Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Chapter 1
I sighed as I look at the ocean in front of me. The cool breeze was
Ng mga alon kada humahampas sa mga bato. The place where I grew
"Why do we have to leave this place? Masaya naman dito ah." Saad ko.
Place because we can't live here anymore." Mama's voice was sad too, I
Can feel it. Syempre naman dito na rin lumaki at namuhay si mama.
"I hope you'll regret selling our house." Sagot ko bago naunang umalis.
Pwede ako makitira sa mga pinsan ko dito pero ayaw pumayag ni Papa.
I cried when they told me we'll be leaving this place for good. All the
Laman ang bahay dahil nai-benta na nila papa at mama ang mga
Namin.
"Hey, did you pack your things already?" Papa asked and smiled. I nod at
Him, "Fatima..."
"I know Pa. Alam ko na po. Hindi niyo na kailangan ulit-ulitin ang
Man at nakita ko kung paano niya i-angat ang business niyang untiunting nalulugi
dahil sa pagbabayad niya ng utang.
Hindi, talagang babalik ako dito. I wish the people there are nice like the
The day has come. I sighed as I sit in the chair at the airport's departure
Area. Sila papa ay inayos ang ticket namin papuntang Maynila. Napalingon ako nang
may maupong lalake sa tabi ko ngunit hindi ko yon
Pinansin.
"Anak, let's go." Tawag ni mama sakin. Tumayo ako kasabay ng lalaking
Direksyon ko.
"Sorry." He coldly utter. Hindi ko maaninag ang mata niya dahil nakasuot siya ng
shades at cap. Matangos ang ilong neto at mapula ang
Tinignan ang labas. Bye, Batanes. The memories here will always be in
"You'll like it there." Bulong ni mama at hinalikan ang ulo ko. As soon as
The plane takes off I closed my eyes and sleep.
After few hours we arrived at NAIA. Kinuha namin ang mga bagahe
Katandaan na lalake.
Gumanda Flora."
"Aba, ang ganda mo na hija. Tawagin mo kong lolo, okay? Apo na kita
Siya ni mama kaya lolo ko na nga siya. Sumakay kami sa isang van at
Garahe. Pumasok kami sa loob at may mga gamit na to. May maliit na
Sala set, TV, dinning table na may apat na upuan, maliit na kusina, maliit
"Po?" Tanong ko. May inabot siya saking kulay pula at gold na envelope,
"What's this?"
"It's your new school." Sagot niya at tumabi sakin. Tinignan ko naman
Ang likod ng envelope, may logo ito at sa banner non ay may nakalagay
Na 'Montenegro University.'
"It's alright Ma. I understand." I tried smiling but I know it's fake.
"This is for your own good too. Alam kong magiging maganda ang
"I don't know." I looked down, "I'm still going to adjust myself in Manila.
To the new life I'll live. It will take time Mama. Kaya sana po intindihin
Nang iwan ako ni Mama ay nahiga na ako. Di ko alam kung ilang oras
Kwarto pero walang tao dun kaya kumain na lang ako ng dinner. Muli
Binuksan ko yon at nakita ang isang student handbook. Kulay red ito na
Border eto. Kada page ay salit-salit ba red at gold ang kulay ng border.
Montenegro para sa anak niyang babae. Isa pala siyang business man
At marami siyang negosyo na hawak pero year two thousand and five
Principal neto. I scanned the other pages and read their school's rules
The school premises. May mga dorms sila para sa lalake at babae. Hindi
The next paper I pick was the school map. Namangha naman ako sa
Naman sa right. May building para sa first year college, second, third at
Fourth. Kada building ay hanggang tenth floor para sa mga sections A-E.
The school was so medieval and old but it looks so elegant and classy.
Ng scholarship exam.
Study here!
Papa keep on telling me to not entertain suitors. Wag rin akong magboboyfriend
muna. I just keep on nodding my head. I want to explore
Things and do things I haven't tried. Siguro naman hindi sila magagalit
The car stopped at a huge red and gold gate. Parang gate ng palasyo
Ang laki at taas neto. Bumaba ako ng sasakyan habang nakatitig pa rin
Sa mataas na gate.
"Yung mga bilin ko Fatima. Please." Singit ni papa at humalik sa noo ko.
Tumango naman ako bago kunin ang mga bagahe ko. Hawak-hawak ko
I glanced at my parents and wave my hand, "I love you both." I smiled.
Handsome to be one!
"Ah, ganon ba?" Tanong niya nang di inaalis ang tingin sa dibdib ko,
My mouth gaped open when I finally see the school campus. It's so
Huge and wide. Ang main building ay napaka-haba at taas. Kulay gray ito
University.
Parang hotel dahil may front desk pa. Nag-tanong ako kung saan ang
Elevator at sumakay ako don papuntang seventh floor. Pagdating ko
"My name is Miguel Chavez. Nice to meet you miss..?" He offered his
He asked as he sit in his swivel chair. I immediately gave him the papers
He needed.
As he read the papers I stare at him. He has this round eyes, pointed
Nose and red lips. His hair was properly combed upwards making him
Look very professional. I can see the tattoos all over his arm because his
Sleeves were rolled up to his elbows.
Gumalaw ang printer. Nang matapos yon ay may kinuha siyang papel at
"Oh, that subject is for all the third year. I know you're not familiar with
Smiled again.
"Here's your key to your dormitory. Room three-o-six, you have two dorm
Mates with you and they're also in the same class with you. You can get
Your identification card to the photography room in the second floor of
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Chapter 2
At tinitignan ako mula ulo hanggang paa. May mga lalake na nagha-hi
Student lounge. May mga bean bags dito, carpeted floor, malaking flat
Yun nag-bukas kaya sumakay ako papuntang third floor. Paghatid sakin
Lang yon nakita. Kulay puti ito at may nakalagay na three-o-six sa pinto.
"Oh gosh. Ikaw ba yung new student?" A girl with shoulder length hair
Greeted and walk towards me, "Nasabi ni Sir Miggy na ngayon ang
Dating mo."
"Yay, we have a new dormie na." The other girl said. She has a long
"By the way, I'm Mikaela Valderoma but you can call me Mika. Siya
Naman si Keila Agustin. We're in the same class kaya naman friends na
"Halika, tulungan ka namin ayusin ang gamit mo." Saad ni Keila at hinila
The whole place is so comfy. The walls are painted white with linings of
Brown. There are two couches and two blue and pink bean bags. The
Carpet in the living room was brown. Sa gilid ng living room ay nandoon
"This is your cabinet Fatima. Nandito na pala ang uniform mo. I hope it
Pasok ko dito. It's so big to me! Do I look fat?" Keila exclaimed as she
"Wag kang mahihiya samin ha? Treat us as your sisters. Hindi naman
Nawawala ang ngiti sa labi niya. They look so friendly and welcoming.
"Can you tour me to the school campus? Ang laki-laki kasi ng MU. Hindi
Ko.
They nod, "Of course! Para na rin maging familiar ka. Kaya ayusin na
Sila. I smiled as I can see the closeness in them. They treat me as their
"Alright, so here we have ten floors. Ang unang floor ay student lounge.
Keila nodded, "Don't worry girl. The school gives us cash every month
For the things we need to buy inside the campus. Bawal kasing
Lumabas."
I sighed in relief. Akala ko naman ay dapat may sariling pera kami. Good
Dalaga siya hanggang ngayon. She looks very pretty even she has
Students para matulog. Ang ganda naman kasi ng bermuda grass dito.
"Next month we have Mr. and Ms. Freshman. Dito gaganapin yon at
Puro first year lang ang kasali dun." Kwento ni Keila habang nilalakad
"We were required to attend that but it's too boring. Talent show lang
"Eto ang building para sa first years." Saad ni Mika at tinuro ang mataas
Na building sa left namin, "Bawat floor ay may sampung classroom. It
"May limang section dito." Singit ni Mika, "Every section has different ID
Laces para ma-identify kung saan ka belong. Section A ay color gold ang
Para sa special subject namin. They excel in that subject so much that's
"Oo nga pala. What's that subject? Sabi ni Sir Chavez ay si professor
Gina Lorenzo daw ang magtuturo sakin kung ano yon." Nagka-tinginan
"Mahirap kasi explain Fatima. I know that subject will shock the shit out
Of you but you can adjust with it. Lalo na't bago ka lang dito sa MU."
Mika answered.
"Mas okay kung aantayin mo na lang ang Sunday para malaman kung
After our mini tour, in-explain nila sakin ang mga simple rules and
Dorm ang lahat. Kapag class hours bawal ang pakalat-kalat sa school
Premises unless break time mo or uwian mo na. Students must attend
Their special class every Sunday unless the admins of the university will
May mga shops din sa likod ng building para sa mga kailangan namin.
This is more like mini bazaar. There are foods, some books for book
Namili kami ng mga pagkain. Nilibre ako nila Mika dahil wala pa akong
Pera. Bibigay daw sakin yon kapag nag-umpisa na ang class kailangan
After our tour we went back to our dorm. Pagod na pagod kami dahil
Ang lawak ng campus. I cooked dinner for them because they don't
"Good thing you know how to cook Fatima." Saad ni Keila, "Though I'm a
"Same. I'm scared with the oil. Ang sakit kaya matalsikan. But I know
They'll teach us this year how to cook. May class tayo sa cooking." Singit
Ni Mika.
"My parents are always busy that's why mama taught me how to cook.
Wala din kasi kaming maids sa bahay noon para mag-luto." Sagot ko sa
"We can leave the school every holidays. My parents are separated
That's why I don't usually go home. Wala naman din akong madadatnan
"Papa is a busy man. But I go home if I can. My mom died when I was
Young." Kwento ni Mika. I felt sorry for them because their parents are
Breakfast bago maligo at nang matapos ako ay gising na rin sila Mika. I
The uniform in a bit short. Ganon daw talaga ka-iksi ang uniform. It's a
Combination of white long sleeves, red coat with MU's patch and a gold
Ribbon as a neck tie. The skirt was checkered red and white and it's
Three inches above knee. Ang suot naman naming sapatos ay three
"Wow. You look sexy and hot. I bet all the boys will drool over you
Fatima." Saad ni Keila at nagulat ako nang hawakan niya ang dalawang
"It's so big. Ang swerte ng magiging partner mo." Saad niya at tumawa.
Nagtaka naman ako kung anong partner ang sinasabi niya pero di na
First class namin. Medyo kinakabahan ako dahil bago lang ako.
Ang first class namin ay sa sixth floor room six-o-nine. Paglabas namin
Ang konti lang ng mga nakita ko. There are students with different color
Of uniforms. Ang sabi nila Keila ay iba ang color ng uniform bawat
Mika. Lahat sila ay tinitignan ako mula ulo hanggang paa kaya naman
Sa unang row kami naupo. May ilang bumabati kila Mika at Keila kaya
Sa tingin ko ay sikat sila dito.
"Hindi ah. Mga classmate lang namin yung mga yun last year. Ang iba
Dito ay mula sa ibang section at nalipat dito kaya di namin kilala." Sagot
What? "SEX gods? What do you mean?" I asked. I know what sex god
"Oh, girl. Hindi pa pala namin nake-kwento sayo. SEX gods is the three
Guys in this school that every girl dreams to fuck." Ani Keila kaya natawa
"I don't get it. You mean gusto nila maka-sex?" Halos bulong ko na ang
"Girl, you don't have to whisper the word sex. Everyone knows what sex
Is and sex is just a past time in this university." Singit ni Mika. Nagulat
Naman ako. How can they say that sex is just a past time? For me it's
Sacred that you should only give it to the person you're going to marry.
Naman ay umiling.
Grabe! "Keila is a wild bitch you know." Mika laughed. We talked about
Random things about the school. Hindi na rin namin napag-usapan ang
SEX gods at wala na rin naman akong pake dun. Di ko naman sila kilala
Eh.
Seats and the noise earlier was shut down. Lahat ay nakikinig na sa
Pinag-pair kami ng prof namin sa lima para makilala namin ang ibang
"I'm Mari." The chinita girl greeted, "Hope to get along with everyone."
"I'm Fatima. I just transferred here. I'm from Batanes." I smiled and tried
"Wow. I haven't been on Batanes." Lianne answered, "I heard the ocean
"Yes. If you can cross the ocean you can visit Taiwan." I smiled. They
Nod amusingly.
Students. And I felt out of place when they started talking about sex. I
The rules of his class. He don't want his students to be late or else he'll
Professor Raul Versoza was a bit old maybe he's in his late fifties and
He's really strict. But the way he speak is very lively making all attention
Focus on him. Hindi pa natatapos ang time niya pero umalis na siya.
"First day pa lang may homework na." Saad ni Keila habang naglalagay
Ng lipstick.
Sila pareho.
"We still have twenty minutes. Let's go the field?" Pagaaya ni Keila.
"Maybe the SEX gods appeared and the girls are waiting to be bless with
SEX gods? Yun ang kinekwento nila sakin kahapon, "SEX gods tawag sa
"Yes. At hindi lang yon. They are so hot and handsome." Keila answered
Niya sakin.
"Then what does SEX means?" They both smiled before answering.
"SEX means Saturn, Edryl and Xyrus Montenegro. MU's sex gods.
Chapter 3
Sunday.
Ngayon ang araw ng weird subject. Nine AM to two PM ang class namin
Don. May thirty minutes break kami ng twelve to twelve thirty. Pagtapos
Friends sa classroom dahil mababait naman sila. Ang ilan lang talaga ay
Subject na to.
Pleasure's classroom for the rest of the semester. Naupo kaming muli
Sa harapan dahil mas madali daw matuto kapag nasa harap kami.
Twenty minutes later, a woman in her late thirties arrive holding nothing
But a piece of paper. She wears a pink dress with white shoal made
From crochet. A white stilettos and she wears and eye glass making her
"Alright class. Take your seats now." She command the students, "My
"I will be your Learning Pleasures professor this sem so I hope everyone
Will pay attention to all the lessons I'm going to teach." She said while
Towards this subject, every lesson we have a special instructor from the
Section A."
Follow her. We went out of the classroom and she faced me.
"Alright. Fatima I know this subject will shock you. Learning Pleasures
Naguluhan ako.
"Our LP subject teaches every student here about sex. About how to
"Yes. The university has a consent with every parents of the students
Thing. Many people today doesn't know how to control their lust kaya
"We want every student here to learn what is the importance of learning
To control your desires and needs. That's why I'm telling you these
Things Fatima. This subject can help you someday." Dagdag pa niya.
"I don't know what to say miss Lorenzo." Sagot ko, "This will be my first
Time encountering this kind of subject and I don't know how to react."
She sighed and smiled, "You can get used to this. Just attend every
Lessons and you're good. Unless you want to spend your whole sem in
The detention?"
I nodded, "Okay."
After our little discussion she let me go back to the classroom. I'm so
Stressed because of the words she said. Aanohin ba namin ang subject
School dahil nga importante ito. Pero bakit may instructors pa? Bakit
May demo pang gagawin? What's next? We're going to fuck each other?
"Can I be your partner for this subject?" He asked and my brows raise.
"Are you okay? Did miss Lorenzo shock you?" Mika asked.
"Alright. Alam kong magugustuhan niyo kung sino ang instructor niyo
Naman sila.
"Now that you all have your partners. Except for this three girls here.
"Miss, Fatima is not yet ready." Saad ni Mika. I heard the bitch girls
Miss Lorenzo sighed, "Oh well. Okay class let's welcome your first
Instructor for this lesson." She smiled and opened the door, "Boys?"
As soon as the three boys entered the room, the girls started screaming
Like a banshee. They stomp their feet and clap their hands.
I stare at the three guys who entered and I can't say nothing. They're so
Freaking handsome and hot! They're like an angel sent from above. They
Were nodding as miss Lorenzo talk to them and I felt my heart thump
"These three boys here will be your instructor for lesson one." Aniya
Kaya tumili nanaman ang mga babae kong classmate, "Yung mga napili
"I'll leave now. Pay attention alright?" Saad ni miss Lorenzo bago
"Hello. My name is Edryl Montenegro for those who doesn't know me."
The guy in the middle introduced. He's smiling widely. He has a pointed
Nose, red lips and his skin was a bit tanned. Magulo din ang buhok niya
Labi neto at masasabi kong babaero siya dahil yun ang impression ko sa
Saad pa ng lalake na tila sumuko na. He has this seductive aura, he has
Square jaw, a sexy body, his nose is pointed, a thin red lips. His eyes was
"Okay class! So our lesson will be kissing. I know this will be your first
Encounter na may actions talaga. So I hope you will listen to us and pay
"You can now face your partners." Saad nung Xyrus. Hindi naman ako
Nang may humawak sa kamay ko kaya umangat ang tingin ko. The
"I got her first dude." Aniya at tumingin kay Saturn. Nagsukatan sila ng
Tingin habang hinihila ang kamay at braso ko. Nilingon ko si Mika nang
"Get your hands off her." Saturn answered and pulled my hand.
Hinila ko ang kamay ko mula sa hawak nila kaya napalingon sila sakin,
"I'm not going to do the lesson today. I'm still adjusting." Saad ko pero
Sakin.
"Hindi yon pwede." Sagot ni Saturn sabay hila sakin patayo kaya
Tumama ako sa dibdib niya, "I got her." He smirked at Xyrus and pulled
Me away.
While.
Whispered and it's too awkward because he's too close. Naamoy ko ang
"Pero hindi pa ko ready." Sagot ko. Umiling lang siya at lumapit sakin
"Do you know how fucking hot you are?" He asked and lean in my ear. I
"Maraming tao dito." Nauutal kong saad sa kanya. I felt his hand caress
The side of my waist. My eyes were twitching from left to right and my
Saying those words, I felt him crash his lips to mine. My eyes widened
As I feel his hot lips kissing me. He move his lips and my eyes
Waist. I didn't kiss him back because I don't know how! This is my first
Nibble my lower lip. His hand were caressing my waist and the other is
I heard someone fake a cough and my instinct was to push Saturn away
And so I did. He cursed and look at Edryl laughing. Siya pala ang umubo.
While Keila is with Xyrus. Saturn pulled me close to him, he was leaning
In the wall and my back is facing him. I gasped when I felt his lips
"I'll be your partner for the rest of this sem. Might as well as enjoy it. Am
"I-I don't know." I answered, more like I moaned. His lips kissing my ear
"Be good to me or else I'll punish you." He gave a sexy chuckle making
My heart pound.
Hiniwalay niya ko sa kanya at sumigaw ng times up. Marami ang nagreklamo dahil wala
pa daw five minutes. Nanermon siya na parang
Sundalo.
"Next is french kiss," Saturn explained, "This kind of kissing needs some
Around."
"I like this one." My classmate commented. "Bakit hindi na lang ako ang
Partner mo Saturn? We can fuck after this." Jenine added, she's one of
My bitchy classmate.
Without a word he pulled my head and kiss me. I copy his lip's
And suck mine. I felt his hand squeezing my ass but I didn't remove it
He broke the kiss and I catch my breath as I stare in his brown eyes. He
Smirked at me.
Mine again.
Chapter 4
It's been days since my first encounter with the subject Learning
Na ang first kiss ko. At hindi ko pa rin ma-absorb kung bakit meron
Kaming ganong subject. It's very weird but interesting. Sino bang hindi
"Girl, tara na sa last class natin." Pagaaya ni Mika. Nandito kasi kami sa
Think they're having sex." She answered and shook her head.
"Mukhang masaya si Keila nung naging partner niya si Xyrus." Sagot ko.
"Yes. She's been head over heels to that guy ever since first year college.
Hindi naman siya pinapansin. Pwera na lang last Sunday." Muli itong
Hindi na lang ako sumagot dahil hindi ko rin naman alam ang sasabihin
Namin si Saturn. Tumigil siya sa harap namin kaya napa-tigil din kami.
"Can I borrow you for a while?" Tanong niya at tinignan ang relos niya,
"Because I said so." He answered and pulled me to his side, "I'll borrow
"Sure. Just don't make her pregnant." She answered and laughed.
"Mika!" My eyes widened but she just walked away and wave her hand.
Naman ako kumibo dahil ang awkward talaga tsaka kinakabahan ako.
"No, no. I don't wa-" I was cut off when he pulled me inside. Nang isara
Niya ang pinto ay mas lalo akong kinabahan. My palms are getting cold
His eyes.
"Our prelims, midterms and finals in Learning Pleasure are not like
My eyes widened with what he said. Hindi ko alam to! "You mean after
Scoffed, "Lesson two will be masturbating. Lesson three will be oral sex.
This includes blow job and cunnilinggus. The last one will be making
Out. You need to apply the first three lessons to this one and it will be
"I don't know what to say." Saad ko, "Pano naman ang midterms? Eh ang
Finals?"
"Okay. Aalis na ako." Saad ko at tatayo na sana pero mabilis niya kong
Hinarangan.
His face in my ear and kissed it. I closed my eyes when he start twirling
Turn to the bulge in front of me. I know what that bulge is and my face is
"I really need to go." I whispered but he just locked me between his legs.
Neck, "Saturn..."
"Fuck." He groaned and crash his lips to mine. I moaned with his
Aggressiveness. He cup my cheeks as he kiss me roughly. I kiss him
He exchange our position and I'm now straddling his lap. He slouch a
Little making me sit in his bulge. I moan when I felt his crotch to my
Between. I'm only wearing panties that's why I can really feel the hard
Saturn removed my coat and throw it in the carpeted floor. I can feel his
Groin being rub to my pussy every move he makes. I moan and I bite his
Door. Hindi sana niya papansinin yon pero sunod-sunod na ang pagkatok neto.
"May tao ba dyan?" I heard Edryl's voice. Saturn cursed and put me
Siya sakin. Nahihiyang ngumiti ako, "Oh, I see. Sorry man, I didn't know."
"Let's go." Pinulot ni Saturn ang bag at coat ko bago ako hinila. Nagpaalam naman
si Edryl samin habang tumatawa.
Ang halik ni Saturn. Every kiss he give me is making me crazy and I'm
Under his spell. I can't stop myself from kissing him back and my body
Wants him to touch me. Fuck, I know this happens because this is new
His kisses trail down my jaw and neck. My arms were wrapped around
When he freaking pound his groin in my between like we're having sex.
"Get a room!" I pushed Saturn when I heard a voice. Napa-lingon kami sa
Makita kami.
"Fuck. Mga istorbo." Saad ni Saturn at pinulot ang coat ko. Sinuot niya
Sakin yon.
"Are you going to have sex here?" Xyrus asked, "Not a good place. But
"Mamaya na." Hinila ako ni Saturn palapit sa kanya. I bit my lip when I
Me moan.
"Nanggigigil ako sayo." Gigil niyang bulong at kinagat ang tenga ko,
"Hi." Saad niya. Ngumiti lang ako, "Kilala mo na ko diba? I'm Edryl.
"No way." Saturn snickered and pulled me but Edryl wrap his arms
Na."
"Okay." Tanging sagot ko, "Do you want to have dinner with us? Tutal
"Talaga?" Masayang tanong niya. Tumango naman ako, "I would love to!
Let's go." Edryl is a happy person. Marami siyang kine-kwento kahit hindi
Ko naman tinatanong.
Edryl pero si Mika ang nanalo at hinila si Ed sa kama niya. Ako naman
Para mag-dinner.
"Is that a hickey?" Keila asked me. Agad naman akong napa-hawak sa
Leeg ko.
"Tell me, si Saturn gumawa niyan no?" Sinundot sundot ni Mika ang
"Stop it. Hindi ah." Pagtanggi ko pa rin. Natawa na lang ako dahil ayaw
Sila nawala.
The next day was my off in class. Wala kong pasok kaya naman wala
"It's actually fine. Masaya naman." Sagot ko, "I made new friends in
Here."
"Friends?"
Pinunasan niya ang kamay niya at hinawakan ang kamay ko. His cold
Palms touch mine and I was about to shake our hands when he brought
My hand to his lips and kiss the back of it while looking at me.
Pagtapos non.
Xyrus is a serious guy. Minsan lang siya ngumiti. Siya yung tipong type
Ng mga babae eh. Bad boy look. May hikaw siya sa kaliwang tenga niya.
Magulo rin ang buhok niya na tila ilang babae ang sumabunot. Hindi rin
Naka-butones ang coat niya. Pati ang long sleeves niya ay hindi naka
Tucked in. Wala rin ang necktie niya at naka-bukas ang dalawang unang
"I'm sorry." Sagot ko. Lumapit naman siya sakin habang naka-ngiti.
His lips.
Niya.
"Yes, you actually are." Saad ng katabi ko kaya nilingon ko siya. Nakangisi ito kay
Saturn.
"Sorry to burst your bubble man. But I don't care." Saturn snickered and
Pulled me towards him, "If you'll excuse us. I need to talk to my girl." My
"Your girl?" Xyrus scoffed, "She ain't yours dude. Wake the fuck up."
Saturn chuckled lowly, "She ain't yours too so stop telling me those
Shits."
Chapter 5
Seat.
"Good day class," She greeted and we greet back, "Today our lesson will
White board.
Agencies." She pause for a second and walk towards the door and
"This is Arienne and Hansel from section A. They will be your instructor
For today. Please pay attention because after your lesson, there will be a
Quiz." Miss Lorenzo smiled before stepping out the classroom.
Explained.
"Like what miss Lorenzo said, masturbation usually uses hand and our
Fingers to stimulate our genital organ. Vagina for the girls and penis for
"For the girls, you can cup your breasts and pinch your nipples to add
"We'll be doing a demo para alam niyo na kung ano gagawin niyo
Arienne took her underwear off. The boys whistle when she sat in the
Couch and parted her legs. Her between was hairless and pinkish.
Hansel unbuttoned Arienne's long sleeves and pulled her bra up. I feel
She started rubbing her fingers in her slit. She massage it up and down
As she cup her breasts. The whole class was silently watching her
Demonstration in the front. She moaned when she insert one finger
Inside her.
"Ooh," Arienne moaned and closed her eyes. Her fingers were getting
Faster every rub she makes. Hansel was playing with her hard buds
Louder. Her toes were pointed and her legs shivered. She smiled at us
And sat properly. Inangat niya ang daliri niyang basa-basa kaya
Nagpalakpakan ang mga kaklase kong lalake. Inayos na rin niya ang bra
At uniform niya.
"Next, we have Hansel to demonstrate how to stimulate penis." Ani
Arienne. Agad naman tinanggal ni Hansel ang belt niya at binuksan ang
Zipper. Agad akong umiwas ng tingin nang ibaba niya ang pantalon niya.
"You need to see it girl. It's so big." Keila whispered and shake my
Shoulder.
"You need to." Aniya at pilit hinarap ang mukha ko kay Hansel. I blushed
When I saw his big cock. It's brownish, thick and long.
He started stroking his manhood up and down. His hand were on his
Waist as he throw his head back and close his eyes. He groans softly as
Arienne pulled Hansel to sit in the couch and she hold his cock. She
Began stroking his shaft in a fast pace as they kiss in front of us.
"Ooh, fuck." Hansel groan and cup Arienne's big mounds. Seconds later
"That's how you do it." Arienne smiled as she wipe the liquid off her
Hand, "We'll be giving you twenty minutes break and after that you need
To go back here and we'll do the quiz. We'll start with you." Turo niya
Napahawak kay Mika at Keila. Natawa na lang sila sakin. I can't do this!
"Maybe you need your partner's help." Mika utter as we eat lunch in the
Canteen.
"Yes, right. Ask for Saturn's help. He can make you do it." Keila added
Saan.
Namin, "Okay lang yan Fatima. Madali nga ang sa inyo compare mo
Samin."
Bago mag-salita.
"Sex, with dog style position. Pang-lima na nga yon." Sagot nito, "Ubos
Month sa mga estudyante. May check-up din ang lahat." Aniya kaya
"I smell something fishy." Natatawang saad ni Keila kaya natawa rin ako.
Nang makita niya ko ay agad siyang lumapit, "Hey." Bati niya kaya
Ngumiti ako.
"Uy, nandyan ka pala Saturn. Fatima needs your help in our quiz. She
Don't know how to masturbate-ouch girl. Why are you namamalo ba?"
"Really?" Saturn grinned at me and I shook my head, "Come on, I'll help
"Wait, no. I don't need your help." I nervously pulled my hand from his
Grip. He faced me with a smug on his face before scanning his eyes
Around.
The door and locked it. He immediately cup my face and kiss my lips. I
Moaned when he pushed me towards the sink and pulled me to sit on it.
We kiss and nip each other's lip aggressively. His hands caress my back
Down to my bottoms. He slip his hand inside my skirt and I felt him
"I'll help you ace your quiz babe." He groan and lean in to kiss my neck
Shoulder and let him take off my panties. My eyes widened when he
Smelled it.
"Saturn!" I gasped, "Nakakahiya ka! Ano ba!" Sigaw ko pero tumawa lang
Siya.
"Akin na to." Saad niya at binulsa ang panty ko. Pilit ko naman yon
Inabot pero iniwas lang niya ang sarili niya habang tumatawa, "You
"Yes, I won't. Because next time your pussy is the one I'll be smelling
And not your panties." He laughed again and I really want to bury my
Body in here.
Cheeks as he caress my thighs. I stare at him as his grin never leave his
Lips.
His hand were caressing my thighs higher and higher. My legs was a bit
Open because he's standing between me. I gasped when I felt his finger
Trace my slit.
I moan when he start rubbing my clit with his finger up and down. Our
And he lift my skirt up. I was moaning softly when he opened my wet
Up to my ears.
"Remember these babe. Always touch this part," He pushed his finger to
My clitoris making me moan louder, "Play with it like this." He flick his
Studyante.
He knock in the door before opening it. All eyes turned to us but he
Ignored it. "Good luck babe." He whispered and gave a soft kiss in my
"Miss Krisologo, you're next." Ani Arienne kaya tumango na lang ako.
Arienne. Mabuti na rin to para hindi nakakahiya. I don't want the boys to
See my vagina.
Up and down, imagining Saturn was in front of me and his finger was
To come out.
"Not bad for a first timer. I'll give you a ten!" Arienne said and smiled.
-�-
Nang matapos ang klase namin ay pumunta ako sa dorm ng mga boys.
Gusto kong mag-thank you kay Saturn dahil tinulungan niya ako sa quiz
Kumatok ako sa dorm nila. Wala pang ilang minuto ay bumukas na yon
His abs and down to the bulge in the towel covering his manhood.
"Like what you see? I can strip off if you want." Saturn chuckled and
Pulled me inside the dorm. He kissed my lips and pulled me towards the
"I just came here to say thank you. I got a perfect score in our quiz." I
Smiled at him. He knelt in the bed, me between his legs, before he lean
My eyes. I nod and wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him for a
Kiss.
He groan and kissed me back. It was slow and passionate. I can taste
The mint in Saturn's mouth as he nibble my lip. I suck and bite his lower
Lip gently before pushing my tongue inside his mouth, he groan and
Caress the side of my waist.
"Shit, can we fuck?" He asked and I shook my head before kissing him
Kiss torridly.
Louder.
Between. I haven't wear any panties yet. He smirk and lay me in the bed.
Buds.
Wobbled when I feel my climax getting nearer. I moan his name again
"God!" I grunt and gasped for air. I opened my eyes when Saturn stood
"Damn it baby, next time I'll be pushing my cock deep inside you.
Chapter 6
It's been two weeks since I entered Montenegro University. Hanggang
"Hey." I stopped walking when Xyrus greeted me. Ngumiti naman ako
Agad.
"For you." Inangat niya ang kamay niya at nanlaki ang mata ko sa
"Sa garden." He chuckled and scratch his head, "Bawal talaga mamitas
"Thank you for bringing me here Xyrus. I love this. Palagi na akong
"Sana ako na lang naging partner mo Fatima." Aniya kaya kumunot ang
"I'm sorry." Saad ko na lang. Hindi ko kasi alam ang sasabihin ko.
He chuckled, "It's fine, actually. I can see that you're happy with my
Cousin."
I blushed and tried not to smile. I don't know why but Saturn affects me
A lot. Yes, I really feel happy with him though I don't let everyone see it.
Sinasarili ko na lang mga nararamdaman ko. I feel like I'm easy to get
Because I almost give myself to him. But, he's just too irresistible. Kung
Ikaw ang hahalikan niya baka bumuka na lang ang hita mo sa kanya.
Ni Saturn ang paborito niyang anak na babae kaya nang mabuntis si tita
"Yes. But he have his dad. Hindi lang sila mag-kasundo lalo na't hindi
Siya lumaki kasama ang dad niya. Nilayo ni lolo si Saturn pagkapanganak neto at
ginawang Montenegro ang apilido imbis na apilido ng
Dad niya. Grandfather is really mad with uncle Steve because he's
I gasped, "I don't know what to say. Ganon pala ang history ng subject
He chuckled and look at me, "Ayaw ng mga Montenegro kay uncle Steve
Pero siya ang current president ng university na to. I don't know how
That happen but I heard my other relatives doesn't want to handle this
University. Baka yun ang dahilan bakit si uncle Steve ang humawak
"I don't know. I have the feeling that he's insane." Then he laughed.
Noong una kasi ay ang sungit niya at hindi ko siya matignan ng diretso
Sa mata dahil parang binabasa niya iniisip ko. May side din naman pala
Siyang mabait.
Sagot ko, "Strict si papa at mama. Ayaw nila kong mag-boyfriend kaya
Hindi ko naiintindihan bakit nila ko dinala dito. Ang sabi ni miss Lorenzo
Siya sakin.
"I don't know. Two weeks pa lang ako sa lugar na to Xyrus. I don't know
If I like it already. I still miss my life outside this campus. I miss hanging
Arm to me.
Became wider. I reach for his hand and he pulled me to stand up.
"Alright. Before we sneak out you should change your clothes first. Wear
Pants and t-shirt. Kung may cap ka suotin mo rin. Kung wala
Excited!
Itim na ripped jeans, itim na t-shirt at running shoes na kulay itim rin.
Buti na lang at walang pasok ngayon.
"Hey girl, where are you going?" Keila asked. Kakatapos lang neto
Maligo.
"Sama naman ako." She pouted and remove her towel. Naglagay siya ng
Napakamot ako sa ulo, "Ahm, saglit lang naman ako." Saad ko. Ngumiti
"Hindi ah. Sige Keila mauuna na ako." Sagot ko. She bid her goodbye
Xyrus yun at may ngiti sa labi niya. Naka-suot siya ng all black din. Naglagay siya
ng cap sa ulo ko at hinawakan ang pisngi ko.
Run. Natatawa din ako dahil ang bilis niyang tumakbo. We run as our
Hands intertwined.
Katao-tao dito at puro matataas na puno lang. Napa-kapit ako kay Xyrus
"Relax, I'm here." He whispered and I turn my head at him. Natigilan ako
Dahil ilang pulgada na lang ang layo ng mukha niya sakin. My heart
My smile widened when I saw the outside world. Nakita ko ang mga
Lang nakakita ng mga jeep. After two weeks! I'm now in the outside
World.
"Where do you want to go?" Xyrus asked and hold my hand. Napa-tingin
"Sa mall." Sagot ko, "Pero wala pala kong dalang pera." Bakit nga ba
Nakalimutan ko yun?
"Don't worry I'll treat you. Tutal ako naman ang nag-aya." He chuckled
"Palagi mo bang ginagawa to?" Tanong ko. Tumango naman siya, "Ang
Kesa naka-simangot.
I dip the fries in the sundae and stretched my arms, "Say aah." Nakangiting usal
ko. Sumubo naman si Xyrus kaya lalo akong natawa.
"You look beautiful when you're happy." Xyrus utter and I just smiled. I'm
After we eat our lunch, we watched movie and play arcades. Nang
Mapagod kami ay naupo kami sa isang bench at pinanood ang mga tao
Na dumadaan.
"Let's do this again Fatima." Saad ni Xyrus, "I'm happy when I'm with
You."
Hand and I just let him to hold me. Nakarating kami sa gate na
Madilim na ang lugar dahil natatakpan ng mga dahon ang sinag ng araw
I felt sad because I'm here again, "Thanks for today Xyrus."
"Hey, don't be sad. Gagawin natin to ulit wag kang magalala." He cupped
My face and lifted it, "Thank you too Fatima. I'm happy. Very happy."
"Next time ulit." Ngumiti ako sa kanya. He smiled before leaning down
Maluwag.
"Hey, have you seen Keila? Akala ko kasama mo siya." Tanong ni Mika
Kay Xyrus.
Umiling to, "No. I haven't see her." Sagot niya at muling binalik ang tingin
"Ano meron kahapon?" Singit ni Edryl. Umiling lang kami ni Xyrus, "Kayo
Ah." Nanliliit na matang aniya. Natawa na lang ako.
Waist and I feel awkward again. Hindi ko naman matanggal dahil baka
Naka-tingin samin. His cold eyes turned to Xyrus and I can see anger in
His eyes.
"Do you mind if I borrow Fatima?" He asked with coldness all over his
Voice. Hindi kumibo si Xyrus at humigpit ang hawak niya sa bewang ko.
"Saturn you're hurting her." Xyrus said. Bahagya siyang lumapit pero
"Back off Xyrus. Pinag-bigyan na kita kahapon. Don't fucking try getting
Agad niya kong hinila palayo kay Xyrus at marahas na binitawan nang
"Did you enjoy him huh? Did you enjoy fucking with Xyrus?!" He shouted.
"Ano bang sinasabi mo? Wala kaming ginawa!" Sigaw ko pabalik. Ano
"Bullshit!" He answered, "I fucking saw you last night. Tell me, where did
You two go?" He utter in a low and cold tone. His eyes were daggers like
And regret it. I saw pain in his eyes and he step backward, "I-I'm sorry.
"No, you're right." He utter and walked away. I felt pain in my chest when
He didn't look back. I run towards him and stop him. I hugged his back
As I feel the tears building up in my eyes.
"I'm sorry please. Wag kang aalis." Sagot ko. Pakiramdam ko kasi hindi
This?
I heard him sigh before removing my arms around his waist and walked
Chapter 7
It's been a week but I still haven't talk to Saturn. I tried but failed. Hindi
Kanya. I know I've hurt him or that's how I can see it. I miss him.
Ibang kasama yung gusto nilang babae kahit gaano pa siya kagalit
Kakausapin ka non."
"Hey girls." Umangat ang tingin namin nang dumating si Edryl. Umupo
Kasi sila."
Laughed.
"Hey," He called.
"Hi." I greeted.
I sighed and faced him, "I'm sorry Xyrus. Next time na lang." The smiled
Talaga baka makita nanaman kami ni Saturn at magalit ulit. I don't why
He's acting like that towards Xyrus. Wala naman kaming ginagawang
Masama diba?
"Okay lang." Sagot ko. Lalagpasan ko na sana siya ng hawakan niya ang
"Do you want to come with me?" He asked as his eyes settled in my
"Aray Shawn." Saad ko. Nginisian niya ko at dinikit sa pader. Lumingonlingon ito sa
paligid.
Ko at pinasok sa isang classroom. His eyes were red and puffy. I can
He chuckled and sniff my neck. I squirm and move my head away from
His face. He pinned me in the wall and harshly cupped my breast. I felt
My tears building in the side of my eyes.
Siyang panyo at tinali yon sa bibig ko. Tuluyan nang tumulo ang mga
"Damn! Shut up!" Gigil na bulong ni Shawn sakin at hinawakan ang paa
Ko, "Shut the fuck up or do you want me to put my cock in your mouth
Huh? You want that?" I shook my head and cried. Dapat pala inantay ko
I heard the door opened and Shawn cursed. I saw Saturn's furious face
When he saw me. He dragged Shawn away from me and kick him in his
Me.
"Shh, I'm here. I'm here." I hugged Saturn and cried in his arms. I'm so
Tinanggal niya ang coat na suot niya at tinakip sa katawan ko bago ako
Ibang studyante. I buried my face in Saturn's chest and let him carry me.
Busal ang bibig ko." Saad ko at muling umiyak. He cursed and hugged
Me.
"Shh. I'm here babe. I'm going to kill that bastard." He angrily said as he
Caress my hair.
"Saturn I'm sorry." Bulong ko. Hindi naman siya umimik, "I didn't mean
Ko. Hiniga niya naman ako at kinumutan, "Rest. I'm just going to make
That idiot pay for what he did to you. Babalikan kita." He gave a soft kiss
-�-
I woke up when I felt a heavy arm and leg hugging me. I grunt and
Smiled and stare at his handsome face. I'm glad we're okay now.
I lifted my hand and traced his nose down to his lips. Nagulat ako ng
Bigla niyang kagatin ang daliri ko pero agad ko naman tong nalayo. He
"Morning?" I asked and look at the bed side table. My eyes widened
When I saw the time. Seven forty am na! Mabilis na umupo ako sa kama
"Come here." Muli akong hinila ni Saturn pahiga sa tabi niya at binaon
Sa loob ng suot kong boxers kaya hinila ko yon palabas, "Come on."
Squeeze my butt gently. I stare at his face and he's biting his lips as he
Stare back at me. Dinantay ko ang legs ko sa waist niya.
Moan when he start tracing it up and down. I grip his hair and pulled him
For a kiss. It was an aggressive and rough kiss as his fingers are starting
To move fast.
"I miss you." He whispered and my heart thump. I smiled and him before
"Miss din kita." Saad ko. He pushed me to lay in the bed and moved on
Top of me. He kissed my neck and I felt him suck it before moving his
Head down to my chest. He slip his head inside my shirt and I pulled the
Blanket up to my shoulders.
When I felt his mouth sucking my nipple. He pulled my boxers down and
His fingers were teasing my wet folds. I caress his head over the shirt
Feel him playing my clitoris. I gasped when he bit my nipple hard. It was
I gasped for air when he stopped. He moved out from the blanket as he
"Sira ka. Pano kapag nagising sila?" Nanghihinang tanong ko. Yumakap
Ako sa kanya at ramdam ko ang pawis sa likod niya, "Wipe your body
Kumuha ng towel bago dumapa sa kama. I sat on his back and wipe the
Sweat away.
Umangat ang tingin ko nang makitang tumayo si Xyrus mula sa kama
Niya. His eyes settled on me before looking away. Binaba ko ang tingin
"Thanks babe." He smiled and kissed my lips, "I wonder when are we
"Bastos ka ah." Bulong ko din. He just laughed and remove the strands
Of hair in my face.
"At mayabang din." Dagdag ko. He just laughed and pulled me closer to
Him.
"Good morning!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Edryl kaya umangat ang tingin ko,
Mika.
"Girl what happened yesterday?" Tanong ni Keila, "Kicked out na daw si
Shawn."
"He almost raped me." I answered. Totoo naman diba? Muntik niya na
Kong pagsamantalahan.
Mika gasped, "Oh my god. Kaya pala galit na galit si Saturn kahapon.
Have you seen Shawn's face? I heard he got twenty stitches in his face."
"I told you girl. Galit na galit si Saturn kahapon. Hindi niya tinigilan si
Can't stop him." She answered. Hindi naman ako naka-imik. One side of
Me is telling me he deserves it. Pero ang konsensya ko ay naawa sa
"I should thank Saturn later. Kung di siya dumating baka kung ano ng
At him and he just sit in his seat. I sighed and walked away. Nasan ba
Kasi si Saturn?
Arienne. Tumango naman ako, "Oh, I'm glad nothing happened to you
Tumango naman ako, "Have you seen Saturn?" Nahihiyang tanong ko.
Lips touch mine. I pushed him and gave him a hard slap.
Neto ang pisngi niyang sinampal ko. I gasped when I saw him, "Bakit
"Nothing. I'm just playing pranks with you." Aniya at yumakap sa bewang
Ko, "I'm sorry." He groaned in my ears. I bit my lip when he rub his groin
"I can feel that." I answered. I felt his hand in my chest before he
His fingers before putting my nipple in his warm mouth. I moaned and
Grip his hair. He start to suck my nipple harshly. I cursed when he cup
Pulling away, "I'll fucking wait babe. I'll wait until you're ready. And when
That time has fucking come. I'm going to make you come again and
Again."
Chapter 8
"Bakit pa kasi kailangan mag-tiis ang mga lalake mabitin kung pwede
"Some guys fucks whoever they want. And some fucks with only one
Girl. Ang iba ay ayos na basta may mai-kama lang. While the other guys
"A fuck buddy is a friend with benefits. You can call him or her whenever
You want, wherever you want. Other people have rules with having a
Fuck buddy. Some makes a contract, this includes the terms and
Conditions that you can only fuck him or her until the contract end."
Madalas ay ganito na ang nangyayari ngayon. If you had sex with that
Certain person more than once, then you can call him or her your fuck
Buddy."
Tumango-tango naman kami. Ganon pala ang fuck buddy. Kaya nga
Fuck at buddy, sa sex lang kayo mag-kaibigan. Pero pano kaya yung
Mga taong nafafall sa fuck buddy nila? I bet they will have a hard time
"Pano po kapag na-in love sila sa fuck buddy nila?" Tanong ko.
"Falling in love," She chuckled making my forehead crinkled, "If you know
Your place in his or her life, you know when to stop and go on. That's
Why in fucking or being a fuck buddy, you shouldn't put feelings in it. Sa
Huli kasi ikaw lang masasaktan. You're a fuck buddy and you should
Know your limit. Kung alam mong nai-in love ka na, kailangan mo ng
Tumigil."
Sayo ng fuck buddy mo, talo ka. But how can you stop that feeling?
Pano kung kahit gusto mo siyang layuan, hindi mo magawa? Will you
"Hay nako girl, bakit kasi tinanong mo yun kay miss? Ang dami tuloy
"Naisip ko lang kasi. Parang ang hirap non. Mahal mo na yung fuck
Buddy mo pero hindi mo masabi dahil alam mo kung saan yung lugar
"You got a point Fatima." Mika said, "Ang hirap timbangin non."
"What?" I asked, shocked. Mika nod, "You mean, gagawin natin yon? Sa
She chuckled, "I don't know girl. Maybe or maybe not. I want to try it
Though."
"I don't want to try it." I shook my head and turn my gaze to Keila, "Ikaw,
Gusto mo ba?"
"I did a blowjob already girl." Aniya, "Xyrus is big. I think nasa ten inches
Look away.
"I don't know. Hindi ko pa nakikita." Saad ko. Tumawa naman yung
Dalawa.
"Same. Hindi ko pa nakikita yung kay Edryl. But I bet he's big. I can feel it
"Tama na nga girls." Nahihiyang saad ko. Hindi pa rin ako komportable
"By the way, malapit na ang acquaintance party at school festival ah."
"Yup. I think next week na ang practice natin para sa party." Sagot ni
"Wala pa. Ano bang dapat suotin?" Tanong ko. Malamang gown yon.
"I think any dress will do." Keila answered. Tumango na lang ako at inaya
As I cook our dinner I felt Keila sat on the dinning chair kaya humarap
"I cooked adobo." I answered. She nod and sighed, "Why? May
Problema?"
"Fatima, have you been in love before?" Tanong niyo sakin. Hinaan ko
"I had crushes before. But love? Hindi pa siguro." Saad ko. Ngumiti
"What if yung guy na gusto mo may gustong iba? At yung gusto niya,
"I'm going to be happy for them even if it hurts me." I smiled at her,
She nod, "I feel insecure to that girl. Mabait naman siya pero ewan!" She
Laughed.
"Sino ba yung gusto mo?" Tanong ko. She stare back at me and smiled
Namin."
"Ah, just be happy for them Kei." I told her. She just shrugged her
"Tawagin mo na lang ako pag kakain na. I'll just read books." Aniya bago
Umalis sa kusina.
I sighed and stared at the ceiling. Exactly a month since I came here in
Baka pag ginawa ko yon mawala ako sa gubat. Xyrus don't want to talk
Bumabalik si Mika. Baka mag-kasama sila ni Edryl. I look at the bed side
Tahimik ang buong hallway pati na rin ang campus. Malamang ay tulog
Na sila.
I sneak out and walked towards the dorm rooftop. Walang tao dito kaya
Students dito tulad ko? Do they miss their family? Tulad ko rin ba ang
Nagulat ako nang may babaeng lumabas mula sa dilim. She gasped in
Shock when she saw me. Lumakad to palapit sakin kaya napatayo ako.
"Fatima, ikaw pala. What are you doing here?" Arienne asked. Nakapantulog din siya.
Nang may isa pang tao na lumabas mula sa madilim na part ng rooftop.
"You can now leave Arienne." Xyrus utter. Nagpaalam naman sakin si
"Sige mauna na ko." Saad ko kay Xyrus pero hinila niya ko. He pinned
Me in the wall and I felt myself getting nervous. I stare at his eyes and
"Stay." He softly say before letting me go. Sumandal siya sa pader bago
Kanya.
"Galit ka ba sakin?" Tanong ko. Tutal nandito na rin naman siya eh.
"No." He answered.
"Then why are you ignoring me?" I asked and turn my head at him. He
"I'm saving myself." Aniya kaya naguluhan ako. "I'm saving myself from
"Can we stay like this for a while?" He asked. I didn't answer and let his
"Ayos lang." Aniya. Tumayo naman ako kay tumayo rin siya.
"I'm going. May classes pa ko." Paalam ko. Tumango naman siya at
And look back at him. Nakita kong nakaupo ulit to at naka-yuko ang ulo
It was our third subject when I felt dizzy. Kanina pa din ako bumabahing.
Nagluluha na rin ang mata ko. I think I'm going to be sick. Baka
Pabalik ng dorm.
"I'm okay. I'm just going to rest." I answered and followed it with a
"I'm okay girls. Magpapahinga lang ako at iinom ng gamot. Just tell our
Professors I'll be absent for today." Saad ko. They nod their heads. I felt
"Hey babe." He greeted. Kumunot ang noo niya, "Are you okay?"
Muna siya."
"No, it's okay." I said but Saturn nod his head before pulling me towards
Elevator. Hinawakan niya ang noo at leeg ko, "Damn, you're hot."
"I know I'm hot." I smiled and he grinned before pulling me closer to him.
"I'll be your hot doctor for today patient Fatima." He groaned in my ears.
Smiled at him.
He grinned and caress my legs over the blanket, "I don't accept a thank
"Inuubo ako. Mahahawa ka." Saad ko pero dahil makulit siya, hindi siya
Nakinig.
He move on my top and lean down to kiss me. I wrap my arms around
His neck and kiss him back. It was slow and passionate kiss. Hinila niya
Me. Niyakap niya ang braso niya sa bewang ko at inunan ang ulo ko sa
Braso niya.
I grunt and turned my back at Saturn. Baka kasi mahawa siya sakin. He
"Bakit kasi nagkasakit ka?" Tanong niya habang hinihimas ang bewang
Ko.
Ko sa kanya.
Nipple.
"Saturn, stop." I moaned. His other hand moved down and cupped my
Naman ako umimik, "Why don't you hold my cock babe?" He groaned
Closer and I bit my lip when he pushed his hard cock in my ass. He bend
Continue rubbing it. I moaned when he slip his hand inside my shorts
And rubbed my clitoris in a fast pace. I hold into his arm and moaned
Louder.
"Shit!" I moaned and my eyes rolled back in my head. This feels fucking
"I can't wait babe." He groaned and I giggled. I gave him a kiss before
Closing my eyes.
Chapter 9
Our lesson for today is about oral sex. At ang unang discussion ay ang
"Fellatio can be sexually arousing for both participants, and may lead to
Like most forms of sexual activity, oral sex creates a risk of contracting
Or anal sex."
Someone knocked on the door and a petite girl and a jock entered the
"This is Patricia and Aaron from section A and they will be your
Instructor for today." Miss Lorenzo walked towards the door, "And after
"What? No." I whispered. Bakit kailangan yun? I don't know how! And I
Can't do it.
"Hi guys! I will demo the way on how to give a blowjob. I know ang iba
Dito ay nagawa na yon kaya hindi na ko mahihirapan i-explain sa inyo
Yon. Just watch and learn." Patricia smiled before kneeling down. Si
His cock was thick and long. Patricia giggled before stroking Aaron's
Groin. The latter groaned and caress Patricia's hair as she lick the tip of
His manhood. She started bobbing her head as his shaft was being
Patricia hold into Aaron's waist when he hold her in her head and moved
His waist to push and pull his manhood inside Patricia's mouth. She
Gagged when Aaron pushed it deep inside her throat before pulling out.
His cock.
"Damn! I'm coming!" He grunt and stroke his shaft. A white liquid spurt
Kung kaya niyo naman i-deep throat ang mga partner niyo, gawin niyo.
That feels good for them. And don't forget to suck their cock while it's
Inside your mouth. Also you can play with their balls as you give them a
"Why? Gawin na natin yung assignment." Sagot ni Mika. "I bet Saturn is
In his dorm, why don't you come with me? Pupuntahan ko si Edryl dun
Eh."
"I don't know. I'm not yet ready." Tumigil ako sa paglalakad kaya tumigil
Din sila.
"Pano kung hindi ko kaya? Lahat ba ng titi dito kasing-laki ng mga nakita
"Gosh, you're so blunt kasi girl." Sagot ni Keila, "Some students naman
Ay may small na penis. Some has a big cock. I know Saturn's big. Nakwento sakin ng
naka-sex niya noon."
I felt my heart tightened. Oo nga pala, bago ako marami na siyang nakama. But why
would I be hurt? I feel jealous because of that, "Oh, okay.
Niya noon?"
"Just be yourself Fatima. Kung kaya mo, gawin mo. At kung hindi,
Sabihin mo na lang kay Saturn. You don't have to push yourself you
Know." Mika utter and smiled. I smiled back and thanked her.
"Is that Edryl?" Keila asked. Lumingon naman ako at nakita ko ngang si
"Are you okay?" I asked. Hindi siya umimik kaya hindi ko na lang ulit
Tinanong.
Pagdating namin sa dorm ay agad umiyak si Mika. She's hurt and she
Told us she likes Edryl. We did everything to make her feel better but to
"Baka naman may reason sa likod non." Sagot ko, "Maybe you should
Ask him."
"I saw it Fatima! With my own two eyes! He's responding with the kisses!
Umiling ito at muling kumuha ng tissue, "I'm going to cut off his dick!
The next day, wala daw kaming pasok dahil may meeting ang mga
Pasok natin sa Learning Pleasure non dahil after lunch ang practice."
Sabi ko kay Mika. Pero hindi siya umimik. Broken hearted pa rin ata to
Kay Edryl.
"Here, maybe this will make you feel better." Saad ko. Ngumiti naman
"Thanks girl." She utter and I nod. May kumatok naman sa pinto kaya
"I'll just get it." Saad ko at lumapit sa pinto. Binuksan ko yon at nakita ko
Si Edryl.
Stepping out the dorm and closing the door, "Fuck. Please Fatima I need
To talk to her."
Niya bago binalik ang tingin ko sa kanya, "She keeps on repeating that
She'll cut your dick off if she see you. Concern lang ako."
"Mika, talk to me. Please. I'm sorry. Come on hon." Lumapit si Edryl sa
Pinto at kumatok.
"Fuck yourself, moron!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Mika. I shook my head and
"Sige na Edryl. Next time mo na kausapin. She's really mad at you right
Now." Saad ko kay Edryl. Ngumiti na lang ako bago pumasok sa loob.
"Ang cute niyo. You'll make a good couple. Yung girlfriend na masungit
Bigla naman ngumiti si Mika, "Really? Pero di naman ako masungit ah."
Aniya.
"Ayoko nga! Mag-sama sila ng bitch niya." Napa-irap ito, "I'll really slap
I wore a simple shorts and t-shirt. Sinuklay ko rin ang mahabang buhok
"Just take your time. Make sure to use condom before fucking alright?"
Mata.
Natatawa.
Lumabas na ko ng dorm at bumaba. Nakita ko si Edryl sa student
"Babe you don't have to wreck the door." Aniya at hinila ako papasok
"I'm not wrecking it. I'm knocking." I answered and sit in his bed. Agad
"Let's sleep come on." He groaned and pulled me to lay beside him.
"May assignment ako." Bulong ko. Agad siyang dumilat at ngumiti kaya
Umiling siya, "No. I'm not sleepy." He grinned and smelled my neck,
Ang bawal haplos at hawak niya sakin. Tila sabik na sabik ang mga labi
He brushed his lips in my cheek and jaw. He start sucking my neck and
Give it a light lick. I moaned when he slip his hand in my shorts and cup
Down and sucking my little buds. I moaned and grip his hair.
Underwear. I pulled the blanket and covered myself, "Why babe? I've
"Nakakahiya." Sagot ko. Tumawa lang siya at hinila ang kumot paalis sa
Groaned and kiss my lips, "This is mine and this," He cupped my pussy
That."
Lean down and suck my nipple, swirling his tongue and flicking it before
Giving it a gentle bite. I gasped when he tried pushing his finger inside
Me.
"Shit!" I cried and reached my climax. My whole body shiver and I felt
Really weak this time. I was panting when Saturn lay beside me.
Ko.
He stare at me, "I don't want you to do it to me babe. I respect you and
You're different from the girls I had fucked. You're not a cheap whore
Fatima. You're my girl and doing it makes me treat you as one of the
Chapter 10
"Before you practice your dance in the upcoming acquaintance party, I
Would like you give you first a small discussion." Miss Lorenzo fix her
The vagina using the lips and tongue. This includes the sucking, flicking
And kissing it. Some people inserts finger to a woman's pussy to add
Moaning loud as the man give her a cunnilingus. I felt my body burned
Isa-isa niyong ipapakita sakin kung pano yon gawin." Ani miss Lorenzo,
"Dismissed!"
Para kumain ng lunch. I ordered a rice and fried chicken. Hindi kasi ako
"Hi." Umangat ang tingin namin nang sumulpot si Saturn. Umupo ito sa
"Hey, kumain ka na?" Tanong ko. Tumango ito habang nakatitig sakin.
"Eat well. May gagawin tayo mamaya." Bulong niya sakin. I felt myself
Blushed and smiled at him. He grinned and wrap his arms around my
Waist.
Tanong pa niya.
"Kasi kung wala naman may ire-reto ako dito sa friend ko na senior. He
Likes Fati-"
"No one will like Fatima because she's mine." Saturn angrily answered.
Napa-tingin ako sa kanya at kita ko ang matalim na titig niya kay Keila,
"Who the fuck is that senior? I'm going to teach that son of a bitch his
Fucking lesson."
"Ako lang ang pwede magka-gusto kay Fatima." Saad niya habang nakatingin sakin,
"And if someone likes her, I'm going to kick his ass off."
"Oh," They teased. Our eyes settled with each other when he smiled. He
"I'll see you later babe. Get your pussy ready." He whispered in my ear
Na ngiti.
"Ano ba kayo." Nahihiyang saad ko. Totoo ba ang sinabi niya? He likes
Me? Is it true? A part of me wants to believe it. And one part of me tells
Me that I'm just his past time. I sighed and turn my eyes back to the
My heart is pounding fast and I can't get the words he said off my mind.
Girl. Pero sino bang hindi mahuhulog ang loob sa isang Saturn
Nandon lahat ng year levels mula first to fourth year. Pumunta kami sa
Ako.
Umiling siya bago tumingin sakin, "They hate school parties like this.
I sighed and turn my attention to the gay professor who will teach us the
Dance steps. Suddenly, our classmates began giggling. May pa-ilan ilan
"Yes, Sir!" Edryl happily answered but my eyes settled to Saturn's eyes.
Kanya.
"What?" I asked as I look at Mika and Edryl walking away from the
Gymnasium.
"I miss you." He groaned and I felt his hand in my ass. My heart pound
And turn my gaze at him. He has a playful grin in his lips before he lean
"Miss Krisologo," Tawag sakin kaya nagulat ako, "Oh, mamaya na kayo
Mag-harutan dyan. This will be your partner." Dagdag neto. Umiwas ako
"No fucking way." Saturn utter in low voice and his grip in my waist
"Don't be fucking greedy Saturn. Partner ko siya kaya kahit yun lang
I looked back at Saturn and he's looking intently at me. Naputol lang ang
Me.
"Hi." He greeted and I smiled a little, "Sorry for dragging you. Alam ko
Tinignan yon.
"I'm sorry." Aniya. Tumango lang ako at humarap kay Sir Santos ng magsimula siyang
mag-turo ng steps.
Xyrus hold my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck then we
Started swaying as the song played. He hold my waist and gently bend
Me in my back.
"I-I don't know Xyrus." I utter. Inikot niya ko at yumakap sa likod ko dahil
Intertwined.
"What the fuck are you doing?" Saturn exclaimed and pushed Xyrus in
"Saturn." Pigil ko sa kanya. Mas humigpit ang hawak niya sakin kaya
Rin akong hinihila. An arm pulled me away from Saturn's grip. Tinago ako
"You're hurting her Saturn." Xyrus answered and covered me with his
Sila.
"It's none of your business!" Ani Saturn at humakbang para kunin ako
Pero tinulak siya ni Xyrus, "Umalis ka sa harap ko!" Napapikit ako nang
Sumigaw si Saturn.
Saturn suddenly pulled Xyrus in his collar and gave him a hard punch.
Stopped them. I felt my tears building in the side of my eyes. Hindi ako
Umawat sa kanila.
Mika.
"Bullshit! You did that years ago and you're doing it again!" Pumiglas si
Ni Edryl.
"Wala akong inagaw sayo Saturn. Tingin mo bakit ka nila iniiwan? Dahil
Fatima sayo! Tingin mo bakit ka niya iniwan noon? Bakit mas pinili niya
"Damn you!"
A man in his late forties walked towards us. "Anong nangyayari?" Muling
Sigaw neto.
"None of your business." Saturn shrug Edryl's hand off his shoulder.
"Don't talk with me in that tone Saturn! Give at least some respect to
"You," Turo neto kay Xyrus, "Sumama ka sakin sa opisina." Dagdag neto
I sighed and sat in the floor. Nanghina ako dahil sa nangyari kanina. I
Was so scared and helpless. Dahil sakin nag-away sila. Pero ano bang
"Oh, ayan kasi malandi ang iba dyan kaya nag-away tuloy si Saturn and
Sila pinansin at tumayo bago lumakad palayo. Ramdam ko din ang mga
"I know." I sighed, "I want to be alone Mika. Mamaya na lang tayo magusap." Pilit
akong ngumiti bago lumakad papuntang school garden.
That Jenine said affect me. Hindi naman ako malandi, wala akong
Nilalandi. But why do I feel like she's right? Because of me the two
I wish I have my mom right now. Gusto kong i-labas sa kanya lahat ng
Sama ng loob ko. I want to tell her that I want to go home, I want to go
My peace of mind.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He said and hugged me. He buried his head in my
"I'm sorry I've hurt you. I'm sorry I've scared you." He whispered and kiss
"Galit ka?" Tanong niya. Umiling lang ako at lumakad palayo. Agad
Tumigil ako at hinarap siya, "Hindi ako galit Saturn. Wala akong
Karapatan magalit sayo. Kaano ano mo ba ko? I'm just your partner who
You're mine. Akin ka at wala kang kasalanan kung bakit nag-away kami
Ni Xyrus. I told you already, I don't like sharing what's mine and what he
Did earlier pissed the shit out of me. It's not your fault that I got angry
Came."
Tanungin si Saturn ang tungkol don pero sino ba ko? Hindi niya naman
Ako girlfriend. Like what miss Lorenzo said, I know where I stand in his
"Hindi naman ako galit." Saad ko at yumuko, "Natakot lang ako kanina.
"Shh, it's not your fault alright? Tama na to. Wag na natin pag-usapan."
Aniya at hinalikan ang labi ko, "I'll make you feel better." He added and
Pulled me to walk.
He stand up and pull my hand before putting it over his hard groin. I bit
My lip and caress it. It's so hard. He groaned and I meet his eyes. He
Aggressively and parted my legs. I moaned when I felt his hard cock
Between my thighs.
Hand in the head board and my eyes widened when he took a rope in the
Kiss the skin around my nipple. He suck it and bite it making me gasped.
And pulled my hand. I want to grip his hair but my hands are tied.
Saturn knelt in the bed and pulled my jogging pants down with my
Clitoris.
"I want you to scream my name babe." He said before leaning down his
Head. I gasped when I felt his lips kissing my inner thighs down to my
Between.
"Saturn!" I called him when he suck my clit. My legs wobble and I squirm
When he start flicking his tongue up and down. I keep on moaning and
"Ooh, fuck!" I cried and he stuck his tongue in my core. I bit my lip as he
Reach for my breasts and squeeze it. I turn my gaze down and meet his
I felt the cloud nine hugging me. I feel weak when Saturn stopped
Licking me. He lean and kissed my lips and I tasted myself in his lips. He
Nipple.
Chapter 11
Ko para umalis pero narinig ko ang paguusap nila. Alam kong masama
"Xyrus please. Don't do this." I heard Keila begged. Sumilip ako at nakita
"Just stop this Keila. I told you I don't like you!" Sagot ni Xyrus at
"But we had sex Xyrus. Tsaka diba sweet ka sakin? Wala bang ibig
"Fuck. Stop it! What the hell is your problem?" Xyrus shouted.
"I love you Xyrus!" Keila confessed, "Bakit ba ayaw mo sakin?!" Matagal
Ko ang pangalan ko, "Si Fatima ba? Siya ba? Tell me Xyrus! Siya ba?!"
This!"
Nanginginig. Xyrus loves me. Mahal niya ko. I don't know what should I
Do!
I like Xyrus as my friend. Mabait to sakin at nagpapasalamat ako dahil
Naging maayos kaming dalawa. But I didn't expect that he'll reach the
"How's my babe?" He asked and sat beside me. He rested his hand in
"Anong kalokohan nanaman yan?" Taas kilay kong tanong kaya natawa
Siya.
"Kalokohan agad? I just miss you." He whispered and pulled my legs and
Siya.
"Malapit na ang school fest." Aniya at ngumisi, "Let's cuddle that day
"Gagawin din naman natin yon. Bakit di na natin unahan? I can wait but I
Can't wait at the same time." He pulled my chin using his fingers and
Ko.
"Fine. I'll wait." He chuckled. Natahimik saglit si Saturn bago muling nagsalita,
"Let's go babe."
Nilapag niya ang paa ko sa lupa bago ako hinawakan sa kamay at hinila.
Hinatid ako ni Saturn sa classroom namin at ngumiti, "I'll see you later."
Greeted them but only Mika greeted me back. Tumabi ako kay Mika
Ngunit hindi nila ko pinansin. I felt out of place for a minute until the
"Since miss Lorenzo is not around, I'll be your substitute professor for
Today." The man in his early thirties greeted, "My name is Yuan
Experiment."
"Sperm is the male reproductive cell and is derived from the Greek word
The size of the gametes with the smaller one being termed the male or
Sperm cell." Professor Capistrano took the box and distributed the small
Oral sex to your partner and put the semen in that containers. Dapat ay
Niyo." He smiled at us and clapped his hands, "I'll be waiting until three
Pm. Dismissed."
Loner ako dahil hindi ako kinakausap ni Keila at hinihila niya palayo sakin
Si Mika. Is it because Xyrus loves me? O may iba pang rason kaya hindi
Niya ko kinakausap?
I heard a knock in the door and I lazily walk towards it. I opened it and
"Are you alright babe?" He asked and cupped my face. I nodded and
"What?" Gulat kong tanong. Tinignan naman niya ko, "Ayos lang ako
"I miss you already." He groaned in my ear and hugged me from behind.
"Three hours lang tayo di magkasama." Sagot ko. Hindi naman siya
Whenever Saturn is beside me. I feel happy when he's making sweet
Bigla niya naman akong hinarap at ayan nanaman ang ngisi niya. I rolled
I sighed and smiled at him, "I need your sperm babe." I seductively said.
Face? Or maybe you want to feel my orgasm inside you?" He asked and
My eyes widened.
"Saturn!" I laughed. He's really hot when talking dirty to me. I feel like I'm
Horny.
Thighs. He removed his uniform and throw it in the floor. My hands reach
For his abs and caress it. I heard him groan. I bit my lip and trail my hand
To his abdomen down to his groin. I gently squeeze it. "Fuck, you're
"Saturn." I called him and bit my lip. He removed his belt and opened his
Pulled it closer to his body. I felt his hands over my breasts and harshly
Squeeze it. I moaned and wrap my arms around his neck. He removed
Chest.
The cup of my bra and stare at my hard buds before rubbing his thumbs
"Saturn." I moaned and grip his hair. He suck one nipple and twirl his
Tongue around it before giving a gentle bite. I gasped as the pain added
Opened my mouth and he pushed his tongue inside me. He play with my
Tongue and sucked it before biting my lip and brushing his lips down to
His tongue in my wet folds. I moaned and called his name as my eyes
I felt his finger teasing my core up and down. I bit my lip and grunt when
Didn't stop him. I moan louder when I felt his finger inside me.
"Shit!" I cried and grip his hair. He start pushing his finger in and out as
"Does it hurt?" He asked and I nod. The sting is freaking painful but I
Thrust faster. I felt him move his finger upwards and I cried in pleasure,
"Fuck, Saturn!"
He added another finger and he kneel in the bed. He raise my leg in his
Curled as I feel my climax building inside me. I grip the bet sheet and
Vagina.
I was panting when Saturn raise his hand and it's dripping wet. I cursed
"I want you so fucking bad Fatima." He groaned. He pulled his slacks
Down and his boxers showed. I stare at the big bulge in his between and
He cupped it, "I want to ravish you, to fuck you deep and fast, to make
"Saturn." I bit my lip. I'm not yet ready. Hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko
Smiled. I inhaled and exhaled before pulling his boxer down and his big
Groin. It was hot and hard. It's big and throbbing. I opened my mouth
"Why?" I asked.
"Yeah, we'll do that." He grinned and lay me in the bed. He kneel his
Knees beside me, I'm between his legs and his groin is leveled in my
Breasts.
"What are you doing?" I asked. He pushed my breast together and asked
Breasts.
His thrust were getting a little faster. I pushed my breasts tighter and he
Groaned. He cursed and caress my lips before pushing his thumb inside
My mouth. I sucked his thumb as our eyes settled with each other.
For the container when he start stroking his groin, "What are you doing?"
He asked when I put the cup in the head of his cock.
"Damn." He groaned before pulling his cock away. I stare at him and
Smiled.
We cuddle in bed.
"I never felt this way before." Saturn stated as I rest my head in his
Chest.
Chapter 12
As days goes by, I noticed that Keila is not talking to me. Hind na rin siya
Natutulog sa dorm namin at pati si Mika ay hindi na alam kung saan siya
Nagpupunta. She's starting to look like a mess. She doesn't wear makeup anymore.
Her hair is always tied in a bun. There are bags under her
"Yes?"
"I don't know girl. Hindi ko na rin gaano nakakausap si Keila. She's
Avoiding me too and lately she's hanging out with seniors." Sagot nito
Binabasa ko. Malapit na rin kasi ang prelims namin. Next month na yon.
"Yes! I'm super duper excited. Anong susuotin mo? We can drop by to
The tailor later so we can look for a gown to wear." She smiled widely.
Ito.
"Mas okay kung ipapakita mo ang cleavage mo girl." Aniya, "Ang laki
"Hey hon." Umangat ang tingin ko nang dumating si Edryl. Humalik ito
Smiled.
Of place. Tsaka nakaka-inggit din sila ah. Para silang couple na.
"Hindi ko nakikita si Xyrus lately, hon. Nasan pala siya?" Tanong ni Mika
"Nasa dorm lang siya." Aniya, "Mamaya naman makikita niyo yon since
Our eyes met but she just coldly stare back at me before turning back
Her gaze to the guys she's talking with. I sighed and continued walking.
Bakit ba siya nagagalit sakin? Dahil ba ako ang gusto ni Xyrus at hindi
"Saturn? Ang init init naka-suot ka nyan." Saad ko. Ngumisi lang siya at
Mabilis na humalik sa labi ko.
"I saw you walking that's why." Aniya, "Kanina pa kita hinahanap. Buti
Tumango na lang ako. Binitbit naman niya yung mga dala kong libro at
Gumawa ng cake.
"Of course babe. I'm a culinary student." He grinned and kissed my lips.
"Hmm, pizza and cake movie date tonight?" I excitedly nod and cling my
Daw sa dorm nila. Inayos namin ang mga pinamili namin sa ref at cup
"Change your clothes first babe. Uuwi muna ko sa dorm para kumuha ng
Noo ko.
"I'll wait for you here." I whispered and meet his eyes.
"My heart is hurting whenever you're with my cousin." He look at me, "I'm
So jealous and I don't want you near him Fatima. Gusto kong ako lang
Ang hahawak sayo ng ganito at gusto kong ako lang ang yayakap sayo
Ng ganito."
My heart raced with what he said. Damn, I'm falling Saturn. Unti-unti na
Lang ay babagsak na ko. I just hope you're there to catch me, babe.
"Saturn."
He smiled and kissed my lips, "Go and change your clothes babe.
"I'm done." I smiled. He glanced at his wrist watch and shook his head.
"One hour and ten minutes." He utter and I laughed. Lumapit ako sa
"Let's go babe." Sagot ko nang hindi naaalis ang ngiti sa labi ko.
Shoulder. I hug his waist as we walk towards the gymnasium. All eyes
"Oh god, you're finally here!" The gay professor exclaimed, "Sige na't
Sighed and walk towards my partner, "Hi." I greeted him but he just stare
"How are you?" Xyrus asked and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I'm fine." I tried smiling but his look to me is making me feel awkward.
Para kasing binabasa niya ang iniisip ko dahil sobra siyang makatitig.
"Let's start our date?" Tanong niya. Humarap naman ako sa kanya at
"I'll sleep with Edryl tonight. Is it okay with you?" She asked and pouted.
"Sige. Wag muna kayo gumawa ng baby ni Saturn ha." Aniya at tumawa.
Mika at kinuha ang bag niya bago lumabas ng dorm. Ni-lock naman ni
Saturn yon at hinubad ang mga damit niya. He left his boxers on.
"Babe, don't wear clothes when you're with me." He grinned and I rolled
"Saturn!" Gulat kong saad ng mapaupo ako sa hita niya. He groaned and
"I fucking want you." He groaned and slip his hand under my brassiere. I
"I can't get enough of you." He said and walk towards the kitchen. I
"Tikman mo." He scoop his finger in the chocolate and move his hand in
My face. I hold his hand and look at his eyes before I suck his finger.
"Hmm." I nod before pulling his hand away, "Masarap." Saad ko pero
He grunt and turn his back at me. I chuckled and prepared the chicken
"All done!" I smiled. Kinuha lang niya at mga hiniwa ko at nilagay yon sa
Kami ay inantay na lang namin ma-bake yung cake kaya umupo ako sa
Dinning chair.
"I want you." I teased him. Kumunot lang ang noo niya at umiwas ng
I want Saturn to touch me so bad. I want his fingers inside me. I want
His mouth sucking me. I want his hands squeezing my breasts. Damn! I
And he bit his lips. I stood up and walk towards my bed. His eyes never
Me. He hold my thighs and pulled me at the edge of the bed and pulled
My panties off.
Kiss my pussy. I moaned when I feel his tongue licking my wet folds up
And down. I grip his hair and pulled his hand to squeeze my breast.
My toes curled when he insert two fingers inside me. It hurts but I
Louder.
"Shit! I'm coming!" I cried and my legs shivered when I had my orgasm. I
And lifted my leg in his shoulders. I bit my lip when he slowly pushed his
Cock inside me. I gasped and pulled my body away when I felt the pain.
"I'm sorry." He whispered and lay beside me, "Wag muna ngayon."
Dagdag pa niya.
Kissed my forehead.
Nang matapos namin i-bake ang cake at pizza, nanood kami ng movie
Dahil puro porn ang laman ng files niya. He laughed as we watch The
"He's so funny." He utter and chuckled. I smiled naughtily and grab his
"Yes?" I asked and slip my hand under his boxers, "You're hard." I utter
Hita niya pabukaka. Hinila ko pababa ang boxers niya bago binalikan
"I want to try giving you a blowjob Saturn." I utter. He just shook his head
"I'll give you a handjob instead." I answered and he let me go. I smiled
Playfully and hold his hard cock. I began stroking it fast and he groaned.
Over my shirt. He pulled me to lay in the bed and kneel up. He removed
"I'll do this to you." He groaned and I felt him slap his cock in my pussy. I
Pussy.
"Saturn." I moaned when he push faster. He grunt and his cock throbbed
Before he gave a huge release. He let go of my legs and parted it, his
"Let's do this again Saturn." Saad ko. Tumabi siya sakin at humalik sa
Pisngi ko.
"Nakakabitin." Bulong niya, "But sure, we'll do this again." He smiled and
We continued our date night inside my dorm.
Chapter 13
"Miss Krisologo."
Lumapit si miss Dizon sakin at nilapag ang isang folder na may mga
Papel sa loob.
"I want you to check this test papers. Eto ang answers sheet," May
"Okay po." I sighed and look at the papers she gave me. Bakit ako pa?
"Girl do you want me to help you?" Tanong sakin ni Mika pero umiling
"No, it's okay. Kaya ko to." Sagot ko. Tsaka isa pa may date ata sila ni
Kanina sa english.
"Hey," He greeted.
"Yup. Nautusan mag-check." Sagot ko. Tumango naman siya at naglabas ng red ballpen.
Folders.
"No problem. Hatid na kita." Aniya at kinuha ang folder sa kamay ko.
"Good afternoon Sir Steve." I greeted and looked down. His eyes are too
"Xyrus, buti at nakita kita. Hindi ko kasi makita ang gagong anak ko." He
Mautusan na professor."
"Excuse me?" Sir Steve raised his brows and Xyrus shook his head.
"Alright. I'll do it." Sagot ni Xyrus. Inabutan naman ni Sir Steve ng five
Bumaba kami sa main building at nakita ang kotse ni sir Steve na nakapark sa harap
ng building. Sumakay kami don at pinaandar ni Xyrus yon
Dapat pala ay gamitin namin tong kotse ni Sir Steve para makalabas ng
Campus.
Cartolinas in different color, fifty box of thumb tax and fifty glue gun
Stick.
The cashier smiled at us, I mean to Xyrus, before punching the items,
"Four thousand and twenty five pesos Sir." She flirted Xyrus.
"Here." Inabot ni Xyrus and limang libo at agad naman yon kinuhang
Cashier.
"Your change Sir." Binigay niya kay Xyrus ang sukli at ngumiti. Napa-iling
Namin.
"Do you want to eat?" He asked. Medyo gutom na nga ako pero wala
Umorder siya ng rice and chickenjoy. Agad naman akong kumain dahil
"Careful." He utter and reach his hand to my face and wipe my lips. He
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine. Why are you asking?" I shook my head and tried
To smile.
"Ayos lang ako. Hindi mo kailangan mag-alala, kung yun nga ang dahilan
Sa plato ko.
"Nope. She's hanging out with her new friends." Sagot niya at sumubo
Tumigil ang kotse sa isang lugar kung saan maraming tao. May mga
You something." He step out of the car and opened the door for me. Nilock muna niya
ang pinto bago niya ko hinila papasok sa loob ng gate
Ko.
Lumanghap ng hangin.
"Wait. Magpapahinga lang ako." Hinihingal kong saad pero hinila pa rin
Niya ko.
Buhok ko. I smiled as I stare at the view. I heard a click and a flash in my
Lalake.
"Eto manong." Lumingon ako kay Xyrus ng mag-abot siya ng isang daan,
Ngumiti naman ako at nag-flash ang camera. Inabot niya samin ang
Picture.
"I'll keep this both." Xyrus smiled and pinch my cheeks. I awkwardly
Pagbaba namin.
Nagising na lang ako ng alugin ni Xyrus ang balikat ko. I yawned and
"Hala!" Bigla kong nag-panic. Shit, I forgot! May usapan kami ni Saturn
"Ihahatid na kita sa dorm mo." Saad niya pero umiling ako, "I insist."
Dorm. I'm so freaking nervous and scared. Natatakot ako dahil alam
"Please." I sighed and stare back at him. Nang hindi siya sumagot ay
Lumakad na ko palayo.
I cursed mentally when I saw Saturn sitting beside the dorm. Mukhang
Siyang tumayo.
"Where have you been? Alam mo bang limang oras na kong nagaantay
"Aw, nasasaktan ako!" Sigaw ko pero hindi siya umimik. Umangat ang
Tingin ko nang tumigil si Saturn sa paglalakad at nakita ko si Xyrus.
Inakbayan.
"Don't hurt her Saturn." Xyrus calmly utter. I bit my lip and looked down.
Saturn again and again. I pulled Xyrus' uniform but he's gripping Saturn's
Shirt.
"I'm not hurting her!" Sigaw ni Saturn at dinura ang dugo sa bibig niya.
My tears fell and I nod, "Damn it! Why won't you fucking listen to me
"I just helped him Saturn! Ano bang problema don?!" Sigaw ko rin at
Pinunasan ang luha ko, "You keep on telling me to stay away from Xyrus!
Rin ba naiintindihan?! I want you just for myself! I don't want any men
"I'm not yours Saturn! Walang nagma-may-ari sakin!" Sagot ko. Mabilis
Aggressively and I tried pushing him but he just hugged me. I give up
And kissed him back. His kisses turned to passionate and slow before
And kissed my forehead, "Damn it Fatima. I'm falling in love with you. I'm
-�-
After Saturn's confession, mas naging sweet to sakin. Panay pa rin ang
"I'll see you later, sweetheart." He smiled and kissed my lips. Muling
Hindi ko na alam kung saan ilalagay ang kilig at saya ko. I'm happy that
Our feelings are mutual. Masaya ako na kahit nag-umpisa kami bilang
Words cannot express how much happy I am. I thought entering this
University will be boring and hell to me but then I met this hothandsome-sweet
playboy-Saturn Montenegro. And he just made my
"To the most beautiful girl I know." He smiled and handed me the
Flowers but I can't hold it anymore. He chuckled and help me hold it.
Chapter 14
Today is the acquaintance party. Noong umaga ay nag-general practice kami ng isang
beses
Bago kami hinayaan na mag-ayos na. It's exactly three PM when we're done fixing
ourselves.
I wore a red heart shaped tubed gown that hugs my body. Medyo revealing to dahil
kita ang
Cleavage ko. Naka-lugay lang ang mahabang buhok ko at kinulot ni Mika ang dulo non.
I also
"I know right." She laughed and a knock cut our conversation. Lumapit siya don at
si Edryl
"Wow honey! Ang gwapo mo. Mukha kang bad boy dyan sa buhok mo." Ani Mika at tumawa.
"You look sexy too hon. Let's go?" Tanong niya. Tumango naman si Mika at inaya na
kong
The whole place shouts elegance in my face. Makinang ang buong paligid at hindi mo
Aakalaing basketball court to. The floor was carpeted. The ceiling was covered with
lights.
The chairs and tables are covered with silver and gold linens. The lights was
making the
Whole place shining. May masiglang tugtog din kaya naman nagkaka-sayahan na ang
lahat.
Inaya ako ni Mika sa table namin kung saan nandon din ang partners namin para sa
sayaw. I
Sat beside Xyrus and Mika was on my right and beside her was Edryl. I smiled at
Xyrus but
He just look away.
Tahimik lang akong nakaupo dito hanggang sa mag-simula ang program. Sir Steve gave
an
Xyrus guided me when we're the next to dance. He pulled me to the dance floor and
hold in
My waist. Hinanap naman ng mata ko si Saturn dahil wala ito sa pwesto niya. Wala
din ang
"You'll see him later." Xyrus utter and I look at him. He has a small smile in his
lips, "I'll be
"For what?" I asked. Umayos kami ng tayo nang mag-simulang tumugtog ang kanta.
Hindi siya umimik at nag-simula kaming sumayaw. He wrapped his arms around my waist
And I wrapped my arms around his neck. He gently bend my body and turned me around
Before hugging me from behind. He step backwards and slide his hand away from mine
and
I look back at him. He turned around and I step forward to touch his shoulders.
Biglang umikot si Xyrus at niyakap ako. Nagulat ako dahil wala yon sa step namin.
Nakita ko
Rin na napatingin samin ang iba naming katabi at sinenyasan na sumabay kami.
"Xyrus." Tawag ko sa kanya pero hindi siya umimik. Naramdaman kong may tumulo sa
"Fuck. I love you." He utter and I was stunned to move. "I love you, I love you."
He repeated
Again and again. He pushed me gently and he wiped his tears before pulling me away
from
"Xyrus." I whispered. I don't know what to say or do. I just stood there like an
idiot.
"I'm sorry." He chuckled and faced me. His eyes were red from crying, "I'm sorry I
fell in love
With you. It's so fucking fast Fatima. I just woke up one day I want to be beside
you." He
Paused and tears run down from his face. I bit my lip and to stop myself from
crying.
"No, no. Wala kang kasalanan Fatima." Aniya at pinunasan ang luha na tumulo sa mata
ko,
"Just be happy with Saturn. Alam kong aalagaan ka niya. And if he hurt you, I
fucking
Promise that I'll kick his ass for you. I'll always be your friend Fatima."
He's hurt because of me. I'll make sure that I will be a good friend for Xyrus.
That's all I can
"Girl what happened?" Tanong ni Mika, "Bigla kayong tumigil ni Xyrus kanina at
lumabas
Kayo."
"Wala. We talked about something." Saad ko at tumingin kay Edryl dahil nakatitig to
sakin. He
Just smiled and nod at me. I sighed and sat beside Mika.
We had our dinner first before the dance floor opened for us. Marami agad couple na
Sumayaw kasama na don sila Mika. Ako naman ay nanatiling nakaupo. Hindi pa rin kasi
ako
Nag-iba ang kanta at narinig ko na may mga nag-tilian. Hindi ko naman yon pinansin
at
Nanatiling naka-upo. The song played and a familiar voice started singing. Napa-
lingon ako
The dance floor. My heart was beating fast and loud. My palms were cold because of
Nervousness. I stare at Saturn as he sing. And after he sang the chorus, he stopped
and
Smiled at me.
"What is this?" I asked. May lumapit na lalake sa kanya at inabutan siya ng bouquet
of red
Roses.
"Fatima," He called and lean down to kiss my lips, "I thought this desire for your
is just a lust.
I thought this thumping of my heart whenever I see you is normal. I thought seeing
you with
Another guy is just fine with me because you're just my partner, but no. I fucking
feel jealous
And my mind is telling me to pull you in my arms and hold you tight."
My eyes got teary because of what he said. The people around us were watching us
like
"Tonight, I'm going to tell you this, to everyone in this university. To all the
guys who wants
You. Fatima," He sighed and knelt down. I covered my mouth and everyone starts
teasing us,
"I fucking want you to be mine babe. I want to label us tonight. I want the people
here to
Know that you're mine and I'm only yours. Fatima, will you be my girlfriend?"
He smiled and offer the red roses to me. I didn't expect this to happen. I never
thought Saturn
Wants me as his girlfriend. I never thought that he'll ask me tonight. My tears
fell from my
Eyes as I nod.
"Yes, Saturn, yes." I cried and hugged him. He carried me and turned me around
before
Putting me down. He lean down and kissed me passionately. I heard the students clap
their
This night is the best nights I've ever had. We danced in slow music and high
tempo. We
Laughed and kissed all night. And we were awarded as MU's couple of the night.
After the
Eto rin ang unang gabi na wala kaming ginawa. Magka-yakap lang kami at tahimik na
Magkatabi. I'm so happy. Palagi ko naman sinasabi kung gaano ako kasaya kapag
kasama si
Saturn. This is a new feeling for me. The fast beating of my heart, the happiness
that fills my
"I just want to be with you. I'll ask Edryl too. I know he'll come with me." He
smiled and gently
Pinch my cheeks.
"Sige. I'm excited to be with you too." I utter and hugged him.
The next days, Saturn decided to talk to Edryl. Di namin sila mahagilap at buti na
lang ay
"Hey lovers." We greeted. They smiled at us and we seat in the vacant chairs in
their table.
I smiled, "It's great. We're both happy." I answered and rested my head to Saturn's
chest. He
"Kayo naman? Are you guys dating?" Saturn asked. They look at each other with so
much
"Si Xyrus na lang pala ang single." Singit ni Mika. Hindi naman kami naka-imik. I
wonder how
Is he now? "Sorry"
"It's okay hon. I know someday Xyrus can find the girl for her." Edryl answerer. I
sighed and
Looked down.
"I planned to change section." Singit ni Saturn, "Lilipat ako sa section D. Mas
gusto kong
Makasama si Fatima."
"Lilipat din ako." Sagot ni Edryl, "Para hindi na ko mahirapan makita si Mika."
"Cool. Then it's settled. Mamaya pupunta ako sa registrar at magpapa-iba ng sched."
Saad ni
"I'll go too."
After lunch, sinamahan namin si Edryl at Saturn pumuntang registrar. Agad naman
akong
"My god Fatima. The party was great!" She giggled like a little girl, "Kami na ni
Edryl."
"I'm so happy for you girl." I smiled widely. She dreamily sighed and giggled
again.
"Ikaw rin! Taken ka na. I'm so happy for you Fatima. Wag mo muna isusuko ang
virginity mo.
"Saturn respects my decision. Hindi naman niya ko pinipilit na mag-sex agad kami.
He's
Willing to wait, though he's really really aggressive and horny." We both laughed.
Mika cling
"Hindi ko in-expect na magiging kami ni Edryl. I mean, no offense meant girl pero
si Saturn
Talaga crush ko noon." Tumawa ito kaya natawa rin ako, "But when I met Edryl, my
"No. Edryl is not perfect. He has flaws and imperfections but that doesn't make him
weak.
Ginagamit niya yung mga flaws niya para mas maging matatag and I'm so proud of
him." She
Answered. I just smiled and nod. I can see that Mika loves Edryl so much. Ganon din
ang
Nakikita ko kay Edryl. I wish them good luck in their new relationship.
"Hey." Lumabas si Saturn at Edryl sa registrar at inangat ang papel na hawak nila,
"New
"Buti naman at pumayag pa." Saad ko. Tumango naman si Saturn at humalik sa pisngi
ko.
"Yeah. I can melt down woman you know." He said and winked. I rolled my eyes at him
and
"Kailangan pa daw kasi nila i-ayos yung sched namin hon. Ipa-paalam pa sa mga
professor
Namin na lilipat kami sa section D." Sagot ni Edryl kaya tumango na lang si Mika.
"Mauna na kami. We'll se you around." Paalam ni Saturn at hinila ako palayo.
"San naman tayo pupunta?" Tanong ko. Nag-kibit balikat lang siya at nginisian ako,
"Alam ko
Na yang mga ngisi mo Saturn. Hindi ako pwede ngayon. Meron kasi akong period."
"No." I answered and smiled at him, "Kain na lang tayong siopao babe. Meron ba non
dito?"
"Ako na lang kainin mo." Sagot niya at hinila ako palapit sa kanya. Hindi ko naman
siya
Marami akong biniling pagkain na ako lang kumain. I'm craving for chinese foods! I
bought
Siopao, siomai, noodles and milktea. Feeling ko talaga buntis ako pag may period
ako. Buti
Na lang at hindi mainitin ang ulo ko dahil baka wala pang one week magka-away na
kami ni
Saturn.
"Dahan-dahan." Saad ni Saturn at inabutan ako ng tubig. Ngumiti lang ako sa kanya.
"Edi dun ka na sa kanila." Sagot ko, "Single si Xyrus." Ganting pangaasar ko kaya
sumimangot
Siya. I laughed when his jaw clenched, "Joke! Mas pogi ka."
"Whatever." Masungit na sagot niya kaya mas natawa ako, "Stop laughing babe."
Nagsalubong ang kilay neto kaya mas natawa ako, "Seriously, I'll strip you naked if
you don't
Stop."
"Pikon!" Nginisian ko siya kaya tumayo siya at lumapit sakin, "Joke! Ayoko na ah!"
Sigaw ko
At binaba ang juice na hawak ko. Tumayo ako at ngumisi naman siya, "Isa Saturn!"
"In a count of three, you'll run or I'll strip you." Aniya at ngumisi, "One, two-"
Mabilis akong tumakbo palayo sa kanya habang tumatawa. Napatili ako nang makita
siyang
Tumatakbo palapit sakin. He's so fast! Aabutan na niya ko. Lumiko ako sa isang
hallway at
Umakyat sa second floor. Naririnig ko ang mga yabag niya kaya mas binilisan ko.
I hide in an empty classroom and peek in the curtain. I saw him walking and looking
around. I
Giggled and wait for a minute before peeking again. Wala na siya kaya naman lumabas
na ko
Ng classroom.
Napatili ako nang may biglang yumakap sa likod ko at hinalik-halikan ang leeg ko.
"Next time pag nagpahabol ka sakin at nahuli kita may parusa ka." Aniya at ngumisi.
"Let's go babe." Hinila niya ko at lumakad kami papuntang dorm. I smiled and
tiptoed to kiss
Konting araw na lang at prelims na. Hindi naman ako kinakabahan sa mga normal
subject
Namin pero dun sa Learning Pleasure ay sobrang kaba ang nararamdaman ko. Ipe-
perform
Kasi namin ang lesson namin doon. Kissing, masturbating, oral sex at ang hindi pa
namin
I'm nervous because we'll be performing it in front of miss Lorenzo. I wonder kung
hindi ba
Siya naho-horny kapag pinapanood kami? Tsaka wala ba siyang asawa or kahit
boyfriend
Biglang bumukas ang pinto ng dorm at pumasok si Keila. Nagulat pa ko sa itsura neto
dahil
Mas mukha siyang stressed kesa sa huling kita ko sa kanya. Parang lasing na lumakad
siya
"Keila." I called her. She stopped for a second before glancing at me but didn't
bother to
"Oh my gosh girl!" Mika exclaimed from the kitchen. Mabilis siyang lumapit kay
Keila at
Hinawakan ang mukha neto, "What happened? You look like a raped zombie!"
"Keila, sinisira mo buhay mo. He's just a guy for fuking sake! Nagpapa-apekto ka
dahil lang
Hindi niya masuklian yung feelings mo?!" Sigaw ni Mika. Nagulat naman kami ng
ihagis niya
Boyfriend mo!" Sigaw niya dito, "Hindi mo alam kung gaano kasakit dahil mahal na
mahal ka
"Don't come near me Fatima!" She shouted and her eyes were like daggers ready to
stab me.
"Keila, why are you doing these? Okay naman tayo ah." Saad ko pero hindi niya ko
pinansin.
Hanging out with those guys!" Mika shouted but Keila just stepped out the dorm.
"What's happening with her?" I asked and sighed. Naupo naman si Mika sa kama niya.
"It's because of Xyrus." Anito, "Umamin siya kay Xyrus pero hindi siya gusto ni
Xyrus. She's
Hurt and she's ruining her life just because of a guy who turned down her feelings.
I
Understand how she feels but to the point of messing her life?" She shook her head
in
Disappointment.
"Galit ba sakin si Keila?" Tanong ko. Tumingin naman siya sakin at malungkot na
ngumiti.
"I think you better talk to her girl. Maybe you can knock some senses in her stupid
brain. She
Hates you because she thinks that she can't get Xyrus because of you. Lame reason,
right?
"Okay. Maliligo lang ako." Aniya at pumasok sa banyo. Ako naman ay tinuloy ko na
ang
Tumayo ako nang may kumatok sa pinto. Binuksan ko yon at ngumiti nang makita si
Edryl.
"Hey, pasok ka." Saad ko at niluwagan ang pinto. Pumasok naman siya agad, "Naliligo
si
"Si Keila pala? Di ko siya nakikita lately ah." Tanong neto. Nag-kibit balikat na
lang ako at mas
"Hindi ko rin alam. Gabi na siya umuuwi dito sa dorm at palagi siyang lasing. Last
time ay
Nakita ko siyang naka-tambay sa MU Lounge kasama ang mga seniors." Sagot ko. Ayaw
ko
Rin naman kasi isipin ng ibang tao na magkaaway kami ni Keila. Kaibigan pa rin
naman ang
Naman naiwan ako dito mag-isa. I was thinking of calling Saturn but I shake that
idea off.
Bago nag-shower. I know Saturn will be excited if he knew that my period is over
but I will not
Tell him.
I sighed. Bigla ko kasing naalala ang parents ko. Kamusta na kaya sila? Namimiss
rin kaya
Nila ko? Ano kayang reaction ni papa kapag nalaman niyang may boyfriend na ko?
Tingin ko
Naman magugustuhan niya si Saturn. He's kind and caring. I know papa will like him.
-�-
Ngayon lilipat sila Saturn sa section namin. Medyo natagalan pa ang processing ng
pagtransfer nila dahil ayaw pumayag ng class adviser nila. Nagulat ang mga kaklase
ko nang
"I miss you." Saturn groaned in my ear when he sat beside me, "Meron ka pa?" Tanong
niya.
"What? Two weeks na babe. Isang linggo lang yon diba?" Tanong niya kaya natawa ako.
Been two weeks since I last saw him and now he's here. Our eyes met but he
immediately
Our whole day was an awkward one. Hindi ko kasi alam kung pano ko pakikitunguhan si
Xyrus. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko siya kakausapin nang hindi nagseselos si Saturn.
Nang
Matapos ang klase namin ay mabilis na umalis si Xyrus kaya napa-buntong hininga na
lang
Ako.
"Don't mind him." Saturn whispered. Hindi naman ako umimik, "Mauna na kami." Paalam
ni
Lang namin ng dorm ay agad niya kong hinalika, "I miss this." He groaned and
unbutton my
Long sleeves.
I reach for his uniform and removed his coat. He kissed my lips aggressively as we
walk
Towards the bed. He lay me down and move on my top as he continue sucking my
tongue. I
Moaned when he squeeze my breasts and parted my legs. His hand landed in my between
He pulled my uniform off and unclasped my bra. He lean down and suck one nipple as
he
"Saturn!" Sigaw ko. Pangalawang beses na niyang sinira ang underwear ko.
"I told you to not wear these clothes when you're with me." He grinned and parted
my legs
Before pulling my body at the edge of the bed. He kneel in the floor and place my
leg in his
Shoulder before leaning his head closer to my between. He gave light kisses on it
as he look
At me.
"Ooh." I moaned when he lick my slit. I bit my lip when he suck my clit. My mouth
gaped open
When I felt him insert two fingers inside me. He curled up his finger and start
pumping it in a
I gasped and turn my gaze to Saturn when he added another finger. I grip and pull
my own
Hair as the pleasure is fucking incredible. I cried and my legs wobble as I feel my
climax
Inside me.
"Coming!" I squeal but Saturn stopped. My eyes opened and turned to him. He's
grinning as
"We'll both come together." He groaned and closed my legs. I felt him slip his cock
between
My legs and started thrusting. I felt my heart sagged as I stare at him. Bakit ba
hindi ko pa
Ibigay sa kanya ang sarili ko? Hindi yung nahihirapan siyang magtiis na puro ganito
na lang
I love Saturn. There's no point in denying it. Mahal ko na siya at handa na kong
ibigay sa
Kanya ang sarili ko. I'll give it to him. I just need to make myself ready.
"Fuck!" He grunt and stroke his cock. He spurt his orgasm and I felt it drip in my
pussy. I
"For what babe?" He asked as he pick up his clothes. I just shook my head and
walked inside
The bathroom.
***
"Making out," Today is our last lesson for the subject Learning Pleasure, "Making
out,
Known as French kissing, and intimate skin-to-skin contact." She project videos and
pictures
Of couple making out in the white board. "The term can also refer to other forms of
foreplay
Such as heavy petting, which typically involves some genital stimulation, but
usually not the
"Now, I want you to make out with your partners right now and I'll be giving you an
Assignment about our lesson for today. You'll be writing a reaction paper to be
passed next
Meeting."
Hinila ako ni Saturn paupo sa kandungan niya. He smiled and start kissing my neck
up to my
Jaw and finally kissed my lips. I hugged my arms around his neck and pulled him
closer. I
Kissed him back with full of love and passion. I smiled and broke the kiss.
"I don't want to make out here." He groaned, "I can't eat you here."
I chuckled and kiss him all over his face, "Why are you so naughty?"
"I'm not." He grinned and slip his hand in my butt and gave it a squeeze. I smiled
and kissed
Him again. His hands were caressing my waist until he reach my breast. He gently
squeeze it
And I moaned.
I grip his hair when he kissed my jaw down to my neck. I felt him lick my sensitive
skin
Before sucking it gently. My hand squeeze his shoulder and pulled him closer. He
kissed me
Again in my lips, passionately and slow. I opened my mouth and he pushed his tongue
inside
Miss Lorenzo stopped us and I fix myself before sitting beside Saturn. Binigyan
kami ng
Assignment ni miss Lorenzo about sa making out at nang -dismiss niya kami ay
mabilis
Nang makarating kami sa dorm ay hindi naman niya ko hinalikan. He just lay in the
bed and
Hugged me. I caress his hair as I stare at his handsome face. Napaka-gwapo talaga
ni
Saturn.
His eyes opened and he stare at me. A playful grin formed in his lips and he pinch
my
Cheeks. I laughed and poke his underarm. Napa-usog siya nang gawin ko yon kaya mas
Natawa ako.
"Malakas pala ang kiliti mo dyan ha." Saad ko at umupo sa kama. He started
chuckling like a
"Stop it babe." He laughed when I poke his underarm. Hinawakan ko ang batok niya at
"You're hilarious." I teased him and tickled him in his waist. Tawa ako ng tawa
dahil ang lakas
Ng kiliti niya.
"So handsome." I utter and kiss him all over his face. "Ang pogi pogi." Mas lalo
akong
Nanggigil at kinagat ko ang leeg niya. He grunt and spank my butt. I suck his neck
and he
"Ang lambing mo ngayon ah. May kasalanan ka no?" Natatawang tanong niya.
Umiling ako at tinignan ang hickey sa leeg niya, "Wala. Masama bang maging sweet sa
Boyfriend ko?"
"Boyfriend," He stated and chuckled, "Ang sarap pakinggan." I smiled and rested my
head in
His chest. I can hear his heart beat pounding loud. I smiled and closed my eyes.
I love him.
Chapter 16
We're currently discussing our school fest booth that will happen two weeks from
now. Ang
Balak nila ay sex booth ang gagawin namin at napag-desisyunan na si Edryl ang maga-
ayos
Non.
"Ikaw na lang ang secretary ko Fatima." Saad ni Edryl at magiliw na ngumiti bago
kumamot
Sa ulo.
"Iistorbohin mo pa kami sa school fest? You can ask your girl to be your secretary
dude."
"Dali na kasi. Maglilista lang naman siya." Sagot ni Edryl, "Alam mo naman na aamin
na ko
Kay Mika na mahal ko siya diba?"
"Ayeee!" Pangaasar ko kaya natawa siya. Si Saturn naman ay panay himas sa braso ko
kaya
"What? Babe naman!" Reklamo ni Saturn at pinaharap ako sa kanya. Ngumiti lang ako
kaya
Sumimangot siya.
"Thanks Fatima!" Edryl smiled before leaving us. Napa-buntong hininga na lang si
Saturn at
"We can have our time after the school fest." I utter. Hindi niya ko pinansin kaya
natawa ako,
Nang matapos ang lunch namin ay hinila na ko ni Saturn pabalik sa classroom namin.
Wala
Pa si Mika at Edryl ngunit nandon na si Xyrus. Nag-tama ang mata namin kaya ngumiti
ako
"Hi Saturn!" Biglang lumapit samin si Meridith. Ang kaibigan ni Jenine. Tumaas ang
kilay ko
Nang pasadahan ko ng tingin ang katawan niya. Labas ang cleavage niya at mas maiksi
ang
Palda niya.
Hindi umimik si Saturn kaya natawa ako, "Babe, pansinin mo siya. Kawawa naman." I
grinned
"I don't talk to sluts." Saturn answered and I laughed. Hinalikan ko si Saturn sa
harap niya
Bago ko pinatong ang ulo ko sa balikat niya. Agad naman nag-martya palayo si
Meridith
Samin.
"Ang bad mo." Bulong ko at tumawa. Inakbayan naman niya ko at humalik sa ulo ko.
"Mas bad ka." Bulong niya din sa tenga ko. Humigpit ang hawak niya sa balikat ko
kaya
Lumingon ako sa kanya ngunit sa ibang direksyon siya naka-tingin. Lumingon ako sa
"Saturn." Tawag ko sa kanya ngunit hindi siya natinag. Sinundot ko ang kili-kili
niya kaya
Natawa ako. Kunot noo niya kong tinignan sabay halik sakin.
The prelims started at lahat ng studyante ay busy mag-aral. Napakamot ako sa ulo ko
dahil
Naman ako.
"I'm staying here. Hindi ko kasi makabisado to." Sagot ko. Tumango naman siya at
kinuha
"I'll go na ha." Aniya. Ngumiti lang ako at tinignan siya hanggang makaalis siya.
Nag-focus ako sa pagaaral. Mamaya pala ay may exams kami sa english. Isa pang
dahilan
Kaya hindi ko makabisado ang inaaral ko dahil iniisip ko ang prelims ng Learning
Pleasure.
I'm so freaking excited and nervous at the same time. I've decided to give myself
to Saturn.
Nakarinig ako ng pagkatok sa pinto kaya naman tumayo ako at binuksan yon. Isang
nakangising Saturn ang bumungad sakin kaya tumaas ang kilay ko.
"What are you doing here?" Tanong ko. Yumakap to sa bewang ko at pumasok sa loob ng
"I just miss you babe. Mas mahabang oras tayong magkakasama ngayon since half day
lang
Ang classes ng isang linggo." Aniya at humalik halik sa leeg ko. I gently pushed
him away.
Tumabi sakin at humimas sa braso ko. Nilapit din niya ang ulo niy sa leeg ko at
hinalikan yon.
"Come on. Just one cum." He groaned in my ear. I face him and he immediately kissed
my
Lips. I protested and pushed him but he just lay me in the sofa and moved on top of
me. He
"Saturn!" Pigil ko sa kanya. Hinawakan niya naman ang braso ko at tinignan ako,
"Stop. I told
"No. Halika mag-aral ka na lang din." Sagot ko at tinulak siya paupo sa tabi ko.
Kumamot
Lang siya sa ulo at kinuha ang libro ko. "Nasan ang bag mo? Saturn, exams natin
ngayon
"I brought a pen babe." Aniya at bored na tumingin sakin. Tinaasan ko siya ng
kilay, "What? I
Don't need a bag. Di ko naman yon magagamit panulat diba?" Pangbabara niya.
Tahimik siyang nagbabasa kaya napa-ngiti ako at tinuon ang pansin ko sa notebook
ko.
I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Sinandal ko
naman
Ang likod ko sa dibdib niya at naramdaman kong humalik siya sa ulo ko.
"Let's make out after this." Bulong niya pero di ko siya pinansin. He put his hand
in my thigh
And start caressing it. I lifted my gaze at him and he just smirked, I rolled my
eyes.
"Of course." Bulong niya sa tenga ko. Hindi naman ako umimik at tumingin sa oras.
Thirty
Pagdating don ay nandun na si Mika at kumaway ito sakin. Katabi nito si Edryl na
nagbabasa
Din ng libro. I smiled at them and sat beside Mika. Agad naman tumabi sakin si
Saturn.
"Nakabisado mo ba yung lessons natin? I had a hard time memorizing the words!" Mika
"Medyo. Nahirapan nga din ako." Sagot ko. Napa-buntong hininga na lang siya at
humarap
Kay Edryl.
Nang dumating ang prof ay pinag-hiwalay kami ng mga upuan. Kumunot ang noo ko kay
Saturn ng ngumuso ito sakin. He mouthed something but I didn't get it. He just
shook his
Head and smiled. The proctor gave us the test sheets and questionnaire. Agad akong
nagsimulang mag-sagot at umabot ng ilang oras bago ako natapos. Ni-review ko muna
ang
Sagot ko at tumayo.
"Ang tagal mo naman sumagot." Lumingon ako kay Saturn nang mag-pasa din to ng test
Sheets.
"Kanina ka pa tapos?" Tanong ko. Tumango naman siya at inakap ang braso sa bewang
ko.
"Yeah, I'm waiting for you." He chuckled and walked back to my chair to get my
things. Tapos
"We're going to make out." Sagot niya kaya tumigil ako. Tumaas ang kilay niya ng
umiling
Ako, "Come on babe. I'm freaking hard!" He exclaimed and my eyes turned to his big
bulge.
"No." He answered. Hinawakan niya ang umbok niya at bumuntong hininga, "Fuck,
fine."
"Thanks." I giggled and gave him a peck of kiss. He just sighed and pulled me
closer.
-�-
Winking at me for the hours we've been together. Nandito kami sa labas ng room kung
saan
Our head turn to Keila when she arrived. I greeted her but she ignored me.
Inakbayan naman
Sighed.
An awkward silence filled the place. I saw Keila moved closer to Xyrus but the
latter stood up
And sit farther from us. I met Keila's gaze but she rolled her eyes at me. I just
looked away
"It's okay babe." Bulong ni Saturn kaya tinignan ko siya, "You don't need to think
about her. I'm
Here."
"It's not okay, Saturn." Bulong ko rin. Niyakap niya ang braso niya sa leeg ko at
hinila ang ulo
Ko papunta sa dibdib niya. I tried not to cry. Why is she treating me like this?
Umangat ang tingin ko nang lumabas si Edryl at Mika, "Anong ginawa niyo dude?"
Tanong ni
Saturn.
"Yung lesson lang." Ani Edryl, "Next na raw kayo. Sige una na kami."
Kinakabahang tumayo ako at umakbay naman sakin si Saturn bago kami pumasok sa loob
Ng classroom. Miss Lorenzo is changing the sheets when we went in. She smiled at us
"Alright, you can start anytime. You have to do the first four lessons: kissing,
masturbation,
Oral sex and making out."
Saturn raised his hand, "Can we pass doing the blowjob? I don't want my girl to do
it." He told
Miss Lorenzo smiled, "It's sweet for you to say that but it's a no."
"It's okay." Bulong ko kay Saturn kaya lumingon siya sakin na kunot ang noo. I just
smiled and
Unbuttoned my uniform.
He helped me to open my buttons. He lean his head to my neck and brushed his warm
lips to
It. I inhaled and closed my eyes when he start giving light kisses to my neck up to
my jaw. I
Turn my head to him and meet his lips. I exhaled when our lips met. I felt his hand
cupped my
I wrap my arms around his neck and opened my mouth. He thrust his tongue inside my
Mouth and twirl it around with mine. I suck his tongue and he gave a soft groan. He
pushed
Me to the bed and removed my long sleeves. He move his head down and kissed my
Hardened.
"Saturn," I called him and our eyes met. He gently pushed me to lay in the bed and
raised my
Legs to his waist. I wrap it around him and pulled his hips closer until our crotch
meet. I
He lean his head and caught one nipple to his mouth. I bit my lip and caress his
soft hair. He
Swirl his tongue around my hardened buds before giving it a light flick and sucked
it. I
Moaned when his other hand squeeze my other breast and give a hard pinch in my
nipple.
"Fuck." I moaned. He knelt and removed his coat before brushing his lips to my
belly and
Navel. He hold into the waist band of my underwear and removed it. He lift my skirt
and
Parted my legs before leaning his head down to kiss my wet folds.
I called his name and grip his hair. I met his eyes as I feel his tongue flicking
in my clit. I
Cursed and buck my hips and meet his tongue. My toes curled when he insert one
finger
Inside me. I closed my eyes tight because of pain and pleasure. He pump his finger
in a fast
Pace as his tongue never left my clitoris. I squirm and move my hips up and down as
the
Heat inside my belly is building up. I was about to come when he stopped. He
grinned and
I gulped when he pulled me to sit in the bed. I hold his cock and look in his eyes.
He lean
Down and kissed my forehead. My heart was beating fast as I lean my head closer. I
opened
My mouth and tasted Saturn's hard cock. I heard him groaned and my gaze lifted to
meet his
Eyes.
I lick his length before putting his thick and huge manhood inside my mouth. I
moaned when
I felt his warm shaft being pushed in my throat. He hold my hair and caress my
back. I start
Sucking him with a hesitation. I don't know if I'm doing it right because we
haven't tried this
One yet.
Saturn hold my hair and moved his hips, his cock is starting to thrust inside my
mouth,
"Stuck your tongue out babe." He command. I stare back at him and did what he say.
I closed
"Ooh, fuck." He cursed and thrusted faster. I felt tears fall in my cheeks as I
gagged. He
Stopped and stroke his cock before giving a release in the bed. I gasped for air as
I pick up
My clothes.
Miss Lorenzo clapped, "I wonder how many girls in this university wanted to fuck
Saturn
"I bet there's a lot but I'm sorry my cock only belongs to Fatima." Saturn answered
and
Winked at me. I chuckled and put my clothes back before we step out of the
classroom.
Chapter 17
As soon as we enter the dormitory, Saturn began kissing me aggressively and rough.
I
Moaned as I gave back the aggressiveness he gives me. I pulled his hair and pushed
him to
The bed before I straddle his waist, my between touches his hard bulge.
He cursed and pulled me to a kiss but it was a passionate one. I smiled between our
kisses
When I felt him squeeze my butt before giving it a hard spank. I moaned when I felt
the sting
"I want you." I whispered and meet his eyes. He groaned and exchanged our position.
He
Parted my legs and I wrap it around his waist. I reach for his belt and unbuckled
it before he
Kissed me again. His hand reach for my long sleeves and opened it harshly making a
ripping
Sound. I called his name but he just lean his head towards my neck.
"Fuck. I'm so hard." He groaned and pulled my undies off. He traced my slit with
his finger
"Para ma-try mo naman mabitin." Sagot niya kaya sumimangot ako. He softly chuckled
and
Gave a kiss in my lips. He stood up and removed his pants with his boxers. "I love
how you
"Why? Hindi ba ko magaling?" I asked and he shook his head before sitting in front
of me.
"You did great. I freaking want to you to do it again and again but I respect you
sweety. I love
Your warm mouth but I only want that to kiss my lips and not my cock." I smiled and
hugged
Him.
He chuckled and hold my thighs and pulled me to lay in the bed, "Where were we
again?" He
Grinned and kissed my belly. I utter a soft grunt when he lick my stomach down to
my pussy.
I bit my lip when he opened my wet folds and tease it with his tongue.
He caught my clitoris with his lips and sucked it. I gasped and grip his hair
tighter. He start
"More, please more." I whispered and arched my back. I grab my breasts and squeeze
it. "I'm
He chuckled and stood up, "Does it feel great?" He asked. I shook my head.
"Saturn, wag mo kong binibitin." Inis kong sagot pero tumawa lang siya. He parted
my legs
And I felt him brushed his cock to my core. I bit my lip and meet his eyes.
"I fucking want you." He grunt and his breathing is ragged. I was panting as I
raise my leg to
"Are you sure?" He asked as I slowly push his manhood inside my. I bit my lip and
hold his
"Please Saturn." I whispered. He didn't answer and pushed his cock inside me. I
cried in pain
"I'm sorry." He answered and lean down to kiss my tears away, "Shh, shh. Fuck.
Fucking hell
I hugged him and sobbed in his neck. It feels like my skin was being ripped from
inside. I
Can't bear the sting and pain, my energy was like being drained from me. I wiped my
tears
"I will move now. Trust me babe." He whispered. I sob when I felt him moving inside
me.
Every push and pull he makes is very painful. I can feel his thick manhood
stretches the wall
Of my vagina.
"It will be gone, alright?" He utter softly. I nodded and turn my eyes down to look
at his cock
Being pushed inside me. He knelt in the bed and lifted both of my legs in mid-air.
His thrusts
Were becoming fast and deep. I crumpled the sheets and bit my lip to ease the pain.
"Fuck!" I cried and arched my back. He let go of my legs and lean his hands to my
sides. I
Moaned when he start thrusting harder. He lean his head and suck my nipple and I
wrap my
He started to grunt and curse. He stopped thrusting and move my both legs to one
side and
Hold it down. He start thrusting again, he held onto my hips and pound me faster. I
felt my
Climax building inside me and I grip the sheet tighter. He cursed and pulled his
cock out and
Stroke it, I felt his semen squirt in my waist before he thrust it again inside me.
After a few
Saturn stood up and walked inside the bathroom. He brought a towel and start wiping
my
Between. My eyes widened when I saw blood all over the white cloth.
"Is that my blood?" I asked. He silently nod at me and continued wiping me with the
wet
Towel. He returned to the bathroom and I heard the water run before going back to
me again.
He parted my legs and I hissed when I felt the pain in my between when the towel
touched it.
He stood up and carried me to the other bed before he removed the sheets and
changed it. I
"I'll just take a shower babe." He smiled at me and hugged me tight, "Thank you."
-�-
After a week, nag-simula na ang school festival. Ako ang tumayong secretary ni
Edryl
Habang naga-assist siya sa loob ng booth namin. Ako naman ay nasa labas at
naglilista ng
"I pick Xyrus Montenegro." A freshman handed me a fifty peso bill and listed her
name in
Xyrus' form.
"I pick Xyrus too." Lumapit naman ang isang sophomore at nag-lapag ng one hundred
pesos.
"How is it?" Tanong ni Edryl, "Damn, second day pa lang natin pero si Xyrus pa rin
ang
Madaming student. Sabi niya di na siya magi-instructor pero nandito naman siya."
I smiled, "By the way, congrats sa inyo ni Mika." Bati ko. Kahapon kasi ay naging
sila na.
He chuckled, "Thank you. Alam mo pwede ka muna mag-pahinga. Ako muna papalit sayo
Dito. Isa pa, kanina pa din ako kinukulit ni Saturn na palitan ka."
"That crazy man." I laughed and stood up, "Thanks Ed. Maiwan muna kita." Sagot ko
at
Pumasok sa booth. Agad nag-tama ang mata namin ni Xyrus habang may babaeng
nakaluhod sa harap niya. Umiwas ako ng tingin at mabilis na kinuha ang bag ko sa
gilid bago
Lumabas ng tent.
"Bye girl!" Paalam ni Mika na katabi ni Edryl. Kumaway lang ako at ngumiti bago
umalis.
Nasan na ba si Saturn?
Umikot ako sa mga booth ngunit di ko nakita si Saturn. Naiinis na ko kaya naman
lumakad
Ako papuntang dorm ng lalake. Paliko na sana ko ng may biglang tumakip sa bibig ko
at pilit
"Hmp! Mmp!" Pumiglas ako ngunit mas malakas ang lalaking nakayakap sakin. Malakas
na
"Saturn?" Tawag ko. Binuksan ko ang maliit na bombilya sa loob ng janitor's closet
at ang
Namumulang mukha ni Saturn ang bumungad sakin, "Bakit kasi nanghihila ka?"
"Bakit naninipa ka?" Tanong rin niya at tinaas ang paa niya na parang naka-dekwatro
kaya
Natawa ako.
"Hinila mo kasi ako." Bulong ko. Tumayo siya ng mabuti at pinatay ang ilaw.
Bubuksan ko
Sana ulit yon nang idikit niya ko sa pader at sinimulang halik-halikan ang leeg ko.
"Are you still sore?" Tanong nito pero hindi ako sumagot. Hinawakan niya ang gitna
ko at
Napa-igik ako dahil may hapdi pa rin dito, "You're still sore." He stated and turn
my back
Behind him.
"I'll make you super sore." He chuckled and pulled my undies down. I moaned when he
insert
Two fingers inside me and move it like a scissors. I gasped as the pleasure is
starting to build
Inside my body.
"Saturn," I called him. He pushed me until my breasts touches the wall. Sweats are
starting to
Build in my forehead and neck. The little space inside is making it more hotter.
I heard him unbuckled his belt and unzip his pants. Seconds later he start teasing
my wet
Folds with his warm cock. I bit my lip when he pushed his manhood inside me and
starts
Body to meet his thrust. I felt my sweat drip from my forehead to my cheeks.
"Saturn." I moaned. I felt his hand reach my clitoris and rubbed it fast. My knees
became
Weak as I feel my orgasm building. His thrusts became desperate and fast.
"Fuck!" He grunt and I felt something warm inside me before I gave a release. He
keeps on
"Jusmiyo!" Biglang napa-hiwalay si Saturn sakin nang bumukas ang pinto ng Janitor's
closet.
Isang matanda ang bumungad samin kaya mabilis kong tinaas ang panty ko, ganon din
si
Saturn.
"Pasensya na po!" Nahihiyang saad ko at pinulot ang bag ko tsaka hinila si Saturn
palabas.
"Naku naman. May mga dorm naman aba! At dito niyo pa naisipan magparaos ng libog."
Umiling iling ito bago pumasok sa loob. Narinig kong tumawa si Saturn bago ako
hinila
Paalis don. Nang makalayo kami ay tumigil siya para suotin ng maayos ang belt niya.
May
"Ang harot mo kasi!" Saad ko at kinurot ang tagiliran niya. Mas lumakas ang tawa
niya bago
Ako akbayan.
"I love the thrill. Next time sa classroom tayo mag-sex. Or sa field? Pwede rin sa
ladies toilet.
Sa hallway kaya?" Aniya at muling tumawa kaya hinampas ko ang braso niya.
"Pwede naman sa kama na lang." Nahihiyang sagot ko. Narinig ko ang mahina niyang
tawa
"I want you to be naughty to me Fatima." He said and faced me, "Show me your
naughty side
And I'll show you how Saturn Montenegro makes girls cry in bed."
"Fuck boy." Bulong ko at ngumisi. Natawa naman siya at binigyan ako ng malakas na
palo sa
Pwet. Napa-singhap ako at tinignan siya ngunit inakay niya lang ako papuntang
school field.
"Welcome to ring gags!" The guy from the booth greeted, "Fifty pesos lang para sa
limang
Ring na ipapasok sa mga dildo na yon. At kapag napasok mo ang lima pwede kayo
manalo
Ng..." Tumuro ito sa board sa likod ng platform na may dildos, "Giant teddy bear
for five rings,
Sex dolls for four rings, condoms for three rings and chocolate for two rings!"
"Gusto ko ng teddy bear." Saad ko kay Saturn. Nag-kibit balikat lang siya at nag-
lapag ng fifty
Saturn tossed the ring in the dildos and shoot the ring for the first try. I
clapped my hands
And excitedly watch him. The second try failed and the third one too. But the
fourth and fifth
"Condom for you Saturn! Ubusin niyo yan ng girlfriend mo." Tumawa ang senior at
inabutan si
"Thanks." Saturn grinned before putting the condom inside his pocket. Umakbay ito
sakin
"I like you raw." I naughtily answered and he chuckled. Hinila niya naman ako sa
shooting
Booth kung saan dapat niyang malagpasan ang limang basketball varsity para ma-shoot
ang
Bola sa ring.
Muli siyang nag-lapag ng fifty pesos at inabutan siya ng isang bola. Humarap muna
to sakin,
"I need a good luck kiss." He smiled and lean down to kiss me. I clapped my hands
and
Watch him run towards the basketball ring. Nag-cross over siya sa matangkad na
player at
Umiwas sa isa pang aagaw sana ng bola sa kanya. Tumakbo siya sa gilid at nag-fake
Shooting, humarang ang isang player at umiwas si Saturn bago tuluyang tinira ang
bola.
Pumalakpak ako ng na-shoot yon. Ngumisi siya sakin at lumapit sa captain ball ng
varsity
"For you babe." He said while catching his breath. Inabot ko yon at yumakap sa
kanya.
"Thanks!" I smiled widely and gave him a kiss in the lips. Hinila ko naman siya sa
food stalls
We talked and laughed as we flirt with each other. Ang saya saya ko ngayon lalo
na't kasama
Ko si Saturn. I never expected that my stay here in this university will be this
happy. And this
Chapter 18
When I say Saturn, his name means a lot of sex. Hindi ito napapagod kapag sex na
ang
Pinaguusapan. We would cuddle and later on I'm already moaning as he thrust his
cock
Inside me. Hindi rin naman ako makapalag dahil gusto ko rin naman ang mga ginagawa
Namin.
I stare at Saturn as he sleep peacefully beside me. Dito na rin sa dorm namin halos
natutulog
Si Saturn. Minsan ay doon ako sa dorm niya, pero dahil nandon si Xyrus ay mas
pinipili
"Good morning." Mika greeted. Ngumiti lang ako sa kanya at nginuso naman niya si
Saturn,
"Mas sweet nga kayo. I cried with Edryl's proposal in the wedding booth." I
answered and
"Oh, he's the sweetest boyfriend, Fatima. Wala na kong mahihiling pa kundi ang
makasama
I sighed and stare down at Saturn. Humalik ako sa likod niya bago tumayo at lumakad
Papuntang kitchen. Kumuha ako ng bacon, hotdog at eggs sa ref bago yon prinito.
Nasa
"Morning baby girl." Saturn whispered and rested his chin in my shoulder.
"Good morning too handsome." I answered. Tahimik lang niya kong niyakap hanggang sa
Matapos akong mag-prito. Humarap ako sa kanya at hinawakan ang pisngi niya bago ko
siya
"Naliligo siya. Why?" Sagot ko. Nginisian niya ko at pumwesto sa likod ko. He start
rubbing
His hard crotch in my butt, "Saturn stop. Baka makita tayo ni Mika."
"She will not see us if we made it quick." Aniya at binaba ang shorts ko pababa. He
traced my
Slit with his finger and I felt him slip his cock inside me after.
I bit my lip to suppress my moan when Saturn starts banging me hard and fast. I
lean in the
Dinning table as he hold my hips to meet his thrust. He gave a hard spank in my ass
and
"Shit, shit." I moaned and grip the edge of the table tighter. I gasped when Saturn
pulled my
"Coming!" He grunt and pushed his cock deeper. He filled my insides with his warm
semen
Mabilis akong kumilos nang marinig ang boses ni Mika palapit sa kitchen. I acted
normal
When Mika entered the kitchen and walked towards the dinning chair and sat on it.
"Let's eat na?" Tanong ni Mika at ngumiti ako bago tumango. Nagkatinginan kami ni
Saturn
Bago ngumiti sa isa't isa tsaka kami umupo sa dinning chair. "I'm super excited na
sa second
Quarter ng sem."
"Mas exciting kasi ang second quarter. May school intramural tapos yung lessons
natin sa
Learning Pleasures ay maganda rin." Sagot niya kaya tumango naman ako.
"Ano bang next lessons natin sa LP?" Lumingon ako kay Saturn nang maramdaman ang
Kamay niya sa legs ko. Inalis ko yon pero binalik lang niya ulit at nagpanggap na
kumakain.
"BDSM, sex toys and role playing." Ani Saturn at pinasok ang kamay niya sa short
ko.
"Yes! I'm so excited sa BDSM. I hope Edryl will be rough to me na." Saad ni Mika at
ngumuso,
"Sobrang gentle niya sakin. It's fine with me though but I hope he'll be rough with
me."
Hindi na ko naka-sagot kay Mika nang simulang ilabas-pasok ni Saturn and daliri
niya sa
Loob ko. I bit my lip and lower my gaze to the food. Pilit akong umacting na
kumakain pero
Ang utak ko ay nasa kamay ni Saturn. Bahagya kong binuka ang legs ko at mas
naramdaman
"I'm super excited din sa paper lanterns sa end ng school fest. I can't wait to
make a wish
And let it fly but I hope this festival won't end yet." Mika smiled and look at me.
I smiled back
And nod.
"Okay ka lang babe?" Tanong ni Saturn at nginisian ako. Umirap lang ako at
kunwaring
Mas bumilis ang daliri ni Saturn sa loob ko at ramdam kong malapit na ako. I cursed
Mentally and hold into Saturn's arm. Mika is just eating while reading a book and
it's a good
Thing, she's not noticing the naughty thing we're doing.
"Fuck!" I whispered and my legs trembled. My pussy shivered and I felt weak. I
gasped for air
And drink water. Saturn pulled his hand out and showed me his wet fingers. I rolled
my eyes
Booth. Nang matapos kong hugasan ang plato ay mabilis akong pumasok ng banyo at
nilock yon. Agad naman kumatok si Saturn kaya ngumiti ako.
"Maliligo ako Saturn." Saad ko pero panay pa rin ang katok niya.
"Come on. Just one round!" He shouted but I shook my head and remove my clothes
before
Nang matapos ako ay napa-tampal ako sa noo ko nang maalalang wala pala akong dinala
na
Kahit anong damit pamalit dahil sa kakamadali ko. Nag-tapis ako ng tuwalya at
lumabas ng
Banyo. Nakita ko si Saturn sa living room na nanonood ng TV. Bumaling ang tingin
neto sakin
"Are you trying to seduce me?" He asked and walk towards me. I shook my head and
opened
My cabinet.
"No." I answered. Kumuha ako ng bra at panty. Pati na rin ang uniform ko tsaka
lumakad
"Pwede ka naman mag-bihis sa harap ko." Aniya. Tinignan ko lang siya kaya natawa
ito,
"Hindi ako nahihiya. Kapag nag-bihis ako sa harap mo alam kong may ibang
mangyayari."
Saad ko.
"Wala naman ah." Sagot niya sakin at kumamot sa ulo, "Alright. Maliligo na ako."
Dagdag niya
"Kung lumipat na lang kaya ako dito? Tingin mo?" Tanong neto habang nagsusuot ng
brief.
"Hindi pwede yon." Sagot ko. Hindi naman siya umimik saglit.
"I can just sneak out every night to sleep here." Aniya. Tinignan ko naman siya at
naka-ngiti
Ito.
"Bahala ka Saturn." Sagot ko. Lumapit naman siya sakin, naka-pantalon na ito. He
lean down
"I can't get enough of you Fatima. I'm starting to get obsessed with you. I want
you every
Fucking minute, hour, everyday I want to be with you." He told me and smiled.
"Baka sinasabi mo lang yan dahil pinag-bigyan na kita sa sex?" Tanong ko. Agad
naman
"Of course not. Why would you say that?" He snickered. I just shrugged my shoulders
and
Look back at him. "Hindi dahil nagse-sex na tayo kaya gusto kong dumikit sayo. I
always
Wanted to be with you babe. Even if you can't give this thing to me I will be
beside you."
I smiled and my heart fluttered, "Why so sweet babe?" I asked and stood up to
hugged him. I
Smelled him and kiss his chest, "I want to be with you too Saturn. Always."
Third day na ngayon ng school festival. Ako pa rin ang nagpapa-lista ng names sa
mga
Students na gustong sumubok sa booth namin. Medyo humina ang kita dahil hindi na
nagiinstructor si Xyrus. Pa-ilan ilan na lang ang pumapasok samin.
"Ang hina na kasi ng pumapasok sa booth natin." Saad ko sa malungkot na tono. Gusto
ko
"Ayaw ko." Aniya, "I don't want to kiss other girl aside from you."
"Oh, so sweet babe." I lean and kissed his cheeks. I can feel my heart pounding so
fast.
Ngayon ko lang naalala na hindi pa pala kami nagsasabihan ni Saturn ng I love you.
I'm
Actually waiting for him to say it first. Noong tinanong niya ko kung gusto kong
maging
Girlfriend niya ay inantay kong mag-sabi siyang mahal niya ko pero wala. I'm
disappointed, of
Course. Tinatanong ko rin ang sarili ko kung bakit ba ko pumayag maging girlfriend
ni
But I can't ask him for more than this. Masaya na ko na akin lang siya. Masaya na
ko kahit
Papaano ako lang ang babaeng gusto niya. Ayos na sakin ang set-up na ganito basta
hindi
"I have an idea." Bulong ni Saturn. Kumunot ang noo ko nang tumayo siya. Pumasok
siya sa
Loob ng booth at paglabas niya may hawak na siyang malaking card board.
"What are you going to do?" I asked when he opened a pentel pen. Ngumiti lang siya
at nagsimulang mag-sulat don.
"Look." Tinaas niya yon at pinakita sakin. Binasa ko yon at hindi ko mapigilang di
mapa-ngiti.
"Seriously? Free hug if you enter our booth?" Natatawa kong tanong. Ngumisi siya at
Tumango-tango.
"Don't worry baby. I will not let them kiss me. Hug lang. Don't be jealous
alright?" He chuckled
Before leaning closer to kiss my lips. Tumalikod ito at tinaas ang card board na
hawak niya.
I smiled as I watch Saturn. All the girls surround him and walked towards me. Nag-
simulang
Dumami ang mga pumipila sa booth namin kaya mas lumawak ang ngiti ko at tinignan si
Isa-isa niyang niyakap ang mga babaeng naka-upo para sa pila ng booth namin.
Tuwangtuwa naman ang mga babae nang mayakap si Saturn. I don't feel jealous
actually. I feel
Happy. I'm assuming that he did this to make me smile. Nang matapos niyang yakapin
ang
Mga babae ay umupo itong muli sa tabi ko. He kissed my cheeks and I wipe his sweaty
Forehead.
"Pawis ka na. Mag-palit ka muna kaya ng damit? Tanggalin mo yang uniform mo." Utos
ko sa
Kanya. Tumango naman siya at tumayo bago pumasok sa booth. Pagbalik niya ay naka-
suot
"Ayos ba? How much did we earn?" Tanong niya at tinignan ang mini cash box ko.
"Yes. Di ko alam kung magkano pero alam kong marami." I smiled and lean my head in
his
He wrapped his arms around my back and kissed my head, "You're always welcome."
Maaga kaming natapos sa booth namin. Gusto kasi ni Edryl na mag-enjoy naman ang mga
Instructor namin sa mga booth. Hinila naman ako ni Saturn at pumila kami sa ferris
wheel.
He payed two hundred pesos before we ride on it. He sit beside me and wrapped his
arms
Around my waist.
Look outside as I stare at the little lights starting to open as the sun starts to
set. I felt
Saturn kissed my cheeks and I turn my head to him. He smiled and pulled me closer.
Heart was pounding fast every second I stare at Saturn. He is the most handsome man
I
Know.
"Thank you." I smiled. He lean down and I closed my eyes when our lips met. It was
a slow
And passionate kiss. I hold onto his waist and kissed him back. He start caressing
my back
Up and down, squeezing it lightly. I broke the kiss and stare at him.
"Don't ever leave me Fatima." He said, "I don't know what I'll do without you."
"I won't leave Saturn." I answered. He hold my hand and kissed it before putting it
in his
Chest. I can feel his heart beating fast.
"My heart is like this whenever you're with me. I don't understand at first but now
I know. I
Know why I'm this happy when I'm with you. I now know why I'm starting to change.
It's
"Saturn." My tears build up beside my eyes when he smiled at me. He looks very
handsome
"Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for coming into my life baby." He utter and
gave me a
Quick kiss. "Fatima I lo-" Naputol ang sasabihin niya nang biglang tumigil ang
sinasakyan
Namin at bumukas ang pinto. He bit his lips and softly chuckled before pulling me
out.
"A-Ano yung sasabihin mo?" Pigil ko sa kanya. He sighed and look back at me before
smiling.
"I'll tell it to you babe. Pero hindi ngayon." Aniya bago ako niyakap.
Chapter 19
Ngayon ang last day ng school festival namin. Wala ng gaanong pumapasok sa booth
namin
Kaya naman niligpit na namin to at sinara. In-enjoy na lang din namin ang mga ibang
booths
"Why don't you try my penis babe? Mas masarap to." Aniya at ngumisi. Umirap naman
ako at
"Tikman mo." Utos ko sa kanya. He gave me an awkward look before looking at the
penis
Cake in stick.
"Seriously? You're going to make me eat this?" He asked before walking to the penis
cake
Booth, "Excuse me. Do you have a vagina cake?" Saturn asked and I laughed when they
told
"Try mo na lang kasi yan." Sagot ko sa kanya. He raise his brow at me before
shaking his
Head. I grinned and lick the penis cake from the balls up to the tip.
"Stop that." Aniya. Natawa naman ko at lumakad palayo don. He held my hand as we
walk.
Nasa kabilang kamay naman niya ang penis cake at malaking kinagat yon. Lalo akong
Natawa.
"Does eating a cock tastes good?" I asked and chuckled. He nod his head and
grinned.
"I never knew that eating penis will be good. Oh babe, I think I will be a gay." He
answered and
Lumakad kami sa corridor at nag-tingin tingin ng mga booth ng ibang section. May
mini
Restaurant dito. Meron ding horror house, movie house, may mga asian foods din na
sineserve.
"Gusto mo dun sa horror house?" Tanong ni Saturn pero agad akong umiling, "Come on.
Let's
Try it."
"No." I answered but he pulled me. "Stop! Ayaw ko." Pigil ko sa kanya.
"No, no. Ayaw ko." Saad ko pero nag-bayad na siya para samin. Pilit niya kong
hinila sa loob
"You're scared?" Saturn chuckled and pulled me closer as we walk inside the little
horror
House.
Grawr!
I screamed when a zombie appeared. Agad akong yumakap kay Saturn at pinaghahampas
Ang zombie sa gilid ko. Takot talaga ako sa mga horror house at ayaw na ayaw kong
"Relax. He's a human." He laughed and I felt his hand in my butt. I lifted my gaze
at him and I
Saw him grinned.
"Kamay mo." Saad ko. Tumingin ito sakin at mabilis akong tinulak sa likod ng mga
itim na
Tela, "Saturn!"
"Shh, I told you I'll make your experience memorable." He huskily told me. I felt
him lick my
Ears and I moaned. His hand caress the side of my waist until he reached my
breasts. He
I wrapped my arms around his neck as we kiss behind the black curtains. I can hear
the
He raise my leg in his waist and he squat a little before carrying me. I wrap my
legs around
His waist as he push me to the wall. His kisses trail down my jaw and neck. I
softly moaned
"Saturn." I moaned. I heard him unzip his pants before putting me down. He pulled
my undies
"Are you still scared?" He asked. I smiled and shook my head. Though I can't see
him clearly, I
He turn me in my back and bent my body. He caress my butt before spanking it. I
moaned as
He tease me with his hard cock. I move my hips and meet his manhood being rubbed on
my
Wet folds.
"You're so hot Fatima." Saturn groaned. He slip his hard shaft inside me and I
squeak when
He plunged it deeper. I gaped my mouth open to stop myself from moaning loud. I
closed my
"Shit!" I cried and bit my lip harder. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kakapit dahil
wala naman
Akong makakapitan sa pader. Bawat pag-ulos niya sakin ay parang nababaliw ako sa
sarap.
Ramdam ko ang bawat paglabas-pasok ng malaking pagkalalaki niya sa loob ko.
I heard him groan as he hold my waist and banged me harder. I gasped for air as I
feel the
Heat building inside me. I dug my nails into my own skin before I moaned and gave a
release.
I felt Saturn squeeze my waist and I felt his hot orgasm inside me.
I was panting for air when Saturn pulled my undies back to my waist. He zip his
zipper back
Before giving me a peck of kiss. Hinila niya ko palabas ng kurtina at napatili ang
mga
"Sorry po. Akala namin multo." Saad ng isa bago sila nag-madaling lumakad palayo.
"Great experience isn't?" Saturn asked and I just chuckled before we walked out of
the horror
House.
Bumaba kami muli sa field dahil mas maganda ang mga booths dito. Nag-laro kami ng
gun
"Nakita niyo ba yung binubugbog ng mga seniors?" Rinig naming bulungan ng mga
Studyante. Nagtatakang tinignan ko naman sila. May binubugbog ang mga seniors?
"Oo the. Balita ko yung isang Montenegro daw yon. Binastos ata girlfriend at nung
pumalag
Pinag-tulungan ng mga seniors." Saad ng isa. Napa-tingin ako kay Saturn at walang
sabi-sabi
Na tumakbo ito papunta sa mga nagkakagulo. Sumunod naman ako agad sa kanya at
"Oh my god. Dalhin natin siya sa clinic." Sabi ko kay Mika nang lapitan ko siya.
She keeps on
Crying as she call Edryl. I look up at Saturn as he continue punching the blonde
guy. Lumipat
"Fuck. Ed? Ed?" Sinampal sampal niya to ngunit wala itong malay, "Carry him in my
back."
Naman si Xyrus samin para akayin si Edryl kay Saturn. We immediately run towards
the clinic
And the nurses attended to clean his wounds. I hugged Mika as she sob louder.
"What the fuck happened?" Saturn asked Mika. Tumabi rin si Xyrus samin at tumitig
kay
Mika.
Lalake." Sagot nito at muling umiyak, "It's my fault. Because of me he got beaten."
"Shh, calm down Mika." I whispered and tap her back gently. She shook her head and
I guided
Her to sit in the couch. Inabutan naman siya ni Xyrus ng bottled water.
"I'll stay here." Saad ko. Tumingin sakin si Saturn bago kay Xyrus at muling
binalik ang tingin
"Alright. Babalikan kita." Aniya at hinalikan ako sa noo bago lumabas ng clinic.
Inalo ko
"He's okay. He did what he think is right girl." Saad ko. Umiling lang to muli at
tumayo tsaka
Nilapitan si Edryl. Nagka-tinginan naman kami ni Xyrus kaya ngumiti ako sa kanya.
Umiwas
"I'm fine." He answered. I just nod and let the silence surround us.
"It's not your fault. I chose to hurt myself Fatima. I chose to let you be happy
with Saturn. You
Don't need to apologize to me." I turn my gaze at Xyrus and he has this warm look
in his face.
"We can still be friends right? Xyrus you're a good guy. And I feel awful for
hurting you." I told
Him but he just shook his head and gave a little smile.
"I will be your friend Fatima." Aniya at iniwas ang tingin sakin.
"Thank you." I utter but he just nod. Muli kaming tumahimik. Maya-maya lang ay
bumalik na
Kanya.
"Let's go." Hila sakin ni Saturn palabas ng clinic. Hindi na ko nakapag-paalam kay
Xyrus nang
"I'm perfectly fine babe." He answered and kissed my head, "How 'bout you?"
"What do you mean how 'bout me?" I smiled. Umiling lang to at inakay na ko palabas
ng main
Building.
"Hindi ko alam. Bigla akong nawala sa mood dahil sa nangyari." Sagot ko sa kanya.
"Bakit
"Edryl is a good man. Lumalaban siya kapag alam niyang nasa tama siya. Pero dahil
dalawa
Sila at pinagtulungan nila si Edryl, hindi talaga yon mananalo. My cousin hates
violence, that
"I'm not." He answered, "I just know how to use fist for fighting."
"Edi magaling nga." Natatawa kong sagot. Umiling lang siya at humalik sa ulo ko.
"Ikaw nga dyan ang taray mo. You even talked like a bitch with Jenine." He laughed.
"Because she told me my boobs are fake. I can't believe it!" I exclaimed. Saturn
faced me and
"I know these are real babe. You don't have to prove her wrong." He grinned and
squeeze my
Breasts before hugging me.
I chuckled and bite his shoulder, "Tara na nga. Dun muna tayo sa dorm. Why don't we
rest for
"Alright." Tumango siya at lumakad kami papunta sa dorm namin. Nag-shower muna ako
at
Tanging boxers lang ang suot. I scoot closer and hugged his waist. I kissed his
shoulder
Nagising ako nang maramdaman na parang may gumagalaw sa ibabang bahagi ng katawan
Ko. I slowly opened my eyes just to see Saturn licking my pussy. I moaned and he
insert
Fingers inside me, I grip his hair and pushed his head.
"Did you like your new alarm?" He grinned and traced my slit with his tongue. He
teased my
"Ooh, yes!" I moaned and buck my hips. He reach for my breast and pinch my nipple
over my
He pump his finger fast inside me and curled it up. I bit my lip and tightened my
grip in his
Hair. I cursed as I feel my orgasm building inside me. I gasped when my body
convulse
Because of pleasure. Saturn knelt in the bed and pulled his boxers down.
He parted my legs and slowly thrust his hard cock inside me. He lifted my shirt
until my
Breasts showed. He lowered his head and caught one of my nipple as he pound me
fast. He
Reach for my wrists and raise it in my head before leaning his hand beside me to
support his
"Fuck!" He grunt and bite the skin of mg breast. I moaned in pain and stare at him.
He kissed
Me roughly as his thrusts were becoming hard and desperate.
"Saturn I'm coming!" I pant and pulled my arm but he tightened his grip. I screamed
when
Another bliss of orgasm filled my body. My toes were curled as my legs shivered in
pleasure.
Saturn pulled out and stroke his cock before spurting his orgasm in my belly.
He was gasping for air when he lay beside me and bury his head in my neck. I can
feel his
Ragged breathing in my ears. We rest for a while before I took a shower again.
Sumunod
Naman si Saturn nang matapos ako. Nag-bihis ako ng simpleng damit at pinusod ang
buhok
Ko. Nag-suot din si Saturn ng simpleng maong pants, v-neck shirt at running shoes.
"Let's go. Mukhang marami ng tao sa field." Saad ni Saturn at hinila ako palabas ng
dorm.
Pagdating namin don ay binigyan kami ng tig-isang paper lanterns ng mga professor.
Inuumpisahan na pala ang pag-sindi ng mga paper lantern nang dumating kami.
The lights in the university were closed as the fire from the paper lantern lighted
the whole
Place. The host told us we can make a wish before letting the lantern fly. I
glanced at Saturn
I wish he'll love me. Sana marinig ko na kay Saturn ang mga katagang matagal ko ng
Inaantay.
I turn my gaze at Saturn and he smiled. Sabay namin pinakawalan ang lantern at
inakbayan
Nagmumula sa lantern. They were like stars that made the dark sky so bright.
"Anong hiniling mo?" Tanong ko kay Saturn. He smiled and look down on me.
"I wished that the girl I love, loves me too." He answered and faced me. I can feel
my heart
Thumping so fast and loud. My palms were cold as Saturn brought it to his lips and
kissed
"Saturn..."
"I love you Fatima." He utter with sincerity in his voice as he look straight in my
eyes. My
Tears suddenly fell and I hugged him tight, "I fucking love you.
I cried as I nod. Did God heard my wish? Sobrang bilis naman niya tong tinupad. I
sob as I
Silently thanked God. Saturn face me to him before he cupped my cheeks and kissed
me
"Say you love me too." He whispered and rested our foreheads together. I smiled and
look at
His eyes.
Chapter 20
The night we said our I love you's was the best night I've ever had. Hindi ko
maalis ang ngiti
Saturn sakin.
"Omg! I'm so happy for you girl." She exclaimed and hugged me, "Welcome to the
relationship
Goals world!"
"Ang saya ko Mika." Saad ko. Humiwalay naman siya sakin habang naka-ngiti.
"Ganyan talaga kapag in love, palaging masaya." Mahinang natawa siya, "Ako din ay
ganyan
Kapag naiisip ko si Edryl. I never expected to fall in love with him. Bad boy
talaga ang type
Ko."
"Hindi ko rin ineexpect na ma-inlove ako. All I want is to graduate here and I'll
go back to
Batanes." I sighed.
"May mga bagay talaga na nangyayari kahit wala yun sa plano natin." Sagot niya, "By
the way,
Na umalis ng campus. Kailangan lang namin bumalik after twenty four hours.
Agad akong naligo at nag-ayos ng sarili. I wore a shorts, a t-shirt and a sneakers.
Nag-dala
Rin ako ng mga damit pamalit dahil hindi kami dito matutulog ni Saturn. I'm really
excited on
Nang matapos akong mag-ayos ay sakto naman na pumasok si Keila sa dorm namin. She
Looked thin but refreshed. Makapal ang make-up neto kaya naman natatago ang mga eye
Bags niya. Naka-kulot ang mahabang buhok neto at naka-pusod. Naka-suot rin siya ng
sexy
"Keila," I called her but she ignored me. Lumingon ako kay Mika at tumango siya,
"Keila why
Don't you talk to me? Kung may problema ka sakin sabihin mo hindi yung di mo ko
Pinapansin."
She glared and faced me, "Why would I talk to you Fatima?" She exclaimed, "Alam mo
naman
Siguro na galit na ko sayo? I hate you for making Xyrus fall for you! Hindi mo ba
alam dahil
"It's not my fault!" I shouted, "Wala kong kasalanan kung mahal ako ni Xyrus. He's
my friend
Keila for fucking's sake! Bakit ako ang sinisisi mo sa pangba-basted sayo ni Xyrus?
Bakit
Would I give Xyrus false hopes? I treat him as my friend and he knows that. Alam
niyang si
Saturn ang gusto ko. Kaya bakit ka nagagalit sakin kung ayaw sayo ni Xyrus? Why are
you
I felt a pain when Keila slapped me. I look at her and she's sobbing hard, "I know
he can't love
Me! This is my defense mechanism! Binaba ko ang pride ko para umamin sa kanya kahit
Alam kong hindi niya ko gusto! I'm doing these things to make myself look strong!
Kung hindi
"No! Don't touch me! I hate you! Nagagalit ako sayo dahil wala ka namang ginagawa
pero
Nagustuhan ka nila. You just transferred here but all the boys likes you already!
I'm fucking
Insecure with you Fatima dahil ang taong gusto ko, mahal ka kahit wala ka namang
Ginagawa para magustuhan ka niya." She sobbed and sat down in her bed. Lumapit
naman
"I'm sorry." I whispered. Umiling ito at kumuha ng mga damit sa cabinet niya bago
lumabas
Ng dorm.
"It's okay girl. At least nasabi mo sa kanya ang dapat niyang marinig." Saad ni
Mika at
Lumapit sakin, "Cheer up. Wag mo muna isipin si Keila. I know she'll realize her
shits after
This."
"Sinabi ko rin sa kanya yan pero hindi siya nakikinig sakin." She sighed and grab a
towel,
Nang matapos si Mika maligo ay agad siyang nag-bihis at sabay kaming lumabas ng
dorm.
Lumakad kami papuntang main gate at sinalubong naman ni Edryl si Mika. Yumakap
naman
Sakin si Saturn.
"We'll be back tomorrow." Saturn said and pulled me closer. Tinignan ko naman ang
dalawa.
"Sure kayong di kayo lalabas ng campus?" Tanong ko. Umiling naman sila.
"Gusto namin masolo ang isa't isa." Ani Edryl kaya napa-ngiti ako.
"Sige mauna na kami." Paalam namin. Pinag-buksan naman ako ni Saturn ng pinto ng
kotse
"Don't you trust me love?" He sweetly asked and I blushed. I lean over to kiss his
cheeks and
My heart pound as I look at me. I can't stop the smile forming my lips, "I love you
too." I
Answered and he chuckled before maneuvering the car towards the exit of Montenegro
University.
"Wear your seatbelt babe. It will be a long ride." Ani Saturn at hinawakan ang
kamay ko at
"It's a surprise. Mga three hours pa ang byahe natin kaya kung inaantok ka pwede ka
muna
Nagising ako nang maramdaman ang pag-halik ni Saturn sa pisngi ko. Ngumiti ako at
Tinignan siya.
"Hey, we're here." Aniya kaya lumingon-lingon ako. My eyes widened when I saw a
beach not
"A beach!" I exclaimed and quickly get off the car. Mas lumawak ang ngiti ko nang
maamoy
"Let's go babe?" Saturn asked. Buhat neto sa isang kamay niya ang mga gamit namin.
"My mom owns this." He smiled sadly and I caress his back, "Nilipat nila ang
pangalan ng
Mga pagmamay-ari ni mom sakin nang mag-eighteen years old ako. Maybe that's why my
Hindi ko naman alam ang sasabihin ko kay Saturn kaya nanatili akong tahimik. Kahit
konti ay
He smiled and look at me, "Tara. Dun tayo sa rest house." Saad niya bago ako hinila
sa isang
Beach house.
"Wow." I whispered. The place is so comfy. The house was made from woods, from the
walls
And floor. Open rin to kaya pumapasok ang malamig na simoy ng hangin sa loob. There
are
White couches in the living room, white curtains in the glass door and white
furnitures.
"My mom loves the color white." Saturn said, "Sabi niya masarap sa mata kapag puti
ang
"I agree." I smiled at him. Lumapit naman siya sakin at humalik sa labi ko bago
ngumisi ng
Trunks. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa malaking bakat sa gitna niya bago umiwas ng tingin.
"You can hold my cock later babe." Saturn grinned and I rolled my eyes at him.
Napaka-loko
Talaga niya.
"Hindi mo sinabing mags-swimming pala tayo. Wala tuloy akong dalang swimsuit." Saad
ko
Sa kanya.
"Don't worry, I brought you one." Sagot niya kaya lumingon ako sa kanya. Nagkalkal
siya sa
Bag niya at nilabas ang isang paper bag. Kumindat to bago i-abot sakin.
"What the fuck Saturn?" Gulat kong sigaw at binato sa kanya ang tela na inabot
niya. Oo!
Parang tela na lang ang swimsuit na binili niya. It's a t-back underwear and
strapless
Brassiere.
Tumawa naman to at lumapit sakin bitbit ang swimsuit, "Wear this Fatima. Ako lang
naman
"No way! Sana pinag-hubad mo na lang ako kung susuotin ko yan." Sagot ko at humanap
ng
"Okay, hubad ka na lang babe." Saad niya kaya di ko na lang siya pinansin. Pumwesto
ito sa
Likod ko at yumakap.
"I want you to wear this little cloth sweetheart." Bulong niya at kiniskis ang
pagkalalaki niya
Sa pwetan ko.
He sighed and hold my hand, "Sige. Pero mamaya pwede bang wala kang damit dito sa
Bahay?"
Sabay kaming lumakad papuntang beach. Agad naman akong tumakbo at nakipag-habulan
Sa mga alon. I screamed when I felt Saturn lifted me and throw me in the water. I
laughed
"Look, it's a star fish!" Saturn exclaimed and pointed the water. Lumapit naman ako
sa kanya
"Look closer." Aniya. Nilapit ko ang mukha ko sa malinaw na tubig pero wala talaga.
"Wala-" I gasped when he pushed my head to the water before running to the shore,
"I got you!" Sigaw niya pabalik. Kunwaring nagta-tampo akong tumalikod sa kanya.
Pano ko
I smiled and swim to the deep part of the sea. Tinignan ko siya at nakita ko na
parang may
"Help!" Lumubog ako bahagya bago ko inangat ang ulo ko, "Saturn, help!"
"Fatima!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Saturn kaya lumubog ako ng tuluyan at nag-panggap na
Nawalan ng malay.
I felt an arms lifted me up and carried me to the shore. Naramdaman ko ang ulo ni
Saturn sa
Dibdib ko bago i-pump ang puso ko. I stopped to breath to make it look like real.
"No, fuck no. Babe? Babe?" He slap my face lightly and gave me a CPR. Gusto ko na
tumawa
"Fatima! Wake the fuck up." He utter, "Shit. Somebody help!" Sigaw niya pa.
Naramdaman
Kong niyakap niya ang bisig niya sakin at binaon ang ulo niya sa leeg ko. I opened
my eyes
When I heard him sobbing, "No baby, don't leave me please. I love you. I love you."
Ngumiti ako at niyakap ang braso ko sa ulo niya, "I love you too." I breathed and
he lifted his
Head to me. Natawa ko nang makitang namumula ang mata niya, "Did you really cry?"
"Are you fucking kidding me babe?" His forehead crinkled, "I thought I'm going to
lose you!"
"That's what you get for pushing my head in the water." I laughed and kissed his
lips, "I love
You Saturn."
"Damn, I love you so fucking much Fatima." He whispered and kissed me. I smiled and
kissed
Him back.
Kami sa cottage at nag-prepare ng lunch namin. I cooked rice and stare at Saturn as
he grill
I never felt this way before. The contentment as I look at someone. Masaya akong
kasama si
Saturn. Oo, alam kong hindi dapat samahan ng feelings ang ginagawa namin. Pero
hindi mo
Naman maiiwasan mahulog ang puso mo sa taong palagi mong nakakasama eh, sa taong
Pinapasaya ka. You can't stop your heart from falling to someone close to you.
"Hey, what are you thinking?" Hindi ko namalayan na nakatabi na pala si Saturn
sakin.
"Just random things." I answered and faced him. Nilapag niya ang grilled fish sa
lamesa
"You're so beautiful Fatima." He whispered, "I'm not a sweet person but I will do
anything to
Make you feel how much I'm fucking thankful to have you in my life."
"Aw, you don't need to be sweet, baby. Just always be by my side and I'm happy with
that.
"Gusto ko pa din gumawa ng paraan para maging masaya ka Fatima. I'm willing to be a
corny
Lover just to make you freaking happy. I want to see your smiles everyday. Gusto
kong ako
I hugged him and kissed his chest, "I love you Saturn." I smiled when he kissed my
head.
Nang matapos kami kumain ay inaya ako ni Saturn sa tabing dagat. Nag-latag siya ng
Malaking sapin at nahiga kami don. He put his shades on and pulled me closer to
him. I
"I love sex." He chuckled and I playfully pinch his nipples, "Ouch babe. Joke lang.
Ano bang
Gusto mong malaman?"
"Nung bata ako, palagi kaming nandito ng pamilya namin. My relatives wants to spend
every
Weekend in this beach. The peace and breeze is relaxing. We would play and make
sand
"Naglalaro rin ako sa beach noong bata ako." Sagot ko. I felt homesick again. I
wish I can go
"I don't have any good memories with my dad. He always come home drunk when I was
still
A kid. I knew him as my father but I never grew up with him. I see him bringing
prostitutes in
Our house and use drugs. That's why my relatives took me back and raised me."
"Yes. Because I knew he only wants the money of the Montenegros. He wants to take
all the
Money that my mom has. Kaya rin siya nagagalit sakin dahil hindi niya makuha ang
gusto
"Nakakatakot din naman si Sir Steve. Parang konting kibot mo lang magagalit na
siya." Saad
"It's true though. Lagi siyang galit." Aniya. Tumabi naman ako sa kanya at humalik
sa pisngi
Niya. He smiled back before pushing me down and moved on top of me.
He began kissing my jaw down to my neck. I caress his hair and our lips met. He
kissed me
With aggressiveness, I moaned when he bit my lip in a painful way. I gasped and he
thrust his
He swirl his tongue inside as I suck it. He pulled my shirt up with my bra before
leaning his
Head down and suck the skin of my breast. I moaned and grip his hair. He parted my
legs
Using his knee and I wrapped it around his waist. I felt his hard manhood when he
move his
Waist closer.
I looked down at him when he stuck his tongue and twirl it around my hard buds as
his eyes
Were settled in my eyes. I bit my lip when he suckled on it and gave it a gentle
bite before
Turning his head to the other one and did the same thing.
He brushed his head in my stomach and gently kissed it. He knelt and pulled my
shorts off. I
Moaned softly when he traced my slit using his finger before opening my wet folds
and
Playing with my clitoris. He leaned his head down and inhaled my between. I blushed
as I
Stare at him.
"Saturn," I called him when he kissed my folds. He flick his tongue in my core and
rubs his
Thumb in my clitoris as he insert two fingers inside me. I closed my eyes and
arched my back
"You taste fucking good babe." He groaned and pump his fingers faster, "Do you want
to
"You like that babe?" He grinned and added another finger. I cursed as I feel my
climax
"See how wet you are Fatima." He groaned and raised his fingers dripping wet. He
pulled his
Trunks down and wipe my orgasm in his hard cock before grabbing it and rubbing it
in my
I gave it a stroke before slipping it inside me. We both moaned when we're finally
one. He
And gave his shaft a good hug. He cursed and start pumping fast and hard.
"Shit!" I cried when he rub his thumb in my clitoris. I grab my boobs and massaged
it, gently
Pinching my buds.
Saturn hold onto my hips and pound me harder. My body was moving along with his
thrusts.
He gasped for air and flip me over on my stomach. He bend my hips slight before
slipping
His manhood inside me again. He closed my legs as he pound me slow. I bit my lip
and grab
He gave me a hard spank in my ass again and again until my skin was stinging
already. I bit
"I'm coming!" I cried and his thrusts were hard, deep and fast. I grunt when my
pussy
Shivered.
"Shit!" He cursed and I felt him pour his semen inside me. He gave a few thrust
before pulling
I gasped for air and he pulled me closer to his body. I smiled and closed my eyes.
I can still
Chapter 21
"Ready?" Tanong niya. Ngumuso naman ako sa kanya kaya lumapit siya sakin at
yumakap,
Lang ay maiiyak na ko. I don't want to go back to that prison. Oo, pakiramdam ko
isa akong
Preso at ang eskwelahan na yon ang kulungan ko.
"Of course I want to be with you." I answered. He smiled and kissed my lips.
"Konti na lang babe. Pag labas natin ng MU bubuo na tayo ng pamilya natin." Aniya
at
Tumingin sa asul na dagat, "We'll build our own family and live here."
I glanced at the blue sea before sighing. Ngayon kasi ang balik namin sa Montenegro
University. Our twenty four hours is done and we need to go back to the reality. I
took my bag
And we walked towards Saturn's car. Nilagay niya sa back seat ang mga bag namin
kaya
Saturn maneuvered the car away from villa Montenegro. I wish I can go back here
again.
Nagustuhan ko na kasi ang lugar na to. Parang bumalik ako sa Batanes nang makita ko
ang
Malinaw na tubig.
Ng dorm namin.
"I'll see you later Fatima. Pupuntahan kita sa dorm mo." Aniya. Tumango naman ako
at tipid
"I'm okay." Sagot ko. Lumabas naman siya at pinag-buksan ako ng pinto tsaka niya
kinuha
Ang mga bag ko sa back seat, "Kaya ko na." Dagdag ko nang makitang ihahatid niya ko
sa
Loob.
"Sure?" Tanong nito. Tumango lang ako at pilit inagaw sa kanya ang mga bag ko.
"Mag-pahinga ka na muna. I'll see you later." Tugon ko. Tumango ito at binigyan ako
ng halik
Sa labi at noo bago siya muling sumakay sa kotse niya.
Pagpasok ko ng dorm ay walang tao kaya naman pabagsak akong nahiga sa kama. I'm so
Tired. I closed my eyes and took a nap. Nang magising ako ay gabi na, naramdaman ko
Na natutulog.
I smiled naughtily and sit on his lap. Mahimbing pa rin ang tulog niya kaya naman
napa-ngisi
Ako. I pulled his boxer down and his soft manhood sprang free. I chuckled and hold
it. Hindi
Pa din to matigas kaya naman sinimulan kong itaas-baba ang kamay ko.
Saturn snored and I laughed. I move my hand faster and his cock twitched. I heard
him
Groaned. I remove my shirt and my short. I rub my between with my finger and I felt
myself
Getting wet. I bit my lip before slipping Saturn's cock inside me. I moaned and
hold into his
Chest.
"Baby," My eyes turned to him when he called me, "You're raping me." He added
making me
Laugh.
I lean down and kissed him. He grab my hair and kiss me aggressively. I started
moving my
Hips up and down. His cock twitched and I can feel him getting hard. I smiled and
thrust my
Tongue inside his mouth. He hold me in my ass and gave it a hard spank. I moaned
and lean
"Shit, you're so naughty." He groaned and closed his eyes. I massaged my breasts as
I look at
Saturn.
"Move with me babe." I moaned. He switch our position and flip me in my stomach. He
Removed his shirt and boxers before slipping his manhood inside me. He hold my hips
before
Pounding me hard and fast. I crumpled the sheets as he roughly thrust his cock
deeper.
"Shit!" He grunt and pulled my hair. I moaned and bit my lip.
"Coming!" I cried and my body shiver with pleasure. Saturn pulled out and stroke
his shaft
"I'm freaking horny Saturn. Is this bad?" Tanong ko. Napapansin ko kasi na kapag
kasama ko
Natawa naman ito, "Nah. That's a good thing as long as you're with me." He
answered. I
"Ang hilig mo rin kasi eh." I answered and gave him a peck in his lips, "What do
you want for
Dinner baby?"
"How 'bout you?" He grinned and I laughed. I shook my head before standing up and
picking
Paglabas ko ng banyo ay agad kong naamoy ang mabangong niluluto ni Saturn. Lumakad
Ako papuntang kitchen at napa-ngiti ako nang makita siyang nagluluto habang hubo't
hubad.
I stare at his ass and chuckled. He turn his head at me and faced me. I look at his
cock and
Laughed.
"Stop staring Fatima. I'm getting hard." He snickered. I shook my head and walk
towards him
"I love you." I smiled. His face softened and kissed my forehead.
"I love you so much." He answered and pulled me for a hug. He bury his head in my
neck and
I caress his back, "Don't ever leave me Fatima. Hindi ko kayang mawala ka sakin.
Baby, I'll do
I smile wider and nod, "Bakit naman kita iiwan? I don't have any reason to do it
Saturn. I love
"Shit!" Tinignan ko siya at natawa ako dahil tuyo na ang sabaw ng niluluto niyang
adobo.
"Mag-bihis ka nga. Baka biglang dumating si Mika." Saad ko. Pinulot ko yung boxer
niya sa
-�-
"Before we start the second quarter of the sem, I would like to congratulate your
section for
Having the most earned money last school festival." Miss Lorenzo said and we
clapped our
Hands, "Edryl's idea for the booth's name got the student's attention."
"We'll proceed now to our next lesson for the Learning Pleasures." She walked
towards the
White board and write something, "Seduction is the process of deliberately enticing
a person,
"Every guy fantasizes to be seduced by a woman. So for our activity today, I would
like you to
Seduce your partners in front of the class. Kayo ang bahala kung paaano niyo
tutuksuhin ang
Mga partner niyo." Miss Lorenzo smiled and walked in the back of the class. "We'll
start with
Tumayo silang dalawa at tumayo sa harap ng klase. Mika pushed Edryl in the board
and
Unbuttoned her long sleeves. Edryl raised his hand to miss Lorenzo.
"Miss, I don't want any guys see my girl's body." Saad nito kaya tinukso namin
sila.
"You don't have to undress yourself Mikaela. Just seduce Edryl without taking your
clothes
Off." Miss Lorenzo said. Tumango si Mika at muling inakit si Edryl. Kitang-kita ko
kung gaano
Ka-intense ang titig ni Edryl kay Mika.
I smiled and look at Saturn. Ano kayang pwede kong gawin sa kanya para maakit siya?
Saturn turn his head at me and grinned. Alam ko na ang iniisip niya. Napa-iling
lang ako.
After Edryl and Mika, miss Lorenzo called the two of us to perform in front of the
class. I
Smiled and walk towards miss Lorenzo and lean my head to her ear.
"Miss pwede po ba mag-play ng maharot na music?" Tanong ko. Natawa naman si miss
Lorenzo at tumango bago niya kinuha ang remote control para sa audio na nakalagay
sa
Mga pader. Bumalik ako sa harap at nakita kong nagtataka si Saturn na naka-tingin
sakin.
I grinned and pulled the teacher's chair in front and pushed Saturn to sit there.
The music
Played and my classmates teased us. Saturn grinned but I just smiled at him and
removed
His necktie.
"What you gonna do baby?" He asked while grinning. Hindi ko siya sinagot at tinakip
sa mata
Niya ang necktie niya. Muling nag-hiyawan ang mga classmates namin. Kinuha ko ang
panyo
I bit my lip as I stare at him, helpless and tied. When the chorus of the song
played I sat on
Saturn's lap, my back is facing him, I started grinding my ass in his hard crotch.
I heard him
Groaned and move his hips with every hump I'm making.
I stood up and lean closer to give his ear a lick. He cursed and struggled with his
tied wrists.
I walk in his back and caress his chest down to his manhood, I squeeze it gently
again and
Again.
"Fatima." He groaned and I smiled. I suck his neck and twirl my tongue in his skin
up to his
"Alright, stop." Miss Lorenzo clapped her hands, "Well, you're so seductive Fatima.
Mukhang
Malalagot ka mamaya kay Saturn." Anito at bumaba ang tingin niya sa pagkalalaki ni
Saturn.
Natawa naman ako at tinanggal ang pagkakatali ng kamay ni Saturn pati ang blindfold
niya.
"Thank you." I smiled sweetly and look at Saturn. His eyes were burning with desire
and I just
"Wait lang." Pigil ko sa kanya. Sinandal naman niya ko sa pader at dinikit ang
sarili sakin.
"What you did is fucking wrong baby." He groaned and rubbed his groin in my
stomach. I bit
"Hush." He put his point finger in my lips and lean his head in my neck and brushed
his lips in
"Saturn..." I called him. He hold my chin and raise my head to meet his eyes.
"Can you feel how hard I am right now, Fatima?" Tanong niya sakin. Tumango naman
ako at
Mas lalo niyang dinikit ang sarili sakin, "Why don't we play right now?"
"Saturn, nasa labas tayo." Reklamo ko. Tumango-tango ito at inikot ako sa kanya. I
squeak
When he pushed my body in the wall. I felt him raise my skirt and spank my ass. I
moaned in
Pain.
"This is what you get for tying me." He utter and gave me a much hard spank. He
spank me
Again and again until I can feel my skin numbing in pain. He ripped my underwear
and I heard
Him opening his belt and zipper. Seconds later, he starts rubbing his cock head in
my wet
Folds.
"Saturn." I moaned. He pushed his shaft inside me and hold my neck. He pound me
hard and
Deep and I can't help but to like his roughness. I cursed when he spank me again.
"So tight." He groaned and hold into my hips before thrusting fast. He pulled my
arm in my
Were shaking as Saturn never stopped pounding me hard. He cursed and squeeze my ass
"I'm coming!" I cried as I feel my climax again. He grunt and his thrusts were
becoming
Desperately rough. I screamed when I reach my climax. Saturn pulled out and I feel
his
Dripping orgasm in my pussy. He pulled me to face his and he's catching his breath.
"Never ever try seducing me like that again Fatima. Or you'll feel much more pain
as a
Chapter 22
Konting buwan pa ay matatapos na ang first semester ng school year. Iniisip ko kung
lalabas
Wants to study outside this campus but he answered me 'no'. Kaya naman tinitimbang
ko
Ang sarili ko kung anong gusto ko. To stay here and be with Saturn or leave this
place and be
Ang hirap pumili lalo na't gusto kong makasama si Saturn. I sighed and walked
towards the
Garden. Malayo pa lang ay nakikita ko na ang isang bulto ng tao don kaya lumapit
ako. Bigla
Itong humarap sakin kaya nagulat ako nang makita si Xyrus. He smiled and awkwardly
wave
His hand.
"Hello. How are you?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders and stand beside him.
"Wala. I just miss this place. Dito kita unang nakausap ng matagal at dito din tayo
unang
Nag-plano na lumabas ng campus." He chuckled and stare at me.
"Yeah. I remember that day. You even gave me sunflowers." I laughed. Nakakamiss din
Kausap si Xyrus. Pakiramdam ko kasi lumalayo na siya sakin dahil kay Saturn. He's
my friend
"Do you want to sneak out again?" He grinned, "Wala naman tayong klase ngayon."
But things changed, "I-I don't know. Baka magalit si Saturn." ...because I can't
decide on my
Own without thinking that Saturn might get angry at me, at us. Alam ko naman kung
gaano
Ka-seloso si Saturn kaya kahit gusto kong sumama kay Xyrus ay hindi pwede. Isa pa
ayaw
"I see. Oo nga pala, girlfriend ka na ni Saturn." Mahina siyang natawa at humakbang
palayo,
"Sige, una na ko. Baka makita tayo ng boyfriend mo at kung ano na naman ang
isipin."
"Xyus." I called him but he just smiled before walking away. Napa-yuko na lang ako
at naupo
Sa damuhan.
I stayed here for a couple of minutes before standing up and walking towards the
school
Main building. Balak ko kasing pumunta sa library para mag-aral sa quiz namin next
week.
Paliko na sana ako nang may mabangga akong bulto ng lalake kaya napaatras ako.
"Sorry po." Bulong ko at umangat ang tingin. Nakita ko na nakatitig sakin ang
school
"Fatima, right?" Tanong neto kaya napa-tango ako. He smirked giving me goosebumps
all
With my arms, "Are you willing to stay by Saturn's side even if something bad will
happen?"
Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi niya. Anong ibig niyang sabihin? "Opo. Wala namang
dahilan
Para iwan ko si Saturn. Kung simpleng problema lang naman ay kaya namin to ayusin."
"Talaga, huh?" Nanguuyam niyang tanong. Nagulat ako ng malakas siyang tumawa,
"You're
Like your mother, Fatima. Masyadong matapang pagdating sa problema. Pero ano bang
"What do you mean Mr. Gutierrez?" I asked but he just smiled coldly at me before
walking
Imbis na pumuntang library ay bumalik na lang ako sa dorm. Nakaka-bahala kasi ang
mga
Salitang binitawan ng principal kanina. What does he mean by that? May mangyayari
bang
Nang mag-gabi ay hindi ko pa rin nakikita si Saturn kaya naman kinabahan ako. I-
dagdag mo
Pa ang mga sinabi sakin ng daddy niya kanina kaya mas lalo akong na-paranoid. Ano
ba to?
"Sa Bazaar. Magkikita kasi kami ni Edryl. You want to join us ba?" Tumango-tango na
lang
Nang makapag-ayos ako ay lumabas na kami ni Mika papunta sa mini bazaar sa likod ng
MU. Pagdating don ay pumunta kami sa parang food park at doon nakita namin si Edryl
na
Kasama si Xyrus.
"Hey hon. Hi Fatima." Edryl greeted with a smile. I just nod and smiled back. Umupo
si Mika
"I don't know. Ano bang meron dito?" Tanong ko at nilibot ang tingin sa paligid.
Maraming
Ilaw at studyante ang nandito sa food park. May konting stalls ng pagkain at may
mga
"May sausages don, pizza, burger, fries. What do you want? My treat." Xyrus
answered. I turn
My head to him and smiled back. Ang laki ng ngiti neto sakin kaya naman natutuwa
ako dahil
"Burger at fries na lang." Sagot ko. Tumango naman siya bago tumayo at um-order ng
Pagkain.
"Ganon ba? Saan naman kaya nag-punta yon? Kaninang umaga pa siya umalis ng dorm.
'Are you willing to stay by Saturn's side even if something bad will happen?'
Biglang nag-echo sa utak ko ang sinabi ni Sir Steve kanina sakin. Eto ba ang ibig
sabihin ng
Sinabi niya kanina? May nangyari ba kay Saturn? Nasaktan ba siya? I don't know but
my heart
"Here's your order ma'am." Nilapag ni Xyrus ang tray ng burger at fries tsaka milk
tea sa
"Are you alright?" Xyrus asked and I felt his hand caress my back. I nod and turn
my gaze to
The food.
Tahimik lang akong kumain habang nagke-kwentuhan sila Xyrus, Edryl at Mika. Minsan
ay
Nakikisali ako sa usapan pero muli akong mananahimik. Kanina pa din ako tinatanong
ni
"Are you really fine?" Tanong nito nang dalawa na lang kami.
"Napagod kang kumain?" He chuckled, "I know there's a problem but I won't ask it
anymore if
"Tingin mo saan pupunta si Edryl at Mika?" Pagiiba niya ng usapan. Napa-ngiti naman
ako.
"Maybe they will be doing a private lessons." I chuckled. Tumawa naman si Xyrus at
"You guess." He grinned, "Kidding. I'm not doing it anymore. Hindi na din
nagpapakita si Keila
Sakin."
"Do you mind if I ask you something?" I scratch my arm as I look at him.
"Nah. I don't hate her. I just hate her because she's making herself look like a
shit because I
Turned her down." Aniya, "Di mo naman kailangan sirain ang buhay mo dahil lang sa
hindi ka
"T-That's good to hear." I awkwardly smiled and look away. Tila may kaba sa dibdib
ko dahil
"Hindi na. Maayos naman kami." Sagot ko. Tumango lang siya at tumigil sa
paglalakad. Dun
"I'll see you around Fatima." He smiled and pinch my cheeks kaya naman napahawak
ako sa
Pisngi ko. Ngumisi siya bago lumakad palayo. Napa-tingin na lang ako sa kanya bago
Kama ko. Napa-upo ako at kinuha ang bulaklak at nakita ko ang isang card don pero
nang
Buksan ko ay walang naka-sulat na kahit ano. Lumingon ako sa kabilang kama pero
wala si
Mika don.
Tumayo ako at nilapag sa headboard ang teddy bear at roses bago pumasok sa banyo at
Muli kong sinulyapan ang teddy at roses bago lumabas ng dorm at lumakad papuntang
first
Kaya naman kinuha ko ang maliit kong salamin at tinignan ang mukha ko dahil baka
may
"Kanina ka pa namin hinahanap Fatima." Saad ni Edryl kaya kumunot ang noo ko.
"Why? Ano bang meron?" Nagtatakang tanong ko. Hindi naman sila sumagot at mabilis
Akong hinila papunta sa kabilang building. Nahihirapan ako tumakbo dahil na rin sa
suot
"Basta! Kanina pa kami lagot." Sagot ni Edryl sakin kaya mas nagtaka ako.
"Nasa dorm lang naman ako. Bakit di niyo na lang ako pinuntahan don?" Tanong ko.
Hindi
Pagdating namin sa building ng seniors ay mas nagtaka ako dahil sobrang daming
Studyante ang nasa hallway at parang may pinapanood sila sa baba. Sumiksik kami ni
Edryl
At Mika hanggang sa makapunta kami sa pinakaharap.
"Okay na!" Nagulat ang lahat sa sigaw ni Edryl kaya natawa siya. Humarap kami sa
field kung
Napapalakpak ang mga studyante ng mag-form ang mga tao sa baba ng letter H. May
Malakas pang music sa field kaya naman mas nakakuha ito ng attention. Sunod naman
ay
Nag-form ng letter A ang isa pang batch ng mga studyante at sunod-sunod yon
hanggang sa
Mabuo nila ang word na 'HAPPY'. Pati ako ay napapalakpak dahil ang galing nila.
Nawala ang unang word na binuo nila at nag-form nanaman sila ng bagong letters.
Unang
Happy First?
Muling nawala ang word na binuo at biglang dumami ang studyante sa baba. Mabilis
ang
Dahilan.
Nag-form ang mga tao sa baba ng malaking heart kaya nagpalakpakan kami. May tinaas
Silang mga cardboard na kulay black at nang ikutin nila to ay nagulat ako dahil
mukha ko ang
Nabuo nila.
"Ayeee!" Pangaasar ng mga studyante sakin. Muli akong hinila nila Edryl pababa
hanggang
Sa mapunta kami sa field. Doon, nakita ko si Saturn na may hawak na pulang rosas
kaya
Naman hindi ko na napigilan ang mga luha ko na tumulo. Biglang nag-bago ang mood
ko.
From frustration to being happy. Kahapon kasi ay kung ano-ano ang naiisip ko pero
eto ako
"Hey, hey. What's wrong?" Saturn asked and pulled me for a hug. Bigla na lang akong
napahagulgol at mahigpit siyang niyakap.
"Bakit ngayon lang kita nakita?" Naiinis kong tanong sa kanya. Narinig ko naman ang
"Nag-practice kasi kami netong mga kasama ko. I want everything to be perfect
before I
Present my surprise to you. Natuwa ka naman diba?" Tanong niya at kinalas ang
Pagkakayakap ko sa kanya.
"It's not a surprise anymore if I tell you about this. Don't cry babe. Bigyan mo na
lang ako ng
Kiss." Aniya at ngumisi. Hinampas ko muna ang dibdib niya bago ko siya hinila para
halikan.
"Don't scare me like that again Saturn." I whispered. His brow raised and grinned.
"I didn't scare you baby. What are you talking about?" He pulled me for a hug, "Did
you miss
Me?"
Tumango naman ako, "Akala ko kasi may nangyaring masama sayo. Sabi ni Edryl ay
kahapon
Ka pa ng umaga umalis."
"Kanina lang din nalaman ni Edryl ang plano ko. If I told him about my surprise I'm
pretty sure
He'll tell it to his girlfriend and your friend might tell it to you. Masisira ang
surprise ko."
Natawa siya at humalikhalik sa ulo ko, "Did you see the teddy and roses I left in
your bed?"
"Anything for my sexy girlfriend." He grinned and kissed my forehead, "I love you
so much
Fatima."
"I love you too Saturn." I smiled and gave him a kiss in his lips.
Chapter 23
Nagke-kwentuhan kami ni Mika sa classroom nang pumasok si miss Lorenzo. Ngayon kasi
Ang lesson two namin para sa second quarter ng Learning Pleasures. Natahimik naman
ang
Lahat at bumalik sa kanya-kanyang upuan bago namin binati si miss Lorenzo. Saturn
hold my
"Alright class. The professors have meeting today, so hindi ko na papahabain ang
lesson
Natin ngayon." She smiled and put the box she's holding in the table, "Roleplaying
is a s-ex act
Which implies a little acting before f-ucking. If you're watching a p-orn, there's
a videos there
That the actors are acting like a teacher, student, doctor, nurse, dad, mom,
sister, brother or
"For our activity today and this will also be counted as your assignment and quiz,
I want you
To do a role play with your partners." Nag-hiyawan naman ang mga studyante at lahat
ay
Excited, "I have a box here and there's a paper inside. Sa loob ng papel ay
nakasulat kung
Anong acting ang gagawin niyo. Merong student and teacher, nurse and patient at
marami
"Ako na lang." Prisinta ni Saturn at naunang tumayo. Mabilis siyang bumunot sa box
at
"Tignan na natin." Saad ko. Lumapit naman ako kay Saturn bago niya buksan ang papel
at
Nang mabasa ko yon ay nanlaki ang mata ko bago ko siya tinignan, "Oh my god. I
can't do
This."
He grinned, "This is what exactly I want." He said and laughed. Umakbay to sakin
kaya napailing na lang ako.
"Listen, class! Gusto kong video-han niyo ang gagawin niyo at ilalagay niyo yon sa
USB. Don't
Worry, ako lang manonood non. Everything will be between you and me. Dismissed."
"Hala, palit tayo!" Mabilis na saad ni Mika pero pinigilan siya ni Edryl.
"No way I would exchange this piece of paper." Saturn grinned and pulled me closer
to his
Mabilis akong hinila ni Saturn papuntang dorm namin. Pinaligo niya muna ko bago
kami
Muling lumabas. Pumunta kami sa isang shop at nagulat ako dahil may mga s-ex toys
dito.
Ngayon ko lang nalaman na may ganito palang shop dito. Hindi ko pa kasi gaanong
nalilibog
Ang MU Bazaar.
"Rabbit d-ildo, handcuffs, blinfold and bullet vibrator." Napatingin ako kay Saturn
dahil alam
"Ano yan babe?" Bulong ko nang ilapag ni kuya ang sinabi ni Saturn.
"So marami ka na palang babae ang tinali sa kama? Ganon ba Montenegro?" Inis kong
"Come on. It's all in the past baby. Ikaw na lang ang itatali ko sa kama ngayon."
Sagot niya at
May mapaglarong ngisi sa labi niya. Napa-iling na lang ako. Kinuha niya ang paper
bag na
Pumunta kami sa dorm niya at kinuha niya ang laptop ang DSLR camera niya. Hawak ko
ang
Paper bag habang bitbit niya naman ang mga camera na gagamitin at tripod. Pumunta
kami
Sa isang classroom kung saan parang hotel to. Ginagamit daw to ng mga HRM student
para
"I don't know too." Bulong ko, "Are we going to make a p-orn?"
"I like your idea." He said and walked towards me, "You little naughty kitten."
"Magaayos lang ako." Sagot ko nang hahawakan na sana niya ko. Natawa lang siya bago
Tumango.
Sa totoo lang kinakabahan ako. I know how insane Saturn is when he's doing this. I
Remember when he punished me and spanked my ass again and again. It freaking hurts
but
Nag-bihis ako ng palda at nag-suot ng thongs. Tanging bra lang ang sinuot ko bago
lumabas
Ng banyo. Saturn turn his gaze at me and down to my breasts. I saw his biting his
lip before
"F-uck can we start right now?" He asked. I just shrugged. Tumango-tango siya at
pinindot
I gasped when Saturn pulled me harshly down the bed. He flip me around, my stomach
is
Touching the bed. I felt his hand caressing my butt as he give it a light squeeze.
"I told you to never wear any clothes when you're with me Fatima." Saturn groaned
and I
Squeak when he spank my ass hard, "Why are you wearing this little cloth huh?" He
asked
"I'm sorry." I whimper. He pulled me closer and made me lie my stomach in his lap
before
Spanking me again and again. I gasped as the pain is stinging my skin. I closed my
eyes
When Saturn ripped my underwear. He harshly lay me in the bed and opened my legs.
He
"F ucking pussy." He said before giving my p ussy a slap. My eyes widened because
of what
He did. He took something from the bed side table and it was a small bullet shaped
thing.
"Saturn!" I cried when he trailed that thing in my slit. I cursed when he did it
again. My hands
Were holding his arm but he raise it in the headboard before putting a cuffs around
my
"You want more? Tell me you want more." He grinned when I nod. He pushed the bullet
in my
C litoris and I moaned louder as the vibration f ucking pleasures me. My arms were
I felt Saturn insert his fingers inside me and starts pumping it fast. My eyes
rolled back in my
Head as I feel my climax getting near. My toes curled when the heat inside me is
building up
And my breathing is getting heavy. I was about to come but Saturn stopped. I opened
my
"Not yet baby." He answered and removed his pants with his boxers. Now he's
glorious naked
In front of me. My eyes turned to his big crotch and he stroke it in front of me.
He knelt
Beside my body and put a blindfold in my eyes. Now everything is black and I'm tied
in the
Bed. I heard a buzzing sound and my forehead crinkled. I felt Saturn opened my legs
and my
I moaned as I feel him sucking me. I was pulling my arm and my legs were wobbling
as
Saturn never stopped pleasuring me using his mouth. I heard him groaned and I
gasped
When a much strong vibration touched my core. It was being teased in my opening and
it
"Shit, Saturn, please!" I cried but he didn't obliged. I gasped in pain when he bit
mg inner thigh
Vibrating thing inside me and my toes curled as Saturn thrust it in and out. I want
Saturn so
I felt him pinch my n ipples and slap it. I moaned when he rub his finger in my c
lit as he
"I'm coming!" I screamed but Saturn stopped. I moaned to complain but the toy was
replaced
By his warm manhood. He removed the blindfold and I met his eyes full of desires.
He kissed
Me harshly and passionately as he thrust roughly and fast. I wrapped my legs around
his
"F uck you're so freaking tight." He grunt and knelt in the bed. He raise my leg in
his shoulder
"I love you too." I moaned and his warm s emen filled my insides. I grunt when I
had a big o
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Kinabukasan ay in-edit namin ni Saturn ang video namin dito sa dorm nila. Nang
matapos
Kami ay pinanood namin yon at tawa ako ng tawa dahil para kaming mga p orn stars.
"Stop laughing. You look sexy here baby." Saad ni Saturn at tutok na tutok ang mata
niya sa
Kaya naman natatawa ako dahil na din sa idea na para kaming mga p orn star.
"Damn, I want to do this again." Aniya at hinila ako pahiga sa kama.
"Tumigil ka dyan ha. Masakit pa rin ang gitna ko." Sagot ko sa kanya. Pano ba naman
kasi
"I like you sore." He groaned as he trace my n ipple in a circular motion. I moaned
because it
"Saturn." I stopped him when he pulled my shirt up but he didn't stop. I moaned
when he start
Sucking my n ipple like a baby. I played with his hair as he continued sucking it.
"Hmm." He groaned and pulled me to the side. Inangat niya lalo ang damit na suot ko
habang
Walang tigil na sumisipsip sa n ipple ko. Para tuloy akong nagb-breastfeed ng baby
dahil sa
Pwesto namin.
"Saturn." Tawag ko sa kanya pero hindi siya natinag. Ilang minuto din niyang
ginagawa yon
Hanggang sa maramdaman kong tumigil na siya. Tinignan ko ang mukha niya at nagulat
ako
Dahil natutulog na siya. I chuckled and pulled my shirt down, my god I feel like
Saturn is a
Dahan-dahan akong umupo sa kama at niligpit ang laptop niya bago tumabi sa kanya. I
Smiled and kiss his lips. I felt him wrap his arm around me and I closed my eyes to
sleep.
Chapter 24
"Class, you did great with your assignment. Napanood ko na ang kalahati sa mga
napasa
Niyong roleplaying at isa lang ang masasabi ko, ang galing niyo!" Napapalakpak si
miss
Lorenzo.
"Miss, can we watch it too?" One of my classmates asked but miss Lorenzo shook her
head.
"I've deleted all the videos I watched. I don't want to take a risk." The professor
smiled before
Clapping her hands, "Just a short lesson for today. Muli na namang nalalapit ang
exams.
"This will be the athletic festival. Of course magkakaron ulit ng mga booths pero
related
Lamang sa sports at recreation. Meron din mga laban na magaganap sa mga iba't-ibang
"Oh, how I wish I could watch Saturn to play again basketball." Tumaas ang kilay ko
nang
Marinig nanaman ang boses ng maarteng si Jenine, "Since kasi ng umalis yung ex ni
Saturn
Biglang natahimik ang lahat dahil sa sinabi niya. Aaminin ko na nasaktan ako sa
sinabi ni
Jenine. Hindi ko kasi alam na may ex-girlfriend si Saturn dahil ni minsan ay hindi
naman niya
To na-kwento sakin. I glanced at Saturn but he's just looking in his hands. Ni
hindi man lang
"Oops! I'm sorry. Taboo pala ang topic na yon." Muling arangkada ng boses ni Jenine
at
Malanding tumawa. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin pero ngumisi lang siya kaya mas lalo
akong
Nainis.
Jenine said earlier. Minahal ba ni Saturn ang ex niya? What does she look like?
Magaling ba
Mas lalong nanikip ang dibdib ko habang nai-imagine ko si Saturn kasama ang ex
niya.
Ladies toilet. Nag-kulong ako sa cubicle habang pilit kong pinipigilan ang pagtulo
ng luha ko.
Narinig kong may pumasok sa loob ng banyo kaya naman pinunasan ko ang luha ko at
Inayos ang sarili. Nag-flush ako ng toilet bowl para kunwari ay umihi ako tsaka ako
lumabas
Ng cubicle.
"Did you cry?" Aniya habang naka-ngisi, "I bet Saturn didn't told you about his ex-
girlfriend
Kaya ka umiyak."
"I don't care about his ex. Ako naman na ang girlfriend ni Saturn." Sagot ko sa
kanya.
"Really? Kaya pala umiyak ka ngayon dito." She laughed, "Alam mo Fatima, hindi ko
nga inexpect na magkakaron ulit ng girlfriend si Saturn. He loves her ex more than
anyone and his
Family knows everything about that girl. Eh ikaw? Hanggang Montenegro University
lang ata
She flip her hair before looking at me, "Does it hurt? Masakit bang malaman ang
totoo? Wag
Kang masyadong umasa na mahal ka talaga ni Saturn Montenegro. Baka magulat ka isang
I'm so hurt with what she said. Hindi naman palagi na matapang ako kaya sobra akong
Naapektuhan sa mga sinabi niya lalo na't tungkol ito kay Saturn. Totoo na hindi ko
pa kilala
Ang pamilya niya maliban sa dad at mga pinsan niya. Pero sukatan ba yon ng
pagmamahal
Niya sakin?
Kaya ba ayaw niyang umalis dito dahil umaasa siyang babalik ang ex niya? Ayaw kong
magassume pero sobrang sakit kung yon ang dahilan niya. May tiwala ako kay Saturn
na mahal
Niya ko, pero pano kung totoo ngang iwan niya ko? Anong gagawin ko?
Narinig ko ang pag-katok sa banyo kaya naman ay mabilis kong binuksan ang gripo at
Naghugas ng kamay. Pinunasan ko rin ang mukha ko gamit ang tissue tsaka ko narinig
na
Bumukas ang pinto. Hindi ako nag-angat ng tingin pero dahil sa hangin mula sa labas
ay
"Hey." Lumingon ako nang marinig ang boses ni Xyrus at hindi ko alam kung bakit
pero
Napatakbo na lang ako palapit sa kanya at humagulgol sa dibdib niya. Yumakap ako ng
Sobrang higpit habang patuloy na tumutulo ang luha ko. Ramdam ko naman na tinatapik
niya
I didn't say anything and just cried until my eyes are sore and red. I'm sobbing
but there are
No tears falling in my eyes. Hiniwalay naman ako ni Xyrus sa kanya at pinunasan ang
pisngi
"P-Pano kung hindi? Pano kung mahal pa din niya yung ex niya?" Tanong ko. Hindi
naman
Naka-imik saglit si Xyrus kaya tumulo ang luha ko, "Pano kung iwan niya ko Xyrus?
Pano
"If that happens, Fatima. I promise I'll be there for you. Aangkinin kita tulad ng
sinabi ko sayo
Noon sa party. And I will never ever give you back to Saturn if he hurts you."
"Hindi." Aniya, "Hindi ka niya iiwan Fatima. Saturn loves you more than anyone.
Even if it
"Pinuntahan kita dito para sabihin sana na pigilan mo si Saturn dahil malakas
niyang
Babae. Sumingit ako hanggang sa makarating ako sa harap at napatakip ako ng bibig
nang
Battery.
May mga seniors na naka-palibot sa kanya at naka-labas ang mga pagkalalaki neto at
ang
Isa ay walang habas na pinasok ito sa bibig ni Jenine. Ang isa ay may pinindot sa
maliit na
Lumingon ako sa gilid at nakita ko si Saturn na titig na titig sakin. Agad akong
lumakad
Palapit sa kanya at nagulat ako nang yakapin niya ko ng mahigpit. Agad naman tumulo
ang
"Shh, don't cry. I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry." He whispered again and again as he
caress my hair.
"M-Mahal mo ba ko Saturn?" Di ko alam pero yun ang unang salitang lumabas sa bibig
ko.
Kumalas naman si Saturn ng yakap sakin at hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi ko.
"Fatima, mahal na mahal kita. Kung ano man ang sinabi ni Jenine sayo para mamaga ng
Ganito ang mata mo ay hindi totoo. Baby, I love you more than I loved my ex. It's
all in the
Past Fatima and you're my present and my future. Kahit pagbaliktarin mo ang mundo,
walang
"I love you so f ucking much Fatima. Sobra, sobra, sobra." Bulong niya at muli
akong niyakap.
Pinatigil na ni Saturn ang mga seniors na pahirapan si Jenine. Nagalit ako dahil
hindi tama
Ang ginawa niya pero nginisian lang niya ko kaya wala akong nagawa. Kahit galit ako
kay
Jenine ay hindi pa din tama ang ginawa niya sa classmate namin. Babae din ako at
alam
"Baby," Umangat ang tingin ko nang tawagin ako ni Saturn. Nandito na kami sa dorm
dahil
"Can you come with me tonight?" He asked and pulled me closer to him. Kumunot naman
"Saan?"
"It's a surprise. Gusto kong bumawi sayo." Aniya. Ngumiti na lang ako at tumango,
"I'll pick
You up tonight."
"C-Can you tell me about your ex-girlfriend?" I said with hesitation. Kita kong
nagulat siya sa
Tanong ko at umiwas ng tingin. Napayuko naman ako at pinaglaruan ang mga daliri ko.
"Gusto ko." I sighed and look back at him, "Saturn I feel so insecure. Did you love
her?
Masaya ba kayo noon? May nangyayari ba sa inyo?" Sunod-sunod kong tanong. Hindi ako
Nagkaron ng ka-kompetisyon at gusto kong higitan ang naging relasyon nila noon.
"Stop." He answered, "Baby, stop hurting yourself. Kung sagutin ko ang mga tanong
mo,
Tingin mo anong mararamdaman mo? You'll feel so much insecure more than how you
feel
Right now. You're going to compare yourself to my ex and it will lead you to a f
ucking
Jealousy."
"Fatima, iba ka. Iba ang ex ko. Nakaraan na siya, ikaw ang kasalukuyan ko. Hindi mo
siya
Kailangan kilalanin dahil wala na siyang parte sa buhay ko. Kung ano man ang meron
samin
Noon ay wala ng halaga. Baby, I love you and I'm not stupid to make you feel
insecure by
I got teary eyed with Saturn's answer. Agad ko siyang niyakap ng mahigpit. I'm so
lucky to
Have him as my boyfriend. Tama siya, hindi ko na dapat iniintindi ang ex niya dahil
ang
Mahalaga ako ang nasa tabi niya, akin siya at walang kwenta ang nakaraan dahil
masaya na
Kami sa isa't-isa.
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Buong araw at malamang kasama nanaman niya si Edryl. I smiled at Saturn as we walk
"We'll have a midnight date." Aniya at mabilis akong hinila papunta sa gubat sa
likod ng
University. Dito din kami dumaan ni Xyrus noon para lumabas ng university, "By the
way,
Napatingin ako sa kanya, "Yung underwear?" Tanong ko. Bago kasi siya umalis ng dorm
Kaninang umaga ay may binigay siyang box sakin na may laman na underwear.
"Yes, that one." He grinned at me. Tumango na lang ako at hindi naman na siya
sumagot.
Hawak ni Saturn ang kamay ko habang hinihila niya ko at sa kabila naman ay may
hawak
Siyang flashlight. Medyo creepy ang paligid dahil may mga kuliglig akong naririnig
at
Malamig ang hangin. Nang tumigil si Saturn ay napatingin ako sa harap namin kaya
Namangha ako.
"Wow. Y-You did this?" I asked and walked towards the tent. May mga maliliit itong
ilaw na
De-battery. Sa loob ay may comforter, laptop, may gitara din akong nakita, may mga
unan at
Kumot.
"Yeah. I thought this will make you happy." He said while scratching his head.
Napa-ngiti
"I'll make you super happy tonight." He whispered with his husky tone. I can see a
glint of
Inalalayan niya kong pumasok sa loob ng tent at sinara niya ang parang pinto nito
na may
Zipper. Binuksan naman niya ang LED lamp sa gilid ng isang bag.
"What do you want to do?" He asked afterwards. Napatingin naman ako sa gitara at
tinuro ko
Yon.
"Can you teach me how to play guitar?" I smiled. He just nod and move behind me.
Nasa
Gitna ako ng hita niya at nilagay niya sa harap ko ang gitara at inumpisahan akong
turuan
"I thought you want to play guitar?" Saturn asked while chukling. I shook my head
and pulled
"My fingers hurt." I pouted like a kid and Saturn shook his head before holding my
fingers and
"Masakit pa?" Tanong niya. Tumango naman ako at nagulat ako ng sipsipin niya ang
dulo ng
Daliri ko kaya mabilis ko yon nilayo sa kanya. Tawa naman siya ng tawa.
"Alright." He grinned and took the guitar from me. He started strumming the guitar
and I stare
At his face as he look back at me. He smiled and winked.
Napa-ngiti ako habang kumakanta si Saturn. The song feels just right for the both
of us. Oo,
Hindi ko dapat i-give up tong relasyon namin dahil lang sa may ex si Saturn o dahil
lang sa
Of course, hindi mawawala ang kaharutan ni Saturn lalo na't dalawa lang kami ngayon
dito.
"Diba sabi ko sayo papasayahin kita ngayon?" Tanong nito na may ngisi sa labi kaya
ngumiti
Ako.
"You made me so happy Saturn." I whispered and hugged my arms around his waist.
"We're not yet done baby." He whispered and took something from his pocket, "Do you
know
What is this?" Tanong niya habang hawak ang maliit na remote. Tumango naman ako,
"Alam
Roadtrip?!"
"Nah." He grinned. Biglang may nag-vibrate sa panty ko kaya nagulat ako at tumingin
kay
Saturn. Mas lalong lumawak ang ngiti niya habang hawak pa din ang remote.
He laughed and sat up, "Do you like it?" He asked. I curled into a ball when the
vibration is not
"S hit!" I crumpled the bed sheets when the panties' vibration is much stronger
than before. I
"I love you." Saturn answered while laughing, "This is our assignment today baby.
Di mo ba
Naalala?"
"Oh, my baby is not listening to miss Lorenzo." Saturn chuckled, "S ex toys ang
lesson natin
Kanina sa Learning Pleasures at assignment natin ang gamitin ang s ex toys para sa
Foreplay."
"Stop it! Stop the vibration. Please." I moaned as I feel my second climax getting
near.
"No." He grinned and pulled my shirt up before unclasping my brassiere and leaning
his head
To caught one of my n ipples and start sucking it. I moaned louder and grip his
hair tight. He
"Saturn!" I cried when he start humping his crotch over the vibrating panties. My
toes curled
When I had my second release. I was gasping for air when Saturn pulled my shorts
off with
Kinuha niya ang bag na nasa tabi at binuksan yon. Nakita kong may kinuha siya at
nanlaki
Ang mata ko dahil hawak na niya ang d ildo na ginamit namin sa role playing lesson
last
Week.
"Babe!" I protested when he traced my slit using the toy. He grinned and opened the
vibration
Pants.
"F uck you look hot." He utter and start pushing the toy in and out. I felt a
vibration in my c
Gitna ko ang mga laruan na hawak niya. My legs were shaking after my fifth come.
Saturn
Stopped pushing the d ildo inside me and pulled it out. He stroke his cock and slap
it in my p
Ussy before flipping me in my back. He hold my hips and bent me over the comforter
and he
"F uck!" He cursed and start banging me roughly. I bit my lip and suppress my moans
but I
He reach for my b reasts and squeeze it tightly. I move my hips to meet every
thrust he
Make. Saturn pulled out and slap his manhood in my b utt cheek before pushing it
inside me
Again.
"I'm coming!" I closed my eyes and I felt myself coming. He pulled his shaft out
and his
"Did I make you happy?" Saturn asked afterwards. I tiredly lay in the comforter and
I felt
Chapter 25
Ngayon na gaganapin ang next lesson namin para sa Learning Pleasures pero
Nakakapagtaka na biglang inurong ng principal ang mga exams namin dahil imbis na
next
Week pa ay naging ngayong week na. Halos mag-kumahog ang lahat ng studyante ng MU
"Baby, ngayon ang exams natin sa LP." Bulong ni Saturn sakin habang nakahimas na
naman
Sa braso ko.
"Pano yung last lesson?" Tanong ko. Iniwas ko ang leeg ko nang akmang hahalikan
niya to
"Huh?"
"We'll perform BDSM for the midterm examination." Sagot niya. Napatango naman ako
at
Bahagyang kinabahan. I know how insane Saturn is when talking about BDSM. It
excites me
A little but it makes me nervous too.
"Girl!" Tili ni Mika at tumabi sakin. Malaki ang ngiti neto at si Edryl naman ay
parang di
Mapakali.
"We'll perform BDSM! I'm so excited! At last magiging rough na si Edryl sakin."
Excited na
Aniya.
"For your information hon, itatali kita pero hindi ako magiging rough sayo." Singit
ni Edryl
"Pagbigyan mo na kasi Edryl." Saad ko kaya sumimangot si Edryl. Mas natawa lang
ako.
"Hindi pwede. Oo marami akong fantasy sa kama pero di kasama don ang BDSM." Aniya.
"Kaya pala rough ka sa ibang babae noon." Singit ni Saturn kaya nanlaki ang mata ni
Edryl.
"Dude! Don't talk about the past, alright? And my girlfriend is different from the
past girls I
"Buti ka pa ang sweet mo Ed." Naka-ngiting saad ko. I always admire Edryl for being
a faithful
"Sweet naman ako sayo ah." Bulong bulong ni Saturn sa gilid ko. Inakbayan ako neto
kaya
"Are you ready?" Saturn grinned at me. Umikot lang ang mata ko bago tumayo at
lumakad
Papuntang classroom.
Saktong pagdating namin sa classroom ay kami na daw ang sunod. Napa-buntong hininga
Na lang ako nang hilahin ako ni Saturn papasok sa room na may dim lights. The bed
were
Covered with red silk sheets. There are shackles in the edge of it. Sa gilid ay may
table kung
"You can start anytime." Miss Lorenzo smiled before sitting at the back of the
room.
Napa-singhap ako sa gulat nang hablutin ni Saturn ang buhok ko at tinulak ako sa
kama
Nang nakatuwad. Malakas niyang pinalo ang pang-upo ko kaya napa-ungol ako.
Hinila niya ko gamit ang buhok ko papunta sa itaas ng kama. He pulled the chains of
the
Shackles and cuffed my wrists. He spread my legs and put cuffs in my ankles too.
Isa-isa
Niyang binutones ang suot kong polo habang nakatingin sakin at marahas niyang
inangat
He stood up and took something from the table before going back to kneel in the
bed. He
Start rubbing both of my taut buds and it hardened in an instant. My eyes widened
and I
"Aah!" I screamed in pain. Saturn stare at me with his eyes burning in desire. He
grinned
"You look fuckable." Bulong neto sakin bago lumuhod sa kama at hinila ang undies
ko.
Kinuha niya ang isang vibrator at binuksan yon. He teased my between with the
vibrating toy
And I can't help but to moan louder. The pain in my nipples were becoming pleasure
as
My eyes rolled back when he rubbed my c litoris with his thumb. My legs were
wobbling as
"Saturn!" I cried. The heat inside me started to build up and before I come, Saturn
stopped
Pushing the toy. My breathing was heavy as I stare at him removing his belt and
unzipping
His zipper.
He removed the shackles in my ankles and bend me over my stomach. I felt the warmth
of
His cock head when he started rubbing it against my wet folds. I bit my lip to
suppress my
Moan when Saturn pushed it deep inside me. He start fucking me hard and fast as he
hold
Onto my ass.
"F ucking tight!" He cursed and gave me a hard spank. I moaned and closed my eyes.
"Ooh, yes!" I move my waist to meet his thrust. He stop moving and let me penetrate
his
Manhood inside me. He reach for my c litoris and rubbed it with his fingers as I
move my
"I'll go rough baby." Saturn groaned and I crumpled the sheets when he start
banging me
Roughly.
"Damn, Saturn!" I cursed as I feel myself getting near. My moans were becoming loud
and his
"Shit!" I felt his warm s emen inside me and I followed his o rgasm. I was catching
my breath
When Saturn pulled out and removed the cuffs in my wrists. He helped me wear my
clothes
Makalipas nga ang isang linggo ay nag-umpisa na ang final sem ng school year.
Ngunit may
"Anong section mo girl?" Tanong ni Mika at ngumuso, "My gosh. I can't believe this!
Kung
"I hope hindi rin bitch ang magiging roomie ko." Sagot ko at bumuntong hininga.
Nagulat
"Nandyan na pala boyfriend mo. Sige, alis na ko." Natatawang saad ni Mika bago
lumakad
"Section B. Ikaw?" Biglang nawala ang ngisi niya, "Fuck. This is so insane. I'm
going to talk to
My dad."
"Magbabago raw ng partners?" Napatingin ako nang dumaan ang classmate namin.
"Oo daw. Tsaka may bagong students daw eh." Sagot ng isa kaya napatingin ako kay
Saturn
Na nakatitig sakin.
"I won't change partners." Aniya at umakbay sakin tsaka ko inakay papuntang field.
Maaga
Pa naman para sa first class ko. Nag-bago na din ang section namin at ang
nakakagulat dito
Ay ang bagong schedule ng Learning Pleasures dahil imbis na every Sunday lang to ay
"Room two-o-seven na pala ang bagong dorm ko." Ngumiti ako sa kanya. Tumango naman
Akong nakatayo kaya hinila niya ko palapit at pinwesto sa pagitan ng hita niya bago
sinandal
Ang ulo sa tyan ko. I caress his hair and hugged his head.
I smiled and leaned down to kiss his lips, "I love you too Saturn. Ikaw lang ang
mamahalin
Ko."
Natawa naman siya at hinila ako paupo sa kandungan niya, "You're so corny."
"Mas corny ka kaya. Naalala ko yung pagkanta mo sa acquaintance party." Sagot ko.
Pero
"At least I made you mine. I'll do it again and again just to make sure you'll be
mine for the
"Ang sweet mo ata ngayon?" Humarap ako sakanya at pinudpod ng halik ang labi niya
tsaka
Siya niyakap.
"I just miss you." Bulong niya. Napa-ngiti lang ako at hinayaan na magkayakap
kaming
Dalawa.
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Naglalakad ako papunta sa bagong dorm ko. Kinakabahan din ako sa di malamang
dahilan.
Nang tumigil ako sa harap ng dorm ay bumuntong hininga ako bago pinihit ang pinto.
Isang babae ang lumingon sakin nang buksan ko ang pinto. Kulot ang mahabang buhok
Neto, may bilugang mata siya, makinis ang mukha niya, malaki ang dibdib, in short
maganda
At sexy siya. Mas lalo pa itong gumanda nang ngumiti siya sakin.
"Hi, I will be your new roommate. I hope we can get along very well." Aniya at
nilahad ang
"Oh, sorry. I forgot. My name is Dara." Ngumisi ito na pinagtaka ko, "Dara Smith."
Pumeke ako ng ubo at binitawan ang kamay niya, "Pareho ba tayo ng section?"
Sa di malamang dahilan ay mas lalo akong kinabahan. Parang may hindi kasi tama sa
Paraan ng pagtingin sakin ni Dara. It's as if she knows me. Kung maka-tingin kasi
ito ay
"Wala naman akong balak humiram ng kung ano sayo." Sagot ko. Tumawa lang siya at
Umirap.
"I'm just saying. My things came from Paris and it's super expensive. I'm just
saying. May
Kilala kasi akong magnanakaw. Hindi lang boyfriend ko ang ninakaw niya. Baka gamit
ko
"Well, if you don't want people to steal your things, you should put a lock on it."
Ngumiti ako
Sa kanya.
"Sige, mauna na ko sa class ko." Ngumiti ito sakin bago lumakad palabas ng kwarto.
Kinuha
Ko na lang din ang mga gamit ko para pumasok sa unang class ko.
Pagdating ko sa classroom ng section E ay halos wala akong kilala. May iba akong
Classmate dito pero hindi ko ka-close. Napili kong maupo sa harap kung saan may
natutulog
Na lalake. Inayos ko ang palda ko at nilagay sa desk ang hand bag ko.
"Hi." Nagulat ako nang biglang nag-salita ang katabi ko. He smiled at me.
Pinagmasdan ko
Ang itsura neto. Hindi mapagkakailang guwapo ito. Medyo moreno ang kulay niya,
matangos
Ang ilong, itim na itim ang hugis almond niyang mga mata, mapula rin ang labi niya
at
Magulo ang buhok niya dahil na din siguro sa pagyuko niya kanina.
Inabot ko ito, "Fatima." Sagot ko. Hinila ko naman agad ang kamay ko nang pisilin
niya yon.
"Bago lang ako dito." Kwento niya. Napa-tango naman ako, "I'm from London."
"But you don't sound british." I smiled. Medyo natawa naman siya.
"I lived there for just six months kaya naman hindi ko nakuha ang accent nila."
Sagot niya.
Napatango lang ako.
"Fatima!"
"Edryl! Oh my god!" Gulat kong sigaw. Agad naman itong naupo sa tabi ko, "Mabuti
naman at
May kakilala na ko. What the heck is this new protocol? I can't believe this."
"Section B siya." Sagot ko, "Alam mo bang nakakainis yung bagong room mate ko? Ang
arte
Arte!"
"New student eh. I think Dara ang pangalan niya?" Sagot ko. Bigla namang natigilan
si Edryl
Na pinagtaka ko. Lumingon din ako kay Ares pero nakayuko na ulit to sa lamesa.
Hanggang sa dumating ang bagong prof namin na si Mister Llano. He's very weird.
Sinara
Niya ng maayos ang kurtina at ni-lock ang pinto. Tapos ay lumakad siya sa harap
bago
Inumpisahan ang bagong lesson para sa Learning Pleasures. Yes, iba na din ang prof
namin
Dito.
I was shocked when Edryl got mad with Sir Llano. May tinawag itong babae na sinabi
niyang
Partner nito. Gusto ko sana pigilan ang prof namin nang isandal niya si Edryl sa
white board
Pero natatakot ako. Nang matapos si Edryl gawin ang pinapagawa ng prof ay pagalit
na
"Are you okay?" I asked. His jaw were clenching and his fists were balled. Hindi
ito umimik
Wala itong effect. Pagdating namin sa canteen ay lumapit kami kay Mika na kasama si
Xyrus
"Our professor forced Edryl to demo in class." Saad ko. Napatingin naman ito sa
lamesa.
"Our new professor forced us too. Sinong partner mo?" Tumingin ito sakin pero
umiling lang
Ako.
Tumango ito, "I think I saw him walking in the field. Pero di ko alam kung saan to
pupunta."
"Thanks. Sige, pupuntahan ko muna siya." Tumayo ako pero sumunod si Xyrus sakin.
"Sige, mauna ka na." Aniya at ngumiti. Lumakad na ulit ako papunta sa field at
naiwan si
Xyrus sa canteen.
Lumingon-lingon ako sa paligid pero wala akong Saturn na nakita. Aalis na sana ako
nang
Nakikita kong bumubuka ang bibig niya. Hindi ko naman makita kung sino kausap niya
dahil
Nakita kong hinablot siya ng kausap niya at nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita si
Saturn.
Hindi ako nagkakamali, si Saturn yon. Kumunot ang noo ko dahil curious ako sa
Pinaguusapan nila. Lalakad na sana ako palapit don nang matigilan ako sa nakita ko.
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"How dare you?! Bakit hinahalikan mo ang boyfriend ko?!" Sigaw ko at pilit inabot
si Dara
"Oo! Kung di mo alam na boyfriend ko siya, pwes ngayon alam mo na!" Sigaw ko at
pumiglas
Sa hawak ni Saturn. Muling tumama ang palad ko sa mukha ni Dara pero agad itong
gumanti
"For your information, Saturn was mine! Akin siya! At ngayong nandito na ulit ako,
magiging
Akin ulit siya!" Ganting sigaw niya pero hindi ako natinag. I thought of being a
good room
Mate to her but now I changed my mind. This bitch doesn't deserve any kindness from
me!
"He was yours! Wala kang karapatan angkinin siya dahil hindi na siya sayo!" Sigaw
ko at
Hinarap si Saturn. Tinulak ko to sa balikat, "Who the fuck is this bitch Saturn?!
At anong
Pinagsasabi niya?"
"You don't know me?" Dara laughed, "Come on Saturn. Tell her who I am."
Inangat ko ang tingin ko kay Saturn na nakatingin din sakin. Tila may pagda-
dalawang isip pa
Siya kung magsasalita ba siya o hindi. Tumaas ang kilay ko kaya napa-buntong
hininga siya.
"S-She's my ex-girlfriend." Mahinang sagot niya sakin kaya natigilan ako. Humarap
ako kay
Dara na may ngisi sa labi pero hindi yon ang dahilan para maging talunan ako.
I grinned evenly and raised my brow, "Ex-girlfriend. You're just a past. And I'm
his present and
Future. Wag kang mag-maganda dito dahil wala ka ng eksena sa buhay niya." Hindi ko
na siya
Inantay sumagot at nag-walk out. Agad naman sumunod si Saturn sakin. Dapat lang!
Dahil
Yes, I'm a kind person but I don't like people who look down on me. Hindi ako
pinalaki ng
"You didn't told me that your ex is here." Malamig kong sagot at tinampal ang kamay
niyang
Nakahawak sa braso ko. He frustratedly brushed his hair with his fingers.
"Hindi ko alam na nandito siya. I was shocked too!" Tumaas ang kilay ko sa kanya,
"Baby,
"You even let her kissed you!" Sigaw ko at naiinis na pinunasan ang labi niya.
Nakita kong
"You're jealous. I'm sorry. I don't like her kiss babe." Niyakap niya ko pero
tinulak ko siya kaso
"Layuan mo siya." Gigil kong dinakot ang pagkalalaki niya at pinisil yon. Napatalon
naman
"Yes, I will. Fuck! Why did you have to squeeze my cock?" Tanong niya at tumalon
talon.
Isa pa tong pino-problema ko. Pano ko pakikisamahan si Dara? Baka magkapatayan kami
sa
Loob ng dorm kapag nakasama ko pa siya kahit isang araw. Pero ang pinagtaka ko
pagpasok
"What are you doing here?" Gulat kong saad. Prente itong nakaupo sa ibabaw ng kama
at
Nagbabasa ng libro.
"I'm your new room mate." Sagot niya at inangat ang isang papel. Lumapit ako sa
kanya at
Binasa yon. Naka-saad dito na ang lahat ng mag-partner ay magiging room mate na.
"You don't have a choice honey." Malanding aniya at tumitig sa dibdib ko. Napa-
talikod ako at
"Wait!" Pigil ko kay Saturn dahil pinindot neto ang elevator para bumukas at
nagpahatid ito
Marahas niyang binuksan ang pinto at napalingon naman samin si Ares, "Get out!"
"Woah. Ako ba ang pinapalabas mo?" Tanong ng lalaki at binaba ang librong hawak
niya.
"Ako ang partner ni Fatima kaya ako ang matutulog dito." Matigas na sagot ni
Saturn.
"Nag-bago na ang partners baka nakakalimutan mo." Anito at lumingon sakin, "Isa pa,
wala
Hindi naman nakasagot si Saturn at nakipagtitigan kay Ares. Gumitna naman ako sa
kanila
Dahil alam kong napipikon na si Saturn. Humawak ako sa braso ni Saturn at pilit
siyang hinila
Palabas ng kwarto.
"I'll sleep with you tonight." Saad ni Saturn kaya tumango ako, "Fuck! What the
hell did my
Father do?"
"Naguguluhan rin ako Saturn." Sagot ko. Umakbay naman ito sakin at hinila ako
papunta sa
Kung saan. Pagdating sa canteen ay lumapit kami kila Edryl, Xyrus at Mika.
"What's happening?" Bungad ni Saturn, "Bakit bumalik si Dara? Bakit siya partner
ko? Bakit
Napatingin ako kay Saturn. Partner niya si Dara? Tila nainis ako sa narinig ko. Ano
bang
"We're not going to follow the new protocol." Saad ni Xyrus habang sa ibang
direksyon
Nakatingin, "Just play along and don't be affected. Uncle Steve is ruining
everything."
"Tama si Xyrus." Segunda ni Edryl, "Kung magpapa-apekto kayo ay tayo ang matatalo.
He's
Napa-tango naman kami, "I'll stay with Fatima tonight. Hindi ako papayag na may
ibang
Muli akong hinila ni Saturn papunta sa dorm niya. Pagdating don ay nagulat kami
pareho ni
Saturn nang makita si Dara na tanging bra at thongs lang ang suot. Tinakpan ko ang
mata ni
"What are you doing?" Tanong ko. Naiinis na nag-tapis ito ng tuwalya at umirap
sakin.
"I'm going to seduce my boyfriend." Sagot niya kaya tumaas ang kilay ko.
"Dream on girl. Okay lang managinip ng gising. Dahil di naman talaga yon
mangyayari." Sagot
"Bakit kinukuha mo ang gamit ni Saturn?" Tanong nito at lumapit sakin para pigilan
ako pero
"Don't touch me!" Tili ko, "Kukunin ko na ang boyfriend ko dito. Saturn don't like
sluts."
"He don't like sluts? Kung ganon ay bakit ka niya pinatulan?" Ngumisi ito kaya
sinampal ko
"When I say slut, I'm talking about you girl. Sino bang babae ang magsusuot ng..."
Pinasadahan ko siya ng tingin mula ulo hanggang paa, "...at mangaakit ng lalaking
may
"Dare me, bitch! Tignan natin kung sino ang iiyak sa huli!" Ngumisi ako at marahas
na
Binitawan ang braso niya tsaka kinuha ang bag ni Saturn bago lumabas ng kwarto.
"I'll make sure the last laugh will be mine, Fatima. Magiging akin ulit si Saturn
at
Sisiguraduhin kong ikaw ang iiyak sa huli at hindi ako." Habol ni Dara kaya
inirapan ko siya at
Pagdating sa dorm ay nandon pa din si Ares. Naka-tapis lang to kaya umiwas ako ng
tingin.
"Kung di ka bastos, bakit naka-hubad ka? Are you trying to show off your dirty body
to my
"I'm not showing off." Maiksing sagot ni Ares at lumakad papasok ng banyo. Humarap
si
"Damn! I'm starting to get pissed." Bulong nito sakin. Hinaplos ko naman ang likod
niya at
Hindi umimik.
Yon.
"What are you doing?" Tanong ko kay Saturn habang naghahalungkat siya sa banyo.
Binubuksan niya ang mga cabinet sa taas at ang kurtina sa tub. Bigla itong
napatigil nang
"As what I've thought." Anito at pumatong sa toilet bowl at may kinuha sa ilaw.
Nagdadabog
"Very bright, Satu-" Napa-tili ako nang hablutin ni Saturn ang t-shirt ni Ares at
hinila siya
Patayo.
"I won't think twice breaking every bones you have fucker. Ulitin mo pa ang ginawa
mo ako
Natawa si Ares at pinunasan ang dugo mula sa pumutok niyang labi, "You can't kick
me out
Of this university, Montenegro. You can't do anything about me." Ngumisi ito at
pinasadahan
Ako ng tingin.
"Try me. Sagarin mo ang pasensya ko tignan natin ang mangyayari." Muli akong hinila
ni
Saturn dala-dala niya ang ibang damit ko. Umakyat kami sa dorm nila Mika at kumatok
siya
Don.
Bumukas ang pinto at si Edryl ang bumukas, "What happened? Gabi na ah." Niluwagan
nito
"Fatima's room mate is fucking pissing me off! I saw a hidden camera in the
bathroom's
Ceiling. Damn it! Gusto pa niyang silipan ang girlfriend ko?!" Sigaw ni Saturn.
Lumapit naman
Ako sa kanya at niyakap siya. Ramdam ko ang panginginig niya dahil sa galit.
"Something is not right in here." Humawak si Edryl sa baba neto at tumingin samin.
"Can Fatima stay here for tonight?" Tanong ni Saturn kaya napa-tingin ako sa kanya,
"I don't
"It's okay. Tabi na lang kami ni Fatima." Ngumiti si Mika at hinila ako sa tabi
niya. Tumango
Naman si Edryl.
"Dito ka na lang din matulog Saturn. Sa lapag na lang ako." Saad ni Edryl. Nakita
kong nagkatinginan si Xyrus at Saturn at sabay nag-sabi ng,
"Ako na lang sa lapag." Natawa kami sa kanila. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ba sila
Maayos?
"Why don't we just put all the mattress in the floor and sleep together?"
Suggestion ni Mika.
Napa-ngiti naman ako at bumaling ang tingin ko kay Xyrus na naka-tingin din sakin.
Umiwas
Nang maayos na namin ang hihigaan namin ay nagpaalam ako para maligo. Pagtapos
magbihis ay lumabas ako ngunit wala si Mika at Edryl. Napatingin naman ako kay
Saturn at Xyrus
Na hindi nagpapansinan.
"Hey." Bati ko sa kanila. Pareho silang tumingin at agad akong hinila ni Saturn
paupo sa
Mattress.
"Bango mo ha." Ngumisi si Saturn at panay na naman ang himas sa braso ko kaya
"Bumili ng pagkain." Sagot nito. Tumango na lang ako at tumingin kay Xyrus. Naka-
talikod ito
Kinabukasan ay pumunta kami sa dorm ko para mag-palit ng damit. Walang tao dun kaya
Naman nakakilos kami ng mabuti. Papunta na sana kami ng room ko nang sumalubong si
"Hi, babe!" Dara greeted while smiling. Mabilis siyang lumapit kay Saturn at
humalik sa labi
Kami.
"Itali mo na sa tabi mo si Saturn, Fatima. I know you'll start to cry after this
days." Ngumisi si
Dara.
"Dara, ayoko ng gulo. I love Fatima and please show at least some respect to her.
For me."
"Pero S-Saturn. Binalikan na kita. Akala ko ba papakasalan mo ko? Hindi ba't yun
ang sinabi
Mo sakin noon?" Naiiyak na tanong ni Dara. Lumapit siya kay Saturn pero umakbay
sakin to.
"That was before. That's all in the past. I want to be friends with you, Dara. But
how can we
Be friends if you keep fighting with my girl? Why don't we just start over?"
Kalmado pa rin si
Saturn. Tumaas ang kilay ko kay Dara nang tumingin siya sakin.
"I don't like her." Usal ko. Napa-buntong hininga naman si Saturn.
"Come on. Let's just be civil everyone. Please?" Hinawakan ni Saturn ang kamay ko
kaya
"It's fine with me. Sige, para sayo Saturn hindi ko na siya aawayin." Sagot ni Dara
at matamis
"Thank you. But that doesn't mean I will agree to be your partner."
"Whatever." Ngumiti ito at humarap sakin. Nilahad niya at kamay niya, "Friends?"
Tinignan ko lang siya pero hindi ko tinanggap ang kamay niya kaya binawi niya yon.
Nagpaalam na din sila pagkatapos. Humarap naman sakin si Saturn at seryosong naka-
tingin.
"Don't expect me to befriend your ex-girlfriend, Saturn. Kumukulo pa din ang dugo
ko sa
Kanya." Inis kong saad. Hindi naman umimik si Saturn at nag-buntong hininga na
lang.
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"Kama sutra is an activity in sex which you can try out different kind of sex
positions." Umikot
"For today's activity, I want you guys to perform a kama sutra with your partner
here in front."
Anito. Bigla akong kinabahan at napa-tingin kay Ares. Ngumisi ito sakin kaya
napahawak ako
Sa braso ni Edryl.
"You don't have to do it, Fatima." Sagot ni Edryl, "Mas okay bumagsak kesa gawin
to."
"For our first partner let me call Fatima and Ares." Lumingon si Sir Llano sakin at
ngumiti.
Isang nakakakilabot na ngiti. Tumayo si Ares pero hindi ako sumunod. Nanatili akong
"Fatima Krisologo." Tawag ni Sir pero hindi ko siya pinansin. Kinabahan ako nang
lumapit si
"I won't do it." Matapang kong sagot. Napa-igik ako nang marahas niyang hawakan ang
Braso ko at hinila ako patayo pero agad humarang si Edryl sa harap ko.
"Sir, kung ayaw niya ay huwag mong pilitin." Malamig na saad ni Edryl. Ngayon ko
lang
"I'm your professor kaya sundin niyo ko!" Tinulak ni Sir Llano si Edryl pero hindi
ito natinag.
Binitawan ni Sir ang braso ko kaya mabilis akong tumakbo papuntang pinto pero bago
pa ko
Makalabas ay hinila ako ni Ares at sinandal sa white board. Nagpupumiglas naman ako
at
"Bitawan mo ko!" Tili ko at umigkis ang tuhod ko sa bayag niya. Napahawak naman to
sa
Sunod-sunod na tumulo ang luha ko dahil sa takot. Takbo lang ako ng takbo at hindi
ko alam
Kung saan ako pupunta. Hanggang sa makarating ako sa main building ng MU ay dun
lang
"Oh, look who's here?" Lumingon ako nang marinig ang boses na yon. Tumaas ang kilay
ko
"Wala kong panahon makipag-talo sayo." Saad ko at akmang aalis na nang hawakan niya
ko
Sa braso. Napa-igik ako nang ibaon niya ang kuko niya sa balat ko.
"I just want to tell you that Saturn and I had sex earlier." Aniya kaya natigilan
ako. Binaba niya
Ang neck line ng uniform niya at nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita ang isang hickey
don.
"Hindi gagawin ni Saturn yon. He doesn't fuck sluts like you." Matapang kong sagot
at hinila
Ipasok ang pagkalalaki niya sayo, sakin muna. Bago ka niya sinabihan ng mahal ka
niya, ako
Muna. Bago ka dumating dito, ako ang girlfriend niya. Everyone knows that Saturn is
mine
And will always be mine. Kahit gaano ka pa niya kamahal ngayon, ako pa din ang
babalikbalikan niya."
Malakas na tumama ang palad ko sa pisngi niya at hindi pa siya nakakabawi nang muli
ko
"What happened?" Tanong ni Saturn at tumabi sakin. Sasagot pa lang sana ako nang
"I was just trying t-to make friends with Fatima. B-But she told me that I should
s-stay away
Hindi makapaniwalang tinignan ko siya nang ibahin niya ang nangyari, "Fatima, why
did you
Napa-nga nga ako sa sinabi ni Saturn. Nakatitig ito sakin na para bang malaki ang
kasalanan
Ko. Hanggang sa natawa na lang ako. Ang sakit pala! Lalo na't harapan niya pang
Mag-sama sila! And no, hindi ko pagtatanggol ang sarili ko dahil magmu-mukha kong
Defensive. Let him think whatever he wants to think. Parang pinatunayan na din niya
ang
"Fatima, wait." Hinila ni Saturn ang braso ko pero marahas ko 'yong hinila mula sa
kanya.
"Why don't you go and fuck your ex-girlfriend, Saturn? Tutal naman kinampihan mo na
siya
"Babe, don't be immature! Wag mong ibaling sakin yung mali mo." Napatigil ako sa
Siya sinampal?! She told me you had sex with her! Sa tingin mo bakit hindi ako
maiinis? At
I wanted to cry in so much pain but I don't want Saturn to think I'm weak. Gusto
kong
Kalbuhin si Dara pero baka ako na naman ang lumabas na mali. But I'll make sure
that I won't
"I'm sorry, okay? Nabigla lang ako." Aniya at mahigpit akong niyakap. Hindi ako
umimik dahil
Masama pa rin ang loob ko. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry sa mga sinabi ko. Nothing happened
to us
Baby. I swear to all gods ikaw lang ang gusto kong hawakan at halikan."
"I don't like you near him Saturn. Pwede bang ako naman ang maging possessive
sayo?"
Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa kanya, "I don't like you near Dara or any girls in this
university.
Our little talks became intimate. Natagpuan na lang namin ang sarili namin sa
rooftop
"I'm going to come!" I cried. He grunt and hold my hips as he thrust harder.
"Shit, baby!" Saturn cursed and I felt his semen inside me. Hinihingal na tumayo
ako at
Inangat ang panty ko. Inayos din ni Saturn ang pants niya bago kami bumaba mula sa
Rooftop.
"I want you again." Bulong ko. Ngumisi lang siya at humalik sa labi ko.
"Later." Aniya. Hinatid ako ni Saturn sa classroom namin. Bigla ko tuloy naalala
ang nangyari
Kanina kaya napaatras ako lalo na nang makita ko si Ares na palapit sa classroom.
"Hi Fatima." Ngumisi ito sakin bago bumaling kay Saturn. "What's up Montenegro?"
"Fuck off." Malamig na tugon ni Saturn pero natawa lang si Ares at kumindat sakin
bago
"Ayaw kong pumasok." Saad ko kay Saturn. Hinarap naman niya ko sa kanya at humalik
siya
Sa pisngi ko.
"Edryl is there, right? I'll be waiting for you here." Sagot niya. Tumango naman
ako at lumakad
Papasok ng room. Tumabi ako kay Edryl. Nagpalit kami ng upuan, siya na ang katabi
ni Ares
Ngayon.
"Fatima." Napaatras ako nang sumulpot si Ares sa harap ko. Agad naman humarang si
Edryl
Sakin.
"Dude, back off." Bulong ni Edryl ngunit nakatingin pa din sakin si Ares.
"I just want to say sorry Fatima." Anito pero umiwas lang ako ng tingin. Sumabay na
ko kay
"Thank you bro." Saad nito kay Edryl. Tinapik lang ni Ed ang balikat ni Saturn bago
lumakad
"Oo." Tipid kong sagot. Ngumiti lang siya at inaya akong kumain. Pagliko namin sa
hallway
"Wait, babe!" Sigaw ni Saturn nang mag-simula akong tumakbo papunta sa main
building.
"Mama!" Sigaw ko pero mukhang di niya ko narinig dahil malayo din ako. Pagpasok ng
main
"Fatima." Hinihingal na saad ni Saturn nang mahabol niya ko. Sunod-sunod kong
pinindot
Hagdan.
Bakit nandito si mama? Bakit di niya ko pinuntahan? Anong ginagawa niya dito? Ang
daming
Tanong ang umiikot sa utak ko at gusto ko yon malaman. Gusto ko din itanong kung
bakit
Pag-akyat ng seventh floor ay tumakbo ako sa hallway ngunit wala na si mama. Guni-
guni ko
Paglagpas ko ng principal's office ay natigilan ako nang marinig ang boses ni mama
at ni Sir
"Siguro naman nabayaran na namin ang utang namin sayo Steve." Si Mama yon. Utang?
Kay
"Hindi sapat ang mga ari-arian niyo Flora." Sagot ni Sir Steve. Nanatili akong
nakikinig sa
Kanila.
Nagulat ako nang may humampas na kung ano, "Pati anak ko binigay ko na Steve! Para
sa
Kasalanang hindi ginawa ng asawa ko! Bakit hindi pa sapat? Ano bang kulang? Ipa-
kulong
Mo na lang kami!"
Malamig na tumawa si Sir Steve, "Relax. Mas may thrill kung nakikita ko kayong
nahihirapan.
Have you seen your daughter, Flora? She looks so fuckable. Punyeta nga lang ang
anak ko at
Naunahan ako sa dalagita mo. I want to hold her two round breasts and squee-"
Natigilan ang lahat nang pumasok si Saturn sa loob at sinugod niya si Sir Steve.
Napalapit
Ako sa kanya at pilit siyang hinila habang sinusuntok niya ang ama niya.
"Fuck you! Fuck you! Ang kapal mong bastusin ang girlfriend ko! You dirty old man!
I will
Never forgive you son of a bitch!" Marahas na binitawan ni Saturn ang ama niya kaya
Napayakap ako sa kanya.
"Fatima, anak." Nilingon ko si mama at akmang lalapit na siya pero umatras ako.
"I hate you, Ma! Pano mo nagawang ibigay ako dito para sa utang niyo ni papa?!"
Sigaw ko.
"H-Hindi ganon anak." Aniya pero umiling ako. Pati ako ay tuluyan nang humagulgol.
"How dare you do that to me Saturn. I'll make sure the rest of your school year in
this
"Fuck you." Gigil na sagot ni Saturn bago ako hinila palabas ng opisina.
Lang ako. Ramdam ko din ang nanginginig na katawan ni Saturn dahil siguro sa galit.
"Don't leave me Saturn." Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa kanya, "Wag mo kong iiwan. I
love you so
"I love you too Fatima. Mahal na mahal kita at wala akong balak iwan ka. Whatever
it takes."
-�-
Guidance office. Naisip ko naman na kumuha ng ibang damit sa dorm ko. Pagdating ko
don
Inumpisahan kong kunin ang mga damit ko at nilagay sa bag back. Halos lahat na ata
ng
Damit ko ay nakuha ko at nalipat sa dorm nila Mika. Mabuti nga't kasya kaming lima
don.
Nagulat ako nang biglang bumukas ang pinto at niluwa non si Ares. Sumulyap ito
sakin at
Binaba ang bag niya sa lapag bago umupo sa kama niya. Hindi ko siya pinansin at
minadali
"Where are you going?" Natigilan ako sa tanong ni Ares, "You're my partner, Fatima.
You
Humarap ako sa kanya, "I won't be your partner Ares. Mas okay kung tigilan mo na
lang ako."
"That can't do baby." Ngumisi ito at tumayo kaya napaatras ako. "I will be your
partner
Whether you like it or not. Mas magaling ako kay Saturn. Gusto mo bang subukan?"
"Don't touch me!" Tili ko nang subukan niya kong abutin. Kinuha ko ang bag sa kama
at
Akmang aalis na pero pinigilan niya ko. Agad naman akong pumiglas.
"Shh, shh. Calm down. Mas nae-excite ako kung papalag ka." Natawa ito.
"Let me go!" Tili ko. Malakas niya kong hiniga sa kama at pinatungan. Nilukob ng
takot ang
"Listen. Wala pa kong gagawin sayo sa ngayon. Ready yourself baby because I'm going
to
Fuck you senseless." Demonyo itong ngumisi, "Hindi ko pa nakakalimutan ang ginawa
mo
Sakin kanina. My cock ached for hours because of you. I'll make you sore when I get
the
Nang makawala ako ay malakas ko siyang sinampal. Uulitin ko sana nang mahawakan
niya
Ang kamay ko at malakas akong sinampal. Parang umikot ang mundo ko sa ginawa niya
at
Nabingi ako. Napaupo ako sa kama at naramdaman ko ang hapdi sa gilid ng labi ko.
"Wag mo kong pikunin Fatima. Umalis ka na hangga't kaya ko pa mag-pigil." Utos niya
pero
Nanatili akong nakaupo, "Get the fuck out!" Kinaladkad niya ko at marahas na
tinulak palabas
Napatakbo ako palabas ng dorm habang umiiyak. Sakto din na papasok si Xyrus kaya
Nabangga ko siya.
"Fatima?" Gulat niyang hinawakan ang pisngi ko, "What happened? Bakit may sugat
ka?"
"S-Si A-Ares..." Humagulgol ako at yumakap sa kanya. Narinig ko namang nagmura siya
at
Hinila ako pabalik sa dorm ko. Binuksan niya ang pinto at agad sinugod si Ares.
Napa-tili ako
"Fuck you!" Sigaw ni Ares at hinawakan ang kwelyo ni Xyrus, "Huwag mo kong
susubukan
"Who says?" Gumanti si Xyrus at sinikmuraan si Ares bago ito sinuntok sa panga.
Napaatras
"Wala kang pakialam kung anong gusto kong gawin!" Sigaw ni Ares at tumayo ng
maayos.
"Why are you doing this Ares? Bakit kumakampi ka kay uncle Steve?! Sinisira niya
ang mga
"Wala akong pakialam sa mga Montenegro, Xyrus! Ano bang tinulong sakin ni Papa? He
Treated me like a trash just because I'm his bastard! Babawiin ko lahat ng dapat
sakin!
"Wag mo kong tatawaging kuya! Hindi kita kapatid at kahit kailan hindi kita
ituturing na
"Never talk like that about our dad! Nagkamali lang si daddy at pinagsisisihan niya
yon. Just
"No one can change my mind. Not even you." Saad nito at naunang umalis. Napaupo
naman
Si Xyrus sa kama na parang nanghihina.
"Xyrus..."
"Yes. He's my brother, Fatima." Saad nito, "Anak siya ni daddy sa dating katulong
namin. My
Dad was a jerk when he was younger. Hindi niya pinanagutan ang ina ni Ares at
pinaalis sila
Sa mansion. My dad didn't want him at first but my mom told him that what he did
was
Wrong. My mom accepted my dad's mistake but it's too late. Hindi na nila nakita pa
ang
Nanay ni Ares."
"His mom died because they don't have money to buy her medicines. Pero hindi
lumapit
Samin si Ares dahil sa pride niya. We went to his mother's wake but he pushed us
away and
Told us he didn't need us or our dad. Tumatak na sa isip niya na ayaw sa kanya ni
daddy kaya
"I don't know what to say." Bulong ko. Sobrang lungkot naman ng buhay ni Ares.
Ngayon
"Just don't tell this to my cousins. Hindi nila alam to." Aniya at humarap sakin,
"Linisin mo na
"I'm always here for you Fatima. Nagaantay pa din ako." Saad niya kaya natigilan
ako. Kinurot
Chapter 28
Pangatlong araw pa lang ni Dara dito sa Montenegro University pero malapit nang
mapatid
Ang pasensya ko sa kanya. Ilang beses na din kaming muntik mag-sampalan kapag
Nagkakasagutan kami.
Alam ko din na naging sobrang clingy ako kay Saturn ngayon dahil kung hindi ako
palaging
Nakabuntot sa kanya ay didikit si Dara sa kanya. Kahit nga kasama ako ni Saturn ay
Nasa canteen.
Tumango ako, "I just feel tired." Sagot ko. Nakakapagod din naman bakuran si
Saturn. I trust
"Baby, di mo naman ako kailangan harangan kay Dara. I can handle her you know."
Tumikhim
"I trust you Saturn." Saad ko, "Natatakot lang ako na mawala ka sakin."
Napa-ngiti naman ito at nilapit ang upuan niya sakin, "Hindi ako mawawala sayo
Fatima."
"I love you too Saturn." I cupped his cheek and kissed him in his lips. I smiled
afterwards.
"Aw, so sweet naman." Napataas ako ng kilay nang marinig na naman ang boses na yon.
"Hanggang dito ba naman magpapa-pansin ka, Dara?" Kunot noo kong tanong. Natawa ito
at
Lumapit sa likod ni Saturn at pinatong ang dalawang kamay sa balikat ito pero agad
lumayo
Si Saturn.
"Look, Dara." Tumayo sa Saturn ngunit hawak pa din niya ang kamay ko, "Stop this,
okay?
Ko."
Ngumisi si Dara, "Let's see Saturn, let's see." Anito at mabilis na hinalikan si
Saturn. Agad
Akong tumayo at hinila ang buhok niya palayo kay Saturn at binigyan siya ng mag-
asawang
Sampal. Agad itong gumanti at kinalmot ang leeg ko. I screamed in pain and grab her
"How dare you?!" Tili ko. Si Saturn naman ay kanina pa ko pinipigilan ngunit hindi
ako
Matitinag. Hinila ko muli ang buhok niya at inikot-ikot ang ulo niya. Kinuha ko ang
juice na
"Stop!" Nakita kong lumapit si Ares at pilit hinila si Dara mula sa pagkakahawak
ko. Marami
"Babe, stop it!" Malakas akong hinila ni Saturn at sa paghila niya ay mabilis na
kinalmot ni
Dara ang pisngi ko, "Dara!" Sigaw ni Saturn. Ramdam ko ang hapdi sa mukha ko at
"Bitch!" Tili ni Dara. Nagulat ang lahat nang may sumuntok sa kanya at pati ako ay
nagulat
"This is for hurting my friend, bitch!" Sigaw nito at sinipa si Dara sa legs.
Napaiyak naman ito
"Fuck you!" Sigaw ni Dara at umiiyak na nag-martya palayo. Humarap naman si Keila
sakin
Ngunit walang emosyon sa mukha niya. Ako na mismo ang lumapit sa kanya at niyakap
siya.
"T-Thank you Keila." Bulong ko. Napa-ngiti ako nang maramdaman na niyakap rin niya
ko.
"I'm sorry Fatima." Aniya. Hinarap ko naman siya at nakita kong umiiyak na siya
kaya pati ako
Umiling ako at hinawakan ang dalawang kamay niya, "Hindi ako galit sayo Keila. At
never
Akong nagalit sayo. You're still my friend and nothing will change."
"Napakabait mo Fatima. Hindi ko deserve maging kaibigan ka." Humagulgol ito kaya
naman
Niyakap ko siya.
"Shh, it's alright Kei. Kalimutan na natin ang lahat." Bulong ko. Tumango-tango
naman siya.
Nag-usap lang kami ni Keila ng mga nangyari samin habang hindi kami naguusap. I'm
glad
Na okay na kami kahit ilang buwan din ang lumipas bago kami nagkaayos. We bid our
Goodbyes and later that week we found out that Keila dropped her subjects and left
the
Bigla ni Mika.
"I don't know." Kibit balikat kong sagot, "But they look good together though."
Kasalukuyan kaming nasa dorm ni Mika at ang mga boys naman ay wala dito. Kanina pa
rin
"Malay mo naman diba? Hindi natin masasabi ang mangyayari sa future." Ngumiti si
Mika.
"Maybe. I want Edryl to be my forever. Alam kong walang forever pero nakikita ko
yon kay
Edryl." She sighed dreamily, "Edryl is just too perfect to me. Sobrang sweet niya,
mabait,
Kinikilig na sinundot ko ang tagiliran niya, "Bagay na bagay kayo alam mo? Sobrang
bait nga
"Bakit? Hindi ba ganon si Saturn sayo? You've been together for almost five months
ah."
"Ang hirap lang kasi bakuran ni Saturn. Alam kong maraming nagkakagusto sa kanya.
And
He's the type of guy who won't settle for long term relationship. Natatakot akong
isang araw
Baka biglang may magbago. Baka isang araw baka magsawa na lang siya sakin."
"Aw, I can see that Saturn loves you so much girl. Malay mo naman paranoid ka lang.
Kung
Mahal ka naman talaga niya kahit ilang taon pa yan ay hindi siya magsasawa sayo."
"Sana nga." Sagot ko. Maya-maya lang ay bumukas ang pinto ng dorm at pumasok si
Xyrus
Tingin.
"We're just talking about boys." Humagikgik si Mika, "Why don't you join us? Iha-
hot seat kita!"
"Hot seat?" Tanong ni Xyrus at umupo sa lapag kung nasaan kami. Naka-suot na ito ng
"Yep! I'm going to ask you random questions and you'll answer it truthfully."
Excited na sagot
"Tulad ng anong tanong ba?" Pahabol ni Xyrus pero umiling lang si Mika.
"Eto na," Ngumisi ito, "When did you lost your virginity?"
"Woah, ganyang mga tanong ba?" Natawa si Xyrus kaya napangiti na din ako, "Alright.
I lost it
"I don't know. Maybe twenty?" Aniya. Nanlaki naman ang mata ko. Buti at di siya
nagkaron ng
Sakit ah!
"Sa mga pinsan mo, sino ang pinaka-gusto mo?" Tanong ni Mika.
"Oo." Alanganin kong sagot. Tinitigan naman ako ni Xyrus na parang sinisigurado ang
sagot
"It's because of Dara." Aniya at umiwas ng tingin, "Three years ago, Dara was a new
student
Like you."
"I liked her first. Nililigawan ko siya pero umeksena si Saturn. Alam kong iniinis
lang niya ko
No'n kaya niligawan rin niya si Dara. But Dara fell in love with him. Ganon din si
Saturn. I was
So mad at him and that's the reason why I hate Saturn so much." Tumingin ito sakin,
"Hindi
Totoo na ako ang nangaagaw, Fatima. Because all the fucking years up until now,
Saturn got
"I don't know what to say." Bulong ko at bumaba ang tingin ko sa carpet.
"Halos isang taon rin ang relasyon nila pero kailangan ni Dara pumuntang London
dahil may
Sakit ang ama niya. Hindi niya alam kung pano iiwan si Saturn dahil alam niyang
kapag
Sinabi nitong huwag siyang umalis ay gagawin niya. She loves Saturn but her father
needs
"Anong nangyari?"
"We made out in front of Saturn so that Saturn would let her go. I felt awful of
course but at
The same time I was happy. Sa wakas nahalikan ko yung taong mahal ko. But that's
the real
Start of war. Galit na galit si Saturn sakin at mula no'n hanggang ngayon lahat ng
babaeng
"And then Fatima came." Usal ni Mika, "Parang history repeat itself ba? Sana lang
ay huwag
"Bakit ko naman gagawin yon?" Peke akong tumawa. I will not leave Saturn. Masyado
ko
'tong mahal para iwan. Isa pa, ayokong gawin sa kanya ang ginawa ni Dara noon.
Hindi ko
Matapos ang kwentuhan time namin ni Mika kasama si Xyrus ay napag-pasyahan namin ni
Mika lumabas para bumili ng pagkain para sa dinner. Habang nasa MU bazaar kami ay
Nakasalubong namin si Edryl kaya sumama ito samin. Nakakapagtaka na hindi ko makita
si
Saturn.
"Mukhang uulan pa ata." Saad ni Edryl na nakaakbay kay Mika. Naka-tingala ito sa
langit.
"Oo nga hon. Makulimlim tsaka malamig mamaya." Sagot ni Mika kaya napa-ngiti ako.
Ang
Pumeke ako ng ubo, "Nandito ako mga kuya at ate. Wala kong partner oh." Natawa ako.
"How 'bout me as a partner?" Kinilabutan ako sa boses na yon at agad inalis ang
kamay
Niyang nakaakbay sakin, "Relax babe, wag kang matakot. Hindi ako multo."
"Go away Ares." Malamig kong tugon. Hinila naman ako ni Edryl sa likod niya at
hinawakan ni
"Oh, superhero na naman Edryl?" Natawa ito, "Huwag kang humarang. Nakakabastos ka
eh.
"Fuck off dude. Ayaw kang kausapin ni Fatima." Tugon ni Edryl. Bago pa makapag-
salita si
Ares ay may humarang sa pagitan nila at nakita kong si Xyrus yon na nakikipag-
pantayan ng
Tingin kay Ares. Pansin ko din na nakatingin na samin ang ibang studyante.
"May araw din kayo sakin." Ani Ares bago lumakad palayo. Humarap naman si Xyrus at
"Hindi ko pa rin siya nakita." Sagot ni Edryl. Unti-unti namang pumatak ang ulan
kaya mabilis
"Meron din ako. Share na lang kami ni Ed dun at kayo ni Xyrus para makabalik na
tayo sa
Dorm." Ani Mika. Tumango naman ako kaya lumakad na kami papunta sa locker room ng
Gym.
Kanino naman kaya galing to? Binuksan ko yon at napa-ngiti ako sa nabasa ko.
'I will be waiting for you in your Learning Pleasures room. - Saturn'
"Ahm, may pupuntahan pala ako." Paalam ko sa mga kasama ko. Nagtatakang tumingin
Naman sila kaya ngumiti ako at inabot kay Xyrus ang payong na hawak ko.
"Samahan na kita Fatima." Prisinta ni Xyrus pero umiling lang ako at ngumiti bago
lumakad
Palayo.
Ako dahil baka may gawin na naman kami ni Saturn. Nang makarating ako sa floor ng
Classroom namin ay mabagal akong lumakad at inayos ang uniform kong nabasa ng
Uniform. Pinunasan ko din ng panyo ang basang mukha ko at sinuklay ang buhok gamit
ang
Pero ang malaking ngiti ko ay unti-unting nawala dahil sa nasaksihan ko. Ang mata
kong
Sabik makita si Saturn ay napalitan ng namumuong luha. Ang mga kamay ko'y unti-
unting
"Saturn..." Bulong ko. Nakita kong napabalikwas siya sa kinauupuan niya at natulak
si Dara
Na nakakandong sa hita niya. Naputol ang paghahalikan nila nang makita ako. Tila
tinakasan
"Fuck. No, no, babe, it's not what you think!" Nagpa-panic na saad ni Saturn at
mabilis na
Nakuntento dahil sinabunutan ko siya at kinalmot. Hindi ko rin pinalagpas ang higad
na
"Walang hiya ka!" Sigaw ko at malakas siyang sinampal. Lumaban din siya pero hindi
ako
Nagpatalo. I slapped and scratched her face. Hinila ko ang buhok niya hanggang sa
makalbo
Ko siya.
"Akin si Saturn! Akin siya!" Sigaw nito na mas lalo kong kinainis.
"Walang sayo! Malandi kang babae ka!" Tili ko at marahas siyang binitawan kaya
humampas
"Gawin mo kung kaya mo! Sisiguraduhin kong magiging akin si Saturn sa huli!" Ganti
nito
"Tama na! Tama na!" Sigaw ni Saturn at pilit akong hinila palayo. Tinampal ko lang
ang
Luha ko habang tumatakbo ako, "Fatima, baby wait! Please let me explain!"
"I'm sorry, sorry baby, I'm sorry. It was an accident. S-She called me in that room
dahil
Nandon ka raw kaya nag-panic ako at pumunta don pero hindi kita nakita. I talked to
her to
Just stop everything but then she suddenly pushed me in the chair and sat on my lap
and
Before I knew it she kissed me and you entered the room." Tuloy-tuloy niyang
explanation at
Hinarap ako, "Maniwala ka sakin Fatima. Hindi ako magtataksil sayo. I love you
baby, mahal
Na mahal kita."
Napaiyak na lang ako at niyakap siya sa gitna ng ulan. Siguro ganon talaga kapag
Nagmamahal no? Kahit masakit pinipilit mong balewalain yun dahil ayaw mo siyang
mawala
Sayo. It's okay to be hurt than losing the person you love.
Chapter 29
"Nalalapit na ang finals exams natin. And before that I want to give you guys a
free time with
"At ayoko nang may kokontra sa mga utos ko." Saad niya habang naka-tingin sakin.
Umiwas
Agad hinarap ni Ares sakin ang silya niya at magiliw na ngumiti. Nakatitig lang ako
dito at
Nanatiling tahimik.
"Fatima, I don't like making arguments with you, so, just cooperate with me."
Ngumisi siya
Sakin.
"I'm sorry Ares pero kahit ata mag-hubad ka sa harap ko ay hindi ako papayag na
maging
"Gusto mo bang maghubad ako? Nice suggestion though. We'll see about that." Sagot
niya at
Mariing tumitig sakin habang hindi pa din nawawala ang pagkaka-ngisi sa labi niya,
"Come
"Stop calling me baby." Inis kong tugon. Muli siyang tumawa at masasabi kong
kahawig
Talaga niya si Xyrus. Pareho sila ng mata at labi. Pero mas mayabang ang itsura ni
Ares dahil
"What's wrong with calling you baby? Ano bang gusto mo? Honey? Babe? Sweetheart?"
Pangaasar niya pa. Sa inis ko ay sinipa ko ang paa ng silya niya. Mas lalo naman
siyang
Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kanya dahil nakaka-ilang ang mga titig niya at
nakakabastos din
Sa tuwing bumababa ang mata niya sa dibdib ko. Wala naman akong ibang makausap
dahil
Absent si Edryl.
"Mahal mo ba si Saturn?" Biglang tanong niya kaya lumingon ako sa kanya. Seryoso
lang
"Ano bang pake mo?" Pangbabara ko pero ngumiti lang siya. Tila parang may ibang
ibig
"Iiwan ka din niya." Anito. Tumaas lang ang kilay ko sa kanya at hindi na siya
pinansin pa
Pero ramdam ko pa rin ang mainit niyang titig sakin hanggang sa mag-dismiss si Sir.
Paglabas ko ng classroom ay nakita kong naka-abang si Xyrus kaya kumunot ang noo ko
"Nasaan si Saturn?" Tanong ko ulit pero hindi siya sumagot at hinila ang kamay ko,
"Xyrus?
Nasaan si Saturn?"
"I'm sorry Fatima." Aniya habang hinihila ako. Natigilan naman ako at hinila ang
kamay ko na
Hawak niya.
"H-Hindi ko siya napigilan." Yumuko ito. Nangilid naman ang luha ko at humawak sa
braso
Niya.
"Nasa dorm s-sila." Sagot niya. Hindi na ko nag-dalawang isip at agad tumakbo.
Tinawag pa
Ang pinto ngunit madilim. Nakiramdam ako at kinapa ang switch ng ilaw bago yon
binuksan.
Napa-nga nga ako sa nakita ko...
"Happy birthday!" Biglang nagputukan ang party poppers at sinalubong ako ni Edryl,
Mika at
Saturn.
"Happy birthday babe." Ngumiti si Saturn at niyakap ko tsaka ako binuhat kaya
napahawak
"Surprise!" Tili ni Mika at nilapit ang cake sakin, sinindihan naman ni Edryl ang
kandila sa
"W-Wow. Akala ko talaga." Hanggang ngayon ay shocked pa rin ako. Nakarinig naman
ako ng
"It's all scripted." Saad niya at natawa. Tuluyan na kong napa-ngiti at hinarap
sila Mika.
"Thank you guys. Hindi ko alam na birthday ko ngayon." Sagot ko. Nakalimutan ko na
rin ang
"Blow the candle girl! Nakaka-ngawit ha." Saad ni Mika kaya natawa ako. "Mag-wish
ka
Muna."
Wish ko, sana ay marami pang magandang pangyayari samin ni Saturn at ng mga
kaibigan
Dumilat ako at hinipan ang cake. Nagsi-palakpakan naman sila. Naramdaman kong
"I love you more Saturn." Sagot ko at tumingkayad para halikan siya sa pisngi.
"Oh, layas muna. May gagawin kami ni Fatima." Ngumisi si Saturn at pinagtulakan
sila Edryl
Palabas.
"Dude, wag mong itulak si Mika." Inis na saad ni Edryl kaya natawa si Saturn.
"Mamaya na tayo mag-celebrate, okay? Salamat sa cooperation!" Ani Saturn at sinara
ang
"Did you plan this?" Tanong ko. Tumango naman siya at tinanggal ang suot niyang t-
shirt.
"Happy birthday baby. Sex?" Aniya kaya natawa ako. Ngumisi siya sakin bago halik-
halikan
"Saturn..." I moaned when he reach for my mounds and fondle it. He pushed me to lay
my
"I miss you." Bulong niya kaya sinalubong ko ang tingin niya, "This week was so
exhausting
Tumango ako, "Just don't let me go Saturn." I answered. He nod before crushing his
lips to
Mine. He kissed me aggressively but in a passionate way. I wrap my hands around his
neck
And pulled him closer before I wrap my legs around his waist.
He opened my uniform and trail his kisses down to my jaw and neck. I moaned when he
suck
The skin of my neck before pulling up my brassiere. Saturn stare at my breasts for
a second
Before leaning down and licking my taut buds. I bit my lip and closed my eyes
before running
His other hand were massaging my other mounds, he twist my hard tips and pinch it
gently. I
Moaned as the sensation builds up. He remove my uniform and unclasped my bra before
Throwing it in the floor. He stuck his tongue out as he lick my belly down to my
navel. He
"Ooh." He start kissing my inner thighs down to my wet folds. My grip in his hair
tightened
When he lick my c litoris. I called his name and he opened my legs wider before he
savage
My between. He lap it with his mouth as he twirl his tongue around my wet bead.
"Fuck!" I cursed when he insert two fingers inside me and touched my spot. My legs
wobbled
And I shiver when he start finger fucking me as his mouth never leave my c lit.
I cupped both of my b reast and meet Saturn's eyes. I bit my lip as I watch him
giving me a c
Unnilingus. He sucked my c litoris as he push his long fingers deep inside me.
"I'm coming!" I cried and throw my head back as I arched my back but Saturn stopped
and
"Ready?" He grinned and I nod. He flip me to bend over and gave my butt cheek a
hard spank
Before rubbing his cock head in my core. I moaned when he teased me by pushing half
of his
"Saturn!" I protested and he just chuckled before thrusting his manhood deep inside
me. I
"Fuck it, baby!" He grunt as he hold onto my waist while he penetrate deeper. He
reach for my
C litoris and rub it with his fingers. I moaned louder and crumpled the sheets.
I closed my eyes as his thrusts were becoming rough and desperate. He lean his
hands
"Fuck!" He grunt and I felt his warm orgasm filling me inside. We both gasped for
air as
Saturn gave a few deep thrust before pulling out. I tiredly lay in the bed and he
pulled me
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Isang linggo na ang nakalipas at ngayon na din ang finals namin. Halos hindi rin
ako
Makapag-concentrate dahil nung isang araw pa ko nahihilo. Wala naman akong lagnat
kaya
Baka stressed lang ako o pagod.
"Are you okay baby?" Tanong ni Saturn. Madalas din kasi niya ko napapansin na wala
sa
Mood.
"Medyo masama lang pakiramdam ko." Sagot ko at sinandal ang ulo ko sa balikat niya.
"Maybe we should go to the clinic." Bulong niya pero umiling lang ako. Last time na
nagpacheck up ako ay stressed lang daw ako at pinagpahinga. Sabagay, nakaka-stress
naman
Talaga lalo na't palagi kong nakikita ang malanding Dara na yon.
Muli kong binaling ang tingin ko sa binabasa ko pero agad akong napapikit dahil
umiikot yon
Sa paningin ko. Shit, ano bang nangyayari? Para akong masusuka sa hilo.
"Baby, I really think you need to go to the clinic." Pangungulit pa ni Saturn pero
umiling lang
"I'm okay, Saturn. Pahinga lang to." Saad ko. Narinig ko ang pag-buntong hininga
niya.
Maya-maya lang ay dumating si Edryl at Mika kasama si Xyrus kaya nag-aral kami para
sa
"Pa'no pala yung Learning Pleasures exam natin?" Biglang tanong ni Mika.
"Walang mageexam don." Mabilis na sagot ni Saturn at humigpit ang hawak niya sa
balikat
Ko.
Tumango naman si Edryl, "Sige. Wag na natin pasukan ang class don." Sagot nito.
Wala nang
Umimik samin hanggang sa mag-time na. Agad kaming pumunta sa classes namin para
Mag-take ng exams.
"I won't take it." Sagot ko kaya natahimik siya. Hindi na rin siya kumibo dahil
dumating na ang
Proctor namin.
Nang matapos ako mag-take ng exams ay mabilis akong lumabas ng classroom pero
Napahawak ako sa pader nang maramdamang umikot ang paligid ko. May humawak sa
"Are you okay?" Tanong ni Ares pero inalis ko ang kamay niya sa braso ko at muling
lumakad
Pero hindi ko talaga kaya dahil nahihilo talaga ko, "Fatima, dalhin na kita sa
clinic."
"Let me go." Nanghihina kong saad at pilit inalis ang kamay niya sa braso ko. Nasan
ba si
Edryl?
"I'm just trying to help." Aniya. May iba pa siyang sinasabi pero hindi ko na
maintindihan dahil
Lang na bumagsak ako pero may sumalo sakin at tuluyan na kong nawalan ng malay.
Nagising ako nang makaamoy ng kung anong mabango. Dahan-dahan kong minulat ang
Mata ko at nilibot ang tingin sa paligid. Dim ang lights at ako lang ang mag-isa sa
ibabaw ng
Putting kama.
Napatayo ako nang makitang wala akong kahit anong saplot. Napa-lingon ako sa
paligid
Dahil hindi ko alam kung nasan ako. Hinila ko ang kumot para matakpan ang dibdib
ko.
"Gising ka na pala. Eto nag-luto ako baka nagugutom ka na. Are you feeling well
Fatima?
Bigla ka ka-"
"Anong ginawa mo sakin?! Nasan ako? Nasan yung mga damit ko!" Tili ko kay Ares.
Nanatiling walang emosyon ang mukha niya habang nakatitig sakin. Naka-suot lang to
ng
"Don't you remember what happened? We had sex Fatima. At halos mabaliw ka sa ginawa
ko
"Liar!" Sigaw ko. Nararamdaman ko na ang mga luha sa gilid ng mata ko. Lumapit siya
sakin
Kaya napaatras ako sa headboard. Mabilis niyang hinila ang kumot hanggang sa paa ko
kaya
"Can't you see this?" Pilit niyang pinaghiwalay ang hita ko pero lumaban ako at
sinipa siya
Kaya napaatras siya, "Fine. Why don't you look at your thighs Fatima? You have my
kiss
Puro hickey yon. Namumula rin ang pagkababae ko. Tuluyan na kong napahagulgol at
Sinugod siya. Pinaghahampas ko ang dibdib niya na hindi niya naman sinalag.
"Walang hiya ka! Anong ginawa ko sakin! I hate you!" Sigaw ko pero hinuli lang niya
ang
Kamay ko at hiniga sa kama bago pinatungan. Agad akong nagpupumiglas pero mas
"You'll love my cock Fatima." Bulong niya at dinilaan ang dulo ng dibdib ko.
Nanlaki ang mata
"Let me go!" Sinipa ko ang tyan niya kaya napalayo siya sakin at humawak don.
Ngumisi ito
"See you in our Learning Pleasures exam, Fatima. Get ready for me."
Chapter 30
Iyak lang ako ng iyak habang naglalakad sa field. Hindi ko alam kung paano pa ko
uuwi sa
Dorm namin. Kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi maalis sa isip ko ang mga sinabi ni Ares
sakin.
Ayokong mag-lihim kay Saturn pero masisisi niyo ba ko kung ayaw ko siyang mawala
sakin?
I love him so much at handa akong magpanggap na walang nangyari basta lang ay
manatili
"Fatima?" Nagulat ako nang may mag-salita sa gilid ko at nakita ko si Xyrus, "Anong
Muli akong napahagulgol kaya lumapit si Xyrus sakin at niyakap ako, "Natatakot ako
Xyrus.
"What happened? Bakit sinasabi mo yan?" Hinarap niya ko sa kanya, "Fatima, hindi ka
"Tell it to me Fatima. You know you can always rely on me, right?" Masuyo akong
hinila ni
Xyrus paharap sa kanya pero humagulgol lang ako. Pano ko sasabihin sa kanya na may
Nangyari samin ni Ares na hindi ko ginusto? Pano kung husgahan din ako ni Xyrus?
"I'm always here, Fatima. Kung ano man 'yang problema mo ay alam kong malalagpasan
mo
Yan." Aniya at inangat ang mukha ko tsaka pinunasan ang luha sa mata ko bago
ngumiti,
"You're a strong girl, Fatima. Pero kapag hindi mo na kaya, hindi masamang humingi
ng
Tulong sakin, samin. Nandito lang ako palagi sa tabi mo at kahit anong mangyari,
ikaw lang
Ilang araw na rin mula nang mangyari yon sa'min ni Ares pero hanggang ngayon ay
hindi pa
Rin mawala sa utak ko ang mga sinabi niya sakin. Sa tuwing nakaka-salubong ko siya
ay
Hindi ko maiwasang hindi mandiri sa sarili ko lalo na kapag ngini-ngisian niya ko.
Ngayon na rin ang exams namin sa Learning Pleasures at di ko alam kung bakit sobra
akong
Kinakabahan ngayon. Kanina pa din ako nagtatago sa mga kaklase ko o kay Ares at kay
Sir
Llano.
"Girl, kung sa dorm na lang kaya tayo?" Tanong ni Mika. Nasa rooftop kasi kami at
ang init
Dito.
"Sige." Tumango ako. Ngumiti naman siya at sabay kaming lumakad papunta sa dorm.
"Wait lang girl ha. CR lang ako. Kanina pa kasi ako naiihi." Ani Mika at tumawa.
Ngumiti lang
Ako at tumango, "Okay ka lang ba Fatima? Matamlay ka kasi lately. May problema ba
or may
Sakit ka?"
"Stressed lang siguro ako." Sagot ko. Tumango lang siya bago pumasok sa restroom.
Nagantay naman ako sa labas.
"Nandito ka lang pala." Kinilabutan ako nang marinig ang boses na yon, "Kanina pa
kita
Hinahanap para sa exams natin. Kung gusto mong bumagsak, wag mo kong idamay."
"L-Layuan mo ko." Natatakot kong sagot nang humakbang siya palayo ngunit ngumisi
lang
Ulo niya bago nag-labas ng panyo, "Huwag kang sagabal sa plano ko kaya matulog ka
muna."
"Anong gagawin mo?" Nilayo ko si Mika nang lumapit si Ares sa kanya. "Takbo, Mika!"
Akmang tatakbo na kami nang mahawakan ni Ares ang buhok ko kaya nahila ko din si
Mika
Dahil nakahawak ako sa kamay niya. Napatili si Mika at lumapit kay Ares para
hampasin.
Tumawa ito, "Binalaan na kita Fatima. Gagawin ko sayo ang pinakaantay ko sa tamang
oras
At ngayon na yon."
"Tangina mo!" Sigaw ko kaya mas tumawa siya at marahas na binitawan ang buhok ko
bago
"Mika!" Sigaw ko nang mawalan to ng malay. Mabilis akong lumapit kay Ares para sana
Sipain siya ngunit natigilan ako nang sakalin niya ang leeg ni Mika.
"Step back Fatima." Ngumisi ito, "Or do you want to see your friend die?"
"Hayop ka!" Sigaw ko. Tumango lang ito at hinila ang walang malay na si Mika sa
loob ng
"We'll take our exams." Aniya. Tumili ako pero tinakpan lang niya ang bibig ko at
sinandal sa
Napa-hagulgol ako habang hawak niya ang leeg ko. Ngumisi lang siya at muli akong
Kinaladkad hanggang seventh floor. Walang ka-tao tao dito kaya nagtaka ako.
"Kanina pa tapos mag-exam ang mga kaklase natin at dahil nawawala ka kailangan pa
Doon.
"Ah, at last narito na kayo. You're wasting my time. Sige, mag-umpisa na kayo."
Utos nito.
Tatakbo sana ko sa pinto ngunit mabilis akong hinila ni Ares at hiniga sa kama na
nandon.
Dalawang braso ko at inangat sa ulo ko bago yon hawakan sa isang kamay at binaklas
ang
Uniform ko.
"Fuck." Ungol niya at binuka ang hita ko tsaka kiniskis ang pagkalalake niya sa
gitna ko.
"Shut the fuck up!" Tinakpan niya ang bibig ko kaya nanatili sa loob ng bibig ko
ang mga
Sigaw ko, "Huwag ka ng pumiglas Fatima. You're mine now. Sisiguraduhin kong iiwan
ka ni
Saturn pagtapos neto."
Sumigaw ako ngunit walang salita ang nabuo dahil nakatakip ang kamay niya sa bibig
ko.
Pumiglas ako hanggang sa makawala ang paa ko mula sa hita niya at malakas siya
sinipa sa
Pagkalalaki ngunit agad niya itong naiwas kaya ang hita niya ang nasipa ko.
"Tarantada ka!" Sigaw niya at sinuntok ang sikmura ko. Nanghina ako sa ginawa niya
at
Nanlabo ang mata ko. Napa-tagilid ako dahil pakiramdam ko ay may mahigpit na
nakahawak
"I'll make sure you'll scream my name with what I'm going to do with you Fatima."
Ramdam
Kong dinilaan ni Ares ang tenga ko kaya parang nagising ako mula sa pagkakatulog.
Agad
"F-Fuck y-you." Suminghap ako at narinig ko ang tawa ni Ares at muli akong binigyan
ng
Suntok sa tyan. Tuluyan na kong hindi makagalaw dahil sa sakit at hindi na rin ako
gaanong
Makahinga.
He pushed me towards the headboard and kissed my lips harshly but I didn't
response.
Mahigpit niyang pinisil ang dibdib ko dahilan para mapa-ungol ako dahil sa sakit.
He ripped my underwear and I heard him unbuckled his belt before opening my legs
wider. I
Closed my eyes as tears started to fall from my eyes. He rubbed his cock in my core
and I
Pilit kong sinisigaw sa utak ko na sana may dumating na tulong, na sana dumating si
Saturn
Para tulungan ako. Pero ilang minuto na ko nagdadasal at wala pa ding dumadating na
Tulong.
Mali si Xyrus. I'm not strong like what he said. Dahil kung totoong malakas ako ay
sana wala
Niya sakin ngayon. If I'm strong, I should've not been in this situation.
Nanatili akong tulala. Ni hindi ako nakaramdam ng kahit anong libog sa ginawa niya
at hindi
"That was great, Fatima." Bulong ni Ares. Inipon ko ang natitirang lakas ko at
tinulak siya.
Ngumisi lang ito at tinulungan akong suotin ang uniform ko pero tinulak ko lang
siya at
"Nakakadiri ka! Ano bang gusto mo at ginawa mo sakin to?! Hindi ka pa ba masaya sa
"Relax baby. Hindi ako titigil hangga't hindi ka napapasakin." Anito at ngumisi.
"I will never be yours, Ares! Hindi ko kailanman ginusto na magkaron ng ka-relasyon
na
"Hindi ka sana madadamay kung hindi ka naka-dikit sa mga Montenegro, Fatima. Pero
"Fuck you!" Mabilis akong nag-bihis at tumakbo palabas ng classroom. Iyak ako ng
iyak at
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. Ayaw kong makita si Saturn dahil nahihiya ako.
Nakayakap siya sakin. Ang sakit sakit lang dahil kahit gusto kong umamin sa kanya
ay
Naduduwag ako.
"Girl, halika na. Kailangan na natin umattend sa last exam." Saad ni Mika pero
nanatili akong
"Fatima, kailangan natin to sabihin sa kanila!" Sigaw ni Mika, "Kahit anong sabihin
mo ay
Hindi mo dapat pairalin ang takot mo. Fatima, Ares deserves to be punished. Rape
ang
"I'm scared, Mika. I'm so scared." Muli akong humagulgol kaya niyakap niya ko.
"Dapat natin to i-sumbong sa mga nakakataas. We need to tell this to Saturn too. He
deserve
To know this para na din mai-ganti ka niya kay Ares." Bumitaw si Mika sakin at
pinunasan ang
Luha ko bago ako hinila palabas ng dorm, "I'm here Fatima. Nandito kami ni Edryl
para sayo.
Tumango ako at nagpahila kay Mika sa kung saan niya ko dadalhin. Lumakad kami sa
field
Para maka-punta sa main building. Nakita naman kami ni Xyrus at nagtatanong siya
kung
Napatigil ako sa paglalakad nang makita si Dara na palapit samin. May kakaibang
ngisi sa
Labi neto.
"Well, well. Nandito ka lang pala Fatima. I thought you were with Ares? Kasi diba,
may
Nangyari sa inyo?" Matinis na tawa ang binigay niya kaya sinamaan ko siya ng
tingin.
"Just go away bitch. May pupuntahan pa kami. If you'll excuse us." Saad ni Mika at
akmang
"Oh, so mukhang hindi niyo pa pala alam? It's a head news in Montenegro University
that
"Dara, ano bang problema mo?" Tanong ni Xyrus at humarang sa harap namin,
"Nananahimik
"My dear Xyrus who is head over heels to Fatima. Hindi ka ba napapagod ipagtanggol
ang
Napa-lingon sakin si Xyrus kaya napayuko ako. Hindi ko alam ang dapat kong sabihin.
"Oh, there he is! Saturn!" Umangat ang tingin ko nang marinig ang pangalan na
tinawag ni
Dara. Sinalubong ko ng tingin si Saturn at napaatras ako dahil walang emosyon ang
mukha
"Dude, dude, relax." Pinigilan ni Edryl si Saturn pero tinulak lang niya to at
mabilis akong
"Totoo ba?! Totoo bang may nangyari sa inyo ni Ares, ha?!" Nanlamig ako sa tanong
ni Saturn
Sakin. Matalim ang tingin niya sakin at habang tumatagal ay pahigpit nang pahigpit
ang
"P-Paano mo..."
"Fuck! Totoo ba?! Sagutin mo ko ng diretso Fatima!" Sigaw niyang muli at hinila ang
braso ko
"Putangina!" Marahas niya kong binitawan at napasabunot siya sa buhok niya, "Pilit
akong
Lumalayo kay Dara para lang hindi kita makitang umiiyak, Fatima! Iniwasan ko lahat
ng tukso
Na lumalapit sakin para sayo! Pero bakit ganito yung ganti mo sakin?!"
"I don't care about your explanations! Isa lang din naman ang kalalabasan neto! May
Nangyari sa inyo! You fucking fooled me, Fatima! You fucking hurt me! Kulang pa ba
yung
"Saturn, calm the fuck down." Hinila siya ni Edryl pero tinulak lang niya to at
muli akong
Hinarap.
"From now on, we're done Fatima. Tapos na tayo." Aniya at mabilis na lumakad palayo
pero
Agad ko siyang hinabol at niyakap ang likod niya. Napatigil naman siya kaya
napaluhod ako
"Mahal na mahal kita Saturn. Please, listen to me first. Ayusin natin to. Please
babe. I love
You."
"Why don't you just fuck Ares? Mukhang enjoy ka don." Aniya at marahas na kinalas
ang
"Poor Fatima. Her prince left her without any explaining her side." Tumawa si Dara
at
Lumakad palayo.
"Halika muna sa dorm." Saad ni Edryl. Tinayo naman ako ni Mika at inalalayan nila
ko
Papuntang dorm.
"Uminom ka muna ng tubig." Inabutan ako ni Xyrus ng tubig at lumuhod siya sa harap
ko,
"Mas okay kung palamigin muna natin si Saturn." Singit ni Edryl at umupo sa
kabilang kama.
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Kinabukasan at maaga akong nagising. Inayos ko ang sarili ko. Naligo ako at
naglagay ng
Make-up para matakpan ang pamamaga ng mata ko. Tinali ko rin ang mahabang buhok ko
Kape sa lamesa.
"Kay Saturn." Mabilis kong sagot. Napa-buntong hininga naman to at nilapag ang tasa
ng
Umiling ako, "Ako dapat ang mag-explain sa kanya Xyrus. Hindi naman kayo ang may
Kasalanan sa kanya."
"Fatima, wala kang kasalanan. Ares forced you to have sex with him."
"Buo na ang desisyon ko." Sagot ko at pilit na ngumiti bago siya iniwan sa kusina
at lumabas
Ng dorm.
Hindi ko alam kung saan hahanapin si Saturn kaya naglakad-lakad na lang muna ko.
Iniisip
Ko rin kung ano ba ang dapat kong sabihin sa kanya para pakinggan niya ako. Oo,
natatakot
Ako sa mga posibleng mangyari pero kakayanin ko. Wag lang mawala sakin ang taong
Mahal ko.
Palagpas na sana ako ng isang classroom nang marinig ko ang isang boses na
tinatawag
Ang pangalan ni Saturn. Mabilis akong lumapit sa pinto at binuksan yon.
"Harder, Saturn! Slap my ass, ooh!" Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita si Dara na
naka-tuwad
"Dara!" Tili ko at lumapit bago hinila ang buhok ni Dara palayo kay Saturn,
"Malandi ka
Talaga!"
"Ouch! How dare you?!" Sigaw neto at bago ko pa siya masampal ay hinila siya ni
Saturn
"Saturn."
Saturn!"
"Saturn, mag-ayos na tayo please. Pakinggan mo muna ako. Ayusin na natin to."
"Wala na tayong aayusin." Aniya at pinatuwad muli si Dara bago i-angat ang palda
neto.
"Don't fuck her Saturn! Nangako ka sakin na ako lang!" Napaluha ako habang
pinapanood
Sila.
"Hindi lang ikaw ang may karapatan makipag-sex sa iba Fatima." Malamig niyang tugon
bago
Niya pinasok ang pagkalalaki niya kay Dara. Napatakbo ako palayo dahil hindi ko
kaya na
Wala kong nagawa habang ginagalaw ako ni Ares? Kasalanan ko ba na mahina ako? Bakit
Ayaw niya kong pakinggan? Mali ba na hindi ko agad sinabi sa kanya dahil natatakot
akong
Kasi ang sakit sakit na. Pero kahit madurog pa ang puso ko ay hindi ako titigil
hangga't hindi
Bumabalik sakin si Saturn. Okay nang maging malamig siya sakin basta bumalik lang
siya.
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Tulad ng pasya ko ay hindi ko sinukuan si Saturn. Kahit ilang beses niya kong
tinaboy ay pilit
"Saturn, binili kita ng lunch. Favorite mo tong bolognese pasta diba?" Ngumiti ako
at nilahad
"Busog ako." Aniya at muling binalik ang tingin sa libro na hawak niya.
"Hindi ka pa kaya nag-lunch. Eto oh." Muli kong inabot sa kanya ang plato.
"Ano ba?!" Sigaw niya at marahas niyang tinabig ang kamay ko kaya nabasag ang
plato.
"S-Saturn..." Naiiyak akong tumitig sa kanya. Nakita kong lumambot ang expression
ng
Mukha niya at iniwas ang tingin bago walang salitang iniwan ako. Lumuhod naman ako
para
Pulutin ang mga nabasag na plato pero lumapit sakin at janitress at tinulungan ako.
"Salamat po." Bulong ko. Ngumiti lang to bago ako iniwan. Lumakad naman ako palabas
ng
"Anong nangyari?" Gulat kong saad nang makalapit ako sa kanya. Tumabi ako sa
kinauupuan
Niya at hinawakan ang kamay niya pero hinila niya yon mula sa pagkakahawak ko.
"Leave me the fuck alone. Baka makita ka pa ni Dara dito. Ayaw kong mag-away kami."
Malamig niyang saad. Kumirot ang dibdib ko sa sinabi niya pero sinawalang bahala ko
yon at
"G-Gagamutin ko lang to." Bulong ko. Hindi naman siya pumalag kaya kinuha ko yung
panyo
Sa bulsa ko at tinali yon sa kamao niya. Mabilis kong dinala ang palad niya sa
pisngi ko at
"U-Umalis ka na Fatima." Aniya at binawi ang kamay niya. Tumulo naman ang luha ko
at
Tumitig sa kanya.
"Really?" He scoffed, "Kung mahal mo ko hindi mo magagawa sakin yung ginawa mo. You
"Mahal mo ba ko Saturn?" Binaling niya ang tingin niya sakin at matagal akong
tinitigan.
"Hindi na kita mahal Fatima. Kaya kung pwede ba? Umalis ka na dito. Ayaw na kitang
makita
Mga video na napanood ko kung nasaan kayo ni Ares. It was awful Fatima, being hurt.
Kaya
Gusto na kitang kalimutan. Iwan mo na ko. Your love is a bullshit. And please, stay
away from
Me."
"Y-Yan ba talaga ang gusto mo?" Tanong ko. Hindi siya umimik at nanatiling malamig
ang
"I love you Saturn..." Bulong ko at bago umalis ay pinakatitigan ko ang mukha niya.
Chapter 31
Ngumiti ko at muling naupo sa likod ng counter dito sa loob ng business kong The
God's
Sweets. Isa 'tong pastry shop na tinayo namin ni Mika three years ago.
It's been five years since I left Montenegro University. Maraming nagbago. May mga
taong
Nanatili sa tabi ko, may mga taong umalis at may bagong dumating. Nang makalabas
ako ay
Hindi ako umuwi sa'min. May parte pa rin sa puso ko na nagagalit sa ginawa sakin ng
Magulang ko. Nakaya nilang ibigay ang sariling anak nila para magbayad ng utang?
Kaya sumama ako kay Xyrus. Siya ang naging sandalan ko sa loob ng maraming taon.
Siya
Ang nagpahid ng luha ko sa tuwing umiiyak ako kapag naaalala ko siya. Siya ang
Nagpapasaya sakin kapag nalulungkot ako. Si Xyrus ang taong hindi sumuko sa'kin at
"Girl!" Tili ni Mika at lumabas mula sa loob ng opisina namin. Dahan-dahan itong
lumakad
"Wala! May naisip na kasi akong pangalan ng baby namin ni Edryl." Kinikilig na
aniya.
"Surprise! Basta sa baby shower ko pumunta ka ha! Next week na 'yon. At please,
gusto kong
Makita ang anak niyo ni Xyrus." Tumili ito, "I can't believe this, girl! May kanya-
kanya na
Tayong pamilya."
"Oo naman. Hindi ako mawawala dyan." Sagot ko. Ngumiti naman siya at bumalik sa
loob ng
Opisina.
Kinagabihan ay ako ang closing ng shop ko. Maagang umuuwi si Mika dahil malapit na
ang
Ka-buwanan niya. Sabi ko nga ay mag-leave na siya pero nababagot raw siya sa bahay
nila.
Maya-maya lang ay may tumigil na Porsche SUV sa labas kaya ngumiti ako at kumaway.
"Hey, sweetheart. How's your day?" Tanong nito at humalik sa noo ko.
"It went good. Maraming cake ang naubos." Ngumiti ako at sinara ang mga ilaw,
"Let's go?"
"Ladies first." Nilahad niya ang kamay niya sa pinto kaya natawa ako at naunang
lumakad
Pagpasok niya sa driver's seat ay agad niyang pinaandar ang sasakyan pauwi sa
bahay.
"Mommy! Daddy!" Agad akong lumuhod nang salubungin kami ng anak namin. Oo, we have
a
"Hey son, how's school?" Tanong ni Xyrus at binuhat ito sa bisig niya.
"I got five stars in school daddy. And my teacher told me that I'm really good in
english."
Ngumiti ito.
"Very good! And because of that, daddy will give you a lollipop." Sagot ni Xyrus at
dinala ang
Star ay may lollipop siya or chocolate kaya bungi na ang ngipin niya sa harap.
Araw-araw ba
"Opo, ma'am. Kaso hindi na naman po niya kinain ang gulay niya." Anito. Napa-iling
naman
"Anak, anong sinabi ni mommy at daddy pag di ka kumain ng veggies?" Tanong ko.
Ngumuso
"I will not have a lollipop even if I got five stars. But mommy, I hate broccoli."
Mas tumulis
"Masarap naman yon ah." Singit ni Xyrus, "But punishment is a punishment." Nilahad
niya ang
Palad niya kaya walang nagawa si Zephyr kundi ibigay pabalik ang lollipop na hawak
niya.
Ngumiti ako sa kanya at hinila siya para yakapin, "Zeph, you need to eat veggies.
Or do you
"No, I don't want." Aniya na may kasamang iling, "But it taste like shit mom."
Nanlaki ang mata ko at tinignan siya, "Where did you get that word? That's a bad
word,
Zephyr!"
"I heard it to grandpops Thirdy po. He said that the cupcake he got tasted like
shit."
Napatingin ako kay Xyrus kaya umiling siya, "Come here." Kinuha niya si Zephyr at
kinandong
Sa kanya, "Son, don't say that word again alright? Masama yon. Gusto mo bang
magalit si
Mommy?"
"No." He pouted again. Kinurot ko lang ang pisngi niya at humalik sa noo niya.
"Xyrus, next Saturday na ang baby shower nila Mika. Anong ibibigay natin?" Tanong
ko.
"I'm thinking of giving their baby a car seat. What do you think?"
"Good idea. Sige, sa weekend ay mag-mall tayo." Ngumiti siya kaya tumango ako.
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Dumating nga ang Saturday at ito ang baby shower nila Mika. The party was fairytale
themed
Kaya naman ang suot naming costume ay king and queen at kay Zephyr naman ay isang
Prince.
Wow! Andyan na ang Royal family! Your highness." Lumapit samin si Edryl at
bahagyang
"Mga kawal, ilabas ang lapastangan na to!" Sakay ni Xyrus sa trip niya.
"Glad to see you bro. Fatima," Nag-beso kami ni Edryl at nag-man hug naman sila ni
Xyrus.
"Our son," Saad ni Xyrus. Binuhat neto si Zephyr, "Say hi to your uncle horny,
Zephyr."
"No baby, it's gwapo." Pagtatama ko sa kanya. Sumimangot naman si Xyrus kay Edryl
kaya
"Sorry mom, uncle gwapo." Saad ni Zephyr at ngumiti. Nakita naming natigilan si
Edryl at
"T-Thanks. Ang gwapo ko talaga. Tara dun tayo sa table." Nauna itong lumakad kaya
nagkatinginan kami ni Xyrus, "Iwan ko muna kayo. The party is about to start."
Nag-simula ang party sa games. Tawa ako ng tawa habang nagpapaunahan ang nga lalake
Na makaubos ng gatas sa isang dede. Nauna ang tito ni Xyrus at sumunod naman si
uncle
Ben.
"Madaya. Expert sa pagsipsip ang matatanda." Reklamo ni Xyrus pagbalik niya. Tawa
naman
Ako ng tawa.
"You look cute while sipping that bottle." Saad ko. Ngumisi ito at humarap sakin.
"Why don't you try my sucking skills Fatima?" Bulong niya sa tenga ko kaya nahampas
ko ang
Sumunod namang activity ay ang paghuhula kung ano ang gender ng baby nila Edryl.
Pinasulat kami ng host sa isang papel. Girl ang pinili ko dahil mukhang blooming si
Mika
Habang nagbubuntis. Noong nagbuntis kasi ako kay Zephyr ay pumangit ako. Umitim ang
"Anong hula mo?" Tanong ni Xyrus at kinandong si Zephyr na may hawak na mga
candies.
"Girl. Ikaw?"
"Boy." Aniya, "Let's do a bet. Kapag lalake ang tamang sagot, you'll kiss me in the
lips."
"Pano kung babae ang sagot?"
"You'll kiss me too." Ngumisi siya kaya napa-irap ako. Tumawa ito at hinapit ang
bewang ko
Palapit sa kanya.
"Daddy do you want some gummy bears?" Inuwang ni Zephyr ang hawak nito.
"Sure, baby." Ngumiti si Xyrus at sinubo ang binibigay ni Zephyr. Agad naman itong
bumalik
Maya-maya lang ay pinalagay samin sa isang fish bowl ang mga papel na hawak namin.
"Yes!" Sigaw ni Xyrus at humarap sakin. Natawa ako at binigyan ng magaan na halik
ang labi
Niya. Ngumiti ito at muling hinila ang ulo ko para mas dumiin ang labi namin sa
isa't isa.
Ang next activity ay mamimili sila ng isang guest na mananalo ng surprise gift.
Pinasulat sa
Mga pumili ng boy ang pangalan nila at nilagay muli sa fish bowl. Doon sila
bubunot.
Xyrus.
Five years. Limang taon na ang lumipas mula nang huli ko siyang makita. At parang
biglang
Lahat para makalimutan si Saturn. And it was so hard because I loved him too much.
But
Umangat ang tingin ko nang dumaan sa gilid ko ang isang lalake. Inabot neto ang
binibigay
Ni Edryl at humarap. Agad nag-tama ang mata namin. We stare at each other for
minutes and
I looked away first. Nag-iba ang itsura niya. Mas naging perpekto ang mukha niya at
"Mommy, I'm just going to play." Parang nabalik ako nang mag-salita si Zephyr.
Tumango ako
"Are you okay?" Bulong ni Xyrus kaya tumingin ako sa kanya. Ngumiti ako at tumango.
Nang matapos ang program ay hinayaan na ang mga guest na mag-usap usap. Kausap ni
Xyrus ang ibang business man na invited samantalang naiwan lang ako sa table. Hindi
pa rin
Maalis sa utak ko ang itsura ni Saturn. Mabilis pa rin ang kabog ng dibdib ko at
nanlalamig
"Well, well, after long years we meet again." Tumaas ang tingin ko nang may tumayo
sa harap
Ko. Ang naka-ngising si Dara ang nakita ko. Nag-matured din ang mukha neto at mas
Gumanda siya.
"Nice to see you again Dara." Tipid kong saad. Wala na kong panahon makipag-away sa
"Kamusta ka naman Fatima? Ang alam ko ay may anak na kayo ni Xyrus?" Pangiintriga
niya
Pero hindi ko siya pinansin, "Well, malapit na rin kaming magkaron ng baby ni
Saturn. Gusto
Tumaas ang kilay ko sa kanya. "So kayo pa rin pala?" Natawa ako. Ayaw ko sana siya
patulan
"You know? I don't actually give a fuck. Kaya kung pwede ba? Umalis alis ka sa
harap-"
"Tulong!" Lumingon ako sa likod nang makarinig ng kumusyon, "This kid suddenly
collapsed!
"Zephyr!" I screamed. Kinuha ni Xyrus mula sa bisig ni Saturn ang anak namin at
sunodsunod na tumulo ang luha ko.
"Dalhin na natin s-siya sa hospital." Singit ni Saturn. Pumarada sa harap namin ang
isang
Putting van. Sumakay kami ni Xyrus sa likod habang nasa passenger's seat si Saturn.
Oxygen at nilagyan ng dextrose. Iyak lang ako ng iyak habang inaalo naman ako ni
Xyrus.
"Anong nangyari?!" Tanong ko kay Saturn. Napaatras ito at tumitig sa mata ko.
"Hindi mo talaga malalaman dahil wala ka namang alam tungkol sa anak ko!" Hindi ko
na
Napigilang magalit sa kanya. Biglang bumalik ang lahat ng ginawa niya sakin. Hindi
na ko
Ang tangang Fatima na humahabol habol sa kanya noon. I've changed. And those shitty
Things I did five years ago is just making me mad at the man standing in front me.
"He's now stable. Mabuti at agad naagapan ang allergy niya kundi ay nagsara na ang
air
Passage niya. I'm going to give him some antibiotics to stop the inflammation of
his throat."
"Huwag ka na ulit lalapit sa anak ko Saturn. Ayokong pati anak ko ay masaktan dahil
sayo."
Chapter 32
"Are you okay now, baby?" Hinaplos ko ang mukha ni Zephyr habang nakahiga sa kama
niya.
Nakauwi na kami kahapon mula sa hospital at naging maayos na ang pag-hinga niya.
"Zephyr, I told you that you're allergic to peanuts. Why did you eat it?" Malumanay
kong
"I want to taste peanuts mom. And the mister yesterday is so kind he gave me those
Candies." Sagot niya at ngumiti. Tila may gumuhit na kirot sa puso ko dahil alam
kong si
"But still, you should've not eaten peanuts. Huwag mo na ulit gagawin 'yon. Tinakot
mo si
Mommy."
"Yes po. Sorry, mom." Tumayo ito at yumakap sakin. "But, can I see that mister
yesterday? He
"No. Hindi mo na siya makikita." Putol ko sa sinasabi niya. Hindi niya pwedeng
makita ang
Anak ko. And I will never let him touch my son again.
"Hindi anak." Pilit akong ngumiti sa kanya, "Let's go na sa baba? Your daddy is
waiting for
You."
"Okay po!"
Nasaan si Xyrus. Hindi ito pumasok sa trabaho dahil nagaalala pa din to sa anak
namin.
"Daddy! I'm okay now. Can we play later?" Binaba ko si Zephyr sa dinning chair.
Nakatayo
Binaba ni Xyrus ang dyaryo na binabasa niya at humarap kay Zephyr, "Are you sure
you're
Tuwa naman si Zephyr kaya tumango si Xyrus. We ate breakfast with lots of joy and
laughter
Nang matapos kaming kumain ay nag-prepare na kami para umalis. Pinaliguan ko muna
si
Zephyr at binihisan bago ako nag-palit ng damit. Pagbaba namin ay ready na rin si
Xyrus.
He's wearing a black fitted pants, white polo shirt and a running shoes.
"Let's go?"
"No gummy bears for you baby. Pinagbawal n doctor ang sweets sayo for a week." Sita
ni
"But the mister yesterday told me that he'll buy me gummy bears." Anito kaya
natahimik kami
Ayaw ko nang bumalik sa alaala ko ang mga pangtataboy niy sakin noon. Ang mga
Tahimik lang ang byahe namin hanggang makarating kami sa shop ko. Nagpaalam na ko
kay
"Bye love." Ani Xyrus kaya ngumiti ako. Humawak siya sa pisngi ko at humalik sa noo
ko,
I nodded at wave my hand to Zephyr before stepping out the car. Inantay ko muna
silang
"May bumili na ba?" Tanong ko. Umiling naman to kaya tumango ako.
Few hours later at konti pa lang din ang bumibili. May mga times talaga na mahina
ang
Pastry shop at may araw din na malakas. I love sweets kaya naman eto ang naisip
kong
Business.
"Welcome po Sir." Umangat ang tingin ko para batiin sana ang customer pero nagbago
ang
Isip ko.
"Can we talk?" Aniya sa malumanay na boses. Ngayon ko lang napagmasdan ng maigi ang
Itsura niya. He looks very matured and manly now. His face aged perfectly. Ang
kinis ng
Mukha neto. Ganon pa din ang mata niyang parang binabasa ang isip mo kapag
tumitingin.
His lips were as still red as rose. Naka-suot ito ng putting v-neck kaya naman mas
nakita ko
"Wala tayong paguusapan." Tumikhim ako at umiwas ng tingin, "Kung wala kang
bibilihin
Pwede ka ng umalis."
"Just a minute, Fatima. Give me a minute." Pakiusap niya kaya bumalik ang tingin ko
sa
Kanya. Nakalapit na pala siya sa counter kaya amoy na amoy ko ang pabango niya. My
legs
Were like jelly. My hands were shaking as I stare at him. Ganon na ganon pa din ang
epekto
"Sa o-opisina tayo." Saad ko at tumayo pero parang nanghina ang tuhod ko kaya
Naramdaman kong humawak siya sa braso ko pero agad ko yon inalis. Ramdam ko ang
Pilit kong nilakad ang paa ko papasok ng opisina at nang makapasok siya ay ni-lock
ko para
"I'm sorry. Hindi ko alam na allergic ang a-anak mo sa peanuts kaya binigyan ko
siya
"Fatima, let's talk please." Lumapit siya sakin kaya umatras ako, "I'm sorry, baby.
Patawarin
Mo ko."
Naramdaman kong namuo ang luha sa gilid ng mata ko pero pilit ko 'yon pinigilan
tumulo. I
"Fatima, let's all forget the past. Mag-umpisa tayong muli." Aniya kaya uminit ang
ulo ko.
Enough to push you away now. Kung para sayo ay napaka-daling kalimutan non, puwes,
Sakin hindi." Tuluyan nang tumulo ang luha ko, "You don't know how much it hurts
Saturn.
"Nagsisisi na ko Fatima. Kung pwede lang balikan ang nakaraan at i-tama ko lahat ng
ginawa
Ko ay gagawin ko para lang hindi ka umalis sakin." Nakita ko ang pagtulo ng luha
neto kaya
Umiwas ako ng tingin. Lumuhod to sa harap ko at yumakap sa bewang ko, "Fatima, I'm
sorry.
I know that ain't enough but please come back to me. Mahal na mahal kita."
"Please, baby. Please, please." Pigil ko ang aking paghagulgol habang inaalis ang
braso ni
Saturn sa bewang ko. Ayaw ko nang masaktan dahil sa kanya. Just by looking at him
right
"J-Just leave me alone Saturn. Umalis ka na. Masaya na ko ngayon kaya kung ayaw
mong
Sumaya ay huwag mo kong i-damay. Move on. Matagal na kitang nakalimutan." Lies,
lies,
Lies. Those were all lies because after five years, I never forget him. Mas pinili
ko na lang
Itago ang pagkamiss ko sa kanya sa pamamagitan ng galit ko. I think about all the
bad
Memories with him making me angry at Saturn. Pero ngayong nakaluhod siya sa harap
ko ay
"Fatima, isang chance lang. And I promise I will never fuck this up again." Humikbi
ito kaya
Inipon ko ang lakas ko para itulak siya. Napaupo naman ito sa sahig.
"Umalis ka na. Baka makita ka ni Xyrus, ayaw kong mag-away kami." Saad ko. Ironic
right?
Tumayo ito at nag-punas ng luha. Walang imik siyang lumabas ng opisina kaya
nanghihinang
Napaupo ako sa swivel chair. Gusto kong pigilan si Saturn pero ayaw ko na ulit
maging
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"Love, may gathering ang family this weekend. Sa bahay lang naman ni uncle Ben."
Saad ni
Xyrus habang kumakain kami ng dinner. Tumango lang ako, "Are you okay? Kanina ka pa
Wala sa sarili."
"I'm fine. Pagod lang ako." Bulong ko. Hindi pa rin nakaka-move on ang sistema ko
sa
Nangyari kanina. His scent is still lingering in my nostrils. I can still feel his
hugs to me.
Bakit ba ang hirap turuan ng puso magmahal? Here is the guy who never gave up on
loving
Me. But why I can't feel any romantic air whenever I'm with him? Nahihiya ako sa
sarili ko
Dahil limang taon na ang nakalipas pero hindi ko pa din kayang suklian ang
pagmamahal ni
Xyrus.
Dumating ang weekend at nag-ready na kami para sa mga dadalhin namin sa bahay ng
"Aye aye captain!" Sigaw ni Zephyr kaya natawa si Xyrus at binuhat siya, "Daddy
teach me
"Alright, son. Later. Let's go?" Kinuha niya ang bag mula sakin habang bitbit niya
si Zephyr sa
Pinagbuksan naman niya ko sa front seat at humalik muna siya sa pisngi ko bago ako
Sumakay. Ngumiti lang ako. Umikot naman siya sa driver's seat at agad 'yon binuhay.
"Who's swimming the pool? It's Z-E-P-H-Y-R!" Natawa ako habang kumakanta si Zephyr
sa
Mga thirty minutes din ang byahe bago kami nakarating sa bahay ni uncle Ben. Agad-
agad
Bumaba si Zephyr sa backseat at tumakbo sa mga lolo niya. Tuwang-tuwa ang lahat ng
Lumabas si Zephyr. Nagkaron sila ng bagong entertainment dahil ito ang unang apo
nila.
Xyrus possessively wrapped his arms around my waist as we walk towards the garden.
Agad
Nahuli ng mata ko si Saturn na nakatitig samin. Umiwas ako ng tingin nang tumingin
siya
"Hello, hija." Bati ni mommy Xandra, ang mom ni Xyrus, "You looked very pretty."
"Mommy let's swim! Let's swim!" Pangungulit ni Zephyr kaya kinarga ko siya.
"Later na anak. Kararating mo lang eh." Sagot ko sa kanya kaya ngumiti siya.
"Why don't you come with lola and let's play?" Suhestyon ni mommy Xandra. Tuwang
tuwa
"Love, can you help me here?" Yumakap si Xyrus sakin kaya tumango ako. Hinila niya
ko sa
Barbecue grill, "Wait lang ah. Kukuha lang ako ng sauce."
"Hi." Nagulat ako nang tumabi si Saturn sakin kaya bahagya akong lumayo, "How are
you?"
Hindi ako umimik at nagkunwaring hindi siya naririnig. Umiinom ito ng beer at
naiilang rin
Ako sa kanya lalo na't wala siyang damit pang-itaas. His muscles toned evenly.
Nakakaengganyo hawakan ang abs niya.
"Aren't you going to talk to me?" Aniya at mas lumapit sakin. Naaamoy ko ang
hininga niyang
Amoy alak.
"Can't you see I'm busy?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay kaya tumitig siya sakin. Agad
akong
"Fine." Aniya at lumakad sa gilid ng pool. Naupo ito doon at mag-isang tumanaw sa
kawalan.
"Eto na ang sauce." Nagulat ako sa biglang pagdating ni Xyrus. Seryoso ang mukha
neto at
Nakikita kong gumagalaw ang panga niya. Hindi na lang ako umimik.
Gumawa ng sandwich.
"Mommy! Mommy! I wanna swim." Bumaba ang tingin ko kay Zephyr na nakasuot ng
"Sige, baby. Wag kang pupunta sa malalim ha? And don't remove your salbabida."
"Yes mommy!" Aniya. Sinundan ko lang to ng tingin at sumulyap kay Xyrus pero wala
na ito
Sa ihawan. Ang isa niyang pinsan ang nagiihaw doon. Hinanap siya ng mata ko pero
wala na
Siya. Napa-tingin ako kay Saturn at nakaupo ito sa folding chair habang may shades
sa
Mata.
Inabala ko ang sarili ko sa pag-gawa ng sandwich. Gusto kong maalis sa utak ko ang
mga
Nagulat ako nang may mag-hiyawan at may mga sumulong sa pool. Lumapit ako doon at
Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita na nalulunod ang anak ko sa malalim na part ng
pool.
"Shit, Zephyr!" Sigaw ko. Umangat ito sa tubig habang akay-akay ni Saturn. Agad
itong
Binuhat ni mommy Xandra para aluhin dahil umiiyak na siya. Lalapit na sana ko pero
"Ano bang ginagawa mo at bakit hindi mo binabantayan ang anak mo?! You should've
not let
Him swim in the pool! Kita mong maraming ginagawa ang mga tao dito!"
Hindi ako nakaimik habang nakatitig sa galit na mukha ni Saturn. Tila bumalik sakin
ang
Itsura niya noon kapag nagagalit siya sakin. Salubong ang kilay neto at parang
gigil ang mga
"No! I'm asking you Fatima! Bakit pinapabayaan mo ang anak mo?! Pano kung may
mangyari
Sa kanya? Pano kung malunod siya?! And you're calling yourself a mother? You don't
even
Malakas na umigkis ang palad ko sa pisngi ni Saturn. Gigil na gigil ako sa kanya
ngayon at
"How dare you question me, Saturn?! Hindi mo alam kung gaano kahirap maging nanay
dahil
Hindi mo nakita 'yon! You never saw my sacrifices because you're not beside me!"
Sunodsunod na tumulo ang luha ko, "Huwag mong matanong-tanong sakin kung pano ko
maging
Patakbo akong pumasok sa loob ng bahay habang umiiyak. I was crying because of fear
for
My son and because of Saturn. Umakyat ako sa isang kwarto at naupo sa kama. Agad
"Yan lang ba ang alam mong sabihin palagi? Sorry? Puro sorry ka na lang ba?! Walang
Magagawa ang sorry mo sakin kahit ulitin mo pa yanng milyong beses Saturn!"
"I didn't mean to shout at you Fatima. Nagalala lang ako para sa bata kaya hindi ko
na
Napigilan ang sarili ko." Aniya at nilapitan ako pero umatras lang ako.
"Sorry Fatima."
"I don't want to hear your sorry! Sawang sawa na ko sa kaka-sorry mo! Galit pa rin
ako sayo! I
Hate you!"
Ko. I'm starting to get crazy just by thinking about you!" Sigaw rin niya kaya
natigilan ako,
"Limang taon akong nagtiis na layuan ka dahil alam kong nasaktan kita. But that
five years
Was fucking painful to me knowing that you're happy while I'm like a shit."
"Tell me baby, how can you forgive me? 'Cause I want you back. I want you so bad
Fatima.
Kiss and my body accepted his lips wholeheartedly. My tears were falling as Saturn
kiss me
With full of emotions. I closed my eyes and I remove all the hesitation that
stopping me hold
Him like this. I kissed him back with pain, desire and agony. I miss him too, I
miss him so
Much.
Never make you cry again. Come back and love me again, Fatima. I love you."
Chapter 33
Ilang araw na rin mula nang halikan ako ni Saturn pero hanggang ngayon ay ramdam ko
pa
Rin ang labi niya sakin. Napapikit ako at napa-buntong hininga. This is so wrong.
Mali ang
"You okay?" Tanong ni Mika. Kasalukuyan kaming nasa isang restaurant, "Kanina ka pa
tulala
I sighed. Matalik kong kaibigan si Mika at alam kong maiintindihan niya ko, "It's
about
Saturn."
"Dahil ba bumalik na siya?" Tanong nito. Tumango ako. Wala akong naging problema
noong
Nasa america si Saturn pero ngayong nasa iisang lugar na ulit kami ay napa-praning
ako.
"H-He kissed me." Pabulong kong saad. Nagulat ang mukha ni Mika.
"What happened?"
"Last time nang magaway kami sa get together ng pamilya ay sinundan niya ko sa
kwarto.
He told me that h-he loves me." Napa-hilamos ako sa mukha ko, "Nagagalit ako sa
kanya
Mahal ko pa nga ba siya? Hinawakan ko ang puso ko at ramdam ko ang mabilis na tibok
Neto habang iniisip ko si Saturn. Nangungulila ako sa kanya at namiss ko siya. Pero
bakit
"Eto na lang. Mahal mo ba si Xyrus?" Tanong niya kaya natigilan ako at napatitig sa
kanya,
"Mika, naguguluhan ako. I don't know what to do." I sighed, "I miss Saturn, I
really do. Pero
Dinidikta ng utak ko na iwasan ko siya dahil sasaktan lang niya ko pero yung puso
ko...yung
Humawak ito sa kamay ko, "Decide and follow what you want, Fatima."
Kinahapunan ay bumalik ako sa shop. Tinawagan ko si Xyrus kanina ngunit busy daw
siya sa
Restaurant niya. Naiiyak ako. Mahal ko si Xyrus pero alam kong hindi hihigit sa
pagiging magkaibigan ang relasyon namin. Because I know, after all the years
passed, Saturn is still
Holding my heart.
"Ma'am," Nagulat ako nang biglang bumukas ang pinto ng opisina ko, "May naghahanap
po
Sa inyo."
"Ah, s-sige. Papasukin mo." Sagot ko. Tumango naman ito. Muling bumukas ang pinto
at
Natigilan ako nang makita si Saturn. He's wearing a black tuxedo without necktie.
Nakabukas ang tatlong butones ng polo niya.
"Hi, na-istorbo ba kita?" Tanong niya at ngumiti. Hindi naman ako nakakibo.
"Napadaan lang
Nilahad niya ang kamay niyang nanggaling sa likod niya at inabot sakin ang isang
bouquet
Ng red roses. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko habang naka-tingin sa kanya. I can't
help but to
Blush.
"Salamat." Tipid kong sagot at inabot yon. Hinuli niya ang kamay ko kaya napatingin
ako sa
Kanya.
"I miss you, baby." Aniya. Hindi ko alam kung ngi-ngiti ba ko o tatalikuran siya.
Pakiramdam
"Mommy!" Nagulat ako nang biglang bumukas ang pinto, "I asked our driver to bring
me
Here!"
"Zeph..." Tumakbo ito palapit sakin at nagpa-karga. Napatingin ako kay Saturn at
nakita kong
"Zephyr." Warning ko, "Can you wait for me outside? Kakausapin ko lang ang cousin
ng ddaddy mo."
"Okay, mom. Bye mister!" Paglabas neto ay napatingin ako kay Saturn. Nakayuko lang
ito.
"Saturn, may sasabihin ka pa ba?" Tanong ko. Hindi naman sa pinapaalis ko siya pero
parang
Kinabahan ako nang tumitig ito sakin. Hindi ko mabasa ang emosyon ng mata niya.
Nakakunot ang noo nito sakin.
"May hindi ka ba sinasabi sakin Fatima?" Aniya kaya napahawak ako sa lamesa.
"Anak niyo ba ni Xyrus 'yon?" Tanong nito. Hindi ako umimik, "Bakit hindi ka
makasagot?
Nakita ko ang pag-asa sa mata niya kaya umiwas ako ng tingin. Anong gusto niyang
sabihin
Ko? Oo, anak mo si Zephyr? How can I say that to him? Natatakot akong hindi niya ko
Paniwalaan tulad ng ginawa niya sakin noon. I didn't tell him about this because
I'm scared
That he will reject our son. Ayokong pati si Zephyr masaktan nang dahil sa kanya.
"Fatima." Tawag niya kaya tumingin ako sa kanya. Malungkot ang mga mata neto.
Napaatras
"No." Giit niya kaya tinignan ko siya pero sinalubong niya ko ng halik. It was
rough and harsh.
He pinned me in my table with his arms. I squirm but he hold my nape to deepen the
kiss,
I looked at his eyes. Puno ng pagsusumamo yon. Hindi na ko nagdalawang isip at agad
Siyang hinalikan. We kissed aggressively but passionately. My body was aching for
his touch,
For his kisses and this is what I want. I'm going to follow what I want. Kahit
isang saglit lang
I hugged him and pulled him closer. I moaned when his kisses trailed down my jaw
and neck.
I moaned when he licked my neck up to my ears. He let me sit in my table and pulled
my
Dress up to my waist.
"I miss you." He kissed my forehead, "I miss you." He kissed my nose, "I love you."
And finally
My lips. I looked at his eyes and it was glistering as he stare at me. I cupped his
face and
I felt him unzip my dress and pulled it down revealing my red brassiere. He cupped
both of
My breasts and kissed my chest. I arched my back when he sucked the skin of my
mounds.
"Saturn, nasa labas si Zephyr." Bulong ko. Natigilan naman ito at mabilis na
lumapit sa pinto
"I want you now Fatima." Aniya. Tumitig ako saglit sa kanya at ako na mismo ang
nagtanggal
Ng dress at bra ko. Bumaba ang tingin neto sa dibdib ko at walang salita na
dumukwang
Don.
I bit my lip to suppress my moan when he start suckling my hard buds. He played
with the
Other one by rubbing and pinching it. His other free hand hold my thighs and parted
it before
"Shit." I cursed when he put aside my panties and rub my wet folds.
"You're fucking wet." He groan in my ears and lick my earlobe. I squirm when he
insert one
He kissed me again as he pump his long fingers inside me. I squirm as I feel I'm
about to
Explode. I was getting near when he pulled out. I opened my eyes and stare at him
with
"Not yet, Fatima." He groaned before pulling his slacks down. My eyes stare down at
his big
Cock. Parang mas lumaki ata eto mula noong huli kong nakita. It was thick and hard
as rock.
He pulled me to the edge of the table and raise my leg to his shoulder. I lean my
elbows on
The table to support my weight. He hold my other leg in the air before thrusting
his huge
I called his name as he start pumping in and out. I miss him inside me. I was so
celibate for
Five years and only my fingers helps the shit out of me.
I stare at Saturn as he look at me. He smiled and mouthed I love you. My heart
thump and
"God, baby. I'm almost there." He grunted and his thrust became fast and rough, "I
can't hold
This anymore."
"Saturn." I hold into his coat and pulled him for a kiss. Our moans locked in our
kisses. I
"Good. Susundan na natin si Zephyr." Ngumisi siya kaya nanlaki ang mata ko. He
cursed and
I felt his orgasm spurting inside me. I gasped when I felt own orgasm. I breathed
heavily and
Stare at Saturn. Hindi pa rin niya hinuhugot ang pagkalalaki niya at mas sinagad
niya to
Sakin.
"He's not your son." I lied. He stare at me and nod before pulling out. Nagbihis
ito sa harap ko
"I don't care if he's my son or not, babe. I will love him and give him whatever he
need. Just
Come back to me. Kalimutan mo ang lahat Fatima at ako na ang bahala."
"Ganon ba kahirap na balikan ako? Don't you love me anymore, baby?" He cupped my
cheek,
"Look at me Fatima. Look at me and tell me you don't love me. I'll stop and let you
go."
Tumitig ako sa mata niya. Hindi ko ata kaya sabihin ang mga katagang 'yon. Dahil
kahit ideny ko pa habang buhay alam kong mahal ko pa rin siya.
-�-
Isang buwan na kong kinukulit ni Saturn na balikan siya. Hindi ko alam kung
nakakaramdam
Na ba si Xyrus pero natatakot na ko. Ayaw ko siyang saktan pero hanggang kailan ko
to
"Sino raw?" Tanong ni Xyrus at binaba ang hawak niyang mga papeles.
"Si Sir Saturn po." Ani ng katulong. Nanigas ako sa kinauupuan ko at tumingin sakin
si Xyrus
"Ako na ang kakausap." Tumayo si Xyrus kaya napatayo din ako. Tumitig ito sakin,
"Stay here
Fatima."
"Xyrus..."
Hindi ko naririnig ang pinaguusapan nila dahil nasa labas sila ng pinto. Nanlalamig
ang
Kamay ko dahil baka kung anong sabihin ni Saturn kay Xyrus. Napatayo ako sa
kinauupuan
Ko at hindi nakatiis. Lumakad ako palabas at sumilip sa pinto. Seryoso ang mga
mukha nila
"I just want to talk to Fatima. Bakit ba ikaw ang lumabas?" Si Saturn yon.
"Anong kailangan mo kay Fatima? Kung hindi naman importante ang sasabihin mo ay
umalis
Saturn scoffed, "It's not because she's with you you'll act like a retard husband,
cousin.
"Hindi kita papatulan dahil nasa loob lang ang anak ko Saturn. I don't want him to
hear bad
"You don't want him to hear shits about me or you don't want him to see how
pathetic you
"Mahal ko si Fatima at babawiin ko kung ano ang sakin." Natahimik ang paligid at
nakarinig
Ako ng makina ng sasakyan kaya mabilis akong umalis sa likod ng pinto at naupo sa
salas
Pagpasok ni Xyrus ay sumulyap lang ito sakin at umakyat sa taas. Hindi na lang ako
umimik
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"Daddy, how to make babies?" Natawa ako sa tanong ni Zephyr habang kumakain kami ni
Dinner.
"Anak, bakit mo tinatanong?" Singit ko. Ngumuso naman ito at tumingin sakin.
"Sabi po ng friend kong si Laurent gagawa siya ng babies paglaki niya. Can I make
one too?"
"You're too young for that, son. Kailangan mo munang magtapos ng studies mo bago ka
Gagawa ng baby." Sagot ni Xyrus.
"Is that so? Pag may work na ko like you daddy pwede na? Kaya ba gumawa kayo ni
mommy
Nagtinginan kami ni Xyrus at tumikhim ako, "Zephyr, tapusin mo na ang food mo."
"Okay, mommy."
Napatitig lang ako kay Zephyr. Habang mas lumalaki siya ay mas nagiging matalino
to.
Marami siyang tanong at matindi ang curiosity niya sa mga bagay na nasa paligid
niya.
Minsan ay nai-tanong neto bakit malaki ang tyan ni Mika at umabot na ang discussion
na
Tumabi sa kanya. Noon ay hindi kami nagtatabi ni Xyrus sa kama pero nang
magsimulang
Mag-tanong si Zephyr ay napilitan kaming matulog sa iisang kwarto. But now I feel
like this
Is wrong. Hindi kami kasal ni Xyrus at ang tanging relasyon namin ay mag-
kasintahan.
"Love, are you alright?" Bulong ni Xyrus at yumakap sa bewang ko. Parang nanigas
naman
"Y-Yes. Matulog na tayo Xyrus." Saad ko at tumalikod sa kanya. I felt him scooted
closer to
Me and wrapped his arms around my waist. Tinabing neto ang buhok ko paalis sa likod
ko at
I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Hindi ako gumalaw at pilit pinabagal
ang
Paghinga ko para akalain niyang tulog na ko. Humaplos ang palad ni Xyrus sa braso
ko
Patungo sa strap ng night gown ko at dahan-dahan 'yon binaba. Dumampi ang labi niya
sa
"Love." Tawag niya pero hindi ako umimik. Hindi ito umimik at humiwalay sakin.
Tinaas ang kumot hanggang leeg ko. Ngayon lang naging aggressive si Xyrus ng ganon.
For
The five years we've been together, he's always a gentleman one. Oo at hinahalikan
niya ko
Daw papasok si Xyrus ngayon dahil masama ang pakiramdam niya. Nang sunduin si
Zephyr
"Hey, how do you feel?" Bati ko. Nanonood ito ng TV pagpasok ko.
"I'm fine. Masakit lang ang ulo ko." Aniya at naupo sa kama, sumandal ito sa
headboard.
"Nagpaluto ako ng soup. May paracetamol rin dito. Inomin mo pagtapos mong kumain."
"Fatima, can you go on a date with me today?" Tanong niya kaya napatingin ako sa
kanya.
"Wala naman akong lagnat. Masakit lang ang ulo ko at eto." Tinuro niya ang puso
niya kaya
Natigilan ako. Tumitig ako sa mukha niya, ngumiti eto pero hindi abot sa mata niya.
"Xyrus..."
"May gagawin ka ba ngayon? Sige, sa susunod na lang." Muli niyang binalik ang
tingin niya sa
TV. Napayuko naman ako. Xyrus has been a good man to me ever since. He don't
deserve
"Really?" Tumango ako, "Thank you, babe! Akin na 'yan at kakainin ko na." Tuwang-
tuwa siya
At inabot ang tray sa bedside table. Ngumiti na lang ako sa kanya at nagpaalam na
maliligo
Na.
Kinagabihan ay inaya ako ni Xyrus sa isang fine dine-in. We talked with random
topics.
Kitang-kita ko ang saya sa mukha neto. I feel bad. Pakiramdam ko ang sama-sama ko
na. I'm
Taking this man for granted. Mabuting tao si Xyrus at alam kong may ibang babaeng
Hindi ko sana siya pinaasa ng ganito. Hindi na sana ako pumayag na magpanggap
siyang
Ama ng anak ko. We're living our life full of lies. I can't love Xyrus back, I just
can't.
"Come." Tumayo si Xyrus kaya nagtaka ako, "Come with me Fatima. May ipapakita ako
sayo."
Nilahad niya ang kamay niya kaya inabot ko yon. Hinila niya ko sa garden ng
restaurant kung
"I remembered how you like flowers when we were still in Montenegro University.
Naalala ko
Kung paano ka mamangha sa magagandang bulaklak na nandon. Kaya napili ko tong lugar
"Xyrus..."
I heard a song played. It was soft and mellow. "Can I have this dance?"
"Yes, of course."
Hinila niya ko sa gitna ng garden. Bumukas ang ibang ilaw kaya mas namangha ako.
Ang
Natahimik ako nang marinig ang lyrics ng kanta. Napatitig ako kay Xyrus at parang
biglang
Bumalik sakin ang alaala noong acquaintance party namin. The song was so sad and
I miss you
But I'll never stop trying to fall back in love with what's already mine
Peke akong tumawa, "B-Bakit ganito yung song?" Pagbibiro ko. Hindi ito umimik at
nanatiling
"I love you Fatima." Aniya. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko habang nakatingin sa
kanya, "I love
What do we do?
When all we have left is dying for life on it's last breath
Hindi ako nakaimik habang nakatitig kami sa isa't-isa. Sinasabayan ng sayaw namin
ang
Ako tignan. May kinuha ito sa bulsa niya bago muling tumitig sakin.
"Fatima, ever since I met you. Palagi kong hiniling na sana maging akin ka. I was
happy when
You smiled to me for the first time. Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na gagawin ko ang
lahat para
Maging masaya ka, na palagi kong makita ang ngiti mo. You are my inspiration, my
goal and
My love."
I miss you
But I'll never stop trying to fall back in love with what's already mine
Sunod-sunod na tumulo ang luha ko nang lumuhod si Saturn sakin at binuksan ang
isang
"Xyrus..."
"Love, please be mine. Be mine Fatima. I will give you everything, just be mine."
Tumulo ang
Napahagulgol ako habang nakatitig kay Xyrus. I don't want to hurt him but I know
I'm already
Doing it. Sinasaktan ko na siya at habang mas tumatagal ay mas masasaktan ko siya.
"Fatima. Choose me please. Ako na lang. Mamahalin kita ng buong puso ko." Dalawang
Tuhod na ang niluhod niya sa harap ko habang lumuluha.
"I'm sorry Xyrus." I cried. Napayuko ito at umalog ang balikat neto, "Mahal kita
Xyrus
"Why? Ano bang mali sakin Fatima? Bakit hindi mo ko kayang mahalin? Bakit kahit
anong
Sakin, "Bakit siya pa? Why it has not to be me? Why did you choose him Fatima?
Nandito ako
Sa tabi mo kahit ang sakit sakit na. Tiniis ko lahat dahil mahal na mahal kita!"
"I'm sorry, Xyrus. I'm sorry." Humagulgol ako. "Alam kong hindi sapat ang sorry
para
Natapalan ang sakit na nararamdaman mo. But believe me Xyrus, I tried. Sinubukan
kitang
Mahalin pero kahit anong pilit ko ay si Saturn pa rin ang laman neto."
"Fatima, a man who doesn't fight for you is not worth fighting for. I'm here, love.
I can battle
With everyone just to have you. A man who really loves you won't put himself in a
position to
Lose you." Tumayo ito at pinahid ang luha, "But he let you go Fatima! Iniwan ka
niya at ako
But I'll never stop trying to fall back in love with what's already mine
Hindi ako sumagot at patuloy na lumuluha. Wala na kong masabi dahil kahit anong
sabihin
Kahit alam kong mahal mo siya ay hindi pa din kita iniwan." Binulsa neto ang
singsing kaya
Umangat ang tingin ko sa kanya, "But I give up now. Suko na ko sa laban na alam ko
namang
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
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It's been days since Xyrus left. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa din siya umuuwi ng
bahay at
Kahit anong tawag ko sa phone niya ay hindi niya to sinasagot. Nagsi-simula na din
akong
Magalala sa kanya.
"Miss Krisologo, we have a bad news for you." Saad ni attorney Begornia. Kanina ay
biglaan
Umakyat ang kaba sa dibdib ko. Limang taon na ang nakakalipas mula nang ipa-kulong
Namin si Steve Gutierrez dahil siya ang nagpapasok ng mga droga sa Montenegro
University.
Napagalaman din namin na sinisira niya ang pamilya nila Xyrus pati na ang ibang mga
Montenegro.
Nagpasa rin ako ng reklamo kay Ares Montenegro dahil sa ginawa niyang pagpilit
sakin na
Makipag-sex sa kanya pero hindi namin siya makita. Magaling ito magtago.
"We're still looking for him. Mukhang malakas ang kapit ng nagpalaya sa kanya dahil
mabilis
"Salamat po." Sagot ko, "Balitaan niyo na lang ako kapag nahanap na siya. And I
would like to
File a temporary restraining order to him. Ayaw ko ng lalapitan niya ko pati ang
pamilya ko."
Tumango ito, "Gagawin namin ang lahat miss Krisologo." Ngumiti eto at nagpaalam na.
Napasandal naman ako sa likod ng sofa. Hindi pa din maalis ang kaba sa dibdib ko.
Umangat ang tingin ko nang bumukas ang front door at niluwa non si Xyrus. Agad
akong
"Wala tayong dapat pagusapan Fatima." Malamig na aniya. Amoy na amoy ko ang alak
mula
Sa kanya. Magulo ang buhok neto at gusot gusot na din ang suot niyang putting long
Sleeves.
"Please don't be like this Xyrus." Bulong ko. Naluluha na din ako.
Marahas itong humarap sakin, "Ano pang gusto mong pagusapan natin? We're done
Fatima!
"I'm sorry." Tuluyan nang tumulo ang luha ko, "Hindi ko sinasadyang saktan ka
Xyrus."
"Hindi mo kasalanan. I chose to be hurt just to be with you. Ginusto ko to." Saad
niya at
Hindi na muling lumabas si Xyrus sa kwarto kaya naman nagluto na lang ako ng
tanghalian.
Malapit na din kasing umuwi si Zephyr mula sa school niya. Ilang sandali pa ay
tumunog ang
"Saturn..." Nagulat ako nang makita siya. He's smiling widely at me.
"Flowers for the beautiful woman I love." Anito at inabot sakin ang bouquet ng
putting rosas.
"It's okay baby." Aniya na pinagtaka ko, "Aalis din ako agad. Dinaan ko lang talaga
yan tsaka
Sa kanya at halikan. I immediately closed my eyes when Saturn's lips move. It was
slow and
Passionate kiss and I feel lost as he kiss me. I moaned and wrapped my arms around
his
Neck. He bite my lip and I opened it, he pushed his tongue inside my mouth as he
twirl it
"Mommy?"
Agad kong naitulak si Saturn nang marinig ang boses na 'yon. Nanlalaking mata na
tinignan
"Zeph!" Gulat kong saad. Lumapit ito sakin at tumingin kay Saturn.
"Why are you kissing my mom?" Tanong neto kay Saturn kaya nakagat ko ang labi ko,
"Only
Palayo. Humarap naman ako kay Zephyr at nakatitig din ito sakin. Hindi na ko
nagsalita dahil
Hindi ko din alam ang mga isasagot ko kung sakaling may itanong siya sakin.
Buong tanghalian ay tahimik ang hapag kainan. Pasulyap-sulyap din ako kay Xyrus
dahil
Nakatitig lang ito sa pagkain niya at pa-konti konti ang subo niya. Hindi niya pa
din
"Daddy I saw mommy kissing mister Saturn." Singit ni Zephyr na kinagulat ko.
Nanlalaking
Hindi ito umimik ngunit nakikita ko ang pagtiim bagang niya. Binitawan din niya ang
"Baby, finish your food." Pigil ko sa kanya ngunit ngumuso lang to sakin. Napakamot
ako sa
"But mommy, I was just telling daddy what I saw. Why are you kissing him-"
"Enough!" Pareho kaming nagulat ni Zephyr nang sumigaw si Xyrus, "Eat your food
Zephyr.
Ayaw ko nang may maririnig na kahit ano sayo kapag kumakain. Do you understand?!"
"Xyrus! Huwag mong sigawan ang bata!" Pigil ko sa kanya. Mukhang natauhan ito nang
"I'm sorry p-po." Humihikbing saad ni Zephyr kaya naiinis na tinignan ko si Xyrus.
Umiwas
Nawalan na din ako ng gana kumain kaya pinaligpit ko na sa mga katulong ang mga
Pinagkainan namin tapos ay sumunod ako kay Xyrus at Zephyr. Nasa garden ang dalawa
at
Nakakandong si Zephyr kay Xyrus. Hindi na ito umiiyak. Nanatili ako sa likod nilang
dalawa at
"Daddy is just stressed. I'm sorry I shouted at you. Can you forgive me?" Tanong ni
Xyrus.
"Yes daddy. I love you po. But where did you go? Hindi ka po kasi umuwi ng three
days. Sabi
"Daddy, can I have a brother too? My friends have brothers and sisters. Bakit wala
po akong
Brother?"
"Hindi lang siguro ngayon, anak." Tipid na sagot ni Xyrus. Nangilid ang luha ko
habang
Kanya dahil kahit hindi niya talaga to tunay na anak ay naging mabuti siyang ama
para dito at
Tinuring niyang kanya si Zephyr. I just hope he'll find the right girl for him.
"Don't you love mommy? Sabi ni Laurent love daw po ng daddy niya ang mommy niya
kaya
"I love her." Saad ni Xyrus. Tuluyan na kong napaluha, "I love her so much Zephyr.
But things
"I don't understand." Narinig ko ang tawa ni Xyrus at yumakap siya sa anak ko.
"I'll miss you little guy. Just always remember that I'm here for you." Saad ni
Xyrus kaya
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Kinabukasan ay hindi pa din ako pinapansin ni Xyrus. Gusto ko itong makausap ngunit
Nilalayuan niya naman ako at si Zephyr lang ang pinapansin niya. Nang makita ko
siyang
"Xyrus-"
"Sabihin mo na kay Saturn ang totoo." Putol niya sa sinasabi ko, "The night I let
you go
Ang tatay ni Zephyr mula nang gabing 'yon at siguro oras na para sabihin mo sa
kanya ang
Totoo."
"Xyrus, hindi mo naman kailangan kalimutan si Zephyr bilang anak mo. You can still
treat him
"I don't want to look pathetic Fatima. Hindi kayo akin. You ain't mine and your son
is not
Mine! Saturn was right, nakikisapaw lang ako. Bumalik ka na sa kanya tutal siya
naman ang
"Saan ka pupunta?" Humakbang ako palapit sa kanya nang makitang magiimpake siya ng
"Just let me go." Bulong nito at tumitig sakin. Bumuntong hininga ito at napaupo sa
kama,
"Mahal kita Fatima. But I want you to be happy that's why I'm letting you go. Hindi
ako
Maramot, hindi ako mapang-angkin. Alam kong hindi kayo akin kaya binabalik ko na
kayo."
"Five years was enough for me, baby. Pinasaya mo ko ng limang taon at yun lang
sapat na
Sakin. But I don't want to take this position away from Saturn. He deserves this
place in your
Side and be Zephyr's father." Lumapit ito sakin at hinawakan ang pisngi ko, "But
remember
That I will always love you Fatima. Kayo ni Zephyr ang pamilya ko."
Yumakap ako sa kanya at humagulgol, "Sorry, sorry. I'm sorry sa lahat Xyrus at
Mo. You deserve all the happiness in the world but I can't give it to you. Alam
kong magiging
Masaya ka Xyrus."
Hindi na ito umimik at nanatiling nakayakap sakin. Hinaplos nito ang ulo ko at
mahinang
Noo ko tsaka ngumiti bago niya tinuloy ang pagaayos ng gamit niya sa maleta.
"I'll be staying in my condo. You can stay here in my house as long as you want.
Magusap na
Kayo ni Saturn at sabihin mo na din kay Zephyr ang totoo." Aniya, "Hindi na ko
magpapaalam
"Thank you Xyrus." Sagot ko. Ngumiti lang to bago ako iniwan sa kwarto.
Kinahapunan ay tinawagan ko si Saturn para pumunta dito sa bahay. Wala pang isang
oras
"I can leave my work for you." Aniya at ngumisi, "Ano palang sasabihin mo babe?"
My heart jumped with his sweet voice. Kinilig pa ko dahil sa endearment niya sakin.
Gosh, I
Feel like a teenager agan. Twenty-five na ko pero pag kaharap ko tong lalaking to
"Saturn." I moaned when he licked my neck up to my ear. Napahawak ako sa hita neto
nang
"Damn, I want you baby." He groaned and caress my leg with his free hand. I bit my
lip to stop
Myself from moaning when he trail his kisses to my lips. I closed my eyes when he
"Hmm." He lay me in the sofa and move on top of me. He opened my legs using his
knee and
"Fuck, sa taas tayo?" Tanong nito at biglang tumayo. Tatango na sana ko nang
mapansin si
"You're kissing my mom again." Dinikit neto ang hintuturo sa hita ni Saturn at
tumingala siya.
"My dad loves mommy too." Saad ni Zephyr kaya nawala ang ngiti sa labi ni Saturn.
Binaba
"May sasabihin ako." Singit ko sa kanilang dalawa kaya napatingin sila sakin.
"What's buntis?" Saad naman ni Zephyr kaya natawa ulit si Saturn. Hinampas ko ang
braso
"Come here." Hinila ko si Zephyr ay inupo sa kandungan ko, "Baby, do you still
remember the
Story I'm telling you? The little prince with two dads?"
"Of course mom! What's next with that story? We ended in the queen told the prince
that the
King is not his real dad." Sagot nito. Napa-sulyap ako kay Saturn at kita kong
natigilan siya.
"The queen told the prince that the king is not his real dad. The prince was sad
because he
Loves the king more than anyone else but he also wants to meet his real dad." Sagot
ko at
Napalunok para pigilan ang luha ko, "T-The queen and the prince traveled in the
next kingdom
Where a powerful king lives. The powerful king was filled with happiness when he
saw the
"And then?"
Tumingin ako kay Saturn na nanatiling nakatulala, "The queen cried as he stare at
the king.
She loves the king even if they separated for a long time." Tumulo ang luha ko at
Nakipagtitigan kay Saturn, "The queen told the king, 'h-he's your son.' The prince
is your son."
Ay napaluha na. Walang salita ang lumabas mula sa bibig namin ngunit napaka-daming
"What happened mom? Why are you crying?" Tanong ni Zephyr kaya agad kong pinunasan
Ang luha ko, "What did the king say? Is he happy? Does he love the prince?"
Magsasalita pa lang sana ko nang sumingit si Saturn, "The king was happy when he
finally
Have his queen in his arms again. And yes, he was happy that the prince he thought
wasn't
"You know the story too mister?" Gulat na saad ni Zephyr kaya napa-ngiti ako.
"Of course baby, because the story is our story." Anito kaya kumunot ang noo ni
Zephyr at
Tumingin sakin.
"Really? I have two dads?" Nanlalaking mata na tanong niya kaya tumango ako, "The
king is
Daddy? But who's the other king? Is he my real dad?"
"Zeph, h-he's your real dad." Sagot ko at hinarap siya kay Saturn. Nakipagtitigan
ito sa kanya.
Mukhang naguguluhan ang itsura niya, "You still remember the story right? King X
loves the
Queen and he acted as the prince father because the powerful king was not around."
Tumango-tango ito, "But now that the powerful king is here, he will be the prince's
dad?"
"Yes." Sagot ko, "Alam kong hindi mo pa maiintindihan, anak. Pero paglaki mo ay
"But I'm here, Zeph." Singit ni Saturn, "Do you want some candies? I will buy you
thousands of
It."
"I want my dad." Saad ni Zephyr at yumakap sakin. Malungkot kong tinignan si Saturn
pero
"It's okay. Alam kong naguguluhan pa siya. Pero gagawin ko ang lahat para masanay
siya
Sakin." Aniya.
"I'm sorry Saturn. Sorry kung tinago ko sayo ang totoo. Natatakot lang ako na hindi
mo ko
Paniwalaan." Saad ko. Tumitig lang sakin si Saturn at humalik sa noo ko.
"Kasalanan ko ang lahat. Kung nakinig lang ako sayo noon, kung hindi ko pinairal
ang pride
At ego ko, hindi sana tayo nagka-hiwalay. I'm sorry Fatima. Sa lahat ng ginawa ko
sayo. Magsimula tayong ulit, I will make things up. With our son." Tumingin ito kay
Zephyr at hinawakan
Tumango ako at ngumiti, "I love you Saturn." Bulong ko at tumulo ang luha ko.
Ngumiti ito
"I miss you baby. I love you so much, mahal na mahal kita. And you made me happy
today.
Nararamdaman ko yung lukso ng dugo samin ni Zephyr pero gusto kong ikaw mismo
Magsabi sakin non. Now that I know the truth I will never mess this up again. Thank
you
Fatima."
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It's been a week since I told Saturn the truth. Araw-araw itong nasa bahay para
suyuin si
Zephyr at mukhang nakukuha na niya ang loob neto. Kasalukuyan silang naglalaro sa
garden
"Here you go mister!" Sigaw ni Zephyr at hinagis ang bola. Hindi pa din ito sanay
na tawaging
Daddy si Saturn. Madalas din siyang umiyak dahil hinahanap niya si Xyrus.
"Halika, kumain muna kayo." Saad ko. Tumakbo naman palapit si Zephyr sakin kaya
kinarga
"Wow, mukhang masarap ang gawa ni mommy." Lumapit si Saturn at humalik sa noo ko.
"Mommy, kelan uuwi si daddy?" Tanong ng anak namin kaya nagkatinginan kami ni
Saturn.
"Baby, your dad is here. Ayaw mo ba sa real dad mo?" Tanong ko. Hindi naman umimik
si
"It's okay babe." Sagot ni Saturn at ngumiti. "Do you want to go to the mall, big
boy?" Dagdag
Neto.
"Do you want to buy toys?" Tanong ulit ni Saturn. Sunod-sunod na tumango si Zephyr
kaya
Natawa si Saturn, "Alright, son. Maligo muna tayo. Let's go!"
Kalahating oras din sila nagbabad ni Saturn sa tub dahil naglaro pa sila. Habang
hinahanda
Ko ang susuotin ni Zephyr ay panay ang hawak neto sa bird niya kaya sinaway ko
siya.
"Mommy bakit po small bird ko?" Tanong nito kaya natawa ako.
"Si mister po kasi super big. Mga ganon oh." Iminuwestra niya ang kamay niya
pahaba,
"Kasi baby ka pa." Tumatawa kong sagot. "Mag-bihis ka na anak. Pag malaki ka na
lalaki din
"Ganon po?" Ngumuso ito kaya humalik ako sa pisngi niya, "I can't wait to be big
mom."
Natawa lang ako at sinuotan siya ng brief. Sakto naman na lumabas si Saturn sa
banyo na
Nakatapis lang kaya napatingin ako sa kanya, pababa sa umbok ng towel na nakatapis
sa
Kanya.
"I can strip if you want babe." Ngumisi ito sakin kaya umirap ako.
"Mister sinabi ko kay mommy na big yung bird mo." Singit ni Zephyr kaya natawa si
Saturn,
"Pag malaki ka na anak." Sagot ni Saturn at humalik sa noo nito. Nag-bihis ito ng
mga baon
Niyang damit. Minsan kasi ay dito siya natutulog dahil gusto niyang may gawin kami.
At
Pagmamay-ari niya. Namangha ako dahil napaka-laki neto at ang ganda ganda.
"Really? Kelan po ang one day na yon? Mga bukas po ba? Or next week?" Tanong niya
kaya
Kanina pa din panay ang bati ng mga empleyado ng mall kay Saturn. At tingin din
sila ng
Tingin sakin kaya naiilang ako. Nagulat naman ako ng hawakan ni Saturn ang kamay ko
at
"Saan mo gustong kumain, anak?" Tanong ni Saturn. Diretso lang ang tingin neto sa
Nilalakaran namin.
"I want Jollibee!" Sagot nito kaya ngumiti si Saturn at tumango. Nang makarating
kami sa
Jollibee ay special treatment si Saturn dahil pinauna siya sa pila pero sinabi
niyang
Ako naman ay kumuha na nang mauupuan namin. Saturn ordered chicken, spaghetti,
burger,
"Sayo." Sagot ko. Hindi ko tinanggalan ng karapatan si Saturn sa anak namin kahit
pa nagalit
Ako sa kanya noon. He's still my son's father and no one can change that fact.
"Thank you babe." Saad niya at inabot ang kamay ko bago yon dinala sa labi niya
para
Halikan.
"Mommy, play lang ako don." Kalabit sakin ki Zephyr at tinuro ang mga bata na
naglalaro sa
"Be careful son." Paalala ni Saturn. "Ano ang first word niya?"
Ngumiti ako, "Mama." Sagot ko, "Kamukhang-kamukha mo siya Saturn. Wala itong nakuha
"Yeah, I can see that." Aniya habang nakatingin kay Zephyr, "Kaya malakas ang kutob
kong
Akin siya."
"He's asking me for a brother." Saad ko kaya napatingin sakin si Saturn. Unti-unti
itong
Ngumisi.
"Damn baby, you should've told me that earlier. Edi sana nakarami na tayo. I would
like to
"Saturn! Napaka-pilyo mo ha." Sagot ko at tumawa. Natawa din ito at tumitig sakin.
"Same here, babe. Ikaw lang ang may ganitong epekto sakin." Sagot ko. Ngumiti lang
ito at
Binaling muli ang tingin kaya Zephyr pero nawala ang ngiti neto kaya nagtaka ako.
Napatayo
"Fuck!" Aniya. Tumingin ako sa kinaroroonan ni Zephyr pero nanlaki ang mata ko nang
hindi
"Zephyr?" Tawag ko. Lumapit samin ang ma crew ng fast food at tumulong sa
paghahanap.
"Mr. Montenegro, nakita po namin yung anak niyo kanina na lumabas kasama ang isang
Babae na naka-suot ng pang-yaya." Saad nung guard samin kaya napamura si Saturn.
Ako
Lumapit samin ang manager ng mall. Marami itong security guard na kasama, "Secure
the
Area! Hanapin niyo ang anak ko!" Sigaw ni Saturn. Agad tumalima ang mga to kaya
umakbay
Inakay ako ni Saturn papunta sa control room. Pinanood nami ang CCTV at nakita nga
namin
Ang anak namin na lumabas kasama ang isang babae na naka-suot ng uniform ng maid.
Iyak
Ako ng iyak habang nanonood. Lumabas ito at sumakay sila sa isang itim na van.
"Bakit hindi niyo hinarangan nang makita niyo?!" Galit na galit si Saturn habang
pinapagalitan
"Pasensya na Sir. Akala namin kasama niyo." Sagot ng matandang guard at yumuko.
"Fuck! Kasama? May nakita ba kayong kasama namin?!" Bulyaw ulit neto kaya hinawakan
ko
"Walang mangyayari kung magagalit ka lang Saturn. Let's call the police." Pilit
kong kinalma
Ang sarili ko kahit nagpa-panic na ang loob loob ko. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang
sarili ko
Umuwi kami sa bahay ni Saturn at tumawag siya ng mga pulis, detective, NBI at kung
ano
Pang sangay ng gobyerno. Dumating din ang mga matandang Montenegro pati na si
Xyrus.
"Wala pang isang buwan na pinagkakatiwala ko sayo si Zephyr pero ganito agad
nangyari?
How can you be a father to Zephyr if you can't even make him safe?!" Sigaw niya kay
Saturn.
"Kumalma ka Xyrus. Walang magagawa ang galit mo." Singit ni tito Thirdy. Alam na
nila na
Hindi talaga anak ni Xyrus si Zephyr. Xyrus told them the truth without consenting
me. Siguro
Ay ayos na din 'yon dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko kung sakaling ako ang
umamin sa
Kanila.
"Fuck! If I knew this will happen hindi na sana ko umalis!" Mura ni Xyrus at
padabog na
"Wala pa din bang tawag ang mga kidnapper?" Tanong ni uncle Ben. Umiling lang ako
at
Nanatiling nakayuko. Isa pa 'yong problema. Hindi pa din tumatawag ang mga
kidnapper
Kaya hindi namin alam kung nasaan si Zephyr o kung anong gusto nila.
"Damn! This is all my fault." Bulong ni Saturn kaya hinawakan ko ang braso niya.
Nakakuyom
"Hindi din po namin ma-trace ang plate number ng van dahil peke ito." Saad ng mga
pulis,
Seconds, minutes and hours had passed ngunit wala pa din ang tawag na inaantay
namin.
Namumugto na ang mata ko dahil sa kakaiyak pero wala pa din tawag na dumadating.
Umuwi na din ang mga matandang Montenegro at si Xyrus at Edryl na lang ang naiwan
dito.
"Wala pa din bang balita?" Tanong ni Saturn sa mga pulis. Iling lang ang sinagot ng
mga to.
Nagulat ako nang sipain ni Saturn ang malaking vase dahilan para mabasag to.
"Kalma? Pano ako kakalma Edryl?! Hindi ko alam kung nasaan ang anak ko!" Sagot ni
Saturn.
Muli akong naluha. "I'm so fucking idiot! Hindi ko na sana sila dinala sa mall!"
Muling natahimik ang paligid. Si Xyrus ay hindi din umiimik. Bumalik si Saturn sa
kinauupuan
Niya at napa-hilamos gamit ang kamay. Isang tawag ang bumasag sa katahimikan kaya
agad
Kaming napa-tingin kay Xyrus kung saan nanggagaling ang tunog ng phone.
"It's dad." Saad nito kaya bumagsak ang balikat namin, "Hello dad?" Sagot nito,
"What? Anong
Ginagawa dyan ni kuya Ares?!" Sigaw niya kaya napatingin kami sa kanya. Tumatango-
tango
"Alam na nila kung nasaan si Zephyr. Nasa lumang mansyon siya ni uncle Steve.
Kasama ni
Kuya ang bata at safe ito. Pinapapunta niya na tayo doon at magsama daw tayo ng
pulis."
Walang salitang nagsi-tayuan kami lahat at lumabas ng bahay. Madaming pulis ang
sumama
Samin at ang iba ay tumawag pa ng back-up. Sa kotse ni Saturn ako sumakay at ramdam
na
"Babe, it's alright. Walang mangyayaring masama sa anak natin." Saad ni Saturn at
Hinawakan ang kamay ko. Hindi ako umimik dahil pati boses ko ay nanginginig sa
kaba.
Pagdating sa lumang mansyon ni uncle Steve ay agad pumwesto ang mga pulis at
nilabas
Ang mga baril nila. Ako naman ay nag-simula nang umiyak kaya umakbay sakin si
Saturn.
"Alam naming nandyan ka Steve Gutierrez. Lumabas ka na kung ayaw mong masaktan."
Sigaw ng pulis gamit ang megaphone. Wala kaming nakikita mula sa loob hanggang sa
Napamura si Saturn nang makilala niyang si Dara ito. Muling bumaling ang attention
namin
"Zephyr!" Napasigaw ako nang makita si Zephyr na hawak hawak ni Steve at nakatutok
sa
"Ibaba mo 'yang baril mo!" Sigaw ng mga pulis ngunit hindi natinag si Steve.
Humakbang ito
Steve! Tigilan mo na to!" Sigaw ng mga matandang Montenegro, "Tama na! Huwag ka
nang
Gumanti!"
"Putangina niyo! Hindi ko kayo hahayaan na sumaya! Pagtapos niyong patayin ang
asawa ko
"Hindi namin pinatay si Clarissa! Tandaan mong na-aksidente siya nang dahil sayo!
Pati ang
Iba naming kapatid ay namatay dahil sayo!" Sigaw ni uncle Thirdy. Galit na galit
ito.
"Dad! Stop this! Huwag mong idamay ang anak ko!" Si Saturn naman ang sumigaw at
nakita
Naming nagulat si Steve, "Oo, anak ko si Zephyr. Please, let him go. Ako ang gusto
mo diba?
Xyrus. Iyak ako ng iyak habang pinapanood si Saturn na tumabi kay Ares.
Unti-unting bumitaw si Steve kay Zephyr hanggang sa makatakbo ito ngunit bago pa
Makalapit si Zephyr ay inangat ni Steve ang kamay niyang may hawak ng baril.
"Huwag!"
"Zephyr!"
Kitang-kita ko kung paano hinarang ni Ares ang katawan niya sa anak ko kasabay ng
tatlong
Sunod-sunod na putok ng baril. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makitang napaluhod si Ares.
Muli
"Anak!" Nanginginig na napatakbo ako palapit kay Zephyr at niyakap ito. Iyak to ng
iyak
Habang nasa bisig ko. Niyakap naman ako ni Saturn at napatingin kami kay Ares.
"Ares! Ares!" Uncle Thirdy was screaming as he called Ares. Agad nila itong dinala
sa
Hospital.
"Are you okay son? Sinaktan ka ba nila?" Tanong ni Saturn kay Zephyr.
"No. Inalagaan po ako ni tito Ares at tita Dara." Saad nito kaya nagkatinginan kami
ni Saturn,
"But that monster put me in the dark room. I was so scared daddy. But tito Ares
came and
Carried me."
Muli kaming nagkatinginan ni Saturn. Napa-ngiti ito nang marinig namin mula sa anak
namin
"It's over now. It's over." Sagot ko habang nakatingin sa walang buhay na katawan
ni Steve na
"Yes babe. Tapos na ang lahat ng to. Makakapag-umpisa na ulit tayo." Ngumiti si
Saturn at
Hinalikan ako.
Sa dami dami ng pagsubok na dinaanan namin, sa wakas ay natapos din. There are so
many
Tears wasted, so many heartbreaks and lessons that we learned. Pero sa gabing to ay
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"Sa tingin mo bagay to?" Tanong ko kay Mika at pinakita ang isang design ng gown.
"Girl, kahit ano naman atang i-suot mo, bagay sayo!" Tili niya kaya nagulat ang
natutulog na
Anak niya na karga niya. Napa-ngiti ako nang humikab ang baby boy nila Mika na si
Mico o
"Aw, ang cute talaga ng inaanak ko. I can't wait to have another baby." Sagot ko.
"Eh bakit kasi hindi pa kayo bumuo ulit?" Tanong ni Mika kaya natawa ako.
"Hindi pa ngayon. Kasal muna bago anak." Usal ko at muling binalik ang tingin sa
designs na
Tinitignan ko.
And yes, ikakasal na kami ni Saturn. We have five months to go before our wedding
and I'm
So excited.
Ay busy daw ito sa bagong business nila. Si Mika naman ay busy maging house wife at
magalaga sa five month old baby nila ni Edryl. Si Edryl naman ay busy sa mga
business niya. Siya
Ang pinaka-masipag sa magpi-pinsan. While Saturn? Ayun at palaging nasa bahay. Sabi
niya
Ay gagana ang business niya nang wala siya. Napapa-iling na lang ako.
"Eto na lang siguro." Sagot ko at pinakita ang isang backless see through long
sleeves na
Hapit sa katawan.
"Perfect!" Tili ni Mika. "Sana hindi ka buntis para hindi ka mahimatay sa kasal
ah." Dagdag
Niya kaya natawa ako. Nahimatay kasi ito noong kasal nila ni Edryl dahil buntis na
pala siya.
"Hindi ako buntis 'no. Nagta-take ako ng pills. Siguro kapag malaki-laki na si
Zephyr." Sagot
Ko. Gusto ko din kasi ng family planning. Alam ko kung gaano kahilig si Saturn sa
sex kaya
Iniiwasan ko din mabuntis ako. Mahirap na baka taon-taon may bagong baby kami. Ang
"Sabagay. Gusto ko din ng dalawang anak lang. Isang babae at lalake." Sagot ni Mika
at
Sa mga bintana ang madaming kumot kaya nag-mukhang may tent ang salas namin.
"Saturn!" Sigaw ko nang makita ko 'tong palabas ng tent, "What is this? Mga bagong
kumot
To ah!"
"Mommy! Look, we made a tent. I also have a room inside." Silip ni Zephyr mula sa
loob ng
Tent. Napa-sentido ako. Kakalaba lang ng mga bagong kumot pero pinag-laruan na
nila.
"Kayo ba maglalaba niyan ha?" Tanong ko at pinulot ang mga throw pillow na nasa
sahig.
"Chill lang babe. Ipapa-laundry na lang natin to." Sagot ni Saturn at umupo sa
sahig.
Nagbukas ito ng box ng pizza at nilagay sa paper plate bago inabot kay Zephyr.
"On it, son." Tumawa si Saturn at nilagpasan ako papuntang kitchen. Napa-iling na
lang ako
At umakyat sa kwarto.
Nang makapag-bihis ako ay bigla naman bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si Saturn.
Tinanggal neto ang suot niyang sando at lumapit sakin bago tinanggal ang suot
niyang
"You see, our son wants a brother. Huwag ka nang uminom ng pills Fatima." Bulong
niya
"Yeah, I know that babe. But I want another son too." He groaned and start
caressing my
Back. Hindi ako umimik nang ihiga niya ko sa kama at tinanggal ang briefs niya. His
hard
"I want you now baby." He grinned and pulled my undies off. His kisses trailed down
my jaw
And neck down to my chest and caught one of my nipples before sucking it. I grip
his hair
His hand cupped my pussy and traced my slit before pushing one finger inside me. I
moaned
And opened my legs wider as he start pumping it in and out. His kisses went down to
my
Stomach and to my between. I moaned when he kissed my wet folds before flicking his
Tongue in my clitoris.
"Damn, Saturn!" I gritted my teeth when he add another finger inside me and curled
it up to
My toes curled when he thrust his finger deeper and faster. I was about to come
when Saturn
Stopped and kneeled in the bed. He raise my leg to his shoulder and tease my pussy
with his
"Fuck me already!" I protested. He chuckled and pushed his huge cock inside me. I
moaned
"Damn tight babe." He groaned and lean his hand beside me. My legs still on his
shoulder as
He pound his manhood harder. I controlled my vagina muscles making him curse. I
smiled
Saturn pulled out and pushed me to my side. I was laying sidewards ad he push his
cock
Behind me. I closed my eyes and grip the bed sheet tight.
"Ooh, Saturn!"
"You like that baby?" I nodded as he spank my ass. He thrust his length deeper and
harder. I
"I'm coming!" I cried and I let my orgasm explode. My body shivered when I felt
Saturn's
Semen fill my womb. He thrust a few more before pulling out and laying beside me.
He scoot
"I love you Fatima." He whispered making me smile. I hold his hand in my waist.
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Kinabukasan ay isang hindi inaasahang bisita ang pumunta sa bahay namin ni Saturn.
Tumaas ang kilay ko nang makita si Dara kasama ang magulang ko.
"Babe, sa salas na tayo mag-usap." Pigil sakin ni Saturn kaya naiinis na nag-martya
ako
"I-I just came here to apologize." Saad ni Dara at nag-simulang umiyak, "Inaamin ko
na
Nabulag ako sa pag-ibig ko kay Saturn kaya pumayag ako sa gusto ni uncle Steve na
paghiwalayin kayo. Pero mula nang sabihin sakin ni Ares na tama na, doon na ko
nalinawan."
Tumingin ito sakin, "I'm sorry Fatima. Sa lahat ng ginawa ko sayo noon. Masyado ko
lang
"Patawarin mo din kami anak." Bumaling naman ang tingin ko kay mama. Umiiyak na to,
Niya ang interes ng utang namin sa kanya kada buwan. Binantaan niyang papatayin ka
kapag
Para maligtas."
"Maniwala ka sa'min ng mama mo anak. Ginawa namin 'yon para sayo." Singit ni papa.
"But now my father is gone, we can live a peaceful life. Ako na ang humihingi ng
tawad sa
Mga ginawa ng dad ko sa inyo." Saad ni Saturn at inakbayan ako, "I hope we can
start a new
"Thank you Fatima. At salamat din dahil pinatawad mo ko." Sagot ni Dara kaya
ngumiti ako.
Kinakabahan ako dahil ngayon ang araw ng aking kasal. I was wearing a white
backless
Gown with a see through long sleeves and white stilettos. Kanina ko pa pinipigilang
umiyak
"Mahal na mahal ka namin Fatima. At masaya kami para sayo." Saad ni papa at humalik
sa
Ulo ko.
Nang bumukas ang pinto ng simbahan ay dumagundong ang tibok ng puso ko. Ngumiti ako
Nang mag-simula kaming lumakad ni papa at mama sa mahabang aisle papunta sa altar
Habang lumalakad ay hindi ko na napigilan ang pagtulo ng luha ko. Sa dami ng taon
na
Lumipas ay hindi ko maalis si Saturn sa puso ko. He's the man who caught my heart
from the
First time I met him up until now that I will be Mrs. Montenegro, nothing changed.
Siya pa rin
Nang makarating kami sa altar ay doon ko lang nakita na umiiyak din pala si Saturn
kaya
"Ingatan mo ang anak ko Saturn." Paalala ni Papa. Tumango si Saturn at ngumiti bago
kinuha
Ang kamay ko mula kay Papa. Nag-lakad kami papunta sa harap ni father.
"We are gathered today to witness the joining of Saturn and Fatima's love in the
eyes of our
Lord Jesus."
"Do you Saturn Montenegro take Fatima Krisologo, to be your wife? Do you promise to
be
True to your wife in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. Will you
love her and
"I do."
"Do you Fatima Krisologo take Saturn Montenegro, to be your husband? Do you promise
to
Be true to your husband in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. Will
you love him
"Fatima, take this ring as it symbolizes my love for you that will never break. I
promise you
Baby and in front of everyone that I will love you for the rest of my days in the
earth. I will
Cherish every moments with you and we will build a big family of our own. Fatima,
mahal na
Mahal kita."
"Saturn, take this ring as the symbol of my everlasting love. You're my heart and
my life. I will
Always love you even if the years pass by. I promise to take good care of you and
to our
"You have declared your consent before the Church. May the Lord in his goodness
Strengthen your consent and fill you both with his blessings. What God has joined,
men must
Humarap kami ni Saturn sa isa't-isa at tinaas niya ang belo na suot ko. Ngumiti
kami bago
Siya lumapit at hinalikan ako. A kiss that's full of love and passion.
Rinig ko ang palakpakan ng mga tao. We didn't break the kiss until we're out of
breath. I
"I love you wife." He smiled. My tears fell and I hold his cheek.
"I love you too husband." And we sealed our love with a long and passionate kiss
again.
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"Jupiter!"
Napa-iling ako nang marinig ang boses ni Zephyr mula sa taas. Mukhang nagaaway na
Naman ang dalawa dahil sa kakulitan ng isa. Rinig na rinig ko ang mabibilis na
yabag pababa
Ng hagdan kaya binaba ko ang hawak kong magazine at tinignan ang dalawa na
magbangayan.
"Look what you did to my books!" Sigaw ni Zephyr, "This is my damn project!"
"I thought it was a drawing book, kuya. I'm sorry." Saad ng five-year old naming
bunso ni
Na yumakap sakin, "What you did to your kuya's books is wrong. Sabi ko diba huwag
mong
"Anong sasabihin mo kay kuya?" Tanong ko. Malaking ngumiti ito sabay sabi ng,
"Kanino mo naman nakuha ang salitang yan?" Taas kilay kong tanong.
"Well, I heard kuya say that to his friend. Kausap niya po ito sa phone niya eh."
"Masama ang word na yan Jupiter." Sagot ko. Parang sasakit ata ang ulo ko sa kanya.
"Okay. Masama din po ba ang fuck you? Shit? Motherfucker? Bullshit? Holy fuck?"
Sunodsunod niyang tanong kaya pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata.
"Go to your room." Utos ko. He flashed his cheeky smile before running upstairs.
Napakakulit talaga niya.
Umakyat ako at dumiretso sa kwarto ni Zephyr. Wala ito sa kama niya kaya lumapit
ako sa
"Damn, I want your mouth in my cock." Saad neto kaya tumaas ang kilay ko. Wala
akong
"Fuck, yes! I'm almost there Hazel." Ungol pa niya. Agad kong binuksan ang banyo at
gulat na
"Mom!" Tinaas niya ang shorts niya at binaba niya ang hawak niyang phone na
nakalagay sa
Tenga niya.
"Mom, hindi ka ba marunong kumatok?" Tanong niya. Pulang pula ang mukha neto at
Nilagpasan ako. Naupo ito sa kama niya habang iniiwasan ang tingin ko.
Ko.
"I'm going to tell this to your dad." Sagot ko at nag-martya palabas ng kwarto
niya. Dumiretso
Naman ako sa kwarto ni Jupiter at halos pumutok ang ugat sa ulo ko nang makita ko
siyang
"Jupiter!" I screamed. He gasped and pulled his short up, "What the hell are you
doing?!"
"Anong ginagawa mo?" Tili ko at hinawakan ang braso niya. Mukhang iiyak na to kaya
"I-I was just trying to do what kuya Zephyr is doing." Saad niya. Maya-maya lang ay
umiiyak
"Anak, napaka-bata mo pa para dyan! Jusko naman Jupiter. Hindi ka pa nga tuli."
Saad ko at
"But, but I just want to try it." Aniya at mahinang humikbi. Napa-iling na lang ako
at lumakad
"Huwag mo na ulit 'yon gagawin." Sagot ko kay Jupiter at inupo siya sa kama.
Tumango
Naman ito, "Wipe your tears baby. Wag ka ng umiyak. Mommy is just shocked kaya
Nasigawan kita." Lumapit ako sa kanya at pinunasan ang pisngi niyang namumula.
"Okay po." Ngumiti siya kaya napa-ngiti na din ako at hinalikan ang noo niya, "Pero
bakit po
"Pag malaki ka na malalaman mo din ha. Sige na, mag-sleep ka dito. Pag gising mo
nandito
Napa-ngiti na lang ako habang pinagmamasdan si Jupiter. It's been ten years since I
got
Married with Saturn. Five years ago nang ipag-buntis ko si Jupiter. Napaka-laki ng
agwat nila
Ni Zephyr kaya naman hindi sila gaanong mag-kasundo lalo na't ang kulit kulit ni
Jupiter.
Si Zephyr naman ay fifteen years old na. Ang dating baby ko ay teenager na.
Marunong na
Ngang mag-masturbate at makipag-sex on phone. I wonder kung virgin pa ba ang anak
ko.
Napapa-iling na lang ako sa tuwing naiisip ko na minana ng mga anak ko ang hilig ni
Saturn
Sa sex.
At Jupiter ng yakap kaya napa-ngiti ako. Daddy's boy talaga ang dalawa pero si
Jupiter ang
"Anak, pagod na ang daddy mo. Sa weekend na lang." Pigil ko kay Jupiter kaya
ngumuso ito.
"It's alright babe." Natatawang saad ni Saturn bago binuhat si Jupiter, "Anong
gusto mong
Laro?"
"Okay, we'll play that later. Kakain muna tayo ng dinner." Saad ni Saturn at
lumakad
"How's work babe?" Tanong ko at nilagyan ng kanin at ulam ang plato niya. Naka-
kandong
"Fine, babe. Nakakapagod. I need a sensual massage later." Kumindat ito sakin kaya
"Mom, stop." Pigil ni Zephyr sakin kaya pinanlakihan ko rin siya ng mata. Napa-
kamot naman
Ito sa ulo.
"I caught your son masturbating in his bathroom! Nakikipag-sex on phone pa!"
Sumbong ko
Kay Saturn. Napa-tingin ito kay Zephyr na namumula ang tenga habang nakayuko.
"Wala, dad. Just some random girl." Sagot ni Zephyr kaya napa-ngiti ako, "Come on
parents.
"At bakit? Ayaw mo bang malaman namin na may girlfriend ka na?" Taas kilay kong
tanong.
"Mom, wala kong girlfriend. Don't be like that. Come on." Tugon niya kaya natawa
ako. Pati si
"Son, it's okay to have a girlfriend. Basta ipapakilala mo samin ng mommy mo. At
isa pa
Zephyr.
"Virgin ka pa ba anak?" Pangaasar ko kaya nanlaki ang mata sakin ni Zephyr. Lalo
akong
"Ano? Virgin pa ba anak ko?" Tanong din ni Saturn. Napa-kamot naman si Zephyr at
umiling.
"Zephyr, it's okay to talk about sex. Dapat nga natin 'tong pagusapan para malaman
mo ang
"I know my limitations, dad. Besides, I'm using condom when fucking." Sagot ni
Zephyr kaya
Napa-iling ako.
"You need control, son. Huwag bira ng bira. Mag-aral ka muna." Saad ni Saturn.
Tumango
"Isa pa 'yang bunso mo ha. Nahuli ko din na. Ay nako talaga Saturn! Manang-mana
sayo mga
Anak mo!" Gigil kong sabi. Ang hirap magpalaki ng tatlong lalake ha!
"Nahuli na?" Ngumisi ito sakin kaya tumaas ang kilay ko. "Jupiter anong ginawa mo?"
Tuwang-tuwa naman si Jupiter na pinipigilan ang kamay ng daddy niya kaya napa-ngiti
ako. I
Will never trade this moment for anything. Masayang-masaya na ko na pinapanood ang
Maga-ama ko na masayang naghaharutan. And this is what I'm always dreaming when I
was
Still a teenager. To have a happy family like this. At masaya ako dahil natupad nga
'yon.
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Kinabukasan ay pumunta kami kila Edryl. Since weekend na ay palagi kaming nagki-
kita kita
"Jupiter!"
"Sandro!"
"Jupiter!"
"Sandro!"
"Stop that punks!" Pigil ni Zephyr sa dalawang makulit na bata. Natawa ako habang
"What's up guys?" Salubong ni Edryl samin. Nag-beso kami ni Mika at humalik naman
sa
"We brought beef to be grilled." Saad ni Saturn at nag-man hug naman sila ni Edryl.
"Hi!" Bati ko kay Rayanne. Lumapit ako sa kanya at nag-beso naman kami, "Hello
baby." Bati
"Nakakapagod. Mas makulit ito kesa kay Sandro. Palaging umiiyak." Ani Rayanne kaya
napangiti ako.
"Ganyan din ako noon kay Zephyr." Sagot ko.
"Mabuti nga at malaki na ang panganay mo. I can't wait to see Sandro have a
girlfriend."
"Eto ngang Zephyr ko mukhang may girlfriend na." Nilakasan ko talaga ang boses ko
kaya
Nanlaki ang mata ng anak ko sakin. Agad naman siyang inintriga ng uncle Edryl at
dada
Xyrus niya.
"Puro lalake ang mga anak natin. Paniguradong sakit sa ulo yan pag lumaki-laki pa."
Napapailing na saad ni Mika habang nilalagyan ng bimpo ang likod ni Cameron.
"Sinabi mo pa. Araw-araw may gera sa bahay dahil kay Zephyr at Jupiter." Sagot ko
naman.
"Too bad po may pretty girl sa mga Montenegro." Lumawak ang ngiti namin nang makita
ang
"Omg! Come here sa tabi ko Sera!" Tili ni Mika, "Gustong-gusto ko talaga ng babaeng
anak."
"Pwede niyo naman po ituring ang magandang si ako bilang anak niyo tita Mika."
Sagot ni
"May boyfriend ka na ba?" Tanong ni Rayanne. Kuminang naman ang mata neto.
"Shh lang kayo mga tita pretty ha. May crush kasi ako sa probinsya. Omg! I cannot
talaga!"
Tumili ito kaya napa-tingin samin sila Saturn. Napapa-iling na binalik nila ang
attensyon sa
Iniihaw nila.
"Trevor ata ang pangalan niya. Omg. Oh my gosh talaga! Ang laki laki ng ano niya!"
Muli itong
Tumili, "My gosh! Kaso ang inosente niya kasi. Hindi niya magets ang gusto kong
gawin. Boto
"Sera, wag ka muna mag-boyfriend. Tapusin mo muna ang pagaaral mo." Saad ni Mika
kaya
Tumango ako. Sa mga sinasabi niya ay hindi malabong magkaron siya ng madaming
"Of course mga tita pretty. Isa pa gusto ko pong magkaron ng hubby na kasing pogi
ng mga
Hubby niyo."
We had our lunch with fun and happiness. Napakasaya ko habang pinagmamasdan ang
Bawat isa na masayang kumakain. Noon lang ay nangangarap lang kami magkaron ng
Xyrus found the girl for him five years ago. Nakikita ko na sobrang saya neto
ngayon habang
Kasama ang pamilya niya. May sarili na din siyang mga anak kaya masaya ako para sa
Kanya.
"I love you babe. Tigilan mo ang pagtitig kay Xyrus dahil nagseselos ako." Nagulat
ako nang
"Hanggang ngayon ba naman Saturn?" Ngumiti ako at humalik sa labi niya, "I'm just
happy
"I'm happy too." Aniya at humalik sa pisngi ko, "Masaya ako dahil nasa tabi kita.
And I'm
Happy that you gave me this family. Thank you is not enough babe so, let me
pleasure you in
Bed tonight."
"Ikaw ha!" Natatawang kinurot ko ang tagiliran niya, "Sige, I like to feel your
thank you
Tonight."
Epilogue
"Oh god! Faster Saturn! Faster!" I screamed as Saturn thrust his cock faster and
harder
"Fuck, babe! I'm coming!" He grunt and his thrust were deeply hard. I bit my lip as
I feel the
Heat inside me building up. I cursed when I felt Saturn's orgasm inside me. I
followed and
He pulled out and lay beside me. Agad naman akong lumapit sa kanya at yumakap.
"Tama na si Zephyr at Jupiter, babe. Ang hirap magpalaki ng mga lalake ha." Sagot
ko at
Pumikit.
"We can have a baby girl." Bulong niya at humalik sa noo ko. "Sleep. I love you."
Kinabukasan ay maaga akong nagising para asikasuhin ang mga anak namin sa pagpasok
"Ikaw ha. May date ka no?" Intriga ko. Agad naman itong umiling at tahimik na
kumain.
"Baby, dahan-dahan." Pinunasan ko ang bibig ni Jupiter dahil halos isubo na neto
pati ang
Pinggan.
"I'm hungry mom!" Saad niya at kumuha ng hotdogs. Ngumiti lang ako at humalik sa
ulo niya.
Jupiter sa school na pinapasukan nila. Hawak ko ang kamay ni Jupiter habang papasok
sa
"Don't forget to eat your lunch, son." Paalala ni Saturn kay Zephyr. Tumango ito
bago
Yumakap sa daddy kiya. Humalik naman ito sa pisngi ko at ginulo ang buhok ni
Jupiter bago
Nagpaalam na papasok na. Kami naman ay hinatid si Jupiter sa classroom niya nang
makasalubong namin si Rayanne at Xyrus kasama ang anak nilang si Sandro na umiiyak.
Agad
Niya ang kaklase niya dahil lang sa naupo ito sa upuan niya."
"Sandro, hindi na ko natutuwa sa ganyan mo ha." Sagot ni Rayanne sa kanya. Mas lalo
lang
"I-uwi niyo na lang muna siya." Singit ko at pinunasan ang luha ni Sandro, "Maybe
he needs a
Sabay silang napa-buntong hininga ni Rayanne, "Sige, mauna na kami ha." Paalam
nila.
"Halika na anak." Hinila ko na si Jupiter papasok ng classroom nila. "Be good ha.
Wag
"Bye anak."
"Bye po! Love you both!" Saad niya bago tumakbo papasok ng classroom. Umakbay naman
Nang makabalik kami sa kotse ay agad 'yon pinaandar ni Saturn. Hawak kamay kami
habang
"Ingat babe. I'll pick you up later." Aniya. Tumango naman ako at lumapit sa kanya
para
"I love you Saturn." I whispered after the short kiss. He smiled and cupped my
cheeks.
"I love you more Fatima. Kayo ng mga anak natin, mahal na mahal ko kayo." Sagot
niya.
I never thought that having a family like this will give me so much happiness. I'm
so thankful
That I have Saturn in my life. Kung wala siguro siya ay hindi ako ganito kasaya
ngayon.
The challenges was made to make us stronger. Stronger to face other challenges
ahead us.
I'm Fatima Krisologo-Montenegro, a wife and a mother. And this is where Montenegro