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Longing for the rain

By: Ian Raphael M. Lopez - @inquirerdotnet - Columnist/Philippine Daily Inquirer | July 09,2022 - 08:00 AM

For most of my life, I would secretly long for rainy days.

I can trace this affinity with the rain to memories of my childhood. I was not a kid who
went out and played in the streets. I would only realize it was raining from the sound of
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raindrops on our iron roof. It would start with a steady beat, and then you can make out
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whether the downpour would be heavy or not. Aside from the sound, there’s that Longing for the rain
constant, lingering image of me excitedly eating hot macaroni soup cooked by my
grandmother and my mother. I would almost always scald my tongue. The bowl will soon
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be empty, which often coincides with my sibling bringing out my father’s stash of
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in ankle-deep floodwaters and lodging in one of the sewers in our street.
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As I grew older, I saw these warm feelings about the rain with a tinge of anxiety and dies after being shot
dread. Those childhood memories are in the dustbin now. My grandmother has passed while making a speech
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and I could even count on one hand the number of times I’ve eaten it in the past year.
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The paper boats we did will not survive in rainwater gushing into our street, waters so cottages in town’s coastal
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high it now flows over the pavement just outside our house. And you can’t make paper
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Once reassuring, the sound of raindrops on our roof has evolved into an ominous signal,
with household members rushing to put pails and other containers to catch the leaks. My
father would often wait out the rain before going up to plug leaks on our iron roof. It had
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come to a point when too much rain led to the collapse of some parts of the gutter in our
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face I would never forget. In our province up north, my father had dropped unconscious
after suffering a heart attack. My relatives quickly drove him to the hospital and the
doctors did their best, but in the end, there was nothing they could do to revive him. He
was just 45 years old, and he was in the province to recuperate after years of heart
problems.

It’s unsettling to see the things you grew up with being sullied with negative experiences.
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The “slow-down” mindset I associate with a downpour is a world away from the demands
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when it rains. Taking a break is seemingly inappropriate for college life, where the current
remote learning setup exacerbated how things seemed too heavy even for me, a student
molded by extreme pressure as a campus journalist. And with what’s happening in our
country, it’s hard to feel good about the rain.

Such conflicting feelings about an after-product of the water cycle made me reflect on the
oddities of life. Like the rain, memories can either be light or heavy ones. Sure, we can
forecast the rain, but we cannot stop it. We can either enjoy and bask in it, walk with an
umbrella, or wait for it to stop. We have no choice but to go through them. We’re going to
get wet anyway.

Do I still long for rainy days? Sure. When I have to take the pails out and rescue clothes
from the unexpected downpours, the good and bad memories come rushing back. I can
only reminisce with these memories while realizing that the setbacks of the past few
years—such a stormy period in my life—will come to pass, too. Maybe the best is yet to
come, but I might have to bring my umbrella for now.

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Ian Raphael M. Lopez, 20, is a junior development communication student at the

University of the Philippines Los Baños. He is planning the launch of his college’s student
publication, where he is editor in chief.

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