ლიზა ბევირი-იბრძოლე როგორც ქალმა

ibrZole rogorc qalma
qalurobis Zala
liza beviri
Tbilisi
2012
Fight like a girl by Lisa Bevere, Georgian
© 2012 Messenger International
www.MessengerInternational.org
Originally published in English as Fight like a girl
Additional resources in Georgian by John & Lisa Bevere
are available for free download at :www.ResourceLibrary.org
To contact the author: LisaBevere@ymail.com
ibrZlole rogorc qalma, liza beviri, qarTulad

© 2012 Messenger International
www.MessengerInternational.org
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ìbrZole rogorc qalma~
jon da liza bevirebis damatebiTi resursebi qar-

Tul enaze xelmisawvdomia Semdeg misamarTze:
www.ResourceLibrary.org
To contact the author: LisaBevere@ymail.com

sarCevi
1. ra gogosaviT Cxubob?!.......................................................4
2. iqneb me ar momwons qalebi?............................................15
3. magram me mamakaci ar var………………………………………..29
4. òqros Sualedis~ aRmoCena………………………………….…42
5. vin aris namdvili kaci?..................................................58
6. rodis ayeneben qalebi sapasuxo dartymas?...................73
7. brZola sibrZnisTvis………………..............………………….91
8. SeimoseT madliT da didebiT………………………………..107
9. ra aris siyvarulis Zala?.............................................119
10. orni erTi guliT…………………….......................………138
11. brZola silamazisTvis……………………………….....….…160
12. arasrulyofili, samagierod ganumeorebeli…..……175
13. brZola samkaulebisTvis………………………………….….193
14. brZola gavlenisTvis…………………...........………………204
15. momentis mniSvneloba…………………………................….220
16. Sen gakvirdebian!...........................................................232

Tavi pirveli
ra gogosaviT Cxubob?!
hei, Sen qaliviT ibrZvi! am frazaSi, ra Tqma unda, xSi-
rad Seuracxyofa igulisxmeba. mniSvneloba ara aqvs amas
kaci eubneba kacs, biWi – gogos, Tu qali kacs, masSi ar
aris komplimenti. piriqiT, mas esvrian sapasuxod susti
dartymisa, gakawvrisa, an susti tyorcnisa. maS ratom
unda movuwodebde vinmes, rom gogosaviT ibrZolos? pir-
veli, is, rac mamakacebisTvis da biWebisTvis Seuracxyo-
faa, igivenairad ar unda iyos gagebuli qalebisTvisac.
qalebi qalebiviT unda ibrZodnen, magram raRac ucnauri
mizezis gamo, Cveni umravlesobisTvis umjobesi iqneboda
movisminoT, rom mamakacebiviT vibrZviT. SesaZloa es im
mizniT iyos, rom gogoebs CamouyalibdaT uxeSad brZolis
Cveva?
sanam daviwyebdeT, ar minda ifiqroT, rom ganazebuli

qali var, romelic icavs dazaralebul xalxs furfuSe-
biani vardisferi bafTebiT. ar var aseTi. me miyvars ser-
fingi, TxilamuriT sriali da nadiroba (aseTi Tanmimdev-
robiT). vcxovrob xuT mamakacTan erTad da vmogzaurob
mTels msoflioSi, gacilebiT xSirad, vidre sakuTar
TavTan vrCebode. gadavurCi kibos, var deda da coli, ma-
gram manamde mSoblebis qaliSvili viyavi. me ar vemxrobi
imas, rom vaubralovebdeT yvelafers an vibralebdeT imas,
rac ar varT. vfiqrob, Cven unda vsvamdeT kiTxvas, Tu
ratom aris Seuracxyofa, rom vibrZodeT rogorc qali.
metic, minda gogonebma da qalebma komplimentad miiRon,
roca etyvian, rom qaliviT ibrZvian.
savsebiT SesaZlebelia dagvviwyeboda, Tu rogor unda

ibrZolo rogorc qalma. Zalian didi xnis ganmavlobaSi
vcdilobdiT kacebiviT brZolas, da Tu ar gamogvdioda,
iaf dartymebs vayenebdiT da vityuebodiT kidevac! sxva
CvenTaganni ubralod davemaleT konfliqtis qariSxals,
romelic Cvens irgvliv mZvinvarebda da vfiqrobdiT, rom
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ase qalurad da qalis msgavsad viqceodiT. danarCenebs
dagvaviwyda, rom is, rac sisusted aris miCneuli erT
sqesSi, xSirad Zlieri mxarea meoreSi. me imis Tqma minda,
rom gana mamakaciviT Zlieri dartymis ar qona unda ganix-
ilebodes yovelTvis rogorc araswori?
biWebi Tanatolebis pativiscemas imsaxureben, roca

biWebiviT ibrZvian. isini miCneulni arian mamacebad da
Zlierebad, roca ibrZvian imisaTvis, rac mamakacebisTvis
mniSvnelovania. ufro metic, aRtacebis sagnebi xdebian,
roca winaRudgebian CxubisTavebs, icaven umcros bavS-
vebs da icaven TavianTi ojaxis saxels. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu
biWebi ar ibrZvian imisaTvis rac sworia, maT dascinian
da zedmet saxelebsac arqmeven. biWma SeiZleba gaigonos
àzizi!~ an `dedikos biWi!~ Tavis mimarTebaSi, roca igi ver
Seesabameba Tavisi Tanatolebis warmodgenebs mamakacze.
es dinamika ar icvleba asakTan erTad; mamakaci, romelic
pasuxobs da ibrZvis qaliviT sustebad an nazebad arian
miCneulni. mamakaci da biWi unda ibrZodes ZalauflebiTa
da ZaliT, romelic maTSi dabadebidanve aris Cadebuli.
mamakacebi fizikurad ufro Zlierni arian da Sesabamisad
gaaCniaT upiratesoba, roca saqme exeba fizikur gmirobas.
es asea, magram ra aris qalis siZliere? sxvadasxva prob-
lemebi da konfliqtebi iwveven mamakacis gaRizianebas. ra
anaRvlianebs qals? da rogori dasanaxi iqneboda qaliviT
brZola, Tu igi sworad iqneboda Sesrulebuli?
qali da brZola
sanam metad CavuRrmavdebodeT da vupasuxebdeT amas,

SesaZloa Tqven kiTxva dagebadaT: qalebs ra kavSiri unda
hqondeT brZolebs konfliqtebTan? amaze pasuxis gasace-
mad, unda davubrundeT Tavdapirvel ganazraxs anu Cveni
warmoSobis mizezs. Tavdapirvelad qalebi ar iyvnen br-
ZolisaTvis Seqmnilni, aramed sicocxlisaTvis, aRzrdisaT-
vis da urTierTobebisaTvis. SesaZloa amitomac aris, rom
xSirad Cven kargad ver vumklavdebiT konfliqtebs. Tu es
asea, arasworia qalisTvis, rom ibrZodes? ara, imaze me-
tad ara, vidre mamakacebisTvis. arcerTi ar iyo Seqmnili
ngrevisTvis – oriveni gaCenilni iqnen zrdisTvis, wesri-
gisTvis da gamravlebisTvis. dadgeba dRe, roca iaraRebs
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gverdze gadadeben maTi daniSnulebis sanacvlod. biblia
ambobs, rom maxvilebs gadaadnoben saxnisebad (ix. esaia
2:4). Semdeg mamakacebic da qalebic daubrundebian Tavi-
anT sawyis mdgomareobas da Sesabamis dinamikas dedami-
waze. magram axla arsebobs problema, mteri da brZola.
es umTavresi pasuxismgebloba da privilegia gaaCndaT

adamsa da evas, romelTac miandes dedamiwa da misi si-
savse. maT gaaCndaT yoveli saWiro resursi zrdisa da
wesrigisaTvis, ise, rom yovel cocxal arsebas SeZleboda
ayvaveba. adamianis dacemiT yovelive Seicvala; batono-
ba gadaiqca dominirebad, gamravleba – gayofad, xolo
wesrigi gardaiqmna qaosad. ayvavebam gza dauTmo xrwnas,
roca nayofis momtan mcenareebsa da xeebs Soris gamoCnda
eklebi da narSavi. sicocxlis mimcemi Tesli ibrZoda
sivrcisTvis niadagSi arsebul sarevelasa da buCqnarTan.
jer kidev manam, sanam es gadatrialeba moxdeboda dedami-
waze, ukanaskneli qmnileba iqca pirvelad konfliqtur
iaraRad. scena brZolisTvis mzad iyo.
`da Camovagdeb mtrobas Sensa da dedakacs Soris.~

(dabadeba 3:15)
imisaTvis rom gaviazroT brZolis sididec da simZimec,

jer unda ganvsazRvroT Tu ra aris mtroba. adre sityvas
mtroba vcvlidi sityva siZulviliT. imis Tqma mindoda,
rom sityva mtrobas ar viyenebT yoveldRiur saubrebSi.
problema Cems CanacvlebaSi iyo is, rom miuxedavad am si-
tyvebis msgavsebisa, azri ar iyo erTi. ungeris bibliis
leqsikoni gansazRvravs sityva mtrobas rogorc `Rrmad
fesvgadgmul siZulvils da Seurigebel mtrobas.~1 mtro-
ba ar aris igive, rac termini `Seurigebeli gansxvavebe-
bi~, romelic xSirad gvesmis xolme ganqorwinebis pro-
cedurebze, aramed `Seurigebeli mtroba.~ es metyvelebs
imaze, rom siZulvili imdenad Zlieria, rom igi ganwiru-
lia rom ara mxolod mudmivad arsebobdes, aramed kidev
Rrmavdebodes da farTovdebodes usasrulod. imisaTvis,
rom davinaxoT es maTematikuri eniT, warmoidgineT erTi
wertili, romlidanac gamodis ori sxivi an isari. erTi
mimarTulia dasavleTisken, meore aRmosavleTisken. orive
mimarTulia sapirispiro mimarTulebiT da SeuZlebelia,
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rom odesme gadakveTon erTmaneTi. es isrebi ar moicavs
dedamiwis mrudes; isini miuyvebian drois wrfiv gzebs. es
imas niSnavs, rom mudmivi mtrobis popularuloba izrde-
ba drosTan erTad, radgan orive mxare farTovdeba da
mravldeba sigrZeSic da ricxobrivadac. TaobebTan erTad
mtroba Rrmavdeba.
mtroba aris sakmaod mZafri sityva, igi mxolod rva-

jer aris gamoyenebuli bibliaSi. misi pirvelad gamoCenis
Semdeg dabadebis wignSi, mtroba iwvdis win Tavis bnel
mklavs qalis Teslis dasapyrobad da gasanadgureblad.
Cven vxedavT Tu rogor izrdeba misi gavlena gamocxadebis
wignamde.
`ganrisxda gveleSapi dedakacze da wavida, raTa Se-

brZoleboda danarCenebs misi modgmidan, romlebic
icaven RvTis mcnebebs da romelTac aqvT iesos mowmo-
ba.~ (gamocxadeba 12:17)
vin awarmoebs am usasrulo oms evas, misi qaliSvilebis

da yoveli adamianis winaaRmdeg, romlebic ki ibadebian?
gveli, haerSi gabatonebuli batoni. omi, dawyebuli cb-
ieri gvelis mier, moicavs did gveleSaps da yvela mis
momxres (ix. dabadeba 3:15; ioane 8:44). baRSi, man moxerxe-
bulad gamoiyena Tavisi iaraRi – tyuili da efeqturad
mopara batonoba dedamiwaze ors, romelnic erTni iyvnen.
gamarjvebisTvis mters unda daeyo raTa ebatona. man

amas qalis mxardaWeris mopovebiT miaRwia. imisaTvis, rom
aeZulebina adami daeTmo sakuTari pozicia, mas tyuilze
ufro meti sWirdeboda. eSmakma gamoiyena qalis gavlenis
Zala. misi gavlenis gareSe, savsebiT SesaZlebelia, rom
mamakaci ar ayoliliyo gvelis rCevas. igi daemorCila
colis xmas. dainaxa, rogor Wamda qali da roca TiTqos
araferi Seicvala, gaiwoda xeli, gamoarTva da SeWama.
`da mowyvita misgan nayofi da SeWama da misca agreTve

Tavis kacs, da manac SeWama.~ (dabadeba 3:6)
mjera, rom rogorc qmnilebis gvirgvins, evas silamaze

da gavlenis Zala imdenad didi iyo, rom sakmaod SesaZle-
belia, rom dauZleveli yofiliyo. srulyofili samyaro
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srulyofili qaliT Seicavda srulyofil mowinaaRmdeges.
gana adami ar iyo gafrTxilebuli daecva xe?
ratom gamoiyena mSvenierma evam, yovelive cocxalis

dedam, Tavisi unari, rom Seeryia Tavisi qmari orives
sazianod? vfiqrob, SegviZlia vivaraudoT, rom man ar
icoda, rom mas gzidan acdenda. igi, aSkaraa, fiqrobda,
rom karg rCevas iZleoda. magram Cven arasodes ar varT
brZenebi, roca RmerTis sibrZnis miRma vmoqmedebT. ra
SesTavaza iseTi am macdurma, rom maT nebiT Caigdes Tavi
safrTxeSi?
`da ixila dedakacma, rom xe kargi Canda saWmelad da

saamo iyo TvalisTvis da mimzidveli iyo Sesacnobad…~
(dabadeba 3:6)
darwmunebuli var, rom baRSi mravali xe iyo kargi saW-

melad da saamo TvalisTvis. magram xe, romelsac gaaCnda
Zala aemaRlebina adamianis statusi RmerTamde, sul sxva
ram iyo. eva fiqrobda, rom iyo raRac imaze meti, rac
mas hqonda miRebuli. sakvirvelia, rom qali CaeWida iseT
raRacas, rac ar hqonda (RmerTTan Tanasworoba), da am
procesSi dakarga is, rasac igi ukve flobda (sibrZne).
amasTan erTad gvelma miizida adamis da evas surviliT
yofiliyvnen RmerTiviT misi (RmerTis) gavlenis da Zalau-
flebis sferos miRma. kacmac da qalmac xeli CaWides im
rols, romelic maT ar ekuTvnodaT. saukuneebis Semdeg
evas Teslma, iesom, sruliad Secvala maTi ugunureba.
`romelic RvTis xateba iyo da, mitacebad ar Tvlida

RvTis Tanasworad yofnas…~ (filipelTa 2:6)
isini, faqtobrivad, RmerTis xatad iyvnen Seqmnilni,

magram ar iyvnen misi Tanasworni. raimes `xateba~ niSnavs
anarekls, da ara wyaros Tavisi arsiT. Tavisi macduri
ritorikiT gvelma aiZula orive, efiqraT, rom raRacas
Rebulobdnen, maSin roca sinamdvileSi orivem dakarges.
man ar gaanaTa isini, aramed daabnela maTi azrovneba, Tum-
ca egonaT rom es sibrZne iyo. gveli ar cdilobda maTTan
damegobrebas _ mas surda maTi dauZlureba da dacema.
SemoeZarcva ra manamde Tavisi pozicia, mas sWirdeboda
maTi. Zalian xSirad, roca cduneba saubrobs, gaviwydeba
Tu vin xar Sen da vinaa namdvili mokavSire.
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ra gogosaviT Cxubob!?
dakarguli daniSnuleba, dakarguli adgilebi
Cven gamudmebiT vkargavT imas, rac gvaqvs, radgan

gvaviwydeba Tu ratom mogveca. adams da evas daaviwydaT
TavianTi daniSnuleba da dakarges sakuTri adgili. maT
icodnen, rom Seiqmnen batonobisTvis, magram daaviwydaT
ratom. dakargulze yurebiT, maT arasworad daiwyes sa-
kuTari Zalebis gamoyeneba, da nacvlad imisa, rom gamo-
eyenebinaT sakuTari batonoba erTmaneTisTvis, gamoiyenes
igi erTmaneTis sawinaaRmdegod. faqtobrivad, adamianis
dacemam gamoiwvia sqesebs Soris dapirispireba. ase daiwyo
brZola.
vswavlobdiT ki rames tkivilis wlebis ganmavlobaSi?

ramdenma mSobelma dakarga TavianTi Svilebis gulebi imis
gamo, rom daaviwydaT ratom hyavdaT isini? mizezi ar iyo
is, rom ekontrolebinaT, aramed uzrunvelyoT maTTvis
iseTi garemo, sadac isini ayvavdebodnen. ramdenma wyvilma
dakarga qorwineba imis gamo, rom daaviwydaT Tu ratom
iyvnen erTad? isini ebrZvian erTmaneTs, nacvlad imisa,
rom ibrZolon sakuTari siyvarulisTvis. imitom xom ar
veWidebiT da vebrZviT sxvebs maTi rolebisTvis, radgan
Cveni davkargeT mxedvelobidan? Cven yvelani vmarcxdeb-
iT, roca sxvebs varTmevT imas, rac ar gvekuTvnis. ratom
ar vkmayofildebiT rom viaroT im Zalauflebasa da mdgo-
mareobaSi, romelic mogvendo zrunvisTvis?
mamakacis mdgomareoba ar aris misatacebeli da arc

misi sakuTrebaa, rom SeeZlos misi gacema. qalis adgili
ar aris mamakacisTvis, iseve rogorc arc qalisaa, rom
dakargos masze ufleba. orive unda idgnen maT Sesabam-
is rolSi. is, rac dasacavad mogveca, arasodes ar unda
davuTmoT sxvas. mamakacma da qalma gasces is, rac maT
miendoT dasacavad da meTvalyureobisTvis edemis baRSi.
mTeli es dro Cven gavatareT mcdelobaSi gvepova ukan
dasabrunebeli gza edemisken, RmerTis samoTxeSi, sadac
misi qmnileba kvlav yvavis. es, odesRac miwis piridan aR-
gvili baRi, didi xania aRar aris, Tumca WeSmaritebis Tes-
lebi da principebi rCeba. Cven viltviT rom aRvadginoT
dakarguli samoTxe. es iyo axlis prototipi da aCrdili,
romelsac sabolood gaviazrebT. sulSi, ieso qristem,
evas Teslma, uzrunvelyo es gamarjveba CvenTvis.
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ìs Tavs gagiWeWyavs da Sen mas qusls daugeslav.~
(dabadeba 3:15)
sad aris gamarjveba? sad aris Cveni mtris damar-

cxebis mtkicebuleba? rodis vixilavT sibnelis Semcire-
bas da Seviwroebisgan gaTavisuflebas? rodis daiwyeben
evas Svilebi siaruls gamarjvebaSi, romelic misma Tes-
lma moipova? me mjera, rom vixilavT Semobrunebas, roca
SevwyvetT Cveni Zalis da Zalauflebis arasworad gamoy-
enebas. ra moxdeba Tu qalebi gamoiyeneben TavianTi gam-
Wriaxobis Zalas da gavlenas gankurnebisa da aRzrdisT-
vis? ra moxdeba Tu mamakacebi gamoiyeneben TavianT Zalas
WeSmaritebasa da simarTlisTvis? ra iqneba mamakacebi ma-
makacebiviT rom ibrZodnen? ra iqneboda qalebi WeSmari-
tad ZaliT rom yofiliyvnen Semosilebi raTa ebrZolaT
rogorc qalebs? Cven yvelani gavimarjvebdiT.
mamakacebi moipovebdnen im pativiscemas, romelic da-

karges, da qalebi aRidgendnen siyvarulis Zalas. icodeT,
rom rac daikarga aRdgenis procesSia. is Tu ra dmgo-
mareobaSic aris yvelaferi, ver Seedreba imas, rac unda
iyos. momyeviT da mivideT erTad WeSmaritebis adgilamde.
qalbatono, dae es sityvebi dagelaparakos Sen, da dagex-
maros rom iyo is, risTvisac Seiqmeni.
ùfali iZleva sityvas maxarobelTa, didi gundia max-

arobel qalTa! jarebis mefeni garbian, garbian, Sin
myofi qali nadavls gaiyofs.~ (fsalmuni 67:12-13)
RmerTi acxadebs gamarjvebas, da droa asulebisT-

vis rom sixaruliT gamoacxadon WeSmariteba imisa, rac
moiges. es triumfi Zalian didia, rom erTma xmam SeZlos
amis gakeTeba. Cven gvWideba mravalis xma, romlebic il-
aparakeben rogorc erTi. tyuilebi Sors aRwevda, magram
WeSmariteba metad Zlieria. Tu Cven mxolod WeSmaritebas
gavacxadebT, mtris mefeni da jarebi gaiqcevian. maT was-
vlasTan erTad Cven aRmovaCenT simdidres da saganZurs,
romlebic ase didi xnis ganmavlobaSi dakarguli iyo da
aRdgeba.
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sruliad Tavisufali, sruliad RmerTis
`TavisuflebisTvis gagavaTavisufla qristem.~

(galatelTa 5:1)
RmerTi dainteresebulia TavisuflebiT. misTvis mas

didi mniSvneloba aqvs. mas surs rom sruliad gagaTavi-
sufloT, raTa mTlianad misi iyoT. wlebis manZilze davi-
naxe, rom RmerTs faqtobrivad siamovnebs, roca gvayenebs
im mdgomareobebsa da situaciebi, romelTac gaaCniaT
potenciali, rom namdvilad Secvalon monobis sferoebi
Cvens cxovrebaSi. vfiqrob, mas moswons roca akvirdeba
Tavis Svilebs komfortisa da kontrolis miRma sfero-
Si myofT. SesaZloa misi TvalTaxedvidan gamomdinare, es
igivea, rogorc, magaliTad,roca me vuyureb Cems Svilebs
talRebs Soris monavardeT da mocekvaveebs.
mniSvnelovania gesmodeT, rom adre Zalian mSiSara

adamiani viyavi. iseTi wignis werac ki, romelSic saubari
iqneboda konfliqtze, maSinebda. magram Semdeg dadga
dro, roca Cems usafrTxoebis survils gadaaWarba Tavi-
suflebis survilma. mivaRwieT Cven ukve amas? CemTvis es
maSin moxda, roca davinaxe Cemi SiSebis anarekli SvilebSi.
mxolod me mexebodes saqme, wrfelad rom Tqva, arc ki
vici Sevicvlebodi Tu ara. gacilebiT ufro advili iqne-
boda dafarulSi darCena.
erT magaliTi minda moviyvano. saSualo skolaSi sag-

amocdoT an sityviT gamosvla, an debatebis gamarTva
momeTxoveboda. sxva veraferi SemaSinebda ase Zlier. me
Zlier meSinoda xalxis winaSe dgomis. davkarge Tvali ki-
bos iseTi formis gamo, romelsac ewodeba retinoblas-
toma, roca xuTi wlis viyavi. erT RameSi Cemi Cveuli
cxovreba Seicvala. manamde viyavi Tavdajerebuli da
megobruli, xolo amis Semdeg gavxdi SublSekruli da
gulCaTxrobili. vgrZnobdi, rom xalxi aRar mamCnevda.
vxedavdi rogor cdilobdnen isini daedginaT Tu romel
TvalSi unda SemoexedaT, roca mesaubrebodnen. skolaSi,
komplimentebi Seicvala lanZRviT. me meZaxdnen `cal Tva-
las~ da `ciklops.~ vcdilobdi Zlieri vyofiliyvi da maT
sityvebs Cemze zegavlena ar moexdinaT. ignorirebas ga-
vuwevdi maT komentarebs da SevinarCunebdi simSvides iqa-
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mde, sanam saxlamde ar mividodi; Semdeg unugeSod vtiro-
di Cems oTaxSi. ratom ar SemeZlo rom sxvebis msgavsi
vyofiliyavi?
axla unda gamovsuliyavi mTeli klasis winaSe sityviT.

debatebi ar iqneboda kargi arCevani. veranairad ver war-
movidgendi rom raime argumentSi gavimarjvebdi sxvebis
winaSe. me gadavitane gakveTilebis pirveli kvira; Sem-
deg dadga sityviT gamosvlebis droc. movemzade, magram
azri ar hqonda. roca daniSnuli dRe dadga, ar SemeZlo
saubari. maswavlebelma momca SesaZlebloba gavsuliyavi
klasidan da xelaxla damewyo, magram ar SemeZlo. Sevxede
Tanaklaselebs da araferi gamomdioda. movibodiSe da
gaviqeci dabla meTodistis ofisisken. avuxseni Tu ra
SeuZlebeli iyo CemTvis, rom warmatebulad damesrulebi-
na metvelebis sagani. rogor miviRebdi 3-ians, miT umetes
4 da 5? bolos da bolos, me invalidi viyavi! konsultant-
ma miTanagrZno. man ramdenime kiTxva damisva, maT Soris:
àpireb Seni cxovrebis ise warmarTvas, rom dagWirdes sa-
jaro gamosvlebi?~ sruliad ara! me davarwmune igi, rom
aranairi survili ar mqonda melaparaka orze meti adamia-
nis winaSe cxovrebis bolomde.
`getyvi ra unda qna, airCie enis xelovnebis sxva nawili,

da Cven gamonakliss davuSvebT metyvelebis gakveTilis
moTxovnebSi.~ ar mjeroda mosmenilis!
maSinve Cavewere kurt vonegutis kursze.
radganac konsultanti ase gamgebi iyo, me misi yur-

adReba meore saganzec mivapyari, romelic CemTvis mTa-
vari problemas warmoadgenda – beWdva. TiTqmis SeuZle-
beli iyo rom wuTSi ocdaxuT sityvaze meti amekrifa. igi
moTminebiT mismenda.
`mimaCnia, rom beWvdis gakveTilzec SegviZlia gamonak-

lisis daSveba. yovelTvis SegiZliaT vinmes gadauxadoT
kolejSi Tqveni sabuTebis dabeWdisTvis.~
me gavmxnevdi! vigrZeni TiTqos didi tvirTi momexsna

mxrebidan. movagrove Cemi nivTebi metyvelebis sagnis sak-
laso oTaxSi da warvudgine werili Cems axal maswavleb-
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els imis niSnad, rom SevuerTdebodi mis klass. beWdva
gadaiqca swavlis darbazad. cxovreba mSvenieri iyo.
magram RmerTi zecaSi albaT icinoda. SemiZlia war-

movidgino rogor miubrundeboda angelozebs da etyoda:
`sawyali liza. modi davasvenoT. mesmis, rom mas Zalian
eSinia gamovides Tormeti Tanaklaselis winaSe. modi,
ubralod davicadoT da realurad SevaSinoT da asebad,
Semdeg aTasebad gadavaqcioT es xalxi da amasobaSi tele-
viziac gamoviyenoT, raTa sruliad zRvars gadavaciloT.
mas ar surs beWdva, es Znelia misTvis. kargiT, axla man
unda daisvenos, radgan cxovrebis bolomde beWdva mouw-
evs.~
ori klasi, romlebidanac gamovedi saSualo skolidan,

swored isinia, romlebsac dReisaTvis regularulad viy-
eneb. iciT, konsultantebi, maswavleblebi da sxvadasxva
organizaciebi SeiZleba dageTanxmon, rom invalidi xarT,
magram RmerTi arasodes dageTanxmebaT.
mas uyvars TqvenTvis im SesaZleblobis mocema, rom-

lisac geSiniaT, radgan roca imas upirispirdebi, risic
geSinia, uSiSari xdebi.
sad arian uSiSari asulebi, romlebic mzad arian ibr-

Zolon qalebiviT?
am wignis gverdebis gadafurcvlisas gaxseniT Tqve-

ni guli. daijereT, rom Tqven erTerTi aseTi xma xarT,
uzenaesi RmerTis erTerTi is qaliSvili, romelic iswav-
lis Tu rogor ibrZolos rogorc qalma. droa yvelaferi
daibrunoT gvelisgan, dadeqiT maRal quslebze da gauWeW-
yeT mas Tavi.
zeciero mama,
me msurs viaro WeSmaritebasa da sinaTleSi. minda sa-

kuTari Tavi gamovamJRavno qalad, rogoradac Semqmeni.
momiteve, rom vimalebodi mamakacis zurgs ukan. mjera,
rom bolos da bolos meti Zalaa Cems, rogorc qalis ga-
mocxadebaSi. sulowmidav, imoqmede Cems cxovrebaSi. min-
da vibrZolo Cems broZolebSi imdeni ZaliT ramdenadac
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ZalmiZs. ar davixev ukan SiSSi, aramed gabedulad warvad-
gen Cems moTxovnebs raTa SevebrZolo yvelafers, rac
dadgeba Cems pativs, Cems ufalsa da ojaxs Soris. amin.
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Tavi meore
iqneb me ar momwons qalebi?
ase vambobdi xolme. sinamdvileSi axla miyvars qalebi.

ramdenadac SegiZliaT warmoidginoT, iyo dro roca Za-
lian ar miyvarda isini. ara marto sxva qalebi ar momwonda,
aramed sakuTari qalurobac mZulda. Sesabamisad, ar viyavi
gakvirvebuli qalTa-sawinaaRmdego xasiaTis gamosvlebiT
Cemi Tanakolegebi debisgan. gamigia am grZnobebis erTi
an meore gamoxatuleba sxvadasxva asakis da sazogadoebis
jgufebis qalebis mxridan. faqtobrivad, rac me vmogzau-
rob da vsubrob, es iqca mTavar SemaerTebel wertilad.
Cems gamosvlas viwyeb magaliTad aseTi ramis TqmiT:
`ramdeni TqvenTagani ar xarT darwmunebulebi rom ar

mogwonT qalebi?~
`wrfelad gekiTxebiT, vfiqrob, me ufro mamakaci var

vidre qali.~
`biWebi gogoebze gacilebiT ufro metad momwons.~
`mamakacebi amboben imas, rasac gulisxmoben da gulisx-

moben imas, rasac amboben. qalTan erTad arasodes ici sad
dgaxar!~
`biWebs ufro ugeb; qalebTan urTierTobisas ufro

meti energia ixarjeba!~
`qalebi patara Woriknebi arian, romlebic erTs geu-

bnebian pirSi, xolo meores amboben Tqvens zurgs ukan.~
savsebiT darwmunebuli var imaSi, rom sajarod an pi-

radad gamovxate yvela es gancda da imedgacrueba. ma-
gram, roca realurad vfiqrob am dinamikaze, cota sa-
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SiSad meCveneba. modiT sxvanairad gamovxatoT es. verc
ki warmovidgen, rom mamakacebis jgufi eTanxmebodes sxva
Zmas, roca igi Riad acxadebs Tavis zizRs mamakacebis
mimarT. an warmoidgineT rom Savkaniani Zma an da idgnen
da acxadebdnen TavianTi sazogadoebis winaSe: `megobrebo,
iciT ra? sinamdvileSi ar momwons Savkanianebi.~ ase maTi
saqme kargad ar damTavrdeba. CasviT aq nebismieri xalxTa
jgufi, italielebi, arabebi, bavSvebi da a.S., da yovelT-
vis ucnaurad iJRerebs. vercerT SemTxvevaSi ver miiRebT
Tanxmobas garda qalebis SemTxvevaSi.
ratom aris qalTa umravlesoba erT azrSi, roca gamox-

ataven zizRs da imedgacruebas qalebTan dakavSirebiT?
minaxavs rom es ambavi zogs uxaria kidec: àr mogwons
qalebi? mSvenieria, arc me!~ TiTqos raRacnairad us-
afrTxod gvagrZnobinebda Tavs is, rom Cvens irgvliv is-
eTi qalebi arian, visac ar moswonT qalebi. ra Tqma unda,
Cveulebisamebr Cven mogvwons calkeuli qalbatonebi, ma-
gram vebrZviT qalebis saerTo cnebas. saubris msvlelobi-
sas gamovxatavT Cvens midrekilebebs imiT, rom davdivarT
magidis irgvliv da vamtkicebT Cvens mamakacur midgomas
cxovrebisa da urTierTobebisadmi.
`qalebi Zalian emociurebi arian!~
`bevrs wuwunoben!~
ìsini Zalian pasiur-agresiulebi arian!~
`maT ver endobi!~
araerTxel miTqvams, rom merCivna warmemarTa saubrebi

mamakacebiT savse oTaxSi, vidre saqmeebze melaparaka ram-
denime qalTan. es saSinelebaa, magram Zalian xSirad si-
marTlea.
ra mouvidaT qalebs?
vfiqrob, es epidemiuri qalebis sawinaaRmdego senti-

menti saWiroebs garkveul ganmartebas, da yvelaze ukeT
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SegviZlia es daviwyoT kiTxvis dasmiT: `ratom aris rom
qalebs ar moswonT qalebi?~ ras SeeZlo gamoewvia rom qa-
lebis didi raodenoba uaryofs TavianT sqess? es yvelgan
minaxavs sadac ki mimogzauria, da Sedegebi Zalian didia.
samwuxarod, bevr CvenTagans ar gveswavla dafaseba imisa,
ranic varT, rogorc qalebi. sakvirvelia amis Semdeg, rom
vSordebiT Cvens rols maSin, roca arasodes gvesmoda re-
alurad Tu ras niSnavs iyo qali?
qaluri faseulobebis gacnobierebis naklebobas unda

davupirispirdeT cxovrebis TiTqmis yvela sferoSi, Tu
gvinda vixiloT didi cvlilebebi. RmerTi aRviZebs Cvens
individualurobas raTa SegvaZlebinos gacnobiereba imisa,
Tu rani SegviZlia gavxdeT rogorc qaliSvilebi, colebi,
dedebi, debi, liderebi da megobrebi. qalebma unda Seit-
anon mniSvnelovani wvlili TavianTi gavlenis unikalur
sferoebSi da es sruliad arasodes iqneba gacnobierebu-
li Tu sakuTar sqesTan mimarTebaSi zizRi gveqneba.
me maxsovs SemTxveva, romelic Cemi da jonis niSnobis

Semdeg maleve moxda. Cven vijeqiT parkSi da vmsjelob-
diT momaval erTobliv cxovrebaze. am dros sruli mar-
cxi ganvicade. daviwye gaazreba, rom qali viyavi. Cveni
qorwinebis momavali perspeqtiva amas cxads xdida. me
unda meTamaSa qalis roli cxovrebis bolomde. joni uki-
duresad gaxarebuli iyo, roca xatavda Cvens momavals,
romelic mis winaSe iSleboda. roca igi laparakobda, me
daviwye nerviuloba. sanam gaviazrebdi imas, Tu ras va-
keTebdi, wamovayrantale: `mZuls rom qali var!~
joni gaognebuli iyo. ras ambobda misi sacole? Semdeg

amityda tirili (Cemi samarcxvino reaqcia imedgacrueba-
ze), roca sruliad gaviazre Tu ra saSineli da SemzRudve-
li iyo qalad yofna. meSinoda, rom qorwinebaze TanxmobiT
vkargavdi kontrols sakuTar cxovrebaze, da xels gaci-
lebiT met rameze vawerdi, vidre movelodi. daaxloebiT
TxuTmet-wuTiani disertaciis Semdeg, jonis SiSis dro
dadga. sabednierod, Cven RvTismosavi wyvilis samezob-
lod viyaviT, romlebic jonisTvis mSoblebiviT iyvnen.
man ifiqra, rom kargi azri iqneboda, rom gagveseirna da
mivsuliyaviT maTTan, raTa mesaubra im qalbatonTan. joni
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gulmodgined cdilobda gaekeTebina rac SeeZlo, magram
erTxel rom avfeTqdebodi, advilad veRar vwyardebodi.
am qalbatonma gulmxurvaled migviRo da SegvipatiJa.

SeumCnevlad Sevedi da pirdapir stumarta abazanisken
gavemarTe, rom davwynarebuliyavi. sanam maT SevuerTde-
bodi, jonma saWirod CaTvala aexsna Cemi awewili gareg-
noba da cremliani Tvalebi.
`lizam Tqva rom surs, rom mamakaci yofiliyo da rom

sZuls qalebi,~ uTxra man, Tan ar iyo darwmunebuli Tu
ra reaqcia moyveboda amas. am brZenma qalbatona Tavi dau-
qnia, da komentarisgan Tavi Seikava, sanam ar davbrundi.
gamovedi cota morcxvad. ras ifiqrebda igi Cems ugunur
cremlebis Rvraze? neta xom gaafrTxila man joni: àr
moiyvano igi colad!~? TiTqmis myisve man gaaqarwyla Cemi
SiSebi. mimizida Tavisken, Semomxeda TvalebSi da ubralod
Tqva: `mesmis.~ Rrmad CavisunTqe da gadavexvie. im momen-
tisTvis, TiTqos sakmarisi iyo rom sxva qali migebda, ro-
melic metad asakovani iyo da Tan brZeni.
albaT ufro zusti iqneboda vTqvaT, rom sinamdvileSi

gana qalebi ar mogvwons, aramed is imiji, romelic qa-
lebs CamouyalibdaT an moergnen. sxva dros mainteresebs
xolme, raime gadamwyveti xom ar gvaklia, ris dakargvasac
vglovobT, rasac ver gamovxatavT. SesaZloa ar mogvwons
aRqmuli SezRudvebi an sisusteebi, romlebic Cvens sqess
ukavSirdeba. ubralod naxeT Tu rogor eqspluatirebs
media qalebs da amcirebs mamakacebs. Cven viTxovT Tanabar
dafasebas, Semdeg vkadrulobT rom davmcirdeT ubralo
seqsualur Sesaxedaobebad, romlebic sxvebs eTamaSebian.
rogorc Cans, Cven raRacnairad avcdiT gzas, da sul ram-
denime CvenTagani, sakmaod dagvianebulad, sasowarkveTi-
lad cdilobs zogi am WeSmaritebis gatarebas cxovrebis
TamaSSi. vSiSob saswrafod unda davibrunoT mdgomareoba
iqamde, sanam Zalian gviani ar iqneba.
STamagonebeli xilva
verc ki daviTvli ramdenjer iyo, rom axalgazrda qa-

lebi misvamdnen saazrovno, kvleviT kiTxvebs: ratom aris
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kargi qalad yofna? raSia Cveni faseuloba? ra aris Cveni
roli? ra SemiZlia gavakeTo? rogor SemiZlia amis ga-
keTeba? ras ambobs RmerTi Cvens qalur garegnobaze? Sei-
Zleba Cems cxovrebas realurad hqondes azri mamakacTan
urTierTobis gareSe? me vgrZnob RmerTis mowodebas, ma-
gram ar vici rogoria igi, rogorc qalisTvis. SegiZliaT
miTxraT rogor viyo iseTi qali?
imisaTvis, rom warmatebulad ganixiloT da gamoikv-

lioT sakuTari qaluri xvedri (da igi marTlac Zlieri
ramaa), neba momeciT wargidginoT perspeqtivac da sur-
vilic.
warmoidgineT didebuli qalaqi. es ar aris Cveulebri-

vi adgili, radgan igi Cndeba mxolod ganTiadze, sadac
dedamiwa xvdeba cas, ise, TiTqos mzis amosvlasTan er-
Tad ibadeba. Tqven xedavT mis konturebs gamokveTils
cecxlovani marjnis naTebisgan, imdenad realurad, imde-
nad cxadad, rom fiqrobT, rom SegiZliaT mowyvitoT igi
horizontidan da daiWiroT xelSi. Semdeg uecrad qreba,
radgan roca mze amodis, saidumlo qalaqi qreba Tval-
Taxedvidan.
Cven vTqviT, rom miuxedavad imisa, rom qalaqi real-

uria, igi Sors aris. am qalaqis mcxovrebni Zalian gansx-
vavdebian Cvengan, radgan yvela Zlieri, lamazi, keTili
da brZenia. am qalaqis kultura da Cveulebebi sruliad
ucxoa Cveni qalaqisTvis. WiSkari yovelTvis Riaa, da leg-
enda ambobs, rom vinc Sedis qalaqSi iSviaTad surs misi
datoveba. samefo guluxvad Cuqnis saCuqrebs yvelas, vinc
estumreba mas, miuxedavad amisa misi farTo sazRvrebi
arasodes ivseba. adgili aris yvelasaTvis. Tumca yvela
ver uTmobs adgils am qalaqs.
samwuxarod, bevrs ar surs gaemgzavros im adgilisken

romelsac Tvalis mokvriT xedaven darian dilas. isini,
vinc miemgzavrebian am samyarosken, iSviaTad brundebian.
yoveldRiurad Tqveni fiqrebi ubrundeba am qalaqs,

magram sxva qmedebebi da saqmeebi cdiloben Tqveni yu-
radRebis moparvas. fiqrebi da dardebi avseben Tqvens
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gonebas da efeqturad gadaaqvT Tqveni yuradReba. kon-
fliqturi uwyebebi ibrZvian qalaqis sufTa silamazis wi-
naaRmdeg. Tumca, roca mSvidad xarT, uZlevel mizidu-
lobas grZnobT, TiTqos geZaxdeT. dro da dro iRviZebT
da TiTqos viRac geCurCulebaT. gesmiT sakuTari saxeli,
magram raRacnairad gansxvavebulad JRers… rezonansSi
cxovrebasTan. isea TiTqos Tqveni pirovnebis mxolod mc-
ire nawilia realizebuli, xolo iq srulyofili iqnebiT.
zogma SeiZleba ifiqros me aRvwer mxolod zecas – ara.
me vsaubrob momavali samefos aRTqmebisa da WeSmarite-
bebis miRebaze.
`movides sufeva Seni, iyos neba Seni, viTarca caTa Sina,

egreca qveyanasa zeda.~ (maTe 6:10)
mjera, rom radganac zecis samefos WeSmariteba ara

marto esmiT xalxs, aramed gulmodginedac cxovroben mis
mixedviT, Cven vixilavT rom aRdgeba Cveni Zalis da si-
lamazis nawili. es qalaqi metyvelebs imaze, Tu rogor
unda iyos yvelaferi da ar aris. igi warmoadgens kul-
turas, sadac yvelas gaaCnia unikaluri faseuloba da
pativi. igi warmoadgens gansxvavebas didebul zecasa da
awymo dedamiwas Soris. es didi gansxvaveba metyvelebs
xvedrzec da ltolvazec. mjera xilva Zlieri faqtoria
xvedris gamosaRviZeblad.
`xilvaTa gareSe Tavs aiSvebs xalxi.~ (igavebi 29:18)
ras unda warmoadgendes es xilva zecasTan dakavSire-

biT sikvdilis Semdeg? diax, xilvas gaaCnia Zala agvamaR-
los da Segvaxsenos, rom sabolood Cven Seqmnilebi varT
sxva adgilisa da drosTvis. iq yvela Secdoma gamoswore-
buli iqneba da aRmovaCenT, rom yvelani sayvareli ada-
mianebi viqnebiT. es aris Cveni sasoeba, magram ra vTqvaT
awmyoze?
silamaze – yoveli qalis unikaluri saCuqari
am wlis dasawyisSi, vigrZeni TiTqos xilva cekvavda

Cems winaSe. viyavi avstraliaSi qalTa mSvenier konferen-
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ciaze. RonisZiebis bolos mozardi gogoebis jgufma Sea-
srula lamazi cekva. moxibluli viyavi roca vuyurebdi
maT rogor ikribebodnen. isini yvela zomis da formis
iyvnen – maRali, dabali, momxibvleli da tanadi – Tumca
roca musika daiwyo saerTo taqtiT amoZravdnen. simRe-
rac uxdebodaT da cekvac. cremlebma Camirbines loye-
bze roca isini TavianT sacekvao pas demonstrirebdnen.
erTi Savgvremani gamudmebiT ipyrobda Cems mzeras. gavi-
fiqre: `ra sayvarelia.~ gavifiqre es Tu ara, gavigone su-
lis CurCuli: `Senc ase gamoiyurebodi mis asakSi, magram
amas arasodes amCnevdi.~ kvlav Sevxede. misi aRnagoba Cemi
anarekli iyo mis asakSi, Tumca sakuTari Tavi yovelTvis
mimaCnda uSnod da uxeSad. ratom vxedavdi amas axla gansx-
vavebulad? Sevxede Cems Zvirfas megobar leis, romelic
Cems gverdiT ijda da gavuRime. misi Tvalebic savse iyo
cremlebiT. axla sxvanairad iyo saqme. Cven viyaviT dede-
bi, romlebic qaliSvilebis cekvas uyurebdnen.
saocaria Tu dros da Sexedulebis Secvlas ra SeuZlia.

wlebis Semdeg me aRar miWirs sauTari Tavis sxva qalTan
Sedareba. RmerTma gankurna is damtvreuli adgilebi. me
raRac mets veZeb. veZeb imas, rasac im dRes Tvali movkari.
viltvi im dRisken, roca Cveni gogoebi daiwyeben am samo-
sis qsovas da aRidgenen unikalur mSvenierebas, siyvaruls
da silamazes da mxolod amas SeuZlia qalurobis gamox-
atva. vuyureb qalebs, romlebmac ician rogor marTon ara
mxolod sakuTari cxovreba, aramed sxvebisac zecis si-
kaSkaSis nawiliT. es momenti gamoxatavs imas, rasac minda
rom am wignma miaRwios. msurs, rom qaliSvilebi cekvavd-
nen uSiSrad maSin, xolo dedebi iRimodnen da bebiebi ki
kmayofilebiT sunTqavdnen.
msurs viyo dedis xma axalgazrdisTvis, megobari Cemi

debisTvis da Svili maTTvis, vinc isvenebs mravali wlis
cekvis Semdeg. msurs davexmaro qalebs, rom dainaxon maTi
cxovrebis periodebis silamaze da Zala. miuxedavad Cveni
awmyo periodisa da Sexedulebisa, es ver moxdeba iqamde,
sanam jer ar viswavliT rom gviyvardes erTmaneTi da Tu
vin varT rogorc qalebi.
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kritikis damarcxeba
ar vflob yvela pasuxs, magram rac viswavle is minda

gagiziaroT. WeSmariteba xSirad melaparakeboda, magram
me ar mesmoda. sakmaod dakavebuli viyavi tyuilebis mos-
meniT. samwuxarod Tu didi xani usmenT tyuilebs, roca
WeSmariteba laparakobs ver gaigebT an ver aitanT. sxva
dros ki, ubralod ar mesmoda naTqvami dabrkolebebis da
areulobis gamo Cems cxovrebaSi.
wlebis manZilze gamigia mravali sxvadasxva da Sereuli

ambebi qalebze. roca ufro axalgazrda viyavi movismine
feministi liderebis saubari, magram amas yovelTvis
moyveboda maTi gulis wyromis kritika. roca gavizarde
mesmoda ganqorwinebuli qalebis xma, romelSic Canda
imedgacrueba, tkivili, simware da Ralati. kolejSi mo-
vismine Cemi sociologiis maswavleblis filosofia, ma-
gram masSi gareuli iyo misi gadawyvetilebebic. eklesiaSi
mesmoda liderebis Sexedulebebi da xSirad mas axlavda
religiuri sistemebis xmauri. yoveli xma Seicavda WeS-
maritebis nawils. es iyo siZneleebis da usamarTlobis,
batonobis da danakargis realuri istoriebi. roca erTad
vawyob am nawilebs, ar momwons Sedegad miRebuli suraTi
an arCevani, romelsac isini mTavazoben. me raRac ufro
meti msurda. msurda cekva. msurda Rimili. msurda hori-
zontze mdebare qalaqi.
roca mivemgzavrebiT imisken, Tu rogorc unda gamoiy-

urebodes yvelaferi, TiToeuli CvenTagani vmogzaurobT
sxvadasxva adgilidan anu perspeqtividan, magram aucile-
belia, rom rogorc qalebi mivideT iqamde. Cemi gulwrfe-
li locvaa, rom davfaroT es manZili da msvlelobaSi
avagoT xidi gadasakveTad Cveni axalgazrda da asakovani
qalebisTvis. da ase, Cveni msvleloba WeSmaritebis saZeb-
nad iwyeba.
imisaTvis, rom vipovoT sakuTari gza, jer unda gamovr-

ToT ganuyreli kritika, radgan igi saxifaTod axSobs da
amaxinjebs yvelafers rac gvesmis. es Careva mudmivi gaxda
Cems cxovrebaSi. me gavigone misi daJinebuli damaxinjebac
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wmida werilis kiTxvisas. mesmoda igi ojaxuri urTier-
Tobebis dinamikaSic. gamigonia igi komikur situaciebSi,
wesdebebsa da procedurebSi. gamigonia iumorSi. momisme-
nia eklesiaSi, skolaSi. ras gaiZaxda kritika? `qalebi –
problemaa.~
odesme gsmeniaT es kritika? albaT SeniSneT, me ar miTq-

vams, rom qalebma SeiZleba gamoiwvion problemebi, radgan
ra Tqma unda SeuZliaT, magram Tavad qalebi ar arian
problema. erTia iyo problemis mizezi, magram sul sxvaa
rom aigivebde sakuTar Tavs da bunebas yvela problemas-
Tan dedamiwis zurgze. sabednierod, wlebis manZilze aR-
movaCine, rom yovel tyuilze arsebobs damZleveli WeS-
mariteba: qalebi ar arian problema… isini pasuxi arian.
daufiqrdiT am moments. mieciT saSualeba, rom misma

silamazem da Zalam dafaron xmauri da SeaRwion Tqvens
arsebaSi. rodesac gaagrZelebT kiTxvas, gamudmebiT unda
daamuSaoT yvelaferi rasac moismenT am martivi, Tumca
Rrma azriT: Sen xar pasuxi.
CaeWide Sens Zalas
àra~, SeiZleba TqvaT, àr var. me problema var. Sen ar

ici rogori iyo Cemi cxovreba.~ damSviddiT, momismineT,
me ar vsaubrob Tqvens warsulze; me vsaubrob Tqvens mo-
mavalze. Tu daijerebT rom pasuxi xarT, cxovrebas da
urTierTobebs sruliad gansxvavebulad miudgebiT, vi-
dre im SemTxvevaSi, Tu dajerebuli iqnebiT, rom prob-
lema xarT. problemebi negatiuria, kritikuli da katego-
riuli. problemebi awvaleben Tqvens cxovrebas TavianTi
dardebiTa da SiSebiT. o, magram gamosavali sxvadasxva-
nairad JRers. isini pozitiuria, imediani da sicocxlis
mimcemi Tavis sibrZneSi. pasuxebi anugeSeben da klaven
SiSs siyvarulis ZaliT. Tu gjeraT rom problema xarT,
adre Tu gvian daiwyebT Sesabamisad moqmedebas. aseve, Tu
daijerebT rom sinamdvileSi ar xarT problema, aramed
gamosavali, daiwyebT amis Sesabamisad moqmedebas. war-
moidgineT ra SeiZleba moxdes qalebis mTelma Taobam
rom gaiTavisos es. yovel dRe sarkeSi rom CaexedaT da
eTqvaT: `me pasuxi var. me maqvs Zala imisaTvis, rom Se-
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varyio es samyaro. me Seviqmeni kargisTvis da ara zianisT-
vis. ar mWirdeba Rriali, radgan gamaCnia CurCulis Zala.
ar mWirdeba viyo Savi an TeTri… radgan me var qmilebis
feri da silamaze!~
pasuxi iyo sworad Cveni arsebobis mizezi da motivacia

Cveni Seqmnis miRma. samoTxes gaaCnda problema da Cven
viyaviT RmerTis pasuxi. ifiqreT amaze! Tqven viRacis pa-
suxi xarT. Tqven raRacis pasuxi xarT. arsebobs problema,
romelsac mxolod Tqveni Tandaswreba gadaWris. arsebobs
gatexili da daWrili guli romelTanac mxolod Tqven
SegiZliaT miitanoT kurneba. Tqven xarT xma munjisTvis.
Tqven xarT silamaze nangrevebis SuagulSi. Tqven ar xarT
msxverpli; Tqven xarT pasuxi. warmoidgineT ra Zalaa am
Sexedulebis cvlilebaSi. qalebi ar arian kacebi, magram
xSirad arian mamakacis pasuxi.
àraa kargi adamis martooba! SevuqmnaT mas Sesaferisi

Semwe.~ (dabadeba 2:18)
adams sWirdeboda daxmareba. eva iyo misi pasuxi. pa-

suxs da gamosavals ar sWirdeba brZola imisaTvis, rom
SemCneuli iyos roca scenaze gamodis. brZenebma ician es.
adammac ra Tqma unda icoda.
`da Tqva adamma: ès Zvali Cems ZvalTagania, es xorci

Cems xorcTagania. da ewodos mas dedakaci, radgan ka-
cisganaa gamoRebuli igi.~ (dabadeba 2:23)
iseve, rogorc adamis SemTxvevaSi, roca xalxi xedavs

rom qalebi ganasaxiereben WeSmaritebas, isini miatoveben
problemur azrovnebas da CaeWidebian rols, rogorc pa-
suxs. mjera, rom qveyniereba giyurebT da gelodebaT, rom
iyoT pasuxi.
amasTan, Cven vcxovrobT wuTisofelSi da xSirad ekle-

siis kulturaSi, romlebic Seuwyvetliv iZaxian, rom qa-
lebi erTgvari `ziania ZravSi.~ susti rgoli, ase vTqvaT.
o, magram es ar aris simarTle!
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qali Seiqmna imisaTvis, rom pasuxi yofiliyo. is sagan-
Zuri iyo, visac adami eZebda, RmerTis srulyofili qmni-
leba. roca mas (qals) uyvars, igi zeTia romelic poxavs
da cxovrebac advilad midis. roca is Tavisufalia, igi ar
aris usustesi rgoli; igi aris lalis Tvali Camokidebu-
li oqros mZivze.
`miCvene piri Seni, masmine xma Seni! radgan tkbilia xma

Seni da piri Seni mSvenieri.~ (qebaTa qeba 2:14)
qveynierebas swyuria Tqveni naxva da mosmena. evas qa-

liSvilebma ugunurad daijeres tyuili da mas saSualeba
misces Seecvala maTi Sexedulebebi da saxe. im tyuilis mi-
RebiT, rom Cven problemas warmovadgenT, drois gasvlis
Semdeg Cven marTlac SeviqmeniT aseTebad. daviviwyeT ra,
rom sayvarlebi viyaviT, davkargeT Cveni silamazis wili.
simarTlea, rom bevri CvenTagani ar vucruebT imedebs
maT, vinc akvirdeba Cvens marcxs. magram qari icvlis mi-
marTulebas da WeSmariteba uberavs Tavisuflad da axle-
burad yvelas, visac yuri gaaCnia imis sasmenad, rasac WeS-
mariteba ilaparakebs da gamoaRviZebs. qveynierebas surs
rom kvlav moisminos Cveni xmebis mSveniereba.
qalebi ar warmoadgenen problemas
saqme imaSi ki ar aris, rom ar mogwonT qalebi… Tqven

ar mogwonT cekva, romelsac Cven axla vasrulebT. tansac-
meli arakomfortulia da simRera daulagebeli. Tqven
cdilobdiT mogeSoraT fuqsavatoba, sisusteebi da waru-
mateblobebi, da es ar aris sinamdvileSi cudi ram. magram
es rodia sakmarisi. Cveni sqesis uaryofa verasodes migvi-
yvans problemis dinamikidan pasuxamde.
mec vasamarTlebdi sakuTar Tavs ubralod imis gamo,

rom qali viyavi. Cemi sakuTar TavTan saubari aseTnai-
rad mimdinareobda: `mZuls is, rom qali var… neta kaci
vyofiliyavi! kacebi Tavisuflebi arian akeTon meti. ra
unda qna, isini ufro Zlierebi arian. mZuls rom Cemze
dominireben da vemorCilebi! minda viyo Tavisufali, rom
vuflobde sakuTar Tavze.~ droTa ganmavlobaSi mivxvdi,
rom es azrebi Camomiyalibda kritikis sapasuxod. xmaurma
daamaxinja Cemi warmodgenebi yvelaferze.
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warmoidgineT procesi rogorc ji-pi-es siste-
mis magvari ram manqanaSi. satelitur rukas ufro meti
sargebeli gaaCnia, vidre moZraobis gadakveTa an manqanis
Sida gasarTobi (magaliTad xmauriani bavSvebisTvis). Cems
meuRles aqvs aseTi sistema Tavis manqanaSi da erTxel
vcade gamomeyenebina igi, roca gavriske gasvla denveris
CemTvis ucxo nawilSi. erTaderTi problema imaSi mdgo-
mareobda, rom igi arasworad iyo daprogramebuli; masSi
Cemi gamosvlis adgili daniSnulebis adgilad iyo Seyvani-
li.
mTeli mgzavrobis periodSi Cemi navigaciis sistema

cdilobda davebrunebine saxlSi. gadauxvie axlave da
moatriale! Semdeg SesaxvevSi gadauxvie. SeCerdi, aras-
wori gziT midixar! am yvelafris gagonebaze, zogjer
vgrZnobdi, rom Cemi midgoma sqesobriv sakiTxebTan igive
iyo. me SemTxveviT daprogramebuli viqeni araswori
mizniT. daniSnulebis adgili: mamakacis bulvari, gasvlis
adgili: qalTa gzatkecili. SeiZleba Tqvenc ase grZnobT;
Tqveni sanavigacio sistema gahkivis, magram Tqevn ar iciT
sad unda SeuxvioT. droa es Sereuli maRalCqarosnuli
gzatkecili davtovoT da davbundeT usafrTxo gzaze,
romelic migviyvans horizontze myof samefoSi. iq Segvi-
Zlia vizeimoT ara marto qalebma rogorc megobrebma, ar-
amed gadavizardoT gacilebiT ufro metSi, vidre odesme
gviocnebia.
sasicocxlod mniSvnelovani RmerTis gegmisTvis
nu ifiqrebT, rom me mxars vuWer daTmobis an `Cvarad~

yofnis azrovnebas. Tqven kacobriobisTvis RmerTis pa-
suxis sasicocxlo nawils warmoadgenT. Cvenma zecierma
mamam gansakuTrebulad Segqmnad Tqven iseTi saqmis gasa-
keTeblad, romelsac ver miaRwevs vercerTi qali Cvens
sivrcesa da droSi. amasobaSi, roca vagrZeleb saubars
qalebsa da im problemebze, romlebsac isini ejaxebian,
imedi maqvs davuaxlovde Cems mkiTxvelebs imis TqmiT, ra-
sac RmerTi ambobs maT Sesaxeb: `me momwons qalebi; isini
pasuxs warmoadgenen mraval problemaze.~
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qalebi Zalian Zvirfasebi arian, magram xSirad amas ar
gamovxatavT erTmaneTisadmi. SesaZloa sakmarisad ar gvs-
menia arc mediaSi, arc eklesiaSi, arc sakuTar saxlebSi,
arc seqsualobis sferoSi, arc Cvens urTerTobebSi. roca
davinaxavT da daveTanxmebiT Cvens bunebriv faseulobas,
Cveni Zalebi gaizrdeba. is, ranic gavxdebiT, metad da me-
tad cxadi iqneba. bneli, daCrdiluli sarke gaiwmindeba
da Cveni Tavdapirveli roli da silamaze, romelic mas
gaaCnia, gacxadebuli iqneba.
`vinaidan axla Cven vxedavT sarkiT, bundovnad, maSin

ki pirispir.~ (1 korinTelTa 13:12)
momdevno gverdebze Cven ganvixilavT Tu rogor gamoi-

yureba es. vloculob, rom ipovoT Tqveni adgili same-
foSi da daiwyoT imis gagoneba, Tu rogor geZaxiT igi
saxeliT.
qvemoT mocemulia ramdenime kiTxva fiqrisTvis:
ranairad aZlevT kritikas saSualebas dagajeroT, rom

problemas warmoadgenT?
rogor fiqrobT, ra asakSi xdebiT yvelaze daucveli

Carevebis winaaRmdeg?
ratom daiwyeT amis dajereba?
ra moxda Tqvens cxorvebaSi ramac gaaZliera es dama-

xinjebuli azri?
ra sferoebia, romlebSic Tqveni warmodgena sakuTar

Tavze, rogorc problemaze, yvelaze Zlierad izrdeba
Tqvens winaaRmdeg?
ra unda gaakeToT dajerebisTvis, rom pasuxi xarT?
ra sferoebSi SegiZliaT daiwyoT iyoT pasuxi sxvebi-

sTvis?
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zeciero mama,
movdivar Sens winaSe iesos saxeliT. mjera, rom Sen

miyureb me, rogorc sayvarel Svils. mwams, rom Sen Semq-
meni da gamomZerwe dedaCemis mucelSi sikeTisTvis da ara
sazianod. me mitevdnen rogorc problemas; minda gavTa-
visuflde, rogorc pasuxi. aRvapyrob Cems saxes Sensken;
aRadgine Cemi xmis sinaze. msurs mimqondes kurneba da
imedi dakargulebisa da momakvdavebisTvis, magram jer
mWirdeba, rom piradad Seexo da gankurno Cemi cxovre-
ba. Secvale Cemi Sexedulebebi. aRadgine Cemi samSvinveli.
damiZaxe mSvenieri. axlos mamyofe SenTan. vicileb uxeS
samoss da movdivar Sens winaSe mzadyofnaSi, rom xelax-
lad Semmoso Cemi sawyisi mSvenierebiT. sulowmidav, STa-
bere sicocxle yovel mkvdar da daxSul adgilas. amixile
Tvalebi, raTa davinaxo, Tu ra SeiZleba iyos da gamixseni
yurebi, raTa movismino, rom saxeliT meZaxi.
amin.
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Tavi mesame
magram me mamakaci ar var
rac dro gadis, genderuli dinamika metad sakvanZo da

mniSvnelovani gaxdeba. msmenia, rom genderul diskrimina-
cias miiCneven ukanasknel mosagvarebel akviatebul azrad,
magram vgrZnob Secdomas vuSvebT, roca aRvwerT sqess,
rogorc akviatebuli azris sakiTxs. es aris sicocxlis da
sikvdilis sakiTxi. amis TqmiT aranairad ar vuaryof ze-
wolis da akviatebuli azrebis sakiTxebis mogvarebis mniS-
vnelobas TavianTi sxvadasxva formiT. sinamdvileSi, ra-
sobrivi akviateba agrZelebs zianis motanas ucodinrebisa
da ampartavanTa meSveobiT Cvens Tanamedrove samyaroSi.
arsebobs mravali brwyinvale resursi, organizacia da in-
dividi, romlebic upirispirdebian am sakiTxebsa da tyui-
lebs. Cemi mizania arsebuli usamarTlobis gamosworeba
sqesebs Soris, romelic aRwevs yovel kulturaSi da ama
Tu im formiT arsebobda dasawyisidanve. SesaZloa sqe-
sebis gankurnebiT Cven aRmovaCenT gankurnebas sxva sfer-
oebSic.
rasa da eTnikuri kuTvnileba gvaZleven SesaZleblobas

vizeimoT yoveli kulturisa da erovnebis gansxvavebulo-
ba da mravalferovneba. RmerTs moswons gamoxatulebis
es didi simravle, romlebic xazs usvamen Cveni kacobrio-
bis aspeqtebs. erT dRes, yoveli kultura Seikribeba mis
winaSe da waradgens TavianT musikas, cekvas da unikalur
niWebs misi didebisaTvis. roca mama RmerTi saubrobs
kacebsa da qalebze, es gansxvavebuli ramaa. igi xarobs
ara maTi dayofiT, aramed erTobiT. igi mouwodebs rom
orni gaxdnen erTi.
am mowodebas SeiZleba mivakvlioT davdapirvel baRis

CanafiqrSi, sadac eTnikuri kuTvnileba da rasa gamoCnda
dacemis Semdeg da Cveni gamoZevebis Semdeg baRidan. Sesa-
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Zloa yvela sxvadasxva kulturis gansxvavebuli aromati
ganviTarda sicocxlis sapasuxod baRis gareT. magram
sqesi yovelTvis arsebobda. sqesi iyo RmerTis erTerTi
SemoqmedebiTi gza mravalferovnebis gamosaxatavad er-
TobaSi. es upiratesobaa, romelic amkvidrebs Cvens pozi-
cias da perspeqtivas.
wlebis manZilze, Cveni kultura cdilobda Seemcire-

bina an ueryo sqesis arseboba da Zala, romelic mas gaaC-
nia cxovrebis sxvadasxva aspeqtSi. SesaZlebelia rom es
iyos mizezi ratomac davkargeT amdeni Zala da ZiriTadi
urTierTobebi? es maryuJi xom ar aris, romelmac datova
Cveni kulturebi, eklesiebi, ojaxebi, Svilebi da qorwine-
bebi aSkara da seriozul meryeobaSi? istoria gamudme-
biT gvaCvenebda kiTxvis gareSe, rom roca qalebi ar arian
dafasebulni, siyvarulis obieqtebi, da pativdebulni,
arsebobs Tvalxiluli an sul mcire, mosalodneli kul-
turuli marcxi.
Cven mtrebi ar varT
mamakacebi da qalebi mTels msoflioSi didad saWiroe-

ben mTlianobas da gankurnebas. radgan Zalian didi xania,
tkivili orive sqesis wili iyo. radganac genderuli prob-
lemebi gamudmebiT iyo tkivilis wyaro, Cven SecdomiT
SevecadeT gankurnebis mitanas mamakacebis da qalebis are-
viT. Teoria imaSi mdgomareobda, rom Tu gansxvavebebma
gamoiwvies Wrilobebi, SeiZleba maTma Semcirebam gankur-
neba moitanos. Tu ramenairad SesaZlebeli gaxdeba rom
usqesoni gavxdeT, maSin sqesobrivi gansxvavebebi dakar-
gaven Zalas da aRar iqnebian CvenTvis saSiSni. imedi kargi
iyo, magram pasuxi _ araadekvaturi. verasodes vipoviT
gamosavals romelsac veZebT am hibridSi… Cven gvWird-
eba raRac calkeuli, magram erTi. ori ukiduresobis Se-
revas ar moaqvs sicxade, iseve rogorc Savis da TeTris
Sereva iZleva nacrisfer da bundovan tonebs. ara, pasuxi,
romelsac veZebT, mova metad WeSmariti, sufTa keTil-
Sobili sawyisis TeslSi; da roca WeSmariteba daiTeseba,
mjera moitans nayofis Taobebs.
dRemde movediT da mainc cota viswavleT? gansxvaveba

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adamianis sqesebs Soris aris dinamiuri, romelic aniWebs
Zlier mxareebs mamakacsac da qalsac. es mravalferovneba
ar iyo cudisTvis, aramed sasikeTod. sicocxlis warmo-
qmnisas es cxadi iyo. Tavad RmerTma gaacxada, rom ar iyo
kargi roca misi didebuli kaci, adami, marto iyo. aseve,
ar aris kargi, rom qali SeumCneveli iyos kacis xatebaSi.
dadga dro, rom qali gaTavisufldes, raTa SeZlos sa-
kuTari unikaluri niWebis da talantebis gamoyeneba. eva
qmnilebis aucilebeli danamati iyo. mis gareSe qalis qa-
luri xateba ver iarsebebda. qalis pasuxi ver Seisxavs
xorcs sanam igi damaluli darCeba.
RmerTma icoda es adamamde (ix. dabadeba 2:18, 20). man

neba misca, rom Tanamgzavris Ziebis survili Tavad ga-
Cenoda adams, sanam edemis wesrigs icavda da saxelebs ar-
qmevda qmnilebas. SesaZloa RmerTma Tqva rom ar aris kar-
gi, Semdeg daavala adams kargi gaexada imiT, rom wesrigs
icavda da qmnilebas mimaTulebas aZlevda imis ZiebaSi rac
aklda.
warmoidgineT eZebdeT imas, rac arasodes ginaxavT. ro-

gor icnobdiT imas, rac arasodes arsebobda? ar geco-
dinebodaT Tu ra gWirdebaT, radgan arasodes arc nanaxi
da arc gancdili ar geqnebodaT igi. adamma Sinaganad ico-
da, rom yvelaferi ar iyo jer dasrulebuli. sityvebi ar
arsebobda qalis aryofnis aRsawerad; veranairi suraTi
ver aRwerda mis formas; aranairi melodia an siyvarulis
simRera ar iyo jer gaJRerebuli. mxolod Semawuxebeli
nakleboba upirispirdeboda adams, roca eZebda Tavis ms-
gavs qmnilebas.
Tumca, calked myofni, es orni Seavsebdnen erTmaneTs.

TiToeuli aireklavda meores aryofnas an nakls sru-
lyofili Zalisa. erTad isini SeerTdebodnen da mTliani
iqnebodnen.
warmoidgineT misi sixaruli, roca mas miuyvanes eva.

igi (eva) iyo lamazi anarekli im yvelafrisa, rac mas ak-
lda. eva iyo adamis Zala srulyofil sisusteSi, radgan
orivem erTmaneTs SesZines Zala, romelic akldaT. erTi
(adami) iqca orad (adami da eva) raTa orives isev SeZlebo-
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daT gamxdariyvnen erTi (TavianT TeslSi). am SemTxvevaSic
ki, dRes qalebi mamakacebis Semavsebeli anarekli arian
cxovrebis yovel sferoSi. da maT wvlils gaaCnia poten-
ciali wamoswios yoveli aspeqti, romelsac isini Seexe-
bian.
mamakaci ukeTesi iqneboda vidre oriveni calked aReb-

ulni, maSin qali arasodes Seiqmneboda. igi neknad darCe-
boda adamSi, dafaruli da gamoxatuli iqneboda mxolod
saidumlo swrafviT. Tu es yvelaferi simarTlea, maS ra
moxda? rogor airia yvelaferi?
RmerTis xateba damaxinjda
Cven ar davamaxinjeT mamakacis da qalis Zlieri da er-

Tiani xateba da vaqcieT amoucnob saxed misi warsuli
silamazisa da Zalisa? braldeba am danakargisTvis Sors
mimavalia: Cveni kultura cdeba, Cveni SiSebi gvaSoreben
erTmaneTs, yvelaze uferulma religiebs Soris brali
dagvdo, media saSualebebi gvacduneben – magram yvela es
simptomi modis ufro Rrma, bneli brZolidan.
Cven CaTreulni varT dausrulebel brZolaSi WeS-

maritebisa da saboloo ZalauflebisTvis. tyuilebi da
Zveli mtris miniSnebebi Caqsovili iqna Cveni arsebis qso-
vilSi da STabeWdilebas axdendnen Cvenze Cveni kultu-
ris yovel aspeqtSi. qalbatonebo, gaigeT, rom kacma ki ar
daarRvia Cveni cxovreba, aramed gvelma. man gagvqurda.
dacemiT, Cveni xedva dabnelda. sibneleSi advilia Sege-
Salos mtrebi megobrebSi da piriqiT. Crdilebis sferoSi
Cven xSirad gansxvavebebs aRviqvamT saSiSroebad. kacebi da
qalebi ebrZodnen erTmaneTs didi xnis manZilze. gamoRvi-
Zebis dro axlosaa. Cven ar varT mtrebi… Cven sayvareli
mokavSireebi varT.
Zveli tkivilis problemebiT areuli, Cveni kultura

mouwodebda mamakacebs kavSiri daemyarebinaT TavianT qa-
lur mxaresTan. amasobaSi qalebi iwvrTnebian rom iyvnen
metad agresiulebi da mamakacurebi cxovrebasTan mimarTe-
baSi. mamakacebs gamudmebiT sTxoven iyvnen metad faqizebi
an daucvelebi, roca qalebs ajereben rom ganimtkicon
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Tavebi. ar SemiZlia vuaryo rom aseve sxva ukidureso-
bac arsebobs. areuli religiebi mouwodeben qalebs rom
gaiZarcvon meobis da faseulobis yoveli arsi da dakar-
gon sakuTari pirovneba kvlav mamakacebisTvis. Cvens sa-
sircxvilod, Zalian xSirad evangeluri eklesiebic ver
axerxebdnen jansaRi dinamikis an standartebis Seqmnas ma-
makacebisTvis, qalebisTvis da ojaxebisTvis, raTa emoqme-
daT da urTierTkavSiri hqonodaT.
qalisTvis, rom kvlav daikargos mamakacSi, arajansa-

Ric aris da SeuZlebelic. faqtobrivad, amis misaRwevad,
mamakacis gverdi xelaxlad unda gaixnas da qali neknis
saxiT xelaxlad Casmuli iqnas. ra absurdia! adams gverdi
gaexsna da qali eva Seiqmna iseve, rogorc iesos gverdi
gauxsnes da eklesia iSva. dadgeba dRe roca qriste da
misi sapatarZlo SeerTdebian da kvlav erTni iqnebian.
axla imis droa, rom am urTierTobis warmomadgenelni (ma-
makaci da qali) iyvnen erTni jansaRi gziT. (ix. efeselTa
5:32.)
TamaSis Sewyveta
Tu Cven erTi wamiT gavTavisufldebodiT yovelgvari

kulturuli xmaurisgan, SevZlebdiT ukan gadgomas da aR-
movaCendiT saSinel Secdomas. rogorc Cans aris garkveu-
li mcdeloba mxareebis gaTanasworebaSi da saTamaSo moed-
nis gasworebaSi goliaTi `biWebis~ `gogoebis~ winaaRmdeg
TamaSisTvis mosamzadeblad.
samwuxaro simarTle is aris, rom amgvari azrovne-

ba azianebs orive mxares TavianT mcdelobaSi yovelive
gaaTanabron da miukerZoebeli gaxadon. orive mxaris
centrisken svlisas, yoveli kargavs Tavis unikalur Za-
lauflebis da Zalis pozicias da aRwevs nacrisferis
gaurkvevel tons. roca es xdeba, vercerTi ver arTmevs
Tavs movaleobebs da arcerTs ar xvdeba gamowveva zrdis-
Tvis. da vin msajobs am TamaSSi? vin gamoacxadebs gamar-
jvebuls? vSiSob, rom es mteri iqneba, romelmac moawyo
TamaSi da masSi gamarjvebuli ar iqneba.
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mxareebis gaTanabrebis sruli azri arasworia dasaw-
yebad, radgan kacebi da qalebi ar Seqmnilad imisaTvis rom
eTamaSaT an gamosuliyvnen mowinaaRmdege mxareebSi. Cven
erTad unda Segvesrulebina cxovrebis cekva! RmerTs ara-
sodes surda rom ormo amoeTxaraT qalebisTvis da piriq-
iT. faqtobrivad, miwa iZvris da kankalebs am ugunurebis
gamo. RmerTis gegmis mixedviT isini erToblivi memkvi-
dreebi da gaerTianebuli damcvelebi unda yofiliyvnen
da ara mowinaaRmdegeebi.
genderuli undoblobis zrda
yovlismomcveli tkivilis sapasuxod, romelsac qa-

lebi ganicdidnen, mravali gamosavali gamoCnda. wlebis
win feministebi fiqrobdnen moewesrigebinaT genderuli
Seusabamobebi. magram is, rac daiwyo rogorc usamarTlo
dawinaurebis, gadasaxadis, anazRaurebis gamosworebis
mcdeloba, gadaiqca sul sxva ramed. aRar ukavSirdeba
igi Tanabar gadasaxads erTnairi saqmisTvis; igi gadaiqca
damRlel mamoZravebel Zalad mamakacis gadasawevad. qa-
lebs daJinebiT mouwodeben miiRon is, rasac manamde erqva
gavrcelebuli mamakacuri Sovinisturi qcevebi. qalebs
mouwodeben miatovon TavianTi ojaxebi ganqorwinebiT,
dautovon TavianTi Svilebi sxvebs mosavlelad, da Cae-
Widon sqesebs Soris brZolas yvelanairi formiT. aborts
zeimoben rogorc damoukideblobas! Cven unda davamar-
cxoT mamakacebi TavianTi TamaSiT da davamtkicoT Cveni
upiratesoba maTze. mere veRaraferi ver SeaCerebs qalebs
TavianTi damoukideblobis miRwevaSi mamakacebisgan.
feministebi imedovnebdnen, rom es taqtikebi uzrun-

velyofdnen qalebisTvis Zalis poziciebs yovel fron-
tze: seqsualurze, profesionalurze da urTierTobiTze.
wlebis manZilze, yvelaferi calsaxad qaluri iyo kari-
katurulad gamosaxuli da Sedarebuli im qalebs, romle-
bic sustebi iyvnen, gaunaTlebelni an akldaT faseuli da
saqmiani unarebi. eseni iyvnen qalebi, romelTac ar See-
ZloT samsaxuris SenarCuneba an TavisiT fiqri. 1970-iani
wlebis dasawyisSi, saomari moqmedebebi gaCaRda roca ma-
Sindeli `stepfordis colebis~ saxeebma ieriSi miitanes
eris sulze. maxsovs roca films vuyurebdi mozardo-
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bis periodSi da davinaxe maTi istoria Rrmad Sevwuxdi.
SeiZleboda qmrebis da mamebis ndoba? yvela qali riskis
qveS imyofeboda? daviwye fiqri, mamakacebs marTla sur-
daT TavianTi colebis mokvla da maTi sruli Canacvleba
damyoli roboti seqs monebiT? samyaros marTla unda
etriala mamakacebis irgvliv?
reklamebma da statiebma yvelgan gaaZlieres gend-

eruli undoblobis es uwyeba. azri, rom aucilebelia
erTi mamakacis siyvaruli erTgulad da Tavdauzogavad,
sisuleled iqca erT dReSi. ara mxolod ugunuri iqne-
boda es, aramed sabolood daucvelad gagxdidaT. saxlSi
bavSvebTan darCena hgavda profesionalur TviTmkvlelo-
bas. orsulobas gaaCnda potenciali damonebuliyaviT sa-
kuTar Svils. amasTan erTad, Tqven miCneuli iyaviT gon-
ebaClungad da mosawyenad Tu irCevdiT saxlSi darCenas.
rogor SeiZleba iseve aRtacebuli yofiliyaviT, rogorc
ofisSi myofi qalbatoni? igulisxmeboda, rom qalebs
paravdnen maT sakadriss ìq~ Tu isini imisTvis iyvnen, rom
saxlSi darCeniliyvnen da moevloT SvilebisTvis. qalebi
yvelgan yvirodnen! aman gamoiRo is Sedegi, rom qalebis
mTeli Taoba wamovida, romelTac ara mxolod mamakacebis
ndobis eSinodaT, aramed qalad yofnisac ki.
`qalis~ xelaxali gansazRvreba
pirveli vacnobiereb, rom arsebobs am SiSebis mizezebi.

qalebi daucvelni arian roca eklesiac da sazogadoebac
ar afasebs qorwinebis aRTqmebs. ratom unda endobodnen
qalebi Tavisuflad TavianT qmrebs Tu cxovrebis aRTqma
ubralo sityvebi iyo? roca ganqorwineba mZafrad imatebs,
yovelTvis qalebi da bavSvebi dgebian yvelaze didi ris-
kis qveS. ZiriTadad qalebTan rCebian Svilebi da maT unda
izrunon maTze SezRuduli finansebiT da SesaZleblobe-
biT. magram Cven ar aRmovaCenT pasuxebs an usafrTxoebas
garkveuli tipis mamakac-qalebad gardaqmniT.
Cveni qalad yofnis arsi ar unda iyos gadmocemuli ma-

makacis damaxasiaTebeli faqtorebiT. adami ar Rebulob-
da monawileobas evas SeqmnaSi; mas eZina. man gasca nedli
masala, magram ara dizaini an sxva wvlili. Tumca, RmerTs
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unda emuSava mis (adamis) upasuxo ltolvaze. adami ar eZe-
bda sakuTar asls… aramed ufro raRac mets. adami ar
eZebda iseT vinmes, viszec ibatonebda. igi isedac ukve
iyo yovelives batoni, rasac Tvalyurs adevnebda. mas
sWirdeboda vinme, visTanac igi gainawilebda Tavis mflo-
belobas da erTad izeimebda; brZeni da nazi sando vinme,
visac eyvareboda da aRtacebuli iqneboda misiT. vinme,
vinc ayvavdeboda misi siyvarulis da mzrunvelobis qveS
da gaiziarebda mis sixaruls. mas surda damatebiTi viRac
erTad cxovrebisTvis. igi eZebda Tavisi baRis dedofals.
Sesabamisad, qalebi, romlebic mamakacebiviT iqcevian,

verasodes gamoasworeben am Secdomebs. Cvens pasuxebs
verc qalis sqesis gardaqmniT an uaryofiT SevZlebT. Cven
ver gavxdebiT is, radac Seqmnilni viyaviT iqamde, sanam ar
gavixsenebT Tu vin varT Cven. Sesworebebi, romlebic ase
Zlier gvinda, mova ufro faqizi ramidan, magram aranak-
leb Zlieri: mjera, kvlav unda movides gamocxadeba qalis
Sesaxeb.
aRar davuwyebT am qaliSvils Zebnas tipiuri mamakacis

saTamaSo moedanze. warsulSi, qalebs mouwodebdnen dae-
mtkicebinaT sakuTari Tavi mamakacTan brZoliT, cdunebiT
an misi gadaadgilebiT, raTa maTi Zalis nawils daufle-
bodnen; magram mamakacis sustad gamoCena arasodes gva-
Cenda Zlierebad. ara, es gamocxadeba da aRdgena mxolod
maSin SeiZleba moxdes, Tu Cven davbrundebiT da xelaxlad
avaSenebT Zalauflebis da Zalis poziciebs, romlebic qa-
lebs ukve gadaecaT dabadebidanve.
sqesi yvelaferia
araferi iseTi rom ar yofiliyo risi gakeTebac mamak-

acs ar SeZleboda, rasac qali akeTebs, da piriqiT, maSin
davijerebdi imas, rom sqesi ar aris mniSvnelovani. magram
es damaxinjebaze metia; es tyuilia. iseve, rogorc dro-
sTan dakavSirebiT, aris cxovrebaSi momentebi da scena-
rebi, roca sqesi yvelaferia.
SexedeT Semdeg scenas. warmoidgineT civi, nacrisferi

ganTiadi sabrZolo velze, sisxliansa da mitovebulze.
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miwaze yrian mkvdrebi da momakvdavebi. am uimedo qaosis
SuagulSi, dgas mefis asuli. igi uadgilod ar gamoiy-
ureba, radgan Sevida brZolaSi raindis abjarSi gadac-
muli. igi imedovnebda, rom rogorme raime mcire wvlili
Seetana, Tundac romelime Zvirfasi dacemulisTvis nu-
geSi eca. uimedod uyurebda, roca misi mama mefe waiqca da
sasikvdilod daWril iqna. igi miemarTeba misken, im imediT
rom xelSi daikavos, sanam igi wavidodes am wuTisofli-
dan. magram sanam miaRwevs mas, xedavs rom igi gardauvali
dapirispirebis SuagulSia.
mis (qalis) gzaze mdgari mteri imdenad saSinelia, rom

isic da is saZageli cxovelic, romelzec igi amxedrebul,a
gamowvevas ukeTeben adamianis xatebas. mxeci imisaTvis
movida rom STaenTqa misi daWrili mama. igi mamacad ubr-
Zanebs rom moCveneba da misi binZuri gveleSapi wavidnen.
sapasuxod, boroti mbrZanebeli aSinebs mas usasrulo
tanjviT, Tu ar gaCerdeba. igi uars ambobs daTmobaze da
da iRebs maxvils da ificeba, rom yvelafers izavs, rac
misi ZalebiT iqneba SesaZlebeli, raTa winaRudges borot-
moqmedebs. sibnelis xelmwife icinis, masxrad igdebs mis
gabedul pozicias:
ùgunuro. arc erT cocxal kacs ar SeuZlia Cemi ga-

Cereba!~
`magram me cocxali kaci ar var! Sen uyureb qals… me…

asuli var. Sen dgaxar Cemsa da Cems batons da ojaxis wevrs
Soris… Tu Semexebi, mogklav.~
imisaTvis, rom dainaxos, rom rasac ambobs simarTlea,

igi ixsnis Tavis CaCqans ise, rom misi oqros Tmebi eSveba
dabla. diax, es aris qali, romelis dgas Savi batonis wi-
naSe, udreki da SeiaraRebuli maxviliTa da fariT.
Tumca Tvalebs magram iWerda… mainc cremlebi wamou-

vida loyebze.
uecrad didi urCxuli axta haerSi.
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miuxedavad amisa is mainc ar dabneula: man swrafad,
moxerxebulad da sasikvdilod daartya mas. gamoweuli
kiseri Suaze gaupo … sinaTle daeca masze, da misi Tma
gabrwyinda ganTiadze.1
am mefis asulma daamarcxa saZageli mteri, romelsac

vercerTi cocxali kaci ver sZlevda. dabrmavebuli
ucodinrobiT, es bneli brZanebeli moulodnelobaSi aR-
moCnda imis gamo, rom qali gamovida mis winaaRmdeg br-
Zolis velze. darwmunebuli var, man ar icoda rac mra-
vali wlis win iyo nawinaswarmetyvelebi… rom boroteba
winaaRmdegobaSi iqneboda qalTan.
`da Camovagdeb mtrobas Sensa da dedakacs Soris.~

(dabadeba 3:15)
mimaCnia, rom miuxedavad imisa, rom igi brZolaSi mamak-

acis formaSi gadacmuli Sevida, gamarjveba yvelasaTvis
movida maSin, roca man sakuTari Tavi qalad gamoacxada.
swored ase ganizraxa RmerTma rom ase yofiliyo dasawy-
isidanve; yvelasaTvis aris Zala qalis gamocxadebasTan
erTad.
maSin ratom gveSinia sakuTar Tavebis aseTebad gamom-

JRavneba? ratom veWvobdiT am WeSmaritebaze da vimose-
bodiT mamakacis javSanSi? ratom miviReT adamis xma da
kadniereba? ra gvaiZlulebs rom vibrZoloT am ucxo ab-
jarSi, Tumca viciT, rom roca maTSi vimosebiT, vkargavT
Cvens namdvil faseulobas?
imitom rom brZola axla gaCaRebulia Cvens winaaRmdeg?

diax, SaveTis mmarTveli cdilobs qalis da misi Svilebis
ganadgurebas. igi gegmavs CamoaSoros igi uflis siyvar-
uls da dacvas. magram ra aris qalis xatebaSi iseTi, rac
ase aSinebs da aRizianebs mters? radgan igi namdvilad ar
ecdeboda ase Zlier daemaxinjebina da daengria iseTi ram,
ris mimarTac SiSi ar eqneboda.
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qalis Zala
wlebis win, roca pirvelad wavikiTxe tolkienis wigni,

aRmovaCine, rom yvela bunebrivi mizezis miuxedavad misma
STambeWdavma xatovnebam da poeturma sityvebma aRmZra.
datyvevebuli viqeni am qaliSvilis gadawyvetilebiT uki-
duresi uimedobisa da sasowarkveTilebis winaSe. roca
yvelaferi dakargulad Canda, raRac miZinebulma mis
sulSi gaiRviZa, da Zala gacocxlda masSi. me Semiyvarda
es qali, romelsac surda daecva Tavisi miwa sityviT aRu-
wereli SiSis winaSe da gaecxadebina Tavisi qaloba. man
es yvelaferi gaakeTa Tavisi batonis, Rirsebis da ojaxis
gamo.
me vixile qali imdenad mtkice, rom igi SeZlebda

gamowvevis gareSe CarTuliyo brZolaSi da ebrZola im-
isaTvis, rom daecva is, rac uyvarda, magram ver ibruneb-
da. me Semiyvarda misi Tvalebis gamometyveleba, romlebic
uZravi iyo, miuxedavad imisa, rom cremlebi sdioda. aR-
movaCine asuli, romelic mamakacad SeiniRba mxolod imi-
tom, rom gamarjvebisTvis mieRwia rogorc qals. roca mas
Seuties, igi dafrTxa da ukan ar dauxevia, aramed myarad
idga da icavda Tavis miwas, sanam mteri ar miuaxlovda mas
dasartymelad.
am dros masTan erTad viyavi iq. me daviwye tirili

da xelebi mikankalebda rodesac wigni gverdze gadavde.
vigrZeni RmeTis wmida Tandaswreba rogor avsebda Cems
saZinebel oTaxs. ra xdeba? davinteresdi me. swored maSin
gavigone suliwmidis xma. ar mimaCnia, rom misi sityvebi an
davaleba, romelic miviRe mxolod Cemi yurebisTvis yo-
filiyo gankuTvnili. me mjera, rom igi uzenaesi RmerTis
yvela asulisTvis aris, visac yuri aqvs sasmenad.
radgan Sen marTlac ar xar mamakaci da jer kidev gaqvs

sulieri brZolebi, romlebSic Zeebma unda ibrZolon,
arsebobs kidev sulieri brZolebi, sadac asulebma unda
ibrZolon. daiwye asulebis mowodeba; xmamaRlad dauZaxe
maT axla. mouwode asulebs CaerTon omebSi, romlebis mo-
gebac mxolod maT SeuZliaT, da ibrZolon brZolebSi ise,
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rogorc mxolod Cems asulebs SeuZliaT, radgan mters
marTlac eSinia am gamocxadebis metad, vidre misi eSinia
nebismier qals, romelic mamakaciviT ibrZvis.
wlebis gavlasTan erTad es swrafva ufro gaizarda. es

ufro metia, vidre STagonebis gadacema mogonili ambidan.
me mjera, am scenam raRacnairad gamoxata mefis asulebis
yuradReba da Tanxmoba brZolisTvis. qalebi omSi iSviaTia
da uCveulo fenomenia, rasac RmerTi inaxavs mxolod uki-
dures SemTxvevebisTvis. sabrZolo velze isini ar gamo-
dian imisaTvis, rom mamakacebiviT ibrZodnen, aramed ro-
gorc qalebi.
Tumca, ramdenad gamousworebeli SeiZleba Cveni mdgo-

mareoba gaxdes? ramdenad ufro axlos unda movides Cveni
mteri sanam gavacnobierebdeT rom dadga Cveni dro dasar-
tymelad? RmerTis asulebs ar dascinian da gamowvevebs
ukeTeben yovel mxares? ramdeni CvenTagani CarTula
brZolaSi mamakacad gadacmuli, mxolod imisaTvis, rom
gagvecnobierebina, rom Zalis namdvili Zala ar devs Cve-
ni qalurobis uaryofaSi? Cven ar varT mamakacebi da am
garegnobis SenarCuneba abrkolebs Cveni WeSmariti daniS-
nulebis da xvedris gamovlinebas. rogor unda movelo-
debodeT, rom qveyniereba ixilavs asulebis gamocxadebas
roca Cven avirCieT movqceuliyaviT rogorc Zeebi?
es iqca Cems SeZaxilad, survilad da guliTad locvad,

rom vixilo RmerTis asulebi gaZlierebulebi, raTa ebr-
Zodnen TavianT namdvil mters TavianTi uZlieresi for-
miT. me viswrafi imisken, rom vixilo rogor amoiReben
asulebi qarqaSidan RmerTis cocxali sityvis maxvils da
gamoiyeneben mas imis aRsadgenad, rac dakarguli iqna. Zve-
li WeSmaritebebi gadaecaT asulebs mxneobisaTvisac da
gacxadebisTvis. droa SevajanjRaroT sakuTari Tavebi,
raTa moviSoroT sqesis SiSis da dabneulobis es miwieri
safarveli da daviwyoT brZola WeSmaritebisTvis, pativ-
isTvis da Cveni modgmisTvis.
sanam Semdeg Tavze gadavidodeT, modiT pasuxi gavceT

ramdenime kiTxvas:
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cxovrebis ra sferoebSi CarTulxarT brZolaSi mamak-
acad gadacmuli?
ratom SeimoseT am garegnobiT?
rogor fiqrobT qalebs ratom eSiniaT sakuTari Tavis

gacxadeba?
ratom vxdebiT Cven gadacmis ostatebi?
Zvirfaso zeciero mama,
me msurs davdiode WeSmaritebasa da naTelSi. minda sa-

kuTari Tavi qalad gamovavlino. momiteve, rom mamakacis
garegnobis ukan vimalebodi. mjeravs rom gacilebiT meti
Zalaa Cems qalad gamovlinebaSi. sulowmidao, warmarTe
Seni gzebiT Cemi cxovreba da minda rom Cems brZolebSi vi-
brZode mTeli ZaliT, rac ki SemiZlia. me ar davixev ukan
SiSSi, aramed gabedulad warvadgen Cems moTxovnebs, rom
SevebrZolo yvelafers, rac dadgeba Cems Rirsebas, Cems
ufalsa da Cems ojaxs Soris.
amin.
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Tavi meoTxe
òqros Sualedis~ aRmoCena
grZnobT? yvelaferi Cvens irgvliv cvalebadia. Rrma

da absoluturi areuloba xdeba. cxovreba viTardeba da
icvleba ukiduresi formiT.
me ar aRvwerdi am cvlilebas rogorc evolucias, rad-

gan es imis maniSnebeli iqneboda, rom Cven win miviwevT
da metad SeTavsebadebi vxdebiT da metad komfortulad
vgrZnobT Tavs Cvens amJamindel garemoebaSi. ar vfiqrob,
rom win mivdivarT. meSinia, rom CamovrCebiT. rogorc Cans
aris gaZlierebuli mtroba dedamiwasa da mis mkvidrebs
Soris.
arc imas vfiqrob, rom `revolucia~ zustad aRwers

aurzaurs, romelsac Cven amJamad ganvicdiT. ar yofila
dramatuli cvlileba adamianis azrovnebasa Tu praqtika-
Si. Cven regress ganvicdiT. vubrundebiT imas, rac ukve
iyo, radganac kacobriobis istoria meordeba. mudmivi si-
naTlis an WeSmaritebis gareSe Cvens saxelmZRvanelod kv-
lav gavxadeT sakuTari Tavi yovelives sazomad da amaso-
baSi davkargeT gza.
buneba Tavad ewinaaRmdegeba Cvens Tavdajerebulobasa

da ucodinrobas. radgan didi xnis manZilze iseT gadawy-
vetilebebs vRebulobdiT, romlebic emsaxurebodnen mxo-
lod im moments da daviwyebuli gvqonda memkvidreoba. me
vgrZnob nel da gardauval dacemas. garSemo myofi gamov-
lenili Zalebi ufro didia, vidre Cvens Sinagan agebulo-
bas SeuZlia gauZlos. ojaxebi iSleba, erebi iyofa, mTav-
robebi da finansuri dawesebulebebi ingreva. qmnileba ar
aris kargad. misma damcvelebma da darajebma miatoves Ta-
vianTi adgilebi. Tu Cvenma daufiqrebelma arCevnebma moi-
tana ngreva, gana imas ar unda vfiqrobdeT, rom SegviZlia
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viyoT aRmdgenis nawili? arsebobs am sibnelidan sinaTlis
momavali mxolod erTi imedi. xalxma unda airCios icxov-
ros raime ufro metisTvis, vidre dRevandeli dRisTvis.
es samyaro dapataravda da SeikumSa proporciulad imi-

sa, rom komunikaciis teqnologiis sxvadasxva doneebi ga-
farTovda. mTeli planeta moculia didi sainformacio
qseliT, romlebic adre mxolod ramdenime ers da kultu-
ras akavSirebdnen erTmaneTTan, xolo axla moicva yvela
qveyana da kontinenti. arasodes yofila, rom amdeni xma
erTdroulad laparakobdes. amdeni xmauria da naklebi
sicxade da urTierTgageba.
amasobaSi, roca mraval frontze vimarjvebT da win

miviwevT, bevri ram davTmeT sxvebSi. sanam civilizacia
viTardeba, misi RerZi arastabiluri xdeba. ukve Znelia
rames daeyrdno. ar aris mSvidi da wynari adgili, sadac
yvela moqmedeba Cerdebodes. Cven vTamaSobT msoflio Ta-
maSebs, sadac damarcxebisgan daculni ar varT. TamaSebi
wesebis da sazRvrebis gareSe saintereso SeiZleba iyos
mxolod xulignebisTvis.
sad aris Cveni saxli?
roca bavSvi viyavi, zafxulSi daRamebamde vTamaSobdi

`damalobanas~, ~qilis dartmas~, `gaSeSobanas~, magram ra
TamaSic ar unda yofiliyo, yovelTvis iyo gamoyofili
`saxli~. es SeiZleba yofiliyo aivnis an farexis ganaTe-
buli adgili. iq usafrTxod iyaviT. am adgilze TamaSis
wesebi aRar moqmedebda. Tu Tqven safrTxe gemuqrebodaT,
SegeZloT migerbinaT am `saxlamde~ da dageyviraT `saxlSi
var!~ iq SegeZloT dagesvenaT da dagezustebinaT sxvebTan
TamaSis wesebi, Tu ar iyaviT darwmunebuli rameSi. am ad-
gilidan Tqven SegeZloT gemxilebinaT isini, vinc TamaSis
dros ityueboda. `saxli~ iZleoda mowinaaRmdegebisgan
Tavis aridebis saSualebas. es iyo usafrTxoebis adgili.
`saxlSi~ yofnisas Tqven SegeZloT geTqvaT, rom ga-

dixarT TamaSidan maSin, roca Zalian dabneldeboda an
acivdeboda da gaigebdiT dedis xmas, romelic geZaxdaT.
maxsovs mravali iseTi saRamo, rodesac `saxlidan~ gavr-
bodi Tbil da myudro saxlSi.
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magram dRes ra xdeba? nuTu dRes mxolod TamaSebi ar-
sebobs wesebis gareSe? sibneleSi xom ar davrbivarT `sax-
lis~ gareSe? da rodesac Sin gveZaxian, iq gvxvdeba siTbo
da sinaTle? yvelaferi usafrTxod aris Cvens saxlebSi?
ismis sixarulis sicili? Tu dedebi martoni arian da da-
mwuxrebulni? mamebi mkacrebi da Soreulebi xom ar arian?
Tu iq saerTod aravin aris?
adamianis samSvinveli itanjeba martoobisgan. Cven im-

denad didi xnis ganmavlobaSi gvarTobdnen ararealuri
da arabunebrivi raRaceebiT, rom sinamdvileSi aRaraferi
gvaxarebs. sxvebis ubedureba aRar exeba Cvens guls, mTa-
varia Tavs usafrTxod vgrZnobdeT. SeiZleba guli mogvi-
vides, magram maleve gadavgivlis. Cveni Svilebi imdenad
daZabul atmosferoSi izrdebian, rom roca izrdebian ar
aqvT unari Seibralon an Seicodon sxvebi.
adamianebi cxovroben miznis da mimarTulebis gareSe,

radgan maT cxovrebaSi sakuTar Tavze meti ram ar arse-
bobs. maT ar qvT kompasi, romelic yovelTvis Seucdom-
lad miuTiTebda CrdiloeTisken. WeSmariteba pirobiTi
xdeba, roca Cven wreze davdivarT da ver vpoulobT òq-
ros Sualeds~.
gviWirs raime iseTi didis moZebna, rasac daveyrdno-

bodiT. Cven SiSSi vcxovrobT, rom ar arsebobs Zalaufle-
ba, romelsac ver moisyididnen da ar arsebobs lideri,
romelic ar ityueba. Cveni mamebi gvtoveben, xolo dedebi
ar zrunaven Cvenze. ojaxebi ingreva, radgan qorwinebis
aRTqmebma dakarges Zala.
òqros Sualedi~ gvexmareba jansaRad SevxedoT sa-

gnebs. es ar aris umoqmedobis adgili, Tumca iq yofnisas,
Tqven SeiZleba gare samyaros mxridan zewolas saerTod
ar grZnobdeT. òqros Sualedi~ gavs Ruzas, romelic gvi-
cavs qariSxlebisgan. magram Zalian didi xani gavida, rac
kacebma da qalebma gadauxvies òqros Sualedidan~ da ar
gaaCniaT `saxli~, sadac usafrTxod igrZnobdnen Tavs.
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òqros Sualedi~ - simSvidis adgili
roca patara viyavi Cveni saxlis gaswvriv quCis meore mx-

ares iyo karuseli. me da Cemi megobrebi myarad vdgebodiT
mbrunavi platformis irgvliv, veWidebodiT saxelurebs
da viwyebdiT wreSi trials. Cveni mizani iyo rac SeiZleba
swrafad dagvetrialebina igi da ise SevmxtariyaviT masze,
rom rame ziani ar migveRo. karuselis datrialebisas Cven
vcdilobdiT fokusirebulebi vyofiliyaviT Cvens win
myof saxelurze. iqamde davrbodiT karuselis irgvliv
sanam Cveni fexebi lamis ar gagvZvreboda da sulmouTmen-
lad velodebodiT im moments, roca TiToeuli CvenTagani
avxtebodiT brunav dafaze. vinme daiZaxebda: àvxteT!~ da
yvelani SevecdebodiT karuselze axtomas. Tu vinmes fexi
aucdeboda da ver Sexteboda dafaze, man icoda rom xeli
unda gaeSva saxelurisTvis. Cven ar gvsurda rom karu-
sels vinme eTria da Tu vinme daziandeboda, vCerdebodiT.
aRmovCndebodiT Tu ara dafaze, vibrZodiT, rom cetn-

risken mivsuliyaviT. es ufro Zneli iyo, vidre kideze
darCena, magram vinc SeZlebda amas, aRmoaCenda rom es Za-
lisxmevad Rirda. Cven videqiT da zurgiT veyrdnobodiT
karuselis kedlebs da vuyurebdiT rogor trialebda
Cvens garSemo samyaro. ar maxsovs odesme cudaT gavmx-
dariyavi trialisgan… piriqiT, yovelTvis aRmafrTovane-
beli iyo. dro TiTqos Cerdeboda, xolo samyaro irgv-
liv bzrialebda. karuselis kideebze myofT ufro adre
swyindebodaT, vidre Cven, vinc centramde mivaRwieT da
xtebodnen karuselidan, sanam igi trials daasrulebda.
magram centrSi darCenilebi vcdilobdiT gamocnobas Tu
ra iqneboda Cveni bolo Cveni Tvalebis win, sasrialo,
saqanela Tu Cveni saxli.
meCveneba, rom TiTqos Cven raRacnairad kvlav vbrunavT

cxovrebis karuselze. Tumca am jerze igi didia da yoveli
bruniT misi siCqare ar mcirdeba, aramed piriqiT, mxolod
swrafdeba. yvelaze saSiSi elementi aris is faqti, rom
Cven davatrialeT igi. vinc ver mivida centramde, Zalian
uWirT. isini wonasworobas kargaven da kididan vardebi-
an. Cven Zalian swrafad vtrialebT da ar viciT rogor
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SevCerdeT. Tu bibliis WeSmariteba aRsruldeba maSin ase
iqneba iqamde sanam ca da miwa ar gadaivlian. cvlilebebis
am qariSxalSi, RmerTi gamoaRviZebs Tavis asulebs da mi-
vyavarT centramde. iq Cven usafrTxo adgils vpovebT,
saidanac mizidulobis Zala ver iqoniebs Cvenze gavlenas.
aris iseTi cxovreba, romelic aRemateba miwier kanonebs,
sadac siyvaruli usazRvroa da yvelas SeuZlia ipovos
gza usafrTxoebisken. es aris im adamianebis cxovreba,
romlebic sruli ZalisxmeviT cxovroben axla da axsovT
xvalindeli dRe. Cven viswrafiT zecisken da es swrafva
borkilebisgan gvaTavisuflebs, romlebic dedamiwaze gva-
kaveben. wesebi mxolod maSin moqmedebs, rodesac TamaSebs
TamaSob. xolo TamaSis dro damTavrda. Cven isedac ukve
didi xnis ganmavlobaSi vvarsebobdiT nacvlad imisa rom
gvecxovra. RmerTi mogviwodebs rom CamovSordeT Cvens
TamaSebs da mivapyroT Cveni Tvalebi raRac ufro dids.
Cven vtrialebdiT karuselze arasando RerZiT. Cven ar

varT mamakacebi; Cven qalebi varT. kacebi qalebi ar arian;
isini kacebi arian. Cveni sqesi Cveni Zalaa. igi aris Cveni
RerZi da òqros Sualedi~, romelic gvaZlevs Zalas.
ratom aris sqesi ase mniSvnelovani?
gaigeT Semdegi: Cvens mters imaze metad eSinia, rom Rmer-

Tis asulebi miiReben gamocxadebas Tu vin arian sinamd-
vileSi, vidre qalebis, romlebic mamakacebiviT ibrZvian.
ratom unda eSinodes mas ufro metad qalebis, romlebic
mamakacebiviT iqcevian, vidre kacebis, romlebic qalebiviT
iqcevian? roca mamakacebis da qalebis Tvisebebi ar See-
sabameba maT sqess, isini kargaven TavianT WeSmarit pozi-
cias da Zalas. rodesac Cven Tavebs iseTebad warmovad-
genT ranic ar varT, mters ar eSinia, radgan igi didi xnis
manZilze gulmodgined muSaobda imaze, rom daemcirebina
orive sqesis Zlieri Tvisebebi da gaedidebina sisusteebi.
mteri yovelTvis eqsperti iyo WeSmaritebis damaxinjeba-
Si imisaTvis, rom aecdina kacobrioba sicocxlis gzidan.
mas ar surs, rom mivdiodeT sinaTlisa da WeSmaritebisken
da gamudmebiT gvacdunebs macduri naxevar-simarTliT,
romelsac mivyavarT sibnelisa da sikvdilisaken. RmerTis
cxadi miTiTebebis gareSe Cven SeiZleba aRmovaCinoT, rom
umiznod vxetialobT daRupvis gzaze.
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`rom cxovrebis gza ar gaikafos, misi gza-kvali areulia,
ver gaigebs mas.~ (igavebi 5:6) (bibliis inglisur TargmanSi
weria: ìgi ar ufiqrdeba cxovrebis gzas; misi gza-kvali
areulia, Tumca man ar icis es.~ - mTargmnelis SeniSvna)
man ar icis es… neta ramdeni xani davdiodiT aras-

wor gzaze da ar vicodiT es? dadga dro, rom vifiqroT
cxovrebis swor gzaze. cxovrebis am gzaze unda midiodnen
kacebi da qalebi, gansxvavebulebi, Tumca erTnairad mSve-
nierebi, romelTac gaaCniaT saerTo cxovrebiseuli mizne-
bi da gamoxatvis saSualebebi. Cven yovelTvis cru gzaze
aRmovCndebiT, rodesac tyuils miviRebT rogorc simar-
Tles. Cven sibnelis gzebze davexetebiT xolme roca uars
vambobT RmerTis sibrZnis rCevaze da vuyurebT mas, ro-
gorc Seusabamos dRevandeli dRisTvis an gamousadegars
Cvens konkretuls SemTxvevebSi. ugunurebaa vfiqrobdeT,
rom yovel gzas mivyavarT sicocxlesken, radgan Tu si-
cocxlis gza arsebobs, e.i sikvdilis gzac iarsebebs.
`marTalT kvali ganTiadiviTaa, romelic ufro da

ufro Zlierdeba SuadRemde.~ (igavebi 4:18)
marTal gzebs mivyavarT sinaTlisken. SemiZlia Seveka-

maTo Cveni Tanamedrove sazogadoebis mtkicebulebas, rom
Cven naTel momavlisaken mivemarTebiT. yvelaferi zemoT
aRniSnulidan gamomdinare cxadi xdeba, rom gzas, ro-
melic kacobriobam airCia, mivyavarT mxolod ngrevisken.
`kacis~ da `qalis~ swori ganmarteba
sanam win waviwevdeT, aucilebelia ganvmartoT sityvebi

`kaci~ da `qali~. es ganmartebebi dagvexmareba sxvanairad
mivudgeT mocemul sakiTxs. vici, SeiZleba es saqme Zalian
iolad mogeCvenoT, magram imis dakvirvebiT rac dRes
msoflioSi xdeba, iZulebuli var Tqveni warmodgena eWvis
qveS davayeno.
uebsteris leqsikoni sityva `kacs~ Semdegnairad ganmar-
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tavs: àdamiani, romelsac Tavis ujredul agebulobaSi
gaaCnia X da Y qromosomebis wyvili.~ es imas niSnavs, rom
sqesi aris faqtori, romelic Cadebulia dnm-is struq-
turaSi, da SeuZlebelia misi Secvla, miuxedavad imisa,
rom SeiZleba adamianis garegnoba Seicvalos. kulturas,
romelSic Cven dRes vcxovrobT, ar ZaluZs Secvalos ada-
mianis arsi. Semdeg amave leqsikonSi `mamakaci~ ganisaz-
Rvreba Semdegi Tvisebebis meSveobiT, romlebic mamak-
acebs da biWebs miukuTvneba: Zala, lideroba, gabeduleba
da vaJkacoba. sityva `dakaceba~ Seicavs TavisSi miniSnebas
mowifuli adamianis seqsualur da SemoqmedebiT unare-
bze. yvela miTiTebas, romelic SeiZleba moipovos am le-
qsikonSi sityva `kacobis~ gamokvlevisas, saboloo jamSi
mivyavarT isev sityva `kacTan~. uebsteris leqsikoni am
sityvaSi gulisxmobs rogorc mamakacis sqesis mowiful
warmomadgenlebs, iseve adamianis biologiur saxeobasac.
kerZod, mamakacs, am ganmartebis mixedviT, aqvs ganayofi-
erebis unari, Tumca Tavad ar ZaluZs Svilebis Soba.
axla modiT ganvixiloT sityva `qali~, `qaluri~ da `qa-

luroba~. iseve rogorc pirvel SemTxvevaSi, leqsikoni
mianiSnebs imaze, rom `qali~ - aris àdamiani, romelsac
Tavis ujredul agebulobaSi aqvs X qromosomebis wyvi-
li~. ujreds, romelzec saubaria mocemul ganmartebaSi,
eZleva Semdegi daxasiaTeba: `centraluri nawilaki, rom-
lis irgvlivac jgufdeba organizmis yvela danarCeni
nawilakebi; birTvi~. termini `qaluri~ ganisazRvreba is,
rac àxasiaTebs qals an gogos: qaluri silamaze; qaluri
tansacmeli da a.S., da xazs usvams Tvisebebs, romelTac
tradiciulad miakuTvneben qalebs, rogorebicaa mgrZno-
biareoba an sinaze~. uebsteris leqsikoni aseve axasiaTebs
qalebs iseTi terminebiT rogorebicaa delikaturoba,
sirbile, moTmineba da aseve intuicia. swored yvela es
Tviseba qmnis `qalis~ warmodgenas rogorc `qaluri sqe-
sis mowifuli adamianis arsebas, romelsac biologiuri
TvalsazrisiT aqvs Svilebis Sobis unari.~5
am ganmartebebis sinaTlze gamoaqvT zogierTi ram.

pirveli, sqesebis urTierTdamokidebuleba. yvelaze ukeT
am kavSiris aRwera SeiZleba fraziT ùrTierTdamokideb-
ulebi~ da ara ùrTierTSemcvlelebi~. rogorc naTqvamia
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zemoT naTqvam erTerT gansazRvrebaSi, mamakacs aqvs ga-
nayofierebis unari, magram imisaTvis, rom qveynad gaCndes
axali cocxali organizmi, saWiroa qali. qals ar SeuZlia
sicocxlis Casaxva kgareSe, iseve rogorc kacs ar SeuZlia
sicocxlis warmoqmna qalis gareSe. gTxovT, nu motyu-
vdebiT; ar arsebobs iseTi ram, rogoricaa sqesis Secvlis
operacia. aris mxolod opraciebi, romlebic exmarebian
adamians Secvalon TavianTi seqsualuri finqciebi. amas
imitom vambob, rom miuxedavad imisa, Tu rogor SecvliT
sakuTar garegnobas, es ver dagexmarebaT SecvaloT saku-
Tari Sinagani arsi, romelic genetikur doneze aris Ca-
debuli. qaluroba – es qalisTvis komplimentia, magram
kacisTvis Seuracxyofaa. mamakacebi, romlebsac eZaxian
`qaliviT ganazebulebs~, daSordnen TavianT mamakacur
pozicias da mis Sesabamis Zalas.
es ganmartebebi Cvens winaSe aseve ramdenime kiTxvas

badeben. mxolod mamakacebi arian Zlierni? gana mamakace-
bi ar SeiZleba nazebi iyvnen? ra Tqma unda, qalebic Sei-
Zleba Zlierebi iyvnen iseve, rogorc mamakacebi _ nazebi.
magram es Tvisebebi ar gamoxataven maT arss. mamakacebi
cnobilni arian simamaciT da pirdapirulobiT, xolo qa-
lebi – sinaziT da sulgrZelobiT. moxdeniloba Semde-
gnairad ganisazRvreba: èleganturoba, silamaze, formis
da moZraobebis siswore.~ aseve arsebobs sxva ganmartebac:
`Sewyobis da mitevebis unari, aseve wyalobis da keTilgan-
wyobis gamovlena~. yvela es ganmarteba Seesabameba imas,
rasac biblia ambobs qalebis Sesaxeb.
qalis strategiuli pozicia
mxolod mamakacis sqesisadmi kuTvnileba ar aqcevs mamak-

acs liderad, iseve rogorc qalis sqesisadmi kuTvnileba
ar agdebs qals liderobis siidan. wmida werilis Tanaxmad
Tu mamakaci ar aris saTno, igi avtomaturad gamoricxavs
sakuTar Tavs rogorc liders, miuxedavad misi sqesobrivi
kuTvnilebisa. meores mxriv, qalebi, romelTa saTnoebamac
droTa ganmavlobaSi imata da waSala maTi SezRudvebi,
rogorc susti sqesis warmomadgenlebisa, SeuZliaT iyvnen
liderebi. axal aRTqmaSi naCvenebia Tvisebebi, romlebic
aucilebelia liderobisTvis:
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`xolo episkoposi unda iyos umwikvlo, erTi colis
qmari, zomieri, azriani, wesieri, stumarTmoyvare, dam-
moZRvravi, ara loTi, ara moCxubari, aramed Semwynare,
uSaro da vercxlis uyvaruli, Tavisi saxlis kargi gan-
mgebeli, romelsac Svilebi morCilebaSi hyavs yovel-
gvari RirsebiT.~ (1 timoTe 3:2-4)
yuradReba miaqcieT frazas èrTi colis qmari~. es

moTxovna pirveli dgas moTxovnebis grZel siaSi adami-
anisadmi, romelic umwikvlo cxovrebiT cxovrobs. am
CamonaTvalSi aseve Sedis moTxovna iyos `Semwynare~, ara-
da am Tvisebas xSirad miaweren qalebs. es amtkicebs imas,
rom qorwinebaSi SeiZleba SeerTdnen ori Zlieri adamiani,
magram amasTan arcerTi maTgani ar wava Tavisi arsis wi-
naaRmdeg.
àseve maTi colebic unda iyvnen patiosnebi, ara ma-

bezRarni, kdemamosilni da yvelaferSi erTgulni.~
(1 timoTe 3:11)
am nawyvetSi avtori mouwodebs qalebs, rom iyvnen

TavSekavebulni da erTgulni. isini unda iyvnen saTnoebis
magaliTi garSemomyofTaTvis.
am cxovrebaSi yvela adamians gaaCnia Tavisi strategi-

uli pozicia, romelzec igi unda idges. modiT cota xniT
gadavinacvloT brZolis velze. Tu is meomrebi, visac ebr-
ZanaT daecvaT sursaTis maragi, miatoveben sakuTar adgi-
lebs da sawyobebs datoveben yuradRebis gareSe, radgan
surT monawileobis miReba SetevaSi, _ mTeli jaris moma-
vali, misi Zala da usafrTxoeba safrTxis qveS dadgeba.
Tu eqimebi, romlebic unda kurnavdnen daWrilebs, dato-
veben sakuTar adgils, raTa daicvan uyuradRebod migde-
buli sursaTis sawyobebi, vin gauwevs daxmarebas daWril
da imedgacruebul jariskacebs? Tu pirvel xazze sabr-
Zolvelad gawvrTnili jariskacebi datoveben TavianT
adgils da gaiqcevian sanitarul nawilSi da Sesabamisi
momzadebis gareSeSe daiwyeben receptebis gamoweras da
daWrilebisTvis operaciis keTebas, daWrilebi amiT ufro
metad dazaraldebian. rom aRaraferi vTqvaT imaze, rom
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jaris mier mopovebuli yvela strategiuli pozicia da-
karguli iqneba da xelSi Cauvardeba mters. da amis Sem-
degac mouwevT mtris mier dakavebuli poziciebis dab-
runeba didi danakargebis fasad. yovelma Cvenganma unda
gaviTavisoT, rom ramdenad kargadac ar unda varTmevdeT
Tavs Cvens davalebas, ar unda vmoqmedebdeT sxvebisgan
damoukideblad.
pavle adarebda am urTierTkavSirs adamianis orga-

nizms, sadac yvela organos urTierTqmedeba aZlierebs
mTels sxeuls. erTaderTi mizezi, ratomac SeiZleba rom
sxeulis calkeuli wevrebi funqcionirebdnen rogorc
erTi sxeuli – aris is, rom Cven vRebulobT Cvens Zalas
sxeulis Tavisgan – ieso qristesgn.
`vis mierac mTeli sxeuli, Senawevrebuli da Semtkice-

buli yovelnairi macocxlebeli kavSiris saSualebiT,
sxeulis TiToeuli asos zomierad moqmedebiT izrde-
ba Tavisi Tavis siyvarulSi aRsaSeneblad.~ (efeselTa
4:16)
roca yvela wevri asrulebs Tavis saqmes, mTeli sxe-

uli Sendeba siyvarulSi. am muxlSi ar aris saubari ima-
ze, rom sxeuli aSendeba maSin, `roca qalebi asruleben
kacebis funqcias~ an `roca mamakacebi asruleben qalebis
funqcias.~ag gasagebad aris naTqvami, rom yoveli wevri
unda asrulebdes Tavis saqmes da mxolod amis Semdeg if-
unqcionirebs sworad mteli sxeuli. Zalian didi xnis gan-
mavlobaSi brZolobdnen mamakacebi qalebis poziciidan,
xolo qalebi – mamakacebis poziciidan. da Zalian didi
xnis ganmavlobaSi ebrZodnen qalebi mamakacebs, xolo ma-
makacebi ki – qalebs. aseTi Sinagani konfliqtis gamo Za-
lian bervi Wriloba miiRes orivem da amasTan ertad ara-
vin kurnavda erTmaneTs da ar aSenebda sxeuls.
sisastike xels uSlis gankurnebas
konkurenciam da ZalauflebisaTvis brZolam daa-

kargvina sxeuls misi urTierTdamakavSirebeli kavSirebi,
sxeulis yovelma wevrma daiwyo gamoyofa da cdilobda
martos mieRwia didebisTvis.magram RmerTma tyulad ar
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Seqmna sxeuli ise, rom misi organoebi calcalke norm-
alurad ver ifunqcionireben. rasac ar unda ambobdes
cnobili sabavSvo simRera, SeuZlebeli Zvlebi dakavSire-
bulebi iyvnen erTamneTTan kavSirebisa da myesebis gareSe.
damijereT, Cems mier gadatanili mxaris ori travmis Sem-

deg, gavacnobiere ùrTierTdamakavSirebeli kavSirebis~
mniSvneloba. Tavdapirvelad travmas sakmarisad seriozu-
lad ar mivudeqi, da imis gamo, rom myesebi Zvlebs Soris
iyo moyolili, Cemi xeli umoZravo gaxda. da ra Zlieradac
ar unda ecadaT Cems kunTebs da Zvlebs iZulebuli gaexa-
daT xeli moqmedebisTvis, ar SemeZlo misi ganZreva. Cemma
xelma Sewyvita muSaoba imis gamo, rom organizmma Tavad
gaTiSa organo usafrTxoebis mizniT, romelic travmireb-
uli iyo. me ver SevZeli xelis ganZreva iqamde, sanam saTa-
nado yuradReba ar mivaqcie sxeulis travmirebul nawils
da ar daviwye mxaris myesis mkurnaloba. Cemma uyuradRe-
bobam sxeulis erTi nawilis travmis mimarT daakargvina
Sromisunarianoba meores. erTaderTi gza imisaTvis, rom
xels xelaxlad daewyo moqmedeba mdgomareobda myesebis
gamoTavisuflebaSi. gankurnebis misaRebad me upirvele-
syovlisa momiwia Cemi sakuTari Tavisadmi gulgrilobis
da uyuradRebobis monanieba. roca saqme exeba qalebs da
maT funqciebs qristes sxeulSi, Cven upirvelesyovlisa
unda gaverkveT Cven uyuradRebobasa da gulqvaobaSi maT
mimarT.
`man SegvaZlebina, vyofiliyaviT msaxurni axali

aRTqmisa, ara asoebisa, aramed sulisa. vinaidan aso
klavs, suli ki acocxlebs.~ (2 korinTelTa 3:6)
upirvelesyovlisa, saWiroa vacnobierebdeT, rom

swored qristem mogvca Cven unari vyofiliyaviT axali
aRTqmis msaxurni. Cveni Zveli, umoqmedo msoflmxedv-
eloba Seicvala cxovrebis axali xedviT. sicocxlis da
siyvarulis axalma gzam Secvala dacemuli msoflmxed-
veloba. unda Sewydes brZola kacebsa da qalebs Soris,
radgan qristem Cven erT mTlian nawilad gvaqcia. magram
Cven Tu ar miviRebT am WeSmaritebas, Cveni qristes sxeul-
Si moqmedebis unari kvlav darCeba SezRuduli. Cemi mxaris
travmis gaxsenebiT, minda aRvniSno, rom SesaZloa Cven
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aseve saTanado yuradReba ar mivaqcieT qalebis gankur-
nebas. xolo amis gakeTeba ki aucilebeli iyo, radgan sx-
eulSi swored qalebi asruleben damakavSirebel rols
da rgolebis erTobas uzrunvelyofen. amiT me ar vamt-
kiceb, rom mamakacebs ar SeuZliaT igivenairad moqmedeba
an rom qalebi SezRudulebi arian mxolod am funqciiT.
me ubralod kidev erTxel vamaxvileb yuradRebas imaze,
rom qalebi Tavdapirvelad Seqmnilni iyvnen urTierTo-
bebisTvis.
meore, Zalian xSirad Cven gvaviwydeba qalebis gamxneve-

ba imaSi, rom imsaxuron TavianT niWebSi. am sasicocxlod
mniSvnelovani aucileblobis gareSe rom sworad eqceod-
nen erTmaneTs da mxars uWerdnen erTmaneTs, sxeuli
darCeba danawevrebuli an umoqmedo.
urTierTdamakavSirebeli kavSirebi
mTeli sxeulis janmrTelobis gasaRebia
Tumca kacebi da qalebi Tanasworni arian RmerTis wi-

naSe, isini ver iqnebian erTmaneTisgan damoukidebelni.
orive sqesis warmomadgenlebi moqmedeben saukeTesod ma-
Sin, roca isini ase Tu ise dakavSirebulebi arian erT-
maneTTan. es kavSirebi ar aris SezRuduli mxolod qor-
winebiT, isini moicaven cxovrebis yvela sferos. Tavad
mama RmerTma ganacxada, rom mamakaci martod myofi ar
aris kargi an srulyofili. Tu qali avsebs mamakacs, ma-
Sin mamakacis mxridan sakmaod ugunuri iqneboda CaeTvala
qali arasaWiro elementad. kaci da qali arian RmerTis
srulyofili suraTis ori Semadgeneli nawili. magram Tu
TiToeul am nawils wavarTmevT mis unikalurobas, suraTi
nacrisferi da usaxuri gamova. magaliTad, Tu mamakacebi
sxeulSi Seasruleben funqciebis 90%-s, maSin roca qalebi
mxolod 10%, Cven Segveqmneba problemebi.
me da jons gviyvars saqmeebis erTad keTeba, radgan Cven

Zalian ganvsxvavdebiT erTmaneTisgan. mas aqvs xedva, ro-
melic maklia me, xolo me maqvs moxerxebuloba, romelic
mas aklia. konfliqtur situaciebSi jons urCevnia gaimar-
jvos SturmiT, xolo `mkvdrebs~ tovebs iq, sadac isini
ecemian! me cotaTi gansxvavebuli midgoma maqvs. yovelT-
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vis vcdilob gaviTvaliswino, Tu mocemuli problemis
mogvareba rogor aisaxeba Cvens urTierTobebze momavalSi.
xSir SemTxvevebSi Cven vpoulobT jansaR kompromiss, ro-
melic iTvaliswinebs orive mxaris azrs. (Tumca iyo iseTi
momentebic, roca me msurda Tavebis gaxleCa, xolo jons
uwevda Cemi gaCereba!) Tu ar gaviTvaliswinebT erTi meo-
ris azrs, mocemuli suraTi arasruli iqneba. momwons Cemi
eklesiis midgoma am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. Cveni xelmZ-
Rvaneloba miiCnevs kacsa da qals erT mTlian nawilad da
uxucesebis arCevisas orives niSnavs am poziciaze, miuxe-
davad imisa, vin iyo arCeuli maT Soris pirveli. ase imi-
tom iqcevian, rom ician yvela gadawyvetilebas col-qmari
mainc erTad miiRebs.
xangrZlivi brZolisa da sakuTari vinaobis da daniS-

nulebis Ziebis gamo, Cveni saxlebidan gaqra siyvarulis,
darigebis, gankurnebis da mxardaWeris atmosfero. zogi-
erTi qristiani moRvawe cdilobda am brZolis SeCerebas
imiT, rom CamoaSores qali yovelgvar funqcias sxeulSi.
magram aseTi akrZalva ar aris gamosavali, iseve rogorc
arc is aris gamosavali, rom vaiZuloT qalebi Seasrulon
mamakacis roli. yvelaze ukeTesia qals mivceT Tavisi ro-
lis Sesrulebis saSualeba.
axlac ki SeiZleba igrZnoT, rom undoblobiT epyrobiT

Cems sityvebs. Tu SeiZleba gaigeT, ar vcdilob vamtkico,
rom mxolod qalebi an kacebi arian damnaSaveni am winaaRm-
degobis warmoqmnaSi. WeSmaritad mjera, rom orive mxarem
Seitanes TavianTi wvlili am konfliqtSi. mtris tyuilma
moutana mravali tkivili kacebsa Tu qalebs, da gadaax-
vevina maT sicocxlis gzidan.
droa gavagrZeloT winsvla
zogjer SeiZleba mogeCvenoT TiTqos vfiqrob, rom qa-

lebi saWiroeben gamosworebas da mimarTulebas. ubralod
ar var mowodebuli mivmarTavde mamakacebs, amitomac vcdi-
lob Cavudo Cemi sityvebi qalebs yurSi. Zalian xSirad,
rodesac vcdilob SeniSvnis micemas romelime SvilisTvis
da vuxsni, rom man unda gamoasworos raRac, imdenad gar-
Tulebi arian xolme imiT, Tu ras vetyvi maT Zmas, rom Cemi
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sityvebi arc ki esmiT. RmerTi aZlevs mimarTulebas Tavis
sxeuls rogorc mTlians, Semdeg konkretul miTiTebebs
aZlevs kacebsa da qalebs. es wigni gzavnilia mxolod qa-
lebisTvis. ar vici Tqven rogor, magram yovelTvis ukeT
aRviqvam informacias roca vici, rom molaparake mommar-
Tavs me piradad da aravin ismens Cvens saubars.
mec, rogorc qals, arasworad ganmikiTxavdnen, Cems

azrs amaxinjebdnen, usamarTlod meqceodnen, xolo Cems
sityvebs arasworad ganmartavdnen. magram miuxedavad ami-
sa, me gTxovT gadadoT gverdze yovelgvari tkivili da
imedgacrueba da daiwyeT win svla.
yovelTvis ase ar vgrZnobdi Tavs. xSirad vfiqrobdi:

`mamakaci rom viyo, yvelaferi gacilebiT advili iqnebo-
da. mamakaci rom vyofiliyavi ase mkacrad ar gansjidnen.
mamakaci rom vyofiliyavi Cems xmas gaigebdnen. Cems xmaSi
mamakacis JReradoba rom yofiliyo, Cemi Svilebi ufro
yuradRebianni iqnebodnen Cemi sityvebisadmi.~ sinamd-
vileSi ki Cemi Svilebi ufro yuradRebiT mismenen maSin,
roca maT rogorc deda ise velaparakebi, da ar vcdilob
mamis mrisxane xmis mibaZvas. yovelTvis, roca damcirebu-
lad vgrZnob Tavs sakuTari, rogorc qalis SesaZleblo-
bebis SezRudulobis gamo, ufro metad viwyebdi Cemi zec-
ieri mamis saxis Ziebas.
ramdenadac es dapirispireba mimdinareobs, igi ar aris

Semofargluli mxolod kacebis da qalebis dapirispire-
biT, magram, rogorc Cans, xSirad meordeba mas Semdeg rac
warmodgenili iqna qristes sxeuli rogorc mravalis er-
Toba.
ànda yurma rom Tqvas: me Tvali ara var, amitom sx-

euls ar vekuTvnio, gana amitom ar ekuTvnis sxeuls?
Tu mTeli sxeuli Tvalia, sadRaa smena? Tu yvelaferi
smenaa, sadRaa ynosva? da aha, RmerTma ganalaga asoe-
bi sxeulSi – TiToeuli maTgani, rogorc nebavda.~
(1 korinTelTa 12:16-18)
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modiT Tavs neba mivceT sicxadis mizniT pavles magali-
Tis parafrazireba movaxdinoT. qvemoT mocemulia zemoT
moyvanili sityvebis Cemeburi gadmocema:
`da Tu qali ityvis: me ar vekuTvni sxeuls, radgan kaci

ar var, gana amitom ar ekuTvnis sxeuls? mTeli sxeuli
mxolod kaci rom yofiliyo, gana masSi ar aRmoCndeboda
qalis adgili? mTeli sxeuli qalisgan rom Sedgebodes,
maSin kacebi sad iqnebodnen? magram RmerTma nawilebi ise
ganaTavsa sxeulSi, rogorc mas surda.~
raRac ufro didisTvis Seqmnilni
damijereT, am kiTxvis gamo mec ara erTxel damiyenebia

RmerTis sibrZne kiTxvis qveS. iyo dro, roca vgrZnobdi
rom ufro ukeT gamomividoda mbranebluri da mosaubre
mamakacis rolis Sesruleba, vidre rbili da morCili qa-
lis.
iyo dro, roca mindoda Sors vyofiliyavi yvelaferi

imisgan, rac qalebTan iyo dakavSirebuli, maTi maneruli
saqcielisa da Worebis gamo, romlebsac avrcelebdnen
Sejgufebisas. meSinoda, rom qalebTan davmegobrdebodi
ra, aRmovCndebodi maTi vardisferi kabebis da zeda-
piruli saubrebis samyaroSi. mZulda ra xasiaTis yvela
susti Tviseba, romelsac mivawerdi qalTa modgmas, me me-
tad midrekili viyavi mamakaciviT qcevisken. magram Semdeg
gonebaSi gaCnda kiTxva. SesaZloa is, rasac `qalur zedapi-
rulobad~ vTvlidi, Tavdapirvelad arasodes yofila qa-
lis dnm-is nawili. SesaZloa, me ar momwonda aseTi pasiur-
agresiuli qceva raime garkveuli mizezis gamo. SesaZloa,
CemTvis rogorc qalisTvis, bunebrivi iyo winaaRmdegi
vyofiliyavi qaluri CurCulis sxva adamianebis garegno-
bis da piradi cxovrebis gamo, radgan Tavdapirvelad yve-
la qali Seqmnili iqna raRac ufro didisTvis. SesaZloa,
SecdomiT CavTvale Cumi qali sustad. SesaZloa iyo dro,
roca metis gagoneba SeiZleboda qalis CurCulSi, vidre
mamakacis yvirilSi.
gamodis sakvirveli kombinacia, rodesac SevaerTebT

Zalas silamazesTan, Zalauflebas sibrZnesTan, xolo kacs
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– qalTan. swored amaSi mdgomareobda yovelTvis Rmer-
Tis idea… oris erTad SeerTeba. roca erTad varT, Cveni
Zalebi mravldeba.
Tu movawyobT Sejibrs fizikur siZliereSi, sadac

Seejibrebodnen erTmaneTs yvelaze Zlieri da didi qa-
lebi yvelaze Zlier da did mamakacebs, vin gaimarjvebda?
Tumca, me ar msiamovnebs amis aRiareba, magram, ra Tqma
unda, kacebi gaimarjvebdnen. maSin, roca saqme exeba fizi-
kur Zalas, ratom ar SeuZliaT qalebs mamakacebTan Tana-
bar doneze Sejibreba? mamakacs Zala ar mieca imisaTvis,
rom igi qalis winaaRmdeg gamoeyenebina, aramed qalis sa-
sikeTod. mamakacebs aRmatebuli Zala miecaT imisaTvis,
rom daecvaT da uzrunvelyoT qalebi cxovrebaSi. Zala
maT imisaTvis ar miecaT, rom ebatonaT an eZaladaT sust
sqesze. mxolod susti, uTavbolo, uZluri mamakacebi
Seuracxyofen qalebs.
sad devs qalis Zliereba Tu ara mis fizikur ZalaSi?

pasuxs am kiTxvaze Cven ganvixilavT momdevno TavebSi.
zeciero mama,
damexmare, davinaxo yvela is Zlieri mxare, niWebi, rom-

lebiTac damajildove da aseve faseuloba. aRadgine Seni
WeSmariteba Cems cxovrebaSi. minda tvirTi moviSoro. min-
da, rom Cemi cxovreba anTebdes yovel adamians, romelsac
Sevexebi. minda vipovo is saxli, simSvidis is adgili, sa-
dac am qveynierebis wesebi aRar gavrceldeba Cemze. minda
ganvaxorcielo yvela is Tviseba, romlebiTac damajil-
dove da movitano isini am miwaze. minda viyo damakavSire-
beli rgoli Sens sxeulSi da xeli Sevuwyo yvela danarCe-
ni wevris moZraobis Tavisuflebasa da Zalas. msurs CemSi
gamovlindes qalis WeSmariti guli. amin.
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Tavi mexuTe
vin aris namdvili kaci?
miyvars SvilebisTvis am kiTxvis dasma. gansakuTrebiT

maSin, roca isini monawileoben raime SejibrSi. àse gaag-
rZele! vin aris aq namdvili kaci?~
pasuxad isini rbilad uRimian TavianT myvirala dedas,

TiTqos cdiloben Tqmas: `mixaria, rom Sen SeamCnie!~ zog-
jer Sejibrebebis Semdeg maT mxarze wamovartyav xolme,
magram siyvarulis aseTi mcire gamovlinebac ki yovelTvis
amxnevebs maT. me miyvars Cemi biWebi – ise Zlier, rom ar
SemiZlia amis sityvebiT aRwera. xandaxan Cems siyvaruls
maTdami gamovxatav imiT, rom xumrobiT vCqmet kiserSi,
vkocni loyebSi da neknebis damtvrevamde vexutebi. xanda-
xan vfiqrob rom verasodes iqneba sakmarisi maTTan yofna,
da amitom gamudmebiT vcdilob vipovo cota dro maTTan
moziareobisTvis. es daiwyo mas Semdeg, roca gaCndnen da
pirvelad Semomxedes TvalebSi an gamoexmaurnen Cems xmas.
TiToeuli maTganis gaCenam aRZra CemSi ganumeorebeli da
gansxvavebuli grZnobebi da mzrunveloba. erTi mepatiJe-
ba rom davjde da davisveno masTan erTad. meore cdilobs
Cemi yuradRebis miqcevas. mesame xmamaRla da daJinebiT
meZaxis, rom veTamaSo mas. meoTxe ki miziarebs Tavis gu-
lis dafarul fiqrebs, gancdebs da SiSebs.
ar SemiZlia ar SevamCnio Cems yovel biWSi maTi mamaka-

curi bunebis gamovlineba. sinamdvileSi, namdvil `mamaka-
cad~ am sityvis WeSmarit arsSi mimaCnia mxolod RmerTi.
roca axalgazrda gogoebi an dasaqorwinebeli qalebi

iwyeben fiqrs, rom martoni arian da beds mindobilni, me
vaxseneb maT, rom maT gverdiT yovelTvis aris mamakaci.
mxolod is aris Rirsi Cveni ndobis, siyvarulis da morCi-
lebis. igi arasodes Sewyvets Cvens siyvaruls da darCeba
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erTguli im SemTxvevaSic ki, Tundac Cven ar davrCeT misi
erTguli. ra Tqma unda, me vlaparakob iesoze, rogorc
mamakacze, romelmac imdenad Segviyvara Cven, rom daixia
ukan, rom mosuliyo dedamiwaze rogorc kacis Ze. iesos
uyvarda qalebi da nebas aZlevda gamoemJRavnaT TavianTi
grZnobebi mis mimarT yvelaze Seusabamo situaciebSic ki.
mas ar ugvrZnia Tavi uxerxulad maSinac ki, roca WasTan
daelaparaka samariteli qali, romelsac asamarTlebda
mTeli qalaqi, arc im dros, roca sxva qalma scxo misi
fexebi misi ganmkiTxavebis Tvalwin.
roca mariami ijda iesos fexebTan, man (iesom) ar misca

mis mofusfuse das marTas ufleba, rom mariamis yuradRe-
ba sxva rameze gadaetana. ieso erTaderTi mamakacia, ro-
melic arasodes gagvicruebs imedebs. maSinac ki, rodesac
kvdeboda, igi zrunavda qalis keTildReobaze.
`qalo, aha, Seni Ze!~ mere mowafes eubneba: àha, dedaS-

eni!~ da mowafem maSinve TavisTan waiyvana igi.~ (ioane
19:26-27)
magram iesos deda ar yofila erTaderTi qali, ro-

melzec igi fiqrobda tanjvis im momentSi… is fiqrob-
da Tqvenze. mas ver warmoedgina cxovreba Tqvens gareSe
maradisobaSi, amitomac man nebiT moitana Tavisi miwieri
cxovreba msxverplad, raTa moeca TqvenTvis saukuno si-
cocxle. me kargad maxsovs is dRe da saaTi, roca vipove
es upirobo siyvaruli. nuTu es simarTlea, vfiqrobdi me
maSin, rom igi mokvda imisaTvis, rom me misi gavmxdariyavi?
rogor SeZlo man Seeyvara Cemnairi boroti da sazizRa-
ri pirovneba? gana romelime mamakacs gamouvlenia Cemda-
mi aseTi siyvaruli da miZRvna? gana vinmes moumarTavs
CemTvis aseTi nazi xmiT? vis SeeZlo missaviT ase upiro-
bod patieba? man SemomTavaza me yvelaferi Cemi damtv-
reuli sxeulis da gaqvavebuli gulis sanacvlod. iesos
gacnobamde mTeli Cemi cxovreba iyo mxolod nacrisferi
dReebis nakadi, magram roca misma siyvarulma aavso Cemi
arseba, TiTqosda axleburad daviwye sunTqva.
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RmerTi ar aris mamakaci
igi erTaderTia, visac yovelma qalma, martoxelam Tu

daqorwinebulma, uSiSrad SeiZleba misces ufleba Seafa-
sos misi WeSmariti faseuloba da mniSvnelovneba. igi aris
erTaderTi Rirsi Cveni sicocxlis. RmerTs arasodes ugu-
lisxmia, rom qals Tavisi sicocxle mieRo kacisgan. mas
Cafiqrebuli aqvs, rom Cvens sicocxles masgan vRebulob-
deT. Tumca ieso movida dedamiwaze adamianis xatebaSi, igi
amavdroulad aris RmerTis Zec. igi metia vidre mamakaci,
Tumca Tavisi bunebiT da arsiT igi namdvili mamakacia. me
misaubria mraval qalTan, romlebsac eSiniaT RmerTTan
misvla rogorc mamasTan. samwuxarod, imis gamo, rom ma-
makacebma warsulSi guli dauWres, isini undoblobiT uy-
urebdnen yvela adamians, romelTac ki axasiaTebT mamaka-
cis Tvisebebi. magram, neba momeciT dagamSvidoT… RmerTi
ar aris mamakaci.
nu SegeSindebaT, me ar vgulisxmob rom igi qalia. igi

ufro metia, vidre kaci da qali, da igi maTi sicocxlis
wyaroa da Semoqmedi. saidumlo ar aris, rom adamianebi ga-
mudmebiT midrekilni arian dauSvan Secdomebi, magram es
ar exeba RmerTs. raa? Tqven imis Tqma gindaT, rom aravis
ar dauwuxrebixarT? Tu arasodes moutyuebixarT? erT-
xel mainc ar dauWrixarT, ar uRalatiaT, an gamouyenebi-
xarT angarebis mizniT? Tu Tqven am qveyanaze cxovrobT,
maSin, yovel SemTxvevaSi am uaryofiTi adamianuri bunebis
erTerT gamovlinebas mainc SeejaxebodiT, Tu ara yvelas.
arc erT adamians, rogorc ar unda cdilobdes igi sakuTa-
ri Tavis izolirebas sxvebisgan an damoukideblobis miR-
wevas, ar ZaluZs gaeqces realuri urTierTobebis arasru-
lyofilebas. eWvic ar mepareba, rom Tavadac araerTxel
damiSvia Secdomebi Cemi cxovrebis yovel sferoSi. xSirad
vucruebdi imedebs ojaxis wevrebs da megobrebs. magram
miuxedavad amisa, araerTxel veZebdi adamianebSi (kerZod,
mamakacebSi) imas, risi mocemac mxolod RmerTs SeeZlo.
imisaTvis, rom rogorc qalebma daviwyoT win svla, auci-
lebelia gavigoT da daviwyoT am WeSmaritebis gamoyeneba.
arc ise didi xnis win, roca konferenciaze mivdiodi
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sityviT gamosasvlelad, aRmovCndi dalasis aeroportSi.
mqonda cotaoden Tavisufali dro da vifiqre dameTva-
lierebina Jurnalebi, romlebic magidaze iyo dalagebu-
li. uecrad Cemi yuradReba miipyro popularuli Jurnalis
axalma nomerma, romlic ZiriTadi Temac iyo: `mamakacebi
da maTze nadiroba~. am Jurnalis yovel statiaSi sauba-
ri midioda urTierTobebze qalebsa da kacebs Soris. Tu
mexsiereba ar mRalatobs, iq iyo informacia qalaqebze,
sadac meti mamakaci cxovrobs, vidre qali, da imazec, Tu
ra adgilebSi SeiZleba aseTi mamakacebis moZebna, rogor
SeiZleba maTi yuradRebis mipyroba, rogor unda visaub-
roT maTTan; rogor gviyvardes mamakaci da rogor gavi-
goT uyvarxarT mas Tu ara, da a.S. rogorc qali, romelic
erT saxlSi xuT mamakacTan erTad cxovrobs, yovelTvis
veZeb aseT informacas. amitomac aviRe es Jurnali da da-
viwye interesiT gadafurcvla, roca uecrad gavigone Si-
naganSi suliwmidis xma: `magram me xom mamakaci ar var.~
gamaogna am gamocxadebis ubraloebam. xSirad Cvens Za-

las da energias vxarjavT mamakacebze, romlebic RmerTis
WeSmariti xatebis mxolod mqrTal anarekls warmoadge-
nen. miuxedavad im damoukideblobisa, romelsac qadageben
es qalTa Jurnalebi, isini jer kidev swored kacsa da qals
Soris urTierTobebs sTavazoben bednierebis misaRwevad.
ra Tqma unda, axlo urTierTobebSi SeiZleba kmayofile-
bis miReba, magram es ar warmoadgens pasuxs yvela kiTx-
vaze. WeSmaritad, RmerTi mamakaci ar aris, da riskenac
ase viswrafiT da rac ase Zlier gvsurs, Cven verasodes
aRmovaCenT amas vercerT mamakacSi.
msgavsni, Tumca gansxvavebulebi
vfiqrob, rom am WeSmaritebis damtkiceba SeiZleba

ricxvTa wignidan:
`RmerTi kaci rodia…~ (23:19)
am muxlSi gacxadebulia WeSmariteba, romlis bolomde

Cawvdomac Cven ar ZalgviZs. RmerTi gvgavs Cven, Tumca
igi Tavisi bunebiT gansxvavdeba rogorc mamakacebisgan,
ise qalebisgan. Tumca, kacebic da qalebic Seqmnilni ari-
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an mis xatebad, isini yvelaze saukeTeso SemTxvevaSic ki
mis mkrTal anarekls warmoadgenen. amis Sedareba SeiZle-
ba sarkesTan, romelic aireklavs Cvens garegnobas, mag-
ram ara imas, rac Cvens gulSia… aireklavs Cveni bageebis
moZraobas, magram ar gadascems xmas, romelsac gamov-
cemT. erTi SexedviT SeiZleba mogveCvenos, rom RmerTi
laparakobs am muxlSi cxad raRaceebze. SeiZleba waikiT-
xoT es sityvebi da ifiqroT: `ra Tqma unda, vici, rom
RmerTi adamiani ar aris.~ magram SeCerdiT erTi wuTiT
da SexedeT am WeSmaritebas Cveni kulturis sinaTleze,
da gagikvirdebaT, Tu ramdenad arasworad ganmartaven
am azrs.
Tu wrfelebi viqnebiT sakuTar TavTan, vaRiarebT, rom

cxovrebis mraval sferoSi Cven daudevrad vacxadebT ma-
makacs Cvens `RmerTad~. aseTi daskvnis gakeTeba SeiZleba
imis Semxedvare, Tu rogor vxarjavT Cvens fuls, dros
da energias. reklama nadirobs Cvens survilebze mtkice-
biT, rom Tu Cven rogorc sasurvel qals ise gvecmeva,
maSin miviRebT Cveni ocnebis mamakacs. Cven gvepatiJebian
wveulebebze, sadac yuradRebis centrSi eqcevian mxolod
isini, vinc lamazad da brwyinvaled aris Cacmuli (rom-
lebic moduri manqaniT movidnen, princesis msgavs kabaSi,
ZviradRirebuli samkaulebiT da lamazi varcxnilobiT
da amasTan erTad acviaT ZviradRirebuli fexsacmeli).
RmerTis nacvlad Cven daviwyeT sagnebisa da adamiane-
bisadmi mindoba, romlebic ipyroben Cvens yuradRebas da
asruleben Cvens survilebs. Tavadac rom ver vacnobie-
rebT ise aRmovCndebiT xolme kauWze, roca vTvliT rom
`mamakaci~ qalis yvela dardis pasuxia. sareklamo devizi
ìdealuri mamakaci = srulyofil cxovrebas~, meti zewo-
las qveS aqcevs yvelas, visTanac kavSiri gvaqvs! ar arse-
bobs iseTi ram rogorc idealuri mamakaci (an idealuri
qali), - srulyofili mxolod erTaderTi RmerTia.
daqorwinebulo qalebo, daojaxebis Semdeg, ramdenma

aRmoaCineT, rom rac ar unda idealuri yofiliyo Tqve-
ni qmari, mas ar SeuZlia Tqveni saWiroebebis sruliad
dakmayofileba? idealuri qmris da uRrublo qorwinebis
didi imedebiT, mravali qali Txovdeba da miyveba Tavisi
ocnebis mamakacs, xolo Semdeg saSinelebiT uyureben Tu
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maTi ocneba rogor gadaiqceva koSmarul sizmrad! saso-
warkveTilad cdiloben ra sakuTari vardisferi ocnebis
gadarCenas, isini iswrafvian imisken, rom Secvalon sa-
kuTari qmari, xolo Tu maTma meTodebma ar gaamarTla,
wyveten rom Tavad gaxdnen mamakaci! damijereT, vici es
sakuTari gamocdilebiT. iqamde, sanam davqorwindebodi
Cems qmarTan, Cemi mTeli cxovrebis siyvarulTan, gulu-
pryvilod mimaCnda, rom igi srulyofili iyo, ideali. es
aris mravali axaldaqorwinebuli qalis Secdoma… isini
ocneboben idealur qmarze.
sakuTari ocnebiT STagonebuli, warmomedgina rom

Cemi cxovrebis mizani iyo jonis Secvla, da iseTi mama-
kacisagan rogoric iyo, meqcia iseTad, rogoric vicodi
rom SeZlebda yofiliyo, Tu daujerebda Cems rCevebs. am
cru `gamocxadebam~ Semcvala. me aRar viyavi keTili da
momTmeni coli – daJinebiT vcdilobdi sakuTari miznis
miRwevas. CemTvis aucilebeli iyo Semecvala qmari, wi-
naaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi gana damajildovebda RmerTi aseTi
didebuli unariT gamekritikebina yvela da yvelaferi?
me ubralod valdebuli viyavi gamomesworebina naklova-
nebebi mis xasiaTSi. raRac ucnauri SemTxveviTobiT ga-
momrCa isini roca vxvdebodiT erTmaneTs, magram qoriwi-
nebis Semdeg es patara naklovanebebi amotivtivda (iseve
rogorc Cemi piradi sisusteebi). CemTvis cxadi iyo, rom
mowodebuli viyavi gavmxdariyavi jonisTvis namdvili
kurTxeva. Cems mier misi daxmarebiT! ratom ganvicdidi
ase Zlier survils Semecvala qmari da srulyofilad
meqcia is? imitom, rom me vaqcie igi Cemi sixarulisa da
kmayofilebis wyarod.
an ise iqneba, rogorc me msurs, an gavdivar TamaSidan
rodesac pirvelad SevxvdiT, joni momewona iseTi ro-

goric iyo. magram Semdeg Cemi warmodgena masze Seicvala
da me SemeZlo mxolod imaze mefiqra, Tu rogori SeiZle-
boda igi gamxdariyo. rom gamomsvloda misi gardaqmna Cems
idealad, vfiqrobdi, rom vigrZnobdi sakuTar Tavs us-
afrTxod, bednieri viqnebodi da metad veyvarebodi. Cems
axal Sexedulebas me vamagrebdi aseTi saxis moTxovnebiT:
`me amas ase ar gavakeTebdi; modi sxvanairad gavakeToT.~
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mtkicebulebebs, rom jonma unda gaakeTos yvelaferi ,
rogorc me vfiqrobdi, ise xSirad gamovxatavdi xolme,
rom TiTqos maT moicves mTeli Cemi arseba. Txovnebi,
romelTac Tavdapirvelad rbilad da moTminebiT gamovx-
atavdi, Cemi jonis Secvlis survilis zrdasTan erTad
ufro metad da metad daJinebulbiT daviwye maTi gamox-
atva. es xom Cemi movaleoba iyo da wmida movaleoba –
meCvenebina jonisTvis is mimarTuleba, romliTac, ro-
gorc mimaCnda, mas unda evlo.
Tumca araferi gamomdioda! momwons Tu ra Tqva amis

Sesaxeb erTma RmerTis qalma devi taitusma: `qalebis um-
ravlesoba emsaxurebian TavianT Svilebs da cdiloben
qmrebis gamosworebas, nacvlad imisa, rom sapirispirod
iqceodnen.~ im droisTvis me ar myavda Svilebi, magram
vcdilobdi Cemi qmris gamosworebas.
roca jonma daiwyo Cems mier misi Sesworebebis da Secv-

lis daJinebuli mcdelobebis SewinaaRmdegeba, me gauaz-
reblad gadavwyvite misi adgilis dakaveba ojaxSi (yovel
SemTxvevaSi iqamde, sanam is ar daiwyebda Cemi rCevebis
gaTvaliswinebas). bolos da bolos, me xom davamtkice,
rom gamaCnda lideruli Tvisebebi. ramdenjer mimicia qm-
risTvis swori rCeva, da miuxedavad amisa, igi jiutad iZa-
xda uars rom gaeTvaliswinebina is. yvelaferi dalagdeba,
vfiqrobdi me, Tu me òjaxis Tavi~ gavxdebi, sanam Cemi
qmari ar daiwyebs Cemi azris gaTvaliswinebas. magram jons
ar surda qalis roli, da amis gamo Cvens ojaxSi gaCnda ori
lideri, romlebic sxvadasxva mimarTulebisken miemarTe-
bodnen da yvelaferSi gansxvavebuli azri gvqonda.
saWiro ar aris imis Tqma, rom am dapirispirebam didi

ziani miayena Cveni qorwinebis adreul wlebs. es ar wydebo-
da iqamde, sanam ar mivxvdi, rom vcdilobdi aRmomeCina
jonSi is, risi mocemac CemTvis mxolod RmerTs SeeZlo.
movelodi, rom Cemi qmari iqneboda srulyofili, maSin
roca arcerTi CvenTagani aseTi ar varT. roca is imedebs
micruebda, me vwyvetdi mis mimarT siyvarulis da pativ-
iscemis gamovlinebas iqamde, sanam igi rame iseTs ar gaa-
keTebda rom daemsaxurebina isini. qorwinebis am pirvel
wlebSi me imdenad viyavi sxvadasxvagvari SiSebiT aRvsili,
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rom faqtobrivad vcdilobdi yvelaferi mekontrolebina
cxovrebaSi.
avyevi tyuils, rom RmerTi – mamakacia da rom nebim-

ieri mamakacs SeuZlia garveuli Zalisxmevis Sedegad,
rogorc me meCveneboda, aRasrulos Tavisi colis yve-
la saWiroeba. magram es Sors iyo simarTlidan, radgan
joni srulyofilic rom yofiliyo, yvelas gvaqvs iseTi
saWiroebebi, romelTa dakmayofilebac mxolod RmerTs
SeuZlia. paskalma Tqva: `yvela adamianis cxovrebaSi aris
sicariele, romlis Sevsebac mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia.~
Cven Seqmnilni viyaviT imisTvis, rom sruliad bednierad
gvaqcios mxolod Cvenma Semoqmedma. Cven mogveca aRTqme-
bi, romelTa Sesrulebac mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia.
RmerTi arasodes tyuis
`RmerTi kaci rodia, rom icruos.~ (ricxvTa 23:19)
ra aris sxva cxadi gansxvaveba mamakacebsa da RmerTs

Soris? mamakacebi ityuebian. Tumca, sanam gabrazdeb-
iT amaze, gaxsovdeT: qalebic ityuebian. magram RmerTs
ar SeuZlia moityuos, radgan igi WeSmaritia. adamianebi
zogjer ityuebian maSinac ki, rodesac sjeraT, rom simar-
Tles iZaxian. isini gpirdebian, rom arasodes migatoveben,
xolo Semdeg sapirispirod iqcevian. isini geficebian rom
yovelTvis eyvarebiT, Semdeg ki aviwydebaT danapirebi.
saerTod, adamianebis Tviseba, ityuebodnen, SeiZleba

saSiSad gamoiyurebodes; magram Cven, qalebs da kacebs
SeiZleba gvamSvidebdes is faqti, rom RmerTi Cven ar
gvgavs. RmerTi aris RmerTi da aravin aris misi msgavsi.
mxolod igi aris yovelTvis erTguli da WeSmariti. mis
msoflmxedvelobaze gavlenas ar axdenen am miwier qvey-
anaze arsebuli kanonebi. mas ver moqrTamav da moatyueb.
kidev erTi xerxi adamianis RmerTis donemde asamaR-

leblad aris – Tvlide mas sakuTari Tavis daculobis da
winsvlis wyarod. ase xdeba maSin, roca moveliT, rom Cveni
megobrebi daakmayofileben Cvens emociur saWiroebebs.
metic, adamianis `RvTismsgavsebis~ azrovnebaze didwilad
gavlenas axdens biznesis samyaro, sadac bevrs sjera, rom
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tyuili da Wori yvelaze advili gzebia warmatebisa da
winsvlisTvis samsaxurebriv safexurebze. adamianebi, rom-
lebsac swyuriaT garSemomyofTa yuradReba, xdebian an-
garebianebi da cxovroben principiT `Sen – me, xolo me
– Sen~. isini ifaseben Tavs da zevidan uyureben naklebad
warmatebul adamianebs. imaT, visac SeuZlia emsaxuros maT
raimeTi, SeyavT TavianT moziareobis wreSi, xolo sxvebs,
visTanac megobrobas sargebeli ar moaqvs, gareT yrian.
samwuxarod, aseTma azrovnebam daiwyo eklesiaSic Semos-
vla. urTierTobebi aRar iTvleba wmidad, aramed dRes
maT uyureben rogorc iseT rames, rasac sargeblis mo-
tana SeuZlia. moqcevis aseTi tipi metyvelebs ara mxolod
adamianebisadmi ndobis naklebobaze, aramed RmerTisadmi
undoblobazec. yvelaze metad Cven gvWirdeba RmerTis
keTilganwyoba.
ra Tqma unda, SeiZleba RmerTis da adamianebis keTil-

ganwyobis gamoyeneba, magram amisaTvis Cven sworad unda
gvqondes gadanawilebuli prioritetebi. upirvelesyov-
lisa eZieT RmerTis keTilganwyoba, xolo Semdeg mieciT
mas saSualeba rom zebunebrivad warmogzavnos Tqvens
cxovrebaSi saWiro adamianebi.
Zalian xSirad Cven upirvelesyovlisa vcdilobT ada-

mianis keTilganwyobis mopovebas, magram es jer ar iZleva
RmerTis keTilganwyobis garantias.
RmerTis Tu adamianebis keTilganwyoba
imisaTvis, rom Cveni msoflmxedveloba ar moeqces da-

mangreveli gavlenis qveS, aucilebelia gavacnobieroT,
rom xSirad sworad imas vcdilobT, rom davimsaxuroT
adamianebis keTilganwyoba. yvelaferi Cvens cxovrebaSi
Sendeba imaze, Tu rogor gviyureben sxvebi. xolo isini
xSir SemTxvevebSi aRgviqvamen Cveni garegnobidan da miRw-
evebidan gamomdinare. am brZolis velze gamudmebiT imar-
jveben mxolod yvelaze mimzidvelebi da warmatebulebi.
xolo, roca isini kargaven TavianT popularobas, maTi
cxovreba daRmasvlas iwyebs, radgan isini mas sxvebis az-
ridan gamomdinare aSenebdnen. RmerTi arasodes meryeobs
Tavis siyvarulSi Cvendami, miuxedavad imisa, Tu ras
fiqroben Cvens garSemomyofebi.
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keTilganwyobis mopoveba SeiZleba saidumlo qmedebebis
meSveobiT. RmerTis Sexeduleba Cvenze yalibdeba maSin,
rodesac sakuTar TavTan martoni vrCebiT da roca gver-
diT aravin gvyavs, vinc taSs dagvikravda an aRfrTovaneb-
uli iqneboda CveniT. is, Tu rogorebi varT `kulisebs
miRma~, xSirad ukeT gamoxatavs imas, Tu rani varT sinamd-
vileSi. TiTqmis yovelTvis araswori gadawyvetilebebi,
romelTac dafarulSi vRebulobT, angreven karg warmod-
genebs Cvens sajarod. iseTi codvis Cadenis gadawyvetile-
ba, magaliTad rogoricaa Woraoba, pornografiis naxva,
mruSoba an fulis gaflangva, - RebulobT sajarod Tu
martod yofnisas? amgvari gadawyvetilebebis didi nawili
miiReba Cvens gonebaSi, roca martoni vrCebiT sakuTar
TavebTan. qurdobis, motyuebis an Ralatis gadawyvetile-
bebic miiReba dafarulSi.
meores mxriv, ganmartovebaSi SeiZleba swor da sufTa

ocnebebs miveceT RmerTTan axlo urTierTobebis wyalo-
biT. mxolod maSin, roca masTan martoni vrCebiT, ixsneba
da aiwoneba Cveni WeSmariti motivebi. mis TandaswrebaSi
Tqven gverdze gadadebT Tqvens yovel imedgacruebas da
molodins, raTa RmerTma giboZoT Tavisi keTilganwyoba,
romelic dafuZnebulia imaze, Tu rani xarT, da ara imaze,
Tu ras akeTebT. swored am dros vlindeba Cveni namdvili
buneba – vin var me, roca aravin miyurebs. aseT pirovne-
basTan RmerTs yvelaze metad siamovnebs drois gatareba.
mis TandaswrebaSi ukeT vxedav, Tu vin var sinamdvile-
Si, radgan Cemi faseuloba modis mxolod misgan. is Tu
rogori var martod yofnisas gacilebiT mniSvnelovania
misTvis, vidre yvelaferi, rac misTvis SemiZlia gavakeTo
adamianebis winaSe.
yovelTvis jobia mivendoT RmerTs
zogjer me mivrbivar mis TandaswrebaSi, radgan meSinia

da ver vxvdebi raRac-raRaceebs. xolo igi maxsenebs:
àdamianTa moSiSars maxe daegeba, xolo ufals mindo-

bili daculi iqneba.~ (igavebi 29:25)
da aseve,
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`RmerTs mivende – ar meSinia; ras mizams kaci?.~ (fsal-
muni 55:12)
mefsalmune karg kiTxvas svavs. adamianebi agijanydebi-

an, magram marTlac ra SeuZliaT gavnon, Tu Tqven RmerTs
endobiT? Cven imis imedi gvaqvs, risic gvwams. Tu Cven
gvjera RmerTis, rom Cveni cxovreba mis xelSia, maSin
aRar SegveSindeba sxva adamianebis muqaris.
Cemi namdvili buneba ara erTxel gamovlenila swored

maSin, roca raRac maSinebda. Worebi da muqarebi tri-
alebda Cemi cxovrebis irgvliv, da me imeddakargulad
vcdilobdi maT mogeriebas an Tavis marTlebas, vyvebodi
ra, Tu sinamdvileSi ra xdeboda. rogorc yvela normal-
uri adamiani, ar miyvars, roca arasworad esmiT Cemi an
arasworad ganmartavens Cems sityvebs, magram Semdeg vx-
vdebi, rom ubralod unda gadavce es RmerTis xelebSi da
mivendo mis keTil nebas. cxovrebaSi kidev ara erTxel
gagvigeneb arasworad, usamarTlod gangvikiTxaven, aras-
worad ganmartaven Cvens sityvebs. magram Cveni megobrebi
Tu mtrebi asec rom moiqcnen, RmerTi arasodes gaakeTebs
amas.
ùkeTesia dayrdnoba ufalze, vidre daimedeba adami-

aneze.~ (fsalmuni 117:8)
biblia ar gvaswavlis rom saerTod ar vendoT adamian-

ebs; aramed igi migviTiTebs masze, visac unda vendobodeT
upirvelesyovlisa. gacilebiT ukeTesia sruliad miven-
doT RmerTis wyalobas da erTgulebas, vidre vifiqroT
imaze, rom mivendoT adamianebs, romelTac kacobriobis
arsebobis manZilze gamoavlines TavianTi arasandooba.
erTaderTi xerxi, rom viswavloT RmerTisadmi metad min-
doba – metad da metad unda gavicnoT igi. es moxdeba
maSin, roca Tqveni cxovreba aireklavs misTvis damaxasi-
aTebel Tvisebebs. igi ucvlelia da marTalia. RmerTi –
dasawyisi da dasasrulia, Cveni fari da dacvaa. RmerTi –
WeSmaritebaa. misi dideba ar eqvemdebareba gansjas, xolo
misi Zala uzomoa. igi yvelanairad gansxvavdeba Cvengan.
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rogor gviyvardes konfliqtis dros
sanam momdevno istorias mogiyvebodeT, minda vTqva,

rom miyvars da pativs vcem Cems qmars, Tumca es srulia-
dac ar niSnavs imas, rom Cven yovelTvis erTi sityviT
vugebT erTmaneTs. ocdasami wlis ganmavlobaSi, rac dao-
jaxebulebi varT ara erTxel gvqonia konfliqti. zogjer
am konfliqtebis Sedegebi sakmaod damangreveli iyo. mo-
giyvebiT erT SemTxvevas Cveni cxovrebidan im imediT,
rom Cems Secdomebze iswavliT da ar dauSvebT maT Tqvens
cxovrebaSi, maT Soris qorwinebaSic.
orive, mec da jonic, emociurebi varT. am msgavsebas

aqvs rogorc dadebiTi, ise uaryofiTi mxarec. emociuri
adamianebi Zalian Zlier endobian sakuTar grZnobebs.
rodesac mdgomareoba iZabeba, Cven midrekilni varT vi-
yoT Riad da zogjer mkacrad gamovxatavdeT sakuTar
Sexedulebas. urTierTpativiscemis gamo Cven wesad davu-
deT sakuTar Tavebs, rom sakamaTo sakiTxebi yovelTvis
erTierTze ganvixiloT da mxolod Semdeg gamovxatoT
isini sajarod. roca aseTi sakiTxebi iqmneba Cveni msax-
urebis direqtorTa sabWos sxdomis win, me da joni maT
jer saxlSi ganvixilavT, raTa sxvadasxva gaugebroba Ta-
vidan aviridoT.
es wesi gvexmareba orives Tavidan aviridoT zedmeti

uxerxuli mdgomareoba da Seuracxyofili grZnobebi. ram-
denime wlis win moxda SemTxveva, roca direqtorTa sab-
Wos sxdomam arc ise kargad Caiara. garkveuli faqtorebis
Sedegad xmis micema mouwiaT raRac sakiTxze, romelzec
araferi vicodi. me gamiCnda grZnoba, rom gverdi amiares
da miRalates, gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca gavige, rom mTe-
li xelmZRvanelobidan mxolod me ar viyavi saqmis yurSi.
amasTan erTad, erTaderTi qali viyavi direqtorTa sab-
WoSi, da ise vigrZeni, rom biWebma TamaSgare damtoves.
rodesac dadga xmis micemis dro, yvela Sekrebilma mx-
ari dauWira proeqts, romlis mimarT kategoriulad wi-
naaRmdegi mxolod me viyavi. me mgoni, xelic gavaqnie Cemi
uTanxmoebis xazis gasasmelad.
ar mindoda maTTvis iolad Caevlo Cems ugulebelyo-

fas! samwuxaro ram is iyo, rom Cvens sabWoSi im dRemde
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yovelTvis anonimurad mimdinareobda xmis micema, magram
im momentSi es ar mainteresebda. uTanxmoeba gamovxate.
mindoda damemtkicebina yvelasaTvis, rom maqvs ufleba
wavide umravlesobis winaaRmdeg. proeqti Cemi Tanxmobis
gareSec iqna miRebuli, magram warmomedgina rom raRac
pativdebuli movimoqmede, da ra Tqma unda, patriotulad
moviqeci.
rogorc mixvdiT, joni sxvanairad uyurebda Cems

saqciels. direqtorTa sabWos Semdeg Cvens Soris war-
moiqmna gamZafrebuli kamaTi, romelic ar dasrulebula
maSinac ki, roca sxva qveyanaSi mniSvnelovani mivlinebiT
gaemgzavra. drom da manZilma saerTod ar Seuwyo xeli
am konfliqtis mogvarebas. Cven orive ufro metad vuR-
rmavdebodiT da mtkiced vicavdiT sakuTar azrebs. sa-
kuTari Tavi msxverplad mimaCnda, xolo joni fiqrobda,
rom misi coli ewinaaRmdegeba da saTanado pativiscemas
ar amJRavnebs mis mimarT. imis gamo, rom orive vgrZnob-
diT momaval konfliqts, orive Zalebs vinaxavdiT saku-
Tari poziciis dasacavad. Cven gamudmebiT vkamaTobdiT
da vcdilobdiT nebismieri adamianis mxardaWera migveRo,
vinc SemogvTavazebda mas, magram aranairi gamosavali ar
Canda.
sasowarkveTilebaSi myofma daviwye uflisadmi RaRadi:

`RmerTo, Cven konfliqtSi vimyofebiT. joni sakmaod ara-
koreqtulad meqceva! mamao, mesmis, rom damwuxrebuli xar
misi qmedebis gamo; radgan man Seni mcnebis sawinaaRmde-
goT, uRalata Tavisi axalgazrdobis cols!~ ase grZel-
deboda didi xnis ganmavlobaSi; TiTqmis yoveldRe Cems
saqmes mamis winaSe warvadgendi. magram, bolos da bolos,
rodesac daviRale da davdumdi, gavigone misi xma: `liza,
miTxari, rom me SenTvis sakmarisi var.~
Tavdapirvelad cota SemeSinda. Tu vityodi, rom mx-

olod RmerTi mWirdeba, amaSi isic xom ar igulisxmeboda,
rom joni ar Seicvleboda? Tumca mainc gaveci pasuxi:
`mama, Sen sakmarisi xar CemTvis.~ Semdeg gavacnobiere,
rom qvecnobierad vimeorebdi kiTxvas: `jonTan dakav-
SirebiT rogor iqneba saqme?~ kvlav gavigone: `miTxari,
rom me SenTvis sakmarisi var.~ `Sen sakmarisi xar CemT-
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vis.~ Tavidan gauazreblad vTqvi es sityvebi. vicodi, rom
unda meTqva, magram ar mesmoda ras vambobdi. vxvdebodi,
rom unda meTqva es sityvebi, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi usia-
movnebebi Semeqmneboda. Tu RmerTi sakmarisi iyo CemTvis,
maSin ar aris aucilebeli vifiqro imaze, Tu ras fiqrobs
Cemze sxva. Tu me mxolod RmerTi mWirdeba, maSin ar Rirs
ganvicdide yvela naklovanebis gamo, romlebsac jonSi
vamCnevdi. Tu me mxolod RmerTi mWirdeba, maSin imedga-
cruebebma, romlebic axloblebisgan modioda, aRar unda
damamwuxron da ar unda moaxdinon gavlena Cems patiebis
unarze. da daviwye am sityvebis yvelgan gamoTqma, sadac
ar unda vyofiliyavi: diliT Cems saZinebelSi, manqanis
saWesTan, saRamos Zilis win. Semdeg raRac moxda. me mar-
Tla gavacnobiere, rom RmerTi ara ubralod yvelaferze
metad mWirdeba, aramed is erTaderTia, vinc me mWirdeba.
am gamocxadebam aRavso Cemi guli da male sZlia Cemi si-
marTlis mtkicebis survils.
miiRe WeSmariteba, uaryavi tyuli
rodesac yvelaferi gadaveci RmerTs xelebSi, Cemi

cxovreba Seicvala erTxel da samudamod da siyvarulma
aRavso Cveni qorwineba. WeSmariteba imaSi mdgomareobs, rom
arcerT qmars ar SeuZlia Tavisi colis yvela saWiroebis
Sesruleba an yvela misi Wrilobis moSuSeba. ra Tqma unda,
qmars SeiZleba uyvardeT da gamxnevebdeT; megobrebi Sei-
Zleba STagagonebdnen da gaxarebdnen ubralod TqvenTan
yofniT, magram nebismieri adamianuri urTierToba – es
ubralod RmerTis srulyofili siyvarulis mkrTali an-
areklia. RmerTi Cveni sixarulis, erTgulebis da Rirsebis
WeSmariti wyaroa. mxolod man icis sinamdvileSi Tu rani
varT. ar aris sWiro sxvas gadavceT misi Zalaufleba. mx-
olod qrsiteSi SegviZlia gavxdeT is, ranic unda viyoT.
ramdenadac gasakvirad ar unda gamoiyurebodes es,

xSir SemTxvevebSi adamianebi ubrundebian tkivilis wyaros
gankurnebis misaRebad. samwuxarod, ase Cven saSualebas vi-
ZleviT rom xelmeored dagvWran. magaliTisTvis, gogona,
romelsac uWirs aamos mamamiss, roca gaizrdeba daiwyebs
iseTi mamakacebis sazogadoebis Ziebas, romelTac Znelia
aamo. mas eqneba imedi, rom maTi keTilganwyobis mopovebiT,
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igi saboloo jamSi miiRebs mamamisis mier uaryofisgan
gankurnebas. adamianebi, romlebic seqsualuri Zaladobis
msxverplni aRmoCndnen, xSirad Tavad xdebian moZaladeni
da cdiloben daibrunon moparuli gabeduleba, romelic
maT mopares axalgazrdobaSi.
Tumca aseTi gziT SeuZlebelia WeSmariti gankurnebis

miRweva. magram Zalian xSirad gamoucdeli adamianebi cv-
lian WeSmaritebas tyuilze, sagnis arss mis anareklze,
xolo sicocxles – sikvdilze.
`romelTac RvTis WeSmariteba Secvales sicruiT, Tay-

vans scemdnen da emsaxurebodnen qmnilebas, nacvlad
Semoqmedisa, romelic kurTxeulia ukunisamde.~ (ro-
maelTa 1:25)
Tu Cven raRacnairad gavcvaleT WeSmariteba tyuil-

ze, maSin SesaZlebelia uku procesic – tyuilis gacvla
RmerTis WeSmaritebaze. yvelaferi iwyeba imis aRiarebiT,
rom mama RmerTi – WeSmaritebaa. igi Cveni Rirsebis wy-
aroa da sakmarisze ufro metia CvenTvis. modiT erTad
vilocoT axla.
zeciero mama,
momiteve, rom davijere tyuili, rom SemiZlia vipovo

WeSmariti siyvaruli da sicocxle Sens gareT. Sen xar
gza, WeSmariteba da sicocxle. sulowmidav, damanaxe Cemi
cxovrebis yoveli sfero, sadac WeSmariteba Sevcvale
sicruiT. Sen yvelaferze metad mWirdebi. ieso Sen sak-
marisze ufro meti xar Cems cxovrebaSi. Sen ar xar adami-
ani da amitom ar SegiZlia tyuilis Tqma. rasac dagvpirdi
vici, rom Seasruleb. Seni kurTxeva imaze metad mWird-
eba, vidre adamianebis keTilganwyoba. aRadgine jansaRi
balansi Cems cxovrebaSi. damexmare sakuTar Tavs vxedavde
iseTs, rogoric sinamdvileSi var SenSi. amin.
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Tavi meeqvse
rodis ayeneben qalebi sapasuxo dartymas
SevamCnie, rom erTi da igive scenari meordeba bibli-

is sxvadasxva wignebSi. drois, adgilis da meTodis swori
SerCevis meTodi yovelTvis muSaobda, rodesac ar unda
gamoeyenebinaT igi bibliis uricxv gmir qalebs – usax-
eloebiT dawyebuli samefo warmomadgenlebiT dasrule-
buli. es qalebi imas gvaswavlian, Tu rogor, ratom da
rodis unda mivayenoT sapasuxo dartyma.
Tavidan modiT gavceT pasuxi kiTxvaze: rodis? qalebi

sapasuxo dartymas ayeneben maSin, roca mteri sakmaod ax-
los modis. Tu eSmaki arRvevs Cveni cxovrebis sazRvrebs,
sadac mefoben mSvidoba da siyvaruli, maSin Cven ki ara,
aramed igi unda kankalebdes. radgan roca konfliqtSi
gaxveulebi aRmovCndebiT, RmerTi gvaZlevs Zalas, rom vi-
brZoloT yvelafriT rac xelT gveqneba.
mefe abimeleqma gamoscada es WeSmariteba mware

gakveTilze. erTerTi israelis qalaqis alyis Semortymis
Semdeg, man cecxls gadasca yvela mosaxle, vinc Seecada
Tavis Sefarebas cixis kedlebSi. warmatebiT Segulianeb-
uli gaemarTa meore qalaqis dasapyrobad da imedi hqon-
da rom masac gaanadgurebda. da kvlav, SeSinebuli xalxi
qalaqis kedlebs miRma afarebda Tavs, xolo abimeleqi,
darwmunebuli Tavis gamarjvebaSi, miuaxlovda qalaqs im
azriT, rom cecxli moekida misTvis. erTaderTi problema
SemdegSi mdgomareobda: iq aRmoCnda erTi qali, romel-
mac gaacnobiera, rom dadga dro SeeCerebina dampyrobeli
pirvelive sagniT, romelic mas xelSi moxvda.
`da mivida abimeleqi godolTan da Seutia da miadga

godlis Sesasvlels, raTa daewva igi cecxliT. da am
dros erTma dedakacma dolabis natexi moaxvedra
abimeleqs da Tavis qala Caumtvria. da umal Tavisi
saWurvelTmtvirTveli ixmo da uTxra mas: ìSiSvle
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Seni maxvili da momkali, rom ara Tqvan Cemze, deda-
kacma moklao.~ da gangmira igi misma msaxurma biWma, da
mokvda. da roca dainaxes israelis kacebma, rom mokvda
abimeleqi, yvelani Tav-TavianT saxlebSi wavid-wamov-
idnen.~ (msajulTa 9:52-55)
is saqme romelic qalma daiwyo, kacma daasrula. magram

mas dolabis natexi rom ar esrola, es sastiki, umowyalo
mefe ar mokvdeboda Tavisi saWurvelTmtvirTvelis iara-
RiT. me is makvirvebs, rom mTeli jari, romelic manamde
mzad iyo Tanamemamuleebi daewva, ubralod daiSalnen sax-
lebSi, roca maTi meTauri mokles. abimeleqma wamoswia
isini omSi, magram roca meomrebma dainaxes, rom maTi mefe
daeca qalis xelisgan, maTi dampyrobeli swrafva gaqra.
iqneb es maTTvis imis niSani iyo, rom Tavad RmerTi ibr-
Zoda Tavisi erisTvis?
ra Tqma unda, yvelam viciT, rom qalebs SeuZliaT sa-

pasuxo dartymis miyeneba, daWra da mokvla iseve rogorc
mamakacebs, magram gana amaSi mdgomareobs maTi mTavari
daniSnuleba? mjera, rom qalebi imisaTvis ar iyvnen Se-
qmnilni, rom pirdapiri gagebiT gverdigverd ebrZolaT
mamakacebTan sabrZolo velze, magram roca isini sabrZo-
lo velze aRmoCndebian, uSiSar meomrebad gadaiqcevian.
rogorc dainaxavT am TavSi, aris mravali sxva brZola,
romelSic unda miviRoT monawileoba. qalebis miwveva
sisxlian brZolebSi sabrZolvelad da maxvilebis gada-
jvaredineba – es yovelTvis ukiduresi variantia. Tu
Cven verTvebiT brZolaSi, maSin Cven marTulni unda viyoT
surviliT, rom davicvaT sicocxle, Rirseba, WeSmarite-
ba da saTnoeba. orive sqesis warmomadgenlebma sibrZniT
unda airCion Tu ra brZolebSi unda miiRon monawileoba
da romelSi ara. Tu vxedavT, rom mteri gvitevs im mizniT,
rom daangrios is, rasac vicavT, maSin Cven ar gvaqvs sxva
arCevani garda imisa, rom vibrZoloT nebismieri iaraRiT,
romelic xelSi Cagvivardeba. rodesac boroteba gzas gvi-
Robavs, evas asulebs ar aqvT sxva arCevani. Cven Seqmnilni
viyaviT, rom gagvekeTebina yvelaferi, rac Cvens ZalebSi
iqneboda, raTa Tavidan agveridebina sikvdili da ngre-
va, aseve Cveni Rirsebis dasacavad cxovrebis SesanarCu-
neblad saTnoebaSi. amitomac, aucileblobis SemTxvevaSi
arasodes ar unda davixioT ukan SiSSi.
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qalebi Taviseburad ibrZvian
maxsovs, rom jer kidev bavSvi viyavi da vkiTxulobdi

klaiv s. luisis wigns `lomi, jadoqari da karada~ roca
gavacnobiere didebuli WeSmariteba imis Sesaxeb, rom qa-
lebi Taviseburad ibrZvian. wignSi aris epozodi, roca
santa klausi Cuqnida saCuqrebs adamis Zeebs da evas asu-
lebs, romlebic daexmarebodnen maT gadamwyvet brZolaSi
sikeTisa da borotebis Zalebs Soris. es omi daiwyo zam-
TarSi, roca dedamiwa dafaruli iyo siciviT da imyofe-
boda sibneleSi. axla ki, roca ukanaskneli brZola ise
Sors iyo, bunebam gaiRviZa zamTris Zilisgan gazafxulis
mosvlis sixaruliT. magram jer yvelas unda mieRo saSo-
bao saCuqari, romelic am Soreul qveyanaSi ukve didi xa-
nia ar uzeimiaT. yoveli saCuqari Seesabameboda mis Zalebs
da SesaZleblobebs, visac gadaecemoda. piters gadasces
didebuli maxvili da brwyinvale fari. Semdeg suzimac da
lusimac rigrigobiT miiRes TavianTi saCuqrebi.
`suzen, adamis da evas asulo!~ - Tqva santam, ès SenT-

vis aris~, da gadasca mas mSvildisari, kaparWi isrebiT da
spilos Zvlis sayviri. `Sen SegiZlia isrolo am mSvilis-
ridan, - Tvqa man, - mxolod ukiduresi aucileblobis
SemTxvevaSi. ar minda rom Sen monawileobas Rebulobde
brZolaSi. is, vinc isvris am mSvildisridan, yovelTvis
artyams mizanSi. xolo roca bagesTan miitan am sayvirs
da Caberav mas, sadac ar unda imyofebode, Sens dasaxmare-
blad vinme mova.~1
am nawyvetSi saintereso simbolizmia gadmocemuli. up-

irvelesyovlisa, gogos aCuqes mSvildisari da kaparWi,
savse isrebiT. sainteresoa, rom biblia adarebs Cvens Svi-
lebs isrebs, isrebs meomris xelSi.
`rogorc isrebi meomris xelSi, isea axalgazrda Tao-

ba.~ (fsalmuni 126:4)
qalebi saidumlod TanamSromloben RmerTTan Svilebis

SobiT da aRzrdiT. Svilebi Cveni Teslia da RmerTis-
gan miRebuli memkvidreoba da jildo. isini Cvenze mets
icxovreben da amitomac arian momavalTan ufro axlos,
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romelic ase Sors aris Cvengan. maTi yurebi ismenen imas,
rac Cvenamde modioda mxolod CurCuliT. aucilebelia
maTTvis swori mimarTulebis micema da maSin isini zustad
mizanSi moartamen. Cven dapireba gvaqvs mocemuli, rom
Tu Cven maT saTanadod aRvzrdiT, maT ufro meti Sansic
eqnebaT vidre Cven, rom moartyan mizanSi da aRasrulon
RmerTis daniSnuleba.
amitom Cven ar gvaqvs ufleba gamudmebiT vmalavdeT

Cvens Svilebs realuri cxovrebisgan Cveni SiSebis gamo.
maT win elodebaT aucilebeli brZolebi da aqvT Zalau-
fleba – moitanon dedamiwaze mSvidoba, an ufro metad
daamZimon arsebuli konfliqti. maT gaaCniaT warmatebu-
li momavlis sawindari, romelic Cven maTTvis movipoveT.
Zvel brZolebSi isrebs iyenebdnen winaswari SetevisTvis.
es imas niSnavs, rom maT iqamde isrodnen, sanam ori jari
Seejaxeboda brZolis velze. zustad aseve Cvenc vuSvebT
Cvens Svilebs momavalSi, raTa maT ibrZolon momaval br-
ZolebSi, romelTac Cven SeiZleba verasodes vixilavT.
uars nu ityviT daxmarebaze
meore saCuqris, romelic siuzens gadaeca, SeiZleboda

gamoyeneba winaswari SetevisTvis – swored amiT gavda
igi pirvels. es iyo mSvenieri sayviri: Tu Caberavda mas,
aucileblad vinme mividoda dasaxmareblad. mas SeeZlo
gaewia siuzenisTvis aRuwereli daxmareba, ra mdgomareo-
baSic ar unda yofiliyo igi. rogor moeqceodiT aseT mS-
venier da Zvirfas saCuqars mis adgilze? bevri CvenTagani
daufiqreblad vityodiT: `gamoviyenebdi!~
magram iciT, rom Tqven mamis ufro metad Zvirfas

saCuqars flobT? ara, es ar aris xelSesaxebi sayviri spi-
los Zvlisagan da arc sastveni, romelsac yelze Camoi-
kidebdiT. Tqveni saCuqari uxilavia da mainc ufro fa-
seulia, da didi sargebeli SeuZlia mogitanoT. mas ver
moiparaven, ver daazianeben da veraferSi ver gacvliT.
Cven amis Sesaxeb gveubneba RmerTis sityva, romelic sau-
kunod arsebobs. suliwmida yovelTvis mzad aris movides
Cvens dasaxmareblad, rodesac ar unda davuZaxoT mas,
radgan igi arasodes Tvlems. swored igi dagvpirda yov-
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elTvis axlos yofiliyo Tu saWiro iqneboda misi daxmare-
ba. faqtobrivad, igi amzadebs pasuxebs Cvens saTxovrebze
jer kidev iqamde, sanam Cven mas SevZaxebT.
`sanam momixmoben, pasuxs gavcem, jer laparakSi iqnebi-

an, rom me gavigoneb.~ (esaia 65:24)
sanam Cvens locvebs warmovTqvamdeT, igi ukve amzadebs

CvenTvis brZnul rCevasac da gamosavalsac arsebul mdgo-
mareobidan. Tu suzeni, mas Semdeg, rac miiRo es Zvirfasi
saCuqari, ver SeZlebda mis daniSnulebisamebr gamoyenebas,
gana ugunurad ar CavTvlidiT? mas rom ugulebelyo say-
viri imis gamo, rom es ar iyo maxvili, yvela garSemomyofi
dazaraldeboda misi mcdari azrovnebis gamo. magram Cven
gamudmebiT swored ase viqceviT, rodesac vugulvebe-
lyofT im niWebs, romlebiTac Cvenma mamam dagvajildova,
rogorc Tavis asulebi, da vdumvarT, nacvlad imisa, rom
avimaRloT xma. me ugunurebiT vadareb Cvens niWebs sx-
vebis niWebTan da miviCnev, rom Cveni maTTan SedarebiT um-
niSvneloa. an mZime garemoebis Semxedvare, urwmunoebaSi
vvardebiT da vTvliT, rom RmerTs ar ZaluZs moagvaros
Cveni usiamovnebebi. magram gaigeT: swored axla Cven vimy-
ofebiT brZolis SuagulSi da didi danakargebic gvaqvs.
saubari aRar arisimaze, Tu ra gvinda Cven da ra ar gvinda.
iseve, rogorc siuzenma ar icoda ra moxdeboda, roca

sayvirs Caberavda, aseve RmerTis pasuxebic, romelTac ve-
lodebiT, modis CvenTan moulodneli formiT. ganvlilma
wlebma maswavles, rom RmerTis daxmareba modis zustad
im dros, roca igi yvelaze metad aris aucilebeli, magram
yovelTvis ar aris iseTi formiT, rogorc velodebodi.
ra Tqma unda, mxolod axla mivxvdi, warsulze dakvirve-
biT. xSirad velodebodi, rom dapirebuli daxmareba movi-
doda sruliad sxvanairad da sxva dros. xandaxan movelo-
debodi, rom viRac moibodiSebda CemTan, magram nacvlad
amisa RmerTi mamdablebda me, da aRmZravda, rom patieba
meTxova am adamianisTvis. zogjer Zlier vTxovdi RmerTs
damxmareboda, rom damemtkicebina Cemi simarTle, xolo
igi amis nacvlad maxvedrebda, rom unda davwynarebuli-
yavi da mivxvdariyavi rom igi aris RmerTi. igi dampirda
dacvas, magram es imas niSnavda, rom me ar unda Cavreuli-
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yavi situaciaSi, Tu mindoda, rom masSi RmerTi Careuli-
yo.
Cven mxolod unda viTxovoT
`momixme me da gipasuxeb, da gauwyeb dids da miuwv-

domels, romlebic ar icodi Sen.~ (ieremia 33:3)
rogorc sxvebi, xSirad Cemi locvebi dafuZnebuli iyo

Cems mwir Semecnebaze. imedgacruebaSi yofnisas, yovelT-
vis dauyonebliv mindoda daxmarebis miReba. magram Rmer-
Ts gaaCnia gacilebiT didi gegma CvenTvis, da gvpasuxobs
Cven didebulze da miuRwevelze dayrdnobiT, romelic
misTvis aris mxolod cnobili. Tavisi usazRvro sibrZniT
igi pirdeba am didebulis da miuwvdomelis Cvenebas maT,
vinc ubralod endoba mis sityvebs imdenad, rom mimar-
Tavs mas. rogorc ki viwyebT mis bolomde ndobas, aRmova-
CenT rom igi gadmoRvris Tavis simdidres Cvenze maSin,
roca Cven yvelaze kritikul mdgomareobaSi vimyofebiT.
erTaderTi, rac unda vqnaT aris is, rom vTxovdeT mas
Caerios Cvens mdgomareobaSi.
siuzenis sayviri aZlevda mas unars gamoeca daxmarebis

Txovnis signali, risi gakeTebac SeuZlebeli iqneboda ada-
mianis xmiT. zustad aseve, roca Cven siCumeSi vCurCulebT
Cvens locvebs suliwmida aZlierebs maT xmas da miaqvs
RmerTis yurebamde. magram Cven Zalian xSirad vtovebT
xolme RmerTis pasuxebs ubralod imitom, rom gveSinia
misadmi mindoba da vcdilobT Tavad gamovideT Seqmnili
mdgomareobidan. diax, me momxre var TviT-daxmarebis,
magram mniSvnelovania gvesmodes, rom rodesac martoni
cdilobT gamosavalis Ziebas, Tqveni gamosavali SezRudu-
lia Tqvenive SesaZleblobebiT. magram RmerTs aqvs ufro
didi da ukeTesi pasuxi TqvenTvis.
Cven vcxovrobT kacobriobis istoriis yvelaze aRmafr-

Tovanebel droSi. komunikaciis sxvadasxva saSualebebis
wyalobiT dRes saxarebis gavrceleba ufro advilia, vi-
dre odesme. qebis da Tayvaniscemis simRerebi dRes JRers
ufro Zlierad da droulad. sinaTle ufro metad anaTebs,
rac ufro mravldeba sibnele. Tumca, amavdroulad iseTi
STabeWdileba iqmneba, rom mtris tyuili ise arasodes ar
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acdunebda adamianebs aseTi masStabebiT, rogorc axla.
Cven vemzadebiT udidesi maStabis brZolaSi monawileobis
misaRebad! da Tumca garemoebebi xSirad Cvens sawinaaR-
mdegodaa, RmerTi Cven mxares aris! Cven unda mivendoT
imas, rom man ukve gvaCuqa gamarjveba, da locvaSi Cavyvi-
roT Cvens sayvirs, rodesac safrTxe axlovdeba.
modiT davubrundeT saCuqrebis darigebis epizods da

davakvirdeT Tu ra Sexvda lusis.
rogor iyenebs RmerTi qalis simamaces
`man misca mas SuSismagvari boTli (magram xalxi mogvi-

anebiT ambobda rom igi briliantisgan iyo damzadebuli)
da mcire xanjali. `boTlSi, - uTxra man, - cecxlovani
yvavilebisgan gakeTebuli wveni, romlebic mzis mTebze iz-
rdebian. Tu Sen, an vinme Seni megobari daiWreba, ramdenime
wveTi sakmarisia gamojanmrTelebisTvis. xolo xanjali
SegiZlia gamoiyeno mxolod Tavis dasacavad, ukiduresi
aucileblobis SemTxvevaSi. Senc ar unda monawileobde
brZolaSi.~ `ratom, ser? - ikiTxa lusim. – me vfiqrob…
ar vici, magram mgonia SemiZlia sakmaod mamaci viyo.~ àma-
Si ar aris saqme, - Tqva santam, - saSiSia is brZolebi, rom-
lebSic qalebi iReben monawileobas.~2
lusis reaqciaSi me davinaxe sakuTari Tavi. darwmuneb-

uli viyavi, rom suzens moewoneboda misi saCuqrebi da rom
mouwevda brZolaSi monawileoba, magram lusis SemTxveva-
Si saqme sul sxvanairad idga. maxsovs, rom Zalian imedga-
cruebuli viyavi im pasuxiT, romelic man miiRo. imitom ki
ara, rom pasuxi usamarTlo iyo; ubralod momeCvena, rom
lusisTvis es sakmarisi ar iqneboda. maxsendeboda rogor
vekiTxebodi sakuTar Tavs: `ratom ar aCuqes mas maxvili
da fari?~ darwmunebuli viyavi, rom lusi SeZlebda Tavi-
si uSiSrobis damtkicebas brZolaSi. maSin ratom ar gaxda
igi maxvilis mflobeli an Tavdasxmis sxva iaraRis? mas
xom mxolod da mxolod Tavisi siyavrulis damkticeba un-
doda uzenaesi mmarTvelisTvis - aslanisTvis. ratom ar
misces mas aseTi SesaZlebloba?
vagrZelebdi ra cxovrebis gzaze svlas, es kiTxva sul

ufro metad da metad mawuxebda. mravali qali cdilobs
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sakuTari siyvarulis damtkicebas vinmesadmi. isini mzad
arian yvelaferi gaakeTon, rac moeTxovebaT, raTa maTi
rCeulis cxovrebis yoveli sfero warmatebuli iyos. Tu
Cveni mamacoba gamoyenebas ver hpovebs, maS ra sargebeli
aqvs mas? sakuTari Tavi daviWire imaSi, rom lusis pasuxs
eqod vimeorebdi: ìeso, me zustad ki ar vici, magram mgo-
nia, rom sakmaod mamaci qali var. ieso, gTxov, gamomiy-
ene zebunebrivad. an Cemi simSvidisTvis damimowme, rom ar
magzavni pirvel xazze imitom, rom brZolaSi SeiZleba Se-
meSindes da giRalato.~
raRac ucnobi mizezis gamo, yovelTvis megona, rom

mamakacis da qalis sqesobrivi gansxvavebis niSnebi Cemi
piradi nakli iyo. vfiqrobdi, rom Cadebuli defeqti,
romelic uunaros mxdida brZolebisadmi, mdgomareobda
imaSi, rom me qali viyavi. Zalian xSirad maiZulebdnen Sem-
rcxvenoda sakuTari sqesis, maxsenebdnen ra rom swored
qalma Sescoda pirvelma, ris Semdegac qals SeiZleba ando
mxolod is poziciebi, sadac isini aravis miayeneben zians.
Zalian xSirad mesmoda, rom qalebs Tvlidnen sustebad da
meamboxeebad, ris gamoc maT andobdnen iseT poziciebs,
romelic gulisxmobdnen SezRudul da kontrolirebad
Zalauflebas.
magram ra vqnaT im SemTxvevaSi, Tu Cveni gansxvavebebi

arasodes warmoadgenda sazianos? iqneb RmerTma qalebi
imisaTvis ar Seqmna, rom isini sikvdilis da ngrevis iara-
Ri yofiliyvnen? maSin qalebis da mamakacebis funqciebis
dayofa moxda ara raRac sisustis an qalebis warsuli
Secdomebis gamo, aramed sqesebis sxvadasxva daniSnulebis
gamo. amgvarad, problemebi warmoiqmneba mxolod maSin,
roca qalebi ar Rebuloben sakmaris mxardaWeras, raTa
Tavisuflad imsaxuron sakuTari unikaluri niWebiTa da
Zlieri mxareebiT.
sicocxlisaTvis mebrZolni
Cven gavakeTeT iseTi negatiuri daskvnebi mxolod imi-

tom, rom samyaros vuyurebdiT codviT dacemis Sedegad
dabrmavebuli TvalebiT. amitom dResac ki vcdilobT ma-
makacebis poziciis dakavebas, vxedavT ra rom masSi Cveni
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Zalis wyaroa. Tu maT davemsgavsebiT, vfiqrobT Cven Zli-
erni viqnebiT; Tu gansxvavebulebi – sustebi. magram Tavad
Sesaqmes procesi amtkicebs WeSmaritebas imis Sesaxeb, rom
qalis wvlili, ra formaSic ar unda gamoixatebodes igi,
arasodes yofila araswori, piriqiT – igi mniSvnelovani
iyo. araswori aris Cveni survili vimoqmedoT mamakaci-
viT, da amiT Zalas vixveWdeT da vugulebelyofdeT im
ZaliT, romelic Cadebulia Cvens qalur bunebaSi. kidev
erTi mcdari movlenaa – mamakacebis swrafva gadaiRon
qalis qcevis manera.
RmerTs ar miaCnia, rom qali problemaa, romelic mogva-

rebuli unda iqnas; piriqiT, man Seqmna qali rogorc prob-
lemebze pasuxi. me vfiqrob, rom Tavdapirvelad RmerTma
Segvqmna Cven ufro aRmatebuli miznisTvis, vidre omi da
sisxlisRvraa… man dagvavala vyofiliyaviT mebrZolni si-
cocxlisaTvis. miTxariT, romeli ufro keTilSobiluria:
dartyma miayeno da daWra mowinaaRmdege Tu gankurneba
miutano daWrils? ra ufro faseulia: waarTva adamians
sicocxle Tu daubruno janmrTeloba? raSi gamoixateba
ufro meti Zala: imaSi, rom alya Semoartya qalaqs, Tu
imaSi, rom daapuro mteri? arsebobs brZolis mravali gza
sisxlisRvris gareSe, rogorc amas igavTa wignic gveub-
neba:
`rbili ena Zvals daamsxvrevs.~ (25:15)
da
`tkbili pasuxi miaqcevs guliswyromas.~ (15:1)
gamarjveba yovelTvis ar xvdeba Zliers. xSirad mteri

ukan ixevs sibrZnis winaSe. qalbatonebo, didi xnis ganmav-
lobaSi Cven vibrZodiT rogorc mamakacebi, da gvesmis Tu
ara, Cveni brZolebis gamo irgvliv yvela itanjeboda. up-
irvelesyovlisa, am brZolis dakvirvebiT ori sqesis war-
momadgenlebs Soris, Cveni Svilebi itanjebodnen. droa
SevwyvitoT mamakacebTan brZola. droa qalebma Sevwyvi-
toT erTmaneTTan brZola. Cven unda davubrundeT Cvens
Tavdapirvel sibrZnes da kvlav daviwyoT gamarjveba.
Cems cxovrebaSi, ra Tqma unda, iyo momentebi, roca sau-

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brisas Cemi ena ar yofila iseTi rbili, rogorc es igavTa
wignSia naTqvami. yvela CvenTagani, qalebi, erTxel mainc
movqceulvarT arasworad cxovrebaSi. simarTle imaSi md-
gomareobs, rom TavianTi eniT qalebma SeiZleba daWran da
moklan kidevac. Cveni Secdoma imaSi gamoixateba, rom es
Cveni Zalis gamovlinebad migvaCnia.
amboben, rom Jana darki monawileobda brZolebSi da

iyo mamaci qali-mebrZoli, mas arasodes uSiSvlia maxvili
da ar miuyenebia dartyma mtrisTvis. maS ratomRa unda
davuZaxoT mas meomari? ra misias asrulebda igi? igi Tv-
lida, rom mis monawileobas brZolaSi unda moetana ara
sisxlisRvra, aramed sicocxle. mas maRla hqonda aweuli
Tavisuflebis alami da wamoswevda safrangeTis jaris me-
brZol suls.
igives Tqma SeiZleba cxovrebiseul brZolebzec: Tu

yvela maxviliT ibrZolebs, maS vin waiRebs jaris alams?
vin wamoswevs jariskacTa sabrZolo suls, roca brZola
damTavrdeba? Tu yvela pirvel xazze ibrZolebs, male
Cven dagvaviwydeba, risTvis vibrZviT. roca omi dasrul-
deba, vin Tu ara qalebi, gaamxneven daRlil meomrebs da
moumzadeben maT adgils, sadac isini Tavs dadebdnen? vin
gauqrobs maT mogonebebs brZolis saSinelebebze da daex-
mareba mSvidad daZinebaSi, CaRvris ra maTSi Tavis siyvar-
uls da imeds? mjera, rom swored aseTi didebuli saqmee-
bisTvis mogviwoda RmerTma Tavis asulebs.
sakmarisi iqneba Cemi wvlili saerTo saqmeSi?
lusim miiRo saCuqrad brolis WurWeli, aRvsili iSvi-

aTi siTxiT, romelsac SeeZlo nebismieri Wrilobis gan-
kurneba. es Zvirfasi saCuqari iyo, Tumca mas guli daw-
yda. SesaZloa, man wvrilmanad CaTvla. SeZleba saCuqris
garegnulma silamazem aiZula igi daeWvebuliyo mis WeS-
marit Zalasa da gamosadegrobaSi. magram warmoidgineT,
ramdenad sasargeblo SeiZleba yofiliyo aseTi Zvirfasi
saCuqari garkveul viTarebebSi. mas mieca SesaZlebloba
Tavad gankurnebuliyo da sxva megobrebic ganekurna, Tu-
mca igi eWvobda, rom misi wvlili saerTo saqmeSi sakma-
risi yofiliyo. vfiqrob, rom swored aseT dros Cvens
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winaSe warmoiqmneba msgavsi kiTxva. Cemi niWi rame gavlenas
iqoniebs brZolis svlaze? Cems WurWelSi sakmarisi eleq-
siri iqneba sxvebis gansakurneblad? davujereb me imas,
rom RmerTma Seqmna qalebi da daayena isini Tavis samefoSi
swored am mizniT?
gavagrZelebT Cven isev Cveni niWebis faseulobaSi da-

eWvebas imis gamo, rom vuyurebT maT im kulturis Tvale-
biT, romelSic waSlilia sazRvrebi sqesebs Soris? Cven,
evas asulebs, gagvaCnia Zala SevcvaloT qveyniereba Cvens
mier miRebuli siyarulis da sicocxlis niWebiT.
lusis wamali damzadebuli iyo boTlSi yvavilebis wve-

nisgan, romelic mzeze izrdeba mTebSi. am paralelma ma-
Sinve Semaxsena Wrilobebis gankurnebis poeturi suraTi,
romelic aRwerilia malaqias wignSi:
àmogibrwyindebaT, Cemi saxelis moSiSno, mze simarT-

lisa da kurneba iqneba mis frTebze.~ (3:20)
lusis xelT hqonda balzami, Sobili sinaTlisa, cecx-

lisa da silamazisgan. yovelTvis mainteresebda, rogor
gamoiyureboda igi garegnulad. mas hqonda iseTi kurne-
biTi Zala, rom misi mxolod erTi wveTi sakmarisi iyo,
yvelaze mZime Wrilobis mosaSuSeblad.
garda amisa, lusis agreTve Sexvda xanjalic. darwmu-

nebuli var, rom misi piri sakmaod mokle moeCvena. igi
emzadeboda CarTuliyo brZolaSi maxviliT xelSi, da Tu
aucilebeli iqneboda, sakuTari sicocxle gaeca, Tumca
mas mxolod Tavdacvis iaraRi aCuqes. vfiqrob, mas erCivna
saCuqrad mieRo raRac ufro didi da saxifaTo, vidre es
patara rkinis piri, romlis taric imdenad patara iyo,
rom advilad eteoda mas xelSi. misTvis naCuqebi iaraRi
iyo msubuqi da praqtikulad SeumCneveli, magram gogona
saerTodac ar cdilobda rom mklavSi daemala igi. mas
surda yvelas gaego, Tu rogor ibrZvis igi Tavisi me-
fisTvis. magram es saCuqari kidev erTxel gvimtkicebs
imas, Tu raSi mdgomareobs Cveni, rogorc qalebis daniS-
nuleba: roca mteri Zalian axlos modis, qalebi sapasuxo
dartymas ayeneben. mjera, rom roca mteri Zalian axlos
modis, mxolod maSin vacnobierebT rom xelSi damaluli
gvaqvs saidumlo iaraRi.
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saidumlo iaraRi
araerTxel msmenia, rogor eZaxda xalxi qalebs `Rmer-

Tis saidumlo iaraRs~. ar vici ramdenad moulodnelad
gamoyenebuli saidumlo iaraRi varT. sicruem imdenad Se-
mogvaxvia Tavisi qselebi, da didi xnis ganmavlobaSi gva-
cekvebda Tavis dakrulze, rom Znelia daijero cvlile-
bebis SesaZlebloba areulobis amdeni wlis Semdeg. axlac
ki yoveli mamakacis, qalis da bavSvis mteri agrZelebs
daWimvas Tavisi qselebisa im imediT, rom misi boroti geg-
ma ganxorcieldeba. magram ra moxdeba im SemTxvevaSi, Tu
isini vinc aRmoCnda sicruis maxeSi mixvdebian WeSmarite-
bas, rom mTeli am drois ganmavlobaSi ebrZodnen TavianT
mokavSireebs da ujerebdnen mtris rCevebs? gaxsovdeT:
`Cveni brZola ar aris sisxlisa da xorcis winaaRmdeg.~

(efeselTa 6:12)
patarZalma unda gaiRviZos da gaigos WeSmariteba.

eklesia wamodgeba da Sors gandevnis Tavis mters. sayvi-
ris xma gaiJRers, qalebi da bavSvebi gavlen brZolis vel-
ze, TavianT javSanSi Semosilebi, xolo RmerTis eleqsiri
moitans gankurnebas daWrilTaTvis. Semdeg Cven ganvgmi-
ravT mters xanjliT da maxviliT, radgan igi Zalian mog-
viaxlovda. sxeulis yovel nawils daafaseben misi unika-
luri wvlilis gamo saerTo saqmeSi, sxeulis yoveli wevri
ifunqcionirebs sruli ZaliT.
mxolod mogvianebiT, brZolis msvlelobaSi, lusi mixv-

da Tavisi saCuqris fass. am gogos msgavsad, Cvenc unda
gavacnobieroT Cveni faseuloba, roca aucilebeli iqneba
yvela Cveni niWis gamoyeneba.
`male, lusi~, Tqva aslanma. da Semdeg lusim pirvelad

gaixsena samkurnalo balzamis Sesaxeb, romelic mas saSo-
bao saCuqrad gadaeca. mas imdenad ukankalebda xelebi,
rom ver axerxebda sacobis amoRebas. sabolood man moa-
xerxa es da ramdenime wveTi CauwveTa Tavis Zmas pirSi.
`Cven bevri sxva daWrilic gvyavs~, - Seaxsena mas aslan-

ma, magram lusi Tvals ver acilebda edmundis ferwasul
saxes, da fiqrobda neta Tu daexmareboda mas balzami.
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`vici,~ - mouTmenlad upasuxa lusim. – macale erTi
wuTiT.~
èvas asulo, - gaimeora aslanma ufro mkacrad, - sxvebi

sikvdilis piras dganan. kidev ramdeni unda mokvdes ed-
mundis gamo?~3
rodesac Cven, rogorc lusis, eWvi gvepareba Cveni ni-

Wis faseulobaSi, gvaviwydeba Tu ra mogveca. Cven ver
SevZlebT sxvebis momsaxurebas TavisuflebaSi, Tu yu-
radRebas mivaqcevT mxolod Cvens pirad saWiroebebs da
vifiqrebT, Tu ra sargebeli SeiZleba mogvitanos Cvenma
niWebma. rodesac Cvens faseulobaSi da mocemul niWebSi
eWvi gvepareba, SeiZleba ver SevamCnioT isini, vinc saWi-
roebs Cvens daxmarebas.
gaixedeT Tqveni ojaxis miRma
lusi ver modioda azrze, sanam mas ar Seaxsenes Tu vin

iyo igi. brZolis velze, romelzec mofenili iyo sisx-
liani da daWrili meomrebi, is ufro meti iyo, vidre ed-
mundis da. igi iyo evas asuli, keTilSobili dedofali,
romelic unda momsaxureboda sxvebs Tavisi niWiT. Cven
verasodes gavacnobierebT Cvens WeSmarit daniSnulebas,
Tu Cveni xedva SezRudulia mxolod Cveni ojaxiT. diax,
gankurneba, romelic xelT gvipyria, upirvelesyovlisa
gankuTvnilia Cveni ojaxebisTvis, xolo Semdeg igi unda
gadmoiRvaros sxva adamianebze, romlebic aseve elode-
bian daxmarebas. nu ifiqrebT, rom ar izrunebT sakuTar
ojaxebze an naTesavebze. me ubralod SegaxsenebT, rom
Tqveni msaxureba ar unda iyos SezRuduli mxolod maTiT.
janmrTeli adamianebi da ojaxebi sxvebs exmarebian. Cven
SeiZleba imdenad gavixlarToT sakuTari ojaxis cxov-
rebaSi, rom Cvenma samyarom daiwyos brunva mxolod maT
garSemo. keTilSobil cols igavebis 31 Tavidan kargad
esmoda es principi:
`…sakvebs urigebs Tavis saxls, … Tavis xelisguls

uSlis Raribs, da xelebs uwvdens upovars. ar SiSobs
igi Tavis saxlze Tovlianobisas, radgan mTeli misi sa-
xli Semosilia Zowisferi qsoviliT.~ (15, 20-21)
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igi uwvdis Tavis xels gaWirvebaSi myofT da amasTan,
ar eSinia ziani miayenos sakuTar ojaxs. siTbo darCeba mis
ojaxSi. igi darwmunebulia, rom RmerTi uzrunvelyofs
mas yvelafriT, rac saWiro iqneba. rodesac igi xedavs
daWrils, umkurnalebs mas. igi arxia, romlidanac RmerTi
gadmoRvris Tavis gankurnebas. siTbo, gankurneba da imedi
– sruliad sapirispiroa sasowarkveTilebisa da ngrevisa.
aris dro brZolisTvis, aris dro dagegmisTvis
minda kidev erTxel davubrunde isrebis magaliTs. roca

mteri Sors aris, Cven viyenebT erT taqtikas, roca is gvi-
axlovdeba – meores. qalebs Zalian Zlierad aqvT ganviTa-
rebuli intuicia da Cven vgrZnobT moaxloebul safrTxes
jer kidev iqamde, sanam igi gaCndeba mcire Rrublis saxiT
horizontze. swored aseT momentebSi Cven arCevnis winaSe
vdgebiT: daviwyoT panika Tu vixelmZRvaneloT sibrZniT.
Tu Cven virCevT sibrZnes, maSin CavyvirebT sayvirSi da
vesvriT mters locvis isrebs. raTa maT SeaCeron igi, sa-
nam is jer kidev Sors aris.
samwuxarod, Cveni pirveli reaqcia saerTod ar aris

egeTi. nacvlad imisa, rom visrodeT isrebs, Cven viwyebT
problemis Sesaxeb sxvebTan msjelobas da saSualebas va-
ZlevT mas daatyvevos Cveni goneba. Semdeg Cven vkargavT
xedvas da xelidan vuSvebT Cvens iaraRs. SiSi saSuale-
bas aZlevs mters uvneblad mogviaxlovdes. Zvelad br-
ZolebSi mSvildosnebi yovelTvis gamodiodnen win jer
kidev iqamde, sanam jarebi Seerkinebodnen erTmaneTs br-
Zolis velze. isini asrulebdnen Tavis saqmes xelCarTul
brZolamde. ratom? imitom, rom Soreul brZolaSi efeq-
turi taqtika yovelTvis ar gamodgeba axlo brZolaSi.
Tu mSvildosnebi daiwyebdnen isrebis gaSvebas maSin, roca
jarebi Sexvdebodnen brZolis velze, isini sakuTar ja-
riskacebsac moaxvedrebdnen. ase rom, brZolaSi aris mo-
menti, roca SeiZleba safantiT srola, magram aris dro
imisTvisac, rom metad zusti dartymebi Seasrulon da
strategiulad ifiqron.
Cven vpoulobT pasuxs kiTxvaze, Tu rogor aris saWiro

brZola, dedofali esTeris cxovrebaSi, romlis ambavic
aRwerilia esTeris wignSi, bibliaSi. esTeri iyo RmerTis
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Carevis iaraRi, strategiulad dagegmili pirdapir mefis
sasaxleSi. modiT gavixsenoT es ambavi.
RmerTis eris mimarT mteri umowyalo iyo, da misi Su-

risZiebis survili izrdeboda yoveldRiurad. imis gamo,
rom erTma iudevelma muxli ar moidrika samefo karis
warmomadgenelTan, yamanTan, am ukanasknelma daifica, rom
gaanadgurebda yvela iudevels. amgvarad, igi daemuqra
dedafali esTeris naTesavebs. yamani dauxlovda mefes da
daiTanxa xeli moewera brZanebisTvis, romelic emuqrebo-
da mTel ers ganadgurebiT, romelsac esTeri ekuTvnoda.
Tumca esTeri dedofali iyo, mas axsovda is, rac bevrs
daviwyebuli hqonda: aravin ar varT izolirebuli gare
samyarosgan. Tu Cven xelSeuxebelni gvgonia Tavebi an Tu
vfiqrobT, rom Cvens irgvliv Cvens mier aSenebuli cix-
esimagres dangreva SeuZlebelia, male Cven aucileblad
vixilavT maT dacemas. romel problemebzec Tvals vxu-
WavT sxvebis cxovrebaSi, male gaCndeba Cvens cxovrebaSic.
Zala imisaTvis mogveca, rom dagvecva sustebi. rodesac
esTerma gaigo safrTxis Sesaxeb, man gangaSi atexa da is-
rola locvis isrebi. dedofali piradad SehRaRadebda
RmerTs sanam Sexvdeboda mters pirispir.
`nu WamT da nu svamT sam dRes, nurc RamiT da nurc

dRisiT; mec vimarxuleb Cems mxevlebTan erTad; ase
waval mefesTan. Tumca es kanons ewinaaRmdegeba da Tu
daviRupebi, daviRupo.~ (esTeri 4:16)
esTeri iqca Tavisi drois sakvanZo figurad da gaxda

magaliTi yvela Tanamedrove qalisTvis – axalgazrdis-
Tvis da moxucisTvis. misi cxovrebis istoria mravali
wignis da filmis siuJetad iqca. iqneb RmerTi axlac ma-
lavs Tavis saidumlo iaraRs sasaxleebSi da sxva strate-
giul adgilebSi? SeiZleba igi strategiuli miznebiT
ayenebs Tavis asulebs, romlebic misi morCilebi arian da
ician Tu ra aris RvTis SiSi, maRal Tanamdebobebze Cvens
sazogadoebaSi? darCa kidev iseTi qalebi, romlebsac ar
SeeSindebaT mtrebis muqaris da ar gaiqcevian SeSinebule-
bi brZolis velidan sikvdilis winaSe mdgomni?
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Tqveni statusi mefis winaSe
iseve rogorc esTers, Tqvenc gagaCniaT Zala uSualod

axdendeT gavlenas Tqvens mefeze. es Zala ar aris raime
umniSvnelo – es Zvirfasi saCuqaria. Cven ar SegviZlia
mivaRwioT adamianebis keTilganwyobas da sazogadoebaze
gavlenas Cveni ZalebiT – isini gveZleva mxolod zevi-
dan. Tu Cven gamoviyenebT brZnulad am saSualebebs, isini
uzrunvelyofen bednier momavals ara mxolod CvenTvis,
aramed yvela garSemomyofTaTvisac.
esTers esmoda, rom misi silamaze da maRali pozicia

mieca mas ufro didi miznisTvis, vidre misi TviTaRiarebis
gasazrdelad. momentalurad suraTis yvela nawili er-
Tad dalagda, da igi mixvda, rom mteri miadga misi cix-
esimagris karebs. mefe ganixilavda yamanis SemoTavazebas
rogorc SesaZleblobas, gaemyarebina Tavisi mefoba, ma-
gram man icoda, rom mefis msaxurs sinamdvileSi marTavda
survili _ gaenadgurebina misi (esTeris) eri. mteri dRe-
sac ki cdilobs dagvarwmunos erTSi, Tumca sinamdvileSi
apirebs sul sxva raRacis gakeTebas.
`radgan axla Tu dadumdebi, maSin Sveba da xsna sxva

mxridan mova, Sen da Seni mamis saxli ki daiRupebiT.
vin icis, iqneb am JamisaTvis ewie Sen dedoflobas?.~
(esTeri 4:14)
namdvilad, Cven mivaRwieT sakuTar pozicias aseTi

droisTvis. rogorc esTeri, Cven aRar SegviZlia gaCumeba,
roca vxedavT usamarTlobas da safrTxes. esTerisTvis
micemulma sibrZnem da misma guluxvobam Secvales mefis
sabediswero gadawyvetileba SesaZleblobad RmerTis er-
isTvis. nacvlad imisa, rom ganadgurebuliyvnen, iudev-
lebma Semoatriales yvelaferi da gaanadgures yvela,
vinc emuqreboda maT sicocxles. RvTaebrivi Careva moxda,
da Zlieri, daundobeli mteri damarcxebuli iqna, xolo
sustebma, Tumca brZenebma, gaimarjves. RmerTma gamoiyena
qali, Tavisi eris ganadgurebis asarideblad. misi mor-
Cileba jamSi ufro Zlieri aRmoCnda, vidre mefis Zalau-
fleba. mefes ar SeeZlo Tavisi brZanebis gauqmeba, magram
esTerma moZebna gza Sedegebis Tavidan asarideblad.
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xolo ra xdeba dRes?
mteri mogiaxlovdaT, xolo Tqven geSiniaT sapasuxo

dartmis miyeneba, radgan geSiniaT rom ar geyofaT amisaT-
vis Zala?
namdvilad ibrZviT imisaTvis rac faseulia?
Tu geeWvebaT, rom RmerTs SeuZlia dolabis natexi

gamoiyenos mtris mefis mosaklavad?
xom ar dagviwyebiaT, rom dagvpirdnen daxmarebas,

miuxedavad mdgomareobisa, romelSic Cven SeiZleba aR-
movCndeT?
SesaZloa, Tqven, lusis msgavsad, svamT kiTxvas: ratom

ar gergoT iseTive niWebi (saCuqrebi), rogorc mamakacebs?
SeiZleba Tqven axlac eWvi geparebaT imis faseulobaSi

rac axla xelT gipyriaT?
nu daeWvdebiT! asulebo, Tqven faseulni da Zlierni

xarT! Tqven jaris zurgs icavT. Tqven gaqvT niWi – Wvret-
deT mtris moaxloebas. Tqven gaqvT intuicia, romelsac
SeuZlia dagexmaroT moisminoT is, rasac mteri ambobs
sinamdvileSi. Tqven kurnebis arxi xarT. Tqven saidumlo
iaraRi xarT, romlisac eSinia mters. Tqven is detali
xarT romelic aklia suraTs, da romelic ase sWirdeba
yvelas.
modiT vilocoT:
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT suliwmidis ZaliT.

gTxov, damexmare gavigo, ramdenad mniSvnelovania Cemi
pozicia. roca mxolod sakuTar Tavs vuyureb, ar vxedav
amas, magram rodesac Tvalebs avwev da vamCnev adamianebis
did saWiroebebs da irgvlimyof qaoss, maSin CemSi mxur-
vale survili Cndeba rom miviRo monawileoba am brZo-
laSi. nebismieri xerxiT minda dagimtico Cemi siyvaruli
Sendami. uars vambob damcirebiT vuyurebde WurWels sam-
kurnalo balzamiT da vibrZoleb sicocxlisTvis sikvdi-
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lis winaSe. damexmare viaro sibrZneSi, da aseve momeci
unari winaswar vWvretde da mesmodes nebismieri mdgo-
mareoba. damexmare yovelTvis viyo SenTan erTobaSi, raTa
uSiSrad vigeriebde mtris Semotevebs. kaparWidan amovi-
Reb Cems isrebs. aRvzrdi Cems Svilebs da Cems locvis
isrebs gavuSveb zecisken. me – mravali problemis gamo-
savali var. amixile Tvalebi da damanaxe adamianebi, rom-
lebic saWiroeben Cems daxmarebas. amin.
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Tavi meSvide
brZola sibrZnisTvis
maleve mas Semdeg rac qristiani gavxdi, gamicxadda

Sokismomgvreli WeSmariteba: me sruli ugunuri viya-
vi! yvela Cemi fiqri da maTi pirvelmizezebi efuZnebo-
da adamianur warmodgenebs an saerTod – tyuils. Cemi
gadawyvetilebis da qmedebis motivaciis umravlesoba da-
fuZnebuli iyo mcdar informaciaze.
dResac ki, ar aris saWiro iyo mecnier-gamomgonebeli,

raTa gaigo Tu ramdenad aklia dResdReobiT kacobrio-
bas sibrZne. sakmaod SesaZlebelia, rom jer arcerT sxva
TaobaSi ar iyos amdeni raodenobis ganaTlebuli ugunuri
adamiani. Cvens sazogadoebaSi mravali geniosia, romelT-
ac akliaT saRi goneba. kacobriobas jer arasodes ar mi-
uwvdeboda xeli amdeni raodenobis informaciisadmi da
kvleviTi monacemebisadmi, rogorc axla, da mainc, yvela
Cveni samecniero miRwevebiT Cven xandaxan ubralod gvak-
lia saRi goneba da logika.
Cven vSTanTqavT uzomo raodenobis informacias sx-

vadasxva wyaroebidan, Tumca es informacia xSir SemTx-
vevebSi ar axdens gavlenas Cvens cxovrebaze. ojaxebi
ingreva, naTesaobrivi kavSirebi wydeba, sasamarTlos
sistema zogjer cdeba, politikuri liderebi xSirad ko-
rumpirebulebi arian, xolo maswavleblebs xeli eSlebaT
swavlebisTvis. borotebas sikeTed miiCneven, xolo sik-
eTes – borotebad. sicrues gadascemen yvela tele da
radiosadguriT, liderebi ecemian, bavSvebi SeSinebulni
arian, qalebi – damcirebulni. msaxurni kargaven rwme-
nas, xolo zogjer – saTnoebasac. msaxiobebi, romelTa
ZiriTadi movaleobacaa xalxis garToba, iqcevian Cvens
kerpebad da misabaZ magaliTebad. Cveni kutlura Sesustda
da dazianda. ojaxebi aRar Sendeba jansaR principebze,
xolo garSemomyofi buneba dabinZurebulia da nel-nela
iRupeba.
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da mainc, TiTqos ar vamCnevdeT, rom Cveni dRevandeli
cxovreba aSkarad mcdaria, Cven vagrZelebT mecnierul
kvlevebs da meti informaciis dagrovebas. Cven veZebT pa-
suxebs, romlebic ukve didi xania mogveca.
`…amaod xmarob wamlebs, kurneba ara gaqvs Sen. ismines

xalxebma Seni Sercxvena da Senma kivilma aavso qveyana,
radgan mamaci mamacs Seejaxa da oriveni erTad dae-
cnen.~ (ieremia 46:11-12)
am sityvebSi aris rarac gansakuTrebiT tragikuli.

es winaswarmetyveleba zedmiwevniT aRwers Cvens dros,
rodesac arsebobs mravali samkurnalo saSualeba, magram
mravali adamiani avad aris, rodesac erTi Zala ejaxeba
meores, magram aravin gamodis brZolidan gamarjvebuli.
dabneulebi davexetebiT udabnoSi, qviSebSi dakargulebi,
Tu gaazrebulad virCevT ugunurebis gzebs? Tu Cven gaaz-
rebulad gadavuxvevT sinaTlis gzebidan, raTa mivyvebo-
deT sibnelis gzebs, maSin xSirad vxdebiT zedmetad `Wkvi-
anebi~ da ukve aRar SegviZlia saxlisken mimavali gzis
povna.
sibrZnis aRdgena
rac metad memateboda asaki, ufro vacnobierebdi, rom

sibrZne ar aris kargi ganaTlebis Sedegi. arsebobs mra-
vali Wkviani adamiani, romelTac ar SeuZliaT sakuTari
cxovrebis mowyoba, miRebuli codnis safuZvelze. maT
aqvT codna, magram ar aqvT sibrZne, romelsac aqvs Zala
Secvalos isini, vinc mas flobs. sibrZnis gansazRvreba
SeiZleba rogorc WeSmaritebis piradi gaazreba, roca
WeSmariteba erwymeva Cvens arsebas da iwyebs Cveni qcevis
da qmedebebis marTvas.
biblia saubrobs brZen qalebze, xolo sibrZne gansax-

ierebulia rogorc qali igavTa wignSi:
`sibrZne quCaSi SemosZaxebs, moednebze gamoscems Ta-

vis xmas.~ (1:20)
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
da
`sibrZnes uTxari: Cemi da xar Sen.~ (7:4)
samwuxarod, sibrZnis garda Cveni yuradRebis miqcevas

cdilobs kidev erTi `qalbatoni~. qveynierebam mas mou-
gona sxvadasxva saxelebi – macduri, swrafva, Sepyroba,
magram biblia eZaxis mas siZvas. igi aris am wuTisoflis
saxe da surs, vujerebdeT mis rCevebs. misi sityvebis mo-
Zebna SeiZleba faqtobrivad nebismieri Jurnalis ydaze.
igi gpirdebaT Zalis mocemas, Tu Tqven ivliT misi gzebiT,
magram es tyuilia.
Cven, rogorc asulebs, rogor SegviZlia dakarguli

sibrZnis dabruneba? sinamdvileSi, es gacilebiT iolia,
vidre SeiZleba erTi SexedviT mogveCvenos. sibrZne yvela-
saTvis xelmisawvdomia. Tumca vfiqrob, rom aris erTi
mniSvnelovani gansxvaveba brZen da ugunur qals Soris.
gainteresebT raSi mdgomareobs igi?
codna imisa, Tu rodis unda gavuSvaT xeli da rodis

unda CaveWidoT.
am principSi devs sibrZne. es gavs Jangbadis gacvlas

filtvebSi sunTqvis meSveobiT. brZenma qalebma ician,
Tu ras unda CaWidon xeli da ras unda gauSvan, xolo
ugunurebi orive xeliT eWidebian imas, ramac SeiZleba
isini moklas, da xels uSveben imas, rac sicocxles iZl-
eva. brZeni qalebi mWidroT eWidebian RmerTis aRTqmebs
da xels uSveben imas, rac uwamlavT cxovrebas. isini xels
uSven simwares, upatieblobas, sibrazes, tkivils, Surs,
siZulvils, aliaqoTs da warsuls.
ugunur qalebs ubralod ar esmiT es. maT kargad uWe-

riaT es raRaceebi da sxvebsac aiZuleben aunazRauron is,
rac, rogorc maT eCvenebaT, mopares. warsuliT cxovre-
biT, isini amavdroulad xels uSveben imas, rasac sinamd-
vileSi unda eWidebodnen: RmerTis aRTqmebs, mis erT-
gulebas, mis xasiaTs, mis siyvaruls, mis patiebis Zalas da
gegmebs maTi momavlisaTvis.
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brZeni qalebi eWidebian RmerTis aRTqmebs da xels uS-
veben cxovrebiseul imedgacruebebs, xolo ugunurebi ki
eWidebian warsul wyenebs da cdiloben sakuTari azris
damtkicebas. gonierma qalebma ician, rom SeuZlebelia
brZolaSi gamarjveba, roca iseTi mokavSireebi gyavs, ro-
gorebicaa simware da wyena. maT esmiT, rom SeiZleba sa-
kuTari azris dacva da saerTo jamSi SecdomaSi yofna.
bolos da bolos ra gsurT Tqven – ubralod ibrZodeT
Tu gaimarjvoT? brZenma qalebma ician rogor gaimarjvon
ubrZolvelad.
amas winaT aRmovCndi Cabmuli xanrgZliv konfliqtSi,

romlis drosac Cems Tanamgzavrebad iyvnen gulis tkivi-
li da imedgacrueba. joni rom uyurebda Cems gancdebs,
cdilobda damxmareboda: `liza, ra gaiZulebs Sen rom
yovelTvis ebmebode konfliqtSi?~
Tavidan ver SevZeli pasuxis gacema. xSirad mipatieba,

gamiTavisuflebia, mikurTxebia, Semixedia simarTlisTvis
TvalebSi, milocia da mimarxulia mowinaaRmdegeebisTvis.
miCuqnia saCuqrebi… da mainc, iyo erTi ram, rasac ver
veguebodi. ar momwonda is faqti, rom es mdgomareoba
ver viTardeboda ise, rogorc me mindoda. ar SemeZlo am
adamianis qmedebebis kontrolireba. ra midgomac ar unda
amerCia, Sedegi ucvleli rCeboda.
`Tu Tqvenis mxriv SesaZlebelia, yvela adamianTan mS-

vidobianad iyaviT.~ (romaelTa 12:18)
gaakeTeT yvelaferi, rac Tqvens ZalebSia, da Tu

araferi Seicvleba sxva gza aRar grCebaT garda imisa, rom
gauSvaT xeli. akurTxeT Tqveni oponenti da gaagrZeleT
cxovreba. SecvaleT imedgacrueba Tavisuflebaze. xeli
gauSviT imas rac giWiravT, raTa ufalma SeZlos Tqvens
cxovrebaSi imis gamoTavisufleba, rac mis xelebSia.
qalebi bibliidan, romelTac cvlilebebi moaxdines
bibliaSi moTxrobilia qalebis Sesaxeb, romelTa

cxovrebac gaxda cvlilebebis moxdenis magaliTi. sibrZ-
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
nis Zalis meSveobiT maT daicves sicocxle, winaRudgnen
ngrevas da daicves WeSmariteba.
eva
CamonaTvalSi pirveli gveyoleba eva. dacemis Semdeg,

man xeli gauSva sikvdils da imedgacruebas da mWidroT
CaeWida misTvis micemul sicocxlis aRTqmas. man airCia
erwmuna is, rasac Tavad albaT verasodes naxavda da mesa-
me Svils daarqva SeTi, rac `Tesls~ niSnavda, amiT amt-
kicebda Tavis rwmenas RmerTis aRTqmisadmi. man sikvdili
gacvala imedsa da xsnaze.
sara
Semdeg minda Tqveni yuradReba mivaqcio saras. man mi-

iRo gadawyvetileba daetovebina cxovrebis Cveuli wyoba
da gamgzavrebuliyo ucxo miwebze Tavis qmarTan, abraam-
Tan erTad. isini erTad eZebdnen raRac ufro dids.
wlebis manZilze sara ganicdida imedgacruebas imis gamo,
rom unayofo iyo. mas surda eCuqebina qmrisTvis memkvi-
dre, magram mxolod gaarTula Tavisi mdgomareoba, roca
mosamsaxure hagars neba misca dawoliliyo abraamTan, ris
Semdegac iSva ismaeli. bevri qali daTanxmdeboda aseT ra-
mes, raTa RmerTis aRTqmebis aRsruleba exilaT TavianT
cxovrebaSi? me namdvilad ar mivcemdi sxva qals saSuale-
bas rom daekavebina Cemi adgili sarecelze! ra Tqma unda,
RmerTi ar apirebda amgvarad epasuxa abraamisa da sarasT-
vis. man Tavisi aRTqma maTdami aRasrula maTi Svilis,
isaakis meSveobiT. saxeli isaaki niSnavs `sicils~. saras
gaecina RmerTis aRTqmaze, rom miscemda mas da abraams
Svils. magram Zalian maleve man Secvala Tavisi dacinva
sixarulis sicilze.
Cven yvelani vTvliT abraams rwmenis mamad, romelic

erwmuna RmerTis aRTqmas. sara daorsulda da Sva Svili.
saram SiSi Secvala rwmeniT; Cven aRTqmis mixedviT Segvi-
Zlia viyoT misi asulebi, Tu gavbedavT gavakeToT igive.
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`…romlis Svilebica xarT, roca keTil saqmes akeTebT
da arafris SiSi ar gakrTobT.~ (1 petre 3:6)
Tamari
bibliaSi aseve aris sakmaod darwmunebuli da mtkice

qali saxelad Tamari. orjer daqvrivebuls, mas Zalian un-
doda hyoloda Svili. RmerTma mokla misi pirveli qmari
imis gamo, rom igi boroti adamiani iyo, xolo meore –
imis gamo, rom mas ar undoda Tamars hyoloda Svili. (amis
mere nu metyviT, rom RmerTi ar icavs Tavis asulebs!) ori
gardacvlili qmris Semdeg RmerTs kvlav gansazRvruli
hqonda Tavisi aRTqmis mixedviT, rom es qali Sobda mem-
kvidres. misi mamamTili, iuda Sepirda, rom miscemda qmrad
Tavis umcros Svils da im sazogadoebis wes-Cveulebebis
mixedviT maT gaagzavnes Tamari mSoblebTan Sesabamisi
drois dadgomamde. da igi elodeboda mamamisis saxlSi da
cxovrobda rogorc qvrivi. magram roca misi colad way-
vanis dro dadga, igi daiviwyes. am droisTvis iudas gar-
daecvala meuRle da Tamarma gaigo es. uyoymanod man ga-
daicva meZavis tansacmeli da daiwyo matyuara mamamTilis
dalodeba gzis napirze. iudam ver icno igi da moisurva
masTan dawola, magram mas ar hqonda sakmarisi Tanxa. maSin
Tamarma sTxova daetovebina Tavisi beWedi, Tasma da ar-
gani. iuda dawva masTan da Tamari daorsulda.
amis Semdeg man gaixada meZavis tansacmeli da kvlav

Seimosa Tavisi qvrivobis samosliT. roca iudas uTxres,
rom misi rZali daorsulda da imruSa, igi gabrazda da
sasjelis saxiT undoda misi cecxlze dawva, magram roca
Tamarma gaugzavna mas misi beWedi, Tasma da argani, man
azri Seicvala.
`da icno iudam da Tqva: marTalia CemTan Tamari, rad-

gan me ar miveci igi Selas.~ (dabadeba 38:26)
Semdeg yvelaferi Seicvala. iudam colad waiyvana igi,

magram aRarasodes Sexebia mas (me vfiqrob, rom eSinoda).
Tamars eyola tyupi Zmebi (nacvlad wina ori qmris Svili-
sa). igi Tavis SvilTan ferecTan erTad naxsenebia qristes
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
genealogiaSi. Tamarma gacvala qvrivoba da mitovebuloba
dadebasa da pativze.
raxabi
Tamarma iTamaSa meZavis roli, xolo raxabi sinamdvile-

Si iyo meZavi. am qalma damala TavisTan israelianeli mz-
veravebi da moawyo maTi gaqceva daculi ieriqonidan. Ta-
vis mxriv man aiRo maTgan sityva, rom isini Seiwyalebdnen
mis mTel ojaxs, roca qalaqi aRebuli iqneboda. raxabma
gankiTxvis da sikvdilis SiSi gacvala uflis SiSze. mTeli
qalaqi Secbunebuli iyo, da mxolod erTma qalma, meZavma,
gaigo Tu ra xdeboda sinamdvileSi.
`Sedrka Cveni guli da mxneoba aRaravis SerCa Tqvens

gamo, radgan ufali, Tqveni RmerTi, RmerTia maRla
caSi da dabla miwaze.~ (ieso naves Ze 2:11)
ieriqonSi yvelam icoda amis Sesaxeb. magram mxolod ra-

xabi mixvda, rom es WeSmaritebaa da mis Sesabamisad daiwyo
moqmedeba. man ugulebelyo Tavisi qalaqis mefis brZaneba,
raTa gadaerCina sicocxle zecieri mefis mzveravebisTvis,
da kidev erT qalad iqca, romelic Tavis STamomavalTan
boyazTan erTad aRmoCnda qristes genealogiaSi. raxabi
aseve rwmenis gmirebis siaSic moxvda.
`rwmeniT ar daiRupa urwmunoebTan erTad meZavi ra-

xabi, romelmac mSvidobianad miiRo mzveravebi.~ (ebra-
elTa 11:31)
debora
me mTeli Tavi mivuZRveni (ix. Tavi 14) am sakvirvel

qals, romelmac msajulis pozicia gacvala mTeli eris
mxsnelis poziciaze, romelic idga napralSi, sanam ar ga-
moCnda mamakaci, romelic mas Secvlida.
ruTi da nayomi
am orive qalma imedgacrueba da SesaZlo sikvdili gac-
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vales imedsa da aRTqmebze. ruTma gacvala sakuTar Tavze
mzrunveloba dedamTilze zrunvaSi da amis gamo Sexvda
mTeli Tavisi cxovrebis siyvaruls. nayomi moeqca ruTs
rogorc sakuTar qaliSvils, da gacvala glova da mar-
tooba sixarulze, yofiliyo deda da bebia.
xana
RmerTi gvTxovs gadavceT mas Cveni cxovrebis is sfe-

roebi, romlebic mkvdrad da unayofod migvaCnia. gavagr-
ZelebT da kvlav davuZaxebT maT mkvdars da uimedos Tu
rwmeniT gavacxadebT maT cocxlebad da nayofierebad?
ara erTxel, rodesac qalebi RmerTis eridan iyvnen saSo-
daxSulebi (sara, rebeka, raxeli, xana, elisabedi), isini ar
nebdebodnen, aramed ufro mets iTxovdnen. maT esmodaT,
rom maTi unayofoba ar iyo sasjeli an uaryofis mtkice-
buleba. WeSmariteba imaSi mdgomareobs, rom xSirad maSin
gvaZlevs aRTqmebs, roca xedavs Cvens saWiroebas.
`xanas ki gansakuTrebul wils aZlevda, radgan uyvar-

da xana, Tumca saSo daexSo misTvis ufals. misi metoqe
kidev ufro aWirvebda mas, awuxebda imis gamo, rom saSo
dauxSo ufalma.~ (1 mefeTa 1:5-6)
mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia daxSulidan sicocxlis gamoy-

vana. xana swored aseTi qali iyo. mas esmoda, rom raRac
ufro didi sWirdeboda, risi micemac mis qmars ar SeeZ-
lo. mas ukve hqonda qmris siyvaruli da pativiscema. igi
Tavis gansakuTrebul ganwyobasac ki avlenda xanas, Tavisi
daxSuli colis mimarT, aZlevda ra mas ormag wils yo-
vel dResaswaulze. magram es ar iyo sakmarisi. igi eZebda
raRacas ufro Rrma da mniSvnelovans. misi metoqe, ekla-
nas meore coli, iwvevda xanas rom imedebi gaecruebina
misTvis. miuxedavad amisa, am gamowvevam miiyvana xana ta-
ZarSi da muxli moayrevina locvisaTvis.
yelma, Warbwonianma umarTlo mRvdelma, roca dainaxa

Cumad mlocveli qali, SecdomiT CaTvala igi mTvralad.
magram am brZenma qalma icoda, rogor mieRo kurTxeva
aseTi adamianisganac ki, romelmac es-esaa usamarTlod
dasdo mas brali. man upasuxa mis Seuracxyofaze Rirse-
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
biT da miiRo ra Tavisi pasuxi, wavida yelisgan RimiliT
saxeze. amis Semdeg roca misi qmris meore colma dainaxa
xana, gaukvirda, roca mis saxeze uCveulo naTeli gamome-
tyveleba SeniSna.
`gamexsna bage mtrebis winaaRmdeg, radgan gavixare

Seni SewevniT.~ (1 mefeTa 2:1)
xanam gacvala sircxvili pativze, xolo wyena – gamar-

jvebaze. man gamoyo Tavisi Svili msaxurebisTvis jer kidev
iqamde, sanam Casaxavda mas. misi locva, romelic manamde
ase JRerda: `momeci Ze, raTa Cemi qmari bednieri iyos~,
Seicvala Semdegze: `momeci Ze, raTa SevZlo misi SenTvis
mocema.~ samueli gadaeca RmerTis saxls, xolo RmerTma
amisaTvis akurTxa xana kidev ramdenime SviliT.
`moxeda ufalma xanas. daorsulda igi da Sva sami vaJi

da ori asuli. yrma samueli ki ufalTan izrdeboda.~ (1
mefeTa 2:21)
amgvarad, uwin daxSuli qali iqca winaswarmetyvelebis

mravali Taobis winaprad.
abigaili
modiT aseve gavixsenoT abigaili. ra unda gaakeTos qa-

lma, Tu misi mteri sakuTarive qmaria? es Zalian grZeli
istoriaa, radgan masSi mravali detalia:
iyo erTi kaci saxelad nabali, mas hyavda coli – abi-

gaili, romelic gamoirCeoda Tavisi sibrZniT da silama-
ziT, xolo nabali – sisastikiT da borotebiT. daviTi
Tavis mamakacebTan erTad imyofeboda udabnoSi im adgi-
lis maxloblad, sadac nabali cxovrobda. isini icavdnen
mis cxvrebs da mwyemsebs. daviTma gaagzavna ramdenime kaci
nabalTan, raTa maT ekiTxaT, Tu miscemda igi saSualebas
monawileoba mieRoT mis cxvarTa yovelwliur parsvaSi.
magram nabalma ara marto uari uTxra maT, aramed Sercx-
veniT gaagdo warmogzavnilebi. nabalis erTerTma axal-
gazrda mwyemsma mouyva abigails Tu ra ugunurad moiqca
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misi qmari:
`da axla awon-dawone rogor unda moiqce radgan

sasjeli elis Cvens batonsa da mTels mis saxls. Ta-
vad xom ugvani kacia, masTan laparaki ar iqneba.~
(1 mefeTa 25:17)
sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, man uTxra: `gadagvarCine,

abigail! Cven gvemuqreba safrTxe, xolo Cveni batoni
imdenad ugunuria, rom ar esmis es.~ me momwons is, Tu
rogor moiqca es qali am msaxuris sityvebis sapasuxod.
drois amaod daxarjvis gareSe, man gaamzada daviTisa da
misi mebrZoleebisTvis saWiro maragi. qals esmoda, rom
mxolod ase SeZlebda sakuTari saxlis dacvas mosalodne-
li sisxlisRvrisagan. SeiZleba ikiTxoT, rogor gabeda man
aseTi raRacis gakeTeba qmarTan saubris gareSe. abigailma
icoda, ra hqonda mas xelT da risi gacema SeeZlo Tavisi
ZalauflebiT. rogorc cols, mas hqonda ufleba daex-
arja ojaxis qonebis Tavisi kuTvnili wili, miuxedavad
imisa, rom qmars SeeZlo uari eTqva Tavisaze. abigailma
gamoiyena Tavisi simdidre imisaTvis, rom mravali adamia-
nis sicocxle gadaerCina.
`da iswrafa abigailma da aiRo orasi puri, ori tiki

Rvino, ori gamzadebuli cxvari, xuTi sea qumeli, asi
mtevani CamiCi, orasi acma leRvis Ciri da ahkida saxe-
drebs. da uTxra Tavis msaxurebs: `Tqven win wadiT, mec
axlave ukan gamogyvebiT.~ araferi uTqvams nabalisT-
vis, Tavisi qmrisTvis.~ (18-19)
roca abigailma dainaxa daviTi, mivida masTan da mas

fexebSi Cauvarda. warmoidgineT: ganrisxebuli mxedar-
TmTavari, garemoculi Tavisi meomrebiT, miemarTeba
dasaxlebaSi, raTa gaanadguros yvela mamakaci. SesaZloa,
erTaderTi, rasac SeeZlo misi gegmebis Secvla, iyo Sexve-
dra mSvenier qalTan, romelic miirbenda masTan da fexeb-
Si Cauvardeboda.
`Cemzea, Cemo batono, danaSauli. laparakis neba mieci

Sens mxevals da ismine mxevlis sityvebi.~ (24)
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
ra saocrad moiqca es qali… man SeaCera ganrisxebu-
li jari da qmris danaSauli Tavis Tavze aiRo. roca igi
mixvda, rom miipyro daviTis yuradReba, gamoiyena Tavisi
saidumlo iaraRi – rbili sityvebi. yuradReba miaqcieT
mis midgomas: `laparakis neba mieci Sens mxevals da is-
mine mxevlis sityvebi~. ra gaakeTa man? man aarida daviTs
codva Tavisi CurCuliT. man misca mas rCeva, romelic
ver gaigones mefis meomrebma. sTxova, ar gabrazebuliyo
nabalze, romelic ugunuri iyo. man iseT araraobad gamoi-
yvana igi, rom daviTma aRarc ki moisurva daekarga masze
Tavisi dro, Semdeg Seaxsena daviTs RmerTis aRTqmebis
Sesaxeb, Seexo ra mis sindiss. man daajera daviTi ar eZia
Suri sakuTari TavisTvis da Semdeg Seaxsena mas ratom:
`namdvilad mtkice saxls daumyarebs ufali Cems

batons, radgan uflis omebs eweva Cemi batoni, da
boroteba ar iqneba SenSi arasodes.~ (28)
sxva sityvebiT man uTxra: `daviT, nu miscem borote-

bas aavsos Seni fiqrebi axla, radgan ukan dasaxevi gza
aRar dagrCeba.~ rogorc Cans daviTisTvis es sakmaod
damajerebeli argumenti iyo. igi daxetialobda udabno-
Si mravali wlis ganmavlobaSi, da araferi hqonda garda
RmerTis aRTqmebisa, maSin roca nabals da sauls hqondaT
yvelaferi. momwons am qalis sityvebi: maTSi Cven vnaxu-
lobT aRTqmas, romelic RmerTma TiToeul Cvengans mogv-
ca. Tu Cven uflisaTvis vibrZolebT, igi moawyobs Cvens
saxlebs da mogvcems STamomavlobas. verc nabalis da verc
saulis aSenebulma saxlebma ver gaZles. nabali mokvda
ise, rom verc ki ixila memkvidre, saulis Zeni mokvdnen
maxvilisagan, xolo misi asuli unayofo darCa.
Cven ar unda vibrZodeT sakuTari TavebisTvis. Cven vib-

rZviT RmerTisTvis sxva adamianebis sasikeTod. daviTs Ta-
visi cxovrebis bolomde ar gadauxvevia am standartidan.
mogvianebiT igi ara erTxel ambobda uars gamoeyenebina
sakuTari gavlena da Zalaufleba maT dasasjelad, vinc
mis winaaRmdeg aRdgeboda. igi iyenebda sakuTar pozicias
mxolod imisaTvis, rom gamklaveboda maT, vinc RmerTis
winaaRmdeg janydeboda.
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`da roca aRusrulebs ufali Cems batons yvelafer
sikeTes, ra sikeTesac dahpirda da israelis mefed da-
gadgens, nu Seawuxebs gulis qenjna Cems batons, rom
ar daRvara sisxli amaod da Suri ar iZia. roca sikeTes
uyofs ufali Cems batons, maSin gamixsene Seni mxeva-
li.~ (30-31)
abigailma Seaxsena daviTs RmerTis winaswarmetyveleba,

xolo Semdeg sTxova mas gaexsenebina igi, roca RmerTis
aRTqmebi asruldeboda. ratom mimarTa man mas aseTi Txov-
niT? imitom, rom kargad esmoda, rom roca sxvebs exmarebi
warmetebis miRwevaSi, amiT sakuTar Tavsac daexmarebi.
`da uTxra ufalma abigails: `kurTxeulia ufali,

RmerTi israelisa, romelmac Cems Sesaxvedrad ga-
moggzavna dRes. da kurTxeuli iyos Seni goniereba da
kurTxeuli iyavi Sen, rom ar gamiSvi sisxlis Rvramde
da Surisgebamde, magram cocxalia ufali, RmerTi is-
raelisa, romelmac boroteba ar gamakeTebina SenTvis,
radgan rom ar aCqarebuliyav da ar Semxvedrodi, ke-
delTan mimdgomic ar gadaurCeboda dilamde nabals.~
(32-34)
saxlSi dabrunebulma abigailma aRmoaCina, rom misi

qmari mTvrali iyo. igi gonivrulad daeloda dilas da
mxolod Semdeg mouyva qmars yvelaferze, rac gaakeTa.
SegviZlia warmovidginoT, ramdenad gaogndeboda roca
moismenda colis sityvebs. wmida werilSi weria, rom ase-
Ti ambisgan mas guli gauSeSda da igi qvasaviT gaxda. aTi
dRis Semdeg RmerTma mokla igi. e.i. ra gakveTili SeiZle-
ba viswavloT am ambidan? ar SeiZleba xumroba maTTan vinc
uflisaTvis ibrZvis!
roca daviTma gaigo nabalis sikvdilis Sesaxeb, man Ses-

Tavaza abigails gayoloda mas colad! SesaZloa, ar unda
vTqva es, magram mis magivrad me visurvebdi mecxovra da-
viTTan erTad udabnoSi, vidre lamaz saxlSi mdidar bra-
zianTan.
am brZenma qalma Tavisi qmris ugunureba gacvala mTeli

Tavisi saxleulobis sicocxleze da rCeva misca momaval
mefes, Tumca misma qmarma uari Tqva mis mosmenaze.
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
iayeli
iayeli, albaT Cemi yvelaze sayvareli gmiria… yovel

SemTxvevaSi, me yvelaze metad momwons masze qadageba. iay-
eli – kidev erTi qalia, visi qmaric mtris mxares aR-
moCnda, igi israelis dampyroblis mokavSire gaxda. mas
esmoda, rom roca mowinaaRmdege Zalian axlos modis,
aucilebelia dartyma. iayels ar uzeimia gamarjveba sisx-
lian brZolis velze – man gaimarjva sakuTar karavSi. man
daaZina mtris mxedarmTavari, Semdeg isargebla imiT rac
xels moxvda – uroTi da karvis paloTi. mterma daiZina
misi yuradRebis qveS, raTa mas aRarasodes gaeRviZa. man
gacvala mterTan kavSiri RmerTTan kavSirze.
beT-Sebayi
es axalgazrda da mSvenieri qalbatoni aRmoCnda Cab-

muli skandalur ambavSi, roca mefe daviTma ixila ra igi
sakuTari sasaxlis saxuravidan, isurva misi silamaze. igi
dawva masTan da isic daorsulda. daviTs mouwia beTSebay-
is qmris mokvla, xolo Semdeg swrafad daqorwinda masze,
raTa daemala Tavisi saqcieli. Tumca mas ver gamouvida
sakuTari codvis damalva RmerTisgan, radgan naTan winas-
warmetyvelma amxila mefe codvaSi da daviTis da beTSe-
bayis pirmSo mokvda. da miuxedavad am yvelafrisa mSven-
ieri beTSebayi agrZelebda daviTis siyvaruls da maleve
RmerTma misca maT meore Svili, solomoni. beTSebayi zr-
dida mas uflis SiSSi da aswavla, rom yvelaferze metad
eZia sibrZne. ase, man gacvala skandaluri reputacia da
sikvdili pativze, sibrZneze, Svilis Sobasa da RmerTis
aRTqmaze.
elisabedi
am umwikvlo, magram mRvdlis unayofo colma gacvala

imedgacruebaSi gatarebuli wlebi RmerTis aRTqmebze.
saras msgavsad, man miiRo RmerTisgan aRTqma da Tavis
Tavze gamoscada, rom rac adamianisTvisaa SeuZlebeli is
RmerTisTvis SesaZlebelia. orsulad yofnis drosac ki,
man adamianebis rCevebs arCia suliwmidis sibrZne da ma-
cocxlebeli Zala. am brZenma dedam warmoTqva winaswarm-
etyveluri sityva Tavisi sulieri asulis cxovrebaze da
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Cveni uflis ieso qristes dedaze, akurTxa ra igi kurTx-
eviT, romelic dRemde vrceldeba yovel qalze:
`netaria vinc irwmuna, vinaidan aRsruldeba uflis

mier Tqmuli mis mimarT.~ (luka 1:45)
mariami
mariamma gacvala gaurkvevloba da martoxela dedad

darCenis safrTxe RmerTis aRTqmebis erTgulebaze. man
sakuTari SiSebi Secvala RmerTis siyvaruliT. misi sity-
vebi rwmenis magaliTad iqca mravali TaobisTvis:
`meyos me Seni sityvisamebr.~ (luka 1:38)
Cven rogor moviqceT?
rogor miviRoT sibrZne, raTa SevZloT am RvTaebri-

vi cvlilebis moxdena? qvemoT mocemuli nawyvetebi wmida
werilidan gveubnebian Cven, Tu riT unda daviwyoT:
`sibrZnis dasabamia SiSi uflisa. azrkeTilia yvela,

vinc mas asrulebs.~ (fsalmuni 110:10)
ùflis SiSia sibrZne da borotisagan ganridebaa gone-

ba.~ (iobi 28:28)
sibrZne uSualod aris RvTis SiSTan kavSirSi, iseve ro-

gorc sikeTis aRqma dakavSirebulia Cvens reaqciaze bo-
rotebaze. ras niSnavs gqondes uflis SiSi? es niSnavs giy-
vardes is, rac uyvars RmerTs (sibrZne da samarTlianoba),
gZuldes is, rac mas sZuls (ugunureba da boroteba). Se-
saZloa, Tqven arasodes giTxoviaT RmerTisTvis moeca
TqvenTvis wmida SiSi mis winaSe. es SeiZleba gamxdariyo
TqvenTvis pasuxi, radgan uflis SiSis gareSe verasodes
miiRebT sibrZnis natamalsac ki.
sibrZnis da gonierebis Zieba daviwye igavTa wignis da-

rigebebidan sityva-sityviT. amavdroulad me bevrs vmo-
gzaurobdi qveyanaSi rogorc erTi kosmetikuri firmis
mTavari savaWro warmomadgeneli da mogzaurobaSi vata-
rebdi weliwadSi TiTqmis 40 kviras. yovel saRamos vwve-
bodi sawolSi bibliiT xelSi da vcdilobdi mepovna misi
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brZola sibrZnisTvis
sityvebis gamoyeneba Cems cxovrebaSi. vificebodi imaSi,
rom cxovrebaSi Cemi gzebiT davdiodi. me sibrZnes davar-
qvi Cemi da da vevedrebodi RmerTs moeca CemTvis gonie-
reba.
Semdeg daviwye RmerTisadmi Txovna moeca CemTvis wmida

SiSi mis mimarT. daviwye SemCneva Tu am SiSma rogor daiwyo
nayofebis motana Cems cxovrebaSi. RmerTis sibrZne Zalian
didia da mravalmxrivi.
igavebSi weria, rom RmerTs SeuZlia uzrunvelgvyos

Cven yvelaferi aucilebeliT.
`radgan ufali iZleva sibrZnes. misganaa sibrZne da

goniereba. Seunaxavs mosazrebulobas patiosanT.~
(2:6-7)
Cvenma zecierma mamam ukve moamzada CvenTvis sibrZne,

da axla igi gvelodeba rodis vTxovT mas mogvces igi Cven.
is ocnebobs gadmoRvaros Tavisi sibrZne mSivrebze, xolo
Tavisi ganmaaxlebeli sityvebi maTze, visac meti swyuria
cxovrebaSi. igi Tanxmdeba miiRos Cvengan yvelaferi, rac
ar unda SevTavazoT mas mis sibrZneze sanacvlod. Cven
gadavcemT mas Cvens ugunurebas da umecrebas, xolo igi
sanacvlod gvaZlevs Cven sibrZnes, Tavisi gzebis codnas
da RvTaebriv rCevebs.
igavebi 3:13_18 aRwers Tu ra sargebeli moaqvs sibrZnes

mTels Cvens cxovrebaSi:
`netaria adamiani sibrZnis mpovneli da adamiani _

Wkuis momxveWeli! radgan misi sazRauri vercxlis
sazRaurs sjobs da misi mosavali _ wmida oqros. is
margalitebze Zvirfasia da aranairi Seni sawadeli ar
Seedreba mas. dRegrZeloba mis marjvenaSia, mis marc-
xenaSi _ simdidre da pativi. misi gzebi saamuri gzebia
da misi yvela biliki mSvidobaa. sicocxlis xea is maTT-
vis, vinc eWideba mas da mas mindobilni netarni arian.~
vercerTma wignma ver SeZlo imis gadmocema, Tu ram-

denad mSvenieri da sasurvelia RmerTis sibrZne. igi Zvir-
fasi ganZia, romlis povnac TiToeul Cvengans SeuZlia.
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me Zalian madlieri var RmerTis yvelafrisaTvis, rom ar
aris aucilebeli iyo ukiduresad niWieri an kargad ga-
naTlebuli adamiani, rom miiRo sibrZne. Tu davujerebT
iakobis werils, RmerTi aZlevs sibrZnes yvelas, vinc ub-
raloebaSi sTxovs mas amis Sesaxeb:
`Tu romelime Tqvengans aklia sibrZne, sTxovos

RmerTs, yvelasaTvis uxvad da dauyvedreblad gamcems,
da miecema. rwmeniT da eWvis gareSe sTxovos, radgan
eWviani hgavs zRvis talRas, qarisagan aRZrulsa da mi-
motacebuls.~ (1:5-6)
modiT vTxovoT RmerTs am saganZurisTvis da viyoT

mgrZnobiareni nebismieri cvlilebebisadmi, romelTa ga-
keTebamac SeiZleba mogviwios.
zeciero mama,
dRes yurebs vxsni sibrZnisadmi, xolo guls – goniere-

bisadmi. minda viyo iseTi qali, romelic iyenebs sibrZnes
aq, dedamiwaze. me veZaxi sibrZnes Cems das. gaxseni Cemi
smena da guli, raTa SevZlo Seni darigebebis mosmena. ax-
lave damanaxe is cvlilebebi Seni suliwmidis meSveobiT,
romlebic unda movaxdino Cems cxovrebaSi. minda CaveWido
sicocxles da Sens sityvas da xeli gavuSva yvelafers, ra-
sac SeuZlia sikvdilamde da imedgacruebamde mimiyvanos.
xels vuSveb simwares, upatieblobas, mrisxanebas, tkivils,
eWvianobas, siZulvils, amaoebas da warsul imedgacrue-
bebs.
gadmoRvare Seni WeSmaritebis sinaTle Cemi cxovrebis

mkvdar sferoebze. me vRebulob gadawyvetilebas vxelmZR-
vanelobde Cems cxovrebaSi sibrZniT. minda davdiode sib-
rZnis gzebiT da ar gadavuxvio ugunurebis gzaze. mcxe
me sibrZnis simdidriTa da pativiT, da damexmare gavxde
sicocxlis xis msgavsi yvela im adamianisTvis, romelic
mexeba me. vici, imisaTvis, rom es cvlilebebi moxdes, au-
cilebelia uflis SiSi Cemi cxovrebis nawilad vaqcio. ze-
ciero mamav, amavse me wmida SiSiT suliwmidis meSveobiT.
me vRebulob gadawyvetilebas vuaryo boroteba da Sevi-
moso gonierebiT. amin.
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Tavi merve
SeimoseT madliT da didebiT
Cven gaviRviZeT da axla vacnobierebT sakuTari gav-

lenis Zalas. Cvens qalur unars unda vkurnavdeT miwieri
cxovrebis sxvadasxva sferoebSi. Cndeba kiTxva: rogor
gamoviyenoT efeqturad CvenTvis boZebuli niWebi qvey-
nierebaze, romelsac ase sWirdeba isini? am TavSi minda
metad konkretulad SevCerde imaze, Tu rogor SeuZlia
qals miiRos da SemdegSi gamoiyenos iseTi niWi, rogori-
caa pativi. vfiqrob zebunebrivi cvlilebebi xdeba, roca
qalebi iyeneben am unikalur Tvisebas. SesaZloa, Tqven
arc ki icodiT, rom SegiZliaT daeufloT aseT saganZurs,
rogoricaa pativi. am niWs SeuZlia bevri sargeblis mota-
na. SesaZloa, arc gagicnobierebiaT, rom biblia geZaxiT
Tqven `mamakacis Rirsebas da didebas.~ modiT Tavidan
jer ganvixiloT ra igulisxmeba `qmris dideba~-Si:
`coli ki qmris didebaa.~ (1 kor. 11:7)
Tu vinmem giTxraT, rom `qmris dideba~ xarT – es Zalian

didi komplimentia. aq saubari midis Tqvens rolze urT-
ierTobebSi. es ar aris ubralod Tqveni mniSvnelovnebis
Sefaseba; es Tqveni unikaluri rolis axsnaa. iseve rogorc
mamakaci mTeli Tavisi bunebiT aireklavs Zalas, aseve qa-
lic aris silamazis anarekli yvela misi sxvadasxva for-
miT. sanam Tqven SeiqmniT Tqvens azrs am sakiTxTan daka-
vSirebiT modiT es sityvebi ori WeSmaritebis sinaTleze
ganvixiloT: (1) qalad yofna – ar aris problema, aramed
pasuxia problemaze; (2) imaSi, rom qali `qmris didebaa~
saerTod ar igulisxmeba is, rom misi roli umniSvneloa an
misi wvlili saerTo saqmeSi mcirea. piriqiT, amiT gamoi-
kveTeba qalis faseuloba da pativi.
Cven unda ganvixilavdeT RmerTis sityvas gamosyidvisa

da xsnis sinaTleze, da ara damaxinjebulad codviT dace-
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mis sinaTleze. es igi, ra aris `dideba~? didebaSi igulisx-
meba gandidebuloba, brwyinvaleba, silamaze da saocreba.
qalebi saukeTesod warmoadgenen am Tvisebebs mamakacebisa
da qalebs Soris urTierTobebSi. Semdeg, igive weril-
Si pavle aRwers am didebas rogorc silamazes, romelic
gamoiwvevs adamianSi sasiamovno gaocebis da sixarulis
grZnobas. gana es sityvebi srulyofilad ar aRweren ada-
mis reaqcias, rodesac man pirvelad ixila eva? misma gamo-
Cenam gaaogna igi. qali iyo imis gansaxiereba, rasac igi ase
did xans eZebda, magram ver poulobda verc sakuTar TavSi
da verc garSemomyofebSi.
maSin ratom viyenebdiT RmerTis sityvas, romelic aRw-

ers mSvenier urTierTobebs mamakacsa da qals Soris, im-
isaTvis, rom dagvemcirebina qalis faseuloba da igi ma-
makacis CrdilSi mogveqcia? rogorc manamde visaubreT,
Cven gvyavs mteri, romelsac ar surs, rom mamakacebs da
qalebs hqondeT jansaRi urTierTobebi da avsebdnen erT-
maneTs. mas esmis, rom Tu Cven mivxvdebiT am WeSmarite-
bas, igi veRar SeZlebs Cvens gayofas. mas surs, rom kon-
fliqti sqesebs Soris, Zalauflebisa da poziciisadmi ar
cxrebodes. gveli kvlav cdilobs Cvens Soris tyuilis
kedlis aSenebas, cdilobs ra daamaxinjos Cvens mier mos-
menili. roca kedels ejaxeba, gamocxadeba kargavs Cvens
TvalSi Tavis siRrmesa da mimzidvelobas. sinamdvileSi ki
mxolod WeSmaritebas SeuZlia gaTavisuflebis motana. Tu
mamakacebi da qalebi gaigoneben am WeSmaritebas mis srul
arsSi da daiwyeben erTmaneTis dafasebas da Sevsebas, maSin
yvelaferi, rasac ar unda Seexon, ayvavdeba.
`vinaidan mamakaci ki ar aris dedakacisagan, aramed

dedakaci _ mamakacisagan. aseve mamakaci ki ar Seqmnila
dedakacis gulisaTvis, aramed dedakaci _ mamakacis
gulisaTvis.~ (1 korinTelTa 11:8-9)
es sityvebi gamoxataven mamakacebisTvis qalebis

saWiroebas. Cven Segvaqvs mniSvnelovneba da azri maTi
cxovrebis yovel sferoSi. qalebi Seqmnilia RmerTis
xatad, magram maTi dideba saerTod ar mdgomareobs imaSi,
raSic mamakacebis dideba. mamakacebi da qalebi Tanasworni
arian, magram ver Caanacvleben erTmaneTs. Cven ar viya-
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viT Seqmnilni pirvelebi, samagierod viqeciT qmnilebis
ukanasknel wertilad da gvirgvinad. mamakaci Seiqmna miwis
mtverisagan, xolo qali metad saocrebrivad, raTa dax-
mareboda mas edemSi marTvis saqmeebSi.
bibliaSi ar aris naTqvami, rom qals ar aqvs ufleba

moawyos sakuTari cxovreba, masSi mxolod is aris naTq-
vami, rom ar aris kargi mamakacisTvis iyos marto. eva iyo
mamakacis damateba, yvelaferi is, rac mas aklda. nura-
sodes daayenebT eWvis qveS da nu daakninebT am rolis
mniSvnelovnebas! maxsovs, roca jonma SemomTavaza rom
gavyolodi colad, Tavi ise vigrZeni, TiTqos igi mniS-
vnelovan saqmes mavalebda. `Cemi cxovrebis daniSnuleba
mdgomareobs amaSi da amaSi, - mixsnida is. - ai riTi dav-
kavdebi - ginda damexmaro?~ me SevZrwundi. nuTu sul es
aris, ra momeTxoveba? nuTu mxolod es SemiZlia? sad aris
is swrafva da romantika, romelic unda axlavdes colad
gayolis SemoTavazebas? jonma mTxova ar mepasuxa misTvis
pirdapir maSinve, mec amitomac moviqeci ase. TiTqmis mTe-
li Rame vitire da vkiTxulobdi: `RmerTo, ra memarTeba?~
da gavigone, rogor miTxra suliwmidam: `Sen is xar, rac
jons Zalian aklia.~ vifiqre: `maS ratom ar vxedav amas
misi saqcielidan?!~ samwuxarod im dros me uimedod brma
viyavi. mas Zlier vuyvardi – ubralod ar icoda, rogor
gamoexata es. axla Cveni erTad cxovrebis ocdaxuTi wlis
Semdeg, igi kvlavindeburad brwyinavs sixarulisagan,
roca me mxedavs. ratom? imitom, rom me misi dideba var.
aRemateba Tu ara mamakacis dideba qalisas?
akninebs Tu ara Cvens Rirsebas is, rom pavle mamakacebs

RmerTis didebas eZaxis 1 korinTelTa 11:7-Si?
ìs RvTis xateba da didebaa.~
iyenebs RmerTi Tavis mamakacebTan urTierTobebis

Zalas imisaTvis, rom maT aRmatebuli pozicia mianiWos
cxovrebaSi? ara, es sityvebi ubralod mianiSneben Rmer-
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Tsa da mamakacis Soris urTierTobebis pirvelobaze.
RmerTi uyurebs Tavis mSvenier qmnilebas, mamakacebs, da
eRimeba! xolo, roca igi giyurebT Tqven, asulebo, aRfr-
Tovanebulia! aseve mamakacic, roca xedavs qalis dideb-
ulebas, ar SeuZlia Tvali mowyvitos. dominirebs ki si-
yvaruli Tavisi siyvarulis obieqtze? mxolod ugunur
mamakacs SeuZlia daiviwyos rom qali Sedarebulia gvir-
gvins mis Tavze. bibliaSi naxsenebia ori ram didebasTan
dakavSirebiT. pirveli – es adamianebis da RmerTs Soris
urTierTobebis didebaa. meore – mamakacebsa da qalebs
Soris urTierTobebis didebaa. mefsalmune daviTi roca
aRtacebuli iyo RmerTis damokidebulebiT mis didebas-
Tan, adamianTan, svavda ritorikul kiTxvas:
`ra aris kaci, rom ixseneb?.~ (fsalmuni 8:5)
momdevno muxlSi, daviTi pasuxobs missave kiTxvas da

adgens qmnilebis swor ierarqias:
`bevrad ar dagimcirebia igi angelozebze; dideba da

Rirseba daadgi gvirgvinad.~ (muxli 6)
roca qmnilebas uyurebda daviTi yvelaze metad gao-

cebuli iyo RmerTis damokidebulebiT Cvendami. is, rom
RmerTma miwis mtveri daamSvena pativiTa da didebiT, rac
warmoudgeneli iyo am RmerTis Tayvanismcemeli mefisTvis.
mTeli kacobrioba aireklavs RmerTis didebasa da pativs.
igivenairad qali ireklavs mamakacis didebas, amSvenebs ra
mas sakuTari TaviT. ar minda Caveba Rrma Teologiur msj-
elobebSi, magram meCveneba, rom es cotaTi mainc niSnavs
imas, rom qali ireklavs yvela im Tvisebas, romlebsac
isurvebda mamakaci TavisTvis. magram wmida werili aseve
saubrobs safrTxis Sesaxeb, romelic SeiZleba warmoiqm-
nas, Tu mamakacebi da qalebi saTanadod ver daafaseben
adamianis Seqmnis mniSvnelovnebas, romelic gamoyofil-
ia RmerTis didebisTvis. iakobis werili gvafrTxilebs
amgvari konfliqtis warmoqmnis SesaZleblobaze:
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`miT (eniT) vakurTxebT RmerTsa da mamas da miT vwyev-
liT RvTis xatad Seqmnil adamianebs.~ (3:9)
Cven unda vakurTxebdeT RmerTs, aseve imasac, rasac igi

akurTxebs. Tu Cven RmerTis qmnilebis gvirgvini varT, ma-
Sin ratom gvinda ase Zlier erTmaneTis damcireba da erT-
maneTze batonoba? ase moqceviT gana ar vewinaaRmdegebiT
RmerTis mier mocemul daniSnulebas mamakacisa da qali-
sadmi? Tu mamakacebs ar uyvarT qalebi da ar zrunaven
maTze, isini sakuTar Tavs avneben (efes. 5:28-29). aseve, Tu
qalebi ar afaseben da pativs ar scemen mamakacebs, isini
Sedegad amcireben sakuTar Tavs. ar vici, Tqven rogor,
magram me namdvilad ar msurs RmerTTan kamaTi da kon-
fliqti. me minda mivyvebode mis miznebs. msurs vaSenebde
da ara – vangrevde mis Zeebsa da asulebs. msurs vamt-
kicebde kacebsac da qalebsac.
rogor aRanTeben qalebi xedvas
saocari ram xdeba roca qalebi axlo urTierTobebis

ZiebaSi miiswrafvian mamakacebisken maTi fizikuri Za-
liT. qaluri intuicia exmareba maT xedavdnen mamakacebs
ara iseTebad, rogorebic axla arian, aramed rogoreba-
dac SeiZleba yofiliyvnen. es xedva aRanTebs mamakacebSi
garkveul swrafvas srulyofilebisaken. isini iswrafvian
iseTebad gaxdnen, rogorebadac maT xedaven qalebi. aseT
situaciaSi mamakaci arCevanis winaSe dgeba. eCveneba es mas,
Tu man Tavisi mosiyvarule colis, dedis, dis an qaliS-
vilis TvalebSi SeamCnia iseTi mamakacis xateba, rogoric
unda iyos igi? roca igi qals uyurebs TvalebSi, xedavs
sakuTar Tavs iseTad, rogoric SeiZleba gaxdes. RmerTi
iwyebs Sromas Zmis, vaJis an saqmros gulze. am dros iwyeba
adamisa da evas urTierTobebis xatebis aRdgineba. da ma-
makacs surs gamoiyenos misTvis SemoTavazebuli SesaZle-
bloba da aCvenos, Tu ra SeuZlia mas.
Cven gvyavs megobrebi, romlebic RmerTma akurTxa sami

vaJiT, Semdeg ki aCuqa mSvenieri qaliSvili. sanam igi iz-
rdeboda, mamamisis cxovreba ubralod gardaisaxa. igi
gviyveboda, rogor gaaRviZa masSi gogom mzrunveloba da
sirbile, romlebic TiTqmis ar vlindeboda manam, sanam
igi biWebs zrdida.
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Cems bavSvobaSi mamaCemi araerTxel iqceoda uxeSad da
mkacrad dedaCemisa da Cemi Zmis mimarT. mas uyvarda saa-
TobiT jdoma Tavis Zvel savarZelSi da sigaretis gabo-
lebiT uyurebda televizoris ekrans an kiTxulobda
gazeTs. igi TiTqosda kedliT SemoiRobavda xolme Tavs,
riTac migvaniSnebda: `Tumca aq ki var, magram mainc ar
var.~ da Zalian xSirad mivdiodi am avbediT savarZelTan
da mamaCems muxlebSi vuZvrebodi. igi xumrobiT buzRuneb-
da, xolo me Tavs vudebdi mkerdze da interesiT viwyeb-
di misi gazeTis kiTxvas an gadacemis yurebas, romelic
gadioda televiziiT. xandaxan ubralod vdumdi. CemTan
yofniT igi yovelTvis wynardeboda da xasiaTze modioda.
mamas TiTqosda undoda CemTvis eTqva: `ki, me es Zalian
mWirdeboda, magram ar vicodi, rogor meTxova SenTvis
amis Sesaxeb.~ roca igi saxlSi brundeboda samsaxuridan
cud xasiaTze, swored me magzavnidnen masTan, rom vaxS-
misTvis dameZaxa. mxolod me ver mibedavda yvirils, roca
Cemi xma aRviZebda mas.
sinaziT aRsavse xma
mxolod sinazes SeuZlia mamakacSi gaaRviZos raRac

gamoukvleveli grZnobebi. igi yvelanariad Seecdeba iyos
frTxili, raTa SeginaxoT xelSi da ar dagazianoT, ro-
gorc brolis nakeToba, romelic icis, rom sakmaod Zvir-
fasia da amavdroulad mgrZnobiare.
minda vaRiaro, rom sinazis meSveobiT saerTod ar vcdi-

lobdi jonis daxmarebas, raTa Secvliliyo. mindoda misi
gardaqmna im xatebad, romliTac daiteresebuli viyavi,
da ara davxmarebodi mas im xatebis SeZenaSi, romelsac
igi Cems TvalSi xedavda. roca ori adamiani qorwindeba,
isini deben kavSirs, romlidanac SeiZleba warmoiqmnas si-
yvaruli da sicocxle. roca kaci mama xdeba, masSi inTeba
survili aRzardos da daicvas Tavisi ojaxi. Tu igi Svi-
lis rolSia, mas amoZravebs survili axarebdes mamas da
dedas. Tu igi asrulebs Zmis rols, masSi warmoiqmneba
moTxovnileba icavdes sakuTar das da gaigos misi qaluri
arsi.
magaliTisTvis minda warmoidginoT mSvenieri qaliSvi-

li, romelic Tavis maxvils iwvdis imis niSnad rom rain-
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dad aqcios axalgazrda kaci, romelic mis winaSe muxle-
bzea daCoqili. igi muxlebze dadga ubralo adamianad,
xolo roca adgeba ukve raindi iqneba. ra cvlileba xdeba
masSi am dros? ratom unda dadges igi qaliSvilis winaSe
muxlebze?
am qaliSvilma raRac uxilavi gadasca ymawvils, ro-

melic mis winaSe moidrika. igi muxlebze imitom dadga,
rom qaliSvili ganasaxierebs TavisSi yvela mis ocnebas,
imedsa da miswrafebas. igi iZleva dapirebas daicvas Ta-
visi maxviliT da ZaliT yvelaferi, rac misi sulisTvis
Zvirfasia. Tu omi, ajanyeba an raime stiqiuri ubedureba
moxdeba, igi ar daiSurebs sakuTar Tavs misi sicocxlis
dasacavad. man ugulebelyo Tavisi siamaye, raTa metad
didebuli cxovrebiT ecxovra, daecva ra Tavisi qveyana,
aseve Tavisi patarZlis pativi da saTnoeba. me momwons
es suraTi. igi gviCvenebs imas, Tu rogor SeuZlia qalis
silamazes da saTnoebas ubiZgos mamakacs icxovros metad
aRmatebuli miznisTvis. qali aRviZebs ra mamakacSi Zalas
Tavisi sinaziT, Seiqmneba mis didebad.
ymawvils ar eSinia maxvilis, Tu igi qaliSvils ukavia.

maxvili mis xelSi ar aris iaraRi, aramed instrumenti,
romelsac SeuZlia yvelafris Secvla. maxvili gawvdilia
ara imisaTvis, rom daaSinos ymawvili, daWras an moklas
igi; misi daniSnulebaa – aamaRlos raindi yvelas winaSe.
roca igi raindi xdeba, axal doneze ayavs, xdis ra mis
saxels cnobils, raTa mas SeeZlos siamayiT gadasces igi
Tavis STamomavlebs. ymawvili raindad aqcies da aamaRles.
es imas niSnavs, rom mis saxels mianiWes meti dideba. am
maxvilis meSveobiT qalwuli mosavs mas ZalauflebiT da
aseve imiT, risi micemac mxolod mas SeuZlia: metad aR-
matebuli mizniTa da cxovrebis azriT.
maxvilis piri ar ayenebs mas Wrilobas, roca igi qal-

iSvilis xelSia. igi grZnobs mis simZimes, roca misi brty-
eli zedapiri jer erT da Semdeg meore mxars exeba. am
sazeimo aqtis wyalobiT igi ajildoebs mas ZalauflebiTa
da saxeliT da iziarebs pasuxismgeblobasa da pativs raTa
ataros maxvili.
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jildos Rirsi cxovreba
raindebs aniWebdnen maxvilis tarebis uflebas mxolod

mas Semdeg, rac Catardeboda miZRvnis ceremonia, da mx-
olod maSin, roca misi cxovreba Seesabameboda raindTa
kodeqsis moTxovnebs. am kodeqsSi naTqvami iyo, Tu ras
niSnavs samarTlianobis dacva. raindisadmi ZiriTadi
moTxovnileba iyo samefos da yvela misi macxovreblis
dacva. sartyelze maxvilis tarebiT, raindi ganasaxiereb-
da TavisSi mefis didebasa da Zalauflebas. igi emsaxure-
boda Tavis batons, icavda samSoblos usamarTlobisa da
ukanonobisagan. rainds TvalisCiniviT unda daecva Tavisi
maxvili, radgan mis xelSi igi ucvlelad iyo misTvis mini-
Webuli Zalauflebis simbolo. am feodaluri droebis
wes-CveulebebSi gamoxatulia samefos principi. swored
amitom iyo raindi valdebuli mtkiced daecva mis mier
dadebuli fici, raTa mis xelSi maxvili ar yofiliyo gam-
oyenebuli sakuTari interesebisTvis.
`vinaidan igi RvTis msaxuria Senda sasikeTod. magram

Tu borotebas iqm, geSinodes, radgan tyuilad rodi
atarebs maxvils. is RvTis msaxuria da risxviT Su-
rismaZiebeli borotmoqmedze.~ (romaelTa 13:4)
miuxedavad am pirobebisa, yovelTvis aRmoCndebodnen

xolme iseTebi, romlebic maxvils uRirsad atarebdnen.
isini ar emorCilebodnen Rirsebis kodeqsis dadgenile-
bebs, sxva araferi rom aRara vTqvaT RmerTis sityvaze.
maT ar hqondaT aranairi realuri Zalaufleba an wo-
deba, radgan maT ar miuZRvniaT Tavi WeSmaritebisaTvis,
aramed cxovrobdnen sakuTari ambiciebis almis qveS, da
aamebdnen sakuTar Tavs. maTTvis ucxo iyo erTguleba da
patriotizmi, radgan es Tvisebebi iTxoven mefis da misi
kanonebis morCilebas. maTTvis janyi Tavisuflebaa, xolo
morCileba – tvirTi. maT airCies SemovliTi gza da si-
cruis meSveobiT SeiZines is maxvili, romliTac wesiT da-
jildovebulni unda yofiliyvnen.
magram arsebobs maxvili, romlis miRebac SeuZlebelia

motyuebiT, radgan igi cocxalia.
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cocxali maxvili
`vinaidan RvTis sityva aris cocxali, moqmedi da

yovelgvar orlesul maxvilze ufro basri, da aRwevs
samSvinvelisa da sulis, saxsarTa da tvinTa gayofis
adgilamde da ganikiTxavs gulis azrebsa da yovelgvar
zraxvebs.~ (ebraelTa 4:12)
kacebsac da qalebsac gadaecaT es saCuqari, `sulis max-

vili, romelic aris RvTis sityva~ (efeselTa 6:17). igi
ara mxolod didebuli iaraRia, mas aseve SeuZlia Cveni
namdvili fiqrebis da zraxvebis gamomJRavneba. RmerTis
samefoSi didi mniSvneloba gaaCnia adamianis gulis mo-
tivebs (1 korinTelTa 13). Cveni reaqcia RmerTis sityvis
WeSmaritebaze xSirad mowmobs Cvens motivebze. RmerTis
samefoSi swored sibrZne gardaqmnis RmerTis Zeebs da
asulebs raindebad da aniWebs maT Zalas.
`Tu romelime Tqvengans aklia sibrZne, sTxovos Rmer-

Ts, yvelasaTvis uxvad da dauyvedreblad gamcems, da
miecema.~ (iakobi 1:5)
sibrZne Cveni reaqciaa RmerTis sityvasa da sxva adami-

anebis sityvaze. igi yvelasaTvis xelmisawvdomia, vinc mas
rwmeniT iTxovs. maT, visac am wuTisofelSi Zalaufleba
aqvT micemuli, imyofebian sibrZnis Zalauflebis qveS.
maT esmiT, rom yoveli Zalaufleba adamianebs RmerTisgan
eZlevaT. sakuTari cxovrebis RmerTisadmi mindobiT, Cven
misi mfarvelobis qveS aRmovCndebiT. maxvili icavs yve-
las, vinc TavSesafars da usafrTxoebas eZebs misi mflo-
belisgan. da piriqiT: Tu Cven ar vemorCilebiT RmerTis
sityvas, maleve aRmovaCenT, rom maxvili momarTulia
Cvens sawinaaRmdegoT. arian adamianebi, romlebic iyeneben
RmerTis sityvas sakuTari Tavis saameblad da ara Rmer-
Tis samefos gasavrceleblad. isini iqneven RmerTis sity-
vis maxvils da aqceven mas rjulis mkvdar asod, romelic
anadgurebs adamianebis suls da uWris samSvinvels.
àso klavs, suli ki acocxlebs.~ (2 kor. 3:6)
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RmerTis sityvis maxvili orlesulia. araerTxel vyo-
filvar imis mowme, rom mas iyenebdne ara daniSnulebis-
amebr, roca saubari midioda urTierTobebze qalebsa da
kacebs Soris. am SemTxvevebSi an mamakacebi wamoswevdnen
sakuTar Tavs qalebis xarjze, an qalebi amcirebdnen mama-
kacebs sibrazisa da wyenis gamo. xSirad SeiZleba Semdegi
frazebis gagoneba: `qalebo, icodeT Tqveni adgili!~ an
`kacebo, Tqveni jeri dadga!~ rodesac maxvili gamoiyeneba
daniSnulebisamebr, igi yovelTvis icavs samarTlianobas
da adamianebis sicocxles. magram roca kanoni moqmede-
baSi modis im adamianebis mier, romelTac ar aqvT mefis
guli, maxvils sikvdili moaqvs samefos daqvemdebarebaSi
myofTaTvis. roca qalebs aswavlian orive sqesis warmo-
madgenlebze sazogadoebaSi, RmerTis sityvas xSirad iye-
neben rogorc rjulis asos da ara rogorc suliwmidis
gamocxadebas, romelsac moaqvs sicocxle msmenelTaTvis.
xSirad wmida werili gamoiyeneba kanonebis CamonaTvalis
saxiT, romelTa meSveobiTac SesaZlebelia qalebis prob-
lematuri qcevis regulireba, da ara mrCevelis saxiT Tu
rogor unda eqceodnen mamakacebi da qalebi erTmaneTs
sworad.
`Tumca arc qmaria colis gareSe da arc colia qmris

gareSe ufalSi. vinaidan iseve rogorc dedakaci ma-
makacisagan aris, mamakacic dedakacis meoxebiT aris,
xolo yovelive RvTisagan aris.~ (1 korinTelTa 11:11-
12)
yuradReba miaqcieT sityvebs ùflis winaSe~. es agva-

rebs yvela sadao kiTxvas. RmerTis winaSe qalebic da ka-
cebic erTmaneTze arian damokidebulni da uSualod arian
erTmaneTTan dakavSirebulebi. ratom? imitom, rom mama-
kacebic da qalebic Tavdapirvelad RmerTis mier iqnen
Semnilni. mamakacebi da qalebi erTmaneTs unda avsebdnen
da damokidebulebi unda iyvnen erTmaneTze. uflis Tval-
Si qali ara ubralod mamakacis didebaa, igi aseve misTvis
RmerTis kurTxevacaa.
`vinc kargi coli hpova, man sikeTe hpova da uflisagan

madli moixveWa.~ (igavebi 18:22)
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rogor akurTxebs RmerTi Tavis asulebs
SeuZlebelia ver SeamCnio ramdenad Zlier zrunavs

RmerTi Cvenze. Cveni ufali saocaria, radgan axlac ki is
iRebs Tavisi sityvis maxvils raTa daicvas Tavisi asule-
bi. is maxvili, romelic adre Cvens winaaRmdeg gamoiyene-
boda, ufali iyenebs Cvens sasikeTod.
`simarTles iqms ufali da samarTals yofs yvela

CagrulTaTvis.~ (fsalmuni 102:6)
RmerTis asulebi mowodebulni arian ibrZodnen si-

marTlisTvis. sasamarTlos xSirad gamoaqvs erTi an sa-
pirispiro ganaCeni. mxolod erT RmerTs SeuZlia amgvari
samarTliani gadawyvetilebis miReba. adamianebis cxovre-
ba, romelTac gadaitanes Seviwroeba da SiSi, aRivsebian
ufro didi kurTxevebiT, roca RmerTi daiwyebs sakuTari
simarTlis aRsrulebas. igi erTgulia Tavisi aRTqmisa,
rom maradiulad veyvarebiT da Cuqnis Tavis Svilebs sib-
rZnes da Rirseul adgils sazogadoebaSi. Cven vxedavT Tu
rogor imosebian mamakacebi da qalebi mTels msoflioSi
mis ZalaSi erTmaneTis sasikeTod, nacvlad imisa, rom sa-
kuTar iaraRs erTmaneTis winaaRmdeg iyenebdnen.
unda moveqceT sxvebs igivenairad, rogorc isini mog-

veqcnen Cven, Tu unda vixelmZRvaneloT sakuTari simarT-
liT? unda vamcirebdeT sxvebs, imis gamo rom maT Tavad
dagvamcires odesRac? ara, axla dadga dro rom yvelafe-
ri gadavceT RmerTs xelSi. CvenTvis, qalebisTvis, dadga
dro mamakacebi raindebad vaqcioT, mivandoT ra maT sa-
kuTari Rirseba da sakuTari titulebi. aravis SeuZlia
wagvarTvas Rirseba ZaliT, radgan Cven saras asulebis
samefo Stos vekuTvniT. Cven mowodebulni varT msgavsi
pativi mivagoT iesos, Cvens sayvarel mefes, radgan mxo-
lod Cven gvaqvs mocemuli davadgaT es gvirgvini mas Tav-
ze. man pativi gvarguna viwodebodeT misi mefuri saxeliT,
xolo Cven ubralod vubrunebT mas im pativs da didebas,
romelic man ukve daimsaxura. qalebs miendoT misia –
amSvenebdnen qristes sxeuls rogorc sapatarZlos Cveni
uflis dabrunebisTvis.
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mimoixedeT irgvliv: qalebi – iseTebi rogorebadac
iyvnen Seqmnilni, aRdgebian mTels msoflioSi RmerTis
siyvarulisa da WeSmaritebis gacxadebiT da daibruneben
dakargul didebas. me var pasuxi. me brZeni da mSvenieri
var. sxvebs unda gadavce Cemi Rirseba da dideba. me var
yovlisSemZle RmerTis asuli, romelic sxvebSi gamoiwvevs
aRtacebasa da gakvirvebas.
zeciero mamav,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT da madlobas gixdi pri-

vilegiisa da pasuxismgeblobisTvis Sevimoso Sens Rirse-
basa da didebaSi. msurs momqondes kurTxeva yvela ada-
mianis cxovrebaSi, visac vexebi. minda vireklavde Sens
silamazesa da didebulebas, warmovaCende zecis mSvenie-
rebas dedamiwaze. me gamoviyeneb RmerTis sityvis maxvils,
raTa gadavce sxvebs Rirseba da dideba. Cemi sityvebiT
aRvZrav ubralo adamianebSi amaRlebul suls. me gavyvebi
Sens gegmas da vnaxav, Tu rogor aRavsebs Seni Zala deda-
miwas wylebis msgavsad, romlebic okeanes avseben. wamom-
wie da gamaZliere, Seni mefuri asuli, iesos saxeliT. amin.
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Tavi mecxre
raSi mdgomareobs siyvarulis Zala?
filmebi iqca CvenTvis drois Cveulad gatarebis saSu-

alebad, xolo sasiyvarulo istoriebi sayvarel Temad.
savsebiT SesaZlebelia, rom kino iqces xelovnebis erTa-
derT saxeobad, romelsac SeuZlia gaaRviZos Cvens mZina-
re sazogadoebaSi Sebralebis da TanagrZnobis SegrZneba.
RmerTs araferi aqvs am xelovnebis saxeobis sawinaaRmde-
go. mas uxaria kidevac, Tu gamosdis aseTi SemoqmedebiTi
midgomis meSveobiT daibrunos dakarguli Svilebi.
xelovnebis zegavlenis qveS adamianis guli SeiZleba

cota xniT gascdes garSemo samyaros farglebs. filmebi
mimarTaven pirdapir adamianis gonebas, da iyeneben amisaT-
vis gulis enas. maTSi Cadebuli uwyeba aRwevs Cvens suls,
miuxedavad imisa, Cadebuli iqneba masSi aRsaSenebeli Tu
damangreveli idea. filmebs aqvT Zala aRZran CvenSi Rrma
SiSebi da gaaRviZon didi xnis daviwyebuli ocnebebi.
magran RmerTs SeuZlia Seaxamos kargi siuJeti, STam-

beWdavi reJisura da niWieri musika Tavisi WeSmaritebis
gamosacxadeblad da gasavrceleblad. ugunurebi unda
viyoT rom ar gvesmodes Tu rogor SehRaRadebs Cveni sa-
zogadoeba imedze, siyvarulsa da bednierebaze. SesaZle-
belia rom samive xelmisawvdomi iyos CvenTvis kinofilme-
bis dadgmebis saSualebiT, romlebic iseTi didi sulieri
siRrmiT aris aRsavse, romlis gadmocemac Znelia mxolod
sityvebiT.
Cven vxvdebiT rom kinos koncepciaSi ar aris araferi

axali, roca vacnobierebT, rom yoveli adamianis cxov-
reba – calkeuli istoriaa, romlis yvela epozodic Ca-
werilia zecier wignSi. RmerTma gagxadaT Tqven Tavisi
didebuli epopeis monawiled. da Tqveni istoria ar aris
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ubralod cxovreba romeliRac calked aRebuli qalisa an
qristianuli Temisa, _ es aris cxovrebis azris da daniS-
nulebis sakiTxi.
`Cemi Canasaxi ixiles Senma Tvalebma da Sens wignSia

Cawerili dReni Cemi momavlisa, roca jer ar iyo arc
erTi maTgani.~ (fsal. 138:16)
Cven Tavad varT Cveni cxovrebis istoriis avtorebi
asulo, romel istorias mogviyvebodi? deda, ra memk-

vidreobas dautoveb Sens Svilebs? sayvarelo, rogo-
ria Seni siyvarulis istoria? Cems SvilebSi aris raRac
araCveulebrivi. amas vxedav naperwklebiT maT TvalebSi.
me vgrZnob amas musikaSi, romelsac isini usmenen. minda
velaparako maT ganvlili wlebis simaRlidan ise, rom mi-
gebdnen. mxolod siyvaruls SeuZlia gadalaxos drois
SezRudvebi.
Tumca arcerT CvenTagans SeuZlia TavisiT gadawyvitos

Tu rogor daiwyeba misi istoria, magram Cvens ZalebSi
Sedis rom gavlena movaxdinoT imaze, Tu rogor dasrul-
deba igi. nurasodes daeWvdebiT, amJamad mimdinareobs
brZola imisaTvis, Tu rogor dasruldes Tqveni cxovreba.
xSir SemTxvevebSi `hefi-endi~ (bednieri dasasruli) dgeba
mxolod mas Semdeg, rac borotebasTan brZola mogebuli
iqna. Cvens qveyanaze aucilebelia ibrZolo yvelaze um-
niSvnelo wvrilmanebisTvisac. yoveli dRe SeiZleba Seva-
daroT sufTa furcels. Cven Tavad varT Cveni cxovrebis
avtorebi, romlebic vwerT Cvens istorias warmoTqmuli
sityvebisa da miRebuli gadawyvetilebebis meSveobiT. es
erTerTi mizezia, Tu ratomac axdenen Cvenze sxva ada-
mianebis cxovrebis ekranizirebuli istoriebi dauviwyar
STabeWdilebas.
Tavisi miwieri cxovrebis periodSi, ieso istorie-

bis moyolis ostati iyo. igi maradiul uwyebebs fuTav-
da dasuraTebul sityvebSi. igavebis da cxovrebiseuli
SemTxvevebis gamoyenebiT ieso aswavlida Tavis msmenelebs
gakveTilebs mamamisis samefos Sesaxeb. mas surda mieta-
na adamianebamde Tavisi swavleba cxovrebiseuli, maTTvis
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gasagebi ilustraciebiT. abstraqtuli WeSmaritebebi mis
bageebSi gardaiqmneboda gasageb, sasiamovnod mosasmen
moTxrobebad.
SeiZleba imis Tqmac, rom istoria yvela filmis cent-

raluri nawilia, radgan roca ekranze mTavrdeba safina-
lo scena, erTi meores miyolebiT Cvens gonebaSi viwyebT
filmis epozodebis datrialebas. xSirad Cven ara ubra-
lod vkiTxulobT an vismenT istoriebs, aramed Cveni war-
mosaxva gvixatavs maT ise realurad, TiTqos mas Cveni Tva-
lebiT vxedavdeT. Cveni gonebis da gulis siRrmeSi iseni
iZenen formas. Cveni warmosaxvis unaris wyalobiT moqmedi
pirebi da situaciebi iZenen iseT saxes, rogoris micemac
mxolod Cven SegviZlia. siuJetis ganviTarebasTan erTad
isini metad da metad ivseba axali informaciiT.
ras ityviT Tqvens istoriaze? sanam Tqveni `qronikis~

metad aRmafrTovanebeli epozodebi moxdebodes, manam-
de unda gaacnobieroT Tqveni roli masSi. samwuxarod,
Zalian xSirad Cveni èkranizaciebisTvis~ ar gamogvdis
kvalificirebuli msaxiobebis moZebna. pasiurad mivuyve-
biT ra dinebas, vimedovnebT, rom vinme sxva gvikarnaxebs
Cvens rols. Zalian saxifaToa sxvebi gaxado pasuxismge-
beli sakuTari bednierebisTvis. RmerTi yvelaze mTavari
scenaristia, romelsac surs, rom Tqven miiRoT monawile-
oba mis siyvarulis istoriaSi. man ukve dawera TqvenTvis
roli da Cado masSi Tqveni gulis yvela survili.
axsnili siyvaruli da gacxadebuli

urTierTdamokidebuleba
amas winaT vnaxe STambeWdavi kinodrama saxelad `sai-

dumlo tye~. me mimaCnia igi araCveulebrivi sanaxaobis
saukeTeso da praqtikulad ganumeorebel Sedevrad. Tu
Tqven igi imis gamo ar ginaxavT, rom igi saSinelebaTa
filmi aRmoCndeboda, SemiZlia dagarwmunoT, rom es ase
ar aris. es kinonawarmoebi sakmaod sruli da Rrma aris
da rekomendacias mivcemdi yvelas rom enaxaT. ar vici,
ramdenad gamomiva, magram Sevecdebi mogiyveT ramdenime
epizodi am filmidan, sadac rogorc vfiqrob, gadmocemu-
lia siyvarulis arsi.
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warmoidgineT gviani saRamo. aivi, mxiaruli, magram brma
gogo aRmoaCens Tavis aivanze biWs saxelad luci. isini
saubroben mTeli Rame gaTenebamde. roca gogonas CaeZina,
misi stumari Cumad gadis aivanze, raTa ar Seawuxos igi.
magram gaRviZebis Semdeg aivi gamosrialdeba saxlidan da
midis masTan. igi ajavrebs ymawvils da ekiTxeba Tu ratom
movida igi mis aivanze, da ara romelime sxva gogonasTan
sofelSi. ase xumrobiT da TamaSiT aivi cdilobs misgan
siyvarulis axsnas. roca es xerxi ar amarTlebs igi sxva
taqtikas mimarTavs: `Sen me arasakmarisad qalurad mTv-
li? me marTlac momwons biWuri raRaceebi… es Zalian
aRmafrTovanebelia.~
luci arafers pasuxobs, amitom igi agrZelebs: `rogor

axerxeb rCebode mamaci, roca sxvebi kankaleben TavianT
soroebSi damalulni?~
ymawvili pasuxobs udardelad: `me ar vfiqrob imaze,

Tu ra SeiZleba moxdes, aramed imaze Tu risi gakeTebaa
saWiro mocemul momentSi.~
misi pasuxiT gaocebuli gogona wamierad Cumdeba da

Semdeg ekiTxeba: `rodis davqorwindebiT… mecekvebi? Za-
lian miyvars cekva.~
igi dums. aivim icis, rom lucis uyvars igi, da mainc

ratom ar SeuZlia mas uTxras es pirdapir da mouTmenlad
amatebs: `ratom ar SegiZlia pirdapir miTxra, raze fiq-
rob?~
ymawvili mwuxarebiT pasuxobs: `Sen ratom ar SegiZlia

ilaparako yvelaferze rasac fiqrob? ratom cdilob cek-
vaze dampatiJo, roca es roli me mekuTvnis? cekva rom
mindodes dagpatiJeb cekvaze. laparaki rom mindodes pirs
gavaRebdi da sityvebs gamovTqvamdi… ra sargebeli aqvs
Tu getyvi, rom gaRviZebidanve Cems yovel fiqrSi xar?
ra sargebeli aqvs giTxra, rom amis gamo zogjer miWirs
saRad azrovneba da saqmis kargad keTeba? ra sargebels
moitans is, rom giTxra, rom mxolod maSin ganvicdi xolme
SiSs sxvebisnairad, rodesac Sen gamo ganvicdi? amitomac
vzivar Sens aivanze, aivi uoqer! me vSiSob rom rame ar mo-
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givides, da ra Tqma unda, me gecekvebi Cveni qorwinebis
saRamos.~
arcerTs aRar dascdenia sityva. aivi akankalda foTo-

liviT, gaognebuli misi moulodneli reaqciiT. nel-nela
igi xvdeba imas, risi Tqmac undoda lucis, da acremlda.
rogor uecrad Seicvala yvelaferi, roca igi Riad gamou-
tyda mas siyvarulSi! arc erTs ar SeuZlia meores gareSe
cxovreba, luci ixreba da nazad kocnis gogonas.
aivis cxovrebaSi dadga gardamtexi momenti. mas ukve

aRar surs iyos biWis msgavsi. man ipova Tavisi meore na-
xevari adamianSi, romelic mis winaSe dgas. misi qaluri
buneba SeerTdeba masTan ise, rogorc ver SeZlebda sxva
veravisTan. man ipova Tavisi damcveli, xolo biWma – say-
vareli adamiani. gogona misi yvelaze gmiruli saqcielis
mizezia. erT momentSi ori erT mTlian nawilad gadaiq-
ceva. maTi Zlieri mxareebi gaerTiandnen da ipoves erT-
maneTSi danamati. isini sxvadasxvanairebi arian, magram
idealurad uxdebian erTmaneTs. am scenis yurebisas ar
SemeZlo cremlis Sekaveba.
Zala warmoqmnis Zalas
mSvenieria, roca Zala warmoqmnis Zalas. es xdeba maSin,

roca Cveni susti mxareebi gawonaswordeba sxva adamianis
Zlierebis xarjze, xolo Zlieri mxareebi – ufro metad
Zlierdeba. qali iltvis kacisken ara sakuTari sisustis
gamo; igi eZebs masSi im usafrTxi adgils, im adamians, ro-
melsac SeuZlia gaandos Tavisi ocnebebi, visganac SeiZ-
leba sakuTari Zalis mopoveba da romlisTvisac saSiSi
ar ar aris miando sakuTari susti mxareebis dacva. qali
xedavs raRac gansakuTrebuls im adamianis TvalebSi, vis
winaSec mas SeuZlia mTeli cxovrebis gadaSla, visTanac
SeuZlia sakuTari sixarulis da dardis gaziareba, romel-
Tan erTadac SeuZlia aRzardos Svilebi. es mamakaci aris
WurWeli, romlis avsebac mas surs sakuTari sicocxliTa
da siyvaruliT. yvelaferi saukeTeso rac ki mas gaaCnia,
igi mzad aris gadasces mas xelSi. ratom? imitom, rom es
mamakaci mzad aris sakuTari sicocxle gaiRos misTvis.
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zemoT aRweril epizodSi luci gamoutyda, rom aivi
misi erTaderTi sisustea. am aRiarebis mosmeniT axla go-
gonas SeuZlia miandos mas sakuTari Zala. sxvanairi ada-
miani rom yofiliyo, albaT gamoiyenebda am sisustes mis
winaaRmdeg. aivis rom ecxovra Tanamedrove gaxrwnil sa-
zogadoebaSi, SesaZloa, mas misi survilebis da SiSebis ma-
nipulireba daewyo sakuTari piradi miznebiT. Tu Tqven
gagiCndebaT cduneba ase moiqceT, icodeT: manipulaciis
TamaSebSi, saboloo jamSi orive mxare damarcxebulia.
qali kargavs Tavis gavlenis Zalas, xolo kaci kargavs
adamians, visac andobda Tavis guls.
Cveni erTmaneTis saWiroeba ar unda iyos sisuste, rom-

liTac sargebloba SeiZleba, aramed moTxovnilebaa, rom-
liTac unda vamayobdeT. Cven yvelani viZenT axlobel ada-
mians, romelTanac Tavs vigrZnobT rogorc kedlis ukan.
ratom gvWirdeba es? risi dacva gvinda – Cveni Zlieri Tu
susti mxareebis? yoveli, vinc ar afasebs adamians, vinc
mas icavs – ugunuria. qalebi ufro sustebi arian fi-
zikur sferoSi, xolo mamakacebi emociurSi. Cven, qalebi
unda vzrunavdeT mamakacebis gulebze, xolo mamakacebi
Tavis mxriv, unda uzrunvelgvyofdnen Cven da Cveni fi-
zikuri sisustis kompensacias axdendnen. qalbatonebo,
dafiqrdiT, gana arsebobs metad aRmatebuli mowodeba,
vidre iyo gulis damcveli?
gana adamma ar ganacxada, rom eva zustad is aris, rac

mas aklda? evas araferi msgavsi ar uTqvams, roca dainaxa
adami. gana mamakacs ar sWirdeboda Tavidanve qalis uni-
kaluri daxmareba? mas imdenad TanamSromeli ar sWirde-
boda, rogorc Tanamgzavri da misi gulis damcveli. evas
Seqmnamde adami marto iyo, radgan ar aRmoCnda misi ms-
gavsi arc erTi qmnileba; da mainc igi grZnoda, rom mas
hqonda susti adgili – guli.
iyaviT gaxsnili siyvarulisadmi
yvelaferi, rac am cxovrebaSi faseulia, Seicavs Tavis-

Si garkveul risks. siyvaruli dakavSirebulia situaciaze
kontrolis dakargvis da marcxis gancdis saSiSroebasTan,
magram masSi ar aris SiSi. ratom? imitom, rom namdvili
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siyvaruli arasodes marcxdeba. amitom, Tu Tqven aRmo-
aCineT siyvaruli, daicaviT igi nebismieri fasiT. igi ma-
moZravebeli Zala unda iyos yvelaferSi rasac akeTebT.
veravin wagvarTmevs WeSmarit siyvaruls ise, rom Zlieri
tkivili ar mogvayenos. mesmis, rom axla davxate imis sura-
Ti Tu rogor unda iyos yvelaferi idealSi, da ara imisa,
Tu rac sinamdvileSi xdeba. magram mjera, rom am suraT-
Si SeamCnevT WeSmariti siyvarulis anarekls da daiwyebT
moZraobas imedgacruebisgan imedisken.
mas Semdeg, rac siyvarulis Sesaxeb Riad iqna gacxade-

buli, ukan dasaxevi gza aRar aris. es xdeba rogorc mama-
kacsa da qals Soris, iseve qristesa da misTvis sayvarel
sapatarZlos Soris. radgan mas aRar SeuZlia ukan waiRos
Tavisi siyvarulis aRiareba, romelic warmoTqva, roca
jvarze avida CvenTvis. vici, SeiZleba mamakacebma TavianT
sxvadasxva TvisebebiT – mamam, Zmam, megobarma an qmarma
– imedebi gagicrues, magram RmerTi ar izavda amas. mas
ar SeuZlia gviRalatos. mamakacebs SeuZliaT siyvaruli,
xolo RmerTi Tavad aris siyvaruli.
Tu gvinda SevinarCunoT adamianuri urTierTobebi,

Cvens gulebs saSualeba unda mivceT gaxsnilebi iyvnen
siyvarulis gardamqmneli Zalis winaSe.
gaigo Tu ara aivim, rom lucis Zlier uyvarda igi, mas

aRar surda biWebs damgvaneboda. luci moixibla ara imiT,
Tu rogor iqceoda aivi, aramed man Seiyvara igi im Zalis
gamo, romelic masSi aRZra. Tumca aqamde gogona abso-
luturad marto iyo, axla mas veRar warmoedgina Tavisi
cxovreba mis gareSe.
Cven qalebi xom ar viswrafiT viyoT mamakacebis msgavs-

ni imis gamo, rom vocnebobT miviRoT is, risi mocemac maT
SeuZliaT Cvens cxovrebaSi? Cven Cvens uimedo ZiebaSi xom
ar dagvaviwyda imis Sesaxeb, rom maTi damsgavsebiT Cven
veRar mivizidavT maT Cveni unikalurobiT? roca vaswav-
liT maT iyvnen mamakacebi, xom ar gvaviwydeba, ras niSnavs
viyoT qalebi? nuTu ise Zlier gveSinia, rom gvimtyuneben,
rom ver vbedavT vandoT maT Cveni siyvaruli da yvela
Cveni Zlieri Tviseba? ris miRebas vcdilobT sanacvlod,
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Tu vakavebT imas, rasac usasyidlod unda gavcemdeT,
sinamdvileSi xom amisaTvis viyaviT Seqmnilni? gana SiSis
gamo maT sityva ar unda vaTqmevinoT, raTa vcdilobdeT
yovelive xelSi gvekavos da vfiqrobdeT, rom Tu gamud-
mebiT ar vilaparakebT, aravin mogvismens? nuTu dRemde
ise SeSinebulebi varT, rom vcdilobT yoveli situaciis
gakontrolebas, raTa veRaravin mogvayenos tkivili?
modiT kvlav Cvens istorias davubrundeT:
luci mZimed daWres da mas sWirdeba wamlebi, romlis

moZiebac mxolod maTi soflis sazRvrebs gareTaa Sesa-
Zlebeli. aseTi daxmarebisTvis SesaZloa soflis yvela
mcxovrebs mouwios sakuTari Tavisuflebis an sicocxlis
dakargva. aseTi riskis SemcirebisTvis, viRac erTma Cumad
unda datovos sofeli da moitanos saWiro wamlebi. aivi
mimarTavs mamas rCevisTvis.
- me miyvars igi
- vici
- masac vuyvarvar
- vici
- Tu is mokvdeba, yvelaferi, riTac vcocxlob

mokvdeba masTan erTad… gTxov, momeci neba dav-
tovo sofeli da gavemarTo dasaxmareblad. Sen –
Cemi mama xar da me yovelTvis Seni morCili viyavi,
amitom axlac mzad var davemorCilo Sens nebismier
gadawyvetilebas.
Tumca aivi mtkiced aris ganwyobili, igi ar cdilobs

daemuqros mamas da `zewola~ moaxdinos masze Tavisi emo-
ciebiT. mis sityvebSi JRers ukvdavi WeSmaritebebis – si-
yvarulis, erTobis, ndobis, morCilebis da pativiscemis
bgerebi. rogor SeiZleba mas, aseT wrfels, darwmunebuls,
uari uTxra?
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aivis mama xvdeba, rom Svili marTalia. safrTxis qveS
dgas ara mxolod lucis sicocxle – aramed misi qaliS-
vilis sicocxlec damokidebulia am daWrili ymawvilis
momavalze. aivis sityvebi `yvelaferi, riTac vcocxlob~
gadmogvcemen raRacas, rac Cvens sazogadoebaSi, romelic
dRevandeli dRiT cxovrobs, xSirad gvaviwydeba. igi mama-
misis STamomavalia, mxolod siyvarulis Zalis wyalobiT
SeuZlia mas gaagrZelos misi STamomavloba. ratom? imi-
tom, rom siyvarulis gareSe veraferi ver gaZlebs, rasac
gaaCnia WeSmariti faseuloba.
`… siyvaruli ar mqondes, araraoba viqnebodi.~ (1 kor.

13:2)
Cven SegviZlia gadavceT Cvens STamomavlebs mravali

materialuri sikeTe, magram Tu ver SevZlebT damtkice-
bas, rom amas maTdami siyvaruliT vakeTebT, saboloo jam-
Si es sikeTeebi maTTvis araraobad iqceva. seqsi siyvaru-
lis gareSe araferia. fuli siyvarulis gareSe araferia.
urTierTobebi siyvarulis gareSe Zalian zedapirulia da
Sedegad mxolod martoobas moitanen. axali sicocxle
ibadeba siyvarulis wyalobiT. SiSi – siyvarulis mTavari
mteria, magram siyvaruls ZaluZs daamarcxos da gaanadgu-
ros igi.
`siyvarulSi ar aris SiSi, aramed srulyofili siyvar-

uli sdevnis SiSs.~ (1 ioane 4:18)
iyavi siyvaruliT marTuli
aivis mama gzavnis mas gzaze da agrovebs soflis ux-

ucesebs, rom amcnos maT. Cndeba kiTxva: rogor gabeda
man safrTxis qveS daeyenebina amdeni adamianis sicocxle
maTgan oris siyvarulis gadasarCenad? mamamisi jansaRad
ganmartavs, Tu ram aRZra igi aseTi gadawyvetilebis mis-
aRebad: `gindaT maradiulad icxovroT? swored am axal-
gazrda adamianebSi devs Cveni momavali… diax, me gavriske.
imedi maqvs, rom momavalSic meyofa Zala, rom gavrisko
yvelafriT marTali da Rirseuli saqmis gamo.~
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Semdeg ibadeba meore kiTxva: ratom aivi? rogor Sei-
Zleboda arCevani gaCerebuliyo gogoze da Tanac brmaze?
- rogor gabede misi gagzavna? igi xom brmaa.
- igi siyvaruliT aris marTuli. samyaro siyvarulis

irgvliv brunavs da mis winaSe qeds ixris.~
o, Cven rom gvesmodes es da davdiodeT am WeSmaritebaSi!

mxolod maSin, roca vswavlobT gviyvardes da uarvyofT
SiSs, aRmovaCenT, rom Cvenc upiroboT vuyvarvarT. nu Se-
gaSinebT Cemi sityvebi. Tqvens garSemo myofi adamianebi ar
Seicvlebian jadosnuri joxis aqneviT, samagieroT Seicv-
lebiT Tqven. Tqven kvlav SeiZenT Tavisuflebas. samyaro
kankalebs qalis winaSe, romelic gadawyvetilebas Rebu-
lobs uyvardes, yovelgvari SiSis uaryofiT. siyvaruli
ar aris erTaderTi iaraRi, romlis meSveobiTac ibrZvian
qalebi; da mainc es Cveni Tavdacvis ZiriTadi iaraRia. is-
eve, rogorc RmerTis sityva, siyvaruli aris Cveni max-
vili da aRTqma.
erTi wuTiT wigni gadadeT gverdze da sakuTar Tavs

hkiTxeT: ratom giZneldebaT, rom mTeli guli mamakacs
gadasceT?
maxsovs, rom Tavad meSinoda myvareboda Cemi qmari

mTeli guliT, imis SiSiT, rom ganqorwinebis SemTxvevaSi
ver gadavitandi aseT dartymas. ase vfiqrobdi Cveni qor-
winebis pirvel wlebSi. me yovelTvis vcdilobdi Tavis
aridebas, roca mas surda Cemi gulSi Cakvra. maviwydebo-
da aRTqmis Sesaxeb, romelic man momca Cveni qorwinebis
dors, da Tavs vimarTlebdi imiT, rom yvela mamakaci mid-
is… adre Tu gvian.
ramdenime wlis ganmavlobaSi jons mouwia wvaleba im

tkivilis gamo, romelic me momayenes warsulSi. maxsovs,
rogor mkiTxa man erTxel: `bolos da bolos, rodis en-
dobi Cems sityvebs rom miyvarxar? ra asakSi unda viyoT,
roca movdundebiT da davtkbebiT erToblivi cxovrebiT…
samocdaaTis? asec rom iyos, mzad var velodo; ubralod
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meCveneba, rom Zalian bevrs vkargavT Cvens cxovrebaSi.~
misma kiTxvam gamomafxizla, TiTqos wyali gadamasxes

Tavze. mzad var gavrisko, rom vigrZno usazRvro siyvar-
uli? Tu gavagrZeleb Cems cixe-simagreSi cxovrebas da
arasodes gavuxsni qmars Cemi gulis karebs?
ra Tqma unda, yvelas gvWirdeba usafrTxo adgili da

Cven SegviZlia gviyvardes sxvebi mxolod imitom, rom
pirvelma qristem Segviyvara Cven. magram modiT mainc ga-
davceT Tavi siyvaruls da saSualeba mivceT mis Zalas
mogvaSoros nebismieri SiSi urTierTobebSi.
sxvebis aRSeneba
radganac qalebi gulebis damcvelebi arian, maT gaaC-

niaT sxvebis gamagrebis da gamxnevebis unari. roca am
niWs garSemomyofebsac vuziarebT, Cvenc aucileblad av-
maRldebiT. rogor xdeba es? Cven avamaRlebT sxvebs imiT,
rom maT cxovrebaSi vacxadebT Zalas sisustis magivrad.
me ar mogiwodebT, rom Tvalebs xuWavdeT sxvebis aSkara
naklovanebebsa da sisusteebze. ubralod ar Rirs maTze
saubari yovel xelsayrel momentSi. imis nacvlad rom
msjelobdeT sxvis naklovanebebze, mogiwodebT gamoiye-
noT Tqveni niWi adamianebis im sferoebSi gasamagreblad,
sadac isini sustebi arian. dadga dro vilaparakoT ara
problemaze, aramed mis gamosavalze. adamianebis umrav-
lesobam icis sakuTari sisusteebis Sesaxeb, magram maT
yvelas sWirdebaT is, rom vinmem mianiSnos maTi susti mxa-
reebis Sesaxeb. gana amas ar akeTebs RmerTi CvenTvis? man
garemogvicva imedis, sicocxlis, aRTqmebis da aRdgenis
sityvebiT. ase, igi imis magaliTs gvaZlevs Tu rogor unda
aRvadgendeT Cvens irgvliv myofTa sicocxleebs.
`da aRadgen SengniT saukuno nangrevebs. ganamtkiceb

ZvelTaZvel safuZvlebs da dagerqmeva Sengreulis
SemomRobeli, sacxovreblad gzebis ganmaaxlebeli.~
(esaia 58:12)
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Cvens Soris mainc arian adamianebi, romlebsac ar sjer-
aT, rom nangrevebSi cxovreba ar aris Cveni xvedri. Tqven
– mefis asuli xarT, aRWurvili misi ZaliT aSenoT, ga-
naaxloT da aRadginoT. Tqven SegiZliaT iyoT gamosavali
problemebidan da aRadginoT is gzebi, romlebic adre
akavSirebdnen am qveyanaze mcxovreb adamianebs.
igavebis me-14 Tavi iwyeba aseTi sityvebiT:
`brZeni qali aSenebs Tavis saxls, suleli ki angrevs

mas sakuTari xeliT.~ (muxli 1)
aq aRwerili arCevani mdgomareobs SemdegSi: Cven Seg-

viZlia an avaSenoT Cveni saxli sakuTari sityvebiT, an da-
vangrioT igi sakuTari xelebiT. xelebi imas warmoadgens,
rasac Cveni bunebrivi ZalebiT vakeTebT. amaSi SeiZleba
kritika da wuwunic Sediodes. brZen qalebs esmiT, rom
sicocxle da sikvdili enis ZalauflebaSia, da amitom isi-
ni dafiqrebulad arCeven sityvebs. mamakacebs da qalebs
xSirad sWirdebaT gamxneveba sxvadasxva sferoebSi da sx-
vadasxvanairad. qalebisTvis es gamoixateba siyvarulsa da
gagebaSi, maSin roca kacebisTvis – aRtacebasa da pati-
viscemaSi maT mimarT.
SemiZlia dagarwmunoT, rom miuxedavad Tqveni sqesisa,

Tqveni kritika saboloo jamSi Tqvens winaaRmdeg iTama-
Sebs. Tumca scenidan ZiriTadad qalebs mivmarTav xolme,
saxlSi mxolod mamakacebis garemocvaSi vcxovrob. Cems
saxlSi erTaderTi qali me var, romelic xuT mamakacTan
erTad cxovrobs erTi saxuravis qveS. sakmaod sainte-
resoa cxovrobde amdeni raodenobis testosterons So-
ris. da damijereT – ara mxolod qalebis daWra SeiZleba
uxeSi sityviT.
kritika iseve mtkivneulad ikbineba, rogorc maxvilis

wveti. igi azianebs ganurCevlad kacsac da qalsac, Wris
adamianTa gulebs da asustebs maT suls. igavebis 12:18-Si
weria: `zogi ise laparakobs, TiTqos maxviliT Cxvletdes.~
Tu gamovxatavT kritikasa da gankiTxvas maxvilis wvetis
saxiT, maSin sikeTe, Tavis mxriv, aris maxvilis brtyeli
mxare, romlis meSveobiTac SeiZleba adamianis amaRleba,
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misi gamxnevebiTa da STagonebiT. imis gamo, rom RmerTis
xatad varT Seqmnilni, man mogvca Cven unari vqmnideT si-
tyvebiT. misi sityva yvelaze mTavari, yvelaze Zlieri ma-
xvilia, magram usiyvarulod naTqvam sityvebs SeuZliaT
ngrevis motanac. igavebis wigni qalis unars, aamaRlos da
gaamagros sxvebi, aRwers Semdegi sityvebiT:
`pirs xsnis igi sibrZniT da wyalobis rjulia mis

enaze.~ (31:26)
am muxlSi dafarulia raRac ufro didi vidre SeiZle-

ba mogveCvenos erTi SexedviT. upirvelesyovlisa, swored
sibrZne unda aRgvZravdes laparakisTvis. sibrZnes amag-
rebs intuicia da goneba, romelTac SeuZliaT dagvexmaron
gaveqceT usiamovnebebs, - es situaciis qvecnobieri gage-
baa, romelic dafuZnebulia uxilav samyaros danaxvaSi.
aravis SeuZlia mamakacis potencialis danaxva cxovrebaSi
ise, rogorc mas qali xedavs. aravis SeuZlia adamianebis
ise mimarTva cxovrebis gzaze, rogorc qali ayenebs Tavis
Svilebs; amis msgavsi araferi ar aris, rasac SeeZlebo-
da moetana aseTi gankurneba, rogorc imisi gacnobiereba,
rom Tqven gigebT qali, romelmac icis Tqveni sisusteebi
da miuxedavad amisa uyvarxarT Tqveni Zlieri mxareebis
gamo.
magram Cveni sxva adamianebze gavlenis moxdenis unari

ar Semoifargleba amiT. brZeni qalebi –saCuqaria Tavian-
Ti erisaTvis. roca qali mTeli Tavisi cxovrebiT irek-
lavs silamazes, iqceva gonivrulad, icavs bibliur mcne-
bebs da sibrZniT saubrobs, igi xdeba saukeTeso RmerTis
iaraRi xalxis gasamxneveblad. ratom amSvenebdnen gemebis
mSeneblebi TavianTi gemebis cxvirebs qalebis figurebiT?
es skulpturebi, romlebic ireklavdnen qalis silamazesa
da Zalas, stimuls aZlevdnen mezRvaurebs gaevloT yve-
laze saSiS StormebSic ki. ratom arqmevdnen isini TavianT
gemebs qalis saxelebs? SesaZloa, swored qalis suli, ro-
melic imyofeboda gemze, izidavda maT saxlSi Soreuli
mogzaurobebis Semdeg. qalebi avseben cariel oTaxebs
siyvaruliTa da mzrunvelobiT, qmnian ra maTSi saxlis
atmosferos.
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qalebi – rbili pasuxia, romelsac SeuZlia Zlieri
risxvis mogerieba. es arian martoxela dedebi, romlebic
mzad arian iSromon kapikebze, raTa janmrTelad ixilon
TavianTi Svilebi. es is kompetenturi biznes-qalebi arian,
romlebic aswavlian TavianT axal TanamSromlebs. isini
mkacrebi arian da amavdroulad nazebi. isini gvanan wynar,
mSvid xmas qariSxalis SuagulSi. isini – arian sasiamovno
iavnana bnel da mousvenar Rames.
roca sikeTes borotad iyeneben
Tu Tqven gaqvT gulebis gamagrebis, damSvidebis da gan-

kurnebis Zala maTTan Rrma Sexebis meSveobiT, maSin cxa-
dia Tqven gaqvT Zala erTi araswori sityviT adamians mi-
ayenoT didi ziani.
- deda, Tu SeiZleba aRar mouSva igi (gogo) CemTan, - Ca-

mCurCula Cemma biWma, roca mas dasaZineblad vawvendi. me
da jons erTerTi iSviaTTagani romantiuli paemani gvqon-
da, da saxlSi davrbrundiT aTi saaTis Semdeg. es samuSao
dRe iyo da amitomac gagvikvirda, rom Cveni umcrosi Svi-
li davinaxeT rogor Camodioda kibeebze Cvens Sesaxved-
rad. igi aSkarad elodeboda Cvens dabrunebas, usmenda ra
farexis karebis Wrials. ardeni Zlier Cagvexuta orives,
Semdeg mTxova koRos nakbenebis gamo qavilisgan gaRizia-
nebul xelebze malamo wamesva. amoviRe afTiaqidan iodi
da saxvevi da Sevudeqi saqmes. vgrZnobdi rom Cems Svils
raRac awuxebda, magram vifiqre, rom daZinebamde mas ub-
ralod surda mSoblis moferebis da yuradRebis porcia
mieRo. am droisTvis ukve yvela Cvenma Svilma gaiRviZa.
joni Seecada, rom isini kvlav dabrunebuliyvnen sawolSi,
Tumca ardens CvenTan darCena surda.
- deda, Semoxval rom makoco Zilis win?
- ki, amoval SenTan ramdenime wuTSi, _ davarwmune igi.
roca Sevedi mis oTaxSi aRmovaCine, rom damaluliyo

orsarTuliani sawolis meore sarTulze, baliSebSi. ver
davinaxe, magram momesma misi Sewuxebuli xma.
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- deda, Tu SeiZleba, aRar misce mas ufleba rom CvenTan
saxlSi modiodes. Sevecade kibiT avsuliyavi mis sawolze.
- arden, visze laparakob? ra moxda? – daviwye gamok-

iTxva, da man momiyva patara gogos, saerTo nacnobis Ses-
axeb.
- man me raRac Zalian cudi miTxra, _ gaagrZela man.

Cveni saubari gaigona misma ufrosma Zmam, alekma, romelic
qveda sawolSi iwva da hkiTxa:
- da ra giTxra man?
ardeni meryeobda, TiTqos mas rcxvenoda im sityvebis

gameoreba, Semdeg Tqva:
- man miTxra rom vZulvar. man miTxra: àrden, me Sen

mZulxar!~
neba momeciT SegaxsenoT, rom Cems umcros Svils hyavs

sami ufrosi Zma, amitom mas pirvelad ar gaugonia Tavis
mimarT Seuracxyofa. magram, amjerad sxva ram moxda. es
gogo wrfelad da sruliad uaryofda mas, rogorc ada-
mians da igi grZnobda amas. gogos sityvebma mis gulSi
SeaRwies. veWvob, rom es gogo xvdeboda, rom ase Zlier
daWra igi.
- arden, vfiqrob, mas ar ugulisxmia is, rac Tqva.

zogjer, roca gogoebi brazdebian, isini amboben iseT ra-
meebs, rasac ar gulisxmoben.
man eWvisTvaliT Semomxeda. me gavagrZele:
- vfiqrob, mas ar undoda Seni wyena. modiT erTad

vilocoT da locvaSi mivutevoT mas. kibeebze Camosvli-
sas sakuTar Tavs vekiTxebodi, Tu ratom daWres ase Zli-
er am gogos sityvebma igi. vfiqrob, mas guli atkina iman,
Tu ramdenad emociurad warmoTqva man Tavisi sityvebi. da
Tumca ardeni gaanawyenes Cvens saxls gareT, mas surda,
rom davpirebodi, rom Cvens saxlSi mas aravin arasodes ar
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gaanawyenebda ise, rogorc is gogo. marTlac, araferia im-
denad gulsatkeni, ramdenadac grZnobde daucvelad Tavs
sakuTar saxlSi.
qalebs SeuZliaT daWra
am SemTxvevam kidev erTxel damafiqra gansxvavebebze

biWebsa da gogoebs Soris. vfiqrob, qalebi ufro metad
arian damokidebulni TavianT emociebze vidre mamakacebi.
mamakacebisTvis emociebi xSir SemTxvevaSi maTi susti mx-
area, radgan isini ar arian ise mWidrod kavSirSi maTTan,
rogorc qalebi. es imas niSnavs, rom qalebs SeuZliaT ma-
makacebis metad daWra, vidre vinmes, radgan Cven gvaqvs
misadgomeli maT yvelaze mTavar organosTan – gulTan.
minda vaRiaro, Cems cxovrebaSi araerTxel gamicruvda
imedebi mamakacebze, magram yvelaze metad guli damiWres
swored qalebma.
modiT cota xniT davbundeT skolaSi. SesaZloa, bi-

Webs, Tqveni reaqciiT dainteresebulebs, araerTxel
daurtyiaT TqvenTvis sportul moedanze. Tu Tqven ar
migiyenebiaT sapasuxo dartyma an reagireba mogixdeniaT
wyenaze cremlebis gareSe, amiT SeZlebdiT maTi megobro-
bisa da pativiscemis mopovebas. sportul moedanze biWebi
iyvnen mefeni da TavianTsa da gogoebs Soris damokideb-
ulebas amyarebdnen fizikuri Zalis meSveobiT. amiT aixs-
neba uamravi sportis saxeobac, romlebic aris mamakacebis
mcdeloba moZebnon maTSi mduRare testosteronisaTvis
gamosavali. gogoebi ki sportul moedanze sul sxvanairad
iqceodnen. isini iyofodnen wyvilebad an mcire jgufebad
da iwyebdnen CurCuls, andobdnen ra erTamaneTs TavianT
saidumloebebs. Tqven erTerT aseT jgufSi SediodiT, an
martoobaSi rCebodiT. SesaZloa, gogoebi ar gcemdnen, ma-
gram maT SeeZloT Tqveni Tmebze moqaCva an xelis kvra,
Tu ar iyaviT maTi kompaniis nawili. maSin, roca biWebs
uxarodaT is, rom ar itireT, gogoebi piriqiT, TiTqosda
cdilobdnen aeZulebineT rom getiraT.
saerTod ar mikvirs is, rom Cven axla mivediT sazoga-

doebis iseT mdgomareobasTan, sadac gogoebSi ar fasobs
iseTi Tvisebebi, rogorebicaa silamaze, mzrunveloba,
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sibrZne da sinaze. nuTu imisaTvis, rom gadavrCeT iseT
pirobebSi, sadac fasobs sqesebis Taviseburebani, CvenSi,
qalebSi evolucia moxda, da gamovimuSaveT CvenSi Tavis
gatanis uxeSi Cvevebi? Tu Cven ar SegviZlia mamakacebis
fizikurad cema, gana unda SevutioT maT Cveni emociuri
ZaliT? nuTu amas hqvia `sqesebs Soris brZola~, roca
erTi sqesis warmomadgenlebi ugunurad uteven meores
warmomadgenlebs sust adgilebSi? da, bolos da bolos,
risTvis vibrZviT Cven saerTod?
met naklebad, qalebi ufro advilad avlenen Tavi-

anT grZnobebs vidre mamakacebi. es imas niSnavs, rom Cven
SegviZlia ukeT avaSenoT urTierTobebi, raTa yvelam mi-
iRos amiT sargebeli. Cvili gogoebis umravlesoba iwyebs
laparaks (da saqoTneze dajdomas) ufro adre, vidre maTi
Tanatoli biWebi. gogoebi ara mxolod iwyeben calkeuli
sityvebis warmoTqmas, aramed umravlesobas sruli wina-
dadebebis warmoTqma SeuZliaT, maSin roca biWebi urT-
ierToben ZiriTadad Jestebisa da ukavSiro sityvebis meS-
veobiT.
arasodes damaviwydeba is SemTxveva, roca pirvelad

Cemi TvalebiT davinaxe gansxvaveba orive sqesis Cvilebs
Soris. roca erTxel Cemi megobris gogo damitoves misaxe-
dad, davsvi igi da Cemi biWi (romelic gogoze eqvsi TviT
ufrosi iyo) maRal sabavSvo skamebze, rom meWmia. gogom
frTxilad cera da saCvenebeli TiTebiT aiRo TefSidan
TiTo barda da delikaturad Caido pirSi. Cemma biWma ki,
Tavis mxriv, gaWylita bardebi muStiT, aiRo xelSi, xolo
Semdeg Seecada xeli pirSi Caeyo idayvamde. me gakvirvebu-
li vakvirdebodi am yvelafers da mivedi daskvnamde, rom
biWebsa da gogoebs Soris aSkarad didi sxvaobaa.
radgan TamaSSi saxelwodebiT `cxovreba~ kaci da qali

erT gundSi TamaSoben, aucilebelia vavsebdeT erTmaneTs
Zlieri mxareebiT. nacvlad imisa, rom vakritikebdeT ma-
makacebs imis gamo, rom maT ar SeuZliaT sakuTari emo-
ciebis gamovlena, Cven delikaturad unda gavakeToT es
maT magivrad. nacvlad imisa, rom TiTs vatakebdeT maT
sisusteebs, Cven unda gavawonasworoT isini Cveni Zlieri
mxareebiT. roca isini bardas muStiT Wyleten, Cven Tava-
zianad davukraT taSi maTi gamarjvebis gamo.
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patara magaliTi am Temaze. me mergo pativi redaqtire-
ba gamekeTebina Cemi meuRlis wignebis umravlesobisTvis.
Tavidan cota miWirda: me gamudmebiT mivaniSnebdi qmars
Secdomebze, vakritikebdi ra yovel Tavs Cemi poziciidan.
meCveneboda, rom ase vexmarebodi jons gamxdariyo metad
srulyofili da vamdidrebdi mas sasargeblo rCevebiT da
amiT aRvWurvavdi mas momavali wignebisTvis. Turme vcde-
bodi. sinamdvileSi, me vangrevdi mis gabedulebas da mis
wignebSi Semqonda Cemi piradi stili.
bolos da bolos, yvelafers mivxvdi: Cemi movaleoba

iyo ki ar mekritikebina misi wignebi, aramed Cemi Zlieri
mxareebiT davxmarebodi mas. am gamocxadebis miRebis Sem-
deg me sruliad sxva damokidebulebiT daviwye Sroma.
nacvlad imisa, rom mimeTiTebina qmrisTvis yovel nawyve-
tze, romlebic meCveneboda, rom Sesacvleli iyo, vcdi-
lobdi gamego, Tu konkretulad ris mitanas cdilobda
igi mkiTxvelebTan am nawyvetiT. roca gadavcemdi jons
Cems mier gadakeTebul Tavebs, gamovdiodi misi kabineti-
dan, da mas saSualebas vaZlevdi martos waekiTxa Cems mier
gadakeTebuli Tavebi. (iqamde me yovelTvis videqi mis mx-
ars ukan da velodebodi aRfrTovanebul gamoxmaurebas
Cems gakeTebul Sromaze.) am jerze igi gamovarda kabi-
netidan gabrwyinebuli: `Sen damexmare es azri gamomexata
zustad ise, rogorc me mindoda!~
igi imdenad aRfrTovanebuli iyo, rom me momiwia am Ta-

vis garedaqtireba kidev erTxel, raTa mas ufro zustad
gadmoeca misi azrebi. jonma momando Tavisi sisuste (`me
vici risi Tqma minda, magram ar var darwmunebuli, rogor
movaxerxo es ukeT~), xolo me davubrune mas sapasuxod
Cemi Zlieri mxare. man miiRo aRSeneba da gamxneveba. me mi-
vxvdi, Tu zustad risi Tqma surda mas, da mkiTxvelebs es
ufro zustad gadaveci.
Tqven RmerTis gulis damcveli xarT. Tqven – arxi

xarT, romliTac mas SeuZlia Tavisi siyvarulis gadmoR-
vra am daWril da momakvdav qveynierebaze. nacvlad imisa,
rom ebrZodeT sxva adamianebs, SegviZlia davicvaT maTi
gulebi da gavaRviZoT maTSi maTi xasiaTis Zlieri Tvise-
bebi? mamakacebsac da qalebsac swyuriaT ixilon Tqvens
cxovrebaSi RmerTis siyvarulis Zala. rogor SeZlebT
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sxva adamianis sisusteebis sakuTar Tavze aRebas da maT
gaZlierebas? rogor gaakeTebdiT amas:
Tqveni meuRlis cxovrebaSi, Tqveni Svilebisa da mTeli

ojaxis cxovrebaSi? Tqveni megobrebis cxovrebaSi?
ras ityodiT Tqvens cxovrebaze? miscemdiT siyvaruls

saSualebas gixelmZRvaneloT da wamogwioT Tqveni Zlieri
Tvisebebis gamoyenebiT? miiReT gadawyvetileba ilapara-
koT sakuTar Tavze is, rasac RmerTi iZaxis Tqvenze:
`saukuno siyvaruliT Segiyvare,… amis gamo migizide

wyalobiT. kidev agaSeneb…~ (ieremia 31:3-4)
`Sen amogirCia ufalma, Senma RmerTma, rom iyoT misT-

vis unj xalxad yvela xalxTagan, romelnic dedamiwis
zurgze arseboben.~ (meore rjuli 7:6)
modiT vilocoT:
zeciero mamav, movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT. minda

Sevicno Seni siyvarulis Zala. msurs, rom Cemi cxovreba
ireklavdes am Zalas yovel sferosa da urTierTobaSi.
minda sxvebs vaZlierebde, da ara vasustebde maT saku-
Tari kritikiT. minda viyenebde Cems bageebs imisaTvis,
rom vaSenebde da avamaRlebde sxva adamianebis cxovrebas,
da ara rom vangrevde maT. me vRebulob Sens siyvaruls
da mwams, rom SenTvis me – gansakuTrebuli, rCeuli sa-
ganZuri var. mwams, rom Sen gaqvs Zala, moawyo Cemi gza. me
gadmogcem Cemi cxovrebis yovel damtvreul, dangreul
sferos. dae, iyos Seni neba; Cems sisusteebs Sens xelT
gadmogcem, mama. dafare isini Seni ZaliT. suliwmidis Za-
liT gamoavline Seni siyvaruli CemSi da Cemi meSveobiT
sxva adamianebis cxovrebaSi. amin.
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Tavi meaTe
orni erTi guliT

wels me viyavi konferenciaze, sadac erTerTma gamoms-
vlelma axsena Cveni planetis kritikuli mdgomareobis
Sesaxeb. misma ubralo sityvebma imdenad Rrmad amaRelves,
rom dRemde ver viviwyeb maT. ra Tqma unda, sakmarisia
irgvliv gaixedo da es WeSmariteba cxadi gaxdeba yoveli
CvenTaganisaTvis. magram me gamaogna ara Tavad faqtma ar-
amed damaintriga kiTxvam: ratom sWirs dedamiwas raRac?
iseTi gamovlinebebi, rogoricaa siyvaruli, pativis-

cema, dacva da Tavazianoba, - ubralod gasaRebi ki ar
aris warmatebuli qorwinebis da axlo urTierTobebis
aRsaSeneblad, isini warmoadgenen samaradiso principebs,
romelTac SeuZliaT aRadginon is, rac dakarguli iqna
kacebis da qalebis mier – dedamiwaze batonobis Zalau-
fleba. daakvirdiT, me ar miTqvams `dominireba~. domini-
reba – RmerTis niWebis da Zalis gamoyenebaa sakuTar in-
teresebSi.
`ca – cad uflisaTvis, xolo qveyana misca kacTa Svi-

lebs.~ (fsalmuni 113:24)
dominireba dakavSirebulia marTvasTan, Zalauflebasa

da kontrolTan. es sityva gviCvenebs gavlenis sferos.
mas SeiZleba aseTi ganmarteba mivceT: is, vis Zalaufle-
baSic imyofeba miwa, romelsac marTavs mflobeli an
gamoxatavs Zalauflebas teritoriaze. ra vuyaviT Cvens
mmarTvelobas? nebismieri Zalaufleba, kacs mieca igi Tu
qals, imisaTvis aris gankuTvnili rom emsaxuros sxva ada-
mianebs, daexmaros maT zrdasa da ganviTarebaSi. mmarT-
velobis daniSnulebis ganmarteba mocemulia dabadebis
wignSi, roca RmerTma daayena kaci da qali edemis baRSi
da ubrZana maT ebatonaT da gamravlebuliyvnen da aev-
soT dedamiwa. maTi batonoba emsaxureboda dedamiwis da
yvela cocxali arsebis keTildReobas. xolo dominirebas
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orni erTi guliT
sikeTe moaqvs mxolod mflobelisTvis maT xarjze, vinc
mas eqvemdebareba. roca kacma da qalma dakarges sakuTari
ufleba mmarTvelobaze, anu gavlenaze, romelic hqondaT
dedamiwaze, amiT dazaralda yvelaferi, rac maT Zalau-
flebis qveS imyofeboda.
`da akurTxa isini RmerTma da uTxra maT: inayofiereT

da gamravldiT, da aRavseT qveyana da daeufleT mas; da
batonobdeT zRvis Tevzebze da ciur frinvelebze da
yovel cxovelze… aha, mogeciT Tqven yoveli balaxi,
Teslis mTesveli, romelic miwis pirzea da yoveli xe,
romelzec Teslis mTesveli nayofia _ saWmelad … da
ixila RmerTma yovelive, rac Seqmna, da Zalze kargi
iyo.~ (dabadeba 1:28-31)
me miyvars es muxli, sadac naTqvamia imis Sesaxeb, Tu

rogor akurTxa RmerTma adamianebi. SeiZleba SeniSnoT ra
aRtacebiT aniWebs RmerTi adamians Zalauflebas. SeuZle-
belia wmida werilis am adgilis mniSvnelovnebis zedme-
tad xazgasma: RmerTma akurTxa kacic da qalic, Semdeg ki
Tqva, rom es `Zalian kargia~. roca isini erTad iyvnen, maT
ar hqondaT susti mxareebi da naklovanebebi. maTi saerTo
bunebis yoveli aspeqti srulyofili iyo.
mamakacebis da qalebis wvlili saerTo saqmeSi
es kurTxeva dResac ZalaSia, radgan Cveni survilisame-

br mas SeuZlia cxovelyos yvelaferi, rac Cven SeiZleba
dagvWirdes. RmerTma adams da evas didi saCuqari gaukeTa.
maT miiRes gankargulebaSi dedamiwa misi sisavsiT. magram,
Cven, maT STamomavlebs, arasodes gvigvrZnia, rom Cveni
Zalauflebis qveS imyofebodes dedamiwa da misi savseba.
axlaxans, roca vimyofebodi alaskis mTebSi, gamaoca

aRuwereli silamazis panoramam. verc ki warmomedgina,
rom dedamiwaze arsebobs aseTi didebuli adgilebi. Tum-
ca axla, codvis dacemidan aTasobiT wlis Semdeg Cvens
Tvalebs SeuZliaT xedavdnen uwindeli didebis mxolod
mcire nawils dedamiwaze. xolo pirveli wyvili tkbeboda
misi pirvandeli silamaziT; mas ekuTvnoda yvelaferi, rac
aucilebelia wesrigis dasacavad dedamiwaze, amitomac
dedamiwa misi mmarTvelobis qveS yvavoda.
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adamma daiwyo Tavisi mmarTveloba imiT, rom yvela
cxovels saxeli misca. aman ganapiroba wesrigi da rolebis
swori ganawileba mTels cxovelTa samyaroSi. magaliTad,
ZiriTadi terminebi `qmnileba~ da `cxoveli~ dayofili
iqna adamis mier mraval saxeobad – cxeni, ZaRli, arwivi,
Tevzi da a.S. – da yvelafers gauCnda sakuTari saxeli,
wyvili da sacxovrebeli garemo.
Semdeg, istoriis scenaze gamoCnda eva da Seitana saerTo

saqmeSi urTierTobebis aSenebis Tavisi niWi. igi SeuerTda
adams, ris Sedegadac maT Soris Tavidan jer megobroba
gaCnda, Semdeg seqsualuri siaxlove, ramac Svilebis ga-
Cena gamoiwvia. evas gamoCenamde adams hqonda Tesli, ma-
gram ar hqonda bostani, sadac daTesavda mas. amitomac
mis Tesls ar SeeZlo nayofis motana. qalis gaCenamde
mamakacs hqonda sakvebis siuxve, ubralod aravin hyavda,
visTanac SeZlebda mis ganawilebas, aravin, vinc mixvde-
boda Tu ra gemo hqonda am yvelafers misTvis. aravin iyo,
visTan erTadac igi erTad iocnebebda. evas gareSe adami
Caketili iyo sakuTar TavSi, magram evam misi cxovreba
gaafarTova yovel mis gamovlinebaSi. Tavidanve, mamaka-
cis saqme iyo rolebis ganawileba da wesrigis damyareba,
xolo qalebis – axlo urTierTobebis da ojaxuri atmos-
feros Seqmna.
Zalaufleba misi swori gagebiT eZleva adamians sxvebis

dacvis da mxardaWeris uzrunvelyofisTvis da iSviaTad
eZleva mxolod erTis, misi mflobelis sasikeTod. igi
gadaecema maT kompleqtSi valdebulebebTan mis winaSe,
vinc misca es Zalaufleba. adamianebi iniSnebian garkveul
Tanamdebobebze wesrigis dasamyareblad raTa yvelani ir-
gvliv yvavodnen. Tu Zalauflebas arasworad iyeneben, igi
saboloo jamSi Tavis Tavdapirveli miznebis winaaRmdeg
imoqmedebs.
magaliTad, damqiraveblebi, romlebic iyeneben TavianT

pozicias sakuTari angarebisaTvis, male aRmoaCenen, rom
maT mier dasaqmebulebi muSaoben mxolod TavianTi kuT-
vnili xelfasis misaRebad da ara miZRvniT, rom iseTi ram
aaSenon, rac ayvavdeba. aseTi xelmZRvanelebi mcdarad Tv-
lian, rom ar sWirdebaT sakuTari TanamSromlebi da amis
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orni erTi guliT
gamo maT gamoumuSavdebaT aseTi pozicia: daqiravebulebi
bednierebi unda iyvnen ubralod imis gamo, rom muSaoben
maT kompaniaSi. Tu kompaniis mesakuTreebi ar daexmarebian
TavianT TanamSromlebs igrZnon, rom es dawesebuleba ma-
Tac ekuTvniT, es ukanasknelebi male dakargaven yovel-
gvar stimuls samuSaod. xolo amis gareSe sixaruli maT
mier Sesrulebuli saqmis gamo TandaTanobiT nulamde
dava da yoveldRiuri saqmeebis Sesruleba ubralo ru-
tinad gadaiqceva. pasiuri TanamSromlebi arafriT ar
gansxvavdebian robotebisgan, romlebic avtomaturad as-
ruleben TavianT funqciebs. dawesebulebis xelmZRvaneli
ukmayofilo iqneba misi SexedulebiT, saqmis ukusvliT. is
igrZnobs Tavs ise, TiTqos mis mxrebze devs mTeli kompa-
niis problemebis dauZleveli tvirTi.
xSirad aseTi ufrosi verc ki xvdeba sakuTar fata-

lur Secdomas. imis gamo, rom igi arasaTanadod afasebda
Tavis TanamSromlebs, mas martos mouwevs sakuTari fir-
mis wamoweva. arada misi TanamSromlebi xom sixaruliT
aiRebdnen sakuTar Tavze tvirTis nawils, Tu maTi ufro-
si gauziarebda maT sakuTari Tavis faseulobis da mniSvn-
elobis grZnobas, rogorc kompaniis `svetebisa~. am situa-
ciaSi kompaniis mflobels emuqreba kidev erTi safrTxe.
Tu misi xelqveiTebs, romelTac mmarTveli poziciebi
ukaviaT, imedebi gaucruvdebaT kompaniasTan mimarTebaSi,
isini Seecdebian sakuTari pasuxismgeblobis sxvebze ga-
dadebas. ratom? imitom, rom aravis moundeba warmatebis
miRweva, romelsac mas ar gauziareben.
gaziarebuli xelmZRvaneloba
msgavsi ram xdeba qorwinebaSic. qmari aris ufrosi,

romelTanac muSaobs misi coli. igi aris xelmZRvaneli,
romelic Sromobs colis keTildReobisTvis. saerTod, Tu
mamakaci sakmarisad brZeni aRmoCnda, igi gamudmebiT Seax-
senebs sakuTar meore naxevars, rom ver miaRwevs warmate-
bas meuRlis daxmarebis gareSe. me Zalian msiamovnebs Cemi
qmrisgan imis mosmena, rom vWirdebi mas. ra xdeba aseT
SemTvevaSi? igi iyenebs sakuTari sityvis niWs, roca me
`saWiros~ meZaxis. es unikalurad maniWebs me Zalas, raTa
aRvasrulo is, rac mas sWirdeba. xolo, Tu me vici rogor
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vupasuxo mis raime saWiroebas, maSin vcdilob gavakeTo
yovelive, rac Cems ZalebSia, oRond gamovasworo es mdgo-
mareoba. me ubralod vifurCqnebi, roca igi meubneba, rom
vWirdebi mas.
Tu mamakaci iyenebs sakuTar Zalauflebas ara dan-

iSnulebisamebr, es aisaxeba mis colsa da Svilebze. Tu
qali aradaniSnulebisamebr iyenebs sakuTar gavlenas, es
aisaxeba mis qmarze. Sedegad Cndeba wyvilebi, sadac qmari
da coli erTmaneTze ganawyenebulebi arian da ojaxebi,
sadac gamudmebiT Cndeba konfliqtebi. am TavSi me msurs
Tqveni yuradReba mivaqcio qorwinebis arsze da imaze, Tu
rogor surs RmerTs dagvibrunos mmarTveloba dedamiwa-
ze qorwinebis meSveobiT, romelic ori erTi gulis mqone
adamianis kavSiria.
Tu qmari daiwyebs batonobas Tavis colze, coli

Cveulebisamebr reagirebs mis qcevaze sxvadasxvanairad: an
sakuTar TavSi Caiketeba, an ajanydeba da daiwyebs qmar-
Tan brZolas. zogjer, aseT SemTxvevebSi ojaxebSi xdeba
`sisxliani gadatrialebebi~. batonoba Zalian gansxvavdeba
liderobisgan. lideroba gulisxmobs qveSevrdomebis Ta-
visuflebis qonas maSin, roca batonoba iTxovs maTgan up-
irobo morCilebas.
Zalian advilia im qalis amocnoba, romelic vinmes ba-

tonobis qveS imyofeba. Cvenda sasircxvilod SevniSnav:
Zalian xSirad qalebze batonoben eklesiebSic ki. damci-
rebis mravali wlis Semdeg isini, rogorc wesi, iketebian
sakuTar TavSi. maTi fizikuri mdgomareobiT faqtobrivad
Cans, rodis uaryofen an amcireben maT TavianTi qmrebi.
gare samyarosTan kavSiris da misi mxardaWeris gareSe
es ubedurebi SeiZleba male daemsgavson im lamazmanebis
Crdilebs, romlebic qorwinebamde iyvnen. aseTi qalebi
didi xania aRar arian darwmunebulebi sakuTar TavSi; maT
ukve didi xania Sewyvites wvlilis Setana bednieri qor-
winebis aRSenebaSi, radgan maT waarTves yvelferi, rac
ekuTvnodaT. isini aRar gamoTqvamen sakuTar Sexedule-
bebs, radgan mravali wlis ganmavlobaSi maT azrs ignori-
rebdnen an saerTod uaryofdnen. maTi qaluri intuiciis
Zala gadaiqca eWvianobasa da sakuTar TavSi daurwmune-
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orni erTi guliT
blobaSi. isini xSirad uars eubnebian TavianT qmrebs in-
timur urTierTobebze, radgan uWirT imaze daTanxmeba,
rasac aiZuleben. qalebi, romlebic ar grZnoben rom
uyvarT da sasurvelni arian, cdiloben gaeqcnen yovel-
gvar siaxloves.
aseTi qalebi dabneulebi arian da praqtikulad ar Seu-

ZliaT arcerTi damoukidebeli gadawyvetilebis miReba.
imyofebian ra SiSis mdgomareobaSi, cdiloben gaakeTon
yovelive rac SesaZlebelia, raTa daimsaxuron qmris
keTilganwyoba da yuradReba. me sruliad vemxrobi im wyvi-
lebs, romlebic erToblivad Rebuloben gadawyvetile-
bebs, magram ver daveTanxmebi im qmrebs, romlebic yvela
gadawyvetilebas erTpirovnulad iReben da arc ki ekiTxe-
bian cols rCevas. gaRizianebul mdgomareobaSi myofi,
aseTi qmari uars eubneba cols yvelaferSi, ase rom misi
meuRle male mas saerTod aRar sTxovs nebarTvas. xSirad
imis gamo, rom misi qmari ar eTanxmeba mas Svilebis aRzr-
dis meTodSi, aseTi coli ecdeba gadauxvios RmerTis mier
misTvis micemuli dedis valdebulebebisgan. raTa ar iyos
damcirebuli sakuTari Svilebis mier ugulebelyofiT,
igi arCevs gaCumdes da ar gamoiyenos sakuTari Zalau-
fleba Svilebis mimarT (maSinac ki, roca es ukiduresad
mniSvnelovania), ifiqrebs ra, rom misi azri arafers niS-
navs. sruliad imedgacruebuli sakuTar aRmzrdelobiT
saqmianobaSi igi iwyebs kiTxvis dasmas: iqneb, Svilebi ukeT
igrZnoben Tavs, Tu deda ar Caereva maT cxovrebaSi? is
grZnobs Tavs ise, TiTqos did xans da mZimed ibrZoda, ma-
gram damarcxda. mas Zalian cota axlo megobari hyavs misi
faruli SiSebisa da gaurkvevlobis gamo. grZnobs ra, rom
qmars ar uyvars, maleve iketeba mTel garSemo samyaros-
gan. misi qmari arasodes eZaxda mas moferebiTi saxele-
biT; mas bageebidan ar wamoscdenia sityvebi `sayvarelo~
an `Zvirfaso~.
sityva `sayvarelo~ RmerTis bageebSia
`nu geSiniaT, radgan gamogisyideT, mogiwodeT Tqveni

saxeliT. Cemi xarT Tqven.~ (esaia 43:1)
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zecisa da miwis Semoqmedi geZaxiT saxeliT da geZaxiT
Tqven sakuTars. agreTve igi ambobs:
`radgan rogorc qali, mitovebuli da sulmwuxare,

mogixmo Sen ufalma, da rogorc siymawvilis coli,
romelic moZulebuli iyo!~ ambobs Seni RmerTi.~
(esais 54:6)
qalbatonebo gatexili guliT, TqvenTvis aris imedi,

radgan arsebobs igi, visac surs SegexoT, aRadginos
Tqveni cxovreba da aseve ibrZolos TqvenTvis nebismier
cxovrebiseul mdgomareobaSi.
`sami ramis qveS iZvris miwa da oTxis zidva ar SeuZlia.

mona, rodesac is mefdeba, da aramzada, rodesac is pu-
riT ZReba, saZulveli qali, rodesac is Txovdeba da
mxevali, rodesac is daimkvidrebs Tavisi qalbatonis
adgils.~ (igavebi 30:21-23)
xedavT? RmerTma dedamiwa Seqmna ise, rom igi iwyebs

zanzars, roca masze cxovrobs usiyvarulo coli, ro-
melic simwariT aris aRsavse. dedamiwa aseve zanzarebs,
roca mosamsaxure qali (romelic mowodebulia msaxurebi-
sTvis) ikavebs Tavisi batonis (qalis) adgils (romelic mo-
wodebulia liderobisTvis). ratom unda iwvevdes es mi-
wis Sezanzarebas? imis gamo xom ara, rom mTeli planetis
sijansaRe ganuwyvetlad aris dakavSirebuli urTierTsi-
yvarulTan da erTobliv batonobasTan masze mamakacis da
qalis mxridan? roca Zalaufleba da siyvaruli ar midian
gverdi-gverd, amis gamo itanjeba mTeli samyaro. roca
Cven viyenebT RmerTis mier CvenTvis mocemul Zalaufle-
bas Cvens mokavSireebis winaaRmdeg brZolaSi, mTeli bune-
ba aRmoCndeba Cabmuli amis gamo warmoqmnil konfliqtsa
da agoniaSi. Cemda samarcxvinod getyviT, rom eklesiebSi
ganqorwinebebis raodenoba ara naklebia, vidre mis gareT.
ratom xdeba ise, rom qristianuli sazogadoeba aqamde
ase aramgrZnobiared epyroba qalebs? amas winaT, roca
me TviTmfrinaviT vbrundebodi avstraliidan saxlSi, Za-
lian damamwuxra TviTmfrinavSi wakiTxulma statiam. masSi
ewera, rom erTma islamurma veb-gverdma gamoaqveyna rCev-
ebis sia, romelic exeboda swor disciplinas da colebis
cemas. CemTvis Zalzed gasakviri iyo is, rom islamur
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orni erTi guliT
sazogadoebas ar uyvars sakuTari asulebi, magram am ga-
mocxadebam maTi piradi tkivilis Sesaxeb gamitexa guli.
es saiti Seqmnili iyo ugrZnobeli kacebisTvis, romlebic
iswrafvian imisken, rom akontrolon sakuTari colebi.
disciplinis pirveli nabijis saxiT avtorebi qmrebs ur-
Cevdnen colebTan ar hqonodaT seqsi (rogorc Cans, maTT-
vis seqsi siyvarulis eqvivalentia); Tu es ver daexmareba,
mkiTxvelebs urCevdnen sakuTari colis cemis sxvadasxva
meTodebs.
kankalebs ki dedamiwa dRemde am qalebis tkivilis

gamo? vfiqrob, rom is qveynebi, romlebSic xSirad xdeba
gadatrialebebi da kataklizmebi, itanjebian sakuTari uy-
uradRebobis gamo qalebis uflebebisadmi. nu ifiqrebT,
rom es qalebi ar arian Zvirfasebi zecieri mamis Tval-
Si: igi yvelafers amCnevs. ratom arian islamuri qveynebi
ase arastabilurni ekonomikur da politikur damokide-
bulebaSi, Tumca mravali maTgani resursebis qonis mxriv
erTerTi yvelaze mdidari qveynebi arian msoflioSi? maT
ar SeuZliaT siRaribidan amosvla imitom, rom isini iyene-
ben arajansaR politikur da religiur batonobas, da ara
swor mmarTvelobas. RmerTi ar ganikiTxavs da ar iSorebs
Tavidan Tavis asulebs, romlebic am qveynebSi cxovroben.
magram mas guli wydeba, roca xedavs Tu rogor epyrobian
maT qmrebi.
`da roca dainaxa ufalma, rom moZulebuli iyo lea,

gaxsna misi saSo.~ (dabadeba 29:31)
RmerTi xSirad xsnida qalebis saSos da Caketil gulebs.

man leas aCuqa vaJi, raTa misi siyvaruli ar Camqraliyo
mis gulSi da hqonoda memkvidreoba momavalSi. batonobas
mivyavarT ganqorwinebasTan, dayofasa da danakargebTan;
mmarTvelobas – memkvidreobis gaCenasTan. brZola gvel-
sa da qals Soris jer ar damTavrebula, radgan Cven ver
gavacnobiereT sakuTari sruli gamarjveba.
sad aris siyvaruli?
rogor mivaRwioT urTierTobebis aRdgenas? sad mov-
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ZebnoT sruli gamarjveba, romelic Cven iesom mogvca,
evas STamomavalma? rodis daviwyebT erTmaneTis upiro-
bod Seyvarebas? nuTu, ieso mxolod imisaTvis movida, rom
moeca CvenTvis saukuno sicocxle Cveni skvdilis Semdeg?
ara, igi movida imisaTvis, rom aRedgina is, rac dakarguli
iqna, maT Soris, swori urTierTobebic.
`me imisaTvis movedi, rom sicocxle hqondeT maT da

uxvad hqondeT.~ (ioane 10:10)
`Ze kacisa movida dakargulis saxsnelad da gadasar-

Cenad.~ (luka 19:10)
am muxlebSi saubari imaze ki ar aris, rom cxovreba

siuxviT gvelodeba Cven mxolod zecaSi, aq saubaria aRd-
genasa da siuxveze axla, dedamiwaze. yvelaferi, rac dak-
argulia, aRdgenili iqneba da adamianuri urTierTobebi
aRivseba sicocxliT. Zalian xSirad Cven vxdebiT imdenad
religiurebi, rom viwyebT lukas 19:10-is ganxilvas ro-
gorc mowodebas mivutanoT saxareba yvelas, vinc jer ar
aris daxsnili. amas winaT gavige, rom erTma qristianma
liderma mouwoda biznesmenebs sworad Seexedad `daRu-
pulebis daxsnis~ principisTvis da SeewyvitaT imis sircx-
vili, rom RmerTma misca maT unari finansurad warmateb-
ulebi yofiliyvnen. roca me movismine misi sityvebi, Cemma
gulma xtunva daiwyo. ratom ar SegviZlia gamoviyenoT es
WeSmariteba urTierTobebSic? kacebsa da qalebs kvlav
SeuZliaT icxovron rogorc erTi! nebismieri dangreuli
urTierTobis aRdgena SeiZleba. pavle iyenebda qorwinebis
magaliTs, raTa aRewera urTierToba qristesa da ekle-
sias Soris. es imasac niSnavs, rom Cvenc aseve SegviZlia
gankurneba ganvicadoT Cvens ojaxSi!
`mamakacebo, giyvardeT Tqveni colebi, iseve, rogorc

qristem Seiyvara eklesia da Tavi gaswira misTvis … ise
unda uyvardeT mamakacebs TavianTi colebi, rogorc
sakuTari sxeulebi. visac sakuTari coli uyvars, mas
sakuTari sxeuli uyvars.~ (efeselTa 5:25,28)
am yvelafris daskvna Semdegia: colebi imisaTvis arian

Seqmnilni, rom qmrebs uyvardeT. rogor uyvars qristes
eklesia? man sakuTari sicocxle gaiRo CvenTvis da gviwo-
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orni erTi guliT
da Tavisebi. qmars, romelsac coli uyvars, mas sakuTari
Tavic uyvars. niSnavs es imas, rom im qmars, romelsac Ta-
visi coli sZuls, sakuTari Tavic sZuls? darwmunebuli
var, rom qmari, romelic sakuTar colze batonobs, paravs
sakuTar Tavs yvelafers, risi micemac cols SeeZlo misT-
vis. misi gakontrolebiT igi ketavs mis sicocxlis wyaros
da kargavs sibrZnesa da sinazes, romelTa micemac cols
SeeZlo misTvis. zogjer aseT SemTxvevaSi qals rCeba mx-
olod erTi imedi – is, rom RmerTi dainaxavs mis uaryo-
fas. pavle, roca kacisa da qalis urTierTobebze sau-
brobs efeselTa mimarT werilSi, adarebs maT qristesa da
eklesiis urTierTobebs:
`miatovebs kaci Tavis mamas da Tavis dedas da miekroba

Tavis cols, da oriveni erT xorcad iqnebian. didia es
saidumlo, me vambob qristeze da eklesiaze. aseve yov-
el Tqvengans uyvardes Tavisi coli, rogorc sakuTari
Tavi. colsac eSinodes qmrisa.~ (efeselTa 5:31-33)
saidan citirebs pavle, rodesac ambobs: àmitom, miato-

vebs kaci…~ mas moyavs citata dabadebis wignidan. pavle
gvaxsenebs Cven urTierTobebis pirvandel daniSnulebaze.
amasTan, mamakacis rols eTmoba ufro meti yuradReba, vi-
dre qalis rols. qmrebs unda uyvardeT, colebi pativs
unda scemdnen. es Zalian swori midgomaa, radgan qalebi-
sTvis aucilebelia grZnobdnen rom isini uyvarT, xolo
mamakacebi – rom maT pativs scemen.
CvenTvis mocemul xsnas SeuZlia aRadginos yvelaferi,

rac dakarguli iyo codviT dacemis Semdeg. codvam
CamogvaSora ara mxolod RmerTis Tandaswrebas, man aseve
gvaiZula Tavi arakomfortulad gvegrZno erTmaneTTan.
Tu xsnas gaaCnia Zala, romelsac SeuZlia Cveni urTier-
Tobebis aRdgena RmerTTan, miT umetes mas SeuZlia Cveni
erTmaneTTan Serigeba. es aRdgena iwyeba maSin, roca Cven
vemorCilebiT RmerTis sityvis WeSmaritebas da gaazre-
bul arCevans vakeTebT, rom davdiodeT misi gzebiT. Sev-
ZlebT ki Cven imis dajerebas, rom qmrebs kvlav eyvarebaT
TavianTi colebi, xolo colebi kvlav scemen pativs qm-
rebs? SeiZleba didi xnis dakarguli siyvarulisa da pa-
tiviscemis aRdgena? diax, magram mxolod RmerTis mkur-
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nali Carevis meSveobiT. me vocnebob, rom vixilo rogor
gadaiqceva yoveli qorwineba kavSirad, sadac ors Zlier
uyvarT erTmaneTi. wyvilebma unda gaaerTianon TavianTi
cxovreba, radgan erTad isini ufro Zlierni iqnebian, vi-
dre cal-calke.
me da jons gvaqvs rogorc susti, ise Zlieri mxareebic,

magram rodesac Cven erTmaneTs vaSenebT siyavrulSi, Cveni
susti mxareebi Zlierdeba, xolo Zlieri mxareebi – ufro
metad rbili da saTuTi xdeba.
roca col-qmari Cxubobs
RmerTi eZebs wyvilebs, romlebsac igi akurTxebs, ma-

gram igi uyurebs ara ubralod kampanias, romelic ori
adamianisgan Sedgeba. igi uyurebs am ori adamianis gu-
lis mdgomareobas da maT damokidebulebas erTmaneT-
Tan. xSirad adamianebi acxadeben RmerTis mier mocemul
aRTqmebs TavianT cxovrebaSi da ician swori pasuxebi, ma-
gram, TiTqos araferi icvleba. qmrebi da colebi omoben
erTmaneTTan, xolo Semdeg ukvirT, Tu ratom ar esmis
RmerTs maTi locvebi. SesaZloa, Tqvenc aRmoCenilxarT
msgavs mdgomareobaSi. Tqven iciT, rom RmerTi realuria
da gismenT, magram missa da Tqvens Soris TiTqosda gaCnda
gadaulaxavi ufskruli. Tavs ise grZnobT, TiTqos bolo
ZalebiT cdilobdeT kidev erTi dRis gatarebas. qris-
tianoba TqvenTvis aRar aris cxovreba, TavgadasavlebiT
savse, aramed, brZanebebisa da kanonebis grZeli sia.
Tqven uyurebT urwmuno xalxs da geCvenebaT, rom maT

cxovrebaSi yvelaferi mSvenivrad aris: maTi saqmianoba
yvavis; maTi qorwineba da intimuri cxovreba aRmavlobas
ganicdis; maTi yoveldRiuri cxovreba did wveulebas
hgavs. isini uwyinrad da udardelad xarjaven TavianT
fuls da cxovroben did sasaxleebSi. Tqven ki, meores
mxriv, gamudmebiT ebrZviT danaSaulis SegrZnebas, Tumca
keTilsindisierad zogavT kapikebs da agrovebT.
Tu Tqven aseTnairad gigrZvniaT Tavi, SemiZlia gagamx-

nevoT: Tqven marto ar xarT, aramed dadga dro gamoikv-
lioT sakuTari guli. modiT SevxedoT magaliTs malaqiis
wignidan. israelianelebs imdenad cudad misdiodaT saq-
meebi, rom maT daiwyes RmerTis dadanaSauleba imaSi, rom
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orni erTi guliT
igi usamarTlo iyo maTdami. SesaZloa, Tqven arasodes
dagidanaSaulebiaT RmerTi (vaRiareb, me sul mcire mi-
fiqria ase Tan sakmaod xmamaRladac). modiT vnaxoT, ro-
gor upasuxa RmerTma Tavis bralmdeblebs da am pasuxidan
SeviZinoT sibrZne Cveni dRevandeli cxovrebisTvis.
`Tqven ambobT: `fuWia RvTis morCileba, ras gvargebso

misi samsaxuri da mwuxared siaruli cabaoT uflis wi-
naSe? bednierebi arian ampartavnebio. aSendnen kidec
borotmoqmedni, RmerTic ki gamoscades da gadarCne-
no.~ (malaqia 3:14-15)
RmerTs ar sZinavs da adamianebis gamudmebuli wuwu-

ni adre Tu gvian Rlis mas. savaraudod, bevri fiqrobs,
rom SeuZliaT RmerTze STabeWdilebis moxdena TavianTi
locvebiT. RmerTi uxsnis, rom saqme saerTod ar mdgo-
mareobs imaSi, rom igi usamarTloa… SesaZloa, igi cota-
oden ukmayofiloa maTiT.
RmerTi ar yofila maTi problema, da igi sakmaod

mowyale iyo maT mimarT, raTa aexsna israelianelebisTvis
ras akeTebdnen isini arasworad. upirvelesyovlisa, isi-
ni paravdnen mas meaTedebsa da Sesawiravebs (malaqia 3:8).
TvalTmaqcurad aZlevdnen mas sakuTari sakvebidan narCe-
nebs da uares nawilebs. xvdebiT Tu ara, ramdenad serio-
zulia es – RmerTis gaqurdva? magram iyo sxva mizezic,
romelic didad amwuxrebda RmerTs:
àha, kidev ras akeTebT: cremliT afarvinebT samsx-

verplos, tiriliTa da kvnesiT, ise rom veRar xedavs
ZRvens da keTilganwyobiT veRar iRebs Tqveni xeli-
dan. Tqven ambobT risTviso? imisTvis, rom mowame iyo
ufali Sensa da Seni siWabukis cols Sors, romelsac
uRalate. is ki Seni megobari da Seni aRTqmis coli iyo.
aravin Caidens amas, visac ki sulis natamali SerCenia.
ras iTxovs kaci? STamomavlobas RvTisgan, da Tqvenc
gaufrTxildiT Tqvens suls da nu uRalatebT si-
ymawvilis cols. radgan mZuls gayra, _ ambobs ufali,
israelis RmerTi, _ da Tavisi samoselis ZaladobiT
damfarveli _ ambobs cabaoT ufali, _ gaufrTxildiT
Tqvens suls da nu iqnebiT Ralatianebi.~ (malaqia 2:13-
16)
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RmerTi imitom ar pasuxobda am mamakacebis locve-
bze, rom isini arasworad eqceodnen TavianT colebs. am
nawyvetSi qmrebs orjer eZlevaT brZaneba daecvaT saku-
Tari sulieri kavSiri da yofiliyvnen erTgulni Tavian-
Ti colebisadmi. roca kaci da qali erTi mTliani nawili
xdebian, RmerTi maTTan aris. igi kravs maT sulierad, is-
eve rogorc man isini qorwinebis dRes gaaerTiana. RmerTs
ar moswons, roca vinme arasworad eqceva mis asulebs an
Svilebs. qorwineba – aris kavSiri, romelic or adamians
erT mTlian nawilad aqcevs. RmerTs sZuls ganqorwinebe-
bi, radgan isini angreven Svilebis cxovrebas da tkivils
ayeneben maT dedebs.
Tu istorikosebs davujerebT, romlebic biblias swav-

lobdnen, ZvelaRTqmiseul droSi qmrebi imdenad Zlier
Seuracxyofdnen TavianT colebs, rom roca isini (cole-
bi) midiodnen taZarSi da dgebodnen RmerTis saxis winaSe,
ar SeeZloT arcerTi sityvis Tqma, ubralod tirodnen.
is dro, roca maT unda ezeimaT RmerTis sikeTe, amgvarad
gadaiqceoda godebisa da mwuxarebis msaxurebad.
riTi gansxvavdeba im drois suraTi dRevandelisgan?

ramdeni coli tiris locvis dros uflis saxis winaSe
tkivilisgan, nacvlad imisa, rom hmadlobdnen mas maTi
qorwinebis gamo? gana cota qali zis RvTis msaxurebebze
cremliani TvalebiT, maSin roca yofili qmrebi eklesiis
sxva nawilSi igive msaxurebaze mSvenivrad grZnoben Tavs
metad axalgazrda colTan erTad?
madlieri var RmerTis imis gamo, rom davdivar ekl-

esiaSi, romelsac uyvars qalebi da icavs maT. mama RmerTs
ar moswons, roca igi gvaZlevs rames Cvens sasikeTod (mag-
aliTad, ojaxs), xolo Cven viyenebT amas borotad (erTma-
neTs vaSorebT ors, romlebic adre erTi sxeuli iyvnen).
da dRes, iseve rogorc malaqias dReebSi, RmerTs surs,
rom misi Svilebi midiodnen masTan mowiwebiT, siyvaru-
liT aRvsilni da madlierebiT yvela misi kurTxevisT-
vis. magram malaqias dros qalebi imdenad damcirebul
mdgomareobaSi iyvnen, rom maT Zalian uWirdaT RmerTis
madliereba. isini Tavs uaryofilebad da damZimebulad
grZnobdnen. maT qmrebs aRar uyvardaT isini ise, rogorc
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orni erTi guliT
Tavidan. colebs xSirad ugulebelyofdnen. gaxSirda gan-
qorwinebebi sxvebze daojaxebis mizniT, metad axalgazrda
gogoebze.
qorwineba rogorc mxardaWeris baRi
RmerTi yovelTvis gegmavda, rom Cveni qorwineba yo-

filiyo sixarulisa da siyvarulis zeimi, da ara mosawyeni
yoveldRiuri valdebuleba. RmerTs sZuls, roca wyvile-
bi Sordebian erTmaneTs rogorc emociurad ise legalu-
rad. mas surs, rom qorwineba iqces dacvis da siyvarulis
adgilad, sadac ori adamiani Rebulobs Zalas erTmaneTis-
gan. mas surs, rom Svilebi izrdebodnen siyvarulisa da
sixarulis atmosferoSi. me ar movuwodeb yvelas gamon-
aklisis gareSe, icxovron qorwinebaSi, sadac gamcireben,
aramed gTavazobT yvelas SecvaloT Tqveni warmodgena
qorwinebis Sesaxeb.
me vici am medlis orive mxare. Cemi mSoblebi cxov-

robdnen erT saxlSi, rogorc ucxoebi. me maswavlidnen,
rom vyofiliviyavi qmris morCili ise, rom es Cemi asa-
kis nebismier gogos daakargvinebda gaTxovebis survils.
vinme daTanxmdeba sakuTari nebiT gacvalos naTeli, laRi
cxovreba nacrisfer, usaxo arsebobaze, romelic klavs
Tqvens individualurobas? meores mxriv, me ara erTxel
minaxavs, rogor gadauvlidnen da amcirebdne qalebi Tavi-
anT qmrebs. qorwineba ar unda gulisxmobdes danakargs ar-
cerTi meuRlisTvis. RmerTma Seqmna adami urTierTobebis
wyurviliT, Semdeg ki miuyvana mas eva, raTa daekmayofile-
bina es moTxovna. Semoqmedma, da ara mamakacma, gansazRvra
Tavdapirvelad, rom ar aris kargi adamianisTvis marto
yofna, da swored man akurTxa ori adamianis kavSiri.
roca orni xdebian erTi sxeuli, yovelTvis arsebobs

gamravlebis principi. igi ar igulisxmeba mxolod imaSi,
rom wyvilebs eyolebaT Svilebi, - igi exeba maTi cxovrebis
yovel sferos. ra moxdeba Tu Cven erTi mTliani nawili
gavxdebiT? yoveli CvenTagani mxolod mogebaSi davrCebiT
amiT.
Cvens qorwinebaSi aseve iyo intensiuri Cxubebisa da

gamudmebuli kamaTebis dro. me da jons gviCndeboda azr-
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Tasxvaobebi, nacvlad imisa, rom isini Riad mogvegvarebina,
Cven `civ oms~ vaCaRebdiT. gamozomilad gviyvarda erTma-
neTi da aseTive megobrebi viyaviT, magram ara amaze ufro
meti. joni gamudmebiT imyofeboda mogzaurobebSi, xolo
me vrCebodi saxlSi da vzrdidi Svilebs. Cveni orbite-
bi TiTqmis ar ikveTebodnen. ase ufro gviadvildeboda
cxovreba: me ar vawuxebdi mas, xolo is – me. cal-calke
cxovreba, rogorc Cven gveCveneboda, ufro usafrTxo iyo.
me vfiqrobdi, rom Tu vaCveneb qmars, rom mWirdeba igi,
mivcem mas kidev erT SesaZleblobas damWras da imedebi
gamicruos. ramdenadac samwuxaro ar unda iyos, vfiqrob,
rom jonic igivenairad fiqrobda. Cven mzad viyaviT nebi-
smiers movmsaxurebodiT, mxolod ara erTmaneTs. Cvens
Soris iyo Rrma ufskruli, TiTqos vimyofebodiT araga-
formebul iuridiulad emociur ganqorwinebaSi. erTxel
diliT gaviRviZe Zalian adre da daviwye raRacis wera Cems
dRiurSi, da uecrad suliwmidam gulSi Camido wmida weri-
lis erTi muxli:
àba, Tu ivlian orni erTad, Tu erTmaneTSi ar SeTanx-

mdnen?.~ (amosi 3:3)
Cven erTad mivdiodiT, magram ar iyo SeTanxmeba. Cven

ubralod movilaparakeT ar aRgveqva erTmaneTi serio-
zulad, xolo col-qmrisTvis, simarTle vTqvaT, es ar
aris saukeTeso SeTanxmeba. me vigrZeni, RmerTi rogor
agrZelebda Cems darigebas: ìs, risi gakeTebac minda
Tqvens meSveobiT, ver moxdeba, Tu Tqven cal-calke imo-
qmedebT… me minda, rom erTi mTliani nawili gaxdeT,
radgan mxolod ase SevZleb Tqvens kurTxevas.~
mogvianebiT gavuziare jons is, rac RmerTma miTxra. me

gavucxade mzadyofna yovelTvis mis gverdiT vyofiliya-
vi, mxari dameWira misTvis, da gamovutydi, rom cxovrebas
mis gareSe CemTvis aranairi azri ar aqvs. joni molba da
igives gakeTebis survili gamoxata. im dRes Cven Severwy-
iT erTmaneTs. Cven gverdze gadavdeT yvelaferi: distan-
cia, Sexedulebebi, vin iyo marTali, vin cdeboda. Cven es
yvelaferi mamas gadaveciT locvaSi: `yovlisSemZle Rmer-
To, kvlav gvakurTxe… gagvxade erTian nawilad.~ swored
maSin moxda gadamwyveti Semotrialeba Cvens urTierTo-
bebSi, ojaxSi, finansebsa da msaxurebaSi.
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orni erTi guliT
roca coli arasworad iyenebs Tavis Zalauflebas
òrni jobian erTs, radgan kargi gasamrjelo aqvT Ta-

vianT SromaSi.~ (eklesiaste 4:9)
meuRleebs unda mohqondeT erTmaneTisTvis zrda da

kurTxeva. Tu qmari arasworad iyenebs sakuTar Zalaufle-
basa da Zalas, es gadaiqceva colze batonobaSi. magram
ra xdeba maSin, roca coli iyenebs sakuTar Zalauflebas
arasworad?
cols gaaCnia unari gavlena moaxdinos qmarze da Seqmnas

ojaxSi xelsayreli garemo meuRleebs Soris axlo urT-
ierTobis asaSeneblad. roca es gavlena mavne xdeba, igi
gadaiqceva saSiS raRacad, saxelad `manipulacia~. manipu-
lacia xSir SemTxvevaSi gaazrebuli arCevania, romelsac
coli SiSis gamo akeTebs. mas Tavdacvis instinqti ufro
marTavs, vidre siyvaruli.
Tanamedrove gogoebis umravlesobas aravin arigebs si-

brZneSi. yvelaferi, rac maT iswavles axalgazrdul wleb-
Si, aris mamakacebis manipulireba da cduneba. viRaciT an
ramiT manipulireba niSnavs sxvisi sisustis gamoyenebas
egoisturi miznebiT. qmris SemTxvevaSi, es sisuste xSirad
misi gulis an sakuTari grZnobebis saTanadod gamoxat-
vis uunarobaa. jansaR ojaxSi coli mocemul SemTxvevaSi
gagebiT ekideba qmris sisusteebs da ar eTamaSeba maT.
manipulacias gaaCnia sxvadasxvagvari forma. cols ar

SeuZlia qmrisadmi pativiscemis gamoxatva, da amiT aiZu-
lebs mas igrZnos Tavi sustad da damcirebulad; an piriq-
iT, epirferebodes qmars imisaTvis, rom misgan miiRos is,
rac mas sWirdeba. orive SemTxvevaSi erTi adamiani Ta-
maSobs meores sisusteebze. qmars xom didi moTxovnileba
gaaCnia imaSi, rom vinme afasebdes da pativs scemdes mas.
Cveulebisamebr TvalTmaqci tyuilis meSveobiT cdilobs
TavisTvis garkveuli sargeblis mopovebas. es sulac ar
niSnavs, rom ar SeiZleba qmrisTvis komplimentebis Tqma.
yvela coli regularulad da wrfelad unda amxnevebdes
qmars da ase maT TviTSefasebas unda amaRlebdes. es ojax-
is Tavs uqmnis (da Svilebsac ki) usafrTxoebis grZnobas.
aseve, brZeni qmari komplimentebs etyvis cols, gaamxnevebs
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ra mas Tavisi siyvaruliT. sapasuxod misi coli ayvavdeba
da meuRles aranakleb siyvaruls aCuqebs.
am Temaze SeiZleba erTi bibliuri ambis gaxseneba. sam-

sons hqonda sisuste qalebis mimarT. erTxel igi daRli-
li eZebda adgils mosasveneblad, da lamazmanma dalilam
gamoiyena misi sisuste sakuTari sargeblisTvis. roca
siaxloves borotad iyeneben, igi gadaiqceva cdunebaSi da
qalis moTxovnileba mamakacisTvis trialdeba mis winaaRd-
mdeg, da ara mis sasikeTod. amgvar situaciaSi mamakacis
Zala ar izrdeba, piriqiT, mcirdeba. ase, rom marto mamak-
acebi rodi iqcevian moRalaturad qalebTan mimarTebaSi.
`rom gaixsnas ucxo qalisagan, ucxotomelisagan,

romlis sityvebic laqardiania, romelmac datova Ta-
visi siymawvilis megobari da Tavisi RmerTis aRTqma
daiviwya. radgan mis saxls sikvdilisaken mihyavs da
mis bilikebs _ mkvdrebisken. arc erTi masTan Semsv-
leli ukan ar brundeba da veRar hpoveben sicocxlis
gzebs.~ (igavebi 2:16-19)
macduri qali iyenebs Tavis sityvebs cdunebisa da

tyuilisTvis da ara daxmarebisa da kurTxevisaTvis. igi
miatovebs Tavis qmars, amiT wyvets RmerTTan aRTqmas.
TiTqos sakmarisi ar iyos da amis Semdeg swori gzidan
sxva mamakacebsac gadaaxvevinebs. misi msxverplebi dab-
rmavebulebi cvlian sicocxles droebiT siamovnebaze,
romelsac saboloo jamSi sikvdilamde mihyavT. sibrZne
yvelas Riad mimarTavs, xolo cduneba sityvas CasCurCu-
lebs yurSi.
`da acduna Tavisi mravali sityviT, Tavisi mliqvneli

bagiT moxibla igi.~ (igavebi 7:21)
macduri sityvebi da mliqvneloba – cdunebis iara-

Rebia. yuradReba miaqcieT: `bagiT moxibla igi.~ sity-
vebs aqvT Zala daatyvevon da gaaTavisuflon, aaSenon da
daangrion. macduri qali paravs kacebs sicocxles, maSin
roca brZeni qali icavs am sicocxles.
fokusirebuli iyaviT Tqveni qmris Zlier mxareebze
mec ki ar SemiZlia CamovTvalo Cemi cxovrebis yvela
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orni erTi guliT
dangreuli sfero, romlebic gadmovitane Cems qorwineba-
Si. jonsac hqonda Tavisi problemebi da Cven arasodes ar
gamogvdioda Tanxmobis miRweva kamaTebSi, radgan erTa-
derTi, rasac Cven vakeTebdiT – wixls vaWerdiT erTma-
neTis sust mxareebs. aravis aqvs iseTi siaxlove, rogorc
qmars da cols. da RmerTs arasodes daugegmavs, rom axlo
adamianebi yuradRebas amaxvilebdnen erTmaneTis susti
mxareebis Seswavlaze.
vici ra sferoebSi vuSveb Secdomebs. jonmac icis, ra

sferoebSia igi Zlieri. Cven erTmaneTis cxovrebaSi imi-
saTvis varT, rom davexmaroT susti mxareebis gaZliere-
baSi. magram, gana adamians aZlierebs is, rom misi meuRle
gamudmebiT axsenebdes mas misi susti mxareebis Sesaxeb?
rogorc ukve vTqvi, gacilebiT sasargebloa Seaxseno
adamianebs maTi Zlieri mxareebis Sesaxeb. warmoidgineT
qalaqi, romelsac Semortymuli aqvs kedeli. mteri Tu
Semoeseoda, gana daexmareboda maT is faqti, rom gamudme-
biT mieTiTebinaT mis gasagonad kedlis susti adgilebis
Sesaxeb? piriqiT, maTTvis aucilebeli iqneboda saswra-
fod gaeZlierebinaT es susti adgilebi Tavis dasacavad.
aRdgenaSi igulisxmeba sisustis gaZliereba da ara gamud-
mebiT misi sisustis gakritikeba.
Cveni erToblivi cxovrebis raRac momentSi me da jon-

ma aRmovaCineT, rom gamudmebuli kritika erTmaneTis mi-
marTebaSi ar moqmedebs, amitom nacvlad imisa, rom TiTi
migveSvira sxvis sisusteebze, yovelma Cvenganma daiwyo
sakuTari cxovrebis aSeneba, meuRlis Zlier mxareebze
fokusirebiT. es imas niSnavs, rom Cven meti yuradRebis
gamaxvileba daviwyeT erTmaneTis Rirsebaze. aseve orives
gvWirdeboda raRacis Secvla sakuTari cxovrebis sxva-
dasxva sferoSi.
upirvelesyovlisa, me Sevcvale jonTan Cemi saubris

manera. meore, Sevwyvite misi naklovanebebis gansja uc-
xoebTan. mesame, gaazrebuli gadawyvetileba miviRe ar
gavCerebuliyavi im qalebis kompaniaSi, sadac kacebs aZa-
gebdnen. es marTlac mniSvnelovani iyo, radgan me Tavis
mxriv, imedi mqonda, rom joni ar daiwyebda im mamakaceb-
Tan saubars, vinc qalebs aZagebdnen. miuxedavad imisa, mi-
gaCniaT Tu ara sakuTari Tavi marTlad, saubarSi naTqvami
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an mosmenili agdebuli SeniSvnebi vinmes mimarT saboloo
jamSi gavlenas moaxdenen mTels Tqven msoflmxedveloba-
ze. mamakacebis lanZRva saSiSi da gadamdebia, miuxedavad
imisa, rom SeiZleba Cumad iyoT da usmendeT ra sarkaz-
mulad axseneben sapirispiro sqesis warmomadgenlebs sxva
qalebi. icodeT, rom msgavsi saubrebi TandaTan garyvnian
Tqvens Sexedulebas WeSmaritebasa da Rirsebaze.
me agreTve mirCevnia ar vatarebde dros im qalebis ga-

remoSi, romlebic Riad ganixilaven sakuTar seqsualur
cxovrebas sxvebTan. ar vambob im qalebis Sesaxeb, romle-
bic mimarTaven sxvebs daxmarebisTvis an rCevisTvis, ara-
med maTze, visac siamovnebas aniWebT sxvadasxva pikanturi
detalebis ganxilva, romlebic maT qmrebs exebaT. aseTi
raRaceebis mosmena ar mindoda da roca Semdeg vxedavdi
maT qmrebs, cotaoden uxerxulad vgrZnobdi Tavs, radgan
maTi colebis Woriknoba mqonda mosmenili.
is, rac xdeba qorwinebaSi da col-qmrul sarecelze,

maTTvis unda iyos Zalis, sicocxlis da mxardaWeris wy-
aro. igavebis wigni araerTxel adarebs meuRleebis pirad
cxovrebas sufTa wylis wyaros. rogor SeiZleba es wyali
ar aimRvres, Tu wyarodan Zalian bevri adamiani dalevs?
saubari sakuTar seqsualur cxovrebaze ise, TiTqos es
iyos raime romani an morigi statia `kosmopolitenis~
Jurnalidan – ar aris qristianuli saqcieli. iakobis mi-
marT werilSi aseTi ram aris naTqvami sityvis Zalaze:
`gana moedineba erTi wyarosTvalidan tkbili da mware?

Cemo Zmebo, gana SeuZlia leRvis xes zeTisxili mois-
xas, anda vazs _ leRvi? aseve erTi wyarodan ar SeiZleba
moedinebodes mlaSe da tkbili wyali.~ (3:11-12)
Cven yovelTvis vilaparakebT imaze, riTac savsea Cveni

guli. Tu Tqveni gulidan moedineba mSvenieri, sicocx-
lis momcemi grZnobebi, isini ganaaxleben sxvebs, magram
Tu Tqvens gulSi wylis magvari ram iqneba, magram sicocx-
le ar moaqvs, frTxilad iyaviT. SeuZlebelia svavde mla-
Se wyals, radgan igi aRizianebs Tvalebs da aSrobs kans.
masSi SeiZleba banaoba, magram mas ar SeuZlia wyurvilis
dakmayofileba. mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia Cveni meSveobiT
Tavisi cocxali wylis gadmoRvra.
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orni erTi guliT
`svi wyali Seni binulidan da nakadebi Seni Widan,
idinon Senma wyaroebma quCaSi da wylis nakadulebma _
moednebze. mxolod Seni iyos isini da ara SenTan myof
ucxoTeslTa. kurTxeuli iyos Seni wyaro da gaixare
Seni siyrmis coliT, sayvareli fur-irmiTa da mSve-
nieri SveliT. misma mkerdma dagakmayofilos yovel
Jams, misi siyvaruli gitacebdes mudam!.~ (igavebi 5:15-
19)
Zalian momwons qorwinebis siyvarulis es poeturi aR-

wera. mxolod Cvens saxlebSi mosCqefs sufTa wyali. qals
unda SeeZlos qmris datyveveba Tavisi siyvaruliT. roca
wyaro gareT miedineba – igulisxmeba mruSoba, pornogra-
fia an binZuri saubrebi, _ igi sxva adamianis xelSi varde-
ba da imRvreva. is, rac ori adamianis kavSirSi mSvenieria
binZuri xdeba maSin, roca masSi monawileobas Rebulobs
mravali adamiani. roca sakuTar intimur cxovrebas uc-
xoebs vuziarebT, varRvevT mis siwmindes.
qariSxlis dawynareba
qmrebi da colebi mowodebulni arian ara ubralod erT

sawolSi iwvnen, aramed aTbobdnen da icavdnen erTmaneTs.
`dawvebian orni da Tbilad iqnebian, erTi ki rogor

gaTbeba? da erTs Tu daamarcxebs vinme, orni dadgebian
mis winaaRmdeg. sammagi Zafi male ar gawydeba.~ (eklesi-
aste 4:11-12)
RmerTi ar gvpirdeba uqariSxlo cxovrebas, magram Cven

Tavad SegviZlia miviRoT gadawyvetileba rom davawyna-
roT es qariSxlebi. oci wlis manZilze, cdebis da Secdo-
mebis meSveobiT mivedi Semdeg daskvnamde: gare stiqiebi,
romlebic boboqroben Cemi qorwinebis gareT, ar warmoad-
genen CemTvis aranair safrTxes, iqamde, sanam Cems ojaxSi
vpoulob usafrTxoebasa da mosvenebas. magram qariSxle-
bi, romlebic Cems qorwinebaSi xdeba, SeiZleba warmoad-
gendnen CemTvis realur safrTxes. amitom, rac ar unda
idges Cvens winaaRmdeg mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi, yovel
saRamos Cven unda vpoulobdeT siTbos da usafrTxoebas
Cvens saZinebelSi.
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darwmunebuli var (Tqvenc ki iciT es), rom SeiZle-
ba iwve kacTan erT sawolSi da ar grZnobde mis mimarT
aranair siyvaruls. roca ori adamiani iwyeben sakuTari
sareclis gaziarebas sxva adamianebTn, amiT qurdaven sa-
kuTar meuRles; ase orive iwvneven marcxs. ar vici, ra md-
gomareobaSi yofila Tqveni qorwineba. ar vici, ra qariSx-
lebi mZvinvareben am momentSi Tqveni sareclis fanjrebs
miRma. Tqven ar SegiZliaT imis gakontroleba, rac gareT
xdeba, Tqvens ZalauflebaSia miiRoT gadawyvetileba, rom
ar SemouSvaT ùamindoba~ saxlSi. Tu Tqven ukve mieciT
neba negatiur zewolas Semovardniliyo garedan Tqvens
qorwinebaSi, girCevT SecvaloT es dResve.
colebi pativs unda scemdnen TavianT qmrebs da Tv-

lidnen maT yvelaze axlo megobrebad. qmrebs unda uyvar-
deT TavianTi colebi da andobdnen maT TavianTi gulis
nadebs. daojaxebul adamianebs droTa ganmavlobaSi ufro
metad unda uyvardeT erTmaneTi, vidre Tavidan da unda
tkbebodnen erTad gatarebuli wlebiT.
`sammagi Zafi male ar gawydeba.~ (eklesiaste 4:12)
darwmunebuli var, rom es sammagi Zafi SeiZleba iyos

im erTobis magaliTi, sadac erTmaneTSi dawnulni aris
colis mier pativcemuli qmari, sayvareli coli da maTi
Svilebi, romlebic maTi kavSiriT gaCndnen. mSoblebis
ganqorwinebebis gamo bevrma CvenTaganma SeiZleba ver da-
vimkvidreT jansaRi damokidebuleba siyvarulisa da fi-
nansebis mimarT, magram cvlilebebisTvis jer kidev gviani
ar aris. mTeli Taobis potencialis aRdgena SesaZlebeli
xdeba yoveli axali Taobis dabadebiT. modiT amisaTvis
erTad vibrZoloT.
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT. aRadgine Cvens qor-

winebaSi ori adamianis kavSiri, romlebic erTni gaxdnen.
dagvibrune mmarTvelobis ufleba mTels dedamiwaze da
mogviteve, rom Cvens Zlier mxareebs erTmaneTis winaaRm-
deg viyenebdiT. me vRebulob gadawyvetilebas rom Cemi si-
tyvebiT da saqmeebiT vavlende pativiscemas Cemi qmrisad-
mi. minda, rom Cvenma cxovrebam dautovos Cvens Svilebs
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orni erTi guliT
keTili memkvidreoba. gaaRviZe CvenSi pirveli siyvaruli
erTmaneTisadmi. aRadgine qmarTan Cemi urTierTobis siT-
bo, Zala da siaxlove. garemomicavi RvTismoSiSi megobre-
biT, romlebic daexmarebian Cems qorwinebas zrdasa da
ganviTarebaSi. damanaxe ra cvlilebebis moxdenaa amisaT-
vis aucilebeli. momiteve, rom viyenebdi Cems sityvebsa
da gavlenas aradaniSnulebisamebr. momiteve, rom vwuwu-
nebdi Sens mimarT. mama, Sen guluxvi da mowyale xar Cems
mimarT. me vRebulob gadawyvetilebas vqmnide Cems saxlSi
iseT atmosferos, romelsac Sen akurTxebdi. vRebulob
gadawyvetilebas Cems qmarTan erTad gavxde erTi mTlia-
ni nawili da aRvadginoT dedamiwaze mmarTvelobis Cveni
ufleba. amin.
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Tavi meTerTmete
brZola silamazisTvis
am swrafad cvalebadi samyaros pirobebSic ki zogierTi
ram ucvleli rCeba. qalebis swrafva, yovelTvis rCebod-
nen axalgazrdebi da lamazebi – ucvleli sididea. sadac
ar unda gaixedo, saxezea qalebis imedgacruebuli mcde-
lobebi SeinarCunon TavianTi qrobadi silamaze sxvadasxva
saSualebebis meSveobiT. unda davsvaT kiTxva: ratom eq-
ceva amdeni yuradReba silamazis SenarCunebas? vfiqrob,
rom pasuxi aris silamazis kavSirSi Cvens dafarul adami-
anur swrafvasTan… siyvarulis wyurvilTan. Cven gviqreba
survili vikiTxoT Jurnalebi, vuyuroT televizors an
viaroT maRaziebSi, Tu ar varT am wyurviliT mavalni.
Cven ara ubralod gvinda lamazebi viyoT … aramed

gvinda, rom silamaze garemogvicavdes. gvsurs, rom mas
yvelaferSi vpoulobdeT, rasac vxedavT, rasac vexebiT,
rasac gemos vusinjavT an SevisunTqavT. am survilis
mmarTvelobis qveS adamianebi iwyeben sakuTari saxlebis
da sxeulebis morTvas, avseben karadebs, amwvaneben baRebs,
oTaxebs da zog SemTxvevaSi ki, TavianT qalaqebsac ki. ma-
gram gana aseTi survili da misgan warmoqmnili Sedegebi
arasworia? SesaZloa Cven virCevT araswor midgomas, ma-
gram Tavad aseT survilSi araferi cudi ar aris, radgan
Tavad RmerTi aris silamazis am Ziebis iniciatori da Se-
moqmedi Cveni survilisa _ viyoT lamazebi.
`yovelive mSvenivrad Seqmna Tavis Jams.~ (eklesiaste

3:11)
miaqcieT yradReba, am muxlSi ar aris naTqvami, rom igi

yvelafers Tavis droze lamazad gaakeTebs, masSi naTq-
vamia, rom man yvelaferi lamazad Seqmna. ufalma lamazad
Seqmna yvelaferi da ara raRac-raRaceebi; es niSnavs imas,
rom yoveli adamiani da ara ramdenime rCeuli mSvenieria
Tavisi bunebiT. Cven vatarebT CvenSi aRTqmas imis Sesaxeb,
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rom RmerTi dagvpirda rom mSvenierebs Segvqmnida. Cven
Seqmnilni varT mSvenierebisa da silamazisTvis. amitom,
aRar Cndeba kiTxva imis Sesaxeb, SesaZlebelia Tu ara iyo
mudmivad lamazi… Cven aucileblad viqnebiT aseTebi.
kiTxva mdgomareobs mxolod imaSi Tu sad da rodis mox-
deba es. maradisobaSi ukve aRaravin ityvis, rom RmerTma
igi daajildova silamaziT, xolo viRaca mis gareSe da-
tova. iq yvela adamiani mSenieri iqneba. amasTan dakavSire-
biT Cndeba kidev kiTxva: Tu silamaze gankuTvnilia yvela-
saTvis, maSin rodis miviRebT mas yoveli Cvengani? kidev
ra dro unda gavides, sanam yvela da yvelaferi Seimoseba
silamazesa da mSvenierebaSi?
silamazisken swrafvasTan erTad RmerTma mogvca imis

imedic, rom yvelaferi Zveli erT dRes gadava da dadge-
ba yvelaferi axali. daakvirdiT, me ar miTqvams, rom
yvelaferi Zveli axalgazrda gaxdeba, aramed yvelaferi
Zveli ganaxldeba. axalgazrdobis dabruneba ar aris sak-
marisi. vici, moiZebneba qalebi, romlebic ar daeTanxme-
bian am mtkicebulebas. usixarulo da mZime cxovrebiT
daRlilebi da daqanculebi, isini TavCamoSvebulni daiw-
yeben wuwuns: `rogor daviRale. ukve didi xania vcxovrob
da aRar minda am cxovrebis xelaxlad gatareba.~ gTxovT,
gamigeT, me ar gTavazobT, rom xelaxlad daiwyoT an da-
brundeT Tqvens axalgazrdobaSi, mxrebze dagrovili si-
brZniT da naswavli gakveTilebiT, romlebic aiTviseT
cxovrebaSi. arcerTi es varianti axlosac ki ver miva
imasTan, romelsac me sinamdvileSi vgulisxmob. Cven unda
viswrafodeT raRac ufro didisken, vidre SesaZleblobi-
saken SemovatrialoT dro da gamocdilebis dabrZenebul
Cvens saxeze gavikeToT axalgazrdobis niRabi. ara, Cven
gvelodeba raRac, rasac ver dainaxav fizikuri TvalebiT;
Tumca, gvwams, rom es `raRac~ mainc arsebobs. Cven Segvi-
Zlia darwmunebulebi viyoT amaSi, radgan viciT, rom…
`rac Tvals ar unaxavs, yurs ar smenia, kacs gulSi ar

gauvlia, RmerTma is moumzada Tavis moyvarulebs.~
(1 korinTelTa 2:9)
Cven veZebT imas, rac arasodes gvinaxavs. gvesmis xmebi,

romelTac ar SeeCvia Cveni smena, da viltviT ocnebebisa
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da ideebisaken, romelTa miRebac Cvens gonebas ar Seu-
Zlia CanasaxSic ki. am aRTqmebis aRmatebuli mSveniereba
cdeba Cveni gonebis farglebs. didi xnis win, RmerTma am
aRTqmebis Tesli daTesa adamianebis gulebSi, icoda ra,
rom erT dRes isini masTan migviyvandnen.
ra ganumzada man yvela mis moyvarulT
yvela CvenTagani, momakvdavi adamianebi, viswrafiT

ukvdavebasa da maradisobisken. CvenSi Cadebulia swraf-
va raRac ufro didisken, vidre miwieri cxovrebaa, da es
swrafva WeSmaritad didia – igi ar gvaZlevs mosvenebas.
magram sakuTari ZalebiT Cven verasodes SevZlebT ukvda-
vebisa da maradisobis miRwevas. zogjer maocebs im moT-
xovnis mSveniereba da ubraloeba, romelic RmerTma wau-
yena maT, visac dapirda ukvdavebasa da maradisobas. es man
mis moyvarulTaTvis ganamzada.
me mqonda yvela winapiroba SemSineboda imis, rom ver

gavivlidi am SerCevas, RmerTs maradisoba maTTvis rom ga-
nemzadebina, vinc mas uyvars. magram Cven arafris ar unda
gveSinodes. maradiuli dResaswauli gamzadebulia zecaSi
yvelasaTvis, visac uyvars ufali. amavdroulad, vfiqrob
Cven ar SegviZlia sityvebiT gamovxatoT sruliad Cveni
siyvaruli zecieri mamisadmi. roca me ver vpoulob sity-
vebs, rom gamovxato siyvaruli Cemi erTerTi Svilisad-
mi, ubralod veubnebi: `me Sen Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar.~
simarTle rom vTqvaT, ki miyvars Cemi Svilebi sinamdvi-
leSi Zalian Zlierad, magram mainc ar SemiZlia gasagebad
gadmovce Cemi dedobrivi siyvarulis siRrme maTdami. Se-
saZloa, roca mxurvaled vexutebi maT, isini bundovnad
xedaven RmerTis siyvaruls, romelic im wuTSi Cems meSve-
obiT gulSi ikravs maT.
sulieri wyurvili yovelTvis zrdis Cveni warmosaxvis

unaris Zalas. RmerTi xSirad gviCvenebs Cvens arasrulyo-
filebas, raTa aRZras CvenSi swrafva mivaRwioT mis sru-
lyofilebas. Tumca arc gvinaxavs da arc gvsmenia, ufals
yovelTvis aqvs gamocxadeba maTTvis, visac meti swyuria.
`Cven ki gagvimxila RmerTma Tavisi suliT.~ (1 kor.

2:10)
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Cvens sxeulSi aris organo, romelsac aqvs unari aRi-
qvas es gamocxadeba, _ es Cveni gulia. swored Cvens guls
mimarTavs suliwmida, roca CasCurCulebs mas Tavis sai-
dumloebebs, maSin, roca ufskruli zecasa da miwas Soris
droTa ganmavlobaSi metad izrdeba.
Cven mowodebulni varT velodoT iseT gardasaxvas,

romelsac SeuZlia daangrios Cvens winaSe yvela SezRudva
da CarCo, romlebic aSenebulia Cveni adamianuri bunebiT.
mowodebulni varT gavxdeT mowmeebi iseTi movlenebi-
sa, romlebic cdeba droisa da sivrcis farglebs. aseTi
grandiozuli cvlilebebi elodeba yvela uflis Svils.
ratom aris maradisoba Cadebuli Cvens gulebSi?
Cveni awmyo swrafva silamazisa da ganaxlebisaken – es

mxolod zeciuris winasaxea. darwmunebuli var, rom erT
dRes vixilavT Cveni cxovrebis yvela sferos srul aR-
dgenas. me minaxavs aseTi swrafva im qalebSic, romlebic
sasikvdilo sarecelze iwvnen, roca yvela maTi imedi,
daebrunebinaT dakarguli axalgazrdoba, praqtikulad
dakarguli iyo. me vnaxe bebiaCemis saxis gamometyveleba,
roca vakoce mas ukanasknelad gardacvalebis win. im mo-
mentSi igi TiTqosda Tavisi yofili silamazis aCrdili
iyo. mis Tavs amSvenebda WaRara Tmebis qudi. misi xelebi,
romlebic me mekava Cems xelebSi, dafaruli iyo iseTi da-
naoWebuli da mSrali kaniT, rom momiwia daZabva, raTa ga-
mexsenebina, ramdenad nazi iyo es kani mravali wlis win.
rom davwynarebuliyavi warmovidgine, rom misi kani ase-
Ti xdeba mosamzadeblad sulis gadasasvlelad sxva sa-
myaroSi. male igi CamoiSorebs am xorciel Sesamosels,
romelic ukve imdenad Zvelia, rom veRar SeuZlia maradi-
ulad axalgazrda sulis Sekaveba. bebiam gamiRima, magram
me ver vicani misi Rimili, radgan kbilebi yviTeli da mo-
texili hqonda. Cemma umcrosma Svilebma, romelTac ma-
namde ar enaxaT didi bebia, ukanac ki daixies SiSiT, roca
mas mivuaxlovdi, raTa ukanasknelad mekoca danaoWebul
Sublze. roca misken davixare, mivxvdi, rom is misi sur-
neli, romelic me jer kidev axalgazrdobidan maxsovda,
gamqraliyo. vicodi, rom veRar vixilavdi mas iqamde, vi-
dre yvelaferi Zveli ar Seicvleboda axliT.
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`yovelive mSvenivrad Seqmna Tavis Jams. TviT maradi-
uloba Cado maT gulebSi.~ (eklesiaste 3:11)
ratom Cado RmerTma Tavis momakvdav SvilebSi maradis-

oba? imisaTvis, rom gamudmebiT guli dagvwydomoda? ara,
vfiqrob, rom man es imitom gaakeTa, raTa moeca CvenTvis
SesaZlebloba rom cotaTi mainc SevxebodiT imas, risi
bunebrivad danaxvac, mosmenac an warmodgenac SeuZlebe-
lia. maradisoba Cvens gulebSi gvaiZulebs ara erTi dRiT
vcxovrobdeT, aramed viltvodeT im droisa da adgi-
lisken, romlebic jer arasodes gvixilavs.
sikvdili – arasasiamovno movlenaa adamis da evas Zee-

bisa da asulebisaTvis. Cven kargad ver aRviqvamT mas, met-
ic – is Cveni mteria. SesaZloa, swored amis gamoa rom
Cven ara ubralod gvinda gavxdeT mowmeebi imisa, Tu ro-
gor gardaiqmneba uSno ixvi didebul gedad, magram imi-
sac, Tu moxuci, daRlili gedi rogor inarCunebs axal-
gazrdobas mTeli cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi? adamisa evas
Svilebs gvaqvs sruli ufleba vebrZodeT sikvdils da vi-
brunebdeT Cvens kuTvnil silamazes. am mizniT Cven voc-
nebobT vixiloT rogor gardaiqmneba sisuste Zalad, ro-
gor inkurneba avadmyofobebi da rogor gvcildeba ngreva
da siRaribe. garda amisa, Cven aseve vecdebiT vebrZoloT
mtris Zalauflebas, romelmac daipyro Cveni edemis baRi
da daemuqra Cvens unars vibatonoT dedamiwaze. yoveli
Cvengani SeZlebisdagvarad cdilobs dafaruli ganZis
amoTxras da dapirebuli saganZuris miRebas, da Cven mas
aucileblad miviRebT!
rogor gvinda rom adamianebma kvlav miiRon warTmeuli

Zala da daalagon TavianTi cxovreba. amas winaT gavogn-
di, roca telegadacemaSi vnaxe Tu erTma qalma medicinis
daxmarebiT rogor Seicvala sruliad Tavisi garegnoba da
cxovrebis stili. kamerebis winaSe idga ra da uCvenebda
mayureblebs dizainerebis SemoqmedebiTobis Sedegebs, igi
avlenda gamaognebel gansxvavebas im qalTan, romelic igi
iyo jer kidev cota xnis win. gadacemis gmiri welSi ufro
gamarTuli iyo da aRar ixreboda. mas SeeZlo aRar Sercx-
venoda sakuTari garegnobis da darwmunebuli yofiliyo
sakuTar TavSi, rac ase aucilebelia yvela ararealizebu-
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li ocnebis aRsasruleblad. mas moswonda is, rac yovelT-
vis hqonda, ubralod ar SeeZlo manamde Tavisi namdvili
silamazis gamovlena. es qalbatoni yovelTvis lamazi iyo;
ubralod mas dasWirda sakuTari Tavis wesrigSi moyvana.
roca mis dasaxmareblad gamoCnda stilisti, adamiani,
romelmac dainaxa am ùSno ixvSi~ mSvenieri gedi, - maT er-
Tad SeZles imis gakeTeba mis garegnobasa da cxovrebaSi,
risi gakeTebac mas erTs ar SeeZlo. ara da, Cven yvelas
gvaqvs SesaZlebloba mivmarToT yvelaze niWier stilists
samyaroSi.
`me mamas Sevevdrebi da is sxva nugeSismcemels mogiv-

lenT, raTa TqvenTan iyos saukunod.~ (ioane 14:16)
suliwmidis rCeva gacilebiT faseulia, vidre tele-

SouSi monawileobis miRebis SesaZlebloba, stilistebis
da dizainerebis daxmarebis miReba da erT studiaSi cno-
bil telewamyvanTan erTad yofna – radgan es adre Tu
gvian yvelaferi ubrundeba Cveul dinebas, da aseTi ga-
dacemebis monawileebi warsdgebian kvlav Cveulebrivi cx-
orvebis winaSe.
ar minda pesimisti mogeCvenoT, magram mainc rogorc ar

unda Seicvalos Tqveni garegnoba, Tqven aseve unda iswav-
loT sakuTari Tavis karg Sinagan formaSi SenarCuneba,
raTa cvlilebebi grZelvadiani aRmoCndes da ara xuTwu-
Tianebi.
ramdeni qristiani ar gansxvavdeba arafriT am gadace-

mis monawileebisgan? sakuTari cxovrebis raRac garkveul
momentSi isini ganicdian radikalur, Zireul cvlile-
bas, magram rogorc ki aRmoCndebian Cveul garemoebaSi,
kvlav ubrundebian TavianT Zvel Cvevebs. maTi gadasvla
sikvdilisgan sicocxlisken rCeba mxolod tkbil mo-
gonebad. cvlilebebi, romlebic maTSi odesRac moxda,
warsulSi rCeba. magram ase ar unda iyos.
xangrZlivi cvlilebebi
`marTalTa kvali ganTiadiviTaa, romelic ufro da

ufro Zlierdeba SuadRemde.~ (igavebi 4:18)
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es muxli yovelTvis iyo Cemi erTerTi sayvareli mux-
li. aq poetur formaSi aRwerilia Cemi cxovreba. CvenTvis
Tavad kardinaluri cvlilebebis momenti mwvervalad ki
ar unda iqces Cvens cxovrebaSi, aramed gzis dasawyisad,
aTvlis wertilad, roca Cvens SinaganSi inTeba sinaTle
da anaTebs Cveni cxovrebis pirvel etaps. es TiTqmis
hgavs zRapars jadosnur qveyanaze: rac ufro metad vuax-
lovdebiT mizans, miT metad ganaTebuli iqneba Cveni gza.
arasodes damaviwydeba Cemi Svilis reaqcia, roca ves-

tumreT erT qals, romelic Sids-iT iyo daavadebuli. es
iyo axalgazrda deda, saxlidan gamogdebuli mSoblebis
mier da cxovrobda uxeS megobar biWTan erTad, bavSvis
mamasTan, romelmac gadasdo mas imunodeficitis virusi.
roca masTan stumrad wavedi, raTa am sacodavisTvis

gadameca patara Tmis feni, raRac tansacmeli da sakvebi
misTvis da misi bavSvisTvis, Tan gaviyole Cemi biWi. im
dros igi rva wlis iyo, da mxrebSi moikunta, roca dainaxa
uwesrigoba da siRaribe, romlebic im patara borblebi-
an furgonSi sufevda, sadac isini cxovrobdnen. mindoda
meswavlebina Cemi SvilisTvis TanagrZnoba dakargulebi-
sadmi, magram amis nacvlad igi Caiketa sakuTar TavSi da
rogorc Cans, seriozuli Soki gadaitana.
roca Cven vbrundebodiT saxlSi, SevekiTxe, Tu ratom

hqonda aseTi reaqcia danaxulze. `deda, me SemeSinda~, -
wrfelad gamomityda igi. cota xniT davfiqrdi, da simar-
Tle giTxraT, Cemzec imoqmeda am sawylebis uimedo mdgo-
mareobam. sikvdili daemuqra im bavSvis sicocxles, maSin
roca misi axalgazrda da egoisti mSoblebi agrZelebdnen
daRmasvlas ngrevisken. yvelaferi maT sacxovrebelSi maT
uimedo mdgomareobaze mowmobda – iatakze mimoyrili
tansacmliT dawyebuli da magidaze dadebuli gadauxde-
li qviTrebiT da sakvebi talonebiT damTavrebuli. isini
ugunurad ekidebodnen imas, rac hqondaT da amitomac aR-
moCndnen msoflioSi erTerT Rarib adamianebad. xSirad
siRaribe gvikakunebs karebze maSin, roca Cven ar vafasebT
imas, rac gvaqvs; iseve rogorc cdunebebi, romlebic im
SemTxvevaSi modis Cvens cxovrebaSi, Tu ar viciT vin varT.
`yovelive mSvenivrad Seqmna Tavis Jams. TviT maradi-

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uloba Cado maT gulebSi, magram saqmes, rac RmerTma
moimoqmeda Tavidan bolomde, ver xvdeba adamiani.~
(eklesiaste 3:11)
swrafva gadarCenisaken
RmerTma yovel CvenganSi Cado gadarCenisken swrafva da

imedi, magram yvelaze saSineli ram CvenTvis aris am imedis
dakargva. mis gareSe, Cven vkargavT momavals. maradiuli
faseulobebis Tvalsazrisidan gamomdinare, Cveni yvelaze
didi survili unda iyos swrafva vixiloT is, Tu rogor
gardaiqneba qaosi wesrigad. axalgazrdoba gamodis mox-
ucebulobidan iseve, rogorc Zveli imoseba axliT.
swored amitomac axdenen Cvenze STabeWdilebas im ada-

mianebis damowmebebi, romlebic gvaCveneben TavianT `ma-
namde da mere~ suraTebs. Cven, viRacas metad, viRacas na-
klebad, mainc gvizidavs raRacis Secvlis SesaZlebloba
Cvens cxovrebaSi, magram iciT ra? asec unda iyos.
me ubralod isRa damrCenia, rom vivaraudo, es survili

adamianSi misi Seqmnis dRes iqna Cadebuli, Tu mogvianebiT
gaCnda. radgan Cven varT adamisa da evas Svilebi, Cveni
pirveli sunTqviT iwyeba Cveni mogzauroba gardacvalebi-
sken. vici, es sakmaod arasasiamovnod JRers; da miuxeda-
vad imisa, rom gvesmis, rom es asea, Zalian ar mogvwons
amgvar raRaceebze fiqri. arcerT Cvengans, sinaTlis Svi-
lebs ar SegviZlia sikvdilis aRqma, rogorc sasiamovno
movlena, radgan sinamdvileSi Cven ar viyaviT Seqmnilni
sikvdilisTvis. yvela cocxali arsebidan Cven (kacebi da
qalebi) erTaderTni varT, vinc RmerTis xatad iyo Seqm-
nili, romelic iZleva sicocxles. amitomac gonivruli
iqneboda gvevarauda, rom sikvdils da nebismier sxva
movlenas SeuZlia mogvparos sicocxle da janmrTeloba,
ar aris misi bunebis nawili, visi xatebac davimkvidreT.
swored amitom unda vibrZodeT gamudmebiT sicocxlis
SenarCunebisTvis.
yoveli cocxali arsebidan mxolod Cven, RmerTis qm-

nilebis gvirgvini, ganvicdiT ukve mxolod fiqris gamo
sikvdilis Sesaxeb da oms vucxadebT yovel naoWs Cvens
saxeze – daberebis momaswavebelze. SesaZloa, Cven vebrZ-
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viT garegnul gamovlinebas, da gvaviwydeba Sida mxare?
yvela cocxali arsebidan mxolod Cven vatarebT kanze si-
beris niSnebs naoWebis saxiT.
sikvdilis SiSis moSoreba
cxovelebs ar eSiniaT sikvdilis – isini ebrZvian amas.

maTi swrafva gadarCenisken gansxvavdeba Cveni swrafvisgan.
cxovelebi ar kankaleben sikvdilze fiqriT da ar uCivian
im fizikur sisustes, romelsac moaqvs maTTan dabereba.
maTTvis sikvdili – ar aris pirveli mteri, romli-

sac yvelaze metad unda eSinodeT; es ubralod erTerTi
mteria, romelTanac mouwevT Sejaxeba gadarCenisTvis br-
ZolaSi. maTTvis gadarCena ZiriTadi mizania, radgan maT
ar eqnebaT sicocxle sikvdilis Semdeg, magram Cven ar
unda gvmarTavdes mxolod es swrafva. Cven viltviT raRa-
ca ufro didisken. viswrafiT sikvdilze gamarjvebisken,
radgan sikvdili – Cveni ukanaskneli mteria.
`xolo ukanaskneli mteri, romelic ganqardeba,

sikvdilia.~ (1 kor.15:26)
da
`maSin axdeba dawerili sityva: `sikvdili STainTqa

ZleviT.~ (1 korinTelTa 15:54)
mama RmerTma icoda ra SiSs gamoiwvevda CvenSi sikvdi-

li, amitomac igi winaRudga am SiSs da jvris meSveobiT
Seucvala saxeli… saxelSi xom didi Zala devs. iesom Sec-
vala sityva `sikvdilis~ mniSvneloba, romelic niSnavs `ra-
Racis dakargvas~, sityviT `miZineba~, romelic mosvenebas
gulisxmobs. misi sayvareli SvilebisTvis sikvdili aRar
warmoadgens arsebobis dasasruls; igi maradiuli sizmris
dasawyisi xdeba. Cven amis mtkicebulebas vpoulobT maTes
saxarebis 9:24-Si, roca iesom gaagdo momtiraleni gar-
dacvlili gogonas saxlidan: `wadiT aqedan, radgan gogo-
na ar momkvdara, aramed sZinavs. da sasacilod aigdes igi.~
im momentSic ki winaswarmetyvelebda im aRTqmis aRsrule-
bis Sesaxeb, romelic unda ganxorcielebuliyo ramdenime
wlis Semdeg. RmerTis sityvaSi naTqvamia:
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ài, me saidumlos geubnebiT: yvelani ar ganvisvenebT,
magram yvelani SevicvlebiT.~ (1 korinTelTa 15:51)
gana Cven ar gvZinavs yoveldRiurad? maSin pavle am naw-

yvetSi gulisxmobda ara Ramis an dRis sizmars. man gad-
moiRo suliwmidis ena da Tavis werilebSi sikvdils uwoda
`Zili~. Cven aRgveTqva, rom ara movkvdebiT (ar daviZi-
nebT), aramed SevicvlebiT. sityva `SevicvlebiT~ mocemul
konteqstSi niSnavs `gardavisaxebiT, ukeTesebi gavxdebiT~.
berZnuli sityva `Secvla~ niSnavs yovel mxriv `Secvlas~.
amgvar gardaqmnas gaaCnia ori gza: an samudamod daZineba,
an zecad amaRleba iesos meored dabrunebisas.
mxolod mamisaTvis cnobili mizezebiT, sizmari (dasve-

neba) aris Rrma cvlilebebis winamorbedi. zogi adamiani
ar ixilavs sikvdils, Tumca yoveli adamiani, romelsac
RmerTi Tavisas eZaxis, gadaitans am cvlilebas. iesom ga-
daitana sikvdilis agonia, raTa Cven aRar SegvSineboda
misi. zogierT mis Svils elodeba Rrma Zili, xolo Semdeg
– cvlilebebi; zogni ki umalve Seicvlebian.
Cven vixilavT namdvil silamazes
aseTi cvlilebebi samyaros jer ar ganucdia. gansxva-

veba `manamde~ da `mere~-s Soris imdenad didi iqneba, rom
amas ver gadmoscems vercerTi suraTi da vercerTi mra-
valsaaTiani gadacema. vfiqrob, rom am gardasaxvis Sem-
deg sakuTar Tavs SevxedavT da pirvelad vixilavT Cvens
namdvil silamazes. Cven gakvirvebulebi davaTvalierebT
erTmaneTs da aRtacebulebi viqnebiT am axali samyaros
silamaziTa da ZaliT. warmomidgenia, bavSvebiviT rogor
gadavexveviT erTmaneTs tiriliT da kiviliT: `nuTu es
Sen xar?... da me ver mcnob?~
axla Cven mxolod bundovnad SegviZlia vxvdebodeT

imas, Tu ra gvelodeba zecaSi, TiTqosda momavlis Crdils
vxedavdeT. CrdilSi ar aris araferi cudi; problema imaSi
mdgomareobs, rom is arameterialuria da gaurbis sinaT-
lis brwyinvalebas. amitom nacvlad imisa, rom ubralod
vijdeT da vmsjelobdeT am qveynis mSvenierebebis Sesa-
xeb, sadac aRmovCndebiT amgvari sakvirveli cvlilebebis
Semdeg, droa daviwyoT im cvlilebebis ganxorcieleba,
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romlebiTac aRsavsea Cveni yoveli ocneba. bundovnad ki
warmogvidgenia es srulyofili samyaro, magram danamdvi-
lebiT viciT rogori iqneba igi sinamdvileSi? Cven, Rmer-
Tis asulebs mondobili gvaqvs didi saidumlo. dadga dro
mivceT am saidumlos saSualeba rom gardagvqmnas Cven.
`xolo roca es xrwnadi uxrwnelebiT Seimoseba da es

mokvdavi _ ukvdavebiT, maSin axdeba dawerili sityva:
`sikvdili STainTqa ZleviT.~ (1 korinTelTa 15:54)
amaze fiqrisas, me gamudmebiT vavlebdi paralelebs

realur situaciebTan. dafiqrdiT Semdegze: mas, vinc ga-
dawyvets plastikur operacias an raime qirurgiul Care-
vas, jer utareben gasaubrebas, ekiTxebian mas imis Sesaxeb,
risi miRwevac surs am operaciis meSveobiT. Semdeg uxs-
nian ramdenad realuria misi molodini. plastikurma qi-
rurgma SeiZleba uTxras: ès da is romc gagikeToT, maSi-
nac ki ver gamogviva iseTi Sedegi, romelic Tqven gindaT.
ar SemiZlia eSli jadis loyebi mogceT, magram SemiZlia
dagexmaroT amasa da amaSi.~ (am msaxiobis momajadovebeli
Rimilis gamo yvelas surs igive loyebis qona, rogoric
mas aqvs). Semdeg, sxvadasxva qirurgiuli iaraRebis da sa-
Sualebebis demonstrirebiT eqimi acnobs pacients opera-
ciis yvela detals. igi adgens dros, romelic aucile-
belia sruli gamojanmrTelebisTvis da riskis sidides,
romelic am proceduras ukavSirdeba. bolos, qirurgi
asaxelebs Tanxas, romlis gadaxdac aucilebelia opera-
ciisa da mkurnalobisTvis. am yvelafris Semdeg pacientma
unda awon-dawonos, Rirs Tu ara Sedegi operaciaze dax-
arjul Tanxad, Zalisxmevad da drod.
pacients aZineben da miuxedavad imisa, rom igi gaiRvi-

Zebs tkivilebiT da iarebiT saxeze, mas amoZravebs imedi,
rom operaciis Semdeg bevri ram Seicvleba ukeTesisken.
diax, amisaTvis qirurgiuli Careva iqneba saWiro da mas
mouwevs tkivilis gavla, magram Tu es adamiani moTminebiT
gaivlis mkurnalobis kurss da daelodeba, sanam iarebi
mouSuSdeba, saerTo jamSi igi sarkeSi sruliad Secvlil
adamians ixilavs.
RmerTis mier CvenTvis mocemuli aRTqma – es Cems

mier aRwerili erTgvari suraTia. Tavis droze Cven da-
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viZinebT daWrilni da naiarebni, daberebulebi da daR-
lilebi, moxrilebi da gasuqebulebi, xolo gaviRviZebT
janmrTelebi, ganaxlebulebi, axalgazrdebi da Zlierebi.
me orjer gamikeTes operacia narkoziT. saerTo anesTe-

zia – es erTgvari iZulebiTi Zilia. es aris Rrma Zilis
mdgomareoba, roca pacienti veRar grZnobs tkivils da
ver aRiqvams realobas im mdgomareobaSi, rogorSic man
icis. sxeuli SesaZloa daeqvemdebaros nebismier Carevas,
xolo tvini ver igrZnobs amas. pirvelad operacia gamik-
eTes narkoziT xuTi wlis asakSi, rodesac Tvali momaSo-
res. daviZine ori TvaliT, xolo gaviRviZe erTiT. kidev
erTxel gamikeTes saerTo anesTezia, roca misworebdnen
cxvirs, romelic movitexe serfingis dros. am travmis
gamo sunTqva miWirda. im dros 43 wlis viyavi, magram wi-
nandeli operaciis gamo, romelic xuTi wlis asakSi gada-
vitane, me panikurad meSinoda narkozis. meCveneboda, rom
Tu davTanxmdebodi amas, sruliad davkargavdi kontrols
situaciaze. isic ki maxsovs rogor amityda SiSisgan kank-
ali, roca registraturaSi vaTanxmebdi operaciis dros.
Tumca, vimyofebodi mSvenieri, mzrunveli eqimis mz-

runvelobis qveS da eWvi ar mepareboda operaciis aucile-
blobaSi, SiSi mainc damdevda kvaldakval. jonic ki davi-
Tanxme rom CemTan yofiliyo manam, sanam ar wamiyvandnen
saoperacioSi. eqimi mamSvidebda roca narkozs mik-
eTebdnen, da gverdiT imyofeboda CemTan, roca gamovfx-
ildi narkozis Semdeg. bolo, rac maxsovs iyo misi kiTxva:
`rogor daizianeT cxviri? qmarma mogatexaT?~
ise gaviTiSe, rom verc ki movaswari pasuxis gacema,

xolo roca gamovfxizldi narkozis Semdeg maSinve Seve-
cade ukanonod gakicxuli jonis gamarTlebas: àra! me mo-
vitexe, roca…~ da uecrad mivxvdi, rom im momentidan,
roca es kiTxva damisves didi dro gasula. Cemi pasuxi
Seicvala kiTxvad Sua winadadebaSi: ùkve daamTavreT?~ -
`ki, da Tqven araCveulebrivad gadaitaneT operacia!~ - mi-
pasuxa eqimma. imdenad gaxarebuli viyavi, rom yvelaferi
damTavrda, rom Tavbru mexveoda.
joni Semovida Tu ara Cems palataSi, Sevecade gadameca

misTvis eqimis sityvebi: `Zvirfaso, araCveulebrivad gada-
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vitane operacia!~
am jerze arcerTi organo ar damikargia – piriqiT,

erTerTi maTgani aRmidgines. mTeli gzis manZilze sax-
lisken xalisian ganwyobaze viyavi. yvelaferi saSineli
ukan darCa. araferi moukveTavT, samagierod aRmidgines
da ganmikurnes cxviri.
vfiqrob, raRac msgavsi gvelodeba Cven, Tu saSuale-

bas mivcemT suliwmidas uxelmZRvanelos Cvens cxovrebas.
Cven SiSiT wavalT operaciaze, magram rom gaviRviZebT,
yvelaferi ukan iqneba da ufalSi davisvenebT.
àmitom ar vcxrebiT, magram Tu garegani kaci ixrwneba,

Cveni Sinagani mainc ganaxldeba dRiTi dRe.~ (2 korin-
TelTa 4:16)
rogor gviyurebs RmerTi
gjeraT Tu ara, rom RmerTs SeuZlia sruliad

SegcvaloT garedan da Signidan? darwmunebuli var, rom
qristiani qalebi yvelaferSi mSvenivrebi unda iyvnen.
Cven mowodebulni varT davanaxoT am qveynierebas Rmer-
Tis silamaze. Tumca CvenSi Cadebuli ki aris silamazisken
swrafva, magram Cvens sulier mtersac ar sZinavs: rogorc
cnobilia, igi Tavs esxmis yoveli individis unikaluro-
bas. modiT ganvixiloT Cveni mtris pozicia. imisaTvis,
rom misma saqmem warmatebas miaRwios, man raRac unda
mogvparos. vfiqrob, rom eSmaks panikurad eSinia imisa,
rom Cven bolos da bolos gaviRviZebT da imad viqcev-
iT, ranic varT sinamdvileSi. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi ra-
tom aRZravda igi gamudmebiT qalebs (rogorc axalgaz-
rdebs, ise moxucebs) ugunurad mopyrobodnen yvelafers,
rasac WeSmariti faseuloba gaaCnia, da fokusirebulebi
yofiliyvnen mxolod sakuTar garegnul silamazeze? ra-
tom unda sWirdebodes mas aiZulebdes qalebs uari Tq-
van Zalaze, sibrZneze da RmerTis aRTqmebze, da gacvalon
isini ugunurebaze da amwuTier siamovnebebSi? silamaziT
gabuqebul am wuTisofelSi, rogor unda gamoiyurebodes
namdvili qristiani qali? rogor unda iqceodes igi? ro-
gor icmevdes? rogori toniT unda esaubrebodes garSemo
myofT? minda dagexmaroT am kiTxvebze pasuxebis moZebna-
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Si. radgan swored CvenSia dafaruli is pozicia, is roli,
is xma, is garegnoba, romlebic Cven ase gvWirdeba.
amas winaT me viyavi erT konferenciaze, romlis dro-

sac suliwmidam damanaxa Tu rogor gviyurebs Cven:
`roca Sen giyureb, me raRac ufro dids vxedav… vxedav

aRTqmebis aRsrulebas. me vxedav asulebis Taobas, rom-
lebic mtrisTvis iseT safrTxes warmoadgenen, rom igi
cdilobs yvelafris gakeTebas rac SesaZlebelia, raTa
daamaxinjos maTi msoflmxedveloba, da gaanadguros maTi
silamaze da moparos maT WeSmariti Zala da Zalaufleba.
igi sicruis mama, da amitom igi mogmarTavT Tqven

Cabnelebuli SiSis miRma. xolo sinaTlis mama pirispir
gelaparakebaT.
mteri cdilobs SeaRwios Tqveni gulis yvelaze dafa-

rul kuTxeebSi da dagWraT imdenad Rrmad da seriozu-
lad, rom eWvis qveS daayenos Tqveni arsebobac ki.
evedreT mamas da is gagicxadebT Tavs. igi axlos mova

TqvenTan da yvelas giwodebT Tavisas da sayvarels.~
`da datkbeba mefe Seni mSvenebiT – radgan is aris Seni

ufali da Tayvani eci mas.~ (fsalmuni 44:12)
rogor SegviZlia pativi mivagoT ufals Cveni silama-

ziT? roca miviRebT mis sityvebs rogorc absolutur
WeSmaritebas. man gviwoda mSvenieri da lamazi. gabedavT
amis Semdeg, rom mas matyuara uwodoT? gabedavT, rom mi-
iRoT misi siyvaruli? gamudmebiT dausviT sakuTar Tavs
es kiTxvebi. ar SeiZleba imis mindoba, rasac sarkeSi xe-
davT, radgan Tqven xom Tqvens anareklze gacilebiT meti
xarT! modiT vilocoT:
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan misi saxeliT, vinc yvelaze mSvenieria,

iesos saxeliT. gTxov, gamudmebiT Semcvale. minda iseTi
qali gavxde, romelic ar eqvemdebareba SiSs. momiteve im
SemTxvevebis gamo Cems cxovrebaSi, roca vewinaaRmdege-
bodi Sens sityvas. mama, Sen yvelaze didebuli eqimi xar,
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da mxolod Sen erTs SegiZlia Cemi cxovrebis yoveli
sferos Secvla.
Cven, qalebs, SegviZlia viyoT mSvenierebi Sens da garSe-

mo myofTa TvalSi miuxedavad Cveni asakisa. me vinanieb
Sens winaSe imas, rom mivmarTavdi usityvo kerpebs, maSin,
roca WeSmariti Zala SenSi unda momeZebna. uarvyof maT
gavlenas Cems cxovrebaze. vdevni maT mogonebebs Cemi mex-
sierebidan, da maT warmodgenebs Cemi Tvalebidan. minda
mxolod Sen gxedavde da giyurebde. dae, Seni xateba Crdi-
lavdes nebismier sxvas Cems cxovrebaSi. CamibeWde igi sxva
danarCenebze metad. gamicxade Seni Tavi metad realurad
da momiaxlovdi. sruliad gamogcem xelT Cemi cxovrebis
yovel sferos. amin.
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Tavi meTormete
arasrulyofili, magram ganumeorebeli

mTel msoflioSi mogzaurobisas momismenia saubrebi
imis Sesaxeb, Tu ramdenad mniSvnelovania iyo bunebrivi.
droTa ganmavlobaSi daviwye kiTxvis dasma: `sakmarisia ki,
pirdapir rom vTqvaT, iyo bunebrivi?~ cnobilia, rom sa-
kuTari Tavis sxvad moCvenebiT Sors ver wavalT. Tumca
RmerTi xedavs Cvens gulebs, praqtikulad yvela erTxel
mainc vcdilobdiT gvecxovra ise, rom sxvad warmogveCina
Tavi. magram, aseT momentebSi piradad me vgrZnobdi, rom
CemTvis raRac ufro didi iyo gamzadebuli. ar mSorde-
boda swrafva raRac ufro Rrma da aRmatebulisken, vidre
niRbis qveS cxovrebaa.
Cemi msaxurebisas wlebis manZilze araerTxel msmenia

adamianebisgan, romlebic CemTan modiodnen qadagebebis
Semdeg konferenciebze, aseTi sityvebi:
`momwons, rom aseTi Tavisufali xarT… bunebrivi.~
`madloba Tqven imisaTvis, rom aseTi bunebrivi xarT!~
`Zalian momwons rom gaxsnili xarT!~
iyo Tavisufali kargia, gaxsniloba – mniSvnelovania,

magram yovelTvis maSfoTebda, roca meubnebodnen rom
bunebrivi viyavi. sworad gamigeT, kargad vxvdebi rom es
frazebi Cems mimarT komplimentis saxiT iyo naTqvami, ma-
gram zogjer sakuTar Tavs viWerdi im azrze, rom mindoda
gamego msmenelebisgan raRac ufro aRmatebuli, magali-
Tad: ò, ra brZeni xarT~ an `ra Zlieri mqadagebeli xarT~.
sasiamovno iqneboda dro da dro aseTi Sefasebis mosmena:
`Tqveni qadageba inteleqtualuri Tvalsazrisidan gamom-
dinare JRerda sakmaod jansaRad da dalagebulad!~ ma-
gram amis nacvlad me mexutebian madlierebis sityvebiT:
`dao, madloba Tqven rom bunebrivi xarT.~
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ra Tqma unda, ar vapireb Cems qadagebebSi mliqvnelobas
xalxTan. radgan, romeli jansaR azrovnebaSi myofi ada-
miani isurvebda saxeli gaeTqva rogorc ara wrfels da
matyuaras? me namdvilad ar minda, rom meZaxdnen matyu-
aras. ubralod saqme imaSia, rom zogjer Zalian minda Cems
mimarT metad piradi, gansakuTrebuli da mniSvnelovani
komplimentebis mosmena. magram erTxel, roca morigi
msaxurebidan saxlSi mivfrinavdi, kvlav davfiqrdi am
sakiTxze - ìyo bunebrivi~ da uecrad vigrZeni, rogor
damelaparaka suliwmida:
`liza, Sengan raRac ufro meti mWirdeba. Sen SeiZleba

iyo xis `bunebrivi~ nawili, magram roca cecxlSi Cagag-
deben, Sengan mxolod nacari darCeba. me minda, rom ara
mxolod `bunebrivi~ iyo, aramed minda `ganumeorebeli~
gagxado~.
am sityvebidan mivxvdi, rom iyo bunebrivi, jer ar niS-

navs iyo ganumeorebeli. radgan klod mones suraTis asli
SeiZleba iyos namdvili, `bunebrivi~, magram igi ar aris
originali. roca es erTerTi yvelaze mniSvnelovani ga-
mocxadeba miviRe Cems cxovrebaSi, qvecnobierad mivxvdi:
RmerTs kvlav unda rom cecxlSi gamataros, da amitom
rogorc Cans `bunebrivi~ CemTvis metad komfortuli md-
gomareoba iyo, vidre manamde vxvdebodi.
Cemi qristianuli gamocdilebidan vicodi, rom sityva

`cecxli~ RmerTis bageSi niSnavs `gansacdels~, an Cems Sem-
TxvevaSi gansacdelebis jaWvs. TiTqmis yovelTvis miwevs
cxovrebiseuli gamocdebis Cabareba meore jerze da ufro
metad rTul formaSi, radgan pirvel jerze ubralod
ver vaswreb garkvevas, raSi mdgomareobs yoveli morigi
testi. aseve veWvobdi, rom melodeboda gamocda ganu-
meoreblobaze, radgan imisaTvis, rom gaigo Tu ra aris
namdvili da ra ara, ar aris saWiro gamocdis Catareba:
Cveulebisamebr amis dadgena SeiZleba xelis mokidebiT an
zog SemTxvevaSi suniT.
magaliTad, rogor gavigoT bunebrivi yvavilebis Taig-

ulia Tu ara? ubralod midixarT masTan axlo da ynosavT
an exebiT mas xeliT… samwuxarod, igi yalbi aRmoCnda! es
namdvili brolia? iRebT Wiqas xelSi; igi Zalian msubuqia
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da gamoscems yru xmas, rodesac TiTebs artyavT. ara, es
mina-plastikia. xolo, ai bewvi Tua namdvili? yovelTvis
vcdilob xeli gadavusva mas da davadgino naturaluria
Tu xelovnuri.
simarTle giTxraT, ukve mombezrda es xelovnuri

Taigulebi maTi plastmasis suniT! xelovnuri aromati-
zatorebi STanTqaven yvela ucxo suns, magram sakuTar
aromats ar warmoqmnian, xolo me yovelTvis mindoda Seme-
grZno RmerTis silamaze da SemesunTqa misi Tandaswrebis
keTilsurneleba. mxolod mis TandaswrebaSi vgrZnob Tavs
cocxlad!
rogor daviRale xelovnuri silamazisgan! da Tumca

namdvili yvavilebis movla Zalisxmevas moiTxovs, mirCev-
nia erTaderTi vardis aromati xelovnuri yvavilebis
mTel Taiguls. minda suniT gavigo, daiwyo am yvavilma
ukve daWknoba Tu ara. minda misi gamxmari foTlebi Cav-
do Cems bibliaSi an gavaSro Camokidebuli yvavilebi Cems
karadaSi. sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, momeciT rame cocx-
ali, da me Severwymebi mas, mis surnels da yvavilobas.
odesme gigrZvniaT Tavi ise, rogorc me? eZebT xelovnur

qristianul cxovrebaze raime dids, romelSic dRes cxov-
robT? Tu Tanaxma xarT icxovroT xelovnur samyaroSi,
radgan geSiniaT iocneboT raime didze? fiqrobT, rom
Zalian Znelia iyo ara mxolod bunebrivi, aramed ganu-
meorebelic? sad aris Tqveni ganumeorebloba? sad aris
Tqveni unikaluri xasiaTi? sad aris Tqveni Zala?
uyureT ara problemas, aramed fesvs
mravali wlis win davpatiJe RmerTi Cems cxovrebaSi da

vTxove Seecvala igi. erT mSvenier dRes me miveci mas sa-
Sualeba moexdina operacia Cems gulSi, gaekeTebina Rrma
Wrilobebi da gamklavebuliyo Cems yvelaze Rrma da gu-
lis saidumlo problemebs. daviRale problemebis xil-
uli gamovlinebebis mudmivi damalviT, romlebic Rrmad
iyo gamjdari Cems gulSi, da Tavi ise momqonda TiTqos
es fesvebi ar arsebobda. am WeSmaritebis gacnobierebamde
me vloculobdi iseTi locvebiT, sadac vevedrebodi
RmerTs mxolod vekurTxebine da vuzrunvelyve. es daax-
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loebiT ase JRerda: `mama, aRavse Cemi cxovreba lamazi da
sasiamovno sagnebiT da movlenebiT. gaxade Cemi cxovreba
mSvenieri, radgan Sen giyvarvar me.~
magram erT dResac Cemi locvebi Seicvala. garemo-

micva raRaca ufro didma wyurvilma, vidre Cemi Rmer-
Tis mimarT siyvaruli iyo. mominda myvareboda igi mTeli
guliT da Tayvani meca misTvis suliT da WeSmaritebiT;
davmtkbariyavi misi silamaziT, da ara ubralod meyure-
bina misi sikeTisTvis. vicodi, rom Tvalebi unda amewia mi-
widan da saSualeba mimeca mamisTvis Rrmad amoeTxara Cemi
gulis niadagi. mxolod guliT sufTani ixilaven RmerTs.
me vocnebobdi rom metad axlos menaxa da megrZno igi.
aRar makmayofilebda is, rom gamudmebiT memeorebina misi
aRTqmebi; mWirdeboda misi gulis mosmena. am locvis Sem-
deg RmerTma daiwyo Sroma Cems individualurobaze da
dResac agrZelebs amas.
raimes unikalurobas amtkiceben metad rTuli gamokv-

levebis meSveobiT, vidre ubralo SexebiT. magaliTad, is
grZnoba, romelic Tqven igrZeniT rodesac exebodiT raime
rigiT sagans an SeisunTqavdiT mis surnels, ver Seedre-
ba imas, rac Tqven igrZeniT maSin, roca xedavdiT raimes,
erTaderTs Tavis saxeobaSi. meore SemTxvevaSi Tqven me-
tad Rrma grZnoba ganicadeT. maxsovs erTxel gavige, rom
erTerTma Cemma Tanaklaselma kolejSi tyuiliT daikava
maRali Tanamdeboba warmatebul kompaniaSi. man Tavis
reziumeSi yalbi informacia Cawera da aravin ar Seamowma
simarTle iyo es Tu ara. Cvens pirad cxovrebaSi zogier-
Ti ram SeiZleba WeSmariti Candes, magram Rrma Semowmebis
Semdeg aRmoCndeba, rom isini aseTebi saerTod ar arian.
vfiqrob, zogma Cvenganma, vinc saxeli gaiTqva, ro-

gorc `bunebrivma, uSualom~, frTxilad unda viyoT, rom
ar gavxdeT `bunebrivi~ urwmuno. msmenia, rogor moyavT
adamianebs iseTi saeWvo argumenti sakuTari xorcieli
saqcielis gasamarTleblad: `me ubralod vcdilob viyo
is, rac var!~ magram xorcieli saqcieli ara mxolod ara
sasurvelia, aramed mas nulamde dayavs Cveni faseuloba
da is fasi, romelic gadaxdili iqna, raTa Cven gvrqmevoda
RmerTis ganumeorebeli Svilebi.
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zogjer meCveneba, rom Cems enasa da tvins Soris praq-
tikulad aranairi kavSiri ar aris. xSirad vambob raRa-
cas daufiqreblad, Semdeg vnanob. Tu Cven unda viyoT
gulwrfelebi da bunebrivebi, ratom aris rom RmerTi
araerTgzis gvirCevda vyofiliyaviT frTxilebi saubreb-
Si? Tu ar vivliT WeSmaritebaSi, Cvenma daufiqrebelma
sityvebma da saqcielma SeiZleba sxvebi daazianon.
`[debo,] Cven xorcis movaleni ara varT, rom xorcie-

lad vicxovroT, vinaidan Tu xorcielad cxovrobT,
sikvdili ar agcdebaT, xolo Tu suliT akvdinebT xor-
ciel saqmeebs, icocxlebT. radgan isini, vinc RvTis
suliT warimarTebian, RvTis Svilebi arian.~ (romael-
Ta 8:12-14)
unari, icxovro spontanur emociur eraqciebze maR-

la (miuxedavad imisa, Tu ra hormonaluri darRveve-
bi ar unda xdebodes Tqvens organizmSi) – RmerTisgan
madliT mocemuli sicocxlis niWia CvenTvis. Tu Cven aRar
wargvmarTavs miwieri, adamianuri saWiroeba, viyoT sasia-
movnoni garSemomyofTaTvis, gavTavisufldebiT aucile-
blobisgan, gamudmebiT vamtkicoT sakuTari simarTle da
SevZlebT im kedlebze maRla asvlas, romlebic boWaven
mravali adamianis cxovrebas. urTierTobebi qristianebs
Soris unda iyos nimuSi qveynierebisaTvis, romelic Ca-
Zirulia wyenebSi, borotebaSi da SurisZiebaSi. Cven gansx-
vavebulebi unda viyoT.
iswavleT kurTxeva, roca gwyevlian
àkurTxebdeT Tqvens mawyevrebs da loculobdeT

Tqvensave SeuracxmyofelTaTvis. vinc loyaSi gaga-
rtyas, meorec miuSvire. vinc samoseli wagarTvas, mo-
sasxamsac nu dauWer.~ (luka 6:28-29)
jansaRi azrovnebis mqone romeli adamiani isurvebs

misi mawyevris kurTxevas? vis moswons, roca mas pirda-
piri gagebiT loyaSi urtyaven (imaze aRar vlaparakob,
rom meore miuSviro)? Tqveni myisieri `bunebrivi~ reaqcia
iqneba aseTi: `kmara, me aqeT ufro uaresad dagwyevli da
loyaSi ufro mtkivneulad dagartyav, vidre Sen me!~ mx-
olod WeSmarit RvTis Svilebs, romlebic suliT arian
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mavalni SeuZliaT gaCumeba an kurTxeva maSin, roca maT
sinamdvileSi surdaT daewyevlaT an daertyaT TavianTi
mtrisTvis. xSirad es ar aris sawyisi reaqcia, romelsac
vamJRavnebT, magram droTa ganmavlobaSi igi unda iqces
Cveni bunebis nawilad.
rodesac viRac gamudmebiT gwyevliT, Tqven gaqvT

arCevani: an SeecadoT Tavad daicvaT Tavi mtris Tavdasx-
mebidan, an sTxovoT RmerTs Caerios am situaciaSi. Sesa-
Zloa, Tqven ar mgavxarT me, magram me sakuTar magaliTze
davrwmundi, rom yovelTvis ar SemiZlia sakuTar ZalebT-
an gamklaveba. xSirad miCndeba cru darwmuneba imaSi, rom
sakmarisia problemis arss Cavwvde, da SevZleb mis mogva-
rebas sakuTari ZalebiT. magram, Tumca Tqven Tavadac Se-
giZliaT bevri ram, WeSmariteba mdgomareobs imaSi, rom
jobia yvelaferi gadasceT RmerTs xelSi. ar aris Zneli
bevri sityvis Tqma, magram SemdegSi SeiZleba aRmoCndes,
rom gacilebiT ukeTesi iqneboda, Tu ubralod gaCumde-
bodiT.
ra xSirad momiwia locvaSi mekurTxebina Cemi mawyevre-

bi. yovelTvis, roca Cems mimarT gavigonebdi Cems mimarTe-
baSi aramTlad maamebel sityvebs, sapasuxod vakurTxebdi
xolme Cems mawyevar adamianebs. ratom? nuTu me marTla
momwonda amis keTeba? sulac ara… ubralod me veyrdno-
bodi ara sakuTar grZnobebs, aramed vcdilobdi reagire-
ba momexdina situaciaze WeSmaritebiT xelmZRvanelobiT
da vacxadebdi RmerTis siyvaruls orives cxovrebaSi.
SesaZlebelia giyvardes adamiani, romlis saqcielic ar
mogwons? yovel SemTxvevaSi, es saWiroa, radgan mxolod
ase darCeba Cveni suli daubinZurebeli. Tu Cven RmerTis
sityvis morCilebi viqnebiT rom gviyvardes Cveni mtrebi,
maSin Tavad ufali Caereva Cvens situaciaSi da Sesabamisad
imoqmedebs.
`giyvardeT Tqveni mtrebi, daloceT Tqveni mawyevrebi,

sikeTe uyaviT Tqvens moZuleebs da iloceT maTTvis,
vinc Tqven gaviwroebT da gdevniT. raTa iyoT Tqveni
zecieri mamis Zeni, visac Tavisi mze amohyavs borotTa
da keTilTa Tavze da wvimas ugzavnis marTlebsa da us-
amarTloebs.~ (maTes 5:44-45)
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Cven, RvTis Svilebi, unda vamtkicebdeT sakuTar uni-
kalurobas imiT, Tu rogor vreagirebT momxdar situaci-
aze. Cvenda samarcxvinod, xSirad aRmoCndeba xolme rom
viCenT mowinaaRmdegeebs qristes sxeulSic ki. me vambob
`mowinaaRmdegeebs~ da ara `mtrebs~, radgan SeiZleba rom
sxeulis erTi nawili realurad mtrobdes sxvebTan? aseve,
xSirad Cven qristianebi Tavazianebi varT mxolod erTma-
neTTan da maTTan, vinc gviyvars.
Cveni reaqcia mtrebze, gamogonilebsa Tu realurebze,

unda imeorebdes an ireklavdes Cvens zecier mamas. Rmer-
Ti aris WeSmariteba, amitom igi unda iyos CvenTvis sru-
lyofili magaliTi imisa, rogor viyoT ganumeorebeli. is
xom yovelTvis keTilia marTalTa da umarTloTa mimarT.
mas ar vurCevnivarT sxva adamianebs imis gamo, rom Cven
gviyvars igi da misi erTgulni varT. es gvexmareba Semdegi
daskvnis gakeTebaSi: ganumeorebeli adamianebi mdgradni
arian TavianT moqmedebebSi. ar SeiZleba nivTi jer origi-
nali iyos, Semdeg yalbi.
amgvarad, ganumeorebeli adamianebi rCebian sakuTar

Tavebad nebismier situaciaSi. maTi garemocva ar unda ax-
dendes maTze gavlenas, sakuTari TamaSis wesebis karnaxiT.
sakuTar samuSao adgilze marTali adamianebi iseTebive
arian rogorc sakuTar eklesiaSi. pirad cxovrebaSi isini
iseTebive arian, rogorc sajarod. ganumeorebeli adami-
anebi yovelTvis RvTismosavni da unikalurni arian, da
swored amiT gansxvavdebian im adamianebisgan, romlebic
ubralod cdiloben iyvnen `bunebrivebi~. gaxsovT magali-
Ti xis naWerTan, romelic moviyvane am Tavis dasawyisSi?
cecxlSi xe namdvilad ar aris igivenairi rogorc mis ga-
reT! ganumeorebeli sagnebi da adamianebi iwrTvnebian ce-
cxlSi, xdebian metad Zlierni da mtkiceni, `bunebrivebi~
ki mxolod iwvian.
adamianebis da sagnebis mopyroba

maTi faseulobis gaTvaliswinebiT
termini `ganumeorebeli~ da ùnikaluri~ xSir SemTx-

vevaSi gamoiyeneba brolis, Zvirfasi qvebis mqone sam-
kaulebis, oqros, vercxis da iSviaTi foladis nakeTo-
bebTan mimarTebaSi. iSviaTad gaigonebT aseT frazas: ès
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Wiqa unikaluri minisgan aris gakeTebuli.~ sityva ùnikal-
uri~ SeiZleba gamoiyeno albaT mxolod brolis mimarT,
romelsac minaze ufro detalurad amuSaveben da amitom
metad ZviradRirebulia. ramdenadac vici, broli ubralo
minasTan SedarebiT keTdeba ufro rTuli xerxiT da me-
tad SeuZlia Termuli damuSavebis gaZleba.
ra Tqma unda, aris cxovrebaSi iseTi SemTxvevebi, roca

verc brolis simkvrive ver uZlebs da verc minis. imis
gamo, rom me oTxi biWi myavs, Cvens saxlSi ara erTxel dam-
tvreula usasrulo raodenobis saukeTeso Wiqebi. amitom
me SeviZine 24 plastmasis Wiqa, romlebsac ar eSiniaT iat-
akze dacemis da amavdroulad namdvil minasac gvanan. mina
da broli dacemisas imsxvrevian, amitom orive frTxil
mopyrobas iTxovs.
rogorc wesi, rac ufro Zvirfasia nivTi, miT frTx-

ilad da mowiwebiT mopyrobas moiTxovs. brolis Wiqebi
irecxeba ara ise, rogorc ubralo. minisTvis an plastma-
sis WiqebisTvis SeiZleba WurWlis sarecxi manqanis gamoy-
eneba, magram broli jobia iq ar CadoT. manqanaSi SeiZleba
gaibzaros an daimsxvres kidevac. nivTis Seqmnis metad Zvi-
radRirebuli procesi jer kidev ar iZleva imis garantias,
rom igi sxvebze met xans gaZlebs. es magaliTi magonebs me
imis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor mouwodebs RmerTi mamakacebs rom
pativiscemiT da mowiwebiT epyrobodnen TavianT colebs:
`Tqvenc qmrebo, gonivrulad moepyariT colebs, ro-

gorc uuZlures WurWels, pativi eciT, rogorc si-
cocxlis madlis Tanamemkvidreebs, raTa locva ar da-
gibrkoldeT.~ (1 petre 3:7)
erTi wuTiT… ratom unda afasebdnen qmrebi raRaca

susts? xSirad adamianebs sZulT sisuste. magram wmida
werilis am adgilis yuradRebiT SeswavliT SeiZleba aR-
movaCinoT, rom ZiriTadi yuradReba aq WurWlis sisus-
teze ki ar maxvildeba, aramed imaze Tu ra aris masSi.
gana WurWeli ubralod saTavsi ar aris? qalebSi ki aris
raRac Rirseuli namdvili pativiscemisa. am gamonaTqvamis
parafrazireba Semdegnairad SeiZleba: `miuxedavad imisa,
rom Tqveni coli Tqvenze sustia, igi cxovrebis Tanabari
memkvidrea madlis meSveobiT.~ iseTi warmodgena iqmneba,
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rom RmerTi afrTxilebs mamakacebs imis Sesaxeb, rom Tu
igi dainaxavs maT colebs daTrgunulebs an gulgatexi-
lebs, maSin am qmrebsa da RmerTs Soris problema war-
moiqmneba, da maTi locvebi dabrkoldeba.
es muxli ar aswavlis qalebs iyvnen unebisyofoni, sus-

tebi da nebismier dros mzad, rom `daimsxvrnen~ _ aramed
mopyrobasa da pativiscemazea. aucilebelia qals epyrob-
ode metad faqizad imis gamo, rom igi Seqmnili iyo metad
rTuli xerxiT. mamakaci gamoZerwili iqna Tixisgan, xolo
qali Seqmna igive oRond metad damuSavebuli masalisgan.
es imas niSnavs, rom mamakacis damsxvreva ise advili ar
aris, rogorc qalis. mamakacebs vadareb minas, xolo qa-
lebs – brols. SeiZleba ar var marTali, magram yovel
SemTxvevaSi, ase fviqrob. CemTvis es faqti mowmobs imaze,
rom ganumeorebel qalebs ar axasiaTebT sitkice da sim-
kvrive – isini nazebi arian da advilad msxvrevadni. garda
amisa, yovel qals SeuZlia gaxdes ufro metad Zvirfasi,
TavisSi keTilSobili xasiaTis ganviTarebiT, _ da maSin
igi fasiT margalitze Zvirfasic ki gaxdeba.
arasrulyofili adamiani SeiZleba iyos ganumeorebeli
imis gamo, rom unikalur nivTebs gaaCniaT didi mimzid-

veloba, isini, rogorc wesi, Zviradac fasoben, iseve ro-
gorc broli minaze ufro Zvirfasia. aseve yvelam viciT,
rom Zvirfasi nivTebi saWiroeben met xarjs maT SesaZenad
da Sesanaxad. imisaTvis, rom saqorwino beWdis briliantiT
SesaZenad sakmarisi Tanxa daegrovebina patarZlisTvis
(CemTvis), jons Tavis droze mouwia mkacri dietis dacva
da mTeli ori Tvis ganmavlobaSi ZiriTadad mxolod kar-
tofils Wamda. igi aseT msxverplze wavida Cemi pasuxis
Semdeg erT kiTxvaze, romelic man damisva da Cven es esaa
daviwyeT saqorwino beWdebis Zieba.
saiuveliro maRaziaSi Sesvlamde didi xnis ganmavloba-

Si videqiT SesasvlelTan, vaTvalierebdiT daxlebs da vt-
kbebodiT sxvadasxva formis da zomis saqorwino beWdebiT.
mivaniSne ramdenime beWedze, romlebic gacilebiT didi
da Zvirad Rirebuli iyo, vidre isini, romlebis yidvac
undoda Cems saqmros. sabolood, joni daiRala gaurkvev-
lobiT da pirdapir mkiTxa:
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`rogori beWdebi ufro mogwons: naxevar-karatiani
briliantebi Tu erT-karatiani? Cemis azriT, erT-kara-
tiani qvebi Zalian didia.~ raRaca droiT Cavfiqrdi da
vupasuxe: `me ufro metad momwons beWdebi erT-karatiani
qvebiT!~ Cven mivediT gamyidvelTan da roca gavigeT fase-
bi Cems mier mowonebul beWdebze, joni daRonda – es mas
saxeze etyoboda. aseTi saCuqris fasi gacilebiT aRemate-
boda im Tanxas, romlis mogrovebac SeZlo Cemma saqmrom.
mivxdvi, rom zedmeti momivida da Sevecade gamomes-

worebina Secdoma da vuTxari, rom gamixardeboda nebi-
smieri naCuqari beWedi. Semdeg SevTavaze aRar agverCia
beWdebi briliantebiT, raTa Cemi saqmros saCuqari CemTvis
surprizi yofiliyo.
im saRamos jonma miiRo gadawyvetileba. mas aranairad

ar SeeZlo CemTvis erT-karatiani beWdis yidva da man my-
isve daxaze gegma rogor gaekeTebina mas es uaxloes dro-
Si. Semdeg man daiwyo fasebis moZieba briliantis sabi-
Tumo vaWrebTan.
jonma winadadeba gamikeTa Cems dabadebis dReze. (Sesa-

Zloa, imitom rom ar hqonda fuli kidev erTi saCuqrisT-
vis.) igi Zalian aRtacebuli iyo, roca beWeds mCuqnida, me
ki sruliad gavogndi! mogvianebiT im saRamos, Cven SevediT
mis saxlSi, da man maCvena nayidi briliantis Ceki, sadac
misi wona, feris da sisufTave iyo miTiTebuli.
yvelaferi kanonierad iyo gakeTebuli. me miviRe

saCuqrad unikaluri brilianti, magram es saerTod ar niS-
navda imas, rom mas ar hqonda aranairi nakli. sinamdvileSi
namdvili brilianti naklis gareSe – iSviaTobaa. bril-
iantebis umravlesobas mainc aqvs garkveuli Senarevebi da
swored isini qmnian qvas ganumeorebels. jonma maCvena Cemi
briliantis xiluli naklovanebebi – es iyo naxSirbadis
naleqebi qvis ZirSi.
es kargi ambavia yvela CvenganisaTvis: imisaTvis rom

viyoT ganumeoreblebi an unikalurni, ar gvWirdeba ab-
soluturad unakloni viyoT! sworedac rom Cveni nak-
lovanebebi gvqmnian ganumeoreblebad. saerTod, Tu Cven
vcdilobT vaCvenoT yvelas, rom ar gvaqvs nakli, maSin
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aSkara xdeba Cveni xasiaTis siyalbe. ra bednierebaa, rom
aravin ar varT srulyofili!
ratom aris naklovanebis mqone ukeTesi
ra Tqma unda, Tu Tqven ar gawyobT arasrulyofili,

magram amasTan ganumeorebeli sagnebi, gaqvT kidev erTi
varianti. SegiZliaT iyidoT raRac `srulyofili~ da na-
klovanebis gareSe. SegiZliaT iyidoT beWedi cirkoniT.
am lamaz, xeliT nakeT qvas ar aqvs nakli da amasTan er-
Tad… iafic Rirs! mas ar moiZieben miwis siRrmeebidan,
sadac temperatura da wneva garkveulad imoqmedebnen. igi
iqmneba sterilurad laboratoriis sufTa atmosferoSi.
Tqven SeiZleba gqondeT beWedi namdvili cirkoniT, magram
Secdoma iqneboda dageZaxa am qvisTvis `ganumeorebeli~
an ùnikaluri~. vici, maT swored ase eZaxian sxvadasxva
sareklamo internet-saitze, magram namdvili cirkonic ki
– es ubralod gayalbebuli briliantia. SegiZliaT CasvaT
igi oqroSi da bevri verc ki mixvdeba simarTles. magram
Tu Tqven iyidiT briliants da Semdeg gaarkvevT rom masSi
cirkonia… Tavs motyuebulad igrZnobT. is, rom am qvas
ar aqvs nakli, praqtikulad ar abaTilebs mis dabal fass.
SeuiaraRebeli TvaliT SeuZlebelia gaarCio cirkoni

briliantisgan, radgan sxvaoba maT Soris praqtikulad
SeumCnevelia. mxolod am saqmeSi gamocdil adamians Seu-
Zlia aRmoaCinos gansxvaveba.
sityvisTvis vityvi, rom erTxel roca joni dabrunda

filipinebis kunZulebidan, Camomitana saCuqari erTi ada-
mianisgan. SesaxedaobiT es iyo lalis kompleqti, romelic
Sedgeboda beWdisa da sayureebisgan. mCuqebelma daarwmu-
na joni, rom es namdvili qvebia, magram Cven ratomRac
gvepareboda eWvi. da mainc, me da jons gvixaroda saCuqari
da gadavwyviteT ar Segvemowmebina misi namdvili fasi. ma-
gram dadga dRe, roca mominda meCuqebina es samkaulebi
sxvisTvis, da maSin momiwia simarTlis gageba.
saparikmaxeros gverdiT, romelSic regularulad

davdivar, iyo saiuveliro maRazia, amitom erTxel Tan
gaviyole samkaulebi da miveci iuvelirs Sesafaseblad.
roca beWedi aiRo xelSi, Tavi eWviT gaaqnia da mikros-
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kopis qveS qvis Seswavlis Semdeg yvela misi eWvi sruliad
gamarTlda. Cemi `lali~ ara mxolod yalbi iyo, aramed
gansxvavdeboda kidevac dabali xarisxiT. igi savse iyo
mravali haeris buStiT. iuvelirma amixsna, rom es `Zvir-
faseuloba~ hgavs ucodinari mowafis gayalbebas qimiis
gakveTilze. ra Tqma unda, am beWedis Cuqeba mainc SeiZle-
boda vinmesTvis, magram veRar vetyodi rom masSi namdvili
lalia. igi gamodgeboda wveulebis samkaulad.
gamadidebeli SuSiT da kaSkaSa sinaTleze advilia si-

yalbis da faruli defeqtebis aRmoCena. gacilebiT uke-
Tesia iyo arasrulyofili, magram ganumeorebeli, vidre
ecado gamoiyurebode sxvebis TvalebSi srulyofilad da
amave dros yalbad iqceode.
vfiqrob, rom am qristiani-qalebisgan Zalian umizezod

iTxovdnen srulyofilebas yvelaferSi. amis gamo bevri
Cvengani Caiketa sakuTar TavSi da arabunebrivni gavxdiT.
aman is gamoiwvia, rom xalxi uxerxulad grZnobda Tavs
Cvens TandaswrebaSi. sanam vimalebodiT niRbebSi, Cveni si-
tyvebi gaxda gaugebari, da am grimis da arabunebrivobis
gamo veravin ver gebulobda im sityvebs, romlebsac mTe-
li zedapirul saubrebis ganmavlobaSi warmovTqvamdiT.
Cven ugunurad davijereT, rom srulyofilad moCvenebis
mcdelobebi ukve gvqmnida aseTebad. nacvlad imisa, rom
sakuTari sinaTliT sxvebi agvenTo, mxolod vamZimebdiT
maT.
ganumeorebloba. sityva `ganumeorebeli~ gamoiyeneba

vinme an raime unikaluris an originaluris aRsawerad da
aris sityva `siyalbis~ an àslis~ antonimi. ganumeorebeli
sagani – erTaderTia Tavis saxeobaSi. es imas niSnavs, rom
Cveni xasiaTis unikalur Tvisebebs ver SeiZen ZaliT, ar-
amed gamoiwvrToba droTa ganmavlobaSi. TiTqosda Cveni
naklovanebebi iZenen sxva sinaTles Cveni Sinagani silama-
zis wyalobiT.
termini `namdvilis~ ganmarteba ufro advilia. namd-

vili sagani – aris iseTi, romelsac gaaCnia fizikuri ar-
seboba.
RmerTi eZebs Tavis asulebSi unikalurobas da ganumeo-
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reblobas. is gvTavazobs, rom Cveni cxovrebiT vireklav-
deT silamazes, romelic Cadebulia CvenSi Semoqmedis
mier, da fass, romelic gadaxdilia Cveni xsnisTvis. mas
surs gvxedavdes Tavis Zvirfas qvebad, romlebmac saSu-
aleba misces, rom maTi naklovanebebi gamocdiliyo cecx-
liT. namdvili nivTi aris is, romelic faqtobrivad arse-
bobs, xolo ganumeorebeli, an unikaluri – is, romelsac
gaaCnia faseuloba da Tavisi Seqmnis sirTule.
roca jon kitsi Tavis wignSi werda WeSmaritebasa da si-

lamazes Soris kavSirze, mas ver warmoedgina is, rom Sei-
Zleba silamazis miRweva WeSmaritebisgan damoukideblad.
sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, Tu adamiani eZebs WeSmarite-
bas, igi aRmoaCens aseve silamazesac, romelic Cadebulia
am WeSmaritebaSi. Tu kitsi marTalia da es ori Tviseba
ganuyrelia, ras aRmovaCenT Tu silamazes davuwyebT Zie-
bas WeSmaritebis gareT?
SesaZloa am SekiTxvaze pasuxis ukeT gacema Tu Sevxe-

davT Cvens dRevandel cxovrebas. me meqmneba warmodgena,
rom Cvenma sazogadoebam gadawyvita mieRwia silamazisT-
vis realobis poziciidan, da ara WeSmaritebis poziciidan.
Znelia poeturi harmoniis povna Semdeg sityvebSi: `sila-
maze realobaa; realoba – silamaze.~ ratom? imitom, rom
es sityvebi ubralod moklebulia azrs. realoba iSviaTad
aris lamazi, xolo silamazis miRweva Cveni cxovrebis mra-
val sferoSi ararealuria. kitsi ukavSirebda silamazes
WeSmaritebas, radgan WeSmariteba Tavidanve aris RmerTis
bunebis nawili, rac mas ara marto mSvenierad aqcevs, ar-
amed ryevadac. realoba cvalebadia da amitomac dakav-
Sirebulia mxolod garkveul periodTan an drois moment-
Tan.
imisaTvis, rom ukeT avxsna Tu ras vgulisxmob, modiT

ganvixiloT ramdenime termini. upirvelesyovlisa, ganvix-
iloT sityva `WeSmaritebis~ mniSvneloba. igi Seicavs Ta-
visSi iseT Tvisebebs, rogorebicaa patiosneba, siwrfele,
umwikvloba da erTguleba. Tu irgvliv gavixedebiT, davi-
naxavT, rom Cvens sazogadoebaSi WeSmariteba iqca iSviaT
saTnoebad. roca WeSmariteba gvicxaddeba, igi iTxovs sa-
pasuxo reaqcias Cvengan. miviRebT ki Cven gamowvevas da da
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viwyebT Secvlas Tu uarvyofT mas da metad xelsayrelad
varCevT tyuilSi cxovrebas? mxolod WeSmaritebas Seu-
Zlia sicruis gavrcelebis SeCereba.
qveyanaze arasodes yofila aseTi Zlieri saWiroeba si-

lamazesa da WeSmaritebaSi rogorc axla. adamianebs yvel-
gan ucruvdebaT imedebi cxovrebiseul faseulobebSi. maT
ukve aRar ician, vis an ras endon. sicrue gamudmebiT es-
xmis Tavs xalxs, utevs maT yvela frontze da gamudmebiT
TandaTanobiT angrevs maTi cxovrebis yovel sferos. igi
warmoqmnis xalxSi imedgacruebas, ise rom mravali maT-
gani wyvets WeSmaritebis Ziebas da eguebian realobas.
arasodes aurioT realoba WeSmaritebaSi. WeSmariteba
ucvlelia, maSin, roca realoba ukeTes SemTxvevaSi cva-
lebadia.
adamianebi, romlebic Seeguvnen realobas, ergebian

garemoebas, kulturasa da dros, romlebSic cxovroben,
maSin roca adamianebi, romlebmac aRmoaCines WeSmariteba
ar midian kompromisebze garSemo sazogadoebis gavlenis
qveS. WeSmariteba yovelTvis rCeba ucvleli da dro da
dro gvewveva Cven, raTa SegveZlos misi sibrZnis miReba. re-
aloba Sendeba imaze, rac aris axla, maSin roca WeSmarite-
ba iltvis imisken, rac SeiZleba rom yofiliyo. rCevebi,
romlebsac gvTavazobs realoba gvaiZuleben ugunurad
davijeroT is, rom ar xerxdeba raimes arasodes Secvla.
gamocxadeba, romelsac gvaZlevs WeSmariteba aRZravs

CvenSi imeds, rom arsebobs raRac ufro didi, vidre xi-
luli samyaro. realoba amarTlebs adamianebs, romlebic
cruoben da alamazeben TavianT sityvebs… viTom da sx-
vanairad ar SeiZlebao. realobis SeguebiT Cvens sakuTar
Tavs vwiravT sicrueSi cxovrebisTvis. sibrZne ki uars am-
bobs daemorCilos realobas, da gamowvevas gvikeTebs, rom
avmaRldeT sazogado standartebze maRla da Riad gamo-
vacxadoT WeSmariteba. sibrZne gvarigebs igavebis wignis
meSveobiT:
`radgan WeSmaritebas warmoTqvams Cemi piri da uke-

Tureba sisaZaglea Cems bageTaTvis. samarTliania
yoveli naTqvami Cemi pirisa, araa maTSi araferi dak-
laknili da mrude. yovlad naTelia isini gonierisT-
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vis da simarTle codnis mpovnelTaTvis.~ (8:7-9)
kavSiri gulis doneze
mTels msoflioSi mogzaurobiT da msaxurebebsa da

konferenciebze gamosvliT maqvs SesaZlebloba mivmar-
Tavde qalebs ufro pirad doneze. aRmovaCine, rom Cemi
msmenelebi Cems mier naTqvam sityvebs sxvadasxvanairad
aRiqvamen. zogs SeuZliaT miiRon is, rasac vlaparakob,
inteleqtis doneze. Seexeba maT Cemi uwyeba Tu ara, ima-
zea damokidebuli rogor gadavcem, mousmeniaT Tu ara
maT msgavsi ram, JRers Cemi sityvebi damajereblad da ase
Semdeg. Tu me gavivli am tests, Cemi qadageba moxdeba maT
azrovnebaSi da damuSavdeba masSi danarCen informacias-
Tan erTad, romelic maT miiRes.
aseTi qalebi, romelTac aqvT analitikuri azrovneba

xSir SemTxvevebSi mismenen imisaTvis, rom moZebnon Sec-
domebi Cems qadagebebSi. Cveulebisamebr isini amas saku-
Tari usafrTxoebisTvis akeTeben. es aris kavSiri gonebis
doneze. sxvaTa Soris, aRmovaCine, rom im adamianebs, rom-
lebic mismenen im imediT, rom damiWiron Secdomebze an
ugunur naTqvamze, arasodes vucrueb imedebs.
qalebis kidev erTi tipi ki mRebulobs mSvinvier, emo-

ciur doneze. maT esmiT is, razec vlaparakob, da amuSave-
ben Cems sityvebs TavianTi emociebis meSveobiT. isini
aRiqvamen Cems mier naTqvams mxolod im SemTxevvaSi, Tu
movwonvar maT rogorc adamiani an Tu grZnoben, rom Cvens
Soris arsebobs raime emociuri kavSiri. SesaZloa, Cemi
gamosvlebiT erTobian da xSir SemTxvevaSi Cems sityvebs
iqidan gamomdinare aRiqvamen, gamomdis Tu ara maTi ST-
agoneba da maTi yuradRebis emociurad mipyroba… es aris
kavSiri samSvinvelis doneze.
arsebobs qalTa kategoria, romlebTanac gvimyardeba

yvelaze Rrma da myari kavSiri – gulis doneze. es xde-
ba maSin, roca zixarT darbazSi da uecrad grZnobT, rom
scenaze gamomsvleli adamiani Tavisi qadagebiT aRviZebs
TqvenSi dafarul fiqrebsa da grZnobebs. SesaZloa, es mqa-
dagebeli scenidan igive sityvebs warmoTqvams, romelTac
suliwmida dafarulSi CagCurCulebdaT. Tqven dakavSire-
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buli xarT aseT adamianTan ara mxolod gonebriv da emo-
ciur doneze – Tqveni kavSiri gacilebiT Rrmaa. igi Cnde-
ba imitom, rom Tavad Tqveni suli exmianeba warmoTqmul
sityvebs. Tqven SeiZleba arc ki mogwondeT rogor aris
mqadagebeli Cacmuli, rogor gadmoscems azrebs. Sesa-
Zloa, mis sityvebSi Tqven amCnevT garkveul Secdomebs,
magram Tu Tqven gulis doneze daukavSirdiT am adamians,
veraferi SegiSliT xels gaigonoT is, rasac ambobs. aseTi
kavSirisas arafers aRar aqvs mniSvneloba, garda imisa,
ris mitanasac cdilobs mqadagebeli. roca msaxurebaze
amgvari kavSiri miCndeba mqadagebelTan, me xSirad mesmis,
rogor CamCurCulebs suliwmida yurSi sityvebs, romle-
bic scenidan naTqvamic ar iyo.
pirveli done – inteleqtis doneze kavSiria. meore

– mSvinvier doneze, anu emociur doneze. mesame done –
kavSiri gulis anu sulis donezea. ra Tqma unda, Tqven
igrZnobT kavSirs adamianebTan samive doneze. kavSiris es
yoveli kategoria aris normaluri da aucilebeli, magram
mxolod ukanaskneli – gulis doneze. realobis meSve-
obiT amgvari kavSiris miRweva SeuZlebelia… xolo WeS-
maritebisa da silamazis meSveobiT ki – SesaZlebeli.
mTeli dedamiwa ar aris sakmarisi
ar aris sakmarisi iyo ubralod bunebrivi. aucilebelia

gavcdeT imis farglebs, rac Cven gagvaCnia da ase gamale-
biT viswrafviT silamazisa da WeSmaritebis aRsadgenad.
SeiZleba davinaxoT, rom msgavsi ram araerTxel xdeboda
mefe daviTis cxovrebaSi. misi cxovrebiseuli kredo ase
JRers: `RmerTo, me sinamdvileSi bevri maqvs, magram WeS-
maritebis Semecnebis wyalobiT metisken viltvi.~ daviTi
araerTxel acxadebs, rom RmerTis WeSmariteba adre Tu
gvian sZlevs dRevandelobis realobas.
`Tundac jarma rom daibanakis Cems winaaRmdeg, ar

SeSindeba guli; Tu omi atyda Cems winaaRmdeg, mainc
imedi maqvs. erTs vTxovdi ufals, amas vevedrebi: rom
davemkvidro uflis saxlSi Cemi sicocxlis manZil-
ze, vumzerde uflis simSvenieres da mis taZars vixi-
lavde.~ (fsalmuni 26:3-4)
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realoba daviTisTvis niSnavda uwyvet omebs, cxovre-
bas mtrebis garemocvaSi da megobrebis Ralats. da mainc,
miuxedavad yvelaferi amisa, igi iltvoda erTisken –
RmerTis Semecnebisken. raRacnairad daviTs SeeZlo dae-
naxa imaze Sors, vidre realobaSi xdeboda da daenaxa sa-
kuTari Tavi WeSmaritebis taxtze mSvidobisa da uxrwneli
silamazis adgilze.
is, rac gagvaCnia –sulac ar aris yvelaferi, riskenac

viltviT. is, rasac vxedavT – ar aris yvelaferi, rasac
veZebT. is, rac gvesmis – ar aris is simRera, romelic
Cvens gulSi JRers.
mSvenieri yvavilebis keTilsurneleba gvaxarebs, magram

mas ar SeuZlia Cveni arsis Secvla. wyali, romelsac vs-
vamT, ver klavs Cvens wyurvils. sakvebs, romelsac vWamT,
ar SeuZlia Cveni sulieri SimSilis dakmayofileba. Cvens
gulSi daTesili iqna maradisobis Tesli da aranair mi-
wier sikeTes ar SeuZlia Cveni dakmayofileba. dedamiwis
siuxve da silamaze mogveca Cven mxolod imisaTvis, rom
aReZra CvenSi swrafva raRac ufro metisTvis.
Cven viswrafiT ara ubralod raRaca namdvilisken –

aramed gvwyuria maradiuli da ganumeorebeli.
Tqven originalad daibaded da nu gaxdebiT asli1
Tu Tqven iswrafiT ganumeoreblobisaken aucilebelia

gaacnobieroT sakuTari originaluroba. originali – es
raRaca ufro axlis dasawyisia. originali – es xelovnebis
unikaluri nimuSia da ara asli an siyalbe. gaxsovT, rom
TqvenSi aris raRac unikaluri da originaluri? Tqven
unda gaxdeT is, radac RmerTma SegqmnaT.
magaliTad, me mZuls qalis kolgotkebi, da mimaCnia

isini borotebis gansaxierebad. me maqvs sababi vfiqrobde,
rom isini janmrTelobisTvis sazianoa da celulitis
ZiriTadi mizezia, amitomac ar vatareb maT. Tu vinme
fiqrobs, rom kolgotkebi lamazi da sasargebloa janmr-
TelobisTvis, es misi saqmea. ar mogiwodebT ar ataroT es
raRaceebi mxolod imitom, rom me ar momwons. magram, Tu
vinmes miaCnia, rom maTi tareba aris RmerTis dadgenileba,
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maSin Cndeba kiTxva, Tu ramdenad icis am adamianma biblia.
kolgotkebi ar gvaaxloeben RmerTTan da arc gvaSoreben
mas. ubralod es qalis tualetis sakmaod elastiuri da
mouxerxebeli nivTia, romelic malavs fexis naklovane-
bebs. vfiqrob, rom gavarkvieT es sakiTxi.
gaacnobierebT Tu ara sakuTar unikalurobas, Tu Se-

ecdebiT gaxdeT yvela saxis nazavi, romelsac xedavT,
mxolod Tqvenzea damokidebuli. gaigeT Semdegi: mTeli
msoflio giyurebT imediT, rom Tqven originali xarT.
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT. minda viyo brilianti

da ara cirkoni. Tanaxma var viyo ara srulyofili, magram
ganumeorebeli. minda am cxovrebaSi sibrZniT davdiode.
mama, momiteve is wlebi, roca ubralod vcdilobdi vyo-
filiyavi bunebrivi. momiteve, rom tkivils vayenebdi maT,
vinc guls mtkenda da cils mwamebda. vRebulob gadawy-
vetilebas vakurTxebde maT, vinc mwyevlis me, da sikeTe
vuyo maT, vinc borotad iyenebs Cems ndobas an Seuracx-
myofs. amin.
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Tavi mecamete
brZola samkaulebisTvis
me yovelTvis momwonda qvebi. bavSvobaSi vagrovebdi
sxvadasxva patara qvebs. Cems megobar marsisTan erTad
yuradRebiT vaTvalierebdiT patara mdinareebis fskers
da miwis nakveTebs, sadac SeiZleboda ramdenime patara
qvis moZebna. maxsovs, saaTobiT rogor viqeqebodiT xreS-
Si, romliTac Cemi mezoblebi gegmavdnen bilikis dagebas
TavianT saxlamde. Cven veZebdiT saaTebis ganmavlobaSi
mxurvale mzis qveS, im imediT, rom vipovidiT `mZivebs~,
romlebic iqnebodnen imis msgavsni, romliTac indielebi
akeTebdnen TavianT samkaulebs. ramdenadac gasakviri ar
unda iyos maT vpoulobdiT. Cven gvqonda mniSvnelovani
misia: mogveZebna es damarxuli saganZuri iqamde, sanam maT
dafaravda asfalti da samudamod daikargeboda.
roca bavSvi viyavi, Cemi seirnobebi meCveneboda sagan-

Zuris Ziebad. me vCxrekdi quCebs da trotuarebs da vna-
dirobi lamaz mineralebze. vTxridi ormoebs Cemi saxlis
baRSi, veZebdi miwaSi marmarilos, granits, fiqals da
aqats. fuls vinaxavdi rom meyida bazrobebze aqati da
qvebi saxelad àpaCebis cremlebi~.
saganZuris Ziebisas ar Semovifarglebodi mxolod

qvebiT. erTxel, zafxulSi momiwia tba frimenis napirze
Zieba. veZebdi niJarebian moluskebs da mjeroda rom ro-
meliRacaSi margaliti iqneboda. Cems nadavls valagebdi
plastmasis WurWelSi da vcdilobdi mamaCemis darwmune-
bas, rom aucilebeli iyo wagveRo es moluskebi saxlSi da
mogveSinaurebina. Cems ocnebebSi vxedavdi, rogor davsva-
vdi Cems moluskebs mkacr dietaze, romelic mxolod qvi-
Sisgan Sedgeboda, da isini sapasuxod maCuqebdnen mSvenier
margalits. magram maleve yvela moluski kvdeboda, da sa-
nam mama gadayrida am ayrolebul grovebs, SevZeli misi
darwmuneba, rom gaexsna TiToeuli niJara da enaxa, xom
ar iyo SigniT margaliti. mqonda ra danaSaulis SegrZneba
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sakuTari `Sinauri cxovelebis~ daRupvis gamo da Znelad
vuZlebdi gaxrwnis saSinel suns, vakvirdebodi procedu-
ras usafrTxo manZilidan. vijeqi da vuyurebdi mamaCemi
rogor wmendda Tavis jaris daniT yovel niJaras, sanam
mas wyalSi gadaagdebda da vusmendi mis moTxrobebs did
rvafexebze da margalitebis maZiebel iaponel gogoebze.
Cemi warmosaxva mixatavda am patara `qalTevzebs~, rom-
lebic zRvaSi yvinTavdnen raTa zedapirze amoeRoT masSi
damaluli saganZuri. isini Sromobdnen, da mihqondaT mar-
galitebi maTTvis, visac ar SeeZlo didi xniT sunTqvis
Sekaveba wylis qveS.
vocnebobdi aRmovCeniliyavi okeanis napirze da Seme-

xeda am silamazisTvis. me imdenad ar mainteresebda mar-
galitebi, rogorc Ziebis procesi. da im dros, roca mama
miyveboda morig istorias, misi dana moulodnelad waawy-
da raRac mkvrivs moluskis rbilSi. es margaliti iyo! is
iyo patara, brtyeli da ucnauri formis, magram es xom
margaliti iyo! Tavs veRar vikavebdi aRfrTovanebisgan.
momicva aRuwerelma sixarulma, me xom marTali aRmovCn-
di: Cems ayrolebul moluskebSi marTlac iyo damaluli
WeSmariti silamaze, saWiro iyo ubralod yuradRebiT
dakvirveba.
iSviaTi moZebna ubraloebs Soris
Cemma erTerTma Svilma me mgoni daimkvidra Cemgan sw-

rafva iSviaTi silamazis mosaZebnad ubralo nivTebs Soris.
erTxel me da joni mivdiodiT Cvens yovelwliur direq-
torTa sabWos Sekrebaze da uecrad gaisma zari saxlidan.
es iyo aTi wlis aleki, romelic aRfrTovanebiT gviyvebo-
da rogor gaakeTa axla 30 dolari. misi monayolidan ga-
vigeT, rom Cveni ar yofnis dros alekma amoTxara patara
qvebi ukana ezoSi, garecxa WurWlis sarecx manqanaSi da
Seecada mieyida mezobeli biWebisTvis TviTnakeTi daxli-
dan, romelic man moawyo pirdapir Sua quCaSi. gareT tem-
peratura nulze naklebi iyo da vfiqrob, Cvens mezoblebs
ubralod ukvirdaT, roca dainaxes axalgazrda gamyidve-
li, romelic muSaobda mkacr ianvris yinvaSi. maT Soris
aRmoCnda erTi keTilSobili biZa, romelic ara mxolod
daTanxmda moesmina rogor ukeTebda reklamas aleki er-
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brZola samkaulebisaTvis
TerT Tavis sayvarel minerals, aramed iyida kidevac igi
Cveni Svilisgan 30 dolarad. sanam movaswrebdi gakvirve-
bis gamoxatvas, yurmilSi gaisma alekis mware oxvra:
`deda, ufro metad unda gameyida… me mgoni safironic

hqonda SigniT.~
ra araCveulebrivi niWia – SegeZlos silamazis dan-

axva uxeSi da daumuSavebeli zedapiris qveS. magram minda
gkiTxoT: `gana zustad ase ar giyurebT Tqveni zecieri
mama?~
yurmili rom davkideT me da joni kidev didi xnis gan-

mavlobaSi vxarxarebdiT. aleki hgavda ama qveynis imedga-
cruebul xalxs. igi eZebda Sinagan silamazes yovel nivT-
Si da ar surda mosmena, roca eubnebodnen, rom igi iq ar
aris.
gavida garkveuli xani da Sobaze Cven vaCuqeT aleks

qvebis saprialebeli kompleqti. igi Sedgeboda Wiqisa da
ramdenime daumuSavebeli qvisgan, saprialebel dafebisgan
da ramdenime aqsesuarisgan, romlebSic SeiZleboda mza
qvis Casma.
maTTvis, vinc icis, vetyvi: qvebis gaprialeba – rTu-

li saqmea, romelsac axlavs gamudmebuli xmauri. Tavidan
debT qvas dazgaze, Semdeg unda CasvaT pirveli sapriale-
beli dafa da amuSavebT minerals ramdenime kviris ganmav-
lobaSi. Semdeg cvliT dafas metad priala dafaze da mTe-
li procesi xelaxlad iwyeba. zogjer, roca marto viyavi
Cvens did saxlSi, uecrad Sevxtebodi xolme xmaurisgan…
es ra xmebi momesmis sardafidan? Semdeg maxsendeboda…
es xom qvebis gasaprialebeli manqanaa. mouTmenlad ve-
lodi rodis damTavrdeboda es xangrZlivi procesi: ra-
tom iweleba yovelTvis ase did xans? am kiTxvas vusvamdi
aleks da jons, magram isini marwmunebdnen, rom jer ar
damdgariyo dro qvebis dazgidan amosaRebad.
bolos da bolos is dRec dadga. bevri problemebi

Segveqmna Tu sad Segvenaxa qvis narCenebi, mas verc Carecx-
avdi da verc ezoSi balaxze ver gadayridi. bolos da bo-
los bolomde avavseT paketi da gadavagdeT gareT nagvis
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urnaSi. didi xani mogviwia dazgasTan wvaleba da rogorc
iqna qvebic gamoCnda. isini iyo brwyinvale, gluvi da di-
dad dapataravdnen zomebSi mas Semdeg rac dazgaSi CavdeT.
maT Soris erTma mineralma miipyro Cemi yuradReba. ram-
denime kviris win igi gavatareT saprialebelSi rogorc
mtvriani, daumuSavebeli ameTvistos natexi, xolo axla
igi gadaiqca patara, brwyinvale mewamuli feris kenWad.
roca xelSi vagoravebdi mas, rom Sememowmebina misi pri-
ala zedapiris yvela mxare, vigrZeni rogor mommarTavda
suliwmida:
`qva, romelic Sen giWiravs xelSi Tavisi qimiuri, mole-

kuluri struqturiT identuria Zvirfasi ameTvistosi,
magram didad gansxvavdeba misgan fasSi. es qva ar aris
Zvirfasi, radgan mas ar aqvs waxnagebi, romlebic miani-
Webda mas sikaSkaSes. amiT igi hgavs Cems zogierT Svils.
arian adamianebi, romlebic TavianT cxovrebaSi ganicdian
gamudmebul zewolas, romelic droTa ganmavlobaSi apri-
alebs yvela maT wvetian kuTxes. me miyvars isini, radgan
Cemi Svilebi arian, da Zalian minda rom maT daubrundeT
winandeli sikaSkaSe, winandeli swori xazebi da brwyinva-
lebis silamaze.~
sruliad WeSmariteba iyo; gansxvaveba im mewamul qvas,

romelic xelSi meWira, da oqroSi Casmul Zvirfas ameTvis-
tosTan mdgomareobda maTi damuSavebis meTodSi. dRemde
vfiqrob am Rrma gamocxadebaze, romelic maSin miviRe.
cecxlis wyurvili
aris raRac saocari yovel qvaSi, romelic gardatexs

sinaTles, magram gavizarde ra, met mniSvnelobas vaniWeb
Zvirfasi qvebis kaSkaSa brwyinvalebas. aseT silamazes ver
amoTxri xreSSi, igi Zviri Rirs! sakmao xani micxovria,
raTa gamego yvelaferi mSvenieri, rac aris Cems cxovre-
baSi. dabadebuli iyo xangrZlivi wvis da mkacri Wris pro-
cesSi.
Cems cxovrebaSi bevri sfero da gakveTili yofila, sa-

dac RmerTs surda warmoeqmna Zvirfasi qvebi, magram me
vaZlevdi mas saSualebas Sexeboda am sferoebs mxolod sa-
TamaSo dazgiT. nacvlad imisa, rom Tavad RmerTis xelSi
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gadameca, vwuwunebdi, vdrtvinavdi, rom cxovreba (Rmer-
Ti) usamarTloa Cems mimarT! iyo dro, roca gavurbodi
ufals, Tumca igi meubneboda rom mivaxlovebodi mas; an
TaviT veSvebodi im urTierTobebSi, romlis Sewyvetasac
mTxovda. im dros gamudmebiT saprialebeli dazgis mt-
veri idga Cems cxovrebaSi. me kvlav da kvlav vewinaaRm-
degebodi mas da gavurbodi im silamazes, romlis mocemac
mas CemTvis SeeZlo, Tu me myisve da upirobod davemor-
Cilebodi mas.
WeSmariteba mdgomareobs imaSi, rom TiTqmis yvela

qals uyvars Zvirfasi qvebi da saerTod samkaulebi. Cven
ase varT Seqmnilni. sanam SemewinaaRmdegebiT da daiwyebT
pirveli petres werilidan nawyvetebis citirebas, Seeca-
deT guliT momisminoT, Tu risi Tqma minda TqvenTvis. me
ar vgulisxmob, rom Cven Tayvans unda vcemdeT Zvirfas
qvebs an maTze vamyarebdeT imeds; saubari midis mxolod
imis Sesaxeb, rom yovel qals gaaCnia RmerTis mier Cadebu-
li unari saTanadod afasebdes Zvirfasi qvebis silamazes.
Tu ara da ratom Cado RmerTma miwaSi didi raodenobiT
Zvirfasi mineralebi, Tu ara imisaTvis, rom mis Svilebs
amoeTxaraT da damtkbariyvnen? magram ra fasi gaaCnia qvas
Rirseuli CarCos gareSe?
RmerTis sityvaSi SeiZleba mravali nawyvetis povna, sa-

dac naxsenebia Zvirfasi qvebis Sesaxeb. RmerTma daavala
gamocdil niWier xelosnebs, rom gaekeTebinaT samkerdu-
li aaronisTvis da CaesvaT masSi Tormeti Zvirfasi qva,
romlebic simbolizirebdnen israelis Tormet toms.
`qvaTa oTxi mwkrivi Casves masSi. pirveli mwkrivi:

lalisa, topazisa da bivrilisa; meore mwkrivi: zur-
muxti, safironi da almasi. mesame mwkrivi: iagundi,
aqati da ameTvisto. meoTxe mwkrivi: qrizoliTi, oniq-
si, iaspi; oqros budeebSi iyo Casmuli. israelianTa
saxelebis mixedviT iyo Tvlebi; Tormeti qva maTi sax-
elebis mixedviT; msgavsad saWreTeliT amokveTilisa,
TiToeuli Tormeti Stodan, Tavisi saxelis mixedviT.~
(gamosvla 39:10-14)
Zvirfasi qvebi ar miuwebebiaT qsovilisTvis super-

weboTi – TiToeuli maTgani akuratulad iyo Casmuli
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Tavis budeSi rogorc simbolo, rom yoveli tomi iyo
ara mxolod unikaluri, aramed Zalian Zvirfasi RmerTis
TvalSi. vfiqrob, rom swored ase gviyurebs ufali, Tavis
Svilebs. malaqias wignSi ase aris aRwerili RmerTis si-
yvaruli Tavisi Svilebis mimarT:
`Cemi iqnebian isini,~ _ ambobs ufali, _ im dRisTvis,

roca unjad gavamzadeb maT da Sevibraleb, rogorc
kaci Seibralebs Tavis Svils, romelic mas morCilebs.
kvlav dainaxavT gansxvavebas marTalTa da ukeTurs
Soris. RvTis morCilsa da mis urCs Soris.~ (3:17-18)
rogor gardagvqmnis RmerTi Cven Zvirfas qvebad?

vfiqrob, rom es xdeba sinaTlisa da cecxlis gamocxadeb-
iT.
`gavatareb cecxlSi am mesameds da gavwmend, rogorc

vercxli iwmindeba da gamovcdi maT, rogorc oqro
gamoicdeba. maSin axseneben Cems saxels da mec Seviwyn-
areb maT, vityvi: es aris Cemi eri. ityvian isini: ufalia
Cemi RmerTi.~ (zaqaria 13:9)
cecxli gvwmends Cven. igi aSorebs Zvirfaseulobas

nagvisgan da xiluls qmnis imas, rac dafaruli iyo. ver-
cxls Tu gaacxelebT dnobis temperaturamde, yvela misi
minarevi amova zedapirze. roca Cveni uwmindurebebi zeda-
pirze amodis, unda miviRoT gadawyvetileba: mivatovoT
yvelaferi ise, rogorc aris, an mivceT saSualeba Rmer-
Ts mogvaSoros isini cxovrebidan. Tu mivcemT minarevebs
an uwmindurebebs saSualebas darCnen Cvens cxovrebaSi,
isini kvlav Cavlen siRrmeSi, roca Rumeli gacivdeba.
es gamocxadeba cecxliT gawmendaze xSirad modis Cvens
cxovrebaSi maSin, roca sakuTar TavTan marto vrCebiT.
xSirad swored locvis dros gvaCvenebs RmerTi Cvens
usufTaobebs.
cecxli aaSkaravebs namdvil bunebas
sinamdvileSi ar momwons es WeSmariteba, romelic md-

gomareobs SemdegSi: cecxli aaSkaravebs Cvens namdvil
bunebas. visurvebdi warmomedgina, rom swored iseTi var,
rogorsac maCveneben televizorSi. momwons Cemi grimire-
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buli saxe da damuSavebuli imiji. momwons rogor gamov-
iyurebi mas Semdeg, rac Cemze mTeli erTi saaTi iwvales
maT, vinc icis rogor daayenos Cemi Tma. momwons rbili
ganaTeba, movlenebis kontrolirebadi ganviTareba da ta-
Sismkvreli mayureblebis brbo. Tumca arafer amas ar ga-
moaqvs zedapirze Cemi naklovanebebi, isini vlindeba maSin,
roca Cems cxovrebaSi rame seriozuli xdeba.
àha, me gamogadne, magram ara rogorc vercxli, wamebis

brZmedSi gamogcade.~ (esaia 48:10)
visurvebdi, rom ufals CemTvis sxvanairad eTqva. kargi

iqneboda aseTi ramis mosmena: `me Sen gamogcade saunaSi
spa-centrSi~.
esTeris wignSi aris aseTi adgili: `roca mouwevda

yovel ymawvilqals rigi mefe axaSveroSTan Sesasvlelad,
Tormeti Tvis bolos, rogorc dawesebuli iyo qalebi-
sTvis…~ (esTeri 2:12). erTxel Cems qmars vuTxari, rom
masac esTerze ara naklebi eyoleboda saxlSi mTeli weli
silamazis salonSi rom gametarebina. magram Cven, esTer-
is msgavsad ar varT sinamdvileSi isini, ranic vxdebiT
spa-centrebidan gamosvlis Semdeg. Cveni WeSmariti buneba
mxolod cecxlSi vlindeba. esTeri araerTxel iqna ga-
mocdili jer kidev manam, sanam gaivlida erTwlian kurss
`spa-centrSi~ da yovelTvis irCevda morCilebas. cecxli
marTlac avlens Cvens naklovanebebs, magram Tu Cven saSu-
alebas mivcemT mas dagvadnos, igi gamoavlens Cvens WeS-
marit Sinagan silamazes.
erTxel SabaT-kviras jons uwevda gamosvla qristianul

konferenciaze or eklesiaSi san-diegos raionSi. mas hqon-
da SesaZlebloba waveyvaneT me da Cveni ori Svili. diliT
adre Cven gavediT kolorado springsidan da gavfrindiT
kaliforniaSi, magram roca CavediT, aRmovaCineT, rom Cve-
ni sastumro oTaxi dakavebuli iyo da gaTavisufldeboda
mxolod eqvsi-rva saaTis Semdeg.
joni gaemarTa msaxurebaze, xolo me da bavSvebi velo-

debodiT rodis gaTavisufldeboda oTaxi. gareT wvimda,
amitom Cven maRaziidan maRaziaSi gadavrbodiT, raTa ar
davsvelebuliyaviT da rom ar mogvewyina. SemTxveviT aR-
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movCndiT saiuveliro maRaziaSi, sadac iyo vercxlis nake-
Tobebis farTo arCevani. interesis gamo movisinje beWedi
lurji topaziT, romelic Zalian momewona. idealurad
mixdeboda da mas SeeZlo Seecvala Cemi Zveli topaziani
beWedi, romlidanac qva amovardnili mqonda. roca davu-
brune nivTi gamyidvels, gadavwyvite, rom msaxurebis Sem-
deg moviyvandi am maRaziaSi qmars da vaCvenebdi beWeds.
roca joni SemogvierTda ramdenime saaTis Semdeg,

vTxove eyida CemTvis beWedi. bolos da bolos, sul raRac
erT TveSi xom Cveni qorwinebis ocda erTi wlis iubile
iyo, da im dRes igi saxlSic ki ar iqneboda –qveynis sxva
nawilSi, avstraliaSi miemgzavreboda. ar undoda gaekeTe-
bina saCuqari colisTvis, romelic mas gaaxsenebda xolme
qmars? igi damTanxmda enaxa beWedi da vaxSmis Semdeg
yvelani erTad gavemgzavreT maRaziaSi. maRaziis gamyid-
velma micno da gadmoiRo beWedi daxlidan. me gavikeTe
igi TiTze da vaCvene jons.
`naxe, rogor mixdeba! mSvenivrad Semicvlis im beWeds,

romlis qvac davkarge, da iqneba CemTvis saCuqari Cveni
qorwinebis iubileze.~
`ra Rirs?~ - ikiTxa jonma.
òrmocda xuTi dolari,~ - upasuxa gamyidvelma.
`kargi, viyidoT,~ - damTanxmda joni.
da uecrad vigrZeni Tavi motyuebulad. ormocda xuTi

dolari? albaT, beWedi namdvilic ki ar iyo. rogor avir-
Cie aseTi iaffasiani saCuqari Cveni qorwilis ocda meerTe
iubileze! sanam beWdis fuls vixdidi, joni gavida haerze
biWebTan erTad.
axla, roca marto davrCi maRaziis mflobelTan, ga-

davwyvite gamerkvia, namdvili iyo es qva Tu gayalbebas
hqonda adgili.
ès lurji topazi namdvilia?~ - davinteresdi me.
àr arsebobs aseTi ram, rogorc namdvili lurji topa-

zi.~ - mipasuxa man. axla ufro metad davibeni.
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`ki magram me minaxia isini,~ - daviJine da Tan vSiSobdi,
rom viyide beWedi ubralo SuSiT.
`yvela topazs gaaCnia yavisferi feri, sanam mas cecxl-

Si ar gaatarebT,~ - moTminebiT amixsna man. – lurj fers
isini iZenen mxolod Termuli damuSavebis procesSi.
Semdeg momiyva cecxlSi rom aRmoCndeba yavisferi mi-

nerali rogor gardaiqmneba lurj an mewamul feris qvad.
Turme, patara naxevrad-Zvirfasi qvebi ibadebian uSualod
cecxlSi.
èse igi es yalbi ar aris?~ - kidev erTxel vkiTxe me.
ès namdvili lurji topazia,~ - damarwmuna maRaziis

mflobelma.
cecxli ara mxolod aaSkaravebs nivTis naklovanebebs,

aramed mis farul silamazesac avlens. vin ifiqrebda, rom
mkrTal yavisfer qvebs SeuZliaT SeiZinon sxvadaxva fere-
bi – cisferidan firuzis feramde?
sibneleSi dafaruli silamaze
mravali wlis win maCuqes ameTvistos Semcveli qva. ga-

redan igi iyo uxeSi da mtvriani. misTvis rom SegexedaT
verc ki warmoidgendiT, rom SigniT dafaruli iyo Zvir-
fasi brolebi. garedan araferi ar metyvelebda silamaze-
ze, romelic SigniT iyo damaluli. gare mxare metyvelebs
sicxesa da wnevaze, magram Sida gviCvenebs Tu ra silamaze
SeiZina mineralma cecxlSi damuSavebis Semdeg. Zvirfa-
si qvebis umravlesobas moipoveben mTian maRaroebSi. es
metyvelebs imaze, rom iqamde, sanam maT moZebnidnen da
zedapirze amoitandnen, Tavad yalibdebodnen miwaSi didi
wnevis qveS.
Zalian momwons mSvenieri magaliTi, romelic dakavSi-

rebulia qvasTan da romlis moZebnac SeiZleba cnobil
qristianul zRaparSi ìremi mTaze~. mTeli moTxrobis
manZilze misi gmiri, didi mSiSara, aSenebs morCilebis
samsxverploebs, raTa daemorCilos did mwyemss. yovelT-
vis, roca msxvepls aRavlens samsxverploze, igi ferfls
Soris poulobs morig qvas. es qvebi garegnulad arafriT
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ar gamoirCevian, magram igi iRebs maT da inaxavs Tavis Can-
TaSi rogorc mogonebas Seswavlili gakveTilis Sesaxeb.
erTxel, imedgacruebulma, didma mSiSaram lamis gadayara
Tavisi qvebi CanTidan, ifiqra, rom ugunuria, rom aTrevs
amden simZimes. da mxolod mogvianebiT aRmoaCens, rom yo-
veli maTgani Zvirfas qvad gadaqceuliyo.
Cveni cxovrebis yovel bnel da mitovebul adgilSi da-

farulia araCveulebrivi silamaze. mxolod morCilebis
gamovlinebiT gansacdelebis dros Cven vRebulobT ga-
mocxadebas imis Sesaxeb, rom yvelaferi rac Cven gvWirde-
ba – aris Cveni mama. swored aseT momentebSi umniSvnelo
masala, romliTac mowyobilia Cveni cxovreba, mzad aris
gadaaqcios namdvil Zvirfaseulobad.
yvelaze cnobili Zvirfasi qvebic ki, iseTebi rogore-

bicaa ìndoeTis varskvlavi~ an ìmedis brilianti~, odes-
Rac iyo ubralo naxSirbadis namtvrevebi. magram droTa
ganmavlobaSi arafriT gamorCeuli mineralebi gadaiqca
mSvenier zurmuxtebad. amisaTvis saWiro iyo maTi daWra,
damuSaveba da gaprialeba. Wris dros qva kargavs Tavisi
wonis did nawils. xSir SemTxvevebSi SesaZlebeli xdeba
Tavdapirveli wonis 20%-is SenarCuneba. yvelaferi damo-
kidebulia imaze, risi miRwevac unda iuvelirs. surs mas
miiRos metad gamWvirvale qva, magram woniT naklebi, Tu
piriqiT? roca procesi dasrulebulia, Znelia imis daje-
reba, rom uxeSi, uformo qvisgan gamovida patara, simet-
riuli, brwyinvale Zvirfasi qva. msgavsi saswaulis moxde-
na unda RmerTs CvenSic.
rogor gadaviqceviT Zvirfas qvebad
`sixaruliT vixareb ufalSi, moilxens Cemi suli Cems

RmerTSi, radgan man Camacva me xsnis tansacmeli, si-
marTlis samosiT Semmosa me, rogorc nefe idgams ji-
Ras da rogorc sasZlo irTveba Tavisi samkaulebiT.~
(esaia 61:10)
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patarZlebi yovelTvis ikeTeben samkaulebs. am samkau-
lebs RmerTi gvaZlevs, rodesac gansacdelis periodebs
gavdivarT. swored gansacdelebi avlenen Cvens namdvil
silamazes da svaven Zvirfas qvebs Cveni cxovrebis budeeb-
Si.
gadaxedeT gasul weliwads. uari giTqvamT mSvenier

samkaulebze, romlebTac gTavazobdaT RmerTi mxolod
imitom, rom geSinodaT gamocdebis, romlebis gavlac au-
cilebeli iyo maT misaRebad? Tu, SesaZloa, Tqven gai-
areT yvela gamocda, magram mTeli am drois ganmavloba-
Si gamudmebiT wuwunebdiT da axla geSiniaT, rom RmerTi
mSvenieri yelsabamis magivrad gasaRebis sakids gaCuqebT.
SesaZloa, man ukve gaCuqaT Zvirfaseulobebis mTeli ko-
leqcia, Tqven ki ubralod ver xvdebiT amas.
biblia ambobs, rom iesom mis winaSe myofi sazRauris

gamo daiTmina jvari. rodesac Cven gavdivarT gansacdels,
dids Tu mcires, Cveni Tvalebi gamudmebiT mimarTuli
unda iyos mosalodnel sazRaurze. gwamT, rom RmerTi
mzad aris waiRos mTeli Tqveni tkivili da imedgacrueba
da mogceT sanacvlod Zvirfasi qva? modiT erTad vilo-
coT:
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT. gTxov Seni suliwmi-

dis ZaliT waiRo Cemi cxovrebidan daumuSavebeli qvebi
da gardaqmna isini Zvirfas samkaulebad. momiteve wuwuni
da drtvinva. msurs rom gadamadno. mama, iyos Seni neba.
gamwminde Seni wmida cecxliT da momaniWe WeSmariti da
ganumeorebeli brwyinvaleba. gaapriale Cemi cxovreba da
Camsvi im CarCoSi, romlisTvisac gankuTvnili var. damex-
mare yvelafers vuyurebde Seni TvalebiT da aRasrule
Cems cxovrebaSi Seni aRTqma rom maqcevdi lamazad da
Zlierad, miuxedavad Cemi asakisa. amin.
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Tavi meToTxmete
brZola gavlenisTvis
`da debora, winaswarmetyveli qali, lafidofis
coli, gansjida israels imJamad. da cxovrobda debo-
ras palmis qveS, ramasa da beTels Soris, efremis mTa-
ze. da adiodnen masTan israelis Zeni gansasjelad.~
(msajulTa 4:4-5)
ise Cans TiTqos am qals ar hqonda cudi samuSao (me ege-

Ti namdvilad mesiamovneboda) – iyo `RmerTis xma~, ijde
palmis qveS da gansjide SenTan mosul adamianebs. TiTqos-
da Tvalwin medgas es suraTi: didi palmis qveS, romelsac
Cemi saxeli hqvia vzivar abreSumis baliSebze da ganvsji.
yuradRebiT vusmen ra adamianebs, romlebic modian CemTan
sakamaTo sakiTxebiT, vaZlev maT brZnul rCevebs RmerTis-
gan. vfiqrob, rom rogorc oTxi Svilis deda (sami maTgani
mozardia!), savsebiT mzad var aseTi rolisTvis.
reziumes dawera rom mWirdebodes am TanamdebobisTvis,

masze Cems gamocdilebasac aRvniSnavdi rogorc `mrCevli-
sa~ im sadao sakiTxebSi, romlebic piradad me ar mexeba
(magaliTad, iseT sakiTxebSi, sadac gareulebi arian Cemi
megobrebi an naTesavebi). yovelTvis vcdilobdi samarT-
lianad ganmesaja adamianebi, gansakuTrebiT mas Semdeg
rac mivxvdi WeSmaritebas imis Sesaxeb, rom im sazomiT,
romliTac ganvsjiT, SemdegSi Cven gangvsjian.
diax, Tavidan vfiqrobdi, rom sruliad gamovdgebodi

iseT Tanamdebobaze, sadac saWiroa mxolod limonaTis
wrupva da mosulTa problemebis Semwynareblurad mosme-
na. garda amisa, Zalian STamagonebda is, rom Cems klien-
tebs ara mxolod unda moesminaT CemTvis, aramed Sees-
rulebinaT Cemi miTiTebebi. Cemgan gamovidoda Zlieri
ufrosi (rac maklia sakuTar saxlSi).
seriozulad rom vTqvaT, me, iseve rogorc nebismieri
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brZola gavlenisTvis
sxva qali, gavazviade deboras Tanamdebobis romantiulo-
ba (warmomidgenia ra iqneboda mis adgilze rom vyofi-
liyavi). bibliis metad yuradRebiT SeswavliT mivxvdi,
rom Cemi warmodgenebi deboras cxovrebaze iyo Zalian
Sors realobidan. bolos da bolos, verc erTi adamiani
ver Seva istoriaSi, Tu mxolod ijdeba erT adgilze da
imsjelebs imaze, Tu vin aris marTali da vin damnaSave.
vfiqrob, rom deboras cxovreba da msaxureba atareben
TavisSi aqtualur gzavnils, romelic mowodebulia gaaR-
viZos Cveni Taobis qalebi.
ra moxda ehudis sikvdilis Semdeg
xSirad, roca vkiTxulobT bibliur istoriebs da winas-

war viciT maTi dasasruli, ar SegviZlia Rrmad CaveSvaT
rwmenis gmirebis cxovrebiseul brZolebsa da movlenebSi.
brZolebi, romlebSic isini monawileobdnen, ar aris gamo-
gonili, maTi SiSebi didad ar gansxvavdeba Cvenisgan. aseve
maTi locvebi, ocnebebi da ukeTesi cxovrebis imedebi Ta-
vianTi SvilebisTvis Zalian gavs Cvensas. modiT davbrun-
deT erTi-ori muxliT ukan da ganvixiloT ra viTarebebsa
da pirobebSi cxovrobda debora da ratom daikava man es
pozicia.
`da ehudis sikvdilis Semdeg kvlav iwyes israelis ZeT

borotis keTeba uflis TvalSi.~ (msajulTa 4:1)
pirvel rigSi, unda gavigoT, vin iyo ehudi Tavis si-

cocxleSi. oTxmoci wlis ganmavlobaSi igi iyo msajuli.
man sakuTari movaleobebis Sesruleba daiwyo imiT, rom
win aRudga qveynis yvela mters da moisrola isini mis
farglebs gareT. misi xelmZRvanelobiT israelianelebma
daamarcxes moabelebi da brZolaSi mokles 10000 sauke-
Teso mebrZoli. am gamarjvebam Zlier STaagona erTi ada-
miani, Samgari, romelmac mokla 600 filistimeli xaris
sagmiriT, anu boZiT, romelzec abavdnen saqonels. mis ad-
gilze am iaraRs ar avirCevdi, magram es nawyveti mowmobs
erT Zalian mniSvnelovan principze: roca RmerTi Tqven-
Tan aris, ar aqvs mniSvneloba, ra gaqvT xelSi, ubralod
daiwyeT misi gamoyeneba. gadamwyveti brZolis mogebiT da
israelis sazRvrebis da qveyanaSi wesrigis aRdgeniT, eb-
raeli eri tkbeboda mSvidobiT oTxmoci wlis ganmavlo-
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baSi. israelianelebis umravlesobas cxovrebis manZilze
monawileoba ar miuRia omSi. magram bedis ironiiT Cven
vxdebiT yvelaze metad sustebi maSin, roca vcxovrobT
mSvidad da udardelad. droTa ganmavlobaSi israeliane-
lebs daaviwydaT, visi wyalobiT cxovrobdnen mSvidobaSi
TiTqmis mTeli saukune, miuxedavad garSemomyofi mtre-
bisa. SeiZleba, maT isic daaviwydaT Tu ris gamo varde-
bodnen problemebSi adre, an ubralod fiqrobdnen, rom
RmerTi ar aqcevdaT yuradRebas maTi cxovrebis wess. Se-
saZloa, ifiqres, rom RmerTma iTamaSa Tavisi roli maTi
eris cxovrebaSi da axla maT Tavad unda gadawyviton, Tu
rogor aaSenon sakuTari cxovreba. bolos da bolos, isi-
ni xom misi rCeuli eria, da is xom yovelTvis exmareboda
maT, rac ar unda momxdariyo. maT isev rom damuqrebodaT
safrTxe, morigi xaris sagmiri uproblemod gauwevdaT
daxmarebas. amitom, jer kidev TavianTi sayvareli msaju-
lis, ehudis gardacvalebis glovis dReebi dasrulebuli
ar iyo, rom isini daubrundnen imas, rasac RmerTi boro-
tebas eZaxis. am nawyvetSi dawerilia `kvlav iwyes borotis
keTeba~, da es niSnavs, rom israelianelebi pirvelad ar
vardebodnen codvaSi.
diax, me maxsovs, rom Cven politkoreqtul, liber-

alur da tolerantul sazogadoebaSi sityva `boroteba~
sakmaod iSviaTad gamoiyeneba, radgan igi gulisxmobs rom
unda arsebobdes `sikeTec~, romelic Zalian aSinebs mra-
val CvenTagans, radgan Cven gadavwyviteT CagveTvala yve-
laferi (maT Soris erTi adamianis mier meores mokvla)
pirad saqmed da yvelas arCevnad. is, rac TqvenTvis boro-
tebaa, CemTvis SeiZleba iyos sikeTe, xolo is, rac TqvenT-
vis sikeTea, me SemiZlia CavTvalo borotebad… gasakviri
araa, rom amdeni adamiani sruliad daibna. magram cota
xniT mivatovoT Cveni Tanamedrove sazogadoeba… RmerTma
SeZlo imis gansazRvra, Tu ra aris boroteba israelianTa
cxovrebaSi, da Sesabamisi zomebic miiRo.
`da xelSi Caugdo isini ufalma iabins, romelic xa-

corSi mefobda. da misi mxedarTmTavari iyo sisara,
romelic cxovrobda xaroSeT-goimSi. da SehRaRades
israelis ZeT ufals, radgan sisaras cxraasi rkinis
etli hqonda, da is sastikad Cagravda israelis ZeT
oci weliwadi.~ (msajulTa 4:2-3)
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brZola gavlenisTvis
Tavisi eris Secdomebis sapasuxod RmerTma ufleba mis-
ca, iabins, qanaanis mefes, rom daemonebina isini. yuradRe-
ba miaqcieT sityvebs `xelSi Caugdo~, romelic metyvelebs
imaze, rom RmerTma misca iabins neba gaemarjvebina. da
TiTqos es damcireba ar iyo sakmarisi, RmerTma daayena
maTze mxedarmTavari, saxelad sisara, romelic `sasti-
kad Cagravda israelianelebs~, da Tavis jarSi hyavda 900
rkinis etli. (israelianelebi male mixvdnen, rom xaris
sagmiris qneva am situaciaSi uadgilo iyo). RmerTis Svi-
lebma, maTze datexili ubedurebebiT daTrgunulebma, kv-
lav daiwyes TavianTi uflis moxmoba. am jerze, zustad
Tu vityviT, isini SehRaRadebdnen mas mTeli oci wlis man-
Zilze.
deboras gamoCena
swored aseT rTul, areul droSi gamoCnda debora –

erTaderTi adamiani, romelsac SeeZlo im sakmaod mZime
periodSi Seesrulebina msajulis da winaswarmetyvelis
funqciebi. Cndeba kiTxva: ratom daawva mTeli simZime qa-
lis mxrebs? savaraudod yvela gavleniani da Zlieri ma-
makaci daTrgunuli iyo rkinis etlebiT, romelic ekuTv-
noda garyvnil da sastik mxedarmTavar sisaras. albaT
ukanasknelma ara erTxel icina imaze, rom israelianeleb-
ma qals misces saSualeba exelmZRvanela maTTvis. SesaZ-
loa, masSi arc ki daunaxia didi eris lideri. bolos da
bolos, ra ziani SeeZlo mieyena misTvis erTaderT qals,
romelic ijda sadRac udabnoSi? magram, rogorc Semdeg-
Si vnaxavT, mas bevri ram SeeZlo.
diax, israelianelebma TavianTi ugunurebiT gadauxvies

swori gzidan, magram Semdeg moinanies da daiwyes RaRadi.
xolo debora aRmoCnda udabnoSi, or naxevrad dangreul
qalaqs Soris, sadac Senobac ki ar iyo sasamarTlos Casa-
tareblad. mas hqonda palma – deboras palma. es adgili,
romelic iyo mtvriani gzis piras da akavSirebda or qa-
laqs, simbolizirebda mis TavSesafars da oaziss, sadac
mas SeeZlo Tavis Sefareba usamarTlobisa da Seviwroebis-
gan. qalaqebis kedlebi, romelTa miRmac SeiZleboda da-
malva, iyo nangrevebSi, xolo maT irgvliv myofi soflebi
veRar yvavodnen. israels ara mxolod gare problemebi
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hqonda, aramed Sidac. ers ara mxolod Tavs esxmodnen da
anadgurebdnen qanaanelebi, aramed Sida konfliqtebic ux-
vad iyo. RmerTis xalxs Soris iyo uTanxmoeba da brZole-
bi.
amas vxedavT, rom simarTlea, radgan debora Tavisi

drois udides nawils uTmobda israelianTa Sorisdavis
gadawyvetas. igi dros ar xarjavda qanaanis sasamarTloeb-
Si da sisarasTan ar agvarebda sadao sakiTxebs, romlebic
exeboda israeli saxelmwifos sazRvrebis darRvevas. eWvi
mepareba, rom vinme mousmenda mas saerTod am dawesebu-
lebebSi. rogorc israelis msajuli, es brZeni qalbatoni
agvarebda sakuTari eris davas da cdilobda Seekavebina
israelianelebi Cxubisgan, sixarbisgan da erTmaneTze Ci-
vilisgan.
rogorc winaswarmetyveli debora aseve RmerTis xmasac

warmoadgenda, romelic mimarTuli iyo mis daumorCile-
bel Svilebisken. igi erTdroulad usworebda da awyna-
rebda maT. saxeli debora niSnavs `futkars~. darwmunebu-
li var, rom mas ara erTxel ugvrZnia Tavi xmaurian skaSi,
roca cdilobda moesmina yvela saCivari da amavdroulad
gadaeca gamamxnevebeli da damxmare RmerTis sityva Tavisi
erisTvis. es mousvenari qali, SesaZloa iyo mTeli isra-
elis ukanaskneli imedi; bolos da bolos is rom ara –
maT ver eqnebodaT patiebis imedi sakuTari urwmunoebis
gamo.
magram, male es yvelaferi Seicvala. dadga dRe, roca

debora ukve veRar dajdeboda ubralod erT adgilze
da ver gansjida konfliqtebs mis xalxs Soris, da veRad
uyurebda uimedo davebs maSin, roca boroti da sastiki
mteri dascinoda maT RmerTs da ipyrobda maT miwebsa da
qalaqebs erTi meores miyolebiT. igi daiRala godebis da
sasowarkveTilebis xmebiT da gadawyvita Seecvala isini
simReriT.
deboras simReraSi naTqvamia, rom dadga dRe, roca igi

aRdga da mouwoda saqmis gareSe myof mebrZols saxelad
baraks. amiT man miatova Tavisi mdgomareoba da sayvareli
saqmianoba, romelsac eweoda bolo oci wlis ganmavloba-
Si. ukan dasabrunebeli gza aRar iyo. mas ukve aRar SeeZ-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
lo pasiurad jdoma da lodini, Tu rodis movidoda Tavad
problemebi da saSinelebebi masTan. misTvis sakmarisi iyo.
igi daiRala didis molodiniT, sanam problemebisTvis
Suamdgomlobda… dadga dro mterTan SesabrZoleblad.
bibliis sxva TargmanebSi am nawyvetSi gamoyenebulia iseTi
sityvebi, rogorc àxla~, èrT dRes~ an `maSin~. yovelTvis
sainteresoa drois elementis gamokvleva wmida werilSi.
me mainteresebs ratom `maSin~? ratom ar gamoCnda debora
oci wliT adre? ras elodeboda igi?
`da kacebi gaugzavna da mouxmo baraks, abinoyamis Zes,

kedeS-nafTalidan.~ (msajulTa 4:6)
baraki cxovrobda TavSesafar qalaqSi saxelad kedeSi.

sainteresoa, rom sityva-sityviT saxeli baraki niSnavs
èlvas~. RmerTma moamzada Tavisi elva, raTa moulodne-
lad daertya mtrisTvis qalaqidan, sadac imalebodnen da-
Sinebuli ltolvilebi.
`da uTxra mas: ài, ra gibrZana ufalma, israelis

RmerTma. wadi da adi Taboris mTaze da Tan waiyvane aTi
aTasi kaci nafTalis ZeTagan da zebulunis ZeTagan.~
(msajulTa 4:6)
me maocebs am sityvebis Zala. xSirad ar gvesmis aseTi

brZanebebi, xolo romlebsac vismenT gavs adamianebis gau-
bedav SemoTavazebebs, romlebic daaxloebiT ase JRers:
`me vloculobdi am situaciaze da vifiqre, rom SeiZleba,
unda dafiqrde imis Sesaxeb, rom Seagrovo oriode aTasi
adamiani, da SesaZlebelia isini Taboris mTaze ganalago.~
ara, deboram sruliad uaryo sakuTari Tavi da sakuTari
azri da ar daiwyo zedmeti kiTxvebis dasma. man moismina
RmerTisgan sityva, da misi erTaderTi pasuxismgebloba
iyo am uwyebis gadacema adresatisTvis.
rodesac RmerTi iwyebs raimes Secvlas, igi amas

TiTqosda saCqarod akeTebs. igi pasuxobs Cvens locvebs
da Txovnebs raime myisieri movleniT, romelsac SeuZlia
Cveni imedgacruebis wris darRveva. Tu Cven brZenebi viq-
nebiT, movusmenT mas da daviwyebT igivenairad saswrafod
moqmedebas misi mowodebis Tanaxmad.
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istoriulad ise moxda, rom myisieri morCileba da
simtkice wamaxalisebeli gaxda adamianSi dafaruli li-
deruli Tvisebebisa, romlebic exmarebaT maT moagrovon
gafantuli meomrebi da daarwmunon isini imaSi, rom Rmer-
Ti aCuqebs maT gamarjvebas. deboras sityvebi daexmara ba-
raks Zili Seewyvita da gaeRviZa. mTeli eri aenTo suliT:
ufali ibrZolebs maTTvis mtris winaaRmdeg, ise rogorc
es adre xdeboda! RmerTi dapirda, rom Tu baraki Seagro-
vebda da waruZRveboda meomrebis saWiro raodenobas, igi
danarCens gaakeTebda.
`da me kiSonis velTan mogiyvan sisaras, iabinis mxe-

darTmTavars, mis etlebsa da mis jars da xelSi Cagag-
debineb.~ (msajulTa 4:7)
ise JRers TiTqos mogvarebuli garigebaa. sisara, misi

armia da yvela misi mrisxane etli gadaecema baraks xelSi.
dadga dro, rom sastikebi da Zlierni dacemuliyvnen sus-
tebsa da damcirebulebis winaSe. Tqven SeiZleba ifiqroT,
rom baraki sixaruliT unda daTanxmeboda amas, magram igi
daeWvda. ratom? RmerTis brZanebebi da dapirebebi sakma-
risi aRmoCnda misTvis, rom sizmridan gaeRviZa, magram ara
sakmarisi, raTa aReZra igi moqmedebisTvis. mas eSinoda.
ocma weliwadma, romelic barakma TavSesafar qalaqSi gaa-
tara, daasves mas Tavisi beWedi da aTi aTas moxalisesTan
erTadac ki man uari Tqva gasuliyo sisaras winaaRmdeg Tu
debora ar gayveboda maT. ai ra uTxra man deboras:
`Tu wamomyvebi, waval da Tu ar wamomyvebi, ar waval.~

(msajulTa 4:8)
modiT gavCerdeT erTi wuTiT da davfiqrdeT mis pa-

suxze. ra Tqma unda, igi metyvelebs im periodis Sesaxeb,
romelSic es adamiani cxovrobda. Cvens winaSe aris mama-
kaci, romelic ise daTrgunuli da imedgacruebulia, rom
saerTod daaviwyda Tavisi saxelis mniSvneloba. mebrZols,
romelsac saxelad erqva èlva~, wesiT aravisi da arafris
ar unda eSinodes da yovelTvis unda iyos srul sabrZo-
lo mzadyofnaSi. SeiZleba warmovidginoT rogor mimarTa
mas deboram RmerTisgan meored:
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brZola gavlenisTvis
elva, ài, ra gibrZana ufalma, israelis RmerTma, wadi
da adi Taboris mTaze, da Tan waiyvane aTi aTasi kaci.~
(msajulTa 4:6)
es varianti sruliad sxva fers aniWebs am nawyvets. me,

magaliTad, miWirs kidevac warmodgena, rom elvas SeiZ-
leba dasWirveboda saomar laSqrobaSi futkris kompania.
magram barakma ara ubralod sTxova deboras gayoloda
mas, man uari Tqva raime gaekeTebina saerTod mis gareSe.
faqtobrivad, man uari Tqva Seesrulebina rogorc misi
miwieri mxedarmTavris, ise mama-zecieri brZaneblis brZa-
neba, im pirobiT, Tu mis pirobebs ar miiRebdnen. es mety-
velebs imaze, Tu ramdenad daSinebulni iyvnen im dros
mamakacebi.
`da uTxra deboram: `wamoyoliT wamogyvebi, oRond am

gzaze, romelsac Sen daadgebi, Seni aRar iqneba dideba,
radgan diacis xelSi Caagdebs ufali sisaras.~ da adga
debora da wayva baraks kedeSSi.~ (msajulTa 4:9)
debora advilad daTanxmda gayoloda mas, magram gaafr-

Txila, rom aseT SemTxvevaSi igi dakargavda didebas, ro-
melsac es gamarjveba umzadebda, da Sexvdeboda qals. mom-
wons, rom deboram mimarTa Tavisi Zalaufleba da gavlena
imaze, rom barakSi morCileba gaeRviZebina. igi ar Seecada
aeZulebina igi damorCileboda brZanebas, Tavisi maRali
msajulis an RmerTis winaswarmetyvelis poziciis gamo-
yenebiT. igi ubralod dapirda mas Tavis mxardaWeras da
Zalas.
yvela WeSmariti lideri, mamakaci da qali mxars unda

uWerdnen TavianT qveSevrdomebs, da ar unda àwvebodnen~
maT TavianTi samsaxurebrivi poziciiT. roca bavSvebi da-
Sinebulebi arian, maT ar sWirdebaT vinme, vinc dasaZineb-
lad daawvens. maT ar ezarebaT dawola, ubralod undaT,
rom vinme iyos maTTan axlos. Tu aqamde ar wagikiTxavT
es bibliuri itoria, SeiZleba mogeCvenoT, rom deboram
gadawyvita mieTvisebina sisaras am gamarjvebis dideba, ma-
gram es ase ar iyo. dideba Sexvda sxva qals, iayels, rome-
lic male gamoCndeba movlenebis arenaze.
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mteri damarcxebulia
debora da baraki wavidnen kedeSi, sadac maT elodaT

aTi aTasi nefTaleli da zebuloneli. vidre es xdeboda,
jaSuSma, saxelad qeberma, amcno maTi SeTqmulebis Sesaxeb
sisaras.
`da Seatyobines sisaras, rom barak abinoyamis Ze Ta-

boris mTaze iyo asuli da ixmo sisaram mTeli Tavisi
etlioni, cxraasi rkinis etli, da mTeli xalxi, rome-
lic masTan iyo, xaroSeT-goimidan kiSonis xevamde.~
(msajulTa 4:12)
warmoidgineT, ras ganicdidnen im dros israelianele-

bi: ò, ara, mterma gaigo is, rac Cafiqrebuli gvqonda,
da Seagrova Cvens winaaRmdeg Tavisi Zalebi.~ magram me
momwons is, rogorc moqmedebda RmerTi. sisaram ifiqra,
rom advilad CaaxSobda ajanyebas, magram amis nacvlad man
marcxi ganicada. is, rac mas miaCnda saidulmo dazvervad,
sinamdvileSi iyo RmerTis satyuara. es imas niSnavs, rom
mtris dasamarcxeblad RmerTs SeuZlia Worebis gamoyene-
bac. debora sulSi ukve xedavda gamarjvebas da ar apireb-
da imedgacruebas, Tumca mtris jari iyo srul sabrZolo
mzadyofnaSi. RmerTis qalisTvis es mxolod erTi ramis
mimaniSnebeli iyo: dadga mtris damarcxebis dro!
`da uTxra deboram baraks: àdeqi, radgan es is dRea,

roca xelSi Cagigdo sisara ufalma. TviT ufali wa-
giZRveba win.~ da Cavida baraki Taboris mTidan da aTi
aTasi kaci Camohyva.~ (msajulTa 4:14)
Taboris mTaze baraki da misi xalxi mtris alyaSi aR-

moCndnen, magram deboram Tamamad ganacxada: ùfali wa-
giZRveba win.~ saiteresoa, neta mis adgilze me rogor mov-
iqceodi? vSiSob, rom Cemi sityvebi gamoxatavdnen imas,
rasac Cemi Tvalebi ixilavdnen: ò, saSinelebav! Cven alya-
Si varT da ukan dasaxevi gzac ar gvaqvs!~ da ara imas, ra-
sac RmerTi dapirda: `maT Tqvens xelSi Cavagdeb.~ SesaZle-
belia, rom deboras unari gaexeda arsebuli mdgomareobis
maRla gaxda kidevac is mizezi, romliTac barakma sTxova
mas SeerTebuliyo maT svlaSi. imitom, rom roca aseTi
deborebi – qalebi, romelTac aqvT winaswarmetyvelebis
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brZola gavlenisTvis
niWi, - imaRleben xmas, generlebi iRviZeben Zilisgan. nax-
eT, Semdeg ra moxda:
`da daafrTxo ufalma sisara da mTeli misi etlioni

da mTeli laSqari barakis maxvilis piriT da gadmoxta
sisara etlidan da fexiT gaiqca.~ (msajulTa 4:15)
me momwons es nawyveti. aq naTqvamia, rom barakis ja-

ris danaxvisas sisara Tavisi armiiT da SiSis momgvreli
etlebiT daibna. israelis ZeT rCebodaT mxolod is, rom
eSiSvlebinaT maxvilebi, raTa mteri damarcxebuliyo da
gaqceuliyo SiSiT. sisarac Seecada gaqceuliyo brZolis
velidan, magram Sexvda Tavis sikvdils Tavisive mokav-
Siris karavSi.
baraki Tavisi mebrZoleebiT daedevna sisaras etlebs

da jars xaroSeT-goimamde. im dRes maxvilisgan daeca si-
saras mTeli armia; arc erTi adamiani ar gadarCenila. aTi
aTasi mamaci barakis xelmZRvanelobiT ara ubralod Tavs
daesxnen maTze ricxobrivad Warb mowinaaRmdeges, aramed
gaimarjves kidevac, xolo Semdeg umowyalod devnidnen
qanaanelebs, sanam yvela ar gawyvites.
`da gaiqca sisara fexiT iayelis, xeber-kenielis co-

lis, karvisaken, radgan xacoris mefis, iabinisa da
kenieli xeberis saxls Soris mSvidoba sufevda.~ (msa-
julTa 4:17)
sisara gaiqca Tavisi mokavSiris xeber kenielis kara-

visken. xeberma rogorRac moaxerxa mSvidobis damyareba
mefe iabinTan, Tumca mas, rogorc iTros, moses simamris
STamomavals, ar unda dasWirveboda es. vfiqrob xeberi ar
iyo saxlSi, radgan man gayida baraki da axla usafrTxo
manZilze elodeboda brZolis damTavrebas. sisara ime-
dovnebda, rom Tavisi mokavSiris karavSi igi usafrTxod
iqneboda. magram roca RmerTi iwyebs Tavisi mtrebis
gankiTxvas, isini versad daimalebian.
`da gamovida iayeli sisaras Sesaxvedrad, da uTxra

mas: `mobrZandi, batono Cemo, SemobrZandi CemTan, nu
geSinia~. da Sevida sisara masTan karavSi da damala
fardagis qveS.~ (msajulTa 4:18)
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iayeli gamoegeba mas. vfiqrob man gaigona RmerTis
gankiTxvis moaxloebis xma da elodeboda xelsayrel
wuTs. qalma miipatiJa sisara Tavis karavSi da daafara mas
fardagi. es magonebs rahabs gamosvlis wignidan, romelmac
sakuTar saxlSi damala israelianeli mzveravebi. Tumca
iayeli israelianels ar malavda, aramed RmerTis mters
da kargad icoda es. mterma moisurva daleva da sTxova
mas, magram amis nacvlad iayelma mas rZe miawoda. ratom?
undoda rom daeZinebina. sisaram dalia rZe da sTxova
iayels edaraja karvis SesasvlelTan, raTa daemala misi
adgilsamyofeli. qali daTanxmda, magram igi mas iqamde
darajobda, sanam sisaras Rrmad ar daeZina.
`da iayelma, xeberis colma, aiRo karvis palo, xelSi

uro daiWira da mas fexakrefiT miepara, mas ki daRlils
eZina, da CaurWo palo safeTqelSi da miwas daaWeda da
mokvda.~ (msajulTa 4:21)
es iyo sakmaod sastiki mkvleloba, Tu ara meti, ma-

gram palos da uros gamoyenebaSi devs gakveTili yoveli
CvenganisTvis: RmerTi yovelTvis iyenebs imas, rac xelT
gvaqvs. is akurTxebs imas, risi aRebisTvisac mzad varT.
gaxsovT, roca daviTma uari ganacxada rom ebrZola

saulis javSanSi, radgan mas sWirdeboda dro gamoecada
isini da SeCveoda mas. roca ejaxebiT mters, ar Rirs axa-
li meTodebis an teqnikuri ileTebis gamocda. gamoiyeneT
is, rac giWiravT xelSi da is, rac araerTxel yofila Zl-
ieri da sando. ra gaqvT xelSi?
`da, aha, baraki mosdevs sisaras. da gamoegeba iayeli, da

uTxra mas: `modi, gaCveno kaci, Sen rom eZeb.~ da Sevida
masTan baraki da aha, sisara mkvdari agdia, safeTqelSi
palo CarWobili.~ (msajulTa 4:22)
RmerTs Tavisi dro aqvs: baraki aRmoCnda iayelis kara-

vTan swored im momentSi. riT SeiZleboda es damTavrebu-
liyo, iayels am momentamde rom ar moekla sisara? gaCaRe-
bul omSi, mas SeeZlo sicocxlis dakargva imis gamo, rom
damala Tavis karavSi israelianelebis mteri. magram, igi
ara marto ar dasajes, aramed aamaRles. igi gavida barak-
Tan da TavmdablobiT aCvena misi mteri, romelsac eZebda
– mkvdari iatakze myofi.
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brZola gavlenisTvis
`da daamorCila RmerTma im dRes iabini, mefe qanaanisa,
israelis ZeTa winaSe.~ (msajulTa 4:23)
raa? isini arc ki Sexvedrian iabins brZolis velze? sa-

magierod RmerTi Sexvda mas. swored im dRes qanaanelebis
mefem dakarga Tavisi mefoba. mogvianebiT israelianelebma
moipoves Zalaufleba mTels qveyanaze. SeniSneT, rom iabi-
ni upirvelesyovlisa damarcxebuli iyo israelianelebis
gulSi, da mxolod garkveuli drois Semdeg igi sabolood
damarcxda maTi xeliT.
`da TandaTan damZimda israelis ZeTa xeli iabinze, qa-

naanis mefeze, vivre ar mospes iabini, mefe qanaanisa.~
(msajulTa 4:24)
es misi istoriaa, misi sagalobelia
brZolebSi gamarjveba miiRweva sulier samyaroSi gac-

ilebiT adre, sanam isini cxadSi damTavrdebodes. Tqven
unda misceT SesaZlebloba RmerTs moagvaros igi maSin,
roca muxlebze dgaxarT, iqamde sanam Zalas miiRebdeT
mtris winaSe warsadgomaT. Tu Tqven ver ixilavT sulSi,
Tu rogor marcxdeba Tqveni mteri, maSin ver miiRebT Za-
las, romelic aucilebelia realuri brZolisaTvis. roca
israelianelebma gaacnobieres, rom RmerTi kvlav ibrZvis
maTTvis, isini aRar uyurebdnen mters rogorc daumar-
cxebelsa da yovlisSemZles.
Zalian momwons wmida werilis es Tavebi, radgan maTSi

moyvanilia rogorc Tavad istoria deboraze, aseve misi
sagalobeli. monaTxrobi gvacnobs im detalebs, rac miwa-
ze xdeboda, maSin roca sagalobeli gvexmareba SevxedoT
imas, Tu ra xdeboda am dros zecaSi.
rogorc axali aRTqmis qristianebi, Cven iSviaTad vo-

mobT ise, rogorc RmerTi arigebda israelis ZeT, amitom
sulieri samyaros danaxva arsebiTad mniSvnelovania.
`radgan Cveni brZola ar aris sisxlisa da xorcis wi-

naaRmdeg, aramed mTavrobaTa winaaRmdeg, xelmwife-
baTa winaaRmdeg, am soflis sibnelis mpyrobelTa wi-
naaRmdeg, cisqveSeTis borotebis sulTa winaaRmdeg.~
(efeselTa 6:12)
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es sagalobeli ufro naklebad sisxliania, vidre urosa
da palos moTxroba.
deboras sagalobeli
`moiSala daba soflebi israelSi, moiSalnn vidre ar

aRvdeqi me, debora, vidre ar aRvdeqi me, deda israelSi.
gaiRviZe, gaiRviZe debora. gaiRviZe, gaiRviZe, Tqvi

sagalobeli! adeqi barak, daatyveve Seni tyve, abinoya-
mis Zeo!.~ (msajulTa 5:7,12)
ras vxedavT aq? israelSi aRar iyvnen mebrZoleb, da

amitom mouwia dedas mwvervalze asvla? RmerTi dResac
xom ar pirebs igives gakeTebas?
minda SevniSno aseve: qalebi Tayvans scemen RmerTs da

adideben mas, maSin roca mamakacebi amarcxeben mters br-
ZolaSi. Tu SeamCnieT, aq naxsenebi aris barakis mama? es
kidev erTxel mowmobs misiis mniSvnelovnebaze, romelic
Cven STamomavlebzea dakisrebuli, da imaze, rom maT mou-
wevT Sejaxeba im mtrebTan, romelTa damarcxebac Tavis
droze ver moxerxda.
`Samgaris dros, yanaTis Zisa, iayelis dros Caketili

iyo gzebi da bilikebiT mavalni iribi gzebiT dadiod-
nen.
moiSala daba soflebi israelSi, moiSalnn vidre ar

aRvdeqi me, debora, vidre ar aRvdeqi me, deda israelSi.
zecidan ibrZodnen varskvlavebi, TavianTi gzebidan

ebrZodnen sisaras.
kiSonis xevma waleka isini, Zvelma xevma, kiSonis xevma.

gaemarTe sulo Cemo ZlierebiT.~ (msajulTa 5:6-7, 20-
21)
iayelis gadawyvetilebam gamoeyenebina is, rac xelT

hqonda, imdenad ganadida igi israelianTa TvalSi, rom
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brZola gavlenisTvis
sagaloblis avtorebmac gadawyvites igi saxeliT moexse-
nebinaT mTeli drois manZilze. am qals esmoda: Tu mteri
mova Tqvens saxlSi, aucilebelia misi ganiaraReba nebis-
mieri ramiT, rac xelSi CagivardebaT.
ra gaqvs xelSi?
RmerTi yovelTvis gamoiyenebs imas, rac Tqvens xel-

Sia, - Tundac sruliad umniSvnelos. pirvelad es kiTxva
gvxvdeba maSin, roca RmerTi elaparakeboda moses, magram
masSi arebuli sibrZne dResac aqtualuria. RmerTi gamo-
ecxada moses almodebuli buCqis msgavsad, da mas Semdeg
rac man ufals wauyena argumentebi Tavis daRwevis miz-
niT, RmerTma hkiTxa:
`da Tqva ufalma: `ra gaqvs xelSi?~ Tqva: `kverTxi.~ (ga-

mosvla 4:2)
vfiqrob, mose Tvlida kverTxs sruliad Cveulebriv ni-

vTad da verc ki xvdeboda, rom mas SeeZlia misi daxmareba,
raTa gaemarjvebina faraonis mTels armiaze. bolos da
bolos, kverTxi aris ubralod gaTlili joxi, da mwyemsi
mose logikurad Tvlida, rom masSi araferi zebunebri-
vi ar iyo. da es sruli simarTlea: arcerT CvenTaganSi
ar aris araferi zebunebrivi manam, sanam RmerTis ar sc-
xebs Tavisi suliT imas, rac Cvens xelSia. SexedeT am mag-
aliTebs:
• abigailma gamoiyena qonebis Tavisi nawili raTa

ganrisxebuli mamakacebisTvis ar mieca ufleba,
rom daeRupaT misi saxleuloba.
• iayelma gamoiyena uro da karvis palo mtris ar-

miis mxedarmTavris mosaklavad.
• samsonma gamoiyena viris yba aTasi adamianis ga-

sanadgureblad.
• ruTma gamoiyena xorblis marcvlebi, romelTac

igi agrovebda mindorze.
• samuelma gamoiyena zeTisxilis zeTi, raTa ecxo

mwyemsi daviTi israelis mefed.
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• daviTma gamoiyena Surduli da qva, raTa gaemar-
jvebina Zlier filistimel berZol goliaTze.
• usaxelo qalbatonma, romelic imyofeboda koS-

kis mwvervalSi alyaSemortymul qalaqSi, ga-
moiyena dolabis namsxvrevi, mtris winamZRolis
mosaklavad da Tavisi qalaqis gadasarCenad.
• usaxelo biWma gamoiyena xuTi puri da ori Tev-

zi, raTa daepurebina xuTi aTasi adamiani.
• imedgacruebulma qalma gamoiyena alebastronis

WurWeli raTa ecxo iesos fexebi nelsacxebliT.
ratom varT Cven ase dakavebulebi raRaca uCveulos

ZiebiT, maSin roca RmerTi mxolod imas gvTxovs, rom gamo-
viyenoT is, rac xelSi gvaqvs? gaigeT, rom ubralo sagnebi
Rebuloben zebunebriv Zalas, roca Tavad ufali scxebs
maT. gamoiyeneT is, riTic RmerTma ukve aRgWurvaT. roca
vambob ìs, rac Tqvens xelSia~, me vgulisxmob yvelafers,
rac mogendoT. SesaZloa es fuli iyos an danazogi. Tu
Tqven uars ambobT gadasceT RmerTis xelSi yovelive, es
cxadad metyvelebs Tqveni gulis namdvil mdgomareobaze.
mravali wlis win mivxvdi Tu ra mqonda xelSi. es iyo

RmerTis sityva, romelic RmerTma gaacocxla Cems cxov-
rebaSi. Cemma swrafvam Tavisuflebisken moavlina qveynad
wignebi, romlebSic saubaria RmerTis madlsa da Zalaze.
yoveli Cemi wigni aris mowmoba imisa, Tu ra gaakeTa ufal-
ma Cems cxovrebaSi. wignSi `me ar vakontroleb Cems cxov-
rebas da es momwons!~ me gavaziare is, Tu rogor momca man
SesaZlebloba Sevxvedrodi pirispir Cems SiSebs da dame-
marcxebina isini. `qalis WeSmariti faseuloba~ mogviTx-
robs imis Sesaxeb, Tu ufalma rogor maCvena, Tu ras aqvs
namdvili faseuloba Cems cxovrebaSi. wignSi `Sen ara xar
Seni wona~ me vyvebi gamocxadebaze RmerTis Tavisuflebis
Sesaxeb, romelic Cven SeiZleba gvqondes am amao wuTiso-
felSi. `ganrisxebisas nu SescodavT!~ - aris moTxroba imis
Sesaxeb, Tu me RmerTis sibrZnis meSveobiT rogor viswav-
le sakuTari risxvis damarcxeba. àmbori cremlebamde~
wignis wyalobiT Cemi negatiuri seqsualuri gamocdileba
gadaiqca gamxnevebad mravali RmerTis asulisTvis. ara-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
uSavs, rom me ar maqvs uro an karvis palo, samagierod
maqvs Cemi leptopi. am ìaraRis~ wyalobiT Cemi codna da
gamocdileba gadaiqceva wignebad, romlebic mouTxroben
xalxs saxarebis gardamqneli Zalis Sesaxeb. ratom aris
ase mniSvnelovani vicodeT ra gvaqvs xelSi?
`roca gaiwvdi Sens xels gansakurneblad, niSnebisa da

saswaulebis mosaxdenad Seni wminda msaxuris iesos sa-
xeliT.~ (saqmeTa 4:30)
rogor xdeba es? roca Cven gadavcemT mas imas, rac

xelSi gvaqvs, igi gvaZlevs imas, rac mas aqvs xelSi.
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan iesos saxeliT. gamicxade Tu ra maqvs

xelSi. minda rom Seni mkurnali Zala moqmedebdes Cemgan,
da aTavisuflebdes garSemo myof adamianebs. mama, scxe
suliT Cemi cxovrebis is sferoebi, sadac gavcvale Seni
sityva xorciel gulisTqmebze. gamoavline Seni Tavi Cemi
cxovrebis yovel sferoSi ise, rogorc Sen gsurs. me da-
vwer, viqadageb, vigalobeb, gavcem, Sevqmni, vimsaxureb da
gonivrulad warvmarTav Cems cxovrebas. gamoaRviZe CemSi
dedis guli. momeci me rogorc iayels, momentis mniSvne-
lovnebis gageba. minda Tavad Sevicvalo da garSemomyo-
febis cxovrebasac gardavqmnide. maCvene imis Zala, rac
xelSi maqvs, raTa viyo pasuxi problemebze da ara prob-
lema. scxe suliwmidiT is, rac xelSi maqvs da damexmare
gamoviyeno es Cems sulier brZolaSi. amin.
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Tavi meTxuTmete
momentis mniSvnelovneba
imis gamo, rom Tqven miiReT gadawyvetileba momsaxu-
rebodiT cocxal RmerTs, momentis an awmyo drois mniSv-
nelovneba metad gaizrdeba Tqvens cxovrebaSi. erTxel,
diliT gaRviZebulma gavigone Cems sulSi sityvebi: `Seni
warsuli da momavali gadaikveTeba am momentSi, Sens awmy-
oSi~ ras niSnavs es? CemTvis es niSnavs, rom me saguldagu-
lod unda vwonide Cems sityvebs da saqciels.
Cvens mier amJamad misaReb gadawyvetilebebze SeiZle-

ba gavlenas axdendes Cveni warsulis xma. SesaZloa SiSi
gafrTxilebT: `nu gaakeTeb amas… bolos Sen marcxi gani-
cade… gasul jerze Sen tkivili mogayenes… aRar Rirs
gariskva.~ an SeiZleba es siamayis rCevac iyos: `Sen iseTi
niWieri xar, rom arc ki gWirdeba RmerTs sTxovde kurTx-
evas… yvelaferi, rasac ar unda mokido xeli – gamodis,
ratom unda eZebo RmerTi? es drois fuWi kargvaa.~ magram
es SeiZleba rCeva iyos, nakarnaxebi Tqveni rwmeniT Rmer-
Tis erTgulebisadmi: ùfals arasodes uRalatia CemTvis.
ratom unda daveWvde masSi axla?~
damoukideblad imisa, Tu vis rCevas ugdebT yurs, erTi

WeSmariteba zustad vici: arCevani, romelsac Tqven axla
akeTebT, cudi iqneba Tu kargi, eWv gareSe gavlenas moax-
dens Tqvens momavalze. SesaZlebelia, rom warsuls ar
misce saSualeba gavlena moaxdinos Cvens gadawyvetilebaze,
magram SeuZlebelia xeli SeuSalo dRevandel gadawyvet-
ulebas gavlena moaxdinos Cvens momavalze. amitom, gves-
mis ra rom Cveni cxovreba Sendeba Cvens gadawyvetile-
bebze, ra unda gavakeToT, raTa gavacnobieroT momentis
mniSvnelovneba?
farTo arCevani da mcire dro
`xolo mas, visac CvenSi moqmedi ZaliT SeuZlia ganu-
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momentis mniSvneloba
zomlad metis keTeba, vidre Cven vTxovT an vfiqrobT.~
(efeselTa 3:20)
unda vaRiaro, rom sityva `xolo~ zeviT moyvanil kon-

teqstSi adre Zalian mTrgunavda. maxsovs, roca qristiani
gavxdi, yoveli bibliuri istoria cocxldeboda CemTvis
da realuri xdeboda. RmerTi aRar meCveneboda Soreuli
da calked myofi, romelic miyurebda Tavisi taxtidan
maRla zecidan da eZebda SesaZleblobas davesaje yoveli
wvrilmani SecdomisTvis. axla ufali axlos myofi gaxda
CemTvis yvela damokidebulebaSi da gamudmebiT STama-
gonebda sul axali da axali gamarjvebebisaTvis. Zveli
aRTqmis SeswavliT davinaxe, rom misi daweris dros kiTx-
vac ki ar Cndeboda, rom monawileobda Tu ara RmerTi Ta-
visi eris, israelis cxovrebaSi. man Searyia mTebi da miyve-
boda maT udabnoSi gavlisas rogorc Rrubeli dRisiT da
cecxlis sveti RamiT. igi kvebavda maT maniT zecidan da
awyurebda wyliT kldidan. igi imdenad yuradRebiT usmen-
da maT, rom mis yuramde midioda ukmayofilobac da wuwu-
nic, romelsac CurCuliT warmoTqvamdnen karvis kuTxeSi.
mas esmoda rogor Woraobda xalxi moses zurgs ukan da
ganikiTxavdnen erTmaneTSi mis `patiosan~ damokidebule-
bas maTTan. maT ajanyebaze RmerTi pasuxobda imiT, rom
ixsneboda miwa da ylapavda uwmindurebs an damnaSaveebs
SeeyrebodaT keTri – rogorc gafrTxileba yvela dan-
arCenisTvis.
xolo axla am yovlisSemZle RmerTma Semiyvara me da

miwoda Tavisi! me metad da metad daviwye gaxsna mis wi-
naSe da yovel dRe yuradRebiT vakvirdebodi sakuTar
sityvebsa da qcevas. gareT rom vseirnobdi gonebaSi im
xalxisTvis vloculobdi, vinc gverds Camivlida. roca
marto vijeqi parkis skamze, vmsjelobdi imaze, gamomivi-
doda Tu ara sinamdvileSi `mTebis gadaadgileba~. radgan
ar msurda gavmxdariyavi raime katastrofis mizezi, me
bavSvurad gulubryvilod vloculobdi, raTa RmerTs
ùbralod Seeryia~ es mTebi da velodebodi RmerTis ni-
Sans rogorc mowmobas Sesmenili locvebisa da daafasa
Cemi rwmena. saxlSi dabrunebis Semdeg me sruliad se-
riozulad velodebodi momesmina radioSi, rom sadRac
katalinis mTebSi moxda mcire miwisZvra. gTxovT sworad
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gamigeT: saerTodac ar msurda, rom vinmes ezarala Cemi
locvebisgan; ubralod meCveneboda, rom cudi ar iqne-
boda RmerTis mxridan, moeca CemTvis raime niSani. (es ar
momxdara).
roca invalidis etlSi mjdari adamianebis gverdiT

gavdiodi, yovelTvis vekiTxebodi RmerTs, saWiroa rom
mivide maTTan da vkiTxo: `gindaT gankurneba?~ da yovel
jerze Cems gonebaSi Cndeboda dilema. erTis mxriv, me vi-
codi da mjeroda imis, rom RmerTi mkurnalia. mTeli bib-
lia Tavidan bolomde aris amis mowmoba. magram, ra iqneba
Tu Cemi locviT araferi moxdeba? xom ar Sevarcxven mis
reputacias Tu am adamianebs gankurnebis imeds mivcem mx-
olod imisaTvis, rom met imedgacruebaSi Cavagdo? raSi
mdgomareobs problema: CemSi Tu Cems urwmunoebaSi marx-
visa da locvis ukmarisobis gamo? vicodi, rom RmerTi
yovlisSemZlea, amitom saqme sruliadac ar aris imaSi, rom
mas ar SeuZlia saswaulis moxdena. Zveli aRTqmis gamokv-
levisas mivxvdebiT, rom arc ki unda vecadoT eWv qveS da-
vayenoT RmerTis unari moaxdinos yovelgvari saswauli.
`marjvena Seni, ufalo, ganTqmulia ZaliT, marjvena

Seni, ufalo, mters musravs. Seni didebis aRmatebulo-
biT amxob Sens winaaRmdeg amxedrebulebs; gzavni Sens
risxvas da CalasaviT bugav maT. Seni nestoebis sunT-
qvaze dagrovdnen wylebi, kedlad aRimarTnen Rvarebi,
morevebi gamyarda zRvis gulSi.~ (gamosvla 15:6-8)
`vinaa Seni sadari RmerTTa Soris, ufalo? vinaa Seni

sadari siwmindiT, didebulo. sakvirvebo xotbebiT,
moqmedo saswaulebisa? Sen gaiwode marjvena Seni: piri
uyo maT miwam. Sen warmarTav Seni wyalobiT am xalxs,
Sen rom ixseni; win gauZexi Seni ZaliT Seni wminda sa-
myofelisken.~ (gamosvla 15:11-13)
ara, mizezi mdgomareobs sxva rameSi, raRac ufro did-

Si. ratom aris rom RmerTis Zala ase iSviaTad vlindeba
Cvens yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi? me momwonda is, rasac igi
akeTebda Zveli aRTqmis dros, magram ra vTqvaT awmyoze?
roca win gavixede da davinaxe momavali fanjaraSi, ro-

melsac aRebs Cvens winaSe gamocxadebis wigni, me aRar mr-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
Ceboda kiTxva an eWvi imaze, Tu vin aris mTavari, vin aris
gamarjvebuli, romelic drois aRsasruls dajdeba tax-
tze!
àmis Semdeg gavigone caSi didi xma, rogorc bevri

xalxis xma, romelic ambobda: àliluia! xsna, dideba
da Zala Cveni RvTisa.~ (gamocxadeba 19:1)
es yvelaferi mSvenieria… magram ra vuyoT Cvens awmy-

os? maSinac ki, roca RmerTi dums, mTeli qmnileba acxa-
debs mis Zalasa da didebulebaze. da Tu mas mxolod jo-
joxeTisgan gadaverCine da sxva aRaraferi ar gaekeTebina
Cems cxovrebaSi, aseT SemTxvevaSic ki igi Rirsia mTeli
didebis, pativisa da qebis. magram RaRadebs misi sikeTis
danaxviT, raTa ixilos misi Zalac. minda davinaxo rogor
miwvdis igi xels dRes. mwams, rom RmerTi sTxovs Tavis
asulebs SeSRaRadebdnen mas im imediT, rom raRac ufro
didi naxon.
maCvene Seni Zala
`xolo mas, visac CvenSi moqmedi ZaliT SeuZlia ganu-

zomlad metis keTeba, vidre Cven vTxovT an vfiqrobT.~
(efeselTa 3:20)
es aris RmerTis survilis axalaRTqmiseuli gancxa-

deba. maS, sad aris is `gacilebiT meti, vidre viTxovT
an vfiqrobT?~ nawilobrivi pasuxi am kiTxvaze SeiZleba
vipovoT muxlis pirvel naxevarSi. ufals SeuZlia moax-
dinos es yvelaferi `CvenSi moqmedi ZaliT~. man SezRu-
da sakuTari Tavi da axla Cvens arasrulyofilebebis da
ugunurebebis meSveobiT moqmedebs. Tu Cven kmayofilebi
varT Cveni cxovrebis msvlelobiTa da mdgomareobiT, ma-
Sin aRar gvWirdeba vilocoT am locviT, romelic efe-
selTa mimarT werilis 3:20-Sia moyvanili.
Tqven iciT rasac vgulisxmob, locvebze, romlebic sa-

SiSia da ar eqvemdebareba Cvens kontrols. magram Tu Cven
ukmayofiloni varT imiT, rac axla gvaqvs, maSin dadga
dro, rom raRac metisTvis SevRaRadoT.
magaliTs moviyvan Cemi cxovrebidan. es moxda maleve
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Cemi wignis àmbori cremlebamde~-s gamocemis Semdeg. vi-
jeqi saxlSi da vusmendi Tayvaniscemis musikas da vfiq-
robdi RmerTis sikeTeze. axlaxans momiwia mkiTxvelis te-
lefonis gulsatken zarze mepasuxa da kiTxvas vsmamdi:
`me, qalma, romelic cxovrobs mamakacebis garemocvaSi,
rogor gadavwyvite damewera wigni qalebis seqsualuri
siwmidis Sesaxeb?~
sainteresoa, rom me jer arasodes ar mitevdnen ase

Zlier yvela frontidan, rogorc im wignis gamocemis Sem-
deg. bevrma megobarma zurgi maqcia, Cemze avrcelebdnen
Worebs, xolo me sakuTar Tavs ise vgrZnobdi, TiTqos
davdiodi daxurul wreSi da vcdilobdi sakuTari Tavis,
sakuTari poziciis da ojaxis dacvas. CemTvis cxadia rom
Cems sityvebs iyeneben egoisturi miznebiT, arasworad
igeben, usamarTlod ganikiTxaven da subieqturad ganmar-
taven, - da uflis Tayvaniscemis im momentSi Zalian meco-
deboda sakuTari Tavi.
yvelaferi xelidan micvivdeboda, da eWvebi da imed-

gacruebebi umowyalod imarjvebdnen Cemze. imisaTvis, rom
gamovsuliyavi am qaosidan, vicodi Zalebi unda momekri-
ba. Zalian mindoda zecidan momesmina gamxnevebis sityvebi,
magram amis nacvlad daviWire Cemsken momarTuli kiTxva:
`liza, risi gakeTebis uflebas momcem Sens msaxurebebze?~
gakvirvebulma da cota dabneulma vupasuxe: `RmerTo,

Cems msaxurebebze Sen SegiZlia gaakeTo yvelaferi, rac
gsurs.~ da maSin CemSi movismine Semdegi sityvebi: `me minda
vexebode Cems asulebs da vkurnavde maT maTi veneriuli
daavadebebisagan.~
aq iyo is, raze unda davfiqrebuliyavi! me RmerTTan

movedi nugeSiscemisTvis, xolo amis nacvlad miviRe brZa-
neba rom Semesrulebina SeuZlebeli! situacia meCvenobo-
da absurdulad: vdgavar scenaze da movuwodeb xalxs
gamovidnen win da xazSi dadgnen, maTi konkretuli daava-
debebisTvis salocavad. mivxvdi, rom RmerTi aseT formas
ar gulisxmobda, vkiTxe: ùfalo, rogor unda gamoiyure-
bodes es?~
ùTxari maT, rom me darbazSi var, raTa ganvkurno isi-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
ni. uTxari, rom miyvars isini da minda maTi gankurneba da
mTeli maTi sircxvilis waReba. gamoaTavisufle Cemi gan-
kurnebis sityva darbazSi, xolo danarCens me gavakeTeb.~
Semdeg ufalma momca es sityva, romliTac unda mime-

marTa maTTvis:
àdide, sulo Cemo, ufali da mTelo Signeulobav

Cemo, misi wmida saxeli! adide, sulo Cemo, ufali, da
nu daiviwyeb rac keTili giyo! is aris Semndobi yvela
Seni bralisa, mkurnali yvela Seni sneulebisa. safla-
vidan damxsneli Seni sicocxlisa, Seni gvirgvindamd-
gmeli wyalobiT da SebralebiT; sikeTiT aRmvsebi Seni
sicocxlisa, orbiviT ganmaaxlebeli Seni siWabukisa.~
(fsalmuni 102:1-5)
roca yuradRebiT gadavxede wmida werilis am adgils

mivxvdi, rom igi idealurad Seesabameba mocemul mdgoma-
reobas. igi iwyeba brZanebiT Cveni sulisa da mTeli Signeu-
lobisadmi adidon RmerTis wmida saxeli da ar daaviwydeT
yvela misi sikeTe. Cveni mama RmerTi ara ubralod gvpa-
tiobs yvela Cvens codvas, aramed surs gankurnos yvela
Cveni sneuleba. sainteresoa ra advilad veTanxmebiT imas,
rom ar arsebobs iseTi codva, romelsac RmerTi ar mogvi-
tevebda, magram zogierTi daavadebis gankurnebis mimarT
Cven ratomRac daeWvebas viwyebT. Riad vacxadebT cod-
vebis mitevebis miseul unars, magram xSirad gvaviwyde-
ba vaxsenoT misi survilis Sesaxeb, rom gangvkurnos Cven;
xolo Tu saerTod vlaparakobT amaze, maSin vizRudebiT
mxolod ubralo avadmyofobiT an uwyinari uZlurebebiT.
veneriul daavadebebis mimarT xSirad viyenebT Tes-

vis da mkis kanons da ara swavlebas mowyalebaze, rome-
lic aRemateba sasamarTlos. qvecnobierad Cven SecdomiT
vTvliT, rom kacebi da qalebi, romlebic daavadebulebi
arian veneriuli daavadebebiT, ubralod Rebuloben imas,
rac daimsaxures. magram sinamdvileSi vRebulobT ki Cven
Tavadve imas, rac davimsaxureT? radgan yoveli Cvengani
vimsaxurebT samsjavros, magram amis nacvlad RmerTi gv-
Cuqnis patiebas. Cveni Sexeduleba swori rom yofiliyo,
maSin arc erTi Cvengani sakuTari codvili bunebis gamo
ver `moimkida~ RmerTis wyalobas.
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RmerTi Taviseburad iqceva adamianebis aRdgenaSi. mas
ara mxolod amoyavs Cveni cxovreba Waobidan, aramed gvag-
virgvinebs Cven Tavisi siyvaruliT da TanagrZnobiT, as-
rulebs Cvens survilebs Tavisi sikeTiT da gvibrunebs
axalgazrdobas! ratom gvaZlevs igi amden kurTxevas?
mas Zalian vWirdebiT
axla mogiyvebiT arc ise karg SemTxvevaze Cemi cxov-

rebidan. iyo dro, roca eWvi mepareboda RmerTis aRTq-
mebSi gankurnebaze da ar vCqarobdi mis gamoyenebas Cems
cxovrebaSi. im dRes, roca iesom mommarTa piradad, roca
miTxra Tavis survilze ganekurna Tavisi asulebi Cems msa-
xurebebze, me vfiqrobdi mxolod sakuTar Tavze. im dros
mTlad kargad ver viyavi, amitom, nacvlad imisa, rom Tva-
li momeSorebina azrebSi areulobisgan da mtris Seteve-
bisgan, me jer kidev vagrZelebdi dabla yurebas, da meZa-
leboda eWvebi: `ra iqneba Tu igi ar gankurnavs maT? xolo,
im SemTxvevaSi Tu gankurnavs?~
me ar vamayob Cemi SecdomebiT, magram wrfelad vlo-

culob, rom iswavloT Cemi Secdomebidan, Cemi urCobisa
da urwmunoebidan. dro gadioda da suliwmida gamudmebiT
mamxelda imaSi, rom uars vambobdi mimeRo pasuxi sakuTar
locvazeve. mxolod arastandartuli STagonebebis Sem-
deg zevidan me daviwye Cems mier Catarebul msaxurebebze
RmerTis siyvarulisa da gankurnebis gamocxadeba. qvemoT
moyvanilia erTi werili mravalTagan, romlebic me miviRe
aseTi gankurnebis msaxurebis Semdeg:
liza,
Tqven iloceT gankurnebisTvis veneriuli daavadebe-

bisagan im qalebisTvis, romlebic Tqvens msaxurebaze imyo-
febodnen, _ es locva mec mexeboda. da Tumca im momentSi
me realurad ganvicdidi, Tu rogor moZraobda RmerTis
Zala CemSi, da Zalian mindoda mimeRo es gankurneba, Cemi
goneba agrZelebda CemTvis mtkicebas, rom sinamdvile-
Si mTlad kargi ar var RmerTis saswaulebisTvis da rom
sinamdvileSi CemTvis ar aris gankuTvnili igi. momdevno
ori kvira gavatare locvaSi, da am dros Cems gulsa da
gonebas Soris mimdinareobda brZola. gamaxsenda maria-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
mis sityvebi, romlebic TqviT: `dae meyos me Seni sityvi-
samebr~, - da vimeorebdi maT kvlav da kvlav iqamde, sanam
Cemi gulis rwmenam morCilebiTa da siyvaruliT ar sZlia
eSmakis simagreebs Cems gonebaSi. es Cemi pirveli menstru-
aluri ciklia ocdasami wlis ganmavlobaSi, ramelsac ar
axlavda herpesis gamovlineba.
ocda sami wlis ganmavlobaSi es qalbatoni yovel

dRe itanjeboda Tavisi daavadebisgan da misi Tanmxlebi
sircxvilisgan. darwmunebuli var, rom mTeli am drois
ganmavlobaSi RmerTs surda misi gankurneba. ra moxde-
boda xma rom ar amomeRo im dRes msaxurebaze? dResac
daitanjeboda igi daavadebisgan? albaT ki. ras ityviT sa-
kuTar Tavze? vin an ra elodeba rom Tvisuflebas im ime-
diT, rom Tqven gamoacxadebT masze RmerTis sityvas? ra
Tqma unda, Cven ar varT Seucvlelebi, da miuxedavad amisa
RmerTi Tavad irCevs rom Cvens meSveobiT Seasrulos man
Tavisi saqme.
`magram rogor mouxmon mas, visic ar irwmunes?rogor

irwmunon, viszec ar smeniaT? rogor moisminon mqad-
ageblis gareSe?.~ (romaelTa 10:14)
vici, rom es nawyveti saubrobs gadarCenaze, magram ar

dagaviwydeT, rom RmerTma mWidrod daakavSira codvebis
miteveba gankurnebasTan. gana unda SevwyvitoT gadarCenis
Sesaxeb qadageba imis gamo, rom yvela ar aris gadarCe-
nili? unda SevwyvitoT iesos uflad aRiareba? aranairad!
aseT SemTxvevaSi mas unda vuwodebdeT mkurnalsa da mx-
snels. Cven vxedavT, Tu raRac msgavsi rogor xdeboda
iesos cxovrebaSi. man aseTi kiTxva dausva xalxs:
`risi Tqma ufro advilia: Seni codvebi mogeteva, Tu

imis Tqma: adeqi da gaiare? xolo raTa icodeT, rom ka-
cis Zes miwaze codvebis mitevebis xelmwifeba aqvs, _
ase uTxra davrdomils: adeqi, aiRe Seni sawoli da wadi
Sens saxlSi.~ (maTe 9:5-6)
iesom gamoacxada gankurneba, rogorc kacis Zem, rac

Zalian mniSvnelovania CvenTvis. mas es RmerTis Zis pozi-
ciidan rom gaekeTebina, maSin, SesaZloa Cven kidev dav-
eWvebuliyaviT, unda moviqceT Tu ara amgvarad.
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yoveli qristiani dameTanxmeba, Tu vityvi, rom Cveni
ufleba da privilegiaa – mivutevebdeT sxvebs, da aseve
RmerTis patiebis gamocxadeba. marTalia? arc erT Cven-
Tagans eWvi ar epareba imaSi, rom Cven mogvendo Serigebis
msaxureba. roca iesom ikiTxa: `ra ufro advilia?~, igi
gulisxmobda Semdegs: `CemTvis gankurneba da codvebis pa-
tieba erTi da igivea!~ mas SeeZlo im adamianisTvis orives
mocema!
rogorc RmerTis asulebs, Cven gvaqvs privilegia ara

mxolod vuziarebdeT im Zalas, romliTac ieso miute-
vebda xals, aramed Cven unda vuziarebdeT mis mkurnal
Zalasac. gaigeT, rom Tumca yvela, visac esmis RmerTis
gankurnebis Sesaxeb, ar Rebulobs mas, amis gamo Cven ar
unda SevwyvitoT qadageba codvilebis gadasarCenad. igive
iTqmis gankurnebaze.
movida dro!
`da roca Rvino SemoakldaT, eubneba iesos dedamisi:

`Rvino aRara aqvT. eubneba mas ieso: ra ginda Cemgan,
dedakaco? Cemi Jami jer ar damdgara. eubneba dedamisi
msaxurebs: gaakeTeT yvelaferi, rasac is getyviT.~ (io-
ane 2:3-5)
kargia, rom RmerTma ar gamxada iesos dedad. aseT pa-

suxismgeblobas ver gavumklavdebodi… ieso daaxloebiT
ocdaaTi wlis iyo im dros, roca Rvino daumTavrdaT qor-
wilSi galileis kanaSi. mariamis adgilze me albaT doinjs
moviyridi da ganvucxadebdi: ìeso, xalxi ukve ocdaaTi
welia damcinis da mawuxeben TavianTi kiTxvebiT Senze! da
axla, roca Cems megobrebs daumTavrdaT Rvino, SegiZlia
dagvexmaro?! axla Tu ara, sxva rodis dadgeba dro, rom
gamoavlino sakuTari Tavi? me dedaSeni var; da, Svilo,
daviRale lodiniT… movida dro!~
magram mariams es ar gaukeTebia. igi ubralod miubrun-

da xalxs, romlebic qorwilSi msaxurobdnen da uTxra:
`gaakeTeT yvelaferi, rasac is getyviT~, - da wavida. ra-
tom iyo igi ase darwmunebuli? albaT imitom, rom roca
deda ambobs rom droa, es igi marTla droa!
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brZola gavlenisTvis
vfiqrob, rom ar mesmoda drois Zalis mniSvneloba
manamde, sanam deda ar gavxdi. bavSvebis dabadebamde me
gamudmebiT meqmneboda cru warmodgena, rom raRacnairad
SemiZlo drois gakontroleba. maxsovs, Cavixede ivnisis
kalendarSi da amovirCie ramdenime xelsayreli dRe Cemi
Svilis dabadebisTvis da daviwye Txovna locvaSi: `Rmer-
To, CemTvis marTla aucilebelia vSva bavSvi am ricxvebSi,
da ara amaze gvian.~
meCveneboda, rom ukeTesi iqneboda mSobiarobis `daniS-

vna~ samuSao kviris bolos, radgan maSin qmari SeZlebda
CemTan yofnas SabaT-kviras. magram raRac Secdoma moxda;
Cems mier arCeulma dReebma Caiara, xolo me isev davdiodi
didi mucliT.
vgavdi gadamwifebul xils sacaa rom gaskdeba. kanze

gamiCnda daWimvebi (romlebic Tavidan magonebdnen Wiebs)
– imis Sedegi, rom Cemi sxeuli cdilobda daekavebina me-
tad gazrdili bavSvi da Cemi muceli. mec ukve gulficxi
vxdebodi. iseT sityvebs rogorebicaa: `Tqven jer ar
geyolaT bavSvi?~, romlebsac erTi kviris win RimiliT
aRviqvamdi, axla vreagirebdi Ria mtrobiT. joni uimedod
cdilobda Cems dacvas saSiS kontaqtisgan xalxTan, rom-
lebmac ar icodnen Cemi mdgomareobis Sesaxeb. me vgavdi
bombs saaTis meqanizmiT, romelic mzadi iyo afeTqebu-
liyo nebismier momentSi.
bolos da bolos, ori kviris Semdeg vadis gasvlidan

Cemma eqimma Tqva, rom aucilebeli iyo samedicino Careva.
xelovnuri Soba dainiSna Semdeg dilas. me mivedi iq makia-
JiT, axali manikuriT da aRWurvili samkaulebiT. verc ki
vxvdebodi ra melodeboda. Cemi megobrebi icinodnen, roca
aTvalierebdnen Cems suraTebs samSobiarodan. tkivilebis
Tormeti saaTi, cotaTi dasustebuli gamayuCebeli saSu-
alebebiT, ar gasula tyuilad – Cemi makiaJidan kvalic
ar darCenila. me meyola jansaRi bavSvi, magram damewyo
hemoroidi da woliT reJimSi viyavi ori kviris ganmav-
lobaSi.
Cemi meore orsulobis dros yvelaferi sruliad gan-

sxvavebulad xdeboda. me droulad gaviazre, rom mewye-
boda Setevebi (radgan pirveli Sobis dros gamayuCeblebis
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gavlenis qveS viyavi), da Zlivs mivaRwie samSobiaromde.
anerviulebuli Sevvardi samSobiaros mimRebSi. roca ve-
cade amexsna registraturaSi Cemi mdgomareobis mTeli
seriozuloba, gulgrilad mipasuxes, rom yvela kabineti
kvlevisTvis dakavebulia, razec vupasuxe: `me ar mWirdeba
gamokvleva… me unda vimSobiaro!~
Cemma tonma medda aiZula Tvali moewyvita Cemi samedi-

cino baraTis Seswavlisgan.
- es Tqveni pirveli Svilia?
- ara, meore!
am sityvebis Semdeg situacia Seicvala. yvelam daiwyo

sirbili samSobiaroSi. ratom? imitom, rom roca deda iZa-
xis rom droa… ese igi, marTla droa.
movida Tqveni dro da ara Tqveni jeri
Cemi Svilebis Sobis meSveobiT viswavle erTi Zvirfasi

gakveTili: dedebs ar SeuZliaT drois kontrolireba, ma-
gram maT zustad ician, rodis dgeba is! fraza `Seni dro
dadga!~ didi xnis ganmavlobaSi ar masvenebda. SeniSneT, me
ar miTqvams: `Seni jeri dadga.~ roca viRacis jeri dgeba,
yvela danarCeni unda gaCerdes molodinSi da akvirdebod-
nen im adamians, romelic eqceva programis centrSi; magram
roca dgema vinmes dro, yvela danarCeni uerTdeba mas!
Zalian xSirad, roca RmerTi iwyebs Tavisi eris su-

lis aRZvras, CvenTvis gasagebi xdeba, rom igi gvamzadebs
raRac grandiozulisTvis, da Cven ugunurad viwyebT Za-
lauflebis poziciisTvis brZolas, iesos mowafeebis ms-
gavsad. ufalma Tqva, rom misi dro dadga, xolo am dros
mociqulebs undodaT mxolod erTi ram – gaegoT, vin
iyo maT Soris mTavari. ZalauflebisTvis brZolisTvis,
maT gamorCaT yvelaze mTavari iqidan, risi Tqmac maTTvis
maswavlebels surda, da gaifantnen, roca saWiro iyo WeS-
maritebisTvis brZola.
oc welze meti msaxurebis gamocdilebis ganmavlobaSi

araerTxel minaxavs iseTi azrovnebis gamovlineba, ro-
melic acxadebs: `dadga Cemi jeri!~ mesmoda rogor am-
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brZola gavlenisTvis
bobdnen mamakacebi: qalbatonebo dajeqiT. axla Tqveni
jeri ar aris!~ me mesmoda, rogor pasuxobdnen qalbatone-
bi: `mamakacebo, Tavad dajeqiT. axla Cveni jeria!~ minaxavs
rogor icinodnen ironiulad axalgazrdebi, roca mox-
ucebulebs uyurebdnen da ambobdnen: Tqven, moxucebo,
araferi ar gesmiT! Cven ar SegviZlia velodoT iqamde,
sanam dadgeba Cveni jeri.~ me vyofilvar mowme imisa, Tu
rogor aCerebda ufrosi Taoba axalgazrdobas: `jer ar
damdgara Tqveni jeri. dajeqiT da gaCumdiT!~ Cven gamud-
mebiT vurevT erTmaneTSi sityvebs `dro~ da `jeri~, ma-
gram ukanasknel dReebSi yvelaferi Seicvleba.
ìqneba ukanasknel dReebSi, _ ambobs RmerTi, _ rom Cemi

sulisagan movafen yvela xorcielze da iwinaswarm-
etyveleben Tqveni Zeni da Tqveni asulni da Tqveni Wa-
bukni Cvenebas ixilaven da Tqvens moxucebulebs sizm-
rebi daesizmrebaT.~ (saqmeebi 2:17)
ukanaskneli dReebis movlenebSi monawileobas miiRebs

yvela, radgan xalxi mixvdeba rom movida yvelas dro. Zee-
bi da asulni iwinaswarmetyveleben, axalgazrdebi xilvebs
ixilaven, xolo moxucebulebi – winaswamrmetyvelur
sizmrebs.
mTels msoflioSi mogzaurobiT me araerTxel vgrZnob-

di, rogor meubneboda RmerTi gamecxadebina: `movida
dro!~ magram risi dro? imisaTvis, rom vipovoT pasuxi,
modiT davbrundeT galileis kanaSi.
movida dro rom viyoT wrfelebi da vaRiaroT, rom

dagvimTavrda Rvino. movida dro roca unda SevwyvitoT
da aRar veZaxdeT wyals Rvinos. nacvlad imisa, rom vkama-
TobdeT erTmaneTTan Tu ratom gaTavda Rvino, dadga dro
mivmarToT mas, visac SeuZlia wyali gadaaqcios Rvinod.
movida dro rom Sewydes Teologiuri kamaTi imaze, Seu-
Zlia Tu ara RmerTs wylis Rvinod gadaqceva. Cven unda
movipatiJoT igi Cvens cxovrebaSi da patiosnad vuTxraT
mas: ìeso, Cven gagviTavda Rvino.~ Semdeg yvelaferi mo-
vamzadoT da gavafrTxiloT msaxurebi: `yvelafers, rasac
getyviT, gaakeTeT.~
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vfiqrob, iesos moswons roca gvimTavrdeba bunebrivi
Zalebi da vTxovT mas mis Zalas. movida dro, rom aRsrul-
des winaswarmetyveleba efeselTa 3:20-dan.
modiT davakvirdeT Tu ra gaakeTa iesom qorwilze:
ìyo iq eqvsi qvis WurWeli, iudevelTa saweso ganwme-

disTvis. TiToSi ori Tu sami sawyauli Cadioda. eub-
neba maT ieso: `daavseT wyliT eg WurWlebi.~ da maTac
daavses pirTamde. da eubneba maT: àxla amoiReT da mi-
arTviT sufris gamriges!~ da miarTves. roca sufris
gamrigem gemo unaxa Rvinod qceul wyals (ar icoda
saidan iyo es, icodnen mxolod msaxurebma, romlebmac
amoiRes wyali), maSin sufris gamrigem dauZaxa nefes
da eubneba mas: `yvela kaci jer karg Rvinos Camodgams,
xolo roca SeTvrebian, mdares. Sen ki aqamde inaxavdi
karg Rvinos.~ (ioane 2:6-11)
gwamT Tu ara, rom saukeTeso RmerTma bolosTvis

Semoinaxa? vici, rom zogjer Znelia amis dajereba, roca
im yvelafers vuyurebT, rac Cvens garSemoa, magram me mi-
viRe gadawyvetileba dauRalavad meTxova RmerTisTvis
meti, vidre Cemi Tvalebi xedaven… ras ityviT sakuTar
Tavze? qalebs gaaCniaT RmerTisgan micemuli niWi esmo-
deT momentis Zala. SesaZloa, swored am momentSi aRZravs
RmerTi Cvens gulebs rom meti moviTxovoT? ieso, xom ar
movida dro?
zeciero mama,
me marTla mwams, rom yvelaze saukeTeso Sen bolosT-

vis Semoinaxe da minda amaSi monawileoba miviRo. me Za-
lian mWirdeba, rom aRavso Cemi cxovrebis yoveli sfero.
daviRale wylis smiT, romelsac Rvinos veZaxi. daviRale
imiT, rom me mikvleven nacvlad imisa, rom damexmaron
mSobiarobaSi. momiteve, rom SiSSi zurgs vaqcevdi Sens
aRTqmebs. maCuqe me rwmenis niWi, raTa mwamdes da migiRo
Sen rogorc mkurnali. gTxov patiebas imis gamo, rom ve-
lodebodi rodis movidoda vinme da metyoda, rom dadga
Cemi jeri, Tumca Sen gamudmebiT CamCurCulebdi: `movida
dro!~ gamamagre Seni sityviT da Seni aRTqmebiT. amin.
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Tavi meTeqvsete
Sen gakvirdebian!
aris raRac gamaRizianebeli roca ici, rom gakvird-
ebian. Tumca aravin vfiqrobT, rom SegviZlia sxvebis Tva-
lebs Tavi davaRwioT, Cven xSirad ver vacnobierebT, rom
Cvens cxovrebas gacilebiT ufro metad akvirdebian, vi-
dre amis warmodgenas SeZlebda yvelaze ukanaskneli para-
noidi. ver davTvli ramdenjer gavCerebulvar SuqniSanze,
roca vmRerodi da Cemi manqanis salonSi musikas ayolili
vmoZraobdi, da mxolod Semdeg SevamCnevdi xolme, rom me
cnobismoyvareobiT makvirdebodnen gverdze myofi manqa-
nebis mZRolebi. magram me ar vsaubrob axla SemTxveviT
Semoxedvebze SemTxveviTi mZRolebis mxridan SuqniSnebze.
Tqven da me gvakvirdeba metad mniSvnelovani da mraval-
ricxovani kompania.
aris momentebi, roca viciT, rom Cven ara mxolod gvak-

virdebian, aramed SesaZloa, video firzec aRbeWdaven
yvela Cvens moqmedebas, raTa Seafason isini. SesaZloa
Tqven ukve aRmoCenilxarT amgvar mdgomareobaSi, roca
monawileobas RebulobdiT raime konkursSi an sportul
SejibrSi. SesaZloa, Tqven gamodiodiT sityviT klasis wi-
naSe an saqmiani prezentaciiT raime firmis warmomadgen-
lebis winaSe. msajulebis, maswavleblebis an potenciuri
klientebis mzera iyo momarTuli Cvensken. isini ijdnen
xeleb dakrefilni da elodneodnen, rom movaxdendiT ma-
Tze STabeWdilebas. kargi niSnis, samsaxuris an prizis mo-
sagebad, Cven unda gagvekeTebina rame originaluri, rac
gamogvyofda Cveni konkurentebisgan.
wrfelad getyviT, mZulda aseTi SemTxvevebi yvelaze

metad. curvis Sejibrebebze me ubralod fexebi meblande-
boda, roca gamoacxadebnen Cems Sejibrs: òrmocdaaTi me-
tri baterflaiT! monawileebi startze!~ me sapirfareSo-
Si miwevda gaqceva nerviulobisgan. ukve aRar vocnebobdi
gamarjvebaze; yvelaze metad mindoda, rom curva male
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dasrulebuliyo. Tu miwevda sityviT gamosvla, viwyebdi
nerviulobas imdenad, rom maviwydeboda yvelaferi, rac
momzadebuli mqonda da absoluturad ar SemeZlo koncen-
trireba. magram rac Seexeba koncertebs, TiTqmis arasodes
vTanxmdebodi monawileoba mimeRo imaSi, rac maiZulebda
rom scenaze xalxis winaSe gamovsuliyavi. meSinoda Cemi
audienciis, Tu maTi ricxvi aRemateboda ors.
simarTle rom vTqva, axlac miWirs im situaciebSi

gamklaveba, roca iZulebuli var vinmes Sevejibro. Cem
meuRles, jons, moswons Sejibrebebi, magram roca aR-
movCndebi adamianebis kompaniaSi, romlebsac surT saku-
Tari upiratesobis damtkiceba sxvebze, maSinve vcdilob
mivaxvedro, rom ar vapireb maTTan Sejibrebas. Tavazianad
gavdivar da rbilad veubnebi: `CavTvaloT, rom qven
gaimarjveT.~
usiamovno SemTxvevebis kidev erTi saxeoba arsebobs,

roca Tqven gakvirdebian. igi ar ukavSirdeba Sejibrs
an gamosvlas, sadac marcxdebiT Sejibrebis dawyebamde.
Tqven zewolis qveS maSin SeiZleba aRmoCndeT, roca Tqven
ukve gcnes damnaSaved an raime naklis mqoned. radgan
xalxi, romelic elodeba, rodis dauSvebT Tqven Secdomas
an dagicdebaT fexi, TiTqmis arasodes ar rCebian imedga-
cruebulebi.
ra xdeba maSin, roca elodebian

Tqvens marcxs an gamarjvebas?
sakmarisia damkvirveblis negatiuri aspeqtebi. dadebi-

Ti aspeqtic gaaCnia im movlenas, roca gakvirdebian. roca
gakvirdebian, es garkveulwilad aRgZravT Tqven, rom daan-
axoT yvelas, ra SegiZliaT. Zalian miyvars, roca vakvird-
ebi Cems biWebs sportuli Sejibrebebis dros. gamudme-
biT vamxneveb maT SeZaxilebiT tribunidan: `namdvili kaci
xar!~ am SemTxvevaSi Cemi Svilebi garkveul ukmayofilebas
gamoxataven Cemi qceviT, an ise iqcevian, viTom ar mic-
noben an ar esmiT, es ki maiZulebs, rom ufro xmamaRlad
viyviro. TamaSis bolos isini xels arTmeven moTamaSeebs
mowinaaRmdege gundidan da mxolod Semdeg frTxilad mo-
dian TavianT Semarcxvenel dedasTan. magram yvelaferi
icvleba, roca manqanaSi vjdebiT: `dainaxe, ra goli gavi-
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Sen gakvirdebian!
tane? naxe ra magari pasi gavakeTe?~ isini Zalian STagoneb-
ulni arian TamaSiT da surT darwmunebulebi iyvnen imaSi,
rom araferi gamomrCa.
aris aseve SemTxvevebi, roca me da joni saSinlad da-

kavebulebi varT, rodesac uecrad saqmes gvawyvetinebs
erTerTi Cveni Svili, romelic batutze dgas ezoSi da
yviris: `naxeT, ra naxtoms Sevasruleb axla!~ igi epati-
Jeba Tavis mSoblebs, rom gaakvirvos Tavisi ostatobiT,
romelic man daxvewa ganmartovebuli varjiSebis dros.
roca Cveni biWebi patarebi iyvnen, isini aRfrTovanebiT
gviCvenebdnen Tu rogor ostaturad moaxerxes `legos~
sabavSvo konstruqtoriT figurebis awyoba, an Tavisi
oTaxis dalageba, an raime rTuli saskolo davalebis Ses-
ruleba.
`deda, mama, naxeT!~ - es iyo triumfis da sixarulis

yvirili, gamowveuli imiT, rom maT raRacas Tavad miaR-
wies cxovrebaSi. me da joni yovelTvis vzeimobdiT maTTan
erTad da vajildovebdiT taSis kvriT an raime sxva maT-
Tvis STamagonebeli xerxiT. Cven yovelTvis viziarebdiT
maT aRfrTovanebas da vxvdebodiT, rom isini avidnen ma-
namde miuRwevel doneze da amis wyalobiT SeiZines Zlieri
TviTdajereba. rac ufro metad amxneveben mSoblebi Tavi-
anT Svilebs, miT metad surT maT afrena. Cven uyuradRe-
boni rom vyofiliyaviT Svilebis mimarT da ar gvezeima
maTTan erTad mcire gamarjvebebi, isini daRondebodnen,
radgan veravis gauziarebdnen TavianT sixaruls. xolo,
Tu Cven Seqebis nacvlad gamoviyenebdiT kritikas, bavS-
vebis saxeebis aRfrTovenebuli gamometyveleba dneboda
Cvens Tvalwin. aris didi gansxvaveba imis Soris, rodis
elian Tqvengan marcxs da rodis – gamarjvebas.
Cemi erTerTi Svili gansakuTrebiT mgrZnobiare iyo

amgvari situaciebisadmi. igi yovelTvis ufro kargad
asrulebs davalebas, roca veubnebi: `TxuTmeti wuTis
Semdeg davbrundebi da Sevamowmeb, rogor daalage Seni
oTaxi. darwmunebuli var, rom Sen yvelaferi mSvenivrad
gamogiva!~ - vidre maSin, roca me mkacrad vafrTxileb:
`TxuTmet wuTSi davbrundebi da Tu Sen ar daalageb Sens
oTaxs – daisjebi!~ pirvel SemTxvevaSi Cemi sityvebi STa-
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agoneben Svils rom SemoqmedebiTad miudges davalebis
Sesrulebas da elodos jildos Tavisi saqmisTvis, maSin,
roca meore SemTxvevaSi mas marTavs sasjelis safrTxe.
me, magaliTad, SemiZlia sruliad CamovuSva xelebi, Tu
xalxi, romlebic makvirdebian, ar daijereben imas, rom me
mSvenivrad Sevasruleb Cems winaSe arsebul saqmes. magram
arian isinic, vinc ara ubralod gvakvirdeba, aramed imedi
aqvT Cveni warmatebis; isini aRfrTovandebian da xaroben.
`vinaidan qmnileba imediT moelis RvTis SvilTa ga-

mocxadebas, radgan qmnileba Tavisi nebiT ki ar dae-
morCila amaoebas, aramed misi dammorCileblis mier
sasoebiT, rom TviT qmnilebac gaTavisufldeba xr-
wnilebis monobisagan RvTis SvilTa didebis Tavisu-
flebisaTvis.~ (romaelTa 8:19-21)
Cven ise ar gvakvirdebian, rogorc sportsmenebs Seji-

brebebze. mocemul SemTxvevaSi Cven vimyofebiT ara mx-
olod adamianebis yuradRebis centrSi, aramed mTeli qm-
nilebis. is sagnebic ki, romlebsac rogorc Cven gveCveneba
ar aqvT Tvalebi, STagonebiT elodebian im Tavisufle-
basa da didebas, romelsac RmerTi gaucxadebs qveyniere-
bas Tavisi sayvareli Svilebis meSveobiT. qmnileba yvela
cocxali arsebis da mineraluri nivTierebebis saxiT ar
agvwonis kritikulad da ar moelis, rom Cven aRvafr-
TovanebT mas Cveni adamianuri miRwevebiT. Cven ar vRebu-
lobT monawileobas SejibrebaSi, romelSic gaimarjveben
mxolod Zlierni da sadac mefobs damRleli mouTmenlo-
bis atmosfero… mayureblebi, romlebic gvakvirdebian,
aRvsilni arian sasixarulo molodiniT.
warmoidgineT is Zala da sixaruli, romlebic gaiRviZe-

bda CvenSi, es WeSmariteba rom gagvecnobierebina! dedami-
wa da mTeli misi savseba, akvirdeba ra Cvens moqmedebebs
mowiwebiT molodinSi, mogvcemda enTuziazms.
qmnilebisaTvis ar aris mniSvnelovani, davmarcxdebiT

Tu ara. aseTi ram ukve gagvikeTebia. Cven, adamis STamoma-
vlebi da memkvidreebi, viyaviT masSi, roca Caidina cod-
va da ganwira mTeli qmnileba sacodav arsebobaze. main-
teresebs, qmnilebas sunTqva Seekvra Tu ara SiSSi Cvens
ugunur gabedulebaze, roca qali da kaci CaeWidnen Rmer-
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Sen gakvirdebian!
Tis Tanasworad yofnas, da uari Tqves damorCilebodnen
mis erTaderT mcnebas, romelic man misca.
kankalebda Tu ara qmnileba, roca sikvdilis civi

Crdili gavrcelda baRis sigrileze? tiroda Tu ara igi,
roca kaci da qali ganidevnen edemis baRidan da dakarges
RmerTis Tandaswreba? xom ar gadaCurCulebdnen erTma-
neTs mcenareebi, da ekiTxebodnen erTmaneTs imis Sesaxeb,
Tu ra elodebodaT maT axla, roca isini, vinc uvlida
maT, gagdebulni iyvnen maTTvis micemuli siuxvisgan?
TrTodnen Tu ara xeebi, roca adami da eva cdilobdnen
damaluliyvnen maT Soris? CamouvardaT Tu ara foTlebi,
roca mamakaci da qali gadiodnen maT gverdiT da samu-
damod tovebdnen baRs? iTeleboda Tu ara maT fexeb qveS
balaxi, roca xvdeboda, rom veRar SeZlebda gasworebas?
ramdeni dro gavida mas Semdeg, rac qmnilebam igrZno Ta-
visze sikvdilisa da ngrevis gavlena? grZeldeboda Tu
ara es procesi didi xani, ramdenime saukune, sanam codviT
dacemis Sedegebi cxadi gaxda?
Cven viciT, rom kacma da qalma praqtikulad maleve

igrZnes sakuTar Tavze codviT dacemis damangreveli
Sedegebi. tovebdnen ra baRs, adami da eva garemoculebi
iyvnen sibneliT, sircxviliT da sikvidilis CrdiliT. ma-
leve maT mouwiaT umweoT yureba, Tu rogor Semovidnen
metoqeoba, Ralati, Suri da mkvleloba maT cxovrebaSi da
waarTves Svilebi. adamis da evas arCevanma gavlena moax-
dina yvelaferze. miuxedavad imisa, rom codviT dacemis
Semdeg maT icxovres ramdenime aseuli weliwadi, sikvdil-
ma ukve daiwyo mefoba dedamiwaze.
Cveni codvebi da RmerTis niWi
`magram sikvdili mefobda adamidan mosemde maTzec,

romelTac ar SeucodavT, rogorc adamma Sescoda, ro-
melic momavlis saxea, magram madli araa danaSauli-
viT, radgan Tu erTis danaSauliT mravali gawyda, miT
umetes, bevrad Warbobs mravalTa mimarT RvTis madli
da niWi erTi kacis, ieso qristes, madliT.~ (romaelTa
5:14-15)
roca iesom miiRo gadawyvetileba gaeca Tavisi sicocx-
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le kacobriobisaTvis, yvela procesi dedamiwaze Semotri-
alda da daiwyes dabruneba pirvandel mdgomareobaSi.
bunebasac da adamiansac dasWirdaT dro imisaTvis, rom
maT cxovrebaSi cxadi gamxdariyo sikvdilis damangreveli
Sedegebi, Tumca man ki moicva mTeli dedamiwa Tvalis dax-
amxamebaSi, miT umetes dro dasWirdeba yvelafris ukan
Semosatrialeblad. ori aTasi wlis ganmavlobaSi sikvdi-
li TandaTanobiT kargavda Zalas da verc ki movaswrebT
azrze mosvlas, rom is saerTod gaqreba. me Zalian mom-
wons es WeSmariteba: `magram madlis niWi ufro Zlieria,
vidre Cvens mier Cadenili danaSauli.~ erTi adamianis da-
naSaulma mravals moutana sikvdili, magram dae icodeT:
RmerTis niWi yovelTvis ufro Zlieria, vidre yvela Cveni
danaSauli erTad aRebuli.
`xolo niWi igive ar aris, rac Sedegi erTi Semcodisa-

gan, vinaidan msjavri erTisagan gamodis gansakiTxavad,
niWi madlisa ki mravali danaSaulis gasamarTleblad.
vinaidan, Tu erTis danaSauliT sikvdili sufevda er-
Tis mier, miT umetes isini, romlebic uxvad miiReben
madls da simarTlis niWs, imefeben sicocxleSi erTis,
ieso qristes, meSveobiT.~ (romaelTa 5:16-17)
Cven ukve aRar vcxovrobT adamis wyevlis qveS, aramed

ieso qristes samarTliani mmarTvelobis qveS. qmnileba
ukve gviyurebs ara sayveduriT da undoblobiT, aramed
imediT da imis gacnobierebiT, rom sikvdilis mmarTvelo-
ba dedamiwaze dasasruls uaxlovdeba. yevlaferma Zvelma
ganvlo, xolo axalis aRTqma vrceldeba Cvens winaSe.
`xiluli droebiTia, xolo uxilavi _ saukuno.~ (2 ko-

rinTelTa 4:18)
sikvdili SeiZleba mefobdes xilul samyaroSi, magram

ieso mefobs maradiul uxilav samyaroSi. Cven namdvilad
miviReT Tavisufleba da gamarTleba, Tumca jer ar mig-
viRwevia sruli aRdgenisTvis. SesaZloa, rom yvelaferi,
rac xdeba Cvens droSi, aris CvenTvis niSani? ra Tqma unda,
qveynierebis aRsasruli, romelzec ase bevrs saubroben,
didi siCqariT gviaxlovdeba. misi dadgomiT moxdeba didi
cvlilebebi, da xiluli STainTqmeba uxilaviT, sikvdili
– ukvdavebiT, xolo Cveni marcxi – sruli gamarjvebiT.
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mTeli qmnilebis winaSe kacobriobis sircxvili Seicvleba
RmerTis didebiT da Cven avmaRldebiT zecad, rom viyoT
masTan erTad. roca es moxdeba, bolos da bolos mivxvde-
biT Tu ras niSnavs `qristeSi~ yofnis didebuli gamocxa-
deba da gardamqmneli WeSmariteba. maSin, da mxolod maSin
kvlav SeiZenen mamakacebi, qalebi da qmnileba TavianT pir-
vandel Tavisuflebasa da didebas.
àmitom ar vcxrebiT, magram Tu garegani kaci ixrwne-

ba, Cveni Sinagani mainc ganaxldeba dRiTi dRe. vinaidan
Cveni msubuqi da xanmokle tanjva did da mometebul
saukuno didebas qmnis CvenTvis, roca vuyurebT ara
xiluls, aramed uxilavs, vinaidan xiluli droebiTia,
xolo uxilavi _ saukuno.~ (2 korinTelTa 4:16-18)
axlac ki qmnilebas sunTqva Seekra da sixaruliT elo-

deba, rodis miviRebT srul gamarjvebas RmerTSi. mTe-
li qmnileba SemogvRaRadebs Tavisi xmiT: àdamis da evas
Zeno da asulno, xom ar dagaviwydaT ra moimoqmeda iesom?
gana ar iciT, ra fasi iqna gadaxdili TqvenSi? Tqven aRar
unda cxovrobdeT sircxvilSi; axla Tqven RmerTis Svi-
lebi xarT. nu uyurebT mxolod xiluls. gana ver xedavT,
ris gakeTebas apirebs ufali?~ sadac ar unda gavixedoT,
yvelgan qmnileba saswaulebrivad mogvmarTavs: àdamis da
evas Zeno da asulno, SewyviteT cxovreba imisaTvis, rac
droebiTia da ar moaqvs TqvenTvis WeSmariti sixaruli.
nuRar uyurebT imas, rasac sakuTari TvalebiT xedavT…
arsebobs ufro didic!~
qmnilebas esmis raRac, rac Cven dagvaviwyda: Cven aRar

gvemuqreba marcxi, radgan axla yvelaferi ukve damokide-
bulia ara Cvenze… aramed masze.
Cven unda vsaubrobdeT RmerTis enaze
`rogorc weria: `mwamda da amitom vlaparakobdi,~

Cvenc gvwams da amitom vlaparakobT. raki viciT, rom,
vinc aRadgina ufali ieso, Cvenc aRgvadgens iesosTan
erTad da wargvadgens TqvenTan erTad.~ (2 korinTelTa
4:13-14)
Cven kvlav unda davibrunoT rwmenis is suli, romelic
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gveubneba uxilavis Sesaxeb da jer-jerobiT miuRwevelze,
da SevwyvitoT gamudmebiT fiqri sikvdilisa da ngrevis
xilul, realur mtkicebulebebze, romlebic gvTrguna-
ven. rogorc RvTis Svilebi, Cven unda vsaubrobdeT misi
imedisa da Zalis enaze.
`rwmena aris mtkice darwmuneba imaSi, rasac vesavT, da-

dastureba imisa, rasac ver vxedavT.~ (ebraelTa 11:1)
yuradReba miaqcieT imas, rom rwmena aris im sagnebis

arsebobis aSkara mtkicebuleba, romlebic jer uxilavia
am xilul samyaroSi.
araerTxel msmenia rogor svamen adamianebi ama Tu im

sferoSi Semdeg kiTxvas: `ras ecdebodiT an isurvebdiT,
zustad rom gcodnodaT, rom ar damarcxdebodiT?~ es sa-
ocari, gamomwvevi kiTxvaa, romelic gvaiZulebs gavcdeT
Cveni SezRuduli azrovnebis CarCoebs. magram ramdensac
ar unda vocnebobdeT da warmovidgendeT, rCeba erTi mci-
re problema: adamianebi mainc marcxdebian. es faqti cxadi
aris yvelasaTvis, igi mtkicdeba kacobriobis mTeli isto-
riiT. magram gamosyidva – RmerTis pasuxia kacobriobis
yvela warumateblobaze.
Cven SeiZleba moviwvioT mayureblebi sakuTar gamosv-

laze, Tu darwmunebulebi varT, rom Cveni warmateba ga-
rantirebulia. magram rogor viyoT, Tu viciT, rom marcxi
gvelodeba? adamma da evam Cumad SeWames akrZaluli xis
nayofi, da swamdaT, rom ase miaRwevdnen warmatebas. Rmer-
Ti ar apirebs aseTi gziT kacobriobis kidev erTxel ga-
mocdas: Cven ukve aRar gvaqvs samoTxis baRi, sadac es SeiZ-
leboda rom momxdariyo. RmerTi apirebs rom agvavsos da
moimoqmedos is, risi gakeTebac mxolod mas erTs SeuZlia,
da amasTan ar damarcxdes. swored am mizeziT RmerTma
ubrZana mTels qmnilebas Tvalyuri edevna imisTvis, ris
gakeTebasac is cdilobda. codviT dacema moxda edemis
baRSi dafarulSi, xolo pirvandel mdgomareobasTan da-
bruneba moxdeba yvelas Tvalwin. qmnileba mTlianobaSi da
yoveli arseba cal-calke, yvelaferi sruliad ganaxlde-
ba, da ara mxolod Selamazebuli da grimirebuli, aramed
sruliad gardaqmnili. Zveli cac ki Seicvleba axliT.
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`vixile axali ca da axali miwa, vinaidan pirveli ca da
pirveli miwa gardaxdnen, da zRva aRar iyo.~ (gamocxa-
deba 21:1)
dasawyisidanve, roca adamiani jer kidev apirebda Se-

codebas, RmerTs ukve hqonda gegma, Tu rogor ganeaxle-
bina miwa. mxolod gamocxadebis wignSi Semoqmedi acxadebs
am saocar WeSmaritebas oTxjer.
`me var ani da hoe, _ ambobs ufali RmerTi, _ is vinc

aris, vinc iyo da vinc modis, yovlismpyrobeli.~ (ga-
mocxadeba 1:8)
am istoriis dasasruli kiTxvis qveS arasodes yofila.

araferi ar aris damokidebuli Cvenze an Cvens miRweve-
bze… yvelaferi imyofeba RmerTis xelSi. Cven, adamis
Zeni da asulebi, vuyurebT Cvens garSemo myof samyaros
da sakuTar Tavebs,da ver warmogvidgenia cxovreba damar-
cxebis gareSe, cxovreba ZaliT aRsavse da unaklo. azrebi
sicocxlis arsebobaze dasawyisis da dasasrulis gareSe
iqceva Cveni adamianuri gonebis `marcxis~ mizezad. magram
is, visac aqvs pasuxi jer kidev iqamde, sanam kiTxvas davs-
vaT, aRemateba Cvens adamianur gagebas. is, visi msgavsic
aravin aris, Segvcvlis Cven Tvalis daxamxamebaSi, raTa
vavlendeT mis didebas.
`vinaidan vfiqrob, rom axlandeli tanjvani araferia

im didebasTan, romelic gamocxaddeba Cvens mimarT.~
(romaelTa 8:18)
qmnileba ar gakvirdeba gul-xel dakrefili da lodi-

niT, rom Cven masze movaxdinoT STabeWdileba. ara, igi
sixaruliT gviqnevs Tavs da gvamxnevebs Tavisi unisonSi
Serwymuli xmebiT: `midiT win, gogoebo! ibrZoleT uSiS-
rad brZolebSi, romlebSic mxolod Tqven SegiZliaT
gamarjveba, da gamoiyeneT amisaTvis iaraRi, romelic mo-
gandoT Tqven Tavad RmerTma. Tqven isini xarT, visac Cven
ase did xans velodiT. gamoiyeneT Tqveni Zala, raTa~:
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SemosoT sxvebi siyvaruliT;
aRzardoT isini pativiT;
aRWurvoT isini sibrZniT;
gaamxnevoT isini xedviT;
aaRorZinoT maTi ocnebebi siwmindiT;
aRadginoT maTi Zalebi sixaruliT;
gaaTavisufloT isini misi WeSmaritebiT;
misceT maT momavali memkvidreoba;
SemosoT isini silamaziT;
STaagonoT isini misi mSvenierebiT;
aRZraT isini siwmindiT da moSurneobiT.
mosasxami pirsaxocisgan
wignis dasasruls minda gagiziaroT ramdenime mogone-

ba Cemi warsulidan da imedi momavlisaTvis. es sizmaria:
anaTebs mze da ismis bavSvis sicili. me kvlav patara gogo
var, macvia mxolod mokle Sorti da fexSiSveli davr-
bivar zafxulis mziT gamTbar balaxze. Cems zurgs ukan
frialebs `Cemi Zalis wyaro~ - mosasxami. Cems warosax-
vaSi me vnaxe sakuTari Tavi miwas mowyvetili da sinaTlis
siCqares aRmatebuli siCqariT, vnavardobdi gaTeTrebamde
gaxurebul miwaze.
sinamdvileSi mosasxamis rols Cems TamaSebSi yovelT-

vis asrulebda patara pirsaxoci, romelsac xelze mabamda
mezoblis biWebis deda, romlebTanac vmegobrobdi. Tu
sakmarisad Cqara gaviqceodiT, es TviTnakeTi mosasxami,
paraSutiviT frialebda qarze zurgs ukan. ratomRac yov-
elTvis vcdilobdi ise gavqceuliyavi, rom mosasxami ar
Sexeboda Cems zurgs iqamde sanam ar movisurvebdi gaCere-
bas. TiTqos meSinoda, es rom momxdariyo, CemTvis moce-
muli Zala gamoileoda. radgan yvela bavSvma icis, rom
mosasxams SeuZlia mogceT Zala mxolod im SemTxvevaSi,
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Sen gakvirdebian!
Tu ifrialebs Tqvens zurgs ukan. qaris gareSe, romelic
wevs maT maRla, igi ubralod tansacmlis detalia.
viRviZeb RimiliT saxeze: dilis mzis sxivebi nazad

maRviZeben Zilisgan. mexsierebaSi kargad aRibeWda mo-
sasxamic da biWebic, romlebTanac vTamaSobdi, da aseve…
is sabediswero dRe, roca me gamomricxes super-gmirebis
ricxvebidan, romlebic frTian mosasxamebs atarebdnen.
ratom? mxolod erTaderTi mizeziT: me gogo viyavi.
im dRes Zalian cxeloda gareT da me gavixade ofliani

maisuri da vemzadebodi amaRelvebel momentTan Sesaxve-
drad, roca pirsaxociT Semmosavdnen, romelic mosasxamis
rols asrulebda. me amayad videqi Cemi saukeTeso mego-
brebis filis da stiuartis win, roca maTma dedam damisva
kiTxva: àr geCveneba, rom Sen sakmarisad didi xar, rom
biWebis win maisuri gaixado?~
minda SegaxsenoT, rom maSin Svid wlamde viyavi, xolo am

asakSi biWebis da gogonebis mkerdi erTnairad gamoiyure-
ba. me cotaTi davibeni. biWebis dedam SemomTavaza, rom Ca-
mecva. me mwuxared Sevxede maisurs, romelic sveli Cvari-
viT ido maRal mwvane balaxSi. gasul zafxuls yvelaferi
sxvanairad iyo… xolo axla yvelas mogviwia mdumared
davmorCilebuliyaviT am velur, pirvelyoflur moTxov-
nas – ar gagvexada maisuri erTmaneTis win.
CemSi gaCnda protesti. diax, me gogo viyavi, magram ara

iseTi, rogorc yvela. me ar meSinoda wurbelebis da tkip-
ebis da uyoymanod vyvinTavdi Cems biW megobrebTan erTad
talaxian wyalSi. vRebulobdi nebismier pirobas da uSiS-
rad veTanxmebodi gaseirnebas `mumiebis saxlSi~ (betonis
daumTavrebeli Senoba warmogvedgina egviptur samarxad).
gana samarTliani iyo Cemi pirsaxocis Rirsebis eWv qveS
dayeneba? gana sakuTari surviliT ar gamovedi gareT Cems
megobrebTan, nacvlad imisa, rom saxlSi meTamaSa rome-
lime barbis TojinasTan erTad? es usamarTloba iyo.
im momentSi me qvecnobierad vgrZnobdi, rom Tu axla

Cavicmevdi maisurs, maSin aRarasodes gavixdidi. igrZno
ra biWebis dedam rom vyoymanobdi, SemomTavaza, rom mo-
sasxami maisuris zevidan momexvia. me da Cemma megobrebma
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undoblobiT gadavxedeT erTmaneTs. es ukve aRar iqne-
boda igive, da yvelam vicodiT es. rogor vigrZnobdi mzis
sxivebs maisurSi? qaris Srials? Zalas, romelsac mosasx-
ami maZlevda? damwuxrebuli, magram vxvdebodi, rom sxva
gamosavali ar mqonda garda imisa, rom Camecva maisuri.
am gaugebarma situaciam CasacmelTan dakavSirebiT

mniSvnelovnad Secvala Cemi roli Cvens sameulSi. me ukve
aRar mTavazobdnen rom TamaSSi vyofiliyavi supermeni,
betmeni an robini. axla me SemeZlo vyofiliyavi mxolod
kata-qali, radgan yvela CvenganisTvis cxadi gaxda is faq-
ti, rom me viyavi… gogo.
me ukve aRar davrbodi biWebTan erTad; axla isini

gamirbodnen.
rogor gadaiqca mosasxamiani dampyrobeli kata-qalad
Cemda uneburad Cvens TamaSebSi aRmovCndi mtris mx-

ares. yvelam vicodiT, rom kata-qalis mizani iyo kargi
xalxis daWera da maTi daCxapna. biWebi garbodnen Cemgan,
xolo me Zlier vyvirodi: `dabrundiT, dabrundiT! me ar
dagCxapniT!~
magram isini ar mismendnen. moxda gadatrialeba da Cemma

rolma TamaSSi SeiZina sxva elferi. an Semesrulebina ka-
ta-qalis roli, an saxlSi meTamaSa barbiT.
o, jer kidev maSin vigrZeni Tu ramdenad SezRudulia

qalis roli. ramdenma Tqvenganma icodiT, rom raRac ufro
meti unda arsebobdes? xvdebiT, rom qveyniereba Zalian
xSirad yofs qalebs or kategoriad – biWebis saTamaSoe-
bad da kata-qalebad? (yvelaze niWieri qalebi SeiZleba
orives ekuTvnodnen).
faqtobrivad, Tu vinme ar ganekuTvneba erTerT am

jgufs, es arian qristiani-qalebi. aRTqmis asulebi, saras
uSiSari STamomavlebi, is qalebi, romlebic azanzareben
mTels samyaros da eZeben raRaca ufro mets. israelis
dedebi da cecxlovani debi, axalgazrda da moxucebule-
bi, Tavisufldebian SezRudvebisgan da ugunurebisgan da
aRapyroben Tvalebs zecisken. isini yovelTvis xedaven
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Sen gakvirdebian!
qalaqs horizontze da esmiT, rom SeiZenen WeSarit Ta-
visuflebas mxolod iq, sadac mefobs WeSmariteba. iseve
rogorc Tqven, maTac swyuriaT raRac ufro meti, vidre
SeiZleba sakuTari TvalebiT danaxva. isini mzad arian
gadaixadon nebismieri fasi, raTa CamoiSoron am wuTi-
soflis koSmari da miaRwion TavianT ocnebas.
sul ramdenime wuTis win, am Tavis dawerisas, Cemma

erTerTma Svilma Zalian gamakvirva imiT, rom miuxedavad
grili Semodgomis dRisa, Semovarda Cems oTaxSi gawi-
Tlebuli loyebiT. mas zurgze amSvenebda mosasxami. igi
ufro grZeli iyo, vidre Cemi pirsaxoci, da gakeTebuli
iyo orad dakecili TeTreulisgan. biWi xtunaobda gareT
batutze da akvirdeboda Tu qari rogor afrialebda mis
mosasxams. igi aRfrTovanebuli Semofrinda oTaxSi, rom
gaeziarebina CemTvis STabeWdilebebi. Tavi ver Sevikave
da gameRima… diax, movida dro SevmosiliyaviT samosSi,
romelsac aafrialebda sulis qari da romelic mogvcemda
Zalas gagverbina Cveni distancia ise, vidre amas Cveni ada-
mianuri SesaZleblobebiT SevZlebdiT.
Cemma Svilma gaSala mosasxami xelis sigrZeze rogorc

arwivi Slis frTebs da Tqva: `deda, me fanjridan sinaTles
vfarav, raTa mzis sxivebma ar SegiSalon wignis weraSi!~
RimiliT gadavuxade mas madloba. Semdeg man miTxra,

rom elodeboda rodis dabrundeboda misi Zma skolidan,
raTa eTamaSa masTan `qaris gamokideba~. rogorc Cveu-
lebrivma dedam, SevniSne, rom ukeTesi iqneboda daelage-
binaT TavianTi oTaxi, romelic am diliT areuli vnaxe.
yuradReba ar miaqcia ra Cems SeniSvnas, man enTuziazmiT

mipasuxa: `ki magram deda, qali xom mudmivad ar iqrolebs!~
o, bavSvobis martivi WeSmariteba – mas esmis, rom

daulagebeli oTaxebi yovelTvis iqneba, xolo qari ara…
axlac ki, roca vwer am sityvebs, is jer kidev elodeba
Tavis Zmas Semosasvlel karTan da xelSi ukavia misTvis
qsovilis naWeri.
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gaSaleT Tqveni mosasxami
qari Tqvens cxovrebaSic uberavs xolme. misi daWera

SeiZleba cxovrebis garkveul momentebSi. gaSaleT Tqveni
mosasxami da daiWireT imis nawili, rac gvelma mogparaT.
mas sZuls is, rom Tqven aRmoaCineT, rom RmerTs surs
dagakavSiroT im wyarosTan, romelic aRemateba Tqvens mi-
wier SesaZleblobebs.
Zma dabrunda da axla Cemi biWebi xaroben da icinian

da cdiloben ufro maRla axtnen batutze Cvens ezoSi.
maTi mosasxamebi imdenad didia, rom zogjer biWebi ixl-
arTebian masSi. TeTreulis es naWrebi gacilebiT didia im
patara pirsaxocze, romelic rogorc me warmovidgendi
bavSvobaSi, mexmareboda frenaSi. maTi mosasxamebi, romle-
bic maT zurgs ukan frialeben, maT mflobelebze didic
aris, ise rom SeuZliaT gadafaron biWebi Tavamde, roca
maRla xtebian cisken, icinian da yvirian sixarulisgan.
magram gana ase ar unda iyos?
yoveli axali Taoba mowodebulia dadiodes ufro met

TavisuflebaSi, vidre wina. Cven unda gavzardoT Cveni mo-
sasxamebi da mivceT suliwmidas saSualeba metad aavsos
igi Tavisi qariT, raTa SevZloT cxovrebaSi frena da imis
Sesruleba, rasac Cveni Taobisgan elodeba RmerTi.
me gulwrfelad vloculob, rom yuradReba miaqcioT

am aRTqmas. SesaZloa, axla Tqvens zurgs ukan frialebs
mxolod patara xelis pirsaxoci. mieciT suliwmidas saSu-
aleba Secvalos es patara qsovilis naWeri raRaca ufro
mniSvnelovanze. vfiqrob, gamWvirvale mosasxami kargi
iqneba. mieciT suliwmidas saSualeba gagxadoT sircxvi-
lis yoveli nagleji da SegmosoT didebuli samoseli –
is, romelic geqnebaT maradisobaSi.
uflis dRe axlos aris. yovlisSemZle RmerTis asulebis

gulSi sul ufro metad da metad anTia maradisobisak-
en swrafvis sinaTle. araerTxel msmenia wlebis ganmav-
lobaSi, roca viRac CurCuliT mommarTavs da momiwodebs
locvisken:
SehRaRade imisaTvis, rom SenSi gamovlindes Cemi asu-

li. is unda daenaxos qveynierebas, gamoTavisfuldes da
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Sen gakvirdebian!
igrZnos, rom mas uyvars da Tavadac uyvarT sxvebs.
am sityvebze fiqrisas, warmovidgen Zvirfas qvas, gax-

veuls ramdenime qsovilis naWerSi. yovel wels qvas aSo-
reben SefuTvis morig fenas da misi silamaze metad da
metad vlindeba. qsovilis gare naWrebi, romlebSic Sex-
veuli iyo qva, ufro metad hgavda uxeS tilos, magram
yovelwliurad qsovilis Sida fenebi xdeba sul ufro da
ufro mSvenieri. axlac ki me vxedav silamazis konturebs,
romelic mravali wlis win dafaruli iyo qsovilis fenebs
qveS. vuyureb qvas da vxvdebi, rom bolos da bolos misi
silamaze gacxadebuli iqneba mTeli qveynierebisTvis. am
qvaSi vxedav Tqvens anarekls. Tqven xedavT mas? dae, Tqve-
ni silamaze gamJRavnebuli iyos mTeli qveynierebisTvis.
zeciero mama,
movdivar SenTan Seni Zvirsafi Zis iesos saxeliT.

gTxov, rom Seni suli wmidis sibrZnem amavsos am locva-
Si. mama, me mwams, rom Sen Semqmeni pasuxad da ara prob-
lemad. ver vxvdebi, Tu ramdenad didia es privilegia –
viyo qali da mqondes qaluri buneba. mcxe suliT, raTa
ara ubralod monawilobas vRebulobde im ganumeorebel
brZolebSi, romlebiskenac momiwode, aramed rom vibr-
Zode maTSi rogorc qali. minda viyo asuli, romelsac
akvirdeba qveyniereba da romelic mas ase Zlier sWird-
eba. minda Cems garSemo myof adamianebs vCuqnide Sens si-
brZnes da WeSmaritebas. minda xalxSi vaRviZebde maRal
zneobriv Tvisebebs, rogorc amis gakeTeba mxolod qals
SeuZlia. minda gamoviyeno is, rac Cems xelSia. minda vxe-
davde rogor iRvreba gankurnebis malamo. gamicxade, Cemi
daniSnuleba, rogorc Seni asulisa. gamaTavisufle yvela
borkilisgan. miwode Seni mSvenieri asuli da me mogismen.
me mzad var viyo qali, romelic ibrZvis, rogorc qali
– sibrZniT, ZlierebiT, da RirsebiT. dae, Senma sity-
vis sinaTlem gandevnos Cemi cxovrebidan mTeli sibnele,
romelsac SeeZlo Cemi cduneba, raTa CamoveSorebine si-
cocxlis gzas da mesurva RmerTis Tanasworad yofna. me
vxarob Cemi unikaluri mdgomareobiT da roliT maradis-
obaSi. dae, movides Seni sufeva da iyos neba Seni viTarca
caTa Sina, egreca qveyanasa zeda. amin.
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SeniSvnebi
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ibrZole rogorc qalma

ibrZlole rogorc qalma, liza beviri, qarTulad

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jon da liza bevirebis damatebiTi resursebi qar-

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2. iqneb me ar momwons qalebi?............................................15

3. magram me mamakaci ar var………………………………………..29

4. `oqros Sualedis~ aRmoCena………………………………….…42

5. vin aris namdvili kaci?..................................................58

6. rodis ayeneben qalebi sapasuxo dartymas?...................73

8. SeimoseT madliT da didebiT………………………………..107

9. ra aris siyvarulis Zala?.............................................119

10. orni erTi guliT…………………….......................………138

11. brZola silamazisTvis……………………………….....….…160

12. arasrulyofili, samagierod ganumeorebeli…..……175

13. brZola samkaulebisTvis………………………………….….193

14. brZola gavlenisTvis…………………...........………………204

15. momentis mniSvneloba…………………………................….220

16. Sen gakvirdebian!...........................................................232

sanam daviwyebdeT, ar minda ifiqroT, rom ganazebuli

savsebiT SesaZlebelia dagvviwyeboda, Tu rogor unda

biWebi Tanatolebis pativiscemas imsaxureben, roca

sanam metad CavuRrmavdebodeT da vupasuxebdeT amas,

es umTavresi pasuxismgebloba da privilegia gaaCndaT

`da Camovagdeb mtrobas Sensa da dedakacs Soris.~

imisaTvis rom gaviazroT brZolis sididec da simZimec,

mtroba aris sakmaod mZafri sityva, igi mxolod rva-

`ganrisxda gveleSapi dedakacze da wavida, raTa Se-

vin awarmoebs am usasrulo oms evas, misi qaliSvilebis

gamarjvebisTvis mters unda daeyo raTa ebatona. man

`da mowyvita misgan nayofi da SeWama da misca agreTve

mjera, rom rogorc qmnilebis gvirgvins, evas silamaze

ratom gamoiyena mSvenierma evam, yovelive cocxalis

`da ixila dedakacma, rom xe kargi Canda saWmelad da

darwmunebuli var, rom baRSi mravali xe iyo kargi saW-

`romelic RvTis xateba iyo da, mitacebad ar Tvlida

isini, faqtobrivad, RmerTis xatad iyvnen Seqmnilni,

Cven gamudmebiT vkargavT imas, rac gvaqvs, radgan

vswavlobdiT ki rames tkivilis wlebis ganmavlobaSi?

mamakacis mdgomareoba ar aris misatacebeli da arc

sad aris gamarjveba? sad aris Cveni mtris damar-

mamakacebi moipovebdnen im pativiscemas, romelic da-

`ufali iZleva sityvas maxarobelTa, didi gundia max-

RmerTi acxadebs gamarjvebas, da droa asulebisT-

`TavisuflebisTvis gagavaTavisufla qristem.~

RmerTi dainteresebulia TavisuflebiT. misTvis mas

mniSvnelovania gesmodeT, rom adre Zalian mSiSara

erT magaliTi minda moviyvano. saSualo skolaSi sag-

axla unda gamovsuliyavi mTeli klasis winaSe sityviT.

`getyvi ra unda qna, airCie enis xelovnebis sxva nawili,

maSinve Cavewere kurt vonegutis kursze.

radganac konsultanti ase gamgebi iyo, me misi yur-

`mimaCnia, rom beWvdis gakveTilzec SegviZlia gamonak-

me gavmxnevdi! vigrZeni TiTqos didi tvirTi momexsna

magram RmerTi zecaSi albaT icinoda. SemiZlia war-

ori klasi, romlebidanac gamovedi saSualo skolidan,

mas uyvars TqvenTvis im SesaZleblobis mocema, rom-

sad arian uSiSari asulebi, romlebic mzad arian ibr-

am wignis gverdebis gadafurcvlisas gaxseniT Tqve-

me msurs viaro WeSmaritebasa da sinaTleSi. minda sa-

iqneb me ar momwons qalebi?

ase vambobdi xolme. sinamdvileSi axla miyvars qalebi.

`ramdeni TqvenTagani ar xarT darwmunebulebi rom ar

`wrfelad gekiTxebiT, vfiqrob, me ufro mamakaci var