Nowhere in the Psalter will you find a more depressing prayer that this. Nowhere are we brought before such a sustained and spiraling depression (which shows, perhaps the rarity of such feelings of depression). The Psalmist sees no signs of reprieve (cf. Ps. 138:7-8), there is no praise for past blessing (Vs. 15 cf. Ps. 31:21-23; Ps. 44), no thanks for light in the midst of darkness (e.g. Psalm 119:71; 42:7f), and no assurance of prayers being heard (Ps. 4:3; 20:6). Instead, this Psalm shows one who is in the depths of depression; it starts with the light of God’s salvation and ends with the darkness of personal experience (Vs. 1 cf. Vs. 18). He has been suffering from youth (Vs. 15), and is without strength (Vs. 4), “cut adrift” from the mainstream of society and his friends (“free” Vs. 5 “as good as dead”). He declares himself to be “distracted” (Vs. 15, i.e. unable to control is thoughts) and regards life as a living death (Vs. 3f, 15). Such depths of depression gave him the sense that that which is the usual expression of the wrath of God is now his experience (Vs. 6-7).
Such is the state of the Psalmist here that the reader
cannot simply be a spectator. Because no help is apparent the reader is drawn to sympathize with the man in this condition, rather than try to help or watch as the Lord proves His strength. For all the suffering that the Psalmist speaks of there are three aspects underlying this prayer that show the Psalmist is not in total despair, he holds on to a fading hope. It is these fundamental elements of hope that we must look for and hold on to as we are compelled to enter into prayer with the depressed believer. 1. He has salvation from the Covenant God (Vs. 1, 11), and all the circumstances of life are viewed in reference to God (notice the pronouns thou and thy throughout, esp. Vs. 6ff). 2. He continues to pray (Vs. 1, 9) as proof that some hope remains. Despair is hopelessness, but he hopes in prayer. 3. He holds on to life for there is no advantage in death (Vs. 10-12). While the Psalmist shows no
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evidence of praising God at this time in his life he
still maintains that life is better than death, for death holds no opportunity to praise God. Regardless of how hard it is to manifest it in life the glory of God remains his chief end. The Lord will hear (I Sam. 2:30).