sanemonis danaSauli

es moxda bunseis meoTxe wels. tirisdenis TveSi. kagas mflobelis, Tavad xarunagas vasalma, qeSikma
xosio sanemonma mokla Wabuki kaZuma, kinugasa taxeis, misive rangis qeSikis, umcrosi vaJi. magram
orTabrZolaSi rodi mouklavs. _ Semoakvda. erTxel roca sanemoni mgosanTa Sekrebidan brundeboda, ZaRlis
Jamisas sajiriTo moedans Cauara da swored am dros xmalamowvdili kaZuma daeca Tavs, magram misive
xeliT daiRupa.

ambavi ese miswvda Tavadis yurs da xarunagam ubrZana sanemons, mis winaSe gamocxadebuliyo.
arc aravis gakvirvebia es brZaneba.

jer erTi, _ brZenkacad icnobdnen xarunagas. yvela mniSvnelovan saqmes Tavad gadawvetda xolme.
vasalebs ar andobda. vidre Ziramde ar Casdevda fesvs saqmisas, vidre Tavad ar gansjida jerisamebrs, ver
moisvenebda... gana amas ar adasturebs ambavi misi ori bazierisa? erTi rom daajildova, meore rom dasaja?
am ambidanac xom Cans, ra kaci brZandeboda xarunaga, kagas patroni. amitomac ar iyo zedmeti amis
gaxseneba.

erTxel erTma bazierma, mZlevari frinvelebis TvalTvali rom evaleboda, acnoba, _ itikavas soflis
yanebSi wiTelniskarta weroebis gundi daeSvao. misi brwyinvaleba didad gaaxara am cnobam. xvalisaTvis
moiTaves mzadebani da dilaadrian gaemarTnen itikavas sanaxebisken. bazTagan ukeTesi Sevardeni, fuZi-
cukasas Cveulebriv samurai aimoto kiZaemoni bazierobda, im dRes ki Tavad misma brwyinvalebam
moineba sakuTari xeliT etarebina Sevardeni. raRac xifaTad amaswinandeli wvimebisagan yanebze gamavali
biliki molipuliyo, da mis brwyinvalebas ucabedad fexi dausxlta, Sevardeni oswyda mis xels. Seinavarda da
imave wams afrinda wiTelniskarta weroebis gundi, caSi gauCinarda. amis danaxvisas kizaemonma,
brazisagan gondakargulma, erTi magrad Seuzaxa:

_ ra hqeni, briyvo! _ magram imave wams gons moego, iazra, rom mis winaSe misi brwyinvaleba idga,
muxlebSi Cauvarda Tavads, civma oflma daasxa. ase eloda Tavadis moqneul xmals. misma brwyinvalebam
ki mxolod gaiRima da brZana:

_ Cemi bralia! momiteve, damnaSave var!

cixe-koSkSi dabrunebisas kiZaemonis erTguli samsaxuriTa da gulwrfelobiT naamebma Tavadma axlad

gatexili yamiri miwa uwyaloba, asi kodi brinjis mosavliani, da Tanac bazierTuxucesad daadgina.

imxanad fuZi-cukasas, Sevardens, vinme samurai, saxelad ianasa seixati miuCines. da moxda ise, rom
Sevardens raRac seni Seeyara. gamoiZaxa misma brwyinvalebam seixati da ekiTxeba:

_ rogoraa fuZi-cukasa, Cemi Sevardeni?

am droisaTvis Sevardeni ukve gamojansaRebuliyo da seixatimac upasuxa:

_ saRadaa! imdenad saRad, rom kacis dakawvrac ar gauWirdeba.

etyoba, ar eTno mis brwyinvalebas aseTgvari trabaxi, amitomac brZana:

_ keTili, maS, gvaCvene kidec, rogor daecema kacs.

 ra Rone hqonda, im dRidan seixati daadebda xolme Tavze Tavis Svils seitaros Tevzsa an nanadirevis
namusrevs, an sxva saqniers rasme da mTeli dReebiT wvrTnida fuZi-cukasas, ise rom, Sevardeni TandaTan
SeaCvia kacis Tavze dajdomas. maSin bevri aRar ufiqria seixatis da bazieTuxucesis piriT SeuTvala Tavads.
mzad var giCveno SevardeniT kacze nadirobao, _ razec misma brwyinvalebam brZana:

_ didad saseiroa! xvalve yvelani erTad gavemarTebiT samxreTis asparezze. dae, Sevardenma Seipyras
ufrosi samurai, oba Ziugeni, Cais smis wesebs rom ganagebs.

dilaadrian, sisxamze, miadga misi brwyinvaleba samxreTis asparezs. brZana, Suagul mindorSi
daeyenebinaT oba Ziugeni. asec moiqcnen da Tavadmac SesZaxa:

_ gauSvi Sevardeni, seixati!

_ amwuTas, Tqveno brwyinvalebav! _ da seixatim gauSva Sevardeni. isariviT gavarda frTosani, `erTis
ieroglifiviT swori xazi gaaavlo haerSi da oba Ziugens daacxra Tavze.

_ moxvda! _ dasca yiJina seixatim, mokle satevari iSiSvla (frinvelTa gul-RviZlis amosarTmevad rom
xmaroben monadireni) da oba Ziugens mihvarda, raTa iqve daekla, magram am dros gaisma Tavadis xma:

_ ras sCadi, seixati!

gons rodi moego seixati, warmatebiT gabruebuli cdilobda maxvili eZgerebina oba ZiugenisaTvis, Tan
burtyunebda:

_ raki Sevardenma moinadira nadiri, xo unda amovarTva gul-RviZli.

maSin risxvam aitana misi brwyinvaleba da brZana:

_ Tofi! _ miarTves Tofi da imav wams moceliliviT daeca seixati. uebro msroleli gaxldaT Tavadi…

es erTi. meore is iyo, rom Tavadi xarunaga didi xania, rac gulisyuriT akvirdeboda sanemons. erTxel
moxda aseTi ambavi: mojanyeTa daSoSminebisas TavSi daWres sanemoni da kidev erTi samurai. es samurai
warbebs Sua iyo daWrili, sanemons ki marcxena safeTqlis cisferi ZarRvi Sesieboda. xarunagam moixmo
orTaveni da gakvirvebiT ikiTxa:

_ saswauli araa? _ mere: _ gtkivaT? _ razec im samuraom miugo:

_ sulac ar mtkiva. bedze gadavrCi!

xolo sanemonma pirquSi saxiT Caiburtyuna:

_ ar mtkivao? mxolod mkvdars Tu ar etkineba aseTi Wriloba.

mas Semdeg darwmunda xarunava, rom sanemoni patiosani da gulmarTali kaci iyo, sicrue ar
amovidoda misi piridan. `sxvisa ra mogaxsenoT, am kacs ki vendobi~, _ gaifiqra maSin Tavadma.

aseTi kaci iyo xarunaga, kagas mflobeli. amitomac ase gadawyvita: moulodneli mkvlelobis
gamosakvlevad piradad daekiTxa sanemoni.

TavadTan xlebis brZaneba rom miiRo, gulCaTxrobili wardga mis winaSe sanemoni. garna damnaSave
da monanie kacis saxe ar hqonda. daZagroda xmeli pirisaxe, mRelvarebisgan gaqvaveboda, raRac Sinagan
Seupovrobas Seepyro.
 _ amboben, kaZuma moulodnelad dagcemia Tavs, sanemon, _ uqaragmod daiwyo Tavadma. _ albaT
gmtrobda. ras gerCoda?

_ mtrobis sababi ver gamixsenebia.

mcire xans daayovna xarunagam da ise hkiTxa, TiTqos cdilobda kargad miexvedrebina sanemonisTvis
SekiTxvis azri:

_ kargad gaixsene, iqneb migiZRvoda raime brali?

_ ar maxsendeba... Tumca ki maqvs erTi varaudi... SesaZloa erTi ramis gamo gaminawyenda...

_ mainc ris gamo?

_ oTxi dRis ukan moxda es SemTxveva. farikaobis skolaSi yovelwliuri asparezoba iyo gamarTuli.
Tqveni brwyinvalebis maswavleblis, iamamoti koZaemonis nacvlad me damadgines msjavrad.
Tumca me yovelTvis wvrTnadaumTavrebeli samuraebis orTabrZolas vmsajobdi xolme. kaZumasc
me damevala amjerad.

_ vin iyo misi metoqe?

_ samurai, saxelad tamoni, Tqveni brwyinvalebis vasalis, xirata kidais vaJiSvili da memkvidre.

_ da kaZuma damarcxda orTabrZolaSi?

_ damarcxda, Tqveno brwyinvalebav. orgzis Seexo tamoni kaZumas majas da erTxel Tavs misas. aman
ki verc erTxel ver uCxvlita mowinaaRmdeges. samive wreSi sastiki marcxi iwvnia kaZumam. msajze Tu
daiboRma, Cemze mogaxsenebT, Tqveno brwyinvalebav.

_ xom ar ifiqra kaZumam, mikerZoebiT sjidao msaji? amas varaudob?

_ ase vvaraudob, Tqveno brwyinvalebav. magram me arasodes mCvevia aseTi ram. arc raime sababi
mqonia odesme, vinmesTvis mimeniWebinos upiratesoba. mainc vfiqrob, rom kaZuma daeWvda Cems
samarTlianobaSi.

_ manamde xom ar walaparakebixarT erTmaneTs? ciloba xom ar Camovardnila Tqven Soris? aba,
gaixsene?

_ ara, arasdros SevcilebivarT erTmaneTs oRond... _ aq ena daeba sanemons, yoymanisgan rodi; Canda
uzustes sityvebs eZebda. raTa ukeTesad gamoeTqva azri. _ oRond erTxel... asparezobis winadRiT kaZumam
cemda moulodnelad patieba mTxova, ukmexad mogeqecio amas winaT. me veraferi gavixsene da vkiTxe, ras
gulisxmob-meTqi. kaZumas araferi upasuxnia; erTi ki gaiRima darcxvenilma. maSin vuTxari, araferi ar
gadanaSauleb, araferi maqvs sapatiebeli meTqi. me momeCvena, rom damijera kaZumam, raki ukve
mSvidad Cailaparaka, `momCvenebia... gTxov, gulidan gadaigdo es saubari...~ axla ki magondeba, rom amis
Tqmisas kvlav gaeRima kaZumas, magram morcxvad rodi, raRac avi naperwkali gaukrTa TvalebSi...

_ mainc ras gulisxmobda?

_ verafers mivmxvdarvar. raRac umniSvnelo rom ki unda yofiliyo... es aris da es. sxva ram ciloba Cven
ar gvqonia...

erTxans orTaveni dumdnen.

 _ ra znis kaci io kaZuma? eWvianoba xom ar SegimCnevia misTvis?

_ ara, ar SemimCnevia... keTili znisa iyo, gulgaSlili... grZnobebis gamomJRavnebisa ara rcxvenoda.
ficxi ki iyo... _ dadumda am sityvebze sanemoni. mere amoxvneSiT Cailaparaka: _ es kia, rom... tamonTan
orTabrZola misTvis Zalze mniSvnelovani iyo.

_ Zalze mniSvnelovani? ratom?

_ kaZumas gavlili hqonda winaswari gamocdebi. am bolos rom gaemarjva, misi wvrTna dasrulebulad
CaiTvleboda. Tumca tamonsac ase hqonda saqme. orTaveni _ tamonica da kaZumac _ Wabuk samuraebs
Soris yvelaze niWieri mofarikaveebi iyvnen.

xarunaga fiqrs miec anazdad, TiTqos raRac axali azri gauCndao. im sabediswero Ramis gamo
gamokiTxva dauwyo vasals.

_ namdvilad gidarajebda sajiriTO moedanTan kaZuma?

_ ase gamodis. im susxian saRamos martom Cavuare moedans. mosasxami ar mqonda Tan da qolgis
gaSla momixda. anazdad gaZlierda qari, Tovlma iribad iwyo cvena da mec marcxniv gadavxare qolga.
swored am dros dameca kaZuma da amitomac amcda misi maxvili. mxolod qolgas moxvda da gafatra.

_ ise mogiqnia maxvili, rom arc ki Segexmiana?

_ ase gamodis.

_ icani? ra ifiqre?

_ gafiqrebac ver movaswari. meyseulad marcxniv vugane da imav wams gamimeora dartyma. erT
mtkavelze gamifatra xalaTis saxelo. kvlav ganze gavxti, maxvili viSiSvle da vaZgere. mkerdi gamifatravs
misTvis. raRac wamoiyvira...

_ mainc ra?

_ ar maxsovs. ise, ubralod wamoiyvira, raRac gamZvinvarebulma... maSinRa mivxvdi, kaZuma rom
iyo.

_ Sen ambob, xmaze vicanio?

_ ara, magas ar vambob!

_ maS, rogorRa mixvdi, kaZuma rom iyo?

dumda sanemoni, araferi upasuxnia TavadisTvis. maSin xarunagam meti daJinebiT ganumeora kiTxva.
magram sanemoni kvlav dumda, Tavi daexara da Tavis xamlebs CaStereboda: hgavda, arc ki apirebda xmis
amoRebas.

_ aba, sanemon! _ erTbaSad gadasxvaferda Tavadi, mrisxane da didebuli ieri mieca. msgavsi wamieri
feriscvalebani sCveoda xarunagas. Tavi arc auwevia. ise ganaxvna sanemonma jiutad mokumuli bageni.
magram misTa bageTagan aRmomxdari sityvebi pirdapiri pasuxi ar iyo patronis SekiTxvaze. xarunagas
gasaocrad, es iyo danaSaulis Tvinieri aRiareba.
 _ diax, mZime brali mawevs, tyuilubralod davRupe samurai, Tqveni brwyinvalebis Zvirfas samsaxurSi
mdgari.

moiRrubla patroni. miumxvdaroba ewera saxeze, magram mzera, sanemonisken mimarTuli, kvlav
mrisxane da didebuli iyo.

_ sruli ufleba hqonda kaZumas vZulebodi, _ ganagrZo ymam, _ usamarTlod vsjidi maT orTabrZolas.

kidev ufro hqonda kaZumas vZulebodi, _ ganagrZo ymam, _ usamarTlod vsjidi maT orTabrZolas.

kidev ufro moiRrubla xarunaga.

_ weRan piruTvneloba axsene Seni. irwmunebodi, fiqradac ar momsvlia, vinmesTvis upiratesoba

mimeniWebinao.

_ merwmuneT. marTali vTqvi weRan. mzada var igive gavimeoro... _ didis ZalisxmeviT arCevda
sityvebs sanemoni, TiTqos mTeli gulisnadebis gacxadeba surso. _ ai, sad iyo usamarTloba: me marTlac ar
mqonia ganzraxuli xeli Semewyo tamonis gamarjvebisa da kaZumas damarcxebisaTvis. WeSmaritad ase es,
rogorc weRan movaxsene Tqvens brwyinvalebas. magram es arafers niSnavs, es jer kidev araa imis dasturi,
TiTqos me piruTvnelad moviqeci. me Segnebulad met imedebs vamyarebdi kaZumaze. tamonis xelovneba
mankieria, mxolod da mxolod gamarjvebisaken miiswrafvis, oRond gaimarjvos, arafers ar dagidevs,
simdablisac ar Sercxveba. kaZuma sxvaa _ misi xelovneba amaRlebulia, keTilSobiluri. igi WeSmariti
xelovania, alalmarTali da pirdapiri, mudam rom mzadaa pirispir Sexvdes mowinaaRmdeges. imasac ki
vfiqrobdi, rom ori-sami wlis Semdeg tamoni aRar ivargebda kaZumas metoqed...

_ maS, rad miusaje damarcxeba kaZumas?

_ saqmec egaa... simarTle giTxraT, me kaZumas gamarjveba mwadda da ara tamonisa. magram me ar
maviwydeboda, rom msaji viyav, xolo msajma gulidan unda gadaigdos piradi TanagrZnobani. roca
maraomomarjvebuli dgaxar moasparezeTa Soris, mxolod zeciur kanonebs unda misdevde da ara gulisTqmas.
aseTia Cemi rwmena. amitomac im orTabrZolis dros martooden uzenaes samarTalze vfiqrobdi. oRond,
weRanac mogaxsenebdiT, gulis siRrmeSi mainc mwadda kaZumas gamarjveba. gulisxmieri saswori mis
sasargeblod daiwona. da moxda ise, rom pinebis gasawonasworeblad tamonis pinaSi erTi mcire sawoni
Cavagde... gvianRa mivxvdi, zedmeti rom momivida; Zalze lmobierad moveqec tamons, xolo kaZumas
mimarT metismeti sisastike gamoviCine.

sanemoni kvlav dadumda. Tavadic dumda ambis molodinSi.

_ ai, dganan erTmaneTis pirispir, daZabulan, Tvals ar aSoreben erTurTis xmlis wvers. arc erTi ar
iwyebs brZolas... uceb wami moixelTa tamonma da Seecada xmlis wveriT Sexeboda kaZumas Tavs.
kaZumam brwyinvaled moigeria dartyma, sabrZolo yiJina dasca da imav wams majaSi moaxvedra tamons
xmali. swored am wuTidan viwye usamarTlo sja. me, ra Tqma unda, gamarjvebad CavTvale kaZumas
dartyma. magram gulSi gavivle Tu ara, `marji-meTqi~, _ maSinve eWvma gamkra, `metismetad susti xom ar
iyo-meTqi dartyma?~... am yoymanma Searyia Cemi simtkice: da me ar aRvmarTe marao kaZumas Tavze,
Tumca amgvarad ki unda movqceuliyav. mowinaaRmdegeni erTxans kvlav gaunZrevlad idgnen erTmaneTis
pirispir da zveravdnen erTurTs. amjerad daZuma gaxta win, tamonis maja amoiRo mizanSi. magram
tamonma moigeria dartyma, ieriSze gadavida meyseulad da kaZumas xels Seaxo xmlis wveri. es dartyma
ufro susti, gacilebiT susti iyo, vidre weRandeli, kaZumaseuli. yovel SemTxvevaSi ufro marjve dartymad ver
CaiTvleboda tamoniseuli dartyma... magram me imav wams aRvmarTe marao tamonis tavze. amrigad, pirvel
SetakebaSi gamarjveba tamons xvda wilad. `es ra Cavidine-meTqi~, _ gamielva TavSi SiSneulma fiqrma,
magram maSinve raRac sxva xmamac CamCurCula: `ara, msaji ar Secdeboda. da Tu axla meCveneba, rom
Secdoma davuSvi, es mxolod imis gamoa, rom zedmetad vwyalob kaZumas...~

_ Semdeg ra moxda? _ wyenanarevi xmiT ikiTxa xarunagam, raki sanemoni kvlav dadumda.

_ metoqeni kvalv erTmaneTis pirdapir dadgnen. Setakeba amjerad didxans gagrZelda. anazdeulad
xmali gadaujvaredina tamons kaZumam da yelSi moartya xmlis wveri. es iyo elviseburi dartyma, Zlieri da
susti.

_ magram wamsac ar gauvlia, rom axla kaZumas Tavs Seexo tamonis xmali. me maT Soris aRvmarTe
marao, raTa fre gamomecxadebina. magram, vin icis, iqneb arc ki viyav swori... albaT gamiZnelda
gamocnoba, vin sCxvera pirvelma... Tumca ara, yels ufro adre momixvda xmali, vidre meore xmali Tavs
moxvdeboda. ase momivida, ra vqna. fres gamocxadebis Semdmeg metoqeni mesamegzis Seemzadnen
Sesarkineblad, kvlav dadgnen wesisamebr da zveravdnen erTmaneTs. axlac pirvelma kaZumam daiwyo
brZola, amjeradac mizanSi mowinaaRmdegis yeli amoiRo. win gaxta, magram Zalze maRla mouvida xmlis
aweva da tamons SeeZlo miswvdenoda mis mkerds... amis Semdeg kidev aTi wuTi mZvinvarebda
orTabrZola. sabolood tamonis xmali miswvda kaZumas Tavs...

_ rogori iyo dartyma?

_ brwyinvale da uzustesi. axla ki yvela cxadad dainaxavda tamonis upiratesobas. am xelmocarvam

gaacofa kaZuma. aserigad aRelvebuls rom vxedavdi, kidev ufro mominda misi gamarjveba. mominda da
kidev ufro momeZala yoymani: vera da ver gavbede, kaZumas TavzeviT amewia marao. metoqeni kvlav
Sebnen erTmaneTs da uceb kaZuma _ verc ki mivxvdi ras epireboda _ Seecada axlos midgomoda tamons.
ver mivxvdi-meTqi, imitom mogaxsenebT, rom kaZuma Cveulebriv ar iyenebda axlodgomis ileTs. sunTqva
Semekra. mosaxdeni moxda: tamonma mkerdi gamoaCina da imav wams misi xmlis wveri elvis siswrafiT
Seexo kaZumas Tavs... mesamed momixda maraos aweva tamonis Tavze... ai, sad vuRalate piruTvnelobas,
SesaZloa erTaderTi zedmeti bumbuli davawone Cemi sulis sasworis pinas... da esec sakmarisi gaxda, rom
wonasworoba darRveuliyo: kaZumam waago misTvis egzom mniSvnelovani orTabrZola. amitomac
meCveneba axla, rom igi samarTlianad gawyra Cemze...

_ aman xom ar migaxvedra, rom imRamindeli Tavmdamsxmeli kaZuma iyo?

_ darwmunebuli ar var, Tqveno brwyinvalebav, magram axla, roca yvelafers vixseneb, TandaTan
vrwmundebi, rom danaSaulis grZnoba budobda CemSi, sadRac, sulis fskerze... swored danaSaulis grZnobam
mimaxvedra, rom kaZuma iyo, vinc Tavs damesxa.

_ nanob, rom Semogakvda?

_ vnanob, Tqveno brwyinvalebav. rac mTavaria, Cemi TavisTvis ver mipatiebia, rom ase sastikad
movuspe sicocxle samurais, Tqveni brwyinvalebis moymes... _ sityva gawyvita sanemonma da Cahkida
braleuli Tavi. dekembris susxis miuxedavad, ofls moecvara misi Subli. Tavadma xarunagam ki, romelic
amasobaSi karg gunebaze damdgariyo, ramdenjerme dauqnia Tavi, TiTqos sakuTar azrebs dascao dasturi.

_ keTili... keTili... gatyob, ra cecxli gikidia. iqneb arc ki moiqeci kargad. magram ras izam, saSveli ar
aris... amieridan ki ecade, rom, _ Suaze gawyvita uceb saTqmeli xarunagam da swrafi mzera esrola ymas. _
roca maxvili Caeci, xom icodi ukve, rom Sen winaSe kaZuma iyo? ratom mohkal?

pasuxad jiqur aswia Tavi sanemonma. misi Tvalebi, almasebiviT rom kiafodnen Savgvreman saxeze,
winandeli SeudrkelobiT enTnen.
 _ movale viyav, momekla! sanemoni tqveni brwyinvalebis msaxuria. amas garda samuraic xom
gaxlavT igi. rac unda mebralebodes axla kaZuma, avazaks ver Sevibralebdi!

dekemberi, 1923w.

dialogi wyvdiadSi

xma. sul sxva kaci aRmoCndi, vidre megone.

me. magaze me ar vageb pasuxs.

xma. gana Sen TviTon ar amibnie Tavgza?

me. ara. me arasodes micdunebixar.

xma. TiTqos mSvenierebac giyvarda. Tu momaCvene, rom giyvarda?

me. diax. me miyvars mSveniereba.

xma. rao? mSvenierebao? Tu qali?

me. erTic da meorec.

xma. (civi ironiiT). gana es urTierTsawinaaRmdegod ar migaCnia?

me. neta Tu vinmes miaCnia?! qalis moTayvanes iqneb sulac ar moswondes Zveleburi faifuri, magram
eg mxolod imitom, rom vera grZnobs mTel xibls Zveleburi faifurisas.

xma. esTetma am orSi erT-erTi unda airCios.

me. samwuxarod me ndomasayolili kaci ufro var bunebiT, vidre esTeti. Tumca, momavalSi, vin icis,
SeiZleba Zveleburi faifuri vamjobino qals.

xma. Tanmimdevruloba gklebia.

me. SeiZleba, magram Tu asea, maSin influenciiT avadmyofi, civi tiloebiT rom sistematurad izels tans,
yvelaze Tanmimdevruli kaci yofila.

xma. Tavs nu ikatuneb. TiTqos Zlieri iyo. susti xar Sinaganad! da agre imitom laparakob, rom
sazogadoebis Semotevebi Tavidan aicilo.

me. raRa Tqma unda, magis daviwyeba ar ZalmiZs. Tu Tavdasxmebi ar avicile, bolo-bolo gavisrisebi
da eg iqneba.

_ xma. o, ra usircxvilo xar!

 me. sulac ara var usircxvilo. piriqiT, umniSvnelo mizezic ki ise gamicivebs xolme guls, TiTqo yinuls
Sevxebode.

xma. maS, sakuTari Tavi Zal-RoniT savse kacad migaCnia?

me. ra Tqma unda. magram yvelaze Zlieri mainc ara var. yvelaze Zlieri rom vyofiliyav, albaT mTlad
gavkerpdebodi im kacis msgavsad, saxelad goeTe rom erqva.

xma. wminda iyo siyvaruli goeTesi.

me. eg sicruea. literaturis istorikosebis mier moWorili sicrue. ocdaTxuTmeti wlis goeTe uecrad italiaSi
gaiqca. diax, es sxva ara iyo ra, garda gaqcevisa. da eg saidumlo, goeTes garda, madam Stainma icoda
mxolod.

xma. Seni naTqvami TavdacvisaTvis gamixmulsa hgavs. Tavdacvaze ioli ki araferia.

me. Tavdacva arc ise advili saqmea. advili rom iyos, aRarc veqilis profesia iarsebebda.

xma. cbiero ybedo! iqneb ggonia vinmes moundes SenTan urTierToba?!

me. arc magas vinaRvleb. samagierod, urTierToba maqvs xeebTan da nakadulebTan, suls rom
sixaruliT miCqroleben. samasiode wignica maqvs. CemTvis Zvirfasi, iaponuri da Cinuri, dasavluri da
aRmosavluri.

xma. icode, mkiTxvelebi samudamod Segaqceven zurgs.

me. samagierod, momavalSi damafaseben.

xma. momavlis mkiTxvelebi sadReiso purs Tu gaWmeven neta?

me. arc dRevandeli mkiTxvelebi mavseben oqroTi. Cemi umaRlesi honorari gverdSi aTi ienia.

xma. TiTqos raRac qonebac gebada?

me. mTeli Cemi qoneba katis Sublisodena nakveTia honZioSi. xolo Cems Tviur Semosavals, yvelaze
iRblian drosac, ki, ar gadauWarbebia samasi ienisaTvis.

xma. saxli rom gaqvs kidev? agreTve, qrestomaTia axali literaturisa...

me. im saxlma sisxli gamiSro. qrestomaTiis Semosavali ki SenTvis damiTmia. oTxasi Tu xuTasi ieni
momitania sul, eg iyo da eg.

xma. gana TviTonve ar Seadgine is qrestomaTia? sxva rom ara, egec geyofoda sircxvilad da Tavis
moWrad.

me. viTom da ratom?

xma. imitom, rom ganaTlebis muSakebs mietmasne.

me. sicruea! piriqiT, ganaTlebis muSakebi mogvekedlnen Cven. me mxolod maTi gasakeTebeli saqme
vitvirTe.

xma. ar dagaviwydes, rom mainc nacume-senseis mowafe xar.

 me. cxadia, nacume-senseis mowafe var. Sen albaT im soseki-senseis gulisxmob, mwerali rom iyo,
magram naRdad ar gecodineba meore, sxvagvari nacume-sensei, genialuri, SeSlils rom hgavda.

xma. Sen ideebi ar gagaCnia. da Tu zogjer mainc gagiCndeba, isic urTierTsawinaaRmdego iqneba.

me. eg mxolod Cems winsvlaze metyvelebs. idioti Tu iqneba bolomde darwmunebuli, rom mze kasrze
mcirea zomiT.

xma. eg qedmaRloba iqneba, suls rom amogxdis.

me. zogjer ase vfiqrob: iqneb ara var imaTTagani, visac sakuTar sawoli uweria sikvdili?

xma. etyoba ar geSinia sikvdilisa? ha?

me. meSinia, magram ar mimZims. Cemive nebiT araerTxel gamiyria yulfSi Tavi. da ociode wamis
tanjvis Semdgom, ase gasinje, raRac sasiamovno gancdac ki meufleboda xolme. me uyoymanod SemiZlia
movkvde ara marto maSin, roca sikvdils TvalebSi Cavcqeri, aramed maSinac, roca raime usiamovno
SememTxveva.

xma. Tu egrea, ratom ar kvdebi? gana ar ici, rom kanoniT damnaSaved iTvlebi?

me. geTanxmebi. damnaSave var iseve, rogorc verleni, vagneri, anda didebuli strindbergi.

xma. magram Sen sul ar cdilob sakuTar codvaTa gamosyidvas.

me. ar arsebobs tanjvaze didi gamosasyidi.

xma. gamousworebeli aramzada xar!

me. Tu simarTle ginda, qvelmoqmedi ufro meTqmis. aramzada gana ase gaiwamebda Tavs?
visargeblebdi qalebis siyvaruliT da fuls davcinclavdi maT.

xma. maSin idioti yofilxar.

me. ho. raRa dagimalo, var. `Slegis aRsareba~ CemTvis sulierad Zalze axlobelma idiotma dawera.

xma. Tanac, sul ar gcodnia cxovreba.

me. cxovrebis codna erTob umTavresi iyos, saqmosnebi yvelaze sapatio adgilze wamosxdebodnen.

xma. Sen TiTqos gezizReboda siyvaruli. axla vxedav, Turme siyvaruls aRmerTebdi mxolod.

me. ara, sulac ar vaRmerTeb siyvaruls. me poeti var, Semoqmedi.

xma. ho, magram gana siyvarulis gulisaTvis ar miatove deda da mama, coli da Svilebi?

me. tyui! me isini mxolod Cemive gulisaTvis mivatove.

xma. maSasadame, egoisti yofilxar.

me. samwuxarod, ara. mindoda ki, vyofiliyavi.

xma. Tanamedrove `egos~ kultiTa xar mowamluli.

 me. amitomaca var Tanamedrove adamiani.

xma. magram dRevandeli adamiani ver Seedreba gardasuli droisas.

me. odesRac gardasuli xanis adamianebic Tanamedroveni iyvnen.

xma. ar gecodeba sakuTari col-Svili?

me. gana vinme moiZebneba, visac col-Svili ar ecodeba? waikiTxe gogenis werilebi.

xma. gamodis, rom yvelafers amarTleb, rac Cagidenia.

me. yvelafers rom vamarTlebde, kamaTsac ar dagiwyebdi.

xma. maS, Tavis marTlebas ar mohyvebi?

me. me vurigdebi sakuTar xvedrs!

xma. ho, magram pasuxismgeblobas raRas upireb?

me. erT meoTxedze Cemma warmomavlobam agos pasuxi, meore meoTxedze _ garemo pirobebma,
mesame meoTxedze _ semTxveviTobam, cemda wilad pasuxismgeblobis erTi meoTxediRa rCeba.

xma. ra wvrilmani adamiani xar!

me. yvela cemsaviT wvrilmania.

xma. satanisti yofilxar.

me. samwuxarod, ara var satanisti. gansakuTrebul zizRsac mgvrida usafrTxoebis zonaSi moqceuli
satanistebi.

xma. (erT xans Cumadaa.) aSkaraa, rom itanjebi. amaSi mainc gamotydi.

me. nu aWarbeb! vin icis, iqneb meamayebodes kidec Cemi tanjva. egec ar iyos, Zlierebs ar eSiniaT,
rom dakargaven imas, rac miiRes.

xma. SeiZleba patiosani iyo. magram vai, Tu masxara xar da meti araferi.

me. magas mec vfiqrob: vina var, bolos da bolos?

xma. Sen yovelTvis gwamda, rom realisti xar.

me. hoi, imdenad idealisti viyavi, rom mwamda.

xma. icode, daiRupebi.

me. SesaZloa. magram ramac me Semqmna, Seqmnis meore `mes~.

xma. hoda, raki agrea, itanje. me xeli damibania.

me. moica! jer es miTxari, uxilvelo da mouxelTebelo, rom ar masveneb idumal xmebiT, vina xar Sen?

xma. me? is angelozi var, iakobs rom ebrZoda qveynierebis gariJraJze.

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xma. Sen vaJkaci xar gasaocari.

me. ara, me ar gamaCnia vaJkacoba. guladi rom viyavi, Cemive nebiT ki ar Cavuvardebodi loms
xaxaSi, movucdidi, rodis gadamsanslavda TviTon.

xma. magram Sens saqcielSi raRac adamianuri mainc aris.

me. raRac adamianuri amave dros mxecuricaa.

xma. Sen saaugo araferi Cagidenia. mxolod egaa, itanjebi amJamindeli sazogadoebrivi wyobilebis
gamoisobiT.

me. sazogadoebrivi wyoba kidevac rom gamoicvalos, Cemi saqcieli mainc gaaubedurebda vinmes.

xma. magram Tavs mainc ar iklav. etyoba, marTlav gagaCnia erTgvari Zala.

me. araerTxel davapire Tavis mokvla. mindoda Cems sikvdils bunebrivi elferi hqonoda da amitom,
yoveldRiurad aT-aT buzs vWamdi. buzebis gadaylapva, Tu maT winaswar daanamceceb, iolia, magra maTi
ReWva sazizRrobaa.

xma. samagierod, Sen didebis gvirgvins daidgam.

me. Ciradac ar miRirs dideba. ai, sulis simSvide ki namdvilad menatreba. waikiTxe vagneris werilebi.
igi wers, sayvarel qalTan da or-sam bavSvTan erTad cxovrebisaTvis, samyofi fuli rom mqonodes, didad
kmayofili viqnebodi im xelovnebis gareSec, romelsac vqmnio. ase fiqrobs vagneri, iseTi aSkara
individualistic ki, rogoric is gaxldaT.

xma. vxedav, marTla itanjebi, arc sindisgarecxili kaci Canxar.

me. me ar gamaCnia sindisi. me nervebi maqvs mxolod.

xma. Seni ojaxuri cxovreba ver warimarTa bednierad.

me. miuxedavad amisa, coli yovelTvis erTguli iyo Cemi.

xma. Sens tragediaSi civma gonebam imaze meti wili daido, vidre amas sxvaTa cxovrebaSi vxedavT.

me. tyui. Cems Tavze datrialebul komediaSi cxovrebis codna imaze naklebi iyo, vidre sxva adamianebs
axasiaTebT.

xma. Sen patiosani xar. sanam raime gaxmaurdeboda, TviTonve yvelaferSi gamoutydi sayvareli qalis
qmars.

me. egec tyuilia. krintic ar damiZravs, vidremdis Zala myofnida.

xma. Sen poeti xar, Semoqmedi. amitom yvelaferi gepatieba.

 me. diax. me poeti var, Semoqmedi, magram wevrica var sazogadoebisa da gana gasakviria, rom mec
Cems jvars vezidebode? Tanac igi arc ise mZimea.

xma. Sen gaviwydeba sakuTari `me~. pativi eci Sens individualobas, da gezizRebodes sulmdabali
xalxi.

me. rCevis gareSec vafaseb sakuTar individualobas, magram xalxi sulac ar mezizReba. erTxel ase
vTqvi: `Zvirfasi nivTi iolad imsxvreva, kramiti ki ara~. Seqspiri, goeTe, tikamacu monZaemoni odesme
daviwyebas miecemian, magram maTi warmomSobi wiaRi _ xalxi _ ukvdavia. yovelgvari xelovneba, rogorc
unda Seicvalos misi forma, xalxis saSoSi isaxeba.

xma. Sens nawerebs originalobis beWedi azis.

me. ara, Cemi nawerebi ar gamoirCeva originalobiT. an vinaa originaluri? yovelive imas, rac
sxvadasxva drois talantebma Seqmnes, sakmaod daeZebneba prototipebi. hoda, mec araerTxel gamiqurdavs
vinme.

xma. magram Sen xom moZRvrav kidec sxvebs!

me. me mxolod SeuZlebels vqadagebdi mudam.

xma. nu SeeWvdebi, rom zekaci xar.

me. ara, me ara var zekaci. da arc vinmea zekacad dagulvebeli. zekaci mxolod zaratustra iyo, magram
rogori sikvdili ewia zaratustras, eg TviT nicSemac ar icis.

xma. Senc ki geSinia sazogadoebisa.

me. neta Tu vinmes ar eSinia?

xma. gaixsene uaildi. sami weli rom gaatara cixeSi. igi ambobda: `Tavs mxolod sazogadoebisgan
damarcxebuli kaci iklavs~.

me. uaildma araerTxel ganizraxa tavis mokvla cixeSi da Tu ar moikla, mxolod imitom, rom ver
moaxerxa.

xma. daTrgune keTili da boroti!

me. me swored axla minda sikeTis mTesveli viyo.

xma. Zalze martivi xar.

me. ara Zalze rTuli.

xma. magram SegiZlia gulmSvidad iyo, mkiTxveli yovelTvis geyoleba.

me. ki, Tu saavtoro ufleba gauqmdeba.

xama. Sen axlac gtanjavs siyvaruli.

me. siyvarulio? eg sakenki pirtitvela literatorebs dauyare. me mxolod waviborZike siyvarulze.

xma. siyvarulze waborZikebisagan aravinaa dazRveuli.

 me.eg mxolod imas niSnavs, rom yvela eiZleba iolad acdunos fulma.

xma. Sen gakruli xar cxovrebis jvarze.

me. eg sulac ar meamayeba. sayvarlis mkvleli da sxvaTa fulis mimtacebelic gakrulni arian cxovrebis
jvarze.

xma. cxovreba arc ise Savbnelia, rogorc Sen saxav.

me. cnobilia, rom cxovreba yvelasaTvis Sevbnelia, mxolod `rCeuli umciresobaa~ gamonaklisi. `rCeul
umciresobas~ ki, sxvagvarad, idiotebs da aramzadebs uwodeben.

xma. hoda, itanje, ramdenic genebos. micani? me is gaxlavar, romelic viTomda imitom mogevline, rom
sulis simSvides gaziaro me. qofaki xar Sen! eSma xar, odesRac fausts qofakis saxiT rom gamomecxada.

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xma. ras saqmianob?

me. vwer.

xma. ratom wer?

me. mxolod imitom, rom ar SemiZlia ar vwero.

xma. hoda, were. were sikvdilamde.

me. TavisTavad cxadia. sxva ra damrCenia.

xma. metismetad mSvidad gamoiyurebi.

me. sulac ara var mSvidi. kargad rom micnobde, gaigebdi Cems wamebas.

xma. sad gaqra Rimili Seni?

me. RmerTebs daubrunda caSi. cxovrebas rom Rimili aCuqo, saWiroa, mqondes jer erTi,
gawonasworebuli xasiaTi, meore _ fuli, mesame _ ufro Zlieri nervebi, vidre me maqvs.

xma. magram Sen axla, mgoni, gulze mogeSva.

me. ho, gulze momeSva, magram samagierod SiSveli mxrebiT miWiravs tvirTi mTeli cxovrebisa.

xma. aRaraferi dagrCenia garda imisa, rom Sens Wkuaze icxovro. anda, Sens Wkuaze...

me. ho, araferi damrCenia garda imisa, rom Cems Wkuaze movkvde.

xma. da Sen axal adamianad gardaiqmnebi, sruliad sxva adamianad, vidre iyavi.

me. me igive davrCebi marad. mxolod perangs ki gamovicvliT viTarca gveli...

 xma. Sen yvelaferi ici.

me. ara, yvelaferi rodi vici, is, rac vici, mxolod nawilia Cemi sulisa. xolo rac ar vici, igi Cemi sulis
udabnoa, gadaSlili ukideganod. me meSinia misi. sinaTleSi urCxulebi ver ibudeben, magram usazRvro
wyvdiadSi mudam Tvlems raRac gamoucnobi.

xma. Cemi bavSvi xar Senc.

me. vina xar? weRan rom meambore? Tumca ho, vigob.

xma. mainc vina ggonivar?

me. Sen isa xar, vinc samudamod wamarTva sulis simSvide. vinc Semusra sixaruli Cemi. magram
mxolod Cemi? Sen isa brZandebi, visi wyalobiTac dagvekarga sulieri winasworobis SegrZneba, agre
daJinebiT rom gvaswavlida Zveli CIneli brZeni. yvelafers miswvda Seni msaxvrali xeli: literaturis istoriasac,
sagazeTo statiasac.

xma. mainc ra saxels damarqmevdi?

me. me... ar vici, ra giwodo. magram Tu sxvebsac daejerebaT, Sen is Zala xar, Cven rom dagvjabne.
Sen demoni xar, Cveni ganmgebeli.

xma. SegiZlia mouloco sakuTar Tavs. me aravisTan davdivar salaparakod.

me. me Zalian vecdebi avirido SenTan Sexvedra. iq, sadac Sen gamoCndebi, imRvreva simSvide
sulisa. Sen rentgenis sxivebiviT yvelaferSi aRwev.

xma. hoda, winaswar gafrTxildi.

me. raRa Tqma unda, vifrTxileb. magram, roca xelT kalami mipyria...

xma. roca xelT kalami geqneba, minatreb, neta movideso!

me. vin? me? me xom erTi wvrilfexa mwerali var da minda davrCe wvrilfexa mwerlad. uamisod ver
movipoveb sulis simSvides. magram kalami Tu daviWire xelSi, SeiZleba Zalauneburad Cagivarde tyved.

xma. amitom yuradRebiT iyavi. iqneb yvela Seni sityva saqmed vaqcio. aba, mSvidobiT! icode, me
kvlav ginaxuleb.

xma. (ganmartoebiT) akutagava riunoske! akutagava riunoske! ufro Rrmad Caezarde miwas fesvebiT.
Sen lerwami xar, qarisagan rxeuli. iqneb Sens Tavze mogrovili saavdro Rrublebi odesme ganifantos kidec.
amitom mtkiced ukda idge fexze. Senive TavisTvis! SenTa SvilTaTvis! nurc gaampartavndebi, nurc
daimcireb Tavs. da Sen aRsdgebi.

dekemberi, 1926w.

wylis kacebis qveyanaSi

 erTi fsiqiatriuli saavadmyofos pacienti, ocdamesame nomeri, yvelas uyveba am ambavs, is albaT
ocdaaTs gadascilda, magram, erTi SexedviT, Zalze axalgazrdad gamoiyureba. rac mas Tavs gadaxda...
Tumca sruliadac ara avqs mniSvneloba, ra gadaxda mas. ai, is uZravad zis Cemsa da saavadmyofos
direqtoris, eqim s-is win, muxlebze xeli Semouxvevia da gaWianurebulad gviyveba Tavis Tavgadasavals,
Tan drodadro fanjaraSi icqireba. mesers iqiT ganmartoebiT dgas muxa, romelsac SiSveli, ganZarcvuli totebi
Tovlis mauwyebel quS Rrublebisaken auSveria. avadmyofi zogjer xelebs aqnevs da tansac yovelnairad
amoZravebs. magaliTad, me gancvifrebuli viyavio, rom warmoTqva, Tavi ucbad gadaiqnia ukan.

mgonia, misi naambobi sakmaod zustad Caviwere. Cemi vanawerebi Tu ar dagakmayofilebT, maSin
gaemgzavreT sofel n-Si. es sofeli tokios axlosaa. SeiareT eqim s-is fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi. aq
moaxalgazrdavo ocdamesame nomeri jer albaT Tavs zrdilobianad dagikravT da skams SemogTavazebT.
mere naZaladevi RimiliT wynarad gagimeorebT am moTxrobas. xolo roca daamTavrebs... me kargad
maxsovs, am dros rogori gamometyveleba aqvs, roca daamTavrebs moyolas, wamoxteba, muStebis qnevas
daiwyebs da daiRrialebs:

_ gaeTrie aqedan! Se SeCvenebulo! binZuri\o qmnilebav! gonebaClungo, Suriano, usircxvilo,

Tavxedo, TviTkmayofilo, Seubralebelo da sazizRaro! SeCvenebulo!

es ambavi moxda zafxulSi, sami wlis win. mec zurgCanTa wamovikide sxvebsaviT da kamikotis cxel
wyaroebamde CavaRwie. iqidan hotakaiamas mTas avuyevi. cnobilia, rom hotakaiamasken erTi gza midis _
aZusagavs dinebis aRma. adrec avsulvar hotakaiamaze da, warmidgineT, iarigatakzec, amitom gamyoli ar
mWIrdeboda da marto gavemgzavre. aZusagavas veli dilis nislSi iZireboda. diax... dilis nislSi iZireboda.
amsTan nisli gafantvas ar apirebda, piriqiT, ufro da ufro sqeldeboda. erTi saaTi viareT da ukve fiqri daviwye,
xom ar gadamedo mTaze asvla da ukan, kamikotiSi davbrunebuliyav. magram dabruneba romc
gadamweyvita, lodini mainc mmiwevda gamodarebamde. nisli ki jibrze ufro da ufro matulobda. `eh, rac aris,
aris, mainc unda avide!~, _ gavifiqre da jiqur Severie bambukis rayas, Tan vcdilobdi napirs Zalze ar
davSordebodi.

nislis mets verafers vxedavdi. marTalia, drodadro wiflis sqeli Rero an soWis mwvane toti ikveTeboda,
an uceb zed cxvirwin cxenebis an Zroxebis drunCic Cndeboda, aq rom Zovdnen, magram es yvelaferi
gamoCenisTanave ikargeboda xSir nislSi. amasobaSi Zalze daviRale. SimSilic vigrZeni. amas daemata isic,
rom Cemi mTamsvlelis samoseli da pledi mTlianad namiT gaiJRinTa da saocrad damZimda. bolos da bolos
xeli caviqnie da aZusagavas napirisken daveSvi, mimarTUlebis garkvevas ki qvaze wylis Tqafunis mixedviT
vcdilobdi.

wylis napiras lodze Camovjeqi da upirvelesad saWmlis Tadarigs Sevideqi. loris qila gavxseni, xmeli
fiCxisagan koconi gavaCaRe... albaT aTiode wuTi movandome amas da purs rom vReWavdi, SevamCnie, is
wyeuli nisli TandaTan ifanteboda. dabneulma saaTs davxede. ai, seiri! ukve oris oci wuTi iyo, magram
yvelaze Zlier sxva ramem gamaoca. Cemi saaTis mrgval minaze raRac saSineli saxis anareklma gaielva,
SeSinebuli Semovbrundi da... maSin pirvelad Cems cxovrebaSi namdvili cocxali kapa davinaxe: is Cem ukan
kldeze idga, zustad iseTi, Zvel suraTebze romaa gamosaxuli. erTi xeli aryis xisTvis Semoexvia, meoreTi
Subli moeCrdila da cnobismoyvareobiT mimzerda.

gaocebisagan ramdensame xans verc gavinZeri. kapac gakvirvebuli Canda. xelaweuli erT adgilas
gaSeSebuliyo. wamovxti da misken gaviqeci. isic gaiqca, yovel SemTxvevaSi, ase momeCvena. gverdze
gaxta da maSinve gaqra. TiTqos miwam Caylapao. gaoceba ufro da ufro mipyrobda. bambukis raya
movaTvaliere da iciT ra? kapa sul ori-sami metris iqiT aRmovaCine. gasaqcevad momzadebuli,
beWebmoxrili idga da cerad miyurebda. es kidev araferi, ufro misma kanis ferma Camagdo sagonebelSi. roca
kapa kldidan damcqeroda, nacrisferi iyo, axla ki Tavidan fexebamde momwvano zurmuxtisferi gadahkravda.
`uh, Se saZagelo!~ _ daviRriale da kvlavac gavekide, isic, ra Tqma unda, gaiqca. naxevari saaTi mainc
mivdevdi, bambukebs Soris mivZvrebodi, qvebs vaxtebodi.

siswrafesa da siamrjveSi kapa maimunebs ar Camouvardeba. kisristexiT mivdevdi, zogjer Tvalidan

mekargeboda, fexi misxlteboda, qvebsac wamovedebodi da vecemodi kidec... kapam did, totebgaSlil cxenis
wablamde miirbina da aq, cemda sabednierod, xarma gadauRoba gza. Ronier xars didi rqebi da sisxliT
CawiTlebuli Tvalebi hqonda. xaris danaxvaze kapam sawylad daiknavla, gverdze gaZvra da imwamsve
maRali bambukis rayas Seeria. xolo me... me vifiqre, axla ki ver gameqceva-meTqi, da nela gavyevi ukan.
etyoba, iq ormo iyo. es me ar vicodi. ise, rom, kapas slipina zurgs odnav Sevexe Tu ara, maSinve Tavdayira
gadaveSvi kunapet wyvdiadSi. roca Cveni sicocxle bewvze hkidia, Cven, adamianebi, sakvirvelad sulelur
rameebze vfiqrobT. hoda, im wuTSi, roca saSinelebisagan sunTqva Semekra, uceb gamaxsenda, rom
kamikotis cxeli wyaroebis Soriaxlos xidia, romelsac `kapas xidi~ _ `kapabasi~ ewodeba. Semdeg... ra moxda
Semdeg, ar maxsovs. Tvalwin naperwklebma gamielva da goneba davkarge.

bolos roca gonze movedi, davinaxe, garSemo kapebis didi brbo Semomxveoda. zurgze viweqi. Cems
gverdiT erT kapas daeCoqa, sqel niskartze pensne ekeTa da mkerdze stetoskops mabjenda. Tvali rom
gavaxile, maniSna, mSvidad iweqio. Semdeg viRacas miubrunda da warmoTqva: `Quax, quax~. maSinve
saidanRac ori kapa gamoCnda sakaciT. sakaceze damawvines da didi brbos TanxlebiT, romeliRac quCas
gavuyeviT. es quCa arafriT gansxvavdeboda hinZisagan. wiflis xeivnis gaswvriv sxvadasxva maRazia
Camwkrivebuliyo. vitrinebze saCrdilobeli gadmoeSvaT. qvafenilze avtomobilebi daqrodnen.

ai, viwro CixSi SevuxvieT da erT SenobaSi Semiyvanes. rogorc Semdeg Sevityve, es saxli swored
pensnean eqims, Caks ekuTvnoda. Cakma sufTa sawolSi Camawvina da erTi Wiqa raRac gamWvirvale
wamali damalevina. axla Cakis wyalobis amara viyav. an sxva ra unda meRona? ganZrevac ar SemeZlo,
yvela saxsari mtkioda.

Caki yoveldRe ramdenjerme msinjavda. or-sam dReSi erTxel mnaxulobda meTevze bagac, is kapa, sul
pirvelad rom vnaxe. kapebi adamianebs ukeT gvicnoben, vidre Cven imaT. albaT imitom, rom adamianebi
kapebs ufro xSirad CavardniaT xelSi, vidre kapebi Cven. SeiZleba xelSi cavardniaTo _ arcTU zusti
gamoTqmaa, magram rogorc unda iyos, Cemze adre sxvebic araerTxel yofilan kapebis qveyanaSi. isic unda
iTqvas, bevri maTgani samudamod darCenila iq. ratomo? _ ikiTxavT Tqven. ai, ratom. kapebis qveyanaSi
rom vcxovrobT, Cven SegviZlia ar vimuSaoT da ise vWamoT, mxolod da mxolod imitom, rom adamianebi
varT da ara kapebi. aseTi upiratesoba aqvT adamianebs im qveyanaSi. erTxel Turme, bagis naambobiT,
kapebTan sruliad SemTxveviT axalgazrda gzis ostati moxvda. is Zu kapaze daqorwinda da sikvdilamde
erTad cxovrobdnen. qali kapebis qveyanaSi ulamazesad iTvleboda da Turme gzis ostats amitomac Zalze
moxerxebulad adgamda rqebs.

erTma kviram gaiara da am qveynis kanonebis mixedviT, `gansakuTrebuli uflebebiT mosargeble

moqalaqis~ rangi momaniWes. Cakis mezoblad davsaxldi. saxli patara mqonda, magram gemovnebiT
mowyobili. unda iTqvas, rom kapebis qveynis, kultura TiTqmis arafriT gansxvavdeba sxva qveynis, yovel
SemTxvevaSi iaponiis kulturisagan mainc. sastumro oTaxis kuTxeSi patara pianino dgas, kedlebze
CarCoiani graviurebi hkidia. quCisken fanjrebia datanebuli, oRondac, dawyebuli saxliTa da damTavrebuli
avejiT, yvelaferi aborigenTa simaRlezea gaTvaliswinebuli da amitomac yovelTvis raRac uxerxulobas
vgrZnobdi.

yovel saRamos Caki da bagi iyvnen CemTan stumrad da am qveynis enas vswavlobdi. Tumca marto
isini rodi modiodnen. rogorc gansakuTrebuli uflebebiT mosargeble moqalaqe, yvelas vainteresebdi. ase rom,
Cems sastumro oTaxSi iseTi kapebic mosulan, rogoricaa SuSis firmis direqtori geri. igi yoveldRiurad eqim
Caks iwvevda TavisTan wnevis gasazomad. magram pirvel or kviras yvelaze metad mainc meTevze bags
davuaxlovdi.

erT daxuTul saRamos me da bagi Cems sastumro otaxSi magidasTan visxediT erTmaneTis pirdapir.
uceb, sruliad umizezod, bagi gaCumda. isedac didi Tvalebi gadmokarkla da momaSterda. es, ra Tqma unda,
ucnaurad momeCvena da vkiTxe:

_ Quax, Baqq, quo queb quan?

iaponurad es niSnavs: `momismine, bag, ra mogivida?~ magram bagma ar mipasuxa. oRondac uceb
wamoxta, grZeli ena gamomiyo da iatakze uzarmazari gombeSosaviT gaifarCxa. vaime, axla uceb rom
meces! SemeSinda da frTxilad avdeqi, karSi gaxtomas vapirebdi. sabednierod, swored im wuTs oTaxSi Caki
Semovida.

_ ras akeTeb aq, bag? _ ikiTxa man da pensnedan mkacrad gaxeda meTevzes.

bags Sercxva. Tavze xeli gadaisva da moibodiSa.

_ mapatieT, batono eqimo, Tavis Sekaveba ver SevZeli. es batoni ise sasacilod grTxeba xolme...
Tqvenc, batono, didsulovneba gamoiCineT da mapatieT. _ mommarTa mere me.

vidre gavagrZelebde, Cems valad mimaCnia kapebze zogi ram gacnoboT. dRemde eeWvebaT,
arseboben Tu ara cxovelebi, kapebs rom vuwodebT. piradad me maTi arseboba ar meeWveba, vinaidan
TviTon vcocxlobdi kapebs Soris. rogori cxovelebia isini? maTi garegnoba, iseT wyaroebSi romaa aRwerili,
rogoric `suiko-koriakua~, TiTqmis mTlianad Seefereba sinamdviles. kapebs Tavze marTlac mokle bewvi
aqvT, xelisa da fexis TiTebi marTlac sacurao apkiTa aqvT gaerTianebuli. kapebis saSualo simaRle erTi
metria. eqim Cakis monacemebiT, wona oc-ocdaaT girvanqas Soris meryeobs. sxvaTa Soris, amboben,
iSviaTad, magram arian iseTi kapebic, ormocdaaT girvanqas rom iwonian. kapebs kosroze ovaluri lambaqis
moyvanilobis CaRrmaveba aqvT. xanSi SesvlasTan erTad am lambaqis fskeri ufro da ufro mcirdeba.
magaliTad, xanSiSesuli bagisa da axalgazrda Cakis Tavis lambaqebi rom sxvadasxvanairia, xelis SexebiTac
igrZnoba. magram eiZleba itqvas, kapebi yvelaze ufro kanis feriT gvaoceben. saqme is aris, rom kapebs ara
aqvT gansazRvruli feri. is icvleba garemocvis mixedviT. magaliTad, roca cxoveli balaxzea, misi kani, balaxis
esabamisad, momwvano-zurmuxtis ferisaa, xolo roca kldeze dgas, tyavi ruxi qvis fers Rebulobs. rogorc
cnobilia, qameleonsac ase sCvevia. gamoricxuli ar aris, rom kapebisa da qameleobis tyavis struqtura
erTmaneTis msgavsia. roca es yvelaferi SEvityve, gamaxsenda, Cven folklorSi moxseniebuli dasavleT
provinciebis kapebi momwvano-zurmuxtis feria, xolo Crdilo-aRmosavleTisa _ wiTeli. gamaxsenda isic,
rogor marjved gamiqreboda bagi, roca mivdedvi _ TiTqos miwam Caylapao. sxvaTa Soris, kapebs, rogorc
Cans, kanqveS cximis mozrdili fena aqvT. miuxedavad maTi miwisqveSa qveynis SedarebiT dabali saSualo
temperaturisa (farenhaitiT 50 gradusamde), isini tansacmels ar icvamen. ho, kidev TiToeul kaps SeuZlia
ixmaros saTvale, hqondes portsigari, qisa. Tumca kapebs jibeebi ara aqvT, magram, dedal kengurus
msgavsad, mucelze hkidiaT CanTa, romelSic sxvadasxva sagnis Cawyoba SeuZliaT. ucnaurad momeCvena
mxolod is, rom win arafers ifareben. roca erTxel bags vkiTxe, es riT aixsneba-meTqi, pasuxad didxans
Wixvinebda ukan gadazneqili, Semdeg ki Tqva:

_ ai, me ki sasacilod ar myofnis, Tqven rom dafaruli gaqvT.

TandaTan cota-cotaTi daveufle sityvebis im marags, kapebi yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi rom xmaroben,
amrigad, saSualeba momeca, maT zne-Cveulebebs gavcnobodi. yvelaze Zlier gamakvirva maTma
araCveulebrivma, me vityodi, Sebrunebulma warmodgenam sasacilosa da seriozulze. rac Cven, adamianebs,
mniSvnelovnad da seriozulad migvaCnia, maT sicils iwvevs, xolo rasac Cven davciniT, isini friad
mniSvnelovnad Tvlian. ase, magaliTad, Cven diaxac seriozulad vepyrobiT humanizmisa da samarTlianobis
cnebebs, xolo kapebi am sityvebis gagonebaze siciliT ifxriwebian. mokled rom vTqvaT, iumori Cven da
kapebs sruliad gansxvavebulad gvesmis. erTxel eqim Caks vuyvebodi bavSvTa Sobadobis SezRudvis
Taobaze. man momismina, Semdeg xaxa daaRo da ise axarxarda, pensne Camouvarda. me, ra tqma unda,
gavcxardi da axsna-ganmarteba moviTxove, SeiZleba misi naTqvamis zogierTi niuansi ver gavige, maSin
xom jer kidev kargad ar vicodi kapebis ena, magram ramdenadac maxsovs, Cakma, mgoni, Semdegi
mipasuxa:

_ gana sasacilo araa mxolod mSobelTa survilebs gavuwioT angariSi? gana es egoizmi da
pativmoyvareoba araa?

samagierod, CvenTvis, adamianebisaTvis kapebis gamravlebaze ufro uazro araferia. Cemi da cakis
saubridan ramdenime dRis Semdeg bagis cols mSobiaroba daewyo. bagis qoxSi wavedi, raTa menaxa, rogor
xdeba es. kapebic iseve Soben, rogorc adamianebi. mSobiares eqimi da bebiaqali exmareba. magram
mSobiarobis win mama-kapa piriT mSobiares saSos miekvreba da mteli xmiT, TiTqos telefonSi CasZaxiso,
kiTxulobs: `am qveyanas ginda moevlono Tu ara? kargad moifiqre da ise mipasuxe!~ colTan muxlebze
daCoqilma bagmac ramdenjerme gaimeora es kiTxva, Semdeg adga, magidaze dadgmuli finjani moiyuda da
piri dezinficirebuli xsnariT gamoirecxa. maSin Cvili damocxvebuli, Zlivs gasagoni xmiT gamoepasuxa dedis
saSodan:

_ ar minda dabadeba. jer erTi, maSinebs mamis memkvidreoba, Tundac misi fsiqopaTia. garda amisa,
darwmunebuli var, rom kapebi ar unda mravldebodnen.
 aseTi pasuxi rom moismina, bagma dabneulma moifxana kefa. amasobaSi iq myofma bebiaqalma
saswrafod Sehyo misi colis saSvilosnoSi SuSis msxvili mili da raRac siTxe Caasxa. colma SvebiT
amoisunTqa. imave wams misi didi muceli im sahaero buStiviT daifuya, romlidanac wyalbadi gamouSves.

TavisTavad igulisxmeba, rom Cvili kapebi, romelTac dedis saSodanve SeuZliaT msgavsi pasuxebis
gacema, dabadebistanave damoukideblad dadian da laparakoben. Cakma miambo, iseTi Cvilic gamoeria,
romelmac ocdaeqvsi dRisam leqcia waikitxa Temaze: `aris Tu ara RmerTi~ Tumca, daumata Cakma, es Cvili
ori Tvis asakSi mokvdao.

raki mSbiarobaze Camovarda sityva, ar SemiZlia ar gavixseno uzarmazari plakati, erTi quCis kuTxeSi
rom davinaxe am qveyanaSi Cemi yofnis mesame Tvis bolos. plakatis qvemo nawilSi gamosaxuli zogi kapa
sayvirs uberavda, zogi xmals iqnevda. zeviTa nawili ki mTlianad aWrelebuli iyo niSnebiT, kapebis
qveyanaSi miRebuli damwerlobiT _ saaTis zambariseburi ieroglifebiT. plakatis teqstis Targmani daaxloebiT
Semdegs gadmgvcems (verc aq davdeb Tavs, umniSvnelo Secdoma ar damiSvia-meTqi, magram ubis
wignakSi sityvasityviT viwerdi, rasac mikiTxavda studenti rapi, erT-erTi kapa, romelic CemTan erTad
daseirnobda):

gaerTiandiT suleluri memkvidreobis winaaRmdeg mebrZol moxaliseTa rigebSi!!!

janmrTelo xvadebo da Zuebo!!!

cudi memkvidreobis mosaspobad

SeuRldiT avadmyof xvadebTan da ZuebTan!!!

ra Tqma unda, raps maSinve ganvucxade, aseTi ram dauSvebelia-meTqi. rapma gadaixarxara. mas
plakatis axlos mdgomi kapebic ahyvnen.

_ dauSvebelia? gana TqvenSiac igive ar xdeba, rac CvenTan? es Tqveni monayolidan Cans. rogor
fiqrobT, Tqveni batoniSvilebi ratom hyvaroben moaxleebs, xolo Tqveni axalgazrda qalbatonebi Sofrebs rad
earSiyebian? ra Tqma unda, instiqturad cdiloben cudi memkvidreobis Tavidan acilebas. axla aviRoT Tqveni
moxaliseni, romlebzedac am dReebSi miyvebodiT, _ raRac rkinigzis gamo rom spoben erTmaneTs. Cemi
azriT, Cveni moxaliseni maTTan SedarebiT gacilebiT ufro keTilSobilni arian.

rapma es sruliad seriozulad warmoTqva, Tumca, TiTqos sicils ikavebso, sqeli Ripi jer isev
uTaxTaxebda. magram me sulac ar memxiaruleboda. SevamCnie, viRaca kapam Cemi daudevrobiT isargebla
da avtomaturi kalami mompara. aRSfoTebisagan Tavgzaabneulma, misi Sepyroba vcade, magram kapas slipi
kani aqvs da misi daWera arcTu advilia. xelidan gamisxlta da mTeli Zal_RoniT mokurcxla. koRsaviT wvrili
tani win waexara da ise garboda, TiTqos sadacaa qvafenils daenarcxebao.

rampa bagze aranaklebi pativi mca. magram yvelaze metad misgan imiT var davalebuli, rom toki
gamacno. toki poetia. kapebis poetebs grZlad aqvT Tma moSvebuli da amiT Cveni poetebisagan ar
gansxvavdebian. drodadro, roca mowyeniloba meufleboda, gasarTobad tokTan mivdiodi. toks yovelTvis
naxavdiT Tavis viwro senakSi. senaki savse iyo maRali mTis yvavilebis qoTnebiT. ijda toki am yvavilebSi,
werda leqsebs, papiross abolebda da saerTod TavisTvis cxovrobda. senakis kuTxeSi sakeravs ujda misi Zu
(toki Tavisufali siyvarulis momxre iyo da principis gamo ar daqorwinda). roca masTan Sevdiodi, toki
yovelTvis RimiliT mxvdeboda (unda iTqvas, momRimare kapa arcTu sasiamovno sanaxavia, yovel
SemTxvevaSi, pirvel xanebSi mainc meSinoda).

_ Seni mosvla gamixarda, _ meubneboda is, _ ai, am skamze Camojeqi.

toki xSirad da bevrs miyveboda kapebis cxovrebasa da xelovnebaze. misi azriT, Cveulebrivi kapas
cxovrebaze uazro araferia. mSoblebi da Svilebi, qmrebi da colebi, Zmebi da debi _ yvela eseni cxovrebis
sixaruls mxolod imaSi xedavdnen, rom erTmaneTi daundoblad stanjon. da tokis TqmiT, sruliad uazroa
ojaxuri urTierTobis sistema. erTxel, rogorRac, tokma fanjaraSi gaixeda da zizRiT warmoTqva:

_ ai, datkbi!.. ra idiotobaa!

quCaSi, fanjris qvemoT fexebs Zlivs miaTrevda jer kidev axalgazrda kapa. kiserze ramdenime xvadi da
Zu Camohkideboda, maT Soris ori xanSi Sesuli albaT ded-mama Tu iyo. tokisTvis moulodnelma am
axalgazrda kapas Tavganwirvam aRmafrTovana da misi qeba daviwye.

_ oho, _ Tqva tokma, _ gatyob. am qveyanaSic Riseuli moqalaqe gaxdi... moica, Sen xom socialisti
xar?

me, ra Tqma unda, qua-meTqi, vupasuxe.

(es kapebis enaze `diax~-s niSnavs).

_ da Sen uyoymanod gaswiravdi genioss asobiT ubralo momakvdavis gamo?

_ Seni Sexedulebebi rogoria, tok? viRac meubneboda, anarqistiao.

_ me? me zekaci var! _ amayad warmoTqva tokma (sityvasityviT rom vTqrgmnoT _ `zekapa~).

toks xelovnebazedac Tavisi originaluri azri aqvs. darwmunebulia, rom xelovneba araviTar gavlenas ar
eqvemdebareba, rom is xelovneba araviTar gavlenas ar eqvemdebareba, rom is xelovnebaa xelovnebisaTvis,
ise rom, mxatvari valdebulia, pirvel rigSi iyos zekaci, sikeTisa da borotebis sazRvars ro gadaabija. Tumca
aseTi Sexeduliebisa marto toki rodia. mas TiTqmis yvela misi klega poeti iziarebs. toki da me ramdenjerme
viyaviT zekacenis klubSi. am klubSi ikribebian poetebi, prozaikosebi, dramaturgebi, kritikosebi, mxatvrebi,
kompozitorebi, moqandakeni, xelovnebis diletantebi da sxvebi. yvela isini zekacebi arian. roca unda
mivsuliyaviT, yovelTvis eleqtrobiT gakaSkaSebul holSi isxdnen da gacxovelebiT baasobdnen. drodadro
siamayiT uCvenebdnen erTmaneTs Tavis zekacur niWsa da unars. ase, magaliTad, erT moqandakes
axalgazrda kapa gamoeWira eSmakis gvimris uzarmazar qoTnebs Sia da yvelas Tvalwin gulmodgined
eweoda sodomis codvas. xolo Zu-mweralma, magidaze rom Seskupebuliyo, zedized samoci boTli absenti
gamocala. mesamocis daclis Semdeg magididan Camovarda da iqve ganuteva suli.

erT mSvenier mTvarian Rames me da toki xelkaviT vbrundebodiT zekacTa klubidan. toki uCveulod
dumda da naRvliani iyo. roca ganaTebul patara fanjaras CavuareT, toki uceb SeCerda. fanjaraSi moCanda
magidis garSemo Semomsxdari xnieri xvadi da Zu, rogorc Cans, col-qmari, da maTi sami naSieri. tokma
Rrmad amoioxra da Tqva:

_ Senc ici, siyvarulze zekacuri Sexedulebis momxre var, magram roca aseT suraTs vucqeri, SuriT
visebi.
 _ rogor ggonia, Sens Tavs xom ar ewinaaRmdegebi?

toki erTxans Cumad idga mTvaris SuqSi, mkerdze xelebi gadaejvaredinebia da kapebis xuteulis mSvid
trapezs umzerda. Semdeg mipasuxa:

_ ra Tqma unda, cotaoden ki. rac unda Tqva, ai, is erbo-kvercxi gacilebiT sasargebloa, vidre yovelgvari
siyvaruli.

saqme is aris, rom kapebis siyvaruli Zlier gansxvavdeba adamianTa siyvarulisagan. Zu dainaxavs Tu
ara Sesafer xvads, maSinve cdilobs mis dauflebas. imave dros, aranair saSualebas ar erideba. yvelaze
patiosani da gulwrfeli Zuebi, yovelgvari zedmeti sityvis gareSe, gadaekidebian xolme xvadebs. sakuTari
TvaliT vnaxe, erTi Zu giJiviT misdevda gaqceul Seyvarebuls. es kidev araferi, gaqceuls axalgazrda ZusTan
erTad xSirad misi mSoblebi da Zmebic misdevdnen... sawyali xvadebi! bedma rom gauRimoT da
mdevarTagan Tavis daRwevac SeZlon, aseTi devnis Semdeg ori-sami Tve mainc mouwevT loginSi wola.

erTxel Sin vijeqi da tokis leqsTa krebuls vkiTxulobdi. moulodnelad otaxSi studenti rapi SemoiWra,
iatakze daeca da qoSiniT warmoTqva:

_ ra saSinelebaa! mainc damiWires!

wigni gadavagde da kari gasaRebiT davkete. emdeg sakliturSi gavixede. karis win dabali Zu
datantalebda. saxe mTlianad gogirdiT moeTxupna. rapi ramdenime kviras iwva Cems sawolSi. amas isic
daemata, rom miskarti mTlad daulpa da mosZvra.

sxvaTa Soris, zogjer isec xdeba, rom xvadi kisris texiT misdevs Zus, magram am emTxvevaSic
yvelaferi mainc Zus mowyobilia. ise iqceva, rom xvads ar SeuZlia ar gaekidos. erTxel davinaxe, xvadi
gagiJebiliviT misdevda Zus. Zu TavgamodebiT gaurboda, magram drodadro Cerdeboda, ukan iyureboda,
mdevars aRizianebda da oTxze dgeboda, mxolod roca SeamCnia, meti gagrZeleba aRar SeiZlebao, iseTi
gamometyveleba miiRo, TiTqos Zala gamoelia da siamovnebiT daaWerina Tavi. xvadma Seipyro da masTan
erTad gagorda miwaze. roca ramdnime xnis Semdeg adga, gasacodavebul saxeze monanieba Tu
gulgatexiloba aRbeWdvoda. magram is kidev iolad gadarCa. sxva scenis naxvac momiwia. patara xvadi Zus
misdevda. Zu, rogorc mas sCvevia, gaurboda da Tan xvads acdunebda. amasobaSi Cixidan xmamaRali
qSeniT uzarmazari xvadi gamovida. Zmam erTi Sexeda, uceb mivarda da gamyinavi xmiT Sehyvira:
`miSveleT! miSveleT! es sazizRari momdevs da Cemi mokvla unda!~ uzarmazar xvads didxans ar ufiqria,
maSinve Seipyro patara da qvafenils daanarcxa. im saocodavma apkiani TiTebi haerSi gaasavsava da iqve
ganuteva suli. xolo Zu? is ukve kiserze ekida uzarmazar xvads, ROnivrad CasWIdeboda da mimzidvelad
iriWEboda.

yvela xvad kapas, visac ki vicnobdi, Zu sdevnida; Zuebi dacolSvilebul bagsac osvenebas ar aZlevdnen.
rtamdenjerme daewvnen kidec. mxolod erTi filosofosi, saxelad magi (is tokis mezoblad cxovrobda) arc
erTxel ar CavardniaT xelSi. albaT imitom, rom masze ufro Seuxedavi garegnobis xvadis naxva seuZlebeli
iyo. meores mxriv, magi, sxva xvadebisagan gansxvavebiT, iSviaTad gamodioda quCaSi. zogjer Sin
vewveodi xolme da vsaubrobdiT. magi yovelTvis maRal magidas ujda da raRac didtanian wignebs
kiTxulobda. sxvadasxva feris SuSiani farani anaTebda oTaxs. erTxel siyvarulze Camovugde sityva:
 _ tqveni mtavroba ratom ar miiRebs mkacr zomebs xvadebis madevar ZuTa winaaRmdeg? _ vkiTxe
me.

uwinares yovlisa, imitom, _ mipasuxa magma, rom mTavrobis aparatSi Zalze cota Zua.. cnobilia, rom
Zuebi xvadebze gacilebiT ufro eWvianebi arian. mTavrobis organoebSi ZuTa ricxvi rom gavzardoT. xvadebi
albaT ufro Tavisuflad amoisuntqebdnen. Tumca darwmunebuli var, aseTi zomebi araviTar Sedegs ar
mogvcemda: ratom? Tundac imitom, rom Zu-Cinovnikebi kolega-xvadebsac dauwyebdnen devnas.

_ maSin, rogorc Cans, yvelaze ukeTesia, iseT cxovrebas misdion, rogorsac Tqven misdevT, ma.

magi adga, Cemi orive xeli CabRuja da aomioxra:

_ Tqven kapa ara xarT da amas ver gaigebT. zogjer Zalze minda, rom es saSineli Zuebi damdevdnen.

poeti toki da me xSirad veswrebodiT koncertebs. gansakuTrebiT mesame koncerti damamxsovrda.

kapebis qveynis sakoncerto darbazi TiTqmis arafriT gasnxvavdeba iaponiis sakoncerto darbazebisagan.
savarZlebis rigebi isevea amaRlebuli, rogorc Cventan. savarZlebSi smenadqceuli sami-oTxi aseuli xvadi da
Zu gatrunula da xelSi aucileblad programa ukaviaT. mesame koncertze Cemsa, tokisa da misi Zus garda
filosofosi magic gaxldaT. pirvel rigSi davikaveT adgili. violonCeloze solo Seasrules. Semdeg scenze avida
araCveulebrivad wvrilTavelbiani kapa, daudevrad aqnevda notebs. programaSi ewera, rom es cnobili
kmpozitori krabaki gaxldaT. Tumc me ara mWirdeboda programaSi Sexedva. tokis zekacTa klubs krabakic
ekuTvnoda da mas saxiT vicnobdi.

`Lied Grabach~ (am qveyanaSi programebsac ki ZiriTadad germanul enaze beWdavdnen).

krabakma mquxare ovaciebis pasuxad odnav daxara Tavi, mere mSvidad gaemarTa roialisaken da
aseve daudevrad Seasrula sakuTari simRera. tokis sityviT, krabakisTana genialuri musikosi arca hyolia am
qveyanas da arc eyoleba. krabaki Zalze mainteresebda _ misi musika da lirikuli leqsebi maqvs mxedvelobaSi
_ da yuradRebiT vusmendi roialis bgerebs. toki da magi albaT Cemze Zalian iyvnen musikiT aRtacebulni.
mxolod erTi mSvenieri (ase miaCniaT, yovel semTxvevaSi, kapebs) Zu mouTmenlad WmuWnida xelSi
programas da drodadro zizRiT hqofda enas. magma miambo, aTIode wlis win eg krabaks dasdevda, misi
gamoWEra ver SeZlo da amis mere genialuri kompozitori SeiZulao.

krabaki dakvras ganagrZobda, ufro da ufro gatacebiR, TiTqos roials ebrZviso. uceb darbazSi mexiviT
iWeqa:

_ koncerts vkrZalav!

SevkrTi da SeSinebuli Semovbrundi. ueWvelia, es xma ukanasknel rigSi mdgom didebul da

warmosadeg policiels ekuTvnoda. swored maSin, roca Semvbrundi, man mSvidad, ise, rom adgilidan arc
daZrula, isev iquxa:

_ koncerts vkrZalav!

xolo Semdeg...
 Semdeg saSineli xmauri atyda. sazogadoeba aRrialda: `policia TviTnebobs!~ `daukar, krbak! daukar!~
`idiotebi!~ `mamaZaRlebi!~ `gaeTRieT!~ `ar danebde!~... savarZlebi Zirs enarcxeboda, programebi frenda.
viRacebi sitros cariel boTlebs, qvebsa da kitris narCenebs isrodnen... Zalze SEvZrwundi da tokisagan
Sevecade gamego, ra xdeboda, magram aRgznebul toksac Tavgza dahkargoda, savarZelze Semdgariyo da
dausruleblad gahyviroda: `daukar, krabak! daukar!~ im lamaz Zusac gahqroboda krabakis siZulvili da ise
gaswioda: `policiis TviTnebobaa!!!~ _ tokis xmasac faravda. maSin mags mivmarTe:

_ ra moxda?

_ aseTi ram Cvens qveyanaSi xSirad xdeba. iciT, azri, romelsac gamoxatavs suraTi an literaturuli
nawarmoebi... _ magi laparakobda, rogorc yovelTvis, xmadabla da mSvidad, mxolod odnav Caergo Tavi
mxrebSi, rom axlos gasrolili sagnebi aecdina, _ azri, romelsac gamoxatavs, vTqvaT, suraTi an literaturuli
nawarmoebi, Cveulebrivad erTi SexedviTve yvelasaTvis gasagebia, amitom wignebis gamqveynebas da
gamofenas Cvens saxelmwifoSi ar krZalaven. samagierod CvenTan SeiZleba aikrZalos musikaluri
nawarmoebis Sesrleba. rogori mavnec unda iyos zne-CveulebisaTvis, musikaluri nawarmoebisa kapebs sul
erTia ara gaegebaT ra, maT xom musikaluri smena ara aqvT.

_ maSasadame, am policiels musikaluri smena aqvs?

_ oo... meeWveba. ufro savaraudoa, rom am musikam mas moagona, rogor ucems guli, roca colTan
wveba loginSi.

amasobaSi aurzauri ufro gamZafrda. krabaki Zveleburad roials ujda da medidurad dagvyurebda, Tumca
es mediduroba Zlier uSlida xels zogjer misTvis damiznebuli Wurvebi aecdina, es kia, mainc SeZlo didi
musikosis RIrseba seenarCunebina. mxolod wvrili Tvalebi ubrwyinavda gaafTrebiT. me ki... me ra Tqma
unda, yovelnairad vcdilobdi saSSroeba amecdina da tokis zurgs vefarebodi. Tan cnobismoyvareoba mZlevda
da mags vekiTxebodi:

_ nuTu ver xvdebiT, rom aseTi cenzura barbarosobaa?

_ sruliadac ara, piriqiT, Cveni cenzura gacilebiT ufro progresulia, vidre romelime sxva saxelmwifos
cenzura. aiReT Tundac iaponia. sul erTi Tvis win iq... magram swored im wams mags zed kosroSi moxvda
carieli boTli, `guck~ (es, ubralod, Sorisdebulia) wamoiyvira da gonebadakarguli daeca.

ra ucnauradac unda mogeCvenoT, me momwonda SuSis formis direqtori geri. igi kapitalistTa
kapitalistia. ra tqma unda, eWvi mepareba, rom arc erT kapas am qveyanaSi ara aqvs gerisTana didi Ripi.
miuxedavad amisa, roca is Rrma, rbil savarZelSi zis lokokinas msgavsi colisa da Cakitrebuli Svilebis
gverdiT, maSin namdvili sruli bednierebis gansaxierebaa. zogjer mosamarTle bepisa daeqimi Cakis
TanxlebiT geris binaSi banketebs veswrebodi. geris sarekomendacio baraTiT vaTvalierebdi agreTve
sxvadasxva sawarmoebs, TviT geris an misi megobrebis nacnobebes rom ekuTvnoda. am sxvadasxva
sawarmoTa Soris gansakuTrebiT wignis gamomcemlobis kompaniis inJiner kapasTan erTad aRmovCndi
fabrikaSi da hidroeleqtroenergiiT momuSave giganturi manqanebi vnaxe, kvlav ganmacvifra da
aRmafrTovana am qveynis maRalma teqnikurma donem. rogorc gamoirkva, fabrika Svid milionamde wigns
beWdavda weliwadSi, magram me wignebis raodenobam rodi gamaoca. gamaoca iman, rom wignis
gamoSveba Sromis umcires danaxarjsac ki ar Txoulobs. wignis Sesaqmnelad am qveyanaSi Turme saWiroa
mxolod qaRaldi, melani da raRac nacrisferi fxvnili CadoT manqanaSi sagangebo Zabriseburi mimRebiT.
xuTi wuTic ar gaivlis da manqanidab usasrulo nakadad gamova mzamzareuli wignebi gansxvavebuli
formatisa _ erTi mervedi, erTi meTormetedi, erTi meoTxedi nabeWdi Tabaxisa. wignebis nakads rom
vucqerdi, inJiners vkiTxe, ras warmadgens nacrisferi fxvnili, Zabrisebur mimRebs rom miewodeba-meTqi.
inJineri gaunZrevlad idga Savad mbzinav meqanizmebTan da ugulisyuroda mipasuxa:

_ nacriseburi fxvnili? es viris tvinia. mas aSroben, Semdeg fxvnian da sul es aris, axla tona ori-sami
seni Rirs.

aseTi teqnikuri saswauli, ra Tqma unda, marto wignis gamomcemel kompaniebSi ar gvxvdeba.
daaxloebiT aseTive xerxebiT sargebloben suraTebisa da musikis mwarmoebeli kompaniebi. geri ambobda,
Cvens qveyanaSi yovelTviurad Svidasidan rvaasamde axal meqanizms igoneben da masobriv warmoebaSi
musaxelis Careva ukve saWiro aRaraao. amis Sedegad mTel sawarmoebSi yovelTviurad anTavisufleben
ormoc-ormocdaaT aTasamde muSas. aqve unda iTqvas, rom gazeTebs yovel diliT guldasmiT vaTvalierebdi
da arc erTxel ar semxvedria sityva `umuSevroba~. es garemoeba gamokvirda da erTxel, rodesac germa bepi,
Caki da me migviwvia morig banketze, amis axsna vTxove.

_ samuSaodan daTxovnilebs CvenSi Wamen _ gulgrilad mipasuxa germa da Tan sadilis Semdgom
sigara gaabola.

ver gavige, ra hqonda mxedvelobaSi. maSin Cakma, niskartze yovelTvis pensne rom hqonda
dakosebuli, gadawyvita cemTvis ganemarta:

_ yvela am daTxovnil muSas xocaven, maT xorcs ki sakvebad iyeneben. ai, daxeT gazeTs! am TveSi
daiTxoves samocdaori aTas Svidas samocdacxra musa da zustad amis Sesabamisad xorcis fasmac daiklo.

_ gana isini morcIlad egebebian sikvdils?

_ meti ra gza aqvT? swored amas uTvaliswinebs muSebis dakvlis kanoni.

ukanaskneli sityvebi beps ekuTvnoda, saxeCamomtirali rom ijda atmis qoTnis ukan. sruliad amebna
Tavgza. magram arc baton gers, arc beps arc Caks es arabunebrivad sulac ar miaCniaT. pauzis Semdeg
Cakma RimiliT, damcinavad rom momeCvena, kvlav ganagrZo:

_ am gziT saxelmwifo amcirebs TviTmkvlelobaTa da SimSilisagan daxocilTa raodenobas. garda

amisa, isini sulac ar itanjebian _ mcireoden momwamvlel gazs SeasunTqeben mxolod.

_ magram maTi xorcis Wama mainc...

_ oh, geyofaT, geTayva. axla filosofosi magi rom gismendeT siciliT gaifxriweboda. mapatieT, magram
gana Tqvens qveyanaSi plebeebi sakuTar qaliSvilebs saroskipoebSi ar hyidian? ucnauri gulCvilobaa imis
gamo aRSfoTde, muSebis xorcs sakvebad rad iyenebeno.

geri Cvens saubars usmenda, mere gverdiT, patara magididan buterbrodebiani TefSi momicura da
wynarad warmoTqva:

_ sxvanairad rogor SeiZleba? iqneb gasinjoT? esec xom muSebis xorcia...

 mTlad davibeni. cudad gavxdi. geris sastumro oTaxidan gamovvardi. mesmoda bepisa da Cakis
xarxari. qariSxliani Rame idga. caze arc erTi varskvlavi ar kiafobda. Sin vbrundebodi da ganuwyvetliv
maRebinebda. Cemi narwyevi TeTrad Canda sazarel Ramis wyvdiadSi.

SuSis firmis direqtori geri, ueWvelia, mainc yvelaze simpaTiuri kapa iyo. gerTan erTad xSirad
wavsulvar klubSi, romlis wevradac is iTvleboda. aq dros gatareba sasiamovno iyo. diax, es klubi gacilebiT
myudro iyo zekacTa klubze, sadac toki daiareboda. garda amisa, gerTan saubari _ marTalia, arc ise Rrma
Sinaarsiani, rogorc filosofos magTan _ sruliad axal, usasrulod did samyaros miSlida win. geri siamovnebiT
da kmayofilebiT laparakobda sxvadasxva Temaze da bajaRlo oros kovziT yavis finjans urevda.

erTxel, rmeliRac nislian saRamos, zamTris gardebis larnakebs Sua vijeqi da gers vusmendi. maxsovs,
uaxlesi stiliT gawyobil da mopirkeTebul oTaxSi vsaubrobdiT. oTaxis TeTr kedlebs, Wersa da avejs wvrili
oqros xazebi kveTda. geri Cveulebrivze ufro TviTkmayofili iRImeboda da `kuoraksis~ partiis ministrTa
kabinetze miyveboda. es partia axlaxan casdgomoda saxelmwifos marTva-gamgeobas saTaveSi. sityva
`kuoraksi~ Sorisdebulia, romelsac araviTari gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba ara aqvs da Tu ara `oho~-Ti,
sxvanairad arc itargmneba. Tumca, rogorc unda iyos, partiis lozungia: `yvela kapis interesebisaTvis~.

_ `kuoraksis~ partias marTavs cnobili politikuri moRvawe rope. bismarkma odesRac Tqva, patiosneba
saukeTeso diplomatiaao. xolo ropem patiosneba saSinao politikis principad gamoacxada...

_ magram ropes gamosvlebi xom...

_ nu mawyvetinebT, jer momismineT. diax, uvela misi gamosvla mTlianad sicruea, magram vinaidan
yvelam icis, rom misi gamosvlebi sucruea, maSin saboloo jamSi es igivea, TiTqosda sruli simarTle
elaparakos. mxolod iseT winaswar winaaRmdeg ganwyobil arsebebs, rogoric Tqven, adamianebi xarT,
SeuZliaT mas matyuara uwodon.Cven, kapebi, ase sulac ar... Tumca es arc ise mniSvnelovania. Cven ropeze
vsaubrobT. maS ase, rope marTavs `kuoraksis~ partias. magram ropesac hyavs ufrosi. es kuikuia, gazeT `pu-
fus~ (`pu-fuc~ Sorisdebulia, romelic SeiZleba `ah~-ad iTqrgmnos) patroni, magram tavis mxriv, kuikusac
hyavs ufrosi da es ufrosi is mavani batoni geria, axla Tqven win rom zis.

_ magram, mapatieT, SeiZleba swored ver gavige... gazeTi `pu-fu~ xom, ramdenadac CemTVis
cnobilia, muSebis interesebs icavs da Tu gazeTis patroni, rogorc amtkicebT, Tqven gemorCilebaT...

_ rac Seexeba gazeT `pu-fus~ TanamSromlebs, isini namdvilad muSebis interesebs icaven. magram
kuikuis garda gankargulebas maT aravin aZlevs. kuikuis ki nabijis gadadgma ar seuZlia Tqveni mona-
morCili msaxur geris dauxmareblad.

geri Zveleburad iRImeboda da oqros kovzs aTamaSebda. vuyurebdi mas da mis mimarT imden
siZulvils ar vgrZnobdi, ramdenadac TanavugrZnobdi `pu-fus~ ubedur TanamSromlebs. etyoba, geri firqbes
mimixvda, uzarmazari Ripi amoburca da daayola:

_ ara, Cemo batono, `pu-fus~ yvela TanamSromeli rodis icavs muSaTa interesebs. TiToeuli kapa xom
pirvel rigSi Tavis sakuTar interesebs icavs, ase varT Cven mowyobilni. garda amisa, mdgomareoba kidev
erTi garemoebiT rTuldeba. saqme is aris, rom arc me SemiZlia Tavisuflad vimoqmedo. Tqveni azriT, vin
mmarTavs me? Cemi meuRle, mSvenieri qalbatoni geri.

germa gadaixarxara.

_ qalbaton geris brZanebaTa aRsruleba didi bednierebaa, _ tavazianad vupasuxe.

_ yovel semTxvevaSi, me kmayofili var. magram yvelafer amaze gulaxdili saubari SemiZlia mxolod
TqvenTan, ramdenadac tqven kapa ara xarT.

_ maS, saboloo jamSi qalbatoni geri marTavs `kuoraksis~ kabinets?

_ hm... marTali giTxraT, ar vici, SeiZleba Tu ara ase iTqvas... Tumca am Svidiode wlis winaT diaxac
Zus gamo vomobdiT.

_ omobdiT? maSasadame, TqvenTanacaa omebi?

_ ra Tqma unda, da kidev ramdenjer viomebT! xom iciT, vidre mezobeli saxelmwifoebi arseboben...

pirvelad maSin gavige, rom kapebis qveyana am samyaroSi erTaderTi Taviseburi saxelmwifo araa.
germa Tqva, uZvelesi xanidan kapebis potenciur mtrad wavebi iTvlebiano, wvebis SeiaraReba da
aRwurviloba arafriT Camouvardeba kapebis SeiaraRebasa da aRWurvilobaso. kapebisa da wavebs Soris
omebze saubarma didi cnobiswadili aRmiZra. is ambavi, rom wavebis saxiT kapebs Zlieri mowinaRmdege
hyavT, WeSmaritad ucnobia `suikukoriakus~ avtorisaTvis da, miT umetes ucnobia `iamasimas xalxuri
legendebis krebulis avtor kunio ianagidasTvis.

_ TavisTavad igulisxmeba, _ ganagrZobda geri, _ rom omis win orive mxare ganuwyvetliv zveravda
erTmaneTs. Cven xom panikurad gveSinoda wavebisa, zustad iseve, rogorc wavebs eSiniaT Cveni. da ai, am
dros viRac Cvens saxelmwifoSi mcxovrebi wavi ewvia erT kapa col-qmars, roca am ojaxis Zus ganzraxuli
hqonda qmari moekla. is kaci didi garyvnili vinme iyo da garda amisa, sakuTari sicocxle dazRveuli hqonda,
ramac albaT aranakleb acduna Zu.

_ Tqven icnobdiT maT?

_ diax... Tumca ara, me vicnobdi mxolod xvads, qmars. Cems meuRles igi mtarvalad miaCnia,
magram, Cemi azriT, imdenad mtarvali araa, ramdenadac is ubeduri Wkuaze SeSala seqsze fiqrma, sul
eCveneboda, Zuebi momsdeveno... hoda, ai, colma kakaoSi kaliumciani Cauyara. ar vici, rogor moxda,
magram sawamlaviani finjani stumar wavs daudges. man dalia da, ra Tqma unda, mokvda. da ai, maSin...

_ omi daiwyo?

_ diax. saubedurod, is wavi ordenosani gaxdaT.

_ vin gaimarjva?

_ ra Tqma unda, Cven. am gamarjvebas mamacurad Seswira Tavi samas samocdacxra aTas xuTasma
kapam! magram es danakargi mowinaaRmdegis danakargze SedarebiT umniSvneloa. wavis bewveulis garda
CvenSi sxva bewveuls verc naxav. me TviTon omis dros SuSis nawarmis garda fronts qvanaxSiris widasac
vugzavnidi.
 _ risTvis sWirdeba fronts qvanaxSiris wida?!

_ es xom sakvebia. Cven, kapebs, Tuki kuWma Segvawuxa, yvelafriT SegviZlia gamokveba.

_ iciT ra... nu gewyinebaT, geTayva, magram brZolis velze myofi kapebisaTvis... CvenTan, iaponiaSi
aseTi moRvaweobisTvis samarcxvino boZze gaakravdnen.

_ eWvi nu SegeparebaT, CvenTanac gaakravdnen samarcxvino boZze, magram vinaidan me TviTon

vaRiareb amas, sxva veRar Semarcxvens. iciT, ras ambobs filosofosi magi? `Sen mier Cadenili boroteba Tu
aRiare, boroteba TavisTavad gaqreba~... amasTan isic miiReT mxedvelobaSi, rom marto mogebis survili ki
ar mamoZravebda, aramed patriotizmis keTilSobiluri grZnobac!

imwuTs klubis laqia mogviaxlovda, gers Tavi dakra da, TiTqos scenazea, ise mimarTa:

_ Tqvens mezobel saxlSi xanZaria!

_ xaa... xanZari!

geri SeSinebuli wamoxta. ra Tqma unda, mec avdeqi. laqiam civad daumata:

_ magram xanZari ukve Caaqres.

germa iseTi gamometyvelebiT gaacila laqia, TiTqos Tan tiris da tan iciniso. da swored maSin mivxvdi,
rom SuSis qarxnis direqtri didi xania mezizReboda. Cem win yvelaze didi kapitalisti ki ara, Cveulebrivi
rigiTi paka idga. larnakidan zamTris vardebis Taiguli amoviRe, gers gavuwode da vuTxari:

_ xanZari CauqriaT, magram Tqveni meuRle albaT Zalze aRelvebulia. inebeT es yvavilebi da
Sinisaken gaswieT.

_ gmadlobT...

germa xeli CamomarTva. Semdeg kmayofilebiT Caiqirqila da CurCuliT warmoTqva:

_ es mezobeli saxlic me mekuTvnis. axla dazRvevis premias miviReb.

dResac maxsovs misi qirqili... ar SemeZlo geri am wuTs ar mZuleboda.

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_ dRes ra mogivida? _ vkiTxe student raps, _ ase ram dagaRona?

xanZris meore dRes Cems sastumro oTaxSi visxediT. sigarets vabolebdi, raps ki Sewuxebuli saxe
hqonda. fexi fexze gadaedo da ise tavCaqindruli CaStereboda iataks, dampali nikati arc ki uCanda.

_ mainc ra mogivida, rap?

rogorc iyo, Tavi aswia.

 _ iseTi araferi, _ dudRuna xmiT naRvlianad gamomepasuxa, _ dRes fanjarasTan videqi da sxvaTa
Soris, CemTvis Cavilaparake, oho, ai, ukve cvariana-buziWeriebic ayvavda-meTqi... da Tqven
warmoidgineT, Cemi da uceb gaafrTda da momvarda: `Sen ra, me buziWeria ggonivar?~ hoda, Sari amitexa.
dedaCemic maSinve ahyva. is yovelTvis Cems das emxroba xolme.

_ ki, magram ayvavebul buziWerias ra kavSiri aqvs Sens dasTan?

_ albaT ifiqra, me gadamikrao, raki niadag xvadebs dasdevs. am aliaqoTSi deidaCemic Caeria _ mas
da dedas yovelTvis uTanxmoeba aqvT, saSineli aurzauri atyda. Cveni ayalmayali mudam mTvralma
mamaCemmac gaigo da yvelas ganurCevlad cema-tyepa dagviwyo. bolos Cemma umcrosma Zmam am
aliaqoTiT isargebla, dedaCems fuliT savse qisa mopara da mococxa... ar vici, kinoSi Tu sadRac sxvagan.
xolo me... me ukve...

rapma xelebi aifara saxeze da uxmod aqviTinda. ra Tqma unda, Semecoda, ra Tqma unda, isic maSinve
gamaxsenda, rogor ezizReboda ojaxur urTierTobaTa sistema poet toks. raps mxarze davkari xeli da, rogorc
SemeZlo ise vanugeSe.

_ es yvela ojaxSi xdeba, _ vuTxari, _ ase ar unda aiSalo nervebi.

_ niskarti, niskarti mainc mqondes mTeli...

_ aba, magas verafriT gaamarTleb. momismine, tokTan xom ar gagvevlo, ha?

_ baton toks vezizRebodi. me xom ar SemiZlia masaviT samudamod mivatovo ojaxi.

_ maSin krabaks vewvioT.

im koncertis mere, romelzec ukve mogaxseneT, krabaks davumegobrdi da SemeZlo rapic wameyvana
didi musikosis saxlSi. krabaki ufro fufunebiT cxovrobda, vidre Tundac toki, magram, ra Tqma unda, ara ise,
rogorc kapitalisti geri. misi oTaxi wiTeli Tixis qandakebebiT, sparsuli keramikiT da yovelnairi suvenirebiT
iyo gamotenili. iq Turqul divanze idga. TviTon krabaki Cveulebrivad Turqul divanze ijda sakuTari suraTis
qveS da Svilebs eTamaSeboda. roca mivediT, ratomRac marto iyo. SublSekruli ijda da mkerdze xelebi
gadaejvaredinebina. poet tokTan erTad rapi albaT xSirad xvdeboda krabaks. magram axla, rogorc ki dainaxa,
krabaki cud gunebazeao, maSinve SeSinda, gaubedavad daukra Tavi da Cumad mijda kuTxeSi.

_ ra moxda, krabak? _ vkiTxe misalmebisTanave.

_ kidev mekiTxebi? _ gamomepasuxa didi musikosi, _ rogor mogwons es kretini kritikosi?

gamoacxada, TiTqos Cemi lirika arafrad ar varga tokis lirikasTan SedarebiT.

_ magram Sen xom musikosi xar...

_ damaca, amis moTmena kidev SeiZleboda, magram es aramzada imasac amtkicebs, rom rokTan
SedarebiT araraoba var da musikosi arc SeiZleba miwodon!

roki is musikosia, romelsac mudam adareben krabaks. samwuxarod, is zekacTa klubs ar ekuTvnoda da
masTan arasodes misaubria. magram gazeTebSi gamoqveynebuli fotosuraTebidan kargad vicodi misi sifaTi,
misi damaxasiaTeblad aprexili niskarti.

_ rokic, ra Tqma uda, geniosia, _ vTqvi me, _ magram mis nawarmoebebs aklia Tanamedrove vneba,
rac Seni musikidan Warbad iRvreba.
 _ namdvilad ase fiqrob?

_ ho, swored mase vfiqrob.

krabaki uceb wamoxta, erT-erT tanagrul qandaks xeli dastaca da iatakze daanarcxa. SeSinebulma
parma SeSinebulma raoma Sehkivla da gaqceva daapira, magram krabakma mbrZaneblurad gvaniSna,
damSviddiTo, da Semdeg civad daumata:

_ ase imitom fiqrob, rom, rogorc yvela momakvdavs, smena ar gagaCnia, me ki rokisa meSinia.

_ Sen? Tu SeiZleba Tavmdablobas moeSvi!

_ me da Tavmdabali? ratom unda viyo Tavmdabali? me TqvenTan ufro davmdablurad ar momaqvs

Tavi, vidre kritikosebTan. me, krabi, geniosi var. am gagebiT, rokisa ar meSinia.

_ maS, riRasi geSinia?

_ raRac gaurkvevelis... SeiZleba im varskvlavisa, romelzec roki daibada.

_ raRac ar mesmis Seni.

_ vecdebi sxvanairad agixsna, gasagebi rom iyos: roki Cems gavlenas ar ganicdis. me ki Cemda
SeumCnevlad rokis gavlenas ganvicdi.

_ Seni aRqma...

_ geyofa erTi, geTayva! ra SuaSia aq aRqma? roki muSaobs mSvidad da darwmunebiT. is mxolod
imas akeTebs, risi daZlevac SeuZlia. es ki aseTi ara var. yovelTvis gaRizianebuli da dabneuli var. SeiZleba
roki fiqrobs, rom Cven erTi nabijic ar gvaSorebs erTmaneTs. me ki mgonia, Cven aTobiT mili gvyofs.

_ ki magram, maestro, Tqveni `gmiruli simfonia~!.. _ moridebulad Cailaparaka rapma.

_ gaCumdi! _ krabaks isedac wvrili Tvalebi ufro dauwvrilda da zizRiT gadaxeda studentebs, _ Sen ra
gesmis? Sen da Sens msgavsebs! me roks ukeT vicnob vidre yvela is ZaRli, fexebs rom ulokaven.

_ kargi, kargi. damSviddi.

_ damSvideba rom SemeZlos... me xom mxolod amaze vicnebob... viRaca uCinarma dacinva
momindoma da Cems gzaze roki wamoiWima. filosofos mags es kargad esmis, diax-diax, esmis, Tumca
Tavisi Svidfera farnis qveS daZenZil foliantebs furclavs mxolod...

_ es ras niSnavs?

_ aba misi ukanaskneli wigni `idiotis sityva~ waikiTxe.

krabakma wigni momawoda, ufro swored, gadmomigdo. Semdeg kvlav gadaijvaredina mkerdze xelebi
da uxeSad gviTxra:

_ mSvidobiT.

me da sabolood daZmarebuli rapi kvlav quCaSi aRmovCndiT. rogorc yovelTvis, quCa axlac xalxiT iyo
savse. wiflis xeivnis CrdilSi aTasnairi duqani da maRazia Camwkrivebuliyo. ramdenime xans Cumad
mivdiodiT. moulodnelad grZelTmiani poeti toki Semogxvda. dagvinaxa Tu ara, gaCerda, muclis CanTidan
cxvirsaxoci amoiRo da Sublze oflis mowmenda daiwyo.

_ didi xania erTmaneTi ar gvinaxavs, _ Tqva man, _ axla krabakTan mivdivar, ra xania arc masTan
Semivlia...

ar mindoda xelovnebis am or moRvawes Cxubi mosvloda da gadakvriT vagrZnobine toks, krabaki

Tavs raRac kargad vera grZnobs-meTqi.

_ maS asea? _ Tqva tokma, _ ra vqna, vizits gadavdeb. Tumca krabaki xom nevrasTenikia... sityvam
moitana da mec bolo dros uZiloba damCemda.

_ iqneb CvenTan erTad gamogeseirna?

_ ara, sjobia ara... uh!

toki acaxcaxebuli CaeWida Cems xels. Tavidan fexebamde civma oflma daasxa.

_ ra dagemarTa?

_ momeCvena, TiTqos im manqanis fanjridan mwvane maimunma gaohyo Tavi.

SevSfoTdi da toks vurCie, yovel SemTxvevaSi eqim Caks eCvene-meTqi. daJinebiT vTxovdi, magram
mosmenac ar surda. umizezod daeWvebulma dagviwyo cqera da bolos gamogvicxada:

_ anarqisti arasodes vyofilvar. daixsomeT es da arasodes daiviwyoT... axla ki mSvidobiT. mapatieT,

geTayva, magram Tqveni eqimi Caki ar mWirdeba.

dabneulebi videqiT, mimaval toks mivCerebodiT... Tumca ara, orive ki ara, marto me. studenti rapi Sua
quCaSi idga. moxrili xelebi miwaze daebjina, ganze gaweuli fexebidan Tavi gamoeyo da avtomobilebisa da
gamvlelTa uwyvet nakads aTvalierebda. vifiqre, esec gagiJda-meTqi, da misi welSi gamarTva davapire.

_ es ra oinebia? ras akeTeb?

rapma Tvalebi moiwminda da Cemda moulodnelad mSvidad mipasuxa:

_ didi araferi. ubralod, ise SemzizRda yvelaferi, gadavwyvite qveyana amobrunebuli damenaxa.
aRmoCnda, Turme igivea.

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ai, zogierTi gamonaTqvami filosofos magis wignidan `idiotis sityva~.

idioti darwmunebulia, rom mis garda yvelani idiotebi arian.

Cveni siyvaruli bunebisadmi, sxvaTa Soris, imiTac aixsneba, rom bunebas arc vezizRebiT da arc
vZulvarT.
 cxovrebis yvelaze brZnuli wesia, rom gindac gezizRebodes Seni drois zne-Cveulebani, erTxelac ar
gadauxvio am zne-Cveulebebs.

kerpebis damxobis winaRmdeg aravin gamodis. amave dros aravinaa winaaRmdegi imisa, rom
TviTonve gaxdes kerpi. magram kvarcxlbekze mSvidad dgoma mxolod RmerTebis gansakuTrebuli wyalobiT
dajildoebulT SeuZliaT _ idiotebs, borotmoqmedebs, gmirebs (es adgili krabaks brWyalebiT gaexaza).

Cveni cxovrebisaTvis aucilebeli yvela idea albaT jer kidev sami aTasi wlis winaT uTqvamT. Cven
mxolod is dagvrCenia, rom cecxli xelaxla mivumatoT.

Cveni Tavisebureba is aris, rom mudmivad SegviZlia sakuTari Segnebis gadalaxva.

Tu bedniereba tkivilis gareSe SeuZlebelia, xolo samyaro imedis gacruebis gareSe, maSin?..

sakuTari Tavis dacva ufro Znelia, vidre sxvisi. visac es eeWveba, veqils mimarTos.

mediduroba, avxorcoba, eWvi _ ai, sami mizezi ukanaskneli sami aTaswleulis gamocdilebis mixedviT
cnobili yvela mankierebisa.

fizikur moTxovnilebaTa alagmva mSidobas srulebiTac ar amyarebs. mSvidobis mopovebisaTvis

Cvenve unda movTokoT Cveni sulieri moTxovnilebanic (krabaks aqac daetovebina Tavisi brWyalis
nakvalevi).

adamianebi kapebze ufro bednierni arian. adamianebi ise ganviTarebulni ar arian, rogorc kapebi (amas
rom vkiTxulobdi, Rimilis Sekaveba ver SevZeli).

Sesruleba _ SeZlebas niSnavs, xolo SeZleba _ Sesrulebas. saboloo jamSi Cven ar ZalgviZs am
jadosnur wres Tavi davaRwioT. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, amaSi araviTari logika araa.
 bodleri Wkuaze rom Seirya, Tavisi msoflmxedveloba mxolod erTi sityviT gamoxata da sityva igi iyo
`qali~. magram TviTgamoxatvisaTvis ar unda eTqva ase. mas gadaWarbebuli imedi hqonda sakuTari geniisa,
poetis geniisa, romelic ganapirobebda mis arsebobas. amitom sxva sityva daaviwyda _ sityva `kuWi~
(krabakis brWyalis nakvalevi aqac emCneoda).

gonebas yovelTvis rom mivsdioT, aucileblad mivalT sakuTari arsebobis uaryofamde. is garemoeba,
rom gonebis gamaRmerTebeli voteri Tavis sicocxleSi bednieri iyo, kidev erTxel gvimtkicebs adamianTa
CamorCenilobas kapebTan SedarebiT.

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erT dRes sakmaod griloda. `idiotis sityvis~ kiTxva momwyinda da filosofos magTan gaveSure.
romeliRac ukacrieli Cixis kuTxeSi moulodnelad movkari Tvali koRosaviT gamxdar kapas. kedels undilad
miyrdnoboda. umal vicani, is iyo, avtokalami rom mompara. `Cavavle!~ _ gavifiqre da umalve gamvlel
uzarmazar policiels movuxme.

_ daakaveT, geTayva, ai, es kapa, _ mivmarTe me, _ daaxloebiT erTi Tvis win avtomaturi kalami
mompara.

policielma xelketi aRmarTa (im qveyanaSi policielebi xmlis magier urTxmelis xelkets atareben) da
qurds dauyvira: `ei Sen, aq modi!~ megona, qurdi gaiqceoda. Tqvenc ar momikvdeT, Zalian mSvidad, ufro
metic, gulze xeldakrefili rogorRac qedmaRlurad, gvimzerda. aseT saqcielze, sxvaTa Soris, policieli sulac ar
gabrazebula. man muclis CanTidan wignaki amoiRo da dakiTxvas Seudga:

_ saxeli?

_ gruki.

_ ras saqmianob?

_ bolo dromde fostalionad vmuSaobdi.

_ Zalian kargi. ai, es kaci amtkicebs, avtomaturi kalami momparao.

_ diax, es daaxloebiT erTi Tvis win moxda.

_ rad mopare?

_ Cems bavSvs mivutane saTamaSod.

policieli gruks CaaSterda.

_ mere es bavSvi?

_ erTi kviris win mokvda.

_ cnoba gardacvalebis Sesaxeb Tan gaqvs?

 gamxdarma kapam muclis CanTidan qaRaldi amoacura da policiels gauwoda. ukanasknelma Tvali
gadaavlo, gaiRima da gruks mxarze mouTaTuna xeli:

_ yvelaferi wesrigSia. mapatie, rom Segawuxe.

Zalze gavvocdi da policiels Sevxede. gamxdarma kapam raRac Caiburtyuna TavisTvis da wavida.
bolos gons movedi da policiels vkiTxe:

_ ratom gauSviT?

_ ar aris damnaSave, _ mipasuxa policielma.

_ man xom kalami mompara.

_ qurdoba bavSvis gamo Caidina, bavSvi ki mohkvdomia. Tu Tqven geeWvebaT rame, sisxlis
samarTlis kodeqsis aTas oras oTxmocdamexuTe muxli waikiTxeT.

policieli Setrialda da swrafi nabijiT gamcilda. ra unda meRona? magisken gaveSure. Tan gunebaSi
vimeorebdi: `sisxlis samarTlis aTas oras oTxmocdamexuTe muxli~.

filosofos mags stumrebi uyvarda. am dRes naxevrad bnel oTaxSi Sekrebiliyvnen mosamarTle bepi,
eqimi Caki da SuSis firmis direqtori geri... yvela sigaras eweoda, sigaris boli Svidfera faranTan ixveoda.
CemTvis pirdapir miswreba iyo mosamarTle bepis iq yofna. davjeqi Tu ara, maSinve mivmarTe, magram
aTas oras oTxmocdamexuTe muxlze ki ara, sxva rameze SevekiTxe:

_ didi bodiSi, batono bep, mibrZaneT, Tqvens qveyanaSi sjian Tu ara damnaSaveebs?

bepma mSvidad gamouSva oqroszoliani sigaris kvamli da mowyenilad mipasuxa:

_ ra Tqma unda, sikvdiliT dasjis SemTxvevebic aris.

_ saqme is aris, rom erTi Tvis win...

avtokalmis qurdobis ambavi dawvrilebiT movuyevi da Semdeg sisxlis samarTlis aTas oras
oTxmocdamexuTe muxlis Sinaarsi gamoviZie.

_ oho, _ Tqva bepma. _ muxli ase ambobs: `rogoric unda iyos danaSauli, danaSaulis Camdeni
pirovneba sasjels ar imsaxurebs, Tuki mizezi an gameoreba, romelmac gamoiwvia es danaSauli, gamqralia~.
aviRoT Tqveni SemTxveva. Cadenilia qurdoba, qurdi mama iyo, magram axla mama aRar aris da amitom
misi danaSaulic TavisTavad moispo.

_ ra uazrobaa!

_ ras ambobT, uazroba iqneboda, kapa, romelic mama iyo, gagveTanabrebina kapasTavis, romelic
mamaa... sxvaTa Soris, mapatieT, magram iaponiis kanonebi xom am gansxvavebas ar iTvaliswineben.
magram Cven, mapatieT da, es sasacilod migvaCnia, ha-ha-ha...

bepma sigara gadaadgo da gamyinavad gadaixarxara. maSin saubarSi eqimi Caki caeria. piri, romelsac
iurisprudenciasTan saerTo araferi hqonda; pensne Seiswora da SemekiTxa:

_ iaponiaSic sjian sikvdiliT?

 _ ra Tqma unda, sjian. sikvdiliT dasja CamoxrCobaa.

bepis gulgrilobam gamabraza da saCqarod gaRizianebulma davumate:

_ magram Tqvens qveyanaSi, ueWvelia, ufro srulyofili xerxebiT sjian, gana ase araa?

_ diax, CvenTan ufro srulyofilad sjian. _ isev ise auRelveblad daadastura bepma, _ Cvens qveyanaSi
CamoxrCoba miRebuli araa. saamisod zogjer eleqtrons iyeneben. saerTod ki CvenTan eleqtrobac ar
gamoiyeneba. rogorc wesi, CvenTan ubralod damnaSaves danaSaulis saxelwodebas gamoucxadeben.

_ da damnaSave amis gamo kvdeba?

_ diax. kvdeba. ar gadaviwydeT, rom kapebs nervuli sistema ufro nazi gvaqvs, vidre Tqven,
adamianebs.

_ aseTi xerxi marto sivdiliT dasjisas ki ar gamoiyeneba, aramed kacis mokvlis drosac, _ Tqva SuSis
firmis direqtorma germa. dacemuli Suqi iasamnisfers hfenda da gularxeinad miRimoda da kinaRam guli
gamiskda.

_ es ufro xSirad xdeba, vidre Cven gvgonia. axlaxan erTi Cemi nacnobi veqili ase mokvda.

axla filosofosi magi CaerToO saubarSi, me misken mivbrundi. magi aravis uyurebda, misTvis Cveuli
ironiuli qirqiliT ganagrZobda:

_ viRacam mas bayayi uwoda. Tqven, ra Tqma unda, iciT, rom CvenSi mavanisTvis gnebavT bayayi
giwodebiaT da gnebavT aramzadaze aramzada... hoda, isic Cafiqrda. dRedaRam fiqrobda, bayayia Tu ara da
bolos da bolos sulic ganuteva.

_ es marTlac TviTmkvlelobaa, _ vTqvi me.

_ da mainc bayayi uwodes mokvlis mizniT. Tqven adamianebma, es ambavi SeiZleba TviTmkvlelobad
miiCnioT...

swored im wamSi, kedlis miRma, sadac poet tokis bina iyo, dambaCam iWeqa.

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dauyovnebliv gaviqeciT iqiT. toki iatakze gaSxlarTuliyo, maRali mTis mcenareTa qoTnebs Soris.
marjveba xelSi dambaCa CaebRuja, Tavis lambaqidan sisxli gadmoCqefda. mis gverdiT Zu damxobiliyo,
saxiT mkerdze mixuteboda da Rrialebda. mxrebze xelebi movxvie da wamovayene (Cveulebrivad vcdilob
kapas sriala kans ar Sevexo). me mas vkiTxe:

_ rogor moxda?

_ ar vici, araferi ar vici. ijda, raRacas werda da uceb TavSi daixala... axla ra meSveleba? Qur-r-r... Qu-
r-r... (kapebi ase tirian).

SuSis firmis direqtorma germa naRvlianad gaaqnia Tavi da mosamarTle beps uTxra:
 _ ai, sadamde mivyavarT Wirveulobas.

bepma araferi upasuxa da oqroszoliani sigara gaabola. eqimi Caki Cacucqda, Wriloba SeaTvaliera,
mere wamodga da yvelas profesiul kiloze mogvmarTa:

_ yvelaferi dasrulda. toks kuWis daavadeba awuxebda, marto esec sakmarisi iyo, srulebiT gamosuliyo
mwyobridan.

_ uyureT, _ ise Cailaparaka filosofosma magma, TiTqos TviTmkvlels amarTlebso, _ ai, aq raRac
Canaweria.

magididan qaRaldis furceli aiRo. yvela (Cem garda) magis ukan Segrovda, kisrebi waigrZeles da mis
ganier beWebidan Canawers CaaSterdnen:

wadi velobSi,

Cvens msoflios romelic sazRvravs,

iq wminda mTebi da ankara wyaroebia

da dgas surneli yvavilebis da mwvane kvamlis.

magi mogvibrunda da mwared Caicina:

_ es plagiatobaa. goeTes `minionia~. rogorca Cans, tokma Tavis mokvla kidev imitom gadawyvita,
rom, rogorc poeti, amoiwura.

swored im dros tokis saxlTan avtomobili gaCerda. krabaki movida. cota xans mdumared idga karebSi
da tokis gvams umzerda. Semdeg CvenTan movida da mags dauRriala:

_ es misi anderZia?

_ ara. ukanaskneli leqsia.

_ leqsia?

krabaks Tma yalyze daudga. mudam auRelvebelma magma mSvidad gauwoda furceli. krabaks
sxvebisaTvis arc Seuxedavs, ise Caacqerda leqsis striqonebs. kiTxulobda da kiTxulobda xelaxla, magis
SekiTxvebs yuradRebas aRar aqcevda.

_ ras fiqrobT TviTmkvlelobaze?

_ adeqi... mec rodisme movkvdebi... velobSi, Cvens msoflios romelic sazRvravs.

_ Tqven xom, mgonia, tokis erT-erTi uaxloesi megobari brZandebiT?

_ megobari? toks arasodes hyolia megobari. velobSi, Cvens msoflios romelic sazRvravs...
samwuxarod, toki... iq wminda mTebia...
 _ samwuxarod?..

_ kamkama wylebi... bednieri unda iyoT… iq wminda mTebia...

tokis Zu kidev tiroda, Semecoda, mxrebze xeli movxvie da oTaxis kuTxeSi mdgari taxtisken
waviyvane. misi ori-sami wlis naSieri iq ijda da icinoda. rogorc Cans, araferi gaegeboda. Zu davsvi, naSieri
aviyvane da cota gavananave. vigrZeni, Tvalebi cremliT amevso. es pirveli da erTaderTi SemTxveva iyo,
roca kapebis qveyanaSi vtirodi.

_ codoa am usaqmuris ojaxi, _ SeniSna germa.

_ ho, aseTebi sulac ar fiqroben, ra mohyveba maT sikvdils, _ upasuxa mosamarTle bepma, Tan
Cveulebriv sigara gaabola.

yvela SegvaZrwuna krabakis xmamaRalma SeZaxebam. leqsian furcels aqnevda, umisamarTod

gahyviroda:

_ SesaniSnavia? es SesaniSnavi samgloviaro marSi iqneba!

viwro Tvalebi gaubrwyinda, mags saCqarod CamoarTva xeli da gasasvlelisken gavarda. amasobaSi
tokis mezoblebis garda mozrdili brbo Sekrebiliyo karTan, isini cnobismoyvared icqirebodnen oTaxSi.
krabakma uxeSad da mourideblad gaswi-gamoswia isini da manqanaSi Caskupda. imave wuTs avtomanqana
agugunda, adgilidan mowyda da mosaxvevSi gauCinarda.

_ aba, abar, daiSaleT, netav, ras uyurebT! _ cnobismoyvareebs gadasZaxa bepma.

bepma policielis valdebulebani ikisra, brbo gahyara da kari gasaRebiT daketa. albaT amitomac oTaxSi
moulodnelad siCume gamefda. am siCumeSi da maRali mTis mcenareTa yvavilebisa da tokis sisxlis suniT
daxuTul haerSi Cven ganvixileT sakiTxi dakrZalvis Taobaze. mxolod filosofosi magi dumda, dabneulad
dahyurebda gvams da raRacaze fiqrobda, mxarze xeli davartyi da vkiTxe:

_ raze fiqrobT?

_ kapebis cxovrebaze.

_ mere?

_ cxovrebam rom dagvakmayofilos, amisaTvis Cven, kapebma, ra unda iyos... _ magma ratomRac
morcxvad dauwia xmas, _ rac unda iyos, unda virwmunoT maTi Zliereba, vinc kapa araa.

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magis sityvebma religia gamaxsena. materialisti viyavi da TavisTavad igulisxmeba, seriozulad religias
arasodes vuwevdi angariSs. axla ki, tokis sikvdiliT SeZrwunebuli, ucabedad davfiqrdi: neta rogoria kapebis
qveynis religia? _ am kiTYxviT dauyovnebliv mivmarTe student raps.
 _ Cven qristianebica gvyavs da budistebic, mahmadianebica da cecxlTayvanismcemlebic, _ mipasuxa
man, _ magram yvelaze didi gavleniT egreT wodebuli `Tanamedrove religiis~ mimdevarni sargebloben. mas
kidev `cxovrebis religias~ uwodeben.

(SesaZloa `cxovrebis religia~ mTlad zusti Targmani ver iyos. kapebis enaze es sityva `kuemuCad~
gamoiTqmis. daboloeba `Ca~ inglisur `izms~ eTanadeba. sityva `kuemalis~ fesvi `kuemu~ marto cxovrebas,
arsebobas ki ara, agreTve `saWmeliT gaZRomas, Rvinis xmas da sqesobriv SeerTebasac~ niSnavs).

_ maS, Tqvens saxelmwifoSicaa Temebi da taZrebi?

_ aq araferia sasacilo. Tanamedrove religiis didi taZari Cveni qveynis yvelaze didi nagebobaa. naxva ar
gindaT?

da ai, erT daxuTul, nislian dRes rapma amayad wamiyvana taZris dasaTvaliereblad. es taZari marTlac
uzarmazari Senobaa da tokios wminda nikolozis taZarze aTjer didi. es kidev araferi. am SenobaSi sul
sxvadasxvanairi arqiteqturuli stilia Serwymuli. taZris win videqi. mis maRal qongurebs da mrgval
gumbaTebs rom Sevcqerodi, raRac saSinelma grZnobam Semipyro. qongurebi da gumbaTebi uricxvi
TaTebiviT aRmarTuliyvnen zecisaken. Cven sadarbazo karTan videqiT da (hoi, ra saocrad pawawkintelebi
movCandiT!) Tavaweulni didxans SevcqerodiT ucnaur nagebobas, urCxuls rom ufro Camohgavda.

taZris darbazebic Zalze vrceli iyo. korinTel svetebs Soris mravali mlocveli daborialobda. TiToeuli
maTgani, Cemi da rapisa ar iyos, aq namdvilad iotisodena moCanda. male welSi mokakul xnier kapas
SevxvdiT. rapma Tavi daxara da pativiscemiT gamoelaparaka:

_ Zalze moxaruli var, ase janmrTels rom giyurebT, pativcemulo winamZRvaro.

berma Tavi dagvikra da aseve zrdilobianad upasuxa:

_ Tu ar vcdebi, batoni rapi brZandebiT? imedi maqvs, rom Tqvenc... _ am dros, rogorc Cans,
SeamCnia rapis dampali niskarti da ena daeba, _ e... e... ho. yovel SemTxvevaSi vimedovneb, Zalian ar unda
gawuxebdeT, riT gemsaxuroT?

_ es batoni moviyvane taZarSi, _ Tqva rapma, _ rogorc albaT TqvenTvis cnobilia, es batoni...

rapi dawvrilebiT mohyva Cems Tavgadasavals. gegoneboda, Tavisi axsna-ganmartebiT cdilobda

moxucs isic gaego, rom bolo dros taZarSi sasiarulod mravali mniSvnelovani garemoeba uSlida xels.

_ gTxovT, am batons taZari daaTvalierebinoT. winamZRvarma mowyaled gamiRima, momesalma da

Semdeg xmis amouReblad gavemarTeT darbazis wina nawilSi moTavsebul sakurTxevlisken.

_ siamovnebiT giCvenebT yvelafers, _ warmoTqva man, _ magram vSiSob, didad ver gamogadgebiT.
Cven, morwmuneni, Tayvans vcemT `Zels cxovrebisas, romelic aqvea sakurTxevelSi. rogorc xedavT, `Zels
cxovrebisas oqrosferi da mwaven nayofi asxia. oqrosfer nayofs `sikeTis nayofi hqvia, mwvanes ki
`borotebisa~...

vusmendi da autanel mowyenilobas vgrZnobdi. winamZRvris Tavaziani axsna-ganmartebani rom

daasrula, welSi moxrilma winamZRvarma me da rapi marjvniv pirvel niSTan migviyvana, biustze gvaniSna
da gviTxra:

_ ai, erTi Cveni wmindanTagani _ strindbergi, yvelas winaaRmdeg rom amxedrda. bevris azriT, es
wmindani didxans itanja, SEmdeg ki Sveba pova svedenborgis filosofiaSi _ sinamdvileSi ki verc aman
uSvela. rogorc Cven yvela, isic `cxovrebis religias~ aRiarebda. ufro sworad, mas am religiis aRiareba
mouwia. aiReT TUndac `legendebi~, romlebic am wmindanma dagvitova. `legendebSi~ is aRiarebs, rom
Tavis mokvla scada.

davnaRvliandi da momdevno niSze gadavitane mzera. iq xSirulvaSa germanelis biusti idga.

_ es ki nicSea, zaratrustas bardi. am wmindanma mere Tavis daxsna scada zekacisagan, romelic TviTve
Seqmna. Tumca xsna ver seZlo da gagiJda. rom ar gagiJebuliyo, albaT wmindanta Sorisac ar moxvdeboda...

winamzRvari cota xans gaCumda da mesame nisTan migviyvana.

_ Cveni mesaame wmindani tolstoia. am wmindanma yvelaze metad gaitanja Tavi, vinaidan
warmoSobiT aristokrati iyo da cnobismoyvare brbos winaSe sakuTari tanjva-wamebis gamxelas ver itanda.
es wmindani cdilobda, qriste ewama, rac, ra Tqma unda, SeuZlebelia. is xom zogjer sajarodac acxadebda,
mwamso. da ai, sicocxlis bolos veRar SeZlo es tragikuli matyuaroba. cnobilia, rom am wmindans kabinetis
Werze gadebuli koWic aSinebda xolme zogjer, magram tavi mainc ar mouklavs _ es Tundac iqidan Cans,
rom is wmindanad aRiares.

meoTxe niSSi iaponelis biusti idga. am iaponelis saxe kargad gavarCie, vicani da, rogorc mosalodneli
iyo, naRveli Semomawva.

_ es kunikida _ dopoa, _ Tqva winamZRvarma, _ poeti, romelmac bolomde Seicno muSis suli da
matareblis borblebs qveS mohyva. vfiqrob, sxvac kidev rom mogiyveT mis Sesaxeb, azri ar aqvs. mexuTe
niSs SexedeT...

_ es, vgoneb, vagneria?

_ diax. revolucioneri da mefis megobari. wminda vagneri sicocxlis miwuruls sufris locvansac
kitxulobda. da miuxedavad amisa, is ufro `cxovrebis religiis~ mimdevari iyo, vidre qristes moZRvrebisa.
vagneris werilebidan SevityveT, rom am soflis tanjva-wamebani Ture xSirad aRuZravda am wmindans
TviTmkvlelobaze fiqrs.

winamZRvari isev vagnerze laparakobda, roca meeqvse niSTan SevCerdiT.

_ es ki wminda strindbergis megobari frangi mxatvaria. man Tavisi mravalSviliani coli miatova da
ToTxmeti wlis taiteli gogona SeirTo... mis daberil ZarRvebSi mezRvauris sisxli Cqefda. erTi mis tuCebs
SexedeT, isini TiTqos dariSxans Tu raRac mis msgavs nivTierebas dauWamia. rac Seexeba meSvide niSs...
magram Tqven, getyobaT, ukve daiRaleT. gTxovT, aqeT mobrZandeT.

me marTla daviRale, winamzRvars ukan mivyeviT, sakmevlis suniT gaJRenTIli talani gaviareT da
romeiRac otaxSi aRmovCndiT. momcro oTaxis kuTxeSi veneras Savi qandakeba aRmarTuliyo. qandakebis
fexebTan yurZnis mtevani ido. megona, sadad mowyobil monazvnis senaks vnaxavdi yovelgvari morTUlobis
gareSe da Tavi cota gawbilebulad vigrZeni. etyoba, Cemi gakvirveba winamZRvarmac SeamCnia. sanam
dasxdomas SemogvTavazebda, TanagrZnobiT miTxra:

_ ar dagaviwydeT, geTayva, rom Cveni religia `cxovrebis religiaa~. Cveni RmerTi xom... Cveni `Zeli
cxovrebisa~ gvaswavlis: `icxovreT, rogorc gsurT~. ho, batono rap, Tqven ukve uCveneT am batons Cveni
wminda wigni?
 _ ara, _ upasuxa rapma, kefaze lambaqi moifxana da gulwrfelad aRiara: _ marTali giTxraT, eg wigni
arc me wamikiTxavs safuZvlianad.

winamZRvari Zveleburad mSvidad iRimeboda da ganagrZobda:

_ maSin TqvenTvisac bevri ram gaugebari iqneba. Cvenma RmerTma samyaro erT dReSi Seqmna
(`Zeli cxovrebisa~, marTalia, xea, magram misTvis SeuZlebeli araferia). ufro metic, man Zuc Seqmna. zus
moewona da xvads dauwyo Zebna. RmerTma misi wuxili Seismina, tvini amoacala da am tvinisgan xvadi
Seqmna. da Cvenma RmerTma kapebis am pirvel kapa qalsa sa kacs ubrZana: `TqvlifeT, SeerTdiT,
icxovreT, rogorc gindaT~.

winamZRvars vusmendi da poeti toki maxsendeboda. Tavisda saubedurod, poeti toki CemsaviT aTeisti
iyo. me kapa ara var da warmodgena ara maqvs, ra aris `cxovrebis religia~. magram toks, romelic kapebis
qveyanaSi daibada da mTeli cxovreba iq gaatara, ar SeiZleba ar scodnoda, ra aris `Zeli cxovrebisa~.
Semecoda toki, aseTi moZvreba rom ar uwamebia. winamZRvars Sevawyvetine da vkiTxe, am poetze ras
fiqrobT-meTqi.

_ oo, es poeti yovelgvari Sewynarebis Rirsia, _ Tqva winamZRvarma da Rrmad amoioxra. _ ra

gansazRvravs Cvens beds? rwmena, garemoebani, SemTxveva. Tqven albaT miumatebdiT kidev
memkvidreobas. samwuxarod, batoni toki morwmune kaci ar iyo.

_ albaT toks Surda Tqveni. ai, meca mSurs Tqveni. axalgazrdobac, rogorc, magaliTad, rapi...

_ niskarti mTeli rom mqonoda, SeiZleba mec optimisti gavmxdariyavi.

winamZRvarma isev Rrmad amoioxra. Tvalebi cremliT hqonda savse da gaunZrevlad Sehyurebda Sav
veneras.

_ marTali rom vTqva, _ gamoscra man. _ mxolod amas nuravis etyviT, Cemi saidumloa... marTali rom
vTqva, mec ar SemiZlia Cveni RmerTi viwamo, roca iqneba Cemi locvani...

sityvis damTavreba ver moaswro, swored im wuTs kari gaiRo, oTaxSi uzarmazari Zu Semovarda da
moZRvars eca. Cven Zus gakaveba vcadeT, magram man Tvalis daxamxamebaSi winamZRvari iatakze
daanarcxa.

_ uh, Se binZuro bebruxanav! _ gahkioda is. _ Cemi qisidan dResac moipare fuli dasalevad?

winamZRvari da misi coli mivatoveT da aTi wuTis Semdeg TiTqmis sirbiliT CavaTaveT taZris kibe.
ramdenime xans Cumad videqiT, Semdeg rapma Tqva:

_ axla gasagebia, Cvens winamZRvars ratom ar swams `Zeli cxovrebisa~.

am mipasuxnia. uneburad taZars avxede. taZars Zveleburad nisliani cisken aRemarTa uricxvi
TatebiviT maRali koSkebi da mrgvali gumbaTebi. da iseTive grZnoba geufleboda, rogorc udabnoSi,
miraJebis cqerisas...

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 daaxloebiT erTi kviris Semdeg eqimma Cakma moulodnelad uCveulo ambavi Sematyobina.
gansvenebuli tokis saxls Turme moCveneba SemoeCvia. im droisaTvis Cveni ubeduri megobris sayvareli
sadRac gadakargula da saxlSi fotostudia gauxsniaT. Cakis gadmocemiT, studiaSi gadaRebul yvela suraTze,
klientis gamosaxulebis miRma, aucileblad tokis bundovani silueti iRbeWdeboda. Tumca Caki
Camoyalibebuli materialisti iyo da imqveyniuri cxovreba ar swamda, moyola rom daasrula, mwared Caicina
da ase daaskvna: `unda vifiqroT, rom es moCveneba iseve materialuria, rogorc me da Tqven~. mec ara
mjeroda moCvenebisa da Cakisagan am sakiTxSi ar ganvsxvavdebodi. magram toki zalze miyvarda da
amitom dauyovnebliv gavardi wignis fardulSi, yvela gazeTi viyide, sadac ki tokis aCrdilze statiebi da
fotosuraTebi iyo gamoqveynebuli. fotosuraTebze moxuci da axalgazrda kapebis zurgs ukan bundovan landad
mocanda viRac, kapas rom Camohgavda. am fotosuraTebze ufro Zaliuan tokis aCRdilis Sesaxeb
gamoqveynebulma statiebma gamaoca _ gansakuTrebiT ki spirituli sazogadoebis erTma angariSma. me
CemTvis gadmovTargmne es statia TiTqmis sityvasityviT da, rogorc damamaxsovrda, ise momyavs aq.

`amgariSi poet tokis CrdilTan saubrisa (spirituli sazogadoebis Jurnali # 8274).

Cveni sazogadoebis komisiis sagangebo sxdoma Catarda TviTmkvlel poet tokis yofil rezidenciaSi,
baton mavanis axlandel fotostudiaSi, nn quCa, saxli #251. sxdomas eswrebodnen sazogadoebis wevrebi
(gvarebs aRar CamovTvli).

Cven, sazogadoebis Cvidmeti wevri, sazogadoebis tavmjdomaris baton pekis meTaurobiT, 27

seqtembers, dilis aT saaTsa da ocdaaT wuTze zemoT naxsenebi fotostudiis erT-erT oTaxSi SevikribeT.
mediumis pirobaze Tan gvaxlda qalbatoni hopi, romelic Cveni usazRvro ndobiT sargeblobs. aRmovCndiT
Tu ara xsenebul studiaSi, qalbatonma hopma maSinve igrZno sulis moaxloeba. mas krunCxvebi daewyo da
ramdenjerme waaRebina. misi sityvebiT, es imiTaa gamowveuli, rom batoni toki sicocxleSi gamoirCeoda
Tambaqos metismeti siyvaruliT da axla misi suli nikotiniT iyo gaJRenTili.

komisiis wevrebma da qalbatonmahopma mrgvali magidis garSemo mdumared daikaves adgilebi. sami
wuTisa da ocdaxuTi wamis Semdeg qalbatoni hopi Rrma transis mdgoareobaSi cavarda da poet tokis suls
eziara. Cven, komisiis wevrebma, asakis mixedviT ufros-umcrosobis dacviT, baton tokis suls, Casaxlebuls
qalbaton hopis sxeulSi, Semdegi kiTxvebiT mivmarTeT da Semdegi pasuxebi miviReT:

kiTxva: ratom moevline kvlav am qveyanas?

pasuxi: raTa Sevicno sikvdilis Semdgomi dideba.

kiTxva: Sen da danarCen baton sulebs gana dideba sikvdilis Semdgomac gwyuriaT?

pasuxi: yovel SemTxvevaSi, me ar SemiZlia ar mwyurodes, magram erT iaponel poets, romelsac
rogorRac SemTxveviT Sevxvdi, sikvdilis Semdgomi dideba ezizReba.

kiTxva: im poetis saxeli ici?

pasuxi: samwuxarod, damaviwyda. maxsovs mxolod misi sayvareli leqsi.

kiTxva: ra leqsia es?

pasuxi: Zveli sagubari.

wyalSi bayayi Caxta.

Cqafuna isma siCUmeSi.

 kiTxva: es leqsi did nawarmoebad migaCnia?

pasuxi: ra Tqma unda, cudi ara mgonia. mxolod sityva `bayays~ `kapaTi~ Sevcvlidi, xolo sityva
`Caxtas~ magier vixmardi `didebulad afrinda~.

kiTxva: ratom?

pasuxi: Cven, kapebs, gvaxasiaTebs, xelovnebis yovel nawarmoebSi kapa veZioT.

aq sazogadoebis Tavmjdomare batonma pekma saubari gawyvita da komisiis wevrebs moagona, rom
isini spiritul seanss atarebdnen da ara literatrul diskusias.

kiTxva: rogoria batoni sulebis cxovrebis wesi?

pasuxi: Tqveni cxovrebisagan arafriT ganirCeva.

kiTxva: xom ar nanob amis gamo Tavis mokvlas?

pasuxi: ra Tqma unda, ara. aCdilis cxovreba Tu momwyinda. maSin kvlav aviReb dambaCas da
TviTaRdgomiT davasruleb.

kiTxva: advilia TviTaRdgomiT dasruleba?

am kiTxvas tokis aCrdilma kiTxvave Seageba. tokis es Cveva yvelasaTvis cnobili gaxldaT, vinc ki mas
sicocxleSi icnobda.

pasuxi: gana advilia Tavis mokvla?

kiTxva: sulebi marad cocxloben?

pasuxi:Cveni sicocxlis xangrZlivobaze mravali Teoriaa, magram arc erTi maTgani sando ar aris. ar
gvmarTebs imis daviwyeba, rom Cven Sorisac arseboben sxvadasxva religiis mimdevarni _ qristianebi,
budistebi, mahmadianebi, cecxlTayvanismcemlebi.

kiTxva: Sen romel religias aRiareb?

paxuxi: yovelTvis skeptikosi viyavi.

kiTxva: magram sulta arsebobaSi, etyoba, eWvi ar gepareba?

pasuxi: sulTa arseboba tqvenze naklebad mjera.

kiTxva: maSGSens samyaroSi mravali megobari gyavs?

pasuxi: yvela droebasa da yvela xalxSi samas megobarze naklebi ara myolia.

kiTxva: yvela Seni megobari Tavismkvlelia?

pasuxi: sulac ara. TumcaRa, magaliTad, monteni, romelic TviTmkvlelobas amarTlebs, Cemi yvelaze
pativsacemi megobaria. xolo ai, am tipis, am pesimisti Sopenhaueris, romelmac mainc ar moikla Tavi, saxelis
gagonebac ki ar minda.

kiTxva: rogor brZandeba Sopenhaueri?

 pasuxi: Tanamedrove pirobebSi is Tavis axal moZRvrebas anviTarebs sulTa pesimizmis Sesaxeb da
arkvevs, kargia Tu cudi TviTaRdgomiT dasruleba. Tumca, rom gaigo, qolerac gadamdebi daavadebaao,
mgoni, cotaTi damSvidda.

Semdeg Cven, komisiis wevrebi, SevekiTxeT napoleonis, konfucus, dostoevskis, darvinis, kleopatras,
sakia munis, demosTenes, dantes da sxva gamoCenil adamianTa sulebze. magram maT Sesa xeb toks raime
saintereso ara Seutyobinebia da Tavis mxriv Cven mogvca ramdenime SekiTxva sakuTar Tavze.

kiTxva: Cemze ras ambobe sikvdilis Semdgom?

pasuxi: romeliRac kritikosma `erTi saSualo poetTagani~ giwoda.

kiTxva: eg erTi im ganawyebultagania, visac Cemi leqsebis krebuli ar vaCuqe. gamoica Tu ara Cemi
TzulebaTa sruli krebuli?

pasuxi: gamoica, magram amboben, TiTqos ar iyidebao.

kiTxva: samasi wlis Semdgom, roca gaqreba cneba `saavtoro ufleba~, Cems Txzulebebs milionobiT
adamiani SeiZens, ra mouvida Cems Zusa da megobars?

pasuxi: is wignebis duqnis mepatrone baton raks gahyva colad.

kiTxva: sawyali, albaT ar icis, rom raks cali Tvali Casmuli aqvs, cemi Svilebi?

pasuxi: isini, vgoneb oblebis saxelmwifo TavSesafarSi arian.

toki erTxans Cumad iyo, Semdeg sxva kiTxva mogvca.

kiTxva: cemi saweri magida sadRaa?

pasuxi: ar viciT.

kiTxva: magidis ujraSi saidumlod vinaxavdi zogierT werils... magram Tqven, batono, rogorc saqmian
adamianebs, sabednierod, es ar gexebaT. axla ki Cvens samyaroSi bindi dgeba da iZulebuli var dagcildeT.
mSvidobiT batonebo, mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT, Cemo keTilo batonebo.

am ukanaskneli sityvebis warmoTqmisas qalbatoni hopi moulodnelad transul mdgomareobidan

gamoerkva. Cven yvela, komisiis Cvidmetive wevri, maRali RmerTis winaSe ficiT vadasturebT
gadmocemuli saubris WeSmaritebas (SeniSvna: Cveni ndobis Rirsma qalbatonma hopma anazRaurebiT
miiTo is tanxa, rasac igi Tavis msaxiobobis Jams erT dReSi iRebda)~.

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am statiis wakiTxvis Semdeg TandaTan iseTma dardma damria xeli, rom im qveyanaSi aRar mindoda
da Cvens samyaroSi, adamianTa samyaroSi dabrunebaze daviwye fiqri. bevri veZebe, magram im ormos,
saidanac am qveyanaSi odesRac Camovvardi, veRar mivageni. amasobaSi meTevze bagma erTxel miambo,
rom sadRac, kapebis saxelmwifos ganapiras, simyudrovesa da simSvideSi cxovrobs erTi moxuci, romelic
mTel dReebs wignebis kiTxvasa da fleitis dakvraSi atarebs.
 `ra iqneba, im kapas rom mivmarTo? _ gavifiqre gunebaSi, _ SesaZloa man iCvenos amqveynidan
gasasvleli gza~. maSinve qalaqis gareubanSi gaveSure. magram iq, patara qoxSi, moxuci ki ara, yrma kapa
damxvda, Tormet-cameti wlisa, Tavze jer kidev rbili lambaqi hqonda. is tavisTvis ukravda fleitaze. ra Tqma
unda, gadavwyvite, saxli SemeSala-meTqi. Sesamowmeblad im kapas saxeliT mivmarTe, romelic bagma
miTxra. diax, es kapa swored is moxuci aRmoCnda.

_ ki magram, mTlad bavSvi CanxarT... _ Cavibutbute.

_ Sen ra, ar ici? bedis gangebiT dedis saSoO WaRara moxucma davtove, Semdeg ki TandaTan
gavaxalgazrdavdi da gavaxalgazrdavdi. axla mTlad biWunad gadaviqeci. sinamdvileSi, rodesac davibade,
samocisa mainc viyavi. ise rom, axla as ormocdaaTis an as samocdaaTisa var.

oTaxi movaTvaliere. ra vici, ra ganwyobaze viyavi, es kia, momeCvena, aq, skamebsa da patara
magidebs Soris, raRac naTeli bedniereba gamefebuliyo.

_ Cans, Tqven ufro bednierad cxovrbT, vidre yvela sxva kapa?

_ iqneb egrec iyos. siWabukeSi moxuci viyavi, moxucebulobaSi Wabuki gavxdi. daukmauofilebel
survilebs ar gamovufitivar, rogorc es sxva moxucebs sCveviaT, arc axalgazrdebiviT xorciel vnebebs mivdev,
yovel SemTxvevaSi, bednieri Tu ara, mSvidi maincaa Cemi cxovreba.

_ ho, aseT viTarebaSi Tqveni cxovreba mSvidi iqneboda.

_ eh, simSvidisaTvis mxolod es araa sakmarisi. mTeli Cemi cxovrebis manZilze didebuli jani da
sakmao qonebac mqonda, rom Tavi gamomekveba, magram, ra tqma unda, yvelaze bednieri garemoeba
Cems cxovrebaSi is iyo, moxucad rom davibade.

erTxans visaubreT. Savismkvleli toki gavixseneT. gerzec vilaparakeT, yoveldRe eqims rom iZaxebs
binaSi. magram ratomRac moxuc kapas gamometyvelebaze emCneoda, rom sulac ar ainteresebda es saubari.
bolos vkiTxe:

_ Tqven albaT ise ara xarT cxovrebaze mijaWvuli, rogorc sxva kapebi?

moxucma kapam jiqur Semomxeda da wynarad warmoTqva:

_ sxva kapebis msgavsad, arc me mimitovebia dedis saSo imaze adre, vinem mamaCemma ar miTxra,
ginda Tu ara am qveyanas moevlineo.

_ ai, me ki sruliad SemTxveviT aRmovCndi Tqvens samyaroSi, _ vuTxari me, _ maS keTilinebeT da
maswavleT, aqaurobas rogor unda davaRwio Tavi.

_ aqedan mxolod erTi gza midis.

_ romeli?

_ gza, romliTac Tqven aq moxvediT.

es rom gavigone, Tma yalyze damidga.

_ me ver vipovi am gzas, _ Caviburtyune.

 moxucma kapam wyaros wyaliviT ankara TvalebiT dakvirvebiT Semomxeda. Semdeg adga, oTaxis
kuTxeSi mivida da Weridan CamoSverili Toki Camoswia. imwamsve WerSi mrgvali saZromi gamoCnda,
romelic adre ar SemimCnevia. am saZromSi, kviparosebisa da fiWvebis totebs zemoT lurji ca davinaxe. caSi
ki gyiganturi isris wveriviT iarigatakes piki aRmarTuliyo. sixarulisagan ise Sevxti, viTarca bavSvi
TviTmfrinavis danaxvaze.

_ ai, axla, _ miTxra moxucma kapam, _ SegiZlia waxvide. _ am sityvebiT Tokze mimiTiTa. pirvelad
Tokad momeCvena, magram Tokis kibe iyo.

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kapebis qveynidan dabrunebuli didxans vera da ver Sevegue adamianTa kanis suns. kapebi xom
Cvenze gacilebiT sufTebi arian. ufro metic, Turme ise miveCvie kapebSi yofnas, adamianebi, ubralod,
maxinjebi meCvenebodnen. Tqven albaT amas ver gaigebT. Tvalebi da tuC-piri kidev asatani iyo, cxvirebi ki
raRac ucnaur Zrwolas aRmiZravda. bunebrivia, vcdilobdi pirvel xanebSi aravis Sevxvedrodi. Semdeg
TandaTan Sevegue adamianebs da naxevari wlis Semdeg ukve SemeZlo nebismier adamianTan uofna.
usiamovnebas mxolod is iwvevda, rom saubarSi zogjer kapebis sityvebs gavurevdi xolme. daaxloebiT ase
xdeboda:

_ xval Sin iqnebi?

_ Qua.

_ ra Tqvi?

_ ki-ki, viqnebi.

erTi wlis Semdeg gavkotrdi raRac sekulaciis gamo da amitom... (aq eqimma s-ma SeniSna: `ara Rirs
amis moyola~. man macnoba, avadmyofi amis gaxsenebaze maSinve iseT SfoTsa stexs xolme, ramdenime
darajic ver akavebso).

kargi, amaze ar vipalarakeb. erTi sityviT raRac spekulaciis gamo gavRaribdi da kvlavac mominda
kapebis qveyanaSi dabruneba. diax, swored dabruneba. gamgzavreba da wasvla ki ara, aramed dabruneba.
imitom, rom im droisaTvis kapebis qveyanas ukve samSoblod aRviqvamdi.

Cumad gavipare Sinidan da centraluiri xazis matarebelSi SEvecade cavmjdariyavi. samwuxarod,

policiam Semipyro da am saavadmyofoSi momaTavses. magram aqac raRaca drois ganmavlobaSi kapebis
qveyanaze vdardobdi. ras akeTebs axla eqimi Caki? an filosofosi magi? is albaT, Tavis Svidfera farnis SuqiT
ganaTebuli, raRacaze fiqrobs. rasa, iqms cemi keTili megobari, dampalniskartiani rapi?

_ erTxel iseTIve nislian dRes, rogorc axlaa, Cveulebisamebr Cems megobarze fiqrma Semipyro da
uceb gakvirvebulma kinaTam Sevyvire _ meTevze bagi davinaxe. ar vici, rodis SemoaRwia CemTan,
magram Cem win ki cacuvquliyo da misalmebis niSnad Tavs mikravda. roca odnav davmSviddi... ar
maxsovs, viconodi Tu vtirodi, maxsovs mxolod, amdeni xnis Semdeg ra sixaruliT davipalarake kapebis
enaze.

_ momismine, bag, risTvis moxvedi?

 _ Tqveni naxva mondoda. amboben, avadaao.

_ visgan gaige?

bagma Caicina. is kmayofili iyo.

_ radioSi gamoacxades.

_ aq rogor moxvdi?

_ es sulac ar aris Zneli saqme. tokios mdinareebi da Releebi CvenTvis, kapebisaTvis, igivea, rac
TqvenTvis quCebi.

da me gamaxsenda. TiTqos mxolod axla Sevityve, rom kapebi bayayebiviT wyalxmeleTa cxovelebs
ganekuTvnebian.

_ magram aq axlos mdinare arsadaa.

_ ara, aq wyalsadenis milebiT SemovZveri. SenobaSi ki saxanZro onkani gavaRe...

_ saxanZro onkani gaaRe?

_ gana dagaviwydaT batono, rom kapebs meqanikosebic hyavT.

kapebi yovel or-sam dReSi mnaxuloben. eqim s-s miaCnia, rom me avad var dementia praecox
(naadrevi Wkuasustoba)-iT. magram eqimi Caki (mapatieT gulaxdiloba) amtkicebs, araviTari dementia
praecox ara gWirso, Tqven TviTon, adamianebi, dawyebuli eqim s-iT, daavadebulni xarT dementia praecoiT.
cxadia, raki eqimi Caki modis CemTan, studenti rapi da filosofosi magic modian xolme. Tumca meTevze
bagis garda dRisiT arc erTi maTgani ar mdis. isini xan orni, xan samni modian da Tanac mudam
RamRamobiT... roca mTvariani ramea. ai, guSinac, vsaubrovdi muSis firmis direqtor gersa da filosofos
magTan, xolo kompozitori krabaki CemTvis violonos ukravda. xedavT magidaze Savi SroSanebis Taiguls?
es guSin krabakma momarTva...

(movtrialdi, ra Tqma unda, magidaze araviTari SroSanebi ar ewyo).

es wigni filosofosma magma momitana, waikiTxeT pirveli leqsi, Tumca ara, Tqven xom magi ena ar
iciT, me wavikiTxav. es tokis TxzulebaTa sruli krebulis erT-erTi tomia, romelic axlaxan daibeWda.

man telefonebis Zveli wigni gadaSala da xmamaRla waikiTxa Semdegi leqsi:

qoqosis yvavilebSi, tanaSoltil bambukebs Soris,

didi xania buda rom ganisvenebs,

gamxmar, beber leRvis xis Ziras qancgawyvetilma

ganisvena qristem.

Cvenc xom droa gavugoT gemo mosvenebas,

Tundac aq, am Teatralur scenaze?

 (dekoraciebis miRma Tu gavixedavT, iq xom mxolod dakemsil tiloebs davinaxavT!).

magram am poetiviT pesimisti rodi var, da sanam CemTan kapebi dadian... marTla, sul damaviwyda,
tqven albaT gaxsovT Cemi megobari mosamarTle bepi. ai, am kapam samuSao dakarga da namdvilad
Wkuaze Secda. amboben, axla is kapebis qveyanaSi fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSiao. eqimma s-ma neba rom
damrTos, aucileblad vinaxulebdi mas.

Tebervali, 1927w.