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During my childhood I was more shy, quiet, and scared of all new experiences. I think this was
due to my parents being a bit overprotective of me during my early childhood stages, and
always tried to make me focus on my education to become the best version of myself and have
a stable future. As I hit my puberty stage, I became even more preserved as my body started
changing and maturing, and as a result it became hard for me to talk to the people of the
opposite gender or make friends with the opposite gender or even at times making friends in
general. Even though I was very preserved and quiet, I was able to fit in to any crowd I was
thrown in, so I was cool with all the different groups around me but was never able to become
close to anyone or have any close friends. My life was basically school, soccer, home, I found it
very hard to open up to others. Now I am a completely different person, I feel like I was able to
mature and grow past my insecurities, I am more assertive and able to make friends and
connections almost instantly, but I still get intimidated from time to time which puts me back
From a young age, I was in love with soccer, it was more than just a hobby for me. Soccer was
my joy and I really wanted to have a career as a player, unfortunately I didn’t have the chance
to show my abilities as my parents wanted me to focus on my education. Soccer was the reason
I was able to make friends as I felt like I was in my comfort zone, so I was able to speak and
Having English as my second language and being in a country that I didn’t grow up in definitely
had an effect on my public speaking abilities in addition to the fact the I already had trouble
with speaking to a crowd, I don’t like having the attention on me as it makes me feel
uncomfortable. But I would say that I was more comfortable back home when I was able to talk
in my mother tongue. Even though my first language makes it a bit harder to speak, I am proud
of it and I feel like it gives me a second perspective to what I have to say. What I mean by that is
that sometimes thinking of something I’m trying to say in two languages helps me to first create
the sentence in my head in my language first and by the time I translate it to English in my head
it makes me pause for a second and makes me think twice about what I have to say, which is
useful to make sure I am saying the right thing without offending someone or
miscommunicating what I have to say, but obviously since English isn’t my first language I still
I see myself as a lion cub as I still haven’t fully found my voice and confidence, but I have the
potential to become a roaring lion and have the ability to lead and talk to large crowds without
feeling uncomfortable or self conscious. The funny part is that I asked my friends and they said
that they perceive me as a honey badger because I always to stand my ground and don’t let
I feel like my friends are usually my shut-up judges, but I don’t let that silence me especially if
its something I truly believe or a fact. The only time where I stop myself is when its something
that I don’t really understand or unaware of, like someone else’s experience in life. But I do
believe this might be an issue I have and something that I need to work on because sometimes
my opinions might offend others or even my friends but for some reason, I still say them
regardless. This might be due to the fact that I was very quiet as a kid and ideas and opinions on
things were always shut down by my friends and family, so now I don’t let that stop and I
always communicate what I have to say. But I certainly think that I should learn when not to say
certain things. I can’t think of a specific scenario where I was silenced, but I do feel like people
are trying to silence me when they talk over me and not let me fully communicate my idea, it
gets me very irritated and makes me feel like I have to speak in a louder and harsher tone to get
I would say that I have embodied my dad’s character and his way of speech. I try to always carry
my self with a strong posture and a straight back and try to communicate to other with eye
contact.
A person that I admire and is inspired by is Morgen Freeman. I love the calmness in his voice
and would love to one day have his wisdom and be able to talk in a calm manner that lets me
appeal to a crowd when I’m talking. I am also inspired by is Roger Federer, he also has a calm
demeanor and carries himself well physically. I like how both are respected figures and people
listen to what they have to say because of the way they conduct themselves and communicate
The voices and bodies that I tend to judge are voices that are cocky and make everyone around
them feel uncomfortable with their “know it all attitude” even if they are wrong about a topic.
I feel like right now I’m in a transition phase in my life, I used to be very skinny and felt like I
was intimidated by anyone who was larger than me and wouldn’t be able to speak up, but my
mentality and inner voice did not represent my physical appearance. Now I’ve started to go to
the gym and eat healthy to get the appearance that I wish to have and that more closely
represents my mentality and inner voice. I still haven’t reached my targeted appearance, but I
am bigger and much stronger now and don’t feel intimidated by anyone, I feel like I am able to
that is what I often use at home and more accustomed to. So, it often feels hard for me to
communicate idea the way I want to as some things that I think about don’t translate perfectly
into the English language. This causes me to stutter under pressure especially if I’m talking to a
crowd or I take long pauses if I’m in an argument with someone. Sometimes my idea could be
miss interpreted as a result of that and this sometimes it makes me feel unheard and
misunderstood.
I don’t think that I misuse my body but maybe I think that the way I use it is normal to the point
that I don’t realize that I am misusing it, maybe a friend or a family member might have a
different view on how I misuse my body. But after asking a friend, she said that I am neglecting
of my body and don’t allow my self to rest or get the right amount of sleep because I’m very
focused on the future to the point where I don’t realize that I’m neglecting my body.
I think that when I speak, I try too hard to make my accent less apparent to people because I
want to sound like I’m speaking perfect English, I that I realized that that’s a bit unrealistic since
my first language and culture is part of who I am and what makes me different than others.
After I finished my writing, I realized that maybe I didn’t know my self I as much as I thought I
have. The question really made me think, I had to take time and thoroughly think about each
question and have input on my self from friends and family to see how they perceive me. I was
a bit confused with some of the question as I didn’t really think of asking my self those
questions, I thought that I was just a regular guy going through life, but this definitely opened
my eyes to how I see my self and how people perceive me. Even till now I feel like maybe I
didn’t answer some questions correctly even though they were about me, but I guess this how I
always felt about my self, I was always confused about my voice and who I wanted to be and
how I wanted people to see me, and I think this really gave me a new perspective on finding my
I chose to draw a book as my present voice and body because my degree is all I am
focused on right now and I feel like this is making me interact with new people less as
most of my time is spent studying and trying to advance my career in hopes of a better
future, and now I feel like I don’t know how to interact with new people properly, and I
my passion and feel more relaxed and in my comfort zone. Right now, I am so focused on
building a future for myself that I don’t think I had the time to just loosen up and relax and
enjoy playing soccer or maybe even try new hobbies and experiences.