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    The author finds themselves grieving over a relationship that is unclear if it has ended yet. They express confusion over a recent phone call with their partner where things seemed fine but then their partner abruptly hung up. The author worries their partner may break up with them soon and contemplates ending it first to maintain a sense of control. However, they are unsure if ending things is actually what their partner wants. The author misses how close they used to be with their partner and questions if they have been the problem in the relationship changing. They feel hurt that they should have to ask for affection and don't know if seeing their partner next week will help or if the relationship will ultimately go nowhere.

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    The author finds themselves grieving over a relationship that is unclear if it has ended yet. They express confusion over a recent phone call with their partner where things seemed fine but then their partner abruptly hung up. The author worries their partner may break up with them soon and contemplates ending it first to maintain a sense of control. However, they are unsure if ending things is actually what their partner wants. The author misses how close they used to be with their partner and questions if they have been the problem in the relationship changing. They feel hurt that they should have to ask for affection and don't know if seeing their partner next week will help or if the relationship will ultimately go nowhere.

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    April 1, 2023 You said I was the best you ever had

    I was yours and you were mine


    I find myself grieving a relationship
    That has yet to come to an end I don’t understand
    We talked today I know my insecurities,
    And I thought it was the same My doubt played a role
    But then you hung up
    You said you were just annoyed Now our birthdays are a week away
    I know you know why It feels like maybe I’m just waiting,
    Why can’t you tell me? Waiting for another shoe to drop
    I feel it hanging over my head
    I find myself grieving like we’ve broken up
    Has this come to an end? I’m worried you’re going to break up with me
    I gave you all my firsts My stubborn ass wants to do it first,
    You made me feel special To hold my power
    But what if that’s not on your mind?
    But I’m just another on your list
    Just a blip on your radar I find myself grieving a relationship that is not
    A number over, yet
    I find myself hoping for things that used to be
    I never believed you were the love of my life,
    But I loved you It's only been 3 months
    I love you Have I been the problem?
    I think I have
    I wanted to share things with you
    I wanted to be a part of your life Why should I have to ask for you to tell me kind
    And you a part of mine words and compliments
    I feel the only way for us to get back to where we
    I introduced you to my mom were is to meet in person
    To my dad, for god’s sake
    But that’s a week away
    I drove hours for you And what happens when you’re across the
    I waited for your touch country?
    I waited for your words
    Has this all been pointless?
    I wish we could mesh again,
    But you say we speak different languages I find meaning in everything
    My words foreign to you I need things to matter
    Your jokes, taken too seriously
    Will none of this matter?
    I gave you everything I had Would I be better off in a relationship closer to
    me?
    I didn’t want a relationship With someone with more similar interests?
    You called me pretty
    You told me how much you liked me, I don’t know
    How amazing I was I find myself crying,
    How different from those you’d been with before In my bed,
    Grieving a relationship that has yet to come to an
    end

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