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JACOB BLACK
"When did you.. you realize you were in love with my mom?"
Renesmee asked me in a small voice, and this was the topic I really didn't
want to talk about, but I knew I would be talking about it anyway. I gave her a
weak smile, "When your dad left your mom. We spent so much time together,
and I knew she needed me like she needed your dad. I hated your dad for
that, I really did. But she didn't. So over time, I couldn't. But wait, thats not
what you asked. Sorry." I was rambleing now, I did that a lot these days.
"Okay, yeah. So when your family left Forks for like.. 6 months I think? Well
yeah, we spent a lot of time together. I just knew it was going to happen, and
I felt she was in love with me, too." I was rambleing like a fool! But, I have a
point to this. "Anyway, she didn't know it. And when your family came back,
she didn't talk to me much anymore. Its because your dad didn't want her
around. But when he finally let her come back around, I was drawn to her.
And well, I felt she was, too. Then I kissed your mom. She punched me.. and
it broke her hand." We both laughed at this. "Anyway.. when you were born
and I saw you, well.. you know that part." I concluded, and she was smileing
at me. "Heart warming.." she said in a quite voice, brushing her finger up and
down my arm. Anytime we were touching I felt this.. this electric current,
almost. It was like nothing else in the world. It was... the tension I felt, not
bad tension. Not even close. I was still thinking when I felt her press her lips
on mine, and a shock jolted straight through my body. She leaned back, and
smiled at me. "I love you Jacob Black. I love you with all my heart." She
spoke, softly and swiftly with sincerity flowing thick in her words. This made
my heart throb, I was trying not to cry. I know, silly isn't it? Me, Jacob Black,
crying. Well its true. "Renesmee, I will never care about someone the way I
care about you. You're the apple of my eye." I told her, and I wanted to roll
around on the floor. How cheesey could I get before she ran away screaming.
"I love you more than anything you could buy, make or find." Thats how the
rest of the hour was spent, us confessing our love for one and other.
Incredibly gooey, and tottaly cheesey, and she didn't consider running away,
screaming even once. It made me smile.
She eventually fell asleep on my chest, and it was so cute. I kind of felt
bad, but I put her palm on my cheek so that I could watch her dream. And,
boy were these vivid dreams! I felt rude intrudeing like this, but I couldn't
stop watching. She dreampt of me. I was awed that this beautiful girl was
dreaming about a boy like me! I felt.. well I felt honnored. There was one part
of the dream where we were in my house. It was... interesting to see from her
perspective. It wasn't anything I had planned on doing with her. Yet. But
damn! This girl had quite the mind. I was utterly embaressed watching this, I
debated weather or not to let her dream to herself, but I found myself picking
her hand back up again, and again. Eventually I surrendered to my less noble
side and watched. There were flashes of black in every part of the dream,
and I didn't know what they were. It bothered me, not knowing, more than it
should have. As the black flashes became closer and closer together, I was
getting a better picture. "Gahh!" I groaned out lound, in anger. Of course it
was the Volturi, of course! She shouldn't ever have to worry about them.
Ever! I wanted to wake her up, to comfort her. Tell her it'll all be okay, but I
knew if I did she would be angry with me.
She slept on for an hour or two, and I also slept. Rather drifted in and
out of conciousness. I was afraid to leave her to dream, to have her scared. I
was gaurding her mind. I felt like a total moron, but I didn't care. When she
did wake up I was out cold. But I must say, I love the way she woke me up.
"Jake?" She said quitely, about ten times. I didn't hear her. "Jakeeeee?" she
said once more, and nothing. "Babe?" she said. Ah, how I loved the sound of
that. "Jake, Babe, wake up." She said, a little louder. I heard her, but I didn't
move. "Awhh, baby. Wake up." She said, running her fingers through my hair.
I loved how she'd adressed me. It, ugh this sounded so school girl, it sent
butterflies through my stomach. "Baby, wake up." she said once more, and it
was then quiet. I figured she'd decided to let me sleep. Or... she fell asleep
too. I was morbidly curious, so I opened my eyes, and there she lay,
snuggling to my chest, awake, but unaware. I smiled to myself. She took in a
deep breath, and then 'huffed.' I brushed my hand against the lenghth of her
spine ever so slightly, and she sat up with a huge grin on her face. "You're
awake." she stated, and I nodded. "Sorry about that... I guess after watching
you sleep for an hour or two made me tired." I said, laughing. Her face went
blank as she spoke, "An hour or two? Jake, you should have woken me up!"
She told me, and I shook my head. "You're too cute when you sleep, I would
have felt like a criminal wakeing you up." She giggled at me. "Er, you mind if
we go to the big house? Im sorta kinda hungry." I told her, and then added
"Or if you want to hunt, I guess." She shook her head, "I want pancakes." She
told me with a big grin. "Of course you do, you pancake!" I told her,
wondering if my cheesey-ness would make her run. And... I was obviously
wrong. "Silly boy." She said, kissing me lightly on the lips. "Im going to
change, if you don't mind." She told me.
We went to some brunch place, and there were far more people that I
expected for a Thursday at three o'clock, but I just tried to forget about it. All
the guys were stareing at Nessie, but she held my hand so I guess that
helped. Everytime a boy did look for too long and Nessie saw my reaction,
she squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek. "You are too cute when your
jealous." she said at one point, "And it gives me excuses to kiss you." she
giggled. I had to smile at her, she was just too funny. "I bet you're enjoying
this." I said to her, and she winked at me. "Yeah, and I bet you're enjoying
the females stareing at you, too, huh?" She asked me, and I realized I hadn't
taken notice to any of them. I was too busy giving dirty looks to every guy
that looked our way. "Hm, you know I didn't notice. I was too busy giving any
guy who looked this way the stare from hell." she laughed as I said this. We
had been waiting for a table for about two minutes when the hostess came to
seat us. She stared, dazed for a moment. Nessie giggled, and I whispered
'what.' She just put her palm to my cheek, and showed how the hostess was
'marveling at my sex appeal' was how she put it. I just shook my head,
women were sometimes oblivious. She led us to a small cornner, and sat us
in a little booth. "May I get you anything to drink?" She asked us both, I
nodded at Nessie, "Uhh, Ill have a water." she said, "Two." I added, "Alright,
your waitress will be back with those momentarily." she said, and walked
away hesitantly.
Nessie was driving insanely fast on our way to La Push, my guess was
that she was eager to see the pack. She had a relationship with each and
every one of them, but her strongest bonds were with Sam and Leah. I don't
know what happened with Leah, but they were always together whenever
Leah came to the house, or when we were in La Push. It supprised me, but I
was kind of glad. Leah was like a sister to me, and oddly enough it hurt me
when she was alone. She didn't really have any friends, except the pack. But
when she opened up to Renesmee, she was so much nicer. To everyone.
Even Paul, and that was a total supprise to me. I thought that those two
would never, ever, ever ,ever get along! And the other day, here they are,
playing some video game together. It was... shocking. Suddenly I felt
Renesmee accelerate again, "Are you excited, or somkeing something?" I
asked her sarcastially. She grinned and rolled her eyes, "You just can't wait to
see Paul can you?" I asked her, sarcastic as hell. Paul was the one person in
the pack that just didn't bond with Nessie. "Oh, Paul. My love, I must see him
ASAP." She told me, mocking my voice. I growled, and she laughed at me.
"Oh, great. Now your laughing at me!" I said, and she just laughed harder.
Everyone was anticipating out arrival, everyone was also ready to go,
the whole house was still full of furniture, and a blank expression crossed my
face. "Theres new there." Edward said, and though that made... well almost
no sense I got what he was saying. I went and flopped on the couch, this was
all too real now. I didn't think it would feel like this when I... well when I left
home. I never planned on leaving home, but I guess thats too late now, huh? I
realized all eyes were on me, "You okay bro?" Emmett asked me, and I just
smiled and nodded. I guess I am ready to leave...