Hing was born and raised in Cambodia, where she took on traditional caretaking roles as the oldest daughter in her family. She married at a young age through an arranged marriage. During the Khmer Rouge regime, Hing and her family were forced from their home and she had to weave silk under harsh conditions. They eventually escaped to the Philippines and then the US, where Hing worked in textiles for 25 years before retiring. Now in her later years, Hing lives in California with her husband and feels regret over how she raised her children, though she was simply following Cambodian cultural traditions.
Hing was born and raised in Cambodia, where she took on traditional caretaking roles as the oldest daughter in her family. She married at a young age through an arranged marriage. During the Khmer Rouge regime, Hing and her family were forced from their home and she had to weave silk under harsh conditions. They eventually escaped to the Philippines and then the US, where Hing worked in textiles for 25 years before retiring. Now in her later years, Hing lives in California with her husband and feels regret over how she raised her children, though she was simply following Cambodian cultural traditions.
Hing was born and raised in Cambodia, where she took on traditional caretaking roles as the oldest daughter in her family. She married at a young age through an arranged marriage. During the Khmer Rouge regime, Hing and her family were forced from their home and she had to weave silk under harsh conditions. They eventually escaped to the Philippines and then the US, where Hing worked in textiles for 25 years before retiring. Now in her later years, Hing lives in California with her husband and feels regret over how she raised her children, though she was simply following Cambodian cultural traditions.
History Hing (pronounced Heeng) was born and raised in the small town of Battambang, Cambodia. As the oldest daughter of 6 siblings, Hing was the primary caretaker of her family. Her childhood may not be typical for me, but is definitely common for Cambodians. As part of the traditional Cambodian family, she was expected to cook, clean, farm, and provide care for her family. At the time, education was not enforced nor was it necessary for girls. It was not normal and was frowned upon for Cambodian families to break gender norms as they had to maintain traditions. Once she turned 5, her parents taught her the skills needed to help her family. She spent most of her days on her family’s property; maintaining crops, and feeding and raising cattles and chickens. Through this she has many favorite memories. When she was about 8 years old, she was chased down by her chickens because she was not feeding them fast enough. Hing says there were many lessons to be learned from this moment, especially the fact that all living creatures desire the need to be fed in a timely manner. A memory of hers that I found to be interesting was when she told me she used to tie a strand of yarn onto beetles that she would catch. Her and her siblings would follow them as they flew. I enjoy this memory of hers because my mother actually did the same thing growing up. Having 5 siblings was not easy for Hing. She often felt underappreciated by her parents, as they had unrealistic expectations from her. Despite feeling this way, she was grateful to have parents that only wanted the best for her; she never took them for granted. Her siblings understood how much pressure she was facing, and would often help her when they could. They each played a different role in their household. As the oldest, she had the most roles and was expected to teach her siblings. It was important for her to teach them as many necessary skills as she can, as her role would change as she reached her teenage years. Not only did she teach them useful skills, but her two younger brothers taught her as well. Cultural Background Since her brothers were allowed to go to school, they taught her how to read and write in Khmer, different chants, and the ways of Theravada Buddhism. Buddhism played a significant role in Hing’s life. About 3 times a week, her and her family would walk to the nearest temple. They would prepare dessert and food as offerings for the monks, and to pay respect to their ancestors. Practicing Buddhism was very common for Cambodians. It was rare for them to not believe in Buddhism and was often frowned upon if this was not their religion. She never felt the need to stray away from her religion, as she felt it guided her to become more at peace and grateful for her life. Although her childhood up to her adolescent years were stressful, going to the temple helped relieve stress. She felt that it gave her meaning and purpose in life; it was often reassuring. What she enjoyed most was bringing joy to the monks with her homemade desserts. They often looked forward to attending the temple because of this. Through this, she learned that making desserts was her speciality, and she used that to her advantage to help her family. Early Career Once Hing reached her teenage years, she began learning her mother’s way of making desserts. After receiving high praise and compliments from others, she began perfecting this craft in order to sell her sweets for profit. Her mother owned a food cart in the main hub of Battambang; she sold well sought out street food such as beef kabobs and papaya salad. So alongside her mother, Hing sold her desserts. She had to be selective as to which dessert to make and sell, and ultimately narrowed down her choices to coconut-based desserts. She felt this was the best choice as the flavor of coconut would be a great palate cleanser to her mother’s appetizers. Through her dessert cart, she met her husband Pich (pronounced Pik). Pich was a regular that would often come by her cart to purchase her desserts. She was flattered by this gesture but did not think any more of Pich. Hing’s mother later told her that Pich was chosen by her parents for her to marry. Although the concept of an arranged marriage is unfamiliar and quite strange to me, it was not strange for traditional Cambodians. Once it was known that Hing had a source of income and the skills needed to raise a family, Pich had come by to familiarize himself with the woman he was arranged to marry. She was 18 and Pich was 28 when they got married and had their first child. Early Life By the time Hing was 30, she had 4 children; 3 girls and 1 boy. When her youngest child turned 8 years old, the Khmer Rouge took over. This genocide significantly impacted Hing’s life, and the lives of many Cambodians. Her and her family were forced to evacuate their home and leave everything behind. They were promised safety and the protection of their homes- although they later discovered this was a ploy to leave. They were forced to live in a controlled village several miles away from home and to follow a strict routine. If they did not submit to the Khmer Rouge soldiers, her family would be put in danger. She, along with many other women, were forced to learn how to weave silk and mass produce clothes. Her husband was forced to maintain crops, and her children were forced to pick fruits and vegetables. The poor living conditions in the village caused her children to fall ill. Hing and her husband used this as an excuse and told the Khmer Rouge soldiers they needed to travel to the neighboring Khmer Rouge village to seek medical help. However, only her children were allowed to go. They used this as an opportunity to escape. After sending their children first, her and Pich followed a couple of days after; they had to leave in the middle of the night. Although they knew the risk, they had to try anyways. After being reunited, they had to flee Cambodia via a boat that was traveling to the Philippines. She spent most of her time in the Philippines looking for her siblings. It was rumored that most Cambodians had fled there to hide from the Khmer Rouge. Unfortunately, she was never reunited with her siblings nor her parents, and had to assume that they did not survive the genocide. Her and her family lived there for 7 months, before coming to America to start a new life. She was able to obtain a job as a production seamstress, which she maintained for 25 years. She enjoyed her job because she was able to work from home and she also enjoyed producing clothes. She saw this as an opportunity to override her negative memories of when she was forced to work in textile during the Khmer Rouge. Unfortunately she retired when she was 57 years old due to the physical strain her body was experiencing. This gave her more time to be involved with her community. She was able to go to the temple more often and was part of their committee. Being part of the committee allowed for her to help the temple plan their events and be in charge of donations. The events were mostly for important holidays and Cambodian New Years. Most of their donations were given to families in need living in Cambodia, and to help rebuild and maintain many of their temples. Although she had to give up the job she loved, she was able to make desserts for the monks again, and give back to the country she loves. Retiring and giving back to her community made her feel like she had a greater purpose in her life, and she had no problem seeking more opportunities to make use of the time she thought she would lose due to her physical restrictions. Education Despite living in America and facing a significant language barrier, Hing did not learn English. She attempted to attend adult school, but did not have the motivation to follow through and finish. This caused Hing to never acquire the appropriate education throughout the entirety of her life, aside from what her brothers had taught her. Her and her husband felt that they did not need an education. She felt that if she made it this far without an education, then she would not need to attend any sort of schooling. She was fortunate to be able to work in a job that did not require her to understand and read in English, and to have coworkers who were primarily Cambodian. She often relied on skills that she learned throughout her life, and perfected it to help her get by. As part of Cambodian traditions and norms, parents are capable of relying on their children for anything they desire. For example, her children were asked to translate for her after they learned English, although they were struggling themselves. They were also asked to learn how to drive and work part time jobs to help support Hing and her husband during their retirement. Present Life Hing has been living in California for about 44 years and has been married to Pich for 58 years. Three generations of her family live in America. Two of her children live far from her; the oldest daughter lives in France and the second oldest lives in Pennsylvania. Hing does not understand why her daughters decided to move far away. She wants to believe that it was solely due to them getting married and wanting to seek more opportunities away from California. But, a part of her feels that her children resent her for their upbringing and how she raised them. She often feels regret for how she raised them, but I reassured her that she may feel this way due to her children being faced with different cultural norms.They may have compared their upbringing and how they were raised to their peers. Her two youngest children live about 30 minutes away from her, but do not talk to her as much as she would like them to. For most of her retired life, she was very fortunate to be able to live independently with her husband. Just this past year, Hing was diagnosed with colon cancer. For a while, she became depressed and felt that it was unnecessary to prevent it from progressing. Due to her children being busy with work and distant with her, she also does not see her grandchildren as much as she would like; nor do they visit her. Hing’s caretaker and caretaker’s daughter would often provide assistance. Their company and desire to help allowed for Hing to feel a sense of hope again, although her depression has yet to subside. Hing is not able to drive, and would have her caretaker drive her to places whenever they can. They would take her to doctor appointments, the temple, grocery markets, and the pharmacy. Her caretaker is only scheduled to provide assistance for a few hours every weekday morning. Overall, Hing is capable of independently performing her ADLs and IADLs. Her main role in her household is providing care and assistance for her husband, who has been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s Disease. It has been difficult for Hing to fully understand what her husband has been going through. Since Hing has not been educated on what this disease is, she only understands that her husband is not the person he used to be. It is common for many older Cambodians to not understand diseases and illnesses. They mostly see it as a factor of aging and as something that will eventually happen. She describes it as Pich becoming older and losing a piece of himself as the time goes on. Occupational Roles In her daily life, she would partake in the main occupations of: providing care for her husband, meal prepping, cleaning, dressing, feeding, and religious expression. Hing does not eat much and does not have the physical energy to stay standing to cook, which results in her feeling lethargic most of the days. She cooks about 1 meal a day, and would eat in small portions. She would typically make meals that her husband would eat, because he has grown a disliking for most foods she makes. This results in the same type of food being made every week, and she feels this is the main reason for her not having an appetite. Hing also expressed having a difficult time attending the temple and practicing her faith. Although she lives 5 minutes away from the temple, she does not feel comfortable walking there. Hing lives in a studio apartment with her husband. Living in a studio apartment has its perks, as she used to live in a one bedroom apartment. Her studio has been equipped with daily essentials and appliances needed for comfortable, independent living. Living in a studio apartment allows for minimum effort for cleaning and maintenance. The complex she is living in has a laundry room that has a washer and dryer installed at a comfortable height, so doing laundry has not been difficult for her. She is also very thankful to have a large, shared yard with a large orange tree. She often admires it from her studio window because she is fearful of leaving her husband unattended for too long if she were to go outside. My Thoughts If I were working with Hing in OT, I would recommend a few ways to accommodate her old lifestyle back into her life. From the information I gathered from her, I would focus on religious expression, and meal prepping and cleanup. I would have her work on religious expression first because she has implied several times the benefits of it and the positive impact it has on her mental health. Perhaps her religion can provide her a sense of new found hope. For Hing to practice her faith in her religion, I would recommend for her to meditate with her and her husband underneath the orange tree, while sitting in a chair as opposed to the traditional way of sitting on the ground with their legs crossed. She can attempt to meditate in shorter increments before choosing to meditate for the usual 30 minutes. If she does not feel safe doing so, she can also try meditating while her caretaker is present. The caretaker can watch over her husband. Another way for her to practice her religion is by having a shrine inside her home. She does not have one and this is one of the ways many Cambodian elders practice Buddhism without having to be physically present at the temple. Due to Hing having to accommodate her husband’s diet, I would recommend for her to work on the IADL of meal prepping and cleanup. Perhaps I can introduce ways for her to prepare meals adaptively; using measuring tools and equipment to plan the proper portions, and allowing herself to sit down to prepare her meals. She can also implement the usage of containers with labels, to help her identify kitchen materials. Then she can arrange for most used seasonings and cooking utensils to be in containers and closer to her prepping area. Since she would typically prepare meals for her husband, she can plan her meals using a meal preparation checklist. Through this checklist she can identify what she wants to make for him, how much of each ingredient she needs, and how much time is required. This checklist can also be used to plan her own meals too, so she can make the foods she desires. Conclusion Hing is a very loving, caring, and admirable person. She had no problem sharing personal feelings and details about her life, and I truly admire her for that. She expressed that there is a lot to be learned through her experiences. I feel that her lifestyle now is restricted due to mostly fear, regret, and limitations that she has set herself. She regrets how her relationship with her children turned out, and is afraid of being a bother to her family. She fears that there will be consequences if she steps outside to get a breath of fresh air, because her husband may need her help. For most of her life, she has focused mostly on the wellness of others and would often neglect her own health and desires. She is selfless and takes pride in her independence. I truly hope she finds ways to accommodate a healthier way of living and thinking.