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I think I have become less human. I feel so desensitized these days. I try to repress memories of
my wife and son. I couldn’t cremate them you see. First, the house was ravaged by the
earthquake and then came the landslide—it swept away my home. I was busy working in the
field when it happened. I saw it happen right in front of my eyes. My seven-year-old daughter
came running and hugged me tightly. She had no words to say but only wept bitterly. I stood
stunned, tears rolling down my disbelieving eyes. City people keep coming with false promises
and house designs. Their smiles too are vicious. Some of them are kind though. Few young
people had come to our village last week to distribute blankets. But other people they just come,
give a speech, hand over 10,000 rupees and go away showing us maps of imaginary houses. I
think I am living in an imaginary country where you are free to imagine but dreams never come
true.
Today is extremely cold. I don’t know why. Maybe our gods are angry. Although I see fog
covering the sun. Maybe that’s the reason. You see, I am not an educated person so I barely
understand all this science stuff. I am only concerned about my tent. My tent is a small one
where I live with my cute daughter. I have a radio too which was gifted by one of the city people.
I listen to the news and understand a little bit. The leaders are doing nothing but they have got so
much money. I wonder where it is all going. I wonder why people are so greedy and evil. It’s
true that people think about themselves and I have to do the same.
It is a bit windy today and frosty. The ground is frost-bitten and cold is seeping through the tent.
I am covering myself and my daughter with a single blanket. We have worn our ragged clothes
and still feel the cold. Thankfully, the young people from the city gave us an extra blanket seeing
my daughter. Now I have to see where it is. It looks like it has been stolen. Bastards. I wonder
who stole it. This is madness. At midnight I hear people crying. I don’t like all these melodramas
and try to go back to sleep. The crying gets stronger and I go outside. I see a family crying over a
body. I go near and see an old man has died because of cold. I feel bad and shudder. I remember
my daughter and walk towards my tent. My daughter is fast asleep. She’s my princess. I go back
to sleep as the family continues to wail. It is a beautiful morning. I go outside my tent and see my
daughter smiling, running and singing. I have never seen her do that. This is a beautiful place
indeed. Suddenly I see so many people around me and it is not even cold anymore. They are so
white, pure and radiant. Where am I?
I turn back to look at my tent. There’s no tent and I see the old man that had died last night. He
comes near and hugs me whispering in my warm ears, “It is all well.” I do not understand what
he means. What is so well about our pathetic state? He must be a mad man. This place is
beautiful. I no more see the valley. Suddenly I see my wife and son coming towards me. My
daughter comes running too. We hug each other. All of us are happy now. A small but beautiful
family. We don’t feel cold anymore. This place is too bright you know. It smells good too. We
walk towards the bright city along with the old man.
The city people reach Sindhupalchowk village the next day after they heard about the old man’s
demise.
“Where?”
The city people open the tent and see the man and his daughter fast asleep, smiling.BW