Name: FIKHRI ABDILLAH

Class: 2019C
Bp: 19011153
Title:
PHARMACIST IS ACCIDENTAL

On June 8th, I graduated from high school in Lubuk Linggau, initially, I

wanted to become a doctor, and from elementary to high school, I always won the

class, I have 5 friends who have the same dream.

In the SNMPTN exam, the three of us passed at various state campuses,

some in Yogyakarta, Bandung, and Jambi. Everyone who passed the SNMPTN

test was as desired, we were left alone and still had no luck in the SNMPTN test,

but we didn't give up.

On July 12, the SBMPTN exam started, before we took the SBMPTN

exam, we studied hard, until we were willing to take part in various paid tryouts.

But what can we do, we still have bad luck.

On August 2 we took a test at the campus in Padang, and finally passed the

STIFARM and STIFI campuses. at first, we still didn't know and weren't

interested in being there, but after doing so we finally liked this pharmacy

campus.

Days pass very quickly, almost 4 years we have been on this campus, from

that long journey the dream and future we want is to make our parents proud and

repay those who have supported us morally and financially.

 In the future, I want to continue my education in the pharmacist

profession, maybe it will cost a lot, but my parents said "don't think about money

problems, son, that's our business", with my parents' words like that, I was even

more enthusiastic not to let them down.

In my dreams, I have to be successful, after that success I have to repay

my parents' hard work by working as a pharmacist. 1 younger brother. My

younger brother is still 1 year old at the moment, and I think who else can he

expect later if not his brother and sister, from that the most important thing is that

I have to balance the world's affairs with my God So far, I'm still far from being

close to my God, maybe at this point I will start to get closer and improve my

worship. speaking of worship, everything that is done must be done with a clear

heart and a clean mind so that all our worship is accepted by Allah SWT, making

a balance between the affairs of this world and the affairs of the hereafter.

At a time when I was successful, I still wanted to continue my master's

education and wanted to have a doctorate, I wanted to continue my master's

degree in Japan and my doctoral degree in England like my lecturer named Ridho

Ashra, now he is continuing his education in England, before that, I want to tell

you that he is one of the lecturers who is my role model, at a young age he can

already take a doctorate, maybe he is still young but I don't know how old he is,

because all I see is that he looks physically young, he is guiding us in the subject

it is very easy to understand even though he sometimes gets emotional with us

who are still not serious in studying, but that is him, from his strengths and

weaknesses he is still one of my role models.

 after my education period, I have gone through it later, maybe I will look

for a mate, whatever is called higher knowledge but still single, so getting married

is my last dream. I want to have a wife who understands religion so that I can

educate my children later with religious knowledge but must be educated or have

a good attitude because marriage is not one year or 2 years but if possible until the

end of life that separates.

right now I don't have to think too far, because my bachelor's degree

period hasn't finished yet, I want to get a good GPA, my lectures are smooth, and

right now I hope my research proposal will be approved, I have revised it 6 or 5

times but it hasn't been approved yet, and it turns out my supervisor is taking

leave because she is in a state of deep pregnancy and is about to give birth until

now my message hasn't been read yet, I'm confused about what to do now, I want

to hurry up with a proposal seminar but are hindered by circumstances, where at

this point my friends have submitted their proposal seminar files, and some have

finished the proposal seminar, I'm jealous to see it, but what can be done, I can

only pray and try to be patient.

after the proposal seminar, there are still many more stages that I will go

through, in my dear research proposal entitled "cytotoxic test of coriander seed

essential oil against cervical cancer cells using the micro tetrazolium test method",

I have to spend a lot of money, with the situation after covid-19, the economy my

family is declining, my parents make a living selling clothes at the market, the

current market situation is very quiet due to covid-19, and also due to the increase

in the online market, where people are now choosing online shopping compared
to traditional markets, this is sad, this heart is worried But what can I do, my

parents still say that I don't have to think about the cost problem.

I am the first child who must be a guide for my younger siblings,

moreover, my grandmother advised me that I should be an example for my

siblings and cousins, my younger siblings are currently studying at Baiturrahmah

University and my younger cousins are studying at Padang State University, and

Indonesian Men's University, they are my responsibility, I have to look after them,

the city of Padang nowadays is almost the same as Jakarta, why do I say that

almost all young people in Padang don't behave and dress according to custom or

regulations in Padang, now young people in Padang have followed the custom

westernized, where at this time extramarital sex, harassment, and much more

often occur. only a pharmacy student who has aspirations to become a pharmacist,

it is possible that I will change culture currently going through social media and

bringing my friends first, western culture is not suitable for young people in the

city of Padang.