This feeling

I feel like I’m dead but I’m I live , I don’t feel anything
inside of my heart , this feeling is so bad as hell cause
I’m still so young for all of this shit, but I’m still
fighting ,for myself, my dreams , my mom , my dad , my
sis , and also for my life. I wish someday I can meet
somebody loves me , and makes me forgot everything
bad happened to me.
I got my bac in 2022 . here in my city this thing is so
important for you family . if you don’t get it you are
nothing
In that time my life was so good , I was having a lovely
friends that makes me laugh all the time , they were
with me in bad days . they were the most important
part in my life , I can not imagine my life without them .
I am so lucky to friends like them… hhh yah I’m so
lucky.
…so after all that good thing , a completely new phase
has begun .A LONE . so I chose I mean we chose to
study in ISTA , but I was the only one who got chosen
by this establishment so yah . for