My Brain Rants About Me

It is about time for I to interact with me, Myself is known by some of my nerdy and weirdo
friends as the kindest fool, makes meme references in every joke and that is great to hang out with, but
for the rest of my colleague or friends view me as cold, quiet and direct person. Well, you got to have
different masks with different people, right? Yes, just like everyone trying to impress everybody and
protect their ego or reputation to some.

In fact, I do not even know who I truly am to be honest, I got confused since I tried to please everyone
and that is tiring as hell that it confuses my mind but let me tell you what my brain or inner self knows
about me. It says that I am an egoistic person, an elitist that hates normies, arrogant, and prideful
individual.

I chose Computer science rather than Information Technology because I think that it is more difficult,
demanding and math centric so that I can lowkey brag it to my group of friends that I finish this course.
Money is also one of the reasons as well seeing how I will be eaten by my envy and greed in the future.

I choose my peers by their hobbies and the vibes they giving off, I tend to talk to the nerdy
people around me since I like discussions and sharing opinions with each other. For an example I read a
lot of manga (Japanese comics) every time there are new chapters release, we talk about it and even
debate on what we like and do not like in those stories, however I do not like to talk about suicides
because it gets to me easily.

All in all, my brain thinks of me negatively but with a lot of contradictions as it only thinks of my
inner thinking rather than on what I actually do. I am friendly with anyone but I'd rather spend my
quality time with friends that I can talk to.