“Sure, I guess I’m sorry it seemed like I never cared, perhaps I should’ve tried to

be a better friend. bye.”

Well for some reason these words have driven pure rage into my soul. You meant
everything to me I cared about you, and you never did I dealt with all your
bullshit.
You dated a fucking psychopath 5 times and every time you broke up, I was their
telling you to fuck stop dating them and you never did you are a merciless uncaring
asshole who I doubt has a sentience because if it did it would understand what it
has done, and it would weep.
I want you to understand how much I hate you I originally planned just to stop
leading you on because I thought you actually wanted to be friends so I wanted to
do the good thing and tell you that you thought wrong but I found out that not only
do you not care you don’t even realise what you done you r letter is the same as a
five year old who has been caught bullying another person “oh I’m sorry it seemed
like I never cared” SHUT THE FUCK UP IF YOU CARED EVEN A LITTLE YOU WOULD HAVE
FUCKING TRIED TO STOP THIS

Wana know the last time you messaged me to play I took a screen shot.

That was over a year before I lost it at told you to fuck off for the first time.
I delt with you shit for a year before I lost it.
I wish once in your miserable little life you cared for someone else so you could
gain a little skill, I call empathy and use it your narcissistic prick. Yes, we
have had good times in the past, but I just think now how little I care about you.
you always seem to find a way to make me sad you mock Kiran and Sean and yes Kiran
can be a little much sometimes, but Sean is an amazing person and I've made
mistakes in the past trying to fit in with you, but it just felt wrong I'm done
with your insults, and I hope you understand you should try and be better. I hope
you and Arlo or Katie or whomever you decide to date find happiness because you
will not find nor cause it here goodbye, I hope its forever.

Wait a fucking second what’s that sound in my dms a new message.

“You know what, no. Fuck you. You really think after everything I fucking did for
you that I don’t give a shit? I spent hours playing games I just did not give a
shit about, put up with so much bullshit, dealt with you being shitty and short
tempered for fucking years. I spent money on shitty games that I have never played
since. I tried my very fucking hardest, and you drained the shit out of me. And yet
I tried to be a friend still. I tried to offer everything I had just to make sure
you were happy. And now, the second I start getting a life you think I'm a piece of
shit. Even when I’m busy, even when I’m fucking exhausted, I still put aside
evenings just to spend hours putting up with shit that you put me through. Sorry
you can't look down on me anymore, sorry I'm trying to improve my life, and I'm not
wasting my fucking life away online. But you can't fucking look down on me anymore,
that’s clearly all you saw this friendship as good for. Fuck you for wasting months
of my life making me beg and grovel just to get the time of day from you. Sorry I
gave a shit. I hope you grow the fuck up one day and start treating people who care
about you with some kind of respect. Fuck you.”

Ima break this down on so many levels

Let’s start off with the first line!
“You really think after everything I fucking did for you that I don’t give a shit?”
Yes, I do as prove by my previous remarks you haven’t made contact in over a year
so no you don’t care.
“ I spent hours playing games I just did not give a shit about” ok I’m sorry I made
you play a game when you could have said no I would understand you saying no do you
know why because that’s all you do “hey do you wana play payday” no graphics are
bad “hey do you wana play vr” no I’m tired, hey do you wana do anything” no I’m
busy for fucking months on end this was it excuse after excuse

“Put up with so much bullshit, dealt with you being shitty and short tempered for
fucking years”.
You know what a straw man argument is right oh I was shitty and short tempered well
give examples then don’t be vague here I’ll help you remember that time you cheated
on your girlfriend with kai I do hey you remember every single time you lured me
back in with fake apologies I do hey you remember everything you said you liked me
and actually cared about me I don’t.

I spent money on shitty games that I have never played since.

This is the part where I am confused because I wasn’t sure what you meant by this
and then I remembered oh yeah you bought Pavlov that one time yeah, my bad luckily
you didn’t ask me to buy anything (payday sea of thief’s satisfactory deep rock
Stardew township tail bone works bone lab blade a sorcery hotdogs horseshoe and
hand grenades) yeah because that would be insane right.

“I tried my very fucking hardest, and you drained the shit out of me”.
you never tried and even the idea of this is funny to me you narcissistic coward.
“And yet I tried to be a friend still. I tried to offer everything I had just to
make sure you were happy”.
That’s why you never messaged? That’s why you never asked if I was alright? That’s
why you bully my friends (yeah fuck you I prefer Kiran and Sean to you and have for
at least a year at this point) (shout out to Kiran and Sean for being badass)
“And now, the second I start getting a life you think I'm a piece of shit”.
Oh, heavens no I’ve thought you were a piece of shit for months now it just took me
while to realise you are unfixable and don’t worry, I know the exact message that
caused me to realise this, and it was.
“Shit I can’t” the context was we hadn’t seen each other for five weeks and if we
didn’t see each other for this week, it would be six more and you decided to skip
club that single day to hang out with the person you were at the time cheating on
your girlfriend with. This was a year ago 9 days ago If I remember correctly.

“Even when I’m busy, even when I’m fucking exhausted, I still put aside evenings
just to spend hours putting up with shit that you put me through”.
Then why not leave if this was all my fault why did not break it off why did you
wait for me to
If you were so kind, why do I hate you.

“Sorry you can't look down on me anymore, sorry I'm actually trying to improve my
life, and I'm not wasting my fucking life away online”.
This is a strange one because I have so many options in what to say because I never
used to look down on you but thanks to Sean helping me not be a dumbass, I see how
pathetic you are how sad you are. I could say how online you are so that’s not an
excuse just say your angry I’m no longer being manipulated and now your angry you
can’t use pity points to puppet me.

“But you can't fucking look down on me anymore, that’s clearly all you saw this
friendship as good for.”
We both know that’s not true that’s why I gave you so many chances to do anything
and you just didn’t Fred I know it’s hard to believe but I never hated you. You
Were a nice person (well not really but you pretended to be one for long enough I
believed it.

Fuck you for wasting months of my life making me beg and grovel just to get the
time of day from you.

I am not kidding when I say this because this made me laugh when I read this its so
fucking dumb that you said this.
May I point out you never even asked to do anything for over a year and you’re
saying I didn’t give you time look back how often did I ask you to play. If you’re
going to say so much dumb stuff, be correct about at least one thing.

. Sorry I gave a shit. I hope you grow the fuck up one day and start treating
people who care about you with some kind of respect. Fuck you.”
I respect a lot of people just not you anymore.
Fred why are you blaming me we both know who’s fought this is. If you were so
drained, you should have just ended the friendship.
Fred, I regret nothing that has happened between us, and I know you don’t so
respectfully.
I detest you.#