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T he dash lights up to
warn me of low fuel
just as we cross the
threshold into Downtown. Normally, I’d get gas in The Glow. The
Glow isn’t as dense and all the parking lots have more room to
maneuver. Once we get to The Glow, however, we are officially on
the clock. Doesn’t matter how good the pay, work still sucks. I decide
to pull off into an Exxon at the edge of town that’s been there for
longer than I’ve been alive and changed owners more often than I’ve
died.
I take a spot at a pump and hop out while Fox plays around
on her phone. A sign scrawled in marker says, “CARD MACHENE
BROKE PAY INSIDE”. Well, shit. A survey of the lot shows similar
signs taped to every pump. Why would anything ever be easy?
Sticking my head back in the car, I ask, “You need anything
from inside?”
Fox thinks about it for a second, says, “Cheetos and a Coke.”
I nod and head inside. The gas station is tiny, just a couple
rows of shelves. One row each for candy, snacks, and random shit
like oil and laundry detergent. The coolers lining the back wall have a
eighty-twenty split of beer and soda. I grab a couple Cokes and a
bag of Cheetos.
An old guy with a goatee and ponytail that makes a valiant
effort at hiding his bald dome sits behind the counter, thumbing
through a copy of Time magazine. Some politician I don’t recognize
stands proud on the cover, virtue oozing out his pores.
I set the snack on the counter. “A pack of American Spirit
menthols, also.”
The clerk makes a show of setting his magazine down. The
back cover is an ad for a reality show called Sharp Housewives of
Alachua County. The standards get to herd all the supernatural folks
into the ‘refuge of Mountain City’ and then only pay attention to them
for reality television. Sounds about right. Annoyed at the magazine, I
look around the counter. A plastic strip hanging from the ceiling holds
a row of plush animals. A sloth with its arms wrapped around a heart
smiles down at me. It’s cute and dumb and sappy and I snatch it off
the hook without a thought.
The guy spins back around and scans my items. “That all?”
“And thirty in gas on pump…” I lean to look out the window.
The numbers are worn off the displays. “Whatever pump the giant
banana is parked at.”
Guy punches the register without looking up. He reads off my
total. I swipe my card and he goes back to his magazine. No offer of
a bag or receipt, we’re done here. I stick the smokes in my pocket
and scoop the rest up in my arms. Luckily, the door is a push to exit
and I shoulder my way out.
Fox’s face is buried in her phone. I try to shift the stuff so I
have a free hand to knock on her window, can’t manage it, and
headbutt the glass instead. Fox laughs and rolls down her window.
“You could have just yelled—” Her gaze lands on the sloth and she
let’s out an excited squeak. She snatches the plush off the top of the
pile. “For me?”
“Well, I was going to use it to bribe a blood dealer in The
Glow to vote for Sarah, but if you like it…”
Fox hugs the sloth to her chest and glares at me.
“Care to take some of this?” I motion to the snacks.
Without breaking eye contact, she rolls her window up. Sune
thinks it’s hilarious. Sneaky ass tattoo.
“Really?” I say to the glass. “You’re going to let that get
between you and cheese puffs?”
Still holding eye contact, she rolls the window back down,
snatches the food, rolls it back up.
At least my hands are free now. I circle around and start the
pump. While the fuel clicks away, I open my drink and take a sip.
The soda is sticky-sweet and makes my teeth hurt. Why didn’t I just
get a coffee? I screw the cap back as the pump hits thirty just in time
for me to lose feeling in my extremities from the cold.
Inside the car, I crank the heat to full blast. Fox has the sloth
wrapped in one arm, while she sucks Cheeto dust off her fingers.
“Thank you. I love it.” She leans across to plant a kiss on my cheek,
leaving an orange lip print. I don’t wipe it off.
We cruise through Downtown at an easy pace. It’s nearly one
and suits of all races are running around on their way to a late lunch
or on their way back from an early one. It’s just nice riding with my
wife and listening to soothing music. I’m still not in any hurry to fuck
up the harmony.
As we pass by a rundown apartment complex that signals the
end of Downtown and the start of the Glow, Fox whips around in her
seat to look at something. I ease on the brakes as I check the side
mirror, trying to see what I missed.
“What did you see?” I ask.
Fox turns back around in her seat. “Nothing.” She squeezes
her sloth.
Sune paces circles around Fox’s neck.
“Sure? Doesn’t seem like nothing.”
“I…” Fox flinches like she’s about to look over her shoulder
but stays facing forward. “I thought I saw something, but it can’t be.
It’s nothing.”
“You sure?” I set a reassuring hand on her thigh.
“I said it’s nothing.” Her voice cuts sharper than her blades.
The tone stings. I have no idea what that’s about, but Fox
clearly doesn’t want to talk. She doesn’t snap at me often.
Something spooked her. I haven’t seen many things scare Fox
before, but if she says it’s nothing, it’s nothing. If it’s important, she’ll
tell me about it later.
We roll into The Glow a little after one. Time doesn’t matter
much down here, The Glow is a twenty-four-seven kind of
neighborhood. The biggest question is what heavy rollers are
working this early in the day.
“What do you think about paying Dexter a visit for some
info?” I ask.
Fox ain’t home. She’s in the car, but she’s not present.
“Hey, you okay?” I wave my hand in front of her.
“Huh?” She blinks a few times.
Sune circles her neck like a caged animal. I don’t know if I’ve
ever seen the tattoo this keyed up.
“What do you think about talking to Dexter for the scoop on
The Glow?”
“Sure. Sounds good.” Fox resumes her trip to Mars.
We are going to have to talk about this later. First, we’ve got
to take care of some work. Sarah doesn’t ask much of Fox and me,
but I’ve learned that when she does, she’s not really asking.
I point the car toward Stewart’s magic and potion shop, home
of lowlife grifter Dexter Bridges. He’s not exactly a big-timer, but he’s
got his hands in a lot of pockets. With any luck we can find out how
the people of The Glow feel about Sarah and maybe get a couple
leads for whose palms need greased to make sure everyone loves
her. Whoever said you can’t buy loyalty didn’t have Burgess-Roswell
money.
We pull into the parking lot for a small shopping center that
holds Stewart’s, a massage place I wouldn’t enter with my clothes on
let alone only a towel, a nail salon, and a burger joint that has the
sixth-best patty melt in Mountain City. I park at the back of the lot
and clap my hands.
“You ready?”
Fox scans the parking lot for thirty seconds before sliding out
of the car.
Weird.
I check for Dexter on the sidewalk. No sign of him.
“Listen to me, friends of our foul city,” a man shouts from the
corner. He stands on a blue milk crate, the plastic spokes bending
under his weight. One wrong movement and dude will end up face
first on the pavement.
The guy has on a brown leather jacket that was well-worn in
the 70’s. Hell, it might have been mine if he picked it up from the
secondhand clothes store around the corner. Short, curly hair sticks
to his head like a helmet. He runs a hand through the curls, breaking
the hold of the hair spray or whatever was holding them in place. A
patch of fuzz sticks out from the trail his fingers carved.
He smiles at a couple homeless guys nearby. “Friends, come
close. Let me tell you about the evil devouring our city.”
One of the homeless guys, wearing a thick black parka with
the left sleeve ripped off at the elbow, hisses between his teeth. He
throws his hands up and turns away from the street preacher.
“Wait,” the preacher yells. “I’d like to talk to you about the
troubles of this city.” He pulls a thin stack of one-dollar bills out of his
pocket. “Give me ten minutes and I’ll buy you guys a patty melt from
Elton’s. Third best in the city, you know?”
Sixth best, but who’s keeping track.
The homeless guys exchange a shrug. Parka Guy leans up
against the street sign for Freedom Street and Crimson Avenue. He
pulls his left arm inside his jacket, leaving the half sleeve limp at his
side.
The preacher grins. He grabs the Freedom sign and uses it
to hop off his stool. “Perfect, friends. Now, let me tell you, and I’m
serious about all of this. Are you keeping track of current events up
the road?”
“Shit,” Parka Guys says, stretching out the word.
His friend, wearing a black beanie from some skateboard
company and no less than five flannel shirts, blows into his hands to
keep warm.
“That’s understandable. Shit rolls downhill, and let me tell
you, boys, we are at the bottom of the hill.”
Flannel laughs. “That’s the truth.”
“Let me tell you, this Sarah lady, she’s trouble. If word is true,
she killed her father so she could control the city.”
Technically, she had her husband killed. Sarah would never
get within a mile of her schemes.
“So?” Flannel says.
“From what I heard, she wants to help us out,” Parka Guy
adds.
“That’s just what she wants you to think, friends. But it’s all
smoke and mirrors. She’s just another rich standard, same as the
one before her, and same as the one that’ll surely come after.”
A group of bikers that have to be freezing their asses off blow
by at ten thousand fucking decibels, snapping my attention.
Fox nudges me. “What’s this about?”
“Pretty sure a ‘no’ vote for Sarah.”
Fox rubs her palms against her arms. “Doesn’t look like he
has much of an audience. You see Dexter anywhere?”
No sign of him on the sidewalks or in the parking lot.
“No. You want to go grab some lunch and come up with a
plan of attack?”
“I could go for a patty melt,” Fox says.
We leave the street preacher to his street preaching.
Chapter 5
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u okay?” Fox rubs my back.
We’re both huddled up against the wall of Georges’ bedroom,
waiting for his body to stitch itself back together.
“I’ve seen him die a hundred times, more than once by my
own hand,” I say. “But I’ve never seen him like that. What is this?”
Fox shakes her head at the wreckage of the concrete coffin.
“How long was he in there? Who did this?” I ask.
Fox doesn’t say anything. I’m talking to the air and she
knows it. The wood floor hurts my ass. I stand up and walk over to
the casket. The top half is broken into pieces from Georges clawing
his way free. I grab a chunk of stone and examine it. There are deep
claw marks etched in the rock. Deeper than anyone could make
before starving to death. I click on my flashlight and peer inside. The
interior is littered with dozens of broken fingernails.
“Fuck.” I turn away.
Georges and I have lived through a lot. I’ve been killed in a
lot of awful ways in my life, even been tortured before. This? This is
sick. The casket is built around his rebirth place. There’s no telling
how many times he’s died only to be born again right back in the
same fucking box.
“What kind of monster?” I say.
A light glows in the middle of the coffin. The rebirth begins.
Tendons and nerves and organs and skin stitch themselves together
with the magic of Georges’ birthplace. I’ve seen this trick before and
don’t feel like watching again.
Snatching the pack of cigarettes out of my pocket, I hold
them up. “Want one?”
Fox nods.
I light two and hand her one. We get through half the pack by
the time the process completes. A haze of smoke hangs in the room
like a curtain.
Georges gasps for air and I stand up from the wall. No matter
how many times you go through the rebirth process, it hurts like hell.
Better than being perma-dead though. Probably.
I walk over and look down at Georges. His body is back to
healthy. Big ears stick out from his close cropped black hair. There’s
meat on his bones.
“Hey, buddy,” I say with a smile. “You good?”
Georges stares at the ceiling.
I snap my fingers in front of his face. “Georges?”
He doesn’t blink. No screaming. No shivering. He’s catatonic.
“Is he okay?” Fox asks.
“I think he’s in shock.”
“What do we do?”
“Rebirth didn’t fix it, but I guess that’s not completely
surprising. It only fixes the physical. This is more than that. What
about your herbalista friend? Do you think she could help?”
“Rosita? Maybe. He looks pretty bad.”
I wave my hand in front of his face again. No reaction. Shit.
“Do you care to go get the car while I get him dressed?”
Fox takes a step toward the door and freezes. “Go alone?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to leave him here.”
She thinks about it and takes out her phone. “I’ll get us a ride.
It’ll be faster than me running five blocks.”
“Okay?” I have no idea what that’s about, but we can figure it
out later. “Grab him some clothes out of the dresser over there.”
Fox finishes ordering up a taxi and fishes out a pair of
sweatpants and Ramen Noodles t-shirt. I scoop Georges out of the
tomb. He’s totally unresponsive. It takes both of us, but we manage
to get him clothed in time for a ten-year-old Ford Focus to pull up
outside.
We each grab an arm and drag Georges to the car. Fox
opens the back door and we slide Georges in. Fox takes the front
and I sit in back.
“Is he dead?” the driver, a woman with gray hair knotted in a
bun, asks.
“Just had one too many to drink,” Fox says. “We’re taking him
to Santa Rosita’s for a bit of a pick-me-up. Boss is going to kill us if
he calls in to work again tomorrow.”
The lie flows so smoothly that I’m suddenly worried about
work tomorrow. Our driver swings a right and Georges falls over on
my shoulder. So much for worrying about anything other than my
immortal zombie friend. I push him upright and buckle the seatbelt.
Hopefully that keeps him straight. Rosita’s isn’t far and our driver has
us out front in ten minutes.
Fox thanks the driver and helps me unload Georges. As we
carry him across the lot, a group of teenagers scurry out of Rosita’s
laughing.
“Dude, let me do it,” one says.
“Fuck you, man. You’ll never sell it.”
The first kid reaches for a potion bottle, but the other is faster.
He uncorks the lid and downs the liquid.
“That’s rough.” The kid belches. He wraps both hands around
his stomach and pukes into the parking lot.
“Whoa. Shit. Are you okay?”
When Potion Kid stands back up, he looks like a sixty-year-
old man. Gray hair, wrinkles, the whole deal.
“I feel like shit,” Potion Kid says. “Did it work?”
“Dude, that’s so awesome. Let’s go.” He slaps the faux old
man on the back. “She said this stuff only lasts like an hour and the
liquor store is like five blocks from here.”
The two kids sprint down the sidewalk.
Fucking glamour potions. A liquid spell that turns the user
into looking like anything they imagine for a short amount of time.
They are illegal to sell, but down here no one gives a shit. The few
times someone has been dumb enough to play dress-up Downtown
they found themselves dead or buried so deep in the jail they’re
probably jealous of Bart’s living situation. Herbalistas generally
charge out the ass for the potion, cash only of course.
Fox and I carry Georges inside the small shop full of trinkets
and herbs.
A small woman with a gentle smile approaches us. “Hola,
senora zorra y guapo esposo.”
“He still doesn’t speak Spanish,” Fox says.
Rosita gives me the stink eye. “How can I help you anoche?”
“It’s my friend.” I shrug Georges into a giant wicker chair.
“He’s…he’s an immortal and he’s been tortured.”
Rosita leans in. I grip Georges’ shirt in my hand to keep him
from falling over. She sniffs his breath.
“Tortured how?” Rosita peels Georges’ lip up to check his
teeth.
“Someone locked him in a concrete box.”
“For how long?”
“I don’t know, but he’s immortal and I think he starved to
death in there more than once.”
Rosita drops his lip and looks up at me. Her narrow-eyed
gaze takes me in. “Why?”
“I wish I fucking knew. He’s my friend and someone did this
to him.”
The old woman straightens. “If, and I mean if, I can help him.
It won’t be cheap.”
Sarah’s AMEX weighs in my pocket like a concrete coffin.
“Money is no issue.”
“Leave him with me. No promises, but I’ll see what I can do.”
Rosita reaches behind a display cabinet and gathers dried herbs.
“We can wait,” I say.
“No. This will take time and you get in my way.” She shoos
me toward the door with a basket of sage. “Vas.”
I stand my ground. The sage basket pokes into my stomach.
Fox wraps her arms around me. “There’s nothing we can do
for him now. The best we can do is stay out of the way. Senora
Rosita has my phone number, right?”
Rosita nods.
“And she’ll call as soon as she knows something?”
Another nod.
“See? Come on. Let’s get out of here. You need a shower
and some rest.”
I look over at Georges. He’s slumped in his chair staring at
nothing. Fox is right, of course, but I feel like shit leaving him here.
Why didn’t being reborn fix him? It should have fixed him. As long as
we’ve known each other, I’ve seen Georges beat up, blown up, shot,
stabbed, and killed in a hundred different manners. Why is he broken
now?
Fox kisses my cheek. I press the heel of my palm into my
eye.
My vision clears and we’re standing on the sidewalk outside
Rosita’s. When did that happen?
“Let’s get home,” Fox says. “It’s been a long day.”
“Yeah,” is all I manage.
“Do you want me to call us a ride to the car?”
I look around, getting my bearings. We aren’t anywhere near
our ride. “Probably a good idea,” I say.
While Fox orders us up another driver, my phone rings. No
way am I answering. Nothing good can come from answering the
phone. Nothing. Something in the back of my head itches. A tiny
voice whispers, “Pick it up. Pick it up.” Each ring the voice gets
louder.
“Fuck.” I grab the phone out of my pocket and answer.
“What?”
Silence for a beat. I take the phone away from my ear to
make sure I’m still connected. A picture of Sarah takes up half the
screen with the word “Headache” underneath.
I sigh, in no mood for a waiting game. “Sorry. Long day.
What’s up?”
“No problem,” Sarah says, enough of an edge in her voice to
tell me it probably is a problem. “I was just calling to remind you the
city gala starts in less than an hour.”
Fuck.
Fox scrunches her eyebrows and nods at the phone. I take it
away from my ear and put it on speaker.
“Shit. I’m sorry,” I say. “We have been down here in The Glow
preaching the good word all day and totally forgot about the gala. I
don’t think we can make it.”
Another moment of silence. “Absence isn’t acceptable,”
Sarah says. “You’ve known about this event for months now. It’s the
first big event of my time here and I’ve got some investors interested
in meeting my head of security.”
Head of security is a bullshit title. Sarah wants Fox on her
crew, and she needs an excuse for me to hang around because I go
where Fox goes. At least the head of security title seems to scare
most people away from trying to talk to me. The truth is, Sarah is the
most powerful magic-user in the city and she doesn’t need any damn
personal security. A couple black suits at the Burgess Tower
entrances, sure, but otherwise Sarah is her own wrecking crew.
“Listen—”
A group of motorcycles blasts up the road. Drowning out
anything I was about to say. “Stupid fuckers.” The engines drown
that out, too. I stomp my foot, waiting for the pack to pass.
Fox snatches the phone away from me. “Hey, it’s Fox. I know
you’ve got a lot riding on this, but we’ve been there for you every
step of the way. We aren’t going to make it tonight.”
“Fox.” Sarah’s voice was harsh with me, but she says Fox’s
name as a plea. “Please? This party is going to be full of wealthy
rhinos with dainty birds on their arms and they all want me dead. I
could really use some backup.”
Fox’s shoulders melt. She blinks up at me with those
apologetic eyes. I’m too tired to be angry. There’s nothing I can do
for Georges. Something earlier set Fox off, if she can put that behind
her, I guess I can, too. Besides, if I’ve learned one thing about rich
people parties, it’s they have the absolute best booze. Nothing like
getting shitfaced on scotch as old as I am.
I give Fox a small nod of approval. She blows me a kiss and
says, “Alright. We’ll be there.”
“Thank you.” Sarah sounds relieved.
Fox ends the call as a brand new Mini Cooper rolls up to the
curb. The window rolls down and a large werewolf whose beard
merges seamlessly with his chest hair yells, “Hey, yo. You the Fox
and the Hound?”
“That’s us.” Fox smiles and holds the door open for me.
“She’s clearly the fox,” the hair says into the rearview mirror.
“But you don’t look like much of a hound.”
Great. A cab driver who thinks he’s a comedian.
Fox closes the door behind her. “I’ll double your tip if you
don’t say another word.”
The hair drops his jaw and watches Fox in the mirror. He
decides cash outweighs insults, shifts the little shitbox into gear, and
peels out into traffic.
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He sank into his chair, debating his problem. There was in Rodrigo a
strange intuition about women. His success with them had, apart from his
physical attractiveness, consisted in an ability, far greater than that of the
usual predatory male, to understand them. He thought now that he
understood Mary. In a quiet, conventional way she had fallen in love with
John Dorning, he reasoned from his recent observation of them, and John
with her. Their love was still in its budding state. Unless it were interfered
with, it would grow steadily into a steadfast union. John would ask her to
marry him and she would assent. Her love would be mingled with pity, but
yet it would be as near pure love as modern marriages usually subsist upon.
"Unless it were interfered with." In this last meeting with Mary, brief as
it had been, Rodrigo detected something that would ordinarily have set his
heart to exulting. Mary's coming to him, her eagerness to extend her
personal greetings alone, her face and manner, her desire to remain longer
and her obvious disappointment at his rather, curt reception of her, had
convinced him of something that, never addicted to false modesty, he did not
hide.
Mary Drake still loved him, was the refrain that kept pounding in his
heart. He could have her now if he wanted to take her. If he remained near
her, he would not be able to keep his love silent. He would have to tell her.
Every fibre of his being would revolt against the sacrifice. He would not be
strong enough to give her up to John, though John needed her, loved her,
depended upon her to keep him out of the dark shadows that had so
tragically enveloped him.
"I have been wondering," John said, "why you came back so suddenly,
without warning us. I had been expecting a letter or cablegram for weeks. I
had begun to worry about you. You left no forwarding address with me.
And, of course, I would not have asked you to cut short your vacation
anyway. Poor chap, you were tired out, and, to tell you the truth, you don't
look particularly chipper now."
John asked quietly, "Did she say what those 'developments' were?"
"No."
"And the 'developments' she spoke of?" Rodrigo's voice sounded very
small.
John tapped the ashes from his pipe, looked at his friend gravely.
"Rodrigo," he said, "I have found out the truth about Elise."
"I know that she is dead," John continued. "And I know that you know
she is dead, that you have always known it. But wait, I will begin at the
beginning! You will remember that I spoke to you before you left about
selling my house in Millbank. Well, I kept putting that off because I dreaded
to enter the place. You see, I had left everything exactly the way it was
before—she went. While my mental condition was still uncertain, I did not
want to disturb things. I felt that the shock of going there, seeing her room,
her clothes, everything that my happiness, my life, had depended upon,
would be too much for me. Even after I came back from California feeling
so much improved, I kept putting it off. I dreaded the ordeal. But three or
four weeks after you left, I pulled myself together, told myself that those
foolish fears were nonsense, a sign even that I had gone a little mad. So I
went over there, and I spent two whole days in the house, alone. I put my
house of memories in order. And, Rodrigo, I found out many terrible things."
But John went on calmly. "Well, I had to break into her desk, among
other things, and I found there letters, love-letters from other men. Among
them were letters from you, showing me, Rodrigo, that she loved you and
that you had had the courage to repulse her love. My idol crashed then and
there down to the floor, and the whole world went black again. Rodrigo,
there in that room alone I came as near going crazy as I hope ever to again in
this world. I cursed God for letting me see that He had made life so hideous.
I wanted to die. But I came through it. I think that it was those letters of
yours—those letters were striking blows for my happiness—that brought me
through. That is twice you have saved my life, Rodrigo—once from Rosner
and once—from myself."
Rodrigo rose and cried suddenly, "Don't say that, John! I can't bear it!"
"Please, Rodrigo," John restrained him. "I understand. You have always
tried to protect my happiness. You tried to keep me from knowing that I
loved a woman who never existed. But she is dead now. After I came out of
that house and went back to my father's and told them what I had found, they
confessed to me that anonymous notes had come to me soon after Elise's
disappearance hinting that I might learn something about her if it were
possible to identify the victims of the Van Clair fire. My father and Warren
had kept those notes from me. They felt it was time now to tell me about
them. And it became clear to me. The woman who died in the Van Clair fire
was Elise."
Rodrigo cried out, the secret wrenched from him almost without his
volition, "I know she was! And I sent her there that night, John! You'll
remember you went to Philadelphia and wired me to take the midnight train
and meet you the next morning. Well, she came to me that night in the
office, where I was working on the estimates. I was in a reckless mood,
disappointed—but no matter, it was no excuse for me. I sent her to the Van
Clair, intending to follow. Oh, I didn't go. I got my senses back, thank God!
But I was responsible. I thought I had grown so good, and I knifed my best
friend." He lifted his pale, stricken face to John, pleading for mercy, "I've
been through an ordeal too, John. The difference between us is that—I
deserved it and—the ordeal is going to go right on. Even though I've torn
this awful secret out of me at last!"
John Dorning was silent, stunned, trying to realize the significance of his
friend's confession.
And again Rodrigo cried out, pleadingly, "I couldn't tell you before,
John. I had to let you go on driving yourself crazy from anxiety about her. I
thought it would kill you to know. Mary begged me to tell you—but I
couldn't." Tears were in his eyes. His strong body was shaken with emotion.
Suddenly he flung himself at John's feet and no longer tried to control his
weeping.
And finally John spoke, and Rodrigo wonderingly looked up and saw
that John had a little smile on his face, that he was laying gentle hands upon
the recumbent back. "I knew something was tearing at you," John said, "And
I'm glad you told me about—Elise. Knowing her now for what she really
was, I can forgive you, Rodrigo. None of us are perfect. God knows I have
found that out. You were my friend even that night of the Van Clair—in the
critical moment you were my friend. And you always will be."
Dorning helped Rodrigo to his feet, made him smile again, took his
hand. Rodrigo clutched it, crying, "John, you are a saint. If you hadn't
forgiven me, if you—" He turned his head and went slowly back to his chair.
"I told Mary what I had discovered about Elise," said John. A light of
understanding burst upon him with these words. He ventured, "Rodrigo, had
you told her already of—the Van Clair?"
Rodrigo nodded affirmatively.
"She called me a coward for not telling you the truth, sick as you were.
She said she could not—respect me, if I didn't."
"She loves you," Rodrigo answered softly, but he could not quite keep
the despair out of his voice.
"I wish you'd take it easy for a while at the shop, Rodrigo. You don't look
well," he said gently. "Rosner has things quite well in hand. We miss you,
but I do want you well and perfectly happy when you come back to work."
"Not because of anything you have said here to-night, I hope," John
urged at once. "I want you to believe me, old man, that your confession
hasn't made any difference. It's rather relieved my mind, to tell the truth. I
suspected something was up that I did not yet know about. It's made me love
you more than ever, drawn us closer."
"I appreciate that, John. I feel the same way," Rodrigo said.
CHAPTER XX
Rodrigo walked slowly into the offices of the Italian-American Line late
the next morning, like a man lately condemned to the scaffold, and booked
passage on a vessel sailing for Naples the following Saturday. Then he took
the subway uptown.
The warm sun drenching the exhibition rooms of Dorning and Son, the
cheerful good mornings of the clerks, mocked at his mood. He summoned a
masking smile on his face and held it while he opened the door of John's
office and strode in. Mary was sitting beside John at the latter's desk, their
heads quite close together. They had been talking confidentially, almost
gayly. Their faces sobered as they looked up at the intruder. It seemed a
warning to Rodrigo that he must go through with his program. The faint
hope, conceived the night before, that the "developments" Mary had written
him about, concerned the discovery of Elise's treachery only and had nothing
to do with an announcement of a troth between Mary and John, vanished. It
was unmistakable. They loved each other. It showed in the quick, warning
glance that passed between them as he entered, in the way they almost
sprang apart at the sight of a third person.
"Many of them. And they were unchanged too. It was the same old story.
I met a girl in Naples whose father had once blackmailed me for an affair
with her—and now I suppose he'll be blackmailing me over again. In
London, I ran across Sophie Binner. You remember Sophie? We became
quite good friends again. She seems to be my sort. I'm what you called me—
a coward." He sighed, and watched her face.
But her face, strangely enough, did not flinch. She asked him in the same
quiet voice, "You are trying to tell me that you are the same man you were
that first day here, when you tried to play sheik with me, flirted with me?"
"I shouldn't think you would have come back here—after playing fast
and loose all over Europe, after betraying the trust John and I put in you."
"Nevertheless, you shouldn't have come in that case. You should have
stayed with your—friends."
"I know. You are right," he said. "And I am going back to—them. I
booked my passage this morning. I am sailing in a week for Italy, and this
time I am not coming back."
She started. Her face lost its imperturbability. She said, "And that is all
you have to say to me?"
He leaned toward her, his throat filling with a storm of words. But then
he fell back, lowering his head. "Yes," he said in a low voice. "That is all—
that and—please think as well as you can of me, Mary. And go on—loving
John and taking care of him."
Her lips were twitching a little now. "Do you want to know what I really
think of you?" she asked suddenly.
He raised his tired eyes, his eyes that were saying what his lips were
sealed against, and he nodded his head.
She suddenly left her chair and came to him, laid her hands upon his
shoulders, and said clearly and proudly, "I think that you are a terrible fibber.
I think you have a crazy notion that John and I are in love. And I know this
—I love you, Rodrigo, and you are never going to leave me again."
And then he reached out and clutched her fiercely, devouringly into his
arms, kissed her again and again, crying her name pitifully like a baby. And
when at last he, still holding her tightly, raised her face so that he could look
at it and prove he was not dreaming, he saw that she too was weeping.
He cried, "Mary! Mary! Oh, my dear," again and again. And again and
again he kissed her.
Finally he let her go to adjust her disheveled hair and clothes into some
semblance of order. She smiled at him and asked, "How could you think I
could love anybody but you—coward or no coward? Oh, I found out while
you were gone how foolish I was ever to risk losing you. I lay awake
reviling myself that I had sent you away—yes, I did send you. And I had to
have you back—or dash over to Europe and search for you."
"It is only John," she said happily. "He knows—about us. He confirmed
my suspicions that you were torturing yourself with this silly idea that he
and I were in love. He even foretold that you would pretend to be the bold,
bad man of old. John is wise, you see, wiser even than you. But not half so
——"
CHAPTER XXI
But, after all, Rodrigo sailed for Italy the next Saturday. Though he had
changed his booking from a single to a double cabin and the passenger list
read: The Count and Countess Rodrigo di Torriani.
John Dorning, looking almost as radiant as the bride and groom, saw
them off at the pier. For a long time they stood chatting on the deck of the
great vessel together, these three young people amid the throng of waving,
shouting tourists. When the warning blasts sounded from the smokestack
whistle, John whispered banteringly to Rodrigo, "This time you will not call
upon any of your ex-lady friends, eh? Rosa or Sophie—you bet I was glad to
get that good news of Sophie. Well, cable me when you land. And please
come back on schedule. You are leaving Dorning and Son terribly
handicapped, you know—my two best partners away at once." He kissed
Mary and pressed Rodrigo's hand, and hurried down the gangplank. He
stood there, a thin, but sturdy figure, waving to them while the great ship
backed out into the channel and pointed her bow toward the east.
"John Dorning is the finest of all the men that ever lived," Rodrigo said
solemnly.
"Almost," Mary replied.
Gliding through the magic moonlight over a mirror-like sea, they sat
very close to each other that evening in deck-chairs, and she said to him, at
the end of a long conversation, "And that is why I love you most, Rodrigo—
because you have conquered yourself."
"Yes, so has John. And both you—and I—have found joy because of
that. It's the only way to win real happiness."
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