God, my time is near.

All I can do in my current state is look back on this journey

I have been through, and all I can think of is the sins that I have committed. My
lord, I want you to know, that I am ready to repent once more, but this time with
all the willpower that is within me, so that my sins will be purged once and for
all, and await my final moments in peace and relief, that my sins are finally and
definitively cleansed. And as I open my arms a final time, raise them towards you,
I see your ever caring hands taking hold of me, taking me to the kingdom of God,
where I shall be with you, showered with your never ending love and affection, for
all of eternity.

Praise you be, my lord, for it is my hour of death.

My lord... forgive me!