside a
black Jeep that belongs to Tariq but I'm
driven around.

We arrive at Siya's apartment after a long

bit drive. I thank the guards and assure
them that they can go anywhere, I'll call
when I need them. I don't get why this man
hired guards for me. I knock.

Siya: (scream) Coming!!

He opens the door and hugs me, more like

squeezing me. I really missed him.

Siya: Come in weh girl, you're so glowing

and those curves are becoming more
bigger. The butt, oh my God!!

We laugh, he's so crazy. I push myself in, I

only have a small luggage and my
handbag.

Siya: Don't tell me that you came here with

a bus ?

We were sitting on his couches now, infact

I was laying while he was sitting.

Me : (Giggles) And if I did ?

Siya : I would slap you, because you have a
man who have money that can buy this
planet and you're a Financial Analyst.

He's so dramatic.

Me : (laugh) I used the private jet...

Siya: (screams) Yessss girl, you're lying
right. I mean that's the family private jet.

This guy didn't even let me finish.

Me : Yepp, I met the family.
Siya: And you didn't think of telling me,
how are they ?? (Smiles) I'm inlove with
Tariq's father, that man is so damn FINE!

He's right, Mr Khoza is hot, you couldn't

even tell that he's on his late forties.
Everyone in that family is hot.

Me : (chuckles) You better erase that silly

crush. I don't want tension, besides, Mr
Khoza is straight.
Siya : (Giggles) Sorry maam. So how was
it?
Me : It was good infact, I was nervous
though. They're good people and we get
along well. But I'm more close to
Buhlebenkosi.
Siya : The husband's twin ??
Me : No, that's Mandisa. Buhle is
Nobunhle's twin.
Siya : Nobunhle is the crazy one. I can't
wait to meet her, I stan her, I follow her in
all her social media platforms.
Me : (sighs) Enough about the Khozas, I
got a present for you.

He smiles so widely, this crook nx!! But I

love him, nevertheless. I unzip my small
luggage and take out the Gucci gift bag.

Siya : (screams) Oh my God, I wonder

what's inside.

He's so happy, he jumps up and down like

a kid. I end up laughing. I hand it to him.

Me : Open it.

He opens it, then he open his eyes widely.

Siya: (smiles) A Gucci clutch bag worth

R8K and a Gucci headband worth R3K.
Thank you so much baby ka auntiza.

He hugs me and I hug him back. He's so

happy.

Siya : I can't wait to go to work with this,

Mawande will be so jealousy!
Mawande is his female colleague whom
they don't get along.

Me : Before you get too excited, now I'm

about to burst your bubble. Sit down.

He frowns and sit down.

Siya : What is it ??
Me : Relax, I'm...
Siya : Khuluma Luna, I hope you're not
breaking up with the rich guy.
Me : (Giggles) Can you please just relax
and be patient. Andisa wants to send his
family next week Saturday.

Eyes wide open!

Siya : Do you mean what I think you're

saying?

I just nod.

Siya : Are you happy?? Isn't it too early?

Me : (sighs) I told him the same thing, I am
happy though, very. I couldn't ask for a
better man, he's the best.
Siya : What did he say when you told him
it's early?
Me : He said he doesn't have to stay a long
time to know what he wants. And that
what he need in his life is me, I'm the love
of his life.
Siya : (smiles) Ncooh, he loves you. Are
you ready though?
Me : Yeah, I will do anything for that man. I
know he will do the same, if I tell him to
move the mountains for me, he'll do it
without even thinking twice.
Siya : (Giggles) I know he will. I'm happy
for you baby.

We stand up and hug each other.

Me : I need you to call mom and tell her.

Siya : That's not a problem. Plus the Gucci
gifts made things easier.(wink)

Laughter.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm in my house just chilling with Kyle,
tomorrow is his big day. We're just sitting
by the porch drinking alcohol.

Kyle : I still can't believe that I'm finally

doing something what I should've done
long time ago. I cannot live without that
woman. She completes me Rellik.
Me : (chuckles) I'm really proud of you
Kray, finally you're growing up.
Kyle : Voetsek msunu wakho.
Me : (Laugh) Naweh msunu.
Kyle : She've been to Mamelodi since
Wednesday, I'm not even allowed to see
her until tomorrow. I'm dying without her
by my side.

Mamelodi is Mpumi's home.

Me : Be patient and strong Samkelo, my

wife is at Kimberly, another province. But
you won't hear me complaining.

I'm lying, I miss her like crazy!

Kyle : (chuckles) You was whining about
how much you miss her minutes ago.

He got me, I have no come back on that

one.

Me : So, who are the abakhongi ??

Kyle : My father, your grandfather, your
father, my uncle and Erin's father.

Yeah, me and my boys come long way

back. Our families are one.

Me : I don't get why I shouldn't go

negotiate for, I mean I'm older than you
njee.
Kyle : (Chuckles) By 8 months ?? even if
you was 100 years older than me. I
wouldn't allow you, it could become a joke
of the whole year.

We laugh.

Me : Mxm, I miss my wife.

Kyle : (smirk)I thought you don't complain
?
Me : I cannot help it Kelo, I miss her.
Kyle : Haii Voetsek Andisa, that's gayish
bro'.

I laugh.

Me : But when you call me Andi I don't

complain, it's also gayish.

Kyle's first name is Samkelo. I still don't

get why his second name is more popular,
but even me, it's also the same thing. Tariq
name is more popular than Andisa.

Kyle : That's better broh.

Me : (chuckles) But on a serious note, I
miss my wife and I really cannot wait for
her to change into my surname. I love that
soul Foza, I love her ,I can't even explain
the things that I feel for her. I only allowed
her to go alone to that place because I
don't want to suffocate her, I really am
insecure because of that woman. If it was
up to me she would stay inside the house,
where I would be the only one to see...
Kyle : (chuckles) Woah Rellik, you're
getting obsessed and that's not good at
all. You will push her, slow down please.
Me : (sighs) Kray I love her okay?? I'm
scared of losing her, I won't make it bafo.
Maybe I should just follow her at Kimberly.
Kyle : If you continue like this you'll lose
her. Women love their spaces also, Luna
won't cheat on you not even in million
years.
Me : I know she won't, but what about the
jackals which will be lusting on what's
mine when she goes to the mall with Siya.
I'm the only one who's supposed to lust
and drool over that.
Kyle : (chuckles) You're so crazy Foza. Can
you please just stop, you're not going to
Kimberly and that's final. We're going to
Mamelodi tomorrow.

I sighed and scratched my head in

frustration. I lied and said I had meetings
today just because I didn't want to go with
my heart to Siya's place. Not because I
didn't really want to, I didn't want her to feel
like I'm a bit too much. But now I regret it, I
miss her like crazy. I think my love to Luna
is turning into obsession. I love that girl, I
really do.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's now evening, Siya called my mama. My

mom had not called me ever since, I'm
supposed to fly back to Gauteng because
tomorrow it's my bestfriend's lobolo and
I'm supposed to be there for her. I will be
one of the Zikalalas tomorrow, you know
what I mean.

Andisa doesn't even know that I am going

back to Gauteng at the same day. Hehh,
flight fatigue will kill me. I really hoped to
go to church with Siya on Sunday but I
can't. I just finished dressing up, atleast I
booked a flight. It's departing at 6, I won't
be using the private jet since Tee doesn't
know.

I'm wearing black skinny jeans that hug

and reveal my curves and butts, black
Louis Vuitton thigh high boots, pink
turtleneck and black trench coat that is
below my knees. Leaving it unbuttoned.
I'm on my 12-inch Brazilian weave, Era
jewellery and black Gucci shades.

Natural make-up up is on, I top it off with

pink lip gloss.

“ You look so fire ”

That was Siya getting in my guest room

without knocking, he's already in pyjamas.

Me : Thank you honey.

Siya : Do you really have to go kodwa nawe
?
Me : Yes my love, she's my bestfriend.
Siya : Plus my man is coming over, if I
wasn't working tomorrow. We would spend
the whole night fucking.

Euww! I wonder how gays fuck though??

Me : (Giggles) I didn't want the details weh

muntu.
I take my handbag and throw my
cellphone, purse, iPad and my head wrap
inside. Siya stand up, then we hug.

Siya: I'll miss you Mrs Khoza and thank you

for the presents.
Me : (Giggles) I'll miss you too auntiza.

He help me with my small luggage, I don't

even know why I brought it. But the
presents were in there though.

Siya : Yoh, you're using a Louis Vuitton

handbag now??

If only he knew that I have an expensive

taste like my man these days, hehh. I even
have more than a million in my account. I
won't tell Siya or he might turn me into his
mine.Speaking of my man, he've been
calling me ever since I arrived.

Me : (smiles)I don't want you near my

closet when you visit.
Siya : Uya hlanya zalo.
We laugh, I hug him once more. Atleast the
guards are already here, I get into the Jeep
then they drive me to the airport.

Insert 014
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just arrived at Mamelodi, Mpumi's home.

I took a ride from the airport straight to
here. I'm sitting with Mpumi and her
cousin at a bedroom. We're already in
pyjamas and undercovers because it's
cold.

Mpumi : I still can't believe that you're here,

I thought you wasn't going to make it.
Me : (Giggles) You would kill me if I didn't,
it's not like I had a choice.

We laugh.

Mpumi : I still can't believe he's finally

making me his wife.
They've been together for a long time.

Zandy: (smiles) How are you feeling?

That's Mpumi's cousin, she's so cool and

free spirited, I like her. Her mother and
Mpumi's mother are sisters.

Mpumi: (sighs) Nervous and excited at the

same, it's overwhelming.
Me : (Giggles) I know right, don't worry,
everything will go smoothly bestie.
Zandy : I hope I'm also invited at your
lobola negotiations Mrs Tariq because I'll
hate you if you don't.
Me : (Giggle) Don't worry, I will.

Zandy is a rich kid and she's a bit snob.

She's so pretty, olive skin tone girl who's
like a model. She's size 32 like Cassa, she
have long legs though. That's what makes
her more beautiful I think, she's so loud
and sweet.

Zandy : (smiles) You better.

Mpumi : My man is calling people.
He've been calling her ever since I arrived.
She answer her phone while I talk to
Zandy.

Me : So, boyfriend?
Zandy: Yeah, but he's so boring. Let me tell
you about myself, I'm Ziyanda Londiwe
Mbatha. I'm 23 years this year, I'm a
Psychologist and I have no kid. I have 4
siblings and my parents are still alive as
you know. I have 2 friends, you and Mpumi.
(Giggles)

Wow, so I'm her friend now.

Zandy: Mpumi is my cousin but she's also

my friend.(Giggles) I love going to church,
because I love feeling connected to God. I
do party as well.

I last partied last year in December, with

Siya and Thandeka. At some club at
Durban.

Me : I am Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay, 22

years, 1 sibling. Both parents still alive, I'm
colored. I'm a financial analyst, I'm inlove
with Tariq.(smiles) I have no kid, 3 friends I
guess. You, Mpumi and Cassa...

Just as I was still talking my phone rings,

Ncooh, it's my man. I last spoke to him at
5.

Me : Sthandwa sami
Tariq: I miss you.

Ncohh, he's making me emotional. I miss

him too.

Tariq: I miss you babe, please come back.

I'm not surviving without you by my side.

I don't want to tell him that I'm here in

Gauteng because I know he won't mind
driving this late to Mamelodi. But I miss
my man more now, I want to feel his touch.

Me : I'm back, I'm at Mamelodi, Mpumi's

home.
Tariq : Wait, you came back and didn't
think of telling me ?? Why Ndoniyamanzi??
Full name, he's angry.

Me : Ahh- I...
Tariq : Khuluma phela!

Woahh!

Me : It's because I wanted to come straight

to Mamelodi, I wouldn't miss Mpumi's
lobola. And I know you would've kept me
busy and said I would come tomorrow. I'm
sorry.

I'm explaining too much, aren't I ?

Tariq : Ngiyeza lapho.

I told you people, he hang up without

waiting for my response.

Zandy: (Giggles)Trouble in paradise?

Me : (Sighs) Say that again.
Mpumi : You should've told him nawe, you
know how dramatic these men are.
(Giggles) This one is busy saying that he
wants to see me, can you believe it. Can't
he just wait for tomorrow??
Zandy: (smiles) That's so sweet guys, I
would be happy if I had a man like that. My
boyfriend doesn't care people, and as a
psychologist, I think I should've left him.
But here I am, always chasing him like he
owes me. Maybe it was not meant to be.

She's really a psychologist, advising

herself like that. But I also think she should
just leave him.

Me : I second your decision, you'll get a

man who will feel like the world is ending
when you're not by his side babe. A man
who will cherish and value you.
Mpumi : Tell her, leave that dog. You can't
let him play you when you're beautiful like
this.
Zandy : (Sighs) I'll do that because I also
don't think I still love him anymore. I think
it's the fear of being alone that's making
me chase him up and down.
Me : You won't die njee sthandwa, you'll
get a man who will truly love you and make
you happy.
Zandy: I hope so.

“ I'm outside ” That was Tariq's text.

Me : Guys I'm coming.

Mpumi : Call me when you come back so
that I can unlock for you.
Me : Okay.

I quickly sneak out, I see this man, he's

parking 1 house away. He's standing
outside the car, he's smoking, that's first. I
can't even read his emotions right now, I
don't know if he's angry or what ??

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I take the cigarette and stamp on it when I

see her. She's already into silk pyjamas,
with a blue silk gown on top. She look so
sexy, damn. But that's not the case, the
case is I'm really pissed, how could she
come back and not tell me ?? She even
give me lame explainations. Nx!!
I open my car and get inside, I don't even
open for her, she open for herself and get
in. I switch the warm air compressor on,
it's cold and no matter how much I'm
pissed. I won't punish my wife in that way.

Luna : Hey

I just give her a stern look and look

forward. Her phone rings, she answer it
fast.

Luna : Daddy...(sighs)Yes, it's true...Yes

dad...He loves me dad and I loves him...

I guess they're talking about the lobola.

Hearing her tell her dad that she loves me
bring a smile on my face but I quickly
frown.

Luna: ...Yeah, I'm ready... He's treating me

well and I'm happy...(Giggles) Yeah, I will....
Okay bye dad... love you too.

Luna: My parents said that you can send

your family next week.
Me : Why Luna ??

She looks down, she knows what I'm

talking about. I'm fighting the urge of
slapping her right now, because I really
hate repeating myself. I clench my jaws.

Me : I fucken hate repeating myself.

I talk within my teeth.

Luna : I-I've already explained njee babe.

Me : That's bullshit, okay, if it was me.
Going on my business trips then I go
straight to Kyle's house when I come back.
Mind you, I wouldn't have told you that I'm
coming back, would you be happy??

She looks down.

Me : Exactly! DON'T EVER DO THAT SHIT

AGAIN. DID YOU HEAR ME ??

She quickly nods and jumps in fear.

Me : You don't have a mouth now ??

I say, my hand going under her silky
nightie, I've already untied the gown. I'm as
hard as a rock. I kiss her so hungrily and
she respond back hungrily, that fucken
turns me on.

Luna : (moans)Oh...Mmmh...yes baby... I

won't...Ahh!

I have already pushed Bhovungane in, and

I'm moving too fast chasing my climax.

Me : (Groans) Fuck! You're so tight baby!

I continue moving hard, I'm chasing my

happy ending. Our moans and groans feels
the car. I feel my body shaking, then I spill
my juices inside her. Then I pull out, and
wipe the both of us.

Luna : The fuck Tariq!!

She's mad, yeah, I denied her a happy

ending. Atleast she's feeling what I felt
when she came back and didn't tell me.
Me : (chuckles)Don't fucken curse me
woman, this is my dick.

Tears starts welling in her eyes, ehh,

women !!

Luna : (sniffs) How could you deny me my

happy ending Tariq, huhh?? I was so close.
I said I'm sorry, please even if it's 1 round
sthandwa sami. I'm begging you.

She's really crying for my dick, I'm even

giving myself an invisible shoulder pat
right now. But on a serious note, I really
can't stand seeing my wife cry. But today I
have to do this, so that she can know the
man between the 2 of us.

Me : I love you my one.

I say kissing her forehead and wiping her

tears with my thumbs. She do the
unexpected, she takes her lace off and
open her legs wide, exposing my paradise.
I instantly get hard as a rock. I'm sure
veins are popping.
Luna : Are you sure you don't want this?

She says seductively while playing with her

clit. I love that she's whoring for me only. I
act like I'm not interested and play games
on my phone. She get on top of me, I don't
remove her, she feels my hard dick and
start twerking on it while it's inside my
track pants.

I groan unexpectedly. Fuck punishing her,

my dick is hard. I lower my pants and
boxers then take Bhovungane out. She
bites her lips, fuck! I don't waste time,
she's dripping wet. I enter her, her pussy
walls expand hugging the huge
Bhovungane tightly.

Me : (Groans)Fuck!

One couldn't even tell that I just fucked her,

the way she's so tight. I move fast, with her
moving on the same rhythm as mine, she's
moaning like crazy.

Luna : Ohh... Yes babe!! ahh!

I'm hitting all the right corners and she's
also moving while underneath. Perfect
match. We continue fucking in the car until
it was late.

Luna: What time is it now ??

She say laying on my chest, we are just

cuddling in the car after a hot steamy
session. I check the time on my cellphone.

Me : It's 2 Am.
Luna : Oh God, I'm sure Zandy and Mpumi
are deep asleep.
Me : (chuckles) Angithi you was busy
crying for my dick.

She hide her face in my chest and giggles,

I kiss her head. I love it when she's shy.

Me : I love you.
Luna : I love you too.
Me : Who's Zandy?
Luna : Mpumi's cousin.
Me : Okay.
Luna : Let me call Mpumi.
She dials, Mpumi answers on the second
ring. She put it on a loud speaker.

Mpumi : Were you guys fucking there??

Luna laughs and I chuckle.

Me: Wanted to check if you're still awake,

I'm coming. Unlock there.
Mpumi : Okay babe. Tell Tariq to stop
abusing you.

We laugh.

Me : She was the one who was...

Luna drops the call before I could even

finish talking.

Luna : (Giggles)Yazi uya bhora.

Me : Sorry muntu wami.

I drive straight to Mpumi's home gate.

Luna : Bye babe.

I french kiss her, our tongues twirls moving
in a perfect match. We pull out catching
our breath.

She get out of the car, I wait until she's

inside the house then drives off.

Insert 015
Mpumelelo Zikalala

Finally, everything went well. I'm officially

Samkelo Kyle Gasela's fiance and I couldn't
be more happier. I'm now chilling at my
home with my friends and my fiance.
There are many people inside the yard and
the loud music is banging.

Kyle : I love you.

Me : (smile) I love you too.

I'm sitting next to him, and I even miss my

house really. He kiss my hands.
Mike: We're still here you know.
Thapelo: Leave the newly weds alone.

We laugh. Thapelo and Zandy have been

flirting ever since they saw each other. I
really have talk to Thapelo, I won't have
him playing my cousin. Even Cassa is here,
I finally accepted her more especially after
hearing her story.

Tariq: Look at you acting so sweet, whom

are you trying to charm bafo ?

He says, looking at Thapelo and siding

Zandy. I'm glad I wasn't the only one who
noticed.

Erin : I would also love to know.

Laughter.

Nobu : Probably it's Zandy.

Trust this one to be blunt about everything.

Zandy blushes.
Thapelo: I'm not trying to charm anyone
please.
Zandy: Why would he charm me ngoku ?

She's a bit tipsy.

Mandi : Because he just met you, don't fall

for him Ziyanda. Uyi player lo bhuti wami.

Laughter. But I can see that Thapelo is

pissed. The Khoza divas doesn't take a
chill pill trust me.

Thapelo: I'm not a player, I've just not met

the one like Kyle, Tariq and Mike.
Luna : (chuckles) That's new coming from
you.
Cassa : (Giggles) Say that again girl.
Ndabe: But he's not that bad, who knows??
Maybe Zandy is his one.
Thapelo: Say that again bafo, who knows.
Buhle: So Nobunhle was right when she
said you're charming Zandy?
Kwenzo: You guys are busy talking
kak(shit). Honey let's go home, I need you
to myself now ?
These two are really inlove, I don't think
there's something that can easily break
them apart. Kwenzo is even drunk.

Tariq: Voetsek msunu, can't you just

respect me broh.

Laughter. This one is also drunk.

Mandi : Don't act like you don't fuck Luna

njee.

Wow, someone is defending her husband.

Luna : So you're teaming up against my

man.

Laughter.

Kyle: I also need my wife to myself, it's

been a while. I need to bury myself and
make love to her all night. Angithi mina ngi
bhadalile i kolodo zami madoda. Ngi
khuluma ngami apha.
He kiss my cheek. The gents cheer, I also
laugh. These guys are crazy, they're busy
discussing our sexual lives in my father's
yard.

Zandy: You're so lucky mzala.

She whisper in my ear, and we laugh.

Nobu : Andisa, can you please just stop

squeezing Luna's butts in front of us njee.

Indeed Luna is sitting on Tariq's lap, and

he's busy squeezing her butt like crazy.
Knowing my friend, she's horny right now,
plus she's drinking wine.

Tariq : (smirk) Voetsek, this is my stuff.

He says kissing Luna on her shoulder.

Luna : Tell her baby.

She stuck her tongue out to Nobu. We

laugh. It really have been a great day. My
aunty come towards us sipping on wine.
Aunty : Who is mkhwenyana lapha ?
Me : (Giggles) The one next to me aunty.

I say pointing to Kyle.

Aunty : Saze sa busiseka ngo

mkhwenyana omuhle enamali, manje I'm
drinking expensive wines because of him.
Sticking to him Lelo, phela I'm living this
life that was made for me because of you.

Laughter, my aunty is so crazy.

Aunty: I'm telling you truth, this is the life

that was made for me. Look now, I'm in the
same yard nama celebrity akwa Khoza,
abo Gasela, Mokeona nabo Khuzwayo
because of you. Maybe I'll be on TV soon.
Erin : Uzo khombisa ku TV auntiza.
Aunty : (smiles) Ngempela?

Heh, this woman!

Erin : Ngempela auntiza.

Mxm, Erin is playing my aunty. Zandy is
trying very hard to not laugh.

Aunty: Abafazi labo ku stokvel bazo ba no

mona.(Sips on her wine)Lelo my girl, uze
kimi ngizo ku fundisa wonke ama style
ngeke aku shiye umkhwenyana.

Oh Gosh!! She says and walk away. How I

wish we could choose family, the gents are
cheering, my man is laughing so bad. Even
these girls are not helping.

Zandy: (Giggles) Hamba Aunty!!

Me : (Giggles) She's extremely crazy!

Laughter.

Kwenzo: Weh Vusimuzi, why did you lie to

aunty ?

Laughter. Vusimuzi is Erin's first name.

Erin : (laughs) I wanted to make her happy

haybo.
Ndabe : She's such a vibe.
Buhle: (Giggles) Say that again, I'm so
tired. I think we should get going Sibanda.

She's pregnant and beautiful. She's the

most beautiful one in the Khozas. It's not a
struggle to differentiate her from
Nobunhle, because Nobu is into colourful
weaves and have the most expensive taste
like Andisa and their father. Plus Nobu is a
bit slim than Buhle.

Ndabe: Okay Mrs Sibanda. Lovely people,

I'll see you. Madam is tired now.
Mandi : We should also get going, I miss
my baby.

Trust Mandi to always remember about

her daughter, no matter how heavily drunk
she is. That's what I respect about her. The
Sibandas hug us and leave.

Zandy: You're so drunk for your baby to

see you.
Mandi : I'll drink cold water weh muntu.
She indeed takes cold water and starts
drinking it.

Tariq : Next week I'm paying lobola.

The gents cheers.

Nobu : Finally, she'll become one of us

now.

This one is less talkative when she's

drunk. I wonder how she'll get home, but
then, she's a Khoza daughter. And where
there's a Khoza daughter, there are guards.

Kyle: (whisper)We're going back home, go

and fetch your stuff inside. I can't spend
another night without you, besides, you're
practically a Gasela now.

He says and squeeze my butt, atleast

nobody saw anything. It's 6pm and already
dark now.

Me : Okay.(I turn to Zandy)Couz, I'm going

back to my house today. Mind coming with
us ?
Zandy: I'll go to my apartment, I'll request
an Uber.
Thapelo: I'll take you home unga
khathazeki.

I don't know if I should clear my throat or

what. I stand up and go inside the house.
There are still people in this yard, free food
and alcohol. I find my parents in the
lounge with my brothers, Langalamilihle
and Mihlali. I sit on the couch next to that
aunty of mine.

Me : Family, I am going back to my house

now.
Dad : Ngoba?

Trust my dad to make things hard, my man

just paid lobola here. I don't even know
how much he was charged.

Me : (clears throat) I miss my house.

I really do shame. My dad looks sad, I'm

the only daughter and the last born so I'm
not surprised. My mom is proud of me.

Me : I will come and visit dad, don't worry. I

won't be a stranger, this is still my home.
Dad : (smiles) I will miss you my angel, you
have grown and I am proud of you.

I have always been his angel, we stand up

and hug each other as a family, a group
hug.

Langa : We love you baby girl.

Mihla : Kakhulu futhi, call us when he
starts mistreating you.
Me : (Giggles) Will do and I love you all too.
Mom : Now you're allowed to have a baby
sthandwa sami.(Giggles)

My mom never wanted me to have a baby

before marriage.

Me : (Giggles) I love you mom.

I hug her and dad one more time.

Mihla : Let's go and help you pack.
Langa : Yeah let's go our angel.

We giggle and go to my room, my brothers

have always been the best in my life. They
are my bestfriends, Mihlali is 29 while
Langalamilihle is 33.

Insert 016
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Well, it's my lobola day, 30 May. We've

been going up and down all this morning.
My man have been calling me since I woke
up sometimes I had to ignore him. He's so
nervous and so am I. We're at my father's
house by the way.

Can you believe that my father, a whole

colored man, made the Khozas stand
outside the gate for 3 hours. I think uncle
Muzi motivated him to do that Nx!! I'm in
my room with Zandy, Cassa and
Thandeka. I don't get why we're not being
called, we've been in this room for almost
2 hours.

Mama, grandma, gogo Nontombi and

aunty Thandiwe have already had the talk
with me. Somethings, I'll not do shemm,
never!! By the way, I'm wearing a blue long
accordion skirt, it's near my skin but it's
not tight. A white long sleeves, white Nike
Air Force, a blue head wrap and a navy
itshali on my shoulders.

No makeup nor jewellery for today, I even

have short nude coffin nails today. I don't
want to leave a bad impression to my in
laws, even those from the villages are
here.

Ndeka : Can you please just relax babe?

Siya : Tell her twinnie.

I don't even know what this one wants in

here, he's even a bit tipsy.

Me : They've been in there for a while.

What if...
Zandy: Can you please stop with your what
ifs and just stay positive.

My phone beeps, “You look so beautiful,

like a perfect makoti. How I wish you
would dress like that everyday” it's my
man. I can't help but blush, but wait, is this
sneaky man here ?

Cassa : Look at that smile.

We laugh.

Me : Siya, is my man here ?

Siya: (Giggles) Yeboo, he said I shouldn't
tell you though. He bribed me with a red
expensive wine.

I can't help but laugh. Tariq is so stupid, he

tells Siya to not tell me that he's here while
he sends a text that shows that he's here.
Plus he knows that Siya is a natural
journalist. The irony!!

“How do you know how I've dressed? ” I

send the text back. “I asked uncle Spha to
tell me, so I know that it probably suits you
” He replies. This man of mine really think
that he's smart aii.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

It's our day, I really can't wait. I'm with my

gents inside the Mercedes Benz V-class.
I've already seen her looking beautiful as
always, she was going up and down in her
father's yard.

Kyle : Don't worry Rellik, it'll go well.

Mike: It have to, or else we will shoot
whatever that'll try to step in the way.

Laughter. Uncle Spha knocks in the car.

Uncle : They want to know if you found her

as a virgin or not?
Me : (smile)I tapped that first Bhovungane.
I opened that paradise.

I say it with confidence, uncle walks away

with a smile while the gents cheer.
Erin : You don't say Tariq marn, you're one
lucky man.
Me : I'm blessed bafo.
Thapelo: Indeed you are, so you're just like
Kyle ?
Kyle : (Laughs) Stop please.

Uncle Spha comes back again.

Uncle: (sighs)They want 20 cows saying

that each costs R10 000. Plus R20 000
since you TAPPED it first before marrying
her. Which means that they want R220
000.
Me : Give them whatever they want
Bhovungane, no amount of money can buy
my wife. Even if it's a billion rand, I'll give it
to them within a blink of eye.

We laugh, I really mean this. My wife is

million times precious than gold. She's a
rare diamond.

Uncle: Speaking of which, which one is her

?
Me : (smiles) The most beautiful one.
Don't worry, you'll know her.

He laughs and walk away.

Erin : You really love this girl Tariq ?

Me : I do bafo, more than the way she
loves herself.
Thapelo: Don't tell me that you're obsessed
like Kyle and Mike.

Laughter.

Mike : Stop, this isn't about us Trigger.

We continue chatting while waiting for

them to finish. The girls couldn't come
since Durban is at another province. We
arrived yesterday and booked in a hotel
because Inquthu is very far from Umlazi.

* * * *

It's now around 7pm, everything went well.

We were welcomed in the yard to eat food
so we ended up chilling here the whole
day. Now I'm tired as kak and
unfortunately my wife will have to follow
me on Monday, I think it's something like
culture.

I'm about to leave to the hotel when Luna

approaches me with her little sister and a
drunk Siya.

Luna : Babe, my father is calling you.

She wraps her arms around me.

Siya : We're still here you know.

My gents laughs at this dramatic gay

uncle.

Me : Fozas, wait for me in the car.

Mike: Okay Foza.

They walk to the car and I follow Siya and

my wife inside the house while picking
Amber up. This baby is so amazing and
she really got me around her little finger. I
ended up promising a 10 years old a PC,
she was so happy.

We get in the lounge, atleast he's with

Luna's mom. Luna's mom is beautiful, she
reminds of my mom who was angry
because she wasn't allowed to come here.
It's the Zulu culture, only men negotiates. I
sit on the couch, Luna and Siya dismiss us.
Amber follows them.

Mr Clay : Khoza
Me : (clears throat) Mr Clay, I heard that
you're calling me.
Mr Clay : I did, you've paid a lot of money
for my daughter.
Me : No amount of money can buy her. I
love her.

He's amused but instantly switches on to

serious face.

Mr Clay: Remember that you don't own my

daughter.
Me : Yes Sir.
Mr Clay : She should not shed even a
single tear unless if it's tears of joy.
Me : I'm hearing you Mr Clay and I agree.
Mr Clay : Her body doesn't even have a
single scar, hurt her and you'll meet the
side of me that you don't wish to cross
paths with.

I keep quiet.

Mr Clay : Don't mistreat my daughter and

expect her to stay.(Inhales) I hate to admit
this, I trust you with my daughter so don't
break it.
Me : (smiles) Thank you for trusting me. I
will forever love her and worship the
ground that she walks on.
Mr Clay : I'm glad to hear that.

We stand up and shake hands, Luna's

mom gives me a hug and whisper “ Take
care of my angel ”. I love that this woman
just kept quiet when Mr Clay was talking to
me, she's respectful and reserved.

Mrs Clay: Baby, come and walk your man

out.
She comes immediately, I think she miss
me and I really miss her too. She walks me
out then we stand out of the yard a bit near
the car that my gents and I are using.

Me : I miss eating you.

Luna : (blush and giggle) You'll eat me on
Monday.
Me : Ngiyak thanda Ndoniyamanzi.
Luna : Nami ngiyak thanda Andisa.

I hug her and rest my head on her neck.

Me : I promise to love you until the last

breath of my life. I promise to never hurt
you intentionally. I promise to worship the
ground that you walk on and cherish you. I
promise to be crazy with you. I love you
like I will never love again.

I know she's melting.

Luna : (sniffs) I love you too myeni wami.

I make her face me and wipe her tears

using my thumbs. I press my lips on hers, I
kiss her so slowly and passionately. You
know those french kisses, I grab her ass.
Just as we're deep in the kiss...

Siya : Yoh, sbali you should get a room.

(Giggles) You look like a hungry lion.

We're forced to break our kiss because of

this lunatic. The gents hoot.

Me : (chuckles) I'll see you some other

time sbali. Babe, I have to go.
Luna : I'll miss you.

She's about to breakdown, sometimes she

becomes a cry baby when she miss me. I
hate seeing her like this. She wraps her
arms around my waist.

Siya : (Laughs) Someone is being clingy.

Siya and I laugh. I kiss her forehead, the

hooter again, these fools are so annoying.
My wife is about to breakdown and they're
busy hooting.
Me : I really have to go sthandwa sami, I
love you.

I see tears forming in her eyes.

Me : Babe don't be like that please,

Monday isn't that far. Please sthandwa
sami or you want me to cause an accident
while worrying about you.

She shook her head No, I wipe her tears

using my thumbs and kiss her eyes and
perk her lips.

“ Heh baba thina sikhathele ” Thapelo

shouts from the car. I sigh.

Me : I love you.
Luna : (sniffs) Love you.

I then let her go, she break down, Siya hold

her. I can't believe that she's crying
because she miss me. I walk to the car
and try not to look back. I get in the car
and these idiots look at me. Siya walks
with her back to the house. My gents and I
drive off.

Kyle : Is she okay?

Me : (Sighs) No bafo, she's emotional, she
broke down when I came to the car.
Mike : She miss you Foza, Cassa does that
shit too.

I just sighs.

Erin : Don't worry lover boy, she'll be okay.

He says in a sarcastic tone. We arrive at

the hotel and I walk straight to my room,
shower then go to bed.

Insert 017
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been 7 months since my lobola

negotiations. We're now on January of the
new year, life have been great. Tariq have
been acting strange though, he's too
snappy these days and no longer have
time for me. Tonight he is leaving for
Germany with Erin and Kyle, it's business
related.

Nhlaka is doing his first year at Wits, he's

studying LLB and we're really close. Buhle
gave birth at the 20th of November to a
healthy baby boy, Thembalami.
Ndabenkhulu was so happy, both of them
infact. I just woke up now, and just like
everyday he's already gone to work. At the
age of 22, I have a grumpy husband.

I wake up and make my bed, then take a

shower and brush my teeth. I dry myself
and lotion my body in the closet. I think the
last time I had sex, was a week before last
on Friday. Nowadays I just masturbate,
because I have became that wife who's
forcing things in such a short period.

I dress into an olive green bodycon dress.

Great, it hugs my body and reveal all the
right assets. I wear a black blazer and
black Highness Louboutin 6-inch heels.
Makeup with black matte lipstick, Era
jewellery and my 28-inch curly weave.
Car?? black Range Rover.

I take my Gucci handbag and drive to

work. Arriving there, I find Lisa on a phone
call. She immediately drop it when she see
me.

Lisa : Boss lady

Me : Any messages?

Yeah, I'm not in a good mood today. I'm

sexually frustrated, I have a cold husband.
Universe isn't loving me. She write my
messages on a paper and give them to
me. 3 meetings?? Great just great. I walk
to my office and starts working.

I then go to my so called husband's office,

I'm not even sure if he's here or not. I
knock and hear a deep come in. There he
is wearing a navy tuxedo with his clean
waves, he's so fire.
Me : Hey babe.

I go and hug him from behind, he's

standing while facing outside. Yeah,the
building is glass. But people whom are
outside sees nothing that's happening
inside. He looks like someone who's in
deep thoughts, the Joburg view ain't that
bad though.

Tariq : My heart.

When was the last time I heard him call

me that ?? He turn and wrap his arms
around my waist and kiss my forehead.

Me : You okay?

He flashes a fake smile. Atleast today he's

trying even though he's just pretending. It
hurts xemm.

Tariq: I'm good, I'm going to Germany

tonight.
Me : I know, I've already parked all the
things that you'll need. You told me last
month.
Tariq: Wow, you remembered??
Me : Yes, you're my husband.
Tariq : I love you Luna.(sighs) I know I'm
sometimes too much and I can be a shit
but never doubt my love for you.

I'm glad you know that you're a shit bro', I

say in my head.

Tariq : I don't deserve you Ndoniyamanzi, I

don't but I do need you in my life. I'm really
incomplete without you, please stick with
me through everything.

And then ??

Me : I love you too.

He's a jerk, but yes, I do love him more

than anything in this world.

He holds me tight and we kiss

passionately, I feel myself getting wet. He
lift my dress up and finger fuck me, I
needed Hlase himself but I guess it's
better than nothing. I'm moaning like crazy
because of what his finger is doing to
me...

I fix myself and he perk my lips.

Me : I'm going to a meeting, aren't you

coming?
Tariq: No, Masande will be there. I'm
meeting up with my father and the gents in
30 minutes about the Germany business
deal.
Me : Okay.

That Masande bitch have been acting

bitchy towards me. I know I don't like her
but she should know her place. I walk to
my office.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

The story of my life?? I'm a jerk, ungrateful

bastard,a pussy, an idiot. The first 6
months of our life after her dowry was
perfect and we were happy. Then this
other day on December Masande, my PA
seduced me. Wanna know what I did ?? I
fucked her knowing very well that I'm a
married man.

On the 31st of December, I fucked my ex

fuck buddy, Kedi. I'm just a stupid greedy
bastard. This month, I don't know how
many times I've been fucking that PA of
mine. Even today this morning here in this
office. I don't know what I was thinking,
that's why I couldn't make love to Luna
during that time, I couldn't disrespect her
in that way.

Luna is so adventurous and very sexy, she

is surely good than these bitches but I
failed to appreciate her. I've broken the
loyalty and her heart before she had even
found out. I have to kill those bitches
before they rat me out. You get that right,
I'm Rellik, Killer. I destroy whatever tries to
stand in my way.

I cannot lose my wife because of those

bitches, Never!! She's a gem, I love her, I've
been giving her a cold shoulder but she
still cooks for me and pack clothes for me.
I was disturbed on my thoughts by a
person who opened my door without
knocking.

I look up and see this bitch, Masande!

Me : My own wife whom I paid dowry for

knock but you just get in here without
knocking?

I say with a cold tone, I'm on a Rellik mode.

She swallow but put on a whore face and
look at me seductively.

Masande : (smiles seductively)How about

we have our moment before you leave Tee
?

She comes and sits on top of the table and

open her legs wide exposing her pussy.

Me : You're such a bitch! And hey, only my

wife calls me that.
Masande: I know daddy, please help your
baby.

The urge to fuck her is there but I want to

make things right with my wife.

Me : GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BITCH,

WHATEVER WE WERE UP TO IS ALL OVER
DO YOU HEAR ME ?? DO YOU REALLY
THINK THAT I WOULD SETTLE FOR A
CHEAP SLUT LIKE YOU!!

She quickly close her legs with tears

threatening to come out. She laughs
sarcastically.

Masande: (shouts) You're really crazy if

you think you gonna use me and leave me.
I'm gonna tell your wife about this, and I
know that bitch of yours gonna see how
much of a man whore you are and leave
you.

I slap her very hard that she fall on the

floor.
Me : SWEARING ME, I CAN UNDERSTAND
AND TAKE IT. BUT YOU DON'T SWEAR MY
WIFE AND DISRESPECT HER LIKE THAT
YOU WHORE NX!! NOW, YOU'LL GET OUT
OF MY OFFICE AND LEAVE THIS BUILDING
AS IN YESTERDAY. YOU'RE GOING TO
SEND A RESIGNATION LETTER IN
IMMEDIATE EFFECT ARE YOU HEARING
ME ??

I'm really pissed.

Masande: (cries) I won't do such a thing,

I'm gonna expose you and tarnish your
stupid name.

I strangle her and make her look at me

straight in my eyes.

Me : Your mother is Nomusa Vilakazi she

live with your son, Junior Vilakazi. Trust
me, you don't want to lose them or do
you?? Just by one phone call, your mother
can die by bumping her head on a wall and
your son can die by drowning himself in
the bath tub. Now, we don't want to get
there or do we ??

She's really terrified, good! It looks like I

won't have to kill her. She shook her head
timelessly while coughing hysterically.

Me : Good. Now, get out of my company.

She quickly gets out of my office while

running. I sigh, I don't really have a
problem with Kedi she've always been my
fuck buddy. I gulp a glass of whiskey then
fix myself, lock my office then drive to the
warehouse.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just arrived home and I am very hungry,

weird because I'm not a foodie. I mean I've
just eaten not so long. Tee is not back
home, I didn't see Mpumi today, I wasn't
really in the mood for people by the way. I
sit on the couch and take off my heels, I
play Barbie World by Nicki Minaj on my
phone.
I go to the kitchen with my phone and put
it on the counter. I make a thick sandwich
for myself, I'm craving for mayonnaise,
weird. I spread it on my bread, pour orange
juice and eat. I rinse my plate and glass
then start cooking.

I got startled by Tariq when he hug me

from behind while I'm busy stirring the pot
of gravy. I'm making roasted lamb with
gravy and pap. Just a simple meal.

Tariq : I love this view.

I roll my eyes, he spank my ass and kiss

my shoulder. I don't have shoes on, I'm
barefooted.

Tariq : I love you.

Me : (Giggles) I love you too babe.
Tariq : I don't like this dress.

I roll my eyes. He's back, my controlling

freak is back. He tickles me before I can
even respond. Looks like he's in a good
mood today, I'm laughing like a kid.
Me : (laughs) I'm sorry daddy.

He laughs and stop, he steal a kiss on my

lips and leave me blushing. My meal is
almost there.

Tariq: I love you, I'm going to take a

shower.
Me : Okay babe.

He walks away after kissing me, leaving

me busy with my pots.

“ Hello everybody, Vusimuzi is in the

building! ” This one is so loud.

He's with Kyle, oh, I had forgotten that

they're going to Germany.

Me : Hey people, you don't get inside

someone's house without knocking.

They laugh and hug me.

Erin : Did someone burn your shoes

madam??
Laughter, I punch him playfully.

Kyle : I wanted to ask the same thing foza.

Where's your dork ??
Me : (Giggles)My man is not a dork.

“ Yeah, tell him my heart ” My man says

walking downstairs with his small luggage.
That was a shower breaking record.

Erin : I'm not leaving without eating Luna's

food. Aii ngeke!!

He even raises his hands, laughter. He sets

the table and help me take the bowls to
the table. I dish up for them and myself
then we sit down and start by praying.

Me : Dear Heavenly father, we thank you

for the food that we have got today. Bless
the hands that have prepared this food
and the person that have bought this food,
In Jesus'mighty name. Amen and amen.

They all say amen, then we dig in.

Kyle : This is delicious Mrs Khoza.

I laugh.

Me : Thank you.
Tariq : I'm blessed aren't I ?
Erin : Yet you don't see it.

Okay, what's going on here?? I know there's

more to that statement.

Kyle : You should give my caramel this

recipe.

I see he's changing the topic. I'll leave this

for now.

Me : (Giggles) You mean our caramel, how

is she by the way?
Kyle : (smiles)I think she's pregnant.
Me : That's what I also thought, her eating
habits and mood swings are on another
level.
Tariq : I'll no longer come to your house
broh, up until your wife gives birth.
Erin : Nami, pregnant women are very
crazy.

Laughter.

Me : Don't diss my bestfriend please.

We finish eating, Erin offers to clear the

table and I wash the dishes.

Tariq: We're going babe.

Me : Okay my love.
Tariq : I love you.
Me : I love you too.
Tariq : You'll call me when you need
something right??
Me : (smiles) Of course.
Kyle : Please don't cry like that day on your
lobola please.

He shouts from the lounge, I'll never hear

the end of it. Tariq immediately french kiss
me just as I was about to respond to Kyle.
He break the kiss and kiss my forehead.

Tariq : We're coming back on Friday.

Today is Tuesday, I'll be counting. He hug
me one more time and gives me a kiss.
Then we go to the lounge and I hug these
two then they leave.

Insert 018
Andisa Tariq Khoza

I was really angry at Erin last night, he's too

forward. How could he make such a
comment knowing very well that Luna is
smart. Yeah, I told them about my
cheating shenanigans. Kyle punched me,
Mike isn't talking to me, Erin and Thapelo
were pissed but later came around. I'm not
surprised though, they have a soft spot for
my wife.

She have that effect that draw you to love

her more, so, I'm not surprised. I take a
quick shower, dry myself and lotion after
making my bed. I put on my black Saint
Laurent 3-piece tuxedo leaving the first
two buttons of my white shirt unbuttoned.
I put on my black Laurent formal shoes.
I'm sure my wife would be melting right
now.

I take my laptop bag and my cellphone

then go to meet with my gents downstairs.
Yeah, we have a house here in Germany.
They're also wearing formal and I know
how Erin hate it.

Me : Fozas

We do our gang handshake.

Kyle : Some bitch maid have prepared

breakfast for us.

We go to the dining table and starts

digging in, it's really delicious and have an
appetizing aroma but my wife's food is on
top.

Me : (chuckles)Why are you calling her that

bafo?
Erin : Just because I chowed her last night.
He even give himself a pat on the shoulder,
I look at him flabbergasted.

Erin : Yeah, I don't waste time, I've been

told.

Laughter.

Kyle: What time is the fucken meeting with

Nasiir ?
Erin : At 9, and I fucken hate that pussy. I'm
gonna take out my formal frustrations on
him nasi!

We laugh. I told you that he hate formal

clothes. My phone beeps. “ If you think
you've won then you gotta think again, I'm
not scared of you Tariq. I'm having lunch
with your wife and I'm gonna tell her about
us. Enjoy your business trip. - Masande
Vilakazi ”

Me : (screams) GOD NO NO NOOOOO!!

They look at me like I am crazy and I give

them my phone. What do I do now?? SA is
12 hours away!!

Erin : Shit!! Didn't I fucken tell you to kill her

Rellik huh ??
Kyle : Can you just stop with your “I told
you so Scar”, Luna must not find out about
this kak. We need a solution.

Thank you Kyle, I have no energy for Erin!!

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I'm driving to work, Tariq's PA asked to see

me on lunch. Haven't she said that it's
serious I wouldn't be meeting up with her, I
hate that bitch. I'm wearing a red maxi
knife-pleated dress, it's so long. I settled
for black ankle strap Gucci heels, my 40-
inch Brazilian and Era jewellery as always.

I'm on a make-up and red lipstick of

course. Handbag?? Louis Vuitton inside a
black Range Rover. Tatiana Manaois-
Home is playing on the background. I
arrive at work and take my messages after
greeting Lisa then go to my office. No
meetings today, good.

Hubby calls me and I answer on the first

ring.

Me : (Giggles)Already missing me ?
Tariq : A lot.

He sounds sad.

Me : Is everything okay?? Are you okay??

I'm worried right now.

Tariq: My heart
Me : Babe
Tariq : No matter what happens know that
I didn't mean to hurt you okay ?? I'll never
love anyone more than I love you
sthandwa sami. You're my heart in human
form and I'll forever love you.
Me : Babe are you okay?

I'm panicking right now.

Tariq : I don't deserve you Ndoniyamanzi, I
don't deserve you. I'm a fucked up
unappreciative person.

He sounds like someone who's crying right

now.

“ Rellik stop it, you're scaring her ” I hear

Erin's voice talk in the background.

Tariq : I love you Ndoniyamanzi and I'll do

anything to fight for us and make us work.

He then ends the call, is he okay?? I'm

really worried but at the same time I have
to work on these books... Lunchtime, I
drive straight to Cuisine restaurant. That's
where I'm meeting that bitch. I arrive and
spot her sitting alone, she's drained. I walk
to her table and sit down.

Me : Why wasn't you at work ?

Masande: Hello to you too MRS KHOZA.

The liver ?? The audacity?? I look at her

and shook my head.
Masande: I suggest that you order food
and we start by eating because you won't
be able to eat after this MADAM.
Me : I got no time for this.

I say as I stand up.

Masande: Hlala phantsi MaKhoza.

I oblige, I'm really pissed right now. The

only thing that's making me sit down is
because I am curious.

Masande: Your man fired me.

Me : Good riddance to bad rubbish!

I click my tongue, she laughs sarcastically.

Masande : Let me lift you off your high

horses ke sisi, I've been sleeping with your
man for a month. He've been pounding me
like crazy.

The devil is trying me. My man won't do

that to me.
Me : You're sick my girl, go and see a
doctor. My man will never do that to me.

Deep down in my heart I feel like she's

telling me the truth. I'm just in denial.

Masande: (Laughs) Are you that dumb ??

Why do you think he fired me huhh ?? Just
yesterday at morning he was pounding me
and making me scream like crazy in his
office. We broke the ties yesterday, he
promised to kill my mom and my son if I
tell you. So, I refuse to let him use me. So
the better thing was to expose him to you.

My world just went numb, I'm trying very

hard to not believe this.

Masande : I've sent a video on your phone,

(devilish smile) Trust me, you'll love it.

She stands up leaving me still trying to

process this.

Masande : Bye bye MAKHOZA.

She giggles and walk out, another part of
me is telling me to not open this video. But
my curiosity is killing me, I choose to not
open it and walk to my car then drive
straight to my house, I'm not going back to
work, not after my energy have been
drained. I'm in denial, my man won't do
that to me.

Arriving at home I open my phone and go

straight to WhatsApp then click play on the
video. Oh No, I wish I didn't. There's my so
called husband who promised me heaven
and earth pounding that bitch like crazy. I
throw my phone on the couch and cry my
lungs out.

He betrayed me, Tariq betrayed me. I hate

him, I don't want to see him anymore, I'm
done with his disloyal ass. I'm curling
myself like a ball on the couch crying as if
I've lost a child or a parent. God, I did not
sign up for this. Am I not enough for him
to degrade me that much!!
Then it clicked!! That time when he was
being cold, that time when he always
came home late and didn't want to make
love to me?? When Erin said he don't see
that he's blessed, I should've known. When
that whore was acting bitchy towards me,
this morning he called me declaring his
love for me and crying. I hate him!!

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm at airport waiting for my flight now. I'm

a mess, I didn't even change my tuxedo,
I'm going back to SA to fix things with my
wife. I don't know how though. She's not
answering my calls nor responding to my
messages. Let me call that bitch. She
answer on the first ring.

Me : YOU GOTTA RUN AS FAR AS YOU

CAN BITCH!!

I end the call. I'm going to give her a slow

painful death nx!! I'll start with her mother
and son, I'll kill them with her watching.
Erin : Rellik you have to relax, you caused
this for yourself broh. So dance to the
tune.

I am fighting the urge of punching him.

Kyle : I've tried her with my phone, she's

not answering.

My phone beeps “ I gave you my heart, my

all, and showed you all my vulnerabilities
Andisa Khoza. You played me, you've
broken my heart into multi million pieces. I
gave you my love, you threw it right back
unto my stupid face. Was I stupid for
loving you Tariq ?? You degraded me and
fucked your whore. You should've told me
to leave instead of cheating on me, instead
of hurting me where it hurts most. I hate
you Andisa and I wants nothing to do with
you. No wonder why that girl was acting
bitchy towards me. You even released a
sex tape, how could you man!! You're such
a whore. You betrayed me, you used me.
You lied and said that you loved me, you
should've said that I am not enough. It
would've hurt but I would've accepted it
and left. - Luna ” By the time I'm done
reading this, my heart is very heavy. I hurt
her, I hurt my heart.

Erin : Bafo, your flight is ready.

Kyle : Go and fix things with your heart
Rellik.
Me : Please call my guys to catch that girl
and send her to the warehouse, they must
put her in the basement.

I then go inside the plane then it departs.

Yeah, we didn't use the private jet.

Insert 019
Andisa Tariq Khoza

It's 12am, midnight, I just arrived here in

SA and decided to book in a hotel. I called
MaNdlovu early and asked her to check on
Luna, she told me she's fine and looks
tired. She said she was sleeping on the
couch though.

I go straight to bed after taking off my

clothes. I receive a call from one of my
men.

Me : Got her ??
Mriza : Yes boss, we destroyed her
gadgets as Mr Khuzwayo instructed.
Me : Good.

I end the call, her gadgets had that video

which she sent to Luna. I doze off. I wake
up at 6am, even though I didn't sleep a
wink. I receive a call from my
grandmother.

Me : Sthandwa sami.

I call my grandmother that.

Gogo : Whatever will happen please don't

freak out, stay strong for the both of you.
I'm really confused, this one speak in
riddles.

Me : (sighs)I hurt her gogo. She's leaving

me.
Gogo : I don't blame her...

Ehh, this woman.

Gogo : You allow your dick to think for you

angithi. She loves you though, she won't
leave you, she's a strong woman. I have to
go.
Me : Bye sthandwa sami.

Well my grandmother is a seer. I quickly

take a shower then wear my brown
Gabbana tracksuits and white Gabbana
sneakers. I call my men to come and fetch
me.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just woke up, still in agony. The

excruciation in my heart is still fixed. The
most person whom I love more than
anything broke me, he made me a fool. My
body is itchy because of sleeping on a
couch, I don't even know how I managed to
sleep.

How I wish I would've remained asleep, I

wouldn't be feeling this pain. I wouldn't be
feeling like shit. I'm sad, I'm hurt, I feel like
the world is on my shoulders. What was I
thinking nami ?? Getting in marriage at the
age of 22. I slept on my dress, my weave is
even messed up.

I catch an elevator to my bedroom, I got no

energy for the stairs. I go straight to the
en-suit bathroom and take a shower while
crying. What have I done to deserve this,
good Lord ?? I finish bathing and wipe my
body then lotion.

I wear black Adidas trackpants with white

Air force sneakers. I look myself on the
mirror, my eyes are puffy. I have short hair,
I'm not putting on any weave. I hear the
door opening, I turn and look at him. He
look so drained. I wonder what time he
arrived, did he even sleep or eat ??

No Luna, stop right there. Stop

sympathizing this whore of a man. He
looks at me apologetically, I'm trying very
hard to not cry in front of him. I don't want
him to see me vulnerable.

Tariq : I'm sorry.

Me : Why ??
Tariq : I'm really sorry my heart.
Me : You said you'll never hurt me
intentionally??

He looks down clenching his jaws.

Me : I guess fucking your bitch for the

whole month is hurting me unintentionally
right?? Is this the loyalty that you was
talking about?? Is this the love that you
was talking about??

I'm a crying mess right now, something

that I did not want to do. He tries to hold
me.
Me : (snap)Don't touch me you man whore!

He clench his jaws again. I get out of the

room, then catch a lift to the garage. I get
inside the Porsche, and drive off. I don't
even know where I am going. I left my
phone, good. I find myself driving to the
direction of my apartment. Now I miss my
peaceful boring life.

Nobody would've broken my heart. I pass

my apartment and drive towards the
direction of KZN. My emotions are all over
the place, I park my car at the side of the
road and starts crying again. I burst into a
loud sob, I cry until I cannot cry anymore. I
cry because my husband hurt me. I cry
because I'm a fool my heart still beats for
him, I still love him. I cry because I want to
be in the arms of a man who hurts me. A
man who doesn't respect me nor see my
worth.

I calm down and I'm only left with hiccups.

I can't drive back home in KZN, I can't have
people know problems of my marriage no
matter how deep it can be. Not even my
own parents. I turn and drive to the nearest
garage, I get off the car after trying to fix
my face and walk inside a store there.

I'm hungry and feeling cramps, they're not

that bad though. I buy Tennis biscuits with
Fanta orange and a grandpa. I don't know
when was the last time I had this, people
are looking at me. Atleast it's peaceful this
side, so I'm not expecting any article about
my puff eyes tomorrow. The place is in the
outskirts of the city.

I get in my car and eat, the story of my life.

I'm still parking at the garage, and just
looking at people busy with their lives. I'm
disturbed by a knock on my car, I open the
window and stare at this handsome dark
skinned man but he's nothing to Tariq. Why
am I comparing though?? He look like
those rich types.
Me : Can I help you?
Man : I'm just worried and willing to break
the jaws of a man who hurt this beautiful
lady.

I've had it with men, here's another one

trying to charm me.

Me : Who said I have a broken heart ?

He smile, that smile. He reminds me of

that dork.

Man : Your puffy eyes and black tracksuits

in this hit says it all.

I sigh.

Man : Wanna talk about it ??

Me : No.
Man : Can I atleast be your company then
?? I don't want you to sink in depression.
Me : We don't even know each other.
Man : (shrugs) So

I look at him like he's crazy.

Man : I'm Hulisani Mukwevho, now you
know me.

I smile involuntarily. So he's a venda ??

Damn, I love that tribe and their hard
complicated language.

Me : I am nameless.
Man : Okay nameless lady, are you from
around here ?

I'm glad that there's a person who doesn't

know me in this world.

Me : (sighs)No, Southdowns estate is

where I live.
Man : Okay, I live at Dainfern estate

I did say he looks like a rich man. I check

the time, it's now 5pm. It'll take me 3 hours
to drive to Southdowns. Tomorrow, I'm
moving back to my apartment. I'm done
with Mr Cheater.

Me : It was nice meeting you Huli, now I

have to go.
Man : It was great to meet you too
nameless. Drive safely.

I see him walking to a black Bentley, I did

say that he's rich. I get in the lane and drive
away, I'm tired. Good, I'll doze off before I
think of this pain. I arrive at home and find
this man sitting in the lounge with
Nobunhle. Oh, he ran to cry to his little
sister, great! She stands up to hug me and
whisper I am sorry.

Me : I'm a big girl.

I whisper back.

Nobu : I have to go good people.

Me : Bye.

Her brother just nod and she walk out. I go

to take bottled water in the fridge.

Tariq : Where are you coming from?

The liver!!
Me : From fucking a man.

Had you ever watch someone's face

change from a puppy to a venom. That's
what I've witnessed right now. I'm fucken
scared but keeping a straight face.

Tariq : UTHINI ??

He says moving towards me, God please

protect me from this cheater. I keep on
moving back until I'm on the wall. I have to
save myself. Let me hit him where it hurts
most.

Me : So it's good when you cheat on me

but it's bad when I do so. The irony, if I had
a man whom I could fuck I would do it over
and over again so that you can feel what
I'm feeling right now. Or I wouldn't because
I am not a whore like you?? You even have
the liver to ask me where I am coming
from traitor. I hate you Tariq!!

The aim was to hurt him but now I'm

crying again because of saying it. He's
scratching his head like crazy. Fuck it I'm
moving out now, I don't care if it's late or
not. I'm going to my apartment.

I quickly go to our bedroom and pack my

clothes on 3 luggages. Infact I just throw it
inside the bag, I walk out with the 2 of
them and use the elevator. Great, he's not
in the dining room. I put the luggages on
the black range Rover then run to fetch the
last with my handbag then put it inside the
car.

I go in the lounge, oh, there is my

cellphone, I take it and drive off. I wonder
where he disappeared to. But knowing
him, I'm totally sure that he's fucking a
whore. I arrive at Greenside, bab'Madlala is
suprised to see me at this time. I ignore
him and drive inside. I park my car and
take 1 luggage then unlock my apartment
and get in.

It's been a long time since I've been in this

place, but it have a cleaner, thrice a week. I
go and take my two heavy luggages then
lock the burglar door and the door then
head straight to bed. After my crying
sessions and 2 sleeping pills, I doze off.

******************
I wake up the following morning, still with
a heavy heart. I should go to work, my life
shouldn't stop. I take a shower, dress a
pink loose long backless dress with black
Gucci flip flops and black Givenchy jacket.
I put on a make-up and my 28-inch fringe
Brazilian weave on.

I take my handbag and drive to work. I

should do some grocery shopping today, I
heard that it's therapeutic. I arrive at work
and get my messages from Lisa then walk
straight to my office. I order pizza from
debonairs during lunch. I didn't have the
strength to get out of the office.

I hear a knock on my door, the person get

in before I signal them to. It's Mpumi, how
will I hide my sadness from this one
though.

Mpumi : (smiles)Hey babe.

I stand up to hug her, then break down.

Mpumi : Ssh, it's okay.

She keep brushing my back, she help me

sit down on the couch in my office near
her. I finally calm down.

Mpumi : Talk.
Me : He broke me.
Mpumi : Ini ?? What happened??

I narrate the whole story to her. I feel

relieved afterwards, maybe I do needed to
talk to someone.

Mpumi : I am so sorry my love, I really am.

Me : I moved out.
Mpumi : Are you over him ?
Me : (sniffs) No, crazy I know. I still love
him girlfriend, my heart still beats for him. I
do want to leave him but I just can't, I love
him. Am I stupid because of that?
Mpumi : No you're not. How are you
feeling?
Me : I feel like shit, like I am not enough for
him. Maybe, I wasn't satisfying him that's
why he ran to another woman's arms. I've
never been so insecure, I look at myself
like I have some types of flaws now.

I cry silently.

Mpumi : Girlfriend I need you to relax okay.

You're perfect, you shouldn't be feeling like
this. Tariq is the one who did this to you,
he's the one who should be feeling like
shit. Stop it please, put on your high
horses. Hold your head up and slay, you're
Ndoniyamanzi Clay. You're Mpumelelo
Zikalala's bestfriend, you only cry for one
day. Show him what he missed out okay??

I nod while giggling with tears, she's so

crazy. What I wanted to hear. She hug me
one more time.
Mpumi : This is the smile that I wanted to
see, Tariq can go to hell baby. Now, let's fix
this beautiful face.

She fix my face with makeup and leave. I

feel better for now, I continue with my
work. Finally, it's knock off time, I drive to
Rosebank mall to do grocery shopping.

Insert 020
Andisa Tariq Khoza

So last night when I went to my bedroom, I

didn't find Luna and her clothes weren't in
the closet. I went to the garage and
couldn't find her favorite car, black Range.
That's when it kicked in that she left me.
The track on that car showed me that
she's at her apartment, so I relaxed a bit.

I've just knocked off, and I am driving

straight to Serengeti Golf and Wildlife
estate, my twin's house. I don't know what
to do anymore, so maybe a sisterly advise
will do. I arrive there and get in, I don't
knock. I find Kwenzo watching soccer
alone.

Me : Dlamini
Kwenzo : Khoza
Me : What's playing?

I sit down on the other couch.

Kwenzo : Liverpool and Bayern Munich,

still draw.
Me : (sighs) Okay.
Kwenzo : Smoko ??
Me : Eish ngi grand sbali.
Kwenzo : You know that you can talk to me
right?

I keep quiet and watch the game.

Me : Uphi u sisi wami ?

Kwenzo : She went to Woolies, grocery
shopping.
Me : Konke ??
Kwenzo : She left with her.
Me : Okay.(clears throat) Luna left me.
Kwenzo : I know, (exhales) Mandisa told
me.
Me : It hurts sbali.
Kwenzo : Do you blame her ?
Me : I don't, I broke her heart(Sighs )but I
won't survive without her, I'm already
ageing.
Kwenzo : You look drained vhele.
Me : (Chuckles) She's my life, my heart.
Kwenzo : What are you planning to do, did
you apologize?
Me : I did, she's broken and she hates me.
(Sighs) Last night I wanted to beat her.
Kwenzo : What ?! Ngoba ?
Me : She came back late and told me that
she's coming from fucking a man.
Kwenzo : (chuckles) Double standards
Rellik, the nerves. (Sighs)She wanted to
hurt you, she'll never do that to you.
Me : I know.
Kwenzo : Keep on apologising, she loves
you, she'll forgive you. Remind her why she
fell inlove with you in the first place. Buy
her simple gifts, write letters to her and
don't give her space because other gents
will comfort her.

Damn, I didn't think of that. I'll kill whoever

will make a move on my wife.

Me : I hear you, I have to go.

Kwenzo : Okay.

I drive to Nobunhle's house. I'm sleeping

over tonight. I think all my sisters are here,
the noise. I barge in without knocking.
There they are, even Nhlaka is here. The
only person who's missing is my
Sphesihle.

Mandi : Hello whoring twin.

Me : Mxm, your husband think you're at
Woolies.

I sit down and starts playing with Konke,

she's so cute.

Mandi : I'm not cheating, so it's no crime.

I'll never hear the end of it.

Nhlaka: Zalo
Me : Zalo

We do our gangster handshake then sit

down.

Buhle : What do you want here cheater ?

Me : Ehh, is this your house Buhlebenkosi?
Nobu : Ask again zalo.

We laugh, mxm.

Nhlaka: Let's video call Sphesihle.

She answer on the first ring.

Sphe : You guys are doing siblings reunion

without me, great!
Mandi : (Giggles)We didn't send you to
UCT, blame yourselves.
Nobu : How are you doing zalo ?
Sphe: I'm doing great, atleast you had
manners today sisi wami.

Laughter.
Sphe : How is the beautiful penguin of the
family?
Buhle : (Giggles) Ngizoku shaya. I'm no
longer a penguin futhi.
Sphe : (Giggles) Sorry, where are my 2
beautiful babies?
Nhlaka: Konke is playing with Andisa while
Lami is asleep.
Sphe : Oh, kanti the serial cheater is also
there ??

Laughter.

Me : (Chuckles) I'm hearing you, you know.

Sphe : I know you are big brother. How I
wish that she leaves your cheating self?
Nhlaka : That's not fair.
Nobu : What's fair keh ??
Nhlaka : (Chuckles) I was just saying, don't
bite off my head.
Buhle : Luna is so beautiful to be cheated
at you know, she's also respectful and
kind. A slay queen and a wife material at
once. How do one cheats on that, I'll never
understand men xemm.
Mandi : (Chuckles) They think with their
dicks njee!

Now my siblings are turning against me,

wow!!

Me : Stop with the vulgar language, we

have a baby in the room.
Mandi : Sorry.
Sphe : Do right by that girl weh zalo ?
Me : I will, I love her.
Sphe : Okay Zalos, we'll talk. It is past my
study time.
Nhlaka : Sho sho.

We then end the call.

Me : Nobunhle I'm sleeping over.

Nobu : No, you want to infect me with your
cheating disease. Thanks but no thanks
bro'.

Laughter, mxm.

Buhle: You don't even have a man

Nobunhle.
Nobu : Says who ?? Besides my rooms are
full.
Me : You have 7 bedrooms nje ? Full
With who because you live alone ?
Nobu : It's my house.
Mandi : I should get going.
Buhle : Me too.
Nhlaka : I'm also sleeping over.
Nobu : You guys want to finish my
groceries. Qha! You're not welcome.
Me : We are your brothers Snenhlahla.

Mandi and Buhle leave with their babies.

Nhlaka and I sleep over, much to
Nobunhle's annoyance.

********************

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been a week, Andisa have been

annoying the hell out of me. And I would
be lying if I say my love for him is slowly
getting erased because I'm falling deeper
for him. He keep on sending flowers,
chocolates, yoghurts and handwritten
letters.

I keep on sharing the chocolates with Lisa,

not that she's my friend though. I just like
her. She was the first person who
welcomed me in this company. The
flowers, I keep throwing them in the
rubbish bins. Not that I hate them, I just
want to get over him.

It's another day of work, Friday great, I'm

knocking off early. Great, I need to see a
doctor because I've been experiencing
cramps in my stomach. Today, I'm wearing
a brown Givenchy tight jumpsuit (I'm
showing off my ass and curves buddy)
with black cropped blazer and black
Highness Louboutin heels, 6-inch of
course. A make-up with brown matte
lipstick. My 22-inch Peruvian hair and Era
jewellery.

I feel better today, I'm done balancing

these books. I need Tariq to check them,
so much to my annoyance. I go to his
office and knock, he signal me to come in.
His hair is a mess and his beard have
grown. He still look so fire though. He look
at me and we lock our eyes, I hate seeing
him like this. I break the eye contact.

Me : Good morning Mr Khoza, I need you

to monitor these books. I'm done
balancing them.

He stare at me, he's trying to find my eyes

but I keep on looking all over the place. I'm
done with him. But I don't get why I'm still
weak around him, just by seeing him right
now, my knees are failing me. He's so
fucken hot.

Tariq : Babe I'm sorry, please forgive me.

Me : That will be all.

I say ignoring his stupid statement. I put

the books down. Before I open the door, he
have already locked it. He stand in front of
me with his hands in his pockets. God why
me?? I'm supposed to hate this guy, but
here I am, feeling weak because of him,
because of his intoxicating cologne.
Because of his handsome self, because of
those big muscles, because of his hot
physique.

Tariq : I'm sorry my heart. Please forgive

me, I'm not surviving without you by my
side. Can we please talk about this ?

Can he just stop with his stupid

apologies?? Before I know it, I'm crying
and shouting.

Me : YOU BETRAYED ME TARIQ, YOU'VE

BROKEN MY HEART, MY TRUST. I NOW
LOOK AT MYSELF LIKE I HAVE SOME
TYPES OF FLAWS BECAUSE OF YOU.
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE MY SAFE
SANCTUARY BUT YOU HURT ME TARIQ,
YOU HURT ME ANDISA!!
Tariq : I KNOW I FUCKED UP AND I AM
SORRY OKAY, BUT DON'T SHOUT AT ME
LIKE I AM A BABY. RESPECT ME, I AM
STILL YOUR HUSBAND!
God, I am being tested!

Me : RESPECT IS EARNED NOT

DEMANDED DAMNIT, DON'T FUCKEN
TALK OF RESPECT. YOU FAILED TO
RESPECT ME AS YOUR WIFE, YOU HURT
MY FEELI...

He holds me, I try to fight him but he's too

strong. He holds me until I give in and cry
in his arms. His other hand is holding my
waist tight, while the other hand is patting
my back. Me?? I am burying my face on
his chest with my hands holding his
shoulders. I'm too weak around him, very
weak!!

Tariq : I'm sorry, forgive me my heart.

Forgive your Tee.

All of the sudden, I feel dizzy, my eyelids

are heavy. I experience a sharp pain in my
stomach, but I fail to scream.

Tariq : Ndoni ?? Ndoni are you okay ??

I feel him holding me tight. Then it's light
outs for me.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

No no no she can't leave me alone in this

world. I feel her pulse, it's faint. Her
jumpsuit is bloody on the lower back, why
did she wear this thing exposing my
assets?? Okay Rellik, now is not the time. I
quickly unlock my office and catch the lift
to downstairs. I get in the parking area
very fast.

Guard 1 : Is she okay Sir ??

I'm trying very hard to keep myself

together.

Me : Take the car keys in my pocket and

drive me to hospital.

He quickly do that, I get in the back with

my heart while he get in the driver seat and
speed up.
Me : Please my heart, don't die on me,
please Ndoni.

We get into the hospital before I know it,

the paramedics meet us halfway and do
their things...

It's been 2 hours since I've been sitting in

the waiting room. No doctor have came
out to tell me anything, my parents and my
sisters are here. So are my gents and their
girls. Thapelo and Zandy have been dating
for 3 months by the way. We see the
doctor approaching and quickly stand up.

Doc : Luna Clay

Dad : We are her family doc. How is she ?
Doc : She's fine physically but emotionally
I'm not sure. She lost the baby, I'm sorry.
We've already cleaned her womb.

Maybe I'm not hearing this well. My father

clenches his jaw and shoot me a look, my
mom is disappointed, my gents are
perplexed and my heart is beating out of
its ribcage.
Me : What ??
Doc : You didn't know?? I'm sorry Mr
Khoza, your girlfri...
Me : Wife
Doc : Yeah, your wife was 5 weeks
pregnant. She was stressed a lot and
wasn't eating the way she was supposed
to. She miscarried.

No no no no no!! I killed my baby, I killed

my baby. This cannot be happening to me,
my ancestors where are you when I need
you most huh, abo Hlase nikuphi ?How
come that we didn't see this ?? My knees
are failing me, my vision is blurry.

Mom : Bhovungane hold him please, can

someone call the doctor!!

I hear my mom shouting, then it's light

outs for me...

Insert 021
Andisa Tariq Khoza
I wake up to the sound of hospital
machines beeping. I open my eyes, then I
remember that I passed out after hearing
that Luna miscarried. My first baby, why
God?? I look around and see Ndoni by my
side. She's staring into space. So they took
me to her ward.

I try to get off my bed, a nurse gets in.

Nurse : Oh, you're awake Mr Khoza.

I don't reply, I'm worried about my wife.

She removes the drip on my hand and
clean it then go out. I quickly rushes near
my wife's bed.

Me : Babe.

She doesn't even move. I hold her she don't

protest, she's only blinking and looking into
space. I get on the bed next to her, and
hold her tight. I kiss her forehead.

Me : I'm sorry.
Luna: I'm sorry that I am not a woman
enough.
Me : Babe don't do this to yourself please.
Luna : I don't blame you for cheating, I'm
not a woman enough. I failed to carry a
baby to full term.

God No, this cannot be happening to my

wife please.

Me : Hey hey, Luna, look at me. It's not your

fault okay, it's not your fault. It's my fault
and I am sorry.

She starts to cry.

Luna : No, I'm not a woman enough. I

failed my baby, I failed you.

She's breaking my heart right now. She

keep saying that she's not a woman
enough. I call a nurse, she sedate her. I
feel like crying because of this. My parents
get in with her parents. I guess they just
arrived, I wonder what time it is.
My mother hug me and kiss Luna's
forehead. Her mother do the same.

Mrs Clay: How is my baby?

She have tears in her eyes.

Me : They had to sedate her, she was busy

saying that she's not a woman enough.
She blame herself.

I feel tears forming in my eyes.

Mr Clay: My poor daughter. Were you guys

aware about the pregnancy?
Me : No.
Mom : I'm so sorry baby.
Me : It hurts mom.

I've never felt so vulnerable and useless.

Mom : It'll get better with time son. It may

not make sense right now, but it will trust
me.
Dad have not said anything, I know he
blames me and I also blame myself.

Mr Clay : You'll have to be strong for her,

she's a strong woman but on this one
she'll need you most.

He look drained.

Dad : I think she have to see a shrink.

Mr Clay : Me too. She'll be fine son, don't
worry.

He sounds like he's just trying to convince

himself more than me. I just nods.

Mom : I think you should go home and

rest.
Me : I'm not leaving my wife here, I'll leave
when she leaves.
Mrs Clay: Son please, you also have to
bath. Luna won't like you like that.

They laugh, I guess they don't know that I

cheated on their daughter.
Me : No mama, thank you.
Mom : Okay keh, we'll see you tomorrow.
Me : Kanti what time is it?
Mom : 7pm, Mandisa said she'll bring food
for you two.

I nod then they leave...

*******************
Mandisa brought food for us but Luna was
asleep so I ended up dozing off too. I'm
waken up by Luna trying to get out of bed.
I quickly open my eyes and hold her tight.

Luna : I'm going to pee.

Me : You'll come back to bed ?
Luna : (smiles weakly) Yeah.

I smile back at her. She quickly go to the

bathroom and comes back after about 10
minutes. I check the time on my phone, it's
the next day, 5AM.

Me : You okay ?
Luna : I'll be fine. Why was you on that bed
?
Me : I fainted.
Luna : You okay?
Me : No, I'll be fine when you forgive me.
Luna : What time is it now?? I'm hungry.

So she's ignoring my statement. That

stings.

Me : 5AM, it's the following day. Should I

warm up food for you?
Luna : Yes please.

I quickly get out of the bed and warm the

food in the oven, yeah, we're in a private
hospital. Mandisa's practice. I go back to
the bed and we eat together silently. We
finish eating then lay on bed with her on
top of me. I want to hold her like this
forever. We doze off again, and I wake up
at 7.

A nurse gets in.

Nurse : Good morning Mr Khoza, I'm here

to discharge the both of you. You'll get the
discharge papers at the reception. Doctor
Dlamini said you must pass by her office.
Me : Okay, thank you.

She left then I woke Luna up.

Me : Babe wake up, you've been

discharged.

She wake up and I help her out of the bed

then she take a shower while I just rinse
my mouth. Afterwards, we go to sign the
forms then go to Mandisa's office. We
knock and hear a come in. She quickly
stand up to hug Luna.

Mandi : I'm so sorry babe, I really am sorry.

Luna : Thanks.

That's all she manages to say, her voice is

so low, her skin is so pale. She's so drained
and bottling things up.

Mandi : Zalo

She hugs me. She hands me Luna's meds I

think.
Mandi : Here are Luna's prescriptions.
Me : Thank you.

She hug Luna one more time then we drive

to home, straight to Southdowns. Good,
she's not protesting. The drive is silent and
she's just zoned out. She's in deep
thoughts I think. We arrive at home and
find her parents, my parents, our friends
and my sisters.

Me : Sanibonani

Her mother try to hug her but my wife just

freeze.

Mrs Clay: Babe, we're so sorry my love.

She's not saying anything, not even crying.

God how do I help her when she's like this
?? Everyone is giving her pity looks, my
mom and her mom are crying.

Luna : Can I please be excused.

She quickly rushes upstairs without
waiting for a response, I wanted to follow
her but Mr Clay stops me.

Mr Clay: Let her be, give her space.

I sit down feeling defeated.

Dad : Let's go to the study, I want to talk to

you. Including you 4, don't just sit there like
fucken pussies.

I know shit is about to go down. He lead

the way like it's his house, me and my boys
follow him like puppies. We get inside then
he locks. Before I know it, my jaw is
burning in fire, I'm sure it've broken.

Dad : You fucken rob me the chance to be

a grandfather, I break your jaw.

He punch me on my stomach and I growl

in pain.

Mike : Forgive him baba, please.

Erin : No Sniper you should be encouraging
baba to beat him. Did you see how broken
she is ?? He fucken deserves this.

Wow, I can't believe Scar right now.

Kyle : Plus nobody stopped bab Gasela

from punching me when I cheated on
Mpumi, so don't stop bab Khoza abeg.

Bab Gasela is his father. So they're

throwing me into the Lion's den. Bloody
traitors!

Dad : Shut up!! That's what you're good at

in this group, cheating and cheating like
you was raised by whore parents. Sambulo
nawe Thapelo I dare you to break those
two girls' hearts like these fools. I'll fucken
take you back to where you're coming
from.
Thapelo : Huh baba, don't come to us. Asi
enzanga lutho.

No no no no, this man is holding my dick

right now and squeezing it. Thapelo is
laughing while these 3 are shocked. I even
feel like crying right now, if I don't die call
me a conquer!!

Dad : You FUCKEN think with your dick

angithi or you thought I would never find
out. Now bear this pain, and I think it's
better than what makoti is feeling right
now. The poor girl is blaming herself
because of your whoring ways. She didn't
even get a chance to bond with my
grandchild nge nxa yakho SATAN!!

Ehh, I'm Satan now!!

Me : (Groans)Ngiyak nxela Hlase, I'll never

do it again. I'm a changed man.
Dad : Changed man my left foot nx!

He squeeze my dick tight, dear Lord please

save me I'll start attending church every
Sunday and probably stop spilling blood.

Me : (Groans) Pops uyangi bulala.

Dad : Fana njaa!
He squeeze me one more time then leave
me gasping for air. Thank you Lord. I'm
sure my manhood is swollen right now, my
father is cold-hearted, he's cruel, no satan
u qono ku lo muntu. I'm sitting down all
sweaty trying to catch my breath. The pain
that I'm feeling. Thapelo is still laughing,
with Kyle this time.

Dad : Sukuma phela ?!

Me : Baba that shit hurts.
Dad : Heyi heyi sukuma ndoda!

I stand up while groaning in pain.

Dad : Here is what you're going to do,

tomorrow at 3AM, I'm expecting you to be
at home, KZN. You and makoti have to be
cleansed.
Erin : Atleast we don't have to be there.
Dad : I want everyone in Inquthu tomorrow.

He says and walk out. These 4 bursts into

a loud laughter. Mxm, fucken pussies!
Mike even have tears in his eyes, I thought
he have my back.
Mike : You okay bafo, let's see if your dick
didn't turn red ??

Mxm, they continue laughing at me and I

walk out limping straight to my bedroom. I
find Luna praying.

Luna : ... please heavenly Father the pain is

too much. My husband cheated, I lost my
unborn child. You said you'll never give us
something that we'll never be able to
handle but with this one I'm failing
dismally. I don't know what to do anymore
God, this is excruciating, I cannot handle it.
Am I your least favorite Lord ?? Had I
sinned too much in this world good Lord
?? I'm scared heavenly father what if my
husband leaves me because I am less of a
woman, I failed to carry a baby to a full
term. I failed to satisfy his needs and he
had to seek satisfaction outside...

I couldn't listen to this anymore, I went to

the guest room and just let tears fall, for
the first time in my life . I hurt my wife, now
she's blaming herself while I am the victim.
I fucken hate myself right now.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I think I dozed off while I was crying, I feel

a bit lighter now that I have prayed. I open
my eyes only to find my mother staring at
me looking sad.

Me : Mom

She shift near me and hold me tight.

Mom : Let it out baby, let that pain out.

This is what I needed I think, I begin to cry

with her brushing my back. It then become
a loud sober. I cry because my husband
cheated and I am blaming myself, I cry
because I still love him. I cry because I lost
my baby before I would even know about
my pregnancy. I finally calm down, mom
help me drink water. She wipe my tears
with her hands and look at me.

Mom : Talk to me baby, how are you

feeling?
Me : I feel like I am not a woman enough, I
failed to carry a baby until full term.
Mom : Did you know about the baby ?
Me : No.
Mom : This is what I want you to
understand baby, just because you
miscarried, it doesn't mean that you're less
of a woman. My love, I know you would
have loved your baby and you would have
made a great mother...
Me : Really?
Mom : (smiles) Yes sthandwa sami, I know
you would have made a great mother. But
it was not meant to be my love, don't allow
yourself to sink in depression because of
things that were not meant to be. Trust in
God and never question his plans about
your life, Jeremiah 29:11. Your life
shouldn't stop, you have cried enough now,
it's time to accept the situation and move
on with your life okay ?? A little secret, I
once had a miscarriage, before I gave birth
to Amber.

Huhh ??

Me : How did you copy ?

Mom : (smiles) I cried to God my love.
When I was done I told myself that it hurts
but I'll never allow myself to sink into
depression because of situations that I'll
never change. I held my head up and told
myself that I am Hlengiwe Mkhize, I won't
allow the devil to rejoice because of my
downfall.

My mom is so strong and courageous,

that's the most thing I admire about her.
Then I remembered, it's not about the
miscarriage only. Do I tell my mom that ?
Yes, I'm telling her.

Me : Mom, he cheated.
Mom : (Sighs) I know, Zandile told me.

Zandile is Mrs Khoza.

Me : Does dad know ?
Mom : No and he cannot know unless if
you're leaving this marriage.

I also don't want my father to know. I sigh.

Mom : How are you feeling?

Me : Like I am not satisfying his needs. I
feel so insecure, the way I've never felt in
my entire life. I feel degraded and broken. I
feel like he no longer loves me.
Mom : Do you still love him ?
Me : (Sighs) Yes mom, more than anything
in this world.
Mom : How did he react when you found
out ?
Me : He flee from Germany to SA
immediately, he apologized and he still is
apologizing. How do I forgive an
untrustworthy man mom ?
Mom : I did tell you that marriage is not all
bliss and roses right?

Here we go with I told you so? I just nod.

Mom : Don't be annoyed, I am just
reminding you. Look baby, Andisa loves
you, I think it was a moment of weakness
and greediness that got into him. This is
life baby, this is marriage. When things are
bad, you don't just run, you face the
challenges and be Hlengiwe's daughter.
You hold the bull by it horns, don't allow
another mere whore to take your man. But
don't give in simply, make him know that
you're still beautiful and other men can still
love you. You've lost weight, and I really
don't like it. But more importantly, follow
your heart baby.

My broken heart is calling his name.

Me : I hear you mom, thank you for being

my shrink. You're the best mother ever.
(smiles)

She hugs me, she really is a great mother.

Mom : (Giggles) I know baby I know. I want

to tell you something, your dad and I are...
Me : Back together.(smiles)I know Mrs
Clay, where's him by the way ?
Mom : He's downstairs with Bab Khoza
and the boys.
Me : Where's mah ?
Mom : She's cooking with the girls.
Me : Mmh okay, Tariq ?
Mom : He's also with them. Your house is
so massive and exquisite baby.
Me : (Giggles) Yeah right? Wanna take a
tour.
Mom : I've already did that with Zandile.
Me : Okay mommy.
Mom : Let's go downstairs, you need to
surround yourself with people.
Me : Let me take a quick shower.
Mom : Okay honey.

She walk out, while I make my bed then go

take shower. I finish up and lotion. I wear
Tariq's Prada navy track pants and Prada
navy oversized tee, my clothes are at my
apartment . I puff my cologne and walk
downstairs, I feel so light and fresh. After
talking to my mom I felt a bit more lighter.
Maybe it's because she also used her
situation as an epitome. I find everyone
eating.

The men are eating by the garden I think.

They give me pity looks.

Me : (smiles) Uh-uh stop looking at me like

that, I am fine lovely people.
Mah : Are you sure baby ?
Me : 100% mah.

She stands up to hug me, my mom smiles.

She then sit down, my girls also hug me.

Zandy : I'll dish up for you.

Me : (Giggles) Thank you babe, but I really
am fine.

She dish up for me, we eat our lunch with a

little flowing conversation.

Mah : We're going to Inquthu tonight, for

your and Tariq's cleansing. Plus you also
have to be introduced to the ancestors. It
was supposed to be your Imembeso.
Me : (sighs)Okay mah.
Tariq will have to send guards for my
clothes.

Mom : We'll be heading back home then.

Mah : I think you should come.
Mom : I'm working tomorrow, so is my
husband.
Mah : Okay Hlengs.

Ohh, they're besties now. We finish eating

then my father emerges and hugs me.

Dad : We have to get going my angel, we've

been here for almost 2 days. The little
angel has been crying.
Me : Okay daddy. Kiss her for me.

My mom stand up also, she hugs me one

more time and my girls hug her. We walk
them out.

Mom : We love you babe.

Dad : We really do love you nana.
Me : Love you too.
They get in their car and drive out. They
look so cute together and I am happy for
them. They really come from a long way,
here they are, still living. Mr Khoza ask to
talk to me, this man still freaks me out. He
is so intimidating. We walk to the side.

Mr Khoza: How are you doing ndondakazi

?
Me : I'll survive baba, I'm a bit lighter now.
Mr Khoza : I apologize for my stupid son's
behavior.
Me : (Giggles)Thank you baba but my
husband is not stupid.

God, where's that coming from??

Mr Khoza: (chuckles) Typical Khoza wife.

He loves you.
Me : I know and I love him too but I cannot
just get over the betrayal.
Mr Khoza: (Sighs) It's understandable
Makoti, you should've called me the
moment you found out?
Me : I prefer dealing with my demons on
my own.

What's up with me today??

Mr Khoza : You're so strong makoti, you're

courageous and I love that you stand up
for yourself and my son. I really am
impressed.
Me : Ngiyabonga baba.
Mr Khoza : You can go back. Tell my wife
that we have to go pack. And next time
when he annoys you, don't be the one
packing. Because you're not the one at
wrong, tell him to pack his things and
leave, this is your house. It should be our
little secret.(smiles)

I laugh and walk away, he have a million

dollar smile like Tariq. And I love seeing
them smile because they have limitations
on where to show their smiles.

Me : Mah, pops said it's time to go.

Mah : Okay my love, bye, I'll see you later.
She squeeze me and leave. Let me tell you
about Mrs Khoza, well she's a beautiful,
smart, intelligent, educated, independent
and a rich business woman. She's free
spirited, strong and brave. She's
intimidating yet so loving. Something keep
attracting me to her and I don't know what
it is.

“ Someone have a crush on my mom. ”

Nobunhle says interrupting me from my
thoughts.

Me : (smiles) I can't get over her beauty.

Nobu roll her eyes.

Cassa : (Giggles)Green animal.

We laugh and go sit at the porch.

Mpumi : So guys, Kyle and I are expecting.

Us : Congratulations baby!!

Then it sink in that I would also be

expecting. But I brush it off, I don't want to
seem jealousy to my befriend.

Buhle : How far ??

Mpumi : (smiles) Two months.
Zandy : That's why you're so glowing. We
have 3 babies, soon to be 4.

Ohh yeah, it's Pinky, Konke and Lami.

Nobu : Where's Mandisa ?

I think she saw that I was a bit

uncomfortable about the topic.

Me : We left her at her practice, she said

there are 3 operations that needs to be
performed and as an anesthesiologist she
have to be there.
Buhle : Her career is really demanding.
Mpumi : As long as she is inlove with it.

The gents come at the porch.

Kyle : Ndoniyamanzi Clay! Ndoniyamanzi

Clay!
Me : (Giggles) Samkelo Gasela! Samkelo
Gasela!

I don't know how I've grown to be close to

Kyle. Maybe it's because we have the
same personalities, extroverted yet
reserved. We're both into books and deeply
inlove with our partners. He pulls me to
hug him. We then break it, and I hug the
other gents excluding my serial cheater.

I can't read Tariq's expression right now, he

looks nervous yet cold. It's his house but
you can think that he's a guest who's
having a sense of not belonging. His beard
is huge, his hair is also a mess, those
clean waves are no longer visible. I'm
sitting in between Erin and Kyle. We're all
laughing besides of him.

Mike : What time are we leaving to KZN ?

Erin : I don't even want to go there but eyy
the Senior Ice have spoken and we all
know when to not mess with him.
For some reason ; the gents break into a
loud laugh, I don't know if there's
something fun with Erin's statement. Kyle
even have tears in his eyes, Thapelo too.
Tariq just chuckles.

Zandy : Mind to share the joke?

It's as if Zandy is telling them to laugh

more, because they continue laughing very
hard. In my perspective, I think they're
laughing at Tariq for some stupid reason.
They finally calms down when we look at
them confused.

Kyle : So I am going to be a father.

I see Tariq's eyes immediately feel with

sadness, for some reasons I feel so sorry
for him. Don't look at me like that, I love
this man.

Nobu : Tariq you look like baba Khathaza

right now with that beard and hair.

They laugh.
Me : Don't diss my man please.

They laugh again, somehow my serial

cheater relaxes.

Erin : (Laughs)I should also get a wife who

will defend me.
Buhle : Kanti you're no longer dating Lisa
the receptionist??

Yoh, this is new. Erin and Buhle are also

close, very close. Weird because Erin is a
clown while Buhle is reserved like me.
Maybe that's why I'm close to her.

Mpumi : (Giggles) Heh?? So Erin was

fucking our receptionist. Haike!!

Trust my friends to be dramatic.

Thapelo : Hehh, you don't say Vusimuzi my

man, such secrets.
Mike : One would say you wasn't here this
whole time Triller. Uya thanda zindaba
bafo.
Nobu : Ungu sisi bhuti loh.
We laugh. Oh Nobunhle, this one is always
in high spirits. She's crazy, matured when
she feels like it. She's into partying and
fucking. She's an adrenaline junkie, she
love provoking danger, taking risks. Who
go for indoor blind dates ?? That's Nobu.

Thapelo : Huh sthandwa sami aren't you

defending me ?

This one relaxed a bit when he met Zandy,

they're cute together and he's into her. I'm
really happy for Zandy because she finally
found a man of her dreams, Thapelo is a
sweetheart which is a side we didn't know
of until Zandy came into the picture.

Zandy : (Giggles) Uh-uhh, ungangi faki

babe.

We laugh.

Tariq : Okay guys, I think we should all go

to our places to pack. The jet will be
leaving at 9.
He's speaking for the first time ever since
we sat here. All in all the afternoon was
really funny, it made me forget about my
problems for a bit. One thing I've realized
is that our circle is full of love. These
people left their duties in order to support
Tariq and I. I really love and appreciate
them.

Insert 023
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

We're coming from my apartment to

collect all of my clothes, the story of my
life. I'll organize this closet when we come
back. Now I have to bath because we're
leaving at 9 and the time is 7pm. I get
inside my bedroom and find this man
rubbing his hands together, looking all
nervous.

Me : Babe
He looks at me, I go sit next to him. Atleast
he have showered and dressed. He's
wearing Gucci shorts, blue Balenciaga
vests and his G-star push-ins. I don't have
time to admire right now. He bury his head
in between his knees.

Me : I had forgiven you Andisa, and I'm

giving you another chance.

He immediately look up and look at me

like he's unbelieving.

Me : I mean it.

He immediately hug me so tight.

Tariq : Thank you so much my heart, I love

you so much, I promise I will never hurt
you like that again. Never!!
Me : But I no longer trust you.
Tariq : You will my love, trust me you will. I
will spend the rest of my life making it up
to you, loving and cherishing you.
Me : You do it again, I am leaving you
Andisa Khoza, mark my words. Just thank
God that my heart beats for you.
Tariq : It's hard to not love me.

He's back.

Me : (Chuckles) You're full of yourself. Let

go of me, I have to take a bath.
Tariq : I'm sorry about the baby.
Me : It's okay, it's nothing that God can't
heal us from. Let's just move on Tariq.
Tariq : I love you Ndoni and thank you so
much for giving me another chance, you
will not regret it.
Me : I hope so.

He kiss my forehead and I go to take a

quick shower. I've already packed so
everything is sorted. I'm going to my
husband's father's home, Inquthu. I wear
my navy blue maxi dress with my comfy
slippers. I wrap my short hair with a head
wrap. I apply a natural makeup. I look
myself at the mirror, I've lost weight really.
Sighs.
Hubby gets in the room I wonder where he
disappeared to.

Tariq : You're ready?

Me : Yep.
Tariq : You look so beautiful.
Me : Thank you.
Tariq : I've already taken the luggages to
the car.

I nod and look at him, he's calmed. He

comes near me and hug me, he kiss my
forehead. When he tries to kiss my lips, I
look away. Those lips that kissed that girl
cannot kiss my lips, he look hurt but I am
not ready.

Tariq : (Clears throat) Shall we ?

The hurt in his voice cannot be missed. I

hate seeing him like this but he brought
this to himself.

Me : Yes.
We go downstairs. The guards drive us to
the airport using the black Rolls Royce
SUV.

*********************
Someone is knocking at the door and this
man is not moving an inch. I check the
time, it's 03:00 AM. It means that I only
slept for 2 hours because we arrived here
only at midnight. I wear my gown and tie it.

Me : Tariq wake up.

I say shaking him, he immediately sit up

annoyed. Weird, he is not a deep sleeper.

Tariq : What ??

I glance at him, he shouldn't dare!

Tariq : (Sighs) Okay sorry, why are you

waking me up babe?

Good.

Me : Someone is knocking at the door.

He kiss my forehead and immediately go
to the door.

Tariq : What do you want Andile?

This man is rude.

Nhlaka : Woah Mr Grumpy, they're calling

you and Luna at gogo's creepy hut.
Something like the ritual.
Tariq : Okay.

He close the door and sighs.

Tariq : It's time for the ritual, please don't

freak out. My culture is a bit complicated.
Me : (Giggles) Yeah right.

He laughs and hug me from behind while I

am making the bed. To be honest I am
fucken wet because of his touch but I just
can't.

Tariq : I'm so sorry baby.

Me : (Sighs) It's okay, just don't do it again.
Tariq : I promise.
He kiss my cheek and go to dress up, I
also rinse my mouth and wash my face. I
wear a long black skirt that's near my skin
but it isn't tight. I wear a brown long
sleeves, white Air Force sneakers and
brown head wrap. I put on a black scarf on
my shoulders. Tariq is just wearing simple
black Nike tracksuit with white Nike Air
Force.

He wraps his hands around my waist. I

look straight into his eyes, he is calm but
broken. He should cut this beard and hair. I
lay my head on his chest, my tall
handsome serial cheater.

Tariq : I love you babe.

I do love him too but I really can't say it, I

just can't. He sighs, he kiss my lips, today I
respond and I can feel his smile in
between. I really am turned on but I break
it. A knock again.

“ Are you guys fucking in there, the elders

have been waiting. ” God Nobunhle
though. Tariq chuckles and we get out to
find a grumpy Nobunhle.

Me : And then ?
Nobu : No guys this is not fair, I've been
waken up while I wanted to kiss a Chinese
man on my dream because of you two.

I laugh.

Tariq : U layekile idiot.

Nobu : Mxm.

Nobu keep on sulking until she gets inside

the main house. We walk inside the hut
and find Gogo Buhlebendalo, mkhulu, Mr
and Mrs Khoza. I sit down next to Mrs
Khoza. It's creepy in here. Gogo is busy
grunting, I really am freaked out but I won't
show it.

Me : Sanibonani.

They all greet back, the look that Tariq is

getting from mkhulu. If looks could kill, my
man would be dead right now. Everything
went well, Tariq and I got cleansed. We
bathed in goat's blood mixed with milk and
some herbs. It's said that we have to stay
for 5 hours without washing it off.

We're now at our rondavel, Tariq have been

sulking about how itchy it is while I'm
trying to catch my sleep. I set an alarm of
6:00, it's now 4. This is his home, so I
cannot wake up at 7 or 8.

Tariq : Why are you setting an alarm?

Me : I have to wake up at 6 Tariq, this isn't
my father's house.
Tariq : Says who?? There are more than 10
maids in this house. I didn't marry you to
come and slave for these people.

I did say he's back to his stupid self.

Maybe I should've stayed angry at him for
few more days. I'm joking, I love him too
much to do that.

Me : Mmh.
Tariq : Delete that alarm keh.
Me : I will.
I'm not deleting it. He shifts closer to me
and hold me from behind. His thing is
poking me.

Tariq : I love my culture but this is not fair

on human being. Waking up at 3AM to be
bathed by goat's blood with milk, why Lord
??

There we go, I thought we're past the goat

thing.

Me : Andi I am trying to sleep here.

Tariq : So I shouldn't state my concerns?

You know Tariq can be so annoying

sometimes.

Me : Okay, sorry my love. Just keep on

being strong, let's sleep and when you
wake up, five hours will be over then you'll
bath and feel fresh.
Tariq : You sure my heart?
Me : Yes my love.
Tariq : Okay then.
He's such a baby, thank you God. Great
Andisa, you kept me awake and now you're
already snoring, great!!

My alarm ring, I immediately open my eyes

and switch it off. I won't have a big baby at
morning, so he's better when he's asleep.
His big hand is on my waist, how do I get
out of here. I try to remove his hand, he
hold me tight.

Tariq : Where are you going this early?

He say with his eyes closed. His voice is

so melodic when he had just woken up.

Me : I'm going to pee.

Tariq : Will you come back to bed ?
Me : Yes babe.

I'm lying.

Tariq : Okay.

He let go of me, I immediately get out of

bed and go to pee at the en-suit bathroom.
I rinse my mouth, damn I'm not supposed
to wash my face. My body is so smelly but
I am not complaining. I quickly wear the
clothes that I was wearing at 3AM.

I tiptoe out, I close the door and go straight

to the main house. The maids are
sweeping the yard, good. This yard is very
big with 8 modern roundavels and a
double storey mansion which is at the
middle, I think it's for the girls and kids.
There are guards with big guns
everywhere.

I find Pinky and Konke sitting at the dining

room watching cartoons. These babies are
so cute people. Pinky is 6 while Konke is 5.

Me : Morning babies.

I saying squeezing them and kissing them

all over their faces.

Me : Who switched on cartoons for you ?

Konke : Glammy did.
I guess Mrs Khoza is awake. My girls are
still asleep, I know my divas.

Me : Okay babies.

I go to the kitchen. I have to make

breakfast for everyone I think. I scramble
eggs, fry sausages, toast bread, hot
chutney. I set the table and put all the food
at this huge table. I pour two jug glasses
of juice. These girls come out just as I am
done with everything, great!

Buhle : You're such a perfect makoti.

Me : Mxm

She hugs me.

Nobu : Kotiza wakithi, buffet style today,

no more mom's cereal.

I roll my eyes. They all sit around the table.

Zandy : This smell so lovely, I can't wait to

dig in.
The gents also get in with Mrs Khoza, they
look so tired. Only my man is missing
amongst them.

Mrs Khoza: Who prepared the lovely

breakfast?
Sphe : Our lovely kotiza did.

She smile and hugs me.

Mike : U sizile xemm, you're the only one

who's suitable to be a makoti. The rest, red
flags.

We all laugh, it's such a lovely morning.

Kyle : Your husband is so lazy though, can

you believe that he locked himself up when
he heard that we're going to slaughter a
cow.

I had forgotten that there's another

ceremony for Tariq and I , it's called
Umembeso. We all laugh.
Mrs Khoza: Let me dish up for myself, my
husband and my in laws people. We won't
eat with a bunch of kids.

We laugh. I dish up for Konke and Pinky,

Konke's parents are at JHB they couldn't
come because of work. She came with her
grandparents. I then join another bunch of
kids lol. My man come in and sit next to
me.

Tariq : Morning my disloyal wife.

He whisper in my ear, I think it's because I

lied and said I am going to pee. I giggle,
then he steal a kiss on my cheek leaving
me blushing.

Erin : Coward, there are kids here.

We laugh, I stand up and dish up for my

man.

Ndabe : Damn coward you're so lucky,

some of us had to dish up for ourselves.
Buhle sulk. My man blush, he's so damn
handsome.

Thapelo: Say that again bafo, some guys

are really am lucky.
Zandy : You guys are being dramatic njee.
Nhlaka : (chuckles) By telling the truth??
Kyle and Tariq are lucky. Look at Thapelo,
Mike and Ndabe it's like they don't have
wives.

Cassa looks a bit uncomfortable, while my

crazy divas, Zandy and Buhle are just
laughing it off. We end up laughing too.

Me : I heard that you're scared of

slaughtering a cow Bhovungane ?

The gents laugh.

Nhlaka : He doesn't even deserve to be

called Bhovungane lo, uyi gwala.

We laugh.
Tariq : Fuck you Nhlakanipho! I'm not
scared of slaughtering, I was just tired.
Me : Hey, mind the vulgar language.

Our day goes great, the Umembeso also

goes well. I've been introduced to the
ancestors, Sphesihle named me
Sqalosihle, I love it. We're chilling outside
with my friends, it's only us girls. The boys
are at the kraal drinking.

Mpumi : Why did you name her Sqalosihle

?
Sphe : (Giggles)I wanted our names to
match.
Buhle : She's not your twin njee.

Laughter.

Zandy : Umona.

This one is a bit tipsy, she've been drinking

wine from the coffee mugs with Nobunhle.

Nobu : (Roll eyes) Here comes trouble.

I see uncle Khathaza approaching us, he's
a real Zulu rural man. The creepy animal
skin things on his wrist, he's also dark,
bald head, those old fashioned brandwood
trousers and long messy beard. Oh, even
those Zulu vests and sandals.

Uncle K : Makoti

I bow my head a little.

Me : Yebo baba.
Uncle K : Hehehe, who thought Andisa
would marry such a respectful beauty and
bring it kwa Khoza.

I giggle lightly.

Uncle K : I heard that you're the one who

prepared today's food.
Me : I was helped by the others baba.
Uncle K : Obani ?? Nobunhle cannot cook, I
don't think so. Ngiyazi buza ukuthi uzo
shada ngobani loh. Look at those orange
horse tails on her head, plus the mud on
her face.
Nobunhle is just focusing on her drink,
Cassa and Zandy want to laugh so bad but
they're refraining themselves.

Uncle K : Weh Nobunhle uzo shada ubani

wena ? Your sisters are married, even your
little sister is close to be married.

I think the only thing that's stopping

Nobunhle from responding is because
she's drunk. Or maybe I am wrong...

Nobu : Baba omncane, ngathi wena uya

khohlwa ukuthi uNompilo une 28 with two
kids from different fathers and aka
shadangi. Ungangi nyanyisi wena.

Yohh!! The drama kwa Khoza. Nompilo is

uncle K's second born daughter.

Uncle K : Ukhuluma nami kanjalo weh

ntombazana ?
Nobu : Ungi zwile angithi!

He starts causing havoc, it doesn't help

that he's drunk. Pops come pacing up with
the gents and the other uncle,
Sphamandla.

Pops : Ku enzakalani apha ?

He's so calm yet stern and speak with

authority. Everyone immediately becomes
quiet including uncle K whose chest is
moving in and out as if he wants to burst.

Pops : NGI KHULUMA NGEDWA ?

BUHLEBENKOSI KU ENZAKALANI??

His voice is so deep and loud that it got

me startled a little. Buhle doesn't respond.

Zandy : Baba omncane came here and

started talking rudely to Nobunhle, saying
that she'll never get married.(Chuckles)
When Nobunhle backchat him, he
becomes angry.

I think the wine is making her have the

nerves, this man is scary.
Uncle K : Uya bona ukuthi u mtanakho
uyangi delela Solumuzi?

Tariq and Mike chuckles.

Tariq : What did you even want where there

are girls whom are your kids baba omcane
?

Good question hubby.

Uncle K : Nawe Andisa, ungi hlambalaza in

front of these people.

Pops just walk away shaking his head.

Tariq : My love, let's go to sleep ku late

manje.

I stand up then he hold my hand.

Uncle K : You're leaving without solving

your brat sister.
Nhlaka : Guys I think it's better if we go to
our rooms and leave this man here.
We all go our separate ways leaving the
drunk man talking and shouting alone.

Insert 024
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I'm no longer Ndoniyamanzi, I'm

Sqalosihle, joking, I'll still keep my name.
Tariq and I just finished bathing, I am now
laying on his chest while we're on bed. I
have to talk to him, I think he's bottling
things up.

Me : Talk to me.
Tariq: Huh ??
Me : U dliwa ini Andisa ?
Tariq : Me ?? Nothing??
Me: If we want this marriage to work, we
should start by getting used to solving our
things on our own. Communication is the
foundation of a good relationship.

He sighs heavily and squeeze my hands.

Tariq : I feel like shit, like why would God
and the ancestors do this to us ?

I know what he's talking about.

Me : Andisa we've cried enough, it's time to

focus on healing and moving on. We
cannot question God's intentions.
Tariq : But it hurts Sqalo.

I smile when he calls me by my maiden

name.

Me : It'll get better babe.

He sounds so down, I turn and face him.

No, I need to help this man. I can't have a
closed up man.

Me : Andisa lay your head on my stomach.

He looks at me, his eyes, sadness and guilt

is filling them. They also resembles a
broken spirit with no hope. I want to cry
but I won't, ngu Ndoniyamanzi mina.
Me : Do it.

He oblige, good, he must let this things

out. We have to move on.

Me : Hug my waist and close your eyes.

He do it, good. I pat his back gently.

Me : Let it all out babe, let that sadness

and guilt out. The baby is gone and we'll
never see him/her, the sooner we accept it,
the better.

We stay silent for few minutes, afterwards,

his shoulders are moving. My nightie is
getting wet, good, he's crying. He finish
after something like 20 minutes, he look
up at me, his eyes are red. I wipe his face
with my thumbs.

Me : Ungu Andisa Khoza wena,

uBhovungane. You don't bow down easily,
you don't let any hardship break your soul
apart. You are strong and courageous,
wise and unshaken. You don't allow
yourself to fall for even 2 minutes, you
instantly wipe the dust then you rise back
stronger. You hold a bull by its horns and
fight whatever that the devil throws at you.

I see a creepy smile.

Tariq : Mhh, I'm so blessed, I didn't know

you have hidden skills.

He's back, I playfully hit him and we both

laugh.

Me : (smiles) Now move your heavy body, I

want to change my nightie. Someone
decided to moisturize it with his tears.

He giggles, such a melody in my ears.

Tariq : Mxm.

I change my nightie and go back to bed.

Tariq : Sqalosihle
Me : Andisa
Tariq : Ngiyak thanda.
I just nod, he sighs. I lay my head on his
chest, he wrap his arms around my waist
and kiss my forehead. We doze off.

****************
Andisa Tariq Khoza

A beautiful Sunday it is, I open my eyes to

not find Luna on bed. I'm sure she's
working her ass off in the main house, I
got a wife material you all. I feel light
today, all thanks to my heart. Ever since
Sqalosihle found out that I cheated, I had
never looked at myself on the mirror. I only
hear from people about how bad I look.

I take a fast shower like always. I only get

in a bathtub when I bath with Sqalo. I wear
my light blue tracksuit, but I only wear the
pants. I wear my G-star push-ins and black
Dior t-shirt. I look at myself on the mirror,
damn, I don't know this man. I have to fix
my handsome face.

I go to the main house and find everyone

eating, including my parents and
grandparents. It's fruit salad and plain
yoghurt. Lol, I can't believe grandpa is
eating that.

Me : Morning family.
Gogo: Makoti prepared a yummy breakfast
and went back to bed. I heard her
complaining about headache, how is she
??

Wait, where's my wife ?? I quickly stand up.

Me : Where's my wife?

Everyone looks at me like I am crazy.

Mom : Isn't she in your roundavel ?

Me : No mom, fuck no, my wife cannot be
missing.

Everyone immediately stand up.

Mpumi : No no no, what if something bad

happened to her ?
We look for her all over the yard but
nobody had seen her including the guards.
I'm trying by all means to not breakdown
but I am failing.

Erin : Rellik keep yourself together. Are all

the cars in the yard? maybe she went to
the mall.
Kyle : Every car is in the yard Scar.
Me : BABE WHERE ARE YOU ?!

I scream so loud like a crazy man feeling

like tears will stream down on my face. I've
never cried for a woman before, nor even
cried during how deep the shit might be.
But right now, I might break down.

Mike : Rellik stop this man, be strong and

be the Killer that we know.

I go to my parent's house and take the car

keys. If I don't find her or I find her dead,
I'm killing all of these useless guards. I
drive out of the yard in speed. I don't even
know where I am going. I look for her all
over but I cannot find her.
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Here I am at the river in Inquthu, nobody

knows I am here. The guards wanted to
follow me but I assured them that I'll be
fine. There are people washing clothes in
the river. It's so breathtaking and calming. I
love it, somehow I feel like the heavy
weight on my shoulders have been
removed.

I can finally move on with my life.

Me : Baby, I hope that you rest in peace

and look over mom and dad. We love you
so much.

I say wiping my tears while looking up. I'm

wearing a long yellow maxi dress with
those simple white flip flops and a sun hat.
I don't even have my cellphone with me. A
middle aged woman come towards my
direction, she was doing laundry.

Woman : Sawubona sisi

Me : (smiles) Yebo mah
She have a light aura and her soul is so
pure I can tell.

Woman : I am here to tell you that God

said you shouldn't worry because you are
highly blessed and favoured by him.
Me : I don't understand mah.
Woman : I don't know mtanami, that's the
only thing that I was told by God to deliver
to you.

Okay?? Before I could say another thing.

She walk away, weird. I walk back home,
when I get in, I realize that some guards
are missing and everyone is going up and
down busy with phone calls. Konke is the
first one to see me.

Konke : (smiles)Aunty!

She says running towards my direction, I

meet her halfway and pick her up then kiss
her all over the face. I walk with her
towards everyone.

Me : Is everything okay?
They all look back at me and sigh in relief.
Mrs Khoza immediately stand and hug me.
Her hugs are so warm.

Mah : I thought something bad happened

to you.
Me : (Smiles) No mah, I am okay. I needed
fresh air, so I went to the river.
Pops: (Chuckles) Damn, why didn't we
think of that ?
Mkhulu : Makoti.
Me : Mkhulu.

He nods then walk away, I hug gogo and

butt sit next to her on the mat. There's
something appeasing about the villages.

Mpumi : You should've atleast said Luna,

we were worried about you.
Me : (smiles) I didn't want anyone to follow
me.
Ndabe : (Chuckles)Your husband is going
up and down looking for you.
Cassa : (Giggles) You're driving the poor
guy crazy.
Sphe : Uzoba strong ubhuti.

Laughter. Just as we're busy chatting, we

hear the guards groaning. We immediately
run towards the gate, God this man. He's
busy punching the guards like crazy. Ohh
God, he look angry, we didn't even hear him
drive in.

Mkhulu : He wena Andisa, uya hlanya ini ?

Tariq: Call me whatever you want
Bhovungane, these people failed to protect
my wife. Now she's missing because of
their carelessness.

He continue punching the poor guy, some

guards are trying to hold him but he's too
strong. To be honest, I am flattered.

Mah : ANDISAA!!

He's not listening.

Gogo : NDISAA!
It fall on deaf ears.

Me : Hlase stop.

My God, you would think that he heard a

voice of an angel. The way he looked up
and rushed to hug me, more like squeezing
me. I am blessed, aren't I??

Tariq : Babe are you okay?? Are you hurt ??

Did they hurt you??

The women says ncohh sounds while the

men flute. I'm blushing like crazy right now.
He kiss me for few minutes, he then break
the kiss and hold my waist, these people
are still here.

Me : I'm okay, nothing happened to me, I

was at the river.
Tariq : Ngiyak thanda yezwa.
Me : Uthandwa yimi Bhovungane.

“ Lililililiii ” Gogo, mah and the girls starts

ululating. While the gents are cheering and
am I not blushing. Before I knew it, this guy
is kissing me again in front of his parents
and grandparents. I think he got carried
away because he grabbed my ass.

Pops: (Laugh) Ndodana, save that for later

please.

We break the kiss and we both laugh. We

go to the main house, just us, my girls and
the gents. We sit next to each other and
cuddle.

Tariq: Damn, I'm tired.

Kyle : Saved you right for behaving like a
lunatic.

Laughter, Tariq pouts.

Nhlaka : So you guys wanted to show us

live porn vhele ?

We laugh.

Thapelo : When Tariq held Luna's ass I felt

like grabbing my wife's ass and also kiss
the living day lights out of her.
We laugh, told you he's into Zandy. Zandy
blushes when Thapelo spank her bum.

Cassa : (Giggles) Huh-uhh, not you two.

Zandy: U mona.

We laugh.

Mike : Cassa when I first met you, you was

cleaning at Andisa's office. And my gents
were teasing me about you and said that
we would look good together. Little did
they know that I was actually taken by the
all of yourself. Everyday is a struggle but
when I remember that I have you, my day
becomes bright. Ngiyak thanda
Ntombenhle Nzimande and I promise to
love you up until forever, until death do us
apart. I thank you for loving me back. I will
love you and worship you.

Damn, the way Cassa is blushing damn.

He perk her lips and kiss her forehead.
This is so sweet.
Thapelo : Londiwe (smiles) My Ziyanda,
my Zee. I have lot of imperfections, but
you being in my life erased all of that.
We've been together for only 3 months but
I already know that I couldn't ask for
another woman. Ungu bambo lwami wena,
uyi sthandwa sami. You know all my sides
and you manages to deal with them. You
make me a better man even with my kak
flaws, you love me for who I am, not my
money. In the 27 years of living, I am proud
to announce that you're the best thing that
have ever happened to me. Ngiyak thanda
MaMbatha.

Zandy is a weeping mess right now, she

finally found him. She calms down. Then
Kyle speak, did they plan this ? He look at
Mpumi.

Kyle : Waze wamuhle.

Mpumi giggles and we smile at them.

Kyle : We come a long way, not even for

once have I ever felt like I'm forcing things
with you. I fucked up numeral times, you
stayed. I treated you like shit, you stayed.
Many people would say that I just care for
you not love you little did they know that I
am head over hills with you. My gents
know that too, you're my life, my first
priority. I love you so much babe and I
promise you that I'll forever cherish you
and love you until the last breath of my life.
Mpumi : (Giggles)I fucken love you too.

We laugh.

Tariq : (Chuckles) I don't deserve you

Sqalosihle, I know I don't but I do need you
in my life. Nobody knows me like you do,
trust me. I'm a fucked up man with fucked
up issues, I'm a fucken unappreciative
loser and a cheater. But one thing that you
should know I am always sincere about, is
my love for you. I'm a lunatic because of
my love for you, one would say that you
fed me love portion, if that's the case, feed
me the whole bucket my love. I would
travel miles around the world but I don't
see myself functioning nor surviving
without you, I mean how can I function
without my heart, my life, my smile keeper,
my challenger. You amazes me woman,
you really do. You're strong, you're brave
yet calm and reserved...

Damn, I don't know what to do with myself

right now. It doesn't help because he's
looking straight into my eyes, and I see
love, I see sincerity.

Tariq : I was sure that if you didn't forgive

me, I was gonna kill you then kill myself...

I gasp and laugh with tears in my eyes, the

others join me.

Tariq : I couldn't imagine the fact of letting

other man love you while I am still
breathing, and I still couldn't let another
man love you even after death. Who
knows, maybe Moses would approach you
and take my wife. So it was better if we
would've died together and die inlove. I'm
not obsessed in chocolates or any
whiskey, you're my obsession. I love you
Sqalosihle, I love you so much.

Damn, I am blessed. I am blessed.

Ndabe : Thembalami, muntu wami, Mfazi

wami, MaSibanda. Look at you all glowing
and beautiful because of my love for you,
look at me looking fat because of the way
you feed me. You gave me your heart, you
gave me your trust and blessed me with a
son. I love how you care for me like my
mother, you act crazy with me like my
bestfriend, you love me like my wife and
reprimand me like my sister. Life have
never been easy, but waking up knowing
that you're still here, keeps me going, it
keeps me standing. You help me destroy
whatever demon that I face in my life. I
love you so much babe. You're my heaven
and earth.

The ncohh sounds.

Nobu : Wow, how I wish I also had a man

who would express his love towards me.
Sometimes being in the Singleville hurts
xemm.
Erin : Say that again sisi wami.

We laugh.

Insert 025
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I just woke up right now, at this time of the

day I am famished. Well, it's been an
astounding 5 months of my life. My man
have been treating me well and eating his
cake like crazy as he calls it. By the way, I
wake up and make my way to the
bathroom. I'm sure he had an early
meeting.

I take a long bubble bath, then dry myself

and lotion my glowing beautiful body. I go
to my walk-in closet, I wear a blue skin
jean which is too tight. My curves are even
more bigger than their original size, my
butt too. I look hella sexy. I wear black
shirt and tuck it in my jean, black Vuitton
stilletos how are you.

I tie my thick long braids into a high bun, I

wear my Era jewellery and puff a cologne.
A little touch of makeup is pertinent. Black
matte lipstick added. Handbag ?? R.Lauren
handbag, Tariq bought it for me online, it
costed him close to a million of rands. I
love this handbag. I pray and make my bed
while dressed up.

MaNdlovu is on pension, yeah, Tariq love

that woman, I also do really. She was a
great help so we send R5000 to her every
month. Sometimes, I even buy groceries
for her. So, we're still looking for house
helpers. I walk downstairs and find Nhlaka
eating, I had even forgotten that he slept
over.

Me : Morning hubby.

I call him that.

Nhlaka : Morning wifey, you look lit.
Me : So disappointing for a person who
have an english distinction.

He laugh, I join him.

Me : What are you eating there ?

I'm a foodie these days. It's scrambled

eggs, french fries and bread. Damn, the
eggs smell, too bad for my liking. I feel like
vomiting. I quickly run to the bathroom
which is downstairs. I vomit, damn, maybe
I am coming down with flu. I rinse my
mouth and go back to the lounge.

Nhlaka : You okay?

Me : Yes it's just the egg smell that
triggered my intestines.
Nhlaka : But you love eggs njee.
Me : Not anymore, I'll catch something on
my way to work. Bye.

Car ?? black Rolls Royce SUV hello. I pass

by Mug n bean, I am craving for blue berry
muffins and steers chocolate milkshake.
Afterwards I drive to work, I'm still a
Financial Analyst. Mpumi is heavily
pregnant and is on leave. I walk to the
reception.

Me : Morning Lisa.
Lisa : Boss lady, you look so beautiful. Can
I have 1 blueberry muffin?
Me : Thank you. Stay away from my
muffins please, I'll buy you lunch. I'm in a
good mood today.
Lisa : (smiles) Don't forget.

I giggle and catch a lift to my office. I start

by eating my muffins, damn they're
delicious. Someone decide to barge in
without knocking, that cologne, it's no one
other than my man.

Me : (smiles) Didn't they teach you how to

knock ?
Tariq : Morning to you too Sqalo sami.

That million dollar smile that drive me

crazy. He bend and kiss my forehead then
sit on top of the table near my chair.
Tariq : (smirk) You're eating muffins?
Me : (smiles) Yepp, they're so delicious
babe.
Tariq : You never loved them njee. Can I
have one ?

He says trying to take one, I quickly slap

his hand.

Tariq : (Laughs) You're so fucken stingy.

Me : Why did you leave without giving me a
morning kiss ?
Tariq : I had an early meeting, can I get it
now. Damn, your jeans are killing me babe.
Me : No, I'm busy eating.
Tariq : Why did you wear this jean keh ?

He say with his hand travelling to my

cookie, damn I want him. He starts neck
kissing me, I'm a moaning mess...

I've been given an orgasm this morning,

my mood is on 100%. We finish dressing
up then he kiss my forehead.
Tariq : You're so ravishing my heart.
Me : Thank you my Tee.

He's sitting on top of my table and I'm

standing between his legs with him
holding my waist. I love the effect that he
have on me.

Tariq : I don't love the way this jean is

exposing my assets.

He says nibbling on my ear, what's this

man doing to me ? I manage to stabilize
my breath and remove his head on my ear.

Me : I need a break please, (Giggles) We

just made love now now.
Tariq : Is it my fault that this thing of yours
is delicious, I cannot get over it.

I'm flushed, I'm wet wet like wet.

Me : I need to work babe, this is my office

not our bedroom.
Tariq : (smirk) We have sex everywhere
mus we want babe, you still owe me a
round on a kitchen counter remember?

He says grabbing my ass. His other hand

is already unbuttoning my jeans.

Me : (Giggles) You're so perverted jee...

Before I know it, he had already slid

Bhovungane in. When did he unbutton his
trousers?

Me : (moans) Mmh, ahh... Ohh yes

Bhovungane!

I'm such a whore! He's hitting each an

every corner.

Tariq : I love you babe!

He says fastening his path.

Me : (moans) Ohh, I lov... Ahh...you

too...Mmh!
After a while I'm a shaking mess, I don't
even know what to do about myself. I
come 3 times before I hear a loud groan
from this sex maniac of mine. His sex
drive is on another level sometimes I fail to
keep up. I'm not complaining though. We
lay on the couch trying to catch our breath.
He kiss my forehead and goes to the
shower.

He comes back with a warm towel and

wipe me then wipe himself. We dress up,
and I fix my hair. We lock eyes.

Tariq : I love you Sqalosihle.

Me : I love you too Andisa.

My cookie is burning, he really did a

number on me.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

At first it was her always horny then it

came to sleeping a lot and her not loving
food that she used to love. Nhlaka told me
that she vomited today at morning. She
have all the symptoms of pregnancy, okay
not all but most.

I pray that she's pregnant, she's gaining

weight and look more resplendent. I will be
there every step of the way, I love that
woman way too much. So her giving me
my first born will be a blessing. Infact, I
only want babies with my wife. I hope God
answer my prayers.

I'm driving to Waterfall estate, the Gaselas.

I arrive there and pack, the maid lead me in
the living room. I find these two cuddling,
Mpumi is due next month and she look so
ugly, the big nose.

Mpumi : Hey daddy to be.

I look at her, or maybe she's talking about

her baby.

Kyle : Are you stupid Rellik broh, didn't you

see that you've scored ??
I quickly sit down, so vhele I'm not
hallucinating.

Me : Mxm, I thought I was just

hallucinating because she's on a pill.
Kyle : (whistle) Hamba Rellik, so you took
after your brother and scored even when
she think she have a strong goal keeper.
Mpumi : Mxm
Me : Which brother are you talking about?

I ask pretending to be confused

Kyle : Me idiot.
Me : Haii, I'm older than you. So why do
you guys say that my wife is pregnant ?
Mpumi : Wena why do you think so ?
Me : She's gaining weight, her glow is on
another level, she vomits and hate her
used to be favorite food. Can you believe
that she was eating Mug n bean blueberry
muffins today with steers chocolate
milkshake. Besides, I know my wife's body,
the flat stomach is slowly vanishing.
Kyle : Luna hate muffins njee and the last
time I checked she didn't like Steers.

Don't be surprised, Kyle and Luna are very

close.

Mpumi : My girlfriend is pregnant (smiles)

Too bad, our babies won't have the same
age ?
Me : Haii, it's not confirmed yet. I don't
want to get happy for nothing. Plus what if
she doesn't take it well?
Kyle : Be by her side broh and support her.
Losing a baby must be traumatizing, but I
know she'll recover.
Me : (Sighs) So how do I get her to the
doctor?
Mpumi : When you see her vomiting, tell
her that you're taking her to the doctor. Her
health matters most to you.
Me : (Smiles) Mpumelelo Zikalala!
Mpumi : (Giggles) Tariq Khoza!
Me : I would give you a hug right now, too
bad you're ready to pop him out.
Mpumi : (Roll eyes) Mxm.
We laugh, I continue chilling with them
then I go back to my company.

Insert 026
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been three days of always vomiting

every morning. I really don't know what's
wrong with me. Tariq insisted on taking
me to a doctor but I blatantly refused.
Speaking of him, he annoys the hell out of
me these days. I no longer drive myself to
work, imagine nx!!

I thought he had already left to work, but

here he is busy on a laptop on bed.

Tariq : Morning wifey.

He smiles and kiss my lips, just as I am

about to respond. I run to the toilet and
vomit. Ohh, he's holding my braids and
brushing my back. I stand up when I feel
like I am done, he flushes the vomit. I go
rinse my mouth and wash my face.

Tariq : I told you that we should go see a

doctor, you're starting to worry me right
now.

I roll my eyes.

Tariq : Is there something wrong with your

eyes madam ?
Me : Don't annoy me Tariq please, it's still
morning.

He chuckles. He starts kissing me, damn I

am horny, horny horny!! Before I know it
our clothes are all over the floor in this
bathroom. Yayy, I'm getting my morning
glory.

Tariq : Let me take you to the doctor.

He says rubbing my clit with the huge

Bhovungane.

Me : (moans) Mhh, yes... please baby.

He insert himself when I least expect it. I
gasp for air...
We've just finished taking a shower after
the morning glory. Gosh this guy satisfy
me, he's good in bed, he's handsome, he's
a Zulu and he's filthy rich. I got a jackpot
people.

I dress into a pink maxi knife-pleated

backless dress. I ordered this from ZARA, I
wear my new brown Gucci push-ins. I
bought them a day ago, I'm tired of those
black Gucci flip flops. Black Gucci shades
how are you ?? I let my braids loose and
apply makeup, pink lip gloss I do. Era
jewellery, I'm obsessed with Dj Zinhle.
She's my role model.

This man is wearing black ripped jeans, I'm

not sure about the brand, but I'm sure it's
something like Burberry, Gucci, Ralph
Lauren or etc. A red hoodie printed
Burberry with black Saint Laurent
sneakers. This guy is so handsome, his
weaves and the well trimmed beard.
He come closer to me and hug me while
grabbing my ass.

Tariq : I love you.

Me : I love you too.
Tariq : You're so beautiful.
Me : Thank you, you're not bad yourself.

He chuckles.

Tariq : Which car ??

Me : It's not like I'll be driving so why ask
me ?

He option for the black Ford, that's his

favorite car after Tesla. We start by Mug n
bean, I eat my muffins in the car while we
drive to the hospital. We are the Khozas,
booked or not, we don't stay in the long
qeeus. If it was other days, I would not
allow it but these days I'm bitchy I am
telling you.

Doc : Mr and Mrs Khoza, what a pleasant

surprise?
This man of mine is back to being cold, I
don't get why he don't smile in public. Haii,
drama queen.

Me : It's good to see you again doctor.

Doc : How can I help you today?

I look at this Ice man, he better talk

because he's the one who dragged me
here.

Tariq : My wife have been vomiting lately.

The doctor look at Tariq and raise an

eyebrow, suddenly Ice man looks nervous.

Tariq : (clears throat) She've also gained

weight...

Oh No he didn't say that did he. I'm fuming

but trying to keep it cool, how could he
diss these huge curves and big butts. I'm
hella sexy mna. Maybe I should work on
my stomach because it's no longer flat like
the way I know it.
Tariq : She sleep a lot also and her sex
drive is on another level.

Is this guy here to embarrass me ?? I

glance at him, he ignore me. The doctor
smiles at me.

Doc : I think we should do some tests ??

Me : What tests??

I snap, okay I need to calm down, the

doctor did nothing wrong.

Doc : I think you're pregnant Mrs Khoza.

Me : (Giggles) Lol me, No, I'm on a pill.
Doc : It's not 100%. Let's just do the tests
please.
Me : Haii keh, okay.

I go to pee in the toilet and come back and

hand him the urine. He do his things and
wait for 3 minutes, Tariq is busy rubbing
his hands.

Doc : Congratulations Mr and Mrs Khoza,

you are soon to be parents.
Huh how ?? Damn I respect Ice man he's
such a scorer. I got a goal keeper there but
he scored anyway. Jeez, how didn't I see
this ? Part of me believes that Tariq knew
about this. I am happy, besides it's not like
the baby we'll be born out of wedlock.

I have money piling in my bank accounts. I

have a beautiful house, I think I am ready.
Then it sink in, what if lose the baby again
?? What if...
I think I've zoned out of here.

Tariq : Luna.
Me : Huh
Tariq : The doctor asked you to lay on the
bed, to check how far we are ??

I'm supposed to be happy but here I am

thinking of the worst. I take my dress and
lay on the bed. The doctor applies the cold
gel on my stomach, Ice man is all smiles
and holding my hand, he starts doing the
things and explaining things that I don't
even want to hear. It's said that I am 9
weeks pregnant, which is 2 months and a
week.

********************

Tariq is happy but trying to hide it, I think

he's waiting for my response. We're sitting
at the couch with me laying on his chest.

Tariq : Talk to me.

Me : (sighs) I am scared.
Tariq : Babe I know it's not easy, but let's
let the bygones be bygones. We focus on
the present and stay positive. You eat
healthily and follow the doctor's
procedures then you don't stress. Always
think of our baby before stressing. Trust
me, you're going to give birth to a healthy
baby girl.
Me : (smiles) I hear you Mr Ice man. How
sure are you that the baby is a girl ?

I say brushing my tummy, he put his hand

on top of mine and look at me. We lock
eyes, he's happy and deeply inlove with
me. I'll go with the flow.
Tariq : (smiles) I'm the one who scored
there madam. Besides your glow and your
beauty and bitchy attitudes convince me
that you're carrying mini Mandisa in there.

We laugh, Mandisa is bitchy I'm telling you.

Tariq : Thank you for this gift, I love you so

much.
Me : I love you too.
Tariq : Do you think we should tell the
others?
Me : Maybe when I am 4 or 5 months.
Tariq : Samkelo and Mpumelelo knows.
Me : How?
Tariq : (Chuckles) They saw you, Mpumi is
pregnant hello, so she knows a pregnant
woman.
Me : They'll have to keep it a secret.
Tariq : Okay.

He perk my lips.

Me : Babe
Tariq : Mmh.
Me : I no longer want to work.
Tariq : Finally!
Me : (Chuckles) I mean until I give birth, I
am done with my business plan of
Accounting company.
Tariq : Okay, I'll invest. I still don't see the
idea of being a house wife bad.
Me : Me ?? Housewife?? No. I also want to
go to a vacation.
Tariq : (smiles) I love it when you spend
my money baby. Where, you can travel all
over if you want. I mean, your man can
afford.

He's back to being crazy.

Me : (Giggles) Okay rich Ice man, I want to

go to India or Mauritius.
Tariq : So when are we leaving?

I knew it that he won't allow me to go

alone. I just sighs.

Me : In two weeks.
Tariq : What else do you want?
This guy seems to have forgotten that I am
almost on 20 millions of rands, don't be
surprised, I'm an investor.

Me : (Giggles) A house.
Tariq : Choose anything, even if the house
is at UK and costs million dollars. Daddy
will pay.
Me : (Giggles) I'm just joking, I love this
house.
Tariq : Plus I built it for you before I even
met you.

I'm still flushed by his story. Apparently no

woman or bitch had ever entered this
house. He said it belonged to his future
wife, he have houses in other places too. I
don't like them, especially the apartments,
I'm sure they were turned into a hotel. I
married a man whom I believe have more
than 50 body counts while I only have 1.

Tariq : I love you.

Before I know it, I'm breathing heavily and

moaning like crazy. My dress is up on my
boobs. Just like that, I'm being fucked in a
lounge on a couch, where his sisters or
anyone can just pop in without knocking.
But I am not complaining, besides, this is
my house.

Insert 027
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I wake up to hear my cellphone ringing,

damn, did I sleep until 9am. This
pregnancy is really showing me flames.
Ohh the cellphone ?? It's Triller, what does
he want now.

Me : Mokeona.
Thapelo : I need you to come in my house
now with Rellik, Zandy is losing it.
Me : What's going on ?
Thapelo : She's breaking things and...

He cut the call, he sounds so nervous and

sad at the same time. I quickly make my
bed and go take a quick shower. What do I
wear ?? A white loose dress that's below
my knees with black Gucci flip flops. I
don't tie my braids, I didn't even eat
breakfast gosh!!

No handbag, just my cellphone and Rolls-

Royce SUV car keys.

Me : Morning Sam, I need you to drive me

to Thapelo's place.
Sam : Okay boss lady.

We quickly get in the car and drive to the

Mokeona residence. I receive a call from
Cassa.

Me : Hello
Cassa : Where are you ?? I'm at Thapelo's
place.
Me : I'm coming.
Cassa : Hurry.

She ends the call. Kanti what's going on??

Let me call my man. He answer on the
second ring.
Tariq : Mommy I just arrived at Thapelo's
house. I'll call you later.
Me : I'm coming there.
Tariq : (Sighs) You don't have to, but then
it's fine.

We've arrived. I quickly take my phone and

walk out. There are lot of cars at the
driveway. A loud noise is coming from the
lounge. I quickly rush there. I open without
knocking, Damn, the TV is broken,
everything is a mess in this house. Zandy
is shouting.

Zandy: HE DON'T KNOW ME, HOW COULD

HE DO THAT TO ME ??

She's fuming, what ever have happened

must be too big. Cassa is seated looking
defeated, the gents too, Thapelo isn't here.
Minutes later, Nobunhle barges in followed
by Kwenzo and Mandisa. I haven't said a
word.

Nobu : What the fuck is going on here ??

She ask looking around.

Zandy : I'M STILL GOING TO REARRANGE

THIS PLACE. THIS IS NOTHING.
Kyle : Zandy calms down.
Zandy : DON'T FUCKEN TELL ME TO CALM
DOWN KYLE, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
THAT WHORE HAD PUT ME THROUGH!

I wonder what Thapelo has done, could it

be that he cheated ? She takes a golf stick
and start beating the expensive
refrigerator. Damn, she's so crazy, I stan
her. Kwenzo tries to stop her.

Zandy : DON'T YOU DARE COME NEAR ME

WEH KWENZO!

I see Thapelo coming from the stairs, he

look drained.

Thapelo : Babe I'm sorry, let's fix this my

love.
Zandy : KHAWU THULE WENA!
She quickly walks out looking like crazy.
Thapelo tries to follow her.

Tariq : Give her space.

He throw himself on the couch. I've never

seen Thapelo like this.

Mandi : What's going on ?

Me : Did you cheat ??
Erin : He fucked a whore and made her
pregnant. Today the bitch dropped a 8
months baby saying she don't want the
baby because Thapelo doesn't want to
marry her.

But why is Zandy angry, the baby is 8

months which means that he/she was
made before she came in the picture. But
then, I won't understand.

Kwenzo : Did Thapelo knew about this ??

Cassa : He knew, he even named him and
he didn't tell Zandy about him. These
people have been together for 10 months,
she deserved to know about this in the
first place.

This is bigger than we think, Secrets,

secrets ruin marriages!!

Nobu : (Giggles) The art that she did here, I

love it, she deserves a trophy for this.
Tariq : Are you for real Snenhlahla?
Nobu : Yes I am.

A guard come running inside the house.

Guard : Boss, madam is burning your car

outside, it's already in flames. We tried to
stop her.
Gents : Inii ??

We quickly stand up and run outside. The

drama in the Mokeona is really funny.
Zandy is my role model, I should've done
the same to Tariq that time. There it is,
Thapelo's favorite car, I mean had you ever
seen a Bugatti Veyron burning?? Here I am
watching it in orange flames. Thapelo sink
down defeated.
Zandy : I hope you feel what I am feeling
right now, I hate you Thapelo.

She says calmly. She's lying, I know, I've

been there. She loves him way too much
than she think. Tariq comes near me and
hold my waist.

Tariq : Are my favorite people okay?

Me : Yes, she's behaving today.
Tariq : (smiles) Okay, let's enjoy the movie
then we'll go and feed you two.
Me : Are you serious man ?
Tariq : (Chuckles) I am serious, very
serious. I should be laughing at him, like
how he did when I was in my low moments
that time you wanted to leave me. Atleast
you didn't burn my expensive Tesla damn!!
Zandy ke star!

Not that Tesla is his most expensive car,

my man just loves it.

Me : Did you know about this ?

Tariq : Yes I did, we all did, even Kwenzo
who's acting clueless, and you know I
warned Triller about it but he chose to
ignore me.

Wow!!

Me : Why didn't you tell me ?

Tariq : I didn't want you to be caught up in
this shit. You wouldn't tell Zandy and when
she find out that you knew she would hate
you.
Me : Understandable.

He hold my waist and kiss my cheek.

Everyone is sitting by the porch, Thapelo
included. Except for Zandy who drove to
where God knows. My man and I are
standing near the tree, watching the car
that is still burning to ashes.

Me : She's broken Tariq.

Tariq : She'll be fine, Thapelo loves her way
too much to let her go.
Me : She's a strong woman.
Tariq : (Chuckles) No she's not, she let
emotions control her. Did you see how the
lounge is messed up ?? You're the only
woman whom I know that is strong and
calm no matter what shit pops.
Me : (sighs)We manifest pain differently
daddy.
Tariq : Okay mommy, sorry for judging.

We go to join the others in the porch. The

silence here is as thick as my butt.

Nobu : Your dining room is damaged, will it

stay like that ?
Thapelo : (sighs) A furniture and cleaning
company is coming, everything will be in
place by 4pm.
Mandi : I think someone should've
followed her, what if she do something to
herself.
Mike : You seems to forget that everyone
of you is always watched by guards from
afar.
Cassa : What? How come that I never saw
them ??

Tariq seems uncomfortable, he know he's

in trouble.
Kyle : You'll never see nor recognize them.
They see you and watch you all the time,
besides all our cars have tracks.

Guards, tracks, the lives of these guys

have dark sides and I am going to find
about it when we get home. I won't marry a
gangster.

Me : And the baby ??

Kwenzo : Nhlaka took him to Blair Athol,
your parents place.
Mandi : And how do you know about this ?
Erin : Oh, he asked me when we were
standing together and I told him.

The way these guys defends each other.

Nx!! I wish I could slap Erin right now.

Mandi : Mmh

I know that “ mmh ” from us ladies, she

don't believe Erin.

Nobu : A Bugatti Veyron of Thapelo Triller

Mokeona was burned to ashes because
of his cheating habits. (Giggles) It would
make a great topic for journalists.
Tariq : (Laughs) It really would sisi wami.
Thapelo : Mxm.

Nobunhle and Tariq are stupid really.

Mandi : I'm sure you inherited that

stupidity from your uncle.
Nobu : Who me ?? Khathaza ?? No! Maybe
Andisa.
Tariq : You're such a traitor Snenhlahla.

Laughter.

Ziyanda Londiwe Mbatha

Call me a drama queen, call me childish or

whatsoever, I really don't care. You
wouldn't understand, we manifest pain
differently. I know he didn't cheat but he
did break the loyalty. I would understand if
he didn't know about that baby of his, but
he fucken did and decided to be secretive.
I don't even feel bad for burning his
favorite car, he deserved it. It's such a
shame because I love him. But I cannot
just get over the fact of that he hid a baby
for the whole 10 months of our lives
together. It also disturbs me that I won't be
the one to carry his firstborn.

He isn't loyal, he betrayed me and it hurts

that there's nothing that I can do about it.
Listen, I'm hurting here. Maybe it's
because I wasn't expecting him to hurt me
like this, to betray me like this. Here I am
thinking that I found the one, thinking that
I'm his obsession kanti he's busy playing
happy family in my back.

Is it because I no longer attend church

good Lord ?? I'm at my apartment sleeping
in my bed. I don't have clothes here, angithi
I went against my culture and cohabited. It
really served me well, ngiya phapha. I've
been crying and stopping. For a fucken
psychologist who have given advises to
million people, I feel so stupid.
I am blank, I am hurt, I am in agony. Let me
kneel down and pray maybe I will feel
better, I know my good Lord will never
forsake me even though I do so.

Me : (Sniffs) Oh Lord, here I come as your

child with a heavy broken heart. In
Proverbs 3:5 you said we should trust in
the you with all our heart; and lean not
unto our own understanding.
(sniffs) Here I am as your child trusting
you with all my broken heart pieces. I
know that you will never give me the
weight that I cannot manage to carry. In
Jesus' mighty name.

I finish praying and break down again. I

receive multiple calls from Thapelo, I
ignore him until he decides to give up. This
time it's Luna answering, I don't answer.
Nobunhle, Buhle, Mandisa and Cassa tries
too but I just end up switching my
cellphone off.

Thapelo Triller Mokeona

I fucked up, I really fucked up. Trust me, I
didn't mean to hurt her, those were not my
intentions. I really love Zandy, I love her
way too much to do that shit. I started
dating Zandy when the baby mama was
pregnant. She's not my girlfriend, and had
never been my girlfriend, she's just a bitch
whom I fucked and I think she was
trapping me.

I do wanted to tell Zandy about this but I

thought she would leave me and the
relationship had just started. The plan was
to impregnate her then tell her, that way I
would always be attached to her, no matter
what. I would use the baby to stay near
her. I love Zandy, she's my wife, my
soulmate, the only person who makes me
a better person.

I'm sitting with my friends, to be honest,

I'm not enjoying their company right now,
more especially Tariq and Kyle. They're so
annoying, Nobunhle included. We tried to
call her but she's not responding, she's at
her apartment. The guards confirmed it,
the track drive on her phone and my car
too. It's now 5pm and everything is on
place.

My house is super clean, new TV and

couches were delivered. My windows were
also repaired. As for my car, damn, she did
the most there but I understand. You know
if this was happening to one of these
gents here I would be laughing so bad.
Atleast I'll claim my money at an Insurance
company and buy a brand new Bugatti last
edition this time. These people have been
ordering food with my cellphone ever since
they came here, Luna actually.

I don't know why but I think she looks

extremely hot these days, she is even
gaining weight or maybe it's in my eyes.
Haii, let me mind my fucked up business.

Luna : Here is food.

She gives me a Steers burger with coke.

Me : I'm not hungry.
Cassa : She didn't ask, you're going to eat
that food weh Thapelo. You need an
energy to solve this chaos that you have
caused.
Me : ARE YOU M...
Nobu : Unga silinge weh Mokeona, idla!

Wow, she's even holding a golf stick. Am I

a kid now?? These stupid 5 are laughing. I
bite thrice and put it down.

Mandi : Finish that food ndoda, we're not

wasting money today. You don't want me
to go Khoza diva way on you Nx!

Like really, that's my money mus. I eat the

burger and finish it, I have to admit that I
was hungry and my 4 mothers here
helped.

Luna : Now that everyone of us is done

eating, I need your attention.

We all look at her, she's all serious and a

bit intimidating right now. I've never seen
Luna like this. Just as we quieten down,
Zandy enters looking all drained. She tries
to pass but Luna stops her, she wanted to
protest but the look that she got from
madam Luna damn!

Luna : Sit down Ziyanda.

We both look at her shocked. Zandy

obliges, my wife look drained and I hate
that I am the cause of it. Luna looks at us.

Luna : Who is next ??

We look at her confused.

Luna : Mike I guess you are next to break

Cassa's heart because that's what you're
good at in this group.

Tariq clears his throat, and looks down. I

also look down, Mike tries to talk but stop
himself.

Kyle : (Clears throat) I'm... I'm, I've been

here for too long. I'm sure my wife needs
me.

Mpumi couldn't come since she's heavily

pregnant. And I am glad, she would be
spitting fire, she loves Zandy way too
much. But I know Kyle just want to escape
lol.

Luna : Don't you dare run away, sit down. I

know that Mpumi's mother is at your
place.

Kyle sighs and sit down.

Luna : You think we have no hearts don't

you ? You think what pumps our blood is a
stone. No, don't look at me like that, truth
hurts angithi.

We don't say anything. I was confused at

first but now I follow.

Luna : Tariq, if I was the one who have

cheated what would you have done to me
?
Tariq clenches his jaws, and I know what
he's thinking.

Tariq : I would've killed you.

And he would've done it, his name is Rellik.

I'm sure you're wondering what happened
to Masande, he killed her like a dog. He
spared her mother and son's life though,
but it was after we talked to him.

Luna : So why didn't I kill you ? Is it

because I don't have strength enough to
kill you?

Tariq just clench his jaws and shake his

head.

Luna : Kyle, if Mpumi was the one who had

cheated would you've been able to forgive
her ?

This is deep.

Kyle : (Clears throat) No man ever forgives

infidelity.
Luna : So is there something special about
you men that we manages to forgive you
and love you with your imperfections. Tell
me, what's so special about you men that
you always treats us like shit then expect
us to tolerate you with it ?
Nobu : (Giggles) Preach babe!

This one never gets serious.

Kwenzo : But we don't always treat you like

shit. We do tries.
Luna : Okay, I get that. But why is it that us
women are not allowed to treat you like
shit in usual times. You men always
preach about loyalty but you're the first
ones who usually breaks it. (Breath) We
also want to get a time and cheat for once
then come back and apologize then you
forgive us, then life goes on. Angithi you
think that it's simple??

Tariq is trying by all means to keep it

together, I know he wish to strangle Luna
right now, as much as this is insane
towards us men. Luna is right, us men are
just trashes. Nobunhle giggles, Erin
chuckles.

Luna : I believe that in a relationship we

have to compromise on this one, you
cheat, I get out of the relationship because
I am not dirty like you. I don't want to go
around searching for diseases. Thapelo...

I swear my heart stopped beating.

Luna : Have you looked at Zandy?? Did you

see how much she is hurting? Zandy is a
bubbly girl, but today we all don't know her.
You're changing her into something that
she's not Thapelo. Don't you appreciate a
woman like her ?? I mean, atleast you
should've told her at the first place before
getting into a relationship with her. Do you
fucken know how much it hurts to be
broken by someone who always preach
saying that he or she loves you everyday?
I'm sure she's hurting right now when she
think that she's a psychologist but she's
failing to keep herself together because of
you Thapelo. I know she would've been
hurt had you told her early but she would
understand. Is love that weak in a way of
you having a son could break your
relationship if you had told her early?

I want to cry but I can't.

Luna : Do you think that she's a fool now

that she came back to you the very same
day you broke her heart ?

I look at Zandy, she's sobbing, Luna is also

emotional.

Me : (sighs)No.
Luna : Let me tell you one thing guys, you'll
never understand what the next person is
going through until you try to put yourself
in their position. The first thing that you
should think of before hiding something
that I'll eventually find out, think of how
would you feel if someone was doing the
same thing to you. If someone was
betraying you like this??
Mike sighs. Tariq got a gem, his wife is a
gem. But no, she's not my type. I like them
dramatic, I'm joking, had I met her first
before Tariq I would've wifed Luna. But as
soon as I saw Zandy, my crush for Luna
vanished, I love Zee with every fiber of my
body.

Luna : Another thing, the only concrete to a

stable relationship is loyalty before love.
Secrets have destroyed lot of marriages.
Let me tell you the most things that breaks
loyalty; cheating, secrets and lack of
communication. What happens when
loyalty is broken?
Mandisa : The relationship trembles.
Luna : Exactly, and the probability of it
working again is very low. You know, there
are points where we tell ourselves that
sometimes love alone is not enough. Once
we reach that point or tell you that, know it
very well, that everything is over. We work
on a a relationship together, we carry the
weight together and do not let another
person suffer alone because that person
will eventually gets tired.

She smiles and wipe her tears.

Luna : Mike, Kwenzo don't allow these

people to infect you with their disease. Fix
them infact, and show them that there's
life, peaceful life without secrets and
cheating. Yeah, relationships are not all
bliss and roses but can we not let secrets
and cheating be the hardships please.
Zandy and Thapelo fix your relationship
guys. I know you won't survive without
each other. Thank you guys for your time.

Damn, she was good. I almost cried there,

we applaud her, then she hug with Zandy
and go sit near her man who's kissing her
all over her face. Haii, nami I'm going to sit
near my wife. I don't care if she's angry or
not, I sit near her and rest her head on my
shoulder.

Nobu : (Giggles) Damn girl, you should join

Zandy in the shrinks world.
We laugh.

Me : (Whisper) I'm sorry babe, I really am.

She looks at me blankly then continue

focusing at the squad. She's so beautiful
even with puffy eyes.

Tariq : I thought you was coming for me

there.

She giggles, then he kiss her forehead and

looks at her like she's the only thing that
matters in his world. Tariq really love Luna.

Luna : I wouldn't dare come for my lovely

hubby.
Kyle : Mxm, traitor!

We laugh. I really appreciate my friends

but I was happy when they left, I need
space with my wife.

Insert 028
Andisa Tariq Khoza

We just arrived here at home with my wife,

I am really impressed about how she was
talking today. It made me realize some shit
flaws that us gents have but hate it when
our wives do it to us.

Me : Let's go take a shower baby ?

Sqalo : No, let's talk first. Is there
something that you're hiding from me ?
Me : Not that I know of.
Sqalo : Tell me about yourself keh.
Me : (Sighs) Babe, are we really gonna do
this now ?? I want to be fed please.
Besides, you know everything about me.
Sqalo : I will feed you after you tell me
about every aspects of your life.

I'm really frustrated right now, all I want is

to eat her then cuddle her to sleep. Not
this talk that she's talking about.

Sqalo : Why do we have guards??

Me : Because you're rich, you have to be
protected.
Sqalo : You're lying Andisa Khoza. Are you
a gangster or maybe a Mafia ?
Me : (smirk) And if I am ??
Sqalo : Then I'm gonna leave your gangster
ass, I mean this.
Me : Don't fuck on me Sqalosihle, not with
my kid. And mind your tone when you talk
to me ?

Sometimes I don't understand Sqalosihle,

so if I was a gangster she was gonna leave
me for who I am. She's sometimes
dramatic really. All I need right now is to
bury myself inside of her and drink her
natural delicious juices.

Sqalo : Don't make this about me Tariq. I

asked you a question.

I chuckle annoyed.

Me : I have no time for this.

I stand up and go upstairs.

Sqalo : We're still talking here!

I ignore her and go to our bedroom with
my hard dick. I take a cold shower, wear
my Boxers and go to bed.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Wow, so he's a gangster?? I'm inlove with a

gangster. I mean he couldn't deny it, so he
is. He just snapped on me. I didn't even
follow him, I just went to sleep in a spare
bedroom.

*******************
I wake up and open my eyes to unfamiliar
room. I remember that I didn't sleep in the
main bedroom. I go to take a shower, I dry
my body then wore a yellow robe that I
found here. My bump is now showing a bit.
I still have a journey to KZN to inform my
parents.

I open the bathroom and find this man

sitting on bed. He looks at me, he look
pissed.
Tariq : So this is what gonna happen
Sqalosihle?

I look at him confused.

Tariq : When we fight, you will sleep on

spare bedrooms huh ??

He's trying very hard to stay calm. I keep

quiet.

Tariq : (ROARS) I FUCKEN HATE

REPEATING MYSELF!!

I jump in fear, he's so cold.

Me : I'm sorry.

I say in a low tone, damn where are my

mood swings today when I need them
most. I would be spitting fire now.

Tariq : LISTEN HERE WOMAN, NEXT TIME

WHEN WE FIGHT, YOU'RE NOT GONNA
RUN AND SLEEP IN A SPARE BEDROOM
DO YOU HEAR ME ?? YOU'RE AN ADULT
NOW, SO BEHAVE LIKE ONE. YOU FOUND
ME LIKE THIS SQALOSIHLE, WHAT WAS
YOU EXPECTING? YOU KNOW VERY WELL
THAT RICH PEOPLE HAVE ENEMIES
EVERYWHERE, MARA WENA WHEN YOU
FIND OUT ABOUT HAVING GUARDS, THE
FIRST THING THAT YOU THINK OF IS
GANGSTERISM. I'M DISAPPOINTED IN
YOU NX!!

To be honest, I heard him but I didn't get

what he was saying. I believe that a person
who wants to address something, will talk
well instead of shouting. He's so
manipulative nx!! I just shake my head,
open the door and go to the main bedroom
living him there.

I love pleated dresses these days, I lotion

my body, puff my cologne. I then wear my
orange ombre pleated dress that is below
my knees with pink stilletos. I doll my face
then wear my 28-inch curly weave. I take
my Versace pink clutch bag, throw my
necessities in then go downstairs.
Let's meet up for lunch babe, I text Zandy.
She replies okay. I make toast, fry
sausages, and hot chutney. Eggs, I hate
them. I see this man approaching, he sit
on the kitchen counter, I give him his
breakfast with coffee. I make hot
chocolate for myself, then we eat together
in silence.

He keep staring at me, I just ignore him.

We finish eating, then I rinse the plates. I
also clean the stove. I feel his hands
wrapping around my waist from behind
mxm! He should thank God for the effect
he have on me.

Tariq : I'm sorry babe.

He says kissing my neck, that's my weak

point bitch!!

Me : Mmh!
Tariq : I was just angry, I'm sorry for
snapping on you.
I shouldn't have worn this dress, because
he's now rubbing my clit. My knees are
weak. I continue breathing heavily and
moaning.

Tariq : I'll try to control myself next time.

You're my life, I love you.
Me : (moans) Mmh... I love you...ohh..too!
Tariq : I am not a gangster.

I need Mkhathini himself right now. He

puts me on top of the kitchen counter
when I least expect it. I feel Mkhathini
expanding my pussy walls, damn! This is
how you apologize men, take notes!!

Me : Ohh baby!
Tariq : You're tight my heart!

He says pumping too fast, just the way I

love it. The rest is history... I fix up myself
with him watching me smiling like a retard.
He's only wearing his shorts and his
Burberry push-ins , shirtless. He kiss my
forehead and hold my waist.
Tariq : I love you.
Me : I love you too. I'm meeting up with
Zandy for lunch at 12.
Tariq : Where ?
Me : We'll go to The Eat, then go shopping
after.
Tariq : I don't like the fact of you getting
out of my site but then I also have to go
check my company. Plus we need a new
financial analyst.
Me : Okay.
Tariq : (smile) You look so lovely.
Me : Thank you
Tariq: We'll talk when you come back.
Me : Okay.

He kiss me passionately pouring out his

love to me. And damn, do I not love him ??
Of course I do. The guard drive me to
Rosebank mall, when I land my leg on the
mall, flashes starts. Sighs. I walk to The
Eats restaurant, lol, I used to work here
now I am the owner, wowza. Zandy raise
her hand for me to acknowledge her.
I walk towards our table, she stand up, and
we share our hug. She smell so lovely. We
sit down.

Me : (Smiles)Hey
Zandy : Hi

She smiles back, she's wearing Gucci

sneakers, blue ripped jeans, white
Givenchy crop vest with Gucci unbuttoned
shirt and 12-inch fringe weave. And a
touch of makeup. She looks beautiful.

Me : How are you doing?

Zandy : I'm confused babe, my mind is all
over the place.
Me : Did you guys talk?
Zandy : Yeah, he apologized and try to
make sense out of this. But I still don't
understand, yeah, I love him but I don't
trust him.

I don't know what to say to her. A waiter

comes to take our orders.
Waiter : Good afternoon boss lady and Ms
Mbatha, I would love to take your orders.
Me : (smile) Afternoon, chilli chicken ribs
with beef bangers and orange juice please.
Zandy : Today's special with red wine.

The waiter take our orders and walk away.

Zandy looks at me weirdly.

Me : What ??

She smiles mischievously.

Zandy : You're pregnant bitch and don't try

to deny it. Everyone knows you love your
wine Luna.
Me : (Giggles) Maybe I am.
Zandy : Wow, congratulations baby. How
far ?
Me : (smiles)Two months. Nobody should
know please.
Zandy: My lips are zipped.

She stand up and hug me. Then we sit

down, keep quiet and become serious.
Zandy : How did you move past it babe ?
Me : (Sighs) I love him Ziyanda, I couldn't
lose my man because of some bitch. I was
sure that I was going to walk away, I made
up my mind. Fate brought us back, I love
him more than anything. Besides, marriage
is not all bliss and roses.
Zandy : Do you think I should forgive him ?
Me : You love that man Ziyanda, you even
failed to leave him for just a day. But the
most important thing that I can tell you to
do, is to follow your heart. While doing that
remember ukuthi the baby was conceived
before you came into the picture, so
practically he didn't cheat he just betrayed
you by keeping secrets.
Zandy : (Sighs) I don't know Luna, but I do
love him. Will I even be able to love that
baby?? Besides I don't want baby mama
dramas.

I hold her hands.

Me : Hey, remember that she left the baby,

meaning that she don't care about that
baby. According to my understanding, she
was trying to trap Thapelo thinking that he
will fall for her. Thapelo loves you Zandy, I
think he was just scared.

The waiter bring our food, and we eat

while still talking.

Zandy : I don't want that baby in my house,

no!

Yoh!!

Me : But baby, he/she have no one. It

would be better if you just bond with
him/her and get used to it. But don't push
yourself though.
Zandy : I will think about it. It hurts, it really
hurts.
Me : I know love, I know.

She sighs and we continue eating in

silence.

Hulisani Mukwevho
I'm at The Eats restaurant right now,
Rosebank mall. I can't believe that I am
seeing Luna again. Of course I know
nameless. The last time I saw her, she was
drained but looked beautiful. This time
she's more beautiful, she looks so lovely.

They say no person can be beautiful than

the whole world, but Luna is. She's so
splendid if I could put it well. I am sure,
she did not see me. She's with one of her
friends. Well, I do know them, they're
famous. And I also know that thee mighty
Tariq Khoza is Luna's boyfriend.

It really pisses me off that he got her

before me but that doesn't mean I am not
going to give up on her, not even in million
years. I have her pictures all over my
gadgets, I stalk her. I fell inlove with her the
very first time when I saw her on social
media.

Hades, where are my manners?? my name

is Hulisani Mukwevho. A venda handsome
guy, that I can tell you. I am 29 years old, I
have two kids. My son is 9 while my baby
girl is 6, Ndivhuwo and Ndiwanga
Mukwevho.

I am a Chemical engineer and have my

own lab. I also own Maize meal plantation
farming back at Venda, and a Maize
milling company. My networth is at about
25 million of rands. I see her walking out
with her friend, and they're smiling
together.

Luna is the most beautiful woman in the

world, no cap. I'm just lost in her beautiful
self right now. They disappear, I pay my bill
and also walk out. Now, she's all over my
mind.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been 4 weeks since Thapelo's baby

saga. We're now on another month, which
is my birthday month and I'm really not
looking forward to it really. I won't say that
I am a house wife because I do go to
check other businesses when I feel like it.

I usually go to the restaurants,

supermarkets and the hotel because Tariq
doesn't really care about those. So, I do
check the books and make sure that the
managers aren't getting too comfortable.
This is my baby's legacy, so I can't sit back.
Not when I am traditionally a Khoza.

I would also check the taxi associations

since the Khozas also own about 40 taxis
and 15 buses. But that industry is
dangerous, I don't want to be involved so I
push him to always check on them. I've
been talking to my parents, little sister and
the others but it's been a long time since I
saw them.

None of them knows that I am pregnant.

Maybe I'll go to KZN next week if Tariq
allows me to. His overprotective and clingy
traits are on another levels these days. He
hardly spends time at work. He's so crazy.
His family knows and our friends of
course, we had a get together last week
Friday at the main Khoza residence which
is Blair Athol, his parents place.

Zandy is still broken but I think she's

getting better now. Leano(Thapelo's son)
lives with aunty Zoleka but Zandy doesn't
want an INNOCENT baby near her. But hey,
I know better than to judge. You know I
would've taken Leano in but I don't want
Zandy to hate me. Apparently the baby
couldn't live with Thapelo's parents since
he has a step monster, his mother died
when he was 14 and his father married
another wife.

The step monster doesn't like Thapelo at

all and she can't even pretends, it hurts
really. Cassa and Mike are happy, no
drama in their shell. I am really proud of
Sambulo. My girlfriend is ready to pop out
the champ, she didn't want a baby shower
so we only bought her gifts.

Can you imagine that I, Ndoniyamanzi Clay

bought an AMG baby car seat worth
R6000 for Mpumi's baby. Having money
piling up your accounts will drive you crazy
I am telling you. Sometimes I feel guilty for
having this kind of money when other
people are starving out there. I always
comfort myself with that my man created
employment of more than 1000 people
only in SA, and what's mine is his.

I'm still furthering my studies at Unisa

though, I won't rest until I get a PhD. Tariq
is always bragging about his to everybody
who wanna hear. So hey, I want to save my
life here. Yepp, I married a smart man in
this group with a high IQ level as he always
says.

Today is the 20th of August by the way, 8

days left to my 23rd birthday. I'm really not
looking forward to it. I make up my bed
and go take a shower, my baby bump is
showing a bit. A part of me is still scared
about this pregnancy, I'm still on first
trimester and you know what happens.

Morning sicknesses just come randomly.

Today I'm glad I didn't experience that shit.
I just wake up to my man pumping me,
then I went back to sleep when he
prepared for work. I know he enjoys seeing
me as a typical house wife, so I'm gonna
let him enjoy it while it lasts.

I get out of the shower and dry my

beautiful body and lotion myself. I go to
the walk-in closet, it's a bit chilly today. I
wear my pink track pants, bought it at
Truworths I think. I put on my pink t-shirt
and white fluffy jersey. I wear my white
Dolce and Gabbana sneakers. I look at
myself on the huge mirror, simple yet hot
baby mama.

I put on my brown light straight 22-inch

weave and tie it into a high bun. I'm so
obsessed with makeup these days, I finish
up with a pink lipgloss and Era earrings. I
take my cellphone and go downstairs. I
order lot of junk and sit in the living room
watching the repeat of Dj Zinhle The
Unexpected.

I'm really obsessed with her; her era

jewellery and handbags, Boulevard
champagnes just that now I'm pregnant,
her songs,Hair majesty and now it's her
Reality shows. I also love the way she
mothers Kairo and Asante, Zinhle is a vibe
man! I'm disturbed by the iPhone ringtone.
Ohh, it's Tariq.

Me : Mmh
Tariq : (Chuckles) Is that how you answer
my calls MaHlase ?
Me : You're disturbing me, I'm busy feeding
your baby here.
Tariq : Sorry madam. I have good news for
you by the way.
Me : Did you buy me a house in Paris?
Tariq : (Laughs) What ?? No...
Me : Did you buy me blueberry muffins
from Mug n bean ?
Tariq : (Laughs) Can you just let me finish.
Mpumi just gave birth to a healthy strong
goalkeeper.

Wow, that's good news. I'm going there!

Me : What ?? I'm coming there.

Tariq : Don't drive by yourself.
Me : Okay baby!

I quickly go out and tell the guards to drive

me to Mandisa's practice. I am so happy.

Samkelo Kyle Gasela

To say that I am overexcited is an

understatement. I don't even know what to
do with myself right now. Here I am,
holding him in my hands. He's his father
son, my younger version. I am really
grateful and more inlove with my wife for
this gift. I am a father.
I'm inside the ward with my wife and my
son, our friends are outside impatient.

Me : (smile) Thank you for this gift mkami.

Mpumi : (Giggles) You're welcome Gasela.
I think we should let others get in and see
him.
Me : They should wait, umfanami lona.
Mpumi : (Giggles) Haybo, siya kwazi lokho.
He doesn't have a name.

I look at him, he's so cute and big. My big

boy.

Me : (smiles) He's my light, and you're my

world. His name is Langalami, Langalami
Gasela.
Mpumi : (smiles) I love it, my Langa. My
father is on his way.
Me : Okay, my parents are also coming.

A nurse pops in our ward.

Nurse : (smiles) Good morning Mr and Mrs

Gasela. You have lot of guests in the
waiting area. And the cute baby will need
to rest in 30 minutes.
Mpumi : (smiles) You can let them in.

She nods, when she walk out. Mandisa

walks in.

Mandi : Good morning family. Mommy, I

believe that a nurse showed you how to
breastfeed.
Mpumi : Yeah, they taught me everything.
Mandi : (smiles) Again congratulations for
making a cute baby. Can I hold aunty's
champ ?

I hand Langa to him. The door burst open,

a crowd walks in. It's my parents, Mpumi's
parents, Tariq's parents, Mpumi's brothers,
Nobu, Buhle, Zandy, Luna and Cassa.
Zandy is holding the baby clothes I think.

Mom : (smiles) Hello hello mommy and

daddy.

My mom is so bubbly I'm telling you. She

takes Langa from Mpumi with a smile. Mrs
Khoza and Mrs Zikalala also move near
her looking at My handsome son.

Mrs Khoza: (smiles) Ncoh, he's so cute.

Mrs Zika. : (Giggles) Right? He's a cutie.
Father : Huh mah Gasela, nathi sifuna uku
mu qhabuza lomfana.

We laugh.

Mom : Makoti, we thank you for this cutie

gift.

She hug Mpumi, my wife smiles.

Mr Khoza: You've grown Samkelo, ungu

baba manje.

He hugs me.

Lihle : What's his name ?

Me : Langalami.
Mr Zika. : I love it.
Mihla : Wait, you named him after Lihle,
that's not fair.
Laughter.

Me : (chuckles) No, he's Langalami not

Langalamilihle.
Nobu : Yazi unomona Mihlali.

Laughter again.

Zandy : Baby Langa is such a betrayer, u

sisi wami uku thwale 9 months wafana no
tatakho.
Luna : (Giggles) Say that again girl.
Me : Nobody could resist my charms haii
Father : (Chuckles) And mine too.

We laugh.

Cassa : He's really cute, he only took

Mpumi's eyes. The gents said they'll see
you later, they had to run back to work.
Me : Fede.

The nurse comes in.

Nurse : (smiles) I can see that everyone is

happy and glued to little cutie. But right
now, he have to rest.
Mpumi : No problem. I've already breastfed
him.
Zandy : Here are his clothes.

My mom puts my baby inside the cot, and

the nurse push him out. With my mom,
Mrs Khoza and Mrs Zikalala following her.
My father, Mr Khoza and Mr Zikalala also
walk out.

Buhle : Now that you've delivered. We need

to start planning the wedding babes.
Me : Yepp sthandwa sami, I need you to
carry my surname now. Being a Zikalala is
longer overdue.

I say kissing her all over her face with her

giggling and these girls saying ncooh
sounds or whatsoever.

Nobu : I'll be your wedding planner.

Mandi : No, I will be.

They can be kids, I know the Khoza divas.

Nobu : But I'm the one who said it first.
You're even a doctor, you won't get time.
Mandi : Who said I won't.
Luna : (Laughs) Can you guys just stop,
Buhle will be the wedding planner since
she mentioned it first.
Mpumi : Yeah, Buhle will be.
Buhle : (smiles) The bride have spoken.
Mandi&Nobu : Mxm

We laugh at their drama.

Thapelo Triller Mokeona

So my Foza was gifted with a baby boy

today. I'm so happy for him really, I am now
in my house with my champ. He doesn't
stay here, Zandy wants nothing to do with
him it really hurts me but I know she'll
eventually come around.

I don't even want her to find Leano here

because I know all hell will break loose. I
love that woman, I really do but I also love
my son. I am sitting at the dining room,
with my son sitting on the mat playing with
his toys. He keeps on laughing and
clapping hands.

Me : Hello champ!
Leano : Papapa!!

Damn did he just say papa? Kgape nna ke

mosotho. I pick him up and kiss him all
over his face, he have 2 teeth on front. He's
giggling.

Me : Okay champ, let daddy go and change

this pants since you messed it up.

I need to take him back to aunty Zoleka,

I'm sure Zandy is on her way back. I call
my house helper, MaNdelu.

Me : Ma, can you please look after the

champ for me. I'm going to change my
pants.
MaNdelu : (smiles) Akukho nxaki.

MaNdelu is a xhosa, I quickly go upstairs. I

won't take a shower and waste water.
Besides, I have bathed at morning. I wear
my brown Balenciaga cargo pants, black
Balenciaga tee with black Dior sneakers. I
quickly go downstairs and get blessed by
an amazing sight.

Zandy is rubbing Leano on his back, his

head have rested on her shoulder, he's
sucking his thumb and mommy is moving
around. It looks like he was crying. When
did she get here ?? I clear my throat. She
stop and look at me then continue moving
around. Where's MaNdelu ?

Me : Mama I can explain.

I'm nervous right now. She signals me to

shut up. After 10 minutes of me being
nervous and Zandy moving around, my
champ is asleep. She sit down next to me
with Leano sleeping on her hands, held in
a gentle manner. I wish I could capture a
picture and send it to those 6 mumus.

Zandy : I know you're suprised.

I keep quiet.
Zandy : (sighs)I am willing to raise him as
my own baby. I found him crying with
MaNdelu struggling. I decided to help, the
moment I touched him, he calmed down
and rested his head on my shoulder. I have
forgiven you baby, I understand.
Me : Wow, thank you sthandwa sami, you
don't know how much this means to me.
Are you sure though ?
Zandy : 100%. But I need you to promise
me that there will be no secrets from now
on and that there are no more babies that
aren't yours and mine.
Me : I promise my Zee, I love you so much
babe.
Zandy : (smile) I love you too. Can I
request one thing from you ?
Me : (clears throat) Yeah
Zandy : I want to adopt this baby as my
own. And I don't want that girl near my
baby.
Me : Loud and clear baby. As for adoptions
you don't have to. He have no birth
certificate, we'll go there tomorrow and it
will be filed that you're his mother.
Zandy : But baby, what if they wants blood
tests.
Me : Don't worry, I am T² Mokeona.
Zandy : (sighs) If you say so.
Me : Don't stress my love please.

I bend down to kiss her forehead.

Zandy : He's so cute and looks so much

like you.
Me : (Grin) I'm handsome too remember.
Zandy : (Giggles)Pervert. My baby is 8
months and doesn't have a birth
certificate, I am hurt. What did you name
him ?
Me : Leano
Zandy : Can I also name ?
Me : (Chuckles) He's your baby.
Zandy : (smiles) His second name is Saint,
my Saint. Will you go and collect his stuff
from aunty Zoleka?
Me : I love it. We'll go together.
Zandy : I want to buy new things though.
We can collect that and donate it.
Me : You burnt my expensive car, now you
want to leave me bankrupt.
Zandy : (Giggles) I'm sorry baby, you'll buy
new.
Me : (Chuckles) Okay let's get going keh.
Zandy : Bring me his car seat.

I give it to her and she strap him. My heart

is at peace and falling more inlove with
this woman. I keep on taking a video of her
strapping the sleepy Leano.

Zandy : This car seat isn't comfortable.

Who bought it ?
Me : (Laugh) I did, you're so dramatic. A
seat is a seat.
Zandy : Tomorrow we're donating
everything and getting my baby new
clothes, blankets, stroller, dummies and
etc.

I just shake my head smiling and we

depart to Blair Athol. Zandy is sitting at the
back with baby Leano.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's another day, and I am so hungry but I

have to start by bathing first. I make my
bed and go take a bubble bath...
Someone is shaking me, I quickly open my
eyes. The water is cold, Tariq is looking at
me worried.

Tariq : Babe you fell asleep while bathing ?

Me : So is it funny ?

I say getting out of the water annoyed. He

was just pretending to be worried, I know
deep down he's laughing at me. He look at
me confused.

Tariq : Huh baby no, I'm just worried about

you.
Me : Just get out of here Tariq please. You
find this amusing angithi ?? Why did you
even come back from where God knows ?
Tariq : Babe I was at work, I swear. I just
came back to check on you.
Me : Mxm, as if you care. Just get out.
Tariq : Huhh?
Me : Just get out!!

He walk out with a tail between his legs,

served him right for laughing at me nx!!

I walk to the closet, wear my black

palazzos, yellow tractor heels and white
crispy shirt. My baby bump is showing a
bit. I make my bed and go downstairs, I am
hungry.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I am sitting with Mike downstairs by the

kitchen counter. I am telling him about
what went down, he's busy laughing at me.

Mike : (Laughs) It's hormones broh,

pregnant woman are crazy trust me.
Me : (Laughs) I was so terrified bafo, the
way she chased me out and accused me
of laughing at her meanwhile I didn't.
Mike : (chuckles) Now I'll start hating your
house, pregnant women are no-go area.
Ndabe comes running inside my house. I
didn't even hear his car driving in.

Me : Hey, why are you running like a crazy

man ?
Ndabe : (chuckles) Fozas, did you check
our group ?

I quickly take out my phone, phela I love

news too much. We have our group as
gents. Mike also takes his cellphone out.
Triller sent a video of Zandy strapping
Leano on his car seat. A picture of her
shushing Leano and a picture of her
strapping Leano on her back.

Me : YAYYY! We won bafo!

Ndabe : We won bafo. Mike, our R2000
please.
Mike : Mxm, I'll send it.
Me : Heyii hey ungasi hlanyisi bhuti. Send
our money manje.

So, we placed a bet about Zandy and

Thapelo. Kwenzo, Mike, Kyle and Erin said
Zandy will never accept baby Leano while
Ndabe and I said she will.

Ndabe : I want my money, I've ran out of

petrol.
Mike : (Chuckles) You have millions on
your names Spilo.
Ndabe : That got nothing to do with you, a
bet is a bet.
Me : Game ke game. Chelete Monna!
Mike : (Laugh) You even go ntswana on
me Rellik!
Me : I am a master of languages Sniper. I
have to call those 3 putas, we want our
money.
Ndabe : Money money money money!!

Sqalosihle come downstairs and give us

an evil eye, her hormones are on another
level today!

Ndabe : (whisper) Trouble in paradise,

pregnant women are crazy bafo, watch
out!

I want to laugh but I can't.

Sihle : Weh Andisa, where are my Spur
chicken ribs ?

God no!! I cannot die today. This woman is

really serious and she never asked me to
bring any chicken ribs, stru nasi!

Sihle : Don't look at me with your eyes

popped out. I want my Spur chicken ribs.
What's wrong with you Andisa, you keep
on forgetting simple things that I ask from
you? I really can't believe you right now!

God why me??! She takes a bottle of

sealed peanut butter, polony, tomato
sauce, mayonnaise and white bread. She
then make her disgusting sandwich with 5
slices, I couldn't eat that. We all look at her
frozen.

Mike : Are you going to finish that Sqalo ?

Ndabe : (whisper) Wrong question bafo, a
very big wrong.
Sihle : Are you trying to say that I eat too
much Sambulo Faya, ungangi lingi please,
nx!!
Yoh!! Ndabe is holding his laugh.

Sihle : Weh Andisa, my ribs muntu

wabantu.

She still wants the ribs ?? This pregnancy

is making my wife crazy I swear. I quickly
order the chicken ribs at Spur, I also add
chicken burger.

Mike : I'm going bafo.

Ndabe : Me too.
Me : (Whisper)You can't leave me alone
with her. What if she kills me ?

They chuckle and sit. The delivery guy

arrives and I give Mrs Khoza her ribs.

Sihle : (smiles) Thank you so much Hlase,

wanna taste my sandwich?? You'll love it.

I'm Hlase now ??

Me : (smiles) No MaKhoza, I am full.

Sihle : You're missing out shem. Anyway
I'm going to eat on my study, Sambulo get
something to eat, you look hungry.

She take her ribs and the unfinished

sandwich and walk away. The way we
burst in laughter when she disappears.

Ndabe : You're in hell foza.

Me : (chuckles) I know foza, I know. But it'll
be worth it, so I'm not complaining.
Mike : (laugh) Sqalosihle uya delela xemm,
she said I look hungry, wowza!!

We laugh. Mike even copied my wife's

lingo lol.

Ziyanda Londiwe Mbatha

Yoh I am tired, being a mother of an 8

months old is tiring. We went to Home
Affairs for the certificate, and yes, I am the
mother. Then Thapelo called interior
designers to decorate my baby's room. It's
sky blue, lime green and white.
We then went to donate the old clothes
leaving the designers. Afterwards, we
drove to mall of SA, buying from AMG
baby stroller, G63 baby car, AMG baby car
seat, cute baby clothes, dummies, baby
blankets, baby toiletries, monitor, formulas,
pampers, 2 baby cots and all those stuffs.

I managed to pack everything with the help

of Thapelo and Cassa. Pinky is also here,
it's so amazing, Pinky now calls Cassa
mom.

Thapelo : Where should I put the other cot

?
Me : Here in the dining room.
Thapelo : Why ?
Cassa : Stop asking lot of questions Triller.
Me : (Giggles) Thank you so much Cassa.
Pinky : Aunty, I want to watch cartoons.

She have really grown, she's 8 now, Kuhle

is 6. We have 5 babies up to so far.

Me : Go and watch baby.

She was playing with Leano, now he's
asleep. I give Pinky snacks then she run to
the TV room. I'm sure my baby is tired.
Thapelo finish with the cot and come join
us.

Thapelo : You spent more than R100 000

for a baby today.
Me : Stop whining, you have millions to
your name.
Thapelo : (smiles) I love it when you spend
my money. I'm not complaining.

He kiss my cheek and I blush

Cassa : (smiles) Love birds.

Me : So tomorrow, I want one of the rooms
to be turned into a babies play room.
Thapelo : (grin) What else my gold digger?
Me : (Giggles) Nothing else my gold mine.

We laugh.

Cassa : (Giggles) You two are so cute and

crazy.
Thapelo : She's my other half.
He say smiling with pride in his voice. I
love this man.

Cassa : You love her neh?

Thapelo : More than the way I love myself.

Cassa cheers and I blush. Couldn't ask for

a better man.

Cassa : (Laughs)Waze wa blush.

Me : (Pour) Ndizo ku fumana.
Cassa : Ixolo sisi.
Thapelo : Hai, baby your language is hard
hard hard!

We laugh.

Me : What about yours??

Cassa : I wanted to ask the same thing
Yazi.

We continue chilling and laughing.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been an amazing two months of

morning sicknesses and being horny. I am
5 months pregnant now and Tariq is
becoming more overprotective. It's
November now, the year is ending. Well,
Cassa and Mpumi have big beautiful
stones on their fingers.

I've never seen my crew 4 days before

besides Kyle because well, we're close.
Baby Langa is 2 months approaching 3
and becoming more cute. Siya arrived
yesterday since we're going to KZN
tomorrow. I am glad that the media doesn't
know about my pregnancy. I want my
parents to find out from me.

We never had that talk with Andisa, I hope

you remember which one. But I'll let it slide
until I give birth. I make up my bed and go
take a shower. I'm sure Tariq is downstairs
with crazy Siya. We have an appointment
with my gynaecologist this morning.
I drip into black Adidas leggings, a black
Adidas sport bra and an oversized white
Burberry hoodie with Burberry printed on
its chest area. I wear my Gabanna white
sneakers. I finish up with natural make-up
black-gold curly weave with Era black
shades and earrings.

I look so damn fire, I walk downstairs and

find these two sitting on the high chairs at
the kitchen counter eating breakfast.

Me : Morning good people.

Tariq : (smiles) Good morning Mrs Ribs,
you look so lovely.

Ever since that day I accused him of not

bringing my Spur chicken ribs, it have
became my nickname. I still don't know
what got into me that day, I just assumed
things that weren't there. Can you believe
that I once wanted to hit Nhlaka with a hot
frying pan just because I found him frying
eggs here in my house. This pregnancy lol.
Siya : (Smiles) One couldn't tell that you're
pregnant. You don't have big nose, and big
lips. Your legs doesn't even swell girl.

He says continuing eating. Let me

describe what he's wearing loh; black tight
leather trousers, pink wool jersey, one of
my Gucci sneakers which he stole from
me, that Gucci scarf around his neck, a
touch of makeup with those clean women
haircuts. Era jewellery of course with
shades.

Tariq : I score kids not diseases.

We laugh.

Me : You're also beautiful babes, I should

keep an eye on my closet.

Siya and I wear the same shoe sizes, he

have small shoe size for a man. Maybe
that's what influenced him to be a gay.
Size 5 bantu!! I dish up for myself, Tariq
helps me sit on the high chair.
Siya : You even increased your butt and
curve size girl. I love this pregnancy for
you.
Tariq : (Laughs) Checking my wife much.
Siya : (Roll eyes) Dramatic much.

We laugh.

Me : So it's gender revealing today.

Tariq : It's a girl.
Siya : The farmer had spoken, can I also
tag along Mr Farmer ?

We laugh. Siya is such a vibe xemm, I love

him. We finish eating then drive to the
hospital, with Siya of course. This man of
mine is wearing black Prada trackpants
with brown Prada long sleeves and Gucci
slides. He's handsome but his bulge is
showing.

Rec : Good morning Mr and Mrs Khoza,

and gentleman here, how can we help you
today ?
Tariq : We're here for a checkup.
He doesn't even smile nor greet back, this
one loves looking scary yoh!

Rec : Oh Dr Saree is currently on a 10

minutes break right now. She's expecting
you after it. You can sit there.

We go and sit in the waiting area, I must

applaud Mandisa, this hospital is amazing.

Me : I need a toilet.
Tariq : Let me accompany you.
Siya : (chuckles) I'm watching you slys
slys.

We laugh and walk away. We get in a toilet

stall, he also get in and close the door. I
pee with him watching and wipe myself, he
flush and starts kissing me damn. Within 5
minutes, he's pounding on me from the
back and I am moaning in pleasure
holding the wall...

We fix ourselves and wash our hands.

Tariq : Thank you madam.
Me : (Giggles) You're such a pervert.

He spank my butt then we walk out. I've

never had a toilet quickie before, I mean a
toilet that's not in our house, lol.

Siya : I knew it that you were up to no

good.
Tariq : (Chuckles) Leave us alone.
Siya : I'm sure you had sex everywhere
inside that house.
Me : Even on the kitchen counter boo
Siya : (Laughs) Siess!!

We laugh.

Tariq : (Grin) The next target is your

bedroom. Right mama ?

Siya have a bedroom in our house, not that

we gave it to him. He just picked it and
said his room shouldn't be given to
anyone. It was a guest room.
Me : (Giggles) Yes daddy!
Siya : (Laughs) Nini jwayela kabi!

We laugh and walk inside Dr Saree's office.

We greet, these two sit down while I lie on
that bed. Dr Saree applies the cold gel on
my stomach and I flinch a bit. She starts
moving the machine on my stomach
explaining everything.

Doc : There's your precious baby.

Tariq : (smiles) Wow, she's so big.

He's happy and I am happy.

Siya : (smiles) The heartbeat is also

strong, perfect!
Doc : Daddy guessed right, it's a girl...

Her eyes widens, now I'm worried. What's

going on??

Doc : Am I the only person who's seeing

this ? Look at that.
Siya : Ohh my goodness, two human
beings.
Tariq : What??
Doc : (smiles) How come I didn't see this??
Can you hear the heart beats ?
Tariq : Yeah, 3 strong heartbeats are
beating separately.(smiles widely) Wait a
minute?!

Siya smiles, Oh my God!

Doc : Mrs Khoza, you're carrying two

strong baby girls.

Oh my God, I'm carrying twins. Tariq kiss

me all over my face, I can't help it. I am so
happy, I let them out. Siya also hug me.

Tariq : Thank you so much for these

precious gifts my heart. Thank you.

He give me a deep blown kiss, he's so

happy. Siya break our kiss, I think we were
getting carried away. The doctor wipe my
gel, then I wear my hoodie. She prints the
scans and we drive back home after
passing by Spur drive thru for the ribs and
burgers.
After eating, Siya and I go to my bedroom
to pack while Tariq is busy telling the
whole Inquthu.

Siya : He's happy.

Me : And I am happy.
Siya : (smiles) I am also happy if you're
happy honey. So how is Mpumi and Cassa
now ?
Me : (Giggles) They're fine now, Mpumi
finally accepted her.
Siya : Mpumi had to stop being dramatic,
it's not like Mike wanted her approval to
date Cassa.
Me : I know boo, but the story is way too
deep.
Siya : Tell me.
Me : Mike once fell inlove before he fell
inlove with Pinky's late mother. The girl
that he fell inlove with was the friend of
Pinky's mom. The girl led her on and later
rejected him which he took badly because
he loved her. He fell inlove with Mandisa...
Siya : Mandisa??
Me : (Sigh) Pinky's late mother. She was a
friend of Chantelle Moagi...
Siya : That hot goddess successful girl
who's married to Ntsikayesizwe Khoza?
Me : Yes, so apparently they were no
longer friends because Chantelle slept to
Mandisa's crush. So Mike fell inlove with
Mandi, they got married and everything
was perfect. An ex of Mike practiced
witchcraft on Mandisa when she was
pregnant, long story short, she died and
the baby survived. So Mike tried to move
on and fell inlove with another girl after 3
years who treated his daughter badly.
Mpumi had to interfere and do something.
Mike was hurt and more broken than he
already was and she've been with them for
years, so yeah.

Heh, we're busy gossiping about my

friends here. But atleast it's with my uncle.

Siya : Mpumi is a strong woman, however,

that doesn't justify her actions. You don't
get to see people today and starts judging
them, that's not how we do things in this
world.
Me : (Giggles) True though we think
differently.
Siya : Let's just stop thinking about
negative people boo.
Me : (Giggles)She's my bestfriend you
know.
Siya : Bestfriend ase foot. Ncoh girl, I want
this pair of Burberry sneakers.

He say pointing at my brand new

sneakers. Family!!

Me : Siya, I had not even worn them.

Siya : Did Tariq bought them for you?
Me : No but...
Siya : (smiles) Then I'm taking them. You'll
buy new yoh. 40K sneakers, that she-devil
is still gonna die of jealousy xemm.

She-devil is his colleague that I told you

about.

Me : (Giggles) Who are you again?

Siya : (smiles) Your favorite aunty boo!
Me : (sighs) Let's agree to disagree, you
leave my sneakers alone. Then I'll take you
shopping when we arrive at Durban.

The thing is I had to order that color since

it wasn't available in stores here in SA, I
really love them. Siya can't just take them,
infact, I'm wearing them tonight.

Siya : If you say so then. You have so many

clothes and shoes, you wear Lauboutin,
Versace, LV and Saint Laurent heels now??
The shit is hella fancy.

If these one wants to count my shoes, he'll

get tired. I don't know how many pair of
heels, sneakers, sandals, high boots and
slippers do I have?? Some things, I no
longer wear. The handbags?? Wait girl,
from Era up to Ralph Lauren.

Siya : Which luggage are you using?

Me : The Louis Vuitton small one.
Siya : (Giggles) Yes girl, so many
handbags. Some still have price tags, I
could buy myself a car and a house with
just your handbags weh Sqalosihle Luna
Ndoniyamanzi.

I giggle, it is what it is.

Me : (smiles) It is what it is.

We finish up packing, then go prepare

lunch. Tariq is sitting outside, talking to the
guards, it looks like a small meeting. Siya
is peeling the tomatoes while I am grating
the carrots. I don't want this man to starve
because I am visiting home for 3 days
including today.

Me : You know I was thinking.

Siya : Out with it.
Me : I want a Personal Assistant.
Siya : That's great baby, I also wanted to
address that. I don't know how I forgotten.
Me : Ngoba uya khuluma.

We laugh.

Me : So, I want to do pregnancy shootings

on December, also need to start preparing
the babies room.
Siya : I'll help you from afar keh.
Me : Thank you boo. The house is beautiful
and I am inlove with it but it have no hard
copy pictures, some memories nyana.
Siya : Girl, you need to buy lot of frames
then we do the hard copies of original
pictures of you and Tariq, us your family
and Tariq's family. Then we find a place to
put them on.
Me : You're so smart.
Siya : (smiles) That I am boo.
Me : I'll do that. I'll place them on the
dining room, since there's no TV there and
there's a suitable wall without a window.
Siya : Great.
Me : I also need a safe play room for my
babies.

Tariq enters as we're still cooking.

Tariq : Baby, I have to rush to Nhlaka's

apartment. Erin just called me.
Me : Is he okay?
Tariq : He's okay but he's in trouble as
usual. I'll get tired of this boy.

He perk my lips and grab the Audi Q8 car

keys on top of the kitchen counter. He also
fist bump Siya.

Siya : (shout)Beat him Riq!!

Tariq : I definitely will!

He shouts back. We hear a car driving out.

Siya : He's angry.

Me : (Sighs) Nhlaka is such a problem
child, Tee shouldn't have given him an
apartment. I wonder what happened this
time.
Siya : Relax boo.

We continued cooking while chatting. After

cooking,Tariq is still not back. We take
snacks, mint flavored chocolate and
Doritos. We go to the lounge for TV, I lay
on one couch while Siya lie on the other.
Siya : What time are we leaving?
Me : (sighs) I don't know, I didn't book the
tickets because I know he will be angry if I
do so.
Siya : Lol, he doesn't want you to use your
money?
Me : Nope.
Siya : (smiles) Good, he's a real man, I love
him for you. It means tomorrow, I have a
shopping spree since your bank accounts
are piling up.

I roll my eyes.

Me : There will be a limit of R5000.

Siya : Hell No!!

I laugh at his drama then he joins me.

Tariq walks in with Nhlaka following him,
Nhlaka have marks of finger prints on his
face. Nhlaka go straight to his room which
he uses when he's here, he doesn't even
greet, yoh!! My man perk my lips, kiss my
stomach then sit on the couch that I am
sitting on, putting my legs on his lap.
Siya : And then ?
Tariq : Leave that lunatic, he will be fine.
Me : Don't tell me that you slapped him
Tariq.
Tariq : (chuckles) Relax madam, uzoba
strong loh. I'm grounding him for 2 weeks.
Siya : Kanti u enzeni ?

Siya loves news xemm.

Tariq : He can't zip up for his small penis to

not enter anywhere it sees a hole.

So it's about girls?? Siya burst into a

laughter. I don't believe it's about girls only,
I know Tariq, there's more to this.

Me : Where's Erin ?
Tariq : He's busy cleaning up the me...
(clears throat) he went back to work.

I did say there's more into this. Why did he

cut his sentence??

Siya : Did you book our tickets?

Tariq : Yepp, you're departing at 19:00.
I check the time on my phone, it's still 3 at
afternoon.

Me : Why late ?
Tariq : Why early?
Me : (pout) Mxm
Tariq : Don't be angry mommy, I just want
to know.

He say and gives me a kiss when I least

expect it. My whole body just weakens, I
can't believe that he still has the strong
effect on my body. We break the kiss when
Siya starts coughing dramatically, I had
forgotten that he's here.

Siya : You guys are so boring, let me dish

up for myself and go eat in my room. I
even want to call my boyfriend.

We laugh, he dish up for himself and uses

an elevator to his room. Guess which floor
is his room?? You guessed right, the
3rd/last floor. Uthanda izinto loh sisi bhuti.
Tariq : Let me go check up on
Nhlakanipho.

He kiss my forehead and go away leaving

me eating my snacks watching my reality
shows. After 10 minutes, I feel horny. I
stand up and go to our room. I enter and
sit on the bed, he's not here ?? I hear him in
the bathroom, he's talking to a cellphone.

Tariq : Pops cannot know Samkelo...

(listens) He was dating the daughter of my
enemy... (listens) Nx, I'm tired of him really.
If I wasn't scared of our past mistakes, I
would tell pops or mkhulu. Nhlaka has
misbehaved a lot and we keep on bailing
him ...(listens) Eish bafo, I'm scared what if
she leaves me ?? ... (listens) Okay we will
talk Kray.

Afterwards I hear the shower running.

What is it that Mr Khoza isn't supposed to
know?? Enemies?? Past mistakes?? Why
would I leave him ?? What did I get myself
into kanti, who is this man ?? For now I'll
let go for the sake of my babies. I need no
stress. I'm still horny though. He gets out
of the en-suit dripping wet with water,
mighty Hlase dangling damn!

This man looks at me and smirk, while I

look at him and bite my lip. We lock our
eyes, I feel my clit twitching damn, I am so
fucken horny.

Me : Tariq

He looks at me and smile, his dick is now

pointing North and hard. The effect that I
have on this man. He had just looked at
me, not touched me, Lol.

Tariq : Sqalo
Me : I'm horny

He chuckles and comes on bed. He kiss

me when I least expect it. His hand is
already rubbing my jewel...
After the hot session, I go take a shower.
What do I wear?? It's a bit chilly, you know
Gauteng province doesn't really like a hot
weather even during summer.

I wear my Burberry sneakers of course,

grey loose long sleeves dress that reach
my knees and black fluffy jersey. I can't
wear my jeans anymore guys, they no
longer fit nx!! I put on a bob tube weave,
Era jewellery and little makeup. Now, I'm
ready to go.

Tariq : You look so beautiful babe.

Me : You're such a sweet talker, I look like
a pig.
Tariq : (chuckles) Why would I lie to you?
Me : (Roll eyes) Whatever
Tariq : I'll take them out.

I laugh. He wrap his arms around my waist

and look deep in my eyes, even though it's
a bit of struggle to wrap his hands around
my waist facing me these days.

Tariq : Will you three be safe ?

Me : (smile) Yes daddy, we will be safe.
Tariq : You know I hate being far from you.
There we go.

Me : But babe, I have to go. My parents

have to know.
Tariq : (sighs) It's okay, I understand.

He place his hand on my stomach and kiss

my forehead.

Tariq : I love you Sqalosihle.

Me : I love you too Andisa.

He kiss my stomach and kiss my lips

passionately, God, my lipstick!!
Unfortunately, I can't resist him. He pulls
out after few minutes.

Tariq : I love you Clay.

Me : I love you too Khoza.

He smile and kiss my cheek. I fix my

lipstick, while he go downstairs with my
luggage and handbag. I follow him and
find Siya ready, dressed to kill I'm telling
you.
Me : You look so hot.
Siya : I know hun, I know. (Whisper) Your
man is sulking.
Me : (whisper)He'll be strong. I want to see
my parents yoh!

We giggle lightly. We walk to the driveway,

and get in the car after Tariq have opened
the door for me. We drive to the airport
talking there and there. We arrive and go
sit on the waiting area.

Tariq : Siya please take care of my wife

and kids.
Siya : (Chuckles) I am not Luna's
bodyguard Riq.

I laugh lightly. Mr Khoza is frustrated

xemm.

Tariq : Please Siya.

Siya : Relax, I will take care of them.

We hear our flight being called. Tariq

stands up and help me up, he hugs me and
kiss my forehead, the first flash. Can't we
have peace God?! He hugs Siya, another
flash again. Siya and I go to our flight, then
go back to our homeland.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

So we arrived late here, my mom just

unlocked the door and went back to sleep.
It's a beautiful morning, I missed my bed
xemm. I wake up and make this bed before
mom come here shouting. I'm sure Siya is
awake video calling his man right now. It's
a new guy, apparently the ex wasn't really
good on finances.

Anyway, I go take a bath then dress into a

blue maternity dress with my Gucci flip
flops. I don't even put on any weave or
makeup.

“ Suited for each other, suited for each

other ” that's my phone's ringtone
personalized for my man only lol.
Me : Daddy
Tariq : Mommy, kunini ngiku fonela ?

I've been ignoring his calls last night, not

on purpose though. I was tired people.

Me : I'm sorry sthandwa sami, it was on

silent, I was really tired so I needed to
sleep.
Tariq : Don't do that again, I was worried.

I love this man you all.

Me : Ngiya xolisa Bhovungane.

Tariq : So, have you told the rents ?
Me : No, we arrived late. Mom didn't even
bother to check on me, she was sleepy.
Tariq : How are you feeling ?
Me : (Chuckles) Nervous.
Tariq : Relax, they know you're a married
man so they might have expected that.

This one is rude xemm.

Me : Whatsoever.
Tariq : I miss you three, Are they behaving
?
Me : (smiles) Yeah, they're treating mama
well these days.
Tariq : Ngiyak thanda Sqalosihle.
Me : Nami ngiyak thanda Mkhathini.
Tariq : I miss you and my hot paradise.

I blush, I miss Hlase too.

Me : (Giggles)I miss you too.

Tariq : U Hlase yena ?

Lol, this man.

Me : Naye ngiyam khumbula.

Tariq : (Laughs) I knew it that you love
Hlase more than me.

I join in and laugh.

Me : I have to go join others for breakfast

baby.
Tariq : Okay my heart, take care of
yourself. I love you way too much.
Me : I love you too.
He ends the call. I go to the dining room,
my parents' house is a single floor but so
beautiful and a bit massive. Oh, my dad is
here.

Me : Sanibonani.

Mom stands up to hug me, dad does the

same, Amber included . We hug and sit
down, I'm hating this hug though because
of the way they look at me after hugging
me. I can't read my father's face.

Mom : You look so beautiful.

Me : Thank you mommy dearest. Siya pass
me the bowl of sausages.

I say dishing up for myself.

Siya : Here.

Dad : You had even gained weight, that

Khoza guy is surely treating you well.

I choke on my food, Siya giggles lightly.

What's up with dad today?
Me : (smile) Yeah dad, he's treating me
well.
Amber : Sister, you have abandoned us.
You no longer visit anymore.
Mom : Tell her baby.
Me : But I do call baby, I'm sorry okay.
Amber : (smiles) You're forgiven keh
Brother Tariq promised me a laptop. Did
you bring it ?

I had forgotten about that. It's in my

luggage I think. Tee is crazy, he bought a
11 year old, an apple PC.

Me : Yes baby, I did.

She smiles widely.

Siya : Baby, could you please go eat in the

TV room.
Amber : Okay

She walks away, I guess he wants me to

breaks the bomb because I am busy
dreading it.
Me : (clears throat) So mom and dad,
you're going to be grandparents soon.
Mom : Lol, we've long heard that. We were
just waiting for you to say it yourself.

Now I'm ashamed of myself. Where did

they hear it from ??

Dad : Your in-laws told us and besides,

you're showing now.
Me : Oh

That's all I can say.

Mom : (smiles) So how far are you ?

Me : (clears throat) soon to be 6 months.
Dad : How do you feel about it ?
Me : (sighs) I am happy and worried at the
same time.
Mom : Worried ngoba ?
Me : What if the babies don't make it ?

To be honest, my miscarriage traumatized

me. But right now I just want my parents to
be sympathetic and not shout at me ngoba
hey, I'm still a Clay.
Dad : Nana, don't think like that please.
You're supposed to be positive about this.
Siya : Tell her sbali, because I am tired.
Mom : You're stronger than this
Ndoniyamanzi, don't allow that certain sad
events to break you down please.
Dad : You are a Clay, you don't allow things
to crack down while you can smoothly
patch it to be strong.

It makes me smile, to see my parents

motivating me like this.

Dad : You have grown baby, it's really sad

to see you leaving and no longer belong
under my wing but it makes me proud to
see you growing up and starting your own
family. As a father, I am proud of you.
Siya : As an uncle, I am also proud of you.

We laugh. My mom go to check on her

bakery, I guess she's not working today.
Dad said he need to check on his Law firm.
So, I am left with Siya and the house
helper. Amber was dropped at school by
dad I think.

Siya : You promised me a shopping spree.

Me : I know Siya, let's just go infact. We've
already bathed.
Siya : I am going to change and you're also
going to change hunny.
Me : Uya bhora.
Siya : Love you too. I need to see my mom
and my twin.
Me : We'll spend a night KwaMkhize then.
Siya : Okay babes, go change.

I laugh and go change my maternity dress

that is cramping Siya's style, wowza!!

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I miss my wife like crazy but right now I

am glad she's not here because hey, I have
a problem to solve. It's an unpleasant
morning, I'm used to wake up with her by
my side. I go take a shower, dress into
black ripped jeans, my Gucci sneakers and
black Galaxy boy t-shirt.
My weaves are still ncaa! I did them last
week. I walk downstairs and find Nhlaka
resting on a couch eating cereal I think.

Me : I could fuck you up again right now!

I'm really disappointed on him, how could

he date my enemy's daughter then
strangle her to death.

Nhlaka : I'm sorry bro'

Me : No Nhlakanipho, I'm tired of always
cleaning up your shit. Dating I would
understand a bit, but killing.
Nhlaka : My intention wasn't to kill her, I
was just taken away because she cheated
on me.
Me : You loved her?
Nhlaka : (Clears throat) No but...
Me : So why could you do that ?? You
should've just walked away. Do you know
what will happen if her shit of dad find out
that you killed his whore ?
Nhlaka : Hades bafo.
Me : He will fucken come after our family
Andile marn. My wife is pregnant, I don't
need this. A war will fucken stir!

I'm really pissed!

Nhlaka : Then we should tell pops and

mkhulu.
Me : Are you nuts ?? Dad is gonna ask how
he became my enemy and do you know
what he's gonna do to us ?
Nhlaka : (Sighs) He's gonna rip our bones
apart, I know. But we have no choice.
Me : We have a choice, I don't fear Milan
inkinga ukuthi I'm not interested in a war
and I've long left that life sdididi. I have a
wife, family and my kids to think of.

He sighs. So the thing is I was a mafia

back then, together with my gents, my
family don't know besides of Mandisa. So,
I made enemies along the way, and Milan
is one of them. As to why my bros and I
became mafias is a story for another day.

We all left it and joined the force which

now led by my father. But we still do dirty
works, together with my father and
grandfather. As you know that the mafia
business is all about blood spilling. So
Nhlaka just took us back to the life that we
thought we long left.

Me : You know what, get out of my sight

Nhlakanipho and stay away from girls until
we solve this.
Nhlaka : Thank you brother, but how will I
live without a pussy ?
Me : Don't get smart with me.
Nhlaka : (sighs)Hades.

He quickly walk away living me in deep

thoughts. I request a meeting to the
warehouse with my gents. Meanwhile, let
me call my wife. She answers on the
second ring.

Sqalo : Daddy

The smile on my face, I love this woman.

Me : Unjani mommy ?
Sqalo : I'm good myeni wami, unjani?
Me : Ngiyaphila mkami.

“ Weh Riq uyasi disturb ” I hear Siya's voice

on the background. I chuckle lightly.

Me : Nikuphi ?
Sqalo : We're at Pavillion center.
Me : Okay babe, I love you.
Sqalo : I love you too.
Me : Bye babe, enjoy and stay safe.
Sqalo : Okay baby daddy.

I chuckle and end the call. Now, my mood

is on 100%. Talking to my wife made me
had a motive, I love her way too much to
lose her. I sigh heavily then go to the
garage after taking my blue Tesla model X
car keys. I drive to the warehouse.

I find all my bros there, waiting for me, I

guess. We do our handshake gesture then
sit down drinking whiskey.

Kwenzo : Smoko ??
Me : (Sighs) Nhlaka fucked up.
Kyle : If I had energy, I would go kick him
right now so Langa is draining all my
energy.
Erin : (chuckles) There we go Kray,
bragging about mini you again.
Kyle : I wasn't bragging Scar, come on!
Mike : Just stop you two. So apparently,
Nhlaka strangled Milan's daughter to
death.

Thapelo and Ndabe quickly stand up.

Thapelo & Ndabe : INII ??

See what I was talking about?? Milan is

dangerous, not that he shake us, just that
a war isn't something that we need.

Thapelo : Our worst enemy ??

Me : Can you please just sit down and stop
behaving like pussies ?

They sit down and sighs heavily.

Kwenzo : Where is her body ?

Erin : I cremated it somewhere he'll never
find it.
Ndabe : But we know very well that Milan
won't rest until he find out what happened
to his daughter.
Thapelo : That man is dangerous Fozas,
he's working with the Columbians now.

Shit!!

Me : And we long buried our deals with the

Russians.
Kyle : Maybe we should talk to Mkhathini.

That's my father, him and my grandfather

are feared by almost everyone. They're
very bizarre, when I say bizarre I mean
bizarre.

Erin : And risk them finding out that we

were mafias, no thank you.
Mike : Nhlaka though, shit!!
Me : Let's let our guard down and keep on
planning a strategy of taking him out.
When he move, we also act.
Thapelo : Why don't we just kill him now ?
Mike : Are you fucken stupid Trigger ??
Sniper is pissed.

Kwenzo : (chuckles) I second Rellik on that

one.

We continued talking and discussing our

plans about this shit excreted by Nhlaka
nx!!

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been a long 9 months, today is the 12th

of March. I am too huge, I am telling you
and am I not experiencing the swollen legs
thing that Siya was talking about.
Sometimes I even feel like crying, to be
honest, I am still beautiful as the media
says but it doesn't make me feel better.
Mxm, I ended up not going to my vacation.

These kids keep on kicking and kicking like

crazy, I'm a human being too. The doctor
said I am due in 2 weeks, much to my
irritation because I Luna Ndoniyamanzi
Sqalosihle Clay, I am very exhausted. I
can't even have sex anymore because of
this massive stomach nx!! I wake up and
make my bed, more like trying to make a
bed.

I've even turned into my worst enemy

these days, a pig that is. I take a shower
after brushing my teeth, I no longer take a
bath because it's a world war that we
learned about in History at grade 9. Where
Hitler was also included I think. I wear my
huge brown maternity dress that is below
my knees with my comfy slippers and go
downstairs.

Atleast this house got elevators, so we

didn't have to use stairs to the first floor.
Getting downstairs, I'm welcomed by 2
pieces of black forest cake with chocolate
milkshake, my favorite. After 10 minutes
of eating and finishing my milkshake, I get
the shock of my life.
I want to scream but I can't, I just decide to
cry. I can't stop the tears right now, I think
I'm experiencing an emotional breakdown.
I try to stop myself but looking at the plate
and not so-empty glass, I can't. Okay,
compose yourself Luna. Why could he do
this and leave knowing very well that I cry
a lot these days.

I'm experiencing an overwhelming feeling

right now. So the plate is written, I WANNA
FUCK YOU FOREVER and inside the glass
is a ring with a very big stone. It's so
beautiful and looks expensive, damn, I
fucken love my man. I slip it on my finger
yeses, this man, this man, sped up my
mood from 2% to 100%.

I'm happy, I have a massive diamond ring

on my finger bought by my man and a
massive stomach caused by my man.
Where is he by the way?? Let me call him.

Tariq : My heart.
He said I'm his heart, I can't stop looking at
this ring on my finger, perfect! Wait, where
did he get my size ??

Me : My love
Tariq : Unjani mama ?

I'm melting, his voice still drives me crazy. I

want to scream right now.

Me : (smiles) Ngiyaphila baba, unjani ?

Tariq : Nami ngiyaphila and futhi
ngijabulile ngoba ngiyazi ukuthi udloke i
ring yami.
Me : Intle, ngiya yi thanda yona xemm.
How much did it cost you, it have a
massive diamond stone, I love it babe.
Tariq : (chuckles) Ngiya jabula uku zwa
lokho. I aim to please, it costed me 50 200
USD.

Woahh!! That's close to a million rand. The

waterworks again, I love this man people, I
love Andisa. I sniff.
Tariq : Mama please don't cry, no amount
of money can buy you or express how
much I am inlove with you nor either
obsessed with you. I don't usually call the
Almighty's name but he's the only man
who really knows how much I love you
ngoba ngisho nami loh sthandwa sami,
angazii, angazi stru nasi. Ungi loyile wena,
and can you please do it again. Ngiyak
thanda Sqalosihle, kakhulu futhi. You even
make me a better man, lapha entlizweni
yami weh ngani ka Hlengiwe, kukhala
esakho isikhathulo.

He think he's helping while he's causing

me to breakdown. I love Andisa Tariq
Khoza. I cry so hard as if someone is dying
while it's because I love this man and I am
happy.

Tariq : Woah, I'm coming there sthandwa

sami.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

It've been 9 months of happiness between
me and my wife. Even though there was
Nhlakanipho saga in between but well we
conquered. Milan followed his whore
daughter though it wasn't easy. I hope he's
warming my chair at hell because damn I'll
make sure that he lives in fear even after
life.

I'm sure he's visiting each an every

Raphael in their dreams to never mess
with me nor my brothers. Anyway, I'm
driving to my house now, scratch that, I'm
driving home now just because my wife is
experiencing an emotional breakdown
because of happiness. I'm quick to arrive
and find her still with tears looking at her
finger which have my ring.

She looks up at me and cry even more, I go

sit near and hug her from the back with her
laying on my chest. She finally calms down
and I wipe her tears with my thumbs then
kiss her all over her face and end it up with
a full blown kiss. I break it and look deep
into her eyes.

I see a very happy woman with a peaceful

spirit. We lock our eyes for almost 5
minutes without talking.

Me : Hi
Luna : Hi
Me : Unjani?

I say still looking at her eyes. She smiles

brightly and giggle.

Sqalo : I'm happy and yourself?

Me : (smiles) I'm ecstatic and inlove with
you.

She blush, I kiss her stomach and her

forehead.

Sqalo : I love you too. How did you get my

size ?
Me : You're a deep sleeper babe, it wasn't a
struggle.
She giggles.

Sqalo : I didn't like the caption though.

I chuckle, I know she's lying.

Me : (smile) You're lying babe, admit it.

She giggles

Me : Admit that you love that caption

hauw.
Sihle : (Giggles) Okay, I loved it because I
love Hlase way too much and I miss him. I
wanna fuck you forever too.
Me : And I wanna see your face when you
come, forever and ever.

She laughs and I join her.

Me : I wanna make you scream and hear

your sweet voice calling my name as you
come forever. Infact, I wanna eat you
forever my heart, only you.

Her cheeks are red I'm telling you.

Sihle : So, tomorrow is your birthday ?
Me : I had even forgotten about that, damn,
I am getting old.
Sihle : (Giggles) You're just turning 29.
Me : Exactly what I mean.

We interrupted by this idiot barging in

without knocking.

Me : Ufunani wena lapha kimi ?

Kyle : (Chuckles) I'm fine, thanks for asking
Mr Grumpy.

Sqalosihle laughs.

Kyle : Ndoniyamanzi Clay!

Sihle : Samkelo Gasela!
Kyle : If it wasn't for Andisa's twins, I would
hug your right now. How are you ?
Sihle : I'm good and how are you baba ka
Langa ?
Kyle : (smiles) Baba ka Langa uya phila.
Me : Since you decided to invade our
space, give us your phone so that we can
order food keh.
Kyle : With whose money?? No, thank you.
I only got one son.

They laugh.

Me : Mxm

I take my cellphone and order food. Kyle

quickly hold Sihle's left hand.

Kyle : (smiles widely) Woahh! So you finally

inserted a ring on this finger.
Me : Yepp, I'm proud of me too.

We laugh.

Sihle : Nobody said ukuthi they're proud of

you babe. Please add, Wimpy chicken ribs.
Me : Okay.
Kyle : So Rellik is turning 29 tomorrow?
Me : Yebo baba, ngiya khula.
Kyle : We didn't ask that. You love
answering things that you wasn't asked.
Me : Mxm, how is my wife doing ?
Kyle : We didn't pay dowry together moron.
We laugh, Kyle loves Mpumi way too
much.

Sihle : So, I heard that the wedding is on

July.
Kyle : Yepp, if it was up to me, it would be
today. I got money, and a beautiful wife.
Sihle : You're so full of yourself.
Kyle : So, I've been told.

Sihle playfully hit him. We continue chilling,

watching reality shows mxm.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

I'm being waked up because the part that I

am sleeping at is wet. I check the time on
my cellphone, it's 04:50 am. It's the 13th of
March, Tariq's birthday. Did I pee on
myself?? OMG, now I'm embarrassed of
even waking Tariq up. The first kick start,
the second kick. Woahh!! An intense pain
follows, I'm close to crying.
These babies are now kicking my stomach
frequently. I scream when another intense
pain comes.

Me : Ahhhh!

Tariq quickly wakes up. Tears form in my

eyes.

Tariq : Babe, are you okay??

He say holding my stomach.

Me : (sniff) I peed on the bed and I'm

experiencing excruciat...

Another pain appear and I scream. It's

worst, my lower body is very hot. Looks
like Tariq just remembered something
when he takes my gown. He's panicking
because I am now crying because of the
unbearable pain.

Tariq : Your water just broke babe, you're

giving birth.
He scoop me up bridal style and catches
the elevator to the garage. He toss the car
keys into 1 of the guards then sit with me
on the back.

Tariq : Breathe in and out my love.

My back is also burning. Am I dying ?? I

am screaming and crying inside the car,
my legs are wide opened, I'm sure the
guard is traumatized. I don't care about
Tariq, he caused this. We arrive at
Mandisa's practice I think. The paramedics
meet us halfway.

Tariq : Her water broke.

Nurse : How long have she been feeling
the pains ?
Tariq : It's now 05:25, so for almost 30
minutes.

The nurses rushes me to a ward. Tariq

follows me. I swear even hell is better that
what I'm experiencing right now.
Me : WEH ANDISA KHOZA, TAKE YOUR
BABIES OUT!!

He's busy apologizing, lomfana!

Me : I DON'T WANT YOUR APOLOGIES,

TAKE THEM OUT! I SWEAR I'M NOT
HAVING SEX AGAIN, NO NO NO!!

Mandisa comes in together with my

gynaecologist. They do some checkups.

Doc : It's still early.

No, they must be joking. The doctor

quickly get out with Mandisa before I
throw a tantrum. Maybe if I sit on the tiles
it'll get better. I get off the bed.

Tariq : Where are you going ?

Me : KHAWU THULE WENA NX! I HATE
YOU.
Tariq : I'm sorry my heart.
Me : (Cry) I'M NOT YOUR HEART!
Tariq : I love you babe Please forgive me.
Me : (Sniffs) Then take them out please,
take them out.

I say and sit down then cry, okay, the

coldness of the tiles is making it better. I
am lying on my back with this man looking
at me not knowing what to do. I close my
eyes, the pain is slowly fading. Then it gets
worst, I scream in agony again with tears
running on my cheeks, Tariq kneels down
and holds me. Universe I thought you said
the cold tiles will make me feel better.

Tariq : I'm sorry my heart.

Me : Please take them out, take them out
babe please. I can't take this pain
anymore.

I say bursting into a loud sober, it's too

much. I can't do this. The doctors and
nurses get in my ward and help each other
put me on bed.

Doc : It's time. Mr Khoza, please we would

love for you to hold her hand so that you
can motivate her.
He hold my hand tight, I think these babies
are coming. I open my legs wide.

Mandi : Koti, please push. 1,2,3 let's go!!

I try, but this pain is too much. I can't do

this. I cry.

Me : I can't do this, please find another way

of taking them out, please!
Tariq : You can sthandwa sami, please give
me one big push.
Me : (Sniffs) No, I can't.
Tariq : Yes you can.
Me : Ahhhh!

I can feel a heavyweight moving.

Doc : Good, I can see a head. Let's try

again, 1,2,3, let's go!!

I push one more time, I hear a very big cry

afterwards.

Doc : The first cutie is out, let's try again.

1,2,3!!
I push very hard, I decide to be brave in
order for all my kids to survive. All the
energy is drained though!!

Doc : I can see the head now, let's go Mrs

Khoza!!

I push one more time, another big cry

follows. I doze off!

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I am so overwhelmed right now, I also

cried in front of these nurses when I finally
heard the 2 loud cries. My twin sister
hugged me and told me to cut the
umbilical cords, I was scared and happy at
the same time. I am a father, a father of
two princesses. It's my birthday today, I
don't know how to thank my wife and God
for these precious gifts.

My wife is now awake and breastfeeding

them with the nurses teaching her
everything. I didn't allow them to move
their baby cots elsewhere. You know the
reason, I have enemies.

Me : Thank you so much my heart, thank

you.

I say taking one princess who is eating her

fist as if she wasn't just eating. They took
their mother's skin tone and eyes with long
lashes, the rest, my genes took over. They
have chubby cheeks and they are big. So
cute, I'm telling you.

Sihle : (smiles) You've been telling me that

for while now, missy here is really sucking
my breast I'm telling you.

I laugh then she joins me.

Me : The baby room is ready right ?

Sihle : Yepp, everything is in place.
Me : Good. My parents and the crew are
coming. The grandparents will arrive later.
Sihle : (Giggles) Bhovungane is finally a
grandfather.
That must be my father.

Me : (Chuckles) You know he says Mandi

and Buhle's children aren't her
grandchildren.
Sihle : So dramatic, (smiles) I am a mother
of who and who ??

Oh time for names.

Me : (smiles) They are my Star and moon.

Nkanyezi Asanda Khoza and Unyezi
Liyanda Khoza.

Sihle : (smiles) I love them, I Nkanyezi no

Unyezi bami.
Me : I love you MaClay.
Sihle : I love you too Khoza.

Just then, my parents barges in with

Mandisa. Mom already have baby Nkanyi
on her hands, she's happy.

Mom : Oh my God, they're so big.

Pops take Unyezi from her mom.

Mandi : (smiles) My nieces are so cute
people, they look like me.
Pops : You all look alike, this one look
more like Nobunhle.
Mom : And cutie here, looks like aunty
Mandi.
Sihle : I delivered cute babies.
Me : We made them baby.

We all laugh.

Sihle : Can you please call Nobunhle, we

don't have babies clothes ?
Me : I will now now.
Mom : They are only wrapped in hospital
blankets?
Me : Yes, we left in a hurry.
Sihle : The pains were intense mah, you
forgot to tell me that.

We laugh.

Mandi : The way she was cursing Andisa

yerr!

We laugh again.
Pops : Thank you so much makoti, for
these precious gifts. 29 years back on the
very same day, God blessed us with a
mental case and a princess. Today on the
very same day, we are blessed with
princesses. Sibonga abo Tshamase.
Happiest birthday to the 4 of you.

Mxm, so I'm the mental case. We share

hugs, when pops hug me, I don't respond.

Pops : And then ??

Me : You called me a mental case pops.
You're turning my back because of people
that you've just met seconds ago.

They laugh while I pretend to sulk.

Pops : I did say that he's a lunatic. So what

are my princesses' names ?
Me : The one that you're carrying is Unyezi
Liyanda.
Pops : Mmh, our moon.
Me : The other one is Nkanyezi Asanda.
Mom : And our star. Nice names.
I quickly text Nobunhle for clothes and
blankets before I forget.

Mandisa : Let me SENIOR aunty turn to

work.

She say kissing the babies' forehead and

walk out leaving us laughing.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's been 2 days since I've given birth.

Today we are finally going back home,
Tariq have been sleeping here ever since.
He's always holding one of them, I'm
telling you. I've been removed on his
cellphone wallpaper, it's now the picture of
his princesses. Nobunhle is super happy
because Liya looks like her. I really feel
sorry for my daughter, what if she inherits
the craziness?

Tariq : Are you done mami ?

He ask not even looking at me, his eyes
are glued up to his princesses which are
inside their baby seats. They're so cute
dressed in pink and white.

Me : Yes daddy, I guess now, I am the

second best.
Tariq : (Laughs) I love all my 3 girls equally.

I'm flushed. I also love my 2 girls and 1 boy

equally.

Me : We love you too daddy, I'm done.

The stitches are not really painful but my

paradise is swollen. I'm wearing crispy
white tracksuits with white socks and my
Gucci push-ins. My hair is a mess, I just
put on a brown bunny.

Tariq : Let's go then.

We sign the discharge forms and leave.

Hubby is driving while I'm sitting at the
back with my twins. Liya is a cry baby I'm
telling you, she loves attention. Asa is a
deep sleeper, she's deep in the lala land
while madam here is on my hands sucking
my breast.

Me : Uya thanda i attention loh.

Tariq : Leave my baby alone.

We laugh lightly careful of not waking Asa

up. He's driving slowly.

Me : I wonder whom she took after.

Tariq : (Laughs) Don't start me mommy.

We laugh. Arriving at home, we find lot of

cars parking in our yard.

Tariq : What are these people doing in my

house now?

Now that I look at the cars carefully, it's our

crew, his grandparents, his parents, my
parents, my uncles and aunties are also
here. He opens the door for me and strap
Liya in her car seat while I am carrying Asa
in her car seat. He kiss my forehead, take
the babies bag then we head inside.
“ SUPRISE!! ” Woah, my lounge is
decorated in pink, white and yellow. OMG,
even my grandmother is here. The bold
letters are written “ WELCOME TO
PARENTHOOD ”. It's my babies welcoming
party. Just then, mini Nobunhle starts
crying.

Me : (smiles) Thank you my people.

Mom take the crying Liya before I can even

protest.

Mom : Let me hold her.

Aunty Zoleka take Asa from Tariq. She's

the only one who haven't met my cuties,
she was at Zambia when I gave birth. My
family also haven't seen them.

Aunty Z : Tariq niya zala, who thought you

would give birth to such cuties.

Laughter. There are lot of presents in here.

I hug my mother in law, this woman is so
beautiful.

Me : Hey glammy
Mrs Khoza : (Giggles)Hey mommy, how
are you ?
Me : I am good, how are you ?
Mrs Khoza : (smiles) I am happy. Our
family is growing.

I smile and go hug Mrs Khoza senior, Gogo

Buhlebendalo, she's sitting with my
grandma. They're now the ones holding my
babies.

Me : Abogogo bami.
Gogo : (smiles) Makoti, we thank you once
again for these beautiful gifts.
Grandma : (smiles) Nana ka gogo, you're a
mother manje.
Me : (Giggles) Yebo gogo.

I kiss my babies foreheads.

Mkhulu : I also want to get a chance to

pick up my granddaughters hawuu.
We all laugh.

Me : Sawubona mkhulu
Mkhulu : (smiles) Ndondakazi, please
hand them to me.

I take Liya first and hand her to him, then

Asa. He hold both of them with a smile on
his face, he ask me to sit next to him.

Mkhulu : Unjani ?
Me : (smiles) Ngiyaphila mkhulu, ninjani?
Mkhulu : Mna ngi jabulile makoti.
Usibusisile ndondakazi, siyabonga.

I smile then dismiss him, I wonder where

my father disappeared to with pops,
Tariq's father. I find my little sister, Amber,
with Langalami, Thembalami, Kuhle, Carol,
Pinky and Leano with 3 nannies at the
playing room. Langa have grown to be a
problem child I'm telling you. And the boy
is just 7 months.

Me : Hey babies!
Amber : (smiles) My big sister.
She say running to hug me, I meet her
halfway even though I still have pains.

Me : Unjani my baby ?
Amber : (Giggles) I'm 12 big sister, I want
to see my nieces.
Me : Go to the lounge, you will see them.
Amber : Your house is too gigantic.
Me : Woza Amber, you use big words now
??
Amber : (Giggles) I'm an einstein
remember.

I laugh then go straight to the kitchen, I

find my girls with Thandeka, aunty
Thandiwe and Siya. I wonder where my
mom and Mrs Khoza disappeared to.

Mpumi : Mommy

I giggle.

Me : Hey mommy
Zandy : Welcome to the motherhood.
You won't believe that she wanted to kill
Leano back then, but now she doesn't
want to see her son shed even a single
tear.

Me : You've been telling me that ever

since.
Cassa : So how is motherhood treating you
?
Me : It's been 3 days, so I'm not
complaining.
Nobu : (smiles) So how is my duplicate?

We will never hear the end of it.

Me : Yohh, that one is not a doll at all. She

cries and cries like a crazy baby.

We laugh.

Siya : How was labour girl ?? Feed us up.

I had forgotten that my uncle is crazy.

Me : Johh! It was a hell, I'm sure the devil's

hell is better than that.
They laugh.

Mandi : The way she was swearing at

Andisa, and ready to kill her gynae when
she said ukuthi she's not ready to give
birth.

We laugh, damn, I will never forget that

day.

Buhle : That place is hell xemm, I

remember I hated Ndabe during my labour
pains.
Aunty T : I swear that I would never have
sex again but who was I fooling?? 4 years
later I went back there.

We laugh.

Thandeka : Stop traumatizing some of us,

phela we're expecting.
Siya : Woahh!!

I'm also astonished.

Aunty T : Yepp, she's 2 months pregnant.
Me : Congratulations girl, good luck on
being a pig.
Thandiwe : (Laughs) Mxm, thank you.

We all congratulate her, and my aunty is

happy xemm. She's engaged and she
graduated last year on her Medicine
studies. Her man proposed on the
graduation day, she was so happy. The
husband is a Cardiologist.

Me : So when is Sphe coming back to see

my babies ?
Buhle : We should be asking you that
favorite kotiza.

We laugh, my man come inside the

kitchen, they're busy preparing the salads.

Tariq : Mommy, the babies are asleep now.

Me : Okay, you're smelling of fire.
Tariq : And I should be resting because I
just came out of labour. Those men don't
sympathize with me they don't know what I
was going through.
Laughter, things we love and marry
though.

Siya : You're a dad now Tee Tee.

Tariq : (Chuckles)Yepp
Zandy : Did you all hear aunty Z saying
Tariq niya zala marn ?
Mpumi : (Laughs) It's like she was saying
Tariq is ugly because the twins are very
cute.

We laugh together with Tariq.

Tariq : Leave me alone, I'm a father now, a

HANDSOME father with an UGLY wife.

We laugh and I playfully pinch this man, he

pins me on the wall where no one is seeing
us. We stare at each other, I love this man.

Tariq : (smile)Hi
Me : (smile) Hi
Tariq : I love you.
Me : I love you too.
Tariq : We're doing braai at the garden. You
still fine ?
He say and kiss my forehead.

Me : Yepp and you ?

Tariq : I want my babies and my wife to
myself.
Me : (Giggles) Stop sulking.

He spank my ass and I giggle, we get to

the lounge and take our cuties to their
nursery which is upstairs near our room.
We put them inside their cots and take the
baby monitors then head downstairs.

Tariq : Your father is actually calling you.

I follow him and find my father with pops,

mkhulu, my uncles and the gents.

Kyle : Sqalosihle Clay!

Me : (smile) Samkelo Gasela!

We hug each other. I greet the rest then sit

next to my father.

Dad : My baby girl.

Me : My big daddy.
He laughs and I join him.

Dad : You are a mother now ?

He says with a smile.

Me : Yepp.
Dad : I haven't even touched my
granddaughters.
Me : They're asleep now but I'm sure they'll
be awake before you leave.
Dad : Good keh, I'm a grandfather, I've
grown man!

We all laugh.

Pops : Yeah, you should retire Clay.

Dad : Hell No, you starts Khoza.

We laugh again, they're getting along very

well and that makes me happy.

Sbonelo : Your house is massive and

beautiful nana.

He whisper.
Me : Thank you uncle.
Sbonelo : If he cause problems, you better
tell me, I'll deal with him.

We laugh lightly. Uncle Muzimuhle come

towards us. He's already drunk.

Muzi : I see you're living lavishly mtana ka

malume.
Me : (Giggles) I try uncle.
Muzi : Haii, that's not trying. Your husband
is loaded, can you believe that he paid...

Uncle Sbonelo close his mouth before he

talk. That was too close, and I was happy
that I'll get to know the amount they
charged my man though it's against the
culture.

Sbonelo : You talk too much bhuti.

We laugh and I walk away.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

It's 2AM, the baby monitor is indicating

that my babies are crying. I switch on my
side lamp, put on my gown, Tariq is fast
asleep let me not wake him up. I quickly
walk to the nursery and switch on the
bright light. It's Liya whom is crying, Asa is
sucking her thumb with eyes wide opened.

I go to Liya's cot, I check her pampers, she

has messed herself. I change her diaper, it
feels so good. I'm actually not scared to
hold them, maybe it's because they're big.

Me : You messed yourself cutie cutie.

She giggles as I finish dressing her into a

fresh pampers, she loves attention yoh. I
dress her up into clean clothes and put her
on my shoulder patting her back until she
sleep. I gently put her back in her cot and
put the blankets on her. I kiss her forehead
smiling.
Their cots are glued together, I look over
Asa, my doll is now asleep in a weird
position. I fix her and kiss her forehead. I
turn and flinch a bit because of Tariq, I
didn't hear him coming in here. He is
taking a video, creepy!

Tariq : I'm sorry for scaring you.

He says, holding me by my waist and

resting my head on his chest, he's tall
xemm. He kiss my forehead.

Me : I didn't hear you come in.

Tariq : You didn't close the door. This room
is beautiful, and it's the warmest one.

Infact, it is beautiful, the other part of the

wall got Disney wallpaper. It's also the
warmest one, I don't how to explain this
but it's peaceful, you get what I mean.

Me : It is amazing.
Tariq : Thank you so much for these gifts, I
love you so much mkami.
Me : (smile) I love you too.
We close the door and go back to our
room. Everyone left shemm expect Siya,
nobody is helping me with the kids. Gogo
and my grandmother said I have to be a
woman not even caring that I am a new
mom.

Tariq : You're doing great.

As if he was reading my mind, I love this

man. I flash a smile.

Tariq : It's time to change your surname,

Clay is long overdue. I sigh.
Me : It's still early for us to have a wedding.
Tariq : Ngoba ??

Yoh, loh mzulu!!

Me : Babe we just gave birth, Liya and Asa

are still young. Besides, there's a ring to
show that I am someone's fiance.
Tariq : My point exactly, I need you as a
wife not a FIANCE.
Me : But it's still early for a wedding, I need
to lose the pregnancy weight also.
Tariq : I don't care about what what weight,
you're perfect. Okay, let's just go to the
home affairs and we will have the wedding
later, it's just R75 at Home Affairs my love,
as long as you carry my surname.

Tariq can be annoying, it's 3AM for God's

sake. I just gave birth, I just gave him kids
now he's demanding another thing.

Me : Hlase, can we have this conversation

when we wake up, I want to rest please.
Tariq : I'll let it go for now. I love you.

I don't reply, I put the blanket over my

head. He pinch my butt, this guy is
annoying.

Me : What's wrong with you ?

Tariq : I said I love you.
Me : I love you too, now can I sleep ?
Tariq : (smirk) Yes, you can.

Mxm, he hold me tight not even carrying if

I am comfortable or not. I drift to the lala
land, I know Unyezi will be crying soon.
 **************
I just woke up, Tariq is not by my side. I
know he's in the babies room, I check the
time on my phone, it's 8AM. Thank you for
letting me sleep Unyezi Liyanda Khoza. I
quickly go to the babies room without even
touching water.

I got an amazing husband people, he's

feeding Nkanyezi the formula. So I use
formula and also breastfeed.

Me : Morning babe, did you gauge the

formula and water well ?
Tariq : (smiles) Yes, I'm a fast learner. Look
at how calm she is, enjoying formula made
by daddy.

I roll my eyes. Unyezi is behaving for a

change, I don't even want to touch her
because I know putting her down will be a
war.

Me : Did Unyezi eat ?

Tariq : I started by her.
I'm glad he didn't bring the home affairs
thing. I go back to my room to take a fast
shower while I still have time. Siya is still
not awake. I dry my body and lotion, I'll
have to take a strict diet and workout very
hard to get my flat stomach back I'm
telling you. I dress into brown Nike
trackpants with white long sleeves tee and
my comfy slippers.

My hair is a mess, I pleat it into two buns

since it's natural hair. I look cute. I walk
back to the nursery to check on my people,
daddy is still here taking pictures now.

Tariq : You look cute and fresh.

Me : (Chuckles) Are they asleep ?
Tariq : Yes, I miss my paradise.
Me : I still have stitches Bhovungane,
besides, we're supposed to wait for 3
months.

I'm testing him because I won't do such a

thing, I love his dick.
Tariq : That will happen over my dead
body.

We laugh lightly.

Me : Let's leave these two.

We get out and close the door. He attack

me with a hot kiss when we're in the
passage, I love him. We break the kiss
when we both loses our breath.

Tariq : I love you.

He says staring deep into my eyes. I love

this man.

Me : I love you too.

He go in our bedroom while I go

downstairs to make breakfast. I find Siya
drinking a bad looking drink.

Me : What's that ?
Siya : Something that will cure this bad
headache and hangover. I feel like shit.
I laugh at him.

Me : Did you clean here?? even the sinks

are shining.
Siya : Who?? Mee?? No! A cleaning
company did madam.

Ohh, it's Tuesday.

Me : Let me make breakfast then.

I'm making cereal with hot chocolate for

Siya and I. Then it's sausages, bacon and
toasted bread for this man because he's a
Zulu, and my Zulu man doesn't eat
something that's not meat or without
meat.

Siya : How are the buy one get one free ?

Me : Liya woke me up at 2AM.
Siya : (Giggles) Welcome to the
motherhood. So, like how are you??
Me : Besides of missing my man inside of
me, I am living. I mean, atleast my twins
make me smile.
Siya : You're such a whore!!
I wink at him.

Tariq : Hey, don't call my wife that. I must

surely be good in bed damn. I'm hitting it
well neh baby, I also miss being inside of
you.

He say kissing my neck. I didn't even hear

him coming here, damn, he wasn't
supposed to hear that. I'm not gonna hear
the end of it.

Siya : You two are just whores, are you

even going to wait for 3 months ?
Tariq : No, we're not doing that shit. Three
months without Sihle's hot thing, I will die.

We laugh, this man. He sit on the high

chair, I get off the high chair so I can dish
up for him. He spank my ass, doesn't he
know that he's making me horny??

Siya : I'm still here guys.

We laugh, I dish up for my man and sit

next to him finishing up my food while
we're busy chatting and listening to Siya's
gossips about people we don't even know.

Insert 037
Luna Ndoniyamanzi Khoza

Three years down, it's been years of

happiness and drama there and there. The
twins are growing and they're turning three
on the 13th of March. Their father is
heading to 32, we did the 1st birthday
party for these girls, not that I was
interested. Siya, Nobu and Sphe were
much into it. I changed my surname but
there was no wedding.

Well, I've completed my masters degree

and honors, this year I will be busy with my
PhD. Me?? I have grown, I'm turning 27.
Well, Mandisa and Kwenzo received their
second baby boy, Sibusisosenkosi Dlamini.
I don't even know where Kwenzo got this
name. Sambulo and Ntombenhle also got
a soccer player, Nkosinathi Faya.
Nathi is 2 while Sibu is still a crawling
baby. Zandy is pregnant, Leano is turning 4
this year, Kyle's Langa also. Lami, Buhle's
son is turning 5 and already going to
primary school. I won't say school because
you know rich kids starts attending school
at the age of 2 or 3. Combined together,
we have 8 babies with 1 on the way.

By the way, I got my flat stomach back but

now it's slowly disappearing. I will be
happy if what I'm thinking is true.

“ Mommy mommy! ” those are my twins

coming back from school. They're both
loud like their aunties and uncle. They
didn't take after me neither their father.

Me : Hello babies.

I say closing my laptop, so that I can hug

them and kiss their faces. I love my babies
people. I'm busy planning a business,
much to Tariq's annoyance. Speak of the
devil.
Tariq : Hey wifey

He say kissing my cheek and giving me a

mind blowing kiss, the twins have already
ran to watch TV. My man look so hot, the
first two buttons of the shirt are
unbuttoned.

Me : I didn't know that you'll be the one

fetching Liya and Asa today.
Tariq : I wanted to make it up to them.

He've been busy these days.

Tariq : What were you up to there ?

He say pointing at my laptop which is on

top of the kitchen counter and holding my
waist. Even today, the effect he have on
me haven't change.

Me : (clears throat) I was watching

movies.
Tariq : We lie to each other now ??

This man knows me.

Me : (Sighs)I was busy with my business
plan.
Tariq : Accounting company?? I don't even
know what for but I support you. I'll invest.
Me : I got millions to my name.
Tariq : I don't care, let me go take a fast
shower.

He kiss my lips.

“ Euww, that's disgusting dad. ” that's Liya.

We didn't even hear her coming. Tariq
chuckles picking her up and I laugh.

Tariq : Kissing my wife is disgusting?

Me : (reprimand) Baba ka Liya.

He kiss Liya all over her face, Asa also

comes to the kitchen.

Asa : I also need you to pick me up daddy.

Shemm, bye bye fast shower. Let me be

honest with you, being a wife, mother and
a career driven woman isn't easy because
all these things requires attention.
Tariq : But daddy need to go take a shower
baby.

She pouts, I know what she's thinking.

Asa : But you picked Liya up, didn't you

want to take a shower before ?

She's smart, she took after me.

Liya : And he promised to watch cartoons

with us.
Both : (Loudly) Yes you promised.

Tariq sighs, I laugh silently. Let me rescue

my man.

Me : Babies, let daddy go bath okay. He

will join you afterwards. He's smelling of
sweat, can't you smell it ?

I say closing my nose pretending like it's

true.

Liya : Put me down dad before you

suffocate me with your sweat smell.
I laugh, he also laugh and put her down.
He attempts to pick Asa but she run.

Asa : (Loud) I don't want to smell your

sweat, go away.

Tariq chuckles and go upstairs. I make

sandwiches for these 2 with juice and sit
with them at the dining room. I don't want
them to get used to a habit of eating while
watching TV besides, I know they wouldn't
eat.

Asa : Mom, where is aunty Zama ?

Zama is their nanny, we got 4 helpers in

this house excluding the guards which are
all over. Zama is the twins nanny, and the
other 3 are the house cleaner. Ohh, it's 5
including the garden boy.

Me : She went home, she is coming back

next week.

They finish eating and I go to their room

then their en-suit and bath then. I dress
them into baby blue shorts, crispy white
round neck maxi tee, white socks and baby
blue Air force sneakers. They both have
natural hair like mine, I style their hair into
2 bunnies. I should take them to salon this
week.

Me : You look cute babies.

Liya : Thank you mom.
Asa : I don't like these sneakers.
Me : Stop being dramatic Nkanyezi.

I organize their room and take them

downstairs to watch TV. I start by taking
snaps, I do it more often. Hubby is sitting
on the high chairs busy with my cellphone
doing what God knows.

Me : Can I have my phone now ?

He put it on the kitchen counter and smile

mischievously.

Tariq : Where are they ?

Me : They're watching TV.
Tariq : (smirk) Nhlaka sent you a text
saying that he's coming. Let's choose a
bedroom and play a bit, Nhlaka will
babysit.

He bite his lower lip, this man. He puts me

on his shoulder before I can even protest
as if I'm a paper. We get to one of the
downstairs room, before I know it, he
smash his lips on mine hungrily. Damn, I
missed him. It's been a long time, I think
we last had sex this morning...

I'm lying on top of him right now, all the

energy that I had is drained and and he's
brushing my back smiling like a retard. We
had 3 rounds, imagine.

Tariq : I love you

Me : I love you too

He kiss my head then scoop me up to take

a shower. We take an innocent one and
dress up into our clothes. We walk to the
lounge with him holding my waist and find
Nhlaka at the lounge with the twins, they're
watching TV, cartoons of course.
Tariq : Zalo
Nhlaka : You two are nasty, you've been in
that room for too long now. What were you
up to ?

Tariq smile mischievously, trust this one to

be a sellout by his actions.

Me : Let me go prepare food for you hubby,

I'm sure you're hungry.
Nhlaka : (Laughs) Don't run away wifey.

The rascals are focusing on TV.

Asa : Daddy tell them that they're making

noise.

I laugh and go upstairs, I'm meeting up

with Buhle and Mpumi at Gateway. I will
just change my clothes since I've
showered. I wear black bob tube jeans that
hug my curves and butts so tight, Tee will
be jealous xemm. I wear black crop vest
that reveals my cleavage, black Gucci flip
flops how are you?
I just want to look simple you know. I go
for Era jewellery. Makeup?? Of course, with
red matte lipstick. I go for 22-inch curly
weave, black Era shades how are you. I am
blazing in fire, one couldn't even tell that I
am a mother of two. I take my Louis
Vuitton sling bag, car keys?? black Aston
Martin DBS.

I walk downstairs, Nhlaka flute and Tariq

frown.

Nhlaka : Umlilo wifey!

Me : (Giggles) Thank you hubby.
Tariq : Uyaphi ?
Me : Where are the rascals? I'm meeting up
with Mpumi and Buhle for lunch.
Tariq : They are watching TV upstairs.
Me : Okay, I'll be back before 7pm.
Tariq : So you're going out dressed like that
?? No Sqalosihle.

Nhlaka chuckles. Here comes the drama.

Nhlaka : (Laughs) Let me excuse you two.

He say and go upstairs. I look at Tariq and
fold my hands. He comes near me and
hold my waist, the other hand is grabbing
my butt. He's breathing on my ear making
me weak. Nx, I see his plan, it's not gonna
work. I move my head.

Me : It's not gonna work baba ka Asanda.

He looks at me, he's angry but do I care.

I've been in this house for too long.

Tariq : You can't go out revealing my

assets Sqalosihle. Do you see how tight
this jean is ??

The fucken green monster. He's so

controlling and I will be damn if I let him
think that things go his way.

Me : I'm running late babe.

I kiss his cheek and quickly run to the

garage. I left him shouting “ SQALOSIHLE ”
lol. I'll deal with him later, I quickly drive
out before he gets to the security room
and lock the gate. I arrive at Gateway after
a long drive, we're meeting at a Seafood
restaurant. They're already there, sipping
wines.

Me : I'm late guys.

Buhle : You're always late.

They both stand up and hug me.

Me : You guys look beautiful.

Mpumi : Thank you girlfriend, you know we
aim to impress.

We call the waiter and order our food,

damn, I'm craving for prawns and a hake.
Meanwhile, I'm having a cocktail.

Buhle : You also look beautiful and hella

sexy.
Me : Your brother wanted to swallow me.

We laugh.

Mpumi : Utheni ?
Me : He was like “ No Sqalosihle you're not
going out revealing my assets ”.

They laugh so bad and I join them.

Mpumi : Une drama xemm.

Me : (Giggles) I had to run to the garage
before he could catch me. I left him red
with anger.
Buhle : Uzoba strong, Ndabe was also
angry because I've worn this dress.

It's a lime green short dress that have one

shoulder and Gucci slides. Her makeup is
on point, Buhlebenkosi is beautiful people.
Mpumi settled for a short navy jumpsuit
with Gucci sandals also. Lol, such a
coincidence.

Mpumi : Lucky me, Kyle wasn't home.

Langa is visiting Mihla.

Our food come and we dig in while

chatting a storm. A hot dark skinned tall
man approach our table looking all sexy.
He's nothing compared to my man of
course.
Man : Ladies

His voice, damn! I think I once saw him

somewhere, he looks familiar. I think I
zoned out because Buhle pinch me under
the table.

Me : (clears throat) I'm... Hey

Man : I was asking how are you all doing
but it looks like you zoned out staring at
me.

He say with a stupid grin, the way he's

staring at me is creepy. Or maybe I am
hallucinating.

Me : (Chuckles) No, it's just that you look

familiar.
Buhle : You know him ?
Man : I'm Hulisani Mukwevho, we've
indeed met before. Like 4 years ago.

Now that I remember carefully, it's that day

when Tariq... I don't even want to say it.
Me : Ohh, Huli right?
Huli : (smile) That's right Ms Clay.
Me : Infact, it's Mrs Khoza now.
Huli : Oh.

He say sounding disappointed. I wave my

left hand, showing my huge stone.

Huli : And the beautiful ladies are

Buhlebenkosi Sibanda and Mpumelelo
Gasela right ?
Mpumi : That's right. How do you know us
because I don't remember myself hanging
out with you.

This one can switch from mother Theresa

to Cardi B.

Huli : (chuckles) I would never hangout

with a person like you Mrs Gasela, don't
flatter yourself. You're just fortunate
because you're loaded and famous, NOT
SPECIAL.

Woah! My girlfriend is fuming while Huli

have a smirk.
Me : I think it would be a good thing if you
excuse us Huli.
Huli : (smile) Huli huhh?? It was a pleasure
seeing you again Luna, we should hangout
more often with Mrs Sibanda.
Buhle : No thank you.

He chuckles and walk away.

Mpumi : Really Luna ??

Okay ?? Buhle and I look at her confused.

Mpumi : You have even shortened his

name to Huli, Andisa won't like that.
Buhle : Is there something wrong with that
?

I would also love to know.

Mpumi : Yes, she can't go flirting around

with men while she's married. That fucken
Hulisani wants her.
Me : No he don't, and I don't like this thing
of you using a low key to call me a bitch.
Mpumi : I didn't say you're a bitch, I only
mentioned that you're flirting.
Buhle : And why do you say Hulisani wants
Luna?? You're just angry because of the
way he talked to you and you started him,
that wasn't cool Mpumelelo.
Mpumi : I can see through him guys, that
guy wants Luna and this one is leading
him on.
Me : (chuckles) I don't have time for this.

I say and stand up, leaving money for the

bill.

Mpumi : You don't have to go just because

I'm telling truth.
Me : Do you have a problem with me
Mpumelelo?
Mpumi : I'm just stating facts, that guy will
ruin your marriage girl, wake up.

I walk away and leave her perfect self with

Buhle there. Lunch is ruined. I can't believe
that my bestfriend is low keyly calling me a
whore, it hurts. I didn't flirt with Hulisani, I'll
never do that to my husband. I gather
myself and emotions then drive to a
hospital. I need to see a doctor.

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Ntombenhle Cassandra Faya

Well, it's been years of happiness for my

small family. My husband loves me to
death. Pinky is growing and approaching
teenage and that freaks me out really,
she's 11 years old now. Nkosinathi is 2,
yepp, I'm a mother of two now. Don't look
at me like you know me, I'm not a house
wife. I'm no longer a Nzimande by the way.

I am a manager of SN(Sambulo &

Ntombenhle) Wild club. I enjoy it there, I
am doing Bachelor of Commerce at UJ. I
am also busy preparing my wedding which
is on May. Imani is coming for lunch this
afternoon. Let me brief you, she's my
bestfriend, that one who is a nurse. I was
staying with her before I met Sambulo.
Me : Morning baby

I say playing with Nathi, he's growing so

fast and looks so much like his father.

Me : You're growing so much.

I say kissing him all over his and he

giggles. His father get inside Nathi's
nursery.

Mike : Oh, my big head is awake ?

He say kissing my cheek and taking Nathi.

Nathi : Baba
Mike : (smile) Yes mfanami.
Me : You're already back?

He's coming from taking Pinky to school.

Mike : Yepp, I'll bath him.

Me : (smiles) Thank you so much Faya.

He smile and I take out Nathi's clothes.

Me : Imani is coming today.
Mike : Mmmh

He don't like Imani, I wonder why.

Me : Why don't you like my bestfriend

Sambulo ?
Mike : (Chuckles) Why should I like her ?
Me : (Sighs) Why do you hate her then ?
She's my bestfriend.
Mike : I don't trust her, that's why. One of
these days she will bite you, she's a snake
babe.

Mihlolo?! I don't believe him right now.

Me : That's my bestfriend Mike, my

bestfriend who had my back when I had
nothing.
Mike : Haii keh, I'm just telling you what I
see about that cobra friend of yours. Don't
bite my head off.
Me : Sambulo Mike Faya!

I'm pissed right now.

Mike : (Deadly stare) Don't talk me like I'm
your cobra friend Ntombenhle, asi lingani!

I'm too pissed to be entertaining his stupid

self right now. I click my tongue leaving
him shouting my name. I get downstairs
and go prepare breakfast at the kitchen.
Now I regret clicking my tongue on him, I
shouldn't have done that, he's my husband.
And knowing Sambulo, he takes respect
seriously.

“ I used to care but now it's whatever.. ”

that's my cellphone ringing. Ohh, it's Imani.

Me : Hey babe
Imani : Hey honey, I'll be there within 2
hours. Is your husband there ?
Me : Yes, why are you asking?
Imani : I just don't like bumping into him.
He hates me.
Me : No, he don't.

I defend.
Imani : Okay then, see you.
Me : Bye chommie.

She hang up and my man come

downstairs looking all hot, he's wearing
black Prada shorts, brown vests and
Burberry slides. Damn those muscles and
hairy legs, this guy is so fucken handsome.
He's resting Nathi on his shoulder. I can't
read him right now.

Me : I'm...(clears throat) breakfast is ready.

I say dishing up for him and myself,I give

him his plate and he doesn't say anything.
He eat while feeding his son and talking to
him.

Me : Babe, I am sorry for talking to you like

that. Forgive me please.

He stare at me and I swallow.

Mike : Okay

He say and continue feeding Nathi, I sigh.

Me : Please forgive me sthandwa sami.
Mike : I said okay.

He finish eating and go back upstairs with

his son. Let me send Mandi a text Mike is
mad, I disrespected him. Help, I
apologized but he just said okay., after few
seconds she's typing isn't she working this
morning. Give him a blow job, he'll forgive
you. Don't be defeated by a man while you
know his weakness. Damn,why didn't I
think of that ??

Let me go upstairs before Imani arrives.

I'm sure Nathi fell asleep, he's lying on his
cot, he sleeps a lot. I go to our bedroom
and find him lying on his back, I get on
bed.

Me : I'm sorry.

I say with my hands travelling to his

shorts, my hands are on his shaft before
he can even say anything. He hisses and
exhale. On my knees on top of the bed, my
ass is up, half of his dick is inside my
mouth. Damn, my clit is twitching.

Mike : (Groan) Oh fuck!!

I move my tongue around his head...

We're now taking an innocent shower

together, and yes, Mandisa's plan worked
lol. We get out of shower and dry our body,
I lotion his body then he lotion mine while
kissing my shoulders.

Mike : I love you Enhle.

Me : (smile) I love you too.

We dress up, he wear the same clothes,

this man! I wear my pink & white maxi
dress that reach my ankles but open from
my thigh to ankles. I then wear my creamy
sandals, I'm not really into heels. I style my
long braids into a high bun and put on
some makeup with nude lipstick. I top it of
with my gigantic Era earrings and
necklace.
Mike : You look pretty.
Me : (Giggles) Try again.
Mike : (smile) You look stunning.

He say and kiss my hand.

Me : Thank you.

We walk downstairs hand in hand. I

prepared plain rice and several colours
with my Boulevard wine, blame
Ntombizinhle Jiyane for creating such hot
stuff. An intercom rings, that must be my
guest.

A guard walk in with my girl, she's wearing

a very short red glittering dress, 5 inch
black heels, a very long Brazilian hair,
makeup with red lipstick. She look so hot,
her curves and butt are all out.

Me : (Smiles) Hey hot mommy!

I say hugging her.

Imani : Hey babes, (whisper) I thought your
man have already left.

We giggles and break our hug.

Imani : Hey Mike.

Mike : Hi Imani

He respond so coldly.

Mike : Sthandwa sami, I'll see you later. I

gotta dash.

He say kissing my lips.

Imani : (smiles) Bengi qhabanga ukuthi

uzo si join.

Mike chuckles and walk out.

Me : Don't mind him friend, this side.

We walk to the dining room with her

complimenting everything as always.

Imani : Imagine losing all these friends,

what will you do?
Me : (chuckles) That will never happen, I
have this on my finger.

I say sitting down and waving my left

hand.

Imani : (smile) Yeah right, I'm happy for

you friend. Who thought that you a cleaner
would be here today?

What?!

Me : What are you trying to say Imani ?

Imani : No friend, don't be offended by
truth, you wouldn't be here today if it
wasn't for opening your legs for this!

She say pointing my house with a fork.

Me : I had it with your insults uyezwa, get

out of my house Imani!
Imani : (Giggles) Truth hurts. I see you
think that you're all that just because of
Mike, he will leave your brainless self.

I laugh sarcastically!
Me : If I remember carefully, I am studying
Bachelor of Commerce which you wanted
so badly but ended up at a nursing college
MRS BRAINS. So who is dumb between
the two of us ? Ungazo ngi bhedela wena
nx!
Imani : Mike is gonna leave your stupid
ass!

Mxm!

Me : Simphiwee!

Simphiwe is one of the guards. He come

running inside.

Simphiwe : Maam are you calling me ?

Me : Please take this woman out!

She grab her bag and shout when

Simphiwe want to hold her. I sigh and sit
down when she's out. I can't believe that
my bestfriend said those things to me.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm looking at this woman whom I call a
wife coming back home looking like she's
lost. She sit on the single couch and close
her eyes.

Me : Am I invisible MR KHOZA ?
Sihle : Excuse me ?
Me : You walk out while I'm still talking to
you then come back home at 7pm. You're
the man of the house angithi. Ubuya phi?
Sihle : I was at the park, I lost track of time.
I just needed to be alone, I'm sorry.

She say absentmindedly and close her

eyes as if she's thinking of something.

Me : Sqalosihle you have kids and a

husband!
Sihle : I know that, where are my kids by
the way ?
Me : As if you care nx!

I click my tongue and walk to the twin's

room. I find these two busy pouring lotions
on the floor, the house helper is busy
cleaning their bathroom. I asked her to
bath them just because I was busy sorting
out something for Nhlaka.

Me : Asanda no Liyanda Khoza!

Asa : It's Liyanda
Liya : No, it's Asanda dad.

I sigh in defeat, Mah Phindi come out of

their en-suit.

Mah P : I'm sorry Sir, I was still busy

cleaning their bathroom they spilled water
all over.
Me : It's fine mah, I'll take it from here.
Here is for coldrink for doing an extra job.

I saying giving her 200 note.

Mah P : It's really not necessary Sir.

Me : I insist mah, and please call me
Andisa.

She takes it and walk out. I help these two

dress up in their pyjamas.
Liya : I still don't understand why I bath
thrice a day, I will vanish one day.

I chuckle and continue dressing them.

Asa : I don't like this robe dad, I want the

peach one.

Is peach a color ?? Yoh, my school fees

aren't being wasted.

Me : Which one is peach ?

Asa : That one.

She say pointing at it, it have ears like a

rabbit, it's also fluffy. I guess that's why
she loves it. Things that women buys, can
you believe that these kids have a walk-in
closet.

Liya : I also want the peach one.

Yoh, how do my wife manage with these

two ? I take the peach robe and dress her.
Sqalosihle enters eating a chocolate cake,
she have changed into her fluffy white
robe, she look so cute.

Asa : Mommy mommy!

Sihle : My cutie bunnies.

She say kissing their foreheads after

eating the last piece of the cake. I take the
mop and wipe the lotion, my money?!

Sihle : Did they spill this lotion ?

Asa : Liya was playing with it mom.
Liya : No it's Asa mom.

She sighs. I look at them and smile, my

perfect little family. I finish with the lotion
and wash my hands in the en-suit then go
back to join them.

Me : Princesses, sit down.

They sit on their mini couches and look at

me. I love my babies, their mother seat on
one of their beds. They no longer sleep in
cots now.
Me : I don't like the mess that you created
with the lotion today. Do you know that
there are people with dry skins out there?
Asa : Why is it dry daddy ?
Me : (smiles) Because they cannot afford
to buy a lotion in order to moisturize their
skin. It is wrong for you to be spilling it
down, God will punish you.
Liya : (sniffs) So why daddy doesn't buy
lotions for people who can't afford it ?

Sihle laughs secretly, Liya is dramatic.

Me : Because daddy can only afford to buy

for his wife and kids.
Asa : So it is wrong to play with lotion ?
Me : Yes my princess, it is wrong.
Liya : Okay daddy, we won't do it again, we
don't want God to punish us right Asa ?

Asa nods hysterically, Ms Liya have

stopped crying.

Me : When someone ask you something,

you don't use your head, you respond with
words because some people do want to
talk but they can't.
Asa : Are their mouths glued ?

Their mother giggles lightly, trust Asa to

ask stupid questions.

Me : No, because they weren't fortunate

enough to be able to talk. So you should
be grateful and use your words when
someone talks to you girls.
Asa : We will not do it again daddy.

I pick them and put them on their beds,

after few minutes of reading a story,
they're asleep. We kiss their heads and go
to our room.

Me : Where were you Sqalosihle?

Sihle : (Sighs) That again? I said I was at
the park, kanti awuzwa yini?

I'm fighting the urge to slapping that

disrespect out of her.

Me : Angi mngana wakho mina Sqalosihle!

Sihle : (Roll eyes) Sorry
Me : Nx!

Let me get out of this room before I do

something that I might regret.

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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Khoza

Yeah, I signed up to be a Khoza that's what

I did. I never thought that I would go
through what I'm going through right now. I
don't know how to feel, I don't even know if
I should ask him or not? I do want to
divorce him but I love him and there are
kids included now. Besides, divorce is a
long process.

Worst part, he impregnated me once

again, I am 3 months pregnant. I don't
know if I should terminate it or what ?!
After my argument with Mpumi yesterday, I
drove straight to the doctor because I
wasn't feeling well. Even though my
stomach is flat, but I noticed some
changes in my body.

After the doctor, the scans and all those. I

was happy that I'm going to share good
news with my husband. That changed
when I received a notification from an
unknown number while I was on my way to
home. It sent a video of my so-called
husband fucking a whore once again. The
whore's face isn't visible but my man's face
is.

I had no energy, I parked at a nearest park

and sat down watching ducks swimming. I
cried, I cried until I couldn't cry anymore.
I'm supposed to be strong for this baby in
my stomach but I feel empty. I feel like
dying, but what about my girls ?? I love
them to death. They are my first priority.
He walked out on me just because I was
giving him a cold shoulder.

He didn't even care to know why I'm in a

sombre mood. But who knows, he
obviously went to one of his whores.
Where else could he go at that time of
night huhh ?! He only came back to bed at
3AM. I pretended to be asleep, surprisingly,
he didn't smell of any unknown perfume or
cologne. But knowing him, maybe he
showered in one of the bathrooms, you'll
never know with this whore of a man!

I go take a shower, and put on a clean

robe. I go to the babies room and find
them deep asleep, I'm not taking them to
school today. I want to spend my day with
them, I know they will lift my spirit. I leave
them and go prepare breakfast, I dish up
for this man and myself. I signed up for it,
so starving him isn't an option at all. He's
wearing grey 3-piece tuxedo, with the last
two buttons unbuttoned. No tie today.

He looks yummy with those clean weaves

and beard. Only cutlery sound is in this
room, the tension is thick like my butt. He
finish eating and leave without saying
anything, no thanks no kiss, nothing, that
stings. I'll be persistence, I signed up for it,
at the age of 22, soon I will be 27. My
phone is ringing.

Me : Hello
Voice : Nameless
Me : Who is it ?
Voice : It's me.
Me : It's me ?? I don't have a voice sensor.
Voice : (Chuckles) Ndi Hulisani Mukwevho,
Huli.

Ohh, it's the guy that made Mpumi and I

fight.

Me : Hey Huli, how can I help you?

Huli : (Chuckles) I'm good, thanks for
asking.

I giggle lightly.

Huli : I would love it if we meet for lunch,

please.
Me : I'm a married woman Huli.

Is it ??
Huli : I know and I respect your husband.
Or does he controls you, he chose whom
you hangout with?
Me : (Chuckles)That sounds more like a
rhetorical question. Know what ?? The day
you'll be ready to ask me nicely, you'll call
okay. I fucken hate emotional
blackmailers.
Huli : Woah, I'm sorry Luna. I didn't mean to
offend you, please, even if it's just two
minutes of your time.

Why not Luna ?? It's not like hubby cares.

Me : Okay, send the details.

I say and end the call.

Sambulo Mike Faya

I don't know what went down yesterday,

between my wife and her whore friend.
She wasn't herself and at night she was
crying, I decided to let her be. I'll get to the
bottom of this. I get out of bed, she's not
on her side. I strip to the en-suit and take a
shower.

Afterwards, I strip to the walk-in closet to

dress. I have an early meeting today with
Rellik, Scar, Spilo and some guys at our
gold company which belongs to all of us. I
wear my black 3-piece Burberry tuxedo
with white shirt, black Burberry formal
shoes. No tie, I hate that.

I go downstairs and find my wife in her

robe, with Pinky in her uniform and Nathi
on her arms. I kiss my babies' foreheads
and perk my wife's lips then sit down.

Me : Princess, can you please sit in the TV

room with your little brother.
Pinky : Okay dad.

She exit with her plate and Nathi following

her.

Me : Talk to me.
Cassa : (sighs) I'm fine babe.
Me : No you're not. How was lunch with
your friend?

She tear up. I quickly go near her, and help

her stand then hug her.

Me : It's okay, it's okay my love.

Cassa : She said one day you'll leave me
and that I opened my legs in order to have
this life.

I clench my jaws. I wish I could say “ I

warned you about this friend of yours ” but
now is not the time.

Me : She's just envious of your life babe, I'll

never leave you Enhle, not even in million
years. She's just a bitter bitch with no life,
don't mind her and don't let her get into
you. I love you so much.
Cassa : I love you too.

I kiss her forehead and wipe her tears

using my thumbs.

Hulisani Mukwevho
We just finished a meeting with these
prideful boys, Tariq and his friends. Atleast
we signed the contract, but I'm not here for
that, I have a mission. So, yesterday, I sent
Luna a modified video of Tariq fucking
with a whore. I want to break them apart,
Luna will gonna be mine, I'll do anything.

The man on the video is not Tariq but I

modified everything, voice and the face. So
today, I want to plant a red lace panty on
his blazer or laptop bag.

“ Mr Mukwevho ” It's this man, Tariq.

Me : (Fake smile) Oh, Mr Khoza. It was a

pleasure to do business with you.

I stand up and we shake our hands, if only

he knew that he's an enemy. I handshake
everyone.

Erin : How about we go to my office for a

celebration over a whiskey?
Kwenzo : Sounds like a good plan, what do
you say Mukwevho?
I force a smile, and we walk to his office.
This company is very big. I sit next to
Tariq.

Tariq : Damn, I feel hot, let me take off this

blazer.

He say taking it off and hang it on his

chair. Great Tariq Khoza, you is dumb. Let's
play. I quickly take out the lace and put it
inside his blazer pocket.

Me : You guys didn't pour me my whiskey?

I say smiling genuinely this time.

Mike : (Chuckles) You have hands bro',

we're not your girl.

We all laugh.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Khoza

It's now afternoon, I didn't receive any call

from Tariq checking on us, nothing! What
was I expecting?? He cheated the first
time and I stayed, he knows I am dumb.
I've been bonding with my twins the whole
day, now they're asleep. Maybe I should
visit my parents this week.

An intercom ring, I press and open the

door, mxm, it's Mpumi. She looks so
nervous I think, Mrs Perfect.

Mpumi : Hey friend

Me : Are you here to insult me again?

She sigh and sit down. I miss her like crazy

but she must know that we respect each
other.

Mpumi : Look friend, I am sorry about

yesterday. Please forgive me, I don't know
what got into me yesterday, I'm really sorry
girlfriend.

She say with puppy eyes, I'm melting, she's

my bestfriend and I love her way too much.
I pretend to be sulking.
Me : I didn't like the way you spoke to me
yesterday, atleast you should've said when
it was just the two of us. Not in front of
Buhle, she's Tariq's sister.
Mpumi : I know friend and I am really sorry.
Me : I'll forgive you under one condition.

I say with a creepy smile.

Mpumi : (Giggles) Which is ?

Me : You my friend is buying me hot
chicken ribs from Nandos.
Mpumi : (Laugh) Gold digger.
Me : You know me very well.

We laugh and chill while catching up, I

don't tell her about my marital issues and
my pregnancy. She leaves after helping me
cook dinner. I go and wake these 2 up, I
get into their room and they're already
awake playing.

Me : Babies!
Liya & Asa : Mommy mommy!
I kiss their foreheads then pass to their
bathroom to prepare them a bath. It's 6pm
and their father is still not back.

Me : Come and bath.

They come sulking.

Asa : But mommy, we bathed at morning.

I ignore her and continue bathing them.

Afterwards, I dry them and lotion them
then dress them into their pyjamas. We
then go downstairs for dinner, as I'm busy
serving food, their father walks in looking
all tired. I check the time on my wrist
watch, it's 19:40.

Tariq : Hey princess Star and princess

Moon.

He say kissing them all over their faces

with them giggling.

Tariq : How was your day babies ?

Asa : We played with mom all day.
Liya : It was funny dad, you should've
joined us.
Tariq : (smile) Next time neh my
princesses.

I dish up for all of us, he stands up.

Tariq : I'm going to take a shower?

I feel tears forming in my eyes.

Me : Aren't you eating?

Tariq : I had a braai with the gents, maybe
later.

Wow, universe?! He walk away leaving his

blazer leaning on the chair. We finish
eating without him. I clear the table and
take my babies to bed, after 30 minutes,
they're asleep. I go downstairs to watch TV
and stuff myself with junk. I take his blazer
and search his pockets, he normally leaves
pens and slips here and I have to start by
removing things when I do laundry.
Woahh!! What's this manje ?? Yesterday it
was a video, today it's a stinky red lace. I
didn't sign up for this? I blink my tears
away and catch an elevator to our room
while calling his name like a crazy woman.

Me : WEH ANDISA!

He come out of shower wrapping a towel

around his body. Tears are streaming
down my face. He looks at me confused?

Me : WHAT'S THIS TARIQ HUH ?

Tariq : How am I supposed to know ma ka
Liyanda?
Me : DON'T GIVE ME THAT, THIS THING
WAS INSIDE YOUR BLAZER!
Tariq : What?
Me : DON'T SAY WHAT? DO YOU
DISRESPECT ME THAT MUCH,
YESTERDAY I RECEIVED A VIDEO OF YOU
FUCKING YOUR SLUTS AND I KEPT QUITE,
TODAY IT'S A RED LACE IN YOUR BLAZER.
WHY DON'T YOU SAY IF YOU NO LONGER
LOVE ME ANDISA HUH ?!
Tariq : (Sighs) Luna calm down so that we
can talk about this.

I take my phone and throw it on him

playing the video. He look at it and widen
his eyes confused.

Tariq : Babe this is not me. I learned my

lesson, I will never cheat on you again
Luna.

I laugh dramatically!

Me : That person is you Andisa marn, wow,

so you take porn videos and deny it on my
face even when I have a proof!
Tariq : Babe this is not me, I swear, I don't
even know where that lace is coming from.
Someone framed me, I will never break
your heart again.
Me : So where were you then ? You come
home late, then there's a lace in your
pocket huhh?!

These fucken tears doesn't even want to

stop. Before I know it, I'm in his arms
sobbing loudly. He tighten his grip when I
try to fight him off.

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Andisa Tariq Khoza

When I open my eyes, the sun is blazing.

Sqalo is in my arms, I quickly move her
gently making sure not to wake her up. I go
to the en-suit and take a shower. I go
straight to my closet afterwards, I drip into
my blue ripped jeans, white Bugatti long
tee and black Burberry sneakers.

I walk out the closet, Sqalo is still asleep,

that lace is on the floor. I clench my jaws, I
wonder who wants to ruin my marriage.
The person really did a number on me, that
video, but I will call my gents to meet me
at the warehouse, we have an enemy that
we must deal with. I kiss my wife's
forehead and walk to my babies room,
they're sleeping peacefully.
Atleast today is Saturday, so they will get
to rest. I go downstairs and find Zama
making breakfast for my babies I guess.

Me : Sisi Zama
Zama : Morning boss, I'm making
breakfast for the girls.
Me : Okay sisi, don't worry about my wife
and I.

I take a bottle of water and gulp it down

straight from the bottle.

“ We have glasses for reason baba ka Liya

” I got startled by my wife's voice. I love
how she never show anyone when we're
fighting.

Me : Morning babe.

I say kissing her forehead.

Sqalo : Morning, hey sisi.

Zama : Morning sisi, hope you slept
peacefully. I made breakfast for the kids,
I'm about to do their laundry now. Excuse
me.
Sqalo : Okay sisi, thank you so much.

She walk out, and Luna focus on making

breakfast. I sigh.

Me : Baby I didn't do that shit, I will not hurt

you like that. If I did it I would be
apologizing right now, so I won't apologize
for something I didn't do.
Sqalo : Okay
Me : (Sighs) Look, I need you to dress up,
we have to go somewhere.
Sqalo : I'm busy.
Me : Please wifey.

I say making my way towards her.

Sqalo : Don't touch me with your dirty

hands.

I ignore her and kiss her neck, I chuckle

when she moans.

Me : Please come with me.

Sqalo: (moans) Mmh okay
I sit down and watch her, she dish up
afterwards. We eat then go upstairs to
change and for her to take a shower. She
finish showering and lotion while I'm just
admiring, I try to help her but she slap my
hands.

Me : Wear black clothes.

Sqalo : Why ?
Me : Just obey.

She walk away and I also follow her. I

change into black ripped jeans, black
Galaxy boy t-shirt and black Balenciaga
cap (the front facing backwards), I don't
change my shoes. Luna wear her black
Adidas leggings, black Adidas long
sleeves, black Adidas sneakers and my
black Adidas cap. She looks so hot, she
doesn't put on make-up.

My hot wife people, after the warehouse,

I'm taking her out for an ice cream date.

Me : You look stunning.

Sqalo : Let's just go.
We make our way out, the girls are still
asleep that's great because they would be
crying right now. I ask our guards to drive
us with an SUV black Rolls Royce. The
windows are dim, we don't see anything
outside and I asked the guards to divide
our space, them and us at the back.
Reason?? I don't want Luna to see the
direction. We finally get there and the
guards open the doors for us.

Sqalo : Where are we ?

Me : Somewhere you'll never wish to be at
again

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Where is this place that this man took me

to?? It's beautiful and all classy but dodgy,
the guards are 5 times greater than those
at home, wearing all black and armed.

Me : Are you here to kill me ?

Did I ask that loud ?

Tariq : (Chuckles) You don't trust me neh ?
Me : We can never know with a disloyal
person like you.

He clench his jaws, to be honest, I'm hurt

about what Tariq did I'm just staying calm
for the sake of my baby. I don't want
another miscarriage, and I've made a
decision, a baby is a blessing. After giving
birth, I'm filing for a divorce. I see 7 cars
parking, oh, it's his fellows. They all park
and make their way to us.

Tariq : Ohh gents, you made it ??

They do their bro' handshakes or whatever

it is called.

Nhlaka : Why did you bring wifey here man

?
Mike : Let's just get inside.
Kyle : Ndoniyamanzi Clay!
Me : Mmh.

The others chuckle. We get inside, the

computers and the boards that are here,
are these people private investigators?
The house is even complicated but
squeeky clean.

Me : Can I take a tour ?

Kwenzo : (clears throat) No
Erin : Look, let's all sit down and discuss
about what brought us here and madam.
Tariq : So someone modified a video of me
fucking a whore and sent to my wife ? Now
I'm having marital problems because the
person is winning.
Gents : What ?!
Tariq : Luna take out your cellphone.

I take out my cellphone and give it to him.

He open the video and show it to his
gents. Nhlaka and Erin are secretly
laughing.

Mike : Stop laughing you two, we have an

enemy here!
Erin : I'm laughing because this person is
dumb, Tariq doesn't have a tattoo on his
back and his Adam's apple is not big like
this.

Damn, why didn't I notice this? Tariq shoot

me a look, now I feel bad. I look at the
video again and indeed my man isn't like
this, he have 8 packs not 4. I guess I was
taken away by the face and voice.

Ndabe : (Chuckles) Do we still have to

check if this video is original or what ?
Me : (Sighs) No, just trace the number
please.
Nhlaka : We will try but it will be hard.

Tariq looks like someone who is defeated.

Wait, and the lace ?

Me : So what about the lace ?

I whisper in Tariq's ear.

Tariq : Gents after the meeting yesterday

where did we go ?
I can't believe that our problems are now
like this.

Thapelo : We went to Erin's house for a

braai then parted ways at 19:20.

Tariq stand up and stand afar with Kyle,

Kyle is doing all the talking and Tariq is
listening and nodding. Looks like it's a
serious conversation. They then come
back after almost 10 minutes.

Tariq : Gents, madam and I have to go.

He say helping me stand up, I hug with

these gents and bid my farewells. We get
in the car and the guards drive us. The car
stop after 20 minutes, ohh, we're at their
mining company.

Tariq : You can go Jammy.

He say directing to our drivers/guards,

taking the car keys. We head inside this
massive building.
Me : What are we doing here ?
Tariq : You'll see, ekse duh, I want Duhamel
to give me the keys of the CCTV room.

He say talking to a receptionist. The guy

whom I think is Duhamel appear.

Duha : Boss
Tariq : Eita
Duha : A 10/10 you have in here, how are
you doing boss lady ?
Me : (smile) I'm good and yourself, and
please rather call me Luna or Sqalosihle.
Duha : And she's humble.

I blush

Tariq : Hey, stop charming my wife. She's

Mrs Khoza to you.

We laugh and walk to catch a lift with this

man holding my waist tight. We get in the
elevator and we're going to the 6th floor.

Me : I'm sure people are asking what kind

of boss you are ?
Tariq : What have I done manje ?
Me : We came into your company dressed
like this.
Tariq : They'll be strong, we're not here for
work.

We get to the CCTV room, and God, the

screens which are here. I'm busy looking
around when Tariq curse.

Tariq : WTF!!

I quickly go to check what he's seeing. And

it's a CCTV of him taking off his blazer, he's
with his friends. Then a man pulls out a
red lace and put it inside his blazer pocket.
Who is this ?? Wait, I swallow when he
face the camera and gets to see that it's
Huli.

Me : Who is that man ?

I ask, acting shocked. Why would Huli do

this to my husband?
Tariq : Fuck, what does that man want
from me?! He's some guy called Hulisani, I
see he's trying to provoke me nx! Asambe!

This man is fuming, we get to the parking

lot and get inside the car, when he wants
to drive, I stop him.

Me : Babe, please forgive me for not

trusting you.
Tariq : It's okay my heart, I understand. I'm
just mad about that FUCKEN HULISANI
MUKWEVHO!

God!!

Me : Hlase, ehlisa moya, ehlisa moya

sthandwa sami.
Tariq : NO LUNA, WHY COULD HE DO THIS
TO ME HUH ? WHY COULD HE TRY TO
RUIN MY MARRIAGE?!

He's angry, I've never seen my man like

this. Veins are popping on his head
because of anger, he's scaring me.
Me : Babe, think of our twins okay, ehlisa
umoya, ehlisa umoya Bhovungane.
Tariq : I love you Luna, I love you so much.
How can he do this ?!

He's now crying and trembling, I don't

know what to do anymore. If he was
capable of crying, he would do so.

Me : Babe listen to me.

He starts beating his head on the steering

wheel.

Tariq : He wants to separate us Luna.

Me : Andisa please calm down.
Tariq : He wants to separate us Luna.
Me : Babe...
Tariq : He wants to separate us Luna.

What's wrong with my man ?? I think he's

having an episode. Okay stop panicking
Luna, he's busy repeating those exact
words and beating his head on a steering
wheel. Okay, let me call Kyle. I'm freaked
out and I'm also crying right now.
Kyle : Ndoniyamanzi Clay!
Me : Kyle, Tariq is, I don't know...

I burst into a sob. This man next to me is

still doing that thing.

Kyle : Okay Luna, I need you to breath in,

I do so

Kyle : And out.

I do as he says.

Kyle : Now talk, wait is that Tariq ?

Me : (sniffs) He... he's having an episode
Kyle and now I don't know what do.
Kyle : Where are you ?
Me : At the gold company, we're inside the
car. He's hurting himself.
Kyle : Okay, I need you to stay in that car
okay, don't try to touch him or he will hurt
you. I'm coming. Just be strong for him
okay ??
Me : (sniffs) Okay.
Damn, his chest is now moving up and
down as if it will burst. I start to pray with
my heart with tears flowing like water
inside a river. After something like 15
minutes, I hear Kyle and Nhlaka knocking
on my side. I quickly open the car and get
out. Nhlaka hug me so tightly.

Nhlaka : Shh, he'll be okay.

I just continue crying.

Kyle : Nhlaka take Luna home, I will drive

with Tariq to the hospital.
Me : No, I want to be by my man's side.
Kyle : But...
Me : (Sniffs) No Kyle.

He sigh in defeat, they manage sedate

Tariq and move him to the passenger seat
while Kyle drive. We get inside and be
welcomed by paramedics. We find Mrs
Khoza and Mr Khoza already in the
hospital, Mrs Khoza's eyes are even puffy. I
guess she was crying. They take him to a
ward.
Mah : You okay?

She attack me with a hug, then we sit

down.

Pops : What happened makoti ?

I narrate everything to him while crying.

Pops : Don't worry, he will be fine. He just

get like that when he's too angry, next time
just give him a glass of cold water and
help him take deep breaths he'll be fine.
Nhlaka : Pops, we'll have to talk to you
about this Huli man.
Kyle : Yeah pops, we have to do
something.
Pops : No, he's not a threat.
Mah : Yes let him be and wait for his next
move.

I just zone them out, a doctor approaches

us with a smile.

Doc : The Khozas no Gasela.

Pops : Just get to the point Muzikayise.
Doc : He's awake and he would love to see
his wife first.
Mah : Go

I quickly walk to his room and leave them

with the doctor. When I open the door, he
looks at me and flash that lazy million
dollar smile. I run to hug him and cry.

Tariq : Shh, it's okay my heart, it's okay

sthandwa sami. Daddy is okay.
Me : Don't scare me like that again.
Tariq : (Chuckles) I'm sorry I let my
emotions take over. I love you okay?
Me : I love you too.
Tariq : Now, kiss daddy.

I giggle and kiss him, he respond. We kiss

for a long time, damn, I missed these lips.
Someone clear their throat, we pull out. It's
his parents, Kyle and Nhlaka. Pops
chuckles while mah smiles.

Nhlaka : I knew it that you two are up to no

good.
We laugh. Mah hugs him tightly and kiss
his cheek. His father also hug him and
they do their gangster handshake with the
gents.

Kyle : Thought you was dying there .

Laughter, mxm. I pout.

Pops : Look at someone pouting, uya

thandwa ndodana.
Tariq : (Chuckles) Muntu wami loh. And
wena Samkelo, I will live up until I turn 900
in this world, I'm still here.
Nhlaka : Really zalo ?
Tariq : Really.
Mah : You scared me Ndisa.
Tariq : I'm sorry mom.
Kyle : The way your wife was crying Rellik, I
never thought I would live to hear
someone who isn't your friend or family
crying for you like that.

Tariq looks at me and kiss my hands, I

blush.
Pops : Stop roasting my son please.
Tariq : Danki pops.

We laugh, my man gets discharged at the

same day, infact he discharged himself.
We're now driving to Mpumi's place, that's
where my babies are.

Tariq : I love you.

He say kissing my hand. He's driving while

his other hand is wrapped around my
shoulders.

Me : I love you too.

We arrive and park at the Gaselas.

Tariq : Let me have you first, I missed you.

I laugh at this naughty man, he lock the car

and before I know it, his hands has already
slipped in my leggings and am I not
breathing heavily. We do have quickies in a
car but only when we're in our yard...
He's now fixing himself.

Me : You're so naughty.
Tariq : (Laughs) You love me like this.
Me : I got something to tell you.
Tariq : What is it ?
Me : Let's take the kids first.

He open his door and come open for me

then help me out. We get inside the house.

Tariq : Sanibonani lapha ekhaya.

Kyle : You two were up to no good in my
house.
Mpumi : (Laughs) And Tariq's mood says it
all.
Tariq : Umfazi wami loh, I can have her
whenever I want.

He say spanking my ass, we laugh and sit

down.

Me : Mpumi can you please be

accommodating, I'm hungry.
Mpumi : (Giggles) You know the kitchen
girlfriend.
Me : You have no hospitality
Kyle : My wife have an accounting degree
not hospitality one.

He say kissing her cheek. We laugh.

Tariq : Ganging up on my wife now ??

Kyle : You wanna defend your wife too Mr
Never Die ?

We laugh.

Tariq : (Chuckles) Low blow, where are my

kids ?

Speak of the devils.

“ My mom ” that's Langalami calling me,

Kyle and Mpumi's son. They are running,
they never walk.

Mpumi : Stop running!

Langa : Sorry mami, how are you my mom
?
I smile and kiss his forehead, he make me
wish for a boy. He's so cute. The twins are
now clinging on their father and asking
endless questions.

Me : I'm good my boy, how are you?

Langa : I'm good.

He say and run to the TV room.

Me : Aren't you guys seeing your mom ?

Liya : We missed our daddy.
Mpumi : You know kids are traitors
girlfriend.
Me : (Giggles) Big traitors if you ask me.
Kyle : So they shouldn't love their fathers?
Me : Dramatic much.
Tariq : Okay babies, go and take your
backpacks we're going home.

They run to their room which they use

when they are here. I just sigh because I'm
tired of reprimanding them about their
running habits.
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Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

We're now in bed, we've just finished

bathing together, not an innocent one
though(winks). The twins are fast asleep.
I'm laying on his chest while he's busy
brushing my head. We're just silent.

Me : Pass me my handbag.
Tariq : You want to give me a
compensation for fucking you so good?
Me : (Chuckles)You wish? Just give my
handbag.
Tariq : Do you have a gun inside? You want
to kill me??

I give him a sharp look and he pass me my

handbag with a stupid grin stuck on his
face. I take out those pregnancy scans,
you remember them ?? I give them to him
and sit straight.
Tariq : (smile widely)Woahh, is this what I
think it is ?
Me : (smirk) What do you think it is bambo
lwami?

Damn, he's so happy.

Tariq : We are pregnant my heart? I'm

going to be a father again??
Me : Yes sthandwa sami.

He hugs me tightly and kiss me all over my

face.

Tariq : Thank you so much my heart, thank

you for making me a man amongst men.
How far ?
Me : Three months, I found out that day
when I came home late.
Tariq : Ngiyak thanda Ndoniyamanzi.
Me : Ngiyak thanda nami Hlase.
Tariq : (wink)Any cravings??

I know that nasty smile, he says getting on

top of me, this man...
 ** ** ** ** **

It've been 4 weeks since that saga that

almost ruined my marriage. Today I'm
meeting up with Huli, I know I'm not
supposed to do this but I need answers.
Why would he do something like that? Why
would he frame my husband? I hate to say
that Mpumi said so. I'm 4 months
pregnant now, and I'm happy because that
means second trimester.

Chances of miscarriage are very low. It's

the twins, their father and aunty's birthday
in 4 days and their father is busy nagging
me about planning their birthday, they're
turning 4. Siya is coming today later on.
Everyone is at work and I'm meeting up
with Huli in an hour then I will go check my
company. Yes, it's finally happening and I
will be launching it on my birthday, Siya's
idea.

My parents were here last week, with my

little sister. Gogo Buhlebendalo said I'm
carrying a boy and I hope it comes true
because I really do wish for a boy. I
freshen up, wear my pink long backless
summer dress with white sandals. I tie my
weave into a bun and wear my Dolce and
Gabbana shades which has white frame. I
apply a ponds with pink lipstick.

I take my Era by Dj Zinhle handbag and my

black Brabus G-wagon car keys. Hubby
bought this car for me the year I gave birth,
It was a gesture of appreciation. I drive to
Northgate shopping center, that's where
we're meeting. I enter Mc Donald's
restaurants, a guard welcomes me and
direct me to one of the offices.

There he is looking so handsome, but my

man is still 5 points ahead. He stare at me
and I stare right back at him. I keep on
standing until he decides to open his
mouth.

Huli : Hi, please take a seat.

Me : I sit down. Why did we meet here?
Huli : (Smirk)Because I don't want your
husband to be giving me or you problems
or either assuming things.
Me : Meaning?
Huli : I love you Luna, I'm always thinking
about you and I will be damn if I let you go.
So had we sat there in public, people
would notice and it would reach his ears
since he has eyes everywhere.

What does he means?

Me : Look Huli, I didn't come here for that.

Why did you frame my husband?

He stare at me and chuckles.

Huli : Fighting Rellik's wars now? I'm a man

and I will do whatever it takes to have you.
I'm sorry that it broke your heart but do
you blame me? No nakelela nwana wa
vhathu.
Me : Look Huli, I am a married woman. Do
you see this ring?

I say waving my left hand and he chuckles.

Me : It shows that no man is supposed to
look at me in some type of way. I'm inlove
with my husband man, stay away from me.
Huli : I had never chased you, had I ??
You're right, you're inlove with him and he's
inlove with you, I can see it in his eyes. But
I'm also inlove with you.

This man is sick. He stands up and stand

behind my chair leaning on my ear, his
breath, Jesus.

Huli : You also love me, don't you?

No, I don't, but how do I respond when I

feel a little something for him. Yeah, you
heard right. I feel a little something for him
which is lust I think. It cannot be love, I
love Andisa. He kiss me before I can even
register, and I kiss him back. His hand on
my waist and the other one grabbing my
butt with my hands on his chest. His lips
my goodness, what is this venda man
doing to me??
I push him back after something like good
5 minutes, when I remember that I'm
married and I love my man. He looks at me
and chuckles. God, what is wrong with me,
I'll never do that to Tariq. Worst, I'm
pregnant with his baby and I'm busy
exchanging spits with another man.

Huli : You felt it didn't you ?

He says and hug me from behind, my

goodness. How do I say No when I felt a
little something for him??

Me : (Clears throat) Stay away from me

Hulisani Mukwevho.

I take my handbag and walk out. I betrayed

my husband, No no no! Tariq will kill me if
he finds out about this. Okay, calm down
Luna, you can do this. I get in my car and
gather my thoughts, I'm smelling of
another man's cologne. Let me pass by my
company and check how far it is.
I don't even waste time there, just greeting
the workers and blessing them with free
lunch then drive back home. I have to take
a shower before Tariq comes home. I'm
hungry, my baby bump is showing a bit,
one won't even tell that I'm 4 months
pregnant though. I get home and sigh.
There he is, with Mike and Erin, I wonder
what they're eating.

Me : Hi gents

They greet back. He stands and walk

towards me with a smile, he's so happy. I
have to find an escape plan before he gets
near me and smell this cologne.

Tariq : I've been trying to call you.

Me : (clears throat) I didn't check my
cellphone, I'm sorry.
Tariq : What was you doing at Mc Donald,
Northgate ?

Goodness, so Huli was right.

Me : I'm... I felt a little bit hungry.
Tariq : Mmmmh, so you won't give your
man a hug? How are you two doing?

Jesus!

Me : Babe, go and join others please. I'm

still here.
Tariq : They're concentrating on their food
those 2. Please wifey, I missed you.

I'm sweating bullets right now. His face

changes, God, son of Maria be with me!

Tariq : I have eyes and ears everywhere

Sqalosihle. I hope you're not doing
something that will make me think of
killing the both of us because I can't kill
you alone, I won't survive without you. I
love you.

He says and walk back to his friends. Does

he know?? I rush to catch a lift and go
upstairs. I take a shower and wash my
teeth. I wear pink Adidas tracksuit suits
with white Adidas crop tee and white
Adidas sneakers. I go downstairs to
prepare dinner.

Ntombenhle Cassandra Faya

Ask me why I'm meeting my so-called

friend today, I don't know. I thought of
telling Ziyanda or Mandisa about this, but
no. Imani invited me for lunch today saying
we have to talk, I agreed because well,
Imani is my bestfriend. I told Mike and he
just shake his head.

I take a shower, wear a very long white and

blue summer dress with white sandals. I
take my white Tiguan car keys, white
Versace clutch bag and blue-framed
Versace shades. I let my braids loose and
only put pink lipstick with Era gold
earrings. I look so beautiful and simple.

I asked Nathi's nanny to bath him, I'm

tagging my baby boy along.

Me : Thank you mah, I'll take it from here.

She smile and walk out. I dress him into
white Naartjie long sleeves, blue ripped
jeans, blue denim jacket and white Nike
sneakers. My boy is so cute, just like his
father.

Nathi : Mami I need shajes(shades)

I giggle and give him his shades, I kiss him

all over his face. I drive to Wimpy, she's
already here. I put on my serious face with
my son on my arm. I sit down and wait for
her to greet me.

Imani : (Clears throat) I'm, hi.

Me : Can you please say whatever you
want to say.
Imani : I'm... Friend I apologize for saying
all those things to you. I don't know what
got into me. Please forgive me.

She smile nervously, I chuckle.

Me : It's fine.
To be honest, I long got over it. I'm not one
to hold grudges.

Imani : (smile) Really??

I nod and smile, she take my son from me

and start playing with him. I order food for
the two of us, Nathi will eat with me.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

I'm still failing to believe what gogo is

telling me, how can Sqalosihle do that shit
to me huhh?? Worst part, she's pregnant
with my son.

Gogo : Andisa you have to understand this,

it's what it is. It's not her fault, Sqalosihle is
your chosen one. However, God also gave
her a second person whom will love her
had you died. So the feelings had to be
there. You understand right?

No, I don't.
Me : I don't understand gogo, Sihle is my
wife, the love of my life. She can't be
having second man who would be with her
had I died. She can't be having feelings for
that person, I'm not dead angithi.
Gogo : Fana ka gogo(Sighs) You have to
understand this, if you push her away that
man will welcome her with warm hands
and treat her like a queen that she is.

Fuck!

Me : But gogo, should I continue

pretending that I didn't see her kissing that
man on that CCTV, it's breaking my heart.
He held my stuff gogo, my stuff and felt it.
How do I move on from that?
Gogo : Yes mfanami, she is pregnant and
you know we can't lose a Khoza heir.

I sigh frustrated, my eyes are even red with

veins on them and some popping on my
forehead. I need to spill blood.

Gogo : Don't do something crazy Ndisa.

She might love him but she's inlove with
you, you are her chosen one and she is
your chosen one. Let love fight but I'm not
saying ukuthi you should relax.

She says and ends the call. I sit down and

gulp my whiskey in one-go.

Me : (scream)Huhhhhhhh!

I start punching the wall, I can't lose my

wife, I love her way too much. She's my life,
my everything. How can Sihle do this to
me huhh?! She's supposed to fight for our
love, for us. My hands are now bleeding, I
get out of 1st floor study, there she is
cooking, looking so beautiful. The sight of
her boils my blood.

I quickly walk to her and give her one hot

slap, she screams in agony and fall down.
I'm not even remorseful nor give a fuck
about it. Her cries are even annoying me
infact.

Me : HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

SQALOSIHLE HUHH?!
She looks up at me and cry while holding
her stomach. I slap her once again, she
scream.

Me : I FUCKEN HATE REPEATING MYSELF

WOMAN!

She burst into a loud sob and tries to talk.

Sqalo : (crying) I'm... I'm sorry.

I pull her by her weave, then Siya bust in. I

had even forgotten that he's coming.

Siya : (scream) WHAT'S GOING ON HERE,

STOP IT TARIQ, YOU'RE HURTING HER!

I don't stop, I will kill her and kill myself.

The twins will be fine, I love this woman
but she break me like this huhh?! She is
crying and kicking, I'm not stopping. Siya is
screaming and trying to restrain me but I'm
too strong.

Siya : TARIQ PLEASE, THINK OF YOUR

CHILD WHICH IS INSIDE HER WOMB
THEN!

No no no, I might have killed my child. I

had even forgotten about him, she's
carrying my child and I was busy beating
her. What's wrong with me huh ?! I take my
car keys and walk out, I didn't even look at
her. I drive out to where God knows.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Khoza

I look at him walking out and hear a sound

of a car speeding out. Siya help me stands
and hug me, I burst into a loud sob. I'm
asking myself that if Siya wasn't coming
today. What would have happened to me? I
would be dead right now. I would be
leaving my kids. My head hurt like crazy.

My face is burning, he laid his hands on

me, something he promised to not do. Do I
blame him? No, I don't. He had each an
every right. I cry and hold unto Siya...
I wake up and realize that I'm on a couch
with a fleece blanket on my body. How did
I get here? Oh, Siya is here. My face is
swollen, my head is pounding.

My baby, ohh, the bump is still there. I sigh

in relief. Woah, where are my twins? I
quickly sit up. Siya comes at the lounge
smiling with the twins running behind him.
They're too happy, I so wish I was them.
Sofia the first is playing, must be my girls.

Siya : (smile) Hey mommy, you're finally

awake?

I force a smile and kiss my babies.

Liya : Mommy, we were baking a chocolate

cake with my bunny.

She says shouting, they don't talk, they

shout. “ My bunny ” is Siya, the twins calls
him that and he calls them that. He's so
gay this one.

Asa : And it is delicious, wanna taste?

She hands me a piece, I eat, it's indeed
delicious.

Siya : My bunnies, why don't you go play

games. I'm coming with snacks.

They jump up and down then run to the

play room; they also don't walk, they run,
I'm tired of reprimanding them. He sits
next to me and embrace me, I'm happy
that he's here.

Siya : Talk to me.

Just by hearing that, I feel like crying. I

betrayed my husband.

Me : What time is it now?

Siya : (Sighs) 8pm.

And he's still not back.

Siya : What happened Luna, why was Tariq

beating you because I so want to kill him
right now.
Me : I did something terrible Siya, I
betrayed him.

Should I tell him? He looks at me with a

look that says continue.

Me : (Sniffs)I kissed another man.

Siya : What? Why babes?
Me : (Sighs) I don't know, the guy just
kissed me and I kissed him back. I don't
know how Tariq found out.

Siya sighs and I began to narrate from

where it started.

Siya : How did Tee-Tee find out though?

I would also love to know.

Me : I don't know.
Siya : Eish nawe Luna, but that doesn't
justify why he decided to put his hands on
you. He should've sat you down and talked
to you. That's the thing with men who
marry virgins, they don't want to share,
ever. A kiss is a no harm but just because
he got you pure he think he owns your
body, according to him, nobody is
supposed to enter there. He should know
his place.
Me : It's not that easy, you know how men
are.
Siya : No, that's not infidelity. You didn't
sleep with that man. Do you love him?
Me : Who? Huli?
Siya : Yes

Do I ??

Me : I feel something for him but it can't be

love. I'm inlove with Tariq, I love my
husband Siya. You of all people knows
how much I do.
Siya : I hear you babes, let me make
snacks for my bunnies. We will continue
this convo.

He says and walk away. I sigh and close

my eyes, I need a break. After talking to
Siya, I eat and go to my bedroom. Siya will
deal with his bunnies. I take a warm bath
and relax, marriage people, don't get
married! It's hard.

I wear my pyjamas, I'm scared to even look

at the mirror right now. I drift into land. I
hear someone getting on bed, and I feel
his hands on my waist. He's smelling of
alcohol, but I know I have no right. I try to
turn but he hold me tight from behind.

Me : Tar...
Tariq : Please sleep mah ka Liya.

He says so softly, I sigh and close my

eyes.

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Ziyanda Londiwe Mokeona

I swear after this pregnancy I'm not falling

pregnant again. I'm 7 months pregnant
now and I look like a whale, my nose and
lips are so big. I no longer look myself on a
mirror these days.
Thapelo : My honey

He says and kiss my forehead then perk

my lips.

Me : I'm hungry.

That's what I do for a living, I had even quit

my job, Thapelo forced me to quit infact.
I'm not going to be a house wife forever,
never!

Thapelo : And would my lovely wife love to

eat?
Me : (smile) A thick mayo sandwich with
apple juice.
Thapelo : Coming right up.

He kiss my tummy and walk away to the

kitchen. He comes back with my sandwich
and I starts eating.

Me : So when is my son coming back?

Leano loves his grandparents(my parents)

shemm. I don't know how they connect
because Leano is not even my biological
son but damn, I love him to death. I raised
him and I fucken love my son. Nobody will
take him away from me, hell would break
loose.

Thapelo : (smiles) You know how mah is,

she is surely enjoying his company, she
found a friend in him.

Thapelo found a mother in my mom. By

the way, my mom and Leano are besties.
They go on shopping together and on
dates together, they even cook together
with my baby making disaster though. I
still can't believe that he's 4 years now.

“ Koti koti lapha ekhaya ” trust Nobunhle to

knock while she's already inside your
house. She's with Thembalami, Buhle's
son.

Thapelo : Go back and knock like a normal

person.
Nobu : Yohh, angi funi.
We laugh and she make herself at home.
NJ is already all over Thapelo. We call
Thembalami NJ because we can't call him
Lami as we use it for Mpumi's son and we
can't call him Themba because it sounds
somehow to call a kid like that. So NJ is
for Ndabe Junior.

Me : NJ ka mamiza
NJ : (Giggles) Mamiza, your stomach is
now huge. What is inside there, are you too
fall? Don't your stomach hurts?

We laugh at his crazy questions, he has a

hoarse voice like his father.

NJ : Where is my friend?
Thapelo : Abo Ndabe baya khulisa, u NJ
even knows what a friend is.

We all laugh at this dramatic man...

* * * * *

Five weeks has now passed and I feel so

heavy. I feel like crying when I see Luna
because wow, I am a whale while she
doesn't even show that she's pregnant. It's
only her glow and her being more beautiful
that sells her out. Speaking of her, she
went on a vacation, Disneyland with her
buy one get one free.

Her husband is usually eating here or at

Mpumi's house. I think there's trouble in
paradise but knowing Luna, she's hiding it.
She's that popular career wife who many
people loves and see as a perfect thing.
Sometimes I become jealousy of her
because apparently all the men of this
group wanted her, just that Tariq was more
determined and got her first.

And she fell inlove with him, so they got

over it. Thapelo once told me that Kyle
once admitted that Luna is more beautiful
than Mpumi and that had he met Luna
before Mpumi, he would've married her
long ago. I mean Mpumi is beautiful also,
but hey Luna is always leading. When I met
her that night on Mpumi's lobola, I was so
jealous of her beauty but I was pretending
to be loving her.

Don't get me wrong, I love my girl. Besides,

nobody wants to get on her bad side not
even her in-laws. She's loving and caring
but if she becomes your enemy, you know
you won't last in this group. Her man can
kill for her and all these men seems like
they worship her more than all of us but
seems to be hiding it, my own husband
included. When you face problems, these
men be like “ Talk to Luna, she will know
what to do ”.

When you want to invite people for a

chillax at your house(our squad), you will
hear your man saying “ Talk to Luna first
and hear if she's not hosting at her house
”. Sometimes it annoys me, they give her
so much power. Mpumi was here before
her but she's nothing, Cassa think that it's
because her husband got too much power
and money but then he also worship her.
You should see the way he looks at her,
like she's the only thing that matters in his
life. Not even Thapelo looks at me like
that. The only woman that follows after
her is Buhlebenkosi, Ndabe loves Buhle
wholeheartedly.

“ I've been knocking for too long now ” I

snap out of it and see Nobunhle. I didn't
hear her come in.

Nobu : (Smiles) Girl, where's your mind?

Me : (Sighs) I'm thinking of when I'm due
because damn, I'm tired.
Nobu : Don't worry girl, soon you'll be fine.

She kiss my cheek and walk to the kitchen.

Me : Bring me yoghurt and muesli.

I shout to her. I'm close to her but not more

than Cassa. She comes back and give me
my food then sit down next to me.

Me : So, I am thinking of hosting a braai

this weekend.
Leano is with my mother since I'm heavily
pregnant but today Mrs Khoza is taking all
the kids and hosting a funny day for them
on weekend. If I wasn't pregnant, I would
go to club and loosen up a bit.

Nobu : Luna is usually the one who do

those but since she's away you can do it...

See what I told you?

Nobu : Besides, we all need a break. So

braai it is.

I fake a smile.

Me : Yes girl.
Nobu : You know I do wish to be like her
one day, I am really glad that my brother
married her shame. That girl is a gem.

I want to roll my eyes but I manage to

control myself.

Me : Yeah, she's that perfect girl with no

flaws.
Nobu : (smile brightly) Right?? She's so
beautiful in and out. It's like she see no evil
in this world while the truth is, she go
through hardships too but she never walk
away from my brother. She's so strong and
manages to stand against my brother.
Uzalo is not that kind of a person who be
scared of losing a girl but with Luna he's
like walking on a thin ice everyday.
Me : But don't you think she's sometimes
too much. It's like her word is final.
Nobu : (Chuckles) She's just a creative
thinking person, she's smart. No need to
be jealous, she won't take your husband.

I gasp because of her bluntness, this girl.

Andisa Tariq Khoza

So my wife and kids went to USA,

California for a vacation. The main
purpose of going there is because of the
Disneyland. We made up after that
encounter we had, that guy did a number
on us. I just killed 2 of his men as a signal
and I know he's up to something. I'm glad
that they are away for different air, I'm only
worried because my wife is pregnant.

Today I'm working at my company which

Luna used to work at. After here, I'm
passing by the rank to check on our taxis.
I'm disturbed by a knock at my office, I
signal the person to come in. Oh, it's Lisa,
receptionist. This one and Erin are driving
each other nuts. Now Lisa is pregnant, a
month and Erin doesn't want to do the
right thing.

Me : Hi Lisa

She make herself comfortable, she look

drained.

Lisa : How are you doing Mr Khoza, Mrs

Khoza is trying to call you, she asked me
to tell you that she needs you to send
someone to fetch her at the airport in 2
hours.
Finally, my wife is coming back. I missed
all of them but I missed my wife more and
my hot cake, I'm so fucken salty.

Me : Okay, I will call her back.

She continue sitting down.

Me : Is there something else?

I say raising my eyebrow.

Lisa : (Clears throat)Can I please talk to

you about something personal concerning
your friend ?

Shemm, I don't want to be involved in their

drama and I prefer people to talk to my
wife about things because I married the
smartest woman.

Me : No, rather talk to my wife about

whatever you want to talk of. Now, excuse
me.
She nod and walk out. I pack my things
and call my wife. She answer on the first
ring.

Sqalo : Daddy

I smile

Me : Hello mommy
Sqalo :(Giggles) Are you coming to fetch
us?
Me : Yes, I missed you guys.
Sqalo : We missed you too, your girls are
asleep though.
Me : (chuckles)They must be tired, I love
you Sqalosihle.
Sqalo : I love you too Andisa.
Me : I can't wait to eat you.
Sqalo : (Giggles) You've started, bye nasty
kid.
Me : Hewena...

She ends the call and I laugh. I love this

woman. I walk out and catch a lift to the
reception, I meet up with Kyle.
Me : Boy
Kyle : Voetsek, msunu wakho!
Me : Nawe msunu
Kyle : Uyaphi? I'm visiting you.
Me : (chuckles)Nope, I'm going to fetch my
family at the airport.
Kyle : So you're ditching me for Sqalosihle?

We laugh.

Me : Mama!

We laugh and fist bump.

Kyle : Let's go fetch your fam then.

We go into the parking and get inside my

Jeep and drive to the airport.

Luna Ndoniyamanzi Clay

Wuuh, we've just landed and I can't wait to

see my man. We had a great time with my
babies, unfortunately dad was working and
Siya couldn't tag along because he was
also working. Now, I'm back to reality. I
have to go check how far my company is
tomorrow. They are done with building and
everything, they are now busy with the
furnitures.

Liya : There is dad mommy.

I look up and see him walking towards us

with Kyle. We meet him halfway with my
twins running, these kids love their father.
He hug them and lift them up, while I hug
Kyle.

Kyle : Ndoniyamanzi Clay Ndoniyamanzi

Clay!
Me : (Giggles) Kyle Gasela Kyle Gasela!
Kyle : You look like you're ready to pop him
out.

I hit his arm playfully, Tariq pass the twins

to Kyle.

Tariq : Hi

He says holding my hands and looking

deep in my eyes, I love this man. I smile,
and tears form in my eyes.

Me : Hi
Tariq : Unjani mama?
Me : Ngiya phila baba, unjani?
Tariq : I'm now okay that my heart is back.
And then, the tears?
Me : The love that I have for you is making
me cry, I love you Andisa Khoza.

He smile and I can see he's trying hard to

not blush.

Kyle : (Laughs) Blush'a ndoda!

He looks up at me and kiss my forehead.

Tariq : I love you too my baby.

Asa : But dad, I am your baby?
Liya : Mom is gogo's baby not yours.

These kids, we laugh and head inside the

car. We just arrived at home, the twins
couldn't stop talking about mickey mouse
and etc. I'm really glad that they are now
asleep. Their father take them to their
room to tuck them in bed. We left Kyle at
Northgate mall.

Insert 043
Ziyanda Londiwe Mbatha

It's my man's birthday today, it's the 27th of

May, and I don't know what to get him. I've
been thinking about the past few weeks
but I couldn't get the right gift for this
handsome man. My stomach is big and
I'm ready to pop him out. Next week I'm
sure, I will go on labour.

Thapelo : Morning my love

He says and perk my lips then kiss my

stomach, the kick.

Me : She's kicking you, she doesn't want

you near her mom.
Thapelo : (Laughs) No, she's
acknowledging her dad's presence, right
my love?
He say talking to my stomach or the baby
in my belly, the kick again. This time it is
intense and that makes me flinch, my
husband notice.

Thapelo : You okay?

Me : Yeah, she's just kicking a lot today.

Another kick follows with a very sharp pain

afterwards, this time I scream. Thapelo
holds me.

Thapelo : My love, let me take you to the

doctor please.
Me : No, it's nothing. I just need to stand
up.

I stand up and feel liquid running down my

legs.

Thapelo : Shit!

It takes me seconds until it register that

my water just broke which means I'm
giving birth. Another contraction comes in,
and I scream louder. Thapelo makes a call.
Thapelo : Get the car ready, my wife is on
labour.

He says and pick me up bridal style, I

wonder how he manages because I am a
hippo. We get to the hospital and I just
want to take this baby out. We meet my
mom, Mpumi, Nobunhle, Mrs Khoza and
Lumka there(lil sis). My mom kiss my
forehead and I'm pushed to the labour
ward. Thapelo is holding my hand and I'm
hating him right now.

Me : (Scream)GET OUT TRILLER

MOKEONA, I HATE YOU AND YOUR PENIS!

He hesitates a bit and get out when I shoot

him a look, the door bursts open; Mpumi,
Mandisa and Dr Saree enters. I'm trying to
act strong but this shit is hell. The doctor
check me up.

Doc : Let's wait for 15 minutes.

WHAT?! Does she know that I'm not

drinking my favorite wine or eating carrot
cake here? She quickly walks out. Mpumi
rubs my hand, my poor cousin don't know
what to do.

Me : I swear I'm not coming back here

anymore.
Mandi : That's what we all said honey.

Mandisa laugh silently, this shit hurts. She

squeeze my hand and walk out, I'll get her
for this...

Thapelo Triller Mokeona

I am officially a father, again, to a beautiful

princess, Rorisang Amber Mokeona. The
most greatest gift that I've ever received in
all my birthdays, this one takes a cup. I
look at this woman, who is looking at us
with love. You can't believe that she was
shouting at me few hours ago. Telling me
that she hate me and my penis, lol.

Me : I love you so much.

Londi : (Smiles) I love you too, please call
my mom and ask her to bring my son.
Her mom just left now, with everyone else.
Tariq called me a copy cat, he shares his
birthday with his twins. I call her Londi,
ratong(my love), I don't prefer the Zandy
thing that people call her with.

Me : That will be a bit harsh mama Rori,

she just left now. Besides, Leano will see
his baby sister at home, don't you think?
Londi : If you say so then.
Me : Thank you for this beautiful gift rato
laka.
Londi : Happy birthday papa Leano le
Rorisang, kao rata.

Yeah, we do speak my language every now

and then. I look at this cute princess of
mine and kiss her forehead, then put her
inside her crib.

Me : Thank you so much mami.

I say and lean down, we kiss passionately.

We break it and I stare at her, I'm so
blessed.
Londi : I'm not coming back here again.

We laugh.

Me : One more rato laka, one more please.

Londi : (Laughs) Nope, giving birth isn't
funny at all. We're balanced now, a boy and
a girl.

Let me agree with her just to cut this but

one thing that I know, she will come back
here. I'll make sure of it.

Me : (Chuckles) Okay mommy.

Narrated

At an excluded area, Mike is called by an

anonymous at a hotel. He didn't even know
who it is but he went there anyway when
he heard it's business. He becomes
confused when he arrive at a hotel and
find out that he's meeting the person in a
certain room. He get his gun ready and put
it on his waist.
He arrives there and knock. A soft voice
signals him to come in. He open the door
and get the shock of his life when he's the
person who's inside.

Woman : (Smile seductively) Welcome.

He can't move because he's shocked by

this and he's also pissed. In her mind, she
think she got him where she wanted him
because she's wearing a very sexy hot
lingerie that is showing her light
curvaceous body.

Mike : Are you crazy woman?

She doesn't like his tone but she's not

willing to give up, not now.

Woman : Crazy about you.

She says and starts touching him when a

very hot slap land on her cheek leaving her
flabbergasted.
Woman : Are you crazy?
Mike : I should be asking you that, I waste
my time and come to only find you whore
here. You even lie and say you're a
business woman, nx sies. Whatever you're
trying to do, I will not fall for it. I got a
beautiful reserved wife whom I love
wholeheartedly, get that in your thick
stupid skull. Nx!

She's pissed because he said he loves his

wife and she'd rather die than to let his
wife be happy with him. Mike do a mistake
and not feel it when his tie fall out of his
pocket. He put it there because he's not a
fan of a tie and he had to endure it for a
very important meeting. So he
immediately removed it after the meeting.

He gets out and bang the door, red with

rage. Meanwhile the woman is left smiling
because she has another plan to destroy
his marriage since he left his tie.
At the other side, Mr Clay meet up with a
woman in a hotel room.

Mr Clay : Why did you call me here?

He says when he gets inside the room.

Woman : I just don't understand why you

had to end our thing, I mean over her, what
is it that she have that I don't have.

He sighs heavily.

Mr Clay : She's my wife, I love her and this

thing that happened between us was a
mistake.
Woman : A mistake that lasted for 2 years.
I love you Clay, please.
Mr Clay: AND I DON'T LOVE YOU WOMAN,
STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND MY
FAMILY!

She starts crying and taking off her coat

exposing her sexy black silk matching bras
and panties. That got Mr Clay to sweat a
little and curse underneath his breath.
Woman : Don't you miss all these? Do you
want to lose all this because of that old
hag.

She says and stands in front of him then

starts massaging his erect penis, he
groans a like a hungry lion. She kiss him
and he kiss her back. As much as he loves
his wife, he also loves her pussy. Clothes
starts flying and his wife's name rings on
his mind when he's left only in his briefs.
He pull out of the kiss.

Mr Clay : I can't do this.

Woman : Yes you can.

She says in a seductive voice and slip her

hand inside his briefs massaging his balls
which turns him more hard...

Ntombenhle Cassandra Faya

It's a cold morning, I take a fast shower

and dress up into a long sleeves white
polo neck, brown Nike tracksuits with
socks and black fluffy boots. I wear my
creamy white beanie, this man is still
asleep. He came back in a bad mood
yesterday. He will tell me when he's ready.

I go to my princess's bedroom, she's

growing too fast and it scares me. I wake
her.

Pinky : Mommy it's cold.

Me : Schools has never stopped because
of the winter season my love, we also go
to work and provide for you in this
weather. Wake up my nunu.

I leave her to enjoy her 3 minutes sleep

and run her a shower. I get back and she
immediately get out of bed because she
knows I was going to roughly pull her out.

Pinky : (Sulk) It's cold.

Me : Go bath Pinky Faya.

She pout and go to the bathroom while I

make her bed. Now I'm done waking her, I
go downstairs to prepare breakfast. A
grease breakfast it is in this cold weather.
When I'm done, everyone head downstairs,
such a coincidence. My boy is still asleep.

Mike : Morning sthandwa sami.

He says and kiss my forehead, he look so

scrumptious. He's wearing a brown 3-
piece tuxedo.

Me : Morning

We eat with a heated convo, my little

perfect family.

Pinky : I'm done mom.

I fix her and give her, her lunchbox. I only

give her pocket money on Friday, I don't
want my kids growing up thinking that life
is easy. I want them to be humble even
when they are born with a silver spoon.
Their father tried to spoil them but I fight it.
Luna is the one who taught me infact, you
would swear that she went in school for
this things. Being a perfect mother, perfect
wife and perfect makoti. I really look up to
her.

I kiss my baby's cheek and she go to her

father's car since I'm not working this
morning. I kiss with my man then he
leaves. As soon as they drive out, the bell
intercom ring, I open the door and find
Imani. Yoh, this time? Her eyes are red and
that gets me to panick.

Me : Friend are you okay?

Imani : Forgive me Cassa, I didn't mean to.

I'm confused.

Me : What's going on?

Imani : I...I slept with your husband. I'm
really sorry I didn't mean to.

I burst into a loud laughter and stop when I

realizes that she is serious. What?!

Me : YOU DID WHAT?

Imani : I'm sorry Cassa.
Me : Tell me you're lying, please tell me
you're lying.

I'm trying to stop these tears. She opens

her handbag and take out @ tie, and it is
his tie. How can Mike do this to me?
Worst, with my bestfriend.

Imani : Yesterday he called me and asked

to meet at a hotel, I thought we were
meeting at a hotel restaurant to discuss
about something like maybe hosting a
party for you. I arrived there and found out
that he booked a room, I was shown the
room. And immediately when I opened, he
smashed his lips on mine, by mistake I
kissed him back and things got heated. He
then slapped me afterwards and
threatened that if I tell you, he will kill me.
He then forgotten his tie which his tying
my hands while fucking me hard.

I even see the marks on her face, how can

Mike do this to me?
Me : GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
Imani : I'm sorry
Me : OUT!

She quickly run out and I burst into a loud

sob.

Insert 044
Sambulo Mike Faya

I'm chilling with my gents at my club, I'm

hella stressed because of that bitch, I
know she went to my house and to
manipulate my wife. So, I decided to let
Luna take the kids because I don't want
them to acknowledge their mother and...

What do you think will happen to the

Fayas and their marriage?
Are our main characters STRONGER
THAN EVER??
Will Mpumi ever be able to give Kyle
another child?
Who is the side chick of Luna's father?
Will Nobunhle ever gets married?
What about Lisa and Erin??

Let's go to season 2 for

more, TO BE
CONTINUED...