I want to

What that
say is well some
days ago my
classmate raid he liked me no I had ber helpto
explain to him work for me and that
houthings I used to
have something, and he understood.
trust this person like a 100to
Butthis is notthe main point I want
or reason of what to
talk to
you. The thing is that themore I think about
my
the more 3 get afraid about things
it. Yor let
sexcuality, clear
It's more than a nor since we've talked about for
this
year
I
the last I want
time. What to ray is that
now am sure

I like
that problem here is
just and only boys. Butthe that,
I I am demi because I want
that tokeep the
hope
say
that will
it it"
maybe some
day happen, and
when I
ray
I mean
anything involves
that touched.
being When I thin
about
this, about longest
the
future I
that can view I
don't
just see this
you know? I really didn't wanted
changing
o be like wanted to be normal about
this, I just this like

ele like e this

arybody sically suffer being
and for
the
i

family, and I also wishI could but

thing
is that

nothing changes I think I will

if never to be able to do this.
I know this isn't thekindof daughter you wantedtohave
so I would definitely
understand if you'd like to
have

give this
another child to things to
you.
I know that for people who aren'tlike
this hard to is

understand, but
I just like
don't to
be touched, I feel
disgusted about this and would just want
torun
that
from it. Now I think
away you mightbe wondering
I like I
this,and would be lizing
if to
I raid
you
why am

I
that
I know or have the
answer.
justknow thatsince
I know
myself I am like this, it may
due to sescuality
a

what
would mean thatI was I'm
born like this and that
either denin or arrestual.
Itcan also be because of some kind
of abuse during
childhood and when I think about
this frink just about
an option, if
that ithas probably happened
happened, it
When I used to
spend time there atatomiashouse.
Because there is
justwhere I could have had contact
to
I take
she used to people
that
strange people and rumember

when I had that

Iwas there and that
to her house while

argumentwith her, that

the
guy
who lived there behind her

house, he made me me to
and took
his part
open the door
house and the only thingI remember about is thatI
of the
lap. Will I know that
was sat on his it's
wrong
to
say
this
things to tell
when we have no proof but I
really wanted
this.
you

Also, I have always felt back about being this

differenthim
I think this isone of the bigger motives about
why I am
this anscious. It's because I feel line I am broken, live I am
not a normal person, and there's also jugment from people
who don'tunderstart about this, also I know that
being
lim this will
is
something
that dirappoint least
at some

my life. Also, Selena

me and to
of your expectations to
has already asked me of
some things
this butwe didn't
had
time to develop it
more.

Also, I wantto say that is somethingvery unconfortable to

talk about
me to and that I
just this with
am
sharing you
because I feel that to tell
would be unfair not and
you
because who gives all of the support
you are the person me

I have.